Aetheraeon Notebook 20

Imagination IS the thematic components of consciousness, I'll argue. I still don't have a full case to make on that but this is the sense I'm getting and I know that if I trust that I will be proven correct. It's happened over and over for years. The imagination, not imaginal senses, is what manifests, because that's the psychological aspect of how thematic elements are made consciousness and move through us in the imaginal senses and also why observation moves them. The point of inflow, the point of compression and self recursion is your centripetal vortical null point that "squeezes" energy into a format that can be read by the unfolded thematic receptors.

Imagination effectively represents all those receptors that you have access to, which I've also theorised can be expanded to include MORE receptors than we currently have through the inner alchemical transformation by dissolving the bars on the soul cage the alchemist talks about to unlock actual seeming God like power, granted to us of course by whatever supply we're sourcing. So in theory I believe this is possible through the "self remembering" idea and that stabilising that is like cultivating the deepest degree of what gazing touches onto to open up the greater conjugation to occur. Holding that and becoming more familiar with that sensation of looking inside yourself through gazing is how you can begin to "break the barrier" down and dissolve the limits on what receptors you'll have access to and can tap supply from. Does this prevent a child of God from inheriting the kingdom? I don't know, but I'd assume not considering God made a promise to us as we are made in his image and it's stated over and over and over that if you're BORN from above then you're already inheriting the kingdom of God, which is once again why Christ said that the kingdom of God is within us. Goddard will say hat it's imagination but I've gone over why that can't be the case, and the alchemist never said that Christ or God or anything related to God IS imagination. The alchemist never even places importance on imagination, because he's all about allowing what's there to self organise and purify itself through simply observing it, which is basically what every tradition of inner alchemy teaches. This whole imagination creates reality idea is utterly insane and can't be proven because there's more variables than just what you consciously feed your unconscious mind.

The phenomena is real but it's not caused by imaginal senses, otherwise you'd be able to imagine yourself flying like superman and teleporting and it'll show up but that's not the case. Does that mean that my mechanics wouldn't allow you to manifest that? You technically can, though it'll require you to accept the movement that natural striving leads you through, whatever that would represent, because building the supply to be able to fly like that on demand would require some SERIOUSLY insane power. I believe that you'd need to get to the point where you're so distanced from reality in dep gazing at baseline through living the dynamic gazing life and seeing yourself in the world all the time (seeing your self recursive process and not as this "I AM" idea) which would open up those more subtle levels to be felt into and purified where the real power can be made manifest on those levels. I've had my fingertips touch on this before but it takes serious dedication to holding space to make that work. This is what the alchemist has reached at baseline, which takes many years of purification to reach. It requires purifying all the not self trash out of the way to have clear and calm waters to be able to refine further. All I know is that if you follow natural striving then what's there will unfold through you anyway, and the belief level of that will be experienced as normal to you because you're provided the currents to correspond to that belief and translate into the psychological level. It's all natural, it all follows predictable mechanics, and a "law" would have mechanics and "rules" behind it that determine causality. It's all what RS has explained. The magic happens automatically because that's what the law really IS, the infinite power of God unfolding through all that his will allows to unfold.

How else to you explain this whole process on every level?

I swear I'm done.

1/5/25

Well would you look at that it's almost half way through 2025.

Power scaling has been the subject of my mind. Thematic supply/demand, and how to use both yin and yang aspects to your advantage. If all the seeds of our satisfaction exist within already, I'll ague they'll manifest on a metaphysical level as in can take the format of what's available to manifest, like how I discussed that childhood trauma is likely built into who we are as weaknesses that inspire transformation and mutation. It seems to me that this effortless effort idea is the big principle that represents the balance and stability between yin and yang. It's like the idea that effort is relative to the degree of availability of vitality available and also to the point of comparison you're contrasting. Having influence over other peoples free will requires that you're able to effectively have comfort in all the ways that they'd be uncomfortable to be their supply, as I've said before. Lets use a different analogy though, say we're talking about a boss battle in a game or something where they have reality bending effects with the assumptive stuff. That won't impact you at all on any level if you're already in supply to provide stability to those thematics that the boss is using to effectively disable you. If you are the supply then you win. You're the stability. God grants you ability according to his will, and if you're open and able to receive that then your ability to utilise that power granted to you becomes infinite to the degree that God allows you to access it, which according to him following his own law is effectively infinite because God transcends the very concept of all things imaginable and all themes that can and will ever exist in potential. God is unimaginably powerful because he is the overarching supply in himself and is the greater process that all of his creation is integrated within. So your ability to become proportionate to that infinite supply determines the degree of influence you have, which depends on what you're willing to let go of as limits.

As I said in notebook 19 all we're doing is dropping limits, letting go of what we're not. Who are we then? NG and the non dual crowd would propose that you too are God, which obviously works in principle because you're a simulacrum but no you're not greater process due to the reasons that should be clear now, but at the same time the idea that we HAVE to be bound to a fixed trajectory still eludes me. I believe that we are bound to a fixed trajectory UNTIL we become the supply for the influences that drive that fixed trajectory and thus drive them. This isn't self exaltation in a parasitic manner but simply tapping more self respect to manifest the will of God on earth, according to his word, which of course you'll be allowed access to or not according to his will. It's always his will, but it also seems that within that will there's room for us to have expansion that we believe is us but I'm recognising that this self reflective view of what we believe is our own influence is still enabled by external supply. Get this. The idea that we have to attain more self respect comes through inputting thematic components that ring our bells and set the direction for intuitive impulse to unfold as that suggestion to unfold. That is all in potential, and our degree to which we allow and trust in that determines the degree to which we actually begin to BECOME that person, and as we BECOME we tap supply from those corresponding thematic components that the text we read brought resonant to through us. So this is why I'll argue that at least on some level that silent knowledge being fixed is only fixed to the degree that it'll be able to bring out of you what's resonant in themes. I still can't prove the exact nature of how you're going to manifest those with certainty but I can say that if it works on the inverse, where we imagine something and that imagined sensory experience corresponds to a series of themes composing that experience then it would mean that we would also be moved by the same mechanics in very specific and detailed ways, like playing notes in a song.

So where does free will fit in? It just depends on how deeply you resonate with that inner truth, because the degree to which you'll hold trust in that inner truth is the degree by which you will have access to purifying current BY GOING THROUGH WHERE IT LEADS YOU, and no on the spot instantly. Yeah you technically CAN do it on the spot but as I've said so many times that's not a reliable process to apply. Creating and holding space is far far more reliable than emotionally juicing yourself up and applying effort to will something in then just being ok with whatever comes your way, because that's closer to the dropping of importance of not self than it is anything else in an active manner. That is how real power is cultivated on a psychological level on the spot, by facing the supply that's greater than you and allowing it to exist without it causing you to waver. You're letting it move through you, because you're becoming less corporeal and bought into experience that's visceral. This is why gazing opens the potential to face higher order functions of your own field geometry and turn yourself inside out to interface with the unconscious directly. Same principle applies here, you're having a direction applied with momentum representing the natural striving towards higher order and your ability to distance from importance and accept and trust where your intuitive sense moves you is the supply made manifest.

Holding space is like being a tank that supports the team in a competitive FPS game for example, and then the effortless assumption is the glass cannon that comes in and uses high DPS to eliminate resistance. The support is the one who holds space and opens up the vulnerability to be transformed and the glass cannon which is effectively your focus of intent is what dissolves and purifies within that distanced space. These principles work together. You're both the support and the DPS at the same time, IF you can hold space for yourself to deal the damage and capture the objective.

Power comes from still waters, a still water element, and a well supplied liver meridian with that minister fire being nourishing. Heart amplifies, according to the qigong that my qigong master taught me that is. The "heart emperor" is the most powerful of all, and further refines this kidney liver current. The heart emperor "locks" and forces expression that's either going to feel like you're going to feel those compromise patterns OR the opposite where you're flowing with that effortless effort. Without stable waters none of this works, but that stability and space MUST BE BASELINE, else it's effort and liver yang will perturb the waters to try and compensate manifesting parasitic fire which is your own power being used against your heart mind locking you into self delusion. This is why effort only further destroys you and depletes space. It's a process. Going all the way and knowing when to relax and allow to feel with dynamic gazing is the magic secret to channelling this power I believe. Can't speak from experience on that but the theory seems to work. Based on when I was at my most powerful I'd say this applies, but that was still a limited expression of this potential. I'm talking about taking this to the ABSOLUTE LIMITS and showing what RS can really do when applied fully, Being heady is the issue, feeling your body and trusting intuitive sense is the magic. That allows you to let go. It's the toughest thing of all because it's exactly what keeps limits in place but it's also what opens up purification. If God and his laws are perfect then this should work. Taking this all the way makes completing worldly things like money and SP and influence seems like a joke, I'm talking about manifesting the kingdom of God on earth here and transforming the Jewish influence to be non existent and removing all that God did not create directly from the days of creation, principally and physically as the embodied representations. The cleansing of the screen of space is how scripture is unfolding as we speak, on every level, which is why it's the perfect word of God. The only true God. Not you or me, but the very power that transcends every thematic element imaginable and allows all things to exist through his will, as we exist within him and are moved by him. Why would we be bound to mortality when we have immortal capacity through accepting the gift of his spirit and not being afraid of that power. We accept, not contrast. Acceptance and being ok is how supply is aligned, not through will to deny. Though for a seed that doesn't have natural striving to accept then that denial will be their acceptance which is allowed and not forced by will.

No matter how you slice the theory up or the practical it'll always involve going through pressure which is an acceptance of your capacity to be nourished further through TRUSTING in God and where your suggestions or seeds drive intuitive sense to unfold through you as your experience. No wonder NG assumed that it was all mind, it seems to be that way practically speaking on many levels, but that's not the ultimate truth. If all disease is a manifestation of a depleted supply due to being unable to accept truth which IS resistance and burns Jing then tapping into infinite Jing means accepting fully. That's the challenge above all challenges which God arguably IS if we were to define how God would have the capacity he does to create. God being beyond all concepts of reality itself would exist outside of comparisons and thus have his own free will to create anything without contrast to cause limits. The Satanists apply this in the direction of exalting themselves above God by rejecting him as their authority, as the point of comparison, and thus they transcend the authority of God in principle according to the law, but at the same time they're still bound within creation itself and cannot exist without or outside of the structure of the law which is why mechanically speaking God allows or denies anyone as they are moved to be, for reasons we don't need to understand because that's irrelevant to our existence. The alchemist said that what's outside the barriers that are broken down in the greater conjugation is unknown to him and I believe that once you've reached such a degree of supply then God will naturally become your next challenge, which is arguably why God prohibits this type of work to gain power and that remaining meek is how you're granted power because the heart is pure and desires nothing of Satanic nature, a self exalting nature. This is why in the scriptures those who lift up their hearts are always cursed by God because this goes against the nature of how his people were created through the impure temptation of Satanic influence warping natural striving built into them and provide a challenge of contrast. These opportunities to gain influence and have your heart lifted up is why the world sucks today, and why vitality and resources and access to influence is hoarded by a few Jewish families who know this and are built to take that all the way by their nature. God allows this and because he is pre-cognisant of all that will unfold because it's his will then he wrote the scriptures and revealed to us both the mechanics metaphysically and on top of that the way that it will physically manifest then we can assuredly prove that the idea of mind magic by NG is a false doctrine that's been fully refuted, time and time again.

Being the supply by accepting you are that person and going through the pressure with clarity and stability is how you manifest everything. I think that's been fully proven at this point.

Laugh in the face of challenge, just like God does to those who are born of flesh.

I just manifested a miracle. I won't go into what happened but I recognise why it happened.

I've just lost so much stuff but I know where it's leading me.

As if on queue I get a big manifestation unfold. I know exactly what it was because I was so in tune with intuitive sense and had space to feel through it. It's like everything is telling me to not talk about this on tube. Tomorrow morning is the big day for Reality Synthesis.

2/5/25

Man time is flyyyying.

I had some insane manifestations show up yesterday, good and "bad" and I understand exactly why. It's because of all the dynamic gazing I've been doing in touching into core themes and allowing myself to feel what's needed without distracting from it (I've spent about 2-3h or so each day in moderate depth gazing) while I've also been refining the sense of connection to these other senses. The intuitive sense that comes from the body spontaneously to make decisions (like the spleen in HD but I'll still say it's more than that) and also the "letting go" muscle is what I've been building too. This surrendering muscle, the letting go feeling is VERY different from needless emotional highs that come from the people that think that hyping themselves up is "the feeling" because it seems that NG is referring to the feeling of being TOTALLY vulnerable as the feeling under this context. Vulnerability is this other sense that goes hand in hand with distance, when then applied to a direction.

To do targeted letting go work is to do distance through gazing or whatever other way, do intuitive sense of self targeting with knowing what's resonant through body response, and targeting this letting go sense to "allow" and "trust" that this intuitive sense of direction you're being moved in that's correct for you is safe. Letting go seems to be fully about the saturation of vulnerability in your being which is probably why NG says that it can feel like you're exploding, which seems to be in my experience at least a way to trigger that kidney yang rising up to touch the heart qi and conjugate. With that in mind I'll say that the kidney yang that rises represents the intuitive impulse, because it's a spontaneous flare up of current letting you know something important and then on top of that you've got the heart qi that it's touching which seems to hold the thematic template for the state which is felt on the deeper level and that's also where I believe the "letting go" muscle is built and experienced based on my brief experimenting. The distance is cultivated through still waters to steady the circulating currents, relaxation pretty much as well as having the deeper implication of being able to "see through" feelings for what they are on the incorporeal level if we'd say that. You're making space to be able to process things, and that requires waters to be stilled which is why they mostly go hand in hand and can't really be separated because when you're active and bought into experiences the distance is often very small and the thing that brings you out of that is intuitive impulse with contrast that's like the spontaneous slap in the face to "wake up in the dream" and pay attention so to say. It seems all these different senses play off each other and balance each other dynamically. The satiation of desire is entirely about the conjugation of the drive from the kidney fire to the heart which holds the templates of the arrangement of the themes in the seed that nourishing current moves through and if it's clear then it'll be purified by default which means you'll have effortless assumption without any intense feelings because nothing was let go, or in this case burned out, because that's really what's happening. it seems to me that the letting go muscle is almost like a VERY deep reaching into the kidney fire and moving it through your body which is why I believe NG used the breathing method for a time, because it's moving qi through you. Lung descends and kidney raises, and if lung and kidney aren't in unison then your breathing will be off and if your heart and kidney aren't in balance then the conjugation can't occur either, at least not without refinement to those currents. I had both, and I believe these can be separately felt when you're really distanced and breathing.

So this leads to my idea. Since we know that the body will always be leading you to let go through experiences in the world that challenge your current sense of self ("end" state being the target to refine what's not self and open up what's already there for nourishment and unfolding) through intuitive impulse spontaneously which is basically true self being "licked' by the kidney fire from below and why it's spontaneous, take that idea and then deliberately raise the fire to go through all that transformation in a "held" fire to raise that current as I said in old entries and basically force the conjugation through this "letting go" sense. This is why I say the letting go sense is DIRECTLY targeted at the kidney fire EXCEPT it's felt in the heart as the impact, though you feel qi moving through the whole body as the fire blazes and basically moves things which is why heart rate can increase when doing this and it can feel intense. You're force cleaning your circuits, except it's in a "letting go" way so metaphysically speaking it's not effort in that sense because it's using what's available (which is why this is still unreliable and should work hand in hand with practical RS in applying yourself practically speaking) to break down the crystallised not self stuff that represents what you're holding onto and so this "letting go" sense is simply the practise of blazing up nourishing current from the depths of the water element. That's at least what I've come to recognise. Could be wrong but it makes sense considering everything I've been talking about here over the last few pages especially from the TCM level. This is why the NG SATS method can work and why those who do this properly technically aren't actually needlessly stimulating and thus causing peak dip cycles of suffering that nobody wants. What they're doing isn't this process, it's actually the opposite and is further anchoring in the resistance as we've explained.

NG never seemed to be able to explain the difference between how these different "levels" of this work, but as I said imagination and imaginal senses are very different and the imagination I'd argue ARE the currents that exist AS us, and if the currents are emanations unfolding of God as we are made in his image then perhaps this is what he means. We may never know. You know the more recent studies I've done into NG have revealed more possible truth in his work actually when put under this context I'm talking about here, but once again there's simply an interpretation that's assuming this is what he means. When he says that God is your own "wonderful human imagination" nobody would interpret that to be the principles of consciousness that you're mediating through your awareness which also represent states. It's either I've unlocked the deeper hidden meaning in what NG has said or I'm overlaying it on what he never said in principle. It's just that his work is so convoluted with changing doctrines every few years that it's difficult to ever know what he means, and his idea of the promise and all that is utterly insane and not based on any other metaphysical understanding I know of so I'm still going to call that out for being incorrect. He was trained by a Jewish Rabbi after all and denied that the "explosion in the skull" is the same thing as kundalini current which was also a very ignorant statement so it seems he was either talking on multiple levels at once and I'm decoding underlying mechanics that are invisible to most without understanding what we talk about here or as I said I'm making it up and he never said it, but personally I see correlation, as crazy as that sounds considering I've been going after him for so long on many levels. Letting go am I right.

So it seems that with all this in mind I've come to an understanding of multiple pathways to let go at once. Dynamic gazing is the most subtle way by feeling through whatever comes up automatically without targeted specificity. Gazing should be a "I'm looking into myself" kind of practise, to distance from the bought into story of reality you're in now and simply looking at what is. This is the "state akin to sleep" too which opens you up because the waters are clear, intuitive impulse can come out of this VERY fast and you can be led through purification this way reliably IF you allow it to do so and trust that impulse as the subtle sensation spontaneously to make decisions that purify and spend energy correctly leaving you in that satisfied "I can be myself" state which IS letting go the same way as the NG methods do. Same inner alchemy, same outcome, different process. NG still has it backwards by thinking that it's all psychological because this process isn't a deliberate targeting, though you can do that, and even then it'll still be a thematic unfolding and translate into sensory experience anyway so no matter what he has that idea backwards because the psychological states come OUT OF the inner alchemical currents moving through you. Then on the other side we have the NG methods that are a targeted approach to letting go. I believe that if you use both dynamic gazing to build baseline distance and awareness of intuitive impulse and then build the letting go muscle then you could probably apply dynamic gazing with this on top when feeling not self stuff and with understanding of what that feeling represents from pathway work then you've got every tool in the toolbox to transform anything on the spot. That's what you'd call "advanced" dynamic gazing I guess. Allowing completely and yielding completely, instead of simply observing from distance to gradually burn it off and be led to burn it out more intensely through the body in decisions in the world after.

No matter what you're always working with the principle of letting go of what's not self, however that's done. It's by burning off what's not self you reveal what is self. Then the NG non dual ideology comes up to say "look you're God the whole time" to which I'd say no chance you're made in the image being a simulacrum containing all the components of God but you're still under the law which means you're not God because God is outside the law and keeps the law stable, or not if he so desires. NG depersonalises God AS reality and so many buy into that because they don't know God themselves as their kinsman redeemer. That's why RS is so powerful because it's recollection on both levels, the understanding of the identity of God and our relationship to our kinsman redeemer Jesus Christ who loved his own so much that he died to remarry then (a narrative that's clearly present in the bible and yet nobody really talks about that in the metaphysical sphere) and then on top you could say the metaphysical level of that would be that as man dies on a letting go of not self level he realises who he is and thus marries with God, so this theme of recollection is present throughout. The seedline doctrine and inner alchemy doctrine all work side by side at once and both work because God allows all these different doctrines to exist for the different natures of the seed that someone is born into and thus sees truth the way they do in the bible, or not. This is once again why I still se issues with what NG says because it's saying that his level is all there is when that's just not true. It's psychological on one level of experience, and that other levels can be integrated along side that but they're also degrees of reality that are unfolding on their own levels too in parallel.

So with all this in mind what do we do? Well you know. Be yourself without compromise silly. Whatever you're born to experience is what you're here for because that's how God designed things to unfold for his glory. This is why all roads lead back to God in the end. It's just that if you're not redeemed then you're going to have a cosmology of God that's depersonalised and universal because that's the denial of him as your creator, in genetic lineage and sonship from Adam that is as his chosen covenant people. That's why the Jewish ideology exists, because they didn't write the bible and so since they're born from fornicated seed they can't see this truth in it and will do anything to warp that. This is what's manifest throughout history that can be observed on many levels. There is this point though too, and that is that since the bible is read commonly as historical truth by the church for centuries then it would make you think that potentially collective consciousness has been moved by this story to manifest Jews being the way they are today and that prophesy is our focus on that narrative being made manifest. My problem with that is that how come the other metaphysical texts haven't manifested like experiences? The odyssey for example. They're far less historically grounded, and in that sense you must wonder why. Why do no other traditions have the historical receipts that the bible has, if the bible is exclusively as metaphysical text? They're based on inner alchemy, and remembering or recollecting who you are, either as a child of the living God or not. They're all universal except the historical bible doctrine, and yet that's a CLEAR doctrine that I've pretty fully explored in the earlier pages. If there's nothing there then why is the doctrine so clear? The other texts have the same principles as the bible on a metaphysical sense (based on my understanding though I've never done a full extensive read of much of Hindu mythos as Daoist mythos and Norse mythos was my main study) and thus I cannot say for certain and prove it but common threads are common threads if they're true on all levels and can be inferred.

There's no way that a text of such insane magnitude especially back then without editorial tools like we have now could've been written over centuries and be so coherent on so many levels where coded symbolic prophesy in old testament can relate almost 1:1 to the new testament prophesies and how the storyline is complete throughout and how common threads have such consistency, as we explored. It would've implied that everybody who wrote it would've had to have understood everything about the work before and added in exactly what was needed to build out more and complete everything before it. When did they know when to stop? Why was Noah's ark so well designed with the dimensions and description given. That ship is built so well that it would've easily made it through a flood event. Jesus Christ our kinsman redeemer said there

It's really a text that works on both levels. Even if other traditions that mention flood myths that doesn't mean it's coming from the same source, because we know that the other traditions have metaphysical truths but not the complete truth. The bible has it all.

I believe that the movement of qi answers a lot of questions about how states are experienced. It seems that qi is really what "current" IS (dielectric field as Eric Dollard actually said decades ago that I didn't honestly believe) and that the channels that current moves through is what manifest as the themes, the field geometry in the arrangement that's proportionate is how that works. Kidney and heart qi must communicate. Kidney qi must be strong enough to be able to "hold" the fire and clear out the trash for the NG conjugation to occur, which is why most people can't do it and so they manifest through the unfolding in the world by letting go through embodied experience. Same process right, it's just gradual. With this in mind, as I've really always said, vitality OPENS UP things, but going all the way in following intuitive impulse leads you to being able to then cultivate the current that can accelerate the internal letting go vs the external self driven one. This is why I say that those who have functional nervous system and endocrine health manifest easier, they just feel more confident and self respecting because they have more energy available, and that's what corresponds to their external process of applying that energy into transforming in the world. NG came to those types in his day who were more nourished than we are today generally and it worked more reliably for them. It's all clear as day. Both levels work the same depending on what access you have to nourishing current, and that going all the way will always "make it happen" because you're utilising the core principles that represent going THROUGH the letting go stuff.

The gazing and being able to distance WHILE HAVING VITLALITY AVAILABLE in my opinion has been the MOST powerful part of cultivation, not really the NG stuff but being able to settle that current and allow it to simply condense deeper into me as I feel through the peak to WANT to stimulate but that I accept that the correct me doesn't actually NEED to buy into any need to manifest with it and so I allow that higher order spill over effect to happen which feels incredible. Understand that the WANT to reach pseudo satisfaction by fantasising about having the things you want from that bought into and limited sense of self that's bypassing the pressure actually PREVENTS the capacity for you to internalise that current and thus become the supply. That's what I mean by you BECOME the person who has it because you literally allowed yourself to internalise the same thematic currents that are trying to come out of you in a pseudo satisfying manner but when you do dynamic gazing you can sink and settle those currents and feel through them from distance and accept that they're there and seeking expression but that you're ok with it. This doesn't lead to frustration but satisfaction on a different level, because you've actually integrated available current to clear out not self stuff that was leading you into effectively discharging the pressure in meaningless and unfulfilling ways when compared to the correct sense of self underlying that. This is why dynamic gazing in itself can be a complete practise because that energy that will naturally come up when you're living correctly to be integrated without being dissolved to reduce the pressure to compromise and reach pseudo satisfaction that so many believe IS manifesting but it's not. Those fools will never figure it out. This is how you cultivate vitality and true power. All of these 3 methods are valid in their own ways and if you learn to work with them dynamically when needed through experiencing them then you'll figure out how to master manifestation.

That's the highest level of RS practical application based on the 3 degrees of alignment process.

I manifested a free meal that was very specific. I said "I wish I had some noodles" and then I ended up going out for dinner and didn't pay a cent. Notice how I never tried to "go to the end". The end stuff is ALL about sense of self work. This proves that.

I also manifested physical appearance change on my SP, though not on myself unfortunately. She's telling me how she noticed the changes, things that should be impossible because I didn't "lift a finger to make it happen" and it was really what I affirmed non stop ages ago coming through now. I believe this manifested because I accepted something I wasn't letting go of before. This once again proves my point about how manifestation is a combination of factors. The affirmations were just built up pressure that I was holding onto that "instantly" showed up when I released it. If I can change her physical structure to be different then it implies to me that she must've started viewing herself this way unconsciously and noticed it consciously as it came through her, because from how I understand it she only noticed it when it had already changed she never intended it before. I provided a foundation for that thematic composition and on top of that she was accepting of how I was viewing her because I was in the position of influence through letting go. I didn't control her but I had an influence on how she perceived me and because of my reflection to her it made her feel that I "expected" this of her, unless she somehow gained an affinity for this, which she does say she likes so. I don't know to be honest but I need to test this on myself. Perhaps fully clear up my skin stuff for good because I never got it to fully get lost to the point of being "glass" type skin. I have always had this part of me that's held onto a certain degree of value when it comes to appearance and I believe that it manifested through anger and frustration at conforming to the views my parents had of my appearance many years ago. I've not done extensive pathway work on this yet but I've felt bits of this in the past that I can recall. Letting go manifests desires because the desires are already done, because they're correct arrangements of thematic composition representing the belief based translation.

I believe that Qi is required in abundance to manifest appearance and structural shifts IF substance is also in sufficient supply. My SP must've had good supply of nourishment for this to work if we look at it mechanically, unless she sourced from me, though the supply I tap into is infinite to the degree that I'm accepting of what God allows me access to. So manifesting actual appearance change personally requires me to let go of thematic elements that are compromising my ability to move substance with Qi. I've noticed Qi is one of the things I've always been depleted on, at least after I left school it seems. I also notice that being alone for extended times seems to deplete Qi, and I believe that the body has affinity for other people who it enjoys being around which has been proven pretty clearly in how bonding hormones work in repairing tissues. That's just one level of what would seem to relate to kidney Qi, because in TCM abundance of kidney Qi and Jing means you can reverse age, and even if you've taken tons and tons of Jing supps but have depletion of Qi itself you'll never be able to utilise that Jing to unfold into the substances that Qi can move with like blood transformed in the heart. Heart and kidney in my opinion are where all the emotional related magic happens, and lung actually, unless we're talking about liver holding anger and stuff but I don't find that very common in case studies. Often times it's heart that's warped and lung has a bind on the sadness that people believe is in the heart but it's actually in the lung.

3/5/25

There's important thresholds that must be reached to impact spill over effects. Every time I go to want to talk on cam I have some circumstance get in my way. No joke.

I honestly can't say I'm sure about this but I can begin to see more of my internal themes manifesting in the world around me on larger scales, going back through history too and my timeline of discovery (I kept a log of every piece of data I went through from around late 2016 when I got into geoengineering till now so I knew what I was studying and when) and there seems to be correlations. I swear dynamic gazing has revealed more to me than dedicated pathway work has in the past. These methods all play off each other and benefit each other. It's all coming together. The big issue I have with the idea that it's all self is obviously how and why children experience things they can't comprehend, and the possible answer to this is actually thematic translation in a dynamic manner based on the fixed functions that you're born into. Effectively this is the will of God, and yet at the same time it can technically also work on a non dual perspective too, though it's a stretch. There's no known mechanisms that I'm aware of that would explain this dynamic nature of how children can translate inner "felt" experiences that they buy into before they're even really born into a sensory level one without there already being a setup for that to happen, even if it's unconscious. This is why I say non dualism can't work, because it doesn't explain everything, because if it's all self then there's no way that a child who's born with genetic issues can even conceive of such an assumption, though we know that assumptions unfold through themes that translate into sensory level perceptions, so it means that the elements from a TCM view must've been disrupted at the foundation which unfolded into what the child was born into. How else could it work? Non dual perspective requires a self limiting mechanism built into your field geometry, and according to NG when you die you don't realise you died at all, and yet here we all are with these experiences at birth.

I guess my question is that can it be possible that all the pre-determined outcomes that we can trace through in all the systems we've gone through here such as HD and the seedline bible doctrine which has clear and still currently real historical significance as well as explanations for how thematic supply/demand works with roles and such with regards to HD and any other systems like it, can this be explained as finding a "logical" type explanation and system to validate a mechanical view of reality? Like is RS a manifestation of my view of reality? Thing is we've found clear metaphysical ties to all this stuff, and the alchemist has made it clearly known to me that we're simply puppets on strings being moved by what's more powerful than us and that suffering is denying where that's moving you through intuitive impulse where your alignment and satisfaction is by spending your vitality correctly and thus it doesn't deplete. Both work together in the container model that I've explained in prior posts, and how there can be a "personality" God (as someone in the RS DC chat put it) with his own will and power to manifest anything and yet within that container to our experience it can be viewed as non dual. How would you ever be able to say otherwise? It's impossible really, which is why I said that the most coherent way of explaining how this all works is by seeing how both can coexist at once within each other.

Being born with jaundice (liver heat and or dampness indication) can probably prove that I'd have to face this limitation in the world, and because I was born with this weakness, among many others, that was the manifestation of possibly carry-over from previous iterations if you want to take it down the emanation route. Replenish the earth right. So being born with deficiency/excess thematically speaking effective provided a pathway for the sensory level translation of that to be made manifest most discreetly, and that would most often then show up through childhood experiences because that's when it's able to unfold through you and this would explain possibly why you manifest things you can't conceive of. It still doesn't explain WHY you're born with that limitation on you, but it explains how you unfold experiences that can't be explained with infantile logic. It's already there, just as it's already within us, which only further proves that there's determinism in play here, and yet it seems we are able to have free will, but that's from our view of the greater will of God and not from the view of God as the body but from the cell in the body. This is why I don't see how no duality works in a vacuum, they both seem to have basis in experience on multiple levels and almost confirm the impact of the other. Within the body there's a non duality, and outside the body there's a fixed point that's unfolding everything that the points within the body believe they're controlling but can't actually see that they're being controlled without them realising it, because alignment feels natural and normal and like they're being in control when they're really being influenced and driven.

Feels like the answer to this question that you accept is the one that feels light to you, and to just accept it and drop all the trash around it. If non dual reality makes you feel more correct then have fun. Vessels created for what they're created for.

I believe also that NG did say in one of his lectures about seeds and how the states we embody are actually determined by hunger, and that this hunger is effectively primordial hunger. That would relate to how seeds are pre-determined. As I said yesterday this seems to be unlocking an interpretation of NG that actually relates exactly to what I've been saying about pre-determined reality, and that God moves all of us through our natural striving, AKA the hunger we feel and the self organising intelligence built into the mechanics of alchemy to mediate us through that. Thing is NG sees God as YOU, as in "fragments" I think he used the term, like the idea that God is IN each of us (in the literal skull he says) which he actually is because we are within God (process within process) but yet ARE WE God at basis. You see NG says there's a transformation where limited self becomes God to expand God without loss of identity. This to me implies that if he says God is imagination (all the components that make up our simulacrum) then an expansion of God would mean that we're gaining access to more receptors (think human design gates that manifest as various themes of experience along lines of trajectory) and that it's not that God NEEDS to expand because he's already perfect (that's my doctrine not what he says, NG says God "expands" by experience of limitation which is correct from an alchemical pressure level) but that we being simulacrums of God made in his image can in that expansion experience more of the body of God, and thus how duality can also make sense on this level when you understand that the body we experience IS the "law" which we view and experience from a seeming non dual perspective. It works both ways.

In some ways I actually believe that this non dual thing doesn't even exist, but the wording makes it seem like it's something it's not. The doctrine of non duality is actually compatible with this if we consider God to be the supply of body by which we are integrated within, and thus self remembering is remembering him as us, or really how we're inside God. The non dual guys basically have it so that God doesn't have a separate will, supposedly, and yet obviously there's a will outside of our perspective from within the body of God. How can that be a non dual reality then if we're born into experiences which we as corporeal consciousness didn't consciously decide for as children or whatever? This in effect literally IS a dualistic cosmology, be it a personal God or not. There's still an outside influence determining how you're born that you as the lost and forgotten simulacrum must recollect, which seedline doctrine ALSO teaches as I explained. Understanding your relationship to our kinsman redeemer on a physical level is the same thing, it's literally the same core doctrine of recollection of you being a simulacrum and thus effectively interface with God through observation of those themes which IS imagination, and the imaginal senses being one way of targeting those thematic sensations which are what hold manifesting value. The real difference between seedline recollection vs non dual recollection is recollecting self AS God that you forgot yourself to be in principle and not as a creation of being separate in identification. Both doctrines still work with the same underlying mechanics, but one is a personal God and the other is a God that's not personal. This is my point. No matter how you approach recollection it's remembering divine nature, be if that you're chosen by God's will consciously or that you ARE God's will forgotten. That's the difference. Personal will vs externally imposed will that you're moved by. Both result in the same experience it seems and work on both levels at once mechanically speaking. The NG view is that you're controlling it all without realising it and that realising it is the point of manifesting and we know now that going through pressure and accepting your proportionate pathway is the way it works to manifest, at least in satisfying manners. So NG is telling us that in order to realise that we're god that we experience ourselves as imagination (which IS the themes unfolding through the subconscious (unconscious made conscious and thus why it's psychological) and not the imaginal senses) where the imaginal senses are the interface to mediate thematic current (imagination/metaphysical receptors of consciousness) AS God who is the infinite supply that being correct recollects you as in living your desires, or in this case letting go of desire/pressure by satisfying it. This I believe is also why NG says that the whole point of this is expansion and that the satiation of hunger/desire/pressure to be is how that alchemical transformation of letting go of what you're not represents, which IS "recollection" from the non dual perspective. Makes sense on every level really if we're honest, his language is terrible to explain this and I had to decode most of the terms he uses in mechanical context to actually understand it.

Arguably he's teaching "letting go" without saying it. Satiation of desire has nothing to do with mentalism though, or mind magic, or what pretty much everybody in LOA nowadays teaches. Body intelligence is the big part he failed to explain properly and is why his teachings don't work reliably because imagination and the imaginal senses are NOT the same thing. The feeling that he spoke about is really where truth comes through you, and that intuitive sense is the "resonance" that your body lets you know that's correct or not. This is why I'm at a crossroads of development, because while I've been able to dismantle the mentalism ideology that NG seems to preach, considering that he calls the bible a psychological drama and says that these are "states of consciousness" and that "imagination is god" and that "the whole world is you pushed out" and that we're "mechanised dolls", these statements are ALL TRUE but under the mentalism context they can't be because the mechanics of being born into a body filled with disease and such for example cannot be explained or anything about this can be explained. He was asked this question actually and he said "God suffers" as the answer which is a cop out excuse. The real answer I believe is what I presented above. We've got built in limits that are designed to open up our potential through mastery of those limits and letting go of them IS the expansion that NG talks about. This IS the recollection by becoming more of yourself, and arguably since self seems to be a theamtic sequence that's arranged perfectly for your field geometry to be able to attain effectively infinite power then it would mean that YOU are energy, God, which can also be a personal or external God, in the sense of will at least, though still in the non dual sense you put limits on yourself and forgot so that you can expand. Seedline doctrine says that God is already perfect in his ways and that all of our experiences are for his glory which can also be interpreted to be to reveal his power as our correct expression recollecting his truth in us, or really through us in how he designed us according to his will. Notice how they both work on different levels and yet touch into the same themes that are core to how RS works mechanically.

This is my dilemma. There's history that we know to be discreet, and that based on your lineage according to seedline doctrine you'll have affinity for different pathways of experience as your supply and so we could say that those who can see seedline doctrine have been chosen to see it, as they're recollecting another meaning out of the metaphysical codes in the bible which is consistent with history going way back as we've explored. The Jewish question being one of the biggest ones, because factually speaking based on the data that we know the Jewish culture did not come from the chosen lineage of Hebrews but that the Europeans were those people who forgot who they are, hence why I've said that the bible being a holographic text has correct doctrines on both levels that both work with what they explore. Both metaphysical because they're working with the same principles but studying them on different levels. This is once again why no matter what you follow you're going to reach "recollection" that's CORRECT for you, because as it says that's what you're fit for experiencing. You see in the bible what you need to see for your truth, unless we're talking about physical universalism which I don't see any coherent doctrine for which was warped seedline doctrine but whatever. We basically established that God is a hardcore "racist" considering that from start to finish there was only one people who he worked through to bring divine order onto the world he created, and that was us. Sounds like non dual doctrine again doesn't it. God moves through us, and recollecting who we are is our "awakening" to our power, which is about letting go of what's not self, and under seedline doctrine that's cultural degeneracy which manifests abundance on earth physically speaking. Multicultural civilisations just don't work together, there's no examples of this ever being the case and in fact every tyrannical power structure on earth that's ever ruled used immigration of heathen people into covenant peoples nations as a way of demoralising and breaking down that culture, which of course the bible also says that God will use floods of people against those who sin which is referencing immigration of course. I never did a deep study on that using every scripture I know but there's about 8 chapters where this relates in the bible.

So with this in mind, how can non dual doctrine work the way it's claimed to where you're God and can effectively manifest anything (which you've only got desire for what you have it for because that's specifically what you're designed here to experience be it "good" or "bad") then you must wonder why the history of humanity has been what it's been that's so consistent with seedline doctrine. It can't be either one in a vacuum. It just can't, because they both relate to the same core principles. I don't agree with standard Christian doctrine and neither did NG, for obvious reasons, but at the same time how can seedline doctrine be denied either considering the relationships that it has in the metaphysical nature of scripture which is also written in physical literal terms too. How do you reconcile these doctrines? I believe it's as I said, you simply get what you need out of the bible, which seedline doctrine says is how it works anyway. Vessels fit for destruction or not. The ideology you serve depends on your design, hence why there's so much Jewish supremacy in this world that's so insanely obvious and yet nothing ever gets done to change it. Different view perspectives on the same will of God playing out enables multiple cosmologies to exist within his creation at once, and this is of course all for his glory, and for our recollection at the same time.

Seedline doctrine works hand in hand with non dual doctrine, and even whatever you'd call the alchemists interpretation that sounds far more technically correct than what NG speaks of. With that in mind, and considering that the chosen seed are already saved, then you must accept the fact that God allows all of these contrasting doctrines to exists for his glory, to reveal his truth through recollection, depending on those who need to receive this message and for what purpose to be intelligently moved in the body of God for the perfect purpose possible that we could never conceive of. The body is the interface that God uses to move us and we can interface also with God to remember ourselves.

If reality is all correspondent to transcendental principles unfolding eternally according to God's will or under this context the influence of greater process, then wouldn't the storyline of the movie also follow this? Seedline doctrine seems to be the most accurate explanation for how the story of collective consciousness is unfolding. We can see that clearly with the major events that've happened over time. This idea that Christ preached tolerance just isn't biblical, unless Christ exists to each of us individually, but that's not what the alchemist teaches either. I don't know anyone who teaches that, so how does this universalist Christ work? Christ is saviour, kinsman redeemer under seedline doctrine and the NG interpretation he is imagination apparently. Faith in him saves. There's actually no clear doctrine that says faith is how we're saved either that I know of, and to me it's clear that all of Israel who are chosen are saved and nobody else. In that case how do these seemingly conflicting ideas play out? Well you really can't prove non duality because manifestation works in a dualistic universe too. The fact is that there's no definitive proof for a non dual reality outside of the subjective doctrine of NG and the likes. Alchemist preaches a collective consciousness exists and we're navigating it, though he says that all is moving towards higher order. he's a universalist too. He's demonstrated actual superhuman ability and has taught me much about alchemy that nobody else has even scratched the surface of. He has understanding of that cosmology to the degree that I do to the subjects of RS, and perhaps more. No matter what though, I don't see what he teaches as the ultimate truth because there's contrasting doctrines that work too, which have historical basis as well so there's weight here. How far does this go? I don't know.

What we can prove is that God works through the mechanics that RS has explained. God moves through us and we are created for his glory, because we exist within his created reality. Practically speaking, every doctrine has resonance to the degree that the person asking the questions needs to hear to transform, which often times is very very little.

I'm going to do a deeper study into what the alchemist talks about in relationship to the bible. I personally believe that all these pathways we talk about, be it the NG way, or the seedline way, or the alchemists way, are all valid in their own ways and do overlap in principle which indicates that they're correct. The only biblical interpretation that doesn't work is physical universalism.

What I know is that this idea that NG preaches has too many holes in it to be a totally clear method. The idea of self reflective consciousness the way the alchemist describes it correlates VERY closely with what RS teaches, in that your interaction with the thematic components of reality itself (imagination as the simulacrum field geometry NOT the imaginal senses) actually MUST have resonance to what's then "externalised" that you experience within the world, and that's within a collective consciousness. You're not in a bubble. The alchemist teaches that other people in the world generally are at a very unconscious level where their limitations move their experiences and that your consciousness whether it's "holding onto them" in that state or not doesn't change them at all. This is what he said. This contrasts exactly what NG says, though I can understand what he means by that practically speaking because he's talking about depth of awareness and not "manipulating" people, Letting go of not self trash shifts how other people perceive you anyway because you'll respond to them differently. The alchemist teaches alignment process with true self, which is what I teach too. There's a correct trajectory and being stuck is why you feel bad, because that's as I call it the self correcting mechanism to get you to start paying attention to your supply.

I've just realised that dynamic gazing and what the alchemist taught as divine pathway work are VERY similar in nature, except with this we're not working the pathways consciously but opening them up to allowing observation and clearing. The alchemist says that simply observation of unconscious elements purifies them, which is why he says that gazing always has benefit no matter what you see or don't see or experience. You can experience literally ZERO conscious phenomena the entire time and still be impacting MASSIVE changes within the unconscious. This is why those who do it and expect magic to happen are wasting their time because it's something you commit to doing at baseline all day every day forever because this is how you refine yourself. Dynamic gazing is arguably the bread and butter of this whole process because it can be used for pretty much everything. Underlying that is the inner alchemical process that is reflected in EVERY valid method to attaining transformation. NG taught one method which IS valid, to some degrees because it's not something anyone can just pick up and master it takes a certain degree of clarity to even begin to work correctly and then even the issue becomes if the person is approaching SATS from the perspective of wanting to attain things in the world or for purifying things that they don't want to look at, because real purification is cleaning up what's not there as who you really are in fixed nature. Getting in alignment with your fixed nature is the truly correct way to complete the inner alchemical transformation. Those who use applying themselves in the world to manifest things believe it or not are ALSO doing the same thing, IF that's correct for them. Manifesting an influencer life is valid for some people, because that's how they're designed. Being the mad scientist I am is correct for me, else I'd not be here.

Being able to observe and watch and sink charge is arguably the most reliable method to process feelings in the moment without them warping you and leading you to buy into them. Remember the more you can settle the waters at baseline the more clear you'll be when activating correct currents. Affirming can seem effortless in that place because it basically comes through you, and that's when it works, not because you're making it work but because it's working before you even started affirming, and that's what nobody in that circle gets. What comes through you is what's already in supply and in stability can be anchored and satisfied through imaginal work. If there's no current in supply that's sufficient to impact those kidney and heart qi circuits then you've got no chance at feeling satisfied because that's how it comes through you. Water and fire element must conjugate. This is also surprisingly what the alchemist teaches in principle too. I learned it in quite a strange way, by reverse fingering TCM and what NG said and relating that to how it feels to be in different "states" then it revealed to me these mechanics. This is why everything works, because reality IS alchemical in nature and you can't not have it revealed to you. The infinitely intelligent design of God. The alchemist does teach non dual reality model though, which again is a valid approach. I honestly do not believe that seedline doctrine is beyond those mechanics, because it also cannot be proven technically either. Neither way can be proven until you can actually get to that level yourself in the work. I'm not even close so I can't speak from experience having been in that degree of depth.

Seedline doctrine seems to be most directly related to the stage play of collective consciousness, because it's mostly historically based. The bible isn't exclusively allegory despite what the alchemist or NG may think. If it's true on one level it must be true on all other levels too. No exceptions. This is also why seedline doctrine is valid as is non duality. We are all already saved, physically the white race is chosen for the blessings of abundance in material nature, but from a non dual reality that doesn't have much impact. The biggest thing that seedline explains is why history is why it is, and no other model of reality but RS can explain that, at least that I know of. This is why I'm going to pretty much conclude that following Jesus Christ as your kinsman redeemer if you're from ancient Israel then you're following a valid path towards conjugation of water and fire because you're following an alchemical pathway towards transformation and recollection of self. I've felt that, and others I speak to about this do too. This was how we did in the past in fact before the non dual teachings came mainstream. Grasp that. There has AWLAYS been a self recollection process involved in collective consciousness and ever since the Talmudic Jewish money got their influence in media and such then the enlightenment era took off and we now have NG preaching mentalism effectively which appears contrasting to what seedline doctrine promotes and yet it's not. A TRUE Christian would understand this and recognise that the stage play act that the waters (people) are involved with follows biblical prophesy and isn't just a construct of someone's imagination like what NG believes about how someone having a few thoughts caused ww2. Utter nonsense. That came through them if they thought it before it happened. they didn't make that unfold with their will. We don't control history and rewrite it in actuality, we only can change the lens that it's viewed by and thus see different events unfolding in the same observed experience. It's like how view orientation in HD works, different roles see different things in the same physical situation.

The alchemist teaches there's a template that's a resonant field geometry alchemically and metaphysically representing the trajectory you're here to walk that's providing your supply of vitality. What this is is the same thing that I walk about with how natural striving in the body with how you feel about things is how we interface with that on a common level that everybody has access to if they're able to listen to it. Intuitive impulse is working the same process as inner alchemy and that's my unique discovery I believe because I've never heard anyone else talk about this. If the entire process as NG says is about "satiation of hunger" then it's really about conjugating who we are on a lesser level with that which is on the principle level and greater in supply than the lesser one by aligning and LITERALLY BECOMING THE EMBODIMENT OF WHAT THOSE THEMES REPRESENT ON ALL LEVELS! That means we think according to how those themes that are resonant representing the fixed lines of trajectory which hold our supply by being on them and we are moved naturally to be that person too and act accordingly without contrast because we've let go of who we're not and that IS the satiation of hunger. The satiation is the BEING ON THE RIGHT PATH, else what the alchemist calls "divine discontent" kicks in and he says that's literally the exact same thing as what I call the self correcting mechanism. Desire, the pressure to be someone who you're resonant to, or not, is discontent because you're not ON the path lapping up that vitality and nourishing yourself. This is why breaking boxes physically also works this way, because you're working the elements as well and that feeds into the psychological side. DO YOU SEE THE METAPHYSICAL CORRESPONDENCE? It's on EVERY level imaginable that's related and there's no one way because they're all working towards the same goal. Alignment with divine proportionality, as I wrote about like 5 years ago. Process within process. That's how I came to this understanding at my basis, before I even understood the alchemical stuff really because most of my early alchemical studies had next to no deeper understanding despite having contact with the alchemist back in 2018 I just wasn't ready to understand it. God and his glory are the same thing as what this process of moving towards higher order on all levels represents too. Following seedline doctrine and Jesus Christ as our kinsman redeemer works the same principle, the lesser being humbled and broken down by the greater, as I wrote down before in my study. Prayer and confessing sins is a letting go process. That's why you'll hear tons of stories of people who say Christ saved their lives, even if they're not from European descent, because they're still tapping into what's correct for their design anyway even if it's not inspired through the recollection of Jesus Christ as their kinsman redeemer who you are one with and that's really why the genealogies exist as they do. It's correspondent on every level. No matter how you view things the goal is to get on your resonant trajectory.

"Another part of it is, if this is not the particular lifetime where one is supposed to succeed in the Art, it is not going to happen: It is up to one's Higher Genius. The Higher Genius is the one that determines how many incarnations one has and whether enough has been learned for what is needed to be able to complete that level—to fulfill one's capacity as a human being and evolve to the next level. The Higher Genius is the one orchestrating that. If one is not ready to complete the work all the way through to the Philosopher's Stone, one can still complete portions of the work. If one has evolved into attaining Knowledge and Conversation of the Higher Genius, then ability to ‘negotiate’ with the Higher Genius becomes possible.. Basically, it is an alignment process. There is an alignment and a surrendering of personal will, which is basically the only real use of personal will that is actually useful: To surrender it to the Higher Genius of one's own free will."

This is from the alchemist on doing this work and how we're all moved by influences greater than us and that we really have next to no free will to decide anything in this world. This is correct and what I've recognised a long time ago when I was studying the very beginnings of RS. This is why I am critical of NG, because he's clearly stated that this is about control, I quoted him on this, under correct context too. So as I said his teachings are all over the place and why it's difficult to actually understand his doctrine, because if you read between the lines about the satiation of hunger when related to the alchemical processes then it's truly there in his words about how surrender is being taught in SATS to ones correct natural striving vs this controlling idea. That's why I despise influencers so much as well, because it's all about taking away other peoples free will for them, and appeasing to the metaphysically illiterate crowds. Trying to speak sense to them about alchemy is pointless because they're moved by egoic tendencies to feel pleasure in the world and avoid responsibility of inner truth on the levels we discuss here. They can be on their paths but as the bible says if God designed you as a vessel fit for destruction then that's for his glory and purpose. God said he would allow us to have the desires we seek, and yet often times manifesting things is part of someone's greater understanding of inner alchemy and not a technical correspondence with application. God opened them up because it was time, just like how children unfold their weaknesses in childhood and get stuck in compromise false expectation and unsafe expression patterns that they didn't create consciously but were unable to process any other way. This is why I say that manifestation is NOT a mental phenomena because it simply doesn't work on every level, hence why I said "NG doesn't work" because IT DOESN'T! It works on the level it works on and that's it, it's not the whole thing. What RS teaches is the whole thing, and that's the difference.

As I was writing about the entire process is about letting go of what's not self, because all of self is there in capacity to be unfolded but that must be experienced and processed under correct orientation of pressure to perform the alchemical transformation necessary to unlock what psychological state that NG would then refer to. Piecing this all together has been the challenge. That's the thing.

The non dual perspective in my opinion about knowing self and recollection of God to me really means that you're gaining experience of all the themes of experience necessary to become fully individuated and thus become the supply that moves literal mountains because you're so integrated within the core nature of reality that you can manifest in realtime. That's how I view this, you're closer to God, but not "God" as in the very essence of creation itself. You integrate all the capacitive currents that we have the receptors to interface with and thus can integrate those together and transform them to become greater than the sum of the parts, which is also in seedline doctrine where we make manifest the will of God on earth which is obviously physically correct on every level too if you're submitting to natural striving. The non dual transcendental aspect really is about simply becoming alchemically aligned on all the levels that we have access to, that God allowed us to have access to and to interface with. The higher genius that the alchemist talks about is effectively what God of the bible is, except he says it's personal to you and only you and he also admits to not knowing what's beyond that, at least last time I heard him respond to that question which was many years ago. I still don't know if there's God outside of the construct that is our reality matrix or what, I don't know, I can't prove it and really for all intensive purposes it actually doesn't matter because what's unfolding will unfold anyway and we simply are here to accept and surrender to what's unfolding. HD says we're here to watch the movie, watch the movie is basically surrendering control to the design, which is natural striving, which leads you through what's necessary to transform the components of your consciousness that are going to open up the psychological aspects which will also then correspond to how the collective consciousness influence will unfold too. Manifestation works according to the will of God, not your will. The alchemist recognises this, and that's why he laughs at the idea of conscious manifestation because it's alchemically devoid of reality despite what NG taught about "controlling" reality with states of consciousness and how people are just "mechanised dolls" to pull strings through. That's what he said that I quoted so. Make up your own mind.

I'm going to teach alignment and that alignment IS control. Taking someone's free will away can be correct, not that you're doing it to them but that God is doing it through both of you together in this experience that's aligned, or not. God has all the power and gives and takes as he pleases. The alchemist has mentioned how the higher genius or God will play tricks with people deliberately to get them to pay attention, and that synchronicities are often coming from God to tell you to wake up in the dream and not about manifesting signs or whatever nonsense people put on it. I say that signs are proof that you're stuck in compromise patterns, because they're limited manifestations confirming your limited sense of self as usually they'll bring out of your this feeling of lack, and that's exactly the point of the self correcting mechanism, to force you to look at what's unconscious, the feelings. It's all about following natural striving, on whatever level you're moved through, and submitting and accepting that, and dying to it and leaving behind who you believe you are in a lesser refined format to gain access to higher order substances. That's what this work leads to in the end, greater acceptance and individuation. That's also what the qigong master taught me about what enlightenment is. He says you can have all your thoughts and feelings and still know who you are. Too true. He also makes fun of LOA and thinks it's silly childish games people play who are still stuck in their boxes and can't see their truth. That's pretty much what the alchemist thinks too. Same things. All works on every level.

I will say though, the so called Jewish mysteries aren't Jewish at all, and the alchemist has no connection to that history. Either I'm somehow missing something or he's straight up wrong on that. What I've shared here is only a faction of a percentage of the data I've been through on history of this stuff. I've got too much to talk about I'd probably have 10 notebook pages just on the history in a vacuum, at least, and on the holohoax that the alchemist still strangely buys into, along with everyone else. Why can't they see these levels if they're so aware of the overarching alchemical truth? Who knows. Maybe it's just not on their radar to see because it's unnecessary. What I know is that those insights allowed me to understand seedline doctrine and understand the duality of consciousness that we seem experience within a non dual container. It's a very complex study really but the history reveals the illusions of mind magic and reveals how we do not have influence over the literal past and what actually happened. That's up to God, if God will allow that then you can change it, but if that's not for you then you won't attain that influence. God determines all of this and submitting to God is how we attain power. This is why NG is wrong about controlling reality with thoughts (when he talks about that) and I've completely destroyed his reasoning on every level. That's dead and buried. Let's move on with new levels now there's enough said about this level.

Need to make videos, no matter who tries to take me away from this task. This last week has been insane in terms of things going wrong and right and being transformative. It's just part of the process. Dynamic gazing is a game changer. We need to out influencer the influencers. Laser focus. Water element empowerment. I swear that my recent physical limit pushing has worked wonders for my vitality lately it's wild. Don't sleep on the physical limits being there to go through too. Works on every level remember. Our kinsman redeemer manifest is the embodiment of infinity made known to the receptive capacity we have to feel his truth and be moved by his spirit which is in all of Israel.

I believe that the different “senses” of the imagination are actually activating different elements within our field geometry, which if fundamentally conscious due to being proportionately capacitive then that means you’re interfacing with degrees of God reflective within your own thematic composition, your own field geometry.

4/5/25

I'm going to explore the overlap of the NG bible interpretation and the alchemists, with what I currently understand at least. NG preaches that imagination is at least in part the higher genius, your greater yang that's driving your natural striving on the subtle level. NG never made a distinction between imagination and imaginal senses, as far as I know. This is the biggest issue with the word "imagination" being a definition for God, though he also defines imagination as "your essential being" at times too. This is correct, though without proper alchemical understanding you'll assume he's talking about the imaginal senses which is NOT the case. He IS talking about the higher genius as the driving mechanism for where you're moved, God moves us all. It's not a one way street, as in God comes through us and we are here to accept that and take that instruction and subjugate our lesser yin (unconscious mind) to accept it which is why the work involves feeling through compromise patterns and building comfort and acceptance of your individuation. Being yourself without compromise, basically.

Imagination in RS I'm going to say represents subconsciousness, as in the lesser part of the higher genius, greater yin. It's substantive in nature but has no driving mechanism, the intelligence behind how that substance unfolds through us is by greater yang or the will of God, the greater intelligence that unfolds everything and thus is orchestrating this all. When NG says that everyone is you pushed out, he's saying that the "you" is really higher genius, greater yang, which the alchemist says is personal to you exclusively and that humans are the only life form that has a personal intelligence driving us instead of a collective essence which is a quintessence like from plants or animals. The alchemist says that every form of life except humans operate like a hive mind basically, on the subtle level that is, which drives their collective operation. Humans have a personal quintessence, and that there's no hive mind movement, though since we are required to operate within the collective unconscious (arguably the subconscious/unconscious of the higher/more subtle level) then we're going to be moved intelligently AS everyone else as each higher genius is coordinated between each other. It's effectively personal from the perspective of our being but from the perspective of the higher genius it's going to involve others. Time, space, all the collective cosmology exists in greater yin, subconsciousness, which is why the alchemist says we're literally walking around INSIDE of it. Remember it's literally the foundation for how collective experience unfolds, and that all influence that we attain is just like on the lower level reflecting the greater level, meaning that as above so below implies that as we feel the reality of being ourselves here then greater yang will impregnate Mary so to say with that thematic impact and this manifests a shift in other peoples experiences IF there's alignment present to facilitate that. Remember it's not like negative beliefs are manifesting the same as aligned movement will be, because it's the self correcting mechanism that manifests these unfortunate circumstances that get you to pay attention to who you're not being.

You receive communication through collective unconscious/subconscious which is the laid out thematic template that is imagination/the lower aspect of God which through our lower yang having interaction with greater yin by overlapping lesser yin then we can effectively integrate within collective unconscious from a conscious level and drive transformation personally AND collectively as a result naturally through being ourselves.

I hope you understood what I just said then because that's insanely powerful. It's the duality manifest in the unifying emanation of God. Remember God is both the greater yin and yang (the personality/will of God that interacts with our body through the subtle sensations) as well as the lesser yin and yang that also represent God, due to us being made in his image, and the goal of this is to become individuated where the water and the fire conjugate to create something greater than the sum of their parts. How else could you glorify God and his infinite power other than being subjugated by his will? It works on every level remember. You're worshipping God by following his will and that also serves you as the lesser yang to be in his supply of vitality. The alchemist is almost 60 and looks arguably younger than I am. He's literally an immortal, there's no way you could ever attain vitality on that level to literally reverse aging than living correctly.

The higher genius is both collective through the subconscious and personal through the greater yang, and that cultivating more subconscious capacity then you're merging closer with both the collective unconscious and also your personal movement at once, which is why we sense intuitive impulse being more clear at that point. Once again we can see what I've been talking about lately with there being a collective agenda that's the will of God for the container of reality and collective history we unfold according to his will and at the same time it's also from our perspective a personal navigation through this through the self recursive circuit. Because we are self recursive circuits which contain all the thematic receptors that God unfolds through the collective we are all moved by that, and when you're manifesting specific things and "controlling" reality then it's always coming from top down as this is our supply of virility, though from our perspective it's psychological and physical biochemistry and all that stuff which we can measure to determine our degree of alignment.

Inner work from the levels that alchemist teaches is all about mastering the individual elements of our consciousness to break down those parts and purify them. Separate them out, break them down, purify them, recollect them. Sounds just like letting go doesn't it. We must have access to these fundamental components to do anything, and if we are depleted then utilising imagination will be more of a challenge. The more we can accept and allow and be ok with leaving behind who we currently are that doesn't serve us then the more you'll actually be doing the alchemical process that NG uses as SATS and such. The NG SATS IS the same as these other processes. He's teaching alchemical transformation in disguise, and my destruction of his model is from the basis that his model is alchemically inconsistent with what we know. The biggest revelation that allowed me to see through the deeper levels of what NG talks about is recognising that imagination and imaginal senses are not the same thing. He's never made that distinction, and I believe that everybody who has studied NG has failed to understand that, including myself until recently, because I can't take no for an answer until I figure it out. The mind magic stuff in this sense that NG preaches isn't actually there in his doctrine, and we were incorrect. My other points about NG and his doctrine are either still valid or that there's a deeper level. Now understand that we're not to conflate how he told us to practise this inner alchemy with the model. They're not the same, because his explanations of this aren't valid in practical terms to be honest. When Abdullah told NG that "you're already in Barbados" was probably the best way of putting this whole letting go thing. Nobody tells you how that works, and NG never did that's for sure. He used magical language like being "blissfully married" and to "work yourself up" and never made it clear that the letting go was to happen continually on every level. NG made his entire practical foundation about using imaginal senses (most of the time) to feel as though you're already the person you desire to be, which IS a letting go process, because you're accepting that who you are now isn't valuable for you to hold onto anymore. It's truly the art of dying, letting go of what you KNOW doesn't work for you. NG never told us to break boxes in the world, push limits in other ways, which SATS IS a pushing of limits else there's no satisfaction from spending energy correctly. Not this pseudo satisfaction.

I believe that we must be building the letting go muscle as I said before in order to make this work most effectively. The acceptance muscle, which I believe relates to the connection between all the elements because this metaphysical; muscle would have to overlap all the themes that are in disproportionality to be effectual. Training this I believe should firstly be applied in the world with actions that we KNOW we need to make. Building trust in intuitive impulse is ALSO a letting to process. That fundamental principle of trust and letting go and being ok and allowing and accepting and dying are ALL the same thing, and should underpin EVERY successful transformation process. Gazing allows you to move closer to where that can have impact internally, though it's not necessary but will open up the projection mechanism to interact with more subtle sensations that you'd otherwise not be able to feel. You're cleaning out not self stuff automatically by doing dynamic gazing or any other method of it really, and on top of that you're building sensitivity and unconsciously you're building trust with natural striving through that clearing out process.

Focusing on establishing connection to subconsciousness through gazing and with targeted elemental pathway work actively while holding space day to day would be the optimal method which mirrors what the alchemist teaches pretty closely. he teaches divine pathway work using specific affirmations targeted as he says to the subconscious reality, such as compassion. Compassion is a water-earth connection I believe, motherly compassion. This according to him is the most direct theme of experience that relates to subconscious structure and taps you into that directly and establishes connection where the pathway between input and output can unfold more closely, and in my opinion this manifests through the heart in the feeling of "lightness". gratitude is also on the list.

I've had modified divine pathway work the alchemist teaches with what I can say is more "oomph" that I've given out before in the past, to limited success, because it's not something you do to get something but to BECOME an embodiment of those themes in whatever format they show up in your reality through. I will use God for the placeholder name but he said to use whatever word you resonate with most in place. It was:

Praise God for my life
Praise God for my life exactly as it is
Thank God for my body world
Thank God for my body world exactly as it is
God loves me
God loves me exactly as I am

You'll notice that people with more vitality and are younger generally are people who live the embodiment of these themes. I can say that all my studies into the Jewish faith that have been the thorns in the side of basically destroyed my substance that I would've had in buffer. If it wasn't for all the other cultivation work I was doing I'd probably be in a way worse place.

Also notice that these aren't about trying to change things, or about targeting any specific desires or whatever. It's all acceptance of who you are as you are. You're going to get stuck at certain levels it seems unless you're able to feel what's necessary, and feel what's required to be aligned. Allowing yourself to feel lighter at baseline in a correct manner is part of the process, which is why I've always talked about meaningful application..

I've just realised the deeper level of things. So water and fire correspond to base elements of conscious and unconscious mind, and when you're imagining (experiencing the other senses than the 5 sense physical and or imaginal such as the intuitive sense) what you're ACTUALLY touching onto is the earth element of the subconscious mind in capacity that's resonant to the greater template that exists within greater consciousness, and that when you're touching into the subconscious using the distance you've cultivated by overlapping these base elements then you're tapping into the actual aetheric substance that's effectively touching onto a distanced CONSCIOUS state too. I hope that made sense. You're effectively experiencing a totally different reality entirely, on a different level of course, not like different timelines or whatever but a different ordered degree of the same dimension that's far more subtle. Gazing opens this up, which surprisingly NG also taught as I have referenced. So the work in this sense is USING those higher order capacities in terms of using the subtle sense to PURIFY the lesser base substances so that they can be put back together again properly. THAT I believe is a deeper level of the alchemy I've not recognised until now. I have recognised that metal (air) element in the wu xing interacts with fire in the insulting cycle, and the fire keeps metal from becoming overpowering to it. When you're interacting with air it's actually going to have an insulting impact on fire, as in it'll overpower fire meaning by shifting to the subtle senses you're overlapping the higher order substance of air over fire in the subconscious domain that's expanded through gazing to subjugate base water, which stills the waters as we've said and produces a clear and reflective layer for the overlapped fire and air to interact with the subconscious. The water simply needs to be as still as possible and the subtle senses need to be attuned to for this to work, that I believe is the deeper level of SATS.

The alchemist has said that air and earth are the higher order substances that conjugate with water and fire to enable the lesser conjugation, and in order to experience the lesser conjugation or philosophical death you need to cause enough of an overlap of the higher order substances to cause them to become one thing. This means preparing the unconscious through burning out all that's not proportionate (which is most of the work of the first level) and then also attuning to the subtle senses with gazing and other methods we've talked about like the intuitive sense by "seeing" clearly. I find that when I satisfy an area of study in one level by going all the way with it I unlock new levels, like this. Only when I hit the bottom of the barrel and get it all through me that I've got circulating that the new level unlocks, which is about pushing the limits and causing more overlap. There's parallels along side the conscious and unconscious, and how the subconscious represents the lower level of the higher nature that this is a parallel substance that exists in potential "waiting" for you to activate it. So manifesting and "planting seeds" is really about activating the potential that's already present, which is why I still criticize NG for this seed planting idea as though you're creating whatever because it's all mentalism. I believe that NG is either supporting what I'm saying here without saying it and that we're reading him wrong or he's just straight up wrong about it, because seed planting is all correspondent to your true nature being activated through deeper overlaps that activates the seeds already there in the Jing.

So the experience of imagination is experiencing I believe the higher order substance in potential through the overlap that's occurring between the stilled waters of the base unconscious and the subjugated thinking mind of the base fire to "move into" the subtle level of air and then since the waters are stable and clear then the earth can be interacted with which corresponds to the substantive aspect which anchors us into correct orientation. So how do you train this sense? Gazing obviously, as well as touching into the subtle form of your field geometry, as in spatial sense which I believe relates most closely to air. Spatial sense is when you "slip" out of your physical body, as in the subtle body becomes what you're experiencing because the thinking mind was subjugated and the waters were stilled. This is why when you're filled with resistance it's next to impossible to pull this off because the waters cannot be stilled if they're unsafe 24/7 and on top of that the subconscious aspect of earth cannot be activated because the subtle sense of distilled spatial awareness can be experienced. This goes way back to the early days of RS. Intuitive impulse and spatial sense is how I applied things way back when I was really juiced up and making magic happen on a regular basis. Dynamic gazing has taken self observation and clearing the trash to still the waters is massively powerful and I believe works hand in hand with opening up earth to being interacted with, which you don't consciously will or sense subtly it's simply opened through steadying the base waters.

The alchemist talks about the secret salt that's in the earth by separating the fire from it. I believe this is about the process I just talked about through touching into the subtle sense of the spatial sense and intuitive sense and having those become more and more baseline over time until critical flashpoint happens where the overflow of those higher order substances can unfold. The whole "shifting into parallel realities" relies on the waters being stilled clearly and the fire being moved by the air as the higher order substance of fire which interacts more directly with the subconscious. You don't NEED air for that but it's the way it should work in capacity. This means killing logic and feeling with the subtle senses. The more you're able to submit control the more control you have, because it's really just submitting control of the senses of the form over to the senses of the subtle. Deeper gazing works to clear not self stuff unconsciously and I'll say that spatial sense is how you tap into air, especially if we consider what the divine pathway work does on some levels to "shift" the air in the fire, and this causes the separation of control from the fire to open up natural experience of the air, theoretically. This relates closely with the whole dream body ideas and lucid dreaming. I know that gazing opens this up too as I actually had the alchemist tell me this ages ago when I first spoke to him live about how the sensation of me being moved up like I was watching myself from above myself is the very experience of the air element in a very subtle way. Getting more into that is getting into the "imaginal" domain, where you can move the thematic components with a more direct impact and "activate" the seeds more directly as the conscious fire has been subjugated and the waters are stilled opening up by result the subconscious state to be interacted with.

The alchemist says that sons of god is the conjunction of the higher order sulphur which is basically the "soul cage" which we are looking to dissolve. He says that when the subtle air element merges with the earth, which itself is a merging of fire and water, then you've got the sons of God which interact with the lower part of greater consciousness.

The thing I've come to understand is that above all else the letting go of what's not self is the most important and practical part of the work for those of us who aren't on the level that these higher degrees of application can open up. The imaginal senses overflow the base fire (physical senses), meaning ALL of them, not just the 5 senses, and THAT is where effective "impression" works from. It's a 2 way street though of course, goes in and out, and that's where the transformation through practical application can unfold too which is doing the same thing on a different level because you're purifying not self stuff at the same time anyway which means you'll open up the interaction with that level coming through you, likely in dreams, which I've had many times before doing this work which is why I find it so important.

My notes read that the alchemist admits that the Jesuits have influence in the world in ways that would influence collective trajectory. Isn't it interesting that the people who seem to be touched into the occult circles often have the influence on these levels, especially the Jewish ones. He admits that those people can have serious power in manifesting unrighteous things in the world, which I forgot he said and I recognise his understanding of this. He said Jesuit specifically, though it's not just them. These people are all about attaining influence over the world, and they're driven by their nature while on the higher levels of subconscious interaction which to me proves that if they're able to touch that level that they've been taught how to by others who are already there and at the same time they'd have this as their true nature else they'd end up running up against walls all the time like peak dip cycles with unconscious trash that's not cleared yet which basically prevents further refinement from unfolding. Who even knows. I mean I went over some of those orders in previous notebook pages and found some interesting stuff there that would reveal them to be morally devoid but that's the point. The alchemist has always said that you can be an enlightened being who's also very blunt with things and that doing this work won't make you a "good" person, just that you're in tune with whatever you're created to fulfil at your potential. Vessels fit for righteousness, or not. Seedline doctrine revealed that clearly to me and explains why people have different ideologies and such that they live by. Being a manifesting master doesn't mean you're a good person, as we've explained before. When you get to the highest highest level then your true nature will be fully individuated, as in you'll be standing before God in your true form without overlays of not self, be it a righteous or unrighteous. The Jewish influence in this world seems to come from those who have twisted biblical doctrine in ways that are absolutely insane and on top of that they're also manifesting this degenerate technocratic reality that's unfolding around us likely because they're designed to do that and that they have the power and influence for this to work, which is probably why their heads aren't yet claimed for bounty.

Interestingly though the alchemist does speak about "control over certain things" being attained when you've reached a level where you've attained awareness of the greater yin to a sufficient degree where the overlap has been crystallised. This to me implies that there's either a freeing from the bounds of natural striving on that level at least to some degree or that natural striving is changed in some way, since the very structure of how the water has been taken up into the subconscious which is then to be separated out and further purified, it would make you wonder if NG was correct about this control aspect the those time, and that God is allowing this to happen because it's for his purposes that we don't need to understand. I don't know to be honest. I just need to keep doing this work so I can get there. This takes me way back to the early days.

We should eradicate Jewish parasitic influence on the earth, provided God allows it. Distance from your base elements is where the magic happens. You want them gone? Cultivate space and compromise nothing. Also don't sleep on grapes. Grapes are powerful to still water. They seem to be insanely powerful. I've done tests lately with cultivation and it takes less time when you eat like 3 cups of grapes a day, specifically red ones.

5/5/25

Tapping into the subtle senses that you can't describe with words is the thing that works. Advanced and to an extent dynamic gazing basically forces this to open more if you do it. It's not something that you can really explain other than to give someone a method to apply and get them to experience it so they know what it is like. The "distance" by looking "through" the senses when advanced gazing turns the fire inside out and allows it to raise spontaneously, hence the quickenings.

The alchemist talked about how the sun harnesses the moon through the pituitary gland and that the moon in that sense represents the endocrine system. Funny I've been saying that for ages that the vitality in the body basically IS the endocrine function, which the sun harnesses. This means that if your endocrine function is whacked then there's nothing for the sun to harness. You see? I've literally been talking about the importance of this for so long.

The alchemist says that material resources being in lack is part of the process that's necessary to reveal certain things to you and that trying to escape that is part of holding onto what's ultimately not mattering to your revelations of natural striving. I had to go through living most of my life with basically ZERO real wealth of any form, nothing. I had ZERO life outside of my study at all. It was my study on reality and that's it. That's all I lived for 99% of the time. If I didn't do that then I'd not be here now with this understanding, obviously, and so basically the alchemist is saying that these period of apparent suffering (depends on how you view it and under what comparison) are often there to push us forward in our path without any escape routes. He's saying that unless you've gone through the contrast of both sides then you'll really never reach true individuation from experience in both ends. To quite a degree here we can see that those who suffer in meaningful ways towards attaining understanding of these things are going through the pressure to attain such understanding which otherwise not being present wouldn't inspire growth to the same degree. I can say with experience that this is very much the case, forcing transformation at least on that level when under immense pressure is challenging in a way that grows your awareness of these things. He also says that when you're struggling needlessly there's often a lack of progress through things that aren't in alignment where nothing works out for you.

The alchemist has made me aware of earth as the important element with Jing. Jing as in the perfect template for your theamtic unfolding exists in EARTH, according to him. In wu xing it's Water that stores, but that earth keeps water from overflowing and folding in on itself.

The template is what the alchemist says we interact with when you've turned your unconscious inside out and can experience the pure earth beyond the limited subconscious barrier that base fire and water keeps you in. The earth as capacity for complete subconscious conjugation with the elemental fire and by extension air seems to be the subtle level of imagination itself. Imagination seems to relate to earth and water, and fire is what explores that of course but keep in mind that the conscious navigation of awareness DOES NOT imply that you're exploring AS the body (format) of the proportionate form. What I mean is that just because you're having an embodied experience outside of physical experience doesn't mean it's in the level of the secret salt (perfect proportionate format for your existence in elemental form on the most subtle level) and most of the time you'd be working from the elemental fire and water to overlap the components and expand that subtle experience in processes such as gazing which takes you away from the base elements of fire and water and distance into the subtle of air and earth which is where "subconscious impression" can unfold, more so as an acceptance of who you are which is letting go of course. To experience the subtle levels you just tap into that distanced state, and to navigate that then you "move" your subtle body, with the spatial sense. This I believe is why Abdullah taught NG to quickly imagine himself in different places around him, though he never taught this in his books. It's like NG never told us how to actually go deeper with this imagination stuff and just told us this magical idea to sell books. What a joker.

The thing to understand is that there's physical, then there's capacity for overlap of those physical components. The gazing makes this overlap happen through the experience of "distance" and to a lesser degree the experience of the spatial sense. So that level is the base elements of fire and water, which corresponds to physical body and sense perception. Sense perception has degrees of subtlety, as in the normie view of reality is from fire, the one who does manifesting and gazing and spatial sense movement is someone touching on air, which overlaps fire, but since fire is the element that can overlap water then that capacity for fire to take in air and overlap that with water and it's capacity for earth then conjugates a base of higher order substances which you'll have access to at all times. So fire and water are elemental physical components which have the capacity to be transformed through overlapping each other. Overlapping fire and water through gazing is literally "viewing" the unconscious, and this "distanced" state IS the experience of subconsciousness or earth and that can also open up the movement of the subtle air through that too which usually happens spontaneously. So do you see now that this is very simply a metaphysical alchemical reality where just looking into your components which ARE the world you're walking around in and the senses that are contained inside that world (fire in the water expanding the subtle sense of earth and air) which then can have a knock on effect where the higher order level from that subtle sense can spill over into the next level of the secret salt and the mercury, or the perfect proportionate format for your thematic unfolding as greater yin and on top of that the greater yang which is the more subtle sense of air yet again.

Cultivating Qi seems to relate to the subtle sense of the spatial sense. When you're like I was and have more of a dense structure then you can't touch that perception because thematically speaking there's no potential in correspondence with your elemental makeup. You have to have sufficient qi to be able to experience the subtle air and arguably it's also required to purify the not self trash in the earth through water. If your water is unstable then earth will not be able to be sensed into and the overflow cannot happen. So you want power? Look into yourself and distance yourself from the senses of the base elements USING THEM. That's the secret to this whole gazing mechanism. Dynamic gazing is living that overlap at baseline. Living a life that's highly mentally active will slow this down I'd argue but you can always go deeper. This is really where the NG stuff works through, the overlap of the fire and the water where the air becomes your conscious capacity on the subtle level of the spatial sense (and any other imaginal sense which "activates" the themes corresponding to the necessary formats represented in the imagined experience) within the earth which is the subconscious and also corresponds to the collective as well because your earth matrix overlaps the collective unconscious too so that's how thematic supply demand works. You manifest on the earth level I believe, not water. Water being a base form of earth (water interacts with ether earth so it makes sense) needs the water to be stable for the overlap of fire and water to happen. Fire creates interacts with earth and air in TCM so that also makes sense elementally speaking) where it's that a clear link to the subtle sense of spatiality will resonate air over earth. That's where the subjugation of water happens as well as fire.

So the seedline doctrine views the physical manifestation of all these processes and elements that are moving. The metaphysical interpretation is the subtle level of that. The seedline doctrine relates mostly to base water and fire and to a degree earth and air where the deeper doctrines expand into higher order substances of the secret salt and mercury which are extracted back out of the transformed base elements that have been overlapped by earth and air. So you're taking higher order fire and fire AS the conjugated earth and air and then pulling those apart again through another overlapping of them on their level just as you did with base water and fire to separate out the purified substances of salt and mercury, All you're purifying IS the salt and the mercury and out of their interaction the sulphur of the potential for greater conjugation can unfold. Base water and fire contain the white and red air which are actually what you separate out of their containment in a temporary sense with the capacity they have to transform through earth and air. The white and red air still exists inside the elemental air of the subtle spatial sense but they've been taken into a vessel that can carry then into more subtle levels because at their base they can't do that. So base water and fire corresponding to those white and red fire relates very closely to what you're left with at the end in a format that's been transformed into a more subtle nature where before they didn't have that ability. Alchemical transformation requires overlapping of components and then their purification through being taken into a vessel that enables a subtle "breakthrough" of those base elements and then once those elements are taken into the subtle then you dismantle the carriers for those base elements and transform them in that more subtle level that before they weren't able to access, being stuck in the physical. This is why the body is necessary for this transformation and when you die then this cannot take place anymore because the components are separated. The binary nature of your physical consciousness still exists in the subtle too, it's the SAME THING except made more subtle. That's all there is to this. You're taking gross matter and transforming that into a refined and shiny form. That's it. That's all there is to this work, and manifestation being the unfolding of reality to enable this is a necessary transitory process along that. Manifestation isn't the goal, it's just what happens along the way because of the experiential correspondence to transforming under pressure. The pressure in this regard is the overlapping of fire and water or the conscious mind going through the unconscious mind and shining lights on what's unseen, or subtle. In the case of manifesting with imaginal senses or whatever other senses will be correlated to the subtle air and earth, as opposed to the fire and water, though they're fundamentally doing the same thing anyway because you'll find that manifesting through following natural striving leads you through the same overlaps anyway, just on a less subtle level we could say. It's all alchemy though, the same process of transforming under pressure.

The alchemist also says that any time you face pressure, any time you face fire that's interacting with elements greater than you are and that you stand in that and allow that to transform your elements (just like I said above with the base fire and water and how they BECOME the secret salt/self and mercury THROUGH the earth and air) then you are doing alchemy. This is why physically breaking boxes ALSO does the same thing, just on a less subtle level of course, but it's refining to water and fire which opens up more capacity for subtle transformation. Starting there is the foundation. This is what theurgic transformation is, it's facing physical boxes in the same sense of feeling pressure but that it's happening on much more subtle levels than the base elements. That's what we're doing and why I say that manifestation works on those levels too because you're interacting earth and air for the most part when you're doing what NG talks about. Thing is if your water and fire aren't stable then good luck trying to tap into the higher order more subtle elements because they're not going to be available for you in a meaningful way. You'll just be wasting time there. There's levels to this and that's what I've come to understand over the years of applying testing and studying the mechanics and cases I find. Those who work with less often get more, because of the process of overlapping consciousness, and those who are stuck on base levels who aren't working with what they've got available are wasting time. Following natural striving for the most part works with base water and fire and it works there for the function of giving you supply for what you need to open the subtle levels. It's self organising in terms of the literal embodied transforming experiences that will naturally lead you through to that level, provided you can also face that pressure.

The alchemist says the more powerful the pressure the more powerful the burn off and the more powerful the transformation. This is him confirming what I've been writing about for so long now in that if you're stuck it's because you're simply unwilling to face the fire, literally. You're unwilling to see yourself in the correct view orientation to open that up and go through it and just DO IT! You're ONLY able to manifest SATISFYING outcomes by WILLINGLY subjecting yourself to transformative pressure that's necessary to burn out what's NOT SELF, because there's no other way to do that. You're only transforming by taking away, to leave remaining what was already there, and that's the elemental components that have been transported into the subtle levels.

Keep in mind, the deeper level of this work is the same thing as facing pressure, except often time FAR more powerful where you can often times lose yourself in the pressure and be destroyed in the process, or fragmented so to say where parts of your consciousness get thrown around in places they shouldn't be. That's why the alchemist doesn't just give this info away to anyone all willy nilly and why I still don't have access to many of those protocols, and I'm fine with that really. You gain vitality through facing correctly oriented fire. It's EXACTREMELY difficult, and you'll have to go through it many many times. It's not a one and done it's a very very intense deep process of facing pressure that's so extremely powerful that you'll be shook to your very core, just as you would physically you will be in a more subtle sense, except the reality of it is more impactful. You're pretty much facing trials of purification by fire by standing before the very embodied personified elements of power standing before you and forcing you to bend your knee and humble yourself before powers of God pretty much. That's not the only context but you get the idea, you'll have to face trials that require you to feel immense pressure that you'll want to avoid and often times you won't be able to avoid it and you'll be forced to go through it and feel through that nightmare like experience and be ok with it. That's what this leads to, for anyone who's wondering what's in store after gazing reaches its peak capacity and the overlap has been completed.

What I was told is that if you have a vision of geometry or symbols or characters of some kind then you're integrating that as a form of resonance which you have affinity for. I've woken up many times and had those literal overlays where I've seen floating geometric formations and such that literally glow and shoot out rays of light and those a symbolising a theamtic component that I've attuned to. It's a sign that I've become more attuned to that format of energy pretty much, and this can happen without doing anything special other than the physical work of following natural striving. How do I know? Because I've been experimenting with this for years and have traced many of these phenomena to breaking boxes and being willing to be vulnerable and doing what natural striving leads you to do.

One of the visions I had, which I have shared with someone who's reading this now, related to the actual construct of the saturnian matrix binding the glorified light inside of it. It was symbolic of me running up against that very core theme of integrating the understanding of what that represents on all levels, or at least more levels than I did before. These are signs of breaking through barriers most of the time, even if it's not leading to any big insight it's necessary to experience for later purposes that we currently don't have understanding of.

Taking the conscious into the unconscious mind and performing transformation is FEELING THROUGH NECCESARY EXPERIENCE CONSCIOUSLY AND WILLINGLY. That is HOW you "begin" to do this work, and really is how manifesting works too in terms of burning off trash that shouldn't be there, or which was put there for purposes of transformation that's necessary for you. Grasp that THE work is experiencing pressure WILLINGLY and going THROUGH it. That IS "impression of the subconscious mind" BECAUSE it generates that level, it literally CREATES that level as a by-product of the alchemical interaction of fire and water. This is why you feel satisfied when you spend energy correctly. It works on every level. Need I say more. All the robotically affirming MORONS who are alchemically illiterate will stand on their magic hill for all eternity and never actually do the necessary work themselves, even if they appear to be big and influential. Big deal, so what. We do what we need to do, regardless of what we want or don't want. Facing the fire is the work. PERIOD! That's it. Living correctly AUTOMATICALLY MANIFESTS WHAT YOU DESIRE! Can't believe I even have to make that clear.

Look I'm just going to throw out tons of vids on this idea of "being yourself without compromise" as the most easy way of understanding this whole manifesting idea and schooling all the mind magic fools in LOA once and for all. I want to tear them all to shreds. There's power in me doing that, and likely necessary transformation that's necessary for me to reach new levels that go beyond just influence online and all that.

Interesting note, the alchemist says that the Hebrew tradition written in the bible and in kabbalah (he claims) comes from Egypt first, and then even before then it comes from ancient Sumer. My understanding of those traditions and historical basis for them say that at least the Egyptians had interactions with European peoples, and I've found data that supports some of the Pharaohs of Egypt being of Euro descent, as in Hebrew, so there's likely overlap there, and considering Egypt is referenced in the bible then it wouldn't surprise me. I am not studied on ancient Sumer sufficiently to know who was involved in that culture, though once again it wouldn't surprise me if the cultures claimed to have been involved there aren't who they say they are, but I can't prove that it's just an assumption of course.

The alchemist says that your birth conditions are set up in a dynamic way to facilitate your transformation, meaning that trauma that you experience and information you find is there for the purposes of attaining understanding of inner truth and learning to trust your intuitive impulse and also to follow methods like what I'm teaching here. Those who are younger and find this stuff, like myself, likely have already been through this and done significant work before which is why we're so tapped into this early on. It's very rare for someone who run into this knowledge and resonate with it and be younger than 15. but it seems I was one of those people. I found the alchemist when I was just turning 18 so it was interesting really considering I knew about all this stuff and yet it took me almost a decade to put it all together in a coherent manner. Most people who run into this find a system and follow what they have but I was one who seemed to have been moved to create my own system because I never fully resonated with any other systems out there, and in part that was necessary for me to accelerate the understanding of the very essence of alchemy and metaphysics through observation and taking notes on that and connecting dots on every level. My first understanding was of the Jewish influence on the world, and how it seemed to be moved in accordance with scripture as if it was pre-determined, and the alchemist also says that everything going on in the world that sucks is there for a purpose that's for the will of God and that it's all working out. Everything is in accordance with the will of God.

The alchemist also says that God will move you through any and all experiences that make available opportunities to do the deeper level work if you've been initiated into that level of things and that you'll find "reality bending around you to facilitate that work" as he says IF that's your trajectory, and this is a form of manifestation in itself unconsciously speaking. This is why I've said time and time again that the way you manifest effectively and what's satisfying FOR YOU is to BE YOURSELF which IS the work of attaining individuation where you're not suffering under false delusions of who you think you are that you're not. It's that simple.

The alchemist has said that when you feel into a thematic current you interact with the personification of that. the embodiment of it, and you begin to resonate with it and that's a "state of consciousness" to his quote which if it's of the higher nature of the greater substances then you'll have that higher order substance move THROUGH you and clear out trash that's going to open up more of a clear channel to resonate with that current at baseline., This is what manifesting is, you're interacting with thematic components that as I've said many times before are technically conscious in themselves and as you're having that format of energy move through you then it'll activate various functions of your field geometry which will be polar to resistance and move it out dynamically. This improves vitality and sense of self because you're becoming more of yourself by doing this and interacting with what's necessary. That's the magic. Manifesting abundance works on that level and every other level that corresponds. You resonate with that theme of experience by experiencing it, which doesn't have to be with the senses of course it can be a self experience and if that's correct it will be satisfying and connect you with more of yourself which IS the work. He just makes clear that expecting material abundance or love or whatever to show up magically through this doesn't mean you'll get that, because there's no guarantee that God has that planned out for you. We must be willing to bend to the will of God, and even if you go against that and manifest the person that doesn't mean you'll feel satisfied because you're spending your energy incorrectly. That's the WHOLE point. Correctly spending energy is where you gain power, and IF there's a resonance to the desire that's already within you, because it's the will of God moving through you and communicating as intrusive impulse, then you'll manifest it.

Trying to control and need things holds you back, and perhaps being ok with being on a lower level of material abundance and such is part of your process. I lived in that for most of my life until I came out with RS and I actually began to experience abundance for the first time ever in my life and it was quite a contrast for sure because all before then I'd never ever had a life outside of this work, which is probably why everything around me sucked because this work and the world agendas have next to nothing to do with each other. Accepting that and being ok with it is stability and real power. That doesn't mean accepting less than you KNOW you deserve, but it means accepting what natural striving leads you through, and being ok with whatever that opens up for you. Things you desire so badly will likely need to get lost because while they'd feel incredible to have for real they'll never satisfy your correct sense of self that's purified. You might not see that but letting go of that and being ok with it is the work that opens you up to receiving whatever you're designed for, because you're trusting what what you'll be moved through will be what's required.

He also says that the divine pathway work which opens up connection with the spatial sense as I call it also correlates to the "our father" and "hail Mary" prayer of the bible have the same raising current. I actually know what this is like and consciously feel this through a different method. It's the feeling of being "light" as in weightless and floaty almost like your whole body is being lifted up on the subtle level. I've talked about this in other notebook entries before about how I use this to gain vitality out of thin air often and when I was 17 or something I used this while running competitive cross country to place 7th out of a few hundred and I even used this when I was running laps on 400m and I legit gained so much energy in my body that I was able to sprint again and people looked at me like I was superhuman because I was almost dead from going flat out before and I overtook everybody and got 2nd or 3rd I believe. Did this ALL the time when I was also doing gazing back then periodically too and I felt immense power. I swear I'm tapped into this because I've just had this subtle impulse to do gazing and divine pathway work (targeting the current at least through applying the spatial sense which I believe does the same thing in my experience) and I was moved by God to find this before I found the alchemist who explained this stuff to me, so I've been tapped into these higher levels since I was 15, or possibly even earlier. That just goes to show that there's influence on the part of God here that's way beyond where you think you're at and that unconsciously you're being moved to see what's necessary, so long as you can accept that and move through it. I couldn't ever make this stuff up. Going through seedline doctrine seemed to be necessary for me too, which was extremely painful and I had an insane amount of tears writing out those pages and felt some insane anger that almost made me put holes in walls but it was necessary to process what's there, and this is exactly what I mean because the physical movements I was driven through facilitated the unconscious transformation of those currents in the means that worked with my greater process God is moving me through. It's all God. I have more faith in God than any man on earth.

The NG SATS is conscious ludic dream state WHICH REQUIRES DEEPER INTEGRATEION WITH WATER AND FIRE. He's making this seem so easy and simply and without that ability, or at least the ability to touch on it then you're useless in essence at doing it. The whole "you are already there" IS the technique in my eyes to loosen the spatial sense (because that's what it feels like) while in distance (opening up the water to move into earth) from methods like gazing then you're doing it. I swear that's what it feels like. Yeah you don't have to do that there's other ways because it's all alchemical and so long as you're touching the components together then it'll work but the NG SATS I believe IS a deliberate and conscious lucid dream state to facilitate deeper alchemical transformation. He's training us to do the same thing that gazing and subtle spatial sense movement does which is directional sense. I said in my feeling video that there's other senses and I've talked about it here but when you go "into" the experience while in distance then it's that you're living AS the higher level air which is the higher order container for fire instead of the fire in a vacuum. Pulling out with gazing takes you into earth instead of the body with water. Same idea, you're moving into the higher order senses, which IS a "higher state of consciousness". It's the same thing as SATS I swear. NG taught people a method of doing this, except he used "already being the person" to bring about the spatial sense realisation (if your water is stable that is) which often produces intuitive impulse and you FEEL that distance and that space and that activates those currents you're associating and "assuming" to your field geometry. I believe that's what NG SATS is about, and considering he said to use gazing in out of this world then you'll see the link. It does involve you to have already loosened subtle spatial sense to be able to "move" in the distanced state like a lucid dream because you're LITERALLY moving the "dream body" in that place and that SATS deliberately moves you into that place. There's no NEED to but that's the idea if you take it all the way. I've outlined so many examples where you can impact this level with waking consciousness too, it's just designed for this purpose specifically.

I will still say as I've always said that the way NG talks about this stuff is completely insane, like controlling people like dolls and that it's all about assuming something to be true when it's really the subtle level that has the effect which applying yourself correctly and spending energy where natural striving leads you (where God leads you) then you'll impact the same currents too anyway. I've done this many times now and others have too. Thing is expecting that to be the one and done clear it once and for all isn't often the way that works. It's cumulative. People have these fantastical expectations.

I believe the significance of 7 in revelation especially and in Daniel and other types of prophetic texts reveals more about the inner theurgy process. Now that I've decoded the seedline doctrine I can see clearly the metaphysical level in many places too. It's like coming back here again has unlocked another level of understanding. Now I have the matrix program with seedline doctrine, then I have the metaphysical doctrine about overlapping the elements and interacting with the principles of consciousness. Yet more dots connected. Scripture has so many levels.

I just read the alchemist having a dig at the idea of "entitlement" to spiritual abundance and such in LOA circles "for money" he says. He basically argues that LOA exists as a way of scamming people. He's right, 99% of them scam and don't have any actual basis in alchemy. "It's also easy for them to sell that crap because it's what people want to hear". clap clap what a true statement. He understands LOA so well. "Stop buying courses on abundance and visualising material things you want and calling it spirituality. It isn't" "These promoters are not adepts or even initiates". Boom. Straight up took a dig at LOA. It's as I've said before, NG was either ignorant or hiding information from us. People commenting people were claiming he was some magical genius are delusional morons who deserve to get schooled. NG did have MANY things backwards, and as the alchemist said it's about selling "half truths" to people to get them to buy into it. That's LOA in a nutshell. RS seeks to dissolve all the half truths and offer solutions that work on every level.

I feel like just spending most of my day in dynamic gazing and tapping the subtle senses to get to a level I've never touched on before. Considering I spend a vast majority of my day studying and talking to clients it's something that I just don't get time for. Selling courses would be my best bet, and putting all the what ifs in there and only going hard with the 30-90 day clients who are serious and have the financial backing to make it work.

The alchemist made it clear that the 8 immortals of Daoism are actually 7, and that the 8 gates are actually 7, though there's an 8th to represent the overarching container substance which is also correspondent to the 5th element of ether in the wu xing that I talk about all the time. Now we know how the elements interact. Interesting stuff that's opened up new levels to me once again. Now I know what to do with ether, because ether I believe represents the entire container of the "etheric" subtle "dimension" if you wish of the first level higher order substances of the conjugation of air and earth into fire and water with ether basically representing the "higher" level soul container for that degree of proportionality. Read the wu xing this way and you'll get it. Look at the liver functions. It stores blood and ensures equal movement of qi through the field geometry, among other things. Storing blood means it's capacitive for the unconscious or earth, which wood and earth do interact on that level so it's no surprise that the container for the saturnian structure of greater yin or the subconscious mind which we CREATE through overlapping lesser elements and creating space (by gazing into yourself for example) represents that 5th element of the dimensionality as a whole, which is also personified in us as the "Hun" intelligence. TCM has the answers. When you do advanced gazing and eventually reach the flipping inside out stage you'll come into contact with these personifications of the elements and the Hun is just one that represents the container. It might even the the "guardian" on some level at least that the alchemist talks about. I don't know but it's interesting to postulate.

6/5/25

The alchemist says that sons of God means "understanding". The idea that NG said that this represents the form you're born into is insane. Seedline doctrine says that those who are redeemed are sons of God, who are the elect of Israel and nobody else. That's the recollection, and this lines up with what the alchemist says actually. NG seems to be saying that recollection comes through experience of the mind and that "unfolds scripture in you" which is actually what's happening but there's no technical description of that outside of "satisfying hunger" which of course requires facing pressure which he NEVER talks about.

The alchemist says that running up against the "guardian" which I just call pressure, though he considers it a personification of that function of the self correction mechanism, is how you purify not self stuff and that the guardian "opens the door" to correctness. This is what I've been saying, and that facing the guardian on whatever level you have access to be it physically or internally then you're going to be purifying not self stuff and the pressure will dissolve and that contrast barrier will come down. This is why I despise NG so much because he NEVER talked about this VERY important point.

Here’s an idea. Imagining the meaning of the themes, as in using symbolism to inversely effect your attunement. Instead of them coming through you then you’ll evoke them.

7/5/25

So looking back on case studies I've had with clients in the past, and how their experiences of applying these different techniques went it's revealed to me that the "looseness" of the subtle body for lack of a better term, the "qi" based component of fire/air matters the MOST for "impression" or attunement to the themes that are resonating to integrate those. You can really integrate any themes but that doesn't mean they'll be satisfying or result in greater purification of not self. I've always looked at people in the world who get stuff even though they're heavily addicted to destructive patterns or have past traumas still playing out and wondered how that's the case often times. The real reason why is because they've got the natural connection to the more subtle senses, as in imaginal senses AND what's underlying that, and that I've recognised that FEELING the implication IS touching into the experience of the theme. When I study inner alchemy and theurgy I understand that the conversations with the deities and all that which you face and stand before that they're simply conduits to experience and integrate higher order substances on the most subtle levels. It's about extracting what's necessary for natural striving to unfold correctly, where God is moving you to experience in a thematic sequence level. This is really what the whole imagination thing is about, and so those who manifest things in the world while still being scattered are likely going to be more able to "slip into" the subtle senses and effectively integrate those currents that aren't necessarily correct for their satisfaction but will result in them attaining attraction from those things. Thematic attunement is what I will call this new idea.

Clients of mine in the past who have done advanced gazing and told me some wild stories even after just a few days have revealed that they're able to manifest things (often times it came THROUGH them when doing it not that they intended it which I also find interesting because that's often an unrolling of all the desire and mental stimulus taking form AS that theme of attunement reversed into that format that they're now allowing to unfold through them) far easier than most I've given this method to. Understanding that manifesting things works on both a physical facing pressure level to learn and integrate the target themes that this experience unfolded through you and also internally the same way. The alchemist made that clear, it's really about going through experiences to extract themes that we'd not otherwise have access to. Sons of God means "understanding" as he says, understanding representing integration of what's necessary to experience the view orientation that is your resonant format of thematic composition. You become fully individuated and aren't moved by things, you simply look through them and see what they are in truth instead of having them cause you to feel uneasy to a degree where it shifts your center. The alchemist said that we do these things to shift our center because we can't do it on our own, in the more subtle level that is. It's the same process for facing pressure in the world, and so doing this physically speaking regardless of how attuned you are to correctness on the subtle level will also bring about manifestations that correspond. It has to. Thing is that when you follow naturals striving correctly and unfold the themes that represent your correct orientation then you'll also manifest abundance not only because you're more clear but because you're now the supply because you've integrated that experience completely and attuned to that current. That's how you see it in the world physically.

So with clients that I've had in the past, often times the people who would manifest the fastest were actually the most messed up, or the most clear. It was rarely ever the in between based on the case studies I've experienced. The people who got huge shifts fast were very loose on the subtle level, as in they were able to move into that easily and the alchemist has talked about this where people on the level who have interaction with that, regardless of their connection to natural striving, often can interact with all kinds of things that can cause impacts in the world but that the fragmentation of their components can actually open up easier navigation because the structure isn't as coherent in those people. This is what schizoid type behaviours result from mostly, a fragmented format of field geometry that's open and loose to navigate the subtle levels because the binding agents aren't doing their job of keeping the filters in place. This is partly why many of them, when they do do mindless affirmations and stuff, can actually get those things come in, often not for long or in a satisfying manner, but to the outside world all they'll see is the version of their lives that is perfect. This to me indicates that looseness matters, not JUST correctness. That's how I lived way back when I did dynamic gazing all the time at the start of this whole thing in school. I was super loose and able to distance easily. I had both good and bad things I thought about show up, the thoughts themselves not being the things but the attuned thematic composition of course. That looseness matters. Dynamic gazing I believe along with feeling the subtle form moving around slightly which is what NG did with Abdullah as he talked about, is the formula for attaining that, along with cultivating more qI, not dense substances like blood but qI. qi matters the most for this.

When I look at schizoid type patterns in TCM it's often relating to blood stagnations causing heat, phlegm (more dense forms of dampness and stick sticky substances which slow or block movement of vistal substance) fire being one of them because the stagnation causes an instant uprising of pathogenic heat which disturbs the shen and basically "pulls it up" out of it's seat and causes these visions and such. Loosening of the fire and air elements is about refining yang and qi components and that's arguably how you experience more vividly the imaginal senses. It's not about blood and Jing and such in a vacuum which are all about storage and containing, because without that qi then exploring that is effectively impossible because the components just aren't there. So the people I find who have the most results have the most qi, but that doesn't mean they're anchored into anything of stability or correctness because the denser substances are required to interact with the storage or the metaphysical aspect of yin in all the themes represented in the body. Without the qi to move and "harness" what's stored as the alchemist says then you've got nothing. Obviously. I've recognised that for a long time but understanding this point made it more clear. The qi matters a LOT for harnessing what's held in storage and transforming it, and I believe that those who do SATS and such and have more easy time distancing (because the qi can light up the Jing) then those who are locked out of touching their air. Unless the air can be touched and integrated to some extent then your subtle slipping between the veils really can't happen. The qi is what enables this, not the Jing, though both matter of course but the qi is designed for this side of the equation the most. Dopamine fasting, having functional endocrine health, and generally a well functioning water element with kidney qi and heart qi to an extent also will spill over and nourish earth and air to impact those subtle levels too. That's the wu xing generating cycle.

Let me tell you. "effortless assumption" IS touching into the subtle elements of fire and air mediated by qi and yang that's coherent. Parasitic yang causes this to come through you because of the disturbances in the field geometry failing to correctly anchor the components. That "sensation" of effortless assumption is a movement of qi, yang, fire, air. Subtle substances. This once again doesn't mean you're clearing what's NECCESARY or correct, but that you're attuning because the current is available on that level to do so. The alchemist has made clear to me that thaumaturgy and theurgy aren't the same thing, as in processing what's necessary to be integrated vs integrating what's "desired" to manifest in the world using thaumaturgy (basically what NG preached) are different processes and thaumaturgy won't necessarily take you to the deepest levels because unless there's challenge involved to clear not self stuff then you won't become more individuated by manifesting things, which is the big hole in what NG preaches as I've said over and over. He's not targeting what's necessary and people unnecessarily stimulate themselves, and the depletion of space through doing that is really a depletion of the subtle currents that would otherwise be able to provide you a sense of pseudo satisfaction that I talk about a lot. This is a whole new level of looking at this stuff. I need to build it out a lot more still but it's revealing new levels, as always.

It seems there's the components of:

~ Subconscious capacity (overlap of conscious over unconscious to clear not self stuff and eventually result in more of a baseline shift in overlap that leads to an operating of higher order nature by default which IS the "sons of God" level of attainment or "understanding")
~ Qi which opens up the sense of "lightness" that yang that's coherent enables
~ Yang which enables the subtle senses to be experienced, be it parasitic and pathogenic heat disturbing the subtle senses or coherent nature allowing targeted integration
~ Jing is the blood truth that leads you through the deepest levels of resistance to clear it out through observation and acceptance of the underlying themes that require the experience of to integrate and attune and purify not self stuff out as a result. It's the correct expression of your being like playing a piece of music hitting all the right notes where as what's taught is a subjective interpretation that has no fixed direction and the purpose is just for the experience of "all states", not necessary ones to decode the unfold the completely individuated you that's in potential waiting for you to do the work to integrate and attune to the correct components which comprise that and let go of not self. Jing also keeps the elements bound together, and holds the structure on the lesser level coherently so that the transformations can take place.
~ Blood is where we navigate in the unconscious as Jing unfolds through qi

That's the overview I've give of these elements.

The alchemist says "fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom. The dragon, kundalini, the raw god force, that's the Lord. That IS the Lord."

That right there refutes what NG says, who says the lord is imagination, which is why I say that the components of God are imagination and not the imaginal senses, because the imaginal senses cannot be God for obvious common sense reasons. You can't imagine and have everything that comes through your mind show up. The alchemist sees God not as imagination but as the very intelligence that guides our natural striving and manifests through us as all these various themes of experience and formats of current.

Alchemist says that the principles of sulphur and mercury, and that mercury divides into air and water and sulphur into fire and earth. This is second order transformation after they've been conjoined.

I also wanted to test something I've been trying lately and that's about simply sitting with the feeling of being someone, as in targeting the thematic and attuning as I call it now. That integrates the themes of experience correlated, and those who will be required to manifest it on a subtle and physical level will show up to correspond on that, because my subconscious is overlaid over the collective, so the interaction is solid. I simply to "effortless assumption" while dynamic gazing over the day. So far I have had a big boost in sales without uploading and website traffic has increased over the last few days. I never uploaded any media and clients were dry before so that's interesting. All the leads that I found were not returning clients by the way they were new, as the customer tracking reveals where they clicked to get here and how many sessions. None of them knew about my stuff before so it was as expected. This sitting with the feeling and integrating that, KNOWING it because it's supplied, is how it showed up. That's the effortless way. Zero visuals or affirmations, or work. I was already comfortable, so I simply attuned more closely and allowed it to unfold. I got on with my alchemical studies lately and feel good about them as I've been writing, so there's been no "need" for it. It's just worked. The other theme I thought of was "being seen" reminding myself of the first days of when RS got publicly available. I did affirm "everybody wants to hear me" a few times but that's about it, that's what I did ages ago too which I've written about before.

I've spent so much time in dedicated gazing too and have felt some interesting impacts. One of my long standing returning clients who's provably reading this I had a dream about last night. It was interesting. Dreaming gets more vivid when you do extended deep gazing. 2 hours. Feeling the subtle form moving upwards and forward too with my "spatial sense" methods. Just dropping the stimulus of the senses and turning them inward is what I'm doing. That's how you attune to the subtle and overlap these components which unlock their abilities. I've lately found myself whenever I feel charge come up that I almost "turn it inside out" if that's how I do it, and it's not like sinking it but I almost distance myself from it horizontally. It feels like I can actually look at it and see it for what it is almost instantly and be like "oh look at that" instead of unconsciously buying into it. Not had that in a while. I find that when you're bought into it already then sinking it can help but before you buy into it having that distance is huge and by doing dynamic gazing on the regular and learning to watch yourself you'll naturally distance. This is for smaller things, and often times I see the "positive" side of something when I feel it, like I know what it means and what I should do with it.

Free energy is the same as immortality by keeping the door open. The manifestation of electricity seems to be an alchemical process as well. You must learn to separate the components. Electrostatic current is the secret, or dielectric fields, the capacitive charge that is held between resistors. This is what orgone is too, that Wilhelm Reich talked about whom I've mentioned before. It's the invisible made visible. All alchemy. Transformation of elements into differing degrees of order. Decoding that however with every phenomena is the challenge. Now you can see why quantum mechanics is an utterly insane and delusional idea about how physics works. What a joke. The so called laws of conservation of energy have been violated many times through experiments that for example Eric Dollard did back in the 80s with variable reluctance transformers like neon sign transformers, which I have one of that I got for free many years back when I was doing DIY tests on this stuff in 21. It would be able to pull kw of power and yet it would be cold as and no heat would be generated in the coils from so much current moving which traditionally these transformers aren't designed for. There's been no demonstration so far of being able to produce a system without burning any energy but there have been systems which have near 100% efficiency demonstrated. The integratron Dollard put together after it was pulled apart and now it's been turned into some magical thing that's got nothing to do with what it was originally built for. Either way free so called energy is possible in theory, just as is immortality. Getting the elements to transform in the correct sequence is the tricky part, and translating that to understanding what the different currents are doing in a circuit to manifest that is the same thing as it would be internally. Heaviside called the so called law of conservation of energy "law of continuity" which makes far more sense because it's the unfolding of energy. This is why I studied people like Heaviside way back when, which really challenged my understanding of math that's for sure.

I'm meeting live with the alchemist tomorrow for the first time in years. Will be good to discuss things with him again. I plan on taking advanced theurgy in the near future so going all the way with gazing is my ticket to reaching that level where he will allow me access to that data. You can't pay into this it's earned through experience which I respect. This guy is almost 57 now I believe and he looks like he's late 20's. It's insane. His facial bone structure still has an elongated lightly aged look if I'd nitpick appearance but that can all be adjusted easily with bone smashing. If he wanted to he could probably pass for mid 20's easy. Has an aura and a glow that's just off the charts. Absolutely insanely powerful. I surprisingly have been tapped into much of what he teaches before I even found him so it's something I find very interesting because I was doing gazing before I found him and I have been working with the subtle spatial sense before I found him too to "power myself up" when I need a boost so to say. I even did experiments where I'd "feel" the energy in my body and I'd go out shirtless in 7 degree Celsius temps and warm myself up just using my spatial sense. These are the kinds of experiments I did to test my capacity. All of that is qi. Subtle form.

I plan on reaching the level where I can communicate directly with God to attain correct answers and wisdom on the subjects of what we deal with here and the deepest understanding about the nature of alchemical transformation as applied to all levels of manifest reality. Attaining this directly from God is the only source that can be truly and fully trusted, which every elect has access to. Doing the work I've laid out here and going all the way with it will open up that potential of communicating with God directly. Gazing is a form of prayer, which one of my clients discussed with me after going through it for months without stopping and learning about their true nature in that experience. Taking this all the way beyond just manifesting things in the world is my goal so that I can provide the true understandings of these things.

Having sifted through more data on this subject than probably anyone else my age on earth having done this basically full time for over a decade it's becoming clear to me that a vast majority of people out there still buy into mentalism propaganda in the LOA spheres and that must be mercilessly torn to shreds to reveal the doctrine of NG for what it is. A heavily watered down thaumaturgy teaching that's got nothing to do with higher attainment of order in ones personal life. There is no connection to body intelligence or God as our inner guidance mechanism. He throws everything under the imagination category which is plainly false and anyone with brain cells to rub together can tell that your imagination is NOT God but the interface between lesser and greater substances which we have access to experience and attune for thematic resonance functions in performing various alchemical transformations within us to impact inner and outer reality.

Hail, Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

My version of Hail Mary:

Hail, Mary, filled with grace
God is with thee and blessed you are amongst all women
Blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus
Holy Mary, Mother of God
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Our Father who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done
on earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day
our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us,
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

I have no improvements to make.

The alchemist has said that these prayers done in repeated succession, for example affirmed for passively during day to day work, will facilitate the opening of things. I've never done this personally myself because he gave me the divine pathway methods that I've applied and felt the impacts of instead but he said these prayers are effectively going to open the same effects.

The alchemist also says that proper initiation into the correct orientation is conversation with God, for God to move you and guide you in conversation when required. God will be the guidance post for all experience from there as God is the one unfolding everything we experience. You speak to your creator directly. This is also the real goal of RS in essence, getting you to tap into intuitive impulse, the lowest level of communication with God before the greater substances have been cultivated and circulated and the subconsciousness has fully expanded and turned inside out to where contact with God directly can be made on that subtle level. God is always there always moving you, but you're unwilling to hear his voice. He communicates to you through your body then instead, because you're blind to the subtle senses. The trust in intuitive impulse builds this connection through transforming not self trash which expands subconsciousness in and of itself, along with the rest of the work we do. It works on every level. That's why it's alchemical.

This is a section from a writing I've recently gained access to from the alchemist on "generative starlight".

This is one level of insight into a practical level of understanding of what the ancient philosophers meant by only being able to know pure divinity by its effects.

This generative starlight, as non-physical substance, descends from the Spiritus Mundi (Spirit of the World) as a weak form of what alchemists refer to as ‘Radical Moisture’—as a counterpoint to ‘Radical Fire’. This is readily available in rain water and morning dew—which is primarily how its generative nature is received into the Earth.

As this substance receives heat and condenses in concentrated power within a physical substance capable of carrying it as a vessel to the limit of its embryonic alchemical capacity—it reaches the first Elemental threshold which we call the philosophical Element of Water—from which the rest of the philosophical Elements are generated as specific conditions are met.

A practical understanding of the Elemental thresholds induced through degrees of fire and the conditions required to obtain them (including knowing what particular physical substances are most useful as vessels for each Element) is what facilitated alchemists to move philosophical Elements into different substances in order to facilitate the Elements’ evolution.

This is what they referred to as the Rotation of the Elements.

Now that we have gained a higher vantage point on a few aspects of practical alchemy, I do want to take a moment and expressly clarify—that by generative starlight—I do not mean any surface level ideas about capturing some nebulous life force in moonbeams, or imprints from the constellations, or anything remotely connected to new age astrological nonsense.

One upside of unveiling aspects of genuine divine science will hopefully be to substantially reduce the amount of overall superstition that circulates at the popular level of what are purported to be genuine Mysteries.

The generative starlight we are discussing is not a light ray; it is a specific non-physical spiritual essence—a non-physical particle that is quantum, magnetic (self-attracting), and auto-evolving—that is the Prima Materia.

Its magnetic nature, i.e. its ability to attract more of its own nature to itself, has been alluded to in various literature by referring to the Astral Light as a magnet of sorts—but without really ever explaining what they meant on any kind of practical level—in both alchemical and theurgical texts (Transcendental Magic, Eliphas Levi).

What this means is, if one has any starting substance that has these generative non-physical particulates, and another physical material (that is capable of holding an increased level of it as a vessel) is circulated around it—the starting material will act as a magnet and draw more of itself to it—right through other substances (like lab glass) because it is quantum and non-local.

So he calls it a quantum that's not local. To me this sounds exactly like a thematic component of reality that I talk about. This is what I mean by the "attunement" as in you're becoming thematically resonant and supplied with that essence. He calls it the Prima Materia though, which by its nature is always unfolding into a state of higher order by the nature of its existence. This to me sounds like the self organising structure of self recursive field geometry, an expression of God that's attracting what's necessary for it to transform into a higher order substance of itself. They say it's magnetic, this sounds like dielectric to me, because magnetism is a centrifugal force vector, while dielectric current is cold and attractive by nature. It's likely a specific frequency of dielectric current that's able to be resonated on a thematic level, and remember the frequency or movement of the aether at a specific rate of induction isn't what the theme is, the theme is truly a non local phenomena that's beyond the subconscious matrix because these "particles" COMPRISE the matrix itself. This is the "door" to infinite availability of vitality that's of a specific format, thus magnetic because the doorway opening to "attract" more of itself to itself means it's dielectric and cold. It would be possible for it to be warm and also self attracting too but from what I understand it would likely be cold, and gradually get warmer over time. When I say cold I also don't mean cold to the touch, but more so something that doesn't generate a noticeable heat when induction is unfolding because there's no magnetic centrifugal component which moves surrounding aether in a voluminous manner and expands which creates aetheric torsion in a manner that's like waves of water emanating from a paddle bouncing in the water producing those waves in the medium. Dielectric current pulls the water tight and doesn't have volume to it in the way we'd think of it. This is why they're "particulate" like, and this is really what particles ARE. They're in reality the compression phase of this dielectric current circulating, and thus I would say the starlight would be the dielectric component which is torsional and non expansive which makes it resonant to all things that are attuned to it, metaphysically speaking. If one resonates somewhere then all other like substances will also resonate together in all the known reality because what's ACTAULLY resonating is God and all corresponding conditions which match that arrangement of substance in the subconscious container will have that door opened. This is how electromagnetism works too, I believe.

Free energy and immortality are the same, they're alchemical processes of transforming base elements by taking them and separating them by breaking down the surrounding structure that's not pure to free them to then contain them in suitable structures which can be purified in those containers and then separating the base elements from their containers to use them in a higher order format. It's all one process.

8/5/25

The alchemist said "when you are emotionally surrendered to someone, you are far more connected to them energetically then if you are not, because you're totally open to them and if they're in your field then that's a doubly responsive kind of thing where your evolution can spill over into someone else's". I've said this before ages ago in the notebook about how when you're transforming yourself you'll find the people around you that you interact with often also being impacted the same way, or similarly. You've likely noticed this. This I believe also relates to manifestation of specific people too. The kidney heart connection is huge, water and fire, earth and air. It's the conjugation that holds power. You NEED pressure (desire AS the available qi to conjugate and surrender to) which transforms the connection or attunement to their thematic composition which you'll become integrated within. When someone is appealing to you, then they're your supply, you're going to be FEEDING them power, basically. Whenever you imagine someone wanting YOU then you'll see yourself above them and INFLUENCE them to buy into your provided supply mostly unconsciously. You don't control people like "mechanised dolls" even though it can seem like that, it's all influence, and if your influence isn't what they actually want because they're already satisfied then you either need to provide them more or just move on and come back, or better off would be to move on. For men most of the power comes from kidney meridian as a cumulative capacity over time where as women have it available and it slowly declines over time. The heart is important in both of course. Heart is more important in woman then in men usually though. It's a dynamic balance of powers.

Alchemist said that breathing out excretes subtle stagnant qi as heat. He says "there's no work around, you have to work through it".

If you're gaining supply from someone or something then it's influencing you, and you're giving it energy. If you're seeing something or someone as something you want then if you're going to influence it you'll not feel like it's pulling you towards it but that your stability moves it towards you, and this is why I say stability is so important. I have clients tell me that they're doing this work and that work clearing stuff so feel better about those stuck feelings and then they're saying there's no negative stuff, but at the same time there's a necessary stability that should come out of that if you're naturally going to have them show up. You can see something as big and still have it show up too if you're ok with it being there and it doesn't cause you to retract. Being able to sit with having the thing in both a pull and a repulsion manner is often how you'll attain influence and stability. Then there's all the other levels I talk about here where it's like you've got, which are innumerable. It's all based in this process though. Who is more powerful than who. The belief stuff is just the cherry on top that describes this. Really it's not just who has more energy available but who's more clear and stable.

I just thought about this while I was out walking.

The less impacted by stress you feel when pressure comes up then the more stable you are and that stability opens the door to the naturals "persistence" of the wish fulfilled because you already have in supply the themes that correspond to that experience in attunement. I'm serious, The less you're moved by stress then the more it's signifying you're feeling unconsciously available for something which is the body belief because it's there and it comes through you because you're swimming in that availability, which is why it doesn't move you to any significant degree if it's not there. You don't care as much because you're already satisfied in life. That's the main underlying structure to this. Feeling satisfied requires you to spend vitality correctly as yourself and that nourishes your baseline sense of self where you'll feel more availability of the thing already. This is why doing LOA in a vacuum is stupid and pointless and nobody gets anywhere with it in a reliable manner. Stability is power. That's why.

Tapping into the subtle senses and all this stuff is just more advanced levels of this work to dig into deeper and even more unconscious levels. That's not necessarily going to make it happen more. Going all the way makes it happen more, because you're going all the way into what's satisfying. You're willingly bathing in correctness and being ok with the temporary pressure surrounding that, which transforms the resistances and opens the door to satisfaction where you can sleep feeling nourished already and that's why "it's done" because you're already "feeling" nourished. It's not even about the thing being the supply because if the thing is your meaning in life then you're screwed! If you NEED someone or something then that's your supply of vitality and you'll never manifest it in a satisfying manner. That's backwards. NG never told you the truth, these people all avoid the truth because then the fantasy falls apart. The fantasy is that you can manifest anything in a vacuum, but that's not demonstrable in the world reliably. Nobody can prove otherwise. NG himself died in his 60s of a brain aneurism. If manifesting health is as simple as having an assumption then you must wonder why he didn't live as long as Abdullah did, who supposedly lived to be over 120 from what I've read. NG himself failed to demonstrate his own law. Did he want to die? Obviously he would've preferred not to, though I'm guessing he was at a point where he wasn't as attached to the world, but to be honest we have no idea what goes on outside the lecture hall he spoke at. We don't know. The alchemist laughs at what NG says, he puts it down and says it as it is. The alchemist is the only person I know who has proven age reversal, and he did it a totally different way.

I can't stand the LOA doctrine of mind magic and that there's no rules. NG himself said that you can't avoid death, and that death is allotted for all. He will say that he died according to how he was suppose to die, and yet that's not really how the immortality work is designed to leave your state where you can decide to phase in and out of this world whenever you decide because you're walking with God at that point.

This is an interesting point.

I've just heard the alchemist talking about being a vessel to contain and reorganise energy from an infinite supply that you'll move through you and into someone else. This makes me wonder about various methods of manifestation and that it's not always your current thematic supply that you have access to in yourself but that you're allowing (the allowing is really spontaneous given what I've experienced with touching into moments where I've personally channelled stuff myself before years ago) an external supply that's greater than you to move through you (which will have a clearing impact in itself anyway if it's coming from a higher order capacity you have which is often what happens) though if it's coming from another supply from a lesser supply then you'll likely end up forming a connection to that and it will influence you as well because it had to move through you to move through them to influence them through you, and that the supply is almost using you as a means of getting to them without the other person willingly opening themselves up for that influence, hence this idea that you can "control people like mechanised dolls".

I believe that going deeper and deeper with the dynamic gazing and advanced gazing methods can lead you to eventually have conscious interaction with the personification of the thematic components you're looking to attune to and being able to mediate those currents through you without imaginal work or anything because you'll be literally seeing them with your eyes open in the world on the subtle level. I've seen this, I've heard this when I've been deep in qigong routines, I've experienced the visions and overlays, so I know that it's a very real phenomena IF you're juiced up and clear enough to make that stable in your capacity. The gazing will do that the fastest from my experience and qigong will be the next part. I manifested SPs years ago doing those together, and often I would have them come to me, though they never stuck around for long of course. The thing to understand is that it's ALL about thematic supply demand. If you don't have the availability of a current that the person is desiring to give them and thus influence them then you've got NO chance at manifesting anything of such nature. It's insane to think otherwise, and the belief of already having someone works by this same mechanism anyway. They're inseparable. The truth is that if you're enough of the way along your path towards satisfaction and you do this work you'll every likely end up in a place where you really can pull the strings of people like puppets because you'll just be so powerful and influential and God allowing that to move through you, either by giving you up to desires that are unnecessary or out of correct nature, that will be your manifest experience.

To me coaching works by tapping someone into their truth, getting them to recognise compromise patterns and fulfilling them physically first. Getting them feeling satisfied to a greater degree (even if it's just 1% more it's still movement that's correct) then that's going to open up more because the vitality will improve and their beliefs will naturally shift. From there, at having a foundation set in satisfaction and self respect in following and trusting inner truth and natural striving will lead them to more advanced methods of manifestation such as the work we're talking about here, by tapping into attunements to specific themes that relate to the desires, and using powers greater than us to provide that supply, IF that's what the person wants of course. Manifesting things like magic I believe truly is possible on the level where you're filled with vitality to a degree that makes where you're at now look dead in comparison. Building a foundation by following natural striving SHOULD ALWAYS BE the foundation no matter what, because working with what's available should always be the primary method of attainment of base elements being nourished which can then OPEN UP the doorway to even being able to experience the deeper stuff, more reliably that is. Doing the advanced stuff with all this resistance you're holding onto, which the alchemist says is effectively impossible to get anywhere until the lunar level is cleared, then you won't really get anywhere. Been there done that. It's vitality availability. The alchemist literally says that unless your lunar level (water element or unconscious mind/body intelligence) is clear then the solar work is basically locked out, which means interfacing with the subtle elements of air and such to contain and purify the fire is effectively off the cards until that unconscious purification is done. The best way to do that is to work on EVERY level, INCLUDING the physical. He's confirming this to me so it's clear as day that being yourself without compromise is ALWAYS the foundation, because it's the very basis that expands into the subtle naturally speaking anyway.

"If there's somebody around that's negative doing icky stuff then just avoid them or hold your own and tell them to knock it off. I've got no problem telling somebody that what they're doing is unacceptable in my field. They can like it or not, I really don't care. There's nothing wrong with telling someone that if they're doing something that's inappropriate that they're doing it. WE can't run around and play this whole PC nonsense that seems to have infested the whole world. Everything has to be politically correct now, I have no use for political correctness and if you hang around me any length of time you'll know that. We've gotten to the point where things have gotten completely out of control with everybody going through this tap dance because somebody might be offended by something. The only part of a person that can be offended is the ego and if people are continuously offended all the time then they're rolling around in their ego and at some point they'll have to become aware of that and own their crap and if something pushes your buttons that bad because you're rolling around in your ego then it's because you've got issues, it's not because of what's happening on the outside. If it's a work thing then that's a little more difficult to navigate but if it's a person giving you continuous negativity then you basically do methidathions where you send them lots of good positive thoughts and emotions and energy and wish them a promotion out of your department or somewhere else, you wish them something so good that they relocated. There's ways to handle these problems that are more illuminated than just visualising doing something to them with a voodoo puppet, you don't need to go that route. If there's stuff happening in your environment and it's that bad and you can't do anything about it then you have to be proactive and help them evolve".

That's what the alchemist says about holding space for your vitality.

He also talked about how your field can have interactions with other people as well and how you can open up stuff in them that because you're working on that thematic current and bringing it out to be dissolved and refined then the resonance can also impact others that you're attuned to. This is like what I talked about before to some extent, but I believe that when you're looking to manifest a specific person and you're thinking about them being yours all the time and they're not showing up, that doesn't mean you're not "attuned" to them as in potentially in capacity but since the supply is weak as and you've got no vitality or nourishment behind you to move anything through them as a result of that then the influence is next to nothing. They'll not feel you at all, and this is probably why the whole "delayed manifestation" phenomena happens when people "drop it" and move on with their day, and because their day begins to be satisfying because they're actually playing out meaningful things to them in life then they'll have more current available and that already present attunement to that person can begin to flow unconsciously. This is why I say that imaginal work is almost always irrelevant, and the NG SATS stuff that sounds like he's blissed out is like he's moving current through him towards the themes of desire either because he let go of not self stuff and thus provided himself with what's necessary in dropping that (clearing the unconscious not self trash) and so as a result it was an intense flashpoint that moved nourishing current through him and the other end received and felt that, or that he's tapping into other power that's external and moving that through him, though I don't know how the imaginal work he's talking about would do that. So to me it's all thematic supply/demand as I've been saying for so long now. HD is what really taught me that, as limited as that system is in providing clarity on how this works.

The alchemist talks about the soul cage and that you have to interact with each of the primary archetypes of reality and that as you integrate those by experiencing them and going through them then the corresponding limitation on the soul cage that binds your power limit opens up and you begin to have less restrictions on your conscious mind to manifest in realtime. The barriers between the physical and the subtle begin to break down, and you dwell more in the between space at baseline, where things don't bother you because you've integrated them and experienced them just as you would by following natural striving and going through pressure. Same thing.

I believe that qi is related to the sulphur, which is where power comes from. Jing is the structure that's pre-determined at birth and the shen is the mind. Qi is the between current. Getting more Jing simply makes the structure more dense, and shen really requires qi to be experienced so qi is the mediating current that's able to purify trash. It's yang after all, and yang is purifying fire, so I will do some experiments where I get my hands on some insanely powerful qi tonics that I've not had before and see what happens. Just for science. If qi is the dielectric though then that would mean that the soul level sulphur is dielectric, then that would mean the energy that manifests in electrical systems would be sulphur level but that the dielectric which is used in certain devices that's this "cold" energy is a higher order substance like wind or something else. I don't know really. There must be something there though. QI is radiating and warming, typically, though it seems that the dielectric field being the between space would also make sense to be qi considering it's the between substance. Still need to study that.

The alchemist says

"Probably the most famous “world tree” is Yggdrassil—the great ash whose roots and branches, in Scandinavian lore, connected the nine realms of gods, men, giants, and elves. Its three roots extended to three sacred wells, at the last of which the chief god, Oðin, gave his eye to gain wisdom. Oðin’s connection with the tree was exceedingly intimate. One of the more commonly proposed etymologies for the name Yggdrassil is “Oðin’s horse” which, in the Norse poetic tradition of kenning (using a standard picturesque or metaphorical phrase as a standin for a common word) translates as “gallows.” And indeed, the most important Norse myth directly concerning the tree is that in which Oðin hanged himself by his spear from a branch as ‘a sacrifice of himself to himself,’ (as it says in the thirteenth century poem Hávamál) in order to learn the secret of the runes. This act, central to Norse conceptions of Oðin as a master of magick and hidden wisdom, had a real-life parallel in a tree planted at the great temple in Uppsala, Sweden, which stood green in both summer and winter, and hung its boughs over a pool where human sacrifices were drowned—an account similar to descriptions of human sacrifice in other sources, which depict those offered to Oðin as being hanged from trees, in likely imitation of him. In both cases, the tree likely represents the return to the sacred center and the realization of unity with the cosmic order."

"A fascinating twist on this theme is given through another important Oðinic story (found in the thirteenth century poem Völuspá), in which Oðin, shortly after having fashioned the world with his brothers Vili and Ve from the body of the primordial giant Ymir, is walking along a beach with the gods Lóðurr and Hoenir and comes across two trees. The gods take pity on these, because they have no sense and no destiny, and so each of the three contribute a gift to them, forming them into the first man and woman—Ask (Ash) and Embla (Elm). Ash, of course, is the same species as Yggdrassil itself, and it has been proposed by some scholars that when, in the Norse account of the Ragnarök (or end of the world) two humans survive the cataclysm by hiding in a wood, that the reference is, in fact, to the recreation of humanity out of the stock of the world tree (Simek, 115). In this way, the Norse cosmology draws an implicit connection between the axis mundi and man as microcosm—a connection implicit in the world tree across many cultures."

"In the stories of the ancient Egyptians (whose language was closely related to that of their Hebrew and Arab neighbors), the body of the slain god Osiris was concealed in the trunk of a tamarisk tree before being revived by his wife Isis, the tree serving as a waystation between death and life. In some versions of the tale, the tamarisk is replaced by a sycamore. Both trees had long careers later in Semitic myths. Genesis 21:23 tells us that Abraham stopped to plant a tamarisk at Beersheba, where he had earlier dug a well (a connection we have seen before and will return to again), and the sycamore is the tree climbed by Zacchaeus when he hopes to catch a glimpse of Jesus above the heads of the crowd in Luke 19:4. Unquestionably, however, the most notable trees in the Bible appear in Genesis 2–3—the Tree of Life and the Tree of Knowledge. So many of the elements we have come to expect of world trees appear here: the serpent at the tree’s base, the intimate connection with the creation of man, the setting within the paradisiacal garden, and the close connection with waters (in the form of the four rivers that flowed out of Eden). But what of the movement between worlds?"

"In the 3500 years the story has been told, it has come to play a central role in the teachings of no fewer than ten distinct religions, some of which have dozens or hundreds of rival denominations and schools. Accordingly, there are readings of the text that focus on virtually every imaginable angle, and spin it in every conceivable direction. One traditional reading, which Joseph Campbell shared, sees the story precisely as one of movement from the vision of the spiritual to the material world: “ The garden is the place of unity, nonduality, nonduality of male and female, nonduality of man and God, nonduality of good and evil. You eat the duality, and you’re on the way out. So this tree of the [duality], is the tree of the exit.” (Moyers, “Sacrifice and Bliss”)"

"In this reading of Genesis, the Fall of Adam and Eve through eating the forbidden fruit represents the descent of consciousness from the plane of undifferentiated awareness—the beholding of the highest or absolute unitary reality symbolized by the Hindus in the ashvattha tree and by the Buddhists in the enlightenment attained by Siddhartha beneath it—into the plane of physical manifestation, on which all things are expressed in dualities. Genesis actually reflects this twice—once as the duality inherent to the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, and once in the duality of the Trees of Knowledge and Life (making a fascinating parallelism to the dual accounts of the creation of human beings, with man and woman being made together in a single act in Genesis 1, and separately in two distinct acts in Genesis 2). The tree here is not merely a framework on which the cosmos can be hung, but is itself the mental process required for us to interpret our experience as a reality, similar to Immanuel Kant’s view of space and time not as realities of the world “out there”, but as mental frameworks we impose on the experience of the unknowable “out there” in order to render it comprehensible."

"Indeed, the New Testament five times uses the word “tree” to refer to Christ’s Crucifixion (Acts 5:30; 10:39; 13:29; Galatians 3:13; 1 Peter 2:24), all referencing Deuteronomy 21:23 (“Cursed is everyone who is hung on a tree,”) which New Testament writers interpreted as a messianic prophecy of the “suffering servant” (cf. Isaiah 52–3). As Campbell observes, the Cross becomes, in their handling, the Tree of Life, which returns consciousness to undifferentiated awareness of ultimate reality and, in doing so, reverses the effect of the Tree of Knowledge. This adds another layer to Paul’s argument for Jesus as the “Second Adam” undoing the work of the first (Romans 5:12–21; 1 Corinthians 15:45) and serves as a key conceptual framework for the doctrine, elaborated in many forms by the Church Fathers, that God had become man that man might become God (cf. Augustine, On the Psalms, 50.2; Athanasius, Against the Aryans, 1.39, 3.34)."

Christian thought adapted this same motif to establish a new world tree in the Cross. Campbell continues:

Now, the tree of coming back to the garden is the tree of immortal life. Where you know that “I and the father are one.” And the two that seem to become one again… Jesus is the fruit of eternal life which was on the second tree in the garden of Eden. And this is exactly the tree under which the Buddha sits… the Buddha under his tree, and Christ hanging on his tree are the same image. They are the same image.

"This symbolism proved highly suggestive to many European cultures during and after the conversion. The Son’s death upon the Cross to reconcile mankind with the Father suggested to many Germanic writers and artisans Odin’s sacrifice of “himself, to himself,” and caused them to employ much of the same imagery. Early medieval depictions of the Crucifixion from Scandinavia and Central Europe often show the Cross as a tree growing Jesus into itself by the profusion of its leaves, and the Cross often stands at the center of images and narratives as a living character in its own right, as in the Old English poem The Dream of the Rood. A similar tradition has developed in modern India, where one can now sometimes find the ashvattha tree worshipped as Jesus (Haberman, 78), alongside its more traditional representation of Vishnu and Shiva.

"The liminal tree thus made a passage between the human and the divine in both Judaism and Christianity, but it was taken up in differing ways in Islam. One branch of Muslim thought likewise made it a conduit. Just as Christ was identified with the Tree of Life, certain schools of Shi’ite Islam that imputed mystical or even divine significance to Muhammad’s daughter Fatima taught that her pre-existent light spirit had been placed by God in the Tree of Life during the time of Adam and Eve, as a reward for her unfailing piety. In this version of the story, it was Eve’s jealousy at Adam’s admiration of Fatima that led her to pick the fruit from the tree in which Fatima resided (Ruffle, 797–9) and thus, for these sects, it was Fatima’s birth that undid the effects of the Fall by regrowing in its fullness the tree that Eve had damaged. Through this connection with the tree, Fatima was taken to be, like Jesus in Christianity, “human, but not in the Adamic sense… fully both a human and a heavenly creation.” (Ibid., 804, 811)"

Isn't that interesting. This is what the alchemist says about Christ and the death on the cross in the bible. He mentions Odin too, and links them under a similar process. Fatima by the way means Mary, which is under the alchemical context referring to the greater yin, subconsciousness basically. The vessel by which purification of sun can take place. It seems that the holographic nature of the bible has both natures propagated, be it the history of the matrix and on top of that the metaphysical doctrine. I'm glad I went through dual seedline and understood that all the way through else I'd still be asking this question, what about the history. Now we know. Both sides have function, though the alchemical side is arguably deeper.

The alchemist claims that tree is used in place of the crucifix in the bible verses he listed. Lets see.

Act 5:30 The God of our fathers raised up Jesus, whom ye slew and hanged on a tree.
Act 10:39 And we are witnesses of all things which he did both in the land of the Jews, and in Jerusalem; whom they slew and hanged on a tree:
Act 13:29 And when they had fulfilled all that was written of him, they took him down from the tree, and laid him in a sepulchre.
Gal 3:13 Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us: for it is written, Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree:
1Pe 2:24 Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed.

He says that this verse references the ones from Deut:

A Man Hanged on a Tree Is Cursed
Deu 21:22 And if a man have committed a sin worthy of death, and he be to be put to death, and thou hang him on a tree:
Deu 21:23 His body shall not remain all night upon the tree, but thou shalt in any wise bury him that day; (for he that is hanged is accursed of God;) that thy land be not defiled, which the LORD thy God giveth thee for an inheritance.

The hanged man is Odin in Norse mythos. Hanged on a tree. The one eyed, which I believes relates to seeing clearly without duality between right and wrong but seeing the underlying principles. That's also why it says that he received the runes, which represent these themes. He could see clearly and could travel between any world of his liking at any time. The alchemist has talked about this being what you experience at the end of the work, where you can slip between worlds at any time.

Looking at some more inner alchemy. When kidney yin is very potent I find that small increases in qi have more impact. The yin representing unconscious substance, yang being conscious stimulus. and qi being the vitality operating between them which gives the substance life which is created through the interaction of the 2. 1-2-3-5-8. Fibonacci. So to me it seems that with more yin, then yang can be more effective, but I believe we should view these as containers for current instead of actual currents themselves because in reality it's qi that's the experienced energy that's moving in the containers of substance. This is why blood and qi move together and without blood qi cannot move either. So qi depends on there being an available container for yang to manifest though as qi is a manifestation of yang, as it's dispersing and radiating. If yin carries yang and yang moves yin then qi is moved substance. Blood and qi. So yin and yang about unconscious and conscious, subconscious is body in action where conscious moves with it, and yet also directs it. That's what NG says about the bible and God. Sounds very similar in principle.

9/5/25

So I've made an interesting connection here. Lucid dreaming and SATS and gazing. Lucid dreaming is really where you're so "light" and subtle that you're able to move the awareness into interior reality (the internal field geometry simulacrum which contains all the components of consciousness) and then play around inside that by conjuring specific experiences as though it's your imaginal senses manifest in realtime, and in that you go THROUGH and experience that's transformative. The deep advanced gazing leads to this and if you've done this before you've likely had your fingertips touched on this. When I spoke to the alchemist briefly before I didn't have time to ask about manifesting stuff and most of it was about personal limits I've been running up against and some help with lab alchemy, so I don't have his input on this idea for comparison yet unfortunately. Either way I've come to grasp that SATS is getting into that subtle state, and lucid dreaming is effectively the same where you lose yourself in another world basically, on the subtle level. Qi opens this up I believe. Still don't have access to the herbs I need but that's fine I'm using other stuff to cultivate. Seed retention for example amplifies qi cultivation more, and if you don't believe me then try it and you'll feel it. It's been scientifically proven that TEST levels skyrocket as well as androgen receptor density over time so retention of kidney qi is MASSIVELY important to opening this up. Now gazing leads you to the same thing too, deep gazing sessions will lead you to a "void" state where things can literally turn inside out WITH YOUR EYES OPEN and from here you'll be able to literally do ANYTHING. I've only touched fingers on this, even after all this time I've been doing this, but that's the nature of this stuff. Most people spend years doing gazing regularly before they get here.

My point is that this subtle sense matters a lot. Divine pathway work the alchemist says is a very important part of this, and he also says that if you haven't cleared the waters (unconscious) then this ability is off limits for you. He's saying that this ability opens up really only when you've got a clear unconscious mind, or clear enough he says. He said you don't need to fully clean it but to have it clean enough for this to open up and it happens spontaneously. This unconscious trash can be dissolved in MANY ways, but the way he promotes is divine pathway work, and other structured prayers such as our Father and hail Mary. He also said that "praying without ceasing" actually means that you're operating on a level of subtlety at baseline, and that it's not about a conscious action that you're doing. I don't know what NG said about this with quotes but it's probably not what the alchemist says. If I had to take a guess he'd say it's about living in the end or something. On that level you're really living in the subtle at baseline anyway, and arguably that's what this is about, in normalising the correct sense of self. If you're making correct decisions you'd be operating on that level more anyway. It's that when you've integrated more of yourself you'd naturally end up living more on the subtle anyway at baseline because operating correctly clears not self stuff and opens up the air to being transformed. You see? I believe that there's multiple levels that are impacted at once with this, including the subtle senses that can "distance" at baseline, in other words living as yourself SHOULD in theory have a similar impact to the clearing and expanding that gazing does. Seems to be that way based on what the alchemist says at least, and when you ask the question about those who don't do imaginal work or gazing or anything, how they're able to transform. It's through going all the way, breaking the box and opening up to transformation and thus increasing the subtlety. It's a slight shift and I've sort of felt this but it goes up and down a lot in my experience.

NG with this "living in the end" stuff I believe relates both to the sense of self stuff as well as the subtlety BECAUSE that would mean that if you're living correctly as more of yourself in a purified state that you'd have more overlap with the higher order substances at baseline, we'd assume. He's not said this directly but I'm guessing that's what he's confirm. It seems to me that the big part of this imaginal work stuff NG talks about really does relate to building affinity with the subtle senses, which in effect must have a purifying result on some levels. To access that subtle state living more "light" and weightless is how you do it, which is what he says the divine pathway work targets because that sensation is thematically related to the "star father" aspect of your being which I believe relates very closely to the imaginal senses on an internal level and the ludic dreaming and also what gazing leads you to opening up along with subconscious space.

The alchemist says that the scripture NG talks about endlessly that these mansions are "different levels of reality" which as we know are representing different thematic arrangements. You see RS has only focused on the themes themselves, but it seems there's dimensionality to these themes that take form in the Z axis as well, not just X and Y. There's depth to each arrangement, and that depth relates very much to how much you're "in it" as in supplied by those currents.

"In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.
And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also."

I'm glad I've had many barriers come up against me putting together this big vid I've been planning for a long time now because it's opened up new understanding. This is not required but I believe this will lead to a deeper level of understanding of how the embodiment of themes and the transformation through overlapping them can unfold. The alchemist says that all levels aren't really "linear" per say ad in some are deeper than others but it's that they're all there and all available to anyone who can access enough of the Z coordinate by doing regular gazing (his main practise to open this up) and other stuff too that clears not self stuff. He also said that I've got affinity for this because I've had experience before with these methods in another iteration from God birthing me with this progress already made. He said that I've had another iteration previously who came from God to work on this transformation for my components to have an easier time. He says that the more "rarefied" things are the more subtle things are and the more you'll be able to access on that subtle "mental" level. It seems that this whole NG mentalism stuff is all practically based on tapping into the subtle senses and living there more at baseline while also being in the world. If you're at that point then you're very likely clear because the alchemist has said that you won't be able to get that subtle if you're holding onto all sorts of trash, either that or you're already tapped in at birth because God chose you to have this awareness at baseline.

"if you hold them as fears then you're going to kind of attract those things to you that normally wouldn't come to you"

The alchemist said this about thinking negative things while in the subtle level. He said this really only about the subtle level, not the physical. This was under the context of navigating the subtle levels. It makes me wonder about what NG preached being related to this subtle level where you're able to be moved by forces outside yourself as a sort of lower level theurgy. I believe that because the subtle level can be just as seemingly real as this one, that doing inner transformation by going through an embodied experience just like the physical one that you're simulating the experience for real while in that deeper level that's highly distanced. Those who do SATS and fail over and over aren't able to touch into that subtle level to impact shifts because it's not "real" enough. It's not about the sensory stuff it's about the distance and the subtlety. This is the next part to integrate into RS. The impact of subconscious capacity.

As I've said many times in the past it seems that the distance is what opened me up to experiencing all kinds of strange stuff. The alchemist also said that the reason why I had people telling me I'm glowing as I've told this story before here, wat because I was literally glowing on that subtle level and a few people who told me that could actually see me literally lit up like a bright light. That's probably why I was attractive to literally everybody, and I had people throwing themselves at me. This makes me think that seed retention to cultivate baseline qi and the stories I hear are also the same thing, and that cultivating vitality leads to subtlety and thus psychological manifestations unfold through you due to being on that more nourished baseline. You see? It was never that I told myself I'm glowing but that I was literally glowing and that other people who were also subtle enough to sense that told me this. This is why I believe that based on all my new study that everything we've spoken about so far about refining the sense of self, by going through pressure and feeling satisfied and spending energy correctly and doing gazing and subtle body work and all this stuff is all to increase coherency with higher order substances to nourish us and lead to that natural attraction through literally being a brighter light that they can feel and sense. The more bought into the world you are, especially in ways you shouldn't be focusing on, then the more you'll be like a parasite to others and they'll see you as a black hole to be avoided. That's how I view this thing and looking at my experiences being most successful and such it FEELS that way with the "flow" which the alchemist has also talked about before where effort won't feel like effort and stress won't feel like stress because you're nourished enough to not have that contrast be as powerful.

The baseline sense of self, as in the vitality and subtle elements being opened and being more of yourself authentically, they ALL relate to the same themes I'm talking about here and all the ways we've discussed opening and cultivating them have that impact. Some people in coaching I talk to who do consistent purifying work but still live in this sort of "dead heart" state where they feel serious and have no light hearted nature, that "weightlessness" kind of feeling is also a nectars part of the ingredients based on what I find reliable success comes through. It's not like a big thing to focus on making happen but that in flow being yourself that natural light-hearted nature comes through you because you're spending energy correctly. It's not that you'll need to target making yourself less heavy or whatever but that you simply need to recognise that wherever you're unnecessarily holding onto density needs to be dropped and in impact of that light-heartedness will open, and often I find that's making VERY simple decisions. Having more heart qi I believe relates to this feeling of the ascending sensation, as well as lung qi. Levels in levels in levels. In coaching I have to gauge where someone is at and know which parts to refine, which often isn't always easy. I got a call tomorrow with someone else who's new (that I recently manifested a bunch of new clients out of thin air who told me they just found my channel while all I really did was sink into the effortless assumption of "everybody wants to hear from me" or something like that which I've had reliably work over and over for this) but maybe I can have some pre-session questions to gauge where they're at now that a bunch of variables have been established.

There's just so much. So many factors I can't keep them all in my head at once. Only the principles. Be yourself can really be the summary of it all if we're honest. Go all the way as yourself. I must incorporate this distanced element into my next video under the context of purifying sense of self and opening up vitality and qi and the subtle senses to enable what NG says to work. That's all not required if you just be yourself because it works on all those levels automatically anyway but whatever people like to be given tasks to do that are attainable.

The alchemist says that in the scriptures when Christ faces the Pharisees and is put on trial it's because that's reflecting the underworld work of facing the darkness and going through it all. THROUGH is the important term. Interesting that it's the Jews who were who Christ had to go through and deal with. From seedline doctrine Christ rebuked them sharply for their error, and I'd interpret this as Christ simply speaking the truth regardless of what he faced. This is the same in the world now with Jews too who preach false doctrines of living your desires and all this trash about being your own God. The alchemist says that you're God in alchemical composition but aren't God in terms of integration and proportionality of those components. He says that this work is about integrating those components so that we're not moved by them and thus can move them because they're within us and can have that attuned influence over how those manifest in the world. It does make me wonder that what NG was talking about was experiencing the thematic currents represented in each of these inner imagined experiences as a form of transformation by sitting through the experience and integrating the components of it and thus you "become the person" by that experience. It's not the imagined experience in a vacuum, but a distanced visceral transformation of being faced with the pressure of a power greater than you. This is really what ceremonial magick is about. You're imagining someone doing something that you want because in that experience if it's correct it will be tapped into a current that's necessary for you to integrate which you don't have which that experience thematically reflects in a sort of symbolic way, which is why it's about implication, though we know that implication isn't always necessary and often that it can come through you spontaneously from clearing other levels anyway. The NG SATS stuff sound to me like an inner alchemical process, and not just imagining something to get something, but that imagining to experience the transformation and he was dressing this up in fancy clothes making it seem all shiny and whatnot to get people to do it. If that's the case then I can agree with that, but once again he fails to understand the deeper parts of the elements talked about in the bible. He says that the first few verses of Gen 1 are literally God coming into the body as the spirit moving over the waters, but the alchemist said that it's actually the creation of the elements there which reflect who we are and not our creation. NG never understood the elements of reality, and thus saw everything as "infinite states" and when you see it as instead of infinite boxes of reality or whatever but as infinite depths and thematic arrangements that can be UTILISED for the purposes of transforming our proportionality to infinite supply so that we can integrate the necessary components and burn off what's not self by letting go of pressure to be someone we're not in that then you can make sense and decode his model, at least on some levels.

The alchemist teaches that we use other powers greater than us to automatically pull out not self stuff, instead of facing it through inner imaginal work or even moving that way in the world. He says that when you stand before ancient beings that are some of the most powerful intelligences in existence then you're going to be forced to burn off not self trash in that just as if it were real. It is just as real as reality, but it's touching on a different level, and that I believe is what NG SATS is actually about. I've really always said that but now from this angle of "lesser theurgy" we can call it, like a form of thaumaturgy, we can understand that the whole getting what you desire is to be viewed under a lens of refining and letting go of not self stuff, not in an egotistical satanic ideology where you can be anyone and have anything (though that's really what he taught when you take most of his examples of this considering he'd always say "you can have anything") but under the context of allowing these inner experiences on the subtle to purify you of not self stuff as though it were real. That's the point it seems. The problem is most people aren't tapped into that level of space and don't have access to the subtle senses, so it won't reliably work. That's probably why he said that you need to do it while gazing or before sleeping or sleeping IN it, because then you're basically lucid dreaming. That's my point. The reality of experience of something that's important and going through it as though it's real real can transform you. The thing is I remember doing that many times before, and even to this day I can still remember those as though they were real, and even a house I imagined myself living in for a while, every time I did that I got physically sick in some way and I ended up in a way worse place. Why? Because I was still avoiding the pressure. This is why I always say that the scene should be challenging, because unless you're going to be living through the reality of experience of something that you're being moved to fulfil then you're just bypassing that purifying process. The reality of experience won't guarantee anything. Thaumaturgy seems to be just like what NG preached. Living in an inner experience that's transforming to self and to another by extension.

Understand that attuning to the subtle senses matters A LOT. Doing regular dynamic gazing and deep gazing should be a dilly thing for everybody, along with attuning to the subtle sense. I've already had some interesting things play out with my life but I need to continue to test this before I can make any conclusions as to what exactly caused it. I just know I can make money come to me when needed by sinking into a part of me that's been reliable for having that happen. I've always known cultivating space matters, but the subtle senses seem to be another layer of what space is experienced under, not just the turning inside out of the subconscious. It's a multi level thing where the air must be felt into too, that lightness, not just going through the weight of the deeper unconscious resistance and having that externalise in gazing. It's a balance of both, qi is necessary to make this work.

The alchemist said that "touching other intelligences can form a permanent bond". Overlapping integrates components. Makes me think that the overlapping of your awareness with the awareness of your SP has this impact, where they'll be "bonded" to you. I don't know because I've never played on those levels. The alchemist did say that in the immorality work you're required to actually touch specific intelligences to form bonds to integrate them within because they're necessary to do so. Without that then you're unable to dissolve the soul cage he says. He says that they're depicted and experienced as autonomous beings in their own lives. This makes you wonder about what NG said with the whole "out of this world" idea. Integrating within other "states" to integrate those components. He had no science to it, though it might be in there. NG didn't grasp the elemental compositions of this stuff which is why he just called them states and such without any understanding of purification of elements under pressure like the alchemist teaches by going through the underworld and that's the biggest issue with what NG says because it's not all light and magic it's a balance of dark and light, and the alchemist makes that clear as necessary to complete this work.

The alchemist says that when you do nervous system purification that you're "literally clearing the memory too" and that the more of it you clear the less attachment you have for those memories of the past. He says that clearing the nervous system expands awareness to the point where you're able to hold information in subtle layers of reality that aren't bogging down the water. He says that you want to move things from the local storage in the water to the subtle levels "in the cloud" to recall stuff that's necessary when needed but that it's not causing weight on the qi. This is what gazing does and can impact. If you've never experienced this then you've never done it consistently. Remember that it takes weeks to months for deep impacts to happen with this, it's not a one and done boom I'm clear now it's a gradual shift and purification over time. He also says that if you randomly lose memories then it's because they're likely being moved from the nervous system to "cloud storage" as he says, and it's almost like you're cut pasting files and you're waiting for the transfer to complete so that it can be accessed again. As I said there's levels and levels and levels and levels of this work. It's insane. If you're having the memories cleared then it could be a movement of qi or a shift in marrow, as in memory being moved around on a substantive principle theamtic level from a base element of water into a more subtle form of it, more of a qi type format that's of water theme. Kidney qi seems to always come up with this, the root qi. I swear empowering water helps this process so much. You just feel so joyful because the water helps nourish the shen and the heart qi as a knock on effect. I find myself laughing and moving more freely and all that so casually. Making jokes and having whit. It's effortless, talking to anyone is easy. I remember I'd get nerves and my body would tremble when I had to talk to anyone. That was so bad.

This is an interesting insight. When Adam "knew" his wife, that's an overlap, and a new substance is created. That's how we exist physically, it's a metaphysical function of alchemy. So this also represents having capacity for that reproductive ability, meaning that without the water having qi, which is yin and yang, then how can you interact with any of the base elements? If water creates ether, or the subtle levels, then how can you interact with them? This is in my experience why seed retention boosts this because you're literally continuing to overlap more and more of that capacity to "know" something, as in experientially overlap and have that transforming unfold through you. Going THROUGH pressure requires that fear be activated, and the capacity for that being the kidney qi, which is reproductive ability, That's why it really does start with the root. The "knew" in that equation relates to the EXPERIENCE or GNOSIS of having the transformation unfold THROUGH you, because it's an overlapping of the substances to form a new higher order substance which opens up new senses to be experienced. That's what I believe that means. This seems to be why people who have wild endocrine health get places, even if it's not ideal because they're still buying into not self illusions. Their ability to simply DO alchemy is increased, and directing that will amplify results. Kidney qi is MASSIVELY important, along with heart qi, and lung qi. Liver blood and spleen blood also on the yin side. All of it matters, but I'd say most people are lacking on the foundational qi if they're unable to go all the way reliably. That's what I've realised looking back.

10/5/25

This is the alchemist on free will and completing the immortality work.

"So, if at some point down the road you find that, okay, I've reached this point and I'm not getting any further, that likely has to do with something that your higher genius has an agenda for. And that's when knowledge and conversation of the higher genius is really most important because you can learn to communicate directly with it at that point and say okay what do I have to do to be completely in alignment so that I can complete the great work and there may be something it wants you to do. Now, I have uh known of several people who got to that point and they literally didn't want to do what the higher genius wanted them to go do. And I wasn't made privy to what that was, but they do all this work to reach certain levels of illumination and then they get to the point where they're literally having a direct conversation, literal words with their higher genius. and they're in basically a state of rebellion where they refuse to completely uh surrender. It's it's you know just the nature of the fact that we're here for what is a much different reason than most of us really are aware of. We're really here to evolve into the next level of being that we can embryonically that we have the capacity to evolve into. So the thing is in order to do that there is a certain round of experiences we must have. It's the higher genius's job to make sure we have them. So if you want to shorten the curve between point A and point B which is fully merging with your higher genius reaching the stellar body. There's all different ways to say this. Then being able to communicate with it directly and say, "Okay, what is the thing for me to do to accelerate this process to cover all the bases, get it all done, and accomplish what we need to accomplish?" It will tell you. If you don't want to do it, you have the right not to do that because we've been given free will. But it's the single dumbest use of free will you could possibly have. But I have seen it happen because people have attachments still. There are things that they don't want to give up. Um, and they're very powerful attachments. So, and it and the truth is is that it may tell you you need to to be willing to give certain things up. Telling you need to be willing to give certain things up doesn't necessarily mean you actually have to do it. But you can't fake willingness. You really really have to really be willing because it's going to know. And if you're not really willing, then then that's where that problem comes in. Um and uh then you're not 100% in alignment and you you can't complete the work until you The thing is the higher genius doesn't have to talk to you. It can cut you off. So if you do all that work and you get to that level and that's the choice you make for the rest of the particular iteration you're in, you're probably going to be in the doghouse. You're going to be put in a timeout. So it's hard to fathom that somebody would do all that and then get to that level and make that choice. But I've seen that heard it more than once. Um and um so but again that doesn't change the fact you know that doesn't necessarily mean that they stop having magical experiences in their life um and that everything just all goes back to plain vanilla like it was before. That's not necessarily the case. But um we're not here to just have interesting magical experiences and then die. We're here to complete a certain level of the work. take the soul body and the spirit body and the physical body and make them into one body and then have the stellar body. That's the whole point of the great work. So while we we have to do our best and try to do as much as we can. If you get to the point where you can literally have conversation with your higher genius and it tells you exactly what you need to do and then you say no, I don't want to do that. You just need to be recycled as used parts."

"Well, as a um as a direct answer, yes, that's absolutely possible, but highly unlikely because you wouldn't be doing the process if the impulse to move towards elimination were not present. and the impulse to move towards it wouldn't be present if the if your higher genius were not giving you the impulse. So, it's kind of a two-edged sword um in that you can't make it happen before it's good and ready to happen, but you still have to do the work in order for it to happen or some level of the work has to have been done before which you're maybe not aware of."

This is the alchemist on healing and reversing age

"If you consider that the that the that the energy is an intelligence, it knows what it's doing and what has to be done in order to productively um allow itself to be able to have a strong enough conduit for it to bump up to the next level. If it just bumps up to the next level, it's like running water through a really powerful hose with a great big hole in the side of it or with a small hole which will end up becoming a bigger hole. If you run too much pressure through it, since we're talking about pure God force, you know, it's going to make the rounds and cycle and energetically do patch what needs to be done, clear patterns and do things so that there are progressively less weak spots in those systems. Because without that evolutionary force doing that stuff, the body is basically once you reach the point of midlife, it's basically on a downhill track after that. Stuff isn't being optimally maintained and the evolutionary force has the ability to go back and basically revitalize those things. So after a certain age, it has quite a bit of basically repair work to do, but it's going to do it in a in a manner that is uh conducive um for reaching illumination because it is aware of the fact that you are doing a process. So once you start doing an illumination process, an initiatory process, all of the functions that are part of that process are aware of the fact that you're doing it. So if they kick into gear, they're kicking into gear for a reason."

The alchemist says that catholic means "universal" which is interesting. They went through periods of teaching universalism doctrine and periods of seedline covenant doctrine back and forward over time. He also says Christ did walk the earth. This is why there's historical basis that NG denies, out of ignorance of course. Yeah Christ as a psychological player can be interpreted like that to some extent it's not coherent on every level. Without recognising that it works on all levels and that there is a doctrine that represents the history of the program that God has decided to play out then you'll be missing parts of the process. The alchemist also likens purification to "purgatory" and that you have to go through that process to purify those components. Purification IS through THROUGH the "purgatory" AKA feeling through and integrating experiences that are representing your correct orientation and spending vitality correctly which provides to you what you need for satisfaction. Trusting in that is the big part that people don't recognise as important.

He says that when you go through an inner process of taking the components, breaking them down, purifying them, and putting them back together again, is the same thing on the physical level, specifically this context is under lab work. He says that the pattern is the important thing to understand, and that's really what I've always been pointing to in all these ways that I've been viewing over this time. He says that if all you could ever do it take quintessence then taking those quintessence would shift you into the deeper levels of the work even if that's all you ever did. The lab work in a vacuum is enough to reach higher levels of the work, because it's working the same process. Making them requires far more time and money to get working but it's just another way it works. I've been told not to share that so I can't, and I will still hold to that. I've shared other bits of his work over time but I respect the lab work the most really, because it's truly something that you do need to know and have proper instruction by him to understand it. It took me a very very long time and many thousands of $ to even begin to understand this.

Feel like I've made yet more breakthroughs in putting this all together. Had lots of shifts lately. Rearrangements of circumstances to push limits of RS further.

Stability, seeing through things, space, subtle sense perceptions, clarity, intuitive impulse, inner truth and natural striving. This all seems to point to the very foundations that drives the transformation. Pressure. The natural striving from greater process pulling you through experiences that are necessary to attune your lesser components into the right themes to supply what's necessary for transforming those lesser components into higher order forms. Without natural striving, that already existent template of your potential unfolding, then you'd never feel desire or pressure to become. This is the beginning. Desire is the start, NG was correct, but it's not desire that's a subjective sense but a sense that's delivered to you from God himself pulling out of you that discontent with where you are so that you can get in tune with your supply of vitality, the correct arrangement of thematic attunements which moves your experience through a psychological transformation as the result. You go through the pressure and have your parts purified while under that fire. This is how we grow, and actually attune to higher order substances. You cannot be purified without having your parts broken up and put under pressure. The purification of dissolving what's not according to the plan of God for your unfolding is necessary as we're taking raw base materials of fire and water and transforming them under the subtle elements of air and earth. You are taken into the underworld and transformed, and that's where most people run away from going further. That opportunity continues to show up and yet it doesn't go anywhere because you'll be afraid of facing it. How do we get through this? Trust. Acceptance. Letting go. Death. You're literally dissolving a part of you that's excessively important which God is moving you to drop so that your lesser components can line up with what your potential holds in capacity to be realised. Letting go means accepting more of yourself. Living in the end, being the person who already has it, being the state of the wish fulfilled, it's an acceptance of what is and a burning off of what's not, or in other words an acceptance of your authentic capacity under pressure which is the point of transition where actual burn off happens and the false attachments are literally dropped off and importance is lost. This means you're IN SUPPLY of the themes that represent what you're suppose to experience because you integrated them by burning off what's not self and learning from it. This works on every level. When these parts are fully integrated then it means you've put back together the components from a base elemental state to a higher order state and you're living more as yourself in alignment with your supply. This is how manifestation works naturally through everybody.

There are ways to deliberately control and manipulate once you're clear enough to be able to do that, though compromising on being yourself and avoiding integrating the parts of you that are necessary to have the naturalness of experience of BEING the person who has the thing, unless you've done that then you've got zero entitlement to having magic work for you. Facing the fire means you've integrated the components. Going all the way represents the integration of those themes attuned to. You're more authentic. The manipulating way comes down to subtlety of awareness and your ability to mediate power greater than yourself because you're a clear channel for that power to be made manifest. It's either it comes from God or it comes from something else. Anything that's controlling and manipulating is trying to be someone that you're not. God can leave you go off on your path and he might try and pull you back into alignment if he wants to but he has no need to. He gives and takes away your faith in this path at his will, and that natural striving intuitive sense of knowing something needs to be experienced, that's God. That's God telling you to wake up and get to work so that the alchemy can be completed. So I say that if you're constantly running up against walls then it's because God is literally TRYING to get you to pay attention through the only means available based on your closed off subtle senses and yet you'll still ignore his movements for you. Ignoring God will as the alchemist says result in you being cut off or that he will push even harder for you and continue to throw you up against walls. The alchemist has said that God can also "throttle" you if you get too far ahead of where you're suppose to be, and thus you're being moved by God in these seemingly invisible ways. God determines it all, because God is in control for his own will for you to do this work, or not. That's why it's done. God is moving you, you're not doing a thing out of your own will. It's all coming THROUGH you. Accepting that is the secret, feeling represents "the acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled" according to GN and that means that you're IN SUPPLY and attuned to the authentic themes that God requires you to have integrated for the transformation on the psychological level to take place naturally. If God allows you to control then you will have control. but it's not for your benefit, even though you'll think it is. Controlling circumstances can only effectively be done through greater powers anyway so no matter what if you're depleted and in no connection to greater process then you're going to have ZERO control over anything. From this place, all the power comes from letting go and accepting.

Boom if that's not a distillation of manifesting theory I don't know what is.

How do you "do" this? You accept natural striving and accept being moved where you're suppose to, be it what you want or not. People ask me how do you know what's authentic or not. You'll know because of how it feels, and how repetitive it is, and what forms of pressure you face when coming up against it. Most of the time if your water is weak or fire is weak then you'll probably be attaching to not self stuff and it can seem like self, and when you don't know then you should dynamic gaze and watch and learn who you actually are in that space. You'll gain insights, you WILL if you do that work. Pathway work will reveal false expectations. There's many methods, but when you've got a sense of safety and weightlessness about you then you'll be very much in connection with that intuitive impulse and you'll feel correct natural striving. The "desire" that NG talks about really should represent this. Instead of seeing desire as this idea that you can control, which NG does say many times, see it as instead a function of natural striving and that you're being told to TURST and ACEPT that it's done and MOVE THROUGH IT and that means you're BEING the person in supply of those currents which then unfold psychologically as the right thoughts and feelings and such at the right times for things to unfold exactly according to the will of God. You just need to be a willing vessel for that. If you take all the NG stuff and distil it down to the ideas of desire being the signal for natural striving and that the wish fulfilled means accepting whatever that movement is driving you through, even if it's totally unrelated, but that you trust and accept, that's living in the end. That means you're not doing anything to get anything because you're accepting what's already there and being moved through it, in faith and trust and acceptance that what's there is going to be in your best interests regardless of if your temporary sense of self wants it or not. Long term this will always work for you.

Think about that. Every moment you had to make correct decisions, you could look back and think how insane it was to think it would've worked out but it did. If something isn't working for you and you're running up against walls over and over it's because you're unable to accept being moved to go through a purifying process necessary for you to come to the correct arrangement of thematic attunements. Underlying all of this, the kidney and heart qi, they seem to relate directly to the ability to access subtle levels and be purified under the fire. If you're numbing yourself through depleting those substances to kill the signals to be moved and face the fire, then you've got no chance at any of this working. It's that your inner guidance mechanism will be dead. You can still know what to do, but that strong intuitive impulse to make decisions moment to moment will be dead. Numbing yourself out and then blaming RS for not working is your fault. Get some guts and face the pressure. It's God moving you, face God and accept the pressure. If you're destroyed your vitality and have no access to it and you're old and decrepit and have no life then get into the work and you'll gain that supply back, bit by bit slowly that is. The more not self trash you can throw out the more of self you can attune to, and thus the more your thematic composition can be aligned and age reversal can then actually BE POSSIBLE! This is why being yourself without compromise IS the ultimate method, because you ARE the technique.

The other level of viewing this is that this is all a trust process in allowing God and powers greater than you to move through you and work their magic and clear out what needs clearing out. As the alchemist said when you're facing the archetypes in these different intelligences where they're literally ripping you apart piece by piece and purifying you they're working with exactly what's necessary for you to be in movement that's correct and God orchestrates all of that because God is in control and uses their power as a mediation in a natural way to work through you. You see this? You're not doing anything. You're completely giving up an d submitting your control to allowing others to move through you who know how to work with dissolving those subset elements of resistance you're holding onto, IF ONLY YOU ALLOW THAT! By going through with following whatever natural striving is leading you through hen you'll always be working this mechanism. Always. That's what ceremonial work is really about, it's interfacing with angels that god sends, you could say, for you to be purified under their intelligence and guidance by you allowing that to happen. That's why this works and allows age reversal, because God uses them as a conduit to move through you in a natural way, one that's necessary and as a result of you accepting that purifying current. God can always force purifying current through you but you won't be ready for it, and so the free will stuff is all about you being WILLING to face the pressure which OPENS UP the capacity for transformation. God can then have a natural alchemical conduit to move purifying current through you, and burn off not self stuff to align you more with your potential to live correctly and play those right notes. That's where this power all works through. That place of vulnerability is what shows you're WILLINGLY accepting of purification by forces greater than you are. If you're unwilling then it means you're holding onto safety in the comfort of not self conditioning (even though it's an illusion) and ultimately you're going to be stuck until you're ready to let that go. The alchemist has said that the same force that keeps you in the box is also the same one that purifies your resistance. God will put up barriers and "throttle" you until you're WILLING to go through that pressure you're avoiding and THAT is ripeness as the alchemist calls it. Ripeness is a willingness to be transformed by God and being willing to go through whatever is necessary which shows God you're holding faith in him and believe in him. Take that back to seedline doctrine and you'll see more connections on the physical side too.

So we can understand now that this is almost all touching on us allowing and trusting in powers greater than us to provide us with a supply of purifying current that we in ourselves can't access and thus can actually revitalise dead parts of us through being correctly oriented thematically. That's how you reverse age. The alchemist has done this and proven it. He looks incredible for someone who's almost 60. The trust is that all purification comes through us, it's all God and the conduits that naturally we're led to interface with which are the "ritual" involvement which shows willingness and ripeness. This is why God is in control always. All you need to do is SIMPLY show willingness to let go and be moved by God to be authentic. That's it. You desire something? Can you allow that to drop importance and move wherever you're feeling you're running up against and avoiding. Say you want an SP, but you're avoiding making certain decisions in your professional career. if you make those decisions the SP situation will move forward, however it plays out, and you won't be stuck desiring because the currents will provide a supply for that to be satisfied, to some extent at least, and thus the psychological state will shift. You won't desire the same things, you'll become a new person, literally. Even if the shift is small it will still be a shift. It's all you allowing what's there to unfold.

I'm repeating myself now which means I've hit a wall again. Good news I say. Means I'm ready to make different decisions and open up new stuff. Video. Explain NG using this process. Get big and reshape the sphere, or not. Maybe I'm not meant to do that, but at least I will have impact that's necessary for me to have. The willingness to do this work is all I have, else I'd not have these things revealed. I know there's a LOT of people waiting for this one. Been cooking behind the scenes. This one will take the cake.

The alchemist on gratitude.

"So even if you just intentionally reach out before you can have direct communication with gratitude for everything that you have and everything that you're learning now and everything that you will learn in the future with just immense gratitude and send love to it intentionally. you will find that sometimes it will reach back. So, and even if it doesn't, just keep sending gratitude. Gratitude is a huge powerful force. Um, and the more you learn, the more you realize the gift you've been given, being a human being in a physical body because that light body, the rainbow body, stellar body, all that stuff cannot be attained without the physical body. People who think that they can die and then continue on and do the rest of the work don't understand the alchemical process. But you understand enough of the alchemical process to know the what need the mercury and you need the sulphur and you need the salt. You need the spirit, you need the soul, you need the body. You can't make a quintessence if you're missing any one of those parts. So if you're dead and you've dropped your body and you no longer have that as a functional unit that you can work with, you can't make a quintessence out of yourself, which is literally what merging with your higher genius is. That's what attaining the stellar body is, is making a quintessence out of yourself."

The difference between this, sending God gratitude, and unnecessary stimulus that's artificial, is all about that you're doing it not to get something but because you ACTUALLY feel grateful for your opportunity to be moved by God. To walk with God is something to feel grateful for. To be chosen by God is something to be grateful for.

One thing that NG believed was that his consciousness continues on as it is. That's never been true on any level in scripture. When you die then you're at end of life in physical form. unless we're talking about the resurrection, which who knows if that's physically how it works or not, but either way the principle still holds true. God is your God, nobody else's God, Christ was YOUR kinsman redeemer. It's correct on every level.

The alchemist also interestingly told me that the salt IS NOT the body, despite what I'd assumed. Apparently the body is simply the vessel for the base elements and is interwoven into them. It's the container for the elements to be transformed on that level, just as the higher order substances become the container for the base elements to be taken into the subtle and be purified by the mediators of God's power. That's what the body is according to him. The salt is just another element in the mix which is to be separated from the base elements and refined over the purifying fire. The salt is extracted from the earth I believe, which is the higher order yin or subconscious mind. He says that fire is sulphur and water is mercury. I don't understand on what order he's talking about here to be honest though. I'm assuming it's the water that's separated out from the containers of air and earth when further distilling out the purified base substances. He says that the volatile salt is the earth which is hidden in the fire, and that the earth that's separated from the fire (separating out the self/the aetheric template) from the container of that higher order fire, that's how you take what's lesser into the subtle and then separate that out further at that higher level and contain a purified substance of what was once a base element. This same thing would happen for water and air I'd imagine for the mercury instead of for the salt. Since the fire is the sulphur and the separated earth is the salt and the water is the mercury of spirit that was purified in the container or air then we have the 3 principles which can create the quintessence or the 5th. 1-1-2-3-5. Fibonacci sequence. Alchemy. Boom. He says that you can hold the acetone or purified water in your hands but it's a very volatile substance at low temperatures and thus evaporates. This substance is the universal mercury, not the lesser form of mercury which is used in plant alchemy as pure ethanol that's used to separate the components when circulated. This takes a very long time by the way. The mercury generally speaking is always seen as a solvent, which is why it's called acetone.

The alchemist says that the Stellar is the higher form of solar, or base fire that represents our conscious mind. He also says that heaven in scripture is the highest level of the point at which the "divine child" is birthed. This is his basis for why it says in scripture that unless you're born again then you can't see the kingdom of heaven. The thing is he then says that heaven isn't the highest level in the kingdom but that there's levels above heaven, and that there's higher levels to heaven. So under heaven is where we are, and then in heaven you reach the lowest level at the point of completing the lesser conjunction, and then you'll ascend the levels of heaven once again to reach the top of the kingdom where God is. He says that the scripture "in my Father's house are many mansions" represents there being all these different "degrees" of subtilty to your experience which is like going deeper into the Z coordinate which you can't perceive in the standard levels unless you to gazing which unlocks the Z coordinate to your perception. The mansions are like different measurements along that Z coordinate, and when you're at the highest level of where God is then you're at the end of the Z coordinate and then you unlock (maybe) a new coordinate to interact with. Point is that in order to reach heaven then you need to be born again as in the lesser conjunction. Fire and water which become one thing in the base elemental level represents the lesser conjunction and where you reach heaven, which is taking the conscious into the unconscious mind and expanding the subconscious mind which opens the Z coordinate to perception, and eventually by overlapping these further and getting deeper on that Z coordinate you'll reach the point of heaven and at that point you'll be born again and be immortal (not physically but spiritually you won't die). The seedline doctrine actually reflects this, because it's only when Christ dies that the redemption is done. Nobody in Israel was saved until Christ died, which then represented God opening marriage to Israel again and thus spiritual immortality and also eventually physical immortality in the resurrection in the end times (notice how they overlap in principle which is why they're both valid) and so that marriage reflects the marriage of the base elements which is of course the point of being accepted back into the fold. Should be plain as day. The alchemist says that the stellar body isn't part of scripture which according to him has been excluded for the purposes of pushing a solar narrative of reality saying that the solar level is the highest level to be attained.

"What people do not realize (because it has remained hidden) is that the kingdom of Heaven is a level of existence as well as a state of consciousness—and neither are the endpoint of a completed evolutionary process."

That's what the alchemist says about heaven.

"To summarize the exalted Solar nature of becoming scripturally ‘Born Again’:

One cannot consciously enter the kingdom of Heaven unless one becomes a Son of God first.

But, the Sons of God level is the Saturnian (Aethyric body/blueprint) level where
one will remain unless one has shifted the seat of the personality’s
consciousness from that baseline Chthonic level (Saturnian Earth) to the
Ouranic level (Heaven, elemental Air).

That shift is being 'born again' because one cannot get to Heaven (in the
afterlife) until achieving that change in baseline consciousness (while
embodied), because one does not previously exist in the right configuration to
access that level of existence.

It is the shifting of the seat of consciousness that results in the scriptural
version of being ‘born again’ because if one has indeed shifted that baseline
consciousness, when one experiences physical death, the soul nature will
transfer to the Ouranic Overworld level, whereas, if the seat of consciousness is
not transferred, then at the point of physical death, the soul nature will go to
the Chthonic Underworld level.

The exalted Solar state of Heaven is the state of eternity, no time, and no
physical limitation because one has attained the exalted Solar nature (the
Glorified Body), or in esoteric Christian terms attained the Robe of Glory, which
is in perfect alignment with the Emerald Tablet where it says:

"Thus will you obtain the Glory of the whole Universe. All obscurity will be clear to
you. This is the greatest force of all powers, because it overcomes every Subtle thing
and penetrates every Solid thing."

The last line in the Emerald Tablet says: “Herein have I completely explained the Operation of the Sun.”"

That's his expanded analysis on the alchemy of what "sons of God" means and why NG is way off, as expected. The alchemist also makes fun of the Jewish Rabbis who teach this stuff too, mostly under a "Judaism" perspective, who NG learned form of course. Remember when NG said that Christianity is the "fulfilment of Judaism"?

So here you can also hear the alchemist say that when you die after becoming a son of God and existing on the heavenly level then you'll have access to the overworld level that's above this, which is like the one that NG described in the "promise", The thing is that NG said the fulfilment of scripture is like bliss, where as the alchemist says it's literally like death where you're going through a philosophical death of your psyche because as he says the "seat of consciousness" is being moved from the earth to the air. Subtle awareness becomes baseline, where you operate at this state. This is where magic like summoning lightning in bottles is possible. You control the world with superhuman ability because you're tapped into those higher order currents. That's the point where you can also have interaction directly with God, according to the process I've laid out for you here by taking it all the way.

" Prior to the Lesser Conjunction the Aethyric Body (Saturnian Earth/
blueprint) can be experienced as an externalized crystallization if the spiritual vision is
opened, but it does not become fully accessible as the Holy
Ghost, the exalted Lunar nature, until after the Lesser Conjunction is attained."

This is VERY interesting to me, because in advanced gazing you get glimpses into this. I've seen parts of this before. He also says that "The kingdom of heaven is within you and outside of you". Once again a complete destruction of the NG mentalism doctrine of your imagination being God, preached by alchemically illiterate blind leading the blind. I find that if you decode the language of NG using the terms I've discussed here you can make some more sense of it but it's still incomplete.

"Here’s the kicker, the bitter pill. This evolutionary work must be done while one is still
incarnate in a body as the Vessel in which the work can be done. "

That goes back to what he said before about how the body isn't the salt, but the vessel of the base substances. The body is the alchemy lab where the work is done. If you don't have the lab then there's no quintessence.

"As this substance receives heat and condenses in concentrated power within a physical substance capable of carrying it as a vessel to the limit of its embryonic alchemical capacity—it reaches the first Elemental threshold which we call the philosophical Element of Water—from which the rest of the philosophical Elements are generated as specific conditions are met."

He's talking about starlight as "this substance" being a thematic component. He says that water is the primary element that all other elements unfold from, which mirrors the wu xing of TCM.

" if one has any starting substance that has these generative non physical particulates, and another physical material (that is capable of holding an increased level of it as a vessel) is circulated around it—the starting material will act as a magnet and draw more of itself to it—right through other substances (like lab glass) because it is quantum and non-local. "

He says that these particles of non physical spiritual essence as he calls it ARE the Prima Materia. This makes me think about bions, microzyma, somatids, turquise bodies, all those foundational particles that these represent which form in chains in living and also in non living materials. Gaston Naessens said that they're indestructible effectively. I never got a measurement on size but they're not pico scale by any means they're nano scale. Any substance that "breaks down" releases these bions and Wilhelm Reich theorised that these particles comprised an energy he called "orgone" as the vital life substance of all things. I've spoken about Reich many times and he got me into understanding some elements of alchemy and process within process many years ago before I got into studying LOA stuff.

"To kick the fountain into gear, if one takes the Elemental Water (aka Moon, Luna, Queen, White Feminine Philosophical Mercury) and circulates it with appropriate heat within a physical substance that can sustain holding a higher level of energy as a vessel in which to allow the Elemental progression to occur—some portion of the philosophical Water will invert to its binary form as philosophical Fire. And, when you have Water and Fire, you have the beginning of everything. "

Right there. That's the wu xing. Water is the start by which ether (wood) condenses into and then comes fire. He says that it starts with water and then fire opens up earth next and then air. This is why the order we work with is through kidney qi to heart qi to earth (gazing to expand subconscious capacity) and then air which is movement of the subtle form. BOOM. I just got my practical order to market to the LOA buffs under RS. It's all alchemical too and anyone can see it. In order to "make" manifestation work, you empower the endocrine and nervous systems by living correctly which works with water, and then the heart will be generated as the fire to feel desire correctly and be able to conjugate those currents through methods such as gazing and then in that you'll open up air to be experienced, which is the complete circulation of the elements and a full guarantee that manifestation will work because by moving through those in accordance with your natural striving then you'll unfold what's necessary for this to work. This is the template right here. This is why most Daoist sects say that seed retention is NECCEASRY to cultivate.

"So, regardless of purpose, there are principally only two core processes of obtaining the philosophical Elements:
• Top-Down Generative Alchemy—Capturing some level of Prima Materia in a starting substance and stewarding the fire to reach specific thresholds upon which the pure Elements are self-generated. (An alchemical fountain.)
• Bottom-Up Process Alchemy—Using a starting material and processing it with specific methods in order to obtain substances suitable (after they are purified) as vessels for particular philosophical Elements to be attracted and concentrated to their threshold levels—which can then be applied to alchemical operations in the same manner as those obtained through generative alchemy. "

Dual take on generating something out of seeming nothing. Back in the day spontaneous generation of life was promoted until germ theory Jewish trash showed up. This is why I rail against Jewish funded science so much, because it's all denial of the truth.

"In the modern age though, because there is not as much really known about reliably working in the animal kingdom beyond a certain point (or, it was considered possibly disconcerting to modern sensibilities), some alchemical teachers have approached Secunda as being more about certain aspects of mineral work (related to philosophical Sulphurs) leaving Tertia to be more specifically about more advanced work in general, but ideally covering metallic work."

He's saying that the metals are used for obtaining sulphur. I've heard this many times, but not having access to that level of alchemical training, yet, I do not understand all the ins and outs of how to obtain quintessence from that, though I've been through decoding some of the things he's said to et some clues on how that might work, but I can't be sure.

"As expressions of generative starlight, the philosophical Elements have embryonic capacities and energetic thresholds with levels of inherent functionality which are triggered into unfolding as increasing levels of power (radical fire) are contributed towards their evolutionary progression. This is as true for states of consciousness in the psyche as it is for the non physical philosophical Elements in the lab."

"How does one know whether or not a philosophical Element has been obtained within a physical substance? Because it will change the known behavior of the physical substance:
• Things that are known to be chemically soluble in water or ethanol will become insoluble, and materials known to be insoluble can become soluble.
• Salts that where known to resist volatization become more easily volatized.
• The known temperature at which particular substances distill over decreases with each successive distillation.
• The known level of heat that particular physical substances can withstand before they break down can be significantly increased."

What he's saying here about the alchemy which you can observe in making plant quintessence is that the physical substance might not change at all but the qualities that it has can change because of the rearrangement of the themes that unfold into it's physical manifestation being changed. This whole process to me seems like vitality cultivation, except you're doing it to a substance to change it's quality. We do this by breaking boxes and being transformed under pressure. Kidney qi being the beginning of that whole process as the water element. Jing catalysing. Vitality, and really Jing, being an invisible substance at it's core, IS Prima Materia, or so it would seem. I don't know for sure, but it could be, or at least related. It has blueprint, because it attracts more of itself to itself, unless Prima Materia precedes Jing as Yang? That wouldn't make sense though, so it's either qi or Jing, but Jing is a very water and earth type of substance, though based on description it would make sense as it binds more of itself together and binding the elements IS what Jing does really. When Jing is depleted then you die, which is a separation of the elements to enough of a degree that they're permanently separated, unless the body can receive more vitality temporarily to revive.

"In order to attain the Greater Conjunction and be 'born' into the Stellar Body of Light, the exalted Moon and the exalted Sun have to completely conjoin with the exalted Earth; just the same as in the lab work where the alchemist must get the philosophical Mercury, Sulphur, and Salt to become One Thing."

"Before that Greater Conjunction, there is the Lesser Conjunction between the Moon and Sun, the result of which is access to exalted lunar and solar natures:
• The exalted Lunar nature is referred to as the Aethyric Body (also called the Holy Ghost) which is the body used in the Underworld (Chthonic/Saturnian Earth).
• The exalted Solar nature is referred to as the Glorified Body (also called the
Robe of Glory) which is the body used in the Overworld (Ouranic/Heaven/Air). The Lesser Conjunction must be attained before full access to use the bodies elevated to an exalted level can be available to embark upon the work of the Greater Conjunction."

"Heaven is elemental Air, the Ouranic Overworld, as counterpoint to Saturnian or elemental Earth, the Chthonic Underworld. "

Exalted solar is the sun being taken into air and exalted lunar is the moon taken into the earth. Praise for God exalts the sun and gazing exalts the moon, which carries them into the higher order natures to become one new substance. Exaltation here isn't under the context of being like how NG describes things, as in control of reality with your mind, which sounds extremely childish. Thing is anyone can get to this level, even if they're very parasitic. Makes you wonder.

11/5/25

I just heard the alchemist talking about how when you get to a certain level that you can consciously control the rising of purifying fire just like how NG says with breathing methods and such. This sounds like what I've been talking about, where when you've activated the subtle senses you're able to influence that current because it's attuned to and conjugate components with your conscious attention on them. You've let go of enough to then have a degree of control, regardless of if that's correct for you or not. This is why I believe that the NG stuff, when done reliably as he claims, comes from someone who's already well developed in the subtle senses and has sufficient vitality and supply of the necessary currents to make these thing anchor in deep enough to manifest.

"The understanding of the circle and becoming the circle. The if you understand the work of what the real magical circle is, you understand that that literally is the work of initiation of becoming an adept and all of the things you have to integrate in your consciousness. When you've done that, you are literally the living image of a s of a circle which has the highest spiritual authority. So the circle you're standing in to do magical work only has as much power and authority as the person standing in it. But the person standing in it doesn't have any power and authority. Neither does the circle. By the time you realize that and you've cultivated that, you don't actually need the circle anymore. They go together. It's kind of like a chicken and egg thing. Um, by the time you have experiences to realize how all these things work, you realize that the circle was just a prop. It's not that the spirit pays any attention to the circle that's drawn on the ground. It pays attention to the inherent authority within the magus himself or herself. Um, so the only reason I talk about any of that sort of stuff is because at some point it is a part a real part of the process. In order to truly fully engage all of the parts of yourself, there are certain psychos spiritual processes that a person has to go through and they're recorded in almost every major religion in the stories. They're not, it's not specified exactly, but every major spiritual authority that's had a religion made out of them has talked about the fact that they reached a certain point and then they had to face all of these dark spirits. It's in the story of Jesus. It's in the story of Buddha. It's in all those stories. And basically, if you know how to read those stories, they're all stories that read like basic textbook initiation if you know what all the parts are. And the parts are that everything that exists on an archetypal level exists within us in an embryonic level. Part of that major initiatory work is learning to integrate all of those parts um and connect them to the macro level of what they are. And that means some things you you have to um you have to exercise mastery over them because those parts that are um generally referred to as darker or demonic or whatever labels people want to give to them. Those are simply intelligences that exist from the chaotic part of the formation of reality. So before we had order, we had what? We had chaos. Forces, powerful forces doing all their things. And then when everything settled all down and everything's playing all nice with everybody, those chaotic forces have to be kind of tucked away. But they're in the unconscious places. But if initiatory work is basically taking everything that's unconscious and making it conscious at some point the adept must face every single one of those intelligences and must face those kinds of things and integrate them uh through a kind of a fermentation process into one's being so they're no longer separate and unconscious. So a every time you take one of those things and you interact with it, you have to bring it within yourself in a certain way. And then you've got to deal with a recalibration period where you maintain balance while it's being integrated. And that's the part that most people have a hard time with um because they're very powerful forces and depending on different traditions, they have different coping mechanisms for how to deal with that. But but they've all been personified like they're evil and they're not. They're simply powerful forces that exist that in order in order for us to complete the work at some point we have to deal with them. Some traditions call them shadow work. They call them different things. But um but they are real."

This is the alchemist more on theurgy. Interestingly he said that Christ faced the dark forces of the underworld and they could be seen as the Jews, the Pharisees and scribes.

"The point is to understand them. That's how you integrate them".

Going through the experience provides you an understanding which is the natural psychological progression of becoming comfortable with what's unknown, hence the "understanding" because you now have familiarity with it.

"Consider that somebody does something that looks really horrible. It just looks heinous and you have no context for why they did it. You have no understanding of why they chose to do that horrible thing. But then over time you learn more things about that person and the situation that they were in and something else that was happening that then gives an entirely new colouring to that whole thing you saw that at the time you judged for being one way because you didn't have all the information. And over time the more you come to learn about that particular exact situation the more you learn to see it from an entirely different point of view. see it from a much more expanded place where even if you don't agree with what was done, you can understand how it came to be. It's a similar kind of idea with those um more chaotic intelligences that exist for a reason. They exist on a universal level for a reason. because they exist on a universal level for a reason. We also have them within us in an embryonic level because man is created as a simulacrum of God."

"Um, so the thing that I always teach about the whole idea of transcendence whether um no matter which context you're looking at it in, but um it's all about alignment. So if you're doing a real practice that literally um is activating evolutionary force of some kind, you cannot help but be pulled into alignment because evolution doesn't go crooked. So when you're doing the practice more um and even and and it's holding a large portion of your attention of your consciousness, that's where your mind is. So it's going to have an effect on everything. Um and the more you come into alignment, the more the more you align with your higher nature, the more everything flows, the more everything begins to flow. Uh things go easier and simpler. And even if thing and that doesn't mean it's a cakewalk, believe me, universe will hand you really interesting things that you have to deal with. But the thing is is that you're not having to deal with it by yourself. You're a participant in the dealing with it. It's not, you know, it's still there's flow. It's being given to you because you are actually capable of dealing with it. So the more you become capable of dealing with things, the more things kind of will event at some point here and there get handed off to you. But it's because you can actually do them because you're not you're not in your when you're in flow, you're not in your own way. Don't have an attachment to using your lower will to make something look a certain way. You're surrendered to the higher will that says, "Okay, I'll do what I need to do. Move me where I need to go." and and then everything that's that's when you have flow. So that's why I always say that although we have free will, the single most useful thing we can do with the free will is actually surrender it to our higher nature. That's part of an evolutionary process where we actually consciously get to choose to do that."

The alchemist on alignment and natural striving. It comes THROUGH you. You accept it and give up control and you move with God exactly where you need to be.

"But the more someone is spiritually in alignment with the pursuit of their evolution, the less uh those painful experiences are going to come into full bloom because uh if they're really in alignment with it, everything is going to flow more. And the only times people have really bad, traumatic, painful experiences is when they have attachments to things that no longer serve them. And they're holding on to those things because they're afraid of what happens if they let go. And it's the holding on. It's the attachment itself that literally causes the pain. It's not the thing. It's not the process. And it's not it's not the the um the thing that that's being let go of. it is literally the attachment to it. So, um to some degree being willing to just let go of whatever no longer serves you and trusting in spirit that your higher genius is directing this show and it wants you to get more lined up and it wants to bring in that alignment to your life. And if there's things that are really counterproductive to that purpose, then it's going to want those things to go away. Your experience of that and therefore how you label it has got to do with you and your current personality and whether or not you you choose to see it that way. Um, so yes, those experiences can come, but it really depends on how surrendered you are to moving into the next level of what you have the capacity to be. There are things you're going to have to let go of. The thing is there's no hard and core set rule about what those things are. It depends on sometimes the things that you have the most attachment to. And it doesn't necessarily mean that you can't have those things. It means that you need to get rid of the attachment to those things. It's the attachment that causes you the problem. And it's very likely the attachment that your higher nature is trying to clear. So it's never about stuff. It's not about stuff on the outside or another person on the outside. It's always about your attachment to stuff or your attachment to someone. And if that attachment is debilitating, if you can't let go of it some other way, at some point it will just be ripped away because that's the only way to deal with it. Um, so really that really bad stuff generally only happens to really obstinate people who are refusing to see the signs of writing that's usually quite plainly written on the wall that they're just kind of in denial about. Um, and we've all done that, so I'm not judging anyone, but that's usually when those instances arise. Um, and a lot of times the key thing that really rocks people's boats are the their relationships because relationships are the places we can hide the most dysfunction and justify it in some way or another. And those are actually the places that have the greatest toxicity. Um, and just because we are choosing to step into a more conscious mode of being where we we choose to look at the shadow and integrate it and heal things or deal with them face on rather than continuing to ignore them, that doesn't necessarily mean that that person's partner is going to be on board with that process. um or even if they are that it's going to go well because everybody has a different purpose and they may not be aligned anymore. So if we hold attachments to those things then that brings or it ceases evolution. If you succeed in holding on to it and and to the point where that obstinance, it just means that the higher genius won't pay attention to you anymore and it's going to wait for you to get recycled and come back around till next time when you're a little more refined and willing to pay attention. Um, those are the choices. One of the things that happens when, you know, when you have quickenings in these things, that's that's evolutionary force rearranging things. And and if you've been using something as a crutch, eventually it will whatever was causing the need for the crutch as it gets cleared will cause you to no longer really want the crutch. And it will come up in consciousness as, oh, I can probably quit doing that now, or I should let this go, or whatever. because you don't you don't realize that the the the um the impetus to let it go is actually the result of something that's already largely being cleared to where you don't need that thing anymore. It's kind of weird a weird backend workaround where yeah, you're getting therapy that you don't realize you're getting therapy because you're not trying to get therapy on something specific, but it does come up where um uh attachments that you have, you know, attachments form an energetic uh basis within us as well. And as things get cleared, you no longer need the things that were causing you to do certain things to kind of maintain them or or to cope, you know, to to have a you know, a lot of the stuff that that people end up doing that we think is therapeutic is really just sort of a coping mechanism, just usually conscious of it. So um that's a good sign too that even though you know like the visual stuff is not as intense in particular times but simply the the arising within consciousness that it's time to let something go that doesn't serve you anymore or you know that's just part of a pattern that's being cleared and you don't need the other piece anymore is is pretty cool. So that's a good thing to note as well."

The alchemist on letting go and attachment and flow.

"it's the one pulling the strings. What's it's the one giving us the things that allow us to evolve. And if we can consciously align with those things, then we are at some point afforded the ability to actually communicate directly with it. And it will talk back. It will give you words. It will surprise the hell out of you when that happens. But it will happen. um or rather when it does happen then you have the validation that oh wow that's also real. Um and it comes with a number of side effects but um the whole point of all of that stuff is eventually to surrender your lower will to your higher will. Some people follow that magical path and they get to the point where they literally can have conversation. They have knowledge of the higher genius and they can have conversation with it and it tells them what to do for their evolution and they don't want to do it. That actually happens because people have attachments. Just because you get to the point where you can have knowledge and conversation with your higher genius doesn't mean you don't have worldly attachments anymore. But if if for your evolution it tells you that you need to do something. And at this point it's not that you're disbelieving that it's your higher genius. you know it's your higher genius. It's not it's not like you're saying, "Oh, maybe it's a demon trying to trick me." There isn't any of that. You know, it's your higher genius. But sometimes people are like, "No, I don't I don't want to do that." Which is really kind of silly when you understand that the more you do that, the more the flow increases. And happiness really is about flow. what you get joy from from doing in the world is is significantly connected to the amount of flow you have in your life. People that have no joy have no flow because they're not lined up with anything and they're kind of cut off from that whole energy cycle. So you might think that if your higher genius tells you, okay, you're supposed to go to Zimbabwe and dig ditches and you're some corporate CEO, you know, guy who's like, oh no, I'm not going to do that. Well, you just short changed yourself by not listening to what your higher genius was telling you to do. You could have reached transcendence in a in an instant simply by surrendering your will."

More on surrendering of control to intuitive impulse, or at this higher level that's more subtle, accepting commandments on a conversation level. Fear God.

If I can decode what NG says to preach this doctrine, and argue that NG instead preached acceptance of God and that imagination and the imaginal sense are different then we can make HUGE waves in the LOA space, instead of trying to battle against NG I will rebrand his stuff under the RS context. Somehow. Either way works really, but I find that to soften the blow for the NG buffs I will say that playing the NG card under a different context would be ideal and still have reason to use his name in my titles and stuff for the algo. Honestly I don't think I'll be able to plug all the holes because his doctrine simply doesn't work but perhaps for the ones foolish enough to believe whatever the coach says, be it me or someone else, that I could use this to lead them away from LOA space. Getting the control part of the process out is the BIGGEST issue. Nah who am I kidding schooling the NG buffs is where it's at. Be the anti-NG.

I've just found a lecture from NG called "the four mighty ones". He goes on about the 4 elements. There's some interesting scripture here. He seemed to understand elements, though he didn't seem to see them as alchemical agents. He saw the wind as the spirit, which is technically correct on one level, though as the alchemist made clear, there's philosophical mercury bound up in the principles when doing lab alchemy. NG says that the water is the assumption that's invisible and accepted as truth. Spirit in the water (hence the sons of God idea he has) and then the earth is the embodied physical manifest experience. This isn't alchemical really in any way, and has been made to fit his idea. This doesn't connect to any other system like the Daoist wu xing, so NG just made up those ideas really. I'm going to get a chance to talk to the alchemist further in the future and ask more questions about this but I wish to ask for his opinion on NG and his bible doctrine relating to these elements. The earth is the blueprint, and the water is the lesser form of this as a base element as we established before, as the water is the beginning of the alchemical fountain by which bions or starlight gather and self organise into the invisible arranged subconscious earth element blueprint. The water opens up to the potential of the earth. That's the point. We can see this in Daoist systems too so a second source supports this idea. Water processes into fire then into earth then into air. NG says that water is the belief in the invisible which earth is the realised form of that invisible impression made manifest as real. We know that the NG interpretation doesn't work because the practical lab alchemy is very real and you can create quintessence which produce effects that aren't possible otherwise. The patterns you get at the bottom of the retort when you're distilling out the saturated solution are irrefutable proof of this which can be seen with the eyes to anybody, and not some invisible idea in the mind of someone. NG plain and simple teaches a nameless God who's depersonalised and universal, when in reality God is very real and can be directly interacted with. He walked with us physically as Christ and on top of that when you're able to go through the prayers to his power then you will attain interaction with God in heaven.

NG defines "garment" as "what the individual has accepted as true", which he also defines as water. "Water is psychological truth" he says. "A garment simply represents the intelligence of the individual" he says. Thing is he once again doesn't make clear there being a connection to a blueprint that already exists as your water capacity in earth. exalted water. The alchemist makes clear that earth is where truth is, on a substantive level. The template for your potential. NG says that the letters of Yahweh are the fist of creation, then the truth as the scene of the hammer as the 2nd letter, and then the solidification as the 3rd letter. 1st is the first, 2nd is the truth, 3rd is the nail. Nailing the water on the cross. The truth on the cross. He's thinking these are some magic elements that comprise the creation process which the alchemist has made clear on every level to be inaccurate. They're the working parts of what interactions take place through alchemical transformation of lesser substances into higher order substances. NG thinks it simply all works through imagination, that spirit or air is awareness itself, then becoming aware of something is water as the truth, then the crystallisation is the earth. That's half truth, which most of what NG writes seems to be. He's basically interpreting the bible as thaumaturgy doctrine. There's no transcendence there and he even denies Christ walked the earth. How could anyone agree with what NG taught because there's almost nothing of actual truth in it. It's half truth all the way through at best and it's been fully demonstrated systematically! If NG is correct then that would mean we all imagined our birth conditions before we experienced it, else the law doesn't work, There's no natural striving because it's all solipsistic desire shopping, Satanism, where I become the center of reality and see myself as God. "I AM". It's all I AM. This is the unfalsifiable doctrine of NG, well until you begin to deconstruct his doctrine that is without needing direct experience with so called success or failure that the NG buffs will always point to as either having faith or not.

I find it insane that he says that if he finds his neck broken then he did it to himself. What about the infants who are born into genetic disease and suffered from day 1? Did they do it to themselves Goddard? Did they imagine that? How do we carry over experiences when we die and reawaken in a world without knowing we died, as he said, and how do you explain how we are born as children here? We don't know we died and yet we're born as children. How does that work? "You don't have to affirm I AM in order to be, you simply know that you are". That's true, but it's not the whole thing. Ew that's so gross. What a JOKE. That's honestly disgusting what I'm about to quote.

"Those not understanding it within themselves treat it so sacredly they will even cover the name as they unfold the scroll to read it. Have you ever gone to these wonderful churches and seen them reading a scroll that man himself wrote, for some rabbi wrote that down, yet when he comes to read it he will cover it, because he must not look upon the name of God. It’s a holy name. It’s not on paper. It’s not on the scroll. He can’t even utter it. It’s within him as his awareness, his ability to become aware of things, his ability to become aware of being the state of which formerly he was only aware of, and he walks as it and then he objectifies it and it becomes that, so I AM that I AM."

That's horrible. He's actually likening the modern Jewish Rabbi who reads scripture with G-d (you'll see this all the time on Jewish literature of the modern day) to be someone who knows the truth of the bible. WHAT A JOKE. He actually believes and SUPPORTS them, while at the same time denying Christ walked the earth. Sounds just like a Jewish distortion of the truth, who he was taught by of course as he himself has stated many times. He actually believes that these rabbis who read scripture and hide the name of God as somehow getting it right because they think that the name of God is too sacred to even write down. What a joke. What an absolute joke. The alchemist has pointed to these rabbis as people following a totally disconnected doctrine from real alchemy too, and NG learned from these people. It's so painfully obvious when you connect the dots and ask the right questions.

NG is teaching us that simply imagining something and feeling it to be real manifests it into your life because the experience of that as awareness (wind he says which is alchemically insane) solidifies that observed water as physical. Fist/hand of God as the awareness, the hammer as the second, and the nail as the 3rd. Sounds insane to think that this is actually what people are buying into without realising it. He taught in seedtime and harvest about these 4 parts of God too, which I quoted back near the end of page 18 I believe.

NG says that the producer suggests the themes of the play, as in the "divine desire" idea that God gives you desire because that's where you need to go., This is the closest thing that NG teaches about natural striving, except he says it's all about imagination. The imagination hungers, because imagination is God, and he says that the only way to realise a state is to walk in the state, to believe it's real and experience it. He did say that the techniques are all to get you to believe after all. He's saying that reality is built upon belief. So based on that idea of desire being divine and that the satiation of huger being all there is as he said, we can assume that his version of inner truth IS desire, which isn't always true, because attachments are a form of desire that are of the not self that we get caught up in and the alchemist has made it clear that often times what we desire and what we are needed to go through often don't always align, so yet more inconsistencies with observations we can all see. How many holes in his doctrine are necessary to see the truth?

NG says that the wind suggests, suggests as the idea or theme as he says, the impulse you could say.

"Call yourself a producer. You are going to produce a play – and the producer in man only suggests the theme. He goes no further. Wouldn’t it be wonderful, (and you name it), were I, (and you name it, ) successful, happy, and you name a certain state, but you go no further as the JOD: he only suggests the spirit for he just takes the wind and that he binds in his fist. He only recommends the motive, the little theme.

The second one, now, in man that works out that theme is the author, and the author in man is man’s wonderful inner creative power that can take the theme of success and work out the last scene, which implies the theme is realised. What would I do were I successful? What would I see ? What would I say? How would I act? Well, then construct one little theme or little scene which implies the fulfilment of my desire. That is now the second mighty one’s work.

The third Mighty One’s work in man is the director. The director in man is man’s controlled attention so that my attention must be completely absorbed in the single idea, the idea which implies the fulfilment of my wish.

Now, the fourth one is the one whose form is like unto the son of God. Now, who is the fourth one in man that will now do it? Man’s Imagination. Man’s real being is a splendid Imagination. An Imagination has form but man does not understand it and man doesn’t believe it, but the real being is Imagination. It can be anything in this world, and so he puts himself through the paces by simply inwardly enacting the drama that he himself has constructed, and whatever it would be that he has constructed, which drama implies the fulfilment of his theme, he inwardly acts it over and over and over again until it takes on the tones of reality. When inwardly he feels natural in the part that in which he is now se1f-rehearsed, the curtain will rise and he will see it there. He will cast the inner drama on the screen of space and he will see moving on the screen of space all the characters necessary to complete the play."

This is how he says creation works. Earth and air are potentials, the capacity to live correctly as the template and the greater aspect of purified mental experience when the fire moves into heaven and THEN becomes a son of God. NG likens the sun as the son, which is also insane too because the son of God represents "understanding" and comes from taking all the elements and making them one thing, which IS a quintessence, at least under the greater conjunction not the lesser. The conjugation of exalted water and fire become the son of God, where as NG is claiming here that fire (because he says air is spirit and water is truth and earth is reality so fire must be the fire) is Christ who is the imagination. NG says it starts with air, where as the alchemist says it starts with starlight crystallising into water and that fire comes next to form base elemental reality. NG says fire is last here, but according to the wu xing it's water, because water stores and holds capacity (for earth) within and CAN represent truth in an exalted form, as the earth representing the map or blueprint for perfection.

I do appreciate how NG says that the suggestion is the them, because that is correct. The 2nd part is the construction of the experience which represents it, as though we somehow need to plan it out, which in truth happens naturally through us because we're fed everything from intuitive sense. You can still argue that intuitive impulse is the 1st letter as it's implying a thematic target of desire, which is natural striving, and it's not always what we want but what we NEED, and that the 2nd letter being "truth" as the scene which enacts the experience into reality moving into earth. This truth of water I don't see relating to anything alchemically speaking. The earth I can see truth in, because we walk inside the earth, or subconscious space, because of the overlap of what the conscious reveals in the unconscious and when they become one thing then you operate in that level at baseline. I actually believe that the NG doctrine is partially true, which is why I want input from the alchemist to make some things clear because truth be told I'm not as versed in the metaphysics of the bible as he is. I'm not even close to his level on that side of doctrine. I've studied seedline doctrine the most, mostly to explore how the Jewish takeover of Christian doctrine happened and how we came to believing nonsense about universalism.

"He doesn’t have to consciously direct one of them. They become relevant to his theme, and because they are relevant they are drawn into the drama without their knowledge, without their consent. Any change in the drama must take place within him and not them, so he never appeals to one on the outside to change. He leaves them just as they are and he re-writes the play within himself and changes the end. As he changes the end, the whole cast are cast in different roles and have moved back into his world to complete his play."

People are drawn into the play without their consent. No free will. There you go, there's the mechanised dolls idea. SO if other people are also God then who wins if someone is imagining opposite? NG never said that we have our own bubbles of reality as far as I know, so it would be whoever believes the most right?

"So the Four Mighty Ones in man may be likened to the producer, the author, the director and the actor – the four most important members in the production of a play, and this is a play. The whole vast world is a play – this is a stage – but this actual movement and the actual drama is not taking place out there. It has been conceived, dramatised, rehearsed and completely enacted elsewhere. When you see it here it is as much a screen as when you see a picture on this screen later on today. You cannot appeal to the actress to change, they cannot even hear you. Any change in the script must take place where it first originated, not here. This is only a screen, so as Blake said, “All that you behold, though it appears without, it is within, in your imagination, of which this world of mortality is but a shadow.""

So he's saying that this whole thing is enacted elsewhere. Where is that? The imagination. The subtle sense reality. This is thaumaturgy, influencing others from the subtle. It seems that if you experience something bad and it happens without your consent, then was it your free will? If we imagine everything that happens to us as he says then how does that work? Isn't that a contradiction? If we have no free will, then who's the cause? God? If it's God unfolding this all then none of us have a single shred of free will and we're all just watching a completely pre-determined reality unfolding before our eyes regardless of if that's good or bad, because if we're born by God to play a role that's of suffering then we have no other option because we have no free will. How far does that go? He never elaborates on these ideas, probably because silence on such questions leaves it up for interpretation and dispute between people he doesn't want to involve himself with in that discussion. Smart thinking, from the eyes of a salesman. Only give enough info to get them to buy into it, without actually giving enough to answer all the questions. If imagination is the cause then he's saying the subtle levels are the cause. This means that distance from this world is the key. Refining the base elements is the key to attaining more power over the subtle senses which according to NG is where we have free will.

"So when you find the Four Mighty Ones, you have found the Name and when you find the Name you will be set on high. You will run into it like a strong tower and be saved and there will be peace in your world."

Apparently imagining and the embodied experience in the subtle is the solution to all our problems. No pressure, no alchemy. nothing but imaginal bliss. Solipsism.

"the purpose of this whole vast journey is to find the Name and the son’s Name."

In this sense it's about forming your own identity, and that your imaginal self is who you are. The sum of all the components and themes you've accepted into experience comprises who you are here. He said that you can use this for good and bad, so in that sense I should assume that this means that people get desires to hurt others? This is the issue with the idea of "desire" being the primary cause of hunger, and not a discontent. The alchemist says it's divine discontent that drives us for more, not desire. We don't always know what we want. I believe the most important part of his teaching is that training the imaginal senses is necessary, though he never makes that important. He claims that imagination is God, and yet most people can't embody a clear imaginal experience free from visceral reactions from their body, and they can't relax. If you're able to tap into the subtle then it would USUALLY, but not always, imply that your nervous system is clear, because the alchemist said that your ability to see into the unseen depends on clarity of the waters to that the exalted water can become baseline. The gazing cultivates distance, if you do it consistently enough, and on top of that praising God and thanking him with gratitude and feeling his love for you and holding compassion. This isn't to feel better and cope but to genuinely reach up to God and receiving his blessing through your "worship" of him, which of course in those thoughts will attune you to that subtle air and lead you to operating from that level. Just expanding the space of the under world in a vacuum I believe isn't enough to make the NG stuff work, because from my experience, having done that, it's more reliable when you're feeling correct satisfaction from living in alignment and having a sense of gratitude and praise for things not to cope but out of genuine expression by going through meaningful experiences. The alchemist also speaks of this too.

"Now you can try it and see if I have told you the truth this morning. See if you cannot conceive of things today and identify yourself with it. Remain faithful to that association and see if that association will not result in a corresponding state in the outer world. Boldly assume that you are the one that you want to be. Remain faithful to the assumption and see if it will not establish itself and become hardened into fact, and you will know then the one who really establishes all the ends of the earth, for your earth will be anchored down and bearing witness of the man, the woman, that you have conceived yourself to be. Then you will be free of the greatest tyranny in the world, and the greatest tyranny in the world is the belief in the secondary cause. There is no second cause. There is only first cause, and the cause of everything is the Name, but when you don’t know it, well then, you blame another and I cannot conceive of a greater tyranny than the belief in a second cause. There is only one God, expressing himself as Four Mighty Ones within the individual."

Right there is his practical process. Assume that you're already who you desire to be, and yet that's next to impossible if you're highly disconnected from your source of satisfaction. He's TOTALLY OFF THE MARK. That idea of boldly assuming something to be true REQUIRES satisfaction in your life and a correct alignment with natural striving to even FEEL natural in that state, and often you're led to BECOME the person THROUGH physical experiences as this is how we INTEGRATE those components of us that we desire to become, that we are then the person in the assumption through integrating the thematic components that are suggested to us. What a JOKE. Remain faithful to the assumption. That's next to impossible if your life sucks and you have no supply of vitality to nourish yourself with, which IS the integration of the themes of desire to satisfy and BECOME the person. Duh.

"On one level I am informed as to the language of birds. On another level the language of trees, and on another level the language of the motion of clouds; every little formed cloud is telling me something. Every little ripple is telling me something. On a certain level the language is revealed. On a lower level it is simply an object moving in space. Lift up the object only, any object, and it takes on increasing significance – and what a thrill when man so lifts himself that everything is talking and telling him of the kingdom within himself that not one little thing is by accident – that the bird that seemingly is wild and simply lit in your yard just for a moment, on its way south or north, did not by accident light, it brought a message – and every little thing in the world is telling you something when you rise in consciousness, and you rise in consciousness the day you find the Name and walk in it for “I will set him on high because he hath found my Name.” He knows my name. The only reason for the lifting up was the knowledge of the Name."

He's saying here that literally everything in existence, every bird and flower is because of an assumption within you, and if the self represents truth (the garment that becomes real) and you assume that to be true then he's saying here that you assumed all the birds and trees and flowers. Somehow. He's technically not saying you consciously caused all these things, though he's saying that by viewing these things from a "higher level of consciousness" then it's revealing more symbolism of god. That can make sense, but his view is all about his mind creating these things.

That's pretty much the end of the lecture now. That was an interesting one to analyse. It's very similar to seedtime and harvest. The seeds are already within you, as the themes, which he actually says if you read the 1st letter as thematic suggestion. The composition of correct orientation he says comes from the wind, where as in the water being the truth or garment (which could still be interpreted as the perfect template of music you're designed to play) then being the experience of that seed implying it's then planted in the ground (which he says is actually the subconscious mind interestingly enough based on how he views the ground (possibly earth though he never talks about that in his lectures on this subject so I'd assume he'd not made that connection) as the man) and then the fire being imagination. He never presents a self correction mechanism of pressure. It's all love and light. This grey area between his bible doctrine and the alchemical side of things, they must be reconciled or proven to be simply half truths in which case we then have every right to dismiss NG as someone ignorant on correct bible doctrine and move on. When that's been systematically proven then we can go to literally every single level without exception and prove NG to be way off and utterly eradicate the law of assumption from relevance and authority in the manifesting community.

12/5/25

"If youdo the practice, if you do the work, you will have certain results in whatever timeline is right for you, but you will have them. Um, and so those things that happen are then the things that purify your consciousness. We're not trying to purify consciousness from the conscious thinking level and doing things that purify consciousness so that we think then can go do other things. We don't do it that way in western practice. So, um, at least I don't. It's not how I was taught. And I think that the path that I've been given is a much more efficient path than the ones that are usually taught floating around out there that are just a lot of busy work that don't really amount to a whole lot. you can come to understand that certain states of consciousness have to do with um uh subjective reality, objective reality. And then um the the way that that was taught to me in that particular tradition is that uh when you cleared enough out from your in your subjective experience, you end up being very full. And that fullness uh when it flows out beyond you into objective reality then um that's exalted consciousness. Some of you already having exalted experiences. When you're seeing energy and doing things and feeling that's all exalted. So even though we're not talking about this from the eastern viewpoint um you're still doing the same stuff. I just don't draw it all out for you. Um so basically when the inside is full and the outside becomes so full that they're continuously pressing against each other eventually that barrier dissolves. That is a way of describing unified consciousness. Um saying the inside and the outside is also an interesting way of saying the sun and the moon. It's the interesting way of saying the male and the female. That's an interesting way of seeing a number of different things that are likened to different allegorical structures that all relate to consciousness and they can all be expressed in different ways and experienced in different ways. But ultimately you've got two things that need to become this one thing. Um and that can be brought about by any path that's real where you're working with evolutionary current. So you don't necessarily have to dissect all the parts to know what the parts are and to know what's happening but um different traditions have looked at them in a great number of ways and that's just one way of saying it. Um, one of the things that happens when you get clear enough that you can um that you can place your awareness in in that space that's that's a void um is um in Christian terms they call it uh praying without ceasing because it's you're you're putting your consciousness into a particular state or you're connecting your consciousness into you're holding a particular state of ci isn't sitting there going it's where your consciousness is and if you get there that's uh what they call in the yoga sutras of patanjali perpetual consciousness when you're there all the time that's stabilized perpetual consciousness this is a subjective experience when you experience these energetic things outside of you that's exalted experience When those two things become so full that the barrier between them dissolves that's what they call in the yoga sutras of Tanjali unified consciousness but unified consciousness is not the last consciousness and that's the kind of funny thing in a lot of meta metaphysical speaking being in unity and unified consciousness they think that's like the end all be all where you're at one with the whole cosmos and they're running around pretending like that's where they are and that's not really what that means that's like layers and layers and layers of consciousness beyond unity consciousness. Unity consciousness means from that particular viewpoint that you can look at any one thing and know it completely. You can place your awareness on any one thing no matter where it is and know it completely. That is a power of being in unified consciousness. Beyond unified consciousness according to the yoga way of looking at it the way it's explained to me beyond that is Brahman consciousness. So in unified consciousness you can place your awareness in one place and know it completely. In Brahman consciousness you can place your awareness in more than one place at the same time and know them completely. That's a pretty big deal. Brahman consciousness is also the state where you can bilocate do other things like that. It goes with that level of consciousness that passes unity consciousness. So um beyond that there's several other levels and then Krishna consciousness is basically a million awarenesses at one time. Whether that's allegorical a number or literal we don't really know. But the point is is that unity consciousness is not the end all be all destination that everybody makes it out to be. It never has been. It's just something that's been promoted, but nobody really knows what they're talking about."

Based on what I've read from what NG wrote out and spoke in that lecture we quoted yesterday, it seems that NG is talking about the fire element, being the conscious mind, as the elemental nature of what spirit unfolds into and through as a result of natural striving. The acceptance of what's there and allowing the themes to translate into experience. The fire element seems to be the experience of the imaginal senses, considering we do have access to it pretty easily I doubt that it's exclusively wind, though exalted fire leads to visible manifestations of the fire in the open eyes. You're using fire to imagine with imaginal senses, and clearing the unconscious mind should open up fire to be more stabilised and coherent which is of course how you lead to exalted fire and water., Clearing the unconscious mind, or the pathways that unfold what' correct to come through you, clearing those pathways is the work as has also been described by the alchemist using his own language. The way NG describes using the imaginal senses he's seemingly moving awareness INTO the "solar body" as in distancing from the unconscious water. How do you do that reliably? Clear the water. Stabilise the water so the distance between them can be established.

There's a video on the way tomorrow too so stay tuned!

The alchemist says that Salt sulphur mercury represent structure energy intelligence, or body soul spirit. He's saying then that energy is sulphur level, which seems to be qi. Jing is body, Shen is spirit, so qi must be sulphur.

"That's not western mystical thinking or or esoteric thinking. So um because all these different levels exist, the more your consciousness expands. Just think about all these consciousnesses and you're here in the middle. And the more your bubble expands outward, the more of those things you overlap into with your consciousness and the consciousness of those levels, the more you have access to. You know, you you are rolling along not thinking about anything in particular and this thing lands in your head that was something you weren't thinking about. And then a half hour later, you find out, oh, that's why that thing was in my head, because this was going to happen. It happened to me today with something as goofy as checking email. You know, I I do internet consulting, but I I really don't pay attention to that website because the clients that I have already have my number, and if they need me, they call. Um, and I was sitting here and the idea of, oh, you need to check your email. somebody sent you a contact thing that wants a consultation. And I went and checked it and 26 minutes prior to that, that is exactly what happened. I wasn't that email today. I had way other things planned to do today than worry about that email. And I have like eight email accounts. So, I don't check several of them. I don't check them the way that I do. But when you really need to know something and you're really in the flow, it's going to tell you. And I imagine that person will become a client because otherwise why would the hire genius send me a message or check email for something that was totally useless. I mean I that doesn't make any sense. So um you know these things happen but yo have to pay attention to them. If you just push them away then you're really not engaging with that kind of flow before they happen. You have to engage with them to you know like to accept them and to increase the rate at which they come. I've had crazy information land in the middle of my head or while not thinking about any of that stuff but having asked a question about a problem or put it out there and clearly a voice going and there's the answer in your head. Well, it's not just my head talking to me. That's receiving message information. But um if you don't act on the information you're given, eventually stops giving it to you. So, it's going to start giving information, but if you don't if you don't make use of it and engage with it, then it'll just eventually stop. The more you engage with that uh information, the more flow you'll have. The more you'll realize that really everything is really under control. And it's not under your control. It's being orchestrated for you to have an experience. And part of that evolutionary experience is learning to reconnect with your higher nature. And part of that experience is learning the stuff that we're doing, the the flow and knowing that you're not on your own. No matter who you are, you're not alone."

Boom. The alchemist just explained manifestation right there. It comes through you. You receive intuitive impulse as a signal through whatever means you're available for that and that becomes the insight to make a decisions to get in FLOW, and that flow is following natural striving and spending energy correctly according to how you're being driven by God. Thinking you can imagine and control that is insane. This is exactly what RS has explained, and he says that the more you expand subconscious capacity the more you'll touch into this. That's literally what I've been teaching with RS for ages now. Just follow natural striving and you win. If you don't get the impulse then follow what you KNOW you need to work with and the next steps will unfold. Give it a bit of a push with where you've been running up against and you'll gain momentum. The alchemist just confirmed this exactly as I've been saying. The flow is energy being spent correctly, and you'll recognise that over time your thoughts will correspond to the thing, and this is what I mean by when you look back and realise "oh I did think that thing" and the ONLY reason you actually went through with that is because you were already comfortable with it. That's why it's like flow, because you're just receiving insights to make decisions on the fly in the moment and accepting that and trusting that is your ticket to unfolding the seeds within you naturally. That's what manifestation REALLY is, and this NG stuff is either working with this mechanism or actually working on a higher level to integrate parts of us that are uncomfortable to normalise being that person and naturally having attunement to the themes unfolding through the senses automatically.

I actually believe that the NG stuff, in reality, is actually teaching you to use your imaginal senses to touch into overlapping the components of consciousness to expand them and by a side effect you'll naturally be more in tune with what's correct for you, as it's provided by God. He did say in that lecture that you're given themes of experience from God, paraphrasing of course, and assuming implication, but that's clearly how this works because it's already there in the template being driven by processes greater than you. It's all an acceptance of what is, as I've said so many times. From our point of view that can be tough but truth is that trust and acceptance in intuitive impulse and building that muscle on the level of the subtle senses and such other natures related to that will be your trick to getting into flow and manifesting what comes through you like seeming magic. I still believe that there's a mechanism on a level that's more stable in the higher nature where you CAN impact consciously but I'm not there to prove that, though I will ask the alchemist what he thinks about this idea that NG preached. What we believe we're impacting with imagination really isn't us, because it's all coming through us which we should know by now. If NG said that it's all about belief, and that every "impression" ends in the volition to act, and that you're fed themes, these parts of his doctrine are very close to what RS teaches in fact, though the control art obviously doesn't and seems to contradict what he says. So it's either he's actually talking about what we're saying here using very vague terms and I'm some genius who's decoded his real message or that his doctrine is actually inconsistent and I'm just reading too deep into what's not there. Either way if I spoke about that in a vacuum along with other parts of what he said such as how the feeling is "the acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled" and the action part and all these related ideas then I could argue for the RS flow with natural striving doctrine within what NG said and make a whole new branch of LOA. I need to figure this out next. Notebook 21 will explore this. Notebook 20 is very slow already again.

When NG spoke about how imagination is everything, and imagination is the greater solar aspect unfolded into all the other parts you experience, then he's technically not incorrect, but we don't know that for sure based on his language being all over the place. I even had someone unsub from me today saying that my language is all over the place, yet NG is FAR more inconsistent. That's just naturally what happens though when you're building out a model, so what. Regardless of that I believe that a case can be made by using these specific parts of what NG taught to clearly say that he preached imaginal senses in scenes as a way of clearing not self stuff (experiencing correct nature not as "desire" but what's NEEDED to be experienced to fulfil the underlying themes of compromise) and simply by doing this you're also tuning deeper into those subtle senses to distance more from the world (with methods such as gazing which he also did teach mind you though from a limited degree that's less powerful than advanced gazing and such) and by doing so you're actually able to not care as much and this whole unbelief stuff really comes from people trying too hard to control when that's never the doctrine. Persistent assumption and inner conversations under this repetitive context is VERY damaging because it's almost always implying that you're trying to control and of course God will throw you into chaos to get you to wake up. How else is the self correcting mechanism suppose to work. If NG really did teach RS in disguise then I've either struck gold with this or I'm totally off the mark with things and all my talk about NG being an ignorant fool (which some parts objectively don't work like saying Christ never walked the earth) and railing against "don't lift a finger" when the context of that could be argued to be under the context of having successfully let go already which would lead you to naturally be moved anyway. IT's his vagueness about how this works all together that's the issue, He never put it all together properly, and that's why so many people assume so many different things about what he says, because it's allll over the place. I feel like if I take a deeper look into his doctrine over time I might be able to scrape out a coherent RS like system when you interpret it under the correct lens of perception, though that's just my guess. There's something here telling me that these half truths of what NG taught have value to be found. The half truths can be used to market RS as a revised NG doctrine that's consistent with how things actually work, and using his language I will be able to resonate with so many others and effectively rewrite the LOA NG doctrine from the ground up and basically take over this community with RS. It's a wild shot but it might work. All of my ins and outs of exploring this and assuming that need to be cleared up about his work, and so I will make notebook 21 focused on this subject by exploring his language over various lectures and books. This will take weeks or even months but so be it. If we can get enough of of what NG preached to make a coherent case the I say job well done. Leave out the stuff that doesn't work as just incorrect half truths and use what does. How else do you infiltrate the LOA community without them knowing? I don't know how I'll explain his ideas that "all thoughts manifest" which is insane to think about because it's just not true, though we can say that all themes that move through you will manifest, regardless of the sensory level thought that you experiences the result. Explaining away all these parts is the main point that I need to work with.

13/5/25

"But remember that our reality is shaped by what is held in our subconscious mind. Since you are expanding your subconscious mind, your subconscious mind has more available to it. It has more ability to shape the outcomes around you. That's what magic is. you're doing it from one particular level of mind by focusing and having intention and doing whatever because you've just tipped this little part of the iceberg, but there's a vast amount more. So, um a continuing to do the work um that allows more of that current to come through you. That current current is pure evolutionary force. It's what everything is made out of. It's just that in this particular instance, that part that you're experiencing going through you is a very pure, incredibly concentrated, powerful um concentration of that same thing that everything else is made out of. Pure evolutionary force in and of itself. And it's light. It's like lightning. You're calling it electricity, but it's been referred to as the lightning path for a long time. Or rather, the lightning path has been referred to for a long time. Most people don't know that Sears ship can actually do what we are doing. In fact, it's very little ever really ever explored. And the people that do use aspects of what I'm teaching you guys in magical operations only use it when they're doing the magical operation itself. It's not a daily practice for them. So, it's kind of hit or miss whether it actually works. For people that have the mechanism kind of already somehow working, they have better luck with that. But really, this is about getting the mechanism to work. But that light, the electricity is lightning. It is why we call this illumination. That current is the illumination. And when it goes through you, it opens you to other levels that you're not normally conscious of. But as you get acclimated to that whole process, you have increasing access to other levels of reality that exist concurrently with the consensus reality that we all experience. But there's so many other levels to what a human has access to when they have that illumination current. And there's lots of stories about, oh, it's c curled up at the base of the spine. It's in there all the time. Whether it's always in there or whether it we find a way to open to it to allow it to, that's all kind of a moot point. The point is is that the practice facilitates the movement of that current through you. The more you do that, the more you come into contact with that pure evolutionary force, the more you have evolution into what a human being can become. continuous increasing access to other levels of reality. Um, that's why this is not something that a mentally nonstable person should be doing. This is only fit for people that are mentally stable. They're not trying to escape this level of reality. They're, you know, uh, their mental their their psyche and their mental faculties are intact. Giving this process to someone that's not mentally sound without the ospaces of an actual master is a bad plan. I'm not that guy which is why I don't you know I try to make sure that people that do this are and I I have there's margin for somebody slipping through the cracks but you know I leave it to my higher genius to help sort that out because I can't as as a conscious human I can only do so much. But think of it like um um like a channel for a hose. So the the the that pure force is supposed to go from one end of the hose to the other to get where it's supposed to go. What happens if there's a leak in the hose halfway and it ends up splitting the hose or you know whatever metaphor you want to try to use for why it's bad for somebody with a cracked psyche to be doing things like this. Um it can amplify the problem rather than expand consciousness. that can just expand the fissure. And the only one that can fix that is a master. Master can literally fix the fissure. Problem is, we don't have a whole lot of them walking around interacting with people in all of the asylums where all the cracked people are. It's unfortunate, but that's the truth because only a master can heal a fissure in a mind to the degree where a person is really restored to wholeness. I know that it's possible. That's why in in in many scriptures of many religions when there when when people are not right for some reason or another um you know and then they're healed. It's not because someone has the ability to lay on hands and heal and let whatever that's that's a healing modality. The reason it works to the level it does in the stories is because that person as a master has restored the psyche back to wholeness because a master has all of the alchemical powers. Master can come and go as he pleases do whatever he wants to do or she that within the you know that that we have this physical body, we have a lunar body and we have a solar body. The great work becoming a master is taking all three of those things and making them one thing. Well, each of those bodies has an ability, has places it can go, and we go to those places. We're not conscious of it. When you take all three of those bodies and you make them one body, that's what a master is. The master can use all of those powers at will, whereas we can only use them unconsciously. Um, you know, in ways that we generally don't remember. The more conscious we become along the initiatory path, the more we become aware of the powers that come with each one of those levels, the solar body and the lunar body, etc. When you take all those things and you mush them together, that becomes a stellar body. You literally merge completely all those bodies and you can traverse any level of reality you want to. Before you get to that point, you can learn to traverse levels of reality in the solar body or the lunar body because they each have different places that they have natural affinity with. But the whole goal of being here in a physical body is to succeed in taking all three of those bodies and make them one body. If we don't succeed while we're here in a body, we have to come back and do it again because you can't succeed without the body. So people that have gone on to become actual masters did so while they were in physical body. There is no other way. There are a lot of schools of thought that like to pretend that there's another way, but there isn't because alchemy can't just be rewritten just because we want to make it so. We can demonstrate to ourselves in order to make a quintessence. We need the body. We need the soul. We need the spirit of a thing. Whatever it is, we are no different. We are subject to the same laws. And there's no way around it. People either don't like that or they they make peace with it and learn how to move on from there. It doesn't thrill everyone. I understand. It's a difficult thing. Some of this stuff, you know, nature is weird and some of it is difficult to wrap your mind around and then to accept. But if we want to to really grow, we must accept the predicament or the opportunity that we're presented with. We're a multi-dimensional puzzle box and we have to learn all of our parts and all of our pieces and we have to learn how they fit together and how to make it all one solid thing so that it can't be reparated. If if you take a substance and separate it alchemically and recombine it into being one thing, the thing about that one thing is is that it can't be separated again. So once someone becomes a master, they're absolutely sovereign. They can do anything they damn well please. Go anywhere, appear here, go there, do whatever. They have all of those powers. There is essentially an individuated form of God that is conscious within a physical body that has all of those powers um as an individuated a fully individuated being on the highest level that a fully individuated being can be. That's what a human being is. That's why being the gift of being human is such a big deal. Unfortunately, everybody's wandering around squandering what it means to be human because they're just not ready to get it yet. They'll get it eventually. They everybody will at some point. Question is just how long each of us individually want to take before we start dealing with the problem or the opportunity, however you want to look at it. Um so those um the the more that current goes through your body, the more you become aware of things you were not previously aware of. And the more you become aware of them, then the more you figure out what they do and how they can be utilized and and but the thing is not to try to do that on purpose to um before you really know what you're doing to try to manipulate anything too much. I mean, it's setting intention and visualizing and whatever."

Here's the alchemist on the secret and LOA stuff.

"That's not anything different than what they teach in the secret. Um, the problem I have with the secret is that it's really focused on stuff more than it is actual illumination or anything spiritually useful. And there's nothing wrong with that. We all have to have stuff. We all have to deal with stuff. Learning to apply your mind to reshape reality in the way that you want is what is is part of learning how to be here. Um, so it's an important thing to learn. But as long as it's in alignment with what you're supposed to be in alignment with, um, forcing the lower will onto attempting to force the lower will onto things can get you in trouble. So while you're doing visualization or whatever, doing it, put it out there, release it, but don't be attached to trying to make it happen. There's nothing wrong with trying to um uh you know if you if you if you are being forthright there's nothing wrong with wanting things to work for a good business. There's nothing wrong with that. Um but you don't um it's like asking for things to be cleared so that it can come about easily and be in flow and all those things. you know the difference between when you're in flow and when you're not. You know that. Just don't be attached. Don't be too attached to um you know like entirely specific things. You're already in flow what's coming to you. Um and there's nothing wrong with learning to do things and play with things. That's a natural part of what we're doing. But if you are really in flow, the whole point of that is that when you're in flow, what's supposed to come to you is going to come to play, you know, to an extent, but just be mindful that you don't want your playing to interrupt your flow. It can if you get a little, you know, carried away. That's all I'm trying to convey. There's no right or wrong. It's just you know um uh if the desires of the lower mind become um the primary focus, it can pull you out of flow and interrupt kind of initiatory process. Okay, to a degree. Um, then again, you know, if your higher genius really has you on track and other things are helping you along, you have to sometimes try really hard to screw it up. So, I think you're fine. I'm just saying, you know, um, don't let your lower mind have too much attachment."

The alchemist just lined up how this works, and it's what we said yesterday. I've not heard this talk from him in many years so I totally forgot about his take on manifesting, but I knew it was alignment based. This is partially the doctrine that NG preached too if we take what he said in the four mighty ones how he said that you're "suggested themes" that then the water builds into sensory level experience. The so called desire term that he uses really should be viewed as this "suggested themes" because what's really happening is you're receiving the spontaneous suggestion from God in those themes translated into sensory level idea which then if you live into and go through it will integrate those components and thus you'll BECOME that person. If you view the NG manifesting doctrine from this way it can make sense, else it's what I've always said, solipsistic trash. The idea that you can control with your mind (which he also did say as I've quoted) is the issue though the control always happens through a top down process. God controls it all, and that's what the suggestion is about, to offer opportunity to transform and accept natural striving which is in alignment and "flow" as the alchemist says.

"So, um, uh, while I completely understand the the hesitation to, you know, have that happen again, at the same time, that's a really amazing thing. But remember, when when these kinds of things happen, they happen as a result of the mechanism being cleared and because of the result of the energy that comes with it, which is a quickening. But what I've told you about quickenings is that that um the energy that comes up and you've experienced this before um can bring with it uh a kind of adrenaline that feels like raw fear and that's not what it is. But that is but it feels so similar that it's natural to have that kind of reaction. Um, the thing is is to know that that's not what that is and then to be able to just master your mind and sit down and do it again. Um, and it's like get back on the horse or Yeah. or the fear will have done its job. So, so the there's a mechanism that exists in nature and we we've talked about it before, but that mechanism's job is to keep people in the box until they are really really ready to get out of the box. And you can understand the mechanism theoretically, but the way you get ready to get out of the box is by being forged by the fear itself. to the point where eventually it's no longer fear. So it is an absolutely normal part of the deeply initiatory process. The thing is is you have to have enough divine discontent to where nothing else that's going on in the world is really anywhere near as as soul quenching as the interactions that you can have in these profound ways. You have to want that more than you want all the other stuff to where you're willing to sit down. Even if you're scared to death, you still sit down and you do it anyway because that's more real than worrying about what the Kardashians are doing this week or whatever the hell else is on those people watch. Um, you know, like you you get to a point where no matter what certain things are and how much fear they may trigger in you, that's still more real and therefore more more worthwhile than most of the other stuff going on around you to the that doesn't give you what you're looking for. So, the choices are allow it to scare you so that it takes a long time before you sit back down again, or don't let it scare you even though you're scared and force yourself to sit down and do it again anyway."

Forged by the fear itself. Right on. That's the purification, that is how you integrate an d "understand" truth, because that's the ONLY difference between someone who's done the work vs who's not. They've gone through UNDERSTANDING which IS going through it to integrate that thematic component in supply and thus they know the truth about something. The alchemist says that someone who's enlightened is simply someone who knows what everything is when they see it, everything that they've integrated that is, and thus they're not moved by it because KNOWING means HAVING SUPPLY for that current, and thus you can manifest it at will because it's within you. THAT'S where the magic happens, which manifestation unfolds through that process.

"When you have those kinds of deep experiences that are the result of of of that pure God force going through you that uh the light of that the illumination that's why we call in the west we call what they call the east enlightenment why we call it illumination is literally because it is the light but that light acts as a ferment and it burns off um shadow pieces that need to be cleared. You don't necessarily have to roll around in them to know exactly what they are. But anytime you interact with a pure illuminatory current like that, it's going to have a kind of a burn off effect, a purification effect that can manifest as feeling off for a while, feeling sluggish, uh blah, just blah across the board on any note. Like you're underwhelmed pretty much by everything. There's no there's no there's really not a lot of up and down. is just flat. Um, and the degree to which that can happen um can be uh from very extreme all the way to reasonably mild. What you have sounds like reasonably mild but slightly disconcerting because you didn't know what was going on. Anytime you have that kind of a process, part of your consciousness is being separated, being brought back together again. But separation is a death process. In the big picture, uh, when we die and in the normal consensus way of dying, all of your parts separate and go back to where they came from, unless you complete the work and then you're going on to another level of evolution. But in that separation process is a purification process. So what we're doing is philosophical death to a degree. philosophical death can come as where it did for me when I encountered incredibly strong pure solar consciousness that basically I experienced death for 3 days not oh I don't feel good or oh blah blah blah I could literally barely move my body for three days philosophical death is a real thing when I came through that I understood all kinds of things that I didn't understand previously because it's there it's a that death clearing process is also an integration a reintegration or a re-calibration that is an alignment process. So the more you go through these processes, the more aligned you become, the more access you have, the more understanding you end up with. Although uh having that kind of gnosis doesn't necessarily mean you have a template to plug it into so that it makes sense, which is why having a teacher that's gone through these processes that can put in a template that makes sense is really helpful."

The alchemist on the effects of purification and understanding.

"And the entire point of all of this stuff is to know yourself. So the fact that that's coming up repeatedly means that you are on the right track of going through experiences that allow you to see who you are. The average person experiences themselves as this this idea of being a singular a singularity. But we are not a singularity. We're an umbrella that holds a lot of different intelligences and complexes and all kinds of stuff going on here. And the um magical journey is part of getting to know what all of those pieces are so they can be gathered and harnessed and um reshaped into something uh on a on an entirely different level. And you can't do that if you don't know yourself. And that's why overall the ancient temples over the doors it said know yourself and that's what they mean by that process. They don't mean okay know what your favourite colour is and whether you're a cat person or a dog person and you know you don't like liver. I don't like anybody likes liver because liver is buff but some people do. Um and then they like to smother with onions which is the other buff as far as I'm concerned but whatever makes people happy. um obviously not a liver person, but that's not the kind of know yourself that they're talking about. Um so um you uh you you can't just be told by someone what you are. You can be, but it doesn't matter until you have direct gnosis, direct experience for yourself. That's all just information. And people can get all stuck in the information and be basically armchair mystics and they know all this stuff but they don't have the direct experience and without the direct experience there's no evolution. So the alchemical process is about taking a crude material. We'll skip some steps, but basically separating it into its parts, purifying those parts, and putting it back together again to create something that didn't previously exist. That cannot be done by um without art. It doesn't just happen out in nature because it in order for that to happen in nature it's it's happening all the time but everything is in such a wide um open environment that all the different parts get dissipated. Um the same process happens for the alchemist in the container is a philosophical process. So all of those parts may separate and things are may be categorically dead or however we want to describe them in a chemical work but they're not lost. They don't get dissipated because they happen within the vessel. Your physical body is also a vessel for things that happen to you on a psyche level. So that's why we can go through what we call philosophical death and we feel it but we don't die die like regular normal death. So there's two different things there but it all functions under the same separation process."

He's saying that gnosis and understanding and knowing yourself through experience (going through puriying processes that provide you opportunities to transform limits) are all the same thing, so manifesting and living in aligned trajectory with God's will are the same things. When you get too a certain level then i believe you can consciously and deliberately do it because it's within you already, which is why he says the master can "do anything they want" because they've gone through the integration of those thematic archetypes but the person who's still integrating those must go through the pressure to understand it and thus integrate that component and then since they're a supply for it they can experience it at will effectively. I believe. The bulk of people who "do" manifestation, including myself, are just living correctly and unfolding what's necessary for us to integrate what God needs to to integrate, though when that's done and you've become the supply then I'd argue you CAN technically "manipulate" things though I'm not there to know from experience with certainty because I too am still holding onto many limits, else I'd already be there. What I've decoded about this whole thing with "states" being who you are and who you are is what you know/have in supply/have gone through intuitive impulse and transformed those pressures, then we can say that certain states are locked out until you've mastered the components, and allowing God to move you is how you unlock them. The only way you can unlock states is by going through the themes that experience corresponds to. The alchemist has said this about advanced gazing, when you see colours for example you're seeing a representation of the theme of experience that's being cleared as made manifest as colour instead of another format. It's all thematically correspondent and integrating those themes through experience lead to understanding and understanding IS "sons of God" from an alchemical perspective. I believe that last lecture I went through from NG somewhat implied this too, though in another one he said that we are the sons of God because we exist here, which is only a half truth. Those who are in the fold are sons of God, and if the fold and following him like his sheep represents following his will then to be one of his and to be a son of God means to be purified under his guidance through experience to attain understanding of what's necessary that we don't have awareness of. Going through the experience brings that understanding out through us naturally, which we'd otherwise not be able to attain., SATS therefore I will say works on this level too, as an integration of what's necessary to experience to integrate the components and thus the "you don't have to lift a finger to make it happen" CAN apply, though that's rarely the case. More often than not you'll be led through physical experiences along side it, and comfort in being ok with that pressure is the key to flow and unfolding that's necessary to integrate those components.

"I AM" IS the correct thematic integration of KNOWING SELF on that integrated thematic level. That's what NG means I believe when he says I AM can take on states, understanding through experience integrates those components of reality. I AM really is the correct orientation that's necessary for you based on how God leads you, it's not a subjective be anyone or anything, because God has a will for you and God moves through you as those thematic suggestions which means it's time to integrate those components and thus understand more by going through that. This I believe connects those dots. The whole thing with knowing more about yourself is always a purifying process where not self automatically burns out as a result of the correct understanding which IS correct experience which IS how you KNOW who you are. Those components are in supply and are resonant and nourishing, so you just intuitively know and that's what intuitive impulse is leading you through with these opportunities given by God to supply you with what's necessary.

"I always say that transcendence is a function of alignment. So, what does that really mean? Most of the time, if transcendence is a function of alignment and we're having these experiences that make us feel kind of off-kilter, the experience isn't off-kilter. We were off kilter. The experience kind of helps correct our alignment. But because we were already acclimated to being off kilter and don't know that we're off kilter, the re the the the acclamation to being slightly more aligned feels disorienting. But that's because we're we were just acclimated to being however we were. We've been walking along this way the whole time and didn't realize that we could be walking this way. So, every time you go through one of those corrective experiences, you're going to feel off kilter because you're being you're you're reintegrating a new alignment. Does that make sense?"

Interesting take on what the alchemist thinks about this stuff. I just seem to keep running into the correct parts of what he says when I need it right away when I'm thinking about these things. I guess God is moving these parts, because I certainly couldn't have made this happen. Either way he will say that when you're integrating more of yourself (keep in mind this is with the advanced work which is more intense and deeper usually than breaking boxes physically to work the same process on a different level) it will result in things being a bit disorienting, because you're being more of yourself but it's also unfamiliar even though that's what's already there in potential for you. It's like you're getting use to living as someone that's more aligned in the contrast of looking back on who you thought you were before. It's the sudden, or gradual, shift in contrast of natural striving being resisted vs accepted, more or less. Now when you're doing the deep deep work and doing advanced gazing (I've personally rarely experienced this but I've had conversations with someone who's able to turn their reality inside out and see realtime physical manifestations of things with their eyes open in theurgy work) you'll have a very intense disorientation because the contrast between where you were and what's been integrated now is far more vast and you'll be like looking over the edge of a cliff instead of a small hill where seeing the top is possible vs not. You'll almost lose connection to who you were, and the things you id won't feel resonant anymore because that's burned off not self stuff. it's more or less the experience of the contrast and disorientation of being clear from not self patterns while still having a small sense of momentum in that direction that simply doesn't really feel right for you anymore. That's how I'd say I experience this, it's like you feel "I should have resonance to this but I don't" because that's been purified and you won't WANT to engage in old not self stuff or think like that, even though you did just before. That's why it's disorienting, it's that integration period in fully getting use to living in a new sense of self. I guess that's more or less what the NG "impotence to desire" means, because it's the integrated component of what's actually necessary to experience and thus this attachment to needing things is dead and you'll not WANT to think those thoughts anymore which is the disorienting part of things on this level. I don't know any other way of explaining this in a way that makes sense. When you've integrated a component that's correct for you then the not self expectation to hold onto the opposite implication to remain safe from feeling through that experience, that momentum you've had built up for years in avoiding this thing is now suddenly taken away and satisfied and you're like "oh where'd that go" and since these not self tendencies burn off you'll usually feel the need for less stimulation too, because you're more complete here and now.

All these people telling you to "just feel better" are missing the point. Feeling better on a field geometry level, unconsciously in your body, requires you to go through necessary and meaningful experiences that God leads you to unfold ad thus you'll be integrating components which then nourish what's currently not nourished and that leads you towards that satisfied feeling of not needing or wanting or whatever. Not as intensely we could say at least.

"Well, archetypes are m are um concentrated hubs of energy that exist around primal forces that formed uh existence. So, um they depending on what level you interact with them on, they may or may not have um or or present themselves as a kind of a anthropomorphic image, but they exist on multiple levels. They exist from from from causal level of reality all the way down into the physical level. So they're the major spiritual forces that we purposefully approach and encounter to integrate in order to um reach the next levels of evolution. So um you could talk about architecture for like a thousand years. So I don't want to overrun but they're they are conscious spiritual forces that are um kind of trying to trying to explain this in non occult way. Um they there are as many archetypes as there are essentially concepts that exist. Okay. Everything that everything that is a concept has an origination point in the idea and what we would call the mind of God or something along that level on a creative level. So everything that exists has an archetype. But the kinds of archetypes that I'm talking about in terms of those colours are kind of a more specific subset of archetypes that have to do with the actual formation of u all the levels between non-physical all the way down into physical. And there's a core set that are primary and those are the archetypes that we have to interact with integrate on multiple levels in order to get to the next level of consciousness that we're here to learn how to do. So each of those primary archetypes does have a sort of a colour that goes with it in terms of the um the nature of its of the way it presents itself. So you know we have a process that's called the peacock's tail. put a process through and it goes through all the colour sequences and it's a fermentation process that releases a certain that you can watch the colours go through. That's the same not this it's it's not the same exact linear process. But when we talk about breaking down the soul cage, we have to take each one of those archetypes. We have to interface with it. We have to bring it into balance so that there's no longer a um an influence where it can push you around. So for instance, even though our consciousness stuff is made of the same stuff that is super consciousness stuff, we are in uh a a vessel, a construct. So consider that that all the the macros is an ocean and you're a water balloon. You're you're the same water on the inside that's on the outside, but there's a balloon when uh and that balloon has many layers. Each one of those layers is related to one of those archetypes. The archetypes have been personified as gods, Olympic spirits, deities, all kinds of things. But they are simply um the way the universe works, how things are created and woven together. And those forces uh act upon each other in an eb and flow that crosses back and forth all over each other. They're just doing their thing. Well, when you're the water balloon and you're in that mix of stuff moving back and forth, it just bops you around because you're just there in the way. It's not personal. It's not doing it to you on purpose. You're just in the way while these forces are going back and forth. the the process of becoming spiritually sovereign gets you to a point where those things can do that, but they don't get to bop you around anymore. Because let's say um archetype number one that's related to archetypal layer of the balloon number one, it can it can bop the balloon around because that's still there's still a barrier there related to that archetype. When you bring down that one barrier around the soul cage, there's nothing for that one archetype to bop into anymore. So, it can do all this, but it can't bop you around anymore because layer its layer around the balloon has been dissolved. It's been integrated in a fermentation process. It's not that you knocked it down and made it go away. You have to literally integrate it in a certain way. And and that's what we call deep magic. initiatory deep f the energy kind of magic that we're not really ready to discuss yet but in trying to answer your question in a practical way so you understand why it even matters that's part of the dynamic of what an initiatory path takes you through anywhere near fully integrating it it's just showing you the a thing it there's lots of layers to that onion worry about thinking you're going to finish it anytime That's not going to happen. That construct that that I call the soul cage is something that a lot of people aren't even aware that it really exists. You have to become aware of it. Your consciousness has to expand to the point where you realize you're pushing against the boundaries of what makes you an individuated being."

When he was talking about the whole idea that every concept has a part in the mind of God seems to be what NG talks about by "imagination" creates reality, which is why some time ago I had the idea to separate the imaginal senses from the imagination itself, because I believe that imagination IS the substrate that represents the creation of God and all the themes which represents that is what our awareness plays like an instrument attuning to different notes to play the song of our lives and God gives us the sheet music for that. The alchemist uses archetypes to explain what I call themes or thematics, which archetypes comprise states, and states are "infinite" (effectively infinite but wouldn't really be though as there would be enough themes in creation based on the will of God to be made manifest through us which sis why even in seedline Doctrine it says we're created for what we're created for and that we shouldn't complain about how we're moved because that's just our orientation as the alchemist says in how some deny natural striving to stay in their box even at the higher levels) and so when NG talks about embodying a state he's actually explaining to use to integrate that experience as a way of providing us the components necessary for our transformation given the "suggestion" on the thematic level that God is needing us to go through at that time, which is what we call the process of natural striving. It all connects more dots. Wonderful. The be anyone have anything model cannot work unless you're at a certain level, and even then I'm still assuming, but technically I can see a way that would work.

He was also talking about pushing up against the limits of what's there for you, and when you become aware of them then you're seeing opportunities to transform stuff, so the way that God moves us is perfectly aliened with most efficiently running up against resistance (dissolving not self stuff to integrate what is being he correct thematic components) with nourishing cureent within us allows us to experience that level that's uncomfortable which moves us and by going though it we "understand" it and so integrate that level to the point where it doesn't move us. That as I've said before I believe relates to how someone CAN then manifest whatever they want because they've done that already. So people who can make specific people show up out of thin air like magic reliably have integrated that experience an the themes necessary for that, likely because that's what they've been led to do and you've either not gone through that yet and you're being moved for it or you've not had natural striving lead you there yet and you're trying to integrate what's not in the next level for you and you're trying to skip steps and so God will pull you back and force you to look at what's necessary. Been understanding that since really the very beginning of RS, because that's the basis of the peak dip cycle. Unnecessarily stimulating yourself to get something you're not ready to experience yet and holding attachment to that is what's holding you from making ANY progress on any level and so the more you suffer there the more you're being thrown around to actually pay attention to what's n necessary. God will either just let go of trying to help you until you wake up or he will continue to push the box and hope you wake up.

"What we're doing is opening the mechanism so that you can see past the lunar veil so you can begin to do that other work where in a way that you can see. Um not being able to see is is an impediment. So this work opens the mechanism. it it clears that lunar level, but it also brings evolutionary force in terms of the dragon rising, which then expands your consciousness. So, it's a leg of what I look at as a three-part system. So, there's seeing and there's alchemy, and then there's deep magic. Either one of them can get you there, but when they're all integrated, it works much more efficiently."

The alchemist has said the lunar level, of the unconscious mind that is, is what holds the veil in place. Clearing the unconscious trash allows the clear vision to open up, and that's why affirming for things while you're still stuck with these limits will only cause you to run up against them because you're trying to move ahead of where you should be. Clearing what's coming up with natural striving repeatedly is the most important part as as usually 9/10 that's going to involve making physical decisions differently, thought not always. That's how it was for me, and many others are the same, despite what they might think.

We've really gone deep here and I believe that there's enough of the NG doctrine on the level we're talking about to make sense of it in this way. I believe this is one of the keys to having a splash in the LOA circles, explaining that experience is for the purpose of integrating a thematic component and that's what embodying a state means, instead of this mental stimulation mind saturation trash that people think is manifesting which really has nothing to do with it at all. Whenever you do that you'll go through peak dip cycles. We all know that and that's why the LOA community has a limited amount of time left before it implodes because it doesn't work. NG still has holes in what he says but I think we can look past that and use what's there to make a point clear about the alchemy of manifesting. Everybody else picks and chooses NG quotes anyway, you can make him say pretty much anything you want by going between lectures and cherry picking quotes, and because he never synthesised things correctly he never grasped things, Him failing to understand natural striving to any significant degree is the biggest issue, there's no body awareness or inner guidance mechanism in LOA, outside of the "suggestion" on the thematic level which NG has mentioned twice thus far that I know of. Those 2 quotes make this whole thing possible. I will probably find more, considering God is showing these things to me to integrate and understand them. This is all flow for me, like the alchemist says. It's effortless, even if I have doubts about things, but that's part of the integration process and I'm fine with that. If I go back and forward on certain ideas to come to a complete understanding then so be it. Big deal.

"you get to the point where you can consciously connect and control that largely at will that is an energy you can direct But you're not anywhere near trying to do that now. But yes, your intuition is correct. When when you can raise that force at will, there's all kinds of things you can do with it. That's basically pure God force. Well, yeah, but just think like, well, what what is there that wasn't made with God force? What couldn't be done with that? It depends on the level of consciousness that you attain as to where and how you can direct it. But yes, ultimately that's part of things that show up as something that a person can do."

The alchemist on "directing God force" and this sounds much like what you can do on the higher level to manifest realtime superhuman ability and other things. The alchemist told a story about someone he worked with who was an adept and he was able to common lightning at will and have it target a person and find them using where the lightning would strike on the ground. It sounds crazy but that's what he experienced and that was his "oh ok this magical stuff is real" and that's what he says got him opened up. God shows us these things to give us benchmark experiences to compare to in future, almost like a glimpse. Perhaps my trial run of having insane power when I was 15 (despite not knowing what to do with it) was what revealed to me what's possible with having people tell me that I'm literally glowing and having people start relationships with me before they've even began and manifesting free stuff all the time and getting put in the highest grades above everybody else like easy. It was just crazy, then I started getting in my head and then things fell apart, but I guess it was meant to happen that way for me to experience that contrast. The only way to get there is to do the work. Advanced gazing for those who have it is the most powerful way to do this opening of the subtle sense and clearing lunar stuff. Use it, do the work every day. I've been doing minimum 2 hours a day lately and it's had some insane impacts. I don't talk about my experiences with it here but sometimes when I'm doing it I get very very intense feelings that cause me to almost feel like I'm going to explode, or sometimes like I'm collapsing in on myself and I can't breathe properly or my muscles start to spasm or my head spins randomly or I go blind for a short period. Things that I can't explain but are necessary for this to clear, because that's the way the dissolution manifests. It really does work like magic, so use it because you've literally got access to the most powerful method there is for this level of the work. It takes months or even years to fully compete it but so be it.

"bad things don't happen when there's ripeness. They happen when they're forced faster than when there's ripeness. So, while it may take a little bit longer to prime the pump, when you get there, you're really there. You're not being propped up on uh false phenomena. You know, when you don't go looking for it and it happens as just a natural course of things"

Yeah. Things happen through ripeness, or when you're ready to follow the will of God basically. Bad things happen when you try and skip steps, and most who apply the NG stuff get stuck in that space of trying to force.

Time to start notebook 21. I've heard enough from the alchemist now. Going to speedrun the NG lectures again to try and find more stuff. I'm not going to bother with his books unless I find a book I've not read, because I've been through all his books like 3 times or more. Dead ends. His books are written quite differently to his lectures it seems. Seedtime and harvest was decent but still not to the point. I've yet to find reference to scripture relating to "planting seeds". God plants the seeds, hence why they're already there. We don't plant seeds, we just allow them to unfold through us. Theta's the biggest thing I disagree with NG on, assuming he holds that position of our free will planting them, and not God planting them within us that we're moved to unfold and integrate as that sprouting process. Seems like this is possibly the final stretch before I start rolling in money, or so I'd like, but that's up to God. The fruits of my labour are about to pay off it seems. 2025 pages and over 1 million words. That's insane. Most of that has been the last 12 months, or less really.

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