Aetheraeon Notebook 11
Aetheraeon Notebook 11
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13/12/24
Amazing stuff I actually can type out a whole page now with this new platform without my cursor taking 5 seconds+ to catch up to where I'm typing at. I actually completed a while notebook page in like under 3 weeks that's how hard I've been going at this lately. Can't stop won't stop. RS is expanding day by day.
So you want efficient and necessary stimulus with a mixture of awareness thrown in. You simply want to be moved and have awareness come up when you're in a high contrast experience. Being thrown out when you're in flow isn't ideal you just want high contrast experiences to elicit awareness naturally and as you become more vital and sensitive through cultivating space and all that then you'll be able to just pull out of the experience and see things for what they are. Like my idea here is that you're stimulating yourself around others and in the world to the extent that you extract the information you need to process your unique insight which that stimulation led you through, right. So you're simply using stimulation as a way to lead yourself into the orientation chichi opens up your correctness, basically. I you're using stimulation for distraction then you're absolutely screwed like you're not going to have a good time with vitality cultivation because that's completely contraindicated. People think that because I run laps on certain PS1 games on my amazing JVC CRT next to my PC setup when I'm going through what Ra or someone else says that I'm overstimulated but it's not because of my variable types. The issue would be when I continue to mindlessly stimulate the senses without function or for a distraction. I have zero shame in saying that much of the time I'm going through talks with whomever I'm listening to if there's audio format (which I do better at extracting data from because I can use my variable functions better) that I'd also be running laps on CTR PS1 on like 4-5 different maps at most. Who cares. The point is about efficient stimulation to extract what you need and then just move on to the next process, and since I'm a 2nd colour determination that would come in habitual patterns that I've established, provided they're refined for vitality sake. Mindlessly just stimulating yourself with whatever and jumping from this thing to that thing and all this stuff is absolutely not constructive no matter what variable type you are. Focused direct work is FAR more beneficial and especially if you're a L orientation mind, but R as well because at that point it really doesn't matter. The point is you have enough of your awareness split between the different sources of stimulus and if you listen to your body (this will just come naturally when you lean into your determination type and own it) that you'll feel this "aha" moment and need to just write it down and since I'm R i just type and type and type and type until I'm satisfied and complete. Then I move on to the next thing that needs doing. If I stay up late at night in a streak, which sometimes I can spend more than 3 hours typing out entries without stopping because motor to throat moves me as the mani gen without really being able to feel the satisfaction until all that energy is moved through. It's simply that the stimulus is used to bring it out of you through leading the pathways into that determination variable where it's resonant and rings the bell of insight where you'll naturally be moved to type it out. It's not some magic secret sauce I was doing this naturally without even realising it, like I somehow without trying was living my design to an extent that I was very well oriented just from being myself.
This is also one of my big points. You don't need to know any technical stuff to live correctly really it's all within you already as your truth. Anyone on earth who denies this phenomena doesn't have the experience of introspection and movement through their orientation that's correct for them to know the difference. I live and breathe this stuff for years so I've had much time to contemplate and I spent a significant amount of my time in my own aura which as I said last time also matters a lot if you really want to cultivate awareness of self vs not self. Being around others and trying to purify yourself is going to be harder for most and the reasons why is because you'll have to focus extra "hard' on releasing who you are in your own space and subtracting the experiences of self when you're around others from that to see who you are in that experience without the overlay. If you know your truth then you'll be able to walk and talk around anyone on earth without being caught up in the experience and lose yourself to their view orientation, and that can also just be on the design side not only the personality side which you'd think would challenge your comfort zones and such but usually it would make you extend into directions you'd not normally be resonant with and that's because they're lighting up your planet colours. The line resonances is something I've not looked into too hard but I'm sure there's something there too.
There's also something I've observed lately relating to how your qi can seemingly influence others. Like I've been around people when they're in emotional dips to the point where they're like "I want to end it all now" and like 15-20 mins later it's all gone and they're laughing and enjoying their time again. I was never able to do this when I was depleted, no chance. I can just be in their awareness and not have any of it spill into me where I'd "catch" their orientation because now I'm the supply for them. When you're abundant in vitality everything just works. It's honestly all common sense. Thinking that thinking, or that some magic solution exists which allows you to bypass the issues you're going through is utter ignorance and is limited reasoning to justify an avoidance of responsibility of being yourself. It almost means you can "pull peoples strings" just by existing around them. This is really what I mean by having a baseline state of vitality that's expanded. You're able to exist in the world without needing anyone else as a supply because you're the one who moves people around you without effort because it's just part of your unconscious stable baseline that's always working for you. This is all design side. When you're oriented well on the design side it all just works.
14/12/24
Honestly the deeper I go into this the more I realise that almost all the work is done on design side. Truly it's almost all done with the body, not just in terms of decisions and whatnot (which is arguably everything but also not because the quality of decisions the body will move you through can be influenced by your vitality which only those who have been on both ends can understand) and that's what the alchemist said also, that this is all the work of Saturn which of course is a highly yin archetype. What can we possibly do without the form? Nothing. The reason why this alchemy is even possible is because of the form, without it the interactions that need to take place to transform the personality are impossible. The brutal bitter truth here is that the reason why you're still a miserable lacking mess is because you're dysfunctional on the side of nervous and endocrine function which in my opinion is the absolute foundation of everything. This should be the #1 direction that is worked with first and foremost because this opens up every other level of the work to be done with purifying the personality consciousness through orienting the design correctly, and all the people in HD who think this is irrelevant obviously lack the practical experience of actually living this stuff and all they do is talk talk talk talk without any actual experimentation and pushing forward the limits more and more every day. That's the thing that will amplify your available vitality, pushing your limits more every day. This quite literally is the thematic of vitality, vigour, youth. The most direct manifestation of this shows up in the endocrine system, hormones are physical manifestations vital currents. TCM made this abundantly clear to me years ago but the dots needed further connecting to the aspect of "pushing your limits" and the thematics that branch off that. It's plain as day I don't know how you can't see that now.
I've literally written about this almost daily now for like half the year logging my insights and experiences and the density of info here transcends almost every paid program on earth when it comes to the metaphysics of manifestation. There's really nothing more than just pushing your limits towards expressing and embodying your truth. Dance your dance of life. Just own it and stop questioning it. If you're a 1st line and or 3rd line and your foundation is built on questioning (which is very logic channel which I have a lot of in my chart) then allow yourself to question but don't compromise on moving with your truth that you have available with you at that time because it will only make you suffer from stagnation. Waiting and waiting and waiting WILL deplete your vitality if you sit on it. How do I know this? I sat on this stuff for years before I said anything because I was afraid and I've said many times that before I had even half the answers I do now I still presented what I knew even if I knew it needed work still. You just need enough to make your point clear and that's all. It will evolve as you evolve and that's ok you don't need to be perfect first time and that's what's holding you back for the fears of your mind are what you're holding onto over your truth and your orientation.
15/12/24
I can see it more and more. People are seeing the contrast of just how degenerate things have gotten. People long for times gone by in the blink of an eye. Nobody of right mind values the days we live in today. Nobody. Genuinely desires a world like this with cultural degeneracy and economic failure given the last 16 years has brought about one of the biggest wealth transfers in history in favour or Jewish Talmudic parasites, next to when the Rothchild's (red shield family) shorted the pound because of a false flag attack from Prussia that never came that made everybody sell up at dirt cheap prices to escape a war that never came to hit home. The degenerate Murdoch (Jew) run media. The Rockefeller and Carnegie run Education systems, all started by Talmudic Jooz to make the established Homeopathic system look bad through "science" that's become the new religious belief which determines who gets funding to do actual science from the same Joos who started it all up. The whole thing is a joke. Physics is the same, a bunch of rich guys established the foundations for the belief system everybody bought into. Germ theory and relativity are the new religions of the modern world, though they're beginning to lose followers as people like me point out the degeneracy for what it is. My view is "power" in the 4th tone of meditation. This means that through seeing the power structures and hierarchies and what's causing what from a perspective of gathering this insight out of "knowing" what's true and what's not I can discern what's what and thus my supply orients others into this direction, for better or worse.
Golan heights in "Israel' (why did NG not call out the degeneracy of the rogue state of Israel if he knew the truth about what Israel in the bible meant? Or was this silenced and he did actually talk about it at some points? I don't know but he would've known this obviously) was renamed to "trump heights" before he was Elected too, he was chosen, obviously. I god old notepad documents going back to 2021 saying that he was going to get in again next time because the people WANT him and that's exactly why he's the perfect person to push forward the carefully constructed controlled demolition of the western world and people will cheer it all on in the name of Trumpism like a bunch of blind followers. None of the people in politics who you can vote for have your interests in mind of course and this whole system is built on the weaknesses of our inherent nature, and that is that we will want to move away from taking responsibility for our own suffering. Democracy is a complete joke because it's a system of psychological manipulation to make it seem like there's free choices that are made when the fact is that the decision was made ahead of time because people will want someone to save them from their suffering. Trump literally has a campaign of "He will fix it" and "make America great again". Literally marketing to the weakest of the people out there as a saviour to avoid their own transformation. The reason why the world sucks and is overrun by parasitic filth is because people don't want to own their limitations and take responsibility and just say no when the gov puts pressure on them to conform. They represent us, constitutionally speaking, but now it's that the gov is the force that keeps sovereign people who follow their own inner authority in a state of duress if not to conform. None of this is by chance, it's all the thematic cycles that play out in the world influencing our experience on a personal and collective level.
This was truly what I saw first above basically everybody else. Seeing this at 16 or so was really what opened me up to disconnecting from the whole idea of seeing anybody as an authority over me, except those who conditioned me and I needed to work through, like my parents. It's that the free expression of the people of this world requires them to completely detach from the degeneracy that is other people determining what decisions you can and cannot make. This is literally degeneracy. Gov is the most widespread example of this. Operating in a system where literally everything is backwards and seeing it is such an eye opening experience to have. When you forget about all of that view and just accept it, because it's more comfortable, then you don't have that contrast come up, and yet you're still processing in time like the rest who ignore the obvious. How is this to be dealt with I wonder, when that view does come up? The way that's natural to you really. Just speak your mind in your day to day life when you're invited to speak. Unless you're a manifestor then good luck, you're not here to "wake up" others you're here just to know yourself. That's not your responsibility, unless you're called to do so. I had to realise this years ago when I was neck deep in thinking I had some responsibility to shove the obvious into peoples faces, and even if I was 100% correct it wouldn't make a difference because I wasn't responding to another persons invitation. Generators need invites too, it's the same thing. People will also value your position more if you've got a supply of vitality for them to leech off. They want to taste your vitality and so naturally they'll be more open to hearing from you so that the aura dynamics and interactions can unconsciously take place that reorients the designs.
This is another deeper level of conditioning playing out here. You can make your life into a nightmare if you operate from a position where you're getting into the space of others uninvited to share insights. The only way this should be done is when there's opening to speak. Otherwise you wait to respond, which is common sense anyway. Strat and authority in that sense is a common sense thing, because in essence both generators and projectors both have to wait, and to some extent so do manifestors, though they don't need others to come to them. Just apply common sense logic as a generator and you'll win. Don't get in peoples faces uncalled for.
16/12/24
"Impress the subconscious mind" has been written by so many different people over the time which is a term that has next to no metaphysical significance from the perspective of both those who write it and those who read it. NG wrote about it, Florence Shinn wrote about it (one of the first), Joseph Murphy wrote about it, Napoleon Hill wrote about it, all the big names used this term. Why? I personally believe that there's Talmudic influence that described this term in some text which has seeded the idea into the mind of the metaphysicians at the time to think in terms of solipsism about manifestation instead of from the alchemical perspective which is what source material teaches. It seems I'm going in the direction of exposing Jewish (Talmudic) influence in the community as the ones who actually propagated the idea of mind magic and probability reality shifting stuff and all the lovey dovey feel good vibes ideas which has infected the deeper metaphysical circles and effectively "drowned out" real alchemical traditions with nonsense. Their purpose was both to drown out the truth and also to give people something that can be easily marketed and bought into, such as "impress the subconscious mind" which every major guru of the manifesting world spoke about as what we're trying to do. It's also to get people away from doing deeper metaphysical investigation onto the phenomena of manifestation which is what I've done with RS. It gets people into a position where they're going to WANT to buy into the "mind magic" idea that is propagated because it's easy and convenient and safe to talk about because it's been established but that obviously doesn't make it true. I will say therefore that a vast majority of the LOA stuff out there has Talmudic roots just like the history we're taught, and how biology works, and how physics works, and how medicine works, and all this stuff I've dived into in the past that all had Jewish roots as to the origins of how it got propagated into the collective mind. LOA likely is one of those things which goes back to Talmudism.
I was just going over the history of technological progression on the consumer level desktop market, which you're likely a part of if you're reading this, and between 200-2017 from the 970 to the 7700k there was about a 2x in performance. This took 7 years, How insane is that. Now with arrow lake we've had performance that's like 7X that in about the same time when under a multithreaded load and about another 2x in the same time span for single thread. Most of these gains in intel processor power actually come down to lithography process technology advancements over anything. It was a delay in advanced lithography tech that slowed down innovation but that also meant that the trend caused a rapid uptick to compensate. So this long period of complete stagnation in the desktop user market led to a significant upswing in innovation when competition showed up with ryzen, which still sucks for low latency use. I know because I had a 3900x to replace my X99 platform with a max overclocked 5960x and it was WAYYYYYYY slower in so many cases despite being 5 years newer.
Either way it's this point I want to make here that seems to ring true in all examples I can draw. You'll find this exact same idea play out in your personal life when it comes to applying yourself into this work on being correctly oriented. When you're oriented correctly and you're uncompromising in your movement then your upswing will be more sharp but that also means that the dip that comes as a result will be harder. There will always be a corresponding degree of polar momentum that moves through you as you apply yourself into a direction. If you're stuck then you don't really go anywhere. This is why people in LOA who try and hype themselves up hardcore on their own existence thinking that this positive feeling will manifest abundance will most likely experience hardcore dips and of course identify with the dips instead of going through them and moving into a direction that values their vitality. We need to understand that all the movement here that's experienced comes out of a place of either upwards or downwards momentum and I believe the mechanics of this is always a self correcting mechanism which feeds the ajna binary and mostly through the 4th line (number). The 4th line is drawn out realisation of truth of self and this is what the peak dip cycle reveals. Most of the work we do here is on a 4th line level for the most part. It's what is my truth as I've recollected over time in going through these cycles.
This also applies to collective processes as well. The stock market will follow these up and down trends that match the solar cycles. It all corresponds and follows these predictable trajectories if you can feel into the energy of a group. The whole idea here is that without taking any of the deeper mechanics of HD into account you can almost predict the direction that progress will move and how that's going to impact the people involved in that if you understand how the cycles are playing out over time. This happens in your own life first by understanding your own peak dip cycles and out of that you'll then be able to recognise that applying yourself into a certain direction can create a specific outcome as a result. This is of course a super simplified idea of specific thematic supply and demand. If you're going to spend significant effort bypassing transformation then you're going to almost 100% certainly manifest a big dip and lots of seeming back luck experiences with people being limited or opposite in how they respond to you. On the other hand though you should be able to apply yourself into a direction that's going through the pressure to be yourself and as a result you'll find people will value you and respect you more than ever and this can be as simple as actually feeling into the thematics of your motivation fully along with working with your design side variables, but the essence of this work is going through not self conditioning and dissolving it from the inside out by making those decisions you've compromised on for so long.
I want to liken this idea to beating a challenge in a game. Real life is just like a game in that sense and the harder you play the game and beating the challenges the more rewards you'll get. Truly manifestation plays out in such a way that it's like the active avoidance of challenge is what destroys you. Going through challenges will always reward you.
These people that ask me these questions of "what if I don't know if this is correct for me" obviously aren't living from a position of facing what they're avoiding. These questions arise because you're running away from your natural orientation. You'd not need to ask this question because it's built into you. You're always being moved towards your abundance but you're thinking that it's something that needs mentally contemplating on. This is so far from the truth I can't even begin to describe. Staying in your comfort zone will mean you're going to come up with any justification for the compromise you're continuing to make. You quite simply need to go through the pressure of owning your truth to manifest abundance. Go all the way. This cannot be faked. This is what "causes" manifestation. If we stop thinking that it's all because of imaginal stuff then it opens up an entire view on how things work on a mechanical level that RS explains. The truth lies within you and living as the literal embodiment of that truth is how you win.
If we look at manifestation as a phenomena that happens through you as a result of actual lived embodied experiences "manifest" as those fixed thematic elements that you're a supply for then we can essentially cut out all the fluff of mind magic and whatnot and get to the core of how we apply this. Lived embodied experience. No hoping, no wishing, no nothing except dying in battle. Dying in battle is how we manifest, taking it from Norse mythos terms. Are you owning your truth? If owning your truth requires you to die in battle then so be it. Avoiding battle will deplete you because every time you die in battle you are rejuvenated. All of the vitality that went into that correct direction of propagation will come back to you which is how negentropy is done. Proportionate processes within processes, greater consciousness by which we're integrated within moves us and we are thus moved just like clockwork. You're to surrender like a gear in a clockwork tower and be moved when the motor moves you, given your truth is expressed through that, which is where some complication can come but for the most part moving with the motor is how you restore vitality.
The imaginal stuff applies only to the degree that this experience can elicit within us the embodiment which is leading us through correct orientation. We're using imagination to "simulate" what that orientation is like with a lived experience. The vividness matters not but the direction of implication on your truth does matter. What imaginal experience to me will allow me to live my truth? This is all that we need to apply imagination for. Nothing more. Ever. Everything else imaginal comes through us naturally. The only function of conscious imaginal experience is for us to own our truth and have the lived experience of that, which of course if that pushes our boundaries forward then we will always receive respect from the world, even if it takes a few days for that to materialise, because if you went into the correct direction of experience to the end complete then it's obviously done. It's done if you went all the way, and since you pushed the limit you can't do it again, and that's why "it's done". Stop thinking that what NG talks about imaginal senses in a vacuum with feeling good for feeling good sake and thinking that if these things are experienced then they will be replicated somehow. To some extent this is true, but if the direction is moving you away from your truth and that you're doing this to bypass that transformation then obviously all you'll get is signs of that intended experience or opposite results if you really run away from your truth. The harder you imagine to run away from your truth the harder you'll dip. This is the constant truth that rings true for literally everybody I ever talk to who tells me that this is what they experience too. Nobody I've spoken to has told me that they don't go through a peak dip cycle, even if they're not emotionally defined. This also gets to my point earlier about this whole thing where emotional authority really is a thing in everybody from that sense of how everybody will learn about their truth form their peak and dip cycles, at least to some extent no matter their definition. There's not a single person on earth who doesn't go through this as a way of realising what their truth is on some level.
To simply speak here manifestation works through you when you actually own your truth to the complete extent that you're available to express, be it in the world or in simulated imaginal experience. Both can transform you if the currents available are present for that to happen. Truth is what greater consciousness makes known to us through our body and to an extent through our personality mind with the associations to resonant concepts which ring that truth like a bell for us. Going through this is your path of least resistance. Being yourself without compromise is owning your truth which is living in alignment with greater consciousness and your pathway towards immortality. Distance yourself from all that which is not serving your truth and watch as your world transforms. The harder you go through this the more rewards you will reap from this process and before long you'll realise you need nothing and have everything. That is your truth. Live it. Breathe it. Walk it. Talk it. Embody it completely. Remind yourself of it to elicit the body response and normalise that direction of design orientation. If you've got logical and or tribal channels then return to these processes and play them out over and over until you've hit the peak of how far they can go for you. Individual circuit channels are to be experienced in momentary impulses of great drive and collective gradually leads through an experience that ends in a great crescendo of fulfilment. Work with the tones.
17/12/24
What do we do with temporary emotions? Both peaks and dips. We allow them to pass if they do not correspond to the expression of our truth, though they will often relate to an element of our thematics that resonate to us (reminding us of them through the cause of the emotional charge) which is why we buy into the emotions. The emotions are another form of cognition we can use to determine truth if we can see them as they are and what they're bringing up within us to be experienced. They're shining the light on the unconscious and revealing parts of us that hold charge. More often than not when you shift the position the light is revealing then the crystallised pattern that's stuck will not dissolve which is why you need to go all the way in sitting with it.
The culture shift over the last 15 years has been crazy. It's almost entirely flipped on its head. Rainbow degeneracy mostly is the cause. Strip people of their truth and introduce solipsistic views. I can be anyone and have anything. This is a parasitic view which feeds the narrow minded limited view on "empowerment" and such ideas that are all about taking people away from needing to be responsible from their own abundance. Blame others for why we're not where our truth is.
Reminding ourselves of times when we had abundance is very powerful because it will generate a greater context field by which we will be moved and the form will respond to if available vitality is present. The way I see this is that since it's your truth, the motors will move you into action without needing to try, though this hesitancy in the mind will be what holds you back.
I'm also experimenting with the conscious and deliberate raising of yang from the root without needing pelvic floor tension to act as the pump. This is more of a breathing and just "feeling" process.
18/12/24
Once again I had another example where I was able to just be extremely laid back and relaxed despite negative things happening around me and right after like an hour passed it was resolved and they were back to normal. It's like these examples just keep coming up when in the past I'd always have some sort of reaction from my body against being there. Like it would be telling me "get away" but now I can just handle the pressure like its nothing and I don't even care because I know it'll always work out no matter what. This cannot be faked I believe it's in a big part because of not just all the gazing but what I've been saying lately with pushing my limits forward. I'm telling you with years of experience here that pushing your limits is what allows you to actually cultivate essentially a stoic type mindset where nothing perturbs your center. You're completely unstoppable you can face any challenge and whatever pressure without stumbling over yourself with limited mental reasoning telling you to run away. The degree by which your mind will control your decisions has everything to do with how nourished your circuits are. PERIOD. There's no transformation without this process of actually being purified under pressure and to cultivate higher order substances in the form to have a baseline level of orientation that moves us to see what we need to see we must move through what we're being run up against all the time that we're bailing out from when the literal heat gets too much. Going through those moments of pressure ensures you will "level up" even if you don't go all the way you'll still gain experience. This experience as I said way back in the early pages of notebook 1-3 is that this will be your testimony which is the reality of experience of you being yourself which is you playing the right notes and is purifying the form, literally washing away not self as you go through it. This process is exactly what I'm talking about.
If you think you need to do this with everything you "manifest" then obviously not because you're going to be comfortable with certain things once you've reached a degree of nourishment where you can imagine yourself into experiences that are fulfilling and those seeds will move you as they unfold within. It's like magic but it's not because I've uncovered those mechanics. You don't need to know any of this technical stuff though to manifest, in fact it's better you don't because it'll only feed your mental conditioning thinking more before deciding. The only thinking we should be doing is reminding ourselves of our center and be just like that person in the heroes journey who has the vision of themselves and all the progress they've made come up to move them into a nourished state where they can act with certainty and swift movement without hesitation. You'll know your truth in that. Moving with your truth is that point. You remind yourself of your truth, represented by all the experiences that were correct notes you played and the vision you have of yourself as to where you're moving and this greater context will nourish you by raising those currents (to a certain degree which will force catalyse Jing because it's a mental process which is what causes one to age but in these examples it's beneficial) and thus the body will respond and you'll WANT to be moved into action with power and precision and fury and passion for life. The fury of Odin, not angry fury but the fury for the passion of being yourself. Utter indominable fury for facing the purifying fire. The more you move through the purifying fire when it's required the more you'll manifest abundance by default. PERIOD! AMEN. That's all there is to manifestation. You have a vision for yourself that your body responds to and you're moved through naturally. If the mind comes up and gets in the way you dismiss the conditioning and move with where your truth is that you know is your correct orientation because the body will tell you your truth, that's greater consciousness. As I've explained before though sometimes your body won't be on board with your truth on some level and so going with the truth of who you know you are under that will align the design through that, as it did with my example and many others I've been through.
That's all there is here. You normalise the sensation of being that person, those thematics, they become comfortable to you because you're already living them and how you live them is by going through them all the way. What's so hard to understand about this? That's what SATS is, it's an experience that elicits body response (you don't need all the sensory details you just need the thematics of the experience clear and stable for a body response) and this will when moved through purify your orientation so you'll be moved and others will move to you. You're purifying your consciousness in SATS, it's not something that's doing "subconscious impression" because the idea of that IS when you've gone through the experience fully and had the body response to your truth which is when you've gone all the way and "it's done" meaning you've experienced the reality of experience of your truth playing out. That's seriously all there is to that, on the most surface level that is. Do you seeeee it now? Where is your truth? This is your "desire", not what the limited narrow mind wants but what the impulse from your greater consciousness is orienting you towards, and this desire when fully experienced in the end, meaning it's fulfilment, then you will "impress the subconscious mind" with correct orientation. That's explaining it in their terms under RS technical mechanics which is correct.
If everybody applied this process then they'd win 100% of the time without exception because it's what everybody goes through. It's alchemical so it's unavoidable for any process in existence as it expands.
19/12/24
Man it's almost the end of the year. Less than 2 weeks left.
So I've gotten messages from people I've not spoken to in like 4-5 months and the thing is that I just briefly thought of them and now they're coming and wanting to interact with me out of thin air. We've had zero interaction at all. There's an element here of just naturalness if I was to call it anything and it's representing essentially just the direction of naturalness of interaction brought about through these people having an affinity for something you have to offer.
I have clients who don't get results immediately tell me that if it's supply and demand of thematics then how come if they're feeling the end that they're not moved? Why not. You're still looking for pleasure to accompany a transformation. There's a certain degree of pain and pleasure that needs to be gone through and balanced. Yin and Yang. When you're seeking pleasure through false orientation that's bypassing your natural progression of "earning" it by going through the challenges that come up then you're going to deplete your vitality and dip. People will not want to be around someone of this type because they emanate a field of degeneracy where this person is basically living in their own comfortable bubble and world of compromise by running away from their path. This principle rings true. There's a path set out for you that's correctly oriented through greater consciousness and if you're lacking in your sense of "I can own my truth no matter what" then you're going to 100% be pulled into a path where the bad things that happen are there to get you to wake up and get on track instead of living in this comfortable bubble. Reality cannot really force you in any way to move with greater consciousness but it essentially will through the self correcting process of the peak dip cycle which brings contrast to us and drives us into a greater perspective and sense of self, else we'd continue to self destruct. The fact that we have peak dip cycles shows us that we are in fact being moved by greater consciousness and that this does matter. Wake up in the dream.
Story time from a repeat client. She's had this strange health issue where she'd be unable to handle certain types of food. I first approached this from the TCM perspective because I know that worked for me and a few others, though not all the time. Unfortunately results were on and off, there was no consistent up trend despite following my process precisely. I didn't know why it wasn't helping but after a while of experimenting with other methods I was testing it came to light that she has beliefs about why she can't be a certain way she wants to be. This compromise pattern was the actual cause, and of course the metaphysical influence on the TCM side was amplified. Her environment reflected this too in the chart. The same thematics. This is another level I'm looking deeper into as well. Either way her digestion issues and stuff completely vanished and she was very very surprised that all the icky feelings were gone after eating just from feeling that she was different AND ACTING ON IT! She moved through what she compromised on and this involved being more active and speaking with certain people she was afraid of engaging with. Reality slapped her in the face with this "you're compromising on expressing your truth" idea with manifesting the health issue which got her attention to that thematic she's suppose to provide a supply for. When that was fulfilled the issue went away, because of course the health issue reflects what's compromised she's not going through. Obviously this is why I say owning your truth is all there is to do. Truly truly truly you don't need to know S&A to make progress you really really don't you just need to look at repeating patterns of compromise and a bit of pathway work and you'll resolve like almost all the issues you face. If you want to go further then of course S&A can be of great benefit but for actually resolving deeply rooted limitations then honestly in practical application I don't see much use because more often than not from a place of limited vitality it's only going to make your more heady and this comes from speaking with many clients over the time I've worked with this. Following the obviously visible truth that's revealed in the conditions you face in the world that are against your truth and going through what's compromised will resolve your issues. Truly that's what this is essentially going to distil down to.
Common sense prevails above all else when we're honest with ourselves here about what actually applies in manifesting abundance. This isn't about making specific things happen like magic such as no contact which can be done, but more often than not will not work for you if that's exclusively your goal, as in this is the complete context which will reflect "I'm afraid of being myself so I want no contact to avoid me taking responsibility for owning my truth" which once again as I've said is all that really matters here. The magic happens when you go through and live the embodiment of where you're being driven by grater consciousness and the impulses you get from the design will provide you those signals of correctness. That's all. You'll naturally know, it's built into you. We all know that as a fact but we let the head get in the way of this simple obvious truth.
There are times however where your truth isn't so obvious to the mind. Sometimes there's a degree of moving blind that's required, at least to the conscious side. You'll uncover more of your truth as you move along each of the breadcrumbs that you do know. Having a certain degree of faith here is required really.
21/12/24
Magic number coming up.
So it seems to me that the way animals work, as in how they warm up to feeling safe around other people, that splenic awareness, that's really what we're working with when it comes to making comfortable how we are to normalise being ourselves in a comfortable position.
The sensation you get, the impulse to make a decision from your body that your conscious mind recognises and moved through, how can we replicate the thematic series of thoughts which generated it. It's not just one thing we have come into our awareness but a sequence. Can we do pathway work on these parts of us that bring up resonance and find how to represent those through the senses?
I just had this come over me and I'm in a position to write it out thankfully. So when your dopamine function. mostly related to lower circuit meridians in the nervous and endocrine system (kidney and liver meridians) then having a naturally playful attitude is impossible to effectively reciprocate and the reason why bring depleted ruins your natural social stills is because you don't FEEL anything out of it. If your body doesn't have current to feel in response to a stimulus then there's no movement. Having shot endocrine and nervous function WILL RUIN ALL YOUR MANIFESTING ABILIUTY PERIOD. This is why you're failing honestly it almost all goes back to this in terms of not knowing what to do or being awkward or whatever the trash is. The gates do NOT indicate that someone will have a "social skill" advantage, such as having gates off the sacral, it simply means are you nourished within your body first and foremost. Like this is common sense and I believe the reason why this matters is because it's one of the most direct ways that we can interface with the design side without needing to know about HD or anything metaphysical. It's been clearly established that those who are physically active and eat well (for you) then you will feel better on the personality side and feel more satisfaction from small things in the world that you're using your energy for. You have both more energy to expend and the sensitivity to rewards (aka providing thematics to those who need it through your process) which will mean you'll WANT to be involved with others instead of being a recluse in your own space all the time. This degeneracy I can bet for almost everybody goes back to some aspect of their physical design side that they're disregarding. If you just did it, like just.... just do it. Just do it. Honestly like screw S&A if you just break that box of thinking that you can think your way out of a malnourished design then your thinking will be oriented to what you're suppose to see and what needs to come through you to manifest what's needed will be automatic. It's the thoughts that come through you (which are always coming through you anyway) that will manifest efficiently and effectively but when you're whacked and depleted then good luck having association to those thoughts and impulses with clarity and not overthink them when they come up. You need to just nourish the form and you'll have clarity in the mind. It ALL works THROUGH the design. ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL of it. Space works with the design, because it's the interaction of the salt and the mercury to cultivate the between space.
22/12/24
Early morning post. It appears that the peak dip cycle is a natural part of both positive aaaand negative affirmations. NG basically tells us to expand energy in imagination correctly to generate body response which is going to mean that it’s done since we’ve expended that energy. If it’s what the body responds to then you win. If your mind wants the body to respond then you lose and you eats energy. Now the real essence here is that “owning your truth” is what elicits the response. That is correct orientation. When you’re in an imaginal experience and you go all the way in expending energy as in having the moment of realisation that you’ve owned you truth being the moment of “subconscious impression” and that “it’s done” is the ONLY point of expending it. It’s that you expend juuust the energy needed to reach that point. Deliberately expending energy to feel emotional currents while staying in the box will destroy you and manifest signs. It should always be in the direction of you owning your truth and at that point then it’s done. I believe that no matter your design this same principle plays out. The quality of the experience will be determined by the design. We’re all walking talking alchemy rituals.
Nourish your form and your form will tell you.
In the runes there's one called Uruz which relates pretty closely to sacral energy, creative sexual current. Now inverted meaning of Uruz means that it can manifest as indecision or overthinking or not having the power to overcome limitation. In TCM the gall bladder meridian when it's deficient will manifest as similar experiences actually where you're indecisive and can't make decisions, like you don't know what decisions are correct. There's also the weak kidney and liver meridians which relate to Uruz where you don't have any driving force to move you through limitation, as in the form isn't able to respond to a degree that's sufficiently "loud" enough for your mind to recognise and move through it. This feeling is literally a manifestation of weak Uruz. How do you nourish Uruz? Move and culculate qi, which the liver meridian governs and also stores blood. Liver meridian is one of the most important for circulation of current and when it's not smoothly flowing then you're going to almost certainly be stuck in this box or feeling this barrier in the way between where you're being moved and where you're stuck. Been there done that, it's an almost sticky and heavy feeling. The gall bladder also stores bile, on a physical level, and bile breaks down fats, which is excess dampness, which is a less dense form of crystallised resistance in TCM. When the Uruz is strong then you're able to have the nourishment for the form to respond with what it needs and it will lead your conscious mind through the experiences required be it imaginary or just seeing something in the world "stick out" in contrast, that this will bring up in you what needs to be seen and that will come through you naturally. Just recognising and then accepting and going through it, which is easier and more natural when you're nourished, will aid you in the process of being correctly oriented. This also directly relates to the manifestation of the endocrine and nervous system functions and fasting from the world to allow your form to function more efficiently and correctly. That's what this is about.
I believe that having different physical spaces is ideal for optimal for insights to flow easier.
Different sensory inputs ring different thematic fields that we move through and experience. Others can be on the same thematic field as well which will drive collective interactions with these thematics. So in essence the stimulus that we're most normalised in experiencing will lead us towards deeper integration with those thematics, given our fixed definition and what's in the crystals. There's new theory I've just developed today after talking to the immortality group but I need to sit with it for longer and let it fully unfold before I go into it.
I literally just got a message from someone I use to play competitive overwatch with back in 2018 for the first time since then. It's been years. I thought about him when I was going through pathways and boom he messages me. Crazy. It just came through me.
Valuing your vitality
Valuing your time
Valuing your attention
Value your space
Value your relationship with greater consciousness and the fixed thematics within
This refines the sense of self
My SP recently told me she’s gotten over a limiting belief that came up every now and then before and caused issues. She’s past it almost completely now to where it’s kot really an issue anymore. This happened along with many other shifts in the last month or 2. It really seems that this work has had impact in multiple directions of my relationships and in ways I didn’t intend or expect consciously. It’s all feeding into my vision for what a fulfilling relationship is to me, whether she’s the one playing it out or not it doesn’t matter to me I have zero attachment on any level to any outcome and all I am moved through is what is resonant to me.
Truly the principle is about being well nourished and sensitive to the feeling of satisfaction and abundance while needing less to feel it. Your endocrine function improves and more specifically your androgen and dopamine and serotonin response improves. You get more out of less and simple things in life elevate your baseline abundance. None of this is magical it’s all metaphysically manifest and the bio chemical side is just one level of it which can be looked at as markers for the metaphysic.
23/12/24
I really can't prove this but I believe that gazing at very bright white walls that have direct sunlight on them could be beneficial in moving liver qi. Why? Because it makes you sneeze if it's stagnant. Went through this myself and always wondered why until I connected those dots.
Look just listen. When your form is nourished your conscious thinking mind will think differently. My qigong master said years ago that the unconscious mind rules your whole life and you're utterly powerless to stop it until you learn to move with it. This is something that the nourishment formula has outlined. It's ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL a matter of nourishment of the form leading to an orientation of view. People tell me "I don't know". Yeah who cares you never knew and never really will know but your body does and the issue is that you're not moving with it. It's malnourished and so you're not able to effectively be moved, because indecision and an overthinking mind is what manifests when the form is depleted and misoriented leading to the mind to also be misoriented. You're powerless to stop it. All you can do is go through what you're avoiding which nourishes the form. Then and only then can you have what you desire unfold through you. Period. That's it. Game over.
Everybody who asks me the question "how do I get over my unconscious resistance" or something to that degree is COMPLETELY MISSING THE POINT. My Daoist master told me "you can't get over your unconscious resistance" and that's the most powerful statement you could ever hear. Ever. Period. That literally tells you everything you need to know about manifesting but you must understand the context behind it to see the true meaning. It is required to work with the form for the conscious mind to be purified. The body is the house which contains all the elements of your consciousness, and the conscious thinking mind simply looks into the parts of the house. Looking at the parts of the house does nothing. You must light the fire from below and melt down what's not suppose to be in the rooms of the house to see what's under that layer of not self trash. You're getting a sense for the truth but it's buried under layers of trash. We must perform alchemy in the body to dissolve all unconscious resistance. If we think we can think our way out of this then you've fallen into the trap. NG was an alchemist without realising it. He actually outlined to us a method by which we can perform inner alchemy to transform the relationship to the unconscious mind in fulfilling what our truth is, and as we go through that experience, we are lighting the purifying fire and burning off what is not self for excretion.
Every time I look at someone who gets a result in this manifesting game and tells me that they had this purging process which felt a bit uncomfortable (or a lot depending on the depth of it) which then leads to a renewed view where contrast emanates in this new refined view of the same ideas and there was ZERO input from the side of the conscious mind to make that happen in a targeted way. It's that this contrast comes out of the dissolution of not self, it's like you're finally able to see clearly again so of course it's going to be like "whoa this is so different I feel amazing" when in fact this was always your potential baseline. Recognising that and understanding that the view orientation in that sense is ALL determined by the degree of correct orientation of the design side will set you free from needing to look for techniques and trash because it's simply about recognising the signals, whatever they are, that your form is giving you to point you in the direction to complete the alchemical process required. It's not "telling you" but it's that as a function of its existence and it's thematic resonances that what needs to be dissolved will mechanically simply be brought up. There's no need to see it like there's body intelligence it's just a matter of physics so to say, and if we just look at THAT instead of what we want and blind ourselves to the trash laying on top of the truth then we will be able to be free from needing things to be a certain way because it feels good and that it's bypassing our responsibility of being ourselves.
This truly is a matter of alignment process where we're actually WORKING WITH the form to then consequentially orient the conscious mind without it needing to do anything. Think of it like this. You're using your observation to shift your observation. You're not using your observation to make something happen with some sort of agenda you're simply observing what NEEDS to be observed and in doing so you shift then the baseline orientation that the observation will see. Do you get it? That's the most fundamental way of explaining what shifting unconscious resistance is. You're clearing out not self stuff THROUGH SIMPLY OBSERVING IT (which is processing it because you're not looking away but at and bringing purifying current to it given there's current available) which will in turn clear the channel and as a result the default orientation that the view will have then when it looks in the same spot next time will be different without any "effort" put into making it seem different. it will come through you because what comes through you is a function of what you were always suppose to see anyway, built that where that was there was overlay of not self trash warping the view perspective. Thinking that you're embodying some magic state and this somehow shifts your consciousness is stupid. NG was so off when it comes to that, you're not changing metaphysical clothes or whatever you're just more or less taking OFF the clothes to see what was under the clothes the whole time, which is your truth, under all the trash overlays you identified with thinking it was you and that you couldn't see because there was no contrast. When there's contrast of view orientation then it comes through you without trying and you'll realise that you've actually transformed without effort. There was no effort to make yourself think those thoughts that resulted in the person showing up but that there was a shift in the underlying structure which automatically orients your view and thus you seemingly magically "manifest" these things. Its that they're already there probably but because your warped perception was looking for things to be a certain way you couldn't actually see the truth in that same experience. This is what happens when I say you're shifting the sense of self to view the same concept under a different light. You cannot fake that it must simply be gone through and now you know what that means. It means simply observing what needs to be observed to allow purifying current to move it through you (the cause of the temporary pain of it) and thus as it's gone then you feel relief and satisfaction because "it's done" and you can live with the effects of that contrasting view orientation without effort. Dooooooooo you seaaaaaaaaa.
I've said before that manifesting is like marketing to yourself, and to some extent if that marketing can elicit the correct sequence of things to bring up and go through then yes it can "manifest" for you, otherwise you're just wasting your vitality and time on chasing your tail. This whole industry is a scam because the idea is that you can "do" something to make someone fall in love with you or you can magically 10x your business profits by imagining yourself in a yacht with your name on it. It's like people buy into this for the purpose of "this person can make me feel better and solve my problem" and yet in order to actually have your problem solved it's going to involve your body telling you the truth and your conscious mind simply accepting what's coming up in that. We always say what's "coming up" because it's quite literally coming up, as in vital current is rising from the root and creating steam which turns the turbine of the mind to have those thematic currents flowing through the filter which is what you experience. When you try to resist the flow then you're holding the resistance in place until it's going to explode. Everybody regardless of solar plex definition goes through the peak dip cycle because it's a fundamental mechanic of how consciousness works and how the self correcting mechanism functions. ALL of these things we experience are leading us towards a direction of self realisation, and that means owning your truth. Going through the resonant thematics as they are without trying to change them to be a certain way because you think they need to conform to this way else it won't feel good. This pursuit of feel good is the problem that the modern world has made so convenient to buy into and accept. We've been so disconnected from who we are and our truth because there's so many distractions and things to look at that aren't within us. They're not our truth they're the orientation we're being moved to see. We could see the exact same thing but someone else would see something differently in it because their orientation is different.
I need you to grasp that every time you feel through the deep depths of the resistance and in the moment it feels bad, that every one of these moments of temporary pain will be accompanied in the future with an abundance of luck and good fortune. Good fortune does not follow those who feel luck and fortune. The idea of "like attracts like" isn't true in this example, that's true on some level in other examples but not this mechanic. It's that every time you feel the depths of your resistance and allow yourself to move through it and dissolve it, even if just a bit, that will open you up, even if it takes days or weeks or even months, that will open you up to a counterbalance experience which will be contrasting that one GIVEN that you're feeling through your truth and not just some arbitrary resistance that's been bought into moment to moment that's a layer over something deeper. The deeper it goes the deeper your dissolution of not self will be. This principle is true on all levels, so even if you dissolve surface level you'll see positive things but they won't likely be transformational, though logging this enough will reveal that to you which is partly how I see these things because I log so much of my experience. So accepting the temporary discomfort as you're going through a purifying process will lead to a momentum built in the opposite direction to counterbalance that in contrast. THIS is truly what results in FAST shifts usually that are BIG, but that doesn't always mean that you're going to maintain them. More to come on this soon.
The depletion of sacral efficiency is killing creative essence too. Why does everything seem the same now? Why is blending in with trends to common place? It's likely because global sacral efficiency has died. In the 50-60s it seems that people had more sacral current, the economic situation was significantly better and the boomers had a wonderful time, if they're not utter degenerates that is. Now my generation are screwed paying orders of magnitude higher effective prices per dollar than back then. Why? Sacral depletion. No competition. Joos keeping people in the comfort zones and destroying their ability to actually use sacral current. We've all got this potential but it's all sucked out. We're moving towards a world without "sexual" creative essence that oozes character. It's lost that identity that made things stick out, or have contrast, literally because the thematics that these differences in design would bring up in us and make us go "YES THAT'S FOR ME!" Now it's all the same trash with no contrast or variance because sacral current is dead. It's going to come back in the future eventually but we're in a sacral dip where creative expression is left to the side for max profits, which is another issue because since economic issues are more of a factor to consider now it's made the products require far more minimalism in order to actually be more profitable. The only way to really get "rich" now is to sell to people who have that wealth to share with you in buying what they want. It's about taking risks now.
See manifestation as a phenomena of natural unfolding of what's within that you're accepting and moving through. You can never "make" it happen because making it happen would be moving out of that natural flow of being self. That's the trick. Just see this whole process as bring moved by what the form is driving you to see. That's really all this is about anyway and thinking the conscious mind can influence and make the design orient differently is futile because all work the mind does with the design is to simply lead to further alignment with correct orientation. You can technically be anyone and have anything but the thing is that will not be a satisfying experience for you because it's not your truth. As I've said you can "manifest" with mindless affirmations and all this stuff (to a certain extent at least) but the outcomes will ALWAYS be unsatisfying if it's not correct for you which what I said before about the peak dip cycle, the reason why unsatisfying experiences show up is because you're still disowning your truth and so you're bring oriented to look at the truth through the pain of the dip. That's the self correcting mechanism that greater consciousness is moving your conscious orientation through. It cannot force you but it can "lead" you through the sensations in the form.
Truly the collective Jing has been depleted. There's less "energy" in almost everything, and the energy that's out there is this pathogenic degenerate energy. Depleted sacral frustration. This cannot be faked. When you look out there at what's going on in the collective it's literally filled with this feeling. Simply going back to music from the late 2000s to 2010s when mobile internet and social media really took off online with on demand access it seems that collective Jing, especially in men, has been utterly destroyed. It's wild like the cultural shift here, it's predictable really. Palindrome chronology. Wherever there's a peak there's also a dip in the proceeding cycle. Always. Greater process seems to be driving all this stuff and we're like puppets in the play acting out a stage act. If you're playing the game then you get played, it's like how the house always wins. You simply want to get off the wheel and live according to your own process, regardless of how your process influences others or not.
People ask the question of if something "feels" good and if that's correct for them or not. This is a very important question to answer. I've answered this before I believe but I'll explain more here now. So when you're feeling a sensation of something that's "good" it can actually seem just like a sacral response, in fact it might even be, but the thing is that this will most often lead you through an experience that's built out of compromise and really a waste of energy when you pull back and see it for what it is. It's going to feed false identity basically. The idea here is that the sacral is responding to what's safe and comfortable and available and in the box. You're making the most of the box. This wall seems to be a common thing people live in and think that it's correctness which can really warp people in thinking that they're on the right path when they're not. How you'll usually know is that this experience is something that's expending energy in a way that's going to move you away from the direction of moving through the box. If the energy isn't moved in transcending the box then it's ultimately not used for transforming resistance and it's only going to feed resistance. That's the issue that many face here in thinking that seemingly "good feeling" experiences are actually driving the negation of contrast in a positive direction so you can't even taste the truth. You want to taste the truth, then eat from it. This is "satisfying desire" as NG says. It's not about desire, not in the limited sense, as in desire to feed false ID. It must be recognised if a decision is correct or not. How do you know reliably? Is this feeding a process that's consistently unsatisfying? In the moment you don't think that, you get tunnel vision and it pulls you in. You're lacking the contrast as this contrast will drive the natural desire to make a different decision and this cannot be consciously done, you can't "remind" yourself in these places without nourishing current being available for the form to bring that contrast to the mind, as I was saying before.
You MUST cultivate current that's purifying if you stand even a fraction of a percentage of a chance at transforming resistance permanently. I've seen this happen so many times. The degrees of this apply just to the direction relating to the availability of purifying current and then the circulation of that current and ultimately then the running up against the truth going all the way to complete the process. So cultivation of available current is required to begin this process. It's the foundation, as I've been saying for ages. If there's no available vitality then good luck. There's ways you can operate within the box to build it but it also involves breaking patterns and introducing contrast to bring view orientation that's more aligned but you won't be able to take it all the way to transformation until the entire resistance has been run up against by that vital current. So available current and the movement of that current (the feeling of the desire/truth of being) which raises it and runs it up against the resistance and if sufficient will dissolve it break it down and excrete it. That's alchemy. Transforming. Manifestation is alchemy. The truth is the direction and path of least resistance, the "desire" that NG says. The truth is what we're owning, and thus satisfying, and since it's satisfied and we've gone through it, which as I said requires the vital current being available for that as well as the correct "leading" process to bring it out of you which is what doing the imaginal work or gazing or whatever initiates and gradually fulfils. The "techniques" are just there to "use" the current, but depleted current won't have any impact regardless of the technique used. Period. You can't go all the way with depletion because the alchemical ritual cannot work. This is a fundamental law of reality that's based on yin and yang interactions, processes interacting together in proportionality, given the ratio of currents is correct to form and integrate into one process that's operating as a bunch of seemingly smaller processes. This cannot ever be complete if there's missing components.
When the conscious mind thinks it can complete this with will then it will lose 100% of the time because it is powerless without the current. The dielectric field moves with the magnetic field to manifest reactive capacity and thus "power" that we use to power stuff. You're the same. Without sufficient voltage then your circuits will not function correctly. What comes out of that will be incorrect and dysfunctional. Cultivating power facilitates the correct orientation of the mental thinking stuff where the correct thoughts will come through you without any effort. You won't need to try because you'll have the availability. Sitting with bad feelings is simply a way of bit by bit dissolving not self trash and free up available vitality.
24/12/24
There it is ladies and gentlemen the last 24 mirror date.
So it seems to me that the archetype of the warrior is where we need to be working through the most to really impact change. Warrior brings change on an internal level. The warrior doesn't fight the outside world, the warrior fights his own battles within his internal battlefield, so to speak. It's that the warrior pushes the limits and destroys what's in the way of progress. This is a core theamtic of consciousness. The warrior isn't tempted by convenience. Simple as that. The warrior goes beyond convenience and moves through whatever is required to attain the goal in mind, convenient or not. That's the point, it's not always easy or convenient or accessible or whatever simple narrow path we're expecting a task to be.
So this is going to be a very very complex idea I'm going to go into here and attempt to explain. Yesterday it came to my mind about this idea. This idea is simply that experiencing a concept brings more of it into your life and this is the foundation of what is called the "law" and supposedly explains the cosmology of LOA. You're inside a dream of Gods mind and whatever you think shows up in your experience like a lucid dream and that waking up in the dream is applying the so called law for conscious creation of specific things like riches and immortality (NG said this is impossible which also destroys the idea proposed by those who market in this model for money and personal gain). Though nobody has demonstrated immortality or real age reversal despite it apparently being simply about thinking from it, from the end, from the "wish fulfilled".
In practise this can also happen unconsciously, such as you watch a video about something and then you see examples of that in the world after, and concepts and subjects related can "manifest" in your experience. This is a very real phenomena that's been well observed for decades. I've experienced this a lot too and of course the first suggestion from LOA is that it's the above model at work. My proposal is that this is actually a series of lines (and substructure but lines of the hexagram relates to the ideas of the numbers which they correspond to) which together culminate in the resonant view perspective that an experience is leading you through which is manifesting. This almost always results from you being exposed to something, it just shows up in your life without contrast (hence why you're not aware of it in the moment and think it's normal which plays into what I said in yesterdays post) and so without that contrast the experience blends in with everything else. The thing that seemingly sticks is the specific concept within that.
How do we explain this? Every sensory concept imaginable has a thematic series of building blocks. This is something that I have spent many years now expanding into a complete model, I've yet to find anything out there that's able to classify the conceptual thematics of everything imaginable because there's also an element of recognising "truth" within that concept which of course is how the sense of self relates to it. This is something that cannot be classified using algorithms unless that's factored in and this sense of self is always shifting. So in essence black and white would be the most discreet binaries we can explore. Black is yin and white is yang. Simple right? So then we have 3 binaries which are in the 6 hexagrams. Splenic, ajna, solar plexus. These binaries are subsets of yin and yang as they're taking more complex expounded forms which we can describe as actual conceptual orientations that someone can actually experience. The overarching thematic for example of the Splenic binary is about truth in the now based on in the moment focus and reactions. The solar plex being the polarity of that where truth comes over time. There's also 1-3 to 4-6 where 1-2-3 all form the L side and then 4-5-6 all form the R side, yang and yin. Action leading to contraction, expansion and centrifugal current leading into a shift in polarity towards centripetal attractive condensed current which is Yin. You see how there's layers within layers within layers, processes within processes. This is how conceptual experiences are formulated. Can the hexagrams explain the specific specifics? To a certain degree but I don't think so I think there's an element that's needing more on that which goes into the gates, or the 64 hexagrams which are basically all the combinations of the 6 lines. So according to the I'Ching or the "book of changes" (which means how one thing leads into another as an infinite unfolding process of potential into form(concepts identified with and thus experienced)) there's 64 primary thematic experiences. There's 16.7 million colours that the eye can see, apparently, which is the standard 24 bit colour that is displayed on most monitors. If we take this math and explain that each "colour" of experience can be extrapolated for the same math that creates physical shades of colour as a manifestation of this metaphysic then we could say that colour theory, number theory, all these things, they can all explain the nature of how all "states" can exist that we can experience and the specific degrees of variation of interpretation of an experience. So basically there's 16.7 million states of "colour" over experience. Remember we're talking about metaphysics here not physical visibility of colour in a vacuum, but it's the principle here at play we're looking at. What's the division of the hexagrams? The math that equates into the 16.7 million colours is also present for 32 bit colour depth math as well, except there's more "dimensions" of depth with the alpha channel which results in 4.3 billion combinations. If we factor in 32 bit colour depth as an example of the 16.7 million shades and then on top of that then the 4.3 billion colours including alpha transparency variations can be seen like the specific shades according to our fixed thematics and resonant sense of self functions. The math here is simply that the 16.7 million shades are expounded by 256 which is the 8 bit base for colours to hit the 4.3 billion. Who knows if this is something to be taken seriously or not it's just an idea.
All of this math is all based on expounding yin and yang into the 64 trigrams which of course 256 and 8 bit colour and all the math there is even and congruent with the colours that can be experienced. 16.7 is evenly divisible with the 64 trigrams and the yin and yang bases because every 8-16-24-32 bit colour values are even numbers. Half of those 4.3 billion colours would be more yin than yang, and divisions thereof. You see what I mean? So the metaphysical diagnostic with what practises to give someone to align them would depend on their diagnosed misalignment with their ratio of yin and yang which is their divine proportionality to greater consciousness and would in theory always be a ratio of phi which is the frequency number of non destructive compression where processes become one within each other and explains all the so called quantum mysticism. Exponents of yin and yang create everything imaginable. Categorising all of these would be next to impossible for me unless there's a new way of looking at them which makes it self fulfilling. Quite simply we want to work with the principles I've outlined here instead of trying to figure out the precisely calculated one. There's no need to get specific to that degree really anyway because the principles of going all the way and whatnot still apply to this anyway and your truth (this specific thematic) will be revealed to you anyway. I don't think a working model can be established with just the 64 trigrams I believe there's more than that which would be needed to work with and the idea that people like me can even look at someone's situation and even their HD chart and figure out exactly what's needed or not is almost impossible anyway and the best tools we have to use for that level of guidance is with the variables, at least in my opinion. S&A becomes a mental game people play with themselves questioning what a response is or not and so basing their process on this alone really isn't congruent with alignment, despite what Ra and such say. I say that working with the principles of cultivating vitality, moving that vitality, and allowing the mind to be led through whatever it's revealing is the process of least resistance for everybody. Period. This is in essence what NG taught anyway, except he never spoke about it in a mechanical manner probably because he couldn't being all R side with no mental definition. He was VERY aware of his body and the "feeling" in it, but explaining those to people with mental definition who require a logical process to grasp truth on some level then it's not going to work. This is likely why most people who speak to me have at least some form of logical circuitry active because that's what they're looking for to find truth. That's their map towards their orientation of truth. When that gets in the way of you pushing your limits however then that's an issue. There's always means that can be applied to push that forward. Your truth will always reveal itself in the path of least resistance and if the mental realm is holding you back then obviously looking at another direction is where you truth will be revealed. The form will tell you the answers IF it's nourished. If your form is depleted then good luck have fun manifesting.
The answer to the question I posed way up in todays post, about how can be categorise the specific thematic composition of an experience to see how it's not just some mind mental trick in a dream (which could actually be extrapolated into a dream reality idea when you think about it on that level) but that there are defined elements that we're activating which formulate the pathways of the experience and how others play off us in providing supply and reception to eachother. The answer is simply that manifesting a bar of chocolate would very likely involve more yang than yin, despite the substantive concept itself being tangibly something that is very Yin, but the EXPERIENCE is one of yang, at least to someone who's R oriented, where it could possibly shift into a yin type experience to an L oriented view. This is what I mean by the alpha channel of the 32 bit colour depth determines the orientation that the 16.7 million colours could take because the variable orientation will determine how it's experienced. That's the best answer I could give really. How is this practical? Work with your view orientation of the variables. All of them, especially the determination. This of course plays into an idea I had before to develop a system that categorises all the variables into a formulated "manifesting method" designed for that person. There's just so many combinations there though and completing a database on that isn't what I have drive for so perhaps I'll come back to that in future which usually happens with these things.
A good way of looking at this idea is like music genres. There' so many different tastes, flavours, "colours", views. You see. A concept is like a resonant music form which is comprised of just series of instruments which have thematic relationship in themselves. Processes within processes. Sound is all have disturbances of the air moving the ear which we interpret as sound which has substance we resonate with or not and this literally moves us because it's moving the motors. Rhythm channel is musical, quite literally. We're playing notes after all with each decision we make. Live is like a musical stage act. Manifesting similar experiences to that which is viewed or whatever is like picking up on the concept of someone else and mixing it in with your view orientation. This is how culture forms.
A successful manifesting technique (a metaphysical alignment process) is something someone follows that gets them out of their box. Very simple. The reason why "it's done" is because once you're out of the box then you're out of the box and you can't do it again unless you break out of another box.
I just realised something interesting. There's all this fake AI generated trash out there now and so I'm seeing that the big picture of this is actually a self correcting mechanism. When you look at the metaphysical function of this, what view orientation is this feeding, it's feeding the view orientation that's leading to people distancing themselves from virtual media, which of course leads them to trusting their internal vision more so than what's being presented. It's a self correcting mechanism that's the rebound of all the exploiting of online media has had on collective psyche towards conforming to established norms and trusting the Jewish owned fake media. Probably.
The people who have the eyes to see the Jewish degenerate parasitic filth often tell you that it's a surreal experience. The ones who are real at least and not using conspiratorial views to justify compromise patterns, but real people who have insights to reveal and thus drive a supply into collective consciousness to mistrust established power hierarchies. I've been one of those people for over a decade now going way back to when I was still in high school. It's like there are people out there who are suppose to view the inconsistencies in the Jewish oriented narratives like the fake Hamas attacks that's justified the genocide of the Gazans. Both parties exist in this thematic exchange, as in without the Jewish filth presenting fake media to present a problem that they're creating to justify taking such actions as to exterminate the Gazans in order to capture their land and also because they enjoy killing and torturing innocent people for fun and games (as they admit) so there must also be someone with a view orientation, one out of those millions of views, who sees these things and if other lines can provide supply they will propagate that into the collective and thus embody the counterweight so to say for the actions of the Jewish filth. That's the thing there's always a counter balance no matter how big or small and the reason why not everybody gets offed before they can present information by agents is because obviously there's too many people to manage that way and also because the thematic balance of power must manifest experiences through these people which will mean they're "protected" from being taken out as targets against the system. This is them being moved by greater consciousness potentially if this is their correct function as I've got the orientation to see these things and present what I see for you to read. This idea is what I really mean as a practical example of what I was saying in posts before about how every bit of negative momentum will always be balanced with a peak but it's what we do with that and the associations we draw that determines if we move into correct orientation through that contrast or continue to compromise and stay in the box that keeps these cycles in place of course.
If I had the orientation to do so I would take of the head of BB without hesitation and consider it a victory because it would only result in peace and prosperity, at least for a while until another process plays out to balance that act. There can never be a society that's truly utopian in the discreet sense of that term because it would never last. It's like the saying, strong men create good times and good times create weak men and weak men necessitate change to create strong men and thus good times ensure. Do you see what I mean with this whole taking responsibility for your own direction vs buying into the established box you've set up for yourself and that because you're comfortable and feeling safe to a certain extent, because there's no contrast to challenge you, that you don't grow. SATS works with this exact principle 100%. NG completely failed to explain how it works and so now we've got this trash being thrown around called the "law" of assumption or whatever nonsense they want to call it that's essentially the perfect comfort zone validator because it means that people can compromise on actually taking responsibility for their orientation and buy into thinking their way out when in fact their thinking does next to nothing unless it brings up the contrast to challenge them and with sufficient vitality and divine discontent they can eventually get out of the box and transform. This metaphysical process is undeniable by anybody because no matter where you look this principle applies on every level of manifest reality imaginable. ALL success stories involved this to some extent, even if they needed next to no transformation under fire. It's this exact process of establishing comfort out of discomfort that's being avoided and my belief is that LOA is a Jewish plant, just like all the other examples I've pointed out before, to have people buy into this idea of false security under the imagination and how you don't need to feel bad to manifest and that feeling bad will manifest more bad when if you've actually ever observed your own cycles you'll realise that after every dip comes a peak. Every time. This refutes the idea of a fixed direction of emotional energy because everybody on earth no matter how "successful" will always go through peak dip cycles and it's functionally part of our existence because without that then we'd never be able to discover the "feeling" of something, or what's true for us, the 4th line. We'd never know who we are or who anyone else is. This is all required structure of the conscious field geometry of our consciousness in order to facilitate the transformations we undertake in completing the great work.
That is something you'll never ever hear from any other coach on earth who has ever existed until I said it. If there is then let's hear it. I'm the one here who's involved in transforming reality and even if it's not my face who's made popular my work will be what pushes this forward and I can feel satisfied in knowing that because this is how my energy is expended correctly. If I am satisfied then I am correctly operating. period. You're the same. Own your truth no matter how hard it hurts and how many people you may upset. I call the jaw's parasitic filth for a reason and I own it because all reasonable evidence says so. If you don't like that and it makes you feel like I'm bad or some other negative feeling then go through it because it's the irrefutable facts of how things work. It's that cold hard uncomfortable truth that eventually will be revealed on a collective level and I was just ahead of the game pioneering that view to propagate. I didn't choose this direction, it chose me. I was unsatisfied until I owned my truth and started decapitating. As I go deeper I integrate those gates defined by my planets and I operate as an individual where I am not swayed by the tides of others planetary influence warping my perception of my truth. That's what we're doing with completing the great work and dissolving the 9 bars on the soul cage. We integrate completely by owning our definition and eventually transcend the "rules" of conditioning where we become the supply for our thematics that define who we are out of the interaction with greater consciousness. We become the living embodiment of our perfection and our potential for unique expression in driving the collective direction of consciousness through our unique expression. THAT is what manifestation is really about and what this all is DOING.
About half an hour after writing this I had a serious quickening with the pulsing third eye area that made me almost get knocked back. Wild. I swear pushing the limits is the trick to opening the door. Going all the way.
25/12/24
Merry fakesmas. I hope you all have a wonderful day either way.
I actually love the idea that the more dangerous you are in life the more you transform consciousness on a personal and interpersonal level. The more dangerous you are to the program the more the program will come after you. I love that view that's so powerful to me and makes me want to eradicate LOA from the face off the earth. Like I get response from the sacral to go destroy all the influencers there's just an insane level of power that come up it's wild. I've connected more than enough dots to utterly and entirely eradicate LOA for good. It's like I'm now seeing that part of my process that I once deemed as degenerate years before that held me back in a light of freedom and abundance. I can be dangerous to the establishment because that's nourishing. I can own that. You see? You can own your path when you get the right perspective on it and that perspective is driven by view orientation of the unconscious mind that determines how you FEEL about it, as in the truth that's within that view which resonates and this is all based on the degree of nourishment your form has to be able to reveal to you your truth. Like the moment I woke up today I was like in that state of "conquer the world" mindset that I've not touched for a while. When I went through talking about the parasitic filth that are Talmudic Jooz and owned it without a shred of compromise it woke something up in me that's moving me. You see yet another example of pushing the boundaries, running up against that safety net and pushing beyond it. The idea of being dangerous to the program gets me going vs before where I'd feel small and be limited because they'd discredit me and attack my character. This thematic has always had resonance way back in like 2016 when I started this part of my path after going through my gazing in 2015.
I don't know if this will last but the degree to which I remain nourished in this place of view the more I will be moved, moved by greater consciousness to play out the unique stage act that I'm being moved to play. I am performing the alchemical ritual greater consciousness requires me to play for it to complete the work through me. I'm not doing any of this it's all coming through me and that's how you become invincible because you're not there. You're dead. You see? Odin dies on the world tree after giving himself to himself. Literally that's what we're doing. Dying. Dying every day. Death is the greatest achievement because death is what everybody fears. That's what exiting the box is. That's what "subconscious impression" is. That's what all this stuff is about. "self abandonment" as NG says is really the death of the temporary corporeal form as it's being transformed. You begin to disconnect with who you think you are and give up the attachment to a fixed story and instead allow the story to move through you that's within. That's your truth, the rolled up folded up truth you're pushing the limits into owning and embodying. THAT is manifestation. You get it yet? Going all the way. This is why HD cannot serve as a platform towards completing this work in a reliable manner because that element isn't taught as a key function of how body response works and what it's actually doing. This is why when I taught certain clients about their S&A they started becoming more careful in making decisions and living in the head. This isn't something that everybody should work with and those who will discover it should discover it in their own time because as far as I'm concerned the organic revealing of the fixed thematics through going through their pressure and transforming naturally is FAR more transformational than "living your design" because that takes away the natural unfolding process and places a fixed structure around it that becomes a box in itself because if we don't make correct decisions according to what we believe a response feels like then we're not going to win. That's the issue. JUST DO IT! It's natural and within you and as I've said before everybody has emotional waves that seem to reveal truth on some level. Nobody I've spoken to who is emotionally undefined has told me they didn't have truth revealed to them after going through a dip. Multiple 30-90 day clients I've spoken to have told me about similar processes where doing through dips and allowing the truth to come out of that naturally over time in waiting and knowing that it will arise if they follow their process. It's still different for both defined and undefined but there's a qualitative difference in the associations from what I can gather, and that there's of course a more consistent pattern of specifically how it comes up and the timing, but both seem to reveal truth in a 4th line manner, and to a certain extent a 5th line manner. I know I'm moved according to a 5th line now I can feel it.
Eradicating LOA is that thing that moves me again, but the deeper level of that is to destroy the Jewish trash that propped up this illusion of how real metaphysics and alchemy work. Utterly destroying Talmudism and Zionism and Bolshevism and all that filthy parasitic trash. Utter degeneracy I tell you words cannot even come close to describing these people who will do anything to stay in a position of influence and are extremely narcissistic. I mean playing that act to facilitate the pendulum swing out of degeneracy would be fantastic. Thing is taking these people out of influence using their systems like the courts is foolish it cannot work, given history that's been revealed where people have tried. They steal and obfuscate and do anything possible to erase your chances of winning and they've got infinite money to pass on the case to other departments and all this trash to endlessly delay the inevitable we need to strike where it hurts most and go beyond the comfort zones we've been conforming to. Removing their heads without a shred of mercy would be a fantastic solution and is how your ancestors would've approached this knowing what they're facing before all the disinfo came out.. Think it's too far? Too bad you're obviously illiterate and haven't seen what you're facing yet to the full extent. You're facing the embodiment of the program who has no interest in your abundance and only wants to complete their great work which is the complete opposite of all things you find nourishing in this world. I mean we're talking about the same factions that are literally killing an entire population for fun and games and laughing and singing and dancing about it, that's the unimaginable degree of narcissism we're talking about here and they'll fabricate stories out of thin air to manipulate your view. That's literally their function. They exist for this purpose so knowing you're dealing with the embodiment of such a force which cannot be reasoned with justifies swift eradication without even a hint of mercy. It's really what will happen in the end anyway regardless of what I say because that's what it will come down to when things get bad enough.
Either way the time for action is on the horizon. Destroying LOA which has been my goal in the short term is the first task to complete. I'm glad that I waited to establish this further and build awareness of this process on a greater level because it's going to further facilitate the shifts more efficiently.
Some will think that the solution is a natural "waking up" of the matrix dwellers so to say, which will happen anyway. The common view in the past was that the Joo was a parasite and not to be interacted with. All the stories of these people doing degenerate stuff like poisoning wells and sacrificing children (they still do this anyway) exist for a reason. Before the Austrian painter rose to power by speaking to the common folk with common sense about the Joo influence in politics and the hidden hands that lobby gov policy with money they print to keep their influence alive there was nobody who respected the Gov just as people in my country don't to this day. Nobody on the street supports these people or really anything they do. It's all the degeneracy after degeneracy after degeneracy every time making things worse for everybody except the people who are at the top of the economic food chain. There's a reason why things suck more now than before. There was always people suffering before but now it's on another level because the minimum barrier to economic prosperity has been raised since the CV scam transferring trillions out of our pockets into investors pockets who further fund degenerate trends to control the views of the people who they stole money from. It doesn't matter what you believe everybody on earth was impacted and it was all born out of a completely contrived fake idea that everybody bought into, well except me and a few others. I predicted this would happen a few months before when I was studying was the Gates were doing with investing in more injection tech, as always, "to save the planet" or whatever degenerate trash comes out of that things face.
It's simply a function of the metaphysic of pressure being applied on a collective level to drive transformation on that level starting with the individual experience. It's that the Jooz are just the embodied mediating force for this in the world so to say. They're the factions involved in pressing the buttons in the world that moves the pieces required for peoples views to be shifted in line with what the program wants, and not what we as individuals want, because it's ALLL contrived and fake and manufactured. ALL of them. PERIOD! PERIOD!!!!!!!! ALL OF THEM! Do you grasp the depth. There was no such thing as CV-19. The footage of the so called victims of the Hamas attacks on Israel was AI generated. I can irrefutably prove this. The Christchurch shooting that happened in 2019 I proved was a staged act when nobody was talking about it. ALL of this is made to appear as though the Jooz are victims, classic narcissism. "Look at me look at me I'm the victim help me give me attention I'm attacked by bad factions". They literally generated AI video of people claiming to be victims of attacks to pull at the hearts of the minds to move them into feeling sorry and play the part in the thematic of supporting the narcissistic parasites. Utter degeneracy.
Some will say "that doesn't impact your life so don't worry about it" and to that I would say that you're correct only to the point that your view orientation doesn't shove it in your face in which case the contrast is there to move you instead of being ignored. You still have to obey and conform to the establishment under duress, such as paying a portion of your earnings back to the same parasites that spend it on things you don't agree with when they're suppose to represent you and not influence your decisions under threats of violence. 5th lines like me are the ones who will be involved in this solution and inspiring action in others by being the leaders in that movement in utterly destroying and burning Jude to the ground forever and ever. The Austrian painter shipped them to Palestine instead of eradicating them like we were told by the narcissists who want to be seen as the victims. They fabricated stories to move the world to being blinded and nobody knew any different. They have to fabricate stories in order to even have a case for the function of playing their role as the ones who present the illusion. This seemingly heavy view of reality is contrasted closely with a view of abundance and bright light and abundance as the implication of the polarity being established. What moves me towards seeing the true depths of the Jewish supremacists (Talmudic Jooz) is the contrast of what the polarity is without that thematic taking it's hold on us. As I said in earlier posts I believe that the entire idea of LOA and such was presented to us from Jewish origins, or at least was propagated from that Talmudic influential view by people seemingly disconnected from those factions of people. I don't know where it started but it just seems to me to be quite a coincidence that much of the terms that are propagated such as "subconscious impression" which goes back over 150 years to the writings of Florence Shinn at least and probably even more before then which embodies the very essence of the Talmudic view of influencing the view through a narcissistic orientation. It's that we should never look at ourselves and determine truth from what is within but instead what it is we want. It's taking the works of NG and warping it to mean something it really never did. There's layers here and degrees of disinformation that's propagated so far that it's going to take effort to rewrite what manifestation means. I don't know if I could do this alone but we will see.
Everybody's lives are impacted by Jewish supremacists. If you're talking about LOA you've been influenced by the propaganda and are feeding psychic current towards that collective belief structure that's going to build the resonance and "ease" by which others will buy into the fairy tales. It's another belief that everybody who has this belief will eventually need to go through at some time, which means it's lodged into your psyche at some level which must be processed, if it's sticking out to your view orientation that is, which is what I said above. Some people are suppose to in fact play the part of enabling the system by playing within it, because just playing in the system supports it because you're feeding it attention and giving it permission to become your box. It's all about boxes, "contracts" we sign up to and in doing so we sign away a part of our core essence of being our own authority and disconnect from our greater consciousness as a result, if our view orientation requires that to be dissolved. those who play in the system have a different level of dissolution to unfold when it comes to transcending the Talmudic influence. When it comes down to the most foundational level, the immortal being, you'd never comply with a shred of Gov legislation and have every right to eradicate anybody who stands in your way of correct expression without a shred of mercy because you're then fully embodied in your truth of your vision of expression of self. They're playing the contrasting roles of the enemy, who if are in the way must be decapitated, on whatever level that plays out, be it disempowering and restraining their influence (which will eventually happen anyway just as it always has in history with every empire built on usury which is a Talmudic creation that goes back to Babylon) or taking their lives, it doesn't matter, because they're contrasting your role and if you compromise on playing your role then YOU LOSE! You see. Those decisions will be made out of correct expression just as they have within history, and failure to do so is compromise and will continue to keep the box alive and well which is what the illusion needs. It needs weak men who have had good times without struggle and have no need to go through pressure to bend the knee and accept degeneracy for them to keep us all in the box. People with 5th line are the ones who will destroy the illusion, be it through media and doing talks on who's involved and why and how and all that or be it the boots on the ground who are eradicating the parasites. They will never hand over their power willingly because they're narcissistic and they'd rather take everybody with them then go willingly so once again to the fools who think that having combat with these forces isn't going to be required then you're obviously way detached from how things really work in the world. It's always happened this way and it will happen over and over again just as is the cycle we're in now.
I'm pushing my limits once again by going through this to the level I have in presenting info that's of high contrast to what's established as normal but it's what must be said. Talmudic Jews are parasites who are responsible for almost all the degeneracy in this world at the root. Why do people suffer? Because they're compromising on being themselves. Why are they? Because of expectations from boxes we're designed to fit into and conform to. What's the biggest box we're all conforming to? Government run by dual Israeli citizens, Talmudic Jews. Who controls the resources to drag out court cases against these people? Jews who print money out of thin air, just as they've done for Millenia to establish supremacy by introducing artificial scarcity we're all conforming to. The money idea is still conforming to a box and no matter what you're believing you're still playing the game the Talmudic Jews have set for you to play. It's a box you're stuck in. The concept of money is fluid and can be used on any level. Not to say money is bad but the idea that it can be artificially influenced to be scarce or abundant by factions who determine the value of everybody through that system is obviously a box we're all influenced by on some level. The house always wins. The influence in the water, the air, the food, the media and what you feed your mind, culture, technology we have access to and those who steal patents (I know cases where patents have been stolen and claimed by multi billion dollar industries for them to profit vs the individual who created the work) where intellectual property is used against us to further propagate the artificial scarcity. We've all been programmed to believe there's infections that can spread between people when that's false too so medicine is a big scam as well. My family who works in farming has to sell sheep as an export to make enough money to stay up because of the degenerate system we have here where local farmers are being squeezed and then BlackRock and Bill Gates and the degenerates of his "foundation" which is just a tax avoidance situation for him goes up and buys the farm land of organic farmers and plants GMO crops and runs industrial pollutants into the water which destroys the environment they're claiming we need to compromise on as individuals to protect when they're causing 99% of it to begin with and pay billions to lobby policy. It's utter degeneracy and it impacts everybody to some degree. The climate scam is fuelling EV cars and the "smart" driving systems which is about keeping everything connected and monitored. Meters need to go on everything so that max profits (exploiting our ignorance and weakness to have courage to say no) can be pulled out without anybody having any alternatives. History is written by the winners and history as we're taught is but a fairy tale. Research papers going back to 2006 at least have been demonstrated through analysing internet archive (which is also why I downloaded over 2TB of research documents over my years of study because it's a backup of data that can't be erased) that these papers have been altered by machine learning algorithms to manufacture the seeming trail of research that led to current technology. People who filed patents for various technologies have been scrubbed from the original work and modern academics have taken this original work and obfuscated the advances under word salads that really don't explain anything. Cancer culture disconnects people from their native people and land, thus brotherhood and mateship as we call it here cannot be established on mass to stand against the establishment who creates the boxes we're under duress to conform to.
Individual parents and IP gets stolen and used against us. They manufacture the history and insert key words that get repeated that are alterations on the original terms. I believe "subconscious impression" is going along these lines where the original alchemical work that explained the phenomena of manifestation in the way that RS reveals has been dumbed down into what is today called LOA because it's got immense marketing potential. "Whatever you imagine comes true". "Your dominant beliefs manifest". All this trash which denies there being a fixed point of reference we're playing against. This is what RS revealed and in revealing the Talmudic influence also reveals this point on a whole other level. Contrast between two polar roles in reality manifesting the experiences of yin and yang and the divisions of those roles. We can name the people in these roles. I've got lists of hundreds of Jews involved in the role of influencing direction of orientation. The politicians we see on camera are just marketing the material on display for others to interact with, they're the mediators of that view orientation, for example "2 weeks to flatten the curve" which people bought into hook line and sinker which then turned into what we now have experienced as one of the greatest wealth transfers in history all because of the politicians orienting your view to believe such degeneracy out of ignorance, really nescience.. Give an inch and they'll take a mile out of it if you don't say no. Always remember that the incompetency is by design, and that those people playing those roles are perfect to play that act because they're oriented into that direction. It's not the people on camera but who they're paid by and influenced by who originate from Talmudic factions. Temptations.
LOA will die and I will make sure it does. All the influencers will be destroyed and seen as charlatans presenting ignorant trash to the broad audience. I will begin the dismantling of Jude influence through this avenue.
26/12/24
I feel so light today it’s crazy. Like I feel serious sacral current emanating. I feel like “sunshine” I guess you could say it’s like opportunity and possibility is just constantly coming through me right now. I didn’t do any techniques or whatever outside of my normal all I did was go through what I needed to go through in truly owning my truth. It unlocks the next layer to unfold. I don’t have to feel bad about my truth. I can fully express my truth and be the embodiment for greater consciousness to move through. You’re the same. Vitality washes over you.
I feel like I can receive and also give love to those who I feel that for more freely. Like I have at baseline more of that embodied sacral current I talked about in the last page going over what that’s like. It’s amazing stuff actually like I’m almost a supply for this current in embodiment and I’m remembering the way I use to move and speak and all that more intensely that I disowned out of conditioning so it’s clear I’m bringing up new layers of sacral conditioning to go through after speaking my truth on the degenerate Babylonian Jewish filth that have been running amuck in this world for Millenia and how going all the way in removing the parasitic influence but by bit is the process.
I believe the story of Odin dying to himself is the best example of manifestation there is.
What if the different layers of the design chart are like gears, mechanical gears, and that each gear has a different driving ratio and "speed" where in this case speed implies manifestation.
We are focusing on building discipline in consistently pushing limits. The idea that you can magically become this person you imagine yourself to be without realising that through the process of transformation which will require the purifying fire is ignorance. How do the metaphysics of this work? This idea that we can bypass this transformation without the reality of experience is something devoid from any level of metaphysical and alchemical significance and breaks all known functions of consciousness. The specific things is what these people who peddle this model grasp onto for dear life. I am not about specific things, I never have been, though in the beginning I was because that was what my sense of self could focus on a solution. The people who focus on specific things haven't obviously gone through this process and had enough peak dip cycles yet. Even the people who can manifest the specific person or the sum of money aren't going to be more abundant because of it because without actually being fully transformed the baseline orientation of correct view isn't going to stick because the contrast of misalignment that brings up the limited feelings in the form isn't being worked through and you're continuing to ignore the obvious signs that form is giving you about where your truth lies. You're focusing on the narrow view perspective and because there's no contrast to pull that out of you and compare it to greater context you'll be unable to see the big picture.
You're so overstimulated and weak and useless. All you can do is act within the box. What a pitiful existence. Once again we are limited by the box. Exit the box and new opportunity will arise, new "manifestations" will unfold as a result. I read this book years ago and it said the key principle of manifesting new experiences is to just make different decisions that break patterns that are established, even if they're not all the way. I've heard premium tier content from other LOA gurus in this sphere some time ago who also said that if you're imagining stuff and scripting and all that and nothing happens (for obvious reasons which means the process they're speaking of isn't reliable in all cases which proves my point correct as always) they say to physically just move yourself into different environments and do different things. What they don't say is that this involves going through pressure to break pattern which will hurt because it's like you're burning a part of yourself off under that fire, literally breaking down crystallised structure in the field geometry and in doing so you're going to refine the signature you're emanating as supply and the imaginal stuff you did before will suddenly start showing up. Those moments weren't "impressed" through repetition by doing that because they're already within you, hence why I don't teach specific processes of imagining to make things happen because it naturally comes through you all the time anyway, hence why you even recognise the desire. THE ONLY POINT OF SATS IS TO PURIFY CONSCIOUSNESS! Sure you can "impress" stuff from the view of repeating and making memories but if you've experienced this phenomena you can play those memories on loop (which I have to this day remembering those scenes I played to real vividness when I was heavily compromised that still haven't manifested despite them being clear as day to me which dispels the vividness myth) then you'll know that this idea of making memories doesn't work, because it's not correct for your view orientation and that came out of a perspective of weakness and degeneracy in attempting to bypass the pressure of transforming. If you do manage to manifest stuff within the box it's never going to stick and you'll still go through peaks and dips because the self correcting momentum based mechanism I've spoken about is fed exclusively through pushing the limits of the box instead of accepting the box and making the most of it. Where are you pushing the limits? This is where the reality of experience purifies your consciousness to die to your limits.
This idea is what HD seemingly misses. It has this element implied but it's got no focus on the actual mechanics of transformation, only the thematic definition and how that's experienced. As I said yesterday this is why HD doesn't lead many who apply it to real radical transformation, from what I've seen and experienced at least, which my sample size isn't massive but if you peer around in the communities you don't see many people there really showing major transformations on a regular basis. Why? Because the REAL work is what I talk about which is literally the most challenging thing imaginable because it's what we're here for. Expanding consciousness through the purifying fire of life. Weakness and accepting and making the most of the box is degeneracy and you will be punished by God for failing to go through with the great work and this of course is the personification of the self correcting mechanism I talk about.
Posting this stuff in the NG communities is a waste of time because most people will dislike this message because it's challenging, and that's not a limiting belief but a result of the cycle of where collective consciousness is at now. The things that make us feel uncomfortable are the ones which bring up the box we're in and make it known through speaking contrast. This is a 5th line process, and really is what "universalisation" actually is. It's there to drive others through cause in revealing contrast of process and thus the emotional state of limitation comes up within them. The impact of the 5th line is on the solar plex. This is why RS must be presented as the brutal bitter truth and not hold back because that's not embodying the truth. Compromise isn't the point, the point is to be a complete resonant embodiment for the thematics I'm driven by through greater consciousness and allowing whatever I have within me to unfold without censorship is required for me to reach my next level. This process is the same with everybody. Weakness makes you unattractive and physically makes you weak and it ages you because that stress sits within you and isn't processed. Transforming that stress into purification by fire leads to relief and abundant manifestations because you're completing the inner alchemical work through being yourself. THIS IS WHAT THE BIBLE IS ABOUT! I can't make it more clear. The story of Odin as I said before is abundantly clear in this by saying how Odin suffered immensely as he sacrificed himself to himself. The Bible fails to explain these points clearly and I believe is partly why this text misses the principle of transforming by existing the box unlike the Norse myth which presents the way to heaven (Valhalla) is to die in battle. The entire mythos (alchemical instructions) is about death through battle, corporeal identity death that is. When you're stuck in weakness and are afraid to die then you suffer the endless cycles of limitation that's being shown to you over and over and over. If you're stuck learning the same lessons still years later you're an utter failure who's completely missing the point of your function in life. I was there for many years myself so I know what that's like and I've clearly gone through that enough to be able to see the details of how that works and write about it here so you can apply this too.
This is the essence of RS. Transformation through owning your truth. This involves in a large part applying yourself physically in the world in a disciplined manner to cultivate vitality that can be utilised to dissolve the false identification because without a nourishing current to act as the contrast to the limitation on an unconscious level then the conscious mind cannot ever experience the complete transformation of the box being exited. This is why I speak very often on working with cultivating endocrine health and such because this is a huge part of how the conscious mind will utilise that unconsciously anchored vitality in the form to quite literally orient the view of the mind to be correct. The view cannot shift it's own view at baseline with itself, it requires another principle to interact with to shift its center and the alchemist has made this abundantly clear despite me disagreeing at the time when I first heard this due to all the degeneracy propagated in the LOA circles and using the trash that are success stories to justify staying in the box. That's the biggest mind trip these fools use to bypass accepting their truth and continue to peddle degeneracy flailing around in the box like weak useless misaligned easily influenced fools. Make no mistake in this place you're UNABLE to see truth because the unconscious mind isn't on board with correct orientation to at baseline then shift the conscious mind to see what it needs to see. When we get stuck in the box we can't see beyond it, you just can't and in essence you have next to no free will. You think you do but you don't and that's the illusion of having a weak unconscious state of vitality. If the form is weak then everything is weak because the form is the foundation. It is the basis of the yin, the substance that crystallises into a series of geometric formations which bounce light through the crystals that orient the view to receive what your mind needs to receive through that. Without that correctly oriented view from the form you have NOTHING! It all starts with cultivating vitality, despite what others in this community will say. Without vitality you'll never be able to experience the exiting of the box and the thing is that to even begin cultivating vitality it will involve running up ageist that box to the degree you're able to, be it just doing simple processes like cutting out artificial fake food that's obviously depleting as has been made clear by endless research as well as being sedentary and not moving which literally moves qi and other stuck "settled" nourishing current in the root which needs to raise and circulate which then will automatically without any altering of belief shift the view orientation of the personality to be more favourable. This happens in everybody no matter what your design is and this is a primary function of nourishing the endocrine system which as I've outlined is the basis of form vitality.
I also want to speak on this idea of negative feelings being bad. This idea has propagated along with the rice experiment to seemingly prove mind matter connections like magic. Dr Merasu Emoto I think his name was who measured the structure of crystalized water after speaking different words to it and playing different music to it (who knows the methodology if it was ever published) and found that negative emotions and music that was "negative" according to him resulted in warped and sickly looking water crystals. He claimed it had memory which isn't a new idea because this has been outlined in the Daoist texts on alchemy for millennia, due to water having fractal field geometry which can be infinitely compressed non destructively and store information or energy. The water isn't physically being altered in the structure in this way but the substructure of what's integrated within it or that it's then a part of as a part of a greater process will then influence what it's "storing" and would have "quantum" relationships to that which it's resonant to and have superluminal propagation of light. Has this been measured. I don't know maybe there's experiments out there somewhere but according to everything I've come to understand it would make sense. Either way the idea that negative emotions themselves, just by feeling them, or seemingly "projecting" them onto something such as water or rice (which is also like a sponge for water and absorbs water which is partly why the rice experiment shows this same phenomena) can cause the rice to be decayed by the structure of the water shifting is the claim and the reason why this happens is mostly because of how it's picking up on frustrating current from a tired sacral and or solar plex. It's like how you're receptive to the current of others when they're projecting at you, and it depletes you because you're unable to process it especially if you're weak yourself. Rice and water therefore becomes a mirror for frustrating current that's targeted. It's not the words but what those words bring out.
It makes me wonder if the natural satisfaction that comes out of making correct decisions that were challenging build up the momentum for the eventual natural unfolding of what is within through the process that we characterise as manifesting where the seeds within come through you and the natural imaginal act that's seen to be conscious is really just your view orientation seeing what it's suppose to see to provide the supply for those who are receptive to that.
27/12/24
Cortisol and even adrenaline both are like eating sugar bombs for your endocrine function. There's always an element that requires balancing and having stability of state without consciously thinking that you need to peak your mood or whatever is going to be significantly more beneficial. This is something that I want to explain because people in LOA and whatnot COMPLETELY fail to grasp what emotional sensation is actually all about and why like 90+% of people who apply it in imagination are failing miserably without realising how and why.
Your form is what drives visceral sensation, the solar plex is where emotional current emanates from. It's not exclusively where emotional current comes from but it's the biggest source. Motors are emotional. Motion. Motor. See? Awareness centers can also have emotional sense to some extent but not really. Emotions are ALWAYS an output response to something you're observing. So with this in mind we must ask ourselves why we're being told to consciously feel hyped up, which is what Joe Dispenza has said so many times. He literally said like it needs to be the most profound experience imaginable, like when his daughter got this free trip to some upper class mall or whatever and she felt the same feeling. He's saying that this is what causes manifestation to replicate but to that I'm going to call utter ignorance and prove why.
If your baseline is so depleted and low in the vitality side where you're being thrown around in your state from little things making you feel unstable and that you've got no center of stability then you've got absolutely no chance as manifesting experiences like that. ZERO chance. You should NOT attempt to even bother putting in any time to consciously feeling high on the emotional scale because you're going to spike activity in your endocrine system which will cause a crash, just like when insulin spikes and you crash when eating tons of processed sugar and other trash. This isn't something anybody can avoid, it can be optimised to reduce the impact on your experience of that crash but it's a functional alchemical process which everybody is bound to because you're circulating with the salt. The same principle applies to your digestive function, which blood sugar processing is actually based on kidney meridian and spleen and liver function, applies to the endocrine health too in that you can get "resistant" so to say to natural highs from being yourself as a "reward" from god so to say that's going to lead you to then naturally manifesting what is within you that's correct because your view orientation from the design side (the body functions and alignment to it's metaphysical thematics) will be resonant and lead you to WANTING to play the correct notes. You'll actually drop desires that don't serve you and you'll want to play the notes that do serve you. This is my point about why emotional peaks that are consciously produced because you think that'll result in positive results is a completely pointless waste of energy which is why I've said so many times to sink charge. Why? Because you want it to naturally raise and nourish through the alchemical process of purification where the purifying current nourishes the resistive channels and purges it out of you. These can be experienced as sudden aha moments too even without diving into them specifically. Your baseline endocrine function is required to be working well for you if you're going to manifest stuff which involves feeling really anything because that is the base orientation of the design that will modulate the view of the personality and it also explains the aspects of the research that's done on what makes you more able to process stress effectively and actually "use" cortisol and adrenaline as purifying agents in going through where they're leading you instead of being thrown around. You're being driven correctly instead of by the conditioning trash that's amplified in its impacts on how your conscious mind can perceive correct orientation that's your truth.
People tell me how do I go through feelings. You can consciously do it to a certain extent but it's all an allowing process which involves minimal effort to "make" emotional states happen and instead should come through you as a result of the alchemical functions playing out within you. If the alchemical agents are missing from the ratios they need to be in which can be cultivated through vitality work that's been discussed then you're going to be stuck with bad feelings and not know why they're still there. You'll say to me "DJ I can't get over my feelings" which simply means getting outside the box which really means having a baseline design level orientation that's functionally correct and able to then modulate the orientation of the personality to see these same limitations under the light that's representing your truth. Without working with the design side to cultivate the currents that facilitate the transformation of the orientation of view from that unconscious level then you're going to seem overwhelmed and small compared to the feelings because the primary power structure which is in the lower centers will be weak and depleted and lack that purifying fire required for transformation of these resistive crystallisations in the channels so you can see what needs to be seen for correctness to come through you. You actually LOSE self importance from a standpoint of needing things in the world to have value. These things drop off and you actually stop caring as much about like needing them for your life to have meaning and not feel like you're missing out. If you feel like you're missing out then it's because you're malnourished and you're still depleting your lower meridians of vitality. EVERYBODY who I've spoken to who has cultivated vitality over the 3 week course in 30 day coaching, so far at least, has some back to me and told me they had a revelation one day soon after where the stuck feelings faded and they saw themselves in the past as like "who was that" and that they're almost seeing their old self as foreign and strange. They're shifted states at baseline and it was all because they did the alchemical function I spoke about. None of the conscious and deliberate raising of currents like LOA tells us to do works for people because they're depleted. This CAN work for you if you do have significant availability of kidney liver and spleen meridian vitality and qi but if you're lacking there then you've got no chance of purifying it with any conscious level activity.
What feeds the kidney meridian the most which is the supply of purifying fire is going through challenge and making decisions that are correct under that pressure to compromise and fit in. There's a certain level of assertiveness that's needed for this to function correctly, which of course is a masculine trait, but both men and women have to have boundaries and manifest this current when the correct time is there to do so. The ratios of course are different but the same assertive current must exist for both to live correctly and if that's depleted because you're overstimulated and putting others on pedestals as a result then good luck naturally having the orientation for this to work. Everybody who preaches conscious feeling work is ignorant of the process involved and lacks the experience of having been on both ends of that scale that I've been through to know the difference in how it feels and what manifests in the world as a result. You cannot manifest outcomes in the moment feeling good if your baseline is of depletion and you'll waver and be thrown around in the storm at sea, quite literally given the water element here, which obviously means you have no foundation, no 1st line baseline that's nourished and stable. This is why I say to sink the charge by relaxing into yourself so that it can sit and gather as well as dropping excess stimulation because when you're tense and trying to "feel" active and worked up because your baseline is so depleted and you're thinking that you need contrast in that activity side to make things happen then you're only going to deplete it further. Done that for years and have logged the results extensively. Nobody who's depleted on that level can manifest outcomes that are favourable while overstimulating the nervous and endocrine systems spiking adrenaline and cortisol constantly which have been well studied to deplete primary sex hormones which determine your baselines stability as they're physical manifestations of kidney meridian function. There's been many trials I saw years ago where they did testosterone therapy on diabetic patients and they had 60+% improvement in fasting glucose after 3 months. Huge improvement considering they still ate like trash and likely compromised to a certain extent, but the metaphysical element there is clear. There's also androgen receptor sensitivity and function which also REQUIRES being stable and calm and relaxed (un correctness and not out of compromise) in the sense of not having a wavering unstable state where you're thrown around. It's almost a stoic state, except stoicism cannot be consciously cultivated because it's just as much an orientation of the design side as it is on the personality consciousness side. Both must function for there to be favourable manifestation.
This is why NG failed to explain LOA in a way that works for everybody. People back in his day also at baseline half FAR FAR better endocrine and nervous system functions because they weren't overstimulated and all that to the degree we have now with the modern on demand stimulation instant gratification world where everybody wants now now now to feel better when that's the very process leading them into degeneracy. People back then could manifest more reliably than we can and it's been clearly shown how testosterone for example is lowering by over 1.4% every year and is over decades orders of magnitude lower and when combined with the androgen receptor dysfunction we can clearly see the manifestation of the metaphysic of compromise in that biochemistry that's washed over us as a collective since the decades that passed when NG was preaching. You ever wonder why "I've never seen it fail" is what NG says when the people of his say were quite literally different in so many aspects in how they have available vitality to process resistance? I've clearly outlined why and it seems I'm also the only person in this community talking about this.
Perhaps I should make my next video about this and point out the ignorance of the influencers out there plain as day as to why people aren't getting results. It's depletion of vital current, especially in men, which are the light for women to absorb, and is why so many relationship issues happen because men will then be unable to take them off the pedestal. Women take men off the pedestal not through cultivating more discreet endocrine function but more so the nervous system functions that relate to receiving the light because the yin absorbs the yang and thus a new substance can be established through that interaction. Theirs is more of a receptive process where they're more so yielding (submission dynamic else they don't get the light of life which is the seed (foundational root) of that life) but there must also be a degree of nourishment on their part too. This is why Daoist alchemy is written almost exclusively for men, and why in TCM the meridians are way different for men and women especially when it comes to the functions of the lower meridians which of course the lower cauldron is where most of the work is done as those relate to different sex hormone functions thus defining the importance of cultivating them. I believe for women it's more so a function of progesterone but I've not gone too deep into that yet. Progesterone is claimed to be a part of the menstrual cycle but I believe that the cycle relates to the quality of which their endocrine function can be amplified and allows them to process resistance because it's not condensed current like seed retention is about in men. It's periodic and cyclic which is revealed in the hexagrams too. I once again have next to no data on this point about how women can process resistance best but I do believe that based on how R side orientation is "drawn out" L side as in the truth is experienced over time, and that men not having a cycle but instead of condensed form of that which is scalar then it would make sense with that binary in manifestation application. Women have a drawn out scalar over time when men are in the moment, and women also cannot have a degree of depletion because the baseline scalar value is all dependent on the degree of coherency to the expression of their vitality in the cycle. There's so much here I still need to explore but I do believe that there's metaphysical and alchemical significance there. I don't know any texts that speak of this, other than some yogic texts from east Indian culture, but I've never resonated with much of that culture I find it quite off putting personally.
I just hope you can see now why all this stuff about emotional feeling on a deliberate and conscious level is a completely contrary process when you're looking at the alchemy and how people experience peak dip cycles which are momentum based. There's processes within processes and unless we work with them then we're going to fail miserably and wallow around in degeneracy blind as to what we're really doing due to a warped view orientation. Consciously being stuck doesn't help either because even if you recognise the cycles that doesn't get you out of them and the proof there is that their cause is all unconscious from within the design side vitality which is a function of the nourishment you're cultivating and circulating which feeds orientation for the personality. If your platform you stand on is facing the wrong way how can you expect with your eyes to be seeing the correct angle of perception on what's within you? You must have the design side orientation working for you else what comes out of your consciousness will be warped, not just in concept but the sense of self relationship to that. The sense of self is almost entirely a function of view orientation as it's a quality of perception over the same concept, which is why it's called view orientation or direction and angle of view. You see the same concept under a different light.
What Dispenza says about needing emotions to form powerful experiences which can transform us IS TRUE but the thing is that they need to come through us by going through the pathway that the view orientation is feeding in exiting the box and owning our truth. Man I would love to destroy him live on stage one day that would be so nourishing. Explain all of his points under the RS model and prove the elements as to why some get results when the 95+% fail due to improper instruction.
In the civilisations of a bygone era people use to strive to live as fearlessly as possible and attain knowledge not for knowledge sake but for the function of application. They were more L oriented as a populous after all being 7 center. We've got this issue of solar plex and R side drawing us into worlds that are seen under an incorrect angle of orientation and thus we get lost in them and lose sight of the importance of the L side orientation in establishing foundation to work with. Having a foundation based on L orientation is required because that foundation is applied in the lower cauldron where base vitality is cultivated and nourished. This is why the R side orientation processes we're taught don't work for so many because that foundation of the 1st doesn't exist which makes them unstable and weak quite literally. Almost all disease and aging comes from this too. The Jing. Depletion of Jing is making incorrect decisions that keep you in the box. Exiting the box is just as much a L side as a R side process. We must speak the importance of a vital form for the functions of manifestation. The people who magically heal themselves (which are few and few between and are mostly women when you look at the data as I've been through) you'll find that they had something they were holding onto that was let go of (likely because of the cycle process) and that of course freed up the channel that was blocking vitality from nourishing a downstream meridian that was manifesting the disease. Sometimes it's not the obvious metaphysic but an implied downstream metaphysic that's under the surface which caused the disease. In men it's similar too in letting go of stuff which clears downstream effects, but if you're so depleted on Jing then good luck actually getting over your stuck stuff. Older people are literally more stuck in their ways for a reason, because the baseline nourishing current is more depleted at baseline.
There's so many reasons why this idea of emotional peak causing positive manifestation just doesn't work and that if you're trying to make something happen as a function of expressing your vitality then you're likely going to fail without realising how or why it's just going to lead you to a dip and all you'll see are signs at best then the coaches will gaslight you into saying you're not doing the technique right when techniques shouldn't be able to be done incorrectly if it's a simple process. The challenge is literally going through the challenge because that's where the transformation is and it cannot be faked. Anyone can imagine anything but this idea of "living in the end" relies entirely on your body being on board with your personality in having alignment to the process you're being moved through to feel the naturalness of it. This is all presented in the story of Odin.
Odin hung himself on the world tree and suffered for 6 days before he came to emptiness and thus acceptance. The emptiness is the sabbath, the impotence of having gone through all the way to the end, the end being your correct direction of orientation.
Just listen to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4J6WWAwsLk
I've posted this here before in the early pages, for a reason, because the alchemy is clear as day now that I've outlined more than ever on that level.
NG makes manifesting seem like a solipsistic process where our purpose is to be anyone and have anything, when there's no expansion in that. Challenge is expansion and is why we live in a world where in the wild it's dog eat dog because that's a trial of the strategic splenic awareness to purify the genetics. You're the same, except on a mixture of L and right side. That's where your challenge lies in this world, mastering both, because you're a simulacrum.
If you find your pelvic floor and abs tense 24/7 then it's because you're lacking the natural pump from the kidney meridian that would circulate vitality and you've likely got terrible flexion and sacral satisfaction too. You could probably have not ideal sleep as well. You can try and consciously relax but it won't stick when you stop it unless you're applying yourself consistently in other areas too. It's like mewing.
I also believe that facial structure to some extent is actually a manifestation of how vital the currents in the channels are. Bones are the most direct manifestation of the kidney yin. Being short is a manifestation of weak kidney yin.
When you look at the 6 lines, it's a progression of problem solving and going through transformation. The first is finding the problem, what's the roots of the problem we're dealing with. The last is what's the next problem. This is what's going on when it comes to LOA too.