Aetheraeon Notebook 16

We are going to dive deeper into the history here. Those who have made it this far. I appreciate you immensely as you go through this with me. I've also got 2 books on the pre-Adamite worlds, which of course points to the doctrine I've been talking about so this isn't made up because professors back then taught this in school before the Jews took over and bought up all the schools. One of them is by John Harris from 1870 "Pre-Adamite Earth" and the other is from 1888 by Alexander Winchell who was a professor of Geology and Palaeontology from the university of Michigan called "Preadamites". There's probably more books but I'll read through these and see if I can find more cross reference because once you find 1 book from this era they have sources from other book that have sources to other books and names of other authors and the web opens up. that's how you study.

Amo 9:9 For, lo, I will command, and I will sift the house of Israel among all nations, like as corn is sifted in a sieve, yet shall not the least grain fall upon the earth.

Wheat and tares.

Hos 8:8 Israel is swallowed up: now shall they be among the Gentiles as a vessel wherein is no pleasure.

Israel here I believe was divorced from God and yet they're said to be scattered among the gentiles, AKA unbelieving nations of the descendance of Jacob israel. Remember gentiles translates as "nations", other nations of the same race, GENtiles, Genetic, Ethnos is gentiles in the new testament so.

Strictly speaking it is incorrect to call an ancient Israelite a "Jew" or to call a contemporary Jew an Israelite or a Hebrew" - 1980 Jewish almanac p. 3.

“No one can deny that the Jews are a most unique and unusual people. That uniqueness exists because of their Edomite heritage. You cannot be English Jews. We are a race, and only as a race can we perpetuate. Our mentality is of Edomitish character, and differs from that of an Englishman.”—Manifesto of the “World Jewish Federation, January 1, 1935, through its spokesperson, Gerald Soman

“Jews began to call themselves Hebrews and Israelites in 1860″ —Encyclopedia Judaica 1971 Vol 10:23

The Jews are not the tribe of Judah. The Jews didn’t even claim they were Israelites or Hebrews until 1860 AD. -Encyclopedia Judaica 1971 Vol 10:23

Then there's the other references I put in prior pages. There's tons of reference in Jewish writing that they're claiming to be Edom and not from Jacob Israel. As you can tell this fiction of modern Jews being ancient Israelites is a recent invention, though there's been Jews going back in history for a while claiming to be of Israelite descent and were not. The whole reason I'm exploring this isn't just because it's the correct doctrine of the bible and the fact of who's who but it exposes NG as a fool who bought into Jewish fables as Paul warned against. They sweet talk you into believing their relativity trash and considering he bought into the psychological "subconscious impression" stuff just like the rest then we know where he got his ideas from and under what ideology they serve. Nobody in LOA as far as I know has explored this.

H3061 yahud is the Aramaic for the territory of Judah. It’s a noun locative.
H3062 yahuda’iy is the Aramaic for identifying those of the house of Judah, Judahites.
H3064 yahudiym is used 75x and was replaced with ‘Jews’. Yahudiym are Judahites. It’s used in 2Kings, Nehemiah, Esther, Jeremiah, Zechariah. These books were specifically about the house of Judah. Judahites.
G2453 Ioudaios was replaced by Jew 196x in the NT. Ioudaios are Judahites.
Judahite. Yahudiym and Ioudaios are the terms for Jew in the original language of the bible. I believe that God allowed this deception to seep through into standard doctrine to separate the what from the tares and to open up an opportunity to identify who's who with more than just scriptural obviousness because the bible is written in such a way where it's meant to be studied extensively and not just read and understood from A-Z. You can gain a lot like that but further study should be done to cross reference various passages and prophesy. Daniel of the OT for example explains revelation symbolism. No coincidence. The bible is deliberately written to separate those who are studied from those who aren't but give you enough to grasp the foundations. if you actually read it that is and not take external meanings.

Josephus by the way was from the house of Judah, not an Edomite Jew.

I was reading through the alchemy of money and I kept seeing this common thread of the balancing of opposite polarities. Contrast in my model of RS. It seems that Jewish occultism at its root is all based on the balancing of contrast to directly manipulate the thematic supply/demand process to serve your own benefit. That's what the core principle ideology is really about in application. Inner alchemy is all about unfolding the emanationary process to dissolve contrasts and create a negative space between these 2 polarities, as in cultivating the between space of the subconscious mind which most people are significantly contracted in. This is what magical systems are about. They're there to outline to us the mechanics behind how we're here to play off each other and the balancing act of reception and supply. RS has outlined these mechanics pretty clearly in my manifestation series of entries from last year and before. I realised this common thread kept coming up and no matter where you go you cannot escape it because you're always playing a part in it. This doesn't mean that you're always being manipulated unless you've contracted with various boxes to bind you and limit the availability of vitality for you which is what the government is about. They create the boxes that aren't the boxes God created to artificially create a matrix which you operate within. The matrix isn't a physical simulation or whatever on a server farm but a metaphysical matrix of psychological contracts that you accept and are bound by. This was when I remember studying natural law back in like 2019 or so and I burned a bunch of DVDs with like 9 hours of video on it because I found it so important to understand. The nature of what we're dealing with is a box that's been established by a bunch of Edomite Jews which is enforced by threats of violence if you dare to deny their box they demand you accept. The problem is you're so weak and gutless that you just accept the box and so because most people accept it then it becomes normal and you're seen as strange and the odd one out when in fact they're all the odd ones out who still think they need to conform to the box. They're all the spineless gutless cowards with no backbone to say no even though they knot it's not good for them to accept the box. They ONLY reason they can get away with it is because they've normalised this ideology through culture where now everybody has such a deeply rooted box like a limiting belief that uprooting it would be a herculean challenge and the fruits of that would never result in significant shifts. They've also got the goons they use to defend themselves from the ones who know. It's their guards that keep them safe from us, but they're not safe from God.

We must break the box of contradicting principles that they use against us to bind our perception and break through to recognise the word of God s the only correct truth there is to accept and follow. Why is it the perfect word? Because it explains who's who in the world today and predicts how things have and will play out throughout history. Anyone who dares to challenge this truth will be sharply rebuked with mountains of data from every angle of deception to demonstrate the boxes and who's responsible. It always goes back to the same ideology and how Jews are the people who manoeuvre this into place.

Act 17:26 And hath made of one blood all nations of men for to dwell on all the face of the earth, and hath determined the times before appointed, and the bounds of their habitation;
Act 17:27 That they should seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us:
Act 17:28 For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.

Paul here states that out of one blood all nations came. If we're talking about all as in every race from one blood then where's the difference in racial quality come from without a genetic difference in the mix? Can't be from Adam unless it's referring to all white nations. The Greek is ethos which is the same as "gentiles" so obviously it's talking about other white nations, even though it said ALL nations of men on the face of the earth. The interesting part of this is that he says that their time was appointed before their existence and the bounds or borders of their nations. Election. It's pre-determined by God. Either way gentiles as we know represents the other people of the same race, which Greeks were considered gentiles and "heathen" to that extent because they worshipped the Greek pantheon of Olympian archetypes and gave themselves over to Jewish influence. They're still gentiles but they partook in heathen practises and if it wasn't for their lineage then they'd not be considered gentiles. Gentiles remember are former Israelites that lost their way which is why Paul preaches his letters to those nations and not all over the world, literally. This could also be relating to the idea that gentiles also includes other white adamic nations too, as in the sons of Japheth and such which I remember having notes on but the coherent perspective is that the gentiles represents the lost tribes of Israel, or at least includes them, though Christ said he came for the lost sheep of Israel and I connected tons of other passages there so. It's either gentiles is lost sheep exclusively or it's also other adamic race people who weren't under the original covenant to Abraham which I've head others preach though there's little evidence of this considering what Christ said. Though I was reading Matthew the other day and found this and had to question that idea.

Jesus Sends Out the Twelve Apostles
Mat 10:5 These twelve Jesus sent forth, and commanded them, saying, Go not into the way of the Gentiles, and into any city of the Samaritans enter ye not:
Mat 10:6 But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
Mat 10:7 And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.

He's saying not to go to Samaria which was the capital of where the Israelites were though they got scattered when the Assyrians got destroyed by Babylon which then became the other gentile nations as the Greeks and such. He said not to go to Samaria which he defines as a gentile nation but rather to go to the lost sheep of Israel, which would've been surrounding Samaria. So the question is who are the gentiles then if they're not the lost sheep? He's obviously saying to go to the lost tribes of Israel, and I'm thinking that given the context of the whole chapter and such that it's relating to the lost sheep within the occupied Roman land around Judea and Samaria because the apostles rarely left this area. That's not including Paul and Mark who also went to Cyprus. There's also Galilee where Edomite Herod ruled but that was rarely ministered to as well.

Then you've got this one.

Mar 16:15 And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.

"All the world". Preach the gospel to every creature. Every creature, creature being an interesting word here instead of man or something because animals can't understand the gospels.

The problem I have with this all the world thing is that in revelation there's only 12 gates to the kingdom. There's no "gentile" gate. Unless this is talking about something totally different, but the 12 gates of the houses of Israel is obviously talking about the tribes of Jacob Israel which we know is physical lineage because there'd not be 12 gates otherwise. Yes revelation is a symbolic book but you can't get any more clear than that, so these contrasting positions would have to relate to the 12 gates in some form, even if I don't fully understand them yet.

Rev_21:12 And had a wall great and high, and had twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and names written thereon, which are the names of the twelve tribes of the children of Israel:

Yeah right there it says what I just said the 12 tribes of the children of Israel. I believe that in the time after the 1000 year reign that the other races will be open to accepting Christ when Satan is loosed again and not in this period.

Rev 21:12 And had a wall great and high, and had twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and names written thereon, which are the names of the twelve tribes of the children of Israel:
Rev 21:13 On the east three gates; on the north three gates; on the south three gates; and on the west three gates.
Rev 21:14 And the wall of the city had twelve foundations, and in them the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.

Rev 21:24 And the nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it: and the kings of the earth do bring their glory and honour into it.
Rev 21:25 And the gates of it shall not be shut at all by day: for there shall be no night there.

"Nations" there is ethnos AKA gentiles so this is yet more proof of the 12 tribes of Israel being the gentiles else there'd not be 12 gates with the tribes names on it. I mean how much more clear can you get than that? It's just these few verses that seem to have a contrasting message but it's likely that there's another meaning that's unclear. Mat 10 is probably talking about going to some other nation where the lost sheep were because that was where he was saying to go, or he was simply talking about staying within Roman occupied land around Judea which seemed to be where they mostly preached around the synagogues because of the context of the rest of the chapter talked about being persecuted and we know that the Pharisees would have been the ones to persecute in the synagogues. He's talking about cities a lot, going from city to city in the other verses of the chapter. Here's one.

Mat 10:23 But when they persecute you in this city, flee ye into another: for verily I say unto you, Ye shall not have gone over the cities of Israel, till the Son of man be come.

The cities of Israel. He's basically saying that you won't be done preaching to the cities of Israel until he comes. Remember that's the context here. The apostles are tasked to go to the cities and towns of Israel but since Israel is no longer then it must be where they've scattered to which is like basically just saying to move from city to city over the region and preach to the people of Israel who need the word. that's what Mat 10:5-7 is. Thing is Christ said not to go to the gentiles or Samaria so. The apostles never went far from Roman occupied land as far as I know though so it couldn't have been "gentile" land that's foreign nations because that was the mission of Paul. To me this must indicate he's talking about the other cities that's not Samaria around where Israel was.

Mar 16:15 And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.

How do we explain this? All the world. All creatures. Well given the context of everything we've heard it's once again talking about all the world where the sheep are to find them wherever they may be. This is to raise awareness for the sheep, which was his mission as we know and since the kingdom has 12 gates for the houses of Israel then we know it's not literally for everybody because it literally says that the gates are for the 12 tribes.

(3) The apostles are appointed, and their office is limited to them, which is to preach that which they heard from him, and to minister the sacraments which Christ has instituted, having in addition to this the power to do miracles.

(d) Not to the Jews only, nor in Judea only, but to all men and everywhere: and so must all the apostles do.

This is from the Geneva bible commentary which was before the King James translation in the 1560. Interesting that it says not in Judea only or the Jews, which we know are the other nations, "all men everywhere" is how the Geneva bible comments on this "to every creature". Men, other white men? Well since we know they never went and preached to other races and such because they're not under the law and God only knew the generations of Adam which is why the book is written by us and we carried it, then it must be for other nations of Israel that are lost. Christ said that he will gather all the wheat so. There's books written back then not even really considering other races as men the same way because they're heathen practises and uncivilised nature gave them the perception of being another kind. This is just how things were. Books were written to separate the qualities of races because of how they acted and their culture and saw them literally as different people, not really as "men" in the same sense as we would think today.

I should look up historical evangelism where the original church fathers would've sent missionaries to other countries. If they followed scripture under that context then we'd have clear evidence of this in various sources you'd think right? Well that's for another time but I'll look into that too. So much study.

Psa 98:2 The LORD hath made known his salvation: his righteousness hath he openly shewed in the sight of the heathen.
Psa 98:3 He hath remembered his mercy and his truth toward the house of Israel: all the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our God.

Heathen. The house of Israel. King David wrote these and as far as I know God was still married to both at this time so that doesn't count. There needs to be a distinction made in scripture as to if heathen relates to unbelieving gentiles or actual heathen of other races.

Isa 49:5 And now, saith the LORD that formed me from the womb to be his servant, to bring Jacob again to him, Though Israel be not gathered, yet shall I be glorious in the eyes of the LORD, and my God shall be my strength.
Isa 49:6 And he said, It is a light thing that thou shouldest be my servant to raise up the tribes of Jacob, and to restore the preserved of Israel: I will also give thee for a light to the Gentiles, that thou mayest be my salvation unto the end of the earth.

Israel be not gathered. Restore the preserved of Israel. Remember that the remainders of the tribe of Levi (I think it was Levi) barely survived, so it's either talking about that time (which I believe was before Isiah wrote this so probably not) or it's about the gentile nations. "Salvation unto the end of the earth" to the gentiles. This is referring to the other son of Noah Japheth and his sons who we established under the OT terms to be of the gentiles, who were obviously the same race but not under Israel for the promise to Abraham. Interesting prophesy. You see the issue I have with this idea that all other pure Adamites can be saved (which is who the other gentiles would be then and explain the "ends of the earth" idea we're talking about here, is that in revelation it says the gates are 12. Now that doesn't necessarily mean the gates directly correspond to the 12 tribes that each gate is based on lineage from Jacob Israel but it could be that there's just 12 gates anyway. I don't think it would make it as clear as it does though if it's for the 12 tribes, because Christ said many times to go to the lost sheep of the house of Israel and that there's the marriage supper of the lamb FOR THEM who was divorced because the non Israelite Adamites were never married by God, though he knew them because they're in the bible of course.

Sing to the Lord a New Song
Isa 42:10 Sing unto the LORD a new song, and his praise from the end of the earth, ye that go down to the sea, and all that is therein; the isles, and the inhabitants thereof.
Isa 42:11 Let the wilderness and the cities thereof lift up their voice, the villages that Kedar doth inhabit: let the inhabitants of the rock sing, let them shout from the top of the mountains.
Isa 42:12 Let them give glory unto the LORD, and declare his praise in the islands.

More interesting scripture. Islands. No mention of nations here though but it's another "end of the earth" one. This is talking about Island inhabitants in the middle of the seas. Was Israel lost at sea somewhere? Sounds like the British Isles. Lost sheep on the idles to the ends of the earth. This is what I mean by ends of the earth under the context of the lost sheep being scattered all over.

Rev 5:9 And they sung a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation;

Nation there is ethos, goy, same race but of a different culture. Same race but not worshipping God.

This is what Webster said about the term "nation"

Nation, as its etymology imports, originally denoted a family or race of men descended from a common progenitor, like tribe, but by emigration, conquest and intermixture of men of different families, this distinction is in most countries lost.

Right there is exactly what a gentile is. The same genetic lineage but by emigration! Countries lost. Lost sheep. Webster knew what he was talking about, he wrote his own bible translation. He understood doctrine. So once again when we see nations or gentile it's talking about people of the same race but are lost in a different culture or physical location lost in another land. Basically think of it like this. You've got your white friends who emigrated AKA left their country because they couldn't stay and they went into another nation on earth, say in Africa for some example. Ethiopia. Your white friend is still white so he's of your progeny going back to Israel the man (we'd assume he's of Jacob and not other Adamite lineage) and that since he's lost in their life and is thinking that's normal then he'd be a gentile. That's who we're talking about when gentiles are mentioned. White race lost sheep if Israel that got scattered around and must be made known that the kingdom is coming. That's the entire point of the whole gentile thing. No matter how you slice it gentile literally means people of the same race, so it CANNOT be other races of people, but people who have lost their way with God that are of the same race. Preach to the gentiles means get the ungodly men of Israel back to worshipping God, under Jesus Christ the saviour. Make that clear. Gentile is always someone of the same race. Always. Every single original concordance or dictionary meaning of these words gentile or goy or nations under a bible context relates to people of the same race but have lost their ways with God. That's who we're told to preach to. Christ himself said he's not to preach to the people who are already right with God but the sinners who have lost their way. This is the point. The gentiles are always people who have lost their way with God which is why God divorced Israel but since Christ redeemed them under the new covenant then they're open again for remarriage and that's why there's only 12 gates. I don't see any way you can make sense of this that covers other races because they're never mentioned as such in the bible. Preach to all ends of the earth simply means to go to all ends of the earth to find the lost sheep and get them right with God ready for the marriage supper of the lamb.

Rev 14:6 And I saw another angel fly in the midst of heaven, having the everlasting gospel to preach unto them that dwell on the earth, and to every nation, and kindred, and tongue, and people,

This is the only passage that could elude to this ide of other races being included as far as I know. Kindred means race. kind. Kind after kind.

KIN'DRED, n. [from kin, kind.]
1. Relation by birth; consanguinity.
Like her, of equal kindred to the throne.
2. Relation by marriage; affinity.
3. Relatives by blood or marriage, more properly the former.
Thou shalt go unto my country and to my kindred. Gen 26.
4. Relation; suit; connection in kind.
KIN'DRED, a. Related; congenial; of the like nature or properties; as kindred souls; kindred skies.

That's what Webster has to say about kindred.

People
PEOPLE, n. [L. populus.]
1. The body of persons who compose a community, town, city or nation. We say, the people of a town; the people of London or Paris; the English people. In this sense, the word is not used in the plural, but it comprehends all classes of inhabitants, considered as a collective body, or any portion of the inhabitants of a city or country.
2. The vulgar; the mass of illiterate persons.
The knowing artist may judge better than the people.
3. The commonalty, as distinct from men of rank.
Myself shall mount the rostrum in his favor,
And strive to gain his pardon from the people.
4. Persons of a particular class; a part of a nation or community; as country people.
5. Persons in general; any persons indefinitely; like on in French, and man in Saxon.
People were tempted to lend by great premiums and large interest.
6. A collection or community of animals.
The ants are a people not strong, yet they prepare their meat in the summer. Prov 30.
7. When people signified a separate nation or tribe, it has the plural number.
Thou must prophesy again before many peoples. Rev 10.
8. In Scripture, fathers or kindred. Gen 25.
9. The Gentiles.
--To him shall the gathering of the people be. Gen 49.
PEOPLE, v.t. To stock with inhabitants. Emigrants from Europe have peopled the United States.

That's what Webster has to say about peoples. Notice how almost all of his examples here include white people, Saxons or Europeans or English or French. His mention of point 8 in Gen 25 is about the descendants of Jacob Israel, which were all white. Point 7 is the only one that seems to relate to other races.

Rev 10:11 And he said unto me, Thou must prophesy again before many peoples, and nations, and tongues, and kings.

That's the verse he's talking about I believe.

Rev_5:9 And they sung a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation;

There's kindred again in revelation. The blood mentioned here is the blood of Christ.

The next verse here demonstrates this when paired with the Geneva bible commentary.

Rev 5:10 And hast made us unto our God kings and priests: and we shall reign on the earth.

(12) The song of the nobles or princes standing by the throne, consisting of a publication of the praise of Christ and a confirmation of the same from his blessings, both which we have received from him (as are the suffering of his death, our redemption upon the cross by his blood, in this verse: and our communion with him in kingdom and priesthood which long ago he has granted to us with himself and which we hereafter hope to obtain, as our kingdom to come, in Christ, (Rev_5:10).

That's what kindred relates to here, no mention of other races.

Isa 52:9 Break forth into joy, sing together, ye waste places of Jerusalem: for the LORD hath comforted his people, he hath redeemed Jerusalem.
Isa 52:10 The LORD hath made bare his holy arm in the eyes of all the nations; and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God.
Isa 52:11 Depart ye, depart ye, go ye out from thence, touch no unclean thing; go ye out of the midst of her; be ye clean, that bear the vessels of the LORD.

More prophesy of the redemption of Israel through Christ. All nations and all ends of the earth. More reference to this idea of the sheep being scattered. I mean we are scattered today, but so are many other races too considering the recent immigration stuff. Go out from her, AKA Israel, the bride, and touch not the unclean thing. Unclean things are dead animals and also unclean people too. Be clean because we are the vessels of the LORD God, we are his sons and have his Holy Spirit.

Col 1:23 If ye continue in the faith grounded and settled, and be not moved away from the hope of the gospel, which ye have heard, and which was preached to every creature which is under heaven; whereof I Paul am made a minister;

Here's Paul on this "every creature under heaven/on earth" thing.

Col 1:15 Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature:

This is how he's defining creature here it seems. The firstborn of every creature.

Col 1:18 And he is the head of the body, the church: who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead; that in all things he might have the pre-eminence.

The chapter is talking about the pre-eminence of Christ so the whole preached to every creature isn't literally to every creature as in animal but what Christ created. Most other translations switch out creature for creation. Preached in all creation under heaven. That makes sense, doesn't have to be for others anyway. The others can turn to God but they're not under the law though so.

Rom 1:25 Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.

Served the creature more than the creator. Served the creation more than the creator, served their own interests. The context of this chapter is unrighteousness.

Rom 8:39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Now that sounds like a figure of speech and not an actual literal meaning. Makes me think that some of these passages about creatures really are figure of speech like.

Heb 4:13 Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.

Sounds like it. This word in the Greek can also translate as "building" and "creation" so creature comes under that idea. This means that when it says to preach to every creature it's meaning to all that God created, basically, as a figure of speech because you can't literally preach to a building or an animal like a creature.

Mar 16:15 And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.

This makes me think that these words of Christ are the same, preach the gospel to all the people, nations, gentiles, that's always how it's interpreted away from this term creature. People use this verse to justify universalism when that obviously doesn't work. This went deep into that and explained how it's not universal.

Once again I want to emphasise that we're not to go out and hate these other people but to not involve ourselves with them intimately inside the church and the family. We can deal with them if they'll act civilised with us like any other white person would, which is what the example I gave before in the history of when the colonies moved to America and welcomed other races who were willing to assimilate. Hitler also said this too. Hitler said it was culture not race. Literally, that's a direct quote pretty much, but still paraphrased. If these people are hungry you can feed them the same as you'd feed anyone else for they are innocent. That's the point. If they're innocent then don't go attacking them for no reason. Respect the innocent who are willing to accept the white way of life. Swift didn't like to say that, and I still agree that we shouldn't have other races preaching in the churches and congregations but if they're willing to listen to the word then so be it. They're not under the law anyway so it's pointless and the church fathers wouldn't have probably had them in their congregation but that's probably because they didn't even want to be a part of it because it wasn't their gospel.

Strange flesh and strangers and people of the land and breasts of the field and heathen and these are relating to terms of other races usually. Strange is probably the most reliable term for this. Whenever it speaks of "strange" it's talking about other races. Strange people, strange flesh, strange gods, strange sons and men and women and wives and nations and language and children. All these terms come after strange in the bible all over the place so it's clearly talking about foreign people.

Jer 2:21 Yet I had planted thee a noble vine, wholly a right seed: how then art thou turned into the degenerate plant of a strange vine unto me?

Interesting verse.

Jer 2:20 For of old time I have broken thy yoke, and burst thy bands; and thou saidst, I will not transgress; when upon every high hill and under every green tree thou wanderest, playing the harlot.
Jer 2:21 Yet I had planted thee a noble vine, wholly a right seed: how then art thou turned into the degenerate plant of a strange vine unto me?
Jer 2:22 For though thou wash thee with nitre, and take thee much soap, yet thine iniquity is marked before me, saith the Lord GOD.

Jer 2:25 Withhold thy foot from being unshod, and thy throat from thirst: but thou saidst, There is no hope: no; for I have loved strangers, and after them will I go.

This seems to talk about race mixing here in playing the harlot going after loving strangers.

Isa 2:6 Therefore thou hast forsaken thy people the house of Jacob, because they be replenished from the east, and are soothsayers like the Philistines, and they please themselves in the children of strangers.

Please themselves in the children of strangers.

Strange
STRANGE, a. [L.]
1. Foreign; belonging to anther country.
I do not contemn the knowledge of strange and divers tongues. [This sense is nearly obsolete.
2. Not domestic; belonging to others.
So she impatient her own faults to see, turns from herself, and in strange things delights. [Nearly obsolete.]
3. New; not before known, heard or seen. The former custom was familiar; the latter was new and strange to them. Hence,
4. Wonderful; causing surprise; exciting curiosity. It is strange that men will not receive improvement, when it is shown to be improvement.
Sated at length, ere long I might perceive strange alteration in me.
5. Odd; unusual; irregular; not according to the common way.
Hes strange and peevish.
6. Remote. [Little used.]
7. Uncommon; unusual.
This made David to admire the law of god at that strange rate.
8. Unacquainted.
They were now at a gage, looking strange at one another.
9. Strange is sometimes uttered by way of exclamation.
Strange! What extremes should thus preserve the snow, high on the Alps, or in deep caves below.
This is an elliptical expression for it is strange.
STRANGE, v.t. To alienate; to estrange. [Not in use.]
STRANGE, v.i.
1. To wonder; to be astonished. [Not in use.]
2. To be estranged or alienated. [Not in use.]

That's what Webster has to say about strangers. Belonging to another country or others. No racial similarities like gentiles. Modern gentile definition is basically strangers, which can be any and all peoples.

Jud 1:7 Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire.

Here's Jude once again talking about the fornication of loving strange flesh, but this is referencing the fall of the angels into the white women in genesis.

Restore Us to Yourself, O Lord
Lam 5:1 Remember, O LORD, what is come upon us: consider, and behold our reproach.
Lam 5:2 Our inheritance is turned to strangers, our houses to aliens.

Here's a clear reference to aliens being strangers, other people. Our inheritance turned to strangers and their houses which are family houses of course, like trees.

Deu 14:21 Ye shall not eat of any thing that dieth of itself: thou shalt give it unto the stranger that is in thy gates, that he may eat it; or thou mayest sell it unto an alien: for thou art an holy people unto the LORD thy God. Thou shalt not seethe a kid in his mother's milk.

1Co 10:1 Moreover, brethren, I would not that ye should be ignorant, how that all our fathers were under the cloud, and all passed through the sea;
1Co 10:2 And were all baptized unto Moses in the cloud and in the sea;
1Co 10:3 And did all eat the same spiritual meat;
1Co 10:4 And did all drink the same spiritual drink: for they drank of that spiritual Rock that followed them: and that Rock was Christ.

This right here demonstrates that the Corinthians were Israelites. Paul is literally saying that they need to remember their heritage and realise their truth of being of the offspring of God. The offspring of God are the ones who inherit the kingdom, the son of man, his blood saved his people. the lost sheep. Why would it be anyone else? He didn't die for them in this season of the world. That's coming later in the time after this cycle.

Act 1:6 When they therefore were come together, they asked of him, saying, Lord, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel?
Act 1:7 And he said unto them, It is not for you to know the times or the seasons, which the Father hath put in his own power.
Act 1:8 But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.

Here Christ says they will preach in Samaria. He's not talking about spiritual Samaria but literal Samaria. Before he said not to go to Samaria. The time isn't given, and so I'm guessing these passages would relate to some extent to Mat.

Mat 10:5 These twelve Jesus sent forth, and commanded them, saying, Go not into the way of the Gentiles, and into any city of the Samaritans enter ye not:
Mat 10:6 But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

It's said that the Greeks back in the days when Paul preaches were from the tribe of Dan. They were called "Danaans". They settled in the Mediterranean coastlands. Reminds me of the Phoenicians. Tribe of Dan was very much a sea going tribe.

Jdg 5:17 Gilead abode beyond Jordan: and why did Dan remain in ships? Asher continued on the sea shore, and abode in his breaches.

That right there is one point as well as the parts I reminded you of earlier where the ends of the earth and the islands are referenced. We know that Dan isn't the only sea going tribe, and from my notes I took ages back the tribe of Dan and Manasseh were a big part of who became the people of the Irish type peoples. The Vikings were very sea going and they had swastikas which is what Hitler was looking for in his studies in to the church of the old says. These people were the gentiles.

Gen 49:16 Dan shall judge his people, as one of the tribes of Israel.
Gen 49:17 Dan shall be a serpent by the way, an adder in the path, that biteth the horse heels, so that his rider shall fall backward.

Serpent by the way. Wise and judges the tribes. Sounds like the British and Irish peoples to me. The last part of verse 17 about the horse heels and the adder on the path, This to me sounds like Dan holds and binds together and almost leads the way. Judah is the tribe of the kings who rule and lead so I don't know if that's correct but that's my idea. I've heard it says that the adder in the path is leaving evidence of their trail, which we do have from Dan if they're British and Irish because we've got many nautical documents of their travels like the ones I've talked about before in earlier entries. Demark was also originally called Dans mark too, so that's interesting. Dan. I've also got notes that Dan became the Scandinavian peoples to come extent so that's lined up. Vikings. Danish. Dan-ish. Get it? They're Dan-ish.

There's so much more study to do but it's very late already. Time flies doing this stuff.

1/3/25

Wow it's already May.

Isa 49:5 And now, saith the LORD that formed me from the womb to be his servant, to bring Jacob again to him, , yet shall I be glorious in the eyes of the LORD, and my God shall be my strength.
Isa 49:6 And he said, It is a light thing that thou shouldest be my servant to raise up the tribes of Jacob, and to restore the preserved of Israel: I will also give thee for a light to the Gentiles, that thou mayest be my salvation unto the end of the earth.
Isa 49:7 Thus saith the LORD, the Redeemer of Israel, and his Holy One, to him whom man despiseth, to him whom the nation abhorreth, to a servant of rulers, Kings shall see and arise, princes also shall worship, because of the LORD that is faithful, and the Holy One of Israel, and he shall choose thee.

Prophesy for the coming of Christ. Though Israel be not gathered. Gathered. The preserved of Israel is an interesting term. I will also give thee a light to the gentiles. Salvation to the end of the earth. That's another one that relates to the lost sheep of Israel and the redemption through Christ.

Spiritual Gifts
1Co 12:1 Now concerning spiritual gifts, brethren, I would not have you ignorant.
1Co 12:2 Ye know that ye were Gentiles, carried away unto these dumb idols, even as ye were led.

More reference from Paul saying that the Greeks were actually of Israelite heritage and lost their ways.

1Co 14:18 I thank my God, I speak with tongues more than ye all:
1Co 14:19 Yet in the church I had rather speak five words with my understanding, that by my voice I might teach others also, than ten thousand words in an unknown tongue.
1Co 14:20 Brethren, be not children in understanding: howbeit in malice be ye children, but in understanding be men.
1Co 14:21 In the law it is written, With men of other tongues and other lips will I speak unto this people; and yet for all that will they not hear me, saith the Lord.
1Co 14:22 Wherefore tongues are for a sign, not to them that believe, but to them that believe not: but prophesying serveth not for them that believe not, but for them which believe.
1Co 14:23 If therefore the whole church be come together into one place, and all speak with tongues, and there come in those that are unlearned, or unbelievers, will they not say that ye are mad?

This is an interesting one too. Tongues. Brethren.

Brethren
BRETH'REN, n. plu. of brother. It is used almost exclusively in solemn and scriptural language in the place of brothers. [See Brother.]

That's what Webster says about brethren. Brothers. Why would he call them brothers if they're not actual brothers? Why did he preach to them over the other nations? He preached to them because he knew that they were part of the lost tribes of Israel, gentiles. He's calling them his brothers and saying that the tongues should come together, meaning their doctrine should come under one church, to bring them back to God and abandon the ways of the heathen and accept their spiritual inheritance. Thing is that tongues can also mean languages and also other peoples too, but I believe under this context it's relating to doctrine, or more specifically the beliefs and who they serve as represented as a tongue.

1Co 14:21 In the law it is written, With men of other tongues and other lips will I speak unto this people; and yet for all that will they not hear me, saith the Lord.

1Co 14:22 Wherefore tongues are for a sign, not to them that believe, but to them that believe not: but prophesying serveth not for them that believe not, but for them which believe.

He's referencing OT scripture and also saying that the tongues, as in the doctrine of Christ is their sign to restore their faith. Notice how he says here at the end of verse 22 that it's about for them that believe and not the unbelievers? This is the belief in the heart. Remember that Paul said earlier that he found a lot of the Greeks still following the ways of the law despite not being under the law being scattered? That's I believe what this is relating to, that he's talking to his own people who have the law within them that they know and have familiarity with and he's simply bringing out that inner truth, like what I say, with his preaching to return them to God. What else could it mean? The tongues here as a sign. It simply is that his tongue is their sign to bring them to remembrance of who they are. Notice this theme of bringing to remembrance who these gentiles are throughout the epistles. He calls them brethren many times and that's by no accident, and he also references "for it is written" many times too like above. The brothers of Israel all knew this but lost their way. They had it within them but left it behind because there was no culture for them which was of Israel like the ancient Israelites and that's what it'll be like in the new kingdom with Christ. That's also why the Jews use culture war against us. He's also saying that if they go and read their scriptures and find that it was prophesied that Christ would come to redeem them and restore them to God then his gospel will connect them to who they are and they will remember. That's us. That's why we printed the bibles and made the churches and preached the gospel. The Jews did nothing of such.

Joh 1:10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.
Joh 1:11 He came unto his own, and his own received him not.
Joh 1:12 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:

People will say that John 1:11 will prove he was Jewish and he was for the Jews as the Jews received him not but we know that "his own" were literally the Israelites. Remember God only knew us, the son of man as the other name of Christ is literally relating to the sons of Adam, which is a racial description of the white race. His won received him not because they were lost. This is actually what this means. So many points to refute because of stupid Jew doctrine.

Christ the Wisdom and Power of God
1Co 1:18 For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God.
1Co 1:19 For it is written, I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent.
1Co 1:20 Where is the wise? where is the scribe? where is the disputer of this world? hath not God made foolish the wisdom of this world?
1Co 1:21 For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe.
1Co 1:22 For the Jews require a sign, and the Greeks seek after wisdom:
1Co 1:23 But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness;
1Co 1:24 But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God.

Jews and Greeks, Jew nor gentile. Surprise. Judah and Israel. Greeks searching after wisdom who will not find it. He actually references:

Isa 29:14 Therefore, behold, I will proceed to do a marvellous work among this people, even a marvellous work and a wonder: for the wisdom of their wise men shall perish, and the understanding of their prudent men shall be hid.

How the wise men (serpents study metaphysics and seek wisdom thinking it'll save them) will have their understand hid and their wisdom (false understanding) will perish. "For it it written". He's obviously talking about how since they went the way of the wise and the serpents to understand God they lost Christ and Paul is there to remind them of Christ. He's taking a dig at the Greek philosophers who study metaphysics and such, just like I am today. What a surprise.

According to Charles A. Jennings God divorces Israel in 721BC.

Rom 9:3 For I could wish that myself were accursed from Christ for my brethren, my kinsmen according to the flesh:
Rom 9:4 Who are Israelites; to whom pertaineth the adoption, and the glory, and the covenants, and the giving of the law, and the service of God, and the promises;

Rom 9:6 Not as though the word of God hath taken none effect. For they are not all Israel, which are of Israel:
Rom 9:7 Neither, because they are the seed of Abraham, are they all children: but, In Isaac shall thy seed be called.
Rom 9:8 That is, They which are the children of the flesh, these are not the children of God: but the children of the promise are counted for the seed.

You hear that. I think I went over this one before but I've come to understand more in this. The children of the flesh are Ishmael. Just like how Esau was of Isaac but didn't hold the birth right even though they're born out of Isaac. They're not the children of God. This right here proves that it's not all adamites and Visser is wrong on that. In Isaac shall thy seed be called, and the seed of the flesh is the other. The promised seed with the inheritance carried this promise and are sons of God. Sons of God under this definition explains the whole born again thing with Israel coming back to Christ because they're literally born again through that promised seed in accepting him and his blood. This is also why Paul says that salvation is first to the Jew then to the gentile, because the Jews (those of Judah and not Edom or whatever else) are still married. This has everything to do with the covenant and the promise and the divorce in 721BC. It seems abundantly clear that the gentiles are the people who inherit this promise and when they're born again they're accepted as sons of God once again. Children of the flesh. Sons of God. Promised seed. Sons of God as we know are angels, Ishmael aren't of this spiritual inheritance, and so it seems that the promised seed of Israel has this capacity unlike anybody else. This is why I said plainly that only white people can be saved, and specifically those of the promised seed. That's exactly why Paul also said that there's the spiritual body and the fleshly body and being born again makes you a son of God.

Rom 9:9 For this is the word of promise, At this time will I come, and Sara shall have a son.
Rom 9:10 And not only this; but when Rebecca also had conceived by one, even by our father Isaac;
Rom 9:11 (For the children being not yet born, neither having done any good or evil, that the purpose of God according to election might stand, not of works, but of him that calleth;)

The fact that Paul is talking to them about their linage and the scripture of genesis also proves they know this too. "Our father" obviously means he's talking to them as brothers, brethren like I said before. Then he talks about election, Esau wasn't even born and had no works and so had no choice in this decision because it was the will of God and we must honour the will of God because he is fully just in all ways as perfect.. Sons of God once again. He's literally talking to these apparently random people according to the Jewish interpretation about scriptures they'd have no idea about. This is in their letter, they would know the OT scripture else they'd not have a connection to this and since Paul was divinely moved by the Holy Spirit he said exactly what was needed to wake them up. This whole "spiritual awakening" has been turned from an Israel only idea into a global propaganda movement that I never subscribed to because it didn't line up with what I was observing all those years ago. I never wrote about that idea, because I knew it was incorrect even if I couldn't explain how or why. The spiritual awakening is for Israel against the Jewish filth that leech off our vitality and claim our birth right by glorifying God and accepting the Holy Spirit so that we may be born again, at least if you're not of Judah.

Rom 10:20 But Esaias is very bold, and saith, I was found of them that sought me not; I was made manifest unto them that asked not after me.
Rom 10:21 But to Israel he saith, All day long I have stretched forth my hands unto a disobedient and gainsaying people.

More proof that God of the OT is the same God as is Jesus Christ. Isiah here is saying that Israel that was divorced as the disobedient people, and he loves us so much that he's come in the flesh to save us and redeem us. God literally suffered all that for our redemption because we were sinful. Don't you get it? The bible is about US and OUR redemption in God, the greatest "love" story there ever was. The filthy Jews have made a mockery of the word of God and our people and they should be sharply rebuked and torn to shreds just like I did to NG in systematically destroying the law of assumption.

Interesting that Jennings thinks that election means chosen by grace. Election is all by the grace of God, his will.

Gentiles Grafted In
Rom 11:11 I say then, Have they stumbled that they should fall? God forbid: but rather through their fall salvation is come unto the Gentiles, for to provoke them to jealousy.
Rom 11:12 Now if the fall of them be the riches of the world, and the diminishing of them the riches of the Gentiles; how much more their fulness?
Rom 11:13 For I speak to you Gentiles, inasmuch as I am the apostle of the Gentiles, I magnify mine office:
Rom 11:14 If by any means I may provoke to emulation them which are my flesh, and might save some of them.
Rom 11:15 For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead?
Rom 11:16 For if the firstfruit be holy, the lump is also holy: and if the root be holy, so are the branches.
Rom 11:17 And if some of the branches be broken off, and thou, being a wild olive tree, wert graffed in among them, and with them partakest of the root and fatness of the olive tree;
Rom 11:18 Boast not against the branches. But if thou boast, thou bearest not the root, but the root thee.
Rom 11:19 Thou wilt say then, The branches were broken off, that I might be graffed in.
Rom 11:20 Well; because of unbelief they were broken off, and thou standest by faith. Be not highminded, but fear:
Rom 11:21 For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee.
Rom 11:22 Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off.
Rom 11:23 And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be graffed in: for God is able to graff them in again.
Rom 11:24 For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert graffed contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be graffed into their own olive tree?

That's massive. We know branches is family trees and the olive tree is Israel and so since the branches are taken back to the tree they're basically reconnected to the source under the new covenant and redemption through Christ since they were "cut off" before. Don't boast that you're joined back to the tree but be grateful. It's also saying that Judah must be grafted in by faith in Christ too. The Judahites rejected Christ, those where his own who received him not. They believed not on his message and that's why Israel is to make Judah jealous because they accepted Christ despite the ones in Judah still wanting to follow the law, under the Pharisees of course, which is why Christ said they're leading people to the wrong path, his own sheep. The natural branches that stayed home is how Judah stayed in the house of God. Judah is apparently known as a fig tree.

According to Jennings John Hyrcanus who was a son of Simon and from Judah went to Edom and forced them to partake in "Judaism" or works based law. In this conversion they became "Judahites" but they're not actually from Judah.

Rev 3:19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.
Rev 3:20 Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.

If any man hear my voice and open the door I will come in to him. If Christ is the only door and only his sheep hear his voice then we know who's saved and who's not. No other race can be saved because they're not of the promised seed. Period. That's an irrefutable proof right there out of Christs own mouth.,

4/3/25

The Righteous Shall Live by Faith
Gal 3:10 For as many as are of the works of the law are under the curse: for it is written, Cursed is every one that continueth not in all things which are written in the book of the law to do them.
Gal 3:11 But that no man is justified by the law in the sight of God, it is evident: for, The just shall live by faith.
Gal 3:12 And the law is not of faith: but, The man that doeth them shall live in them.
Gal 3:13 Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us: for it is written, Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree:

Jews are cursed.

Late night post.

So I’ve been experimenting with this whole thing about feeling desire for something and then just sinking into it and dissolving it on the spot and like actually bringing up desire for things and just sitting with it and allowing myself to recalibrate it to where it doesn’t shift my contextual sense at all and my thematic signature remains stable. It’s like you go into the fire but for things you keep thinking about in an almost positive manner not just the bad feelings. I find that if you do this it gets you more in your body at baseline and the sensations of the desire become way less intense to the point where you really don’t even feel the desire for it and it doesn’t seem big to you anymore it’s just like breathing air and drinking water to you.

There was a program I remember I was going to buy into back last year like in June or something that was gonna cost me around $4k or so but I decided not to because the free stuff I had access to gave me all I needed to know about what was going to be of discussion. Having bought into many premium programs and coaching packages with various people who claim to have high success (news flash they don’t like the 3 month program I went into that cost a small fortune nobody ended up with their desires and many still were feeling like they’re still stuck so) all seem to in principle be teaching the same thing but almost miss the forest for the trees in how they teach it. I remember as an undercover client getting them to take notes on my commentary during the live sessions because of the analogies I was making. It seemed that anyone who was successful was making peace with the fact that they’re ok with what they have now and that the desire would be cool but they’re focused on other parts of their experience that they can practically take part in unfolding in an available way and so they’re nourished by that and naturally the person or whatever opportunity shows up.

Is this the will of Jesus Christ? Living like this is not the way. Why? Because you’re still living in a Jewish ideology of attaining things in the world for your own personal progress. Where are the sacrifices for God? We’re not under the law so we don’t need to make offerings like the old days but we still praise God constantly just as the angels do. That’s our potential for nourishment to need nothing and yet have everything. This doesn’t mean you’ll be a broke joke beggar but you’ll attain what you NEED and everything extra ends up being bonus if you get extra and you’ll be able to give it to those who need it because you’ll be a supply. If you’re always wanting you’re not a supply for anything you’re a parasite and so getting to that point is the goal. God knows we need to have a roof and transport to get around and food and water and clothes but if we look at Paul for example he spoke of having nothing but the clothes on his back and even that was a stretch. He was suffering physically but he was nourished by the Holy Spirit which is his supply of vitality. Those who need to play out life like Paul having nothing but yet having everything will play that game and those who don’t won’t. You’ll always play out what you need to play out if you’re being moved by the Holy Spirit as your greater supply that you accept and serve.

When I was out today in the forest I felt this great sense of grounding and I really appreciated the sensation because it framed desire in a way where it wasn’t something I actually wanted anymore because I now felt nourished without it. This is my point about manifestation. Manifestation isn’t something you do it’s what comes through you based on the greater process and thematic supply demand processes that you’re reflecting in your awareness. You source vitality from someone else say for example because you’re disconnected from the nourishment of the Holy Spirit, in this case the person will need to distance themselves from that supply which will be uncomfortable in transitioning their supply but when they can tap supply from greater process the thematic signature they’re emanating shifts and they’ll no longer see the desire as important because the nourishment they’re now receiving from God is filling the gap that was unable to be filled by the senses because pleasure is always temporary and burns Jing to experience. You’ll always want to accept that the senses are never going to fulfil you even if in the moment that’s all your awareness has but this slight subtle sense underlying that of your inner truth will peek through to being perspective about the spiritual level nourishment that comes from accepting the senses to have desire but not need to have it be the supply that moves you instead of God. The spiritual subtle feeling becomes over time the new baseline and the sensory stimulus doesn’t appease to you the same way. Now that you’re nourished more by a new supply (by the way that greater process supply can also come from Satan in living unrighteously from the same process of dropping desire) you don’t need it anymore and can be satisfied without it which is when you become the supply for others and they’ll come to you and they’ll engage with you and talking with social groups will be easy and natural and you’ll never have to “learn” how to be comfortable in those settings. It’s as simple as are you the supply or are they your supply where you only see opportunities to get sensory stimulus from them and miss the soul inside them where they’ll then tempt you to make unrighteousness moves because of their vitality availability and the temptation to compromise again.

This goes back to what I said in this first part. Sitting in the desire and being ok with it and not having it feel important is massive because you’re effectively distancing yourself from them as the supply and you’re establishing yourself as the supply, or if you’re living righteously Jesus Christ will be your supply. Our LORD and saviour. The only God there is whom all shall bend the knee and accept as the king of kings. God is to be out supply and we are to accept him and receive the Holy Spirit so we can be granted our inheritance under the promise. You can’t earn it you can only accept it and be moved by that faith in him and fruit will come out of you. Are you eating the fruit of others like a parasite or are you providing nourishing fruit for your people because you are nourished by the word of God. Christ said we shall not live off bread alone but by every word that comes out of God and so when he is our supply we cannot be unsatisfied. Know who you are as an Israelite and accept the responsibility of carrying this truth without compromise and be unafraid to speak the truth and rebuke Jewish fables. You’re not earning salvation you’re moved by faith in your God and so will speak the truth for his name sake because it’s the right thing to do and nothing more. It’s simply the right thing to do and there’s nothing you get out of it other than presenting your righteous innocence to the world and see how they react to you so you may fulfil their process as well in your fearlessness in Christ.

5/5/25

The idea behind manifestation is a complete inversion of how things really work. We don't control. We are not God. We are moved by God by his will and we have ZERO influence over that. God hardened pharaohs heart, he will harden yours, or not. God is not the invisible subjective relative God of your own inner world, because that is an inversion to the true God which is in the real world. Everything today is based on this inversion idea where reality is being simulated and virtually accessed. It's disgusting filth and the deeper I go into recognising such a polarity without compromise and accept the uncertainty of such a vast implication the more I begin to disconnect on a desire level to wanting to partake in anything of such an ideology. I believe this relates to my idea about serving either Satan as the ideology of self exaltation and creating God in your own image and embodying that like NG promotes or bending down and accepting Jesus Christ as your God who you're moved by and are willing to sacrifice yourself for as he did for us. The Satanic ideology is all about taking for yourself, being a parasite in the world, and most importantly playing a part of the vast mind virus of the subjective virtual "relative" truth reality where all truths are truth if that's your experience.

I remember a long long time back in 2019 when I went into physics study I recognised this as the deliberate leading of science away from the aetheric model of the absolute reference frame into relativity by the filthy Zionist Jew Einstein the one stone. Then on top of that you've got the trash of quantum mysticism where energy can somehow be in 2 states at once which is yet another manifestation of this Satanic ideology in science. Medicine is inverted too as I learned how germ theory was a fraud and got artificially subjugated through massive spending from Rockefellers in the chemical medical system around the same time that the quantum and relativity trash took off and then Carnegie owned steel and resources so they had full spectrum dominance over this in the 1920s. Then you've got the introduction of the new thought parasitic philosophers of Hagel which sought to dress up in lipstick and nice dresses for the masses to adopt without realising they're buying into a parasitic ideology which infected the church soon after. The Scofield reference bible was introduces in the 1910-20s as well which promoted the standard Jewish ideology into Christian doctrine and really disconnected the people from their identity. It's full spectrum dominance over every single aspect of our lives from top to bottom and the most damaging of all was in my opinion the warping of Christian doctrine which was led by critical thought institutes promoted by Jews of course to insert these language salads and appeasing to our sinful nature to tempt us into self exalting without realising it. That's the trick, it's all disguised and dressed up, just like what NG teaches how your imagination is God and you can manifest things if you imagine your desired end. It's all Satanic ideology dressed up and nobody knew any different and dissenting voices were shut down because back then people had no platforms to voice their opinions in contrast to what was established and well funded and showed up on TV and radio and all that. They took control of media and who got access to what information. Now we live in the next stage of this where we're living with victual intelligence and realities that we interact with on a day to day basis, such as these algorithms on social platforms and even the search engines which filter information for you to access which is always tailored to a certain ideology. It's now up to where we're having access to generative language models and image generators and video generators and all these models where the media is now produced by synthetic copied and replicated in new arrangements of information that already existed. "AI" cannot create, only God can create and through our creative essence can we unfold his creative prowess in art.

This very creative process is what's inverted. Now we're being as God where we can create our own reality and subvert our creators divine nature by worshipping ourselves as simulacrums of God and recreating ourselves under the image of the self exalted God. Satan cannot create he can only invert to create polarity and out of this polarity create contrasting gradients which we get lost and mixed up in assuming that is all there is when there is a definite truth and it's not subjective or simply the polarities playing off each other where both sides are valid. No there is truth and then there is the inversion which is marketed as truth because it's on the polarity and because it's polar it would have foundation in truth under that ideology in a vacuum but the moment you begin to contrast these points you begin to see errors in the validity of the contrasting side in the vacuum. You must then reconsider and in that place you get lost into he gradient between black and white never finding what's what and you'll lend on the part of that spectrum that's the easiest for you. The degree to which your comfort zone can handle the truth is the degree you'll find it. Being willing to burn it all down and throw out every relationship between you and the world will open you up by burning the bridges to the parasitic ideology and those who still hold onto it and would expect you to compromise to "go along to get along" with for social standing sake. This is the challenge we face. On mass a vast majority of people by default have almost every single aspect of what they consider normal rooted in parasitic Satanic ideology and there's next to no chance you'll have of having those discussions without running up against their comfort zone which will cause heat. That's how things are now where speaking these words brings out of people their own disconnect from the truth of Christ which is within them but they've discarded for standing in the world.

Are we willing to war for Christ or are we willing to accept the Satanic ideology of relativity and solipsistic inner simulated imaginal reality experience where we can become as God just as how Satan tempted Eve in the garden.

Gen 3:5 For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.

This opening of the eyes is the revealing of contrast to innocence of heart where there is no sin. Since we are by default fallen we must all accept sin as part of our lives which means we're going to be swimming somewhere in the gradient. The more we accept that this is how things are the more we can accept and let go of attachments to any one side of that position and learn what we need to learn for our understanding to expand and lead us closer to God. I spent years in the Satanic side and even wrote about it and the mechanics behind it but I always saw the contrast in it and never really fully served it because I could see enough polarity even way back in the days before I came public with RS. This perspective allowed me to experience the complete exploration of the NG mind magic self exaltation ideology without fully buying into it, even though part of me wanted that to be true because its tempting of course but I could never accept it without feeling guilt of some form because I just knew it was wrong within my inner truth, even if I couldn't explain it. This kept me from "manifesting" certain things in my personal life and looking back now I see how and why and all the elements that comprised that. I experienced both sides to be able to see what I see now and to recognise this truth. I already went through the other Christian doctrine about white Israel way back and left it behind for a while without realising where I'd end up in the future today. It all happens through you for a reason because we're all fulfilling the will of God. God is both an arbiter of truth and light of life as well as the darkness of false doctrine and fabricated virtual simulated reality as the inversion where we become as God. The original sin was based on the temptation that we could become as gods and this still holds true with us today. They're inverting the absolute reference frame as I said back in 2019 when I studied the aetheric model of physics that was never refuted but instead was simply shoved down under massive amounts of money and market pressure in academia. They play this tactic with everything, just drown out truth with a self appealing ideology and then introduce that same philosophy into critical thought and other industries that are backed by massive funding. We cannot stop it because it's designed to play out this way and when we can accept that our part to play in this will be for the sake of martyrdom then we can have peace with where we are today because we will be moved to where we need to be no matter what.

1Pe 1:20 Who verily was foreordained before the foundation of the world, but was manifest in these last times for you,

Eph 1:3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ:
Eph 1:4 According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love:
Eph 1:5 Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will,

Rev 13:8 And all that dwell upon the earth shall worship him, whose names are not written in the book of life of the Lamb slain from the foundation of the world.

Rev 17:8 The beast that thou sawest was, and is not; and shall ascend out of the bottomless pit, and go into perdition: and they that dwell on the earth shall wonder, whose names were not written in the book of life from the foundation of the world, when they behold the beast that was, and is not, and yet is.

I don't think Calvin had the idea quite right about all being predetermined in a vacuum but that it's through us and our apparent access to free will because of our reasoning and ups and downs and all the corners we turn around and around not knowing and knowing and this dynamic dance of polarity which provides the illusion that we're deciding is really the essence here of who's written and who's not. Election in my eyes is that we're influenced to a significant degree by pre-determined external factors and that along with our spiritual inheritance we will naturally land on a part of that spectrum that's closer to the truth of God if we are elect. We simply have more truth within us at baseline I believe. I cannot prove this but I don't see any other way it would make sense or work, it's like how design works, some are designed to be more critically minded and in combination with truth seeking spirit that will be used to manifest what I've done here with RS naturally because there's where we land in our decision making and inner truth by the seeds within. The seeds are already within us, and the whole free will thing in my eyes is simply based on the degree of spirit you're born with which isn't based on body exclusively but how the body can contain a spirit of truth. I don't know but I've yet to hear any other way of explaining it in a way that makes sense and connects to the idea of how names are already written before God overthrew the last cycle of earth (foundation of the earth). I will study this more though and see if I'm missing something. With all things bible related I'm willing to be wrong about things and I'm open to other interpretation but it must connect all the dots on all levels else it doesn't work as a definitive objective fact. If God has a will and it's made manifest through us why would certain people not be chosen to play certain roles in manifesting that will on earth. We don't decide that, God does. Complaining about it is the problem. I was born with so many physical deficiencies I can't even begin to describe but it seems I had eyes to see things nobody else could. Why? It was the will of God. I never chose any of this. Trying to change my path because I thought I could be I AM as god was the thing that always brought suffering, even if I had more in the world I never had truth and Christ is truth.

Christ offers to us the truth because he is truth. In the faith he gives us we hear the call of him and we hear his voice. We are his sheep and none shall take us out of his hand. It's HIS salvation. He married us and brings his sheep as his sons into the fold. Those who aren't given faith deny Christ and will suffer. You cannot attack the clay worker or his hands for making you like you are because only he can give out faith for us to hear the call and accept his will for our salvation. God gives faith and understanding, not us. We are elect by the spirit of faith in him and the truth he is. How could it work any other way? This explains all the seeds within which represent the inner truth you experience as seeming free will when in fact God is in control over everything and the amount of faith you feel in those seeds for his truth comes from him and him only. Our willingness to even accept is determined by our spirit which we are born with, and are born again over through the faith he gives us by his will to his sheep. He is the beginning and the end, alpha and omega. Process which drives all other processes according to his will. It is not by self determination that we are accepted into his kingdom. He decides who is and isn't accepted and that's all we can accept because he is the truth.

Let God be God. We serve God and nobody else. God has a plan for every one of us according to his election and his will of who's going to fulfil his will. We had zero choice in being born or created. We exist because of his will. We have this experience because of God.

Isa_44:28 That saith of Cyrus, He is my shepherd, and shall perform all my pleasure: even saying to Jerusalem, Thou shalt be built; and to the temple, Thy foundation shall be laid.

Cyrus was chosen to overthrow Babylon in Chronicles who wasn't even from Israel before his grandfather was probably born. He was chosen generations before he lived, just like God hated Esau before he made any decisions in the world. It is the will of God who moves all of us the way we are so that his will can be made manifest. He gives us faith and he takes it away. Him and only him.

Jer 31:31 Behold, the days come, saith the LORD, that I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel, and with the house of Judah:

Always remember that the new covenant under the blood of Christ is ONLY with the house of Israel (gentiles) and the house of Judah ("Jews"/Judahites) and nobody else. The "nations" are the Israelites. That's why there's ONLY 12 gates to the kingdom.

Rev_21:12 And had a wall great and high, and had twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and names written thereon, which are the names of the twelve tribes of the children of Israel:

Those are the 10 lost tribes tribes of Israel including Judah and Benjamin from the house of Judah so we've got 12 gates for the physical seedline and not a spiritual seedline. That's irrefutable proof right there going back to the prophesy from Jeramiah. Nobody but Israel can be saved because God didn't make the covenant with them.

If we are to confess sins and repent then it means to truly go all the way into where we must go. A sacrifice is always required, and the blood of Christ is the ONLY way under this covenant which is the law written on the heart.

7/3/25

I found another quote from 1320AD from the Irish saying that their fathers were of Israel. Gradually building a chronology here.

Four beasts of revelation relate to groups of Israel tribes. First beast is like a Lion. Second beast like a calf. Third beast like the face of a man and the fourth beast like a flying eagle. These were symbols of each group of 3 tribes. Lion is including Judah Issachar and Zebulon. The man is Rubin, Simeon and Gab. Calf is Ephrem Manasseh and Benjamin. The eagle is Dan Asher and Nathalie. Interesting that the symbol for NAZI Germany was an eagle. Perhaps they were pointing to this symbol.

Jennings says that Israel was married to God at Mt Sinai 1453 BC. Time codes.

Just need to update here. I will probably not be updating the notebook for at least 2 more days possibly up to 4 days if all goes well. There's a mad cyclone blowing past where I'm at.

10/3/25

I made it through the cyclone with only minor damages. The whole town is flooded and nobody on the north side can get to get supplies because the roads are soaked. Water levels are likely about 5-7m if I had to guess at some spots. Had almost 400mm in about 12 hours last night. Was crazy. Either way we made it.

So I've done some more reading of scripture in the OT and found some interesting chapters. I'll just briefly mention them here.

Deu 25:16 For all that do such things, and all that do unrighteously, are an abomination unto the LORD thy God.
Deu 25:17 Remember what Amalek did unto thee by the way, when ye were come forth out of Egypt;
Deu 25:18 How he met thee by the way, and smote the hindmost of thee, even all that were feeble behind thee, when thou wast faint and weary; and he feared not God.
Deu 25:19 Therefore it shall be, when the LORD thy God hath given thee rest from all thine enemies round about, in the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee for an inheritance to possess it, that thou shalt blot out the remembrance of Amalek from under heaven; thou shalt not forget it.

This is talking about Amalek who of course were from the sons of Esau.

Gen 36:12 And Timna was concubine to Eliphaz Esau's son; and she bare to Eliphaz Amalek: these were the sons of Adah Esau's wife.
Gen 36:16 Duke Korah, duke Gatam, and duke Amalek: these are the dukes that came of Eliphaz in the land of Edom; these were the sons of Adah.

The Steadfast Love of God Endures
Psa 52:1 To the chief Musician, Maschil, A Psalm of David, when Doeg the Edomite came and told Saul, and said unto him, David is come to the house of Ahimelech. - Why boastest thou thyself in mischief, O mighty man? the goodness of God endureth continually.
Psa 52:2 Thy tongue deviseth mischiefs; like a sharp razor, working deceitfully.
Psa 52:3 Thou lovest evil more than good; and lying rather than to speak righteousness. Selah.
Psa 52:4 Thou lovest all devouring words, O thou deceitful tongue.
Psa 52:5 God shall likewise destroy thee for ever, he shall take thee away, and pluck thee out of thy dwelling place, and root thee out of the land of the living. Selah.
Psa 52:6 The righteous also shall see, and fear, and shall laugh at him:
Psa 52:7 Lo, this is the man that made not God his strength; but trusted in the abundance of his riches, and strengthened himself in his wickedness.
Psa 52:8 But I am like a green olive tree in the house of God: I trust in the mercy of God for ever and ever.
Psa 52:9 I will praise thee for ever, because thou hast done it: and I will wait on thy name; for it is good before thy saints.

This is basically saying that we cannot trust Edomites, AKA Jews. This actually proves to me that Visser was wrong about the idea that we are to love our brother (going back to Esau from Israel the man) but instead that we were commanded to wipe out Edom and Amalek instead and there's more scriptures.

1Ch 18:11 Them also king David dedicated unto the LORD, with the silver and the gold that he brought from all these nations; from Edom, and from Moab, and from the children of Ammon, and from the Philistines, and from Amalek.
1Ch 18:12 Moreover Abishai the son of Zeruiah slew of the Edomites in the valley of salt eighteen thousand.
1Ch 18:13 And he put garrisons in Edom; and all the Edomites became David's servants. Thus the LORD preserved David whithersoever he went.

1Sa_15:20 And Saul said unto Samuel, Yea, I have obeyed the voice of the LORD, and have gone the way which the LORD sent me, and have brought Agag the king of Amalek, and have utterly destroyed the Amalekites.

Reference.

O Lord, Be Gracious to Me
Psa 41:1 To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David. Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the LORD will deliver him in time of trouble.
Psa 41:2 The LORD will preserve him, and keep him alive; and he shall be blessed upon the earth: and thou wilt not deliver him unto the will of his enemies.
Psa 41:3 The LORD will strengthen him upon the bed of languishing: thou wilt make all his bed in his sickness.
Psa 41:4 I said, LORD, be merciful unto me: heal my soul; for I have sinned against thee.
Psa 41:5 Mine enemies speak evil of me, When shall he die, and his name perish?
Psa 41:6 And if he come to see me, he speaketh vanity: his heart gathereth iniquity to itself; when he goeth abroad, he telleth it.
Psa 41:7 All that hate me whisper together against me: against me do they devise my hurt.
Psa 41:8 An evil disease, say they, cleaveth fast unto him: and now that he lieth he shall rise up no more.
Psa 41:9 Yea, mine own familiar friend, in whom I trusted, which did eat of my bread, hath lifted up his heel against me.
Psa 41:10 But thou, O LORD, be merciful unto me, and raise me up, that I may requite them.
Psa 41:11 By this I know that thou favourest me, because mine enemy doth not triumph over me.
Psa 41:12 And as for me, thou upholdest me in mine integrity, and settest me before thy face for ever.
Psa 41:13 Blessed be the LORD God of Israel from everlasting, and to everlasting. Amen, and Amen.

Heel grabber, Lifted up his heel against me, AKA Esau against Israel the man because there was enmity between them originating from gen 3:15 which continued on through the sons of Isaac and fulfilled the prophesy of the chosen people. We were chosen from the beginning, it wasn't because of works of Noah or Abraham or anyone righteous but that God chose these men to serve his will because it was pre-ordained. This whole psalm is basically about how Esau was lifted up in his love for the world and regretted it in the end because he sold all his spiritual inheritance and birth rights where Isaac wouldn't bless him nor was he the chosen seed. This is once again the will of God and not the will of either of them as individuals because God plays through us.

I also want to point out some more mechanics of manifestation that I've contemplated on which I've not written about for a while that's necessary here. Just this morning I "manifested" something pretty much exactly as I expected consciously, but it was still in a limited manner and I fully understand why and all that. It was having a person show up in a very specific way, I saw them as I was driving past on the side randomly and they stuck out to me and they noticed me and looked as I passed. This was on a random street I've not been down for like a year but since the streets were flooded today I had to drive a different way to try and get out, which I didn't but I saw them anyway. The intent was simply to see them which happened, but of course it brought out of me a certain feeling of limitation still so I'm coming at this from a place of need still and I recognised and dropped it instantly now that I've mastered this feeling of dropping importance on spot by imagining the opposite experience and being ok with it. Going through the what ifs on the polarity pretty much, it works every time. A client of mine recently said they say "this doesn't matter" or something very similar which I find to be pretty much the same thing that's also very powerful too. You sink charge when you do it and you can feel it literally discharge the "need" in that place which of course is because you're nourishing yourself. Doing this IS a self nourishing process, and technically purifying it even if just a little bit.

Anyway the main point I wanted to discuss here that's really the bulk of what we should be in reality embracing the fulfilment of our identified peak dip cycles and actually make conscious and deliberate actions on going through those parts of us that are heavily compromised in order to nourish the deepest unconscious aspects. This peak dip cycle I've recognised is a nourishment cycle of having your capacity gradually eaten away over the time between cycles of that thematic resulting in the dips because we ignored the depleting current. This is how we die and leak Jing and why we feel bad when the dip comes because it reaches the critical threshold of depletion which forces you to face it due to this built in self correcting mechanism. I've found that fasting from sensory stimulus is THE most important factor. I know a lot of people will disagree but they've never gone all the way with this one yet. If your life depends on being stimulated by display tech then obviously you're either on the wrong track because you're being so depleted (and it would likely lead to dips) or that you're suppose to be there but learn balance and to nourish other aspects that are compromised surrounding it still to make that work for you. Obviously I have to be stimulated doing this work looking at display media and listening to audio and reading various texts which takes hours and hours of my time I could be cultivating in other ways and so balance is required.

The most depletion stimulation of all is sexual stimulus. I've talked about this before but seed retention is REQUIRED if you want to hit big strides in positive momentum. Women don't need this because they don't leak Jing this way but they still can lose qi from it even if it circulates what's there more effectively in that stimulation so for them it's more about qi quality and quantity vs substance cultivation specifically because they're really not built for inner alchemy like men are, which is why all the texts on inner alchemy are written about the circuits for men. This is a bulk of the endocrine system functioning which will then spill over into other aspects. The next most depleting is anger or really you could say "passion" or care. Too much care actually depleted your liver meridian, and gall too, because the depleted gall is resulting in indecision and an almost anxious half in half out mindset. You don't need physical manifestations of diseases for these subtle influences to impact you by the way. The next most is joy which can relate to passion but really it's more so excess joy under the context of exalting your self image to overcompensate for lack that's artificially stimulated to avoid depletion in other areas. I don't believe you can have too much joy when it's coming through you as a reward for being yourself in the world but being too involved in seeking it and trying to build a foundation on depleted basis is going to destroy heart qi which obviously then manifests as anxiety and the inability to face challenges once again in the peak dip cycle. It's that we're too fearful and lack courage, or we're attached too much to the specific desire and the passion for wanting it now, or we're trying to stimulate ourselves artificially to avoid feeling bad which only leads to harder dips. All of the sexual depletion ruins endocrine health the most, and all the excessive joy and passion and chasing stuff seeking stimulus on those levels will deplete more of your nervous system, though both deplete both anyway but they're just more targeted.

You'll notice that firstly when you fast frim sexual thoughts (impossible in the beginning without a convicted spirit and a removal of all known triggers) then you'll really be gaining a bulk of the benefits in a physical health level and a vitality level just from that alone and you'll notice not actually wanting things as much from the passion side eventually or that you won't want to stimulate yourself to feel joy in depletion. You won't try and hype yourself up and lift up your heart in ego and since the kidney meridian nourishes the liver meridian if the kidney meridian is well functional then you'll have a spill over of those higher order substances and your thoughts will naturally shift where desire and need for things in the world will gradually begin to dissolve. We're only talking about a very gradual shift here you won't really notice it until you notice it after it's been happening for a while and your reactions are different already. Trying to place yourself here like what NG says in imagination is completely pointless and will waste your time, this is all unconsciously driven through inner alchemy when you live correctly. That's really what we must focus on applying the most. Fast from the most stimulating sensory things and being ok with it. In my experience and study and mechanics I can demonstrate THIS is really how you attain "power" to influence overs as a supply of vitality or them because unless you're a supply that's powerful in your magnetism so to say then you'll always want and need which signifies you're overstimulated so it all feeds into itself. You can't isolate any one part of this process because if you influence once part you'll influence the other parts too. If imaginal work transforms resistive current then it worked with this process which is unavoidable. Everything here feeds into this self recursive feedback loop where you're either facing the challenges you're facing or you're not and you dip which forces you to pay attention and dissolve the resistance in the way of unfolding natural striving,

So with all this in mind we can recognise that imaginal work for the most part is pointless. You don't need to do it because it will do you when you've gone through the above. You'll naturally think what you need to think and trying to manipulate it obviously means you're attempting to bypass the natural unfolding because you're stuck in needing out of resistance and unable to accept what is. When you can drop and let go and all that then it works for you. Christ gives us all the power, or takes away our power. We are nothing without him for we have the breath of life within us that when we die returns to God as it says in the psalm 30 I believe. If you want to "manifest" then simply nourish yourself and fast from the stimulus of the world. See the world as less important in ways that aren't really for you to pay attention to. Prize your attention and don't just give it away to anyone or anything. Let it be guided by God. It will be guided by God anyway but you won't realise that the deliberate misguidance is for a purpose. When you can pull back and recognise that you're exactly where you need to be anyway at all times and that it really isn't that important, even if you do feel bad, then you can take peace in knowing that it's all ok. These words here are the manifestation of what I need to provide you for you to transform your process and that was the will of God, I would assume. The will of God manifests through us in how we mediate each others processes naturally, including those who are the supply for others who are parasitic, and vice verse.

If you want to get started then gaze regularly, periodically. Fast from food and go for 1 meal a day if you want, or 2, and make it low carb to avoid spikes in blood glucose which will preserve kidney yin and Jing and repair damage to the body because the substance isn't being burned up by your excessive metabolic functions. When you eat high sugars or even high fats in isolation your body will heat up because it needs to break down those substances which will emanate from the kidney which if yin is depleted will dry your body to a certain degree, or if the minister fire is weak and you're also lacking yin then you'll be significantly depleted and get anxious after eating and sweat and all that. I had this happen and I know what it's like. Fasting from stimulus solved it. Allowing testosterone to build through seed retention and moving your body to the limits to move the fire naturally and circulate substances and fasting to raise the fire too and burn off dampness (how weight loss works) from the minister fire warming the spleen which in turn processes and transports fluids for excretion so purification of the body is mostly a kidney and spleen process by fire which is why pressure is always felt when you're burning off not self parts, however that takes manifestation. We must recognise this important process. The next parts of course would be identifying peak dip cycles in pathway work and bringing up those feelings to purification and sitting with them and being ok with them. That's all you need really, other than just going all the way but that's how all this works anyway. Going all the way is basically a measure of are you reaching the critical threshold of breaking new ground of comfortability with something that's uncomfortable. This IS manifestation in terms of how it's done. State coherency I use to call it, and a state I'm going to categorise as a degree of nourishment because we know that the state of nourishment we have determines what comes through us without contrast which then unfolds the seeds within us naturally. When you do it without realising you're doing it then that's the trick, when you look back and see you played out what was desired because it wasn't something of great contrast to you at that point due to the refinancing you did. Your attention and stimulus becomes more refined and you notice what you need to notice and notice not what you don't need and it will all be automatic. Truly this is the process I would bet is the real formula for success in all degrees of so called manifestation work. Apply yourself here.

For women who can't do seed retention (as far as I know you can't hold the eggs which are the manifestation of Jing in women that sheds with age) then doing everything else also benefits, though it will be a different balance of course. The hormones won't be as focused on building testosterone but other hormones that play roles in nourishing them. I've spoken on this before about those details but I still don't know for sure the details because I've not studied it deeply yet but the basis is really about nervous system work for them which is why it's seemingly easier for women to manifest because they don't need to worry about possibly decades of chronic seed spilling that's lowered their baseline testosterone so much that it takes months to get back on top. We should be focusing on one partner, for life. The one will come when you're ready and not before or after. When you dissolve all the need for certain characteristics about them in overlaying comfort over the resistance and uncomfortable things then you'll be able to attract those quality women without effort because they won't be looking for someone who's looking to be overstimulated. If you're overstimulated you'll find someone on that level because you'll both basically vitality match each other. I've talked about this aaaages ago and it still holds true. Less is more. Efficiency.

Always ground into God and not things of the world because he is our supply at all times. Remember that when we serve God we are blessed and if we don't we are punished, or he will give us over to reprobate mind and give us what our lifted hearts desire without consequence if you truly let go of God from your life. God will be there for us if we're willing to accept him, because we hear his voice. He is our supply. Ground into God and fast from the world. Nourish your circuits and cultivate vitality and the people you need will show up. Abundance you need will manifest, You will leave behind all of the limited cycles and transform who you are.

So simply gaze and fast from sensory stimulus. Anchor into God as your rock and foundation of supply and guidance. Nourish your body with common sense, and don't test your limits in the negative direction and make the most of the boxes. Embrace breaking boxes as a way of life if you want significant transformation and fast from sexual thoughts completely and focus on your goal project like what I'm doing here. I have so much energy for this because I am not bound by lust. In the past I'd study but never create anything out of it, partly because I was still learning and partly because I was so depleted and overstimulated living in compromise patterns. The harder you go into feeling the pressure and go through it then you win. You'll know what the pressure is for when you do pathway work which is so important in understanding the nature of your resistance from an experiential level and doing it regularly will build that familiarity with those feelings.

So gazing pathway work and nourishing your body and repenting from sins to God and going all the way with it. That's how we manifest effectively.

The Parable of the Tenants
Mat 21:33 Hear another parable: There was a certain householder, which planted a vineyard, and hedged it round about, and digged a winepress in it, and built a tower, and let it out to husbandmen, and went into a far country:
Mat 21:34 And when the time of the fruit drew near, he sent his servants to the husbandmen, that they might receive the fruits of it.
Mat 21:35 And the husbandmen took his servants, and beat one, and killed another, and stoned another.
Mat 21:36 Again, he sent other servants more than the first: and they did unto them likewise.
Mat 21:37 But last of all he sent unto them his son, saying, They will reverence my son.
Mat 21:38 But when the husbandmen saw the son, they said among themselves, This is the heir; come, let us kill him, and let us seize on his inheritance.
Mat 21:39 And they caught him, and cast him out of the vineyard, and slew him.
Mat 21:40 When the lord therefore of the vineyard cometh, what will he do unto those husbandmen?
Mat 21:41 They say unto him, He will miserably destroy those wicked men, and will let out his vineyard unto other husbandmen, which shall render him the fruits in their seasons.

I don't know how I didn't notice this before. I read through the whole book of Matthew like 2 weeks ago. Anyway notice here how Christ is talking about the parable of the tenants and how he's saying that the tenants want to kill him and take his inheritance? This is exactly what Esau said to Jacob in genesis and is another manifestation of the prophesy of gen 3:15 about the enmity between the seeds. Notice how he also said that those will destroy them, which to me relates to the parable of the wheat and tares. I mean there's an endless list of parables Christ speaks of about seed lines and none of this can really be fully explained with the interpretation of NG because it cross references between what various characters say in chapters past like in genesis and even exodus and Samuel and Chronicles and the new testament books of the gospels and even Paul writes about Esau and the enmity in his potter and clay analogy I commented on before. There's endless examples.

Mar 12:7 But those husbandmen said among themselves, This is the heir; come, let us kill him, and the inheritance shall be ours.
Mar 12:8 And they took him, and killed him, and cast him out of the vineyard.
Mar 12:9 What shall therefore the lord of the vineyard do? he will come and destroy the husbandmen, and will give the vineyard unto others.
Mar 12:10 And have ye not read this scripture; The stone which the builders rejected is become the head of the corner:
Mar 12:11 This was the Lord's doing, and it is marvellous in our eyes?

There's another one from Matthew. He's talking about the builders here too. Masons. I wonder if they use to be called builders back then and that masonic orders have existed since the days of Babylon. Freemasons seem to be these people, who reject the corner stone who is Christ. I don't know but I find that interesting about the language.

Fun story. I found the reference to John Hyrcanus the 1st. This is from the Jewish encyclopaedia by the way so this is in their own writings you can verify this for yourself if you search his name. I'll copy his into and then his passage on the Edomites.

High priest; prince of the Hasmonean family; born about 175; died 104 (Schürer). He was a wise and just ruler and a skilful warrior. As a young man he distinguished himself as a general in the war against the Syrian general Cendebeus, whom he defeated. That John was given the surname "Hyrcanus" on account of this victory, is a tradition to which Grätz and others attribute historical significance. When his father, Simon Maccabeus, was assassinated at Jericho by his son-in-law Ptolemy, John succeeded in escaping from those sent by Ptolemy to murder him also.

Forcibly Converts the Edomites.

Hyrcanus, who had been confirmed by the Romans in the possession of the important seaport of Joppa, subjugated other Syrian towns, such as Berœa (Aleppo). He marched against the fort of Madaba, on the banks of the Jordan, which had always been hostile to the Hasmoneans, and conquered it after a six months' siege; he also conquered the town of Samaya (Samega), on the Sea of Galilee, of special importance on account of its geographical position. He then proceeded against the Samaritans, who had always sided with the enemies of the Jews. He conquered Shechem, one of the most important towns of Samaria, and destroyed the temple on Mount Gerizim (21st Kislew = December, about 120). After victoriously ending the war in Samaria, he proceeded to subdue the Edomites, always a menace to the southern parts of his domains. With funds which he is said to have obtained from David's sepulcher he hired foreign troops, dismantled Adora and Marissa, the strong places of Edom, and forced the Edomites to accept the Jewish religion and submit to circumcision. This is the first instance of forcible conversion in Jewish history. In this Hyrcanus allowed his zeal for the Jewish cause to lead him to take a step which later wrought harm; for to the Edomites belonged the family of the Herodians, who were to bring about the ruin of the Hasmoneans. The Samaritans, who still held their strongly fortified metropolis of Samaria, with a part of Jezreel, remained hostile toward the Jews. For this reason Hyrcanus renewed his attacks upon them. He marched against Samaria at the head of a great army, but as his presence in Jerusalem was necessary, he left the siege of the former city to his two sons, Aristobulus and Antigonus.

The war was unexpectedly prolonged by the interference of the Syrian king, Antiochus IX.; and after he had been defeated by Aristobulus, the Egyptian prince Lathyrus, son of Ptolemy Physcon, was called to the Syrians' assistance. Aristobulus and Antigonus not only conquered the whole of the Plain of Jezreel, especially the important town of Bethsan (Scythopolis; June, 110 or 111), but also, five months later (25th Ḥeshwan = November), took the fort of Samaria. The latter was completely demolished, and water-trenches were dug through the town. Hyrcanus had refortified the walls of Jerusalem, had secured the independence of Judea, and had raised it to a level with the neighboring states. During his reign the different religious sects in the country—Pharisees, Sadducees, and Essenes—became firmly established. Hyrcanus, who was a pupil of the Pharisees, remained long the faithful adherent of the latter, although he had friends also among the Sadducees. Several of his religious ordinancesshowed his Pharisaic sympathies; thus, he ordered Ps. xliv. stricken from the Temple liturgy on the ground that its anthŕopomorphisms might give rise to misunderstanding; and he ordered that animals destined for the altar should not be wounded before the time for slaughter.

So right there we can know who the Jews are and why they seem to practise the laws of the Torah because they were converted to play this role to fulfil prophesy. Herod is also mentioned here in the history interestingly enough having come from the same seed line who tried to kill Christ. King Herod once again fulfilled the lusts of Satan through his seed. This is why I said that the seed determines everything because the natural striving is built in and those decisions would be natural to them. This is how evil people can not face resistance with the peak dip cycle like most others would. I really want to find reference to this discreetly in the bible other than when Christ calls them out as Edomites, or more so that they admit to being Edomites by saying they're of the seed of Abraham and yet also didn't face captivity. I mean if this isn't enough proof then I don't know what is. I've fully refuted what NG believes using his own text by providing CLEAR historical reference to these people existing. How could he get away with this back in the day? Because it seemed his role was to play the part of the lying tongue and for people like myself to call him out as serving parasitic Jewish ideology.

Israel's New Heart and Spirit
Eze 11:14 Again the word of the LORD came unto me, saying,
Eze 11:15 Son of man, thy brethren, even thy brethren, the men of thy kindred, and all the house of Israel wholly, are they unto whom the inhabitants of Jerusalem have said, Get you far from the LORD: unto us is this land given in possession.
Eze 11:16 Therefore say, Thus saith the Lord GOD; Although I have cast them far off among the heathen, and although I have scattered them among the countries, yet will I be to them as a little sanctuary in the countries where they shall come.
Eze 11:17 Therefore say, Thus saith the Lord GOD; I will even gather you from the people, and assemble you out of the countries where ye have been scattered, and I will give you the land of Israel.

I believe this is relating to the new covenant and the Edomites taking the land of Israel from us which they new have and have really had since the time of Christ and before. Verse 1 is talking from the perspective of Edom it seems. Brethren AKA brothers, Edomites speaking to Israelites. Interesting idea.

Prophecy Against Mount Seir
Eze 35:1 Moreover the word of the LORD came unto me, saying,
Eze 35:2 Son of man, set thy face against mount Seir, and prophesy against it,
Eze 35:3 And say unto it, Thus saith the Lord GOD; Behold, O mount Seir, I am against thee, and I will stretch out mine hand against thee, and I will make thee most desolate.
Eze 35:4 I will lay thy cities waste, and thou shalt be desolate, and thou shalt know that I am the LORD.
Eze 35:5 Because thou hast had a perpetual hatred, and hast shed the blood of the children of Israel by the force of the sword in the time of their calamity, in the time that their iniquity had an end:
Eze 35:6 Therefore, as I live, saith the Lord GOD, I will prepare thee unto blood, and blood shall pursue thee: sith thou hast not hated blood, even blood shall pursue thee.

That's crazy. Mount Seir was in Edom as far as I know. Making Edom desolate, laying their cities waste (the temple was destroyed and still is to this day) and the perpetual hatred AKA the enmity from gen 3:15 which drives the phenomena of blood competition. In the last part there I believe it's talking about the blood of Christ that will pursue the Edomites. That hatred that they cannot remove themselves from because they have the blood of Christ on their hands as the Jews said before they killed him. As far back as Ezekiel this was prophesied. I mean once again the bible is filled with these examples of cross referenced prophesies that NG has no way of explaining of course. He says that most of this stuff isn't about psychological states like how the law books of Moses in the OT are for kabbalah. He has no idea and never came up against someone actually well versed in the bible. It was all these Jew Christians.

Eze 35:15 As thou didst rejoice at the inheritance of the house of Israel, because it was desolate, so will I do unto thee: thou shalt be desolate, O mount Seir, and all Idumea, even all of it: and they shall know that I am the LORD.

Wow look at that as I kept reading I found Idumean. That's actually what "Jew" means in the context of modern Jews. Idumeans. Edom. Idum. You see? That's really what a modern so called Jew is. God wrote the bible this way to sift those who can see from those who can't. It's a deliberate test written right into the bible. Seems I passed it, or I'd hope so at least.

O God, Do Not Keep Silence
Psa 83:1 A Song or Psalm of Asaph. Keep not thou silence, O God: hold not thy peace, and be not still, O God.
Psa 83:2 For, lo, thine enemies make a tumult: and they that hate thee have lifted up the head.
Psa 83:3 They have taken crafty counsel against thy people, and consulted against thy hidden ones.
Psa 83:4 They have said, Come, and let us cut them off from being a nation; that the name of Israel may be no more in remembrance.
Psa 83:5 For they have consulted together with one consent: they are confederate against thee:
Psa 83:6 The tabernacles of Edom, and the Ishmaelites; of Moab, and the Hagarenes;
Psa 83:7 Gebal, and Ammon, and Amalek; the Philistines with the inhabitants of Tyre;
Psa 83:8 Assur also is joined with them: they have holpen the children of Lot. Selah.

Boom right there. The tabernacles (Synagogues/places of gathering and worship) of Edom is there. The tabernacle of Edom likely relates to the Jews who say they are Jews and are not but are the synagogue of Satan, AKA synagogue of Edom. Crazy it goes back to revelation. Also the fact that it says that Israel may no more be in remembrance could refer to the hiding of true Israel identity as the white people. Interesting view.

The Lord's Day of Vengeance
Isa 63:1 Who is this that cometh from Edom, with dyed garments from Bozrah? this that is glorious in his apparel, travelling in the greatness of his strength? I that speak in righteousness, mighty to save.
Isa 63:2 Wherefore art thou red in thine apparel, and thy garments like him that treadeth in the winefat?
Isa 63:3 I have trodden the winepress alone; and of the people there was none with me: for I will tread them in mine anger, and trample them in my fury; and their blood shall be sprinkled upon my garments, and I will stain all my raiment.
Isa 63:4 For the day of vengeance is in mine heart, and the year of my redeemed is come.

There's a tie in with revelation with this I believe and I'll explain why.

The Rider on a White Horse
Rev 19:11 And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war.
Rev 19:12 His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself.
Rev 19:13 And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God.
Rev 19:14 And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean.
Rev 19:15 And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God.
Rev 19:16 And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, KING OF KINGS, AND LORD OF LORDS.

He was cloaked in a vesture dipped in blood. This is Christ, the word of God. This isn't his blood though before this is the end of the world as it says in the parable of the tares and wheat because he's come to make war and he will ruthlessly spill the blood of all the tares on the earth. The reapers are the angels and the son of God is the word. White also symbolises cleanness. White skin. clean. Go out and be ye separate and touch not the unclean thing. Whiteness is clean. He's come to kill all the Edomites, casting them into fire to be burned as it says in the parable. These Jews are all going to be destroyed just as it says in Obadiah. I really don't like saying all Jews are evil but it seems that the bible says they are, and the psalm from David confirms this.

I just had this once gain fly into my head randomly while reading through that pre-Adamite book for some reason. Manifestation. If you want to live in a way where manifestation works for you then just stop trying to manifest and go live your life the way you want. Why can't you? Because you're depleted on vitality. PERIOD!!!!!!! Literally your mood and mental thought processes and feeling of naturalness and how charisma comes through you when you speak to others and you just know what to say at the right times and all this without trying. You watch yourself back and realise you made all the right moves and there was no contrast in the moment. Manifestation is state coherency, contrast negation, and an active process of watching yourself be yourself to learn about who you really are in the world and see the not self. All the watching happens after the fact and not before because if you wake up in the dream in the middle of a natural striving flow then you'll break that state streak and become aware of yourself. You want to be moved in these moments believing that's all the context there is without it bringing up contrast which means before that event happens we need to recognise which parts of us trigger contrast and negate that by normalising it and getting use to it. Go through the what ifs and accept it. Feel the pressure and go through the feelings that say you can't be this or have this or whatever. If it's your inner truth then you'll have it show up without a shred of effort because it's within you and there's no work to be done at that point. You're not controlling you're simply getting in tune with who you are and really always were, the "version" of you who has the holy spirit embodied in a place of vitality and nourishment from God himself driving all your moves to be perfect without you knowing it's happening. That's the magic. He moves you and others and it's all corresponding to the mechanics of thematic supply demand. Trying to integrate thematic components before naturalness is present and contrast is negated will only lead to peak dip cycles because you're ignoring the elephant in the room and trying to get past it. That's impossible. You cannot fool the unconscious mind because it always knows the truth and if you're depleted and vitality is not available to nourish the resistive current then you'll feel that lack and that contrast will make you slip up because you won't know what to say and your flow will get ruined. This is the point of what "manifestation" methods do. They're not creating or controlling or anything they're only shifting around the nourishing vital currents to satisfy what's longing for attention you're avoiding looking at. There's a part of your thematic composition you're ignoring and the moment you go through that feeling is the moment you begin to lean more into yourself and unlock this infinite supply of vitality within you.

So simply put, manifestation really at the most refined level is about negating the mental contrast that throws you our of natural striving on that automatic level. You'll have access and availability of vitality and it will just be there for you and you won't need to try and muster it up. There will be moments where you'll need to push limits on higher levels but it's a different degree of application and you'll be use to the process. Dropping the so called seed is impossible because they're within you already and so dropping it means negating contrast and getting use to the normality of being someone, not on a mental level but on an unconscious vitality and nourishment level where the thematic signature can be correct. This cannot be mentally generated in any way to a significant degree that's lasting. The best you'll do is temporarily catalyse Jing and cause a spike in purifying fire from below by reaching into the depths of your supply and moving with that as far as you can. The more vitality you have access to the more normal you'll feel and the old you will seem foreign. The holy spirit restores us and moves us automatically. We do not need to move because we are moved by God so long as we can open ourselves to his influence and accept. Is this righteous or is this sinful? The only mental aspect we must become aware of is the measure of righteousness. You'll feel this anyway, you don't need to think because your conscience will tug you to make certain decisions from righteousness. You can go back and correct mistakes by nourishing where you've always held back. Go back to events and remember why you said what you said. What were you holding onto? What were you running from? What were you hiding? What were you compromising on? Do pathway work on these events and remind yourself of these unconscious influences that warp your thematic signature. Refine and purify them by going through the fire. Be ok with not getting or actually having the guts to have when you ran away from before that you didn't feel worthy of. Refine and purify.

So that's really what we're doing here. When you've got a well nourished body then you'll WANT to make different decisions NATURALLY without a shred of mental effort because EFFORT COMES FROM A LACK OF VITALITY! Like get that in your head and remember it. Effort is because you're either lacking vitality or you're running up against a wall, which of course IS THE FEELING OF PURIFYING RESISTANCE THROUGH VITALITY! It's all the same thing. This is why LOA and what NG says is actually backwards on all levels because it's completely disregarding this aspect of nourishment and vitality and inner alchemy to purify resistance. His methods CAN touch on that IF you're able to target the feeling and go through it with that as in recognising that the desire you're imagining likely comes from a place of desire out of compromise and so dropping that compromise and accepting the lack of that stimulation in the meantime to build nourishment will allow you to see through the resistance and purify it correctly. That's why I say fasting from the world opens you up to significant purifying potential and makes you more sensitive to utilising nourishing vitality. It's basically like testosterone is the vitality as kidney yang on the minister fire raising that current to warm the spleen which transforms and transports dampness and other substances and then you've got the androgen receptor which is the nervous system function relating to the yin aspect rooted in the liver and heart meridians coming out as a progressive emanation from the kidney meridian as the Jing unfolds. This is the magic of inner alchemy and metaphysics when you grasp the mechanics. The Holy Spirit moves all these elements at all times in everybody and controls all things because God is omniscient and his will is always made manifest because he is a sovereign God and has the authority to manifest this through us. We're simply here to be good puppets on the strings and not resist the master who's guiding us to dance our dance, whether it be for righteousness or not doesn't matter in this example because the mechanics are all the same. The Jews apply themselves this way the same as we do except they serve a different master.

Well that's my explanation. I'm extremely tired from staying up in the night managing the flood waters from coming in too far. Thankfully the sump pump worked first time this run unlike in 2022.

11/2/25

Notebook is already slowing down, then again I have hundreds of tabs open in brave so.

It's abundantly clear to me how this works on literally every level. We always say that when we reach another edge and go through it and transform our understanding but as you go deeper and push further beyond the limits that opens up significantly more, given there is a natural striving to do so that is.

Having the thing of desire more often than not will result in your vitality being depleted further than not having it. The degree to which you value your vitality determines then how much of a supply you are for others and thus the degree to which people and opportunities will show up for you regardless of what you do or don't think. Attraction of people and circumstances is dependent on what you can provide the supply of that scenario. If you're seeking something and you're depleted in that state then good luck having a satisfying outcome show up from that experience because you'll need to be parasitic to the people involved and you won't be able to stop it. That's your nature coming from depleted states. States as I've said will be characterised as degrees of nourishment in various circuits of thematic manifestation and the arrangement of that then determines the state. State coherency therefore is about nourishing these thematic elements and providing yourself the vitality that others will want to involve themselves with and will feel. The thoughts will be arranged in such a way that they'll be nourishing to you and you'll actually just feel more abundant without trying because your unconscious elements will be well functional. Nervous system and endocrine systems primarily. Circulation of Qi and the substance that moves with it in the blood. There's no magic it's all thematic supply demand and the channels which these various currents flow through "activates" them so to say and manifests those thoughts and feelings that correspond to them depending on the arrangement of the sequence held within the seeds. The seeds are like a thematic sequence of currents that take form at different times and intensities to drive your consciousness where you'll just naturally experience that unfolding without needing to consciously control those seeds and how they unfold. It's all automatic and the more you can accept and observe that as a result of being well nourished then the less "effort" there is because effort seems to come from contrast. There's effort put into the natural striving on every level because we're going to face challenge but when we're nourished that challenge doesn't seem big or overbearing to us where we can approach it on a level field and transform it because the currents required are available.

So when you go through peak dip cycles it's because you're spending excess vitality on stimulating yourself into directions that the seeds aren't moving you because you're feeling like if you consciously think certain thoughts or imagine certain things then you'll have naturally a high importance on those things and they will control you as your supply when they're not suppose to be. This is all because you're not nourished. If someone in these places begins to nourish themselves on a level where they're fasting from the world and they're gazing and creating space and sinking charge regularly and doing pathway work to build familiarity with their cycles then they'll naturally stop desiring these things they once obsessed over. Accepting that maybe this thing isn't good for me is probably going to open it up to manifest if that's how it's suppose to play ou.t This whole idea that you can control is the issue because NG basically sold us the idea that our imagination controls when it has next to no control at all. The only control it has is these in the moment temporary peaks but those obviously lead to dips because the baseline vitality is depleted and once the contrast becomes manifest and you feel the baseline depletion then you'll dip hard. What is the dip revealing to you? When I use to dip hard when the SP wasn't there, When I was looking and saw no signs or any of this stuff then it would be because I was actually placing importance on that being in my life over following my path in presenting RS along with taking responsibility for other areas I was compromising on which if she showed up would've caused issues out of that disregard. Most people aren't even ready for their SP to show up because their life circumstances surrounding that and the lifestyle you'll have is compromised and you KNOW that and yet still ignore it, because you have no vitality to WANT to go through it. You're looking because you're depleted and need someone or something to stimulate you and help you feel better. You'll find that when you've gone through the pressure then looking back it will be silly that you ever attached such importance to these things.

Another factor is that when you're well nourished you'll find yourself actually thinking the correct thoughts and having the right inspirations show up to make decisions. Again the thematic supply demand process as the seed unfolds manifests the internal conditions which will mirror the manifestation unfolding in the external. That's the supply demand process and how the channels will manifest thought your conscious mind clear thoughts and feelings and all that at the right times to manifest the outcome. This is how things work. If you imagine something before it happens it's because you're clear enough to intuit what's there which of course relies on being well nourished.

Here's an example. Many men who are heavily depleted often experience the friend zone phenomena and wonder why the "bad guys" or whatever get the girl even though they're less seeming caring but that's not what she's looking for or feeling. She only feels the vitality of these other men being stronger than you, more vitality means more stimulation and more stimulation feels better. This is a very simple equation. To attract "high value" women or whatever it simply takes you to vitality match or exceed what level she's looking for to be stimulated by. It doesn't even matter about the specific thematic supply demand processes in this regard purely based on the "sparks" though it can be but it's that the thematic supply demand is amplified based on the nerve force that someone has. If you're depleted and manifest someone based on a list of qualities then it's highly likely they'll be like you and heavily depleted, though if you're well nourished you'll feel that in the other person and not want to involve yourself with them. You'll see them like friends and not someone to be involved with more intimately, just like you see in the world. You then become the one others want instead of you seeing value in them. You'll naturally not want to really "care" about others feelings when they're depleted. Not that you don't listen but they're just not someone who's stimulating and thus you'll not WANT to "try" them on dates or whatever because you just know. Now from the perspective of the depleted guy or girl even then you'll find nothing but victim ideology of how they're not seeing you for you or how they're only looking for certain types of people that you're not and things like this. You'll be on the polarity side of this equation where she'll not want you because you're basically a parasite and who wants to be with parasites. It doesn't matter what you do otherwise because without vitality then you'll never attract someone with that degree of nerve force too which is how "hot" someone really is. You're feeling the sparks and those rising sensations from the sacral as a result of that availability of vitality being catalysed through their supply demand processes.

That should explain all this stuff about why people treat you badly or not. Now also keep in mind that someone who has high vitality doesn't mean they'll be a "good" person because the ideology you serve is based on the will of God for you as we explained. If God has planned for you a path of unrighteousness then that's how you'll be, and if it's a path of righteousness and you hear the voice of Christ as his sheep then that's how you'll be regardless of your vitality. Vitality simply amplifies your nature, though the nature can unfold into something greater when nourished well. Understand that your desires can shift and your ideology you live by can change too as well as temptations and how you relate to others and all this. If you want to change how you relate to someone else to not see them as important then nourish yourself to the extent where they'll feel your importance and you'll reflect that by seeing them as someone who's lusting over you instead. I had this alllll the time way back when I was at peak vitality around mid 2015 where I'd get attraction from so many without effort despite having many physical flaws, though not everybody was attracted but those who were receptive could feel it. That's my point, those who are attracted are always attracted, but it's amplified more so because of the excess vitality you've got almost overflowing at that stage and so you'll reach the "threshold" so to say that these people are looking for and you'll cause them to lust and think about you and all these things that LOA says you need imagination for but in fact you don't because it's all unconscious. The moment they taste your field geometry then you'll hook them. If you go out and overstimulate after getting attraction from them then it's unlikely they'll continue to think lustfully for you. It'll be hot and cold. This is also why many married guys when they settle down and get comfortable lose attraction from their girl and cheating starts happening and whatnot because the version of them that's stimulating is gone and she doesn't want that so she'll naturally seek supply from elsewhere because that's her supply demand cycle. She can't help it unless those processes are transformed. Women aren't hypergamies by nature that's stupid red pill trash it's because the men are depleted and have no spark because they're not competing anymore and filled with vitality as a result. You cannot compete without vitality else your competition will roll over you. This isn't even from a toxic perspective of being parasitic but simply that competition in the sense of being the best you and providing the more value to the people around you because of your abundance within. Nourishment dictates all this stiff and amplifies what's already there, and in cases when critical thresholds are reached will unlock new levels of supply to offer and attract different types of people.

Manifesting business opportunities are the same. People will flock to you depending on your vitality because the message will carry that aura but obviously if the content you're providing will be challenging to them then it won't hit anyway. They'll be drawn into you but won't stick around. If you're tempting and have a message they want to hear then you'll be rolling in abundance. I personally don't see value in telling people what they want to hear but rather what they need to hear which is the truth I speak here and how NG misguided us almost deliberately. It's clear that those who are successful are the most effective as stimulating people and leading them on and telling them what they want to hear. That's all marketing is. Pathway leading in a targeted sense. Thing is that partaking in that sphere is going to deplete them more because you're only feeding them what they want to hear that keeps them stuck and emphasising to them their limitations when they dip after your work peaked their state. You're playing a part in feeding their erratic unstable nature and I don't want to be involved in that. I believe that if the messages people told were focused on the scriptural truths and having us accept and be willing to let go of needs in the world and this was the available message which was common to speak then these peak dip cycles wouldn't be as powerful in the collective due to the way things are now being a taboo under that world. It's that its normal and available and encouraged and profitable to exploit peoples lacks. You can decide to use this knowledge to manipulate people or feed them what they need to hear instead. Either way if you're making a decision it's serving one or another ideology. We need to understand that the ideology we serve dictates the overarching cosmology that we accept in life and under that the scent so to say that other pick up from us. The world hated Christ because he told them the truth and cut them deeply to bring the contrast. If the truth is our fixed point of comparison then bringing that out of everybody is righteousness instead of feeding into distracting processes that garner favour from the world but sacrifice the degree of righteousness we could otherwise be moved by and influence the world through. Decide which master you serve and go all out with that.

The less you need the more you have. The more vitality you've cultivated the less you need. To de-emphasise something or someone then recognise where you're compromising that you know will nourish you and go through it. Be responsible for your own abundance and vitality and glorify God greatly in your process. The glory of God is more nourishing than anything else. His truth and righteous judgement is the perfect flaming sword which purifies all the resistance we're holding onto. The angels glorify God all the time as this is their function in existence and we're no different as sons of God. The light of life if what we live off. The spirit of God he breathed into our kind. Follow his word and the guidance I've provided here based on my experience.

I also want to add this here too. The more you can just simply fast from stimulation in the world (while also meeting the needs you have in working in the world) such as entertainment and food and certain thoughts like sexual and self glorifying thoughts (sometimes these can be of benefit under specific scenarios but not chronically as coping with depletion) and gaze and create space and allow time to sit with the uncomfortable "need" to be stimulated. Just sit with that uncomfortable sensation and make friends with it, even though it sucks, I swear that if you actually go all the way with this you'll look back and realise that you're feeling way more abundant even though life is physically similar and you'll likely have new manifest outcomes show up naturally and people will treat you as more of a prize. I've explained the mechanics of this endlessly now and simply put the more coherent your nervous and endocrine health is the more nourished your body will be and the more space and light your conscious mind has to bathe in at baseline. You'll be able to feel more with less and experience abundance without "effort" as in seeing things as too big to go through and accept. Vitality is everything it really is. I swear that if you just stop or at least reduce sensory stimulus that's easy and live from a place of earning your stimulus then you'll bring about abundance like magic and people will respect you. So what if it takes a day or years we know what we need to do and we know the mechanics of it fully now. Its up to you to go through and purify that resistance. Feel the burn. The more burn you feel the more you're melting down dampness and purifying your unconscious mind quite literally. By fasting you're shining light in the darkness and illuminating what's not self to be dissolved and removed as influence in your consciousness. Live life like that analogy I made earlier on in the notebook about lifting weights and gradually building up by pushing the limits and growing stronger each time. Once you reach a certain threshold you're already above most people and abundance will be natural to have manifest and serving the righteous path in glorifying God through your life and living meekly is how we're told to live in the examples I've explored in the bible. This who glorify God will be nourished by him in the world. Nourishment from satanic ideology and the ideology of holiness can both feel good but under different contexts and unless you've gone all the way into accepting Christ in your life then you'll not know how it feels and how nourishing it is. This isn't an intellectual thing but a calling and an accepting and a guiding of his hand in an invisible manner through your inner being.

Full circle has come yet again. It's almost like when you get to a certain degree of vitality cultivation that nothing else really seems to compare in terms of how it can elevate your state. Nothing else matters. Nothing else is really important. Your vitality and nourishment determines how you think and feel and everything and the supply you tap determines how you're moved and what the seeds unfold into in manifest reality. If you want to stand out in the world today then fast from the world that everybody else is playing in and separate yourself from it. Yeah you'll be leaving behind so much but if that really serving your nourishment or is it simply what you've got accessible to work with? Do pathway work on these things and go through what comes up. Then compare that to the commandments of Christ. Is this a righteous path. Those are the only questions we need to ask ourselves.

Gaze. Pathway work. Read scripture. Fast. Push limits and be yourself.

Some will say that you're not being yourself if you put limits on that according to these so called conditions like asking if this is nourishing or if it's correct according to what's righteous but really it's not because that's false identification which is caused by a bleeding of vitality through incorrect decisions. Being filled with the Holy Spirit nourishes every cell you have. That's why often times rejecting and fasting from what's acceptable in the world means you're rejected of other people who want the pleasures of the senses because that feels good to those sense and yet we know now that Christ was teaching us to cultivate vitality in what he taught along with the moral ideology we live by which really go hand in hand. Knowing the correct God differentiates us from the heathen who may still fast from the world but still worship the principles of reality as personification instead of the God himself. Jesus Christ. Nobody who claims to know God who teaches metaphysics in a vacuum knows God because they've bought into the Judaic ideology of everything is God and that God is an unfolding emanation of creation taking away his identity. The unnamed God is who they worship, the solipsistic relative god of the inner reality forming god in your own image and making yourself as god. There's a big difference between someone who follows the creation vs the creator. The mechanics of consciousness and the metaphysical alchemical processes we talk about here are not God but what God does in creation among other things. Seeing those unnamed principles as God and personifying them is the issue and means you're not following the correct God. Sounds zealous but the fact is I can demonstrate how and why and point to an endless list of examples revealing why Jesus Christ is the one true God who we name and know as sons of that one God because we and only us hear his voice. If the life is in the blood and the blood is a product of the Jing then the blood of his sheep is different from the blood of everybody else and that cannot be faked. God made an exclusive covenant and nobody else is in that covenant. Live as though you're children of God the most high and glorify him and face persecution for his name because you are not afraid. Your spirit will be nourished in that truth alone.

So nourish your spirit with the word of God and live by it. Be a doer of the word.

I've had these very very intense sensations of what it was like with my vitality back in like 2018 and before then. Swift. Flowing. Sharp. Slicing. Spiral. Pirouette. Elegant. Stylised. Spins. Launch. Rapid. Arrow. Wind. Rising. These words embody the sensation. The intense sensation of being pulled by the current of rising yang that's overflowing in abundance. It makes me WANT to fast from the world and just sink into this feeling and bathe in it and go through anything that challenges this expression. The roots of my vitality come from this thematic composition. It's just filled with power and force and quick swift movement that doesn't stop. It can't stop because it's so abundant with charge that glows and radiates all around. Being seen this way is exciting because I get to just leave my mind behind and let my body explode with its natural movement and allow this radiance of qi emanate from my surface. It brings me the sensation of breaking through resistance and a casual tone to it that's available with how this movement can be made. There's no struggle because my body wants to do it and it wants to do it because there's abundance of vitality available. It's a highly energetic feeling that is very stimulating. Reminds me of the time I use to go out into the middle of the night on the road in the cool winds and just do acrobatics around carefree and enjoy it. Back in 2016-17 I use to do this all the time and inspired many people to get involved too. Attraction to everybody was at an all time high not because of my brains but because of me just being me. I just felt infinite vitality back then I couldn't stop because I was just filled with this radiance and people always commented on that ability wondering how I would always be able to go so long. Naturally the expression opens up and the pathways lead themselves. There's no trying it's just being and because you're moving and your circuits are very well functional you'll naturally manifest abundance in various ways, assuming you're not blocked off deliberately and can't accept.

I need to sit with this feeling and let it sink in. Pathway work is amazing. Log it all down and see where it goes. You'll discover parts of you that were lost.

Yet more insights.

It seems to me that the raising of current into a specific thematic direction will open up corresponding thoughts that relate to that channel being activated and when that's performed you'll have tendency towards that at baseline if the nourishment is consistent to that channel. If the current is not consistently supplied at baseline because you're depleted then you'll fall out when the raised vitality that's temporarily available dips out. Having baseline vitality from kidney meridian into liver meridian into heart meridian will likely open up all these various pathways to activate when the seeds require them to be moved. You won't go through peak dips because the abundance is present and pressure you face will be almost natural to go through because you'll WANT to and be driven by that nourishment. Common sense. Manifestation works the same way. I really need to make a video destroying NG and his ignorance with this model because it's high time these fools who preach LOA trash get schooled once and for all quite literally. Time to give them an education in the real mechanics of Reality Synthesis and the power of the Holy Spirit. Putting this together into a corresponding program of some form with step A-Z processes with troubleshooting based on symptoms and where to pick up to work with would be on the radar too. The fool proof manifestation formula where you'll be guided to nourish yourself and get on track with your inner guidance mechanism. Then you'll learn about the ideologies and their personification in the program too. Take it or leave it I say.

Having an availability of vitality simply present at the base ready to be drawn on at any time instead of needing to draw into deep supplies of Jing is the goal here. Cultivating buffer capacity to handle challenge and pressure. Sinking the charge outside of activity. There's a time and place for expressing and being stimulated from that because it's naturally rewarding and nourishing because you're unfolding the seeds within the way they're designed to. This is what I said before about the will of God. Any and all decisions you make and movements you make in the world are there for a purpose and that's to move you and move others to manifest the will of God on earth. In the end his will must be made manifest and he will use all of us to get that done. Do we always have seeming free will? I don't know to be honest but I do know that it's scriptural that we are elect and chosen to be moved by God to fulfil his purpose. Are we all chosen? Well Pharaoh was chosen to be moved by God which is why he had his heart hardened so that proves it's not just Israelites that are elect but anybody on earth who can be used to serve his will, including others. Understand that you don't have to be an Israelite to be moved because we're all driven by the seeds within and those seeds will have a corresponding ideology that they're serving which you don't determine so from that perspective we really don't have free will from the absolute sense and it's the natural striving that you believe is you making decisions when in fact it's the currents being moved through the various channels that makes manifest these affinities of contextual thought which we're assuming is our conscious mind when really you're just observing it and going through it. So what's the struggle then? I mean it says that some vessels were fit for righteousness and others were vessels of destruction chosen before the foundation of the world before any acts were performed to be like this. Why? Because its the Jing within unfolding through you and the ideology you serve and that the words of inspiring righteousness is simply a manifestation of how that's made manifest in brining out the context in your being thus generating an assumptive free will thought process that you identify with.

If you judge the seeds then you're suppose to judge the seeds. If you don't then you're suppose to not judge them. If you're depleted then you're suppose to be depleted. If you're abundant then you're suppose to be abundant. If you use to be depleted and after finding my work turn towards abundance and righteousness then you're suppose to do that. It's all part of unfolding the seeds within and the process of RS is simply an observation as to how the mechanics of that work and what functions that plays in our experience on every level. RS is like a sneak peek into the inner workings of the mechanics of consciousness to grasp how and why we experience reality the way we do and technically what we can do to move through it in abundance but of course knowing this doesn't mean you'll just magically be moved because it requires that vitality be available to make manifest that potential and if that potential is present then you'll likely be moved naturally and justify it under the context of the info you received from me here but in reality I was simply a part of the plan of God to make manifest for the specific people who read this to play out their process through my supply of this info. You see? It's an interconnected web of supply demand processes happening through everybody at all times to manifest the will of God on earth and we're all believing we're doing it when the fact is we're really not because we're pulled by external influence ALL THE TIME! You cannot stop that, and if you isolate yourself then you're suppose to in order to experience a certain contrast and likely bring that back to others as certain experiences to share who the share it around and so on. It's impossible to not play into the will of God somehow and some way because you're moved by the seeds within you and those seeds make up who you are which is fundamentally part of your very core nature and it cannot be changed. If you internally rebirth yourself with inner alchemy and supply vitality from that and become an immortal then you're suppose to do that. A vessel fit for destruction in denying Christ on all levels and blaspheming the Holy Spirit.

All these states we go through are there for a greater purpose that goes beyond your specific experience of reality and you have no idea the massive impact that even the slightest of movements has in the world on others. We're all here to play out each others processes and there's no way to avoid it. If these words bring out something in you then that's suppose to play out. I didn't manifest this response in you and you didn't in me, we're both moved by the will of God with the seeds within unfolding in unison to mediate the experience of each of us in this manner and the magic of it is that we don't have to involve ourselves in any conscious action because it's all there already within us and what we assume is conscious and deliberate process really is just the currents running up against the walls of the boxes at the time they're ready to do so all according to the will of God. Now you can see why LOA is so tempting to buy into. Placing yourself into the position of God and imposing your own will over the world and controlling things with your mind. It exposes who has a self serving ideology and who doesn't. NG obviously served the master of deception.

Now at 1600 pages exactly. Wonderful.

12/3/25

Follow the law of God and read his word.

Fast from the excessive stimulus of the world.

Periodic gazing regularly every day,

Prayer and admission of sin every day.

Pathway work every day, no matter how deep you get.

Going all the way and pushing limits.

Face the fire. Go through the fire and allow it to purify you.

Forget the culture of today and let it go.

Have a solid vision for yourself which glorifies God and lives for the vitality of life.

If we live for vitality then our lives look very different don't they? Why would we not prioritise this if this is our measure of correctness? Abundance of vitality aligns all aspects. It's automatic anyway. Is it a free will decision? Well as I said before the will of God will always be made manifest through you so accept that as it is, but that doesn't mean you should accept compromise if you're aware of it because that is driving you by the environmental stimulus provided such as these words to slingshot you into a new direction of vitality cultivation. I don't touch qigong anymore. I don't take supps other than royal Jelly still, not even ginseng or cordyceps. I don't use anything in the world I rely on my spirit facing the fire to purify and nourish my body. This minimalistic view can be taken anywhere because God requires no substance to be taken to provide you vitality and nourishment. God gives and takes vitality freely. You cannot earn this from him. All you can do is accept the spirit within and allow it to move you. Allow all else to burn away. I find that when you know that something is available to be used to benefit your vitality such as supps and you decide not to take them then you'll feel like you're compromising but I feel that's only really the case when you're at a certain level of connection with God and his word.

As I said it's always God who gives and takes all things in our lives and any actions we do cannot change that, even if it would follow the mechanics of consciousness accordingly. In almost every scenario you'll be allowed to take supps or do a qigong routine and be purified by that to some extent but you'll be doing it outside of the faith in Christ as your supply. You'll still be given vitality from these methods as they'd obviously have known effects on your field geometry but the point is which ideology are we serving here? Do we have faith in God to deliver us regardless of what we do or don't have. Christ raised the dead and even his apostles did through his power. They were chosen, they didn't choose him. Because they were chosen and they heard his voice and accepted that calling then they walked with God. Why are we any different. If you're a vessel fit to serve another master then you'll require other substances to attain vitality, otherwise you'll live off the word of God. Some will say that God would give you opportunities such as taking supps but I see these as examples of natural unfolding of their trajectory and not really something of explicit benefit. I took those supps in the past and felt their effects to gain experience and contrast to then better understand the power of the word of God which I'd not have had contrast for previously. You see.

There's different purposes for all this and the way our vitality is made manifest serves the will of God in his ways we don't know of. Fasting from the world I know is scriptural as Christ has said that fasting and prayer are the only way to cast out certain demons. Fasting obviously is one mechanism to face fire, but in my opinion it's the principle of facing fire that we should pay attention to, and that obviously prayer is really another way of facing the fire too as prayer isn't just wishing for things but really is like pathway work in facing our own limitations head on and feeling through them. Conventional ideas of prayer are still a thing but I don't believe it's exclusively that definition that applies for the context of self purification. The angels are said to pray without ceasing and their function is to glorify God. They accept the supply of God without entertaining any self exalting thoughts or ideas. Temptation serves them not. Temptation always leads to destruction. I've pointed out that the mechanics of RS are really correspondent to the phenomena of being blessed or cursed, though we're not really in all cases, though it can seem like that given that God gives and takes vitality at will and can use us for his means without us really knowing. Glorifying God is as simple as having thanks and to praise God at every opportunity for the things you have. He created all things and praising him for these things we have the privilege of experiencing warrants praise and gratitude.

What's the difference between praise and gratitude under an "I AM" perspective that conventional LOA preaches vs glorifying the one true God who created all things? You're not praising the creation but the creator and the specific God himself. Jesus Christ, the word. We do not diminish God to being a principle element of consciousness but to be a complete Godhead who has sovereign rights to make any decision he likes in his creation. Having gratitude for him and his authority in this world is praising God and glorifying him for he is the supreme king over all that ever has or ever will exist. We do not control God. God controls us and moved us to serve his will. Accepting that and praising him for his will is glorifying God. Take yourself off the pedestal and allow your life to reflect the glory of your Father. Allow yourself to simply be his sheep instead of trying to be a shepherd and exalt yourself. You can still make decisions and acts in the world that provide you nourishment and you can be a leader in group scenarios and such in the world without exalting yourself above God. The issue comes when you're thinking that your mechanical understanding of reality can bypass the power of God which disconnects you from the faith in him that's serving other gods. If you tap supply from anything other than your Father then you're serving those gods for they are ideologies personified. Ask yourself is this a righteous act? Is this what my Father would approve of? The sinner would rebel against this authority and think he's in control over his path in life. This is glorifying self and thinking you can bypass the law. God will probably allow you to go live that life without setbacks because that's where you heart is but that doesn't men you'll not face consequences. Do we get it? It's simply that if we serve God then we serve his law and his will and follow his guidance for us in our lives. This will more often than not mean cutting out everything that draws you away from God, no matter how much it burns. Who do you serve? God or mammon? Who and what ideology do you glorify?

We can allow ourselves to feel powerful and abundant and all this but never approach the temptations that this power can offer us and the opportunities to use this to sin. We contain that power within us for God to use through us. We're the perfect vessels for his will to be made manifest though. His perfect sheep. Have honour to be chosen and glorify God in that. Allow all the trash to burn away in the purifying fire. Fast from the world and allow your body to be the perfect temple for God to manifest though you. Accept his will for you. This simply would be like "I accept whatever happens to me out of righteous acts for it is to the glory of Christ who died for his own people that they are redeemed" or something like that. To drop personal stakes in the outcomes that may benefit you and allow the glory of God to manifest though you. It's to speak the truth and rebuke heresy. It's to call out the cultural degeneracy even if you're the only one in the room who sees it. Christ said to move from city to city and preach and if they don't receive you then simply move on and never dwell and have personal stakes in other peoples faith. You're not here to save anyone they're here to simply hear the word through you and your acts. You're not here to have personal stake that's pleasurable or beneficial to your senses in stimulating ways for this is what the temptations of the flesh desire. Being born under the Holy Spirit means we do not prioritise the physical senses but the spiritual wealth of vitality and righteousness under the observation of God.

This is simply my interpretation about what it means to glorify God and perhaps there's more here that I don't see yet, so take it or leave it. Following natural striving and following that inner truth, that knowing of correct decisions that value your vitality and ultimately to glorify God. The less you prioritise your own sensory stimulus the more you'll WANT to glorify God because the parasitic attachments we had to things in the world begin to lose importance, just like when manifesting other desires and allowing the seeds to naturally drop and unfold through us. This is why I believe that the real mechanism here is about facing the purifying fire and being ok with it. This is the ultimate surrendering of power to the will of God, regardless of how that looks in your life. You'll be willing to feel the burn of that fire in order to glorify God. You'll be willing to do it even though it might not benefit you at all, but you do it anyway because you want to focus so discreetly on serving Christ because you feel it within you. This desire to serve him and glorify him and in righteousness as Abraham did we expect nothing but will often be rewarded in the kingdom for such acts. This isn't salvation by works but that faith leads to works because the more faith we have the more we will accept being placed under the fire for the cause of glorifying God even if it costs us everything. This doesn't mean you will lose out in the world for living like such but it simply means that you have no stake in the outcome and any rewards in the world are because God decided to give them to you.

Be as Job. Be willing to lose everything and yet still glorify God and thank God for what you have even if it's nothing but still holding the breath of life to pray to him in that place. Read Job as an example of what a righteous man looks like. Have no stake in the outcome. Go all the way. Allow the purifying fire to burn and purify you from the inside out. All I can say is that the less stimulated you are in this world the more you will feel the spirit. This is all about cultivating vitality and space and awareness to serve either ideology, either God or mammon in this world. Who do you serve? What do your actions reflect? Where can we purify? Do pathway work on these subjects and allow whatever to come up and purify it. Feel through it no matter how much it burns. Accept it and own the fact that you sinned hard before and held onto that as comfort. Let it burn off. Drop it out and let it dissolve into nothing of importance to you. This is why we do pathway work and gazing and sit with the fire, and fast from the world. This is the work. Manifestation comes naturally out of this and we have no expectation or agenda of personal gain in this.

Sit in a dimly lit room with a candle near you and gaze at night sitting in seiza on the floor. Just gaze and feel the fire move through you. Allow it to unfold. Have no stake in the outcome and simply be moved towards your path. Own the fact that so much of our lives doesn't serve a righteous path and make changes to that and go all the way. This is what repentance is. Shifting out what you know doesn't work to serve God. This is a very very unpopular position to take but I see nothing but benefits when you frame it under a complete context of everything we've learned with RS.

Look if you want to fill yourself with vitality then just cut out all the trash and go all the way with it. You know what those are already but just do it. The harder you face the fire and go ALL THE WAY the more pronounced the benefits are. I've been on this path now for a good while and wake up NEEDING to go out for a run through the forest because the energy is just there. Train HARD and HARDER every time. Just go all the way., Face the fire. That principle will literally slingshot you above 99% of people. We've been conditioned by this trash that smarts is how you win but the fact is that the only way to "win" is to face the fire and purify yourself as we've clearly established. Cut out all the trash and just break your limits. Learn to be comfortable with less and feel the baseline level of acceptance move as you become more normalised in this place. Your faith will be unwavering. Get of Jewtube and any other online platform that sucks your attention up and place it into your work or gazing to cultivate space. Your time should be spent facing the fire and as a result of that reaping the rewards naturally instead of dumbing down your vitality through access to cheap stimulus. Don't justify it from the perspective of "R&D" because you know that's a cop out as much as I do. Why? Because I use to be there and that compromise really messed up my vitality for many years, even though I learned a ton. Balance here is required. Train hard then come back and study and use that time to expand your understanding. Train then learn. Facing the fire always comes first and then face the fire in your work. Push the limits like I've been doing here with RS. This should be an example.

Sleeping consistently and fasting before sleep and gazing before sleep every day without exception will skyrocket your results. Sleep is literally the most important factor in "implementing" the work you've done over the day. If you can't sleep well then get cleaned out by the fire. You know what to do. Just value your vitality and own it. Your cortisol is the antithesis to your vitality and when you're not sleeping well you'll be literally blocking access to nourishing current to purify your resistances. Sleep. Quality sleep. Get sleep sorted out and find triggers for bad sleep and purify then. Get all that trash out of your life for good and move past it because you KNOW it doesn't serve you. Gaze. Fast. Drink plenty of slightly salted water. Eat plenty of protein from organ meats which are dirt cheap even here at bitchers in Aus. You can feed yourself with more than enough nutrition that's going to tonify Jing for under $100 AUD a week easy. Eggs and organ meats and salmon and garlic and raw milk. They sell raw milk as "bath milk" in some places so you can still get it but it'll cost more though so that's optional. Don't go high fat that's going to mess more up than benefit you're better off with higher protein in a slight deficit. I also don't buy this dietary advice that Ra gives under PHS, though it can be helpful to understand the digestive thematic dynamics. Also if you eat high protein on a somewhat regular basis, say 3 times a day then you'll ensure that you'll not end up in a high cortisol state like doing one meal a day would cause that blocks purifying fire from cleaning out trash. I know the bible says that fasting is the way we cast out demons but I don't believe this should be done regularly and only in periods that are determined ahead of time. Have a set period of time each month do do extended fasts if you'll do that because one meal a day will weaken endocrine health. Taking fasting too far is an issue, you don't want to end up catabolic unless you're coming at this from a purely purifying perspective. OMAD isn't a sustained lifestyle, but it can benefit from a facing the fire purifying trash out perspective in a vacuum. Having small doses of carbs in those meals is fine too, which will actually benefit cortisol levels and promote a warming effect that activates spleen meridian which is a little secret I've learned over years of experimenting. Just live a natural common sense life. All goes back to less is more. I will add one note on sleeping. If you eat a small amount of carbohydrates, and I mean a small amount, like 20g tops, from sources like brown rice or something like whole grains or even some fruit, though it shouldn't be anything high in fructose so like berries would be my choice, this can benefit your sleep by providing something for the body to burn which raises nourishing current to the spleen and this warms the body and moves qi through you. Too many carbs and you'll probably go too far and get those stagnations which wake you up. Stagnations leading to heat are an issue with sleep, you want just a little "push" to your circuits if you're in a bad place. You don't need this is you're already sleeping well and deep. Just a small hit of carbs before bed, like 25 mins before or whatever. This is actually the principle many sleeping herbal formulas in TCM work with. Boosting yang and moving qi. You can do that with food, especially if its warming. Drinking warm relaxing tea before bed is good too if you want to go that way but it won't stick at least in my experience and won't benefit sleeping if you're waking up already. I'm not a supp buff but again if you're moved to do so then taking magnesium before sleeping will benefit you for sure. Mag warms spleen. Anything that warms spleen benefits sleep because it promises circulation of qi and transformation of substances to nourish your body in that sleep. Spleen MUST be warm at night and if the kidneys are weak then it won't be warm either so nourishing the kidney meridian will benefit too. Heart meridian warms as a result of those 2 and shouldn't be targeted individually unless it's in serious lack. Spleen and kidney warmth primarily relates to testosterone function as far as I know and liver and heart function relates to dopamine and nervous system function, primarily. Lung is just a supporting part but really it aids spleen so it plays more of a role in producing test over the nervous system stuff but of course the qi moves with the blood so they all work together.

Take whatever you want from that. Always remember that these methods are just means we have available to use if needed but we don't ultimately need them when we have Christ. If Christ moves you to take supps or whatever then so be it.

13/3/25

When you're around other people that are highly vital you almost have that rub off on you to some extent. HD would call this conditioning but I don't see that as a negative thing to be honest.

It almost feels like when you're in the "cleaning out" phase of purifying your field geometry it's going to mean you'll have a degree of edge that just has to come through you and compromising on that really holds back that purification. Been looking into autophagy again and connecting more of these fasting dots. Back in 2022 I did an extensive fast for almost 10 days and felt crazy good energy for like the first week. Every part of me was just "cleaning" if we'd call it that. The glow was real, but this as I said isn't sustainable and it causes test to fall over soon after if you don't feed properly. Autophagy cleans out fibroblasts for example and that's what improves natural collagen production but the thing is that collagen doesn't produce when cortisol is high which means when you're fasting extensively to produce more then you're really going in with false expectations because the autophagic process is purely a cleaning out cycle and nothing more. Autophagy is not rebuilding the body it's actually a breaking down of not self stuff which is what I said before about how the spleen transforms and transports fluids and in this case it's excess dampness which causes stagnation which can build up between the skin and the blood which in TCM is where the spleen works. TCM literally explains all these mechanics perfectly so if you actually want to grasp the mechanics of how these so called scientific terms relate to metaphysical and thematic dynamics then go study TCM. You can restore pretty much any bodily function to the degree that baseline Jing that's available in reserve can support. Autophagy and then living correctly is how you actually anti age without specific inner alchemical practises such as advanced theurgy or taking alchemical quintessence which I do not make or consume anymore. I spent almost 30k on that equipment with an industrial quality still and a 10kw boiler to power it then I had a bunch of probes in the fermentation kit to automate the timing of when collection needs to be made for the alchemical agent used to extract the quintessence from the material.

You see in my experience and the theory that I've studied it doesn't matter how much Jing tonic you take or how long you do seed retention cleanly I don't believe that you can restore it without fasting because that purifying fire NEEDS to burn out the not self stuff without overlays covering up that fire. Christ gives and takes vitality freely and it's all based on facing the truth of your faith in him to carry you through the times of trial and disregarding the desires for stimulus for the senses. That is biblical. Fasting and dissolving the lusts of the flesh are really one in the same thing, and this cleans your vessel to be capable of holding more spirit. I do believe that containing more of the Holy Spirit requires your entire circuit to be proportionate and not just the lower circuits of the yin substances. The Shen needs to be nourished or you'll not be able to become negentropic. Now instead of approaching this from a mechanical view under the inner alchemy TCM perspective I'm going to approach this from a biblical perspective of minimising all external influences or deliberate inner alchemy processes to cultivate this spirit. I personally believe that applying these mechanisms to tap into the spirit leads you to a different supply than Christ. I can't prove that but from what I understand about faith and the bible it's clear to me that faith in Christ leads one to all miracles and not a mechanical understanding and application of that on an inward basis. We allow God to freely give and take vitality at will, and if we get none then we accept that and let it be so. Prayer and fasting is what the bible prescribes us to do to cast out demons, or not self stuff that shouldn't be there which manifests as those personifications. Literal demons can be metaphysically represented as these dampness patterns and other deficiencies or stagnations or even excesses ew face, though they're very real because of how self recursion works and the ideology that manifests as these symptoms in us. Prayer and fasting is all we need in reality which is true as I've explained the mechanics of that. Fasting breaks down and raises purifying fire and prayer manifests the results of faith in us through the Holy Spirit which is nourishing to the now cleared channels. Fasting clears the dampness and prayer provides the nourishing vitality as the supply from the Jing unfolding which is what I said that if God plans for us to have vitality then we will naturally attain it. It's all according to his will. If we are moved to fast and have continuous prayer then that's what we should manifest according to the mechanics but as with all things there's a determined path that we must accept regardless of the outcome the mind may want.

The principle of facing the fire is universally required to purify consciousness but the ideology that you are nourished by through the seeds within you is where the difference changes between vessels fit for destruction and those for faith and righteousness. Remember what Paul said about the potter and the clay. Is God unrighteous? "God forbid" he says. God chose Paul even though Paul was one of the Pharisees when he lived as Saul. He was still chosen to minister to the lost sheep despite his history and of course this was for the purpose of the plan of God so the whole idea that we can reverse our age is all depending on what God has planned for us so that our role may inspire others to act according to his will and his plan then in observing and learning from your process, just like we learned from Paul. We should expect nothing but yet follow the righteous path regardless because we feel that it's the right thing to do and to accept the fire we may or may not face in that wake.

14/3/25

Moses Hess (who took part in founding communism in the early stages) published a book called "Rom and Jerusalem" in 1862.

Here he quotes "Judaism as a nationality has a natural basis which cannot be set aside by mere conversion to another faith as is the case with other religions. A Jew belongs to his race and consequently also to Judaism, in spite of the fact that he or his ancestors have become apostates. The converted Jew remains a Jew no matter how much he objects to it". Right there is yet more demonstration of writings about the Jewish seed line in disguise.

Ze'ev Jabotinsky who was part of the Zionist revisionist movement wrote in 1904 "A few years ago I asked myself: where does our deep rooted feeling of national self identity originate? I studied this question in depth and answered: in the blood. The feeling of national self identity is ingrained in the mans blood, in his physical racial type and only in it. Preservation of national identity is possible only under conditions where racial purify is preserved and or that we need a territory of our own in which our people will be the decisive majority".

15/3/25

I don't have a lot to report on today other than that I'm just going harder with the process and reaping the rewards. We all know what that process is now. I'm healing stuff I've been stuck with for like 3-4+ months suddenly. I've also been taking mega dose royal jelly lately. I don't have an exact gram amount because I'm basically eating 3 overflowing teaspoons every day now which I'd guess is around 35g+ and let me tell you the energy is offff the charts like it's insane. Problem is I've noticed periodic nausea so I should probably back it off a bit because I've had this when going too hard with the RJ too fast even back when I took just 2 full teaspoons a day but now they're literally overflowing to the point where each teaspoon would easily be 12g or even more. Praying more frequently and gazing periodically when I'm out. Gazing when walking around becomes an almost automatic thing when you're use to it. Just my tips. Never go too hard on the RJ if you're taking it, always work up because I had intense nausea for like 6 hours one night and couldn't sleep. Funny thing is whenever you're taking mega dose you'll still get juiced up and have INSANE libido and energy and glow and all that stuff. It's costly but I personally find this stuff to be more powerful than anything else I take + it's a Jing tonic so you can't beat that for lifespan boosting and bringing out of you what needs processing in doing pathway work and gazing and such. Also I believe that the RJ when taking mega dose you should be going all out in other ways too and not just using it in a vacuum, because the benefits are almost exponential. Pray for vitality every day. Go all out.

16/3/25

So I've been looking at the endocrine and nervous system function side of things more lately and I see nothing but benefits from helping those systems function better. As I've said those systems relate very closely to kidney and liver and heart meridian function and to an extent spleen too. Lung also plays a role but less so, that's more for the qi side of things which is important but I see blood and kidney yang as the primary substances which nourish the lower circuits the most. Blood and or qi deficiency/stagnation and such is massively common and I believe is a big part of why people are stuck in negative cycles. Honestly this whole working with the unconscious mind is mostly about optimising your nervous and endocrine health which is obviously what's under attack by the filthy little creatures called Jews. Naturally speaking I believe that way back in bible days that men were SIGNIFICANTLY more juiced up than they are today. Like the average men today is totally a poor depleted little sod who's got every excuse under the sun for depletion when in fact this shouldn't be the case if you're well nourished and really living the natural lives we should without all this synthetic trash invading your lower circuits and disrupting the natural uptake of various nutrients into cells to manifest the psychological state which comes out of that. I can't prove that of course but I also believe that it's easier to conventionally sin when you're more juiced up with vitality because your body will move you to want to be more egoistic or lust to an extent which is where the real purification and test comes to.

When you're depleted you've got a different state of living with the available vitality because you'll almost need to "try" when applying yourself in the world as opposed to just having the energy present to use when it's needed. This means that opportunity to sin will also be more readily available too as I said, just in more intense and visceral ways. This is why gazing is EXTREMELY important when you're really cultivating vitality because when you're more juiced up you'll have way more available vitality to use in purifying resistance you run into. This is the key factor in actually "manifesting" naturally because your thematic supply demand will be amplified by this. You'll have the available currents to provide supply for what the receptive side is looking for in polarity. It's simply that the more vitality you've got access to in nourishing your circuits then the more "attractive" you become, much like how I use to talk about how generators especially require a more powerful sacral to act like a magnet for abundance. People will WANT to change for you, just like how you changed for other people before because they had more "value" then you felt and thus you'd be willing to compromise to have access to their supply. This is how it works. There's no mind magic involved it's all metaphysics and alchemy as has really always been the case. I look at case studies and I notice a LOT of people who mention valuing their vitality getting significantly easier abundance showing up as a result. I don't think that this is a coincidence because as I've said manifestation as we've been taught about the whole sense of self idea doesn't really work in a vacuum but that when you're able to nourish your circuits then the corresponding psychological elements which are then nourished you'll automatically begin to think better about yourself and have more confidence and all these things we think we need to condition ourselves to integrate and experience on a mental level. Those things come through you automatically. The people who do LOA stuff in a vacuum are simply raising available vitality to nourish those areas that normally wouldn't be nourished and often this is the case more with women than men from my studies. They don't have as much of a rising current and so targeting is more beneficial in that case, but again it's still the same fundamental mechanics. If doing mental awareness stuff to target channels and nourish them with available vitality then obviously you'll feel relived but this of course requires you to feel through it, which both male and female have to do anyway.

It's just so much more abundantly obvious to me that valuing your nervous and endocrine function plays like 80-90% of the part in the sense of self stuff, but obviously in order to value those things you'll have to face the fire and burn off habits that don't benefit you so regardless of assumptions you'll have to be forced to face the fire. Fasting is literally in my experience and on a mechanical level the most reliable way to deeply clean stagnation of synthetic substances. I've done studies into liver health specifically and found there to be less data in that case supporting fasting to benefit liver toxicity and from my study fasting also raises bilirubin which if it's already high like in my case years back then you can have brain issues from extensive fasting in those scenarios. Drinking more water when fasting under a case like that is required, but I suggest drinking tons of water anyway when cleaning yourself out because it's motivating for synthetic trash to be excreted. From a TCM perspective urination is the most reliable elimination pathway for liver dampness which is why most herbs which counter liver or gall or any dampness really are diuretics and often will contain natural sodium to act as the osmotic switch to pull out waste fluids from cells. This is also why having functional kidney health from the perspective of kidney yang and even yin is required for the yang to break down or separate the fluids inside the cells that are trash and replace that with nourishing fluids. I'm sure you can get the picture as to the metaphysics of how sweating works and such now. This is why when you're hot you sweat, because kidney yang pulls out water from the cells quite literally. Whenever your kidney yang is moving you'll have cellular metabolism increase too as this manifests as ATP function in mitochondria but that's also partly the role of qi. Sweating is catabolic usually but that's good for purging not self trash. Anabolic function is the opposite which builds. Catabolic requires yang. Anabolic requires yin, though it's not a clear cut polarity when we're talking about various boy functions because different substances which manifest from yin or yang play their role in various circuits for the different functions we'd talk about. As I said for example sleep isn't just relying on yin because your spleen warmth is also required to move that yin around in transforming and transporting blood and other substances through the body when sleeping which is actually why people who sleep bad can often have yang issues even if their yin is top notch.

This is the complex nature of inner alchemy and applying that to the phenomena of manifestation is something that I don't think anyone else has done as far as I know. I'll say that most men who are depleted and weak and filled with synthetic trash that cannot manifest abundance are probably unable or unwilling to face the fire which as I said is a catabolic function that hurts but it's required for rebuilding in a new structure to unfold. How did the miracle healings of Christ work then? Well God is God and can manifest anything instantly so who knows. There's not enough data about them, it might've taken a few minutes or it might've been instantly and they might've felt pain temporarily or not, it doesn't say so we don't know. What I do know is that for us to break down not self trash it requires facing fire, feeling the pressure and the uncomfortable and often painful sensations associated with breaking down resistance on a literal cellular level metaphysically speaking. Thinking that you can get around this process is sheer ignorance and I refute anyone who thinks that all you need to do is overlay resistive trash with positive current without feeling through and catabolising the not self stuff which needs moving first, You don't paint over a wound and think you've healed it just because you've temporarily made it go away. If you are so nourished and filled with vitality then perhaps you can do a one and done but that's rarely the case. The most reliable process to break down resistance is to feel through it, to run that fire up against it and allow the crystallised not self trash to break down so that it can then be transformed and transported for the nourishing substances to replace it. When you're fasting you're mostly focusing on breaking down not self stuff and if available nourishing current (that might've always been available anyway but couldn't nourish those resistances because you isn't stimulate breakdown in those channels by feeling through them) is sufficient then you'll naturally have an automatic cleaning out and nourishing of what the seeds are unfolding through you naturally anyway.

How could NG explain these processes with psychological states? Well he couldn't. He had no idea what to do with negative feelings because he pretty much never wrote on how to feel them. He never wrote on pathway work or gazing for the function of purification. His writings on gazing in "out of this world" that I quoted was about imagining the wish fulfilled. If there's no breakdown required then this would probably play out such an experience but as I said almost nobody in this world is clean especially from the western world who have been conditioned with all the Jewish cultural trash and eat trash and drink trash and all this other synthetic stuff.

So this goes way back to the original idea. People back in the days of David were way more vital than we are today. As I've said endlessly just look at collective testosterone levels in men and attention spans and mental health. Obviously the Jewish banking system is designed to make us depleted through the depletion of resources and such so that's a factor too but the end result is a people that's so massively depleted at baseline when this was never how we're suppose to be. The baseline now it's like wayyyyyyyyy lower than people back then. The current conditions of vitality is what has opened up the natural unfolding of what we see in LOA becoming super popular. It's because it's easy, it's the way that people don't need to push the limits and face the fire because they think feeling good is all there is. It's not like we have to forever face intense fire but it's the to the degree that we have not self trash still stuck then it'll be required and there's no getting around that' Only the power of Christ can overcome these alchemical conditions. This is why I've said prayer is really the way to go when it comes to purifying resistance. yeah we can talk about inner alchemy and how to do it to dissolve not self stuff but ultimately nothing in that context can come close to the power of healing that God can provide when you are blessed directly, if that's his will. Some of us may pray forever and never be blessed and we cannot earn that through works. Faith in him and the desire to glorify him is scripturally how we should be favoured by God but once again it's all up to his will so pray and expect nothing. Simply pray because you feel the desire to do so. That's why it's so powerful because you're not doing anything to get anything, which is what the inner alchemy stuff is mostly about. We feel bad and want to feel better, so we face the fire. Prayer is a totally selfless application. Both really are to some extent but prayer especially. If God wants to bless you then you'll be blessed, if not then you won't be. Plain and simple. Paul did speak on God bering perfect in his judgement so suffering is never for nothing. If he doesn't answer you for decades until one day out of nowhere when you weren't doing anything to earn it he may bless you, because that was his will and he needed you to go through that suffering to provide the contrast to allow his impact in the blessing to drive you into what you'll play out after at that time. Everything happens for a reason and that's to manifest according to his will for each of us and all we can do is accept that.

So you know now why we have to face the fire. Facing the fire requires us to feel through the literal pulling out of trash from our circuits because you're literally breaking yourself down. Ideally you'd not want to lodge trash in there because that's what depletes Jing the most but of course because we live in a world run by filthy disgusting Jews it's almost impossible to avoid. We can make the most of our available Jing today here and now by nourishing ourselves and accepting the feeling of the fire to burn out all that trash causing us to break down faster than we otherwise would. Hydration is extremely important when fasting. Always remember that. These dry fast people should only ever apply that when you're trying to break down the deepest levels of your resistance. Too hard too fast will cause stagnations and your sleep will get messed up because you'll put huge burdens on the detox organs. The alchemist always talked about this too when taking quintessence. Always drink a lot of water when taking quintessence regularly because you'll require the smooth flow to carry it out and not burn more Jing than you'd need to. I believe quintessence boosts both Jing and the minister fire directly because it most often benefits lucidity and sleeping and all that which often comes as a result of having larger amounts of qi nourishing the cells and of course the subtle levels. There's no real explanation I've heard from anyone on that so I'm just guessing but it seems that this is how it works. Better sleep is because your minister fire is warming and the blood is anchoring the shen and the other intelligences, if we're talking about TCM perspective that is. The blood is also required to be nourished for the mind to be "anchored" and not circulating with breaks in nourishment which causes you to wake up in stress. There's so many factors I couldn't diagnose someone based onw hat they tell me really. You need extensive tests to know exactly, unless you're talking about a TCM practitioner who's had decades of experience.

So it seems to me that age regeneration so to say requires us not just to take Jing supps like royal jelly but also to be willing to break down not self stuff and in that then stimulate regeneration because just having available Jing won't do anything without the stimulation of regrowth, or anabolism. We must break down under pressure to rebuild it seems This is how red light therapy works for cells, and derma pens for skin and hair and hypertrophy for muscles and all those mechanisms of triggering a catabolic breakdown to then restore that with what's available in vitality to nourish those circuits. We're really breaking ourselves down and rebuilding ourselves with this idea. It makes me think this is all a Jewish ideology though, because it's the same principles they work by, but of course we'd do this naturally anyway when working ourselves hard to build more fitness for example regardless of the ideology you live by. It still makes me wonder who you're serving with accepting this as a way of restoring vitality but it's such a grey area that I don't know really. Christ heals all wounds and restores all lost vitality. Nobody else. That's what I know. God is God and allows all to unfold according to his will, including evil which serves it's role in revealing who's who to drive his will forward. I really do believe that all the marketing put into these other modalities to work the inner alchemical process is still conforming to the Jewish ideology of rebuilding ourselves in our own image at the very core, but that there's probably leeway here that would be inspired by God to play this out in an acceptable manner for some. I don't know really, I just see that ideology in so much of the modern world and knowing where it came from makes me question the entire nature of deliberately applying inner alchemy for transformation. All transformation would come through Christ in a world without Jewish influence, nobody else. That's what I mean, so it seems to me that these modalities and knowledge of how they work that I've revealed is here to serve a function. That's also what I know to be the case, because it's biblical as we explored. In a world without what we have things would be different in how we attain supply, but since this is the world we live in it's almost like a purification on an ideology level to see who you're going to tap supply from in this world and which ideology you're accepting as how you make decisions. This is why the bible says that prayer and fasting casts out the strongest of demons, or not self trash. Prayer and fasting seems to open up the pathways to reveal themselves to you for purification to unfold.

Christ sis say we do not live by bread alone but by his word. His word is our vitality according to scripture. This is why faith in him is the ultimate supply because as sons of God we are serving the most high and only we can do that. If you're a son of God and yet rely on these modalities to stimulate regeneration then what does that point to in who you serve? Relying on the things of the world to provide access to that supply. This sounds like what NG says, about relying on imagination, but we know the difference and that imagination is not God and that the true God of the bible is Jesus Christ who died to wash away sins for us. This in itself, the cleaning by his blood is itself an alchemical purification process. The inner alchemy supplied by Christ in that sense is a test of faith which cannot be faked and regeneration should come through this method of confessing sin and prayer for his glory. You see? It's the same principle alchemical functions but the supply of vitality is different and that supply you tap depends on who you serve and the ideology attached to that. Someone with no faith in Christ would seek these modalities I listed to restore themselves but someone with full faith in Christ wouldn't need them because of that washing of their blood by the blood of Christ. That seems to be the inner alchemy of the bible at least according to how I'm seeing it. I could be wrong but I don't think so given all the reasoning here. Totally open to interpretation but that's just how things make sense given all the available data.

Pushing yourself physically engages the same purifying process as the psychological ones, just perhaps targeting different thematic elements. It doesn't matter how intellectual sound someone is, if they're depleted on vitality then it won't matter at all. Your unconscious runs the show.

Pushing the limit seems to be what this is really about. Going to that line where the box of comfort is and going beyond that. Said it many times but this applies on all levels. If you want to normalise something then pushing the limit of what's doable for you is how you "become" that person.

Prolactin seems to get secreted whenever you feel "satiated" and complete in your work. It's like the reward for getting something which then puts water on the minister fire to tell it to calm down. When you eat you get it too, so simple things can cause it. Basically avoiding pressure prevents transformation because it'll secrete prolactin and your test will return to a lower level which will in turn drop the amount of fire you feel in transformation to burn off not self stuff, which is why it's called facing the fire. I find that streaks of active work without compromise has EXPONENTIALLY more purifying effect than on and off. Being consistently pushing limits will inevitably transform resistance to a significantly greater degree than being half in half out. The more you go all the way the harder your transformation will be but at the same time the less prolactin you'll secrete which means that fire will keep you moving and naturally you'll be driven by natural striving to unfold your seeds. Does this mean we should always be juiced up? No. Your body needs time to rest and restore as I said before with the anabolic vs catabolic processes. What I really mean is go all the way to the point where you've satisfied the compromise patterns you know you've been stuck with. GO ALL THE WAY! Use the available vitality to purify that trash and break it down and transform that resistance into nourishing experiences which of course then leads to the satisfaction where prolactin can show up and the yin side can start to play its part in sinking you into that satiated state. Your vitality will be available to move you through what you need to move through. As I said facing the fire requires the minister fire to raise and run into and up against the resistance but if that fire is weak then you'll be unable to transform it, or at least not to any significant degree. This is why being passive and having no drive is a massive issue when it comes to actually making changes in fulfilling compromise patterns. LOA keeps you in that complacent state because it justifies being lazy pretty much. If Imagination in the natural unfolding through you is played out in conjunction with the available vitality then the movement you make will be quite literally perfect for "manifesting" what's there. You'll run up against the contrast with courage and go through it because the drive is present. It won't seem "big" to the point where it'll stop you from progressing. If you do the same thing while having low TEST then you'll probably back out and see it as too big to approach. Courage comes from TEST. Without a functional endocrine system then you've got a depleted minister fire which is what is required to break down those resistive patterns metaphysically speaking. LOA will only take you as far as your available vitality can allow you to naturally unfold the seeds within, and beyond that you'll hit a wall.

Quite simply if you aren't willing to go all the way and push your limits then the limits can never be broken and transformed.

17/3/25

Seriously. Pushing limits results in growth. No change unless you go and push that box. People who "manifest' apply this principle. This IS sense of self refinement. Plain and simple. Anyone who says otherwise is an ignorant fool who needs to get schooled. I simply cannot see for the life of me any other method that's reliably able to "attract" people into doing what you want. The thoughts will come through you because you're totally open to them and because the available vitality is significant you'll have ample supply for them to play off. No way around it. Manifestation works for those who are vital and abundant within. That's what sense of self is and pushing the limits of your comfort zones that show up in pathway work and gazing and anywhere else is how you refine that. It's that simple. There's no magic methods it's ALL about pushing limits. ALL of it without exception. That's my final conclusion.

18/3/25

Seems that autophagy only "stops" when you have a spike in insulin, which is a substantive storage hormone which gathers nutrients and holds onto them, or really puts them into storage. So basically the longer you keep the fire going the longer you'll break down not self stuff and through sleep those will be restored so long as spleen and other meridian functions are operating well. I remember hearing like 3 years ago about when you eat stuff like butter which is mostly just fat and minimal carbohydrates that you'll stay in autophagy. Fats are the fuel source that doesn't spike insulin and thus continues to keep cells open to cleaning through autophagy. This is just another layer when it comes to facing the fire. Unless you're seriously blocked up like I was then you'd probably be better off in this "manifestation" process doing a process like this with minimal spike in insulin. Thing is I've heard that extensive fasts, or really extensive times without insulin spiking in response to carbohydrate intake, that cortisol increases which of course will diminish the fire that burns out trash because cortisol increase is literally dumping water on the minister fire and in fact follows insulin spikes too so that makes sense given my model from a TCM perspective which is like "drowning out the fire" and making the ground all muddy pretty much. I will look deeper into this. Feels like I'm connecting more TCM dots to inner alchemy and other processes we can apply to amplify benefits of gazing and such. Also need to note that pushing limits while in the autophagic state will also amplify the burn off effect too. The more you get into that state of allowing the spleen to break down not self trash then the faster you'll dissolve what's not self but always remember to drink tons of water and maintain electrolytes because they literally transport these substances in and out of cells. I know that autophagy can restore fibroblast function which improves collagen productions in the skin significantly which is literally anti aging for the external layer so it makes me think that autophagy is able to transport more blood and qi to the periphery (especially blood because that's the yin substance that grows and nourishes your skin and hair and nails and stuff) which in turn I would believe implies that the inner most organs and circuits would also be well nourished. Does it restore Jing? I don't think so because as far as I know there is no way to do that outside of full scale inner alchemy or by the grace of God. I do believe however that this process can significantly diminish the depletion of Jing though.

Considering Christ said specifically that prayer and fasting is the most powerful way to clear demons aside from his grace then I think we should take heed and follow his guidance. God literally told us that fasting and prayer is the trick. Anyone has access to apply these things.

On the cortisol raised when fasting thing, I believe it's actually a response from the body in clearing out trash that's like "burdening" the liver and other organs that process these cytotoxic substances which require usually urination to get excreted. This is once gain why you should drink tons and tons of water if you're doing this because without that elimination pathway available to drain dampness then you'll get blocked up and have blood pressure and even spleen issues probably like I did, spherocytosis aside. I just have more overhead when it comes to having dampness to remove vs someone who doesn't have spherocytes but either way drinking more is a requirement for the elimination of dampness. Go cook steak in a pan and then put water in it and tip that water out after it's been in the fats from the mat. What colour is it? Dark yellow. That right there is exactly what you're eliminating as the "dampness" I talk about. Usually when you're on a ketogenic streak you'll be doing this same process of "rinsing" out the dampness and not self stuff from the circuits that's causing mental and thus thematic warping in your signature which can throw off the unconscious aspect of how functional your manifestations will be. That's just my assumption of course but it makes sense. Either way I believe that the raise in cortisol when doing fasts which blocks testosterone and such hormones is because the fire is basically being snuffed out by it's own breakdown product that you're not flushing out properly. Pretty much the fast will only induce cortisol to the degree that you're able to effectively enable the spleen to function properly, which is also why many people who do long fasts talk about being unable to sleep well because it's unable to transform and transport without the pathways being available to do so. The alchemist made it abundantly clear that when taking quintessence of any form really that you'll require a lot more water or you'll probably end up in a bad place because it kicks this cellular cleaning into high gear. Quintessence especially the Mellissa one will pretty much force autophagy by the sounds of it with or without fasting. Perhaps that's why they called it a rejouvenative to extend lifespan because it acts on these principles I talk about here. I've not taken it for long enough to know really because making the stuff is an extremely tough process without having contaminants in it which can cause their own risks. Making it isn't too too tough but making a perfectly pure batch is very very challenging. That's why I bought an industrial scale still with a multi stage reflux column to ensure I get 97-95% pure ethanol. The longer you run it though the less the purity is high and it goes down so this is why it takes ages to get fully pure quintessence and is very very very very very very very costly in power, especially in this country where we pay literally thousands of dollars to run this thing. It needs its own 32 amp 3 phase power circuit because it uses almost 7200 watts. People think that quintessence is something simple to make but it's not even close this stuff is a nightmare to make pure.

Just found a research paper that speaks about a 10 day water fast increasing autophagy activity in fat cells implying that inflammation is being "opened up" to be processed when before it was more or less held onto in the fat cells because it's more stable there, with fat being yin and all and dense. This signals to me that water fasting for extensive times causes the spleen to manifest these immune system (waste removal system and not a "protection" system like Jewish funded ideology proposes) functions which pretty much go into the fat cells and pull out all the held trash that shouldn't be there thus "increasing" inflammation markers but only for that time. This demonstrates my assumption before that autophagy and fasting raises the fire to literally break down dampness (excess not self stuff that's held onto because it cant excrete it otherwise so it binds it in fat cells to stabilise it to not destroy the organs) and this inflammation is a manifestation of that. They also found that lipolysis didn't activate which makes me believe that fat cells won't get burned unless the toxic trash held inside them is excreted to not damage the organs. Interesting study. As I've said most of this relates to spleen function, and at a baseline level the testosterone as kidney yang or minister fire. Testosterone actually went down by around half, free available test that is which is available to bind. The depletion of free test implies to me that it's held back because it's not able to be utilised due to the autophagic functions breaking down trash in fat which is a spleen meridian bottleneck and not a kidney meridian bottleneck. I believe that boosting spleen qi and drinking more water would amplify this process, though that's jus my assumption.

The lesson here is that I believe that Jing tonics and yin tonic won't really have the same beneficial effects when you're already stuffed up with all this trash that's held onto still because those tonics would only amplify the holding onto not self trash further, at least if you continue living the same way. There can be benefits in other ways like amplifying test if liver yang is excessive by amplifying liver yin and blood as a product of kidney yin but that's just my assumption. That would manifest as higher DHT because most of my study into pattern hair loss that I faced before is mostly due to higher DHT from liver damp heat which is manifest as almost all the same signs as higher DHT would imply, so my assumption is that excessive liver dampness and yang manifests as this almost pathogenic effect with higher DHT levels which is a transformation from free test (kidney yang) into liver heat that can invade other circuits in a pathogenic manner. Having "enough" DHT is good because you want functional liver yang when you need it to break limits and stuff but too much implies a lack of anchoring yin in the liver and or kidney meridians to hold back that pathogenic expression. This I believe is why pattern hair loss occurs with DHT attacking the hair follicles in the scalp and the hormones in the scalp getting "stuck" because excessive liver yang literally forces the "steam" from the minimal available yin to pretty much excessively heat the follicles which causes them to shrink and fall out due to the blood literally being boiled out from excessive liver yang where it shouldn't be. This also explains the V or M shaped pattern because it moves along the gall bladder meridian up through the exact areas where it would cause shedding around temples. That's my explanation for pattern hair loss in men that nobody else seems to be able to explain and all blame it on genetics but I don't think that 30% of men have trash genes that's stupid ignorant nonsense. These people, including myself when I faced it, had no built anchor. I was born with liver blood deficiency and dampness though so to some extent it can be genetic but it can resolved with the right directions unlike what they believe. Only like a fraction of a percentage of people with pattern hair loss face a genetic component so the idea has been fully explained here. DHT blockers also can't stop it long term and only work temporarily for most men because DHT isn't obviously the issue the deficiency is the issue that the excessive liver yang (specifically high levels of DHT and not the hormone in a vacuum because without it you'd not grow the same masculine traits) only makes worse because it becomes pathogenic in excess. Free DHT measurements can be low in people with pattern hair loss but still have tons of it in the scalp especially and the reason why is because of the steam raising phenomena I just spoke about. It might not be taken up in the cellular androgen receptors in the body (either due to insensitivity or just being in competition for binding with other hormones taking precedent) but if you took a scalp sample you'd find massively high levels of DHT binding to those hair follicle receptors for the terminal hairs specifically, which is why they're darker than vellus hairs. Either way excessive liver yang causes all kinds of issues and it's because the anchor is gone, the yang requires balance from the yin and the blood requires nourishment for liver yang to be contained. These guys with massive pumps that have high DHT have guaranteed degrees of either excessive liver yang or a wavering supply of yin. They'd need yin to build substance of course but the pathway that it's activated through wouldn't be nourishing the liver properly. Kidney yin deficiency doesn't always imply depleted liver blood or yin, though they can lead into each other of chronic.

TCM rant on things docs don't get out f their utter incompetence to understand common sense metaphysical principles and are unwilling to consider studying TCM.

I said ages back that the way you restore Jing naturally is by unfolding the Jing correctly and opening the doorway to vitality. Well I still stand by that, and if we're looking at this from a mechanical perspective than we're going to need to dissolve not self trash in order for that process to even take of f the ground. It seems that all these people in LOA with so called limiting beliefs are still stuck with trash they don't need. So in my opinion first breaking down not self trash by being boxes, and facing the fire, is paramount in actually beginning to shift your "state" as they call it. I prefer to call it your state of nourishment or vitality because we recognise that the thematic channels which attain nourishment will manifest corresponding thoughts on a psychological level. The other part of that is ideology. Which ideology do we serve? Do we serve God or do we serve the satanic self exalting view. From there we can determine where things go. I know that quintessence aids in removal of trash and on top of that also nourishes those circuits in combination. So with that in mind we must be able to replicate this process internally using other methods, namely prayer and fasting as the bible suggests. On top of that the real work I believe comes down to going through in unfolding natural striving. Thing is that as I've said before in my bible study notes that the elect are determined to play certain roles, at least on a macro level. Are their lives all pre-determined? Well I really don't know but I believe that if you're suppose to die at a certain time then you'll end up experiencing that and that this was the will of God for a purpose that was to his glory. This is what we must accept, and that death is probably inevitable for everybody when it comes to the physical level. Bing in Christ means immortal live because you're resurrected and there is no death as he promised. This is why he probably says prayer and fasting are the top tools for this job. Faith in him can manifest all miracles. He gives and takes faith as I've said endlessly. With this in mind what can we do? Live the lives we're moved to live. Period. That's it. Compromise will not be tolerated.

We're not here to live forever, This isn't how we're suppose to live anyway. We fell from paradise and became ashamed. If the life is in the blood and the blood of Christ is the only pure blood there is then we can understand the alchemy here. Fasting and prayer.

Thematic sequence is like genetic sequence is the unfolding of the Jing. Jing is genetic inheritance. The genes get messed up as you "age" and the thematic sequence gets warped and thus the doorway to vitality closes over time. How do you keep the door open? Why is it closing at all? Playing the wrong notes. What else? What does this mean practically? What is playing the wrong notes? Playing the wrong notes is because of distortion in the sequence that's not in resonance with the supply which is like a constant supply that you're gradually disconnecting from and out of resonance with. Biblically what is this? It's really how you're designed. I honestly believe that serving a satanic ideology to the full extent that's natural for you can indeed provide a doorway to be opened but that needs to be your sequence. For the Israelites and whomever else, I'd assume at least, then you need to play the track of God that you're designed to play. Now I really don't believe that you can attain vitality infinitely living an unhealthy life from a common sense perspective. I just don't. If you don't push limits you're going to age and die. The common threads between dissolving not self trash to get in resonance requires burning off anything that would distort your signature. Why would it not? What if you've got genetic disease then? Well leave it up to God and his grace to provide a pathway to manifest it away, or not. It's all his divine will. No matter what though facing the fire is the first step. The genes that were used to build your body must be clear to manifest and have the available substance to actually be made manifest then without distortion which would be the clear thematic sequence. It's not JUST actions and decisions and all this, it's manifest as the natural unconscious drives that come through you which then move you to WANT to make certain decisions you believe comes from your free will but as we know comes from the influence of thousands of factors. The mental conditioning gets in the way of that natural unfolding because your body isn't clear in it's function. The Jing that's held in reserve your life gradually depletes as we know and that happens because you're causing the genes to manifest incorrectly. If we can provide nourishment by first clearing the pathways and out of that then providing the substance required to formulate what that gene would require to manifest and thus you rebuild what's potential.

This was my thought process way back when I did remedial massage training at TAFE in 2019 actually. I remember sitting at lunch thinking that very sequence of thoughts, or at least very similarly. It's been like 6 years. Crazy. I don't see any other biochemical explanation that would make sense. Taking pills and all this supplementation trash is pointless is the channels aren't clear. The Daoist alchemy text I read ages back told me that the first step is to clear the channels. It makes total sense. It also said that you require months of seed retention. Why? Because the seed contains the substances and the genetic potential for those specific genes to be made manifest. Thing is that they do it under the ideology of self exaltation and turning yourself inside out to create your own reality within as I've spoken about before. It's a satanic ideology that's totally devoid of Christ and the power of God. He gives and takes all power willingly. So what more is there other than this process here. Fasting from the world in all forms to burn away not self trash and when you're able to recover then you introduce a clean and pure environment that's correct for your unfolding and out of that hold all required substances and their transformations to facilitate expression of the genes that restore youth and the original template. I believe that the spiritual body Paul talks about relates to this, and the alchemist has spoken about this too but believes it's the etheric template that's the stellar body which you inherit when you merge with the higher genius. No matter how you slice it, we require pushing the limits to induce burn off of not self trash and out of that then the introduction of pure substances to build back who we are. I believe this can be done under the blood of Christ alone for his blood is pure blood and the only pure blood on earth for he lived the perfect thematic unfolding before he died which is why we can be cleaned of sins in faith in his power and glory. Exalting God exalts yourself passively, as contradicting as that sounds to how inner alchemy works generally. Tapping supply from God provides us another pathway towards immortality as he promises us who have faith in his word, AKA Christ. This is the righteous path towards immortality which is only granted to you because you were meek and accepted your place in creation instead of trying to play God and recreate yourself in your own image like the Jewish ideology promised. How do we do it then? Fasting and prayer. Fasting from the Jewish sponsored world and prayer in glorifying Christ and the admission of sin, which is feeling through your genetic errors as thematic dissonance you played in the past which takes you out of the ideology and supply of Christ with his blood which purifies you. Perhaps his blood is a doorway to vitality supply on a yin level, and that prayer is the substantive aspect of immortality which compliments the fasting which obviously cannot be faked. Someone who's loving the lusts of the flesh won't want to fast because it feels like you're burning yourself up from the inside quite literally. Fasting and prayer cannot be faked they must be gone through under that pressure so it's alchemically sound.

I don't know how else you could explain it. Perhaps there's more I am missing. Who knows. God knows. Fast to break down not self trash. Prayer to wash yourself with his blood and nourish you with his vitality. Serve his will and tap his supply. How else could it work?

We know that your sex hormones have a lot to do with aging. This is what TCM says basically. Jing unfolds into minister fire and the fuel for it. These both represent your ability to express the genes of youthfulness. If we don't LIVE those genes as in push ourselves physically then those genes don't manifest and those supplies cannot be tapped. This is something. If someone with high test lives a life that's highly active and energised vs someone who's sedentary and sits all the time then who's going to live longer? The person who expresses those genes more, obviously, because the pathways for purification AND substantive expression are being used. This is why I say that being active is literally what it means to be youthful. You can't do that as you age because the SUBSTANCE for the fuel on that fire is depleted. The fire can still be stoked with sparks but the fuel gets depleted, yin, Jing. Yin substance. Building. As you age you waste away, your collagen falls off and you get heart issues or your brain can't function well or you can't repair damage and it gets worse and you die from that injury because the cellular repair isn't functional. What actually causes death? The inability to repair cells. What does this require? Fire to throw trash out and on top of that nutrient to restore and nourish those cells. Sex hormones facilitate all of these functions and when they're healthy all these restore mechanisms work well. The kidney yin is the thing that depleted the most, and fertility is the one thing that diminishes the most as you age. It's very simple really. If kidney yin, and really the Jing which unfolds into that yin which then manifests as the fertile gene expression of youthfulness and such to restore your body, if that substance is depleted at it's base supply then you'll be unable to restore what you use to be and EXPRESS those genes that once built your youthful sate. Sex hormones are a manifestation of the supply to signal genes that restore vitality (expressed) IF you're clear and able to manifest those genes properly. So speaking from the thematic sequence as the genes would manifest through you and as thoughts and drives and aspirations to follow certain processes in the world then we can see that following the incorrect path would lead to the depletion of the fuel for the fire because it will cause stress which destroys your youthful hormones and also destroys collagen and other substances used to literally build the body. In TCM kidney yin and essence depletion leads to "premature aging". No way back unless the Jing can be restored and how do you do that? Well you can supp for it but that's still postnatal Jing. You can't restore pre-natal Jing as far as I know without the blood of Christ or a complete inner alchemy process unfolding.

That means that with what we have available then we can maximise the manifestation of by tapping the limits of what's possible for us. Everybody says they're not going to grow old and die and yet it happens to everybody so assumptions mean nothing obviously. Even NG said you can't avoid death who was the "god" of LOA so he has limits on it it seems. Either way if we want to begin this process then we serve the correct ideology and we break boxes and raise the purifying fire to clear out not self trash. Feel fertile. This is something I've done to stimulate that release of test which makes you WANT to break boxes. This is all great but remember that without the yin or fuel for that fire then the test does nothing. Does having higher test mean you're burning more Jing? No because when you live with higher test all your body functions better. Is that because it's cleaner? Well I don't know really but I'd assume that's at least part of it. It's probably the thematic being made manifest of pushing limits which is always rewarded in the world, and the ideology you follow determines how that's unfolding. We know that sleep is a massive part of how we restore our vitality and if we cannot sleep well, which is a yin cycle, then we're going to be stuck depleted and can't manifest vitality and probably die. Collagen is destroyed when you lack sleep too which is why low sleep is linked to heart issues. If we want to restore Jing then we must either be washed by the blood of Christ which is the substance we require or we do inner alchemy. That's all I'd recognise as a possibility to restore pre-natal Jing. The alchemist has proven this but that's from doing inner alchemy work obsessively for decades. Nobody as far as I know has proven immortality through the blood of Christ, but who really knows. I don't know if that's even possible in this life here now because that's really not what's promised to us as everlasting life but at the same time I believe it's possible based on the principles we're talking about here.

We know that when it comes to Jing tonics that they're "anti-aging" and such but that's still from the slowing down of current aging process and not actually REVERSING it, as in manifesting the genes that we once did. It should be possible, I don't know why it wouldn't be. Why would that be impossible? unless God designed it to be that way and this elusive immortality will forever be bound by his will for the select few. Really we should be asking ourselves this. How can we manifest the genes that build our body into perfect form again to restore the functions of the cells that haven't been able to restore fully since we developed. That would imply I believe a certain "quantity" of Jing being available, because it depletes as we age, so perhaps the thematic sequence that's within the genes which unfolds for all of us to develop who we are as we grow up is there still in the "seed" (which is why Daoist alchemy says seed retention is required) and thus allows those genes to "grow" again to their potential. There's also genes that tell it to stop too so it's not like you'll just grow forever or whatever because each start codon has an end codon but the degree by which those genes get manifest depends on available vitality which can signal those genes to transcribe proteins. The whole transcribing of certain proteins is the point really, because that' what we're built by but again you cannot build those proteins without the genes activated to initiate protein synthesis. Autophagy cleans up cellular proteins that are wastes and such but that still doesn't manifest certain genes to act. If you're low on test when you develop then you'll have a weaker masculine manifestation of features and mental state and all this. Having the nutrient that builds the hormones that then signal genes is a huge part required. You can also be on a spectrum with this and it's not just a black or white, like you can have some genes manifest but barely. So to me it sounds like you require at least the minimum threshold of available substance or yin to build out the proteins and produce the hormones which signal the genes to manifest rejuvenation.

Keep in mind once again that even if you magically get the substances you'll still need to signal those pathways and if you manifest the genes but live sedentary then you'll lose the manifestation of them and the sequence of thematic unfolding will be warped. You'll be wasting vitality at that point, so going all the way and already living as though these genes are manifest is going to facilitate the manifestation of them. That's not mind magic but simply providing the stimulus to signal manifestation of those genes into the proteins and such which drive you in the world. Is the degree that you go with this important? yes. I read somewhere a while back that hunter gatherers in their 50s and such in these tribes who go all out in their expression of these genes actually can have test levels that are just as high as teenagers at peak. They must have supply of Jing available still and on top of that still push their capacity to manifest those genes. You don't really lose test as you age, it's because of living in a compromised state, which literally signals the manifestation of low test in response because that's what it feels like. Courage to destroy challenge comes from test. Everybody who's youthful would have access to this supply. It's natural. Thing is theirs boosts regardless of it they use it nor not, because it's abundant and overflowing. If I knew what I knew now back then I'd definitely be living differently between now and that time but that's ok because there's still plenty of juice left in the Jing supply so to say. It's just that as the Jing supply depletes then you'll gradually lose the ability to create the substances that manifest these genes and express them in your psychology and physiology. Skin health is the biggest one for most people. Look at someone in the face and you'll be able to tell how substantive they are. Collagen is through the roof. Really it seems that high collagen production in the skin from having clear fibroblasts and good test and estrodial ratios is the youthful formula, among other things, but those signal a vast majority of genetic manifestation to transcribe the required proteins to build the body.

This also probably explains why seed retention is required to perform the inner alchemy and reach the critical thresholds of nourishment to restore chu. Yes chu not qi. It's simply that if you're depleting seed non stop then you can't build higher order substances. Yeah you'll still manifest the effects of high test at the level you're at but that's not immortality work and you'll still deplete yourself. This is why I said that really the more you fast from sensory stimulus that feels pleasurable then you'll retain the nutrients that can build the form back, but of course there's catalysing substances that need to act on those stored ones to create the higher order substances. Fasting in a vacuum doesn't get you far. So seed retention while manifesting a life of high test in getting done what you're driven to unfold and fasting and nourishing yourself with Jing tonics when also praying to Christ on the regular will be literally the complete formula. Living AS a youthful teen juiced up on tons of energy is really how you signal those youthful genes to even manifest in the first place which obviously is better as expressing vitality than living less active. That's how we're designed t seems. This is why I've said for so long that living in the world of research and study on this stuff is depleting to some extent and it's not constructive to vitality cultivation long term but it's a necessary part of the process and balance can mitigate the depletion significantly. You'll hear that some might say we shouldn't live like those juiced up high test teens but I say otherwise. If that's the direct manifestation of youthful energy then why wouldn't you want to actually have significantly more nerve force to play with in manifesting your potential in the world? This literally IS how you optimise manifestation because you're a supply and will be highly attractive. Common sense right. It's almost like we develop with this high test spike in anticipation that we'll use it and it'll develop us further and it'll only continue to increase further with that potential you have with a mature mind in experience.

Why would we waste any opportunity to manifest that vitality then? Sounds like compromise to me. When you're at that level of test then you'll WANT to conquer challenges because that's driving your psychology. Low test men are depressed most of the time. Why? Because they're literally undernourished. Why would you not want to be more nourished? Now do all high test men have good mental health? No not all of them but that's often because they're operating from an ideology that's parasitic and satanic and not because of vitality being so available that it makes them do dumb stuff. They're not mature enough to know the difference. It's also funny because most men in churches and such are low test who have no guts to cannot to challenge anybody. They think that living a high test life is sinful when in fact it's not. Paul went around the nations and challenged the opponents of Christ. Did Christ live high test life? Who knows. All I can say is that vitality is a direct manifestation of sex hormone function in consistent supply and it cannot be faked.

If inner alchemy has thresholds where higher order substances are produced to nourish deeper aspects of our circuits then I'd assume that if we're using less than we produce then it would mean we'd actually be able to restore Jing buffer and in that sense restore youthful skin and stuff. The Daoist alchemy text did say that at later stages of the work you don't even need to eat food as much but you still require water. This reminds me of fasting and autophagy and having a clear system. It seems that a big part of this is really about cleaning the circuits and keeping them clear and free from any depletion that would lead to deficiency and thus the depletion of Jing to replace that deficiency. Jing only gets burned because it's required. That's what Jing leak is. If we're thus fully nourished and have buffer and excess then I'd assume we could actually replenish youthful vitality and skin and whatnot without doing inner alchemy specifically the way the Daoist's speak of. They do it in a deliberate manner but most of the work is circulating gathered vitality through the circuits and n to spending more than you need to always ensure higher order substances are present. The deliberate circulating of current is the issue with the parasitic ideology because this circulating act is effectively creating your own microcosmic reality within you, a simulacrum of a new "fetus" that will birth into you. It's literally being born again under your own image instead of the image of God which is why it's satanic. I believe that the cultivation work specifically under the context of building vitality in buffer through fasting and seed retention and such is beneficial for anyone but after that I don't believe there's benefits if you want to serve Christ as well. You're denying his sacrifice by doing inner alchemy work because you're saying his blood cannot purify me and I have to create my own sacrifice and be born again in my own image. This is also what the alchemist teaches in ideology which is Jewish.

No matter how you slice it we must push limits and go all the way. If you want youthful vitality then manifest it by literally living it. If this s your path it will unfold, either through my stimulus and writings here or some other method. I've always had this in me so. I've given so much on this idea of immortality that I think I've touched on pretty much all the questions there are, at least in the depth that is necessary to build out the case. The way I see this is simply that the more we live as the vitality state that represents our potential then we will unfold the Jing in that manner and we will not deplete ourselves, at least as much. Taking Jing supps I'd say would pretty much guarantee you don't burn excess Jing but you also must live correctly. This balance of factors is how we live forever in theory, I believe. Facing the fire and pushing your limits forward to your potential is required to even begin this process. Pray and read the word of God. He is your father, if you're white.

I'll be totally honest with you here. If you got vital and got clear on your ideology of who you serve then all your manifestations would unfold because as we know the seeds are already within,. There's no mind magic it's all the unconscious and the conscious and the interaction of those. You can't overpower your biology with your mind. Your mind can influence your biology through various thematic sensations as imaginal experiences but those cannot overpower and determine exactly how you'll be. If that imaginal experience stimulates movement then that's simply working with the available vitality to move your form where it needs to be. Your path is already there, you're just accepting it. Mind magic is trash that needs to get thrown out for good because there's nothing there of any mechanical basis and all of it can be explained by RS, and more. As men almost our entire body will function better if we're high test. If you want a glimpse at this and you're low test then just stop thinking sexual thoughts for a week and see how much more work you'll just get done magically. You'll WANT to move and WANT to break boxes. It's the youthful manifestation of yang. Said it before and I'll say it again. Sex hormones ARE vitality and ARE sense of self. Your courage to be yourself and own your path comes from this. Kidney yang, Minister fire warms everything, including the spleen which detoxes your body and cleans it out. Testosterone. Difference between high test people in the world who still live like degenerates and us is that we serve Christ and know the difference between right and wrong. Most white men are weak depleted cowards with no guts to call out who's who. Jews. We've been deliberately weakened. I honestly believe that if you go back to the days of ancient Israel, King David would've been very high test. I mean there's passages in Samuel and kings talking about how David lusted after other women. This is natural with higher test but the difference is that you're purified in the decision to glorify God with that potential energy.

Look I'll make it clear like this. If you've got significantly higher vitality and you're given opportunity to sin and you don't then you'll be significantly more rewarded with blessings from God, I believe. If you're depleted and follow God then you're rewarded with less abundance naturally because you're less of a supply by which God can act through. Literally having more urge to sin and yet resist the temptation then you'll be SIGNIFICANTLY more purified. Attaining and also expressing a high test life with high vitality while at the same time living righteously is our potential as men. Living as these weak pitiful cowards who have no guts to destroy our enemies and show them for who they are is why we're here today and is also why it's getting worse and worse for the birth rates and all that because fertility if how they destroy us. Deplete the Jing and destroy the drive. Use that drive to conquer and glorify God. That's really what living high test should be like, not living like a sinful degenerate who can't control his lusts. The only thing about resisting temptation is that the more drive your body has to want to engage in sin then the more potential there is to also be rewarded for resisting that. You'll attain more nerve force, more supply for others. Manifestation is easy and simple when you're youthful instead of living like an old fart with no guts to break boxes and yawns all day living like a hermit. Do we get the picture? Actually breaking the box of expectation of what's possible for us is EXTREMELY important. I believe that we're all designed to be youthful and vital but we gave it up. I believe that the Israelites of old had great capacity but failed to realise it, We know differently. We have all the awareness we need to make the righteous decisions. We can be born under the spirit of Christ and life righteously. We have the potential to do great things, not for our own glory but using that youthful vitality and vigour to manifest the will of God on earth with an unstoppable vitality behind it.

This is why LOA in a vacuum doesn't work. They're depleted and have no supply of vitality to provide in an interaction. In TCM they treat mental illness with tonics to nourish or clear channels and circuits that are not functioning well. The body knows what to do with that supply and will move out what it needs to move out and nourish what it needs automatically if you give it what it needs. Your body will move you to feel the feelings required and on top of that it will move you to act in certain ways by giving impulses for in the moment decisions that your natural striving leads you through because that contrast of depletion is gone. That's what I mean by if you're well nourished all the magic happens naturally. You simply need to work with the unconscious mind and the rest will happen automatically. It's very simple. People always tell me that RS is overcomplex but it's really not. They're still stuck in the mind magic box and can't get out because they think they're missing something but the fact is that the very paradigm they buy into doesn't work. RS works because it's a complete model of how all phenomena of manifestation unfolds and it's really the only model that has this understanding. It's not for everybody because there's a ton to study and learn but the essence is simple. All this is within me. It's coming though me. The will of God moves those who are moved to be who they need to be for his prophesy to fulfil in the world naturally. The unseen hand guiding all of us. NG turned God into a personal God when he is the creator of all phenomena imaginable. He transcends imagination and all things. God cannot be contained by anything because he created everything. Beyond that, who knows. Who cares. That's not our realm anyway. Leave that for the alchemist to figure out in his misguided ideology.

The real reason why our world sucks right now is because Godly men are weak and have no guts to call out evil for what it is and threaten it under the testimony of Christ. If Godly men had high test they'd want to tear these people to shreds and hold no mercy but obviously that's never going to happen because collective test levels are falling very very very fast and there's no way back because this is the will of God. Those who know the difference can play their part within that but it's just what it is. The Jews control the masculine nature of Godly men (and all men really) even though they're few and have no way of controlling us physically but they covertly influence our test through all the mechanisms of depletion and thus we have the world we live in today. Men are more weak and cowardly than ever, they lack courage to provide contrast to what's wrong and there's no way they can get to that level without being willing to go through the fire. Fasting and prayer really does solve all our problems. Remember the disciples were active and fought and in one case Christ told them not to, not because he's telling them to abandon their masculine power but because he's doing that to expose the enemy for who they are and have their sins revealed in the open. So many people mistake virulent powerful juiced up men for sinners when in fact those traits when manifest under the ideology of serving Christ will shine righteous light on the world and reveal the true evil for what it is. Without power you're a weak powerless little kid and there's nothing you can do about it. Without vitality you're nothing. This is why so many fail to manifest, including myself in many cases. It's simply that I'm not able to be the thematic supply for what it is I'm looking to manifest in the world. Without vitality then no boxes get broken and the status quo sponsored by little filthy Jewish parasites propagates without competition. TEST is literally the competition hormone, and when you're youthful you naturally WANT to compete, compete in a godly way. Compete against evil Jews. Do we get it now?

Why do you compromise? Because you don't value your vitality. You don't value your correct inner truth and how that's moving you. Why? Because you're depleted. Your psychology is a manifestation of this and the only real influenced degree is the ideology you serve on top of that. Without vitality then you've got no will to break boxes and you'll never manifest abundance. That IS the sense of self, as I said ages back. Now it should be abundantly clear how and why. Vitality availability is what got me started on the Jewish problem and the bible and all this again, because it's the truth nobody in LOA has the awareness of it seems. Nah. They're just illiterate and deceived by the NG peddled Jew propaganda. They need competition. That's what test does. Now we know.

I also want to mention here briefly that screen time depleted liver blood the most. Anything that’s going to strain the eyes to some extent will deplete yin. This is very important to understand. Yin is a far denser substance than Yang and takes longer to build and nourish the associated meridian. I feel it a lot especially in the mouth as this sticky sour kind of taste and stagnant sensation that I remember having way back in like 2016 and stuff when I did 3D animation in most of my home time which was extremely depleting. It’s insanely depleting actually. I remember choosing not to do that professionally because of how bad it made my body feel. The longer you sit with it the more it depletes you and so being more in touch with your body and how it’s telling you there’s depletion will lead to greater cultivation of vitality.

It goes back to living with common sense and getting out of this mess where we’ve got to meet expectations to get work done and stuff in a rush. That destroys your vitality. You’ll feel the difference if you actually stop and replace that time with vitality cultivating activity. Gazing I find can also possibly indicate liver blood deficiency and or stagnation with the watery eyes. I don’t know if that’s going to be like a diagnostic test where the eyes would water if there’s deficiency but it’s possible. People who continue to have watery eyes likely have liver blood issues even after weeks of doing it. If you have a dry feeling mouth that may be sticky or whatever then it means you’re likely depleted on liver blood which moistens and allows smooth flow of qi and lubrication too. This is a sign of excess liver Yang too, because too much heat that’s drying is elevating and invading the spleen which manifests in the mouth so it can cause excessive spleen heat too and stagnations. Your sleep will also probably be screwed too and you’ll wake up around 2-4 every morning and be unable to sleep again easily. This is because the Shen isn’t anchored in the blood because the liver blood is deficient and also it’s too hot. I spoke about spleen warmth being good for sleep but imaging liver heat is pathogenic and disrupts sleep so that time when liver blood is needed for restoring the liver and it’s not present then the activity in this meridian around those hours (which also produces more TEST I believe) will cause the Shen to get disturbed and you’ll have bad sleep and feel very tired even when you’ve already had sleep. You can wake up and your vision can be very blurry and you’re possibly a bit dizzy. You’ll just feel awful. I woke up like this every day for years so I know what serious liver blood issues are like with dampness on top of that. You’ll be in serious trouble and screen time only makes it worse as well as avoiding red animal protein which really builds liver blood with iron and vitamin A. I believe that vit D3 (technically a hormone and not a vitamin) which is created when you get sun exposure helps nourish liver blood too. General liver blood health is good. High free test would indicate that your liver blood is good because you’ll be able to sleep well and recover well where when you’re deficient you’ll be unable to even have high test anyway. Bad sleep destroys test and that’s mostly because you’re depleted in base kidney yin substance which makes generating liver blood difficult even if you eat all the right foods. Taking supps can help like I believe that Royal jelly even should help build liver blood as a consequence of kidney yin being boosted as well as Jing but you’d need a clear pathway for that without excessive liver Yang. It’s all about balance.

Also I just thought that a sudden spike in test through for example sexual thoughts can then lead to DHT conversion which is like amplified test in manifestation. It’s this sudden spike in test in my estimation that leads to pathogenic DHT causing issues in the upper cauldron like oily skin in the face with acne (I had very severe acne issues that scarred my skin extremely bad as you’ll probably see on my older videos) as well as the pattern hair loss that people think DHT causes. It’s the sudden spike I believe which causes this “stressful” response from the body that causes issues which is of course a manifestation of excessive liver Yang because the yin cannot anchor the rise in test. Think of it like the biblical interpretation of how the sun heats the earth. When there’s less water then the earth warms up faster. Then when there’s more water it’ll cause a more gradual swing in temperature. Kidney Yang raises as testosterone increases and in doing so will warm the liver but if the liver is deficient in blood then you’ll get pathogenic heat forming in the liver that will then elevate beyond where it should be and manifest as frustration and anger and stuff on top of that. You’ll be irritable because it’ll turn a healthy drive into this frustrating one and the result of that came from a depletion in liver yin and or kidney yin to anchor the rising Yang as TEST which then leads to behaviours that are bad for you. This is the connection between psychological stress and the TCM view of lacking a calming anchor in the blood to keep the mind anchored and not pathogenic.

Anything that “drives” you is likely a result of rising Yang, which is literally what test causes and since DHT is an amplified conversion of test into a more active androgen then it’ll often reflect liver Yang getting involved too. Wood in Daoist 5 phase theory is the “powerhouse” of the elements with “authority” behind it that’s commanding and strong. It’s basically like the personification of a clenched fist driving powerfully through a solid steel frame. Masculine power is in its most powerful form a liver manifestation and not a kidney one, though often will be pathogenic if that’s not anchored by blood and or yin. Dense substances to calm it down. If it gets pathogenic then it can also cause health impacts too such as skin issues or hair issues. DHT isn’t bad but when it’s raised in a pathogenic manner due to a lacking anchor then it’s something to consider calming until an anchor can tone it down naturally in a counter balance and prevent excessive androgen expression. Attaining most of your drive from kidney Yang as test and when required the amplified manifestation of DHT from the liver to supercharge that then you’ll have a well functional system that serves you instead of working against you. Build liver blood and you’ll naturally have the right ratios of these hormones at any time when needed. You won’t need to do mindset work or whatever because the unconscious biochemistry is just going to be there as it should be. You can’t overpower that.

Also you should ask yourself this question. How many hours am I outside in the fresh air vs inside looking at screens. If you spend more time inside looking at screens then you’re going to have a serious issue. Start the day by getting sunlight and ending with moonlight and only spend time on screens when required for work. Like what I’m doing here. Ask yourself too, what causes my eyes to water. That mostly happens when liver blood is deficient and signals a raising of liver Yang which of course will cause “eye sweating” basically as a result. Dry eyes. Heat dries as we know so watering eyes signal depletion of liver blood and or yin but mostly blood because the blood nourishes the eyes. Vision and or nail issues and even stiffness in tendons and muscles comes from liver blood depletion. Being flexible is a trait of having good liver blood.

Just found some more data on DHT causing faster aging in men. This is because of my assumption about the liver Yang being in excess and liver blood being deficient. It’s not even the spike in Yang but also the chronic depletion of blood means your whole body is depleted and lacking because your ability to carry nutrients to the cells is restricted and on top of that you likely won’t sleep well meaning kidney function from the TCM perspective in producing test and such hormones will be very low and you’ll feel bad. Simply speaking if your liver blood is whacked then your whole life will be a mess and no matter how much qigong you do it probably won’t help because it’s not really a qi issue nor can more qi really help. Kidney qi is anything and maybe heart or spleen qi would help because these meridians help produce blood. The kidney probably would be the most reliable for restoring liver blood in my opinion then the heart. Why kidney first? Water element is yin and calming and anchoring. Fire element in heart would cause more excess Yang raising and you’d feel the anger and excess DHT would show up without the natural anchor. This might help move out liver stagnations but resolving the deficiency isn’t probably going to help with heart qigong. The heart does help produce blood but it’s more so synthesising it from what it gets from the spleen as the spleen qi would descend. Gu qi which the lung helps to descend actually. Lots of different types of qi. So the way I’d restore it would be cut screen time as much as possible and get fresh air and sun and eat lots of red meat and green vege and take kidney yin and liver blood supps if you wanna go all the way. Maybe take from spleen qi tonics too if you want more optimal extraction of nutrient from meat. Eat liver. Move your body. Don’t do much fasting in this state unless you’ve got lots of dampness to deal with. That’s how I’d approach it knowing what I do now. This is all just my opinion though you might find better stuff in TCM textbooks and case studies from legit practitioners. I’m not on their level.

19/3/25

Very slow notebook now I'm going to start page 17. No matter how much CPU you throw at this thing it just won't speed up. Even max OC golden cove cores with tuned fabrics and almost 9000mhz ram won't keep up.

I'll briefly mention this point before I end page 16. I see a common thread here. The more vitality someone has available (which we know are sex hormones for the most part) the more they'll automatically WANT to experience the world and break boxes and go through challenge. TEST is literally the thing that drives competition as we know and that's a function of kidney yang rising to quite literally "drive" the body as the Jing unfolds (the supply of fuel for the minister fire) which makes me think that this whole manifestation thing as I've eluded to is actually an unconscious process and that there's only an involvement with the mind to go through feeling stuck stuff to effectively rid the source of contrast preventing natural unfolding. This sounds a lot like what HD promotes, as in the body makes decisions but they say it's from body response. I say it's from vitality being moved around in your body activating various psychological aspects which you "swim" around in and basically observe as the body orients you. The conscious mind doesn't cause the manifest phenomena because the desire was initiated by something you experienced wither within your own mind or outside in the world that then opens up the resonance for that thematic sensation that is translated as sensory experience in the imagination you seek after. If you imagine this thing it should trigger a body response, as I said ages back when doing HD studies, you'll feel this rising sensation (at least for me as a generator if we take aura types seriously) and this sensation is literally a drive for stimulus on the sensory level that would fulfil the thematic essence that the Jing is looking to attain in the world, which we could argue is the will of God made manifest through you because that's your supply.

Now the thing is that with the law of the bible it would require a contrast to challenge that, though it shouldn't be approached from a "challenge" idea but from a natural inclination to WANT to be a righteous man in the world. The blood of Christ purifies your consciousness as we know. This is how you're "born again" so to say. Some say the born again doctrine isn't really the way things work, and I'd agree, but under the context of the will of God it's a pathway we observe and experience through finding Christ and allowing that transformation to wash us clean of degeneracy. The determined path is what it is, but our conscious mind still goes through that and thus we are "in" the experience which makes us identify with stuff. The Jewish perspective is that God is the greater yang that's PERSONAL to you, but I disagree because nowhere in scripture is this eluded to. So the point here is that if we have natural striving MANIFEST through the vitality in us and as a result of being clean then it would mean there's nothing you can do to "make" yourself get on track other than burning off filth that shouldn't be attached to your consciousness on any level. This is why doing gazing, pathway work to recognise compromise patterns (patterns are the revealing of where the contrast is "blocking" the unconscious from moving forward unfolding the seeds) and nourishing your from through sunlight and water and Jing tonifying food like organs. It seems to me that eating Jing tonifying foods on the regular and not burning excess Jing by continuing to challenge yourself and not compromise under pressure is actually how you cultivate higher order degrees of buffer vitality which manifests as higher test levels, mostly. So with this in mind going back to the generator phenomena with HD and the aura magnetism thing it would seem that observing the responses of people in the world to you when your magnetic field so to say is juiced up means you'll naturally "manifest" abundant outcomes and people will WANT to bend the knee to "taste" your field geometry because it's like a fountain of vitality for them to experience. Since they're highly juiced up then obviously they'd naturally have a high self image, which is why I say that sense of self and vitality are effectively one in the same thing. They cannot be separated. There are cases where you can have a well functional endocrine and nervous system and still be whacked and stuck with not self trash but these cases are less common from the data I've been through, which isn't a lot considering I've not studied this in depth much, but it makes sense. The more vitality you have the more functional your mental state will be and the more worthy and deserving you'll feel of what you're being moved to unfold. The inner truth will feel more visceral and "important" to you over the compromise patterns and seeking comfort.

The principle of going all the way opens the doorway to access more of the Jing in actually nourishing you instead of trying to half clear and restore and half nourish you which is why you're up and down. You have to focus on building vitality else you'll be screwed and powerless. You're literally a weak powerless fool no matter what you may know on an intellectual level it won't help you live an abundant satisfied life. Being healthy, functional, filled with vitality and youthful vigour is what everybody should strive for. This mental mind magic trash needs to get lost. They'll say "it's who you're being that manifests" or "You manifest what you feel you deserve" but that's ALL a function of how nourished your circuits are. Is this not true? This is an unconscious aspect that you can only really temporarily influence with the mind. Thinking that you can cause higher order substances to cultivate with the mind is utter ignorance and I'm going to utterly destroy this ideology of relativistic mental reality mind magic nonsense. They have ZERO basis to stand on now with all the work I've done. I've done so much work on RS that I've explained every single aspect of what they point so as causation and always has to rely on assumptions and mental psychological states to explain how and why it works and yet in the real world when you test it that never plays out for "big things" because you cannot be a supply for anything that you're not worthy of attaining from an unconscious level which only proves my point. If you're targeting the psychological state in a vacuum by imagining something then you'll never be able to reach that degree of vitality especially if you're depleting yourself in the world constantly and destroying your substances with overstimulation. Their observation may be correct, but there's also many cases and instances where someone who doesn't feel worthy of something may manifest it, because their temporary state might be depleted but the baseline is vital. There's no possible way of explaining the psychological assumptions mind magic model consistently with what we all observe in the world with our eyes and ears. According to them I manifest this limitation because I'm looking for it. Well why are physics the way they are then? Is that a limiting belief that I can't run faster than the speed of light? What a load of trash. The question of "to what degree does this apply" should be what we ask ourselves when determining if LOA is a thing or not the way it's promoted because if LOA works under mental assumptions and "bringing an image before the mind of God" then it should replicate every time like a "law" as they say and yet that obviously doesn't happen. Nobody has proven LOA to be legit and nobody will. Their explanation is that I'm in my own reality and cannot manifest what I don't accept but thaw's all just gaslighting trash to keep you in the box and actually avoid feeling though the pressure preventing you from clearing the pathways.

I cannot even begin to describe the feeling I have about wanting to utterly eradicate LOA from the face of the earth and reveal the true glory of God in how HE manifests everything and not us in our imagination. His will is the only thing that is made manifest and that is the exact opposite of what NG preaches. RS is so advanced now that I don't think there's anything much else that needs answering relating to any angle of LOA. There's still more exploration in details and breaking down the alchemy of how biochemistry manifests according to the thematic currents but that's for another time.

Simply speaking if you cannot accept the thematic current coming through you then you're compromising and compromising is the cause of disproportionality you have to greater process or God which means you'll be living as a parasite in a world where parasites are punished dearly for not being the supply for their natural striving. If anyone expects reality to magically gift them something because they imagined it then they're delusional and will forever be stuck in the box until they begin to value their vitality and there's no way around that. Your mind doesn't control reality. It can temporarily raise currents to nourish parts of you but if the baseline is depletion then that's where you'll return when that current dies down again and returns to baseline which is what the peak dip cycle is. The waves of contrast of vitality making you feel good then bad because nothing happened and you're still unsatisfied, The solution is to stop trying to manifest what you desire and start nourishing what you know you NEED to nourish that's been avoided for so long. That's why you're stuck. Because it's uncomfortable and you'll be forced to face pressure but that's what growing up means and there's no way around it. Face the pressure or die trying.

I have yet to fully explore this subject but I believe that a very whacked nervous system will actually make attaining high levels of endocrine health unattainable until the brain chemistry is resolved. This is why fasting from the world is so powerful. From what I've seen whenever dopamine is high (linked to liver meridian by the way as I found research that links it to Parkinson's which is liver wind in TCM or excess heat and empty heat patterns like I spoke about yesterday) then testosterone will also temporarily be high too for the duration that high can be maintained but after that when the dopamine is low then the testosterone will floor and not come back up for ages. Why is this important. Peak dip cycle. Remember how it feels. Remember how you're in the peak and you feel powerful and then afterwards when you've come back you're heavily depleted and all sorts of back luck experiences play out. You're a parasite and nobody wants you around at that point. So when you fast from dopamine then you're creating the ceiling for test to increase. This is why even if you train hard and eat organs and stuff but still overstimulate your nervous system and hype yourself up and all that then your test will still be screwed and you'll be helpless to break the cycle without fasting and facing the fire. Drugs that spike dopamine cause oestrogen to increase which we know inhibits test production and signals satiety which prevents that "drive:" from manifesting through you to own and accept your desires. I also believe that with the NG breathing technique it's working with raising this current and with the "explosion" you're causing a spike in dopamine too because of how it feels which would obviously then lead to the "satiation" effect I just spoke about with testosterone because if test is dead then you won't have desire. Now the only way this can benefit is if you're able to use that rising current to nourish the deficient circuit that's preventing your natural striving unfolding without contrast getting in the way, so it would in the satiety normalise the need through the resultant satisfaction that would signal nourishment but I don't think many people can even apply this one today because the nourishing current needs to actually be available or you'll be unable to utilise it anyway. So as with all things cultivating space and nerve force which amplified androgen receptor function then when in combination with the higher baseline dopamine which doesn't floor then test will also be naturally high and drive you to WANT to manifest what you're moved through without contrast and if contrast gets in the way then the hormones will be there to move you through the pressure and not be a little child and run away from the pressure. Fasting from the world has so so many impacts it's insane. Gazing has so so many impacts as well. Both of these processes are essential to cultivate vitality and move it through you and clear out trash that shouldn't be there. The way we're taught to overthink and hype ourselves up when we're depleted will prevent any positive outcomes because the hormones will then be destroyed as a result and you'll be stuck in female mode basically unable to destroy compromise patterns and go through pressure. Things will seem bigger to you. You'll view reality as a female instead of a powerful man. That doesn't mean women can't feel nourished too but they're not wired like us so their function is more so about normalising dopamine functions and working with nervous system as I said and test has a role still but less so. Their yin isn't as depleted at baseline which means they've got access to substances more so than us but the catalysing fire is weaker so they require the use of feeling through stuff even more than we do. The trick with them is gaining sensitivity to test through effective dopamine signalling to break patterns that don't work. That's why I say that understanding nervous system function is just as important as endocrine function, even though the endocrine function is where all the magic happens and all the actual power is.

I wish I could explain in words what being at a higher vitality state is like. It's simply that things are almost "faster" and "easier" but in the sense of opportunity sticks out and things feel more fulfilling and rewarding even little things that you experience that might not seem big. You'll feel more able to see truth in things too, given you're operating from an ideology that's not warped of course. Vitality and ideology are separate, but can relate given the seeds within. Vitality feels like this need to move, to accept freely, to "sparkle" I guess you could say. It's hard to describe but simple fulfilling things almost feel "sparkly" like there's a shine to life. Things that you really desire aren't like far off things but things you can attain with steps you know you can take, even if it'll take time. That doesn't seem like a big deal to you because the process itself is rewarding. The more overstimulated you are the less any of this will be manifest in your consciousness regardless of what self talk you have or whatever you imagine. If what you imagine means you want to compromise less and actually break boxes then that's because you raised test temporarily to lead to action that break patterns. This can help obviously but it's not going to work unless you can sustain a new baseline. Falling back won't help. Fasting from the world will help. Cultivating space. Subconscious capacity, which will aid in the dopamine and test and other functions among other things. What we need to prioritise is really facing the fire and being ok with that. Even in a heavily depleted state you're going to have to accept the burn of that fire but when you come out of it you'll have power and vitality and all that. Fasting from the world and fasting from stimulating experiences that are not earned by natural striving will destroy your vitality and you'll suffer endlessly. Begin by breaking patterns that you know don't serve you and own what you know does, even if it's seriously tough to do so. Just power through it all the way and face the fire. The more fire you face the more you'll come out the end more powerful.

You cannot avoid this process because it's the very nature of your consciousness and how you operate. Thinking that your imaginal scene can save you from suffering is ignorance and delusion. The imaginal seeds are already there and you're simply too depleted and lack the required vitality for them to actually express and unfold. Cultivating vitality opens the seeds up for expression because then your alchemical composition is correct and proportionate to the supply that's going to unfold through you. That's the point. That's why this is almost all an unconscious coherency process. The point of cultivating citality is because it not only alignes you to where you need to be in thematic composition but it makes the process of going through the pressure feel good as the natural reward. Your cardiovascular health will be better, your neurological function will be better, everything will improve with more vitality. Dopamine and test are manifestations of kidney and then coherent functional liver yang and possibly heart yang too for dopamine. Dopamine has more to o with liver yang I believe but that requires liver yin and blood present to catalyse. If you're depleted then you don't get dopamine function working right and test will be screwed as well in the kidney meridian downstream because yin is depleted on that level regardless of yang, and thus you'll get the excessive yang effects of DHT which in most cases is parasitic after the spike in puberty hits. Dopamine function at that point becomes the big issue and it will absolutely destroy the development if not kept in check. Face fire. Be the wielder of fire. The more fire you face the more rewards you get, fire that's correct for you to face based on pathway work obviously and not just needless suffering. Actually applying effort increases test because you're moving, you're getting on track so go all the way and as far as you can before you're done. Always remember that simply applying effort in the correct trajectory can improve test, even if temporarily and winning increases it too so celebrate small wins along the way because you deserve it if you're going all the way.

Remember that LOA is NOT a physical phenomena based on the biochemistry stuff, nor is it a purely psychological phenomena, but a metaphysical alchemical phenomena that's applying the mechanics of consciousness that God created that we mediate and move through in our lives. Imagination is not God. God created imagination. Imagination is not some magic sense, it's part of our sensory composition but if you've ever been in a health crisis and your brain function got screwed temporarily like I've had then you'll know that simply forming coherent thoughts in your mind is a challenge implying that imagination requires a translation through the currents of the channels in the body to make manifest the phenomena of imaginal sense which is also why when you're more vital that the imaginal senses get more vivid and function better. You'll have visions and such when gazing if you're highly vitalised. Imagination is NOT God and I've fully destroyed that idea now.

We're going to utterly rip Neville Goddard LOA to shreds beyond any recognition. There will be nothing left of LOA. It will be totally and wholly eradicated from existence. I never wan to hear the promotion of mind magic and I will swiftly refute anybody who challenges this with the endless work I've done on RS to explore the phenomena and provide actual clarity as to what's happening. We will not tolerate degenerate mind magic trash. RS at this point I can say with 100% confidence has systematically destroyed LOA and the Jewish ideology about reality on every angle there is to attack. If I missed something then point it out and the following refutation will come soon after. Hold nothing back. Be merciless and unrelenting. Be utterly unstoppable and a force to be reckoned with. Spearhead that movement with unimaginable momentum and shred anything in your path. You're armed with all the answers now go out and destroy resistance and manifest in this world the glory of God through your being.

I have nothing more to say for now. This will be the end of notebook 16. Waiting like 10 seconds for the cursor to catch up to where my keystrokes are.

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