Aetheraeon Notebook 8

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1/9/24

It's September already. Mad. If only it was page 9 for September. I don't think I'll be making a page 9 any time soon, it took less than a month to fill out page 7 but I was working non stop on that and was one of the best pages I ever made.

 

So I've just received further refinement about the idea of subconscious capacity. This came to me just before when I was doing a forest walk and talk looping on the bridge under the falls like I do on the walk and talk videos. It'll probably be short. I want to make more videos and get this out there, feels right now that I've gotten all that stuff out on page 7.

Subconscious capacity can be likened to the level of expanse of the filter of consciousness. There are critical thresholds which determine your capacity, though it's a linear increase without quantisation there are points within the level of capacity which open up new levels of experience. Imagine it like a pipe and there being water flowing through. Take an ocean sized pipe but then filter it down to the size of your finger. That's what your subconscious capacity is like, it's squeezing the totality of greater process and all that's integrated into a tiny little water hose sized pipe. The complete procession of consciousness is specifically being filtered through your definition and receptors but their ability to interact with the stream around them depends on the capacity of the pipe. The degree and type of information flowing in is a function of subconscious capacity. When you're heavily embodied into an experience you're not going to have the ability to expand capacity and perceive beyond that limited capacity you've got in that place. When you're more invested and buying into experience your capacity shrinks, you're more easily influenced by others (and to yourself in that specific state) where as if you're expanded you can perceive and see through things as there's more space to have experience. This is also a function of having greater vitality too, not just purely the idea that subconscious capacity is a different variable, it's going to require a baseline level of qi to be elevated for the capacity to stick. Eventually you reach a level where you're going to perceive reality beyond sensory experience and tap into the pure thematic archetypal principles and allow them to flow through you and manifest experiences implied through that. Capacity must reach a higher level to hit that threshold where this opens up. SATS gets you part of the way there which is why manifesting from a place of expanded capacity enables you to more efficiently lose yourself in that experience in the imagination to be your testimony and result in a shift in direction out of that.

Fundamentally there's only principle thematic archetypes that exist, but they're made manifest to us through the degree that our limited capacity enables. Those broader level themes are squished down and compressed into a smaller lower order process which we're representing in our experience, we comprise it to a limited extent through the sensory conceptual experiences we have as we are metaphysical and alchemical where our corporeal experiences reflect these fundamental principles in implication. Music and art are the best examples of how we can tap into these principles. Music that's comprised to narrow into a specific theme will communicate that to you. That "sense" is the thematic sense and it's comprised of and represented to you in your limited capacity as sensory level experience. That's the implication. When your capacity increases you go beyond that level and communicate directly to the consciousness or personification of that archetype instead of through worldly experiences. You interact with it directly and communicate with it through simple cues which ring your consciousness like a bell and thus fine tune your field geometry to be aligned where these principles can interact with each other through you deliberately interacting with them and new substances of higher order can be made manifest out of that interaction that previously cannot be produced without those 2 or more principles interacting. That's alchemy. Manifestation is alchemy.

If we're manifesting something it's going to be the product of the interaction of our field geometry with the world. It's how our definition interacts and forms new unique testimony out of that interaction with the world and others in it that comprises our manifest experiences. Imagination is a tool to align the direction of how these defined principles within our field geometry are operating to "attract" to us those who are receptive to these fixed parts of us. That's why there's ALWAYS a natural unfolding of events and never magic that happens, except those who operate from a greater capacity that's allowing them to directly manifest in real time where experiences unfold through them. Buying into a direction through testimony is having your direction of propagation altered through rearranging the fixed and receptive principles within you to change how people perceive you. If you own your fixed definition then those who are receptive to that as a supply through you will be attracted to you or want to spend time around you, those who have fixed definition that's mirror like to yours will play off you in different ways, likely in ways that result in both of your transformation and refinement.

Opposites attract because they're bridging gaps in the circuits we're receptive to so that parts of us can link up and communicate more efficiently. That's why certain people are "exciting" to be around, likely because they're conditioning you with sacral charge which is rising and powerful in it's experience, especially if you're not a generator type. Those people are the ones who are going to be the ones you want to be with, not that they're good for you but because they're stimulating. They're stimulating on a principle level and supplying you with what you don't have. The same thing applies with others attracted to you. If you have powerful definition in ways that others don't have they'll naturally be attracted to you. Sacral definition will almost always result in someone who's more attractive in general to others because that archetype is the most powerful supply there is, aside from the heart. If you have heart and sacral supply within you then you're going to be EXTREMELY attractive to all types of people because you've got so much definition bridging others circuits. When you own that and use that in the world as who you're defined as and not what the world thinks you should be like then you're going to consequentially manifest experiences that will confirm this definition. The thoughts which correspond to the expression of these principles will show up automatically in your mind, they will come through your consciousness and it will be natural. It won't be forced. It's a simple realisation of who and what you are and what's yours and what's not yours so you and with that perception refine the supply of your field geometry in the world and allow that to manifest for you, because that's really what's happening it's not your thoughts but the principle thematic archetypal level that's communicating to others through their limited bandwidth pipe which draws them into that experience hook line and sinker and it's only when contrast is present that they'll realise they got baited through your definition.

Contrast is a place where you're experiencing more space in itself but that's a temporary place and it's state dependent. It's not a place where that expansion sticks and results in transformation. Space facilitates transformation but vitality does too as that's the alchemical agent which acts on the resistance to dissolve it. That's the fire of life which dissolves disproportionate pathways and it's emanating from your owned supply. Owning who you are will manifest everything you desire. Disowning yourself and disempowering yourself and having others be your authority as to who and what you can and can't do or accept and buy into and experience will mean that your definition will be compromised and you'll feel this as lack and un-satisfaction and all that. It's a result of denying your supply. Greater process is your true supply, but we're simulacrums reflecting that in potential, an embryonic capacity to unfold and refine. Reality is "rolled up" as the alchemist says and when we expand subconscious capacity we unroll it and we can see more of it at once and in that place we can know ourselves on a more primordial principle level. These are the themes that represent our fixed definition. 

 

There's more here I can't think of at the moment it seems.

I'm going to make a flow chart to put all this into perspective because there's so many moving parts I'm losing track myself.

 

Now I remember what I was thinking about before. Hours later.

Split definition define the "splits" in our field geometry that require thematic influence to bridge between each other. This is where the surrounding receptive gates can be influenced and your perception can be warped while buying into any one of these limited splits as there's no way for it to integrate greater context into that mental environment you're fixated on. We get stuck in limited perceptions more so if there's splits present as the communication between themes we have that works for us isn't present and we need to specifically then remind ourselves of that definition we have that's separate and effectively fill in the gaps consciously within ourselves.

 

2/9/24

This is an interesting idea here. I've already spoken on this but I want to reiterate. Breaking pattern is probably the best way to begin building momentum. Put yourself into different environments around different people and your sensations that drive you will change which will of course bring contrast into your consciousness. This contrast is the medium by which change can be made and stabilised. 

 

I had this idea just earlier while I was busy and it's come up again. This relates more to why sensory experiences don't show up in the world. I've been immersed into experiences in my mind where I've heard an old song I use to listen to ages ago when I was like 7 or 8 or something and can remember vividly what it sounds like. I've for the most part had this come through me, I don't consciously decide I'm going to listen to this song but it comes up somewhat frequently, like every few weeks it flows into my awareness. I sink into that experience again and listen to it with loud sound and visceral sensation with it. It's real. The thing is I've never had that song manifest in my world, like I don't remember what it's called it was on some random CD I forgot about and I've never heard it physically since. Why hasn't this showed up in the world if what we bring before the mind of God manifests into the sensory world? I've likely fallen asleep listening to this before in my head and it's not showed up. Why is this happening? It comes through me but I don't hear it physically? It's vivid and real, more real than voices at times and yet I can have peoples voices show up easily. I'm often in a flow type state when it comes into my mind, so I'm not trying to make anything happen out of a desperate state. I have zero attachment to this. Why hasn't it showed up like other instances where media comes into my mind and it shows up? I think I know why but really I don't know the answer for sure. I assume it's about more of the thematic sensation that I'm unable to sink into that's related, as like a path of least resistance sensation which brings it out of me naturally. If in that place I imagine it again I might be able to have it show up in the world and have that music then remind me of the sensation, just as it always does with other things.

 

3/9/24

Still strange using 9 again. Immortality is one of those things. Perfection. 

It’s interesting actually I just thought about how “subliminals” can actually work. Have any of you had the experience of hearing someone’s voice in your dream that’s outside and it was like interpreted in real-time through the dreamscape? Like the dream blends into the sounds outside and you live through that experience. Someone in the dream would say what the person in the world is saying. There’s also this one, as strange as it is. I remember ages ago when I wet the bed I dreamed I was way back in school again and going to the toilet when it happened I’m the world. These corresponding experiences can be a clue as to how manifestation works. There’s also how in dreams loud noises are made before a phase conjugate experience that can happen from gazing. I had the sounds of explosions going off right before I woke up and had my vision. It’s either that or you get “zapped”. 

It seems to me that these experiences come through us based on what’s happening within, when it comes to dreams describing the alchemical processes unfolding. The same thing seems to happen when it’s something on the outside being made real on the inside. In that case would the subliminal of touching on boundaries and pushing forward the reality of experience in the dream based on what the subliminal is presenting also have a corresponding effect where the dream becomes the substrate for the reality of experience where the conscious mind observes? Just an idea. I should test this. Normally I don’t use subliminals at night for various reasons because driving what comes out in dreams isn’t always the best thing, especially when you’re doing gazing and that’s bringing stuff out to be dissolved through dreams. This idea that you can control and influence your consciousness through dreams and subliminals is almost contradictory with how we really experience dreams. Perhaps the dream will mediate both the natural processing of what’s being dissolved as well as the subliminal or it might even just ignore the subliminal entirely. Tests must be done. 

Here people wonder why I take so long to speak on this stuff. I need to know not guess. 

 

Be the supply of your thematic process. Be the supply for your desired experience. Be the supply for others to play off in a way that's beneficial. Are you providing them value or are you depleted and trying to think your way into feeling that value? Feeling that value IS being that supply for others. Tap your internal supply and radiate that to the world and others WILL come to you, they won't be able to help it. They'll be like moths drawn to a flame. Helpless to be drawn into your reality of experience and play whatever role they can in that direction. They'll pick up on the thematic experience you're having and their state will align accordingly because you'll be that influential supply for them. Your being will literally be a stimulus for their consciousness, just as when you listen to music or watch a movie or whatever your thematic resonance shifts and you're influenced by that. It moves you, and you move people depending on your thematic resonance. How does that feel? What's the target of that resonance? Describe it and outline how others would respond to that. With every principle of consciousness there's a polarity to play off and others must play their part for your consciousness to even operate and experience what it is.

 

4/9/24

Well I just bought a shirt the other day with a certain symbol on it and I just saw that same symbol on the back of someone's car. It's very very very specific and not something you see around very much. These examples of "manifestation" are seemingly what people refer to as proof that "God is imagination". Very strange if you ask me. NG says reading a newspaper causes what was read to show up in your world. Makes you wonder then that if this is true it would mean that the Murdochs who own all the media companies would write the history, meaning there's external influence based on how much you're marketed to by those factions which shape your experience that you accept as real. Is it the reality of the experience? I just looked at the shirt, how does it show up again? Is this like scripting? Normalised sensation? There's no predictability here, or if there is the time in which things show up is very very specific to how your coming days were already planned ahead by what was present that was driving you. If that's the case then what's the function of contrast being drawn in the moment and making different decisions? Is that pre-determined? How far does this go? Don't you see how insane this whole thing is, it brings literally everything into question and makes a complete mess of the nature of reality. No order.

I say those things you manifested were you being receptive to influence through the open thematic sensations that drove you towards experiencing the reality of that concept. For me that was the normalised sensation of what this shirt felt like that I was receptive to and so I was driven to this store to pick it up and that just so happened to also carry over to my moment where I saw that symbol on the car. This is why I say it's all about reception and definition defining what we experience. What we provide in supply through our fixed definition vs what we tap into for supply where we're receptive. The imaginal experience, as in the thematic sensation that drove you into the thoughts naturally through the pathways came through you and not because of your logical mind thinking of it consciously and deliberately. It flowed through you because of your design and how you've associated to these thematic sensations you're in, though you don't know because they're normalised and stable and that's what it's like to manifest something "easily". There's many cases of people having things show up that are massive in contrast, something they don't expect and is a shock to them, but more often than not these either come in a way that's later on going to be limited or that it's going to be part of the greater process of their transformation towards the normalisation of the sensation. 

This common thread about fixed vs receptive and owning what's you and leaving what's not you is the one that comes up over and over. Overextending is another one, where you're needing external supply to fill in what's disowned you're designed to play out and so you're going to be giving "mixed' signals on a sensation level to those you're manifesting, like specific people showing interest and then leaving soon after. It's almost always because you're overextending because the baseline still isn't present and you can't take the pressure. The sensation isn't normalised and when they're showing signs of interest it pulls you into themes of experience that aren't associated to your value and instead are coming from this limited needing of external supply state. You'll feel it if you're doing the work. You'll know 100% if you do regular pathway work. Coming back to these areas and diving head first into the pressure and making the decisions to value your vitality will normalise the sensation and transform you. Nobody in this community transforms without pressure, else pressure wasn't required and a simple shift in thematic resonance by adjusting their default associations was all it took as the vitality was present and valued to enable the "easy" manifestation. The way you really dissolve this stuff is by asking yourself what would it be like if I didn't ever have this thing? Can I be ok with that? What's the worst that could happen if I never ever got to experience this? Big deal. So what. Don't chuck a hissy fit and be like a little crybaby because the current context you're in is feeling limited. Dive into that state and then accept it, be ok with feeling this way and realise that it's all just wasting your vitality and drop it and while under that pressure transform it by seeing how it'll show up anyway if you withdraw your vitality from needing it and let it show up when it's ready. If you can't accept that then go to the next level that's comfortable, perhaps instead of if it never showed up say it'll show up in a long time, or in the near future, and be ok with that. If you simply cannot accept that it'll show up at all you're going into it with the wrong context or you're just so depleted and stagnant then other areas need working vs the psychological.

I strongly believe that many clients I've had who were telling me they couldn't see how their SP would want to be with them in the dips even after doing the pathway work extensively and applying themselves in many other resonant areas likely just had deficiencies in surrounding metaphysics which were compromised and herbal methods likely would've been the trick to resolve that stagnation. QI stagnation, likely, mostly in the heart meridian. Thing is those people don't want to keep coaching if they don't get it on a certain time frame I said would be likely. It's almost as if results are multi faceted and in my experience relying purely on the psychological aspect to resolve the metaphysics is honestly stupid and limiting. If I ran a real clinic doing this work with locals which I feel I want to do at some point I'd ALWAYS involve herbs and other methods because it's all working the same channels anyway. It's so stupid we think that manifestation is purely a psychological aspect. So dumb. Ignorance. Results in many people depend very very closely on what's happening with their entire being, not just what goes through the head as I've said time and time and time again that what goes through the head is a result not a cause. Your thoughts are a manifestation that unfolds through you, a vast majority of the time especially when sensations are normalised. The fact is that manifestation shouldn't even be a thing people think about (under the context of manifesting a specific person for example) until your metaphysics are correctly aligned using all methods around that so you can fully value your vitality and be the supply which that specific person will integrate and play off of. These people have it backwards and I've honestly been kidding many of them thinking that pathway work alone is all that's needed, it's not. 

I've just come out of a program that I spent thousands on and am in another group with dozens who pay hundreds and barely anyone in there has big results. As far as I know nobody in the high tier program got what they wanted even after 90 days. I've seen limited success in the membership program too. Why does nobody in this community get high success rates and we've all got this mask of perfection publicly when behind the scenes the stats speak to very limited success? Because the very idea of what we're doing here is stupid and unreliable because we're assuming everything comes down to an imaginal scene. The bulk of the work comes down to where are you expending excess vitality and under expressing where you should be owning. The imaginal scene stuff is just a way of transforming themes and sensations through testimony of contrast under pressure, or simple integration of concepts that associate to the themes that are already established and proportionate. 90+% of people require transformation before doing any of that work because the vitality is diminished and lacking in coherency of states that are resonant. Reliable results with this almost always come down to these factors. I've already said this before but I'll say it again to make it clear.

Are you owning your fixed definition or giving into the themes of limitation that are falsely associated?

Are you tapping your internal supply and withdrawing from overextending it to be magnetic or are you overextending and depleting yourself to try and control thinking it's better?

Are you refining the sensory relationships to themes and sensations and doing pathway work to understand extensively what themes you're lead into based on what sensory stimulus is arising and how your regular habits and environmental influences factor into that.

Are you breaking patterns of stagnation, metaphysical stagnation, meaning what are you constantly drawing into as a baseline theme that you know is limited and are you breaking that pattern of dependency which reaching into sensory concepts that grant you supply which comes from proportionate themes. Normalise that contrast.

The idea of needing an end scene is almost never the solution because it would naturally flow through you anyway. When you're at that point it'll be easy to get fast movement anyway because you're proportionate and stable, meaning your supply of vitality is consistent and related to your path of least resistance. 

Go through a vast range of media, music for example, and log down how each track leads you into different themes of experience. Log these all down and then draw further branches of how those tracks lead you into further refined concepts that arise and what are the sensations. Are these sensations similar or different? Do extensive pathway work and fully understand what makes you tick and what makes you feel devalued. Own what's yours without a shred of compromise and you'll then be driven and tap your internal supply and value your vitality. This is the work. This IS manifestation because naturally out of that nourishment will flow and you'll have correct thoughts and imaginal experiences and insights come when they're ready for you to experience what's needed for your satisfaction. You won't ever need to touch NG or the likes. I'm honestly so over this idea of imaginal work being the solution to problems it's so limited. People also think gazing will solve their problems, or my subliminal will solve their problems. Space is a big part because without space vitality cannot expand into the channels and nourish you fully as where there is vitality there must be space to experience that, or where there is blood there must be dynamism and qi to expand that space and act as the metaphysical bounding volume in which consciousness expresses and unfolds. Space is one part of that equation. Thinking that any one of these will solve your problem is silly and isn't the way things work.

If you want the fast track method to radical transformation then go out of your way to get uncomfortable in life as much as possible in ways you're driven but are denying. Getting very very uncomfortable and yet still making correct decisions according to the resonant thematic sensations will lead you towards success and radical transformation. That's the fast way but it's the most painful. Die. Die to yourself. Completely kill yourself without mercy. That's what you need to do. Destroy and eliminate yourself utterly and completely. Hang yourself on the cross, or the world tree. Die to your limits without a shred of compromise. That's what radical transformation is. Destroying yourself is the hardest of all though. Destroying others is easy because you're thrashing around in your delusions but you cannot fake your own death. It's going to cause you to back out when the pressure gets too intense and yet you continue to wail and complain that your life sucks and how others are doing this and that and bla bla bla bla bla.

Certain music leads me into this thematic. Usually folk music does that to me, likely because of the association I made when I discovered this stuff when I was exploring Norse myths extensively and was deeply into rune magic. Kati Ran is one who constantly comes to mind. Blue flame sentinel. The keeper of the sacred purifying fire. Just thinking about it rose some seriously intense currents typing that out. This is what I mean. There's a sensation, a thematic relationship and that "metaphysical" sensation reminds you of an expression of self that's resonant. The channel of flow is begging me to die and be driven into that direction. That thematic direction breaks my limits and provides me the contrast I need to transform resistance. Making decisions out of this direction without a shred of compromise will lead me and drive me towards my satisfaction and yet I still compromise to this day on that thematic level. I remember once diving head into it and I ended up severely damaging myself riding my scooter and stacking it because I overexpressed in the wrong ways and was processing in the wrong place at the wrong time. Those scars are still visible and taught me that lesson. Process when you're in a safe environment, but make decisions under pressure and not in a safe environment where you can back out and compromise because you will if you reach the middle of that purifying fire. You won't walk the coals you'll chicken out because you're weak and degenerate. You need to aid your process in this and make it difficult to back out and compromise. Break pattern and rearrange the metaphysical contents of your reality. Log these so you know what's resonant and not, log the sensations and themes and all that and then just die to those limits. Show them just how much heat you can take for the immortal being endured more heat than anyone else in this world.

What is it that leads you into thematic resonance? Consistently? What raises that purifying vital current that you're compromising on? What needs to die? What needs to be owned and expressed? Understand yourself and out of that you'll know everything about how to become immortal. This pathway work will give you all the insight required but it's up to you to die under that pressure and transform from there. Place yourself under that pressure and bring the contrast to that place and normalise that sensation to re-associate the default sensation and conceptual relationship. 

How the heck do I make videos on all this stuff. I'm not someone who can easily break down these massively complex metaphysical processes. The flow chart has helped but it's more still. Just saying what to do isn't what I'm trying to do where I'm trying to explain how and why so I can refute NG and the fools in LOA for good and provide people a real solution founded in source material by which their systems originated and were warped for profits. Stand naked on the stage of reality for all to see, stripped bare and without anything to hide. What if everything was stripped from you and you were laid out with nothing to retreat or hide behind. With that you'd realise that it was stupid to hold onto limitation and compromise and feeling devalued because eventually it wouldn't bother you, you're an incorporeal being taking a sense of devaluation over literally nothing of importance but what was made to seem important to the limited mind. You see the process now? Being forced to be laid bare on the stage of the world for all to see and still while there accepting your state and still dancing your dance of life. THAT IS TRANSFORMATION. THAT IS THE IMMORTALS PATH. THAT IS THE EXPANSION OF CONSCIOUSNESS. In principle at least. There's nothing left to discuss I can speak this same thing forever and it'll not sink in. The application and forcing of yourself without a shred of mercy to break patterns of comfort is the only way forward. Thinking has not and will not help you, you know that. You know what to do. This is premium content I'm not hiding anything so there it all is. Do the work you know literally everything there is to know. Die just as the Christ did, just as Odin did, just as YOU, did. Stand naked on the stage of reality and hold nothing back. That's your supply providing it's value to those who are receptive and they will respond. You just need to own it and provide your supply to the world and be driven by that sensation and not by your head and what the world wants of you because not even they know, culture changes in an instant but your greater consciousness doesn't. It knows what you need better than anything because that is your true aspect looking for you to accept it and be driven for it needs you to purify on both levels to complete the great work. Accepting this drive is accepting your divine nature so stand naked on the stage of reality for all to see and die in those sensations and never look back.

That is all.

 

5/9/24

Israel. The bible. More on this subject. In my estimation and based on what I know I'm going to say that Israel will be split up in the coming years. This nullifies the idea of an Israeli state as a land they own. Palestine will have their own state. BB's damage has already been done and the cards in his hand have been played and he's on his way out as we speak, and dictators will refuse to accept defeat. Narcissism doesn't accept being wrong, they'll sink the ship and everyone on it before surrendering and being exposed and forced to face their feelings, they cannot stand naked on the stage because it's the most painful thing imaginable and far far far worse than destroying their people. The Zionists will have to accept defeat in this case, however they will relocate to a new homeland because the states support them and the trump card will be played to support this end. Transformation is unfolding as we speak in many many ways. The idea of Israel being a place is nonsense, the term was to describe a state of consciousness for those who believe upon greater process as the one true God. God being process and us being created in his image (the unfolding of emanationary process being made manifest AS us and THROUGH us as simulacrums of that contained potential for expansion, being why it's a HE and not a SHE which would mean contraction and absorption) and that we're playing out the pre-determined paths we've been assigned on the thematic level that we're driven to have resonance with and regardless of if our conscious mind likes that or not it's how we're driven. 

Not everyone will have a bigger more influential and transformational role to play though everyone will simply by the nature of your existence. Being correct in your expression of self is the only thing here that matters as through your experience and the focusing on your immortal path towards completion of the integration of greater processes and those substances into one substance is all we're designed for. We're not designed to live and die short meaningless lives. Those who are more transformative and mutative more often than not are designed for exciting lives of great transformation vs the workers who support that. The ones who have manifesting potential are the ones who more often than not play that out in the world. That's how it's designed and how it's reflecting in the world. Taking your design and working with it is how you'll attain satisfaction and ultimately complete the great work.

As I go through deliberate substance cultivation to break my own limits it's making me more and more and more aware of what's going on here. Kidney yin is required to be in sufficient levels for the anchor of liver qi and yang to stabilise the rising fire which in many many people is overactive. Calming this pathogenic fire is required to calm and stabilise the state in imagination else it'll cause anxiety and doubts and thoughts of frustration. You'll be unable to stabilise your state because the metaphysical process simply doesn't allow it to happen no matter what you assume. Letting go of what's holding that limitation in place keeping the stagnations there will let it go but telling yourself "I have abundant kidney yin" will not solve your problem and magically manifest your anchor. The next most common is heart qi and blood issues. Once again without a sufficient anchor and substance to transform through the heart into blood out of cultivated kidney yin then you will not and cannot have the sensation of actual satisfaction. It will not happen. Heart qi will more often than not flow with the blood when it's nourishing the shen. A malnourished blood deficient shen will cause your manifesting capacity to be whacked. I faced that myself and know what it's like. Some people have nourished shen and Hun with sufficient blood and yin but then cannot refine their expressions of self to naturally raise and circulate the currents of yang and qi. Spleen and sometimes lung weakness can manifest as holding onto past traumas and thinking too much on those events and how they're defining your ability to act correctly leading you to ignore intuitive impulse out of needing to hold onto what you once had and not making good decisions is a manifestation of deficiency and stagnation in the upper burner. Unable to process what's been taken in, metaphysically speaking. Lower is about having substance, middle is about transformation of both into higher order. This is why the heart is so important as it creates blood and shen which leads to more yang Jing which is the element required for immortality processes to complete. When there is nourishment of the yin side and substances are present and circulating then it's simply about generating the qi required for the critical thresholds for the transformation of those substances into higher order ones is all the rest of the work. More often than not it's initially a deficiency of yin or a stagnation of qi that's the issue, both more often than not linked to blood issues. Qi issues most often are a result of compromise patterns that have been held onto and that then leads to burning of yin and Jing which means blood gets compromised and at that point you're really whacked. I faced that and know what it's like. I faced all of it and to this day am still working to restore spleen and liver meridians to complete working order, partly due to constitutional weakness I've faced that accelerated their disproportionate issues I faced. 

Putting this into a practical process is a challenge. Nobody has really developed a system and there's so many moving parts here I just don't even know where to start. I'm not built for organising info like this into working models I'm someone who's good at collecting and finding connections between large amounts of info but putting that into working models isn't my forte. That comes over time through further discovery but I'm never focused on that end, I'm focused on refining the theory further and finding more moving parts. It's getting now though to a stage that's just crazy with how many parts there are to consider. No wonder NG was so successful. Simple one part that moves, the mind. Ignorance. The mind follows what the form presents it and buys into the sensations unless contrast is present and vitality sufficient to act as the transforming factor, else you don't change and really cannot change, unless you're forced to but that's consciously breaking the boundaries anyway which is transformative in itself and is what we're trying to attain.

 

More here.

Yesterday I spoke about death and the rebirth of a new paradigm of bring and that surrender and acceptance through transformation was what is necessary for that to unfold. naturally. I strongly believe that a big part of this is as I've said before defining all of the sensory elements that comprise this thematic experience. Music puts us most easily (in my experience) into various thematic sensations. If that's not accompanied by a rising sensation from the authority center then it's meaningless to your path and should be discarded. Listening to music that's excessively depleting space and vitality is a waste of time for you and likely arises out of compromise patterns at that point. Either way certain music will have different themes. Use this as a way of touching into the sensations of them. These different types of music will raise and lower currents in different meridians and out of that alter your thematic experience and what flows through your consciousness. It's an influence through the senses to direct your mental atmosphere which will bring up related thematically associated sensations and concepts as thoughts. With this in mind find what resonates on a consistent basis, that which raises current mostly will be what you need to work with. This doesn't mean "upbeat" stuff will be your solution, but music that touches on the themes. Vocals alone with zero instrument can do this. Instruments alone without vocals can do this, it just depends on what you've resonance with. 90% of what I listen to is either vocals in languages I don't understand or instrumental. That's just what I tend to resonate with, partly because it's not actively driving my thoughts with vocals and it's a more pure sensation that's delivered through the medium of instrumental sound. Classical for example, Bach. BWV 4; Duetto (Versus II. S,A)- Den Tod niemand zwingen kunnt or 04 Piano Quartet No.1 in G minor, Op.25 - iv - Rondo alla Zingarese are examples that have resonance with the theme of splenic based stabilising currents, at least in my metaphysical analysis. This is a stabilising grounding current that's slightly biased in the direction of rising into the heart or the throat to make manifest this stabilised current. This is what I mean by the thematic sensation, it's a metaphysical sense that relates to the channels by which the themes these sensory experiences are drawing current through.

So the essence here is to establish the definition of what your resonant thematic sensations are. I don't have fundamental resonance with that music I used as an example but it's interesting to listen to. It doesn't draw me into a resonant current which my inner response drives me towards experiencing but it's interesting. You need to find what's resonant and on a consistent basis because that theme is what will bring you your satisfaction, even if it seems to be emotionally limiting. Doing this work for me isn't consistently emotionally uplifting but it leaves a sense of satisfaction at the end and that's what matters. It feels complete, like I can let go and allow my experience to be. I flow through it, you'll be very similar when you're correct in how you're expressing self. Identifying the theme is what we need. This is mostly a natural process anyway, we naturally are drawn to what's resonant because of these rising sensations that feel intense and drive us, though if there's compromise patterns then it will cause a withdrawal or a stagnation because you've disowned these themes.

Unfortunately I just lost 15 mins of typing because I screwed up my hot keys and deleted what I wrote. Must be important and needs reiterating further.

I simply want to explain how owning these themes results in manifestation. How would you define these themes and describe them with the senses? Naturally we do this because it's correctly stimulating. This is refining the sensory inputs to drive us into a direction that's resonant and out of that manifestation unfolds through us. Scripting works because of this, we're going to define through the script what's resonant to us and out of that the manifestation unfolds. It's NATURAL! It's not something you're doing it's a natural product of buying into where your resonant sensation that's coming from the response authority within you as you bring thematics and concepts into the consciousness where currents are going to flow where they should be and thus your definition provides influence to those involved as a consequence. It's not something you do it's a product of you simply responding to what's within you. Making a video on this subject alone and explaining every element of it is going to be the core element that destroys the law of assumption and what NG wrote. He failed miserably to explain how the phenomena of manifestation works because he's missing how the fixed metaphysical definition within us functions and how both us and the world around us are driven by those thematic sensations and how they're manifesting thoughts and feelings in our collective consciousness through greater process accordingly. When we integrate concepts it's stabilising the sensation and normalising it, it's making it connect to more of our themes of experience in a proportionate manner and out of that our resonant currents we emanate which we're owning and circulating generate new substances through the interaction of those who are receptive to this and out of this process new phenomena manifest and consciousness expands where concepts are interferometrically generating new phenomena to then play off of and create even more experiences. More space. More currents to explore. You see.

Owning your thematic sensations is a natural process but we've been so dumbed down by NG and people who think it's all magical imagination stuff and that there's no fixed functions within our consciousness. NG denies all of these things and thinks we can determine everything with our thoughts alone, he thinks WW2 started because someone wrote out a similar scenario on paper who had no involvement and the world was moved to make his imaginary experience happen. NG in this instance proves that there's a collective reality and that we're not in some isolated bubble, and yet there's so many who claim he taught solipsistic manifesting models like personal bubble reality timeline dimension trash that metaphysically illiterate fools peddle for money because it's easy to grasp and buy into. Means nothing and I swiftly strike down any level of that position without a shred of mercy or remorse. This is a time of transformation. 

Manifestation unfolds though us. Period. The only reason why we think it's because of free will thought processing causing our internal experience we buy into to manifest is because of contrast, if it was natural and normal to you then you'd never think it was consciously something you did and yet your baseline normalised sensation is driving you all the time as we speak to "manifest" phenomena to confirm what's not even present in your consciousness. It's only because of contrast that we even think that this phenomena is a result of so called techniques we do. When the sensation and related thoughts that arise out of that are normalised and sunken into then it's done and you'll just flow into those experiences naturally and without any effort because the contrast has been normalised and effectively neutralised. What we are thinking in the moment that's contrasting to our baseline that we drop without a corresponding normalised experience to anchor into isn't going to show up in any meaningful way, the sense of self will confirm this and it's reflective of the stagnations you're playing out while thinking these things in that baseline state of lack. If you're stuck in financial ruin and you're trying to get abundance to fulfil your affinities (a common one I hear all the time from many people, obviously) is going to be resolved by breaking pattern and getting involved with new sensations more consistently over the day that will drive you towards a more proportionate stabilised sensation. Breaking pattern is required in these cases, thinking you can sit in the same place doing the same things and just imagine yourself in abundance is wasting your time. If you had sufficient substantive principles and sufficient raising currents you'd naturally be moved out of that scenario anyway. You'd just begin to move out and it would be natural, you'd manifest scenarios that would confirm this shift in your metaphysical composition so conscious and deliberate manifestation is simply replicating what we do naturally anyway when we're not depleting our vital currents and substances which metaphysically represent our manifesting capacity and resultant sense of self which determines how we relate to concepts and such.

The themes we have resonance with will flow through us when our metaphysics are correct. The imaginal scenes, thoughts, inner conversations, actions, reactions, all of this will be naturally flowing through us that's proportionate to our satisfaction and our inner response drives that and determines through that filter what is and isn't correct for our metaphysical fixed definition. Trying to reverse engineer this is a serious challenge and took me many years to even begin to deconstruct to a point where I could apply it in beneficial ways. Doing what I do here refining RS is probably my most stable sensation I've got working now because it's been a constant for me for like a decade now. I use to have a bit of guilt and shame for it but no more. I own everything and the quality of my study improved significantly when I did own it. Making those videos in 2022 and starting this whole thing really proved to me through the reality of experience owning my themes and related concepts that I could be the manifesting theory heretic who was going to destroy the law of assumption and this industry. Every time I think about that it brings a rising sensation out of my sacral and drives me with immense power to just destroy without a shred of mercy. That's correct for my consciousness because it's thematically resonant and that's reflected in what I'm driven to fulfil here. You're the same, with whatever that is for you.

Grasp that the essence of manifestation is all an alignment phenomena, a normalisation of what's presently in contrast to be normal and established fact. NG says to determine the facts of life in your imagination. What that means is to bring to mind the concepts that are resonant and drive current to circulate in the meridians that are resonant to your fixed thematic definition so your manifesting value which is satisfying will drive you and the world around you through people who are receptive to your definition will be influenced to fulfil what you're emanating and transforming. The depth here is off the charts. Being driven is a natural phenomena. Manifestation as we see it is a natural phenomena. Too many people come here and ask me the question "how do I manifest X object or X person or X thing". Some people want simple things like tech or objects or things like that. To them I say who's the person who has that? What's that sensation like? Is this inspiring? Does it emanate from within your fixed definition or is this something you're looking for to fulfil a compromise pattern and bring your sense of self a sense of false security because you're not OK with not having this thing. If you had it all stripped away what would that feel like to you? Would that be ok to you? Would that liberate you or would it bring you into ruin? I feel perfectly ok now to lose my 2+tb of research documentation I've downloaded over many years of intense all day every day study into every subject I can imagine that's important to metaphysics and alchemy. One say I would've told you I'd have wanted to fall off a cliff if that happened but that only came out because I was compromised and didn't feel valued without it, the moment I started speaking on it and owning the theme I was compromised on which was the destruction of the illusions of those ignorant people around me through this knowledge I was liberated and felt satisfied. If I didn't own my theme of resonance and clung to the limited representation of it that was my preparation into it's expression I would've failed miserably. I needed to be transformed by what this theme was bringing me to express and be a participant for. Taking this to the next level and speaking on the world stage about it would bring even further satisfaction and detachment because it's me completing my function without compromise and that's the most satisfying end imaginable. Having things in the world isn't satisfying, expressing your thematic resonance is. That's all. Having your impact through delivering to the world what is fixed within your consciousness is all that matters. Manifesting a person, if that's a big part of how you're being driven to express what's within then will be correct to imagine. If manifesting a person into your life isn't part of that then you need to own that and be ok with it. I'm ok if my girl vanishes overnight. I don't care, not that I don't love her immensely but I don't attach to anyone because that's not how I'm associated to my path. She's a support in my path, but with or without her I'm still on my path. 

There's countless times I've imagined to the reality of experience where coming back to the world out of the imaginal scene I was shocked and surprised to be here and yet years later it's still had zero signs of showing up. It wasn't even for me it was for someone else. I've heard premium tier content from these hardcore NG buffs who think they've experienced the promise and many seeming supernatural mystical experiences that it's required to break pattern to get out of stuck places. This means literally changing your physical environment to reflect your thematic resonance. If your environment reflects your thematic resonance then it's going to drive you through that constant stimulus which reminds you and brings that contrast into your awareness until it's normalised and thus manifestation unfolds naturally through you at that point. Zero imagination required. It's just the currents that drive how you think and the currents are being driven by what your environment is thematically communicating to you. Bring that into your awareness and whenever an intuitive impulse arises in your mind that relates then act on what comes to mind through that without compromise. Act on it without compromise. Normalise that sensation, that theme. Die to the excuses and limitations. Die to them without compromise. Be transformed in that and hold nothing back. Be transformed under the purifying fire of life. 

When you're in that context, that thematic environment, bring to mind the other surrounding areas of your life that reflect this and can be used to further stabilise that related sensation through those actions, those realised scenes. Instead of imagining the scene realise it and act it out for real, having the reality of experience that's naturally coming through you which draws you into a normalised sensation out of that testimony of experience IS manifestation just the same as an imaginal scene, yet we've all been told the imagination has magic powers. Nonsense. These people are fools who need to be destroyed under the purifying fire of RS and the metaphysical processes we work with that completely dispute the mind magic model this industry is based on. Be driven and don't look back. Act on intuitive impulses and normalise those sensations. They may seem big and scary and on the pedestal in the beginning but when you've played it out and have the testimony it's not so bad after all and through that feeling you're transformed out of that experience. It's natural. It's not forced or anything we're trying to do, it's natural purification process. The trying is due to contrast but it's how we're driven according to the fixed thematic sensations.

How the heck do I put all this together in a video. Looks like I'll need to do it point by point style because getting all these points in off the top of my head in one take will take a miracle. People wonder why I've not uploaded in ages. Well that's why. Speaking to a camera in a room without stimulus to drive me isn't natural. Forest walk and talks would be easier as my body can move then and process its stimulus and so my mind can do its thing. Maybe that's me method.

 

Let me just put simply. For most people here, the reason why you're unsatisfied and "manifestation" doesn't work for you is because you're compromising on being yourself and owning your fixed definition themes of experience. You're wallowing around in the mud and complaining about it instead of breaking pattern. You're weak and pitiful and useless and you know it, that's why you feel this way. You're not applying correctly. What you need to do is right now break pattern by ideally rearranging your environment to the best of your ability in accordance to how it would bring resonance to your thematic sensations of fixed nature which will remind you and drive you automatically when those related sensory inputs enter your consciousness and provide contrast for when you're in a dip to transform your state. You require contrast and a consistent supply of autosuggestion to tap you into that theme of resonance. Then you'll be embodied correctly and you'll be driven and you'll be owning your currents of influence which lead you and the people around you towards manifesting what comes through you naturally as a result of what's implied by your themes. It's wholistic. that's why you're whacked and still not fulfilled. You're weak and depleted, else you'd WANT to break pattern too. It's natural your field geometry is self correcting but you simply need to provide it the supply and the stimulus to make that happen in the correct way instead of buying into random trash you're being influenced by on your social feed. Drop the smart tech for a week and leave it behind. Others don't like it then too bad. Show some self respect and break pattern here, you're not weak and pitiful are you? You're someone who has value to provide in who and what you are as the embodiment of your divinity and how that's manifest through your themes of resonance and their related sensory aspects. Own that and shine your light. Get it now? Break pattern RIGHT NOW! Do it tomorrow and then again. Remind yourself of this and normalise that sensation to where it's expected and baseline where the charges are all dissolved because the contrast is gone. Contrast between you and what's on the pedestal is gone, you're now on top because you're tapping your supply and you win. That's how NG manifested and Abdullah and all those people, it wasn't their imagination that stuff came through them because of these surrounding thematic mechanics. You're literally reading the most advanced manifesting theory ever developed on earth anywhere ever and yet you're still wallowing around in mud being the victim. How pathetic. If it feels bad then good my words are doing their job in proving to you how weak and pitiful your sense of self really is and how depleted your vitality is. You're disowning your supply and I just proved that to you. Get to it and do the work and you'll win. Stop wasting time. When nothing can shake your sense of self then you win. The work is normalising the sense of self to be impenetrable and the way you do that is by tapping your supply to dissolve the resistance as I've said. You know what to do so do it. Today. Now.

Break pattern and win.

 

6/9/24

Magic.

I went out today for my bday and it was great. Thought of more about thematic sensation and environment. So your environment around you brings up different conceptual relationships through the sensory impressions those represent to you and that of course draws you into thematic sensation which then drives your thoughts and feelings and state. I notice many times that I have different thoughts arise when I'm out doing stuff vs being in the studio doing alchemy work or writing entries here. It's a totally different thematic sensation, different channels are active and currents are nourishing through these sensations. Thoughts come through you naturally, you don't need to be consciously shoving thoughts into your head to make things happen because how you relate to the thematic sensations naturally brings them up and through you based on your fixed definition. If you've disowned those then there's issues of course because you're facing contrast but it's really about normalising those sensations of being out in that experience you want to become familiar with and simulate in your imagination. Imagination is used to drive an inner experience that replicates what you'd experience in the world to normalise and through testimony and correct targeting of thematics that are compromised, the dissolution of resistance. That's what we're doing. Log all these sensations and the concepts and sensory relationships to those and the themes as well as how you describe those themes. Contrast that to how you'd describe the other themes you're use to and normalised in and also ask yourself how nourishing these sensations feel. What's the context, the mental atmosphere of that experience once you've been led and driven by those sensations, led through a series of sensory experiences that immerse you into the reality of that. Normalise that sensation. That's how you're able to open up and alter the baseline you're running at. It's all the same thing.

Manifestation doesn't exist, it's natural if you're being yourself and being driven by what you've resonance with. There's no magic secret sauce here it's just alchemy and metaphysics which are reflected in all things. Even the quote I put on page 1 of the notebook about how NG says that you know you're in a different state by the thoughts that you're led into being different, that's what I mean because it's natural and it's driven by your fixed thematic definition and those resonant sensations you've associated to the sensory experiences. It's natural. It's all natural, none of this is technique based in any way it's all a completely natural process we all do all the time. You don't need to know any of this to make any of it work in any capacity. We've been marketed to by metaphysically illiterate fools who think they've discovered something new when in reality this was known for a very long time as one of the levels of interpretation of the source material NG uses like the bible and similar texts. It was common knowledge to have this understanding and the whole world around them was built to reflect their collective thematic resonance, that's culture. Architecture, music, art, dance, performance arts, poetry and writing, stories and ballads, all of this reflected their greater context and each was a modulated aspect of that. They're all contributing to providing their fixed definition to the greater process. You're broke and weak and have no one and nothing because you're disowning your fixed thematic resonance which is your supply that others will play off and be attracted to. You disowned it because that's culture. It's normal to be like this now, especially those in my gen. Whatever is normal and accepted is how things play out on the whole, hence why most are broke and can't afford anything. It's happening to us because of greater process influence, but we're not playing the role we otherwise would be regardless of that. You've disowned your fixed thematic resonance and you've compromised on playing out your affinities that are represented in the resonant sensations you get when they're reminded to you through specific stimulus. Bring that to mind and create the mental environment. Lead yourself through that experience and normalise that sensation and you'll find yourself taking different actions without realising you're actually doing it one day. It will be normal and natural because that contrast has been dissolved, it's one process now. Magic happens then. "Magic". What a joke.

This world is toast, well this round at least. It's happened many times before in the past and it's going to happen again. Own your thematic sensations, own them completely and be driven by them. Be driven by the mental environment of being yourself and allow yourself to give into that. Accept it without compromise and be driven. Cultivate that mental atmosphere and surround yourself with experiences to continue that state streak. Bring there here now and mediate those currents that purify your resistance. Nourish your being. It's all contributing factors to one process. Seems complex but it's not, it's really a simple metaphysical alchemical process that's been labelled by ignorant fools as magic because they are ill educated on the subject to speak with authority. I've outlined and demonstrated everything related to that. I lived and breathed this work and I've finished the work I set out to complete. That thematic sensation drove me and it drove the thoughts and insights I had flowing into my consciousness all day every day which has been shared here for all to see. It's natural. Imagine that but replace those thoughts with the thematic experience of what you're driven to sink into. Instead of developing RS I became the performance arts master I imagined myself to be many years ago. Drop all this and die to this person. Leave it in the dust and uncompromisingly sink into the sensation of that person and all surrounding manifest experiences where people will provide where you're receptive and will come to you where you're fixed to mediate the further refinement of that experience. It's all implied through the baseline normalised sensations. It's all implied because it's thematically related on the metaphysical archetypal principle of consciousness level. You'll be driven and those around you will be driven, because the principles are mediating all of you to be driven to realise those experiences on the corporal level. It's all happening top down in the metaphysical sense but it's all split into the principle components we speak of here as a reverse engineering of what's happening on an incorporeal level. That's why it's natural. None of this is magic. It's all known now. Manifestation has been solved and RS is truly complete. 

The notebook now contains 198k words. Almost 200k words. It's an entire book on manifesting theory and experiences among other elements. There's even more to explore in terms of relating TCM to manifesting theory but this is enough. I need to leave this behind for now I know enough is enough it's all laid out plain as day and all the questions have been answered. 

 

Trying to change reality with catching thoughts and flipping them on the spot is stupid if you don't follow through on that contrast and act on it and get into a state streak where you're normalising the sensation. That's the natural way. Change flows through you, not by you. It's not caused by you in a moment of catching thoughts and flipping or whatever, it's changed through the reality of experience. Testimony. Just as it says in the Bible. You need to get into that state of being, into that state streak where the thoughts that would correspond to manifest reality desired would naturally flow through you through that experience, the reality of the experience, the testimony. Don't you get it. The natural way is the common sense way. That's how it works, for everyone, without exception.

The alchemist told me that the formulation of higher order substances is a cumulative momentum based process. Dipping out kills that momentum. Take that and apply it to breaking pattern and being yourself without compromise. If you honestly look at yourself under the context I've outlined and ask yourself are you building momentum or sinking into comfortable limited sensations you'll see the truth about why you're still whacked and lacking. No surprise. That's why people who don't teach manifestation and just do "normal" coaching still get big results, arguably more reliable than LOA circles for transforming life and "manifesting" people and money and stuff. It's because this process is how it plays out. It's natural. It's common sense. That's why it's metaphysical because it's applicable in a common sense level and it comes through you, not because of a technique.

People will point to NG and say "look he manifests with simple scenes and it plays out" and yet a vast majority of his examples took either weeks months or even years. Do you honestly believe that everything he imaged played out? I don't. NG played his role for what it was and presented this idea of magic which I've completely refuted with Reality Synthesis which took me many many years. There's also the people who many will point to and say "look this person didn't believe in it and it showed up so it's the imagination and not belief" or "this person felt very shocked when they manifested the SP or money and they didn't expect it to happen". These examples I hear often in these circles as proof of NG's theory being correct can be explained simply. A child when they open their Christmas presents and is excited but partially doubtful when they get their favourite item has the same seeming experience as this person in the hypothetical example. It's part of their now normalised experience, on the thematic level. Even if they don't see themselves better, simply sinking into the contextual experience or even just being around other people who have more money or associating more of your media with receiving money will make these things show up by surprise, naturally of course because you've dropped it and that is how it comes through you naturally. The people who try don't get it because the context is warped and limited, there's no natural unfolding of their experience. THAT IS WHAT DROPPING THE SEED IS! I've said the seeds unfold THROUGH us. NG failed so bad to describe this and it's led so many people on wild goose chases trying to log manifestations to see how long seeds take to manifest and find examples of what they did that made it show up faster. Plain and simply, the more natural the experience to you the faster it will show up and effectively that is what dropping seeds is. It's setting a thematic direction and a conceptually related direction to sink into and experience as the "bridge" by which your consciousness is driven for this to be unfolded. BOOM.

I've never said that better. It just comes through me. I don't try, I'm flowing without effort because the sensation is normal and the sensory experience of it that's refined and expanding further through my ownership of this theme leads this knowledge to flow through me. People say they get "downloads" but I get it like this. People don't invent things like magic, it's always coming through them via the reality of experience that's correct for their filter of consciousness which is what drives them and that they're resonant towards. They naturally own it, like I am. You see. This is manifestation. Natural and effortless. Making money, manifesting status and wealth and fame and notoriety would be the same for someone on that spectrum that's normalised that sensation. It's natural to them, natural and effortless and part of their life. Simple. We don't manifest anything. It comes through us. All these methods are means of focusing the metaphysical and alchemical elements of consciousness which comprises our consciousness. It's just. It's so easy. So effortless. It comes through me every day. You're literally watching this unfold and I can even tell myself "I've hit the end of the road" and yet I continue to refine this. What does that tell you. You're reading what runs through my head right here on the notebook and what manifests for me, or so you think. It's thematic. Irrefutably it's thematic because specific concepts that we speak, words and affirmations, they don't manifest exactly as the words say they manifest according to the thematic association that's normalised and comfortable. PERIOD. I've proven that through the notebook. This is why I say transformation is a bulk of the work because that's building your platform and anchor for the resonant state. It's all about refining the sense of self through owning the thematic sensations that are resonant. It will be natural though, it's only going to be contrastive in the beginning stages but as the alchemist says it's a cumulative process where momentum builds and through those state streaks we normalise the sensation through the repeated reality of experience and thus it flows through us as we're basically unconsciously driven to fulfil what's within us at that point. It's effortless because it's natural. The people who imagine something specific and have it show up (which rarely ever happens by the way regardless of what the so called gurus will tell you (I've spoken to many of these people personally, many who make millions casually even beyond what I make)) are already anchored into the thematic sensation, the specific sensory experience is already comfortable and it's just a refinement of what's already present. It's like how I can manifest technology of any form I desire for pretty much either free or dirt cheap every time within no time at all. Mostly it's the same day, or a few days later. It's so easy and it just shows up like magic. It's not magic though it's thematic resonance as I've outlined. Someone who's comfortable in the area of SP or money in general or whatever else it is will experience this the same way. It's natural and easy and effortless. Natural and normal. Manifestation is a natural and normal process that's common sense based and has nothing to do with magic. The only magical thing about this are the metaphysical and alchemical aspects at their principle level, and manifestation IS those principles processing, as consciousness, which is why "manifestation" is a function of your consciousness that doesn't turn off. It's natural and normal because it's what God is, process, and the principle composition of that process is what defines experience that consciousness has. 

That's what the worlds most advanced aetheric metaphysician says about manifestation. None of these so called enlightened gurus can describe manifestation correctly. I have. I've done it. There it is. It's done. Complete. This is why I say manifestation is dead. It's dead and it's going to be replaced with RS. I've refined the language so far here that it's coherently able to demonstrate the processes involved correctly in a way that makes sense on all levels. If anyone thinks otherwise then let's hear your model. This notebook has 200k words in it that describes every primary function of consciousness and my understanding of this evolved with you as you read it. Transformation mechanics is everything you need to work with to "manifest" what you desire, what's resonant that you're naturally inclined towards thematically. Transformation is alchemy. Alchemy is the interaction of metaphysical principle components of consciousness. Therefore manifestation is a metaphysical alchemical process as it's core and the source material which outlines this has been warped by ignorant fools who failed so badly to recognise this and now we've got an army of whacked minded people claiming to be able to perform magic in manifesting without a shred of understanding as to how or why. They've created a multi billion dollar industry that I'm going to burn to the ground and make sure it never recovers. I'm going to completely destroy it, everyone involved. DIspenza and these types included. I'm going to tear these peoples world views to shreds and completely eradicate LOA from the history books. Reality Synthesis will become the new standard. If not me then someone else, but my work will carry on and will not be buried. Never. I've completed what I am designed to do and can die any time knowing I am satisfied in creating RS. From now it's about destroying LOA and NG and the likes. Burn them all to ashes and scatter those ashes in the blowing winds of time never to be known again to anyone. LOA will be eliminated at my hands through the work I've done here. 

Talmudism will be defeated in part through this too. This has been my big picture focus since high school nobody really knew about as part of my function. People think they understand me and my work but really they don't. What's presented here is only a fraction of the data I've been through. I've spent tens of thousands of hours gathering data and organising it and making sense out of it on all levels and understanding who's involved in what and why and for what function. Talmudism will burn just like they believe the Christos is. Words cannot describe the flow. It's transcendental. 

 

7/9/24

Magic.

This is the topic of today.

The immortality group has been out of order for too long. As a leader here a solid direction must be set and applied. Since manifestation as we know it is a function of nourishment and thematic direction, the immortality work is an extension of this. Nourishment is the primary function and out of that correct direction and thematic sensation can be experienced, which IS the experience of these substances being generated and circulated to further nourish and refine direction. Immortality is about generating higher order substances to circulate back to generating more Jing which then can reverse aging and effectively complete your vitality to peak and even beyond peak. That is the thing though, the channels must be COMPLETELY proportionate for that to occur, and anything that's going to disrupt that flow will either be rejected swiftly or it will degrade vitality and transforming capacity. Once there's sufficient space (really it's anti space, density, but a quality of "expanded" space that's proportionate and so being one substance with no space, inverse space and inverse potential) present that space will be required to be completely nourished with blood and qi and essence and Jing and out of that interaction of each of the principle components of consciousness in proportion transformation can unfold. You cannot complete the alchemical ritual without the substances being in the correct ratios. They self balance but if you're depleting or stagnating or anything like this you're never going to be able to even come close to forming replacement Jing, or Chu. It's all off the cards. This is a practise that requires keen focus and dedication towards, not to be depleted on any level of consciousness and so in doing this the manifestation level must be mastered too. Learning to master the spending of your vitality correctly is the whole idea of tapping your internal supply instead of draining yourself and others around you out of disproportionality. Getting this theory on track is a big part of this. There's so many moving parts though it's crazy.

A lot of people go through seemingly negative experiences as a naturally unfolding bridge to set the precedent by which their interest in the intense study of something new can burn within them. There requires a natural unfolding of experiences to transform. Everyone goes through this without exception. ZERO exception. Seemingly negative experiences, especially when you're younger, often leads to transformation out of that immense contrast. Those who suffer beyond anything the normies can imagine slingshot up the other end and use that contrast as the catalysing force to transform their thematic resonance into something new. These people specifically are highly mutative in how they transform not just individual consciousness but collective consciousness too. They've all got a story of immense suffering. Suffering is required for these kinds of people to exist, yet we've been told suffering is bad. Nonsense. Repeated unnecessary suffering is negative and is because you're not learning what needs to be seen, but those who are placed into circumstances beyond their consciousness input have this unfold as part of their process into becoming whole and complete beyond the standard. NG once again failed to explain the nature of suffering. He says "God suffers" without any shred of context as to how or why or what function it serves other than just suffering exists. It exists because that's the contrast that's required for transformation to unfold. 

Having "more" shen means you're in a "higher vibration" as the fools call it. There's no levels really it's just a matter of nourishment, your thoughts and emotional states and such will follow. You nourish the shen and everything will seem inconsequential to you, you'll literally experience reality from more space at baseline and I strongly believe that a primary function of gazing is to work on cohering the essence and the qi, but I'm still refining the understanding of this as from what I've read in source material there's a circulation of essence and qi that's required for shen to reach higher stages of coherency, as in the substances required for this to generate require qi and essence to nourish and progress into higher levels of shen. It's a consequence, not a cause. You can't "generate shen" you have to nourish the elements that comprise shen and when those elements are correctly proportionate then shen will be produced automatically. Alchemy is not a thing you consciously do outside the lab, it's a thing that's happening all the time within you but your condition isn't correct for higher order substances to generate and circulate. Shen isn't just something that's nourished through movement and "healthy lifestyle" as it's more so a factor of if someone is tapping their thematic resonance as that's the fundamental part that leads to their qi and blood and all that to nourish where yin and yang can circulate without disruptions even if the dietary intake is disruptive. Someone who's not depleting themselves with degenerate sexual fantasising or willingly placing themselves over and over into draining environments or partaking in processes that are draining then they'll be far far better off than someone who's eating well and exercising but still compromising. You'll naturally get the energy to want to eat well and move well anyway if you're playing your part so working on that level alone misses the point. Your thematic resonance implies everything required. 

Talmudism is the manifestation in this world of degeneracy which is what propagates all the means by which people are able to fall into patterns of lack. They facilitate all of this with artificially created scarcity. None of us have to believe in money or unnatural man made laws or anything on that level, you don't have to conform to anyone or anything but we buy into it and it puts us in fear. I've worked with people who have been afraid of the system that came out of Talmudic factions and it's like the fear of being seen all the time by the all seeing eye is just stupid. I say you should stand in front of them and make fun of their degeneracy for what it is in front of everyone and do it shamelessly and without a shred of shame or compromise. Own your divine right to live without being bound to systems of degeneracy. Utter degenerate trash Talmudism is. Their entire ideology is about the Jooz being the superior race on earth as the chosen people who can do no wrong. These are the people who have the mental atmosphere of psychopaths, quite literally. They'll feel perfectly fine killing anyone without a shred of regret because they're commanded to destroy all the Amalekites and leave nothing left. Use and abuse us like animals, quite literally. Ever wondered why we live in a world that's run by a bunch of morons, well it's because there's Talmudic factions present in all the Gov, dual citizen Israelis who follow the Talmud and believe that we're to be destroyed for their saviour to be made manifest in this world. That's literally who runs this world. They're the manifestation of this. Not exclusively of course but are the primary influence.

Back to Shen. I strongly believe that Shen is the primary factor underlying someone who's able to manifest anything and be able to enter into and out of the imaginal worlds at a whim and direct their form to fulfil whatever thematic sensations they're sinking into without resistance. They're so well nourished that there's no attachment, no need, nothing but flow. This is the condition by which manifestation unfolds, to the degree that the Shen is nourished represents how effectively you can detach and fulfil what's within that you've natural striving for that's been ignored and shoved down. People will immense Shen are people who are highly influential. These Talmusic Jooz are immensely powerful in their shen. They truly believe their trash in the Talmud and will stop at nothing to live according to the laws laid out for them as the "chosen people" to follow and fulfil. They'll literally kill everyone on earth who's Amalek (non Jooz) in order for them to experience fulfilment. That may sound contrary, how can someone who's so deranged have immense Shen? Well it's because of the solidity of their conviction towards the belief of how they're the ones above all, and this thematic direction drives their influence as that's defining their dominant mental environment. If they didn't have immense Shen then none of these systems of control would have been made manifest in this world that influence us all that we willingly buy into. It's the same mechanic as manifestation I've spoken about in the general sense of providing a supply to the world, even if it's based on fear they still buy into it and so are influenced by it. Ignorance or not the control system is very real as we're all under duress for not complying, and the collective belief in this keeps it in place. Different thematic processes that are cyclic in the solar sense of things are made manifest in the consciousness of different people to influence them too to act on their transforming potential and thus they provide Shen to those around them through this solar influence and drive collective consciousness into revolutions and such which overthrows the influence of the Jooz until the next cycle unfolds. It's natural and is present to expand consciousness. It's all one process. That's all there is. That's God. That's why God is eveything.

The biggest thing NG failed to mention is that the Shen is influenced mostly by the form, how the body is driven and it's thematic resonance. Without correct response to thematic sensations that are resonant you cannot cultivate Shen. It will not happen because the body is required to be in proportion for the Shen to cultivate which is the essence of your influence in reality through the capacity to detach through being nourished from within. It's all one process. Nourish through the internal supply of the blood and the qi and the essence and the drives that lead us naturally to cultivate these components of Shen which allows us to naturally be lead through manifestation and the influence our thematic direction has capacity for. If you're not designed to have an influenceable capacity to manifest big changes in collective consciousness then that won't happen, but you won't care because it's still nourishing and natural to you anyway so it won't bother you. It's just how are you designed to express ones internal unique supply and how does that then make manifest through the outer authority your influence in the world to "manifest" what's within. There will always be a natural progression. Always. The SP who shows up out of thin air after 5 years of no contact 3 weeks into the work would have done that because you're now providing them the supply they're looking for naturally. You're attractive to them and them to you out of that metaphysical balance of principles that you're both naturally providing each other from within each other. There's the question of linking up hanging channels as a function but that doesn't really last and when the person isn't around there's going to be a feeling of lack and wanting because the person isn't satisfied within. Manifesting these people is a waste of your time. You want someone who's matching you and can both supply each other the same essential principles but with just the right amount of variance to facilitate each others linking to complete their splits and such. It would benefit both parties perfectly in this case.

Here's one. When you think about being with your person or even having a large amount of wealth to throw around and you feel that sensation of lack shower over you when that comes up, well imagine that but what other people experience when you've got a solid sense of self. Either the value sense will be mutual or there will be you being on the pedestal in their mind and you'll influence them to follow you as you're then their supply. The thing is the disproportionate stuff that's still under the surface will come up unless one or both are able to correctly withdraw of spend when required to dissolve those resistances. Ending limitation and resistance in relationships is entirely down to are you able to have the supply within you to say no and withdraw or extend where it's needed. Giving into the same limiting pattern will only further continue the lack and resistance, the shift in perceptions will come about naturally through having the internal supply present and nourishing your Shen and other circuits.

 

Listening to more orchestral music from my metaphysician mind. I find that music which follows the same process that I speak of here about building greater context, adding elements to the contextual sense and the mental atmosphere to drive a more refined thematic experience. Music follows the same thing, processes within processes that are together composing a theme that's refined. Adding in instruments at the right places at the right times and all that IS alchemy manifest through sound. That's why music has such immense power, and story is the same. The heroes journey is alchemy. These tropes exist because they're principle to consciousness. NG would have you believe it's all relative and solipsistic and nonsensical where whatever you think is fact is fact. NG never went that far in his work but many many people have gone to that level. Ignorance. Utter ignorance. Don't you see the divine order in everything in reality and how everything is a manifestation of these metaphysical and alchemical processes. EVERYTHING! It comes THORUGH us, just as it does everything else. Everything is a manifestation of these principles in motion and in procession. Themes in music and the composition and structure of music is reflected in our lives, in consciousness. It's all one process. God. How divinely amazing is that.

Being surrounded with media from like the early 2000's and earlier is just so "old world" feeling. It's like the degenerate trash culture that's showed up since then is such a contrast to what use to be where things were to a large degree more proportionate. The 90's and 80's has a different feel too but 70's and earlier really to me (I didn't exist that far back so I don't know) is a very very old world feeling that's almost foreign to me. The sensation of that is unique. To me though based on my existence being of 90's origin I'd say that the early 2000's is where the old world really cuts off and the "new world" begins where the internet removed the distance between cultures and things became far more homogenised and simplified and streamlined where unique difference of expression vanished. That contrast still exists of course but it's within the same sensation, the same theme of experience. It's just contrast in degeneracy and destruction, everything these days being presented is just degeneracy because of the farther reach Talmudism has now. Thing is when you go out into the country away from all the trash tier technocratic world stuff you're more connected, there's more contrast but it's natural and progressing from a stable baseline. People are generally more nourished on many different levels. Spending time in different environments really is a good way to break pattern and introduce contrast into your experience to drive new states of stability that you can return to. Leave it all behind and be reborn.

 

All this aside I don't see how the degenerate cancer culture as I call it propagated by degenerate Talmudic factions to destroy western culture and cause division and all that has weakened our collective Shen and resilience and bond with each other as fellow humans for well over a decade but especially recently. This in itself cannot be corrected because too many people have their feelings hurt and don't want to transform. What is required is an immense pressure to force transformation. This isn't just economic but also conflicts with BRICS nations. What is required to force transformation? Wars. Conflict over the seas and the air and people dying on mass. deagel.com projected like a decade ago that over 500 million will die in 2025. I remember seeing this in high school near the end of my time there and wondering how that would play out. Ignorant I was back then to greater metaphysical and alchemical processes due to a significant lack of experience in application of this knowledge I misunderstood the real meaning of this data. It's a turning point for the establishment of cancer culture, rainbow people and all the like. It's a forced transformation just like what happened in the 30s and 40s. Degeneracy cannot last. It will be forced to transform and change, or die. It's happened many many times in the past and I know it will happen again in the future because it has to. I won't predict when without extensive study into further aspects of timeline predictions but I can say it will happen before 2030 and most likely before 2028. Writing is on the wall as far as I can tell. Transformation must happen and since there's obvious processes naturally unfolding which would be the experience which mediates that transformation it's highly likely that a shift in culture forced through conflict will be what makes that change. Forced change often is required after deep dips into degeneracy as was the conditions before WW2 in Europe due to degenerate Talmudic factions destroying the nations but especially Germany and the like. No wonder they got highly nationalistic and this was predicted by me back in 2021 to happen as it was necessary to happen to facilitate transformation. We always say it can't happen to us and yet it will and has in the past to those who said the same thing.

We're not manifesting this, it's natural. It's a natural unfolding that's taking place for a world that's going to be far more abundant in humanity. 

 

8/9/24

Just tested the normalisation of a new sensation through nourishing myself and completely changed someone who was stubborn for literally more than a year stuck in a depressive state. Now they're literally laughing at nothing they're so happy they told me though that they don't think it'll last and yet they're here. What does that say. I simply said affirmations for like 3 mins after I did gazing last night and dropped it while I tapped into the thematic sensation of having them feeling abundant and here it is I woke up to pics from them of some home made pizza they had which I have never once seen them do before. 99% of the time it was pre-made processes stuff because they "had no will to live". Crazy stuff. It was the normalised sensation that did this and how I was on a good streak of sinking charge. That's how I did it and so can you. This formula works for more than 66% of people out there, arguably about 75%. Normalising sensations comes out of being nourished through being yourself by tapping your internal supply. Being yourself without compromise IS manifestation. Why is this? It's because when you've got an internal supply then your circuits can be nourished and thus respond with "yes" to what you're feeding it and you'll generate that experience then. If the field geometry cannot be driven because it's depleted or stagnant then it will not be able to respond and so manifestation comes out of this process. I just proved that.

Manifestation comes out of being nourished and experiencing the reality of the experience by leading yourself there through building greater context and allowing your thoughts to flow in response. Your body is basically approving or disapproving of the experience with how it responds depending on how much nourishment it has to work with.

When your field geometry is coherent, spacious, nourished, filled with substance and vitality, you're going to just naturally BE yourself, you'll have the currents to manifest things THROUGH you and influence others around you through that too. It's natural, not magic.

 

9/9/24

Magic day once again.

Instead of being laser focused and tunnel vision on the desire itself, pull out and draw into the experience of being that person in what that desire represents in the world. What's greater context, what's the surrounding aspects. It's ok if you don't have it now because having it would seem normal to you anyway. So what.

 

10/9/24

I believe that contrast moves qi. Contrast drives change, and the circulation of qi as a substance of yang is the manifestation of that. Whether or not that change sticks is depending on many other factors but it's primarily about qi and to an extent this relates to the nourishing of Shen. If blood and yin is deficient then Shen will not be completely nourished and you'll most likely end up in a temporary peak which won't go anywhere and delude you into believing you're making progress when in reality you're still going sideways. Sinking that charge will help, though you won't naturally want to do that. The best thing to do while in this heightened state would be to gaze and create space there and then to work with an imagine the sensation to sink into as that qi dissipates in how you're experiencing it. Use these temporary peaks to your advantage while the circulating currents are present. 

Courage and contrast activates motors.

 

11/9/24

It's 911. The day Zion gets in the game. Anyways it’s an early morning post. Was going through a scene in my head and noticed something. By us naturally feeling the satisfaction and calmness and comfort of the normalised nature of the experience we’re providing that to the people involved too. They’re receptive to this and so will want to be around you as that supply. Specific person manifesting goes like this. Are you nourished internally so your field geometry is emanating a comfortable sensation which is nourishing for them too or is this a peak and dip where things are all over the place because you’re not nourished and are expecting to use them as your supply in those times which makes them feel used and drained and will act out of that deficient or stagnation with frustration. Liver qi stagnation is literally the most common cause of it because the sacral requires a smooth flow of yin and Yang and qi and blood and everything to feel nourished, just like the Shen. Generators require their liver meridian to function properly else the sacral motor won’t work well. The supply you provide to them by being nourished is like them taking a herbal remedy to smooth the flow because you’re being their supply of metaphysical nutrient. The sensation they’re experiencing around you reflects that which comes out of you naturally when you’re feeling satisfied. That’s how attraction works on a higher level. It’s more than just kidney Yang and qi but also how that kidney vitality nourishes the liver with the Hun and the Shen in the heart. The spleen will transform and the lung will generate qi. It’s natural. When you feel nourished people around you will want to be around you, the correct people that is. People who aren’t aligned for you however will likely see you in a bad light and want to put you down so they can be on the pedestal instead because of their depletion. It’s natural and a normal unfolding that happens when the circuits are nourished where imagining being with someone basically “targets” them and they become integrated within your circuit where they’ll then want your supply. If the scene of experience however it plays out is natural and nourishing then they’ll naturally show up, but remember that if you’re depleted doing this won’t do anything for you and will likely only lead to peak and dip cycles. Manifesting from deficiency is a waste of time. Focusing on valuing your vitality is always step 1 without exception because the stability of your supply depends on how coherent you are with greater process which is your supply that plays out through you and nourishes you so then naturally you’ll manifest the right people into your life.

 

Not sure if I’ve mentioned this already but another big reason why pathway work is so important is because we can identify what’s resonant on the thematic level and the associated concepts and their implication that naturally unfolds through us and directs our emanation to reflect that is our world where people will respond to that in our favour. The real thing here is about identifying what concepts we can draw into when contrast arises that will shoot us straight into the theme and mental environment of that resonant sense of self, the vitality will naturally nourish and we will experience that fulfilment from that place and it will “warp” in a proportionate way the limiting thoughts. That’s purifying the resistance, to a degree at least. Going into it to process it is more reliable because there’s more contrast there but that’s not the only time we can do this. Knowing the familiar sensations and themes associated when they arise through the contrast means that you can remind yourself of the pathway work you’ve done to bring what’s identified as the fulfilment to this context into the mind and shift the environment towards proportionate flow where intuitive impulse can arise out of this place and drive you into the correct direction as the authority responds to that. Bringing that before the inner authority to respond to results in intuitive impulse if there’s proportionate relationship present. Once again this is the essence of doing pathway work, it’s mapping the structure of how concepts and themes and sensations relate so you can know yourself in all ways and by gaining familiarity of these aspects of your consciousness and what they represent means you can always draw into that sense of identification when you have contrast present to refine. Normally if it’s natural you’d not notice contrast but at the same time whenever you’re in comfortable uncomfortability it’s coming from a place where there’s no contrast other than the few repeated patterns of lack to bring up the proportionate aspects. This is why once again pathway work is so important to identify what is and what is not and to actually gain perspective and have that perspective be the thing that brings in new experiences to respond to and further refine your field geometry graph.  

 

Later day post.

So as usual I've encountered the same experiences in other people I talk about with being nourished and having more vitality that drives manifestation phenomena. Someone I know was looking for a job and had zero luck. They don't like the idea of having a business of their own and magic money manifesting seems to be off the cards for them right now due to the situation but they got this job after they started taking care of their vitality. They ate better, moved regularly the way they enjoyed, played sports again and spent time regularly gazing and logging their pathways. They did very little imagination work it was all refining the vitality and their supply by acting on what they were driven towards and had resonance with. They basically completely surrendered to intuitive impulse that drove them and things fulfilled. They're still not rich or whatever but coming from barely getting by to paying bills and having extra is cool. Took about 2 months. Longer than needed but they went through 3 dips over that time and one right before the opportunity showed up. Surprised. Consistency is the key, getting up in the dips and going back to the pathway work you've done and sinking into the sensations of being the person you're resonant with is the key. That's what "choosing the new story" is as they say.

 

So themes. You need a theme to sink the sensory concepts into, in fact every concept that comes to mind relates to a theme of experience. These themes are based on the principles of consciousness that comprise your field geometry and when they fire you feel it as current focused in that direction. Themes are like overarching processes in which specific sensory concepts we bring to mind stimulate that as processes with that process we default to in association. The reconditioning takes place through association of refined concepts to those themes that you’re resonant with vs drawing into limited themes. Processes within processes. That’s what pathway work is done for, to discover the hierarchy of processes that comprise your resonant field geometry that your inner authority responds to. 

Id you’re not feeling pain when dissolving the resistance and pushing forward the comfort zones then you’re obviously not changing anything because it is painful. It feels like you’re dying, metaphysically speaking. You’re losing a part of yourself that’s crystallised and you’re having those sensations of disproportionality circulate and take form in your consciousness as they’re broken down and restructured. It’s natural.

So much of what we take part in is destructive but we only accept it because it’s “normal” for us and those in our lives to engage in. Things we consider normal and natural really are not. We ultimately have significantly greater potential but we’re not tapping it because it means facing the not self head on through pathway work and dissolving all resistance that shows up. Without a single shred of mercy. Merciless and unrelenting dissolution of degeneracy. Taking it not so seriously is what comes out of that where you’re well nourished and your qi is free to circulate with the blood. 

 

 

Late night post. 

There’s more layers here I want to uncover relating to the metaphysical nature of the field geometry and manifestation. The phenomena and how the mechanics of the self recursive circuit relate to subconscious capacity for transformation and higher order substance cultivation leading to a synthesis of primary components of consciousness to become one thing and how we can do that practically. We must become the reflection of the divinity that we naturally strive for on all levels. Alllll levels. This isn’t about manifesting things this is about becoming aligned to what you’re aligned for, meaning what are you moving into and what is it you’re conjoining to make one thing. What is the substance you’re embodying. What is the essence on the metaphysical level that's reflecting in your physical reality those thematic elements of your consciousness. What’s the proportionate you look like? 

people will say it’s confident or self valued or whatever but those are results of being nourished and are naturally available to everyone. You cannot manifest confidence, that’s impossible. Confidence comes out of nourishment, else you’re in a peak that’s always temporary. Always. Manifesting anything relating to character traits is stupid and impossible. You cannot do that because the very act of imagining those would two you into the sensation of your resonant theme and nourish you anyway, if the scene is targeted correctly else you’ll end up on a temporary ego trip and dip when the charge runs out and wonder where your manifestation went. It’s so dumb. All the things we desire come through is naturally as we all have access to them, however the higher level “spiritual” side of things with an increase in subconscious capacity to a degree that enables the projection mechanism of the interior reality to kick in cannot show up until you’ve reached that level and no amount of imaginal work will change that. At most it will further drive you towards that proportionality if you’re doing the work and have that set the baseline else once again you’ll peak and then dip and end up in a worse place. Breaking comfort zones and barriers established normalises the new. Proportionality is the point of this all.

What represents to the senses the refined experiences that our thematic resonance represents. What’s the response driving us into? Identify this and own it. Build further context and sink into that. That’s your baseline. 

 

12/9/24

Early early morning post riding off the back of a small dip. I welcomed it and was able to mediate the sensations towards satisfaction and acceptance. Being able to do that and actually dissolve the sensations requires having vitality that’s sufficient. If I did this in the past my body would’ve reacted worse. Vitality allows the body and the form to function properly, and out of that the mind will function properly too. Body first because what’s unconscious is consistent and baseline, unlike the conscious mind which goes up and down with the wind and doesn’t know what it wants. 

So we’re being ok with not having the thing, that idea makes us uncomfortable because we feel we need this thing as an external supply of value for us to be comfortable. We won’t feel comfortable without it and so in that case we sink into the sensation of being uncomfortable to bring that up and while we’re there we bring to mind the context relating to how we actually are ok without it and that it’s not such a big deal. It’s making some big scary thing much smaller for us to manage. Vitality is what actually does that. The conscious mind just directs and “wields” that vitality for dissolution or that when sufficient vitality is present then it will force it out of your body and your mind will have to face it all at once, or in chunks usually in ways that are intense through dream states. Trying to layer on top positive meaning to a sensation without sufficient vitality is going to reenforce the limitation.

Imagination will have effect in manifesting specific things when you’re well nourished and can have a clean and coherent link between you and that experience where the unconscious mind can provide the proportionate connection between greater awareness and the experience that’s flowing through your body and mind where then the inner response will drive you and through the interactions of your field geometry with the worlds geometry towards that experience. It will be natural and normal and there won’t be contrast of limitation to throw you out of that. You’ll naturally be inclined towards feeling fulfilled with or without it and at that point it’s an experience that’s greater consciousness flowing through you and you’re accepting and being driven by that. Having attachment is denying your greater consciousness access to your body to be driven because your conscious mind will feel the sensations im the body and freeze and stay within the comfort zone because it hurts. The body wants it gone but the mind runs way from the big bad scary monster. When the mind (through bringing up greater context) can see the big bad shadow as just a tiny little insignificant thing that you don’t need to take seriously then the body can be ok with that, and through having sufficient vitality through the body to have as the purifying substance that the mind directs then both can be coherent and the body can effectively dissolve the resistance through the mind driven by the fixed thematic sensations as the contrast for what is and is not proportionate. 

Had to write that down. I think that is a breakthrough that will be good for a video. The comfortability comes through being ok with or without it and that can only and I mean only arise through the body having nourishment. If the body is not nourished then your capacity to transform is next to nothing and any sensations you feel will be temporary and not lasting. Being ok with having nothing but the clothes on your back is how you manifest everything on earth without effort. Being detached from everything because you know you don’t need it because you’re nourished and thus you’re whole and complete as you are. That’s the only valid place for that statement. Everything else is fantasy and wishful thinking which is completely devoid of metaphysical and alchemical processes which drive our consciousness. The work is ultimately not about manifesting anything but in fact being ok with not having anything or being anyone and allowing God to be your supply of nourishment and satisfaction as greater consciousness drives us and nourishes us without needing anything more than what’s involved in that process. God is our supply and defines our fixed resonance which is the link to infinite vitality and nourishment if only we were to accept it. Standing naked on the stage of reality is what we’re doing, standing naked for all to see without a shred of lack because you know you are one with god because god nourishes you. The fool is someone who believes that with the mind alone, the immortal is someone who is actually nourished and embodied in that place knowing himself and knowing his supply is infinite and that no matter what he faces in the world his constant supply will always be there. God is always present and god is you supply. We’re just rediscovering that. When you go all the way with that you realise that everything you desired in this world, all of it, it was all you buying into the program and how other people mediated that process through you as you accepted the marketing from them. When you pull out you realise it’s all just a stage act and none of this really matters, in that acceptance you detach from everything that brings up sensations but you’ll only be able to feel that if you’re actually nourished and satisfied in how you’re being driven. 

I just lost 30 mins of gold. I wrote out a bunch and tried to save it and the server died on me. Wonderful. It was the best stuff I’ve ever written. Time to do it again. I like that this happened because it means I can further process this. I was just typing and typing and typing and then saved and it all got lost. Online page editors are so unreliable it seems they’ve all had issues to some extent. Either way let’s get back to it. This will be super simplified from what I spoke of before in broader explanation. That flowed through me I can’t have that come back again the same way. 

Divine process is our supply and the more we can accept that and be driven by the core metaphysical thematic processes the greater our coherency with greater consciousness can be and the further nourished we can be to actually have influence over this reality from top down. I got that term “supply” from Florence Schovel Shinn too because I thought it was the best term to use. It’s a building of buffer on the metaphysical current level that drives us and others, that intersection of us providing fixed definition currents provides the world what it needs through us and what we need through it too driven by the internally sourced supply from the divine.

These things in the past that we bought into and saw as more important for us to buying into and accept as our supply warped how we experience these more fundamental metaphysical aspects of Cindy ones and conditioned our supply of cursorily to be only from X means. When we buy into the need to accept what someone else’s drive was projecting to our receptive nature that we bought into and accepted as a condition on our value then we’ve placed a conceptual layer onto our unconditional supply from divinity. Being whole as you are means you’ve got direct access to divine process anytime you need to draw on it. That buffer is always present to drive your thoughts and feelings and sensations and everything and how those then drive the people around you. You’re driving those people out of grater consciousness and not out of a limited conceptual condition you accepted from the world. Divinity can communicate through the world but the only real authority is the inner sensations. Those are how greater consciousness communicates to you towards the end of conjoining the limited mind with it directly so it can transform with you, both aspects become one thing. That’s alchemy. Transforming consciousness is the function we all have but we’ve been taught by this world to buy into limited sensory conceptual methods of expression that are more often than not degenerate and not based on what really is within us. Within within us. 

The more accepting we are of what is the more we can be ourselves. The more we can detach from needing anything in this world that’s not arising out of greater consciousness and it’s sensations it communicates to us through the more our capacity increases and the influence we have on that unconscious level that’s always drawing people in and out of our lives has that effect for us in a beneficial transformative way. When you can see and feel and experience your satisfaction then you don’t need anything. NG said that imaginal scenes were for the function of satiating hunger, or in other words to transform desire. That desire you think you need that you realise you don’t and that the experience of it from that normalised nourished place only provides the contrast that you never needed it to begin with. This consistent current that you’ve purified through that inner experience emanates the core metaphysical essence of that experience which is returned to you in the world. Because you transformed that and had it pass through you without the sensations and contrast of lack warp it’s genuine experience it means that this can now freely flow through your fixed and receptive nature in the world where people will provide that to you as it’s effectively a part of your buffer capacity. You’re nourished through the realisation of this experience being what it is. 

When you manifest while in this place of courage and determination and rebellion against the false identification it’s that you’re dropping a part of you that you bought into that you once believed held influence over how you could experience something. 

I just tried to save it again half way through and once again it crashed on me. What a surprise. 

Expanding further. It’s only because we buy j to what someone else is providing to our open and receptive nature that we’re influenced to believe and buy into the need to have things in the world be a certify way for our sense of value to arise. We don’t need anything to be any specific way because anything that’s arising out of someone else’s limited identification isn’t something we need to accept as a condition in our value and supply. I see all these people who desire things in the wolf behind what they actually really need from their divine pathway as fools who are driven by the pleasures of the senses just as the Daoists make clear and the bible speaks of. It can only be seen this way properly when you’re actually nourished, or that you’re coming off a dip like I am. It’s the contrast that breeds innovation. I see all these things in the world we feel the need to buy into and accept as patterns of other peoples we bought into and felt desire for in those moments and thus we developed a condition on our supply of value. The process of this is reversing that and returning to your internal supply. 

Mastering the circulation of substances is a big part of this. The process of how lower order base substances refine through us as we fast from the senses and hold within us our vitality which can be our purifying substrate is the work, on that level of consciousness at least. It’s natural for us to feel satisfied just being as we are. The more disconnected from that the more attached you are to the world the less nourished you are. The person who can actually manifest things of any capacity they have flow through them naturally is someone who is well nourished and knows themselves as an extension of divinity. That is someone who’s gone through this process and wasn’t already buying into the programs of others and was never warped to start with. These people are the ones who give to themselves what they desire within, it naturally becomes satisfying to not need anything in the world because that inner vitality nourishes their Shen. Normalising the sensations is simply providing to ourselves a supply that’s internally sourced where we can allow the contrast of internal supply to refine the desires.

Master manifestors are people who know themselves and naturally flow as themselves. You can’t effectively do that from lack because it’ll always come out of you as lack. It’s only through acceptance and nourishment of your circuit that the transformation can unfold. We’ve bought into the game where we need money to live, we need a certain person to be with us, we need a certain reputation to feel valued, we need a specific thing to be ok. We’ve been marketed to by the program that we need things to feel comfortable and satisfied. When you’re nourished well you realise you never needed anything but the air you breathe. From there everything opens up as you’re then being driven by the nourished sensations that arise from greeter consciousness which provides us what we truly need vs what we believe we need. We all have roles to play in this world that’s determined by our fixed thematic resonance but the means by which that’s made manifest is entirely up to how those sensations drive you from a place of nourishment. 

 

 

I've been through more contemplation here. There's so much I want to speak about relating to limits and comfort zones and surrendering to resistance and allowing the body to dissolve through it's greater consciousness communication. As we build nourishment we fill up our capacity, as that capacity reaches its limit we're going to run up against a wall, a dip, and this requires us to surrender to what's coming up to be dissolved specifically through the sensations that are linked to it.

In short, the capacity we have to reach a certain level of proportionate connection to greater consciousness is determined by the degree of trash stuck in our field geometry that's not self that we've accepted as self. The degree to which this trash stagnates the vital currents from actually nourishing determines what "level" of resistance you've got. Not all resistance is on the same "layer" as peeling back one layer can reveal another one. There's conscious and unconscious dissolution, doing pathway work to map the structure of your field geometry is one part of knowing what is conscious and unconscious and how the interaction generates the subconscious experience unfolding. We've got to allow the intelligence that's driving the body through us from greater consciousness to do it's thing and for us to not get in the way of how it's needing to unfold. Wilhelm Reich knew this was stored in muscles and nerves decades ago which is where most modern bodywork comes from. It's mostly variances on what Reich discovered who was a big player in how I came to much of my understanding on the elementary level. He saw that the body had cycles it went through, expansion and contraction processes and that the armour of the psyche was held in the muscles which is why he called it muscle armouring. Armour in this sense refers to an avoidance of the natural striving due to a feeling of discomfort which is the retreat away from natural striving and into degeneracy. Naturally speaking the field geometry is self correcting, but we don't experience this as a positive upward movement we experience this mostly as peaks and dips and most of the people in LOA believe that thoughts control everything, yet nobody can demonstrate how or why in a reliable manner. Imagination even in NG's own words was for the purpose of "satiating hunger" which means giving to yourself what you can't get in the world. Why? To transform that hunger into satisfaction which is comfortability which is nourishment and the dissolution of resistance. It's a process relating to dissolving resistance, not to make things happen. Those things happen naturally as a part of who we are, though targeting an experience is possible with imagination because of the thematic and conceptual resonance we emanate and thus "attract" as our field geometry mediates others to fulfil the thematic level experiences we're driven by. The program settles in the body which those sensations generate corresponding sensory experiences through the imaginal senses and those must have thematic metaphysical relationship which of course fires currents through various fixed channels which mediates the way experiences unfold for us.

Dissolution of not self happens under pressure, it happens through us when sufficient vital current and pressure is present to be the contrast and alchemical purifying agent to act on the resistance and break it down. Without the alchemical agent one cannot dissolve resistance. Alchemy requires heat, every time. Heat is ALWAYS present when transformation is present and the substance is what's transformed which is why yang and qi are required to be in sufficient quantity and flow without stagnation for dissolution to unfold and the body to have the components it requires to act through you in that dissolving process. This is alchemy. Pressure is the thing that brings to awareness the resistance but it's our needing to cling to not self tendencies that we've grown comfortable with that keeps us in the false sense of self and degenerate patterns that further destroy us. Purification under the pressure of the purifying fire of life is a process where the mind accepts what's coming up through it from below and the body is mediating the movement of it through the way it's being driven by that current flowing the resistance through the circuits. Being driven is the key part here, acceptance but that acceptance and drive and natural striving shows up when vital currents that can be the contrasting purifying fire are present. The thing is that when there's less trash stuck in the system even a lower level of current goes further in nourishment, and dips don't hit the same and you'll be able to maintain a clear context when those dips show up. The sense of self won't suffer and you'll be able to sit with the sensations and make friends with them as they flow through you. They're familiar and you understand them now, you know their function in the field geometry and you don't react to them the same way because you don't even want to, your thoughts change as a result and the emotional state can be regulated. Consciously doing this in these moments technically isn't going to dissolve it but it'll increase capacity, pathogenic fire likely arising from liver stagnation (liver is where most frustration is held and causes uprisings of pathogenic current causing wind and heat in the middle and upper cauldron) is what we're most going to be interacting with which is why allowing ourselves to in those moments of charge sink the fire and sink into the anchor in the root and allow the fire to dissolve and the substance to nourish it. Without sufficient substance and awareness however you'll be unable to do this effectively. We're metaphysical alchemical beings and will by it's very nature is yang which only makes the fire worse. Calming the fire with relaxation and sinking the charge and cultivating yin in the kidney and allowing that to settle and not be disturbed is what we're doing when we're able to last through the dips and not react and have clear consciousness. This will keep the pathogenic fire from disrupting the functions of the higher meridians and allow the circuits to better be nourished. So it's not a dissolution process in specific but it's going to aid in the dissolution when it's ready.

I was also taught a technique called "unwinding" by a brilliant naturopathic doctor back in 2020 which was a massage technique that's very similar to shiatsu actually. It seems to me that almost all manual work on the body is where real trauma release work is done, not in the imagination. I've had people release on the table when I did massage back in the day but we've been expected to be able to release this stuff in our heads. EFT has manual movement too which is why it can be beneficial too but I've been still developing models that can dissolve stuck sensations without body work and yet that's not come up for me in any reliable manner. It's either gazing but that's not targeted and EFT isn't reliable either there's just no best method. If anything vegetotherapy and reichian type therapies are reliably effective but they require someone else, same with massage forms with unwinding or shiatsu. TRE technique is one I am looking further into as I've not spent much time with it yet but I've been aware of it for a while now. It makes sense but it's just one of those things that requires the body to be ready to release it. The body must be ready if it's not ready then good luck. TRE is to me a technique that clears liver stagnations to enable the second order substances to be most efficiently circulated. qi and blood. It's requiring the liver to be free from resistance which is why I believe the tremor based modality of release is the way it works. It's that the Hun is moving the body to get some fresh air for once. TRE works with the lower body the most for a reason in that case. There's movement of the lower circuits specifically to nourish the Shen. 

 

I just want to make clear here the most common cycle everyone goes through with peaks and dips is normal and no it's not because your thoughts are off base. If anything it's because you're still feeling afraid of facing the feelings because the unconscious mind is still running the show and you're ignoring it's need to be seen and heard and worked with.

 

More. Big day. When will I ever get to this vid. When will I ever put all this together. Who knows. I'm in no rush. I might write an article on this. It seems like I've been through enough experimenting and theory work to prove that what my points are here are true. Success rates must reflect that in this case, if not then there's more work to be done. There more work to be done.

So the idea that we're manifesting things with the thoughts that run through the mind. Let's get back to fundamentals here. When someone what's to "manifest" something they imagine it being real to them, be it with words or images or whatever. The traditional way is immersion but that's proven to not be required. Simply having the concept come to mind, like reading an article about something in the newspaper is the example NG mentioned and said it's just as easy to manifest with unconscious means vs conscious means. What's being said here in essence is that you've no power to decide what you do and don't manifest, it's just whatever enters the senses is what shows up. I say that's only partially true. The reason why is because we're always drawn into thematic sensations no matter what concept comes to mind, and that's going to draw us into a sense of self, a state of relative nourishment and contrast between that and greater consciousness's drives. If the resonance is correct then there will be a rising sensation and this is the inner authority responding. It's natural and happens all the time to everyone with resonant concepts that enter the mind, though that specific sensation and process isn't not required for things to manifest.

I've already spoken on this and explained how this works but the list method is another one, simply scripting things you want to have show up mindlessly. In this case it's not your conscious mind recognising the reality of what's being written, because if that's true then how come people who write books don't end up in the scenes they describe. I've written many stories in the past about all sorts of things and I've never had anything to my awareness represented in my reality. So this idea that it's words written that manifest is stupid and illogical. The explanation is that you're being driven in this place of receptivity, especially if it's something you're not attached towards and have contrast throwing out the thematic sensation that's driving what goes on paper. What's written comes through you, not because of you. You're basically just observing greater consciousness acting through you, I mean that's always the case anyway but this in itself goes back to the core of what manifesting really is. If it's truly about anything that comes before the mind of God in the imagination then it would have to be true in all examples, yet that's not true. I know coaches who preach this publicly as the mechanism don't teach this in private, not in application at least. The idea is present but how is that represented? They'll give you a specific scene to represent your wish fulfilled but in that case you're just targeting a specific thematic sensation by building greater context. Without greater context there's no thematic sensation that's resonant for greater consciousness to sink into and have expression through because it will arise out of compromise patterns of resistance. In this case if there's context and multiple components of consciousness interacting then it would demonstrate an alchemical process, this obviously isn't reflecting what NG teaches as imagination is God. There's zero demonstration for how this is the case in any way and as far as I know it's been the divisive factor that's destroyed our connection to our body and how greater consciousness communicates to us through it.

So what do we do with this understanding? How do we transform our lives? Well if you're riddled with resistance and the body is just swamped with stagnations and you're in non stop peak and dip cycles then the work that needs to be done is to drop the desire completely and work with being ok with having nothing but that which is within you. Your internal supply and that connection to greater consciousness is all that you need to transform as these are the principle components of consciousness anyway. How do we do that? Well we simply bring to mind what's limited and dive into the resistance from that place of having nourishment and allow the intelligence of how greater process moves the currents in our field geometry to work as they may without our interruption. The alchemist told me that greater consciousness is always reaching down to us but we're never reaching to it to make that connection and the way we communicate with it is through the form. Without the form responding then there's no connection, not on a direct deep level at least. You'll always be communicating but the focus will be very vague which is also partially why limited manifestations and signs and all that show up when you're slamming thoughts into your head while in severe lack. Signs are a proof that you're not communicating with your body correctly and what you're providing as a supply isn't resonant, it's coming from a false identification and the need to attach to a specific outcome. So once again how do we change this? Greater context. Working with the form, the body, the sensations, the thematic metaphysical senses which archetypally communicate in the language of the Gods as primary field geometries of compounds of centrifugal and centripetal charge gradients. This is experienced as the reality of experience for the body, not for the mind and the senses but for the form. When the form is immersed then the mind will be immersed because the form is where the sensations emanate from and the mind receives the ripple effect type resonance from what's projected. Wherever currents circulate is what sensations the mind will experience but it's not for the mind it's for the monopole. The mind can accept and surrender to the thematic resonance, and the only real free will it has is to observe contrast as this is the primary factor which drives shifts in thematic sensation which as I've said is the main language of God. Consciously generating refined thematic sensation via bringing concepts to mind is the only real effect that the conscious mind has on manifestation. It's not able to make it happen, it's only able to work with what's there and draw focus to specific currents or form interactions of currents to form new ones, which is how specific manifesting works as a compound of concepts in greater context form a refined sensation and that nourishes the sense of self and the reality of that experience from a resonant thematic level.

Very profound stuff. That right there in these paragraphs explains manifestation. 

Let's give more practical examples. Say you've done an imaginal scene and it feels real to you and you sleep in it and then you wake up and you're in a dip soon after and you feel bad about the same thing you imagined earlier. This happens a lot, you end up worse off than before in the dips. What is causing this? Or even say you felt good for like 3 days and then can't feel good about any of it for like 2 weeks and it's just this negative thing every time. The question I will ask then is are you doing pathway work and establishing the known associations to the sensations that arise when greater context is present or are you forgetting and buying into the limited sensations and the concepts that arise out of that. Are you being driven by the limited sensations without contrast? Whenever you're not providing contrast especially while in those dips it's either because you're properly depleted from vitality and have next to no nourishment or you're still not pushing forward comfort zones in the world where you can practically speaking and are still likely in the same limited patterns that are reminding you of the lack all the time in your environment. If the environment is the factor then your fix will be to break pattern and things will shift, else continue to raise currents with contrast because I know you're not doing that if you're still stuck. This is not about creating opposite statements and trying to convince yourself but simply to detach from that concept all together in that place and almost forget about it by bringing your focus to a resonant direction. If I'm personally in a dip I think about either how this doesn't mean anything because it's just a temporary dip (that's how I manifested my SP and I've told that story many times before) or I'd draw my attention and mental environment into the direction of an experience that's satisfying such as the experience of flowing with quick swift movements or imagining a scene that reflects my position as a known metaphysician or walking through a big open room in a castle and feeling a sense of power and reverence, being someone with an almost "one off" vibe that's got unique power. I use to imagine myself and tell myself when I was at my most powerful that I can see and hear everything and I'd gaze through people with this almost curious sensation, it felt similar to what gazing does when you go deep except I could conjure it up so quickly because I was doing like 5-6 sessions periodically every day between classes. I got so quick into those states and I'd just distance myself from corporeal being and my sense of self felt nourished in that place, it felt familiar but yet "powerful" and "unique" and "different" like I was the immortal being walking among a sea of sleeping mortals with no power. That was how I viewed myself back then, it was natural for me and it came out of the gazing I did on the regular but my entire environment was based on this too. I was in school still and had a different context to my situation. Those sensations are still resonant but they're expressed in a different conceptual manner as I've understood more about myself and what I've resonance with.

That's how I handle dips. I draw myself into that distanced state and bring to mind the concepts of resonance and almost do gazing on the spot that I can detach from where thoughts will flow through me that will confirm my value. It's natural. I don't have to battle thoughts if I target the correct direction. Sometimes I can just say with a mostly confident stance in my mind that if someone is telling me something I don't want to hear that the outcome I desire is still inevitable anyway. The idea of the thought itself manifesting is stupid and doesn't work, it's that people who do positive self talk in these scenarios and still manifest positive outcomes are people who have a nourished sense of self and that they've got higher order substances to grant them contrast on demand to purify resistance on the spot. Deciding requires vitality as the driving metaphysical aspect of contrast and how greater context can be experienced. It's a cumulative process but also eating well will aid this too especially if you're in the dips. When you're clear and have nourished circuits you can eat trash and it won't influence you anywhere near the same. I've been in a place where eating even a small bit of salt or sugar would make me feel like I'm going to die of a heart attack or something, like my vision would pulse and my ears would ring and my limbs would age and go numb in some places and my feet would go black and purple on the heels. It was so bad and the only way I recovered from that was through this work. Pathway work. Finding patterns and knowing what's me and not me. The reference state as I called it. I got to the point where my body would react like I described but I just didn't even care because I didn't fear death or anything because it was all the same to me. It was like yeah whatever body you're just having a bad time again. I'd drink like mad still because I had to but it didn't make me buy into it and my mental state could still be in the place of a God. The sensations were driving me in the broad contextual sense in these places but I just gradually bought into it less and less. Drinking juices and eating fruits and vege almost exclusively to aid liver qi stagnation and not touching anything processed was honestly what helped resolve it but that naturally came out of me. I looked at those foods and thought it's gross and my body would literally turn away and say no. I couldn't eat it if I tried because I knew it would destroy me if I did. Now I can eat that stuff without reaction but the transition phase required a cut out of that trash. People think telling themselves they're healthy will magically manifest health. Nonsense. Never has and never will work. I've been in those places where my heart pounding would literally be seen as my entire body shifts forward slightly with each beat, you could see my heart through my chest and my stomach raising slightly with each pulse and my veins in my arms popping out. This went on for almost 2 years. I would get lightheaded standing up and I almost passed out many times walking around doing simple tasks. I was deficient in blood and qi of course but my mental state had next to no real lasting difference on that. It was a beneficial factor but it wouldn't alone decide my recovery if I still ate trash. I tried that back then with zero success. I needed to fast to recover qi and that increased my buffer to be able to handle these same foods. The thoughts provided me a temporary boost but it didn't last long. Thoughts are always temporary in their moment to moment effect, and unless you're driven into action through them because there's a response then you'll not really get anywhere in dips with positive thoughts. There must be thematic resonance else you're wasting time.

So in this essence, when you can sink into thematic sensation and concepts that are resonant then you'll be able to be driven because there will be a response and the body will drive you, greater consciousness will drive you. To me anything that represents having a unique quality that stands out among everyone around me then I feel resonant. That's a quality of my process I can always draw into and remind myself of any time to raise currents and nourish myself where the context will shift and work for me. Knowing I know myself completely just has that effect, unconsciously almost. It's just something I do. There's just this sense I find it hard to find words to describe without describing entire scenes. In general it's a sensation of unique power and movement and speed and swiftness and such, not just movement but this top down view. Like even back when I was in grade 4 of primary school (elementary in the states) I had people telling me I was the chosen one and all that. I had this friend who considered me a God, he called me sire. We never met before outside school but he worshipped me before he vanished and I met up with him again like a decade later randomly in person at TAFE. Was surprising but natural I guess considering the circumstances. Either way this theme of "superiority" if you'd put it that way or "effortless dominance" has always been a theme in my life and reality. My parents told me I was above everyone in my intellect and I was grades ahead in my classes in school back then effortlessly destroying everyone when it came to mental subjects. I wasn't even physically based in those early years but that developed later in highschool when I unlocked my parkour phase where I was known then for my movement instead of my mind. Still the same theme but the means shifted. I destroyed everyone with movement and swiftness and elegance and everyone was attracted to me. It was effortless. Yet I never felt properly satisfied here, there was an element of lack where I still didn't feel permission to be myself as I've discussed. That destroyed me because I continued to buy into it without contrast and so that limited sensation would drive me and ruin my life for years after school was over where I was unable to express the one part of me that had value. From then on I went hardcore into my RS study all day every day without stopping for anything or anyone. I was hyper focused on proving everybody wrong about how the world worked, but it's the same theme.

Don't you see what I mean by themes of experience and those metaphysical sensations and how they're reflected in our experiences and that there's a sensation that's familiar and resonant. There's a part of you that's been dying to express, and likely you're already expressing it anyway but don't realise it's a core part of you that's a supply. Owning that completely is your supply. Owning it and allowing your resonant themes of experience to shift context is your big contrast. Reminding yourself of this until it's natural and normal and established in a physical sense where you're being driven to physically experience and "manifest" that theme will be the work. Dissolving traumas and resistance that's coming up in the way of that where you're stuck by the feelings unable to be the person you want in the world you really want to be because it's resonant is the other part of the work. Transformation on the deliberate targeted level through pathway work and alchemical processes I've discussed here. Being yourself without compromise is the bulk of the work, dissolving specific sensations and allowing your body to drive through the various means is the next most important part of the work but it depends where you're at. Just having courage and facing the feeling head on and making the decision your body is being moved towards will transform it too, on the specific level most likely too. Actions that are correct will dissolve resistance because you're moving through the sensation and towards ideal context without compromise. Making those tough decisions under pressure is what that is, that is bring purified under fire and can be highly transformational but also very painful.

I hope you're getting an idea of what manifesting is about now. It's all clear, as I've said many times. The more I come on here and write these out the more clear I become too. This is almost my way of logging the realisations I have within and sharing it so thank you to everyone reading this once again and especially those doing the work. Doing the work is all that matters. When we're driven by greater consciousness we're always going to succeed. Surrendering to that drive and accepting the feelings as they are and feeling into them and allowing yourself to be ok with where you're at in the pure sense, tapping your internal supply in those places and going all the way with that. In those intense moments of pressure will transform everything. People will respond better to you and everything. You'll not feel the lack when dips come up it'll just be another thing for you to move through because you know yourself. There's no magic secret technique it really is just about normalising the knowledge of who you are and the sensations that become familiar will be your anchor for the internal supply of vitality and nourishment and sense of self and everything. It's like every time I speak on this it's renditions of the same thing. 

The only tip I can suggest here is just to consciously and deliberately use contrast as the tool of free will you have to mediate your body to be driven towards experiences that are satisfying. I believe that the only real free will we have is to provide current to flow through a thematic circuit and that will generate a response that the body will either resonate with or not. No resonance means it's not for you, and you'd not make a decision that you're not desiring or interested in. You almost couldn't do it anyway, there's nothing to respond to there for the body. The issue is that the things that we do have resonance with we've disowned and so by consciously and deliberately arranging your environment, both internal and external to conform to the thematic sensation of resonance will be your best bet to continue the work reliably without the same degree of peaks and dips. Simply making that decision and actually arranging your environment accordingly will be purifying in itself because you're owning and living out parts that you've disowned and being driven by those without a shred of compromise. The more uncompromising you are in this the better your satisfaction will be and the more nourished you'll be. Doing that, actually making that decision is the only way. Making those decisions is the point, not thinking about them. The only real reason why you think and don't act is because there's still a sense of comfortability and contrast that needs to be dissolved. A big part of manifesting is presenting an image before the mind of god (greater consciousness, in principle it's all God but in this example work with this) which communicates resonance with you through the body and drives the body and how the sensations flow through you to provide insights and impulses at the right times and such unconsciously. That's manifestation, it works through us because it's a comfortable established baseline we're resonant with and the inner response (the drive from greater consciousness) that moves us accordingly. When we surrender and accept this we manifest effortlessly. It's natural and normal. Dying to that, as is said in all ancient metaphysical texts, dying to the false identification on that thematic level and accepting the contrast and making those decisions under pressure is transformative and enlightening, literally. It's natural. That's why it works. The only reason why as I said before is because there's contrast with unpleasant sensations and those sensations then bring up the thoughts and stories you're familiar with. The sensations drive everything. That's why identifying those themes in pathway work is the key as you'll know what's self and not self. Knowing that and dying to the not self is manifestation, is being yourself without compromise, is moving towards completing the great work of the immortal being. It's all one process and it's how natural experience unfolds in us all.

Provide your inner authority stimulus to respond to that's resonant on a consistent basis. Make those decisions and put yourself there. Stop trying to avoid the sensations and think you can magically make things happen. The magic happens through you as I've outlined. I seeming magic needs to happen to move you and the world then it will but you need to be yourself without compromise for that alignment to unfold. Identify what draws you into limited sensations and disown that without compromise. Disown it all and detach from it. If you have a desire for a specific person then drop them and imagine someone else even better. If you desire wealth then provide yourself to the world and you'll have people receive and respond to what you're providing if you own it. If you desire health and vitality then instead of imaging yourself eating trash and moving less than a snail then imagine how satisfying it would feel to have an active life with people you respect doing what you love naturally and having all the best food made for you to have whenever you desire out of that situation because you're satisfied and nourished there and not depleted. If you desire a specific object then imagine using it, or if you can't do that then telling someone about it, or if that doesn't feel natural to you then write out a scenario on paper about how awesome it is you have this thing. Give to yourself what you can't get and feel comfortable with that. That's really the only time specific manifestation the way NG speaks of will work in my experience. Either that or it flows through you as I've said. 

Anyway that's enough for today. 212k words now. Crazy.

Also this. Nocturne in the Moonlight - Castlevania Symphony of the night OST

Imagine a stormy night, standing under the cover standing on the top of a mountain overlooking a battle about to unfold in a big town. The rain pours down and lightning strikes the tallest tower. The flaming lights march in and the garrisons drop. Inside there's someone with immense power who's been solemnly training for moments like these. As he steps out and speaks the words of power the entire enemy vanishes never to be seen again. A whisper echoes out of his mouth very quietly, speaking tongues, as the effects resonate and the lightning hits once again just as the midnight hour strikes and the bell rings once again. It's all over, but that's not the end. 

Then you've got simple: Nocturne - Castlevania Symphony of the night OST

That one makes me shed a tear. Music that purifies us is rare these days, it's all degenerate trash that's filled with false identity and no thematic resonance of divine process. It's the progressive melody in this track that's just so context building it's insane. Music does alchemy in us. Music can transform us the same. Music is literally an alchemical ritual. Game soundtracks are most of what I listen to for this reason, they're composed for very direct thematic expression and not for "enjoyment" as most stuff is these days. They're designed for transformation through immersion into that theme of experience. It's alchemy. The original age of mythology soundtrack is another one. Ori and the blind forest and the will of the wisps is another. Stuff that Jesper Kyd worked on too, AC2, even a dead game I use to play called heroes and generals had an amazing theme by him. Thematic resonance is powerful. Legendary soundtracks. Burned them all to CDs.

I use to always listen to music that would thematically set a tone and I'd imagine some crazy scenario in my mind and immerse myself in that like I'm directing my own movie just because it felt good. That act in itself is power. Immersing yourself into your thematic resonance and allowing yourself to be driven to act through the resonance that follows as a means of normalising that theme in the world and providing your internal supply to receive those who are ready for it. It's these things that raise currents, but they don't last. If you have response to stimulus that's resonant then moving with it and being driven by how there's conceptual relationship without compromise normalises the sensation and anchors that association as another memory with testimony. It's part of you and having the courage to fulfil what's present sinks in the depth of reality of experience that's lasting in transformation. It's natural and it flows through you.

No matter how depleted we may be, no matter how degenerate we have become, no matter the stagnant charge destroying us, we will always have within us the light of life accessible as our supply through God.

 

13/9/24

I've been contemplating more on the idea of what resistance is and what tension is in the body and how that warps our psychological state and the mind. I see it like this. My interpretation is open to change as this is a topic that's rarely explored in depth on a metaphysical level from any source material. I read one book like 2 years ago that explained the alchemy of this but I cannot for the life of me remember it or have it show up again. Who knows. Either way I remember some of it and have learned much since then so I'll present what my idea is.

The idea of resistance is fundamentally based on constriction of channels, thus causing stagnation. It's like a hose pipe being kinked and so the flow gets disrupted significantly. Now this is because in those moments of stress and trauma the form feels the need to detach from the sensory experience because it's highly stressful, there's a disruption of qi and blood and substance to nourish the circuits from this moment and so the currents cannot nourish the same as they should due to this constriction. Muscle tension is how the conventional systems interpret nervous system tension, Wilhelm Reich said that it was muscle armouring for a reason. The muscle represents a periphery level manifestation of the internal circuits, process within process remember. Whatever the correspondence is to that circuit the tension is almost always caused by a lack of blood, blood stagnation, or substance deficiency so baseline forms of yin and essence. Qi and blood are directly linked which is why when blood becomes stagnant like in that pipe analogy then qi which is carried with the blood will also stagnate meaning the yang is of lower order expression and can become pathogenic out of those stagnations and cause further damage. Muscles cannot relax unless there's nourishment provided to the corresponding circuits which is why somatic work and muscle release work and similar methods all focus on relaxing the muscle which corresponds to the internalised disruption that's generating the disproportionate issue. This stagnation or deficiency of yin and substances like blood will of course cause heat as the stagnation accumulates which will become the factor that manifests as the psychological disruptions. Namely liver stagnations and spleen and heart blood and qi deficiency and stagnations. It's all similar and caused by the disruptions caused by those traumatic events. The body doesn't feel "safe" to express because there's no current to make manifest the psychological state that's nourishing due to the stagnation. So to nourish the blood we must work with building substance, meaning an increase in yin will generate a condition internally with sufficient nourishment to then either force the resistance up to the surface to be dissolved or it'll become dislodged and the purifying fire of the ming men can riase and nourish coherently due to the yin being the anchor to the excessive pathogenic fire. In this case the degree to which blood and yin can be nourished will be limited to the degree of stagnation you can release. The channels can only take to much pressure when qi is deficient so qi is what will determine the degree to which the pipes can expand as it's a periphery manifestation of the current carried with blood. Without a sufficient level of qi, a higher order substance of yang, then you'll nourish to the point before the resistance gets dislodged and you'll experience further peaks and dips without reaching the breakthrough and actual nourishment of the circuits that are needing the kink in the pipe to let go. The body wants to let go of it but the conditions must be correct. This is why when you imagine what you want it doesn't feel comfortable because you're not nourished and you cannot be nourished unless the alchemical conditions can facilitate that transformation. When you do methods such as TRE which causes the vibrations and tremors it's literally the manifestation of the liver qi stagnation coming to the surface as the periphery is "straining" the capacity for the channels to expand. Creating space will also facilitate this but I find the degree to which gazing can actually act in a purifying manner also depends on the qi for the same reasons as with blood nourishment. It's all stemming from a refinement of the substances, blood must be nourished for qi to be nourished and if yin is whacked and out of balance due to the restrictions in the lower circuits such as the liver which is where blood is stored and where qi is governed in it's "spreading" throughout the body. Whenever you've got qi stagnation in the liver then you've almost certainly got tightness in the body, muscle and tendons especially and you'll be more prone to injury when being active. 

Nourishment is everything, but I want to make another very important point here. Intuitive impulse and decisions. The thing we need to understand is that most people are generators and generators require a certain degree of liver and kidney nourishment to be able to have the response from the sacral to make a decision or even just for the body to be moved automatically. When you're filled with resistance (everybody except immortals are so don't kid yourself) the degree to which your inner authority can make REFINED decisions, as in decisions that facilitate the transformation of higher order substances will be limited. Why? Because your baseline is still whacked and needs refining. We've been told that all decisions it's driving us to make are the best, and I 'd agree with you from a thematic level, but on the specific means of expression then I don't think I would because unless there's sufficient vitality present and nourishment to drive the currents to be purified then the response will reflect limited impulse. Shen drives it too, Shen and liver stagnations are closely linked which is why when you're in a temporary peak it still doesn't really resolve any long standing stagnations and more consistent decisions that are coming from the perspective of refining the stagnations must be made. If we work with the metaphysics then we can aid the inner authority that's the bodily sensation emanating from greater consciousness to drive our decisions in the thematic sense. It's just something I don't see anyone really able to actually apply, and that experiences that unfold for people which are consistently satisfying but in a limited way. It's either they're just not driven more intensely towards the immortal side of being resistance free or that this limited experience really is correct for their consciousness in the way that's leading them to the unique insights required for their mediation of others people to be purified in that knowledge. If we can dissolve resistance and provide more nourishment to the circuits then why wouldn't we? Why not? Why wouldn't we provide the inner authority more nourishment to make decisions that are leading us towards more refined means of experiencing these affinities. Why not? 

Somatic sensations are primarily related to qi stagnations. You run up against dips not just because your subconscious capacity is stuck but that qi is stuck and blood is stuck and it's not able to expand and nourish further, thus why the resistance surfaces to be managed. Nourishment also drives contextual sense through sense of self so the default state you return to will be proportionate if there's nourishment. Why do animals buck around wildly when they've been traumatised? Because the movement gets the qi to quickly and rapidly circulate to clear stagnations when they're present. This is why I said that physical movement is a way that you can nourish the circuits, the Shen is nourished through exercise too for this reason as blood is flushed with the qi and explains why sedentary people develop stagnations. They're developing stagnations too that can manifest very similarly to those with trauma but the way that it's resolved is a bit different. 

So more on dissolution. When we dip it more often than not is going to result in a temporary clearing of the channels where nourishment can flow through. This relates more to the feeling of stuck trash that's being moved into the consciousness. The interesting thing here is that if depletion and stagnation is what seems to cause low states then how come when vitality is high and it's ready to nourish then it hits the wall of capacity the qi can handle and so ends up surfacing the resistance instead leading to dips even though you've got more nourishing components circulating. it's almost as if the baseline capacity is capped at a certain level, and going beyond that is impossible without clearing the stagnations. Peak and dip cycles seem to reflect the subconscious capacity present at the baseline level, but in order for those higher order substances to be cultivated there needs to be a release of the stagnations holding that cap in place. How do we do that then? Qigong? Gazing is one way to gradually clear it but the effectiveness of that also depends on the build-up of pressure and currents to work fully. It's like we're required to go through these peak and dip cycles naturally and that recognising them and working with their cyclic nature is the process that cannot be avoided. Even I go through this still, I don't know anyone who's free from this. My qigong master certainly wasn't free from it still, he faced things still too. So what's the deal? There's just so many moving parts here it's insane. 

To me it seems sinking charge, as in primarily working on building kidney yin to anchor the liver yang and eventually form more blood through transforming substance in the spleen leading to further qi and blood nourishment is what will clear the channels on the baseline level. To add to that gazing and qigong and TRE can assist, To me all of these different methods target different layers of resistance and there's no one best method. The specifics of each all seem to target the liver meridian, gazing opens the liver qi and so does TRE and qigong builds lower substances so it's all targeting lower circuits primarily. There's a reason why, because you need a solid foundation before building higher order substances, else you'll dip and be stuck. All I know is that targeting liver qi stagnation cleans up almost everything, as well as liver blood and yin deficiency. Most people have something on this level that has issues and it's either due to weak kidney not supplying substance to liver or that liver is just bloated with excess and the traumas are held in that meridian. There's also spleen that can have issues but more often than not it's because of eating too much, fasting can help restore that. Liver meridian issues isn't something that's easily restored with fasting and requires extensive cultivation to restore.

More methods include acupuncture and herbalism and Reichian work as well as shiatsu massage and even cupping can help shift stagnations in the lower circuits. There's all these methods that are metaphysically related to the same process I speak of here. Getting into the very core of what's happening is what will provide insights. I believe that the optimal routine would be this. Weekly acupuncture and moxibustion, richian and massage work every 3 days, daily periodic gazing, daily regular pathway work, daily morning qigong. I've done qigong in the mornings with nightly gazing on the regular. Including alchemical quintessence here is another one but that's a lifetime one you take that amplified gazing benefits and can act as a Jing replacement once the channels are clear for higher order substances to form.

 

When you "buy into" something you manifest it. Naturally. Either consciously or unconsciously, but usually you lose yourself in the experience which is why it's going to be "real" to you. The reality of experience sinks in the sensation and normalises it. 

Thematic sense and immortality comes through fully refining the senses too. The internal and external senses. you’re talking about actually negating the senses where your organ of cognition becomes the very field geometry itself. Those thematic sensations dissolve the established sensory relationships and genetics can be refined as the higher order substance of Jing. You’ll have a new refined authority, likely transcending the dualistic mind form connection where they become one thing. I don’t know if that’s true but it makes sense. Really digging into uncharted waters these days. 

 

14/9/24

"Nourishment formula" is how you do Reality Synthesis.

Contrast is cognised through variance in sensation. A normalised sensation has no contrast and is “normal” and not important. There’s a detachment that comes out of this and you don’t even really notice you’re doing something at that point. This is where we want to be when it comes to reliably manifesting but the thing to understand is that most of the work here is getting nourishment sufficient so that detachment actually becomes accessible on a reliable basis. 

When I would play a competitive game and I was under pressure or I was being watched I’d choke out and screw up, like I’d mess up something so simple and it was because there was a contrast present that broke my natural rhythm that I would normally flow into. My skills got broken because I wasn’t used to the pressure of being watched. When I know I’m being watched and it’s not normal for me then there’s a disconnect between the thematic sensation I’m in normally vs in that observation zone. I’ve played games with my eyes closed rubbing backwards without effort because my body does it but the moment my mind gets involved because I don’t feel nourished in that place, meaning there’s some this big I’m attached to that’s drawing contrast out because the thematic sensation shifts, which causes my play to be way off from what I am actually capable of. More specifically it’s the body that’s playing and has the capability. The mind just directs it into its flow and it takes over and moves through that and the moving through that naturally builds familiarity and “muscle memory” where the body is able to just unconsciously play the game on its own, given that there’s no contrast screwing with your consciousness and blocking that flow through activating themes of attachment and effort and trying. It’s not psychological it’s an alchemical process of nourishment.

Contrast is everything. Contrast is what we’re normalising and mediating into a familiar and comfortable sensation which gets to the point where we don’t even notice it at all. When we don’t notice the contrast and there’s no pressure then it’s gold. 

Just typed out like 25 mins on the mobile app and it gave me the error that it failed to save when I pressed save. I will not be updating this on mobile in future because it’s unreliable and often wastes my time. 90% of my entires here are done on my custom desktop pc system with hardwares connections so the connection never drops. Either way it was just in basic about what the sensation of consistently satisfying vs unsatisfying and how that’s the barometer of what is and what isn’t decisions coming from self. Decisions we think we make that come from self rarely are. Desires we have often aren’t ours but are what we’ve been marketed to and manipulated into feeling we want or even need to feel comfortable and content. Getting all this stuff we don’t need. NG failed to explain that not all desires are correct for us. The desires that emanate from the inner authority are the true desires. How do you know the difference between correct desires? Thematic sensation. It’ll be familiar and if you’ve done sufficient pathway work you’ll know that. NG was flawed in his application and teaching because he never mentioned desire that’s emanating from the form and intuitive impulse vs the mind and the conditioning. What comes through the sensations, the true sensory system we have at our core as metaphysical beings, that’s our true guidance system but most people are out of touch with it because they’ve got next to no space and no vital currents to use that space effectively. Without space and currents that are arising from proportionate circuits to greater consciousness then you’re unable to really know what’s yours and what’s not from within you as the sensations on that thematic level will be dulled, and yet that’s actually what drives your consciousness without you realising it. That’s what activates when you’re marketed to and influenced. Channels corresponding to those associated sensations on the thematic level open and your contractive convergent aspect will receive sensory level info like thoughts and images to confirm that sensation, the story will conform and that’s your mental environment. The metaphysical senses define that. The subtle hidden rolled and folded up senses with invisible information we can’t sense on the subtle level is what drives us. That’s what the thematic sense and it’s implication is. You know something without knowing it. That’s why it’s intuitive impulse. You’re unfolding something you don’t know is there driving you. Fractals and directions of propagation and field geometry interactions. It’s all about transformation. 

NG failed to describe these principles. There’s no definition of self vs not self on that thematic level. He just said there’s infinite states. That tells us nothing about who we are on the fixed definition level. What we truly are IS those themes, we quite literally are the embodiment of those pure aetheric metaphysical principles folded up into a geometry. The substrate of our experience is the expanded aether in motion and that in itself is a form of limitation as it’s the manifestation of necessary entropy that drives transformation. NG completely missed these functions of consciousness and seemed to have mostly taught that it was all relative to what’s in our imagination, meaning all the imaginal senses, but he never differentiated the 5 senses from the metaphysical senses of the themes which are what are translated by the form into the mind unfolding as the sensory level experience we have. That’s the language of reality at it’s core and when we negate consciousness we’re not negating the principe of it but the limited manifestation of it through the senses that are the translation layer of what’s more pure and fundamental to describe our experience. The thematic sense then becomes your primary organ of cognition and from this place is where the conjunction can unfold as the senses have been turned inside out and the testimony of that is what transforms. This cannot be attained through thought because this process is the process of anti thought. Thinking without thinking and feeling without feeling. It’s purely the metaphysical senses that describe our experience. Those sensations we’ve revealed in pathway work become our whole perception and the implication built into those as the sensory level experience that runs through the imaginal mind is negated and becomes then the subtle sense. We almost experience report from “gods” perspective as how manifestation unfolds. It’s what we’re seeking to attain in the immortality work. That’s where this all goes because all manifestation work is a degree in this same process anyway so it’s unavoidable.

Stopping thought isn’t possible without nourishment and nourishment is what provides us a coherent connection to the principles that define our consciousness directly. Thought stopped amplifies the subtle sense of thematic sensation so perception doesn’t stop but the sensory level overlay stops. You sit in the resonance of those sensations and those in themselves transform you further. They have manifesting value. This is the work on the deepest level. I’m seemingly the only one on earth to connext those dots. Somehow. 

 

15/9/24

Seeming accidental manifestations would almost always show up relating to familiar sensations. You'd never accidentally manifest 10 million. The normalised comfortable sensation must be present for that to happen, else by having the concept flood the mind it would manifest in a favourable way and yet that doesn't happen. I remember testing this like a year ago and all I got was limited signs of it. Why? Because it was bringing up within me limitation and the concept that associated to that thematic sensation related to necessary transformation that I wasn't ready for.

To me it seems there's an inverse relationship between established thematic resonance and the associated sensory level experience that's going to determine the means and extent to which that manifest experience will be satisfying. It's a thing that must be more closely studied.

 

Another insight.

The thematic sensations are already manifesting in your reality if you're experiencing them. They're already there, you're already feeling them and experiencing them in the world, but they're not the way you want. Think about that. It's already there, but the means by which it shows up is unsatisfying. That tells us that we're still compromising, attached, holding on, not fully nourished in ourselves and what we can actually experience. We're self imposing limitations on us and intellectualising intuitive impulse when it arises instead of distancing yourself from the world and just flowing. Here's an idea. Live life as distanced as possible, as detached as possible, as nourished in the moment as possible and just observe thoughts and allow your sensations to drive you. Simply be the passenger and watch yourself, be yourself without compromise. That's seemingly opposite of what I say with regards to living the reality of experience and buying into something for transformation as that can allow us to sink into and normalise sensations but for transformation in the sense of detaching from attached things instead of using the contrast from deep bought into experience.

 

 

I just had a big brain moment. Once again this stuff comes through me I don't think about it. I'm randomly running loops with whatever thoughts coming through my head without care and then boom there it is. Crazy. It's normal. Effortless. 

Anyway when I was like 3 or 4 I remember saying I wanted to be an inventor. I've invented something new with RS naturally over time without realising it as I was in it. Where did child like me get that affinity from? Thematic resonance described to me the resonant sensation that media reminded me of and poof there's the nourishing sensation of resonance and I say I want to be that. It's natural. See that's another example of how this plays out with what's fixed and even explains how we develop and why we believe what we do. Now children can be programmed to believe anything in essence but the thing is the sensations that aren't resonant will not be satisfying, so even if they "believe" it to be true about them or others or the world that still won't be satisfying to them. It won't be nourishing and so they'll naturally want to avoid it but if there' a compromise pattern linked in then they'll compromise and fit in to accept that against their internal compass. This is another example of thematic resonance. A sensation in the world, likely through a story or some form of media. The channel relating to their throat or their G or even the head can result in this sensation. It's one of those things that naturally unfolds through all of us all the time. That's the thematic direction that I was resonant with and always will be and through the senses that remind me of that and bring that up I explore and experience reality. Do you see? That's what this is about. Manifestation is that. It's what comes through us, and the degree to which we accept those resonant sensations vs what we're being told to believe from the world determines our degree of satisfaction. Now specific manifestation is like the inverse of this. NG said you can sink into the "feeling" alone with the lullaby technique and the point of looping the "thank you" affirmation (which doesn't imply anything specific" was to anchor the sensation under the context that the mind is absorbed into and is "normalised in". This gives us a hint as to how this works on the more in depth sensory level too. We're using the thematic sensation as the supply of nourishment and using the senses that describe that to provide a general associated mental atmosphere which is a more limited degree of the pure thematic archetypal experience which we're using to reflect the experience of that in the imaginal senses. The imaginal senses are God to the degree that they can "ring" the bells of resonance in the channels that comprise our field geometry and thus shift the direction of propagation our form moves in the corporeal world to experience. 

That flowed through me. Do you see like I don't solve this like I do a math problem through comparison and contrast and problem solving it just comes through me as I type I don't need to apply a shred of logic here. I just have it come through me and it's so crazy to watch it happening. People think I'm like some genius but in reality I'm just designed for this, the same way a sports star is designed for what they do. They can't help it because their greater consciousness is driving their form because they've accepted that part of them to flow without resistance. There's no contrast, they don't feel separated and unsatisfied and so they'll naturally sink into that sensation as though it's part of their being. That's the same thing here, and with you too. This is what the normalised sensation means. The degree to which I die to it and accept that I'm being driven and that I have no control to change it because it's fixed and owning that is my salvation as it's my supply of resonant thematic sensation which IS who I really am. That is how my imagination is God because it's how I experience the love of God. That's what the process of alchemical transformation I spoke about explains with the deeper level mechanics. It's all one process. We've got all these so called spiritual gurus telling us these ideas to help us understand and yet it still doesn't fully explain how or why, it's like a belief in this secret knowledge that we may still have resonance with but it's still not complete. The rolled up information scroll still is fully closed and we can't see inside. We don't know what's inside but we've been told to accept what's in there as true without question. I say what's inside that rolled up scroll of information sealed away is Reality Synthesis. The mechanics of consciousness. Alchemy and metaphysics. That's what the secret knowledge is. Don't you see that? It's fundamental and universal and applied to everyone and everything without exception. That's why I call RS a new model of reality, not just a new model of manifestation. I always say what more is there to explain but still more just continues to flow through me.

 

16/9/24

Feeling nourished. 

Money manifesting. This is what I want to touch on. This applies for most things too. I’ve noticed that the sensation of abundance, abundant resources and supply, it comes through certain sensory experiences especially lately in scenes that I have just come through my mind. Cruising the city streets in my car on a cool night feeling the breeze blowing through my hair. Blasting the back alleys and suburbs on the hills overlooking the coast where the waves crash as the wind blows in my hair. Imagining myself in a luxury hotel like setting surrounded by people who are there to celebrate my work or even just for some other function. There’s people wanting to hear me speak and interact with me and just be around me. It’s not about the items it’s about the implication of what would my life look like if I never had to worry about money. Where are the limitations faced and what would their solutions look like to me and how does that relate to my thematic resonant sensations. The question becomes then that since you can identify the sensation and the experience with the senses then how can you normalise that sensation in your reality? What else can you bring into that context to build familiarity? 

Notice how most of my scenes involve my flow channel with movement or cool breeze or communicating and expressing myself. If you can sink into that experience and familiarise yourself with that sensation closely it’ll become normal for you and contrast will be negated where you’ll be nourished and people who interact with you must respond differently because of that. When the contrast is negated or shifted in it’s association then you’ve won. Normalise the sensation and acceptance of that as your internal supply and correct thematic expression which has tied to it the sensory level implication that’s going to be how those sensations are made manifest to you in the response. It’s like what I said in that video from almost 2 years ago. The experience will remind you of the sense of self, always. This is why repetitive affirmation doesn’t work because there must be a resonant thematic sensation and to have a response arising out of your inner supply else you’ll be driven towards unsatisfying experiences. You can and will see signs or partial results but even then no matter how that sensory level experience comes out it will always be limited due to the sensations that you’re sinking into not being of your fixed definition. You’re attaching to something that’s not actually for you, that’s not how you experience that desire. You’ve taken on from others marketing that this is how you should be and this is what you should have. When you boil it down to its core aspects you’ll realise you don’t need this thing and more often than not you won’t want it when you start to nourish yourself and actually feel a natural sensation of value through a nourished Shen. A nourished Shen will provide you all the supply of inner vitality and value and nourishment and correct thoughts and feelings that come through you without ever having to try. We’re not tying to make this a mental game we’re just using the kind to recognise contrast and where we’re being driven that’s not towards our resonant thematic direction.

So you see how refining the sense of self is a natural byproduct of simply living the life you want. Simply just dropping all the trash and letting it go and dying to it and in that place accepting the direction that continues to come up that you’re denying and running away from. That fixed thematic resonance that you’ve denied yourself the supply of this whole time because you associated to that theme a negative devaluing experience. Owning what’s there without a shred of shame or guilt or compromise or anything is what you’re naturally driven towards. These lack sensations of contrast won’t even enter your mind at all. 

When you’re in a dip write down after it’s over all the things that led up to it. Who was involved. What the environment was. What you did before that. What they said. How you got triggered. Go through it and log down every aspect of what brought up the lack sensation that caused you to feel the way you did and what aspects of your experience shifted your mental atmosphere. Write them down and understand them. Trace them through further and do pathway work on those elements. What’s the element behind those is there a common thread? Why is that stuck? Is the common thread one that comes up in your mind that you’re being driven towards but continue to deny? Is the solution to this situation leaving it all behind completely and dropping it because you then dropped what’s preventing you from moving on in another area of life. You’re holding onto this person because you’re lacking in another way and they’re providing a supply of familiar security for that cope sensation. Understand what supplies what and where you’re seeking temporary supply from to boost yourself that numbs the contrast. Where are you suppling to numb the contrast? Ask these questions and do extensive pathway work on this. 

This is standard coaching protocol now too. Work with it. 

 

Seeing the bad voices in your head as personified elements of the old story and that you come in and comfort yourself to dissolve them is nothing more than using contrast and building greater context to negate the resistance and normalise the sensation by reminding yourself in essence that it doesn’t matter and that it’s all ok. You’ll forever have tunnel vision until you bring greater context in to normalise and negate the attachment and contrast through nourishment of what always being your satisfaction. If I’m in lack and I imagine myself blasting down the road at night feeling the cool breeze blowing through my hair and on my skin making me feel alive I immediately lose tunnel vision and want to act through the sensation driving intuitive impulse as a result of simply shifting mt mental environment with a simple scene that’s familiar and resonant. It’s simple. Reminding yourself that you don’t need anything to feel valued will be your ticket to satisfaction because the resonant thematic sensations within you are your supply and those are the most pure and elementary functions of your fixed definition of consciousness. Tapping those whenever you’re feeling contrast will shift context and in that place bring the nourishment to refine the sense of self desired to then frame that same scene in a way that’s favourable. This is how all psychological processing techniques work, without exception. It’s either in the mental sphere or the alchemical body work sphere. It’s all still alchemical through. 

The work on the unconscious stuff through bodywork methods will dissolve charges and really prevent dips from showing up at their core where they’ll be properly dissolved so you won’t need to counter them when they show up. Facing them and feeling through them and having that nourishment to be the contrast on the purely alchemical level that’s unconsciously affecting the resistance will so that work. No mental processing required. It’s either going to be forced out of you like the gazing does in dreams or you’ll just not face it consciously with the senses and it’ll all be felt. Either way it’ll dissolve the stuck charges and prevent that same feeling of lack to show up. The contrast will be dissolved in essence so the same stimulus won’t influence you to buy into its context and warp your mental environment as there’s nothing now for that to latch onto in your consciousness. 

You’ll find that more often than not when you don’t care or when you’re not trying it shows up. Why? I’ve discussed this but it’s because your body is driving you and your consciousness is going along for the ride on a more thematic level. You’re more distanced from the world as your supply, even if it’s in a seeming “negative” mood, will satisfy you anyway. The satisfaction is the point, you’re too satisfied to care, or that the journey is satisfying in itself and the distance you’ve cultivated through being nourished on your path allows you to just flow through the set direction your form is moving in. You’re observing and watching and detached and just responding when needed. The decisions you make are effortless and simple and aren’t serious. You don’t care because it’s not important.  When you’re attached as there’s nothing to even want to attach to. You’re being yourself, whatever the minimal means by which that supply can be tapped with the senses to bring it up is all you need. That’s why it works. What’s why when you’re not manifesting with cause, that you’re imagining from the place of context of attachment and deficient nourishment where your bringing into that context a sensation of familiar lack. You imagine from a place is true distance, true detachment comes out of natural distance through natural supply of nourishment. It’s natural. Pull out and let go. You see. You’re being pulled into the context, the limited mental environment of tunnel vision because you’re value is dependent on this thing you’re focused on working and if it’s not you get frustrated. The “spiritual guru” doesn’t care because they’re distanced and nourished anyway and there’s nothing that could happen to them that would cause them to feel attached. That’s the thing, their value comes from their internal supply which I’ve spoken about endlessly on as your resonant thematic sensations and experiences with the senses that represent those. When you’re able to sink into those you’re nourishing yourself. That a satisfying decision. 

Satisfying decisions. Those come out of intuitive impulse driven through the resonant thematic sensation and the trigger is the associated sensory level experience. It works both ways for triggers in the good and bad because it’s just a thematic association and also a contextual level component that’s composing the mental environment which determines your degree of detachment. As I’ve explained from this place then that the imaginal scene you’re sinking into as the associated experience will have an anchor for a distanced and detached and nourished sensation which is then going to manifest the experience in a fulfilling manner. That’s because the sense of self is correctly reflected in that inner experience. Mindless affirmations cannot do this unless they’re able to arrange the mental environment and context to confirm a refined senses of self which more often than not isn’t the case and you’ll feel completely lacking saying the affirmations. You’re only going to manifest bad outcomes doing this. It’s not coming through you and you’re doing it because in truth you’re lacking distance and believe that this technique will bring you satisfaction which it obviously cannot. Even if the money shows up or the SP shows up it won’t stick around because your baseline sense of self and the way you express that will be limited and remind you of the lack you’ve within. You’ll not last with those desires being realised. You’re not dying to the limitations. You’re still uncomfortable and manifesting seeming easy solutions doesn’t transform you. Without transformation where is the foundation to sink these desires into? Nowhere. You’ll be blown over in the breeze when a single moment of doubt creeps in. You’re unable to manifest it because you’re still compromising and being stuck in the uncomfortable comfort and haven’t the courage to break those limits when the contrast shows up. To sit in the decision that you’re owning it and making that your solid direction of experience. What’s the sensation of that life naturally? Sink into that and bring it up with imaginal scenes and refine it and live and breathe it and act from it in the world. Live and breathe the transformation. Be the change you wish to see. 

 

17/9/24

All this stuff about “nothing exists it’s all in the mind of god” even from a general so called spiritual perspective is all a heavily limited explanation of hidden knowledge of the thematic principles within us that define our fundamental consciousness. There is nothing means there’s no limitation. As I’ve explained limitation is necessary for the senses to have a means to express the themes, the archetypes of consciousness in a corporeal manner. An identified bought into manner. This limited and honestly traumatised perspective (even from someone who’s “normal” who still buys into identification and takes seriously a phenomenal experience as real and has impact) is one way that consciousness “expands”. Limitation quite literally is required for it to expand because you’re introducing another layer of magnitude to the function of consciousness. Mental momentum and mental environment. Another hysteresis cycle of the aether that’s made manifest through us. The enlightened one is simply someone who can see this and detach which as we know is a function of nourishment. Without nourishment you cannot actually detach. Even if I’m your thoughts you’re thinking you’re detaching you’re not really because the mental atmosphere would reflect that and yet you’re still feeling sensations of lack. This is because you’ve bought into an illusion, the senses are that illusion presented as real (real-ity) which we buy into and are transformed through, for “better or worse” as we almost unconsciously bend to the drives of the program seeking to cause these reactions within us. The programming model were all bound to drives us all. Nobody can escape it unless you exit the program and realise it never really existed because the program in itself is limitation of the senses that’s another layer on tool of the true pure themes of experience which are all pure supply. It’s also how electromagnetic induction works. Induction isn’t about moving magnets inside coils to create aetheric movement and thus friction and thus current but that the cycles within that cycle are “unlocked” because the conditions have been arranged for them to do so, but they’re always there self recursing just like you do.  Cycles within cycles. 

Seeing the cycles and observing them and just accepting them is the experience of enlightenment as you’re actually detached which would imply nourishment which would imply higher order substances are circulating and you’re in flow with intuitive impulse as to the drive of the form through greater consciousness. It becomes one thing where there’s no distance between the form and the mind, you’re just going along for the ride and have no stake in the outcome because you know it doesn’t matter as your supply is beyond the senses. The senses are the limitation. The senses are necessary but are the limitation. We must become ok with the senses, become accepting of the senses for what they are. Accept the drive of intuitive impulse without expectation. It’s the disconnect that causes there to be conflicts. Stuck sensations in the nervous system are just manifestations of held onto distance from the way the body is driven that you compromised on either willingly or by force. Regardless of the means the stuck sensations are the detachment from core elements of supply and the grabbing onto false limited means of supply that the body cannot tap into. The stagnations in the channels that manifest these specific types of resistance and reactions to sensory stimulus with charge is the drive to tap core supply but it’s stuck holding onto false reality and expectation. 

We’ve been told it’s to “keep us safe” from feeling the trauma again but that’s just a manifestation of the holding onto distance and the stagnation that’s depleting your proportionate level of supply to that channel for it to express more truly and without attachment to false expectation and reality. The mental environment gets warped through this and causes us to buy into experience which of course means unconsciously the design we have is automatically expanding consciousness just as a consequence of that procession of themes manifest through the senses. This also works the same way for positive proportionate worldly experiences. I mean we don’t actually need 99% of the things we think we do. Basic levels of food and shelter and water is really all we need to function. Less is more in realty. The more you entrench yourself in the senses because it feels good the more you feed the program and the more you’re going to associate with it.

The question is can there be a healthy boundary between core principles and limited sensory level manifestation? Yes. That’s what you’re driven towards and nothing more or less. Whatever greater consciousness is driving you into through your form is all you need in this world as that in itself can provide you nourishment which is the means to detachment. It’s desiring things that aren’t what greater process needs to transform consciousness (not what the program needs to expand through your suffering) that we attach to and think we need that’s the issue. The entire culture were born into pounds this is to us. It’s no wonder the western nations are the most degenerate. The entire culture is built upon manipulating others to make profit out of them. There’s rarely a mutual exchange because both parties have an agenda and that’s unlikely to be what greater consciousness is driving both towards through their own supply.

Marketing is the basis of the program. Marketing and manipulation is how it works and is how our psychology works through supply and reception, deception. Driving someone’s consciousness to quite literally “buy into” something their tunnel vision mind accepts as reality through sensory stimulus that resonates their receptive circuits that are filled with stagnation and need and attachment to the false self. This line of living through your core essence and living through the program is the balance that nobody has really been able to systematically understand and break down into a working model. I believe the reason why is because everyone is different with that. Intuitive impulse and the natural negating the sensory level thoughts to expect and control is the influence of greater consciousness and that influence that’s driving us towards the conjugation of the corporeal and incorporeal senses is all that matters. Literally. Everything else is external marketing touching on your need to feel stimulated in the way that drives you through false identification.

Is this not the truth? Is this not true for everybody? Is this not the world we live in? Is the very idea of manifesting things in the world we desire just part of the false identification. I’ve known this for years but putting it into perspective is the thing. All the stimulus that we buy into drives us away from ourselves because “oooo look fancy shiny object”. You see. It’s the ignorance of true self that drives us. Yet the ones who live there cannot see that because they’re not nourished by themselves. They’ll deny their transcendental incorporeal consciousness because they’re ignorance and illiteracy on these ideas and the lack of pathway work to connect dots in their experience to bring contrast into the realm of logic is the issue. I refute the ignorance without a shred of mercy and destroy the illusions of the corporeal not self being. 

When someone hears something from someone that rings something within them they don’t hear the words they only feel the sensation and the mental environment that draws them into and the surrounding thoughts that define that space. They disconnect from what the person is saying on a pure objective level and the words are just one level by which the thematic sensations are communicated. They’re speaking to the charge, not the incorporeal soul. That’s the thing. It’s just all limitation and more limitation that drives almost everyone in this world. Manifesting things is just another layer to that. If what’s desired is naturally flowing through them from greater consciousness then it’s correct for their experience and it will be satisfying and it will nourish them on a consistent basis. That’s all that matters because that’s your barometer of “success” which obviously looks vastly different for everybody. Success is the alchemical transformation of the lower order substances into higher order substances. That’s what that’s all about. 

The reason why I always say that sinking the charge is so important is because it allows you to dissolve the mental environment and attachment to false identification. It allows you to accept what’s there even if it feels bad. It can draw contrast into your awareness in a way that’s proportionate. Not always but often times it can. I don’t know any single method that works in all cases for everyone but it’s clear to me that the most effective method is that which can bring correct contrast into your consciousness and more often than not that involves feeling the sensation in contrast to something still and empty which is why sinking the charge and calming the fire is useful in seeing things for what they are. I’ve spoken to clinically practitioners of psychology and they’re into asking yourself the question “what does this mean about me” which I agree with on many levels because that can bring contrast into the mental atmosphere bought into so that transformation can unfold and yet what’s being identified will still more often then not drive them through the body and the charges unless referenced under the context of the core self will still generate the resistive reaction that’s often destructive. Sinking the charge aaaaand asking the question works on both levels. Sinking the charge drives the anchor and the question draws the mental environment into further contrast. In these moments I often make fun of the sensation because it’s so familiar now from doing pathway work and identifying what they all mean it’s easy to detach when it comes up. Dissolving it from there is the next step. You can see it and not buy into it which is the big thing people struggle with who aren’t introspective with pathway work. They say to practise mindfulness and yet that mindfulness has no transforming quality outside of whatever particles of consciousness that are circulating to settle. Vitality must circulate and nourish the circuits to actually dissolve the thinking properly without excessive force. It’s just stress at that level it’s not transcendent. Nourishment leads to a natural dissolution of the thoughts and thus the mental environment can be cleared. Nourishment is the only factor that determines the degree to which you’re going to buy into the world and the thematic sensations yours running into through the senses.  

Do you understand that the solution to all these issues is taking what’s on the outside and turning it inside out to be processed and purified so that it’s less limited (in the sensory domain of the world and it’s natural marketing) and into the world of incorporeal being where we resonate with the pure senses within us. We communicate with the channels and without the overlay that’s excessive. We are being ourselves at the most core level here and so the level of true insight we can attain about ourselves can be more closer to the hidden truth that’s rolled up. The senses roll up the hidden truth and the incorporeal thematic senses unroll it. They unroll it as we go deeper into them and that’s fasting from the world. Drawing into the incorporeal thematic senses is the thing that we experience when we “stop thinking” which is impossible. Thoughts on the imaginal level stop because you won’t want to distance yourself from the mental environment of the incorporeal senses. You won’t want to blink when gazing because it draws you into the world of limitation. It disconnects you from the true reality. The depth of your consciousness is that, it’s the degree to which the space within becomes the space without. By default. As a baseline. That’s the experience of the conjugation, at least on one level of experience. The feeling of orgasmic bliss is that sensation, because the currents that raise up and as a result drop the waters out interact with the heart instead of circulating in the sacral and root so the climax is the moment that current leaves the sacral and so the carried essence drops out  it’s that Yang raises up and leaves those lower channels. Incontinence for example is a result of kidney Yang, meaning there’s no “raising” current and so the sinking waters of yin leak, Yang when raised all the way instead of just being deficient and leaking has a similar function except That it’s going to circulate a few times in and out and that pulsation sensation is the raising and releasing of the yin that’s built up the pressure. This similar cycle and process happens when you’re doing that with the internal higher order substances. The lower circuits and their vitality run through the conception and governing vessel that pass through the root causing the contractions as qi is pushed out to the periphery. That’s what’s going on with internal alchemy and why it feels the way it does and why touching on the same internal circuits with the circulation of the higher order substances can generate the same and even higher levels of charge in the circuits that’s not actually expending vitality like base substances would if catalysed. The catalysing of higher order substances happens from within the inside out reality which is once again why simply touching on that thematic sensation can feel so blissful when you’ve dissolved tension that causes you to retreat into the corporal senses. The tension must be dissolved to even be capable of sinking into these sensations which is why gazing which dissolves these things through dreams (mostly) can facilitate that among other things.

The great work is to dissolve the tensions, the resistance, the grasping at limitation as a false supply, to negate the mind in decision making and be driven by your resonant currents which transforms us through surrender and acceptance. It’s all the same thing really, just different levels of it. Nourishment formula. It’s all nourishment formula. 

 

So pathway work is for the function of self analysis through the discovery of sensation and concept. The practical application of pathway work extends into the real world through the experience of the identified sensations in the moments of pressure. Under pressure you're going to feel the pull into the false sense of self. The false identification. This is a pattern of compromise that you're using as a supply that you believe will nourish you which was born out of a need to attach to something other than what's within you. When it comes up you're going to recognise it and make the decision you've identified as the one that's going to transform you. Every time you're feeling the false sense of self and need to make a decision under pressure and you ignore the making of that decision you're driven towards then you're going to feed the acceptance of the false identification. Whenever you make the decision under pressure when the sensation of compromise arises towards what you're being driven to which this feeling is drawing you away from and the story which represents that which arises regardless of that intensity then you win. It's going to hurt but that's the point, you're reclaiming what was already and always there, the internal supply of nourishment. This is the nourishment formula. Accepting and owning the core essence within that supplies you with satisfaction on a consistent bases even if you're under pressure is what will transform you and dissolve the resistance. It's in those moments where you know what you need to do but hesitate, you feel the contrast, the sensation that you can't do this, but you do it anyway. Whatever the story is doesn't matter because it's temporary and it's going to transform through your acceptance and courage in that place. You're going to be merciless in your expression of self that you've identified in pathway work. You're going to be merciless in the transformation of these sensations by making the decisions regardless of the circumstances. You're going to value and own your vitality and nourishment that's rightfully yours and yours uniquely above everyone and everything else in reality. This is your nourishment and denying it is denying your divinity. Take a step back and see this for what it is. The work is making those decisions that transform us, consistently, under pressure. The reason why people continue to suffer is because they buy into the mental environment (the story that justifies buying into the sensation) instead of buying into the subtle intuitive impulse. The greater the contrast through cultivating purifying vital current the more powerful your ability to make decisions under pressure as you'll just be more nourished at baseline. Once again the work is making those decisions that you keep coming back to that you just can't seem to make that you're driven towards consistently that has attached to them a story of "I can't" or "I shouldn't" or "If I don't" or "I wont" or anything related. Every time this arises you're going to lean into the implication of that having zero authority, because it doesn't You're passing off the inner authority to the mind, the story, the thoughts, instead of the resonant thematic sensations that drive you. You're disowning greater consciousness and owning degeneracy by conforming to the resistance and the lack of nourishment and contributing to the collective suffering. Making decisions out of intuitive impulse through the resonant sensations vs the mental stories and reasoning that makes you buy into the false identification is the work and is the real intent behind what pathway work is for. It's to truly grasp the metaphysical nature of the decisions you're constantly running up against.

 

Going back in time a while to look through larger cycles and how concepts spread through the minds of the people it was clear that more often than not it was a power struggle which influenced the minds of the people. Common sense for example was the text that inspired independence in the states that were once ruled by Britain. Mein Kampf inspired the removal of Talmudism from Germany. The bible even, the influence that this text has is immense over the whole world. It's what's propagated and seen and bought into by the people that influences the direction on a collective level. It's interesting from this perspective because you'd think that it's greater process that drives this whole show, and that's correct, because it's made manifest through the people who were providing the supply of this principle that was propagated in those days through books. If everyone reads something and gets on board with it then you control the minds of the people. Literally. The owned media system here now has this power, so is it any wonder why things are going the way they are? Even NG criticized the owned media. The economic cycles would likely line up to greater processes, but not discreetly in implication but as an effect of other processes influencing reality. Currently it seems that false authority is what will inspire this one and it's getting closer every day. I have no stake in the outcome of course, I'm simply here to play out my part doing the work I do here, the work I've been driven to complete for a very very long time. Either way it seems that greater processes and their influence on consciousness drives economic situations on the larger scale and we can see today just how bad things are. I don't like predicting the future in details that I cannot see as certain. Only the themes can really be predicted but the means cannot really be determined, just as it can't really be predicted within us. It can to an extent but I'd never be sure unless I can develop more tools to discover that and test it as valid. 

Looking at historical figures who went against the political elites and the goons on the street who had big vision (as in were driven by greater consciousness to fulfil a role) to change their nation through their actions. These people could get arrested over and over and over and somehow always ended up out and pushing their cause further every time. These people didn't care about false authority and this is what I want to really hone in on. The thematic sensation which naturally inspires thoughts and actions and how you're driven out of that will make you immune to anything that you're not supposed to face. The more uncompromising you are in fulfilling your role (naturally being yourself without compromise) and being driven at every opportunity to express and provide your supply of theme to the world determines the degree by which "manifestation" works for you as it'll all naturally flow through you. This really is the common thread. These people will basically tell you they had a vision of what they wanted. It's always a vision, and that vision is a sensory representation of their thematic resonance that is what they're providing to the world through that. That's their impact, their role. These people have visions because that's what they sink into when facing the resistance, which obviously there would've been lots but they had immense resonance and powerful sensations that drove them. Do you see more connections? NG spoke about this too, people who manifested things through visions of it, a grand vision like that guy who imagined his name on the big board as his own company. Took years but it came true. That wasn't him imagining something consciously and deliberately and making it show up, it was natural to him because there was thematic resonance to that end. Whatever your end is is what's naturally within you. That's why I said you don't need to plant seeds, they already exist within the internal supply.

This whole idea of manifesting specific things and reprogramming ourselves to be a certain way is so off base I can't even put it into words. It's way off. These things we imagine, these desires we have that are fundamental exist within us and we're the literal walking talking embodiment of that metaphysical arrangement made manifest through the scenario that plays out in the corporeal world. It's the dance of the principle archetypes of consciousness acting through us all, all the time, naturally. Naturally. It's all natural. All of this is natural. Who you're desiring to be is simply the expression of your internalised base principles of thematic resonance made manifest in the limitation of the corporeal senses. Being yourself without compromise is living as close to that thematic sense as possible, being driven by those sensations emanating from the inner authority and accepting who we really are. That's who we are and when we own it without compromise we win because that's all we need to or really even can do. Anything outside of your thematic resonance is resistance because you're accepting external authority and influence that determines your direction of experience which will always be unsatisfying and there won't be any obsession over it. Obsession over something is partly natural actually. You'll find many famous sports stars or music artists or anyone with a powerful passion will tell you they're obsessed with it. I'm obsessed with RS and developing out the most complete model of reality that explains manifestation fully on all levels. It's natural. I've always had this within me, just like you've always had within you the thematic direction of experience that's related to what you're transforming now. We're transforming consciousness through these experiences. That's not to say it's going to lead to transcendence and immortality though, it's just one level of expression. 

At this point I don't even bother trying to logic my way through this consciously I just write when the impulse arises to write. It's like I effortlessly have all the things I need to say come through me. It's natural. All natural. Desire and sensory level experience drives phenomenal reality manifestation. It's alllllll natural. None of this is forced. The only seeming force is because you're pushing against your own flow and resisting it. 

 

Reading about prominent influential figures in the past intrigues me. The ones who were involved in the tipping of the balance of power especially. The amount of seeming magic that had to happen in their lives was just insane. Their reality conformed so hard to their end. What they supplied was unparalleled and people ate it up. Learning that this is all a game of the field geometry is important. You can’t fake it, you have to be designed for it. It’s either within you or it’s not. If it is then it’ll eat away at you until you accept it and live it out or die trying. Man these last few weeks especially have been themed heavily around the literal decapitation of false authority. I remember hatching a plot to take over the local police station 3 years ago using custom tuned microwave cannons. Why? Because they wouldn’t listen to common sense and arrest the parasites in parliament for unconstitutional acts. They’ll never be stopped without force, just like every time in history. Much of that was within me, that thematic sensation, but it was emanating from stagnation and I wasn’t being driven by intuitive impulse but instead frustration at my own failures and projecting onto the easy target instead of facing my own demons. I would stand no chance in a battle coming at it in any way except that which I am driven through greater consciousness. Without they drive I have zero power. Without that proportionate connection I am weak and unable to do anything. I am useless without my supply of vitality driving me. Powerless. All your power emanates within you. What are you doing with that power though? There’s also the factor of how invested you are. The investment into the world even though it’s arising out of natural processes within you driving you it’s really thematic in nature and not purely physical. Working on refining these elements is very important, refining the means of sensory expression. What are you responding to that’s of limited expression? Sometimes this can have meaning to us to show us things but if you’re repeatedly falling into the same limited sensation over and over and suffering it’s likely because you’re still holding onto something and compromising. The balance of power was always tipped by those who never held false authority above them. They owned their internal authority completely. It was only due to contrast however that they rebelled because of how bad things got so it’s a natural progression. We’re the same. How bad does it get before you can’t go anywhere else but up. Contrast drives these responses.

Even if I had the design for it if I’m. It driven on a consistent basis towards this end then it’s not for me. It’s not my role. It’s an element I play a part in but being the main actor in that isn’t me. My solution lies within me. Experiencing the truth that awaits me to open it up and bathe in it is the point as this is where our highest level transformations unfold. The hidden knowledge that we know but don’t know how to explain. That thematic knowledge that drives our curiosity to refine and process information more and more. To own it completely and swim in it like it’s your entire environment. Live and breathe the essence of you.  Whenever you find yourself wavering then bring yourself back and make the actions to anchor into that state further. Gaze and refocus your direction and sink into it. 

 

18/9/24

I just said to myself thismorning "where do you have stake". Just another way of saying "what are you trying to control?".

Kidney meridian relates to "getting stuff done". Without kidney supply to liver meridian then nothing gets done. I'm going to go ahead and say here that inner authority depends entirely on the lower circuits being coherent for it to have a higher order drive that works through you, else it will still drive you but in a limited manner that continued to keep you in the box. You won't be driven to break outside the box, the comfort zone. I've said that before but it really seems to me that kidney supply to liver meridian determines the degree the sacral responds. The degree.

One of the best ways to raise vital current is the "wake up in the dream" method as I call it. The "rebirth" method as others call it. You simply just wake up. There's like a sudden shift in context but it's a sensation that does it. There's one very powerful thought or a few thoughts that enter your mind that ring the bell of the vital wellspring and shift the context in an instant. Without a powerful resonant catalyst then it won't work. I've spoken of examples where I've used this method myself in the past to perform seemingly impossible things and more often than not it's coming out of a sensation of "power" within me. This sensation of unchained fury that emanates from the sacral just drives power through me beyond what I'd be able to work with "normally" but it won't last long as it's a temporary peak. What you do with that peak and the decisions you make will determine if the results of that will stick or not.

Who are you allowing to make decisions for you? 

I just saw someone say they can turn off pain. They say "Turn it off" and boom it's gone. like a headache can vanish instantly. To me it seems that someone in this place has a supply of nourishment that's not dependent on their physical sensations providing that. Whatever resists persists, because it's what we're compromising on. It's what we're avoiding to delay the inevitable return of the situation we need to face. Facing the situation dissolves it as there's no longer a running away but an owning and dissolving of resistance. 

It seems context really is everything. Context waves in and out of various "states" all the time though, it's never permanent. It's temporary and you will shift in and out and in and out all the time, and this is normal. It's expected. Identifying with the changes as dips is the issue, because it's normal and natural. You're unable to effectively let go of these moments because you're so depleted every other time that any sign of limitation is the end of the world and that context warps your perception. The entire mental environment is warped by the dip and you cannot see clearly. In this place returning to the environment of courage and rebirth out of that is the way. Sinking the charges or transforming them through understanding the level of compromise keeping the cycles of the dip in place. The aspect of resistance can be seen for what it is and dissolved. The way you see it for what it is is through having correctly nourished circuits you gaze at it and with that gathered purifying fire it will dissolve. It's not a magic state of mine, though altering context in the moment through raising currents to things that are resonant can have a similar effect, though it likely will not last. Lasting and real transformation that sticks requires vitality at baseline to be capable of transforming it. This is once again not to place any limiting beliefs on your sense of self in these moments and say "you can't get over this now" or anything but that it will come naturally when it does and you won't have to try. It's natural. It's all natural and effortless when we value our vitality and allow this proportionate nourishing current to transform us as we drift in and out of these various states. Being depleted and continuing to accept depletion will destroy you. 

So it’s become clear to me that abundance is a function of nourishment. When you’re depleted and drained you don’t feel abundant. Your perception around wealth and health and social status deplete as a result. I find that when I drive around at night in the cool breeze and just casually humming to myself a track in my mind that I enjoy it brings into my mind thoughts of immortal me. Images, sounds, scenes and experiences all comes through me out of that nourishment. It’s a correlation between the sense of self that’s coming out of the nourishment and what the thematic sensation, the specific targeted sensation of being that implies under it. It’s that when you’re nourished everything you desire naturally flows through and out of you, manifestation is automatic. Mostly. A simple adjustment of the direction to find tune it will be all that’s required. You only need like 3 affirmations to bring up the targeted direction and laser focus in on it and flow with it. Your body responds to that stimulus you feed it and it’s going to drive your experiences out of that naturally. You’ll experience wealth if you’re thinking about it, meaning if you’re feeling abundant and nourished and the thought of having wealth of any capacity flow through you in that moment then you’re going to see results of that in your world, depending on the baseline you land into on the regular or course. 

Simply have a character you identify with and resonant with on a consistent basis and sink into the sensation of that character. Bring hp the context of being that character. Bring there here now. I’ve said this many times but that’s how you shift. It’s partly also the whole idea of waking ip in the dream. The explanation of that technique is simply to have a sharp shift in contrast on the spot through simple and efficient conceptual and thematic resonance. Think of and then through and from the character as yourself. You’re now that character, walk and talk as that’s character. Act from that character. If the thematic resonances that comprise that character are within you at your core then it will be natural and the shift in desired conceptual level experience will effortlessly flow through you. You just have to normalise the sensation so land into that on the regular. How do you do that? You make decisions under pressure from that character. That’s how you’ll sink into it at baseline. Decisions under pressure transforms your baseline and the degree to which the comfort zone can be normalised. Don’t just only imagine that but also physically make decisions that are in contrast to your expected decisions frok the normal state you live from. That’s how you’ll break it. Imagining will bring up further levels of coherency within you if those themes are resonant and going deep into transformational imagination experiences while having sufficient vitality to transform through will be of immense power and benefit to the normalising of your new state. Just write out all the elements that comprise the context of that state and sink into them. Sink into them all the time and make decisions from that all the time and the more pressure you can process the more you’ll normalise and accept and sink into this character you’re playing. It will be natural.

Thats just a practical tip. The drives you receive partly involve the normalised character you play but remember that if you’re going against your thematic resonance and buying into a character you’re not actually resonant with at a core level but that your mind wants to be then you’re wasting your time and any peaks you have will result in hard dips. There’s no supply there. The whole point of this is nourishment on a consistent basis. The character you resonate with is the character that provides you immense supply of vitality and satisfaction. The whole point of this is to disconnect from false identification and sink into correct identification. Through that then naturally your manifestations will show up without effort because you’ll always be normalised into the experience of being yourself where the implications in the world will confirm the sense of self you hold and the related concepts that’s reflected though. It’s like when you manifest bad outcomes and it reminds you of the lack, the same thing will happen but it’ll be normal for you to feel correctly aligned as though it’s just another thing you expected to happen. It’s normal. It’s just part of you. In the beginning there’s contrast by that fades away very quickly especially when there’s pressure applied to transform more powerfully than doing it in your own time. Transformation under pressure shifts more provided you’re ready for it. If you’re ready for it then it’ll likely flow through you anyway and you won’t be able to stop it because it’s natural for your consciousness to be transformed and refined over time. In the moment you may see it as a dip but looking back it was transformational. This is why identifying with the dips impedes progress, though often it’ll be forced through you anyway. 

 

19/9/24

Crazy stuff. Chinese silicon and EV manufacturing (I strongly dislike EVs of all forms because of the telemetry systems and always connected "smart" tech that can be used to remotely disable functions) is going crazy. 2 years ago Chinese silicon was like a decade behind what Nvidia was making, now they're only half a decade behind and as node shrinks slow further and costs go up it's inevitable that they'll catch up, probably within 8 years or less though I don't know I don't like predicting dates. Either way I just see more of the usual destruction of established authority and the outpacing by previously suppressed systems. It's obvious really almost every level of this is being made manifest in front of our eyes as we speak. Yet they think manifestation is all random and based on some mental idea in our minds with the imaginary world we live in. That's nonsense, collective consciousness has order and to a pretty high degree of accuracy can be predicted in its trajectory. Nothing about the removal of established saturnian forms in our reality is random or based on someone's manifest reality, it's the wheels of time turning according to how they must and manifest experiences unfold THROUGH us as a result. NG completely failed to explain that, in fact he denied this many times. He denied this so many times I can't even begin to describe. This order is present regardless of our thoughts or assumptions or beliefs or anything LOA claims is how reality works.

The thing is how is it possible to reconcile all of these elements into the simple fact that just seeing something in the world and making a brief comment about it can make that show up soon after. I recently manifested on accident a top tier electric scooter for free because someone I knew told me they got one and I tried it out and enjoyed riding it. Now I always hated electric scooters, with a blazing passion. I always preferred archaic push scoots and bikes over electric stuff but the speed you can get on these is so much more than you can get normally. I can ride really fast normally but that's no match for these. My belief was negative the whole time until last week and yet here I am with one. I imagined very very briefly the sensation of riding one very quickly, I felt the torque pulling me forward with force and holding on. That's what I experienced. There was no vivid scene I looped, it was just the sensation of the experience of that which replicated in the world. I never had to try it just flowed through me out of having the physical experience and having the mental momentum of my mind focused in the direction of having one. Now I've got my eyes set on a $35k weped that goes 180kph. It's like how I manifested the CRTs before some months back with ease on the same day which I had on my script. But the thing I notice is that the things that manifest in my reality the easiest are the things I have thematic resonance with and provide me the reality of experience I buy into easily. Fast movements and thrills and old technologies are easy for me to manifest because they're familiar and normal for me to experience. This idea about normalisation of the concept and the related sensation is how this will make manifesting other surrounding related things effortless the same way. It just comes through you naturally when you've been drawn into the mental environment of that experience through the leading into that.

I use to talk a lot about leading into the mental environment and marketing to yourself. Well that's still true. We will lead ourselves into it and that of course relates to the alchemical process I've spoken about many times before. It's all alchemical. Leading is the circulating and gathering of currents into specific circuits that focus the thematic experience we're sinking into and manifest from as that's driving our mental environment. If there's comfort there then related conceptual level experiences can and will be made manifest in the world. This is why it's so natural to manifest things we're just curious and interested in from within us, because there's a natural affinity present and everyone who's being driven by that will manifest experiences accordingly. Their reality will provide them experiences that allow their consciousness to explore and transform through that means. So the natural experience everyone goes through like for example when playing a sport and getting better as they play more is all natural and expected from everyone because of the same mechanic. It's all the same alchemical metaphysical process. It's all natural. It's all just normalised sensations drawing us into experiences which are represented by the senses. On the deeper level it's just sensations and the sensory experiences are the medium by which the limited level of that experience is transformed through the magnitude space and time generates in us but from our perspective as we are it's natural for this to be all we experience and perceive.

Drawing all these elements into one picture that's coherent is the challenge because there must be an explanation for every level of the experience at hand being analysed. So if someone who's not normally comfortable with an experience imagines the end and it shows up (very very unlikely) it's because there would've been a degree of comfort and acceptance in that and likely the vital currents would've been present to facilitate that. Without sufficient vitality there's almost zero chance that there would be transformation on any level that sticks. A temporary mental environment that's focused into one direction, say for example the one where I manifested the E scoot, then the sensation that's familiar (in my case the sensation of going fast and having cool breeze blowing around me that makes me flow with the movements) which will be the "basis" by which that conceptual experience anchors into which is already established. Without that established comfort on the thematic sensation level by owning it and claiming it as your supply then you cannot and will not be capable of manifesting specific experiences through this mechanism I went through and explained. The natural unfolding will be limited because you're stuck believing you need to accept limitation and deny your supply of resonance because of some condition that comes up when you're driven into that area. The contrast throws you out of the buy into that experience and that thematic sensation, at least in that level of sensory experience. Without the "buy-in" then there's nothing for the imaginal experience (using any sense) to have to anchor into which is the whole point of why refining the sense of self (the internal owning of the supply of thematic resonance) is the basis by which sensory level experiences will be made manifest because the degree to which that imaginal experience will show up in the world depends on the degree of comfort and acceptance you have over that sensation of being. You know this from experience. This is naturally how everyone experiences this. The degree to which you own what's yours and you take it is the degree to which you will have influence over the means of manifestation and actually experience fulfilment. The core core core themes that underlie everything that's discovered and targeted to be dissolved as the primary condition supporting the structure of all the branching cascade of conditions will dissolve most of them at once. This is RS roots, the pathway work to discover the core elements of transformation and to own that vs snipping the leaves and small sticks and instead to go for the root. You cut off the head of the beast where it's weakest. This is where effective manifesting works to refine the sense of self.

What theme are you uncomfortable in expressing freely? That's the target. That's the thing you need to own as yours and accept it as a part of you so your nervous system can drive your consciousness through those experiences naturally and your unique transformation out of that can take place where your supply can be provided to the world.

 

 

Interesting point to note. This is a personal thing but I'll share it here anyway. Never written this down, at least not that I remember. So whenever I'm going through pathways and something comes up that relates to something I felt a sensation of either shame over or failure over or just this sensation of "exposure" my body would react, like I'd make the generator "mmmmmhhhh" noise and or I'd say something really stupid just like it would blurt out and surprisingly it happens most often when I'm eating dinner and randomly I'll make like a "hmmmmm" noise and people will look at me strange and I'll be like "yeah the food is good" instead of "oh I remembered something bad happened and my body reacted to it coming up". You see the sacral does indeed have sound carrying capacity but I find it only comes out when it needs to, to show you things or in response in the moment. I rarely make the sacral hmmmmm noise but it does happen when it needs to happen. Very interesting that it most often happens to me under negative circumstances. Perhaps making friends with the sacral and focusing on it and providing it a memory to respond to can provide insight as to where we're not responding. This one thing keeps coming up lately and the sensation and the sound goes with it, something I failed to act on like a decade ago because I felt "exposed" to do so and so I compromised. 

 

The decisions we make are infinitely more important than anything really. The decisions we make out of the limited sensation of being continue to feed the unsatisfied experience and that provides further proof of who you don’t want to be. The thing is when you’re in one of those places where you’re contemplating on what you should do. Part of you wants this and another part wants that. In these places listen to your inner sensation that drives you, that drive and that bodily sensation that provides you the feeling of “yes” that you’re ignoring for the logical analysis of the mind that will contrast between perspectives and find a solution that it thinks is right but is not because those thoughts are driven by your mental environment and are always temporary. The sensation that arises out of your fixed channels of thematic nature will always be there to provide that supply when it’s needed. That response is how you begin to prove to yourself with testimony that you do value your vitality. Above all the internal processing stuff we talk about here in RS the real fundamental basis for this work is making the decisions that arise out of intuitive impulse and not the contrast that’s trying to logically make decisions. Nothing in reality responds to logical decision. Spontaneous decisions arising out of an acceptance of how you’re being driven by the thematic sensation in the channels of the body will provide you the best and most satisfying outcome because it bypasses all the limited temporary conditioning that comes up. If you have the intuitive impulse then do it. Make that decisions without compromise. Being yourself without compromise is that. It’s making decisions from the inner guidance system that’s communicating to you through the sensations you receive in the moment. Flowing with that is your guide to fulfilment every time. It normalises the sensation and ends up dissolving the resistance out of that where you’ll learn through the testimony of that experience that it’s not something you need to think about anymore you just need to make the correct decisions. 

Patheay work is to dig this stuff up to know where it’s playing out and to target specific things under pressure in a controlled environment to burn off stuff that’s not self so when it comes time to making decisions you’ll more automatically make the decision out of intuitive impulse by default and without question or contrast. Being under pressure on the moment and still making the correct decisions out of response (if you’re a sacral type authority) and that will drive the normalisation of the sensation of being yourself. Like without transforming out of testimony and under pressure then there’s nothing there that can stick. Useless mindless repetitive stuff just floods your mind with a certain concept but it doesn’t transform stuff that’s stuck because there’s no pressure and there’s no testimony. The testimony is whatever that repetitive method brings up and if that’s limited sensation then that’s what you’ll get because it’s proving to you by continuing to say it while making the decision out out the limited sense of self that you don’t have value and cannot make the decisions you want. The affirmation basically then is affirming your lack to yourself because that’s the identification with how your body is responding. It’s a waste of time unless you’re already comfortable with the end. 

It’s really just down to what basis are you using as the testimony for who you’re being? That’s what pathway work dogs up so you know where you’re being pulled and what sensation drives that and the thematic level of it. If it’s not resonant to your fixed field geometry then you know it’s not satisfying and it needs to go. Dropping out what’s not consistently satisfying is just as powerful as adding what is. Those who are stuck and can’t manifest anything should work with this. Develop the vitality through simply dropping what’s not self and focusing on cleaning house with what’s showing up the most. This alone will provide testimony for you to transform other areas as a result and your baseline sense of comfort around the big areas of lack can be worked with more efficiently from here. It’s natural. It’s all natural. 

Know this. If you’re on the fence about making a decision but you keep constantly running up against an unsatisfying result or sensation then drop it and move on. That unsatisfying outcome you keep facing is yet more proof you’re holding onto something to keep in place a mental construct you bought into as your authority over what’s driving you from within. The decisions you make price to you who you’re being. Above all else working with this level is the basis. Gazing aids this. Doing pathway work aids this. Doing other methods of transforming works with this. It’s all about who you’re consistently being and making decisions as and the sensation of being your comfortable making decisions from on a consistent basis and that you are rewarded with satisfaction as a result. That’s what we’re talking about here with the foundation of the work. Who are you? The thoughts you have will more often than not confirm who you are being but taking the thoughts seriously over the internal sensation that drives you is your issue. Logic and reason means nothing to the inner guidance system. The inner guidance system only matters if this decision will provide your consciousness with its supply and if not then it needs to be dropped and left behind. Let it go and leave it to transform on its own. You’ve interacted with it and learned from it and now it’s time to pass it onto the next one to learn from. That’s your task. Drift through the decisions of life and accept who you’re being driven to be. Even if the system or the people around you don’t like it then too bad. The person who’s being themselves will always win because that’s how you’re driven by the inner guidance system. The inner guidance system is driving you towards a supply of nourishment to complete the great work. 

Peaks and dips seem to be both as a result of making decisions out of the mind. It’s temporarily feeling good but it never lasts. It’s a good idea to the mind in the moment and your system can even feel good and your emotions can be positive but then it dies out and every time you end up unsatisfied and drained and frustrated. The issue is you’re still not acting out of thematic response. The inner “yes” that emanates from the sacral as a “pull” that you’re ignoring is your issue. You know what I mean and yet you’re unable to make those decisions. Making decisions that aren’t yours and being in places you don’t need to be and just thinking that anything but waiting to respond to a stimulus instead of chasing it will also destroy you. Making decisions that emanate from your fixed thematic resonance through the inner authority is the means to transcendence. 

 

21/9/24

It seems to me that generators respond the most to fasting from the senses. It’s become clear to me that different aura types have a different effect on how their field geometry influences people and the degree to which they’ve got proportionate nourished currents circulating. 

 

Been away living the highlife for a while now and the only reason why I’m here is because I felt myself into that state. The state meaning the context and reality of experience. I experienced the sensation of being the one who lives the highlife. I walked with that aura and I had an uncountable number of people respond to what I was emanating. Many were trying to get in my space and gaze me down and just soak in the sensation. I believe that people who are receptive will just naturally be “attracted” to that supply, like a a moth to a light. What you emanate is what you manifest, and that specific conceptual method will always correspond to the fixed thematic resonance within you that will provide that conceptual framework a unique signature by which people will mix with your field geometry though. Manifesting SP and even money has a certain sensation to it that when arising out of your fixed resonant pathways will make that experience natural because you’ll have the mental environment to correspond to that. It’s insane because I’m literally sitting here now feeling the same sensation I felt when I sunk into the feeling of it. In fact it happened multiple times not just now and my words that came out of my mouth confirmed this. I really know that without a shadow of a doubt the “thing” that manifests specific outcomes is the natural sensation of being you sink into and that’s replicated through corresponding experiences which recreate that sensation in the mental environment. The mental environment is what’s replicating. Everything from that target (the targeting sense/sensation of being) flows through you. It’s all natural. 

While I’m here I’ve had so many experiences I normally wouldn’t have sitting in the sensation I usually do. It was only because I was driven by my fork into satisfying experiences out of the response to the inner experience I provided it to have. It almost acted then like a navigation unit that drove me into these experiences along with how my field geometry and its signature influenced others.

I also want to say that the level of “depth” of experience being there for real vs being in the mind as in allllll of the physical sensory level sensations is significantly more “visceral”. Like being there within the proximity of people and feeling their gaze and feeling their presence there just has a whole different meaning vs being in the imaginal scene. You can never replicate these experiences in the imagination to a perfect level without all of the sensations of the channels firing when others interact with you and link into you and make you feel more “connected” to them and yourself. It’s just totally different being around people on this level of experience and having this sensation. 

I looked at people in the world around me who did live the highlife and thought what it was like to be them. This guy who drives an AMG near me inspired me to tap into that sensation. I’ve always dismissed that sensation as bad, that these people just live in some small world where it’s all about profit, and so I judged that state. Instead of judging it I became that person. I never had to transform some big level of resistance I just saw the barrier and walked over the line without effort and boom here I am. It was effortless it really was. Staying in a luxury apartment has a totally different feel than a classical home with large open spaces. It’s more “fitting in” with the wealthy like you’re one of them. This isn’t about having money or not this is about the lifestyle more than anything it’s about what does it feel like to live that life and what’s the context for that in all the ways that implies. This is what the mental atmosphere reflects in the world and the implication is natural. I can just walk down the street and there’s people with Lamborghinis and Audis everywhere, there’s a lobby with people ready to take your luggage and cart it up to your room and then the views of the world around you. People all dressed up looking fantastic just enjoying themselves. No degeneracy just “respect” and “service” to you. It’s a sensation of “importance” but casual and expected. Very interesting. I still walk and flow through the world with my step, I move the way I always have and I speak the way I always have but people respond to me as though I’m more important and have more respect. That sensation alone is enough to sink into and images and such will enter your mind through implication automatically to represent it. It’s natural.

The issue is we dismiss the feeling, we have conditions in the way and that contrast means we excuse the lack of it with a story of why we’re valid to avoid it. The sensation implies a part of us needs to die, a part of us that is holding onto limitation needs to let go. For me it was simple and all I needed was to own that sensation of being. I’m not going to stay in the city here I’m going to move to the coast instead where there’s less rainbow people around. That’s where I’m going to move to and experience that sensation in a refined manner. Right now it manifested in the easiest way for me but I have more transformation required to own that. Owning the sensation of being and leaving behind the “need” to hold onto the comfort zone is the process. If it’s satisfying and it’s a correct use of your vitality then you’ll always experience abundance in a fulfilling way. If it’s not then you’re going to suffer. Letting go means moving past the measure of contrast holding in place why you’re unable to own the sensation you’re resonant with. This is meaning a specific sensation of experience not thematic sensation from the principle archetypes, although it always is comprised of principle archetypes so no matter what the fixed and receptive definition always come into play. 

Listening to the same music I do when I’m home brings a certain quality of creative inspiration I’ve not felt before in ages. It’s almost like the feeling of wanting to just get paper and draw cool stuff again like I did back in school. This apartment is just bringing up all these new things in my mind I rarely think about. I remember reading on the whiteboard (notes for an upcoming video) about how environmental autosuggestion can be used to stimulate shifts. I’ve spoken about owning your environment before and this is what I mean, because when it’s confirming to you who you are and that sensation becomes a familiar feeling then you’re going to just command that as you walk in the world and people will respond accordingly. If you can carry that into all kinds of different environments naturally then your capacity to manifest under any circumstances is enhanced to a significant degree. Vitality often flows through you when you’re in new places that are resonant. I don’t agree with Dispenza much because he believes in fantasy as an explanation for LOA but his experiments on different groups and how environmental influences affected them and the leading into that mental environment is what anchors the sensation. It’s natural. 

 

I just want to also mention the programming field of this kind of reality. It’s like you’re just chasing this feeling with limited context. That’s once again not to say it’s good or bad it’s just a limited reality to live. Living to experience wealth is really the reality that implies that the work I’d do with RS because the sensory level experiences more often than not would take me out of that sensation. If I do it would be limited where I’m at now with focusing on this path means I have the essence of refined focus for RS but other aspects don’t take precedent in my experience. Can the two be married? To a degree. I don’t see how living both aspects to their potential is possible because they to a degree conflict each other but I’m sure I’ll find a way to join them into one sensation when I can frame the context correctly and do sufficient pathway work to find that.

 

So I’ve been sitting here looking over the streets feeling and experiencing. When manifesting specific things, when you’re comfortable and vital you can just sink into the sensation of being that person. You only need to think about it once and sit with the resonance that reverberates through your reality and be aware of it. When it fades ring that bell again and sit with the ripples in the aether. Have a consistent supply of that sensation when gazing and when you’re done walk with that effect in the world as it’s natural for you. Boom you’ve done it. 

It seems to me that the sensation of the experience, the contextual sense, this is what the roots of beliefs are about as an experience that’s real to us acts as the testimony of a sensation of experience that’s normalised. A belief is literally just normalised testimony that’s experienced which is why they’re fluid. So once again, experiencing the sensation of being the person, just assuming it as NG says is the basis for which testimony is experienced on both the sensory and metaphysical sensation level. You cannot manifest without both elements because there must be an implication present for the sensation to have a means of manifesting in the sensory level. The sensory level experience however doesn’t imply sensation of experience so tuning the mental environment and context relating to the nourishment of the sense of self to feel natural is the key. All the words like “bring there here now” is just one way of describing the experience of it. It’s really having the elements of a sensory level experience that can represent as an implication to trigger the sensation of being which will be replicated to you in the world when that sensory experience comes up. It’s like any bad belief when the sensation of lack comes up when it arises. Same principle. When you buy into the pack then you’re manifesting from it and even if your sensory level experience is specifically implying fulfilment if there’s no nourished sense of self there to produce a coherent context desired then you will get signs and partial results. The cause of signs is manifesting with a whacked sense of self and denying your internal supply. 

Now here’s a big thing. When you’re in the middle of an experience that’s limiting and you’d normally know you’re going to react and you find yourself not reacting it’s because you’re more nourished than before and so the context behind that shifts simply through your circuits being more nourished. Nourishment formula is the prerequisite to mastering specific manifestation. When you can tap your fixed thematic supply then you’ve got everything you need and I know every time I manifest ideal outcomes it’s because I’m touching on my thematic supply. I’m allowing my thematic supply to modulate and interact with the sensation of the specifically refined theme that the sensory experience represents so I’ve got these 3 compound components of consciousness coming together and forming the complete experience.

I find the means here is through tapping your nourishment over the day before the reaction would happen so you’ve got the context present to work with before a reaction would even happen. You’ll find that living your life the way you really want to away from the factors that would often cause a reaction would make you dismiss it and not buy into it where you’ll withdraw your vitality from the situation and focus in on the aspect of your sensation that’s satisfying. This is the way it’s experienced. I literally manifested a change in someone today in minutes it seems. I doubt it was that quick but I managed to change their mind on something they’ve been set on for ages. Was easy. I didn’t even try to imagine a scene I just felt the sensation and sink into it and imagined myself instead just moving around the way I usually do and having this rising sensation in me. That’s all I did for like 3 mins tops. No gazing or anything. Just received a comment as I was typing this out too. Interesting. I’ve been so entrenched in RS study mode that the “living” mode was forgotten. Now it’s like everything is easy. Still satisfying but in a different way and that’s the point here is that the means by which satisfaction can be attained works in many ways so long as that has integrated within it the essence of your fixed thematic sensations. 

 

22/9/24

I'm seeing so so so sooooo many simple thoughts I had manifesting in my world, including ones I consciously dismissed. Yet more interesting data to sort through. 

 

23/9/24

The mechanics of “buy in” are what this is about. What you’re accepting is always going to happen naturally and never through a forced method. There must be a series of experiences that lead your mental atmosphere into a new comfort zone that brings a sense of familiarity or even desire but not needing it’s that this desire is the natural drive towards higher order and that there’s no conditions blocking that from unfolding through us. There’s no contrast to knock us out. I’ve said this before but once again I’ve come full circle back to the points I made back in notebook 3 and 4. It’s just the way it works for pretty much everyone. Buy in must be natural. SATS attempts to replicate this and the looping is the buy in process to stabilise a sensation of being that has implication on a sensory experience level in the world to represent and produce that sensation inversely through the experience. When the sensory experience unfolds the sensation experienced in the imagination is replicated and the familiarity comes up as contrast to what’s been established and you then realise you’re being a different person without trying. It’s natural. It’s always natural. This is why there is no such thing as a manifesting technique because these are all means of producing the natural process outlined above.

Ultimately unless you know yourself well enough you’ll never truly know yourself. 

I also had a dream last night that one of the coaches that’s pretty big out there who’s a hardcore NG buff took my stuff and pretended to be me. My dream rave always related the to themes of helping people. 

 

I've noticed that just because when you're in your own little mental bubble of abundance in the moment sinking into the sensation of being and feel that fully, this doesn't mean that you're going to stabilise the sensation. It doesn't mean that much will stick. The thing that makes these sensations stick is transformation under pressure. Momentum is gained under pressure. This is why I've said that consistent action into the direction that the sensation of being represents is what's going to result in the change, so long as these actions aren't coming from a place of compromise to fit in. If you're acting to peddle to the limited beliefs and not out of intuitive impulse that's driving you towards satisfaction then you're going to rebound and end up in a dip. This doesn't mean that you have to make perfect actions, all that matters is that the outcome is a satisfying experience, even if the temporary discomfort is a part of that. A longer broader process with peaks and valleys in it (processes within processes) that will still result in a satisfying end (Ra spoke about this before too with sticking out the dips because you're going to always have energy from the sacral to continue vs something that makes you want to give up that's not satisfying) is the direction you want to move. This is why many great minds will tell you that they suffered immensely through the process of attaining the position they got to and they'd honestly not want to go through it again, but the end result of satisfaction that the task was complete and that you can just relax and know that it's done is that sensation I've spoken about before where you've had a successful day where when you go to bed you've felt "complete" in what you've done. Revision at night that NG spoke about is more so about tracing through events that were unsatisfying and correcting those decisions and sinking into the sensation of valuing you're vitality and response from the inner authority.

There's so many moving parts that consciously factoring these all into decisions is next to impossible. In a simplified process we can distil it all down to make decisions that come from your authentic version that's driven by the intuitive impulses arising from your inner authority and those will naturally transform you. Courage is the factor required for that to work and courage comes through knowing your supply of satisfaction that's going to drive you through the darkness when it arises. Without knowledge of your internal supply and how to nourish your circuits you're forever going to be stuck in compromise patterns and limited scope echo chambers and you'll be afraid of the contrast. Ultimately fear underlies all the limited beliefs and patterns. Fear emanates from the kidney meridian, kidney qi weakness means you're unable to have the "oomph" that feeds the sacral which expresses that. The water feeds the wood and the wood generates fire when acted on under pressure. The wind feeds the fire further and separates the substance from the aether in expansion providing a ground to stand on between both elements. This is the wu xing. Liver needs substance and warmth to distribute and store those elements and if there's fear stagnating the supply then you'll be paralysed and unable to make the decisions desired. You'll feel the contrast but only be able to observe it, and so you'll find yourself in these binds where you're thinking about making decisions instead of just making them through your body driving you with intuitive impulse through the consistent supply to the motor. Without the motor being fed properly it cannot function. Compromise out of fear destroys your sense of self and thus your manifestations will always result in limited outcomes. You'll be reminded of that lack and the familiar sensation that you're stuck repeating because you're depleting yourself. I know this intimately because I lived it to extreme levels as I've spoken about in the past where I had fear of acting without permission due to parental programming. Whatever it is that draws you into a sensation of limitation that you're buying into is what will determine the degree of satisfaction and seeming magic that works for you through the phenomena of manifestation. Courage emanating from the supply of substance nourishing the sacral and the heart will drive your ability to act with that courageous self valuing sense of self and thus establish the new baseline expectation of vitality. So many moving parts.

 

Here's an interesting one.

Steve Jobs. I remember reading about a story relating to how he constantly hounded the engineers to solve problems they said were unfixable. The technical experts who designed these devices for a living at the highest level told him they couldn't do it and yet they did. They would've given up and settled for second best but Jobs didn't even see that as an option. This is alchemy in effect. There's a balance of frustration and satisfaction that must be met. People who read my stuff who think it's all positive don't get it. There's a required pressure in order to push the comfort zone and transform. Pressure is a consistent variable in every single aspect of existence, because it's a metaphysical alchemical function. It's what describes how and why things exist and manifest the way they do. These processes of God determine the "rules" by which LOA works through, without exception. Nobody can or will ever override these functions because their consciousness IS those functions. Without a supply of contrast to present further possibility to the engineers at Apple then these seemingly impossible problems never would have been solved. It was what Steve Jobs did in providing that contrast to the team that drove them, and you're the same way. Their sacral responded with a yes even though their minds said no. They don't know how or why or anything on that level they just knew that continuing to be driven into this direction under pressure would result in breakthrough. This notebook is one example of that and you've seen it time and time again in my own life where I think I've reached the limit and yet I continue to just refine despite the bit of frustration that sets in. If LOA works the way they say where thoughts of frustration result in negative outcomes then we'd all be stuck in the limits the pressure presents to us. It's not by anything except the correct actions towards a satisfying process that's comprised of cycles of peaks and dips within that largest upwards trend (as I said in my old video on in/corporeal identification processes) which are able to use the circulating vitality to provide what's going to result in a satisfying outcome. Those engineers after the dip would've felt extremely satisfied and would've contributed to the breakthroughs in technology we all use today. This is the point I'm making here. It's through more often than not a supply of pressure and contrast out of that which allows us to actually manifest things into the world we're designed for. The means by which this unfolds doesn't matter, that's just the mathematical abstraction of these metaphysical processes unfolding we move through naturally. The how or why was said by NG to not be the focus, and I believe the reason why was because the end represents where the sacral is driving you through the peaks and dips towards the satisfaction and focusing on the process and identifying with it and buying into it is going to throw you off track instead of just being in the larger cycle and accepting the smaller cycles that comprise that. It's a necessary part of the process of consciousness being transformed. These things happen to everyone and everything without exception. 

This is why explaining manifestation is so complex because there's literally hundreds of moving parts here that somehow need to be connected into a simple and easy to work with framework. How is this going to be done? I don't know. I just know that where I'm being driven is that end and I'm the one who's doing this work. Everyone who reads this can see the progression of RS and can do what they wish with what I'm presenting.

It's this constant supply of pressure that drives us to transform. Pressure is required. Uncomfortable unsatisfaction is required. It's natural and is part of what drives innovation in all degrees of experience. To run away from it and label it as negative is a big issue. If it's a temporary process that you can see comes and goes when you're involved in these processes then it's not bad but if you're constantly ending up in the same familiar sensation of lack then it's obviously something you'd compromising on and holding back with. Your vitality is being devalued through these decisions and the issue is being unable to face the pressure for what it is and while in that place make the decisions that will push forward the accepted comfort zones. This is why I railed so hard on courage before. It's a necessary part of the process. This is also why the qigong master I worked with says that you can have all your thoughts and feelings as an enlightened being but still know who you are under it all, that you can see them as an overlay being driven by these metaphysical processes. The enlightened person just observes and flows and plays their role, whatever that may be and out of that higher order alchemical transformation takes place, on all levels because they're all correspondent. This is all correspondent. 

 

The quality of people, the innocence of their minds free from degeneracy and destructive vitality draining tendencies because of the depletion and stagnation which requires excessive sensory stimulus to feel satisfied, this is a factor. Most people don't like this idea, and I too hold contrast in this area to dissolve, but it's a massive part. Ra doesn't mention this and I strongly believe that the dismissal of this point is what drives further degeneracy and stagnations continuing to keep the depletion in place. The quality of the people you meet when you genuinely fast from artificially rising and prematurely catalysing vital essence into steam is significantly increased. The quality of these people will reflect how you value your internal vitality, they too will value this. Why can't you reach this place? Because you're afraid of giving up sensory stimulus that feels good. You're lacking contrast of potential. The degree of the quality of people who you find yourself around, and the environments you find yourself regularly around, this entirely depends on how much value you place on your vitality and how well you consciously cultivate that. Once again I've mentioned this before but the importance of this point is unimaginable. Thematics play a role in this to some degree but I see it more of a function of nourishment on a full spectrum level. Functional thoughts that reflect divinity, as in the minimal sensory stimulus required to express a thematic sensation (that's how I'm going to define divine thoughts and such elements) is what we're striving for on all levels. The daoist said you can have all your thoughts and such as I mentioned before but once again as we move into higher levels of this work if you're really on the path towards immortality then this is what you're going to run into and will have to face. It's the fact that the entire path you've formed yourself to walk is degenerate and destructive to the essence of your relationship with divinity. I know people who read this will question what I said and yet a post I did some weeks ago that came through me as I discussed the nature of how the highest order level of this work is really about completely being your own supply and tapping into the more pure essence of the thematic fixed definition you have access to vs playing out sensory level experiences in the world to touch on those. You can and will always be moved by your design in the thematic directions those describe but as I've said before the degree to which this is made manifest relative to divine processes and proportionate higher order substances which reflect one who has cultivated the required vitality is always going to require "sacrifices" on the level of how much sensory stimulus you're going to play with to touch on your impact through those. Sounds complex but it's not. Are you most efficiently using your thematics or are you overexpressing and over expending vitality to represent them. It's plain and simple, sensory stimulus depletes your Jing. Period. The less stimulus you utilise in correctly expressing what you're driven towards the more you can cultivate and utilise vitality to nourish yourself. From this place you can manifest anything that will represent your thematic processes and sensations that those are implied through but you won't want to because you know through the contrast of the sense of self that you'll be depleted more by going after what you would now. 

So how do we actually work on making this a reality? Hardcore discipline. Pure unbridled courage. Desire for divine proportionality. The balance of currents. So much of what I understand has led me to this position of seeing enlightenment as a function of negating the stimulus that you require to express your fixed thematic nature. Now this doesn't mean you're going to live in a cave away from everything but that you're going to require less to experience more. This efficiency is the point. A more correct balance of yin and yang, activity and passivity. I've experimented with this in my own life for a while some months ago and found far far more satisfaction out of doing simple things, making more out of less. This is a function of space and capacity as I've discussed before but really it's about reducing "stress" on the circuits (meaning both joy and fear because excessive joy too is stressful despite what we've been told) which of course will leave the channels clear to communicate with us and us through them. It's a function of efficiency. When you're so depleted and stagnant you require more vital current and the catalysing of more substance of Jing in order to raise the nourishment to even feel a sensation of satisfaction out of flowing with intuitive impulse and I believe that a huge part of this relates to the means by which your thematic drives are made manifest and expressed in your reality. Ra never mentioned this he just accepted whatever it was for what it was, and I agree with that on the base level but I disagree from a more refined level. He should've known that the form as a circuit of its own that communicates with us through thematic sensations doesn't require externalised expression in order to attain satisfaction because it's simply about correct use of the energy the response is driving you towards. If there is sufficiently cultivated vitality present from within the circuit that it doesn't need or require external expression to a degree that's amplified more than it needs then from that place you're able to become negentropic and regain more vitality than is spent. Whatever actions you're driven to make in the world will become highly efficient, and the more you're in tune with yourself the more you will feel yourself drained on various levels when going through these processes.

So how does this relate to thoughts and sensations and emotional states? Thoughts that flow through you will naturally reflect your coherency with divinity. The intensity will be intense when it's required and not when it's not. This doesn't mean you won't get mad or anything like that, because as I mentioned before a certain degree of unsatisfaction is required for transformation but the thing is that transformation that's required for the thematic sensation to be fully realised in your experience will always have a degree of vitality expended to make that manifest which when efficiently used will not deplete the capacity.

As I was typing this out I had a manifestation unfold, and it was about a question. Someone I've interacted with recently played a song I was wondering the name of for literally years now and now I know. I remember a week or 2 back I said to myself "I wonder what the name of that song is" and I played it in my head. Boom. Once again yet another demonstration of my point that sensory experiences don't always have to replicate in the exact manner imagined. I never heard the song they just told me about this old song they use to play and the name rung a bell in my mind and that sensation was brought up like "oh that's my song", it was almost like the spleen telling me this with how it felt with the somatic feeling. I've still not heard the song but I remember it. I still can't figure out how to find it to listen to myself and so the sensation of "I wonder" is present but I answered my intent. The sensory experience reflected the thematic sensation.

Back to my point.

Generators are not manifestors.

 

My point. The senses are limited means of expression of the thematic principles of reality. They’re limitation because they’re less refined in order (proportionality). We need to view them under the lens of a necessity for the program but not for us as complete microcosms of God. The senses are only useful to the degree they facilitate our increase in capacity. When you break it down to the roots here all we need is the imaginal senses and the thematic senses, the physical senses as limited aspects reflecting the metaphysical nature of our reality are the means that the form uses as the substrate of expression. It’s required only for that level and thus why the phenomena of manifestation exists as it does. It’s for the form, the form requires this substrate to move through for it to facilitate outer authority which as we’ve discussed is how the program derives transformation through is relaying concepts to each other. 

The issue we face is that the physical senses have become dominant because that’s all we have the capacity to experience, as in the subconscious capacity or what I call space. A lack of space is our issue and the buy in to the physical senses only drives that further into limitation which is why degenerate beliefs such as atomism exist where anything beyond the physical senses is denied as “real”. The issue is space. Clarity. Stillness of the physical senses but activity of the metaphysical senses that are the inverse origins of the physical senses. I call the metaphysical senses inverse senses because inverse potential as in inside out aetheric tension is the infinite supply of “energy” that’s made manifest as what we know of as electromagnetic energy. This inside out “inverse potential” that’s rolled up and seemingly invisible or unknowable always existed as it does but we cannot perceive it due to it being folded into a structure the physical senses cannot perceive directly. This quality of sensory experience isn’t even imaginal but intuitive and metaphysical, it’s a progression of gnosis through experiences we have that thematically relate and unique outer authority in essence flows through us as we begin to unroll the essence of our supply on this pure level. 

We only require the physical senses to facilitate the form to drive us through experiences to which the observing consciousness can process its thematic sensations and in doing so unroll the “hidden” knowledge within and essentially get closer to these elements at baseline which is the goal of immortality work. Refining higher order substances seems to relate very closely to this same process here, except it’s reflected on a different level. The sensory level with the form will not derive sufficient capacity alone to drive the consciousness into the inverse environment where the archetypes as personifications can be interacted with, instead the form drives those to happen on a translated level in the world through the experiences you have. Satisfaction is just one aspect of how the form derives it’s supply of vitality in the world but the consciousness needs to tap its supply through the form that’s been turned inside out as it can interact directly with the principles the physical senses are trying to metaphysically experience in the world on a limited degree.

I hope that makes sense. This is a sort of new concept for me too. It’s that we know that thematic metaphysical sensations are replicated in the world through associated and implied sensory experiences and so the essence of the components those sensations represent on a pure level that’s traced as far back to yin and Yang as possible is the emanation we’re “unfolding” back on itself except through the lens of the established form and pathways of proportionality that represent the fixed supply where they proportionality is derived from. Very complex. It’s that we’re tracing back and doing essentially pathway revision to core principles of our fixed supply but on a primordial level. We’re removing the need for the physical senses to derive supply and instead experiencing what’s needed from within us and really allowing it to happen through us without needing to control anything that unfolds through us. The complete surrender and acceptance of our fixed nature and the degree of sensory depth that will force through us at these higher levels will always be what’s most efficient to transform us. The efficiency here is the key factor. We’re being driven efficiently towards the most primary principle level experiences which will provide us supply or currents required to transform further and generate those higher order substances. Understand that the essence here is all about transformation through the interaction of two or more principles of consciousness. The less “overhead” the circuit needs in processing information (aetheric perturbance) the more efficient the refining is as there’s less vitality burned in actually unfolding and unrolling the hidden knowledge. You’re going straight to the source in a refined laser focused steak vs being thrown around in murky waters digging for the treasure hidden under the surface. It’s clear and focused and present and controlled. It’s controlled in a way that’s consistent and not out of the need for control but balance and flow with the dynamic circulation of yin and Yang in the circuit. It’s natural but on a level that’s highly refined and primordial. 

Getting to the place where you don’t need the senses is the goal. The senses are at this point optional and essentially just for fun and to be a supply of contrast through others to what we’re receptive for. There’s many degrees to this and being able to even effectively experience this directly requires years of dedicated practice and experience with gazing beyond even what I do. I wish I had more experience in this but it seems where I’ve been driven and what’s established as normal and comfortable for me has been doing this work. Gazing use to be what I spend this time doing and even more than that but that’s become a single session thing I do vs a periodic thing which I know is more effective. Periodic gazing works better for reaching critical thresholds and having them stick. Single deep sessions clear stuff out more so than push forward the baseline, unless the clearing also pushes that forward through the space it makes. The specific gazing method I do is only taught for the functions of transforming the lower order substances and to a degree the second order substances. There’s other methods as I’ve discussed but gazing really is the essential thing to do this work. Every culture has a gazing method for a good reason. Gazing is the most direct method of cultivating space and unrolling the hidden knowledge within. 

 

24/9/24

We've made it to another mirror date. These won't last longer than 7 years though. 

It's interesting to contemplate on what makes us as so called humans think the way we do vs "AI". Well when you look at 7 center humans from the past they conceptualised things differently to us, they were less logical in nature and more on touch with the root pressure as a supply over the mental pressure. The way this works is through thematic experience. We cannot experience thematic sensations that we're not designed for. That's what separates us from more primitive forms of life, they cannot conceptualise what we can because the thematic nature is missing. The sensory relationship to that thematic is what we've access to vs the other iterations of humans. That's assuming this is the case, which I don't truly know, even if RA says so. There's far more to history that I've studied in my time that contradicts some what Ra spoke of which is why I'm not claiming anything as a fact on that level because I need more time to explore and process those things. Either way assuming history is what it is and that past human iterations were missing thematic sensations that drove their manifest experience (which can also correspond to "ages" such as the industrial revolution and now the technical revolution) which also proves my point about sensations and sensory concepts being directly linked and associated in how manifestation works. Thematic sense is what actually manifests, and it will be made manifest in the world through the least resistive means the senses can take through available integrated consciousness on the "fractal line" you're integrated on where others receive and can supply these thematic sensations for you to "compute" in your unique way which determines your outer authority as an output of that input. This mechanic is how new things exist. It's what I defined over 2 years ago as "self recursive procession". Input process output process. Keep in mind I developed that idea without factoring anything I'm speaking about here with thematic sensations into account, I only saw the sense of self level to what's resonant on the conceptual level but I still knew the "feeling" was a unique sense in itself that wasn't explained properly. I just didn't have my own explanation that made sense back then unlike now. 

So the point, these thematic sensations is what makes our consciousness unique. AI, unless it can somehow tap into thematic sensation, will never be capable of producing new information and will only be capable of "remixing" existing information and providing possibility. New true insights, new "intuitive impulse" will never arise in AI because it lacks the fundamental structures that define what consciousness actually is. I roll my eyes every time I see anyone else talking about the nature of consciousness. Unless you're metaphysically literate then you don't get it. I don't care what education at what level you had and how many years you've had and how many talks you've done or how much money you've made in business that's all irrelevant to the facts of the metaphysical and alchemical nature of reality and by extension consciousness.

One of the fundamental elements of consciousness is thematic sensation. Metaphysical sensation. Primordial sensation. The very "targeting" sense as I've described it determines what is within the capacity and scope of consciousness of a form and a personality to experience. Trees for example on a level that's their source of emanation being the mother spirit or design crystal cloud by which all trees of a certain species has will have greater capacity for interaction with us on a personified "spiritual" level and is directly communicable at higher levels of the work. Trees have access to that but not on their personality or form level, they only have access to it on the source of emanation level. Trees are intelligent and know everybody and everything that walks by them, but it's not them it's what's coming THROUGH them that experiences this and that each tree represents a unique filter for that. We're different in that each of us have a unique source of emanation that precedes the higher genius itself, or our personality and design crystal cloud. It's all about unique individual decisions that direct your progression towards higher order, regardless of your ignorance of this or not. The more complex the being the more elements of consciousness there are to receive and provide those elements of consciousness to the fractals they're integrated on. The manifest reality depends entirely on your design and what you're resonant with and the degree to which you own self and disown not self. If there's disproportionality present in this relationship you cannot and will not ever experience true abundance, whatever that looks like to you.

 

We get lost in the sensory experiences and buy into the reality of what's before us without realising it's primordial function. We think that buying into the senses provides us nourishment but the truth is the nourishment happens on a more primordial level that's hidden from the senses. It actually describes what the senses experience. It's not really hidden in terms of it being an purely fictitious abstraction but it's hidden because it's a process which we must trace through the unfolding of back to its core to reveal and experience. We're unrolling ourselves, turning ourselves inside out and unfolding. That's the work of the immortal. Instead of further folding ourselves up and being limited to the farthest reaches of the edge that defines our manifest consciousness we're going to return to the original primordial supply to provide us with nourishment. We're detaching from the need for nourishment from the world and the senses of the form. We're making the form and the personality one thing so that neither needs the world. The world is secondary, it's a resultant manifestation that we experience as a by product of the relationship we have to the primordial archetypes of consciousness that define who we really are. Detachment us being unfolded, literally. We're revealing our supply and owning it and in doing so become sensitive to more to need less for nourishment. This is the nourishment formula. Sheld came up with that term. Legendary.

I developed this system in a way that explains the phenomena of manifestation for the first time on earth. It came through me. Reality Synthesis describes how and why the phenomena of manifestation works the way it does. No AI could ever have created this with all the data on earth to access. I've asked the most advanced models about how enlightenment works and how to attain it and they all spew out from degenerate homogenised response filled with the same trash that's peddled in all the most popular interpretations of this which miss the point. It's nothing that can be magically discovered it must be unfolded through the correct filters of consciousness and I just so happen to be one of those people. Instead of mastering something else I'm the master of describing the mechanics of consciousness and destroying peoples worldviews with that. I didn't choose this it just unfolded through me over time and I naturally came into contact with this idea as more and more pieces clicked into place. I just stumbled into this almost on accident. It was normal and natural and to a degree unexpected. I consciously use to think to myself that I'd be involved in developing processors or something in the tech field because that was where I started in the "intellectual" world and I had no idea I'd end up here back then. Most people who go through these transformations would say the same thing. They won't likely tell you they had a long standing visions they were dreaming of for years before it came true, unless their work was a one hit wonder. I've studied biographies of many prominent figures and more often than not things just happen through them and really to them without an understanding of how or why, they just somehow had interest and met the right people at the right times and all that. The LOA gurus look at this and think it's all in their head but it's far from that. The thoughts that flow through their head are a result of what's going on with the thematic level experiences and how that's relating to their fixed and receptive nature. The relationship between the thematic sense and the conceptual sensory level is what we've all missed and really dismissed as just "feeling" under the emotional context or somatic context. Those are manifestations of principle archetypes coming through us. Naturally. It's the wiring itself. Whenever I speak about these things, this paragraph specifically, it draws me into a thematic sense of "proving" and "attack" and "intensity" and "tension" and "looked down on". The spleen and liver meridians most directly relate here it seems. It's not an intellectual thing it's almost a security thing. It's like this sensation that I'm being pulled into warps the context I'm filtering this through. It's either I experience this through the theme of pure decapitation or the under side of that where I'm "trying" to make my position known and correct. There's almost a disconnect there between what I know and can demonstrate with these writings and other people dismissing and moving past it. I liken this down to a resistance I've still unresolved playing out warping the thematic sensation that's correct for my design that's satisfying. owning that theme will restore my warped context here on a consistent basis. Owning the fixed theme is how we nourish ourselves and thus experience abundance through that. It can be painful but it's required to work through that as we're under pressure.

Notice the thread here when it comes to what's actually being done. It's that we're tracing back to experiencing what the fixed thematic sensation is to supply us nourishment. It's not about the sensory level experience but the thematic sensation, the current that activates that channel which then provides us and others who are receptive to that our supply. Money is made this way. Relationships are formed this way. Culture is formed this way. It's all aetheric pressure gradients, pressures between charge and discharge, between supply and demand, between + and - polarity and the flow of currents. Thematic sense is the principles that define the elemental components of reality which are then made manifest as "things" in the substrate of reality, the aetheric medium which IS the body of God and what light IS. Light IS the aether. Light is not a particle or a magic wave or some unknown substance, it IS pressure in the body of God. Physics is whacked. Medicine is whacked. All because of Talmudic Jooz. Jooish filth. Degenerate Talmudic Jooz. Notice the thematic sensation that's coming up here as I explore cause of seeming suffering and pressure to transform. It's a sense of "vengence" almost for what's been "done" to us by the Talmudic Jooz. I can trace all the origins of these theories and their marketing and establishment as standard models (because they manipulate the supply of money and thus control the institutions and all the Gov support and policy too) which is of course a neccesary manifestation to provide and supply of pressure for people like me to create RS. I'm always interacting with their manifestation in the world and so they're influencing me all the time. I cannot escape that because it's infected all elements of this world like a parasitic virus that's spreading and destroying the host until nothing is left. It makes me want to rip their spines out with my bare hands filled with fury and passion for stability but that would be futile because the necessity of their degenerate existence is required for consciousness to transform. Talmudism is a required manifestation for reality as we experience it to exist as it does.

I have thought many times of creating content exploring the degeneracy of the Talmudic influence in this world and how it's causing almost all suffering and artificial scarcity we experience and have done so since I was like 17 when I realised 911 had Mossad fingerprints all over it. Mossad was irrefutably involved in this and I knew that way back in highschool and with this knowledge had to process it and fit in with the implication of that in the world I lived in living around ignorant people. This context shaped much of the direction I went in with my study for years and really was as I've said before the cause of my passion for uncovering the hidden truths in things that nobody else can see. My problem was disowning my decapitation level theme and providing that to the world without compromise. I never believed in myself and always thought I needed ultimate truth on all levels possible to be able to state any valid case and be taken seriously. This is why I said that much of RS was born out of disproportionate pathways I played out and it wasn't something that was very satisfying and really destroyed my social life for most of my early "adult" life because I couldn't relate to anyone. I took this work so seriously because I understood its implication on all levels beyond what anyone else really did. I mean when your entire world you thought was a certain way was completely shattered into trillions of pieces never to be put back together again how would you approach reality from then on and live correctly? This plagued me for so long, I was unable to make a change and felt I had to compromise on expressing what I really felt which further destroyed me. It destroyed me so deeply I can't even describe. I completely destroyed myself by going down this path of truth but it was necessary to be where I am today. There's still much work to be done and I'm not even close to being complete with this work and I know I will be further driven to play this out and refine it further as I've been doing but there will come a time where that will change.

There's a necessary element of limitation required for transformation. Pressure must be experienced for transformation to unfold. The more pressure you're under, the more destroyed you become, the less you have left to tap as a supply and the more you lose in this world the more you become whole and complete and make more out of less. The more clearly you can see. It's like I went on the hardcore roundabout of transformation when I hit 15 and had to basically accept that I didn't fit in at all in any way with anyone because I could see things in a way that was so far from the status quo. Not being able to truly relate to anyone is really one of the most isolating experiences there is, and I mean I couldn't really relate to alone on any level because all the things I would normally relate to others over was all seen through the lens of false scarcity from Talmudism. You can imagine the reality that was manifest for me out of that and why I contemplated digging a hole underground and living under a tree off grid before I started this work online and sharing it. When I owned my decapitation theme I started to prosper. The more I own it the more I prosper because that was the insight I needed to have and realise to properly frame my worldview I gained in my teens that warped my perceptions of reality and destroyed my life. The issue was I was disowning my core themes and affinities within that. I needed to speak my mind with courage and when I did so I felt satisfied. It was a correct use of my vitality. Destroying other peoples worldviews as I had happen to me provided me with a supply of vitality, not out of a sadistic way making them feel pain but that I was facilitating their transformation. I needed to be myself to the degree I needed to be for that satisfaction to unfold because that was my function in providing that theme to the world so that those who are receptive can be transformed through me and my value can be provided.

Do you see now how the nourishment formula works? Do you get it? Like really? It's plain as day. Once you identify the thematic processes that you're swimming in and own what you're being driven to provide then your abundance will flow naturally through you. It will be effortless because you'll be nourished and satisfied through providing what you're designed to for the world. This is manifestation. This is what NG failed to explain and didn't understand really on any level. The nourishment formula and process. I've just explored so much here it's crazy. The work I've done here is unbelievable really looking back putting this all together. It's like the few people who read this still will gain significant insight from it beyond what anyone else out there can provide because of my filter. I'm not here to sell you something and hide information behind paywalls I just speak my mind without compromise even if that means bringing up uncomfortable things in my own reality to explore and use those as explanations to provide you context. That's what this is about. This is all free for anyone to access and read and interpret however they like. While the impact of this will be limited and I still get 99% of people coming to me to get money or people in their lives the few who this is for to aid in their transformation and I'm pleased to play that role. 

It's all up to me and how deeply I can own this work and further the transformation process I've faced since the start of this in my reality. Everyone goes through this and for some it's far more challenging than others but that's ok because the more pressure there is the greater the insights that can be gained out of it. Being yourself without compromise is the work because everything is implied under that. 

 

This is all to expand consciousness. Naturally. Your existence is consequential to process existing. It needs you because you're providing supply and reception for greater processes to mediate their own transformation through you. When you get into that flow you win.

Taking this into coaching is really my other challenge. Creating working structures and formulas to follow that touch on all these components is the work I must do, and yet I don't feel driven to do that, yet. I should never compromise on my intuitive impulse for I would devalue my divine process in doing so. It will unfold in time when it's ready. Continue gazing and raise the currents of purification to transform.

 

25/9/24

I find it easy these days to get lost in the normalised sensation of "swift blade cutting the air without effort" or however I'm going to describe it. It's the sensation I get when I'm flowing in a 5 element qigong routine. I could move for hours without stopping and feel like I could fly for 25 mins after. very interesting that I can experience similar "buzzing" just by sitting with myself in gazing and sinking into certain sensations that are familiar. I got another free Trinitron yesterday too, someone I knew called me up and asked if I wanted it. It even came with an original Sony base cabinet that I've never seen before which was cool. The tube wasn't top tier but it was still very good. Simply just thinking about it once, not even from the end of having something but just bringing that concept to mind manifested that within 24h. The same thing happened many times before. There's an established baseline sensation (we often don't even feel into it because there's no contrast to be felt which is what's normalised) that these concepts which these concepts draw into almost completely unconsciously. It just happens. Normalisation happens through engaging with experiences that relate to it, as in state streaks where you lose yourself in the reality of experience that's not coming from a place of high level contrast and trying to make things happen out of limitations but that it's just an enjoyable process you're partaking in. It's normal and expected. You can just think about something (what the LOA buffs think is what causes these things and yet most of the time these thoughts come through us due to the baseline associated sensation and related pathways of resonance) and it shows up in the world. That's natural manifestation and is what people who always win experience. The trick is once again having an established baseline sensation to work with and that can be established through the normalcy of the reality of experience depending on your unique expression of fixed functions of consciousness. The thematic resonances define HOW you experience that and provide your emanation to the world and those around you where you're going to be engaging with your supply.

This is all simple and effectively can be done by just breaking pattern and living in an echo chamber of the sensation that's resonant where the concepts that draw you into that are always bringing that up thus resulting in normalisation where contrast cannot pull you into limited context in most examples. In the examples where contrast always is present and transformation is required then sinking into those sensations and recognising what they are and if they're to be owned or not will negate that contrast where you can flow. We're on a task here to dissolve contrast. We're here to dissolve contrast for good, at least on the baseline level. Contrast will always come up because you're always in transformation and you have no control over that, all you can do is surrender to the process when it unfolds. So we must ask what are we doing continuing to run from the feelings of devaluation still? That's sweeping the dirt under the rug, keeping the skeletons in the closet to be hidden until the wind blows and they're going to come out to haunt us. The longer the resistance is held onto the worse the recovery becomes without transcendence. The echo chamber you live in confirms that.

Nourishment and focused conceptual direction. The thematic sensations that provide the supply of nourishment and the conceptual sensory level experiences are the anchor for those to keep them in place. What sensations are you drawing into? What thematic processes are you dominantly playing out? 

 

Look I just can't simplify this anymore. Surround yourself with conceptual sensory experiences (words, images, sounds, whatever) that draw you into and lead you into naturally experiencing the desired sensation that's satisfying and whenever contrast arises remind yourself of the target and make the decision that's correct for you that's going to spend your vitality to nourish you. That's the point. Like there's nothing more than that. Well there is of course but that's the thing we do. That's how we "normalise" new states and new context. It's how we manifest specific things. Thing is without the magnetism, without being well put together in the vitality sense you've got ZERO chance because the underlying function of the capacity to transform and normalise new sensations requires capacity and vital currents to facilitate that. If you do not have capacity and vitality and nourishment working for you then you've got zero chance and might as well pack up and leave. ZERO chance. Negative chance actually. Cultivating vital substances IS REQUIRED for magnetism to "work" because through that all the psychological and body language ques and actions that arise out of intuitive impulse will flow naturally. Your sense of self will be sky high way above anyone else out there and you will get to decide your direction. I honestly say that the higher your capacity is on this level the more buffer you have to make "mistakes" with expending it and not be thrown into unsatisfying paths because you're still nourished to a significant degree anyway with that applied buffer, that normalised buffer. Without that you're going to dip without a shadow of a doubt. It's required and necessary for specific manifestation magnetism to work and for those seeds that exist within your thematic processes to unfold naturally and without resistance. The nourishment and sense of self which unfolds naturally will throw out the thoughts and the corresponding sensations associated to those channels will naturally flow through you and those who are receptive will pick up on that and be drawn to you without resistance. It will be the dance of the divine fires and waters of life effortlessly. It will be powerful and filled with passion and fury for vitality. The more vitality that you've access to the more you win at baseline, the more options you have and the more wiggle room you have to jump around in. The more people will want you. The more opportunity will show up. The more you'll have capacity to transform and break comfort zones naturally and all this stuff. IT's all implied because it's the function which determines the efficiency by which these elements of consciousness unfold through you and you become the vessel for greater consciousness to make itself manifest through you because at that point that's what's playing out. It's not you but what's playing you as the avatar, the corporeal character that's playing the game detached from being the game character but as the player itself. This quality of consciousness cannot be faked it can only be genuinely experienced through cultivation of higher order substances, or at least having significant buffer or base substances. 

Everyone I see in the world who gets what they want without effort does so because there's established foundation to be the anchor. The method I spoke of before about building greater context in the mind by bringing up elements that are reminding you of your value to refine the sense of self in those moments and provide a supply to make decisions out of that vs the limited context, that method is just a way of drawing you into a different thematic resonance which if resonant to what's fixed and your supply will always work for you. The mixture of the concept worked with in that place, say the example of SP, they're going on a date with you and you've not seen them in like 3 years and they reached out and you've been bottom barrel vitality in the past and you're not confident, when in this place you're being marketed to by past normalised experiences which have associated sensations on the thematic levels owning what's not self thus why you've now got testimony of those experiences that's seemingly proof of how you don't have value, but the successful manifestation will unfold through you in this place if you're able to draw on your vitality and remind yourself there and then of your end which has thematic resonance just as you have when you're in your own mind except you carry that into the world which is why gazing before these things and sinking into the sensation and forming a sort of temporal echo chamber surrounding you to walk in will drive you naturally into making those decisions as though that's all you ever were going to do and it negates contrast. Long one. The real thing is that when you're under pressure and you just make decisions out of satisfying end regardless of the surrounding circumstances, and even if you still don't have the best date, it doesn't matter because you didn't compromise on your flow. The outcome isn't the point, the thematic sensation of resonance you're driven to that defines a part of your end is what you return to and sink into. That's your satisfaction and supply. Also the level of sensory stimulus also plays into vitality cultivation but even if you have little mental refinement with the process explained above and you've simply got buckets of excess vitality in buffer and space to experience that then you'll almost naturally unfold that anyway. This process will just naturally work through you as though you already knew what to do and charisma and all that stuff will unfold where it needs to. Advances will come out where needed and retreats will pull back where they need to because it's not your mind making those decisions on that level it's the sacral acting through excessive vital current flowing through the channels stimulating various thematic sensations of resonance to mediate your character into these actions and decisions when needed IF the end is going to result in a satisfying outcome. If not then you'll do whatever is needed regardless of if the date goes well or not, because this person might not be for you even if your mind wants it. You'll not care though because you'll see how they'd deplete you and waste your vitality and how degenerate you'd end up conforming and being effectively devalued needing to compromise for this person who's not tthematically compatible.

People ask me about the whole "what if two people are manifesting the same SP who wins?" question and I just say that whomever is more thematically aligned will win and there's no way you have a chance of changing that. You just need to accept and let go of what's not for you and realise your devaluation and acceptance of that is your issue. Letting go will result in your ideal end because it will come through you because it was already within you but you resisted it by holding onto what's not designed for you and that's not thematically resonant for you. That's why you're ending up in dip cycles and drained, also because you're depleting your vitality through overstimulating yourself and incoherency realising and prematurely catalysing substances as Jing and such which directly completely screws your sense of self over so badly that it's next to impossible to recover unless you've spent time letting it build up again because it's going to require that buffer as I spoke of before in order to have transformational potential there to play out. What you need to understand is that your field geometry speaks 90% of the language and this is something you cultivate. Your field geometry is like the real character people respond to and your vitality is what comprises that field geometry. If it's whacked and all over the place where you've got owned and disowned themes of experience and concepts you're being pulled into non stop that are wasting your time warping your vitality and thus sense of self then everyone will feel that before you even enter the room with them. They'll know unconsciously before any interaction even starts so thinking you can decide an outcome based on what you're looping in your head is pointless and wasting your time. If you've got buffer capacity present to work with then that's your chance to excel and have a small degree of conscious influence because of the lesser degree of disproportionality your conscious context is able to shift with raising currents in the moment but if you're heavily drained and depleted and stagnant at baseline then good luck. Truly. Cultivating vitality is like a vast majority of the work, refining the sense of self that is, and all the aspects that comprise that. Thematic resonance that you're continuously sinking into that's providing supply is your path of least resistance and continuing to buy into the same trash will screw over any changes of transformation you may or may not believe you have.

There is a lot that is already set out for us, things in our lives that happen to us and through us regardless of the degree of proportionality we have to our thematic resonance but you must understand that you have many many many levels of cycles that exist within those that comprise how those play out which you can influence. The degree to which the concepts you play out that are satisfying and still touch on what's resonant and flowing through you is the degree of influence you have on the conscious level of your direction and the specifics you manifest. Manifestation as I've said happens through you. It happens top down, the field geometry speaks and the field geometry is the composition of the thematic sensations and the related conceptual levels that communicate those through the senses and defines how you and others respond to each other and provide supply. Two people can have the same base archetypal thematic sensation as a supply but they'll have a different conceptual level experience of that yet they both experience the same base thematic sensation at it's core, the difference is that the mixture of surrounding sub themes and elements that comprise that will define the unique interaction and experience of it. The targeting sense will have a unique signature out of that and the experience will in essence be comprised of that which you'll just be acting out. The senses act out the established thematic sensations that are integrated and resonant and fixed that flow through you as an emanation of the archetypal principles which define your unique product as the interaction of greater and lesser principles of yin and yang. That's unique testimony. It all goes back to are you sinking into the resonant thematic sensation and tapping that infinite supply. Without that you've got no chance because your supply of vitality which defines the sense of self and thus how you're really communicating with reality through the true language of reality you're putting out will have a warped signature which others will not want to be around. It will feel draining because at that point you're denying your own supply and will require others as a supply. That's a loser, a degenerate fool who's whacked so badly there's nothing of value or vitality providing a sensation of satisfaction for them. Dropping all the trash and making decisions to own the thematic sensation of resonance is the start for all in that place. Even if it's only one level of owning it, that's going to result in big shifts. The more drained and depleted you are the more you'll find yourself unable to resist overstimulation to seek highs. Hardcore raw disciplined action in these heavily drained states will be required to a degree, despite what many here may think. That's always going to benefit anyway. Refining the root is going to have a downstream effect on all other meridians which emanate out of the kidney which is the primary supply of base substance. When the Shen is filled with base substance then refinement on higher order substances can take place but you'll already be content where you are before that happens. It will be natural as it always is. It's all natural. That's what I'm observing.

I need more clients that I'm working with on 30 day to get intricate details and consistent communication on how they experience these things unfolding. I need more data to demonstrate this further. More data on everything. My position alone doesn't prove anything I could be wrong about everything so without a broad range of experiments in different field types and how they experience these things then we'll never really know. I'll still say that the theory outlined here really must be how it works because I don't see anything else that comes close to making sense on as many levels as I've explained. 

 

So persistence in NG terms really means persistence in the thematic sensation. That's the underlying structure that we're playing into. Persistence for everyone who's tapping their supply is essential and defines their success because in essence persistence is you continuing to cultivate vitality. He didn't seem to be able to explain it properly that mechanical way but I believe that's what he really means and what the effect of that means. People who loop imaginal scenes every night like NG did is doing a few different things. Mostly it's refining the familiarity with the sensation, it's able to refine the sense of self through dissolving resistance and by extension it's able to elevate and unlock a higher baseline sense of self and vitality and nourishment which is what speaks through you and really what's manifesting as the language of reality if the field geometry. That's the essential component. Persistence in the end means persisting in the thematic sensation that's fixed and resonant which provides you supply and thus the seeds that exist within you naturally unfold through you. I see what NG said through that lens. He failed to explain it to us so I will properly explain it. Man I can't wait to destroy the NG bandwagon and throw all the LOA gurus off the cliff with my new vids coming that fully explain NG and his work under the RS lens. That thought alone is satisfying. As I said yesterday my issue was disowning the decapitation theme I've got in destroying peoples worldviews and taking satisfaction out of it. Seeing it as wrong was my issue, that's mental programming which draws contrast into my mind which leads me out of my satisfying flow and thus results in dips where I fail and lack and need to grasp. That's called disowning your thematic resonance. You've got thematic resonance the same and disowning it is your issue and why you're malnourished and unsatisfied. 

 

I believe that the algorithms that we engage with on a daily basis online are there to warp your thematic sensation and destroy your coherency and vitality. Disconnecting from this is essential.

 

When you know yourself you tap your supply and when you tap your supply and are well nourished confidence is naturally going to flow through you to get anything that you're driven to experience. Not judging that is very important. Not judging the seeming desire is important because you're not placing mental not self conditioning in the way of it as contrast that warps your context and thus the flow and decisions that are made. Ultimately if you're filled with vitality you really can't fail in the moment anyway, doubts won't speak negatively through your field because the baseline is already established and does all the speaking in those scenarios. This is why people who even have negative thoughts in times of pressure still don't get negative outcomes, though if you're already depleted then you've got no chance. Having elevated baseline sense of self and nourishment is required for "luck" to unfold through you. Especially for men.

 

I just heard someone talking about "what you resist persists" under the context of giving up what's not working. The idea that people exist purely to not be someone and their entire context is whacked as the sensation of running from something always clouds their decisions and it's never coming from genuine authentic reality of experience of being the person they're resonant with. They exist to NOT be someone else, not to BE someone. That context completely warps their thematic sensation as the depths of that identification, the context and mental environment and contrast drives are all arising out of old states and that's why the thematic sensation will never be pure. If you're to take away the concepts to these and experience the sensation of being it's warped and not what's desired at all. Many people who who do this work do this because it's "the work" and not because they're just being themselves and allowing themselves to immerse into that context. The sense of self will never be proportionate to the degree that it could because the context is always limited by the level of nourishment attained out of those warped sensations. When your identification gets caught up in not being something then it's obviously still a factor in the composition of your consciousness and it means you're still holding onto something. Understanding the sensation of this and understanding the concepts and memories and such which comes up when going into that will give you an insight into what you're running from. The sensation will be familiar and it will remind you of the limitation you're basing your entire reality and existence on in hopes that running from it enough will make it go away and yet the real solution is to just drop the need to run at all and become the person who never needed to run in the first place.

The words.

I notice that when I "raise" currents in me, just by "sensing" it, my spine is forced to straighten. I had this happen many many years ago back when I was doing regular gazing in high school and I'd often be sitting in class or at assembly and just be almost forced to straighten, or more accurately as though something was moving me and making me straighten up. I just felt this "lifting" up of my neck, in the same spot mind you that I was told by my qigong teacher to imagine is hanging on strings when doing qigong postures, so that tells me something about the nature of what's going on here. Could be a "stretching" and expansion of the channels to accommodate further space and substances. It's like a natural response the form has to an increase in space. You do feel the extra space in these moments too, the sensation feels like that "top down" view sensation. There's this character in a show I never watched but I saw and for some reason resonated with. This character is a god who can casually blow up galaxies as easy as breathing. That effortless effort sensation, the top down perspective knowing you're able to be and do anything almost, it's like you're having the distance but from the frame of reference of the corporeal being. That distanced sensation takes form, it's more thematic in the experience but it's with an overlay from the senses and in that case it kind of feels different to space you get out of gazing and such. 

Needing things in the world becomes less important to you as you gain nourishment from being yourself. Being yourself is your function, ringing your unique thematic resonance through reality and thus becoming a driving force for what you provide. You become magnetic at baseline automatically. 

 

I just imagined a conversation with someone and I felt the sensation of being the person, bringing there here now and it was almost accidental. I naturally led myself into that place, the imaginal conversation happened not with the intent but as a result that came out of me from the sensory stimulus which brought up that context. I haven't felt that state for like 7 years or more and it was familiar. It reminded me of a part of myself I've not touched on for ages and I remember having respect from certain people during this time out of that and it was natural. I almost remember this being how I felt about myself back when I started gazing and thinking of myself as that "god among mortal men" state. This is not belittling anyone but just staying out of the business where I'm not involved and being in my own place not needing to even worry about others. That's the place it's like, just knowing nobody has anything on me and how casually I can just involve myself with anything whenever I want. it's like this casual confidence that manifest mostly through the way I move and how I'm just being me. It feels so raw and right for me. That thematic sensation is interesting. It's mostly charisma like manifest through my sacral flow and it's almost completely disconnected from my head and my heart. I strongly believe that the gates we have defined can make manifest all these different thematic sensations we can identify with and experience, there's no single one but there can be a mixture of various gates and channels that can describe all the different thematic "states" we can enter into based on the fixed definition. That's an interesting idea.

 

So summary of RS. I had such a good summary in the shower and now it’s gone unfortunately. It’s quite simply that thinking of the thing you desire puts you into a thematic sensation and when that’s normalised it’s going to show up in your reality to some degree. All sensory level concepts have associated archetypal sensations and these sensations have their own sense you can tap into and feel that I call the targeting sense. The proportionality of those as in your relationship to those compared to your fixed definition and receptive nature will determine the quality of it for you and thus it’s communicating to you that this is your supply of nourishment and vitality. The further you sink into these the more you’re going to cultivate vitality and that vitality will shape how that sensation comes through you as the manifest thoughts and actions out of intuitive impulse and decisions you make to buy into and emotional states you’re led into. All of these are results of the composition of thematic elements that define who you are. Who you are is not a concept you are a collection of archetypal principles all interacting together to form your experience. The nature of reality is archetypal on all levels but the sensory corporeal reality we experience is the result of that. That’s what I define manifestation as. Manifestation I’m going to define here as the resultant unfolding process of the fundamental thematic elements that comprise your consciousness and how they’re implied through the sensory level experiences you have in the mind and in the world. The sensory level experiences will always correspond to thematic sensations which can be contrasted against your fixed nature and this determines what’s going to be a correct usage of your attention to spend in this world. Anything that’s beneficial for your vitality will provide you a supply of nourishment and that will mean you’re able to feel ok with yourself and have a clear and refined sense of self thus providing the context for the concept you’re experiencing to be pure to what it is you’re actually resonant towards. Having a clear sense of self means that you can most accurately target the experience you’re resonant with from the correct embodiment snd “buy in” that represents your authentic expression and thus you’re going to provide to the world around you that unique composition of consciousness to then receive from those who are receptive like a magnet naturally and effortlessly. This is manifestation.

Sounds a lot different from what we’ve been told. We’ve been told that imagination creates reality. Well that’s true to the extent that we say imaginal senses represent archetypal sensations that were resonant with and thus can reflect in our sensory experience in the world which exists to show us through those senses the implication for the thematic archetypal expression we cultivated within. That’s why the sense of self is always going to come up in the world and how contrast works to pressure us to refine. So manifestation is the result of the experience of the implied sensory association on the thematic level. Ultimately there is only thematic sense but we’ve got the dominance of the physical senses that overshadows this. Space gives you greater subconscious capacity which is the product of the interaction of the conscious and unconscious mind. It’s a product meaning it doesn’t exist without both of these principles interacting. It’s a third between space and this space is where thematic sense is refined further in a direct manner because it’s the turning inside out of the senses to return to the root of what represents the senses and the manifest reality. That’s what we’re doing here. This is why manifestation and the immortality work are one in the same thing. 

The big thing here is always to take this back to naturalness. Always go back to naturalness. Naturalness is the basis of all this work. The process is normalising the sensation that’s targeting what’s desired by the fixed thematic sensations. That’s what drives you, that’s what the form responds to with “yes” or “no” and your only task is to allow the form to be moved into these directions and to buy into the reality of that experience as to gradually negate the contrast that shows up in the mind whenever difference of experience or measure is made that’s unfavourable and reminds you of being devalued in some way. This is why being nourished is the basis for results because a refined sense of self will not experience contrast and not be thrown out of the reality of experience where normalisation can unfold naturally.

It’s all common sense really. The deeper you go into this the more you realise it’s all just common sense. It’s all just common sense. There’s no magic, the phenomena of magic can be explained with the principles RS outlines including how people can be manifest to contact you out of seeming thin air. That’s due to having focused thematic direction and magnetism arising from a refined sense of self and being well nourished. Without nourishment manifestation cannot work because you’ll always feel lack and desire and the reality of experience will always drive you to drawing measure and contrast between where you’re at and the end. You’ll more often then not be driven by the mind and not by the intuitive impulse the thematic sensation from the fixed definition and inner authority is providing. It all goes back to being driven by fixed definition and owning it and providing that which is your supply, it takes time to build buffer though which is why time delay is a thing. That and everything has a measure of magnitude on it and takes time to unfold. 

It seems each entry brings something new to the table here, even if it’s just small and insignificant at face value.

 

 

26/9/24

Refined conceptual association to sensation of being and having that brought up regularly to respond to will anchor in the normalisation of that sensation and the nourishment that comes throughout those experiences to be the testimony of your transformation into living the life you’re driven towards. How do we normalise the sensation? Under pressure we make the decisions to dive into the reality of experience of being the person we desire. This shifts the comfort zone forward and with it the baseline comfortability with the concepts desires due to the normalised sensation of being where what’s implied on the sensory level through that will be made manifest and will drive your decisions further to continue with what’s comfortable and nourishing.

A belief (which you continue to repeat over to yourself) pretty much IS a stabilised the thematic sensation which manifests as the thoughts and emotions and actions and everything that goes with it. We’re manifesting stabilised normalised thematic sensations and beliefs are just the result of what’s there almost as proof of stabilisation.

It’s at the point now where I believe I can explain completely how everything NG said is connected to RS.

 

More on SP manifesting.

So I've spoken about these things in calls but not here yet I don't believe. The whole thing with SP manifesting is always about field geometry interactions. Your "game" or whatever has next to nothing to do with it because that's going to come through you and what's been pre-determined in essence to unfold through the interaction will play out as it may. Your attempts to consciously control things without vitality and a correct thematic direction is futile and worthless and will ultimately be frustrating and wave your vitality. Manifesting SP for men is different than women. Vastly different in fact and I've contemplated on making a specific guide for each vs general as a premium program in future. I've been through premium programs that cost many many thousands that have run for months that are specifically tailored to women and men and manifesting on both sides has different metaphysics to it. The thing is when you're correctly directed in your thematic that will all be natural and flow through you. You must understand that your sense of vitality and value is EVERYTHING when it comes to SP stuff, more so than money. I don't care about anything these ignorant fools will say about "limiting beliefs" and all that it's a metaphysical alchemical fact that women especially are driven towards feeling safe above all else ALL THE TIME IN EVERY ASPECT OF THEIR LIVES PERIOD. They want to be "grasped firmly" by the yang, they want the yang to always be "pushing" into them and dynamic. They want to feel that metaphysic present because that's what they're receptive towards. Women simply need to be receptive to that and they win. Men need to be the supply of that dynamism, the "movement" itself that the yin rides in on. If you're unable to embody that archetype then you're not going to ultimately be fulfilling your potential as either role. There's always variations on that due to specific thematic fixed and receptive nature but the overarching process is always a yin and yang relationship. Men these days are trained to be receptive, they've got little to no "unstoppable force" sensation about their field geometry and those who are naturally inclined towards that will of course have an easier time because their manifest appearance will reflect the metaphysic. Manifesting changes in looks is always going to involve the field geometry as this is what forms our structure through the chaining of Somatids. Either way Women generally don't have anywhere near the level of depletion of their yin nature because it's fixed in it's expression on a Jing level, unless you've got overlays manifest as limiting beliefs and all that saying it's not safe to receive where they'll have issues but for men retaining the essence which is your metaphysical supply of kidney qi and thus the "magnetism" women feel is REQUIRED to be attractive. PERIOD. There's no way around that for any man on earth, if you do not have the magnetism as made manifest through the nourishment of the Jing and kidney essence and qi then you've got next to no chance at success. I don't want to hear any cope trash excuses that attempt to bypass the metaphysics it's how it works for everyone and the more you fail as I did the more you realise this fact. The metaphysical side of relationships explains almost all the trends we see in the collective. Generally speaking these days men are the weak ones because they're SIGNIFIANTLY easier to be drained on the magnetism level unlike women who don't lose Jing the same way as men do through overstimulation. A drained guy is like a magnet pushing away what's desired and no mental atmosphere applied in that moment can change that it has to sink into baseline in the field geometry and it'll have an unconscious influence that will flow through you naturally. 

There's a lot there but the trick for men to attract (not keep) is magnetism through the kidney qi. You'll get attraction easy easy easy easy easy but it won't last if you've got next to no buffer capacity and she's claimed commitment to you. She's going to demand more as you get depleted through stimulating with her because your supply is being depleted so for men this is all about a balance of using supply in satisfying ways without overextending and actually withdrawing where necessary because that will actually restore that magnetism unconsciously and her mind will then shift where the thoughts of attraction will come back because of that, even if you don't change anything about you at all in any other way. Just having that magnetic influence alone will speak for you but only on the pure attraction level. This has nothing to do with other factors which are going to play a role such as capacity to provide resources and such but generally speaking the magnetism comes out of the root and sacral and if that's depleted you've got no chance of keeping who you want. Ever. Don't think some fantasy will make that work for you because it won't. It's the same thing with everything else really, vitality and nourishment and supply of thematic sensation is what attraction is based on, what your supply can provide to what they're receptive towards. Too many guys get too "comfortable" in relationships and think they can overstimulate themselves and get drained again and think it'll be fine but when contrast shows up in her thematic sensation where the nourishments you've been providing before is lost then good luck keeping that fire going. You cannot and will not ever be able to debate your way out and in those cases it's best to withdraw and cultivate vitality and allow your field geometry to do all the talking. Being yourself without compromise is the one and only method to attract anyone desired. I know this because it's happened over and over and over in my own relationship and I learned from the mistakes I made where I'd overextend and there'd be debates on silly things. It's because I was depleted. If there's debate on any topic with her YOU WITHDRAW 100% of the time and in fact completely detach from her in those cases. Oftentimes this can take between 5 days to overnight depending on how your baseline capacity is with the available buffer. If essence and kidney qi is next to nothing then you'll be waiting weeks or even months before you've got any fire that women will sense from your thematic supply. Understand that all the dynamism you'll provide comes out of accepting that this is all based on simply providing your thematic sense of resonance. That's the unique signature that defines you and their sacral will of course respond (if they're a generator) with yes IF you've got a good supply. Remember it's really not her mind doing the talking it's her sacral, it's the demand it has for a supply of yang that if you're depleted makes her feel unsafe as that grasp is no longer present on the field geometry language level. Without that then you've got no chance. The physical appearance will reveal the degree to which this thematic sensation is present in your field geometry. Men don't think with the sacral unless there's significantly elevated supply within to basically make it have a loud and present voice to make decisions for you, unlike with women who naturally have a more coherent relationship to the lower substantive meridians which are the supply of that. You require kidney qi and yang and also yin to be filled to be attractive which can be depleted through stimulus of the senses but especially through engaging in erotic experiences of any level. If you want to have attraction that sticks and is effortless then value your vitality and listen to your sacral. That's your guide to success. Drop all this trash about game and nonsense that's literally so surface level that it's almost all "placebo" to get you to more so tap into the thematic level experience that's going to provide the actual vital current they're looking for as the supply. Simply provide your supply and you win. Women need to openly receive the supply without conditions and they win. Women are more prone to attachment that's unhealthy out of need to feel safe vs men but it's present in both. Sounds harder for men and to a degree it is but that's only because of the degenerate culture we've been raised in and that basically forced us all to learn the hard way that attraction has next to nothing to do with anything more than the language your field geometry speaks and how then that is made manifest through your "game" naturally. Whenever I'm in positions of overextension I pull back and 100% of the time I naturally tell myself "I can have anyone I want why do I need you" and boom without effort they'll come back asap. It doesn't happen very often anymore but I know what causes that and how to work with that principle. These dips only occur because either the man is drained of supply or the women is attached to something that's of a false supply or she's not feeling safe to receive and is then distant. Either way it's all about reception and production of supply.

Ultimately is the woman is self respecting and has an internal supply that's significant and nourishing then she won't need much and this whole "extravagant" idea of needing for the man to supply an immensely tuned perfect balance of vitality will just be easy. The ones who demand the most are the ones who have the least and they're so attached to the corporeal being and there's nothing that can satisfy that which you can provide. Leave that, any time you're being overextended beyond even your heights then just drop the supply and she'll either wake up or leave and you'll save the trouble. Win win. Attaching is going to be your issue. If the response comes from the sacral on both parties when agreeing to things then there's significantly greater chance that both parties are well nourished and will last. If its one way then good luck. Being the ultimate supply is great and makes you magnetic to 10's but you must be on top of that and normalise that as your baseline. Any level of depletion beyond the buffer you've built up will result in both of you feeling it and there's going to be tension brought up as a result. There will be nit-picking and all that unnecessary trivial stuff just to get a reaction to feed the belief because those actions comes out of the whacked sense of self. Once again as I said before a women who's so low in her sense of self who's non stop going on and is only pleased when you're on the top of your game isn't worth keeping because you're going to basically be her life support and sense of vitality. She's using you as her supply and basically living off your nourishment. Drop that parasitic influence and let her wake up. If you're needing to leech off someone else then obviously you know what to do. Seek internal supply. Once again this is all about supply and demand. Providing supply that's your unique signature to a degree that's significant enough to be satisfying is the goal, know when enough is enough through your sacral response. Anything beyond that is compromise and will drain you and warp your sense of self where you're going to end up in a bad situation and wonder what happened. All the thoughts and actions and responses come naturally out of having a coherent sense of self that's based on your intenral supply and not anyone elses.

Money works the same way here too but you change the variables around a bit and you'll end up in the same place.

The whole psychological belief aspect of SP manifesting has everything to do with management of supply and how you're tapping that from within. I you've had past experiences as testimony of why you can't be the person you want or can't get the person you want then withdrawing from the need for that and cultivating vitality to bring it out and dissolve it when it's ready to be dissolved will be your path. Just owning self and allowing your nourished sense of self the the inner authority to drive your decisions is the path.

We must also keep in mind this whole modern system with online access to matches is going to keep women especially in the echo chamber of self validation of the lacking supply within them through the attention they're getting online. It's never going to last though of course it's always temporary. Always. Know that this is the baseline and you will come across this at some point, especially if you're depleted and don't have the nourishment to make decisions out of satisfying response and to know these things when they show up. A vast majority of manifesting things and keeping them is knowing when to express and withdraw your supply as I've said endlessly. This goes for every decisions in life. The sacral is about knowing when enough is enough, those without it defined don't know when enough is enough and so as I speak to generators which are the majority of people here you'll have this inner guidance system to determine what is worth expending your vitality on. With relationships if you're sacral responds with yes then that person will be the person to spend your vitality on and it will be satisfying. That's not going to mean it's going to last though, but for that decision it will be. Your baseline vitality can shift over time and of course a yes now and be a no later so manifesting is just getting in tune with this where through correctly expending your vitality you're able to "manifest" things through you and influence others as a result to play your unique signature off them and them off you. So with the whole online thing (I'd never touch that personally just to filter out the trash easily) and the need to have options available and all that just realise that those in these positions are weak and depleted and stagnant and don't have an internal supply which is why they're there in the first place. They're degenerate and not worth your time. Unless you can provide them such an earth shattering level of nourishment that'll slap them in the face and wake them up (unlikely) then you're going to be better off waiting for the response with the correct person and not actually trying to pursue anyone. It's almost a guarantee that you'll end up with the right person when they fall into your lap one day. Having them approach you as a man or a woman is going to work. This whole chasing thing is manifestor land and not for generators, our fields aren't designed for chasing. They'll come to you when they're ready and when you're ready.

So to answer to question about how and why, it's all simply about correct response when the opportunity arises where you're in the position to accept that opportunity. Being yourself surrounding that is the means and there's where your supply is. Don't worry about the ones who are in and out of ships all the time because these types are obviously not nourished and don't concern you. Let them come to you, both types. Don't feel bad about that if you're a man, it's just societal trash programming making you believe some cultural conditioning can override your field geometry. Your field geometry does all the speaking and there's nothing you can do to change that. To experience truly satisfying love with the person you desire the most will come out of response (if you're a generator) and not out of seeking, even if you're a man and have yang archetype. That's just the "flavour" of vitality you provide but it doesn't change the way you make decisions as a generator. Accepting this will free you from the traps everyone falls into. Response is the secret.

I'm further gathering data on this topic and will be taking my notes further into refining how I approach this because many people want a properly refined position. I listen to all positions from all people and under all limiting and positive beliefs to gain insights. Listening to the people in lack often reveals the most. My personal experience is only 1 testimony and my circumstances are limited in scope and depth compared to others because of how I play my game of life so taking examples from others testimony is critical in establishing a solid basis in fact and relating these to the metaphysical model of RS.

From my position I'm going to say that in most cases it comes down to the man lacking supply to provide through the naturally manifest field geometry and the woman feels that and feels her position of safety and comfort is threatened and so she's going to naturally react and provoke change through the contrast she's providing, however that plays out. Ultimately that's her issue not his because she's relying on his supply and thus her state is warped to react instead of retreating but the same can be said for the men too. It almost always as far as I'm concerned goes back to supply and demand being out of whack where one or both parties aren't giving enough or they're giving too much or not enough at the right times and all that, in other words they're out of touch with the sacral archetype and don't know how to correctly regulate their supply to nourish self and others.

You'll find that when you move in with a girl as a man she's going to become (generally speaking) less "attracted" and the primary reason for this is because both of the normalisation of the contrast that once existed providing "excitement" and the whole "I need you in my life" kind of anticipation I'm sure you've all felt especially in the start but then it fades away once that's stabilised. This is mostly because the vitality on the part of the man has been deplete through these more regular engagements that drain root vitality (kidney qi and essence which nourishes the liver and thus the expressive yang archetype is dulled from the principle) which makes her need more. This issue seems to have plagued relationships for eternity and I strongly believe that sexual experience is engaged in far too often which is the primary cause of draining that "passion field" that once existed in the start when there was contrast emanating from this more potent field. When a man does Jing retention and cultivates higher order substances over a period of 3 months the attraction is going to skyrocket and that instinctual drive that the sacral will move you through shows up very very potent but when that's empty and there's no buffer then there's nothing and the relationship ends because the very supply that once existed in the start that caused the anticipation has been depleted. Sleeping with women regularly is going to destroy a mans "magnetism" regardless of what you think because it's mechanical and when the buffer is depleted then good luck feeling a consistent sense of self and the woman will pick up on the quality of the field geometry being dulled and react, it's natural in fact for that because she's unconsciously threatened by the supply being dropped off where for the man her supply for the most part is consistent because her supply isn't able to be depleted the same way. This has been known for thousands of years, it's not new. The solution is to realise that we've all been duped and played with what sexual expression is about in the modern world and that for the men being drained means the end of the relationship for a woman who's not supplied well in herself and relies on that external yang to provide her what she doesn't have, regardless of if the sacral responds in the start or not.

The other point about how moving in can destroy the contrast is because then there's no sensation of being of having that distance between you still that you're looking to close, thus the conceptual sensory level manifestation will reflect this and keep the excitement present where both will very much desire each other. It's a function of both the contrast being negated and normalised (not a bad thing if both people are nourished and have supply buffer) and also being drained as a man who cannot provide the same level of vitality from the significant stimulation and depletion that regularly sleeping with your woman can bring. That's going to result in the sense of self being depleted (to a degree depending on the level of depletion of substance and how far below baseline buffer you are) and also destroy the contrast that would be present if you're away because that magnetism emanating from the root is gone. The pressure is required to be present for this excitement to stick, else it runs fast and fades fast because of normalisation and depletion and all the elements that go with this. When you're with someone then you think you can relax and not need to sink into the sensation of being the king and all that you would on your own when you're attracting someone and so your thematic change. There's also the conditioning you're going to receive from them too which can challenge you and link you into circuits that aren't self so there's many elements here at play but I say the biggest one is the drain on your internal supply as a man and the negation of contrast in the relationship where things just become "normal" again. This is not a bad thing as I said for those who are well nourished but a vast majority of people aren't there and when you're in that place of being in the relationship living with your SP then the thematic sensations you once owned now fade away and to a degree you disown part of your supply. This also relates to the automatic thoughts that manifest due to the normalised sensation as there's now no contrast to remind you of the supply being limited on the outside and so you almost become dependent on them too in that place. The most successful relationships unfold when the man is being himself to the same degree and can respond from the sacral knowing when to provide and when to pull back and is driven by intuitive impulse from within to play out the greater themes which are nourishing. The more the man plays his role in this part the more supply he's going to have at baseline even if he's being drained regularly with her so it's all down to are you being yourself without compromise? She will always want you if you're a supply, no matter what. If you can't be the supply and she's not secure and has no access to her own supply and can't be ok not having you for a while then it'll die quickly because the manifestation of the contrast is visible again and she goes into "needing" mode just as before you met just as you do when you're depleted and can't get supply of your own. Needing. Tapping your internal thematic processes is the solution to all this stuff and owning your vitality and performing internal alchemy and not being driven by lust for things in the world that are stimulating and drain you. All of the things we speak of apply here. Owning your supply means owning it in all ways and having that internal security and stability that you don't need anyone's approval for you to have permission to do your thing without a shred of shame or guilt or fear or compromise on any level. She will find that attractive not because it's some magic psychological element but because you're just holding your supply and owning it, like she's feeling the result of the field geometry speaking not what you're doing physically alone. Confidence can only truly manifest through the field geometry, not through the actions and mannerisms and words. It's all natural as a result of being nourished. When you compromise on being yourself around someone because you're seeing them as a supply and if you "placate" to their seeming perception of you (which is usually not what you think and the fantasy you project is a manifestation of the lacking supply to stimulate your mind into actions when it should emanate from the authority within) to try and gain favour but in reality your field geometry is doing the speaking and you lose because she's holding the vitality card and you're depleting yourself without realising it. This is all how low value and low vitality people make manifest their limitations in relationships and people come to me all the time thinking imagining something will change them magically when in reality it's all the field geometry speaking for you when you own your internal supply. If imaginal scenes is going to bring about the reality of experience to transform you then that's great but the truth is it's almost always because you've disconnected from your supply and you're fantasising to make up for the lack. Fantasising in your imagination does nothing because it only proves you've been heavily depleted and are basically using the imagination to cope with how miserable you are. The further you descend into this while in the relationship the harder it will be to keep. All the manifestation stuff works through the mechanics I spoke of. THROUGH it.

So so soooo many people see these elements in a vacuum and placate these points to prove limiting beliefs instead of looking at the mechanics of consciousness and the alchemy at play. That's what's always driving this stuff.

 

27/8/24

I believe that the root pressure of the kidney qi that drives attraction is actually a conditioning field of the not self that influences us into making decisions out of lust and drains the sacral access to substance out of that. The whole male domination of female over history I believe is a manifestation of this complex, now the genders are being warped with rainbow culture which is another manifestation of the uncontrolled lust warping the decisions. The clear mind who holds no list be love and who can express pure root pressure from what is defined and know the sensations of not self are on the path towards enlightenment. They don’t need to give into that influenced field of lust that’s not even really theirs. I mean how else do we even explain attraction on the geometry level? It’s primarily root pressure influencing and conditioning the people around us. Everyone feels this just as they feel the other channels condition them. Those who retain and withdraw their root pressure (kidney Yang and essence) to drive them inside to be themselves are the ones who win because they’re being their own supply from the base and other people who are depleted will either desire that and lust after that immensely powerful conditioning field or they will feel devalued and it will bring up their lack because of the pressure that geometry puts them under on that level. This is why people who go long streaks of celibacy end up having very polarising experiences with other people. You’ll notice other generators wanting to get in your space without permission, it’s influencing their drives because unconsciously on the field geometry level they feel that if they can taste your immensely powerful field they’re going to feel better. This drives other generators to not respond and be driven by fantasy. Your SP will likely compromise just to “get access” to your supply which of course will also lead them to unsatisfaction because its emanating out of not self and then people wonder why they end up in mental debates after. You’d do the same thing if you saw someone hot you wanted and had some fantasy coming from the not self, you’d put them on the pedestal if you’re depleted to feel that “I’m getting what I want” sensation which almost always thematically relates to the need for supply out of depletion and almost always results in compromise patterns even if you get the link just to continue that supply that feeds conditioning. You’ll continue to live in fantasy while your field geometry speaks for you saying “I’m depleted and need you as my supply” and the other person will run for the hills because their boundaries would be established and not want to be drained by you. It’s a natural manifestation of the root conditioning field in ways other than just “starting things that aren’t for you”. 

I’m going to further study the root pressure more closely because I strongly believe that these pressure centers are a huge factor in conditioning when it comes to manifesting specific people. It’s about having capacity and direction that leads you onto their fractal. It’s about the supply of base vitality in unrefined substance that requires refining through holding and circulating it. Holding that drive to act on things in the world and turning it inside out. We’re really striving to turn all the pressure from the mind and the root inside out and direct that into alchemical transformation of the created substances out of this flipping of the interior environment. We begin to experience an entire world from within us that’s just like the world on the outside and in fact likely explains what happens in imagination. The exploration of the interior environment provides us the essential experience to transform without any external interference. Imagining a scene inside and having the thematic sensations activate and the channels that relate to the archetypes underlying the imaginal sensory experience is performing alchemical transformation in itself when the imaginal scene is targeted in its implication. This explains why specific scenes can prove to be more impactful than what’s flowing through the context available to the mind and that most often results in fantasy arising out of not self vs the fixed thematic definition. The question then becomes what if someone doesn’t have defined pressure centers. How does a supply of pressure manifest? Is the supply entirely from outside to learn through the contrast then about how their internal pressure feels and to use that when they recognise it. Usually it’s unconscious in its influence so that would take significant time to map the pathways and understand it.

This idea of “value” mediating perceptions and drives of others around you is this process outlined. It explains pretty much everything that LOA thinks is just thoughts manifesting when the fact is it’s all nourishment formula doing it’s thing. Nourishment is everything. People will respond to you or they won’t, to think that just because you’re a powerful supply that other people will all of a sudden start to magically respond out of their inner authority is fantasy, not so say you can’t be there and provide supply, but to think that you can elevate others into transformation is silly because the most influence you’ll have is that your pressure will remind them of their lacks and if they’re not ready to face that there’s nothing you can do to change them. That’s unpopular in this community but the fact is I’ve never seen any reliable proof from anyone in earth that you can force someone to transform through imaginal experiences. If they do transform it will always be naturally unfolding and will more often than not result in conflict as they work through their stuff, the only difference is they will actually transcend the not self and disown or own what needs to transform instead of conforming to the conditioning out of the need for external supply. Those who are more powerful who can seemingly magically manifest change in others even for the better and to lead them to transformation comes out of you being that supply to them and to provide them contrast and drive to be themselves further. The alchemist said that those who do gazing regularly more often than not end up spontaneously causing transformations in others because of that pressure they emanate. If the Christos walked the earth as is portrayed in the secular history interpretation of the Christian bible then he’d only be able to perform miracles through his immense power to transform you from within as an effect of his pressure interacting with you. His supply interacts with your resistance and in essence forces it out of you. It’s very unpleasant being around him because he will bring up all the degeneracy and compromise patterns of the conditioning and show it to you without ever speaking to you because his field will do all the talking. That’s how it works. You’re the same, when you’ve got “magic influence” over people by thinking about them you’re basically targeting them wit’s your field and through that interaction you force them to transform. It’s still their decision to let go and accept what’s being dissolved because they don’t have to but the more proportionate you are to greater process (your thematic supply of influence hence why I say manifesting happens top down through the principles and thematics, personified expressions or not) then the more purifying force you have around others and especially those who you directly interact with. It’s alllllll yin and yang, reception and supply. Qi is said to be nourishing and substance is the carrier of Qi or really we could say that Qi is substance in motion, the aether in motion, and thus tension as voltage or divergence as magnetism are manifestations of Qi just on different harmonics and thematics as the product of the interactions of processes of the various self recursive cycles generate new substances as the emanation naturally unfolding. Complex stuff. 

More refining to be done. So many dots. 

 

So I've been hearing more examples from people in tough relationship experiences and the thing is that most often it goes like this. The person who's feeling stuck and is compromising feels that what they've got now is worth the suffering over the possibility of the unknown and losing opportunity by leaving and moving on. They're afraid of moving on because they don't think they'll get anything again. This is the issue, because they're not nourished. This same thought process goes for basically all limiting beliefs and is a manifestation is attachment to something in the world for supply. You've disowning yourself and buying into what's not self and thus you've disconnected from your internal supply of vitality and nourishment and this is also why you've got nobody else there for you because you're literally like a parasite who's just draining the life out of everyone else. If you've got no value to provide, as in what's fixed within you that you're disowning which is your path of least resistance, then people will avoid you at any cost, that's if they've got value in themselves too because two parasites often link up because they can both drain each other in regular cycles. This goes back to the situation with men generally being used and abused by women in the long term. It goes both ways but there's more men who end up in a bad place because there's more consequences. For women there's less consequences and therefore the limiting beliefs don't stick as hard which gives them a sense of self and supply that's significantly greater meaning they hold the power as the man begins to compromise and live in the mind thinking that fitting in will gain favour when the field geometry is doing all the talking. For the man in the stuck relationship it always comes back to are you compromising on your intuitive impulse and devaluing yourself to fit in with what she wants on the regular? I know that when they will start to slowly withdraw (what they're naturally going to do when there's not as much supply from you) you need to also withdraw and cultivate vitality and spend time in your zone. With this time away from the action you'll basically become attractive again like you were in the start and she's going to want you again because you're still there and it's easy for her. The men need to "sacrifice" more because how they gain vitality is just different, that's just how it is but when you know that you can use that to basically manifest anyone. That's why I say to myself any time I recognise issues showing up that I can get anyone I want and there's really nothing to worry about and so I withdraw and cultivate and then it's fixed and it's hot again where the cold takes a back seat like it was forgotten. No magic imaginal acts required, it's just supply and demand. Metaphysical marketing.

Relationships are like the stock market. There's always peaks and dips and corrections when there's overexpression. This is a fundamental process we can see in every aspect of reality. There's never ever a continuous upwards trend and peaks and dips exist to expose contrast to drive us further towards our internal supply and be purified under that pressure, else we continue to suffer. The essence here is to see the peaks and the dips for what they are and just live according to them without identifying and buying into the peaks or dips.

I also want to speak on the subject of dopamine addictions and such and that simple romance isn't engaging anymore with modern people, especially those of my generation. They need more to feel less, and that means that healthy whole loving relationships are going to need a man to hyper stimulate the women in order to feel something of benefit. If both parties dopamine fasted and started increasing their space they'd end up in a place where they'd find attraction naturally because of more being felt for less stimulus. This issue is so prevalent that almost nobody can escape it. This once again has to do with supply and satisfaction. Modern women aren't sensitive to simple stimulus and the modern world has basically warped their circuits to need such intense levels of stimulus to feel nourished that almost nobody can provide that. There's all these levels that go into it, women need to be properly sensitive to receive what's on offer, to feel more with less. That's the issue that's making the drained men have an even harder time providing supply. Nowadays more is less and too much is normal. Those who have less than "average" are basically seen as useless when before it was different because the supply was open to receive whatever was on offer as the sensitivity was there for that and she felt more from less. Less money and less look and less of anything modern standards seem to be and so because we've got this whole "I deserve the best" mindset it's constantly got people searching and searching and searching for better and better to feel satisfied because their circuits are so depleted and nobody is actually well nourished. This is why the people who have less and don't feel the entitlement and aren't hyper stimulated are content with less. It's your problem that you're unsatisfied and want more, it's your issue nobody else's and so men who can only give so much (really it's less than it should be still anyway given the circumstances we're in collectively) and if you're demanding more than that's just due to being overstimulated. I guarantee you have a modern phone that you look at every few minutes because you're so whacked and really are so depleted and looking for attention from someone or something that nobody can ever really provide what you're looking for. That's your problem and that's going to lead you to very unsatisfying experiences when men who are recognising when enough is enough and when you're demanding more than they can provide they're going to book it and find someone who's less overstimulated and actually feels more with what they can give. That's one of the big factors here too. So many factors at play you can't just say it's any one single example. There's also the whole social circles being disrupted due to modern online social media taking that place and how people now don't know anyone else and there's no mutual contacts. Older generations found dates through common meeting places when going out with friends or family, and guess what? The women felt more with less, they felt the zaps with simple stimulus unlike today where everything needs to be perfect because the standards have been warped and everyone is exposed to it and demands it because they can get away with it. If the men were just so built in their vitality that nobody could resist then that solves that problem but then maintaining that becomes a big issue and challenges the man significantly. Modern day hyper stimulation has destroyed the relationship space in my generation in western cultures. It's by design and is a manifestation of the shifting cycles playing out collectively. It's expected and is resulting in the mutation required to adapt to the new environment so it's doing it's thing and we're all playing into the programs hands perfectly without even realising it. We're all being played like a fiddle and are helpless to stop it unless we turn within and retreat from the need to play the game the program signed us all up for.

Much more I'm wanting to go into on the general relationship mechanics and stuff in future.

 

28/9/24

It’s almost the end of September and clock is ticking.

The peaks and the dips are both temporary.

Role models really are good to have, specifically ones you resonate with and are emanating out of your resonant thematic process.

Family breakdown is a huge factor in the beliefs formed in early years which shape the not self.

I've been watching trends and the people (generally) who are around others who are self respecting to act as contrast and remind them of values and such are the ones who will mirror that as they're being influenced by that thematic direction and it brings up in them their own self respect as it's basically normal for those around them to have that. This is why people raised in degenerate houses with unavailable and or abusive parents grow up without the anchor to present the contrast and so they go out and live in the echo chamber of suffering and wallowing in the trash. If you're not around others on a regular basis then you've got no contrast. What I learned when I went to live in the city for a while is that there's people out there who will bring up things in you that you normally don't consider because that stimulus isn't there. They're not influencing you into buying their lifestyle or whatever but just the thematic contrast, that smack in the face that yeah there's people out there who can be there with you on a level of self respect where that group excels together vs being alone as individuals not having a contrast and just "presence" around them that almost uplifts you. This I believe is also why there's that saying about how those who live around wealthy healthy people take on their lives more, it's because that's your anchor and baseline point of contrast which you're normalised in experiencing. If there's none of that and you're living in some limited safe space echo chamber that's not going to challenge you and drive forward your comfort zones then good luck resolving your limitations without significant self discipline and using other methods to bring that contrast. No matter who it is, if its someone online or an image or a song or something that brings up in you that point of contrast it doesn't matter because it can all play the part you need but nothing is more powerful than actually being around other people and feeling their fields interacting with yours physically and being in those environments where you're almost forced to just face it and push forward when challenges arise instead of backing off into your little safe space and compromise on your inner authority. Some may say that's limiting because you're going to be in the conditioning fields of others but I say to a certain degree that this is necessary as it's a source of contrast to bring out of us in a different way (other than pathway work and gazing and such) the compromise patterns of not self we've identified with and are comfortable sitting in when they're really needing pressure to transform. Nothing provides pressure more than being in a situation in the real world where you just need to grow up and face the comfort zone and own what's been suppressed within you this whole time, or to drop off something that's not self.

Honestly the lack of meaningful community really is the biggest issue we face collectively. In person physical interaction and spending time in the fields of all sorts of different people we respect and challenge ourselves with. Remember this is not about just being around random crowds but having meaningful interactions with people you respect regularly and having them as your anchor to bring up the contrast and drive us into a position of respect ourselves, whatever that looks like for us. The online spaces we have here that are separate and immune from the pressure we'd face when face to face with people we respect in person means our opportunities to transform and be challenged are significantly less. I believe that because there's no regular supply of contrast on that level of being around people to be our contrast in the real world on the regular basis for us to face pressure around and be almost forced to transform means that we've got less opportunity to transform compared to those who were in these positions. It's really not about ease of life or anything that gets handed to you but being around a supportive environment with respected people who can simply by their contextual experience around you drive you into being transformed and provide the contrast to break the limitations you face. If you don't have that then you're never going to really excel in the real world and I've recognised this more than ever myself lately. It's very very important. Contrast, having a consistent supply of contrast that leads us further towards ourselves and provides us the pressure we need simply by having that comparison there out of that contrast for us to own ourselves to the degree which is properly satisfying. Being around people who are transformed and are consistently satisfied in their experienced because they've pushed the limitations and owned themselves is going to provide you almost a spill over effect of their vitality to aid in your transformation. It's a real phenomena. Men require other more powerful men to look up to, else they fall into the echo chamber of degeneracy and fail to push their comfort zones where they accept the safe spaces and continue to suffer living in fantasy without ever living the reality of their imagined scenes. Bonds are formed out of a shared mutual interest where everybody has a common vision in mind and the challenges that come out of that which everyone faces together.

People back in NG's day were more in this place by default, they had more of a degree of self respect and valued their vitality naturally. We're compared to NG's time when we're just plain and simply more degenerate on the collective. We've all accepted being overstimulated as normal and having less space to see things for what they are on the principle level has meant that withdrawing into safe spaces and rolling around in the comfort zones is easy. When it's easy to continue to accept the comfort zones and retreat and withdraw into safe spaces then you're never going to transform as the big bad shadow will forever haunt you at night when you sleep. Figure of speech. Nobody feels the desire to even want to go out and spend time around others and have that pressure applied to them to refine them. Social experiences in themselves around people you're unfamiliar with can be transforming as it's literally giving you the opportunity to transcend limitations. I saw this video like 4 months ago or something about experiments where people just faced their fears and went to speak to people on the street cold approaching and they failed miserably for days. They felt so bad but they continued and even though their self respect in the start was next to nothing over time as they gradually did have more meaningful interactions they learned through those experiences that they do not need to hide in the shadows and pretend to be someone to please others but to just genuinely engage with who they want to from a place of no attachment and no expectations. They're ok if someone doesn't want to speak with them, it's not something bad about them and eventually they became naturals where they were feeling comfortable in those places. Without being put under pressure you're not going to transform and normalise the sensation of being that person. You can feel it in the safe space but unless you've got a means to experience the reality of that pressure in a no back out scenario that's going to push your comfort zone then there's no means of contrast of experience to prove to you through testimony that you can be who you want to be. Honestly this whole thing where we almost rely on magic happening with LOA is just a cop out excuse to stay in the comfort zone and accept the safe space inside your head. We've been told that the inner conversations and all that create but as I've said it's thematic and it's all depending on how nourished you are as to how those thoughts manifest in your world. We should work with the level of transformation through pressure wherever we can without compromise because that's genuinely knowing we're going all the way. When you're retreating into the safe space then you can't say that. You're going to compromise if it's convenient. We need to drop the convenience and face the pressure for what it is and transform instead of looking in on what we desire from outside.

That sensation of being distant form your impulses feeling unworthy of being that person and having no pressure to challenge and transform is familiar isn't it? It's a familiar thematic sensation you've felt many times before after backing out and failing isn't it? That's what I mean. That thematic sensation is familiar and that's what's normalised. Ask yourself how you're going to break that down. How are you going to expand that space and cultivate new context. How are you going to normalise the temporary sensation in the mind to build and stabilise the context of being your correct satisfying self who's valuing their vitality and expressing where needed and withdrawing where needed to fulfil their process.

I see it like this. People are so stuck in the comfort zones and they've got nothing of value that they can experience in the real world around real people they respect and to grow so they all retreat to the imagination to live in fantasy. This is vastly different to manifesting things specifically. Living in fantasy and manifestation are both generated outcomes of how correctly you're living. If you're just fantasising all the time thinking that because you're fantasising you'll get your end no matter what then you've been duped by LOA propaganda because there's ALWYAS an element of comfort zone pushing involved in manifesting new experiences that are beyond our established accepted norms and that will always be natural. People who imagine an outcome and it shows up in their lives while in this place then it's going to be limiting and remind them of the sensation of lack still because they've not actually transformed and valued their supply of vitality and are nourished by it. Having a mindset of expressing your greatest potential and having that contrast always driving you towards pushing the comfort zones forward to experience that takes a figure of some form that we can anchor into. There's just this certain almost collective quality of consciousness that we've all accepted the safe space, the comfort zone, the easy path, the passing off of responsibility for our satisfaction to others and it's completely destroyed our vitality and supply of nourishment as we've accepted not self to rule our lives.

Not everyone is designed to be champions at something but everyone is designed to experience their satisfaction (if they're generators that is) and this will be the compass for decisions made. What do you do? You waste time sitting in the comfort zone and it just rules your life it takes over your decision making and you end up suffering because there's no contrast to raise the vital currents and activate the channels which drive intuitive impulse within you. Everybody who starts out afraid of what they want but acts on their drive without compromise without expectation of the outcome will always experience satisfaction in the end and that's all that matters. Without that then you've really got nothing because you're always going to be seeking nourishment outside of you in the world through things that aren't designed for you and continue to search for answers online or through books or whatever and just miss the point entirely. Pathway work. Pathway work.

Just to make abundantly clear here. The imaginal stuff comes through you, naturally. It comes through you and it's a result of who you're being. Your thoughts confirm the thematic sensation and the sense of self and level of nourishment you've access to. Ultimately weakness is a sign of being afraid of comfort zones. Generally speaking this emanates from the kidney meridian being weak as this is the primary supply of where our vitality emanates. Without a strong supply of Jing you're screwed. Your natural expression of self will have pressure, that kidney meridian is your supply of pressure to transform and is the supply of yang as the minister fire and qi as qi is "Jing in motion". It gives you the drive to just do what needs to be done, regardless of the circumstances and that right there is the basic definition of masculine power and it cannot be faked. If you cannot own from within you and how your sacral is driving you then you're going to rely on external stimulus vs your internal drive that's naturally emanating through you when you cultivate it. This ruthless drive to just face adversity like it's your only function will take you further in life than ever. Responding is what we're about, not reacting. We respond and not react out of the emotional states. We see the emotional states and laugh as we make the decision that the form drives us towards. What does that feel like? It feels like the thematic sensation of when you experienced that in the world. Remember a time and bring that up. Sink into it. Sink into it deeply. Gaze and sink into it. Drive yourself by that sensation, that emanating vital current raising inside your field geometry being the ruthless fire of passion for life. Where's your fire? Are you ever driven by default or do you need to rely on external stimulus to bring it up. Normalise that sensation, sink into the imagination and use it to push you forward, imagine the fulfilment of your comfort zones and destroy the safety net that you're falling into. Burn it with that blazing fire. Eradicate the safety net and make it impossible to fail because you will be forced to transform. Make it impossible to avoid transformation. Reality and your fractals and the progression of your consciousness through it's path will always play out how it's designed to and all you can do is essentially speed it up. The alchemist told me that the gazing accelerates the natural unfolding of the subconscious mind that we'd normally experience through other means, breaking limitations and owning what you're defined with is accelerating this greater process unfolding in your reality but as I said it's means and how it manifests cannot and will not be changed, just your relationship and "readiness" for it when it does show up. Knowing that all emotional states are temporary was what changed my life. KNOWING it. Disconnecting from it and tapping the internal supply by focusing on your path vs the desires of the flesh in the world that you don't need. So what if you don't get the desire. Big deal. Own your path and your metaphysical unfolding process and walk it without mercy. That's where your satisfaction unfolds and all the resources you need for that will naturally fall into your lap when you're receptive.

There's so many elements that connect I cannot fathom to weave them all into one coherent piece to read. 

 

The reason why when you're diving into a specific belief or something and you find people who are going to reciprocate that is because you're on their fractal line. You're in the same greater processes they are.

Interesting idea here too. I imagined myself falling off my scooter for some reason as I was imagining going out and riding in the rain and the image just showed up in my mind (which happened last year) and I felt my splenic response of the tingles making my feel like I needed to react. This was a physical sensation to an imaginary phenomena. So this demonstrates to me that what's imagined and seems real (the image was very very quick and stayed in my mind for like 1 second with my eyes open so it didn't take much) will cause the form to act as though it's there in that moment. It's actually causing currents to circulate out of that response because the composition of that experience I had represented a threat to my safety which is why the tingles went through me to brace even though I just had this random image flash in my mind all of a sudden.

 

29/9/24

Notebook 8 is noticeably slowing down. Though I have a few hundred tabs open on my browser and it's eating up over 16gb of ram so that's likely a factor too. I study a lot. Either way contrast is literally the secret. Contrast drives changes. Contrast brings a shift in context, a shift in the mental momentum and the mental environment and generates new thematic sensations within us. If those sensation are consistently embodied and acted out, either in the mind through the reality of experience or in the corporeal reality then you've got testimony to sink into and use as basis for your established state. Contrast is the desire. Contrast is what draws us towards desire, the desire of the senses. Contrast is what we move into and dissolve through normalisation of the thematics involved. Our consciousness resonates a new signature and if it's correct for our fixed functions then we will be satisfied. Contrast. It's so abundantly clear about how this works. Embody the thematic sensation of something and you experience corresponding sensory level manifestations (all manifestation works this way not just what we believe manifestation is) which confirms and reflects the incorporeal level sensation you've moved into. This contrast is required to activate the "burn off" process where alchemical transformation unfolds and we feel the difference in sensation as an aetheric pressure gradient that represents the natural measure of magnitude the conscious mind goes through to normalise the sensation that experience represents and if it's correct for your fixed functions then you'll be nourished and satisfied which is the stabilised experience of of expansion of consciousness. Proportionality. Nourishment. Nourishment works both ways, both as a result of transformation and as a cause though no matter what contrast will always be the process the consciousness goes through in transformation. That process often involves various peak and dip cycles, naturally, and when we lose sight of the overarching process we're unfolding and see with narrow vision the depths of the dip without the contrast then we will backslide into comfort and away from transformation which deletes your satisfaction in an instant as the thematics are now warped and signs will follow.

The one who goes all the way is the one who is satisfied. This metaphysic is the missing part of the process, space facilitates this greater context and to see your reality for what it is. It's a composition of thematic archetypes of consciousness being made manifest through us and we mediate these currents through the senses as represented elements of consciousness. The senses are the "delayed" level manifestation of the archetypal principles of reality which comprise everything as emanations of God unfolding like branching integrated circuits all generating their own fractal processes we buy into and get lost in. That's what we call reality and manifestation. You're unable to avoid mediating these incorporeal principles of consciousness because it's the fundamental substrate of all things which is why everybody is always manifesting. God is always processing and unfolding, literally. The master is the one who deliberately decides to take upon their corporeal consciousness only the principles which represent their proportionate connection to this emanationary process as the supply of nourishment experienced as the outcome and effect of proportionality. It's all natural.

The master manifestor is an alchemist, we're all alchemists. Are you playing out your correct alchemical ritual is the one and only question you must ask yourself? That's your built in guidance system and fixed point of comparison that will always draw contrast into your context which will lead you and drive you into transformation naturally when experienced. Going all the way with this and having the courage to leave familiarity and comfort behind is what will radically transform your consciousness and result in the correct thoughts and emotional states for manifestation to work through you as you're driven by greater consciousness in this place of proportionality to complete the great work of the immortal. Going all the way is the factor that determines what does and doesn't stick, what critical threshold you move forward and normalise and thus unconsciously manifest from as the thoughts that "push out" will naturally flow through you as confirmation of the stabilised thematic sense that's nourishing and proportionate. That's manifestation. Being extremely uncomfortable forces transformation through contrast and when you're numbing yourself to the uncomforting reality of your mediocrity you will forever fail to transform and thus the metaphysical principles and archetypes of consciousness that define your consciousness cannot become nourishing for your design.

Your inner authority will respond through these thematic sensations which propagate vitality through your channels and you will feel the drive to transform. If you constantly ignore that pleading voice within you to wake up and get real (to touch the folded up reality within which represents your completion and thus satisfaction) then you cannot even begin unfolding that folded up truth which holds the seeds of manifestation you're unable to experience. You fail to see the greater process that represents your potential for nourishment and instead accept the conditioning to buy into mediocrity and accept failure in disguise as comfort. Provide your form the conditions by which it can most efficiently drive you towards your fulfilment and bask in the satisfaction of having gone all the way, having completed the task. Contrast. This metaphysic is so vital.

All this trash we hear in the LOA community that tries to explain this with mental games miss the point entirely. You cannot escape the metaphysics that define manifest reality and thinking that mentally tricking yourself into believing you're in the end will only naturally lead to transformation anyway because you're going to require a stabilisation of the archetypal composition of consciousness that represents. All this ignorant trash we hear from these people who know nothing about the alchemical functions of consciousness will burn away and leave remaining the pure substance of truth under it. Have we ever considered that being moved into contrast after imagining the state of the wish fulfilled is part of the process and is how your form is driving you but you're so use to comfort that anything which pushes your weak and feeble comfort zone is fun away from out of fear.

You're so depleted in vitality that any little uncomfortable sensation will tear your reality to shreds. How pathetic. These people who watch endless videos and read every book who are searching for something they're being reminded of every day and yet running away from because they've been told feeling uncomfortable is bad and doesn't represent the state of the wish fulfilled. This idea of the so called wish fulfilled magically having the ability to bypass the transformation process through contrast and playing out the fixed alchemical functions which define your consciousness and build testimony in a natural way is the issue. NG failed to explain the importance of contrast and chocked it all down to desire. Burning desire. Desire is uncomfortable because it's bringing up contrast and we've been told that satisfying that contrast in the mind will complete us without actually experiencing the alchemical transformation in the corporeal reality that metaphysically represents the transition between states. Once it's done it's because you've gone all the way, so it's either that the imaginal scene will already be comfortable for you and thus drive you towards that satisfaction naturally or it will take you through the necessary transformation to bring about the realisation of the constituent archetypal components of consciousness that represents which will not be satisfying in the end unless it's proportionate to your fixed definition themes.

I wrote about the idea that the bridge that manifests as uncomfortable experiences is actually naturally how your end is unfolding and yet you're going to retreat into the safe zone where you can avoid feeling the pressure to transform which permeates every element of consciousness there is in existence. Everybody who is satisfied underwent transformation to some degree, it involved them giving up control from the mind and accepting the response the form is driving them towards. This acceptance is the state of the wish fulfilled as it's naturally how your form will be driven to experience the satisfaction as you simulated response in the imagination, just as I explained how the form responds with the splenic sense when you imagine being in danger. The sacral authority will respond too and drive you into that experience without you realising IF there is sufficient vitality to undergo transformation and as I said before the degree of buffer vitality you've access to determines the degree of transformation your consciousness can undergo. If there is a false sensation of satisfaction that "tricks" the form into depleting this buffer space as there's no pressure to transform then you cannot experience the wish fulfilled to anything that's beyond your comfort zones. That's reflected in the whole evolutionary theory that atomists think is all there is but is just a reflection of the metaphysic we're talking about. Pressure is required for transformation and vitality is required to have a light to shine in the darkness to illuminate the fear and see it for what it is represented as the unfolding of the movement through the pressure towards satisfaction and realised nourishment. That's how you normalise a sensation of being, a sate as NG puts it. To believe that it's all magic and has next to no basis in alchemy which is the fundamental mechanic of reality is just degeneracy and I will expose NG for his failure to explain manifestation and how complete lack of understanding of what it actually is as an alchemical nourishment formula.

Destroying false authority is my function of consciousness after all which is why I have desire and feel satisfied when I complete that function as it nourishes me. I feel pressure but when I accept that pressure and act through that impulse I win. You're the same. Know what your functions of consciousness are and fulfil them and normalise them and push forward your barriers to comfort as you transform and leave the weak in the dust. They will look up to you and admire you and see you as their supply. You become the supply when you are nourished. You cannot be nourished unless you're satisfied and you cannot be satisfied unless you've faced the pressure and gone all the way. That's transformation and it's natural and necessary for manifestation to unfold for a vast majority of people because a vast majority of people accept mediocrity and hide behind the cope of the magic of LOA to push forward their comfort zones without actually experiencing the transformation and going all the way to receive their nourishment that's rightfully theirs to own. Owning your nourishment means owning your fixed thematic processes of consciousness which is what you provide and supply for those receptive and how you "move" the world on a thematic level through the near infinite degrees of fractal processes we're all integrated within and are driven by naturally. Own it. Be yourself without compromise and stop wasting time. Contrast.

Imaginal experiences that manifest are already comfortable and reflect your sense of self (the degree of nourishment your inner authority has to respond to with yes or no) and often come through you spontaneously due to how you've led yourself into that state. The thing about the imaginal senses which represents how manifestation unfolds is that the scene is your end that represents the satisfaction your inner authority responds to with a yes providing there is sufficient nourishment present for the transformation required to unfold (if transformation is required which is why we cannot manifest things that involve transformation when we're depleted and often experience intense feelings of fear and such like I use to) and that then will naturally provide the form a thematic anchor represented through the imaginal senses to drive you towards. It's still part of your fixed thematic nature else it cannot be satisfying and it cannot be "done". Without there being a satisfying function to the experience you're not going to reflect that in the world and whatever does manifest will still leave desire on the table and you wanting more.

People who manifest things such as an SP out of their limited need for certain things in the world to appease their compromise patterns keeping them in comfort zones (an SP that can provide them something that keeps them away from responsibility for example or changing them to conform) is something that a vast majority of people think manifestation is when the fact is these people are still going to be unsatisfied for the reasons presented above. Success stories about this prove nothing as more often than not they're manifesting desires of the mind out of conditioning which lead them to still having desire and is why providing an imaginary stimulus that represents your satisfying end is important for the form to respond to. Providing imaginary stimulus that reflects what you truly desire, what the form can respond to with satisfying "yes" as the thematic sensation that's resonant, will be your ticket to fulfilment and completion and will provide you the right contrast to drive your experiences which naturally push forward the comfort zones into the acceptance of your desire being done. Remember that the response can be a "no" and you'll still manifest that outcome but it will always reflect an unsatisfying end and often this reflects signs. There's no thematic resonance in this place and usually it comes from desires of the mind and not of the resonant thematic senses. Just because you are moved towards something you imagined that doesn't mean you're going to end up in a satisfying end and will be complete there without wanting more. The mediated bridge exists partly for the transformation of self and also for the transformation of others if that's required as it's then you being integrated within a different fractal line process those people then receive your influence of supply or reception to which changes them naturally. It's always natural. None of this is magic. The magic is the thematic element but NG failed miserably to explain that which is why RS exists.

 

I remember before about why I failed to manifest what I wanted. I'm not going to tell the story here but I think I actually understand more now as to what caused me to stay in the comfort zone with my first SP manifestation which caused me to fail. As I write these out I learn new things too because I don't think before I type the keys just get pressed and as I'm writing it out I see things I've not seen before. This all comes through me. It's normal though so I don't experience contrast unless it's an insight that opens me up. When you've normalised the comfort zone you get confidence naturally. Confidence is a product of being correct and it comes through you when it's needed. You can't turn it on or off on demand it's only going to manifest through you when the form drive you into that place and "trying" to be confident only proves you're lacking in nourishment and depleted where the form isn't normalised in the thematic sensation it's resonant with. The initial stages of this transformation often are bumpy but when you've been through it a few times the sensation stabilises and you naturally begin to express yourself as that person just as I've been here in the notebook almost unconsciously. Naturally. Naturalness is the point. Naturalness is the normalisation of contrast through transformation and nourishment. This is why things you imagine casually from a nourished place will always manifest in satisfying ways as there's vitality for the response to play out and the experience to be fully realised. When you're depleted and not nourished sufficiently your experience of the sense of self will be warped and result in signs no matter what you do. When you cultivate vitality you'll naturally increase magnetism as it's normalised and the sacral has more substance to work with in response. The composition of the field geometry reflects this as magnetism and opportunities will show up your way because you're emanating resonant themes of consciousness. Lucky syndrome happens when you're comfortable and or increasing your baseline nourishment through more subtle means of transformation such as what which gazing can do through dreams.

"When a generator is correct their influence over the other is extraordinary"
-RA

 

Random thought.

Interesting idea that every cycle where the collective falls into complete degeneracy and self destruction it damages the Jing and thus new children are born with more and more deficiencies. The rave likely will show up as a result of this, the mutation caused by the Jing being whacked so bad that it had to form new structures of authority to adapt to the degenerate reality.

 

Emotional authority. Must speak about this now.

Waves, peaks and dips. I know what Ra means, it's the critical threshold at which you gain clarity and there's your decision. The boundary was the experience of that threshold being crossed, although it happened long ago it took a long time before you could release that need to hold on. It's a function of recognising the repetitive cycles of peaks and dips and seeing in that where am I being drawn towards insight that I'm not acting on. Is this for me? Am I satisfied in this place? If you're a manifesting generator and you've emotional authority like me you'll basically go through intense cycles of peak and dip over things you've compromised on that you don't want to continue to play out but it takes a certain critical threshold to be able to make that decision. Since the emotional system is connected directly to both the sacral and the root, it's going to gain intensity from the kidney yang and the liver blood supply that's held and the qi that's distributed through that. In other words your ability to actually to act on less dip and have insight sooner requires the lower order substances to be circulating providing that supply for the intensity to be present in the thematic process that's playing out that's not resonant. You'll feel more with less stimulus and the decision to act on the boundary you're feeling is crossed sooner will be amplified vs sitting in this uncomfortable state over and over and over and nothing changing. You'll be able to make the decision with clarity sooner and with more intensity because the circuit is highly nourished. It's beyond the thematic sense, this is the emotional output which represents the authority determining if this thematic is correct for you and the frustration that arises out of that place from the sacral being stuck unable to express its vitality correctly. When you've got a nourished lower half you'll be able to make firm decisions more discreetly with emotional insight through observing the peaks and the dips and recognising what they represent to you. Through experience of these waves you can see what's for you and what's not and thus make decisions accordingly that are satisfying. Knowing that is the solution to half of the peoples issues on earth is profound.

 

 

Just an idea. Seems my baseline is shifting pretty well I’ve had lots of new manifestations unfold. Things shifting around. Gonna make a private group where people come on every day at a certain time and gaze with me personally. It’s a way to get people together in a group and to hold everyone accountable to show up and do the gazing. 

 

30/9/24

It seems to me that many people who flaunt massive figures of money use that to compensate for their inner lack of real wealth, sense of self and nourishment. These people have next to no courage or confidence to be themselves and they hide behind the money which was accessible to them and didn't require transformation to attain. It's what requires transformation more often than not that actually builds character and nourishes us. People who have looks can be the same, they have an appearance they didn't have to work for because they were born with it and so anything that involves pushing the comfort zones will be seen as something to avoid. This theme comes up all the time. Confidence in the true sense comes through us when we're nourished and not compromising on being ourselves where any time a comfort zone shows up to keep us in the box we're right on top of that to transform. The alchemist said many times that the only real difference between those who complete the great work and those who don't is that the people who are still stuck as the ones who continue to choose to be in the box. You don't really need to do any magic rituals or whatever you just need to recognise that when the comfort zones are being pushed forward and you back off under that pressure you're staying in the box. People who are actually respected have mastered this. This is what will transform everything in your reality if you own it. It's the most challenging thing imaginable because it requires the enduring of being uncomfortable and being ok with that to attain nourishment.

Dissolving resistance is exactly the same thing, doing it in the world or in the imagination. If the reality of experience is present and you're moving into that under pressure in an implied manner which represents your path towards satisfaction and own it then you've transformed, at least to a degree if not fully. Just because someone has something doesn't mean they had to "work" for it, meaning there's no degree of transformation they underwent to attain that manifestation. It was something they're accepting of and were comfortable with already. Transformation that comes through correct decisions is a refining process, and so the people who have things that you don't yet likely are still wallowing in resistance unconsciously going through peak and dip cycles which will inevitably get worse and worse until they face the pressure and make the correct decision. That's how it always plays out.

 

Someone asked me the other day about the idea of semen retention too which isn't something I've discussed here in depth, though I'll post my response here:

 

Yes it's important but not for the reasons most who are in that circle believe. There are also many many different levels which retention processes can be applied which all have different effects too. Primarily it will nourish the Yin and stoke the minister fire of Yang which propagates essence and Qi through the channels which in turn nourishes the circuits where our thoughts and coherency of emotional states will reflect this. One manifestation of this is free testosterone representing yang elevating after 2-3 months. 100 days is what the Daoist alchemical texts speak of to cultivate chu, yes chu not qi, which is a precursor to yang Jing which is used for restoration of vitality.

This of course will have a knock on effect on consciousness and how you experience your inner authority especially if it's driven through the sacral or the solar plex. Your magnetism and luck will of course naturally increase through this increased supply of vitality that others will be receptive to. It's like what's fixed will shine brighter and seemingly "magically" confirm to you your value and sense of self because you're nourished.

Depletion of kidney essence yang and yin will result in fear showing up and clouding your emotional system leading you to making incorrect decisions and being effectively unable to sink into the state of the wish fulfilled. People who excessively waste kidney essence (the seed) will always be depleted and be needing more and more because they've no internal supply to nourish their circuits from the over stimulation.

You don't have to be retaining though for your basic level nourishment to work for you (the people in the example who went to NG lecture) and to be able to make correct decisions (such as keeping firm boundaries and dropping what's not nourishing or depleting self with courage) as there's generally a buffer space in healthy people that naturally gives them this ability. Those who are already depleted will require retention to move forward and manifest as they're lacking basic nourishment and have no buffer space to feel uncomfortable through transforming resistance. Retention improves your capacity to transform resistance as the supply of purifying current is elevated to provide contrast.

NG also didn't disprove anything and he completely failed to understand the mechanics of the alchemical transformations of these substances and how they nourish the various archetypes of consciousness within us. He looked at this under the "morality" view that most Christians see this under and not from a mechanics view which is why he's both correct and incorrect in saying that it has no effect. Your mind cannot override the degree of nourishment you have in buffer unless it's used to release resistance and or transform through making decisions under pressure that serve your end.

There's many many more levels to this but in essence retention of base substances will elevate your baseline level of nourishment which will always no matter what positively impact your consciousness and the stability you have in imagined states as well as the depth of that state in how much "reality" you get out of less stimulus. It's also a sub function of subconscious capacity as the yin fluid is what is transforming in that process and from my experience accelerates the process due to the nourishing substance present to clear out channels with resistance. You feel more with less stimulus and all your senses are elevated which demonstrates another level of manifestation (completely unconscious mind you which once again disproves the direct assumption idea as it comes through you naturally when the metaphysical conditions are aligned in you correctly) of how retention practices can impact your manifesting ability.

Retaining alone will not magically boost anything like a placebo it's all alchemical and mechanical and the effects on consciousness unfold through us as a result of the nourishment of that. That's my simple take on this.

 

That's the response. So one element I didn't speak on was the root pressure. Literally root pressure is the primary function this has because it's the essence we're retaining and retaining means to build pressure, root pressure specifically. The root in human design relates to the kidneys and adrenals which of course are the storehouses of Jing in the field geometry, Jing being the prime substance that's unrefined and unpurified. It's the primary essential supply of yin and qi as the kidney transforms it to nourish the body. Qi is Jing in motion, catalysed Jing. Base Qi isn't something of major restorative power but is required for base functions of the field geometry. The real magic behind the retention process is an increase in literal voltage in the nervous system as essence nourishes marrow and manifests as myelin sheath which is a higher order manifestation of kidney essence filling the field geometry to be conductive. You feel this as "drive" as the form quire literally will want to act on it's own, you almost won't be able to help but get more done as the pressure from the root center is present to attain refined substances and transform. Those who retain have the essential component to actually fulfil their functions and nobody who depletes their essence can or will ever attain crystallisation when gazing as the function of the pressure is to raise that purifying current through the spine (which is where the cerebrospinal fluid circulates which is a manifestation of essence as marrow) to nourish the mind and calm the senses from the head pressure. You won't want to overstimulate yourself then because this nourishment will provide you significant sensitivity to the corporeal senses where baseline subconscious capacity is increased. I almost am willing to say that this nourishment process from retention is just another level of manifestation of the subconscious mind, which is once again why I say you need to create it because not everybody has a subconscious mind (that's sufficiently capacitive, capacity representing "pressure" or density as space between space like in a ceramic capacitor).

Most people who retain seed will more often than not claim magic powers without an understanding of what's actually happening. Whenever you think of sexual thoughts it catalyses Jing prematurely before it's reached the point of nourishment where subconscious capacity expands. NG very likely attained this place as for the conjugation of lesser and greater yin and yang (base Jing to circulate and refine over the purifying fire leading to the conjugation greater yin and yang to that circulated 2nd order substance) and is how he likely experienced most of the seeming supernatural things he didn't. Gazing works with available Jing as the supply of pressure to circulate purifying currents when you experience the quickening that shoots up the spine. They'll likely stop in the heart before they reach the head as it has with me. I require more pressure to reach the higher levels but that of course takes discipline and the facing of the purifying fire.

Any degree of tangible process that thematically relates to the cultivation and circulation of Jing will accelerate the effects of the gazing along with retaining the root pressure. Once again seed retention is literally retaining the root pressure which leads to nourishment. There's many levels of this that manifests such as the nourishment of liver yin and liver blood as well as heart blood. It improves physical vitality and your ability to take stress, this is the buffer I spoke of. The root pressure is the raising current that takes the unpurified waters and metaphysically makes that manifest through the circuits that are defined as your path of least resistance towards nourishment. For a powerful sacral response or a coherent emotional response that's going to peak within a sooner timeframe then you'll need more root pressure, and I mean internally supplied root pressure not conditioned root pressure. This is seed retention as this supplies the root that pressure to actually transform, it drives you to want to break comfort zones, to literally embody that thematic sensation of being pure and raw and filled with passion and fury for life where you crave the challenge and competition. Increased kidney yin manifests metaphysically in this way which is why the Daoists who were so into retention promoted martial arts which is one level of representation of this process refining. Competition in combat sports is something anyone can do to increase their currents and provide your the normalised thematic sensation of pushing comfort zones and is a supply I tap into. The hardening of the tendons (the nourishing of the liver meridian out of the kidney) seems to accelerate through this. Just any degree of pushing root pressure to transform relates to the metaphysic of seed retention. It's very important for men really because if you're depleting this regularly then you'll never have drive from intuitive impulse that's strong enough to respond to or you'll forever cycle in and out of emotional peaks and dips without realising how or why or what transformation needs to be made to actually make the correct decision and break the cycle of compromise. Do you see the connections to that metaphysic now? It's the metaphysic we're working with which retention of root pressure reflects. There is always the element of root pressure that's represented incorrectly for your design by doing things that aren't for you to do and responding incorrectly but you'll know if it's wrong because generators will result in frustrating outcomes meaning you're letting down your boundaries or buying into something you don't need.

My take on this is vastly different from others out there in the community who mostly make it about either physical sciences or about religious belief. Very few in the retention community understand the metaphysics of this and how it's made manifest in the various ways it does to bring about the effects desired. You just need to see this like being put under fire and being struck with the hammer like tempering a blade. You take the pressure and the heat and then cool down. This metaphysic of root pressure driving us into the fire to then reflect and refine nourishes us and expands our capacity for manifestation. Transformation IS alchemy. People who hide from the pressure and waste their internal root pressure as a supply of this metaphysic will never be able to transform and will be forever locked into the limiting reality and comfort zones that are confirmed to them every time they try and manifest consciously where the limiting thematic sensation is confirmed. The metaphysic of weakness and stagnation and frustration. No root pressure means no drive to transform which means the thematic sensation cannot shift and stabilise out of that transformation. This is why manifestation is a metaphysical unfolding process of alignment with the fixed principles that supply nourishment to our being, AKA being yourself WITHOUT COMPROMISE. The metaphysic of root pressure can be seen as the drive towards transformation, or the natural striving towards higher order.

This should literally completely explain manifestation and why everything around it is natural. Manifestation magically works for those who have root pressure and also make correct decisions out of that which are nourishing and aligned to their fixed thematic resonance. When you're nourished you almost won't be able to help but play out your fixed thematic resonance anyway because it's a natural result of that coherency, state coherency, normalised sensation that's comfortable. You see manifestation from the NG perspective is all about "daring" to assume what you're compromising on in this world that you desire to fulfil. When I say fulfilling conditions in the videos it means that you're fulfilling the aspects of your consciousness which are compromised where you're slipping your boundaries for to fit in or stay in a comfort zone. If imagining your end pushes your comfort zone forward and in the testimony of that is correct for your design then you will always manifest a satisfying end, regardless of other exact sensory outcome because the way it shows up will either be satisfying or not. When you're compromised and you imagine as an escape from your reality to avoid pushing the comfort zones then you'll fail to manifest satisfying outcomes and whatever does manifest will of course reflect to you the limited thematic sense of frustration and the comfort zone will come up to remind you of the compromise which then causes your mental atmosphere to warp and spiral in thoughts that confirm this. That's how it works for everybody and explains why people who imagine things with precision implication and in first person with all the sensory details and fall asleep in that either will transform through that because it represented the fulfilment of the compromise pattern or what shows up will always confirm the lack and safety they're stuck in.

This false sense of safety is why collectively we're under duress by the Gov to conform to man made rules on what we can and can't respond to. It's a microcosmic and macrocosmic represented process. Comfort zones are what keep your resistance in place and your manifestations as limited. That's always been the case with everybody. It doesn't matter what mood you're in or what thoughts you even have so long as they represent the thematic sensation of the fulfilment of your desire in a way that's pushing forward the comfort zone then you win. The experience I had that time where I had the "rebellious" mindset to manifesting where I went against my conditioning and comfort zones and just said screw all these conditions and reasons why I'm stuck here I'm going to get this outcome now no matter what and the manifestation unfolded the next day. None of that had to do with what I told myself or what I imagined in my mind, but the quality of consciousness itself which represented the comfort zones being pushed forward. Stagnation is staying safe and avoiding pressure, this is the sign of a weak man and he will never manifest his SP because he cannot be the supply of that metaphysic. Unless you embody that to the capacity you have and however that's correct for you then your SP manifesting situation will always be limited. This is what I learned and why I have next to no respect for the metaphysically illiterate fools who peddle it's all solipsistic mind tricks with imaginal senses that controls people to be how we want them to be. It's all natural. If transformation isn't required then it works very closely to how they say but a vast majority of people who are stuck seeing signs need to face the comfort zones and transform. The alchemist calls it the box and when you're in the box you cannot go further, you cannot go all the way until you've exited the box and owned your vitality and value that represents your sense of self.

So we should now know what the "relief" that NG speaks of means. It means you've faced the fire and you've gone all the way, you're at the end of the tunnel. Relief is the release of pressure, is it not? The metaphysic of the tempered blade being cooled down in the quenching stage. We've undergone the transformation by fire and we're quenched to solidify and stabilise the changes made under pressure. This is manifestation as RS interprets what NG says. Very unpopular in this sphere but that will soon change because people will realise the truth and reason why they're failing. LOA is already dead. NG failed to explain this process properly and took out the purification by fire element of manifesting. Why did people manifest easier back then? A big part of it is because they lived in a different world where they weren't overstimulates and exposed to degenerate social media 24/7 filled with modern manifesting propaganda and weren't compared to certain people all the time so they could experience the refined state more discreetly without distractions. Many of them were Christian too so they already had a "divine" basis to work with and likely already had families and established lives. These people weren't bottom barrel losers like most who watch LOA content today who have nothing of value in their lives and expect the top tier SP they desire to show up at their door one day just because they imagined it. Transformation is the element missing in everyone's interpretation because they're metaphysically illiterate and I've made that point abundantly clear here today. The metaphysical level of reality must be fully understood to really know what's going on. That's not going to mean that you're going to achieve massive results just through understanding though because you still require to do the work and be transformed under pressure and normalise those resonant thematic sensations that are nourishing. When NG speaks of nourishment we can see it like the end of a process, and most people who do this aren't even starting the process of transformation because they're not even targeting what's correct. You'll know what to target because it continues to come up and pathway work will reveal all the levels of compromise you're accepting and keeping safe within to avoid facing the fire. Shamelessly being yourself without compromise is the function of a god tier manifesting master.

If you're trying to specifically manifest something out of a need to solve a problem you don't want to face then you've got no chance of ever having a satisfying outcome from that  because you're still the same person.

 

Considering how nourished I’m feeling lately I’ve naturally had sensations of being I’ve not felt in a very very long time come up. Like the entire context has come into my mind in the middle of the day randomly and I sunk into it and carried it with me. That contrast became who I was because it was nourishing and natural and it felt correct because that was me. It contained the implication of various levels I had unfulfilled in that time show up again. It’s like I’ve gone back in time  I fell like I’ve gone back in time and picked up where I left off which was what I was really moving into. The reality of that is mostly natural with still contrast of the limitations present that come up but mostly it’s nourishing and feels correct as it seems to emanate from my sacral. It’s incredibly nourishing and natural, it’s got a mixture of various themes in resonant within it that I’m normalising and it all started with me simply making different decisions based on where my nourishment was. These different decisions transforms us as I wrote about before. An assumption comes out of that, the natural assumption of being someone is reflected through the nourishing current you’ve got buffer with that’s taken the form of thematic resonance within. The thoughts represent that and so they naturally flow through you. You can just feel into that person and be driven by it and make decisions from it. 

I’ve said this before but by making different decisions we’ve “unlocked” through having extra buffer of nourishment that the sense of self desired has we naturally take the form of that quite literally because all the components of consciousness are there working through us then. When you’ve got nothing there and you’re depleted then you simply cannot assume it to be who you are and make decisions from it because without the nourishment the naturalness cannot unfold through you. It really is about sinking into your supply of nourishment especially where it emanates from your authority which for me is the sacral. Owning my power gate for example was a big part of my nourishment process as well as the flow. Making decisions from that which pushed my boundaries forward into new levels of normalcy and comfort zones mediated the natural unfolding of how I loved into that. This was my bridge and I simply assumed it because I saw myself as that person and felt the response and acted on that. If it’s resonant then you’ll attain it. If you don’t have thematic resonance then you will not attain it in a satisfying way. It’s that simple. Owning the currents that represent your nourishment and how they’re represented to your senses is the path. 

 

1/10/24

Well it's Oct now. Notebook is very slow again so it seems it's time for page 9. How crazy is that. Seems it takes me roughly 1 months to fill a page if I'm doing almost daily entries.

https://realitysynthesis.com/pages/aetheraeon-notebook-9