Aetheraeon Notebook 21

"The son of God is called Jesus Christ". This is what NG said in "The Smile" from 1965. This must mean that alchemically speaking the "divine child" as the alchemist calls it represents the lesser conjunction, which is the point of "understanding" and that understanding is the integration of experience. I don't see a complete connection there but it's partially right if you'd see it as the lesser conjunction of fire and water unfolding into the child.

"you are totally unware of the fact that you are Mary". This is where he goes wrong. He's playing these stupid games with talking about higher order substances that exist in capacity to be realised. You're not Mary in the base elements, Mary is integrated through gazing, You have Mary as CAPACITY. Technically you DO have Mary, and you "are" Mary from that sense because you contain that capacity but it's still just a capacity and not an integrated component. This is where he goes wrong and his stuff gets misinterpreted. It's almost as though he's talking from the view of already having done the work, and that everything he wrote and spoke about is under the context of someone no a higher level already. He's almost speaking like this to sound like he knows things that are assumed by whoever is reading, this being one example, and the same with Christ being within you. This imaginal senses being God "bringing an image before he mind of God" trash that everybody preaches out of INSANE IGNORANCE. Can't stand that stuff. Let's continue.

"Jesus Christ is the power and wisdom of God. He's the sperm of God". This was after he was making reproductive analogies and stuff, which is obviously a conjugation effect of fire and water which is what produces the child. The power of God is the "God force" that the alchemist talks about, which comes through you spontaneously when you're ready for it by living correctly, or unless he decides to open you up because that's his will. Either way saying that Christ is the sperm of God to me seems like saying that Christ is the fire element, which he eluded to in the last lecture the 4 mighty ones where he said that fire is imagination, yang, solar principle, conscious mind. Lesser conscious mind. The imaginal senses, possibly. So if the imaginal senses are Christ, are fire, are the son of God (lesser yang would make sense on that level but as far as I know the alchemist doesn't consider Christ lesser yang that's still separate and not reached the lesser conjunction level where you're at heaven) then this must mean that he's speaking of this under the context of the imaginal senses as a translation of wind, which is as he says the suggestion of theme, and fire translates that into the water, and the earth is crystallised light which the alchemist also says is the case based on what you see when you do advanced gazing in the sudden bursts of light that show up.

"And here, in the 2nd chapter, the 7th verse of Psalms, you see the words “And he said to me, ‘You are my son, this day I have begotten you.’” “I begot you”…how did I beget you? In the same way that fame begets envy. I reach a certain degree of expansion and automatically at that moment of expansion, then I beget. It’s automatic, just as one becomes famous in this world and envy rises in the world. So fame begets envy."

Automatic. That's correct, because it's an alchemical unfolding that's mechanical. Expansion of subconscious capacity, though he leads up to this whole thing under the context of the masculine term begot over beget which is feminine, so he says it's a solar function, which I believe the alchemist also agrees with, because you work with the solar side to induce the conjugation by taking the sun into the moon to see through the moon into the earth which is what advanced gazing does, thus my assumption that you're seeing the earth through the sun in an exalted state of clarity and that's what he means. I don't know but that's what I believe which can make sense.

"To attain immanence and reach the illuminatory state of living into becoming a Son
of God,"

"To summarize the exalted Solar nature of becoming scripturally ‘Born Again’: One cannot consciously enter the kingdom of Heaven unless one becomes a Son of God first. But, the Sons of God level is the Saturnian (Aethyric body/blueprint) level where one will remain unless one has shifted the seat of the personality’s consciousness from that baseline Chthonic level (Saturnian Earth) to the Ouranic level (Heaven, elemental Air)."

This is what the alchemist says about being born again. NG misses too many parts of this to make a conclusion as to if he is correct or not, because it's very vague, as always. If we take the practical side of what NG is saying, about basically how imagining correctly can open this up, then it's how you're clearing the water to see clearly as the exalted lunar, and that imagining what's necessary can have this purifying effect as I said before. Imagining what's not necessary that you're holding onto is what keeps you stuck because there's no clearing and integration. You cannot exalt the sun to become a son of God until you've cleared out the not self trash, or as the alchemist says enough of it to reach that threshold. He said you don't need to clear it all but enough so that a shift in baseline state of operation can take place. When you can access heaven at baseline is when you're a son of God, though NG makes it seem like it's just a simple act of imagining something you desire, which isn't the case, though in principle when applied correctly can lead you there, so I guess we can't knock that because in some capacity he's right there but it's a very limited scope.

"Before the world was, I am. And David whom I thought was a character 3,000 years ago suddenly is a contemporary; and he’s not only contemporary, he’s my son. Then I go back in time, as I begin to expand, and suddenly…I thought the temple, the ark of old, was 4,000 years ago, and I find that it wasn’t. I find that suddenly the ark is my own being, and it’s torn in two from top to bottom."

So David according to NG is the culmination of all your experiences. We can say that this instead represents your integrated themes that are necessary. David I believe would represent a capacity that we have on a higher nature that we can live into, either related to the greater conjunction or a step that happens before that. I don't know though. When he says that the ark is torn in 2 from top to bottom is interesting because the alchemist has spoken about how in the lesser conjunction you physically feel "the left side of your body smack into the right side of your body" and they become one thing, so this might be related. Most of the doctrine that NG preaches is conjugations of components made casually explained out of correct context when connected to how that's done in principle instead of just talking about the act itself. NG always just discusses the act itself as though that's all there is, but that's the result of other processes, which he misses the importance of. As I said it's like he's talking from the perspective of "I've done this how come you can't" kind of thing where he's just expecting everybody else to know what he means and be on the level of integration he is. This is the biggest issue with his work. It's NOT for the common people to follow.

"Finally, I am actually enacting all these things within my being. I thought when the dove went out of the ark and it made three trips; and the first, it came back and Noah took it into the ark. Then it was sent out again and it came back with an olive leaf…olives grow only at low altitudes, therefore, the water is subsiding.

And then he sent out the third time and it doesn’t come back; therefore, he knows that the earth has been brought up; for on the third day the earth rose up out of the deep, so it doesn’t come back."

Now that is an interesting view. The earth being rising from the deep is symbolic of the subconscious expanding and the water being refined. That would be in my eyes the alchemical significance of the flood story, The waters rise and then recede once all the impurities are washed away (by taking the conscious mind into the unconscious mind or flooding the earth which the alchemist has also talked about in other myths relating to fish swimming up stream) and so this story relates to the PROCESS of taking the water and purifying it which expands the subconscious capacity. Noah and the ark would likely relate somewhat to the solar part as that's what went through the flood on the surface, or really was thrown into the waters and came out on the other end. What I can say is that the "metaphysical bible interpretation" or whatever that book is called I gave brief commentary on before is VERY inaccurate. Apparently NG followed that doctrine too, or so I've heard from some on forums where this is discussed, though I don't have source material for that.

"Mary contains Jesus Christ". That's an interesting statement, because that IS correct, because Christ comes OUT OF Mary BECAUSE it's a transformation that takes place through conjugating the capacity of the lesser components into one thing. Christ therefore contains all the components necessary to complete the later stages of the work, which is when you're a "son of god". If you take what NG says about how every imaginal act is creative, then that's correctly speaking under the context of birthing Christ, because you're expanding the subconscious whenever you purify not self stuff, which leads towards that birth of Christ as the child of the lesser conjunction. From that level we can see truth in the NG doctrine. You'd NEVER figure that out if you took what he said at face value, it's only because I've done deeper study on alchemy that I've understood this symbolism.

"The first expansion is the birth of the smiling child". That IS correct. The lesser conjunction opens up expansion into the higher order substances and the dissolution of the soul cage as the alchemist puts it which is how you integrate greater powers and do what NG talks about reliably, or so I believe. "Then comes the begotten". This must be a conjunction on a greater level that I'm not aware of, or he's talking about a different interaction. I don't know. "but the next one is begotten: “Thou art my son, my only begotten son,” and he tells you who you are. You have no knowledge of who the father of that child was until a further expansion, and there’s the Son, the begotten Son. When he comes and you look at him, you ask no words; you know exactly who he is and you know who you are. You know the relationship. Now you know if God is the Father of this only begotten Son, and you are his father, then you know who you are." This to me sounds like the greater conjunction, but I don't know. I've not heard of the alchemist talking about these experiences before, and he's not even there, so who knows. When he says that "You know exactly who he is and you know who you are" sounds like a gnosis that the alchemist does talk about a lot when you INTEGRATE higher order substances. This description might not even be the final expansion or conjugation of components to become one thing, though NG claims it is. His idea of "expansion" sounds to me like "integration of themes" instead.

"Imagination reaches its limit of contraction and then at that minute it begins to expand, and the first result of that expansion is the Christ child. And the second is the begotten Son of God, and you know who you are. And then from then on you grow forever and forever." Here he says there's only 2 conjunctions, which is correct. The lesser birth of the child or "divine child" which I've heard the Daoist immorality texts also reference among others too and then the greater conjunction which sounds kind of like what he's talking about. "And yet all these things you’ve thought a way back in time are all contained within you, so nothing came before Christ." They are contained within you because you're a simulacrum of God, but that these things aren't ALREADY ACTIVE and that's the BIG problem that people in LOA have because they're READING IT WRONG, which even I did for a long time. He never ever makes this clear though. He never says "once you've imagined everything necessary and you've gone through all the states (integrated all the components) then you'll birth the child and know yourself as God (the simulacrum who's integrated all the archetypes that God emanates). It's been taken as "I can imagine and be anyone I desire". That's INSANE.

"Nothing comes before Christ, nothing. So when Christ appears in one’s world it’s the beginning of the expansion of the individual in whose world he appears.

And then everything comes after that. It’s the most fantastic picture but it’s true. Nothing comes before Christ. So we speak of B.C., before creation, alright. “Eternity exists,” said Blake, “and all things in eternity independent of creation which was an act of mercy.” So comes the act of creation and he chooses me, as he’s chosen us, and then he superimposes himself upon us, and leaves his imprint…that’s the overshadowing of the Holy Spirit. And then it develops within me, within us; and when it reaches that moment where it is completely formed, the Christ child, at that moment I explode, I begin to expand. I reach the limit of contraction and then I expand."

NG says that the Holy Spirit overshadows us, though the alchemist says that the Holy Spirit is the exalted lunar aspect which only becomes accessible AFTER the lesser conjunction, which is a "body" or part of the 3 primary components of salt mercury and sulphur which are different bodies that are conscious in their own right which exist within you and as totality make up who you are. NG then must be saying here that all this stuff about the explosion and expansion (which the alchemist describes as an explosion too as in parts of you "smacking" into each other) takes place AFTER the lesser conjunction, which almost nobody has even come close to, not even myself. This is the problem. If the holy spirit cannot be accessed until after then the overshadowing of the holy spirit and this imprinting must be the creation of our essence as capacities within us, and that this overshadowing is that capacity that we have to attain when doing this work. Gazing allows us to access that. NG never tells us how, other than to imagine what you desire, which obviously doesn't work because most people AREN'T on that level! When NG says "when it reaches that moment where it's completely formed, the Christ child, at that moment I explode, he's talking about the lesser conjunction! How else could you interpret that? He said this is the first expansion. It's insane though that NG is saying these things as though they're just so casual. It seems he wasn't taught completely inaccurate alchemy after all, on some levels it doesn't work but on others it does. Half truths.

"Jesus Christ is the sperm of God, the creative power of God, bearing his image, and it actually penetrates and passes through the surface of this being, the soul of this being, even though on the outside there aren’t any holes, either before or after the penetration of that sperm that fertilizes the being that I am. And I become a fertile being, and the being that penetrated me is the image of God and it matures within me. When it reaches that complete perfection, like an egg it breaks and out it comes; and I, its mother, I hold in my hands the infant child, the Christ child."

Sperm represents a creative essence, as in a simulacrum that contains all the potential for creation. The alchemist talked about this in some Sumerian symbols I believe about sperm flying towards the sun. He says that that the image of God MATURES within me. That's the correct description of unfolding your potential through operating correctly because you're unfolding the themes that are necessary to integrate which NG also mentioned in other places as "suggestions". He used the word themes, which makes me think he was on track with this. Hearing that opened up a lot more. He says when it reaches that complete perfection and it breaks out sounds again a lot like the maturation process I just spoke about, of going through experiences to integrate what's necessary to complete that work.

" And I wait…if really this is my child, well, show me his father. And I don’t know…I can’t find the father until a further expansion. And then, five months later another terrific expansion and here I am looking at what was always there."

Wow that's insane. NG reached the greater conjunction in 5 months. His ripeness was off the charts. No wonder he could speak of these things so casually. "I can't find the father until further expansion". "I am looking at what was always there". I think that explains that he DID in fact have an alchemical doctrine, and that this other so called metaphysical bible interpretation by whatever that guy was is the issue. NG is talking about living into your potential here, plain as day. Then he goes on and talks about control, though from his perspective it might seem like that because he has integrated the components, which is why he wrote about that so casually. I might be able then to explain why he spoke of controlling reality under that context. Boom. Am I a genius or what. Never seen that before until now. It's all divinely orchestrated. I give praise and honour and glory to God my creator and my kinsman redeemer for this path. I did none of this without him. We're just getting started too.

"So, scripture fulfills itself. He will cleave to me, his bride, and not leave me until we become one person. At the moment of David, we become one person. There aren’t two of us any more, not God and his wife, just God."

That right there is greater conjunction. David must have a deeper meaning that I'm not aware or or have hear the alchemist talk about. David NG says represents the personification of all your experiences, but we know that this simply means all the components that are necessary to integrate by going through them which requires submission to God to unfold fully as he guides this process of integration. At the moment of David we become one person sounds just like the greater conjunction. The explosion, the vortices. The alchemist never said that it's like bliss, because he said it's literally a philosophical death and you're pretty much totally disabled as you just had a massive shift and it's very disorienting, as we spoke about before in late page 20. David must represent the template of perfection realised, at least on some level.

"So here, as I stand here a fragmented being and one little aspect of my fragmented state returned to that unity, I know that every being in this world must return to that unity. And so in the end, we’ll have one prince, it will be David. And we’ll be king, and we’ll be Lord, we’ll be the God, and our name will be one. So I can say I AM. I can say I am a multitude. But do I say I’m a multitude? A multitude it takes then to make what I am. So when the whole is brought back, I am still I AM, and I AM is always one. I can’t say I am and think of two. So the whole is brought back to one."

Aspect of a fragmented state returned to unity, AKA integrated components leading to individuation where you're not moved by the movement of the archetypes as the alchemist said. You're a multitude, a multitude of components, themes of experience represented by all the archetypal compositions you experience. The I AM is the unfolding principle of God. Saying that I AM is some magic idea of identification is INANE. In principle that's correct but what is being taught is WAY off. It's THE COMMUNITY that's whacked, as insane as that sounds. He still denies Christ walking the earth, and denies kundalini work such as Yoga or any other form other than what NG says is valid to be methods of "how you meet God". That's illiterate from what NG spoke, but it seems his entire understanding came from a vacuum of imaginal sense experience and that's it. That's why he still speaks half truths and isn't really the complete picture. Those inaccuracies can be looked past though and we can extract the correct doctrine there.

"For your pregnancy is over, your labor is over, your travail is over, and all that you have done—and you’ve done it for unnumbered centuries—comes to an end when you bring forth the Christ child."

Unnumbered centuries. Previous iterations of gathering the components for the integration? Sounds like it.

"The only reason for it was to expand your being beyond what it was when you first decided on this play."

It's God doing that, outside of your limited awareness deciding on the play. That's why you're moved by God and that your conscious mind didn't decide, because that pressure exists for the purposes of integrating the components necessary under pressure. That's what the "expansion" means. You're not God as you are now, you're a simulacrum of God as I've always said.

"Mary is right in this room. Every child born of woman is Mary. And every child born of woman though it’s just an infant was favored by God, and having been favored by God it bears the imprint of God. God has already fertilized it, and when he makes him impression upon it, overshadows it and it bears that image, then it goes through the furnaces of experience, and passing through all these furnaces that child is being fashioned out of the pain and the horror of the world. And when the whole thing is finished within the individual, then comes that moment when you least expect it—-it could happen tonight—-when you least expect it, suddenly this terrific pressure in your skull and out comes the child."

NG is correct in the end there saying it could happen any time, because the alchemist says that too, though it's EXTREMELY slow. Every child bears the imprint of God, meaning the components in potential to be integrated. God fertilised it meanings you've been "impressed" with the image in the lesser substances which need to be refined in the furnace. What does a furnace do? It breaks down raw materials. The child is fashioned out of the pain and horror of the world. This integrates those experiences by going through them. Going THROUGH experience is what SATS is REALLY about, as I said ages ago back in my "feeling" video. So it sounds like what NG is saying here IS in fact correspondent with the principles of RS, just on a level that's very difficult to grasp without context in understanding these things which his teachings in a vacuum cannot reveal.

I believe I needed to spend almost 7 years studying the Jewish world order to understand and integrate those experiences to have context for this and to see why it exists under a greater context. That's why I went so hard on proving seedline doctrine since 2021. It's valid under the context of the history of the world and how physically speaking we're moved into conflict with each other for the PURPOSE of his will, which then unfolds through the metaphysical side. NG himself didn't understand that and neither does the alchemist it seems, so I had to go trough a different route to come to this understanding. Integration. That's probably why when I was writing about seedline doctrine and the history of Nazi Germany and how Hitler never actually wanted to eliminate Jews and all these lies told about history that I had insane visions come up in me on the regular and my third eye would pulse VERY strongly WHILE I was writing out those entries. It's God telling me that I'm on track. I purified stuff just going through that, so this proves my point. When you face the pressure in the world to be yourself, in whatever way you're moved through, that accepting this no matter the pressure will be your way forward. I had to risk RS being taken down by exploring such ideas but it was necessary. This is just another example of my point of facing the fire. It's not always imaginal work it can absolutely be physically based in the world following where you're moved to make decisions and be yourself authentically. I couldn't deny that pressure. I had to accept and explore and satisfy it and that then integrated that component. The alchemist told me that after going through this I likely established a connection with an underworld intelligence that's resonant to me that I will likely interface with in the deeper work. Most of my resonant intelligences on that level are mostly subconscious underworld beings. They're the most ancient and primordial and powerful forces which are very imposing and vast in their nature, unlike the overworld types like the cartoon witch character I've had interface with before who said "you're coming with me".

"and you can ask for anything in this world, may I tell you, before the child is born because he’s in you and he is the creative power of God. You can ask anything in this world and get it, because it’s the same Christ. Before you see him and hold him in your hands as a child, may I tell you, it’s the same power of God."

This is where NG loses me. He's either talking about natural striving unfolding what's necessary or POST integration process where you're individuated and have that level of influence where you CAN manifest things by will because you've done that integration work to enough of a degree to be clear. When I get there I'll be able to know, though I will ask the alchemist when I can talk to him next.

"He laughs, really, smiles, because Isaac is a prototype of the Christ child. It’s begotten; it’s not born…it’s really begotten. Isaac in the sense, you should think of Isaac not as one that is generated but rather the fashioning of the unbegotten. That’s what Isaac really is…it’s the forming of the unbegotten. Because, God being the unbegotten he forms himself in man. Because God has no beginning; it’s Melchizedek, no father, no mother. It forms itself in man by leaving an impression, which is called overshadowing. And to overshadow simply means to superimpose. A superimposition is the overshadowing of scripture. And you will take two, and if they really conform and become one, you have a perfect one. Two must actually mate and become one. So you must not leave…you must cleave and they become one person. This fantastic world in which we live, we are all one. In the end, we will see it. But you will hold that Isaac, the prototype of the Christ child."

Isaac he says is the fashioning of the unbegotten. Interesting. Then he says that Isaac is the prototype of the Christ child. This sounds like the template of what's necessary to be integrated through experience. God forms himself in man. God moves us to integrate his components of creation. Sounds like the same idea.

"When you reach the limit of opacity and the limit of contraction—and it takes tremendous pain to do that and the pains are the horrors of the world—-at that point then comes a reversal and you start to expand. And the first resultant expansion is the Christ child, and he leads you to the Father; for the next one is David and David reveals the Father."

Here he talks about the pains and horrors being necessary to expand. Then he talks about 2 conjunctions. The first is the "divine child" as the alchemist calls it and the other is David, or the complete integration of the archetypes. That is correct.

"Then comes the splitting of the temple. Then comes the story of Moses"

Right so what are these? This is said right after the above quote by the way. The splitting of the temple to me sounds like a separation of things, though I don't know the symbolism of this one. The Moses story symbolising something after completion? I don't know. There's a lot in Moses's story. He's mostly there to give the law and lead the exodus. How could that happen after the greater conjugation of David?

"Q: Neville, would you restate this proposition about the birth—to beget, to bear.

A: I said that there are…you can concern a birth from two angles. One from the father in which the verb is “to beget” and John uses it in all the gospel of John and the epistles of John. In the 13th verse of the 1st chapter of John—-“born not of blood nor of the will of man nor the will of the flesh, but of God”—-that verb is “to beget.” In the 3rd chapter when he speaks with Nicodemus and “that you must be born from above” that is “to beget.” That is not as the present state would be. So that you can take it from the father’s side, which is always “to beget,” or from the mother’s side in which the verb is “to bear.” So here, Mary, that’s female, that’s feminine, so she bears.

So ___(??), well, the child is there, it’s been declared yours, as others told you it’s your child, so you bore it. But when it comes to David, no one tells you anything…it’s begotten. The little infant, the Christ child is discovered by the wise men and they proclaim that you are the parent. They don’t call you father, they don’t call you mother, they call you by your name; and they will say “It’s John’s child.” Others will ask a question, “How can John have a baby?” Nevertheless, it’s something born.

But when it comes to David, there’s no one to tell you that it’s your child; it’s an obvious relationship, so that’s begetting. So he said unto me—-who said?—-“The Lord said unto me, ‘Thou art my son, today I have begotten thee,’” begotten. Well, in the Book of Matthew—-not in the present book but in the King James Version—-they use the word “begat,” all fathers, no mother is mentioned. Abraham begat Isaac and Isaac begat Jacob and Jacob begat and so it goes through the entire thing.

So these are simply states expanded, and as they expand, the automatic result stands before them. Just as we said earlier, you get big in this world power and by your power you beget envy. It isn’t born of you; you automatically conjure by the power and the fame that is yours."

There was a Q&A at the end of this lecture. There's more symbolism here I'm sure you can comprehend based on what we've explored so far. I will clarify one part though. When we're talking about begetting or such terms we're talking about the capacity of God unfolding the product, where as the birthing of the child comes from the mother of Mary which is the first stages of the work. Lunar and solar. With the David being beget thing it's because you've completed the greater conjugation of integrating all the components that are necessary and so as he says "no one to tell you that it's your child" because it's the capacity of God unfolding from the solar level. Hope that makes sense. Confused me for a second. This stuff can be tricky. What comes from the water vs what comes from the fire. The first stages of the work is the work of Saturn as the alchemist says, which is lunar, exalted lunar as he says is the Holy Ghost which attains access to those levels and it all begins by first going through the underworld and the birthing of the child out of that is present, while the begetting of David was already there unfolding after that level since the underworld has been integrated. Once that's done then it's all archetypal integration.

"But there are people in the world who because they have a million or several millions or they have great publicity behind them, are envied by those who have not yet begun to expand. But after you begin to expand and you hold the Christ child in your own hand as your own child, and then after that expand beyond to behold God’s only begotten as your own son, who could you envy? Could God envy anyone in this world?"

That's the last quote.

Next lecture. "The holy one" 1963

"Egypt means Camp Polk, Louisiana" Camp Polk under this context seems to be referencing a wartime camp which I'm assuming he's relating to under the context of "war" and "conflict". So Egypt in his doctrine seems to represent conflict, conflict with yourself. Moses led the exodus out of Egypt.

"God has clothed himself with humanity, completely clothed himself with man. He’s put man on as you would an outer garment, and so with the garment on say, “I am.” That’s God, the only God, there is no other God."

This is where his doctrine absolutely has been taken and warped. It's the capacity within man as a simulacrum of God that's contained here. I AM is the experience of components of God as God unfolding through you. Natural striving, BEING THROUGH experience. That's how I'd define I AM. The states that I AM can assume are the thematic components which can represent experiences to be integrated as the simulacrum of God to become more individuated and gradually purify and attain higher order substances bringing you closer to God. That's what that means in my eyes. The idea that you're God now in this form and can imagine and think and make stuff happen is INSANE but that's how it's implied if you read his books. If I AM then why can't I manifest my SP? That's the issue. He never makes this clear, and I believe this was partially on purpose, else his work wouldn't have sold if he told them they'd need to do all these things and be purified under pressure to attain those higher order substances and integrate the components to experience them in a satisfying way. He made that so vague and it's like it's almost perfect the way he told it under that context to give juuuuust enough to that people think there's truth there but also juuuuust enough so that people like us who are reading this can dive into the language more. I AM is saying that because I have these components within me that I can assume this experience because I have within me already what's necessary for this to unfold in a satisfying manner, without having to face the fire to then integrate them. If we imagine what we desire and we are moved in the world to make decisions that we don't want to but that are necessary to integrate those then we cannot complain when unsatisfying manifestations unfold. The issue is this trying to make thing happen without facing the pressure of natural striving and submitting to that movement. That's the issue. People who manifest successfully are either already at a higher level and have those integrated or that they were accepting and went through what's necessary to transform. Then you've got all the psychological coaches who think you need to integrate shadow stuff to manifest while still living the same life. That's still helpful and does benefit but I believe that targeted release methods only benefit to a certain extent because you'll still be likely led to make decisions in the world that are necessary given all the experience I've had with this and studying case studies of who is and isn't successful. This is why the method is irrelevant because the thing to "make it happen" is GOING ALL THE WAY as I've said endlessly. Going all the way means accepting what's necessary to go through and going all the way with that experience no matter what. Then and only then can you say you've done the work.

" I’ve been trying since I discovered it to share it with these aspects of my own being, for they’re only my being pushed out. There’s nothing but God in the world."

Aspects of your own being. Themes of experience. Components of consciousness. That's the magic of what he means, not this idea that everything you think must manifest. That idea is absolutely insane and the fools who preach that trash need to get schooled HARDCORE. It ruined years of my life that's for sure, though as much as I hate that it happened it still allowed me to experience the contrast and see truth. So it's all God in the world because all the components that comprise the states are what you integrate and experience through.

"We think the pharaohs died thousands of years ago and we don’t know that they are in our present; that any tyrant in this world who can enslave you, who can restrict you, he is a pharaoh, and he will not let my people go."

"So without my consent, without any desire on my part, I was picked up, like millions of others when the world thought it needed manpower, and put into the army. Then at that very moment instead of making, say, $10,000-12,000 a year, I was told from now on until they would let me go I’ll make $50 a month, not a week. They’ll give me my clothes. I had clothes. They’ll give me my food. Well, I had food, much better food. They’ll give me shelter. Well, I had shelter. I had a home. I had everything I wanted. No, they didn’t listen to that, so they put me into a compound, they called it camp, and here, in this area, reduced from $12,000 a year income to $50 a month, without my consent. And I had a lease that ran for quite a while, with a wife and child to support, and all these things. They didn’t consider that. Who is pharaoh in this world?"

Interesting take on the Jewish banking systems. He'd never say that of course but it's the truth. WW2 was a Jewish banking war, as well as a culture war. This idea must be why he called Egypt Camp Polk. Suffering. Conflict. Interesting that he said "without my consent" which means that he didn't consciously desire this or even think about that being what he wanted, though it happened anyway. He was likely put there for a purpose by God to have this experience and integrate it and tell us about it today. Remember his natural striving was likely what he did, he had no other actions to take to get out, and thus because he imagined himself at home he was moved there, not by his own "free will" but because of the necessity that was unfolding through his experience, and that's why him and only him likely was able to get out through imagining it that way. It was going to happen anyway, he was just led through it, and so now NG tells us that we too can manifest freedom just by imagining we're at home. What a joke. If that's where you're moved to integrate then so be it, but if you're suppose to go through something there by the will of God then good luck. His teaching practically speaking comes from someone who's effortlessly able to do this, probably because he already had integrated the different bodies to experience these things for real. This is why his stuff doesn't work for a vast majority. They can't live in another world because they've note integrated the components for that to be of access, as the alchemist says.

"But the God that I know is a present-tense, first-person experience: “I am the Lord thy God”—first person, present—and so I firmly believed him and I trusted him. So he clothed himself in me and made me alive, that’s how I became alive. And now I will trust him implicitly. His name is I AM, he has no other name. There are other names but the real name is I AM. And so I will now trust him and test him."

Trust him is very important there. Trust his movements through us. That's what faith really is, above all else I'd say.

"And so, while in Egypt—Egypt means Camp Polk, Louisiana. So that’s Egypt—I am in a compound, can’t get out of it—a pass to get me out of the gate and then to get back, show the pass again, and there you are, completely restricted. My pharaoh whose heart was hardened… when I applied for an exit from this land called Egypt, it was denied. Same story as told us in the Old Testament. So pharaoh said “no” to the children of Israel, “You cannot go. I will not let you depart from Egypt.” And so, all the pleas in the world would not soften his heart. He said no to my application. So while this night, believing in the scripture, that the only name of God is I AM, I assumed that I am the man that I wanted to be. I assumed that I am where I would be were my assumption realized, and there I slept."

He trusted and had that connection because this was necessary. No surprise it worked in the end.

"In the wee hours of the morning, four in the morning, before my face came a sheet that resembled the sheet that I had signed and applied for my honorable discharge. And here it came back “disapproved” and signed by a colonel. Didn’t sign it pharaoh, but that was pharaoh. He had the power to hold me there forever. That was the power invested in him by the laws of the land. That was pharaoh. But in spite of pharaoh, denial of my application for escape from Egypt, I believed in God. And God’s name is I AM. I simply assumed that I am the man that I want to be, a man that is now a civilian, a man that is honorably discharged, a man living in the outer world, not in this compound that is Egypt."

"And that night this paper came before my eyes and a hand up to the elbow. The Bible uses the Spirit of God and symbolized it as a finger, as told us in the Book of Judges, that is the finger of the Lord. It tells us in the Book of Daniel the hand appeared and wrote. It tells in Isaiah of the arm of God. So the finger, the hand, and the arm, they are symbols of the activity of God, when one believes in his name, which is I AM. So that night before my face came this sheet and then the arm came out, right to the elbow, it held a pen, and it scratched out “Disapproved” and it boldly wrote in above it “Approved.” Then I heard the voice of God. It’s my own voice in the depth of my soul and the voice said, “That which I have done I have done. Do nothing.” So who can stay the hand of God? And so, nine days later the same pharaoh who disapproved my application for my exit from Egypt wrote in the word “Approved” and I was honourably discharged."

His experience, when God said "approved" to him mirrors what the alchemist said in page 20 about how God will communicate with you when you're being instructed. His imaginal experience was NECCESSARY to unfold. He didn't just manifest this like anything else. this was part of his process. I've had clients tell me they hear loud voices when doing advanced gazing that they're going to manifest the desire and it happens. They were SUPPOSED to do that. That's the point. The experience even though the pressure might've been minimal, was still necessary. NG was the same. This story doesn't prove anything about how you can manifest whatever you desire. That's an incorrect interpretation. NG imagined what was symbolically necessary for him to integrate the components to comprise that state that God was moving him to accept. We don't know what NG felt in that scene, but it must've been some form of clarity because he said he heard the voice of God and that's only possible for someone who's been already greatly expanded. He had sufficient subconscious space, and that proves it to me. This is my point. HIs experiences won't work the same for everybody because he was in the right place at the right time with the right components present to realise this. That's all it was. It's not magic.

Also when he talks about the finger or arm or hand of God he's talking about the air, the component or body that you'll have access to when you've completed the lesser work and exalted the sun into the air of heaven. I believe that this is the point at which "embodied experience" AS that body can take place where it's as real as reality and then some. He's telling people with no opened senses to open them. Impossible. He already had atonement to that body and had access to it, while 99% of people don't and can't do what he says. This is his problem. They can still follow natural striving as a way of interfacing with the same process to purify further though for him this was necessary to test as he said and trust God. He was moved to "test" his power of attaining that exalted sun, I believe. The seed was already there, the thematic suggestion of how he imagined that scene he described with his hand was already there. He simply allowed it to unfold. That's when the voice sounded. He didn't make that happen without those components integrated, it happened because it was orchestrated by God. I believe I'm the only one to see this on earth, or at least from what I've heard out there in analysing these things. I've said this before about the military discharge experience where it was coming through him and was going to happen anyway probably but we know for sure now that this played out because of his process.

"There is only God. He actually clothed himself in humanity, clothed himself, and we the outward garment, this is the outward garment that he wears."

The outward garment. I've heard about this before. He spoke about the garment of truth as the water in notebook 20 when I quoted the 4 mighty ones lecture. The outward garment is exalted water as earth, and the inward garment it seems is the water. I still don't connect that completely but perhaps there's something I'm missing when it comes to understanding water. Exalted water can make sense but water itself representing truth, unless I'm taking his words too literally. Water is the unconscious mind, so it would reflect body truth.

"Egypt is wherever you are where you are confined and you can’t escape. And the only exit from it is the name of God. If you don’t know the name of God and do not wisely apply the name of God, you’ll never get out of Egypt. And so Egypt is the world of restriction."

There we go. He defined Egypt. Restriction. Being stuck. He says the only way out is through God. Yeah he's right, but imagining what's necessary that you're being given and fed by that thematic "suggestion" NG talked about is the ticket to getting free from Egypt. Trusting. Trusting that this is your ticket out and dropping all the trash. Dynamic gazing, Tap into the inner truth. Unfold it through you. Assume that and you'll naturally leave Egypt. That's who you were anyway, the you who you resisted. God was giving you everything but you denied it. Trust God. Imaginal senses application in a vacuum that's a bypassing of accepting who you're being led is the reason why you're still stuck and not making progress. That is why. We all know that but won't accept it.

"Now here is a true story. You might have read it. It came out in one magazine, oh, maybe a year ago. A man is shaving and his little girl, six years old, comes in and watches the father shave. Suddenly, out of the blue, she said to him, “Daddy, where does God really live?” and he, shaving, said, “In the well.” In the well. And she said to him, “Oh, Daddy!” with this disgust in her voice, because the reply, the response was so silly, so stupid. So at breakfast that morning his wife said to him, “Say, what have you been telling Debbie about God living in a well?” And he said, “___(??), did I say that to Debbie, that God lives in a well?” It came so absent-mindedly he didn’t know he said that. Suddenly in his mind rushed a picture that took place in his boyhood, when he was five years old, thirty-odd years ago in Poland where he was born. Then the story came… five years old, and here a troupe of traveling Gypsies and they always travel, they have no place where they can remain forever, and they stopped in his father’s courtyard for a drink of water. This giant of a Gypsy, fantastically, marvelous man, with a short-cropped beard that was brilliant and fiery, fiery red, and he drew from that well a bucket of water. With his feet wide apart he took it as easily as you would take a cup of tea, and held it to his mouth and drank from that wonderful pail of cold water, and it dribbled down his red beard. And this little boy, five years old, was intrigued.

When he was finished with his water and placed the pail down, he bent over that well and held the side of the well, and peered into the very depths of it. The little boy was so curious he tried to climb up the side of the well to see what this giant of a Gypsy was looking at. Then the Gypsy saw the little boy and with a big smile on his face he scooped him up in his arms and asked him, “Do you know who lives in there?” The little boy nodded his head “no he didn’t.” He said, “God lives there.” Then he picked him up in his arms, and pushed him over that well and said, “Look!” The little boy said, “Why, it’s me!” Then the Gypsy said, “Ah! Now you know where God lives.”

That’s God. There is no other God. “It does not yet appear what we shall be, but we know when he appears we shall be like him” (1 John 3:2). There is no other God. God has clothed himself in humanity, actually clothed himself with all of us and he’s wearing these garments. He is in the depth of our souls; the only God and his only name by which he responds is I AM."

That's a very silyl example to make his point but whatever.

"There are always pharaohs in this world. And the man who played the part of a pharaoh, may I tell you, was an awfully nice chap. He didn’t know he was playing pharaoh, but he played it for me to make the effort to believe in the name of God."

He said what I just said right above.

"So if tonight you are unemployed, or some loved one is unemployed, and you would only think of it, put him on, and see this radiantly happy world in which you would live after the event, and remain faithful to it. It will be hatched out just as normally as God hatched you out as a living reality in this world. But everything has its own appointed hour. And you can’t, because you want it tonight, say it must happen this night. It has its own appointed hour, and it will ripen and it will flower. If to you it seems long, well then, be patient, wait, for it is sure and it will not be late."

We've heard that one over and over from people who think they know what that means. Everything has an appointed hour because it's God unfolding it. Not you. If that's inspired to be imagined then it'll unfold. If not, then you're grasping at not self conditioning and letting that go will allow what's there in correct orientation to become clear.

14/5/25

Lets explore more lectures. Maybe I should just go through them all and check them off one by one and list quotes here as I go through them if they're necessary to mention. New vid is taking its time to speed up but whatever. I'll be making another more advanced one about how to use your imagination to manipulate people and sneak in this idea using NG terms.

We will pick up where we left off yesterday with order then wait.

"So, “unless you turn,” said he, “and become as a child, you cannot enter the Kingdom of Heaven.” So, all the educations of men, all these wonderful honors that we have applied on each other, . . they bury the mind and stop it from actually becoming like the child."

BECOMING like the child. The child is the point of the exalted water and fire, which is what happens when we clean out enough of our unconscious trash automatically.

"When I read that chapter, little did I realize that, “Thou, Lord, art our Father, our Potter.” I always thought it meant something on the outside. And then I searched and searched to find that “potter” means “imagination; to mold into a form.” But the word is “our Potter,” not the imagination, . . our imagination. “Thou art our Potter.”"

Right there. Calling imagination potter, the greater process which moves us and unfolds thematic suggestion through us which we naturally assume is us which is being fed to us by God through the most subtle level. The influence we have over this is simply a detachment from the things of the world and at baseline living from the subtle senses. You must clean out the unconscious mind to experience more of the subtle senses, and that channel opens up clarity. Living correctly as yourself and following intuitive impulse through body sensation until you're there is where we start with this. The potter is the greater process that we're moved through to integrate those components of those experiences by being submerged in them. That's how we attain "understanding" or sons of God. The birth of the child, through transforming what's not self in purifying process of being self, living from the subtle more at baseline, and trusting that when we're not quite there yet. This is walking with God. Whenever we're hearing about the father we're hearing about the greater process that moves us. God, in actuality in the most complete sense, not just his emanated principles which we navigate and integrate.

"They sound it as “Adonai”; “Adonai” is what we use instead of saying Jehovah. All right, so it is called “the Lord,” defined in Scripture as “the Self Existent, eternal One, that has no beginning and no end.” That is the God, the only Lord; and he is Father."

That's another definition that NG has for God.

"But it is “our Father.” “O Lord, Thou are our Father.” And now our Father is our Potter. And I have discovered, our “Potter” is our imagination! So, I am my own Father! But I didn’t know it. And how would I know that that Father is the father of David, for David said, “I will tell of the decree of the Lord, and he said unto me, Thou art my son. Today I have begotten thee.”"

That's all about integrating capacity for experiences which provide us those components as part of our field geometry. We're receptive and in supply for that theme, so being the father means being made up of God in completion of what's in capacity for you. This is why it's so hard to decode these things he says without this understanding of thematic supply/demand.

"But, “How long, how vast, how severe the anguish ’ere I found my Self were long to tell.” But I found my Self, and the only one who could have revealed me to myself was my Son that I set up in the beginning “before that the world was.”"

"So, then we are told: “No one knows who the Son is, except the Father; and no one knows who the Father is, except the Son, and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal Him,” for he has to reveal Him in the end, and then the Father awakes."

Right there. The son reveals the father who was you all along (in capacity now realised) and that's what purifying the elements is about. Explaining this to the alchemically illiterate masses is necessary. Somehow I need to make this into a fancy graphic that's easily sharable and can spread around on social platforms. Once the cat gets let out of the bag then I don't know if it'll get put back in.

"I have a son, I have a daughter; they are both my “brothers” in Eternity. I have a wife, and I have other brothers here; they are all my “brothers” in Eternity. For in Eternity, we are all above the organization of sex. We are the Elohim; and the “Elohim” is a plural words “one made up of others,” . . Elohim. So, all of us are the gods who came down."

One made up of others, as in the 3 principles and 4 elements within us that are conscious in their own right living their own lives in their own subtle degrees of reality. That's what this means. Kinsman under this context is basically saying about his other elements and bodies that exist which comprise the nature of God unfolding our capacity to realise. Elohim has NEVER meant multiple gods.

"“Commune with your own heart upon your bed, and then be silent.” But see that you commune as you want to mold that picture, for the whole verse is this: “Be angry, but sin not. Commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be silent.”

But it doesn’t tell you not to be angry. So, the day has been an explosive day . . explode! Be angry, “but sin not.” To “sin” is to “miss the mark.” Don’t now go to bed and let the sun descend upon your anger. All right, . . explode! Get it off your chest, as it were. Now take the whole thing that you would throw away in the past as a broken vessel and you can’t repair it. No; keep the same vessel, and rework it now into a new shape as it seems good to you to do.

So, the end of a day, . . all right, so it wasn’t a good day. Explode, and then; “But sin not. Don’t let the sun descend upon your anger.” Stand right there, and simply rework it. Rework what being? Rework yourself! You are the clay. This thing here [indicating the physical man) is seeing the world based upon what you have assumed that you are. So, now you actually do it."

Look at that. NG tells us what to do with our feelings for once. That's a first. Explode. That's his advice. Let it out. Clear the pathways. Interesting. He's basically saying that you're allowed to feel everything without judging it and simply move on with what's necessary, it seems. He's telling you in this place of clearing the pathways that you should then feel as though that doesn't matter anymore. This is correct. That's how you should approach the after effects of emotional discharge and simply move on with what's necessary that you know you NEED to satisfy. "Rework the clay" seems to be his way of explaining that, as in distance from that and go through the fulfilment of it. Since you've discharged the feelings you'll likely have some clarity since the waters won't be boiling as bad. His idea that the sun shouldn't descend on the anger is incorrect though from my experience, and the alchemist has never talked about this being an issue either. I believe that either means something else, or that it just doesn't matter either way.

"Well, the mother said to Dusty, “Well, you can’t do that, for we have neighbors, and they have stated in no uncertain terms they will not tolerate a mini-bike on their driveway; and their driveway joins ours. So, they will not allow it. Now, where else would you use it?”

“Well, I would use it on the street. I would drive it on the street.”

“But is that allowed?” the mother said.

“Well,” he said, “I don’t know.”

“Well, go and call the police and find out.”

So, he went to the ’phone and called the police, and the police said, “No, you are not allowed to use a mini-bike on the streets.”

All right, that was that. “Now, where else would you use it?”

“Well, in the May lot. The May Company has a huge big parking lot; I’ll go over there and use it.”

“You have to have permission. All right, go and call the May Company and ask for permission.”

So, he went to the ’phone and called the May Company; and they said, “No; we are open seven days a week, and so we cannot allow a mini-bike in our parking lot for we have it used by our customers seven days a week.”

So, when he got that, he went to his room for half an hour; and when he came out, he said, “I have made a decision. I don’t really want a mini-bike at all.”

And then the mother said, “You know, how often I’ve done the same thing! I thought really I wanted this . . I really want this, and then I ask myself, Now what would I do with it after I got it? Now, I have it now; what am I going to do with it? And I discovered, you know, I really don’t want it at all!”

Whoa that's an interesting one. He's talking about going through the experience of the pressure and doubt and integrating the components. This right here is an example of that. They were led through the experience of questioning and the desire was satisfied in the end, even if they didn't get it, which means that this composition of themes was no longer important and this son could move on. He needed to explore all those options to go through his experience of transformation in the correct thematic sequence just as I say. This unfolds the field geometry. Interesting that NG tells this as though it's good, because the desire wasn't manifested physically, though most would see this as a failure in the LOA community. It's either you get the thing or not to them, but that's never the point. In a way this was the experience of dissolving not self attachments, though I can't say for sure really.

"So, the mother is perfectly right, now, in taking that little lesson, which she had learned before. I want so-and-so; but if I really had it, then where would it be now?

Then she comes to the conclusion, I really don’t want it at all."

Right there. Don't really want it at all. Go through it and you'll dissolve what's necessary. This is what going through it means, to unfold it, to expand it and explore the themes to integrate them, or dissolve the not self conditioning.

Extra note.

We should always approach our actions from an implication on what's integrated and accepted, or not. If you're partaking in decisions that you know represent compromise then let that go, move on. They're anchoring limited themes just the same as any other compromise patterns.

"Well, may I tell you? having lived in one apartment in New York City for fourteen years . . the last apartment we had before we moved out here, we lived almost fourteen years in that apartment. It was a seven-room apartment . . a duplex. I had no idea what junk we stored over fourteen years! We called in our Sisters-in-Law, that is, Bill’s two sisters, and her aunt and said, ‘Pick out all these things.’ They took one third of our furniture, and said, ‘There it is, take what you can.’”

What they didn’t take, we called the church and said, “Send your van for it for your thrift shop.” We gave away a third of what we had accumulated. When we came out here, I regretted I hadn’t given away fifty per cent or maybe two-thirds. When we came out here, I couldn’t find places for my books. I gave away over four hundred books that I felt I didn’t need. I had read them; that was part of my growth.

As a man grows in this world, he is growing from a god of tradition into a God of experience; so, these were part of my growth in the god of tradition."

You see that. NG is talking about these desires we think we have that we don't really need to hold onto and that by going through their expression they unfold and we UNDERSTAND them, which IS integrating them, which IS "growing" and becoming more individuated. All these experiences happen for a reason, just like the strange colours you'll see when doing advanced gazing. They all have reason because it's all God. The alchemist says this is all a negation of not self process to reveal what was always there. That's what that video REALLY meant, about explaining that the experience you're moved through has purpose and it's not just "struggle for struggle sake" so to say. It's there as a necessary part of how you'll integrate those components of consciousness.

Also my 3rd eye region just keeps popping non stop lately. It's insane. Night time is crazy and it's happening again now.

"They must have it. I have a Sister-in-Law, . . she’s now a widow, for my brother Lawrence died. She always must have the biggest of everything in the family. My sister, who could well afford anything in this world, for she really is the richest of all because all her brothers see to it that she keeps everything that she ever made, and they invest it for her, . . but she has a lovely string of pearls. No! this Sister-in. . Law had to have a bigger string of pearls, something fantastic. Well, it came now to little diamond earrings. She had to have the biggest thing in the world. She wouldn’t go to her own husband to pierce her ears. She wanted them pierced so she could carry these big things in her ears. So she went to her brother, who also was a doctor; and he unfortunately made the hole too low. These things are so big that they will pull her down to here [indicating]. Now, they cannot be the world’s best diamonds, because you can’t have diamonds that big and only pay $8,000 for them. For the two rings cost $8,000. Well, you can’t have an eight-thousand-dollar diamond that big and be a good diamond. She doesn’t know that; so now she can’t wear them. Where are they? In a safe. But she had to have the biggest thing in the world. Had she only known this story that my friend knows tonight, . . if I had them, where would they be? On my ears? Yes; that is why I bought them. Would they be comfortable? She never thought of that. She never thought of this enormous thing pulling on her lobe, and so she has the two rocks. What good are they? Were I she, I’d give them away, . . give them to anyone who wants to have this nonsense. But, no; she can’t part with anything. That, I do know. Now, she is traveling the world over, and all of her things are in storage in Barbados. More silver than you would need to open any silver shop. More sets of dishes than you would need to feed a hundred without borrowing a dish. She had to have more and more.

So, that is what one gets without thinking: If I had it, what would I do with it?"

More from NG on unnecessary desire and not self stuff.

"So, when you go home, try to remember what I’ve told you; and when you read Scripture, it’s all about you! So, when you read, “O Lord, Thou art our Father; we are the clay. Thou art our Potter; we are the work of Thy hands,” remember these three are interchangeable terms: my “imagination,” the “Father,” and the “Lord” are interchangeable terms. And now I’ll go down to the Potter, for the Potter, I’ve just discovered, is my own imagination. I will stand still and now, in my own imagination, watch: What did I this day do? What did I imagine? And now if what I imagined this day is spoiled, is not what I want to make real in my world, . . don’t discard it. Rework it into another vessel, as it seems good to you to do."

He says that the father lord and imagination are the same, and if God is the creator by which we're principally integrated within as his creation then imagination is the "playing" OF God like an instrument to attune to what's correct for us and in alignment, hence why we desire it. Natural striving. He then says that what do we do with bad things? Rework them. This is how he approached negative feelings it seems. "explode" them and then rework them, or moving on from it is really what that means. Some will say that the act of imagining the satisfaction of old conditions is the magic but it's really just learning from what those experiences were there to reveal to us from beyond the not self false expectations of contrast barriers preventing us from UNDERSTANDING them and being then ok with them so they don't impact us. That's what moving on means. You see through it, but doing that obviously requires willingness to face that pressure of letting go and that experience under pressure going through it all the way is how you rework the vessel, if necessary.

"And we will wait for Eternity, if it takes Eternity, for everyone to come back, for we are incomplete if one is missing. And one cannot be missing, for the Lord is made up of all of us. He has no being without us. We are members of the Divine Body, all of us; and we share in that Divine nature, . . the same Creative Power. And may I tell you? when you are clothed in that “garment” which you gave up, wherever you go, it is perfect, automatically perfect. You don’t have to raise a finger to make it so. It is perfect, because you are clothed in your Glorified Body."

I don't agree with this idea about how everybody goes back to the one source based on everything I understand about alchemy and even from the seedline doctrine view. Alchemically speaking there's no work that involves everybody else being unified with you, unless he's talking about the components, in which case then yes that's possible. This is once again another very vague idea. The idea that "you don't have to raise a finger to make it so" is because God moves you automatically, as he says, not from this "don't act and stay in the box" idea, or so I assume. The glorified body is a term the alchemist uses a lot too, which I believe relates to a higher order substance we conjugate, not something that most people will ever experience. This is once again why the NG doctrine for most people is a totally unrelated doctrine that has almost no impact in their lives.

"Like a shipment. I have complete confidence in a shipment coming if I have ordered it; so you order, and then you wait! It may come by slow freight, it may come by express, it may come by air freight; it’ll come. The vision is maturing; “and if it seems long, then wait, for it is sure, and it will not be late.” (Habakkuk 2:3]"

He makes this sound like you're "shopping for states" as in you're "picking" a state and ordering it and waiting for it to be delivered, as though you can just life on the edge of your bed without "lifting a finger" as he says. That's possible for you when you've become the supply but most people simply aren't there and won't be there without that flow of being in correct natural striving. That's how you make this work when you're still not at the level of having attained the higher order substances, because flowing with naturals striving IS leading you there unconsciously anyway by clearing the waters. Same process, different level it comes through you on.

I liken this to living like doom guy/slayer. You're just so driven by the inner truth and you're so tapped into where that moves you that you're unstoppable in your flow in attaining your end to integrate what's necessary in how God moves through you. You face the biggest baddest circumstances and even if you feel fear you don't care because you KNOW what needs to be done. The alchemist says "I leave that up to my higher genius". He does what he knows he needs to do following natural striving and it all works itself out, even if in the moment it doesn't seem to work it will in the end because it's always moving to integration if you're not holding onto not self stuff and preventing yourself from allowing the supply to move through you.

This next lecture is from "the game of life" 1969

"Ecclesiastes gives us this rule: “Even in your thought do not curse the king, or in your bed chamber curse the rich, for a bird will carry your voice or some winged creature tell the matter.” And Mark gives us another, as: “Whatever you desire, believe that you have received it and you will.” If you must believe you have received your desire in order to attain it, then you must start your game by believing it is finished. You must feel yourself into and partaking of your goal. And you must persist in that feeling in order to achieve it.

Now, another rule is said in this manner: “Cast your bread upon the water and you will find it after many days.” In other words, do not be concerned as to how it is going to happen – just do it. This statement hasn”t a thing to do with doing good as the world defines the word. Jesus was a carpenter. The word means one who produces from seed – as a flower, a tree, the earth."

You must start the game by believing it is finished. This represents the targeting of the themes of experience in their integration. What he's really saying here about "what would it feel like to already be the person you desire" is based on the represented sensation of moving through the transformation in targeting the necessary themes into their complete integration. You're targeting the sense of self or thematic component/s this way instead of starting at the start, because of course when you've attuned to the themes which represent what you're going to be moved through then the actions of course must follow. The bridge will either unfold like magic because you're already fully in supply or you'll face pressure physically (which everybody does at the base levels and anyone saying otherwise doesn't get it) in which that will simulate what would be done in other bodies of imaginal sense if done on that level. No matter what though you're experiencing the themes to KNOW them, and thus integrate and be the supply for those. Must persist in the feeling in order to achieve it. The feeling, the targeted sense of self and intuitive sense of natural striving and inner truth you're moving through. The feeling has degrees to it too it seems. This is something I've recognised more consciously while actually reading more of NG again. I see that someone who's in the feeling in imaginal sense and "triggers" the attunement to unfold consciously by accepting natural striving as an effect of that imagined experience and then the feeling of the person in the end who has the thing will bring up the pressure and persisting in that feeling of "I can be myself" based on intuitive impulse will be the magic which further normalises it over time. This is natural.

Interesting part of the last quote. "the word means one who produces from seed". Remember seed is reproductive capacity. This mirrors seedline doctrine too, except we're talking about components that unfold as experience here. The purpose of which is to integrate those components to become more whole in the process. The end is the targeted sense of self which has been purified under pressure and targeting that brings the attunement to those themes naturally. That is driven by the suggestion of the themes and your conscious recognition unfolds as natural striving to fulfil that and BECOME the person and hold in supply those currents. He says that we are to "just do it". What is this under the context of. I believe this could very well be relating to natural striving and or the imaginal experience leading to that. The one who produces from seed, capacity unfolding into potential realised. This means integration of components, as all really is about. This can go either way, so long as you integrate the components, be it in an in the moment experience or if it be with a multi year long natural striving, then so be it. With all the work I've done here I've been naturally led to these understandings. It took years, and with all the data I've been through it's not something I could've just done in an instant. I was required to go through it like this. If I was more open on the subtle I might've had it come through me like downloads, but it didn't, that wasn't the plan God had for me and so I followed what I knew I needed to do, because I knew on that intuitive level what I was being moved to unfold. It became automatic over time, where as in the beginning I had pressure to go through. Now I don't think twice. The same thing happens with every other example. The alchemist mirrors this in doing theurgy work and integrating the archetypes over time with the readjustment processes. Same process, different level.

"The prophecy of the Old Testament is the seed which a carpenter called Jesus brings to birth. He comes not to abolish the law and the prophets but to fulfill them."

The OT prophesy was often relating to the salvation coming. I believe that's what he means. This is under the context of that salvation being the unfolding of natural striving as God suggests to us everything we need. This satisfies those intuitive impulses of knowing what to do and provides the supply of the current to integrate.

"The word, “bread” in the statement: “Cast your bread upon the waters,” means to devour; to consume. Water is a euphemism for semen, that living water which carries the sperm of man. The creative act is psychological, not physical; yet the intentions are the same. You must cast your bread upon the waters with passion! You must be consumed with the desire and literally on fire with love for its possession, for an intense imaginal act will always draw unto itself its own affinity."

He's referring to bread in the above passage. The living water. Interesting. We know that in seedline doctrine water relates to people and genetics (which is why I say that physical seedline when taking it literally is the main doctrine of the bible) and under this context it's really about the capacity for integration of themes of God. He's saying here once again that this analogy in scripture about casting bread upon waters is this conjugation between kidney qi and heart qi, or water and fire, or subconscious overlap, meaning a burning away of not self which anchors that effect, which advanced gazing does anyway. You see NG would assume here by likening this to a physical reproductive act that you'd feel blissed out and high on life but that's not the point, it's all about the acceptance. The letting go of what's not. What's there is all we need to accept, and to drop all the trash we held onto that's not self. That's the passion, the passion to let go and accept. This isn't about a passion for the thing in a vacuum but more about the passion to WANT to let go, and accept, which then leads to a possible blissed out state of "oh so I can be myself" which would feel good naturally. So when he's saying that you'll be on fire for the passion for the desire it's the passion to BE SELF, not for THE THING. The themes of experience that this experience represents is what that feeling comes from, because the feeling of integration under pressure when accepted will have vast contrast. When he says to hype yourself up over it, then that would have to come from naturalness, because doing that for the thing you'll find most of the time if there's compromise patterns held onto will result in peak dip cycles of suffering because you're bypassing the actual acceptance of the themes by targeting it from the limited sense of self instead of dropping not self stuff. It's all about dropping not self stuff, letting go of what's not and as a result what's there unfolds automatically. View his statement here under the context of this. I've got natural striving and PASSION for this work. I find satisfaction in going through it despite the pressure I often face when running up against new theory that's uncertain, and it feels good like I WANT to do it at the same time. It's like I experience a sort of "who cares" to the pressure because this is who I am and spending my energy as myself correctly to integrate correct understanding of what's more of myself in these experiences is the goal. You're driven to "reproduce" in the experience by transforming it, so to say, because you WANT to and intuitive KNOW what needs to be done and you'll go through any amount of pressure because what's on the other side, the acceptance and supply of those currents in satisfaction, that's what drives you, just as lust would in a physical act. Same idea as he says. That's how I view this burning desire idea. You've got natural striving unfolding through you and you're clear enough to accept enough of it that it's not totally blocked off and if it is you want it enough to break those boxes and say screw this I'm going to do it anyway. NG even said that. Do it anyway. Don't settle for pseudo satisfaction. Go through where you're being moved, be it with intensity or subtle intuitive impulse. The intensity doesn't matter, though I believe if we had more access to vitality we'd feel that intensity more and know more about what self and not self is. I've talked about all this before though.

An intense imaginal act will always draw upon itself its own affinity. Interesting terms he uses there. I don't honestly grasp fully what he means but I'll assume it's relating to the integration of the themes that unfold like experiences of similar nature, since he says imaginal acts have creative power. If that happens and you integrate those themes then of course you'll find them showing up in the world more, in meaningful and satisfying ways because it's done.

"Let me put it this way: The game of life is won by those who compare their thoughts and feelings within to what appears on the outside. And the game is lost by those who do not recognise this law. Being consumed by anger, they see no change in their world. But if they would change their mood, their circumstances would change. Then they would recognise the law behind their world."

What an ignorant statement. Any time you approach the emotional stuff in a vacuum like changing mood you've already lost because if that's not leading through meaningful experience then you're wasting your time. Some do decide that and a simple beginning to act differently and also to drop out pseudo satisfaction patterns and cycles then they'll probably naturally begin to feel their mood elevated. I disagree with NG about this very strongly. That doesn't work for someone who's in that place. Been there done that. You require vitality to feel more nourished. REQUIRE it. They're really one in the same thing. If NG is talking about a change in mood as in an acceptance of what is more so than the pseudo satisfaction that's not based on meaningful natural striving, then they could actually anchor that in because they're moving on their path at that point.

"There are those who are depressed all day long and remain that way all of their life. I remember back in New York City, when I would see certain people walking in my direction I would want to cross the street, because I did not want to hear their depressing stories. They would spend hours telling about their wife or husband, their children or grandchildren, and each story geared to depression. Never changing their mood, their world never changed. Seeing no change, they would not recognise a law between the inner world they maintain and the outer world of response."

Yeah so what. Simply inspire them to tap into intuitive impulse and lead them through the pathways. You don't just tell someone to feel better and that they can have their desire. The actual leading through the acceptance which integrates more of their true nature is what provides them supply of vitality to feel better and WANT to be better.

"But if you apply this law you can predict your future. Feel a new mood rise within you. Sustain it and soon you will meet people who embody this new state. Even inanimate objects are under the sway of these affinities. In a certain mood I have gone to my library and removed a book I have not touched in years. And when I casually open it, I find confirmation of my mood. A table, though remaining the same, will be seen differently based upon your momentary mood, for everything reflects it. It is your mood which decides your fortune, not your fortune that decides your mood. People feeling poor attract poverty, not knowing that if they felt rich they would attract wealth."

What an ignorant idea. Feeling better for better sake is stupid. If you're praising God or something and having a meaningful transformation on those level then yeah you probably can reliably do that. If you're just trying to feel better for better sake then you'll never tap supply to actually anchor in more integration with correct nature and thus you'll be disconnected and separate from flow. The idea that inanimate objects can be swayed by them is also an interesting idea. The table can take upon itself that mood he says. If your heart is lit up from correct nature by praising God for example then yeah that can work. No surprise you'll view things in that way, but I don't see value here and this teaching of his is in my opinion dangerous for most people who are in dips to be following. It will not last if not applied correctly. You can have someone who's in a bit of a dip who actually has a ton of underlying vitality on access, but there's a condition they can't see past. If they see past that in the instant they change everything. Most people now aren't like that, because collective vitality is being depleted on mass very fast.

"In the Book of Proverbs, it is said: “The spirit of man is the lamp of the Lord.” Now, the lamp of the Lord is the light of the world. We contain that light; and nature – the genie – is our slave, fashioning the world as our mood dictates. By nature I mean all of humanity – the animal, plant, and mineral world. In fact, everything that appears on the outside is a slave of this lamp. Fashioned from within, this slave will fashion your world to reflect your thoughts; and no power can stop their fulfillment."

Yeah if you've actually got that within you integrated it will, else you'll only have that for a moment. I've went to sleep in positive moods more times than I can count and woken up in the night feeling like I am going to die hours later. I had ZERO expectation that would've happened. This is what I mean, it's not a mood out of meaninglessness. If you go all the way in dropping trash, even while feeling emotionally angry, then you WILL manifest results accordingly. The thing is that this might not stuck still unless that persistence in continuing to transform that path is walked and not this just being a temporary one and done. Most people who are talking about manifesting overnight results have a huge discharge of tension to compromise and they shift into more of an authentic version but the transformation wasn't fully unfolded. They dissolved more of that gradient, and then because they had some extras supply and went all the way with where they were the result showed up but it was still temporary because the pseudo satisfaction patterns likely didn't shift which were outside of the context of that main desire being satisfied. This explains most people in their temporary peak dip cycles, as I talk about. They feel high and they see things, partial results if they're lucky like I was at times where they're attuning to those currents, but then things get real and when the SP shows up to be physically with you it's over. That's how I found my pattern of ending up physically sick every time I was around someone I wanted to be with. It was because I was so depleted at baseline and the temporary peak dip cycle never fully transformed me.

By the way I just manifested 2.5k out of thin air. I got a call from someone I'm close with who said they're sending me money because they've got too much for a reason I won't mention here. Do you see what I mean? I never told myself I'm going to receive money nor did I consciously. It just showed up, though it's likely for reasons to do with making more progress in following natural striving.

"Now, in order to play the game of life, you must know what you want to replace what you have. When you know what it is, you must assume the feeling that you have it. Although your reason and senses will deny its existence, persistence will cause your assumption to harden into fact and objectify itself upon your screen of space. Play the game this way. You may think it doesn”t work, but that’s because you have not tried it. You may believe the idea is stupid, but I tell you: the mood decides your fortune. Believe me, for I have proved this principle over and over again in my life.

It was Winston Churchill who galvanised the Western world by putting his words into practice. In spite of the horrors and bombing in London, Mr. Churchill sustained the mood of victory, and even in the darkest days he would not waver. Knowing the mood would externalise itself around the world, he sustained the mood – while his opponents, not knowing the law, put their trust in armies and machinery of war."

The first paragraph there is very ignorant if you ask me, though obviously if it's interpreted under the context of what we talk about here in persisting in being yourself and not compromising to conditions instead of just assuming on baseless temporary moods where you'll then return to the anchored unconscious reality and dip and it would all be for nothing. Persistence will lead you through action, hence my last video, because action in these places is how you LIVE the experience of being yourself when you can't anchor it in virtually due to depletion. When he says he's seen it happen over and over in his life, that's irrelevant. He was seemingly enlightened, based on how he describes his experiences. We can know he had the lesser conjugation, though I still doubt he had the greater else he likely wouldn't have died and he'd have reversed his age but that didn't happen which is why I say he likely reached sons of God and finished there.

His second paragraph. Well you know all the things wrong with that view. Jewish banking wars.

"Now I teach others how to do it. I invite you to ask yourself how you would feel if your desire was now fulfilled. Toy with the thought. Play with it a while and the mood will come upon you. Keep that mood by playing with the senses it evokes, and watch your world change to match your new mood."

If you're doing this for desires that you really have no natural striving for you'll end up in a bad place. That's called controlling. Using moods to try and control is an issue, because you're not applying yourself meaningfully. I really despise this doctrine from NG, and I believe he only really taught this because that's what worked for him. I highly doubt this was consistent for others because a vast majority of people cannot just "maintain" as he says this mood. You shouldn't maintain anything unless it's integrating what's correct, else you'll be running into pseudo satisfaction and you'll get triggered. I've spoken to MANY people, including many who would seem to have good vitality, and they tell me that they do these things and they feel amazing in the moment and then they go into the world and that just falls away and all the negative stuff just surfaces like it's overpowering them. That's there for a reason, and it's not there to test their faith in the desire they felt but it's there because God has a different sequence to play out with the themes.

"Let me tell you of a lady I know who, in her middle sixties, had nothing when she put this principle into practice. Every morning as she soaked in the tub prior to going to her $75 a week job, she would say to herself: “Something wonderful is happening to me now.” She kept playing upon the mood, toying with the feeling that something wonderful was happening. That very week she received her first breakthrough."

So what. I'd argue how she applied this to be more general and blanket as we do with divine pathway work is beneficial. This is also similar to what the alchemist teaches with the structured prayer method he says we should do as much as possible during our day. It's not expecting a specific thing to happen and feeling hyped up in that experience unnecessarily but to feel good because you're just basically praising God in such a context. This is a far more effective way of applying this principle that NG talks about to avoid depletion. It doesn't sound as exciting but saying that good things happen to you is FAR easier to integrate than "my SP is married to me" as under the context of what he says with going to the end. If the person who said their SP is married to them and went all the way with natural striving they'd either manifest the outcome or they'd lose the desire over time because they're then in flow with their supply. See the point?

"For thirty-odd years this lady had attended the opera, concerts, and Broadway shows, with an intimate friend. Every night they dined in some fabulous restaurant, but he had told her many times he would never give her any money. But he suddenly had a change of heart and signed over a one hundred thousand dollar trust fund to her, to be spent immediately as she so desired."

This must've been correct for her then. You don't get that happening all randomly with this stuff. She must've followed natural striving surrounding this and NG just didn't talk about it. She accepted where she was moved. That money showed up for a reason greater than just telling herself good things happen before work. She must've become the supply consistently in surrounding context, or that this was going to happen anyway and this was her method of translating the impulse into words without feeling the necessity to move. NG would cherry pick stories like this, because it wouldn't be the same for everybody obviously. He has talked about others coming to him saying they're feeling the feeling and it's not working and he'll say they don't believe. He said it was all about belief. That's the issue. His words are so bad at explaining this. People interpret this all backwards and don't have examples and a working framework to compare their experiences in the peak dip to and understand why that happens. This is what RS has done, above all other models of manifesting on earth, as far as I know.

"The old gentleman has a little hardening of the brain now and they have parted company. And, because he refuses to see her, she curses him, though we are warned: “Even in your thoughts do not curse the king, or in your bed chamber do not curse the rich, for a bird of the air will carry your voice, or some winged creature tell the matter.” This lady calls me every week to tell me she is overcoming the cursing. I hope so, because other things can come into her world if she continues to do so.

The law has its positive as well as its negative side. I am not here to judge how you use the law, but leave you to practice it as you will. If you are in the habit of thinking negatively, you are not going to sustain the thought that you are all you want to be. You may hold it for a few seconds, and if it does not prove itself instantly you may deny it. But in order to play the game of life you must know the rules and apply them. And remember: as in every game, there are rules whose violation causes failure. You cannot deceive yourself, for God is not mocked; as you sow, so shall you reap."

Interesting that he said about her now cursing him and apparently now she had negative thoughts and experiences and she's still getting out of it. I can understand that. His shift in attitude must've bothered her, and so she found it excessively important to hold onto a part of her that felt unseen perhaps and that made her attack him. This experience might've been for the purpose of her purifying that. God works through us in ways we don't need to understand. I will say that cursing others will very likely result in negative outcomes. I can call someone ignorant out of a matter of fact, though I will not hate someone just because they made me feel bad for they are driven by their own lack. I remember when I was very powerful and I felt this automatically where I saw everyone for who they were, I could see their limits and their pains inside they're holding onto and I wished I could've healed them. That was a wild time. All the seedline doctrine study really pulled that out of me. I'm glad I did because now I hold much less resentment for bankers. I do find it interesting though that he said you may hold a positive mood for a few seconds but it will not last. That's true. The real reason why as I said before is very likely because you're not supplying praise or gratitude or love or anything, and doing divine pathway work provides that supply from God. The alchemist has talked about this before and how important structured prayer is.

"In the world you may get away with a violation that the referee did not see; but you cannot get away from the observer in you, for he and you are one. If you know what you did, then he knows, for your awareness and the father of your world are one. You cannot deceive yourself. You cannot mock yourself. God is going to record your every violation and mold your world in harmony with your feelings."

That's true. Being out of alignment with the will of God will destroy you. That's how it should be.

"This is a marvelous vision, as seven is the numerical value for spiritual perfection. It also has much to do with gestation and incubation. In the insect and animal world, I am told, that 280 days is a multiple of seven. We know that a hen’s egg, if properly incubated, takes 21 days – again a multiple of seven. Here we find birth has multiples of seven, but in his case it is incubation of spiritual perfection."

7. 7 archetypes.

"Let me tell you the story of a wonderful artist, who was also a mystic. His name was George Russell, but you know him best as A.E. He said: “I will tell this vision, but where it happened I will not say. It was a vast hall with the columns made of living opal as though the colors of dawn and evening had blended into something alive.

Between the columns were thrones upon which fire-crested kings were seated. One wore a crest of the dragon, another, plumes of fire. In the centre a dark body was stretched out on the floor as though in a deep trance. At the far end of the hall, on a throne higher than the others, sat a being with the sun’s glory shining behind him.

As I watched, two crested kings rose, and stretching their hands over the body on the floor, sparks of light came out of them. Suddenly a figure as tall, as majestic as these fire-crested kings rose out of that dark body. Looking around, he recognised his kin and raised his hand in salutation. Then they leaped from their thrones, raised their hands in the same wonderful greeting and – like brothers – walked toward the end and disappeared into the sun.”

Each vision is a foreshadowing of what will take place. A.E. perceived him as coming from another, while this lady saw him as coming from her own being. They are both adumbrations of a wonderful event which will take place in everyone; for that crested king, who is the Son of God, is housed in all.

It does not matter whether the body be that of a woman or a man, or what the pigment of the skin may be; within each one of us is the Son of God, who – radiating his glory and bearing the express image of his person – is the great lamp of the Lord. And one day this majestic being will rise out of your garment of death, and you will enter the land of life."

Just add that here. The symbolism here is interesting. I believe this was an integrative experience of some form of higher archetypal power. If this happens to you then it means you've received supply for something. The symbolism of the dragon in alchemical terms is

"But while we are here, let us learn the rules of the game of life and play it. Life itself is caused by the assemblage of mental states, which occurring creates that which the assemblage implies. My friend mentally heard the words he would hear if his desire for his friend were fulfilled. Its assemblage, occurring within him, created the event to be played out in the game of life.

After you have assembled your mental state and allowed it to occur within you, you do not have to repeat the act."

Whoa that's power right there. Assemblage of your mental state and allowing it to occur within you. That IS the nourishment by integration of themes. That's what's being assembled. He says states, states we know are themes, archetypes, functions of consciousness. The assemblage of these states unfolds through us (UNDERSTANDING) allows us to know ourselves in that experience. Getting the link between experience that you go through and the integration of these components is the trick to seeing how manifestation really works instead of this mind magic mentalism trash. You do not have to repeat the act when it unfolds through you, because it's integrated. This unfolds psychologically as belief. The belief isn't the goal on a psychological level, but the result of integrating themes, and this is why I argue against this NG idea he preaches about how it's all about belief. Nonsense. Belief is the effect. You cannot believe until it's done and if it's done it comes through you.

"You cast your bread upon the water the moment you felt relief. Although you do not have a physical expression in a sexual manner, relief is possible; and of all the pleasures of the world, relief is the most keenly felt. When someone you dearly love is late, you anxiously await that key in the door. And when you hear their voice, your relief is keenly felt. That is the same kind of relief you will have when you have imagined correctly.

If you find it necessary to recreate the act every day, you are not casting your bread upon the water. You may imagine over and over again, but you are only going to impregnate once; and if you reach the point of relief, your bread has been cast upon the water to return, perhaps in the matter of an hour. I have had the phone ring – minutes after I have imagined it – to hear confirmation that it has happened. Sometimes it has taken days, weeks, or months; but I do not repeat the action once I have done it and felt the feeling of relief, for I know there is nothing more I need to do."

He defines the feeling of relief, which should be obvious. It's under this context not a blissed out state, but under other contexts NG talks about it being a blissed out state like with his "working himself up" method which will not work if you're heavily depleted. Good luck. Kidney qi and heart qi are required. Gazing to clear the trash and exalting God to link to the greater sun. That's how you empower water and fire. Then he talks about how he manifests in an hour. That's happened to me too, though very rare. He's already tapped into these components he talks about as states. He has the states. Most don't. They try to embody the state but they don't feel comfortable. Their ability to let go and allow themselves to experience the state properly and in a meaningful manner is how you integrate a state to manifest from it. The idea of shifting states that's talked about in LOA circles is utter insanity. They're components of God we integrate and become comfortable with. You become the supply and thus the state is available to you. It's available in natural striving as capacity under the transforming process being unfolded but doing what NG says and imagining every night before bed to integrate CAN lead you closer if you do persist with that but it's very unlikely if you're living a life that's not meaningful to you. Get kidney and heart qi. Get the base vitality for the body and the spirit. This opens up that natural striving to be more powerful and you feel intuitive impulse more strongly because you're more clear and have more subconscious space to experience the distance between circumstances now and where you're moving through.

"Learn to consciously play this game of life, for you are unconsciously playing it every day. I am sure the millions who are on relief feel the government owes them a living; but there is no government, only we who pay taxes. The government has no money and can only give what it takes from our pockets. Those on relief are complaining, claiming they are not getting enough out of our pockets, and that mood persists throughout their day.

Their mood never varies, so they see no change and recognise no law between the mood they are sustaining and the outer world they dislike. If they were told that their mood was causing the phenomena of their life, they would deny it. No one wants to feel that he is solely responsible for the conditions of his life, yet there is no other cause. God is the only cause and he is mans own wonderful human imagination."

Then we've got this idea. NG talking about people on centrelink (aussie benefits) who keep alive that reality of economic lack. The people on benefits are very likely depleted on the qi, and in they need to cultivate space and glorify God, or just connect deeper to inner truth and drop excessive stimulus to tap into that, or simply just go through what they KNOW they need to do and keep running up against and begin to live meaningfully. That's the thing. NG seems to always make this sound so much easier than it is, because he was already there and had the states available, mostly.

"When I speak of imagination I am referring to God in you, of which there are two sides: imagining and contacting. Contacts are what imagining is all about. When you imagine, you contact a feeling, and the feeling you imagine, you create. You are the same God who created the world and all within it, but while you are clothed in a garment of flesh and blood your power is keyed low."

Yeah, when you imagine you contact with that inner truth of "this is me" and that acceptance is what unfolds the themes into an integrative experience. That's what all this is leading you through.

"So we are warned not to curse the king or the rich in our thoughts, for they cannot be concealed, as all thoughts are completely one; and by a law divine they mingle in one another’s being.

Awareness seems to be scattered, as everyone on the outside is aware. But no one needs ask another to aid in the change of his world if he changes it on the inside. If another is necessary to bring about the change, he will – with or without his consent. You do not have to single out the individual to play the part in bringing about the change you have imagined. He will play his part if necessary because we all intermingle. All you have to do is stand at the end, from within."

All thoughts mingle in each other. Not thoughts, but thematic supply/demand. NG seems to be saying other people are aware, so why does he say multiple times about the mechanised dolls then, unless it's under the context of thematic supply demand as I said in that commentary. The chance is all a change in thematic supply demand, being more or less of yourself and thus more or less nourished as yourself. The more individuated you are and have more of God integrated within you then you'll not feel envy for others because you have that feeling of being wealthy already in supply, and people will feel that about you even without you saying a word because that's your supply they'll want and won't feel safe accepting and so will envy you. That's what he means I believe.

"I remember visiting my family in Barbados, when I was told I could not leave the island for seven months; but I wanted to leave on the next boat out. To me, being on that boat was my end; so – while sitting on a chair in my parent’s home – I entered the boat in my imagination and viewed the island as I was departing. I did not know how I would get on it, but a week later when the boat left the island I was there. This I know from experience.

In your desire to go anywhere you must first go there in your imagination, and even those who may deny your request will aid you when the time is right. I got out of the army that way."

Being on the boat was my end he says. It wasn't about the boat, the sense of self of having integrated being the person who's there is the point. The boat part was likely already done before he even conceived it that way because it's the thematic suggestion. Even those who deny your request will aid you when the time is right, and then he mentions the army experience we went into before. That I am 100% certain was designed to happen to him for obvious reasons now looking back. NG had natural striving to leave the island he was on, and so he accepted that. It's not like he was heavily compromising on all these things and had massive pressure to transform. That's why it happened in a week. He's moving with God. Fools who say otherwise don't get it and can't explain how and why manifestations do or don't happen.

"Anyone can do it. This game is easy to play and can be lots of fun in the doing."

Right there is the issue. It's correct for him to say that as words of encouragement but the reality is that it's not easy as he says. It is, but there's a reason why so many people are stuck. It's easy for him and those who are clear enough, but not for anyone who's lacking on vital substances and who are stuck in the box.

"Think of an object you would like to hold. Think of a place you would desire to be. Then find an object in that room and feel it until it takes on sensory vividness.

Don’t make it a lamp, but that lamp; not a table, but that table. Sit in that chair until you feel the chair around you. View the room from that chair and you are there, for you are all imagination and must be wherever you are in your imagination. Now, cast your bread upon the water by feeling the relief of being there, and let your genie – who is your slave – build a bridge of incident over which you will cross to sit in that chair, hold that lamp, and touch that table."

The spatial sense is what he's talking about here with being somewhere in imagination. That's an intuitive knowing on top, because you're really not there but in the subtle sense forms you are, even though you're not physically there the field geometry in a part of it will be present there. Think of any place, then place yourself into where that is in the world. Imagine yourself standing there. When you can "feel" that you're in that place with the spatial sense then you'll be there. I've never really experimented with this extensively though I might try some time and see what happens. You can do it the NG way too, because that's just another way of KNOWING you're in an experience of being somewhere you're not, likely because you'll lose yourself there and have that normalised state of "travel" being a thing you're involved with and since the desire to be there was already under the surface that you simply translated then it would make me think that it wasn't the act of imagination but the acceptance of the overarching theme that the senses represented. That's what I really mean. All the people who say that "specific details manifest with the senses" can't say that because that's not ALWAYS true, and thus it can't be that way. It can be, but it doesn't have to be. That's my point. It comes through you. It's all God.

I just had a glimpse of some shadow creature in the corner of my eye. Strange. Just more effects of gazing regularly.

"Yes, life is a game. Paul calls it a race, saying: “I have finished the race, I have fought the good fight and I have kept the faith.” I call it a game. Both are competitive; but the opposition is with self and not with another, for there is no other. Do not try to get even with another. Grant him the right to use the same law to achieve his goal, even though it may be similar to yours. The knowledge you share will never rob you. Simply determine your goal. Feel you have achieved it and cast your bread upon the water. Then drop it and let the game of life be fulfilled in your world.""

Not a bad way of viewing it.

I'll say that if we "become" the cup that the water forms in as Bruce Lee says, I'm sure we'll make progress. This is not meaningless nonsense to artificially stimulate ourselves out of lack to feel better but a genuine experience of "I am myself". Just experience the authentic experience of being in meaningful experience for you. That in my eyes is how this whole imaginal acts thing should be applied for reliable outcomes that are consistently satisfying. That's how you would catch the mood. A sense of completion, a sense of accomplishment, integration, BEING the cup, or whatever form the water takes. No artificial nonsense, the real deal. Expand the senses and support your vitality.

15/5/25

Wow half way through already. Let's go through more lectures.

The feeling is having it available and knowing that. Intuitive sense. Gnosis. Alignment. Naturalness. Nourishment. It's not emotional, it's not sensory, it can be, but it underlies these things, because it's a supply sensation. It's an UNDERSTANDING. Integrated components of naturalness. That's the feeling. Being. Having in supply. You thus KNOW because it's there, you have it already. NG taught thematic resonance with that, but his methods of stabilising it in my opinion are very limited and most people misinterpret that. If he grasped the alchemy properly he would've explained it better, like I did, but he didn't. It doesn't work because he's not explaining it properly. He talks about intensity, and then it's assumed to be about feeling high like "working yourself up" and "psychic sexual act" which feels good. That's not the point. This is why his doctrine is arguably invalid because it's all over the place in explaining the feeling correctly. He's either conflating the experience of burning out trash and letting go as these things or he's talking about something else, because effortless assumption from already being the person involves no emotional charge to be necessary, but it can if needed as it comes through you to transform. This is why in my last video I said that you'll be led to transform it through experience. You know that already though.

Dynamic gazing to pick up on those subtle senses of who you're being and attuning into will reveal insane amounts of depth as to what you're holding on that's not self, and also who self is.

Find an image of a place. Anywhere. It could even be made up, within reason of course. See that place then imagine yourself (feel) that you're there. Know that you're there. Intuitively place yourself as though you know you're there now. Stabilise that and hold that. This is manifesting and attuning to themes automatically. If it pushes limits then you'll feel that, though if you're already comfortable then you'll not need to transform. If you feel comfortable there and usually you'd not then it's either that you're not bringing up enough context for that to touch on those surrounding themes as I've said in older entries with these methods or you'll be led to feel the pressure physically when making decisions when opportunities show up to do so. That's the possibilities that will happen. The casualness and naturalness and normalcy of having more power comes through integrating those components so that you have them there in supply and availability to draw from in your field geometry. This is really the very essence of what vitality IS.

This is the alchemist on the "higher genius".

"Okay. Well, all right. So, there's in in western tradition, we generally refer well in alchemical tradition, we refer to your what what others call your higher self as your higher genius, which is um the you up here that projected the you that you are now. that you're experiencing your as into this level of reality. So we tend to talk about it as an up there. But the as below, you know, as above so below is also um as without so within. So really it's the seed or kernel of your deepest level of being. It's [Music] um it is the your spark that makes you you the divine part that's in you that is an isolated individuated spark of pure God. So on one hand the higher genius is like your star. Um on another level it is um it's pure God but it's an interface between the two between what we are now and pure God. We can't we can't just open to that. We have to have a a bottleneck and the higher genius kind of acts as a bottleneck or a throttle. So when you are projected into this level of what we call reality because we are created as a simulacrum of God made in the image and likeness of God. It doesn't mean God looks like this with a long beard sits on a throne or any of that stuff. It means that every archetype that exists on a macrocosmic level also exists within us on a microcosmic level. But it is an embryonic capacity within us that we are born with. So we have every every major archetypal power that exists. We have it within us. But it's just a little embryonic capacity. The mystery work and adept's work once someone goes through deeper levels of initiation. The adept's work is to take every one of those major embryonic capacities and expand them to the point where they reattach to the macrocosmic level of said capacity. That's what allows an adept to cause change in the physical universe that other people can actually see. They can only do that if they can wield that particular power. And they can only wield that particular power because they took the embryonic capacity that was within them and they expanded it and they allowed it to connect. When they connect it gives you that power. That's why my teachers could demonstrate phenomena that other people could see in exterior. This is a deeper level of knowing yourself. All of those little parts you have to do that. So when you do that, it means that the barrier that existed between the macrocosmic level and the microcosmic level for that particular power is removed. The more of those barriers that get removed, the more you've basically stitched your own psyche, which is an individuated aspect of the totality of everything. But you're dismantling the scaffolding so that you can remain an individuated being without just rolling all back up into the source of everything."

So you can see what he said. We're integrating the components that we have in capacity to attune to and by doing that we attain that power. This works for manifesting and superhuman ability. The higher genius is the personification of God that unfolds through you as your capacity to integrate those components which God moves through and basically guides you according to his will. God unfolds it all. The alchemist did say that God is still outside of the higher genius, and that the higher genius is effectively the interface we have, which I'd argue as the intelligence of God personified as greater yang which also is containing out capacity with the elements to interface with God and all the elements that God unfolds through us through the intelligence of the higher genius to realise that potential. It's a bit crazy to think about but that's what it is. I'd say how you interface with the higher genius is more or less through that intuitive sense I talk about, the inner guidance mechanism, because that's how we experience the self organising interface. You could argue that the higher genius is imagination personified as it unfolds through you, but I don't know for sure. Point is when you get to that level of the work where your subtle sense is attuned enough you'll see the truth of that.

"So, as you come to know each of the different aspects, you come to know more and more and more and more of your higher genius. Another way to say this is that we have a conscious mind and we have an unconscious mind. When we do certain kinds of inner training and to a degree it's happening with seeing but not to the dramatic extent that it could be with inner work. When you take the conscious mind and the unconscious mind and you overlap them, this overlapping space in the middle is the subconscious mind, the true subconscious mind, not psychology's version of subconscious mind. When you the more you overlap your conscious mind and unconscious mind, the more the subconscious mind expands. Those powers that I'm talking about all exist within your within within the subconscious. The subconscious is the are the tubes, the conduits, the channels that connect what's unconscious to the macro level. So you're building little tubes of subconscious power basically. But it is true that our reality what is projected around us is determined by our subconscious mind. So all the things that we are that that are in our unconscious are creating our reality. The more we dredge them up and become conscious of them and deal with them, the more our reality shifts because those things the taking something from the unconscious and pulling it up, dealing with it, which is something to do with the conscious mind is what creates the expansion of subconscious mind. But it also clears that stuff. Takes something from unconscious, makes it conscious. that expands subconscious. The more that we do that, the more the reality around us shifts or we're able to make it shift because reality is projected literally by our subconscious mind. The reality that we have now that is consensus reality is the accumulative projection of everyone's subconscious mind. So the more we do this work, the more we evolve, the shifts that we have ripple out into everything else."

This is basically what I've been saying for ages now. It was actually because of what the alchemist taught me many years ago that I understood the true nature of the subconscious mind and that opened me up to questioning NG and the rest with this "subconscious impression" idea because it's all coming at it from a psychological angle which I've never seen as valid for obvious reasons. The subconscious mind is effectively the field geometry which holds connection to all the stuff, the substantive aspect, but it's what we're aware of in the unconscious. Now we can begin to frame what NG means when he talks about expansion, because it's the expansion by clearing not self stuff which is an integrating process of knowing more of self, tuning into what's correct. That's how you attain influence on the outside with manifesting. The more refined you are the easier it is, and that's where NG was, or so we assume based on his experiences. This is why throwing someone who's blocked up with all this trash into the NG LOA concepts telling them to "just assume it bro" will destroy them. They WILL make progress doing that IF along side that work they gain trust in God driving them through natural striving and make the necessary decisions to actually begin to burn off not self and integrate what's needed to become more attuned to aligned trajectory. The alchemist said that advanced gazing does this in and of itself, though I'll argue that combining application in the world through the RS manifesting process and trusting natural striving that unfolds from the imagined experience with advanced gazing will be the formula for infinite success on every level no matter where you're at.

I do know that my last video wasn't explained as well as I could've with the thematic integration idea but I have to break down the barriers of the LOA conditioning of thinking they're already God which is stupid. You're God in CAPACITY is the point, and through the will of God you're moved. The alchemist said that God can throttle you too, if need be. You can't control that. Letting go is attaining power.

"We view that as sort of tapping into the Christos which is here at the heart center. So um the western mysteries as a as an overarching idea and Christian mysteries as a subset doesn't regard Christianity per se as something outside of the western mysteries but regards the subset of what kind of falls under Christian mysteries as as this subset that focuses more on the whole Christos concept and not really on a whole lot of the other stuff but it doesn't invalidate the fact that it's focusing on a real concept. concept. When you bump into that particular kind of of energy, then it does have an incredibly profound effect on your energy body and states of awareness and everything around you. And the plants and the trees look completely greener and different than they did. Although they're the same, they're not. and a whole bunch of interesting sort of transcendent things that you can get to in other ways, but they're they're also very likely to occur with those kinds of experiences. The very first experience I had with seeing in terms of quickening was um something I don't really talk about very often."

So that's the alchemist on "Christos" but this next story will be very interesting. I've talked about this before, and he doesn't mention everything here I've heard him talk about this before but it's the basics of the story.

"Um, in fact, I'm not sure I've even expressly stated it in this group, but I was I considered myself a good little occultist, you know, and I and I also considered the ideas, you know, that having been raised Catholic and their version of how Christ appears, being pale skinned and brown haired and blue-eyed and all that, I thought that was just a bunch of nonsense until Christ stepped out of the mirror right in front of me and zapped me in the chest. best and basically knocked me across the room. Not cuz he was trying to knock me across the room, but the energy that he put into me literally knocked me back on the floor. I was sitting on the floor and I was four feet back from where I started. And I got to wrestle with that for a long time because way too many things happened in that little episode that were not things anybody that taught me a part of this process ever said was a thing that was going to happen. So there's a few things that I have since realized as a part of that process that aside from the fact that while most Christians run around believing that Jesus is a real thing and that Christ is a real thing, I know for absolute certainty that that's true."

Right there. He literally saw Jesus Christ show up and zap him randomly.

The alchemist has talked about how a master of all people (someone who's completed the greater conjunction and integrated the 7 primary archetypes) can actually move the components of someone else to their will, as in the master can manipulate someone on virtually any level that God allows because he has understanding of all the elements that comprise that person and thus can experience any arrangement of them in that person. This is thematic and can happen at any distance at any time, because the master has integrated all of those components on every level. This is what advanced gazing leads to if you go all the way with it. What NG describes of as people being as mechanised dolls fits this description in reality, as crazy as that sounds. There is no free will, because it's all about the influence that someone has to move the components of another, according to the will of God. This shouldn't ever be interpreted as control, even though he did say that at times as I've quoted, which I believe is an ignorant statement and a terrible way of explaining this. You're never going to control anything that God doesn't allow and since God moves through all of us, our natural striving is in divine order. Our free will is really either in accepting that being chosen to walk this path is how we get into nourishment with our capacity or we deny it and suffer.

"Spiritual sensation" - Neville Goddard lecture 1969

"Why is the Bible more Entertaining and Instructive than any other book? Is it not because it is addressed to the Imagination, which is Spiritual Sensation, and only immediately to the Understanding or Reason.”

NG defines imagination here as spiritual sensation. Subtle senses.

"David, the anointed of the Old, is the Christ, the faithful witness, the firstborn from the dead, of the New."

David. David seems to represent completion as we talked about before. David is Christ he says. In capacity? I don't know what he's referring to here by that, because his wording is just so confusing. If David is the Christ then it would be the capacity that we have to integrate what's necessary which represents the Christ which drives us through those experiences to become more aligned.

"Having made a garment for man out of the dust of the earth, and taking upon himself all of its weakness and limitations, God proclaims: “When I am lifted up from the earth I will draw all men unto me.” The word “men” has been added. The original script reads, “When I am lifted up from the earth I will draw all unto me.”

Can't verify that. What's this original script that he's referring to?

"Now, God only acts and is in existing beings or men. Acting as your imagination, God will play every part He created in the beginning. And when every part has been played, the sum total of all the parts will appear as eternal youth, personified and called David, the anointed, the Christ-head, the messiah. No one can complete his journey in this world of death until he has played all the parts, because only then can David be resurrected."

Yeah you need to play all the notes of your correct thematic sequence which IS integrating those components which IS sons of God to UNDERSTAND who you are THROUGH experience, which is God moving through you of course.

"We are the Elohim who fell into division and will resurrect into the unity of the grand I AM. The crucifixion is over, for you have been crucified with Christ. Your death and burial is past. You have entered hell (this world) and you will rise from it after you have played all the parts you promised in the beginning."

We are the Elohim he says. I don't know if I agree with that entirely, because on what level does he speak of. He also says earth is hell. Hell the fiery furnace which puts us under pressure.

"One day you will find David, the son of Jesse, and know him to be a man after your own heart – who will do, has done, and will continue to do, all of your will. I cannot condemn anyone for what he has done, is doing, or what he may do, for I have found David. My memory has returned, and I know there is not a part, personified in this world, that I have not played. David, he who was promised before the foundation of the world, is made manifest at the end of time."

Cannot condemn anyone because he found David. He understands their state and has those parts integrated and cannot be moved by them. The alchemist made clear that it's not that you don't feel frustration at times and wish to not involve yourself with others, but it's simply that they don't make you feel less about yourself or bring out any deficiencies.

"It takes unnumbered years before the Son is found in the New Testament, which is only the fulfillment of the Old. There could be no New without the Old, for the New is its fulfillment. And the Old, being a sacred promise, finds its fulfillment in the New."

It takes years before the son is found. Yeah that's because the lesser conjugation is something that takes a long time to get to, I'm not even there yet having done the advanced gazing for a long time. I have been working with someone who's done it every day (almost) for over a year now and still isn't there yet, though is making big progress. It's ripeness. It's just how it is. It will take as long as it needs to take. The alchemist said you'll be throttled back by God if you're not ready to reach that point yet and more needs to pass before then. So be it.

"Our journey of self-imposed limitation began when we said: “No one takes away my life, I lay it down myself” yet we have condemned a race of people for taking the life of one, who – like St. Christopher – never lived. The Jesus of scripture is the human imagination in which the Christ of scripture unfolds, and the Christ of the New is the David of the Old. He is the anointed."

Very ignorant statement. Christ walked physically. The alchemist made that clear. The alchemist says he was physically real and exists eternally but never taught seedline doctrine. Isn't that interesting though that NG who denies seedline doctrine denies Christ to have walked the earth and also mentions the condemnation of "a race of people" AKA the JOO which also proves to me that culture back then was still very against those who Christ spoke against in the bible, who Paul literally said killed Christ. He also said that the Christ of the new is the David of the old. The anointed. So David is Christ, just in different texts. I still don't grasp the implication of that to be honest.

"God died by restricting himself to the limit of contraction and opacity of man in order to go through this world of generation and decay. He is now buried in Zion (your skull), which is the stronghold David takes by going up the spiral water-shaft."

Zion is the skull according to NG. The spiral water shaft would be the spine I'd assume, which is actually a very direct manifestation of kidney essence of the water element.

"Right now you can use your powerful imagination to assume you are what at the moment your senses and reason deny. Walk in this assumption, knowing you are all imagination, and all things are possible to you. Dare to believe in the reality of your assumption and watch the world play its part relative to its fulfillment. Your assumption may appear to be false when first imagined; but if you will persist, it will harden into fact, because God is he who is doing the assuming."

There's that assumption idea again. Walk in the assumption knowing you're all imagination, all God, all the components of reality navigating the crystallised form. God is doing the assuming, which is in fact correct. It comes through you and he determines all things.

"But the real predestination spoken of in scripture is not secular, but sacred. It was proclaimed before that the world was. Then God died in order to assume these garments of flesh, and play all the parts. I know, for I speak from experience. I ask you to take my yoke upon you and learn from me. Believe my experiences, for “If I be lifted up I draw all men unto me.” I have been lifted up out of this world and out of this earthly body. I ascended in a spiral motion to find myself clothed in a body of fire and air."

Body of fire and air. Air is exalted fire, so that makes sense. The star father as the alchemist calls it. It sounds like he never completed the entire work but that attaining access to heaven which is that air element.

"As Spirit, I glided above the earth, where I came upon a scene of human imperfection. The blind, the lame, the halt, and the withered, were waiting for me there; and as I glided by, each was made perfect because I was perfect. Then these words came to my mind: “Be ye perfect, as your Father in heaven is perfect.” That night, in that experience, who played that part? The Father. And who is the Father? I am! And when each was made perfect, the heavenly chorus sang out the last cry on the only cross God ever wore, saying: “It is finished.”"

Definitely sounds like he attained the exalted fire and moved in that solar body. This is what advanced gazing does.

Random quote from the alchemist

"Um most of the soul beings exist in a hive mind kind of mentality. Most of the spiritual beings exist in a hive mind kind of mentality. We as human beings, we don't exist in a hive of mind. We're designed to be a complete and total simulacrum, not just a a segment of creation. Were designed to contain all of it. So um when you understand the profound gift that it is to actually be a human being then you can start to really approach that kind of divine work at a much more productive basis. And it takes a while because well nobody's really out there drawing pictures from everyone saying hey wake up you're a human being. You know everybody's like being all miserable and mopey and blah blah blah."

14/5/25

So I've been contemplating on this idea of seeing beauty in the world around you as a primary function of empowering fire to wind. The alchemist has eluded to this and looking back at when I was at my most abundant I had a very wide view that was under the context of seeing magic in everything. There was no hate, no despair, no lack, no lust, no nothing like that. It was just wonder and mystery and magic, mostly. I was living in a place where nothing was a major bothersome thing, though things obviously did bother me as we all face but it wasn't cumbersome and I was able to remove myself from that influence when needed. I found that people were generally attracted to me so much more when I lived from this view. I was much less "intense" under the context of like trying to get something that would make me feel good. The wonder in the world that I viewed things from was that supply. It was generally more "love and light" type of stuff, which was the world I lived in for a while back when I was finding out what spiritual stuff actually was considering I had almost ZERO access to the internet before then to even know what this stuff was. It was there but very limited. The gazing seemed to me to be a natural affinity I had when viewing the subtle, and that opened up in me this sense of surrender if we wish to call it that. I was ok with things. Of course I still had some big limits in other areas that were around this that I was holding onto but those didn't seem like they stuck out much, they came and went and never resulted in major peak dips. It was generally more of a steady kind of state experience That open feeling I believe was anchored in through a view of reality under the context of seeing everybody as they were, as in I saw their field geometry as who they were and not the character. I saw the character more or less as their persona and that their energy underlying that was who I saw them for. I came to this view because I would gaze at everyone all the time and see their fields very quickly, like 15 seconds or less often and I made this my baseline state to live from where I'd almost "link into" someone and know things about them just from this. A lot that still seems to be distant from me.

I believe the reason why is because I do not love the same. Praise. Gratitude. Love. Compassion. The study I did for most of my life after I lost this power was into the Jewish parasites who leech the vitality out of us and I wanted to know EVERYTHING about how that was or was not the case. I wanted to irrefutably demonstrate this. The care of trying to prove that the world wasn't what people saw it for was my mission from that point on and it was all inspired by the question "Why are we not taught about what I see", as in viewing people through gazing. That question I had almost naturally come up through me over time of doing this is was utterly crippled my life. This was why I suffered so badly, holding onto the importance of answering that question and not resting until I found answers, which I did in the end, though it never fully dissolved. I was unable to separate myself from the research, I saw too much importance on things that didn't need to have importance and without even realising it I got sucked into seeing reality as a VERY dark place to the point where I'd feel insane grief on the regular seeing everything around me become corrupted by Jewish funded culture parasitism. That's objectively correct, but the problem was placing excessive importance on that being a liming factor as to what I could or could not do under this context of being distant from participating in contributing to that downfall. What I saw was 100% valid and I'll still utterly destroy anyone who thinks they have a single point to stand on to say otherwise, but the thing to see is that this is the will of God unfolding and that trying to avoid natural striving and inner truth under a context of moralism is what built up this hatred in me and ultimately made my field geometry so extremely depleted that I felt like I was dying many times.

The solution that I didn't see was to view things under a context of love, praise for God, gratitude and compassion, as the alchemist talks about. I understand why the importance of divine pathway work is emphasised in clearing not self stuff, because it's the contrast to the darker view of reality. That darker view of reality is what led me to feeling like I needed to shed tears on the regular just looking at things getting worse, though never actually being able to shed tears. I had to "force myself" to shed them, because I'd be like dry crying. Lung yin and qi depletion, and that explained why I had this subtle dry cough for most of my life too. It was almost like I intuitively knew this the whole time but never trusted it. That's my whole point of what has been revealed. Trust in God. Trust in inner truth. Trust in that intuitive knowing of truth, however you feel it. That leads us through life successfully and in and of itself I'll argue is the methodology by which all transformation takes place outside of doing deeper inner work in a vacuum. Viewing the radiance and vibrancy and light and beauty in everything is viewing God's creative power and thus you integrate that within you. We manifest what we have supply of, and vitality is a function of this view orientation. This doesn't mean you should be all bubbly and laughing and smiling all the time but simply to see that in the world, which is then within your capacity.

The water and the fire must be in coherence for things to flow. Every element needs expression proportionately. There's no way around that. Going all the way is a balancing act, it's involved going through integrating necessary ad meaningful experiences on every level. The dark and the light contrast and shine bright in the light of the night bursting forth from within the deep waters below. The quality of power emanating from us, that vibrancy carried in a container of darkness, this invisible quality of alchemical nature is where our capacity for manifesting lies. This cannot be denied. Both aspects, the light in the dark and the dark in the light, they processes within each other motivating the dynamic interplay of polarity which transforms us on every level. Praise God. Thank God. Love God. Feel that compassion. Humble yourself in praise and integrate that power through surrender to it.

The collective availability of abundance IS going down VERY VERY VERY VERYYYY fast but that's the will of God. Hating his will only harms you and disconnects you from vitality. Viewing reality for what it is on the collective level as you are within it and being ok with that while simply following intuitive impulse is the trick to attaining that access. How does one remain positive when a vast majority of people are struggling? Accepting that this is only temporary and like all things there will be a corrective cycle. If you're suppose to be involved in transforming this then that will take place, though if that depletes you then that will be for someone else. Tapping supply of vitality from God is how you navigate a world where a vast majority of people around you ARE on edge most of their lives because they're in lack. This is why I went so hard into seedline doctrine and utterly destroy the insane idea that you manifest collective reality. You don't, you overlap it. If you want to influence collective reality that that's God's will and or you'll get to enough level of integration that you can in fact influence the collective trajectory. My years of study into how and why this is the way it is destroyed my vitality the most, and the only way to recover from that is to distance care from it and supply from God. You can't supply from the world now, not as much at least, though the people around you who are abundant and on their paths will be a source of light too. It's more of a balance, it's more necessary to praise God now than ever, and this is what happened in the OT stories looking at it from seedline doctrine where the unfaithful Israelites would sin and get cursed and then repent and be blessed, over and over. This is what plays out. The judgements are clear, the mechanics of that of course being alchemical in nature, but being ok with that despite it being painful is the pressure to face and transform. Letting go of everything to open up to the infinitely available light of God is in my eyes what this situation is forcing us to see. The other option is to move away from the parasitism, though if the whole country moves then there's no country left. See the problem.

I've noticed that since I've been doing advanced gazing more and more and more every day there's been things I've held affinity for that are just burning away. They're still there but it's like old patterns that don't work become more and more conscious. That's what it does, and it purifies them automatically just by doing the gazing. That's all you have to do. It clears you out in and of itself. Consistency is necessary to make that happen though obviously. My point is that you learn who you really are and what's correct for you spontaneously. Clients I speak to who do this find themselves in a place of having these spontaneous insights too, especially when applied with going all the way in other areas of necessity.

Laughing. Singing. Dancing. Playing games and having fun. These are the things that boost heart, fire. There must be a balance of the elements. Think back to when you were more coherent and then recognise what you had that you don't have now and how you can give that to yourself. How does that feel to have access to that? What's that truth.

"I would say um usually when there is a a strong female archetype at the dream level, it's relating basically to a goddess or divine feminine and and the dreams can't just be interpreted off the surface. um as you know but um generally speaking when we have dreams that we're trying to download something we are actually already downloading it to a degree. It's just that it's energetic and we don't realize it and our our the conscious level of our mind interprets it in that way and shows us pictures and scenarios that go with that idea. We just interpret it as something that we're trying to do. we don't recognize that it's already been done, it's been downloaded and that more than likely is the case. Um, a lot of spiritual information is given in dream state in that way, but your conscious interpretation of what just happened is usually interpreted in a at a different level where you don't really recognize the downloading per se of that particular information."

The alchemist has basically confirmed what I've been saying about how "spiritual information" downloads into you (thematic composition suggestion) and then your conscious mind translates that into experience but it came through you on that pre conscious translation level before you observed it. He's using dreams here to be the example but it's the same idea. Dream interpretation of symbolism and all that is the same on every other level because it's the same mechanics.

"But an archetype is essentially a major hub or level of of pure a pure kind of consciousness as a hub that can be approached much easier than trying to approach the totality of the holy living one all at one time."

This is what he said on archetypes. They're bandwidth constrainers for God to be narrowed down into a specific theme in a way that you're able to handle without exploding because of God's infinite power.

"But the magical current which is part of western mysteries um or or which is the the predominant part of the western mystery is at least the active side is that we learn to approach significant aspects of divinity in more isolated encapsulated uh chunks because it's easier to approach them that way than than totality."

That's his language of what I just said.

"The energy is about union with the divine but not dissolution into the divine but fully individuated uh spiritual sovereignty as opposed to the other side of magic which is basically thaumaturgy. And again, there's nothing wrong with it, but thaumaturgy is usually something that's more worldly practical or a magical approach to something in order to try to control something, to try to manipulate it for some benefit or purpose that someone wants. So, magically speaking, there's a lot of things that fall under that umbrella as opposed to the theurgy umbrella."

Sounds like what most of LOA is about. Control and manipulation, which is why I said when you get to certain levels of integration that this degree of control CAN be applied. There are people who can demonstrate this in some aspects, but it's still not reliable unless you've had all the components necessary to manifest that thematic sequence integrated else you don't KNOW the sense of being that thing to have it be influenced.

"And yet, while those things are states of consciousness, they also have a personified intelligence. So you can actually learn and and it's a part of magical training to learn to actually communicate with these intelligences that are personified as particular aspects. Um until you understand them clearly enough that they can be integrated completely and when you integrate one of those things completely that particular bar on the soul cage has been brought down. It no longer exists because it's been integrated."

This is the alchemist on integrating archetypes in theurgy and experiencing them as the personified intelligence which you interact with to touch that power.

"But you can't just dismantle it by trying to attack it. Magical work is done by basically coming in the back door. And that's one reason why the practice works because you're not fighting directly against the conscious thinking mind. You're using the natural thinking tendency of the lower mind to harness thoughts that actually turn the mind inward and basically dissolves its own stresses by its action upon itself. Taking the conscious mind into the unconscious mind to expand that state is another way of doing the exact same thing. only we're a little more in control of that process as to how often we do it and how long we do it for as opposed to just allowing the ascension process to work because it does what it's to do. So all of those processes all work towards the same thing but they they attack it from a slightly different viewpoint. They all however work through the back door. Um because you you can't shift a state of consciousness by trying to push on a state of consciousness. It doesn't work. You have to shift a state of consciousness by using one part of the mind against another part of the mind that then brings about a shift as a result. And that's why magical initiation and the processes and things that can be experienced with it as a result are not easily penetrated because they are in fact completely utterly counterintuitive for the most part because reversing the mind in that way is not what we're programmed to do on a conscious level. We're programmed to be outward. coming back inward, reversing the mind involves an entirely different species of logic. And once you understand that species of logic, then it makes complete sense."

Alchemist on using the mind against itself in ordered ways.

"archetypally basically seven. They're the same powers that are woven through the entirety of manifested reality and um they basically move back and forth across the surface of each other continuously. They will continue to do that. What what so here's the the shorthand of it. When we exist in a state of unity before we get brought into this level, we exist in a state that's not really individuated. It's just in oneness. In order to go through the process of becoming spiritually sovereign as a fully individuated God conscious being, we have to separate from that and come into this level of existence. But we can't just be shoved in here willy-nilly. We have to be given a structure. If they don't give us a structure, then we would dissipate. We would not our minds, our psyches would would become fractured. They wouldn't be able to be kept whole. So, we're given this kind of scaffolding and those seven powers are what makes that scaffolding work. It's what and it's ingenious because the scaffolding is woven out of the same seven powers that are flowing back and forth across each other. It's that that gives us the framework to keep our psyches congruent. In mystery work, what we're doing is reknitting our psyche so that the things that exist on a macrocosmic level and the embryonic capacity we have therefore on a microcosmic level, those things can be grown up and connected so that when we take the scaffolding down, we don't dissipate. Our psyche doesn't become fractured or cracked. You you have to have a vessel to keep all the stuff in. Just like when we do alchemy, we got things happening. It's all happening in this vessel. So that structure, what I call the soul cage, is that vessel. It's what keeps all of our microcosmic archetypes that are embryonic versions of the macro level all in the vessel until we have a chance to basically remit the psyche in a way so that when the soul cage is dismantled it we can take the scaffolding down and we're still us. We're still individuated. We don't all just mush back into unity with everything else."

The alchemist on the 7 archetypes and their purpose.

"So and that's all falls under the work of Saturn. Um just as alchemy is essentially the work of Saturn. It's not always said that way, but that Neshama sphere is Satnian. It all boils down to this work. And if you even if you look at certain places and all things in mythology are not alchemical, but many of them are. If you look in ancient myths about this these stories of Saturn eating his children, it sounds very monstrous until you understand that that's essentially a fermentation myth and that his children all the lesser planets under Saturn that are part of that Olympic archetypal idea have to be gradually taken up through fermentation and synthesized into that Saturnian level of consciousness That's what that myth is about."

That's the process of theurgy. You take the intelligence that you interact with into the level of the underworld so that it can be experienced and integrated. That's the source of pressure to integrate these currents.

"Um, and that we are a water balloon. So, the water inside the balloon is the same exact water as outside the balloon. And we're just being bopped around in this sea of water. But the barrier, the balloon itself is the scaffolding, our individual scaffolding. If you take that scaffolding away, the water is just all willy-nilly. But with that there, that is what preserves our individuation. Now, the process of taking that down means essentially imagine that there's basically seven balloons all inside each other. So when when these powers move back and forth across each other, they they affect each other. It's similar to the analogy of the way a microwave works. How does a microwave work? You put water in the microwave, it bounces microwaves around, and the water gets hot. But why does the water get hot? Because the molecules are bent. And when the microwave hits them, they spin. And the spinning causes friction which creates heat and voila, we have hot water or whatever we're putting in there because there's water in the food on some level. The same thing essentially happens to each of our balloons that are related to one of those archetypal powers. They move back and forth across each other. They hit the balloon that's part of its own level. It doesn't affect the other levels. It only affects its own. So when we take that when we when we take those balloons and we remove one whatever that archetypal power is it goes through us when it moves but it doesn't bop us around anymore because it's balloon isn't there to push on. It can only push on its own power in a weird way. And so our job is basically to over time remove each one of those layers by integrating it. But you can't just attack the layer. It must be taken up into itself through a spiritual fermentation. Now, for those of you that don't really grock what fermentation means, it's basically when one substance acts upon another and takes it up into itself and turns it into something else. In alchemy, these are normal processes we talk about because um uh one thing that we do is well one thing that's traditional is basically taking grapes and turning them into wine and then taking wine and allowing the alcohol from wine to be turned into vinegar. So how do we get alcohol? Well, we get alcohol because the carbohydrates that exist inside the plant matter ferment we get alcohol. If we if we don't take that alcohol and preserve it and isolate it soon enough that alcohol will turn into vinegar because there's a bacteria that comes along. It eats the alcohol and basically excretes vinegar, what we call acetic acid. A lot of people like to cook with vinegar. That might turn them off to exactly knowing where vinegar comes from at that point. But um that is a fermentation process where one thing acts on another thing and turns it into something else. We get the alcohol because within the natural material or somebody might add to the natural material a certain kind of yeast that comes along and it eats the carbohydrate and basically it excretes ethanol. That's how we get ethanol. That's how we get alcohol. Then there's another creature that comes along and he eats the alcohol and excretes out acetic acid. That's how we get vinegar. But those substances are two key substances that we use in in in alchemy on a practical level. The same thing essentially happens because the powers of um each of the planets each of the those archetypal powers that we talk about that we label or ascribe to particular planetary archetypal ideas. It's not the body that's floating around in space but the archetypal idea behind it. Um each of them have a different capacity or power."

More on that idea. The fermentation idea is where you take the power and move it into a more subtle level so that it can be contained and refined in that environment, like with the example he used when making ethanol for lab alchemy which is partially why lab work takes ages to complete because fermentation takes a long long time.

I understand a pattern of compromise I've been unconscious of for almost a decade now. It makes sense. I swear the more time you spend observing yourself the more you learn.

We're just giving to ourselves that which we need to experience, however that's done. Physical unfolding that's meaningful, virtual imaginal unfolding, alchemical quintessence, whatever the format we use it's all working the same aspects of integration of compounds of themes which nourish us.

It's impossible to put it all into words because there's different things different people need to get into alignment. Only God knows that and you feel that as truth.

I had this thought last night to watch an old tv show I use to enjoy. I didn't do it because I thought that would've wasted my time when I could be studying NG further. I compromised, because that would've supplied me with what I needed. God always knows, and even if you consciously think you know better, you don't. I missed that opportunity. This is what my last video was about. Dropping all the trash and trusting those subtle sensations of intuitive impulse to flow with that movement. There's a balance that's necessary, God mediates that for us. Working with the self organising intelligence is how we get attuned to what's necessary without needing to think or analyse.

When you try and make stuff happen all the time because you think work will help you get to where you need to be it's more often than not going to contrast the feelings of you already have enough, and to feel and sink into that acceptance in that place, that you don't NEED to do more. I experimented with this a while back with dynamic activity and rest periods, where I'd come back from doing physical stuff then do gazing for a while then go back to activity and cycle through. I feel that natural striving moves us more along these types of lines, though from what I've observed it's a more thematic dynamism that just activity vs passivity. It's that love will contrast pressure as the integrating contrast.

I just went through a few manifestation vids that popped up through compulsion in that moment and I realised that all the methods they're teaching mirror the idea of simply performing acts that provide you what you need, which they're going about in a controlling manner where with RS it's driven by divine intelligence of God. That's the difference. RS is INFINTELY more powerful IF it's applied correctly and trust is built. I believe that the combination of gazing (really any form works by dynamic/advanced is best combo) while TRUSTING intuitive impulse and moving with it along with allowing yourself to feel vulnerable and being ok with it, that this combination of factors makes you untouchable. You become the one who's moved instead of being the one who's moving. This VERY subtle shift in the way you live I believe is what all these LOA methods are looking to make baseline. The point at which you basically live without living, not as in death but that you're not controlling anything and that you're ok with losing control and being vulnerable for the sake of transformation guided by inner truth. The ones who succeed I swear all work with this principle. This idea that you control anything is insane. You can apply that can get places but you'll eventually hit walls because God will pull you away from that direction. God's will is the only will we must accept and surrender to in his infinite wisdom.

A video I found talked about an idea where you have a theme of experience move through you that's depreciating to your flow that you pick up on and make decisions from to keep cycling into your experience. The idea is that you become aware of it and break that cycle in whatever way you want, they don't discuss intelligence of self organising structure or anything because they're metaphysically illiterate of course and think it's all "reality shopping", but it's the idea that becoming aware of what's unconscious and making that conscious and making decisions which fulfil that to transform it to where it's not going to WANT to be cycled and anchored as something familiar but something to be avoided. The more LOA vids I watch the more I see the ignorance of basically every coach in this community on the underlying mechanics. When you really break down their doctrine it comes to the point where there really is nothing there other than buying into the control reality with your mind stuff, or some level of that. There's no intelligence, just promises. That's how we ended up on fiat money. Promise notes for gold. They charge 500+ often times for an hour which is insane. SO what if you've made 500k in a few months, that doesn't make you qualified for the subject. I know their success rates are through the floor. Question is what am I doing to provide contrast a d competition to their stuff? That's what's needed. Explaining these concepts is damn difficult in common sense language. Most people who watch these videos aren't even asking questions, they're just believing what's being said, and so the more outlandish and wishful thinking claims are made the more the audience will resonate because that's the expectation. Approaching things from a grounded level will only take away from the influencer appeal.

I had this vision last night, that I really wanted to put into art form, as in make graphics for it but it was so late and I needed time in gazing so I didn't. It's not a big deal anyway. The point was that I'd make graphics that simply summarise these ideas and make them sharable, like I did in the early days of RS which I know is how RS got taken off. My recent video proved to me that people don't care about technical understanding, or even facts, but simply they want to be validated or that they want to hear what they need which makes them look at circumstances under the correct context to transform it.

Turn the mechanics into art. Turn the details of manifesting theory into artistic lessons. Make it something that has vibe, character, style.

Whenever we read in the bible about faith it brings me to understand it as trusting God, trusting intuitive impulse, trusting your truth. I believe a BIG part of this process of NATURALLY refining thought has to do with creating space between space in ALL ways of life, including actions we take. You have an impulse to make a decision and you feel that truth and you trust it. You flow through it, and that is a time where you're effectively not thinking because it's not your controlling mind trying to take over, you're being refined BY the experience. Whenever you don't trust you end up trying to control because you're out of that flow and thus the space will be decreased. I find "space loops" to be the way we could describe this flow, where you're receiving necessary inputs to be moved by and trusting that and on top of that you're dropping thoughts that aren't necessary by dropping control which is often why those thoughts who up in the first place. You're making the unconscious conscious through unfolding transforming experiences and those purify you the same way advanced gazing does, or any other method that works with this self organising expansion and integration process.

I don't feel inspiration to continue with the NG study. I feel like I've seen enough and learned that there is alchemy there, as minimal as it is, and that we have enough of a basis to grasp how this all works using his own words. What comes through you is the way it works, and what comes through you is either going to be trusted or not. Trusting what's correct and moving through that experience will purify not self stuff automatically. You also don't need to imagine to manifest because it's simply the acceptance of what you need to attune to in order to become the supply for that which God is inspiring you to integrate. Trust is how you begin this work. Faith. Faith really means trust in intuitive impulse, among all the other parts of it that work on other levels. It's really about attaining a connection with flow where your very experience itself cultivates space and naturally does what gazing does without doing it, because it's all alchemical process applied on whatever level you've got access to. If someone doesn't have advanced gazing then they'll be moved by other methods. That's the self organising nature of how this works. The beauty in RS that's been established is insane. It's all about being moved by the self organising intelligence that guides our movements and submitting to that in trust and faith, on every level that this applies, because God mediates all these processes not us. That has become abundantly clear to me over the time that I've been studying the phenomena of manifestation.

Something I've become aware of is a method which involves imagining someone's face, the face of someone who's feeling a certain way and to just gaze at that face and feel that theme. Have the person emanate the feeling that's necessary to fulfil conditioning of not self. Say you've got heart stuff, you need to feel that radiance and loving type energy. See a face which exudes this. Say instead it's instead a face about intensity, about "lets go get them" or something and you view that face. I find that when you're in the world and you see the face of someone they bring out of you those visceral feelings and you'll have the limits brought out; We're using imagined faces (simple to visualise for most I'd assume that's all there is) and that this face will be the same as though it's bringing that out of you in real experience. You'll sit with that feeling and be ok with it and allow it to be there while you face the face.

I will say that the other layer over all this stuff is the artificial hyper stimulation of the world we live in now, where everything is designed to feel good. I've made this a primary thread of RS, about removing yourself from the influence of these parasitic influences which objectively are depleting. It's more or less that you'll navigate them without them impacting you because you have recognised their truth and integrated the underlying shadow that they're designed to draw you into buying into, leading to the stimulus taking your out of meaningful flow. We're able to look at the stimulus and expose ourselves to it without it moving us. That's what the alchemist was talking about before with the archetypes and having them be integrated so that we aren't moved by their movements. We become aware of them and know them inside and out and they're not something we want to engage with out of needless pursuit of feeling good from what we're avoiding. It's that we're going to be ok with "not having" because not having doesn't mean that we don't have, because we understand and have recognised the null importance of such meaningless pursuits. We know the truth. Valuing truth, but truth not in an intellectual level but truth of navigating reality and using your energy where it needs to be used and withdrawing from where it needs withdrawing from. That's the intelligence of self organisation. The fact is that we're all being moved by what's unseen without us knowing it is what's causing us to be depleted in the first place, those influences that take us out of natural striving with where we supply vitality. Understanding the truth of who we are in our own supply, not in a parasitic ideology but in a sense of giving what we need for ourselves to be then of correct supply for others in their processes.

All of this knowing yourself stuff is understanding your thematic composition that does and doesn't serve you and making decisions to dissolve that so that what's there can unfold through you naturally. Controlling will never touch on this truth, because it seeks to define the truth, which IS not self seeking control, as stimulating as it seems inn the moment where the feeling of getting feel good sensations will overshadow the subtle sense of inner truth. This is why people age and die. They get locked into seeking the not self because the entire model of how we attain resources in this world is based on abusing other peoples not self, using their weaknesses against them for economic value or other such things. The modern hyper reality that's curated where everything is ideal and perfect and all this stuff which is thrown in our faces, this is what's feeding another level of our not self trash believing that this is what we actually want when in fact that's not the case. We think we want the perfect thing but outside of that bubble you'll feel just as satisfied with less. That's the thing, just because someone else has the perfect 10/10 situation doesn't mean you're missing out. So what. Removing yourself from the importance of having perfection in your reality on a sensory level is massively important, because that becomes the goal the not self uses to anchor deeper into giving us what we believe is meaningful to us when it never was. It was what we had available for the not self to make itself known to us, if you see it like that at least. It brings out the note self unconsciously to make you buy into its influence while thinking its you who's wanting that when it's just patterns of compromise that are keeping you from actually attaining the 10/10 for real.

There is no fiction - Neville Goddard lecture - 1968

"Now when you pray you must immerse yourself in the feeling of the wish fulfilled, for the word “pray” means, “Motion towards; accession to; at or in the vicinity of.” Point yourself towards the wish fulfilled and accept that invisible state as reality. Then go your way knowing the desire is now yours. You did it and you will not be surprised when it comes to pass."

He says that pray means "motion towards" something. Orientation. Attunement. Go your way KNOWING your desire is yours. This is the important part of this whole NG SATS stuff. It's about integration, purification, dropping the note self so that the inner truth can become clear and you will KNOW that it's yours naturally. The way he describes this is VERY uncommon to experience though, at least for big stuff. I can seemingly manifest sums of money and people contacting me randomly pretty reliably lately it seems, though it's something that I've been purifying quite hardcore to attain that integration.

"When you first practice this technique you will be surprised when it happens; but when you learn how to completely accept the state assumed, you will know you do not have to do a thing to make it come to pass, as the assumption contains its own plan of fulfillment."

Once again a very ignorant statement that's taken the wrong way. If you don't have the letting go in the experience and you're not already clear then it will NOT come to pass in a satisfying manner because the experience you'll be led into will likely fulfil that direction you've set to attune to and this is because it's self organising and lays moving towards higher order, if you can trust and that trust is also part of the attunement and purifying process too. This whole thing about not needing to lift a finger to make it happen assumes you're clear and naturalness can come through you. If that's not there then you WILL have to lift a finger, as in there will be pressure to integrate still. NG did say at one point that it's the dominant belief that will manifest, meaning if you're more open and clear towards accepting then that will be your natural movement over wanting to compromise, even if there's still excess pressure to purify but that this assumption isn't needing completely clear atonement in order to have natural movement without huge layers of resistance to transform. It's a gradient. The alchemist has talked about this too as I've quoted. You just need to reach enough of a clear state that the naturalness is there.

"You will know that this world is imaginal and that an assumption – with no external object to support its truth – will harden into fact when its truth is persisted in. If an imaginal act produces an external fact to support it, then is not this world essentially imagined? If you dare to assume what your reason and senses deny and walk faithful to your assumption, believing in its reality – and its corresponding effect is produced, can this seemingly solid, real world be anything other than imaginal? Everything is imagined, for you are God – all imagination! God exists in you and you in Him."

Persistence. When the truth is persisted in, inner truth, the natural striving. Trust. Faith. Faith in inner truth, the correct decision, the attunement to correct orientation. Walk faithful to your assumption. Remember what comes through you when it's building resonance will simply be an assumption, like with RS being very early in development I had ideas about things but I needed to build them out. It all came through me. This is really what he means, the assumption of inner truth that you persist in unfolding over time. Any other way of trying to make yourself believe in something that's NOT coming through you as your truth will be effectively impossible to assume because you'll be trying to be someone you're not and that's causing resistance against natural striving. If we stop making the specific thing so important and make the person who's attuned to that thing the target and allowing that to be our truth then we will make it unfold. With RS it was a bit of both, I had to assume thing about the mechanics and on top I had to allow myself to be vulnerable in not understanding that for a while, though I moved through the natural unfolding where I gained clarity over time. With money, it was the same thing, I had an idea of what I wanted to attain to get by and I attained that through the means that provided themselves as opportunities. Sometimes the money just falls into your lap, and I find more often than not that's when you've made decisions that flow with what you KNOW you need to unfold, and that gives you what you need even if it's totally unrelated.

"You cannot feed the mind violence and not expect violence in the world. Although the networks will deny this, a friend at NBC-TV studio told me that when it was official that Kennedy was dead, he received an order from New York that for the next four days no violent films were to be shown. He said pandemonium took place in the studio, as they went through their files trying to find enough non-violent film to cover four days! Lucky for them, most of the time will be taken up with the giant coverage of the funeral in New York City.

One gentleman recently interviewed on television said that Senator Kennedy was always talking about being assassinated. That when the shots rang out, he instantly knew that Kennedy was dead. You cannot entertain thoughts of being assassinated without experiencing them. Who knows who, unseen by mortal eyes, was treading in the winepress, influencing that young boy’s mind!"

You know that Kennedy likely had those thoughts because he was about to break apart the alphabet agencies and Israeli intelligence wouldn't let that happen because that was their plan to play out. Kennedy had thought those things naturally, because of the nature of what he was involving himself with. he didn't just think them for no reason you fool! He had thoughts for a purpose, be it "good" or "bad", but what he was dealing with and over history everybody who messed with Jewish influence and power structures went down the same route. I quoted many in government who absolutely despised Jewish influence in the US at the time and they all got taken out, and those were just a few out of the hundreds I've revealed. It's insane that this happens over and over like they've got some magic protection spells or plot armour. Jewish influence always wins inn the end, somehow. So why would NG only see what he wants to see and say that's all there is. Oh Kennedy was having thoughts about being assassinated in a vacuum for nothing. What a fool who was totally unaware of what Kennedy was involved in. The experience of Kennedy being taken out was part of his play it seemed. Doesn't matter though. Lets continue.

"Imagination truly creates out of nothing! Thoughts call forth a thing that is not seen, as though it were happening. This is accomplished by an imaginal concept touched by feeling.

Hearing of the success of another and feeling their joy builds a structure which will project itself on the screen of space."

Imaginal concept touched by feeling. Thoughts when felt to be true as integrated means you have that experience within you on a thematic level, and that can unfold with a clear channel. Should be clear as day.

"The secret is to imagine to the point of self-persuasion. Can you believe what you are imagining? There are not two of you – you and Imagination! You are not reshaping a piece of pottery when you imagine, but yourself! You are moving into your desire. If you persist until you see exactly what you want to see, fix your position with the glue of feeling and remain there – it will be reflected on the screen of space, just as your world is now reflecting the fixed state from which you are viewing it."

Self persuasion. Sounds like letting go of what's not to open up what the desire actually represents to enable naturalness. Belief. He did say it's all about belief. You are always integrating components which represent those experiences being in supply, and if they're in supply they're available for you to unfold without contrast, or needing to attain them under purifying fire. He said something interesting here though. Fix your position with the glue of feeling and remain there. The fixing of feeling is the glue that binds you to the desire, or really will fulfil it, because it's about satiation of desire by integrating and becoming the desire, effectively. You are the satisfaction of the desire because you have it within you already. You've experienced the nourishment of what's not within you and thus you now have within you what was once in lack that was necessary and meaningful to you. That is how you change the fixed state you view the world from, and also the way the world views you because of how you're providing thematic signature.

"Believe me, there is no fiction! Every thought you think will come to pass. You may think it is just a thought and will never become real, but it will."

Every thought you think will come to pass. Every thought you say. I highly doubt that. This would work under the context of thoughts that are correct for you. Every correct thought that unfolds through you as truth will unfold because they're how you attain the attunement to the themes which integrate the components to become individuated. If it's every thought without filter, well I don't see how that can work. I can see how it could work under the context of themes but not under the context of EXACT thoughts. I've imagined things that I know will never happen, and so have you. What about imaginal experiences such as impossible fantasy stuff, like teleporting inside of a giant dragons mouth and being shot out like a cannon.

"Do not be moved by its emotions, as one million people were today as they watched a closed box, not knowing for sure a body was in it."

Do not be moved by emotion. What an ignorant statement. Anytime someone says simply "don't do" then you're very unlikely to have success because that's never what the actual issue is but more or less the issue would be to do with what's not integrated. Not feeling an emotion isn't going to help you.

"This steward falsified the record, the facts of life which memory claimed to be correct. Perhaps memory says you only have ten dollars in the bank, the rent is due, and there are no prospects of more money on its way. Or that your friend is ill or out of a job. These are facts memory has recorded. You can falsify that record by a permissible lie, by seeing a thousand dollars in the bank and the rent as paid. By seeing one who is ill – as well, or one who is unemployed – as gainfully employed."

More foolishness. How can someone who's had ZERO abundance with money pull that off and not feel anxious and doubt it and worry and have anxiety about bills that need to be paid. Utterly devoid of reality in this example. If what NG says would work it would result in the person gaining a sense of acceptance that they don't have to be poor and broke and integrate that. It would be THEM who changes in that experience because if you're going to receive something by luck then you must become the lucky one by accepting who you are. Dumb luck happens to the fool because the fool trusts his own foolishness. He doesn't see himself in the way the ones who see him as lucky see him because that's who he is to his own internal state. This is yet another example of why what NG says doesn't work. I've read many case studies where people who took chances manifested miracle money, not from their thinking mind but from that subtle intuitive sense in the moment and trusting that. This is arguably the only way to actually get lucky when all the odds are stacked against you and really being under more pressure there and yet trusting intuitive impulse will very likely result in lucky experiences, even if they're limited in scope. You went through the pressure and that's the point of why the luck happens, God is almost "rewarding" you for trusting natural striving in those places. Many case studies would reveal this.

"That which appears so real is based on fiction anyway, and fiction is fact in the sense that it is all imagination! You can lift anyone out of the state into which he has fallen and place him in another, be it a state of want, illness, or failure. There are infinite states into which man may fall."

Yeah we know that. States are thematic compositions which you're attuned to and have integrated. When you imagine to shift state you're doing it to accept more of yourself. I swear this is the common thread that underlies all reliable success stories. If you'd study them you'd see this. People who have flow attain outcomes, even if they don't believe it will happen, and they'll tell you that but that the trust in intuitive impulse with whatever that involved is what allowed them to integrate that experience and unfold the seemingly lucky outcome despite their unbelief. This contradicts what NG preaches if we take him at face value. He did say that it's about belief, and yet there are endless examples where that simple isn't the case of how someone experiences things. The child doesn't believe they're going to face trauma, but they do. This is all about what's coming through them, to either accept it and thus believe that part of them that they feel is authentic and has thematic association to troth or not. No other way of viewing it. Nobody else on earth can say otherwise. This is the ONLY way of viewing it reliably, not to be dogmatic but that the mechanics should be clear as day about why the success and the failure happens.

"I encourage you to live as fully and as graciously as you desire to, while you wait for God’s Son to reveal himself in you. But don’t think that because you do not live fully and well, you are better off in the eyes of your Father – for you are not. He is only interested in the work He is doing in you; and when it is completed, you will be born from within, for until that happens you cannot enter the kingdom of God."

Wow. God is only interested in the work he is doing in you. That implies what I've been saying, that God unfolds through us, though the thematic suggestion AKA intuitive impulse which is the truth we're here to accept which attunes us to our supply to unfold his will in our experience. That's the works. You could argue that's what NG is saying here too. Desire should be viewed under that lens, correct expression, not subjective desire to feel good. There's no truth in subjective desire, but that objective natural striving and inner truth that's yours and yours alone to accept is where our power comes from. Who you are, being yourself is what God unfolds through us. He says also that until you're born from within when you've done all the works then you'll be able to enter the kingdom of God. The alchemist has talked about that being in levels, where the lesser conjugation is what begins that. Being yourself opens this up as we've explored, so NG under this context is saying what I've been saying too. This is why I'm even doing this analysis, to see if the threads in his doctrine hold up when we can interpret his language under an alchemical basis and not a solipsistic mind magic paradigm.

"On that day you will enter an entirely different age, where trees, fruit, beasts, and birds are unknown, yet not unperceived. It is a world beyond other seas, unknown and inconceivable to those who live in this world of death.

When I say everything is at your disposal, I mean everything is in your imagination, and you are its creative power. Living in this fabulous world, you can travel unknown seas by gondola and know fruit, trees, birds, and beasts unknown here on earth; and in that world you are in complete control.

While walking the earth, man is totally unaware of the food he is mentally eating. Thoughts of horror and anger, jealousy and hate, feed invisible monsters which produce heartaches and pain. There are those who want the spoiled fruit which is part of this age; but when you enter that age, you are in complete control of your power. You realise that everything is a thought and under your control.

We are told: “Eye has not seen, ear has not heard and it has not entered into the heart of man the things already prepared by God for those who love him.” When you are one with your Father, you will awaken to find yourself in that age which has already been prepared for you. So set your heart fully upon that world which you will enter at the unveiling of Christ from within."

Right so he's saying that there's going to be another world above this one in the kingdom of heaven. This isn't another world like ours, but that he's talking about travelling in another body, likely the lunar body I'd assume. He's saying you control it because as I said ages ago life is like a lucid dream in those paces and the alchemist has said this too, which is why purifying the contents of the mind is necessary before you can get access to that level because you'll just experience chaos. What he's talking about here is experiencing the subtle reality that's stabilised in your other bodies of lunar and solar quality. This is because he completed the lesser conjunction and made them one thing and could navigate in the subtle using that body, which is why he believes that this world is all there is. This is why I said I highly doubt he's completed the greater conjunction because he's not on that level based on what I've understood he's talking about. This is not what 99.999% of people reading it will assume. His words are way way way too easy to misinterpret and people will get these ideas of mind magic when reading it. I don't know anyone who's had this analysis of his work. RS has arguably the most complete understanding of what NG actually taught on all levels, or at least most of them.

"Born in the little island of Barbados, we kept ducks and chickens for our own consumption. If mother wanted a pair of ducks for a Sunday dinner, ten days prior she would tell one of her nine sons to put a brace of ducks aside.

Now, our ducks were raised in the yard and fed on fish, which was cheap and plentiful – and not on corn, which had to be imported and was very expensive. We could buy a bucket of fish scraps for a penny, so we fed the chickens and ducks fish; consequently they smelled of and tasted like fish.

But if they were separated ten days or two weeks before you wanted them for dinner, and stuffed with corn and food of that nature, the entire texture of their flesh changed. During that interval of time however, they could not be given even a little bit of fish. They had to have a complete, radical change of diet.

If mother’s command was not remembered until perhaps four days before the meal everyone knew it, because when the birds were plucked and the heat began to express the birds, the entire neighbourhood knew the Goddard’s were having fish for dinner, and no one could eat them. But if their diet was changed from fish to corn – and only corn for that interval of time – we had delicious ducks for dinner which tasted like ducks!

Now, although we are not ducks we do feed on ideas. Feed your mind a certain idea for one week and you will change its structure. Continue for two weeks and you will be well fed on lovely thoughts. You see, this is a fictitious world and you are its author. Nothing is impossible! It’s all fiction anyway, so live nobly and dream beautiful dreams; for you are all imagination, and your human imagination is the Lord God, Jesus – the Christ."

Interesting idea to connect those threads. He's still seemingly preaching a solipsistic idea in principle here, though it's still able to be interpreted correctly because he's just talking about purifying violence and hatred and such into love and other nice thoughts, not about feeding your mind the idea of what you want. If you do repetitive mindset work then you'll probably end up either breaking down from overstimulation or you'll end up actually integrating it because you brought up the impulse for naturals striving more often by thinking about that.

Test yourself - Neville Goddard lecture 1967

"Now, repent means “a radical change of attitude”—why?—towards anything in this world that we either dislike or would like to change. A radical change on our part should produce a corresponding change in the outer world. Now, examine yourselves to see whether you are holding to the faith, are you doing it?"

Right here is another statement that's half true. Repent as the alchemist says means to use the mind against itself, not to think differently in the most gross sense of the term. We're talking about taking the conscious into the unconscious, so repent means to go against the flow which is how the alchemist defines it actually. Going against the flow sounds contradictory to RS doesn't it? Well it's not, because it simply means you're going to be going against the order you're comfortable with, the false pseudo satisfaction is what we're meaning by flow, a sort of pseudo flow that's based on peak dip cycles. You're going to immerse yourself into the unconscious resistance to go through and purify it, to go into the underworld and use the conscious mind against the unconscious resistance to transform it by experiencing it and thus learning about it and understanding it to integrate it.

"In the course of an hour you have unnumbered opportunities to test whether you are holding to the faith. You see a headline, a telephone call, the morning’s mail, the daily paper, all these are suggesting unlovely, horrible things to you. You accept them as fact. Because, you will say these are now facts, the paper has now printed the facts of life, just the fact. A friend calls you on the phone and pours out all the bilge in the world, what they don’t want and what is happening to them that they dislike, not mentioning anything positive, all that’s poured out. And so you listen and you…all that’s coming in. If you understand this law, that imagining creates reality, you should, while seemingly listening on that phone as it’s coming through, like a computer, change everything that is coming through. So at the end all you would have to do is to now do it positively, and listen now for the ring and come through…and hear what as you changed it did come through."

This is another example where NG can be speaking some common sense about if what you heard someone saying to not be true to you that you'll probably naturally hear them differently, that it's what you want to hear in that. Computers as he says were barely even a thing back then too. The idea that you can just hear someone say something differently because you don't like what they said and basically revise on the spot is fine, and doing this even if it's not touching on a part of you that's not nourished is fine too. If what they say touches on a part of you that you don't like then going through that can be purifying.

"Now, let me give you a story. The lady is here tonight. I will tell three of her stories, based upon this technique. She said, “I have found my telephone technique infallible. It never fails, but never fails. A friend of mine wanted to take an examination in the courts to be a reporter, a court stenotype reporter. As she mentioned it to me, she filled me with all kinds of reasons why she could never pass. There were nine reasons that she gave. As I heard her, I changed everything I heard as it was coming through, but everything. When it was all over, all that I had to do is now listen for the ring. I heard the phone ring, all in my Imagination, and then I heard what I had brought to a head as I changed and revised the entire conversation, that she had passed."

Telephone technique. Wonderful. Most people would get triggered and couldn't remain stable in places like this. That's the issue, their unconscious mind and water is unclean and boiling over. There's no stability, NG had stability because he reached the lesser conjugation. He's speaking as someone who's basically as coherent as the alchemist who also got to that point. You don't NEED to be there in order to apply what NG says but having sufficient clarity to allow stability and naturalness is the point. This is why going through and integrating what's necessary is the point because you'll clean out the trash that's making the water unclear. Since NG says that the water element is psychologically accepted truth, then if your unconscious is unclear at baseline then what to you expect the interaction will unfold? Unclarity. This is why the movement in the world when imagining such things will unfold as naturals striving to lead the experience to purify those unclear aspects of your water. That's the point.

" Why not do as this lady does now as the phone is ringing? If she doesn’t actually hear it, she is revising it just as it’s coming through. It’s not what I wanted to hear, therefore, it’s not what I’m hearing. And so, she’s not listening to that state. She’s simply putting upon that same wire what ought to come through. And at the end, she knows what she wants to hear, and she’s heard it. And this is what she does."

Revising it on the spot. Wonderful. She basically ignores what the person says and hears only what the wants.

"Are we not told all through scripture there are those in the world who call themselves leaders, and they are called the blind guides. When the blind lead the blind, they both fall into a pit. And so, who are these blind leaders? He tells us that the whole vast world who are giving as doctrine, as the law of God, the precepts of men. That you can’t eat this, and you can’t wear that, and you can’t do this—all of that belongs to the precepts of men. Hasn’t a thing to do with God’s law. For in God’s law everything is in order. That food will not justify you and commend you to God. You are no worse off is you do not eat and no better off if you do. “That I know and am persuaded by the Lord Christ Jesus that there is nothing unclean in itself; but any man to whom it is unclean, to him it is unclean” (Rom.14:14).

Well, you start from there. So someone wants to wallow in it, alright, let him wallow in it. But what he mentions is this, he doesn’t ask you to test the man he’s asking you to test yourself. He’s not saying to you, point to the other man and say, ‘Well, prove it!’ You just walk away. You aren’t going to prove anything. You’re going to go about your own wonderful world knowing that the whole vast world is yourself pushed out and everything in this world is aiding the birth of what you are imagining. So, the behavior of the world relative to you is determined by the concept you hold of yourself. So my concept of myself will determine your behavior relative to me. Therefore, it doesn’t really matter what your individual personal life is. The whole vast world is simply aiding the birth of all of my imaginal acts. Whether it takes one or a hundred thousand to do it, they’ll do it. I don’t have to ask them for their permission, for they are simply animated by my own wonderful human Imagination."

He defines the blind as those who impose rules on others. Notice how he sees everything as wonderful? Wonderful world. Wonderful human imagination. Isn't that wonderful. Wonderful wonderful wonderful. This returns to my point before about this radiant view being basically a requirement in my eyes looking at those who complete this work to sink into and be nourished by. It's technically not a requirement as the alchemist has said before but it's not something that I'd say should be avoided just because you don't want to feel that radiance at baseline. It's a big shift, but that's the point. There's resistance held there to transform, unconsciously of course. His whole view opened up to the wind, that wonderful attitude is what I believe really separates him from most, including myself. He views everything that way and thus can sink into these experiences like they're easy and effortless. He then goes on and talks about how you should only view your own stuff in the world, which really is a correct way of being aligned as what's coming through you is necessary and everything that's not there is needing to be dropped, though approaching that from a parasitic view is a bad thing objectively speaking.

"Now, there is a poem by Robert Browning, at the end of his days, called Reverie. He said, “From the first, power was, I knew.” From the very first, power was, I knew. Then it was revealed to him—“Made known to me that if I would look closely, love were as plainly seen.” If man would look closely…although it’s power, if I would look very, very close, and I know it’s power alright, love would be plainly seen. Well, many years ago, the year 1929, I was taken in Spirit into the divine assembly, where the gods hold judgment. And here, my first encounter was with El Shaddai, God personified as infinite might. It’s a man no bigger than you are but infinite might, as though it could destroy the whole vast universe if it so desired. That’s how you felt in the presence of El Shaddai. But, I was taken from this first to the recording angel and then into the presence of love. Same being…can’t separate God’s power from himself. But what a different face was love, infinite love, the Ancient of Days, wearing the human form divine, all love. Then he embraced me—though power sent me— he embraced me and made me one with this body, and I feel the presence of this body morning, noon and night. My friends know me as this, my relatives know me as this, but I do not feel this. I feel that which embraced me, it is love."

This sounds like he went into a theurgic type of an experience, standing before an intelligence that holds an archetypal power. Take that back to what the alchemist said. He sees himself as love, and that's what I meant before. That's connected to air it seems. The star father, exalted fire.

"But, “From the first was power, I knew; but looking closely, love were as plainly seen.” Truly, you can’t separate them, but love is first…and yet you can’t separate them…for Christ is the power of God and the wisdom of God, but God is love. He is the Father of all and all will one day receive the gift of being the Father. Meanwhile, exercise his power until one receives that gift. So have faith in the Promise by exercising his law and proving it in the experience. For, faith is not really complete ’til through experiment it becomes, really, one’s own personal experience. And so, this lady knows tonight that she has experienced this. It has worked. Then what are you going to tell her about certain diets to become spiritual, certain meditations to become ___(??) aware and call it cosmic consciousness? Nonsense! The real gift when it comes, it comes suddenly, in the twinkling of an eye. And you don’t earn it. It could happen this night to all here or to one. It is my desire that it happen to everyone before I depart. It’s my desire. But I am not to know the time or the seasons that God the Father has fixed in his own authority."

Interesting. He said that the only way to meet god is through imagination, which he still defines as imaginal senses, and not as the alchemical basis which he's actually experiencing without seemingly understanding that. He then said that he desires that everybody sees their power, though he says that he is not to know the time that God has fixed for these things to unfold, implying there's an order or will to God that he's subservient to, meaning he's not controlling else he wouldn't have said that. The real gift comes in the twinkling of an eye he says. Spontaneity.

"And he uses the word Rock because of vision. Back in the thirties, sitting in the Silence, not thinking of anything in particular, here I am, just with my eyes closed in contemplation, and suddenly before my eyes comes this quartz, a huge rock, just one solid rock. Well, a rock by definition means “the limit of contraction.” That’s what God took upon himself: death, the rock. And as I looked at it, intrigued by this rock, it suddenly fragmented itself. Then all these little pieces were gathered together by some unseen hand and molded quickly into a living statue, sitting in a lotus position. As I looked at this wonderful-looking creature, all seated in the lotus posture, I noted that I am looking at myself. I’m actually looking at myself, the being that I now call Neville. And then the whole thing began to glow and glow, and became radiant. When it reached the limit of intensity, it all exploded. And I awoke, sitting in my chair."

Holy cow this to me proves that he was having power move through him. He had spontaneous transformations. That was him having a vision of an inner transformation. I do not fully understand all the symbolism but there was a shift happening where he was dissolving resistance in that experience, because the experience itself when these visions project you'll have as a by product burn off. In order to even have them you'll have a burn off of not self stuff as they happen, and that's as a matter of ripeness as the alchemist says. It's spontaneous. He was possibly having theurgic experiences in this place, though I don't know. I really need to talk to the alchemist about these things to get his understanding on the symbolism. When he said he knew he was looking at himself that was the gnosis, the understanding, the integration of what's necessary for him in his path. He was living in accordance to his flow, though he thought he was controlling when in fact it was all God unfolding his will through him. He eludes to this but never makes it clear as day. The explosion is the proof to me that he had a burn off because that's further integration of the principles. This is what everybody experiences. When I had those powerful visions it was the same thing, explosions and loud sounds which happened right before the vision showed up like a projection over my visions with my eyes open. Most people describe it like this too. These thigs only happen when you're ready to see them. You cannot force them to happen, and they're experiences that reveal to you things that re needed to be seen by God to integrate components of your capacity to realise. Take it back to the principles. This experience only further proves that he's talking about alchemical reality and not a mind magic solipsistic reality, even if it seems that way at times. He was just so open and clear that this stuff to him was effortless, though to most that's not the case.

"So the symbolism is true…engraved upon the Rock that is Christ is the eternal word, and God has put the eternal word into the mind of man. And here, reaching the end of the run of the race, of the great fight, it was revealed to me that this symbolism is true. Right in my mind came the rock, and out of it, as it was fragmented, all the parts; every little piece was a part that I had played…every little piece…the villain, the hero, the rich man, the poor man, the beggar man, the thief, all this in my dream I had played. Put them all together and they form the being that comes now to the end of race. And it glows just like the sun and reaches the limit of intensity and then explodes. As you’re told, the sun one day will simply come to its end…all within the mind of man."

I have put them all together and they form the being that comes now to the end of the race. Integrating the themes of his capacity through experience in transforming what's not to reveal that which is. That's why he referenced all those parts, because it's the integration of all the lessons and principles into one thing. That's alchemy.

"When it’s all over, as the lady said to me in her letter, “I then sit quietly and listen for the phone. I have it ring in my Imagination and then I hear what I should have heard before. Then I drop it. If I should think of it in the future, I will repeat that process of hearing it ring and only what I want to hear.” And she said, “Neville, it is infallible. It just cannot fail…this telephone technique.” So I pass it on to you.

As Fawcett said, “The secret of imagining is the greatest of all problems to the solution of which the mystic aspires. For supreme power, supreme wisdom, supreme delight lie in the solution of this far off mystery.” So I ask all to share in the search for the solution of this mystery. Now, she has contributed this night her discovery and she calls it her telephone technique using. And she uses the word revision, “I revise.” Well now, the Bible uses that word differently. It is not called revision in the Bible, but it is right in the very first words of the central character in the Book of Mark, he calls it “repent.” Well, repent means “a radical change of attitude.” That’s what it means. Well, revision is just such a radical change of attitude. I use a modern word because the word repent has grown barnacles."

So we've got the example of how someone back then used revision (keep in mind this is just another cherry picked story by NG to back up his point. Then he mentions revision being the meaning of repenting in his words. So revise according to NG is to turn the light, to swim against the current of limitation. He never uses it in this context, though you could stretch it to mean so. I still disagree with his idea on the general sense, but it can apply. Alchemically speaking revision would mean more or less to apply light to what's unconsciously bound as limitation you've accepted as true, as a mechanism, regardless of how its applied.

"We think of a person repenting, he should get down on his belly and move forward like a worm towards someone for whom he repents. He goes in and confesses to someone, and for what? You don’t confess to anyone when you repent, what person in this world? Are we not told in the book of Psalms, “Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, O Lord” (Ps. 51:3). Have I sinned against a priest, a rabbi, a minister or someone else? I can only sin against myself and the self of man is God. So, “Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, O Lord.”"

This sounds to me as in "missing the mark" meaning of sin under the context of avoiding natural striving. Missing the mark means a goal to attain, a mark to hit. It it was all relative then the mark would be relative too and ever changing. Natural striving is fixed and supplied by God, hence we sin against God because that's how our flow is to be moved by his will. Take it back to the alchemist who said that we're here to submit and surrender our free till to the higher genius, or the contained intelligence of God in an aspect of you, and sin is missing the mark to complete what's necessary for integration. NG just uses the word desire here to replace that meaning. I'd say desire should be desired truth, or even just truth, because as I said before the feeling of the wish fulfilled AKA the suggested theme which NG him said defined AS A WISH does represent the feeling of accepting that truth, thus satisfying the theme that God is striving you to accept under that pressure, which is the pressure to accept the desire. You see. It's called striving because it involves pressure, but it's natural under the context of correct orientation of applying yourself through pressure, or meaning necessary pressure. That's what naturals striving can really mean, which the alchemist also could be referring to under the context of repent too. You could even say repenting IS following natural striving, hence the whole point of commenting on this paragraph. Repent means to follow natural striving which is to hit the mark. Truly beautiful

"But why not take his wonderful, not only promise to heart, but take his law, and live wisely while we live in this world. And just simply bring about all the lovely things in this world. I find it much easier to be able to pay my bills than to run. Therefore, why run when a law allows you to pay the bills? You don’t have to duck them, you simply get enough brought into the bank, your deposit, to pay the bills. I find it easier to be able at the end of a certain period to say, “Let us take off for a few months,” than to wonder, “Well now, we can’t go any place, can’t afford it.” I find it much easier to live that way. But it doesn’t make me better in the eyes of myself, called God, than the one who does not know this law, or knowing it, would not apply it; makes no difference because, in the end, both of us will be the one being. There’s only one God."

Interesting that NG still bought into the money game. He still paid bills, but imagined the bank having enough for the bill.

"So in the end, you and I are not only brothers, in the end, we are God the Father. For this is that compound unity, the one made up of others, everyone is pre-destined to know he is the one. But in the interval, while we are running the race, why not take this wonderful law and apply it wisely toward definite objectives in this world. And you find it, it is much easier. Like the fellow who comes into the bar, he said, “You know”—when they wouldn’t serve the thing because they called him a bum and he said, “Get out of here.” He said, “You think I’m a bum? I let you know I’m a very important person. I’ve known what it is to be rich and what it is to be poor, and of the two I’d rather be rich.” Now, he thought he was going to ask something else, no, he’d rather be rich."

Interesting. He said everyone is pre-destined, implying a fixed trajectory. If God moves through us to unfold these states then wouldn't that then confirm natural striving as I've said? This IS what NG taught, though he never made it clear under this context.

"Well, I’m not telling you what to desire, that you want a million dollars or a billion dollars…but may I tell you from experience…for I know the sensation from experience of what it is to be dispossessed because of lack of means to pay the rent. I had that experience…I’m not going to go a way back in the centuries of the past…I mean this present embodiment. Here I had it and I didn’t know that I had it. I had it given to me, but no one told me it was given to me. Years later I discovered a gift that was given to me when I was going through these experiences, but I didn’t know I had it. Here tonight, you can have a million dollars but do not know it and go hungry for want of a dollar. If you don’t know it, well then, go hungry. No one who holds it in deposit for you is going to come on the street and say, “You know you have a million dollars here.” He’s using it. Until you make the demand, he isn’t going to release it. You must claim it by appreciation. No one is going to force your desire upon you. Everything is yours for the taking Well, the whole thing is given to man. Man has to appropriate it. No one is going to come and say, “You know, you have it” and force it upon you. You have to take it…yours for the taking. And so, everyone in this world has to appropriate it, and you do it by applying God’s law…just as this lady did in her wonderful telephone technique. And it’s perfectly marvellous."

This transcript of his lecture I'm copy pasting from cool wisdom books is inaccurate by the way. Three's lines that are written different from what NG spoke in the audio lecture, but it's the same idea. I've changed the words that are necessary to understand to what he said in the lecture from the text. The point of this part is more or less that you'll need to go through the pressure of doubt and transform into being the supply and that will likely happen through natural striving. NG likely never had many examples of this in his stories considering he was in tune with natural striving and didn't even see pressure in his experiences like we do for the most part, but it would be there if you'd analyse his case studies I can bet.

"Do you believe that imagination creates reality. If you do then test yourself. Do you not realise that Jesus Christ is in you. Do you have the courage to claim I am he and besides me there is no other?"

Courage. Courage to claim. Do you have courage. Interesting. Courage often times means there's something bigger than you that you're facing, Pressure. Yet another example. Only the fool would think that this whole LOA game is about avoiding pressure and not wanting to feel that pressure in a necessary and satisfying manner.

17/5/25

The alchemist on the 7 archetypes and the 7 glands in the body:

"Yes. And in in alchemy, we refer to them as interior stars, not necessarily as chakras and those types of things, but um and we look at them in a different way, but they do exist as part of our energetic um uh physiology, so to speak, in terms of the fact that they are not necessarily lo located in one specific place, but in terms of the fact that they're woven through everything and they have, you know, What's true on one level must be true on all levels. But figuring out exactly how it's true on each level is the tricky part."

"So it is considered that the moon gathers the other planets together, but it's the sun that harnesses them. Well, if you know um even on a glandular level what they relate to, if the sun is the pineal and the moon is the pituitary. But what does the pituitary do? The pituitary is the gland that tells the other parts of the endocrine system what and when to do it gathers in cabala speak it's the same idea. It gathers what those other things do and the pineal is the one that ultimately harnesses it."

So as you can see he's mirroring my idea of how metaphysics works, because the thematic levels have physical manifestations on various levels that we can perceive. Endocrine health directly relates to subtle spiritual sense. You'd not believe the amount of people telling me that I've made that up for no reason to make more work that's not needed. Every one of them are metaphysically illiterate. How am I suppose to have a truly positive outlook when there's such insane ignorance in this community and I seem to be the only one here who gets things. Simply state the facts and let those who need to hear it hear it. That's how. Doing that while being cool about it makes you far more appealing though.

"And when we do mineral work in alchemy, what we're after are the specific mineral sulphurs that actually kick each of these glands into a higher octave of functioning to release the hormones that each of them are responsible for into the bloodstream because the presence of those hormones in the bloodstream is what allows us to shift the chemical nature of our blood which ultimately shifts our reality. So, it's all connected all the way from the top spiritual work all the way down to what's in your blood."

Need I say more. I'm not into the level of being able to mineral work yet but I'll get there.

"And it's not. at least not the philosophical mercury in the plant kingdom as it was put out to be by Alberta uh because we know from pyrolytic distillation that the the plant mercury that comes without having to add anything to it that's simply obtaining the four elements from any organic material is definitely not ethanol it's it's what it's what the old adepts referred to as philosophical acetone that is Mercury. Um, the thing is is that Mercury that we're talking about, the philosophical Mercury isn't necessarily in any one thing. It's a philosophical principle that can be moved from one physical material into another physical material because the philosophic mercury that we're really talking about is the non-physical side of that. So it exists in this medium and when the conditions are right it can be made to move into this medium and ethanol can function as a medium for that. But to say that it's the plant mercury is is incorrect. To say that ethanol can be used as a mercury is okay because from that viewpoint of philosophical mercury being able to migrate from one thing to another thing, it can be used as a vessel for philosophic mercury to migrate. But that doesn't make it the plant mercury because back to emerald tablet, the four elements come out of the thing without anything extra being added to it. And in Alberta's plant alchemy, that's absolutely not possible."

This is just another example of the alchemist talking about the invisible qualities of a substance determining its alchemical nature.

I've been feeling more into my past states where I was incredibly abundant and I feel a depth of that wonderous mindset, it's not wonder as in ignorance but wonder as in distance at baseline. Subconscious capacity, and clear heart. The heart really does play a huge role in all this. The kidney qi being coherent and the heart qi being coherent and to a degree the lung qi being coherent matter a lot for this. That more yang based form is very important to tap into to be able to view the world without a lens of darkness because the fire and the wind are the light, at least elementally speaking.

Biblical language - Neville Goddard lecture - 1969

"“All are Men in Eternity. Rivers, Mountains, Cities, Villages, All are Human, and when You enter into Their Bosoms, You walk In Heavens and Earths; Just as in Your own Bosom You bear Your Heaven And Earth, and all that You behold, though it appears Without, it is Within, In Your Imagination of which this World of Mortality is but a Shadow.” (William Blake’s Jerusalem, Plate 71:17)"

We start with NG quoting William Blake. I've quoted NG on this lecture back on page 18 I believe but I've decided to filter out the seedline doctrine for now as I will move that elsewhere since it takes up a huge chunk of reading time. That has very important points to add to the conversation and make clear the nature of the fixed collective reality an the history of that time but I've had about 90% of my regular readers bail out from that point because of their limits of comfort when reading about certain facts in history not being the way they'd like, and still think they can change history by assuming it was different without understanding the nature of what manifesting is actually about. There is an objective history, it's just that there's levels of subtlety to it which most don't have awareness of and thus assume things. When you view all the angles you'll find the complete picture, and that takes both many years of study and on top of that the willingness to be wrong and being ok with that. Critical thinking is necessary to view the things unseen as seen, because that history is all in existence on the subtle level and there is nothing hidden, but we can't access all of that all the time and so we unfold that unseen as seen through physical study if we cannot see the subtle.

"You may ask yourself what Blake is talking about, yet this is the language of the Bible. Biblical language evokes rather than describes. It is telling of another world, another Man and another age; for in truth, all of the places in the Bible are human."

This is what the bible is as defined by NG.

"One day you will know an imaginative world where the mountains, rivers, cities, and villages are human. Everything will be possible to you there, for when your imaginative faculties awaken, every thought is objectively real."

Right there. When your imaginative faculties awaken every thought is objectively real. Yeah, like a lucid dream, because you're LITERALLY IN ANOTHER BODY. THAT'S WHAT THE ALCHEMY IS. NG is talking about what the alchemist and I've been referring to this entire time. NG was experiencing a different level of subtlety which is UNLOCKED in CAPACITY when you've gone through all the necessary transformations to purify your elements. What he speaks of is OFF LIMITS for a VAST MAJORITY of people. The reason why is because they're too caught up in not self trash that they're un clear and unable to access the subtle levels. What he just said here proves my point, that his teachings are in fact alchemically based, in a very limited form that is, but it's that he's referring to all this under the context of someone who's at that level, mostly. The more space you have the more you can experience this, because subconscious capacity implies clarity, You can cultivate space temporarily but sinking into that at baseline is where the work is and that takes regular gazing every day for months to years to even begin to touch your fingertips on this level NG is talking about. Assuming that everybody has access to this is insane.

"You could suffer from total amnesia and not know where you are, who you are, or what you are; but, because God remains faithful to his pledge, you can’t stop knowing that you are. And that which is buried in your soul must come forward, and when it does, you are God."

Hear that. And when it does, implying you're not there yet, you've not integrated those components. That which is buried in your soul, not very alchemically correct words but whatever. He's simply talking about integrating the components of God, not that you actually BECOME God, because you don't. That's not how this works, you simply become an individuated being who has integrated within you all the components of God and thus can move without the collective trajectory influencing you so that you can unfold what's necessary for you to become individuated. This whole merging with God thig is insane and has never been correct on any level. All you're doing is integrating the components in the correct sequence to not be moved by those things, it's like they're powers you gain access to in a way. NG didn't explain any of this well at all, but it's there if you can decode it.

"Knowing you are the Eternal God who is Father, you will share this fantastic knowledge, not expecting a hundred percent acceptance, but allowing everyone to respond to what you say. Seeing your weaknesses and limitations, some will believe you and some will disbelieve. Don’t let it matter to you, simply tell it and go your way until the end of your allotted time. Then, with the discarding of your garment of flesh and blood, your weaknesses are removed and you awaken as God. Those who heard and accepted your experiences will prove your words in the not distant future and they, too, will awaken as the Ancient of Days."

He did not attain complete individuation, but instead only reached the lesser level of integration. He was technically immortal, but did not wield all the powers of God. He also said that you have an allotted time, implying a pre-determined end. This is technically correct, but he didn't commune with the higher genius it seems to get on track with the greater level of the work. He must've been ignorant of that assuming he did it all, when he didn't.

"And because I AM the Father of all life, my son, David . . the personification of everything I have given life to, through experience . . will stand before me to witness my fatherhood. David’s father was called Jesse, which means “I AM.” It is that father who, recognizing David, says: “Thou art my son, today I have begotten thee.”"

These are the components integrated at a certain level.

"This experience will be yours when you come out of the fiery furnaces, which each one of us must and will go through. Did the Lord not tell us: “I have tried you in the furnace of affliction (experiences) for my sake; for my own sake I do it, for how should my name be profaned? My glory I will not give to another.” There is only God, so he cannot give his glory to another. Having buried himself in his creation, when he rises from his burial place, he is still God, but enhanced beyond measure by reason of becoming his own creation and rising in it, individualized. We are all members of a body which shares in this grand play of rivers, mountains, cities, hills, and villages . . all of which are humanity, all men in eternity."

Lots here. He's saying we all have to go through the fiery furnaces, the world, the limitation, which tempers us like steel, giving us what we need to become more complete. Then he says we're here to become individualised, which is what I've been saying. Members of a body shared in the reality, yeah because God moves through us according to his will. The more you integrate the components of God the more you become LIKE God, as in able to wield power, for better or worse. His redeemed are already redeemed, in a history level.

"Have you ever reclined in a chair with your eyes closed as in sleep and pictured a stream of water so real you could put your mental hands in it and they are wet? When you cupped your hands and brought them to your mouth, could you feel the water going down your throat? If you have, you know that the state you have entered is very real and personal. That is the power which is in store for you. That is your power tomorrow, when everything will be at your disposal, all based upon your own wonderful human imagination, for that is God."

Yeah he's talking about the subtle senses, the imaginal senses, which imagination when tuned correctly will amplify. You don't amplify the imaginal sense, you become more clear on imagination (the composition of components which you have receptors to access) and thus the clarity of the sense increases as well. That's why manifestation and thaumaturgy are effectively one in the same thing on that level, because you're simply mediating various thematic currents and even using powers greater than you to amplify those influences on the world, because you are superimposed over the top of it in the collective experience. You don't have an individual bubble of reality.

"Taking upon himself all the weaknesses and limitations of the flesh, God became as you are, that you may become as he is. And when he awakens within you, you are he. If you will believe in your own wonderful, imaginative world, everything will be under your control . . but everything! And you will know that everyone in your world is within you, to be contacted at will. That no one can escape you; and when you rise within yourself, everyone rises with you. That is the story of scripture."

Everything will be under your control. Yeah in the subtle sense, until you're integrated sufficiently to be able to then influence the collective reality. Everything is under our control. This is when you'd read that and assume he's talking about the world based on what you think, which is how the LOA space even came into existence in the first place. Alchemically illiterate fools reading things they don't understand. You technically can contact anyone because on the subtle it's all accessible at all times, because that's what the heavens are in experience. There's no experience of time, and thus all exists at all times. You can interact with another persons solar body and influence their physical body in effect. NG is always talking about this in principle, doing alchemical transformation.

"While you are here you can test your creative power based upon your desires. You may desire something you think you cannot afford, or you don’t have the time or the know-how to enjoy it. You can think of a thousand reasons why its possession is impossible; but . . hearing that imagination creates reality . . you can imagine you have it. But to imagine is not enough; you must have faith enough in your imaginal act to believe in its reality. When you imagine you are the person you want to be, you must firmly believe you already are it; then wait in faith for your assumption to appear in your world, for that imaginal act has its own appointed hour. It will ripen and flower. If it seems long to you . . wait, for it is sure and will not be late."

Then he goes on about desires right after saying you can control everything. It's almost like he was edging people on with this power fantasy. He's teasing the people who want to believe in this to be true, it's actually pretty funny. All you have to do is imagine he says. Yeah right. He says you must believe you already are it, which IS an intuitive knowing. If it's already there then you don't need to think consciously and tell yourself, which is unconsciously available, meaning you have the supply of those currents to draw from to enable naturalness of being in that place. Simple, and yet it's been misinterpreted.

"The link between your imaginal act and its fulfilment is your faith, which is nothing more than your subjective appropriation of your objective hope. Hoping your desire . . subjectively appropriated . . is true, faith is your link to its objectivity."

Faith he says is the secret link. He defines it as subjective acceptance of an objective hope, which really means that you'll have access to the current which thematically represents that wish. NG did say we receive thematic suggestions in "the form of a wish" which implies there is an objective hope, which hope and wish being really the same thing, that you're subjectively meaning in principle existence, allowing yourself to access. That's how I'd interpret this definition. Faith implies trust, trust in being that person now, implying physical decisions will obviously be made in accordance too, and lacking faith is thus lacking trust in being that person, lacking trust in the access to those currents. You really can't just magically conjure it out of thin air, while technically possible, would be because God prescribed this for you. The point is to be purified to become the person under the context of transforming in experience which gives you those currents to already then be that person you targeted in imaginal senses. This is why when those who deny all this stuff cannot see this because it almost always will be a natural unfolding.

"Now, in order to really understand scripture, you must have some knowledge of the experiences recorded there, because they are not of this world. The Bible speaks of the New Man who is in you. It is that Man of Spirit that I am appealing to, as he can believe in the reality of an imaginal act. The outer you knows a reality which it can touch, see, and hear. Its belief is based upon the evidence of its five senses and reason. But I am appealing to the Christ in you, who is your own wonderful human imagination, and one with the Lord. This magnificent creative power is buried in you and will rise in you . . not as another, but as your very self. This will be done when the wall of perdition, which divides the two of you, is broken down. If I speak of him I am implying the existence of two; but when I say, “I AM,” I AM speaking of only one. So Christ becomes one with me by becoming my very self. But I will not know that I AM He until I have experienced everything scripture tells me only happened to him."

This will be done when the wall is broken down. WHEN. He's literally saying that we don't have access to this power yet. DO YOU ET IT. He's telling us of our CAPACITY when you get to that point of acceptance of self, and HE NEVER TOLD YOU HOW TO GET THERE. THIS IS WHY NG IS NOT SPEAKING ANYTHING OF PRACTICAL VALUE AND WHY MANIFESTAION HAS BEEN TURNED INTO A CIRCUS SHOW. The breaking down of the wall is what gazing does, and breaking boxes physically speaking as well, purification of the lunar level to open up the clarity of the subtle levels of the father and the mother. The new man in you, meaning in capacity to realise, who then can believe in the reality of an imaginal act. The "magnificent" (another term that proves that he lived on that level at baseline) creative power buried in you that will rise in you. WILL rise, meaning it's not risen yet, because it hasn't, it's still buried. You see now. This makes sense of it all. When I finally read those passages about how he said we are suggested themes from the spirit which then translate into sensory level experience it opened up this whole understanding. Who else understands this? Took years. He then says you won't know you're him until everything scripture says is necessary unfolds through you to KNOW AKA INTEGRATE those components which was the POINT of the experiences under pressure to begin with, to purify what's NOT SELF so that ACTUAL self capacity can be UNDERSTOOD, which is what he's saying here. It's not something you can just think your way into, and yet everybody is assuming this is what he actually taught. Whenever you imagine and experience it without having made it to that point of understanding it's because you already mastered that function, that thematic process, because you went through it and that's the WHOLE POINT of physical experience under that context. Then you have all these fools running around thinking that what they mindlessly tell themselves can make them become immortal, like what I did and paid an insane price for that foolishness I believed.

"That which has no origin, buried itself in that which began in time, in order to raise that which began in time to its own level . . which has no origin."

Raise to his own level. Integrate components through experience under pressure, which gives us those components in supply and thus we can wield them and UNDERSTAND.

"As imagination rises in you, you understand the words: “I came out from the Father and I have come into the world. Again I AM leaving the world and returning to the Father.”"

Shattering as a creation of God, split into components to be recollected and integrated, thus KNOWING more of the one who created you. That still doesn't make you GOD, but that you're individuated containing all the components of God in realised supply, instead of just in capacity that's unrealised.

"You will not know you are God, however, until scripture becomes alive and fulfills itself in you. For that purpose and that purpose only did you come into the world. You did not come here to put things right, as the priesthoods would say. This world is a schoolroom, where man is searching for his father; and how long, vast, and severe the anguish before he finds his father, is long to tell. I do not know when God will awaken within you; but I do know that he will, and then you will see the reason behind it all. So leave the world just as it is and make no attempt to change it."

I do not know when God will awaken within you, as he says, implying that this realisation hasn't happened yet because the work isn't being done correctly, and of course NG never gave anyone tools of how to do that. He just told us to imagine what we want before we sleep, in order to as I'd assume connect you more to your lunar body and thus integrate more of that in coherency, which is a way but I'd argue a very unreliable way especially when your life sucks terribly and especially not when you were like me and wake up 10 times a night with anxiety each time and your heart racing and such. It was terrible, I couldn't do what he said, though I could do gazing and other methods. His work isn't reliable, period.

"Every day politicians are trying to change the world. We have many who claim to be our saviors, yet each . . like the Hitlers and the Stalins of the world . . have clay feet. Still, people will believe in them and you can’t stop them, because they are dreaming. Being all imagination, you can’t stop man from imagining, and imagining creates reality. Tonight they are trying to stop cigarette smoking. They tried to stop alcohol back in 1919, and in their doing, those who lived in the gutter became billionaires, making billions that they could not . . and did not . . declare for taxes. Al Capone made 130 million dollars net a year for fourteen years without paying taxes. They got him for a few thousand on some small infraction . . but what happened to the 130 million a year? So, the do-gooders will do it all over again. Now they are going to start banning cigarettes; and instead of receiving six billion dollars in taxes from the industry, the money will go into the hands of those who will see to it that those who want cigarettes get them."

Oh would you look at that. NG is preaching "facts about the world". Wow what a surprise. he does this a lot by the way, and people say that because I mention certain "facts of the world" that I'm denying what Ng said, yet he's speaking of these things as though they're facts is he not? So where's the lines drawn with that huh. If I say that the country I live in is turning a different colour and our economic situation is going down the toilet faster than you can say Albo makes millions in profit every year from his policy, then who's to not say the same to the world NG lives in which he's effectively claiming is a fixed nature that you can't change. He literally said you aren't here to change the world. That's his own words, and the context is clear. SO whenever someone throws that at me about saying how negative I am about speaking simple facts about consensus reality then they should say the same to NG and his little rant about so called do gooders making billions in profit off avoiding the so called law. It's also funny that he lumped Hitler and Stalin into the same basket, which they were very very different people. One believed in God while the other didn't. One wanted national security and economic prosperity for all his families of his own people while the other wanted control over everything to be become the God of his people. What a surprise.

"Man never learns his lesson. I can remember prohibition well. I came to New York City in 1922 and remained there until 1952, so I know New York City well. Old man Rockefeller, the one who really made the fortune, owned about six blocks between 5th and 6th Avenue. His entire family occupied one block on 54th Street. Before Radio City was built, he owned and rented out the two. . and three-story buildings there. One day his son said: “Do you realize that all of those buildings are speakeasies?” Here was a Baptist . . who gave millions for the dry campaign . . renting houses to be used as speakeasies. So you see, you can blind yourself to anything."

Rockefeller made money through means that would make anybody with a shred of humanity sick to the stomach. NG was once again ignorant of that and simply couldn't see it. He wasn't really able to see it because he only saw what he wanted to see, as he has said over and over. Just because you're aware of more at the subtle level doesn't mean you're aware of how the inner workings of the lower levels work. Since I've lived on that level so long and spent so much of my time exploring it it's given my a filter to understand the nature of how the matrix operates and mediates vitality through various people here.

"I tell you: prohibition is stupid. You can educate a man out of a state, but you cannot prohibit him from occupying it. If I told you I would give you the earth if you would not think of a monkey for the next 24 hours, I would keep my earth, for you could not do it. Every commandment that is negative will be broken, for “God has consigned all men to disobedience that he may have mercy on all.” The moment I give you a command that is negatively worthy, I have consigned you to disobedience. There is only one commandment which is not negative. That one is “Love thy father and mother.” Every commandment has to be broken, yet man thinks he is so holy."

Now this is actually powerful teaching. Love God. That's how you raise into the subtle. NG loved God enough to do that, or at least what he thought was God. Point is he was following what he needed to get there. We don't because we're bound to see things under a certain light and none other due to holding onto that familiarity. Loving your father is ascending and loving your mother is gazing. Whenever you're feeling that "uplifted" type of lightness of heart then you're loving your father and whenever you're exploring the underworld then you're loving your mother. You must love both to reach the level NG is on.

"A man who recently celebrated his 100th birthday was asked what he thought contributed to his longevity, and he answered, “Smoking! I have been smoking every day of my life since I was eight years old.” Another lady, dying of throat cancer at the age of 30, told reporters that she had never smoked a cigarette in her life. My mother never smoked or drank, yet she died a very painful death at the age of 62. My father drank like a fish. He broke every health code. He never read anything concerning what he should eat in order to live, he just lived. He ate what he wanted when he wanted it. He drank what he wanted when he wanted it, and died at 85 from sheer exhaustion. Having these two examples before me, I don’t believe in this nonsense relative to what I should eat and drink. I will wear out this body just as I have a suit of clothes, and when I do, men will call me dead; but I will not be dead, I will be one with the Awakened Christ, for I have experienced scripture. David, in the Spirit, called me Father, so now I know my name and will return to that awareness."

That is correct, and people back then were generally far more vital than we are now, though these examples those people likely followed natural striving more closely and had tapped into more vitality at baseline.

"Remember, the Bible evokes, it does not describe. There are three kinds of writing: journalism, literature, and scripture. You can study journalism or literature, but not scripture; for it is all revelation, all vision . . written to evoke, not describe. As the visions possess you, you will discover that everything in scripture becomes man. The rivers, mountains, cities, villages . . all are man."

Half true.

"In the 4th chapter of his book, Daniel shared his vision, saying: “I saw a watcher, a holy one come down from above and heard him say, ‘Cut down the tree, cut off its branches, strip its leaves, scatter its fruit, but leave the stump bound in iron and bronze.'” Now the tree becomes a person. “`Water him with the dew of heaven. Take from him the mind of man and let his habitation be among the beasts until seven times pass over him and he learns that the Most High rules the kingdom of men and gives it to whom he will, even to the lowliest among men.’ “The tree spoken of here is the tree of life, which grows in the human brain. It has been cut down to the root; but out of that tree of life (called Jesse) will come a shoot, which is what the Father is waiting for. He is waiting for himself to come out of man, individualized as the man he is bringing with him."

The dew of heaven. This is the primary substrate by which all life forms. When it says water him with the dew of heaven he's talking about bringing more of the same substance that's vital into the form to increase order and conjoin the components together. The 7 times pass over are the cycles that must unfold to integrate the 7 primary archetypes of reality which the dew from heaven opens up access to when reaching sufficient levels of density or concentration to bind the substances together. I don't know if NG understood the significance of 7 in the bible, but it didn't just mean "perfection" but that it related to specific components that are necessary to integrate to become immortal and attain superhuman ability.

The incarnate revelation - Neville Goddard lecture - 1969

"You may think God could not create wars and conflicts between countries, but I tell you there is no other creator, no other cause. As horrible as the world appears to be, it is like a tapestry whose knots and loose strings appear ugly on one side, while its beauty is revealed on the other.

I know very able imaginists who suggest we look upon the history of man as material for the artistry of God. That’s beautifully said, but I rather think it takes the horrors of experience to transform man into the beautiful being he was in the beginning."

He said it takes the horrors of the world to transform man into the capacity he has to become. Exactly my point. I can't believe people like to say over and over that the idea of "natural striving" as I call it is unnecessary and making manifestation harder than it is.

"In the Book of Genesis we are told: “He meant it for evil but God meant it for good.” In order to play the part of man, awareness had to fall asleep, and in so doing became the dreamer called Joseph and was sold into slavery. In spite of the horrors of the world, Joseph awoke and was able to save civilization from death. So I believe that regardless of what we do, it is being transformed into the beauty of the promise."

Yes NG you are correct. By going through pressure and horror you unfold what's already been there. That is what natural striving is leading you through, regardless of the form it takes. Trying to control natural striving is the problem, because that's what's necessary for you to integrate those themes.

"I can remember buying a new hat and walking down the streets of New York City thinking everyone knew my hat was new. I was very conscious of my hat and a little embarrassed because of its newness. But when I had worn it long enough to throw it in the closet and unconsciously pick it up again, it was an old hat and I could wear it normally. You may deny this, but if you are honest with yourself you will admit that you are very conscious of a new suit or dress, even though those who meet you may not know or care whether your clothes are old or new. Only you are aware of the clothes you are wearing."

Yeah it is like that. You walk with it, in faith, trust. That experience of walking in the uncomfortable feeling (which NG literally says he felt embarrassed so that once again supports my point) normalises the theme that this pressure opens up for you to integrate.

"The same thing is true of an assumption. At first your reasoning mind and your outer senses will deny its existence, for your thoughts are new and haven’t been broken in yet. But when you wear your assumption long enough, it becomes comfortable and you feel its naturalness, then it will externalize itself as the world reflects the truth of what you have assumed."

It becomes comfortable and you feel the naturalness. What a surprise. That IS integrating the experience and corresponding themes of current which represent that naturalness which you now have in supply. He basically admitted that comfortability is part of the process, which only points to there being natural striving built in, which is why I call it that and use that term because it's accurate. Natural struggle is what opens us up to transformation, not unnatural unnecessary struggle born about by avoiding going through what you KNOW you need to go through. That knowing is the secret, and trusting that, it normalises the implication of that on a thematic level to become part of your composition in supply, and thus you become the person.

"Man must overcome the belief in a being outside of self before the spirit of truth can come and make himself known to him. This being is immortal and within. Each time you say I AM, you speak his name. When you discover this, you will know that you and God are one!"

That happens through going into experiences which reveal this truth, naturally, and without your control over how or when it happens. It's ripening you for that, as the alchemist says.

"Although you may believe that Jesus Christ is the son of God, when David reveals you as his father you will realize you are Jesus and he is your power-filled son, Christ. Then you will tell those who have been conditioned to believe that Jesus Christ is the son of God and God is someone other than self, and they will not believe you; for the conditioned mind must be dissolved in order for that individual to realize he is God.

If David calls me father and he calls you father, are we not one father? If there is only one son, only one God and father of all, and everyone individually has the identical son who calls him father . . have we not proved the truth of that wonderful 4th chapter of Ephesians: “There is only one body, one Spirit, one hope, one Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all?”"

The conditioned mind must dissolve to realise your capacity? That's not what the alchemist teaches, I'm not at that level to really be aware of this in truth but from what I understand it's that the lesser mind will naturally give up its authority over time as you do more of this work. You can't just "decondition" the mind without going through the transformation process we talk about here. From a HD perspective, deconditioning is all about making decisions from intuitive impulse, which is correct, because you learn to make decisions as yourself, which is where abundance is held. Then he does on to say everybody has the capacity to complete the lesser conjunction as he did which reflects when he said everyone has an individual son. The last passage from Ephesians talks about the spirit and the body and the lord, the components that are combined. NG doesn't seem to recognise that though.

"God does not have a memory as we interpret the word. To God everything is actual. God’s son is a youth of indescribable beauty which is self-begotten. The verb beget is always attached to the male, while the verb to bear is attached to the female. Scripture speaks of two forms of birth: one which is attached to the female, whose body is formed by and born of woman, while the other is associated with the father, whose body is spirit and whose birth is from within!"

Here he's talking about the conjugation of the sun and the moon through the spirit and the earth, or the father and the mother levels. It's symbolic for the elements interacting together, because the feminine to bear comes from the earth and the beget from the male comes from the air.

"In the 3rd chapter of John, Nicodemus is told that he must be born from above. In this chapter the word “anothin” is translated “from above.” At other times it is translated “anew,” or “again” . . but a spiritual birth is a must before you can enter the kingdom of heaven, for it is God the Father who is born."

Yeah exactly what we've outlined over and over. How do you get there? Do the work. The star father is born from the purified sun and that is opened up through the earth by the moon. The earth enables the moon to be cleansed and the air enables the sun to be cleansed.

"In the last book of the Old Testament the question is asked: “If I AM a father, where is my son?” That question is answered when God’s son stands before you. As a teacher it has been difficult for me to get the mind which has been conditioned to believe in tradition, to believe in this revelation."

The son is a capacity within you, though he rarely ever relates to it in that way, but there are quotes that hint at it being this way.

"I have come to reinterpret the story of Jesus Christ. He who sees me sees the Father. How can you say: “Show me the Father.” Have I been so long with you, yet you do not know the Father? He who has seen me has seen the Father."

Right there. He said he's come to reinterpret scripture. That was his own words.

"In the end everyone will be the Father. And because there is only one Father and only one son, this unity . . now fragmented . . will once more be gathered together. Without loss of identity I will know you more intimately than is possible in this world. Nothing can compare to the intimacy that we will have when we are raised and once more reunited into that one body, one Spirit, one Lord, one God and father of all."

Without loss of identity the fragments will come together. That's alchemy.

"Although the horrors of the world may deny a divine event, remember the story of the tapestry. Scripture calls the unlovely side “below,” while the lovely side is called “above.” The Risen Christ is made to say: “You are from below and I AM from above. You are of this world and I AM not of this world.” In other words, you who have not experienced scripture are from below, while those who have are from above. You are of this world, while they are no longer a part of this world. But, because we are all one, you will be lifted up as the Risen Christ."

Below is really anything below the heavens I believe, though it's often referring to the underworld AKA the mother of earth. The season why the holy spirit and Mary in alchemical terms needed to come together to conceive is that it's the story for which the greater yin and yang come into unification together in order for the lesser conjunction to take place. The son therefore contains the capacity for complete realisation through integrating the archetypes. The son contains all the elements of God and since the son is God in capacity then they're considered one in the same. Christ in the physical sense works the same way, because it's alchemically based and is represented on all levels. You could also say that this above and below thing is more or less purity too, as in subtlety in the alchemical sense.

"Any desire is yours to fulfill if you will not lose confidence in I AM. Attach anything to it and it will grow. If your desire is to be rich, say to yourself: I AM rich . . and think from that assumption. If you want to be known, claim you already are. You can be anything you want to be by the act of assumption. Wear your desire as though it were true now, and your assumption . . though denied by your senses . . when persisted in will harden into fact by objectifying itself and becoming a reality."

"Anything you want". Yeah you can technically do that but once again we must integrate the experience, which requires pressure to integrate the lessons of that to UNDERSTAND it, and thus you're a supply of that in the world, and if that's correct for you then you WILL become that. Over time you will know self more from not self because the not self will burn away in the purifying fire of trusting natural striving. God leads you through transformation by experience, physically AND in the subtle. They just work on different levels.

"But that is not the purpose of life. There is only one purpose, which is to fulfill scripture. And when God makes himself known in you . . an individual . . and you tell your experiences, the world will deny them. But I tell you: you cannot turn to another and say I AM; and you cannot divide it, for I AM is one!"

Finally NG speaks some actual wisdom. It's not about the desires but about fulfilling your capacity.

"And when you awaken and you and I are reunited in the one body, we will know what we have done in this adventure. I cannot deny the world’s unpleasantness. Every newspaper tells of something terrible. You rarely read a pleasant headline. If they cannot find something bad in our city, they jump across the ocean to find it. The world is built that way, yet it is moving toward a glorious divine event."

Wow so NG admitted that the world around you is built to be negative. We already knew that but he said it in his own words, that the negative side of things exists for a reason, he said it was built that way. The world is designed to be the source of pressure and he also said there a divine event unfolding through it all, which should prove to you that what happens on a collective level of following the experiences through pressure that it will lead you to transformation in how that happens personally too.. Same idea.

"I knew such a lady in New York City. She ran a book store, where I bought many books. Knowing my passion for books, when she would see my interest in a certain book she would quickly erase the price and mark a higher one in its place. This she did time and time again. I have paid her as high as $100 for three books. One day she said: “You certainly have vivid dreams,” and I replied: “They are not dreams, but visions, where I commune with myself, the self that you call God.”"

Wow so NG admitted to getting fleeced and going along with it. He didn't rock any boats. Interestingly he accepted literally having the price raised just for her to make more money off him. That's really scummy of her.

"Test my words, for I know the human imagination is God. Call forth your desire by calling it forth with God’s name. Decide what you want and ask yourself what it would be like and how you would feel if it were true. Then dare to assume you have it. Let the people who know you now see you after your assumption. Don’t make them see you; let them see the change!

Think of the world as a sounding box, echoing and reflecting what you have assumed. Listen to your friends comment on your change. See their faces expressing their pleasure on your good fortune. Wear that feeling as you now wear your present body of belief. Continue to wear that new state and in no time at all your desire will objectify itself and become a fact in your world. Then you will know who the cause of the phenomena of life really is."

Here is once again how NG says we should apply his understanding. Live in the assumption of something being true. One thing that will go a long way to realise this is to drop excessive sensory stimulus that's unnecessary.,

"I walk the earth and they see that I am a man wearing a gray suit. I tell them where I live, and they know the names of my father and mother, sister and brothers; but these are only covers for the being that I am, as no one can see my true identity on this level. They only see my metamorphosis.

The lady whose vision I shared saw a metamorphosis that she herself created, in the form of one who seemed to be John Wayne. You see, God is protean and can assume not only one, but many metamorphoses, and more than one at the same time. She came upon her own creation, who spoke seemingly from without, whispering so softly she could hardly hear what he was saying."

Metamorphosis huh. Interesting term. The ability to see what's unseen requires the subtle senses be open.

"Now, when vision breaks forth into speech the presence of deity is affirmed. In the vision of Moses, speech came from a burning bush; and in the vision of Isaiah, one of the seraphim asked: “Whom shall I send?” and Isaiah answered: “Send me, O Lord.”"

Wow. He said that in the presence of that then deity is confirmed. He is correct! That is what the quickenings are like because the experience of the vision and the sound IS the opening of the subtle senses which IS because you're being purified from the inside out on the lunar level primarily. This is Mary giving birth to Christ, bit by bit. So on top of that you've got gazing which accelerates this process further too. Basically whenever you experience the subtle senses being opened then it's a verification that you've got "pure God force" moving through you as the alchemist says. The holy spirit also opens up.

"When you discover this truth, you cannot hurt another. Rather, you will help everyone, because you will know he is yourself pushed out. In this world we meet what seems to be another and in a sense they are, because we are all individualized. And we will never lose our individuality; yet in heaven there is a unity, an intermingling of being in its one body. There you dwell as the one Lord, the one God and Father of all, yet without loss of identity."

That's actually incorrect. You do lose your individuality unless you complete themselves conjunction and birth the child. If the 3 components aren't made one then you'll have them separated at birth and they can't be put back together again without the alchemy lab of the body. In other words, alchemically speaking, you're not immortal in the individual sense unless you've done the first part of the work.

Occupant or inmate - Neville Goddard lecture - 1966

"Now, Christ is what God means by man, and if you know who Christ is, then you will know that Christ is what Man means by God. “Christ in you is the hope of glory; therefore, let us make Man in our image as Christ is the image of the invisible God.” So Christ, your own wonderful human imagination, is what God means by Man, and when Man speaks of God he is speaking of his own wonderful human imagination, tying them together by saying, God is Man and Man is God. They are truly one, for God is infinite Man and Man, confined to his senses, is finite God. Tonight I am going to try to show you the difference between the two; and how they are both free but do not know it."

That is correct, mostly. When he says that Christ is the hope of glory then you'll see that as the capacity you have to attain the robe of glory, which is a greater substance comprising the stellar body, Then you've also for him saying Christ is the image of the invisible God, which is also the case, because the components have been born into one or conjugated together into one form, which is why that person is immortal as I said before.

"In the beginning of the book of John, Jesus is asked, “Where do you live?” and he answers, “Come and see.” Now, if I invite you to follow me as I move toward my dwelling place, you would have to move, so there would be motion. We are always dwelling in and thinking from a state of consciousness. Do you know where you dwell? It is the place (the state) to which you consciously return. That is your dwelling place. A lady calls me time and time again telling me how the people in her office do not like her. She moves to another job only to call again to tell how the people in this office have turned against her. Finding another job the same story is repeated. When I ask how she knows they don’t like her she tells me how they get in a corner and whisper about her. She is so convinced that this is true, that she goes from job to job to job finding only those who dislike her and although I tell her that the world is all imagination, she cannot believe it. But I tell you, the world without, which appears so very real, is a world of imagination. Imagine people are against you, that they are constantly talking about you and you will go from job to job and watch the same experiences repeat themselves, for people are only personifying your thoughts. So where are you dwelling? Tonight I want to show you how to move, how to occupy a state and not be its inmate.

Every state, regardless of what it is, is waiting for occupancy. The great tragedy of the world is perpetual construction, deferred occupancy. Construct your dream state in your mind’s eye and regardless of what the world may tell you, say to yourself “It can be.” You may not have the educational background, be in the proper social circle, have the finances needed to fulfill your desire, but if you move in and occupy the state, in your imagination, thinking from its fulfillment, the world will personify your thoughts and objectify the state you have occupied."

Lots here. So you're always in a state because that state is part of your process in becoming more integrated within the parts of reality. The dwelling place is simply where you're at in that process, which would contain various physical level manifestations and psychological ones too which reflect the status of the invisible. He tells us to say "it can be" and assume it. Trust it. This explains the magic and also takes the seeming magic out of the how.

"Now listen to these words from the 10th of Matthew. “Do not think that I came to bring peace upon the earth. I came not to bring peace, but a sword to set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law, for a man’s enemies are those of his own household.” These words are everlastingly true. You have no enemy other than that of your own household. Your father, mother, daughter, daughter-in-law or mother-in-law are not your household, they are your intimates. Your household is your imagination, where all your enemies live. Personified as your fellow workers, neighbors, those you meet during the day, the thieves who steal your purse, their life is in you. Your thoughts are your enemies, for the world is your thoughts pushed out."

Yeah that can work.

"May I tell you how wonderful it is to receive your letters, that I may share your dreams and experiences with others? I will share one letter with you now. This lady writes, “Due to a long illness I began to feel insecure, so I went to bed assuming that I am now very secure. That night I dreamed I was with a little child and an elderly woman. Seeing something he desired, the child began to complain, saying it was too expensive and it would cost $250,000. I told him not to be concerned because he already had billions of dollars. As we started to leave the lady resisted saying it was too dark outside, but I told her it would be alright because I had a light. As I spoke the wall opened and we moved into another room filled with a wonderful blue light.

“Then a few days later I dreamed I was in a field of harvested wheat where a few stalks remained. Then I saw three buffalo coming toward me and, although I was not afraid of them I hid, and as I was hiding, I awoke.”"

Another example of how NG applies this stuff, just counter it, as if that works. "Just assume it bro". He's being the light for the natural striving, as in he's trusting that circumstances will work based on his wish or suggested themes. Do you see this? He's countering doubt with trust, even if he doesn't feel positive in his body. That trust is the thing we must allow to unfold, and if hat trust involves us being involved in making important decisions then so be it.

"In the 14th and 15th chapter of Deuteronomy we are told, “When you reap your harvest in the field, do not muzzle the ox, but allow him to take what he will. After the harvest do not return for a forgotten sheaf, but leave it for the sojourner, the fatherless and the widow. And if, perchance you beat the olive trees, do not go over the boughs again, but leave them for the sojourner, the fatherless and the widow. Do not harvest to the end, but leave some and remember you were once a slave in Egypt.”"

This I believe is talking about those who haven't attained the father and the mother being one thing, as in this instruction is to aid those who aren't aware of their inner nature. That's the sojourner. In seedline doctrine it's anyone who's from Adam that's not of Israel who's also pure in lineage. Basically anyone who's not been chosen who is of God in capacity, those who are chosen have become conjugated with their principles. It seems that this is the work, which the alchemist has made known that the initiate level really begins there anyway.

"Three, in scripture, represents resurrection. “On the third day the earth rose up out of the deep.” The buffalo, like the ox, eats what it sees and what it needs you are willing to leave behind for them to feed upon, as the symbol of the stranger, the fatherless and the widow. My earthly father took that story in Deuteronomy to such an extent that he would never finish his plate at home. When he had all he desired he would fill his plate once more, take one small morsel and leave the rest for the servants. My mother had instructed the servants not to eat from the table dishes, but from anything that remained on the plates, so my father would make certain they had a full meal from his plate every time. He did the same thing in New York City, and I couldn’t convince him that the waiters would not touch it. He left food for the sojourner whether they ate it or not. That was my earthly father."

Wow. NG had a father who was very very religious in the general sense. Thing is I actually believe that for many people following the law in that way will likely result in more purification than this open ended be delusional ideology that exists in LOA today. His father wasn't really following what that verse meant though, in reality. It's got almost nothing to do with what he followed, from a seedline doctrine view that is. NG always compares it to standard Jew Christian ideology which is totally warped.

"And so it was with the lady in her dream. She left the grains for the sojourner and those who may need it, remembering when she was a slave in the land of Egypt. So I can say to her, you are having Biblical dreams, and when these dreams appear you, God asleep, are near the unfolding of Christ. For Christ is what God means by Man, and Christ awake is what Man awake means by God."

That is correct. When the dreams appear it's a sign that you're near the unfolding of Christ, because your subtle sense are opening significantly more. That's alchemy.

"When Christ (imagination) begins to stir in you, go all out and completely abandon yourself to a state. Determine to either sink or swim, dare to move from one state into another. Many years ago Blake showed me how to move, how to see infinite Man as one. Telling me to let myself go and fall backwards, I fell, just as I have done from a high diving board into a pool, but this time I fell through interstellar space, and when I came to rest I saw a heavenly being in the distance. At first it appeared as one Man whose heart was like a flaming ruby. As I approached I saw that this flaming heart contained all of humanity, all the nations, all the races. Every being in the world was contained in the heart of the one Man. That is how I learned how to move from one state into another. Just let yourself go and fall backwards into another state… from one of not being wanted to being wanted."

Wow that's an interesting part. Blake showed him how to move. I don't know where Blake wrote about this or what he's referencing but we'll roll with it. This could be another method of loosening the subtle forms. He said that you call backwards into space, which is actually what I was talking about before about "exercising the subtle body" to tap you more into that sense. The more you move the spatial sense as I call it then the more you'll be able to touch into the sensation of navigating in that subtle form which SI where these embodied imaginal experiences unfold. Exercising the imaginal senses and the spatial sense can be valuable in this. When I say you don't need to use them I don't mean that as an absolute, it's more or less that if you're disconnected from them then that's ok because you don't REQUIRE to be able to touch the subtle sense to transform. So he's said that you just fall into the state like you're letting go of one and moving into another. Taking on more themes of experience. Israel Regardie said the reason why NG was so good at this is because he was once a dancer and had that connection more or less established. Interesting take.

"Now, another lady writes saying, “In my dream I came upon scene after scene, each changing as I approached it. I could see the scene and as I thought, the scene rearranged itself to out picture my thoughts. Then I realized I was the cause of its change. Now I realize that even while I am dreaming, I am doing.” Filled with joy because she had remembered the principle of revision while dreaming she sat at the breakfast table having coffee when she heard a voice within her say, “Move into the state of love.” Then the room began to recede and she felt herself falling backwards. The sensation was so great she broke the feeling and the room returned to normalcy once again. She regretted her action immediately; but confessed, “Now I know how to move."

The alchemist tells us to exercise our spatial senses to navigate in the interior environment of the subtle using various senses which it sounds like in her and in NG they were being "forced" open through these experiences which happen naturally as a matter of ripeness. It's interesting. This is what happens to us when we reach new levels of the work. I had a trial run of this when I was younger as I've talked about before, as limited as it was it was very enlightening about how things play out here.

"If you know how to move you are free. So are you occupying your present state or its inmate? If you are its occupant you can move and be other than what you are now. But you must be willing to fall asleep in the desired state and carry it into dream where it becomes natural. Then, dwelling in that new state of consciousness day after day, the world will pick up the atmosphere of your dream and fulfill it. Do not ask anyone to help you; just occupy your desired state, knowingly, not unknowingly as before. Blake saw it so clearly saying, “I do not consider the just or the wicked to be in a supreme state, but to be every one of them in states of the sleep which the soul may fall into in its deadly dream of good and evil.” Now, Blake never used a word in a loose manner. When he spoke of falling into, he meant exactly that. Desiring to see the one Man containing all, he told me to fall backwards, and I did.

Everyone can do it. No one is less than another. Christ in YOU is the hope of glory. Not Christ in a chosen few, but Christ in ALL, for Christ is what God means by Man. Are we not told to bring forth Christ? That he remains with us in labor until Christ be formed in us? When God said, “Let us make Man in our image” he was saying, “Let us make Man who is Christ”; for Christ is Man and when Man knows who Christ is he knows they are one. God became Man that Man may become God. We are not some little thing, but Christ, and we can be anything we want to be if we occupy a state and are not its inmate."

Here we have the instruction again. He says that if you take the state into the dream then it "becomes natural" he says. I believe this relates to the lucid dream thing, which isn't something you can really "do" but that it happens naturally as a matter of how connected to truth you are. Basically all of the NG stuff is exclusive for those who are already open enough, while RS works on every level no matter where you're at. He's talking about using senses that most people don't even have access to, even though he's saying that everyone can do it, it's just that these senses are underdeveloped so unless they continually push the limits with that sense (which he doesn't instruct and thus people miss the importance of what that means) then they'll be stuck. This is the issue that NG has with his stuff and that everybody assumes how this works falsely. I even falsely assumed things about his work for a long time, but so be it. I'm ok with being wrong because I'm wrong all the time and I learn from it, that's the only reason I'm here. I am willing to ask big questions and be wrong about the answers until I find the right answer, AKA I trust that if I continue to "persist in my assumption" that I will attain my end. That's what I mean by you'll be "tested' by reality to see if you're able to follow the unfolding of the state. Nobody talks about that though, well very very few do at least. This process that I've come up with is truly universal. It goes above all other methods as far as I'm concerned and works on every level, because it's what ACELLERATES ripeness. It technically won't MAKE it happen, but if it's there and it's already unfolding through you then it will unfold. What's there will automatically unfold if you move with it and trust that the movement while often containing many temporary hurdles to jump over will end up resulting in your satisfaction and further integration with who you are.

"Made in the image of God, Christ is IN you. You will never find him on the outside. When you see Christ you are seeing yourself. On that day you will not lose your identity, but will see a state of beauty, majesty, greatness and strength. Every noble characteristic in the world will be embodied in that state which you will recognize as yourself. When you see your Son he will look exactly like you, but raised to a higher level of majesty. Looking at yourself you see Christ. This I know from experience."

When you see him you see yourself, meaning I'm guessing he's talking about seeing his lunar level body of the template you can see when gazing. I'm guessing.

"Everything here on earth is but a caricature of the being you really are. But while we are wearing these masks we can apply this marvelous principle, not only for ourselves, but for everyone. The lady who calls tells me that she never does what I ask of her. “Lord, how long, how long O Lord must I forgive my brother? Seventy times seven.” I must continue to put the lady into the state of being wanted and loved until she remains there, even if I have to do it seventy times seven times. I can never give up, never turn my back and discard anyone as hopeless. Nothing is hopeless unless you give up hope. You don’t forgive them 490 times, but until you have actually witnessed the change. When I really succeed in putting her into the state where it is her dwelling place and she occupies it, the world will reflect it. Then and only then can I relax, for she has returned to me. God is one, so there can’t be she and I, as that would make two, so she who is myself extended, returns to me. I will do it and do it and do it, even if the phone rings every day, until she occupies the state she desires."

This is the attitude he had and I commend that. As ignorant as he was in many things I believe this attitude is very powerful to have and to live from.

"Yes, we are human enough to say, O Lord, when will they remain in the state into which I have put them? But you keep on doing it; it’s good for you. You do it over and over until suddenly it gels and they remain there. And remember, everyone is yourself made visible, so you can’t discard any being in this world. No one can be lost, because your Father is in all. He is in me and therefore cannot lose me. Were he not in me and only in you, then he could discard me, but he can’t because he dwells in me. And he dwells in you, therefore he can’t discard you and because he is one, we bear one another’s burden. Help everyone who asks. Even if results are not immediate and things seem hopeless remember, nothing is hopeless, it is only a state as is everything in this world.

And when you see the eternal states you stand amazed for, strangely enough, they are all human. Every state I have ever seen is personified. Hope, love, faith, all personified."

Right there. He says to do it over and over as though it's "good for you".

"So tonight learn how to move. It takes no time to move from one state into another, just the willingness to let go. You cannot serve two masters. You either believe me or you don’t. You are either with me or against me. Burn your bridges and completely abandon yourself to the person you want to be. Reason cannot understand, therefore he will say it cannot be. Reason will never find Christ, for Christ comes only through revelation.

Don’t ever be ashamed of being afraid, for who hasn’t been fearful in this world? What person can tell me he hasn’t been afraid of going to hell? Are we not told that Christ went down into hell? But he aspired to heaven and that is his hope. The three great virtues in the world are faith, hope and love. The greatest is love, for when the whole thing flowers there is nothing but love who did it all. In spite of all the horror, love was the guide, for there is nothing but love. So in the end no one will be greater than the other, because there is no other, there is only one, and that one is God.

Try this simple technique of falling back, but know where you are going. Just let yourself go and fall into the state of security. Remain there until it feels natural, then you will find yourself returning to it often as it becomes more and more comfortable. And the state to which you most constantly return constitutes your dwelling place."

BOOM! It takes just the willingness to let go. Exactly what I've been saying for ages without his word to prove it. I've been through these lectures but I never picked up on this before. Don't be ashamed of being afraid. Let go. It's the technique of falling back. Fall into the state of security and remain there until it's natural. He says each time you return to it then it will become more and more comfortable. I wouldn't say so from experience but in some states it can. He says that returning there builds the dwelling place.

"Tonight I hope you heard enough to want to test it. Try falling into a state and remaining there until it feels natural. It feels natural to go home tonight and you’ll feel relaxed when you arrive. I have been living in my home seven years now and no matter where I go it always feels so good to be home again. Now, move into a state and stay there until you feel just as comfortable in it as you do your home. You might not feel at home in a palatial place, but if you will remain there long enough it will begin to feel like home, for you will become accustomed to it and not feel its strangeness anymore."

Make it comfortable. This means being ok with whatever is necessary to accept it. Feeling the fear if that comes up and being ok with it, and trusting where you are moving. NG tells us that we shouldn't be ashamed of feeling afraid, as in he's saying I'd assume that you can feel fear and still know where you're going. That's correct. He says to literally burn the bridges and fully accept it, as in trust it, as in accept that you'll have this direction solidly unfold through you from now on no matter what. This makes WAYY more sense than the stupid insane mind magic nonsense that's self contradicting and impossible to apply reliably. I think we've connected a lot of dots lately. These lectures have scattered nuggets of gold. I will go through this again and pick out the most important passages and basically use NG to construct a doctrine that mirrors RS, since it's there. Nobody can then say otherwise. Nobody. I have done it!

"You are blessed because you have heard as you are told, “Thank you Father that you hid these things from the wise and the foolish and revealed them unto babes, for of such is thy gracious will.”"

That was his will.

A state called Moses - Neville Goddard lecture - 1968

"While reading scripture, always bear in mind that it is a story of salvation and not secular history, that the characters . . from Adam to Jesus . . are states of consciousness. In Blake’s “Visions of the Last Judgment,” he said: “It ought to be understood that the Persons Moses and Abraham are not here meant, but states signified by those names as they were revealed to mortal man in a series of divine revelations, as they are written in the Bible.” Having seen the entire play, Blake added: “When you see them from afar they appear as one man, but as you approach they appear as multitudes of nations, as the One Man becomes the many.”"

We begin with a quote from Blake. I honestly don't like this idea of "states of consciousness" because I believe that's a very very terrible work to use to describe what's actually being discussed and leaves a ton of room for incorrect interpretation. Everybody has ideas of what states are and what they're not. A state of consciousness is just an arrangement of themes in varying values of belief, or supply.

"The first five books of the Bible are called the Torah, or the Law, with Abraham as the symbol of the beginning of civilization. But the outstanding character recorded there is the infinite, eternal state called Moses. The word Moses is the old perfected [form] of the Egyptian verb “to be born”; so it is in the state of Moses that something is to be born. Now, at the end of the Torah we are told: “Moses, the servant of the Lord died and the Lord buried him, but no man knows the place of his burial to this day.” (Deuteronomy 34) Why? Because Moses is buried in you."

So NG defines Moses as a precursor for impending birth, or conjugation of new components by joining lesser ones together.

"Representing the future of Israel in germinal form, it is in Moses . . a state buried in Man . . that God’s plan of redemption is revealed. Now, an Israelite is not a descendant of Abraham after the flesh, but the elect of God of any nation. Whether you be a Jew, Christian, or Mohammedan, Moses . . the future of Israel in germinal form . . is buried in you. And the word “Israel” means to rule as God."

Here is the NG universalism idea. Seedlines doctrine says otherwise, which I'm sure i s why he made that clear. You see the true Israelites (who are not modern so called Jews) have privileges in the world today in terms of abundance because that was the plan of God to unfold through us collectively.

"Having seen the entire pattern of God’s plan in the mountain, Moses returns and speaks to the people in the first person present tense, saying: “I AM the Lord who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. You shall have no other gods besides me.” Having said this, Moses reveals God’s name as I AM! He did not say, I AM Moses and the Lord, but I AM the Lord. Recognizing his true identity, Moses begins to do wonderful things, called signs. Giving Moses the rod of God, the Lord said: “Put upon it the fiery serpent, and everyone who sees it, whether he be ill or distressed, if he believes, he is healed.” All of this beautiful imagery is literally true when God’s plan begins to unfold in you."

Moses is God because all is God, but Moses is not God in the absolute sense, though is comprised of the emanation of God unfolding as Moses, which is a state of God.

"We are told that Moses could not enter the promised land, that Joshua . . filled with the spirit of wisdom . . entered and the people followed. Joshua is the Hebraic word for Jesus. Moses could not enter because he is God’s plan in germinal form. Joshua is its unfoldment, as the word says: “I AM the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior and besides me there is no savior.”"

Here we have Joshua as the state that comes from Moses.

"The plan unfolds in Joshua in the Old Testament, and Jesus in the New. If Joshua is filled with the wisdom of God, and Christ is defined as the power and wisdom of God, are they not one and the same being? God’s glorious wisdom in germinal form saves Israel by pulling the one being out as the germ erupts. Then the man in whom it happens experiences the signs and wonders recorded in scripture in a literal manner. Who would have thought that the rod of God with a fiery serpent on it was literally true; yet I know it is the state you will experience as you enter the promised land."

Here he says that Joshua and Christ are both the same being. Well the alchemist says otherwise, though in principle if Christ is the more perfect simulacrum and Joshua is a degree of that then yeah obviously they're "the same" but not in the sense that most would think. They contain the same elements just unfolded on different levels.

"I do not care how long you live or how much you own, you will die to this world. But you are destined to move into the land of the promise, a land that is eternal, where you cannot die. The garment of nature you now wear will die, but there is a germ in you called Moses that lives forever. He is buried in Golgotha, the skull of man. And the rod of God is your spinal cord. Having descended into division, God’s creative power has gone down into generation. It is destined to be reversed and turned up into generation and unity."

Yes right there. There is a germ, meaning a capacity to unfold, a reproductive capacity we could say, for 2 things to come together to create a new thing that previously didn't exist. Alchemy. The germ is called Moses, that capacity by conjoining the states preceding Moses then you have Moses. He then says the rod of God is the spinal cord, which has the serpents rising up it, which the alchemist calls the dragon and the dragon force. Reverse the mind is to repent, as I said before. Repenting isn't what NG makes it out to be, it's literally getting on track with unfolding your capacity. Repenting LITERALLY MEANS to unfold your capacity. Any form of repentance is a form of correct orientation to move through what's necessary to integrate the components for the higher order states.

"It is Moses who betrays God’s name. Now that you know it, ask for wealth in the name of God by saying: “I AM wealthy.” You cannot point outside of self and call upon God’s name. If I am in an impoverished state and desire the state of wealth, I must dare to assume I AM wealthy. The Torah is a discussion between Jehovah and Pharaoh, or faith and doubt. You must have the faith of assumption that you are the man you want to be in order to become it. Your desires will never come to pass if you believe the denials displayed by your reason and outer senses. As you walk in the assumption that your desire is fulfilled, you are calling upon the name of God and conjuring that which you are assuming. You must dare to assume wealth, if that is your objective."

Interesting. I've not heard that before. The Torah (the 5 law books of Moses) is the discussion between faith and doubt. Remember faith is trust effectively. We're moving with faith, with trust, with an acceptance that something is true without knowing every part of it, which is what the process of natural striving leads us through, to UNDERSTAND which IS to attain power over limitation.

"Remember: Moses is not a person, but an eternal plan of God. He was shown everything and told to follow the pattern that he saw in the mountain. No one knows who wrote the books of the Torah. They are only signed with the letters J, B, and P. In fact, we do not know the author of any book in the Bible. Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John are anonymous names of those who wrote their own visions and revelations of God’s eternal plan of salvation. In the state of Moses, I have been leading you into a new and perilous way. I have called you as a group, and explained what has happened to me . . the pattern man . . in the hope that you will hear me with faith. Not everyone will believe me, just as they did not believe Moses."

I'll check that later.

"It is said that as he led the people through the desert, the majority wanted to go back to their old way of thinking. They felt safer in their old beliefs. It was easier to remain a slave and receive a handout. Many slaves do not want to be freed, because as slaves they are sheltered and fed. To be freed from that state means they would have to enter the state of independence, which is hard but glorious. When you believe God is your own wonderful loving human imagination, you are freed from the slavery of the belief in another. Man has been taught to believe in an external God. To turn to him when in need; and even if he doesn’t respond, man continues to think God is doing his work. But Moses tells us to turn to no other God, saying: “Besides me there is no other.”"

Very true. It's easier to remain stuck in the state of comfort in familiarity than to be vulnerable. This hints to us that vulnerability is where the power of transformation lies, in pressure to compromise and still to go through that anyway.

"In the state of Moses I have led you out of the land of Egypt. And when the time for my departure comes, I . . a servant of the Lord . . will die and be buried by God Himself. This is the great mystery of the seed. Unless it falls into the ground and dies it remains alone, but if it dies it brings forth much. The pattern, like a seed, is planted in the earth, called Adam. The seed will take root and unfold according to its pattern.

The first eruption is to awaken; for just like a seed, the moment a little shoot comes out you know the seed is alive and has taken root. God is a god of the living and not the dead, so what seemingly was dead awakens, and man resurrects within himself. Awakening within your immortal skull where you were buried, you come out and scripture unfolds before you. A child, symbolizing your birth, is present. Three witnesses are there to fulfill scripture. Five months later the pattern erupts again and David stands before you and calls you Father. You will recognize him and proclaim the words of the second Psalm: “Thou art my son, today I have begotten thee.”"

There's a reference to planting seeds. Seed will take root and unfold according to its pattern. Pattern of thematic arrangement. We don't plant the seeds, they're given to us from God, that's the wish he says, though it's also I believe referencing our capacity for transformation, as seeds contain blueprints to unfold and this planting seeds idea is more so about the seeds already there within us unfolding as they're designed to. Once again I still see no reference to this seed planting idea. The eruption (conjugation) is to awaken he says which is like the seed unfolding. That which was dead awakens, awakens to the subtle reality. This is where the next level of the work can begin. He then says 5 months later the pattern erupts (conjugates) once again and David stands there. I still don't see how NG could've completed the greater conjunction based on this, though I don't know for sure. It's just something that based on everything I've studied around this phenomena doesn't happen in that manner so soon after. He must've been extremely ripe already if he did, though I believe that he didn't reach that point, else he'd likely have attained other feats.

"The relationship between you and your son cannot be described; yet there is no uncertainty as to his identity or yours. The third eruption occurs four months later, when your body is split by a bolt of lightning. (The lovely hymn, “Rock of Ages,” calls it a cleft, saying: “Rock of ages cleft for me.”) When your body is cleft, you see golden, liquid light at its base. Fusing with it, you become a coiled, fiery serpent and . . like a bolt of lightning . . you uncoil right into your skull as it reverberates like thunder. These are the first three acts of the unfolding of God in you. Then, after a period of two years and nine months, the pattern completes itself, as a dove . . the symbol of the Holy Spirit . . gives his seal of approval by descending and smothering you with affection."

Well that answers our question. These eruptions aren't about conjugations at all, they're just feelings of large amounts of purifying current moving through him. There are no 3rd eruptions. This whole eruption in the skull idea meaning you're free is insane, it's something you can experience with advanced gazing. I've had it go to the heart many times but still not to my head, at least during a session. He's talking about it being like a bolt of lightning, that's actually what it feels like. It feels like a sudden bolt of lightning shooting through you, and it goes through every nerve out to the tips of your fingertips. Then he says there's another eruption, so is that 4 eruptions?

"Unable to deny your visions, you will share them with others, cautioning them, telling them that the way is perilous, for you are taking them into a new land. And if they follow you, everyone will have a common experience. Because we all differ, no two will experience the pattern in an identical manner, but everyone will meet David. Regardless of the color of your skin or your gender, you are going to meet a blond, blue-eyed lad who will call you father. David is not looking for a man after the flesh, but the God who is his father, and you will know that you are he! Moses is God’s pattern of salvation in germinal form. Having seen the pattern, Moses does not take you into the promised land, but reveals the pattern to you."

The pattern he says will be unique, which it is, though the same principle elements conjoining are all identical. The blueprint in the aetheric and the bodies and such all hold your unique signature, it's just the elements that comprise them in principle are the same. I do find that interesting though how he says David is a blond blue eyed guy, an aryan. That's what seedline doctrine says actually, though in some of the psalms I believe it relates to David had black hair. He makes it clear that it's not about your race, under the assumption that you'd meet someone of your culture, he says it's identical to everybody. You'll meet white David.

"Containing God’s plan of salvation, Moses reveals the pattern which . . when it unfolds . . saves man. The word Jesus means, “Jehovah saves”. When God’s pattern unfolds, God has saved himself. Like a seed which disappears as it becomes what it contained, the pattern unfolds into the tree of life to become one with God, the Father of the seed. Take my message to heart and dwell upon it. Set your mind fully upon this hope that God’s pattern of salvation will erupt in you while you are in this sphere. It must erupt for you to leave this world of sin and death and enter eternity. There you will be a king within yourself, creating . . not by reason, but by the life you know to be yourself. There you will no longer be an animated body; but as a life-giving spirit, you are God Himself."

That's not a bad analogy. He also says that it MUST erupt in you to leave this world of death. Interesting because he's saying that you (which isn't the elemental form of you but the greater format of you from the higher genius) will forever stay here until that is realised. Gazing will do this, and living correctly will too.

I am going to move to page 22 and continue. Filled this one up in less than a week. Lots of work. We really are speedrunning this thing.

https://realitysynthesis.com/pages/aetheraeon-notebook-22

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