Aetheraeon Notebook 26

I had an old client message me again talking about some flow state they've been able to get into. I'll quote them here. "Its spontaneous and it happens when i am in a natural meditative state that comes through when i don’t try to be in it but let it arise by stopping the leaking of pressure through any means of the current situation wether its day dreaming or turning of my internal monologue. The result is me becoming pure phenomenon. I essentially stopped the act of managing surrender and dropped into it as pure action. Action without association, identification or attachment. I can’t say it was even an action it was the lack of internal action so external action can manifest. I got into this by pushing and trying figure out surrender trying many things and identifying specific elements and realizing that the whole thing was a loop and surrendering that as well. I surrender everything including the act of surrender." That's how they described it.

"As I had been applying surrender it was a falling into the power of another in this case god or a deity for example. I would stop doing and let the power do through me. It was like almost a possession or a merging but not really and it was very mutually unconditional in nature. When i made it performative or conditional for any reason the surrender would knock out. I felt like pure phenomenon or function. It made me move and do things however i still feel like a part is missing and it’s not in its full capability. It should be boundless in capability but isn’t being so. I still intuitively feel bound and that i am not fully in the surrender. And it makes it hard cause in the state there is no thought unless made by the power, no evaluation, no control, no managing, just more like flow and due to that i can only understand when i am kicked out of the surrender. I feel like a vital piece is missing that im not seeing or realizing. I found this form of surrender both expands my subconscious capacity but if i do it partially it also can fill it up. "

Interesting. It seems they're spontaneously overlapping superconscious level. From what I've been told by the alchemist it's that when you're deeply overlapping conscious unconscious and a flashpoint happens where you cross the critical threshold of coherency then you'll be IN the state, operating without thinking as much. That shouldn't be the condition to make self valuing decisions but the point is to cut through the trash to open up that capacity. That's the WHOLE POINT. To open up that ability at baseline, and the proportionality of yin and yang arguably IS that, the conjugation of the components.

Once again I need to mention that yin and yang balance ABSOLUTELY MATTERS. That's all there is after all. You really can't make these things happen, and that's the trash that NG preached thinking that everybody was on that same degree of expansion when they're not. His methods work if you use them to expand and not to exclusively suggest thinking that you can project and bypass pressure. The unconscious trash is always there, you can't escape it.

Another client I spoke to today told me that they were able to experience what they wanted in conscious lucid dream states in the looped SATS method and it happened near instantly 4 times in a row. Thing is that to get to this level you need serious subconscious space to make it work, because conscious lucid dreaming is literally walking INSIDE the subconscious mind. I've had other clients get to this same level of expansion but they're still unable to make certain things happen. I still do wonder about this, considering my own manifestations that happen from this level are also shaky I don't really bother experiencing this because it mostly wastes a night I could spend breaking other boxes instead of playing side quests. I know that if I need to go through something it will COME TO ME and I WILL CUT THROUGH IT. I see this whole going after experiences in imaginal methods to be nothing but side quests that simply distract you from being yourself in ways you know are necessary. If you spend most of your day going through necessary processes then you've got it on track and can have fun with side quest stuff and it'll probably work better but living the side quest life is wasting your time.

Man I just listened to a track I always did when I was at my peak in TKD and wushu and I had all that energy move back. That flow. That swift movement, that quick flashy movement that brought me into the heavens and back. I just feel that power. That flow. It's all there. That place where I can move without moving and act without acting. Naturalness. It's all within me. Every time I involve myself with more swift spontaneous and bursty movement I get lucky in life. Why? I believe it's because that's the thing that fulfils my spontaneous movement in a meaningful way. Yang should always be spontaneous, yin should always be stable and consistent and available to anchor the housed intelligences. Man now I got those sadness feelings coming up again just thinking about embodying a display of power and effortless flow. It's still there, That's a truth that's conditioned else there's be no feelings that are intense like this. It's a signal to do pathway work. This isn't about the stimulation from the movement, but the embodied expression of that truth, owning thematic supply, because it's deeply satisfying. I remember back then I'd have SP's I wanted showing up SO EASY too (though they'd never stick around of course and it was just crazy. I did feel in some ways even more in flow then, and that was what I needed.

So much pressure to face. Every time you think you've gone to the end there's more. Into the underworld journey we go! Embrace the pressure and cut through it all without a shred of mercy. Don't try and target these magical states you're going to waste more time getting access to, if you cut through what's in front of you it'll open this up for you. Gaze, make space, and be spontaneous. I know my next move. I just don't understand people who don't recognize that living in the body with the shen anchored firmly is like the way we build our eventual fulfilment of satisfaction. It's almost like the yin anchors the shen and that anchoring is when opens up processing of trash deeper. I mean that IS overlap is it not? More overlap at baseline means more yin, more blood, more Jing. Heart yin descends and kidney yang ascends and they circulate and expand and eventually conjugate. Alchemy. It's not a forever drawn out act, it's going to go for as long as it needs to go for and that's that. Spontaneous. It comes through you.

Shen igniting should be spontaneous. It should be anchored deeply at baseline. That's the goal.

How do I put this all into something for a video? Beats me. This stuff is too complex for the puny brains of the average LOA buff who's been burned out from peak dips and denying their truth. It's no wonder people defend mentalism. I still get clients who show up after watching all my vids and still tell me that they're surprised I don't support mentalism. It's like, what did you expect. I call it ignorant trash on camera all the time shamelessly. It's like these methods of "being shameless" and "being uncompromising" feel heavy to people who aren't actually use to making real decisions that are meaningful to their expansion. They avoid that pressure, and then the projections get cast and inevitably they'll end up in the dup once again and say "why didn't my imaginal scene work". Yeah what a surprise. Imaginal scenes just like all of our inner truth will come through you. I still personally see all conscious deliberate so called manifestation as side quest stuff and totally irrelevant to living a satisfying life. When you get what you really want, what's underlying all the conditioning, you don't even care, and that's exactly where you should be, You drop the already existing seeds. You're being yourself and as a consequence the side quest stuff seems to fall into place at times without trying. Going on the chase for side quest stuff proves nothing other than you're afraid to own your main story.

When you live not to "fight resistance" it's because it's naturalness coming through you. To get there and close the gap it means you'll have to cut through it, else why would you keep returning to it and projecting over the top of it? You can't do the NG lucid dream suggestion stuff, that's very unreliable even for me. I do inner alchemy in this state, meaning I deliberately expose myself to incredibly powerful intelligences that force me to bend my knee and bow in respect to their sheer fury. We must learn to be ok with facing pressure willingly as a part of our expansion and drop this need to feel good just for the sake of it.

Honestly, from all my experiments here and all the targeted herbal formulas I've been playing with I'll say the most important thing for feeling "grounded" is heart blood, then kidney yin, then probably either liver blood or lung yin. Liver blood is probably more important for some and others it's lung yin, but I'd say that's personal to your resistances and what's got more dysfunction. Yin. I'm telling you, from all the work I've done here that should be clear. Yin is very important to manifesting. Higher order yin, mostly manifest as blood in correct proportionality, really is what facilitates our experience from within the subconscious mind.

Also keep in mind, we can be spontaneous in one off experiences. If we feel they're necessary then so be it. Truth must unfold. You'll return to it otherwise.

Desire. NG said you need strong desire, AKA a clear "wish" as NG also uses to define the same idea. Feeling the acceptance that you can own the desire and play your role within that is the feeling, an expansion of sense of self, purification of not self conditioning. Once again I'm returning to the same process. Making actions that you KNOW (feel) are NECESSARY to unfold your desire then DO IT! The ONLY reason why you don't, and justify inaction and all this trash people in LOA love to peddle to appease to their limits, is because you're still stuck in projection unable to avoid facing real meaningful pressure and actually playing out the lived embodied experience as yourself. You tell me. What else is there to this? Let's have an example. you're working on a project. You feel desire, natural striving. You have a degree of faith, because you feel it's available and you can make it happen. When you're there about to make the action you'll not hesitate, it will be normal. I don't think to myself "oh no what will they think of me" I just do it. I unfold the desire into reality because that seed already exists with all the actions I need to take. I'd argue the actions are pre-determined from within that seed, the sequence of actions are being guided by God, which is why you "feel compelled" to make those decisions. How can you say it DOESN'T come through you if all of the components of your psyche are microcosmic representations of your capacity for immorality that this experience is one reflection of as an embodied expression of that potential? It comes through you. This whole thing that people think they're making seemingly free will decisions really aren't. It's only when you're in contrast and denying truth that you're "using free will" because it's an active avoidance to not feel pressure. You see it's so obvious. I can't deny this no matter how I look at it. It comes THROUGH you dammit. It's almost ALWAYS like that. Successful manifestation is unfolding the already determined seed, the truth, the desire and wish that's already there has pre-determined actions and the degree that you will allow yourself to witness those actions being taken instead of trying to control and pull your path away from that discomfort of growing up into someone more worthy of abundance and vitality, if you can just let yourself watch and not get in the way then you win. The desire is already there, the actions are already determined, and all the roles everyone else around you needs to play are also determined. You have a main story and when you play the main story you win. Trying to play this stupid childish game of living the side quest life is just stupid and insane and needs to burn in fire forever for how illiterate and disconnected from reality this ideology is.

Nobody can prove to me that they can control reality to their will and feel satisfied in doing so. Nobody. If you manifest through imaginal scenes "accidentally" so to say through clear suggestion out of a satisfied state then it's just coming through you automatically and it was going to happen anyway because you're in your correct role and the conditions were right for that to happen. Ripe. The conditions were ripe for that seed to unfold and the affirmation or whatever the thought was is the proof that it's unfolding through you. You witnessed a future event, because you're in flow with that. All that heavy deep dark stuff is part of the process to cut through. It's necessary, just as much as the light. They feed into each other. The subconscious mind is opened through the underworld journey. Advanced gazing literally represents this experience in what you see when you do it and all that comes up spontaneously which is doing this same process as we would dynamically in the world.

You need desire AKA truth within, an already existent seed to manifest satisfying outcomes. All the actions come from that, and the faith you have in that subtle truth makes all the difference as to how far you go. It's either you can experience that directly or you get so sick of failing that you say screw this I'm done I'm moving through this no matter what now. Getting seriously frustrated can be a very powerful way to move forward, but the conditions and proportionality between different substances and states needs to be present in the right way for it to work. Desire must be accepted, the wish must be accepted as NG says. "The acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled". Cutting through the trash and owning the actions that correspond, which will happen regardless of anything else. If you desire to be somewhere, then sleep there, and you will be led to opportunity to make it manifest for real. I made a whole video about this, and yet people STILL don't get it. I CLEARLY said that if you imagine your desire fulfilled then you'll be led into experiences to fulfil it, but what they won't be able to recognize is that pressure will be moved back and spread out over time to be cut through instead of in the imaginal experience because they imagined through projection and that projection will be dropped as how it manifests to reveal their truth. They'll either accept that truth and cut through it ("the acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled") or they'll compromise and go back to casting projections. The harder you own your truth and what you actually want to manifest, the vision you have for where you want to be that represents your wish, then you'll master this manifestation. The actions will rely on the degree of acceptance of your wish that you have, "Don't lift a finger to make it happen" implies that you have actually accepted the role of the person who makes those actions. That's really the faith part, do you believe in your vision. It doesn't mean you'll not feel pressure to compromise still but it's that this pressure won't be meaningful.

Someone who's way ahead of you in their expansion has faced more pressure than you. That's it. That's really what determines the degree to which you're actually moving forward. If you're not WILLINGLY facing pressure and living in pseudo satisfaction then you'll NEVER move forward with fulfilling your wish and you'll just be accumulating more and more heat in your channels causing more and more frustration from incorrectly spent vitality festering as pathogenic fire disturbing your mind. If you have ANY psychological or physical issues then it stemmed from this cause. Compromise, because you're afraid to be seen playing a role you deeply desire to play and you handed off your authority to someone else. They get satisfaction, you suffer, What a pathetic loser. Get triggered. Seeing myself as the pathetic loser and not denying where I was manifested my SP overnight. I saw the truth, I wasn't where I wanted to be and I knew I needed to face the skeletons in the closet. Keeping that closet shut and not looking at it keeps you stuck in pseudo satisfaction. There's no magic it's just common sense. The magic comes through you when you cut out all those skeletons you've been hiding out of view and showing the people who would've judged you just who you are. You want to change them? Be yourself, be the supply. Trying to change people while living in deep compromise will certainly cause deep suffering and you know that. They'll only show the opposite, because you're emanating this frustrated signature that nobody respects. You're a loser and you know it, and these people will have to feel that. No wonder your life sucks. Wake up. Grow some stones and move forward. Go out in public like I did and be seen in a vulnerable state. Feel all that cringe, all that discomfort and all that pressure to run away to hide where it's safe. Feel it all and cut through it. Be yourself anyway. Go perform on the world stage and have everybody on earth watch you as who you are and not give a single care in the world. Shamelessly be yourself. That's what exudes confidence. Being yourself attracts 10/10's. Being a loser trying to imagine them coming to you attracts nobody, because you're BEING a loser and you KNOW it because you're still hesitant to make self valuing decisions. You still think about other peoples opinions as important when they're not, that's the false expectation to play a role you're not, and so to avoid facing that you'll project over the top and live in pseudo satisfaction to fake playing the role you want without actually cutting through the pressure to have what's waiting for you to own it to unfold through you. IT's WAITING FOR YOU TO ACCEPT IT! The wish, the desire. It's innate, the actions are pre-determined and are dynamic and perfect for you and every circumstance that you'll be in. Just cut through the damn trash. The actions you take prove to you that you CAN be yourself and that it's not so bad, meaning the conditioning and aversion to experiences that you believe are scary lose importance and they manifest more effortlessly. YOU OPEN UP A WIDER DEGREE OF EXPERIENCE INTO YOUR LIFE. What more needs to be said? If you're experiencing the same stuff over and over, that endless mediocrity of living the life of a loser who's stuck, it's because you're a gutless coward who's still holding onto conditioning telling you that it's not safe to be yourself. Break all that trash down. Get filled with fury and BREAK THOSE DAMN BOXES! That's how you'll break the cycle for real, and so what if you go into it with an agro tone, it won't stick around for long once you've satisfied what you're denying yourself. Just DO IT DAMMIT STOP WASTING YOUR DAMN VITALITY AND OWN IT! Seriously. all this LOA trash is so stupid.

Man every time I get deep with this stuff it's like I imagine the LOA space burning down in a blazing inferno. That filth that keeps so many stuck in the box thinking that mentalism is the way to go and denying the yin, denying the visceral embodied nature. NG himself said that feeling is the only way of shifting the subconscious. This is true, for all the reasons I listed above. Screw all that ignorant filth and these damn fools who get rich off your ignorance. We should tear them all to shreds and mercilessly expose these charlatans for who they are without a single care for what people think, because they will thank you for being a hero and cutting the trash out, these ignorant fools who propagate metaphysically illiterate filth called "law of assumption/attraction". Screw every one of them who's KNOWING they're preaching trash and exploiting us. Just like the filth in parliament, we need to not give them an inch and tear them limb from limb mercilessly and give them the response they deserve. The role of satisfying the pressure difference from being disrespected for so long. Who else can do it but me? This is my realm and nobody else stands a candle to the work I've done here. Not even close. I've utterly destroyed the LOA trash and it'll never come back.

I promise to everybody that I will fully refute mentalism and systematically destroy the LOA space just as I did to everything else I touched in the past before I targeted this circle. I've done so much exploration of LOA at this point that there's no stone left unturned and all the receipts are right here. Winners willingly face pressure and grow into their desire no matter the circumstances. The damn actions you take are part of the bridge. Prove me wrong.

Never forget that suggestion is built into desire. You already know what to do, you keep running up against it, that inner guidance system giving you the signal OVER AND OVER AND OVER and you just can't accept playing the role of that person because it's too much change for you. That's why you're stuck. If you play into that and just trust that inner guidance mechanism then it works. The magic works, you have imaginal acts move through you and you can't NOT manifest what you want then because it's already there and it's ripe and ready to be manifest. Denying this mechanism exists is why LOA is a multi billion dollar industry. It's all mind they say, half truth stacked on top of half truths. Get use to playing the role of the person you want to be and out of that will come everything you desire automatically. Some call this your "assumption" but let's cut to the chase and call it for what it is. It's you accepting who you desire to be, and because that role is comfortable then branches in side quest life become available to you. Easy. Just cut through the pressure and win. I'm like a broken record it's the same thing every time. That's what I always return to, and so do you. Just do it then. Stop wasting time. Remember this though before I bail out. Don't stay in the box thinking all the right things and then compromise when things get real. That's the big trap, the contrast. Welcome the reality of deep contrast and feel it all. Welcome that discomfort to play a role of being exposed and seen. Welcome it, embrace it. Make a daily ritual to enjoy exposure as yourself. Show them how it's done, show them how amazing it is to be YOU. There's only one you out there so own it and go all the way. Act fearlessly. Have desire, act with clarity spontaneously, and always go all the way, even when you're in pseudo satisfaction cycles always go deeper and cut through the trash because there's always more and the more you go through these cycles the more you realize that. Own your truth, respect yourself respect your truth, respect God. God needs you to play your role, or eventually God will force you to play and you'll be forced to face all those skeletons in the closet you're hiding from. Don't wait for God to steamroll you.

"God will zap you from the role of a rich man to the role of a shoeshine boy and toilet scrubber for the work to be done in him" - NG (paraphrase) Never forget this line. NG never taught mentalism solipsism, despite what I use to say. This quote proves my original judgements on his work wrong, at least in part. He still taught mentalism trash up till his later days, and I don't hold back in that criticism. Never be afraid to be critical. Nothing changes without being critical, both of yourself and of others when necessary. Illusions are burst like bubbles under critical scrutiny. That's how I learned that everything in our world is backwards. Everything is wrong, yet it's all correct.

"Nothing is true, everything is permitted". "I am only a conduit for a message that eludes my understanding." - Ezio.

Own it. Screw all the conditions. Break boxes and be merciless, spontaneous, effortless effort. Necessity. God's plan. You can't control God because God unfolds through you. Just be yourself and allow God to be God and unfold what's ripe when it's ready. Don't try to control, just operate according to inner truth, intuitive impulse, what's being shown to you is exactly what you need at that time. Trust it. Act through it, with faith in God and that invisible seed manifesting AS YOU. Play your part and those who need to play theirs will play theirs. They won't be able to help it, just like you can't help it that you're playing yours. That's how manifestation works. That's Reality Synthesis, the greatest model of manifesting ever created and ever will be. The only model that's synthesized all the sciences and metaphysical systems into a cohesive whole. Nobody else will top the work I've done here. Never. Try me. I'll tear you to shreds if you try just like I always do. Merciless and unrelenting fury drives me. The eyes of the one who always strikes at the right time spark fear into anyone who dares to put up a challenge. I play my role and you play yours. That's manifesting. It's who we are. That's I AM.

20/8/25

Feeling the NG lecture study vibe again. Let's see how far this one goes.

I want to really dig into source material once again and see if things hold up.

Firstly. Desire is necessary. We have that within as a wish, a seed, that's already there. We don't need to do anything except unfold the already existent seed. If a big sum of money is desired in truth then you WILL manifest that money if you accept it. This idea that it can actually be for literally anything, in my experience and in the experience of anyone else out there as far as I know is a scam. There are obvious limits on this idea. Nobody can write on paper "I have superhuman flying" and can levitate the next morning. Why? Why not. If this "law" exists in that everything you imagine as they say happens to you, then why is this not the case. Nobody can prove it. If they can't prove it then what does that say. They'll say that you need to assume it though when they can't manifest it themselves, and yet they'll tell you that you don't need to believe it the next time they put a video up. Double standard, Two faced charlatans. What does this mean? Well NG himself said you NEED to believe it, though I'd argue that belief still isn't the right term to use for this. If it's not assumptions then is it about "bringing an image before the mind of God"? Well the so called ladder experiment didn't involve anyone assuming anything they were just told to imagine climbing a ladder. How does that have anything to do with assumptions? Nothing. Nobody has an aversion to climbing ladders, unless you're afraid of even very small heights.

"The thing supposed; a postulate or proposition assumed. In logic, the minor or second proposition in a categorical syllogism.
A consequence drawn from the propositions of which an argument is composed."

That is how the original Webster dictionary defines "assumption". A postulation or proposition. I assume this thing is true. You can't prove it, and I'd argue that assumption and belief are very closely related. Interestingly "acceptance" is the next word that comes up in a thesaurus for assumption and then belief is next. The thesaurus says that assumption means "taking something for granted, something expected" and it defines acceptance as "agreement, taking". To accept, means to take. To own. To claim. Agreement under the idea of resonating with a proposal, which does up to the Webster dictionary definition of assumption. Owning an idea, a vision, a desire, a wish. That makes sense. "The acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled" is the feeling. "The owning of desire" is the feeling then we could say, a knowing of capacity through overlapping it. "Agreement with the wish" is another way. I accept, own, that I am now this person. What would that feel like? This is what NG tells us. We experience what we know to satisfy our wish. The feeling. That should be clear. Other words that the thesaurus uses for assumption are: expectation, guess, hunch, hypothesis, inference, premise, presumption, suspicion, theory, All of these words then he could have as overlapping terms for "the feeling" in a sense. THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING. Hunch is actually one I used in my really early on videos. "I have a feeling/hunch about this". It's an intuitive sense, it's not emotional, I felt this when I came to start this entry. I felt something moving through me that I knew had basis and I was playing the part to manifest this invisible seed here into physical experience. It's all within you.

Approval, acknowledgement, compliance, consent, cooperation, recognition. These are other words that overlap "acceptance". We can then say that "the acknowledgement that the wish/desire/seed has been fulfilled" is the feeling. Interestingly he puts it under the condition of fulfilment. I'd argue that's not necessary but we will explore this term. Achievement, attainment, contentment, gratification, perfection, realization. These are all terms that overlap "fulfillment" in the thesaurus. The definition of fulfillment means according to the original Webster dictionary to be: "1. Accomplishment; completion; as the fulfillment of prophecy. 2. Execution; performance; as the fulfillment of a promise." Right there is how you'd explore this term. Doesn't actually relate much with "satisfaction" but we could say that satisfaction is what comes out of fulfillment. Satisfaction is obviously "I've spent my energy correctly". Interestingly in the thesaurus the antonym (opposite meaning) has "dissatisfaction" as the first result. This would imply that satisfaction IS actually a close match but they didn't have it in this thesaurus. So in that sense yeah, I've been saying that satisfaction and dissatisfaction are the same thing really in what we experience which is why I always said the feeling was what I defined it as. So feeling is the secret NG says. "The acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled" AKA The owning of what I want to experience as mine and fully unfolding that" is the feeling is just another way of saying this. I went over all the definitions and synonyms to prove that. Can't say I'm making stuff up when that's clearly defined. It's not emotional, though they overlap and emotional feeling can and likely will run parallel with the acceptance but all this is really doing is building comfort to be involved in your role instead of watching yourself being in the role. Embodied experience transforms because it forces overlap of states when under pressure.

Understanding that the real way we experience this "acceptance" of the wish is important. NG never really specified examples of the so called feeling, though he did often use terms that can overlap with positive emotions, despite it not being emotionally based, obviously.

There's a quote from NG I found that is good. "Look upon your desires as the spoken words of God and every word of prophesy of that which you are capable of being. Do not question whether you are worthy or unworthy to realize these desires. Accept (own) them as they come to you. Give thanks for them as though they were gifts. Feel happy and grateful for having received such wonderful gifts, then go your way in peace". This is a very good and accurate quote. He's saying that desires are spoken word that you're capable of being. Yes, these are the seeds that are already within you. Accepting them means allowing yourself as corporeal being to play the role that this desire necessitates you to play. Thing is when he says that you shouldn't question if you're worthy of them or not is a VERY VERY ignorant statement because a VAST majority of people, like 70+% of people will AUTOMATICALLY question their worth to have the thing, thus contrast to the role is experienced where they can't own it. Most people who experience radical shifts in my study that's validated as real get it when they "give up" on the desire. Is this what NG says here? Well if by NG saying to feel grateful and "go your way in peace" meaning to recognize the desire and move on, then yeah that's "giving up" in a sense because there's no attachment. Attachment is the issue. Why do we attach? Because we're dependent on it to feel satisfied. Doesn't this therefore obviously speak to the fact that NG is pretty much saying that without the clarity of your unconscious then you can't "go your way in peace" and drop it? Sounds like it to me. Sounds like it fully disproves this idea that there is such a thing as a "manifesting technique" other than facing the fire because to clear the unconscious mind you must go through the pressure and drop off the conditioning which allows peace to surface. What NG also doesn't tell you is that conditions such as kidney yin deficiency or heat in the heart like heart fire can cause false desire in the realm of projection. He never made it clear that people often have desires that they're holding onto out of pathogenic fire within their circuits they're identifying with.

Part of this whole satisfaction of desire thing to me is about how the imaginal experience is used to almost "put water over the fire". Remember the shen being lifted up is the feeling of desire, for the most part. If you desire something/someone it's because the gate of life in the kidney meridian which the Jing unfolds through as root yang will warm the upper intelligences and raise them into activity. desire is therefore felt from the steam generated below as it colours the heart. The kidney and heart communicate and so desire is felt. NG tells us to satisfy desire with imaginal experiences. This to me sounds like the "psychic sexual act" thing I described with TCM mechanics in the last page. It's like you go through the motions of circulating that current fully to the point where you don't have it come up anymore. As I've said before the only way this can be viewed correctly is that it's a detachment process, except the thing is whenever you do it like this the way NG says it almost always results in dips later on ESPECIALLY if you're heavily compromised surrounding that. If you imagine what you want while still holding into dysfunction in your unconscious mind which could be represented as a TCM pattern deficiency for example like kidney yin deficiency then no matter what you do in that place to satisfy a seeming desire IT WILL COME BACK. This is because the intelligences of the psyche are ungrounded by yin, they're floating. If you can't detach it's because you lack anchoring substances for those intelligences. Kidney yin. There's a big reason why people on seed retention get better luck with manifesting, and when I went hardcore with sinking charge and relaxing my root as much as possible to sink that excessive charge then I would have significantly more luck randomly show up in my life EVEN IF I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT IT.

I'm going to argue therefore with all this in mind that NG methods of "satisfying desire" is nothing more than a self regulating and balancing method to sink the shen to a more neutral and stable position. There's no magic to it. The ways it can be done is by cutting through resistances under pressure which is where most big shifts happen the fastest to break boxes of pseudo satisfaction OR to somewhat regulate and balance the anchoring of the shen and to put out fire. That's how I'm viewing this. I KNOW that all desire that's correct and not the result of projection WILL manifest if we accept it and that's because it's already within us. All we're doing is operating in stability with having a healthy relationship with that desire. That's all we need to really do, and that often involves both a balance of doing the imaginal satisfaction AND breaking boxes that we're holding onto. I'll argue though once again that the automatic thinking of the desire (from even) comes THROUGH YOU naturally and that when you're already well balanced and not holding onto dysfunctions and compromise systematically then manifesting becomes second nature. You're comfortable with it and don't have an unhealthy relationship with it to NEED it else you're done. People can have comfort but still need more, so these levels of stability of intensity with the shen being raised are another level I've not contemplated on before until recently. So this whole satiation as like an analogy for eating food can be seen as building blood, because that's why we eat. It provides substance, nutrition, nourishment. We release prolactin and other calming hormones when you eat a good meal. The same idea should metaphysically relate with the NG stuff which I've said before. Oxytocin is likely released when doing this.

Stuck desire for example can be seen commonly as stagnant liver qi. That frustration leading to the "I'm done screw this" experience MOVES that stuck channel and circulates that desire to satisfy AKA put out the heat that's nagging you. This is why I've said that pressure and desire are really the same thing. You're FEELING something of need, it needs attention, it needs dealing with. There's all these different parts of us that contribute towards the full experience and fulfilling of desire. Healthy and functional desire is the big thing, because it's not dysfunctional or pathogenic and yet we accept it and move through what's necessary even if that's not always what we want but that we know it's necessary and we do it anyway to unfold what's there.

Here's a comment I just made.

"I've thought about this and I'll simply say that this is the experience of the different intelligences of your body being well grounded and not floaty. Yin anchors the shen. When you do gaizng for a period of time and then come out of it you'll almost be in the same state of observation with wide subconscious space. You'll almost not be involved with what your body does and be in a sort fo observational wonder about what's happening. How does this work? Grounding the ungrounded shen and hun and po and all those intelligences that comprise your whole psyche. Desire isn't felt as pathogenic and I believe that this has a big part to do with the feeling that NG talks about, as another layer of what "the acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled" means. Anchored body intelligences. I've not spoken about this much with you or anyone else really yet but it's definitely there as a big factor I've recognized as important. Blood anchors yang and prevents it from manifesting in dysfunctional ways as projections and desires we can't drop. Dropping desire, thought, IS ANCHORING THE INTELLIGENCES OF THE BODY. They're the same thing. More yin, kidney yin, liver blood, heart blood. These substances all very closely relate to how expansion of subconscious space is felt and I believe open up spontaneous insight as an EFFECT of this condition of balance of the substances to be as they should be, which is why of course you can't fake it."

That's what I've been talking about here for a while now and it's coming together bit by bit. Having healthy functional desires instead of pathogenic dysfunctional stuff is the condition we want, and this is also the condition by which those seemingly random and spontaneous insights can arise as an EFFECT of that being aligned correctly. I'd argue this is the closest thing to the function of ripeness from a TCM level perspective too. Readiness and this overlap very closely.

I also want to say that I believe this "thought transmission" thing is almost entirely a function of your yang projecting through someone else's unconscious mind and giving their shen a disruption that's "flavored' according to the quality of your desire. This is entirely a natural process that's divinely moved, not just manipulative. This is how we feel desire from anyone anyway, there must be a composition of components interacting on different levels. The alchemist said that the person with the more expanded subconscious mind (higher order yin function to stabilize your shen) will be able to influence others more easily, for better or worse. I keep coming back to this thread of yin function being necessary for the clear function of your unconscious mind to spill over into that higher order subconscious level and then from there you progress into the superconscious and stellar level but that requires significant expansion even beyond where I'm at so I don't have great experience in that and have to trust what others have said who I believe are really at that point. These is the mechanics of specific nature thematic supply/demand. It's a balancing of your yin/yang components which would provide the conditions for functional desire to manifest through you where it's not preventing correct decisions from being made where you live in pseudo satisfaction projection cycles and you don't meaningfully value your vitality at any real point. Valuing your vitality really relates to facing the fire to burn out the trash, and at the same time you're able to sink charge to anchor excessively stimulated shen which sinks those pathogenic desires and opens up the conditions for easier burnout. Burning them out and cutting through them is the function we're looking to go through with imaginal experiences but obviously just doing that to feel good instead of grounded is the issue, It should be a correct release of pressure, imagining what's necessary to cut through where the compromise patterns you're holding onto can be transformed.

I believe that the state of this "explosion" is due to a critical threshold of yin reaching that level of overflow in the lower meridians where the fire then actually separates and "drops" the Jing out which then manifests as relaxation due to the fire separating from the fuel and steam stops moving the turbine of the heart shen. This is seemingly what the peak is, though internally it will involve no expulsion of Jing because that doesn't happen, instead it's an implosion of Jing that MIGHT serve to transform into further blood. That's my idea, possibly. I can't prove this because TCM doesn't view NG explosion method as a thing as far as I know but it's got to be there in some form. The "dropping" of Jing in the implosion case must be a circulation or a transformation possibly of Jing into blood. Thing is you need to get to that level else you'd just be burning blood which is totally counterproductive and only feeds the projection, which is what most people experience. What NG seems to say is all good in theory but getting to that level requires coherency between the heart and the kidney that's profound. Most people that I've spoken to can't do this. Only a few of my clients have been able to do it, and it's very rare but when it does happen there is profound shifts especially in subconscious capacity it seems in those who do. This might be a method of subconscious expansion, but I can't fully prove this I can only go from the data my clients who have done this have told me. They often get much more flow and things within their imaginal reality spontaneously project into their reality. This is something even I've only experienced lightly so it's very interesting to hear.

As long as we avoid projection, and get real with how we really feel so that we can actually go through meaningful experiences that are truly deeply transformative then we're going to guarantee that we're going to manifest the abundance we want, because it's already within us and it's something we can't avoid anyway so accepting it AKA owning it is a functional necessity for your existence. False desire will fall away through blood anchoring shen and kidney yin and liver blood anchoring zhi and hun. We've broken down even further the different parts that we experience here and to some levels how subconscious capacity can be worked in with TCM. Building the subconscious mind means to obviously stabilize the unconscious mind and that implies function with all the substances that thematically correlate, else this would contradict TCM. I believe the main reason why "sinking the charge" is so powerful is because of these mechanics. It's aiding the nourishing of yin substances which is what we want. It's only an issue with excess yin when you don't have desire because yang is being overpowered which isn't good.

Desire should at baseline be sunk, and expressed spontaneously with great intensity. HIIT manifesting.

Having excessive yang and or deficient yin to anchor causes artificial desire and projection to drive you and it's extremely difficult to not WANT to buy into the trash when it's literally your entire view width and how narrow it is. Luck I believe relates also to balance of these substances which opens up spontaneity to operate correctly instead of you second guessing intuitive impulse, which is a sudden burst of yang to "inspire" an action or decision. This is what I mean. We should be driven by intuitive impulse, and anything that's not a response on that level shouldn't be trusted because it's not coming from the Jing. That would create an artificial seeming impulse that would make you decide to do things that would deplete you in the end because they're not correct or satisfying. Correct decisions are always satisfying and generate more vitality. This doesn't mean that just one theme you're working with will grant you massive abundance, but it can. Often it's systematic and surrounding themes must also be fulfilled.

One of the things we must be aware of is holding excessive charge knowingly that doesn't serve us, as in willingly stimulating hun for example to be raised without need. The feeling I get when I think about central banking and the Juize who are responsible makes me almost always have a surge of that energy of pure fury. I noticed that over time this made my hun become less anchored and impacted other circuits. I would often spend hours in highly charged states when I'd learn things that they've done to us and it would utterly ruin my proportionality. It's not what I was observing that would force this response but that I willingly allowed it to spiral out of control with unimaginable fury at times because of feeling such intense hatred for these people. This wasn't functional fury it was dysfunctional. Knowing what needs to be done is one thing, allowing that to spiral out of control with the raising of that energy and even feeding into it and stimulating it more is dysfunctional. Becoming aware of where you're depleting yin substances without function that benefits your stability is important. Everything that's unnecessary stimulation is depleting and burns Jing and other yin substances. This is obviously very bad and only messes with us more. I'll say that it's LIKELY that when you're stable in your baseline expression that most of the desires you have will be authentic because most of the cause of pseudo desire is false heat. TCM literally has a pattern called "false heat" that's actually categorized this way so this overlaps 100%. False heat is due to a dual deficiency usually where there's downstream impacts of a stagnation causing heat that's manifesting as though there's heat in the lower circuit from excess but it's not.

The coaches that preach "relax more try less" have a point, to a certain degree I'd say that's functional 100% but it's obviously not the whole picture. There's hundreds of variables. If you're well relaxed then you're more likely to have wider space at baseline because the experience of narrow space is having constant thought that's dysfunctional and bringing up conditioning in the psyche to be burned out. What is this from TCM? Blood and or yin deficiency manifesting as heat disturbing the mind or other intelligences of the psyche. Space seems to relate closely to this, but it's not relaxation as in limpness but more so stability and anchoring where spontaneity is available in a correct manner, a condition of the circuits being clear enough for that to move through you. You'll still have to obviously face pressure as conditioning is burned out in making decisions that you're driven to make but it won't be this massive burden the same way. You'll be able to handle the pressure and face the resistance for what it is without it warping your view width more. Availability of these substances in my opinion which I've clearly outlined explains what the psychological level availability represents. When I use to talk about "you need sufficient vitality" this is really what I meant. People obviously misinterpret that which is fait game really considering how complex this is to explain even for me. There's layers and layers and layers of this stuff that's metaphysically overlapping on multiple levels at once. Trying to categorize all of these metaphysically related aspects and see how they all overlap in that way specifically is what this has done. You know now what I mean.

Your psychological stability IS the proportionality of these substances. You can always lead pathways and alter it temporarily but the baseline stability will require these substances to be proportionate. Spending energy correctly where it's necessary that you keep returning to and denying is where we want to be moving through because that's going to release stuck conditioning patterns causing more heat in our circuits and open up that spontaneous insight and that baseline stability we're looking for where things that bothered us before no longer do. More subconscious space at baseline therefore MUST reflect the proportionality of these yin substances (subconscious is higher order yin) and in fact vision LITERALLY is a manifestation in your consciousness that stems mostly from the liver meridian. Imagination is more so a thing of the Hun than the Shen from my understanding, and I've been talking about the importance of liver blood being nourished for ages now. It's mostly about providing an anchor for the Hun to operate in proportionate interaction with the Shen, just like how the Zhi and the Shen communicate when feeling desire. That communication must be functional without issues.

Everything we've been discussing here overlaps to comprise a whole process. All these parts make up the entire understanding and dynamics of this manifestation phenomena.

When I was most successful at making specific stuff show up it was always when I simply suggested it once or a few times and forgot. Common thread you'll find. We should already know why, it's because it's ripe, Conditions are ready to facilitate naturalness, and so it unfolds. Was that my free will or God? Well God is the granter of all desire that's correct, and if we're talking about main story stuff then yeah it's ALWAYS God but side quest stuff, obviously God still facilitates those but I see them are more of a "request" kind of suggestion than anything else. When I manifested those easy ones it was when I was more or less in flow, dynamism was simply more available to me after having already gone through the main story transformations and kind of reaping the rewards. Taking a break from facing pressure and expanding, and just enjoying the new baseline. This is more or less how I'd describe it. There's a level of stability, relaxation, chill, where these desires are more or less actually like options you decide to pick because you can. All I really did was just think of it even saying "I want that this would be cool" or something and then the next day looking back I'd realize I thought about that, as a request. It can also be scripting. as in just writing out that I'd receive certain things. I find that this always works better when you've faced fire more effectively than running from it and living in that unanchored anxiety over everything. You really need to create the condition for that stability to suggest and leave it as just a suggestion. All my big money drops recently happened under these contexts. Free stuff shows up usually when I break pattern to some degree and it opens things up. There's a stability but a dynamism involved too. Being satisfied from living main story really does matter, because it's the big way of stabilizing and elevating sense of self.

I also want to mention this factor too. This "wider" view, of seeing things more for what they are, being real. Leading pathways, expanding greater context. That's obviously one way to expand subconscious space but there's also another way and I've spoken about it before but not recently. So dynamic gazing is probably the best way I can describe this. Being aware of that wider view at baseline. What does this do? Well it would expand subconscious space to operate more on that yin based level at a baseline if continued with over time because it's pretty much a charge sinking method too. You want to sink the charge for the thing so that importance as in raising of yang to lick the heart is no longer causing desire to be felt. Remember that without yang raising you don't feel desire. Yang activates and expands the psychological aspects. Sinking charge through dynamic gazing should in theory work this same principle of keeping fire down, which enables you to leave suggestions s just suggestion. Keep in mind that if dysfunctions in the psyche that are deep aren't resolved then this will not shift much at baseline because those are primary CAUSES of yin depletion and yang excess. We need to dissolve them through meaningful experience and suggestion really doesn't do that because it's not working the mechanism of exposure to purifying starlight. You need to face fire to negate. Period.

Stumbled into physiognomy. Interesting idea. I keep having these breadcrumbs thrown my way. Reminds me of when I first found HD. Who knows where this rabbit hole could go.

Actually reframe what I said before about suggestion and sinking charge and all that under this idea. Suggestion management. I went over this in the last notebook page but I forgot about that idea. It's suggestion management, that's how I'd sum up side quest stuff.

Physiognomy is the study of metaphysics. Really it's the linking of the quality of the appearance with its animating nature. In human terms that's someone's look compared to how they think and act and whatnot. You can "fell " how someone behaves by looking at them. judging a book by their cover. I do know this is true, I've known this for a very very long time, and as you become more correct in yourself you'll look more like who you really are in a functional state. The aetheric body that you see when doing advanced gazing IS functional you pictured. Same thing. That's what you're working towards. If someone was to look at that and say what they think this person is like in all ways except appearance then they'd get an idea of who you'll be in correct nature with all the trash burned out.

If you ever feel disconnected from your people around you, people who aren't like you, imports, aliens, it's not your problem. It's theirs. The collective consciousness of a nation is dictated by the metaphysical composition of the people who make it up. There's a deliberate attempt to water down the psycho spiritual connection to your own people in your own lands to eradiate your kind in their uniqueness. That's obvious. The aliens that flood your land are there to destroy you, not by fault of them existing there but because of the ones who import the distillation of your power. Why does the west fall? Because the spirit falls with it as we're replaced. That pure beauty of like kind is eradicated. That's why we need to take out the trash and stop the OBVIOUS trend. The Juize don't like us, and they see mass alien imports as the best way to eradicate us without firing a bullet. It's so easy because they'll launch psychological operations to gaslight you and make you accept being devalued and fit in with your own destruction. That's why these Juize shouldn't face anything other than the most unimaginably horrific ends for attempting to literally eradicate an entire metaphysical morphology off earth. Anyone that supports mass alien imports wants you eradicated. Let that sink in for a second. Now we might get a taste of what liver yang feels like.

I'm personally finding people from ALL KINDS of different walks of life actually speaking the facts that cannot be refuted. We're under deliberate eradication by Juize. I don't know about you but more and more people are seeming to recognize the game for what it is lately. More secret little remarks using coded words and implied subjects by drawing related analogies to certain groups of people. It's amazing to see really. It's the biggest shift I've noticed in ages. I just want it to hurry up and shift so this cycle can be over.

I believe that the people around you do shape who you are to some level. There's always a degree of subtle influence with all these factors. None of that should take away your ability to do the work though, to face the fire and transform your trash you know needs to go.

Here's the thing. The more you're seen, exposed, known, then the more you'll share influence. That's implying you're bigger and have a wider reach to bring about others who are resonant and like minded and indeed kinded. Like attracts like in this regard, and that's what draws higher function. That cascades out and further expansion happens. It just takes some people to get started in facing that fire of expansion and being seen and being ok with it. Then the leaders can set the path forward for others. That's how things change. Don't comply with that devaluing trash. Shine your light.

"Thoughtlessness doesn't mean you know nothing, it means you stopped wondering" - random quote I found. Interesting idea. The knowing comes from that connection to superconscious through the subconscious. Blood anchors density and knowledge in the psyche. Without that then you'll always feel like you're lacking. Metaphysical insight in a quote.

If it wasn't for me holding conflicting thoughts in my head on a daily basis with no clear answers I'd never have gotten here. Developing new understanding of things takes serious amounts of stimulus in thinking and processing data. This burns a lot of vitality, obviously. Brain activity is very intense and burns more energy than even physical activity over a day. That heat has to go somewhere and do something. It will burn blood if it's excessive. That's not what we want, it leads to more thinking that's needless and it loops in a feedback cycle.

Later night entry. TCM explains everything about manifestation. I need to make a video on this. Nobody has heard this before, though I’ve mentioned TCM in older videos. The fact is that for some people they need more Yang to raise up the Shen to feel the stability that would represent them being in supply and others need to sink charge. This is why universal manifesting tips cannot ever exist. I will say this though. The mechanics of suggestion and also of burning out the trash are fixed for all. Exposure to purifying starlight will be the only way you can clear resistance out of your psyche to any significant degree. This means that the fastest and most radical results always come from imagining experiences that are first person involved in facing pressure. We know this. Suggestion can be third person and involve no pressure. Suggestion works on top of the baseline degree of comfort you have with something, because you won’t be able to leave a suggestion as just a suggestion if you’re holding charge and contrast still. Remember that even if you don’t think about your resistance deliberately doesn’t mean it’s not under the surface waiting to be triggered. You can layer suggestions over the top of it but until it faces the purifying starlight to burn it out then you got nothing to integrate that suggestion into. You’re wasting time. Thing is the suggestion is typically built into the burnoff as you’re owning and accepting a part of you that you’ve been disregarding and denying access to before. That stability will open up different thoughts which will almost automatically suggest through you. You won’t be able to NOT suggest desires and likely have them show up as a result.

So once again as we can CLEARLY understand on ALL levels now, most people under most circumstances NEED to face pressure to manifest anything of deep satisfaction else they’re just playing stupid peak dip cycles out all the time and never getting anywhere. When these people get so done with the trash then they’ll move on and willingly face the reality of how they actually feel. Until that moment is accepted then really the conditions by which suggestion can be clearly made are going to be very very unlikely. One off manifestations don’t prove anything either. If you can’t consistently have satisfying outcomes show up then you’re still at a baseline of lack. Overstimulation. I excessive heat. Unnecessary attachment to desire manifests as heat raising the Shen. Sinking that charge through dynamic gazing or whatever else allows you to cultivate stability and connect more with truth. You’ll still have to cut through the conditioning when it becomes conscious but you’re allowing the conditions around that to support transformation in that suggestion can then unfold clearly and without unconscious contrast showing up to screw you over. If there is unconscious conditioning then you will not manifest satisfying outcomes. That’s just how it works, we all know that because we all experience it. These LOA buffs will say you’re not imagining right but I’ve proven over and over that you do not need specific vivid first person imaginal scenes to make what you want to show up. All it takes is for someone with aphantasia to list down what they want and it’ll show up if they’re clear and it’s ripe. They do not need to imagine vivid scenes. The whole point of imaginal scenes are to cut through conditions and simulate the reality of experience under the context of being in the end. I’ve already gone over this but that’s one half of how this works. There’s scenes to lead pathways and purify under starlight and then there’s suggestion which is totally Freeform and works mostly with your intention. If you intend then that’s it. You can think “I’ve not heard from X in a while I wonder what they’re up to” and they’ll message you soon after. Happened to me dozens of times. This proves that suggestion that you either consciously do or that comes through you doesn’t need first person present tense implication in the language it just holds the intent of “targeting” the thing desired. That’s it. That’s really another level of what the “feeling” is. If we keep ourselves to the “the acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled” you’ll never figure it all out. It’s knowing, intention, somatic sense to some extent under the context that it’s starlight exposure which holds suggestion as an implied effect of clearing trash, or it can be targeting sense which is just another level of intention sense if we’d call it that. All of this is under the facet of the subconscious intuitive sense. That’s the feeling, as I’ve always said since day 1 really. “I’ve got a feeling about this” is how I’ve always defined it. So suggestion is just “I’ve got a feeling about (targeted) thing” and that intention is carried in those words. The words don’t manifest itself the targeting sense that’s thematically defined by intuitive feeling. That’s the language you’re communicating to higher genius.

There’s just suggestion and clarity. If you’re clear you can suggest. How do you be clear? Face the fire of purifying starlight. How do you do that? You be yourself for real and cut out all the trash you’re holding onto and burn those skeletons you’re hiding in the closet. Relaxing more can to some extent aid this but it will not dissolve trauma. It will only surface that stuff to the conscious mind because it’s dropping projections through excessive yang stimulation. All that will happen if you follow what these people say is that the unconscious conditioning will be made conscious and you’ll have to either face it or wallow in it and buy into it or you project to avoid cutting through it and create a story over the story of self accepted devaluation which is what most manifestation methods are. Now we should understand. Unless a manifesting method is having you get real with yourself then you’re not transforming any unconscious conditioning and that’s going to keep showing up until it’s gone because it needs to be burned off for you to move on with your main story. There’s no way around it. You need to just cut through all the trash and get real with yourself and stop distracting yourself. That’s what will build momentum. Getting spontaneous with your actions you know are necessary. Remember we’re dynamic metaphysical beings with all these components. Obviously physical action under pressure is necessary for many of us. Denying that keeps you stuck because you keep returning to it but still deny that it’s necessary and gaslight yourself over and over and keep buying into the LOA mentalism propaganda because it’s so easy to buy into and believe.

We need to see things for what they are. Cut through the illusion and be real. That’s the most important advice I could give. Do that and gazing every day and you’ll have everything you need. That’s all I really do. Face the fire and be real and gaze whenever I can to expand space and sink charge. Dynamic experience. Morning scripting is the only “technique” I really use and it’s almost always because I want something free. I only do it occasionally now but it works probably 70+% of the time. Why? It comes through me. That’s it. It comes through me and I win.

Always remember that stuck trash in your psyche relies on liver qi to move it. Qi is higher order Yang, kidney yang warms the whole body, but especially the periphery which is why kidney Yang lack causes cold hands and feet like with anemia with shallow breathing (been there done that) and also you’ll want blood nourished too so that the stagnations can clear and be cooled and lubricated with substance that’s clearing instead of hot humid damp heat trash that’s a big issue. If liver qi is stuck then you really don’t have functional purifying capacity, though allowing yourself to feel the frustration you’re really experiencing deep down can move it which is why getting real helps instead of artificially projecting. Also if you physically work up a sweat you’ll move some of that stuck qi too. Free flow of vital current represents clarity and stability. Stagnations and heat and excess and deficiency and all that disrupts natural flow. Think of the state of your meridians and circuits as a reflection of your your mind is as it swims in that current. It can’t help but be booted around in the waves and dysfunction. This is why attempting to change the condition of the body with the mind while the mind is operating in a dysfunctional state itself because the unconscious is warped will only cause more dissatisfaction and lack. Getting real cuts through all that. Now you should know why. I don’t just say these things because they sound like they should work I’ve proven it fully on every level. Now that the dynamics of TCM are connected here I don’t see anything else other than perhaps neuroscience studies that could overlap these ideas and provide further systematic confirmation of the metaphysical alchemical nature of reality. It’s a full system of reality and manifestation. That’s why RS is way above the rest.

26/8/25

Every "feeling" has a different thematic correspondence.

Waiting for permission to start is such a common trap. Waiting to act. You already know what to do.

Liver qi stagnation is what you're dealing with when you face the "I'm done with this trash" kind of attitude and just cut through it all. I believe that moving the kidney yang to the heart to ignite that acceptance of the desire is the mechanism which moves stuck liver qi and moves the frustration. I know it's definitely kidney yang and likely heart blood related because these are what get activated when you physically exercise and that moves liver qi as has been clear for ages. Physical movement moves liver qi, but the inner shift happens through moving the same currents through the realty of experience of satisfying those conditions causing the frustration of compromise. Breathing can also move it, as in TCM lung qi is seen to move liver qi as well and obviously when you're active in an intense manner this will also apply. No matter what though, I'll say that the courage to break conditioning that's consciously felt and cutting through it will work in most cases. That's what has been clear to me over many cases I've studied. It's all dependent on circumstances and the surrounding dynamics but courage clears stuck liver qi for the most part the most reliably. You know what I mean. Properly clearing it is going to almost always involve an act of courage to own your truth and say screw you I'm way past this now I'm not compromising anymore. FEEL ALL THAT FRUSTRATION AND CUT THROUGH IT! That's how you really clear it out and that pressure must be fully faced to dissolve it in a meaningful way.

I don't see anything that we've discussed here about the mechanics of manifestation to be outside the scope of TCM. It's all thematic elements interacting after all. Remember that stuck feelings, AKA unconscious conditioning that you're holding onto and making more important than your truth, all of that is just trying to suck you into a false sense of security to avoid facing pressure but obviously continual compromise festers deeper dysfunction that spirals out of control. Recognizing this and destroying the dysfunction by owning truth (the acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled) is necessary. How do you gain stability, be anchored, not have racing thoughts and feelings of rushing energy? Simple. You cut through the cause of it, AKA you realize that you don't need to hold into this false sense of safety and that you CAN own who you want to be, What about lung qi stagnation? Someone who's holding onto grief? The feeling that they've lost something too important and can't reconcile this feeling and need that person to be there or thing to be there to feel safe? Also simple. Earth nourishes metal/air in terms of generating cycle but wood is used to "control" (even though it's technically only there to control earth in wu xing) because wood is your sense of authority. It almost always goes back to cutting through frustration, and having boundaries set in stone that you've recognized that you've compromised on. I mean is that not the most clear way of looking at these compromise patterns? Boundaries that you accepted that are destructive to you living your truth? Burn those boundaries. Use wood to burn out the boundaries. Use that rock solid "I'm way past this now I'm not accepting and tolerating compromise anymore screw this I'm not holding back" and such phrases. Getting real moves liver qi, and liver qi of course "smooths" qi flow in TCM. Either way when you've got the inability to move past grief, you need to recognize that holding onto this feeling that you can't be a certain way without what's been lost there for you is once again another dysfunctional compromise that needs to be burned under purifying starlight. Getting real, not playing games. Accepting the reality of things and moving on, for good. We need lung qi to move and wood out of all the elements has the most "oomph" behind it to break down trash. It's what really can "force" qi to flush the trash out. I know this from experience having faced this fire many many times. Liver fire in a functional way is VERY powerful. Flushing stuck qi in really any meridian most of the time involves the activation of kidney yang to warm liver, then liver qi distributes that through the rest of the circuits. I've said before that heart and fire element should be used to control metal (melt) but from my experience of what the fire element represents in how it moves qi and nourishing current it's often best suited for someone who's needing a more compassionate approach over the intense "cut through the trash" attitude that generally is how we experience deep transformation. Fire melts metal, that's what the compassion does. You see this is the dynamic nature of resistances and their thematic nature. Fire can provide metal a different form of view. Sometimes taking this approach is better, but that's still not what most people do when they approach grief. An example of the fire melting metal would be that the person holding onto grief would get triggered by someone bringing up the loss of the person which makes them feel inadequate (faced this personally with people in my life in the same boat) and so they can either retreat inwards and blame themselves or they'll get mad at you which would be a sign of of likely more systematic qi and or blood disruption. Typically when it's localized there's more of a self blame, but this can also be paired with kidney yang deficiency and feeling weak and powerless and stuck in this grief cycle of being stuck unable to feel safe making correct decisions without them or that they're not good enough without this person to help them open up in their own lives because that was their person who they were able to be more authentic through. Without this person they've got no permission to own their truth, basically. That's what grief really represents, so obviously you can approach it from the wood sense of authority to break down the grief or you can approach it from the compassionate side where someone else can provide that for you and it can likely shift your association to this person being gone since you're now not dependent, though I'll still argue that as I always say most people benefit from the "I'm done with this trash it's time to move on" and the only real way to do that is to WILLINGLY bring up triggers to face the fire. You'll either face that spontaneously in the world as someone brings it up for you or you'll face it yourself in your own space and deal with it.

We can see now how pure fury and passion from the subconscious level which most overlaps with wood which houses the "ethereal soul" as TCM calls it, that this fire from wood can truly be used to transform a lot of resistance we have, Liver meridian is massively important. If you imagine what you want and you feel stuck, then go deeper, feel all that pressure and cut through it all with the courage to accept and own the role YOU want to play. That's how you manifest and do imaginal scenes effectively. That's FEELING, accepting, owning "the wish fulfilled". It's just terrible how NG never explained it in this way and said you shouldn't imagine with these feelings despite it being so useful and obviously powerful. Just saying screw you I'm way over this trash and moving on. Most reliable way to break resistance because liver meridian has that ability.

I also want to mention that NG and his mad drinking habits that killed him in the end, his alcoholism likely caused his ability to more easily enter into the lunar level body because alcohol literally loosens the Hun from the body and causes more vivid dreaming. This is obviously dysfunctional dreaming but constantly relying on ethanol which poisons and causes heat in the liver meridian means the subconscious will temporarily seem to expand in the sense of what you're able to access but in truth it's only going to cause more depletion of blood making the fire and feeling of needing to escape more intense when you're not in that space of pseudo comfort and satisfaction. I also have found some data that suggests his wife was also into this too and both of them were sick in the end but NG suffered the most. NG also I believe ended up in an affair at one point but that's a story for another day. This man has some serious history to him. He died of seemingly multiple causes, but we know that his nose and ears were bleeding and it was inferred that he had a brain aneurism (yang forcing blood up through the circuits with spleen qi unable to contain within vessels) though the common cause is said to be the esophagus rupture. Spleen qi can be overwhelmed by depletion from the alcohol as it's a damp substance which weakens spleen and so heat building in the blood eventually overwhelmed his vessels and his esophagus literally exploded and he died bleeding out horribly from liver yang and wind rising suddenly. This is what happens when you drink too much and the blood can't anchor the liver heat or the dreaming part of that which he was obviously chasing after and cared not for his body or health which is totally foolish but who am I to judge. Either way you look at it the heat from the liver (from constantly forcing pathogenic heat to "force" the qi to shift so he could experience clarity for a while) causes the dreaming to kick into high gear as well as what he did a lot of which was like daydreaming. The ethanol would basically be a poison he'd drink that would "shock" his liver into temporary flushing and then it would jam up again and heat would fester further. He'd drink and then lay back in his chair and imagine what he wanted. Sounds like escapism doesn't it. I don't know but I don't think he found much success with his later messages because of what we know happened to him and his managers so I believe that he just lost all cause for continuing in this world. He did say that he only came here to talk about what he learned so, and since he didn't have as much of an audience it seemed his purpose had been served in his mind and that it was over. This obviously is limiting beliefs, and that festered as the disease he manifest and was unable to face and cut through. Pretty obvious. He basically had no willpower to break the box, kidney was weak, and considering he's had history with cheating (I'll explore this later when I've found more data to either fully validate or disprove this because it's still not fully proven yet to me just take this with a grain of salt) it wouldn't surprise me too that he was sexually depleted on top of this as that's directly overlapping kidney qi function. If someone has low kidney yang and qi then they've got no drive to want to break boxes, and the ethanol poison becomes the source of temporary fire to feel alive again but obviously that's going to cast projections and keep you stuck in compromise when the peak wears off. It's no surprise he drink himself to death.

TCM really does have a ton of the answers we need.

Part of me thinks that mastering this "thought transmission" thing is another part of the pie. I've had some clients go into this and have interesting results, but they were very expanded and had regular lucid dreaming ability. Quite rare. One of my older clients said they can hear my voice in their head randomly over the day and I asked them what I said and it seems to check out. They were somehow expanded enough spontaneously to pick up on some thoughts I had. What I know for sure though about this based on what the alchemist said is that if you don't intend to hear from someone then you won't get thought from them. That's what he told me directly, I think I quoted him as I asked about the mechanics of thought transmission. He did say though that this was relating to subtle intelligences in the aetheric level not other people. I will ask more about that still to clarify because experience would say otherwise with this at least when it comes to other people. Perhaps imagining them before you and doing the specific gazing technique to interface with their unconscious is the way this works. I need to sort out thought transmission mechanics, because that is a thing.

22/8/25

Conquest. Pure conquest of this world.

Great conquers in history all had immense military power, and or political power. Ruthless merciless military force to crush your enemies will be required in todays day and age to really affect any change. Censorship is rife, and people WANT a leader in the form of a group with enough TEST to actually strike back with greater force than they expected. Political solutions throughout history have rarely ever worked in cases of such nature. The warranting of unrelenting and purely merciless unforgiving fury fires up the anglo zooms of the west who are sick to death of being treated like dirt and devalued day after day and eradicated silently through replacement with aliens who only pollute the clear waters of their ancestors who built the greatest culture ever created. Talking gets nowhere, because it's not tangible change and people who know the difference cower in the wake of those with lethal arms threatening them to shut up or else. Day by day millions of aliens water down and pollute the nations we live in without consequence or repercussion. There MUST be repercussions that are meaningful and cause the opposition to take a step back and ponder their next move. A wall needs to be put in place. Standing idly only empowers them. It sucks, but that's how it's always been, and will always be. Until pressure gets high enough and people snap and go to any length to correct their compromise with enough fury and blazing passion for the light of their purity of their kindred then nothing can change for the better. You're shown the light of life for a purpose. That fury exists for a reason. It's designed to be used for something actually meaningful and productive instead of festering as liver qi stagnation and heat which only boils your own blood, literally. That energy must be mediated into action that's consequential. The opportunities only grow as things get worse, people are waiting for a leader with the guts to take the first strikes at those who deserve it to inspire more to join the rally for the prosperity of their light.

If you've seen the state of local Aus schools and the amount of aliens which flood them it would shock you. It's MAJORITY aliens. In less than a decade from when I was last in there it's totally flipped. This in itself should warrant such actions.

Also the currents that move through your circuits which light up each meridian system as a primary supply will be your dominant feeling state. The way you feel there on mass will likely constitute excess unspent energy that needs to move. The immense frustration that washes over when such subjects arise only points to inaction to move that current and manifest it where it needs to go. In other words, liver qi stagnation for example only demonstrates a lack of action that is known to be necessary, Compromise manifesting as pathogenic heat. Should be clear now what to do.

I feel like the zooms who can see lack a certain characteristic of being worthy of actually leading such a movement. Courage is needed, clearly. Being ourselves without compromise is the solution. It will come through us as we need it. We really need strong leaders who have manpower behind them and meaningful influence from those who understand what's at stake. Manifestation works in this by seeing yourself in that role. Owning it, facing the pressure and trusting God.

Promote RS and get boots on the ground.

Sense of self needs expanding. Accepting how we really feel and cutting through it matters. Bring up what's unconscious and transform that into useful energy.

Having people of like mind physically to overlap aura with is necessary. Heroism in the face of adversary. Walk the walk. Talking doesn't impact without real weight. We, the kinsmen of the Christ, are the only ones who put truth above all else even to our own discomfort, and that's why we exist in this state under these circumstances, to manifest our truth. The aliens have shown what truth they serve. Their second chance is over. Now it's our turn to stand on the head of the snake and decapitate with the merciless fury of our ancestors who we walk in the wake of. Accept truth, burn the projections of delusion and purify yourself under the most powerful of illuminating starlight. We shall embody that every essence and cleanse all decay from our sight to provide those who stem from us an abundant reality to walk their path through.

23/8/25

I understand now. I wrote out a very long note last night when I had the impulse to do so after waking up. It's becoming more clear. Spiritual excellence and manifesting higher order function here means being a literal embodiment of that truth shining and eradicating anything which stands between you and higher order function. You become a living embodiment of that function cleansing everything that's disordered and contributing towards lower order function as filth to be mercilessly eradicated just as we do with our own inner conditioning processes. The heroes of the past lived this way. Only a man who's mastered his inner trash can play this role because you must be the embodiment of this higher order function, higher order states. Understanding that not everybody has the initiating spark of the same degree of intensity means that some of us must play that role to demonstrate what they've had buried under decades of filthy Juish social conditioning and establish a new order walking with God. Mercilessly. This merciless and unrelenting domination of the filth that seek to eradicate us through social conditioning must be fully and irrevocably destroyed so that this problem is solved through going all the way. All of that pressure needs to be faced, and since we, the kinsman men and women of The one and only Christ who walked this earth over 2000 years ago, only we are blessed to have this role placed upon us to play. Trusting that inner truth represents us fulfilling our physical level truth, by which the higher order spiritual truth encoded in alchemical allegory can be made manifest. The Saxon dominance on this earth represents our birthright to manifesting higher order civilization free from degeneracy to provide our people a truly nourishing environment for spiritual evolution to take place. The act of transformation this pressure in itself will be the mediating process which manifests that reality. It connects 110%. Dual seedline theology and encoded alchemical allegory line up side by side as correspondent doctrines. There's no denial of dual seedline doctrine based on the clear state of the world currently. We exist in multiple levels at once. There are clear and present decisions that must be made on all those different levels to facilitate refining ourselves individually and collectively into those who can walk with divine providence in truth and fearlessness knowing they're destined to fulfil their function of cleaning our lands of the Juish influence which has already proven beyond a shadow of a doubt where their agendas lie and the role we play in opposition. Nobody on earth can prove otherwise. I was given all of this to explore for a function, all those insights over the years. RS is more than just a functional model of manifestation, it's the model of the mechanics of all things and how they move into each other and unfold into manifest experience on all levels. Nothing about what NG preached even comes close.

Our highest level of order, the TRUE acceptance of being IN the higher order function expressing and manifesting our true abundance and worth and capacity through living and breathing INTO that capacity for real, it takes LIVING IN EXTREME PRESSURE TO MANIFEST SUCH EXTREME AND RADICAL SHIFTS IN REALITY. KNOWING IT'S ALREADY DONE IS THE KEY. This is how manifestation truly unfolds. The innate capacity that we're conduits to unfold, and riding that like we mount sleipnir, Odins ride through the 9 realms. This truth is innate, and your ability to face pressure and be willing to unfold it makes it happen. Manifestation relies on you willingly exposing yourself to the greatest power of God, that purifying starlight from the stellar level of consciousness. This is where we ride. This is where we manifest. This is where we transform this world. That infinite supply WAITING FOR US TO RIDE IT. Feel that pressure to compromise and face the truth. This is the ONLY way you can elevate your sense of self to be worthy of more. Being willing to wrestle with God face to face. That innate capacity can only unfold through facing pressure directly. Some of us have more courage than others, to speak the facts and spit in the face of degenerate filth propagated by Juize and other creatures which seek to only destroy for they cannot create anything great as there is no greatness in these creatures, else the world would be different today. There are always polarities with roles. One is the conqueror and the other is the conquered. Conquest by divine providence to manifest greatness on earth is necessary for us to continue our path here and it will be divinely inspired and unfold through those who play their roles in this grand stage performance before the God of this reality. We carry that innate capacity, born with the template and field geometry to manifest such with all the seeds ready to unfold as they're activated in us by natural striving. That truth exists and a strong powerful leader will show these people their light within to shine and that illumination from within these people which has been put out through psychological degradation over the generations will eradicate the source of this consuming darkness. It's only because we hold the fury for the passion for what our people can do in this world that drives us. We are driven to expand our blood, our embodied capacity to manifest light and abundance in the water on earth. The alchemy reflects this, beyond what anyone else on earth has shown to exist. This is why RS is beyond everything else out there and exists for this function. It's up to me to play my role and face a degree of pressure that's unimaginable.

The real reason why us Zoom Saxons are still divided physically is because we have no strong countering leader who has those seeds within them that's fully activated them yet and owned the necessary to ruthlessly eradiate the competition. Unrelenting and truly merciless fury beyond the wildest imaginations of our enemies is what fueled the great social revolutions for this is our innate capacity as manifestations of purifying light here on earth. We are white like the purifying starlight. We hold that power and we always win in the end because we are pre-destined for glory unlike anyone else on earth who exist to destroy us and psychological lead us to disown our innate light. I've fully revealed their game using the analysis of RS on psychological connection to manifestation and now we know exactly how to realize our capacity. Nobody else can play this role except us, and that takes the most courage and willingness to see the pressure through to the end until all eradication of our enemies are fulfilled. This is no game this is reality in the more pure raw and natural form. These other people may have alchemical traditions but they do not have conquest. That is our right as our role to play in creation. Instead of being stood on and conquered we flip the roles and play the ones who win. Be great.

Cultural excellence. How are we different from them if conquest is the goal? Peace? No. It's the most clear and direct manifestation of our light. We created the world we all live in today.

The gate of life might be the channel where the quickenings manifest from. it opens up and energy manifests. This relates closely to a Jing overview that I did like a year ago or something and how the field geometry when in perfect proportionality doesn’t deplete vitality and the gate remains open for supply to move through you. The Jing seems to be very closely related to coherency with higher order substances. There’s no direct 100% overlap to draw from but it’s there. Either way I belive that from the stellar level when a clear channel is established on all fronts necessary then the gate of life can remain open, the door to infinite supply can remain open. Kidney is what governs that, mostly, and that relates to Jing and the water level element and also earth. In TCM earth is the only way for us to gain more vitality. Breaking down substance through the culdrons into its core parts to fuel the gate to stay open. I don’t think that pre-natal Jing is what TCM describes it as given my broader understanding. They describe it as a “bank balance” that is coats in reserve and pulling from it through not nourishing your baseline (drawing from beyond higher order buffer) and when that reserve reaches zero then you’re dead. According to this then, the Jing is the degree of function, since lower function means lower proportionality and that implies you’re not propagating at superluminal velocity and so experience aetheric drag with the archetypal forces which cause entropy as they collide and interact. Their interactions create and destroy, so our goal is to integrate them so they don’t move into literal friction us as a result of their movement. This should be clear. Jing in my opinion given all this data is really just a measure of your degree of function according to natural striving to unfold your capacity and death is a failure to unfold your capacity. That’s the only real way you’d burn Jing. Operating correctly saves Jing because you exist to expand not to deplete Jing and die. A separation of the elements of the psyche is death, and we can see Jing representing the degree of coherency those elements have with eachother.

It makes me wonder though about different people and their natural striving and why these other peoples have never been able to surpass the power of the Saxons here on earth. Makes you see it as a Jing deficiebcy on their part. More Jing means more growth and more alignment with higher order function, because that’s really what it measures. It’s genetic potential, it contains the blueprint and all the seeds that make that up within us which we unfold. Why are the seeds of these others always led to totally different ways of seeming self mastery and alchemy? None of them manifest through propagating the highest order culture there is. The capacity for expansion is in the Jing. This should prove my point clearly that genetic composition matters. Those are the seeds, the desires, the innate manifestations, the capacity for expansion into tangibly higher order reality. Almost everything in our world came from the minds of Saxons. Is this not true? These so called natives of the lands here all war between eachother and never create anything more advanced than basic necessities to survive. Yeah they got the Dreamtime but so what we all have connection to unconscious level else you’d not be human, I’m talking about our innate capacity to create and manifest things in this world that are of higher order function. Only we can do that. It’s clearly better. That’s why we’re under attack, because it’s the program looking to put pressure on the players who are able to manifest abundance on a truly meaningful level.

That’s all I need to say about that for here.

Putting massive pressure on local council and partaking in meaningful and justified action to demonstrate the seriousness of our situation will play out. I will be speaking at such and putting measures in place to ensure that the people around are aware of what’s happening behind closed doors. Holding them accountable is necessary. We can’t currently in any meaningful way influence state level decisions as just individuals but as even small groups we can definitely have impacts locally which matter. Action. Boots on the ground. Manifestation involves obvious action in accordance with what’s necessary to transform circumstances. To all the fools who think otherwise, we effectively only manifest the seeds within us and they unfold naturally through getting reel with ourselves to allow natural striving to unfold through us without contrast. That’s why sense of self work is the name of the game. Becoming worth the change and owning your truth regardless of seeming circumstances and actions in courage and fearlessness manifest themselves in the world even if you feel negative and think opposite. If you unfold what the decisions necessitate you to play out then you win. That’s the power of God and the seeds unfolding through you naturally. Pop manifestation is just suggestion, but suggestion in a vacuum is a waste of time as it’ll only result in at best signs that reflect your lack if you’re compromising on your truth no matter what methods you apply. LOA is dead.

24/8/25

I believe that the root of social issues stems from people self censoring and complying with degeneracy they know is bad under the projection that's being exploited By the Juize.

The ONLY reason why the social order pendulum swings is because people eventually get real with themselves when things get bad enough to not be able to ignore and cast projection over the top of their obvious conditioning. When it's no longer personally beneficial to ignore clear and present issues that are in fact impacting you but that it's uncomfortable to accept, when that line is crossed then people "wake up" and make changes. How is manifesting a shift in state for anything else any different? It's the same function, just on different degrees, because we negate to reveal inner truth and that comes through us as the innate seeds which manifest the destiny. The fact that there even is a truth underlying pressure that's generating the discomfort proves that we're in a fixed function field geometry that requires correct operating to manifest desired and satisfying outcomes. Mentalism is a freaking scam and this irrefutably destroys that. They'll never connect those dots because in a world of relativity there is no fixed functions.

To expand a little more on what I was exploring yesterday about how higher order function means access to supply through keeping the gate open, we can also see that as you "grow up" you disconnect from that open doorway to infinite supply. The degree of "chu" as it's called referencing degrees of Jing availability depends on how connected you are to supply. Integrating the components once again as they're separated from growing up is this work. That's why we all grow old and die regardless of our beliefs unless we do the necessary work. It's the ultimate test to show how functional you are. Everyone has a unique way of unfolding themselves into their capacity, as a literal embodiment of the field geometry made manifest physically. Thematically correspondent proportionality arrangement revealed as your vitality. They're the same thing. Are they not?

I've been recognizing another level of this I've not really written about much, The mass alien importing to Saxon countries primarily is driven not JUST to replace us but to prop up a completely failing younger generation who aren't able to support the economy that existed in prior generations. We have no jobs to take. That's the biggest issue. So underlying this great replacement is an economic game. The demand for jobs is falling too because businesses are failing because the spending economy who previously had money to fly around no longer exist because they're not taking jobs that don't exist and it goes around again. The mass alien imports seek to solve this problem. Also all the bots we see online now to fake real engagement produce the illusion (projection ring) to the people who think they're the problem that everything is ok when in fact it's not even close. The mass importing of aliens is used to prop up this artificially inflated spending economy and work force that's rapidly falling apart. Speak to anyone on the streets and you'll find this out for yourself. Most Zooms people find work online, because that's all there is really. The local job market is a total waste of time for most people. I never had issues with this but I had magnetism and such that provided that supply for me by my personal experience having spent time in the remedial massage industry is that most clinics now are run by younger Thai women who were imported. My last visit to a clinic had new workers there, all Thai. Can't make this up. I use to work for a local coastline clinic and all the Aussies got replaced with Asians because they're cheaper. I got squeezed out of one Job and warned the others but they didn't believe me until they too got replaced. Did I manifest this? No. Obviously I didn't intend or expect this. I was able to get into a clinic that's literally minutes from where I lived up the road that was all Aussie run but the point is that most semi-professional clinics now are run by Asians. Go to any food court and it's usual fast food places with Sushi and Curry around it. It's only really the occasional classic pub style meal location that's still in business and you'll find most of them are higher spec places that hook higher class sales with more gourmet options. Brissi had lots of them, way less Sushi and Curry.

So what's all this pointing to? It's pointing to the clear trend of replacement of demographics? Why? Well cultural eradication is one reason, but I'll argue that the most common sense answer overlaying that in importance is economic illusion of stability when in fact there's no stability at all. Mass alien importing has everything to do with cheap labour and on top of that keeping the illusion of a functional system propped up. Business as usual. Why? Well 2027 is a thing in HD. You see they engineered the demographic collapse through social conditioning of how familial bonds should work. They propped up the seeming status of women to turn them all into worthy of the 10/10 and have all the options and no consequences meanwhile the men who need to provide are having the floor under them taken out to even stand on economically speaking. Yeah it's an engineered outcome, obviously. To what end? Well look at the history. Rome imported tons of alien slaves to keep their economy running when the locals couldn't keep it going and there were demographic crisis just like this. It's the same thing happening once again. Usury seems to be a root here. Debt money always implodes. It's not our fault.

How do we navigate this? Well operating correctly obviously works but don't believe for a moment that your assumptions can shape the collective trajectory in one fraction of a percentage. That's just projection trash that LOA propaganda wants us to believe so we remain inactive and passive and allow this to continue, which it will really anyway. It's just something we're going to need to navigate as functional units in this society and to inspire shifts. Thing is King Edward back in the late 1200's (stupid me thought it was the 1300's last time I mentioned him) removed the banker Juize and paid off the debt. He was one of the only leaders of the UK back then who pulled that off, until it was then paid back again in the mid 1800's after the Jiu banks were unable to issue debt money because what's his face issued their own form of currency that was fiat. Yeah they used fiat money to bypass Joo banking and it was paid off, at least for a little while. What's the common thread behind economic freedom and soaring birth rates of Saxons? Juize not being involved in issuing debt tied currency. simple. Welcome to the 21st century. How do you "manifest" money? You be yourself. Cultivate space.

Men need to have status, not because ego but because that's how functional societies remain influential and functional. I personally believe that the dynamics between functional men and women in relationships should be founded on these principles. Metaphysically it's that the yang is the radiant one and the yin absorbs that. Yang always provides light, but the yin by absorbing is a pressure release for the yang to provide it satisfaction in vitality dynamics. The man who's highly functional has a circuit of self operating pressure build and release. That's what we do here, the best we can at least. Why is status part of this? Under what context? Does this relate to alchemy? Yeah. Firstly, not all men are suppose to be leaders, obviously, but it's this archetype that's being depleted. Status relates to having a position of excellence in the hierarchy of supply. Ultimately anyone who's of higher status/value will have higher order vitality cultivation because they'll typically in that sphere be hyper attractive to 10/10 women who will drool at the sight of this guys radiance and want to absorb it and claim it for themselves (functional relationships work this way not the trash of the modern era where men are depleted of status and women are conditioned to think they're the ones who can pick and decide and have poly setups) but the thing is that you need that baseline availability and that's ALL VISCERAL not mental at all. The visceral nature of this energy is bodily, it's in the field geometry and the mind will swim in that. So having more status under this context relates to vitality going to either being high "status" in personal relationships and family ties and such OR being a leader for larger social groups. Most people don't realize this but the Austrian painter was basically a 10/10 to a vast majority of women back then. Why? Because he had guts to go up against he filth who print debt money. That's insanely high vitality supply necessary to make that manifest and so it all went to making the vision for a debt free Europe instead of just personal relationships and such. Whenever you've got a great leader who's actually influential that vitality will be utilized in that way. It just depends on your setup. If you're being moved by natural striving into a more broader leadership role then that light radiance of your masculine essence will be felt by typically other people but never really personally given to be absorbed and thus it can propagate in influence to a wider demographic of your people. That's really what's missing now. We don't get enamored by anyone with the courage to spit facts and has the guts to go toe to toe with arms against the enemy. Men will WANT to fight to defend their right to access resources and they will WANT to fight to ensure their nation thrives and they have a functional quality of life. Nobody wants to fight for what we have now because it's not functional for them. When there is cause there is will to make it happen, because that's the pressure we feel to make correct decisions which manifest outcomes accordingly. Resource depletion fuels war, typically artificial resource depletion. How can we justify having desire to prop up an already totally dysfunctional system that has zero incentive to apply yourself? Nobody has desire there. It's only when all options run dry that the conditioning begins to break down and how they really feel comes to the surface because there's no illusions left to buy into that hold water.

So the point here is to recognize that we have the chance to bring order out of chaos and manifest opportunities to expand that are available for us. Only those who have this will to play will resonate. Everybody else simply needs to support this new leader. Play your role. The issues will becomes clear to those who haven't realized yet as a result of things getting worse and pressure being felt more intensely, just as you don't accept your own issues until nothing you do works and you're forced to face the fact that you're not where you know you need to be. Same scenario. We should learn from the personal reality stuff and apply that collectively.

I say that making and holding space is big. Clients who apply this all the way PROPERLY (by being spontaneous in action and not unnecessarily burning Jing) Relaxing more at baseline sinks charge, binds shen and other intelligences, and that binding leads to spontaneous insight more intensely clear. Subconscious space seems to be a function of housed intelligences in the blood. Makes sense, because the yang aspects overlap (qi in blood AKA yang overlapping yin in this order) the substantive house which binds that intelligence to communicate to the rest of your circuits in a clear and spontaneous manner instead of these false signals always going off due to heat leading to excessive desire that's bought into as projection. So the function comes out of coherency between yin and yang. That's alchemy is it not? The yang emanates powerful "information" from within a container that's grounding that radiance instead of it floating and emanating into circuits it shouldn't be. That's why I say that men who have higher radiance and "status" will replicate this alchemy, because others will receive them more. Men are DESIGNED to radiate that archetypal current of status, and SOMEONE needs to absorb it. Typically for the average guy a woman will absorb that current and satisfy that pressure but for others who are built for broader social impact that current will be absorbed by their people, just in a less direct and personal way. We're all running family, and having status, just in different degrees as should be more clear now. If zooms of today don't have that they go mad. You NEED to play the role of someone with status, either with a family (which has been taken away from us at baseline from the floor falling out from under them as I went over) and also then on the social level now unable to attain property and influence socially because so called social media has monopolized attention into artificial echo chambers that's controlled and monetized which always will have bias and agenda and isn't where real political social revulsions take place which men are designed to lead and conquer through. Prove me wrong.

I'm going to get on cam tomorrow (if things work out as they should tonight) and corner the LOA coaches who preach false doctrine using RS in a systematic way. My audience will never be hardcore NG fans, they're lost. My audience is the people who are sick of being gaslit. Most clients I've attained came from that level. Very few bought my coaching because they thought I was a full on NG buff. I destroy those people. That's my role.

25/8/25

I just want to drop this here to irrefutably prove that the filth who claim they're Juize are not who they say they are and for you to think long and hard about why reality actually sucks on a collective level. It's time to realize the truth. I should've posted this earlier as I found this document back in early May I believe of this year and solidified the study I was doing in dual seedline doctrine to 100% refute universalism on a full systematic manner and have no room for error or debate on the subject. That study was to systematically destroy the ideas about the bible that both modern theology promotes and also to refute NG who claims that the people of the bible are all JUST "psychological states of mind" which is just pure and unbridled ignorance. The Christ himself, our kinsman redeemer, did physically walk the earth and the history of so called Christian doctrine is VERY FAR from what NG believed it was. He missed the point, as well. This will prove that to you if you read carefully and understand what this says.

This is the Arbroath, the Scottish letter of independence written April 6th 1320.

"To the most Holy Father and Lord in Christ, the Lord John, by divine providence Supreme Pontiff of the Holy Roman and Universal Church, his humble and devout sons Duncan, Earl of Fife, Thomas Randolph, Earl of Moray, Lord of Man and of Annandale, Patrick Dunbar, Earl of March, Malise, Earl of Strathearn, Malcolm, Earl of Lennox, William, Earl of Ross, Magnus, Earl of Caithness and Orkney, and William, Earl of Sutherland; Walter, Steward of Scotland, William Soules, Butler of Scotland, James, Lord of Douglas, Roger Mowbray, David, Lord of Brechin, David Graham, Ingram Umfraville, John Menteith, guardian of the earldom of Menteith, Alexander Fraser, Gilbert Hay, Constable of Scotland, Robert Keith, Marischal of Scotland, Henry St Clair, John Graham, David Lindsay, William Oliphant, Patrick Graham, John Fenton, William Abernethy, David Wemyss, William Mushet, Fergus of Ardrossan, Eustace Maxwell, William Ramsay, William Mowat, Alan Murray, Donald Campbell, John Cameron, Reginald Cheyne, Alexander Seton, Andrew Leslie, and Alexander Straiton, and the other barons and freeholders and the whole community of the realm of Scotland send all manner of filial reverence, with devout kisses of his blessed feet.

Most Holy Father and Lord, we know and from the chronicles and books of the ancients we find that among other famous nations our own, the Scots, has been graced with widespread renown. They journeyed from Greater Scythia by way of the Tyrrhenian Sea and the Pillars of Hercules, and dwelt for a long course of time in Spain among the most savage tribes, but nowhere could they be subdued by any race, however barbarous. Thence they came, twelve hundred years after the people of Israel crossed the Red Sea, to their home in the west where they still live today. The Britons they first drove out, the Picts they utterly destroyed, and, even though very often assailed by the Norwegians, the Danes and the English, they took possession of that home with many victories and untold efforts; and, as the historians of old time bear witness, they have held it free of all bondage ever since. In their kingdom there have reigned one hundred and thirteen kings of their own royal stock, the line unbroken a single foreigner. The high qualities and deserts of these people, were they not otherwise manifest, gain glory enough from this: that the King of kings and Lord of lords, our Lord Jesus Christ, after His Passion and Resurrection, called them, even though settled in the uttermost parts of the earth, almost the first to His most holy faith. Nor would He have them confirmed in that faith by merely anyone but by the first of His Apostles Â— by calling, though second or third in rank Â— the most gentle Saint Andrew, the Blessed Peter's brother, and desired him to keep them under his protection as their patron forever.

The Most Holy Fathers your predecessors gave careful heed to these things and bestowed many favours and numerous privileges on this same kingdom and people, as being the special charge of the Blessed Peter's brother. Thus our nation under their protection did indeed live in freedom and peace up to the time when that mighty prince the King of the English, Edward, the father of the one who reigns today, when our kingdom had no head and our people harboured no malice or treachery and were then unused to wars or invasions, came in the guise of a friend and ally to harass them as an enemy. The deeds of cruelty, massacre, violence, pillage, arson, imprisoning prelates, burning down monasteries, robbing and killing monks and nuns, and yet other outrages without number which he committed against our people, sparing neither age nor sex, religion nor rank, no one could describe nor fully imagine unless he had seen them with his own eyes.

But from these countless evils we have been set free, by the help of Him Who though He afflicts yet heals and restores, by our most tireless Prince, King and Lord, the Lord Robert. He, that his people and his heritage might be delivered out of the hands of our enemies, met toil and fatigue, hunger and peril, like another Macabaeus or Joshua and bore them cheerfully. Him, too, divine providence, his right of succession according to or laws and customs which we shall maintain to the death, and the due consent and assent of us all have made our Prince and King. To him, as to the man by whom salvation has been wrought unto our people, we are bound both by law and by his merits that our freedom may be still maintained, and by him, come what may, we mean to stand. Yet if he should give up what he has begun, and agree to make us or our kingdom subject to the King of England or the English, we should exert ourselves at once to drive him out as our enemy and a subverter of his own rights and ours, and make some other man who was well able to defend us our King; for, as long as but a hundred of us remain alive, never will we on any conditions be brought under English rule. It is in truth not for glory, nor riches, nor honours that we are fighting, but for freedom Â— for that alone, which no honest man gives up but with life itself.

Therefore it is, Reverend Father and Lord, that we beseech your Holiness with our most earnest prayers and suppliant hearts, inasmuch as you will in your sincerity and goodness consider all this, that, since with Him Whose vice-gerent on earth you are there is neither weighing nor distinction of Jew and Greek, Scotsman or Englishman, you will look with the eyes of a father on the troubles and privation brought by the English upon us and upon the Church of God. May it please you to admonish and exhort the King of the English, who ought to be satisfied with what belongs to him since England used once to be enough for seven kings or more, to leave us Scots in peace, who live in this poor little Scotland, beyond which there is no dwelling-place at all, and covet nothing but our own. We are sincerely willing to do anything for him, having regard to our condition, that we can, to win peace for ourselves. This truly concerns you, Holy Father, since you see the savagery of the heathen raging against the Christians, as the sins of Christians have indeed deserved, and the frontiers of Christendom being pressed inward every day; and how much it will tarnish your Holiness's memory if (which God forbid) the Church suffers eclipse or scandal in any branch of it during your time, you must perceive. Then rouse the Christian princes who for false reasons pretend that they cannot go to help of the Holy Land because of wars they have on hand with their neighbours. The real reason that prevents them is that in making war on their smaller neighbours they find quicker profit and weaker resistance. But how cheerfully our Lord the King and we too would go there if the King of the English would leave us in peace, He from Whom nothing is hidden well knows; and we profess and declare it to you as the Vicar of Christ and to all Christendom. But if your Holiness puts too much faith in the tales the English tell and will not give sincere belief to all this, nor refrain from favouring them to our prejudice, then the slaughter of bodies, the perdition of souls, and all the other misfortunes that will follow, inflicted by them on us and by us on them, will, we believe, be surely laid by the Most High to your charge.

To conclude, we are and shall ever be, as far as duty calls us, ready to do your will in all things, as obedient sons to you as His Vicar; and to Him as the Supreme King and Judge we commit the maintenance of our cause, casting our cares upon Him and firmly trusting that He will inspire us with courage and bring our enemies to nought. May the Most High preserve you to his Holy Church in holiness and health and grant you length of days.

Given at the monastery of Arbroath in Scotland on the sixth day of the month of April in the year of grace thirteen hundred and twenty and the fifteenth year of the reign of our King aforesaid.

Endorsed: Letter directed to our Lord the Supreme Pontiff by the community of Scotland."

This above proves that the Saxons going back over 700 years now knew that they were the people spoken of in the bible. The Saxon ancestors from Ireland believed they came from Scythia, which came from Ancient Israel. Explain that. Interestingly I know many great Platonists were taught by "the scythian sage". Interesting "germ" (genes) man (German) actually can mean "genetic man" AKA the germ of Christ (Judah) implying Germans were Judeans from ancient times. Our white ancestors KNEW they were the ancient Israelites, and yet still to this day you'll have denial of clear facts presented before them as I just proved beyond a shadow of a doubt with zero refutation, Those who read about my passion for my people and our eradication and think I'm talking trash need to wake up and get real as I always say. You cannot claim to follow RS without this part.

Put this into perspective. We have a rogue state called "Israel" claiming their right to land that they never were rightful to because they're hijacking the Saxon identity which the declaration of Arbroath proves with 100% clarity. This is why the world sucks and suffering is off the charts. ZOG. Our willingness to discard our identity (which scripture also proves as those who forgot who they were) and tolerate being second rate in our own nations and gaslit to pedestalize everyone else over us. WE'RE THE TARGETS BECAUSE OF OUR ACTUAL ANSCESTRY. DUHHHH? This is why eradication of our enemies is necessary to solve out problems, just as our ancestors would have knowing who they were and what they stood for in truth without Hasbara propaganda warping their identify. The separation from divinity and "forgetting who you are" metaphysically speaking ALSO APPLIES PHYSICALLY BECAUSE REALITY SYNTHESIS IS CORRECT. The TRUE Israelites ARE THE MAIN CHARACTERS OF THE STORY OF LIFE. "This is the book of the generations of Adam". It's metaphysical and thus must also correspond to a physical manifestation. I could never prove that fully until I connected all these dots. Never let anyone disconnect you from your truth.

I dare anyone who claims that "Christian Identity" doctrine was invented in the 1870's, which was ACTUALLY when ZIONISM was created by Theodor Herzl, the filthy parasite. This is the truth and nobody can refute that we knew centuries ago that we were the "Jews" of the bible, implying Judeans. Now you look around and our ancestors would be rolling in their graves at what's become of our identity as disconnected as Children of the most high. We exist on both levels, physically as the kinsman of the Christ AND as alchemically based beings. Both overlap. Both are proven. You tell me then are we all equal? Not a chance. Israel are a people, and a state of function. They're the same thing, metaphysically manifest on all levels. I'm the only one on earth as far as I know to make that connection. The alchemist denies this doctrine, NG fully denied it, and the so called Christians of today are totally devoid of truth which is in their blood, their most valuable and pure substance. If the blood anchors the spirit then we can understand that not all blood is equal and therefore the spiritual housing capacity is also not equal. Connect the dots. Be real. Be honest. That's how we manifest.

There's likely more history I've yet to discover, but considering that spending hours and hours every day reading and taking notes on what I find consumes massive amounts of liver blood, I can feel the vitality impacts of this and it explains why I've been on a plateau for ages now when it comes to expanding by subconscious. I'm one guy and only have so much liver blood to give before I get depleted again. Concentration and study eats liver blood like mad, especially around subjects that induce such intense feelings that these findings evoke. I cannot attain the power necessary to reach new heights of subconscious expansion doing this work to the same pace as I've been.

All I know is that we are the kinsman of the Christ, and alchemically we can see deeper metaphysical truths here through RS on top of that to see the mechanics of this reality. No matter what, You're not the problem, we're going through the most dysfunctional time in history and you're swimming in it. Being functional in todays world is a task that none before could even consider taking on, and this is the greatest challenge and yet reward of all to master navigating these times. Owning our identity on every level we have access to grow into is our task. Our identity as Israelites both physically and metaphysically.

It's just a sign that it's time to propagate RS as it is.

Be willing to hurt peoples feelings. Own truth, Go al the damn way!

Spleen qi tonics are wild too by the way. It's crazy because whenever you eat actually nourishing foods and your spleen qi is abundant then you get like a noticeable boost in energy that lasts. Spleen assimilates consumed substances into Jing and qi and such to fuel your body. If you have expanded space on top of that you get even more expansion capacity through amplifying available baseline Jing.

When you have more supply from a functional spleen or just having good availability at baseline then you'll have courage and charisma and all that fun stuff show up. If you're depleted in those ways then GOOD LUCK! You have ZERO chance at "manifesting" those things because unless those circuits light up you don't have any illumination of those currents manifesting that psychological function. Good luck my friend, I wish you happy overthinking.

28/8/25

I believe that someone with a highly commanding signature has the ability to more directly impact other people unconsciously to do what they want.

Deeper theurgy work involves experiencing the field geometry directly. Experiencing the personifications of the patterns of dysfunction and navigating them directly.

I will go ahead and say that overall qi levels, buffer vitality, matters. There's a certain sense of contrast you feel when it's depleted vs nourished. It's almost like you can feel lighter in every cell of your body, like everything is easier and more available. The metaphysical nature of this stuff is crazy.

Late night entry. Just got done an intense wushu session just like I use to do. I felt sadness, tears flowed. Only way I can explain this is that I’m cutting through conditioning on some level here by owning this part of me who’s seen this way. It’s not something I experience really any other way. The themes here I’ve explained before but feeling that sense of power and rhythm and flow and just like I’m losing control and being moved by God in the way I perform is just insanely and deeply resonant. It’s like that movement is therapy for me. I move liver qi better than anything else doing this. Our psyche is dynamic. Just by imagining myself involving with doing these movements it also brings up similar feelings and it makes me want to shed tears. Same with certain music which I listened to that has association to being that absolute god at wushu who was almost superhuman at times with how I moved. It was like I was moving in slow motion and watching myself back doing it at the same time it was so hard to explain but my whole body vibrated. Once again, I manifested literally 10/10 girls in my life effortlessly they just showed up and threw themselves at me when I was daily living this stuff. Believe it or not I still had some conditioning in my head about being able and allowed to accept them into my life and so that blocked things from ever being functional but I was effortlessly able to manifest contact and attraction without even trying so long as I was moving my body in the way that made me feel like I was breaking all my limits. It legit felt like I was rebelling against the world when I moved like this. The dynamism and all that was just so powerful and it made my life overall easier. When I stopped then everything sucked, to a point. I know that when I was at rock bottom I wasn’t moving much like that really at all. When I move and own my affinities like this then I manifest so much and I don’t even think about it. It’s just there. Once again more proof that mentalism is a total waste of space to exist and deserves nothing other than to be burned to ash and scattered in the wind.

29/8/25

I just spoke to the alchemist on faith and it confirmed my truth. Will update soons.

It should be directly possible to call Neville Goddard himself to talk to and ask questions.

Ok so the meaning of faith (and by extension belief) when it's mentioned in the bible relates to the idea of repeated exposure to something to know how it will act. He said that faith is cultivated through recognizing reliable processes. I asked "So it's based on the repeated experience of knowing something would be predictably reliable to happen" and he said "Yes absolutely that's what faith use to mean, so when they talk in the bible about having faith, yes, you had to have faith, but their whole route of how you got to faith is not what people are doing now". This right here proves exactly what I mean by willingly exposing yourself to experiences that test you. Cultivating faith and generating belief comes through pattern recognition, and that becomes automatic obviously. It's that you're willing to do whatever it takes to unfold something and try that process to KNOW. Yes the knowing is innate because that's supply/demand but that comes through you once the arrangement is correct, meaning the unconscious of the field geometry is clear. You know without contrast, because you've had repeated and or visceral exposure to prove that this is the case. So when it says in the bible about asking God to receive things IF you believe then it's really about having direct experience to know that this is true because it's you activating the innate capacity of the seeds to unfold. The alchemist also said that whenever it comes to manifesting it's the thoughts that you randomly have that manifest, which I say are the ones that come through you. Belief and faith is actually stability of the unconscious mind, a wider view at baseline, meaning expanded subconscious mind, in which case that "impressed" availability of this subject being available will come through you without you trying to make it happen. LOA buffs call this "reprogramming" but we know that's just a bad take on interpreting these functional mechanisms.

Also he said that necromancy is very real where you can literally bring back dead people on a physical level, though he did say that the idea of this applied to bodies that are broken down is pretty much impossible to happen in any meaningful way. The spirit can still be housed in the body, just as it can be housed in an object like a doll but the point is that you can house a spirit into an object be it a body or something else that's died and communicate with it. We could technically bring NG back from the underworld and ask him questions directly, though I wasn't taught the exact process behind how to do that because I'm still not expanded enough according to him to make that something productive. As far as I am aware of how to do this, it will require you to enter the underworld level in the aetheric body and call upon that spirit (with targeting sense and name to reveal to the person IE NG that we're communicating) and then bring that up into this level through a container which can extract that lower level intelligence. There would need to be a suitable container in a spiritual sense that the object has been empowered with to house that mercury. How do you create that? That's the mystery. I know how to do it in theory to house a quintessence but for specific solar consciousness I can't be sure unless I try this and see what happens. There's a quality to an object that make it a suitable vessel for spiritual qualities to be given to it.

I want to mention that I believe that liver qi stagnation (as it usually is) is the pattern which needs clearing for thoughts to "come through you" MORE effectively. I've been experimenting with qi tonics, stagnation clearing, dampness clearing, yin tonics, blood tonics and Jing tonics and all that stuff. Most people I talk to have liver qi stagnation, which closely relates to the function of the unconscious to move conditioning to the surface instead of holding onto it. Clear liver qi leads to qi movement through the entire body. Next I would say that it's either kidney deficiency though that can be a cascade from spleen deficiency. Liver qi can lead to overthinking and low blood to anchor hun and shen and moving that frustration through cutting into the truth opens up spleen qi to work and move dampness IF dampness is an issue. Dampness manifests as a more pathogenic form of general stagnation. If you want to make movement happen then I'll say getting real is necessary and cutting through the trash leads to moving qi. If your body starts to almost like warm up and tingle then it's meaning you're flushing qi.

Sleep is EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. Quality sleep REQUIRES clear qi flow. Why do you wake up feeling refreshed if you've got clear qi? Because it's literally the time that qi can circulate and nourish you without being burned up. If you're stagnant guess what happens? You wake up because your intelligences get burned up from the heat. That's why you can't wake up refreshed. You're literally being screwed and manifesting like this is very hard. NG obviously would've had terrible sleep near his end. His wife also had health issues I've heard too so it's no surprise he put up with someone else who's dysfunctional as he ended up the same way. Liver disease is objectively dysfunctional. PERIOD. NG died in a dysfunctional state and you can cope all you like to deny it but if we cut back the projection and get real it's clear and obvious what happened. I'm dead serious. If you can't get good sleep you're in serious trouble when it comes to managing suggestions clearly. You'll be dysfunctional without proper sleep. Don't care what anyone says if you're not sleeping well and you're coping for that and are stuck trying to manifest something then get real and sort out the problem. How? Clear liver qi firstly. Then go for heart blood and kidney yin. You will feel lighter at baseline, your senses will be more "absorbent" without being excessively stimulating. It'll make interactions with others more natural. If you're like a socially awkward type and can't hold a conversation for long then it's probably because you're stuck with stagnations and or deficiencies. Social ineptness is not a "character type" issue it's a field geometry issue. Nourish your liver and spleen and heart and you'll be able to hold conversations and attract 10/10's easy peasy. You're sick of being a loser? Go solve the problem. If I move my body correctly then I flush liver qi and it aids my spleen and heart and kidney to work better too. Liver heat can burn kidney yin, so even if you're doing seed retention you'll not get benefits. How do I know that? Been and done that for years wondering why it never helped much. Some get results with that better than others for other surrounding factors that aren't known. Liver qi stagnation when cleared can open up sadness to be processed that's TOTALLY unconscious. How do I know that? Been there done that. You can't find this stuff by reading books it's something that comes from years of experimenting. and I only know this stuff because I failed in my analysis for a long time until I got it right and learned from failing to grasp what's actually going on.

If someone takes a qi tonic and they end up getting symptoms like skin burning and stuff where their external manifestations become worse or show up when they never had them before then there's definitely liver qi stagnation and possible spleen qi stagnation. Being spontaneous represents having available qi without it being stuck in liver or wherever festering as heat. When you're naturally able to unfold spontaneously as yourself it's because the buffer is in supply and as an effect it's also able to manifest as impulses to make decisions because the current is clear and available. Without that clear available current then you'll feel contrast, struggle, and that's not how you manifest or live in a functional way. Manifesting where thoughts unfold through you comes from availability of that thematic current and the spontaneous unfolding of it. The psychological level thought is a translation of what the mind swims in, so again without available baseline vitality then you'll basically AWWAYS "try" to manifest because the deficiency is FELT and you CANNOT avoid that since you're swimming in it. This cannot be faked. Just because you've got abundance of qi from retention and eating well and moving around doesn't mean that it won't be stagnant. You need it to both move clearly and freely and also be in abundance. Denying these factors will keep you stuck and your SP will never want you because you're basically still denying your state of lack avoiding how you really feel which represents your ACTUAL thematic signature that people around you will feel.

If liver qi is stagnant then you'll have possibly fully and I mean FULLY unconscious lung qi issues too on an emotional level. The main issue is that if you try and release the liver qi stagnation and you're yin deficiency as well then clearing the downstream lung and or heart deficiency will result in the inability to properly process the emotional charge stuck there and the liver qi will come back and cause it to be inaccessible. The ability to clear the sadness relies on the liver qi to be clear, or clear enough to access more of the feeling even if you bring it up with pathway work it won't be accessible to properly dissolve.

31/8/25

NG himself said it. It's not about the technique, it's the implication, the brought up reality, and cutting through that condition to negate it as important in your decision of what you can and can't accept as truth. Boom? Implication actually is, looking at it properly now, as VERY good term to use. That's still a vague term under the context it's used in when he talks about it but looking at the mechanics it's VERY clear.

Alright some insights I've had. I had some more "real" talk with my SP about stuff that needed to be said and while she made excuses for things last time this time (so far at least) she seems to be far more on board with things. What I simply did was speak my truth, that I didn't like certain things she was doing and that these patterns needed to change. Now often in the past she'd change for a few days then go back but this time I recognized that the roles need to be played on both sides to fulfil the conditions, meaning if I play the role to illuminate trash and cut through it for real then she will have to reflect on that and contemplate shifts in her habits. It's the getting real in her own psyche that impacts the shift through ME being the catalyst of illumination for that. Manifesting for other people is partly suggestion to God and partly bringing out of them their blind spots to become conscious. I've been doing more physical work lately because I know I need to and it's actually giving me such a satisfying flow it's crazy. Whenever I'd be spending most of my free time studying for RS and such I'd often have floating energy even when gazing I'd still feel it but I find that moving around more not only moves qi but it seems to actually catalyze Jing in a more efficient and nourishing manner when in buffer. All I can say is that when I spoke to my SP being real it was me withdrawing my incorrect use of my vitality to withdraw it and she felt that and so needed to contemplate what happened. Simple

There's a certain degree of rebellion I also have gone through again, rebellion against my conditioning with regards to certain people in my family not approving of certain things. Like I like to go out and eat with my girl a lot, go to local shops and take the food to like the river or something and eat on the edge and just chat about whatever and they don't see this as proper. I basically just told them how fun it is and I owned it. I said that I love doing it when before I'd not really talk about it or go "half way" and imply that it wasn't as much a thing. It's this strange random stuff that has profound shifts in your sense of self. It clear qi stagnations and opens up nourishment to be more available. Like I'd go buy my girl a bunch of her fav treats and take her with me to where I'd be meeting my family and be seen in that position playing that role and cutting through the pressure. This is what I mean by breaking boxes and being real physically because any opportunities you have to make decisions which are meaningful to you regardless of what others think then the more satisfied you'll be no matter of if there's approval. They'd be like "I'd not allow that" and make themselves seem to big and authoritative (why I had issues with permission many years ago) and since child me isn't bound by their big talk anymore I just do it anyway and show them that I don't care, not to cause issues deliberately but because I'm not going to be a doormat and get walked on just because they're fam. Screw that. Some of my biggest shifts actually came from this and I actually remember this very condition arising when I did the SP manifestation many years ago where I'd imagine that specific condition being fulfilled and not mattering. This is what I mean by break the conditioning and own your truth. It's these moments of being exposed under certain light that's uncomfortable and that you do it anyway and while you'll feel that heightened state of awareness you'll in that moment of being ok transform it so that you're proving that it's not there to control you or influence how authentic you are to truth. Relationship stuff improves accordingly.

Just thought about the same scenario again with my parents trying to control me and felt a small stabbing sensation in my lower abdomen on the right side. Interesting. This is what "feeling" and implication relates to, knowing through body sensation, and thus an overlap with subconscious intuitive understanding of truth, as I outlined yesterday. Somatic sensations are the gateways to the direct experience of truth, with conditioning overlaying that which is what unconsciously leads us to making compromised decisions. As I say you can still have remnants of old patterns stuck in your circuits even if you've faced it pretty clearly and you'll have to go through another round again.

All of these following quotes are from the power of awareness.

"Consciousness is one, manifesting in legions of forms or LEVELS of consciousness". "It is his concept of himself that determines his world in which he lives and his concept of himself is his reactions to life". "What you consent to can only be discovered by an uncritical observation of your reactions to life". "All transformation begins with an intense burning desire to be transformed. The first step in the renewing of the mind is desire. You must WANT to be different and intend to be before you can begin to change yourself". "Having desired to express a higher state, you alone accept the task of incarnating this new and greater value of yourself".

More about reactions causing manifest reality. Reactions being the supply/demand we experience as felt translations of truth. Feeling really is yin, on every level. Somatic, intuitive knowing, truth, availability of vitality thematically correlated to that format.

"In giving birth to your ideal, you must bear in mind that the message of mental and spiritual knowledge are entirely different. This is a point that is truly understood by probably not more than one person in a million. You know a thing mentally by looking at it from the outside by comparing it to other things by analyzing it and defining it by thinking of it but whereas you can know a thing spiritually only by becoming it, only by thinking from it. You must be the thing itself, and not merely talk about it or look at it. You must be like the moth in search of his idle the flame who spurred with true desire plunging at once into the sacred desire folded his wings within until he became one colour and one substance with the flame. He only knew the flame who in it burned and only he could tell who never to tell returned.

"Just as the moth in his desire to know the flame was willing to destroy himself, so must you in becoming a new person, be willing to die to your present self"

THAT RIGHT THERE ABOVE PROVES EVERYTHING WE'VE SAID.

"Therefore to incarnate a new and greater value of yourself you must assume that you already are what you want to be and then live by faith in this assumption which is not yet incarnate in the body of your life in confidence that this NEW VALUE OR STATE OF CONSCIOSUNESS will become incarnated through your absolute fidelity to the assumption that you are that which you desire to be. This is what wholeness, what integrity means. They mean the mission of the whole self to the feeling of the wish fulfilled in certainty that that new state of consciousness is the renewing of mind which transforms".

We've pretty clearly established here and with some other quotes I've referenced that NG saw states as what I've called them as degrees of higher function. NG called them states of value effectively. Value and vitality as I've said are one in the same thing.

"Your imagination is the instrument, the means, by which your redemption from slavery and sickness and poverty is affected. If you refuse to assume the responsibility of the incarnation of a new and higher concept of yourself then you reject the means, the only means by your redemption, that means the ideal can be effected. Imagination is the only redemptive power in the universe".

"An assumption if persisted in will harden into fact" "The ideal you seek and hope to attain will not manifest itself, will not be realized by you until you have imagined that you are already that ideal. There is no escape for you except by a radical psychological transformation of yourself, except by your assumption of your wish fulfilled".

"All transformation is based upon suggestion, and this can work only where you lay yourself completely open to an influence. You must abandon yourself to your ideals, as a woman abandons herself to love, for complete abandonment of self, to it, is the way to union to your ideal. You must assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled until your assumption has all the sensory vividness of reality. You must imagine that you are already experiencing what you desire, that is you must assume the feeling of the fulfilment of your desire until you are possessed by it and this feeling crowds all other ideas out of your consciousness. The man who is not prepared for the conscious plunge into the assumption of the wish fulfilled in the faith that it is the only way to the realization of his dreams is not yet ready to live consciously by the law of assumption".

Well that's how NG explains how to do it. He says that suggestion (leading pathways) is how it's done and through complete abandonment to the feeling of the wish fulfilled until you're "possessed by it" sounds to me like generating greater context because that's the environment you're in. He says that the feeling is about already having attained it, meaning the "reality of experience" and this is what it obviously means by "all the sensory vividness of reality" considering he said in a lecture earlier that I listed that all the techniques are powerless and it's about what they imply. Implication, reality, feeling, all the stuff I spent years connecting to how vitality moves through the field geometry, all of that is the functional mechanism of what he's talking about here, OBVIOUSLY. We KNOW that sensory imaginal experience doesn't do anything because NG himself said that's the case. That's the RESULT of what's true to you, thematic supply unfolding through you, and I believe I'm one of the only people on earth to connect those dots. It's painfully obvious when you see things this way. I remember testing all this stuff for so long and proving that sensory imaginal depth wasn't the cause because not only in my life but in stories I'd hear you'd find endless examples of people saying their first person experiences were almost 1-1 experienced by someone else as if they're in that other persons eyes. I have had this happen too, where someone else would get what I imagined in first person. I have irrefutably proved that you DO NOT NEED FIRST PERSON HIGH SENSORY DETAIL SCENES TO MANIFEST ALL YOU NEED IS FIRE IN YOUR BELLY TO BREAK THE CONDITIONING WHICH IS WHAT'S DRIVING IT! That's it. I manifested overnight big things including large objects worth over 17k without ever imagining a scene. I barely even use scenes because 99% of the gazing I do is for expansion above all else.

"To reach a higher level of being (what we could also translate into "higher state of consciousness") you must assume a higher concept of yourself. If you will not imagine yourself as other than what you are, then you remain as you are".

I'm going to say that our assumptions are what we feel to be true. Common thread right? If NG says it's our reactions (he did in fact say "motor response" in one lecture as I quoted), our assumptions, our concept of self, all of these things that manifest then we can simply say that the cause is how we feel about ourselves relating to this thing. It's through availability, knowledge of availability through felt truth that it's there for us, that we are already that person. Having the available vitality is the same thing. That IS WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT! I cannot deny this.

"To become the master of your assumptions is the key to undreamed-of freedom and happiness. You can attain this mastery through deliberate conscious control of your imagination. You determine your assumptions in this way. Form a mental image, a picture of the state desired (the technique ritual to induce reality of experience even though that's not necessary because if you just "target" the themes then it does the same thing) of the person you want to be. Concentrate your attention upon the feeling that you are already that person, first visualize the picture in your consciousness, then feel yourself to be in that state as though it actually forms your surrounding world. By your imagination that which was a mere mental image is changed into a seemingly solid reality". THAT LAST LINE WAS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. I will quote that again.

"By your imagination that which was a mere mental image is changed into a seemingly solid reality".

What he said here is that you're taking a mental image (which is "just thinking of") and by feeling (the reality of experience and thus TRUTH) yourself INTO it then you're changing "that which was a mere mental image" into solid reality. YOU SEE. He right there differentiated between mental images and the reality of experience, I never would've picked that up last time I read through this. Right there we've found yet more proof of this. I believe that RS is breaking new ground in explaining correct NG doctrine, which even refutes some whacked ideas I use to have about these things he said before which I have corrected clearly and own. The reality of experience is necessary to manifest. PERIOD. That's why I could fall asleep in a state of utter FURY almost akin to RAGE and still manifest overnight contact which was impossible with all the trash I did before with constant affirming and all that. I could argue that all those affirmations built momentum towards expectancy and with this release of pressure I let that go and it showed up but it was already there anyway so I don't consider that part of it.

"By assuming that you are already that ideal you Identify yourself with it and therefore transform yourself into its image. Thinking FROM the ideal instead of thinking OF the ideal, every state is already there as possibilities (of capacity for higher function as we established earlier relating to states) as long as we think of them, but as overpoweringly real when we think FROM them. This was called in the ancient teachers "subjection to the will of God or resting in the LORD". Sounds to me like accepting natural striving that's bumping into you telling you to drop the trash and move forward with your necessary transformation.

"It is the beginning and end of all creation. The great secret is a controlled imagination, and a well sustained attention firmly and repeatedly focused on the feeling of the wish fulfilled until it fills the mind and crowds all other ideas out of consciousness".

"The truth that sets you free is that you can experience in imagination what you desire to experience in reality and by maintaining this experience in imagination your desire will become an actuality. You are limited only by your uncontrolled imagination and lack of attention to the feeling of your wish fulfilled. When the imagination is not controlled and the attention is not steady on the feeling of the wish fulfilled then no amount of prayer or piety or invocation will produce the desired effect (VERY IMPORANT POINTS).

He's basically telling us that repeated exposure to the feeling of the wish fulfilled AKA the reality of experience AKA WILLINGLY PARTAKING IN THE PURIFYING FIRE OF LIFE then we will master this manifesting thing. Is this not what is being said?

I'll just be honest here once again. If your shen is disturbed and agitated YOU HAVE NO CHANCE AT MANIFESTING EFFICIENTLY. I will say it's EFFECTIVELY impossible to manifest SATISFYING stuff this way. Don't take my word for it look at your own life. Yin substances MATTER.

"A double minded man is unstable in all his ways. Attention is forceful in proportion to the narrowness of its focus, that is when it's obsessed with a single idea or sensation. It is steady and powerfully focused only by such an adjustment of the mind as permits you to see only one thing only for your steady the attention and increase its power by confining it. The desire which realizes itself is always a desire upon which attention is exclusively concentrated for an idea is endowed with power only in proportion to the degree of attention fixed on it. Concentrated observation is the attentive attitude directed from some specific end. The attentive attitude involves selection, for when you pay attention it signifies that you have decided to focus your attention on one object or state rather than on another, therefore when you know what you want, you must deliberately focus your attention on the feeling of your wish fulfilled until that feeling fills the mind and crowds all other ideas out of consciousness. The power of attention is the measure of your inner force. Concentrated observation of one thing shuts out other things and causes them to disappear. The great secret of success is to focus the attention on the feeling of the wish fulfilled without permitting any distractions. All progress depends on an increase of attention".

"The ideas which impel you to action are those which dominate the consciousness, those which possess the attention. The idea that excludes all others from the field of attention discharges in action".

That's big. We should once again recognize that focused attention requires the shen to be settled in blood. PERIOD! Been there done that. Play those games of thinking this doesn't matter all you like but it does. You can not and will not have focused attention and you know that, given it continues to throw you around, that unanchored disturbed and agitated shen, or other intelligence. The field geometry requires the availability of sufficient supply to perform what NG is talking about here reliably. Living a satisfying day is probably the most effective way to calm the mind by spending energy correctly where you know it can be spent, otherwise why waste time.

"When you set out to master the movements of attention that must be done (training that's necessary as he's saying) if you would successfully alter the course of observed events. It is then you realize how little control you exercise over your imagination and how much it is dominated by sensory impression and drifting on the tides of idle moods. To aid in the mastering of your idle attention, practice this exercise. Night after night, just before you drift off to sleep, try (implying it's not something you can just "do and needs cultivation as he's clearly admitting WHICH IS WHAT I SAID ABOVE ABOUT ANCHORING THE SHEN WHICH IS PARTLY WHAT THIS IS DOING) to hold your attention on the activities of the day in reverse order. Focus your attention on the last thing you did, that is, getting into bed, and then move it backwards in time over the events until you reach the first event of the day. This is no easy exercise (yeah no wonder) but just as specific exercises greatly help in developing specific muscles, this will help in developing the muscle of your attention. Your attention must be developed controlled and concentrated in order to change your concept of self successfully and therefore change your future. Imagination is able to do anything but only according to the internal direction of your attention. If you persist night after night, sooner or later you will awaken in yourself a center of power and become conscious of your greater self, the real you".

Sounds to me like he's doing a subconscious expansion method, WHICH IS A YIN CULTIVATING PROCESS AS I SAID. Same thing. Taking tonics and doing gazing and all the rest work the same functions. Basically everything he said above is just a matter of expansion of the subconscious mind. His nightly revision method that he talks about is the training to do that in his system. I wouldn't say it's very efficient but it works according to him.

Remember NG said that you need strong desire as the first thing. What is strong desire? A drive to WANT to cut through pressure to accept self. You WILL face the conditioning one way or another when you go towards realizing your dreams.

What Wilhelm Reich taught with his letting go stuff sounds very very similar to what NG is talking about with how it’s experienced. NG said you need to fully surrender to the sensation of being seen and embraced without anxiety or aversion to allowing that culmination of that feeling. Reich said the result is a release of tension, AKA a flushing of the stagnant qi. Thing is in my experience if there’s not enough pressure to open that up then it’s next to impossible. Reich said that people who are dysfunctional cannot relax fully and release tension. This effectively is mirrored in RS as someone who can’t drop conditioning and move past the trash they’re holding to artificially feel safe. This reflex of facing circumstances under the reality of experience where things “get real” is how this reflex of letting go is triggered. Advanced gazing triggers this spontaneously. I’m pretty certain that all of the involves the heart connection to the kidney yang to open the gate of life and flush the circuits. The letting go function will be experienced pretty much fully as vital current moving through the body. It’s not mental really at all. This is why I say it doesn’t matter what you think but what you feel and that represents truth because it’s the measure of available nourishing current. If you do not have that then you’re done, current is required in quantity to let go. My experience says this, though testing “quantity” in others who speak subjectively with really minimal experience of having been next to being dead and depleted wouldn’t know the difference. According to TCM when you breathe hard and fast you’ll end up basically causing a rebellion of qi which causes the Shen to get untied to the blood with qi in it which activates grounded Shen in the blood but since the qi all basically rebels upwards then the Shen gets detached and can almost black out for a moment. If we consider the movement of vital current through which breathing will cause then the NG breathing method which accompanied with the feeling of reality of being the person desired would mean you’re going to on some level cause a raising of yang no matter how you look at it. The NG breathing method MUST be a qi/yang activating method. The thing is as I’ve said without a solid yin substance anchor (which would cause spontaneous insight anyway regardless of if you did so called techniques) then doing this conjugation will be effectively impossible because you REQUIRE balanced currents to conjugate without just a massive upsurge of yang which is pathogenic and boils blood and yin. It’s just so bad how this is taught. Without yin there’s no subconscious capacity and no truth felt it’s all just projection at that point, under the context of the breathing method that is.

1/9/25

Manifested a big sum of money and contact from a specific person overnight by sinking charge not by raising it. I didn't feel juiced up, I simply suggested in clarity. Any time my body felt ANY form of discomfort I would relax into it and I'd think of the condition I was feeling and say "this is past me" and just dropped it. That's all I did. I simply stabilized the charge to be as steady as I could with minimal variance and suggested and slept. Whenever I'd find myself drifting with my thoughts I'd go back again to the feeling o f having the thing which was very stable and steady. When you don't have mountains of resistance this is how it typically works, it's basically what I said in my "feeling finally explained" video. You target the thing and stabilize. When you feel the energy shift, as in it's like gone with the sense of desire and pressure then you move to the next one and so on. That's allllll I did. I let the field geometry guide my attention. Instead of forcing focus on anything I allowed the pressure to be released in the least disruptive way I could. Keep in mine this wasn't what I'd consider "big" but it was still something I had slight discomfort for, and having been through this so many times I know exactly what my conditions feel like when they arise and I know how to "drop" them. I did imagine a specific scenario with one of the conditions to be something I knew I needed to go through more and I used that sensory experience to further the depressurization. It wasn't intense. If I tried this years ago I would've probably ended up stuck and not really dissolving anything. Also keep in mind I have been doing self acupressure to release liver qi stagnations that arise and I can actually feel whenever those stagnations manifest in my psychology, as in whenever I feel excessive yang rising I just settle it down and recognize what I'm buying into that's not necessary, EVEN IF the cause of that charge is valid but in this current moment I KNOW it's not. Why? Because of the repeating cycles of dysfunction that arise whenever I buy into it. You learn through pathway work how these things work.

As I said yesterday before I left off I believe that when the shen and other intelligences are clearly anchored in the blood and the yang can spontaneously move when it's necessary without stagnations (which is what you feel as resistance and conditions arising) then suggestion can be successful. I swear that this is the functional mechanism. You see with clients telling what they think they're doing it's often not accurate because I'm not in their field geometry to feel it. If I could then that would be perfect but I can't so I have to use proxy questions to ask how the field geometry is responding. The point is to reduce agitation and be clear, be real, be spontaneous and move attention with where the currents are moving.

Technically I did "more" than just flowing with where the charge was to release pressure but those are pretty common sense for anyone who's followed RS for any time now.

More quotes from NG "power of awareness" below.

"Your particular relationship to another influences your assumption with respect to that other and makes you see in him that which you do see. If you can change your opinion of another then what you not believe of him cannot be absolutely true but is only relatively true".

SIDE NOTE

Honestly saying to yourself "this doesn't serve me" and feeling the pressure to play a role you know is conditioning is probably one of the best things. Got a story from one client who got through their trash and finally started getting out there for real. Big movements happen when you can sink charge (stabilize shen) and when opportunity arises making clear decisions to go all the way. I still say that doing this internally is harder than for real but it's still possible.

I will say this. If you're unable to get things moving, work the principle that I've been going deeper into lately relating to the TCM stuff and being as "free flowing" with where the current is moving as you can. Instead of trying to overpower it with opposite stuff (which has never really been what I teach though at times when you're in deep dips you'll almost have to face it which CAN benefit) you'll allow it to consume you so to speak and you'll immerse yourself in the feeling of it and surrender to the trash not in the sense of buying into it but to allow the sensation to be fully experienced while in a wider context of "I'm way past this" like I did before. Trying to explain how this feels with words is next to impossible but I will say that there needs to be a very delicate balance of surrendering to the feelings that you're not avoiding and getting real with that you KNOW are there under the surface unconsciously driving you and also at the time time recognizing truth that underlies that which is beyond those conditions. If you try and bypass feeling through the conditioning you'll end up in projection and denying how you really feel so the dance of surrendering to where the vital current is moving is necessary to really effectively dissolve this. The more I look through the stuff that Wilhelm Reich wrote and my connections to TCM and NG breathing method (which isn't always going to be a sudden explosion but can also be a gradual gentle release as well because the explosion depends on high pressure being present) then it makes me see this as a dynamic nature of spontaneity of "effort" as in "giving yourself" to it kind of effort like working the letting go muscle while also keeping frame to not unnecessarily stimulate yourself and agitate the shen because agitation that's excessive will cause the kidney and heart to not communicate correctly if there's disturbances. This also goes for buying into conditioning excessively, as in getting TOO real and seeing that as narrow tunnel vision and basically reiterating that program instead of looking at the current and cutting through it with "this isn't necessary to hold anymore" or "I'm way past this now" and such and allowing that feeling that you're immersed in while holding a wider view to dissolve either spontaneously through explosion (which personably doesn't happen much to me) or through a gradual dissolution. Following the nature of the current MATTERS A LOT. If you can't "unwind" the conditioning if we can use that term then you'll keep the tension and pressure to compromise stuck as in to play a role you're not authentic with.

Say you want money. You feel discomfort, and you identify some condition from a past experience. Say you were told by your parent that "you can't have money we need this for bills" and that hurt you. You'll probably have a feeling of tension or fullness or something similar around either your chest region or solar plex or possibly it'll impact your breathing. It's also possible you could get headache from it or feel sick in the stomach but that's rare from the cases I've been through. You'll feel a sensation of SOME KIND, and that's the sensation of the unconscious holding the pattern of tension that says "we need to make sure we don't spend money on what we want and only what we need" or something like that and possibly there's an accompanying rejection, hurt, frustration, shock, sadness. Liver qi stagnation, shen disturbance, kidney yang depletion, spleen qi lack, lung qi lack. Can be lots of different things but I'd say liver qi lack and shen disruption is the common thread. How do you dissolve this. If it's more in your solar plex it's probably liver, if it's in chest it's probably shen, if it's in breathing or that there's a sinking feeling then it's probably kidney yang and or qi. To dissolve these then you'll need to feel into that region of the field geometry that's ALWAYS stuck like this but is unconscious and so by bringing that up you'll initially probably narrow the width of view. This is fine, but in that space you can either bring up more of the conditioning to focus the view more on the stuck currents and really immerse in that while still having understanding of what it means about the role you don't need to play and when you've gone as deep as you can into the expectation to compromise you'll begin to "surrender" to the "this isn't necessary" and "I'm way past this" and gradually feel the trash dissolve. This is bringing nourishing current, illuminating starlight, purifying fire, to that region of the field geometry. Remember we're not running from it we're keeping the context in the conditions while having enough width to view truth underlying which is always the role that's not compromised which you want but in attempting to manifest this under the context of reality of experience brings up the resistance, so in a sense it's the safety check to keep you on focus with what's necessary instead of drifting off into projections and avoiding the feelings of the compromise role. Projection by generating a wider context devoid of how you really feel by artificially generating an environment of seeming safety and comfort by not bringing the conditioning into the mix is what we want to avoid. So long as you're not doing that and you're being specific on having width to encompass the conditioning and the aspect of truth that's necessary then you'll be working he mechanism.

Whenever traditional therapists tell you to say "what does this mean about me" it's this same functional dynamic as bringing awareness to the conditioning role that's compromised. thing is they don't tell you what to do with that then, because it seems even they don't know. That's why I said what's above can be not just a simple straight forward do X thing process because depending on the nature of what's stuck it will vary. All I know is that projection will keep you in the box. Been there done that, you'll manifest signs. Whenever you imagine what you want, thinking from and getting real with the reality of experience, it will likely cause the conditioning to surface which is a GOOD sign because that's how you ACTUALLY feel. So when in this place doing MORE of that "reality of experience" shock feeling under the context of what's desired and surrendering to more and more of that exact sensation is also working the exact same mechanism in a more direct way without deliberately leading pathways and is more context dependent on the state you're in when you go into that reality of experience as to what comes up. It's more dynamic and can be done on the spot, with dynamic gazing even, to release smaller scale stagnations when necessary and felt. I've been consciously applying this more every day and it's definitely aiding the process of doing pathway leading deliberately. Writing out pathways obviously should be the foundation to begin to map what you should bring to mind when cutting through conditioning to accept your truth instead of forgetting and getting lost in the conditioning. Having that awareness of what the conditioning means on a role level MATTERS because that's the contextual sense of reality of experience which is the "implication" that NG talked about which even in his own words is where the power comes from. Correct pathway leading is the work, going all the way through it, not projecting, not buying into conditioning, but allowing yourself to get REAL and feeling the implications of what this means for you because THAT is really what we're surrendering to. The subconscious level of expansion which comes from this matters a lot. That's where purifying starlight illuminates. That feeling of "letting go" is accepting the implication, which is the role shift, the state shift, the dropping of trash and flushing the circuits.

Hopefully HOW to do this is clear now.

I believe this is clear enough that a course can be made to provide all the ifs and buts about HOW to clear resistance RELIABLY UNDER ALL SCENARIOS. Making it short and to the point and affordable is key. No cosmology stuff just straight NG language under the RS context. No mentions of TCM stuff. That'll be for a future program. Market analysis to gain views and boom we get real in the algo.

Lets go.

I will continue to apply this and log manifestations that succeed and fail here. I think manifesting specific objects could be an interesting test that can't rely on already established streams of opportunity that money could have. I will figure out a subject that can be worked with that's not way out there but also attainable,

2/9/25

Interesting insights. So I've recognized a pattern with certain types of people showing up in my life who are from a TCM level very similar in their thematic supply/demand composition. Considering the depths I've gone to with that study lately it's no surprise I can see so much more in my reality this way than before. My point with this is really to explore the idea that the conditions we face are also correspondent to TCM substances and "patterns of disharmony" as they're called. I call them dysfunctions, but same idea. You manifest the demand of your field geometry, Right? The amount of variables at play here are INSANE but looking back in my life with the people I've had show up OVER AND OVER according to a specific archetype including what interests them and what makes them tick it's pretty clear to me that there's something in my field geometry that's manifesting this experience. I cannot put it down to a single pattern, but a combination of patterns alongside the Jing formats that's constitutional. We all have weaknesses in certain parts of our Jing, some more than others in different ways, but they're all there.

It's so so difficult to explain this in words, it's another one of those "feeling" things I have that's going to unfold more. Manifesting people who have a DIFFERENT field geometry demand than what we have available now requires us to fundamentally alter the roots of what's generating the current arrangement of substances as they are which manifests people and scenarios according to what you're able to supply and demand from others. The biggest thing I find is that the feeling of "not getting it" makes you want to run into pseudo satisfaction projections and fantasies. The remedy to this is to sink charge. This can be done with sheer will, the will applied in the opposite direction of effort that is. This is because of heart fire, an unanchored floating shen is the most common cause of manifestations not showing up next to liver qi stagnation, which is very common in men, while more in women it's blood stagnation and yang deficiency where in men it's the opposite with more yin deficient outcomes due to the affinities at baseline for each thematic. I'd say that in the case of altering the baseline function of your field geometry it would be through the means of generating blood to anchor the intelligences in the blood. So whenever you think about "I can't get" or "I want this" and you FEEL it in your body like those deep visceral sensations that are like risings of yang that tickle and lick the heart with a twist of pleasure almost in that place then it's because you're lacking yin to restrain that baseline rising WHICH SHOULDN'T BE PATHOGENIC BUT STILL FUNCTION TO INSPIRE SPONTANEOUS IMPULSE OF THOUGHT WHICH COMES THROUGH YOU. Do you see now what I've been trying to explain now? The baseline subconscious space IS RELATED TO YIN SUBSTANCES SUCH AS BLOOD AND JING. Blood is functionally grounding Jing, Jing itself doesn't house any intelligences other than the zhi really but that's more so just a manifestation of kidney yin as substances such as tian gui. Kidney yin isn't built from blood, it's other fluids that act as the root of anchoring. Women have more access to this at baseline with natural peaks and dips through the menstrual cycle but men have to do seed retention to cultivate these substances. NO OTHER WAY PERIOD. It IS reproductive function which is the root of vitality. PERIOD! I don't care if NG said that you can have sexual experiences and not be impacted, it WILL impact you on SOME level, IF you're a man, mostly.

Either way I do NOT see anything within the realm of psychological conditioning or truth or whatever in the LOA space is discussed to be outside of the explanations of TCM. I do see TCM as the one system that explains THE MOST about how we can attain proper function without all the mentalism trash. Everything that you're doing WILL be explained by a TCM concept, nothing that you do or don't do is outside of that realm as it can explore the relationships between many different functions of your consciousness and how they're experienced. This is how I reverse engineered this stuff through observing these patterns and relaying them to a TCM level to recognize what interactions would be taking place to manifest the outcome being observed. They ARE CLEARLY defined. Most of the time liver qi stagnation as a root (psychologically speaking) in men is VERY common, which then leads to the burning of blood and yin AND possibly the insulting of the spleen which depletes the ability to even generate more blood and qi to restore function. I lived with a dysfunctional spleen basically since birth considering what I had to go through when I was having multiple operations done a year in hospital to try and stop me from getting sick 24/7 when nothing could fix it that they gave me. I probably spent half of the time of the year plagued. It SUCKED. Interestingly enough people with spleen qi deficiency can often when supplied with decently strong kidney yin be very very intellectual because the constant lack of "digestion" that the spleen provides causes someone to circulate the same ideas over and over in their minds which leads them to solving problems, whether they actually wanted to or not, which is why I've mentioned before that RS was actually to quite some degree born out of dysfunction. It wasn't fully that way but a good part in the early days especially was. From then it was about clearing the liver qi stagnations and my studies into seedline doctrine among other things only made that MUCH worse because of the nature of revealing such insights about the world and how insanely angering that is.

I'll say this, when your shen is agitated from heat either from a full or empty pattern it WILL cause you to project. IT IS ONE IN THE SAME THING. When the shen is floating to some degree YOU ARE PROJECTING 100% of the time. Well other than those deeply satisfying moments that come over you when you've actually spent vitality correctly and you're in a peaceful and nourished state that's steady and stable. I'm talking about spikes in pleasure, that's EXACTLY what causes you to become a MISMATCH for your end because you won't be able to even see the width since narrowing of the view is what the shen experiences when floating to sink into the sensation it's experiencing. When you're with someone like this, they're basically like a puppet which can be manipulated SO EASILY because they're BOUND by that pattern for a sense of satisfaction since their vitality is totally clogged up in every other way that's preventing NATURAL satisfaction from natural striving showing up. There's no natural wave of the gradual and functional peak dip it's just this search for a high to cope with the fact that they actually feel like trash. This is why obviously getting real MATTERS because that's the ONLY way you can bypass this pathogenic function. Without getting real the shen will WANT to be disturbed and SEEK disruption to feel that floating and fiery feeling which is also akin to dopamine spikes which obviously we know messes you up. Why? Because it burns yin, it causes your brain to become dysfunctional which is a manifestation of kidney yin and chronic disruption of the shen will obviously be through the blazing fire of yang burning the yin that would otherwise at baseline anchor the shen to where it can rise in a functional and meaningful manner.

So I hope we see now how connecting TCM to the 3 rings is so insightful. Any form of agitation is pathogenic, unless under the context of breaking conditioning in necessary ways which I've explained in my own cases. You WILL be agitated as that conditioning is cleared but that's because it's a function of exposure to purifying starlight which burns, That's how I got over my trash, and without that I'd not be here today most likely. The #1 goal when starting a manifesting process should be to recognize where pseudo satisfaction is coming from. Where are you unnecessarily stimulating yourself? Why? because that's the primary cause of the burning of the anchor to keep you stable at baseline. AT BASELINE is the most important part, not just through consciously sinking charge like with dynamic gazing (which is partly why it works well in holding wider space through relaxation and observation) but also having more nourished blood to house the intelligences of the psyche. If the blood is abundant then the anchoring will be too, provided there no full pattern of excess heat for example to disrupt that balance. Someone in a highly charged state can experience sudden burning off of blood as the intelligence corresponding to that meridian is floated up to escape the pressure of the current highly charged moment. You may feel this as a sudden "shock" feeling in your body where you literally have a sensation of a jolt of juice move through you. ANYTHING that's "activating" like that is the signifying feeling of a sudden heightened awareness and that will ALWAYS cause the intelligences such as the shen (thinking mind) to be unanchored and float since it won't want to stay in that sensation of disruption and agitation. You don't really consciously do this because it's an automatic function of the field geometry of the unconscious working according to alchemical laws. The only way to stay housed is to fully relax into the sensation and allow the sensation to exist without tension moving you, as in being ok with pressure. This is also partly what I was talking about yesterday with the more gradual release instead of the "explosion" method that NG talks about a lot, which I find to be honestly unreliable though still practical. I believe for those which an UNDERACTIVE shen then this explosive type of activation can be beneficial and may explain why some can manifest this way. For those with an already overactive shen then this will only cause more dysfunction really, if we're honest. For someone stuck in projection the last thing they want is to disrupt the shen more, they should be building anchor, subconscious space, all that stuff. More dynamic gazing, sinking charge, feeling the trash and being ok with it. Going through the what if's and expanding pathway work to clear surrounding themes of compromise to open up the liver qi to move better which will help spleen qi to break down ingested substances to build more blood. You CANNOT build blood EFFECTIVELY without a functional spleen. NO CHANCE! How do I know this? Because I lived that way for most of my life. More "feeling" is worse. Less feeling is better, as in LESS ACTIVATION, less stimulation. Now do you know why I said over and over and over that refining sensory stimulus is NECESSARY! It's because that's how you effectively expand your baseline. It's clear as day, I mean I knew about these concepts years back when I was writing that but connecting it all now with the expanded experience I've gained from my own life watching things and the client stories and other things I've connected too, it's all confirming what I knew already. Relaxing at baseline, and being activating in a spontaneous and efficient and meaningful way. Relaxation between spontaneous and bursty activation that's intense and clearly oriented. We become a dynamic balance of yin and yang. Expansion and contraction. This is what Wilhelm Reich taught in "bioenergetic medicine" before really anyone else did, yet he got sent to prison and died there for his work and had his books burned. What a joke, and people think I'm crazy for calling Juize filthy little demons. This kind of stuff is real and exists and is all around us. Thing is that if you're already swimming in liver qi stagnation then continuing to fight that stuff WILL DESTROY YOU. Once again, how do I know, because I lived it. You HAVE TO tame your fury or you'll just boil your own blood and end up with next to no nourishing sleep which signifies your shen or hun are floating in heat.

The pseudo satisfaction is the trap that keeps us stuck. We must be real with ourselves about how we feel without giving into the floating pleasurable feelings of the shen wandering into fantasy and projection to gain what it doesn't have. What doesn't it have? it doesn't have grounding. It can't think of the idea without igniting fire. There is somewhere in the field geometry a pathogenic supply of fire that's getting triggered, and that's likely caused by a qi stagnation or a full pattern of heat or an empty pattern. Fire causes projection. PERIOD. Conditioning therefore we can say IS the pattern of disharmony that's uncomfortable to feel which naturally will then generate pseudo satisfaction cycles to overlay that which disrupts the shen and keeps it from WILLINGLY facing the conditioning which doesn't feel good. If the "idea" of what's desired causes fire to rise in the heart alone and generate pseudo satisfaction to burn yin then you MUST nourish the heart blood to anchor that fire and help anchor baseline fire with kidney yin and general blood. Basically more yin means less activation, as it counterbalances the excess, though with qi stagnations that likely won't help. This is why it's so dynamic and isn't a one size fits all thing. Anyone with compulsive "needy" energy to them almost always has heart fire of some form, more TCM pattern pure heart fire but on that spectrum of heat of some form disrupting the anchored steady home of the shen. This needy energy comes off as a "desperate" type because the shen is overactivated. Other people who have stable shen will feel this because of their steady and more receptive nature without having their judgements clouded with needing things they don't need through pathogenic fire. When NG said that it's all about satiating desire then it CLEARLY indicates that this is about calming the shen. What else could it mean? Yeah obviously there's the other levels of moving pressure correctly but pressure as I said be it felt as desire from the heart or creative drive through the liver hun or a feeling of powerful yang rising from the kidney yang which closely relates to "intuitive impulse" next to other clear signals of CORRECT activation. Intuitive impulse is a signal that's a clear activation of fire to drive you into making correct decisions without the baseline of excessive activation making that impulse lead to compulsive thoughts because the balance of yin and yang is disrupted. You NEED a foundation that's clear for intuitive impulse to ACTUALLY be experienced clearly as a spontaneous signal to make a move. Yeah you'll probably feel it anyway even in an agitated state and you'll "know" but that can often get mixed up with all the other noise in the field geometry. If you've got so much noise and clouded feelings of activations that are pathogenic then you WILL have a hard time distinguishing and not recognize clear activation of signals to move through whatever you're being shown. You will not hear this anywhere else but right here on RS.

If you want to manifest someone specific, then you must be clear, meaning you must be anchored to not need them, which will be the thematic supply to receive someone of stable nature (or otherwise if you'd for whatever reason want to manifest someone who's dysfunctional) without them being offput by your desperate vibe. You must be stable. It's necessary. You WILL NOT manifest a stable relationship with ANYBODY WHO'S FUNCTIONAL if you're holding onto compromise patterns and projecting over them. Good luck with that, Spent years going through all the mentalism filth that's propagated by these ignorant morons out here who should be schooled publicly to reveal just how ignorant their positions on manifesting are. You will never manifest satisfying outcomes that way and the reason why is because the stagnations haven't been cleared and often the stagnations (EVEN IF THEY DON'T RELATE TO THE SUBJECT OF SP OR MONEY THEY STILL IMPACT YOUR OVERALL YIN YANG BALANCE AND SIGNATURE) will generate the heat which will cause the agitations you'll want to project over and avoid facing. This is why the REAL work is cutting through the trash and exposing yourself to starlight to be cleaned. Without that exposure in a WILLING manner (because the hyperactive shen will not WANT to clean itself and LOSE ACCESS TO THE ONLY STABLE SUPPLY OF PLEASURE WHICH IS REALLY THEIR PATHOGENIC PATTERN THEY NEED TO DROP AND THAT'S WHY IT HURTS) then you will not be able to manifest what you want because you will not be able to leave a suggestion as just as suggestion which obviously means you're not operating in a HJGHER state of function but in more dysfunction validating the trash because it's comforting and reliably accessible to numb how you really feel. That's why your life sucks. I had to go through years of this stuff to finally learnt he hard way. It sucked so bad but it was necessary to learn from.

I hope now this all makes more sense and further explains things nobody else on earth has seemed to have connected. I see all kinds of other people claiming they have the answers but they're not even close to the level RS is at and the work I've done here. It's not even close. They're not even in the same league, it's almost embarrassing. RS really is at the top and will only continue to climb higher from the work I'm doing here every day when I feel inspired to write an entry. Moving my body in swift and spontaneous ways, dynamic gazing, theurgy work, acupressure and herbs, pathway work, sleeping early and waking up early and eating well, praising and thanking God for my life and the opportunities I have to expand further. All of these things contribute towards expansion in my life, among many other things. I don't live to be stimulated anymore I live to destroy the illusion. Too bad 99.9% of those who watch Jootube aren't ready to hear this message to the full depth it has to offer. That's just a fact. I know that almost everybody who watches my videos doesn't understand what I mean but think they do. Every client of mine who I've spoken to but the ones who have been at this for months and even years has had delusional ideas about manifesting and had to be schooled and get real to accept that what they've been doing doesn't work and that it's time to move on. Getting things in the world isn't the point, even if you're feeling steady. The point is to express being yourself without compromise regardless of what happens. Even if you lose it all you'll still WANT to get up and go at it again IF you're actually clear and not buying into pseudo satisfaction which is easier to just run into and cope through than to face the harsh pressure that's waiting under the surface. When all that pathogenic fire is gone you'll WANT to engage in meaningful stuff because that's really your ONLY reliable source of nourishment from then. You've dropped off the trash so how else are you going to feel satisfied?

You'll need to face the deepest most darkest abysses of pure torment to see the other side because we all have those pits of despair within us that are hiding from the conscious mind waiting for their opportunity to surface and challenge us further. Such is the nature of being a puppet for God who only exists to house that infinite intelligence of God through a worthy and willing participant in the process, else you're discarded as useless material to be destroyed. Harsh truth my friend that's what we learn at the highest levels as to how this works. Souls can be created and destroyed, you're not immortal. You will be stuck in the state (degree of function) that you die in for a few thousand years before those elements return to the aether and get recycled into a new iteration. Your experiences all get uploaded to higher genius to be recalled by future iterations but your egoic mind who thinks it's individuated will cease to exist and be burned into a useless pile pf dust if you don't become immortal. That's why we exist in this body with all these limits and have immense torment placed upon us. We're here to serve God, not the other way around you fools. You are not God, you are God in capacity IF you drop ALL the projections and "wake up" which is what "spiritual awakening" REALLY IS. It's awakening to the purifying FIRE which IS "the dragon" which rises when you do gazing and exposes you to the most cleansing starlight imaginable. You don't control any of that other than that you're willingly participating. Without that then you're never going to get juiced up by God because you're not worthy. You're a useless emanation to God unless you partake in expansion. When we get real with that and drop the projections thinking that we can think our way out of it and put up these pseudo satisfaction barriers to deny the reality of things then there's only one way to live. "

My spirit shall be upon all flesh" means THE CHOSEN ONES, AKA THOSE DOING THE WORK DAMMIT. YOU'RE NOT IMMORTAL THE BIBLE IS A CLASS SEGRATATION TEXT IT'S NOT TALKING ABOUT WHAT EVERYBODY WILL EXPERIENCE! If you're NOT an initiate then most of the bible DOES NOT APPLY to you. What NG taught was whacked cope for the most part if we're real, there is obviously on SOME level truth there to the doctrine that YOUR spiritual essence is immortal but it's not in reality and I can explain everything about every experience NG ever talked about proving my point and he can't with his model. He was not initiated into deeper theurgy process and has no idea what's beyond the aetheric lunar level which is why his work is still not close to the top. It's a very hollow teaching, unless of course you deny reality about why we exist. If your cosmology doesn't count in the deeper work of theurgy to perform inner alchemy on the deepest level possible then you're missing the point of your existence and why you experience suffering. NG did say in his work that God zaps us from one role to another "for the work to be done in him" which implies this understanding ON SOME LEVEL exists in his cosmology but there's VERY few lines that I can say with certainty point to this as a key cornerstone as to the overarching cosmology he taught. He seemed to understand emanationary metaphysics but again this focus on things in the world was his downfall because when he taught the promise AKA the promise for immortality, he was dissed and lost most of his audience. This is probably why there's very little work from him on this, even if he did believe this and deeper down know this he never expanded on it to any PRACTICALLY SIGNIFICANT degree as far as I know. It's just more cope from people who can't get real with themselves. When you get so sick of suffering so badly you can't not get real because you know what you're doing isn't working and the obvious solution is to face the unimaginable torment that awaits beyond the projection ring. All those things about you that you denied were there and kept bypassing responsibility for and thinking that manifestation could save you from suffering. You're dead wrong and you know that because manifestation the way it's taught doesn't exist and it only exists to exploit your ignorance of these facts for profit.

That's why I have such passion for this work, because I have many years of going through every single aspect of that realm and seem to exist to destroy it as one of my main functions. How do you destroy the very thing people want and NEED to feel validated in their comfort zones? Well you need to expose the hard facts as they are and corner their reasoning to have no way of retreating into "what about this". You need to utterly eradicate any opportunity of their limited understanding to hold a candle to the truth. It's all clearly a function of peeling back the layers by leading pathways. Explain all the core tenants and then provide a correct example. That's how you "mind control" someone and get them to buy into your ideology. That's what propaganda does, except we're using this for functional purposes. All valid methods of swaying someone into a specific belief requires leading pathways to corner logic and reason and provide temptation to give into conditioned compromises and prop up projections as the only reality, AKA imaginal senses that the shen retreats into to cope and stimulate and destroy their stability in pseudo satisfaction cycles of dysfunction. Any time you reach into pseudo satisfaction to artificially stimulate activation of the heart you will be burning Jing, depleting your baseline vitality. Since men have it harder than ever now with most opportunities been made unavailable and having no available reward cycle for working in meaningful ways they reach for degeneracy to feel SOMETHING and thus the women gain power over the market. The men who are successful in this world were born into opportunity (functional opportunity) or they woke up and faced the hellscapes under the surface that is like battling endless hoards of parasitic beliefs that are thrown at us from every direction until you've eventually refined your blade so well from the purifying fire that nothing can touch you in this world. No conditioning, no sense of social inadequacy from conditioned processes, nothing can influence you. Screw all this trash that's being peddled out there to "just imagine bro" and get real. Your life sucks, wake up. Go do pathway work and sink charge. Cut the power to all your electronic devices that aren't absolutely essential for your day to day life and fast from the world to make space and build blood. That's what I did for 3 months and it saved me from the most painful life imaginable being next to unable to function at all. It sucks, but that's how it is. Lets be real, it sucks, but that's ok because we have the blueprint here with RS that nobody else really has in the form you've got it. Apply this and don't compromise, else you'll end up in the bottom of the barrel and being recycled as scrap spirit.

We should always look at psychological experiences as RESULTS of deeper alchemical mechanics, not the cause. The field geometry is what manifests, it manifests your own psychology because you swim in it. Your Jing determines what you find desire for, or not, which sets up affinities to certain elements which you'll be drawn towards to master what you don't have and thus you'll manifest people at baseline who provide supply for what you lack and you have ZERO way out of that outside of mastering it in a functional way. Your desires and truth for certain things ARE INNATE, but the dysfunctional expression of them is the issue. This is what leads to the spectrum of experience we have, The way you can explain HOW different things exist at all can come under this idea of degrees of function and dysfunction of unique thematic arrangements in different ways along side constitutional elements which setup those pre existing weaknesses and strengths which outline the nature of challenge we will face regardless of our conscious belief in them or not. The affinities and things we find ourselves resonating to early on in life which builds who we are comes from thematic supply/demand that's innate and unfolding through us unconsciously which is WHY we resonate with certain ideas and themes and why they're archetypal like we see in other people as common patterns of belief and such. There are only SO MANY beliefs that exist and that's because we have a fixed nature with only so many elements to overlap and generate unique experiences for the mind to swim in.

In children for example who experience fixations on ideas it's because there was an activation of the minister fire on some level that licked the heart and established a FEELING that the child would experience as "oh this is my truth this feels good" and so they'll seek more of it. That can be innate OR ACQUIRED and lead to fully dysfunctional patterns of false identification developing. If they develop attachments that are dysfunctional then you have childhood trauma that's been deeply rooted for a very long time as a core part of the identification. The unconscious doesn't really see it this way because it's just a dysfunctional pattern but the mind will WANT to FEEL that stimulus, the currents moving through the field that it KNOWS as what it thinks it is. This is why things are so whacked in the mentalism space because it makes ZERO distinction between functional desire and dysfunctional pathogenic trash that's only there to destroy you and throw any chance at immortality in the bin.

This is why manifestation comes THROUGH you, as I've been saying for ages. The field geometry is what manifests everything at baseline and nobody can say otherwise. You can explain EVERYTHING about manifesting using TCM.

So here's an interesting explanation as to why specific things cause disruptions in the shen, not just generally fire. Desire, this feeling of needing to release pressure. Satiating pressure. This idea that NG had is correct but how he applied this is once again for the most part in his work totally whacked and dysfunctional in the way it's explained. People won't know what's functional desire if the thing licking their heart is pathogenic but is their source of pleasure in life that they seek pseudo satisfaction from and prevents conditioning from surfacing. Yeah NG does have bits of get real there mostly in the form of his mentioning of motor responses being the cause of manifestation (AKA inner reactions ANDDDDD inner conversations as a mental reflection of the currents moving. Just thinking about this makes my blood actually boil with how it's been fully misinterpreted for profit I'm in a bit of a dip writing this but that's fine) but that's FAR from any form of consistently known and applied mechanism. How can anyone validate projections like that and get away with it like an ignorant fool preaching to the not self of people's dysfunctional patterns. Boiled blood.

PERSONAL SIDE NOTE: It's interesting that liver qi stagnation can actually manifest a narrow view of seeing a certain side of things in people and how they act where as someone without that liver qi stagnation MIGHT NOT SEE THE SAME THING! Isn't that interesting. It's as I said before, it's almost like certain dysfunctions aid intellectual discovery, which is often why many great minds had weak bodies physically speaking. It's something I've noticed in myself where my pattern that's generating heat would lead me to insights on such a theme, and in some that can be a cause of pleasure. How? Release of that stagnation through expression until it dissolves and you're "over it" and move on from a more stable baseline without that stagnation generating more heat. Interesting mechanics. TCM is insanely brilliant. It's allowed me to see more of my own blind spots that I'd not see otherwise. I also find that taking more qi tonics like ren shen in high doses often leads to more stagnation heat if the trash in the circuit isn't cleaned out first, like you're adding more pressure to the hose and that pressure will only strain the meridian more as it stretches to accommodate the extra energy being thrown in there while blocked up and without release. This pressure is felt and manifested as frustration but that frustration CAN lead to insight IF the pathways towards correct action are open, which mine are fully at this point. Many entries especially in the earlier days of the notebook were written in fury, constructive "I want to break you" kind of fury. In my case the trigger was Albo the great doing what he does best. Those who know this man know.

Either way continuing on. There can be a certain "shock" as in a moment of heightened awareness that's thematically correspondent to a certain intelligence and that intelligence when in a disrupted space becomes the fuel to ignite the fire of the heart that leads to pseudo satisfaction cycles, even if minor in manifestation and be almost entirely unconscious. The specific stagnation in the circuit from a chunk of trash lodged in the meridian manifesting as a sort of springboard catalyst to spark fire when that thematic element is ignited in the psyche and it when crossed with surrounding pathogenic fire in the heart for example can lead to exact cases of pseudo satisfaction cycles which the person will believe is them when it's really not. They will feel intense desire to engage in what they know is destroying them, and thus they'll have a VERY hard time facing that pressure and seeing it for what it is. It's the initial heightened moment of awareness that lodges the stagnation that's not processed because of the intelligence that is housed in that meridian being evacuated to avoid feeling excruciating pain and thus the thematic aspect which corresponds to the psychological dysfunction becomes the "taboo" they seek pleasure (the release of pressure/desire to experience) in engaging in through pseudo satisfaction. The thing that hurt them and injured their field geometry from functioning correctly becomes their very psychological conditioning and supply of satisfaction despite it offering ZERO functional value to their lives.

I want to use this exact mechanism to DEBUNK NG and the pseudo satisfaction cycle of release in meaningless ways wasting energy. Yeah what he spoke about was either correct functional wished (which is clearly what he taught) or he was just playing stupid games and misleading us. Either way I want to approach it this way, as in debunking the NG "satiate desire" idea in the dysfunctional manner.

So someone with stagnant liver qi may have a feeling of powerlessness and lack of control (which is what the "frustrating" energy of the stuck qi feels like next to resentment and anger) and so in order to NOT feel that stagnant energy which is gross and amplified to their consciousness they'll seek satisfaction in "letting go". THIS is very interesting in the case of NG who clearly had this pattern manifest in his life near the end. His totally burned up liver that was fully dysfunctional and killed him would've OBVIOUSLY manifested this because qi stagnation is like first stage liver disease, even if it's very very very mild, which then further expands into liver fire and cirrhosis. So the NG release the pressure and satiate desire is THE SAME FUNCTION as what TCM recognizes as a fully dysfunctional pathology to be cut through. The satiation of desire stems from a stagnation you feel that's uncomfortable and thus you will want to escape it by imagining the fulfilment of the theme that's stuck, AKA letting go in the case of stuck liver qi. I mean this in the sense of regulating stuck qi for TEMPORARY relief. I've done enough liver qi flushes in my time through this and acupressure and other methods to know the difference between how they feel. The act of surrendering in itself CAN be functional or dysfunctional if applied in the direction of projection. If you can't cut through it then obviously you're not supplied enough with qi to move it or blood to bind the trash and flush it which would be a lack of space and exposure to starlight which is really where cleansing comes from. In the case of the NG satisfy desire idea we can see clearly that what most people will be applying this for will NOT resolve deeper dysfunctions, unless surrounding context is present to lead pathways and flush it in a correct way but as I said you need sufficiently available substances of contrast to do that. The letting go, the relaxing into it method that I explained before is in this persons case with a full pattern stemming from stagnations and heat will be the better option than to try and add more energy to an already clogged set of pipes. Yeah starlight could flush it out but targeting this in a specific manner is very difficult often times. Doing it physically would be far more reliable in this case. How do I know? Because I did it. I had wild levels of stagnations there but I cleared most of it out from physically killing the old trash mercilessly. Attempting to do it really any way other than the more gentle way wouldn't be functional in most cases like this.

So I hope you can see now with this example how the NG stuff that's being taught to "satisfy desire" is more or less just trying to put a blanket over a burning fire without actually removing the infinitely replenishing source of fuel under it that blazes up every time you try and cover it. His method is as I said before more so used for those with deficiency of qi and whatnot to stimulate that spontaneous heightened awareness which "reverse traumas" you so to say. It's a reverse trauma because it's seeking to contrast the conditioning but the thing is that this is EXTREMELY hard to do reliably, and since I've not been at the bottom of the barrel in years like I use to be I can't really experiment with that to know. Either way, no matter how you look at this, I don't see any reliable functional mechanism to work here that will benefit someone who's looking to "manifest a specific person". That's a total waste of time. I almost can't stand getting those dumb comments from inanely ignorant people asking more dumb questions. Yeah that's how I feel often times. Why? Because I can't stand the mass delusion that I have to go up against with this as basically a lone wolf attempting to discredit an entire multi billion dollar industry on a systematic level while at the same time not coming off as confrontational when underlying that stuff I want to be confrontational to a degree you can't even comprehend with fury that would send the walls on your house flying off with the amount of energy I'd blast. "Do I imagine my SP saying what I want while gazing". NO YOU FOOL JUST GAZE! Stop working the very dysfunctional mechanism I just outlined using SATS and all this stuff to trigger pseudo satisfaction projection and wake up, but yet saying that sends these people into childish fits because they can't handle the pain of actually being a loser who's rejected. Yeah I had to admit that about myself, but more than 95% of this space are children waiting to grow up stuck on pseudo satisfaction cycles thinking they're manifesting by feeling into that activated heart fire. Functional heart connection to the fire of the kidney and other circuits is a VERY different thing, and explaining the differences to someone who's not in a coaching call is next to impossible. This work is such a pain sometimes because of the insane amount of variables I have to consider when coaching someone to get an outcome as efficiently as I can.

This entire space should be burned to the ground it's pathetic. I feel that pressure and yet I'm correct and I know that, but what do you do about it? Do you just sit with the stuck energy and witness it as it is? Well if I didn't have liver qi stagnation I'd likely not feel AS intensely but it would still be there because it's a fact. Triggers exist obviously. Sometimes I just don't even know how to handle this stuff there's so many bits and what I've written here isn't even the whole thing there's still so many more points I've got in private notebooks not mentioned yet. You've gotta hijack the damn algorism in odder to get seen you can't just go out and display media in a public sphere anymore because of hyper-reality taking over in a digital artificial way mostly because people of my gen have been priced out of living for real in the world and it makes me want to literally tear the filth that have done this to us LIMB FROM FREAKING LIMB UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING LEFT BUT RED BLOODY SLUDGE THAT'S UNRECOGNISABLE! Narrow vision, I'm fully aware of such, I see the tunnel and yet the release requires movement of qi to flow and clear so the heat dissipates. It's like why are we still dealing with this dysfunctional trash in the REAL world? Why is this even a thing? Why is everything actually backwards? It really is, if we're real, but how you feel about that depends on how you associate meaning to it obviously. Those who aren't impacted don't care, until they are. Such is the nature of this reality.

The solution would be to actually just rip their heads off and satisfier the problem in a meaningful way. How do you ACTUALLY satisfy desire? You solve the problem for real. Right? That involves making decisions that you know are necessary to move the current through you and prove to you that it's not stuck. The NG simulate this experience hypothesis doesn't really work the same in most cases, which once again is why I say over and over to break boxes physically wherever possible. In this case, how do you do that? Am I simply not daring to assume it with this one? Don't think so. I don't know any reliable way of FULLY resolving the liver qi stagnation that's triggered from thinking about basically anything that's obviously wrong and deliberately made worse just to tick us off and devalue us. I mean that's a functional response but it's not something that sitting with and allowing to fester is going to accomplish. Action towards this has already been taken I've already spoken to the council like 5 times this year to wake up and hold themselves accountable or there'll be physically visceral consequences for continuing to devalue the people you're here to represent but nope nothing moves because they're gutless freaking cowards who probably gain financial benefits from staying in this case, which makes the hatred even worse and the liver qi stagnation feeling EVEN WORSE. That's why I see these things, because I've got the perception of such that drives this energy. It's correct but it's also destructive because it's festering heat and boiling blood. Probably why I'm stuck in a plateau again. I make positive movement and then I see footage of the rallies. Boom. The subject of Zooms being priced out of having families and birth rates fall and we're replaced with aliens who can't speak English and get paid more than we do makes me literally want to tear Albo limb from limb for lying to tens of millions of people. Is that not a functional response to such a situation? Why is that backwards? Why should I gaslight myself to avoid such feelings? Yet I can't solve the problem so how does one handle it? Deny reality? No way. Existing in a safe vacuum avoiding pressure is what causes things to get worse and we all know that. That's why even I'm stumped, I can sink charge all day when unnecessary stimulus of that stagnation arises to raise heat but it still won't solve the problem fully because it's in my face. Tent cities around. How can anyone who has care for their people NOT feel such a way? You tell me. They're the dysfunctional ones here.

It seems that in reality we're simply not suppose to solve it until it's ready to be solved, when the collective script has said it's time to based on pressure dynamics. All this pseudo satisfaction stay in your mind and think positive thoughts needs to burn to ash and scatter in the wind. It's disgusting. This side of RS isn't gonna ring bells with most anyway so there's no point exploring this anymore. All I can say is that the genius that's come out of TCM and integrated with RS has revealed deeper mechanisms that go way beyond what anyone else on earth has ever put together relating to the functional mechanisms of manifestation and I'm grateful to have been moved to play that role.

3/9/25

So. I've got an insane amount of stuff to go over again. Brain obviously worked overnight and had lots of insights. Too many to count. I just wake up and I get insights but I'm just too tired to want to write them down so I just forget and they'll have to wait to show up again. Either way I've got lots more to explore here. Soon.

So bringing more energy to the circuits, as in activating yang current, it will only amplify the tendencies towards dysfunction IF the dysfunction is fueled by excess patterns or empty heat patterns. We already know this. That's also why guys on seed retention can face some INSANELY intense patterns of for example frustration AKA liver qi stagnation which is literally "stuck" current because there's too much for the liver to be capable to move at once since the grounding substance isn't present to move with it smoothly which is why it gets backed up and forms heat. Stuck motivating activating current must always form into pathogenic heat, because it's like a buildup of concentrated activating current without a binding anchor to keep it from becoming stagnant like that. This is once again why we can't just become one with God instantly because we'd explode. Anyone who takes tonics that boost yang and activating energy would only end up in worse places if stagnation is there. Once again how do I know this? Been there done that, many times. Tonics will surface the trash, which is again why those who do retention of kidney juice end up getting extremely frustrated if the qi isn't moved, usually through physically moving over anything else which works best and leaves a deeper satisfaction than this surface level temporary stuff that the artificial peak dips do.

What are we trying to feel in control of? The very conditioning we're stuck with as the patterns I've discussed on a TCM level becomes almost a source of pseudo satisfaction to the conventional LOA crowd to attempt to bypass meaningful transformation. In reality, viewing the trash for what it is by fully immersing yourself in it and drawing contrast by leading pathways allows your shen which would otherwise be disturbed from it to settle. Really it's like you're generating a sense of calm steadiness in the middle of a burning building, and to some level I'd argue that this is "true" faith and belief. Non reaction must be cultivated, it's not spontaneously realized, unless the conditions are ripe for that.

In the liver qi stagnant guy AKA my own pattern that's surfacing it's on some levels about control and KNOWING that control is working behind the scenes. That's what the pseudo satisfaction cycle will involve thematically, but also uncontrolled frustration at things that are out of your control. It's almost like you will SEEK them to validate the conditioning because it stimulates the story. Totally being vulnerable here. So the controlling format with stagnant liver qi holding frustration anger resentment and all that stuff will NEED something to represent "success" of the control AKA someone or something reflecting their control. That pattern must be satisfied or they feel the stagnation more and that's uncomfortable so instead they seek ways of influencing that process so that they don't have to feel the frustration. Keep in mind they can't NOT feel this way, however they CAN choose to not identify with the feeling. As I said when you can watch field geometry movements with currents circulating wherever they are felt then you're able to distance the disruption but in severe cases this is very difficult. This once again reminds me of the NG situation with his conditioning, which he obviously had considering his liver was completely destroyed which houses the intelligence that requires that rich storage of blood to anchor into. A dried out and burned liver AKA cirrhosis of the liver CAUSES him to feel these sensations in his body and he CANNOT stop that no matter what. All he can do is numb it or buy into pseudo satisfaction cycles. Let's be real here. NG would've faced such a pattern, he's not special. We're all bound by the same functions of the field geometry.

The one with the liver qi stagnation looking for control will also want to provide others a platform for their willing participation in the experiment of providing a broader reaching way of KNOWING that the necessary feeling of control is met in how everybody is buying into your situation. We could argue that the Juize who bank are liver qi stagnant, and that this is the ultimate satisfaction for them considering we're all submitting to their will and have no way out. They'd probably get off on this if they're that degenerate. Either way this whole pseudo satisfaction cycle is classic liver qi stagnation. If you're feeling a sense of unease or agitation then it's most likely this patterns as the cause. As we know this can be due to a full pattern or an empty pattern, and in the beginning it's likely resulting from a full pattern considering how many aggravating sources of liver qi stagnation we have now in the world it's no surprise that frustration is off the charts collectively. Those who can manifest effectively are stable in this way. It makes me think that the NG breathing method to "explode" was him simply clearing stagnant current in a sort of non destructive way through a spontaneous moment of heightened awareness. Is this fully clearing it? I personally don't see how it would resolve a liver qi stagnation pattern, though for others it could, and be a source of illuminating starlight. If the NG explosion method will be successful then it will require immense release through accepting that the need to control is past them. That wider view will necessitate exposure to illuminating starlight and clean the trash, but again if you're buying into the pseudo satisfaction cycle as a sort of temporary release through pleasure of satisfaction then you're missing the point. Is that what he taught? Yes, on some levels that's how it will be applied, and that's why we should be critical of this method because it's NOT a universal "biblical doctrine" and I would say that this analysis proves that completely. We're dealing with different forms of vital current in the field geometry not beliefs that are airy fairy magical things that we float around in and manifest or whatever. NG did teach fixed functions IN SOME LEVELS near the end of his life but so what. If the majority of his work is pseudo satisfaction supporting then move on. He never really tells us to observe the sensations only to satisfy it, though that can be done through projection which only leads to the pathogenic heat that's causing the agitation and pressure to resolve which is going to further the cycles of peak dip in meaningless ways wasting Jing and thus killing the person eventually from depletion.

So we can see that observing. sinking charge, allowing it to exist in the form with great intensity but without it causing buy in and focus from the shen, this is a functional way to feel the trash and effectively cut through it. You bring up all the trash and say "I'm way past this" when you recognize what it implies. When NG said the implication matters it's 100% correct, because that's the reality of experience which is really truly transformational which IS contextual sense that I've been talking about for ages. You could call it "implied sense" but I don't think that's a good term really. You need to be able to experience the reality of experience of the trash being there and that will basically generate the necessary pressurization in the circuits to fully expand the conditioning to be observed instead of just thinking "of" which is only touching on surface level. Thinking of vs from is about depth of overlap, as I said a while back. If you don't fully immerse then you're not reaching the depths of the roots, there's less illuminating starlight on offer. It's like a risk reward, the more you're WILLING to face and can handle (keep in mind that doing this while heavily depleted can make the depletion of yin worse and result in further harder dips coming as a cause of swimming in more agitating fire without an anchor) and so as a result of willingly swimming in more pressure you're able to transform it since you're not projecting to try and satisfy the condition itself outside of truth which is always functional and doesn't involve buying into the conditioning but cutting through it by recognizing it's not part of your function. Getting real and seeing it as dysfunctional is necessary to transform it. People say "don't judge it" and all this stuff without understanding what's happening on a field geometry level. Whenever you're judging it you're buying into it, but seeing it as something to almost circulate and dissipate through assimilating that pressure through your whole body by for example breathing and feeling that fire move up your spine instead of staying stuck is one example of this. That's how NG does his explosion method, but keep in mind that the explosion IS IN FACT A MASSIVE SUDDEN AGITATION OF SHEN which is what causes that "explosive" feeling like a "psychic sexual act" as he says. It's only functionally valuable to someone who needs that to resolve their conditioning but not all patterns are resolved this way, despite what we'd be told. Can I prove that with massive amounts of clinical data? No. But I don't care, I'm more than experienced enough to see the difference and explain it clearly and knowing that the surrounding theory works through case studies it should be obvious what does and doesn't work.

Adding more energy to a system that's clogged up and THEN CIRCULATED (explosion can do that just as this happens which physical sexual acts to circulate qi and blood too) can result in functional outcomes but isn't necessarily the way that it should be approached. The best approach should be to work with lung to control the liver AKA targeting a controlling energy (which the lung actually does which is responsible for downwards movement of yang in the body keeping it in balance) and since metal/lung controls wood/liver then you should be expressing methods that bring power to the lung, provided there's no dysfunctions there of course. Lung yin depletion should be worked with first, then qi. Moving stuck liver qi with lv3 point is important too. In my case the stagnation was intense enough that it was insulting lung which was bound in dysfunction due to the liver qi being so stagnant that it wasn't moving clearly and so sadness manifested since the liver qi was let up and the rebellion against the lung was released for that moment. Can't make that up. This explains why physically moving my body in very powerful and spontaneous ways has made me feel like I want to cry for many years, as I've written here many times. Feeling this sense of "power' and force and you could say FUNCTIONAL control actually is fulfilling the conditioning in my case. That right there is a deep study on why liver qi stagnation causes these seemingly unexplainable feelings. I know there's more to clear still and getting real with myself makes this obvious. I need to fully go hard with my wushu because this releases feelings of sadness when I express those movements in spontaneous and explosive ways as well as sprinting hard and fast in public spaces where lots of people see me. Any time I'm seen in a display of power of some form I feel that sadness well up in me. Liver point 3 as a cause of the same sadness proves this to me that it's repressed sadness holding my lung yin hostage and might explain the occasional dry cough that shows up over the day that I've had for over a decade and never could "manifest" away. This whole manifest things away idea brings up extremely insane frustration feelings in me, wanting it to end, just like Albo and the filthy Juize in Gov in this voluntary. Those filthy little parasites should be eradicated off the face o the earth for what they've done to us.

I just want to make clear here, seed retention and eating carnivore low carb stuff long term WILL NOT SOLVE THESE ISSUES. Been there done that. When you understand that blood deficiency requires spleen qi to function to resolve and produce more blood through transforming sources of Jing other than what's cultivated in the retention then you'll see why the stagnant liver qi that's boiling the blood and insulting the spleen and lung in my case prevented function from being restored despite spending a long time in those methods. They DO help on SOME levels but that's more so kidney Jing and stuff, but unless the stagnations are settled then that substance being generated will not become functional in any meaningful way since it will be destroyed by the liver heat. In my case it wasn't and it made me worse, despite what most people will tell you out there on forums who think they know stuff. They're not even as experienced in this stuff as my pinky finger I've been developing this understanding since I was 15 and was involved in SR and low carb eating since 2017. Made the stagnations worse, and I remember many times that I'd end up with liver wind from this since my yang was being more agitated. You'd think it would be the other way around but it wasn't and I'd have my lips literally get super dry and cracked 9/10 when I'd eat low carb foods and that was only proof that my spleen was getting overwhelmed from the barrage of rebellious liver qi and then on top it had to process fatty meats. I spent thousands on high quality rib fillets that only made things worse, despite the marketing that says otherwise. it's like the LOA stuff, overpromise and underdeliver because it's not a simple "metabolic reset" because there's so many surrounding functions which comprise that and in different people (I'd guess at least 15% of people were in similar boats to me) they're gaslit and told to keep it up despite it not functioning as said. In those without qi stagnations on the same level then they can restore balance but that wasn't the case for me.

The more real I get with this stuff the more insights I find. That's a common thread. The projections just fall away day after day. Thing is that doesn't actually resolve the stagnations, it just makes them conscious and since you're conscious of them and are swimming in them it almost makes it worse because there's actually no release valve to let the pressure off. I know how to do that but there's only so much time I have to engage in qi moving stuff. Gazing can do that too when quickenings happen but that movement will still target what the path of least resistance will target. In the case of acupressure, targeted pathway work, moving spontaneously, all of these release the pressure but obviously that pressure that's rebellious turns into a sort of "gushing" which actually further insults lung in some cases due to the liver qi being suddenly shifted and since the path is in rebellion to metal it will cause the po to evacuate the lung and the manifestation of that intelligence is sadness which is why sadness is felt in a powerful sudden way.

In someone with heart fire disturbing shen it forms the NEED for something, in a very pathogenic and self pleasurable way.

So the pattern of shen disturbance. So I've had clients success recently with business just from sinking charge consciously and working on those yin based aspects. It's like that "activating" current when applied in unnecessary ways (even that it comes up automatically when stimulus is experienced) is what pushes stuff away we want. That's the conditioning process we're buying into that's not according to natural striving. It's like when you "give up" and drop the excessive unnecessary stimulus which causes the shen to float things shift faster. I've manifested so much big stuff this way TOTALLY RANODMLY whenever I'd just live with max space and basically exist in a state of least stimulation as I could. Now I've also taken qi tonics like crazy to test if it's that and it does in fact seem to help things show up too, but not always in satisfying ways interestingly enough, probably because they're making you more prone to projections if conditioning is still held onto since more energy runs into the stagnations and stuff to surface those feelings. This is another big common thread I find though, like whenever you're stable and steady and you don't get "easily startled" and feel sensitive to disruptions (which is the experience of heart heat and floating shen because it's not grounded in the blood and stable) which means that you'll have a solid thematic signature instead of being up and down all the time. Really it is stable anyway, because that's the condition your field geometry is set in with the dysfunction but in reality you don't experience it like that. When NG said that your reactions manifest it's a sign of the underlying condition of the field geometry and the function that it's operating from. I swear that sinking charge for most people is the best way of getting fast satisfying outcomes, though that's still not a full long term solution but it works. Stability MATTERS. I need to do more TCM study on how to anchor shen effectively other than minimizing heat from below and boosting heart blood. We need to ideally get to a place where the disturbances simply don't impact us. I was at a level where EVERY SMALL THING would set my shen off and I'd panic super easy and I COULDN'T STOP IT. The only thing that helped was dropping excessive unnecessary stimulus and making correct decisions that I had available to make. Seeking validation through imaginal experience isn't functional, that's projection in most cases. Simply withdrawing from the stimulus is NECESSARY and that I believe is the KEY POINT that makes sinking charge work.

You heard it here first from RS. Sinking charge and settling the shen and other intelligences matters because you're not willingly buying into the stimulus that the pattern wants you to feed into and identify with. Conditioning can also be things you find pleasurable that are actually destructive, like some people who want certain people in their lives to be seen in a certain way that makes them feel stimulated. It's artificial unnecessary stimulus that uproots the shen and causes disruption and when you're doing this all the time (which people think is what "being in the state of the wish fulfilled" feels like which it's not) only leads to peak dip cycles of unsatisfying outcomes and signs. COMMON THREAD WE ALL KNOW THIS. If you do dynamic gazing and sink charge and watch your body sensations that tease you to buy into the stimulus then you'll figure out pretty quickly that all those years you spent stimulating yourself was all just for nothing.

Whenever you feel like the thing you want is stimulating the shen and making it float then it's a clear sign you still haven't fulfilled the desire and hold charge on it. You're still thinking about it because that's the default pathway that the current takes when it's moving through your circuits when disrupting the shen. The fire has conditioned the shen through the story on the thematic level to WANT the thing when in reality it actually doesn't actually really want it. When you "give up" things move. We all know this and have experienced this. Why? Because the shen isn't buying into the story, because you're in the self correction cycle where the stimulus becomes unappealing. Then it comes in and movement happens, but then as soon as it comes up you'll falter back because the stimulus will be triggered and push them away again. You never really dissolved the roots. You partially dissolved it but it never actually dissolved fully to the point where the story you're buying into is dead to you. "I don't need this that's old news". Is abstinence from the idea functional? No. Facing the fires of seeing it for what it is. This means having a wide view while feeling stimulated from the dysfunction in the field geometry feeling through it all till you're disconnected from it. That's the reliable method. Feeling stimulated and buying into it unnecessarily is the issue. That's leading projection, you're actually seeking pleasure to satisfy something you can't get because it's causing fixation on the implied comfort of having it in contrast to facing the truth for what it is, which often involves being seen in ways you don't want to be. Levels and levels and levels. If you feel a sensation that's leading you into compromise, AKA unnecessary stimulation AND OR avoiding how you really feel then you're almost certainly going to be expecting peak dips as a result. If something isn't exciting then it's because you're seeking stimulus that's excessive and unnecessary and that fixation is what's keeping you stuck, How do you go through it? You watch it and say hello and sink it when it shows its face.

NG said that this is all about the satiation of desire. Well the primary means of desire being self is heart being activated which houses shen, which feels "joy" and those types of feelings. If you want to master something, it shouldn't control you. I'd say "peace" is the feeling we're looking to target really. Please understand that you'll feel nourished on that heart level when you're at baseline well anchored with your shen it's not about actively stimulating to feel something because when the shen is anchored well you'll not even WANT to artificially stimulate it will feel like almost gross to you to engage in such. You will WANT to engage so long as the shen is activated by warming current of some form that's pathogenic, though functional warming current when it's well anchored is also good and the way we experience "peace". You do not need any artificial stimulation to manifest. You do not need to feel any excitement, any "explosion" or any "high vibe" sensations because unless they come through you as a result of innate supply unfolding then you're going to most likely end up pushing it away because the willing need to stimulate desire to feel like you have it when you feel lack is the cause of lack showing up in your life. Your very stimulation to satisfy the thing you don't have is what's keeping it away. It's your responses that you're TOTALLY unconscious of that leads you to agitation. Remember TCM sees excessive joy as pathogenic, because you're burning the blood and the shen is floating and is yin substances are unable to bind the intelligences then your field geometry will emanate a signature of "agitation" and others will pick up on that. Thematic supply/demand. I've actually experimented with this, being as neutral in my stimulus as possible and I've received messages from certain people who left me on read for ages within a matter of a few hours tops. It's not always a thing but I find it consistently a factor. Now the thing is with SOME clients I talk to they don't get benefit from this, no contact, no money drops, no satisfaction in what they experience. It's just lack lack lack, even though they tell me they think about the person and feel neutral and don't have negative thoughts or feelings and they're clear, they tell me this but as soon as I say to reach out to the SP themselves (they have the number and aren't blocked) they'll back off and make excuses "what if ___" and all this trash which clearly indicates they're NOT stable. I'm telling you it's the litmus test. There's no way that satisfaction can unfold in someone who's agitated at baseline, and since they're unconscious of this disruption because they're so use to swimming in this dysfunction then it's like they don't realize that they're stuck in a bubble of false pseudo satisfaction cycles and need to get real.

I've manifested 8-9-10's pretty reliably whenever I really wanted. I've always been able to do that, despite many times in the past not really feeling like I'm "worthy" of it but I never artificially stimulated myself. The moments that I got obsessed they became my supply. I needed them, they agitated my shen, I became agitated around them and they felt it. I couldn't NOT feel SICK around them because the reality of experience sensation in my body was SO VISCERAL that it made me literally throw up EVERY TIME. That's how intense it was because I was so unanchored. It seems there's always dynamics with this. It's not just straight stability in a vacuum that manifests but also a sense of being willing to cut through conditioning on the spot when opportunities arise to do so. In my case I was in the thick of it with the girls I wanted being with me physically and it tore me to shreds I couldn't handle it. It broke me. That's how I ACTUALLY feel but wasn't accepting this. That's where my agitation was but it seems I wasn't being stimulated by it unless they were physically around which is probably why they could show up so easy. My state around them before things got real was solid, but then if my baseline is unsteady enough to be viscerally unanchored how is it that I got physically sick when I was with them? I believe it would relate to other aspects such as spleen qi lack or liver qi stagnation that was getting brought up alongside being with them from the shen agitation because throwing up typically means that meridians other than the heart are being activated. Likely liver or spleen, and so my spleen qi deficiency and or liver qi stagnation getting triggered agitated the shen even more and caused all that trash to happen where I never actually ended up in a functional relationship for so long. I remember always attracting the same type too, and I know why looking back now. That type changed, and then a new type showed up after that which was more functional but still compromised and I'd have to change things in them but that almost always involved me also expressing where I wasn't or withdrawing where necessary based on what I knew I needed to move with.

There's so many levels to this. How can anyone say this is all just about "feeling" like you have it. What a joke. Feeling like you have it stimulates the shen and causes heat, because it's an ACTIVATING CURRENT and for an unanchored shen it will cause further depletion and fuel the fire of desire that's unending. It's TOTALLY BACKWARDS. Someone who's "past this now" doesn't hold desire for the thing and so they can move on without NEEDING to be artificially stimulated. Sometimes whenever I'd think about certain people ACTUALLY being in my life I'd almost have this feeling like I was losing oxygen to my brain and I'd almost have like a pass out for a brief moment because I'd get blasted with this MASSIVE amount of pathogenic yang. It would stem from my liver and or my heart and it would be felt VERY strongly in my throat and my head would go light. I'd almost feel like I was being "shocked" by them being there. That's my point. This is how you ACTUALLY feel with them, and feeling that in your own space and bringing up those lacks and getting real and feeling that stuff and just watching it instead of buying into it. Allowing the sensation to show itself to you in an intense and visceral way to expose yourself to it and under a wider view see the unnecessary stimulus as just old news that you're past. That's really how deconditioning happens long term reliably. It's not about stimulating more. The gradual letting go that I've talked about is related to this and is a valid function but it's still working a different function it seems. The intensity is excessively stimulating though unless the implication is really touched on AKA a deeper overlap of conscious and unconscious to witness the dysfunction then nothing really transforms. Gazing does this same thing, but it happens spontaneously.

I hope you now see how this works EVEN BETTER than before. I go through dips, I doubt, I feel frustrated, then I get new insights. Why? Is it because of the pathogenic effect leading me to search for answers I'd not have seen before or is it some deeper cycle revealing more truth? Well I know for sure that all the work I've done here and things I've revealed aren't because of dysfunction, but the frustration at the system we live in has gradually gotten worse and worse over the years as things around actually continue to deteriorate. I remember going to cafes and doing speeches in my flektarn uniform preaching the true gospel of seedline doctrine but nobody understood me. I still spoke the facts, even though I had nothing but rejection and hatred thrown at me for calling things for what they were. I had ZERO approval for anything I did back then but was that my issue? I saw a pattern of dysfunction around me that had answers to explain why and so presenting those reasons and showing the connections in all aspects of the system we're in only brought up avoidance in others and pressing further to put the pressure on them was met with backlash. Now that things are getting worse those same people now begin to agree, which is what always happens. Was I in the wrong playing out conditioning processes back then facing immense levels of negative responses and quite intense frustration? Well what was I frustrated at? Nobody agreeing with me, really. That's what ACTUALLY made me feel frustrated, but that doesn't mean my message was incorrect. Mixing up functional processes with personal limitations isn't something we should be doing. Understanding the difference is important, because remember that making correct decisions is REALLY what matters. If I was clear on the liver qi stagnation side I likely wouldn't have felt frustrated and it would just be another day of doing what's necessary to me regardless of the outcome. You make the correct decisions and go at it as many times as is necessary to attain the outcome of truth that is satisfying naturally. If you've got conditioning along the way then that will need to die off and the making of those decisions in itself is part of that process.

There's so much here I don't even know.

Man these vids I had planned are just growing into who knows what.

Below are more quotes from "the power of awareness"

"The very intensity of their feeling must lead them quickly to the unpleasant incident they themselves have mentally created and therefore must now encounter".

"She travelled into the future of her own pre-determined experience, thus we see it is not fact, but that which we create in our imagination ,which shapes our lives, for most of the conflicts of the day are due to the wand of a little imagination to cast the beam out of our own eye."

"By the intensity of her imagination and feeling, the designer casts a sort of enchantment on her producers mind and caused him to think that his generous praise originated with him. Often our most original and elaborate thoughts are determined by another."

That's interesting. Thematic supply/demand.

"There is a great difference between resisting evil and renouncing it. When you resist evil you give it your attention and you continue to make it real. When you denounce evil you take your attention from it and give your attention to what you want. Now is the time to control your imagination and beauty for ashes, joy for mourning, praise for the spirit of heaviness that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD that he might be glorified. You give beauty for ashes when you concentrate your attention as you would like them to be, rather than on things as they are. You give joy for mourning when you maintain a joyous attitude regardless of unfavorable circumstances. You give praise for the spirit of heaviness when you maintain and confident attitude instead of succumbing to despondency."

Right here is more fixed trajectory.

"In this quotation the bible uses the word tree as a synonym for man. You become a tree for righteousness when the above mental states are a permanent part of your consciousness. You are a planting of the LORD when all your thoughts are true thoughts. He is I AM as described in chapter 1. I AM glorified when your highest concept of yourself is manifested. When you have discovered your own controlled imagination to be your savior your attitude will be completely altered without any diminution of religious feeling and you will say of your controlled imagination; behold this vine. I have found it a wild tree who's wonton strength had swollen into irregular twigs. But I pruned the plant and it grew temperate and its vain expense of useless leaves, and knotted as you see into these clean full clusters to repay the hand that wisely wounded it. By vine is meant your imagination, which in its uncontrolled state, expends its energy in useless or destructive thoughts and feelings. But you just as the vine is pruned by cutting away its useless branches and roots, prune your imagination by withdrawing your attention from all unlovely and destructive ideas and concentrating on the ideal you wish to attain".

Here NG uses the term "true thoughts" which once again implies connection to the quotes earlier about "for the work to be done in him".

"The promise is: whosoever hath, to him it shall be given, and he shall have more abundance but whosoever hath not. from him shall be taken away even that which he seemeth to have".

"Creation is finished. Creativeness is only a deeper receptiveness, for the entire contents of all time and all space, while experience in a time sequence actually coexists in an infinite and eternal now. In other words all that you ever have been or ever will be, in fact, all that mankind ever was or ever will be exists now. This is what is meant by creation, and the statement that creation is finished means nothing is to ever be created. It is only to be manifested. What is called creativeness is only becoming aware of what already is. You simply become aware of increasing portions of what already exists. The fact that you can never be anything that you are not already or experience anything not already existing explains the experience of having an acute feeling of having heard before what is being said, or having met before the person being met for the first time, or having seen before a place or thing being seen for the first time. The whole of creation exists in you and it is your destiny to become increasingly aware of its infinite wonders and to experience ever greater and grander portions of it".

"If creation is finished and all events are taking place now, the question that springs naturally to the mind is what determines your time track. That is, what determines the events which you encounter? And the answer is your concept of yourself. Concepts determine the route that attention follows."

"Here is a good test to prove this fact. Assume the feeling of your wish fulfilled and observe the route that your attention follows. You will observe that so long as you remain faithful to your assumption, so long will your attention be confronted with images clearly related to that assumption",

Pathway revision? Feeling into the pathways? Contextual sense?

4/9/25

Man the amount of work that's gone into this is insane at this point. Learning new stuff. Went through my dip and lost. It's fine though. What I uncovered is something VERY valuable that I've pretty much proven at this point. I didn't WANT this to be true but it is. So basically liver qi stagnation can impact the heart yin quite powerfully too. Considering it's pretty clear that my liver qi stagnation is still sticking around and gets agitated thinking about Talm Juize and the things those creatures do it's become clear to me that old patterns can in fact resurface when conditions in surrounding context gets agitated enough. This simply means that wood overacts basically every other element.

Think about this. Whenever liver qi stagnation gets illuminated and made conscious through targeting that thematic it causes then a cascade from other weakened meridians too which basically have to pick up the slack and can't and so they basically stall out and block up as well which causes heat and stagnations and floating intelligences. Man TCM is wild with viewing this all as mechanically operating and not just "beliefs" making things happen magically. It's like my technical mind can actually be used properly instead of this magical trash that has no grounding in reality. What I experienced with this dip was a lived experience of these functions. The heart got floaty like crazy and I felt almost the same things I use to feel when I was at the bottom of the barrel, despite my heart qi and blood being rock solid for ages when your liver qi REALLY runs wild it'll just burn all that up in an instant if the fury gets too much. The thing is that there must've already been an underlying weakness in the heart and lung, because I know my spleen was pretty solid and the kidney was doing well too but the heart wasn't enjoying things. I had no physical symptoms with the heart it was just the unanchored experience.

Need to build more yin, but the thing is as soon as that stagnation gets made conscious it's game over for blood production because it'll basically "steam" the fluids and that'll then cause spleen damp and diminish spleen qi resulting in yin imbalanced to anchor the very thing causing it in the first place. It's a cascade of impacts. Now maybe you'll see why making this stuff into a course for every type of conditioning process there is is extremely difficult because of the insane amount of variables. This is NECESSARY for RELIABLE clearing of trash, because even though YOU might have solid anchoring, the person next to you might not be and they have ZERO conscious capacity to replace that. Conscious expression is yang, activating, stimulating. That person needs anti conscious expression, more gazing, more sinking charge, more expansion of subconscious manifesting as blood and yin. I believe that liver blood does play a role in how effective gazing is. Why wouldn't it? The things we see are flashes of that light imprinted on the liver blood projected into our "imaginal" senses through the aetheric body which I believe connects liver to heart and that communication when clear will result in clear signals. I can't prove that but that's what I think currently is going on, based on my experiences over the years with this and understanding what happens. The fact that I end up manifesting liver blood depletion type symptoms such as spontaneous tremors and jolts when I do gazing for an expanded time makes me realize that the function of illumination is activating and without sufficient yin to anchor that current you'll end up getting blasted with wind which is really a form of pathogenic yang stemming from unanchored liver yang rising due to yin depletion more so than a full pattern of excess. This might also explain why I shed tears when this happens. Notice the common threads? When I express those themes physically as I said before or when I flush liver qi with the tai chong then I get smothered with sadness feelings that are uncontrollable. TCM explains what nothing else can. I've been discussing these very insights with the alchemist and he's not seemingly on the same page because he's not studied in this as deep as I am. I guess I was put on this study track for a function then to reveal things that are unseen. Having to do this all myself without a correct frame of reference is both a challenge and a blessing, because I can't just go and ask for help I have to trail and error learn the hard way but that builds the deepest possible understanding of having built every part of it from scratch and having tested every part over and over so solidify that without doubt.

Also we need to keep in mind that the feeling of "correct feeling" as the sort of intuitive impulse signal (which obviously is a function of activation else you'd not perceive anything there) must also be differentiated from other yang rising sensations. There's no way of knowing logically speaking other than recognizing what does and doesn't work in the common pattern sense of viewing outcomes by following that, because in some people they claim to not know the difference. Why? Yin and yang balance is different. Someone who's agitated at baseline for example with kidney yin depletion and such patterns then it will obviously mean that even smaller signals that aren't suppose to be functional can be amplified and "masquerade" as clear subconscious impulse of knowing truth. That signal does exist and it is spontaneous but when you're out of whack then differentiating the signals especially with someone who's got floating shen will be difficult. It's such a nightmare, seriously how the heck and I ever going to explain this to the LOA space in a way they grasp. It's actually so dumb that modern LOA and arguably even what NG taught exists because it's just totally way too broad in application. Yeah obviously common sense rules but if we're getting studied on something then you'll want a SIMPLE yet also EFFECTIVE understanding to apply and see outcomes that are satisfying through. TCM is anything but simple.

So what do you do then if you know the conditioning and it's illuminating liver qi stagnation? How does this work? Well just experiencing that if other imbalances exist shrouding it that can even be 100% FULLY UNCONSCIOUS WILL BE IMPACTED so of course the depth you can actually immerse yourself into the feeling to dissolve pressure REQUIRES surrounding thematics to be nourished ENOUGH to cope with the increased pressure as well because liver yang activation very likely will agitate the heart and the yi and in my case also the po at times. The idea that the baseline is what matters for manifestation obviously should be clear because that's the buffer you've got to handle pressure without it agitating to a degree where you'll float around like crazy.

I think what we need to do is develop a more clear system of how to recognize exactly where a clogged meridian is and what's in the way to understand what's showing up when it does to be able to more easily widen view. All this trash about "self" and "not self" as we've seen from the mentalism spheres are TOTALLY devoid of functional processes that differentiate these. No matter how you view this concept you must get mechanical else you'll be stuck circulating the same currents and never get anywhere. It always breaks down eventually.

Look let's pull back. Simplify all of this. Make decisions you KNOW will nourish your vitality and stabilize your shen. Done. Why? Nourishment grounds the shen. No surprise. Grounded stable shen means no projections, means clear unconscious, means suggestions can be just suggestions. Boom. Manifestation cycle complete. What's innate can unfold without contrast.

I just experimented with this. I had someone I lost contact with briefly over some stupid stuff that happened and I felt the floating shen when it happened with the slipped heart sensation if I'd call it that. What happened is that I decided that I'd stabilize this current under the implication that I am wanted and respected, because the excessive activation of the shen from that was seemingly what led me to the disruption that happened in the dip last time. What I did was just sink charge while under that context so I brought illumination to the implication but immersed in it without it impacting me as much and they reached out again after a few hours surprisingly. I honestly didn't expect that to work but it did. It really does seem that a stable shen is CRITICALLY IMPORTANT for manifesting clear suggestions. I'd argue it's THE factor about how all this TCM stuff is working to build a support structure around the shen. I mean in TCM we have Jing Qi and Shen. Jing is substance and structure and form, Qi is activating illuminating current and shen is what's in the middle of these substances circulating which is experience.

Your mind simply directs the currents through observing them. This is illumination. Shen is inherently yang and is an active function but think about this though. If we didn't have yin to anchor and bind the yang then every small stimulus would feel EXTREMELY powerful. Like the ONLY reason you're able to have stability in the first place EVEN AS A CAPACITY is because yin exists as a substance which by the nature of it being in the proportion it's at can bind and ground the rising activating yang. Without the anchor then the yang would go unchecked and utterly destroy everything. The mind would swim in this and it would be forced then to buy into what it experiences with all that rising current. If you have no yin then you CANNOT create width. IT"S IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE THAT'S THE VERY REASON YIN EXISTS! Your mind swims in the substances and if the substances are out of balance then your mind WILL be out of balance and you WILL NOT be able to suggest clearly. PERIOD. This is why we struggle. Those mechanics exist. Being more "relaxed" if we'd call it that means you're able to have a less agitated shen at baseline which responds with excessive charge when it should be grounded. That's also not to say that too much yin is bad either but I find that very rare. I don't think more than 15% of people have this (I'm talking root yin excess) and the ones with a real pathogenic degree of this would be more so only like 3% if I'd have to guess but that's just a random number so take it with a grain of salt. My point is that we must learn to master these substances. TCM gives us those answers and RS puts them into practical perspective with relation to manifestation and such.

We need to learn to balance the currents to manifest because this is what generates the condition for clarity. All of the techniques NG said have no power, but the implication does. The implication shifts your center because this is the reality of experience and thus illuminates the currents that we can shift to restore balance. Stabilizing the shen should be #1 goal, which of course involves all the practical things we talk about here. Subconscious space and all that is one function which relates to this which is a wider view at baseline which involves a higher order balance of yin and yang which serves higher order function. Making correct decisions and going all the way moves currents through being in the reality of experience of actually being yourself and cutting through conditioning. That's the most tangible method of interfacing with it. All imagined experience and tangible experience brings up the same sensations, the same stagnations in the circuits and under illuminating starlight AKA attaining opportunity to cut through the conditioning when it's conscious then we are able to clean out the causes of excess or depletion and generate higher order states. The arrangement of the currents matters, proportionality.

Whenever I would engage in stimulus that would aggravate stagnations in for example my liver meridian then I'd get excessively activated in a pathogenic way and since I use to spend years in that place buying into the stagnation and allowing my pathways to be led and buying into it then that pathogenic heat would propagate without restriction. Binding this current was necessary which is how I recovered on my 3 month tech fast and fast from the world. What do all these things have in common with relation to fasting? It's minimizing stimulus which disrupts the shen. If you're avoiding necessary things that you KNOW NOURISH YOU (nourishment is the goal and not necessarily about this thing where you're doing what your stagnant current makes you want to do) then you're only disrupting yourself, that's common sense self disrespect and all that. Any opportunity you have to raise yang in a functional manner that's leading to transformation and or just baseline necessary experiences you'd do in day to day life, those opportunities are the only real time that expression of these currents should come out, else you'll burn more Jing. My issue is that partaking in being part of the solution to issues that impact collective consciousness into further lack while in a place where partaking in that causes my stagnations to worsen only means I end up more depleted as a result and often that will cause yet more disruption on the outside. Yeah I had impact but it's not the same because the shen isn't stable and suggested clarity isn't present. The times when you make decisions without expectation of things working more often than not was because your shen wasn't acting out of aggravated and agitated states of dysfunction. You had sunk charge and just did it anyway. There was no artificial stimulation you just did what you KNEW you needed to do, but if someone has stagnations on top of that which generate further dysfunction from bringing them up and exploring those stuck pathways then the qi rebellion for example can be extremely destructive and ruin your buffer vitality pretty bad. This is why every time I got physical with anyone in my life I wanted I'd end up being unable to eat and often I'd be so viscerally sick from the shen agitation and fire that I'd end up in the bathroom having a bad time for days or weeks later. THIS WAS TOTALLY UNCONSCIOUS. I didn't feel valued or worth and so when someone ACTUALLY showed interest in me for real (which once again in some respects disproves the idea that you NEED to feel attractive to get that attention though obviously that dose manifest positively if you have it) it would cause my shen to literally burst out of my chest and float up into my head and I'd get lightheaded and I'd get sick and I'd get tired and I'd be totally ruined for sometimes weeks. I ended up in hospital before because of this. I made the brave move to talk to this girl once and it went well and we exchanged numbers and all that (she asked for mine) but obviously I felt the MASSIVE yang rising and it absolutely ruined my buffer and so I got so sick that I ended up on a drip because my digestive capacity was wiped out JUST FROM THE AMOUNT OF ANXIETY I FELT IT WAS THAT INTENSE! I really have had it that bad and this happened EVERY TIME I hooked up for real. That implication, the "for real" sense matters.

Please understand that it doesn't matter what you believe about these mechanics, they are at work regardless of what you believe because belief and all that comes through clarity of knowing which is stability of suggestion and that comes through you when available in nourished currents. Without those nourishing currents then there's no ACTUAL belief, no body belief, no unconscious clarity. You'll react and you will be helpless to stop it. Even if you make CORRECT decisions, but have underlying weakness, you WILL face more depletion. The ONLY thing that helped this was to tell myself that I don't need her, I don't actually want her, I never needed this. That made things shift, because my shen then settled down, but as soon as things got real again that would all go away and I'd react in VERY visceral ways. It's like I was facing deep traumatic feelings except it happened whenever positive stuff in my life happened. That's how messed up I was. Nothing good ever stuck around, and it was only when I fully detached and I mean FULLY detached from all this unnecessary stimulus that I could build space and got things working clearly again where my reactions changed. How do you change reactions? You anchor excessive yang or you active inactive yang. 9/10 times it's anchor the shen. If your shen is floating then in my experience and all the studies I've been through analyzing case studies. you'll find the common thread is that signs or hot cold or opposite stuff shows up. Hot cold is because of peak dips with the currents, where you can detach when they're not there but activate excessively when they are. Why? Because you've got intense stagnations of qi in your heart, or pericardium even, the heart emperor. Without that then you're going to be in a world of pain, because you'll be vulnerable to attacks from all fronts AKA reacting. When NG said that your motor responses determine outcomes then this proves my point, because a motor response PHYSICALLY SPEAKING is LITERALLY a raising of activating yang current stemming from your meridians which "moves" your shen and or other intelligences which manifests that psychological "knowing" which is basically your "metaphysical sense" of feeling. Feeling therefore is contextual sense, reality of experience, intuitive impulse, all of these things. It's a quality of the currents that's either functional or not, and somatics represent the currents moving through the circuits.

I just had more contact and some wild stuff show up all of a sudden like right now as I write this. Like INSANE STUFF. Positive stuff. What do we learn? Big things can be taken away when we're agitated from it, why? Because there was an inherent weakness.

Sinking charge makes a difference.

So I just went through a transformation of some of my unconscious trash. How does it work. Well I recognized exactly the pattern that was dysfunctional that I was buying into. I dropped the projections which are copes and through correct understanding of what the pattern feels like in the body when it surfaces I can “watch” it come up without it instantly narrowing my view and sucking me into what it wants me to buy into. In this case I recognized the rising heat sensation and saw it as a deficiency that my body was trying to compensate for by leading me into pseudo satisfaction to try and put out the fire of false desire stemming from the root deficiency. I sank charge. I allowed it to be there with me and it was gone in a matter of a few seconds. I said “I don’t need you I see what you’re doing” and I distanced from it AKA having space and width. I really do believe that for empty heat patterns more so than full patterns it’s a matter of observation to sink charge further to nourish the yin. Makes sense. The full patterns need expression to “release” the energy through that movement, which we’ve talked about a lot. When I was in fury that night i manifested the SP it was due to a full pattern manifesting that I had to cut through by understanding the conditioning patterns keeping me stuck in that frustrated state. Instead of blaming some reason for my frustration I looked at all my inaction and how I’d given others permission to rule me and I broke that down. I destroyed their influence. This is cutting through the conditioning effectively. In this case of what I did just before was instead of kill the conditions through seeing them all in a greater context and bringing up the implication and reality of experience of no longer being bound and stuck I decided to apply it through the process of dissolution through watching dysfunctional current stimulating a response as just that, dysfunctional and something that’s not to be bought into. You just dismiss the agitation as dysfunction instead of buying into it and feeding the fire making the anchoring substance even more depleted through the raging fire you’d buy into and be stimulated by. In my case liver qi stag caused by repressed frustrated feelings were seen as just that, and the intellectual story was “I’m stuck because of X reason” but I saw this as “I don’t need to be responsible for X reason” and drop it. Like you play with the themes as though it’s like using the right elements against each other to balance them out. I dissolved it faster than before because I’d fully understood it and see the trash, I didn’t buy into it and when I felt that fire rising to pull me in I’d say nope not this time and distance by sinking charge. It feels strange but that’s really how you do it. Narrow view comes through heat agitating shen to make it WANT to buy into the implication of the current that’s depleted or in excess and waste vitality by telling the story to satisfy the pressure. It’s a self regulating process but it’s also destructive in the mean time. When you buy into the pattern it will eventually explode and you’ll go through the dip. This is she the Shen can see through the trash and movement can happen with manifestations but if the lesson isn’t actually learned then the peak dip will pick up again. Often times it’s also about not stimulating when you know it’s dysfunctional to do so. Just because it feels good or even logically right to buy into a pattern that’s feels correct but you know it continues to lead to dysfunction then dropping it will stabilize the need and desire and pressure. Remember pressure also gets built more by continuing to buy into the conditioning as well, if it’s an empty pattern especially.

How do you get past feelings that are extremely visceral? There’s no other way other than to understand that you don’t need it if it’s excessively stimulating to the Shen or if it’s feeling like you don’t need it like you don’t feel worthy of having it at all then you need to go into accepting it. It’s often a play of opposites, but also sometimes there’s a pattern where you’ll project what you want into someone else and use them as a safe proxy to experience your own dysfunctions. This was one I dealt with many years back with relationship issues and control patterns that I felt I needed to have working. Like if they weren’t being a certain way then I’d get frustrated. Why? Because them continuing to play the role I wanted by signaling certain things to me then it would validate that I am in control and it would keep the liver qi from getting stagnant as bad since there was a satisfaction cycle. I projected onto them to experience my own lack being nourished. They could never give it to me though. I had no other option but to sink the charge and eventually that led me to shedding tears when I went deep enough into it. It seemed there was a deeply rooted dysfunction of feeling like I needed to fit in with certain patterns and so that shedding of tears (manifestations of liver yin) was me actually owning my truth instead of giving it away and that felt like I was hurting others but it was just an illusion. I willingly hurt myself to not hurt others in the illusion of responsibility.

The nature of manifestation is way more complex than “the feeling of the wish fulfilled” and “imagination creates reality” under the mentalism view. Heck even just feeling the reality of experience isn’t even the full thing because if you’re trying to target the pseudo satisfaction with that instead of getting real and recognizing that you’re holding dysfunction that’s not serving you then it will NEVER work because the desire and pressure will always surface again looking for another release. You’ll go to sleep in a peaceful state and wake up agitated again and it won’t stop. The lesson I learned in this last dip is that sometimes resistive dissolution means that no matter what seeming moral or spiritual standing you have it’s irrelevant if it’s causing field geometry dysfunction. Whatever the cause is you don’t need to buy into it and cut through whatever it is. You don’t need to accept that. Get real. It’s dysfunctional. If responding in a certain way is dysfunctional then don’t respond that way. SIMPLE. Can we not sum it all up that way? Yeah making correct decisions is right but also underlying that is this very point I just mentioned. If you’re responding in dysfunctional ways that you know lead you into patterns of peak dip then see the stimulus which leads you into that context and initiates the pathways to lead into narrow view to be nothing but dysfunctional trash and move on. Sink the charge. If it’ll come out with tears from that then so be it. Allow it to be.

it’s not always about courage and making big decisions, because we’re dynamic in our psyche which involves many many different themes. Most times it seems that courage can be the solution but not always. When there’s heart disruption then you’ll need to withdraw from seeming good feelings to see them as dysfunctional and pathogenic. If you’re standing on some intellectual hill to validate a certain feeling of necessity to be a certain way then stop the story and stop making those decisions and respond g that way. Say nothing instead of saying it all. If you feel not seen or heard or understood and you’re frustrated and stuck then recognize that you don’t have to have their approval and the intellectual expansion to explain yourself isn’t necessary because there’s nobody there in reality who’s critical of your view. What’s the release of this stuck frustration? You’re not judged and scrutinized and you don’t have to prove yourself all the time, even if you can make a solid case and destroy the enemy. You’ll never be satisfied long term because there will always be a manifestation of that current that’s stuck and it will find a reason to exist and keep cycling through you. The current exits and therefore the psychological experience will follow. The psychological experience is not the cause, it’s the result. PERIOD. Mentalism isn’t the cause of any of this it’s unconscious trash sticking in the circuits disrupting clear flow of nourishing current which makes you feel certain ways and that thematically corresponds to a story you’ll intellectually use to validate this feeling and why you should buy into it to not feel under pressure. It’s a condition that’s not really there at all, it’s an echo that’s infinitely replaying you keep hearing over and over forgetting that it’s just an echo. The echo is real but it’s still just an echo. Don’t buy into old news that’s not relevant anymore.

The work is being real. Going all the way. Leading context correctly in the reality of experience and implication. Illuminating the trash so we can be cleaned. It’s a matter of continually (“persisting”) in the assumption AKA the correct view orientation that is functional.

The thing that excites your Shen, tell yourself you don’t need it. You never did. That’s the antidote. Your agitated mind will have the voice in the back of your head which says “what if” under the theme of how this thing can stimulate you but you’ll see it as tricks and say “no I’m way past this”. It could also be inverse about how something means you’re worthless if you don’t be a certain way and or that just because you are a certain way that you can’t be comfortable in that space and how you’re worthless if you’re not meeting a certain expectation. The expectation pattern can on some levels overlap with liver qi stuck too

The stuck liver qi, recognize you don’t need to keep playing out the need to buy into a responsibility that’s not necessary which only depletes your vitality. You can move your vitality to where it wants to go in truth. You can relax, settle, it might not feel natural to you right now but when you drop the trash repeatedly it will sink in. You don’t have to keep planning for conditions that don’t actually matter to you

The spleen qi lack. You don’t have to worry or go over the infinite possibilities of what if. It’s functional to have a voice of reason but when it gets in the way of making any decisions then good luck making progress in anything. This could also be a sense of weight, a sense of heaviness like a burden, again it can overlap with liver qi but usually a sense of this endless weight that’s sticky and dense and just always feeling like it’s pulling you down and you can’t process it before it comes back is another spleen issue that’s primary.

The kidney deficiency. Fear. Primal fear. The feeling of death, mortality, existence. Dread, anxiety that’s existential. It’s a lack of grounding in vitality and supply and solid ground that will always be there for you. This also overlaps with control from liver to some levels.

Lung is about dropping stuff you know isn't functional. Clearly. It’s really about cutting through the trash. The lung is responsible for this function. Liver AKA wood gets cut by metal. Metal makes wood work through cutting through it.

There’s a powerful imbalance that’s causing lack. Identify that trash and see it as just trash. Don’t validate it. It’s dysfunction and it needs to die. The various examples above are some of the things you may or may not face and have solutions for resolving the conditions. Moving on and letting go and growing into what’s functional. It’s something we think we can handle, but it takes a few trips around it to stabilize and see the trick for what it is. Also recognize that for a Shen disruption, if you never got love or attention or care or whatever then that lack that makes you feels sad that you never got it, it’ll make you seek experiences and find people to care for in their dysfunctions. You’ll unconsciously manifest these people due to the currents looking for balance, as in to play out what you never got and the solution to this is to give it to yourself and open up to feeling that it’s available but not in a highly simulating and projecting manner. It’s just there, and then you feel the need to satisfy a seeming void you’ll sink and remind yourself you don’t need to buy into this pattern because it’s available. This isn’t delusional projection but stable response to projection when it shows up to suck you into playing out a cycle to satisfy what you feel you don’t have and to go through that pseudo satisfaction ritual over and over and over. Drop the ritual even if it’s who you believe you are.

5/9/25

Glory. Heroism. Contrast towards status. I've talked about this before. That's actually what men really strive for in greatness. Is this not true? This is actually what separates "classes", FOR REAL, not just "economic" classes but ACTUAL EARNED WORKED classes BUILT by courage, vulnerability, sweat, blood, tears, the whole range of transformation. A hero who has attained glory and status is someone who's undergone transformation of the shen to illuminate an air of greatness, someone to be revered. This person cannot be replaced, he is invaluable, and in times before filthy feministic ideology took over and gutted masculine glory and courage to be spontaneous when necessary, those men were the most esteemed by all people of that civilization. That was the man with honor not just for his own cause but that because he stood under the stoplight of transformation he also by extension uplifts those around him. The archetype of the Christ figure. Austrian Painter to be one example. Someone to lead through their own willing and voluntary exposure to RISK for REAWARD. You put your skin in the game and get reward as a result, and this transformation by fire under pressure has been passed off as "too risky" and trash that keeps passivity in place. It's not a VOLUNTARY process but one out of NECESSITY. The nationalist revolution we see is born out of collective peak dip cycles from being invaded by aliens worth NEGATIVE value to the host people instead of actual self reflective recognition of ones innate capacity for glory to rise beyond not because things are bad but because the next step can be seen to climb in the progression towards higher function.

Real philosophy is learned by observation of patterns. Modern philosophy is a joke, it's all designed to make money and devalue the man so he never sees greatness in himself. All the modern man sees is how to fit in to best use opportunities instead of BEING the opportunity and taking RISKS to involve in such. This is how we expand, WILLINGLY, is it not? The function of the men of our world wasn't to fit in with corporate interests to receive the benefits of their so called career and make 1/10000th of what their employer makes, the function of men was to create the tangible material foundation that everybody else stood on. It was AVAILABLE at baseline, opportunity to expand, to take the next step on the stairs WILLINGLY. Nobody babied you into it, nobody held your hand, it was pure risk reward. That's the ONLY way to attain glory. Let's be real, unless that material foundation is influenced to a meaningful degree then the work done is meaningless in the grand scheme of things. LET'S BE REAL! MOST WORK WE DO IS MEANINGLESS AND PROVIDES NEXT TO NO VALUE. All this virtual stuff is just bleh. Making money from entertaining with freaking slop is a joke that holds no glory but this is what's rewarded. There needs to be a cutting edge to slice through the trash, and in the past those who propagated such trash would have their heads removed by force if they'd still continue to support devaluing ideology. Rewards for risk, for being real, for making decisions that are felt to be necessary and to be important.

Next point.

In order of sequence from how trauma is processed. When we get traumatized the kidney qi gets destroyed AKA "alert alert" signals. From there then the shen gets scattered to avoid the pain of sudden kidney qi collapse which by the way is the feeling of an existential threat. From here the liver qi will clog up and typically then since the liver qi gets slowed to a crawl and everything contracts to conserve vitality it's in this moment of heightened awareness that things will be "held onto" and lodged in the psyche. Where? Well that depends on the weaknesses you've got at the time. Knowing now that shen stability is foundational to higher function considering the insights I've had when facing my own dip cycle it's made it clear how we can restore function. Provide stability from kidney qi, if this is lacking then existential safety as a foundation isn't available and the shen cannot open up and the liver qi cannot clear properly. This reminds me of the feeling of "always being watched" I had. I was on high alert most of my life with very few periods of time between which were actually seemingly clear and usually those would get destroyed as soon as a parent or someone would come home. I'd feel unsafe outside too because I'd get blasted for that and have cops called to hunt me down. Don't ask me how I know that. I constantly had this lacking foundation of my own platform to stand on, and without that platform established then you've really got nothing to stand on to recover since the kidney qi will always dip out from under you the moment you attempt to process traumatic trash and conditioning that's stuck. The second step is the empowerment of the spleen to nourish the blood, since this is really the only way to attain a house to sink the shen into. Without enough blood then approaching transformation will be as I said next to impossible to be done in a meaningful way. From here we need the liver qi to be smoothly flowing. Why? Because this "mobilizes" vital current to be able to run up against the trash and transform it. It's actually in reality the liver qi flowing smoothly that "frees up" stagnant trash to be dislodged and processes in opportunity. Opportunity seems to reveal itself, intuitive impulse that's CLEAR, correct decisions that are showing up to be made ARE BECAUSE QI FLOW IS UNFOLDING TO DISLODGE CONDITIONING. METAPHYSICALLY SPEKAING. You get it. It comes through you because the availability of the currents are clear, and on the stellar level illuminating starlight that's how we're illuminated by the purifying fire of God all powerful. The shen doesn't really need to do anything other than swim in the nature of what's there. It's SUPPOSE to be refined through this transformation of the currents, not the other way around. The currents aren't refined by the shen, it's the shen that's swimming in the currents, and they're all FACETS of the shen, just like how intuitive sense and intention for suggestion stems from the connection between shen and hun, since shen is mind and liver houses hun in the lower jiao you'll get that proportionate overlay where proportionate overlap of the lesser yin and yang operated in that between subconscious space, SPONATNEOUSLY BECAUSE IT's AVAILABLE AT BASELINE. Denying this mechanism will keep you in the box. I've written about this and still I have some who say this is just "limiting beliefs' but it's not. Go become immortal without following the fixed alchemical functions. Good luck my friend. You've got 0% chance and you'll just generate heat that burns Jing and die sooner.

That's how you go about really effectively purifying it from a TCM level. Kidney is foundation. Spleen builds higher order foundation, blood, and also qi, and ALSO can open up the clearing of dampness and phlegm stagnation if dampness gets that congealed. Phlegm stagnation is a real thing too, and can manifest as an intangible IDEA that turns into obsession over something. The person seeking the obsession over and over is basically being triggered by a seeming self regulating process to attempt to release the pressure from the stagnant sensation and get it moving. The shen will be illuminated in a parasitic way and be "misted" by the intangible phlegm (which is like a conditioning program that's got thematic affinity to it which almost "forces" the mind into a narrow view as the phlegm stagnation moves through the self recursive zero point of compression) and thus will be driven by this compulsion through a narrowing of the view to seek this specific thematic stimulus to release pressure. In reality the way you clear it is through powering the spleen up and moving qi that's stuck. Since phlegm programs (intangible not physical manifestations that's just what TCM calls these types of things) can be imitated by a sudden heightened awareness it can also lead someone to finding great pleasure (since it's impacting the shen mostly) in self destructive tendencies since it's the shen attempting to make light of what is actually a very very dark and clouded perception that the shen has. It's trying to find pleasure in the discomfort and generate a one way pathway for the ignition of kidney and heart fire that locks someone into RELYING on that stimulus for a sense of "aliveness" instead of being dead and depleted. Since the fire that blazes when the addictive tendency is engaged in you'll end up burning up more yin and once again the shen will have nowhere to anchor. Low dopamine reception is a close indicator of blood, liver and kidney yin and to some level heart blood. So this whole dampness resolution perspective RELIES on the spleen to clear it out because that's the job to move and break up intangible and physical phlegm stagnations. Physical phlegm is obviously mucus and such as well as the manifestation of fat. Some people who are actually "fat" are just filled with phlegm and it indicates their kidney yang and spleen qi are ruined since the body is overridden with pathogenic sticky substance that bind free flow of qi which LITERALLY weighs them down. So imagine that same thing but on an intangible level with the phlegm format stagnation patterns which can be seen as addictive conditioning that someone will partake in because that's the program forcing the pathway of how they feel reward to come in through that one way. The more the heart is filled with this intangible phlegm them the more someone will WANT to engage in that obsession, be it over a person, or something like drugs or gambling or prawn, it's all the same stuff. It's that someone needs a shot of vitality and this phlegm has a narrow and specific pathway that it's got them locked into to attain that. This is why fasting from the world can open up opportunity to transform it since you're not burning the yin which can hold back the fire from activating that obsessive current and provide other pathways to experience abundance without needing the destructive pathway. There's no way that someone who has this phlegm pathway can bypass it, the feeling of wanting to engage WILL BE THERE and likely for a VERY LONG TIME, but it's the awareness of it and the recognition of it as just a pathogenic factor that leads someone to separating their "buy in" to the conditioning from truth and they'll make CORRECT DECISIONS WHICH VALUE THEIR VITALITY. Projections come from the heart being excessively activated and floating the shen into these hyped up states as well as trauma responses that have been conditioned through stagnant qi patterns and fixed pathways that cause someone to respond with aversion to fulfilling what they faced again because that foundation to open up opportunity isn't available in that place.

Building kidney yin and liver blood to bind excessive yang from becoming pathogenic requires fasting from unnecessary stimulus. I mean REQUIRES it, unless you're using very specific interventions to aid surrounding it. Spleen qi relies on kidney yang to warm the transforming functions to break up stagnations. Without kidney yang then spleen qi tonics will only boost temporarily and then revert back to a lower baseline after the effect wears off. Liver qi stagnation requires you willingly sink charge when you feel unnecessary raising of those out of control feelings of frustration and resentments and anger and most importantly on top of that making CORRECT decisions as well as MOVING PHYSICALLY in VISCERAL SPONTAENOUS ways. I believe a big part of why I tend to function better and manifest more abundance when I engage in physical movement that's very "flashy" is because it literally moves liver qi that I've probably had stuck since I was single digits that's still not fully revealed itself. When you have stuck liver qi it's basically a requirement to physically by dynamic. Those "tired" feeling stretches that your body does when you're about to sleep and stuff or after you wake up are a sign of liver qi being sticky and it's your body basically involuntarily moving and stretching to shift stagnant qi. Live connects to tendons and sinews, so they get tense and expand to shift stuck qi. Someone who's inflexible will most certainly have liver qi stagnation and liver blood depletion. Been there done that. So from here with smooth ENOUGH flowing liver qi then it's opening up opportunity for RELIABLE transformation of stuck trash. Smooth flowing liver qi is REQUIRED for opening up of non liver stagnation required trash too for the most part. It opens up lung stuff to be processed when liver is insulting, as well at heart since heart issues can come from liver imbalance as well as water. Liver yang rising can also in fact impact spleen and deplete the spleen qi through qi rebellion from heat and stagnation since the pressure is too great and it surges upwards as that's the "projecting" nature of the liver meridian. This isn't projection from the 3 rings but a projection of inner power outwardly. That's the "raising and projecting" function of the liver which is also why it's a prime candidate for heat and stagnation. Without the liver qi being smooth and the yang being grounded in yin then you've got no chance at having controlled and functional authority projection as it will be pathogenic in nature. You swim in this stuff. You can't escape it.

Buying into the conditioning means being impacted by what it wants you to do based on the feeling and the default pathway its established as a way of expressing the thematic that's stuck. In reality you're repeating the event that created the heightened awareness that's become stuck in your circuits and that's the pathway that this specific psychological function will take. We need to recognize that this pathway WILL CONTINUE TO FIRE UNTIL THE STAGNANT CURRENT IS MOVED. THE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT IS CREATE THE SURROUNDING CONDITIONS TO SUPPORT THAT TO HAPPEN. Leading pathways and all the psychological stuff I talk about here is the active method of making that work IF THE VITALITY IS AVAILABLE AS I'VE SAID FOR YEARS. Having the vitality available means the conditions are available for you to approach the stagnation and basically "go back" to the heightened awareness that caused the stagnation and re-approach it from a place that's grounded and ready for it to happen again without being overwhelmed by it. I know that not all conditioning can be approached from the "go break boxes" perspective in a reliable way, but what I will say is that if you're making the most out of those opportunities and living with common sense around it and making space and all that stuff then it SHOULD cascade eventually into bringing those other stuck feelings to the surface to be transformed in a meaningful way spontaneously. All this "imagination creates reality " trash needs to die. It's denying the fixed functions and placing it all under the idea that somehow your ability to let go is bound by a magical "state" of being which IS ONLY ACCESSIBLE THROUGH THE CURRENTS WHICH FACILITATE THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE. NO FREAKING DUH DAMMIT! You cannot bypass this, else immortality would be a function of relaxation and "letting go" but it's not it's a function of availability of yin substances and the anchoring of the shen.

There is no way around this. Apply some damn common sense. If we're going to clear DEEP ROOTED unconscious trash and all these not self conditioning programs we must generate both functional yin and yang and the only way to do that is to nourish yourself by making decisions which value your vitality which ARE those currents. You cannot bypass this function it's literally 100% impossible and is the reason you exist so thinking that thinking or suggesting you can bypass this is only going to keep you manifesting signs because those currents are what you swim in and will be drowned by if need be to learn the lesson. Been there done that. I've been at the bottom of the barrel so deep I thought I was going to die multiple times when you wake up in terror unable to breathe properly and your head feels like it's going to explode and you're unable to even internally string together functional sentences in your mind. My mind couldn't even coherently think about the next thought I'd have this like cloud over my thought process where it would be like I had no memory and the rate of thought was like next to nothing. I could observe what was happening but I couldn't think thought, it was strange. I was almost watching myself unable to think and being unable to think about it. My point is what I've experienced the irrefutable proof of this mentalism thing being a bunk idea in the worst way those so called influencers couldn't even begin to conceiver of. The suffering built understanding of what it's like to be fully dysfunctional. We really can't get around that function. If your substances are stuck and depleted or overactive then you've got no chance at mental stability, no chance at leading clear suggestions. You cannot relax fully, you cannot stop the constant thinking about trash, you cannot hold space. It's impossible, because the very substances which open this up are unavailable. Function is a product of availability of the substances, which are the facets of your consciousness in functional proportionality.

With all this work I've done lately, the dips, the dead ends, I know that the thing that's keeping my plateau in place is the continual thought about refinement of RS. I get insights, yeah, I get them A LOT, too many to be honest, and it's clearly indicating an imbalance. Less blood, more yang, more activation. Too much activation not enough space. Need more friendly banter and play, like the old days. The TCM analysis that I've done lately has been crazy intensive I've read through SO MUCH material to gather this understanding pressing through hours of my eyes watering clearly indicating I should stop but I pressed on for the sake of finishing this work, or at least going as far as I feel is necessary to present here. The harder you think to solve problems (not in a circular way but in a progression with connecting new dots in new ways on a continual basis WHICH STILL TAKES A LOT OF CAPACITY) the more yin you burn and thus you're less anchored surrounding this. All the surrounding conditions tend to surface. The wushu at night isn't enough to clearly move the stagnant liver qi that shows up whenever I'm involved in this work. How oh how does it stay moving clearly? A total shift in lifestyle probably. This is the VERY reason I didn't get into working at a desk in IT 8x5 a week because even when I was like 14 and stuff when I'd spend too long in front of the tech I'd end up feeling something was wrong and I'd feel "clogged up" and "sticky" despite not having any real reason to other than that I knew whenever I spent too long looking at stuff that really in hindsight was unnecessary I would feel this way. Doing the game design spending hours coding AI systems that were actually functional made me feel the same things, just like when I'd spend like 10 hours a day animating characters to ace grades. I always went way over the top with my projects back then because I could but that doesn't mean it was functional for my vitality. Why did I make those decisions? Because I was still unanchored in reality and I didn't want to accept that. Getting real matters. Your body tells you what you need, ALL THE TIME. I believe that if the shen is well anchored in the blood of the heart without agitation then you WOULD WANT TO value your vitality VERY clearly on a day to day basis but without that then you won't feel necessity to and so you'll accept theses little Jing depleting sources day in and day out and wonder why things begin to break down in your psyche and manifestations don't show up the way you'd like. Why? Because you're fundamentally missing the point.

What we think we need, what activates us and drives us, is yang, and yang in excess drives us in unnecessary ways, even if in some respects that drive leads us towards more value in life in other ways with the work you do. Jing gets burned from constant mental stimulus and that's what I've lived probably 80+% of my time in over the last decade especially. I reached plateaus of subconscious expansion because of this, no matter how deep I went with gazing it would always cause those liver qi stagnations to be made conscious to me. Looking at the patterns I've had and clients have had with those who do advanced gazing for 9+ months regularly it's clear to me that reading other peoples thoughts SPONTANEOUSLY is a big thing that shows up as well as the ability to more vividly enter into lucid dream type states and wake up in dreams spontaneously more frequently. I've actually had some clients who are so open they have this ability before even talking to me, which is crazy. Thing is when you're in that space knowing WHAT to do often times isn't something that's always clearly known and so I have to develop imaginal experiences for them to bring out the reality of experience and lead pathways. It's all pathway leading after all. This is where I've been stuck for like over 2 years now. My expansions led me to intense sensations in my body of juice moving around but the abilities mostly stayed the same. I just continued to run up against the same channels of stuck trash. I say this out of honesty, the gazing is something that we have to be real about. The alchemist I still believe is clueless about these functions, despite having discussions about TCM and having depth here that isn't explored in his work I find there's levels to accompany the alchemy he discusses. He teaches his system, which works, but considering the same stagnant trash shows up over and over in my experience with the convulsions and shedding of tears, when I connect that to everything else I've revealed about my own patterns of dysfunction it's showing me a clear trend. Liver qi stagnation gets cleared when I have the quickenings for a moment just the same as would happen when I am spontaneous in my movements and feel that surge of energy, or do acupressure with certain points, or imagine certain experiences, all of those things are exposing to illuminating starlight but I have to be able to hold the illumination to clear it our further. In theory the gazing should do this, but perhaps the continual stagnation generated from the work I do surrounding it is keeping it in the plateau. I don't know to be honest but it's clear to me that there's levels to this inner alchemy that DO IN FACT OVERLAP WITH TCM. It's just that TCM is so unbelievably complex just like the rest of these systems of inner alchemy that it's difficult to find the overlap between them sometimes. It only was revealed to me over the course of years of experiencing these cycles of dysfunction just like when I had the heart activation that was excessive which ruined my personal romantic relationships for most of my life until I figured it out back in 2022. I realized it one day when I use to do forest walks and record myself talking about whatever was on my mind and I had it realized when I was actually studying human design back then too and contemplating on different themes of experience.

I will simply say that based on all of my experience, which is probably containing over 20k hours at this point contemplating on these ideas, it's clear to me that if you want an already existent system of alchemy to study then Daoist systems such as TCM (which doesn't really go beyond surface level human ability but qi gong can do that) have the most viscerally connected themes to study. You can feel exactly what the patterns of disharmony feel like if you know what you're looking at. They're there and it's very clear. I've never found any other system including HD that even comes close. HD isn't even close to TCM in terms of practical application and specific detail. TCM is where it's at, by far. It's been the thing I've been studying on and off since ages, but TCM doesn't have much material out there connecting it to psychological functions which is what I've had to attempt to decode and relate to RS and manifesting. Making videos on these mechanics is probably where the gold is at but of course the "let someone think for you and you blindly agree because you're still a developing child in mind" culture couldn't handle this depth. They'd explode trying to read just the notebook here. Nobody in LOA has the mechanical understanding or wisdom or insights to recognize truth they're almost all just childish fools who don't really have any experience in deep introspection and self critical analysis. Being real. That's what they don't do, because it's encouraged NOT to be real. It's a disease and it needs to be eradicated. LOA is a joke. the mentalism side obviously is but the fixed function parts that NG talks about is still just scratching the surface. Why praise his bible doctrine which misses the functional mechanics, and I still disagree with him about prayer and such. It's not about using your imaginal senses (which is what he makes it seem like) but instead is the deliberate illumination of different functions of your field geometry to lead pathways and expand subconscious space as a result.

In the Daoist sects, they'd give someone who's new a single exercise to do for a whole year before moving on if they study under a master. My qigong master was taught similarly. Why do they do this? It's because to attempt the more advanced stuff, they're not going to be able to handle what comes up, because the anchoring to channel such a degree of illumination without exploding will not lead to functional outcomes. The foundation needs to be built. Kidney qi, yin and yang, and spleen to transform and transport stuck fluids which prevent qi flowing clearly. Qi flowing clearly is unconscious clarity, because somatic sensations that lead us to compromise out of conditioning is a function of stuck qi that's being illuminated, but that illumination doesn't necessarily mean you're in that place clear to EFFECTIVELY clear it out. I've had quickenings and manifestations of crazy visions and such from gazing spontaneously and voices and images and hearing peoples thoughts and seeing other beings literally materialize in front of me over the day randomly. The thing is that then I know that my body will either end up twitching and shuddering (blood stagnation clearing and or liver wind blasting) and I'd end up probably shedding tears and feel sad (liver insulting lung through a sudden influx of stagnant qi being forced to move which overpowers the lung yin and unanchors the po) and it's regular so I know that these manifestations indicate that the continued liver qi stagnation has been the core pattern that's necessary to deal with. When did this show up for me? 2016-17 I'd say the most, which was when I really started waking up to the Juize and their influence in shaping the degeneracy of this world. That made me furious and I don't believe that the rageful fury that I held for such which never got moved into something useful like meaningful action (though later on I did and it really just led me to more frustration as I mentioned when I'd go and preach to Christian cafes that our kinsman redeemer was a racist and irrefutably prove that) and so it just led to more and more and more stuck trash in the liver which manifested as the near death stuff I had. That's how filled with contempt and rage for these people I was. I wanted them ended ASAP. I cannot speak words for the pure unbridled merciless fury I held for the people who did this to us. Any time I'd talk about it with personal contacts they'd ask if I was ok because my whole head would go red. liver yang rising, because of the insane amount of just bottled up hatred I had. It was literally indescribable I couldn't express it physically with any action possible. It was never directed at anybody personally, but it was always showing up as soon as the system of dysfunction was mentioned or anything related to it showed up. Literally anything that connected to the theme of being restricted in ways which were built to control. it would lead me to just feeling the risings. It's not like I'd explode or whatever, I'd just have everything to say about how and why and I NEEDED to say it. It was correct, but my issue I believe was that seeing so much damage that's been done without any way of processing all that fury in a functional way was what screwed me over the most. I've studied the depths of basically every facet of that sphere there is in pretty much every detail. I gathered over 2tb of data manually downloaded and archived over the course of about 7 years and I even needed new drives to hold it all. The amount of data I went through was insane, the experience I had exploring every subject I could find to find the weeds and the truth buried under that stuff was just incomprehensible. Every moment of the day I'd have outside of necessities would be to study and figure out exactly what's up. This only led me to greater understanding and yet also further stagnation. Pros and cons. Valuing your vitality matters for more expansion.

Manifesting isn't about understanding, knowledge, theory, it's about vitality. Vitality and your capacity to clearly suggest are one in the same thing. RS 101. Vitality and manifesting are the same thing. It comes through you, supply/demand. Having power, vitality, nourishment, functional meridian systems and substances to activate and ground those substances is necessary to manifest and clearly operate as yourself. You are the functional circuits, you are not the dysfunctional circuits. "Self" is higher order function, "not self" is simply patterns of dysfunction that aren't resolved. Realizing so called spiritual self or "I AM" or whatever trash people want to label it out of total disregard for the alchemical functions which lead to such experience of expansion, realizing that is a function that's going to wash over you from nourishment. NO DUH. They're the same thing. Operating in higher order function and having vitality are one in the same thing, and all the experiments I've done to try and prove/disprove this have led me to this understanding and nobody can present a systematic case that I'm aware of which refutes this idea. Someone who's got high vitality has more availability to activate innate capacity/seeds and unfold higher order states, but being higher vitality doesn't mean you WILL. It CAN, but I find that generally it's not really about the vitality in a vacuum but also the quality of "spiritual maturity" for lack of a better term that describes how "ready" or ripe someone is to go deeper into methods such as advanced gazing and see all the horrors that shows up with that when you spend long enough at it. You see some deeply disturbing things but that's part of what is necessary to surface the dysfunction as your pathways are being led by God for you because you're willingly holding space and participating in your own expansion. This doesn't mean that God will magically resolve all your trash just through advanced gazing but it will take you as far as it will within your applied capacity. If there's compromise patterns surrounding this that you face and pass off responsibility for looking for magical solutions then you'll continue to be stuck. There's an element of WILLING participating in this that seems to unlock opportunities more spontaneously, even if you're still holding resistances but it's that this "spiritual maturity" so to say and willingness to clear trash and go all the way, that's a quality that cannot really be quantified in any one substance of TCM or whatever. You could say that "willpower" or the zhi can be seen this way and you could say that kidney Jing would represent this ability, as in UTILISING YOUR JING FULLY that's available to cultivate more higher order substances and move into those higher states instead of just wallowing around in compromise not taking the last step that you know you can but still find reason to stay stuck that you know isn't functional. This is what I mean. Just because you've got good vitality (at least externally it would seem that way) that doesn't mean you've been melted down by the fire and tempered to be stronger.

It's not necessary, but TCM seems to provide clarity on explaining patterns of dysfunction that are TOTALLY unconscious to you. TCM basically refutes mentalism 110% because it's so precise and exact and detailed with everything that you can't get it mixed up but that also requires a VERY VAST understanding of it to not misrepresent a pattern. You REQUIRE YEARS of DEDICATED study to even come close to making use of TCM. I read probably 8 different textbooks through multiple times over and still didn't understand even half of what's in them. I took notes and manually wrote out hundreds of pages of notes on physical paper back when I was fully dysfunctional and it taught me a lot but compared to now I wasn't even close back then. TCM is so deep and complex you'll never really figure it all out yourself, there's still new stuff I'm learning but I'd say that when you get to ENOUGH of an understanding that it can be practical then you'll be able to use it not just to validate what's going on and know what to work with but also to understand more about your truth in contrast.

We simply need to get real with ourselves. That's the shortcut. Seriously. Getting as real as you can is the way. Problem is that if you're excessively activated in ways that lead you into projection cycles then good luck attaining clarity through pathway work. The condition of the field geometry to reveal that truth matters. Everything I write here is all leading to the same conclusion. Get real, illuminate the unconscious trash and clear it, being yourself is being real, because that's touching on the conditioning ring overlaying truth as the truth underlies that. The theme of compromise when fulfilled opens up free expression of that theme in a functional way instead of in a dysfunctional way and thus you're more individuated as yourself which opens up expansion since MORE of your circuits are able to freely flow with qi and substance instead of getting clogged up and ruining your life and aging your body and ruining everything that you have great capacity to attain. Nothing about "I'm going to break this trash" will save you from yin depletion of any form. I repeat, pleadingly, you WILL NOT benefit from the "I'm going to destroy you" attitude to the conditioning if you're yin deficient and have no way of anchoring because you'll overexpress not realizing it and look back not recognizing what's been happening to your yin no matter what you do to try build it up. Settling charge, sinking charge, it's necessary. Dysfunction is imbalance, disproportionality of currents, and qi stagnation lead to heat, heat boils yin, water, cooling binding substances. Without that inner coolant being available to cool down the engine when it's revving to 11k RPM or whatever the limit is you've got before you burn up, it's necessary to cool it down so it doesn't explode. If you're constantly overheating the engine. We must cool it down, same goes for liver qi, and having that activating current stimulate response that makes you want to buy into where the currents are being led in response through the pathway that's been forged through repeated activation. Recognizing that pathway when it surfaced (which is why pathway work is so important to identify) and made conscious then you'll know what to settle and sink into and recognize not to engage with because it's just the boil-over spilling out. You can sink charge in these places in a functional way, it's not suppression. The reason it's not suppression is because the current is simply looking for a pressure release which means it was already unconsciously under pressure anyway before you felt the reaction. The somatic response is just a signal that the imbalance was already present.

I won't summaries. You can do that. I've done more than enough here for free. Just be real. Settle the shen, sink charge, gaze, nourish yourself with yin tonifying food. Be spontaneous., All that stuff. Knowing yourself means knowing your parts, and these are the parts. All the substances are the parts. Know them. This is the work of the immortal. Inner feeling, inner mastery, inner reality. That's what all this means. It's the same stuff. There's nothing special or magical about it it's just reality. Imagination creates reality means your substances in the ratios they're in create reality dynamically because they ARE you, effectively, as facets that open up perceptions and experiences. You experience your field geometry. We can say "you manifest what you feel you deserve" and all this stuff but in reality that's all just surface level psychological translation of the inner alchemical functions that TCM clearly outlines the mechanics of. If you want the truth then you have to be real, look at how you feel, and resolve disproportionality. That's what RS is REALLY about. A DEEP exploration of how these functions manifest on EVERY level. RS is the only model of manifestation that recognizes that we are not mental, but substantive and alchemical in nature and CAN APPLY methods that WORK those mechanisms. If there's a mechanism the notebook has a way of working it somehow.

Anyway all this stuff is gonna be dumbed down and translated for the ignorant dumb masses of people out there so gullible they'll swallow up everything thinking they understand it when they really don't have a clue what's being said. They just feel something "resonate" which is a validation of some form of pattern in them that's familiar and it reminded them of something necessary to understand, but that's not to mean they actually recognize what that means. What I say just "rings" a bell in them, they feel something, and that's what they judge it on. Is it empowering? That kind of trash. It doesn't matter if it's empowering. I don't care a single bit for if what I say is empowering to you it is TOTALLY beside the point. TRUTH and REASON and HARDCORE LOGIC matters above all else. Why? Because it's how you solve problems. Being simulated isn't solving problems. Activating currents is useless to actually making meaningful progress. Unless I somehow magically lead your pathways perfectly and I generate a clear suggestion in you and it manifests then my videos for 99% of people are meaningless and they're just existing scrolling the algo to get stimulated because their lives suck and they know it. That's why they watch this trash about manifesting which never works. It's because they're still afraid of being real. It's because they're unanchored, and seeking stimulation through these empowering videos that are alluring keep them in the hook of psychological dependency on hope for validating the SP showing up. I got my SP when I sat with myself said "maybe I won't get her" or something along those lines and letting it be. Yeah. Get real. Move the currents that are stuck and move on. That's manifesting. The suggestion will come through you. Get real dammit. My videos won't serve any purpose except to unnecessarily simulate people into further peak dip cycles of dysfunction because lets be real they're children in disguise looking for approval and can't sit for even 5 minutes without getting anxious because they're so depleted on anchoring current. It's a joke.

Being human means being seen breaking that stuff because that's what humans do. We can't be controlled. Logic and reason and honor and glory, these are what shaped our white western world. Nobody else carries that honor but our ancestors. Look at it now.

Manifesting is way more than thinking. It's being, and reality will bend to support your path towards truth, or not.

6/9/25

26 today.

If the goal is immortality, then we could say that the soamtic senses would become fully integrated at that level, meaning the contrast to avoid natural striving vanishes. You are self completely and without compromise.

Poetry transforms the psyche. Media, real functional media, is useful in transforming your unconscious trash and refining your character, more importantly stabilizing it with unshakable foundation. Kidney Jing unfolds into the formation, the pattern of the spark casting a shadow on a wall of silk garments blowing in the breeze, flowing in the streams of the cosmos. Cast upon the edge of eternity lies risk, the risk of being destroyed and restored into a new form, the form of the 12th divided wheel itself. We are on the battlefield of life itself, the wars being waged by the gods within our psyche who toil and turn day in and day out endlessly until we break under their will. They must break us to win this war, and the only ones who survive are the ones who look upon the unseen veils with the unperturbed certainty that no matter what horrors they face they will inherit eternal life. Gushes of blazing glass slide through the corridors of your mind ready to slice and dice where the spotlight shines, so don't you dare shine the spotlight or you will get torn to shreds, but you dare to do it anyway, you dare to assume it. Who cares. There's only one way out, and that is to face the grinder of seemingly eternal torment knowing that in the plan there must be an end. There is always an end, if there is a beginning, because reality is cyclic. Process within process. You must become the process. Take the risks to jump from one cycle to another and get torn to shreds on each track. Yearning for the end we climb, climb knowing it's done before we even began, as has been promised.

We are but puppets for God, what more can we do but be ourselves?

What are the limits to this expression? Vitality. Common sense reason. Courage. Love for greatness and prosperity as an EFFECT of sacrifice.

Get inspired by a character who brings out the feeling of activation or inactivity that's necessary to transform the trash and embody that thematic element fully. Carry it. The feeling is on this level a resonance you will emanate which will restore the disproportionality in your psyche if you've got the guts to go all the way with it. The law means you can't fail at this. Own the role and those who play in the cast to support your role will show up. Thematic supply/demand. Go look at art of Greek and Roman mythical battles of the archetypes themselves, the gods, and feel that connection to the thematic which ring the bell home. Buy these images and put them up in your home to autosuggest these themes. Resonate those aspects within you on a regular basis, not to stimulate and burn vitality but to act through that resonance in meaningful ways and apply functional dissolution to your psyche as you fear the consequences of being yourself in those moments of opportunity.

This is what RS taught. Courage to own your character, and to not care a single shred about consequences because they're just the trash telling you to stay small. You will not WANT to expand if you do not have enough current within you bursting at the seams begging for expression. The currency that makes all this work is vitality, kidney Jing, yang, yin, and a stable shen. These are the facets which enable alchemy to unfold. If you do not have the lab setup correctly you WILL NOT perform functional dissolution and transformation. You will fail, every time without exception. You have no will whiteout these substances because these substances ARE your will to expand. If the will gets too out of control without substance it will burn itself out. We must balance, despite the ignorance of our lack of experience and narrow view, it's necessary to turn inwards and relax the activation to allow things to settle and be distilled. We are the alchemy lab built for this work after all. Do not forget that. We cannot summon vitality out of thin air, our hormones most directly represent these inner currents, so get that on point. I don't care what reasons you've got you need to die. Throw holes in the trash and burn it all down to the ground. Tear it to shreds, but never forget to ground. NEVER FORGET TO STABILISE AND SETTLE THE CURRENTS. This dynamic interplay of yin and yang generates infinite power, the endless supply of nourishing current manifests through perfect implementation of the alchemical dissolution process. We are not here to play games we're here to win a war against the world and grow up.

7/9/25

#1. Cultivate vitality through making common sense decisions - hormones (kidney Jing is the root of all vitality)

#2. Get real with yourself and cut through necessary trash - spontaneous movement of yang

#3. Relax and allow yourself to hold space - sink charge and settle the shen to allow natural detachment to drive positive outcomes

#4. Expand your view wider and encompass greater things - NG did teach this too

Done. You could even argue that point 4 is #1 since it suggests and implies expansion of vitality in the very act but of course the actual shifts happen through actual availability.

The solution to the alien invasion, heck even the robot invasion, it's simply to be greater than they could even imagine. Utterly destroy the competition. That's the solution. Domination. Conquest. Conquest through excellence of being the best you who by default supports and elevates those around you. Being a selfish parasite does nothing and only breeds contempt. There's a difference between being excellent and being a selfish parasite who puts down his fellow man and disregards mateship as a function of what created the very environment he lives in and thinks he rules. News flash pal, it's not even close. You stand on the shoulders of people who sacrificed more in their own lives to make act of righteousness to have soil to stand on. We stand on the shoulders of the great men, and being a functional man means to stand taller than they could and see farther than they could to be the supporting structure. That's what TRUE greatness and glory is about, being the new support pillar for the world because of your decisions. This isn't a "self sacrificial" sense of lowering yourself but is the greatest act of giving yourself to yourself to act as more than your own personal improvement but that your elevation in your own life elevates those who you're surrounding and provides them a platform to stand on so you in your very foundation can relax under the weight that you carried for them to rise up and build that new floor. This is how great civilizations are born, obviously. Great men being better than they could be for themselves. There's a very big difference. I don't care about this "I am not built for that" I don't buy that at all I believe we're all capable of such but don't want to accept that because it means expanding your own foundation beyond it's current limits and being seen and exposed as someone that you're conditioned to discard in yourself. The man who stands in this sphere will respect himself so much that his self respect and selfishness (implying self expansion) overflows into all others around him because it's so abundant.

How can we explain this better? The philosophy of our kinsman redeemer Jesus the Christ himself. Those who read seedline doctrine know this. He did not preach to be a selfish parasite and benefit yourself, but to see yourself as in righteousness and use your vitality efficiently with your responses, meaning don't act where is unnecessary and act where is. This cannot be boiled down to a single command, though within the hearts of all is the knowledge of love, and of course love for one another means love your own, not the alien, and show compassion to your enemies of your kind by showing them up for who they are, not by stomping on their faces but by making decisions which reveal to themselves who they really are in their own compromise by you being correct. This is the highest form of self service there is. Being narrow viewed enough to see it all as the self is Satanic by definition, disregarding other people as also going through their own trash just as you are. You don't compromise for them, and thus you show them respect as yourself to be yourself and that inspires them, if not actionably will keep that moment in their mind on loop until they learn the lesson. That is why you hold all the power despite not being of highest order in the power structure of application of force or the availability of resources. Your impact as a functional person is the point, not in blind servitude to the mindless who are stuck in their own boxes but that you existing in your space involving yourself only where necessary to expand and sway minds is the point. This explains manifestation, as a metaphysical unfolding process that operates on all levels at once. Manifestation as an idea of magic controlling reality cannot be separated from the tangible manifestation of the metaphysical aspects which correspond to the thematics involved in a suggestion and how they showed up with the impact they did. The currents you have within your field geometry are always externalized, and thus we can prove "imagination creates reality" without being delusional about it like the rest do.

Is operating from a dysfunctional state manifesting? Well yeah, because if a self recursive circuit exists it's manifesting but it's capacity depends on the thematics it has available. We have them all, and thus can wield them all. Power, domination, violence, unnecessary displays of force just to express some semblance of control that's lacking inside, that's still a form of projection. If someone has it within them and is nourished and conquers and provides foundation then that is not the same parasitism as the above example. Being functional with your display of force is what makes the difference. I've said that we're not all born to know the deepest truth, and that's what I will stand on especially in this day and age, but if you were born into the world 60 years ago you'd have a very very different outlook on those ideas. Your environment shapes must of what you accept because it's available and normal. It's as I said before, when the world around you worships mediocrity then that's what people strive to attain needlessly to fit in with such. It really is about the surrounding supporting structure which determines what's "comfortable" because in an example where the people around you are all superhuman and have ascended to being next to immortal then that's the expectation to fit into. Would someone be correct do deny this as their trajectory? Does this lead them to higher function? I'd say no chance, but since we're all played by God then nobody can really do wrong if they're following what's known within them to be necessary that they feel come up on the regular. Facing the pressure of compromise and expanding their capacity to reach to new heights is how I started this work here, despite not knowing where it would go. Thing with RS is that the unique aspects are very very very complicated and take months to study to understand. The depth can be studied endlessly. What's the simple idea? Be yourself without compromise. How do you do that? Go back to the 4 steps I wrote above and the 3 rings that show you where you're operating from.

One point I've raised and will continue to raise is this. Back in the 1300's when Kind Edward got in power and ended the Juish reign in banking by killing boat loads of them and deporting the rest the people flourished when usury wasn't the established operant system of monetary value. With the forcible removal of the people who were imposing such filth on the collective then the floor of available wealth raised and people had significantly more leisure time working only 16 weeks a year (if I remember correctly) which is how much of the architecture we see was constructed. People had available vitality to not need to put into gathering material resources and so could expand consciousness in other more meaningful ways. It really is the environmental factors which make available to us what we have and what challenges we face. If we're born into this world we're going to suffer more than someone born into abundance. PERIOD. That's not to say you'll be bound by it but when the floor sucks just like it did back before Edward threw out the bankers it opened up opportunity for the floor to be raised and that's the important part to recognize.

Balance between work and play. I do necessary tasks around this place to built it and manage it and then the relaxation feels all the more satisfying at the end.

I’ve been imagining myself in ancient locations surrounded by inspiring figures. It’s making some serious shifts. I imagine myself around powerful architecture and amongst saints and heroes from times passed. They’re so vivid it’s really real. Every detail on the stone carvings are clear as day. I can touch them and feel the solid stone. I can shake the hands of the men I stand before. I can hear their voices echo through the rooms. I can smell the nobility in the air. I can sense the contextual sense that I’m amongst the stuff of true legends and it humbles me and casts my limitations upon the altar to sacrifice for expansion. I confess my inadequacies for real to these people as I stand before them speaking exactly what I know I need to and I am judged accordingly and face the effects of that compromise to widen and reveal deeper truth amongst the dissolution of my compromise patterns and conditioning. I confess my inadequacies and in that respect I look towards my truth having learned from my mistakes and implement the necessary shifts that open up the manifestation of the vision within me to unfold my own inner glory. I find that if you can’t physically surround yourself with people who you’d consider to be above you and who inspire you to be better as yourself then I imagine them and feel the reality of experience to bring out of me a deeper more expansive vision for my capacity and reveal even more shadow that normally would be invisible to illumination by standard pathway work. This is how I am applying this currently and it’s an interesting method. Being around the ones who bring out the best and the worst in you through being as real as possible.

I can also say that physically spending more time being active in meaningful ways like building stuff for example is something that leads to DEEP DEEP DEEPEEEEEPlY nourishing and satisfying outcomes. Why? Liver qi moves. Simple. The Shen is more stable since liver yang is bound in the blood. The less screen time you get the better. It reminds me of when I actually healed so much stuff in no time because I fasted from literally everything that I knew was depleting and operated correctly. Had so much good luck. I stabilized easily and everything opened up. Stop the unnecessary stimulation.

8/9/25

If there really is a chosen race of people then those people would be considered a great threat and to be manipulated into disowning their capacity to manifest greatness. All this LOA stuff is just to childish to go into in reality. There's far bigger fish to fry than "making more money" and "getting the 10/10 girl". What a joke. Anyone can do that. Being the stuff of legends and eradicating the filth that seek to keep us down is where glory is at. Bloodshed is necessary and will happen, regardless of if you like that or not. I can't wait, because it means people break boxes and value their vitality for once, just like you break down your own conditioning. The whole world is trying to condition us to stay small and conform to their trash tier ideology of universalism. We are above that all, and then some. Always have been. That's the great awakening. It's the metaphysical renewal of the spirit and the spirit is upon all flesh as the bible declares, to the children of Israel the man. There are only 12 gates, metaphysical gales, but those represent all levels of manifestation. Why would they not? That's what thematics ARE. Physics exists does it not? It's fixed, so why would lineage be any difference.

The bible clearly outlines 2 classes of people. TWO CLASSES. CLEARLY. The alchemist says they're the initiates and the uninitiated, but I say that's manifest on ALL levels. We are the initiates. All I know with certainty is that not all can or will be 'saved" and only the ones who are chosen by God are saved, saved from destruction. How do we marry the lesser conjugation of fire and water into seedline doctrine? Well the unforgivable sin is fornication, basically mixing forbidden substances. Alchemy can only be done one way, and going about this process in other ways leads to degenerate product. We have male and female, fire and water, and if a true saint is someone who follows the law perfectly why would it not apply on all levels? Why not? How do you marry them together? They become a complete cosmology and doctrine that manifests in the alchemical process internally as well as externally. Why would it not? If reality is like the field geometry of God and we're microcosmic self recursive reflections of that reality within God and there are dysfunctions that are on a lineage level then those will stick out as patterns of disharmony and the pressure of devalue and accept less must be cleared. Why would it not?

It's always a devaluing process that is where dysfunction manifests in the psyche AND on a field geometry unconscious level in the structure of that persons psyche. The reality is that anything or anyone that devalues you is part of what must be illuminated and resolved. Look around you, look at this world, filled with distractions and consumeristic ideology designed to waste your vitality and diminish your connection to core essence. Make you think you're a part of this reality vs being a part of blood and soil and spirit that's shared amongst those who share that blood and soil. I don't see any way of interpreting scripture without seeing both levels of Alchemy and genetic lineage together. Lineage is a form of self value, and this is arguably the very foundation of collective self devaluation. The whole world is telling you that you're not chosen and yet you are. They say you're the same as the rest, to give up your chosen status, mix around. It's manifest so clearly on this level it's insanely obvious and really anyone who's not got a pea brain can see that.

There's one pattern manifest on all levels.

You have to be able to accept making others feel bad for owning the facts. Owning that others WILL feel worse than you is functional. That's why I said yesterday that leading like this will make you despised by others who are objectively inferior. That's just the way it is.

Why do I go after the NG interpretation so hard? Because it's a universalist perspective that misses the fact that Juize don't see it that way and interpret it physically as a playbook to follow as how the world works. Their implementations of the world we live in today reflects this. Manifesting money isn't an eternal truth. Go back a while in history and those desires would've have been a thing people wanted because availability of resources satisfies this. What is and always will be in desire is to be greater, more noble, which NG did in fact quote but never made a big point.

The pursuit of cashing out is a fable propagated to lower your status as someone who participates in the system and not as someone who's more noble.

"He who is by nature not his own by another's man, is by nature a slave and he may be said to be another's man who, being a human being, is also a possession" - Aristotle. Politics

"Hence it is evident that, it is just for Greeks to rule over barbarians, but not for barbarians to rule over Greeks, since the former are by nature slaves, while the latter are by nature free" - Aristotle. Politics. on Hellenes ruling barbarians.

"It is meet that Hellenes should rule over barbarians; " -Aristotle once again in Politics.

Funny enough it's also that our kinsman redeemer said virtually the same thing.

"But he answered and said (to the apostles on the subject of giving bread to a Canaanite woman in need who was seen as a lower barbarian and a "dog"), it is not meet to take the children's bread and cast it to dogs". - Jesus Christ - Mat 15:26

Aristotle was a racist (just like our kinsman redeemer) and considered everybody who's not Greek (light) to be barbaric slaves. He also saw them lacking in intelligence and were mere animals to be ruled over and used for their own benefit "fit for simple obedience". Slaves served the citizens in manual labor tasks because they're incapable of higher thought. This is what Aristotle considered "Hierarchy in natures law". He believed then that blood and soil determines someone's fixed trajectory, not a mental idea of being higher but that you are already born into a level that's above the slaves and therefore inherit higher nature and capacity above the animals, He saw that everyone has a position on a hierarchy, and in alchemy this is 100% true, The reflection is clear and exists on all levels. We're not all equal, CLEARLY. Just like all of our ancestors who saw colours other than light itself as dysfunctional slaves to be ruled by civilized reality because wherever they go sin propagates. When will we accept our position and make corresponding decisions to establish rule under this identity? Now people wonder why there's a bunch of pages missing from the notebook. To be honest I don't even care at this point really if "it comes out". I gain next to nothing of financial benefit from this work anyway I do this because I have it in me. Propagating the facts is the point, regardless of if people like it or not, and yet to rule the algo that favors big clicks and watch time online you need to peddle to the pea brains who think we're all equal. Isn't it funny that the only real view that's unacceptable is to hold such views as use to be widely published in Greek literature in the past? Wild shifts hey. Aristotle is viewed in high regard by virtually all philosophy schools even today and yet funnily enough his views are heavily filtered to not offend anyone. You eventually come to the realization that offence is functionally part of how we're designed to expand and to step on the enemies which present themselves to our cause. Denying such is denying the order of nature to keep some pseudo order that's tame and safe because they're gutless and spineless and can't see themselves in a truly higher position of honor and glory. Staying small in such ways is also a part of deconditioning, and yet nobody talks about that because the reality hurts others, and yet we all die and get turned into alchemical elements to be recycled if we don't conjugate fire and water before we die. Isn't that funny. They'll deny hierarchy in nature just to not "hurt anyone's feelings". Too bad. That's part of what growing up into your capacity means. Divine intelligences don't care about that and neither should you if you're going to be individuated. Blood and capacity are one in the same thing. Slaves cannot build highly functional realities. CANNOT.

I once again go back to this core theme. If the people who are being conquered by trash started to value themselves and see themselves as grater than circumstances and make necessary decisions to break the spell of invisible control then you'd see things change instantly. It's only by keeping your perceived nature small and lowly that they keep you out of their realm of control and into the pit of despair. If you see yourself as way above the trash that impose such a dysfunctional view on you then you will naturally make decisions to stomp out the dysfunction and thrive. Common sense?

The bible quote I mentioned would've likely been interpreted as a transformation of lower thoughts into positive ones, I'd guess. What a dumb take. There's only 2 classes of people, and it's FIXED roles that are determined by lineage not mental arrangement. Mental arrangement in scripture is correlated by the lineage.

Holy cow I found the solution to our problems! Tacitus wrote some bombshells right here.

This is his work called "Germania". I've not read this one, though I read his writings on Christ before. This was written in 98AD. Interesting stuff here, these things would be seen as negative in todays world but I support such 100% as a solution to feminism and out of control filth that's propagated amongst our kinswomen who should not be in the position they're in today as entitled brats who think they're worthy of 10/10 in every way just because they exist and never need to look in the mirror.

"The unmixed status is enforced by turning the marriage bed into a test of racial loyalty. They guard the marriage bed with the strictest care. No part of their manners is more praiseworthy. If a woman is convicted of adultery, her husband cuts off her hair, strips her, and whips her through the village; then, in the presence of her kinsman he drives her from his house and whips her on beyond the boundaries of the settlement."

"They therefore live in a state of chastity well secured; corrupted by no seducing shows and public diversions, by no irritations from banqueting. Of learning and of any secret intercourse by letters, they are all equally ignorant, men and women. Amongst a people so numerous, adultery is exceeding rare; a crime instantly punished, and the punishment left to be inflicted by the husband. He, having cut off her hair, expells her from his house naked, in presence of her kindred, and pursues her with stripes throughout the village. For, to a woman who has prostituted her person, no pardon is ever granted. However beautiful she may be, however young, however abounding in wealth, a husband she can never find. In truth, nobody turns vices into mirth there, nor is the practice of corrupting and of yielding to corruption, called the custom of the Age. Better still do those communities, in which none but virgins marry, and where to a single marriage all their views and inclinations are at once confined. Thus, as they have but one body and one life, they take but one husband, that beyond him they may have no thought, no further wishes, nor love him only as their husband but as their marriage. To restrain generation and the increase of children, is esteemed an abominable sin, as also to kill infants newly born. And more powerful with them are good manners, than with other people are good laws."

This is the same quote as above but translated by someone different. Catches the same essence. It's translated by Thomas Gordon.

As you can see in the days our ancestors lived they heavily punished such degeneracy and made an example. This is exactly how natural order works and how it keeps people in check so that dysfunction cannot propagate. There's no CONSEQUENCE for women to have the positions of authority today. Consequences are necessary to enforce function because without it then dysfunction propagates at baseline. This is not a dishonorable charge for such an act, considering it's about being a functional part of a whole and not a parasite who's only interested in personal gain without end. Those behaviors are to be called out and scorned as sinful filth to provide an example of such to only cause suffering for those who partake. Let's be real, we only wake up in our own personal lives when consequences for making dumb decisions get too harmful to us and then we change. IS THIS NOT CORRECT? We ONLY change when we WILLINGLY want to expand OR we face enough negative outcomes that we have to eventually cave and let go of the dysfunctional pattern. What works works. That shouldn't be controversial. If someone in the modern world treated an adulterous wife in the same manner she'd get the Juu hired goons called cops to come arrest the guy. The guy with guts would eradicate the cops and do the right thing and stand by God, but not all are in that position. Living to higher function mirrors the alchemical refinement process internally. Does it not? Why would that be an exemption then? The blood purity matters, else we end up in dysfunctional worlds like we are in today with aliens everywhere to water down the blood into something it's not through tolerance and compromise on higher order virtues and values. Anyone who reads that as negative obviously doesn't value functional society and loves disorder and dysfunction without checks or natural order to ensure consequence exists for unbound satanism, self serving ideology and unfaithfulness to what is clearly greater virtue.

How the heck do you integrate this into the LOA side of things? Well you can't really. Let the fools be fools and be led by the blind.

"The tribes (interesting quote relating to the lost "tribes" of the Israelites) of Germany are free from all taint of intermarriage with foreign nations; and appear as a distinct, unmixed race, like none but themselves. Hence too the same physical peculiarities throughout so vast a population. All have fierce blue eyes, red hair, huge frames, fit only for a sudden exertion".

"For myself, I concur in opinion with such as suppose the people of Germany never to have mingled by inter-marriages with other nations, but to have remained a people pure, and independent, and resembling none but themselves. Hence amongst such a mighty multitude of men, the same make and form is found in all, eyes stern and blue, yellow hair, huge bodies, but vigorous only in the first onset."

Another mirror quote from different translations, just to show I'm not picking ones that support my point.

"In the choice of kings they are determined by the splendour of their race, in that of generals by their bravery. Neither is the power of their kings unbounded or arbitrary: and their generals procure obedience not so much by the force of their authority as by that of their example, when they appear enterprising and brave, when they signalise themselves by courage and prowess; and if they surpass all in admiration and pre-eminence,"

Another interesting quote that once again relates hierarchy even within the people themselves.

The Juize are giving small depressurizations to us to prevent explosions of hatred and disposition. They're trying to carefully manage our heat levels using media propaganda to allow certain views to be aired and frustration to be voiced until the next wave begins and we the people get nowhere, They're managing pressure, that's what the media really does.

It goes back to what I said before about status and reputation. They're trying to keep us small and weak and feeble. These little filthy Juize are walking a tightrope to balance our pressurization cycles. It can't go on forever, One day they'll fly too close to the sun and get burned. Loyalty to honor for your blood above all leads to the most satisfying and fulfilling life. Your blood are your children, your creation, your alchemical product, your immortality. The alchemist made it clear that the images you see when you first start advanced gazing are the ancestors in your blood who hold unconscious limits yet to be dissolved. We're tied to them by blood in an alchemical way too. Saying otherwise, thinking it's just so called crystals of consciousness in a vacuum is incredibly shortsighted. Elevating your sense of self involves operating from this clear level of self respect and by extension blood respect. We don't exist in a vacuum. If you feel AT BASELINE UNCONSCIOUSLY more tied to your kin then why would you NOT feel more foundationally supported? WHY WOULDN'T YOU? If this is a foundational condition for courage to manifest to break our own limits then why would this not play a key role? Social support MATTERS and saying otherwise is something that I'd personally backhand you for like an ignorant moron. It's so obviously clear. That shouldn't be a condition to compromise if it's not there but in a reality where we are in fact actually supported then that availability of that current is almost "shared" with you and you'll feel that influence to WANT to be greater. An investment portfolio isn't how someone develops their sense of self. When your needs are met and or you've created the business you desire to make then you've gone all the way, What then? Where's the satisfaction? Blood and soil are eternal truths that can always be expanded on and built further to expand the availability of abundance for said blood.

Men worth real value uphold such values regardless of social conditioning. Men worth more aren't modern "chad" because chad has none of this. There's no blood and soil. Chad is a virgin loser in comparison to his ancestors and is often poly in his relationships which would've been scorned by the nobles who looked down at him. What an unvirtuous loser. A country of chads would crumble under the weight of it's own dysfunction and nothing of higher nature would come out of such a civilization. All you'd get would be more barbarians. It's only because if one man was to preach such code to his Chad neighbor he'd get the cops called and he'd be detained. We've lost it. Is that imposing "my beliefs". No. Just no. Once again your ancestors would roll over at the thought. It was never about personal control, it's that your weak feeble mind can't stomach living to a higher ideal of function that's built where expansion of availability is the primary function to be attained. I know many would consider then our ancestors to be "conditioned' and yet here we are today in the least fertile reality ever for our kin. What a surprise. Fertility falling off a cliff is EXACTLY what we're here to protect as men, which we're TOTALLY failing at. NO FREAKING DUH CHAD. What a moron. Can't even perform basic tasks.

Metaphysical expansion. How does intuitive impulse and natural striving work in with this then? Well I'll argue that we're often getting these signals but we can't interpret them clearly since there's all this social conditioning in the way that we need to hold onto to fit in. It's so pervasive that you can't not be influenced by it. Every person around you will devalue you for having such positions, despite their ancestors thinking the exact opposite. If the ancestors were more fertile and nourished than we were then perhaps that's a sign to drop all this so called spiritual fluff of operating according to some zodiacal system and wake up? "Oh that's just part of the background frequency". What a moronic statement. I won't even bother going over that. If you're still unable to see what's happening in front of you then it's probably because you've already been beaten into submission and have no fight left. No kidney yang and WILL to fight for what's right. There's none left, just a dry empty bottle of sand. Who cares about manifesting trash when the foundation you're standing on is dysfunctional? If we work on process within process then obviously so long as your foundational needs are met and you're feeling nourished where you are then the focus should be on establishing that foundation at baseline as a floor for all to stand on which will only support your personal journey into expansion having functional people around you not causing contrast to compete with. They're the dysfunctional ones at that level, not you. The one man who sets the example is the most individuated, and once again individuated isn't about being a self centered parasite but to operate according to common sense where personal gain is part of a necessary function to attain satisfaction but also that living by common sense virtue that's built into your blood and restraining from self indulgence just because you can is a sign of true abundance. Not needing. Already having. A supported foundation and availability of supply that's already present, therefore you don't need to aim for an overextension of what you don't have to feel nourished through everybody around you also mirroring such a dysfunctional state of being and so you overextend just to stand out and have a pseudo virtuous way of living which only feeds into further collective dysfunction of disregarding blood and soil as the bedrock of availability of nourishment vitality and supply. God is our eternal supply, but we become the channel by which this manifests into reality.

Blessed is the man who places his honor over convenience of pleasure and indulgence only to ruin the life blood that runs in his veins from the endless sacrifice his ancestors made to fight for him to exist. What more satisfaction can come from being a parasite? There's no transformation it's just trash eating more trash. True honor is tested when it costs you something you find valuable. This is how we attain satisfaction. We give up something of value to us, as contradictory as that sounds to the LOA space which is all focused on self indulgence and personal god statusing in meaningless ways, We have every opportunity to own these facts in todays world, but we're still too small and scared to own it. Filthy parasites don't deserve abundance. They're leeches who such the life blood our of their inherited Jing and disregard their blood and soil as something of their own. Spontaneous courage builds men into noble men,

Spontaneous courage builds men into noble men, Someone who fears death more than dishonor isn't someone who's refined. They don't walk with God. They're holding onto compromise and fear their lack of foundation as they're supported by parasitic baseless and unsatisfying foundations standing atop mounts of sand and not solid stone pillars carved out from the finest handworkers in the lands. What status have you earned? You want to walk the streets and not be shifted in your concept of self by the words that come out of anyone's mouth? Own who you are, far greater than you imagine yourself to be today. Even if you're 1% of that man, who cares, own it anyway. Masculine power guided by functional principle in truth and justice for what's right is the highest attainment for ones sense of self and individuation. What has this got to do with inner alchemy? You take a guess. The heightened awareness that washes over you when in such a position would rival the most powerful quickenings that gazing can provide. It's the same functional mechanism of the reality of experience and inner transformation that's meaningful and necessary. It's the same mechanism. The same purifying illuminating starlight that reveals your weaknesses and you cut through them instead of compromising like a small weak coward with no stones. These acts test our individuation and what we're WILLING to stand on when opportunity arises. All of his honor and glory stuff is simply an extension of making correct decisions, except under a perspective where collective influence plays a role where the people around you play a role instead of just being actors in your play. Do you desire comfort or true satisfaction and transformation! All of our political so called leaders are filthy single stone sellouts who desire comfort and financial benefits over true honor and service and thus deserve to be treated as such, treacherous filthy parasites who deserve zero respect, and in my opinion, deserve the gallows and have examples made of them just like the days when justice was served and everybody was satisfied.

These so called LOA coaches don't have courage or honor, they're parasites who deserve scorning. When your people are in danger do you show up? Not a chance. No blood and soil. Only some magical fantasy reality devoid of a single shred of truth only to prop up the delusions of someone who's too small to see reality for what it is, preaching relativity and mentalism as the cause of experience. These people thrive on personal gain and not on willingness to expand and sacrifice their comfort for truth. I do not need to judge anyone, your children will do that for me in a world built by dysfunction. "Why did you go along with this?" they'll ask you? "Because I was a coward who couldn't stand on principles of truth but only to sell myself for a small shelter for this lowly family" you'll say. No honor, no greater cause, no expansion, no risk or satisfaction. Just compromise and playing within the box. You wait for someone else to task the risk and cower in the corner until it's safe to come out at night when the real men have slain the enemy. That's called conditioning.

What's left when all that comfort is eradicated from your psyche and all that remains is the base elements of water fire air and earth. This is who you are, and those elements need catalyzing moments of heightened awareness to expand and be purified. This is why living under true virtues isn't some subjective "rule" system imposing conditioning on someone so they fit in with such, no, it's a common sense functional order that establishes a basis of transformation for all who partake in such and having personal responsibility as an aspect of that foundation leads that collective civilization to thrive and conquer the world so that they may stand on a floor much higher than they otherwise could on their own. Do you get it now? This is why things suck and we're all disregarding blood and soil. It's because it's inconvenient to be seen as such, and thus we don't expand because there's no accountability or responsibility in a functional way that's universal to all people. By you being yourself, the highest ideal you can strive for, you empower those around you as an example to hold that floor up. A social order without those principles as the bedrock will fall. This is what we live in today, and the masses of aliens will only break that fragile glass floor from under our feet and send us all into freefall where there will be nothing left to hold us up. Throw LOA out the window and realize that manifestation goes side by side with living in a higher state, a higher degree of function. It's within you already. That's why we live this way. These moments of heightened awareness, that risk of losing it all, those moments lead to expansion in the most powerful moments imaginable, You're forced to face all your compromise in a moment and burn it all down and serve your highest ideal of actually embodying the state you desire. Anyone who says they're not a part of that or that their work is outside of such obviously still buys food with overinflated money and pays taxes to a dysfunctional government so that they can actually have a root over their head and food to eat. Never forget that you have neighbors who are in the same boat. "Oh I shape them with my assumptions". Yeah right. Best to you. All the examples of NG talking about this was that the actions they played out went hand in hand with their assumptions. The magic is parallel to transformation. These are all opportunities to expand into a more functional form of yourself, to be individuated and purified under illuminating starlight. The external and the internal are one in the same. They're not separate.

This kind of stuff is always interpreted as nonsense by the "I AM" crowd. It's always some nameless faceless "energy" power of consciousness or whatever that's just taking on a mask and experiences it, yet that's not what either seedline doctrine or alchemical doctrine of scripture present. Both say there are stakes and responsibilities to making correct decisions. Heck even in the NG bible doctrine he says that there's work to be done in us, AKA expansion, AKA playing roles that involve you guess it, making tough decisions. We've all been lied to about these things. These I AM buffs would say we're all one spirit and that there's one god. Well all throughout history, centuries of experience of human life, this has only proven that we're NOT all one and that we're NOT all the same. They'll say the spirit is the same, and yet that's also not the case either. Yeah there is one god, but that's under the perception of the components of consciousness being a simulacrum containing all the states for expansion built into you. All the points that these people make are bunk mute points that are easily explained and put into a greater context and cosmology which provides reason for why things exist the way they do, unlike their relative views of mentalism where it's all just mind dreaming a dream. Yeah, what does that mean? What is a dream? It's a projection of light into a suitable vessel to reflect that light and in doing so opens up self recursion to the degree that the receptors that comprise that self recursive circuits can afford, and thus the meaning of the life of that consciousness is set as the necessary expansion to become greater than the sum of the parts. That's what this is about, there are stakes. You're not immortal. I don't just speak this stuff out of thin air because I want to condition people into a certain view of things, no I have endless reasons and connections as to why this is the only way that makes sense when you put all the variables on the table instead of ignoring them all and hand picking what you want to view and say that this is all there is. I don't discard data, I integrate it all and find common threads to connect dots and thus establish truth through reason and logic guided by feeling in my bones.

So the question still remains. If our souls are immortal according to biblical seedline doctrine then what does that make of the alchemical perspective? Well what if those who are chosen have a different composition? There's no proof of this of course, but there must be a reconciliation.

I actually believe that to some level the very alchemical arts of inner transformation are tied side by side hand in hand with seedline doctrine and I'll go over why I believe that here. John Dee, a figure I've studied quite extensively has some of these bridges to this truth I do believe. I do not see "magic" and such as satanic or anything like that, I see this all as an extension of the power we have innate to unfold our capacity manifest into a medium that opens up WILLING conversation with our kinsman redeemer, or other. Either way my point is that John Dee was the first person to apparently coin the term "British Empire" and called the people of Britain "British Israel". More proof. John Dee must've had access to ancestral memory, just like what you see with advanced gazing in the early stages with the manifestations of those lineages. John Dee must've been tapped into that ancestral current and created the Enochian language and prayers. I believe that seeming magic comes through this current, and is natural to us in a large part and not "sinful".

True Christian doctrine must be in my opinion an ancestral oral tradition that was VERY DIFFERENT from what we've been taught by the church. NG threw the baby out with the bathwater, obviously. His unbelievably ignorant statement that all the characters of the bible were thematic elements of consciousness is just blowing my mind with how bad of a take that is. There's no chance that's correct and I'd debate anybody on that who thinks the bible is exclusively a metaphysical text and destroy them in the process. I've already proven that there was a tribal based system of faith in Britain back before the Church showed up and even then I still believe the church was only there to control people and subvert the real doctrine and send it underground. I believe the real Christian doctrine is much closer to ancestral memory and the power of lineage, which gazing taps into, interestingly enough. The first Israelite settlers were from Dan, the seafarers, who landed in Britain and colonized the world as scripture prophesied would happen that I proved in the now redacted "illegal" pages of the notebook you can't access. Those who want it, email me, though I won't send you anything if I don't know you from a bar of soap. There's months of daily work in there. Either way the hidden tradition was oral, because the bible as we know it today is Catholic and Catholicism is a joke. I have no doubt that the Catholics were Jewish in origin and the church existed to water down Israel in an attempt to eradicate the true oral tradition. The mysteries therefore, of alchemy and the arts that our kinsman redeemer taught, were part of what ancient Israel practiced and is coded into our blood. Is that not what we're doing? Overlapping the fire with the water, experiencing the unfolding of our blood as a manifestation from what reveals itself in gazing? The alchemist says that the church only carried the bible to preserve the tradition but of course preached a false doctrine, which was partly true. The first pilgrimage to the American continent AS WELL AS Australia were both called "new Jerusalem" by the settlers. I can't shake this.

Why did I have to have this revealed to me now? Why oh why am I going to be going on another wild goose chase to uncover more hidden mysteries of the bible? I don't want to right now to be honest. I'm so burned out on the other work I've been doing I need a break. Trying to peddle to the unbelievable ignorance of those who seek to use this against me isn't something I want to deal with. I need to build deeper expansion and these deep study sessions I partake in only stagnate the qi and cause more aging. Not functional. Why can't someone else do this work? Why me? Why am I the one who has to do all this.. I've done so much already.. I've been given these insights, that true Christian doctrine was about a secret hidden sect of lights that held unprecedented power to shape reality. Sounds a lot like the alchemical manifestation level doctrine doesn't it? There are hierarchies, we are lesser than God, but we have capacity to walk as one with God. The hierarchy is to be mastered through self exploration, of ones blood. This must be where the power is, because the blood is yin and yin is structure, and this is all the work of structure, Saturn, the earth matrix. I believe that Christian doctrine of the modern world and what they know and preach is Juu sponsored Church empowered false doctrine which is an overlay to act as a sort of initiating level which leads someone into the context of their ancestral power when that activates. The bible we have today has all the ancestral level stuff in it and the alchemical level mechanics, but there is probably more. I just have a feeling there's deeper levels unlocked now. I don't know all the details but there's more here. The historical data is too obvious to ignore.

Perhaps the alchemical traditions coded in the allegories are in fact the secret doctrine of immortality which was the oral tradition of original Saxons. I feel like to make a clear conclusion on this work I need more historical data and currently I don't have the vitality for this work so it'll have to wait. I have a feeling that the ancient Christian culture has nothing to do with what's propagated today, and has elements of both alchemy and historical doctrines with manifestation mixed in.

I also want to explain that most of these "rituals" if we'd call them that are to mediate pressure. All of the steps of for example sacrificing animals and all that before performing rituals I believe are almost entirely to bring current to different parts of the field geometry and move stagnations before performing the suggestion. I really don't see how any of the actions leading up to it would have any role other than to simply move pressure so that naturalness can more effectively be attained. You're doing the ritual to satisfy a sense of need which detaches the person doing it, at least in theory it should if the person moves current correctly through the steps. That's often why the steps are so strange, if you ask me. Moving pressure through ritual is part of things. They'd often have to face very discomforting situations, for example killing an animal and then cutting out certain organs and then processing them or feeding them to another animal then killing and burying that animal in a certain place at a certain time of day. This is all to lead pathways and move pressure. What else could it be for? The steps themselves don't make magic happen since you are the magic

If Christ is in us then it means he’s literally within us, within our blood, our water and earth, and we have his spirit, the fire and the air. Those who are not Christ’s do not have him in them. This is why it’s an exclusive tradition where the power MUST be anscesral. How does this connect to having a personal higher genius? God in scripture according to the alchemist is the higher genius of the person reading it. I must ask further questions.

I just felt more somatic connections to the meridians. Felt a bit of a fright from something and I realized in that exact moment that the feeling was similar to what happens when I go into scenes that challenge me. This is significant. It brings up exactly what the weakness is and how to resolve it. This is a new method of diagnosing where resistance is held in the circuits. It makes it far easier to know what to respond with when the feelings in the field show up. I’ve also felt more casual imaginal scenes, as in pressure is able to be mediated easier. I’ve got a new c loo by I’ll teach this too. There’s so many levels to this. It makes showing faith using this new method more reliable, as in recognizing feelings and being able to depressurize when needed to make decisions clearly without consequence. My experience tells me that the decisions matter more than the pressure being moved, it’s just that the pressure moved is stuck and needs to find somewhere to express itself to clear the pathway that it’s unfolding through. Remember that if you have no pressure felt then suggestion can become clear and effortless like breathing. Effortless assumption comes through you without contrast. It’s really that simple. What would it be like if you could be this person and cut through all the trash in the way that shows up. That’s the solution. Of course we’re not factoring in bigger picture stuff it’s just simply the movement of stuck current. Either way you look at it we can know with certainty that if you lack vitality to nourish a certain meridian and channel then you will feel that in the body when that comes up to mind. The way you resolve it is by empowering that meridian by making correct decisions and under illuminating starlight we are cleaned of impurities. How do you empower the circuit you’ve identified has limits? You’ll find out how soon.

9/9/25

I believe that the apocryphal texts have more answers to these questions about the correct biblical doctrine. I do not believe that there is a complete account in canon texts which reveals every detail, probably by design. Remember biblical canon was put together by the church, not the ones who likely carried the original tradition. The church showed up in England after there was an already established Christian type doctrine established among the people. It wasn't the church that propagated it, the doctrine was with the people as oral teachings before the Church came along to subvert authority from the people themselves who were the living word. We need to always go back to the theme of blood and soil as the core tenant of scripture. It's so obvious I could list literally hundreds of passages which demonstrate this but that's not for this entry. The oral tradition was likely alchemical in nature considering this doctrine does exist and is founded on profound transformation and refinement of the psyche of that person. Canon scriptures demonstrate this anyway, but the teachings of Christ were to empower ourselves as his chosen people (those who carried the tradition in their blood ancestrally) and live as righteously as is possible AKA to follow the inner guidance mechanism only his sheep had, which once again was blood based. This is the CORE doctrine of scripture. Trusting God and walking according to truth as his sheep, not exclusively physically of course but inwardly as well. NG took the Edomite interpretation as the big picture which totally misses this point, yet the ancestral power doctrine also contains manifestation within it as well. It's not subjective mentalism, it's objective fixed functions of consciousness you're born into and have available to unfold. NG also taught that we are to be "worked" by God as well and "zapped" into different roles to accomplish that work by that greater process we're integrated within but leaves it up to being open for all people. This is NOT what scripture teaches. Scripture clearly outlines 2 classes of people, arguably 2 races of people, those who are light and those who are segments of what was originally created mixed by Satan to add colour to what is otherwise an anti-colour if we'd call it that. We're told that this higher class of people are already saved. Why is it that I consider it racial? Because the symbolism to seeds and vines and plants and water and all these terms clearly indicate genetics, just as ethonos does indicate for the term "gentile". Gen-esis. Gen. Generative. Gene. A coded function of consciousness that's fixed. Components which comprises the whole. You could argue still if you really stretch it that its's simply about 2 classes of people and it's that those who are doing the work as initiates and those who aren't as the alchemist says but how do you explain all the clear symbolism to reproductive capacity, for example when Jacob held his hand on Isaac's thigh and representing an important act of raising up creative essence. Seed is a physical manifestation too. The big part is really about how our power is tied to our innate capacity that's built into us, and knowing who we are unlocks that.

How wide can you get with that doctrine? It's a universal one at face value, and yet here we are with a specific lineage under attack from Edom. The Juize definitely follow the scriptures in how they act in this world. They're trying to get the whole world to turn against them to try and bring about end times, and that's why I said end times physically speaking must be close because they're presenting horrific crimes in plain sight. It's like they're doing this to provoke hatred and aren't hiding anything anymore, because in their theology when their messiah shows up it's when the whole world has turned against them and thus they're either manufacturing events to fulfil this in hopes their messiah will show up and defeat the whole world. Even if you don't believe that's how it works they do. That's mostly what drives global events, to fulfil scriptures.

Valuing yourself, as chosen with righteousness, and having faith meaning repeated experience of truth no matter the circumstances, is biblical doctrine in a nutshell. Belief in imaginal senses IS NOT THE DOCTRINE. OBVIOUSLY. That so called law can be tested and refuted easily. It's alchemical, your components of your psyche being different states of function you can access. There's evidence going back to at least 198AD demonstrating that the Christian doctrine was in Britain before Augustine first came to the isles and established the church almost 400 years later. These people must've carried an oral doctrine, because the bible wasn't a thing yet at the time the Christians were established in Britain hundreds of years earlier. If they didn't get it from the church who did they get it from? What did they preach? The people who still claim this is exclusively a metaphysical doctrine with ZERO physical basis still can't explain these things. Yeah the proof of Jesus Christ physically existing at a purely source based documented level is spotty but it's there when piecing everything together. The Juize today still say that he walked the earth physically too. Tertullian wrote about the British who were "subdued to Christ" in 198AD. This is what I mean, the tradition must've been oral since there was no official scripture at that time. There were manuscripts but no cannon bible as we have it now. It would've been fragments. Tertullion wrote "The haunts of the Britons, those inaccessible to the Romans"

Here's the quote from the full text which was written 198AD. I've referenced this one before in another page but it's not here. The text is called "An answer to the jews" and it quotes in chapter 7:

"and in Jerusalem Jews, and all other nations; as, for instance, by this time, the varied races of the Gætulians, and manifold confines of the Moors, all the limits of the Spains, and the diverse nations of the Gauls, and the haunts of the Britons — inaccessible to the Romans, but subjugated to Christ, and of the Sarmatians, and Dacians, and Germans, and Scythians, and of many remote nations, and of provinces and islands many, to us unknown, and which we can scarce enumerate? In all which places the name of the Christ who is already come reigns,"

"if Alexander the Macedonian he did not hold more than universal Asia, and other regions, after he had quite conquered them; if the Germans, to this day they are not suffered to cross their own limits; the Britons are shut within the circuit of their own ocean; the nations of the Moors, and the barbarism of the Gætulians, are blockaded by the Romans,"

More references to British and other lights being those who have the name of Christ while the Gaetulians are considered barbarians and such who were "varied" in races. Once again my point stands solid. Mixing was viewed as barbarism, even when you don't try and find it there's endless references to this in the ancient world from a variety of sources. I challenge NG to explain this history of the light carrying an oral type tradition who according to him had nothing to do with the so called Jewish people who he actually claims were the carriers of this ancient tradition of what he considered his doctrine of "the law of assumption". You see what I mean? It's not clearly in his favor, there's issues with it that don't add up and you need to ignore this data to make sense of what he says. If we're really looking for the truth and value that over what we WANT to be true then it's clear that more digging needs to happen. If only I just had access to all the sources, because finding this data in the first place is challenging enough. I refuse to use AI, nobody can sway me on that I will continue to research old school style so that I more organic discoveries. In my opinion, the pagan traditions that carried up to the Isles around that time too before the Catholic church (what I always just refer to as "the church") was established might've been an offshoot of original biblical doctrine of alchemy and such, since the mythos is also an alchemical one. No matter who you ask though, race mixing was ALWAYS off the table as an acceptable thing. My analysis of biblical doctrine clearly points to this being "the unforgivable sin" since the product is always something that's not clean, by biblical standards.

The council of Arles had 3 British Bishops and this took place on August 1st 314AD. These bishops were called Eborius of York, Restitutus of London and Adelfius of Lincoln. There was also a priest named Sarcerdos and a deacon named Armininus. Sources for this are from "Earth British Christianity" by Francis Haverfield written 1896 and also another text by the same name written by Griggs, Wilfred 3 years later. This once again proves that British Christianity existed there and had a sort of "church" which was invited to the council, which took place in Arelate. Emperor Constantine called the council, and once again how did he know about the Christians in Britain if they're according to conventional Christian maps still barbaric pagans? Yeah there was paganism there obviously but I still believe that original Christian doctrine was alchemical and has been basically completely disregarded by all historians due to their ignorance. The bible is the lights tradition of alchemy. I believe that the Catholic church of Rome back then was established to create a pseudo doctrine of real biblical scripture and warp what the oral tradition was which was racially pure lineage carrying ancestral connection to alchemical power within.

Here's another point. Joseph of Arimathea went to Glastonbury with Mary Magdalene in 63AD, though some say it's 36AD. This is called the "Glastonbury legend". I won't go over the details but it's there. Connect the dots. I've heard some talking about Paul going to Britain and how there's some biblical passages that have been pulled out of the canon bible (likely by the Church) and so we've got a curated history of who we are, which is the point of all this. I can't prove any of this though, not with first hand sources. How do you verify this stuff? Well if it exists in legend and it was preserved it likely has an important role to play and considering the Church hides real history we're pretty sure that things aren't what they claim they are with this. The legends are likely correct, but as I said I wouldn't bet my life on that. St John Chrysostom wrote that Joseph was "a man of special courage" and had "affection for Jesus" as he was the one who literally bought Jesus's body from Pilate since he was wealthy and made much of his wealth from selling his exports of tin mined from Cornwall in Britain. He already had connections to the British Isles before these events which sets up what is to come. We've already got established source linking here between multiple connections. Joseph wasn't able to originally obtain the body of Christ at first but he persisted and he got it in the end. When Christ was resurrected Joseph ended up in prison since he was the owner of the tomb but apparently Christ appears to Joseph in his cell. After a while Joseph is freed from prison. When he's freed he heads up to Britain with Mary to Glastonbury. Remember that the so called "pagans" that were there are still light, and are likely gentile in nature simply lost from the tribes, or that they're Japhethitic.

The important part here is that the tin trade was already a clear fact that's established between Rome in the south and Britain in the north which remember less than a century later showed signs of organized Christianity BEFORE ROME SHOWED UP. You could argue that Britain actually brought Christianity to the world, not the Roman Catholic church which once again had bishops and such from Britain involved before Augustine showed up. What's interesting is that most Arthurian legends discuss many locations that Joseph was involved with in Britain and it's pretty clear that these links exist as more than just "mythical legends" as they're dismissed by modern scholars who have no blood bonds to their people or their truth. Considering all the crazy stuff we've discovered here I'd be likely to put stock in those so called legends as history AT LEAST TO SOME DEGREE. There's data here, because what we know today is trimmed down to fit the narrative. Remember that if they taught this history then the entire foundation of the bible would be questioned, because Joseph was light and not a Juu. The propaganda relies on this. Some claim that King Arthur himself came from Joseph and that Avalon was a product of this faith that was there for the Christian mysteries at the time. No accident I say.

"Did those feet in ancient time walk upon England's mountains green?" - William Blake, in Jerusalem 1808. Interesting connections. Joseph arrived and went straight to a hill in Glastonbury (I've seen many images of this place with the fort there which still stands today) which is likely what Blake is talking about. Did Blake know something NG didn't? NG quotes Blake a lot, and yet denies any and all historical basis for the bible. I mean this poem from Blake is still part of an English folk song to this day, so it must be relevant.

As always I say, why do we deny that Christ physically existed if all these connections exist? You don't hear about these in conventional historical circles because they don't look at anything that makes Juize look bad, which this does. Some may say that this is all just allegory, but I still don't see that as a valid interpretation in a vacuum considering all the hiding that's going on with these things. Why is all of this hidden? If it's all just allegory and is harmless why hide this history and make these things just mythical folk legends? That's what I mean. Juize aren't the people of ancient Israel, the lights are, and that frames this all in a different context which provides far more substance to what would otherwise be clearly JUST allegory because there's no connection to the Juize as the people spoken of in scripture physically. That doesn't work. Juize are Edomites converted by John Hyrcanus to follow the Torah. That's how they got it, and warped it, and now are trying to bring about the end times and manifest their messiah physically to save them from us all., else why would they televise the "war" on Gaza showing tons of children and stuff getting blown up and other war crimes where the whole world hates them now. You tell me? None of this is accident. I didn't manifest this and neither did you, it's the script that's playing out collectively.

Considering that Merlinic magic is more or less an offshoot from Arthurian legends which we practice with advanced gazing it's no surprise really that those legends existed back then as a fact of history. It's all shrouded in mystery and branded as legend for a reason, probably to fulfil physical scripture as well, alongside the metaphysical personal journey side of things.

Another level here is that Ptolemy mapped out 56 major cities in Britain at the time around 150AD though some say the mappings happened much earlier around 110AD. Modern interpretations consider these to be "tribal" kind of barbaric centers where pagans with no Christian bones lived. Ptolemy apparently gathered this data through Roman military records from around that time as well as maps of the region already there and by connecting the notes of other geographers. There's proof of more advanced learning centers here too, which taught Latin, logic and debate, philosophy, law and astronomy. Basically they were offshoots of Greeko Roman education, but they did apparently teach Christian and also "pagan" druidic type systems here. This is why I still stand by that claim that the original Christian doctrine was oral for the most part, and that's how learning happened, person to person. The druidic type schools established by the Celts I'd guess taught stuff like alchemy, based on the fact that scholars agree that they taught "mythology" and "cosmology and natural philosophy" and "sacred rituals" which all point to alchemical training. This stuff likely goes way back to the 1st century in regions around Wales, because technically Britain didn't exist as we know it today back then, which is also why it's known as the "British Isles".

Here's a quote about it from Caesar of all people written in a text called "Gallic wars". He said "They are said to learn by heart a great number of verses, and accordingly some remain in the course of training for twenty years". They here when he's speaking mentions the druidic Celtic peoples I'd guess.

Another interesting point is that apparently Arvirargus was involved with this journey that Joseph and Mary had to Glastonbury and the so called St George's cross with the red cross on a white background which is a traditional flag of England actually originates from this time period. This was actually a coat of arms that looked the same which Joseph came to Arviragus with. This coat of arms with the classic shield look with the square upper corners and rounded lower edge. They didn't have a "flag" but instead this symbol identified who was who back then, that's what a coat of arms was about and it looked just like the St George flag you see today, This coat of arms for the king at that time was a sign of independence from Rome which technically you could say represented the original symbol of Christians. A red cross on a white background. Blood cross and white shine. It's said that the first church that was original and not tied up with the Roman Catholic church started here and this was that symbol. There was supposedly a church called the "British church" which claimed direct succession from the apostles of Christ himself which is why the mythos matters. It's said that the first church there which was organized goes back to 38-39AD OR around 65AD depending on the source. Point is that there was organized Christianity there way before the Roman church was EVEN A THING! There was no such thing until 313, AFTER Britain had sent bishops INTO ROME. Arguably, as I said before, Christianity in the Roman sense actually was an export from Britain at the time, because the Romans still didn't follow real traditional Christian doctrine as they claim was a thing back in 30AD when Paul was preaching. Paul's ministry doesn't count as "the establishment of the Roman Catholic church" at all and the historians who grasp at this are just buying into the trash that the Juize are the chosen people totally ignorantly. I can't prove that but maybe it's real. Why doesn't someone else go find more data and connect the dots I've done enough here to make my point clear.

It's also said interestingly here that Queen Elizabeth 1st went after the Vatican and sought to reestablish the original traditional lineage of Christian doctrine that we're talking about today. She was after the goal of eradicating the Roman influence which probably was infiltrated by Juize at the time, just as it was back in the days of Christ and still is today,

Also when I was talking about Hierarchy yesterday relating to rulership it was more or less that we are lesser than greater consciousness and are a creation, but also contain all the capacities of that creator. Hierarchy in Christian leadership is forbidden in biblical doctrine, as is shown in Luke 22:24-26 where he said that the one who rules should be like the one who serves, meaning equal rights of influence in the world. We're still created and are under God, the higher genius, but here in the world neither of us have that authority. The point of this is that the Roman idea of leadership through hierarchy isn't supported in scripture and is a control system. So then what about Kings and Queens? Well it was said that there would always be a King to sit on the throne which was a promise made to David by God and so the only real hierarchy would've been within civil levels. They had different roles, like Deuteronomy was the civilian law and the Levites had their own law as the priests, but it was that all were servants of God and God moves through the King but now we all have the spirit and there need be no king.

There's more here but I'll leave it there.

Looks like I can't help myself I stumbled into another bunch of points to go over. This just goes on and on and on and on and on. No way that NG could stand up in a debate about these facts that span centuries of history, arguably millennia.

So we've pretty well established that Joseph of Arimathea was who brought Christianity to Britain in "new Jerusalem" in what I can now validate is 36AD and I'll go into that soon. He arrived before the Roman invasion of Britain by Claudius in 43AD. The druids there who practiced "pagan" ideas were already following scripture. We know that the lost sheep of Israel were considered "pagan" in scripture because they were divorced, but since Joseph arrived he actually confirmed the prophesy that they'd be saved and thus were welcomed into Britain as heroes of the faith. That's confirming the legends we went over before which cascaded into Arthur and Merlin and thus developed the gazing tradition I teach in private coaching to the few who I believe are ready for such. Better be light to apply this. My point here is that it's clear that before Roman influence showed up in Britain there was already Christian civilization there established beforehand and the Celtic "gentiles" which were now grafted into the fold through the death of the Christ to remarry Israel and that the story we've been told about how Rome spread Christianity to Britain is incorrect. They don't want us knowing about the oral traditions. The so called pagans were WAITING for Joseph to arrive, arguably, because they knew OT scripture and knew they were the chosen race of people who was blessed with these prophesies above anyone else. Nobody else could partake it was a racially exclusive covenant, which is really where all the "hate" comes from by those who are outside the covenant and why the lights are branded as "racist" for preaching biblical facts that CANNOT be refuted if applied physically.

Anyway now for a bombshell. This is why I wanted to write more because I remember going over this point again before but I saw another point I missed in it. Joseph travelled from Palestine which use to be in Rome via Marseilles about 20 years before Paul showed up in Britain with his ministry. Yes, I've heard others talk about Paul and his ministry in Britain about those cut bible verses but the timeline here is that in 36AD Joseph showed up and then 56AD Paul showed up. This was after Rome showed up in 43AD. This is what I believe is the correct timeline, but again I'm still finding data so. The reason why I take the claim seriously about how this timeline works is because believe it or not the Vatican recognized this fact with Pope Pius 11th (this guy has some interesting history as I've gone over in other pages) said in 1931 that Paul showed up in Britain first and not Pope Gregory who was claimed to be the one who went after those nasty pagans and spread Roman Catholicism in Britain. Pius 11th confirmed this history here clearly demonstrating what I've been building up here lines up well.

"It was St. Paul himself and not Pope Gregory, who first introduced Christianity into Britain" which is a quote out of the "Morning Post" from 27th of March 1931. This was during a "reception with the friends of Italy Society". That right there pretty much nails the coffin shut on the debate. Critics will claim "huurrr there's no official Vatican document" to prove this first hand but we all know it's what's said off the radar that's the hard hitting stuff. Yeah this isn't technically something he publicly said in his speeches but that's beside the point, and everything that's said to go against orthodoxy is branded as discredited for the sake of it and shut down debate. I've heard enough of that with my physics and microbiology studies and how people were gaslit on the regular.

There's other sources here too I will cite just because we're on topic I've gathered. Theodoret who was a Bishop of Cyrus said around 435AD "Paul, liberated from his first captivity at Rome, preached the Gospel to the Britons and Others in the West. Our fishermen and publicans not only persuaded the Romans and their tributaries to acknowledge the Crucified and His laws but the Britons also and the Cimbri (Cymry AKA Welsh)" and "When Paul was sent by Festus on his appeal to Rome, he traveled, after being acquitted, into Spain, and thence extended his excursions into other countries, and to the islands surrounded by the sea."

William Cave was a scholar and cleric from the 16th-17th century and said "Theodoret and others tell us that he (the apostle Paul) preached not only in Spain, but that he went to other nations and brought the gospel into the isles of the sea, by which he undoubtedly means Britain"

Venantius Fortunatus who was a Bishop from the 4th-6th century said in 560AD that "St. Paul passed over the ocean to the Island of Britain, and to Thule, the extremity of the earth."

Bishop T. Burges from 1815 also said "the balance of probability rather inclines towards the affirmative" relating to Paul visiting Britain.

There's another source here. The Sinnoni manuscript which is considered the "long lost" chapter 29 of acts says

"“And Paul, full of the blessings of Christ, and abounding in the spirit, departed out of Rome, determining to go into Spain, for he had a long time purposed to journey thitherward, and was minded also to go from thence into Britain.

“For he had heard in Phoenicia that certain of the children of Israel, about the time of the Assyrian captivity, had escaped by sea to ‘the isles afar off,’ as spoken by the prophet, and called by the Romans Britain.”

Right there we have multiple references.

Sibelius quoted in 250AD "Christianity was privately expressed elsewhere, but the first nation that proclaimed it as their religion, and called itself Christian, after the name of Christ, was Britain."

Remember this was before Rome officially even made Christianity the religion that was legal.

Taliesin who was a druid and bard from the 5th century said that "Christ, the word from the beginning, was from the beginning our teacher, and we never lost his teaching." Once again yet MORE evidence that the Christians were white Saxons and NOT JEWISH PARASITES WHO HIJACKED OUR IDENTITY AND ARE REPLACING US AS WE SPEAK. Remember the declaration of Arbroath said that the Scottish came from the Scythians. One factoid I remember from my study of Plotinus back in 2019 was that he was taught by "the Scythian sage" who was more formerly called "Ammonias Saccas" which by the way the Scythians were also called "Saka's" for short. Remember what the Greeks said about other races, being salves with no higher reason. You really think Plotinus learned from someone who's not light? Of course Saccas was white, Plotinus learned from this guy. We know that he was likely Egyptian but of course there were lights in Egypt historically but I don't know if I can confirm if it was at this time period. Either way Saccus just rings too many bells.

Interestingly as well the Celtic cross is just like the standard Christian cross except with a circle through the middle. Celtic traditions of so called pagans (which I disproved many years ago with my early studies on the subject which can be explained with the divorce of Israel) were formerly Israelite, and we Paul said they were still practicing the traditions even when there was no enforcement, because it was in their blood. We've lost it because we live in fantasy land with all these distractions to create a totally different context to reality. That's probably why a lot of us don't fit in here. It's not that you're some special cosmic intelligence or whatever it's that the ancestral power is being shook. It should be clear.

The earliest "official" reference to the Glastonbury hawthorn tree comes from a pamphlet titled "Lyfe of Joseph of Armathae" written around 1520AD. It quotes "the hawthorns also, that groweth in the Werall (AKA the Wearyall Hill that's famous) do burge and bere grene leaves at Christmas as freshe as other yn May" and this was printed by "Richard Pynson.

Aristobulus is a figure who according to supported scholarship is more of a reliable name that demonstrates links to apistolic British Christianity next to them supporting him being someone who could be credited as the "first bishop of Britain" and was even a disciple of Christ himself. Clement of Rome and Eusebius are cited as other sources to support him, though they're still kind of vague about it.

Apparently Aristobulus is claimed to have been sent by Paul or Barnabas to become the first bishop of Britain and preached in southern Britain around Wales. This was said according to official sources to take place between 44-50AD, but I believe it was much earlier like we established before around 36AD. Paul also said in Romans 16:10 to "Greet those who belong to the household of Aristobulus". I don't know how you'd interpret that metaphysically. If the bible is ALL metaphysical then how the heck do you explain all the history about this stuff? Beats me. Interestingly here we have another reference about the apostles reaching Britain and that it says "some of the apostles reached the British Isles" and names Aristobulus and this was in 300AD or so written by Eusebius of Caesarea. In 731 AD the Venerable Bede writes in "Ecclesiastical History of the English people" that the tradition of apostolic Christianity in Britain as we're talking about here which is what this is officially called but we know there's more to is than that. His work supports the first links to Britain and the arrival of Joseph/Aristobulus into Britain in 36AD. Aristobulus is also a recognized saint in Welsh Irish and Breton traditions of Christianity between the 9th to 12th centuries. There's also reference to Aristobulus in celtic hagiographies from the period between 1100-1400 where he's literally called "apostle of the Britons" and is sometimes linked to Joseph of Arimathea too, which to me correlates these people as the same. Dorotheus/Hippolytus who was a bishop of Tyre in the early 4th century writes "whom paul saluted in his Epistle to the Romans" which once again relates to what Romans 10 says we mentioned earlier and then relates him as "the bishop of Britain".

Pretty clear links. I don't know how many more I need to list but there's a lot here already and there's more still. The Greek Manaeion recognises Astribulus as an "the first bishop of Britain". Arwystli is named as a Welsh tradition which recognizes Aristobulus as "the elder". That's vague as to the specific role but it's there. The genealogies of the saints of the British AKA the "Achau saint Prydain" speak of him being among the earliest apostles in Britain next to Joseph of Arimathea. This once has them side by side so it's not conclusive but there's soemthing there.

Point is there's clearly more to the story of Christian doctrine than what NG believed and thus preached on. He followed Jewish ideology, AKA Edomites. No wonder he's only half true.

"Tuatha de Danann" spoken of in Irish mythology are considered a supernatural race. They're translated as "people of the Goddess Danu" AKA the tribe of Dan, which I made links to earlier who were sea faring and obviously relate to Britain, and possibly Scandinavia. There's likely links here to the Danube river which was said to be where they arrived. On boats. Surprise. Point is their mythology considers the people of "Danu" to be of a special race of heroes and were said to inhabit Ireland before other races showed up. Lost sheep?

I believe that a BIG part of correct scriptural doctrine is to accept who we are as the rightful sons of God and own our identity and live by that truth and walk with God, higher genius, and be ourselves in righteousness and truth, Manifestation goes hand in hand with this walk as well as the alchemical aspects of this too. They're all correlated quite clearly. Reality Synthesis is so vast and complex that I can't even pin it down to one thing, other than to live as who you are, and if you're an Israelite then own it, if you dare. Ancient British history is slandered by academia as just legends and yet that's the origins of pretty much all of our lineage as Israelites today as we've explored and established. How else do you frame all this data? Peal, Aristobulus, Joseph. They all play pivotal roles in the establishment of the foundations of out modern world. We owe it to study these figures as I have today to understand more levels of the complete tradition of the bible without believing what you WANT to be true from a narrow view. We should widen out and look at ALL the data and the context relating, else how do you discover truth. This stuff drains me, it really does, but it's necessary.

The book "Moses in the hieroglyphs" sounds like an interesting read. Too bad there's no pirate copies. Physical copies go for over $750. Wonderful price. Out of print books are a pain to get your hands on especially ones like these. Wherever the money is, that's what gets published and propagated in this world.

I just want to mention, all of this history is in our blood, our capacity to expand overlaps all history. If we expand enough and I can develop a reliable method of retrieving such data and experiencing such memories through interface with higher genius or facets of that intelligence then we're going to be able to be our own source.

The Celts worshipped a so called pagan god named "Esus" which is Latinized for "LORD" or "master". Also spelled Aisus and Hesus. The Roman’s invaded Britain 10 years after Jesus was supposedly crucified and they then systematically suppressed and/or murdered the Druids across the land. What a surprise. Esus sounds just like Jesus, Aisus, Hesus. Reminds me of Zeus, eus. That's the common thread hey. The single alchemical tradition shares among most other cultures. We know who came up with it though. I almost can't stand doing this work, it's so tough not to get emotionally juiced up when you make such discoveries. I know why my life sucked for so long, because of all the work I did to uncover the facts, and how dark reality really is. Nobody in LOA likes to admit this stuff, they like to project delusions up and deny how things really are and peel back the layers. That's also not to say that the darkness should consume you, but it WILL influence you, and if it doesn't then it means there's no truth being felt. Mastering such feeling is necessary.

Also apparently Constantine's mother was a Brit and a Christian before Constantine was born. Helena of Constantinople. She converted Rome to Christian as a British, and funny enough her son then Constantine ended up being the one to supposedly then give Christianity back to the Brits, except under Roman rule. What a joke. All lineages of ancient knowledge have been wiped out, say for a few lines.

Here's a quote out of the book "The incredible history of God's true church"

"Gildas, often said to have been the first British historian, wrote the amazing statement that "We certainly know that Christ, the True Sun, afforded His light, the knowledge of His precepts, to our island in the last year of the reign of Tiberius Caesar."1 The words "We certainly know" is an indication that in the time of Gildas, the date of AD. 36-37 for the establishment of Christianity in Britain was more than just speculation or tradition; it was the commonly accepted view of the time."

"Gildas wrote primarily as a historian rather than a theologian. Although a Catholic himself, he seems to have had nothing but contempt for the clergy of his day. He describes them in the following terms: "Britain has priests, but they are foolish; a multitude of ministers, but they are shameless; clergy, nay, crafty ravishers; shepherds as they are called, but they are wolves, ready to slay souls -- teaching the people, but showing them the worst examples, vices and wicked manners." This writer, although probably not the first British historian was certainly the first that we have any record of to commit his thoughts to paper. He was aware of the British identity, as part of the "ten lost tribes of Israel." Commenting on the Saxon invasions which were in progress at the time he stated that the reason why God allowed such events were: "to the end that our Lord might in this land try after His accustomed manner these His Israelites, whether they loved Him or not.""

Did you hear that? His Israelites IN THIS LAND, relating to the British land. NO FREAKING DUH NG IS A FOOL TO BELIEVE IT'S ALL ALLEGORY. I could reference 500 sources and it wouldn't be enough to convince you hey. It's like what's the point. You're too small to accept your true nature because of all this kike conditioning that's propagated throughout millennia. I mean how many damn sources do I need to prove this point? Damn it ALL! THIS MATTERS. We CANNOT just claim it's ALL alchemy when there's INCREDIBLE links to seedline doctrine being a CLEAR part of scripture no matter how you view it and I've spent almost 5 years now decoding the bible to reveal this doctrine verse by verse. Manifestation is NOT the core theme of the bible, and I can IRREFUTABLY PROVE IT but you need to listen and learn. That's the issue. The work I've done isn't the problem it's the conditioning that's warped our identity. I can link this to ALL the threads happening in our world and why things are the way they are. Can the allegorical interpretation explore this? NO CHANCE! The frustration that comes from just knowing this stuff and being seemingly powerless to do anything of real meaning to stop it. When I can't be involved in a solution it's just so stagnating. It's like forget it and move on and remain blissfully ignorant of this ancestral past and how we're being eradicated off the face of the earth as the divine race or fight till the end, meanwhile having to pay bills and all this trash. It's like what the heck is going on. The LOA buffs will say to move on and forget it, but I cannot do that, KNOWING the stakes. Are they my stakes? Well, Jesus Christ our kinsman redeemer supposedly died for us to live, US to live, IN US. We have that gift, clearly outlined in scripture. Why should I give up and not fight the good fight. WHY SHOULD I LET GO OF THIS? The endless tug of war, the conditioning telling me to leave it all behind and be a good LOA coach vs the tug of truth, and turmoil. My roots go way back before preaching RS under the LOA context. It was always built on revealing the reality that we live in, and this is just another one of those levels the darkest one, and yet also the most illuminating. Facing this is the biggest and most powerful contrast imaginable. An entire world against you.

"It is important to realize that before the time of Gildas the British language (there was no "English" language prior to Saxon times) was primarily a spoken rather than written language. Jackson, an authority on the subject, mentions that "It would not occur to anyone to write in British, nor would they know how to do so.""

"Celtic, Pre-Roman Europe and Britain passed on law, genealogy, story, song and myth in oral but not written form. This does not mean that all first century Britons were uneducated. Oral communication was considered to be superior to the written word. Education was primarily a matter of memorizing a vast accumulation of knowledge."

They had oral traditions, just as I thought.

Another book. "Sun and cross: From megalithic culture to early Christianity in Ireland"

Too late to study more, but that's another text to dive into.

I've also heard reference that ancient Celtic art comes from Scythia. Celts and the Scottish link through the declaration of Arbroath saying that the Scottish came from Scythia.

10/9/25

Early morning post.

““If Jesus had actually been born of a virgin, crucified and physically resurrected, the historians of the day would have recorded it. But they did not. Why? Because it never happened in that way.”

Thats what NG says about why he believes scripture has zero historical basis. Seems very narrow don’t you think. What he doesn’t realise is that our kinsman redeemer had adversaries just like the media today in his time which were hell bent on hiding things. They hide information and create a false story. How can NG claim that his assertion is fully accurate without studying the data, specifically what I’m going through which was almost all available back in his day as far as I know. Unless all this data is also all just planted there to throw up a false trail then I see his position as extremely ignorant, literally ignoring. That’s not truth through rigorous testing and trial and error study and research. What’s more important is that the data I’ve gone over is mostly disregarded and hidden, for example the declaration of Arbroath, proving that the Scott’s claimed descent from the Scythians which no matter how you slice it brings up more questions. Why did they say this if it was on such an important document at the time? It was sealed by like 20+ different nobles at the time as far as I know. I’ll go into more connections between the Scott’s and the Scythians later I remember studying about this back in 2019 about the “Scythian Tartars” which is also how this idea of a global culture called the Tartarians and the empire of Tartaria showed up. I personally disagree with this interpretation having studied it many years ago and finding no clear links between modern and ancient world, unlike what we’re discussing now. Considering how shaky the evidence is for both ends of this study relating to the Israelites being light and the Scythians being part of the lost tribes, it needs expansive demonstration to validate a claim if this is in fact the case. As I always say this is still all mostly vague evidence aside from the specifically hard hitting ones like the aforementioned declaration of Arbroath but I think that when a trail of data begins to form that’s coherent then we shouldn’t discount it just because some sources seem like a stretch. Take it with a grain of salt, but considering everything I’ve learned about modern history and all the lies thrown around in science especially and massive money put in to establish certain views, we must recognise that we have a bias against this view by default. That should colour everything we read, that is “this is likely hidden or downplayed documentation” just like how the media reports now, because much of what we know about the ancient world comes from such sources from their time, the Juu owned media of their day has given us most of our sources. Of course NG would belive what they say, he sucked up to them no doubt, claiming the Juize wrote the bible when there’s well documented data proving otherwise which ties into biblical doctrine as well, for example John Hyracanus converting the Edomites to follow the law, and how Juize admit in their own writings to be from Edom, as well as their works, and how they are trying to play the role of Israel in scripture, to bring about the so called end times by turning all nations against them by televising their actions against Palestine for everyone to see.

Maybe I can find more quotes.

“The Bible is not secular history… The Bible… does not record any event that ever took place on earth. It is not speaking of any man who ever walked the face of the earth.” NG lecture - pre existence

“You could never by historical research either prove or disprove it [the Bible]; and any religion in this world that depends upon historical and scientific confirmation really is not a fixed act.” NG lecture - Signs and wonders 1964

Sounds like a cop out to me. I highly doubt he actually went through all the data before saying that. NG basically dismissed any and all historical links that MAY OR MAY NOT BE REAL as just irrelevant, because it was ALL inner reality to him, which is mostly a view of Juuish Kabbalah, which he obviously was studied in. You don’t get this deep into the bible without touching on Kaballah. What I do know is that all kinds of so called authority in this world especially in the land of so called Israel is illegitimate and deceptive, as has clearly been proven through their actions and how the history of this rogue state was established going back to the days of Napoleon declaring the Juuish state in the 17th century. It’s all about giving power to others willingly, instead of investigating your own authority and questioning everything that’s said. The very fact that the phenomena of manifestation is denied conventionally speaks volumes about the nature of the world we live in, and going back to my early days of experiencing these seemingly impossible things in 2015 it was a natural reaction to holding largely rejected views on reality.

NG was not seemingly well versed in the historical debate, was dismissive of anything of relevance and never actually had his views challenged. It’s an echo chamber. That’s not what we do here. We study all angles and find data that very often contradicts, but we continue to study and eventually those contradictions begin to connect. He simple didn’t have any drive to WANT to figure it out, because that likely wasn’t his function, which is whatever, but his authority in the subject should be questioned, just like you should question what I say as I’m still learning more by the day. The claims I make come from having gone through mountains of data and arranging things into a coherent structure which makes sense given all the well established main threads.

What I will give as bonus points to the NG side though is that there are in fact some historical threads in the bible that don’t make real reason or sense. I’ve already been over these few examples, which there’s only a few, while others claim there’s more and yet much has valid explanations, but as I said there ARE clear historical inconsistencies in scripture, mostly mild in implication though. We can have inconsistencies and still be ok with it, because a few bad points don’t make the whole thing invalid. You don’t throw the baby out with the bath water.

What is the one historical thread that runs throughout history? Light people have been sold half truths at best about their history, including in the modern era. Holohoax for example. Irrefutable. If that exists it brings everything into question when it’s that big. You can’t just downplay the other possible points historically which may on the surface seem to not be fully credible when there’s clearly objective facts that would say this data is suppressed and warped by the academic circles. If these people still mostly support the hoax then it shows you where their bias lies and who they serve, and thus historically we can assume the same roles were played by historians of the time who had biases to the state sponsored views and got kickbacks for the same reasons we still have fantastical stories told about events that never happened even in well documented modern history. That data is swept under the rug and downplayed, just like always. You explain to me why this is if it doesn’t make sense then huh? Good luck finding a coherent narrative, because NG obviously ignored mountains of data right under his nose, and died of liver failure before he knew the difference. I see his doctrine as inaccurate and a half truth, not the full picture, obviously. How then do we make sense of the rest of the data. Do we ignore it and continue living lives that don’t factor in such data so we don’t have to think about solutions to these questions which can be very difficult to handle or do we dive in and find solutions and solve the puzzle? Most people pick the willful ignorant side, disregarding any form of responsibility while the historical foundations of the world we live in are eroded day after day until there’s nothing left and the very act of questioning becomes impossible. If that’s where trends move then clearly there’s hidden data that needs exploring.

People in LOA always talk about hidden secrets but they fail to realise that deceptions do exist and they’re not beneficial ones. The real secrets are hidden in plain sight as always, and then there are ones that are much more difficult to uncover. It’s the very baseline precedent that’s the issue we face, underlying unconscious conditioning. I also don’t consider availability of this data to remain available forever, as the trends are to filter out what doesn’t fit the narrative, obviously.

I believe the biggest and most prominent question we also need to be asking ourselves here is are corroborating historical sources just confirming ALCHEMY? Like are all these mythos and legends written about ancient peoples just more alchemical states continued on? Nobody in academia studies these things or knows they exist either, so no matter how you view it there's more threads here which can point to supporting both ends of this scale. The Mernepetah Stele for example, an Egyptian tablet reads a lot like alchemical instruction to me, if the terms such as Egypt and such really are states, or degrees of function and width. I need to get my hands on that book Moses in the hieroglyphs and another way of reading these glyphs to compare translations. I don't take a word these scholars say seriously, though I'll factor it into the mix. Another thing we need to consider is that these ancient tablets with inscriptions written on stone must've been preserved for an important reason. You don't inscribe this stuff on stone for no reason, and often it's relating to battle victories and such type themes. I wonder why that's a common thread. If it was based on metaphysical interpretations you'd like have more that's not related to battle victories and such. It's not conclusive to support this point but it's a factor. We could see the Moabite stone called the Meshe Stele found in Jordan (now in Paris) which accounts that "I am mesha, son of Chemosh-god king of Moab" which plays up the Moabite victory when in biblical scripture the Moabites lost against Israel. One interpretation metaphysically can be that either side are using their own terms to describe the names of who they would've used to describe that state of being. Just a thought which connects the discrepancies. There's not enough data to say that this is truly a historical tablet based on winning a battle.

The Mernepetah Stele has multiple interpretations based on translation. One of them says "Israel is wasted, bare of seed" and another one says "Israel is laid waste, its seed is not". Very different meaning. The authors of the translations I found are not cited. This is why I need another way of deciphering these because if it's so commonly established how to interpret them then why are there clear inconsistencies here? It could be that one of these translators are just inept and that one is correct, but who knows.

So here's another point. There's about 65 references from surrounding sources other than the scriptures themselves linking to THE SAME characters as mentioned in the scriptures. So, how do we explain this? Well, how is it that Egypt and surrounding nations use the SAME names if they're not drawing upon the same stories. There's no way this was just "copy paste" to sound bigger than they were like some fools think, though the copy paste from mythos in an alchemical sense IS possible I believe, but VERY unlikely. The more consistent doctrine that ties into the biblical account of the Israelites being light would be that there's literally a linking from the same people actually writing those stories in other places. I know there's data to support lights being in Egypt in positions of influence back then. NG would say they copied the mythos and characters names because they're the same state but they're THE SAME NAMES 65 TIMES REFERENCED. Coincidence? There's probably more, but I'll reference many of them here.

We already went over the one about Moab before, Omri is mentioned in that one too, I'll quote the whole thing but those names are there referencing biblical characters.

"(1) I am Mesha, son of Chemosh[ît], king of Moab, the Di-
(2) bonite. My father ruled over Moab thirty years, and I ruled
(3) after my father. I made this high-place for Chemosh in Qerihoh, high-pl[ace of sal-]
(4) vation, for he saved me from all the kings and made me enjoy the sight of my enemies. Om-
(5) ri, king of Israel, oppressed Moab for a long time because Chemosh was angry with
(6) his country. His son succeeded him, and he also declared: “I will oppress Moab.” In my days, he declared thus,
(7) but I enjoyed his view and that of his house: Israel was destroyed forever. Omri had taken possession of the land
(8) of Madaba, and he dwelt in it (during) his days and, (during) half of my days, his sons, forty years, but Chemosh
(9) restored it during my days. I built Baal-meon, and I made a reservoir in it; I built
(10) Kiriathain. The men of Gad dwelt in the land of Atarot from ancient times, and the king of Israel had built
(11) Atarot, but I fought against the city and took it; I killed the entire population.
(12) The city belonged to Chemosh and to Moab, and I brought back from there the hearth-altar of his Well-Beloved, and I
(13) installed it before Chemosh in my capital. I settled there the men of Sharon and the men of
(14) Maharat. Chemosh said to me: “Go, take Nebo from Israel!” I
(15) went in the night, and I fought there from dawn until noon; I
(16) took it and killed everyone: seven thousand men, boys, women, [daught]ers
(17) and pregnant women, because I devoted it to Ashtar Chemosh. I took from there the hear[th]
(18) altars of Yahweh, and I brought them before Chemosh. The king of Israel had built
(19) Yahaz, and he lived there while fighting against me, but Chemosh drove him out before me;
(20) I took two hundred men of Moab, all its divisions, and I led them against Yahaz; I took it
(21) to add it to Dibon. I built Qerihoh: the wall of its parks and the wall
(22) of the citadel; I built its gates, its towers, and
(23) a royal palace. I made the retaining walls of the water reservoir within
(24) the city. There had not been a cistern within the city, in Qerihoh, and I said to all the people: “Build for yourselves
(25) a cistern, each one in his house!” I had Qerihoh’s ditches dug by Israelite priso-
(26) ners. I built Aroer and made the road in the Arnon.
(27) I (re)built Beth-Bamoth because it had been destroyed. I (re)built Bezer because it was in ruins.
(28) The men of Dibon (were) fitted out for war because all Dibon (is my) guard. I ruled
(29) over hundreds of cities that I added to the land. I built
(30) [the temple of Mada]ba, the temple of Diblaten, and the temple of Baal-meon. I transported there
(31) […] the small cattle of the land. The House of David dwelt in Horonain […
(32) …] and Chemosh said to me: “Go down, fight against Horonain!” I went down, [fought
(33) against the city and took it.] Chemosh restored it in my days, and I made up ten […
(34) […………………………….] ………………. and I [ ?……..]"

"but I enjoyed his view and that of his house: Israel was destroyed forever. Omri had taken possession of the land"

There's a direct mention of Omri and Israel and the Moabites. Is this just copy paste mythology and alchemy? Doubt that, but it's still on the table. Some sources also claim that King Balak of Moab was mentioned in it too, though it's still up in the air as to accuracy of interpretation. What I've quoted is supposedly scholarly well accepted.

Ahab is mentioned on the Assyrian Kurkh Stele. Here's the reference.

"I destroyed, devastated, and set fire to Karkar, his royal city. <Irhulêni>
brought twelve kings to his support; they came against me to offer battle
and fight: 1,200 chariots, 1,200 cavalry, and 20,000 soldiers belonging to
Hadad-ezer of Damascus; 700 chariots, 700 cavalry, and 10,000 [or 20,000]
soldiers belonging to Irhuleni of Hama; 2,000 chariots, and 10,000 soldiers
belonging to Ahab, the Israelite [A-ha-ab-bu Sir-ila-a-a]; 500 soldiers
belonging to the Gueans; 1,000 soldiers belonging to the Musreans; 10
chariots and 10,000 soldiers belonging to the Irkanateans; 200 soldiers
belonging to Matinuba’il the Arvadite; 200 soldiers belonging to the
Usanateans; 30 chariots and [ ],000 soldiers belonging to Adunu-ba’il the
Shianean; 1,000 camels belonging to Gindibu’ the Arabian; and [ ],000
soldiers [belonging to] Ba’sa, son of Ruhubi, the Ammonite. Trusting in the
exalted might which the lord Assur had given me, in the mighty weapons,
which Nergal, who goes before me, had presented to me, I battled with
them. I routed them from Karkar to the city of Cilzau, killing 14,000 of their
soldiers, raining destruction on them like Adad. I scattered their bodies far
and wide, and covered the face of the desolate plain with their vast armies.
Using my weapons, I made their blood to flow down the valleys(?). The
plain was too small to let their bodies fall, the wide countryside was used up
in burying them. I spanned the Orontes with their bodies like a bridge(?). In
that battle I took from them their chariots, cavalry, and tamed horses."

This one is dated to be around 853BCE which according to scholarly agreement is around the time that King Ahab was ruling in Israel. Interestingly it also mentions Ben Hadad II of Damascus too, who was a king of Assyria and can be referenced in the bible in Kings 20 and 2 kings 6-8.

Jehoram (from around 825BCE-841BCE) and Hazael (796BCE-842BCE and mentioned in kings 19 history around the time of Hadad as well as in 2 kings 8-13) are referenced in Assyrian artifacts that date to those periods as well as claimed carvings of his being. The artifacts are not cheap like random people with the same names.

The Tel Dan Stele (from around 840BCE again) which is another Assyrian artifact says

"1'. [.....................].......[...................................] and cut [.........................]
2'. [.........] my father went up [against him when] he fought at[....]
3'. And my father lay down, he went to his [fathers]. And the king of I[s-]
4'. rael entered previously in my father's land. [And] Hadad made me king.
5'. And Hadad went in front of me, [and] I departed from [the] seven[.....]
6'. of my kingdom, and I slew [seve]nty kin[gs], who harnessed thou[sands of cha-]
7'. riots and thousands of horsemen (or: horses). [I killed Jeho]ram son of [Ahab]
8'. king of Israel, and I killed [Ahaz]iahu son of [Jehoram kin]g
9'. of the House of David. And I set [their towns into ruins and turned]
10'. their land into [desolation........................]
11'. other ...[......................................................................... and Jehu ru-]
12'. led over Is[rael......................................................................and I laid]
13'. siege upon [............................................................] "

Notice Hadad is mentioned again as well as Ahab. Coincidence? Ahaziah and Jehoram (son of Ahab) is mentioned too. This is a pretty clear stretch of history dated to around the same time using the same events as the bible talks about in kings as mentioned before. It also mentions the "house of David" interestingly too. Once again, this could just be copy paste from scripture in a metaphysical sense using a different language to preserve the alchemy but I still find it coincidental none the less about the supposed dating. You never know with these scholars, because of the bias.

Jehu is found on an artifact called the "black obelisk of Shalmaneser III" where he's bowing to the King of Assyria, who was, you guessed it, Shalmaneser III. Jehu lived 841BCE to 814BCE.

The Zakkur Stele is another one here with names such as Hadas and Ahaz and another mention of the house of David like the Tel Dan Stele.

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2. [... Jel, my father we[nt up against him whenJ he fought at [. . . J
3. And my father lay down,he went to his [ J. And the king of I[s-J
4. rael enteredpreviously my father's land. [AndJ it was I Hadad made king.
5. And Hadad went in front of me[andJ I went forth from [theJ seven[. . . -J
6. s of my kingdom, and I slew [seveJntykin[gsJwho harnessed thou[sands ofcha-J
7. riots and thousands of horsemen. [I killed fehoJram, son of [Ahab,]
8. king of Israel and [IJkilled [AhazJiahu, son of {Jehoram, kin-J
9. g of the house of David. And I set [their towns into nlins and turnedJ
10. their land into [desolation J
11. other [ ..and fehunl-J
12. led overIs[rael ,.and I laidJ
13. siege upon [' J"

Tel al-Rimah Stele dated to 796BCE has Jehoash on it as well as what seems like Hadad again possibly as "adad".

"[1] To Adad, the greatest god, powerful noble of the gods, first-born son of Anu, unique, awesome, lofty, the canal inspector of heaven and earth, who rains abundance, who dwells in Zamahu, the great lord, his lord.
[2] Adad-Nirari, mighty king, king of the universe, king of Assyria, son of Šamši-Adad, the king of the universe, king of Assyria, the son of Šalmaneser, the king of the four quarters.
[3] I mustered my chariots, troops, and camps; I ordered them to march to the land of Hatti. In a single year, I subdued the entire land of Amurru and Hatti. I imposed upon them tax and tribute forever.
[4] I received 2,000 talents of silver, 1,000 talents of copper, 2,000 talents of iron, 3,000 linen garments with multicolored trim - the tribute of Mari' - of the land of Damascus. I received the tribute of Jehoash, the Samarian, of the Tyrian ruler, and the Sidonian ruler.
[5] I marched to the great sea in the West. I erected a statue of my lordship in the city of Arvad, which is in the midst of the sea. I climbed Mount Lebanon, and I cut down timbers: 100 mature cedars, material needed for my palace and temples."

There's an artifact considered to be a seal for someone named "Shay-Ma" who's said to be a servant of "Yara-boam" AKA Israleite king Jeroboam II. This Assyrian artifact also mentions Menehem, Pekah and Hoshea as Israelite kings on it as well.

There's a seal which says "belonging to Ahaz, son of Yehotam, King of Judah". This Yehotam guy probably relates to King Jehoram which is almost a perfect match, though some say he's referenced to as King Josham.

Assyrian King Rezin and then later Tiglath Pilesar III is mentioned on Assyrian artifacts too. There's also references to his sons named Sargon II and Shalmanesar V. Kings 17-18 shows biblical history behind them. The son of Sargon II who is Sennacherib is spoken of in Kings 18-19 and has Assyrian tablets speaking of him too.

King Hezekiah is referenced on something called the "Taylor Prism". It's a recording of the battles that Sennacherib lays out. It says "As for Hezakiah the Jew, he did not submit to my yoke. I laid siege to 46 of his strong cities and conquered them. Himself I made a prisoner in Jerusalem, his royal residence, like a bird in a cage." Funny that one. Interestingly here he's mentioned to be a Jew. There's also a seal from the same time that's got an inscription of the sun with wings facing down and it says "Belonging to Hezekiah, the son of Ahaz, King of Judah". Right there are more references historically. Are these actually seals or are they something more? Perhaps simply pieces of scripture to explore the alchemy, but the way they wrote these down in fragmented ways like this is really poor if you ask me. There's one last seal at the same site which says "Belonging to Isaiah, the Navi". Is this biblical Isaiah the great prophet? I don't know, but it's possible, especially considering Isiah was around not long before this was dated.

Here's a few quotes on Jews that NG said." A Jew is an Israelite who is not a descendent of Abraham after the flesh, but the elect of God of any race or nation." which is a quote from "the great secret". "I AM a Jew because I AM a Christian. I could be a Jew and not be a Christian, but I can't be a Christian and not be a Jew." is another quote about Jews from a lecture referencing someone apparently named Bishop Pike, in his lecture "Christ in man" where he makes the statement I've commented on before about how "Christianity is the fulfilment of Judaism". It seems that NG didn't have much available sources on his interpretation of these figures so we have to read between the lines to some degree. He also said in "what is truth", "The only Bible that the early Christians had was the Old Testament. Those who wrote the New Testament were called “the people of the way”. Do you know who they were? Jews! Although the unknown authors of the books Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John were Jews, they did not confess that they were, like Paul did. Paul’s 13 letters, which form the bulk of the New Testament, came first. It was he who said; “I am a Jew, a child of Abraham of the tribe of Jacob.” Paul never denied his Jewish ancestry, yet he laid the foundation of the Christian faith.". Since he seems to think that there were no physical people called Israelites it wouldn't surprise me if he was referring to them here as allegorical characters.

Next we have the "prism of Esarhaddon". Here we find reference to Manasseh, one of the names of the tribes of Israel, though not son of Israel the man since he came after Hezekiah. Obviously the king Esarhaddon is mentioned in the name of the seal, which was a king of Assyria after Sennacherib which we mentioned earlier. Scripture references him in 2 kings 19:36-37. It speaks about how Sennacherib was killed by his own sons Adrammelech and Sharezer, which surprisingly enough has references on the inscriptions of the "Rassam Cylinder" and Josephus mentions this too in "Jewish Antiquities" book 10 where it quotes "As he was worshipping in the temple of his god Nisroch, he was slain by his sons Adrammelech and Sarasar". Many cross references here for this biblical story. Coincidence? I mean Josephus wasn't someone who wrote allegory as far as I know, he was a priest and even a military commander during the first "Jewish" Roman war but he's known as a historian. The only real reason he was able to write what he did was because of his class, else we'd not know these things. Often it's the ones who fight for Rome who get published, which once again really validates what I've been saying about how the Romans who called the Celts pagan beasts with no Christian likeness are just saying that because that's the church propaganda talking which wants control and dominion over the faith to warp the original traditions.

There's a signet ring with the inscription that reads "Belonging to Hanan, the son of Hilkiah the priest" and this rings has been dated to around the same time as Hilkiah was said to be around in the bible which is about 623BCE. So Hilkiah who was an Israelite temple priest is mentioned here. There's also a seal which is dated at the same time which says "Belonging to Azariah son of Hilkiah". Are ALL of these just alchemical inscriptions hidden in plain sight that are all telling the same inner state story? Doubt that, considering the nature of what these things are inscribed on. Remember the bible as we know it wasn't put together till centuries after Christ's supposed death, we're talking like a whole millennia and even earlier in the iron age here way before Rome was even a thing. These are so ancient. Unless many in those civilizations were alchemically inclined it's unlikely that these are just all confirming the same alchemical transformation process.

There's so many more that I could list here but what's the point it's all just confirming the same stuff really. I'll name the names of those referenced in artifacts. Pharaoh Shishank AKA Shoshenq, King of Judah Rehoboam and King of Israel Jeroboam. Pharaoh Osorken IV AKA King So and Kushite Pharaoh Taharqua AKA Tirhakah, Pharaoh Necho II and Pharaoh Hophra. Nebuchadnezzar is said to be implied to have reference based on the inscription on the Ishtar gate which is said to have been built by him as well as the Babylonian chronicles. The Babylonian chronicles also speak of Jeconiah who was another King of Judah named "king of the Jews". Amel Marduk is mentioned in more Babylonian records and Belshazzar (the son of the king of Nebuchadnezzar) is also recorded too. Cyrus the great is referencing Cyrus the first emperor of Persia, who interestingly was considered a messiah in the bible, because they were responsible for the fall of Babylon and that freed Judah from captivity to Jerusalem and rebuild the temple. The Cyrus cylinder which was found where Babylon was said to be in ancient times quotes "To the other side of the Tigris river, where many sanctuaries had been abandoned for a long time, I return their gods to their places and I let them dwell in eternal abodes, And I gathered all their inhabitants and returned them to their dwellings". Herodotus mentions the Persian kings Darius I and Artaxerxes (yes that xerxes from 300) which are also mentioned in the bible.

Everyone listed above are from the OT. That's JUST the OT, but of course some of them are kind of vague but there's many references and probably many more I've not listed here. So we have to say once again how does this seeming historical data either confirm or deny that it's ALL allegory? Well we know the Egyptians wrote alchemical allegory so it's a thing ancient civilizations have done for a long long time.

The NT references include even more details actually since we're dealing with Greeks. Augustus is mentioned in the bible and we know he was around when the Roman empire was first established after Julius Caesar. Tiberius is mentioned in the bible as well and then Caligula who was killed soon after and replaced by Claudius. What boggles my mind is that NG says ALL the characters of the bible are allegory, and yet they clearly mention well documented figures of history who ruled the Roman empire. I mean how can you deny that? I'm not saying that they might not ALSO have allegorical meaning as well though. Either way, King Herod the great who tries to kill Jesus is mentioned in the bible obviously, and then Herod Archelaus followed soon after by Herod Antipas and Herodias which we should all know. Herod Agrippa the first is mentioned in the bible as well as Herod Agrippa II though he's just called Agrippa II. He's mentioned clearly in the persecution of Paul in acts 25-26 as well as his sisters Bernice and Drucilla are mentioned as well. What's the proof of ALL of these names? More writings of Josephus as well as currency which obviously had the current reigning ruler of Rome on the coins. I've gone over this history extensively in my banking history studies, so we know these people existed going way back to even the days of Caesar. We KNOW these people existed, else currency wouldn't have been issued as widespread as it was as well as the history of banking in Rome with artificial inflation and such to justify wars. Pilate is mentioned by Tacitus which we should all know. Three's also a tablet found in Jerusalem from the time period which reads "Pontius Pilate Prefect of Judea". What a surprise. So unless all these writings on stone were just written by fools who thought that Pilate was a real person and they're just spending all this time carving out these inscriptions, it doesn't seem likely this is just more copied mythos and allegory for the sake of preservation, or otherwise. I highly doubt that, given the time period this is in. I still want to study Josephus more, because I believe there POSSIBLY could be some allegory in his writings which would blow a lot of this up but I still need to confirm that. Nobody else does this work so. Josephus for example wrote in detail about the Roman revolt against Jerusalem in 70CE where he talks about troop movements of the romans, famines, infighting amongst ranks and rebels, the roman siege strategies and often spoke in apologetic terms for certain groups and in rhetorical ways. I don't see how it's ALL allegory if it is, and if it's even partially allegorical it still demonstrates how history during that time was real and not just all manifest in the mind.

You see the thing with all this seeming history and how it's all just allegory according to NG is that you could argue that ANY history could be viewed as allegory too, right? I mean we're living in a metaphysical reality and such so where does the line draw? There's also tons of references to Talmudic writings on this history too, which say what you want about the Talmud, it's obviously not allegory. Remember that Josephus mentions Jesus Christ by name, as well as John the Baptist and James the brother of Jesus and even Pilate. This is even by standard secular scholars considered very credible data, though not a full nail in the coffin. I've quoted this same passage from Josephus in another page that's invisible but it's there. Tacitus wrote on Christ too, calling him "Christus", and also mentions Tiberius and Pilate as well, who wrote around 115CE. I also hate the CE dating, AD is far easier to work with but nooo these sources love to mix dating schemes. Keep in mind here Tacitus also calls Christians evil, for seemingly being responsible for the "great fire of Rome". There's also a letter from a Magistrate "Pliny the younger" who served emperor Trajan. He said "The Christians sing responsively a hymn to Christ as to a god". Suetonius was another Roman historian who wrote "Punishment was inflicted on the Christians, a class of men given to a new and mischievous superstition". How do all these sources all speak of Christians and Christ and other characters of the bible in history if they're all JUST allegory? In MY opinion, they're both, thematic manifestations of the will of God on earth. Keep in mind, once again, the bible as we know it didn't exist until centuries later, so these so called Christians that are being spoken about and we can say are well recorded at this point through various sources, these people must've come to believe what they did all around the same time FOR A REASON RIGHT? WHY did they get blamed for errors in Rome at this time by so many sources? Emperor Nero blamed the Christians for the issues of Rome. It's like how many examples need to be stated here? There was clearly SOMETHING going on in Rome relating to these so called Christians, unless this group of people that are blamed don't physically exist and only exist in legends that are believed by all these people as an easy political scapegoat? I doubt that. This is not allegory, that should be obvious. They dislike Christians, and consider the Celts pagan barbarians. Wonder why. Because they deny the role of Rome. This is different from Aristotle who came way earlier in ancient Greece talking about racial links to so called barbarians and how their nature is to serve since they're incapable of higher thought. No matter how you look at it there's clear political agenda in these sources, which indicates it's not allegory and existed to demonize a certain group of people. The bible references many of these figures as I just outlined so how do you explain all these coincidences? You can't, it's clearly NOT ALL allegory, even if some is, meaning there's people involved here that existed and had works worthy of mention in these sources. Keep in mind the tin trades up to Britain were going on which are clearly documented and have history with British geography to this day which I went over yesterday with the maps Ptolemy laid out. If it's just allegory then these maps wouldn't be real right? This is what I mean. How far can you stretch the allegory cop out to avoid looking at data that exists to be considered? The tin trades that were referenced in the bible (clearly physical and historically based not just another "state of consciousness" to be explained) have been said to go back over 3300 years even which puts them back into the bronze age era of history when the first books of the OT were written, since Bronze is copper and tin alloy. British tin was traded extensively for millennia. Explain that in allegory. Those tin trades are a key point in the establishment of the history of British Christianity, which we've partly explored yesterday.

Who else in the LOA has the guts to challenge this stuff? Nobody. They're all living in self indulgence max money making land not providing anything of unique value. Everything I do here is to provide unique never before heard insights on these subjects, just as I've always done over my life. Creating new things and solving problems that never were solved before.

If we want to touch the facts, I strongly believe we need to read the scriptures as both partly history and allegory, because neither stand on their own in a vacuum. Thing is that if history before the iron age when historical data can be proven to overlap with scriptural events more closely, then we can say that until that history is expansively proven we should read the early OT texts as more allegorical, which they in fact can easily be read like. It's still very possible to be both at once, which is what I personally believe, but I can't fully prove that still so it's just my assumption at this point.

I also want to mention that the book Moses in the hieroglyphs (which I managed to find a cheaper copy of thankfully lucky me I ALWAYS get good bargains on stuff) claims that the names of Moses, Isaac, Jacob and some others from the OT are mentioned in ancient Egypt. Once again, this can be seen as allegorical copying to represent states, I can see that as absolutely possible, but once again we cannot discount the historical basis either, which obviously is much harder to prove directly but there's tons of data that can suggest this to be the case especially post bronze age or when kings and Samuel and chronicles are written. We also need to keep in mind that the bible with the kings of the Israelites (Judah at that time under David and his ancestry) weren't all gleeful about their victories in battle and stuff like you'd conventionally see with these ancient manuscripts like what you read about the pharaohs of Egypt and Assyria and Babylon and stuff which we went over before. How do you explain this? Typically kings would have scribes write down what they wanted documented and recorded to be seen as great but that's not what the biblical account references. There's no political propaganda in the bible, is the point. It's told from the position of the seeming underdogs of the world who go through all kinds of cycles of success and failure of their people.

Heard that Tarshish mentioned in the bible is actually Tarshish of Britain and not in Spain. Who knows, need more data. I still can't prove that Acts 29 existed either, which says :

ACTS 29:
1 And Paul, full of the blessings of Christ, and abounding in the spirit, departed out of Rome, determining to go into Spain, for he had a long time proposed to journey thither ward, and was minded also to go from thence to Britain.
2 For he had heard in Phoenicia that certain of the children of Israel, about the time of the Assyrian captivity, had escaped by sea to "The Isles afar off" as spoken be the Prophet Esdras, and called by the Romans - Britain.
3 And the Lord commanded the gospel to be preached far hence to the Gentiles, and to the lost sheep of the House of Israel.
4 And no man hindered Paul; for he testified boldly of Jesus before the tribunes and among the people; and he took with him cetain of the brethren which abode with him at Rome, and they took shipping at Ostrium and having the winds fair, were brought safely into a haven of Spain.
5 And much people were gathered together from the towns and villages, and the hill country; for they had heard of the conversion to the Apostles, and the many miracles which he had wrought.
6 And Paul preached mightily in Spain, and great multitudes believed and were converted, for they perceived he was an apostle sent from God.
7 And they departed out of Spain, and Paul and his company finding a ship in Armorica sailing unto Britain, they were therein, and passing along the south Coast, they reached a port called Raphinus.
8 Now when it was voiced abroad that the Apostle had landed on their coast, great multitudes of the inhabitants met him, and they treated Paul courteously and he entered in at the east gate of their city, and lodged in the house of an Hebrew and one of his own nation.
9 And on the morrow he came and stood upon Mount Lud and the people thronged at the gate, and assembled in the Broadway, and he preached Christ unto them, and they believed the Word and the testimony of Jesus.
10 And at even the Holy Ghost fell upon Paul, and he prophesied, saying, Behold in the last days the God of Peace shall dwell in the cities, and the inhabitants thereof shall be numbered: and in the seventh numbering of the people, their eyes shall be opened, and the glory of their inheritance shine forth before them. The nations shall come up to worship on the mount the testifieth of the patience and long suffering of a servant of the Lord.
11 And in the latter days new tidings of the Gospel shall issue forth out of Jerusalem, and the hearts of the people shall rejoice, and behold, fountains shall be opened, and there shall be no more plague.
12 In those days there shall be wars and rumors of war; and a king shall rise up, and his sword, shall be for the healing of the nations, and his peacemaking shall abide, and the glory of his kingdom a wonder among princes.
13 And it came to pass that certain of the Druids came unto Paul privately, and showed by their rites and ceremonies they were descended from the Jews which escaped from bondage in the land of Egypt, and the apostle believed these things, and he gave them the kiss of peace.
14 And Paul abode in his lodgings three months confirming in the faith and preaching Christ continually.
15 And after these things Paul and his brethren departed from Raphinus and sailed unto Atium in Gaul.
16 And Paul preached in the Roman garrison and among the people, exhorting all men to repent and confess their sins.
17 And there came to him certain of the Belgae to inquire of him of the new doctrine, and of the man Jesus; And Paul opened his heart unto them and told them all things that had befallen him, howbeit, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; and they departed pondering among themselves upon the things which they had heard.
18 And after much preaching and toil, Paul and his fellow laborers passed into Helvetia, and came to Mount Pontius Pilate, where he who condemned the Lord Jesus dashed himself down headlong, and so miserably perished.
19 Immediately a torrent gushed out of the mountain and washed his body, broken in pieces, into a lake.
20 And Paul stretched forth his hands upon the water, and prayed unto the Lord, saying O Lord God, give a sign unto all nations that here Pontius Pilate which condemned thine only-begotten son, plunged down headlong into the pit.
21 And while Paul was yet speaking, behold, there came a great earthquake, and the face of the waters was changed, and the form of the lake like unto the Son of Man hanging in an agony upon the Cross.
22 And a voice came out of heaven saying, Even Pilate hath escaped the wrath to come for he washed his hands before the multitude at the blood-shedding of the Lord Jesus
23 When, therefore, Paul and those that were with him saw the earthquake, and heard the voice of the angel, they glorified God, they were mightily strengthened in the spirit.
24 And they journeyed and came to Mount Julius where stood two pillars, one on the right hand and one on the left hand, erected by Caesar Augustus.
25 And Paul, filled with the Holy Ghost, stood up between the two pillars, saying, Men and brethren these stones which ye see this day shall testify of my journey hence; and verily I say, they shall remain until the outpouring of the spirit upon all nations, neither shall the way be hindered throughout all generations.
26 And they went forth and came unto Illtricum, intending to go by Macedonia into Asia, and grace was found in all the churches, and they prospered and had peace. Amen."

This is PROBABLY fake.

I'll copy paste from that book I referenced last night "the incredible history of the true church" about the Scythians.

"In 675 B.C. we find the first report of Scythians in the Assyrian records. In the annals of
Esarhaddon we read: "I scattered the Mannaean people, intractable barbarians, and I smote with the sword the armies of Ishpaki, the ISKUZA; alliance with them did not save him." Within forty-five years of Israel`s captivity, we find the Gimera and Iskuza in exactly the same regions where the Israelites were settled. Iskuza is the Assyrian version of Scythian. According to Herodotus the Persians called the Scythians "Sacae" or "Saka." In the days of Amos the Israelites called themselves after Isaac (Amos 7:16), the word probably being "Isaaca." In Hebrew the "I" is not emphasized as it is in English. In time it probably became lost and was pronounced as "Sacca" -- almost identical to the Persian "Sacae," the word for Scythians. Much later in history we read of Saxons or "Saacs Sons." The Babylonian version of the Persian "Sacae" was Gimiri, an almost identical word to the Assyrian Gimera. The clear indications are that all these names, making allowances for different languages, refer to the same people -- the Scythians or "ten lost tribes" of Israel. In 1947 evidence was discovered at Ziwille, about seventy miles south of Lake Urmia, of the close relationship between the Assyrians and Scythians. A royal treasure dating to the end of the seventh century B.C was unearthed. Among the items uncovered, some were of Assyrian origin, some Scythian and others a mixture of the two cultures. It is believed that at least some of the treasure consisted of wedding presents given on the occasion of the wedding between a Scythian king and an Assyrian princess. As Assyrian influence declined, that of the Scythians increased. Herodotus relates that "A battle was fought in which the Medes were defeated, and lost their power in Asia, which was taken over in its entirety by the Scythians." About 625 B.C. the Scythians began moving north. Soviet archaeologists have discovered evidence of a Scythian attack on the ancient fortress of Karmir Blur. Following the defeat of their Assyrian allies in 609 B.C., the Scythians were driven into Southern Russia by the Medes. Others moved towards the West, and moving across Asia Minor, they were known to the Greeks as Cimmerians. How significant it was that the Hebrew meaning of the word Scythian was "wanderer." For some three hundred years the Scythians prospered in Southern Russia, but about 250 B.C. were driven out by the Sarmatians and made their way into Westem Europe and later Britain. About this time they became known as the Celts. This is why Celtic influence in the third century B.C. is said to have stretched from Southern Russia in the east to Britain and Spain in the west. Even as late as the time of the church historian Bede, the Scythians were still sometimes known by that name. "Coming from Scythia (i.e. Scandinavia) in their long boats, and, being carried by tempest to the northern parts of Ireland" -- Bede relates that the local inhabitants, although related to the newcomers, persuaded them to move on and settle in Scotland.2 Another writer adds a few further details to the story: "To which end they accustomed themselves to the sea; and so, from thence (Scandinavia), these Scythians came into the northern parts of Britain, whence they had the name Caledonians; and, upon new supplies coming after the Romans had subdued the southern parts of Britain, were then called Picts. " Explaining how Scotland received its name, he states: "and Scotia from these Scythae." And it is of considerable interest that a late Irish antiquary tells us "that a part of their country, (Ireland) in their own language, is called Gaethluighe, i.e. Gothland from the Goths or Scythians who took possession of it."3 As the Scythians moved westwards across Asia Minor and Europe, so the territory of "Scythia" moved West with them. This is why by Roman times "Scythia" was located in Scandinavia. This is where the Scythians came from immediately before their arrival in Britain. The traditional home of the Norse god Odin was at Asgerd near the Euxine (Black) and Caspian Seas. "The city is thought to have been located some thirty miles north of Lake Van -- the very area where the Assyrians had settled their Israelite captives. One branch of the Scythian or Israelite group did not reach Britain until after the Roman occupation -- they were the Saxons. Along with the Saxons came the Danes and Jutes. In the Vetus Chronicon Holsatiae, on page 54, we read that -- "the Danes and Jutes are Jews of the tribe of Dan." The writer of this work wrongly applied the word "Jews" to one of the ten lost tribes. The Saxons were not only a branch of the Scythian race, but also traced their own origins to Armenia, a Roman province, which included the territory in which the exiled Israelites were settled. The Saxons were a Scythian tribe, and of the various Scythian nations which have been recorded, the Sakai, or Sakae, are the people from whom the descent of the Saxons maybe inferred with the least violation of probability. Sakai -- Suna or the sons of Sukai, abbreviated into Saksun, which is the same sound as Saxon. The Sukai, who in Latin are called Sacae,4 were an important branch of the Scythian nation." "This important fact of a part of Armenia having been named Sukasuna, is mentioned by Strabo in another place," and seems to give a geographical locality to our primeval ancestors, and to account for the Persian words that occur in the Saxon language as they must have come into Armenia from the northern regions of Persia.5 Milton too, confirms the relationship between Saxons and Scythians. "They (the Saxons) were a people thought by good writers to be descendants of the Sacae, a kind of Scythians in the north of Asia, thence called Sacasons, or sons of Sacae, who with a flood of other northern nations came into Europe, toward the declining of the Roman Empire."6 The Angles who invaded England at the same time were a branch of the Saxon race. Nennius, writing in about AD 800, traced the Saxons back to Scythia. The Saxons recorded that the earlier Celtic inhabitants of Britain, whom they displaced, also came from Armenia. In the opening paragraph of the Anglo-Saxon Chronicle we read: "The inhabitants of this land were Britons, they came from Armenia, and first settled in the south of Britain.""

Let's go over some points. There's more in this book about Scythians but this is just the early section. Keep in mind this author is a part of the "worldwide church of God" which is what Herbert Armstrong created to support his whacked ideas. He's half correct in most things, as usual no single author has it all and most criticism against the study I'm doing here is totally dismissed through the leaps this guy makes to justify his ideas. So we need to keep this in mind, the author likely buys into what this guy says (he basically endorses what Armstrong has done in the forward) so grains of salt are necessary but we're here to take all sources seriously at their own merit.

The first claim is pretty on point and there's other supporting data I've found too. Here. "This derivation finds support in the fact that Iskuza was the Assyrian name for the people whom the Greeks called Scythians, and Herodotus (VII,64) informs us that the Persians called all Scythian tribes Sacae. The initial I in the name Isaac, though retained by the Assyrians, was dropped by the Persians, probably because in Hebrew the accent fell on the last syllable.". I've checked this and it's mentioned in book 7 of chapter 64 from "The Histories" that Herotodus wrote. We should also keep in mind that some of what he wrote is considered by conventional sources to be "folk tales" and thus they don't consider him to be of higher authority, but his mentions here seem pretty clear to me. Now we might understand why "saccas" was also called the Scythian sage, which EVERY modern source claims is fake but I don't buy that it's CLEAR to me. I heard about this connection WAY before I went into studying the bible deeper like this and connecting the lights to the Israelites. This point already has a checkmark for me about the connection between Scythians and the Sacae. The author (Ivor Fletcher who I'll call Ivor) made the correct connection between the Iskuza and Sacae, as there are also other sources which relate to this as well.

Here's some more quotes from the Annals mentioned that I've dug up. "his son, or the Iskuza warriors, or anyone else who is with him, will attack the nobles and governors of Bitkari and Saparda who are going into a district of the Medes and are returning?"

"Will the governors, nobles, warriors, horses and troops of Esarhaddon king of Assyria, which are in Bitkari, and which have invaded the land of the Medes to collect the tribute of horses, be attacked by the hand of Iskuza warriors?""

Right there are more mentions of the term Iskuza. I've also seen reference to the etymology of the term Scythian to be a pseudonym for the term "lit archers" which comes from Indo-European roots "Skewd" meaning literally "shooter, archer". The ancient Greek "Skuthai" was derived from the Latin name "Scythae" which is where modern English "scythian" comes from. SO that's the established roots of the word. Also I've read that according to St Bede the Venerable it was written "Now the strangers had come from three of the more mighty nations inn Germany, that is, the Saxons (Saccae IN OUR STUDY), the Angles (INTERESTING TERM LIKE ANGELS??) and the Jutes (JUDEAN??)... Of the Angles.. decendeth the East Angles, the Uplandish Angles [Mercian}, and the Northumbrians.. these are part of the gens Anglorum". That's what he quoted directly, who wrote this in book 1 of his work called "Ecclesiastical History of the English people". This whole "Jute" thing apparently is still up to debate in scholarship circles as to where exactly they came from so to me it's clear that there's more to the story than meets the eye.

Side note here. Col 3:11 mentions Scythians in the verse, the one that's loved by the universalists who say God loves everybody but obviously doesn't. "Col 3:11 Where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcision nor uncircumcision, Barbarian, Scythian, bond nor free: but Christ is all, and in all." Now those who studied seedline doctrine earlier understand what this verse means. It means the divorced of the Israelites are now all in Christ. Scythian is mentioned! Isn't that crazy, the bible literally confirms here that the Scythians are considered light, which then connect to the declaration of Arbroath and you've got right there the link between Paul preaching to the Colossians and Scotland in the 14th century. I mean, boom? That's a pretty crazy link I've not heard of anywhere else that came to mind. We know that divorced Israel were called pagan and barbarians in other verses so it's clear here that it's the lights who were divorced and now are back in the fold, grafted in as Paul says. That's what this means, all of the people he's talking to are of the "lost" Israelites which WAS THE WHOLE POINT OF HIS TRAVELLING MINISTRY, if we take it literally. He was preaching the gospel to the lights who once upheld the Torah and reminding them of their lineage, which once again is a CORE message of seedline doctrine. It's EVERYWHERE in scripture, clearly.

Ivor claims that the Celts were actually the wandering Scythians who lost their home. I can mostly agree on that actually. You might as well say the Celts are the Scythians that Paul is ministering to. They're pretty much the same people. There's also mention of Paul saying that the lost sheep kept the commandments despite not having priests or temples and such.

More from Ivor: "In some respects this group was similar to "the church in the wilderness" described by Stephen in Acts 7:38. As we have seen in an earlier chapter the Celtic peoples were the descendants of those Israelites in the wilderness, having migrated westwards after their Assyrian captivity and then settled in Britain and other parts of Europe. In areas of Britain where the Celtic church was able to exert political influence, the laws and statutes contained in the first five books of the Bible -- the "book of the law" -- formed the basis of civil law as had been the case in ancient Israel. Even as late as the time of King Alfred, English law was heavily influenced by a wide range of legal precepts taken directly from the Old Testament. No other system of law so completely adopted the principles of the Mosaic Law. The Bible formed the basis of doctrine and lifestyle for the Celtic Christian. Great stress was placed on obedience to the Law of God. "The Scriptures were supreme. Literally interpreted, rigidly obeyed, biblical regulations lay at the foundation of Celtic Christian belief and life."2"

This relates to what I just said, and he even mentions Acts 7:38 too.
"Act 7:37 This is that Moses, which said unto the children of Israel, A prophet shall the Lord your God raise up unto you of your brethren, like unto me; him shall ye hear.
Act 7:38 This is he, that was in the church in the wilderness with the angel which spake to him in the mount Sina, and with our fathers: who received the lively oracles to give unto us: "

Could be a connection, don't know. Here's more from Ivor about Scythians:

"Most authorities agree that the Scythians were of the "Nordic" racial type. They are distinguished from the Mediterranean races of Southern Europe by their longer limbs and larger skulls. The modern Nordics are the English, Flemings, Dutch, North Germans and Scandinavians. The English are of the long headed type. Nordics produce the adventurers, explorers, sailors and above all rulers and organizers. Considerable evidence exists which links the Scythians with the Celtic and Saxon peoples of Britain. Nennius, in his account of the arrival of the Saxon leaders Hengist and Horsa in Thanet mentions that "messengers were sent to Scythia" for reinforcements. Several Scythian customs reveal traces of an Israelite ancestry. "The migrating Hebrews, wherever they are found, though usually tainted by the paganism of neighboring nations, always show some custom or almost forgotten religious rite that is a memory of their early history. The Scythians are no exception. Herodotus tells us that they never sacrifice swine, nor indeed is it their wont to breed them in any part of their country.' They may have forgotten why they were to regard the pig as `unclean', but the custom remained."43 One of the reasons why Israel was driven into captivity was the excessive use of "wine and new wine" (Hos. 4:11). The prophets spoke of the "drunkards of the tribe of Ephraim." Herodotus records that the Scythians too, had the same reputation; other nations he mentions used the proverb "pour out like a Scythian," which seems to have been the equivalent of our saying "as drunk as a lord." "The many references to the Scythian horses, during Alexander's invasion of Asia, combined with the fact that the Scythians were so frequently on the move that their enemies seldom caught up with them, shows that the greatest migratory movement took place on horseback, or with the use of wheeled vehicles. The Scythians used `scores of chariots equipped with scythe blades' the same type of chariot as that used by Boadicea in her battles against the invading Romans, a strange fact if there were no connection between the Scythians and Britons."44 The Scythians were skilled in the use of cavalry and excellent archers. Even the Persians found them a difficult enemy to defeat. They sometimes adopted a "scorched earth" policy, retreating into their vast plains beyond the reach of an invading army. They were a prosperous people and conducted an extensive trade with Greece in such commodities as grains, furs, hides, meat, honey, salt, fish and even slaves. Scythian kings were often buried with their horses and various objects, some of which were made of gold and silver. From time to time a tomb is discovered in Siberia, where deep freeze conditions have preserved even perishable items such as carpets. Scyths wore baggy trousers, belts and pointed caps. They, in common with the early Britons had a fondness for tattooing themselves. The great majority of Scyths were long headed, a very small number however, due to intermarriage were Mongoloid. Evidence taken from Saxon cemeteries in Britain shows that the Saxons were of the same long headed ethnic type as the Scythians. As a separate race the Scythians seem to have almost vanished by about the time of Christ. In Europe they were then known by a variety of other names. The apostle Paul, when listing four ethnic groups (Col. 3:11) mentions the Scythians as being distinct and separate from the Greeks, Jews and Barbarians. As descendants of the ten lost tribes of Israel this is precisely what we would expect. Scythians and Celts mixed freely with each other, giving rise to the term "Celto Scythians." Ancient writers always described the Celts as being very tall, fair haired with blue or grey eyes. According to Dinan, one Celtic tribe was called "Ombri." Could there be any connection with "the land of Onui," the Assyrian term for ancient Israel? Scythian art was very similar to that of the Celts and Saxons. "

That last phrase must've been the source for a quote I found somewhere else on this comment about their art being similar. The second last phrase is what I brought up too, interestingly enough. My interpretation is correct, and I'll stand on that.

I went to explore this some more. I believe there's real value to go over this. So Elizabeth I reversed Papal authority from the Catholic church in England and normalized the protestant reformation, specifically under an Anglican ideology. It's said that her reforms stabilized England after the crazy rule of the Henry's, especially Henry 8th and his massive inflation pushing spending. More from Ivor.

"According to Archbishop Ussher: "The Mother Church of the British Isles is the Church in
Insula Avallonia, called by the Saxons `Glaston.'" Sir Henry Spelman in his Concilia writes: "It is certain that Britain received the Faith in the first age from the first sowers of the Word. Of all the churches whose origin I have investigated in Britain, the Church of Glastonbury is the most ancient." Fuller, in his evaluation of the testimony of early writers on subject, states "If credit be given to ancient authors, this Church of Glastonbury is the senior church of the world.""

Archbishop Ussher was around during the reign of Queen Elizabeth I and later James I as well, and he wrote during the time of Charles I with his quote that the mother church or original church is the one in Glaston(bury) which we're exploring with this history here. Interesting quote. It's in his work called "Antiquities of the British Churches" and it was published in 1639. Queen Elizabeth I and James I both saw eye to eye while Charles was different who returned to a more Roman Catholic type of church which obviously ended up in people rioting over the shifts back to the old style. It's said that Elizabeth I and James were looking to bring the church back to its roots, British roots. Modern so called scholars will look at the writings of Ussher and others I'll go over more later as unreliable because they're from a much different time but fail to understand their ideology and having a political space to write about such subjects without persecution is an important part to consider. Why did he say that if this is just myth? This Henry Spelman guy was another interesting writer who was known for his historical ordering of the church councils. This is likely why he wrote about this quote about how Glastonbury was an origin of the Christian church. This "fuller" guy is actually called Thomas Fuller who was a chaplain to Charles I, interestingly his words on this were published. He wrote "Church history in Britain" is where this comes from I believe. Interestingly enough it's also said that "he lived during an era when Glastonbury's legendary origins (such as Joseph of Arimathea founding a church there) were still WIDELY ACCEPTED, his quotation reflects the view he encountered among earlier sources - but not necessarily modern historical census". That right there proves this point perfectly. This commentary points to the fact that this doctrine was actually a common point.

Here I've found MORE data confirming this so called legend. I will explore this and run it up against Rome soon too. There's so many points my head is bouncing so much data around right now.

So in the 12th century there was a figure called William of Malmesbury who introduced the legend (so says the commentary) that Glastonbury's old church was extremely ancient even before Roman Christianity in Britain, which is what we've been establishing. Next it's got "Glastonbury monks" who wrote in the 14th century that Joseph founded the church in 63AD and brought the Holy Grail to Britain and built the first church. Next we've got "John of Glastonbury" who in the 15th century apparently recorded more legends including burial sites and relics beneath the church which the commentary says "draws from the fictional bard Melkin". I'll look into this guy soon too. Now we've got Richard Pynsons "Lyfe of Joseph of Armathie" which is where the story of the Glastonbury thorn came from apparently. Then interestingly we've got King Henry VIII who supported that Joseph did build the original Christian roots before Rome. Rome fell in the late 5th century, and after a few more centuries and the dust settles we've got time for people to establish more traditional doctrine. Also remember that in the late 13th centiry was when King Edward threw out all the Juize and got the economy functional again. This time was likely critical for establishing the traditions again where people could have time without being stressed and such, which would obviously enhance subconscious space at baseline. We could say that is was after this time when the economic situation improved that these so called legends started to surface.

Actually here's an interesting link. Apparently it was king Henry VIII who pretty much ended the papacy in the church of England and made Catholicism a dead tradition. Nobody wanted this anymore it seemed. Wonder why, after all the legends coming out. Henry did endorse the Apostolic tradition after all right, so it would then make sense that the traditions took off and then Elizabeth made it more nailed into law and then so did James to continue this. This period of time was very interesting for the revival of original church doctrine. Why? The Catholic Roman church was basically out of power at that level. It's no surprise then that more writings were put out on this, because it was safe. How can't so called historians figure that out? I don't know if there's more links to connect but that's a lot already. Standard scholars don't support this of course, because it doesn't fit with the narrative and so will disregard it, despite pretty clear and obvious evidence that I pointed to especially yesterday with how Britain had a church with bishops who went down to Rome in the 4th century.

Here's another interesting question. Where did Norse paganism come from? Who were these Celts who practiced so called barbaric works, according to the Roman? They were the people who Paul talked about who were lost but still followed the law. I question if these apparent pagan traditions that were claimed were as widespread as was thought, though who knows I'm just thinking. If the scattered Israelites (probably many who went north after the Assyrian captivity was over around 734BC) ended up separating and losing their organized structure but still followed the core themes of their tradition in oral form then it would make sense. It's said that the so called pagans in the north were actually teaching oral tradition, which also supports what I've been saying about original Christian doctrine being similar in the early days when it came to Britain with the already established pseudo Christian Celts there waiting for Joseph and such.

Ah I see. Deeper studies here go over how the claimed proro-indo-Eruopean paganism was actually a scholarly constructed and quotes 'there is no direct evidence surviving" relating to proof that the period of time around 3000-2000BC had anything relating to Norse paganism. It's constructed through linguistic analysis between different people such as the Ancient Greek, Sanskrit, Hittite and Latin. They're making stuff up based on what they think are connections between languages. Good to know. This time period is bunk then, obviously. They were Israelites. It's said that they've put together the different seeming traditions of different gods and overlapped them to extract what they believe is the history. Basically they look at so called sky gods and earth gods and thunder heroes and serpents and dragons and creatures between different traditions and out of that overlap with the systems and the languages they create this idea of proto-indo-european traditions.

I've now looked into the timeline from then to now and the earliest sources go back to the 500BC-1AD range which shows signs of the pre-Roman iron age there in Scandinavia and northern Germany (just under Britain remember) of what the commentary considered signs of grave goods such as weapons, jewelry and "ritual items" which I'd guess would be carvings and other offerings. Some graves show so called horse burials. There's also claims of archaeologists identifying "ritual deposits" in bogs and lakes which shows things such as weapons, tools, animal bones, and "bog sacrifices". Sounds to me like a load of nonsense. That's not proving anything about supposed barbaric paganism, it's like they're inventing this culture. I'm literally going as deep as I can here. Maybe I'll even use AI to help just with this one, and if I do I'll let you know (AI RESPONSE) or something in brackets after the quote. Either way all the evidence up to the AD timeline shows minimal hard proof from what I can gather and it's always stretching looking for stuff like buried weapons and bones and such claiming it confirms the Roman propaganda that these people were barbaric. Paul says the opposite. He says that they were following the law without having the law, in an organized manner, because it was oral. Really makes you question the narrative doesn't it. There's also "no written texts in Proto-Germanic itself". They only reference Tacitus who talks about how these people worshipped gods like Odin and Thor and the other Norse Gods. It's also said that the elder Futhark (which is dated between a wide range of dates here between 150-800AD apparently as crazy as that sounds that's what claims are) which contain references to Odin. As someone who's studied the runes myself and actually offers readings using the runes this is nonsense, Odin isn't shown IN the rules, there's no "Odin rune", though Tiwaz is a rune that relates to the God Tyr. So we can basically say their proof of paganism as some barbaric cult is as follows. Linguistic reconstruction, so called graves and bog burials with buried weapons and "ritual deposits" (they say mostly in the Nydam and Thorsberg bogs) as well as Roman propaganda from Tacitus (who hated anything not Roman as we explained before) and then the runes which apparently prove they worshipped pagan gods. I doubt any of this is consistent with actual proven records of such. It's all nonsense. The only explanations that seem somewhat valid to me would be folk traditions of paganism that seemed to follow through the centuries, but who says that's not pop culture influence from the day that people partook in to almost replicate what the Roman propaganda was talking about?

Ok so here's a bunch of quotes from Tacitus talking about the seeming Pagan sacrifice and such. These are his writings in "Germania". Chapter 39 reads "At a stated time of the year... in a wood; consecrated by the idolatries of their forefathers... they begin the horrible solemnity of their barbarous worship. ... No one enters it otherwise than bound with lignatures, ... if he chance to fall, it is not lawful for him to be lifted up.. but grovels along upon the ground" Chapter 9 reads ""Deitires. Mercury is the deity whom they chirfly worship, and on certain days they deem it right to sacrifice to him even with human victims. Hercules and Mars they appease with more lawful offerings. Some of the Suevi also sacrifice to Isis..." Notice here he uses the Greco-Roman pantheon and interestingly also an Egyptian God Isis. He doesn't use their own supposed gods, he uses local gods as the equivalents. Did he mean the Norse equivalents or not? The interesting question we should really ask is where did Norse mythology come from. I haven't heard a valid explanation from any source yet on this, though apparently it's claimed to have been developed by these barbarous pagans. Also here's more from Tacitus on chapter 9 stating "They consecrate woods and groves, and then apply the names of deities to the abstraction which they see only in spiritual worship." We also need to consider that Germania was written in 98AD which was arguably the Roman empire's height of power. This obviously means that it was likely he was contrasting them to Rome at the time. He also said in chapter 9 "They do not confine their deities within walls, nor do they portray them in any human form; they call them by the names ((HOW DID HE KNOW THIS?)) of gods, and worship them with signs of reverence, not with images. They consecrate woods and groves, and they apply the names of the deities to the mystery which they see only in spiritual worship". Some commentary says this is actually Tacitus praising the pagans by saying they're more spiritually pure and real in opposition to the images that are often made in Rome to gods with less hands on devotion. Basically some say that he's praising their devotion to pagan gods. Also keep in mind that around this time Christianity wasn't really a thing in Rome either. He later says in chapter 18 "Almost alone among barbarians, they are content with one wife per man (except for a few high rank). The wife does not bring a dowry to the husband, but the husband brings one to the wife. This dowry is not composed of ornaments for a woman, but of oxen, a bridled horse, and a shield with a sword". Here he's seeming to explore the Germanic marriage rites and such practices, and again commentary says that he's saying this is actually words of praise vs Rome with the rampant adultery, much like today funny enough. Know you're at the end of a nation when this becomes standard because birth rates fall off a cliff and can't sustain and so Rome also imported masses of migrant aliens to play slave roles for labor to get done to keep the economy going, just like today. Tacitus also said in chapter 19 "The woman lives enclosed in a single husband's thoughts; she has one mind, one body. They {the German tribes} call it the corruption of morals, not the freedom of the times, to set no limit to love affairs". This is what seems to be to be clearly a praiseworthy quote to the pagans, interestingly. Chapter 5 quotes "Gold and silver are not possessed by the Germans for any use or desire. You will see no distinction made between noble and common birth, except in battle. Their kings rule more by example than by authority". It's almost like he's saying this SPECIFICALLY to make an example in comparison to Rome, right? Seems like that to me. His propaganda against the tribes isn't so hardcore as you'd think, so we can take his quotes with a bit less salt, but we'll see.

Chapter 5 continues "They transact no business, public or private, except under arms. It is the custom to wear arms constantly. As soon as they are able to bear a shield, they are presented with one by the state; this is the mark of manhood". He's saying what seems like an exploration of how the Germans are brought into the fighting class as a rite of being a man in their society. Chapter 11 quotes "They choose their kings for their noble birth, their leaders for their valor. But the kings have limited power, and the real authority lies with the priests... They decide affairs not by command, but by persuasion and example". This seems like an interesting dig against the Roman leadership. Chapter 19 "No one laughs at vice, and no one calls seduction or being seduced the spirit of the age". Sounds like praise to me. Chapter 21 "To turn anyone away from your door is considered a crime. Everyone welcomes guests with food and open arms". Once again another example of them being friendly, but that's not how it's presented to us by popular idea? I guess he wasn't as harsh on them as I thought, so I frame what I said before under this established context here. How do we explain the examples about them doing sacrifices and worshipping pagan gods? Well I will find more resources for explanations that are more concrete about that time, though it's still possible he got this mixed up and that these seeming sacrifices and stuff were just rumors or whatever that he heard. I doubt he personally saw this happening, so again where does he get these sources? His take on the Germans was not all bad though, so it makes you wonder about his motive of writing this at all anyway. I wonder if then, the hatred towards the so called pagans was actually state sponsored propaganda, and that these writers were contrasting that at the time, kind of like what we're writing about here today relating to the trash out there in this world.

There's someone called Orosius who wrote on the Gothics in his work "Historiarum Adversum Paganos" which was written in the early 5th century. Keep in mind that Orosius was a Christian historian, and he's said to see the goths as enemies of Rome, more so under a context that they're there to act as manifest judgements from God on Rome for being evil. He says "The barbarians are instruments of God and, once converted, can fill the church with new believers". Ambrose of Milan who was a church father in Rome wrote in the 4th century "If force is used, I cannot meet it. I shall be able to grieve, to weep, to groan; against weapons, soldiers, Goths, my tears are my weapons, for these are a priests defence". Seems like he's talking about being unable to harm them with force, and feels for these people who Rome likely went after at some stage. Jogn Chrysostom (who you should know by now) wrote in response to what "Philip" said in commentary "But the Goths are all Arians" and John replies "It matters not, Am I not by my office the common father of all? And, through Arians, they are still Christians". Apparently (according to commentary) John also preached to these Goths "no difference between Greek/Roman and barbarian" which references Col 3:11 which I listed before. Did John know about seedline doctrine? This sounds like he was totally illiterate on bible doctrine and believed Jews were the chosen people (which other writings wouldn't support) or that he was calling these so called barbarians gentiles basically under the context of lost tribes of Israel. John seems to, according to commentary here, actually consider them Christians, which obviously means they're of chosen lineage, riight? This gets crazy. Perhaps there was pagan systems there after all, but even these quotes from these sources could actually support the light Israelites model anyway so no matter how you look at it, this can work.

Here's an interesting quote from Tacitus which is talking about Boudica who was the queen of Iceni (married to King Prasutagus of Norfolk) at the time of Emperor Nero talking to her people before confronting the Romans "I am not fighting for my kingdom and wealth. I am fighting as an ordinary person for my lost freedom... Consider how many of you are fighting-and why. Then you will win this battle, or perish. That is what I, a woman, plan to do! let the men live in slavery if they will." Nero refused to share power with the kings daughters. Tacitus writes "Kingdom and household alike were plundered by the Roman army. His widow Boudica was flogged and their daughters raped". Sounds horrible. You know all this anti Roman stuff is interesting actually. It seems that just the church then was holding bias against the pagans, though the seeming historians here wrote of them in different terms. A historian named Cassius Dio wrote "The rousing of the Britons, the persuading of them to fight against the Romans, the winning of the leadership and the command throughout the war - this was the work of Boudica, a woman of British royal family who had uncommon intelligence for a woman.. When she had collected an army about 120000 strong, Boudicca mounted a rostrum.. She was very tall and grim.. and her voice was harsh. She grew her long auburn hair to the hips. Taking a spear too to add to her effect upon the entire audience". The audience here mentioned I'm guessing was her people, as referenced before. This guy, Cassius Dio wrote about the "British revolt" which was in 60-61AD. Just some more unrelated history that may add up some dots. Boudica's army attacked Roman settlements at London, Colchester and St Albans. Roman historians claim that Boudica's army killed at least 70k people in the attacks. Apparently as soon as the Roman govener Gauis Paulinus heard about this he ruched lots of his troops to England. Apparently the Brits also according to Julius Caesar of all people said "all the Britons dye their bodies with woad, which produces a blue colour and gives them a wild appearance in battle". Is he claiming they go into battle without armour? Perhaps they didn't actually have armour and such, just simple clothes, and that's why this quote is like this.

This right here would bring question to the organized Christian culture that's been established in other sources. What's correct then? I need more sources. Caesar also wrote in commentaries on the Gallic war "The interior parts of Britain are inhabited by peoples indigenous to the island, while the coastal parts are populated by those who came over from Belgic Gaul (Spain)". Apparently there's also other quotes from Caesar of them riding war chariots too saying "This is their manner of fighting from chariots.. they leap from the chariots and fight on foot". "Strabo wrote in Geography book IV chapter 5 "The men of Britain are taller than the Celti, and not so yellow-haired (red haired celts?), although their bodies are of looser build". He also said "Their manners are in part like those of the Gauls, though in part more simple and barbarous... some... though processing plenty of milk, have no skill enough to make cheese, and are totally unacquainted with horticulture and other matters of husbandry". It seems here he's differentiating the celts to the Britons. Pliny the Elder said in Natural History book 35 chapter III "In Gaul there is a plant like the plantain, called glastum; and with it the wives of the Britons, and their daughters in law, stain all the body, and at certain religious ceremonies march along naked, with a colour resembling that of Ethiopians". Another interesting quote. How do you interpret this under seedline doctrine? Beats me. Contrast is great here. What regions exactly were they speaking of is my question. Claudian wrote in "on the consulship of Stilicho" "clothes in the skin of some Caledonian beast, her cheeks tatooed, and an azure cloak.." This was written in 247AD I believe. This could've been heresay, because it was after the fact

I found more from Cassius Dio. He writes "But the Britons, so far from yielding, united all the more firmly to avenge {Togodumnus's} death" and "They can endure hunder and cold and any kind of hardship". Seems barbarous to me baed on the desriptions here. So I guess the commentary from the articles I saw earlier missed all these quotes which is really what I was looking for, because I wasn't convinced that it was simple evidence they claimed proved paganism in Britain. So from here we need to ask more questions.

I asked GPT and Deepseek about sources from the 1st century AD and they said there zero sources of churches being there in Britain and claim it was all pagan there until the 2nd century at least. As expected they can't give any useful info.

So if The council of Arles took place in 314 AD, and the earliest known churches in Britain are claimed to be around 300AD then it's pretty clear to me that there must've been an already established British Christian sphere well before then in the 3rd century. There's the Lullingstone Roman Villa that's shown to be established in 360AD, but that's way too late. THere's the Silchester Church which is dated to just before 300AD actually, a stone church structure near the Roman town of Calieva Atrebatum. This building shows "nave, aisles, and apse" as qualities of the building which reveals it's of Christian design and some historians claim it was the earliest church in Britain at the time, once again before 314AD with the council of Arles. Apparently Christian symbols like the cross have been shown to be in Britain between 250-270AD, but that doesn't prove establishment of churches. Tertullian and Origen suggested that Christianity had reached Britain around 200AD. Tertullian wrote in 197AD "the extremities of Spain, the various parts of Gaul, and the regions of Britain inaccessible to the Romans have been subjected to Christ". I think I've quoted this before somewhere else. Either way this was just before 200AD. Keep in mind that Tertullian was actually writing second hand here, not first hand, as with most of these sources.

Ok so I've gone deeper into the source of Caesar and his comments on the descriptions of their so called druidic pagan practices and it's well established that his comments and quotes here are likely second hand and not first hand which come from Gallic informants and interpreters or possibly even earlier Greek or Roman sources, rather than directly observed. He wrote "The Druids are concerned with divine worship, the due performance of the sacrifices, public and private, and the interpretation of ritual questions..." and "They believe in the immortality of the soul... they do not fear death" and "They do not think it right to commit their teachings to writing". I believe this is a big thing that needs to be seen as a caveat. It's LIKELY these quotes are all second hand, about the sacrifices and all that. Tacitus which we quoted before might've been the same with this. I just don't buy the doctrine, and I must investigate further. If I cannot be proven correct consistently then I will have to accept that they were pagan here in those days, at least where testimony was observed. This doesn't negate the other study we've done it just brings up a less convincing point about the widespread nature of seeming Christian type civilization in Britain at that time, though clearly still there in the early days. "Some tribes have images of immense size, the limbs of which are formed of wicker and filled with living men, which are then set on fire...". That sounds absolutely insane. "They believe the gods delight in the life of a man.. ". This was definitely a second hand source. It's showing that "the wicker man" story was more or less a popular Roman trope about the pagans that's stereotyping them into these crazy people. The commentary says that this kind of ritual, if actually performed, would've been done behind the closed doors and not in front of Roman invaders. "By far the most civilized of these are those who inhabit Kent, a purely maritime district, they do not sow grain but live on milk and meat and wear skins". Well right there, we have the stereotyped propaganda of these people, which once again is said to be a pretty clear second hand source. It's said that Caesar never saw how they lived in domestic and agricultural lives, as he only was there for the battles. It's claimed that these generalized claims come from interpreters or allied Gauls who traded with Britain, perhaps in the tin trades? Another second hand source is claiming "The interior portion of Britain is inhabited by those who are said to be the aboriginal inhabitants. The maritime portion.. was a people by the belgae, who had crossed over from Gaul". Gaulica by the way back then was mostly around the region of what we'd call modern day France, Belgium, Switzerland and parts of Germany in the south. I wonder what the political situation was like there, and who ran the media and what their biases were. This is to study tomorrow. All of the quotes of this paragraph (yeah I write long paragraphs too bad) are claimed to be from Caesar but are mostly known to be second hand for reasons explained. These quotes seem to be what's built up the pop culture view on paganism, which was what I was expecting to likely be the case. In this example it's not so much the Roman church as I'd though but Gaul propagating whacked ideas of these people.

I also want to make clear here that my study into Tacitus's "Germania" are ENTIRELY second hand. ENTIRELY. That's what the scholars claim themselves. This means that it's also once again up inn the air about so called proof of pagan life in Britain. If it's second hand then it brings it into stark question. The only first hand quotes from Caesar we have I listed which weren't included in the above paragraph. I will dig deeper into the other sources authenticity, because I strongly believe that at this time there was propaganda going around about Christian life in Germany (hence the name Germania) but we will see if that's true or not. Tacitus wrote mostly on what he was informed of by Roman soldiers, traders, and other authors. It's even accepted still that Germania is likely a stereotyped document by those in academia, interestingly. Once again my point stands that there's propaganda SOMEHWERE in the chain of sources about these people. Tacitus wrote in book 1 at the start "I shall treat the Germans as a whole based on information gained partly from written sources, partly from hearsay" though it's known that most of his so called written sources are just references to what others have said, which are likely to be second hand themselves. That's what we'll find out soon tomorrow.

I will briefly mention that the quotes from Germania such as “They worship Mercury above all others” are even to scholars considered these quotes to not be very authentic to their actual culture, interestingly. It’s said this is simply a Roman interpretation of other gods and that Tacitus is likely relying on soldiers observations and not actual ceremonies or texts that mention this.

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