Money Talks
Premise behind manifesting money reliably
Firstly know that this is not a fast track to anything. Taking our time with things signifies we're comfortable and satisfied. Rushing indicates a need to feel better because you're currently not feeling well nourished. Slow down and be ok because we're about to learn how to manifest what we really want and be financially successful for real. If we already have what we want and are enjoying it then what's the issue? We're already comfortable as we are, and that's the goal.
The foundation of this work is simply to follow this basic process.
- Remind ourselves that we are who we want to be
- Sense that it's all working out all the time for you (because it actually is) and that you don't need to do anything because this is who you are
- Gently and effortlessly assume and be done
- Walk in that normalised sense which emanates from this and forget about it
- OPTIONAL: Notice what thoughts automatically enter your mind when you sit with this resonant sensation of being yourself and how easy they come in.
That's what all manifestation methods are doing mechanically, whether it be with emotionally charged feelings over the top of it or not, this function of BIEING yourself (the one with the desire who's satisfied) is the actual mechanics of what "attracts stuff". Know that you don't have to feel high or anything like that, and for most people this is actually damaging to their process for many many different reasons.
This course will be primarily focused on cultivating a sense of ease and certainty and comfort around being yourself who actually has all the money you'll ever need. The effortless way is the way we attain immortality and it's the same way we attain money without trying. There will be no focus on explaining deep theory or technical explanations, it will be a distilled simplified version. If you're looking for a systematic explanation with technical understanding then this is not your course, though this is how you'll attain results regardless anyway. This is based on over a decade of work I've done in studying aetheric metaphysics and alchemy from masters who have demonstrated real age reversal and other impossible powers. You're going to learn the most advanced methods, which are always of course the most simple. The less there is to do the better the method is because it'll become naturally a habit of being yourself who you are always anyway. That's the magic of Reality Synthesis.
The effortless way - the way of the magi manifesting master
Let's get right into it.
Firstly you're going to learn to tap into the subtle underlying currents which define states and learn to differentiate them. Why can't people feel the state fulfilled? Because they're too use to moving too much and having alchemical imbalanced in their field geometry without realising it. They're too overstimulated for their subconscious capacity. Learning to stabilise your state and sink into the subtle to discern self from not self and allow this awareness to burn out the resistance like a laser targeting with extreme precision. This is how we are going to fine tune our naturally innate senses. Is this necessary to make money show up? No, but this is the way to build a solid foundation and have a rock solid sense of self anchoring you into abundance instead of not self nonsense.
Secondly. What are we going to do to dissolve not self with the feelings of lack? We're going to make friends with them and allow them to lose relevance to us. We're going to see the big as small and the small as big without trying to push. Pushing required effort and effort applied incorrectly will cause opposite results. This place of being more yin in nature with still waters, ready and available to be spontaneous with our application of targeted force is how we are going to approach manifesting. We are going to negate what is not self and allow our conscious mind to observe and be available to express when it's called to do so through the seeds unfolding naturally inspiring movement. Movement should happen automatically as the seeds unfold in the bridge of incidents.
Quick story time
When I was 15 I stumbled upon gazing by accident. I didn't know what I was doing but I knew that if I looked at my hand for long enough I would see a blue glow around my fingers and hand. I always wanted to go deeper and deeper and deeper to see more as the deeper I went the more intense this visual became. I had no idea about subconscious capacity or anything about Neville Goddard imagination creates reality back then but I noticed very very strange things beginning to happen, both good and bad.
What I noticed happen was that the deeper I went into this state of gazing and losing myself there I'd end up hearing people randomly telling me that I'm glowing and that they want to go out with me and spend time with me and people would be interested and give me things. I'd go out and get deals and I'd see reality from a more "distanced" place automatically. I'd not consciously realised this until some weeks passed of doing this, as well as gazing into my wall when I was at home in my bedroom. I'd gaze until I saw the veil lifted and the strange colours and shaped became visible.
This is what cultivates space. Subconscious capacity. This is a yin substance that's a higher order manifestation of the unconscious mind. Greater yin. This is a settling and sinking and absorbing current. The subconscious that I'm talking about is not the subconscious that everybody else in LOA talks about. This is the aspect of your mind that we don't have intrinsically available but that we must build and completing the formation of the subconscious mind is how we complete the first stage of immortality work.
Why is this important to manifesting money? If you truly want to master money and conjure it up almost on command then cultivating the necessary hardware in your consciousness will be a requirement for that. This cannot be faked. Assuming you have subconscious capacity isn't a bypass for cultivating this space because it's a functional shift in your alchemical composition in the ratios of yin and yang. Someone who overthinks all the time and has fear by definition has a tiny subconscious mind. Someone who is stable and steady and can simply assume the state is someone with a greatly expanded subconscious mind.
Almost everybody who's lacking in money, or really anything manifestation related will be lacking in space, or subconscious capacity. Space opens the bandwidth for transformation to unfold and for you to be able to feel more with less. You'll age slower too, and eventually reverse it if you go far enough with this. Manifesting in a targeted manner is entirely dependent on this function because this is where the subtle sense of what a "state" is can be felt.
How do we expand the subconscious mind?
You're going to slow down and sink charge and when applying energy you'll be spontaneous instead of in a constant state of excess draining of your vitality.
When you're settled at baseline you cannot feel negative emotions as powerfully in terms of how they're influencing your center of awareness, and when you do they'll be felt more intensely but also they'll be "contained" more and you'll be able to separate yourself from them and understand them and drop their identification not because of anything other than that you'll have the space available to discern self from not self in those subtle sensations of being I spoke about. You'll be able to perform inner alchemy on the spot and be ok with feeling however you do.
The expanded subconscious capacity of width will amplify the sensation of "self" in the most absolute sense.
Manifesting money or really anything in that context is as simple as grasping that you don't need to do anything other than to be yourself. Who are you? What lights you up? What is it you ACTUALLY desire? The importance of this is unbelievable and yet so insanely simple. Clarity on what you actually want, no matter how big or small is the first step to any of this. KNOW yourself inside and out. Get familiar with what lights you up and makes you feel "lighter" quite literally. Whatever you feel "light" and "glowy" and radiant and just generally abundant with is where your body WANTS you to be moving through because that's YOU.
The body tells you who you are. It tells you the truth about your path and what's not your path. Using your body as the guidance mechanism is the big trick that everybody who's successful actually does, either consciously or not. This is why "feeling" is the secret, because the intuitive sense of knowing if something is for you or not comes through you naturally ALL the time, but since you're so overstimulated and controlling and filled with all these conditions and stuff that doesn't serve you that subtle sensation gets drowned out in the ocean of the unconscious mind. Your conscious mind is literally swimming in the unconscious mind, which is the body. You're moved by the body, that's why you feel light or heavy when certain thoughts come to mind.
Manifestation works simply like this. When you imagine what you want and the body says "yes" because of how it feels then it's done. The more you imagine the more you're conditioning the body to become responsive to this direction of experience. More imagination doesn't mean better things will happen or that it'll happen faster but what it caaaaaan do is open you up to releasing the contrast barriers and resistance patterns that don't serve your path which you're holding onto. When your body is naturally moving you and you run up against a contrast barrier and compromise on it then you're falling into the old state. This shows no faith in your end and the unfolding of the bridge is going to end.
Now remember that the seeds are already within you. You don't need to plant them.
The more you dwell in the light, not needlessly but with clear intent and allowing your subtle intuitive impulses in the body to move you, the more you'll magically manifest abundance like nobody's business. You're going to clearly and deliberately go THROUGH the conditions that you KNOW are in the way of your natural striving and accept that this is necessary for my transformation. Your body will always tell you the truth, and you can feel anxious and fearful and all those bad emotional states while still knowing in that subtle feeling what is and isn't correct. Say you're a stage performer, you've been practising an act for weeks and then the show is about to start and you're really afraid and worried about messing up. That's ok. You can feel this way and still go all the way with where you KNOW you need to go. That's the point. Committing and having faith in the end state is the implication of being yourself as applied to where your body is moving you that you feel is necessary. You're following what's necessary to follow and cutting out unnecessary patterns you KNOW don't serve you because they're heavy and burdensome and cause all kinds of negative circumstances to show up.
The reason why negative circumstances show up is to get you on track with being yourself! It's a SELF CORRECTING MECHANISM BUILT RIGHT INTO YOU! It's always moving you according to the seeds that are there in thematic nature looking to unfold through you and the moment you can let go of conditioning those seeds unfolding is the moment that "subconscious impression" has been made because the body is comfortable and ALLOWED then to actually be who it's there to be, and all you have to do is watch the movie play out. All you'll need to do then is observe because the body will not run up against contrast barriers when in the unfolding of the bridge which make you question your sense of self.
You'll be able to move through what were once uncomfortable circumstances with confidence. You'll look back and think how silly it was to hold onto that stuff you did in the past and how all you had to do is just bathe in the glow and go through the temporary pressure when it came up. Breaking conditions and the importance on those IS dropping the seed. There's no magic to what NG speaks. Dropping the seed and fulfilling conditions by allowing yourself to actually go THROUGH the pressure to the point where you've satisfied and gone all the way are the same thing. Understand that it's all a function of being yourself. There's no magic difference it's all simply down to you just doing what you KNOW you need to do because your body is moving you.
If you don't know then that's also ok because you'll be able to come back when you're in a place where your heart is lit up and feel those desires come through you. They're always there and simply waiting for you to accept and be moved into fulfilling them.
When you find yourself desiring different things and old desires are dropping off then you know it's had impact on your reality.
Step by step process to manifest money
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Define clearly what you actually want that lights you up.
This one is obvious and we do it naturally when we're feeling light anyway. The tense doesn't matter you can say/script it in past or present or future tense and it'll work the same. You can use simple affirmations or visualisations or anything that you find naturally compelled to do to define your state.
Examples of affirmations:
I receive $____
I receive $10,000
I find a big sum of money
Money always falls into my lap
All my bills and debts are paid easily
I am money
Money and I are one
Wealth and resources are always available
Money is always there waiting for me
Money pours into my account from the very ethers themselves
Money is attracted to me from beyond the veil
That's how much of a money magnet I am
I can't help that I'm so attractive to money it's just who I am!
Why wouldn't money want to be spent by me?
I'm the first choice for money in every occasion
I don't even have to work for money it just shows up all the time for me
My bank balance multiplies in my sleep
I can sleep easy knowing my
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Build greater context - leading the pathways
This is simply about bringing surrounding and supporting evidence into the mix of your defined state. Often times bringing subjects such as social life implications for having the money or surrounding lifestyle opportunities such as travel or investment or buying something for someone you've always wanted that you've been unable to afford which lights you up. It could be a new home in a new location in the forests or by the shore or in the center of the city metropolis at the top with a view over the city scape. I personally have had insane success with the idea of bargains and getting expensive stuff for dirt cheap which has always worked for me.
You're simply going to build out surrounding that subject of having money what else could be implied that you'll have access to. Understand that once again the wording to be exact matters not because the desire is contained within the words as the underlying thematic current. Your words will not cause opposite results if it's coming from a place of apparent not having if the underlying implication within your state of being in that "light" feeling is satisfied with it. If the body responds favourably then that's all you need because that's the language reality speaks and the words are just the translation our mind perceives it as and expresses those feelings through.
What the point of this is that you'll build stronger resonance to the overarching thematic of money and resources under surrounding context. This effectively amplifies the clarity of the "money signals" your body will respond to and be compelled to be moved by in the world to fulfil and manifest. You might not even need to be moved yourself it might come to you, but that all depends on what natural striving unfolds so detaching and being simply an observer of the process and following where your intuitive impulses and compelling thoughts lead you to.
Examples:
~ My business is absolutely booming beyond belief I almost can't believe it
~ People are just throwing money my way all the time and I've got all this free time to do what I enjoy most
~ My friends are so surprised that I keep winning big with my finances!
I actually had a huge week with sales and I had more than enough to buy all my friends the latest phone as a gift!
~ I've been renovating my house even more and it looks incredible everybody who comes by my place is commenting how amazing the view is now!
~ Whenever I walk into the shops I never have to worry about money being scarce
~ I've just bought my 3rd investment property now and I'm making tons in rent every day and all my tenants are very happy too!
~ It was easy to pay off my friends debt and help them out when they need it and ~ I'll always be there to help when it's needed
~ Can you believe that I just got such a huge investment offer for my business!
~ Me and my family all went for a holiday overseas because I got a crazy deal on this new travel package and I couldn't pass it up
Notice how these can make the feeling of having money seem even more natural and easy and "normal" for you? That normal feeling in the body is the target to attain. We're going to feel compelled to move into such experiences intelligently as these unfold in our lives. We went from feeling sort of distant to telling ourselves a new story about money just like that.
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Purify resistance deeply
Bring up the conditions you've identified and "test them" against the momentum of this state. This is about how your body will feel when you're running up against what you've identified as contrast barriers. These examples are purely for demonstrating what yours could look like. You'll use the ones identified in pathway revision here because they have the feeling of lack to you where those to someone else might not feel bad.
Why do we test this and run up against the resistance? It's simulating your ability to handle pressure and familiarise yourself with the sensation of intuitive impulse in the moment when opportunism and compelled decisions come up spontaneously during the day which represent the bridge and the seed unfolding where the conditions you've identified will come up. You're normalising the sensation of being in these states so they don't impact you or feel as important. You're dissolving the charge there which can diminish the felt contrast when playing out the state for real in the world. It'll amplify your ability to "grow into the state" we could say, which of course requires pressure. This is like going to the gym except we're working our faith muscles and our subconscious capacity.
If these examples or the ones you've identified in pathway work cause you to feel like you're wavering then move onto dropping importance and sinking into the feelings to see them as simply temporary conditions and not realities. View them as nothing of real importance and view them under the context of just bad feelings which don't have any power to overwrite your ability to be moved correctly into manifesting abundance. When you can run into these negative examples and not feel them impact you because you KNOW they're not an issue anymore then you've cleared all the resistance and you'll 100% guarantee no matter what that money will show up exactly as you say it will.
Remember that you don't need to be clear for it to show up either, just because you feel bad doesn't imply reality won't work with you. The issue will come when you're avoiding natural striving because of the conditions. Whenever you're in the bridge (which will pretty much always unfold when you've gone through steps 1-2) and you're faced with intuitive impulses to make decisions which come from that end state because the body says it's time to make that decision in accordance to the intelligence guiding your manifestation and you compromise then it's a sign you're still holding onto conditions because you're either not recognising them clearly when they come up and you're just depleted with vitality which gazing and dopamine fasting can benefit greatly, or you're still afraid of being yourself in which case simply being ok with feeling uncomfortable in that place and moving with natural striving will cause you to unfold the full bridge and manifest the money. The faster you can just "grow up" and accept the pressure to be yourself when you're moved to do so the faster you'll actually fully embody and anchor the abundant state and normalise it for real. You might not face challenges in the world in terms of making big decisions they might not come up in any real challenging way and this could be an easy process but the body and the intelligence built into the nature of reality determines how this all plays out. If you feel you've got conditions against having money come easy and you've got to work for it.
Another consideration is that if you're playing into the habits and patterns you KNOW don't serve you and act like polarity triggers to anchor you into lacking states then become mindful of these and if possible change your environment to dissolve the usual routines that lead to you playing into these old states. You'll know the answer to these conditions and all you need to do is contrast them with the state of being abundant with money and saying "this isn't me". Always approach it as self and not self, If it's not lighting you up as authentic self and it's an act that's an anchor to lead you into opposite states then cut them out without mercy. Truly mercilessly just cut out all the trash you KNOW doesn't serve you. Whenever you're giving into such conditions and knowingly engaging in such acts you're accepting old lacking state. Fulfilled state wouldn't play in these habits. Drop it because you're worth it. You're so much more worth having the supply of money than to just throw it away to such silly habits that aren't really important to you.
This is powerful because those are decisions lacking version of you will play out compulsively because you're use to it which is why they're called "polarity states" as they're the same subtle compulsions you'd feel to be yourself except in the opposite direction towards compromise and holding onto not self states. You'll condition the body to drop them by not buying into them just like you'd otherwise want to accept the subtle compulsions that you'll manifest from doing money abundance work which will normalise them. What are you normalising should always be the question. What are you accepting as your sense of self and worth in the daily routines and habits and patterns you play out. Where are compromise patterns and where are patterns you value yourself with. You'll never want to just implement seemingly positive patterns for the sake of it but instead allow the compulsions to live as the abundance state come through you from going over your desires in earlier steps.
This is how we naturally engage the body to WANT what we want and how we can condition the automatic compulsions you'll find yourself playing out and thus the circumstances that the corresponding state will represent in your reality.
So a reminder here. We're simply bringing up lacking themes brought up in pathway work and going over them to see how our body responds to them and if we're pulled into old identification again. If we can read them and just see them as old stuff we're way past like they're unfamiliar to us then we're golden. Remember to use your own examples identified in pathway work, these are just placeholder.
Examples:
~ I'm still broke and I'm struggling to pay my bills
~ My money situation looks bad and it's not getting better
~ I've got too many financial burdens to meet
~ I'll never have enough money for what I want all I ever do is barely manage to scrape by
~ Why would I be worth having enough money when everybody always saw me as a broke joke
~ Money often comes and goes like the wind and I never have money for long
~ I've always failed in business and I can't even keep jobs and nobody in my workplace respects me
~ My money situation is holding back my life so much I can't be who I want to be without money
~ I'm constantly expected to pay for things I shouldn't need to and other people are causing me financial stress
~ I've got too many bills to pay and I can't afford to live
When you can go through your negative side compromise pattern list and feel chill about them and not identity with them but simply to see them as who you USE TO BE as though they're like a distant memory that you're recalling from the past then you're truly embodied at baseline in the new state and the feeling in the body will respond in accordance to confirm this. You'll not care about those old stories because they don't apply. You're worth so much and you know that with every fibre of your being. There's nothing in these stories which brings up hurt or lack or a feeling of actually identifying with them.
When you're able to go through the fire of the opposite polarity and not feel any resonance with that state then it's a dead state with no identification or association to your consciousness. You'll never want to play a part in that state again.
How to manifest money with impossible circumstances
Impossible manifestations show up when you go all the way without noticing because it's all just you. Being yourself is THE most powerful technique. This is why I said to identify what you actually resonate with and what lights you up and what doesn't and go take those all the way. That's honestly all there is to this. The magic works through being yourself, and to the current position that feels like distance but it's really not. We're going to close the distance between where we are and where we actually desire to be, which is who we really are.
See it not from the perspective as so much as manifesting a specific desire but that being the real you who already has money is the target. You're over your current reality and am ready to actually accept your innate wealth that's already within you that you desire. Being yourself, going through into that person is the technique. Accept it fully. Just do it. It's this principle which enables impossible things to happen, and as I said it can happen without significant expectancy or charge or focused attention. It's simply can you make the shift, however you do it. That's the actual principle about "reality shifting" in an instant.
Simply drop the current skin and move on. What does that feel like? The transition doesn't even need to be felt, though with more resistance you'll be more likely to feel it because there's like anchors on the old state holding you back and making you feel weighed down. It's the letting go of these weights in a sort of effortless manner which opens up this instant manifestation without effort experience. Truly I say that letting go of them is all there is to manifesting because that IS dropping the seed and satisfying the desire because the contrast is dissolved and the chain is severed.
This is sense of self work in it's most pure.
The rebirth method
With this all in mind all we're going to do is feel as though we're instantly reborn in a new fresh skin without the same burdens.
Extra rituals
These are a bunch of other basic processes you can apply to benefit this primary process
Sinking the charge
This is as simple one where you'll relax your pelvic floor consciously and live from your lower body instead of in your head. This is good for sinking heat in the body which is a metaphysical element corresponding to activity and when it's excessive it'll cause compulsive decisions that keep you in your head and out of the awareness in your body of what's self and not self. You'll be more grounded in inner truth when you can go through the contrast barriers and heavy weighted feelings easier. Spend as much time during the day sinking the charge as you can because I've found that doing this an generally increase luck. You're settling the waters and the fire from below to open up true higher order receptivity to attaining deeper and more efficient identification with true self. It's actually going to help a lot especially if you overthink a lot and feel frustrated and angry. There's alchemical basis for this that I've connected but that understanding isn't for this program.
Gazing
Gazing is one that everybody can do anywhere at any time. It's the most available and simple way to cultivate subconscious capacity without effort. The exact method really doesn't matter so long as you're feeling a "widening" of your consciousness. It's difficult to put this sensation into words but it will feel like you're distancing yourself more from your world and experiencing reality more from a third person perspective with a more fluid identity. This is one of the many benefits gazing has but doing this before doing your manifestation routine will likely benefit. Listening to the state coherency booster subliminal will also benefit.
Doing this before applying any integration technique such as affirming or visualising or whatever you're doing will actually make the resistance more likely to dissolve and move out of the way and drop off. The weight of it will more efficiently be dropped in targeted methods.
Self concept projection
Such an underrated method here. This is a Reality Synthesis specific technique that can work wonders. Typically this is an SP method but we're going to use it to attain money now. You're going to feel rich around other people, especially someone you know. You're simply going to be in their presence and emanate the sensation of having wealth and they're going to say something to respond to this, say "Wow how have you always got so much money to spend". You're going to hear them build up the sense of self of being wealthy. You'll hear them say it again and you'll amplify the feeling of having that money further and further each time until you can't intensify it anymore. Then you'll simply relax into the feeling afterwards that lingers and move on with your day.
You don't want to needlessly hype yourself up outside this technique. Needless overstimulation will cause dips especially if you're doing it to feel better about compromising on natural striving. This will destroy your luck. That's not a condition that's accepted it's simply how the mechanics of consciousness works. Needless stimulation keeps you in old states because it's patterns and habits that not self plays out to stay comfortable in the lack.
Breaking conditions on the spot
This is actually how I manifested an SP overnight some years ago. I simply felt so frustrated at not having them and so I just said "screw it I'm done" and basically rampaged for like 2 hours until I went to sleep. I felt anger and fury and almost rage at times at how stuck and almost helpless I was and yet I said "No I'm done with this" and with passion of truly being stuck I went through it because I was actually over the old story and the old sense of self. They showed up the next morning very quickly without expecting it much. I actually had some feelings of doubt in the morning but this is the principle that this method works with. That's how you get overnight manifestations.
You're going to simply go so hard into breaking down any conditions that come up in the mind against the desire of having money and having money be available to you that you're going to negate any contrast on the spot in the rampage. The important thing here is to go through the conditions despite how you'll feel, meaning that you'll be so over them that they won't matter anymore and thus you'll be "dropping the seed" and "satisfying" the desire.
Often times this will need to happen organically and making it as effective as these times isn't always reliable because you genuinely need to be over your circumstances fully and be willing to break any conditions on the spot. This is about fully going all the way into complete commitment to the new state. I fell asleep in this highly charged state but it was in the direction of who I wanted to be. Who I was when I fell asleep was over the old story, and that's the important part. It's not about the highly charged energy or emotional state or the affirmations in a vacuum or any of this process but simply that you're going to use all the frustration at your current circumstances to purify the resistance you keep running up against under the contrast of being yourself, who was always there under the surface.
When you sleep in the state of being past that stuff and seeing it as not even a factor to consider or anything of importance that would stop you from actually being yourself then you'll win. As we understand that's what actually manifests. Going all the way is what manifests because going all the way, with or without emotional charge or specific affirmations or visuals, will result in the acceptance of your true self and thus what's truly there for you waiting in abundance.
What you'll do is bring up the resistance and the constant stuck circumstances you're facing and use them as fuel for the fire to begin to burn them out in contrast to being wealthy and having money. You will use this energy to bring up what you desire and drive you into the state of being over it, and most importantly not
Further troubleshooting
Say you've gone through everything in this for more than 3 weeks (it shouldn't take that long anyway it shouldn't take more than 3 days if you really go all the way with it but everybody is different of course) and there's still no result and you're still worried and lacking and panicking about being broke all the time.
Here's a case scenario I'm sure many will relate to. Say you're working multiple jobs and you're barely able to afford to get by.
Here's some other common conditions people hold they might not be aware of are impacting their manifestation of money:
- Say you're exposing yourself to news media and you notice that the stock market is down and house prices went up and food increases and inflation is going up faster again and generally things are getting worse. Drop the news media all together and stay off the platforms which you see it on. Just fast from that stuff for a while and not care or pay attention. Bring it up and feel it to be irrelevant and just media fearmongering to control you and keep you poor. You're better than that. Who you really are would laugh at the idea of the economy getting worse because they'd not care because it doesn't impact you. You're way past that. Say you even hate government or the powers that be who are hoarding all the money. Say "That's not important to who I am" and "that really doesn't matter" or "I don't need to worry about them because I can manifest what I want anyway". Separate these conditions from your sense of self and who you can be that's authentic and genuine to you. Drop out all the conditions and make the decisions you actually want to make regardless of social circumstances or any outside forces. You'll be moved to avoid all those things as yourself and you'll totally forget about them.
- Expecting to fit in with friends and family expectations. You're afraid of actually being yourself because all they've known you as is poor and broke and asking for more money handouts or to have stories about how your money situation is bad and can't afford to go out and pay with them. You want to see them reflecting to you how abundant you are and see their attitudes change as your money situation levels up. You're able to pay for their meals or give them gifts and offer to pay for things when you feel compelled to simply because money is abundantly available to you. Revise all that past stuff with them and say "what if they never saw me this way" or "I've always been seen as wealthy" or "They've always seen me as wealthy". Simply recognise that you're worth more than their opinions of you. You could even approach it from ego if there's energy for it. "I'll show them who's rich" or "They'll see how much money I have" or "They'll all want to go out with me and I'll shout them dinner" (aussie slang for I'll pay for their outing).
- Another one is other surrounding desires that are unfulfilled as conditions against having money. For example SP stuff you've got, or health stuff and appearance stuff that makes you feel worth less and thus you compromise on showing up where you're naturally moved to. Say you actually do have bad skin with extremely bad scars and uneven skin and a warped facial structure you're born with (I've had some of the worst of this so I speak from experience) and these conditions seem impossible to overcome currently and that's making you feel worth less. You feel like your financial circumstances are tied up in your appearance or your social standing or your sense of vitality. Say you've got this false sense of needing to hide yourself or hold onto this serious tone in your appearance because it's how you were able to fake being yourself to fit in. You want to identify all these aspects of not self, all that weight surrounding what makes you feel less worthy relating to money if those conditions I mentioned come up and drop it and know that you are above all of them.
- Pulling pack and looking at themes relating to the life you engage with overall. Log down all the primary themes of your life and ask if they feel resonant to self or if they're not self. Say you've got themes of:
~ Social isolation and being afraid of being around others and being seen or exposed (solution is to just go out and be uncomfortable and accept it and make spontaneous movements to be yourself)
~ Thinking that you've got a more noble cause to serve by staying poor and showing others what righteous living looks like simply because you find that more important than meeting your needs (solution is to drop any media that you're engaging in which anchors this belief and leave that behind and focus on what lights you up and feels natural to you instead of this heavy feeling of compromise for an invisible made up cause)
~ Staying familiar with who you use to be because it reminds you of your childhood which has made you deny your individual responsibility to own your own path of abundance (solution is to sell all the stuff you're engaging with such as games or other habits which anchor you into this state and apply yourself into the direction you KNOW serves you)
~ Always studying and learning instead of ever actually applying what you've learned and going all the way with that because of other conditions tied up with that (perhaps do further pathway work on this)
~ Never engaging in accepting your true feelings and always going half way to justify making progress and then self sabotaging because you're not reminding yourself that this is for who you really are and not for anything else (solution is to drop excessive stimulation which is depleting your vitality especially early in the morning and commit to fulfilling a primary productive goal first thing in the morning)
These aren't necessarily related to money in the specific sense but a lot of the time when you actually accept natural striving you'll find that money can come in when you're fulfilling other parts of your life that you're compromising on because they've got unconscious thematic association. This isn't something you should focus on specifically for money unless all else has failed you in which case widening the lens of focus into other subjects and finding any other patterns you've recognised don't serve you which should be purified. These solutions I also listed are just examples of how someone can be moved to drop importance, you might not need to do the exact solution I listed but it would be related in some way in dropping the importance of these conditions in your life.
- Feeling this pit in your stomach no matter what you think about that's positive or any other thoughts about being self. This is simply because you're still buying into old patterns you KNOW don't serve you and your "willpower" is basically dead. This feeling is a sign that your fire is deficient and the passion in the heart for the desire to be self isn't able to be conjugated with the fire from the foundation of your circuits which activates desire. You may find yourself occasionally able to feel to be yourself without this hole in you but most of the time it comes up and you're unable to make it go away. I'll say that the best thing is to grow some courage and go all the way with breaking patterns.
Most of the time these people will have lacking courage to own who they are and the conditions will be related to appearance or social standing or being seen as small and weak and not independent or needing others and never really growing up. They may still be financially reliant on others to get by and 99% of the time the solution is to do this:
Accept that you're frustrated right now as it is because you're not being yourself and allow yourself to rightfully feel that frustration at still being stuck. Feel it all. Feel all the frustrating energy and allow it to come through you. While in this place you'll bring up who you truly are and what desires which that fulfilled state has already attained and apply that energy of frustration to do the breaking conditions on the spot method mentioned above. Just say "I'm done with this" and just go all the way and show up where you KNOW you need to and allow that energy to move you. Being moved by frustrating energy is fine as long as you're moving into the direction of authentic expression. The emotional charge doesn't determine authenticity it's simply about owning who you are underlying that. You can have any thought and any feeling and still be yourself at your core and KNOW/feel that to be the case with how you're making decisions. Go all the way and you'll never fail.
Just remember that you're always feeling this feeling of the hole or pit because you KNOW you're compromising on being yourself. This is only a sign from your body telling you to get on track and own who you really are so see it as such. Don't see it as anything you need to "process" because you really don't in this case all that processing it is about is just going through what you're avoiding to and that going through it IS being yourself. Whenever you're stuck in these places always remember that you're ONLY feeling bad because you're unable to let go of conditions in determining who you can be in the world. If you know self and feel pull in that direction then just accept it and own it and play out where you're being moved.
Basic Q&A
Q - How to boost imaginal vividness?
A - Gazing into pitch black is the best way in my experience to do this. You could alternatively just do normal gazing extensively and periodically too, every 45 mins for 5-15 mins. Tell yourself "my imaginal senses are crystal clear" and move into that. Leave behind having bad imaginal senses and drop the conditions that come up. You don't need to do anything to get more vivid senses because it'll come to you when you're being that person and have no resistance behind it. Abdullah taught NG to make his imaginal senses better by quickly imagining what's behind him and then moving to a new scene and imagining himself there over and over and over. He constantly conjured new imagined scenes that he would view reality from in his mind and move into a new scene as fast as he could.
Q - How can I more effectively learn to let go of money limitations?
A - Think about who you were a decade ago. It's likely someone who you'd not even recognise or associate to as who you are now. Feel that distance? That distance is what you're creating to the importance of the state of being desired given the conditions surrounding it are the anchor for that state. With this in mind can we move ourselves simply into that distance from who we are today and into that state of being of who we truly are? Who we are is fixed, it's always there and it's always available and yet we're still distant from it because we can't accept it fully. Why? Because we're holding on. What's that feel like? The heavy weighted down feeling is what holding on feels like, it's a literal anchor. So how do we drop the weight so to say? We distance ourselves from it so it's not important to us. That's the feeling of distance we can feel with the old state we use to be. How do you effectively distance yourself then? You don't feed the habits that person plays into, physically and mentally. In other words, distance from needing nourishment from the current state and supply value and vitality from who you REALLY are. Every time you're faced with a decision to value your vitality of your true self and you compromise you're tapping supply from the old state of not self.
Conclusion
Light hearted sensation is truth that you feel in your body. Heavy burdensome feelings are not self conditions held onto which bind you into states of suffering. You don't have to accept any of these states of lack at all. It's your decision to stay in or move out, and it all depends on how reliably you're willing to be ok with failing and to go at it again in KNOWING the correct process that has been established in this course. There is no more that you need to know to manifest. All you need to know is that being yourself is the technique. That's the magic secret. The acceptance of who you really are the the dropping of not self stuff IS what ALL techniques do by "dropping seeds" and "satisfying" the desire. Satisfying the desire is an acceptance of self, because that imagined scene or whatever method you're using is representing the theme of experience your body is responding to and communicating with you saying that "this is who I am" which is why it feels light hearted and abundant.
The most common errors people face when doing this is assuming that imagination in a vacuum is all there is to do and that the entire bridge will be followed without effort. Yes when you imagine you'll always be moved automatically and yet you don't notice that you are and that there's subtle sensations and compelled spontaneous intuitive impulses which arise as a result of sliding into more of yourself. The more yourself you are the more compelled to manifest from that state you'll be. It's not a black and white thing there's an entire gradient, because if you were fully yourself you'd be immortal and almost nobody gets to that level without fully 100% dying to themselves. We're experiencing a gradual shift in most cases and that's ok. If every day you wake up and immediately feel compelled to be more of yourself and whenever you notice identified sensations come up to break patterns you'd otherwise end up playing into or automatically do anyway and only realise when looking back that you broke patterns is a big sign that you're being more of yourself.
Often times it can be the most simple things we assume that keep us bound into not self conditioning which causes us to automatically disconnect with our authentic expression which results in the dips we have. It's very simple to do in principle and yet at the same time going all the way is what actually results in the shift you're looking for in a natural manner.
The degree to which you can drop importance on desire is always correspondent to the degree that you can accept natural striving and go all the way with being yourself regardless of how you may feel when BEING yourself. Being can be applied in any way, so long as you're actually BEING the person. You don't need to even imagine technically speaking if you don't want to, because the seeds within on the thematic level will always correspond to the thoughts you'll just have come through you which represent those. Even those with aphantasia (a "condition" where someone doesn't have imaginal senses)