Aetheraeon Notebook 28

It's still said that there's zero evidence that Christ was crucified. I remember hearing about how it was impossible for someone to be crucified in 3 days from facing a charge because Pilate would need to have sent messages to Tiberius who was ruling at the time and gain permission to execute. Also makes you question Tacitus with his quotes about how Pilate was very ruthless, because in the bible he seemed to not be like how Tacitus writes, which I questioned when we went through that text. It's very likely that much of the physical scenario that Christ was involved in through the NT gospels AKA virgin birth and many miracles and the crucifixion and all that stuff was added in afterwards, which people still to this day attach as necessary belief for salvation in the conventional Christian doctrine but I've always seen that as stupid even from a dual seedline perspective. There's ZERO importance on such for salvation, no matter what valid doctrine you view it through, and considering that NG still believes that the crucifixion story was real, it makes me personally question much more of his teaching, which we should all do considering his lack of clear communication of these things in his writings. His vagueness makes me once again question his real understanding of scripture, as well as his so called mystical experiences and what was driving those. This crucifixion as he explained he experienced with the 10 vortices (why 10?) sounds a lot like something he had through his subjective synthesis and that this isn't actually part of divine scripture which as far as I know I've never read anywhere and yet he spoke of these experiences he had as something everyone will have. I don't see ANY alchemical association to these experiences, though SOME of them do, like the golden light rising, which I've had bits of myself, and many others have and will.

This is in my opinion, the biggest fiction of LOA. The belief that the bible is ALL allegory. The teachings of NG RELY on this being a FACT for his doctrine to be true. People wonder why I study history and all these other subjects, totally blind to the implication of what such data reveals about what NG taught, which is the test of accuracy of his work when contrasted against competing data. This is how fact is found, because if it's true on one level it must be true on all other levels. This is why I do not teach what NG does blindly like everyone else does, because as someone who holds my integrity in truth as deeply as possible above anything else, I find it abhorrent that anyone would ignore clear and obvious error in his work (which I've explained many times) and yet still blindly teach it as though it's the gospel from God, which is what it's marketed as. It's a scam, because under deep scrutiny, it falls apart, and yet here I am expected to pander to the LOA crowed filled with children who haven't grown up yet and can't fathom that they have to face pressure to manifest and tell them that all they need to do is imagine before sleep. This was arguably never the teaching of NG, but it's not obvious at face value. If you read what he wrote and said at face value, you will assume he's talking about not acting, considering his quotes about "don't lift a finger to make it happen" and all that would imply you don't have to act. This is why I don't waste my time with LOA trash, because it's just that, a waste of qi. RS has explained everything so intricately detailed to every possible point that there's nobody on earth who can come up against the work I've done here. While this notebook is not a "published" material or whatever I consider it part of my work, because I have most of my receipts here.

If we're going to take what NG says as fact, then such extortionary claims require extraordinary evidence. Don't you think? His claims that scripture is ENTIRELY allegory is utterly insane to think, and should reveal how he really thought about reality. Be real.

Be spontaneous. Rapid radical shifts. Be a totally different person and own it. That's how you manifest. None of this airy fairy feel good trash. Burn all that trash and scatter the ash and move on.

Abraham and the great pyramid of Egypt. Abraham was mentioned on an Egyptian Papyrus. It mentions that a man from the land of the Philistines who was 110 years old (which is when Abraham is mentioned to have gone to Egypt in scripture) and he could read the notes of Thoth on the pyramid which they couldn't understand. The book of Jasher mentions this too. 3 references for the same event in physical history that NG denies out of utter ignorance of this data, and still believes that Juize created and carried the scriptural traditions which he interprets. What a joke. THIS DESTROYS WHAT NEVILLE GODDARD BELIEVES ABOUT THE BIBLE 100%. IF THAT'S NOT OBVIOUS TO YOU YET THROUGH THE BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS I'VE PUT INTO THIS WORK NOT GETTING PAID A CENT THEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL. I will grab this reference tomorrow. It's too late here now. I spend so much time on this work, yet only 1% at most will reciprocate this. All those who stopped reading because I wasn't speaking what they wanted to hear can stay lost.

24/9/25

I want to link something. Hormones and manifesting. That's right. Screw the mentalism trash we're going with the biochemistry analysis here. When you've got drive, to excel, you will manifest EASIER. Why? Because I have once again proven over the last few days of living "in the end" as deep as I could in the world generally and watching how my substances respond to this, that SIMPLY elevating your sense of self and making meaningful decisions accordingly CAN AND WILL improve "magic" where suggestions you have randomly can show up as manifestations. I've seen proof of this today with getting more free stuff, AND contact from a specific person, an old friend, I've not spoken to in months. Overnight. I wanted to test this, but I slept in that "fury" kind of feeling again, not in a negative way but in a sort of "lets go" kind of fury, a passionate fury for expansion. This is what I slept in. I've found that VERY OFTEN when you sleep in THIS kind of sense of self where you'll THINK ABOUT HOW YOU'LL ACT IN THE WORLD AS SOLUTIONS TO LEVEL UP SENSE OF SELF OVER MINDLESS MEANINGLESS SELF HYPING STUFF (which only depletes you) then you'll be SIGNIFICANTLY more likely to get outcomes that are beneficial. I try and explore this idea in coaching with clients and it's far more effective in impacting radical transformation overnight than any other method I know of. Now once again, this COULD be due to my substances in supply needing this over some other felt process that would psychologically manifest differently but this is how it works for me and MOST people. Went through a client call yesterday talking about "spontaneous rapid radical shifts" and being very bursty with intensity in meaningful ways that implies fulfilment of surrounding conditions and I swear that living in this state of higher function and expansion makes things shift RAPIDLY.

We MUST be aware, this is SOLUTION BASED. This is NOT "I'm ___" and "I'm X". This is about PRACTICAL SOLUTIONS. DO NOT apply this "living the end" idea that everyone else talks about. That is a very very stupid way of doing things which only really works for those who would use this to do what I'm doing here. The functional mechanism is about overlapping states, as I always say. What's wild is that I explain this mechanism to high profile business people who come through my coaching and tell them to drop all the trash they're working with and focus on overlapping states as I've explained here and it's like they just don't get it. There's something about these people that seems to be more difficult to penetrate solid ideas, they love to reference mentalism texts for material as theory which I've fully refuted most of that now especially with my TCM analysis and the clearly outlined mechanisms of how subconscious expansion works through feeling and cutting through conditioning. This is effectively what we are doing, very precisely. When you do what I did, AKA activate higher order yang currents to move through your circuits in very fast rapid and powerful ways but that it's not just meaningless activation but that it's TIED TO SOMETHING PRACTICAL YOU CAN WORK WITH. Why is this important? Because it's how you get into state streak, living the reality of experience more naturally as yourself and "lose yourself" in the embodied experience of BEING the person you imagined.

The sports stars MUST physically train, even though they imagine training that doesn't REPLACE physical training, it only amplifies it. There's many experiments where control groups who imagined being physical before doing so physically ended up with noticeably better test results. This was reliable. Why? Because you're mediating necessary currents which will bring about the body truth of this thing being available making your psychological state swim in that making it WANT to expand more. This is why I started with hormones. TEST, and also Oxy and Prolac all play a role in the natural rhythm of expansion and contraction of natural striving. There's a sort of necessary built in process that's NEEDING spontaneous activation and ALSO relaxation to sink after that. If you exist on either end too much you'll suffer, like I did. More TEST is KNOWN CLEARLY to make people (men mostly) more competitive. Why? Because it's activating kidney yang and liver qi (root power and authority) which literally gives your whole body a more vital sense of being, the WANT to make decisions that push limits BECAUSE THE CURRENT IS AVAILABLE. So. When you imagine experiences of such nature, which push limits before sleeping, AKA overlapping states, then you can make magic seemingly happen because your thematic composition accordingly follows this. You cannot have psychological phenomena without there being a corresponding thematic level of substances which overlap that experience. They are one in the same, but I will say that there seems to be a phenomena where you CAN in fact "target" a "version" of yourself who's in the end already as a sort of thematic composite template of what you're targeting with feeling sense and actually almost take extra supply that you don't otherwise have available to work with here and now.

I remember NG was talking about needing intensity. I've written about this ages ago, but this intensity MUST be targeted in a SOLUTIONS BASED APPROACH. Mindlessly telling yourself that you're a god at manifesting and you're immortal and don't have to work a second to make money and everybody on earth drools over you and wants to show you off in their life is just cope for the fact that your life actually sucks. There's no satisfaction in that, no growth, no transformation or overlapping states of necessary unconscious conditioning. This is why that doesn't work. We MUST be SOLUTIONS BASED with our targets. This is what works for MOST people RELIABLY. Hyping yourself up needlessly is just them living in the projection ring of the 3 rings example in my last video. You're living in denial of your conditioning, attempting to bypass it by implying that the necessary transformation doesn't need to happen. This will cause dips and more suffering. How do I know this? Everybody I talk to who does this comes back to tell me the same thing. It doesn't work, and yet that's how people approach this thing. It's not functional or practical. Physical action is NECESSARY 9/10 to make movements happen. Denying this reality is just insanely dumb and means you've really been sucked into the mentalism trash that makes you think you can be a world class athlete by lying in bed eating trash and never playing a game in your life. What a joke. There's blood sweat and tears necessary to get to that level of expansion, and while I was a near top tier athlete when I was actively involved in the competitive side of sport I never trained a day in my life and spent most of my free time reading stuff and not being active, yet my ability was there. I saw myself this way, as a very agile swift and fast type who could out maneuver anyone who challenged me, and I did. That didn't make me superhuman though. That just put me in the top 10 position out of hundreds most of the time. Point is, telling yourself certain things will only get you so far, but the moment you begin to APPLY AND BE INVOLVED PHYSICALLY which IMPLIES that you're "following through" with your imaginal direction then you WILL skyrocket in ability as has been clearly proven by the data.

This process applies with everything. Spontaneous expression of yang, kidney yang, liver qi, heart qi, with a then follow up relaxation period where you turn inwards, this is the natural rhythm of being.

I've figured it out.

The reason why someone sees signs is because their buildup of focused thematic current in a certain meridian that they sit with simply dissipates into the surrounding people who's conditions you're bound to and they reflect the lack you have by picking up on the vitality you put out without consciously realizing it and they manifest what you desire. You're driving them through your disowning of your role through their conditioning as a means to reflect to you your lack in the self correction cycle. BOOM.

The runes developed Acadian cuneiform letters.

Just building current in a direction through leading pathways favorably and cutting through trash and then sitting in that juiced up state without mediating actions in any way that's implying transformation has happened will only slow down your progress of expansion. Action in spontaneous ways after leading pathways is only going to benefit. I'm WAY past all this "action doesn't matter" trash and I will burn all that to the ground with the mountains of data I've gathered.

26/9/25

"Apollonius of Tyana" mirrors the Jesus story of the NT. Another so called miracle worker.

I also want to throw this one at you. This is about my new term I came up with yesterday called "Implied Involvement".

Etymology:

Origin: Middle English "involvement"
Derivation: From Middle French "envolvement," meaning "an enveloping or wrapping up," from "envolver," meaning "to envelop"
Latin: "involvere," meaning "to roll up, wrap up, envelop"
Meanings:

Involvement:
The act of being personally involved or engaged in something
Participation or engagement in an activity or situation
Implication:
The act of implying something, or the meaning that is implied
Entanglement:
The state of being entangled or mixed up in something
Origin and Development:

The Latin verb "involvere" originally meant "to roll up" or "wrap up." Over time, it took on a more figurative meaning of "to involve" or "implicate." The word "involvement" first appeared in Middle English in the 14th century, derived from the Middle French word "envolvement."

In the 16th century, "involvement" began to be used in a legal context, referring to the implication of someone in a crime. By the 18th century, the word had acquired its broader meaning of "personal involvement or engagement."

Today, "involvement" is used in a variety of contexts, including:

Positive: Participation in activities or causes that are meaningful or beneficial
Negative: Entanglement in complicated or difficult situations
Psychological: Emotional or mental engagement in a relationship or activity
Legal: Implication in a crime or offense

RIGHT THERE! Did you read that. "Over time, it took on a more figurative meaning of "to involve" or "implicate."".

Involve, implicate. Keep in mind I only just searched this term up with "official" meaning TODAY. The Latin root literally means that NG is saying that implication IS involvement which IS BEING WHICH IS THE REALITY OF EXPERIENCE OF BEING YOURSELF!

Wonderful connection. I've actually expanded the RS language library once again.

I believe this term involvement is the secret to interpreting the NG "implication" correctly over "contextual sense" which is more or less the subjective level of involvement. This proves that what NG said is accurate. One of the most accurate statements of his work, which actually seems to contradict another quote he has, IF taken at face value.

"Well, how to persuade myself that I have received what at the moment reason is denying and my senses deny? I use all this technique, and the technique is all figurative. Has no power whatsoever. It is what it is implying." - Neville Goddard "Our Real Beliefs" lecture 1966.

The technique is ALL figurative. Has NO POWER WHATSOEVER. It's what it's IMPLYING. Implied involvement. You see? Should be clear as day now. The reality of experience, This has been a core thread of the RS doctrine for years now. Finding language for this has been a challenge.

If prayer is BEING, then living as yourself is praying. BEING is praying, which has a certain "state" of function to it. Praying can be acting as yourself and according to what NG says here "Whatever you desire, when you pray, believe that you have received it." can mean that praying means acting and this IMPLIES that we have what we want. IF what NG says is all about implication in imaginal experience that makes things happen then why wouldn't this also work in the tangible? Works for everybody. I'm going to go ahead and actually say that everybody who successfully manifests stuff does it from that standpoint, that they're comfortable playing a role, or that they're WILLING to transform and expand their state through implied involvement.

What I call a "reality wheel" which is a term I came up with way back in 2022 is this invisible flywheel that has momentum and inertia and reflects the available currents in your field geometry.

Tactility is necessary.

28/9/25

This whole "solutions" based approach can be also interpreted that the underlying process has more passion behind it, I believe.

Another question I've had multiple answers to is why does "giving up" make it happen. Pressure cycles, we know that, but what's beyond that. The mechanics. What's beyond the mechanics? God. God sees you in a place of surrender. This is why surrender must be felt through facing pressure. No other way. Rebirth happens through a full cycle. I know this because I've seen it too many times.

I just had a near instant manifestation. Been playing with ANOTHER process. This one is very similar to what I've explained except it's focused on being AS spontaneous as possible, AKA when I suggest I sink and stay centered until something causes a rising in me that's like a necessary movement. From there I move with it without compromise. What I came across was an old CD with a bunch of 90's early 2000's trance stuff, the stuff I grew up with, that I played on my DIY tank of a sound system I got for free and put together when I was 7 from garage sale parts. I was crazy back then. I then imagined being in that place again, being at a rave with these tracks playing, just because I wanted to. Now not even 15 mins after doing this I've just been invited to a party, from 2 random strangers I met on the street who I've never seen before walking down the hill near the forest that I live near. So there's these 2 girls, probably 19 or so I'd guess, I was riding up the hill and felt compelled to ask them where they're going because I felt this sense that they might've been the link to this unfolding. They said to this place that's got a party on tonight, and surprisingly they said if I'm going too. Somehow they must've thought I was on the way there too. I played along and said yeah and asked if it's just up the road here and they told me where it's at, This is crazy. Spontaneous shifts in BEING the person AKA implied involvement as I said before opens stuff up FAST. I'm not going to go there but it's just a cool story. Should make this work with other stuff too, instant unfoldings. Suggest and move.

29/9/25

Days and days tick by one by one.

Jing burns.

So to restore the lost Jing, in theory at least, this is how we do this stuff. Leave behind what you hold onto for safety. This will free up that stagnant vital current and give it back to you.

30/9/25

Wow so I just manifested big stuff yesterday. Been playing out different patterns and it's paying off big time. LIKE BIG TIME. So I've gotten to a point now where some suspicions I've had relating to HOW these mechanics can be EFFICIENTLY applied without being in your head about it, because most of the time when clients get technical they don't get places. It's typically a waste of time to coach this way. 90+% of the time results come from getting real and breaking boxes physically that need breaking. Why does this work? This works through the mechanisms of aetheric pressure gradient mediation, as I said in the oldest videos I put up years ago and wrote about back in my 2022 entries but those aren't online now so. Either way manifesting REQUIRES involvement with physical acts. Why? Because this is the show of the faith. This is also why I despise NG for playing games with people in his works and not being real and darted around this point endlessly trying to get them into a place where they'd make action without being told to directly. That is a correct way of doing it really, because the action should stem from an integrated WANT to be involved with breaking boxes and that cannot be inspired without the currents in the circuits being available to mediate that and so his imaginal works can build those "reality wheels" as I call them which hold momentum but the thing is that if you don't follow up on that momentum you've built internally BY BREAKING BOXES IN MEANINGFUL WAYS then you're going to DIP VERY VERY HARD. Why? Because you're basically revving the engine of your car in neutral and heating it up needlessly. Without engaging the transmission and putting power to the wheels you're not going to move anywhere different. You're imagining and creating an end experience but the thing is that this is just the door itself and not the act of stepping through the door. Manifesting miracles you being involves with stepping through the door.

I've got this all perfectly explained now. You'll get this perfectly. Attach this to what I've been writing about the mechanisms of availability of currents and how that reflects in the "reality wheel" as an invisible flywheel that holds a thematic composition that imaginal acts (and just seeing things you want in the world too) will generate an "expectation" or suggestion or "request" to God for this to unfold. Once again though, unless all that stuff is applied through a transmission to the wheels your engine (inner experience) will just burn up. Too much inner activity without inner rest and then outer activity to take the load off. This is the SATS CYCLE as I call it. You imagine and this gives the flywheel momentum from the engine to drive the car, but if you just leave the imaginal act in a vacuum without something tangible and tactile to follow it up with then that momentum will generate signs or whatever which will likely lead to dips in confirming your lacking sense of self.

Also every time you build momentum internally but don't follow up you're actually building pathways and branches by which others will be influenced by that availability to play the reciprocal role in manifesting your desire, and that's either going to be you influencing others or that others will just pick up on what you've imagined and basically "steal" your vitality and availability unconsciously and be driven by that interaction. This can be for someone on the other side of the world, since fractal field geometries which operate superluminally have no spatial or time dimensions and exist as just a series of crystalized networks of "pathways" by which your experiences can ride in on. You are either operating from someone else expectations (inner experiences) and being conditioned or you're being the supply and conditioning others, for better or worse.

So how did I come to this understanding? Well over the last 3 weeks or so I've been writing out tons of notes on my experiences in private journals and logging all of that to reference and understand patterning. Since I've already got a solid grasp on basic patterns and how this works I was able to see clearly what's causing what. Acts that are spontaneous and unexpected which stem from a sense of "I'm expanding" will condition others. I've controlled people in my life this way easily and manifested lots of free stuff. This isn't in negative ways by controlling but I drive them by being myself and focusing on showing trust in my vision of what I want and not letting up, even if it looks like I need to give up. Often you'll find in fact that even when you give up after going as far as you can and it looks like you'll not get it then it will come in after anyway. Why? Because you involved yourself to the end. That's all you can do. You're not here to manipulate all the parts, but to show faith (THROUGH REPEATED EXPOSURE TO UNFOLDING INNER TRUTH IN IMPLIED INVOLVEMENT) and this is REALLY what I believe NG and his implication has the power quote means.

1/10/25

Octavia.

Marketing matters more than the product, if you're selling to rich people.

I think I just connected the dots to make free money work. This new formula is INCREDIBLE! This makes manifesting specific things VERY VERY PRACTICAL BECAUSE THAT'S THE POINT!

If involved experience AKA the reality of experience is the underlying function of transformation and thus thematic supply/demand AKA the manifest reality you'll experience to provide what you're comprised of in a sensory manner then this means we have a bi-directional reflection function which should mirror each other. There's 2 mirrors which need to point towards a center in the same pattern (or at least as close as possible) to make what you imagined to show up tangibly, else you'll get signs. If you physically involve yourself where you don't want to then you'll be basically conditioned by the world and live for others as well because it's still a compromise from your inner truth. We need to then in essence detach from internal AND external implied experiences which represent what we DON'T want and what we DO want in thematics, because remember "it's what's implied" as NG himself said which has the power. NG HIMSELF SAID THAT. The techniques don't hold the power, but the thing to understand is that the techniques AKA SATS and all the rest (which are just pathway leading methods as they all are which move currents in your circuits) are how you more or less generate an inner momentum which will then overlap the physical experience and through that different thematic composition you're operating from send you down "pathways" for lack of a better term as a sort of multiplication of the expected patterns you're implying physically AND the momentum you've got on an inner level with the suggested expectancy, which is always running unconsciously AND IS WHAT BURNS JING IF IT'S INCORRECT FOR YOU. This actually explains a LOT about the inner alchemy on the advanced levels.

The cutting out of parts of this that don't work and needing to use serious discernment for WHAT is cut out is really challenging.

2/10/25

There are internal AND external "interpreting" processes. They are SEPERATE. This is very important to understand. This is in a large part what determines the HOW, according to available currents internally to mediate experiences through the external implication. Manifestation is an equation of at least 3 factors then, more than simply sense of self internally we feel but how that's expressed. There's a modulation that happens between these different processes, and the biggest thing here is that even if you don't feel worthy internally but you CONTINUE IN PERSISTING WITH ACTION THAT IMPLIES INVOLVEMENT AS SOMEONE WHO IS THEN YOU WILL LIKELY MANIFEST THAT ANYWAY. This is something NG would've never spoken about but we don't hold ourselves to allegorical psychological states to interpret scripture. I mean most people claim that NG understood the bible like the back of his hand but if you dig deep most of his scriptural analysis goes back to either being faithful to your imagined scene or not, which is objectively a very shallow exploration. It doesn't really work in the details, but I will go over that in future to demonstrate this. There are many passages in the bible that are serious stretches for him to interpret as either polarity of good or bad states or something in-between. Either way, the point of this entry is to reveal to you the reality that there are internal implications on what you're imagined self is (your psyche) and then also how that's interpreted externally When they match you have satisfaction. If they mismatch you have lack and dissatisfaction in some way. We need to grasp that even if we feel uncomfortable but show ourselves to God in acts of faith towards what we want in SPONTANEOUS ways (without needless hesitation which reveals weakness and discomfort) then we will very likely be MORE rewarded than going into that from an already comfortable place. Expansion is rewarded.

The only way to explain this is that God observes you physically as a representation of your actionable expression of faith, and that's interpreted EVEN IF YOU FEEL LACK. This should be clear to anyone with common sense, and I've written about this many times before but it's so important because manifesting is NOT all about just feeling stable internally. I go through massive dips at times that send me into negative places and yet when I pull out and widen my view in those places and do what I know is necessary to move me forward in my function I get places anyway.

4/10/25

When you partaken in a manifest experience then it means there's open and available pathways to make that happen. Everybody who you interact with overlaps your pathways to some level mediating those experiences you have with them. It means that you're imagined inner movement leads into those pathways that you share and overlap, even if just in theme. This is big stuff. We've outlined more detailed mechanics here. It's how the inner imagined availability leads to that automatically unfolding through the most available collectives level shared pathways to mediate bringing that experience to you through them also having that. This explains why people get signs PERFECTLY when they imagine but never open up opportunities in the outer to lead into satisfying ways. This also explains how collective fixed trajectory impacts us all, because they're overlapping everybody since we're integrated within that level. Explains EVERYTHING.

The real reason why manifestation is instant is because if the inner and outer trajectories imply movement together then spontaneous action can and will bring you through the most available process to realize that. If your outer level pathways if implied involvement are running dry then you will manifest those thoughts in a very limited way AKA signs because that's all you're involved in. DO YOU SEE NOW? This is really next level depth right there. I've tested this over the last few days more and more and I've manifested a few thousand worth of free stuff as well as free games (not what I wanted but an old friend gifted that to me and I also got free food when I went out to shop because someone left their trolley and offered it to someone else but then they offered it to my friend but then they gave it to me. Surprise. Can't make this up. Involving yourself in the experience you imagined matters. I don't care one but for anything anyone says against this fact that's how it works and I can systematically prove it on all levels and with experimental data. Too bad many clients I talk to aren't brave enough to get out of their heads and live on the edge where the magic happens. The ones who do live like that don't watch LOA videos.

It takes a matter of seconds to generate momentum on the inner level when you know how this works. The dynamic gazing method in itself will make this easy and is part of why I was probably able to manifest a ton of stuff like clockwork back when I was 15 BOTH GOOD AND BAD. My circumstances have changed with the implied involvement since then so some things are more available now than before but this explains everything now about how things work and destroys the idea that it's all mental fully on every level possible. This also explains how external mechanisms about vitality and age reversal aren't just imagined or accepted but are collective functions that draw life out of us through friction with the substrate we're integrated within AKA the archetypal structure which literally grinds us down day after day just by existing in it. This is what I've inferred based on what the alchemist has told me about WHY integrating those archetypal powers through theurgy is necessary. Recapitulation. Recollecting your parts so that they can be integrated as a whole.

Holy cow I just got contact from someone I tried to manifest like 5 years ago. Crazy. They just showed up out of thin air. Thought about them once yesterday I believe and now it's right here.

What if your nervous system is running separate momentum cycles than your mind, because you swim in it after all. The meridian systems represent the interface that bind the higher form of emanation down into the unfolded limits. Making decisions as yourself clears the body nervous system because you're one with it and the actions you take imply resolution, which is why momentum exists on both levels. They overlap, but they're still distinct. HD says there's 2 intelligences, personality and body.

The external reality has it's OWN patterns of momentum and availability too. Someone who's done a certain method such as gazing to include certain impacts will accelerate that for anyone new coming into this because IT'S AN AVAILABLE PATHWAY OF MANIFESTATION OF ABILITY. This is also what the alchemist has said, and he calls it a "current" as his commentary speaks of.

Deconditioning from nervous system trash is to simply spontaneously be reborn and break dysfunctional cycles. This is in fact what I did when I recovered. I really had no other option. When I couldn't do anything except sit in sieza and gaze despite the pain I was in and the breathlessness 24/7 and the numbness I felt in my hands and feet and all this trash I knew I had no other option but to break cycles of dysfunction. It's funny that when you're at that level where you give up you have the biggest shits.

New vids on the way on Monday. You better believe it's gonna be big. Got all the graphics and theory planned out and the testing I've done to once again demonstrate this. I'll see if I manifest more free tech tomorrow, just because I'm so good at it.

5/10/25

Persistence. Persistence is necessary, in showing faith in ALL ways possible for you. Obsession with a desire CAN AND WILL lead you through all the pressure to transform you. That's really the fast way, summarizing all of this normalizing the desire stuff. Cutting through everything that says otherwise is the point. Persistence until that's done is necessary. The problem NG had is that he didn't emphasize action as effectively NECESSARY, for ALL the reasons I've explained here. So without action that's commensurate to moving you into implied experiences that overlap pathways which "magically" manifest circumstances according to the door you've imagined and are ACTIVELY WALKING THROUGH PERSISTENTLY then you'll not actually make any magic happen and all the imaginal acts will basically just be causing signs that show up with nothing more. It will suck. Yeah, collective trajectory sucks, but that's how things are, the default IS lack, but you don't have to accept that. The fact that the world is what it is is clear proof that the overarching influence is to keep you down and small and weak and powerless to avoid being a threat to that power, but not in the sense of its ability to perform its function of conditioning most people into conforming boxes of expectations but that YOU become a sort of threat to it and so it will eventually have no way of controlling you and thus you become a supply of light for those around you to inspire them to leave that conditioning matrix too. That's why I realized that to take out the Juize that run this world for good then instead of fighting against them (which doesn't admit the problem and manifest more of it by the way if it's systematic and all pervasive all throughout history) you manifest abundance in your own life and that light brings out of those who are ready for it the necessary insights to create the contrasts to their conditioning to see it for what it is and that in itself is what is happening to everybody slowly over time.

6/10/25

We manifest through Saturn, which knows and understands us. Reality doesn't initiate anything, because it's yin in essence, it's the reliable foundational support by which yang can move through and warp according to the field geometry. The feminine aspect is passive, it needs movement and circulation. Why would this not then directly overlap with implied involvement on our part to then MOVE those substantive aspects into manifestation since it's literally us as a magnet moving through a coil and causing aetheric drag where we walk. If you don't generate aetheric movement in the medium WHICH IS THE SATURNIAN STRUCTURE then you've got no power at all, literally. I remember falling asleep many years ago with this very thought in my mind that yin and yang dynamics matter here but I didn't have enough surrounding data to prove that tangibly it was just an idea. Just before I got involved in putting out my first longer videos did I think this. Can't avoid implied involvement. Implied involvement is massive. It means that whatever the inner momentum reality wheel is carrying with that tangible tactule movement will be unfolding to the degree that available implied pathways can tangibly mediate those experiences, which is why we don't end up getting shipped out to random islands to meet our dream SP (paper list method) free of charge instead of simply having someone who frequents a cafe meet you instead. I've had this happen too many times to count, but obviously if you chicken out and think you can't have that person then it will respond accordingly EVEN IF it's right in your face. Continuing to move through those implied pathways based on the inner momentum manifests 100% consistently. Sinking charge seems to only focus the inner momentum but in a way that's not depleting. Feeling all high and then moving isn't always efficient, and I've found often times too that it reveals lacking sense of self underlying that temporary hyped state and this is why I encourage everyone to move tangibly with that stable current instead of this hyped up one that has desperation underlying it when that overlay isn't there. It's the projection field 3rd ring, if you live that way expecting reality to conform without actual stability and trust underlying it and you're hyping yourself up temporarily to think you'll manipulate reality then good luck. If you do get something good luck keeping it around in satisfying ways, or feeling stable in your life from that point, because YOU didn't actually change. You didn't cut through any conditioning, and it knows that.

Reality is reactive, it's passive and responds to the movements you make with the underlying inner momentum you're carrying which are like the qualities of your thematic supply/demand process you're living through. When you activate it through tactile involvement then you will make it manifest what is desired reliably. Coming at it from a place of stability makes things the most natural. Coming at it from a place of high feeling on either polarity will make things also follow accordingly. Getting something doesn't require high current moving through your circuits, it should be integrated and stable, as I've always said, but that involves cutting through conditioning in contrast to open up that capacity else you'll feel the need to want to stimulate to feel SOEMTHING DIFFERENT thinking that feeling is the magic when in reality it's only admitting you're depleted and are overcompensating. Look at your life and you'll see this to be true. The only times this isn't 100% consistent with being high charge is when you've already got a ton of implied involved experiences that would support that manifestation, else you'll end up moving through implied pathways that are very unstable just like you are inside. Agitation causes agitating experiences, though cutting through that conditioning to generate stability NOT TO MANIFEST but to create the stable circuits within will then likely naturally lead to the unfolding of what you desire spontaneously and without needing much implied involvement since the transformation itself likely represented that. All I know is that if you involve yourself in DIFFERENT activity and tactile processes than your expectations to conform to conditioning imply then things will very likely unfold This explains the phenomena of "delayed manifestation" where you do tons and tons of inner momentum building stuff and then "give up" and move on with something totally different. Why does this work? I've said this so many times but because you're actually involving yourself in something DIFFERENT and moving past trying to dissolve conditioning without implying involvement to represent it no longer being present in your life then this act of "giving up" can be the thing which moves that inner momentum you've built forwards. Giving up doesn't kill the inner momentum if you've carried that on for weeks or months or even years. It WILL manifest IF you change directions and is in fact a core part of how the mechanics of pressure mediation work.

Levels within levels. Mechanics that overlap other mechanics. Explaining all this in a coherent manner is next to impossible because there's so many variables.

What are the secret mechanics of "set and forget" stuff? Why is it then that people disagree and say obsession matters. What if they're both missing implied involvement? Simple explanation, one that neither party are looking for. Momentum in both levels matters and explains all the inconsistencies. I've said many times that making decisions that are different EVEN IF THEY"RE SEEMINGLY UNRELATED they'll still likely manifest in some degree that's more satisfying than if you didn't go through with that. On another level of that we have the breaking of expectations and conditioning so that you're mediating pressure correctly and all these others levels all play in. Webs of pieces. We have to interact with both inner and outer level interpretation processes through implied reality of experience. Man that's crazy to think about. If I told someone who's not in on these details and has read all this they'd have no idea how that works.

Why does consistency of application matter? Because you're consistently activating the implied involvement mechanism and carrying your inner reality wheel thematic composition through those experiences. You could argue that reality itself is almost entirely founded on the subconscious mind itself, and that reality IS the subconscious mind, which is why I consider it to be higher order yin, except it's not our higher order yin it's the overlay that's collectively shared that we all swim in and navigate through as individuals.

Think of reality as perceiving things FROM YOU, ALL THE TIME IN ALL WAYS AND ALL LEVELS. If it realizes you're thinking it'll feed you an experience that relates to what's commensurate to this actionable process but if you're expanding into NEW expectations through acting differently then it will OBVIOSULY perceive you as a different person and provide new experiences according to what you imagine and are moving through. Common sense right? Staying static is the reason why you don't get anywhere the the bulk of our deconditioning comes from making tangible decisions which represent us transforming conditions we're holding onto, as I've always said. This new level here just expands that understanding so much more and gives more connections. You need to also do inner work transformation to decondition too but I will say that this doesn't really REPLACE the outer level momentum. How do I know this? My own life experience AND clients I've had a long time with who tell me they feel very confident with the SP they want and yet all they get are signs of them, or they see them in the wild randomly or they see someone who's like an exact mirror image of them and yet they're still not making the movements to represent they're in that relationship when they arise. This is as I said in my video I put up some months ago on an observation I had back in mid 2023, if you're unconsciously clear and you imagine something then what you'll get is an opportunity to move into that experience more often than not. If you compromise then good luck getting what you imagined to show up in a satisfying way, because those opportunities are the test of true faith to expose yourself to vulnerable states which transform the inner level and represent implied involvement on the outer level. This is why those who just involve themselves despite feeling uncomfortable get places, because I don't know if most of you know this but when I got my first long video up with my face on it I has serious nerves but I did it anyway. That's long gone now and I can laugh on camera at the foolish teachings of everyone else in LOA and make jokes at the ignorance. It's so easy now but it REQUIRED me to do it FOR REAL.

Subconscious mind is negatively charged. Going back to my old physics study I considered it the same.

7/10/25

How do we polarize the aether AKA the subconscious medium AKA the greater yin on a personal level overlapping the available collectively processing pathways of proportionate function? You become the positive charge for the negative medium. How? You become the magnet that moves through the coil and induce current. This is done on an inner and out outer level. The aether is a field that's by nature negatively charged (inverse potential, think Jing doorway that opens through positive polarization) and thus to open the door we must move it.

Whenever you're living in the expectations and conditions of others it's easy because that momentum is already behind you supporting that experience. To form your own pathways it's going to take more than just being moved by other peoples experiences and expectations which is why change seems to hard. The effort that's perceived is ENTIRELY about the relative contrast between expectations and where you know you need to be in that contrast to break those expectations and unfold what's within you already. Yeah there's a few other variables at play but most is just this.

Moving towards the thing desired unfolds it. Staying in compromise patterns keep it away and causes stagnated qi which agitates. Agitation stems from stagnation, especially when there's obviously clear and present pathways to walk.

8/10/25

"You suggest, and they accept the suggestions, and then you, knowing they are going to act upon it, go out and then you do exactly what you have to do: work under compulsion to meet every one you can and get them out" - Neville Goddard - you dare to assume - 1970

Right there. Is that not the language I've used and the process of application acting on compulsion? Is this not action in implied involvement? Is this not NG teaching us to act upon intuitive impulse? These quotes make me think that action was a core part of his teaching considering I've listed many examples of him using this "compulsion" term before relating to acting DIFFERENTLY. What is a compulsion? A spontaneous impulse to act according to the implication of who you imagined yourself to be. Is this not the conclusions that RS has drawn? This doesn't contradict what NG says, and yet one quote out of an entire lecture which implies action is necessary is NOT GOOD TEACHING. The inner work is emphasized as 90% of the work, which it's not. You merely suggest, AS NG HIMSELF JUST STATED HERE. You suggest, then act upon compulsion.

What I need to do is put together a list of all quotes where he references these terms. If only nevillegoddardbooks.com didn't go down. That sucks so bad I was in the process of building out the list of lectures for offline reference and to post here on the RS website and now they're all gone. Too bad. Either way my point is that if I can list all the quotes that he mentions relating to acting under compulsion in implied ways then I can irrefutably prove that he DID in fact "teach" this, though in a very vague and in my opinion bad way because the act is not emphasized enough when it is arguably more important than the inner stuff for many people. If I can gather all these quotes then I have an irrefutable position on action being necessary in his own words, just like I proved that NG taught "God zaps us" from role to role "for the work to be done in him". He's personifying God here, obviously. That's not "your imagination zaps him" "for the work to be done in him", that wouldn't even make sense, and remember the context of this was that a rich man dies and then the incorporeal being is born then as a toilet scrubber and a shoe shiner. This is the context, and later in that lecture I believe he made the remark that you'd have to be an idiot to want to manifest an abusive SP back. It's these quotes that aren't talked about.

The quote above is about voting someone out in England which was the example in this case. He literally said that you suggest that someone is out of office and then act upon it. He never said to just imagine in a vacuum or suggest without acting on compulsion. What he's describing is the mechanism I've outlined which goes way beyond the mechanics that NG has reveled. There's interpretation processes built into the aether that are based on thematic supply/demand on an inner AND outer level. This is the same mechanisms by which superluminal propagation occurs, as well as so called "quantum entanglement". Integrated processes, one within another, and thus they operate together or overlap and share momentum. Supply/demand.

"Imagining is God in action. So what are you imagining? That everything is going down? That the whole world is collapsing? Well then, if that is what you imagine, may I tell you? You will have the experience of a collapsed world, but others won't."

If he's saying that you'll experience a world where you will literally see the world around you collapse because you imagine that is really really dumb. The way this would work would be that you'd be moved to see signs of this happening, but it won't actually collapse, not until the collective level collapse does in fact happen, but it wasn't because they imagined it. They're moved by available tactile pathways to mediate those experiences into their world. Other people won't experience that even if they do, it won't be a collective level systemic collapse, but a collapse of that personal level view of the world. Kind of like how I felt about things back in 2018 and such when I realized exactly what certain factions were doing behind the scenes and that coloured and tainted literally everything else in my perception and I hated everyone and everything that wasn't fighting against that system which seeked to destroy us. That still exists, it does, but it's not to be viewed as something to fight against because you'll never succeed. Denying that's a thing is also denying the collective trajectory being fixed, as well as history as we know it to be a figment of your imagination, which is all nonsense. That exists, but if you're not mediated into that awareness then you'll be blissfully ignorant and still operate either within it and be moved by it or around it and simply avoid the dysfunction because you have no means of overlap.

"There are people today making fortunes out of the seeming collapsed market – fortunes, they are making! They held their cash. I read in the New York Times of last Sunday [June 14th] – I get the Sunday issue every week, and it came a little late this week. In the financial section this house – not one of the biggest houses, but a good house – and they are in the “black,” they never once went into the “red.” And the man’s name is Gardener, and they are quoting him. He said, “In 1968, in the summer of ’68, we knew this was coming, and we prepared for the recession. So we were not caught in it. We knew and prepared for it, for it had to come.”

Well, that was an imaginal act. He was bringing it about within himself because he knew it had to come. It wasn’t going to come in spite of some one imagining that it had to come. And so, he planned it within his own mind’s eye. So then came 1970 and then came the radical, radical decline. They had cash; they could pick up all these things at the bottom. They’ve got to go back. This is a powerful land, for you and I are imaginative people.

Americans went to the moon. That’s imagination."

Well that's another quote from the same lecture listed above. Here he says that someone imagined a crash and experienced it. He did say also that "It wasn't going to come in spite of some one imagining that it had to come." What does that mean? He's basically saying here that the crash wasn't because he imagined it would come, but because that was his personal experience of that event happening and because he was imagining it he set the expectation and when it did happen in the collective he was in the position to benefit and tell the story. Then again who knows if that's really what he means, because he's talked about the titanic incident being caused by someone who wrote about it in a book before it happened. That's complete nonsense. If that was the case then why wouldn't we live in fantasy worlds with dragons flying around with all those books published? Critical thinking. He also said we went to the moon. Lol. Such a sucker for propaganda, but back then who could blame them for believing it, the conditioning was pretty top notch with that one. The footage with shadows crossing each other on the moon irrefutably refutes authenticity, as well as the fact that the Hasselblad cameras wouldn't have functioned well if at all according to the conditions on the moon they got that video and images from. Either way, NG is someone who obviously couldn't see through the collective level conditioning processes taking place with the propaganda in the media. This would've warped how he delivered his work and his cosmology.

Why does nobody have a full index search for all of NG lectures for specific keywords?

Compel. This is how the original Webster dictionary defines this term.

"COMPEL, verb transitive

1. To drive or urge with force, or irresistibly; to constrain; to oblige; to necessitate, either by physical or moral force.

Thou shalt not compel him to serve as a bound servant. Leviticus 25:39.

And they compel one Simon--to bear his cross. Mark 15:21.

Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled. Luke 14:23.

Circumstances compel us to practice economy.

2. To force; to take by force, or violence; to seize.

The subjects grief comes through commissions, which compel from each a sixth part of his substance.

3. To drive together; to gather; to unite in a crowd or company. A Latinism, compellere gregem.

In one troop compelled.

4. To seize; to overpower; to hold.

And easy sleep their weary limbs compelled.

5. To call forth, Latin compeller."

"To urge". Simple. An urge. An impulse. A compulsion is to be moved, either in the moment over stretched out over time, though since feeling comes and goes it will be most intensely felt in the moment. Spontaneous decisions.

This is Webster on compulsion

"COMPULSION, noun [Latin , See Compel.]

1. The act of driving or urging by force, physical or moral; force applied; constraint of the will; the application of a force that is irresistible.

If reasons were as plenty as blackberries, I would give no man a reason on compulsion

A man is excused for acts done through unavoidable force and compulsion

2. The state of being compelled or urged by violence."

We're going to go over every instance of NG using the term "compel/led" or "compulsion" or "act". Activity is what drives the tactile pathways. Let's go over the lectures I've got that list these terms in the correct context. You'll find 9/10 that he ties imaginal acts and compelled acts to always be in the same paragraphs. These are from his lectures first, since that's what I study the most.

"So, take your hope – your objective hope, and then appropriate it subjectively, and “sleep” in it as though it were true. If you dare to sleep in it as though it is actually true, in a way that you do not know, that bridge of incidents will appear, and you will be compelled to walk across that bridge to the fulfillment of the subjective appropriation. But when you get to the end, it is now the fulfillment of the objective hope." - I am all imagination - 1971

This is what, this night, I would share with you. I tell it from experience; and then, from then on, when I have found a crisis in my life, I have applied it. I do not live by it every second of time because I am fairly satisfied with the life I live; and so there is no need for constant change in my life, but there are moments in the lives of all of us where we reach a crisis, and then you have to take action if you know who Christ is."- I am all imagination - 1971

I think this one is very telling here actually. His term "act" here could be relating to imaginal acts as in acts are the language spoken by God according to his context but if that's the case then why wouldn't it correspond on both levels? I left in an expanded series of paragraphs here to add context so you know I'm not just cherry picking to support this. The context here is action coming from necessity for change, because you WANT to. The desire. Like use all his language and connect the dots of his sequence of manifesting steps. I wish I had saved his book which was very short, like 37 pages or something, and it had 5 steps in it or something very simple like that and he said you need a burning desire to manifest as the first one, That's what I picked up out of it. Desire is not the enemy, but satiating it, mediating pressures.

"And suddenly, if you dare to assume it, believing in the name, the only name the God of Israel possesses, I AM, if you dare to assume it, then a bridge of incidents would form itself across which you would be compelled to move. You would move across this bridge of events leading up to the fulfillment of your assumption…if you believe in the name of the God of Israel." - This is my name forever - 1965

"So this night if I would be healthy, I must assume that I am. If I would be wealthy, I must assume that I am. Don’t ask anyone in this world for permission. If I would be anything, I must assume that I am; for that is asking in the only name that really responds. I only listen to their lives. And my assumption need not be based upon the evidence of my senses, it need not be based upon reason. My assumption at that very moment that I assume it will actually build a wonderful series of events; and then I, standing here, will be compelled to walk across this series of events, across that bridge of incidents, and move exactly where the assumption leads me. I have done it time and time again. " - This is my name forever - 1965

"Love embraced me, and while mingled with love I was brought before might for the second time, and might sent me into the world with this ringing command in my ears “Time to act!” That was the word, with emphasis on “act.” “God only acts and is in all existing beings or men. So let us to him who only is give decision” (Blake, Mar. Heaven and Hell, Plt.15). He only acts.

I started in that manner, trying to test it, and it worked like a charm. Then from then on the name itself began to unfold into higher levels. Always might, but from the higher and higher levels, until you finally reach the ultimate, and the ultimate is love."- This is my name forever - 1965

"And so, we can take that law in the natural world and see that it does work. Can we step beyond that boundary and take it now in the mental world? Can we now actually perform a mental act, an imaginal act, and observe the working of it? And then admit when we see the fruit that the imaginal act was the seed planted by us, and the thing now we see reflecting it is really the offspring or the fruit of it? Can we accept it? Well, we may." - The law of liberty - 1964

Here's another mention of act. Clearly here it's relating to imaginal acts, but obviously the imaginal act here is being likened to planting a seed. I say that the seeds are all there, in capacity. NG said that we get seeds/wishes from God, and if God is timeless then they're already determined are they not? They're determined in capacity at least, as all things in this world are. He's asking us here if we can accept the seed and reflect the fruit as the offspring of that seed. What do you think that means? Someone who does that will manifest that seed according to available pathways on a tangible level, as I've explored in earlier posts. This will not guarantee exactly what you want unfolding, because if needed you'll need to change A LOT. I made a whole video about this, that if you imagine you'll be led to make decisions that are different, to mediate pressures of contrast barriers and live into the state instead of watching it from the outside. If the imaginal act is about being for real then why would acting for real accordingly with faith in that AKA repeated exposure to implied experiences (which the alchemist also said is the original meaning of faith) if acts are the language spoken by reality? The reality of experience, implied reality of experience through action, involvement, activity. Seems pretty obvious doesn't it? Let's continue.

"If this very night I slept any place in the world…,and by using my Imagination I could sleep wherever I wanted to sleep in Imagination, couldn’t I? Would it work? Yes it will work. I’ve done it. You ___(??) awakened there. How could I go there in the flesh? You will go there in the flesh. Things will happen to compel a change in your world, to compel you to make that journey if you sleep in Imagination elsewhere as though elsewhere were here; because I AM can never be other than here. I don’t say I am there; wherever I am, it’s here. And so, it is always first person and present…right here. So I can make here Moscow if I so desired. Then this would vanish and I would actually feel it to be Moscow here. Who is feeling it?—I am. That’s God, and all things are possible to God. Then, in a way that Neville, the conscious reasoning mind, does not know, he’ll be compelled to make the journey to fulfill that command of God." - I am called by thy name, O Lord - 1964

So this one is interesting. He says you'll be "compelled to make that journey" relating to sleeping in your mind somewhere where you're not currently at. The journey here is relating to the idea that you'll feel compulsion to move to somewhere different.

"So you found in yourself a power that makes everything possible. But all God intends from us is to accept the imaginal act with faith, that’s all. Faith is being loyal to unseen reality. You remember what you did, that’s an imaginal act. All it takes from us now is to be loyal to that imaginal act. For through faith we made all things. An imaginal act is one thing and that’s self-determining, that’s causative. Everything on the outside moves under compulsion, but everything, and no one really knows the unseen, hidden, causal act. Once in a while you can trace it…the individual may be able to trace it back to something that he did. But between the imaginal act and its unfoldment in the world, in this whole vast world, unnumbered things come out, all contributing. And much of it we condemn. We condemn this act and that act and that act, and harshly condemn it. But it all is moving towards the fulfillment, the bloom of what each in the Silence did back here. And yet we sit in judgment of all the unfolding picture of that act, right up to the bloom of the act." - God only acts - 1964

Here's a simple explanation in his words of causality. Yeah, the suggestion must be present, as he said before and we've established. The act not followed through implied involvement will almost certainly hold next to no faith. You see it's acts according to available means to move you into that direction. People will say that if there's no means of acting to make it happen that then justifies inaction but that's because they don't have faith. You always have SOME means of mediating faith into implied involvement, whatever it is. That's all we're asked to do. Going all the way represents this principle in motion. What else could it mean that's universal? It's the degree you have availability to move. That's what I've always said, if you can't actually contact someone then that's fine. Get into an act that you'd be doing with the person. Surrounding aspects represent these means.

"And so, now that thing was causal. and everything that had to take place to bring about the fulfillment of that imaginal act took place, including a man performing some kind of an act or saying something or doing something that outraged the neighbors. Now you judge the act and the old gentleman would be harshly judged, and yet he was compelled. For every outer act moves under compulsion, and that compelling force is in man as an imaginal act. It’s the only creative force and that is God."- God only acts - 1964

This is a very telling one. Here's him basically telling us that every outer act follows an inner compulsion and the compelling force is the imaginal act, which we know imaginal acts move current, and current activates circuits which manifest as psychological functions and thus it "comes through you" as I've said so many times. This is what he's describing here. He literally said right here that the compelling force is the imaginal act, which obviously we know what that feels like, and the imaginal act when done according to what NG tells us to do is living "from" the end AKA being in an overlap of states which leads to expansion, breaking out of expectations of others and operating more as yourself. Is that not a logical process?

"For if by him all things are made and without him was not anything made that was made, and I found out what I did and how I got something in result, well then, I’ve found him. I tried it again and it worked again. I kept on trying it, sometimes a long delay, sometimes shorter. I can’t quite bring it down to the point of why the delay, other than it’s not a delay, it is simply the seed takes a different interval of growth, interval of time. One would come over night, one would come while I’m doing it, and some would come the next day, the next month, the next year."- God only acts - 1964

Here's him talking about the "delay" about waiting for seeds to unfold and he says there's no delay but only the process of it happening. So if he claims that every seed planted must manifest then would that mean you can't screw it up after imagining/suggesting? Well if the suggestion is clear and opportunities are available to mediate that experience then it'll almost certainly manifest even if you don't want it to. The thing is that it's already normal for you to do such, because there's minimal contrast. I can look at my life and every act I make on a daily basis and see the causative imaginal acts which led to them, as well as the degree of naturalness towards it on a tactile level. If you imagine driving some hypercar or something (which I remember doing many times WITH my SP in there too because why not right?) and I felt a movement towards making money to show I'm on the path towards that and yet after more than 4 years now nothing has moved physically with me being even physically in proximity of that car. So once again, if the law works the way he says then why did that not manifest? Because there's no opportunity for it, and thus all you experience of it are manifestations of limited context reflecting your limited available tactile pathways to manifest it. You'll end up seeing others having it, because you live in the lives of others at that point. You're manifesting driving the car, but not the way you want. That's my point, and why NG and his doctrine here of seemingly how imaginal acts are primary, it's that repeated imaginal acts would make you WANT to break boxes and become that person, to act spontaneously because you're in the state of higher function.

"But, looking back, as I told you a week ago tonight, a story from which I have ___(??), and I tried to explain that night that I was the cause of her misfortune. The things she did for which she was criticized and sentenced and suspended, I did it. Had I not done the imaginal act, she would not have done what she did; and if she did do it, she would not have been discovered in the act. But she had to be discovered because she had to come forward that I could serve her with papers. She was hidden in the eight-odd million people in the city of New York. There are over eight million. Buried in that enormous crowd, how are you going to find her when she leaves her address and gives no forwarding address? But she had to be found even as like a needle in a haystack. She had to come out of hiding, because I had performed an act. Performing the act I compel her to perform a certain act for which society condemns her. So, who did the act? I did it. And so, I only told the story to show you, don’t judge anyone harshly. You may be the very one treading the winepress that is causing that act, then you now sit in judgment and condemn. But when you awaken you will say exactly what is said on the cross, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they do.” They’re all moved under compulsion."- God only acts - 1964

This is another very interesting quote. Here he's saying he pulled her strings and made her act using his imaginal act. He directly said he caused her misfortune. According to NG he can manipulate anybody to do what he wants. I've never seen this in any capacity demonstrated before by anybody, nor do I see this as any kind of valid position to take metaphysically or even scripturally. In RS her misfortune would've been caused by an already available means of opportunity to manifest such impulse to act according to the imaginal act. By imagining her doing something you want you're overlapping her reality in the personal, and driving her to perform such acts, but we must keep in mind that doing this will not take someone from zero to 100% with no means available to mediate that transformation. You know how difficult it is for you to transform to get what you want, and now tell me that just because you imagined before you sleep one night that someone lives a totally different life that you're the cause of their complete undoing of all conditioning towards that massive goal? Yeah right, I've never seen that happen in anybody before. We do live in the lives of others but that's because we continue to conform to those expectations, so in this example NG was apparently the cause of her breaking expectations and conformed to his will for her. I've manifested changes in people personally, but looking at how it manifested there's always a reasonable explanation that has metaphysical basis for it. I'm just going to go ahead and say that NG is flat out wrong on this and he should be criticized for such a position, because he can't back up a word of this in practice I can guarantee. If NG was told to imagine a series of events happening for people who were in mediocre lives living in others expectations for decades and that his imaginal acts would cause these people to become super rich and wealthy and manifest specific people and live in specific homes then you'd almost certainly find that wouldn't be the case. Nobody has proven this, not a single person. You can do it clearly using RS in your own life, and you can in fact influence other people if implied involvement is available for those parties to play out such acts but outside of that I see no way of that happening. If that's the case then the burden of proof is on those who make such claims to back it up. It's that we live in the lives of the people who hold expectations on us, and through that influence they manifest our lives. We literally live in the lives of others when we're not being ourselves, and this is the common sense explanation for it which works 100% of the time.

"If you can imagine, all I ask you do now is to hold God trustworthy. You’ve found him, you’ve found something that can imagine anything in this world, well, that’s God. For with him all things are possible, and with men there are unnumbered things that are not possible. So you found in yourself a power that makes everything possible. But all God intends from us is to accept the imaginal act with faith, that’s all. Faith is being loyal to unseen reality. You remember what you did, that’s an imaginal act. All it takes from us now is to be loyal to that imaginal act. For through faith we made all things. An imaginal act is one thing and that’s self-determining, that’s causative. Everything on the outside moves under compulsion, but everything, and no one really knows the unseen, hidden, causal act. Once in a while you can trace it…the individual may be able to trace it back to something that he did. But between the imaginal act and its unfoldment in the world, in this whole vast world, unnumbered things come out, all contributing. And much of it we condemn. We condemn this act and that act and that act, and harshly condemn it. But it all is moving towards the fulfillment, the bloom of what each in the Silence did back here. And yet we sit in judgment of all the unfolding picture of that act, right up to the bloom of the act."- God only acts - 1964

Only God acts. According to NG his metaphysics say there's only one God, which yeah, obviously, but that all of our incorporeal beings are actors in the play moved by God which we all play. That's a warped cosmology which denies the higher genius as a personal savior which is then integrated within God above all. He says here everything on the outside moves under compulsion, compulsion from the imaginal act. Does that mean we're going to be compelled to do things we'd have no contrast for or things we do have contrast for, and that there's expectations to conform to from others in that world. What if someone else imagines that other person in a different scenario? Who wins. This cosmology is just so full of error it's insane. You know the more I study this term compulsion closer he uses and the examples the more I find contradiction. He says it's a suggestion that moves us under the compulsion to act, but once again how would this work if more than one person imagine someone doing something differently that are of completely polar opposites? Say there's a family feud and some parties have misinformation about who's doing what and their assumptions are that this person is acting in the opposite direction of what's actually happening and that's moved by someone else imagining. Who's manifesting? The person with the most faith? Well in this case there's pretty clear pathways it would seem on both sides, so according to RS it would be the person who's presenting the more alluring opportunity to that person. This is how all behavioral science has recognized how people operate. Is this not true? The path of least resistance is how we walk, and if that means conforming to expectations and compromising then so be it. Point is that NG is saying here basically that we can cause other people to play roles we want like puppets even against their will. Prove it. I say you absolutely can influence them to play roles that are available and if you're mediating part of that outer level implied involvement through acting on pathways which represent availability for that imaginal act then you can actually influence someone to go against their conditioning. NG says you can lay in bed and control the mind of the US president to go and jump off a building because you want him to because you hate him. Is that not what he's basically implying here? This doesn't work.

I feel like I've already been over enough to see the holes. Keep in mind these are all later lectures we're exploring here. Who even knows what he taught really. His doctrine is all over the place. Am I wrong about this and missing something? We will continue anyway screw it. This needs to be a systematic study.

"There’s only one—-that’s I am. You can say it in the depths of your soul, just say “I am”…that’s he. But now begin to believe it. And then you test him and he proves himself in the testing. What chance would you put it down to—a man sleeping only in Imagination in Denver just as a joke? But he sleeps there, next to the deep freeze in the basement, and then casually calls on a friend the next day, and the man turns to him without prompting and asks him if he’d like to make the trip to Denver, that he’s going to see his brother.; and then the very next day another invitation to go to Denver. How could you cast that aside as a mere coincidence? That’s not! You can try it tonight. I tell you, I tried it and I don’t ever do it any more just as a joke, because whenever I do it it’s going to work. When I least expect it I’m on my way to fulfill that journey…when I don’t want to make the journey. I am moved under compulsion, for outer moments are compelled; it’s the inner motion that is self-determined, that is causal. All the outer motions are all under compulsion. And so, I don’t want to do it now and make it real—and then tomorrow, when I don’t want to go be moved by compulsion, I had to go. So don’t treat it lightly, for he will hold you not responsible for it, and he doesn’t care because he’s doing it. Who’s doing it?—your own wonderful human Imagination." - Jesus or Barabbas - Unknown date

Seems here he's saying that the compelled act cannot be stopped. Read the end, and some other paragraphs from other lectures I've referenced before where this is implied in his words too, that even if you won't want to but you imagined it then you will be forced to manifest it. According to his model if you imagine then you're forced to act under compulsion. What a load of trash. Utter ignorant useless trash. Throw that out the window forever and burn it into ash. Nobody can prove this. You've done all the super in depth imaginal acts with all the vividness and I've done realtime gazing with lucid dream type experiences where I've had people in my space imagined talking to me as though they're real and yet I've not seen them physically in such experiences. I've had clients tell me this too from those who do long term gazing, where they see manifestations of their SP or some object spontaneously show up in their vision and they can't stop it but that person still didn't show up or the object still didn't manifest they see. If it's so deeply "impressed" from regular imaginal acts and gazing and having all the stability possible and yet also still not manifesting it then how can NG claim that this is true? Sounds like a charlatan to me. A filthy charlatan. That's how we're told LOA works, just imagine and do nothing because you'll be "compelled" to act accordingly. What ignorant useless burned ash. This passage here where he's warning you about imaginal acts having power to compel you even when you don't want to is just insane. You tell me. if you don't "want" to act on such a compulsion then does that mean this applies to an SP manifestation too? No duh. According to NG we can doubt after the imaginal act and still get it, which he himself said when he was about to get on the ship to Barbados that he had doubt. Isn't that interesting. According to NG it's ALL about imaginal acts according to this here, and yet in other cases it's referenced as suggestions and compelled acts which we follow up with. So according to NG it's the people who fantasize the most who get what they want in life right? So then why does he tell us to work on our "concept of self" in the power of awareness? Why does this contrast what is said here. This is just insane.

Remember this one. Here he's telling us that we "go out and do exactly what you have to do: work under compulsion". Is he saying here that this compulsion is not an act of free will? Is he saying that we simply by imagining can control the world? What insane statements. Some years ago I'd have still simped for NG and these passages because it's perfect cope for those who suck at expansion in their own lives and still compromise for expectations of others. Seems like you can't win with NG, screw his work and almost everything he said. I don't care anymore about following this guys stuff it's mostly useless and can be easily refuted but it took a very very very long time and many thousands of hours of work to refute systematically. His alchemy is very vague, his cosmology doesn't work and has contradictions on free will and denies there being any collective historical basis to the biblical stories despite the endless examples of ancient calendrical systems lining up with these events in time that the bible explores as well as seedline doctrine being a thing the Juize follow. NG still suckered up to moon landing propaganda and all the rest of it we went over before so it's like what has this guy got to offer that's actually unique and valid and can be proven? Nothing. He's taking a very real phenomena such as manifestation and claiming something on top of it that's not got any real basis. In every experiment anyone can do to test this they will find RS to be accurate and what NG says to be highly inaccurate. You will manifest according to the model I've created here which has been systematically explored and NG with his imaginal acts force experiences physically against the will of others, including your own, has been fully refuted. Once again I'm at a crossroads of attempting to both seemingly prove certain parts of his work to fit in with the LOA crowd and yet also I have to seemingly blindly agree with then everything else he said just to not upset the golden calf worshippers. It's like how do you handle this scenario?

My inner truth says tear everything to shreds that can't be proven, to just say things as they are and not care one bit to fit in or whatever. Why should I agree with his system when it obviously doesn't work. Most of the time when I study his stuff I find some passages that are gold and then there's stuff like this that deny we have free will outside imaginal acts, but does that mean that our thoughts are also caused by others because if we think opposite of what we want because someone manifested us to experience what we didn't want then how do we ever wake up? It's insane there's no coherent system of free will here that explains how people work in their own minds. This is how we have the whole "everyone in your world are NPCs" and that you're the only person who's conscious which is a very warped cosmology too of extreme solipsism. That doesn't work, because history is cyclic, disease you can't imagine happening to you manifests, physics exists that are fixed functions, lab alchemy exists, TCM exists, death exists for everybody it seems too. These proofs demonstrate that this imaginal acts control reality don't work, and yet he said we cannot avoid death, and that God zaps us from role to role and until we've experienced everything and gone through "every state" then you're not done with "the work to be done in him" according to NG. Utter trash. Why do I even bother. Whenever I go into this study I always end up finding these contradictions that cannot be reconciled with super vague alchemical references and a contradicting cosmology which cannot be proven. Yeah there's gold there but most people have a few good apples among the bad ones too. So what. This guy died of liver failure because he drank himself to death despite knowing it was obviously bad for him years before it happened. If you take it at face value, he was heavily conditioned and wasn't really following a path of higher function at all. Is this an unreasonable statement? Why is he so popular then? Because he was a stage act who was promoted, he had managers and even had his own personal driver. He had an audience and sold books. So what? Anyone can be a stage performer and get big but what value does that have for us if it leads us into lack by living in our heads all day every day telling ourselves we have what we want and hyping ourselves up before we sleep only to wake up day after day to live the same expectations of lack living in the lives others have crafted for us despite feeling blissed out in imaginal acts. What a joke.

We simply have to suggest what we want to God, and follow up to the degree we have capacity for. If you do this and follow intuitive impulse you will manifest it, and that faith depends on your ability to willingly partake in the expansion into your innate capacity to be who you desire to be FOR REAL ON ALL LEVELS as the living embodiment of those inner imaginal acts tangibly.

The LOA space which tells us to imagine and let everything else happen like magic is stupid. You're not attached if you act in implied involvement anyone who says that action comes from lack and the need to control are insane. How would I ever have manifested this work with RS here if not for that? It took me years and years to get to this point, I didn't just imagine one day and boom here we are, no I had to cut through tons of pressure to make this happen just like you had to with what you created that was challenging for your sense of self. It's always the people who are ignorant of fixed collective cyclic history who say that we live in a reality where our imaginal acts take away the free will of anyone we want, including ourselves, and yet where does that free will come from? God gives us wishes NG says, and yet according to him if we live according to the imaginal acts of others then how would someone ever imagine what they want to change that and live to their own will? It's insane and contradictory and can't be proven on any level to work.

"So if I’ve imagined, then it’s done…if that is Christ in action. I tell you that is Christ in action. So we are told, “Do you not know that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless of course you fail to meet the test” (2 Corinthians 13:5). I hope you will discover we have not failed in our test. Well then, let us feel the same confidence that we will not fail in our test. You and I know nothing of the human form, we’re not doctors, yet I don’t have to be a doctor to assume that things are perfect. I couldn’t put a knife into your body and do anything but injure you, but I could assume that things are right. Then if there is a surgeon and you need surgery, alright, his hand will be guided based upon my assumption. Let him use the knife; he’s trained in the knife, let him use it. I’m not a dentist, but I could assume a perfect state, and let the perfect man trained in that aspect of life perform what he must perform. But let me assume the state. All you are called upon to do is to believe that you are what you would be and sleep just as though it were true. Fall asleep this night in the assumption that you are now the man, that you are the woman that you want to be. If you dare to do it, then some little bridge of incident will appear. And you don’t consciously devise it, it simply appears. You are compelled to walk across this little series of events moving from where you are to where you’ve assumed that you are." - Works of faith, not miracles - 1965

This is him saying that if we imagine then it's done. He says you don't consciously devise it, it simply appears. What a joke. IF clarity if present and you go all the way then it will, because I've had this happen many times before and I've talked about the SP overnight manifestation many times before which is when I slept in a state of extreme fury but it was relating to breaking boxes and I got her to show up in the morning in a few hours. That's like magic, but I had to cut through an immense amount of conditioning to make that happen. Almost every example can be shown this way, when you break conditioning willingly and go all the way inwardly then you will be moved to manifest the implied experience according to available pathways on a tactile level. You're not going to manifest a supercar being delivered into your driveway if you imagine it and forget or write it on paper and leave it and live the same way you've always done and live in the lives of others expectations. That's insane to say otherwise, because there's no proof of this or any mechanism of action to unfold that. Nobody can prove it. You're in a physical being, a corporeal being, and your higher nature essence is immortal, but you're a capacitive projection which must operate according to the innate supply over others. Without that expansion then nothing manifests differently, because nothing actually changed. Just because you feel emotionally high it means nothing. People who take dugs and feel super high don't manifest positive things when they imagine all wild things they desire. It ends up in crashes. It's a joke to say it's feeling high in your imaginal acts to manifest, especially if it's coming from cope. Screw that and everybody who teaches that same method. If you take this cosmology and take it all the way with how RS says the mechanics work and act anyway because that's who you want to be and claim it was NG LOA cosmology then you've actually only proven RS to be correct. You can't not prove RS correct, because it's that systematic with causality. It's done.

My work is done here I have nothing left to study. Me getting sick with food poisoning on Monday seemed to work in my favor in the end. Thank God for that. Using RS to inspire people is the way to go because it's 1000X more practical than anything NG taught and we all know that. Screw everything and everyone that says otherwise. You'll see this manifest. That feeling of fury drives the most potent manifestations for me. Bring it on I'll show you all how it's done. You'll all know who's at the top and it's me. Always was. Always will be. Screw everyone and everything who thinks they can stand against the immense work I've done here to prove RS as a valid model of not just manifestation but of reality itself. I face limitations currently but I don't care I'll crush them into dust and tear anything that dares stand in my way to trillions of pieces.

I just found this vid from some rando 20 year old guy who claims to be super rich. No it's not that "cooper' or whatever his name is that shows himself in some mansion but some Asian guy. His opening was right away genius, obviously. He said that when you relax and stop trying you get sales but when you chase them they don't come. Yeah, that's true, but that's not because of why he says. Once again I run into ignorance of the mechanics. Over and over and over I see nothing but ignorance everywhere about manifesting theory. EVERYWHERE. It's insane. So why does this happen the way he's describing it? It's simple. Implied involvement opens up opportunities as pathways to manifest suggestions. If you do the physical work to involve yourself in expressing means and available tactile pathways by which physical level manifestations have channels to express through (for example a business page with items on sale) then you've got a pathway by which suggestions can come through. If you never establish that sales channel then good luck getting money to show up without it coming from someone else. You likely will get money but like I experienced it will be limited. Why? Because you've being moved to not live in the lives of others and provide opportunities to overlap others for availability. This is why Bezos is extremely wealthy. His platform has availability for billions of people to transact. The more overarching your process can integrate others the more money you make. Obviously. This is thematic supply/demand mechanics. To get there you need to go through your own inner pressure mediation cycles of establishing those pathways and opportunities. This is where action is necessary. NG saying it's all imaginal acts is stupid ignorant trash that I have no words to describe. The phenomena of when you relax then you get lots of sales is simply because you're leaving a suggestion as just a suggestion and allowing others who are then available to overlap to overlap your availability for sales and buy from you. Being dynamic and new opens up sales, it will. This is why most business clients who get success that I speak to that do what I say and "sink charge" get more sales than being agitated with their shen floating all being active when it's not needed. You be active in spontaneous pattern breaks and opening up new opportunities but outside of that you simply relax and play into other processes that nourish you as then the suggestion can unfold without you needing to "lift a finger". I get big sales when I suggest and leave it. My channel is tiny yet I get sales when I need them, like magic. I get sums of money show up, or objects I need, whatever it is, it shows up, usually. So long as I'm progressing in expansion then I get what's necessary for me.

Isn't it crazy that all these people who claim to know manifesting and show off tons of wealth can't back it up with actual non contradictory data. Then there's me, behind the scenes with RS.

This guy then goes on to say that when you put goals on the pedestal then they don't show up and that's the issue. That's what everyone says without knowing what that actually means. It's common talking point trash. Yeah it makes sense, but in practice what does this mean. It means you're still living in the lives of others seeing what you want as something that will compromise patterns of established expectation. There's some part of you that sees that this thing being available for you is unsafe. When you see what you want as unsafe then you'll not be able to take it off the pedestal, but when you see it as an expected normalcy that will just as a matter of fact break others expectations and you own that then you take it off the pedestal. Rebellion against conditions is insanely powerful, despite what some will say. I have found that aggression destroys conditions, and most close clients of mine who I've had many hours with agree. Being in a sort of non care attitude towards the conditions is necessary until you've made the necessary decisions to open the pathways of tactile overlap which then since established pathways are open then relaxation can take place where you'll naturally manifest money showing up and whatnot. I'm a genius. I have every answer. I've got everything here. None on earth compares to the work that I've done with RS. It's not even close I'm in a whole other reality of experience and depth of study of the data. Why? Money was never my goal. Destroying everyone else motivated me, it does. It just does. This passion comes for the truth, not for abundance or anything like that. I don't care about money as a motivating factor for this work which is why this is all freely available. I just do it because I want to be at the top of the game when it comes to having a correct understanding of things and then expressing that and proving it systematically. I am driven to be correct, plain and simple. That's what drives me, and that's my desire. To be correct, and nobody on earth who is driven by profit will EVER EVEN COME CLOSE to the level of drive I have. That's why RS stands above. These people need to know it. Integrating the "prove me wrong bro" attitude on cam is my way of fulfilling this function and moving slow liver qi. All I see is ignorance in this space. Everyone who tries to prove LOA fails miserably every time because they make the wrong assumptions about the mechanics and don't ask the right questions. All this trash about imaginal acts in a vacuum causing reality is all trash that can't be proven and I can't believe that people believe this stuff. It's all just cope trash and it's dead and buried.

Detachment that's natural comes from an anchored shen. How do you anchor the shen? You follow the RS formula. Act spontaneously in satisfying ways and you'll move current where it needs to go, even if that takes hundreds of times. So be it. Welcome to real transformation. It's not a one time thing, not very often at least. That one time transformation that's deep is a rare moment of high contrast between where you are now and where you want to be and having the currents in the lower circuits to move the form into action that breaks expectations spontaneously. One thing I realized after many years of logging my own patterns is that at night I felt way more empowered and owned my capacity so much more easily. Why? Because of kidney yang qi deficiency at baseline that floated at night. It was that the capacity that should've been available for me over the day became conscious at night and my whole moods changed like a switch being flipped after around 5PM and especially around 6-7PM. It just made me turn into an animal where I'd break so many boxes and I'd HAVE to spend this energy. Why was it like this at night and not day? Because yin is more active at night in contrast to yang. In TCM when your yang is deficient at a root level (even if you've got heat in the upper circuits that manifest vitality but in a dysfunctional way) then you'll end up feeling depleted over the day because the yang isn't able to match necessary capacity to manifest functional energy and such when at night the yang requirement for function is reduced then the yin becomes dominant so then the deficient yang can become manifest in the psyche. Only TCM explains this. ONLY. No other system comes close. This is once again is why most people don't get manifestation because they're looking at such surface level systems of analysis. TCM is so deep I still haven't touched every corner yet.

So my point. These people who tell you that you need to "not need it" and that it's ALL in your head are insane. Yeah that's the goal of stability but establishing that stability without foundation will destroy you because you'll not mediate pressures correctly. You'll still be living in the expectations and lives of others until actions are taken to fulfil those conditions. I can't stand all this mentalism teaching stuff even in business spheres it's all charlatanism. The critics will ask me to show millions of income to back up my claims, and yet the people who market this stuff who make way more money than I do just continue to preach the same copy paste trash as everyone else so who cares? Those people don't care about being correct. Engineers at tech companies who develop the actual processors and such aren't the marketing team or on the board of directors. Without the engineers nothing moves, they don't make the most money because their focus isn't on that side of things. It's on solving technical problems and actually creating the detailed systems that the rest of the company requires for a product to exist. Without the product then there's no value. None of these people have created anything new in this sphere it's all the same copy paste trash. That's why my original vids were so straight to the point. Being correct was all I cared about, being right, and having mountains of data to point to which irrefutably backed that up. Having been through this for so long I just see over and over and over the same ignorant trash non stop. Yeah what these people sounds good to those who don't know the things I talk about here but how can you expect those people who don't know the difference to grasp that there is a deeper level to understand.

Kidney yang, qi, hormones. THEY MATTER A LOT. Confidence is a biochemical response. Nervous system function matters, as I've always said, and to establish that we need to make decisions which reflect this. My patterns of night time confidence prove this over and over too, and TCM gives all the details as to how and why. You will manifest more from this level because inner thematic supply/demand which DO HAVE BIOCHEMICAL REFLECTIONS will be available and suggestions can be just suggestions at that level. It's not ALWAYS something you need but I will say that if you don't have strong kidney yang/qi then good luck having STABLE RELIABLE AVAILABLE confidence and trust and all that in your suggestion. You will have anxiety at baseline on a subtle level that will sabotage you and you'll keep blaming yourself when in reality it's that your currents are whacked. Since you swim in the currents you won't be able to NOT feel this way and think negative thoughts. They're a sign that what you're swimming in isn't working, which means that sudden spontaneous breaks in expectations to lead new movements that mediate pressure to move those currents and establish a state of balance which then will result in more calmness and satisfaction. Satisfaction and calm confidence with sunk charge comes from spending vital current correctly according to involving yourself in implied experiences which move you forward. This is why you can't separate the inner and the outer level in essence because they both lead into each other, and going through one in a vacuum is rarely productive but in reality they do have separate interpretation processes of integration. Inner thematic supply/demand is a DIFFERNET cycle than the outer level supply/demand of available tactile pathways others can integrate and involve in.

Walk the walk and talk the talk. All the business buffs will be teaching RS in the near future. I will make them all preach RS and they will know who established this work. It was all the work I did here spending every day for years establishing this model. NG will lose relevance. Man this feels good it's like a breath of fresh air. Moves that liver qi. Nobody cares if you made 500k a month at 18 years old. That doesn't prove that you're someone who understands the details of how and why. That's what I've done. When I made a 200k sum it came without being involved in any of this.

Every single time you have an inner intuitive impulse and you compromise you basically sabotage results no matter what you do. The physical act is NOT AUTOMATIC.. GODDARD YOU IDIOT! It's not something that you will be "forced" to do. It's a DECISION WHICH FEEDS EXPANSION. That's the FUNCTION OF YOUR EXISTENCE. Function. Higher state. Every time you follow through on what you imagine and be spontaneous when you feel it then you will be immortal. YOU WILL BE IMMORTAL. This is the FUNCTIONAL MECHANISM OF MANIFESTATION. You imagine and lead yourself through implied involvement and the most reliable way to make that work for you is kidney yang availability. Don't care. Prove me wrong. Kidney yang initiates intuitive impulse, spontaneous sudden urge to act and realize and be INVOLVED FOR REAL. When that current is lacking especially in the day time then you WILL compromise and you'll blame yourself when it's simply a lack of current that's not able to contrast the lack. I KNOW WHAT THIS FEELS LIKE I'VE EXPERIENCED IT HUNDREDS OF TIMES AND PROVEN IT OVER AND OVER. Almost all of my entries here were written under that sudden impulse. This once included. I know what it feels like. Intuitive impulse is a sudden rising of yang current and when that's strong enough it'll overshadow the trash conditioning and drive you through it. People who have confidence have functional biochemistry. Prove me wrong. I'm not saying that you CAN'T make correct decisions even if your biochemistry is screwed because you can but it will take more. That's the necessary push through the mud to establish momentum and the moment you do that then abundance will flow I guarantee. Been there done that. In order to be yourself and have confidence in yourself and trust your inner truth and be relaxed and all that with leaving a suggestion as just a suggestion then be spontaneous and follow through with inner risings of yang. Human design has this correct, at least for pure generators. I still argue that HD isn't a correct system after having studied it so deep now and knowing what does and doesn't work for most people, but either way if you live like a generator in HD you'll be very successful.

Simply put. If you have ANY thought that inspires you and you compromise on follow through then you'll manifest signs AT BEST. If you have a thought and you spontaneously in that moment follow through regardless of circumstances then you will very likely manifest that. You will gather trust in your inner truth, how you feel will drive you according to what your Jing is unfolding through you. You will manifest like how NG describes and it will be like magic, but without that you won't get anywhere. Compromise keeps you stuck in the box. Having a vision and compromising on that will ruin your life. The more you have grand ideas and compromise the harder your life will be. Been there done that. IT SUCKS SO BAD YOU HAVE NO IDEA. All you need to do is trust yourself. STOP TRYING TO PUT YOURSELF IN SOME MAGICAL MENTAL STATE IT'S TOTALLY IRRELEVANT TO MANIFESTING THROW IT ALL OUT AND FOLLOW THIS PROCESS. It's done the moment you have that insight. That intuitive impulse means "it's done". It comes THROUGH YOU, if you're clear. How do you become clear? You follow through on that and trust it. Just feel the contrast between states and overlap the conditioning and say "screw you I'll destroy you" and get mad. Follow through when you're mad. DO IT. I don't care how you feel just respond to it in a way that's not compromise. So long as you don't conform to the expectation then you'll gather confidence AND your hormones will become more functional. Once again, been there done that. My vitality got to near ZERO when I was heavily compromised every day and the moment I just said screw all that filth I'll destroy you and actually put myself out there for real then everything moved forward because I proved to myself that this is who I am. This is how you live in the end. SCREW EVERYONE ELSE WHO SAYS OTHERWISE AND SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS. They have no basis to back it up so call out the charlatans for who they are. Scamming ignorant idiots. Own it. Facts. Prove me wrong. I dare you.

This is how you manifest. It's clear. My first "reality synthesis fully explains manifestation" video has it all there. That was what I spent years building up to. It's back to the same principles. Imagine and follow intuitive impulse. This builds trust., This builds confidence. It moves the currents and substances in TCM. It unfolds capacities and establishes pathways for others to overlap and refines the sense of self. It's systematically how you recreate yourself. Unlike the idiot named Neville Goddard who had no biblical basis in fact who claimed that it's all caused by imaginal acts in a vacuum can't prove any of those words with reliable data outside of hand picked stories. "I've never seen it fail". This guy was a stage performer, not a hardcore metaphysician with technical basis in alchemical processes of inner and outer level transformation that RS has explored. It's done. It was done before I imagined, because the seeds are within. LOA is DEAD.

I'm going to make a video tomorrow and say exactly these words and watch these people squirm trying to explain LOA mentalism in a vacuum. I will create that sphere and be the competition these people need with mountains of data to back it up. Come at me you got no chance. The money will come as a result. I won't even have to try. Show all these fools how it's done. The yang is strong. Huan Shao Dan.

9/10/25

The LOA space is filled with abusive coaches who use LOA either out of ignorance or malice to make profit and blame anyone who doesn't follow through on believing enough. That's what NG said to one of his clients who failed to manifest what he desired. You know what NG said? "You didn't believe it". WHAT A JOKE. I wish I had source for that but I've read it somewhere before. I just found out that Bob proctor was a hardcore pyramid scheme scammer who had multiple company renames and is now sized by the feds for billions in damages. Also apparently Napoleon Hill was a lifelong scammer as well. Isn't it funny that all the people selling hope and get actually rich never provide anything of actual value and live totally warped lives themselves. NG drank himself to death remember. I hold no resentment towards these people it's just the fact and it needs to be said because if people had a clear picture of what they're dealing with they'd likely think twice about blaming themselves when feeling hyped up doesn't work for them like the book says to do and to persist. If we're real, most of this stuff is written in unfalsifiable ways and makes totally whacked claims that as I said before cannot be proven because what they teach DOES underlie success but it's being taught in a vacuum and that's the problem. Napoleon had 6 wives and beat them according to some data. I've not studied sources to verify this but it wouldn't surprise me considering his book "think and grow rich" has a ton of blind followers for it despite that book offering ZERO practical basis and is just flat out wrong on many cases. I remember studying that book day after day where I'd go to read it on the beach of all places to get more close to my ideal environment and take notes and I'd endlessly go in circles over and over trying to decipher this magic secret, Guess what. There is no magic secret. The magic secret is you, being yourself, for real. The reality of experience is the secret. Always was always will be, and however you do that it will work, but doing anything from an inner level in a vacuum will almost certainly yield next to no results because the tactile pathways of opportunity by which that manifestation can be realized are not available the way you'd like. They don't just magically show up, unless there's no means by which you have ability to act on in which case they will walk by your house like an SP did for me that one time. Was it coincidence? I don't think so. I've not replicated that since years and it happened when I totally forgot about it. The only reason it manifested was because I was on my 3 month fast from the world and I was effectively disabled from doing anything outside the block of my place at the time because of how extreme my anxiety was where just walking outside or driving down the street to the shops would send me into panics where I'd get uncontrollable tremors and my head would spin like crazy and I'd feel like my heart was about to explode and my eyes would go red and I'd have hazy vision so bad I couldn't see very far with clarity. It was that bad. This was the only time I was able to manifest a person to show up "at my door" if you'd call it that, though I was behind them as I opened the door and saw that they just walked past my place.

The examples of insane magic happening come from this invisible "contract" we have with God where if we go all the way within the capabilities we have (which are different for everyone and my example scenario is just one of them) meaning that if you CAN act differently towards realizing your desire and you don't then don't expect magic to happen. You will not be satisfied in yourself anyway. This proves my point once again and destroys all the marketing trash that says it's all about imaginal depth or all about emotional depth or all about "dropping attachment" which is effectively impossible if you're not actually moving towards it in meaningful ways. They preach circular unfalsifiable reasoning which is why it's so popular, because IT DOES MAKE SENSE, when not viewed in a vacuum that is.

10/10/25

I'm going to quote Bob Proctor here. "One day I said you know I'd love to meet him and I didn't know who Earl Nightingale was he was a voice on a record that was it I didn't even know where he lived and a young guy that worked with me he said no you wouldn't he's if you wanted to meet him you'd go and meet him I thought damn he's right so I phoned and I got an appointment with him now at the time he was the most listened to man in the history of the broadcasting industry he was a radio broadcaster and not an easy guy to get to but I got to meet with him for an hour I flew to Chicago I spent an hour with him and when I was leaving I said Errol what's the big deal you know I mean what's it all about he said there's no big deal he said it's it's very simply says simply decide what you love to do and then dedicate your life to it"

Did you hear that? That kid told Bob to go meet him if he really wants to. He said that kid was right. You know what that means. Action that's going to the degree that implies involvement is manifesting according to his own story here, but obviously that's not what's taught.

NG never talks about stories like this, I personally believe by design. NG gave you just enough to keep you wanting more, and never gave you the last piece needed to make sense of it. You know why so many people don't get it? Because he contradicts himself. Some times he says to act and others he says that action will happen automatically, that if you imagine going to speak to Earl Nightingale all you need to do is imagine. Guess what Bob did. He did the same thing NG told him to do, "I'd love to meet him". I can bet you he imagined an implied experience of hearing Earl talk to him. What I will say is that this led him to the opportunity that was this kid telling him to go meet him. The bridge always unfolds as opportunities to expand. NG never talked about it like that because he's an ignorant fool or he was lying to your face to keep you buying his books. What a moron. I have no respect for his teachings to be honest I really don't and every time I try and reconcile his stuff I just run up against walls. Yeah he taught fixed functions and he taught action and he taught "dare to assume it" but so what. One quote in an entire lecture that works is irrelevant and might as well be called accidental. This is why people debate what he means, because he's so vague and all over the place. He's a stage performer and put on shows for people telling them that all they need to do is imagine and they'll somehow end up then sleeping where they imagined themselves to be. His personal experiences tainted his entire system and he even admitted to leaving information out of his books. Can we just leave this guy behind and move on? I'm done analyzing his stuff. The only way his stuff works is if someone already has available tangible pathways to work with which provide opportunities to manifest the desire.

Anyway back to the quote. Earl said that the solution to so do what you love. I agree. Why? Because that's the Jing unfolding the kidney yang which manifests as drive to manifest new things. That's where passion arises from. Kidney yang warming the liver. There's no way that you will be able to manifest big stuff without passion towards going all the way. This is why you cannot explain manifesting without passion being involved, and NG himself did say that a "strong desire" is necessary. Agreed. A strong desire that you imagine acting on without ever actually acting on it when opportunities arise is DEAD FAITH. Why can't NG just tell us as it is, he KNEW this, don't tell me he didn't because he obviously would've had MANY stories of people NOT manifesting what they imagined. His answer to that man was because he "didn't believe". Believe in what? The imaginal act of his passion? The passion that's reflected by the act? The currents that are moved by the imaginal act? I say it's that when you imagine what you want and you ignite the Jing to cause yang to rise you into action then you'll manifest it, and that the desire is there to realize and not use to cope while still compromising around it. That's just dreaming, is it not. I can't stand even having to discuss this with people it's just so dumb.

"I knew money but the guy that told me he said don't clean officer for somebody else doing for yourself and he told me where I could buy a used floor machine and some buckets and mops it was gonna cost nine hundred and eighty dollars I mean I didn't know anyone would lend me money because I never pay them back not that I didn't want to I just never had any money well I searched and searched and searched and I found a guy that lent me $1,000 so when somebody tells me they can't borrow money I know that they haven't dried I think anybody can borrow $1,000 somewhere and that's what I did and I turned it into a multi-million dollar organization"

Right there is another act of faith through opportunity. When you actually listen to their stories it was almost always like this. That's not what NG taught though. The whole "don't worry how or why or when" is IMPLIED INVOLVEMENT LEADING TO OPPORTUNITIES THAT MANIFEST JUST LIKE I SAID IN THAT VIDEO. That video gave everybody the secret and yet it still flies under the radar over and over because people don't want to accept that. They don't want to be involved because it means change but to manifest different stuff change is almost always necessary.

"so if you have to borrow money borrow the money, but get into the business, actually do it". He said "actually do it". Take opportunities for real don't just continue to imagine "I get free money so I can do what I want" because THAT'S NOT IMPLIED INVOLVEMENT MOVING YOU FORWARD.

Part of me believes that NG was deluded by his own doctrine but sold it so convincingly that people took it as fact. RS is way beyond anything NG wrote.

I found a quote from Bob proctor. He said the truth here. He said "If you're going to overcome the paradigm, you gotta do things that cause discomfort" This has been a core teaching of RS. Willingly exposing yourself to challenge because that's the only way to expand. How the HECK does NG teach his imaginal acts in a vacuum trash with a straight face while NEVER saying anything about facing uncomfortable circumstances. He says "dare to assume it" and "radical change in attitude" but SO WHAT. A few small quotes mean NOTHING in a body of work that's as big as his. It's irrelevant and will gloss over the minds of everyone who's involved in that.

He also said "Don't be reluctant to write down some of the negative, there's things you don't like don't sweep them under the rug this is where you have got to take a look exactly where it is". Correct Bob. Also Bob said earlier in this talk "here's another strange thing I've learned most people that are highly successful cannot articulate in why they are". That is also what I said. Just because someone is successful doesn't mean they recognize what they're doing exactly. This is why RS exists, because I observed patterns of dysfunction enough to see trends and map them then to examples in contrast to what did work and reveal the mechanisms that transformed who we are.

11/10/25

I've been over MORE NG stuff again today. Not going to reference it because it's just more of the same quotes but NG is full of trash in so many cases. The ONLY way to interpret what he's saying in a way that makes sense as I said before is that all of this is you embodying a more functional version of yourself and the imaginal act drives the current through your circuits to make you "automatically" act accordingly because you'll WANT to be involved and all that which is the bridge naturally being unfolded. I look back at more experiences in my life where I manifested EXACTLY what I wanted and many times it was off the back of some big shift in my sense of self for real in a visceral way, else it was what I wanted but AS SIGNS, or opportunities I didn't take. Goddard is full of words that dance around these ideas. He's a stage performer playing games with the audience. The state of the wish fulfilled is a more functional version of yourself, who's normalized what you want through involvement with it.

Here's proof. No successful people I've spoken to in business told me that they just magically started making all these decisions they either told me they had a high contrast experience where they woke up through being slingshot into a higher functional state because their life sucked (just like me) which refutes what NG says or they decided to move into attaining more because they saw themselves as worth more than where they were. No matter what it almost always goes back to expansion of sense of self through being involved in new levels of involvement with what you want. People who then say this isn't about expansion of sense of self cannot explain why then that a majority of people who end up highly successful often came from serious lack in the early days which generated the contrast of the heightened awareness I talked about which is that sudden impulse of "I deserve better than this" and to just break conditioning there and then. This is EXACTLY how I manifested the SP overnight that I talk about all the time. It happened like magic the day it occurred, but it wasn't out of the ordinary for me in terms of actions I took. I simply slept in a higher state of being someone who was so totally over the expectations I was conforming to and broke them all down. I did not act radically different and or involve myself physically in new stuff, not much different at least, I was more active at the time because I wanted to but nothing really changed around that. Either way what manifested it was my huge discharge of pressure to compromise and I was able to internally accept more of myself. Keep in mind I don't say that you can't manifest through doing inner work in a vacuum if it's relating to this expansion of sense of self (which is once again what I did to get involved in this stuff because it made me WANT to act by putting myself out there) because you can and I've proven that but the nature of this is that doing this will typically lead to opportunities to make physically different decisions ANYWAY so it's like doing it internally in a vacuum isn't really a thing on a systematic level. Your expansion will unfold THROUGH tangible acts you involve yourself in. That's the repetition that leads to normalization, the involvement with the concepts on a level that's higher function. Every time I watch LOA vids I hear the same trash. Action is automatic they say, which totally misses the point that action will stem from WANTING to be in a higher order state. IS THIS NOT HOW TRANSFORMATION WORKS FOR ALL OF US? These people are gaslighting us into thinking that the desire to want to transform for real is not manifesting. What a load of trash. Imaginal acts really should be to normalize the experience of operating in a higher state, to mediate pressure and lead your pathways into tactile level opportunities that WILL happen like magic (even if it's just a subtle thought or reminder of something) and you'll intuitively know what that means. Compromise on those intuitive impulses and moments of opportunity to value yourself will lead to losing yourself, and it feeds the lower state of compromising to stay safe in the expectations of others.

I believe a big part of why so many can't face pressure is because they're either ignorant of how to lead pathways correctly which I've pretty well mastered now or that they simply are deficient on baseline vitality. Let me tell you, if you have a floating shen from an excess or full pattern of heat in TCM like liver or heart fire then you WILL NOT cancel that out with ANY mental level work. I do NOT care what ANYBODY says, I've BEEN THERE DONE THAT FOR YEARS and let me assure you that unless you directly apply pressure release to those meridians you will not feel comfortable in your body when imagining what you want under those conditions. It WILL NOT GO AWAY. You will feel it and it MUST be transformed through cutting through it to satisfy the underlying thematic cause that's stuck in the circuit OR by regularly sinking charge like I did with my 3 month fast from the world. This is also how I manifested the SP to walk in front of my house that time. Sinking charge works too, but for different reasons. This is why I say actions should be spontaneous.

Not worrying about the how and all this trash which keeps people in inaction IS JUST ANOTHER MIND GAME NG IS PLAYING WITH YOU. Seriously. All he's doing is telling us that don't lead pathways into the direction of worrying how things will work and stay in the higher state of function AKA GOAL ORIENTED. He's actually used the term "aim" before which I say is a VERY good term to use. If he uses this term aim it could be also used as goal, or something to attain. A higher state of being attains that goal, because the current you hasn't, but what he obviously doesn't tell us is that different decisions will be made accordingly most of the time. Unless he left that out to be as broad and general as possible then who knows. I mean if NG had business clients I can guarantee he'd not tell them to not act on their ideas and implement their vision physically. That would be stupid, and yet that's what's being taught today. None of these LOA buffs could handle doing hardcore business coaching.

I like how the alchemist puts LOA. "It's people just handling their stress better". That's true. I still say NG was an idiot, clearly. Why? Because of obvious reasons. Telling people that action will be automatic even if they don't want it. I mean how stupid is that. That's an absolutely moronic statement to make. I don't need to quote any more of this stuff we've seen enough already.

I want to note an observation I've had with coaching clients since the start of me taking calls. MOST people tell me they ended up cleaning something out in their home, be it their living space or a car, it was something that changed. This is living in a more functional state. The thing that drives it is expansion in meaningful ways, and cutting through conditioning. ZERO doubt.

"Then I found myself clothed in a garment of light and attached by a silvery elastic cord to the body on the bed" - The Search - 1946

Hear that. This is him copy pasting the conventionally known so called astral projection experiences of others. The alchemist and those whom I've interacted with since who've been able to experience this after long hours of advanced gazing also tell me that there's no silver cord. I've not seen this, even going back to the experiences of me "astral projecting" as a child calling out to my parents when they couldn't hear me from that level. There was no silver cord. Why did NG copy paste this? Maybe he did see it, but everyone I know who's been there done that for real hasn't seen it, given that they're under the impression of not being influenced by the subjective experiences of others and expecting to see this which is what coloured their experience. This to me once more confirms that NG was influenced by teachings which proposed these ideas. NG obviously read the secret doctrine from Blavatsky, because that's where many of these ideas come from. This wasn't really his unique discovery.

"I prolonged the dream for if you know you're dreaming you need not wake. Something in me began to tell me as memory began to return that if I would take hold of one of these pilings and not let it go and awaken, I would awaken there. I felt it and it was solidly real, just as it would feel here. My hand did not go through it and I held onto it and I made myself awake and I awoke in that water on that beach and then I waded ashore. I was no more asleep in that sphere than I am here in this one. It taught me a lesson that if I could touch anything in another world and compel myself to awaken while holding it, I would find it was real. So you do it for your world. A job you want, the home you would occupy, the marriage you want. Sit at the desk you would sit, live in the house you want to live in, be married to the sort of person you want to be married to, and if you hold to it in your imagination then you will make it real in your outer world". - Seven eyes of God - 1959

12/12/25

Magic date

I was up all night having these insane thoughts of how correct this model of growth and expansion driving manifestation was. If only I could record my thoughts to text. Half the time my best insights show up randomly in the night and then I don't write them down.

All of this "automatic action" thing that people talk about is a function of having the available currents with minimal contrast. You see, you don't need zero contrast to make those decisions like they're naturally comfortable you just need ENOUGH available vitality in your circuits to work with. Getting comfortable with what's uncomfortable in itself is transforming and expanding which makes the mechanism work.

I've basically concluded once again here after going through what's conventionally known out there about manifesting is that the people who do repetitive imaginal work or ANY other form of "inner work" are just using this as a method to move currents in the meridian to drive expansion, to unfold the Jing and allow those currents to be made manifest on the levels necessary for expression. It's that these LOA gurus are trying to trick people into doing the real work while dancing around it. That's what this is about. It's dancing around the real stuff, and if I knew this many years ago I'd have probably not depleted my vitality anywhere near as much as what happened through living in extreme compromise until I got so sick that I was basically disabled for months with pretty extreme anxiety that would send me into uncontrollable panics just at hearing someone down the street call out because I was hyper sensitive to any stress. That's how bad it was, and it was because I was so deep in imaginal methods to create circumstances over actually being the change. Part of me knew this but was gaslit, so once again I speak from experience of having had some of the worst experiences of my life stem from this. All they're doing is dancing around the facts with half truths and trying to passively get us to organically transform without telling us what to actually do. It's insidious if we're honest.

If you're not growing or expanding then the chances of magic happening will be next to nothing. Anyone who says otherwise is a scammer trying to exploit your ignorance. NG was one of those people. Why do I say that? Well, his work clearly comes under this category. Yes he has correct teachings in some lectures, but others are full of utter trash. All of these people dance around the facts with word games to try and get someone to fall into the state of higher function without realizing it. They've played games with people by taking the importance off of the necessity to live differently and make it seem like it's all just about relaxing and being casual, but in reality there's no deep expansion there because all the compromise you've been playing into cannot really be transformed this way. Until what's unconscious is made conscious then you'll forever live in the lives of others expectations and this is why LOA is so insidious because it hides the other levels of what WILL happen if you go through deep expansion and pretends that actions of such nature which imply involvement in satisfying the conditions so they no longer control your actions and reactions. It's the perfect scam. It doesn't work, and everybody will come after you if you walk into the places where NG buffs reside and speak those words "it doesn't work", despite everyone in there struggling to get places.

I'm going to milk the gazing method stuff. There's no way I can get big preaching technical mechanics on camera. People don't care. They want to feel better. Man I just can't let that part of me go it's a pain but I need to. Like it's not even compromise it's just that I'll need to play the game of available pathways by preaching what's going to lead me overlapping those people to drive them. I know exactly the reinvention necessary. Become one with the scammers at the front of the shop to play along and then when they're in my programs I slowly lead them into the facts of manifesting as they get warmed up to the ideas.

I also want to say this. All the body intelligence work, pressure release stuff that I've gone over for example, all of that is more or less just working the same mechanisms as doing things for real. That's not special or different, but what I will say is that in my experience of having been at the bottom of the barrel and even manifested seemingly impossible things in that condition was that going all the way to the degree that you can makes things move forward. The expanded long gazing sessions I did with the qigong stuff was all playing into that among other parts. It was all leading towards a sense of expansion, being more of yourself for real. All of the inner level work is more or less going to facilitate more efficient use of the outer stuff, but it doesn't replace it really. Inner work in a vacuum while still compromising on levels around that which you know you can be operating from will only cause more signs and partial results at best. Compromise causes signs and such. Going all the way causes luck and fortune. Period. Expansion into being more of yourself, waking up in the dream and shocking yourself into that place and operating continually from this place (persistence) is what works every time without fail no matter what. THAT IS THE FREAKING LAW NOT THIS TRASH ABOUT IMAGINAL ACTS CREATE REALITY IN A VACUUM. They say imaginal acts override everything, which is utter trash. NG himself basically implied this as well, thus why I call him an idiot at times because that's truly the signs of idiodic behavior by telling people it's ALL imaginal acts when that's not even close to being accurate. Imaginal acts as a means of leading pathways is arguably all there is since that's what moves current in the circuits and thus drives us into making necessary decisions which move us through conditioning to cut out the trash and we become more authentic as a result. I can somewhat agree with that, but saying it's all imaginal acts is just plain ignorant and NG did preach these ideas at times as I've quoted. There's many more examples in his work I've not listed here, so.

Title. Neville Goddard gazing method to instantly manifest. Thumbnail text "do nothing". Viral video. It's so easy. I don't think that way normally because I don't partake in clickbait as the engineer version of me, but that needs to die.

Manifesting and personal growth are one in the same thing, mostly.

15/10/25

Man it's so close to the end of 2025 already. Wild stuff.

I've learned a TON this year.

So I've been studying this community again since I'm going to be on top and destroy everyone else in this space 10X over and then do it again, I want to write about the contradiction trash that's everywhere in this space. Since I've fully refined with the interpretation I've been building out here for ages now, it's become abundantly clear just how INSANELY IGNORANT this entire space is. It's almost as though I'm the only person seeing clearly or something like what the heck is all this trash I have no clue. There's an insane amount of contradiction in how these people approach LOA. It's almost as though LOA was designed to be a scam since the start, because it's just dancing around the fact that expansion and miracles are one in the same thing. It's telling you that you can stimulate yourself (float your shen thinking you're in "high vibe") and that will only cause peak dip cycles because it's just cope trash for the fact that you're still contracted. Tiny subconscious mind. The most expanded people I know have high subconscious space.

They tell us that we need to drop the desire to get it, and yet never explain how, and the fact that there's lots of people who "obsess" over it and still get it (I've done this too) and manifested all kinds of big stuff makes me cringe so bad. They have NO CLUE what they're talking about OBVIOUSLY and I KNOW people can feel that. They know that this stuff is really dumb and contradicts but can't accept it because they don't know any different. This is the issue. RS needs to expand to replace LOA, because LOA doesn't work. I made that vid and went fully into it without compromise and now it's paying off. All that work I did before and all those things I said and had the guts to go up against all those people who doubted me are now shaking in their boots.

They're all going to lose relevance and or start preaching RS as a solution and EVERYONE WILL KNOW IT WAS ME WHO DID THIS WORK. Nobody else in this space has connected those dots, that it's "states are degrees of expansion" despite that actually being a FOUNDATIONAL ASPECT OF INNER ALCHEMY. The way NG writes in such a way that it's almost impossible to get that out of what he's writing and unless you're someone who's studied high level alchemy like I have then you have no clue what that would mean.

I also just want to write that my SP is now comfortable EVEN MORE with things that previously was off limits, going to certain places and such that were issues before. I'm talking certain food places, nothing crazy or anything if that's what you're thinking. Point is she said no for literally years, and now it's that she's ordering from there without me even asking if she wants any. It seems that I've been able to make this happen gradually over time but recently especially the last like 2 months it's become way more easy.

I also manifested a decent sum of money for free today. Got a message from the bank that a transaction I did has been refunded but I got the thing here and yet I also got refunded so I never actually lost any money. Can't make that up. Never imagined anything, never scripted for it. I just showed up more as who I am.

16/10/25

"What would it be like if it were true. How would I feel if I were now the man that I would like to be?"

"What would you feel like if now you were the man you want to be. How would you see the world if things were as you desire them to be? Now this is what I mean by living in the end"

"Robert Frost, just the year before he departed this sphere, wrote this story for Life Magazine; and he said, “The Founding Fathers did not believe in the future” . . what a shock, that they did not believe in the future! They “believed it in.” He said, “We are always imagining ahead of our evidence,” and the most creative thing in man is to believe a thing in. They had no evidence to support their claim to democracy. They were under a king when they threw the king away and began to simply build a concept of the future. They did not believe that the mere passage of time would bring them that dream; they believed it in, and these men believed implicitly in the Word of God. And they believed that if I know what I want when I pray, believe that I have received it, and I will. Well, if that precept is true . . literally true . . to be accepted literally and fulfilled literally . . well, then, what am I doing not believing?"

- Living in the end - 1968

You read that? NG said that the founding fathers, who literally went to war to realize their truth, believed in their vision. They believed in it so deeply apparently that they went to war, according to what NG is saying here. Action follows, because that's how they're driven. Palindromic sequencing predicts these things in the collective thematic and how they unfold.

My time is worth my weight in gold and then some. This is what NG is telling us. Expansion. You cannot make sense of this through just imagining things we want to fit into who we are now. All the people who preach "we're ok where we are now" are saying that to simply lead pathways and open up clarity for THOSE WHO NEED TO HEAR THAT ACCORDING TO THEIR CONDITIONING, but that's not a functional mechanism. I've never seen proof of those ideas being true as a rule of thumb. Expansion does have proof, because it's felt internally and seen externally. LOA is a sphere created and supported by big proponents and heavily invested in for a reason. If LOA was the real secret the way it's taught then it wouldn't be allowed. That's what I use to ask myself many years ago. Keith Cerelli, who rails on Juize endlessly, use to question this too and say why is it then that if LOA is correct that reality is operating the way it is with power hierarchies.

This right here is the best practical advice NG has ever said. "I should actually know exactly what I would like to be, and, discovering what I would like to be against what I seem to be, dare to assume that I AM it! And my assumption, though false, if persisted in, would harden into fact."

Contrast and pressure mediation. Right there. When you view this now under the perspective of what I'm saying it all works. I was the one to figure this out. My time is worth endless amounts of money.

"Pick up the morning’s paper, and I am fed with everything I should not feast upon . . all the horrors of the world, all the negative states of the world; after having read it for an hour, then I must either regurgitate or in some strange way rub it out, because I can’t go through life feeding upon such nonsense. But if I really know what I want, what you want, what we want, and persuade myself that we have it . . if my premise is sound that imagining creates reality, I should in the not-distant future hear you tell me that it’s worked for you, and another one tells me, and I in turn tell you, and go through life sharing this marvelous news to others.

So, I say, live as though it were true . . just as though it were true."

Everyone gets what they need from this.

"That passage of Shakespeare . . we have been taught from the primal state that he which is, was wished until he were. Here we find it in Caesar, “He which is was wished until he were.” [Julius Caesar, by Wm. Shakespeare] He wasn’t born Caesar, the king, but here was an ambition fulfilled, because he was wished into it. He desired it, lived in the state, and everything reshuffled itself to conform to that state to which he was faithful."

Isn't that interesting. An ambition, as wish. Isn't that also another great term. Aim, ambition, wish, desire. What's desired is ones pressure to unfold their capacity. NG literally said "here was an AMBITION FULFILLED". Wish fulfilled. Same thing. Aim. Same thing.

"So, this word of which I speak . . and the word, by the way . . its true definition is, “meaning.” In the beginning, there was meaning to the whole thing, and that meaning was with God, and God Himself was the meaning. (John 1:1) There is a purpose, there’s a plan behind it all. He planned everything as it has come out, and as it will be consummated. And the purpose of it all is to awaken in us, so that we and he are one. So, He actually became us, that we may become God. It seems incredible, but it’s true. That’s the purpose of life: to take humanity and lift it to God so it becomes God. So, He became man, that man may become God."

The current comes through us. "God force".

"And if he imagines a state and it comes to pass, then he knows the creative power that is God. He doesn’t have to brag about it and be ashamed of it. He sleeps in a noble state, because he is one with God."

There's that "noble state" once again. Noble means according to original Webster dictionary

"NO'BLE, adjective

1. Great; elevated; dignified; being above every thing that can dishonor reputation; as a nobel mind; a noble courage; noble deeds of valor.

2. Exalted; elevated; sublime.

Statues, with winding ivy crown'd, belong to nobler poets for a nobler song.

3. Magnificent; stately; splendid; as a noble parade; a noble edifice.

4. Of an ancient and splendid family; as nobel by descent.

5. Distinguished from commoners by rank and title; as a noble personage.

6. Free; generous; liberal; as a noble heart.

7. Principal; capital; as the noble parts of the body.

8. Ingenuous; candid; of an excellent disposition; ready to receive truth. Acts 17:11.

9. Of the best kind; choice; excellent; as a noble vine. Jeremiah 2:21.

NO'BLE, noun

1. A person of rank above a commoner; a nobleman; a peer; as a duke, marquis, earl, viscount or baron.

2. In Scripture, a person of honorable family or distinguished by station. Exodus 24:11. Nehemiah 6:17.

3. Originally, a gold coin, but now a money of account, value 6s. 8d. sterling, or $1 48cts."

Right there. To be greater, basically. A higher version of yourself. You see yourself having what you want, and you own it, which is cutting through conditioning to stay small and accepting the wish fulfilled, or to quote him in this lecture "the ambition fulfilled". This is why I say this. He also mentioned seeing a friend or someone in a "more noble state". It's always noble as a term he uses here. No accidents.

What all of this points to is that everyone in this space is just copy pasting each other and have no desire to innovate. When I was like 6 or 7 or something I remember being into the idea of being an "inventor", AKA an innovator. Isn't that interesting. Always been in me, which is probably why I never felt like I fit in when I was in IT, or remedial massage work, or really anything else, even sports. It was fun, but I find more from this for sure.

The biggest issue I believe people have is this thing with desire being the enemy. Desire is there to inspire transformation. Without my understanding of exactly what the alchemical composition of desire is then I'd never get anywhere with this stuff and I'd just be copy pasting but obviously I was led to read TCM textbooks (my original ones were basic shiatsu texts) to gain an understanding that there is actually more out there to this stuff than just what's being taught. Having slept in positive feelings every day about the things I wanted (and then often getting triggered in the world after that when compromise patterns arise which are not being transformed) I rarely ever experienced any "big" things from this, and actually most of the time if something did show up it was either a sign or something that likely stemmed from me breaking some other box that I was involved in breaking. People who say they "don't lift a finger" and seem to apparently stay the same I don't think are being real, probably because they're not looking for expansion as a variable. It's understanding all these variables that matter when analyzing a success story, or failure.

What blows my mind is how people think that the answer to "what do I do over the day" is always "nothing" for the person who's for example trying to get an SP back. We're told to do nothing but people don't really seem to recognize that small things are always moving around. Once again, when I manifested the SP overnight I did the opposite of what people told me to do, and it worked. Nobody would've told me to do what I did, and yet it worked and I didn't even expect it to be honest I was just over my trash and wanted better. I WANTED BETTER. That's what I felt, that's what I slept in. I WANTED TO EXPAND. After having looked at this example in my life which contradicts over and over what others say I cannot deny that what I did had nothing to do with the imaginal scenes I played out with my active waking awareness. I imagined her in my room a few times sitting on my bed or something to imply that there's no distance but I've done that hundreds of times over before with no outcome. It can't be the imaginal stuff, it was what that represented, AKA implied, to me. It was that "I'm over this state" that manifested. That's what matters. An expansion out of the same same trash and accepting the conditioning of others to bind what we can and can't have. Those, including myself for a while, who teach the way to work with conditioning is to "feel through it" internally and all this stuff I don't find much if any real value there. It's just the same stuff over and over and over that loops and while yes you CAN AND WILL benefit from the internal side I've ALWAYS found more powerful ways of clearing the conditioning in meaningful ways by acting accordingly in the world in ways that implies I'm over it. Once again, when I got to understand that when NG says imagination it's not the imaginal senses then it opened up a new level. Nobody else sees it that way, though some say that imagination is also part of your intuitive senses like 6th sense but that's all just coming from a barely coherent understanding of the functional mechanisms of how you experience and expand that. The lack of technical analysis in this space is the biggest issue, because everyone thinks the same way, group homogenized thinking.

So what I've learned is that when we go through conditioning it's a visceral "I'm acting in ways that imply I'm way past this" and that's living in the end, which can be practically carried into the world with implied involvement OR if you can't act with clear implied involvement then you'll also simply be able to see yourself as worth more and imagining those things you'll be doing and have that drive the opportunities that will show up to confirm the state. This is how I've experienced this and how everybody else also does, because this is the irrefutable objective facts about manifesting. Everybody else is wrong I'm right. Dare to assume it. Like hear the wording, it's all about expansion. HE NEVER MADE THAT CLEAR IN HIS WORDING THOUGH OR GAVE CLEAR EXAMPLES OF THIS.

Aggression matters. That raw fury towards transformation and expansion in a visceral and ruthless merciless type of manner. This unrelenting fury that's just blasting through any and all limits

THIS JUST IN. While I was typing this I got a message on the discord about someone saying they had a crazy astral projection experience while sleeping with my latest vid on. Interesting. It seems my visceral approach to explaining LOA with fury and penetrating force on the limits people face with cold hard facts has opened up the lid on this person and the God force moved through them. Astral so called projection doesn't happen on accident, this person likely had some juice move through them that my video inspired. Others must've too. That root pressure to expand. All these fools can preach to me "drop desire" but everything I've proven tells me that expansion into our innate capacity isn't TYPICALLY needing (what someone needs to move current) a more calm serene mood. He says catch the mood, and yeah, that's correct, but the mood can be literally ANYTHING. The mood I needed was UNRELENTING MERCILESS FURY AGAINST THOSE WHO CONDITIONED ME. That was what manifested my SP situation overnight that time. Once again this isn't the person I'm with now, the one I've had stick with me showed up using a different process but my point still stands. I've manifested lots of people in my time and looking back it was pretty much always about expansion too, even if it wasn't as visceral as that night I had the overnight experience. What I did to get my current girl was that I sat down after going for a forest walk having been at the end of trying (ready to move on into higher function and let go of trying to fit it into old states) where I manifested her a few days later. I believe that was what caused it. I told myself "maybe I won't get her" and then started involving myself in developing RS more seriously. That expansion into meaningful action which implied I'm in a more functional state surrounding having her, that was what moved it, because I never took it seriously before then. This was before I got into uploading vids to YT about RS and such, because I actually recorded vids back in like June and July of 22 but never put them up because of my conditioning keeping me in the box. When I broke that stuff, which was thematically unrelated, it seems to have opened up many opportunities. Why? Because I WAS ACTUALLY EXPANDING INTO BRING MORE FUNCTIONAL AS MYSELF THE WAY I HAD PRESSURE TO MOVE INTO. Moving pressure through me to accept my wish, my natural striving, be actually DOING IT and INVOLVING MYSELF MORE, AKA expanding. That's all this is about I swear.

I've gone over this over and over and over and over and all the analysis I've done on these examples clearly illuminates the core functional mechanism here being that our expansion into being more of ourselves for real in meaningful ways is what living in the end means. This is also why random opportunities can show up that are unrelated to what we're involved with to draw us into new levels of expansion too. It's dynamic in that way.

Everybody else will be copying the work I've done here in the near future. I was the one who figured this all out without anyone to really work with me on this, though I had insights from the people I work with to aid that expansion. It was just pure trial by fire, hard work. That's why I have so much passion for this, because I EARNED THIS DAMMIT! NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT AWAY. Don't care. I'm the best in the business and my time is worth more than anyone else out there by miles. Time to live that way and ditch this trash that I'm someone who gives to the poor. Been there done that. Given more than enough to the poor. This notebook in itself is enough to take someone who's serious about expansion into that state, even if they need to read over it over and over and over, so be it. They have the answers here.

I just read once again another dumb comment that desire is bad. Yes, the Buddhists wrote that desire is suffering. Trash. Man I am playing music I went through back in 2014-2018 when I was doing YT-MP3 like mad. Some of this stuff brings back states,, memories, places people things. Wild stuff. Music I still believe is the most powerful way of "time travelling". That's actually what I did to get my vids up recently. I went into certain soundtracks that I had going when I was tearing my enemies to shreds and that makes me mercilessly respond in the world to anyone and anything which dares stand before me and my aim. Damn you'd get stomped. That kind of aura, get out of my way or I'll break you in half and then do it again just because the momentum of my movement was so efficient that the excess energy was channeled into another movement that was useful to the goal of eradicating the trash in my way. I played competitive OW in 2017-2018 and had such insane aim as tracer I'd be called hacker by GM players because I was a God and people said I had walls because I had MSR-7 headphones that could track footsteps better than all the "gaming headsets" people used, like those useless clouds. It was all DIY, had the fastest PC on earth at the time, MAX OC 5960x and dual 1080ti MAX OC. Nothing could touch my performance technically or practically. I bought that game just to play that character, and I dominated. That pure power I felt there was my only way of letting the lid off my pot and my body would literally warm up every game with so much power and focus. It was wild. These tracks I use to loop put me in that unbreakable place of merciless destruction. My whole body warms up whenever I go to break boxes, break my limits, show up stronger than before and absolutely dominate without a single look of effort. Considering back then I was so heavily compromised in other ways I guess playing competitive Funny thing as soon as Brigitte showed up in that game is when I quit, because I couldn't even beat a gold ranked kid in my game dev class at the time who beat me 8-10 games in duel. He'd get scared whenever I'd be on trace or anyone else because it was game over the moment the salute came out. Fun fact, my salute I do in my vids came from that game. Surprise. Some might cringe at that but I don't care that's just how I do things, because it resonated with me as a high mobility agile way of expressing myself in a competitive way (I wasn't in competitive wushu or TKD or volleyball at that time) so that affinity NEEDED an outlet. When I bottled all that current it then caused me extreme anxiety in the coming years, which is how I got disabled and needed to fast from the whole world for 3 months without any actual help. I had to read TCM textbooks and nothing else because I'd get panics every time I'd look at a screen or whatever else. I had non phone as well up until 2023, and the only reason I got one is because my SP wanted me to get one. I hated smart phones, as symbols of the conditioning matrix itself and wanted nothing to do with that, and the 2.45ghz trash that they blow out. That's why I was arms length from those things for years, because that depletes yin, to some level. It's a pathogenic heat factor, agitating. Explaining the 2.45ghz pulsed experimental data to TCM makes sense of the causal mechanisms, Nobody understands that though of course, nothing but ignorance all over the place. Now you might know why I hated everybody when my value came from my understanding of these things because I was so heavily compromised in every other way surrounding that. I speak from years of experience in the dark pits of suffering and analyzing my patterns of dysfunction so completely that it's clear that suffering comes from conforming to other people's expectations. That's all there is, serving the inner master or the outer conditioning making others your master.

Anyway, back to the point. Desire is evil according to the eastern traditions. The west doesn't see this. If it's universal then why does the west not see it this way? No systems in western alchemy or metaphysics say desire should be transformed, the way they say at least, by seemingly operating in this contradicting manner. Yeah, you can dissolve desires, IF you focus on moving current that's causing that sensation in the first place in some other way that's meaningful. What I noticed out of this is that when you no longer desire it's because you're satisfied where you are. You cannot really dissolve a desire for something in a vacuum without some way that this current is moved into generating function in another way surrounding it. People in this space STILL are critical of this teaching I have, because it likely brings out of them all their suppressed starlight that's smacking them in the face to wake up. I've spoken to a 30 day client in the recent past and told them that the way transformation works is by involving yourself in surrounding ways which represent fulfilment of conditions that are binding moving forward but they denied this. You'd be surprised just how many people come into my coaching over and over and don't like what I say. They don't believe it, despite actually paying for this stuff and that they should expect different processes. Leading their pathways into acceptance often leads to emotional breakdowns, where old patterns show up in a powerful way that they'd not expect to surface. First call had tears shed. It's like they just break down and can't take the pressure of the conditioning. With all of these situations in experience now I understand that the way you cut through this is with merciless aggression, because I believe in most people this is what's been suppressed. Merciless aggression towards their conditioning and those who did this to them. There's a therapist I have checked out on YT from time to time called (can't remember I just know what he looks like) and he's basically in the same position as me, and is one of those "rebel" therapists who saw people recover FAR more reliably and own their true nature when approaching things from this fired up state of "I deserve better than this" and that the conditioning doesn't need validating or siding with. If someone did something dysfunctional to you then cutting through the implication of what that's preventing you to accept is how you release resentments, which by the way are a function driven by the same meridian that this aggressive current moves through, the liver. Seems that Zhi and Hun and Shen activation often happen the most. It's either paralyzing fear or it's "worthlessness" or resentment and anger. I mostly had resentments and some levels of fear and deeeply suppressed sadness (like a mix of shen and po) where then sleeping in the state of fury and this sense of "I'm over your trash" helped me the most and manifested the SP because that moved the current.

If you're a keen observer you'll see that this is actually a unique and specific situation where different conditioning patterns where the qi stagnated in specific meridians will determine then the solution of what needs moving. Not everybody needs hardcore aggression and merciless fury towards those who hurt you to solve it and move the current that's been held back. What this means is that someone who's got zhi condoning, fear, will need to experience then willpower. Someone with shen disruption with "worthlessness" will need to experience unconditional love and appreciation and such. That's what they need to "dare" to assume. Someone with po conditioning needs to experience courage and hold integrity to truth. This is different from hun level inspiration, but in some ways overlaps since the warmth from the liver meridian directly moves the po as well and stirs action. Inspiration always stems from base and then processes as it expands and rises up. Transforming the yi of the spleen meridian requires spontaneous focus and action towards implementing inner thought.

Daniel Mackler. That's the guy who I talked about before who was involved in psychological therapy circles. This guy has some functional takes. Learned a few things from him. When you go through enough of the psychological stuff you begin to see it's pretty much all just childhood era conditions that have been adopted a set of conditions on who they can be and who they can't be, and this is nothing really more than a heightened moment of awareness which caused an excessive amount of current to move through a certain meridian causing a stagnation and thus agitation in that psychological related function. It's that this person WANTS to move current through it but can't, or at least they don't think they can. So as I said in my last video, the solution is to get activated. Problem solved. That's what this is about, you don't really "recreate" the experience you simply target that channel in a thematic sense by running starlight up against it to move the stagnation or whatever is there so that you can then have a clear channel but in order to run the current through that YOU NEED TO BE THE BLANK SLATE TO ALLOW THAT TO HAPPEN, meaning to not back off from the pressure.

I'm going to tear embody the state to shreds. This guy is a freaking joke. What an ignorant fool. His understanding of NG is completely warped. He did say we all have personal "higher selves" which surprised me as an accurate statement but whatever. His doctrine on needing to "satiate" desire with imaginal acts is a joke as a functional mechanism to manifest and goes on about how feeling calm and stable towards the thing manifests it. Yeah, you're right, but you can't really do that in a vacuum and establish stability without applying yourself to move the current that's bottled causing the agitation. Move the current and you'll get places by default. This is once again why gazing works for everybody because it works the mechanism of state overlaps. The drive to expand is what determines results. BURNING DESIRE FEEDS RESULTS YOU FOOL! Nobody who has these great stories of rags to riches who actually went at it for real got there with this guy's advice. Not one person. They ALL had an obsession with their goal, just like I do with RS. I look at myself with my results and see nothing but opposite reflection of what's being taught, to satiate desire and snuff out the fire. In cases where fire is excessive (too much action is a thing especially when it's coming from the need to please others which I've been in myself and burned tons of my own Jing) then putting it out with relaxation is necessary, otherwise move the current without compromise and you'll dissolve the agitation.

THE DESIRE TO FIGHT FOR YOUR TRUTH AND EXPAND INTO THAT AGAINST THE CONDITIONING OF THE WORLD IS HOW YOU MANIFEST. This is NOT all about passivity, though that's where gazing can balance the dynamics. These fools need to get schooled hardcore without any means of recovery. Screw all the disinfo I'll tear it all to shreds and make 100X more money and utterly crush them all into fine dust until there's nothing left. This passion for the truth is what drives me, nothing more. You have to be merciless, unrelenting, SO MUCH MORE ACTIVATED THAN YOUR OPPONENT THAT THEY CAN'T STAND A CHANCE. What drives this? God. Those who are closest to God are moved by the hand of God, even if the world doesn't like their role. Screw them all and show these people who you are. I'm going to conquer this space and RS will be the known name of manifestation. The blazing passion for transformation drives me, that passion for truth and higher states of being that everyone knows how to access. This whole world is here to condition you into conforming to those boxes. The money system is the biggest one, peddled by Juize none the less. These people have cast a spell on all of us and we don't even know it. Without their permission you can't buy or sell. How does that sound? Very abusive relationship huh. None in this space who do coaching can see the reality these gutless cowards. Bring it on. DO NOT BE HUMBLE BE WHO YOU ARE AND SPEAK YOUR TRUTH WITHOUT COMPROMISE SCREW ANYONE WHO SAYS OTHERWISE. You have the truth and have the work to back it up. Why stay small, if anyone YOU should be the one with the loudest and most known voice of all, because it's valuable and you should own that. Respect God unfolding through you and own your truth and show them just how mercilessly you destroy anyone who stands in your way of conquest to establish your vision on this world. If you want to beat the Juize who have put us all unto debt economies (not that you're suppose to anyway but my point still stands) then beat them at their own game and conquer this system. With God all things are possible, because that's your role and that's the law. Own it, don't waste this role you've been given. Play it and show them how it's done.

Your vision for your reality is what you need to hold to, and be moved by. No compromise. That's your means of opening the Jing, to immortality. No compromise. Your opportunity to expand into someone greater than anyone else who ever lived, a true legend. Legendary DJ. It's been there since the start dammit it's right there! Be the role model for human capacity, potential, reality. DO IT. Be that shining light in the dark that illuminates all the hideous trash that's hiding in the shadows casting sly remarks to trigger you into engaging with the shadow and losing focus on your vision. Your vision, a fixed image in the mind continually returned to and held faith with in persistence will harden into fact. NONE OF THIS MENTALISM TRASH IT'S HARDCORE TRANSFORMATION IN TRIAL BY ILLUMINATING FIRE FROM GOD. That's your function. Be greater. Be the model for expanding capacity. That's what this is for. This is what NG taught and nobody can prove otherwise. NOBODY. It's so obvious. Damn the passion blazes tonight boys.

You were not brought up in this world to think the thoughts you have of greatness, you were encouraged to be a conformist to this degenerate world run by filth who want you small and weak and compromised so they can rule over you with a boot in your face any time you attempt to show courage and honor to the truth of who you are. You are better than all of that, you have an unshakable capacity that simply requires a desire to want to destroy anything that comes up against you. Imaginal acts are to focus on your image, vision, who you want to be, the implication of what it means to be the greater you. THIS IS WHAT NG TAUGHT PROVE ME WRONG! Break the damn rules and go up against the whole world as you stand alone as one with God and be moved by that inner truth. God has your back because you're the perfect puppet for that force to move through. Be the best puppet for God possible. Those who know what that means will be empowered by it, instead of being a victim. Let God play you like you're designed to be played. That's what we're doing. Rebel against the conditioning by being the puppet of God who will drive you into your capacity and activate all your circuits if only you'd let go. This is what this all means. Be driven by God. Those who preach standard LOA doctrine are all the same. You're different. Own it. Stand before the edge of infinity and jump into the abyss without a rope to moore you to the ground you've just lept from and trust in God that you will be driven to exactly what you need. We do nothing. God does it all.

Having this "aggressive" attitude is what we need. DO NOT LET ANYONE TELL YOU THAT YOU'RE LOWER STATE. I've seen more than any of those people, expanded into "states" of consciousness with gazing that nobody else has touched who would dare to tell me I'm lower and I can assure you that NG himself would've agreed with me over these passive husks who have no guts to speak for truth and fact and passion that blazes without end for their core nature as God embodied. My biggest transformations came from a "screw you" attitude. If you're beyond them then own it. Those who are afraid of that passion stay small in the box siding with the warped world we live in who wants us all to sucker up to expectations and be a certain archetype of conformity. That conditioning cannot stand in the light of God. Reality Synthesis will change the world. I don't know all the ways of how or why, just as NG says, but I KNOW it will. Nobody else can compare. Nobody else. I stand above all others and know that in the core of my being. All the work I did here to put this together was driven by nothing more than the passion FOR THE DAMN TRUTH AND THAT'S IT. All that kept me going when I was waking up in the night with my consciousness fading barely able to form sentences together in my own thoughts was my need to do this work. That blazing fire was NEVER snuffed out no matter what anyone did and how much suffering I went through in the meantime. Screw everyone who says otherwise. Being a real coach is someone who has experienced the transformation from the depths of despair into creating something that changes the world.

17/9/25

Whenever we hear about this whole "think from the end" it's more so that you're just experiencing what you want now and seeing that you can have it and that the contrast between now and there becomes so obvious that you'll distance from the old state of dysfunction. You'll actually experience your capacity and that place that you're integrated within will expand what's felt to be almost inevitable for you. Because you feel it's something you CAN attain (CAN IS IMPORTANT BECAUSE IT SIGNIFIES AVAILABILITY) then you'll WANT to be involved, and thus the lid can be opened up on the pot and that current and move you the way you've been denying this whole time. That's the only way to correctly interpret the functions of what NG taught about "imagination creates reality". You SEE and FEEL (touch) and sense in any way the reality of what you want to be there, right there, right here right now, and that reminds you of that available current in the seeds that you're keeping the lid on, and with that experience of the reality of experience of "oh so I CAN be myself now" then you'll see who you are now as irrelevant and effectively move on from. You'll WANT to expand, you're basically experiencing your expansion in your mind, but that can be AS SIMPLE AS A BRIEF FLASH OF WHAT YOU WANT AND THAT'S ALL! It does NOT need to have sensory depth. Focusing on the depth of the senses is a waste of time because it's not working the mechanism. IF sensory depth opens up more visceral reality of experience then so be it but I will say that for most people that's totally unnecessary. Here's the truth. NG was simply by teaching imaginal acts create reality getting you to be inspired to expand. NOTHING MORE DAMMIT THAT'S IT. It's not magical in that sense, it's that according to the degree of expansion of being yourself and moving INTO that (bringing there here now so to say) then you're manifesting, so once again the functional mechanism is to just be "moving into" what you want ALL THE TIME. That's what persistence means. NOTHING MORE. It's NOT persistence of imaginal thinking, because that's just dysfunctional trash that wastes your vitality, and it ruined my life for years. All that trash needs to be burned to ash. IF you gain benefit from that then have fun, but it's no efficient, and I'm someone who's VERY yang archetypally so.

Simplifying this whole thing is as easy as this. What do you want? Who's the person who has that? Feel as though you're that person now and the conditions that say you can't have it are dead weight and cut off for good. Now if you feel that this is who you are you'll WANT to respond differently to the world, involve yourself in the abundance you imagined, live a totally unrecognizable life as to who you are now. Is this not true? It's just transformation. Manifesting and growing into your capacity that's already available and innate is the function of this whole thing. Nothing more. It's nothing more than that. Stop thinking it's more, there's no magical cosmology it's simply alchemical transformation through overlapping states. You're taking what's base material and by exposing it to starlight illuminate the ignorance of being to reveal your inner truth, WHICH IS WHO YOU ARE AS GOD WHICH IS THE ROLE YOU PLAY. That's it. Some people think there's some magical revelation that happens eventually but it's nothing more than correct identification as God, as the ray of emanation of being yourself. There's no magical insight or revelation. You will just gain more access to what you already have. That's all there really is, you'll know what to do, what to involve yourself with, how to approach things, because aiming towards continual expansion is the goal. This is persistence, holding an image fixed in the mind, belief in God, because God comes through you. Belief in God metaphysically speaking, the insights that RS has revealed, is that the being that your innate capacity has is what belief in God means. God is of course more than just your being but in the self transformation sense then that's it.

"It’s all becoming more of yourself. Imagining what you want is automatic anyway, else you’d not have desire for it. That’s a pressure to be involved in those pathways of experience, but you put the lid on that current coming through you and give permission to the conditioning to determine how you can be moved by God. It’s all about being more of yourself for real, and continually expanding into that innate capacity that’s always there waiting for you to accept it. That’s what “the state of the wish fulfilled” is. It’s accepting expansion into being the person who’s living in a higher capacity of self. Nothing more. Continual expansion manifests things like miracles because this is God in disguise playing as you through you."

There's a comment I just wrote out.

What you're doing with continual imagining is tapping into the current and allowing it to move through you, that drives expansion and movement because where God is expansion must unfold. Starlight illuminating through state overlap must necessitate expansion into a more clear and pure form of representing what's innate in capacity. You're actually literally unfolding your innate capacities through ACCEPTING the current to move through you, which by the way once again IS the experience of feeling desire and having imaginal scenes come through you automatically. Those thoughts are moved by that God force, the ones that represent your capacity that is.

Here's another insight. Seeking the past and such is more or less someone looking to fit more of what they want into who they are now. When I say that fitting what their capacity is into who they are is just simply thinking OF. Thinking FROM is taking the lid off. You're boiling the pot without taking the lid off by doing that, because unless that leads to expansion then nothing happens. No miracles unfold. You're just going to go through peak dip cycles, and now we know why imaginal acts which you do to cope with the fact that you're still small and worthless and know that but aren't willing to actually draw the line and die to the old trash for good then nothing moves forward. Continual expansion is how miracles work. Nothing else. Nothing else makes it work. Nothing else without exception, but the way that expansion can look is VERY different for all people. Whatever that expansion represents to you is what unfolds miracles because that's God. The Jing unfolds, supplying you with the ruthless force of God streaming through every meridian and circuit in your field geometry unfolding the capacities that are innate but denied and lost and left out to appease the trash that conditions this world. That will all be burned alive into ash and scattered in the wind.

Pseudo satisfaction is the most insidious way of keeping the lid on the pot and still calming that desire that drives you. Kidney yang, liver qi smoothly flowing, heart qi activating and being licked by the flames from the root blazing up, that conjugation overlaps the water and the fire and we transform through accepting where that moves us. You become the walking talking living breathing alchemical ritual as you transform your life for real. Inner, outer, it's all alchemy. Who else has written this? Everybody I talk to sees this as "not" alchemy, but metaphysically it is. Nobody writes about that process that we all play out every day and don't even realize it.

I just want to make something clear to you. Action stemming from "I CAN BE THIS PERSON NOW" is functional and in my experience almost always leads to big things manifesting AT LEAST FOR A WHILE, but what I will say is that you don't RETURN to that same degree of expansion. This is what kills high level relationships. You manifest a 10/10 (which I've done multiple times now) but then as soon as things get real and all that unconscious trash shows up and you don't know how to handle it in that place then you're in trouble because you contract and that person doesn't want to be with a loser like you who's contracting. You only got attention from them because you were experiencing expansion, EVEN IF PHYSICALLY OR SOCIALLY THEY'RE OUT OF YOUR LEAGUE I OFTEN GOT WHAT I WANTED DESPITE CIRCUMSTANCES. What drove that attraction? Expansion. Being yourself without compromise, not caring about conditioning. When you go all the way with that implication and cut through it on the spot then you keep the trophy instead of having it slip out of your hands and break on the ground because you fell backwards. The feeling of expansion often is activating, yang, warming, higher pressure to be moved, but sometimes it's not, sometimes it's very relaxed and passive with an aura of power that you radiate but that will in my experience often come off the back of spontaneous action that represented expansion.

Watch as the rest copy paste these teachings. My time is worth millions and every word I speak holds fortunes. That's how I talk now. How can I elevate my innate sense of self into being more valuable just because I exist?

I found a lecture from NG that I've got in audio form but I don't know which one it's from. My attempts to hunt it down have returned nothing. It's an audio lecture so maybe it wasn't transcribed. Either way he said that spiritual states are eternal but the states that we create are able to be generated. He makes it clear that the "spiritual states" are what we come and go in and out of all the time, then he talks about seeing someone who you want to see employed in that state. He says to separate the person from their state.

"In this world, you and I can create states, but the spiritual states are eternal. We create a state here, it’s not eternal. We create a state to deliver individuals forevermore. I create a state. Somebody asked me, will you hear that I am … and they name what they would like to be … Knowing that he is now in a state that he dislikes, I must distinguish between the being and the state that he is in. So I see him unemployed …"

This is from one called "Imaginal acts become facts", apparently, though sourcing this was a bit iffy. I found the transcript on some random podcast website which had the text of the lecture but it's still warped and not clearly transcribed from the audio.

This is from God only acts - 1964 version.

Here he says that "But all God intends from us is to accept the imaginal act with faith, that’s all. Faith is being loyal to unseen reality. You remember what you did, that’s an imaginal act." Interesting. If you do that and continue to live in lack you're not going to manifest it. How do I know that? Because I have imaginal acts that are like memories to me today that have no come to pass, and those simply made my life worse. Every time I tried to make an imaginal act like a memory that I "remember" and hold faith in that I repeated it only made things worse until I eventually got so sick of my life sucking and gave up, and then got places. The repeated experience of people who experience this isn't an accident. What NG describes here, if taken at face value, doesn't work. IT DOESN'T WORK, else for me and all the rest who do this we would've gotten places. We're wasting out rime living like this, because that doesn't cause anything but that it implies you're still a low life who knows you need to expand but isn't willing to cut through the conditioning to grow into a higher state of functioning. Eternal states are eternal and unchanging, but states "we create" are, and we can move into them and apparently put others in them too. The demonstration of this is obviously also something that's not clearly defined. By eternal states he's talking about the substances, obviously, but these other states, is he talking about arrangements of physical level circumstances?

You see this is what I am saying. NG is saying here that we can basically put anyone including ourselves into a state by creating it, and yet we can't create eternal states which are eternal, the substances. These other states must be something else, likely what's referred to as the subjective belief container idea that people have relating to states. Another dot to connect in the endless sea of points that overlap. If eternal states represent the alchemical elements which transform then the created states must be the subjective reflection of their composition in effect which how we're expressing in the world, because eternal states are components, which aren't created but are "creating" and unfolding through us, and the result of that must be how our capacity is realized through the imaginal senses. I still have a problem with what he says here. He says that all we need to do is imagine and remain faithful, and yet you're going to go insane attempting to do that without actually feeling worth that thing being in your life. Effectively every time that a state is "created" and manifests in the world there was flow on your part, because his explanation of the law is really incorrect about that imaginal acts persisted in with faith manifest. The only way that this can practically be applied to our lives is that this created state is what we grow into through responding to reality the way that the person in that state would do so, meaning we experience a higher form of ourselves. This is where sense of self work comes from. The way I see this is that you have concept and sense of self, when the sense of self is lacking then the means by which it'll manifest will reveal that lacking sense of self, the low state, the being who doesn't feel worthy. How do you become worthy? You live and breathe the life you actually want to and gain the confidence through ACTUAL TRANSFORMATION. People think what NG is teaching here bypasses that but I see no examples of this proven in the world with case studies. People will say they do nothing but every example that I've looked at in my life had examples of manifestations showing up in response to me expanding what I was accepting in my life and being more of myself in a visceral manner to realize who I really want to be for real. Those overlaps are uncountable, it happens more often than not by a massive degree, and so clearly defining links between expansion of sense of self and manifestations that you've imagined even months ago that you "forgot about" (which contradicts what NG says here by the way) that manifest clearly prove to us that there's a motivating current that drives all these pieces that's involving a DIFFERENCE of being in the world. What I know with 100% certainty is that if you BE DIFFERENT in SOME WAY you'll almost certainly manifest SOMETHING related to the thing you imagined, but living the same life being the same person doing the same stuff accepting the same conditions (which your continual responses and limited actions only reflect that you're continually giving your authority over to others to determine what conditions bind you in your life) and all that stuff will only manifest limited results. We all know this because it's what we experience. I'm going based on what the data reveals to me, and the data shows that all of our experiences happen more abundantly when we break patterns of dysfunction and "level up" our lives and all that. We manifest abundance effortlessly when we live this way, because obviously we're expanding into being more of ourselves and actually living for our inner truth, our vision, and by "creating" those states seeming as NG says here we're ALSO by extension processing the eternal states or substances of alchemical transformation by expanding our capacity into integrating those components into individuation.

Always remember, NG defined a state as "an attitude of mind".

He also said "A state is the feeling of the wish fulfilled. You cannot reason yourself into a state. You can only assume it." - Feeling is the secret

"A state is a psychological fact; it is the inward condition which you assume to be true" - Your faith is your fortune

"Change your conception of yourself and you will automatically change the world in which you life" - Power of awareness

"Your outer world is a reflection of your inner state. To change your world, you must change your state" - Power of awareness

"Everyone who has achieved anything began by imagining the state he wished to be in"

Got an interesting story from a client who fell off after coaching and admitted to being in a bad place. What they told me was inspiring. They told me they were basically a top tier Olympic level horse rider at the age of just 17 when everyone around them was saying they'd not make it and they should give up. THEY PERSISTED THROUGH AGONY AND RODE SIDE BY SIDE WITH THE SAME OLYMPIC ATHLETES AND RATED HIGHLY. That's insane. They told me they're way better than this and they deserve better they have more to give and this isn't what they want they can go harder and really go at it. My video inspired many people in fact. Why? Because it stirred up something deep within them to change who they're being because it's revealing their contrast between where they are now and where they want to be. My delivery is what lacks in this space, pure raw passion for truth and an intensity that's infectious. I will make more of these videos, since they work. Gotten record stats on that video.

High achievers manifest through moving with their desire. Their burning desire to attain manifests what they desire, that IS the focus, where the desire is moving them. Their innate capacity to become what they hold vision for who they want to be. That's what manifests those things, and all things are integrated within that and come out of that correctly moved vital current. This means that your desire is your supply of vitality, your supply of current to move you into manifesting your capacity. It will ALWAYS be there to manifest that, because it's your purpose. You can't NOT manifest that,

What I absolutely despise is this trash that high achievers who go against all odds and win out, they're apparently told by LOA that if they imagine an opponent that they're going to face opposition. WHAT A LOAD OF UTTER TRASH! That's such insane ignorance. There's competition all over the place, but those who know they're at the top don't "see" opposition. They see them but not as something relevant. It's the one who sees another as greater than them and sees them as the supply of what they want that they don't have because they've not experienced that truth. Transformation happens from illuminating the trash, the stagnations in the field geometry manifesting as off limits psychological functions. This requires courage and a DESIRE to WANT to expand. THIS PROCES THAT ALL THE PASSIVITY FOOLS ARE MISSING AN IMPORTANT COMPONENT. Both are necessary in balance, obviously, but this factor is necessary in virtually all cases TO SOME EXTENT. The more you expand the more you'll feel this.

19/10/25

I've once again proven implied involvement. Even before I knew this was a thing I observed this phenomena, for example the story where I got a bunch of free things because someone was stealing it for me. That's all the details I'll give with that one, but I've found that because certain things I become COMFORTABLE with FULLY and very closely identify with when I've got no other implied physical level pathways to manifest it, such as having no money to get it, means it'll show up for you in a way that'll reflect the thematics experienced. So beyond that, in these cases, I find also that certain interests I have (that are available to the other person, for example liking a certain food) will make them buy it more often and invite me out with them more to enjoy it, despite never imagining that or even that this person would do this. It's almost like when you really get involved with something then the people around will become involved with that too if you're around them in ways for that to spillover.

I've just experienced this once again today, because of someone in my family totally changing their mind. Now I've had this happen with them flipflopping almost in an instant multiple times throughout my life when I was involved in certain things. They also too became like resonators for that, even going 180 degrees in a day when they said otherwise just before. They would've always has what seems like a degree of uncertainty about this thing but I find that when I personally see myself involved in it then so are they, and even others around that too. I never intend them to change at all, zero perception of such. This happened again today, and I believe in this case I know exactly what caused it. A few years ago I remember experimenting with this where I would try and change them in a vacuum but they didn't, I was fixated on trying to control them with how I imagined them but I saw the opposite. These attempts to replicate this phenomena of making them change by focusing on seeing them in the way they'd seemingly change like magic never worked once, but when I forgot about them and involved myself in that fully then they'd change, nearly every time. It blew my mind.

Happened again today. So the solution to changing people around you is to be who's involved in the things that would imply they're like this, and that means you involving yourself in the way you know you want to be. Implied involvement matters, physically. You could argue that this is once again just a more available belief for them being this way because I'm more in it myself but why did they change if I had zero perception of them to totally flip and be involved? It's almost like a part of me was looking for that unconsciously to some level, which I can see some links to (no them but SOMEONE and since they were available then that's next best opportunity to reflect that) and thus they played into that process. Levels of this stuff. This never worked for things that they're totally totally adverse to at all, because they had history with this thing in the past that seems to have a sort of availability of this thing for them and to me too, but that would reflect on more of an inner level since practical involvement isn't there, though practical involvement happened from their part when I physically involved thematically. It was indirect, but still related. It's an interesting phenomena. That implied involvement video is so big. People have no idea how powerful that is and how insanely OP it would be for someone to map their circuits on this. You don't need any of the "reality selection" trash all you need is fractal field geometries represented as themes of experience on an inner and outer level to the degree that each level have their onw momentum and "comfort" to them as availability. With available outer level momentum established then establishing inner momentum can be easier. That's why people react to their world more than their inner world, and since the outer world autosuggests to us what we believe if it's thematically related then it actually makes out inner momentum boost up too indirectly. Easy stuff.

The more you tangibly involve yourself with what you want the more you'll get like experiences. Proven this too many times to be false. Remember I never went out to try and prove this in the first case I only saw this after analyzing hundreds of examples of cases where this came out to be true. Client stories especially. You cannot avoid this fact. This is also why so many people manifest signs and seeing what they want on their screens in media, but not for real. They're fixated on the thing but the only way that can show up is through available means, which IS what signs are, a lacking sense of self overlapping the themes on a conceptual level that are taking the path of least resistance via implied involvement. The thematics must have SOME tactile pathway to work with, and since there's collective level pathways available to us all then we will be automatically dropped into those as a foundation to work with, but we all have different mixes of them. For example, since we all have legs we can walk to places and that's how people meet, as a very base level example. Beyond that it's more so about your personal implied involvement, that if you're open on a physical level for this thing to show up then the availability for things to move on that level will be WAY faster than someone without, at least in theory. My examples prove this to be true, that mostly the "time delay" is more or less the outer world moving implied involve that's available based on who and how you overlap what can mediate your experience the way you want, and for me in the past that was very often in limited ways. This was true so many times with seeing others having what I wanted. I focused on what I wanted but never got it myself, well rarely, and when I did it was temporary. I now know exactly why and can prove it every time without exception. There's an aspect that's backsliding into compromise surrounding this thing, even if it's totally unrelated, like business stuff, which to you implies this person holding value for you, and thus using the person as a supply of comfort over growing into a more expanded state will cause hot and cold stuff. It works every time.

If you don't have any surrounding conditions that you WANT to expand into but are avoiding then you shouldn't need this or this won't really apply, in theory, but I rarely see examples of this. Most of my clients success stories with this relate to when they involve in ways they're avoiding that are necessary for innate supply to come through them and things satisfy where they feel innately worth having the person through these things they want now being in place, like secondary conditions driven by natural striving thematic sequencing. Sounds complex but it's not. It's simply that growing into a state that we desire to be surrounding having this thing and fixating on that growth builds rock solid sense of self and availability for the thing to manifest in satisfying ways via implied involvement. It's both levels, inner and outer, because even when the person is there, you backslide in some way that's meaningful to you and they fall off too and then go cheat or whatever on someone else to confirm to you that you're not worth, but that's just you lacking trust in what you want and your ability to experience it, not with them but what surrounds that. Surrounding conditions, it's always this. I find those who talk about changing perception of the thing in a vacuum will end up in this implied involvement stuff naturally as an effect anyway, because they ask themselves how can they express their innate value to the capacity that they can? Well typically it's some lost and forgotten affinity for something, for me as an example it's acrobatic movement, spontaneously expressing this even in public like doing flips in the middle of shopping centers makes me feel so connected to myself. If I trust this I get effortless manifestations, money, attraction from people, luck. Things work out, and I feel better about myself just because I'm being myself. It's crazy stuff but it's true. Everything in my life was so flowing even more than now when I lived this way as a focus. I still move in and out of this to test these things and every time I am proven correct. I'm not looking for it, it just is. When you just spontaneously unfold where you're moved to involve yourself you win.

I had a call tonight with a new client who's on a custom package who said ever since they started living this same way being more spontaneous and such that they've manifested lucky sums of money and attractions and all kinds of benefits, even in their career there's been more flow and elevation in their state and performance. It's just easier, and they feel like they're not even trying. This is my point, because it comes through you. I didn't even talk to this person before they just followed what I say in my videos about intuitive impulse and things flow. None of this was my influence it was their experience. So as I always say, test it for yourself and you'll find this to be true. You want to manifest lucky stuff? Break pattern. Be spontaneous. Get involved. Be yourself. You'll win, and you won't need to think anything differently because all the thoughts will come through you and BE IMPLIED through what you're involved in as representation. since intuitively, thematically, those connections are already established. All the fools that think we need to constantly "select" states with thinking are full of trash because this works and it's got nothing to do with what they tell us. Yes, you are "selecting" by doing this, but that's the point, it's implied selection through involving yourself with what that represent for you, what being in that experience means about you, the implication, IS the power. That's what NG said, and even before I actually read that quote I was writing this out for years so I've always been on point with this. The reality of experience. The same thing. Nobody can prove otherwise, because almost every example I've seen works this way, especially expansion and growth into states of affinity that represent them being the person they want to be which also will often times be the opportunity to overlap the desire in ways THEY MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND, but it will, and as I've said endlessly it can be in TOTALLY unrelated ways but it's the overlap necessary to mediate that person into your reality in the way your inner momentum implies.

Nobody on earth can disprove this. It's fact. Apply it. Do it for real. Stop wasting time. It's all here. FOR FREE. You can be it now, you don't need to wait, you don't need to appease any conditions, you don't need anything but to just be here and now the person you want to be. That's the essence, and if it's something meaningful you can grow into with an end that's holding great implication on your sense of self then you'll always have something to anchor into to contrast conditioning which is what I always do with RS. I have done all this work, of course I'm the best. I don't have the highest sub count or amount of money in the bank vs other coaches, yet, but I am the best as I am now because of this work I've done now and nobody on earth can take that away. I KNOW it and I can PROVE it, so no condition on earth imaginable can shake that confidence. I involved myself EVERY DAY FOR YEARS as this person and thus I have immeasurable confidence in this truth, and what that means about me, and my capacity unfolded. You're the same, any level of accomplishment that you've grown into will only support what's surrounding that, and will be a solid foundation to remind yourself of that grounds your sense of self in truth against conditioning as contrast to those barriers. You can make this work right now, so do it. Be it now. You're only waiting for yourself in the end, a moment of permission to unfold your innate vision, what you want to grow into and attain as yours, who you are what you do. This is your truth, so give it to yourself now and don't appease anyone else's conditioning. All that is trash. Move on. Be yourself without compromise. It was done before you imagined it, because it's innate. That's why you can't lose because the current comes through you and drives you, you don't do anything. Neither do I with this work. That's why you cannot fail. Just accept, because it's already done. That's REALLY what this means. Not the illiterate trash everyone else says, which is totally disconnected from reliable systematic proof in the experiences we have in the world.

RS is on another level beyond anything else conceivable ever created.

21/10/25

So I've just had another level, a very interesting level revealed. It's an expansion of conditions that are part of who we are vs who we aren't. The willing expansion and how that's leading us to be involved in what we want but that we still have levels of inner contrast to face before committing to that.

I'm going to go very deep here. I'm writing out written course material so this stuff is all good to write about that's similar. Hints.

So here's the trick. When we have desire to change that will necessitate us very likely making different decisions, on an implied involvement level, physically. We will have hesitation if we're still holding onto conditioning, that says obviously that it's not comfortable to involve in those things, even though there's a more subtle part of us that tells us we should. What some people think here is that they should be able to negate those seeming "conditions" on manifesting by saying that implied involvement level and think that they can manifest what they want right here right now as they are without changing anything because NG never said that you'd need to "lift a finger to make it happen". I've explained that already in my latest vid and why taking that at face value will screw you up big time. The world class athlete has to lift a finger all day every day, they become hyper fixated on that, and in fact I've got a pretty high level athlete in my coaching program right now, and I'm encouraging him to involve in ways that he knows he wants to but keeps distracting himself to avoid because he can't accept being in a greater level and sense of self than he is in now. He's avoiding the pressure to willingly expand and wasting that current on things that keep down his inner truth, that natural striving unfolding as affinity to expand. This is what he KNOWS is necessary (remember knowing is a meridian system phenomena that you "sense/feel" intuitively through thematic psychological association to that meridian) but he keeps denying in order to stay in the box and stay comfortable at the level of his sense of self that's available and supported by what's around him.

This is the thing. Getting involved in more work is necessary to become world class. Show me a single top tier athlete who didn't WANT to dedicate a bulk of their waking time to training and becoming the best. You won't find any. This work I do, I spend all day every day mostly doing this stuff, expanding into being the master of RS and manifesting, to utterly destroy anyone else 10x over and then to do it again just to embarrass them over and over and over and over and over and over and over without end. That's the kind of drive I have, infinite levels of vitality, I'd push through death itself to continue this work and that fire blazes without end because I see myself as worth that end. This is the thing, those who KNOW they need to involve in those necessary implied decisions that are different in the world to establish pathways on the physical level to mediate overlap with other people (which is an innate aspect of the seed by the way we don't determine how that works), these are the people who get places because they're seeing themselves as worth the person they're growing into and will WANT to expand, they will WANT to be involved and WANT to play out those currents that they're unfolding THROUGH them in those ways. Those are the mediated physical level pathways which generate the magic, the necessary overlap with the people who will bring us our manifestations, or we go to them and vice versa. It's how the magic works, and it's dynamic and by thinking we can decide how that plays out is just more conditioning that's dysfunctional attempting to bypass a necessary pathway to mediate the manifestation.

I know that there's people out there who actually "don't lift a finger" and get millions of dollars like from some random thing they didn't know they had money in and it comes to them over a few days or weeks or whatever and they get rich overnight while literally changing nothing else physically, but as I've said over and over, thinking that you can determine the how is the issue. Those people, that's how it showed up for them. You may be jealous of them, because they didn't have to involve in different ways, but I will say why would you want to be jealous because you've got another means of attaining satisfaction? You've got a far more expansive journey with more twists and turns, a FAR greater story to tell with greater depth of involvement in more experiences to lead to that satisfaction. The work I do here for example, all the things I've been through to get to this understanding has given me so much experience that just having money or whatever land in my bank could never replace. That's not even the point, it's attaining being the best, that's what I really want, to be at the top, to know everything about manifesting and other areas without exception, to be the only person with the answers. Until you see yourself as worthy of that position and own it then you'll never actually attain that thing, you'll continue to run up against walls over and over and over like this client who's looking to become top tier. He says he's born for this, and was obsessed as a child and has lived and breathed this life but has limits and knows he needs another perception to expand into those blind spots. That's what coaching is for really, to provide clarity and insights on where blind spots are that we're avoiding, and often we will know these things innately on some level but it's not blatantly obvious to us. That's my job, to make that's not so obvious glaringly obvious to you. You already know, you feel it, but you just can't get to that point to cut through the conditioning and face the pressure necessary. When I make is abundantly obvious of what needs to be seen and to involve in that change then you should WANT to involve because you see what's beyond that, and that's a deeply satisfying expression of self that's innate and just waiting for you to unfold it.

So this is my main point. We will have innately a KNOWING (felt meridian system phenomena which is a level of the structural/subconscious/intuitive/targeting sense) of what needs to be done but because we don't see ourselves as worth being in that position, as in that we aren't comfortable being SEEN there (usually that's what the conditioning is relating to) by SOMEONE or SOMETHING and thus we self sabotage in order to stay small and conforming to expectations. That's the issue. When you see that wall for what it is and just begin to involve yourself in what you're not and cut through the pressure to compromise because you WANT to expand and WANT to be greater then you WILL beat those sabotage cycles. That's the solution to all of our issues, the WILLINGNESS to expand, to WANT to be more involved in the life we want, to manifest that innate vision we want. That's how we individuate because that's what the foundation of self transformation is really about. This is what I've been talking about, the necessity to expand and grow into a higher order state will be the solution to all of our issues and give us the contrast to cut through conditioning. That vision, that drive to WANT to be that person, to not let ANYTHING get in the way of you and attaining this thing, that BURNING desire to expand, that's what will make you immortal, because you're accepting God. These fools that say desire is bad are full of trash because what they teach is contrary to common sense itself. This is what's necessary for all of us, to some level. Some level of us seeks expansion, willing expansion, and when NG told us to "contemplate on a far more noble state", this is what he really means. He literally said this in contrast to manifesting things of this world. That drive to see yourself as the highest ideal expression of self in all surrounding ways. The people who want minimum effort are full of it, they're not working the mechanism, and will manifest signs. They're not expanding into their vision of what they have innate. When they see that vision and accept that vision for who they're moved to be then they will magically manifest things in their life without a single "technique".

Thinking that you can do anything except this to manifest is just illiterate trash that's missing mountains of data. I still have people showing up in my coaching who think they don't need to change, who think that there's no need to be different or to expand into involving in greater experiences. When you try and awaken that innate capacity they feel the discomfort of accepting themselves in that level because of all the trash conditioning that says no that's not available. The unlocking of that innate capacity is almost a necessary first step, that drive to WANT to expand, else you'll never get a result from them. They'll continue to run up against the wall over and over and over no matter what plans you give them to follow to seemingly get past that, but truth be told the solution is ALWAYS to see the contrast between where they are now and where they want to be and own what's innate, to see their capacity in contrast and be spontaneously moved by it. To sleep in that feeling of "I'm now this person". This is who I am. This is what I do. When you see that, and you FEEL that, which is meridian system experience, then you'll be accepting more of God to move you. Being shut down and small and thinking that you can make magic happen because you can imagine more deeply and relax more while being the same passive person is just ignorance. I swear. There's people in this coaching space who will deny this still, and even in the therapy space, and I'm not telling anyone to be some kind of top tier athlete or whatever, that's not my intention, mastery of something "out there" isn't the point, it's that the mastery of what's innate that's driving expansion and willingness to reach whatever level they personally are driven to attain is necessary. For some that's world class, for others that's a much different "level", but to them it's world class and that's what's necessary.

The mastery of their sense of self and the confidence that they can show up as who they want to be, however that shows up, that's what's necessary. To become truly shamelessly confidently themselves without compromise and say screw all the trash that says I can't do this I am worth this experience and I'll cut through whatever it takes because that's where I'm driven to expand into. That's what this is. For some that's simply creating something like a small project, or being involved in a certain family situation, or doing a certain dance, it doesn't matter. They'll have this innate desire within them and they won't be able to cut through the conditioning until they see themselves worth that experience, and see themselves "there" now. This is the point of all imaginal experiences. The point of the imaginal experiences is to change self, not to make magic happen. If there was no "make magic happen manifest SP overnight" trash in this space (which by the way is what people WANT to click on so it's no wonder it's infested this community, so if you can't beat them then join them I guess) then we'd see a TOTALLY different doctrine being taught. Keep in mind here, NG himself did say in "the fundamentals" that "The point of metaphysics is to alter a radical psychological change in the individual". That is correct. This is the point, and that is to accept who we already are innately, else we wouldn't have dysfunctional conditioning against what we WANT to involve in, which once again only proves why I say the seeds are fixed and all these functions we play out are determined before we're born by God because that's just how manifesting works. Processes within processes.

For SOME people, little to no physical change is necessary on the outer, but for many, the inner change will lead them to WANTING to make outer level changes. The way NG presented this without pointing to examples of people who put blood sweat and tears into accomplishing what they desire, for example being the best in the world at something competitively speaking, it's because he failed to explore those examples clearly that we all have this flawed misconception and once again this is what I run into over and over and over in calls. People who want something but really don't, they want that to bypass the necessary desire underlying that which is what's really innate. Some of them are connected closer to inner truth but many need to have it woken up and that process in itself can be challenging because they'll hesitate to accept seeing themselves that way. I've even got my own limits in other ways around this work I do here, I know what that feels like, that want to but can't accept freely thing. That's what NG imaginal scenes seeks to accomplish, to normalize being that person without contrast, to "alter a radical psychological change in the individual" as he said. This is why I can't stand the way it's taught, this constant thinking, or feeling relaxed for the sake of it, passivity all over the place. There's no fire. Fire is necessary to alter radical change, most of the time. It's the "waking up" of innate capacity and that often comes with a blast of fire. The gazing will do this to you eventually when you feel it deeper. That's why you cannot deny this obvious fact. We're all moved to unfold something innate within us and typically the thing that will burn through the "what ifs" is BLAZING PASSION FOR EXPERIENCE. That is FIRE from the heart, an activated shen, and kidney yang, and liver qi, and lung qi, and spleen qi. They're ALL YANG substances. Yin is never really necessary for this UNLESS the yang is already in a pathogenic state of floating out of where it should be or is in excess. Without a solid grounding substance then the yang becomes excessive and pathogenic and that's where someone would need to ground and relax more and whatnot, which some need to do, but not a lot. Typically it's that the fire needs waking up, and they feel that when things get bad, but not at any other time. Until that fire wakes up to drive transformation as the seeds unfold and move qi through the meridians in the necessary thematic sequence then you'll never really operate as yourself, because that IS what that means. You've got the field geometry clean.

I've just gone over some more examples of this in my past where I did things that weren't this level of work. I can say with confidence that in most cases it came from shen activation, heart qi moving. This is in my opinion the thing that leads people who aren't under immense pressure to transform from dips and such to naturally end up transforming. I do believe that the shen when grounded and nourished with yang qi will willingly partake in what they want, like children do.

This is an interesting insight. I've said this before but it's so clear to me here saying this. The thing that underlies results that are satisfying is not the person who wants to make magic happen, because that's just looking to bypass real visceral transformation and expansion, but that the person who expands willingly then makes the seeming magic work. It's backwards, those who attempt to make magic happen don't get it because manifesting and the willingness to WANT to expand and BECOME the person you envision yourself to be in the end is what actually drives magic, because the current can freely flow through you. The people who want it to happen where their SP contacts them out of thin air (I've had this happen a few times myself but it only happened because of this obvious principle of seeing yourself as greater than you are now) have it happen due to them willingly exposing themselves to what they know is necessary, which ONCE AGAIN IS THE DAMN CURRENT TELLING YOU TO STOP COMPROMISING. It's God communicating to you through the subconscious sense, intuitive impulse, which is the current lighting up meridian systems that lead to psychological phenomena that the mind swims in and must be moved by or compromise. You're either compromising or you're expanding into being who you desire to be, growing, being greater than you were the day before, more of yourself, not just greater to OTHERS but to YOU. When I use to do parkour and acrobatic stuff (I was never into it professionally but I enjoyed it) I got effortless things manifesting for me, then I stopped and I ended up with that much worse liver qi stagnation I talk about making me hate everything that wasn't in my box. It's that you're MORE of yourself, more real. I mean like seriously what more can I even say? Manifesting and growth of your sense of self for real are one in the same thing, and the magic happens as a result not as you wanting it to. It's an effect of unfolding innate capacity, because that seed necessitates you to be moved the way it wants and the reason why that causes the magic is because built into that seed is the current which has been intelligently designed by God to unfold through you and everybody ELSE AROUND YOU to respond the way you'd need to fulfil your role. This is how it works. you don't really willingly control anyone but yourself, and that's how they respond because since you're satisfied then they'll respond.

I studied and looked at past experiences where I was inspired by something (inspiration is meridian activation around the heart and maybe the kidney and or liver since liver needs smooth flowing qi and kidney yang needs to lick the heart to feel grounded drive without being moved pathogenically by maniac desires of pure heart fire) and so as a result I pretty much saw that every "automatic" change I made, even if it was just temporary, came off the back of me seeing myself as worth more, more valuable and capable of more than I am now. This is how healings happen. Healings happen through willingly seeing your innate capacity and accepting that vision of yourself. This is what the REAL meaning of "imagination creates reality" means. Innate capacity represented through the imaginal senses and meridian systems IMPLY and REPRESENT your "end" state of arrangements of the currents driving you and everyone surrounding that to mediate that expansion and growth into a more functional form of yourself. That innate nature accepted is what drives all this stuff and why LOA cannot work in a vacuum as it's taught since expansion of self is not the goal but to get things. Getting things is the effect of self transformation into someone who has the thing. You cannot separate what causes the magic from expansion. They're the same thing. They're effectively 1-1 matches. If an inner direction (driven by current lightning up the corresponding meridians which compose the thematics that you'll think about and thus desire) has a focused direction of fixation and implied involvement in WHATEVER MEANS IS AVAILABLE (because this is personally specific to every example and there are no solid rules on this) then you WILL manifest that thing, but the very essence of grounded desire coming through you is really what leads to that, unfolds into that.

Without that innate seed then good luck making things work, but that's the point, you'll not WANT to involve in those things that aren't illuminating. That's also the point, you won't WANT to involve in experiences that aren't correct if they don't light you up, literally, but if that illuminating current is conditioned by expectations to conform to boxes established by others then that will be something you'll need to "remind" yourself of since it won't be "burning" to get your attention all the time like it does with me. It's not like it's burning in terms of "intensity" but in terms of acceptance and free flowing paths in my meridians then I can say that the "normalized" experience of this "burning" desire to expand is very much there. It's burning but in a way that's grounded and available and I have clear movements instead of just sitting with this powerful desire with no means of expression. Without this implied involvement of me having this work available to express this current through that's got eyes on it that's satisfying what I'm mediated to play out then this burning desire would just sit and cause stagnations instead of flow freely. Implied involvement is a necessary aspect that we will WANT to be moved to partake in and those who aren't spontaneously moved don't get places because the current gets stuck and then makes the shen float and be agitated.

Now it all makes even more sense, at least with the language. Spontaneous intuitive impulse is effectively this current lighting up certain meridians in order to have an implied expression to feed into a state streak of unfolding through those meridians and thus effectively BEING the key for the lock to express that innate vital current in a tangible way that's satisfying and reflective of the innate capacity. Is this not functionally what illumination is? Illumination is the revealing of the alchemical components and their overlap in a functional way. That's a pretty wholistic way of viewing it. The nature of drive itself and the different components that come together to manifest that psychological function in us, through the field geometry which we are in essence.

I got another $10 donation as I wrote this out too, interestingly enough. I'm riding out to see how long that video I put up seems to want to grow and it's reaching new peaks without me even trying. I'll probably just keep talking about that since it's well received. Instead of trying to always make different vids to give people new bits they need to understand you tell them what they want, then they'll keep coming back, and they'll click more and more. Since I've already put out all the new info and explained now a clear explanation of "energy circuit phenomena" or how I'd prefer to call it "meridian system functions", then what more can I really say at a basic level to define how LOA works.

I just can't stand all the fools that preach "meditations" to manifest and change states. There's no transformation there, outside of some small overlap of unconscious and conscious experience, and that's assuming you're not trying to artificially hype yourself up which is disastrously bad for your sense of self. Hyping yourself up needlessly is what most people think NG is talking about to feel the feeling, and while yes it's an activating yang process, that's got mountains of unconscious conditioning underlying it, like the 3rd ring level of living. The 3rd ringers as one guy in my immortality group calls them, these people live in the trash that keeps them stuck because it's them making the most of their unsatisfying circumstances and basically gaslighting themselves into accepting that everything they're doing is perfect and that they don't need to "lift a finger to make it happen" as NG says. What a dumb quote to use. Did he not realize that this would've been taken way out of context decades later? Heck even I got tricked by that for years until I figured this out, and I was an ignorant fool back then in many ways too. At least I moved on from my ignorance of those things though. The only reason why is because I always looked towards expansion, being greater, which is why I can't help but continue to push the limits since I'm so well established here now. You shouldn't do anything to just simulate yourself to feel high needlessly unless there's something satisfying to follow through with on the level of implied involvement. If you just stimulate activating current and then put the lid on how that unfolds then you're going to be burned. We're ignorantly told that this is ALL inner, as in if you artificially simulate yourself into feeling good without follow through in meaningful ways that you KNOW you WANT to involve in but still gaslight yourself into thinking is just placing conditions on the desire to get it and that all you need to do is sit with positive feelings, then you'll learn very quickly that this is the exact opposite of what RS teaches.

RS teaches that any activation in current should have a tangible level expression, or if it's inner level work then a pressure release in a meaningful way, such as facing pressure in the example I went over last night. You do not want to stimulate current only to sit with it and let it fester as pathogenic heat. That is the cause of frustration, stagnation quite literally, and more of the inevitable dip cycles to release said pressure that you didn't mediate in meaningful ways. Those who NEEDED that stimulation because that's what the circuits needed in that place (some do) then you'll look at those stories and say "look they didn't have to act and it worked" and I will say to those people to look at all the variables and see what implied pathways were already established and on top of that what led up to the inner level work they did before then and what they were really experiencing as a sort of growing into being more of themselves that the imaginal experience or whatever represented. You see here's the thing also. If someone goes through satisfying implied involvement then you'll very likely fall asleep in a satisfied state of spending energy correctly as I've said endlessly, but of course if someone tries to artificially stimulate that sense of satisfaction then it's almost certainly going to cause stagnations and lacking feelings in effect. Those who see those people do those nightly SATS stuff need to look at what led up to that, and yes while I've said it's a spontaneous rebirth that leads to deep transformations, I also mean that on the outer level too with implied involvement being what's now accepted and that you're led through because that's the natural unfolding of the innate desire now accepted. That is the state of the wish fulfilled, and implied involvement plays a role not just through autosuggestion but through the levels that people will be moved into your reality through intelligently driven by God as the currents you're in supply for.

I mean what else is there to answer?

The magic isn't all inner work, it's the inner work that's going to lead to you WANTING to involve in outer implied involvement to establish the necessary pathways to mediate the desire EVEN IF IT'S TOTALLY UNRELATED, then that's fine, but we trust intuitive impulse, because that's always correct. That's what HD says too, surprisingly. It seems that RS and living as a generator from HD are very closely aligned, except I've blown what Ra said out of the water as to how you'd experience that. HD is honestly a terrible system practically speaking. Even if it's 100% accurate with the charts and everything, knowing that is mostly irrelevant because the basis of how you live your design is all through these mechanics and such that I've spoken about here. How Ra and those who follow HD haven't figured this out and can't explain it the way I have yet still blows my mind because in a few years of focused work I managed to create a practical system that will be 100x more practical than anything HD has to offer. It's minimalist and on top of that you've got infinite levels of expansion to grow into beyond just the basis, which is being yourself without compromise by following intuitive impulse and cutting through conditioning in the meantime BECAUSE YOU WANT TO EXPAND. Those elements, a desire to WANT to expand because you are lit up by the vision you have for your life, and on top of that you'll naturally feel intuitive impulse in response spontaneously show up and when we accept and live in the state of the wish fulfilled we are moved to unfold perfectly how we need to move to manifest through implied involvement the magic circumstances that are unconsciously working through us in what we think are conscious willing actions and decisions but are really all just God.

I also want to write on this idea. When you hear these coaches and some client stories say that the thing that helped them was getting "clear" on what they desire is nothing special. It's simply them fixating on the current and instead of "trying" to manifest denying the flow where the current drives them they began to trust the current, AKA intuitive impulse and implied involvement and the necessity of expanding sense of self to overlap what they wanted. The clarity on the thing came as a result of them seeing themselves as worth the thing, which is once again allowing the current to drive you, it's all the same process functionally but applied at different stages of that unfolding process.

Genius stuff. Knowing what you want is tapping into the "feeling" because it's the "acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled". Get it? Wonderful analysis on NG quotes. How else do you explain it?

22/10/25

Man the clock ticks.

So here's another phenomena I've explored lately. Totally unrelated experiences you feel desire to involve in (for example going to buy something at a certain place that you want) suddenly opening up this sense of free availability to have something else you want. I reminded myself of this thing I was going to get that I planned last night and it immediately opened up some other thought that felt totally natural and like "freeing" in a certain way. This is all just pathway phenomena, meridian system phenomena. It makes me wonder though, considering I've been really working with surrounding aspects of the primary desire to open availability for it, that many people in the world who involve themselves in things that thematically lead pathways to open that up for them, like being the key in this experience, that they'll randomly manifest an SP or something. This phenomena is very very real and a lot of people will experience this to some degree with different things in their lives, like when they "open up" and be spontaneously moved to play out things that bring them joy and satisfaction which they locked off from before, and how that can manifest things that they'd have struggled with before without even thinking about it. This only really validates why I say that all we do is lead pathways and become the key through experiencing those necessary themes which open availability.

There's not really any other way of looking at it. I mean if you live the life you want in all surrounding ways then you win. It's just that people don't feel like they CAN be that person, and so when you just involve yourself and see that it's not such a big deal looking back then you'll realize that this feeling of open free availability will cascade into other areas. It's not like you'll magically find yourself transforming everything but I'm saying that you'll be more aware of what you CAN be involved in and feel that resonance in that direction without having to try and dig for that feeling. The feeling will wash over you in response to making decisions that seem to be unrelated but will bring nourishment to an aspect that you've been lacking on. The experience of implied involvement in the way that registers it is actually working the same mechanism as imaginal acts do, because you're growing into accepting more of yourself and that can have a cascade into other areas of life too, because it all overlaps TO SOME EXTENT.

So overall, accepting having the thing now, meaning seeing that you CAN have it that you don't have to wait that you don't need to appease anyone or anything, that acceptance that it's here now, that contrasts the hesitation of someone who holds conditioning. The more spontaneous you are the less you'll be functionally accepting conditioning in your reality to determine who you can be, which is transforming in itself and is living in the end, because it's the same functional process, provided that this decision you made spontaneously represents your growth into being more of yourself of course. There's nothing special about imaginal acts using the imaginal senses, because imagination isn't your imaginal senses. You're just accepting what's innate. That's all. When I manifested the overnight SP that time it was because I worked that exact mechanism. I remember telling myself about all my conditions that I'm way past this and I imagined them being here right now instead of needing other things to happen first. It was not the imaginal act, it was the opening of the lock with me finally being the key.

"Now, how will I know that I have changed the feeling of “I”? By beginning first with an uncritical observation of my reactions to life and then noticing my reactions when I think I am identified with my choice. If I assume that I am the man that I want to be, let me observe my reactions. If they are as they were, I have not identified myself with my choice, for my reactions are automatic and so if I am changed I would automatically change my reactions to life. So the changing of the feeling of “I” results in a change of reaction, which change of reaction is a change of environment and behavior. But let me warn you now. A little alteration of mood is not a transformation; it’s not a real change of consciousness. Because as I change my mood for the moment it can quickly and rapidly be I would say, replaced by another mood in the reverse direction. When I say that I was changed, as that gentleman changed his mood, his basic mood, his state of consciousness, it means that having assumed that I am what the moment denied, what my reason denied, that I remain in that state long enough to make that state stable. So that all of my energies are flowing from that state. I am no longer thinking of that state. I am thinking from that state. So that wherever a state grows so stable as to definitely expel all of its rivals, then that central, habitual state of consciousness from which I think defines my character and is really a true transformation or change of consciousness. Whenever I reach that state of stability, watch my world mold itself then in harmony with this inner change. And men will come into my world, people will come to aid and they will think they are initiating the urge to help. They are playing only their part. They must do what they do because I have done what I did. Having moved from one state into the other. I have altered my relationship relative to the world round about, and that changed relationship compels a change in behavior relative to my world. So they have to act differently toward me." - Changing the feeling of I - unknown date

Did you hear that? This is a big one. He mentioned lots of stuff in there but what really stood out to me was this: "So that all of my energies are flowing from that state.". Energies. Interesting that he used this term. That's another way of saying feeling. He's said many times in other lectures that a change in behavior and "motor response" is reflecting the inner change and here he reiterates that again, thankfully. This should be said more times than this though because people look for signs and how they feel internally instead of how they externally respond. Motor response, is visceral physical response.

"And now, how do we go about changing the “I”. First of all, we must discover the “I” and we do this by an uncritical observation of self. This will reveal a self that will shock you. You will be altogether, I wouldn’t say afraid, but ashamed to admit you’ve ever known such a lowly creature. And had it been God Himself who drew near in this despicable form, you would have denied him a thousand times before a single cock would crow. You couldn’t believe that this is the self that you’ve carried around and protected and excused and justified. Then you start changing this self after, by an uncritical observation, you make the discovery of that self. For the acceptance of self is the essence of the moral problem of the world. It is the epitome of a true outlook on life, for it is the sole cause of everything you observe.

Your description of the world is a confession of the self that you do not know. You describe another, you describe society, you describe anything, and your description of the thing you observe reveals to one who knows this law the being you really are. So you must first accept that self. When that self is accepted, then you can start to change. It’s so much easier to take the virtues of the Gospel and apply them as the word of life, to love the enemy, to bless those who curse us, and to feed the hungry. But when man discovers the being to be fed, the being to be clothed, the being to be sheltered, the greatest enemy of all is that self, then he is ashamed, completely ashamed that that is the being, for it was easier to share with another something that I possess, to take an extra coat and give it to another, but when I know the truth it’s not that. I start with the self, having discovered, and start with change of that self."

Here NG tells us clearly that we need to be clear with where we are and observe who we are being. Remember all the fools that tell you that looking at who you are isn't following what NG said? Well look here. They don't read, but obviously NG never wrote about this clearly and in enough details to make it obvious. He did mention a very similar thing in another lecture called "fundamentals" I believe relating to this "uncritical observation" of who you are now. He's telling you to look at all the trash you're holding onto really. That's functional because it draws contrast, as I've endlessly said. I still wish nevillegoddardbooks.com was up so I could've finished my database of NG lectures to search for terms because I know that he referenced these terms multiple times. Having reference to the multiple instances of this to put it together would go a long way in convincing the NG buffs that this isn't what they claim it is.

"So in changing the “I”, you start with desire, which we will unfold and elaborate on tomorrow night. For it starts with desire. Desire is the spring of action, for you must want to be other than what you are. We fail because we do not fall in love enough with an idea. We aren’t, I would say, moved enough to want to be other than what we are. If I could get you to be completely in love with some state to the point where it haunted the mind, I could almost prophesy that you would in the not distant future externalize that state within your world. And the reason we fail we aren’t hungry enough to change. For either we do not know the law or we haven’t the urge or the hunger to really bring about the change."

That's powerful stuff. Right there is basically what I've been saying. That's not the words of an idiot. I've literally been talking about obsession with an aim and the WANT to break the boxes of conditioning. Here he says it plainly. "You must WANT to be other than what you are now." Is this not almost exactly what I've been saying? Changing yourself starts with the desire which is the seed within unfolding through you to transform who you are into someone you truly desire to be. He even said that if you're haunted by it then you'll almost guarantee manifestation. This is true 100% of the time. Those who put their free and willing unconditioned vitality into a direction they envision for themselves then they WILL manifest that, but obviously what gets in the way is unconscious conditioning that says we can't be a certain way and prevents natural striving from leading you into opportunities via implied involvement. He basically told us in the end here is that we don't desire enough to change. HE TOLD US THAT DESIRE IS A GOOD THING WHICH IS WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING DESPITE WHAT EVERYONE ELSE TELLS US. EVERYONE ELSE IS WRONG. IRREFUTABLY. "Embody the state" is such an ignorant moron buying into this "imaginal acts satisfy desire" and keeps you passive and docile against action you KNOW and FEEL drive for to snuff out that blazing fire to transform. THIS IS WHAT NG IS TELLING US AND IT'S IRREFUTABLE PROOF THAT RS IS CORRECT. This guy who teaches imaginal acts to stay docile is seriously ignorant of what NG actually taught and has probably never actually involved himself in significant transformation himself, else he'd know this because he'd have lived it and known how that feels. That burning drive to expand and be greater is what I live off. NG tells us to be haunted by the desire, to be effectively driven by that desire, and in order to be driven we drop conditioning and allow it to come through us. IT'S ALL THERE.

He also said "To realize your desire, an action must start in your imagination, apart from the evidence of the senses, involving movement of self and implying fulfillment of your desire. Whenever it is the action which the outer self takes to appease desire, that desire will be realized." - no source.

Here is implied involvement, because he said clearly that outer action of the self will appease the desire, AKA mediate pressure to accept natural striving. Very clear. He simply said the action will start in your imagination, which yeah, obviously you'll imagine the act before doing it typically, but then that's followed through with physical action of the outer self. This is not "the bridge of incidents" as in an automatic thing that happens TO you, but what you're willingly involved in to appease desire as he says, which is naturally how we mediate current and build cascading pathways of resonance towards being the person we desire to be through that act in state streak.

"For the changing of the feeling of “I” results in the change of reaction, which change of reaction results in a change of world. If you like your world and you are complacent about it, you haven’t started on the road of the mysteries, for the very first beatitude appeals to one who is not complacent. “Blessed are the poor in spirit”. You must be poor in spirit, not complacent, not satisfied. The man who thinks that by reason of birth, the religion that he inherited at birth, is good enough for me, that he is not dissatisfied, he is not, I would say moved that being is complacent and therefore he is not poor in spirit; he is very rich in spirit. Theirs is not the kingdom of God. For if I could stir you, make you dissatisfied with self, then you will recognize that self and set about to change it. For the only field of activity for man is within himself and on himself. You do not work on the other. The day you change self, that day you change your world."

Boy oh boy here he is. Here's the NG that spoke the brutal bitter truth that nobody else was willing to say. He's calling those who fail complacent and that complacency is the reason why you're still not satisfied. He's literally saying that if he was able to stir a change in you to make you feel uncomfortable then he says there's work to be done. Bravo NG. "You do not work on the other". This is what 99% of people in the LOA NG space are doing. They're expecting the other to change while they stay complacent. Right there is irrefutable proof that they're all wrong IN HIS OWN WORDS. This is all from the lecture "Changing the feeling of I". He's telling us more or less that if you're not feeling the hunger to change then change cannot happen in the world. Guess what hunger is? Yang, activating current, TEST. Activating current is necessary to WANT to change. Now nobody can say otherwise. I have the perfect quotes to reference in my next video.

You manifest what you obsess over, guaranteed, because that obsession drives transformation to meet a vision you have for your life. Everything I do here is driven by that same current. Without that then I have nothing. The highest achievers have more activating current to drive them to WANT to change, to realize their vision. NG confirmed this right here. The hunger for change is innate and cannot be suppressed. This stuffing down of your innate capacity is the reason for your psychological dysfunction. That's the conditioning. That's why you're not where you want to be, you don't desire what you want enough to change for real. Until you see that you CAN have what you want for real and that it's available NOW and that you'll do ANYTHING to cut through the trash in the way then you'll be stuck in the box and never manifest that thing for real.

23/10/25

I've developed a super advanced way of applying pathway work in a more impactful way using already defined states within other states that have untapped cascades we can anchor into and connect to the now. This is part of how we can apply Jing recollection too.

Got multiple high paying clients since the last video show up too. Things moving forward. Growth is expanding faster than before of the channel. The more "scammy" things seem on the front end the better. I will talk about my advanced model of pathway work tomorrow. I've written notes in private logs but not here yet.

24/10/25

I've actually found so many deeper levels of my own conditioning using this method. Holy cow it's insane I have brought up levels I forgot about mostly using this. I've actually reached a new level of personal expansion where there's a lot of new compromise patterns revealed that need to be integrated. I feel so much more now. There's even more expectations that are "stuck in time" which this new pathway method revealed. So much of what causes us suffering is because of other people harming us, and we adopt the compromise to stay in that expectation since we at the time didn't have the power to stay true to our innate nature. This is why what I've really discovered in many cases is simply a lack of fire to WANT to say "that person harmed me screw you" and forgive YOURSELF for compromising so hard. Once again, this is what I did to manifest overnight SP that time. I've done it for other things too, where I actually feel what I know I need to instead of willingly seeing myself as small and then justifying whatever decision I make as correct when it's still playing half in half out and appeasing the conditioning. A lack of fire, that righteous nature of "I'm better than this" makes people stay stuck in the box. Accepting that other people hurt you matters. This isn't holding grudges, it's allowing yourself to feel that innate nature, the part of you that got locked in time and forgotten, it's feeling this WITHOUT COMPROMISE. That's where this leads to.

What I more importantly learned is that these also lead us into unconsciously coping in silent ways that lead us to activating certain meridians which lead to the discharge of that innate true feeling of self, meaning that by doing what most people in LOA say to do keeps you in that pseudo satisfaction limbo and you'll never move forward because you'll never accept the innate nature, and those seeds. The "acceptance" that the wish has been fulfilled as NG says has everything to do with this. The wish is an experience which implies something about your innate nature, and imaginal acts move current, and this is how we alter our thematic composition into transforming the overlays in the way of allowing that innate nature to come through you automatically. It's just that the way NG explained this is unbelievably bad, in 99% of cases. I don't care if he said it a handful of times, I don't care at all, he failed to explain LOA. He was correct in many cases, but he failed to explain it coherently. This is the issue, interpretation and implication.

Now I actually understand why I feel a certain way about some things in my life, more than I ever have. This advanced pathway method opened up aspects that were buried, and they're almost all from many years ago which have a dysfunctional cascade that's being led from now.

I just want to say, this idea that you can take people who are seriously troubled who in fact harmed you in the past, and change them by not seeing them as harming you, is irrefutably and objectively on every level backwards from how this actually works. Nothing about that is correct. Nothing at all it's all backwards. The moment you actually make those necessary decisions that you've been compromising on that might not feel "positive" are the ones that move your whole life forward and manifest more abundance in a FUNCTIONAL way that's coming from innate self. Manifesting the same cycles over and over and over isn't how this works, because you're manifesting those out of the same compromise patterns that appease the conditioning. The nature of reality isn't all positive and stuff and I can't stand one bit when I hear these metaphysically illiterate fools preaching it's all about "unconditional love" and totally ignore the fact that the world we live in is run by the most disgusting parasites imaginable, for a reason. This is really what allowed me to see things as they are and opened up my own expansion more directly. My study into history and such, revealed that the nature of manifesting isn't even close to what's taught. Everyone that goes spouting love and light are the darkest of them all and are hiding from themselves more than you can imagine.

Real healing comes from accepting your innate nature, and that's the acceptance of the wish, the innate aspect of your psyche. It's got nothing to do with imaginal senses and sensory details, those things represent things to us about us that reveal who we are, to ourselves and the world. Anyone who teaches it's all about getting things is full of ignorant trash and needs to get schooled 100X over with merciless fury and embarrassed so hard they'll never recover in their career.

What I know is that you'll manifest opportunities to get what you want all the time, and you'll be either making decisions to stay small and avoid what you want to stay in the expectations or you continue to conform to expectations based on what's being moved into your reality. It's how you respond that reveals the inner state.

If I was being totally real with you here, and most people do NOT like to hear this, but almost everything in reality is attacking you on some level to keep you in their expectations and to avoid actually being real as yourself. It's almost like it's designed that way, and the people who deny this are the most ignorant and messed up of all. Why? Because they've molded themselves to conform to seeing nothing wrong and accepted the gaslighting. I've already proven beyond any reasonable doubt that virtually every aspect of our modern world is designed to provide opportunity to more easily now than ever willingly partake in the realities of others, in the name of progress. Like, if the collective dysfunctions are clear and obvious, and we swim in this, and we reject that dysfunction because it is what it is, are we the ones who are in error for feeling like we don't fit in? It's just so obvious to me really, that the conditioning goes to a level that's totally unexplainable with words. The people in this world that get the most approval are from what I've seen when it comes to accepting these collective conditioning processes, really warped. You see it all the time, you don't have to have a solid psyche built in truth to manifest big stuff. You just have to have a direction you're moving in that's fixed on fulfilling some inner striving, and often, what that is, is that we manifest the greatness OTHERS expect of us while throwing ourselves under the bus. Many prodigies in history I've studied were abused like mad and had to perform to stay safe. Is that innate talent or someone extending so far from their innate nature that they become someone totally different? Another interesting perspective is that the conditioning that causes us to become like this is there for that very purpose, but in that case reality would just be totally chaotic. Making sense of this isn't something that anyone really wants to attempt because it's so dark and messy.

What I DO know is that there are always people in this world who will be drawn to whatever we have within us in an attempt to basically "pull it through you" and illuminate that through the cycles you play out. Do you accept compromising and staying safe or rejecting dysfunction even if that means losing approval of some group of people? Who do you live for, and who do you identify as? The fact that we feel the way we do and that we have these cycles proves that we have a fixed nature that's seeking expression through us, but we don't allow it, so revealing innate nature and living into that is functionally the entire purpose of your existence, to expand God. Most people attract scenarios into their life that keep them in boxes, and they will get what they want, in some ways, but then other aspects of that, be it money, or seeming high value relationships, or whatever, that's all just teasing the innate nature to come out and show itself but it never does to keep these things that the world values the most. There's always SOME form of compromise in those places, even if it's not obvious. Then you've got the ones who live totally distant from the collective level, like me, and fitting into any box is despised in itself, and thus your implied involvement becomes limited and so you attract specific people who can mediate your experience but outside that collective level approval.

Boy oh boy. I just saw a video from Rose, whom I've mentioned before in an earlier page entry for being insanely illiterate on manifesting mechanics and is a one trick pony. This idea that "knowing" is the secret, while technically correct, is marketed as some magical thing you experience that's separate from thinking and feeling. I've defined VERY CLEARLY what the "knowing" AKA targeting sense is, and how that moves current in the meridians, which leads to an "understanding" on an intuitive level of what's targeted as feedback. If you understand what something means about you and you balance the currents by accepting innate nature, no matter how it feels, then you'll do what she's saying but with a more broken down process. The people that claim they're not applying any process are full of trash. Everything is processes in reality, reality itself is a process with processes within that process and sub components of that process within each other cascading out which is WHAT expansion is. None of these people can clearly define any of these things they talk about without referring to them as "just knowing". Yeah, that IS the targeting sense, which is a meridian system phenomena.

All that Rose is telling us to do is accept our innate nature on the spot and sink charge while we target the concept we desire to experience. It's that easy. Yeah it works, but there's no breakdown. Why can't any of them break this down? Leading pathways is moving current and moving current is accepting self since it unfolds through you, those innate seeds are already there so all we do is accept, which is what NG said. That's "letting go" but of course everyone has their own ideas on what that means. Effectively what all this means is that we are pretty much just targeting the currents and sinking charge, agitation of the shen. Stable shen. Yeah this works, I've spoken to many people who can tell me this same thing that magic seems to happen when they sink charge but we're dynamic beings with more than just a yin nature. Activation manifested for me, sinking charge never manifested me any SP. Anyone who achieves anything great, will involve themselves in that life. Is that a limiting belief? Do we have to "work" for success? Depends what you define as success. I do know SOME top tier athletes actually from some sports that don't train much away from games and they spend most of their time partying or whatever but these types are typically prodigies.

You can sum this method up as simply as this. "target and sink charge". This is what they call "being" it. I've tested this many times in the past and it does work, but seemingly not for all instances, especially if you mix it with "methods" such as thinking or whatever. It's literally carrying a "target" with you. Like doing dynamic gazing while targeting the thing and sinking charge surrounding that is pretty much how I got the SP to walk past my house that time. They never knocked on my door but they walked past, which was OBVIOUSLY an opportunity. All these people who say things magically manifest still miss these points, the opportunities are typically how these things show up. Is that just a belief? Well I can't say that I believe that I don't manifest opportunities but given all the mechanics we've identified it would be clear that opportunities would show up as a means of drawing contrast and thus determining our reaction from that which reveals who we are. That's why I see it as built in, but when you're in the state you'll make the right decisions when opportunities arise. I still remember many instances of opportunities I had that manifested EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED, and yet I didn't take them all the way, because of conditioning of course.

I believe that technically it is possible to avoid "common sense" level implied involvement, though you'll truly need to understand yourself and the conditioning to know the contrast that's pulling you away from acceptance of being that and having that now. I know that for years I thought I couldn't have what I wanted because I never had permission, and that messed me up so bad, because I was ALWAYS feeling like I was watched and seen even when nobody was there and that I had to always look over my shoulder and I was constantly anxious. Nothing helped it, including sinking charge. I KNOW that this idea isn't a one size fits all method like they think, but that's partly because they never explained it to me properly and if I knew what I know now back then I'd likely have made WAY more progress EVEN WITHOUT implied involvement coming into play. I HAVE manifested things coming to me without lifting a finger but as I've said they seemed to happen that way because I went all the way to the degree I could've at that point. It's dynamic. How do you explain that though? It's just an analysis, but the analysis keeps us stuck often. Seeing through what the analysis is trying to get you to see is really where the magic is at, meaning I CAN be who I want to be RIGHT NOW, and that you'll find yourself trusting intuitive impulse 10x more where the actions you make will come from that availability instead of "I need to do this" more or less. People who effortlessly act have this attitude, though when conditioning is present, which it almost always is, then getting to that point will take leading the pathways and mediating currents in a way that opens up that naturalness, which was always there really, but it's now accepted and been led through a state streak which proves that you CAN be yourself. That's where the REAL deep transformation comes from, AND making those decisions under moments of what seems to be high pressure, though if you're in a higher state of function then you won't feel the pressure the same as old you would've even making the same decisions. That indicates you've changed states and become more functional as self, as accepting self, and no matter how that looks you've been satisfied in that innate truth.

As I've said before, think about what it feels like to have something you're satisfied with that's already available to you. Now "tune" that radio and tap into what it's like to have the other thing you want. Can be a very slight shift but it's the difference. We can EASILY enter that state, or what seems like it, but as soon as you're in that pathway and you run up against a contrast barrier you're going to hit walls and of course that will mean "I can't be/have" and you'll get warped by it and be thrown way out of that natural feeling. The target can be there still, but it's fuzzy in the signal. You're like in and out rapidly trying to compete with the contrast, though in those places the way you get the contrast to vanish is more or less simply to recognize that the fulfilment of that condition is available right now. "I don't have to be this way" "I don't have to conform to this expectation" "I don't have to wait" "I don't have to compromise". Whatever it is that leads you into the functional cascade from innate self then you'll integrate that thematic composition that's targeted into a "baseline" state you can sink it into and operate from.

This is what I discovered by developing my more advanced pathway work a few nights ago when I just couldn't sleep and had all these ideas I needed to log down. It's almost always at night I make breakthroughs.

The "dare to assume it" REALLY means "negate conditions that keep you bound in dysfunctional pathways". How do you do that? In contrast under that pressure you experience the fulfilment of that condition and accept innate nature and "rebel" against the condition and show it that you don't care anymore, even if to you that might mean harming someone else's expectation. That really is in fact how you change someone, you be the supply by which they can manipulate. They then reflect inwardly and change, if that's ripe.

Knowing how to contrast conditioning properly is the actual secret.

It's almost as though people have different innate condition sequences they work best with. Some are more yin and others are more yang, and mixed between that too.

Advanced pathway work seems to reveal that we manifest our reality according to our conditions, AS OPPORTUNITIES TO TRANSFORM, most often at least. Every time you have a reaction that's not comfort to something, recognize what this means about you and fulfil that condition by framing what that meaning represents to be null and void as you give yourself the experience which nourishes the innate self. What if, what if, when it comes to all of that distrust from making compromise decisions, there's a degree of "acceptance" you can have over those conditions that bind you to not meeting your own expectations and allow yourself to be ok with that instead of that being a thing that keeps you locked out of having X thing. I've experienced this more times than I can count. ACTUALLY SOLVING the condition DOES MATTER, but I mean more or less seeing it in the moment where that would warp how confident you are around certain people because you unconsciously trigger that lack relating to those conditions that are of things you've compromised on that they'll then see you as less for for compromising on, what THAT could be negated too. It's as I said in my last video, can we look at the conditions which would mean about us that we're not worth this thing or this person or whatever and see those things as already sorted out in that place. What would this do if we were reliably able to negate that condition, even if it's relevant and will come up, but to negate that in opportunities to "test" ourselves when it comes to our pure confidence that can be cultivated in those moments. What goes into someone's sense of self are TONS of variables, and so understanding how that cascade is built allows you to negate the trash instead of how it unconsciously will ruin your life.

Why is this perspective functionally beneficial? We don't ignore, we accept what is and that things CAN go the way we envision. Integrating that will lead you to react differently and have confidence where you'd otherwise not. Mediating pressures, feeling whatever currents show up, and through understanding what that means about you. you can accept those currents and make decisions which are innate instead of how the conditions would make you respond. Really, this is once again another level of what I consider "growing into the state". It's just that people will imagine what they want being here and now but that's not what needs to be transformed since that's just more cope and projection overlaying the necessary conditioning that's being avoided. It's so difficult to know what someone has as core conditions based on what they tell you at first. Typically what I would do is ask for the nature of the feelings that are lacking, and then decode from there the elemental nature to pinpoint what to work with and then lead pathways using that element to illuminate actually necessary conditioning.

26/10/25

Wow I just found something that blows Rose out of the water. She couldn't explain "how" when asked. She has no idea. The response is "just assume it" JUST LIKE AN IGNORANT FOOL! The "how" is simple. Allow the master to explain.

The feeling of the wish fulfilled, the assumption or "acceptance" that the wish/desire is done/fulfilled is to experience innate truth without conditioning, because this acceptance is an energy circuit phenomena and is ALREADY THERE but by leading pathways to "unlock" that state then you can experience it clearly. This means simply, asking yourself what something means about you. If when I think about what I want and I feel fear, then it means I don't feel safe to have this thing. I've by the way spent years before getting this idea living like this where imagining what I want directly related to my life getting much much worse. The solution is to see the fear that overlays what you want as irrelevant. How do you do that? You see the people/person who harmed you and caused you to feel fear as evil. This DIRECTLY gives you back your power that you gave away from that place. You felt in that place that you're being violated in some way by some one or some thing and to stay safe and survive you shut down that response. So to do pathway revision you restore connection to that innate nature that WANTS to express this way that got "frozen in time" more or less and this is illuminating that part of your psyche you've allowed to stay buried and compromised for this whole time. This feeling, this current, is the acceptance of the wish fulfilled. This is how I manifested the SP overnight. I gave myself back my power by seeing those who conditioned me as evil and I accepted that I don't need to be this way anymore. THE EMOTIONAL FURY I FELT DIDN'T MATTER WHAT MATTERED IS THAT I WAS REAL WITH MYSELF ABOUT HOW I REALLY FELT TO MOVE THE STUCK CURRENT. This moving current opens up "the feeling" as an intuitive knowing of availability through both somatic and emotional levels in response to those meridians now being nourished by starlight. In this sense, accepting the wish means deconditioning the wish, and to decondition you allow yourself to decondition it by "unfreezing" yourself in time and seeing the people who hurt you for what they are without filters. This manifests. How do I know? Because I did it multiple times for many different things and I've had client stories which mirror this 100%. If you're not heavily traumatized and have deep conditioning then it's a less intense process, and it's not about the process, it's about simply giving yourself permission to have it based on how you really feel about it, but that will often mean you will feel what was locked down from the past.

As soon as I got real I won. Why do you think I say this. Rose in her infinite ignorance tells us to "just assume". Yeah, great, that made my life 100X worse because I was still denying how I felt under the surface WHICH IS INNATE AND FIXED AND DOESN'T GO AWAY. How do you know this and can prove it? You live the same way doing the same things, not because habit holds the power but because habit is a function of availability and that's driven by field geometry phenomena. Field geometry phenomena is caused by currents getting stuck because innate nature is forced to be suppressed. Therefore to "assume" the wish as they say then we must feel the innate currents that represent that natural striving coming through us, because WE ARE THE CURRENT. If that current is stuck then you don't manifest what's satisfying. Period. When the current moves through you then you're being yourself, and the only reason you can't be yourself now is because there's a conditional overlay where criteria need to be met before you can. or that you just can't at all period. This condition is because you've willingly accepted what that trauma means about you in response and compromised on expressing innate nature this whole time. Accepting innate nature means getting to the core of who you are, meaning to feel what was unfelt, meaning to go back to the point where you branched off into compromise and experience those feelings, not that the feelings have power but because they repressed the current that's innate being moved and when you can then allow yourself to see that you've been violated and openly express what you couldn't before then you unlock that current. This simply means seeing the person/people who abused you in whatever way and broke your expectations and caused your shen to scatter, to see them as abusive, even if that labels them in a "negative" way then that's exactly what needs to happen. This is how I manifested my SP overnight. I imagined experiencing what I was conditioned to avoid experiencing. I could've imagined the EXACT SAME sensory level scene as I did that night any other time but it did nothing all those other times because the current wasn't moved. When I allowed myself to see my conditioning as caused by someone who I hated and allowed myself to see them that way then I felt what was ignored and held in which drove my responses and thus I deconditioned myself because I understood what it meant about me that I could now experience since those conditions no longer mattered. I did imagine having what I wanted IN FRONT OF THEM and SHOWING THEM WHO I WAS AND WHAT I WANTED in a sort of furious rebellion and guess what, it worked. That helped me more than ANYTHING else. Allowing myself to feel how I really felt and to get real with myself. To do what they tell me NOT to do.

These ignorant morons need to get schooled, especially Rose. I can't stand her. I gave her a chance to explain how this works and she failed miserably and obviously exaggerates success stories to sound like she knows what she's going on about. Her methods will work for anyone who's not deeply conditioned and simply needs some slight shits in perspective, meaning to lead pathways into a functional direction with simple nudges, since the compromised feelings aren't powerful and denied about innate nature which opens up then the innate nature, the already innate seed, to unfold in manifestation. This is why BEING YOURSELF manifests everything because all the thoughts and imaginal stimulus and intuitive impulses and such will come THROUGH you since the CURRENT drives you AS YOURSELF. YOU ARE THE CURRENT. Unlocking the current is "feeling" which is energy circuit phenomena, which comes through you, and you "know" what that means intuitively and will innately understand you have what you want without even thinking about it since it's available on that innate current level. That's why this works and nobody on earth can prove this wrong. Nobody can explain it better than me I'm the best ever and I know that. These fools that say your negative thoughts manifest also are wrong too, they don't. Your negative thoughts don't manifest, because you've thought worst case scenarios over and over and they never manifest. Sometimes they might but it's inconsistent. There's ZERO relationship between what your thoughts are and what happens in the world, HOWEVER there is a 100% relationship between what those thoughts MEAN ABOUT YOU AND YOUR INNATE NATURE IN CONTRAST AND HOW YOU CAN EXPRESS THAT and manifestation. The currents manifest. We are the currents, the alchemical elements, the field geometry, which drives thematic supply/demand through implied involvement and all that. It's so clear and RS is the ONLY model on earth to explain this and I created every part of it from scratch.

Nobody in this space can refute any level of RS. It's actually the exact opposite.

I might as well go ahead and say that action that's representing implied involvement in meaningful ways is pretty much necessary in order to get 'flow". You really don't get "flow" unless you're going all the way because flow has within it cycles of satisfaction of pressurization and depressurization through satisfying where the current moves. If what you're doing isn't representing the growth of your innate nature (which is what acceptance of the so called feeling is because you're moving current correctly and mediating pressure) then you'll never really feel satisfied. You'll always feel like you're missing something. I swear. If "BEING" YOU is just accepting yourself, then obviously we can't "sit" in that acceptance for extended periods unless you're doing gazing or something (which is partly why I teach it) but then if you feel it in a moment and it feels right, or so you think, then react and compromise again soon after then you'll lose trust and lack momentum in meaningful ways. Momentum in meaningful ways represents building out external momentum as well, because that autosuggestion leads to a higher sense of availability of the overlaps with the main desire you're manifesting. If you're always also playing out physical acts that represent you conforming to conditioning then breaking those off is also part of implied involvement work. It's all just purification reflected in how you involve yourself in life, what you do and don't accept. Those decisions will reflect an inner sense of self.

I just observed something. I've had this same track looping for like 6 hours today, a music track, from an old PS1 game. You almost "get use to" the sound and it doesn't move the current in you the same way. It's the same with feeling stuff. If you imagine what you want and you feel like it's moving current and then you do it again in a bit you'll find that it won't feel the same. The feeling may be more intense, it may be almost dead and non responsive, then another time of the day it might be stable and calm and then it might be exciting again later on. You notice that our currents are dynamic. The one thing that's sure is that we always "process" and by processing we always move. Now here's the point. If we feel a drive. an intuitive impulse, an activating current that illuminates something in us to move us into a direction. The point of this mechanism is that activation is suppose to be spontaneous, not like a constant "holding" of a sense of activation. That's dysfunctional and nobody can do that. Nobody can "hold" states, and this is why I say that state streaks that are initiated by intuitive impulse lead us into satisfying experiences that actually "impress" what that act represented about us THROUGH the experience. Once again I said this in my video I made dedicated to this idea, that the experience itself is expanding our sense of self and proving to us that we CAN be ourselves. People who tell someone who's at the bottom of the barrel and to just "relax" all the time is INSANELY DUMB. People like Rose. Rose has NO concept of dynamism of the psyche, and so if we operate according to this dynamism and allow ourselves to be spontaneously moved and through that activation we are led through the state streaks where over a period of time that "holding" occurs unconsciously because of WHAT THAT ACT MEANS ABOUT US WE'RE INVOLVED IN. The act itself is the "hold" of the state, because we "unpack/unfold" it through that act. Inner level work in a vacuum, by "holding" states is INSANELY DUMB, Only gazing or something can really work that, which it can apply in many cases, but I will say that if your baseline sense of nourishment with those themes and availability is very lacking consistently with how you respond to that coming up, then inner work in a vacuum is very unlikely to do much for you. How do I know this? Been there done that, and I've seen it more than enough to know the difference.

Most people in this space who claim they're following intuitive impulse and doing what I say on the videos really aren't at all and then saying I'm wrong. What a load of trash. Trusting spontaneous insight is massively important to building momentum, especially outer level momentum through implied involvement. This matters a lot. Denying that level will keep you trying to grasp for availability on an inner level without actually having anything to reference that supports having this thing. Then the morons like Rose tell us to "just assume" and not react, when the reactions happen mostly unconsciously without you wanting them to happen because it's the autosuggestion from your lack of action that's implying and meaning you are nourished in state streak that really sinks in that sense of availability and worth. Without MEANINGFUL experience then you REALLY CAN'T build sense of self, and still there will be fools who claim that people who don't act differently get what they want because they "just assumed it". Yeah, I have experienced crazy magic happening to without lifting a finger, and in fact today I had a story from a client I talk to on the regular who told me that they got contact from people they've not heard from in years without lifting a finger to make it happen either. The contact wasn't really deliberate but it still happened. Another one I talk to has contact from so many people from their past all of a sudden AGAIN after going all out with trusting intuitive impulse and flowing with inner currents and that innate nature.

When we build trust with innate nature through intuitive impulse as the signal that expresses that nature through us then we become that innate nature which already contains all the things we desire that come through us. We never have to think about them, and often when you do think about it then it'll come through you and often that random thought in the middle of flow and acts in state streaks will be what you trace back and say was what manifested. Yeah, it was, but it was a translation of innate current into sensory thought, but what manifested was the precedent on that thought. Your thought is basically a manifestation in itself.

Here's the thing. Whenever you're "actuated", that's when you "feel" things because yang is warming and activating and you feel it. That's the rising expanding sensation of "let's go" and then a lack of warming nourishing current is a sinking feeling, no foundation, lack, fear, all that stuff. So when someone says "I feel the feeling" they're just talking about activation of currents in their circuits, which feels a certain way somatically, emotionally, and that also has a meaning on it, an implication, which is a knowing or the intuitive intention level of the subconscious experience. Knowing what something means is applying subconscious space, to whatever degree it's available to you to work with, and without that then you will not really be able to effectively cut through conditioning because it's that implied experience of self that you experience in the "widened" view which gazing cultivates at baseline. Those who know know. It's not JUST relaxation, it's literally an opening of that innate sense of self to be more felt, but it's not like some magic trick that will suddenly solve your problems and make you cut through conditioning. You'll see it more for what it is, instead of being narrow and buying into it. So whenever people tell us to feel it and be it, they're experiencing an activation typically of the shen, and this feels like they're "right" or that it "clicks" BECAUSE IT'S CURRENT MOVING. Yeah, it's that simple. When something properly "clicks" then it's because you led the pathways correctly in the right sequence to reveal that key in the lock and the gate opened, which I went over above. IF you don't lead the pathways correctly then you get stuck. If you're also observant and willing to write down what shows up you'll be able to map past experiences to present ones and build the structure of your mind out to reveal the innate nature in contrast to the conditioning. Either way my point is that when they tell us that a moment of "feeling" is what manifests as a sort of decision then they're telling us that the shen being "tapped" for lack of a better term, is the secret. That this moment of decision making as accepting yourself is the magic. Don't be fooled, for those who can lead this into a state streak through having that activation as the initiation of the intuitive impulse for actions in implied involvement then yeah you likely will manifest it, but they tell us to "relax" and let it be done, or at least Rose does. Yeah that can work IF that's how the currents want to move but that's not always the case, because we're dynamic.

The trick is to work with the current instead of trying to control it. You will NEVER control the current, because that's God. What we should be doing is moving with it and BECOMING the current. How do you do that? You Bring awareness to innate affinities and if there's current available to manifest this then you may feel the intuitive impulse in that moment reveal an opportunity to make a different decision. This is literally the instant state shift that provides you a moment to make a decision. If you inwardly decide this is who I am and then just sit with that and feel it fizzle out and then anxiety shows up you'll try flip it and get stuck in agitation. You'll never actually trust that this feeling is valid for you, because your experience didn't reflect that in a meaningful way. You only proved to yourself by doing this that you can't be who you want to be, because there's zero outer level momentum to bring that availability of this assumption into the mix and support this direction you're moving in. If that's not there and you never establish it and continue to think that just because you simulated yourself and "tapped" the shen in a brief moment then you go back to sitting on the couch watching useless trash wasting time then good luck actually feeling that way when your action only reflected that you're not who you want to be and you feel that and know it, because the currents aren't being fully unfolded through making a DIFFERENT decision when that moment of stimulus came up to work with.

The inward level needs something to express through that's tactile and meaningful. Technically, I believe that if you experienced state streak inwardly through like lucid dreaming or something that you could technically have a deeper level expectation that you're this person and you'll then likely be led to WANT to act more on that level in implied involvement but nothing really replaces implied involvement because it always goes back to that level in how we overlap other people. There's been some interesting cases where someone had very limited ways of overlapping others but it still happened, but I know that if you go all the way, even in those places, you'll get what you have inwardly in momentum working for you. I've experienced this, but that's ONLY if the situation you're in is supporting that, meaning you can't have any other means of acting accordingly to represent in implied involvement being the person you want to be. No matter what, if you go all the way you get it, since that fulfils the equation and the rest is left up to the mechanics of reality. Thinking that relaxing completely is the secret after you've stimulated yourself is just trash and doesn't work, unless you've got a solid baseline that implied involvement can represent what that inner experience means about you already being available.

If somehow you're able to have your implied involvement be a very basic and available act, because that's what you're driven to play out, then that would work. The mechanism doesn't care about details of the sensory nature, it just wants the current to move in the ways it needs to move since that IS you, God.

27/10/25

The patterns we pick up that are dysfunctional are basically branches of innate self that split off into siding with the expectations of others in our lives. Your dysfunctions are because of someone else's abuse. Owning that moves you forward. You know what NG said to a woman who wanted to manifest back an ex who was abusive? "You've got to be a stupid idiot". That's what he said, I've quoted that at least twice over the notebook from the lecture I found it in. I don't know if it's in the important quotes but it's somewhere here. This is another seeming contradiction, calling her a "stupid idiot". I mean that doesn't sound like the person we all think of NG as based on what's taught. The real reason why is because underlying his doctrine was SOME degree of psychological truth and acceptance of innate nature. He failed miserably to explore that in any common sense terms that's not up for wider interpretation of course but it's just how he presented. My point is that our dysfunctions aren't because of us, and we shouldn't gaslight ourselves. Yeah, we need the courage to face the trash and cut through the conditioning no matter how much pressure we feel, but that pressure you feel is the INNATE NATURE communicating to you to NOT compromise. It's the FIXED point of comparison that determines how we feel and why we feel that way. People who often want a specific SP in their lives often are living out these abuse cycles, and I see it over and over, and they look at things wrong with them when in fact the issue is that their attention needs to be directed towards those who hurt them to feel how they ACTUALLY feel, to unlock the thematic sequence to dissolve the trash they've adopted from others. That's what helps those who cannot heal with the passivist trash being taught, It's all nonsense I swear. If me feeling the fury I innately felt towards those in my life who screwed me and abused me so badly, manifested my SP OVERNIGHT, then nobody can claim that what they're teaching works. Nobody would have told me to do that and I KNEW I needed to because I kept cycling back to this frustration I felt and I didn't know why other than I was still compromised. But what was I compromising on? My permission to be who I wanted to be. Why do we all seem to lack this permission to be ourselves and need someone or something to give it to us in supply? It's because we gave it away to stay safe and we put the lid on to not express that innate nature out of fear that we'd get hurt again. No duh. It's a part of you that's been blocked out from free expression. That's why I get furious whenever I hear this IGNORANT USELESS TRASH being taught to look within yourself to feel positive about your SP being here, when in fact that person has underlying feelings of loss, grief, anger, fear, worthlessness, rejection, abandonment. Those feelings are the solution, not the problem. Leaning into that is the key to the lock, or at least lead to it. Negation of conditioning is feeling what's been buried unconsciously, and often that will mean we will be "harming" someone. We've all got this fear of harming other peoples feelings, even though ours were harmed and so we compromise on expressing functional healthy aspects of our psyche that have boundaries and respect our innate nature in order to fit in. Why do you manifest the same trash? Because you're continuing to not hurt other people's feelings when it's functional to do so.

It was the biggest relief for me to get over being seen a certain way and own the truth I had that I KNEW I had and NEEDED to unfold to respect myself. Whenever you compromise on that innate nature you lose trust with yourself and blame yourself more and then see yourself in that negative light that you keep returning to, with that stupid voice in your head pulling you into the same cycles of dysfunction. Everyone in LOA has been trained to not feel negative feelings, when that's the solution most of the time. They don't want to tell you that but it's true. I've done coaching with various different cases here and what I realized through all the failures is that those who didn't seem to improve must continued to stay fixated on keeping a certain condition "pleased", which is an extension of the abuse they faced. That's why lately over the last few weeks I've been going hard into owning your own value and not being afraid of acting with courage on your truth no matter what. There's still the element of suggestion that manifests too, though once again attempting to apply this while in compromise will yield signs, or just repeats of that compromise cycle to keep the expectation in check,

What I unlocked with advanced pathway work especially is that I can more clearly see now than ever that my abuse was deliberate and systematic. It was designed to keep me small in VERY subtle and sly ways that a child would've never seen coming. It's something that we all go through to SOME extent, and of course this whole space is filled with those who tell us to gaslight ourselves over and over that we shouldn't see others in a negative light, including those who in systematic ways literally abuse you and mold you into how they want you to be. You become their expected puppet, and thus you lose yourself, and that's why you feel agitated and unable to be satisfied. It's not you, it's them, and you can't accept that. This is the secret, the real secret. Advanced pathway work reveals this, and the way I map this out is clear. I saw all the patterns of those who abused me and kept me small for what they are, and then I look at my patterns of compromise and I see my reflection of how they wanted to shape me with 100% overlap. It's perfect in how obviously clear the overlap is, how someone lives and then reflecting that against the abuse they had. It's literally a perfect match every time. This is why those who coach with me don't do what I say, when I tell them to "rebel" against their conditioning, they can't do it. Why? Because they don't want to accept that they were heavily abused and that they don't want to feel these things, which unlocks the courage to then actually break cycles of dysfunction to make correct decisions. Gazing will illuminate these aspects bit by bit, because that current will raise spontaneously and you feel feel it, even if you don't fully understand it. You WILL feel it, and it WILL move current in a functional way, but often times in a vacuum gazing isn't the one trick to solve it all. When we take that feeling and we ask it what it means about us then we will gain perspective and unlock more pathways to explore. We don't need to dig for it, it comes up to us, we just need the courage to see things as they are.

I look at the desires of people often times and I see that they begin to want what they were conditioned to want. They don't want that. These MORONS who comes through my comments and attack me saying that because I say you should go for someone greater than SP because you're worth it that this is a "cop out" to avoid getting the person they want, when little to they realize that what they want is what their abuse wants them to want because that other person is a vehicle to unfold their compromise patterns and illuminate the trash. I know exactly why I kept attracting a specific archetype into my life with my SP situation. The ones I couldn't say yes to were the ones good for me. I got eyes from all kinds of girls I thought were fire and way out of my league in cases, but the fact is that they didn't want me for what I lacked, they wanted me for what I was playing out that could reveal in them what they needed to feel. Thematic supply/demand. I NEVER saw myself as the hot stuff, and yet I got that attraction. This boggled my mind when I looked back at how things were and I studied the nature of "your thoughts manifest", which is an obvious fiction invented to keep those who have compromise cycles heavily stuck in the box and paying the coaches for more. I made NOTHING off that work for YEARS. These coaches themselves are probably playing out their own cycles as well, and yet claim to be authorities on this stuff. They don't know what real transformation is like, they can't explain it because it's not something they experienced. They KNOW this, and I know that too, because their success rates would be sub 5%. I'm not 100% but I'm getting there. That's my goal at least. If they know that this doesn't work and yet keep profiting off it and getting away with it then it only means that they've got no competition. They've got the presentation, but they can't back it up with hard facts and data. Facts to them are subjective, and yet to us, what we DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT AND BELIEVE ABOUT OURSELVES THAT WE FALSELY IDENTIFY WITH, is actually the truth. That innate nature never goes away. Disease manifests through this unconscious pathway, diseases you couldn't ever imagine having can show up thematically relating to what currents you've got stuffed down. They'll never figure that out, or why we all age and die, supposedly. None of them can prove age reversal, and while I never claimed I can do it easily I at least know the alchemical pathways by which that can be realized. The only person who has shown this is in his late 50's and doesn't look even close to that, no matter the lighting conditions. He could be passed off for 23 I'd say. Nobody in LOA who's that old is even close. Manifesting isn't what we think it is.

My parents, especially my mother, was insanely controlling, in very very subtle ways and was AMAZING at putting on the mask in public. Absolutely phenomenal at being this way. There were so many patterns I innately knew about her but couldn't accept as true, for obvious reasons. This permission that I lacked, this need to keep myself small in all the ways except how she wanted me to be was insanely intense, like if I didn't perform up to standard then I'd get attacked. No wonder I turned out to be a genius. That was all I could do to gain approval, and I know many others are like this as well. Something about them that they WANT to express freely gets shut down, and so they become the person their abusive parents or whoever want them to be, to fit in. This is how I failed for so long in my life. I wasn't living the life I WANTED. I was living THEIR lives. The more I became subtly conscious of this the more I'd harm myself, physically harm myself in ways that would be very painful to deal with this intense anger I had that I couldn't accept was innately directed towards them, and not me. I felt this way because I kept distrusting my innate nature to BE who I wanted to be, and so since I couldn't express to anyone else because that was out of my realm of comfort, being a passive person externally and all peaceful and never hurting anyone, I turned it all inwardly. I guess that was my way of dealing with the feelings. This work was my only source of value, and so it became my literal lifeline. None of this was born out of profit, but the opposite.

It was necessary for me to hate my conditioners, those who hurt me, those who destroyed my sense of self. It was the most functional thing I could do, to have a healthy response. Revision has nothing to do with what LOA says it does.

28/10/25

This method I discussed above I believe has about a 60-70% success rate in terms of purifying the psyche from the conditioned trash that's playing out on loop. Had another call yesterday which proved this once again works. The more hardcore I go with this method of using the expectations as the target to imagine experiencing what you want under the deeper the transformations are. That implication is where the power is, and I've personally proven this years ago without even fully grasping just how powerful that was.

People who play managerial roles are likely in the position of having traumas that they're looking to play out in the world. I look at those who abused me and I see that in how they act, and what they end up manifesting. People can manifest "positive" things that lead them into positions that can reveal that inner nature, though they'll continue to deny it. The spiritual gurus who teach us to be in a state of "nothingness" and that being "in the now" is the solution. What a load of trash. I saw through all that the moment I saw it. I had one friend some years back in like 2018 and such where he was so into all that stuff and told me to read all these books from these big names and I was always turned away and criticized it. They never knew why or actually understood what I was trying to get at. It seems that was a common thread that I lived out, that I was always the one who wasn't understood. I'm definitely through most of that now. It was like I was able to see everyone else's dysfunctions without knowing how to explain them, because it likely reminded me of my introspective nature on these things that reflected what I saw in my life. It was something that enabled me to do this work, to be critical of others without expectation. This was what allowed me to study things I seemed to have no authority involving myself with, but whatever I touched I turned to gold but very few actually saw that because it was almost always in ways that wasn't conventionally accepted. That "different" kind of being, and yet I still had status as someone acceptable within that framework. It's an interesting position, riding the edge of acceptance and non acceptance.

The thing I find the most interesting as I said before is that a lot of these so called spiritual gurus and even LOA buffs preach positivity, and deny what I've revealed here about the nature of our world being the dark reality it is. Nobody in the LOA space can see those things clearly, and that reveals to me that these coaches are very split off from their innate sense of self as well, where a functional psyche wouldn't agree that what's going on out there is "positive" on any level. These people tell us to imagine it being better. What a load of trash. The reality is that this place is built to be that way, and accepting that is the empowerment. They can't even see that though, and they'll avoid those feelings when it shows up in their face. The one who's integrated those aspects, which I'd like to think I've done, can see them for what they are and not paint over them to dress up trash into a positive thing and frame what's negative in some form of higher light. I have people I talk to who WILL NOT blame people out there for doing things TO US, even though it's obvious, they'll blame the "background frequency" even though the clear and obvious manifestation of that is the people that are playing this out, but nope that's off limits they're seemingly too spiritually minded to see people as bad, as though they're more functional than another who does blame them. I see dysfunction as it is, and those who enact it as carriers of that dysfunction, which propagates and influences others who receive that to play out their own in a cascade of pathways which manifest the reality we live in together. The people who play these things out and do this to us know what they're doing, and are influenced to be this way, and CAN decide NOT to be that way and thus provide supply but they instead continue to be parasites. Why deny that a parasite is a parasite? Why deny the facts? That's a word that the LOA buffs will throw around, that facts don't exist, that there is no objective reality. Those people are the most traumatized of them all, because they're totally shut off from feeling the reality of what's happening because it'll surface what's unconsciously conditioning them to deny that and put up the front.

Those who criticize the analysis I have done on social issues, especially relating to demographic and racial issues, will deny the obvious and make up some smart statement that will always attack me, instead of the data and what it means. there's no refutation of the data, it's always against the one who reveals those things, because instead of facing the conditioning and allowing themselves to feel that unconscious trash to see clearly and discuss the data, they'll go after the person and place a label that's convenient to attract attention from others who will reciprocate in response to someone with that label seeing them as bad innately without wider context. It's that the label means something about someone and thus since that person is labelled then the discussion is over. I approach all of that from a functional perspective, what provides a platform by which human nature can flourish and expand freely without conditions, without dysfunction that causes contrast and the need to stuff down how someone feels to appease that expectation and fit in. Fitting in when it's convenient to do so especially in social groups that hold certain expectations on how to view certain demographics keeps you safe, so why would you rock that boat and be labelled as someone who's bad. Those who don't fit into those groups are the threat to that security and thus must be attacked and kept out so they don't have to feel that expectation for what it is. that element of innate truth that actually doesn't feel the way they think they need to. I believe that if everyone gets real with themselves then they'd agree with the position I take, not because I'm some kind of arbiter of truth but because it's simply how underlying the expectation, that a majority of us would feel from a functional psyche level. Take it back a century, and this conditioning we have now wasn't even a thing, and segregation was "expected" and normal.

Those who are critical of these kinds of takes have distanced themselves from those feelings, and see us as negative, when it's really the other way around. The deeper I go into these insights the better I become at coaching as well. I've yet to have a client I've not been able to see through lately it's been wild. I've had some I wasn't able to figure out in the past but even complex cases like the one I had today was one that even surprised me. Someone who's attained so much, has so much seeming success, and yet feels so bad underlying it, pain that they themselves don't even want to admit to and yet can clearly see the manifestation of in the patterns of their life on loop. It's so obvious. My coaching method is unbeatable that I've developed and refined. This last 3 months have been the most insightful I'd say.

Someone carrying a functional psyche can willingly blame and hold others responsible for their actions without compromise and be real with what happened. Anyone who can't be real and hold accountability and wants to bypass that onto someone or something else are heavily compromised and are avoiding their innate nature because they can't accept having those feelings. This is the problem. Nobody can heal in that place. Most people in LOA, the coaches AND the audience, are pretty much all on that spectrum, and thus continue to live in the delusion of something that OBVIOUSLY doesn't work, so they can continue to gaslight and bypass accepting their innate nature. When I actually accepted that feeling the hatred towards those who harmed me was necessary to move forward BECAUSE IT KEPT SHOWING UP IN MY DIP CYCLES, then I stopped blaming myself for how I felt in a vacuum and that actually is what empowered me to cut through my conditioning that said I can't have what I want. That I need permission for everything. That I need to be perfect in every way. That I need to be a pushover to get approval. That all this hatred I had in me that festered for years that ruined so much of my life, that was entirely justified and righteous. I wasn't the issue, they were. That empowered me to NOT need approval for everything, to not need permission to do what I wanted and to not need to always be looking over my shoulder as though I'll be judged even when nobody is there, and so stand up for myself when I know that I'm correct and own the truth no matter what. I could accept that these aspects of my psyche that were compromised ARE functional and innate and that they're healthy responses to someone who acts out on me in such a way. This is how manifesting works. I know this because I've had successes with the last few calls I've had and my own clearly defined analysis here exploring this should point out how and why.

You'd not believe the amount of people who come through here who gaslight themselves over and over. Every client pretty much without exception is in that place, even if they do have an element of understanding unconscious conditioning, they think that they still need to see themselves differently and not feel certain things and that focusing on what they want and being positive about it is the solution when in fact that's what's keeping them stuck. If that work, worked, then why are they still stuck in the box? Why continue to manifest circumstances that confirm this lack? This is why LOA is a scam funded by the same so called spiritual interests that keep us small and compromised so they can control us. We're all being conditioned by this sphere, and nobody wants to accept that. This LOA space is a scam 100%. That doesn't mean the phenomena isn't real and can be worked with, but thinking it's all about imaginal scenes with sensory details that "imply" the wish fulfilled and to live in the end in your mind, that's all trash that never worked for anyone. I've had people in my coaching go after me even for claiming that their past imaginal acts weren't what manifested their lives, like they defend the idea that their imaginal senses have power. They don't. I've already explained this 10000000x over but it's the thematic components that underlie the imaginal experience that manifests, and most importantly, what those currents representing the sensory details MEAN ABOUT YOU and IMPLY INVOLVEMENT in those ways. That's where the power in AS IS ADMITTED BY NG HIMSELF.

Those nuggets that he speaks of refutes modern LOA trash. Even those who criticize me for calling it trash, there's no intelligent response. Just throwing labels and seeing me as negative, when in fact it's the reality of things. Those who defend subjective reality experience in a bubble are once again stuck hating themselves because they can't hate those who hurt them to free themselves from the condition of compromising according to their expectations. This is true. I know because I lived it to some level myself. The thing that manifested someone more functional for me in my life was hating my parents for harming me. That's what worked. Nobody can say otherwise. There wasn't a shred of positivity in me, other than that it was self empowering, but that was a NATURAL RESPONSE so such. Now that I look back and have fully understood what I did and how that healed me I know entirely now how to bring that out of others in reliable ways. It's entirely a matter of accepting what is, and being real, and being honest, and not denying how we REALLY feel about who we are, the uncritical observation of self as NG says, and with that insight allowing ourselves also to feel what's necessary that we deny about those who harmed us. This acceptance is part of how we be ourselves, to unlock our innate nature, to feel what we've branched away from and formed a dysfunctional cascade. Until you're ready to feel that trash that you've accepted and formed false expectations to compromise and conform to then you'll never manifest what you want, because that shift in perception and acceptance of more of your innate nature who never needed to compromise, that's the insight that will shift states. This may explain why NG taught revision as the most important method. Here we've got all these disconnected people in this space sounding all so smart and spiritual and trash hooking in others who are dead to their innate nature on some level who agree because they're supporting this gaslighting of how we REALLY feel, especially in those dips. The dips are there to get you to feel what you're denying about yourself, the uncritical observation, and without that then the feeling cannot be applied correctly, else you'll manifest circumstances that will loop the same psychological dysfunction you're accepting relating to those expectations. You're just MEETING THE EXPECTATIONS HARDER THINKING IT'S MANIFESTING. It's a scam that keeps people stuck in their not self paying coaches for more and more and more. I've NEVER gaslit anyone out of their feelings, and in fact I encourage authentic nature to show up.

Nobody in this space is a better coach than me. I've done that work and had those inner transformations to see how things are and the receipts are right here. I believe that until you've actually had those same real inner transformations like what I've explored here and gradually unlocked a complete interpretation of FOR YOU TO SEE CLEARLY how this process applies. This instant state shift happens, so long as you're able to see clearly. When you see the expectation, and those who conditioned you, without gaslighting how you feel about that, then you can expand states in meaningful ways. That's the DEEEEEEP inner work. Advanced gazing can make these things more conscious, but once again it will target whatever it wants to target and if you sit there doing that gazing and those feelings come up it's up to you to sit there and feel that trash. The gazing WILL force you to feel is as your psyche is illuminated but it WILL be painful. How do I know this? Because I've had all kinds of painful things happen, including physically having convulsions and crying my eyes out spontaneously out of nowhere. It just happens. Doing all that gazing may in itself have been the thing that led me to the tipping point early on to realize these things, but I believe it was a combination of factors.

Also I will say that music was one of the most healing things for me. When I got away from ambient stuff that I spent too long with to numb myself from my pain and I embraced far more intense visceral a deeply emotionally grounded music often with themes of expressing power in some way, then it would surface my own feelings of what I was denying about myself. It made me often feel all that fury that was locked away, except before it would lead me to harming myself, instead of moving it functionally. Now I know that I can use music to lead me into states of higher function, even if the content isn't "positive" but it thematically leads my pathways in a way that's expanding. I know also why often when I'd listen to certain music I'd have good or bad luck seem to happen to me, because of what it would activate in me that I'd be moved by, those currents that surface and manifest in my psyche. I remember certain tracks I'd listen to and it would inspire me to make my 3D fight animations I use to make when I was in school still. Those feelings would lead to an expression of flashy high action fight scenes using usually hand to hand or sword based combat. It was crazy to make those scenes, because they'd be like a carrier for how I felt, and the music inspired it because it brought out of me that sense of expression I denied anywhere else. I would even imagine just acting out certain scenes with characters playing those roles in my imagination, they'd be so real it was crazy. The most flashy fight scenes, stuff like you'd find in anime, except I wasn't inspired by that but it was similar. It was like powerful forces clashing, and that made me feel sadness often, and I never understood why. TCM explained why though, and is the only system that did that. I understand why I manifest more abundance when I move my body in certain ways, because I'm unfolding that innate nature. It's clear as day. Took years, and then people come to me expecting me to unpack their whole psyche in an hour. It's like I need to be some kind of psychoanalytical God or something, like I've got these massive expectations to meet up to, which usually I do, but often times there's more that takes longer than an hour to reveal, and since budgets are tight they can't get to the last bits. That's not my problem though.

I am pretty sure that a lot of people out there create art and are "artistic" to express how they feel, functional or otherwise. That's what this comes from, inner contrast, and the recreation of thematics that they see internally into external art forms. This was true in my case at least, my body became the art form in how I moved.

I just imagined myself spontaneously in the middle of a street in a busy area in the middle of an open city square feeling very far away from where I am now and I felt sadness. Interesting. Seems this sadness is the layer that's surfacing more than before. Most of that fury is gone. When I found a common thread where people would respond with pretty big manifestations showing up or situations shifting around in a seemingly favorable way to the experience of being seen with what they want it gave me a clue early on that indicates what I'm saying here is a direct overlap and confirms this finding clearly as well as makes complete sense of it. The data doesn't lie. I didn't manifest the data, it showed itself to me.

29/10/25

Unlocked new levels of trash and saw through conditioning clearly. Wild stuff. So much of what we build our lives on is all based on conditions and expectations of others. You weren't loved the way you'd like to think you were, and so you act out to get approval when you'll never get it from them the way you expect, therefore you destroy yourself. Wasting your life basically. A lot of the things we go after are just to keep us busy thinking that attaining the next thing will give us the thing we want when it never will. It's all a big scam. Everything is looking to draw out of you these unconscious conditions, and accepting that and operating clearly where that's not driving your responses is extremely painful. No wonder LOA exists, it's the exact opposite and empowers pathogenic dysfunction.

Most people who live in the pseudo satisfaction cycles who really go after living and appeasing the conditions can often manifest those things, not because they did anything massive that was self valuing but actually because they're manifesting more potent opportunities to transform the condition that the person they manifested will play out in their reactive psyche. In other words, everything people think they want that they go after to manifest is likely what someone else in their life wants them to manifest without them realizing it, and then when you point that out, it's like you get dropped with the whole "I can manifest whatever I desire" as though all forms of pressure to experience are leading them to abundance or something, which isn't the truth.

I need to write about this here.

It's because I've been really pushing my limits in developing the most complete program ever made on earth for self transformation that's revealed the need to expand even further, to truly and utterly destroy anyone else on earth who dares to think they can compete on my level. I WILL make the best program, and nobody else will even come close.

What I have discovered is that most people who manifest things in this way we conventionally operate, these people are actually buying into their conditioning (in CERTAIN WAYS) more than if they didn't manifest those things. You see, there's conditions we have on what we really want, and that's the expectation we've been given by someone in our life as to what an acceptable response to life is in those situations. The reality is that those people are seeing what their conditions want them to fulfil as good, and to be desired, and to be experienced. They're operating from the expectations thematically from others, and by dropping the surrounding aspects of their psyche which prevent them from living up to that expectation more and more and more, then they will manifest people and circumstances into their life in response to facilitate the living of that condition through their reality. This will never satisfy them though. Never. If it does it's for a moment and then they'll need to go bigger. Why? Because the need isn't met that's driving their compromise and living into these expectations of others to gain approval, love, be seen, and all that stuff. They want to receive something they aren't allowing themselves to open up to receive without a specific way for it to be expressed to them, that they learned is the only safe way to get it. Therefore, we have people in this space thinking that manifesting is getting things when it's more or less them actually manifesting opportunities to feel how they really feel underlying their expectation and to learn to hate the people who made them see this as the only way to attain satisfaction. This pressure to release, that pressure is what they feel the need to move through them, but they interpret the conditional overlay as the only way to get it, instead of allowing that to come in ways that are truly open and unconditional. This means that the circumstances they'll attract and more importantly CHOOSE will be according to what they see can provide them a means to live up to this expectation to satisfy it, but that's the trap. Everyone in this space is denying how they really feel and I believe that those who often get results aren't just those who actually transform their unconscious trash expectations and stuff but also those who still live into it MORE than they did before and thus mediate experiences into their lives that surrounding conditions were preventing before, meaning by dropping surrounding conditions it opened them up MORE to living according to the expectation except to live into it in a more intense manner thinking that this is the way they'll finally be satisfied. That's the trap.

I'm more or less saying that someone who manifests seeming growth in that way is simply tearing down one condition which overlays another one, but they're still not operating clearly as themselves. I found that this is in fact how I'm approaching my own transformation in cases as well, and that insight revealed more depth to my conditioning that was unconscious that I barely recognized before.

Operating correctly more or less means that we will live according to availability that's detached from what the expectation conditions how that can show up for us. If that means we can only be loved if it comes in a certain way or that we need to always be seeking something to get paid attention to when we never needed to in the first place, then we manifest what is satisfying. If you desire to be loved, to be seen, and you go harder into attempting to satisfy the condition by negating any surrounding limits that kept you out of expanding into that deeper, then that will lead you into more and more compromise on what you ACTAULLY want and how you ACTUALLY feel. Conditions and expectations within each other overlaying each other making you think that your desire is actually what will lead you to satisfaction when it won't.

The more calls I have with people who think that they want what they want and then I play devils advocate and challenge that and lead them into a realization that what they want is dysfunctional and based on the expectations of others, then they'll see clearly that what they want and who they've been being and the responses and decisions and the implied involvement they've established has been to attempt to satisfy this lack of being loved or seen by going bigger and bigger until they crash out. This is the nature of LOA, and the danger of NG using the term "desire", because it will feed into the not self conditioning that makes us think that what we want that stimulates us the most is what's destined. I've never said that really, though I have said that an activating current that's coming through you is an innate nature, though there's a quality to this that's much less "sharp" about it. The sudden and sharp overactivation of shen that agitates us (but feels "good" to us in the expected way it represents) is the response that's dysfunctional.

What I learned is that what people find the most stimulating, the most pleasurable parts of how they can experience seeming satisfaction, that dulls down the compromise feelings of lack, those are what we need to ask ourselves questions about what they mean about us. I went through this a few months back with my deeper TCM study again, and it became clear to me that people who manifested satisfying outcomes had a settled shen that's not overactive and agitated. The sinking charge thing helps this a lot, which mechanically ties into this too. Any time the shen is agitated it's a signal that "I can get love from this" but it's in the way the expectation wants, since it's conditional and only able to be experienced in a certain way, else it's not available. That's really what leads to this more "sharp" feeling of NEEDING something, over an affinity that's a more gentle attraction. The need for things comes from this activated shen, and a floating shen I KNOW will lead to someone being overstimulated. The psychological and thematic currents representing that level are playing out this process of how something will stimulate an opportunity to experience the love they never got, and thus the demand will be felt in a powerful way that this person or thing can offer them and they will involve themselves in that and get burned. Then they will move onto the next person, or try and change the last one. A lot of people also have certain "love languages" that are actually just means of stimulating the "I can feel loved through this way" which was what they have as an expectation to satisfy and those can be VERY stimulating for a person, when they're really just an overlay. Once again I know this from experience myself, and seeing it clearly many years ago in fact, but it was VERY VERY difficult to drop it out because it's SO stimulating to that feeling of getting what you don't have, which is typically "what you want".

The way we truly transform these conditions is to open ourselves up to receiving love in ways that aren't conditional and allowing ourselves to be vulnerable in that place, which you'll likely want to shut off from, which I experienced as well many years ago with my SP stuff. The ones I knew were good for me I couldn't accept into my life.

When you feel you can't have the thing you desire then it means about you that you can't get what that means you've got conditions on as to how you can experience it. You're locking yourself into one means of experiencing this thing. The frustration is that you're unable to accept having what this means about you in a free and open way, which is why self empowerment by seeing those who conditioned you to be the issue and that their expectation is irrelevant is a powerful solution to open up that you don't NEED to be living according to their dysfunctional way.

When you fast from having that thing as something you interact with and feel simulated over then you'll be forced to face the underlying feelings, since that thing when you engage with it, will discharge the pressure temporarily. It is pseudo satisfaction, to fit in with expectations. So when you no longer conform to expectations then the underlying reality of how you feel surfaces. This is calming the shen and stabilizing the qi.

The amount of pain you feel when you get truly REAL with yourself is unbelievable. No wonder LOA exists. It's the ultimate cope, to shut off how you really feel and live in the 3rd fantasy ring.

I want to define dysfunction more clearly here. There's an innate natural striving, some current that NEEDS to come THROUGH you FULLY in order to satisfy what's innate. You WILL burn Jing if this current gets branched off into a dysfunctional cascade. It's basically that a need wasn't met by someone in your life you depended on for that, and thus since that need wasn't met there's an expectation now on how that need can be met, and that means you'll project that onto someone or something else to attain that feeling of getting that thing, which represents the current coming through you that was branched off into a totally different cascade of response from that point forward. Psychological dysfunction and dysfunction of the field geometry are one in the same thing. There's no way that you'll never be able to fully accept who you are and meet your innate needs without being able to fully allow yourself to retrace the pathways in the correct sequence to feel innate nature and own what that innate nature needs fully, and often times that will mean that you will HATE many people in your life because of how disgustingly dysfunctional they are. You think you don't harbor uncompromising merciless rage, but I bet you do. I've never found a single person who's not got that under the surface. NOT ONE PERSON EVER! It's there, and it's burning your Jing, killing you, literally. That's the only reason we die. Can't meet the needs of innate nature to recollect the Jing.

This whole LOA space is the biggest scam imaginable. It's insane. I almost can't stand this trash I really can't. There's so much dysfunction everywhere. It's in everybody. It's the default condition of reality, and I've more than proven this in my studies into the filth who cause us all to be sucked into debt money and conform to their box, which is collective torment. We're not able to change the world, and it almost makes me wonder how it is even possible to really become immortal effectively in this stuffed up reality run by parasites. Too negative? Too bad. All I see is dysfunction everywhere, but to fit in and get along you shut down to have access to the things that you must contract with to exist here. How I really feel is that I hate reality because it's not supportive of transformation at an available baseline and we all know that, just how I did before when I wanted to go live under a tree. Our parents are ALL screwed up in some way, some more than others, and none of us want to see them as the dysfunctional parents they were for conditioning us and denying us our innate feelings and nature. How I feel about this LOA space is that it's 100% scammers who have no interest in the facts, and only put out videos talking about the same useless non practical trash that's lapped up by people who are dead to their innate nature themselves and are living 100% unconsciously from unmet needs and expectations. Those expectations drive their lives, that need to be stimulated and cycle in pseudo satisfaction. Making a program that appeases to all these facets is NEXT TO DAMN IMPOSSIBLE. IT'S ALL STUFFED UP! THE WHOLE THING.

It's like deny deny deny deny. They want to improve but they can't face the truth because it's SO INSANELY PAINFUL. NG drank himself to death. He couldn't handle this world for what it really was, which is extremely dysfunctional trash. This isn't a supportive reality, it's supportive of those who fit into the boxes and play the game and shut off innate nature who's functional psyche despises evil filth in this place.

Can't take the heat huh. Those who are more aware than the rest see what I see, but won't admit it because you're so insanely ignorant and blind to the reality of the condition we live in. The more I analyze the nature of how advanced pathway work, works, and the rest of this stuff, the more I once again realize that manifesting desires is exactly what the collective conditioning field wants from us, because it helps our collective dysfunction. Innate nature doesn't need stimulation on those levels. It's free from needing those things you want, because it already has them innate and manifests the right people to fulfil functional pathways. Find a single person who's fully functional. There's effectively nobody, it's the innate nature, and yet feeling the reality of this stuff destroys your qi because you'll still compromise around it when it comes time to fit in, else you'll be seen as the whacko by the rest of the blind. It's insane.

What do you do? Shut off innate feeling to attain benefits of this place or play innate nature out and suffer. If we live innate nature we will be punished, but being satisfied in the innate nature goes beyond anything else. Everyone and everything is attacking your innate nature. ALL OF IT. This innate nature, the one who has the ability to see things as they are, and not overlay a delusion to stay safe, to meet your own needs when necessary and be spontaneously yourself. Spiritual nature isn't "calmness" it's about being real, because that's reality. There isn't personal solipsistic reality bubbles, though we do have our own innate psyche that's its own bubble but that overlaps the collective, and therefore there is one reality that's shared. There is truth, innate truth exists within us and outside of us. Alchemical transformation is a fixed process of functional components we overlap and integrate. This isn't a relative thing that we believe in or not. It exists. This LOA space is just delusional like you'd not believe, and that's not to deny the phenomena, but to deny how it's presented and what it claims you can do with it. If you fully abandon your innate nature you'll be VERY successful with LOA. That's what it needs you to do, to fully disconnect from who you really are to get what you "want" which is really just pseudo satisfaction. Screw every LOA coach in this space who preaches solipsistic multi reality trash and for harming so many people knowing what they're doing as dysfunctional filth who need to be held accountable and face consequences. No, they'll get away with it, because that's what's rewarded. Denial of reality, acceptance of delusion. Subjective reality doctrine is promoted because it's profitable and polarizing.

Nobody can come up against me in a discussion, because they can't win. Nobody would dare to try. I'm probably the only one with the fire and the experience to take on these fools an d tear them to shreds with merciless ruthlessness the likes of which you cannot even imagine.

If I went out and milked this space and made tons of money to then be seen and known as "successful" I'd have only contributed towards collective unconsciousness and played the role that the conditioning field loves us to buy into because that's no real threat. Being a threat means being real, a contrast to the conditioning field and being willing to take on the heat and contrast the trash to raise awareness and illuminate the ignorance of this reality to inspire shifts into higher states around us.

Athlete client of mine has seen growth progress in just weeks. I'm talking physical height. A few CM in no time at all. My method works. Physical stretches while "feeling" taller and carrying that with dynamic gazing. Works. There was ZERO imaginal scenes, ZERO affirmations, ZERO scripting. It was ALL minimalist method. A daily stretching and hanging routine and dynamic gazing while "feeling" taller with the subtle field geometry/energy body.

Someone who has a functional psyche doesn't cut off how they feel and deny reality. Nobody can accept reality for what it is because it's too painful, and those who allow themselves to see it will be shocked. We all WANT reality to be some magical fantasy reality but that's not the case and it never will be I don't believe, because expansion necessitates pressure to contrast from a source that's overwhelming. Screw everyone and everything that tells us to deny what we see and be delusional. Those who say biblical scriptures that seem to mention this are full of ignorance and denial of reality itself. Reality isn't a subjective bubble you control, it works via thematic supply/demand. What you manifest in life is there to mediate your transformation. It's not your friend. It's there to bring pressure out of you, and you know that because you keep cycling in the same high pressure cycles of peak dip seeking stimulation to meet needs you can't see clearly and accept as innately available instead of always needing to be experienced through the means that the expectation demands you to conform to. You're not the one who's whacked, they are.

I guess the real reason why I feel this way is because I see nothing but dysfunction, willingly accepted, and that I need to fit in with such and not be real and uncompromising, knowing that I will be rejected. Is that a limiting belief? LOA would say so, but that's because LOA says to be delusional and you'll be happy, put yourself into a new box so you can gain approval. This entire reality is nothing but projections from deeply compromised people all navigating their compromising and fitting in with the expectations. Why can nobody agree on how things should be? Because everyone has expectations they must defend at all costs due to how the aspects of them that those expectations represent aren't available to be felt and thus are shut out from seeing clearly, else they feel the torment from their past they've denied for their whole lives. Pathway revision. It's all just different people living out their needs through expectations in pseudo satisfaction cycles and you manifest those who can play the role to fulfil that and hope to bring awareness to your dysfunctions. My job here seems to be to reveal that trash in people if they actually want to resolve what's expected to innately be themselves, else I continue to promote their delusions and "get them what they want". Most people who want an SP or whatever have other conditions on top of it that prevent them from having an available inner and outer level momentum to realize that, but that'll still not likely be functional.

This whole space is whacked so badly it's insane. I have to navigate such insane delusions with these people, these children who still haven't grown up. The default condition of existence here is deep suffering, that's if you're real. Denying that makes your life 100x better, and that's what keeps the suffering going, because you live from a compromised psyche and make the most of that pseudo satisfaction, instead of feeling the innate nature and all those expectations you've been conditioned to conform to. Deep gazing.

So once again, if immortality is the goal, then it means we're not supposed to fix anything here, but to operate correctly as ourselves no matter what. The impossible task of real age reversal via recollecting the Jing and integrating the Olympian archetypes, I also think that a big part of me feels this way because it's like, why me? Why do I have to spend all this time doing all this work? It's almost as though living the life of the compromised being is more acceptable and available than this, and yet I'm here now doing this work for the few people that actually want it.

If we lived in a functional world, with functional people, things would be vastly different. They'd see who we are now as totally dysfunctional. The only reason we can't see that is because we play the game we're expected to play because that's what's made available. All the LOA grifters make it 100X worse. Why couldn't I just cut off this innate nature and go make the 7 figures and show off?? Because it's fake and accomplishes nothing of value. Nobody with a functional psyche would live like that or even want to, because it's not something that's respected in this space. You'll always need to compromise and only go so far as to not cross some boundary. I've got clients who expect me to agree with certain things and I just can't do it, because it's not how things are. I have to be real, else I stay in the box and continue to accept the condition. People in LOA think they're free, but they're not, they're less free than many who don't know LOA, that also includes the ones who do get "results". NG taught it the same way effectively, and totally failed to make this clear.

How does the so called law apply to those people who are operating as the highest function of themselves? Do they get what they want? Yes. They see the reality for what it is and manifest accordingly. Those who manifest other things get that to confirm their psyche. It's all thematic supply/demand. If we disconnect from needing to deny how dysfunctional this reality is then we can live in far more seeming abundance. If a fully realized person came here and was dropped into the middle of this reality, a Christ, I can assure you they'd not live the life you think represents abundance. They'd be an activist I believe, a merciless one at that, to provide a functional environment and rearrange the available implied involvement for the collective to offer greater opportunity for transformation of self.

When you feel for another, to feel what they do and what their needs are innately, then you're a functional person. Someone who projects onto others, in ANY way, is dysfunctional. That is what LOA thrives off, changing other people, AKA projecting our view of them onto that person so that we can get what we want without seeing them and their needs, seeing them as dolls to control and manipulate for personal gain. It's sick. This space is filled with sick people who are preaching "mind control" basically and justifying it under the whole "no free will" stuff that NG spoke about without grasping the nature of thematic supply/demand. You can't really change someone anyway, not unless there's a dynamic of supply/demand at play where someone has a need that's unmet and the other feels the need to play that out with them to meet their unmet needs. Projections onto projections, and expectations on expectations. There's no function there. Just the scope of this is almost overwhelming. You really can be who you "want" to be, to live into that expectation, which I've done really, but it will never be anything other than pseudo satisfaction. A temporary release in pressure to accept innate nature.

Manifesting isn't really to just decondition conditions in the way of other conditions. That's not revealing innate nature it's feeding a core aspect that's compromised by getting other compromised aspects out of the way of it. That's what I learned through building out advanced pathway work, though I kind of knew that before anyway but now it's crystal clear.

Contemplating on the innate nature of human existence reveals deep darkness, and yet also impeccable capacity for reality and the experience of living art, alchemy. Living art is alchemy. What is alchemy? Expansion of compromised nature into innate capacity to be real. No wonder we all go through hundreds of iterations because we're all so screwed up from the conditioning and don't want to accept it. The acceptance of such (as NG said) is the way to which we begin to refine that compromise and be more real as ourselves.

Never forget, we have an innate nature that's based on love and acceptance and reality, and higher genius will give you everything you need to expand if you're partaking in that expansion. You have God within you, and never forget that innate power which is infinite in nature. That's what you'll always have. The fixed point of comparison is the guiding light. You've got the blessing of being able to do this work. To be yourself. Take it and fulfil it. This collective reality is pre-determined and on rails. We're not here to save the sinking ship. We're here to use this ship to jump to the next one without sinking in the sea with it.

We all simply have an innate reality that we can manifest that's not dependent on anyone or anything else to be a certain way for us to experience that. It will be satisfying. It will move current correctly. Living this way is the point. Hold no judgement for those who use parasitic economic paradigms to enable a life that's authentic to that person, though hold those who exploit it accountable for such actions. We do know better, and we don't have to compromise to fit in.

30/10/25

The reason why people are all into "secrets" is because the implication of that is that they can stay the same and it's highly stimulating to them to want it because of that meaning about them. Everything is based on implication, overlapping states. The currents that move stimulate us in different ways and drive our perceptions of what we buy into and reject. Those secrets people want to find are only there to appease the conditions, meaning the implication that their only way of experiencing being seen in the way they want that's become an almost addiction in itself as a conditioned response to receiving that thing, those secrets are in their mind "Oh look I can get this thing" and unconsciously it's "I can finally be loved/seen/heard" or whatever. That stimulation they feel is that unconscious response driving them to seek that experience to satisfy pressure. The pressure when gazing will be felt because you have nowhere to go. It's the negation of buying into such condition to surface the implication to then decondition that trash, which is why when you do the advanced gazing you feel those sudden bursts of current that pull out of you how you really feel that you're denying and that moves what's stagnant to clears path for your innate self to manifest instead of the overlays you've built up being all that's known.

In LOA we basically manifest not for the purpose of knowing self, but for the purpose of building a wall around self based on pseudo satisfaction that makes us actually dig the real feelings we have deeper inside and put the lid on the boiling pot even tighter to avoid that innate self. You're only in LOA to avoid the innate self. THAT'S THE ONLY REASON WHY. It's because this to you is the solution to feeling bad about yourself in this way or that way through the means of manifesting an experience that implies this feeling is no longer true for you to attempt to satisfy the pressure. It's a big joke, on you. Nobody in LOA wins. LOA from the very premise is a doctrine that is based on escapism from reality, to promote solipsistic reality bubbles where nobody has to feel the pains of how they really feel and how a functional psyche would see things. Deeper alchemical dissolution of the not self reveals all these layers of conditioning for what they are and it will fill you with feelings you'd never want to feel, but that feeling them is also the most satisfying experience possible to us.

Every time you feel "I can't get X person/thing" and it makes you end up in this place of feeling the way you do, that right there is actually how you satisfy innate self, because innate self needs you to decondition from needing it in the way the expectation tells you to conform to so that it can manifest through implied involvement but in a way that's shifted on the inner level more so than the outer in that sense. This is how you really establish inner momentum that's functional. not just inner momentum that's feeding the condition being fulfilled in seeming pseudo satisfaction ways, where you'll get it and then not get what you want from it.

I want to point out something very important that I don't believe I've written about yet in this detail or heard anyone else talk about. Every time you feel that discomfort when someone doesn't respond the way you expect or want them to, it's making you feel that way because it's reminding you not that they're not the way you imagine them but because of what that implication represents about what you can and can't have. This means that by them not showing up a certain way that you'll never get love or be seen or whatever, and that's surfacing innate self by bringing illumination to those branched off pathways where the splits happened that are bound by conditions of how you can and can't get it. This is what I discovered in advanced pathway work and looking at certain people in my life who hurt me, and seeing the branches and the cascade and then how I responded for all that time to attempt to avoid feeling that I can't get it by attempting to meet the condition to get it instead which always blows up in the end. This is the error or LOA. The FATAL error, and this is also included in what NG said, arguably. Yeah he talked about uncritical observation of self but one lecture is not enough. He failed miserably. He died of liver failure for holding in so much rage and fury at those who attacked him and denying how he felt. Nobody drinks like that unless they're in pain. NOBODY. It was cope. Get over it, NG was using drink and other means to cope with the fact that his life sucked. We're all like that in different ways, and that's the undeniable reality that you don't want to see but that's why we all grow old and die because we continue to give away our Jing and never recollect. This is why in most Daoist alchemy systems it's encouraged to fast from the world, because that deprivation forces you to feel the trash you're holding. That's the OPPOSITE of what LOA teaches, which is basically indulgence of this subjective self that's supported by the doctrine of I AM. Without seeing a fixed nature then you'll use this doctrine to justify the branched off aspects of your innate nature and bury the way you really feel under a whole new life. LOA is teaching us to further split off our innate nature by going even harder into buying it under layers of cascading implications that we can have what we want to meet the conditions and fulfil those unmet needs, except it never works.

This entire space is a big scam and nobody will say it because they can't accept that fact. The cold hard facts that I cannot hold in because it isn't right to do so, for me or anyone else. I can't do it. I hate that I have to and this contrast of constantly balancing appeasing the LOA space and speaking the facts keeps me in a space of never making momentum on either direction, but being in the middle space allows me to more deeply analyze the nature of both sides more than I'd otherwise be able to. Innately I utterly despise this entire community filled with grifting trash coaches who are so disconnected from their own innate nature and put up the barriers to avoid feeling the reality of things to only further appease the conditions and cascade the dysfunction into more and more importance in their lives, totally unconsciously. I know what that's like, I can see it, map it, feel it clearly, I know all about it. The advanced pathway work revealed all these things more clear than anything else.

I just want to say this. What I've been running up against in coaching the most lately is this idea of forgiving the people who ruined your entire life. You don't ACTUALLY feel forgiveness. Old coach me would've accepted what they said as fact but having been through this more myself than I ever have and surfacing levels of cascading dysfunction that's been buried I KNOW that these people are lying to themselves and in denial about how they feel. Those people who I pull these feelings out of often don't come back because they can't handle the pressure. Stuff you too then. You don't want to heal, you just want to stay in the box and stay comfortable avoiding the pressure the expectation wants you to face. That pressure keeps your life locked up in the box and you'll never recover. All this trash.

It's an instant moment of rebirth when you accept that this is how you feel because you've broken past the threshold and you're ALLOWING YOURSELF TO ACCEPT HOW YOU REALLY FEEL UNDER THE SURFACE. Why is this so important? Because you're BREAKING THE EXPECTATION THAT DRIVES NEED AND DESIRE (pressure to experience) TO CONTINUE DYSFUNCTIONAL CYCLES.

There's nothing you will be able to read anywhere on earth to give you an understanding of this outside of RS, as far as I know,

Let me also define this. "Loving yourself" means seeing that there's nothing wrong with YOU and that you've been abused and hurt by the world around you by THOSE people. Seeing THEM as the issue is living yourself. I don't care what any of these morons in this space will preach about "forgiveness" that's NOT how you move past innate stuck current, which has pressure that needs release through functional self love and acceptance which means to no longer gaslight yourself about how messed up the people around you really are. That's how we fit in, everyone and everything around us keeps us aging because we pressurize the meridians with current that WANTS to express but can't because you're not going to want to face seeming consequences. That's the nature of the world we live in, it SUCKS. OBJECTIELY. You can run and hide and put on the mask all day and deny that reality but it's the pure cold hard truth and you'll never be immortal until you accept that. This is why I had to accept that I'm not here to fix that trash but to see it clearly and respond in functional ways that don't lead me to compromising and thus aging. Loving yourself is being real about how you feel and not compromising on that. This is how you manifest a satisfying life.

I do NOT buy that the bible doctrine that NG preaches is the supreme interpretation, and in fact I don't see it as a complete interpretation at all. He did teach fixed functions at point but it's CLEALY elementary level understanding at best. There's no technical basis, which is necessary to fully outline how the different states overlap and interact. Without that then you're lost. Functional elemental alchemy is the only interpretation that's complete. Seedline doctrine makes way more sense in terms of exploring why details exist as they do instead of seeing ALL details as just different takes on the same lessons. This is the insanity that NG and the whole LOA bible doctrine preaches. They say you're either living in the state of what you want or you're not basically. It's that you can't buy into the world, but to buy into your "imagination". I can interpret that in a way that does make sense but it's still incomplete. Your imaginal senses are not what cause reality to manifest, obviously. Your psyche does, which is all the components interacting, but that's driven by innate nature contrasting conditioning. The only way that the NG bible doctrine would have any factual basis is that it would explore that we live according to innate nature (imaginal self driven by the higher order subconscious mind and not by the unconscious lower mind) and thus you'll not WANT to buy into conditioning and live more into your capacity, to functionally unfold the innate states as thematic sequencing of Jing to connect to Daoist systems.

I just saw a glitch in the so called matrix. Literally. Like this black bar that was long and thin ran across the wall with a green inner thinner line within it coming in from the left to around the center that's slightly moved up from the center on a horizontal line. That's what I saw, it was like a VCR tape glitch for a split second. Not organic. I just find it interesting that I often see crazy things or hear something that's not there whenever I go deeper into my innate nature and accept more of that. Moves current.

Moving current is about "manifesting" the currents that are stuck inside to come through you into the external. This can simply mean feeling the rejection of conditioning in your life, or it can express in some other way. Point is it's those innate currents seeking expression through you.

Totally random. Someone who held resentment towards me changed their status towards me. No longer holding that same feeling and they told me. Isn't that interesting. It's these things that make you question the nature of LOA and this whole imaginal sense trash that makes it happen. Never even thought about this person. It's funny because I felt through that last night and now it's showed up in response. ZERO imaginal experiences. Only deep advanced gazing. When I was in the shower last night I had such fury again that I felt for the first time in ages and I allowed it to move through me telling the people who screwed me how much I despise their existence. I manifested things that seem positive as a result. Those who try and feel good and positive manifest bad things, or signs, and then feel the bad stuff show up to haunt them. It's all backwards. I never wanted it to be this way but it is. Positive stuff that we feel that manifests would've come up anyway, just like the bad stuff. It's all current moving. Yet here I am still the only person in this space who's talking about this.

You know, I remember when I fasted from the world HARDCORE for those 3 months, I grew more than I probably ever had before, and even really up till now. That beat anything else I've done if I'm honest. I focused a vast majority of my time into expanding my inner space, my subconscious capacity, to walk inside that mind at baseline more and see things as they were. Every time I recognized that I manifested things without ANY imaginal experience or thoughts about them, it made it clear to me that I was not actively manifesting but this had to do with my expansion at that level, even though I still wasn't fully functional it reminded me of when I was 15 again to some degree. It's that "feeling" I get that's so resonant. My point is that when you fast from all the things that unnecessarily distract you from feeling how you really feel and seeing things as they are and sitting with all that trash, then you get places in terms of deep inner transformation. This is what I know to be true, but yet we're all expected to be ACTIVE with our process. Yeah, we should, but involvement should be spontaneous and necessary. Involvement with passive processes to stimulate the mind to avoid feeling the trash is the issue. This is why I have said many times before too that sinking charge matters, not because we block feelings down but because it's creating a space by which they can be more clearly felt and to increase sensitivity to these things. None of what I wrote about that has changed, it's simply that there's degrees that can be explored between those levels. I will still say that fasting from the world especially while gazing in that time and space will be one of the most effective ways to establish connection with innate self. It's always there but you've got overlay, and my constant stimulus with this work leaves me often times only my nightly gazing time to touch into that level. Being alone and fasting from the world doesn't really solve all the trash though, because ultimately you will need to face real experiences that involve other people and to involve yourself in places that bring out trash you'd not otherwise be able to really feel or transform in meaningful ways.

I also want to talk on this need for relationships, romantically speaking. This is in a vast majority of cases the trap of all traps. People WILL find themselves in these situations with people they see who can help them feel something they can't get otherwise. This is the story of most people who come through my coaching. Often when I tell them that this person isn't who they should manifest they'll not show up again. Children. They still think they're entitled to this idea that they can be anyone and have anything just because it's stimulating and how dare I deny them their desires. This is the parasitism of this space propagated by other coaches who made this into a way of making bank. It's almost as though I'd be more "successful" when I do it the way others want me to, instead of the way I know works. The reality is that SP manifesting is also a scam, once again. The ones who actually get people showing up for them, which every one of my long term clients has experienced, and in abundance mind you, they often move past those people very rapidly and not feel the same needs from this person they wanted as they did before. This is the most direct sign of expansion. The integration of those aspects that previously were branched out into a dysfunctional cascade where they needed an expected pathway to receive this thing. Some people don't like the idea that they can't have someone, thinking that this is a limiting belief, and yet a functional version of them wouldn't want someone who's dysfunctional. They're the ones who are seeking validation in some way, they're dysfunctional, and that this need they project onto the other person they'll grasp onto because it's stimulating and without that stimulus they'll be forced to face how they feel so they keep applying LOA to stimulate and never get to the core. This is the issue with LOA and SP manifesting. It keeps people in pseudo satisfaction loops, endlessly going through peak dip over and over, like I did. Suffering endlessly. Nothing ever works that way because of how the dynamics of how thematic supply/demand work. The solution to these people is to see they don't need this thing that stimulates them, but that's extremely painful and often they'll deny there's even an issue or say this is how they always felt going back to being very young. I KNOW this is cope, because I use to tell myself the same thing as well until you eventually get sick of suffering. Those people need to trace the meaning of the condition that someone placed on them to conform to and basically to be real with themselves that this thing is only in place because of someone else and feel all that trash that they've compromised on expressing for so long. This will be the discharge of innate pressure that's been held in and dissolve the highly stimulating need for things to show up in a certain way, since that condition will lose importance.

Anyone telling you that feeling good towards this condition no longer being a thing through "just assume it bro" strats are telling you to deny your innate nature, though of course they'll say it's all relative because it's "I AM" whilst selling multiple 5-6+ figures a month in courses and coaching packages and promote fake success stories. The people who can seemingly get results with this in my opinion given what I've learned lately is that the threshold they crosses was to deny more of who they really were through this process and effectively branch off a cascade that feeds into this lower level experience of themselves, because they're basically successfully gaslighting themselves into this and actually cutting off their innate nature. This is why I believe many people actually fail too, is because they can feel SOMETHING of their innate nature and know that there's something here that's needing to be felt but have no idea how to approach it and so since the coaches tell them to continue to mask over it and deny their feelings that they'll either continue to cycle in and out of touching into innate nature and feeling the contrast to the conditioning OR they'll fully cut off innate nature by making decisions that truly go against their innate nature and feed into those branches through radical shifts in what they're willing to accept regardless of any seeming consequences. They do this to attain something of pleasure, to get a person that's highly stimulating to their conditioning. This is something I've been contemplating on for a while now, going back many months. I hypothesized that cutting away from true innate nature willingly and establishing another "pseudo identity" if we'd call it that, based on conditioning overlaying their innate nature, can detach from the peak dips by effectively numbing themselves to it completely through what I would see as making decisions that innate them wouldn't have done to represent and imply that disconnect is in place. This I believe is in many ways how people would use imaginal acts successfully, through implication, and opening implied involvement on the practical level. They move into an inauthentic identification not through force but through actual rejection of their innate nature which will appease a certain condition which empowers themselves to gain control and thus manifest situations that will reflect this newly established innate condition.

Basically they're allowing the condition to determine who they are. They become the condition fully and completely and extend beyond their default innate response because they basically see their innate nature as the enemy in the way of manifesting this thing. Those are the people who I believe are the ones who get these things in those magical and powerful ways. How? Because they're playing the role by which that other person must respond accordingly, thematic supply/demand. The psychological conditions that have been established to facilitate that relationship are now in place with implied involvement that's available and thus they're magically attracted together again, despite the dysfunction. They'll form patterns to mask their innate nature and cut it out, while on the surface we're all told these are the people who are the most successful with manifesting things. I don't see that successful manifesting as it's taught can be done in any way other than this, not in my experience and not in my coaching. I simply cannot see that you can explain it any other way than that they'll be becoming that person who has that thing by effectively branching off in implied ways that represents them involving in those dysfunction ally cascading pathways that bring them into the psychological state of seeing this person as they did before. This is with manifesting an EX back as the example. Money stuff, the most wealthy have highly dysfunctional morality. Intuitive impulse, for many people. can feel like a sudden burst of "needing" to act on an expectation. I've never said intuitive impulse is a sharp sudden sensation, it's more of a subtle inner voice, sometimes it's heard, sometimes it's a rising sensation. sometimes it's a sinking to avoid, but it's never super loud and sharp like that feeling of excessive stimulus that scatters the shen for a brief moment. These people in that sense are responding to these responses of "I need X now" and so they feel this opportunity to get what they don't have, and that's a sudden sharp almost overwhelming feeling that narrows the view and prevents clarity. Intuitive impulse is also a sudden insight but it's not in the same way. It's more of a subtle rising, but it will be sudden and spontaneous, and it will not always be to involve in "positive" things either, but that they're functionally necessary to innately unfold who you are. Those who operate in the LOA space the way we're told will have cut out any attachments to parts of them that are innate that get in the way of attaining the seeming satisfaction of a condition they believe is more important than innate truth.

This idea that some people are built to be billionaires I believe is utter trash. Why? Because someone with a functional psyche wouldn't exist in that position. I must coach and determine what is and isn't innate based on what I know represent functional psychological properties. Trusting someone on what they tell me I've found clearly isn't the way you get to the core of someone because they'll tell you what they want to hear, and that's not just the conditions on top of the things they think they desire but that this thing they need in itself is the condition on top of their innate nature which doesn't "need" it to begin with, because a need is a need to stimulate something within them into activation to play out a scenario that satisfies this innate current trying to surface and so LOA coaching is nothing more than a big distraction cycle to avoid their innate nature dressed up as some metaphysical idea. That's why I KNOW that everyone in this space are scammers who have no qualifications to work with people as they do and that they're only going to justify the conditions overlaying the innate self and empower the expectations to be someone they're really not. If I went to coaching with one of these people who was SOMEWHAT understanding of how to apply a functional process, under the perspective of getting what the false expectation wants that is, IE an SP or something, then they'd tell me to disassociate from the innate feelings and deny how I really feel so that I can be the person who has what I want. I believe that the people who can do that and accept this are the ones who get the success stories. It's not even that they're closer to their innate nature, but the exact opposite in fact, because none of them would encourage cutting through the deeply seated resentments and rage and sadness they hold for their abusers in time that established those core expectations that drive the need for the desire that the coach supports them getting as though it's some form of divine gift. This is also why I am critical of NG in this way too, because he NEVER made the clear distinction between what a functional and a dysfunctional psyche is like. This guy supported the disgusting parasitic Jewish filth who propagate false educational systems, false social systems, banking systems, sciences and dogmas, Utterly abhorrent parasites these filthy Jews are, utterly disgusting creatures worth nothing but the worst remarks imaginable. I cannot describe. Just writing that out made me almost scatter my shen with the vile hatred I have for such filth for doing this to us, abusing us all collectively and being praised by Goddard for it as though they're high achievers who realized their dreams. No way. These people are HEAVILY conditioned by their families and thus needed to do to us what was done to them. Nobody with a functional psyche would see them as benefactors in the absolute sense. I don't care if people think that's "bad" or whatever trash labels they use, it's the facts that will stand the test of time.

It's that we're needing to put up with and accept highly dysfunctional people who are in positions of power (often the most whacked ones WANT that position to then abuse us as they themselves were) and stay silent about it, as though nothing is wrong. I know we're not suppose to fix this place, because that's God's will, but still, a functional psyche wouldn't see these people as someone to be praised. NG was so conditioned himself and his bible doctrine reflects this. The only correct interpretation is the functional alchemy one, next to seedline. Anyone who says that scripture is 100% allegory is ignorant beyond words, and that's NG right there. Yeah, he said some smart stuff, but so what. Everyone has some smart words if they talk long enough. You might as well call it good luck. Eventually if you through enough shots they'll hit the bullseye. Accuracy overall in the way he explains these things is utterly useless and misses the target 99% of the time. There's very few quotes I can list that would indicate he taught fixed functions of a reference frame that we have as a point of comparison within us. It seems that it's all desire though if who he's talking about as I AM as the innate self, which SOME passages would indicate, then we can make sense of it, but once again hitting bullseye a few shots out of thousands doesn't relay clear teaching. Then you've got people saying RS is confusing and doesn't make sense, yeah I can understand that actually, because there's hundreds of moving parts, but the premise is that we have an innate nature and that manifesting what we inherently find satisfying is explored through establishing connection with the innate self. I don't teach LOA the way it's taught, that we can be anyone have anything, though while that IS technically possible, it takes someone denying their innate nature and branching off further inner and outer pathway cascades that all support having and being the person they want, which most often is to appease a condition that's just more projection of unsatisfied innate nature seeking expression. The more you shut that down the more you'll make LOA work for you.

I KNOW I could manifest big stuff, I know the mechanics, but I can't bring myself to be that person, because that's not what I actually want. Like I COULD become the rich famous type, but will that bring the innate nature deep satisfaction? Who am I pleasing? This is what I always ask myself. Am I pleasing the innate nature and serving God, higher genius, to expand into a higher more functional form, or am I trying to appease someone or something else, as an expectation I need to meet to feel valued around me.

If I'm real, we need more pure innate yang current to transform us. Real masculine type current, not the trash you find everywhere else, but I'm talking about that willingness to expand, that willingness to cut through expectations, that willingness to feel and accept that people wronged you and you are correct for hating them with blazing passion, to accept functional aspects of your psyche that hold solid boundaries and aren't afraid to hurt others feelings if they push you through their unmet needs and projections trying to use you as their means of coping with their suffering. Being real more often than not will involve an unexpressed yang current to be expressed and allowed to be there in your psyche as a function that's necessary to have those aspects work for you. It's what people in LOA don't want to feel, and that's the issue, It's all about positive "love yourself" stuff, and yet nobody can really define that. My definitions have evolved as I see more clearly, but functionally it's having a close relationship with innate self, the higher nature that's driven from God, and to allow that to drive who you be instead of your conditioning and the expectations of others. Hating yourself is living in the lives of others, so that polarity can clearly define things. Hating yourself isn't "giving' less to yourself, but more or less crossing lines you know aren't what you want to cross but doing it anyway and then justifying why you did that. The justification for accepting compromise is the most self devaluing thing imaginable. Why? Because you're validating someone else controlling your life unconsciously. You've given yourself away freely and don't even want it back. That's deep dysfunction, and many coaching clients approach from this level and they don't even know it. Some of them think they're really connected but they're not. I know that now after seeing what happens when I trust what someone says to me about how they feel about something, because basing my approach to them based on their response saying that they don't feel this need to have those seeming negative things and that they can't really sit with themselves in their own space for long. It only reveals to me that these people are DEEPLY traumatized and simply aren't able to accept it. It almost takes me PUSHING THEM to get an innate response, and sometimes when it does show up it's almost overwhelming and they're not ready to feel that stuff and they need to shut down.

This is the kind of stuff I deal with. You don't know how real coaching works, because people won't want to see themselves as someone who actually respects themselves because that means that much of what they've established with implied involvement and on the inner level to represent accepting that, these things will need to be rocked around a bit to integrate these insights and the pain of potentially accepting that they've lived a life of fantasies their whole time living for someone else is just too much to handle. If I wanted to give someone a path to manifest what they want, what they came to me with, and in that expectation to not need to face deeper parts of them that are cut off from innate nature, then I'd tell them to deny how they feel and I'd give them processes to cut off those parts in very powerful ways. That would be me feeding into their expectations and empowering their conditioning as their inner truth instead. This would require seeing everything around that condition as irrelevant as the "shadow work" they'd do instead of accepting deeper innate self. Levels of innate self might be touched, but manifesting this way and coaching using this approach still isn't valid from a perspective of giving someone what they ACTUALLY want deep down and to satisfy them. They won't want the deeper level transformation, and if you showed up you probably wouldn't either, because it would mean too many things need to change, and yet that's the truth. The life you live is all a lie. This whole system I've built up here, was as I've said many times born out of this same compromise too. People tell me in response that this was my path, but I still don't FULLY agree. When you look at someone with their expectations and how they act and you can see someone living out that expectation fully then you've clearly established that these patterns are stemming from dysfunction, but I had extremely high intelligence as a kid and I always was way beyond the others in pretty much every way intellectually so I was always in a league where I was just overachieving in every way, but that became my only supply of value, since every other way was cut off, and so I mastered this stuff to satisfy that. It has satisfied it pretty deeply, because I've done something new and unique and provided real value, I "invented" something as 6-7 year old me would say I wanted to do. That still doesn't make the expectation go away though, I never satisfied the expectation. That's the point. You never can, because it's an needless grasping for air when you've already got innately what you want, what you really want. You will manifest functional people from that level, and they will be there for you.

Being able and willing to be open and honest and real with people is a sign of someone who has a functional psyche. Without that, you're shutting off pathways from firing that would represent that innate truth coming through you, though due to the overlays of expectations and conditions that say if this comes out you'll be hurt, you shut down instead of expressing those functional aspects of self.

What attracts people together? Meeting unmet needs. What makes them split? Not meeting needs. Simple. When someone is over you, it's because thematic supply/demand isn't operating in their way anymore. They move on to find someone who can satisfy that need for stimulus to avoid their innate nature, because you're not going about it well enough anymore, either because you've expanded more or because they've changed. Changing someone else never happens through imaginal acts with sensory details, it happens though you mediating currents and responding differently and allowing yourself to negate conditions that prevent who you're seeing yourself as to be accepted.

A newly acquired recent client of mine actually went over something I found interesting too. It's relating to this idea that their need for touch, but it was under a sexual context. It made me think back to all that study I did on different things people were into and how they had their needs played out through those levels. I've been there done that myself, where I recognized that things I was into was just playing out unmet needs and that the expectations were experienced in that way. I actually remember thinking about how certain people would or wouldn't be able to meet that need before I'd involve with them. Who people pick in terms of sexual relationship situations, will almost always have an element of this involved. I can assure you that, and it makes me want to actually ask more clients about that level to understand their conditioning but I highly doubt that many of them would see how that would be something important to open up about and reveal insights about the innate nature and what's trying to express through that medium. It's pretty clear that it would aid my "diagnostic" of someone but that's still just ONE level of many others to probe. It's pretty clear to me here that if someone has a connection to what they're wanting to play out on the sexual level and what that means about them and their expectations then they'd see far more about how to feel what that means about them without needing the actual experience in the sexual way to live it out. This was in fact how I dropped importance on my expectations with that stuff, as difficult as it was, because I had insane attachments to that as a source of stimulus, which is my point. When you get the stimulus you won't want to stop it, because it's easy available cope for the lacking feelings. That's why it's an important factor to consider in analysis of someone. A functional sexual expression has nothing to do with playing out unmet needs and expectations to compromise. That for most people would be too hard to accept, but it's once again the facts of reality. Who we think we are, who we think we WANT to be, often times, isn't who we really are and who we really want to be, but that it's just an expectation from someone else to be this way. You live out the patterns of those who abused you in on other people in bedroom activities, to experience those levels. To abuse someone in a way that seems to be dressed up in "loving" them. It's gross when you really look at it for what it is, and therefore you see what your patterns are as dysfunctional filth as well, and thus that gross feeling of living out the abuse of someone else through this means opens up the detachment from the importance of that condition.

I know many people don't fully grasp how powerful my method here is that I almost accidentally discovered, but when you see what you're doing as disgusting and only a level of playing out what was done to you through that means, you'll absolutely WANT to distance yourself from that involvement. That's how I got out of it, through seeing it clearly and allowing myself to not be blinded by narrow view. You have to see what's dysfunctional as such and not think that just because you can gain stimulation from something which you identify with that it's always somehow good and that you're "loving yourself" through that means by giving yourself that stimulus when in reality you're still playing out that expectation to compromise on something innate unconsciously.

Most people experience what they think love is, in a very conditional and intensely stimulating way. It's never something that's experienced in a sort of "passively available" way. Like just feeling love itself, without all the strings attached and needs and expectations on it. It's crazy to me that this is the way things are.

31/10/25

So I've been contemplating on how someone would effectively suppress innate nature and successfully gaslight themselves into believing what they want is theirs now and that it's stemming from their true desire. So I was thinking from the perspective of someone who's locked into needing a specific person, and nobody else. Limerence. This person is basically requiring this person in order to feel calm, because the activating current is driving them to satisfy this condition through feeling this need that was never satisfied and so their default response is to go to the pathway of least resistance, the SP. This makes them think of this person as their supply of this theme they lack, or think they lack. They do lack it but not innately, it's there but needs permission to accept again and the way they do it is to see that this sense of "needing" is smoke and mirrors brought about by someone else. In this case, how do you drop this feeling of needing? Well you satisfy the hunger. How do you do that? This is where things get interesting.

The positive stuff that's preached in this space is getting people to negate their innate needs and effectively "get past" their need to have this fulfilled to begin with. This isn't accepting innate nature but the opposite. Why? Because accepting innate self is accepting how they really feel about something, which often times is based on "negative' feelings for someone or something. In order to shut that out and negate the contrast from innate self getting you to wake up, you would have to actually accept fully what the condition represents about you being available to you, except that's not actually what you want but you condition yourself to accept that condition, the expectation for love to ONLY be available in this way. You totally shut down innate nature and live from a different cascade. This is what advanced pathway work revealed to me. I look back at when I manifested not self stuff and why I was able to get to that point. It's because the surrounding conditions on top of that were negated, contrast from the wider view was negated. In some ways, doing the innate self expansion stuff like gazing is counter productive to manifesting conditional desires born of the need to meet this false expectation.

This is something I've considered many times before but I never fully grasped the details. What always makes or breaks manifesting is that the scene represents you going all the way into accepting the desire and in turn negating the importance of the conditioning, or for the not self trash to actually validate it. Why is it then that people respond more favorably towards those who think positively? It's likely because they're conforming to said expectation that this person has for the one imagining the change. The thematic supply/demand function is like a law of manifestation. Wherever there is acceptance of supply there is attraction, and that's driven by perceptions of self and available external implied involvement to mediate those people into overlapping their experiences physically. All of those above factors matter and are the most important variables. I can say with certainty that the imaginal experience, if you do one at all (deliberately and not one that comes through you instead like is what usually happens) will always be implicative of some part of you that it represents thematically. It will illuminate certain currents and activate them in your awareness as a contrast to what you're experiencing as the implication of what that means to you. This is why it's conditional, because we have an expectation that'll surface that's overlapping what having this thing means, and thus we negate that condition by seeing the cause of it as irrelevant. That isn't a logical function that's separate from "feeling". but that the intuitive understanding of what something means alters based on how the context is experienced since the default association as to what is and isn't permitted for us then changes to allow that freely for our experience of it. If that made sense. Now apply that on the inverse, instead of validating innate self, validate the condition and negate the innate self surrounding it. You at that point can and will manifest that condition being fulfilled and satisfied. In this sense, we can be do and have anything, but you'll only really want the thing that represents where your pressure is being moved to be satisfied and spent, so that's not really true personally though anyway. It's only said that way to "empower" us, not that it does anything useful.

So with this in mind, it's negation of conditions surrounding the having of the thing, regardless of that being from innate self or not, because plenty of people in this world will manifest their not self trash, but that's always for the purpose of their expansion, real innate expansion, immortality. Most people who manifest stuff do it not to willingly expand but to willingly contract into comfort and the narrowing of their view to make them feel a certain way. This is the opposite of immortality work, even though you can experience those things. The nature of desire, and what that stems from and why you feel the desire you do, that's what makes the difference between expansion and contraction through those experiences. That's why my coaching often times isn't built for people who want that stuff, because operating from a functional psyche and attaining immortality through recollecting the Jing is a very different process where we leave what happens to us up to God for the most part. The innate self will manifest what's necessary for us because those things are already within us. The others are actually adding on, not negating. They're generating cascades of pathways that serve the not self expectations through surrounding it with confirming experiences which negate the importance of innate self and effectively cut out that aspect of them. This is why I believe many people stay in signs and such, since we know it's because they lack acceptance of conditioning being irrelevant and implied involvement, though since they often overlap it would be both in that sense in most cases. It's that this person has natural striving to unfold innate nature and they feel that as the contrast but since they can't let go of innate nature fully and dissociate from that current because it's either God forcing them to face their trash or that they still haven't let go of innate self yet, they stay in the box. Being delusional manifests for the delusional, through this mechanism, but only if they can successfully negate contrast stemming most likely from innate self. That means that those who are successful at manifesting SP and big money sums are the least psychotically functional in this space and have cut themselves off from those innate pathways of power. This is why they will never be immortal.

How then would they manifest healing of illness? Well that's an interesting one, because resolving physical biochemical and structural dysfunctions would stem from integrating more innate self, to open up more vitality to nourish the form. We know this because you can't fake immortality using this denial of innate self. You will age faster and die. So manifesting healing would be an acceptance or MORE innate self, or enough to cross thresholds where nourishment can occur. The alchemist has actually said that higher genius can if you request, manifest a different physical "configuration" as he says, which is more or less an appearance, to be someone other than yourself, but that is not constructive towards immortality. Anything that doesn't line up PERFECTLY with the already present aetheric template will be burned out IF you're involved in real transformation. Thus, the more deluded you are into believing your expectations are the way you really are, then manifesting from that level is possible, but ONLY for the purpose of illuminating the innate self in contrast, though since that person has shut down access to innate self they will likely live their lives without causing deep unconscious conscious level overlap.

I also want to talk about this whole "I don't desire it anymore" thing. That's because the sharp and sudden activation of shen has been calmed. This means that the condition isn't exclusively the means by which that theme can be experienced, meaning your shen is more stable and available to receive and overlap. This is why sinking charge helps manifest, based on a ton of testimony.

The decisions you will WANT to make will stem from what you're looking for. What simulates you, what moves you into decision. When that current is stemming from expectations to meet then it'll likely feel like a more sharp and "needing" sensation. When it's coming from intuitive impulse, some a calm stable anchored shen, it'll be a sudden understanding of something but not in a sort of "I need this now" sensation, it'll be a subtle yet clearly defined understanding of what to do.

Why do people not get the outcome they want? They can't accept it fully. You'd wonder then wouldn't the "neediness" push away what you want? No. Someone who wants that would be attracted to that. Thematic supply/demand. Attachment styles. So someone who's really desperate for attention who ends up with someone who's needy will end up in a highly attractive bond to fulfil each others unmet needs, though that'll be the unconscious expectation they're living from without identifying what that represents about them. I've been with one girl who had abandonment stuff, and I was there to "fix" her. She showed up to fulfil my expectation, even though that wasn't what I consciously wanted, but the surrounding aspects were what I did. It was that our conditioning played off each other. Supply/demand. ALWAYS works that way. It's NOT the imaginal senses, it's the psyche. The psyche attracts because that's what you and the ones involved are looking for in each other, and thus through available implied involvement that can be mediated. If you can't get attraction from someone then it's because they don't want what you have anymore. There's no dynamic of supply/demand. It's that simple. So when you change your psyche, and you become more of what that person wants and is seeking to bring out their own conditioning to be made conscious then you will play that role. When you shut out your innate nature and accept the condition as the means by which you'll attain what you want inwardly then you become the person they want. The words don't make it happen, the alteration of how the pathways cascade to feed the supply/demand process does. 100% of the time. You keep attracting the same types of people because that's what you're looking for.

The interesting thing is that before I met that girl, who expected me to abandon her, which I never did, she told me that she left someone else before and went off to get a job in a different place and she moved on. Isn't that interesting. She regained some innate value. So while I wasn't there to fulfil her abandonment stuff, she still felt that way, but didn't manifest that in me. SHE EXPECTED IT AND WAS ANXIOUS ALL THE TIME IN THE EARLY DAYS. No joke. While I played the "I'll fix you" role she was still feeling like I'd leave her. Do you see how the dynamic changed? It's that we each play off each others conditioning, though since I wasn't there to abandon but "solve problems" as I framed it, then I still fulfilled her conditioning on another level. There's levels within levels within levels. It's never just ONE expectation but ones overlaying those within a cascade. This is what I learned from those past experiences. Thematic supply/demand always plays out. The themes of your life are going to play out in what you want, because that's the problem. You hear all the time then that someone manifests an ex back, or someone new, but the problem is the thing that's attributed to that success is the scene. That's never true. We don't attract who we want based on that, because the very dynamics of attraction cannot work that way. If you project onto someone in your imagination what they want, then they will likely respond, and that can be seen as causative, but not through the imaginal act, but you accepting the expectation as I said before which then fed into what that SP wanted from you in response. That's how they magically reach out to you, because you're part of what they now are in target to have fulfilled. They within themselves are feeling a "need" for what you have, and implied involvement may necessitate that you're the most available candidate to play this out.

People who think love in relationships is always unconditional are insanely ignorant. Nobody loves anyone unconditionally, unless you've got a fully functional psyche. Nobody on earth pretty much has functional relationships. They're all dysfunctional, to some level. There's always some unconscious condition that's expected of this person to play out, and if they can't satisfy that condition then you don't love them. It's that simple. Those who think they love the essence of someone behind the eyes of that person are also deluded. That's still not unconditional love. I believe Carl Jung actually said that it's impossible for unconditional love to exist, or something very similar to that. If only I had that quote. He was basically saying that because we can't love ourselves we cannot love another and we all get lost in this idea that another person loves us when in fact they cannot love you no matter what. It's impossible. You cannot love another without loving yourself because unless you love yourself meaning to be willing to meet the innate needs and be real, then you'll always place that onto someone else like a child and need them to love what you can't love in yourself. Do you see? This is SO FAR from how SP manifesting is approached in this space.

Functional love is unconditional love from people who are already loving themselves. Love that we think of is excessive shen activation, because we're all traumatized and hold expectations for another to fulfil. This is why none of us are immortal and we all die. This is the default condition of human existence, and only refutes this idea that LOA bypasses these mechanics because nobody can prove they can reverse their age. The ONLY way to reverse your age is to function as yourself in a zero resistance self recursive circuit. That means that you can have all of your feelings and all of your thoughts and know who you are because that innate nature of thematic composition becomes your supply/demand of what you manifest and your life manifests automatically for you, just like the one who's traumatized manifests abusive partners without consciously thinking that's what they want, but that's what they're going to get because they'll be used by those who play out the supply for their demand. This is the reality of things that cannot be denied. Manifestation as we're taught is a scam. If this hasn't proven that to you yet I don't know what will.

Anything that's activating the shen in an excessive manner is something that's stimulating an unmet need that's tied to an expectation that someone conditioned them to believe.

I also want to talk more about this whole "waiting" thing that I've mentioned before under this context, to connect the dots. The waiting idea is that you're still basically living unconsciously, and that making a decision is more or less accepting innate inner truth and feeling what's necessary instead of "waiting" for more cycles of your conditioning to drive you instead. You're accepting that you CAN have it, and this is based on how you're WILLING to FINALLY negate conditions surrounding that desire, that thing that simulates you that you want, the thing that raises your shen. In the bible it's said that when your heart is lifted up, then it's not a good quality of being to hold. Lifting your heart. That's conventionally interpreted as dysfunctional ego and such but couldn't this also be interpreted as current raising the shen in the sense of what's dysfunctional leading to a sudden jolt in stimulating current making you WANT to involve in something that you'd otherwise see as dysfunctional when that sudden rising isn't the same potency? When you're stable you'd not do that.

One thing you MUST consider is this. If the bible doctrine NG preaches is correct, then where are these mechanics? Nowhere, and yet they're clearly defined in RS based on mountains of experiential data that everyone on earth walks around with every day. Like don't you see why I've always been VERY critical of the NG bible doctrine? I just don't see how you can explain the entire bible with a few simple ideas, there's way too many unique characters and stories to be simply a massive epic of experiences representing being in or out of belief in your vision. Yeah I know there's more than that to his doctrine but that's like 90% of it. It's faith in your vision for your life, but that's not functionally how someone expands. THIS IS WHY I DO NOT SEE WHAT NG SAID AS TRUTH AND YOU CAN'T PROVE WHAT HE SAYS IS CORRECT IN ALL CASES. Nobody can. It doesn't work like that, and the few quotes of him saying common sense things I still see as overshadowed. Just to please the LOA buffs, I interpret him the way I do, not because I want to. His work has very little value to me, though when he spoke about satisfaction and implication, as well as the breathing technique and some later lectures about the so called spheres, I found that to be of the highest value. The rest to me is useless really, because his case studies are obviously cherry picked to sell books and tickets. He was a road show. He got paid for private coaching. This guy wasn't in it for the truth, not in the beginning at least, though in the end he died a frustrated man. How do I know that? Someone who dies of what he did obviously would've experienced this because his ether element would've been overactive like you'd not believe, and guess what else that does? It opens you up to "other worlds" as an effect of so much current steaming the shen. He obviously wasn't all there in the end. I know what that's like personally, having had similar dysfunction, though not on his level obviously. Point is, his bible doctrine doesn't account for feeling innate nature and seeing conditions as they are. Nowhere in scripture does he explore this. If the bible explains all psychological states, then where's his analysis of this critical component in accepting innate self? Never heard him talk about that, and thus his scriptural doctrine is heavily flawed and missing core aspects that would ne necessary to practically translate for us to apply. He never did that.

Functional alchemy is there with that explanation. It's explained as personified elements, overlapping states, the conscious and the unconscious mind. He tells us that the closest thing here is about entering the bedchamber and praying to your father in secret, which is where he got his imagine before bed idea from with nightly SATS, which people have wrongly interpreted as the cause of everything in your life. That's such a dumbed down alchemical level interpretation it's insane. I've been critical of that on videos going back over a year now, in fact I believe I had one from 2023 talking about this point at one moment. He never gave a proper bible analysis from functional alchemy. It blows my mind, though once again how am I suppose to explain this to the common people who want to feel simulated and not care about the mechanics that are missing real explanations? There's nothing there. Scripture only works through seedline doctrine and functional alchemy, and my attempts to explain the NG doctrine systematically all end up in the same place, missing important parts when you pull back and critically analyze it. You could also argue that seedline doctrine has within it cycles of history as well, which I've not done a full study on yet but I believe it's there. It's the only one that makes sense physically. People will debate that but I don't care because there's too many issues with other interpretations. There are in fact a few small holes I've found in seedline doctrine since I've done deep study there that I've found deeper explanations for in some ways, but they don't take away from the fact that there's valid history to scripture. The real history of scripture isn't how I interpreted it from my deep analysis, since I didn't have all the data on hand then, but I can insert points that make far more sense now than then and only further strengthen the fact that there IS history to scripture, which NG obviously denies, ignorantly.

I remember back when I was more "relaxed" and such at baseline and I use to distract myself all the time. I never fully felt the same underlying feelings. They were there, and they showed up from time to time, but they never went away. They carried with me.

Also keep in mind, genuine excitement and heart activation is normal too. That is very different from needing something though.

Ask the right questions. Get the right answers.

You know. Put simply. Getting "triggered" is a response to a feeling of unresolved violation that formed a condition on how you should respond to those types of experiences. That's actually the most simple way I can put it. Genius actually. This is what's going on. It's not "lacking faith" or any of this trash, it's that you're not willing to grow into a functional expression of yourself. To see what you have within as worth changing for, as in to be willing to accept how you really feel no matter the circumstances and how much you think you'll lose.

I've noticed this once again. When I involve myself in certain decisions and the people around me wouldn't have ever done them alone, they're almost like influenced by me doing that and follow along without me asking. I'm talking EXACT opposites from how they'd usually respond. This has happened multiple times now.

How would someone overlay and use seeming "positive" stuff to transform their default pathways they operate from and run off a cascade coming from the conditions? Simple. You involve yourself in experiences that represent you going all the way into that level and denying your feelings that come up to say you should stop. It's basically everything we've been taught about LOA, except I'm speaking about this far more practically speaking. The denial of how you really feel is what LOA thrives off, and how you can manifest things but never be actually satisfied, or still experience cycles of peak dip. The thing is that when you actually disconnect from how you really feel then the peak dips can seem to vanish and you can operate on a level where you don't see anything as wrong, until a certain thematic sequence comes up and "triggers" your innate self to show up and play peekaboo.

It's the complete false self, and most people who are seemingly spiritual in this space, and even in most other spaces, are still operating from not self. HD offers next to no useful tools to establish this connection, despite what some fools may think. It's surface level at best and doesn't detail the nature of response in enough detail to be useful. People who claim that HD is a complete system miserably fail to explain exactly what living as type is and the differences in response. It's the response/authority that is always the thing that gets messed up. I have spoken to people who have literally worked with Ra, who have him mentioned by Ra talking in his presentations with jokes, I speak to them and know what Ra really taught. What I can tell you is that they're still full of delusion about how accurate this system is, and having explored the depths of it, mostly for them, not me, I can say that none of those people are asking the right questions and thinking outside the box. I'm a threat to all of them, because you have to agree with certain premises else you're excluded. I spent about $1400 on HD material to study and came to the conclusion that how authority response is characterized is extremely limited and if anyone there actually had experience they'd be able to explain the details of how response is felt, but none of them can, even if they think they do. The reason why I make this an important is because I know that from TCM, and from my psychological studies and some other systems over the time, as well as years of observation of self and testimony from others, there's a very big difference in the "quality" of current that moves through you that determines the nature of what something will mean about you and how you'll respond at default.

When it's a sharp kind of thing, then it's something stemming not from functional expression but the surfacing of innate self reliving traumatic experiences in part which is why you feel the way you do when that thing happens to you in theme. This is the issue. Giving people a clear framework to apply that's based on clear distinction on what means what about how they feel and then to attach that to patterns of decision making and behavior, that's what needed to make sense of all this data. That's what I'm looking to accomplish. I've got implied involvement figured out as a cascade of pathways that overlap other people, and then on the inner level about how those pathways can integrate through the external pathways and form unique overlaps of interaction. Then we've got the inner level depth with advanced pathway work with bubbles of branched off natures of self, both innate and conditioned, and how they then act as their own seeming "selves" of who you identify as from time to time as they're activated, often through autosuggestion in the environment.

The thing I've concluded is that manifesting big things will almost always necessitate that SOME degree of inner momentum is necessary as well as a clearly believable implied involvement which often will support and feed into the inner level momentum. That momentum though isn't stimulation, it's integrated aspects that are expected and that's often built THROUGH implied involvement. Having experienced all these things myself years ago when I was experimenting, it's pretty obvious that just thinking positive and "just assuming" does next to nothing useful. Emotional feeling runs side by side often with meridian system currents, manifesting thematically through whatever channel they're activating. What I've noticed the most is that when someone "builds" their life to surround and support a specific goal then that's way more likely than doing it in a vacuum. Almost everyone can speak from experience on that. It's not about seeing it as more important but involving more of your life in ways that overlap and support having this thing. Now that will often mean that you'll be cutting yourself off from innate self to establish those pathways where innate voice will vanish and a new voice will take that place. I do not buy that we're driven to be dysfunctional as a matter of our innate nature. I see WAY too many examples of signs of projections coming from all kinds of people, including the ones who have massive wealth and status and look like demigods and have tons of people drooling over them. These people have clearly obvious trauma responses still playing out when they get brought up, but they do well to hide it because that's the facade. There's no way that someone who's living like that could or would want to change when they've built such an established identity for themselves based on coping strats to fit in with expectations and gain approval. It's so clear that manifesting abundance in this world has really next to no overlap with being real. There can be only a few parts of them that are based on overlays and conforming of expectations, often stuffing down feelings of deep sadness that won't be seen by most people, but it's that this feeling of innate self seeking spontaneous expression isn't more powerful than the desire to fit in and gain approval from living this way. If this person accepted their innate nature, then they'd likely see who they're being as disgusting. I experienced this myself actually with some things in my life, where this opened my eyes not to fight against the trash but to not even want to think about it because of how deeply I despised what it meant about me.

Addictive behaviors for example stem from a deep sense of discomfort and they seek stimulation to avoid it. Almost everyone has tendencies of such nature. Fasting from the world for those 3 months was probably the best thing I could do to cut out that trash actually. What happened when I did this was that I just stopped feeling the need to compromise at all. It was actually challenging to WANT to, because what I'd established about my life on an implied level was that these things are not who I am. I didn't even consider them something I wanted to think about at all, and there was next to no stimulation that came from those thoughts. It was gone pretty much, through fasting from the world, and allowing myself to feel all the innate self that was compromised. This is the thing. Attempting to fight against the need to stimulate is stupid and will fail 99% of the time. What is functional is to do what I have outlined here. To see the stimulus itself as disgusting, because that sensation that feels like the "I need" will then be the thing that makes you see at baseline a different need instead of the unmet one. You'll feel it to some degree, but it'll remind you of function over dysfunction and cope, because there's nothing to cope with there now. That's the point. Changing how we respond at baseline is the same way. It's not just through establishing implied involvement pathways, since those typically come as an effect of establishing inner momentum, but that we alter the direction by which we experience the meaning that this stimulus feels like and what it represents about us. We alter the intuitive definition through feeling the people who established this within us that we led then to coping with in this way are the issue and thus the need to cope is just stupid and dumb and gross. That involves you feeling innate self, to some degree at least.

When you learn to hate your parents you will move forward in life so much. Hot take, but I know I'm right, else I wouldn't make such statements. Everyone had abusive parents, without exception. The hatred for your abusive parents will establish your boundaries again, and develop self love, and drop the need for things you never got, thus leading to attachments and cope with destructive tendencies. That's what I learned from experience and years of contemplating on this stuff. It's clear to me that without this, you will never operate correctly, because innate self NEEDS to feel that hatred for those who abused you, else you're in denial and operating from not self trash that's what THEY wanted you to live from. You're living in their lives. How does that make you feel? You're not you, you're living for someone else. Everything you've done is to live in the expectations of some abusive parent, or someone else who did it to you. They did it TO YOU. I still have fools who come on my coaching and claim that nothing was done TO them, and that it's all in them, which is just the defense they've established over decades to defend their abusive parents or whoever to fit in, since that cascade has endless hours of implied involvement to suggest that's how things are. That's what I know to be true, because under the surface of everyone who says that to be is frustration/resentments and or sadness and probably other feelings that are stuck there too. That's the issue.

So we should know now how things work and why we're still not satisfied. You cannot be satisfied living in the lives of others. We ALL do this to SOME degree or another, but don't want to admit that because it will mean seeing those who conditioned you as disgusting filth who need to be held accountable for their actions, KNOWING what they did to you and will HIDE that fact from you. Certain people in my life who I NEVER would've said such things to, now looking back through advanced pathway work, makes it ABUNDANTLY CLEAR TO ME that they KNEW what they were doing and KNEW that I was right but couldn't admit it because it would mean they'd have to then face their innate self which was too painful. They couldn't see things as they are and deluded themselves to maintain control, which stemmed from their lacks and trash. It's so obvious. Your parents were the same. They abused you knowing what they did and did it anyway. How can I prove this? Look back in your life and you'll find many examples of discrepancy with how they'd show love in different conditions, how they'd be around other people like they'd flip a script instantly to appear different after they'd just gone off at you. They knew what they were doing, and needed to keep up an act. You know this but can't accept it. That acceptance is your key to accepting innate self and unlocking deeper expansion and ultimately immortality. How else do we love ourselves and give ourselves what we need if we don't accept how we really feel, which is the very beginning of manifesting a life that's truly satisfying.

This goes way deeper than what I firs thought about how when I learned to hate my parents that I moved forward and had the overnight SP manifestation which blew my mind. I didn't expect it to be honest, though I wanted it to be that way still. That didn't work out in the end, but it proved to me that this mechanism was clearly a thing and that experience taught me a LOT about how successful manifestation works. Often people do this by accident when they're just fed up with the trash in their lives, and that's how I felt the time before I broke all the boxes. I had enough of living in expectations of people who had no business doing this to me and I destroyed their influence on me. That's how I described it, that's what started my progress forward. Nothing else stuck, because I was avoiding my innate self, but not fully. When you abandon yourself and hate yourself then you also manifest too, though it's dressed up in the guise of "positivity" where someone will give full permission for themselves to live in the lives of others. How do you manifest then? You go all the way with negating conditions in the way of having the thing. The instant acceptance is that those conditions no longer matter, and how you do that is by seeing the cause of those conditions as irrelevant. That may mean you accept or deny innate self, but that moment is the moment of "impression" as it's called, which moves currents and establishes new branching pathways to cascade through whatever degree of implied involvement you've got to manifest this through to overlap other peoples realities. That's not saying it's personal realities, but that we overlap a collective, and we as individuals are in our own subconscious space, but that's interacting the collective, so we don't exist in a bubble but that our bubble overlaps everyone who our implied involvement interacts with in our lives too, else nothing exists.

This simply means overall that the people who instantly manifest are able to drop conditions in the way of their thing, by moving into either more self respect or self delusion, which will feed into and confirm their desire as available and move the momentum. The self delusion is buying into this condition as a necessary part of who you are to experience, and you will grab onto it like your life depends on it, and you will manifest it, but you will not be satisfied.

All this desire and such to involve in other peoples realities is just this thematic supply/demand process. The feeling of needing something is to live out through someone else the experience of getting it, and thus you manifest experiences accordingly. It's not the scene, but what the scene means about you which manifests. The details don't show up reliably, but the implication always does. When someone wants to play out an expectation where they'll annoy someone, they might not consciously think about that as the goal but that they feel this need to respond to them in that way to elicit a response to bring out the feeling from the innate nature that's compromised. They're overlapping other peoples realities to experience the seeming satisfaction of innate self, but because the expectation is never felt, they never move on and will continue to elicit responses from people and manifest those conditions in their lives to confirm this. Big Joe has no clue what he's on about, but makes multi 7 figures yearly easily on all this retreats telling people to relax and all that. That has value, but it's not going to resolve the deeper resentments and bring you more into innate nature. If someone heals from that, it's because that experience had what they needed to lead pathways to open up innate self to transform, and with a sample size of tens of thousands it's no surprise that he'd have a few seeming miracle stories from each. Statistical insignificance. It's ALL smoke and mirrors. This is a process that's a personal one, and it takes time.

The truth is that we need to feel it all, both "positive" and "negative" feelings, and experience their corresponding currents illuminating aspects of our psyche. Immortality work is individuation, and individuation is deep acceptance and love of self, which is your innate capacity for experience. That thematic sequence that leads to innate self being available to experience, this is what all of this work is, working, as a mechanism, of self realization. All the fools that think it's some magical thing that happens when you reach a certain amount of positive feeling in your life is stupid. People who take hard drugs feel high like you'd not believe and yet they always crash out and burn. Why? Because it's always an escape.

Now I can make sense of why I manifested the same things with certain people based on my emotional state and how they'd seem to flip in an instant. My state would elicit in them something that made them react in the way they did, it wasn't my inner state in a vacuum that was making them be like that. It was that I was pulling out of them their trash. All this NG stuff is a bunch of utter trash I swear. Magic that happens where impossible circumstances align for you has also happened to me, but I'll say that almost every time it was because I was accepting more of a part of me I wanted to, be it innate or not, it was more acceptance of that aspect which had a clear available pathway to cascade out the experience I had. So it's clear, once again. Until you understand these dynamics then you'll automatically assume that the easiest suggestion that's explaining how and why is how it works when it doesn't. That's why LOA is so popular, it's because nobody knows any different, but pushing that out will take everybody having a story they can relate to relating to these mechanics to work that same pathway leading process I talk about. Whenever I run up against this LOA stuff I just laugh every time because it's insane to think that everything in your imaginal senses manifest. If that's the case then explain how people with aphantasia manifest. They'll say "emotion" and to that I'll say, how does emotion imply sensory detail? How does that imply a specific person? They'll say the person with aphantasia needs an image of the person they want, or to write it out. I'll say then, that apparently you can't manifest specific things without external tools then? So much for this imagination being so powerful as they claim. It's a joke and I can't stand it. It's insane. There's no reasoning. Apparently logic is bad too, that's right. Left brain analysis is bad. Sound like cultish type beliefs doesn't it. Without left brain thinking I'd never have connected these dots. Both sides need to function equally. We're dynamic. This isn't all about denying reason, that's insane. Denying reason is denying how you innately feel, but the way that you'd make sense of that is that you're denying circumstances being obstacles and conditions in the way. That's the only way this works and makes sense.

The issue we face is that we can't be real with ourselves. Being real isn't about accepting circumstances, it's accepting innate self and the natural striving unfolding through you. That inner truth is the pathway to immortality. Any acceptance of violation of your innate self by anyone, and holding onto the condition that established this, is dysfunction, and will manifest experiences for you automatically according to how that current is moving. We're manifesting what we know about ourselves, but that doesn't mean that if you think negatively of yourself that your life will be bad in terms of what you get on the outside, because someone in that place will run off expectations to fit in and will unconsciously operate to elicit responses from certain people to bring in the ones who can confirm how they feel about themselves. We don't determine how that works. I thought negatively of myself in many ways, but what I still had manifested seemingly positive people into my life anyway. That's what they wanted, even if I didn't think so. It's impossible to never have someone show up for you, well almost impossible, because this attraction dynamic will always play out with SOMEONE who needs what you have, no matter how small or big, and thus what Carl Jung said about all relationships being based on conditional love is true. None of them are functional. It's because we like the fantasy that we delude ourselves. Inner alchemy doesn't work on delusion, neither does manifesting. Fantasy does nothing, nothing but keep you in the box manifesting someone to live that fantasy with, and you won't like it even if you think you do because you're in conflict with the unconscious innate self but won't accept that's why you feel this way, because what that means is that too much needs to change to be correctly yourself and satisfied.

Manifesting things the LOA way will only get approval of others in response. You'll read a success story, but a success on the surface is probably them living according to their conditions, just more efficiently. That's not coming from self love a lot of the time, it's bad for their innate self, but they go along with it anyway to fit in, and thus they lose themselves and that hatred boils over. It's not just over self for compromising, but over the people who did this to them, which needs to be recognized before moving on.

The ones in this world that fit in with the status quo are the ones who are the most disconnected from innate nature, because the very desire to be that way comes from disconnect as a way of fitting in and being approved of. That's why people are driven the way they are, to be seen when they never were seen. This by the way can be a single mild incident, ONE moment of feeling like that can cause a cascade, It doesn't have to be massively deep and extremely traumatic. Simple moments like this can be the catalyst for a branching pathway that cascades through time that builds massive autosuggestion through experiences that confirm it. Pathway work begins in the past. NG never said to go to the past, but he did say to take an uncritical observation of self. Remember those moments of violation. Those moments of hesitation, knowing something isn't good to involve in. That's what I mean.

Interesting note. I remember feeling this. When I finally got over this stupid insecurity feeling of being lower than certain people out there, it was because I began to see everyone as flawed, and not perfect with having more than me. When you see them as having something you don't. they'll make you feel this way, but that's because you'd disrespected yourself. Loving yourself means you don't feel this around others, at least to no degree that would be an issue.

It seems that the way you see others in higher states is for them too to do what we do, meaning to admit how they really feel. Imagining them doing this to us would be healing them. This is probably the best thing to imagine others doing, really. Imagining them getting all these material things, and having them say what you want them to say to validate your conditioning, and how they be your little sock puppets, that's just dysfunctional expression needing control. That's not their highest interest, their highest interest is authentic expression of innate self. Their innate nature needs to admit what they did, and also what they experienced, to move current and alter how they show up, since they will have the same insights as you do. Is that not truly seeing someone at their most pure? Not about what they attained, but who they truly are. That's what I just recognized right now. Needed to log it here.

I want to speak on the idea of people who are extremely traumatized, who have had sexual assault as children and extreme physical torture and all this stuff. I find that SOME of these people often end up not aging very much as they grow up. I know someone who is like this in fact, they still are like children in their appearance (more youthful than they "should" be) and in mind too. This person was abandoned, SA'd, and her dad died early on too leaving nobody to care for her for a while until her grandparents picked her up. This is the thing, we've been told that having more trauma makes us age faster. I'm going to say no, but also yes. Here's why. TCM as far as I know doesn't recognize this mechanism as a thing but looking at how things are it's clearly a thing. When someone branches off from who their innate self is they can actually avoid the results of all that buried conditioning from being made conscious, as in the current is "stuck" but in a sort of invisible way. TCM says that qi stagnations must manifest but I don't honestly agree with this. In my analysis, qi stagnations and such can surface or be buried under cascades of pathways that prevent that from being activated. It's still there, but it's operating in a level that's entirely unconscious. It's heat that burns Jing, and heat is the experience of traumatic trash we're holding. If you don't experience it then you don't seem to get impacted by it. I can testify to this. The more functional someone is the more they will feel, whereas someone who's extremely distanced from innate self can and likely will bury their innate feelings into branched pathways that aren't accessible without specific thematic pathway sequencing to bring awareness to those aspects. It's all pathway phenomena, meridian system phenomena. There's branches and branches and branches. This is our cascade. So what I mean is that someone who's operating from a highly branched off nature can appear more youthful than they are because they're not manifesting the effects of "surfacing" that feeling, the currents, the qi that's locked up from those past moments, it's that without this being surfaced then they won't experience it. It's often the most beautiful types that hold the deepest cuts that you never see. It's like their surface is all shiny, but inside underlying that polished exterior is someone who's torn to shreds and they never open up to see inside. The ones who are looking broken on the outside, also have this too, but they're stuck "trying" to transform it but never being able to fully get there, and thus they deteriorate way faster because their meridians are overactive with heat and it utterly destroys their Jing.

So this is what I mean. There's a phenomena where physical appearance seems to not be impacted in some people, and I'll say that's due to branches that are way deeper than they'd like to admit. I've spoken to people who are over 70 and look in their 50's, This guy by the way was heavily traumatized and never had a single healthy relationship, yet still looked decades younger than he is. This is different from Jing recollection, since that's accepting innate self and transforming all the feelings to operate at capacity instead of drawing lines and never feeling through the trash. Those people cannot be immortal, they however may very well be tough on the outside, and here we have NG telling us that it's their beliefs. People who smoke tons, drink tons, all that stuff, and never get sick from it. They're just locking themselves out of who they really are, and this exterior is the projection in a sense to their cut off nature. I always wondered how physical shifts can happen if someone is heavily compromised, but this can explain it pretty well. If current is being felt and not fully transformed and accepted then you will be destroyed by that with TCM mechanics but if that's branched out of your current functioning cascade then you'll not experience that since the heat never surfaces. It's like it goes into stasis in some way, or that it manifests internally in other ways. It's that these people, while having a pretty exterior, will have possibly terrible inner conditions, not psychological, though possibly, but I mean conditions that don't impact the exterior much. It's these types that seem to be the most successful at manifesting, but inwardly they're deeply unsatisfied. Their compromise patterns have become armour against accepting themselves and live a fake life to fit in and gain approval. Someone who's functional can also be successful as it's considered but it wouldn't ever be for approval.

I believe it's almost as though this manifest youthful look in itself is a cope, as crazy as that sounds. It's that someone in order to garner attention and approval manifests this look, almost unconsciously as an effect of abandonment, in order to be seen. That's a position I've considered once or twice in my time but I never thought much of it. This makes sense, and the implication that impacts appearance shifts is based on this mechanism of branching off from innate self to live out this need to be seen and whatnot. Isn't that interesting. Now of course there's many surrounding variables because there's lots of people who would fall under this category who don't appear this way but there's some who I can personally speak for who do. Some of them I know by the way don't consider themselves good looking, even though they are on the outside. This is once again another discrepancy between inner and outer "assumptions" that LOA can't explain. It's a joke. Implication based on conditions and unmet needs determines manifestations. Thematic supply/demand as I've always said. This is how we manifest changes in others, ourselves, and the world around us generally in an environmental sense. The more branched off you are from innate nature, the more "successful" with manifesting you'll likely be, because you're living in literal delusion about yourself and denying how you really feel in order to move currents in a way that favors the expectation, totally unconsciously I'd say. This is also why by the way manifesting immortality still isn't possible for those types, because they're not at true peace. It's often the case that we find today, and you can find a TON of shorts on this, where some beautiful person externally will be internally very disturbed. They will still get triggered, it's not like they don't feel ANYTHING, but it's more or less that the feelings that they do have aren't accepted or transformed in any way. It's like the innate voice is dysfunctional to them and they throw it out. If they give space for the inner voice then they can and likely will age very very very fast. Facing that stuff in an inefficient manner in my opinion causes deep rapid aging. Facing this stuff spontaneously and knowing the implication and cutting through that meaning and seeing those who hurt you and "impressed" this in your psyche as evil, that will resolve it fast. Doing this with advanced gazing with long sessions will probably be the most powerful way possible.

Feeling the feelings of others and understanding their inner state of turmoil, understanding where they're coming from, seeing their violations from others, that these conditions are binding the innate self, that's really a level of higher function that someone who's branched out from innate nature cannot feel, because it would remind them of their own trash that happened to them. I also fully grasp why being seen with what you want by people who hurt you is so powerful to manifest. This is the technique I discovered by accident, which taught me about implication and led me through this whole thing.

Build a story of your life from the start till today, like a timeline with all the branches and aspects related to that. This will make everything clear to you. How would the LOA buffs explain how someone becomes a sociopath? They couldn't. A child cannot conceive of such experiences that happen to them which causes such conditioning. They don't imagine those things, nor do they have within them feelings or thoughts to represent that, or currents to translate into those experiences. It's not innate, it's learned from their surroundings and from others who badly hurt them. This happened TO THEM, and therefore what NG says is wrong at the very foundation. IT'S WRONG AND DOESN'T WORK DAMMIT. Not everything you imagine happens to you. That's insanely stupid. Does the bible apply to children? I remember coming up with a theory way back in 2020 that until a child hits around 12-13 or so that they're not responsible for their life and then after that conscious manifesting takes over, but there's still not true. That doesn't work either. The fact is that not everything you experience is because of you, it's because of other people. Prove me wrong. Prove me wrong that children don't manifest their lives that are of extreme neglect turning them into cold hearted killers. You tell me how someone becomes like that. "Oh that's not in my life". Yeah, deny, be delusional, avoid answering intelligently why don't ya. It's always flogged off due to utter ignorance and failure to grasp even the reasons of their own suffering, because that fire and passion for their innate nature is dead. Nobody in the LOA space can explain how sociopaths are created. They don't just show up out of thin air, the abuse that happens to them. and others, isn't because the child imagined it. I use to actually support that the child would carry trash from a previous iteration into this one which manifests as "karma" but I still can't prove that either. Higher genius puts us into abusive places to get what we need, though the alchemist has said that this isn't always the case either, and that it's just the reality of life that things will happen to us that we don't expect, which is what trauma is, a breaking of expectations, a violation of a child that makes them hate the parents, and others in response. It's disgusting, but every parent on earth abuses their child IN SOME WAY. Mine did, even though if you asked me before I manifested the SP overnight about if they were good, and I'd probably have said they were ok, even though they weren't. Not even close. We say that to stay shut out from accessing those innate pathways. Those innate pathways reveal who we are and offer our literal path to transformation.

I remember my qigong master told me that the one who always wins at talent shows is the child who got the most love from their parents and those around them, because that child wasn't doing it to gain approval. It was spontaneous innate nature unfolding, and thus that child would always win, even if they technically weren't the most "talented" but the spirit of their act would wow people, that psyche that's open and real would be felt. That's what he told me. I look back at my work, being the most technical of all by levels that nobody else was even close to competing with, and I'd still lose. I had put more work into it than anyone else, and yet I'd still not win. I use to tell myself and everyone around me with confidence that I'd win, and I didn't. My work was rejected for some stupid reason always, some flaw that made it lower than someone else's even though it was petty for the reasons why. I was always seen as the one who tried too hard. People use to tell me I put so much effort into my work, but I never got reciprocated. No matter what I did I couldn't win. I only garnered approval from some, but it was still meaningless to me. The condition and expectation was that I need to be the best to be seen, I need to be "perfect" and I sacrificed my whole life to make that happen. I hated it. I wanted to rip holes in the fabric of reality itself with my bare hands with rage that's unrelenting and merciless, unbound by any words imaginable. Fury that transcends this dimension and strikes fear into the archetypal powers themselves. This type of pure fury and rage beyond the likes of which could be contained in flesh. That's what it was like, and often I'd literally go into fits where I'd just convulse with fury throwing myself around like a wild animal trying to express this unstoppable force in a way that's not destructive because dare I never be seen with that or I'll be attacked further. I couldn't do anything other than explode, then whenever I had to express even a slight bit of frustration my whole body would go beet red with fury, and it was totally unconscious to me how I felt, but others would say I was so red like I was extremely angry. Yeah, I was, but I didn't notice it, because I guess I was so use to it. No wonder I got liver issues and stuff because in TCM it holds these feelings. I had the near death experiences because of it. That held in fury.

The only thing that helped me was to unleash that on my parents in my mind that night which I got the SP manifestation. That fury was incredible. You couldn't imagine it. I literally would like turn into a wild animal that would just become the embodiment of this current and I would just tense up so hard and flail around helplessly as I tried to contain this rage while not being heard or known by anyone, which I was always seen. This was the thing that caused me my debilitating anxiety later on, since I'd burn out all my yin as a result. My hair literally fell out by the second, my teeth loosened, my eyes got so bad I could barely see, I'd not heal wounds, my blood got black and thick when I bled. This was my life, in my early 20's. It sucked. Then every time I got with a girl I liked I'd get crippling anxiety. Most people have no idea in this space what living with extreme mental dysfunction was like, especially when you try and use the trash of LOA to solve it which only made it 100x worse. That time I imagined myself so vividly with the person I wanted with them telling me what I wanted on loop while I laid in bed, I manifested such a visceral reaction from my body that I was literally 99% anxious for weeks non stop and my digestion shut down completely and I wasted away and got flu like sickness and basically ended up in hospital because I couldn't function. It was ALWAYS after I imagined being with who I wanted, but from the level of appeasing conditions instead of destroying them. This is what turned me into the person I am today really, this disposition I hold for this ignorant trash everywhere you look. Having faced the consequences of their useless takes I needed to clear these things up and show them how it works and utterly crush them until there's nothing left but dust. I shouldn't even really be mad at them, but I want to provide a model that leads people into the right direction using irrefutable facts and not useless garbage that's preached by the rest of this space out of complete and utter ignorance. These people will never know the time and attention to detail. That time my place got badly flooded, twice in fact, seeing the water rise under the foundations that were being literally washed away and the house shifting while I was under it trying to hold the dirt under. That almost disabled me too. I went pale for days. Couldn't handle the pressure, the implication.

It's one of those things, that when we don't always blame ourselves for our misfortunes, but have clear recognition of what happened to us and accept innate self and how we really feel for real. That's what matters, if you want to be real and truly expand and fulfil your purpose. You're not here to be fake and manifest all this useless stuff in the world. You're here to move through this world and use it as the ground you stand on to do the immortality work. That's why this world sucks, and everyone is deeply traumatized at their core, and none of us are clear as the real us. It's because this default condition of humanity is the necessary state by which expansion can unfold and our capacity can be realized. Inner alchemical transformation is the goal, not to manifest approval and achievements in this world.

1/11/25

So I've had this perspective on manifesting come to me. Not new, but I'll frame it here in a sort of new way. If you're not interested in immortality then you effectively can be anyone you "think" you want to be. How do you do that? You negate the importance of conditions and involve yourself to go all the way. That simple. This means you stop looking for the same things by seeing the cause of them to be stupid and useless. That's how you actually detach, in both functional and dysfunctional ways.

2/11/25

The dysfunctional psyche seeks stimulus to raise shen and avoid the pain of their past. They WANT to continue living on dysfunctional pathway cascades because it feels better. Needing to feel good is the sickness. This is exactly why LOA is so popular. It's the ultimate permission to indulge in projection. Not needing the feel good is the way to detach properly, because you see the feel good as dysfunctional from the start. That elevated raised activated shen which grabs onto a condition as a supply of receiving love or whatever, that feeling of "oh I can finally be loved" will always end up dips because you're going to always rely on another to be the supply. Those types will always be seeking supply by running from pathways that require the condition in order to feel like they can be loved. This is the issue. The attachment is the constant seeking of the stimulus to feel like they're able to get what they never got so that they can temporarily mediate pressure into that pseudo satisfaction and get away from the reality of how they feel innately, which is that this thing they're needing isn't actually them. All of these stimulating processes draw the attention away from innate nature. There needs to be ENOUGH of a detachment so that you're not a complete dysfunction in the world and can overlap more people but it's not necessary to manifest that person into your life to reflect that condition in what they give you. You probably will, because I did, over and over, and we all do to some extent. If you don't, then it's because you're still playing between accepting innate nature and the projection and you're not committing to either. This is something I wrote out about many months back actually, and probably even earlier than that.

So whatever makes you feel stimulated, not as a rule of thumb, but this sharp sort of sudden "need" for stimulus, I will say is most likely stemming from dysfunction. There's no straight rule, but if you look at the decisions you make that lead you into the cycles you face and how you felt into initiating that decision, then you'll probably identify this. Gazing tends to stabilize these currents so that you can see them more clearly without that narrow view where you buy into them.

If you actually pay attention to the sensation closely you'll often find an element of contrast in there, just very subtle. It's that you get stimulated by something which represents what you want to satisfy the condition and yet at the same time you'll notice that it's accompanied often times by another feeling of what I find to be frustration. Where does this come from? I believe that it's probably because you're the cycles and that you know this isn't you but you keep playing into it because the stimulus is too much to ignore.

I just did some more analysis of my own patterning and decisions and how I felt and I've noticed something interesting. Whenever there's an element of "empowered rebellion" against a condition, even if it's towards the degree of dysfunction, then you'll likely manifest the result that supports this thing, SO LONG AS YOU CUT THROUGH THAT CONDITION TO ENOUGH OF A DEGREE THAT MATTERS. That's a subjective thing, but you'll notice in response to applying this that the hesitation won't be there to the same degree. I look back at when I was able to "change" others, and it was usually through this same thing, and often it wasn't like a massive change but it was enough to notice. I'd show up in a different way, take a risk where before I'd hesitate and compromise. Now that also means that you involve in levels of dysfunctional pathway cascades that lead you into the deeper pseudo satisfaction cycle, where you're building support for that conditional way of feeling what you never got so that you can access it more through those means. This is more or less actually how I've come to establish the working model of inner and outer momentum, not regarding innate nature or not as a primary function of operation though. It's the same mechanics here really. Whenever you get to a level where you're willing to accept that a condition overlaying a condition no longer matters then more of the satisfaction of that underlying condition can manifest, not fully because that's not what it can give you, but it will be more available because the layers overlaying that have been cleared away. That is to a degree opening up to more innate function but it depends, because in some cases where the support for that condition means letting go of more of your innate nature as the contrast would be leading you into further dysfunction. This is the thing, manifesting doesn't require innate being to unfold. It actually does, because that's where the contrast stems from, but what I mean is that you don't seem to have to life correctly to manifest things. It's really the negation of conditions overlaying what you think you want and "growing/expanding" into that place through extending pathway cascades which support you being that person, EVEN IF IT'S DYSFUNCTIONAL. This is the thing that's so difficult to categories and explore fully because there's uncountable variables at play. Thinking what you think is innate when it's not but certain parts of conditions overlaying the unavailability to that may be innate, it's such a messy web of strings that are all mostly invisible and the sensations are very subtle to differentiate these natures.

This seems to be where my next level of innovation needs to apply. I always find answers, so it's only a matter of time. I don't want to make a rule of thumb here, but the more profitable and available for approval an aspect of your nature is, especially if it's built on a place of meeting other people where they are and trying to get something out of them, then it's very likely to be something that's serving a dysfunctional not self cascade that you've dropped conditions and established as baseline. There's no contrast to question what's self and not at that point, since you're involved in it. This is why implied involvement matters so much in normalizing that inner momentum through state streaks which build cascades powerfully and also overlapping others realities to attain the effects of what that represents to you through them in the supply/demand relationship. Without them, then there's no exchange of the dynamics that both parties are projecting onto each other.

Many of us are simply afraid of expanding and growing into who we are innately because of what it implies, what it means about who that would impact. It's all implication I swear. The thing that NG said about implication was truly genius and one of his most important quotes. Simply put, it's like expanding into your innate nature is serving who you really are, not serving the satanic ideology of self indulgence which is by definition harmful. I never bought into this idea that the devil was just a contrasting view in your mind that holds conditions in play. Yeah it can represent that one ONE level but I see it more as the nature we adopt as the conditioning itself against who we are innately that we sacrifice our innate nature to then empower and live through. You're not living into your capacity that way, though to others it will seem like you are, because you're actually living FOR THEM, and not for you, but since they give you a sense of being seen and such then you'll associate this with being yourself and feeling satisfied, but without that then you're in dips. That's why it doesn't work and why I see Satanism the way I do. The "self", not self, love with the not self. Satanism. The pleasing of others, in a sort of sad helpless attempt to gain approval you never got and are trying to get since you can't accept that what you're trying to gain it through is just based on the conditions and expectations of others. When you see the entire play you're acting out as irrelevant then you're on the track towards immortality. Most people who read this won't like that, because it would mean who they've built themselves to be was to live in the lives of others, but that should fuel the feelings that underlie who you are now, which will surface all that fury that's buried for those who did this to you and allow you to open up to innate nature and make functional decisions as yourself, else how do you decondition? How else do you do it? You really can't. It's really that the only way to actually accept innate nature is to see who you are being now as a dysfunctional form that's only living to please others and totally devalues who you really innately are, as hard as that is to accept.

This is the exact opposite of what LOA preaches. You can manifest the life that others want you to live, or you can manifest the life YOU ACTUALLY want to live, that's mostly unconscious. I need to discuss this idea with the alchemist some more as I believe there could be some insights there I'm not seeing. We must be willing to accept that everything we believe could be wrong, and be ok with it, because it doesn't matter really, since it's only really just to please others and be seen in that way. Your immortality isn't dependent on pleasing others, in fact it's the opposite.

I remember there was a quote somewhere I read from some philosopher I respected to said that relationships are just two people destroying each other. I knew what he meant back then as I still do now, but it brings up all these examples of how relationships are just another means of normalized acceptance of dysfunction, because being with this person supplies you with what you don't have. It's always this way.

Getting real with yourself reveals some deep unconscious trash you never wanted to see or accept about your life. Lots of it that is shut out. Almost everyone in our lives are dysfunctional to some degree or another. Do you accept that? It's almost like you NEED to accept a certain degree of dysfunction to fit in, but is that serving your pathway towards immortality and living from innate pathways? If you comply with their expectations and their projections of what they don't have within them onto you, then you're approved of. If you compromise and fit in then everyone gets along, despite there being dysfunctional patterns in the mix. If you don't compromise on innate truth and live by innate nature then you'll be attacked by them. I also can't stand anyone who tells us to "just manifest them positive bro". It's like what an insane statement. Once again, did the child who manifested being heavily traumatized over and over for their entire youth since the first day manifest them being like this? If not then why are they like that? Who manifested them to be this way towards that child? It's THEM DOING THIS TO THE DAMN CHILD NOT THE CHILD MANIFESTING THAT HAPPENING TO THEM YOU IDIOTS! What an absolutely insane idea. So if the child didn't manifest them being this way, and the mechanics of thematic supply demand exist, then how do we "change" others around us? WE change, meaning we don't buy into their expectations, meaning we live from innate supply and then we change how they are to us. There's also the flip side, if you compromise and give into their expectations then you'll gain approval, but it will always be conditional and you will have to accept that or else they won't respond the way you want. If you think that's a limiting belief then refute the clear experience of thematic supply/demand that's been so obviously established over years of work I've done here. What someone has the others will want, and you're the same with what you want in others. That's how psychological overlap between people happens. Those mechanics exist and drive everything, given implied involvement.

Every change I've ever noticed in others is because I responded differently. I withdrew when necessary or I moved in closer when necessary. That push pull dynamic when applied on top of supply/demand of the themes being worked with is the mechanism of change. Then you'll have people explain the experiences where they imagine someone who's sick getting better and they heal. I've personally never experienced this before. I've not seen anyone around me heal when I imagined them improved. Is that me being a failure at "manifesting" this? No. I see no resistance for that and I had no attachments as far as I know.

Fitting in with expectations to preach a certain narrative to gain approval. Being a fraud and preaching mind magic which defies all known mechanisms of manifestation is how this space thrives. The work that's been laid out here has been developed to be the most comprehensive explanation possible, and yet the magic people continuously compare things to that's claimed as repeatable using some method of imaginal sense experience, unless you can demonstrate that reliably then nobody cares. Why? Because they want to escape the reality of how they feel. That's the truth. When someone operates as themselves then all the magic happens through you, which is why when you try you fail. Some way, some how, the mechanisms of thematic supply/demand apply the magic dynamically, especially when growth and expansion into being yourself and going all the way is applied, even if that's supporting dysfunctional cascades I see proof that it can apply as well, though it won't be satisfying because innate pressure still rises up to process.

When you confront these people who deny this for real, you can see it in their eyes that they're afraid, and they don't have an intelligent response other than more unfalsifiable claims of magic to refute these mechanics. They are scared, afraid, but won't accept it. They can't, because it means they'll have to see how they're being right now as being the cause of someone else's expectations and not their own. That's why people stay stuck. It's "too much" to change. Too deep into living that way to go back. This is what we deal with. It's the deep stuck traumatized people who can't accept that they're still dancing around accepting their innate nature by playing in the mind magic space seeking to throw their power that they have buried onto some method to magically make them feel satisfied but that's just not the case. LOA ISN'T OUTSIDE THESE MECHANICS AND DOESN'T OVERRIDE THEM. LOA IS THESE MECHANICS. The magic happens when you change direction and operate on enough of a higher more functional level that a degree of satisfaction can be attained.

People in our lives who seek power and influence will want to control the narrative of what's preached and most importantly what other people hear and know about things. When their mouths become the dominant and most available and relatable voice, to appease to the conditioning of others and their expectations, then the voice that reminds those people of the fact that their entire lives are a lie, then they'll attack the person speaking to their core because it hurts too much to accept that message. This is the real dilemma I face with this space, because people don't actually want to transform. They don't. They don't even know what I say on my videos as it is. Nobody grasps the depths of this stuff, and it's not that I'm overcomplicating it, it's the opposite. Things are way oversimplified and dumbed down by saying the imaginal senses are the cause of reality. This issue cannot be solved unless you lead their pathways, but doing that while also preaching some facts and being entertaining enough to keep the watch time up is a near impossible balance for someone like me who's just a technician and highly mechanically minded. I don't think when I talk, I just do, yet that's not constructive towards growth. It's this impossible battle to win, because my audience doesn't want to know the truth. How can I preach a message of such nature to people who want to avoid responsibility for their expansion and put it onto some other power, AKA the mentalism stuff of imaginal senses being your salvation. The Christ. That's what's up. So I might as well just abandon this message on the public front end side of things and preach what I've been doing, just hype people up and get them into my programs and then speak facts, but then you'd be surprised how many of them deny my work as valid when I say that their imaginal senses are not the cause of reality and get upset when I say that manifesting isn't from imaginal acts. They get defensive, even though they paid to get my take to guide them into insight. They expect me to give them imaginal methods, and then when that's not the case they get confused. It's like what am I suppose to do? This entire space is screwed from the start because the premise of manifestation of whacked and has zero evidence of reliability to prove it.

Joseph's so called experimental data also doesn't prove anything because he's not factoring in all the clearly established variables. That AI tool is useless unless the right data is being sifted through which isn't the case, and thus his so called systematic manifesting model is a complete joke. It's all based on the idea of imaginal senses being the cause of reality when once again there's no reliable proof for this. It comes through you as a matter of who you're being. That's what I know to be true reliably, and that's not something you can really control the details of and the timing of because it's an automatic unfolding of innate nature. Trying to control it only means you're not operating as yourself, and thus the whole need to deliberately and specifically manifest things can be reliably demonstrated because what's innate will come through you and it will be what you want. That's all there is to it, and it fits perfectly into the mechanics of what we've explored. This doesn't take away free will nor does it deny the child their feelings of being violated and blaming them for imagining that happening. It all works. Nobody else has a model that works this way, because they're all based on profits above facts and analysis of all the variables at play to provide a working model that's consistent with observations. Until that's established then there's no way it'll be proven. Nobody can prove manifesting the way it's taught, because it doesn't work that way. They know that.

Whatever they manifest that seems deliberate is coming through them as a nature of who they are. Until you integrate being that person then having those unfolding of innate nature as the things you desire manifesting for you in life then you'll never figure this out. That's why people get confused when I don't give imaginal methods. They aren't actually changing, making different decisions which should come from their innate self who WANTS to change to be more authentic and that innate nature comes through you. On the flip side it could be that the cascade of dysfunctional pathways leads to the same outcomes, because acceptance of the condition and hyper fixating on that and satisfying all surrounding conditions can and will likely manifest that thing, but the innate self will never be satisfied as I've said. You can't get away from that. I know this to be true because those who attempt to contrast this data cannot provide valid answers and will pull on a few examples to refute the entire basis of RS which has foundation in core alchemical and metaphysical principles of reality itself which we all experience and observe.

It's that anyone who's false self they've put up is threatened by an outside force that brings up their innate nature that feels very "negative" about things in life they're denying, then that person will immediately go into a mode of justification for who they're being and what they believe, because what they believe is tied up in who they are since that's a condition overlaying their innate value. That's as I've said many times partly how I started this whole RS thing, it was because that's how I gained approval. In this case, I don't need to be tied to this stuff because it stands on its own regardless of me being there.

I want to say something else to prove my point here. Since children don't have a clearly established capacity to hold boundaries of what they do and don't accept since they're dependent on the parents, then the parents in contrast to the open and receptive and powerless child, will play out their own degenerate dysfunctions on the child because the child is the exact opposite of them. The child is the one who HAS TO take all the abuse, when few others would be able to. It's that the child becomes a perfect mirror for the parent to play out their compromised innate nature and project that onto the child so that they have someone who will take that expression. The child becomes the one who is totally vulnerable and thus naturally by the nature of their innocence attracts all the abuse imaginable onto them, since the parent can get away with it. This highly dysfunctional dynamic is the core reason why this world actually sucks, on top of all the other stuff I talk about. It's effectively that the child has a role to play in being abused by the nature of their existence and that cannot be avoided. This is why everybody on earth grows up with dysfunctions. We can't avoid internalizing all of that violation. This proves the dynamics of supply/demand 100%. Nobody can refute this, not a single LOA buff can do it, because according to their model the child then manifests all the people around them to be dysfunctional and abusive which in turn then establishes their own dysfunction that then the doctrine of LOA shows up to somehow provide a solution to. "An uncontrolled imagination".

NG as I've said quoted saying "God suffers" when asked about child abuse and trauma, Cop out. So here's the reality in plain sight. According to NG, we all suffer as children and grow up with dysfunctional psychology because "God suffers" and since God plays our role he's then saying that we're predetermined to be abused, effectively. Is this not true? That logic is sound. Then he comes up and tells us that because God suffers and we're all dysfunctional and unable to be ourselves then we need the doctrine he preaches where we all imagine positive realities around us, when this is actually the very thing that keeps the conditioning in play, denying how we feel and making correct decisions which move our trajectory out of the influence of those who abused us. Therefore the entire LOA NG doctrine from the root is flawed. Is it not? Who started all this dysfunction showing up in our lives? God? If that's the case then NG is admitting we don't manifest it all by our conscious consent, because he said that God zaps the rich man to the role of a show shine boy and a toilet scrubber in the next life "for the work to be done in him". Sounds very much like a "noble state" doesn't it? He's saying here effectively that we WILL suffer, and I believe I've quoted him saying that we go through the "fiery furnaces" of life for this purpose, and yet nobody talks about this. But then he tells us we can revise our past by imagining positive things happening, the way we'd have "liked them to have happened", often for material purposes, and it totally avoids the false self that's being lifted up as a result which is NOT THE WORK we're here to do.

So how do you make sense of all this? Well I will simply say that NG didn't want to teach what I'm saying because he would've been devalued in response because it would've brought out the peoples innate feelings, therefore he preached a seeming mentalism doctrine to get these ideas out there, but it was fraudulent. He's pretending to be someone he's not, to gain approval. That's why his later lectures had people walking out, because there wasn't as much focus on this whole "manifest material wealth" idea. It's the same thing as there is today. It's dysfunctional people looking for magic solutions to avoid responsibility. I hate this place I do I absolutely despise all the fools that can't accept this and will attack me in response to pointing this out. I cannot grow RS preaching this doctrine. I know it won't grow. The people will come and listen once or twice then leave when they realize they have to face their innate nature which often means rebuilding their entire lives from scratch. That's too painful. They'd rather continue to live in delusion and pseudo satisfaction and hope someone will give them the magic pill to solve their suffering. Do you see why I cannot win with this? It's impossible. Nobody wants that, not even those who claim to follow the depths of this stuff because it's so painful to accept. That's exactly why it works, and how we become immortal.

These people would be better off being taught the pseudo satisfaction pathway optimization methods than to go all the way into leading into immortality. DO you want to know the facts? Not a single LOA coach on earth has proven age reversal. If LOA was outside of inner alchemy then why can't they manifest age reversal? They're all growing older and it shows. I've never claimed to be able to demonstrate age reversal myself by the way, I just have the formula of how to do it, and yet that's the most painful thing imaginable to apply. Just because I've not taken it all the way fully to the limits doesn't mean others haven't attain outcomes of such nature, which I know ONE person who has. It's all God who manifests immortality in us, because we become more of God, our innate nature, higher genius. We become that container, and it must be a physically immortal container else it wouldn't work. In order for the container to be immortal physically then you need to become a living embodiment of all the qualities of God, which is your innate self, which is how you really feel. Until you can accept and live according to how you feel, which will likely put you at odds with every system designed here on earth, then you will not become immortal. I don't even know if it's possible to be done living in the west, because the systems of Gov we have in themselves shouldn't be tolerated and that's a massive box that people will have to eventually face, but it's not something that we should have to stress over here and now. My point is that none of these LOA people who claim that manifesting is beyond all the mechanics of RS and the systems I've integrated here within this model, none of them can claim or demonstrate real immortality. Don't tell me they "don't desire it", because who doesn't want that? You feel physically better in every way being younger. That's an objective fact, not a subjective thing. So where's the LOA coaches manifesting clear and obvious age reversal? There's none, therefore it's proven to not be outside of the mechanics of RS and what I've explained here, therefore those who buy into the magic are delusional and are justifying staying in the box unconsciously to avoid feeling how they really feel. Fact.

Age reversal is a function of being yourself fully, just like the magic is a function of accepting being SOMEWHAT more of yourself where circumstances will move according to thematic supply/demand. The magic happens as an EFFECT of changing self, negating conditions and establishing related implied involvement, going all the way, expanding into that and fixating on expansion. This is what makes magic happen. Everyone can prove that. Nobody can prove the imaginal method stuff. Yes thought transmission if you'd call it that is real, but thinking you'll be able to manipulate someone with that is foolish. People think of you and you have their thought come through you before they contact you. Who thought first? If you thought about them randomly and then they reached out I'd put money on them being the cause, or even that both of you picked up on a shared source and that neither caused it. The one who does the contacting first is likely the one in the flow and thus the one who likely transmitted. So this is correct about "thought transmission", but that doesn't prove LOA is outside of these mechanics because that's ancient alchemical doctrine.

The child in this world must become who the parent wants them to be. Those expectations shape who you are, often in contrast to your fixed innate nature. You are a product of what your parents did to you, else why would scripture exist as it does, according to how NG interprets it, which I believe is as I've really always said, to be a heavily flawed interpretation that doesn't work. That child has no option BUT TO BE who the parent projected onto that child, and the more screwed the parents are the more screwed the child WILL BE. There's more conditioning, therefore more denial of innate nature, and more sociopathy, to one degree or another. This is where the roots are for why the biblical doctrine that NG preaches come from. Without this systematic child abuse then we'd not have LOA, we'd just have alchemy as RS teaches, because that works. Biblical doctrine is valid this way and works in all cases. Effectively everybody on earth lives out the lives their parents want them to live, without knowing it. That's how deep this runs. The things which you desire stems from that abuse, to gain approval and love, which you can never get through the condition. This is why immortality work is the most painful thing imaginable.

The people who reject you when you transform into being more of yourself are the ones who controlled you and you accepted that control. Now that you're outside of their influence then they will fight back to establish that control again in an attempt to project their lacks onto you and they will fail since you've seen the truth. This is how you change people, for better or worse. You fit in, or not. These people hate themselves the most. You love yourself, and they feel that and hate it, because you've now got what they don't have and you're no longer conforming to their projection to keep you in their box. That's what we all experience. The child's needs matter more than the parents needs. Until that becomes the norm them the world will continue to suck and there's nothing you can do about it. The fact is that parents only really have children these days because they want to control someone and put all of their trash onto someone who's going to be the perfect vessel to condition and contain their dysfunction so they can feel better about themselves, at least while their control lasts. They want even to "get love" from the child which they never got, and that's the most sad part about it, because in trying to get it from someone with perfect supply, then they take it away because those parents are empty with innate love and leech it from the child like a parasite. It's the facts. This is why we're all screwed up and need the bible and what NG says, apparently. Has anyone else asked why the world sucks and what mechanisms go into that? Well here you go, another analysis I'd never be able to present on camera else I lose a bunch of my audience the moment I start attacking parents, who would be a majority of my audience. Welcome to reality. Integrating all this stuff is the only way towards immortality, because how you feel WILL surface, and it will NOT be pretty, because you WERE violated and abused but you buried it deep down and denied it to fit in. That's why you're never going to reverse your age and you will continue to live in the lives of others. Feeling that fury and making the necessary changes is the only way forward. Your parents projected their lacks onto you and you became them and every system on earth is established to support this systematic child abuse which destroys God on earth.

Until you can stand before evil and call it evil knowing you'll be attacked by the whole world then you don't love yourself because you deny reality around you to fit in and stay safe. "Those who die in battle go to Valhalla", as is said in the north mythos. Until you can go to whatever length necessary to be true and real and accept your innate nature, as the Christ, our kinsman redeemer said, to us, the light people, then we cannot truly walk with God, we cannot contain God, because we are living in the essence of another and branched off from who we are in a dysfunctional cascade. You WILL be rejected and abandoned by these people for preaching the facts as our kinsman redeemer did, and you will prove that these people are the ones who are the evil ones, It's not you, it's them. They rejected and left you when you were helpless and growing up and they'll do it again today, and thus we've found Satan. It's obvious. This is the true test of faith. Who are you going to serve? Until we can be real with ourselves and see evil as it is and not deny as they do in delusion, then we cannot enter the kingdom of heaven, literally and thematically. Alchemically and in seedline. It works both ways. Seedline reveals the established conditioning field here on earth, and the history of how and why, and the test of all tests, to inherit immortality.

There is not a single manifestation teacher on earth who will tell you that, because manifestation, as a conscious deliberate act, is in complete opposition of this, simply due to the fact that it only exists as a doctrine to support those who are in themselves in denial of their innate nature and establish this solipsistic view of reality where there's no responsibility for actions done to others, since everyone has their own personal reality bubble. Sammy IG is obviously an extremely abusive type, because she pushes this trash, and yet look at her influence. It's because solipsism is empowering to those who are in delusion. It's not that she's magical in any way, she never manifested a damn thing, it's simply that she's appeasing to the crowds of delusional self denying people who want to change others to fit their projections and be like the abusive parent. That EXACT SAME PSYCHOLOGY is what EVERY parent has, to project what they want onto another person because they themselves are lacking the acceptance of this part of them because it's too painful to accept, because then they'd need to see their parents as abusive. They can't do that because of the consequences. It necessitates being separated and left out from that crowd, because you become the light of truth in their darkness. That cannot be had for any of these people.

This is why RS is correct. It all works and makes sense on every level. There's no need to be delusional and make leaps in logic that don't work, like saying there's infinite realities where everyone is in their own bubble pod and cannot experience anything they don't imagine. Well, explain childhood trauma? Good luck.

3/11/25

The structural cascade AKA implication is the secret. NG said implication is where the power is, and that the technique holds "no power whatsoever". Imaginal acts in a vacuum don't do anything, according to NG. The implication holds the power, and the implication is the EFFECT of what something means that you're experiencing, AKA pathway meridian system phenomena. The structure of your psyche. He's saying that the meaning something has is the secret. It almost makes me wonder that everything he was talking about relating to imaginal acts was thematic in a way, though the ladder experiment would seem to refute this. His language points to thematic structure of meaning and implication of what imaginal acts represent to you is where the power is. That's why when I imagined something that never physically happened to me but was representative of an implied experience meaning that what I want is now available to me, that opened it up. It's that the imaginal act itself in replicating the imaginal sensory details isn't the point, but that those experiences are a means of targeting pathways and transforming availability of what those things mean about you into reality. Then the innate seed, the suggestion that comes through you, that's what holds the details of how and why and where and when, and if you translate that exactly how it is in the imaginal act, then you will claim the imaginal act did it when it wasn't what you did because it would've happened anyway.

Here's an interesting dynamic. A stalker who sees someone as theirs and will constantly imagine them being with this person and is delusional about it, like actually delusional, that person is rejected by who they're stalking, obviously. How does LOA make sense of this scenario? If the stalker (which is almost like most people in LOA looking to manifest an SP and feels entitled to their love like "don't give them free will") believes that they are in a relationship with this person then you tell me why they don't actually manifest what they imagine. Why not?

Seeds themselves are almost like "cores" for branching cascades of pathways and states are almost like trees that have grown from these cascades which form attachments and identifications. There are innate seeds that exists within us that we're designed to unfold which are also the fixed point of comparison to determine how we will always feel about things, but then there's the seeds that we "plant" through accepting conditions of others. Since we know that manifesting changes has everything to do with breaking conditions and making necessary decisions to reflect that through implied involvement, then looking at this idea of seeds being planted is more or less an alteration of the direction that your "dominant" cascade (state) comes from being either functional or dysfunctional will determine how you show up and how others will respond to you. All of those branches are thematically contrasting to your innate nature, which determines if attachment exists there or not.

"Seeds can be seen to represent branches off from innate nature. States being the cascade you operate from out of that branch you accepted (as a condition for example) and identify with where the seeds are effectively the branches themselves which lead into cascades of pathways that implied involvement builds out more and creates "stakes" for that state being available, meaning you won't want to let go of and thus live from. So looking at the functions of what imaginal experiences SHOULD be to do, through implication on innate nature in contrast to the conditioning, meaning to mediate pressures to accept innate nature and how you really feel which represents that. This way we can then see this whole idea of "planting seeds" as cutting off dysfunctional branches and reconnecting with the innate cascade that was branched off from."

An abusive act which caused a compromise pattern to be accepted can be seen as a seed, because a seed is what leads to a cascade of pathways we identify with and experience through involving with that meaning and implication on us, that we have to live out this condition to feel innate nature as the overlay.

The unconscious is what we must make conscious. The unconscious seems to be where all of our dysfunctional pathways we established from compromises which we accepted are buried.

Any time that you compromise it's stemming from a likely point where a dysfunctional pathway branched off from some form of abuse which thematically relates to how you feel in that place that prevents an authentic expression from playing out. The more you trace pathways through the more clear this becomes.

Having a "moment" of recognizing yourself as yourself is seemingly something that happens to everyone on this path. Me in 2015 had that moment around when I started gazing.

3/11/25

I've discovered some massive new insights about how advanced pathway work can work even better. Will go over those later. Woke up in the night and logged it all out. But what I wanted to say instead here is that I believe that what I said before about how you can almost heal from issues by fully branching off from innate nature is also possible, to a certain level at least. It's that in TCM, when the emotional response that represents pathogenic nature in that meridian is active then a corresponding symptom will manifest. Say someone is feeling fury, their liver meridian will activate excessively and they'll likely have poor digestion. I know this from experience. There's also fear which can make you feel this way because the warming activating current of kidney yang gets crushed when you're in fear and the spleen cannot warm to process food, so digestion issues then show up. Overthinking and hesitating in decision making burdens spleen, so there it is again. There's many different currents that can cause it, even qi rebellion, which I faced a ton of as well which caused me watering eyes almost 24/7 because I had constant frustration. Never went away I couldn't calm down because I never truly felt safe to get it out of me since expressing those feelings wasn't allowed. I'd just get cut down any time I got to the point of actually shedding tears, and because I wasn't allowed to feel the grief and such underlying that which I've identified a while back doing acupressure work and some other pathway stuff, that I basically had excess heat in most of my meridians like a pressure cooker not able to let the lid off and steam would just burst through the gaps.

So my thesis is that for those who don't actually accept innate nature and feel through these things, they "replace" those states they live in for another way of living, which is still a cope for how they feel but they let off juuuust enough steam to restore function and then branch those pathways into some other direction to establish a baseline of operation where they're not rooted in those feelings which manifest those signs, even though they still feel that way innately. They're effectively disassociating. This requires that person though to actually let go of what's binding them to a trigger that reminds them of those innate feelings, because if something in their environment brings that out then they will still suffer the physical issues. When they can provide themselves a contextual sense they live in at baseline that is devoid of those suggestions and they do enough condition dropping to overlay what bound them to attempting to feel through how they were before, then that can set the stage for seeming miracle healing when in fact they've just branched off into a new direction. This is something that I've learned from this advanced pathway study. I still need more data to fully prove this to be the case if it is, but it makes sense on many levels, since a lot of these people who seem to manifest appearance shifts obviously still hold conditioning at a core level, but they've done enough of a job of branching off from it that they don't feel it, and if they don't feel it because their environment doesn't autosuggest it, for example they move somewhere else with new people around, then they'll actually manifest seeming healings. This phenomena is very real a lot of the time with stories you hear in the LOA space. They don't talk about feeling how they really do from their innate nature and effectively "forgive" their abusive figures when they actually didn't. They've simply branched off and distanced themselves and established pseudo comfort, not true satisfying comfort but a sense of living with just enough stimulation that's unnecessary to keep their innate nature stuffed down.

This is how I believe most people live. I believe that a vast majority of people live this way actually, not knowing anything is wrong with them unconsciously because it's been effectively danced around to avoid even recognizing. They may even attain great feats in the world and become rich and famous and well established but underlying that they're still aging and dying because they're living in the lives of someone else to some level. The more comfortable someone lives in this pseudo satisfaction environmental situation the more deluded they will become into actually believing everything is ok, when as soon as that spell breaks then all that pressure surfaces, but since they don't willingly expose to those circumstances then that feeling won't be recognized and the delusion will stick hard. They're effectively properly adapted to fitting in with expectations and being ok with it and defending it, because if they don't then how they really feel will surface and they will do anything to avoid that. Welcome to explaining the next level of how and why people in LOA "get results". It's actually based in delusion, literally convincing themselves through altering most commonly their environmental situation to not autosuggest traumatic past moments that bring up the feelings that manifest as the sufferings. There's more levels and intricacies than that but this is the general idea. They generate cascades of pathways branched off at baseline they'll live in.

These people "convince" themselves and condition themselves to accept the expectations of others and build a sort of wall around anything that could penetrate that. They unconsciously do this for the most part, because it's driven by the avoidance of innate nature. The more subconscious space someone has the more overlap there will be between these aspects of their psyche and so in response they'll find it much harder to do this disassociation method. That's a functional perspective because the more space you have the less you'll WANT to shut yourself down to live in a bubble. What likely happened with me was because I had overlap and awareness of my unconscious trash to a higher degree but that I also wasn't properly transforming it before, that's what led to more potent peak dips that made me so viscerally sick most of the time since there was a deeper overlap I was denying by trying to be delusional when I just couldn't do it. The ones who seem to be able to do that are the ones who are effectively shutting down their subconscious space, which will come from forming stimulation processes and having people in their lives with an environment that all supports the condition being valid and acceptable to buy into and gain value from. They identify with the conditioning as who they are fully and accept living in the lives of someone else and shut out from expansion. There's almost like a total disconnect from their function in life and how they live. These people will live to appease everyone else around them and see that since they're approved of that it's who they are BECAUSE IT STIMULATES THEM TO AVOID THEIR PAIN. They live in this cycle of pleasing others to numb how they feel underlying that, and will build a life of attaining things to stimulate the pseudo satisfaction of these conditions and identify fully with being that person. They've effectively had their nature modified by those who abused them and thus they've done a perfect job of adapting and fitting in. This seems to be in part how some can manifest things, but they can never manifest age reversal because that's impossible without feeling how they really are underlying the surface.

How I came to this understanding was watching myself restore certain states using past memories brought up from music for example, or media of some form that built a strong contextual environment around me in that place. I'd "state shift" into being that person, but it was simply me operating from a different branch that unlocked from going back to that point. I've seen people heal using this stuff, where they go back to certain points and revisit this, and that's not going to anchor them into a sense of self that's not going to want to identify with environmental autosuggestions the same way. They'll live in a point where those physical dysfunctions weren't a thing, because the feeling underlying how they manifested it now no longer holds relevance in this branched off cascade. The thing is you really need to establish a deep connection with that cascade for it to fit, and implied involvement will be necessary to establish to reflect this in a meaningful and available way, usually by having people there who will resonate to this state. They will to a degree regress in function this way, but they will "manifest" the life they think they want to avoid the pain. They basically use a past experience as an anchor to branch off from that's free from the importance of certain variables that bind them to feeling their innate self more, and thus disassociate from feeling those things that cause them discomfort and claim they're manifesting a better life.

This is what I believe is going on. Until you understand how these advanced pathway dynamics work then you'll never really be able to explain how someone who does no feeling from innate nature can still seem to manifest a change in their lives. It's branching off from innate nature into comforting cascades of autosuggestion, most often through environmental aspects which confirm the expectation but in a way that frames it as functional for their identification. They will manifest (thematic supply/demand) people into their lives to confirm this as functional even though it's not and see it as normal. That person will deny they ever felt the way they thought they did. Looking at client stories about how they tell me very horrific things happened to them and they brush it off as not important and that they've "moved on" or "forgiven" those people, and yet still manifest patterns of dysfunction reflecting that this condition still holds importance, I know they're living in delusion because it's actually too painful to accept how they feel. These people come to me with deeply branched off states of pseudo comfort that they'll claim about all the good things they have and how it's all working out for them but this one thing isn't manifesting like they're stuck figuring out why. My analysis most often tells me that they're living in a sort of self imposed corner they've built around themselves to avoid how they really feel, just like I said above, and that they're at a point where through deep disassociation from how they really feel to gain approval from others to fit in with expectations that this identification is so solid and supported by their environment that there's seemingly nothing wrong with it, yet the roots that manifest the suffering that leak through the cracks in the walls are clear. They don't feel satisfied on any level, and it's all delusion.

This is what I have seen time and time again with clients in coaching. Now that I can make more sense of things with pathway work on this level it's so obvious that they cannot really manifest what they actually want, which is to actually relax and be satisfied at baseline, without feeling through the trash properly and seeing the lives they've built to be rooted in the expectations of others. Like me and building RS. At the root, this work was based on expectations to overperform and be the best on earth at what I do else I'm not valuable. I actually fulfilled that condition, I've done this work. yet that underlying sense isn't fully dissolved. I didn't realize that properly until I did more pathway work and saw more roots of dysfunction that were unresolved, and even relationship stuff that's unconsciously been driving certain decisions. It's all there. The only way to resolve these feelings is to accept that the way I'm living isn't functional for innate nature and then by seeing those who hurt me as the cause of this then I will no longer WANT to respond in these ways since my currents are free to move and active the thematic sequence that's more functional for who I really am that's free from expectations. Most of us who think we're free from living in the lives of others are deluding ourselves still.

This is what I know to be true 100% of the time. ANYTHING that feels good is never going to resolve conditioning. It will only overlay and project. It will be pseudo satisfaction, a pseudo resolution, where it will feel temporarily resolved but the deep need still isn't fulfilled. The only way to resolve it properly is to see the cycle that's playing out as not self, not who you ever were or ever needed to be, but that this is how you act to fit in with those expectations of how they modified your behavior to get at least a lick of approval in return instead of outright rejection. The way you get over your trash is to see the people who ruined your life as evil filth and then see the meaning of what that represents about how you're suppose to fit in and that these patterns of modified behavior to fit in as dysfunctional trash that's only there to suit their expectations for you to control you for them to project their trash onto you. That's how you really get past innate conditioning. You don't do it through satisfying and meeting the condition in the sense of playing into it all the way, but to negate it by going all the way in seeing it as totally dysfunctional and accept that the behavioral response you've attached to it that plays out this condition never was and never will be authentically you. This is why I imagined being with who I wanted while I was in front of the people who hurt me, I showed them that they're irrelevant now. I proved that this condition is dead to me in how important it was that I met up to it. The dysfunctional way of resolving it would be imagining those people who hurt you supporting what you want, since that's exactly what they wanted and what innate self DOESN'T WANT. You're imagining what you want and having it while still fitting in with the conditions. The less subconscious expansion you have the easier this will be, since unconsciousness isn't overlapped. Innate self hates those people, and thus we can see through the delusion of how NG taught manifesting. It's HEAVILY flawed and CANNOT EVER lead you towards immortality because the foundation is on denial of innate self and supporting self delusion to fit in with expectations. The functional mechanics are all here.

We're driven by stimulus to "solve the condition" and that means fitting in with it, or resolving it on some level that would seem to satisfy those who hurt you. That's what you're doing. This is why I say seeing it for what it is opens up true transformation of innate nature to unfold through you. Stimulation that plays out in cycles of need stems from an attempt to meet the condition in pseudo satisfaction so that you won't have to feel that pressure anymore. It's all pressure really, build up of pressure to resolve conditions.

A lot of people will see the conditions in the way of their pseudo satisfaction being more available to be attained as the issue, when it's not. The underlying expectation leading them to needing that thing to be satisfied is the issue, though perhaps on some levels those conditions in the way of getting there are also dysfunctional but it's more or less that we believe that because we want something that will stimulate us away from our pressure underlying how we really feel then we'll establish this pseudo satisfaction cycle in a way that makes coping with the deeper underlying innate pressure more easy, so they face pressure to establish a more available environment to autosuggest that they're ok, when it's just deeper cope. Looking at all the cycles I've played out in the past I can see this clear.

Success story. Personally here.

This is an SP changing thing. Now I'd not consider this big since there was already availability but let's just say that there was something I kept telling her to get for herself but because she had conditions against it every time I'd ask, for months, she'd say no. I wanted a specific tech item, which is something I'm VERY consistent at manifesting for pretty much my whole life, including old CRT displays that haven't been sold for decades that I wanted to play old media on which I would find on the side of the road or ads on marketplace or gumtree the next day or something. I've got like 5 CRTs that I got all of them for free except one. All I did was get mad and finally tell her to just do it and not care about the conditions and she did it. I expressed how I felt. I didn't be delusional. I stopped taking her trash excuses and was real. She ended up bringing back exactly what I was looking for, this was by the way something that she could get from the place she worked at, which was in a tech firm. I don't want to give too many details about her personal life since that's been clear from her as a boundary I'm going to respect but that's how it worked. She finally got over the conditions and made the decision that I wanted her to make when I was real. I didn't manipulate or whatever I simply told her that I was done hearing about her being all flaky and dancing around the suggestion and told her I'm frustrated she always avoids it and makes up obviously dumb excuses to avoid going there. She admitted it was a good idea after, and I asked her how she felt when I said that to her in the car (which I always do to learn about her needs and have clear communication) and she felt a little anxious about going back there but that was her lack of confidence in the role she played. Looking back it all worked out well and everyone wins. It was that simple. I simply broke ice and was real. This has happened before with other things too.

The more I view LOA as a psychological level translated into thematic supply/demand mechanics then the more it makes sense on all levels. There was availability to work with in most cases, and in some of the examples I get it delivered to my house for free by someone else as well. One of the Loewe displays I got (I had 2 32" and I got another 34" with the Philips tubes instead of the Panasonic tubes) was sent over air from down south for a discount price where the seller paid most of it for me. Like this is the kind of luck I get with this stuff, because I've always been a mad scientist with old tech and has been an area of high comfort that I have available. This only demonstrates what I've said that the luck and magic happens when you're already playing out an available life with the themes of having and involving with that thing. If I had no experience then good luck with these circumstances lining up for me. SP manifesting has also been pretty easy, but they never stayed. Now I've solved that and I'm with the same girl for years when before I'd have a few months tops before things would fall apart, because of how dysfunctional I was.

Any coach which teaches LOA without implied involvement being a part of the mix of variables to factor in are going to be scamming you. I have a high level athlete who just finished a custom coaching program with me and this guy is literally training with world champions and has grown in height and manifested his SP in such a short time with me. He also manifested better terms with his family. How? It was because of everything I've been saying here. He literally told me that implied involvement was the most important thing, without any prompting from me, and he never did a single imaginal experience. Anyone who preaches that manifesting is about imaginal experiences are full of trash, else he's lying. He did apply dynamic gazing pretty consistently near the end and said that also helped a lot too. It was good stuff. This guy is gonna make it to the top and I know it because he put in the hard work to expand himself. He faced the pressure every day. That's what we need to do. None of this fluff, that's not limiting beliefs but it's to establish belief in who we are for real. Being honest with yourself matters, and all these fools that do imaginal acts and then go compromise and claim that imaginal acts don't do anything are wasting their time. The imaginal stuff comes through you when you involve yourself in the life you want. It's automatics. Implied involvement matters, and if you don't see yourself worth that change and being willing to let go of desires that come from trash from your past and be ok with it to properly sink charge at baseline, then good luck.

Getting real with yourself is the one thing that breaks the back of the LOA trash. That's what they deny and will dance around. That is what manifested so many things I kept imagining. It's almost like you've got an inner momentum of an expectation, but without the actions to represent that like I did and got real with how I felt and what I was looking for and put myself into the position to express that to a satisfying way, then I'd really not have manifested it. I swear, in most cases in my life, all that inner expectation of results never showed up reliably until I got involved in living it to whatever degree I could. It's necessary. That's how things work, and all the data supports this.

I'm just going to make videos on this idea of instantly changing by getting real and being spontaneous. I believe this is probably the most minimalist practical teaching I can provide to be honest. No imaginal fluff just pure involvement in living the life you want and expanding into being the person you see yourself to be, that's the real you.

Interesting quote. " promise this isn’t complicated, but the character who thinks it doesn’t have it will make it seem that way. Think about it-if you have a car, do you sit around actively making yourself think about how great it is to have a car? If you stop thinking about it, does the car disappear? No? Same thing here. You have it. So you don’t need to replace lack thoughts with ‘having’ thoughts. Just stop believing the ones that say you don’t. You already know."

That's true, and it's because of autosuggestion that's based on a sense of availability. That's what I've been writing about for ages now. How do you establish availability? Involvement with it. Is that not what all these people are talking about? This is what Ng said with SATS, "feel it real" AKA the reality of experience as I've always said. It seems that they're talking about anti stimulation, AKA sinking charge, or more like having sunk charge at baseline. How do you establish this basis? You have a clear unconscious, OR you build a rock solid wall around it. Agitation stems from heat, heat stems from stagnant currents that aren't expressed, meaning unresolved abuse and being unwilling to feel how you really do to see the condition that's binding how you respond to the world as irrelevant. Stimulation is activating current, which we should involve with but to be spontaneous and allow the implication of that to unfold through the state streak that the involvement plays out. That's autosuggestion at the core in an efficient way. If you could do this internally in a vacuum it would lead you to either having opportunities to involve in that to show up, or that you'd just do it anyway, to whatever degree is necessary to attain that manifestation. When the availability is setup and established at baseline then you'll have the thoughts come through you and that's when I can speak for when the magic happens if it does. The suggestions are innate really, you don't stimulate to feel the suggestion, because a stimulation is a contrast out of sunk charge of comfort. Current dynamics here matter.

I actually need to make a video on stimulation and the nature of thought. I believe this, while likely not a video to blow up, will be an interesting one. This video should open a lot of eyes as to the nature of how thinking works, as an activation of currents moving through you and how sinking charge works. I'm going to argue that sinking charge while still playing out unconscious trash around it and compromising will get signs at best, but establishing sunk charge and an affinity of comfort for the thing through being in a sense of availability for the thing, then you'll not "need" to sink charge. You will always have sunk charge at baseline, because it's available, which is the "assumption". Looking at all this stuff like you view it through the lens of currents activating and deactivating is probably the best way to see the way thought works. Thought is as far as I can say an activation of heart qi, which can overlap other meridians too, but that's where shen is so it would always be an activated current. Thing is that when the innate seeds unfold spontaneously through you then you'll be stimulated and activated but not because "you" did it. You did it but it wasn't you, it was what was already there that manifested as you without you doing it, if that makes sense. This is what I've observed looking at many of my own successes. The failures most often show up when you're "doing" stimulations. This is why sinking charge at baseline consciously can help because you're not artificially stimulating yourself. That's a core principle I've been teaching for ages but people don't like that one much it seems.

"You don’t stay with a new character. You drop the old one. What’s real doesn’t need effort to stay, it’s what’s left when the effort stops"

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