Aetheraeon Notebook 19

A trigger that makes you feel contrast is something that's bringing up an expectation for you to be someone you're not. Let that go. Frame these things as expectations you're agreed to that don't serve you anymore, because they're not you. You held onto them temporarily because in the moments they formed they served your safety but that moment is long gone now so it's not important. You're not needing to stay in the place of hanging onto false expectation.

I want to make some connections between meaningful stimulation that comes from natural striving in the body vs this idea of what living in some magical end state is like which NG preaches.

So simply speaking we know that the body is what we feel things through. The conscious swims in the unconscious. This cannot be avoided, only transformed in efficiency of function relative to correct natural striving. The mechanism that opens manifestation is going all the way, under the context of course of "anchoring" the state into the unconscious so that feeling comes from this place of being and not out of contrast as going all the way satisfies natural striving and the body will be comfortable due to correct movement unfolding the seed.

So this process of reaching satisfaction begins with the seed unfolding through you, which automatically happens all the time. Your various thematic currents which correspond to the different meridians within the field geometry and will thus "activate" those themes of experience for the conscious mind which swims in the unconscious mind to be experienced, or in this case felt with a degree of "importance" on it in either polarity of charge. This means that you can feel a response from the body that's nourishing and what would be considered a positive response, which would release the various hormones such as dopamine and serotonin and perhaps oxytocin too. In the opposite direction there will be a release of stress hormones such as cortisol and adrenaline which is what causes adrenal fatigue from being in fight or flight non stop. Adrenals connect to kidney meridian, no surprise there. If kidney meridian is weak with minister fire and qi then you'll be burned out and not feel positive emotions and the biochemistry where stress hormones actually BLOCK the signalling of feel good hormones is BECAUSE the alchemical transformation of the nourishing fire (which has been depleted due to living as not self chronically) will be diminished and the conjugation which requires the heart and the nourishing fire from below will be dead, or at least on that spectrum to the point where the fire and or the coherency of the heart cannot cause the conjugation and "drop" the seed/importance through satisfying that thematic currents unfolding in the seed.

We're going to assume you've got sufficient vitality to work with here in this example. Say you've got sufficient vitality and you're somewhat functional in life without massive amounts of compromise patterns. The thing to recognise is that you'll have to apply minimal "effort" to FEEL the intuitive impulse because the fire is able to reach the heart and thus generate a sensation that CAN be of higher visceral nature but at the same time the contrast between where you're at now and what that seed is unfolding through you won't feel as distant. You still have to make the decision in that place if it's something very different to accept natural striving. Now following that is following what it means to BE yourself. Understand this. Any time you get a signal to make a decision which FEELS "important" so to say that you're being pulled intuitively from that subtle knowing sense you feel in the body spontaneously is a moment you have to actually satisfy how those seeds are looking to unfold through you. Those are basically opportunities to nourish yourself and generate higher order substances in the field geometry and become a higher order supply for things that are desired.

Now this is the interesting part. NG would see this exclusively as a sort of mind state that exists in an infinite possibility dimension which you're CONTROLLING (his words not mine I quoted him on that) reality through the state you're taking on. Being yourself IS how you "control" reality because that's where your power comes from. Literally it's as basic as this. All the inner alchemy and stuff works behind the scenes underlying the PHENOMENA of so called mind magic to open this experience up to nourish you BECAUSE it's who you're DESIGNED to be in that place. You're thinking you're deciding but really it's already there within you. The conscious experience of deciding a state IS the EXACT SAME thing as moving with natural striving that's coming through you from the seed that's already there that determines the fixed point of reference unfolding automatically. This is the point of why it's made clear that the conscious mind is only there to watch the experience. The so called impression is literally just imagining to the point of body response in which case the body becomes comfortable with being itself without you getting in the way. You're not really "tricking" the body because it's all jut alchemical currents doing the same thing physically speaking as it would if you're using imagination to replicate the same inner alchemy, but the process always leads to the same satisfied conjugation of nourishing current to the heart where in this case an actual "letting go" is all that you're doing because the body AWLAYS WANTED to move through that experience (though it also had charge held with conditions which is what feels like the uncomfortable feelings you'll face) but was never really allowed to do so due to aversion to natural striving. It's just be yourself. That's why if SATS does work it's because that's who you're really being in correctness anyway, else the body wouldn't be comfortable and automatically unfold it like magic without contrast barriers, or at least less of them.

Now how do these contrast barriers even anchor in the first place because children who are untainted with the filth of this Jew run world of limitation don't avoid being themselves and more often than not will unabashedly be themselves without compromise, for better or worse. Why is this? Simple. You had an experience or a series of experiences where the natural striving was denied for whatever reason and thus there was built an expectation that this movement that would be natural for you is not comfortable and available to actually be you through. Basically you've put an importance on being someone else whenever a certain thematic sequence comes up to be experienced and there's an unconscious expectation or association to compromising on what you want that's like an automatic depletion in sense of self and a disconnect between the heart and the kidney fire that conjugates. Negative feelings literally are like putting water over the fire and hardening the heart to hold conjugation at ransom. So as I said how we dissolve this is by opening the heart through seeing the importance to be diminished (which feels "lighter" and more "easy" so to say, not in terms of emotional CHARGE but in terms of availability regardless of the other currents being moved because emotional charge CAN be high and yet your heart can still be open as in the example with my SP manifestation and other examples) and also in stoking the fire by accepting who you really are, which feels like an acceptance of self which is sense of self work. The alchemy of this is clear that when minister fire is strong your ability to handle pressure to compromise is amplified because the availability of that connection to WANT to be more of yourself and accept that is available and at that point it's simply about letting the heart open up to that. That's sense of self stuff, heart work.

So I also want to talk about this subject again. I've mentioned this before ages back I believe but it's about how your body since it's uncomfortable with being as valuable as the satisfied sense of self would be anchored with and how it will seek compromise patterns that satisfy it "enough" to dissolve the pressure but in the end will just deplete further because it's not compete. So this idea is like with addictions and stuff where someone more often than not will be stuck in a self depleting pattern because they don't actually feel worth the complete desire they're looking to attain as being themselves and so will seek a source of stimulus that can match the valued sense of self that's comfortable within the box to avoid the pressure of accepting the targeted sense of self. It's looking to stay in the box, stay in the limited sense of value and vitality and all that under the context of this desire to pseudo satisfy it. Whenever you give into that you're accepting that you're a loser and have no value or vitality and it depletes you further which only generates more feedback loop to anchor the sense of self in depletion. Now as I said the way to break this is to see yourself as worth more than where you're at because this opens up the heart to feeling the pressure from below from the nourishing current looking to conjugate and satisfy accepting the target sense of self. More often than not in these places with excessive depletion you'll be unable to break the pattern the next day or 2 because prolactin release from depletion will destroy your hormones and neurotransmitters from raising the purifying fire to WANT to break patterns and purify it. As I said you REQUIRE fire to feel desire, else you'll be grasping at air and it'll be fleeting. The longer you go without compromising and build up that fire the more you'll feel the desire for both the compromise (because of the pseudo satisfaction circuit I just mentioned) and on top of that IFFFF you're reminding yourself of natural striving within by bringing up self worth stuff and actually opening your heart to receive that purifying fire to conjugate the currents you'll anchor into expectation more of yourself in that moment and "manifest" new impulses which you'll notice will make you WANT to avoid giving in in the coming days. This doesn't mean it'll be totally over and you'll not feel temptation to give into lesser sense of self because of the residual trash and expectations there but you'll notice yourself avoiding actually wanting to engage and see it as repulsive almost to compromise. That's when you KNOW you're in a more embodied state as more of yourself. I get this a lot in the first 5 days or so when I got 30 day calls and someone is updating me on the regular about how they're being different.

It's really just bring up who you really are (not in an unnecessary self exalting manner but that your actual natural striving you KNOW is correct that you're compromising on is the point of comparison you're running the resistance up against which IS the true you in field geometry format) and accept that this is your true self and anything else is compromise and satisfaction. That's dropping importance on conditions and as I said purify the resistance by dropping compromise patterns being the expected response to the thematic subject of what you're dealing with. This is why as I've always said being yourself without compromise is how you manifest and going all the way with that to the point of satisfaction IS "impressing the subconscious" and all this dropping seed stuff and whatnot, because you're actually embodied for real and going through the experience that's correct. Yeah when you're more nourished it can be more effortless but I find that when you're heavily depleted then the effortless dropping isn't a simple one and done move on and be yourself kind of movement. There's a greater expectation to compromise and thus it'll feel like more pressure, even if alchemically speaking it's less in reality.

Know who you are and where you're compromising and fulfil conditions by going through them. Said it too many times. Anyone who reads this and thinks it's some imaginal method in a vacuum is missing the point. This CAN be applied in imagination but as I've always said if you're doing that imaginal work the most likely result you'll get is just more intense impulses to move differently and value yourself. If you imagine being yourself you'll wake up the next day feeling compelled to be more of yourself, and that's how the body KNOWS differently instead of you thinking you're doing it with the conscious mind. You're doing that to establish a new expectation in the body to NOT compromise and feed into these limited pseudo satisfying compromise patterns that keep you in the box looking for more. So this whole thing about "give to yourself what you desire" is giving the body what it needs to open up what's already there to be made more conscious without a contrasting expectation as the contrast barriers most feel and give into and thus manifest opposite and unlucky experiences. That's all signs that you're giving into lack and thus deserve lack. You don't even really need to bring up the trash in pathway work because it'll come up during the day anyway to be purified in these opportunities when you're establishing a different direction of movement that values the natural striving unfolding through the seeds. The only reason we write down in pathway work is to make it visible to you to become familiar with where your compromise patterns are and thus be able to see them when they show up and recognise that it's an opportunity to refine it. I find that people who do pathway work in a vacuum and avoid going all the way in the world still get stuck, because obviously the result of doing purifying pathway work will be an amplification in the sense of self but that should thus lead to natural striving coming from a more nourished direction of sense of self where impulses will lead you to not want to compromise, yet they still do so because they're not going all the way WHEN IT MATTERS, which is the unfolding of the bridge in the world for REAL in embodied reality.

The way I see this is that if you're still living the same life knowing it's not what you want then you're accepting a lesser sense of self and you'll not manifest the impactful impulses to actually break those patterns and anchor in the new sense of self. This is foundation of everything because it's your thematic signature you're emanating 24/7 and thus determining what shows up for you like magic. There's that expectation for abundance that's anchored and what use to be big is now small and normal. As I've said endlessly you're normalising being more of yourself by doing this work. It's all already there which is why you feel bad as the fixed point of reference. There's nothing you need to do other than move with natural striving. Natural striving is YOU BEING YOURSELF!

Some people for some reason have a hard time understanding what this means. I get the question "What does being yourself without compromise mean" and I'm like how do you not get that. Who do you desire to be? What lights you up? What feels light and without this hefty weighed down struggling feeling? That is nourishing to your body, whatever that is, and your body is the interface we use to transform consciousness. Nourishing the body is nourishing the mind. So when NG says "what do you desire" he's really saying "what does your body want" because you FEEL desire in the body which is the signal of what is and isn't for you, thus we can conclude that being yourself without compromise is going all the way into building an unconscious expectation for that experience to be normal for you. How do you do that? You begin to move towards fulfilling it with whatever means you have available. How else? People still get stuck in this box that NG mind magic has some secret mechanic to it but we know that's not the case. The imagination moves the body, it opens the body up to accepting self instead of the expected patterns of compromise and when you're avoiding going through the pressure of actually BEING self then you're compromising on being yourself. I don't know how much more clear that can be. Who and what do you actually want to experience that feels "light" and nourishing to you? That is who YOU are in thematic translation for the senses to grasp. That's your thematic signature which other people will reflect in your manifest reality. Now ask yourself who do I not like being? What feels heavy and burdensome I keep facing? What is the struggle I'm facing? Why is this so important? Why can't I just be myself? When you go through with these questions and allow the currents to move through you as they're suppose to then you'll be doing the alchemical transformation I just mentioned above. This will set an expectation in the body to avoid compromise which will bring out the contrast in the intuitive impulses to be yourself which come up spontaneously. Doing the imaginal work "activates" the seeds more we could say so that those currents can be targeted more discreetly and processed and the result is a shift in how the body will feel about those thematic components that come up when making decisions day to day. You'll feel compelled to buy into and give power to something or drop it off and let go and move on and the decision you make when faced with opportunity determines how you're going to anchor sense of self and vitality in the body naturally.

Sooooo with everything in mind here what is there to do? Remind yourself of who you are, what feels light and abundant, or otherwise, and feel through the trash and run it up against the stuff that feels light. If you feel the light stuff in a vacuum like in SATS before sleep you'll more than likely wake up and manifest opportunities to actually anchor that sense of self but they're JUST OPPORTUNITIES, unless you had minimal contrast barriers and expectations to conform to. Your thoughts and inclinations and compelled sensations of intuitive impulse are "manifestations" in themselves too, parts of the unfolding of self being more you in correct nature.

Some people will read this and think that I'm placing conditions on what doesn't need to have any different decisions made, and they're incorrect because IF the body expects that the more natural sense of self wouldn't engage in certain habits because they don't serve the vitality which IS the sense of self in alchemical terms then you'll be compelled to drop that stuff. Often times if you're heavily depleted you'll require dropping these habits and also go all the way into going through what you've been putting off.

I want to make something abundantly clear in explaining this whole conditions with actions and spontaneous impulses with the expectations idea I just spoke about. This is actually difficult to explain because it requires grasps on immortality and inner alchemy. The body will naturally be moved to formulate the correct thematic sequences in unfolding the seed to nourish the field geometry which will result in you moving in the direction of having available the conditions (state or arrangement of thematic currents) that will result in the perception of the conscious mind that's swimming in the unconscious mind to be more clear. Think in terms of TCM principles about balancing currents and how the body with how it's going to drive you will automatedly work with the self organising intelligence built into it as the self correcting mechanism so organise your embodied experience to basically resolve any depletions or stagnations THORUGH those spontaneous movements you're being moved to make. The body is always moving towards higher order, always. Grasp that being yourself without compromise IS moving closer toward immortality, given you're also approaching reality from a more "pulled back" lens of allowing the higher order currents to generate and overflow naturally without constantly seeking pleasurable stimulus which we know uses up Jing especially if it's sexually related. So all the people saying that this is conditional that I'm saying someone needs to buy into the idea that "they're believing they need to act differently when they don't need to" is totally missing the point and looking at things from that tiny little narrow view of avoiding body intelligence which most in this community can't grasp. I also do believe that men generally speaking will be more inclined to be more active in nature, as that's their metaphysical composition to be more yang naturally of course where the opposite is likely true for women. Having more TEST will make you WANT to move more because that's how the body is moving you to BE in the world, and saying no to that is like putting a cap on the lid and letting it boil up and explode, where unfortunate experiences show up because you're accepting compromise on how your body wants to manifest. Simply be yourself without compromise and all this will work for you.

I've also head of people claiming that dropping the "base desires" of the body is where you gain spiritual power, and to a certain degree that's true but people when they read what I have outlined here will assume that this is body desire. It's not. It's self. There is only self. If you're afraid of spiritual power then you'll avoid it just like you avoid going through any other condition. Spiritual power so to say has nothing to do with living from the body or the spirit, because the body is the interface that the spirit moves you through, It's all spiritual movement anyway as I explained because being more nourished in the body IS moving towards higher order substance cultivation which IS what the target of immortality work is about. Will you always manifest in a visceral manner? Probably not, as your TEST decreases then that will likely be less important because the TEST is a manifestation of the yang current motivating action in the body as a means of satisfaction for desire and men by default if healthy will have high levels and that's how we all use to live a few decades ago, so this idea that some men are supposedly suppose to live less active with less TEST is just silly to me, though considering the shift towards universalist ideology in culture and "tolerance" of all shapes and colours and sizes and stuff it wouldn't surprise me if this is actually part of the greater plan of the will of God on earth manifesting these conditions to lead another cycle of collective peak dip which forces transformation just as it does in the individual. Then you'll have people say "but you are God" and deny that there's a greater process program playing out that's predictable for some strange reason, and yet in that sense they're denying the higher order natural striving of the body which is a simulacrum of that greater process and thus denying one is denying the other as they're correspondent to each other on these different levels. So many assumptions that can't work on a technical basis, but for practical sake will have purpose in that persons life. Being ok with that in todays world is important if you don't want to go mad seeing technical errors everywhere in what people in metaphysical circles preach.

So with all that in mind being yourself without compromise is the magic.

I want to write on the idea about not contradicting your state or wavering in your assumption and persisting. NG I believe has mentioned persisting under the context of not wavering and not "letting yourself slide through" doubt, we could say. What I mean by that is that if you observe doubt, say you're about to make a decision to be yourself because an opportunity through intuitive impulse came up and you feel the pressure to compromise come up and the thoughts about wavering enter your mind, you can allow those thoughts to be there but not give them any influence and still make the decisions and remind yourself of your value and vitality as being yourself from this place and thus go all the way into following intuitive impulse. This is what doing SATS will lead to anyway, having more baseline availability of contrast relative to the correct state vs the depleted state to have in your awareness because you FEEL more of yourself due to shifting the comfortability in the body from the imaginal experience, even if just a little bit. Say this happen where you're just laying down and relaxing then out of nowhere negative thoughts come up and you notice yourself spiralling and the context of your state is all about the conditions and buying into them. From this place you're going to more than likely buy into the old patterns again at least to some degree. What this means is that you'll not WANT to be more of yourself when opportunities come up because now the expectation is that you're not worth breaking those boxes, You see? That doesn't mean the bridge is dead or whatever it's just that the expectation of thinking you'll have automatic momentum there to dissolve the trash like magic won't likely be the case. There's people who can give into spiralling but still make the decisions which serve them anyway. The opportunities to follow natural striving in my experience have far more power than on the spot contrasting the negative state.

The problems come when you accept the limited sense of self and the temptations to compromise that comes with that and then in a vacuum you go about overstimulating yourself trying to feel better without actually going through the opportunities. Honestly a vast majority of peak dip cycles arise because you're avoiding intuitive impulse and no amount of watching LOA vids that make you feel better can fix that, because UNLESS YOU'RE BEING YOURSELF YOU'RE NOT BEEEEEING YOURSELF! Get it. Imagination in a vacuum while ignoring the world and where you'd otherwise be making different decisions and pretending that it doesn't matter (when you feel that it does because it's in your body coming through you which is why you manifest opposite results out of denying true self) will not solve your issues or make your SP or money show up out of thin air. All you'll get from coping with success story vids or motivation vids or whatever the heck is satisfaction in not spending your energy correctly, unless of course your body doesn't need to be moved differently, but that's very rare.

Once again to simplify here. When you imagine being yourself in whatever it is under the NG context what you'll end up doing what you want anyway, you'll feel "compelled" to in the words of NG. He admits this in fact, so I know what he's talking about. He's talking about the compulsion to follow natural striving which IS self that's always there but you're avoiding facing it. The peak dip cycle is a forced realisation of this, which is why when you're in the dip you'll likely recognise the conditions come up but then you'll forget about them and go back to coping again until the pressure builds up to much that you have to let out the pressure and dip. Never face the peak dip cycle through artificially and unnecessarily stimulating yourself and hyping yourself up. NG technically doesn't promote needless overstimulation, though most people would interpret it this way because of how constant thinking methods have been normalised as how manifestation is done.

I also want to write on specifics about manifestation and 1st vs 3rd person. Firstly you don't need to worry about any of this stuff. It's all irrelevant. You don't need to imagine specifically what you want to make it show up. Why? Because you'll have the seeds unfold through you and translate those thematic currents into imaginal sense scenes which you can have even just as a flash in the moment and that'll manifest what you think about without effort. Why? Because that's how we naturally manifest anyway. Those who say you need to control the scenes and consciously manifest are doing what I've said anyway all above. They're not doing anything special. It's all in the seeds within already present and that they're going to always be unfolding through you and all you need to do is watch.

If you're looking for evidence in the world, constantly thinking about where the SP is or any of this stuff, that implies you're still not being yourself and have confidence in going through your natural striving. Usually when you're bored and out of state streak you'll end up having these thoughts show up randomly and they're more proof that you're unsatisfied. The body is unsatisfied because you're still compromising on living the life you ACTUALLY want to live where these thoughts cannot have basis because you're satisfied. This is once again the solution to all problems in LOA. JUST BE YORUSEFL! Why can't people be themselves? Because it seems hard to let go of the importance of holding the expectations of being someone they're not. All the magic wording that LOA buffs speak is touching on these mechanics in their own words. The less satisfied you are at baseline the more likely you'll have intrusive thoughts because those thoughts are signals that you're not nourished thematically speaking and that supply comes through you by being yourself and accepting that fully and without compromise. Can't stand the fools who come out and constantly say "how come you're wavering if you imagine you already have it". Like why is this experience so common if imagination works the way it's claimed to work? Why? Because of all the reasons I've just outlined. This is real manifestation and that is Reality Synthesis.

I also want to clear up something. When you're in natural striving and going all the way you're still going to have negative thoughts come up. Make no mistake this is not some cure all process in an instant. It's not like you can drop all negative thoughts out of your mind, but it's that when you're in state streak that's nourishing and being yourself to satisfaction the currents to refine those negative thoughts with the fire and the heart being open will be more available and accessible at baseline. You'll not WANT to buy into those stories. Why? Because you've now got EMBODIED EXPERIENCE to be the "proof" against that. This is the truth. We're going all the way and because we're going all the way we can more fully nourish ourselves. That does not mean we are fully nourished on all levels, but that the availability of nourishing current to be available and for the expectation that comes with that to be available for our sense of self to be more aligned to who we really are will be more natural and normal and effortless. You'll be able to see conditions as they are without spiralling in them because they're feeling real to you as that's reflecting how your body feels. The conditions are basically manifestations of unsatisfied currents in the body getting you to pay attention and unfold what's necessary for satisfaction to be attained and the waters can be still. Now if you sink charge and do gazing and do all the common sense stuff we talk about in a practical basis then you'll more easily be able to observe these conditions for what they are even in more technically compromised actionable states. Why? Because even though you've not gone all the way with natural striving you've settled the excessive yang and calmed the overactive mind which is what sinking charge and gazing does, You're actually purifying subtle levels of resistance AND providing the currents to go deeper into them with this, but that once again doesn't mean that you're immune from flow with natural stirring living like this in a vacuum. Your fire will be weak if that's the case, and fire is REQUIRED to satisfy natural striving because that's part of the alchemical composition of how transformation unfolds.

This is why there is no one size fits all process and that the only thing guaranteed is that natural striving will be how you satisfy your desires reliably. NG and SATS opens up what I'm saying to work with natural striving being more compelled to be followed, but that also doesn't imply that you'll guarantee a result because doing SATS in a vacuum without following up on where that movement is taking you and on top of that also overstimulating yourself excessively without necessity in a spontaneous manner will absolutely ruin your sense of self the most and cause dips.

Look if you want to take any lesson away from this it's this. Natural striving that is opened up from expecting a higher order sense of self by "activating" or really amplifying the currents in resonance to the already existent seeds is your opportunity to actually EMBODY the state FULLY. To LIVE as yourself and not just simulate it and think it's good enough because NG told you that imagination creates. You don't need to imagine anything to manifest exactly what you want. All you need to do is bring up the reminder of what feels light and correct by thinking of what you want (from meaning from the sense of self and not from some magical dimensional shift or whatever mind magic people assume that "from" means that's somehow different) which if makes you feel resonant to self will automatically drive your natural striving to provide opportunity to ANCHOR that state for GOOD where the lived experience will SATISFY the body and thus your mind will also be satisfied. That's the magic of the so called law of assumption. Imagination creates reality through the thematic supply/demand mechanics I've explained, but also that imagination has the capacity to bring out of you what's within you already which is who you are, simply through "reminding" you of self. Recollecting. Biblical theme. Recollection (gathering self from the chaos) and going through that is satisfying and nourishing. Anyone marketing to you mind magic solutions that are somehow different are alchemically and metaphysically illiterate. I've explained everything that's important to understand to be yourself and by extension manifest what you desire and is satisfying.

I also want to mention subliminals. I've had minimal experience with targeted ones to be honest and I rarely get orders for them so I don't have much data to go on but it seems to me that targeted subs are going to do better. I've heard stories about people having all kinds of different affirmations in the subs and such but to me it seems like the important thing about them is that you actually get good sleep when listening to them. I do believe that at night time in sleep your unconscious will still receive the inputs from the audio but as I've said I can't 100% prove that from my data as I don't have enough of it. There's stories of people who have affirmations relating to "loving" their flaws and they get results and others simply saying in present tense what they've got already. "I've got X thing" basically. Guided ones are the ones that would be reliably effective but for "subliminals" as in subliminal messaging done unconsciously

Another thing I want to explain are examples where nothing in the environment shifts and yet you still end up experiencing what you imagined. An example of this could be things that aren't important to you, such as seeing an old friend you've not spoken to in ages contacting you, or it could be that you find $5 on the ground or something which would rarely happen. These types of simple experiences that can "prove' the law the way NG describes it. I'll say this again. Themes of experience ARE specific alchemical formulations of various currents that exist within you already which when you imagine then you're taking those already existing currents and formulating them into an arrangement which represents the imagined outcome. Before you even postulate the assumptive subject of desire the thematic currents are already existing within you and the moment you think consciously about them is when the "scene" is made.

NG himself actually admitted this in one of his books I just recently read. He says that the themes are innate to the unfolding of reality and that the 2nd step in creation is then the formulation of the conscious imagined scene to represent those thematic currents to the senses where the conscious mind observes and watches. So if you're imagining specific things and see those then it's because those already existed within you anyway. You're not creating or controlling anyone or anything because it's all invisible thematic supply/demand and our body and conscious mind swimming in that observing it moving is simply a manifestation OF those subtle currents. When you get to higher levels of immortality work then you're going to face them as the personifications of them to literally recreate your foundational field geometry into a new order where the rules that govern others such as entropy of vitality is no longer a factor because the door to vitality is always left open instead of slowly shutting over your life. All that is already there but we have to perform alchemy on it, which is taking those components of the chaos of the elements and separating them to then circulate them over a source of pressure to break them down and purify them to then put them back together again in a higher order format which sticks. This is dissolving the fixed overarching themes which bind the function of lesser themes within them to be more limited in how they can be processed and this opens up new "dimensions" of experience so to say, even though it's all there already but you'll have more direct interface between the veils while conscious and waking. When you're deep in gazing and you feel that width of consciousness will be how you live at baseline there, but that it will be normal like this anyway from that perspective. This is why gazing leads to that and why it's necessary for the higher level immortality work to condition the consciousness to exist in a wider subconscious state at baseline.

Anyway specific manifestation from your conscious perspective seems to be a thing but from the perspective of God that's not a thing because it's all already playing out anyway and you're being moved accordingly, else you'd not even desire to imagine that. It came through you, because it's all thematic currents manifesting as conscious experiences lived in the body in the world reflecting the same alchemical conditions that came up when imagining. No difference.

The "work" is reminding/recollecting yourself about yourself and in that realisation being moved with intuitive impulse that the body moves you through. That's what it all leads through without exception. Manifesting like magic without lifting a finger means you're not going to need to move differently with natural striving (likely because you're already a sufficient enough supply for what you're targeting vs someone who's more depleted who would be moved through these experiences IN ORDER TO fulfil the thematic supply that's required by the intelligence of spirit moving body) and that you're comfortable being yourself in all the implied ways, which would reflect how you'd naturally act accordingly when that manifestation unfolds. As I said before about the desire and being uncomfortable, the body in moving you to break patterns that don't serve you IS HELPING YOU BECOME THE SUPPLY! It's not a condition it's just the natural striving in how you're being guided intelligently basically to value your sense of self and vitality and cultivate those currents through how you're being. You're literally manifesting the natural means by which you'll move into becoming the supply, because in the state of full on deficiency that's not available and so the body will move you to naturally be cultivating those currents THROUGH the experiences that intuitive impulse represent. That point especially I didn't recognise for a long long time. Many years of observing. You won't hear that anywhere else.

Make this clear. The manifestation as in the "bridge of incidents" is built INSTANTLY the moment you accept more value for yourself and begin to feel those natural strivings kicking in to move you into unfolding that in a fully proportionate manner that's perfect for your arrangement of thematic supply/demand. Know that it's all already done, but the acceptance of the more abundant sense of self takes time to get normalised and accepted. It caaaaan be accepted on the spot but everybody in LOA is making the NG stuff out to be done in one night or a short period of time and boom you'll like wake up as a new person. That's not the case for almost anyone, and the people who it does work for were willing to be ready and open to accepting the change. The more you can die to the expectation of holding into what you're not means the faster you can accept that which you are, and if you take an honest look at your life now vs where that would likely be you'd realise that you're not even close and that many many changes need to be made. Be brutally honest here and you'll feel that. Being brutally honest can really put the truth into perspective with the real manifest contrast. This acceptance of who you really are and leaving behind what's not really you, that heavy sticky stuff which feels off, when you can just drop that stuff and move forward then you'll naturally be moved to WANT to be the person in your end, and that's the thing that everybody will experience to some degree or another.

This should all be abundantly clear now how this works. Knowing this doesn't mean that you're going to apply it though. Going all the way is what causes manifestation, because that IS showing faith to the state. Remember that resistance is thematic currents being unavailable in the body when the seeds require them for their full manifestation to unfold, which is why I say that manifestation is thematic supply/demand.

I remember that time back in like 2016 or something when I was in a hardcore dip and I knew certain habits I was playing into didn't serve me and was causing compromise I prayed to God. Jesus Christ. I got on my knees and asked for forgiveness for my sins and how much of a failure I was. I accepted the reality of where I was, not in terms of "giving it power" kind of acceptance but not denying the state I was in and trying to avoid the truth about my depletions that kept coming up. I felt through all that reality of where I was at and I manifested like 3 months of clean zero negative patterns streak without even trying. I basically just ended up transforming from that moment. It didn't last forever but I never would've done that if I was trying to do NG LOA stuff because NG never tells you to admit your sins, or basically recognise the contrast in where your reality is now vs where you know your truth is which dissolves the charge and can satisfy some conditions by moving that stagnant current through you. If there's sufficient clarity from this then you'll probably see changes. I never manifested big things or whatever like money or SP but I felt more vital than ever I'll say that. I didn't really care about SP or any money stuff back then, I just wanted to study reality, which has been my common thread all through my life.

I also had this same principle happen when I felt angry and filled with fury at my current circumstances when I manifested an SP years back, I just accepted that life sucks and I'm sick of the trash and all the conditions and stuff that I had placed artificial importance on to determine the expectation of how I should be and what I should accept into my life in a sense of self context., I just broke through all that trash and I went to sleep VERY mad still with myself, but I still got contact the next morning. I remember imagining the fulfilled state OVER AND OVER AND OVER before then and even doing mindless affirming for like 3 weeks straight spending at least 8 hours a day doing it and distracting myself (which was obviously why I dipped EXTREMELY hard as a result) and all that ever did for me was absolutely ruin my life. Any time I tried to force positivity into my life without FEELING like I earned it naturally by being myself and satisfying who I wanted to be I suffered immense pain and got physically sick more times than I can count. I had extreme anxiety that was debilitating and I couldn't even go outside for a walk in nature without feeling like I'm breaking down and extreme panics where I'd almost feel like I'd die. If anyone knows the difference it's me and those experiences taught me more about manifesting than I could've ever done by reading what others say about it, who often don't even come close to the depletion I was in at times. That's not to make myself sound like some kind of martyr of suffering to a noble cause, I wish I never had to and learn those lessons another way, but it happened and I am revealing the lessons that only could've come out of that suffering. What I learned is that emotional states really don't matter, so long as you're following natural striving and being yourself, which often times when you're in a highly charged state will be due to holding on and you're naturally releasing tension.

The truth is that if you just stop engaging with LOA stuff all together and accept being yourself as the only way then you'll win at life.

To simply explain dropping seeds it's like this. People think that somehow thoughts you have that aren't brought up again are "dropped" and will guarantee manifestation but we know that's not true. Manifestation is able to happen to people in all kinds of different ways with or without "dropping" seeds under the context of the LOA mind magic model. There's no connection between thinking something and letting it go in a vacuum and manifestation showing up, however there is a connection to manifestations showing up in a manner that reflects the thought under the context of how you're moved through the bridge which you're mostly unconscious of when it happens. Most people don't recognise that "planting" a seed under NG context is simply bringing a formatted thematic resonance to the arrangement that the seed which represents that "planted" seed holds and thus the body will basically be "primed' to expect that to unfold. The way this works is as I've said before, you'll have intuitive impulses that will move you through the unfolding of that "dropped seed" under LOA context but this in many peoples cases will involve the bridge actually being a transformative process in itself, as I said before how the body will intelligently take you through experiences to satisfy various excessive currents or amplify depleted and shift stagnations. You're literally healing yourself on the thematic supply level THROUGH the unfolding of the seed, and that when the field geometry is correspondent to the complete manifestation in that reflection to the seed then the person or whatever will show up like magic because all the circuits required for that to effortlessly show up will be available and present without contrast barriers. The contrast barriers were dissolved ON THE BRIDGE! Since most people run away from the bridge because it involves going through intuitive impulse they'll never actually feel satisfied and forever manifest lacking thoughts and such as a result of the continued and unresolved stagnation within them,

The idea that "thoughts create" is absolute nonsense when you understand the actual mechanics, It's all about being yourself and that the thoughts are contained in that definition of self. All you're doing is "unfolding" the silent knowledge that's tied up in the seed THROUGH the natural striving of the body which those experiences basically correspond to the correct decryption key to "unzip" the compressed data contained within. Grasp this idea fully and you'll understand how NG and his mind magic model makes no sense. The observation was correct that he made, and I've yet to fully explore the bible in how it proves without contradiction this whole seed planting idea, but regardless Reality Synthesis has a complete working model with zero contradictions which explains everything about the phenomena of manifestation. NG hasn't been able to provide a complete working model because for a vast majority of people it doesn't work and when we can get out of this delusional state of seeing everything he says with rose coloured glasses then you'll recognise the reality about how and why the law of assumption got as big as it is and why most people fail with it. They're not counting the intelligence of the body. Really we're talking about the intelligence of God here manifesting through the body, which of course NG would claim is all there is, and he'd be correct on that in reality, but in practise when you deny the importance of the body intelligence operating within God then you'll see why nobody in LOA even mentions natural striving. Some talk about "inspired action" but very very very few understand even a fraction of a percentage of what actual inspired action is. They'll say that you'll just take inspired action automatically but that's not the case unless you're nourished with the thematic components which would otherwise cause a contrast barrier to fly up in your face when following intuitive impulse/inspired action.

LOA under the NG context works for you to the degree that you're already nourished in your body. The more depleted you are the less his model will practically work for you. Nourishment of the thematic supply is what this is all working towards anyway. Those who can manifest effortlessly are being themselves already and are unconsciously being moved by natural striving because it's already normal for them. If you took away 90% of their vitality in an instant they'd struggle just like you are with the lack and contrast barriers. That's why I say vitality and sense of self and all that are the same thing, because the experience of them reflects nourishment in the body. Being yourself nourishes you, and yet it's going to involve going through pressure to actually accept that vitality to nourish you that's in infinite supply ready and waiting for you to own it, because that IS you. You ARE that supply of thematic currents, that's who you really are in "spirit" we can say. The body simply translates these currents into something the mind can process and experience which is where the expansion comes from, an expansion of subconscious capacity because of course if you're truly being yourself then it'll be inevitable that you'll have more space. You cannot separate these functions because they all work together as once.

Look. NG has over glorified the idea of just living life the way you want, because that's how you actually apply LOA correctly. NG created an infallible system because the principles in observation are correct and can be observed with all successes (and failures) and yet at the same time nobody can also demonstrate complete cause and effect with imagination because there's a TON of people over the world doing imaginal SATS and such and still never get where they want. All of the assumptions stuff and persistence in the state of the wish fulfilled IS bringing up that sensation of being self and accepting that which draws out the expectation from the body leading to intuitive impulse spontaneously and that returning to the state 70x7 and all that is simply building more coherency with that unconscious expectancy to lead the thematics to unfold through you fully.

When you place massive importance on the idea of planting the seed then all you'll ever get is opposite results because you'll never actually be moved. You'll still be controlling the how and ignoring the fact that the how often leads you naturally through the nourishment cultivation process which will result in then the person desired or whatever showing up like magic when the supply/demand process is proportionate. Being well nourished IS manifesting naturally because you're already being yourself if you're well nourished. Vitality/sense of self/nourishment of the thematic currents within your field geometry are alllll the same thing. No difference. If you constantly affirm and also at the same time move with where you KNOW you're moved to then you'll almost certainly end up with what you affirm for. Why? Because you're going all the way. Compromise on being yourself, as in giving importance to expectations to be someone else that's not nourishing to your being, is the cause of suffering. False identification. Accepting conditions against your naturals striving and constantly imagining your end while avoiding the transformation causes hard dips.

If you're still somehow holding onto resistance and got somatic sensations in the body that aren't pleasant to feel then you're going to simply work with this process. Gaze and go deep for MINIMUM 15 mins periodically over the day. MAKE THIS CONSISTENT!!!! Widen your baseline subconscious capacity to open up the bandwidth to be able to actually process trash stuck in the unconscious with clear and still waters through simply feeling it out. This is going to be different from doing pathway work because there's no thought input here. This is for stuff that's just too stubborn to get lost through the standard methods. You'll gaze regularly and reliably and whenever you're back home you're going to open up and gaze for MINIMUM 45 mins at a time. Why is gazing so important? Because you're going to fast track expanding the subconscious which will guarantee receptive nature to be able to purify the stuck trash. This can also work with applying NG SATS more effectively and normalising it more effectively in each sitting too. Basically gazing is the best thing to do because it's bringing you into an incorporeal state of "where am I" and high distance from your feelings in the body. This space or distance is where you can effectively "process" them because of the widened capacity or consciousness bandwidth to feel more with less so that the feeling has enough space to fit through your self recursive circuit. You'll just feel that distance and that space and that separation between your awareness and reality and go deeper and deeper into this. Push the limits of this each time, by relaxing deeper into it each time.

Then when you're feeling deep (you'll know) you're going to bring awareness to a certain sensation in your body that's most intense, whatever it is. Ask what this is, what is this feeling? Allow it to communicate to you as though it's a personified entity within you that's the stuck feeling embodied. I mean that's pretty much what you'd experience in theurgy work anyway so. You just want to feel as though you're watching it in yourself from this distance. What you're actually feeling is literally a disharmony of some form of yin or yang or qi or blood or something thematically related in your body manifest as the emotional sensation tied to the somatic feeling. These aren't just feelings but actual thematic disharmonies manifest in your awareness, it's the overlays that self is holding onto as not self out of expectation to be someone you're not. You'll feel it but the subconscious capacity expanse is VERY important to not grab onto and identify with it and spiral with it like you'd do if you're doing this from an active mind state. Once again you're not seeing it as good or bad or whatever but just as sensations that you're observing and allowing to "pass by" your observation like actually watching a movie, you're not bringing anything out consciously this is PURELY observational in the most raw sense. This is important as to not do targeted pathway work to try and bite off more than you can chew at once. This is using body intelligence to clear what can be cleared and allow the layers to peel back. You'll simply sit with it and feel the sensation from that distanced state and go all the way with the feeling of that without running away or associating with it. The distance cultivated from gazing is ESSENTIAL to make this effectively work reliably. Now if you feel very very intense feeling of emotional tension or anything that's making you want to express it either as movement or sound or whatever it's trying to do then you'll just surrender to the movement and let the movement happen as you watch yourself do it from the distance of the observer seat. Once it's passed then you can either sit and see if there's any other sensations or get up and go about your day and come back another time when more has surfaced. That's how you do "inverse pathway" work using gazing and somatic awareness. The less needlessly stimulated you are in the day the better. Simple right. Just gaze more, and of course go all the way in the world wherever you know you can.

Another level to this that you can try too is one that I applied when I started showing my face on cam to get over my trash about self image. I didn't dissolve it all for a few months really but I made enough progress quick enough to get the results that you've observed here with RS getting out there as it has. I didn't like getting on cam so I imagined myself into scenarios that made me uncomfortable, just as though I was doing them physically and I was being moved by the body to go through that transformation by intuitive impulse as true self and I just felt that uncomforting sensation of being seen by crows of people. I imagined myself in a street near some shops near the coast where I live and I imagined myself just walking through those places with people around me all staring at me. Just thinking about that gaze me insane chills and I felt super anxious but I kept walking with that fixed gaze on me from all the people I could place naturally in the scene. People on the footpath, people in the chairs eating their meals, the ones even driving past looking at me all just gazing right into my soul. I also remember going out and doing a qigong routine in an open area on the coast with a heap of people watching me. I felt super exposed and I just did it and I messed up many times but I just went all the way. This forced me to transform the feeling. Believe it or not this empowers kidney fire because the thematic of breaking fear comes through that purifying fire, mostly related to the substance of kidney qi if anything, but that provides liver and heart blood for the desire to conjugate more efficiently too. It works both ways, performing actions that correspond to the fulfilment of the themes can empower the meridians those relate to. This is also what I mean by you can and should use opportunities in the world when intuitive impulse moves you to break patterns as the more authentic self despite feeling uncomfortable. That is THE most natural way anybody processes trash and gets places in life. All those people who don't know anything about these imaginal methods or whatever inner work all apply themselves with this method. They JUST DO IT! They KNOW what to do and they just go all the way. That's really what the essence of RS touches on, which is common sense really if we're honest.

There. I've fully decoded LOA. Take it and use it. You won't hear this anywhere else. That's tens of thousands of hours of study summarised into this page.

14/4/25

Cultivating subconscious capacity opens the door to healing. Being overstimulated, or just excessively stimulated compared to the degree of capacity required to begin to process trash, will basically lock out the healing functions where the trash can actually come into awareness and be felt. If you're always in sympathetic mode constantly because you're absorbing information or affirming or visualising or hyping yourself up needlessly then you're going to deplete capacity and your trash will be forced to be felt as the peak dip cycle. You'll get a boiling over of the waters that should otherwise be calm. When you can still the waters then what's under the surface can be seen. Moving waters are never clear to view what's underneath. This is an innate quality of the water element and is actually what opens up opportunity to resolve built up stuff you're being unconsciously driven by all the time which actually is manifesting AS the need to be stimulated as a way to pseudo release the energy, much like what I spoke about before with the pseudo satisfaction cycles.

Consciously stilling the waters and living with charge sunk and gazing will still the waters and open the gates to be able to have what's under the surface actually be observed for what it is instead of having all these themes that are stuck constantly causing excessive heat patterns where the water and other vital substances like blood literally boil within you. That is actually the cause of cancer, at least emotionally speaking. You'll actually be able to heal when you can live from a more grounded place at baseline. I feel massively different these last days after I finalised my bible study because I was in a seriously worked up state going through those feelings that I needed to. It was a very intense study that I spend many hours of every day involved with, and I learned a ton, but it was worth it in the end for the understanding I gained, at the expense of burning some Jing. Jing can be replaced still so. Clearing out all the trash is the focus. Allowing the unconscious to be still and receptive to show me what needs observing and purify it under the purifying fire of life. You'll want to be constantly stimulated to AVOID facing the real pressure of being yourself, or satisfying the currents unfolding through you that you're compromising on accepting. Allowing these currents to raise is required if you don't want to die. The longer they stay stuck the more you'll age and the earlier you'll die. The less abundance you'll have access to.

All of your thoughts are experiences of thematic currents activating in the field geometry, and thus you will translate those into conscious thought experiences. If the energy is stuck from the past in stuff that's stuck then you'll be pulled into that past and spiral under that context. If it's coming through you as inspiration to be self here and now it'll feel lighter. Future stuff is also bad too, usually. I'm not going to promote this idea that only the present is nourishing, because it's not, and you need to think from the future and the past to solve problems with logic often times, and that's a natural method of manifestation. Many of my RS insights showed up this way over time, and that cannot be faked. If you're always busy and stimulated the function of the conscious mind being in a place of distance to feel through the trash cannot be played out. It's either you go through it for real in lived experience or you do it in imagination with cultivated space.

When you take an honest look at yourself you realise you're holding onto some deep stuff still instead of trying to always idealise the fact that the felt experience and that recognition arose out of you from somewhere. It's always there under the surface eating away at your vitality day by day.

Let's get real here. The SATS method like the "lullaby" method that he spoke about relating to instead of imagining that you "condense the fulfilment of the desire into a phrase and loop it" (paraphrased but almost the same) and that looping this should bring about the feeling of relief. I'm going to say that this can and will work for you IF you've done pathway work and instead of going to the desire that's got all this trash underlying it in terms of how the themes will unfold through the channels and bring up the negative stuff that you'll instead work with the roots identified and imply the fulfilment of those. In my opinion the most powerful one is along the lines of "It's ok this doesn't matter anymore" or "I've always been free" (from the holding onto not self trash) or "this was never an issue" or "I have nothing to worry about" when bringing up those experiences, especially ones that you self inflicted on yourself.

If it's talking about stuff others did to you then I'll say that this method isn't going to be as reliable, at least when it comes to my experience, but I've had clients tell me that when doing pathway revision that they've been able to feel through stuff along the lines of recognising what that thing they did to that person negatively meant about them and that fulfilling what the expectation was that they didn't have to hold onto is the solution. This is always going to be dynamic, but often times it involves love. "They actually do love me", "They've always loved me", "I can actually accept them as they are", "I don't need to fear them". Stuff like that. This is how you apply the NG so called lullaby method in an actual practical method RS style. It shouldn't be done to feel better EVER but to target stuff you KNOW keeps showing up as contrast barriers to dissolve it by fulfilling the false expectation. Basically the affirmation should be related to the implication that the false expectation is fulfilled and to allow that to be what you "work yourself up" with, though never "try" and work yourself up if the body doesn't feel that coming through you. Never force feelings ever or you'll dip and cause opposite results.

I guess when NG said "effort is the cause of opposite results" he was right about that. It seem he has some basis in what I'm discussing here but again his instructions for many people are NOT going to be of benefit because he never makes the distinction relating to fulfilling patterns of self compromise and only really focuses on material stuff. As far as I know he's never discussed how to handle these compromise patterns at least, and I've gone over pretty much all his material over the years. All I ever hear is "what do you desire" as though that's all that matters and that's my primary issue with NG because as someone who was holding onto TONS and TONS of trash for most of my life that debilitated me so badly that I almost couldn't function, I KNEW that every time I tried SATS with what I wanted in a material manner I ALWAYS ended up dipping hard hard hard after, either the same day or 3 days later Always within that range of time. If NG made the distinction of how to handle these compromise patterns then I really wouldn't fault him, and the whole "don't lift a finger to make it happen" is always under the context of actual satisfaction from the imaginal act, which if you're holding onto trash will be very very unlikely to happen which means people who do his stuff who are holding trash will just continue to suffer and not get anywhere. NG offered people who are clear a good method but those who are filled with resistance it will not work for, and his methods do not deal in resolving that stuff. It works reliably for about 5% ish of people, at least in todays world, based on all the testimonies I've seen.

He did say that "if you have pain then it's because you're tense and trying to force something" and that effort is the cause of opposite results as I just mentioned. He then says "You cannot force an idea into embodiment you simply appropriate it", and yet when your body is screaming at you with resistance and the expectation to be someone you're not then all you'll do is avoid the feeling of accepting self in that place, which is what I just said before about how applying his stuff in targeted manners based on what you reveal in pathway work is the magic. That's how RS got started back in 2022. Gazing and pathway work and fulfilling conditions, and I originally just imagined myself experiencing the fulfilment of the themes I was falsely identifying with fulfilled. That's all I did when I started out and that was how RS was originally based. Works for everybody, works for me and I was at the bottom of the barrel. The space made it easier though. Some will say that imagination can overcome the limited resistance but I've personally never had breakthroughs whenever I tried to avoid the feeling. It's almost impossible to avoid the visceral sensation that can make you physically sick with "effortless attention". If you're not clear the imagining positive stuff unless targeted to the themes of compromise will not benefit and only really result in dips. Anyone who says otherwise obviously hasn't experienced this before and hasn't learned that this is what happens on loop.

Whenever I manifested an SP using whatever method I could at the time many years ago I would ALWAYS end up sick after, as in stomach illness to a significant degree and once I ended up in hospital because I was totally depleted on electrolyte from excreting all my fluids for weeks on end every few hours. I was basically stuck in bed and that wasn't even the worst. It was very very very bad, I couldn't stop. That came after I manifested one from doing an intense deep imaginal scene just like NG says and I actually did see someone (not the person I had in mind but someone similar so I ran with it) and when we went out and spoke for a few hours together they never showed up again (which happened with everyone by the way) and then right after that I'd end up physically sick. took years to recognise this pattern but I NEVER intended this to happen consciously or imagined it this was a visceral reaction unconsciously that I actually thought was me catching some stomach bug (which I know now is nonsense) and getting sick each time. Took like 6 years or something to connect those dots after I observed this happening over and over and over. I had ZERO relationship success my entire life and this was always the result, ALWAYS without exception, so I know how this works with certainty. The fact is that if your body is holding unconscious resistance then you'll never be successful with SP or anything like that. When I stopped stimulating myself and accepted the feelings I was running from and trying to always feel better about to try and override them then things changed and commitment showed up and my sick feeling got better. I still had it for a while but it wasn't debilitating like before.

When I say to follow what I said I really do mean it. If you're in a similar position with repeating cycles of limitation coming up when you don't expect it to or that nothing tends to work out with whatever you're looking to manifest then your solution is to actually drop the focus on the desire and work with fulfilling the underlying feeling that comes up when with the SP or whatever of lack and do pathway work and pathway revision with that. That WILL resolve it 100% guaranteed. Remember go back to the mechanics of how this works. Thematics express through the body and are translated into thoughts when the corresponding channel receives current to unfold that thematic code into experience. That's all this is, and so when you have negative feelings and thoughts we're talking about stuck currents that when the positive thoughts come up are running up against this stagnated crystallised trash which is causing a disproportionate experience of what otherwise would be a pleasant one and simply by observing that crystallised trash that's stuck from distance you'll dissolve it. Just observing it "activates" it from the past, which makes me think you're literally re-experiencing that thing again quite literally from a seed that was never properly unfolded and formatted. I guess that's why when you buy into it your grounded awareness in your body wants to go back to the past and you'll end up in your head by default and spiral, because that's the format of the current from that time coming through you still.

Then you've got the people who say that you should own that you're "I AM" and that you're God and the operant power (more of this self serving ideology of course) and when you buy into that and apply that all the way then expect to manifest things in the world but not satisfying things is all I can say. Every time you self exalt without following natural striving you're setting up for dips. Once again it's you showing allegiance to the state of compromise to your true nature and what comes out of that is the self correcting cycle to get you back on track, AKA dips. Anyone who says that you should operate as I AM and all this "you are the technique" (which actually is correct but they don't seem to grasp that this means that all you need is already within you if you'd just accept it and be moved through it) while still holding not self stuff are setting you up to fail. I've actually heard that NG said about techniques that "they have no power". I don't know where he said that but he's also right on that, though he's probably saying that under the false assumption that this effortless awareness idea trumps body intelligence and the inner alchemy that's playing out. AKA mind magic, because if it's an experienced state in the incorporeal being (which IS the field geometry by the way there's no special other body outside this one) then from his logic it would override the body, yet the unconscious he claims to be the subconscious is subservient, like the quote I listed in his book on "seedtime and harvest" outlining the 4 stages of creation of YHVH. That idea has never been proven, because if that was the case then he wouldn't say you can avoid death and become immortal. The only way to attain immortality that I'm aware of that's been proven by the alchemist (he's technically not immortal but he's the closest that I know and have interacted with personally) is to recreate yourself entirely into something totally different from who we are now. You'll break down the walls that keep the body and the field geometry bound as the anchoring force and open that up. THEN mind magic can begin to apply because the thematic currents have a direct interface between the body and mind as one operation because they've conjugated into the "between space" by default and can manifest instantly, which is who he experienced that contained storm in a room that I've referenced.

This quote where NG says something about "all the techniques are just to get me to believe" (paraphrased of course) is interesting because he's still saying that beliefs matter under that context. He basically made up all these confusing terms that people still don't fully grasp practically and that's partially his issue and the modern LOA communities issue for misinterpreting it but NG also should've been more CLEAR. What is a belief? Well a belief is the supply of a thematic current. What else could it be? A consistent supply is a consistent assumption, because you FEEL it (intuitively) and thus manifest thoughts corresponding which are decoded into sensory data. He's effectively saying that you want to live FROM the end, and that's the key part that I agree with when you grasp what he seems to be implying. When you live from the end you're having a good supply of that thematic current unfold through you because you'll have those corresponding experiences "colour" the lens of your perception which of course ties into thematic supply/demand. So the living from is being yourself, which is allowing what's there to unfold without resistance, You're literally just being yourself, so the "you are the technique" is what I'm saying and that all the availability of the currents that are present that you'll unfold as self represents the experience of the FROM the end. The compulsion he talks about is natural striving/intuitive impulse where you'll be moved to make different decisions, and also making those decisions consciously that you KNOW serve YOU under the correct context of sense of self (supply of vitality that's nourishing on the resonant thematic level) that's authentic and not based on these overlays of false identification will be how you experience living in the end as he says. You can't really consciously force it if you're trying to be someone you're not because the stagnant trash is causing you to falsely identity and you'll just manifest peak dip cycles and all that. Either way he's correct, because simply breaking all the trash does in fact come from accepting who you are and BEING it, which IS living from the end and living FROM the imaginal experience (translated thematic resonance which leads to compulsion to act and a shift in supply/demand) are alllll the same thing. Being yourself without compromise IS the technique, because that's all there is. If you can just get to that point then you're living life fully. Remember that being yourself and going all the way is the one technique that will work for everybody when you understand how to move with intuitive impulse and make decisions moment to moment that serve authentic you. THAT IS HOW YOU MANIFEST LIKE A GOD! It's also the most difficult thing possible though and that's why nobody reaches immortality on a whim.

I'll honestly say that understanding that every feeling in your body is valid and that all the thoughts you have are revealing to you where your nourishment and lack both come from will reveal all the hidden keys. Actually accepting a circumstance that's unfortunate and allowing yourself to genuinely break down CAN ACTUALLY BE part of how the body is NATURALLY driving your experience to DISSOLVE stuck stuff. Manifesting things in peak dip cycles IS a self correcting cycle, and that's why things get better for a while when you're forced to feel that trash that's built up. Understand that the body can and likely will move you through negative stuff for the purpose of actually self cleaning in invisible ways. We don't see it like that in the moment but you recognise that looking back. I already mentioned this point before but I want to bring it up again because there's a reason why those feelings exist, if you went all the way. When you're going all the way and you end up with an apparent brick wall (I've had this many times especially in 23-24 with developing RS by the way when I doubt myself and sometimes break down but it's suppose to happen to open me up to more) that brick wall is there intelligently placed so that you'll pretty much along the way of going all the way run up against this as something to actually OPEN UP MORE! That's the thing, because you went all the way and broke resistance and compromise patterns you held onto then there's more levels, and since the inner work reflects the outer work because they're working the same inner mechanisms anyway then you'll dissolve one layer then another one comes up and the momentum of going all the way into being yourself pretty much manifests an externalised circumstance to bring out of you that feeling that you'd otherwise touch on if you did inner work. Understand now? That's why these apparent brick walls how up and when you hear stories of people saying they manifested even though they were feeling bad and stuff it's because of this. THEY"RE GOING ALL THE WAY! They're feeling bad under a correctly guided context and not feeling bad needlessly out of avoiding correct movement. That's the secret that it seems only RS can explain. As I've said many times lately RS explains EVERYTHING about the phenomena of manifestation in a consistent manner which works on every level. LOA can't even come close because it denies the body intelligence. The body intelligence by the way if you want to be technical isn't the body, but God, so yeah if you want to say it's God and "mind" then I'll give you that one, but not under the mind controlling reality context because you don't control anything with will but through who you are.

One way you can view the unconscious is that it responds to context, which is why I brought up that technique ages back about "building greater context" and how positive direction pathway work to fulfil the deeper level conditions by framing them in contrast can also have impacts, though I find this is still a temporary relief most of the time, but I'd assume with repetition of this then you'll gradually dissolve roots too. I've found it's VERY powerful for in the moment times where you need to shift context but it's not something that should be done to dissolve deep trash in gazing sessions or whatever. This should be done to elicit intuitive impulse. Now the unconscious should be worked with like a gradual building of intensity generally speaking which is usually going to allow the thematic currents to more easily move through you. Grasp that super sharp high intensity should come OUT of you, not in. When you're imagining something that's correct and that the body has a positive response to then it can be as NG says, where you "work yourself up" just like a "psychic sexual act" when we're translating the metaphysic of the unconscious with the feminine and "coaxing out" "impression" or really the satisfaction due to the channels being supplied with sufficient current to elicit intuitive impulse when the time is ready for body intelligence to do so. The fight or flight sympathetic nervous system exists for a reason and it's often going to respond when there's a sharp spike in sensation that it can perceive as threat. Feminine principle needs working up, masculine principle is BOOM lets go, and yet the masculine is still bound by the power of the unconscious to force gradual charge building when the currents are available to do so.

The Daoist master who I learned qigong from told me that the feminine has all the power over the masculine, which the alchemist also agrees with for the most part being that it's "all the work of Saturn" which is density and structure and "weight" we could say. Yin is weight, thickness, dampness, but under those terms it's in a pathogenic format. Pure yin if we'd call it that empowers yang because it gives yang something to BOOM "through", because yin absorbs and envelops and contains. Yang harnesses. The alchemist said that Yin contains and the yang harnesses, which are the unconscious and conscious minds. The yang brings out the power from the yin, which is why I say that it's the body that unfolds all this stuff and that the structure is in the yin not the yang, the yang just watches. When you've completed the lesser conjugation then lesser yin is transformed into greater yin which is the subconscious mind, which the alchemist says is what we literally walk around in and perceive, the "unrolled" format of those available currents that is. Everything your senses experience are theamtic translations that are stabilised existing within the greater process which anchors to you the "rules" of reality like gravity and electrodynamics and such, hard physics. Now when you complete the lesser conjunction and to a greater degree the greater conjunction then you're going to be able to run up against those barriers of greater process because now you're able to interface directly with the contained structure which binds these rules when you're only able to access lesser yin through the limited subconscious capacity. When the lesser yin is fully purified then it BECOMES greater yin, so your conscious mind can contain the entirety of your unconscious mind at once and so the greater conjugation has to do with then expanding the "depth" outwards instead of inwards (or we could say inverse depth because you're still going deeper but not into the unconscious in this case because that has become the subconscious) and that opens up greater yang to have interface with which is where the active power of what we would consider God to be. You're existing in the unconscious of God at that level on a direct interface level without the barriers up to prevent you from accessing consciousness "outside the matrix" we could say. That's how superhuman stuff happens, like spawning contained storms inside rooms because the consciousness of the wielder can have that spill over in realtime with others who exist within that awareness also able to observe it.

Accepting the reality of your circumstances is actually what the dip cycle is revealing. That clarity through feeling forcing you to accept that you're not where you want to be. You will almost 100% attain clarity because the correct movements are already there within you unfolding all the time but you've got overlays and false expectations which are the negative feelings you're holding onto. So when you see the current circumstances for what they are and recognise that you're not where you want to be that can provide the "slingshot" effect I wrote a post about way back in early 23 and how using recognising circumstances and going all the way with actually seeing that you're nowhere near where you want to be is like the self induced wake up call that you'd face in peak dip naturally. This isn't specifically targeted at any one circumstance but generally you'll feel and know that things aren't working and so breaking that down through actually looking at it instead of always distracting yourself from it and making the most of the box will reveal new levels of trash to purify. Allow yourself to get angry at it, like actually get mad at your current situation and go through it, because you actually ARE mad unconsciously but you won't let it show up and come through you. You're so frustrated under the surface and the proof of that is the circumstances you're facing right now if it's not good. That's how I manifested the SP overnight when I felt trash and contradicted what NG said where sleeping in a bad mood is something you should never do according to him. It was a very insightful experience. This is why when people "give up" they manifest stuff because as I've said over and over the currents that you're not allowing to move that are "blocking" the resonant currents to the themes desired to unfold through you then you'll always face limited manifestations when applying positive affirmations or visuals or whatever and the reason why is because of that disharmony. Without proportionality in the thematic circuits then nothing can work satisfyingly because satisfaction is nourishment and without correct nourishment on all the channels that are required then there cannot be satisfaction. That's why you hear about people saying they manifested when they gave up trying to manifest. They dropped the importance of the desire and in essence they would've likely seen the circumstances for what they were and that the outcome would've showed up like magic due to actually feeling what's under the surface warping the manifestation to show up in limited manners like signs that only bring up the limited feelings again to confirm the lack of nourishment/sense of self. RS explains alllll this stuff.

This idea reminds me of "post nut clarity" which I'm sure people have faced. When all that excessive feel good distracting charge dissolves then what's left is reality and you make huge strides usually when you see that. This is why lust keeps you stuck, because you'll never see reality for what it is, which is what gazing and other methods of such nature open up. They're widening the view and thus bring up the reality to be seen for what it is, usually on a deeper level. Sometimes gazing isn't as impactful on that "right in front of you" kind of reality with the circumstances where just bringing up all the negative patterns and trash in your life you hate can actually inspire shifts. You're not bringing it up to feel bad for the sake of it but to allow yourself to actually see what's there you're avoiding still, else you'd be out of it by now and that's the point of the peak dip cycle. It's a natural self correcting mechanism that forces clarity through the pressure of reality being forced to be seen for what it is and what you see is that reality in front of you always sucks badly. Peak dip cycles can be used to benefit but they're painful and really should be avoided and to work with the principles outlined here.

Also fun fact. I believe that constantly talking about bad things is just another way that you're handling pressure without facing it in subtle pseudo satisfying ways. I believe this is another one of those natural built in almost "addictive" tendencies that keeps you safe and in the box. Why not go all the way with what you're bringing up in these self identified conversations and actually get seriously into it and get out what you REALLY want to say to the point where you can't go anymore. Exhaust that stagnant current. Yeah you can drop it and bring awareness to watch it and dissolve it with the feeling method I spoke about to dig deep but that's really for specific stuff that is mostly unconscious. Gazing touches on this stuff for reasons I explained. Gazing + what I've outlined above touches both. Point is when you label feelings as good or bad and try and box them up and distract with another category you're shutting down the purification process because observation shifts. This is why expression can unfold it through being there with it. This once again is different to the distanced state observation method I talked about before but it's working the same mechanics under different methods. I've already said that when you're in the dip and break down and see reality for what it is you'll be forced to feel the trash but then you've got a targeted approach of this too. Leading the pathways to bring up that same stuff and bring light to those pathways where those currents are can do the same thing and without needing to be in a highly charged state because you're forced to face it.

Coming to terms with the fact that you're still compromising on being who you want to be and reminding yourself of that on a regular basis and not sugar coating reality with this mind magic idea of controlling everything with your imagination will slingshot you into making ACTUAL progress and not being stuck. For real. just freaking be yourself dammit! Like for real. Accept that things aren't where you want them and stop wasting time. Get real and move on. Stop being stuck in this same box of limitation and break pattern. Breaking patterns that you KNOW don't serve you is REQUIRED for things to move forward otherwise you'll likely end up resonating back to those old patterns again that you're looking to detach from and die to. Accept the fact that you're not being who you want to be and stop trying to look for a one and done magic method to transform everything without needing to do any real work yourself, because you need to be YOU to be satisfied with ANYTHING in life, else your body will be disproportionate and since you're swimming in it you too will feel the same disharmony and be unsatisfied.

Expect nothing for at least 3 weeks to happen by the way.

15/4/25

I intended on uploading a video today but I had so many more insights show up I can't even describe. Woke up feeling juiced up like mad.

I'm finding more and more and more NG stuff that confirms to me that he was preaching a cult of insanity to people. I've been picking up more on his quotes from lectures and books that are sticking out more now that I seem to have greater understanding than ever. When I went through this stuff I was still establishing RS with themes being the primary substrate of consciousness, though before then I considered "information" to be consciousness as in translated through the self recursive circuit based on the fixed functions of the lens. It's a similar idea but a bit different. Either way here's some quotes.

“In her letter, she said: "After this experience the world seemed to change. The people began to take on the appearance of mechanized dolls and the world a huge doll house." She saw correctly, for the world outside is truly filled with mechanized dolls. Every event in the world contains the capacity for symbolic significance. Everything there is dead, simply bearing witness to the imaginal acts of men.”

Interesting that he said that every experience has symbolic meaning.

"What does it matter what happens in a doll house filled with mechanical dolls? Are you going to be confused about this doll's departure and that one's arrival? The world is an externalized play, bearing witness to an inner activity of the soul. If you see experiences as horrors and become emotionally involved in them, they tie you to them. But if you can see that which is external to yourself, but reflecting your thoughts, you will change their flow, thereby departing from thoughts which would bind and curse you." - Sharing In Creativity 1968

Again it seems that NG is preaching to see reality as if nobody else is real, they're just robots. What does this sound like? Satanism. 'I AM, GOD". That's literally what this is. I read an article by Israel Regardie on this idea and it was quite interesting that he considered NG to be an atheist, under the context that he didn't believe in an external God, yet obviously he still believed in the soul, which is actually what I wrote about just a few weeks back. Israel is correct. NG is an atheist because by definition atheism is the belief that there is no creator God, though NG saw himself as God so it's a mix of this satanic atheism if we'd call it that.

"Everything you see is dead, a part of the eternal structure of the universe. You are its operant power. When you enter a scene it becomes animated. Then you become lost in your own animation and think it is independent of your perception. Looking at it, you cannot believe you are causing the animation, but you are." "Now buried in a world of eternal death, you are animating dead forms, believing they are independent of your perception of them." - Eternal States 1968

He's saying that reality is that other people are basically puppets or "dolls" to be pulled the strings with. He's saying that your assumptions of people determine who they are like robots, hence the "mechanised dolls" term. That's an insane idea that's self contradicting as all things with LOA really are. How do you grow up in a world that's as structured and ordered as it is if it's all just assumptions that come out of the ethers because if other people are puppets then there must be innate assumptions built into you already that determine them to be certain ways, according to his context here.

Neville saw everybody in his world from the perspective of them all just being empty husks with no soul, but that they're all coming from you as animated belief structures, as he says clearly. He sees reality this way and this has infected the world of manifestation with insane delusions. Thematic supply demand wouldn't work without other people also having their own consciousness. Everybody who speaks from this whole "don't give them free will" perspective are highly narcissistic, I mean you've got to be insanely immature to speak this as though it's tied to the highest law of reality.

So I want to also say that I understand his perspective from the biblical symbolism idea, and how he saw reality as themes manifest through the people he played life with. he says creation is already finished, yet never really defines that in a clear manner, as far as I know. The only thing I can think of that would make sense here is that the "infinite states" idea is what he's meaning, which a state is just an arrangement of themes of experience which light up the corresponding channels when current moves through it. This is actually how electromagnetic induction works using translation of aetheric friction (which is why there's always movement involved between a magnet and a coil) into literal opening of the door to the infinite availability of inverse potential unfolding through that circuit. The idea of NG here with the infinite states is that every single thought represents one of an infinite variance on how you can be moved based on what you're assuming which is crystallised in your "subconscious" mind (really the waters of the unconscious but whatever) and so in that sense other people are unfolded representations of themes playing out within you who reveal to you who you are, or your patterns of being. That's at least how I'd think he's explain it in technical details, and I hope he actually doesn't see life as a truly dead reality with no life in it other than that which he gives it because he "woke up in the dream". This idea of waking up in the dream is in theory correct at the highest levels but in practise I've never known any way of really exploring it without performing inner alchemy, though he might've actually done that to such an extent just by breaking his limits over time and doing the same thing with imagination. Imagination opened him up to transforming trash that's not self, and thus he broke limits.

In essence NG is saying that people are dolls from the eyes of seeing them as infinite arrangements by which you can CHOOSE to consciously assume to be someone different and thus "animate" them into life from nothing and thus "control" them which I also quoted him saying about reality. Thing is that he can never explain how these ideas take form the way they do, as in how NG even exists in my reality despite never knowing about these ideas and having to learn them from nothing. He'll say that you imagined that, but really it would've been a theme that unfolded into the format where NG the way we know him is who taught the so called law and that if I had any slight variance in the original creation of this assumption then someone different would've been the NG I learned from in my reality, or something like that. Infinite states. Am I right. What a joke. To NG nothing is fixed because everything except mind is dead, including physics it would seem. It's all themes that intelligently take form from nothing. What determines the structure by which physics works then? Never explained. He can't. It's all just states. Infinite states of consciousness, as though they're psychological functions embodied in people through the themes of reality. It seems the things that are fixed are the themes and that's it. Remember this was all based on the bible. Without the bible he'd never say this. It was the "metaphysical bible interpretation" that he learned from, and in part from Abdullah the Jewish Rabbi because he said that they studied together.

NG would say there is no future or past but now. "The Art Of Dying March 23 1959,” he states this, “I know a lady who burned her hand and then "unburned" it. She poured boiling water on her hand. She lay on the couch and tried to undo mentally what had been done. It was difficult because of the pain but she kept trying. She redid the scene and poured the boiling water on the tea and brewed it and then she drank the tea. She did it over and over and finally in the act of thus making the tea she fell asleep. When she awoke some hours later there was no trace of the burn. She wrote: "You would have thought I should go right to the hospital, but now there is not even a sign of the burn." The past and present are one in a greater moment."

His whole idea is to distance yourself from reality entirely and recognise yourself as the operant power. That's literally the ENTIRE foundation of the law of assumption. I AM. Satanism. I don't know why people don't want to admit that NG was a Satanist because Satanism literally is by definition seeing yourself as the center of reality, but no they'll sugar coat it and dress it up in fancy makeup. There will be some who say Satanism is about worshipping Satan but the fact is that the thematics of this is EXACTLY what NG preaches, seeing yourself as the center of reality, or as God who has all the power. You see yourself as the operant power to do whatever you want without restrictions. That's Satanism. The thing is you can never really prove that wrong, because in principle you experience things like this as I've explained the mechanics of this and how prioritising your vitality gets you places but at the same time there's never been any asking the question I asked myself way back in 2021 and such about "how far does this apply" and to that nobody can prove it fully. You're just doing it wrong they say. Where's the people with superpowers? Where's the people who have proven it with 100% success by listing everything that they imagine then getting video of all those things happening after? I just don't see it, and yet according to them that's my limitation because I assumed that and I will find proof of that, and yet according to that logic having any critical thinking and applying logic in life would forever leave a question unanswered which is nonsense I've has answers come in all kinds of states. They'll say that since you conceptualised something that means it already exists and that's another version of reality that you can experience.

Theoretically that's true because all the components exist for that IN THEMES and so changing the supply/demand you're adapting to taking on a new arrangement of those themes. NG in saying creation is already done is arguably saying what I just said anyway, about themes already existing in that arrangement and thus when you imagine you're forming and stabilising into a new arrangement of those thematic elements to experience differently. This whole idea that ACTUAL other realities with other people exist I think is utterly insane and makes zero sense on any metaphysical level whatsoever. If anything it's that "creation is done" means that all the themes of experience already exist (as the ones outlined in the bible according to what NG says, assuming he's right which I don't see still) and on top of that then you've got the single lens of projection which is the one mind (consciousness itself fragmented AS all the themes which YOU/I AM animate) which dynamically gives life to all these other "states" or arrangements of that substance manifest as thematic components arranged in a manner you've stabilised. That's the only real way you can even come close to making sense of LOA but in that nature the themes being fixed is the only way it would work and that the themes are determined before you're born, though in theory when breaking limits sufficiently and you dissolve all the limits that the inner alchemical conjunction of yin and yang can open up would begin to dissolve those actual limits. I'm not there so I can't speak from experience but this is the only logical sense that can be applied. So how did I manifest NG into my reality? The thematic arrangement of these ideas revealed itself to me in the manner that's most accessible and that was the way he came about.

I honestly believe that a vast majority of the ones who apply LOA successfully are actually "wise" (they don't hold themselves to limits of what's possible) and self serving and have dropped all the other stuff that gets in their way and hence because they "remove their limits" they get what they want. It really is that simple. Most people who cannot get what they want have contrast stuck in their body that's forcing them to buy into it until it's gone. People who manifest all this stuff without effort don't have that same limitation. That's really what this work is. Getting the limits out of the way so you can be yourself. If we are to really break down NG it's break the limits that are in the way of you accepting that you're God and own your desire. It's that you see that there's "another version" of yourself who's satisfied and you "just assume" that person. Whenever I use to do that I'd end up physically sick. Never had any intention of that happening and it took me years to find the pattern behind it. Why did that manifest? They'll just say that's an old state. It's the total avoidance of anything that's not what's desired. I don't even know what you'd call that ideology to be honest. It's just wild to even imagine. Can you live like this and be satisfied? Yeah, because you'd be living as yourself anyway, whatever your unconscious has the sense of desire for you'd assume it and move into it though moving according to how the themes unfold through you. Is that a realisable method? No. Because if you can't actually relax properly then how can you ever properly "just assume"? Just do it they'll say. What's wild is that NG himself admitted you can't escape death. I wonder why. If it truly is all mind magic then where's the immortality stuff coming from NG? Why is the body integral in the play stage act of the psychological drama of the bible with the literal skull being where God inhabits? Why not a sack of blubber on your pinkie finger? Well the brain is made of fat which is a dense yin substance and is capacitive so that's something metaphysically significant, which only proves my point. There's fixed thematic functions in how they manifest in an arrangement that IS correspondent on all levels, which is WHY order exists the way it does and you can't assume over that order else reality would break down. No matter what you think you're bound to the order of reality in the way we experience it. That's true on every level imaginable. Order is proportionality.

Also while I was typing that out I swear I heard some kind of strange "zombie growl" noise if I'd call it that. No idea. Sounded like it was right behind me. I either get the 3rd eye pulses or strange sounds come out when I write like this and go deep into new territory.

As far as I'm concerned everybody who preaches "I AM" stuff are really just saying "drop the limits and move on" which IS being self. You CAN do it that way, but as I said you'll need to have a real radical shift for that to work consistently. If you can then that's great and I believe that a massive part of this is dependent on vitality supply. You'll see almost all of them look like they've got decent vitality, at least the real ones. No surprise. RS is not to implement limitations on anybody but to explain why some do and don't get results with consistently observable patterns and metaphysical significance tied to that.

This is what NG says about unbelievers, or those who can't "embody the state". "You are already that which you want to be, and your refusal to believe it is the only reason you do not see it" Remember he said that all the techniques are just to get you to believe? Yeah. It's all belief, and yet the subconscious (really unconscious) mind requires impression, which is by definition the body intelligence accepting the belief. THE BODY BELIEVES!

I've just created a new technique on the spot today. Randomly came out of me when I was relaxing and walking through the forest.

It turns out that since we understand that how dissolving excessive emotional current that's stuck through OBSERVATION then we can also apply that on the spot if we're more relaxed with the space created by active periodic gazing, and thus there's an active RS method that I came up with. I'd call it dynamic gazing. You're going to basically live from a place of groundedness for as much of the day as you can, sinking charge and being aware of being aware with that widened view. You're basically going to live from this place of prioritising expansion of the subconscious while allllso effortlessly assuming something and feeling that distance from who you were and sinking into it. We're working in a very very very subtle and gentle manner with all this stuff. Excessive stimulus will destroy you as we've established. So now the key part of this is actually relating to what to do with resistance. Resistance with the bad feelings and such are like anchors on the old state which bind your body to believing the old story. That's how I'm going to market to the LOA community an actually effective method. It's perfect. Genius. You're going to observe your bad feelings when they come up and allow them to be in that space with you but not to buy into them or to identify them as anything other than what they are. So instead of constantly assuming a state in an aggressive manner while ignoring resistance and affirming over it (the cause of opposite results and such) then instead you're going to effortlessly assume and also effortlessly allow your observation to watch the resistance and the story it tells you and by observing it you're actually going to dissolve part of it gradually over the day when it comes up when moving into the desired state. The depth here isn't going to be as much as you'd get from a deeper gazing session but it's enough to dissolve some of it at least, and that's better than not feeling it and observing it.

I believe this technique can become the new "robotic affirmations" method that gets big and I literally just came up with it today after going through all the stuff I mentioned above and even more when contemplating on the validity of the practical side of what NG preaches. His theory is whacked and this whole unbelief idea he says is all your issue if you can't get to the state will be resolved with dynamic gazing. It's active SATS with emotional processing built in and targeting resonant thematics ALL IN ONE! What better method can you get. It's not pathway work or whatever else, that can be done separately and discreetly for more impactful benefits but what you'll get out of this is a more grounded state at baseline where importance doesn't matter as much and you'll also be able to cultivate capacity by living more grounded too without excessively raising parasitic currents and not processing them all the time which is what constantly imagining does without going through the trash. The key here is "awareness", or subconscious capacity for those who know. You're cultivating space and space to be yourself in this case through that effortless assumption idea while also not denying your feelings and allowing those anchors into old states to be severed by going through them on the fly. It's the one method that I believe can benefit everybody equally because it contains everything you need. The essential part is that you're living from more of an aware state, more capacity at baseline and having that available vitality through the gazing to be effective in processing trash. Boom?

Since I've done all the work over the years putting together the theory of RS I can now market RS under a NG LOA context and reach people with a technique that's LIKE an LOA method but will actually benefit. Less effort is better, cultivating awareness and space, being more sensitive to stimulus and processing anchors when they come up. This is the way it works. Can't believe I didn't think about this earlier.

I believe that the spleen meridian gets ruined when you overthink. I had this come through me last night and I wrote notes on it in the middle of the night when it came up but I didn't mention it here. I've recognised that to transform negative trash your spleen needs to function, which is also a downstream effect of having purifying fire from kidney meridian accessible. Ultimately we could argue that the warming effect of the ming men (minister fire) has on the spleen is more important then the conjugation between the fire and the desire of the heart conjugating to "satisfy" that and outpour it. My new method works with this by not straining the spleen. Straining the spleen will keep more negative trash stuck in your body which results in dips. The peak dip cycle is more likely to happen in someone with weaker spleen than others. Spleen qi deficiency, and perhaps even blood stagnation seem to be results that can come from doing mindless affirmations while being unable to go through resistance. I've let a ton of stuff go these last few days and this last week has been massive in terms of LOA related insights. Glad I waited a bit longer. Routine and habit relates to spleen too, so I believe that repetitive affirmations coming from this effortless place of "effortless assumption" if we'd call it that in using that sense to target the thematics can actually be of a beneficial process. Applying ANY effort with affirming will ruin you, unless it's to dissolve trash that's coming through you, but trying to force stuff in will absolutely lead to peak dip and that's why people suffer so bad with mindless affirming. I suffered some of the worst anxiety imaginable with that stuff. No joke I had insane breakdowns with it, usually because it was like effort because I was resisting my feelings. It's actually better to affirm and while affirming allow the feelings to come through you than to affirm and deny them. Literally any time you feel something in the body you should accept it and invite it in without effort. It's REQUIRED to get results. Anybody who says they "feel bad" and get what they want is doing this, and that's correct. The contradiction people seem to have with feeling good vs bad is all about what the thematics in the body are doing and if there's stagnations in the circuits that otherwise would be clear. Stagnations will cause bad feelings to show up but that doesn't mean you're done for it just means that you should continue while feeling them as they come through you WITHOUT EFFORT. Sink into it.

Doing this actively during the day is my new method and I believe this can take off big time because it's literally affirmations that WORK in a dynamic sense. Of course you don't NEED to do any affirmations to manifest what you want because it's already there but for the sake of having something to work with then it's going to be something people can apply to cultivate space (if they're not overstimulating themselves with it that is which needs to be emphasised) and in that they'll have awareness of feelings to allow them to be as they are and be purified. I believe this effortless assumption/affirming (really the same thing in practical basis though the effortless assumption is just "targeting" themes as a self intuitive sense vs words) is probably the do it all method that I came up with. It should resolve all issues in itself. It'll work for those who are clear and those who aren't and that's what we want.

Back in 2015 when I was arguably at my most powerful I was living in this space of massive awareness and I walked with that constant state of lucidity where I could almost on the spot gaze into the veil. I'd do it constantly and my capacity was off the charts. That's likely why anything I bought into and identified with showed up nearly instantly back then. I remember when I was getting flocked by girls without ever feeling like I was noteworthy. It was simply because I was more of myself with greater capacity and shamelessly being myself. Then I came to question why other people didn't understand this. I studied the Jewish systems of control in this world and recognised there's a matrix around this stuff that nobody can really see for what it is. Now that I can fully see it on an intellectual and a felt level and see through it for what it is then it doesn't cause me to hold charge and contempt. They have a function and that's to enable prophesy to unfold in the world. Can that be changed? Technically yes but don't worry about it is the point. Me worrying and holding importance on "stopping" unrighteous filth who have destroyed so much is what ruined my massive capacity I had and put a ceiling on how high I could go in getting back there, always playing peekaboo. I wasn't ever suppose to hold importance on it but to simply understand it and have that understanding bring peace of mind that I'm already saved as one with Christ, on both levels. The fact is that overthinking and holding importance on circumstances that are not mine to hold onto are what ruined my vitality over the years the most, and then LOA made it amplified and absolutely dreadful to the point where I just broke into millions of pieces. I had nothing but my study. Nothing but this work, and this work held false importance anyway, though I used that passion to keep me going. Now that I'm dropping the importance on that work I feel more light, generally. It happened very fast really too, I didn't have massive resistance or whatever but I look and feel better just from dropping the importance to figure this stuff out. Yes I needed to go through this work and connect the dots for RS to be what it is and nobody else could've done that which is why it seemed to important to me but I just did it anyway despite ending up feeling pseudo satisfaction. I did feel massive satisfaction at times when breakthroughs happened like nothing else imaginable but the time between was often a total slog, though having been so use to going through it anyway I just pushed and eventually made it to the end where things are now. It seems I'm at the end at least, though I don't decide that because it's who I really am that decides that.

Either way I know with certainty that manifestation is a highly rational process and can be predicted and there are objectively mechanisms that exist which we can utilise to attain more efficient results. The whole "just believe" thing that NG preaches technically is correct but the BODY needs to believe, and if you feel massive contrast barriers then your body obviously doesn't believe and you'll have that assumption of who you really are rejected unless you can learn the real lesson that's under that. Accepting the feelings of contrast are the solution to accepting self as you are. This is why manifestation works differently for others, and the people who come to me in ignorance and say "just because I doesn't work for you doesn't mean it doesn't work for all these other people you're just mad" or whatever nonsense comes out, it's just because there's an understanding from their part that belief is all there is, and that any form of logic is a limit you're holding onto. I full disagree in the absolute sense, but in practical sense yeah you should drop all limits, even if they are logical, because if that's what the body needs to believe then so be it. Holding onto logic is often an issue with people. I never really had an issue with it because I worked with it all the time to demonstrate what does and doesn't work reliably and by going through case studies and finding common threads I decoded all of LOA entirely to find these truths. Now that RS is able to fully explain everything about manifestation then we can ditch the need for technical basis and offer that as simply supplementary for those who desire to know. RS is 100% based on real alchemical and metaphysical principles but basing everything on knowing if something is grounded in real theory to feel permitted to even be yourself to begin with is a condition in itself and most people who are intellectual with spleen issues or heat issues will end up in this place of lack trying to find what they believe is the right system. RS has all the answers in a logical sense but that still doesn't excuse you from doing the work of being yourself.

Being yourself without compromise is all there is. RS is simply a theoretical model that explains how and why LOA works or doesn't for different people. It's the only system that works in explaining all this and on every level. Outside of that everybody else who applies NG stuff or whatever and isn't stuck with trash they're avoiding looking at will get results and downplay RS as important. They're correct. This is 100% optional to understand and has really nothing to offer in terms of guaranteeing anything just with understanding the logic of LOA, because that's not being yourself, for most people at least. It is with me though. Either way simply getting out of your head and into a grounded space where assumption can actually be effortless and capacity can be cultivated then you'll end up with consistent results that are beneficial for your life. Doing traditional LOA stuff in a vacuum will ruin most people and that's because they've not been given the correct tools. I've had gazing and that's an insanely powerful method that's everything SATS is and more except now with dynamic gazing which I use to do back when I was 15 I'd say this is THE way above all others to apply any manifesting method actively in the world to attain outcomes that are desirable. I've been testing this lately and it's certainly something to be respected.

Cultivating the awareness of being aware is what led me to this above all else. Gazing does that with the widening of the view to envelop more of your unconscious at once, which IS experiencing more of yourself at once, more of the silent self that's manifest THROUGH the body, and so applying active gazing as I did back in the day to boost vitality off the charts and on top of that also allowing yourself to effortlessly shift into a state with intuitive sense and also allowing yourself to feel any negative trash that comes up in this space will be the perfect method to do it all at once. The difference here is that it's active instead of passive. Advanced gazing and even normal gazing still works with other levels of this anyway but applying gazing on a regular basis and making that wide view by default (what the alchemist really taught with the divine pathway work I've talked about) is how we're able to get every major benefit that RS offers in one method. This is why I call it dynamic gazing, because it's gazing and effortless assumption from within that stilled waters space and on top of that it's also a processing method too. If you're thinking and measuring with the mind in the world in work or whatever then it'll be harder to stay like this because activity is required but allowing a subtle sense of this width to spill into those moments will be of great benefit. The more you can live in that wide awareness the more stable you'll be and the more effortless your reality will move according to where it needs to be. You'll feel intuitive impulse more naturally without contrast being so powerful and important and you'll have the awareness to actually learn more about yourself and appreciate the world around you from living in that wider view.

When you’re unable to cry or express your feelings it’s because your lung and or kidney qi is weak. Usually qi is more of the emotionally available current and if it’s depleted then the lacking qi will mean your ability to actually process the stuck stuff will be destroyed and you’ll be actually stuck and helpless. You really do need to cultivate vitality for this to work. Kidney qi and yin and Yang supplies the rest of the body and when you’ve also got emotional trash in the way then you’ll end up depleted in qi too, which then leads to a negative cascade of effects. Not partaking in pseudo satisfaction by draining yourself artificially will benefit your ability to actually process trash and go through pressure without it seeming like an impossible wall. You require vitality to manifest. Period. If you can’t actually cry when feeling your stuff then it means you’re depleted. If you’re like wanting to cry but can’t then that’s why. Nourish your body and build vitality. Fast frok the world and regularly gaze. Don’t excessively stimulate yourself. Doing metal element qigong will empower lung to bring more qi in and empower the other circuits. Going through pressure stimulated kidney meridian.

16/4/25

I had another level of this come to me last night. It's like my sleep has been whacked but I'm having insights. Answers just show up.

So I had this part come where the object of focus is a mental image of yourself who's empty of everything. The version of you now is black and filled in with that colour and the version of you who you're moving into is like the same size and shape but it's like a white inner area that's empty with a black outline like an outline of yourself drawn on paper outlined with black. Feeling this emptiness and being free from stuff is almost like how pathway revision can feel at times. Walking with this image of yourself as your gazed focus with that distance is the objective, and of course to feel through anything you feel show up when it shows up. I know 100% that vitality opens up your ability to cleanse out the trash. Remember that when you're doing this it's from distance and observation. We're going to live in a place of observation and have that awareness brought out of us as much as we can periodically when we are busy. The more you do it the more you'll get use to it and expect it. This is how I lived back when I started this when I was 15. The constant periodic gazing was like a habit and I just sunk into it by default. It was effortless.

I'll call this "distanced gazing" because you're operating as the alchemist talks about. Basically I've come up with a new form of combined divine pathway work and gazing with a visual (doesn't have to be but that's just an example you can have whatever) to operate from at baseline. Like whenever you're active with the mind periodically pull out and distance yourself from reality and bring up the clean image of yourself, or just gaze without anything of specific focus. The "effortless" assumption however you'd communicate that to be done is really what the visual is about. You don't need anything but I find it easier to have a fixed visual than a subjective sensation to target when locking into a walking gaze state. Distance is the objective above all else. Living without attachment, without investment, without need. This is where power comes from, because it's within you at that point because you're fasting from the world in all ways but what which you decide.

This isn't supporting the NG mind magic idea at all it's simply a practical mechanically of becoming clear mechanically. It's something that underlies what all the LOA stuff relies on. Subconscious space. Without that you'll be almost unable to effectively be moved correctly because intuitive impulse will be drowned out or will be based on these artificial stimulus patterns to cope with unconscious trash that you're having come out on the surface and thus you receive movement to avoid because of habit and to stay comfortable in the box. This process forces all of that to be faced without distraction. YOU become the distraction. YOU become the technique. Your awareness becomes the method. I believe this is the real secret that takes everything we've learned here about the mechanics of RS and applies them in a complete and very simple manner. Cultivating awareness is power, because clear awareness necessitates clear field geometry. When you have clear awareness then you'll know your unconscious is clear. This is the inner work of alchemical transformation at its more pure level stripping all the excess stuff off and getting right to the core. Cultivating space and allowing yourself to watch as negative stuff dissolved through your observation of it when it surfaces. This makes processing not self stuff easy because you're use to being in that distanced place at baseline and being ok with whatever you feel moment to moment. You cannot have stuck feelings if you feel them moment to moment when they arise, and even if you only purify 1% of it each time you feel it it's better than making it worse with basically every other NG and LOA method out there. NG never tells you to feel your trash which is why it doesn't work for most people and I know that telling anyone "NG doesn't work" will instantly get my channel in the bad books of this community so if I want to reach people then I need to mask the truth in the LOA cloak and gradually reel them in. Frog in boiling water analogy, instead of throwing them in to the deep end immediately where they'll jump out because it's too much to take without context they'll start simple and work their way up and when they actually realise that feeling feelings with this technique makes them dissolve with awareness then they'll recognise that the NG stuff actually doesn't work because they were actually able to feel clean for once.

That's my new insights I just had. Been going through more stuff myself lately but it's necessary. Drink water. Drinking water aids all of the purifying process. Alchemist makes that clear to me too.

Constantly studying and distracting yourself from your unconscious trash is also a safety mechanism to avoid checking out what's under the surface. Gazing forces you to feel it, because you're not distracted. That's why the new version is powerful because it's going to make you work on both levels of having that distance from the cultivated space and detachment coming from observation and then allowing yourself to feel the trash which the observation of it dissolves it. "It's ok" is really the best thing you can tell yourself above all else if you're in a whacked state. When you're constantly distracted and actually playing into stories that don't serve you playing into not self identities and stuff then you'll logically feel validated by the constant stimulus to actually avoid facing the underlying stuff that's causing the issues. The point between these is the point of accepting that you're not who you think you are, which is the observation point. You distance yourself from being that person and you'll not WANT to buy into the distracted overstimulated state. The body will pull you through what's needed if you'll allow it to.

Interestingly enough I'm noticing again the signs all around me of what's within me, as in the resonance to those subtle thematic sensations in seeing them in the manifest reality.

Right I want to discuss another method of dissolving emotional trash too. This is one I've mentioned before about how theurgy work is done too, about how you stand before the personifications of the principles of your consciousness and allow them to interact with you and purify you. With this principle we'll be applying ourselves by doing theurgy work with regards to other resistance too, because it is personified just like everything else is. All self recursive circuits which are integrated are conscious, believe it or not. RS 101 that goes way back to the start. So here's the trick, we're going to make friends with the resistance by integrating within it so that we can read it more accurately. Process within process. Fractality. Remember those aspects I wrote down ages back in the RS fully explains manifestation vid from 2 years ago? We're going to apply that principle, and the principle of pathway work into this. We're going to integrate by sinking into it, or "narrowing" the view but with the expanded bandwidth. It's still the same width but it takes a different form we could say. So when you're deep into feeling this thing you'll sink into it more and ask it what it wants. What the feeling wants is the condition. It'll reveal to you the condition that this false expectation is to conform to that it believes is important. This will come through you doing pathway work eventually anyway so you may have this revealed, it's not necessary to go deep deep but this is simply a targeted methodology here to a specific sensation instead of an overarching trail of thoughts on a theme of lack. You'll identify a core doing that though how do you fully fully release the charge when you find the root? Sometimes the root by communicating with it ask recognising that it's holding an expectation for you that was held in that moment in time you're suppose to continue to conform to, that can provide deeper insight. Finding core beliefs is where the full on release can play out. Basically ask this part how it's expecting you to be and then on top of that what's the worst that could happen if you didn't conform to this expectation. This is how we get to dropping the importance of the core. "What's the worst that could happen if I didn't conform to expectation?" This is a massively powerful phrase that I've given to clients before and have had quite massive shifts like 80%+ in one run, if the current is present. Now the last part is to revise the expectation once you can see it. What would the freed true self be like if there was never any expectation to compromise? The specific personification of it can be loved, held, hugged, appreciated. That is you. Appreciate yourself through this accepted pathway revision. That's it.

This applies all the RS techniques into one process. It's pathway revision applied in a more specific manner. Leading the context of the pathways to revise it fully, or provide nourishment to self where not self is holding on. Wherever you lead the pathways the nourishing purifying fire will move, which is a divergent current in nature so it scatters and thins out density, which is why I said that observation in this manner can break down not self stuff. You're not attacking it like this you're simply peeling it back to see what's covered by the armour. So we're effectively viewing ourselves (which is why the pathway revision is applied to fulfil it) under the safety of investigation. The archetypes within us which are interacted with in theurgy work are the same, they have barriers that need to be broken down in specific sequences to "unlock" those true powers to be nourished and thus integrated as self. It's all you, but they're separated and don't know each other. They're literally conscious, like for real. If you turned your consciousness inside out you'd see that. This is the way God builds everything in a perfectly divinely proportionate manner. When we can make friends with the armour it'll open up and the true you that's stuck in the past which feels anchored and heavy there can be nourished with the revision. Opening the armour up is by feeling into the experience such as "what's the worst that can happen" and in that you're "bypassing" the armour by taking yourself into that place again, then you're able to revise it or really what you're doing is just nourishing it without the overlay of false expectation. It's a lock and key mechanism.

Doing periodic gazing opens up this space to actually interface with these personified aspects. That's literally what gazing is designed for that the alchemist told me. It's for the function of viewing what's within you and turning it inside out. All you're doing is opening space and dwelling there by default and any time you're feeling stuff you'll know how to lead the pathways and how to open the armour and feel into it. You can do this on the spot once you're use to it. That's how powerful you'll really be once this sinks in and you go all the way with it. This has been known since my gazing and pathway work vids back in 2022 so this isn't new and the theory behind it I explained about 2 years ago from now. Nothing is new. We're just treading old ground again under a more complete understanding to build out more of a practical and theoretical basis. We also now understand all about why NG SATS only makes things worse when imagining what you want because if that part of you which is armoured up and expecting something else and you're trying to shove the revised fulfilment in front of it without opening it up then you'll face peak dips because the resistance and that false expectation haven't been seen clearly yet. That's the lock and key to dissolving armour. Recognising the condition and going through the condition, as in "what's the worst that could happen" and you'll notice you open up then to doing the SATS stuff. Leading the pathways is required for the NG stuff to work in cases where you're stuck with armour overlaying the desire keeping you out of fulfilling it and actually revising it. Unless the door is opened then it'll rebound and you'll be applying effort because that's the immovable object there to keep the anchor from the past in place. No amount of will can let that go, only observing it through the pathways can let it go. With all that explored you've now got the tools to work with literally anything. This entire page 19 has all the answers to manifest anything.

I hope this all made sense here. What you're doing in basic terms is targeting the part that feels bad. Then you're opening up to what it wants, as in the condition, and then going through the worst case scenario. I accidentally discovered this one night when I was in bed processing resistance before sleeping and was going through various methods of "dropping importance" and this was what came up, remembering what people use to tell me when I was younger. "So what what's the worst that could happen" and you feel a sense that it opens up and then revision can be applied. Can't think of a more powerful method here. Remember the bad feeling is the armour or false expectation, which is why it feels bad because it's there as an anchor to remind you that you're not suppose to be being yourself. They say it's "for your safety" which I guess we could say but I'd more or less say that being yourself was disapproved of in that place and so the armour came up to make a wall which you'll run into if you try and express that part again in future out of that false expectation you're meant to conform to, which is a giving away of your power. Isn't it crazy that we all have these same circuits? If LOA works the way NG thinks and it's all subjective assumption then you'd think we'd have way more variance wouldn't you? It's always ordered and metaphysically correspondent. LOA promotes no order but a mental reality of beliefs which harden into fact like magic. In other words NG preaches a sort of solipsistic reality model where the order is not explained any other way than that's an assumption, because it's all assumptions. I don't know if he ever spoke about how things like the body being the way it is exists as an assumption that's innate to all humans but at the same time if logic shouldn't be applied to any circumstances then you'd think it would be universal right? What I know to be the case is that if something is a fact it would be correspondent on all levels, and yet LOA can't be demonstrated as such. This is why we don't see people flying around and teleporting. The mechanics are built into who we are. The law IS the mechanics of alchemy and metaphysical correspondence.

It's all the will of God.

I want to also talk about faith here for a moment. I mentioned this just before too under a different context but looking for logic to explain stuff will keep you in old pathways, old sensations and states. You don't want to remind yourself of that dead stuff. I find that most people here who read this stuff and even myself at times gets so caught up in the logic of things instead of just being yourself. You're always looking for reasons to stay in the old state, always. The RS stuff is the most effective way to convince yourself of your limitations, which can mess with a lot of our ability to actually just be ourselves which is embodied experience as self. I have a lot of this running through my head 24/7 but I don't let that blind me. Be aware when you're moving into justifying lack with logic and just gently move attention away from that. You don't need to dissolve logic really, unless it's tied to some kind of bad feelings that are stuck. Just move away from it and live being yourself in other ways.

In my opinion the best thing to make the big things show up is to work with pathways in the sense of understanding what's integrated and dependent on what to be proportionate/feel normal. You don't technically neeeeeed to but I'll just say you're shooting yourself in the foot by avoiding this. If you're trying to manifest an SP and you're broke and don't take care of yourself and are constantly feeling mad at other people for them having someone they love (where I was for a long time by the way) then chances are you're clinging to this person or whatever as cope to make you feel better about where else you're lacking. Seriously. This should be common sense and cut through all the trash. Working through the MOST painful stuff FIRST should be the way we go about this. Why? because then you're bulletproof and also because the SP stuff will very likely have unconscious association to the areas you're avoiding. This is critically important if this is the case. If you're holding back in your life overall with the primary areas then it's just more self sabotage to avoid looking at what's actually troubling you. Not having the person isn't your issue, it's you not seeing yourself as worth having more at baseline. Have a roof over your head that's nice instead of being a tiny room in a backwater building surrounded by goons. Get yourself into shape and value your vitality, hold your appearance in high regard because it's your physical image. Provide value for others, work on something that's meaningful. Spending all day every day focusing on living the same lacking life and then coming to me with the question about wanting an SP is an honestly silly place to come from. A foundation in the essentials of what provides each of us satisfaction in our lives should be required before any healthy person should show up in our lives. You can probably manifest a person in that place but will they be healthy? No chance. Get out of your head and get real. You KNOW because you feel worthless and terrible all the time. Why? Because you're using LOA to bypass the responsibility of being yourself in every way that actually matters, and you know that because you're feeling it.

Short story. I use to feel this sinking feeling literally ANY time I thought positively about myself in ANY way. No joke. ANY subject that involved me breaking boxes of ANY kind would elicit the same feeling. I had this for YEARS, and it was debilitating. The thing that allowed it to get lost was just growing up. I sat with it endlessly and nothing made it go away. What did was growing up and getting real with myself. Nothing else changed it. Nothing I did could get rid of it, and I sat with it for ages. I'm serious here I had no other option but to go THROUGH the lived experience of actually being myself. This was my body telling me that you're not going to run away from responsibility and it was right. All I ever got out of it was that "I wasn't where I wanted to be" basically, in every way which associated to it which was everything. Literally everything I'm not joking nothing positive would ever feel good for me for years. The sinking feeling would only be gone those few times where I was high on my own existence for a short while and then I'd dip hard and be thrown into utter chaos in life every time. I had to accept responsibility and so I then got the queue and started imagining myself actually being fully independent in all the ways I knew I needed to be that I was avoiding. I had no way of doing it except actually doing it. This is how I KNOW that this works, because nobody who told me to "don't lift a finger to make it happen" would've kept me suffering for life. NG and his ignorance on cases like mine would've been off the charts. If he was smart he'd redirect me to being myself in other ways when I told him I felt bad every time I imagined my SP or money or literally ANY subject EXCEPT actually living on my own terms in every way that I DIDN'T want. Explain that LOA buffs. I HATED that beyond anything else and I wanted all the good things but I had ZERO options but to face the fact that I was a coward avoiding the truth. The truth was that I was a degenerate loser with nothing of value except my study I did with all the subjects I learned before I put RS together.

It was all because I was conforming to the conditions that I wasn't allowed to have my own life. I wasn't allowed to, I wasn't permitted. I was so conditioned by parental disapproval that I literally locked myself up and avoided every aspect of life that was meaningful for my whole life up until then. That's why I was never able to have SP's stick or money come or anything of benefit happen to me, other than learning more about the depths of reality. That was all I had and I really mean it. That work was all I had. The thing is that's completely irrelevant to how life works and life doesn't care what's in your head if you don't apply it. I needed to just face the fact that I was scared to actually live life on my terms for fear of breaking my parents approval and it was so deep that it touched on EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT. I had NOTHINGGGGGG of benefit. Nothing at all. It was hopeless. That's how I ended up getting viscerally sick because of the insane amount of energy I was holding that destroyed me like nothing else. When I got angry at my circumstances and I allowed myself to get angry at them and tell them what I WANTED in my imagination then I got places instead of conforming to the invisible box that bound my life. Nothing helped but just accepting the fact that life sucked and needed to change. LOA was pointless for me to even try. I was basically excluded from anything working, and if it did the results were very very very fleeting. Money would come and go, if I was lucky. People would come and go, if I was lucky. I got jobs then I'd get thrown out right after. Never had anything. Nothing. It was that bad, and so there was this feeling deep within me that something was very very wrong. I was operating within this tiny tiny little box and avoiding anything that was outside that box. If I didn't get approval then I'd be screwed. That's how bad it was. Without them I'd have nothing. So basically I was a puppet to their will, and I had no option. Being good was conforming and shutting up and staying in my place. I was overprotected too and basically never had to face my own challenges. All of this destroys the kidney and liver meridian which are responsible for personal power and growth. I had none of that and I couldn't get a grip on any of it at all. I just felt like a completely hopeless loser unconsciously 24/7 and justified my life through the study I did on how we'd all been played by the Jewish systems of influence, to make sense of my suffering of course. That study led me to find many many truths but it was born out of suffering and not out of genuine interest.

I never created RS because it came from my heart, I created it because it was all I had to find value in. Proving that I had something. The one thing I was always approved of was my brains, I was lightyears ahead of everybody at school by insane amounts. Nobody could come close. Despite that I never cared. All I cared about was being different, and so I avoided situations where I'd "fit in" and I'd always be last option. Born with deformed facial structure and genetic blood problems. I mean it was a setup that offered nothing but all my skill points in one area, intellect. Basically I had to drop importance on that for a long time and move on from hiding myself from reality and finding pleasure in being the odd one out. That was all I had that was of benefit, knowing things nobody else did, and while that was true and still is that defined who I was and my boxes before. My greatest strength was my greatest enemy. Conforming to being who I was seemingly designed to be was what held me in immense suffering. Nothing was available. Nothing. I swear I had nothing else but this work. LOA was the grand delusion that people like me believed in to justify staying in the box and then making logic out of it to reinforce the box 100x over. Mindless affirming destroyed my life, especially back in 2020 and 21. The only way out was to leave behind everything I was. The most brutal death of all. No matter what I did to try and make my desires conform to my established box it would've always failed no matter what and this sinking feeling I got EVERY SINGLE TIME I said ANYTHING positive about myself (I'm dead serious I had it come up 99% of the time even on small things that's how stuck I was) I'd dip hard right after. Eventually I got scared of doing affirmations or visualisations. That time in 21 when I imagined my SP with me so real it was like a memory I can still remember now as though it was real ended up putting me in hospital. Following exactly what NG said to do ruined me.

That's why LOA didn't work for me. I didn't do it wrong. I was just so messed up and avoiding the truth that I KNEW deep down that I needed to face. This is a big part of why I'm so passionate about destroying LOA and the delusions that NG preaches about living in the end of what we desire because I KNOW it doesn't work like that with all of my being. If you're avoiding something then continuing to avoid it will destroy your life. Facing the facts will transform you. I do not care one bit what these morons in LOA will tell you with their metaphysically illiterate language and understanding of real metaphysics. It doesn't work unless you've got space and are clear. The most space I had was back in 2015 and gazing I did up till then didn't help me in a vacuum because I was still avoiding going through it. No technique helped, no release helped. I tried to drop importance on it and allow it to be ok and every time it would be temporary. The thing is that all that negative energy in my body was stuck because I was still afraid of doing anything outside of what was in that tiny box.

The homeopath I saw constantly told me I was holding onto insane amounts of anger and frustration. I don't recall having much to process of this with regards to other people and it bothered me why it was stuck. Turns out it was all unconsciously directed at myself. I was holding it all in because I was frustrated at how I was being a good boy staying in the box I was bound to and justified my own prison. That's why I ended up with pretty bad liver and spleen enlargement and even a haemangioma on my liver and gall stones. I had no other coping mechanism than justifying staying in the box and that's why it was so hard to pinpoint. It's like I basically had to accept that everything I built myself to find value in was my box. That pain was insane. That's why NG doesn't work. I'll say it forever no amount of gazing or distancing myself or anything like that could help me see that fact until it got so bad that I had to either just break or recognise the truth for what it was. What's the most crazy is that a lot of what I learned still ended up proving beneficial and was correct experience but it was in a vacuum and that was my issue. I had no other life. It was 100% study and some work hours here or there to get by. That's all I had. The truth is that LOA is a metaphysical alchemical process and not a mentalism one. I don't say that coming from any self doubting reason in my own ability to be myself, but simply because I know the difference between those who preach trash that doesn't work reliably and those who can take someone who's in positions like myself and transform them.

Being yourself without compromise is the work. Knowing who you are is also just part of that work, because knowing doesn't solve it until you go through that feeling and fulfil the implication. Relying on imagination in a vacuum will destroy you. You have a body and a world and you know your conditions and what you should do is imagine the fulfilment of what you DON'T want to do, That will help you more than anything else, even the above pathway revision type method. Actually having the lived experience of being yourself helps more than any mental processing in my experience. That's why when I went to do qigong in public I get more confident for the first time in my life. I felt sick and messed up bad but as I went over and over and over and just did it despite feeling bad I actually found myself. I found myself in the chaos. Nobody in LOA will tell you that, especially nobody in the NG space. They'll say that's insane but whenever I'd imagine it would basically throw me out into that sinking feeling and I would have ZERO distance. If I did gazing and got distance and then felt stuff I'd be right back into lack. It would help a bit but not enough, and the reason why is because the real conditions was not fulfilled. So as I've mentioned in the first part of this page 19 way up top there talking about how the body can actually clean itself through making correct decisions under pressure, I mean that. This is the most reliable way to cleanse the deepest trash out because you're forced to face it and have no safety net. When you're in your mind you have a safety net to just run away from in the scene and avoid doing that work, and even if you do it's never really as powerful as doing it for real. Know the pattern from pathway work and such and ask yourself what the conditions are and why there's armour and then go live the experience you KNOW you want to live and have that fulfilled for real. That's processing the same way any other method would. It's just being yourself, however it works. I swear that's the mechanics. When you're clear then the NG stuff can work. I was able to manifest a few things back then that were beneficial but they all supported the box, and never anything that was outside the box. Pretty much any time I imagined anything that would imply my thematic signature would need a radical shift would cause me to dip hard and I'd be helpless to avoid it,

That's the truth about NG and LOA. It will not work for you if you're screwed because it relies on having vitality and space to function, as I've said, and for some dumb reason the fools who don't understand that there's a gradient to this and that it depends where you're at as to what "rules" apply and what don't, how they'll attack RS for being against NG. I don't care because I know the facts about these mechanics and have proven them over and over and over. Getting clear through whatever means you're being compelled to use, be it practical or imaginal, allow it to be your method. Do not buy into the mentalism trash, just because it's enticing. Gradually you can work your way there in practise when you're clear but don't buy into that nonsense if you're seriously in the bottom of the barrel and just get real with yourself. LOA will only mess you up more because the transformation that comes from mental stuff in a vacuum unless targeted perfectly pales in comparison to the power of action in the world through following intuitive impulse. I got those back then too in fact quite often but I ignored them still. Why? Because it was the box. I was stuck in the box big time. If I had the guts to follow my body I'd never have ended up there. Many opportunities I had to get out of the box and live the life I wanted and I remember CLEARLY imagining all those things my parents told me that I needed to conform to those expectations when opportunities literally threw themselves at me. It's like because I denied opportunities then life just stopped giving them to me. Eventually I had none, Then I had to become the opportunity and grow up for the first time. It was all my fully open spleen taking on all the safety conditioning and amplifying it 1000%. I was totally stuck in that box until I looked at it and accepted that I was living a lie. Nothing I did worked because of that box. Growing up and being my own supply of safety was my only path forward and it was tough but I made it.

NG would've never been able to help someone like me with SATS. What I desired and what I needed were very different things. If he told me to imagine what I NEEDED I'd have gotten places probably but he always focuses on desire and desire is not often what we need to go through. That's the whole point. If you're stuck then stop using LOA as a justification to avoid being yourself and facing what you KNOW you need to face. That's what my last videos have been about and they've had less approval than all the others. Why? Because the facts hurt and people want to feel good needlessly. Reality doesn't care about needleless stimulus it cares that you're following your truth and without you accepting that you'll never be able to make LOA work. Screw everybody who teaches otherwise, because their advice ruined my life and the lives of likely hundreds of thousands of others out there who buy into mindless affirming or SATS NG style or whatever other trash that people will use to justify staying in the box. Those techniques are not going all the way, because the pressure isn't fully felt. You need to get visceral with it if you're stuck deep in boxes. Technically you can but your ability to effectively use it is wasting time and you're just being stupid trying to make an suboptimal method for your situation work for you because you're a coward afraid of being yourself. That's the facts I learned the hard way and I'm glad I did to some extent because now I know what actually works in all different degrees of vitality. How you apply LOA is vastly different depending on where you're at. There is no single process and this is why I struggle to tell people to follow a single step by step because it's always going to depend on what you need.

All I can say is that SATS the way NG describes it being used to dissolve resistance in places like where I was at will only make your life worse. Don't bother with such nonsense and follow your body because that's working the SAME mechanism that SATS does except you're being more visceral with the reality of experience of facing and going through the pressure. That's how everybody who doesn't have awareness of this levels up. It's metaphysical and alchemical. Never forget that. Also never forget that the kinsmen redeemer walked the earth and died for our guaranteed salvation, only for us. Nobody else. Don't let that stop you from following natural striving, because that's the vessel you're born to live as. Be yourself, no matter what. Be yourself without compromise. That's the lesson we all learn here.

17/4/25

When you imagine your end and you feel compelled to play it out it's because that's you allowing yourself to accept the nourishment that's contained within the themes representing that imaginal experience. It's all a form of pathway revision. It's ALL revision, just like I said ages ago in that post I put on the RS blog like 18 months ago or whenever. Being yourself and feeling like you're allowed and able and available to experience natural striving IS the technique. That IS pathway revision because you're distancing yourself from who you're not, which is revising your field geometry. Revision is a rearrangement of the themes you're anchored into and letting go of not self stuff which opens up the self to naturally unfold. It's all revision, often in pathway format.

Remember the Holy Spirit is already there in the elect.

When I spoke about my experience of recovering from bottom of the barrel depletion back when I was still holding all this stuff in my head every day I said that the only way that these levels of resistance could be moved is by going all the way physically with where my body knew I was suppose to go. If I had sufficient vitality available within my circuits I could've processed it within me but I just couldn't get there. That overwhelming feeling of the infinite pit in my stomach was never ending with every single subject I brought up that was positive. What this feeling was I believe was kidney qi depletion as well as lung qi depletion. It was overwhelming sadness actually, powerlessness. Powerlessness is kidney and liver and the tone of sadness came from the lung. Lung descends qi. Every time I brought up anything positive I'd struggle to breathe properly. EVERY TIME! Imagine that, any time I ever imagined something positive no matter how deep I went into relaxing myself I'd ALWAYS feel this sinking feeling and I'd be literally unable to breathe properly. My breathing would become very shallow and inhaling became difficult. It was ONLY when I thought about positive things that I wanted. Little did I know for years that this was actually my body telling me that I'm not safe to be myself. That's how I had such insane peak dips, because I'd be fighting this inability to breathe properly. I couldn't relax into it and dissolve it properly for the life of me, it was impossible back then. NG never would mention this of course. Someone who's unable to breathe properly when imagining what they desire. It's not like I couldn't breathe or that it was a rapid kind of anxiety with an elevated heartrate but that I just felt that something was very wrong every time I imagined what I wanted. It was debilitating like having panics but sometimes it would lead to one if I tried to go against it and eventually I had them constantly with or without imagining what I wanted. I felt like this sadness always under the surface I wouldn't be able to touch on any more than with just the tips of my fingers. It's like I wanted to cry sometimes but I was unable to, it was always behind this wall and no matter what I did to elicit myself to let it out I was stuck. I was literally unable to even feel it fully to process it and I was stuck just feeling the edge of it for so long.

This is why I had no other option but to face things in life to go through it for real and elicit the intensity I needed and still make those decisions. Like I've mentioned before that when I uploaded those first vids I had insane nerves. My body was trembling subtly but you'd not really be able to tell on vid. I felt it though, and it was tough but I went through it and transformed it. When you face it for real and you accept who you are for real, it's going all the way, and that's how you actually process stuff without having a safety net to fall into.

Since the kidney meridian is also involved in breathing I also felt the visceral sensation there with the sinking feeling. Fear moves the lung qi down and gathers it around the kidney meridian, though I felt it around the solar plex which would be liver but it wasn't an associated feeling there. Pretty much my whole body was "sinking" down with the kidney as the foundation being unable to support that. Most people will tell you to move fear through rational thinking about it and seeing it as not so bad (which can be valid depending on how bad it is) but no amount of thinking that way would help mine. Why? Because I simply didn't have sufficient current present to move. It just wasn't there. Fasting from the world helped a bit but it was still me staying in the fear. I needed to face it to actually transform it and that's why I had to live it for real and face the pressure.

Joy heals sorrow and that's often why feeling loved helps you move feelings of sadness out. Imagining you've been hugged by someone who expected you to be someone you didn't want to be can help a lot. Having them tell you it's ok and that you don't have to worry anymore. You're not literally changing the past like NG would say but that you're transforming the currents that have been stuck and so your thematic signature can become more correct in doing so. This will change how you respond in life and how others do as well. The thing that really messed me up the most was conforming to fear of being disapproved of and that most of the issues I had were originally born from feeling fearful and unsupported. The substances in your body correspond to the empowerment of these currents which manifest psychologically and viscerally in the body. Once again this explains all the LOA stuff. Both sides of this influence each other, mental levels don't cause the substantive levels. They're mutually correspondent. That doesn't mean we can't use mental work to transform these resistances but seeing everything in a vacuum as all mental stuff is simply denying the clear and obvious facts that we live in a metaphysical alchemical reality.

In TCM joy and feeling good actually damages water. I'd say this would correspond to the aspect of unnecessary stimulus resulting in feel good pleasurable desired sensations of whatever form being the catalyse to insult water element. Excessive fire. This is why I always say that dropping excessive unnecessary stimulus and fasting from the world will open up the ability to create space, which requires that foundation of the water element most deeply connected to the unconscious to be present. Without that then you'll be moved by wanting to cope with fear and turn from fulfilling the real conditions against what that fear is making you avoid. Interestingly enough fear also when overcome provides empowerment for joy. This explains the dopamine fasting stuff and the hormone connections. Kidney heart connection is massive to understand the nature of how manifestation works for most people. Going through fear of avoiding self empowers joy to accept self. That's why it's all correspondent and everybody in LOA who denies this are just stuck in the mind magic box seeing no order or structure to reality that's clearly visible when you look at it. Overthinking destroys the liver and keeps your sense of authority over your life (which is nourished by dropping fear else fear becomes the limit) which makes you unable to really break those boxes with power, and I mean that raw feeling of power that emanates from deep within you. This isn't the power just from the foundation of kidney but an expanded feeling of that foundation being available through the liver providing the supply of that authority to be yourself. This isn't something you can fake, if the current isn't there then you CANNOT FEEL IT!

I cannot stress that enough. If you do not have the current to activate that psychological function then you will NOT be able to feel it no matter what you do mentally. All you can do is sequence the right thoughts and target the right thematics to empower what's disempowered. For someone with weak will to have authority to be themselves, like I had which was a downstream effect of weak kidney and also lung (and why I had so many negative liver related manifestations that were physical) so by going through the fear and allowing myself to feel the sadness through the kidney opening up the joy to then purify that sadness through the heart I could get all my circuits working again. NG would have you focus on a desire and totally miss the nuance of the metaphysical and alchemical function of our being. People get stuck with his work because of what I just explained. All these fools who preach "the power of I AM" and stuff like that obviously fail to grasp these mechanics and probably haven't been at the bottom of the barrel themselves for years on end and had physical manifestations and anxiety attacks like I did where there was no chance that I would be able to feel through my stuff in that state. I was owned by anxiety, and yes I could feel some relief by feeling the right stuff but it was never lasting. I'd wake up every night in panics for ages and not sleep for very long. I even moved my room and rearranged my house to try and help make things not remind me of fear. It was so bad that just hearing other people around me getting angry and "projecting" energy even if it wasn't at me would make me literally break down in panics and I'd feel very sick. How the heck can someone ever feel the "I AM" nature if every single little tiny thing that goes wrong ends up causing immense suffering. There's no foundation. ZERO. I'd get a glimpse at that especially before bed but it wouldn't matter how I went to sleep because I'd wake up every night feeling either sharp pains in spleen or liver and or get the panic attacks where I'd have trembling nerves and I'd go pale and my eyes would be red raw when I looked in the mirror in the bathroom. How can someone in that place function as I AM? You can't, not effectively at least.

The ONLY thing that helped me was extensive fasting from the world, which helped heal my liver somewhat and on top of that it helped me feel through what I needed to and so the extensive dropping of excessive stimulus and avoiding unnecessary joy allowed me to cultivate enough space to finally begin getting my work out there. It broke me and I had no other option. I was actually afraid to imagine my end (coming from the identification of false expectations of course and not what I really needed) because of all the negative outcomes I'd had in the past from doing so. This is why I say over and over that NG doesn't work, because if it was mind magic then I would simply be able to imagine and all my problems would go away? Well anybody who tells you they did that in a bad place obviously wasn't in a place like I was at. I doubt what NG preaches worked for anybody in places like that, because it's not outside of the alchemy of who you really are. If you apply SATS correctly and target what really needs clearing then yes it can help a lot but a vast majority of people do not know that, and I discovered pathway work this way because I had to come up with a solution to my problems. That was the solution, coming from the bottom of the barrel. That's why I teach it because if it worked for me it'll work for anybody. It's not about mental assumptions or belief, but body assumption and belief, which is thematic supply to nourish the various circuits which manifest the psychological and physical phenomena which corresponds to those currents.

This is why LOA is NOT outside of the mechanics that RS outlines, though you don't have to believe that to get results if you're already clear and being yourself, or even still if you're not clear and are able to target what you KNOW you need to target and go all the way with it. It all comes down to are you targeting the correct theamtics or not. Those who fail in LOA aren't targeting the correct thematics because they're not listening to their body and not paying attention to who they really are and what they NEED to have fulfilled. Big difference between what you desire as NG says (what pleases the senses most often) vs what you need, which often is going to involve transformation. If NG preaches LOA from this level then he has my full respect, but you know why I don't agree with his doctrine, on various levels. Once again exploring this with the LOA community is wasting time. Those who read this will find it and appreciate it for what it is. This info is too deep for a vast majority of people, and that's ok.

If I never had a fondness to study TCM as far back as 2018 and even earlier then I'd never have known these things. TCM was what opened me up to grasping these mechanics. It's a complete metaphysical medical system. Those who had treatment from a TCM practitioner using herbs or whatever and didn't get results (same with any other modality) is likely because they weren't placing emphasis on the things we talk about with RS. You'll still be buying into old patterns and that "body belief" of the old story by playing into it can actually counteract the metaphysical impacts on the body of the herbal formulas or even acupuncture. It should be wholistic. RS has the answers on the subtle levels that most of them don't work with, and in fact RS explains why people who take meds get results and why others don't. Sometimes taking meds can be part of the journey in unfolding their commitment to being themselves along the bridge, and that it was going to happen anyway which is why I deny there being such as thing as the placebo effect, or any of this magical quantum observer stuff. That all comes from metaphysically illiterate fools who aren't studied on RS and will buy into anything that fits the solipsistic model of reality that's relativistic and empowers delusional ideas about self being the center of reality. You're a simulacrum. That's it. You're not God, but in elemental composition you are. This is why LOA works for those who it does work for and why consciousness even exists like it does at all. It's all here explained by RS.

Maybe I should put together a comprehensive study on these elements in the body. I've done this with a few clients I've had extended sessions with and it's worked wonderfully for their states. Manifesting SP and more money among other things. I learned some things from working with them and I greatly appreciate their patience in applying this every day consistently and using the qigong methods and the subliminal booster when doing processing to open it all up.

Excessive emotion relating to a specific meridian harms that channel. It makes it weak, so you want to use the overcoming and generating cycle to nourish what's weakened. This means that Anger depletes liver qi, excessive joy or pleasure harms the heart, overthinking and worry depletes spleen, feeling sad hurts lungs (most often is unconscious), and fear and anxiety hurts kidney. You'll find yourself stuck in these states with these emotions which will signal that this meridian is weak, though if you're balanced and end up having excessive emotional current in that meridian then it can manifest this way. You'll want to work on the overcoming and generating cycles to nourish the depletions. Anger or really we should call it authority overcomes worry and overthinking without action. The anger drives the action to fulfil what you're worried about and learn through experience. This was partially what I had to do, being someone who thought all day every day and never did anything with it that was productive. The kidney and it's feelings of fear and restraint actually holds back the heart with joy and pleasure. If you're in fight or flight you got no time to feel good because you're on edge. You withdraw from the need for things other than to feel safe. Feeling loved and joyful and appreciated can help nourish the sadness of lacking that, this one is commonly known by most people just by common sense terms. TCM says that logic and contemplation overcomes fear but I'd still say that's only half true. It's like the "leading the pathways" method I talk about where you build greater context and destroy fear that way. It can if the liver is also nourished well and that sense of authority is available though if it's not then the fear can lead to overwhelming feelings of hopelessness in my opinion, though it does still help. Sometimes the overthinking can lead to fear as well. Generally an overactive mind needs to feel safe and nurtured and has the authority to be self. Most people are stuck with disturbances in the lower 3 meridians which cascade into overthinking. I honestly don't find the spleen imbalances to be root in many people. especially in our world today. About half the time people have feelings of disempowerment due to either kidney liver or lung and or heart. It's more of a kidney liver thing, because this is where your fire comes from to manifest, and so long as the heart has desire out of correct natural striving then you'll be able to be yourself.

I will apply an advanced version of dynamic gazing with feeling the state represented by the current that's needed for balance to disharmony.

Also keep in mind that listening to music which elicits these emotions can also influence these processes, since it's all metaphysical. High impact music that's fast and powerful will empower liver, anger, mars energy, break boxes with blazing passion. It's more so akin to fire element, so it'll impact liver and heart and spleen while calm and ambient music that I often listen to will inspire water and air/metal, or insights that come through you from the descension and processing of vitality. It'll all set moods between, because there's an enormous amount of different variance with these yin and yang dynamics with music, but listening to music which elicits the emotions you're working with can be powerful.

If you're caught up in justifying righteousness and it's causing suffering and false expectations to be someone you're not then simply say "It doesn't matter" and be ok with not having a stake in being right or not in that case. Huge tip. Just distance and be ok with someone else, even if they're technically incorrect, be ok with that and to not need to provide correct answers all the time. That's not something you NEED because if it causes stress then it's not who you are. That's a false expectation. Be ok with it, and detach from needing to be right all the time. Learned that one myself to be honest. Tough one.

If you're afraid of rejection from others, and looking for approval and compromising to fit in then allow yourself to feel that and still make the decision you know you need to. Ask that person for what you need of them, even if they might disagree. Get use to being uncomfortable and making the decisions which are real to you. That's how you transform not self stuff under pressure for real. Real experience.

Diving head first into purifying what's painful will heal you. Focus on what you're avoiding and go through that. Don't focus on the desires, they're like the shiny objects and red dresses of reality. You're going to use imagination and intuitive impulse to transform pressure in an intense manner. You're going to build normalised tolerance to these pressures to the point where they have zero impact on you for real. You can just flow through these experiences. Create a scene that you're going to feel pressure against and go through the scene. I find that this doesn't cause the dips like imagining positive things do when you're doing it to stay in the box and be comfortable. The desires should come through you naturally when you're clear.

We should manifest abundance of vitality and a clear sense of self as well as vivid imaginal senses and momentum in the areas we’re lacking in currently to give to ourselves who we really are in that area or compromise. I actually find that imagining those scenarios is be try very effective. Without that I’d never have been able to teansform from being totally whacked as I’ve discussed. It was because I imagined myself facing pressure that I started to accept who I was. Every time you bypass accepting yourself with unnecessary expectations then you’ll pretty much setup for a dip, unless you’re able to have awareness when those feelings show up and go through them. The dips aren’t necessarily a bad thing you know, and as I’ve said the body will lead you through experiences if you imagine positive stuff that will force you to face challenge. Yeah you’ll manifest bad luck often times but that should be an opportunity to transform so the dips aren’t like guaranteed suffering if you know how to go through them. Without momentum though it’s seriously tough and really an unnecessary method to process pressure. There’s more effective and productive ways than setting yourself up for boil overs.

It’s wild to see all these people talking about manifesting things that are massive when they’re obviously not clear. You’d already feel worthy and deserving and available for this thing if you’re clear because it’s within you. What is the most advanced inner alchemy work? Facing pressure on the highest level. It’s ALL about facing pressure. If NG spoke about that then he’d be a good one to follow. Everybody who thinks manifestation is about feeling better without facing pressure is lying to themselves. Nobody gets stronger without working out and breaking limits. If doing the NG stuff allows that then you’ll get what’s within you. I see these people talking about shifting realities and all this stuff and yeah that should be technically possible in practice IF you can break down the structure that binds you to the limits you’re holding into. It’s going all the way that opens up new possibilities to manifest a more abundant life, including superhuman abilities. There’s a way to do that and it doesn’t involve how LOW is practised. You will likely need many many years of hardcore periodic gazing. The people I know who got to the most advanced stages with the alchemist did it periodically every day non stop like I’m talking about and when I did that regularly with clarity back when I was 15 I can tell you my power was off the charts. If only I knew what I knew now back then. I’m feeling like I’m getting close to that stability again but having faced a degree of depletion that utterly destoryed me it’s still like I’m not back to that level of vitality again even years later. Now that I’m more active with practise though instead of doing study constantly like I was before in what we went over I’ve actually healed stuff I’ve been stuck with for months now. Took less than a week.

Gazing regularly and living with that space in your daily life is game changing I’m telling you that’s where you’ll seriously amplify power because it’s all subconscious capacity which feeds this stuff as a function of vitality.

Feeling is the secret means feeling of reality and knowing on the intuitive level which is a felt bodily knowing. The emotional stability implies acceptance of something as fact. This works in both ends of possible and negative stuff. Emotionally high experiences hold expectations too, likely that it would be something really real for you and how it would be something of high contrast, so something unexpected. Same with the opposite. Manifesting a natural feeling is a quiet effortless intuitve recognision of a fact, or an expectation. The false expectations to be someone you’re not if what you hold onto and thus is real to you. That’s why it unconsciously manifests. What’s real to you that you’re expected to be like determines what you experience. Spiritual awareness works this same way too. Opening up “spiritual” awareness is simply opening up a more stable state of assumption of self. The less limiting trash you’re holding the more clear you are and thus more mirror like.

The way you become yourself is to shift the expectation and in order to do that you need to live the reality of the experince of it. It’s already there but letting go of what’s not allows who you really are to open up. Again there’s a fixed point or comparison, else you’d not feel unsatisfied and have natural striving to be moved. We must simply dissolve who we are not to leave remaining that which we really are. This is zen. The real zen which means “to burn”. There’s nothing magical about LOA other than the fact that manifesting desires is always an acceptance of more of self. Manifesting from false identification is also possible too if vitality is available but not allowed to clear attachments. All these yogis and stuff who are said to “drop attachments to the world” are just doing this same thing. There’s nothing special they’re just facing the pressure of the not self. That’s all there is. If you do the NG stuff and think positively then you’ll either transform it through that somehow or you’ll be moved into a dip to face the pressure and almost equalise the needless feel good feelings and provide opportunities to transform under an intense pressure. I believe that SATS under that context has value, because doing it by imagining over the contrast barriers will force you to look at it, though usually you’ll end up suffering because of it. It takes a seriously committed person to get results that way, but as I’ve been exploring through the whole page there’s tons of ways your body uses to mediate pressure and equalise joy with that pressure to lead the peak dip cycle. The more you accept and go through pressure the more you’ll feel naturally the joy without needlessly stimulating it and staying in the box. If you imagine joyful experiences and compromise on where you’re moved to look at in the unfolding then you’ll very likely end up in a much worse place. Not worth it.

18/4/25

Detxhment is really about distance and awareness and space and observation. The only reason why you’re getting sucked into the old patterns of belief and identify with them is because you’re not familiar with what they feel like when they’re showing up. The thematic sequence. Also your vitality plays a role here too of course, as I remember when I would wake up in the night in panics after imagining myself dying in a dream I had ZERO chance at detaching, well actually I was able to but it was always relating to “I’m not dying today I got work to do”. I was able to recognise my goal despite feeling like actual death, and because that goal was so important to me it was what drove me through the darkest moments. The goal was hyper fixated in my mind and so I find that those who don’t have strong desire for change like I had for my goal/desire (really they’re just directions of movement) then that built in contrast that brings up how you can have what you want/need will be gone when you need it most. So it’s about both awareness and space (when you’re having attacks they’re actually a manifestation of depleted space and you’ll likely go backwards in space because usually issues like this signify depletion otherwise they’d not show up) as well as actually building association to the feeling of being the person you want, that’s truly under the surface.

I find that the people who succeed just have more of this innate desire in them and honestly that will relate very closely to the kidney heart conjugation cycle I talked about. Unless that’s working then you won’t care, but it’ll be like an unworthiness kind of don’t care and not a healthy not caring. You simply won’t have the vitality to want to care, because the currents that are needing fulfillment simply aren’t available. This is how I see the idea of detaching when feeling bad. If enough space is present to observe yourself and enough innate energy for the themes of the natural striving show up you’ll be able to remind yourself in those times of how this dip isn’t important and you’ll be able to go through it without it impacting your ability to stay separate from it. Buying into the resistance and spiralling with it without even having the natural striving in mind, or we could say buying into the compromise pattern as valid and how the contrast barrier is important, then you’re going backwards. That should explain more about the experience of what detachment is really like. Observation of the contrast barrier and in that place also having recognition of what is self can open up the ability to effectively separate from resistance even when you’re feeling it.

Too many people in LOA assume everybody knows how to do this. NG never offered solutions other than to just believe. Yeah good luck. When the contrast is so strong that you lose yourself in there then you’ll almost forget that you’re even changing your patterns because you bought into it. If you can observe it and say it’s ok to feel this and even think about those thoughts without buying into them and to watch them then you’re able to detach. I still believe this has a lot to do with available vitality and that specific currents open this up while others destroy space and effectively lock out detachment, at least from my experience. I’ll say that if you’re in a place where separating yourself when you get into those states and you find yourself buying into them regularly despite buildings familiarity with them with pathway work and such then the best thing to do is to do what I did and go through it physically, if that’s an opportunity available. Sometimes doing it physically isn’t always an available option, like with parental stuff from childhood, though for me it was expressing the themes that I was falsely identifying the contrast barrier to and holding expectations on. When I owned what’s underlying that false expectation then I purified it and I did it by making those decisions in the world by going through experiences which represented that fulfilment. This is why I’ve said so many times lately especially that just being yourself without compromise on any level you KNOW/feel is available because intuitive impulse has those subtle reminders to make these decisions to correct limitations then you should be going through it because there’s no difference between being physically yourself and opening up Tristan e to be purified and doing it in your head. Manifesting is not a purely head based thing, it can be physical and involved so long as you’re targeting the correct themes to be fulfilled. Imagine yourself making those decisions physically that you’re avoiding and go through them. Trying to feel through it in your mind when you know you have availability to do so in the world and yet you continue to compromise only proves which master you serve and so I say to all the people stuck in boxes trying to imagine themselves as who they actually are and yet still get stuck, break patterns physically and follow your body.

If you’re going all the way mentally and yet physically not going all the way when you know you can and feel you can and find opportunities you’re compromising on to accept that then there’s your solution. Most won’t talk about this because it’s taboo to talk about action in LOA since everybody wants it don’t mentally and yet most case studies on radical transformations I’ve been through almost always have a component of physical changes in decisions that were tough and that was really what resulted in the actual detachment as you’re effectively going all the way at that point. Like if your body knows this is the way and you’re trying to control natural striving to keep in the box and think it’s all mental then you’re going to most likely fail. Some will say that this is a limiting belief but experince with my life and reading others with PTSD and such almost always tell me there were physical signals they were avoiding too. It’s way more common than you’d think and that’s because the body is driving you to fulfilling being yourself. Ignoring that is the problem. Remember it’s all us being more of ourselves at the end of the day that manifests because that contains within it whatever we need and desire so simply going all the way in being yourself is the work as I’ve said so many times.

So many in LOA think it’s all about subconscious impression and stuff but it’s already there and all you’re doing is reminding yourself of who you are and getting the not self out of the place of importance where it controls who you are. That’s detachment. Detachment is not trying to not believe in your mind, because what comes through your mind will always be determined by the available themes circulating at that time in the circuits activating those thoughts and feelings and when you’re in a dip if there’s no space and awareness because of extreme depletion then you’re going to suffer. The way out is through. Depending on how much resistance you have this will be applied differently. Surface level resistance will innately not suck you in as much because it’s not as much of a depletion of the necessary currents to facilitate that awareness, you’ll be able to watch the intrusive thoughts without buying into them as much. When you hear so called success stories from people who had what they call resistance and they simply affirmed over it or just assumed it’s not important then you know they’re already pretty vital and likely have a feeling in the heart/kidney fire that reminds them of their desire innately. Remember many years back when you felt that feeling where your negativity also had with it a level of awareness of the goal at hand or desire. It’s naturally how people who aren’t super depleted process their resistance because it’s not so visceral. If it is visceral then it’s likely going to suck you into it and the lacking currents to remind yourself innately intuitively in that place (no intuitive impulse because that’s not how the body is saying you’re going to solve that resistance which is why your path to dissolving it oftentimes will be spontaneous decisions that serve you under pressure) will make it so that there’s no contrast to bring up the natural striving either. The resistance you feel from being more clear is often times more mental and clear and the emotional charge won’t be so powerful in terms of the visceral nature of it. The coaches who say that “see look they manifested it despite feeling bad” clearly don’t get the difference. They do feel different and looking back in your past and recognising moments like this where you felt resistance and yet had in the back of your mind that this isn’t important, you’ll know what I’m talking about, vs the visceral felt sensation that pulls you deep into the realm of the resistance being all there is. No contrast. That’s a function of nourishment at its core and so physically giving yourself what you’re not in the world that you know you’re able to apply will benefit this. Working with the body when it’s heavy depletion will be necessary. Most people aren’t there though so. I’d say about 6% of so are in that spectrum of needing body based manifesting, the rest can do it without, though they’d likely still benefit from body work anyway. The more visceral the pull to compromise is the harder it’ll be to mentally pull yourself out, and that is why hardcore resistance exists at all. If you can feel the pull without it being so overwhelming that every part of your body believes it then you can detach, else breaking pattern away from the peak dip cycles when these strong moment show up is the solution. Remember you’re not actively seeking pressure with action but you’re targeting the use of action you KNOW benefits you. This is the dynamic nature of dissolving resistance and why different people will face it differently depending on the level the resistance is at. Anyone who says they healed complex trauma without feeling through it either nourished themselves and their body to a degree where it downscaled and dissolved and or went and broke it physically by being themselves. Technically you can just believe it’s not there but again when the peak dip cycle happens you need awareness to distance. Without that distance none of these people dissolved it without feeling through it in a targeted manner. None. I’ll go ahead and say that pathway revision more often than not is the trick but not necessarily the only way.

I want to also say that effortless assumption is just you moving into being more of yourself. It’s always about moving into being more of yourself, and not anything about needless things that we think about. Thinking from is an identification either with self or not self. Thinking from is bringing you into an experience that’s resonant to self on a core level or not. Unsatisfying manifestations show up because you’re imagining being someone you’re not. I’ll also say that when you’re doing imaginal work and you want to feel the reality of experience of being yourself and being from the experience then you’ll want to clear the body more and relax more. You can feel all kinds of things while you’re juiced up but the truth is that in my experience the best way to go about this is simply to relax more and sink into the extra space. Periodic gazing opens this up. Also affirmations that target the actual issue instead of looking at only the desire in the world is able to help too. Don’t be broad be specific to target what you identify with pathway work. Do not think you can stretch the affirmation it should be one that being contrast to remind you of who you are in those places.

Do this. Imagine the desire. With the awareness of what the condition is and what the fulfilment of that condition is you’ll remind yourself of the fulfilment of that condition as who you really are and feel that you’re actually there even if you’re feeling the sensations in your body. This isn’t a denial of self it’s an acceptance of self, then if you get intuitive impulse to be moved then be moved and follow it. Don’t deny it and question it because if you felt natural striving then do it. The experience that natural striving is leading you through will touch in the fulfilment of this theme, usually.

It’s like when you’ve recognised where you’re conforming to the false expectation and yet don’t go through with recognising it’s not important anymore and you still can’t accept who you are and the decisions you really want to be making then it’s likely a sign that there’s surrounding context to explore too. More pathway work. I say that when you find core belief of compromise you’ll likely WANT to satisfy it. At that point of knowing this it’s simply up to can you accept who you are. That’s really pathway revision. Exploring who you are not in the negative patterns and then revealing who you are under that and the revision aspect is the satisfaction that the conditions of false expectation were never a thing to have to deal with. Remember the act of revision itself isn’t magic it’s simply you accepting more of who you actually are and that experience of revising past stuff is you thinking FROM the end as yourself as to accepting it. The whole “it never happened” thing or that you could even say one specific for the context such as “I’ve always been loved” and to FEEL the reality of that experience in your body is the magic that transforms resistance, because what’s missing is now accepted and given to you. That’s what the pathway revision process is.

So with all that in mind we can now understand what living in the end means and why living in the end always represents being more of yourself because that’s all there is. Living in the end fell the perspective of trying to change compromise patterns to stay in your box of denying who you really are isn’t living in the end. Living in the end requires you understand who you are and go through that pressure to accept it. That’s what the compromise barrier is. Accepting who you are and always have been is the key to this whole “end” thing. Way too many people who preach LOA NG style have this silly idea that it’s about selecting realities or whatever trash they’re buying into. It’s all about you vs not you, and that’s why when you dissolve stuck charge you’re not selecting anything other than you who was already there, the seeds are already there and it’s already done because it’s all just you.

You are the technique. Dissolving everything that’s not self is the work. All this “version of yourself” idea is stupid. I’ve mentioned that term before but I’ll always mean it under this context. Authentic you is all there is. That’s the fixed point of reference. The reference state. Pathway work reveals this and then feeling through it transforms it. “I can be myself”. “I’m allowed to have this” “That’s not going to stop me”. You can approach it from a standpoint of some ego at times and get places, because sometimes that authoritarian type energy of taking responsibility for yourself is the solution. If you know but you’re still just thinking about it and not going through it then the solution is liver Yang, as in getting some authority from your authentic self with passion and allow that heat to move your decisions. Own the truth. If you’re living with grief then love and providing yourself acceptance that it was always available and to feel that. If you’re feeling fear then go through the what ifs and see how it’s not so bad after all. There’s always a solution if you know who self is. If all these LOA buffs recognised that ALLLLLLLLL the NG LOA stuff is actually pointing to recognising and accepting self instead of this “I AM”/god thing then they’d start getting places. People who approach LOA with ego and get places needed ego. People who approach it with love needed love. I hope this explains it all and why the true self underlying the false expectations simply needs what it needs for manifestation to automatically unfold. There is no magic it’s just being self, who you are. Space and clarity.

Its all self. Not in terms of a satanic seeing only yourself as all there is kind of parasitic and also paradoxical attitude but knowing who you are. My Daoist qigong master made that clear to me. Said you can have all your thoughts and feelings and still know who you are. That’s enlightenment he said. I fully agree. It’s all about being yourself, however you’re designed. If you’re a vessel fit for destruction then so be it, otherwise accept that fully. You’d body tells you who you are. The seed of Satan will be as they will be. All of the techniques are you just being more of you and the “feeling” part is the inner guidance mechanism telling you if it’s you or not. This who go crazy on manifesting desires like person and money and stuff while living with overlays aren’t being themselves even if that’s what they want because what they REALLY want that’s under that surface level desire is love or acceptance for their truth or to transcend a fear they’re avoiding or whatever the thematic is that’s compromised. It’s always to give to yourself what you’re avoiding giving to yourself. Going through the pressure is you actually allowing yourself to be yourself as you really are instead of turning away because you’ve got expectations that being yourself isn’t safe. Cultivating safety to be yourself is the work in other words. Assuming that you’re already who you desire to be is the effortless aspect of accepting though if you’re doing this to target the desires of the overlays then you’ll likely end up manifesting circumstances to purify it and most people don’t go through those when they come up because they’re disconnected from their body. This is why I fail against mindless affirming. Unless you’re targeting what needs work then you’re wasting time most of the time you do that because you’ll just end up in the dip which is the avoidance of self and all that energy coming out you’ve been holding onto. Holding onto the conditions is the issue, and you feel frustrated because true you doesn’t want to hold on but you’re not letting go. That’s why the peak dip cycle exists, it’s a self correction mechanism.

The actual challenge of letting go is letting go of the false expectation and giving yourself what you haven’t felt safe to feel and give yourself. That’s where the real nourishment is. When I hit the bottom I knew what I was doing wasn’t working, because it was always coming from avoiding going through the pressure to accept myself. That underlying sense of self is the target of what the wish fulfilled is like. That’s the feeling of being self. That’s why all the techniques work and yet why they also don’t work. That’s the actual secret, the feeling of being yourself and giving yourself what you actually desire which nourishes you and your thematic arrangement will be proportionate. You’ll manifest automatically out of that acceptance because the channels are clear. This LOA stuff has been totally warped into a religion it has no connection to at all. It’s a joke.

Had very interesting manifestations show up lately too. Total pattern breakers. Big stuff too. Need more time to unfold. Feels more me. That new dynamic gazing method is a game changer.

19/4/25

Dielectric field and Jing are likely related together. Spatial unfolding vs inverse space condensed and higher order in potential. Basically as Jing unfolds it gets burned, the further away from potential it becomes. Same things with electricity. It's about rolling/folding and unfolding. Electricity is unfolded aether, or you could see that "unfolding" AS movement of the aetheric substrate at various rates of induction over time. This analogy ties into the inner alchemy and actually conserving or cultivating Jing I believe. We're unfolding constantly and yet we never turn back in on ourselves to "re-fold" so to say. This is spontaneity. Tesla and his high frequency tech was all about spontaneity, because my studies that go way back revealed that "free" energy is going to be extracted from a specific stage of the unfolding of what we know of as electricity. The electrons flowing down wires idea is an utter insane idea that's never been proven and comes out of the minds of totally whacked people, yet here we are. Where did it comes from? Jews funded whoever it came from, atomistic minds. Either way Tesla worked with impulse currents, which are a spontaneous condensation of aether to create super high torsion which propagates superluminally and isn't entropic in nature as it's propagation is seemingly not impacted by the hysteresis cycle of the wave, or a radian cycle to use another unit measure. It's this impulse current for lack of a better term which is where the magic happens that really is where "energy" manifests and it's extremely dense and isn't impacted by aetheric drag, or the hysteresis cycle of the aether, which is the self friction properties of the aether acting upon itself. It's bypassing entropy by basically BEING the superconductivity "force" again for lack of a better term. Those accredited fools in academia who get paid boat loads to lecture Jew funded models of physics have no idea about these things because they're not even aware it exists, nobody actually studies the history that's not funded to be studied. If there's no money there's no eyes on it.

Either way there's an element here to how energy unfolds and how inner alchemy works through substances within us unfolding too. If it's true on one level it must be true on all other levels without exception. That's how metaphysics works. If Jing is where we start and Jing is where we end then our experience AS the unfolded Jing must be negentropic and proportionate and we must literally become the superconductor. Moving without resistance through our inverted interior reality by moving with the inner guidance mechanism without compromise. Our decisions determine all this.

Remember that reading this and knowing these things isn't necessarily going to provide you the basis needed to put this into work. Periodic gazing and feeling stuff when it shows up and knowing what underlies it through doing pathway work is the work. Consistency of that process IS the work. I've seen someone I've been talking to recently who's been stuck with negative habits for decades begin to make progress after taking what I said seriously and ditching all the trash that autosuggested old states and depleted space. Habits you play into that your body has resonance to with these limited states are basically binding agents you're partaking in and even if you tell yourself "this doesn't impact my state" or whatever I an guarantee you'd lose space there and buy into the limited state even just unconsciously. If you can hold space there and partake then that's fine but old patterns that will autosuggest through the constantly repetitive basis you've anchored to be a sensory association to those states are going to need to be dropped for good. Technically you don't need to but you're shooting yourself in the foot. These patterns in how their thematics work with the stimulus you're partaking in will likely have direct manifestation to the meridians that are depleted that this process you're habitually falling into will stimulate them to artificially move you through that "pseudo satisfaction" I talked about before. I've even noticed this myself, and being aware before I buy into other stories I tell myself that don't work for me. It's so crazy when you just live with more awareness at baseline and decide where to partake in spending your vitality that's correct. If you're serious about this work then go all the way and that means dropping anything that you KNOW/feel is going to remind you of old states, even unconsciously, and have those stories and thus view orientation sink into your awareness that will manifest as circumstances corresponding to that state. Then you'll say "DJ it's not working I'm gazing and such but I keep falling into old states". Yeah because you're still accepting compromise. You know that. These are thematic sequences experienced through the senses that resonate to those states and bind those currents to stay stuck when you're buying into them without space. Awareness in those paces is everything, but when you buy into those you more often don't even realise you are because it's so normalised. It's that when you hold space and have distance to these things you can see the themes and that's where greater perspective and insight can come, and the only way to do that is to make what's unconscious conscious through continuous gazing and pathway work or whatever other method that works the same mechanism. That's why when I fasted from the world I had to cut ALL tech out of my life for 3 months, I couldn't even partake in that anyway but it helped tremendously in gaining stability and awareness and like magic lucky circumstances showed up without me even thinking about them. Why? Because I wasn't autosuggesting old states through the habits of who I use to be. It's a game changer when you really create space in ALL ways and go all the way with it. Do pathway work and find patterns of sensory data that bring out old states and cut out those triggers and associations that you're falling into. It'll make things way easier.

Extensive pathway work I keep saying will reveal all the errors in your decisions. If you do it you'll know. If you don't, then don't expect magic. I've given all the tools that I came up with and applied and have proven on every level to have value. It's all up to you to use them. Opening up your blind spots with pathway work will bring out your understanding of the patterns that do and don't serve you and how they make you feel, and from there you can go through pathway revision to find that core aspect that's trying to manifest but has contrast barriers on it, and so create space for that to reveal and for you to accept that as we spoke about in the pathway revision process and leading the pathways. All the answers are within you already if you'd just have awareness and LOOK. Just look and turn the awareness into what's going on inside your field geometry. So many make this into some magic spiritual experience but it's not it's just the mechanics of consciousness like how NG turned these mechanics into something totally whacked about controlling reality with your mind. I quoted him on that, so anyone who says I don't understand his deeper message, well enjoy the box of mind magic. RS has all the answers, after years of building this out. Years of daily refinement, it's just who I am and what I do.

Those who get results are the ones who go all the way. That's always the way it works. The ones who get results that STICK are the ones that go all the way and cut out the trash. Manifesting specific person and stuff like that IS possible even if you're in old patterns as I manifested the SP overnight with that story of me dropping a bunch of charge when I was mad with myself and went all the way but that wasn't one that lasted like others who you can make show up but having happy healthy lasting and loving relationships are TOATLLY different. It's as I said where these guys who get married and then the girl starts playing games with them, it's often not because of the reasons they say but because comfort is found again when before meeting they'd be breaking boxes and becoming valuable. That must become baseline. Without that then lasting stuff doesn't work, and usually you're going to be only touching on deeper authentic self and usually there's not self compromise patterns that come out and you end up trying to be someone you're not just to stay with them before the bubble finally pops and the peak dip cycle explodes from too much pressure. That's how it works. You'll find this in every case study if you look at the details if they're there to see. It's always about authenticity and being ok with themselves. That's the measure of success and also of vitality on all other levels. What you consume doesn't impact you negatively anywhere near as much when you're living authentically. That's really where the magic happens. Those who don't hold space consciously and still live authentically never had depletion to begin with, because the Jing wasn't depleted to the same extent due to traumas and compromise patterns never taking place in their lives to the same extent. Nobody is immune from this stuff but some have less than others. It's the issue where you justify holding onto that with the stories about how right you are and all this nonsense that you KNOW feels heavy and yet there's con contrast to reveal that weight until you do something like pathway work from an honest place. Revealing contrast is massively important because that's where your awareness actually begin to have impact on these contrast barriers, It's all simply about revealing those false expectations and then holding space to observe them and in those moments where they're coming through you you'll be able to feel them and know what's authentically under that which represents true you, and make correct decisions accordingly. That's the natural process of self correction we're all playing out. Bringing observation to what you're not so that what's actually there and has always been there can naturally unfold through you. Observation automatically purifies. That's alchemy, as we've discussed. Place yourself into the "end" state meaning the authentic you and feel that shift in view orientation where you view your current situation as not representing your authentic life. Move with intuitive impulse naturally and things will "manifest" accordingly.

That's how this works. I'll utterly destroy anyone who says otherwise with this extensive process that's been outlined and the results that are CONSISTENT with it. This isn't about any techniques, there are no techniques here. Only awareness cultivation tools, because those are what unfold the field geometry correctly when applied. Feel free, feel light, feel available and natural being yourself no matter what currently is in the way when it comes to contrast barriers. All we're doing is creating space to open up authenticity so that the decisions we make and the field geometries and thematic sequences we unfold are proportionate and zero resistive. That's the nature of what manifestation really is at its core. Those who get so called results with methods are already doing this anyway, and the techniques simply got them to "believe" as NG said which is what all the techniques are actually doing, as in being themselves of course. You manifest who you are. Techniques for the purposes of putting lipstick on a pig is a joke, You're wasting time with this trash about constantly thinking or visualisation to make things happen and mostly what you experience is signs which will only bring up the lacking sense of self which ARE manifestations of the contrast barriers holding firm which you're still not even aware of. Awareness of them allows you to dissolve them, while operating from their limits while trying to fit in all these nice things is only going to cause more inauthentic expression and cause tension that will eventually explode as I said with the above relationship situations. Even if you're able to manifest people and stacks of money because it's comfortable enough to dos o, that's irrelevant if it's not truly satisfying to you and cultivates vitality. Manifestation has become a complete scam and these people who preach utter trash need competition that's real and threatens their position of influence.

That's what I'm here for, to destroy the Law of Assumption for good. It's clear and complete, or so I believe every time I think I've hit the bottom of the barrel and there's no more refining to do. I will not be able to go at it head on, but to shift the practise of LOA to be more of awareness cultivation vs imaginal methods of cataphatic induction. We're here to negate what's not through observation of it under correct context and sufficient space. Shifting the practise of manifestation to be aligned this way will threaten their establishment when it comes to reliable processes but at the same time there needs to be stimulus to draw people in. There needs to be a vibe that people can resonate to, a cosmology that fits, and the cosmology of LOA is delusion, so we need to preach delusion in disguise as deeper metaphysics and alchemy without poking too many holes in the doctrine of mind magic. No limiting conditions, or "rules" as the influencers call them. How do you genuinely threaten an influencers position? You become a more powerful influencer and beat them at their own game. What do influencers need? God tier looks and attitude. Information is irrelevant so long as it vibes with their cosmology and no stark contrasts stick out. How do you deepen that established attitude? Casualness, and demonstrating that through body language, which would be spontaneous. Vitality is required, and clear circuits for those currents to unfold through when they're available. Cultivating a fully clear series of circuits but especially yin based substances in those circuits will be essential, no major imperfections in vitality should be observed else the judgement will be passed on imperfection. Lifestyle should be thrown in to a small degree, and also the impacts of living such lifestyle on happiness and "success". Demonstrate causality with a certain way of living with happiness and make people want to be like you. Provide that image clearly and repetitively and boom you've created a brand image. Riches will follow, even if you are a parasite behind the scenes. So long as you feel worthy of that image to show yourself (even if it's coming from a contrast barrier but that you go all the way with expressing that it'll still work for you) then you've got it under wraps. Providing knowledge is never going to take off, because most people want a lifestyle to follow that they view as successful, because knowledge only taps into the spleen qi and those with depleted kidney meridian. currents. Lifestyle touches on all these themes. Demonstrating enough of a clear link between marketed practises and success and happiness and other such more often materialistic factors, as well as impact in the world if we're talking big names, then will create the illusion of "correctness", if we'd call it that.

True correctness needs to become conventionally popular, and have it masked behind layers and have those layers unravel as the student or whomever is following dives deeper onto the details. It's like a never ending spiral of deepening layers of revealing spiritual insights, but in a gradual manner where it moralises these ideas. That's how you threaten the position of well established LOA influencers. Don't play the victim and point at them as parasites, like I have really always done, which is my box to transcend and accept what's under that, and to allow that authentic expression to drive the image out as my most potent thematic supply, Outline the vibe and accept it without compromise. Theme it and make it flashy and stimulating, to enough of a degree that pulls eyes at least., Overdone will look faaaake. Clear design language. All these things come naturally.

Speed. Cutting. Swift movement. Spiral. Slicing air. Sharp. Pirouette. Elegance and flair. Flash. Spontaneous. Impact. Powerful. Effortless effort. Liquid flowing sharpness. Vital. Glowing. High contrast. Darker background with low-medium intensity bright colours. Rising wind. Melodic. Lightness (opposite of heavy). Ease. Smile. Smirk. Teasing with presence. Powerful presence but isn't immediately or even always noticed. "Pocket dimensions" with different rules. Skills demonstrated naturally. Talented. Grounded and stable. Mysterious. Rhythmic. Maximum expression on minimal visual (the expression is almost "felt" even if it's not highly visually obvious/efficiency of expression). Lighthearted at base and somewhat serious in spontaneity in effort. High awareness. Viewed as almost beyond reach but still realistic. Elite yet not caring about status. Selfless when the time is right. Rock solid state of being. Can't be tempted or bought. Stands as the example without really caring. Effortless impact. Sees no competition and doesn't care about competition. Knows competition is a joke, Philosophical in disguise, expressed through movement and spontaneity mostly. Youthful yet "worn" look. Simply is.

Can't think of any other terms right now but that's how I'd describe the terms and themes that resonate. There's a LOT of work still to do on my part, I've got to purify myself completely and be the example fully with this stuff, else the theory is pointless in application. Living and breathing RS as the basis. I had intentions to preach facts and offend the crowd just because that's the truth but it feels heavy, at least currently. Too much will be rejected because it's too hard too fast. Time reversal needs to be applied here and open up to lightness. Real time reversal, real age reversal, real implication, real result. Going all the way without compromise. Daoists say it takes 100 days of seed retention to cultivate higher order substances on the Jing level. I believe this can be sped up using various methods. Retention of base yin will be required for this, though it should be natural. 40 day streaks isn't enough. Cut out all processes that deplete yin substances and overstimulate without mercy. Cut off contact with anyone who's parasitic without a shred of remorse. Drink plenty of water. Fresh air and sun most of the day. Touch social aura and sample the world while maintaining awareness of sensations. I'm also going to experiment with subs at night. I resurrected an old free Walkman I got some moths ago and threw in one of my space 512gb SD cards and found some old wired Samsung earbuds I'd not seen in years too, so it seems the stars are aligning. No chance I can wear my fostex in bed. I flashed an English language onto the Japanese only model which is how I got it and now I can read everything, so running subs at night might prove interesting. I distance from using 2.45ghz stuff as I believe there's a link between exposure and Jing and or blood depletion from the frequency of "activating" those denser substances into motion, like for example how red blood cells can stack in a high enough field. Likely relates to being absorbed by fat and reflected through the body like a bunch of small lasers off the iron and other metals in the body that might explain why the red cells stack in high exposures. A study I checked ages ago back in like 21 revealed that fat attenuates the signal, meaning it absorbs the energy like lead, because it's highly dense, which makes me think there's a link between activation of Jing and or blood prematurely and 2.45ghz exposure. That's why for years I had an "arms distance" rule with this tech. I can't fully prove this and it's just my assumption but metaphysical principles do not care about your assumptions of what does and doesn't impact you. It honestly feels somewhat heavy, so I might not hold care on that point for long but we'll see.

Either way I'm going all the way here with things as we all should. The age reversal stuff may or may not ever come to pass, I have no stake in that outcome to be honest but that's my intention. Where does it come from? The desire for enjoying my vitality and how it resonates with my themes of expressing vitality in motion. Age destroys swiftness, because it's degradation of density which holds things together causing injury and pain and stiffness without ;lubrication and free slowing movement.

I believe going down the high ticket sales route is the most reliable way to attain massive and I mean MASSIVE amounts of income. Millions without trying. How? Saying what they want to hear then obviously given them the proven methods I've outlined here. This hourly stuff isn't profitable at all. So many think RS calls make me rich of whatever but that's really not the case at all this stuff makes nowhere near millions, at least on the scale I'm on currently with this. High ticket sales and leveraged investing (borrowing more than principle to multiply investment) is the trick these kids use to make millions in their 20s without trying. I knew all about how they work, allllll about it. I just don't care about that at all, or at least didn't before, though finding myself seeing more value and vitality in my time I find it necessary to open op and broaden horizons if RS is going to have the impact it will have. My body determines all this though, not my mind. This may well never come to pass, though we will see. God has a plan for all of us.

Been reviewing more case studies on this, people who are super young, like 18-25 around my age and how they became multi millionaires. Most of these people cut everything out and died to their limitations, or they already had it. Most of them didn't care about conditions, like me and caring about being a good person because of not wanting to support the disgusting Jewish system of parasitic ideologies which is basically required to be operating in in order to get to that level. That was a condition I held, and while that's a righteous and noble cause it's not going to allow you to accept that due to the contrast barriers being more important than the goal. What's my goal? Realising the full potential of RS as a replacement for LOA. A completely new system of manifesting based on cultivating awareness of self and moving into self. Being yourself without compromise. This is the foundational idea of RS. Took many years to get there but it's there now. So these super rich kids (not that money matters but this is a case study) are going to be exploiting other people (more often than not because they have no experience in understanding what does and doesn't work despite how they might think otherwise) for wealth by offering "good enough" solutions to problems and then leveraging that money on safe trades like tech. Boom. Multi millions. Done.

I can 100% guarantee that's what most of them did. None of them worked "hard" to attain any of that wealth, it was siphoned through selling to people with money and telling them what they want. Closing deals and marketing solutions to those who need them. Not hard. I never cared about that because developing my model of RS was way more important than anything else in my life when I was that age. I had ZERO interest in accumulating anything other than correct knowledge and understanding, which I did, and that's something not a single other one of these rich kids can say they've done. I was the one who "I know all the secrets of reality" vs "I'm a millionaire" or whatever they said. As I said much of that was born out of compromise patterns but much of it was authentic too, and that was the tough part for me to take is because while I was 100% in on developing RS as a core theme that's correct I was also compromising hard on actually living outside that. That's how I ended up at the bottom of the barrel. I never felt like my understanding was worth anything and hid away from the world. That's why I started cultivating sense of self by exposing myself to the eyes of people so I can feel those feelings under pressure and do the inner alchemy I discuss. No way around it then.

The harder you into the fire the faster you'll attain what you want, provided you're also nourishing yourself correctly around that, which you probably will if you're targeting a refined sense of self. Just cut out all that trash. Don't get excessively hyped though, the thing I've noticed is that I am SIGNIFICANTLY more aware of my peaks since I've been doing periodic gazing and I'm almost on the spot able to distance and recognise I'm elevating too high into ego and withdraw. Whenever you're hyped I find it depletes heart qi which warps your ability to feel stability when you're not that high, it's like it lowers your sensitivity to stimulus. It might also increase liver yang to some extent too but I really don't know the themes are hard to pinpoint on their impacts on meridians. Spleen qi might dip a bit too. Either way cultivating those currents guarantees that stability of state is going to unfold coherently and that you'll not end up in these highs and lows, at least not significant levels we could say. Getting the heart clear and allowing the lung to dissolve the sadness underlying which holds the heart hostage so to say will be powerful if those themes are stuck with you. Also liver dampness/heat needs to be purified through allowing clear kidney yang and likely qi too (manifestation of test) to "break down" that dampness as it circulates by nourishing those circuits which were previously stagnant. Still dealing with liver damp, it's not all gone. I was born with jaundice so revising all that stuff with the genetic blood issue will be a primary subject to purify. Can it be done? Yes. Obviously, but the currents needs to be available to do so and I don't know the degree required. Spleen qi will be 100% required for the liver dampness to be purified too and spleen qi is the primary substance impacted by the genetic issue so overthinking is a tendency almost built into my constitution that cultivating space periodically and sinking charge allows spleen qi to be nourished, as well as being regular with routine as earth element likes regular and predictable routine. I also honestly believe that spleen qi relates pretty closely to how "safe" the nervous system feels by default. Spleen qi is massively important, just like anything but for the purposes of cleansing not self stuff it's a very important current to cultivate. Spleen blood would probably be next most important next to liver blood and kidney yin to act as the anchor and also the substantive nourishment for cellular metabolism in self repair.

My position on revealing the Talmudic Jewish filth for who they are hasn't changed either, they're going to cause more economic madness in the coming times (tariffs being one example of that) but it's just that your position of relevance in the hierarchy of influence in the world shifts from being an armchair warrior to being on the ground challenging their ideology with what RS represents, and that is awareness of being as self, to discard what they market to us through all the media propaganda and culture and everything all this false doctrine and germ theory belief trash and relativity marketed and everything wrong with modern culture today that the fools lap up like the last drop of water in a dry desert oasis. It's to reveal that there's no power that can come from accepting their status as so called gods of this world, Satanic unrighteous fools fit for destruction. I swear that the ideology of LOA came from the shifts in culture emanating from the enlightenment era driven by their funding of such ideologies as I've explored. It's the funding of those ideologies which is how they've got impact, and all the utterly delusional fools who believe that I'm referring to "secret men behind closed doors who push buttons and make the world go round" is NOT what I'm referring to. I'm talking about strategic shuffling around of wealth into establishing new cultural shifts that benefit their ideology and thus effectively manipulate collective consciousness without lifting a finger to draw a sword or firearms at anyone because they use money as a proxy for their influence, all built through invisible wealth creation as debt currency. This is the system that's keeping scarcity on earth and ensure that vitality isn't available for all.

How do you dismantle it? I've said to not play in it because a debt based system will collapse under it's own self inflicted debt wounds as these systems always have throughout history (as I went over in the history of banking on page 12) and on top of that detaching also means using the busted system to detach instead of denying it fully and never getting anywhere trying to play some kind of righteous person outside limiting yourself for nothing. Break limits. I'm referring to detaching from the ideology of parasitism where scarcity based on debt is the issue, because creating wealth also ensures that someone will be forced into debt by default. A system that's not backed by debt currency is the goal. How does RS cultivate awareness of this? It'll reveal the nature of how vitality works and how it's tied to wealth for most people, as well as how their circumstances are formed. If we lived in a reality at baseline where wealth was highly available then I doubt that the issues that many people face today would even exist. This is my point, because in a sense you begin to be able to operate within that system even while it's barely functional and be in a position of influence to also propagate your ideology of being yourself to others surrounding you as a light in the dark so to speak.

I will still say that most people who have zero interest in the details of Jewish banking systems and money magic (money isn't energy like many fools think but that it's literally a contract people involuntarily sign up to just like the law system) and that recognising that money IS just a contract of accepting a means of exchange (not energy but a box as I've discussed before) will reveal the underlying magic and inner workings behind Jewish money magic of debt lending. Revealing these mechanics to allow people to get RIIIIIIICH faaaaaast to break the spell (and to actually accept it and go all the way and not just "know" it and sit with it like I did for so long and deny myself access to vitality which ruined my vitality so badly as I've spoken about) of the illusion that money is scarce and also that the gov run by Jewish filth also have no influence over you either with their trash tax systems of sucking wealth out of your pockets under duress to fund their debt system. I won't go too much into detail of that here now but least to say all of these are boxes and breaking boxes is the trick. Breaking limits. I've studied hundreds of case studies where so called legal cases were shut down immediately when identification with the strawman was denied. You CANNOT make that work if you DO NOT believe you are outside of their system of law. It WILL NOT work even if you say the right stuff, because we're talking about field geometry interactions, just like attracting women like magnets when you're holding the magic juice for long enough and respect your natural striving. They'll be helpless to flock to you like bugs to UV light.

That's actually how I found NG, through Sol Luckman and how he viewed what NG said under a natural law ideology as "I AM" as someone who's not a person but a conscious being who's not required to contract with magic Jewish legal systems where they put you in these mental boxes and nobody reveals the magic there in what those boxes represent. Limits on your authority in life in the game this system plays. Feel slight, so I know I'm not holding onto trash that's not me. Standing in the light of life and being unperturbed, manifesting success in every case of this nature through correct identification is the magic. These boxes run so deep in every facet that there's pathway revisions to do in areas we don't even recognise are important. The one I was able to go through very very very early on, like back when I was 15-16 was the false authority box which opened me up to revealing these secrets when I was still in high school and worked for a while at red rooster scrubbing chicken racks for hours every day imagining myself glowing back when I use to do periodic gazing on the regular. I did it literally everywhere it was like my life going deep into those states. That's how I had such insane vitality for a while back then and had insane attraction for a while, until then I compromised hard and let it all go. Revealing these boxes the Jewish system operates within is another level to this that's built into RS, about identification as "I AM" not as God (because you're not God and never will be you're a simulacrum of God who contains all the elements that God does) but as a sovereign being who can accept to contract with whoever. This is HIGH level manifestation. I have only ever seen this applied personally in 1 court case and they got let off so it works but you need to go in with an insanely solid sense of self and not give them authority in terms of vitality limits you'll place on yourself to conform to the box and see it as bigger than you.

When you see things as bigger than you then they control you. That's the error. We are building vitality and awareness and all this to cultivate space to recognise the boxes for what they are and distance ourselves from their influence over you through authenticity.

If your spirits are always low and your heat cannot feel natural desire and striving to move you towards higher order then get involved in a meaningful work related project. That's how I seem to have manifested a naturals circumstance lately with doing physically hardcore work digging out more under the house to expand the alchemy lab and fix the waterproofing because it was getting badly flooded before. This lifted spirits greatly. Being active lifts spirits better than anything else in my opinion, because it's meaningful work that's providing you nourishment on so many levels vs this needless stimulation in your head to avoid actually involving yourself in embodied experiences. I've given so many hacks in this page, Log them all down and apply them. It's free, because you're dedicated to the study of RS and the phenomena of manifestation. Those who are consistent will be rewarded greatly. Once again thank you to all who have stuck with me to this point. Anyone who wants offline copies of the notebook should feel free to ask.

All I can say is that the theory of RS is like so far advanced now and I'm so juiced up so it's like why not "reboot" RS. As I always say you don't need perfect theory in your application when starting, and I already had years of building this out before hand when I put up those first vids but I knew I needed to start somewhere and that's fine. Anyone else who is in the same boat should go all the way with what they have too. Use it all. Go all the way.

20/4/25

"It's ok". Stabilise baseline with acceptance of what is before going full hog into the other polarity of positive direction.

I'm going to be posting short updates like this on the discord too. Only a small percentage of people read here so.

I've been over more and more case studies on this and I've noticed that a VAST majority of people who actually get results are people who are HIGH vitality, or at least "sufficient" levels of vitality. I'm dead serious. It's just a function of vitality WHICH MANIFESTS AS CAPCITY FOR TRANSORMATION/CORRECT OBSERVATION OF WHAT'S THERE IN THE SEEDS AS THEY UNFOLD. Yeah cultivating space with my dynamic gazing method AND clearing the trash as it shows up through observation AND also going all the way with following pathway work and making spontaneous decisions when intuitive impulse arises WILL do a vast majority of that work, it's still something that isn't just going to show up out of thin air just because you "believed" because the mechanics of how you attain naturalness and even even sink deep enough into a SATS type state is allllll dependent on your yin. If you're excess yang then you've got a highly overactive mind with minimal capacity. Fire patterns of empty heat are very likely going to be the major roadblock. As I always say I don't want to put limits on people because limits are suppose to be broken with this work, but the mechanics are clear. Nobody wakes up the next day with perfect age reversal from imagining. NOBODY. Nobody that I'm aware of at least.

IF it worked the way that LOA promotes then you'd likely see that, because they basically say that there are no rules and it's all belief, though we know that's not the case. There are no rules, they're correct, the only rules ARE the mechanics of RS as we've explored. So having vitality and believing ARE ONE IN THE SAME THING. Belief comes naturally when the themes of experience correspondent to that are available to unfold through you. I've experimented with this sooooo much and I swear that vitality is the primary factor. Is that because it's a limiting belief in my mind? Doubt it, but I'm open to the idea. It's just that most people who I see results from in the world outside RS that I use for case studies reveal to me that the more baseline vitality you've got access to the "easier" belief comes. Naturally that is. Being juiced up in the moment and "feeling" as though you're believing is 99% of the time going to give you false expectations because that's actually you experiencing depletion of empty heat that's just stimulating and proving that you're depleted. This is what most people face and nobody in LOA wants to admit this, but the pattern is clear. Thing is I can't talk about that on cam otherwise "no thanks that's too much work" or whatever nonsense comes up. Basically you need to trick people into being more of themselves, to a certain degree at least. It's not like someone who's heavily depleted and focuses on the physical aspects of vitality cultivation can also fully transform if old patterns show up still in their lives. People who purchase my sub often get results with it if they're already well nourished, they send me emails or DMs saying it helped them and yet I also get people saying to me that it's making them worse. Why? Space. The sub will organise your vitality to reveal any resistance and if you're unable to go through it then it'll just stay stuck and you'll cycle through peak dip. This is why the actual method of manifestation, the only real method that's reliable, is vitality/space/sense of self cultivation, because everybody with refined sense of self that's correct without overlays WILL BE well nourished on a vitality level. They're inseparable,

The less stimulated you become the more capacity you'll have for "inverse stimulation" or imaginal capacity, since we've pretty well concluded that the subconscious IS imagination. We might as well just see subconscious capacity and vitality and sense of self and all this stuff as all just "more" imaginal capacity to feel natural as someone who's higher order and more proportionate to who you really are. That's why the methods that are reliable are actually functionally all about negating excessive stimulus and creating space for imaginal naturalness to come through you, to unfold those rolled up themes at the right time. The "when" is always when belief shows up that's natural of course, and that's a function of access to vitality, which space is a function of which is also correspondent to having a clear series of circuits free from emotional stagnations and whatnot, which is also why you can make huge manifestations show up overnight when you feel through the trash at the end of peak dips. This is very common, and it's explained by RS, no other model. Having available yin substance, this metaphysical principle, is what seems to be the primary catalysing current for naturalness, and state coherency and stability. Understand this. Stimulation is burning yin, because fire is needed for stimulation to be felt. If you're stimulating without yin then you're just creating more excessive fire. If you stopped stimulating incorrectly and stimulated according to natural striving then you'd hold space and be correctly stimulated. There's so many levels to view this it's insane. "Luck" is in my experience a function of having significant amounts of space available. Every time in my life when I was at my peak power was when I was doing regular periodic gazing, despite not knowing what I was doing or what it would impact in my consciousness.

I believe the heart in excessive unnecessary joy or stimulation is one of the most hidden leaks of vitality. Holding stability when you're in these places I've found is another way to actually retain that current and allow it to cultivate into higher order substances and contribute to that "luck" factor. Learning to not be stimulated unnecessarily at desires and allowing yourself to just sink into that feeling without really responding to it unless your body drives impulse to be moved. Just sitting with feelings and observing them, good and be, this is in my opinion the real secret. People want to always indulge in moments of good feelings, but I honestly find that more often than not, unless this comes from actually doing meaningful work of some form that's resultant from following natural striving, it's often going to end up being unnecessary stimulus which will deplete if "bought into" because really it's both ends of the spectrum. Observing both and being ok with both, just learning to sit and observe that feel good energy is MASSIVELY powerful. This is actually what I did ages back in my 3 month fast from the word and I swear that it increased "luck". When I study these examples in stories I find it a common thread too, and the people who are on the edge of actually cultivating those feel good substances will then go ahead and waste them by excessively overstimulating just when they get a glimpse at that cultivated current moving through them. Get this. Whenever you're feeling that and you just sit with it you're allowing it to settle and build as available vitality and substance to play into thematic supply/demand even on an unconscious level. If you stimulate with it and express it when you KNOW you're still barely coming out of a depleted state then more often than not you'll end up back here you started. This is one of the biggest traps I find people falling into without realising it. Since LOA preaches to feel good a lot of the time then that's obviously going to deplete. The feel good stuff should come THROUGH you as a result of the proportionate unfolding of your natural striving where this current can be just observed and sat with to cultivate and allow to remain in the tank so to say for when you're going to then do targeted imaginal clearing pathway revision type work where resolving the deeper rooted stuff through the higher order substances being available will actually be possible. This is why I say it's all a function of vitality. Yet explaining all these functions to the LOA crowd is like trying to explain physics to a 2 year old. None of them have any background to grasp this stuff. That's why simply pretending that it's all just par for the course while I teach dynamic gazing and such really is the best way to get people secretly into doing the real work.

Also a little have I've got here. I want you to log down your thoughts when you wake up. Do gazing briefly and log down anything on your mind.

21/4/25

Pro 9:10 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom

The alchemist always told me that this is about what gazing does. I believe that in metaphysical terms fear of God represents vulnerability and observation of things that we don't want to see. I don't know if that's what NG taught but even from seedline doctrine this is true as well. How else can we be purified if not for observing with awareness that which we are not so that we may be refined.

Being vulnerable is the beginning of wisdom. Allowing yourself to be moved into circumstances that are "out of your control" we could say, as in being under pressure that's purifying for our correct orientation, that IS purifying to the most precise manner. It's that manifestation unfolds through us when we're able to learn to be vulnerable when it's called for instead of controlling. This is what dynamic gazing REALLY is about, allowing yourself to feel whatever you're having unfold through you and observe and experience that without controlling it. That's also how you "let go" because the purification of what's not happens through vulnerable observation. I've spoken about vulnerability ages ago but it's even more clear now. Being vulnerable expands on what I was talking about last night with being ok to just watch both good and bad feelings as they are and not buy into them. Separating identification from observation seems to be the real underlying mechanism behind NG SATS, though you really can't make it happen through will it has to be available to be applied and that's why 95+% of people fail to "manifest" what they desire. It's because without the available currents which can unfold INTO the naturalness which defines the identification we're going to observe and experience then you're done. NG makes the assumption that vitality and such isn't a variable in the equation, and most people dismiss this idea as limiting beliefs, and yet when you view those who do the work and et results from those who are stuck it's almost 100% of the time going to be because they're simply uncomfortable in simply observing themselves as they are. This factor is what holds people back. Being unable to simply observe and hold space with themselves.

Dynamic gazing solves all these issues because it conditions you to hold space at baseline and be observant of yourself without identifying with those feelings. I've noticed luck increasing already, in strange ways. You cannot fake this the currents have to be available. Whenever you're affirming it's almost always going to be done with expectation, or the desire to control. This is the problem. The naturalness OF control (through thematic supply/demand that's correct) is something that comes through you because of availability of those currents. When you're trying to control you're coming at it from depletion and that's only demonstrating a lack of available thematic resonance with correct natural striving, This cannot be faked. You'll look BACK on having naturalness when it unfolds, instead of trying to insert naturalness artificially. NG saying that control causes opposite results is correct but he never explained how and why people even control in the first place. Once again another hole in mind magic. When the currents are available and you're unfolding them then control will manifest through you, you'll effortlessly have control just by a function of who you're being. That's what embodying the state REALLY is. There is NO chance you can control when you're depleted, because it will come off as desperate and forced because of depletion making naturalness impossible. It's insane to think that manifestation and naturalness is being taught as an active yang based process. This is almost possible to be done for a vast majority of people which is why it doesn't work. It cannot work. If someone cannot hold space and be purified then they'll always be buying into the false expectations and overlays that drive not self trash which will be the identification in contrast to the desired so called state that'll require effort to even touch your fingertips on, let alone actually live from. Most people who think that "feeling good" is embodying a state is WAY off. Embodying a state has NOTHING to do with how you feel emotionally, but everything to do with the stability of identification without contrast barriers causing the need for effort because effort is built into their movement through the available currents. Imagining a state fulfilled as NG says is simply normalising the experience of that thematic sequence, though it should always be done under the context of vulnerability to clear out the overlays. If someone imagines positive things and manifests with positive feelings then they were likely already clear and had sufficient vitality and when applying it they will claim to have controlled when really it was already there and available and they just observed and "activated" those currents into movement through them, which IS embodiment. Embodiment IS a correct thematic resonance phenomena. This once again cannot be fakes for without the currents available then resonance cannot be established and if there's overlays causing identification to warp then the resonance cannot establish either.

We transform through being vulnerable. Vulnerability is being ok with uncertainty and not being in control, because that's how we connect to correct supply of vitality for us that's resonant. Your infinite vitality supply can be accessed using this process. Theses are the metaphysics and alchemy of that process. That's the "magic" so many assume LOA is doing. It's mechanical, because laws are mechanics. The "law" is the mechanics of reality as I said years ago. There's no magic. If there was then there'd be no order, and the fact that we can observe such incredible amounts of order necessitates that our understanding of the so called law should emanate from these mechanics and not simply assumptive based psychological beliefs that somehow turn into material observations. We're observing the unfolding of themes of experience AS psychological states. Psychological states ARE thematic compositions which are just formats of energy which we process and "push out" to experience. Self recursive procession, goes back in 2022. Nothing has changed, it's only gotten more clear.

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Been thinking about extending gazing sessions to upwards of 4 hours in a sitting with periodic sessions, just like I use to when I was near peak vitality. The way I'm seeing this is that the less time you spend needlessly stimulating yourself when away from mental activity that's necessary the better your capacity will be, by a lot. This is the challenge. Awareness lighting up only what's necessary is MASSIVELY powerful and it'll force you to dissolve trash in the way.

Keep this in mind. I know I talk a lot about how there's limits on what's possible given available vitality and all this but ultimately if we go ALL the way with cultivating space and doing this necessary work to purify not self stuff that everybody has then really you'll be able to attain pretty much anything because you'll be clear to do so. Observation in a laser focused refined manner that's allowing whatever it is to come through you as you observe yourself and observe your reality IS the work of cultivating vitality and awareness and all this stuff. Just doing that in a vacuum will give you everything you need because this function of observation and awareness and subconscious space IS how ANY form of resistance is purified, next to working on those same functions metaphysically speaking like for example with moving your body to catalyse reactions and eating certain foods or taking tonics or whatever. It's all metaphysically correspondent is the point, and awareness has the potential to take form in any of those themes because awareness lights them up. You can't make the sequence unfold consciously as it'll come through you, which is why we let go of control and allow because it's already there. So taking cultivation of awareness all the way is in itself the complete methodology. Learning to see what are your thoughts and what aren't your thought, as in what's self and what's false expectation overlays and contrast barriers, will open you up to seeing every manifest pattern of positive and negative cycles in life that are satisfying or not.

Look most people who come into LOA are expecting themselves to not require any work on cultivating space to make it work, but that's just the truth. Coming into LOA without any idea about these hidden mechanics will ruin you because you'll end up fighting against yourself with effort and that'll deplete you soooo badly. Acceptance of what is is a requirement for dissolution to happen. If you're not ok with something then you're placing judgement on it, you're saying this isn't good I need to control this. Being open and ok with whatever will allow you to dissolve the importance of it and effectively drop the NEED for identification with having this thing, in which case if it's not self then it'll burn away and you'll forget it ever existed and if it is for you then you'll satisfy the thematic sequence of currents required to manifest that due to dissolving the false expectation to compromise on accepting this because you now feel safe with it. You're ok with it. You've accepted it. That's manifestation., It's all these things we talk about on all these different levels and yet NG never taught anything about cultivating awareness. He already had it and so never prioritised it, though Abdullah did train him with certain methods such as quickly imagining himself in different areas in rapid succession as a tool to refine focus, though this isn't cultivating space in the more pure sense it's more so refining your ability to "loop" imaginal experiences to tap into thematic sensation, I believe. That's how NG likely came to the conclusion that "feeling is the secret". To me the real secret is being ok with good and bad things, as in not buying into excessive stimulus on either polarity and identifying with it. This is how I lived like back when I was 15 for some months when I did gazing non stop. I was INSANELY powerful to a level I can't even describe it was utterly wild what happened in those months. I never consciously manifested things (because I really didn't know much about manifesting at all then) but looking back I recognise a lot of patterns came from that time that I held onto for better or worse, like I was so deeply anchored into space that I could instantly "assume" anything to be true, which most often wouldn't be something I consciously decided but that came to me, again or better or worse. But the work is really about cultivating space, and being ok and accepting whatever happens to happen without making a big deal out of it and attaching meaning and identifying with it. Looking at people who are actually successful, that's one common thread. It's hard to decipher in most stories but reading between the lines at how people think can reveal a lot considering this is what I do more than anything else really. Observing is how I came to this understanding. I gained concepts out of some books but probably like 10% of RS at most came from others work, the rest came through me spontaneously and that's why this is all new.

We observe most people in LOA approaching it from the perspective of "getting stuff". This "wanting" mentality is the issue. NG proposed that SATS with imaginal scenes satisfies desire, like satisfying hunger he said. I agree, though his method is NOT reliable for all the reasons we've mentioned. The essence though is still true, between the lines his principle is present about satisfying desire and how you'll be doing what I've been talking about with successful SATS, yet people have made this out to be some kind of mind magic control reality and get stuff idea which it never was. As I said you get what you've got in thematic supply, and as I said the imagination can be argued to literally BE the subconscious, which is where we overlap awareness of unconscious field geometry and out of that comes either a desire for something or something you see as not what you want and to be avoided. The middle ground of simply being ok with either end of the polarity is missing in his explanations. He likely didn't even grasp this principle properly because I've NEVER heard him talk about it mechanically before, ever. Never mentioned being ok and such. He's talked about importance and such before about how imagining drops importance as I've quoted him on that before I believe but again it's approaching this from a level that's not experiential. Barely anybody can relate what that feels like to their life, at least to the examples of what they desire. How does one drop desire for something? You be ok with it and not want to dive into stimulating yourself with it needlessly. I swear those who manifest stuff they want have this view on their desires, even if they say they're imagining it and feeling good they're doing it from a place of already having a baseline of vitality that's available to support that view of naturalness. People who approach LOA from this idea that it's about feeling good are living in the other end of the spectrum, about being high energy is actually just as bad as "low" vibe. They're both polarities of depletion. This is why I said in an ancient video on my forest walks and talks that excessive joy in TCM is actually depleting just like depressive states. They're both identification in an excessive manner. People who are successful at life have less care by default. That's just the fact.

When I manifested the current SP I'm with and have been with for years now, I did so simply by telling myself "maybe I won't get her" or "I'm ok with this" or something along those lines while sitting next to my bed after a walk. I don't even think I did gazing then I just sat and closed my eyes. I simply felt the feelings that I'd not get her because I was giving up from failing so badly and then it happened. This is a stark contrast the time I got a person to show up overnight that I've spoken about many times now where I was angry and filed with this raw energy of hating my current position in life, and yet I broke conditions I knew were in my way while using that energy. You may say how is that manifesting using the principle I've spoken about where we want to be stable? Well that SP didn't last long, though I manifested her twice, one deliberately an the other time almost on accident but I was still manifesting someone like her who did also show up but so did she. I found her account after she deleted it last time by some miracle and I actually messaged her and we got chatting for a few weeks. Didn't go much more than that but soon after that she told me she's not interested in me anymore and basically told me all about her little experience with this other guy that was honestly quite cutting to me but it was something that gave me the wakeup call that something needed to change. So the lasting relationship I'm in showed up after I stabilised my state. Can you manifest stability from going all out in breaking boxes with blazing energy? yeah I've done that before in other ways too and you have as well most likely, but it's one where going all the way is required. Compromise half way through will ruin your progress, at least if you're not stable and open as I've said. All I can say is that the common thread between success and failure is care and naturalness, and if you do feel care then it's coming from a place of correctness and not excessive or compromised care. It's the right amount that's natural to you is the point.

If subconscious is reality pushed out and IS imagination then we could say that everything in your field geometry that's unconscious thematically speaking is reflected on the world around you. So doing advanced gazing is turning that inside out to see what's within on a deeper level. You're basically turning the projection of your field geometry inside out and looking inside without the overlays. That's what this "veil" idea is, about what you're really seeing. By doing periodic gazing you're pretty much normalising this awareness of being inside yourself pretty much. That's what space is, awareness, all these things.

I remember hearing about how people who do deep meditation traditionally speaking (vipassana mediation for example which is Buddhist) that they have more grey matter in their brain areas related to sensory awareness and regulation of emotional current as well as higher activation of prefrontal cortex. More grey matter to me indicates a nourishment of Jing in the sea of marrow in the brain, meaning that this will benefit Jing supply. Stillness obviously will do this. There is metaphysical impacts on every level through cultivating awareness. I believe that when you're at this level of Jing supply AND train yourself physically speaking, you'll hit peak vitality and potentially reverse age without touching quintessence like the alchemist does. Quintessence in a vacuum isn't going to work magic anyway if you're depleting yourself outside that anyone. Someone who's yin deficient and Jing deficient will inevitably be unable to hold space because the substances simply are depleted which OPEN THAT UP to be experienced. If you though sit in the fire of silence and gain awareness of your not self and be ok with it then you'll be metaphysically stimulating that yin substance to be cultivated through not excessively burning it. This will also increase lifespan regardless because you're not going to burn yin in the same degree as if you had excessive stimulation. That's why the studies showed that the areas of the brain where stimulation is processed increased, meaning they became sensitive to more with less actual stimulus and they extracted higher sensations of meaning from simple things. This is a foundational aspect that drives manifestation. Why wouldn't it? I also read that the people who do super deep meditation for hours and hours every day after having done it for at least 1 whole week straight non stop actually retain the space benefits for a LONG time, months to years at least. This is why I say that elevating baseline to a degree that's well functional will open the door to all kinds of opportunities but most people never go all the way with fasting from the world. I'm going to argue that this is required for nourishing experiences to play out not just because it's metaphysically correspondent but that it's also how your sense of awareness and nourishment you get in that state comes through you due to those currents being available. You extract more satisfaction than you'd get if the SP or whatever showed up right now in your depleted state. You see? The degree of vitality determines the sense of self and what does and doesn't feel important to you and this is so so soooo far from just being a so called assumption as we've very very well established now.

If you want to "shift realities" then distance yourself from this one and go all the way. What does that look like in practise? Well, going AS FAR AS YOU CAN in cultivating space. Periodic on the regular. Being aware that the focus is to be wide 24/7. This is how I lived for a long time back when I was 15 first starting gazing. I really did focus on that wide view feeling constantly and it was massively beneficial. Having this experience so young led me to understand a lot more about it because I have a point of reference to know how being at peak vitality feels. I'm not even close to that even now. It's wild how insanely depleted you can get in just a few years of holding onto trash. Going all the way is how I healed my intense anxiety and such using any means I had available. Mindfulness wasn't really an option for me generally speaking back then, though now that I'm way more functional I believe that amping up periodic gazing to be actually 24/7 and making this my ultimate focus above anything else is the goal to really see how far this goes. My goal is to reach the vitality that I had when I was 15 again.

Also as a side note I'm noticing A LOT of my random thoughts that I have and even things I'm writing about reflecting in the world. I'm seeing the contents of my thoughts showing up in experiences to a significant degree just from the short time I've been doing this new method. It's crazy. Do it yourself and find out. I don't really consciously imagine stuff to get things anymore, I just don't hold importance on any of those things and I know that getting lost in ego trips leads to dips so I don't care about feeding those thoughts. I allow whatever to come through me that feels correct, intuitive impulse leads me, not my emotional current. This is how you be satisfied regardless of what you have and how you can stop measuring your manifestation success through how materialistic your life is. That's what LOA is. Material reality matters and that's why it's so important to these people because they want to feel better and the things they want in the world are their means to get that, when little do they know that's what's binding them to never experiencing it. Putting it on the pedestal means you're identifying with excessive need for something that's really not needed at all. When you drop importance naturally by observing how you feel about it, both good and bad so to say, then it'll show up, or not, and you'll be ok either way. Just imagine how successful we'd all be if these LOA buffs like NG and even Joseph Murphy and such taught this way. None of them taught the facts they're all lost in this fantasy of mind magic and it's actually sickening to some extent because actual results never come from thinking excessively but being ok with whatever you think and allowing it. Those who constantly affirm and get people to contact them after like 10 years or whatever are either already clear and focus their attention that's already razor sharp on what they're desiring in natural striving or that they get the person out of a place of desperation (which I've done as I've explained before through dropping contrast barriers importance but still holding importance on the desire) and it'll come in but it's highly unlikely that the relationship will be nourishing to both parties if they're still grasping at needs from eachother. That's why I don't care about so called success stories, because the impacts in the persons life goes way beyond getting the thing. Results aren't whether or not the thing shows up but how you're feeling in life with or without that thing. Prioritising the thing showing up is the problem and real coaching shouldn't ever be focused on making material objects show up.

I believe that when you're truly clear and satisfied and you've got no care that you can allow yourself to imagine and affirm and al that without contrast and without excessive energy for it (because you feel more with less) and you'll see that show up in your world. I see that happen myself but I never control it because I KNOW that controlling is always going to lead to problems.

We can basically say that every time you ever hear anything mindset related if it's not touching on working with space then they're missing the point, and results that are actually lasting and satisfying will be less than they'd otherwise get. Saying "circumstances don't matter" to someone filled with compromise patterns is effectively impossible for them to actually embody and experience because they do matter to that person. You're telling the person to drop importance without telling them to drop importance and never actually telling them how to. That's what a joke this community has become. A bunch of headless chooks running around wild in a cramped chook house knowing nothing about what's outside their box. Without space none of the NG stuff will work because you simply won't have the baseline for it to be able to come through you. They never talk about that but it's just the fact. Do you need crazy amounts of space? No. Just enough to feel what's needed without buying into the contras barriers, and really, even with depleted space, if you can just with with it with the awareness you have then you'll probably make it anyway but you'll need to understand this process to attain that results without being thrown around in the dark not knowing what to do.

Effortless assumptions without emotional charge is the same thing really as effectively dropping importance. The less charge you hold on it the more normal it'll be, and the less need you'll have when it's not there. Effortless assumption can be experienced at baseline with ease when doing dynamic gazing if all the currents are available and space if sufficient. Effortless assumption IS the only real "mindset" work that can be done, because it all comes from that. Every other technique is just more complexity on this foundational experience of tapping as close to the themes of experience without charge as possible.

I saw a subliminal result that claimed to have cleared up low-medium grade acne with low grade scars in 6 days after listening to it overnight for those nights. I can't verify that but it wouldn't surprise me. They claimed that affirmations proved to them that they didn't have it otherwise they'd not be affirming (absolutely correct) and so they "decided" that the sub would work and boom the acne cleared AND the scars vanished. Interesting. They dropped importance and did it without care. This is really what manifested the result, it wasn't the sub in my opinion it was the attitude shift when going into using it. Gazing distances you from need too cuz that space opens up the ability to feel without identifying. It's the same process. Dropping contrast and being ok with or without, genuinely, because you're nourished. There's like a threshold even within the spectrum if depletion it seems that you can touch into and "push limits" by going all the way into how far effortless effort can be applied. That's an interesting idea actually I just thought about that. Being as effortless with effort as possible. Practically trying this seems to bring up contrast, as the idea of "tuning" implies not having to get. It should be super effortless as in the thought just comes through you and it's dropped and unfolds. That's how I manifested impossible stuff without even realising it until I looked back and how I learned that nourishment is a massive factor in how this plays out, because contrast negates this from being a thing that'll reliably happen to you. What degree of this is simply vitality function and what degree is mindset of effortless assumption? That's an interesting ratio to consider, and I don't know how you'd measure it but I believe this is another point to explore, if there's anything there.

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Dissolving charge necessitates that vitality will be cultivated and by extension that vitality will reflect the themes you’re resonant to and effectively manifest them into the world. Power is cultivated by not caring and being able to hold supply within which makes you naturally more attractive I swear this is the common thread. it really is it explains everything. Everything we talk about works with this and those who are the most powerful are the most tapped into their stability.

22/4/25

I have pretty much recognised that the essential nature of resistance is truly about desire, or really a need for thematic experience and thus identification to embody that experience. Desire is also a form of pressure stemming from the unfolding of vitality within us, and I believe that NG and what he taught truly does require there to be significant amounts of available current that's not been falsely expended or burned through needless stimulation. The "difficulty" with SATS has nothing to do with what we've been told by LOA community. If you have the available currents in buffer then you will experience the "internal climax" NG talks about, which CANNOT be experienced without the currents present to facilitate this. YOU CANNOT DO IT IF YOU'RE DEPLETED PERIOD! This is SATS under the perspective of manifesting "big" things, but understand that the climax isn't the goal itself but that the normalisation of the themes is. Grasp this idea. You feel desire for something because there's pressure for this thing unfolding through your channels that thematically correspond to those currents and thus light up the biology to manifest the felt experience. So if those currents are depleted because you're needlessly stimulating yourself in ways that doesn't serve you then that pressure that CAN be sublimated THROUGH AWARENESS of it then the felt experience will be SIGNIFIACNTLY less visceral and the climax through imagining the experience cannot happen BECAUSE the currents facilitate that which you've depleted. I hope you get this. Just imagining it IF there's available current will allow that focus of those currents to move through you and RESULT in the climax type conjugation between kidney fire and heart. If the kidney yang isn't able to reach the heart and conjugate then there is no felt sensation, so the "blissed out" sensation NG talks about is because he's talking about already having significant current to work with, and that in order to attain this current we must live live through the place of non attachment and care because as I said ages back sensory stimulus depletes vitality especially if it's incorrect.

You're always building vitality and the pressure or desire will build because the kidney fire that's licking the heart will build up too. If you can allow yourself to sit with it without identifying and buying into that current, as in being ok with or what out the desire, then it will build up and enable these conjugations to happen. This is the hidden mechanics underlying what NG talks about. It's the needless stimulation in the world buying into patterns of thought that drain you which results in the inability to actually imagine properly. Imagining should be something you do to simply sit with feelings and allow them to come through you. You should never imagine for the purposes of being stimulated and fantasising about things to feel better. If you have a vision for something and you're imagining it while compromising and basically using imagination to justify staying in the box then you're doing the exact opposite of what NG SATS is for because it CANNOT EVER work for you in this way. The NG SATS that's the climax method with the "working yourself up" HAS TO COME THROUGH YOU BECAUSE THE CURRENTS HAVE BUILT UP THROUGH LIVING CORRECTLY! That's why I've said over and over and over endlessly time after time that vitality is a fundamental part of what opens up manifestation to happen naturally because the FELT experience REUIRES vitality to be available. I swear that the THE most foundational aspect of all successful manifestation comes through observation of thought and allowing it to be there without being stimulated by it, in either way of the polarity. You can feel it without it pulling you into it, as in identifying and spiralling with it. That is how purification occurs and as a result buffer gets built. This also applies for every other factor too, where eating well and moving regularly and pushing limits that way will also open this up more, though you'll more than likely WANT to give in because the desire will be "stronger" because those base substances will be more available.

Mastering manifestation is mastering feeling desire without needlessly stimulating yourself with it and being ok with it. Normalising it. Imagining from a "normal" place SHOULD elicit strong body response, as I've felt before, and often its spinal rising with deep pressure like a "sucking" sensation that's also expanding so to say if you're very juiced up. It's like the quickening that advanced gazing gives you with the sudden rush of current shooting up to your heart except it's elicited through imaginal experience coming through you instead. You're not imagining to feel good but that feeling good comes as a result of imagining what's correct for you which is basically your body having available energy to move through that experience. NG never told us that vitality is the factor that makes or breaks it from working, and the whole "belief" idea comes also from having the available currents to open up natural identification without massive amounts of contrast. You don't NEED vitality to get started but if you're thinking about doing SATS NG style with the working yourself up method and you're deplete then you'll just continue to get it wrong over and over and over and I believe that unless you're truly fasting from the world and also nourishing yourself physically speaking then you've got no chance at making his explanation of SATS to work for you. It just won't, but that doesn't mean you can't use imagination for other purposes.

Having more awareness of life and living at baseline from more distance is how you live in that more energised state where manifestation and effortless assumption can work. It's required, because it's mechanically how the overlap works between the conscious and the unconscious. The same sensation of width and distance you get when gazing is the goal to establish at baseline where you're able to "watch" without buying into things.

Think of it like this. Every time you buy into something you're burning vitality, be it good or bad, as excessive joy can also deplete, though feeling joy that's earned is cultivating in my experience we're just talking about high peaks. This is why those who take substances that results in super high peaks always dip and their Jing gets utterly ruined, you can tell a drug user from a mile way it's written on their face. Why? Because they're constantly needlessly stimulating themselves to cope. If we did the opposite of this then you can understand where I'm going with this. Being ok with strong desire and simply sinking the charge to not see it as important, even if it's like begging you to engage with it. Any habits like this deplete. This is why I observed that fasting from the world increases luck, which increases the vitality availability and amplifies magnetism regardless of your assumptions. Often times when you're in this place your assumption would be more coherent anyway because again the vitality would act to nourish the channels which correspond. Notice how it all corresponds too? Where there is vitality there is assumption, and where there is awareness and effortless assumption that's correct there is vitality cultivated. Doing more regular gazing will be the best way to make this work, doing dynamic gazing, and that being ok with feeling like you want to be high or low and still just being stable, that stability is power, because you can't waver and your assumption effectively cannot be shifted because there's no depletion of the available current that's going to stabilise that assumption. It's built into you though of course the seeds are all there, so your potential can be unfolded naturally. That's what I've been working towards explaining this whole time and really why I came up with this new method. Stability of state, state coherency, a state being a thematic arrangement with given amplitudes of impact on them which also will naturally move your body through intuitive impulse. Intuitive impulse, or from HD terms the body response, will be the guidance mechanism that you respond to above anything else. Simply living according to natural striving and allowing strong desire for things to settle and be refined through that observation is THE WORK that opens up manifestation being effortless. I've seen it happen so many times over my life when I look back and when I look at when bad luck happened and how I was living in compromise patterns wasting my time needlessly stimulating myself and being distracted on stuff that wasn't correct. This is what I'm saying and why I don't teach mind magic because it doesn't work like that and nobody can prove otherwise.

I just can't describe how insane it is to even have connected all these dots. It does feel stimulating to have discovered new stuff like this but that came from actually unfolding what's natural to me. It was never compromise patterns that led to that stimulation. False identification and buying into not self trash will ruin you so badly I can't even begin describe. The solution is awareness and observation and dynamic gazing is that method. When you look at all the habits and patterns and what we've known through scientific study that benefits and drains the body, we can recognise that the underlying theme is ALWAYS about efficiency and correctness of stimulation. That's true on every level. It's the hardest thing to do, to pull away from BEING stimulated because you're bought into an embodied experience, and yet having that awareness opens you up to shifting the anchors that bind you into that experience by observing them and being ok with them.

Imagining to get things is coming almost always from a place of WANTING to be stimulated, so the solution is to cultivate vitality through observation and allowing the desire to naturally rise through you where your sense of self is nourished enough to see it as smaller than otherwise it would've been before when you saw it as important and it had change on it. Observing it and being ok with having desire, or even fear over it through compromise patterns, will open up natural effortless assumption. The work is NOT active, at least for most people. Of course breaking boxes physically as I spoke about with my story of how I got out of the pits of doom will work with the same mechanics because you're still going THROUGH pressure, and that's the thread I'm talking about here. People who are powerful at manifesting have the ability to sit with pressure and be ok with it, that's what high TEST does which as I've said your sex hormones ARE your vitality, or at least the most direct manifestation of it which of course is part of how the conjugation of fire to the heart works in the alchemy. No matter how you slice it the mechanic of going through pressure, as in observing the not self and still being yourself anyway and making decisions according to natural striving is purification. Baseline of observation of everything with moving with natural striving is the formula, and that's simply applied with dynamic gazing and moving with intuitive impulse. THAT is the most overarching and most complete foundation to any successful and satisfied person. I can 100% bet that these people all have sufficient space and vitality and they know who they are underlying that and move with where their natural striving guides them as the seeds unfold. Vessels fit for for purpose.

Can you see allll the connections? There's so many it's wild we've literally explored almost every level of these mechanics in application now. Could turn this all into the most complete manifestation course ever made and make bank. Why not? It's all my work and energy put in and it provides value. This will all be here to read for free either way though, so no matter what it'll be available to those who need it.

Most people never even really are able to cultivate sufficient energy to even apply these things anyway, though the ones that do often times get lots in the stimulation of that vitality availability and it manifests in the most available way they have access to in assumption. The themes that is, in how they take sensory form. The start of this work really is about cultivating vitality through allowing desire for either polarity of stimulation to come up and being ok with it and allowing it to move past you like you're having your eyes fixed on what's correct for you and letting all these not self themes pass by you even if they're shiny and might look nice. Applying energy correctly is what leads to satisfaction and we know that this also leads to the natural effortless assumption. If you've ever spent a day working on what's NECCESARY for you (doesn't mean it'll feel "good" but it'll be rewarding either way) then you'll go to sleep feeling that content sensation and if you have imaginal experiences come though you then they won't have the same level of pressure on them. Why? Because you've normalised them through nourishing yourself on that sense of self level where the currents are more available. You're able to hold distance because you're not needlessly stimulated yourself and depleted space and because you're satisfied in living correctly then the importance on these things almost always will feel less, at least to some extent, You'll notice this if you've been through a long streak of living correctly.

These principles cannot be separated from all the levels of manifestation that they're impacted by. They're all correspondent on all levels because that's what the study of metaphysical and alchemy reveals, the study that I've spent most of my life revealing insights through. Manifestation IS a metaphysical alchemical process and not a mind magic thought based one. Technically speaking the assumptions ARE what manifest, but that they're only correspondent on one level because the body believes because the available currents are there to facilitate the mind swimming in the unconscious to feel that naturalness. The need to control either end of the spectrum of desire or fears to avoid things deplete vitality the most and of course metaphysically will lead to all kinds of disharmonies in your field geometry and since your field geometry reflects the themes you experience in the world and how people respond to you then you'll manifest bad luck and ill health and such things without even thinking about those specific things because they'll manifest AS those thoughts out of the themes that are disturbed, This is how we can explain how you experience things you don't imagine or think about, because that's really not the cause at root but that they're the conscious level recognition of what's going on in the unconscious, that the body believes.

We've done it. It's all there. There is nothing else, at least currently that I'm aware of. That's the most complete explanation I can come up with, and when combined with all the rest of these moments of connecting big dots, it all connects together perfectly. No need for multiple realities and probability physics based on thoughts you have that the standard model pushes out of utter ignorance of the real science of metaphysical and alchemical mechanics. We're going to show these people the truth, in disguise of course. Lead them to the water so they can drink instead of throwing the bucket over them and expecting them to respond favourably. Lead the pathways. Warm them up, normalise the assumption. The replacement for LOA is here. Finally. Now I can say HOW it all works on every level and why different people do and don't get results when observing their lives. There's nothing RS cannot explain now from bottom to top.

Simple takeaway. Allow yourself to feel strong desire for things in the world and be ok with it. Sink into it without embodying and buying into identifying with that current and you'll notice transformation happen. Dynamic gazing IS the technique above all other techniques to open this awareness up if done regularly and now you know how and why on every level without exception. Everybody has these invisible power levels we could say that can only be cultivated through living correctly. If you want to manifest a 10/10 person on every level then your power level basically has to exceed theirs, relative to your vitality. If it's correct for you then you'll have the supply in potential and all you have to do is open up and activate that potential through being ok with it. Manifesting big stuff requires you to not see it as important and the way you do that is through simply following the process of natural striving and dynamic gazing over the day with frequent pathway work mixed in if you're stuck on certain things.

Everything will work in this process I can 100% bet that in every case, unlike what NG preaches, which is why he got so well known. He became like a myth, someone with all this insight and yet he couldn't even explain how to do it and thus people study what is mostly a baseless set of materials because there's little to no foundation there to apply which would work for everybody. If he told us HOW to cultivate awareness reliably then we'd all be better off but that simply wasn't his teaching. He either purposefully left out these details to profit and gain his status as someone nobody can criticise or he simply didn't even know what he was doing, though with his apparent systematic understanding of scripture you'd think he'd know this, unless even the bible doesn't talk about that, which from what I understand it does, but he just didn't talk about it. Why? I guess that was his trajectory, to leave out the details for people like me to pick it up and expand it. No matter what you think or feel the principle of stability of awareness leads to naturalness of assumption and that stability of awareness can be cultivated through observing your life instead of buying into it so deeply. You're training the "drop importance" skill point basically by doing this which opens up manifestation to work for you. That's the solution. None of this utterly insane trash that you hear all over the place that people who think they know preach out of ignorance.

I'm done here. I'll probably be back though with more insights, as usual. I've normalised this so much that I almost can't not do it because it's who I am. I manifest impossible things every day with this work, it's just not the impossible things that most people find to be important. I'd argue this work is the most important of all but that's all for the body to decide.

Jesus Christ saved all of his own kind. He also opens up our ability to be ourselves. He's God on every level without exception. Jesus Christ is within you and outside of you. We don't live in a non dual reality, we live in a metaphysically and alchemically built reality where the seeming self contradiction is explained through the mechanics of RS. It's dualistic and unifying both at the same time not because it's all one but because the unfolding of God's will is perfect in every way on every level. Why did he allow the satanic seedline to exist? For his glory in all the things we've explored here with RS. You see how both doctrines work now? It's clear as day. They're being used against us as the storyline of the matrix so to say and yet at the same time since we're saved and they're not we can reveal these things and feel the truth of his glory that's within us at the same time. It works on literally every level I almost can't believe it. Now 2030 pages. Interesting number.

If you feel ego, watch it. If you feel lust, watch it. If you feel strong desire for something you KNOW isn't valuing your vitality, just watch it. You can do specific pathway work on these things away from the active moments when it comes up during the day but just watch it and sink charge while doing so, just relax into it and watch it. Watch life. Don't watch it pass by but watch the not self stuff pass by because it feels and thinks differently and the more you do this the more you'll be able to separate correct natural striving from not self stuff that's falsely identified as self. Be ok with whatever it is.

Screen time that's not meaningful is going to destroy your vitality, and arguably even when it is meaningful it'll still have an impact on blood. It's opposite gazing. Negates space. People do gazing then go to their phones and waste time. I'm so glad I spent most of my life without an internet connected "smart" phone at all and mostly used "dumb" phones. Distraction ruins you. Nature and your own inner environment that you can experience when gazing is all you need. This should be our baseline p[lace we return to when we seek relaxation and stimulation. This is how we should be living to manifest. Is that just my view of how to live? No. I honestly believe that everybody on earth would be better off this way, but since there's so many normalised barriers that involve being stimulated by trash they don't need it makes it so much easier to waste time and deplete vitality, TEST is the lowest it's ever been for reasons that are innumerable. Being unproductive IMO is the most depleting of all. Denying your natural striving destroys TEST the most in my experience. It will utterly destroy you, especially your kidney meridian which is foundation to sense of self and really everything else. It absolutely ruins you I swear it doesn't matter what you assume it's irrelevant, someone who's healthy and satisfied wouldn't engage in such stuff. Productivity should be the goal of this tech, nothing else. Cope all you like it's the truth, and the normalised culture around this is what's anchoring this depletion as standard. Sunlight and fresh air and negative ions from trees benefits infinitely more than any screen will. Productivity is the only use this tech should have, like what I'm doing now. Research is necessary of course if that's your field of study where if I didn't spend so much time on screens and depleting myself I'd likely have not gathered enough data to connect many dots that I have, so there's still that element about how this data is often not available in other formats other than online digital media which has to be "consumed" through digital tech on artificial light screens. Should this be a condition against being satisfied? No, but if you feel compelled to live more abundantly and cultivate maximum space then screen time that's not productive WILL be counterproductive, especially if you're older.

The main issue is that you're distracting yourself from feeling what's there. your body is always healing itself through showing you and putting you under the pressure to observe that but you're running away from it. Dynamic gazing forces you to transform if you do it and go all the way. It literally forces you to transform because in those moments you'll have to sit with the feeling instead of distracting and that's why it's so insanely powerful. It's moment to moment gazing to feel through trash that's coming up to be cleaned out. Get use to it and you'll experience this. Clean the field geometry.

I just can't speak on the importance of dropping unnecessary stimulus it's literally the most important factor in building momentum. Unnecessary stimulus ruins your life. Period.

23/4/25

Man time is flying. I had a huge dip last night interestingly enough, not so much an emotionally charged one but physical symptoms manifesting as how it come out of me.

I've got one more bit to add on here. Short entry.

Healing different themes is about allowing those currents to build without unnecessary depleting of them through buying into pressure to identify falsely which burns up the supply that you'd otherwise have in reserve and overflowing and this overflow effectively allows what's there to come through you. The naturalness of it shows up by not "spending" that energy on not self stuff it seems. When the supply is available then you'll find yourself compelled to unfold the correct thematic sequence without the overlays. This is why being clear is necessary if you want a reliable outcome, though technically it's still possible to manifest these things while you're holding on IF you can understand who sis and who isn't self and follow correct natural striving accordingly. It's something that VERY hard to do though and you'd need to be aware of what is and isn't self patterning, and this is really the process I outlined way above in the early entries in this page. The process of being yourself without compromise in the world and moving with intuitive impulse. The currents are always building up supply but you're stimulating yourself in unnecessary ways and depleting them. When you follow the correct thematic sequence that's being moved to unfold through you on that subtle level then you don't deplete and the proof of this is how you'll feel that satisfied feeling at the end of the day. When you unfold the correct thematic sequence you don't seem to deplete vitality but instead it's more like you end up simply following through where the current is and just flow in that effortless manner.

If wavering up and down between wanting to be controlling through needing desire and avoiding fears is the effect of contrast then living in the end or state of the wish fulfilled would be a stability where neither polarity shifts your assumption. Your assumption can remain stable regardless of the circumstances. Circumstances don't matter. You can observe polarity and be ok with it, even if it's powerful on either end of the spectrum. You're being as my qigong master said. You can have all your thoughts and feelings and know yourself underlying that. Knowing yourself is knowing that point of stability, that's the state of the wish fulfilled and that's also why minimal effort is the method to attain satisfying outcomes. Going all the way requires seeming effort but it's only effort because there's bad feelings you WANT to identify with and are under pressure to conform to but know that doing so will end up in unsatisfying experiences. The pressure implies struggle and effort, though it doesn't have to. Being ok either way is stability and stability is power, and being ok is how "dropping the seed" happens naturally anyway. You can't really consciously put "effort" into dropping the seed because if you do it implies you're not being yourself, as in you're controlling on the polarity scale and not allowing yourself to just be as you are. Being yourself without compromise means making decisions you know value your vitality regardless of seeming consequences in the moment.

There's power in stability. Dynamic gazing makes this stability become baseline. I find that when you're depleted you'll almost unconsciously find yourself excessively stimulating (even without actually having anything to focus on but are overthinking in your mind for example) when you don't need to be and you're having these not self stories show up to act as the source of stimulus to feel comfortable instead of seeing the underlying sense of self behind that. You'll want to overthink because it feels better than feeling this almost tired type state which your baseline would actually be at. If SATS is getting to the point of being drowsy then you cannot be in SATS unless there's that sunk charge which dynamic gazing can apply if you go through it. Dynamic gazing opens it all up. Feeling that sort of tired drowsy feeling is correct because that's your actual baseline in reality, but you think that the more juiced up state is better because it's more yang and active. A more yin type state, I find, is conducive to receiving things. The feminine aspect is yin, reception, and really where the power actually is because it's a capacitive principle which holds current while yang harnesses it by moving what's still (not moving) in potential. That's why stability is power, because it's a yin type state while also having a degree of yang applied which guides it in a gentle way. The feminine needs to be gently guided, the body needs to be eased into experience. Yang wants to get up and go go go but yin doesn't want that. Yin likes slow and steady and stable stimulus that's consistent and reliable. Our relationships mirror this. Being outside that means you're metaphysically incorrect, given the influence of your specific nature in modulating that. All you'll need to do is just be ok, to be more detached and knowing that even if things aren't looking good right now that you can and will be able to still move in the direction that's correct for you. You CANNOT experience this if you're hyperactive all the time. It's a sign your water element is whacked, and that you'll be better off being more "cool" in nature. I can bet that these people all have empty or excessive heat patterns.

How do you market this to the LOA crowd? Market to them a technique that's tricking them into being this way, such as dynamic gazing, to cultivate awareness in everyday life. Being ok with feeling pressure and feeling through it is exponentially easier when you're vitality is available to make that experienceable. Can't force this stuff. Accepting and being vulnerable and holding space opens this up, as I've said endlessly. Even if you end up sinking charge and you'll find yourself in somewhat depleted states, that's ok, because you'll actually gain vitality from the reduced stimulation in a more stable and consistent manner. It's less peaky and more stable with the feeling, so it's more as intense in terms of highs and lows, but that's what you want. The highs and lows are available but you don't find yourself actually WANTING to buy into them, or finding yourself unconsciously drifting into the stories that lead you into those highs and lows. Those stories lose importance from stability, and that's where the "reprogramming" idea can apply due to the currents metaphysically speaking not being so facilitating to be falling into highs and lows by default. The stability is the observation of not self stuff to be ok with it, to be able to observe and hold space and feel through the contrast barriers and accept who you really are underlying that. Satisfaction. I had another third eye pulse then. Happens a lot.

Think of different beliefs as different themes that have availability, or not. If they're nourished you don't hold importance on not self conditioning because it's not available to light up and activate those psychological functions of stability. It's really about making those currents available, in order to then manifest that in a psychological sense where you'll be able to effortlessly assume without contrast, or without contrast feeling like it's important to you. Take a log of all the beliefs you've got that don't work, the stories attached to them and the identified false expectations and from that you'll be able to decipher the exact elemental thematic nature of what's compromised. In coaching I always approach this from a TCM level with the different element and meridians that correspond to those beliefs to target. If someone is excessively yang and low blood in say for example spleen, with spleen qi disruption and blood depletion (usually a knock on effect of liver blood being depleted where this can manifest as ADHD type symptoms due to the anchor of the water being weak) which would mean that empowering the water element can restore balance, though the heart may also be overactive with excess heat which burns up the water which means that you'd instead first treat the heart fire then attend to tonifying the water. Viewing manifestation this way is completely contrary to how it's taught in LOA, but we're discussing the underlying hidden mechanics that are coded into everything in reality. When your circuits are well operational then you'll manifest what you're moving towards naturally. If your circuits are out of balance then good luck. The way I se it from this perspective is that it's all simply alchemical alignment. That is how you manifest immortality after all.

Why is LOA type manifesting so popular? Because it's exciting, and it feels "good" to feel in control. That's the issue. Seeing common sense makes embodiment a challenge in many ways, because reason will want to overcome the water. The earth will want to control the water, which it's suppose to do, but since water is weakened in most people who overthink and are in their heads all the time it's going to be as a result of living embodied that water can actually become empowered.

Another insights attained after doing a forest walk So with imagination you're giving to yourself what you're deficient in (fulfilling lack and thus nourishing the circuits with the corresponding thematic currents) by unlocking what you need and accepting that. This is what going through the pressure is., The pressure is the false expectation and by experiencing that while also making correct decisions you're giving to yourself what you've been avoiding due to not feeling safe to do so, thus nourishing the circuits on the thematic level. The supply of this should be theoretically infinite if the interface on that level touches on the subconscious which is the lower part of greater consciousness, which is tapped into the infinite supply of vitality which manifests when in correct alignment. This means that if you do go through the pressure of compromise and be yourself then you will heal. This is how people can manifest anything with mind work, because it's touching on the same mechanics that you'd be working with in TCM and whatnot.

Is immortality possible this way? Theoretically yes but it's still bound by the same mechanics as we've discussed. All you're doing is using imaginal experiences to give to yourself what's depleted and how you feel determines what you need. This means that LOA and such cosmologies are metaphysically still operating under the mechanics of RS and at the same time don't always require physical level work to be done IF the themes can be fully nourished in this way. It's really doing the same as any other method, it's all working with nourishing themes. So in that sense as I've said many times often the body will be moved to play out the experience in the world that will correspond to the decisions that need to be made in order for nourishment and availability of vitality to be supplied to give to you what you need for the manifestation to unfold, and yet theoretically it should also be possible to do that without requiring the body to be moved IF the internal supply can be tapped by doing those shifts internally and feeling what's required. Thing is you don't know what that involves and so thinking that you can control things this way will leave you in more lack. It's really observation of what is and accepting that and allowing the more self organising nature of the mind to bring up for you to observe and purify what's not self to open up the vitality to be maed manifest. It works on all these levels though, the body moving through the experience to nourish the circuits and the inner work level and the other levels we've talked about like deeper inner alchemy through gazing and such.

To me it seems that everything about manifestation in LOA is about the psychological level to influence themes, which CAN be applied in a vacuum IF you can feel through what's there and not run away from it. If most people do the LOA type stuff they'll end up resulting in the body moving through the experiences to purify it, which again is just another level of giving to yourself what's there. It's all there already and you're just applying these various methods in order to effectively transform what's depleted, or whatever disharmony pattern we're dealing with is. This means that yes you can do it in your imagination but the thing is that usually if you're approaching it from the level of trying to DO SATS then you'll end up in a more depleted state as we've explained and why that is. Observation through inner imaginal work and also conjuring up what's not self to go through the pressure and give to yourself who you really are underlying that false expectation (which can be found often with pathway work and asking questions like "why is this important") is really the most available of them all. Yin, water, Jing, this is the foundation of all other elements. Silence is power. Being excited should come spontaneously and because availability is present to experience, not because you want to feel better and avoid facing yourself.

Take it like this. You're experiencing the themes without physical embodiment, you're simulating physical embodiment to move currents. That's what you're doing. You're experientially transforming resistance without doing it. I've never said that you cannot manifest this way, but the components that are required for that to be efficiently applied are difficult to get in arrangement. People will say "you just have to believe" like what NG says, and yet that's also not true in many cases of success either because there's spectrums of how manifestations can unfold being between satisfying and unsatisfying. Is the measure of success about having the imagined experience show up the way you wanted while still feeling depleted or having it show up the way you wanted while feeling nourished? In the second option you'd feel nourished anyway and that was already unfolding through you regardless because it was in supply, and so the idea that you're creating experiences through inner imaginal scenes is nonsense because all you're doing is shifting the thematic supply/demand to result in a change in your experience of those themes. All you're able to do is be yourself, as I said and have demonstrated. All you're doing is either accepting more of yourself or staying stuck in compromise patterns of accepting less than who you really are which obviously feels unsatisfying. So the success is to attain the nourished state, because out of that you'll naturally land into the wish fulfilled without ever even needing to consciously imagine or believe, because belief COMES THROUGH YOU at that point. You'll get the compulsion, because those currents being available drives the psychological state that's normalised. You get that?

It's that with imagined experiences you're effectively purifying not self stuff (if we're doing it correctly where it leads to actual satisfaction instead of "forcing" outcomes in the world like signs and limited results that come and go and such which isn't sustainable due to you still not being STABLE but being hyper into the peak to "force" it) then you'll manifest outcomes that will be satisfying vs these half done bits that come and go. People can manifest things this way and claim success (which most coaches will show screenshots of such client stories to "prove: their lives got better when really it was unlikely they actually feel better consistently in stability which I've just outlined) but the truth is that these results if they did get there were attained through effectively constantly stimulating themselves to remain in the supply stage until the self correcting mechanism shows up to throw them back into the dip and get them to look at all the parts of themselves they're denying. Do those parts go away> No. You can maintain these hyped states for weeks or even months at a time if you've got decent capacity there in the water element in buffer and often these people have high manifesting value in their focused attention and what they can unfold through them because heat hasn't overpowered water yet but then over time the anxiety sets in because of the depletion out of forcing and controlling constantly. That's why I've said so many times lately that stability and spontaneity are power. Stability and movement with intuitive impulse are the method that is correspondent to optimal function.

The point here is really just saying that with all these things you're always touching into metaphysical themes of experience, no matter what. Your very existence is comprised of all these elements operating at different amplitudes and ratios relative to each other, processes within processes, and when they're optimally functional relative to your correct alignment and trajectory then you will be nourished properly and slow or reverse aging because you're not burning yin. Controlling is burning yin, Jing, because you're off the aligned trajectory which holds infinite supply. So with what I said before about the inner experiences providing infinite supply I'm talking about I the experience leads to correct alignment then you'll be able to effectively become immortal, though at that level you'd be doing advanced theurgy anyway so. You'd likely be led through physical experiences which are going to unfold the complete level of processing of those themes that unfolds THROUGH the experiences the body goes through, in reflecting the thematic sequence that's resonant to the aligned trajectory. You're being moved according to that determined path pretty much. This is why controlling is the problem and cause of suffering, because you're identifying as someone you're not. Accepting who you really are is where power comes from, because that's tapped into infinite vitality. Being someone you're not can work for a while but it will not be sustainable or even satisfying to any significant degree anyway. It's a big joke to think you can control reality. You have no control over anything because all the power comes through surrender. Any metaphysician worth their salt will tell you that and what NG preached about control is an absolute joke born about from ignorance of real alchemical mechanics of how transformation unfolds on every level.

For practical sake going all the way with applying yourself into the imagined experience will manifest it. That's just a fact. Forcing stuff requires the buffer vitality for those to be available, else obviously you'll end up like I did and be physically disabled due to extreme anxiety and intense depletion of water and other yin themes. Without space then there's no ability to sink into experience be it inner or even outer, though outer experience requires much less to be effective, which s why I say that if you're supply of water is depleted and you're heavily anxious then applying what NG says will likely result in nothing because you'll be unable to focus your mind anyway. Your mental imaginal stability will be depleted with water being depleted. Substance being nourished corresponds to your ability to loop a scene without drifting way into who knows what 2 seconds later. ADHD type constant need for new stimulus is because of water being lacking and heat being excessive. Water binds fire. Fire is necessary to harness water, but fire is available to be applied through will, though water cannot be applied through will but surrender and vulnerability. The opposite of what NG preaches. NG has said to surrender to the scene before, but again if you're depleted then the depth you can go to that will be surface level. It's just the way this stuff works. I suggest that if you're serious about manifesting anything that you firstly break patterns physically wherever you can because if you're not then you're just self sabotaging and on top of that cultivate space with dynamic gazing, and go all the way with that whenever you're not working on stuff with your focus.

That's all you need + pathway revision if you need themes on paper to apply and experience. Scripting is similar, though scripting I find when you do for simple small things is actually very beneficial. The list method being one. When I did that regularly I manifested all kinds of free stuff, things that cost thousands too. Free stuff showed up like crazy, or for very cheap I'll say. Circumstances worked out. Comfortable stuff will work this way.

Look. Who do you truly desire to be> What lights you up? What's the stuff you wanna work with. Thing is if you focus on being lit up all the time without water to bind it and prevent it from becoming pathogenic then you'll end up depleting yourself. Why? Well why do we all die? Because we don't live correctly. That's the most challenging thing of all. Following your inner truth. Accepting it. That's the real challenge, and even I'm not even close to fulfilling my potential still, so. It's all just going through what do you desire in the sense of what lights you up, then if barriers show up in the way then you go through and transform them. The body will guide you through experiences and provide opportunities to do so, and thus is how a vast majority of people experience the so called "bridge". I'm going to argue that the bridge as NG puts it is necessary not because we live in a reality where natural events MUST unfold over time but because that's required for your alignment to be correct, thematically speaking in how your manifestation of applying supply/demand to the world is designed to play out, and this whole idea of the bridge being part of the stage act just because why not is insane in my opinion. It's there fore a reason, like all functions of consciousness. The bridge in my experience exists as a sort of faith test, where you'll be thrown opportunities to transform and follow your vision for what lights you up, and compromise will throw you back into the pit of suffering to make you question your decisions. This is the self correcting mechanism. It's natural, and unless you can transform those lessons in your imagination by imagining what you've identified in pathway work then you're really just going to end up on a bridge in the world with opportunities thrown your way all day every day and not realise it. They're always coming up, and these subtle intuitive impulses can come up to drive you but you ignore it because you're not showing faith to your true path. It's a test that's built in to provide you naturally supplied pressure in the world to transform consciousness. It's the SAME process that's going on mechanically speaking with pathway revision and any other method, even dynamic gazing. This is why I laugh at mind magic, because one of these people have observed these patterns in their lives and seen the alchemical transformation playing out in their experience. I've seen this for years, but it's becoming more and more obvious as time passes. I didn't imagine these things to be revealed they just did because that's the way themes unfold. "I know all the secrets of reality". That's what I live through. Other people live through "I'm a multi millionaire" and thus that's their experience. They can't help but be that person, and fi they wanted to be someone else then they'd need to die to being the millionaire, and I'd need to die to being the genius who knows all the secrets about reality.

The metaphysics of gazing is also relating to "parallel realities" almost if you would stretch it. Transporting yourself through gazing will probably be a sort of popular method really, over imagining.

Interesting note. I had a client message me back about their connection between relaxing pelvic floor and finding themselves more able to stay in an imaginal scene. Stability comes from relaxation, water element is empowered this way.

My challenge as a so called coach is being able to question someone correctly to extract the details needed to understand their metaphysics. I can know these patterns in myself through my own observation but with other people I need to recognise specific questions that are targeted to guide this info out to recognise what's required. The mechanics are clear but applying them exactly is the thing that's the challenge.

Watch your inner dialogue and what that means about you. Watch the patterns. Dynamic gazing reveals these things. Just observe. Don't try and change them just observe and see. Been doing this and I've dissolved so much stuff I never even knew I had, stuff that goes back years I forgot about that didn't even show up in pathway work. Just watch.

I experience when you can land in a stabilised state corresponding to the themes you desire to experience, whatever they represent in image or sound or whatever concept, they'll often come with corresponding thoughts unfolding that relate, like surrounding memories from that time period if it's in the past or ideas and new insights. NG actually mentioned this too, I have his quote on page 1 at the start on this. Back when I tried to prove him right I thought he could explain all these things but it turns out that wasn't the case. Critical thinking won out in the end instead of being a religious zealot for the work of NG.

Practical money tip.

If you're looking to manifest money out of thin air, firstly, good luck, but you'll simply need to do the "effortless assumption" trick and let that resonate through you. Seriously. I ended up back in 2020 getting about $1200 to show up for free, most of it was cash backs on things I never even knew I had cashbacks on and items that I apparently had credit for that I never redeemed. This hasn't happened to me since. How did I get this? Mindless affirmations. Ingram style. The $ showed up alright but it didn't help me feel better. This is just like I said before, manifesting things isn't the point. Yeah you can make money show up if you smash stuff into your head and you're clear enough on conditions, because back then I didn't hold many conditions so there wasn't many ways that signs could show up. I wanted to manifest 10k or whatever and didn't even come close but I did get a decent cum over the course of like 3 months. 1200 isn't bad considering it was literally out of thin air, and I swear that was truly out of thin air because I've never had that happen since, because I've never cared about manifesting money the same way since. My point is that the effortless assumptions method brings you what you need in more satisfying manners. It's not as visceral in the peaks that you'll get that are temporary but that's the point. I'd honestly say that if you want to "manifest money" then scripting it out "I receive $_____" or affirm for it looping is how you'd get it, like how the other coaches say, but once again is there really any point there if you're only going to experience that under the greater context of still having warped beliefs and limited vitality. Keep in mind this method only worked for me what I'd guess was like 10-15% of the time or so, assuming that it wasn't a cumulative effect. Either way it works if you want things to just show up.

I also remember back when I shoved affirmations into my head all day that I manifested contact from everybody EXCEPT my SP that I wanted at the time who I was affirming for. Stupid me didn't understand what I knew now. My family all relieved contact from old friends and friends reached out to want to get together, some I've not heard from since school was over years before. Very strange. It seems that affirming all the time is a way of stabilising a theme, as in "saturating your mind" with it as they say. yeah you can do that but once again it's not going to be conducive for your vitality. This is what manifestation has become now. Affirm over and over and over and you'll get results. You CAN but in my experience signs are the most likely outcome to show up and the reason why as I've said is because they're reflecting to you where you're not paying attention to, because that's actually the anchored story. I'll say this though, the less resistance you have around a subject the more likely mindless affirmations will work, and I mean they SHOULD be mindless, not from an effort perspective but from an "automatic" program running that's just there. Do NOT attempt this if you're yin deficient. Dynamic gazing is the method to work with in that sense to clear out not self trash. Always remember though that clearing out not self trash can result in manifestations that are actually satisfying without needing to apply effort to get it, unlike with mindless affirmations which can only really work if you're already clear and have no excess heat which will be experienced as effort.

24/4/25

What does it mean to "already be the person who you desire to be"? Well this NG phrase is related to already having the corresponding themes in abundant supply in the field geometry. If you don't have them there then you'll either get rejected by the nervous system and the conditions will come up to meet you or you'll artificially peak and dip, because if it's already there within you then you'd naturally be moved to fulfil that anyway. This is why I say the seeds are already there. It's not about impressing anything, but simply about "activating" the natural striving with that particular experience which will 9/10 be something that involves breaking boxes physically speaking, which I've outlined that process here with RS. I believe I'm the only person in the LOA community who actually can see and explain this phenomena. I use to call this "delayed manifestation" or something like that under the context of seeing bunches of affirmations you would've done weeks or even months before suddenly come through out of nowhere. This phenomena is because of what I've just enplaned. Natural striving moving you through where the seeds were already unfolding, though of course nobody can see that because mind magic tells us that there's no fixed functions and that we "control" reality with thought which is utter insanity.

If you're the supply for what you desire already then it's already within you and you're comfortable with it, even if pressure comes up you can view the pressure as nothing that's an actual block but simply challenge to go through as like any other challenge in life, which we all face challenges no matter who you are or what you assume. Inner alchemy necessitates pressure for transformation, else you don't grow. Growth is stimulated through pushing limits and this principle is present in every single level of reality without exception. Pushing limits isn't about effort, because effort comes when you're running up against something bigger than you can handle through lacking thematic supply, and when you are well nourished and go all the way then you'll actually win and the pressure will be part of the process and looking back will actually feel satisfying to go through. This cycle is what Wilhelm Reich described ages ago when it comes to orgone energy and how every organism has an expansion and contraction cycle that happens on various levels of their experienced lives. Moving with the dynamic nature of things is the way you manifest abundance naturally and in satisfying ways. If you've got no foundation in being yourself then you'll never manifest satisfying experiences. That's just a fact that you need to have experience with to recognise. Beyond all the "forced" mindset stuff that basically slams thoughts into your head to drive your view to seeing that thing, be it in ways you desire or otherwise, you'll never really walk away from that feeling "relief" as NG describes. It's just, there, and it's like it doesn't feel good looking back. It's a manifestation born out of depletion to validate the boxes. There's no greater spiritual insight that comes from this. It's just dead experience for the sake of material pleasure most of the time which is fleeting and baseless.

The work I've done here with RS is more satisfying to me knowing that I've gone all the way in exploring these mechanics and "pushing" my limits every day for years and that's how I've grown in understanding greatly since I started this work. Anyone who's been reading this on the regular knows that and can see the progression of RS over the time I've been building this out. I had doubt at many points along this journey, I didn't know if I was on the right track or not, but I knew that eventually things would come together as they always have, because that's who I am. The feelings of doubt and such never manifested bad outcomes with developing RS where I'd get stuck, and often times it would reveal the opposite where by accepting that I don't know the answer to something that I'd gain that insight spontaneously the day after or soon after that. I never make these things happen they come through me because it's within me, the themes are coherent and in supply. Without that I'd be forcing myself to being someone I'm not, and even if that potential exist sin the seeds I have to become that within first before I can experience it fully. This means using ANY methodology that I'm driven to in order to satisfy those themes and thus allow the experience to unfold through me naturally, be it with magic happening or otherwise. The means is irrelevant.

What I've come to understand really above all else is that working first with balancing the water element by periodic dynamic gazing and allowing yourself to sink charge has been more beneficial for my stability and building that anchor where I do not feel a shred of those sinking feelings I use to have before where my breathing would be impacted just by thinking higher of myself. That's dead and the thing that helped it wasn't imagining but working with the EXACT same principle that imagination would have and that's applying myself within other alchemical methods such as what I just outlined to prevent heat from burning up water and prematurely catalysing Jing. I had to build the anchor day by day and then it allowed me and opened up natural imaginal experiences to play out. NG has it backwards. He thinks you can imagine to make this happen, even at the bottom of the barrel, and yet that's clearly not the case. Yeah he said you should refine your concept of self as he calls it but never provides methods as to how and why and that looking at what's being avoided is actually how you do that. It's technically something you can do still but again there's thresholds of nourishment required for your body to feel safe enough to experience what's correct for you in imagination.

I can't count the number of times I fell asleep in an incredibly calm state and then woke up feeling like I'm the exact opposite. The reason why is because of what I'm not looking at. The calmer state was temporary because the depleted currents around it which often involved excessive heat in upstream meridians was sinking down and burning up that calm waters and I'd wake up feeling like death despite falling asleep in the state as NG says. I always wondered why back then that this would happen and now I know. It was entirely unconscious too. I had zero control over it, because I would swear I'd be feeling the end state before sleeping and then I'd wake up an that would be all gone and I'd have ZERO chance at even touching my fingertips on that same sense of peace. It's like I'd be locked out of experiencing that thing after experiencing it before sleeping, and some will say "this is the sabbath" and yet nothing ever positively manifested and that's absolutely not a sabbath state because a sabbath state means desire is satisfied because you're now the supply for it and you'll be moved to unfold that experience. The idea that you've got to sleep in the state (thematic arrangement) to manifest it is insane because if you've got excessive fire in the circuits that you're not imagining the fulfilment of by dissolving that excess charge then you'll experience exactly what I did and wake up feeling more dead than before and you'll have no idea why. the real reason why is because you're still compromising on expressing what you KNOW you need to and if you just go through with that the fire will begin to dissolve and you'll wake up feeling more akin to the state you slept in. You CANNOT overcome this with feeling "good" before sleeping because that's not the issue, the issue is that you're not looking at what needs looking at to dissolve the unconscious anchor keeping the waters from being calm in your sleep. The meridians have cycles and times they activate and usually if you're waking up early morning feeling frustrated then it's because your liver meridian is stuck and or the heat from the stuck heart is sinking down and or impacting the blood which leads to the shen lacking the anchor and you'll manifest water element depletion signs too most likely. Then you'll end u overthinking because spleen qi will be disrupted and the blood can't anchor the earth and then your breathing gets whacked because metal is impacted. You see.

It's all because you're ignoring this stagnant pattern that's under the surface. You imagine what you want and that's going to drive you to manifest circumstances where your experience will REVEAL to you where you need to make different decisions and offer opportunities to actually transform it and yet because you think it's all mind you'll be stuck in your head thinking that just thinking more will solve it when thinking more is the very sign that you're out of balance with your body and natural striving only keeping hr peak dip cycle going for ever more. It's absolutely insane and no amount of feeling good for the sake of indulging in fantasy of being rich or having the dream girl or looking a certain way or having more respect that's not actually earned, all these things are just depleting the currents that you'd otherwise have access to in the world to unfold natural striving. Fantasising less opens the gate to natural striving manifesting more meaningful and opportunistic experiences to transform in satisfying ways. The less you unnecessarily stimulate the more you'll feel stable and stability is power. If you've not experienced this because you've never been able to avoid fantasy then you'll never know the different and recognise where you're going wrong in LOA. LOA thrives on artificial stimulation to attain temporary positive feelings that will then come crashing down soon after because you're just depleting the current that should be used to manifest what you ACTUALLY desire in satisfying ways. They're keeping you stuck. The less you stimulate yourself in imagination the more you'll feel stable and less needy of things because you'll literally be fulfilling what NG says about "become the person you desire to be" IN THEMATIC POTENTIAL! Literally cultivating vitality and specific currents by not needlessly stimulating those manifests them into your life because they ARE who you are, and thus who you are being. This is WHY gazing of any form is so powerful because it not only opens space to feel more with less but that it's going to allow you to cultivate those currents without buying into them. Doing imaginal work is the OPPOSITE of this, and will only work in satisfying ways if you're TRULY already the person and it comes THROUGH you NATURALLY as I've said SOOOOOOOOOOOO many times. If you do not have the currents necessary for it to unfold through your mind spontaneously then the result will NOT be satisfying, most likely at least. The reason why is because it'll still be coming from a fantasy based direction of basically imagining to feel better instead of imagining because it's how you're unfolding natural striving and that your mind is just translating the currents moving through you.

Those are the REAL underlying secret mechanics of LOA. I can't preach this in NG communities because it's blasphemy against their god. I've utterly destroyed LOA and NG at this point, there's no coming back from this for them. I just need to go deeper into manifesting this state of being the influencer type who markets this in secret ways to get it into the collective without being overt about it. A covert method is far more effective to begin to chip away cracks into he dam and burst the floodgates over time slowly but surely without nobody realising. That's what Talmudic Jews do to our culture, so as far as I'm concerned it's a very reliable process. There's no chance that I could go out guns blazing with this stuff. I honestly feel this would be better sold in a course because people would appreciate it more if they put money into it and be more open to accepting the truth. It's all here for anyone to read but there's something about dropping money on something that opens up learning something new for many people. They commit to the understanding, so I might as well just do that. I've had many comments privately from people telling me how much this work I'm doing here has changed their lives, and I never even spoke to them personally on call or had email coaching, so it's definitely having the impacts for those who need it, though the numbers a this point, especially after the seedline doctrine has been explored, are significantly lower. That study scared a lot of people off, and probably for the better because it sorted out those who are serious about understanding RS vs those who just want to validate a certain view in the box where non dual self contradicting teachings are all there is. I revealed the inner workings of culture over time and how that came about and how the sseedline doctrine reflects directly what we experience in history too. It's either that the Jewish influence is following the scripture as a playbook by their own will or that it's manifesting through them the way that's prophesied which sounds far more sound than thinking that Jews control the world. They don't, they've given the influence they do because that' their nature, as we discussed. The seedline doctrine doesn't take away from the metaphysical interpretation in any way but only adds to it, and in essence amplifies our understanding of how reality is made manifest and explains the fixed nature of history that led to where we are today and that it's not dynamically and randomly generated to fill in our beliefs about things because there's so many contradicting points that you find that I highly doubt that there's any way that the solipsistic ideology could ever explain all the points I connected in exploring the seedline doctrine in relationship to mangiest reality in a very very specific sense, not just throwing broad ideas out there but getting detailed with how and why.

No matter how you view this stuff it's all about following correct self anyway. Being yourself without compromise IS the work, cultivating space to reveal who you are IS the work. Going all the way with natural striving IS the work. Mindset stuff is just to "active" the movement, but mindset stuff doesn't REPLACE the movement you'd make and those decisions you'd need to make. Mindset work should simply facilitate the more efficient application of natural striving by activating those seeds in a more potent manner. It doesn't force them to unfold in satisfying ways because satisfaction comes through transforming pressure, to grow. Satisfaction is the feeling of growth, and LOA doesn't provide grown unless you're already growing anyway underlying the application of mindset stuff, and in that case you'd be doing RS anyway so. There is no success with LOA in a vacuum, it doesn't exist. It's all eliciting natural striving through effortless assumption and being moved through the unfolding of those themes in your experience even if you feel pressure to do so. Going through the pressure is what nourishes and satisfies the conditions and you learn through the reality of experience that "I can be myself" and such where you actually have a real embodied experience just like SATS is trying to stimulate, except SATS cannot work reliably if you're depleted and 9/10 you'll be approaching from the position of fantasy and deplete yourself further instead of actually being moved physically go through the transformation in embodied experience.

How did NG manifest getting discharged from the military that time which most people claim proves LOA? Because he already was being himself and was well nourished, else he'd never be able to experience those things. The fact that he went as deep as he did only proves that he was well nourished in his process. If you KNOW you're compromising hard and imagine leaving for home in SATS expecting what NG says to work for you then you'll be sorely mistaken. NG already did most of this sense of self work beforehand I can bet, he let go of not self stuff and accepted his natural striving. Unless you do that then don't even bother trying to follow what NG says because you'll just end up in a MUCH worse place and end up holding onto more resistance than before to try and cope with the fact that you don't feel worthy and deserving of what you desire. Looking at what you don't like and going through it satisfies and and you learn you ARE who you desire to be because you actually transformed the pressure to compromise into something nourishing for you in expressing your actual truth. That's the natural method by which this works and nobody out there when you study their success or failure will be exempt from this. We all know it but won't accept it because pressure is hard to accept when you're depleted and not being yourself. Avoiding pressure is easy. Dropping fantasy in my opinion is the fastest way to build vitality to work with, along side dynamic gazing and other common sense method we've spoken about here. Start by making space and being ok with both ends of the control spectrum. Then go all the way with natural striving when those intuitive impulses kick in to make those tough decisions when opportunities show themselves to you. No running away with your tail between your legs it's time to grow up and accept responsivity to be yourself and not be stuck in the past as this scared little child who's not feeling safe to actually own who you really are because your parents disapproved of you or someone didn't approve of you. You're better than that! Mindset LOA stuff is what that little child wants so that he can stay safe in the box and not need to grow up. That's what LOA is, it's marketing to the compromised conditioned inner child that's not comfortable with his desire. A weak man who's a pitiful loser and he knows it but can't accept it and go through the pressure to accept himself and transform those boxes. That's how I got out of chronic anxiety. Looking at myself for who I was, and how I manifested the SP overnight, by looking at myself for who I was and breaking those boxes on the spot. Be ok with feeling the feelings and thinking those thoughts because it's the not self stuff showing up and coming through you. When the overflow happens be ok with it, and accept it. When you're not in overflow then also be ok observing them when they're not causing outbursts.

Remember when I told the story of how someone I knew who took a homeopathic remedy once ended up resolving their physical symptoms soon after when they had an emotional breakdown and told their parents all the things they were holding in? They actually manifested healing through dropping all the trash they'd held on as conditions and didn't feel safe to go through and the remedy brought it up to the surface. That's a very common way that these methods of healing work. they work on this subtle level I'm describing through purging out trash stuff that has been avoided and force you to look at it. The healing isn't always like magic with these remedies, sometimes it is, but often times it's following natural striving in more direct ways that the healing inspires you to follow and THAT heals you because the themes can be moved from stagnation into dissolving. Again nobody in the alt medicine community seems to recognise this for some reason, they think it's all magic because they are metaphysically and alchemically illiterate. They don't get it, I have understood this because I went through that transformation myself in the most brutal way possible when I was at my lowest point. This can't be faked. If it wasn't for actually breaking those boxes and feeling the pressure then the transformation could've never happened. This is why RS is so advanced and explains literally everything because it's outlining the most subtle way that the self organising field geometry can correct itself through naturals striving. We're basically talking about an entirely different methodology of living at this point, it's gone way beyond manifesting and LOA because it's what that really relies on to even work. Arguably it's a more refined explanation of HD, because HD is all about these same principles, except it's far too mind based in trying to focus on response and such than just observing your themes which are natural stop you. HD in a vacuum isn't a reliable method, and yeah there's people who can follow it because they're probably already on the path for that, but those like me who had no idea that what I'm describing right now is REALLY how you "live you design" get stuck in the HD vacuum looking for some answer to help us understand how to live when it's always there and we're just not aware of it because we have no pace. HD never talks about the importance of vitality cultivation and how that actually opens up the recognition for response to be followed. I don't count PHS to be honest, I find it unreliable in a vacuum because it's still ignoring the elemental nature of TCM and I don't see any real consistent case studies that demonstrate PHS to be a reliable method of actually nourishing your form. I see it as something that's been way overblown in importance and viewed under a lens that's missing much of the point of what following natural striving is really about. It's always spontaneous, and yeah it says that but it never tells you how that's going to be experienced and when you've studied TCM so much over the time you begin to recognise that many case studies that PHS was able to solve can also be explained with TCM in an arguably more common sense approach. That's why I don't approach PHS as an important topic for vitality because I just don't se relevance there, despite studying it very intensely for a while and having experimented with it myself.

Vitality cultivating in essence ALWAYS comes down to providing the supply of the themes that that format of vitality represents. This works on every level imaginable without exception and underlies EVERY single system on earth ever created and ever will be created, Being the supply for what you desire by not burning that current needlessly and by following how you're moved prevents that burning up because your body is literally driving the cultivating of it through your movements IF you follow it. You'll basically be cultivating through as current within you, so the thoughts that would represent that are ALREADY THERE and if you allow them to unconsciously circulate and operate as they're designed to without stimulating them and artificially catalysing them then you truly will "become the person you desire to be" as NG says. That's the magnum opus of RS. Take it or leave it. I've just explained everything about reality and manifestation and medicine and physics and history and spiritual cultures and everything. What more is there at this point? It's crazy to think that this whole page was put together in just 11 days.

Found some interesting ideas reveal themselves to me. "be the space" and "you're already dead". Like magic they showed up when I needed them. I think they're good ways to exploring the experience of greater space and observation without attachment. It really does seem that this is the "I AM" state that NG talks about, not that this is some special awareness or whatever but it's that you're simply less drawn into the world and more "distanced" as I put it. Aware of phenomena while watching it without buying into it. They all say that this experience proves reality isn't real and that it's all an illusion but that's the perspective of the other seedline of course, that's their ideology. That's now spilled into ours, as was prophesied, and so we're having this label attached to a phenomena that's really not about that at all. NG REALLY taught the principle I just spoke about, as the whole foundation of how LOA works, as I AM, and that this distance also is a form of nourishment because it nourished yin which is stability which is power, and thus you are able to distance and imagine and experience impulse or as he says "compulsion" that ends up exploring the RS cycle that we've explained. So in some ways the NG process is in fact similar to RS but he just never tells you how to do it, though it's there if you read between the lines and decode his words. The "bliss" should not be forced in because you think that emotional feeling will reflect, but that emotional feeling is an abundance of thematic current that moves through you and lights up those circuits to activate the psychological experience. It's all about nourishment because being distanced and nourished means you'll not buy into contrast barriers automatically and recognise them when they come up and be ok with them.

Building and allowing pressure to build through being moved through that pressure is what we're doing. We're satisfying pressure through being ourselves and spending energy correctly. Energy is the thematic supply, and if that's an incorrect expression then we're going to be out of proportionality and it'll be frustrating. If you're not being yourself you'll be frustrated because energy is always going to be spent incorrectly. Simple, right? Spend energy correctly and you manifest like a legend because then you're applying the themes into correct experience instead of depleting the Jing for nothing of real value. The Jing unfolds into all other themes or substance and so your vitality as we've explained depends on the substances the Jing transforms into and enables in psychological states to be expressed correctly in the right sequence and such. Compromise sacrifices that batch of Jing and requires the seed to unfold again. This is why you age and die. You're not spending energy correctly, you're operating out of entropy as not self and the infinite supply of Jing cannot be tapped if you're not proportionate to it.

You feel pressure as a natural response mechanism to transform limited trash that shouldn't be there. Compromise deals with the pressure by avoiding it for temporary relief at the cost of long term depletion. Pick your side. No matter how you look at it the only thing guaranteed is suffering, but that growth is potential you have access to if you decide to go through the pressure. This is common sense. The fire is there to provide pressure both to avoid AND to draw towards, such as fear and pleasure. Pressure is there as opportunity to harness energy, energy cultivated in the unconscious field geometry which manifests AS these sensations of being and as the psychological phenomena we experience. Pressure is there to motivate us towards making decisions. Anti-pressure is there to allow us to watch and observe, gazing sinks charge, so it's anti-pressure, though the clarity can lead you to making the correct decisions with or without pressure, because pressure is entropic in nature since it's based on fire. The fire will always rise when you've got resistance to move, be it attachment to desire or fears to avoid being yourself. Making peace with the pressure is paramount in actually being consistently able to transform resistance. It's arguably the most difficult thing imaginable, because it's us working through the painful aspect of the alchemical nature of our inner guidance mechanism but it's there for a purpose and numbing out or ignoring it will destroy you. If you want to manifest anything then mastering this is required. Manifesting involves going through pressure as a fundamental aspect, manifestation is not all sunshine and rainbows. Pressure is how we experience truth because it reveals who we are out of the result of the decision we make, be it satisfying or not. It's all there within you. The way you feel about things. It's the fixed function hardware designed to orient your correctly towards fulfilling your potential. Screw LOA, screw HD, screw TCM, screw "non duality" ideology, screw all of those systems and just focus on feeling and observing your patterns and learning about who YOU are and drop ALL the ideas you've learned and just EXPERIENCE it. Just be yourself.

Ask yourself why is this important on a regular basis to any questions you may have and listen to the response. Why is this important. Every time you find yourself buying into something ask yourself "why is this important". You'll learn so much. Realtime pathway work. Dynamic gazing, realtime pathway work, feeling through pressure, going all the way, being yourself without compromise. The most embodied system of metaphysics ever created. Reality Synthesis.

25/4/25

Late night post. It’s storming like mad again. I just got the idea that deeper gazing and relaxation and settles the waters is in itself a yin tonifying process. I don’t know for sure but what I do know is that whatever the themes you experience are tonify that current, if spent correctly.

Here’s a way of looking at this. You cannot experience something that you don’t have the thematic current to facilitate in manifesting through your self recursive circuit. Your imagination effectively IS the thematic currents that you’re activating in the circuits that correspond and so manifesting something requires that you have availability of those currents for that experience you imagine to even be realised, especially in a nourishing and satisfying manner. In that sense, being yourself is the way you actually cultivate vitality and so can become the supply for the currents that those imagined experiences would require to be experienced. It’s almost all a function of having available vitality to naturally experience what’s imagined.

Desire is lack of nourishment towards an experience with those themes.

Getting meaningful work done is more rewarding than anything, and that elevates your vitality significantly, and that means you'll be in supply for what you want. These people who try and manifest while living compromised lives will never get anywhere because they're just depleted. Honestly.

If we'd wake up and start the day with meaningful work of some form then we'd feel SATISFIED and NOURSIHED, like pushing limits physically while in a fast (amplified autophagy), cold showers (actually something I never really did much but they do help I'll be honest) and just getting sunlight and interacting with other people. I'll be totally real here all these "hacks" to try and artificially help you feel nourished and satisfied is complete and utter trash that's cope for the fact that you're not being yourself without compromise. All the hacks are a joke and they need to get lost. Manifestation is a process that works SIDE BY SIDE living life as yourself, because as I've explained the themes feed into each other. Where one is in experience the other is too. Most people in LOA are living heavily compromised lives depleted out of their minds and think that all they need to do is think better. That's complete and utter trash and we know that. Meaningful satisfaction from actually being yourself and going through challenge (healthy meaningful challenge that is) will SIGNIFICANTLY amplify your vitality and make those "big" things seem small. People always want to the magic gazing method to cope with and make room for depleted sense of self when in reality nothing can replace that foundation. Yeah gazing is very important if you're going to go deeper and apply yourself into higher levels of this work but it's also that without following natural striving you'll never really feel TRULY satisfied and this pseudo satisfaction will be all you'll ever get. Manifesting attractive 10/10 healthy relationships will NEVER happen if you're not being yourself without compromise. EVER! I know that from spending YEARS on both sides of this and there's ZERO chance that anyone living the conventional LOA life of wake up and loop affirmations to yourself will ever experience even a fraction of a percentage of the healthy rewards that comes from actually going through pressure that's meaningful to your natural striving and accepting that as part of your process. ZERO reward comes from artificially and needlessly stimulating yourself. We can see this in the science of neurotransmitter function and hormone function. If those aren't functional then good luck manifesting, but focusing on them in a vacuum isn't the point, because being yourself automatically provides those currents that will manifest as healthy biochemistry and healthy psychology and all that stuff which is ALL correspondent thematically to being yourself and tapping your correct supply of vitality.

NG and LOA in a vacuum is pointless trash that's completely baseless and only a tiny percentage of people get results with it because most people who even seek this stuff are looking for easy ways out and it's an eternal trap that WILL destroy your life if you're living incorrectly. Living correctly following the outlined process of being moved by natural striving in the world wherever your body requires you to be moved is the foundation above all else, including gazing, effectively. Gazing in LOA terms and the practise of manifestation specific stuff we could classify as such would be also required because distance and dropping importance for the purposes of manifesting specific stuff is also a requirement, most of the time at least.

All the movements your body makes is to reach higher order. All natural striving leads you towards your nourished satisfied state. If you learn to drop any patterns that you know are artificially depleting your state then you'll naturally WANT to be yourself because it feels GOOD to go THROUGH pressure. Most people in LOA want to avoid pressure because they're living lives that are totally backwards and chasing meaningless peaks and depleting themselves for nothing of real value to their natural striving. Following natural striving as I said on my last video (NG had it backwards) is how you build the meaningful connection to your supply of vitality that's satisfying and nourishing to your process and your ability to feel correct when imagining what you desire will be almost automatic without effort. When you're supplied with vitality then the conditions seem smaller, the space is also greater by default too because vitality is overlapping with space, the conscious and the unconscious manifest subconscious. When the hormones and neurotransmitters are functional then space will also be elevated by default, though of course applying gazing that we talk about here will amplify that further. most people take that as a coping process though and that's NOT how it should be applied. None of these LOA type methods should ever be applied in a vacuum if you're living a heavily compromised life. Having vitality is the requirement for any of this to work because your field geometry and the thematic resonances and amplitudes that are required to manifest what you desire need to be present to "drop" desire and see it as already done because it IS LITERAALLY WITHIN YOU! The currents are present, and activating those currents through focusing them drops importance on the seeds and leads the unfolding of natural striving to move you towards fulfilling that experience.

The fact is that applying LOA in a vacuum is what most people do, and that's trying to compensate for the trash they're compromising on accepting in their lives that doesn't serve them. Mindset work in a vacuum is UNLIKELY to inspire lasting change because it's not providing a meaningful supply of vitality that's naturally going to give you what you need to FEEL correct relative to the desires where the currents can be there to drop importance. Yeah you can force yourself to drop importance to a degree but as I've always aid the capacity you have will always depend on all the surrounding factors and thinking that gazing in a vacuum can solve every issue is the problem. Dynamic gazing can be much more effective because you're observing and not reacting and artificially peaking and dipping by buying into not self stories which also depletes you through needless stimulation yet at the same time if you sit around all day doing actual trash garbage useless nonsense that's providing ZERO value to you then you'll still be unlikely to get anywhere. I've done coaching with clients,, especially the younger ones, who live on tech all day, and they never manifest anything of value when they're TRYING, and the trying comes from depletion through denying natural striving and depleting yourself early on before actually following intuitive impulse. you'll literally self sabotage forever without grasping both sides of this equation. IT'S REQUIRED for success. That same client told me that they manifested easy things that seemed to be big when they were involved in certain physical processes and were involved socially with others then the break came on and tried to manifest while being at home inside studying all day and go nowhere. He felt depleted constantly despite doing gazing and such like I said, though I also made it important to physically break boxes and work himself hard to produce that which I know he didn't do. Why did he get success when he didn't try? Because the nourishment of having a routine that's nourishing to dopamine and TEST and such will provide the supply of those currents and the thoughts that naturally came through him were able to be felt without importance and manifest without trying.

People who try and separate manifesting from everything else are sorely mistaken as to the actual functional mechanics and they'll never get anywhere. That was me for years by the way. I told you that the way I solved my problems was by growing up and actually facing responsibility of being myself and learning to be uncomfortable and be ok with it. That got me WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY further in life than ANY manifesting method by literally infinite amounts of percentage. No joke if you're doing LOA in a vacuum and thinking that you'll make magic happen just because you feel good before you sleep after listening to something you wanted to hear and then wake up and feel like there's no connection to anything of value then it's because you're needlessly stimulating yourself with trash tat's cope for avoiding the pressure of being yourself. Manifesting ultimately can be all boiled down to being yourself without compromise, because it contains all the necessary components to be successful. You don't need to gaze if you're living life like a "normie" and doing the things that are nourishing to your biology (and thus amplify the currents that the mind swims in and associates meaning to and feels satisfied through without trying to make yourself artificially feel better) and as a result you'll have the supply (at least most o f it) to feel natural in manifesting what's desired. People back in the NG days of when he preached likely had better results because life back then wasn't so depleting as it is now, because our modern lives are ABSOLUTELY CONTRAINDICATED to healthy function with all the trash tech that depletes you WAY more than most are willing to admit or accept.

Results comes through going all the way. Remember we should never approach this from a perspective of excess energy. The points I've made all throughout this notebook page about stability being power still all apply here and recognising when you're holding excessive charge unnecessarily is important to cultivating and holding space to have clarity and such where intuitive impulse will feel more visceral and you'll be more in tune with natural striving. You'll be more of you at this point, without trying to consciously be more of you, and that's the point because when the currents are supplied unconsciously then you'll be swimming in correct orientation and that's how we're ACTUALLY designed to live and manifest in satisfying nourishing ways that CAN keep us youthful and such if we go all the way with it. Compromise on following inner truth destroys you, and leading to cope patterns that LOA mostly keeps people stuck with

The fact that this is what we observe in pretty much every case study as to who's living in satisfied and nourishing manners, is proof of what I'm saying. So many people in LOA are just so needy and just feel "thin" if that's a word I can use. They've got no power or substance and they're just weak little children looking to cope with how they're feeling unhappy. It's so obvious when you've been here doing this for so long. The stories are mostly the same, and it's coming from people who come to you focusing on wanting a desire and yet the desire is never actually what they want, because they just want to feel better about themselves at baseline. The desire is honestly irrelevant to success in feeling nourished, and if the desire shows up it'll be when they least expect it from actually being themselves because that desire would be part of their natural striving. When they be themselves they'd provide the currents required to feel the normalisation of the thing without effort (coming from depletion of course) and there's no need to even apply mindset stuff because that comes out of them because of who satisfied they feel. That's what I'm sayyyyyyingggg. It's all coming through you and the psychological state IS a manifestation of the themes that are proportionate and in supply that's abundant for what's required to normalise something. It's INSANE To me that people who come to LOA come to it thinking that this is like a hack to "bypass" (as I said in my 2nd latest vid) the responsibility of being themselves and nourishing themselves in life. They think that LOA is how they start, but the fact is that creating space opens up clarity to make correct decisions IF they fast from the world in the beginning of the day and also gain effortless assumption on the desire to drive natural striving. Needlessly stimulating will ruin momentum.

LOA is not separate and outside this process of following natural striving. They're all one in the same thing because it's all just the inner alchemical processes being moved. This is why I criticize the NG cosmology so much because it preaches that the mind of God is above all and all you need to do is imagine and "not lift a finger". That's correct IF you're already in a satisfying flow where you're well nourished and won't feel the need to want and grasp and cling to things to cope with to feel better about an undernourished state. The fact is that people back then likely had more success because life wasn't as depleting as it is now with so many needlessly distracting opportunities to ruin your vitality I tell you people back in the day had WAY easier times living successfully, an "hard work" was "easier" because they had more abundance of vitality at baseline, it didn't FEEL like hard work is the point. Life now is just a slog because most people are depleting themselves because it's made available. Then people wonder why I attack Judaism, who funded and implemented all these mechanism into our lives to deplete collective vitality especially in the west. NG and LOA will deny this of course but we know that's just delusion and avoiding the facts of how things are made manifest.

Viewing any one of these points in a vacuum will lead you to incorrect conclusions. It's the synthesis of all of this together in a wholistic interconnect ted manner that's alchemically and metaphysically correspondent that's hoping to lead you towards success. I'm so over playing these games like marketing this fact is what people NEED to hear but will it be what they WANT to hear? I'm honestly marketing in the wrong community, because everybody in LOA are delusional fools who bought into cope models of mind magic to justify staying in boxes. What a bunch of weak little children looking for easy ways out of the pressure of being themselves. Can't handle the heat. What a joke. These people are just absolutely being played by the coaches who know this and won't tell the truth. Sucks. They need competition.

I just feel this contrast every time I come to speak these facts. I need to stabilise the charge I have with this subject to deliver it in less intense manners because every time I go into this when I'm "bought into" the state leads me to coming off as overly expressive. Need more blood to anchor the yang. Seems I must nourish myself more to anchor this current and have the manifestation that's more marketable.

Marketing simple processes is the trick. So I've got dynamic gazing proven to be reliable in my experiments and in other peoples to that have contacted me with big wins in no time at all (if they're going all the way of course) and on top of that I need t o find a way of marketing being yourself without compromise with simple steps that leave no room for interpretation as to what I mean. So many people ask me what that mean, for some wild reason.

Let me make this clear. If you imagine something and manifest it in a satisfying manner then it's because that's what's actually nourishing to you and satisfying. It's not because you controlled reality with your mind and made money show up out of thin air. Most people think that people can make money manifest literally out of thin air, which you technically can as I've explained before, but what I mean is that the money that comes out of seemingly thin air that's going to provide you a nourishing life like the inheritance stories that NG talks about or the stories that NG talks about where some investor helps you, it's ALWAYS and I MEAN AWLWAYSSSSS because that person is attractive to the circumstances they're manifesting because they have the supply of those currents which is why it feels normal to them because the conscious mind swims in the currents of the field geometry that's unconscious. They're not separate they're all conjugate and metaphysically bound as one function just unfolding in different levels at once. NG marketed his idea that your mind does this all is ABSOLUTELY INSANE! Yeah you do play all the roles, when we take it back to God because God plays through all of us given how our seedline is built to either serve his will or not. That doesn't mean you control anything just because you pull out of corporeal reality and manifest things seemingly like magic, you're simply being yourself and getting in line with your supply of vitality which means other people will be available then to receive and then play their roles accordingly. The one who's lucky in life is the one who's nourished within. This ignorant trash about feeling good emotionally as the way to get there is INSANE! Without having a supply of vitality that's meaningful and consistently available by following natural striving AND on top of that amplifying that with gazing processes as we've explored THEN you'll be at peak and be affectively able to manifest like NG. Someone who's "Good" at manifesting is some one who's living as themselves. Nobody can be "good" at manifesting in a vacuum. That's not a thing that exist,. I said in an old video that mastering manifestation is mastering yourself, because they're conjugate as the same process. You cannot separate them.

Take an honest look at your process and ask yourself is this me living the best life that's meaningful and satisfying and necessary for me? Is this nourishing me? If no then you know what to do. Cut it out. Don't play this stupid game with yourself thinking you need to "manifest it away" but simply just DO it, effortlessly assume it and drop it out. Drop the necessity of such and shift your environment. Funny thing is some coaches behind the scenes will tell you in paid programs to do these things, as in move physically into different spaces which aren't going to bring up the same trash. Why> Because trying to distance yourself when you're depleted while living in triggers is stupid. If you can just move then do it! It's FAR more efficient than trying to spend ages compensating for surrounding stress that's depleting. I swear that if I came out and spoke these acts to the NG community I'd get butchered. "You don't understand NG". What a joke. Is that my limiting belief? No it's a clash of ideology, as I've explained. The practical aspect of his work when applied in a vacuum is pointless, though when combined with a life that's nourishing CAN work the way he says and I explained how and why. Those who say otherwise don't get it and I have swift and merciless refutations to such ignorance. They'll throw the "everyone is you pushed out" or "circumstances don't matter". This idea is such a misunderstood idea. They're basically telling you that you'll have to have such an insane amount of space living a meaningless life and "live in the end" without having foundation in your unconscious that's nourished and has vitality to move you through the experience naturally You can't even really do SATS if you're not well nourished in your satisfying process. It just won't work, as in the climax method of SATS which was in fact his main teaching.

If everybody in the LOA community started to value their vitality they'd made MORE progress in 1 week than in 1 year all combined before. Stability is power and nourishing yourself provides access to stability. They need to artificially hype themselves up to cope with the fact that their lives are meaningless and they're not in flow with natural striving a d there's no satisfaction being harvested from their supply in the ether. It's not magic it's just the mechanics of how this works. I have ZERO doubt that RS has answers to every single manifestation problem at this point. Marketing it is the challenge as I said.

The way to market natural striving is the challenge, marketing it in a way that's still buying into control and not seeming like it's imposing limits. The moment you imply that there's ANY condition in the way (including nourishing your vitality with common sense methods) that you're not following "the law" and yet THE LAW IS THE MECHANICAL ISSSSSSSSSSS HOW ALCHEMICAL TRANSFORMATION WORKS! Why was NG so popular? Because he spoke to the children in adult bodies. The people who haven't grown up and accepted that they actually live inn a body that requires nourishment from living correctly. That's not to stake away from the fact that LOA as a phenomena exists but that there's so many variables and details in it that just viewing mind magic in a vacuum is the cause is EXTREMELY limiting. They say it's the beliefs, and yet beliefs come through us as themes of energy lighting up channels that correspond to what those beliefs represent. This mechanism CANNOT be separated. The current activates the psychological function and that's autosuggested from within you when you're nourished in your satisfying natural striving. This is why I say you don't need tie ever even imagine specific things to get it, because it's already there. The imaginal method is just a current focusing method and I'd argue that it's all for the purpose of just being more of yourself and burning out resistance through awareness as I've explained. Everything is already within you, yeah it's already done because the seeds in potential already exist in the Jing, but you need to provide the capacity for that circuit to operate functionally and without contrast barriers where crystallised not self trash gets run into along the way. That's what limiting beliefs ARE, literally. The field geometry here explains it all. Took many years to build out ways of explaining it but it's there.

When I spent a few days over Easter doing HARD physical work I felt INCREDIBLY good. I was digging for like 6 hours dropping sweat and my arms were fried but it was nourishing and I felt next to none of the stories I'd face at times when I'd have not done hard physical work. It nourishes the blood and qi the most, especially the heart. Heart is where desire is held, at least in effect, and when kidney fire is strong through being moved then you'll have that unconsciously linked supply of fire licking the heart and unfolding the desires within is automatically without any conscious effort put into making anything manifest. The currents will automatically unfold the right thoughts and feelings and all that. This is PART of natural striving. This also proves that it's not All conscious willed mind and why I also criticize the NG bible interpretation because if it's what he says it is then we KNOW it doesn't work based on all the corresponding mechanics I've revealed here.

Giving into what you KNOW isn't good for you is going to ruin you. Going through the pressure of accepting what IS good for our vitality SI going to nourish you, even if you don't WANT to. In the end you'll be better off, and your limits little narrow mind cannot see the big picture connections. I KNOW that if I artificially hype myself up I will almost certainly end up in a worse place, because it happens over and over and over and over for pretty much everybody who does it. Why? because it's an effect of cope. Cope for lack. That's why they feel desire and need and lack, because they're NOT NOURISHED IN THEIR PROCESS OF BEING THEMSELVES! I think we get the point now.

There's no more to say. For now. Your entire reality is correspondent to the thematic current that you have access to in supply. That is the REAL "law of manifestation" or whatever the heck term we want to call it. It's ALL unconscious field geometry availability unfolding through the already existing seeds. That's it. Your physical manifest appearance ALSO manifests accordingly. Those with bad bone structures like myself who was born with issues there and genetic issues are weak on supply at birth. This under a TCM view cannot be corrected but I argue it can, and there's tons of proof of bone smashing working for people because they're able to cultivate sufficient supply to reach their potential that's there but never was available. Developing a more masculine or feminine figure is possible through nourishing yourself to your potential. SO yeah age reversal relies on living correctly, which obviously is common sense considering cortisol ages you insanely fast. I suffered insane levels of this for most of my life before I figured out how this works so I never got a good foundation to work from, but that's ok because I've manifested changes that otherwise would've been impossible there. The mechanism is always about facing pressure that's correct (because that's where natural striving leads you and your desire corresponds to how that pressure will be transforming the importance of the need of that thing) and thus going through that pressure "breaks you down" a little bit to grow stronger just like hypertrophy when building muscle. It's common sense. It's all there, on every level, Health issues of any level are manifstations of limited expressions of self coming from compromised staes. You want to reverse your age and live longer? Start living correctly. All the studies done on this prove that those who regularly push themselves just beyond their limits live longer vs those who stay comfortable. If avoiding "stress' is the key then this proves otherwise. It's that someone is partaking in UNNECESSARY stress and such through compromising on being themselves and that's manifesting as the depletion which leaks Jing and ages you, where as if you live correctly you can theoretically RESTORE Jing through HEALHTY stress in a sense that's required to break down under the fire your limits and build through stronger with more nourishing current available.

Being yourself without compromise, holding space regularly and seeing importance of feelings for what they are. Those principles contain all the secrets of reality built into them. Space to observe and nourishment to apply. You build vitality primarily through living correctly as yourself and you manifest specific experiences and receive deeper insights about your psycholgical and alchemical nature through gazing. Both facilitate eachother, but they both have their fuctions. The gazing process is for shifting the more scubtle aspects of resistance that are under the surface while the embodied experiences in the world that push limits and nourish you in satisfying ways are there to provide a substantive basis for the inner work to play off. They feed eachother, don't thinkn that either in a vacuum can give you everything to reverse aging. They won't. You see yogis who meditate foe decades never get to that level and they still age and die, because they're not physically pushing limits, and yet you also see people who physically push limits never make it either, though it's because the more subtle elements in their unconscious aren't purified fully. You see how these interact and yet also rely on each other for both to functional optimally?? I can't prove that fully with experience because I'm not there yet and I don't know anyone who is other than the alchemist. The alchemist says that the inner work is more important, though I'll argue otherwise. He's proven age reversal through inner work as a primary method but I know he also works physically hard too because he's got that figure and that doesn't show up out of thin air. He looks like an absolute legend and probably has more TEST than 90% of men despite being far more inwardly focused. It's about efficiency of application as well. Effortless effort and spontaneity. That's where power comes from. Stability and explosiveness in correct trajectory. Long drawn out burns never purify anything. Explosivity purifies and builds back stronger than before.

This is correspondent on all levels of observable reality. Impulse currents for example that N. Tesla worked with, high frequency high voltage impulse currents were the secret to non transverse propagation of EM energy over distance without being bound by inverse square law, because there's no spatial component. implosiveness is what he was doing really, spontaneous implosion, but is the same principle. Being more yin in nature, holding more space at baseline to "see" through reality and yet also be explosive with your application of energy, that's where the real metaphysical correspondence to "free energy" is made manifest. We become the circuit that Tesla worked on to make this happen. We become the supply of what we desire to experience and it showed up because that's how it works on every level. That's what "imagine yourself to already be the man you desire to be" really means. Nourish your thematic currents which represent this. The body will naturally be driven to do that anyway, so it's always unfolding. You cannot not partake in this, which is why every process works, provided you're applying this process correctly and not compromising. This is why all methods work, because the methods simply interact with the alchemical process. That's all there is. That's the "law" of assumption explained completely and on every level systematically.

RS is the first model ever to do this and nobody else has even come close.

A lot of biblical law when you read between the lines was there to facilitate our vitality to be optimal. It's there to aid the transformation into living our potential, and not to "bind" us to any external will like most who are illiterate on seedline doctrine will argue. There is no control, because God's will is made manifest through us at all times in prefect accordance with divine order, which is why we observe the mechanics the way they are today and how that also proves arguably speaking that we do NOT live in a non dual reality, at least in a vacuum. That's simply a way of interpreting the mechanics, because people who propose that it's non dual can't dispute the systematic dualistic mechanics I've explained here. They're seeing what they want to see because that's their ideology of interpreting the mechanics of consciousness. It works either way, and it's like that because both seedlines exist, the seedline of the lineage of Adam who are of European original and the rest who are from fornicated flesh. Works on all levels, correspondent without exception. Nobody can deny this, yet they'll grasp at mechanically incomplete ideologies to explain why universalism works. Universalism exists because God wants it to exist because that's necessitated by his plan and for his glory. Hence why I'm even having this discussion at all. It works both ways because that's what dual seeline doctrine is based on in metaphysical terms, enmity between seed, her seed and his seed. No matter how you view it the seedline doctrine is clearly linked throughout history and can also be viewed in the modern day, and yet the non dual interpretation also doesn't exist because it's self contradicting by nature and NG with his bible interpretation cannot explain how anything is fixed, so it's both fixed and seeming self contradicting because the self contradicting nature is the way that the metaphysical view of these different doctrines can even be made manifest while also existing within a fixed trajectory collective experience. Christ walked the earth and yet he's also a part of your consciousness, because you're made in his image. It's perfect on every levee imaginable, and if NG is correct then he denies the objective fixed functions that are bound within us that determines why the sky is blue and grass is green. His model is incomplete, yet when viewed in a vacuum would work in practise and in observation with the assumption level. The assumption level is just one of many correspondent levels to the alchemical mechanics we've explored here. That's why RS is the most complete model of reality ever created beacuse it works on all those levels.

Those who say otherwise haven't accepted that mind magic doesn't work the way they want. It does when you observe it under the context of a healthy and functional person living in their satisfying flow, but anyone who's not in that place the mind magic model breaks down and RS becomes valid instantly. No other model that touches on the phenomena of manifestation can explain this. There's components that exist which are both fixed and mutable, and understanding how their nature is and how they interact together is critically important to even beginning to grasp the actual mechanics of manifestation.

With all this work I've done here I can say for certain that I know that no matter what happens in my life I feel satisfied that RS is complete and has explored all these levels. Yeah I still need to do a fully systematic NG bible interpretation like I did with seedline doctrine and figure out the primary connecting pieces to establish consistency or not, but that's for the future. I've done MORE than enough to demonstrate the validity of RS. RS stands on its own without anything else. Praise our kinsman redeemer Jesus the Christ who is perfect in all ways imaginable. We are observing his creation and yet who is also a part of us, because we are his seed. He dwells in us and moves us. We are one in Christ. Those who aren't of the seedline are not, though they still contain PART of God within them, because of course they're still made in his image born of fornication or mixed seed. This is why the same mechanics work for both, though the supply will be sources differently and that's where culture and ideology comes from and who can see what truth and why. It's built into you. It's part of your composition. You're either born from above or you're not and thus will be judged according to your purity because that is who you are, literally. Your reality is who you are because it's within you. Whatever seedline you're born from determines your reality. That is why they're destined as the bad seed for destruction and yet can also manifest and claim they are God at the same time, because what's within them represents their reality, though the fixed aspects will always still bind their overarching experience. Those born not of fornication inherit eternal life forever because it's within that seed. That's their destined path. They must experience that because it's literally who they are, and thus prophesy unfolds through them on that level, and even on the NG level at the same time, because it's alchemically correspondent to the ideology they serve based on their lineage. The bad seed manifests who they are and the good seed manifests who they are, though the good seedlines in an environment which is 100% backwards from all things that are within them and are sleeping at the wheel. Thus why recollection of identification is the common thread of seedline doctrine, AND the NG doctrine. Notice how it's correspondent on both levels and applies based on the ideology they serve, and that the ideology and culture is born out of the seed because that's what comes through them.

This is why it works on all levels. NG couldn't ever come close to explaining this in a coherent manner because he was ignorant of this. He was taught by a Jewish Rabbi as he admitted, which I quoted before.

RS explains all these points for the first time.

I believe that some people are born with certain constitutional predispositions to various themes having more resonance than others, and this can count for discrepancies with why some seem to be able to shift their vitality more internally than externally, though this is just my guess. I can't prove that. Each metaphysical medical system like TCM recognises this as a factor though, and HD recognises similar things too with PHS, so perhaps this is in fact a level to work with, but to what extent this applies I don't know.

Finding meaning and nourishment in your day to day life is the way you get manifesting momentum. Plain and simple. If you're doing something that's "good for you" that's not meaningful then you'll probably fall off. The trick is to make it meaningful, and consistently meaningful. Something you can work towards on the regular and see actual progression. Numbers rising. Truthfully, gratitude for what's present that you have is the way to do this,. I was talking to a client about this just 2 days ago. Someone who's in a trash job and has seemingly no way out and all theses limits was told simply to open and hold space and feel grateful for the things THEY find meaningful. We went over a small list, and it expanded. Simple right. It's not been long with the application thus far but I know that anyone who goes through with this in those positions will drop importance on things that they find frustrating. The frustration is caused by excess heat, liver yang and likely blood not anchoring. This mechanic of settled liver yang is the key to actually sinking charge at bassline. So how do we do this? Cultivate yin through gazing through distance that can calm the liver. This is the TCM generating cycle, because kidney feeds liver directly and this is naturally how most of us actually experience what space is like. It's the sinking of charge and the pulling out of "care" because frustration IS a narrow view of focus in an excessively important manner. We see small things as big because the current is almost pathogenically raising up a d attacking the heart. That's why you feel stressed, and cortisol often goes up. You're burning substance, density, and the principle of anchored stable vitality. So gazing sinks this charge into the water and allows the waters to be still and reflective and thus you can see things from that clear view. That's why you feel different, because it's from that "I AM" state if you will, where the attachment by the nature of distancing from importance facilitated by the excessive activation of those yang based currents, this allows you to actually PERCEIVE things to be grateful for vs when you're IN the charge and nothing seems to go right. There's more to those mechanics but it's essentially this.

So as I said before, when you're combining meaningful rewarding activity that's satisfying (which this technically can be a form of because it's meaningful TO YOU, then the satisfied and nourished current can manifest. You don't NEED to do physical work but that's the most natural and reliable manner to attain this. People who are stuck in boxes will always have access to this method, and dynamic gazing opens up this application to work. Create and hold pace and find gratitude. Dispenza talks about this idea of gratitude being powerful, and for once I agree with him on that, IF you do it correctly. Finding gratitude for things that you don't really care for is often times a total waste of mind space but doing it for things you're actually satisfied with, whatever they are (like I remember when I started I use to remind myself that I created RS and that I'm grateful for having received these insights and that meant a lot to me), that this will open up your ability to effectively stabilise an overly aggressive and important state of mind. In TCM the liver controls the spleen, meaning that the liver can prevent the spleen from overpowering wood element which is when charge gets up too high in the body, except in this case often times the wood element when water is unable to anchor the fire causes the earth to be impacted and this is also very very common where liver qi can "rebel" upwards and "invade" stomach and or spleen and cause gastric issues. In this case with mental manifestations it's an emotional state, and that the overthinking "processing and worrying" nature o what the earth element and the spleen do is stabilised as wood controls the earth. So we know that rising current causes activity, and attachment to some extent, and care, and importance, because it's entering into the channels that represent mental processing. This is WHY the metaphysics of relaxation manifest the way they do when you gaze o do other forms of so called meditation. It's that you're stabilising the water element to anchor the other currents. The breathing also is using the kidney fire to raise and sink charge. Breathing is really the water raising and lowering, which is why deep breathing is where it's at to relax the body because you're settling the currents. That's the point of all this stuff. It's all facilitating space, subconscious capacity, overlap. Any time the mind is sunk then you're in a greater degree of space and can experience things more clearly without judgment and attachment. Though if you're super depleted then this will be unlikely to help as much as you'd think, I was there so I know what it's like to be unable to properly relax.

So gratitude works with these processes in the field geometry to sink charge and open up nourishment. This isn't going to really be an optimal way but when you tell me you've got multiple jobs you're working and that you only get like 2 hours tops to have free a day then it'll be better to not go wild with physical activity and instead do deep inner work. That's the better way to approach this. It's always personal. If you have time to go all the way physically and you're not then that's an issue. Someone in the position like that person I spoke to wouldn't likely have the same depletion that would happen by not partaking in such activity, be the person who has time but compromises. That's FAR more depleting than otherwise. They're likely ignoring natural striving more significantly then the person who's already very busy. If you FEEL/KNOW that something NEEDS to be moved through and you don't then good luck to cultivating real vitality. If you don't have those impulses and you do the gazing gratitude stuff then you'll be fine. More is less in that case, but it depends where you're at and where your natural striving leads you. You FEEL the truth. Understand that truth is all an intuitive spontaneous sudden and often subtle sensation of information to make a decision. It's like the spleen in HD. Sudden "spleen tingles" of "safety tingle" as I'd call it under the HD awareness perspective.

You don't need anything specific for this to work you just need to be aware and also willing to move with it. Making the most of what's available to you is the trick, given what's available is correct and not compromise patterns making the most of the box and avoiding pressure is what I mean by that. You're using any available options and means you're shown to purify instead of continuing to compromise.

Don't give yourself the imaginal stimulation to peak without earning it, Simply imagine it without any charge and just "watch" the experience. That's all. just watch it. Loop it to watch it, and normalise that experience being in your life. View it from all the mechanics we've discussed here. It's not that you're imagining to create but that you're imagining to normalise and train and expectancy almost that this experience will be a reward for going through pressure. That's already within you anyway, so imagining won't be doing any magic outside of further mediating the themes and the currents that relate to it.

What more is there. It's wild how much is here. I'll add this in. Making money isn't something that's challenging. If you put out a product that solves a problem then people will buy it. This is fine if it solves the problem, though most people in this community specifically do NOT solve problems but offer fantasy to people. Making money in LOA requires ACTUAL solutions if you want to retain a loyal following. That's why you're reading this right now, because I actually value ACTUAL solutions instead of just repeating the same trash as everybody else. I don't care about promoting another cookie cutter product, I am not wired to find that satisfying. if others do and the success they have IS satisfying then 100% props to them, even if they're only at 5% success rate like most are. That's actually what they need to be doing, and I encourage that, but of course they'll be in competition with others in the space who also offer the same solution. So the thing is that when your product has no competition then it's in high demand because it's the only solution in town that's known. If you have a genius product but don't market it well then it's got no chance of selling even if it's got a 100% success rate. Especially in the age we have now sharing a product like that will likely get drowned out. The solution is to invade the space and get the eyes of the people who are looking at the other products and offer them and EVEN BETTER fantasy that's BIGGER and MORE unrealistic EXCEPT you're offering an actual solution. An actual solution is the selling point they don't know they're getting involved in, right. You're marketing actual fantasy to them and your image will likely be the selling point, not the technical details. This is what I've learned. People don't buy because they see a spec sheet (the details on this page for example with the mechanics of how metaphysics and alchemy explain LOA) but are looking for a certain sense of "relief" to know that this will give them what they want. You're drawing them into your net, leading their pathways by telling them what they want to hear. This lights up their "this will work for me" answers by resonating with their limited resistances and getting them to buy. How do you do that? Well you simply offer people scenarios that relate to their experiences and then go absolutely wild with the fantasy and how fast and quick and stuff things can work. Be delusional about it, like for real. Actually be delusional. Talk about 3 day successes a d such from doing this work (technically possible but unlikely) and then just keep leading their pathways. This is psychological manipulating that's pretty much drawing the eyes of someone to look at something specific that's going to make them WANT to buy into that as their solution. Use language that's cosmologically resonant to their worldview and ideology. Talk buzzwords. Assumptions. States. Wish fulfilled. All the NG terms. Use the buzzwords and then they'll have no resistance to the terms you'll be drawing them into. Lead the pathways, put the frog in water then slowly turn up the heat. Build tension, and climax it. This is psychological manipulation at it's finest, and ALL marketing works this way. So if you want to stand out then you need to warp peoples minds better than the other person, because a vast majority of people are being influenced without them realising it. That's the trick. Marketing is about sucking them into YOUR domain and surrounding them without an escape option. Corner their decisions and make scarcity how you do it. Make scarcity marketing the trick, make it urgent, make them feel the NEED for it. This is highly unethical in my opinion but it's what works.

Make them desire your solution. Speak to their problem and to their surrounding cosmology and market their fantasy solution. Lead the pathways in those ways and you'll market better, and of course then the solution when they get involved will be the winner. What's your standout point? I find that marketing to the brain, the thinking mind and the logical thought mind isn't the ideal for big sales. Just offering a system isn't a solution, though some will want that most people don't care and want a SUPER SIMPLE method that's like minimalistic in application. Offer both separately for different people, but make the core product ULTRA simple.

How do we simplify natural striving? HD has aura type. That's the magic of how HD markets itself. HD is only big because it identifies people into categories based on their design, which is also why I'm critical of the aura type idea because original source material of HD in the black and white book was just yin and yang and not aura type. You either repel or attract. The 4 types was better because it was more than just a binary of people. There were more categories, then with authority is amplified further into more categories. I believe natural striving needs to have an element of self identification in it, that tailors to ideology.

I believe this is going to relate to the I AM idea, and that should be the central tenant. Making I AM the foundational NG LOA type marketing term that's tapped into how gazing works and even how natural striving works through the "compulsion" and that "It's done" and explaining these terms simply and that having these laid out in a simple step by step is the way to go. Have the imaginal scene at #1. Have the seed unfold. Then #2 is the bridge, and that has along the way compulsions that will be natural to you or not depending on how your vitality is available. So with that we can branch out and sell sense of self programs too which works with the main aspect. You could even market courses for individual steps, such as imaginal work and sense of self and also vitality cultivation and then advanced gazing (I would never sell that I'd only sell other forms of standard gazing and dynamic gazing) and maybe even a program focus on specific subjects like "money self concept" and "love self concept" within those categories. So marketing categorised solutions is the trick, because then it can get specific to what someone specifically wants. This is market segmentation. Maybe even offer an all in one program that's got them all for discount, or an exclusive one that's super detailed with daily processes and such that're simple follow and apply methods that walk you through the process from start to finish. "manifest with me" ideas. "Challenges" that make people want to compete and push limits. Trick people into working as themselves in the world. Keep them active, keep them focused on spending time and attention on your product. Keep them in the loop. Keep them focused on engaging with your space and interacting with people within the community on the regular. This will dive further interactions.

That's my business tips. Time to get this into action for real. May is gonna be big for RS.

Can you be elite? Can you sustain that identity? To deserve the #1 spot? It's built into my chart to view reality as the elite, as the best, as beyond the rest. That's what I've done here. It's literally how I view things, so I should use that to my advantage and own it, though not be parasitic and predatory about it. Be healthy and nourishing with it. Can you sustain that though? Well it's there, though why do you know always focus on this? Why do you lose focus? Because you lost frame, lost space, lose reference. That's ok to lose the identity, because you can learn something new, and it's probably part of the process anyway if you're going all out. Losing frame is often a blessing in disguise, and I'd argue that every time I lost frame I learned something HUGE as a result that I'd not have seen otherwise, which is why it's as I said, that it's part of the bridge often times. Accept it. You know who you are, you don't need to tell yourself the story if you ARE that person, in supply. Who are you in thematic current. How does that manifest your consciousness and thus your reality? Who are you. Describe your thematic resonance. Outline your affinities, and then recognise the most powerful and resonant way to experience them an go all the way. Sink into that current, I'd say perhaps use media that can lead your pathways deeper but that's not a reliable way to anchor a state unless you act with that energy. Being stable, calm, steady, holding space without contrast, this is the place to act with power and spontaneity, Just wait and observe and allow for the right opportunity to be moved to om up. Drop the rush, and be efficient. Be a one hit wonder. A single blow to cause the KO. Don't make being #1 your goal. Make being yourself the goal. Don't hype yourself up and provide expectations you can't meet at baseline. This is why stability is key. Make decisions out of that steady state you get from gazing. Begin and be moved. That's all you need to do. Feel through the experience of being you in space and then allow intuitive impulse to deliver you the KO pinches at the right times to manifest the feeling of being yourself. Focusing on hyping up to be #1 like the charlatans tell you will only age you faster and likely result in unsustainable decision making that'll destroy your vitality long term. You want age reversal? Gaze more. Be more steady. When I was 15 I mastered this perfectly for a while without realising it. I could read people like books. I could see through them, and understand them just by hearing them breathe. It was an experience that I will never forget, being so "spaced out" if we'd call it that. This is how you act like a casual when it comes to important things. your frame is ROCKK solid, just like how Jesus Christ is the rock of his people.

If you want to maximise appearance on top of that then live naturally. Be yourself and sink charge #1. That's your main supply of vitality above all else. Eat real food, don't eat trash. You consume the themes of the food and they become you, so you literally become what you eat. Don't become a synthetic factory for free radicals that ruin your Jing and age you like light speed. Next. Breathe though you mouth if you're not. As a mouth breather for 90% of my life I can tell you it's not good. I was born with a ruined jaw, though thumb pulling fixed it above all else, because mewing for me was impossible because I couldn't fit my tongue in the upper palate. Next you'll want to simply sleep on your back, for facial and skin health. I tell you I swear that sleeping on my stomach for 90% of my life ruined my face so bad. My cheeks SUNK BADLY and ruined that triangle shape on the cheeks. I had also ruined my skin on my face because collagen gets ruined badly when you sleep on your face. Don't do it. You'll age 10x faster on your face doing this. Lear from my experience. Next is simply to push physical limits. More TEST will repair skin and such. Fast intermittently IFFFFF you're already well nourished on Jing and your blood is nourished. If it's not then DO NOT FAST! Work on building substance then clear out the trash. Also no fantasising about sexual thoughts. Drop that trash because you'll burn Jing. Only engage with that for real. If you do this you'll also become a magnet for attraction because you're retaining that current within you. This s the phenomena of "seed retention" explained in RS. You'll have tons of energy too. Creativity will boost, because you're nourishing liver from supplying it yin from kidney. Simple. Looks are simple, though f you're starting from a whacked state then good luck to be honest. I don't have anywhere near an ideal state to start with but that's changing fast. Fixing skin and regrowing hair is gonna be my biggest hurdles really considering I had extremely bad skin and lost hair so fast when I was max stress. Best thing is cultivating stability, which will actually cut off the main cause of skin damage and hair loss, which is bad hormones from being stressed needlessly. Create space and awareness and dwell there at baseline. This will de-age you for real. Take months or years to ACTUALLY see results if you're at the bottom of the barrel but so be it. Subliminal are probably going to be good for facial shifts too, based on the data I've been through and the results I've personally seen thus far, though be aware that it's not the sub most likely but that the currents are simply being applied in that direction because they're available form you being yourself. Build your supply and then allow the focus to move them in nourishing your body and nourishing your appearance. Reverse age for real. Don't waste time just be yourself and you'll find out what happens.

Being attractive I believe is directly correspondent to having high vitality. Now there are examples where this isn't always the case but they're usually in very specific examples with things such as autoimmune issues and other invisible internal health stuff, or just bad spirits. Ultimately if I was to share with you a single tip to enhance vitality, it would be to hold space and be spontaneous as yourself and be ok with whatever happens. That's how you practise RS for real. It's how you master your destiny as a son of God.

27/4/25

This one will be very short and to the point. If you observe self and describe the fundamental themes and over time build out what each part of you feels like on these different levels then you'll be able to effectively interpret what's correct. Imaginal work through building greater context by focusing on stabilising one part then another then another is doing the opposite of this receptive work. You're building context instead of discovering context. Imagine what each of these components are like in their vacuum. Being overly analytical though will lead you to projecting things that aren't there. Being spacious enough through expanding awareness opens this up. This intuitive sense must be cultivated over time through simply observing from space. To get good at manifestation you must be a master of observation and allowing impressions to move through you without analysing them, but recognising them for what they are. This exact principle is what everyone who's successful applies. Too much analysis leads you to deplete space and you buy into the story to much. Too much space and you never actually gain focus on anything and you're just super abstract without defining parts to refine. The parts must be separated from the chaos of the elements and through observation you purify them. Analysing them and going into "buy in" mode automatically leads you to losing touch with what's coming through you, and also being totally distanced will only serve to circulate what's there in a manner that's not really purifying or separated. You'll be juggling the components without processing them, though often times this isn't something that most people experience. Most people are too analytical and buy into stories without realising, myself included to some extent. The challenge is dropping the excessive heat in the spleen and allowing water to be well nourished which IS the empowerment of the part of us that allows. It goes through the heart, so yin and yang aspects, water and air, they need to be coherent and functional. If you find yourself automatically labelling things and connecting things to the past or anything like that then you're spleen is deficient, or even overworked, and water isn't containing it or is overflowing it out of an empty pattern. Liver could also be insulted by earth too. Allow the elements to be nourished, and the way you get there is to nourish the body with common sense. That opens up the space to be utilised well., Begin this work by gaining correct views of yourself. Who are you, without the projection. Are you a loser? Are you a legend? Are you broke? Are you rich> Who are you? These are just examples but the only labels we should be applying is what we KNOW is, and the body tells you this by how you feel. Gain a view of self that's correct, and allow that to build out.

Don't get lost in the mechanics. Get lost in the process of being yourself. Don't be critical, don't be fantastical, just observe what is. This is what your body is moving you through. It's all there. Observing it leads to purification. Until you can recognise what is and what is not then you'll be always drowning in delusional ideas and never really nourish what needs nourishing. Live without labelling. I bet that you'll find that when you do dynamic gazing that there's labels for things. You'll want to put up labels for things and lead the pathways from that without realising. This is what I mean. Begin to cultivate the awareness of what is simply present, and filter that. Get your filters working first, then observe. Observation will help the filters work better too of course, holding space benefits everybody, but the cleaning of the filters works on all levels, not exclusively on a special level. Learn to see someone for their essential nature. This is another insight I had when I went back to when I was 15, I saw people in this way. I saw people as their energy, their thematic composition, instead of projecting. Clarity and stillness and steadiness has power because there's non projection, and there's simply clear perception. This opens your subconscious to being heard more clearly for what it is, and the unconscious can communicate through sensation more clearly too. Intuitive impulse becomes more visceral and meaningful. Meaningful in terms of the essence moving through you, what themes you're being moved through. That embodiment, the state, the thematic composition, this is what we're viewing.

I couldn't have ever gotten to this point of understanding of the mechanics of consciousness without observation. It was because I observed everything that I came to this awareness. I never read this stuff in books, you can only gain these insights through noticing what's there and gradually putting together themes into a coherent image, regardless of if it's what you like or not. Just allowing it to be processed is the magic. Self recursive procession. Righteousness follows correct view orientation that's always there under the surface. You're always correct in capacity, but allowing that correctness to unfold is the trick. Embodiment of sates is a negated observation process, where you're observing without attaching, observing from distance and identifying with what's correct for you that you feel. It's got NOTHING to do with feeling good, or bad, but watching and that watching transforms. Holding space and going through transformation. The transformation is automatic, but you'll want to control the transformation and that's what stops it from playing out The moment you attach to controlling a circumstance you're casting judgement on energy. Allow the themes to process. This observation of correct self is what allows you to build understanding of your correct energy and then transformation states like NG says, with clarity. It's all there, already available, but you're too bought into not self to pay attention or notice it. Manifestation mastery involves a process of observation of self and simply moving with where that movement drives yo without judging it or controlling it. How will you know what's self and what's not? The body will tell you, intuitive impulse, feeling of inner truth, You know this because you've had this feeling many many times before and ignored it, and it's suppose to be subtle for a reason. Just watch it.

Let go of everything that you know you're holding onto. Drop it and move on. Effortlessly drop it and make decisions that value that theme.

All of the NG stuff requires clarity to work reliably. If you do not have clarity and still waters that can be spontaneous then good luck with that. Manifesting RS style is your best bet, because it's what leads into what NG does.

"Christianity is the fulfilment of Judaism" - NG - What is truth? - 3/31/1968

"Those who wrote the New testament were called the people of the way. Do you know who they were? Jews!"

What an insane statement. NG believes that JEEWS wrote the new testament, as in the clearly established link that we've made between white Saxons and Christians according to NG is all nonsense! This is exactly why the bible is a metaphysical text at it's core and works on both historical levels and the inner alchemy levels, because depending on who's reading it they extract different meanings. The Jewish interpretation that NG preaches is what the Jews see, the seed of the wicked one.

I am 100% convinced that the NG interpretation has holes in it, He's talking about the "star of David" again in one of his lectures as though it's the culmination of all the experiences he's had and yet when you search scripture there's not a single mention of any star of David, only a star of Israel but that's under the context of Christ coming as it also has symbolism of the scepter with that verse representing power manifest in rulership. This is the one that relates to the star "of", and it's relating to Moloch and Babylon.

Act 7:43 Yea, ye took up the tabernacle of Moloch, and the star of your god Remphan, figures which ye made to worship them: and I will carry you away beyond Babylon.

No star of David, and yet the Jews always spout this term which isn't in scripture. Once again another hole. I have yet to find a single scriptural reference or even implication for this "star of David" that's as far as I know a Jewish invention. Yet everyone claims that NG knows the bible inside and out without actually studying what he claims. The alchemist has a far more coherent interpretation on a metaphysical level than what NG speaks of.

He's saying that the star of David represents the 6 points of crucifixion.

Rev 8:10 And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters;
Rev 8:11 And the name of the star is called Wormwood: and the third part of the waters became wormwood; and many men died of the waters, because they were made bitter.

These are the only 2 verses that could represent this, and they're actually called the star of wormwood (G1519), and wormwood can translate as "into", "on", "toward", "against", "at", "among", "never", "concerning", "throughout", "whereunto", "become", "end", and many others related. Seems to have relationship to a meaning of "something entering something". Once again no star of David, but this star of wormwood could fit his meaning it seems.

Seems like he drunk the Jew coolaid and bought into the "star of David" idea that's not mentioned anywhere in scripture or in history as he claims. The star of David never even existed as far as I know as a Jewish symbol outside of Kabbalistic texts written in the 13th century or around there but this star was also used in Europe even back to the early church days, which we know who colonized Europe. Yet more inconsistencies.

Theodor Herzel as far as I know "coined" the term "star of David" who was of course the founder of Zionism. No surprise. So NG got his language from the very Jews who are currently running the show. He did also say that he learned from a Jewish Rabbi so we kind of know what to expect really with the language. We also know that Edomites got converted to Judaism so his arguments that Jews wrote the old and new testament is utterly insane. It was the White Europeans who wrote it. That's our text not theirs. That's why we built all the churches and printed all the bibles and carried the history. All they've done is pollute the doctrine and culture.

Don't forget that the Jews themselves also claim that they're from Edom and that we're their enemies, else how do you explain the cultural destruction that they claim responsibility for and fund. NG is clueless about real biblical history.

NG quotes William Blake a LOT, who also was influenced by Freemasons (a pro NG site "cool wisdom books" writes about this influence), who are inspired by Kabbalists that reared up during the enlightenment era and so Blake much like NG got his doctrine from Edomite Jews who NG also studied under, which is why they call themselves "rabbi" and often also have name changes when they reach that level. Once again how many connections need to be made to this point? Blake and NG and the rest he quotes didn't gain divine insight over these things they gained their understanding from studying Jewish Kabbalah which was never Christian to begin with. That's what the seed of Satan practices which is why true Christian doctrine is the ONLY doctrine on earth in a sacred text that's about separating racial purity and physical lineage being the prize. Every other tradition is correspondent to non dualism because that's IN THEIR BLOOD! You see. How else do you explain all these points?

"Christ is not and never was a physical being. Christ is universal. The cosmic Christ is buried in every child born of woman and that cosmic Christ is represented by the sons of God who all together make form the LORD God Jehovah." - NG

He's talking about how Christ is a universal spirit who dwells in everybody. Scripture does not say this, at least in seedline doctrine. He literally said "Christ is universal". I mean that's the most incorrect statement imaginable. Christ will destroy anyone whom wasn't born from the divine seedline. Universalism is a Jewish ideology promoted by those who propagate "rainbowism" if we'd call it that. Every culture on earth is rainbow and unifying and that we don't have a lineage and that we're all one, which is the exact opposite of seedline doctrine. This polarity is just insane.

Manifestation and these mechanics cannot be avoided. They're always operating in and as all, no matter what. That's the thing, those who are saved are saved, those who aren't aren't and in order for them to attain "salvation" they're looking to bee born again. You see the link between these doctrines now and how the doomed seed are deconstructing the creation of God to remake themselves into another image to avoid the coming of Christ? That's how it seems. If the true Israelites engage in this stuff, then I don't think there's any consequences because we're already made in the image of God, and I'd argue that it's our right to have dominion over this earth because that was our commandment. To be fruitful and multiply. Do manifest what is within our spirit, for those with the spirit do the works of such spirit. That comes through us. This is why I am not adverse to promoting alchemical transformation, because you're still scripturally saved anyway and that holding Jesus Christ as your kinsmen redeemer is holding him as your God. I believe that our potential as true Israelites is not to be limited to the conditions that cause us overwhelming suffering and pain and destruction, for this goes against our very metaphysical nature. I do not believe that God designed us to accept this as our life, and that we are to conquer Jewish supremacy in this world and manifest a world that's in abundance and following the natural laws of God as his sons. This is why I believe that manifestation and such is a function that we're designed to work with, because it's built into us. Praying without ceasing, holding space and being moved by the spirit (natural striving_ spontaneously is the method we're designed to operate through. If we are to become immortal are we denying Jesus Christ as our kinsman redeemer? No. If we exalt ourselves above God then we are denying him and simply us gaining power to manifest his righteousness on earth is NOT denying God but arguably applying his commandments for us to destroy our enemies in the world.

Why are you gaining power? Are you gaining alignment with God or with your own exalted ideology of self? If you apply manifestation and RS and such to attain influence to live righteously and manifest his will on earth through the spirit that you're guided by then is that denying him as your God and being idolatrous? No. Is it fornication? No. Is it Adultery? No. I don't see that. All I see is that we're saved and have the sprit, and attaining influence in the world to manifest his will is the point, for we are showing faith by our works in manifesting righteousness on earth. Naturally speaking this would be the mechanics that's applied through anyway, though since God is beyond all mechanics then there's ways he can bypass this but a just God would follow his own law as he is shown over and over to be bound by in scripture. The divorce of Israel is one that NG doesn't mention, and how Christ came to die physically to fulfil the law of marriage so that he can take his people back. It's truly poetic. He follows his own law because he is just, and he sacrificed everything for us. His sons. So this is why I say that you really cannot sin as a child of God, in the sense of how seed that's bound to sin will sin by default because that's all they can do. Jews for example, and Kabbalah which breaks down God as a depersonalised consciousness that's universal, as NG promotes. You see? The alchemist says that everybody has a PERSONAL higher genius, or greater yang, not a universal one, and he also admits that's what beyond that is unknown. I do not know that if completing the conjugations destroys your status as a child of God, though I can't be sure if spiritual seed even applied really because it's not spoken of anywhere in scripture. You're either physically born from above or you're not, and there's not a single mention of spiritual seed, which is why I argue that completing inner alchemy work under the context of attaining vitality to manifest his will on earth is NOT sinful, unlike the Jews who promote this doctrine to escape their damnation. This is why every single culture on earth promotes universalised non personal god under a non dual ideology. That's why it's so popular now, and in fact why in the end times there's going to be a famine for the word of God, which you're hearing right now. This is the true doctrine and metaphysical connection, at least as far as I know. I'm willing to be wrong about everything here but I just don't see a case against what I'm saying.

God is personal. Jesus Christ walked among his own. Paul was sent because they received him not, literally. So with all this in mind. If you're doing the work applying RS for personal gain to become your own God and escape reality and responsibility of judgement then you're operating from the spirit that's of the flesh, and not from above. Those born from above can be fooled, though they will always know the difference in how their body communicates to them, and the signs they receive. God will give us up to whatever we choose, though if he chooses us then we will be forced to follow the path that's set out for us. I seem to be one of those, for some reason. This is why I've connected all these dots. I've done all this work to reveal the deeper hidden mechanics and meanings in what NG preaches and many others, as well as the real history surrounding that which we've discussed extensively. The truth is that both aspects are correct, because the inner alchemy is NOT an invalid interpretation, and following it will NOT doom your salvation, though following this for personal gain will likely result in stripes We are free to choose to the degree that God reveals these decisions to us to make. Follow natural striving and you cannot fail. You're still walking around inside your subconscious mind, and that the way to communicate with God is the same as manifestation, with or without space. If you wish to manifest deliberately then the same mechanics apply. No matter what we're bound by these mechanics, and it's only by the grace of God that we are going to have anything given to us. Be grateful for your existence and the ability to choose a path of your own, to serve him or not. A universalised world cannot survive, as common sense would imply. This is why there's fixed restrictions on how society should operate to be nourished. No getting around the historical view, and how universalism is never going to lead to a physically abundant reality with mixing going on everywhere that's incompatible. This once again is manifestation of God's will in how culture manifests and that's to reveal to us his will. Follow it or not. we're still saved.

Nourish yourself and follow the spirit within you. It's there if you tap into it. It's the invisible aspect underlying all of your experience. That is God's will made manifest through you in an invisible manner. This is the eternal aspect that you're born into because you're a child of God. Manifest money, be rich, but give to those in need. Manifest abundance for yourself, and aid those around you when you have opportunities to do so. Always be led by the spirit of righteousness and not one of solipsism and relativity. You have infinite power because you're operating under these mechanics and yet you're led by the spirit of righteousness, so make that power abundant and put it to good use. Nourish yourself and the world around you to provide whatever you have available for manifesting abundance in the world, his kingdom which you inherit by birth right. That can never be taken from you, never forget that. Only his children inherit the kingdom.

I am probably the only one on earth to have connected all the dots you've read in this notebook today. This truly is a unique synthesis of information, to connect seemingly polar ideologies in a coherent manner. I don't know what else there is to discuss at this point, all major points have been covered. If you'd like a copy then email me and I'll probably end you an offline backup of this for sake keeping.

28/4/25

Imaginal experiences are to act as metaphysical tools to arrange the field geometry to become proportionate. Imagining always moves energy in different ways, activating different themes and manifesting those through how natural striving unfolds.

Cultivating power requires distance and vitality. Vitality is more of a body unconscious form and distance. Awareness is more of a "consciousness" aspect of being able to view past the impression that the thematics translate to as sensory data. The distance is more so touching into the themes of experience that actually ARE self, by nature. So the power that we're looking to use to manifest abundance of actual practical vitality on both levels, of being able to conjure up almost out of thin air correctness to get in supply with body vitality then filtering what is and resonating with that will provide the body the correct impressions as well to supply it with infinite vitality. I can't prove this of course but its just my idea. You're opening the door by observing the door, the thematic nature in essence, looking "through"/ past the sensory impression to view the energy that comprises it. You have to be in a highly distanced place taking up more of the unconscious which is the consciousness expanded to cover more of the body senses (which is why gazing requires the eyes to be open so the overlap can happen more efficiently than with them closed) and thus you'll also be more receptive to incoming impressions that are of the true self, from that door to infinite vitality and those impressions will I'm assuming provide your almost like a "forced" imaginal flash that imprints what's necessary to lead your circumstance to unfold to provide you a closer link to that, like how natural striving towards higher order works, except we're not controlling it we're allowing whatever needs to happen to happen through ultimate receptive nature. This connection from the essence of consciousness to the impression of the body unfolding those thematics like translating energy into sensory data through embodied experience I believe is the real underlying hidden mechanism that purifies us by following inner truth without any conscious will put into controlling it or manipulating it. It's a very western method, like the alchemist taught. I also believe the alchemist worked with this method but never explained how certain techniques he taught actually got you into this place, and having done this for so long and watched the way my vitality responds to these things it's made me aware of many of these underlying mechanics.

When I was 15 and did dynamic gazing all the time I'd often be in this place, and things were effortless. Controlling it was also effortless, because that space was just so open and receptive, so the NG stuff would be easy for me to do back then, but I didn't know about NG then so. Either way having more baseline subconscious capacity requires the body to have that vitality available and the beginning s of this can be through conscious observation of experience in dynamic gazing. It's actually very very "blissful" not in terms of intensity but in terms of the stability of this feeling of "I'm ok" if we'd call it that which you get when doing this. It's not always like this but I find often that it can be like this, especially if I remember back to the days I first started with this. I feel like the I'm ok sensation is simply the settling of the waters and not really a deeper sensation that's transcendent. It's more like the body being in an actually receptive state. Tells me I still have work to do to provide kidney qi to amplify this baseline sense of "safety" which it's responsible for.

How can we "bypass" the thematic supply limitation and effectively boost that supply in awareness? Target that theme and hold it? I don't know. This might be what NG SATS is doing on some level too, so I will experiment with this. I don't like using methods like this that are targeted experience based to try and force changes because it's usually not viable long term but we will see.

Going all the way. Just doing it. Dropping conditions. Just putting yourself in the end and being moved. What else is there practically speaking? Yeah vitality matters obviously but that's not a condition against making any movement. I've said this before and I'll say it again. Compromise on any movement that CAN be made will deplete vitality anyway because you're effectively empowering that depletion by not fulfilling and following natural striving. It's all there, and yet you're running away from it. Why can people with almost no skill or knowledge actually make massive money? Because they don't care about losing. They don't give into conditions. That's why. They don't hold an image so important that it paralyses them. Yeah if someone is kidney deficient then fear will seem bigger but that's not a conditions to prevent making decisions that value your path. I swear importance on false conditions is THE biggest killer, because from a LOA standpoints it's basically buying into the old story which hardens it more, which is true really. Compromise on being yourself is the biggest sin of all really, that's how you lose vitality. It doesn't matter what vitality you're at if you have the ability to make the decisions you want to. Unless you're like I was where just walking outside would send you into anxiety attacks then you're able to get up and transform your reality. Make your environment constructive towards this end. Remove anything that you recognise as a distraction that sucks you in and go all the way.

Thematic mechanics aside, just practically speaking knowing your direction and going all the way is where the power is. Practically applying this stuff requires ZERO understanding of this to be effective because the person who knows nothing but doesn't care about losing WILL end up outpacing you 10x over and then some if you stay in the box trying to learn stuff for ages to be "perfect" and be a perfectionist. Learned that about myself, and while it leads to powerful insights it's not going to lead you to success in the way you're really striving for. Doing optimisation processes is actually inverse of doing the work that natural striving is leading you towards. That's the fact. Where are you being inspired to be moved and work? That's where you should apply. Everywhere else is really meaningless. If you want to skyrocket 10x over the guy who doesn't care then don't care even more than he does and just go all the way. Don't burn yourself out, because that also sucks, but don't compromise either. Make optimal decisions within the correct movements. Indecisiveness and inaction leads you nowhere. Observation is obviously a huge part of the process of optimising your awareness just like I've explained over and over but once again to manifest huge stuff then you'll still naturally be moved to work on stuff and make that show up, unless you're already massively powered up. If you can get super aligned without working like the guy that doesn't care then yeah you can manifest 10x faster too, but again thaw's a vitality and awareness function. Most people have next to no cultivation of vitality and can't make "magic" happen for them because they're compromising and that in itself is holding back their peak potential so regardless you'll be required to make decisions in the practical way anyway.

Honestly,. just make the life you want to live the focus above all else. Make that vision your obsession. Feel free to obsess, but obsess without attachment over it. Obsess like a well nourished child who is ok with failing and gets up and goes at it no matter what happens. Sunlight. Cool breeze. Chimes. Chill attitude. It's not important, yet it's cool to have this goal and that your dream is being moved towards every day. This is the kind f attitude that most people will have when manifesting stuff that's big. Making magic happen isn't up to you unless you're already at the peak, or that it happens as part of your process. Thinking about the how and the why and all this trash is simply a sign that you're still afraid to be yourself, so actually the process to purify that IS TO BE YOURSELF! That means TAKING ACTIONS! Duh. Like the kidney meridian REQUIRES physical action to be supplied with vitality. Someone who's a weak willed little child like I was when I was anxious like crazy always thinks about what they're going to do before doing it. Over and over and over and over and over and over, never actually making that step. That's the issue. Just freaking throw yourself in the deep end and it'll work.

Expect the magic t start happening then because you're nourishing the water element and all the downstream effects will show up. Yeah you might get shook in the meantime when facing the fear but so what, everybody had to go through that when they got this started to some extent. I had shaky nerves just pressing upload on those old vids, or posting y first notebook entry. Now I just do it like second nature. Get use to the pressure and go through it and you'll find the goalposts moving without even trying. That's how you ACTUALLY embody a state, you go through the required transformation to mediate the thematic currents that nourish the seed which represents the desired end and BOOM you'll have it show up like magic. This is who you manifest naturally. I've outlined this before as how the body will move you to transform what's limited for the seeds of desire but obviously the overthinking mind will place all these trash stupid meaningless conditions on top of making those decisions and never get anywhere and it'll only anchor the depletion in deeper and deeper. That is your issue. I swear that's the core thread of all failure especially younger guys who have so much potential now. It's simply that you're already depleted and you're making it worse by not moving where you KNOW you need to be, because that's your body offering you opportunities to transform the resistance and BECOME THE SUPPLY FOR THE DESIRE, but of course you don't see that and compromise sticks around as the only guarantee.

The guy who wins is the guy who keeps his vision solid in mind and moves towards it and goes through the pressure over and over until he reaches his supply and manifests it. RS explains LITERALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE CASE EVER but that doesn't change the fact that your movement is still required, that you experience the visceral nature of alchemical transformation. What I've done here is just the icing on the cake to reveal the deep underlying hidden formulas that play out. None of this matters for actual success. There's always a way with consciousness, to be moved, to transform, to be yourself. That's the formula that we ALL have access to no matter what, and the inner alchemy stuff is just icing on that cake. NG is icing on the cake of someone who's already living as themselves, and arguably the NG stuff should lead you to WANT to be more of yourself though it cannot force that, because all his work will do for someone who's depleted is lead them into further depletion if they continue to compromise keeping them in the mental imaginal box when the real work is done in the boxy, that's your alchemy lab walking and talking. Doing the work, being yourself, going through that transformation is THE SAME alchemically speaking as anything NG preached, and is really the most reliable process of transformation that everybody has access to at all times, because the intelligence that moves your body is ALWYS moving you towards higher order through your experiences and feeling what's required to be felt to refine the currents.

If you want to live that effortless life then nourish yourself practically and get to that level that these 10/10s get to where they just have everything work for them (or so it seems) and luck just follows their every step, then just go all the freaking way and don't look back. Throw yourself off the edge of the cliff knowing it's the way towards the end of dying to your old not self and gaze at that ground rapidly approaching without a shred of fear or regret. Who are you inspired to be? What lights you up for real? Just own it and accept it and being unapologetic towards that. This is how you attain vitality, by not caring, because care indicates depletion of water element, which IS the substance that drives embodied visceral experience and holds you in the mind instead of lived experience in the body. These mechanics work on every level. Empowering the root of all vitality requires you to embody that thematic, as in go through real visceral experiences. Allow your mind to lose importance and allow your nervous system and endocrine system be the guide posts for your life. Allow your body and that innate inner intelligence moved by God himself to be all you hold as importance because that's where the work is done for real. Empowering the water element empowers everything, and the water element is the most visceral you can get. Know who you are, observe and watch yourself as though your mind has no influence and just follow natural striving. Follow intuitive impulse. Follow the truth of who you are, and recognise that it doesn't matter because circumstances WILL ALWAYS show up to satisfy that IF you're going all the way. I 100% guarantee that.

Dropping importance is dropping the mental conditioning and being moved by the body and inner truth above all else. You're going to cultivate WAY more vitality this way than ever living in your head, because living in your head will always result in you compromising on who you really are on the water level. Be who you admire and respect and look up to. Do you look up to yourself today> Be honest. If you don't then you know why that is. It's simple. you're afraid of being that person. That person is who you're always moved to be but continue to run away from it. You want to turn back the clock and get your vitality back to live what you were unable to before? Do the work, do it and go all the way. Forget who you are currently and die to that compromised state of lack and limitation and all this trash. Just leave it behind and burn all those bridges. Don't even focus on optimising your process in the beginning just start with the decisions you're compromising on first thing as soon as you wake up when you're most vulnerable to make them with availability of currents needed for transformation. Your body will move you naturally, just go through it and don't look back. I don't know what else to say.

I guess I'll leave with this. The end of notebook 19. Live as though nothing is artificially important, nothing you're holding onto that's not self is important. Being you is never going to invoke an importance factor that holds you back. Real you doesn't compromise like you're doing. All you need to do is distance yourself in the moment and recognise that the satisfaction and vitality you desire with the 10/10 manifestations are literally right at your fingertips, and really are already within you, and the that first step is the only step to take it because that's going to anchor you into that experience and provide that supply of nourishment to the corresponding themes representing that end desire. It's ALREADY unfolding, all the time, when you make those decisions. That's why you can't fail at being yourself. It's all there. If you desire it then it's there. The desire isn't even the point, it's the nourishment that comes from spending energy correctly. Spending energy correctly isn't an important big deal that's causing you to run away from it. Think how stupid that is. Spending energy correctly should be ENJOYABLE! It should be FUN and just free flowing and care free. It should be approached from distance outside of the moment when viewing your embodied experience and enjoying the bodily sensations of being in the moment, be it under pressure or not. Dropping judgement of things being big or small and recognising that it's all just themes of experience moving through you either correctly or incorrectly, then it doesn't seem so big. All these people,. all these important factors, it's all manifestations of your depletion you're holding onto. That's why the LOA stuff can be seen on the belief level as corresponding to a majority of who people live their lives, because they're holding onto the conditions which deplete the vitality and that further anchors the fear of being themselves, when the solution is to inspire the decision to make the movement to be themselves and boom they start to nourish their themes correctly and those same things seem not so big after all. That's really how manifestation is done, practically speaking, when it comes from a transformation perspective. yeah there's more advanced inner alchemy on top of that but most people aren't there, not even I am to be honest there's so much work to be done still practically that it's not even something I place too much importance on in my own life.

That explanation really is the best way I can describe this whole thing. Just be you and always remember that you're looking into your own thematic disruptions as the manifest circumstances and the "state shift" involves you simply going through the pressure to provide yourself the supply of the current that's lacking and BOOM you'll find all these imagined scenes you've done before start showing up like magic. Why? Because you're nourishing yourself correctly and being yourself spending energy the way you're designed to, and that will then manifest the psychological state which NG believes causes things but we know it's simply the metaphysical aspects which correspond on all these different levels unfolding as they should. That's how you make magic happen without trying and how you read these success stories. You transform yourself by actually committing to being the person you're moved to be and letting go of the anchors that bind you to the past, or whatever not self false expectation that seems excessively important. That's the brutal bitter honest truth. You want to win? Go all the way with this. It's not the action in a vacuum nor is it the mindset belief stuff, it's all thematic supply/demand and if you want to shift that supply/demand then you can apply both levels of this to their full potential and make progress, though since we live in a world where the body is where all the real magic happens and where we build most supply then actions will be 90% of the work and the inspiration to do so is simply the tiny part that comes through the mind. It's already there anyway, so there's no challenge. All this impress the seed trash is pointless because you're already moved towards this and yet compromise. You've already got those seeds unfolding, the desire is always manifesting and the issue is simply that you're stopping at the contrast barriers and holding onto not self stuff seeming more important than making correct decisions which ALLOW YOU TO BECOME THE SUPPLY AND MANIFEST THE DESIRES YOU'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT 24/7! They WILL manifest IF you allow yourself to go through with it. That's why you can't fail.

Honestly that's the biggest lesson I've learned out of the years of observing how manifestations unfold, or don't. It's that they're always unfolding and you don't realise it. I picked up on this years ago but only really fully understood this just like a few weeks ago.

Remember all those opportunities you had to get the offer of a lifetime and bailed out? Yeah you had conditions of false expectations in those places. You let the mind get ahead of your body, it was begging you to accept but you ran away like a fool. You can absolutely restore those decisions, and they've likely shown up in ways' you don't even notice because your state is different and you're not looking for them now, but it's simply that any decisions you KNOW you can make that fulfil and transform these contrast barriers is THE way to become the supply. Nobody in LOA will tell you this because they're all buying into the NG mind magic belief system stuff and don't understand how it actually works. Yeah that's got value on some levels but going all the way is FAR more than just mental work, it's all levels applied to their peak. That's how you feel satisfied on a deep level. Your body will thank you, and you'll end up being ok with or without any of these desires. You want eternal youth and a well nourished body that's the way you feel natural? Then shut up and stop making the mind run your life. Just make the decisions and do it. Go all the way, even if you fail do it again. Do it again like that child who doesn't care about failing because there's that spark in the eyes that knows no limits. Go through the transformation. Your life is one big transformational process in disguise, because you're walking around INSIDE your own thematic translation into the sensory reality around you. You're experiencing those things as "states" which we know are thematic compositions of energy, formats of various current existing in your field geometry which is effectively invisible to you and yet that's the abstraction that unfolds into the world you experience. Look into it and see it for what it is. Nothing really matters that you think it does. You're already saves by God through his grace and you're driven to fulfil what you're moved towards naturally. Just do it. What else are you doing with your vitality? Just spend your energy correctly and you'll cultivate more of it because it will be operating correctly. Then when you're satisfied the super deep tools RS teaches can be applied on deeper levels that you've UNLOCKED by going through the first stages. I'm not even close to fully unlocking the higher levels, honestly, the level of inner theurgy is still out of my reach, though I can get my fingertips on it that's wasting my time trying to prioritise something that needs other work done on earlier levels to power up the necessary functions in consciousness to facilitate those deeper levels to be properly transformed. This is why I will forever say that being yourself without compromise IS manifestation because it's how everybody will always have a practical opportunity to be moved through their experiences that are correct.

Embrace failure as an option but don't be too serious about it. Be a "who cares I'll just do it anyway" kind of attitude. This will take you way further than trying to be perfect and calculated. All mindsets work, so when looking for examples of the most successful mindset, you won't find one, but the common threads are a lack of care towards failure and being ok with whatever happens. They're in it to win it but that's not the point, it's that they're ok with whatever comes up between them and the end, whatever transformations the body is required to expose your consciousness to when walking through the transforming experience and unfolding the correct themes that nourish your vitality to become a resonant match for the end outcome. That's the mechanics. Be unapologetic towards your end, and again even if they feel fear it won't impact them to a degree where it impacts decisions. That's the WHOLE point. They KNOW within them, this inner truth, that making certain decisions along when that intuitive impulse comes up where time freezes and they're offered opportunities, they know that taking that ride will be their ticket to vitality. That innate intelligence which unfolds this is what they're activating without consciously knowing a shred about it. This is what we know and understand intellectually fully on all levels, but going through that is still required. Just doing it, making that decisions, being ok with feeling the pressure, going all the way is the transforming factor. Dropping unnecessary stimulus to distract you from your vitality and accepting who you are. That's how you self realise when combined with the gazing methods we teach.

Simply follow this formula. Follow natural striving in the body to build base substances that basically REQUIRE bodily action to transform and cultivate, along with eating well and getting sunlight and pushing physical limits to boost endocrine function and all this which reflect youthfulness and vitality, and then on top of that apply what we talk about in the advanced mechanics and I bet you'll make MASSIVE progress on BOTH levels and master the magic of what NG speaks of without effort. You'll be super well nourished, and obviously, you'll find it easy to feel natural towards what you desire. It's always working through you and all you need to do is go through where you KNOW you need to. You don't need to do observation work to make those decisions, you know that. Yeah you can probably optimise by doing this but screw that just nourish the currents and you'll begin to observe more naturally anyway most likely. It'll be more efficient. the more you go through this the more you'll distance yourself from not self anyway, because it's all the same inner alchemy on a different level. That's why it all works for everybody. Just go through it and accept it.

I'm done here. I've said everything that can be said to simplify RS on one page and I'm waiting 2 mins for the cursor to update now. Expect to see my face on your feed before next month dropping some bombs on the LOA community. It's time they get schooled, RS style. No mercy. Playtime is actually over I'm just done with hearing this ignorant NG trash about imagine every day and "don't lift a finger to make it happen" and "live in the end" trash involving imaginal work 24/7. All that will do is mess with your intuitive impulse and warp the manifestation to be signs and unsatisfying trash. Drop it all and burn that nonsense to the ground. If you don't I will. I will utterly destroy LOA now that I finally have the language and people will know the truth. This is where my momentum is moving me and this very notebook page is prof that the bridge while it's taking time to unfold, it's always refining further every day and it can't be stopped.

"I don't care anymore this doesn't matter it's not important so what big deal oh well it's what it is" "why is this so important when it doesn't actually matter?" "Silly mind" "whoopie doo" "have fun" "boom"

Listen to music from a time when you had no care and go through it. Just inspire that distance however you want and move. Who cares if you feel fear, who cares if you drop wrong lines, who cares if you stutter or sneeze or your look is whacked and your voice isn't working well, just do it. Be you to the best you can. That's going all the way. That's how legends are born. Build "faith" in trusting your intuitive impulse and accept that this is your voice of truth. That's your inner guidance mechanism telling you to just do it. You imagine the end and right away the intelligence of God will orchestrate the circumstances to be aligned perfectly to work for you IF you're willing to accept the inner guidance mechanism for how it's moving you. Can't fail. Can't. It's impossible. You will succeed every time. It's already within you, you don't need to imagine. It's already done. It's all there, the vitality and the method of cultivation through transforming in experience, and the perfect satisfying end. IT'S ALL THERE! You can't fail dammit! Just do it.

When you feel "the feeling" AKA the intutive sense of self, you're feeling what NG defines as that smae term. You're imagining an experience that's representing CORRECT energy being spent, and the feeling is the acceptance of self WHICH ACTUALLY IS AN ACT OF LETTING GO AND PURIFYING SELF, else you'd not feel that if yo were already that. You do this imaginal stuff to TRANSFORM the not self to accept it, though as I've said so many times that's not really how most people experience it, because the body often isn't moved by imaginal stuff the way we want. Sometimes the body will actually move you TO imagine and that the imaginal experience was the method of going through the transformation, instead of acting in the world, but this is why it's different for everybody and why everything works for everybody. It's not the belief dammit it's the natural striving the body moves you through which involves transforming pressure to accept self, accept the trust of being yourself and feeling SAFE. The water element is all about safety and base instincts to be moved by your body. This is why MOST people are stuck in fear cycles, because they've disconnected from self. That's why WE AGE! You're depleting kidney qi and burning Jing every time you run way from body response. That's the fact. Fact is simple to understand. You're already the person you desire to be because it's all already there in potential, and the way you unfold that is by trusting that's who you are by being accepting of going through the pressure of purifying not self trash. Going through with following intuitive impulse IS the way you manifest more vitality and open the door to nourishment that's meaningful and works for you. Works on EVERY level and you can prove this in all case studied. Dropping not self stuff IS what going all the way really represents, it's pushing limits. That's what this notebook has been for me, every entry I push limits and transform something that I've been building up to express. Do I always feel that pressure? No. Often times it's very subtle, but you KNOW and FEEL that fact and that's the important point. Building vitality amplifies this inner voice, but also following this intuitive impulse inner truth (THE FEELING) amplifies vitality and manifests as kidney qi. THIS part right here, this equivalent exchange alchemical transformation that's thematically correspondent is what makes RS so powerful because we KNOW how our decisions will impact all levels of our consciousness from top to bottom.

This is why LOA NG is dead and buried and I'll be the one to put the nail in the coffin for good. intuitive impulse destroys LOA. Yeah NG mentioned "you'll feel compelled" to reference this idea but that was ALWAYS a passing idea on the broad idea of mind magic and that focused imagination makes it happen. IF NG WAS CORRECT THEN EVERYBODY WHO LASER FOCUSES WOULD AUTOMATIALLY FIND THEMSELVES FOLLOWING INTUITIVE IMPULSE BUT THAT'S NOT THE CASE BECAUSE OF WHAT WE CLAERLY SEE IN THIS COMUNITY TODAY WITH PEOPLE ALL SCARED TO BE THEMSELVES AND JUSTIFY THE COMPROMISE PATTERNS BEHIND THE COPE TRASH THAT NG PREACHES! That's what I'm here to utterly eradicate of the face of this world. It's dead and it's never coming back into relevance. LOA is preplaced because it doesn't work and I fully refuted every level of it systematically so that there's ZERO doubt on any level about how and why that is.

Man I can't wait to drop the truth bomb it's going to feel so satisfying. I will put every LOA coach out of business by the time I'm done. These people need competition from a real metaphysician who's got the guts to speak the facts.

30/4/25

I felt compelled to write this brief entry

You're imagining to give yourself the experience of the theme that you're unsatisfied with, that you're not able to have in supply. You imagine an experience representing what the overlay is actually looking to experience without the sense of "this isn't safe for me". So you're imagining an experience that'll give you what your true self desires, and that can relate to the themes of for example safety for water element, authority and courage with wood, acceptance and love for fire, stability and routine and predictability for earth, and happiness and fulfilment and excitement for air. You're resonating the thematic currents to "become" the person you desire to be. IF the currents are available then you WILL manifest that thematic composition, down to the details. The details that are missing depend entirely on the missing supply. It's all math, though invisible coded math. Your physical vitality is probably the best way of representing these invisible figures and perhaps your feelings and thoughts that you observe can reveal these things too, though there's no exact way of knowing what is and isn't available other than how natural you feel being someone.

Here's a comment I will copy a paste here because it was a good one.

Here's an explanation that will make sense. Say you're manifesting a specific person. You're feeling at baseline unworthy and such but you don't know why. Say you're new and haven't done pathway work to identify beliefs. That's fine, because your body (the unconscious mind) will reveal to you where you need to move to solve those without even doing any inner purification work to satisfy those unfulfilled themes which manifest AS the negative thoughts and feelings of lack. The themes aren't available in supply and since your point of comparison of having the person makes you feel lower the body will then automatically drive you to become that person and provide your field geometry those thematic currents in supply over time through experience so that a natural transition from lack to satisfaction can unfold where you actually already have it. If you already have it and feel comfortable then it's because the currents are available to nourish those channels representing those themes without stagnations and resistance because you let go of the false expectations to be someone you're not and drop the importance of those factors by going THROUGH the pressure of the experience. This leads you to realise "ohhhh so I can actually be myself" and THAT will be the experience that the thematic supply is available which will then show up in the manifest reality with the person you're manifesting showing up. What will happen with the self organising process where the body will then move you is intuitive impulse will unfold and represent this subtle compulsion (that's the word NG used to explain this idea) to make different decisions. Commonly I find in coaching is that people will report back to me saying that they're doing things differently in the world, like having more energy for things they didn't want to do before. This is actually perfect, and the conscious mind has no idea that what they're unfolding is actually the body (which is connected to self organising "infinite intelligence" if you wish to call it that) where the process they're playing out are providing them the necessary currents through those activities (or not because sometimes doing less is what's needed to provide yin substances) which will correspond to the components that make up the belief that being the person who has the SP represents. This can often involve speaking your mind to someone that you've got stuff you're holding onto you KNOW/feel (intuitive impulse am I right) to let go of (very common in my experience with coaching case studies) or leaving a workplace and starting something with a business partner, or starting your own project you return to over and over but never actually go through with, or start working your body more and getting more social time out with friends. It can be totally unrelated to the SP, and the mind in the focus of wanting the SP will deny these movements because they're unfamiliar and yet the body is TRYING TO HELP YOU manifest the SP but you're not trusting it because you've been training yourself over years that it's not safe to do so due to often times past experiences which caused you to hold on in the first place. Children naturally express their natural striving without holding on, and then a parent or someone disagrees and they shut down and compromise to stay safe, and that carries through to this day where that inner truth intuitive impulse is disconnected from your trust which then leads you to living in your head thinking that thinking can solve all your issues. This is why I've said over and over that more imaginal work is often times less because the "impression" (which is just bringing an activation to the seeds that are already there, hence why you actually desire it to begin with due to that resonance already being there) takes minimal effort to establish and why every so called technique works. The deeper application of inner work is doing THE SAME THING that the body is trying to move you through, because if manifesting is about having and being the person already then it's allllll about IS THE SUPPLY OF THE CORRESPONDING THEMATIC CURRENT AVAILABLE NOW? So the inner work is you experiencing the fulfilment of those themes (often times under pressure because you won't feel safe experiencing them and going through that pressure proves that you "can be yourself" and accept and let go of the false expectation which "blocks' the current from being available to manifest as the psychological state and the embodied "feeling" of being and having already) through imaginal experience when the body will lead you through the process physically as well anyway.

This is a metaphysical process that's correspondent on EVERY LEVEL both tangible and seemingly intangible. Following intuitive impulse that leads you THROUGH experiences that do the same thing that inner work does also manifests the same way and is FAR more reliable because most people simply don't have the awareness to make inner imaginal transformation work. Reliability is my point. What NG taught is so unreliable and so up in the air as to how it's properly done that most people apply it trying to feel good when that's only going to either lead them to dip cycles because they're using imaginal fantasy to cope with the fact that they're not safe being themselves and aren't facing the pressure imaginably OR in the world (how I lived for most of my life before I figured this out) which only continues to keep the box fixed in place never going anywhere. They're stuck in the same place and find comfort in feeling better unnecessarily which they think is actually what the state of the wish fulfilled is when in fact the "feeling" of the wish fulfilled is the "acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled" to quote NG himself as I said on an old video. What is this feeling? The body telling you that "yes I can be myself" which IS the feeling of the invisible thematic currents being in supply to provide you what's necessary for naturalness to play out without contrast barriers or pressure to compromise getting in the way of being yourself. If BEING yourself is HAVING it already then it's all corresponding to ARE YOU NOURISHED HERE AND NOW and that's not about having the thing physically but having the invisible metaphysical currents that thematically correspond to that desire. That's why I say that this whole imagination creates reality idea is utter nonsense because it's thematic at its core and the imaginal side is just the translation of these alchemical currents activating those psychological aspects which NG assumes is all there is. "infinite states" means "infinite thematic compositions" of all kinds of gradients of yin and yang and 3 treasures and 5 elements and 8 directions and 64 trigrams and all their individual mixtures. The composition of these different themes of experience self organise as a "state" and thus if you're IN the state then it's because you've got the currents in supply to experience that. They're always available to us in potential but we have to accept them. This is how immortality is attained, a complete acceptance of self on all levels where you don't burn vitality unnecessarily due to ignorance of who you are as a simulacrum of God, or an "embodied state" because God unfolds all themes through our subconscious and if our unconscious is comfortable (feels safe and has authority and acceptance and stability and satisfaction) then your conscious mind which swims in that and illuminates the conscious psychological aspect can also experience that. This s why I say the body believes, not the mind, because the mind can only observe and illuminate to transform. Observation transforms in itself too, and this is also why methods that are beyond both imaginal and physical movement can work as well, such as Zen meditations which means "to burn" through observation. Self organising principle is what we're working with, but obviously NG failed to grasp that and so only preached the limited model of psychological transformation in a vacuum. Yeah everything goes through the conscious mind because it's observed but it's not the prime cause, the underlying substructure is the cause that literally "unfolds" INTO psychological experience is the fundamental elemental composition of "states of consciousness". This is why it all works, or not.

So the example of the person manifesting the SP is simply that the moment they imagine being with them now (even if they're not comfortable but the intent for that and the desire is present) then they will feel compelled, one way or another, to satisfy that desire by being led through the bridge which IS the self organising process unfolding to automatically manifest the necessary experiences to transform and allow you to feel through them "so I can be myself" and have the person because those experiences thematically provide the current that was "missing" the moment you imagined before and felt unworthy. This is WHY the bridge exists and why "instant" manifestations CAN happen, or not. The more supply you have for something (more vitality/sense of self/thematic resonance with correct self) then the more natural you'll feel without contrast barriers of false expectations that feel unsafe to be yourself. You're being led through a series of experiences to "satisfy" the desire by providing what's necessary in transformation to lead to BEING the person.

Trusting intuitive impulse is arguably the biggest muscle you can build, because doing it anyway, whatever it is you feel compelled to do and being in rhythm with that "pulling" sensation (I feel it like a rope literally pulling me towards a certain direction metaphysically speaking) and the way you can build this is simply to DO IT ANYWAY and LEARN through the REALITY OF EXPERIENCE that "ahhhh that wasn't so bad after all I can be myself and it's ok" ESPECAILLY if you felt aversion before DOING it for real. That's how you BECOME someone and build normalisation for thematic resonance to the desired state. Use common sense and you'll see everybody in the world doing this all the time, though this has been interpreted by neuroscience as brain functions when it's all metaphysical and they're just observing ONE level of how that invisible structure makes itself known to us which we can trace back through thematic understanding of metaphysics and alchemy to understand the nature of what that invisible current represents. This is why Florence Shinn told the woman to bless the third party and she manifested the man soon after. According to the law of assumption this contrasts what's being presented as "assumptions" would be that she's blessing the man who's the 3P and yet that was the exact pressure she needed to go through to transform the themes that she wasn't allowing herself to accept. By blessing the 3P she satisfied her desire by providing herself the love and compassion she was unable to accept from unconscious surrounding conditions. Florence must've known the woman was uncomfortable in this way and that's why she gave this method to manifest the SP to her which was successful. I've also had SO MANY stories from clients and in my own life about them having random thoughts about "I haven't heard from ____ person in a while" and out of months or years of no contact they get FLOODED with contact from people like that DESPITE THE ASSUIMPTION BEING OPPOSITE OF HAVING ("haven't heard") which only proves my point about how the exact thought doesn't matter at all. I've manifested IMPOSSIBLE things personally with literally fleeting thoughts that I had no care for, and the reason why is because THEY CAME THROUGH ME BECAUSE I HAD THE THEAMTIC CURRENTS MANIFESTING THOSE THOUGHTS IN ABUNDANT UNCONSCIOUS SUPPLY! They unfolded unconsciously and this is why random fleeting thoughts can also manifest big things because of the spill over effect if we'd call it that where the conscious mind swimming in these currents "recognises" this and so the psychological manifestation corresponds to WHAT WAS ALREADY HAPPENING ANYWAY. It was ALREADY unfolding and you just intuited it, which is what I said in my last video that so many people didn't like because they don't get how this works. It's extremely complex and yet also super simple when you have enough examples to see the mechanics that took me over a decade to understand.

So now you know what I mean. THE LAW OF ASSUMPTION DOESN'T WORK! I hope I made that clear. Reality Synthesis DOES and I just explained how and why and what you can do to manifest what you desire without the mind magic nonsense that NG preached.

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