Aetheraeon Notebook 32

"Your beliefs, your fixed attitudes of mind, constantly modify your consciousness, as it is reflected on the mirror of your mind. Your consciousness, modified by your beliefs, objectifies itself in the conditions of your world. To change your world, you must first change your conception of it. To change a man, you must change your conception of him. You must first believe him to be the man you want him to be and mentally talk to him as though he were. All men are sufficiently sensitive to reproduce your beliefs of them. Therefore, if your word is not reproduced visibly in him toward whom it is sent, the cause is to be found in you, not in the subject. As soon as you believe in the truth of the state affirmed, results follow. Everyone can be transformed; every thought can be transmitted; every thought can be visibly embodied." - prayer the art of believing 1945

Well well. Every thought can be transmitted.

"The conscious mind originates premises. The subjective mind unfolds them to their logical ends. Were the subjective mind not so limited in its initiative power of reasoning, objective man could not be held responsible for his actions in the world. Man transmits ideas to the subconscious through his feelings. The subconscious transmits ideas from mind to mind through telepathy. Your unexpressed convictions of others are transmitted to them without their conscious knowledge or consent, and if subconsciously accepted by them will influence their behavior." - prayer the art of believing 1945

"Chapter 5 LAW OF THOUGHT TRANSMISSION

“He sent his word and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions.” He transmitted the consciousness of health and awoke its vibratory correlate in the one toward whom it was directed. He mentally represented the subject to himself in a state of health and imagined he heard the subject confirm it. “For no word of God shall be void of power; therefore hold fast the pattern of healthful words which thou has heard.”

To pray successfully you must have clearly defined objectives. You must know what you want before you can ask for it. You must know what you want before you can feel that you have it, and prayer is the feeling of the fulfilled desire. It does not matter what it is you seek in prayer, or where it is, or whom it concerns. You have nothing to do but convince yourself of the truth of that which you desire to see manifested. When you emerge from prayer, you no longer seek, for you have, if you have prayed correctly, subconsciously assumed the reality of the state sought, and by the law of reversibility your subconscious must objectify that which it affirms.

You must have a conductor to transmit a force. You may employ a wire, a jet of water, a current of air, a ray of light or any intermediary whatsoever. The principle of the photophone or the transmission of the voice by light will help you to understand thought transmission, or the sending of a word to heal another. There is a strong analogy between a spoken voice and a mental voice. To think is to speak low, to speak is to think aloud. The principle of the photophone is this: A ray of light is reflected by a mirror and projected to a receiver at a distant point. Back of the mirror is a mouthpiece. By speaking into the mouthpiece you cause the mirror to vibrate. A vibrating mirror modifies the light reflected on it. The modified light has your speech to carry, not as speech, but as represented in its mechanical correlate. It reaches the distant station and impinges on a disc within the receiver; it causes the disc to vibrate according to the modification it undergoes ... and it reproduces your voice.

“I AM the light of the world.” I AM, the knowledge that I exist, is a light by means of which what passes in my mind is rendered visible. Memory, or my ability to mentally see what is objectively present, proves that my mind is a mirror, so sensitive a mirror that it can reflect a thought. The perception of an image in memory in no way differs as a visual act from the perception of my image in a mirror. The same principle of seeing is involved in both.

Your consciousness is the light reflected on the mirror of your mind and projected in space to the one of whom you think. By mentally speaking to the subjective image in your mind you cause the mirror of your mind to vibrate. Your vibrating mind modifies the light of consciousness reflected on it. The modified light of consciousness reaches the one toward whom it is directed and impinges on the mirror of his mind; it causes his mind to vibrate according to the modification it undergoes. Thus, it reproduces in him what was mentally affirmed by you.

Your beliefs, your fixed attitudes of mind, constantly modify your consciousness, as it is reflected on the mirror of your mind. Your consciousness, modified by your beliefs, objectifies itself in the conditions of your world. To change your world, you must first change your conception of it. To change a man, you must change your conception of him. You must first believe him to be the man you want him to be and mentally talk to him as though he were. All men are sufficiently sensitive to reproduce your beliefs of them. Therefore, if your word is not reproduced visibly in him toward whom it is sent, the cause is to be found in you, not in the subject. As soon as you believe in the truth of the state affirmed, results follow. Everyone can be transformed; every thought can be transmitted; every thought can be visibly embodied.

Subjective words, subconscious assumptions  awaken what they affirm. They are living and active and “shall not return unto me void, but shall accomplish that which I please, and shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent them.” They are endowed with the intelligence pertaining to their mission and will persist until the object of their existence is realized; they persist until they awaken the vibratory correlates of themselves, within the one toward whom they are directed, but the moment the object of their creation is accomplished they cease to be. The word spoken subjectively in quiet confidence will always awaken a corresponding state in the one in whom it was spoken; but the moment its task is accomplished it ceases to be, permitting the one in whom the state is realized to remain in the consciousness of the state affirmed or to return to his former state.

Whatever state has your attention holds your life. Therefore, to become attentive to a former state is to return to that condition. “Remember not the former things, neither consider things of old.”

Nothing can be added to man, for the whole of creation is already perfected in him. “The kingdom of heaven is within you.” “Man can receive nothing, except it be given him from heaven.” Heaven is your subconsciousness. Not even a sunburn is given from without. The rays without only awaken corresponding rays within. Were the burning rays not contained within man, all the concentrated rays in the universe could not burn him. Were the tones of health not contained within the consciousness of the one whom they are affirmed, they could not be vibrated by the word which is sent. You do not really give to another, you resurrect that which is asleep within him. “The damsel is not dead, but sleepeth.” Death is merely a sleeping and forgetting. Age and decay are the sleep, not death, of youth and health. Recognition of a state vibrates or awakens it.

Distance, as it is cognized by your objective senses, does not exist for the subjective mind. “If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; even there shall thy hand lead me.” Time and space are conditions of thought; the imagination can transcend them and move in a psychological time and space. Although physically separated from a place by thousands of miles, you can mentally live in the distant place as though it were here. Your imagination can easily transform winter into summer, New York into Florida, and so on. Whether the object of your desire be near or far, results will be the same. Subjectively, the object of your desire is never far off; its intense nearness makes it remote from observation of the senses. It dwells in consciousness, and consciousness is closer than breathing and nearer than hands and feet.

Consciousness is the one and only reality. All phenomena are formed of the same substance vibrating at different rates. Out of consciousness, I as man came, and to consciousness, I as man return. In consciousness all states exist subjectively, and are awakened to their objective existence by belief. The only thing that prevents us from making a successful subjective impression on one at a great distance, or transforming there into here, is our habit of regarding space as an obstacle.

A friend a thousand miles away is rooted in your consciousness through your fixed ideas of him. To think of him and represent him to yourself inwardly in the state you desire him to be, confident that this subjective image is as true as it were already objectified, awakens in him a corresponding state which he must objectify. The results will be as obvious as the cause was hidden. The subject will express the awakened state within him and remain unaware of the true cause of his action. Your illusion of free will is but ignorance of the causes which make you act. Prayers depend upon your attitude of mind for their success and not upon the attitude of the subject. The subject has no power to resist your controlled subjective ideas of him unless the state affirmed by you, to be true of him, is a state he is incapable of wishing as true of another. In that case it returns to you, the sender, and will realize itself in you. Provided the idea is acceptable, success depends entirely on the operator not upon the subject who, like compass needles on their pivots, are quite indifferent as to what direction you choose to give them. If your fixed idea is not subjectively accepted by the one toward whom it is directed, it rebounds to you from whom it came. “Who is he that will harm you, if ye be followers of that which is good? I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.” “There shall no evil happen to the just.” Nothing befalls us that is not of the nature of ourselves.

A person who directs a malicious thought to another will be injured by its rebound if he fails to get subconscious acceptance of the other. “As ye sow, so shall ye reap.” Furthermore, what you can wish and believe of another can be wished and believed of you, and you have no power to reject it if the one who desires it for you accepts it as true of you. The only power to reject a subjective word is to be incapable of wishing a similar state of another , to give, presupposes the ability to receive. The possibility to impress an idea upon another mind presupposes the ability of that mind to receive that impression. Fools exploit the world; the wise transfigure it. It is the highest wisdom to know that in the living universe there is no destiny other than that created out of imagination of man. There is no influence outside of the mind of man.

“Whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever are of good report; if there be any virtue and if there be any praise, think on these things.” Never accept as true of others what you would not want to be true of you. To awaken a state within another it must first be awake within you. The state you would transmit to another can only be transmitted, if it is believed by you. Therefore to give is to receive. You cannot give what you do not have and you have only what you believe. So to believe a state as true of another not only awakens that state within the other but it makes it alive within you. You are what you believe.

“Give and ye shall receive, full measure, pressed down and running over.” Giving is simply believing, for what you truly believe of others you will awaken within them. The vibratory state transmitted by your belief persists until it awakens its corresponding vibration in him of whom it is believed. But before it can be transmitted it must first be awake within the transmitter. Whatever is awake within your consciousness, you are. Whether the belief pertains to self or another does not matter, for the believer is defined by the sum total of his beliefs or subconscious assumptions.

“As a man thinketh in his heart” in the deep subconscious of himself “so is he.” Disregard appearances and subjectively affirm as true that which you wish to be true. This awakens in you the tone of the state affirmed which in turn realizes itself in you and in the one of whom it is affirmed.“Give and ye shall receive.” Beliefs invariably awaken what they affirm. The world is a mirror, wherein everyone sees himself reflected. The objective world reflects the beliefs of the subjective mind.

Some people are self-impressed best by visual images, others by mental sounds, and still others by mental actions. The form of mental activity which allows the whole power of your attention to be focused in one chosen direction, is the one to cultivate, until you can bring all to play on your objective, at the same time.

Should you have difficulty in understanding the terms, “visual images,” “mental sounds” and “mental actions,” here is an illustration that should make their meanings clear: A’ imagines he sees a piece of music, knowing nothing at all about musical notations. The impression in his mind is purely visual image. ‘B’ imagines he sees the same piece, but he can read music and can imagine how it would sound when played on the piano; that imagination is mental sound. ‘C’ also reads music and is a pianist; as he reads, he imagines himself playing the piece. The imaginary action is mental action.

The visual images, mental sounds and mental actions are creations of your imagination, and though they appear to come from without, they actually come from within yourself. They move as if moved by another but are really launched by your own spirit from the magical store-house of imagination. They are projected into space by the same vibratory law that governs the sending of a voice or picture. Speech and images are projected not as speech or images but as vibratory correlates. Subjective mind vibrates according to the modifications it undergoes by the thought and feelings of the operator. The visible state created is the effect of the subjective vibrations. A feeling is always accompanied by a corresponding vibration, that is, a change in expression or sensation in the operator.

There is no thought or feeling without expression. No matter how emotionless you appear to be, if you reflect with any degree of intensity, there is always an execution of slight muscular movements. The eye, though shut, follows the movements of the imaginary objects and the pupil is dilated or contracted according to the brightness or the remoteness of those objects; respiration is accelerated or slowed, according to the course of your thoughts; the muscles contract correspondingly to your mental movements.

This change of vibration persists until it awakens a corresponding vibration in the subject, which vibration then expresses itself in a physical fact. “And the word was made flesh.” Energy, as you see in the case of radio, is transmitted and received in a “field,” a place where changes in space occur. The field and energy are one and inseparable. The field or subject becomes the embodiment of the word or energy received. The thinker and the thought, the operator and the subject, the energy and the field are one. Were you still enough to hear the sound of your beliefs, you would know what is meant by “the music of the spheres.” The mental sound you hear in prayer as coming from without is really produced by yourself. Self-observation will reveal this fact. As the music of the spheres is defined as the harmony heard by the gods alone, and is supposed to be produced by the movements of the celestial spheres, so, too, is the harmony you subjectively hear for others heard by you alone is produced by the movements of your thoughts and feelings in the true kingdom or “heaven within you.”"

That's big. Many mentions of "thought transmission" here. At the end he's talking about inner outer thematic representation I believe. The spheres are higher levels of awareness.

"An easy way to create this passive state is to relax in a comfortable chair or on a bed. If on a bed, lie flat on your back with your head on a level with your body, close the eyes and imagine that you are sleepy. Feel…I am sleepy, so sleepy, so very sleepy. In a little while, a faraway feeling accompanied by a general lassitude and loss of all desire to move envelops you. You feel a pleasant, comfortable rest and not inclined to alter your position, although under other circumstances you would not be at all comfortable. When this passive state is reached, imagine that you have realized your wish . . not how it was realized, but simply the wish fulfilled.

Imagine in picture form what you desire to achieve in life; then feel yourself as having already achieved it. Thoughts produce tiny little speech movements which may be heard in the passive state of prayer as pronouncements from without. However, this degree of passivity is not essential to the realization of your prayers. All that is necessary is to create a passive state and feel the wish fulfilled.

All you can possibly need or desire is already yours. You need no helper to give it to you; it is yours now. Call your desires into being by imagining and feeling your wish fulfilled. As the end is accepted, you become totally indifferent as to possible failure, for acceptance of the end wills the means to that end. When you emerge from the moment of prayer, it is as though you were shown the happy and successful end of a play although you were not shown how that end was achieved. However, having witnessed the end, regardless of any anticlimactic sequence, you remain calm and secure in the knowledge that the end has been perfectly defined." - feeling is the secret 1944

"“Thou shalt decree a thing and it shall be established unto thee.” It is not a strong will that sends the subjective word on its mission, so much as it is clear thinking and feeling, the truth of the state affirmed. When belief and will are in conflict, belief invariably wins. "Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the Lord of hosts.” It is not what you want that you attract; you attract what you believe to be true. Therefore, get into the spirit of these mental conversations and give them the same degree of reality that you would a telephone conversation. “If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth. Therefore, I say unto you, what things soever you desire, when you pray, believe that ye received them, and ye shall have them.” The acceptance of the end wills the means. And the wisest reflection could not devise more effective means than those which are willed by the acceptance of the end. Mentally talk to your friends as though your desires for them were already realized." - prayer the art of believing 1945

3/1/26

Natural disasters disprove mentalism. They impact millions of people in some cases and not all of them would "assume' it could happen to them. It's so dumb to think that everybody "manifested" this. If you can't experience anything that isn't in your consciousness as is claimed then how does that work?

Someone I know got run over by a bus 3 days ago. They got badly injured. They're coming back to life pretty quick though. Interestingly his vision for life has opened up and now he's organizing to travel the country. Isn't that always the case where we get "shocked" into transformation when things get really bad and we suddenly wake up in a higher state?

Screw this let's go deeper I've got more to go. We've still not reached the bottom of the barrel I want to go HARDER and HARDER until it's ALL proven. Below are all lectures unless stated otherwise.

"The secret of success is found in the word “perseverance.” The soul imagining itself into the act, takes on the results of the act. Not imagining itself into the act, it is ever free from the result.

Experience in imagination, what you would experience in reality were you already what you want to be, and you will take on the result of that act. Do not experience in imagination what you want to experience in reality and you will ever be free of the result." - answered prayer 1951 radio lecture

The secret is perseverance. I'm going to log down every "secret" NG mentions. We've got feeling, AKA reaction, AKA charge phenomena. We've got self abandonment. We've got perseverance (natural striving for expansion and pressure to mediate currents).

"A secret must first be heard before it can be told. I have betrayed the messianic secret in my book called Resurrection, so I have played the part of Judas. Having experienced the part of Jesus, I have recorded my experiences so that anyone coming after I have gone from this sphere will know the secret." - bear ye another's burdens 1969

This is a quote I just found where NG talks about his state of being Judas the betrayer, which I've mentioned before about his followers being almost cult like with the seeming worship of his death in the way he did proving prophesy. I do not buy that at all, though I don't want to say it's impossible to have happened this way I simply don't see a consistent thread as to how this could occur.

"We are told that God speaks to man in a dream and unveils himself in a vision. Now, vision is a waking dream like this room, while a dream occurs when you are not fully awake. A few years ago this vision was mine: I was taken in spirit into one of the early mansions on 5th Avenue in New York City at the turn of the century. As I entered, I saw that three generations were present and I heard the eldest man telling the others of their grandfather’s secret. These are his words: “Grandfather used to say, while standing on an empty lot: `I remember when this was an empty lot.’ Then he would paint a word picture of what he wanted to build there. He saw it vividly in his mind’s eye as he spoke, and in time it was established. He went through life in that manner, objectively realizing what he had first subjectively claimed.”

I tell you: everything in your outer world was first subjectively appropriated, I don’t care what it is. Desire can be your empty lot where you may stand, remembering when that which you now have, was only a desire. If I now say: “I remember when I lectured at the Woman’s Club in Los Angeles” I am implying I am no longer there, and am where I want to be. Remembering when you were poor, I have taken you out of poverty and placed you in comfort. I remember when you were sick, by taking you out of sickness and placing you in the state of health. I remember when you were unknown, implies you are now known. By changing my memory image of you, I can now remember when you, with all your fame and fortune, were unknown and broke. That was the secret of grandfather’s success." - believe it in 1969

Yeah, a change in association. I will argue that his grandfather was ripe for this to have happened, his vision was clear and he was clear to unfold what he saw. That doesn't mean that just imagining his vision in a vacuum and saying that affirmation made it show up. What made it show up was his persistence on making that vision a reality in whatever meaningful way he was able to express that, else it remains a dream.

"The great secret is a controlled imagination and a well sustained attention, firmly and repeatedly focused on the object to be accomplished." - by imagination we become 1951 radio lecture

Well here's him saying that "controlled imagination" is the secret. Controlled imagination is moving current to autosuggest your vision through you in ripeness. Meaning. Charge.

"Try it right now. You sit here in this room . . I stand here; I could, in the twinkling of an eye, put myself outside of this room and view it from there, and see the interior of this room, not from this lectern, but see it from the outside. That is exercising the Inner Man. Go outside mentally, not physically, and view this room from the outside. While seated here, I can put myself in my hotel room downstairs, and then view this room and think of it, but thinking from my room downstairs. I can put myself in any part of the world and think from it, and think of the world and everything else. That is the secret: thinking from what I want, instead of thinking of what I want.." - Catch the mood unknown date

Here we have NG telling us that the secret is thinking FROM what you want, vs of. There's an example in his 5 lessons book where he talks about the difference between success and failure is entering "into" the scene vs watching it like a movie screen without being in it partaking in it. Why does this matter? Because the visceral nature of the reality of experience which implies we're past our limits (motor response) will transform us, Nothing special. There's nothing magical about being IN the scene other than that it moves current directly and implies we're moving pressure in meaningful ways, if the scene represents that to us.

"Well, I told this gentleman exactly what Abdullah had taught me, that there was no cause outside of the arrangement of his own mind. If he was discriminated against, it was not because of the pigment of his skin, though he showed me signs as large as all outdoors denying him access to a certain area. The sign is there only because in the minds of some men such patterns are formed and they draw unto themselves what now they would condemn; that there is no power outside the mind of man to do anything to man, and he by the arrangement of his own mind, by consenting to these restrictions in his cradle and being conditioned slowly through his youth, waking into manhood believing himself set upon would have to be set upon, but “no man cometh unto me save I call him”. So then someone comes to condemn or to praise. They couldn’t come unless I call them. Not a man called Neville, but that secret being that is not called Neville. The secret being that is the sum total of all of my beliefs , all of the things that I consent to, that form a pattern of structure, that secret being draws unto itself things in harmony with itself. Well, that man went away and wrestled with himself. He couldn’t believe everything I told him, not that night, but last Sunday morning in the lobby, he came forward and we renewed the friendship. He took me next door to show me the fruit of this teaching ." - changing the feeling of I 1953

Here NG talks about the secret being (the imagination) is the sum total of all beliefs we hold to be true, things we consent to and accept as fact. What does this mean? It's the field geometry arrangement, the assemblage of states (reactions) which we respond to life through and thus our thematic supply/demand composition is determined this way. This secret self is the meridian systems in their unique arrangement and expression of that arrangement. The imagination is nothing else other than this. It works in all cases, instead of trying to draw some super abstract idea of God being as all things which also somehow manifests as us here and yet all others as self pushed out. It's just crazy to consider. The aetheric field geometry works, because it's a microcosmic representation of God, the Christ seed. Those are all the alchemical states we have available as capacities to grow into, and thus the inner level represents the outer level through all people as well because of this innate capacity. Only God acts, since God is the aetheric substrate and movement of God is a movement of the medium of the aether manifesting as vital thematic current.

Just had to take a break

I've got to say this since it's in my head.

When you've got supply of the thematic currents that represent the state then you're IN the sate. Being IN the state means having supply for those currents, since it's natural. THAT'S IT IT'S OBVIOUS. Taking herbs can do the same thing, but of course that's not supported by LOA because they're all mentalist fools. If quintessence can integrate higher order Jing then any other herbs like ginseng or astragalus to tonify qi and warm the channels to dispel dampness can have a purifying effect. Do keep in mind the herbs will NOT magically take you to the end and put you IN the state, it will simply bring up the pressure to cut through to then anchor the state. It will make the conditions and expectations conscious. That's what it does, like how seed retention does the same thing. it won't magically make your conditions go away, though it can make them seem smaller and easier to cut through since it has the same effect as taking ginseng for example as a kidney qi tonic.

4/1/26

Women are looking for a supply to move them. They need a power source to function correctly. The stronger the source the more juiced up they get for that power. Their goal is to transform and absorb that power source. The thing is the power source must also maintain distance to not be fully absorbed, else that edge is lost. That supply must continue to be tapped without being depleted too far. I'll say this. Men who are sharp and can cut through conditions and step on the toes of weak trash and control the direction of current, that guy will get all the women juiced up BIG ITME. Despite what the black pill bros think, power is the underlying thematic current that drives attraction, looks are a subset of that. Vitality as MADE MANIFEST is full spectrum masculine essence for women to absorb and desire. They'll compete for your supply. You MUST be the supply. That's necessary. You MUST be competing as a guy, by default you're in competition. Owning your niche is necessary to win. Be willing to take flak for taking charge and directing where the current goes. Step on the toes of other guys who are weak and welcome the attacks. Their weakness is then known. The implication of their words draw our their expectation to conform to your direction that you lead and now the women will CRAVE your leading current since you're someone who they can tap as supply. Women by nature are parasites in a sense, and the more you're willing to accept that nature the further you'll get. They're designed this way, just like you're designed as a guy to stand on weaker guys who don't have the same edge. Competition is how you attain manifest power, next to your appearance as a personal manifestation of that. Man who simp are gross because they have no edge. These weak cucks will never get respect from men or women because they're LITERALLY playing the role of the feminine and seeking approval. Take simp behavior and then reverse the polarity, that's women. They're suppose to look up to powerful guys who can move mountains with their speech. The IMPLICATION of that power is what they want, the fantasy they have, the CURRENTS that illuminate in them what's activating and stimulating. Yeah the visual manifestation as looks are another source of that, but DO grasp that it's NOT looks, but the theamtic association by which the sensory stimulus ILLUMINATES in their circuits. That stimulation is what is sought, the activating of "supply" being felt. Looks is one measure of supply, and so is many other ways. Anything that thematically represents that activation of being a supply is what will illuminate their attractive functions.

Men shape the world. Women are good and follow along. Period. Women cannot be put in positions of authority and function the same. It cannot work. The fools will call me projecting but that's just ignorance of metaphysical fact. Women NEED men to move and take the reigns, because the role she must play is the carrier of his current to transform it. Without that current then there's no juice. Period.

5/1/26

Well. I've got contact from some girl I spoke with ages back this morning asking how I was going. Obviously there's a motivation to get in my space. Why would that happen? This stuff happens randomly to lots of people, and if you spend enough time obsessed with things you may or may not end up getting "contact" from an ex or whatever and claim it's a success when I really doubt that. They wouldn't really be able to replicate that or know what they did. I think I know what I did but I can't be sure since I had zero intention of getting this to happen. I was having a juiced up chat last night with my girl about some things and perhaps that sense of comfort elevated my supply to resonate to her as a path of least resistance?

I've got another idea right here. This is a subliminal method I've just created that's totally new which is about pathway retracing through suggesting ideas that relate to resistances and having the context of the exploration in the themes alter over time as those themes come up.

7/1/26

I need to talk about this idea. These are some more mechanics I've been contemplating on that need to be understood fully. This is about seeds, or in RS terms, pathway cascade roots. There's more here. So in order to grasp what's going on when we "react" and thus in NG terms activate states, we need to understand how targeting works. This is one of the factors that I believe needs further expansion to fully prove why imaginal acts matter.

So the mechanics. Branches. It's about people who while under the influence of conditioning can still seem to manifest movement with desired outcomes while living in compromise. I've spoken to someone today on a call who gave me extensive data in his own life where someone was conforming to his scenes with them despite living in heavy compromise. I've had this happen too. The SP I got overnight didn't conform for long, and that's what this client said. They were able to get changes in the person but it was fleeting at best. The SP I got overnight was due to me touching deeper into roots but I never continued to persist in returning to that from that point on. I moved pressure and it had impact but it wasn't past the threshold where things would stick. I went all the way with where I could go at that level, but there was levels beyond to cut through I wasn't able to access then. This is just how it is. So whenever you get temporary results, even sums of cash show up (something I've done a few times in the past but it wasn't substantial), that result is mostly a fleeting result that comes and goes as fast as it came. What I will say is that in most cases like this, you're more or less actually reinforcing the condition because what's manifesting is more experiences that will illuminate your trash. This is what's going on, you're manifesting a branched off experience that's "positive" that was because you felt "good" about something but in fact you were conforming DIRECTLY to the condition by feeling that way since that's you conforming to the meaning of the expectation. You're literally living in a childlike mindset looking for the love and approval of an unloving parent, and you're in that "hopeful" stage where they play games with you and you get the sense that they've changed only for them to shatter that hope when they crush you a day or 2 later due to no error of your own.

This is what happens. You're playing into the condition, meaning you're playing into the false hope of someone changing by instead of cutting through the root expectation and totally separating from the need to even have hope of change in the first place by seeing it was never yours to hold importance and expectation on in the first place. This is what's happening when you hear people who are heavily compromised manifesting seeming positive things, such as contact from SP and all this stuff. I've done that more times than I can count from the past, and please do keep in mind that you ONLY get contact in the first place to offer you an opportunity to cycle through the condition and make the compromise conscious where you'll be forced into a scenario under pressure to make a decision to expand but since you're living from false hope you'll just stay in the box and repeat the same outcome. This is what people who get contact from SP and stuff which doesn't last are experiencing. It's total insanity. 90+% of people who claim they got their SP to come back (we're told to think it's permanent "conforming" when it's really not it's just more compromise to stay safe in expectations while they get breadcrumbs) are just living with extreme false hope because they're just happy their abusive parents gave them some little breadcrumbs. It's like a dog being pet on the head for being good, and then getting kicked in the face and told it's your fault. That's what's happening. This is what's going on with almost everybody in LOA. They're not actually dropping the conditioning, they're playing with it and trying to stay in the box while getting rewarded for it instead of dying to the self who's feeling the importance on conforming to the condition and expectation. Without that awareness then you're really screwed. You NEED to have awareness of the expectation when it surfaces or you'll just end up playing out the trauma bond again, which is the seed bearing fruit.

It's so obvious. So the real work is done through literally totally dying to the need to conform to any expectation. Then you become the supply since you're not in demand of false love and approval and you've now got the power since nobody can move you. You're not in demand anymore, at least not in a dysfunctional way. You will be expanding when things around you are falling apart, because that's what SHOULD happen if you're dying to your trash. You will LOSE what gave you pleasure and comfort before in pseudo satisfaction in order to accept in a far greater and more meaningful and satisfying supply.

It's like how modern women have no need to look in the mirror generally, since so many approve of them and they don't have any incentive to be critical of themselves to find blind spots. Most younger women in this world in the west have next to no struggles at all. I've actually never had a woman under 35 show up in my coaching. I've had plenty of ~18 year old young zoom guys but no younger women. I wonder why. They don't watch my stuff because it's not what they vibe with, since I'm all about being real with how you feel, and that's the last thing they want to do. They're ONLY successful in this world because of enormous entitlement and validation that's off the charts where nothing they do is wrong and anyone who points out flaws in them is the issue. That's just a fact, that's not my projections. I'm in a happy loving relationship that's getting better every day. In fact what my SP has been saying to me over the last few months has been the dream scenario. Literally the dream. I'm living the dream there and then some. I have no desire for more. So there's no resentment on my end it's just fact. The data doesn't lie here, modern zoom women have ZERO incentive to struggle and demand everything be handed to them on a silver platter without putting in a shred of effort. Most guys, since they've been insanely demoralized and abused, will then take scraps and worship these parasites in order to feel SOMETHING resembling being loved when in fact the women never really commit because they've got the chad in the back of their mind. If it wasn't for their youthful appearance then they'd not get anything from us, but since they're the gold standard in beauty (and most of them still look average without makeup on if we're real and most images and videos have filters online because they can get away with it) and so us zoom guys are expected to basically put on a performance to try and get attention. Since they're flooded with attention it's like there's this necessity to stand out. Why is black pill so glazed now? Because raw fire that you exude will make you irresistible and cut through the trash, you'll become the chad, even if you've got less cash in the pocket. For zoom women, they'll want the hot guy, just like we want the hot girl, that's just normal, but that's where it ends. 6 foot or higher, period.

I'm not that tall, and I don't care, I still get who I want. Why? Because I'm the embodiment of fire in every other way. That's what I've recognized. Your mannerisms are thematic in nature as well and will "remind" her of that same current as the physical appearance activates. What is appearance and why does it make you feel so stimulated? Because it resonates the currents in the kidney-heart axis. Anything that represents "competitive" edge and masculine "dominance" more or less, as in a thematic current that you can resonate in her channels, then you'll get her stimulated. Psychological aspects work the same as physical. I know this from my experience. I'm someone who in the past could get attraction just like that, which still confused me in some ways because I didn't see myself physically as hot stuff, usually, but it still worked. I believe a big part of that was obviously to illuminate my trash as I wrote above, and it wasn't just the objective measure of attraction that I could exude, but it was that I still was able to be supply with what I provided them for them to want to spend time with me. THEY WANTED to spend time with me, THEY asked for my contact WITHOUT PROMPTING. THEY reached out to me when I wasn't there. THEY wanted to put in effort FOR ME. That's what I'm saying. It's not delusional fantasy projections it's real attraction. They said VERY flirty things to me, almost explicit in cases AROUND HER FRIENDS IN FRONT OF ME. I had multiple girls going at the same time once in the past. This is what I mean. Attraction is NOT exclusively a metric of height and facial bone structure because my bone structure was warped and I was far from the tallest around. They were mostly in the 6 range who were throwing time at me, some in the 5 range, but I didn't really care to be honest because having attention like that overshadows the looks that you don't get. There was ONE girl who I saw as a 10 back then, who I wasn't able to get attraction from, but most others I was. The 10, when I listened in on her conversations with friends, accidentally mind you, made her sound like someone I DEFINETLY wouldn't have wanted to stay with anyway. She was high body count too which is disgusting to any guy worth their salt. Nobody should be with a woman who's had more than 2 or 3 at the most IMO, and really it should be zero but good luck with that now. Nobody wants used goods who's worth their salt because used goods means damaged goods most of the time. Not an assumption, it's just a common sense fact that we all know is true about how life works.

So what's the point? Well the point is that you don't need to be above average to bag dates. I got plenty of dates, and yet they never went well because of MY conditioning. I believe one of them was truly perfect for me too back then, as in she was literally the most innocent most sweet type who was super sub and wouldn't hold any entitlement at all, but my issues got in the way. My conditioning from my parental expectations ruined my early life so badly that it's what caused me to end up doing all this work to figure out why I felt this way and couldn't get rid of it. I use to record myself on my portable audio recorder, my old tascam, and I would rant about the past. One day it came up about this pattern after I went through my HD chart over and over and something about that brought up this pattern in my life about every girl I ended up in physical contact with caused me to feel so extremely anxious that I'd break down in front of them. It was the worst. No woman on earth would want that. It was all my fault for buying into my conditioning. The importance on my parental expectations ruined my life and was more important to me than anything else back then, being a "good boy" we could say was what destroyed me, I did everything they said and yet I still got abused.

This is what I started today off with about the mechanism described. You're just living in a narrow box that's to please others. This is the problem. You're not living for your own truth. You're living to make others happy. You're living to please the expectations of others since you believe that losing their breadcrumbs of love is more important than anything else you really want. You'll compromise to not be seen in a way they disapprove of. This was what snapped in me when I got the overnight SP manifestation. I absolutely tore through the conditions. I destroyed my parental expectations. I felt all that fury that I had compromised on being real with and THAT detached me from needing to approach the SP themes from the fear that I'd get. All that compromise was dead in that moment for me. It wasn't touching the core root but it was close enough. So to me the only way to change states is to alter the charges in our circuits that requires us to uproot the core seed that's bearing fruit in the dysfunction we have today. Revision is the only "technique" that exists because it's all about uprooting the trash and clearing channels to unfold what is already innate in response.

So all "seeds" that are planted are roots. They are reactions we have which reactions imply something about us and that determines importance of thematic currents that are associated. When you understand this and then look at your life now under a pathway revision perspective then you'll see how that's so powerful. I created pathway revision long before anyone else had this idea, though I guess some in the inner child embodiment work type stuff would've done similar things. I don't apply it like they do but it's a similar idea. I apply it in ways that's thematic where memories are sensory representations of sensation. The lung meridian holds onto the somatic sensation, and with that alone (which we all have access to unlike powerful liver qi which builds imaginal sensory detail) you can apply pathway revision so long as root pressure is available to illuminate those channels with pressure. So what's going on in the NG sense is that we're going deep into the seeds that were the "seedtime" moments that branched out into the fruit we're experiencing now which defines our thematic composition. A change in imagination is a change in the structure of your being. Every time I talk about this true NG doctrine I feel activation that's highly stimulating too, because the implication is that I'm the only one on earth who knows what he really taught and my latest video which goes over that wasn't even understood by like 1% of viewers at most. That's how insane this is. That's how much of a mad genius I am it seems. The seedtime moments from the past which established root conditions and expectations (importance on thematic supply) are what you feel every time you go to act as yourself. You're literally living in that state still. Those states are literally why you're stuck, you've never really altered your state you live from, and I've said that in a practical sense states are degrees of self love in how we experience them. Every state can be seen as vertical on a scale of self acceptance, being that what the reaction/seedtime means about you and how coherent that is with the innate self.

The issue most people face is that they think that feeling positive will make positive things happen but what they don't get is that in most cases they're just feeling positive as a breadcrumb of love that deeper down they know isn't available which is why they manifest signs. You WILL manifest the exact likeness of the seed in what it implies and means since that feeling will be replicated and this is what I said many years ago when I observed this phenomena. Pretty much everyone on earth who decodes states from NG has it wrong. I've yet to find a SINGLE person who knows what he says, and even I was wrong about things for years and I'll totally admit I was wrong but since I've gone deeper I've seen the deeper truth which even added some further depth to RS as a result. Unless we know that states are all stemming from a common root thread and that branches off from that aren't going to change overarching thematic loops we end up in then feeling positive meaninglessly in a conscious willing way is going to almost always waste your time. Feeling positive thinking you'll make money show up and have it stick in satisfying ways without giving up the person who's still conforming to expectations underlying that will only result in peak dips and signs and partial results. You cannot experience satisfaction since you're not actually satisfied. The root core seed that's still branching off into the fruit you experience today must die, You must uproot it by leaving behind those charges. Remember that the only reason that it's still rooted in is through charge that's implying the necessity to need and rely on other people's approval to be in supply of those currents. You need to totally disconnect which means being willing to lose that supply. This is what really the death is about. You're going to disconnect from the false supply of those false expectations to own what your true supply is. In order to do that you need to go deep into the roots and while under pressure turn your back on the importance of those conditions. This is really what cutting through the conditions is.

Very simply, cutting through conditions most effectively is being seen having what you want under the eyes of the conditions. That's how I can explain is most simply and if you do that then you will feel the immense pressure of "being seen" in the way you want to be that's implying disapproval from them and owning that acceptance of not needing their approval and going all the way and passing that threshold will bring about the shift in charge where the condition no longer matters to you. That needs to be accepted fully, and as NG explains, the intensity is what matters. Remember when you're under pressure like that you're also exposing yourself to starlight of God and that is the "divine imagination" which we know is the overlap of higher order states in effect on the alchemy level of this. So all of these parts interact. The intensity matters because intensity IS death, IS closeness to God and IS the acceptance of self, individuation. Nobody else on earth will tell you that because they're metaphysically illiterate. Fact. We must be willing to die to the trash FULLY else we don't actually state shift. Why do you think that almost nobody makes LOA work, because they're interpreting it wrong and have expectations on what it is that it's never been described as. NG NEVER taught modern LOA, despite what I use to think.

So this is the truth, this is the fact. This is what we must accept. LOA as we know it doesn't exist, as in "impressing your subconscious mind" or whatever (which is seedtime/moving current) and we need to accept that the causal mechanism is and always has been about death. The death must happen since that is the only way to complete a rebirth cycle. You cannot add, you can only take away. This is why we cannot avoid uprooting seeds, and NG himself I have quoted saying we need to touch roots. This is necessary to have any meaningful change. Without this we get nowhere so again until we can accept that this is the goal and really what NG did in fact teach that I can prove, against all opposition, then we're going to be just making the most of the box and getting more breadcrumbs. That death is the hardest thing but that is what will move forward your life. Anyone who tells you they didn't go through this death to get a result that was expected is either living out their compromise patterns in other ways still and the SP is playing a role to illuminate their trash and they're not conscious of that yet or they're just making it up and lying because they're just another delusional fool who thinks affirming a success story will bring about their result. I bet at least 30% of so called success stories are like this out in the wild. This is just how things are, not my assumption, fact.

I also want to mention briefly here. I've gone through everything that the metaphysically illiterate fool "Nero" said in his premium courses and live sessions that I've attained for free has been a waste of time. He offers NOTHING of real value, and any success stories he has that may be real are coming from people who do not have immensely deep roots since most of these clients are in business and are already living in decent levels of function. He'd have ZERO chance at taking someone like who I was and getting me my SP I can say that. His method is to imagine positive things like positive memories while deeply relaxed, and yet I COULDN'T RELAX TO SAVE MY LIFE. Heck, I couldn't sleep more than 2-3 hours at once without waking up in the night in pain or feeling extremely anxious. He has NO working model for those types and yet charges over 15k for an hour of his time at these premium tier retreats which I've seen other coaches at in the recording video who make big cash online with this. The fact that they consider this guy serious blows my mind. He's an ignorant fool who needs to get schooled harder than anyone to really show just how illiterate his so called metaphysics is. Why do I say that? because people get screwed over and his big cashflow is supposedly proof of his success while offering no real meaningful value. I work with people on all ends of the spectrum and spend a vast majority of every day studying further to master my craft. This guy has no clue how to coach anyone who's filled with extreme anxiety. He simply flips your script in its head and basically tells you that your beliefs that you're speaking are the issue and that you need to imagine the positive side of that thing. NG himself said that flipping thoughts against an implied suggestion isn't going to work well, which I quoted him saying before. I agree, because without recognizing the underlying expectation and condition then you're not going to discharge the root that's going to unconsciously continue to bear fruit every time you try and override it or branch off. You can branch off a lot and make a bubble around it but you'll never be satisfied. So Nero can get schooled like the rest. Telling someone that their beliefs need to get flipped and to create new memories is stupid because I did that and it only ever resulted in opposite results since I was actually playing into the condition without knowing it. I know how this works and I can reveal these mechanics in what NG says. Client stories I've got also prove you don't need ANY imaginal scenes to manifest radical changes, including SP, money, physical changes. You can do it almost all through implied involvement. It just blows my mind that Nero and the rest think that emotions that are negative is the cause and that overriding them with positive ones in flipping it up is the solution. That's so far from the truth. What needs to happen is that you need to cut through the importance of the conditions that bind you to seeing the expectation as important and thus drive the emotional current in response. The expectation is always the core issue, because that's what causes the reaction, or in the root the reaction stemmed out the expectation to represent it. So to revise the past is the uproot a core thread of importance that's dysfunctional to clear that channel for supply to be naturally available. Without that then you cannot change state.

I've only met about 3 clients who got results with the positive flipping thoughts stuff, and that's also because they're very very well off already and just did some small adjudgments. That's the issue. Most people think they're in that boat but they're not. The more you love yourself already the easier this is. Most people don't love themselves at all. Unless we can see that and recognize it clearly for what it is then we don't have any chance of revising roots. This is essential to making progress since it's the only way you'll ever even become conscious of the roots, and every other coach who preached positivity and trash can get schooled and have their bank fill up with the cash of desperate people who are suffering. I respect none of them because they're not into the truth. They don't care else they'd be doing the work that I'm doing here. So now we know what's up. RS is the only model on earth that's real, because I've always been true to what's real and not what's most profitable and exploitative. If only I could get into a debate with these people on the mechanics of manifesting and leave all other factors out of it and just discuss pure mechanics and what is factual and not. They'd stand no chance. Creating that platform would be insane.

8/1/26

Just wanted to throw this one here for reference again.

"Each of us is subject to a sea of ideas. We listen to the radio, watch the news on television, or hear some gossip. If what we observe calls forth an emotion, we have reacted and, thereby, planted a seed which will sprout at some future time. Thoughts do not recede into the past. Rather, they advance into the future to confront us so that we may see that which we have planted, either wisely or unwisely." - imagination creates reality unknown date

This one here proves that you don't need imaginal acts to manifest anything, and just reacting to things while in an aware awake state that may even be highly charged is also "imagining", as he's said in other quotes relating to reactions.

I've done a ton of extra advanced pathway work over the last few days and I found more threads of compromise and expectation based on parental conditioning that's still reminding me of things I play out today. It's there still. What you learn is that what you did and the response your parent gave you draws up the meaning, the expectation on how you should be in order to receive love and approval, I have to not do X or I have to do X to receive love. Therefore love becomes conditional to you and you believe that in order to get it I need to master being this way else I'll never get it. You live in the lives and expectations of others who are themselves conditioned by their parents and such, and the only way to rid yourself of this trash is to be real with how you feel about what happened. You felt like you didn't want to compromise, it made you feel "bad" about doing it in same cases too because you've fallen so hard for the expectations that you lost your innate feelings over time. I've noticed this that in many cases the compromise you play out, thematically especially if you look at your life now and you see those themes playing out and the expectations reflected in the actions you take, you'll find that there's feelings that underlie that which are buried that you're not conscious of until you get to the root. When I do pathway work with clients and they tell me that they don't feel X emotion that's expected to be "bad" (grief, anger, fear, whatever) then they'd think I'm just digging into nothing at times because they think they've cleared it but I KNOW that this isn't the case because their stimulus patterns of what they're looking for obsessively in the world indicates there's expectations and importance on fulfilling those expectations. If that's the case, that there's pathogenic heat that's stimulating need leading to rash decisions and such then there MUST be roots for innate feelings that will be the key to the artificial demand the lock of the expectation provided. The solution is always how you really feel, always, because that's how you discharge the pathogenic factor in the circuit which binds your state into perceptions of such nature, and responding according to that expectation, which is why it's important. The importance is there unconsciously, and you'll be making decisions from it until it's seen clearly.

The solution is the innate feelings, but what the effect of feeling them is is actually unlocking what you really want. You "accept" the state of the wish fulfilled in response of discharge. The way you do this is by fully owning your innate response to distance yourself from the need to conform to the expectation and the implication of that, being the branches of how this response that's now different would mean about your life. The "feeling" IS THAT RESPONSE. That importance of "dying" to the expectation and "feeling" ALL that charge that's implied in effect of letting go of the root expectation is why you feel "hot" and tingly and this highly charged feeling. This feeling WILL NOT be felt if you lack root pressure, kidney yang, heart qi, liver qi that smoothly flows. Without these systems being online then you're in theory not going to be able to feel this same intensity, and NG said clearly that intensity matters for effect. This is intensity of feeling, importance, charge in the meridians that thematically relates to what the targeted meaning implies about how different things will be. You're feeling charged BECAUSE what you're crossing the threshold into accepting is a radical change. That radical change is what elicits the feeling of high charge in the polarity of lack. You're feeling the implication of crossing the threshold of death to the conforming to expectations that you've held so much importance on your whole life until now. This is the heightened awareness that's MEANINGFUL because you're effectively killing your parents influence over your life, and thus you won't default to the charge of fear that's been stuck since you've basically gone all the way in cutting through the implication of that. This is effectively what we must do to cut through the roots. To slice and dice fully means to fully die to the importance and the experience must be complete and total acceptance that you're way beyond that. This WILL feel intense if you lead pathways correctly. The only reason that you don't feel the intensity like NG says is both because you lack root pressure to even have the starlight to work with (qi) and also because you're not leading that available starlight effectively.

Always remember this. Scripture tells of a necessary death that we must face. This is obviously the death of various parts of us depending on the level of application we're applying it but from the level of what we're working with here it's to false expectations to be someone you're not. Death is the effective cutting through the conditions, because their meaning is the same thing. We allow ourselves to activate the state of the wish fulfilled which is more of self acceptance, which would imply that you're no longer going to accept the condition. Like really grasp this. In order to die you cannot hold onto what is dying. You must totally kill the state of compromise without a shred of mercy. You must FULLY die to be impotent, else pressure will exist. NG is telling us to die completely to our trash, which is why he mentioned conditions that would be common in discussion when sharing the methods. He's leading them into accepting it, but that is on them to go all the way. The sensory details ALWAYS are symbolic as he said and they have no more power than that which they imply, AKA activate in the meridians to lead currents into transformation and acceptance of self. So simply put, entering into the state of the wish fulfilled means you won't even end up wavering because the pressure to compromise is dead, you're totally beyond the trash. You've accepted the trash is irrelevant fully by doing this, but once again a one and done isn't a thing you can really "do" but more so a thing that happens as a result of ripeness being available. This is why it's very difficult to "make" manifestation happen because you NEED to cross that threshold of acceptance for any meaningful change to happen. Implied involvement that's targeted correctly will almost always be a more reliable way of working this mechanism because you WILL feel the charge surface when you apply it right. I've had SO MANY clients tell me this, where they feel like they're on fire when they're about to make a massively meaningful decision. This is something that I've experienced many times in my past but I didn't know what I was really doing either. Whenever I was "seen" in a way that's implying I'm breaking expectations it would light me up like a Christmas tree and I'd be on fire quite literally. This would be the "state" of me leading my currents via implied involvement THE SAME WAY as doing any inner work would, because it IS imagining.

We quoted NG above in the beginning of today's entry about how imagining is just a reaction to life which activates seedtime. We've been over many other examples to prove this too. I'm going to argue that these moments of reaction to life are more or less harvests from deeply planted roots that are playing out their results instead of planting new seeds, but I can see what he means anyway. If the feeling and implication is the same then it's not planting new seeds/activating new states. I still hate that term of "planting seeds" and it should be more or less viewed as "activating states" which is also what he's said before. Activating states is responding to something with meaning and importance and this is the mood you live from, because the emotional relation is the effect of the importance which is charge and implication. Remember the EFFECT that something will have on you, as in if X is true then ABCDEFG will also be true and if those variables are unpleasant then you'll react in a negative way which is the implication bearing fruit through the state that represents this, AKA the importance driving the reaction stemming from a root seed which has branched into all these other ways.

We cannot change state (importance and implied acceptance of self in response) without dying to what we're considering important which is unnecessary to hold onto because we feel that we're going to lose something or bad things will happen. The feeling of the importance of what the expectation means and implies is what kills you, literally, in both ends, both acceptance of self and conforming to the condition. The threshold of acceptance of that condition and conforming to it is the bounds by which intensity is felt. As soon as you pass through that threshold then you will "feel" the importance of the implication. You will have all the reasons surface in your mind as to why you should compromise and stay safe but you will value your vision too much to care and you'll cut through it at that level. You must learn to go all the way else you don't work the mechanism of death. In order for us to activate the mechanism of death we must learn to literally remove importance on the need to get what you don't feel you can get without conforming to the conditional expectation on how you get it. For most people this is being seen and loved, among other things. We don't feel we can get it because of X reasons, but at the root those more surface level reasons are branches of a deeper cause which the story was created to make sense of this feeling. The root reaction or state/seed is what caused all these cascades of how you defined the importance on that core meaning to be. That's the truth, though as you work through these branches it may make the root more easy to see and process since parts of that implication have been integrated but not fully yet else you'd have revised the root by working down the pathway cascade.

So the feeling state you return to and live from (even if it's unconscious) will have implication and meaning and a degree of charge because how you feel is what drives your thoughts. This IS what NG taught, period.

So I've come over this idea of poking fun at the conditioning too, and almost making jokes of how stupid the whole thing is in a subtle leading way. I believe that this can be a somewhat useful way to unstick someone with heart qi stagnation. Someone without this issue shouldn't be approached this way. Remember heart qi is generally "humorous" which is why heart heat and heart fire can manifest with symptoms of "mania" where you can't stop laughing. Been there before actually, it's quite interesting to experience.

"By the power of imagination all men, certainly imaginative men, are forever casting forth enchantments, and all men, especially unimaginative men, are continually passing under their power. Can we ever be certain that it was not our mother while darning our socks who began that subtle change in our minds? If I can unintentionally cast an enchantment over persons, there is no reason to doubt that I am able to cast intentionally a far stronger enchantment." - prayer the art of believing book 1945

Here he's saying that other people will influence us if we don't own our innate vision for life, which will of course lead to dissatisfaction, else how would we even end up in such a place?

"By the intensity of her imagination and feeling, the designer cast a kind of enchantment on her producer's mind and caused him to think that his generous praise originated with him.

Often our most elaborate and original thoughts are determined by another." - same

Thematic supply demand. None of us get what we do not already have, but that's a current within us that's available to mediate the seed in the sequence it will unfold through the people around us. There will almost always be a degree of available implied involvement this can unfold through as well, and you will see that play out in pretty much every instance which only makes it more available if those channels are already established and available.

"I, by the intensity of my imagination and feeling, imagining and feeling myself to be in Barbados instead of merely thinking of Barbados, had spanned the vast Atlantic to influence my brother into desiring my presence to complete the family circle at Christmas.

Thinking from the end, from the feeling of my wish fulfilled, was the source of everything that happened as outer cause, such as my brother’s impulse to send me a steamship ticket; and it was also the cause of everything that appeared as results.

In Ideas of Good and Evil, W. B. Yeats, having described a few experiences similar to this experience of mine, writes:
If all who have described events like this have not dreamed, we should rewrite our histories, for all men, certainly all imaginative men, must be forever casting forth enchantments, glamour, illusions; and all men, especially tranquil men who have no powerful egotistic life, must be continually passing under their power.

Determined imagination, thinking from the end, is the beginning of all miracles." - same

Intensity. Intensity is sensation of charge, mediating starlight into illuminating our circuits which is where any and all power comes from.

9/1/26

Refine further. I've been listening to some other coaches, ones who claim to be at the top. Raven for example, the SP that Joseph el scripto ended up getting with, which is funny because he sounds like a replica of her ex's from what I've heard. Joseph has SO MANY ERRORS in interpreting NG that it blows my mind how his scriptural interpretations are taken seriously. Absolutely no clue about alchemy. Anyway. She actually makes the mechanic of thematic supply/demand very clear in case study videos. She doesn't seem to know what any of that is or even knows it exists but I can decode her decode of case studies basically and it's interesting to read into. Most case studies that I've heard point to creating space for exploration of pathways and she leads the context to almost reveal how it's not "worth" to continue to buy into an expectation. She doesn't seem to use that term or anything but the mechanism of action is revealing expectations and pointing them out, which is the insight, so I can verify that method of coaching in terms of principle application to work pretty well, but that is still iffy in some cases I will argue.

My point of even going into this is that she doesn't use the charge that's there against the condition, she basically chills the whole system down into a yin state and invalidates ANY agitation. Also when I say invalidates I don't mean to deny feelings (from what I'm gathering that is) but more so to point out why it's not worth to react, AKA buy into the condition as important. This mechanism is functional to the degree that this is available to work with, and is how I also see most other so called successful coaches in this space to apply this. The thing is this isn't a very efficient process since you'll still end up with the client needing to apply advanced dynamic pathway work and without a clear outline of the expectation then this won't work. These coaches are seemingly getting clients to sink charge in ways that will only empower pseudo satisfaction UNLESS a clear pathway to the roots of the expectation are established and understood, which is what I've always tried to point out. This has been a core goal of RS in applying this as an EFFICIENT and RAPID way of meaningfully cutting through conditioning. The way you do it should be bursty, as in instead of gradually trying to respond to expectations as soon as they show up (which I don't see as a bad thing anyway but done in a vacuum without applying meaningful involvement will only delay reaching the threshold of transformation) you'll go deep into the eye of the storm and bring out all the pressure to compromise on the spot and with the key revealed which is the proverbial blade to cut through the conditions directly, you'll be able to chunk it in one slice. When you gradually break this stuff down you'll be granted various opportunities to cross the thresholds of self acceptance towards altering the currents in supply but those opportunities I find will still be difficult to make from this perspective in all the data and cases I've been through. When you go into the deepest pressures and just cut through it in a fast way (provided you've got space to work with to not end up in a worse place and you've got expectations clearly identified and know what's necessary to see in that for insights) then you're going to run right up against that threshold of transformation and in doing so you can expect instant results.

This is what many clients I've been doing live coaching with lately have experienced when they end up breaking down the expectations in deep and transforming ways they've never touched on before as I lead them through the pressure. This isn't always something I can do with where they're at live but in probably at least half the cases it is. The thing to make clear is that without the client knowing and "feeling" the expectations clearly and then the implications of what dying to that would mean about them then getting them to cross that line into a greater acceptance is next to impossible. That's the required variables to make any of this work live. I just got 2 sales right as I typed that within 10 seconds. Wow that's funny. Anyway I've got the formula nailed down to near perfection at this point. You need the lock and key clearly identified to make this work, which is and has always been the means by which the death occurs since it's necessary to actually have impact and expand into more self acceptance, a higher state of being, more proportionate with the Father. Any coach that's somewhat useful will on the call reveal the expectations to someone even if it's not in a "clinical" type of context. The whole function is to reveal the limits of self acceptance due to conditions and expectations. With this in mind, then how would the means by which we accept how we really feel as a catalyst to MEANINGFULLY cut through the trash in one go. Provided you are willing to go all the way into deeper levels of meaningful self acceptance then it'll result in your feeling/state changing. We must be willingly crossing that threshold, either through "letting go" of the trash because we're ripe to do so and thus accepting innate nature or that we will do it through bringing up the pressing we've been avoiding and cutting through as much as we can in that space. The thing that will usually reveal if someone has shifted states (moved pressure to compromise by accepting they're past that now) is their reactions and actions which NG did say is also the indicator as I've quoted before various times.

Ultimately we need to look at it like this. Whenever we're going into the space of crossing a threshold of self acceptance we're going to feel discomfort because it's you reaching the root that's the reaction you had in the past which has cascaded out into the present moment. All of our world (thematically speaking) is the result of these seeds which are the reactions that determine what we believe and find important to live from. Pretending they don't exist is going against the face of what NG taught with revision. Revision is his way of transforming these roots and said that it's the one method he'd use if he had to pick one. Obviously I've gone deep enough into this to recognize that there's only one method anyway and that is revision since all of our desires are already innate and don't need to be "added" on since we're just naturally going to accept them as natural striving anyway if we're free to do so, but through expectations in contrast to the acceptance of the desires we stay stuck in the box. This means that all methods of manifesting are to shift the pressures to compromise so that we don't feel the effect of that in the now. People who apply manifestation from a branched off perspective where they disassociate from feelings because they're too hard to handle (and this is usually done unconsciously) aren't going to experience satisfaction, and yet they can still get an SP or whatever ONLY because that person is a means by which they can more effectively touch into their conditioning and really begin to see that they don't actually like that person, only the hurt version of them likes that SP due to conditioning and expectations which binds the availability of being seen into a specific form. In this sense, we're going to be altering the thematic supply/demand we live from to provide ourselves what we've thrown away access to. You don't really "give it to yourself" per say, since the capacity is already there, and as NG says the state already exists, and so we're more or less just accepting that we can have it now, hence why I continue to say "oh so I can be myself"/"oh so I can have X" in videos. That's almost ALWAYS the insight that someone will have, that they don't HAVE to compromise to conform to expectations and really never did. Since the moment that they responded with shutting down how they really felt which would've been the response to establish the boundary as a child, they has no option and thus had to stay safe to continue to get fed and have a roof to sleep under and such while still living with the abusive situation. So as I said before, getting real with how you feel is how you actually recollect yourself and in that moment have the boundary you never could to thus uproot the seed that established the root condition. This is WHY being real with how you actually feel MATTERS. The mechanics are clear and the case studies that I've been through make this clear as well.

Someone I did this with last week had an SP come back after like 3 days or something after they ended up shedding the tears live and it only took a few minutes to get through it. It was because I opened up how they felt as unnecessary, except instead of dancing around it and playing games with it like so many others would really do I go them to cut through through the middle of the expectation and eradicate it. Now they've been getting so many wins and actually have a totally different attitude, like they WANT to expand in meaningful ways and LOOK FORWARD to the next steps of how things will unfold. They're not anxious or looking for approval and trash they're just like cutting out the trash and getting on with things instead of dancing around it and making excuses to not go all the way which almost everyone does, myself included as well. This is my point once again as to why this method is more reliable because it puts you on the spot to not dance around the condition and give it reason to have space. You get into the reality that you don't' actually want it at all and you see it for what it is, you feel the contrast behind the implication of what it's locking you out from vs what's being accepted and crossing that threshold is where you're going to dance around until you go all the way. This is what most people who approach it gradually experience, a dancing around the threshold. I only got my trash dissolved in the start because I willingly put myself into the most uncomfortable situations I could because I KNEW deep down I needed it because I'd have compromised otherwise. I NEEDED to be forced into the pressure and to have that threshold be right in front of me as the obvious step to make and never look back. This is what I do with client live, if I can get to that point. I don't dance around it I get deep into the thick of the pressure and get them to cut through it on the spot. That's why I believe that this is the most effective way because it's the hardest and fastest where you're actually "just making a decision". Literally instant state shifting is going deep into the intensity of the pressure and while there just "dying" on the spot to the conditions and going totally against the expectation of how the importance of the condition would make you act and feel in that place. Making a decision that contrasts the expectation is instant state shifting and is revision in the most core essence possible. This is why I say over and over that implied involvement that's targeted correctly is just as effective as doing any inner work and really can go deeper because putting yourself in those places and being willing and OK to lose the approval of the people around you and literally physically making the act that you know is necessary to die to the trash is DOING THE SAME THING as ANY other level work.

People would think this means action that's relating to contacting SP, but that's not always the case. Really you need to alter the thematic supply/demand for this to reliably work and the way you do that is by recognizing he condition against acceptance of the desire. This is massively important because so many people apply implied involvement in the "dancing around" way where they don't make meaningful decisions that represent and imply the expectation is dead, since that's too uncomfortable. They make half in half out decisions that on some level represent cutting through the condition but they never cross the threshold. Any decisions you can make that would cross that threshold (which usually would mean accepting disapproval of certain figures in your life and being ok with losing that at least temporarily) is what's necessary. You'll make them see you the way you made them feel when you WANTED to have boundary back when you compromised as a child or whenever and they'll just have to deal with your expansion in going beyond how they expected you to be. You cross the threshold and accept that disapproval is going to happen anyway so to accept the desire you embrace it and willingly expose yourself to that because it means you're no longer bound to the importance of their view of you to fit in and compromise. That's what I mean with all this. Thus in response, since you've integrated the aspects of self respect when it comes to being seen with X thing (as an example) then you can have it since before the reason you couldn't involve with what you wanted naturally was due to that expectation. I faced this where EVERY single SP I ended up with for years left as soon as they came when my extreme anxiety surfaced when I was in the scenario I wanted. Listen carefully again, I could get them to show up but the meaning of the condition was that if I crossed a certain threshold (which I was running up against and feeling but never crossing all the way because it was just too painful for me given my kidney heart axis function at that time) and so that meant that every manifestation I ended up getting reflected my supply/demand.

This is the important thing to consider. If you want to "move them under compulsion" as NG says then you NEED to have the currents available for that to play out. Literally your scenarios you end up manifesting will ALWAYS represent your composition. I've seen this so clearly, thematically speaking. The scenarios will always bring out of you the compromise you've been playing out for years. When you can see that and know what it means in contrast to the acceptance of what you desire then you're effectively cutting out the thematic current of what that means and thus the world cannot manifest scenarios that will bring that out of you since there's no conflict to trigger. Now this doesn't mean the world won't ever show you abandonment scenarios or whatever because that's not the case, it can, but it doesn't hit you in the feels is the point. You'll be in a place where you don't have the unresolved agitation of compromise to respond with. In this place, the meaning of that won't elicit the same reaction and thus the same sensory scenario for multiple people will make them feel differently based on what's going on within their supply/demand.

Also recognize this. If you are in supply of the currents that represent being loved and such then someone who has love to give can give that to you. Someone in your life who's showing avoidant behaviors to you will do so because you don't have supply of being seen in a comfortable manner. They will then be avoidant towards you because you find that important that they're seeing you but they can't give you what you're in conflict with on your supply/demand. So to change them, you become the supply that they can respond to. If someone is obsessive towards you (I had a girl like that) then it's because you have something they want in your supply even if you're not conscious of it. They've got something they need from you that they don't have or can't accept within themselves, OR it could also be that you've got avoidant tendencies yourself and so will end up with people acting this way to trigger that response. You'll end up responding the same way with the "I can't have this" as you did when you were younger, the seed plays out in the now. It's ALL thematic supply/demand, thus the assumptions and beliefs represent the importance on where the currents are to represent these aspects of how integrated they are. As soon as you cross a threshold of acceptance of having that current then you've altered the supply/demand and the avoidant will either change towards you or you'll end up with someone else who's more functional for you. That's going to drive your behaviors, your perceptions, what you respond to in the way you feel importance and need to involve and the implications as a cascade that were feeling "too big" before will seem needless to even consider now, or at least not as much. If you're obsessed over a certain person it's because they're someone who represents to you a means of being seen and loved or whatever, which again is just stimulation of the shen, and so the obsession is born out of "I can't have" else you'd not feel that way. You can feel stimulated by someone but not in a dysfunctional way that's going to cause you to stay stuck in the box of compromising on how you'd naturally express towards that person, but I'd likely say that certain specific details about them is what you're obsessed over (though your conscious mind might not see that as thematics) but that supply that they have which you never got is what's so important. Your obsession will drive them away since you're running up against someone who is playing a role to confirm your feeling. The way they respond MUST bring out your compromise, else the law doesn't work.

So that's what I mean by changing people. It's role dynamics based on thematic supply/demand and if you break down all cases you'll see this in the behaviors of the people involved and how they feel about things. It's just always this way. Someone will only play a role that they're able to play because of the overlaps of currents.

A change in reactions on your part is a change in thematic supply/demand, meaning YOU don't see the same things in the same sensory details because the charges that those sensory suggestions represent no longer are present in your meridians when they're activated. In this sense, what people will feel in suggestion when you're around will illuminate what THEY want at that point. You're not really controlling anyone, because that's not really a thing, but you can effectively illuminate in them a specific sensory level suggestion if you've got that in supply in a powerful way. You thus cannot not "move" others around you since EVERY interaction you have works with this dynamic. Does that mean the child manifests this because they're vulnerable? Actually yes, since every child is vulnerable and they feel that and know that innately, that's why they accept conditioning since the implications of losing love and acceptance is too painful to accept. Children by nature are receptive to abuse since that's their demand and will manifest parents then who will play off that dynamic. Do all children manifest this? Yes. Every child is abused in some way, even if in subtle ways. This flies in the face of modern LOA mentalism but we know that everybody on earth has conditions attached to their natural striving and thus those have to have roots somewhere and since parental figures are always imperfect since they themselves are conditioned it means that the child is the perfect vessel to project their unresolved conflicts onto which allows the parents then to understand how they feel, though usually it will be in a pseudo satisfaction way. The truth is that all of the SP stuff is almost always that someone simply doesn't feel they can be seen unconditionally. This means that they've got at some point in their life pathway cascades that branch out into the now which have origin in having to accept conditional love else they're left. That's what I mean. So since that's how they feel whenever the suggestion arises then that's the expectation to continue to play out, and since that reaction is a revealing of who they are then their actions with others will only bring out of them that awareness of compromise. Only until enough root pressure is felt will they WANT to cut through it instead of running up against the barrier and stepping back to stay safe and keep the approval of the parental figure. This isn't ALWAYS the case but it's the most common.

So doing gradual pushing of the boundary will EVENTUALLY result in that threshold being crossed but if you was fast results then you'll need to just throw yourself into it and not care what you feel in response because it's always temporary anyway. This is necessary in order to rapidly discharge the channels which hold the root seeds of the pathway cascades of expectation. Your body will literally warm up and heat up when you approach that wall, IF you've got sufficient root pressure, else you'll just end up with extreme anxiety like I did which will cause the feeling to overpower you. Again, I've said many times since years that without sufficient kidney and spleen yang then breaking down dampness is literally impossible. That's just the alchemy, using states against each other. In that case, approaching it gradually is the only option, which I did to build up a baseline to then be able to approach the deep roots via implied involvement. Every single time I approached a scenario physically that put me under pressure I had visceral reactions that made me worse off, much worse off. I would literally get physically sick for days at least and usually it would be weeks EVERY SINGLE TIME I "manifested" an SP into my life and I got physically involved, though even just talking together would make me feel anxious too but not to the extreme. The implication was what made me feel this way. So I will say that if you're extremely depleted and cannot handle it because your currents get so messed up then approach it from distance until you've got capacity. If you're in the same boat as me then taking kidney yang tonics will boost the speed of recovery. Raven denied this when I put a comment speaking about how herbs would help but I know that's nonsense since the mechanics are clear that substances that suggest affinity for a channel will tonify that channel and psychological have that impact since ALL psychology is the shen swimming in the channels of the field geometry. She's just totally illiterate on these mechanics, but since I don't have a massive data set to prove this I will be swept under the bus until that's proven beyond any doubt, but then the mentalism trash will call "placebo" and deny these mechanics at all costs. It's just insane. Can't win with any of this fixed functions in reality stuff because it's ALL subjective to these people WIHTOUT KNOWING ANYTHING ABOUT HOW THAT WORKS OR WHAT IT MEANS.

The fact that I ALWAYS got physically sick the SAME WAY whenever I'd even just IMAGINE being with an SP that I wanted for YEARS proves to me the mechanics here because for YEARS I assumed it was bad food that I ate that ended up destroying me and put me in hospital on a freaking IV DRIP because I was so depleted on nutrients and electrolytes because I was losing so much fluid. I literally was that dysfunctional JUST because I imagined with sensory details being with who I wanted to be with. It made me so viscerally sick because it was suggesting the implication to me that I wasn't able to cut through. I didn't know what I was doing because I was told to just imagine the wish fulfilled no matter what and I couldn't properly even relax in those states it was just anxiety every time I approached it. Seriously, EVERY time I approached it I felt extreme anxiety where my nervous system would 100% reject my suggestion because of the importance of the expectations which was the agitating heat which fried my system so badly. This isn't an accident, I didn't "assume" this to happen it was just the dynamics of the mechanics of how currents move, but the metaphysically illiterate coach will have no explanation for how disease we cannot even imagine happening to us occurs. It happens to us because that's the manifestation of what those currents represent in us on a biological level. The extremely depleted kidney meridian and overactive heart and stagnant liver meridian caused me to have extreme anxiety because fear was all I felt in EVERY instance of approaching the idea of actually accepting what I wanted. It was the implication that was surfacing, and no matter how hard I tried to "accept" it I just got worse, because in reality I was buying into the expectation instead of cutting through it with how I felt. It was ONLY because I cultivated enough vital root pressure from enough seed retention and physical training and getting back into TKD back then that I was able to actually begin to cut through it. This was meaningful because it's thematically associated to those meridians that needed supply for me to see through the expectation without it killing me.

Once again this proves RS 100% and disproves what they believe. I discovered through repeatedly logging how I felt that these actions provided me a feeling where the anxiety felt less intense and I at those moments didn't fully know why but I sensed that it had something to do with the streaks I was on and the nourishment I had. I was more active, not to the degree I needed to be but it was more than I'd usually had. I did do SOME implied involvement that gave me supply but it wasn't major or anything. It was more or less just enough to cultivate the currents that I needed to have the view to cut through the trash. This is why I continue to say you NEED root pressure for this to work, as in you have enough nourishing qi to contrast the stagnant trash to cut through it, else you'll fall into it because your entire psychology requires supply to function else you'll be forced and unable to avoid buying into it since that's the "state" of your field geometry. I will argue with any coach in this space about that and prove it over and over with endless amounts of data. It's not mental. Why do you think that age reversal is the hardest thing to manifest? None of the coaches can pull it off for real, and the reason why is because they can't. They don't have supply to even psychotically get there.

The issue we face is that we're told to "just decide" without knowing anything about what that actually means to us. The just decide moment is crossing the threshold of acceptance for real. This isn't something that's just a single mental thought, and if it is then you were ripe for that to happen. There's plenty of people out there who will claim that they never felt anything extreme like what I'm talking about and manifested SP. Well that's true, I've manifested big things like clockwork when it comes to specific objects for example that I wanted and it worked out in ways often better than I expected. The thing that needs to be understood here is that often a simple condition can be easily cut through without feeling much pressure because it was never a big deal in the first place, but what matters the most is that enough supply underlies that conditioning which can be directed at cutting through it meaningfully which you might not even know you have at baseline to work with. The moment then you make the trash conscious it's easy to process because you've had that supply in reserve. This is what I've talked about in old entries a lot but it's a real phenomena where ripeness towards that natural overflow and "state interferometry" as I called it back then can work for you. The people who say they don't need to do this that I'm talking about haven't disproven anything, they're just not as depleted and never felt the same degree of pressure to compromise for. The relative degree of charge was way less, but the thing is that that's only what they feel, and much like myself when I did kidney yang nourishing actions then despite having deeply rooted highly depleting trash my relative supply was increased and so it felt smaller. This is what TCM is all about, balance of currents. What I needed was to have enough reserve supply of these currents that were necessary to act as the key for the lock to cut through the roots. That's what most people who say they don't feel deep sensations of charge in their circuits are experiencing. Their lives worked enough to where EVEN VERY HEAVY DEEP conditioning can be processed because the balance is there to work with. So once again, herbs can be a tonic to supply that baseline current, though it's very unlikely to cross the threshold of transformation.

This is also why so many coaches who dismiss these mechanics are unbelievably ignorant because they've got no clue that this even exists as a function and so will flog it off as placebo effect or they'll say that because herbs for someone they worked with in the past didn't help that this isn't a factor and I'm overcomplicating it. Well seed retention disproves this clearly because every guy I know who gets into a long streak experiences the same stuff where they notice themselves making different decisions and finding less importance on conditions. It's not going to overpower the trash but it will play a role, because depleting Jing and kidney yin and yang will ruin your whole vitality structure. This is why I felt that when I was on long streaks that my parents approval didn't seem as important and it was ONLY at those times that I "found myself" observing this without "trying" to see it. I noticed I was reacting differently, and thus my state changed because my supply/demand was altered but as soon as that current was depleted again then I was back to being anxious. SO MANY MEN will tell you this that it's irrefutable as far as I'm concerned. They'll point to a lecture where NG says that sexual release doesn't cause it to not work but that's besides the point because buffer that's integrated in someone who's already functional won't deplete them excessively to feel lack. They will still have available currents. So where's the actual discussion on these mechanics instead of dismissal through ignorance? This discussion will never take place in LOA because there's too much riding on mentalism being the way things work. There's no real exposure to views that contrast the mentalism narrative because coaches who apply the same principles I talk about somewhat correctly and get results will claim it's because of their view when it never was. This also disproves that you can believe things to be true and still be incorrect objectively. If these mechanics exist and underlie everything that LOA stands for then RS is the only real model of manifesting that actually is consistent with observation and that the rest who seem to get results are applying this without knowing it, because their view is so narrow that it's not even a factor to consider or be aware of. That awareness IS ok but it's an issue when it's made out to be the truth when it's not and people get stuck in the mental realm.

People who come through my coaching STILL believe often that it's mental despite me railing against it in every video. Blows my mind. The level of depth that RS touches on is so extremely vast vs everything else that actually applying this practically can seem overwhelming for most and I've had clients come through here attempting to understand it in a 30 day coaching period and they don't even come close to grasping everything by the end. It's too much to go over. It would take months of study and application to experience these mechanics for yourself to have a frame of reference to compare to. That's what I've done for years. Prove out these mechanics by experimenting in my own life hundreds of times to find these links and test them over and over to find consistency. Eventually I got to a point where I just knew that what I knew was correct without needing to test it because I was always on point, most of the time at least.

So altering thematic supply demand is what we do with all of this simply explained. When we manifest we are assuming the state of the wish fulfilled which is altering the supply of the currents to drive our psychology in response, but the psychology IS THE EFFECT of the currents shifting. You THINK what you FEEL, as in the importance on thematic compositions in the channels drives what you have affinity with since it's stimulating and meaningful to you. If you feel innately loved and have that supply of heart qi without agitation then you'll manifest someone to play the role in contrast of that supply. They'll want your supply, and be there to receive your love, which again is just stimulation of the shen. Kidney yang AKA sexual fire will raise up and lick the shen which stimulates attraction. Liver yang licks the shen in a creative manner of what that person can open up for you to experience in those free flowing romantic conversations in various places that people dream about. That "feeling" is these currents, that's what stimulation and love is. It's the shen being activated. So when you've got these currents in supply and you can activate the state AKA cross a threshold of accepting this by illuminating those channels then you've built an assumption and a belief and that will mean your mind will swim in the currents and think according to that composition that's now stimulating the shen at baseline. What's happened is that because you've basically moved currents to establish a "stable" condition of illumination in various channels representing the thematic composition it's meaning that what you're going to automatically FEEL and thus THINK will be according to what that means about you and the implications of how that can cascade out into the various aspects of your life. This is the dynamics of how the whole "bridge" works because it's literally the cascades processing how they're going to mediate that experience with the intensity that's in supply to be felt in response. You're going to activate the state and thus the state (supply arrangement) will cause that reaction to you in the circumstances of the world since that's what your perception will experience via suggestions of the senses. This works both ways, as in you can have it like I did with extreme anxiety felt every time an SP or anything positive for that matter came up (because it was full spectrum depletion for me) or it can be in a positive way. Thinking positively will do nothing to make positive things show up, all those thoughts can do is lead currents and IF those thoughts establish a stable condition in the field geometry towards this thing being available to you and stimulating then you'll see it in the world to some degree since the senses will receive those suggestions.

So a level beyond this needs exploring because this question will surface. What about someone who's doing this and experiences pseudo satisfaction? Say they imagine being with an SP in first person present tense but then they see someone else having the same scene as they did but it's through the eyes of another person playing out their act? Another example would be seeing the same person you want on the screen saying what you imagined them saying. It's a "sign". This is because you're manifesting scenarios that will once again illuminate the trash. You're fixating on the currents to be what you want but since you're holding conditions that will lock down the means by which that can be provided in supply then you'll experience it in very unsatisfying and limited ways which will only bring out of you that root reaction you never resolved. That's what will happen. The signs and opposite results, the way they make you feel as I said will always confirm a lacking sense of self, a low state of supply and thus because you don't actually feel innately worth the thing because you're depleted then you cannot experience it in a satisfying way since the supply isn't available. You will continue to experience this because your shen is most likely overstimulated and your other meridians are either stagnant or are depleted. They could also have heat and thus be overactive as well where you'll manifest deeper pseudo satisfaction where you'll almost enjoy the sign but then after that stimulation is dead then you'll feel the depletion, thus why it's pseudo satisfaction because you'll never be satisfied. It's never meaningful or fulfilling to the purpose of that desire which is for expansion purposes, to get you into accepting the state fully.

Wilhelm Reich saw the libidinal "orgone" energy as the vital current which is responsible for all psychosis when in excess or deficiency. I agree actually, because that is Jing fundamentally. I will say that without a supply of root pressure AKA kidney yang/Jing then you'll be simply unable to process the trash fully because having that current is the condition by which crossing that threshold occurs through ripeness, and ripeness is coherency with supply. Without that you've got nothing. You NEED kidney yang to warm the spleen and move the heart via the fire-water axis. The warmth of the kidney yang opens the gate of life to feel the "explosion" NG talks about. I've also contemplated that lung qi is responsible for this as well sine the Po is related directly to somatic sensations and the lung-heart axis is partly responsible for this sensation too but it's mostly through the fire-water axis. If that's not online then the spleen cannot be warm even if you take spleen qi tonics like astragalus. You simply won't get the processing ability to cut through it to any meaningful way. You'll just feel lack even if you try use the lock and key mechanism I talked about by recognizing the importance of the expectation to be dead. The root pressure is what makes the lock and key mechanism work.

It's just a real pain finding ways to explain these mechanics to people without seeming like I'm imposing so called limiting beliefs and trash the mentalism space love sot throw around without any comprehension. It's like they just don't want it or aren't really ready for it yet. I WANT to talk about it on camera but nobody really reciprocates and comprehends say for a few. That's why I'm keeping this here and in programs that will cost a fortune to get access to since that's the kind of data we're talking about here. Nowhere on earth does this exist, and no AI could produce this either.

One thing I know is true and none of the mentalism coaches will EVER be able to explain how disease that we cannot even comprehend to exist especially as children manifests. ONLY RS and systems like TCM has those answers, and thus can prove the mechanism of resolution. The mental overlaps the currents and so altering the mental in an effective way will reflect then the state because the mind swims in the currents. This is what they use as proof of LOA being mental and reality being mental. Nonsense. The so called principle of mentalism has nothing to do with reality being a law defined in the Kybalion which isn't something any real alchemist should take seriously. The Kybalion isn't really a source alchemical text but a modern interpretation of ancient alchemical fixed functions under a mentalist ideology. I cut through all that trash and get to the roots of what's being discussed in the source material which is the only place we should be getting our understanding from, as hard as it is to interpret that stuff. It takes years and years of willingness to be wrong about how you understand these texts until things finally click and RS is one of those systems that will only make understanding that's correct much easier since everything here is based on that root study. I was wrong for years and am still refining aspects of this but I've gotten far enough that things just fall into place now without trying. Nothing is mental in reality, at all. Mind is not a thing in itself but is a product of overlapping components. God is mind because God is whole and thus all things exist without time being a factor of procession, but what God DOES is process and thus WE exist now as we do here. This is all process. My aetheric physics studies revealed that to me back in 2019-2020. I believe I properly grasped that near the end of 2020 and then took it up another level when I integrated proportionality from the work that Dan Winter has done with the lens that Wilhelm Reich opened me up to about "cosmic superimposition" and integrated processes within each other, as well as Paul Laviolette with his "subquantum kinetics" which is actually a paper against modern probability mechanics of quantum and proposes fixed functions that are determined by predictable processes of bifurcation. This is pathway cascades from roots, not like parallel realities that weave into each other which is kind of like an extrapolation of these root mechanics that only really exists to appease the modern mentalism view of reality. Nobody in the past prior to enlightenment era had any connection to that.

So with all this in mind, we should have a much greater understanding of how these mechanics work and how we experience them. None of this is theory because it's all directly experienced by all of us, unlike what Raven said in reply to my comment, because obviously there's no connections to these factors being a thing. There's absolutely a way to "point" to WHAT belief IS quite literally. That's been the goal here really. WHAT IS belief, WHAT IS assumption, how can we break it down because if it exists it should be something we can observe directly. Yeah, you can, and you can do things to make that abundantly obvious.

Simplifying. So when you exalt something above yourself then it's because you feel that getting the thing is conditional. This means there's importance on an expectation that's binding the availability of this thing and it turns into a performance to attain instead of "already having" it in comfortable stability. When you manifest something you've got charge towards then the thing that makes it "click" is when you see through the conditional overlay and open up to accept it freely as it was always available anyway. That's ripeness activating/activating the state. You FEEL it "click" in response which is your circuits responding. It's NOT emotional but the emotional sensation will follow with the current. This is how we drop importance, because we're dropping the importance of the implication of what having this thing means about our relationship to the expectations that bind the availability of it. You step beyond the need to even play along with the expectation and cut through it all the way, and depending on how much charge you're cutting through determines the intensity of the sensation you'll feel in response. The point at which you activate the state and "accept the wish" which is the FEELING NG talks about is the moment when you step beyond the need to bind how far you go to the expectations which discharges the importance on the thing you're desiring since the need is now less potent as it's now available due to the condition breaking down in importance to you. This is how the mental level changes, your belief, assumption. Assuming something IS DOING THIS. There's no difference.

Man the insanity of this Tom Karen guy is also off the charts. That title in his latest vid is what inspired me to even write this. "One mind free to choose". What a joke mate you have no clue. Finite minds are myths according to him, which is a total misinterpretation of what NG means by seeds, because he's got NO CLUE about alchemy and exalted states. Why does everybody glaze this guy? It's blowing my mind. Yeah he's all about denial of any and all conditions, which is somewhat useful, but depending on where someone is at it can cause issues especially as to how far they go into crossing the threshold, or not. What I said above is what any worthwhile coach should understand. I don't LIKE comparing but I find it useful to draw some contrast between what's being said to RS which can reveal ways of interpreting the common doctrine in a way that's more functional. Whenever he's talking about one mind, and no thought transmission and that there's no finite minds, he's just speaking to common threads of limits that he finds people buying into as mental reasons to justify the condition and expectation. It's actually NOT the surface level interpretation really but what that surface level interpretation points to and means about them, what's the expectation and why is it so important. That's really what matters. It's like when NG said to not lift a finger, it was talking to people who are like this, though I still disagree with that idea generally and really most people won't have any downsides to involving in whatever brings them closer to crossing that threshold.

Tom was talking about a condition that some viewer had about needing to protect yourself from the thoughts of others. Well guess what, if you're holding onto conditions you've ALREADY had others think for you which is why you're conforming to expectation. EVEN NG TALKED ABOUT THIS, which I believe I quoted not long ago. Other people will think for you, and you'll conform to that since you've disconnected from how you really feel to stay safe in their eyes which you feel is more important than being real.

Anyone telling you these mentalism ideas is simply playing games with you to get you to get out of your box. That's literally all it is, the mechanics do not change based on anything you'd think or not because the thoughts you have ARE the mechanics we discuss here that transcends any cosmology. You want irrefutable proof? Think about this. Language barriers. You know that when you're influencing other people it's not because you're sharing your thoughts with them, which is what I said yesterday, but that the currents that TRANSLATE into the thought in the SENSORY SYMBOLIC REPRESENTATION that they can INTERFACE with (what the alchemist calls your "storehouse of images" will ALWAYS be in their language and cultural context. Subjective synthesis. So their imagery and words and symbolic representation of the words you experience are CURRENTS within the field geometry and this pretty much irrefutably proves this to be correct else it wouldn't work if someone didn't speak your language or use different images to mean what you're imagining. Field geometry overlaps communicate universally because it's thematic current. I mean HOW MANY EXAMPLES does it take to prove this point? It's NOT thoughts but underlying substrates that TRANSLATE into thought, as I said in a video about a year ago now. I already knew that ages before but I didn't talk about it on camera till then, and of course most people didn't get it and paste their own understanding on top of it even though I explained that thematic currents are fundamental elements of reality and thus "consciousness" itself. Consciousness is not thinking. The above example refutes that idea pretty obviously. So "your thoughts create" are full of ignorant trash and propagate mentalism ideology without competition. None of these people know anything about anything that's correct according to real scriptural interpretation. This is why when all is said and done RS will be the only thing left standing because mentalism doctrine DOESN'T WORK! Why should I "go along to get along" when everybody in my space is saying 1+1=3? That's just being complicit with the obvious error, and yet pointing out the error to the people who just want to feel better makes me the one who's negative for being critical. How insane.

I've sat with this and contemplated on it many times and the only resolution I can think to this conditional expression is that I just don't share it publicly on the main channel, at least not as a main subject for videos. I'm not going to give a full walkthrough of RS for free because this is worth more than that to me, currently. This is free here so I have no expectation to give any more than I already have anyway. All the answers are here pretty much. I just can't stand playing games with people, I don't think that way. I'm either getting to the point or I'm not. Dancing around to play games with people has never been something I find affinity for, though if I dropped the importance on always being correct and such then I might be able to move that current into natural expression. We'll see, because the big channels in this space thrive off telling people what they want to hear and playing games with them without them knowing. It's like RS has exposed the META of modern LOA an because nobody can even see the META to begin with then explaining that there IS a META makes RS seem like the problem in creating doubt and seeming disorder in this space.

So this whole "one mind" thing is that there's one supply of all components which is God. Your field geometry/imagination/aetheric body/subconscious mind IS really the structure of God in seed form as it's expanding and growing into the full blown tree that bears fruit and each of the parts of that tree contain receptors for which the seed innately has available which drives "consciousness" as we know it. Each of the receptors that we have correspond to a thematic aspect of our reality on an inner and outer level. People who interpret NG without grasping THIS are going to be deluded by mentalism trash. This fully explains why we manifest disease we cannot even conceive of because the structure has fixed functions that are separate from what we would consciously think.

All of these parts of us are receptors of the "genetics" of God, thus being the Christ seed as the "power of God" as NG defines it. This isn't anything you'll read in a book, but something that takes keen observation to connect.

I also want to make this point clear too. Just because I often go toe to toe with other coaches and call out the trash doesn't mean it's "negative" or whatever because in ANY "free market" system there MUST be competition to drive innovation and healthy competition keeps things fresh and continually expanding. This is what we are doing here being in the fiery furnaces of this world, as NG said. Those who say that competition is "low vibrational" or whatever trash can tell that to every market innovation that's happened over the last few millennia. It was ONLY through market competition that drives healthy innovation and expansion since there's pressure to expand. The pressure I apply to this space is necessitating that the coaches will be required to review their product and if it's not holding up and has holes then it needs to be replaced with what does work. Is that not how EVERY industry works with competition in the space? Is this not how alchemy is done? It's always through driving forward innovation that lowers prices and improves the product itself, else we have a bunch of max profit monopolies where the product stagnates and people pay way more for what should be a better product. This is how this space works, however in an ideal world we'd not have to compete for profit sake but for the truth. There would still be competition that's necessary and competition is healthy and functional to specially men who are in tune with their kidney and liver meridians which is where creative essence comes from. It just goes to show you really how out of tune most are now with their essence of expansion and since there's no felt pressure to expand then that expansion will not occur. Only through overlapping these other coaches and basically getting so big that RS can't be ignored will this have the impact necessary to change the space. I can't just go all out and speak facts because the people don't grasp it. 99% can't figure out the CLEAR reasoning and metaphysics here we've gone over, and so it needs dumbing down ENOUGH to not miss the core doctrine. It's necessary to be real with competition here since this is in fact how transformation will occur, under pressure, as it always does.

"free will is free so it's never about changing any version of you it's about choosing, do you see?" - Tom Karen

I mean how stupid is this. How will that ever lead someone to the insight using the mechanics above? Good luck. It's meaningless pseudo satisfying hype up that will make you fall on your face when the condition and expectation surfaces and you don't know how to cut through it. This is the issue. Infinite realities and versions of them or whatever is NOTHING more than a totally warped idea of thematic supply/demand. YOU don't choose, God does, and you submit to God. God comes through you, as NG said our seeds/wishes/desires/states and all this we are expanding into are delivered by the Father as a gift. This isn't about us and our so called free will deciding anything, because our existence as a seed of God wasn't through OUR corporeal being DECIDING this but that we're thrown into the furnace here because the Father needs us to be here to play this role at this time for this function now. NG did say once again that we exist here "for the work yet to be done in him", by the father driving our corporal being through the law, as the schoolmaster to lead into the fulfilment of the promise. Immortality. The growth from the seed into the full fruit bearing tree. So what about this is "us" deciding anything or choosing anything? It's not, it's just our perception of things leading us to thinking it's our free will when in reality this whole "one mind" and such is that there's one supply moving current through our receptive imaginal structure AKA the field geometry/subconscious mind/meridian systems to then drive the demand for that function in the other "brain cells of God" in reality. They're NOT "you" as you are now, but that they're moved according to how you're demanding them to move from what you've got illuminated by the ONE MIND. Right? So yeah, there is "one mind" and one imagination but it's not ALL you since it's a CAPACITY to expand INTO which is why NG repeatedly said there's work to be done in the furnaces here to fulfil the promise. You're not fulfilled there yet but are promised to end up there since it was determined before the world was.

"They will make a world like this, only devoid of what they had built up here, and cast themselves in a role best suited for the work yet to be done in them by the son of God who is wearing that garment. He may zap him from the role of a millionaire and place him in the role of a shoe-shine boy or one who cleans latrines, if that is necessary for the work yet to be done in him." - you are a cosmic being 1969

He here is referring to the Father obviously because it's then contrast to being the "son of God" who plays the role, the seed growing into the tree, the corporeal being who you are reading this now powered from above by the Father. Let's prove that irrefutably to destroy any notion that you control EVERYTHING, because you don't and cannot. That's not the point.

"So, I meet them time and time again, and they are totally unaware. You know why? Because the world is just like this; you depart this world, and you are instantly restored in a body that is new . . unaccountably new . . in a world that is terrestrial just like this, in an environment best suited for the work yet to be done in you by He who started it. Your Father started that work in you. He is transforming you into Himself. He will not complete the work until He makes you Himself. So you are God the Father!" - the divine body unknown date

"God the Father placed you in this particular age, as it is best suited for the work he is doing on himself in you. He did it willingly, prepared to accept all the consequences of this confused world of beings with all of its tangles and enigmas. This he did in Jesus Christ in you, for Christ is God’s power and his wisdom buried in us all." - a riddle 1969

"Now, let us turn to Scripture for confirmation of what I have just said. I now quote from the 64th chapter of the Book of Isaiah: “O Lord, Thou art our Father. We are the clay. Thou art our Potter. We are the work of Thy hand.”

Now, listen to it carefully. The word translated the “Lord” is “I AM.” That is our Father; and you can’t put “I AM” away from yourself. Now, the word translated “potter” is “imagination.” He didn’t say, “the potter,” . . “our Potter.”" - order then wait 1970

Right here we have I AM as the Father which is the illuminating current that drives you through the receptors of your imaginal structure, the meridian systems and currents within those channels that illuminate psychological functions. The source of illuminating power is the Father who became man so that man may become God right. The conjugation of the components into one form.

"I encourage you to live as fully and as graciously as you desire to, while you wait for God’s Son to reveal himself in you. But don’t think that because you do not live fully and well, you are better off in the eyes of your Father . . for you are not. He is only interested in the work He is doing in you; and when it is completed, you will be born from within, for until that happens you cannot enter the kingdom of God." - there is no fiction 1968

Well right there is a condition on immortality. Doesn't sound like it's "all you right here and now" does it? That's just delusional metaphysically illiterate nonsense that sells programs to desperate people who want to be stimulated and are such snowflakes they can't handle any critical views of reality that brings up the pressure. You are I AM/Father but IN CAPACITY. You don't look at a fully mature tree and think that a seed is the fully grown tree in anything but capacity if it were to fully grow? Well that's the same thing here. You're the seed growing up into the tree. Technically you're already a tree that's expanded but you're still not fully mature yet in the eyes of the Father. That doesn't mean "lower" but it means that you're not fully expanded. Thing is that the alchemist has made it clear to me that death of this iteration means that your corporeal conscious will go into the underworld and not have another iteration. Your consciousness in all the expansion/growth you attained will go up to the higher genius/Father and that will then go towards the next iteration that's not you but is just like you. The Father doesn't see any specific iteration as special, at least until that iteration is actively and willingly partaking in the process of expansion, as the alchemist has said to me who's got connection with God directly since he's attained the lesser conjugation and has birthed the Christ child. We all have connection to God but in terms of conscious willing communication on a level where you're targeting specific facets of the higher genius to speak with, that's what I mean as to what conversation is different about. Actually directly overlapping the higher facets vs tapping into just the earliest expanses of the subconscious mind.

"Now, there are certain words that in the course of long use gather very many strange connotations. And so, in the course of time, they cease to mean anything at all. Such a word is the “subconscious”. Such a word is, too, . . and do not be shocked . . such a word is “Christ Jesus”. No two have the same opinion of the word, the same definition or mood of the word. Let us now take a look at the word “subconscious” and see how it is defined for us. This is the definition as given to us in any good dictionary. It is that portion of mental state not directly within the focus of consciousness, but capable of being called into such focus by the proper stimulus.

Now that is the definition of this fabulous realm. Now let us look at the claim made for this realm. Our mental scientists, psychiatrists and psychologists of today refer to this region as the creative power in man; that everything in man’s world is determined by the activities of the subconscious mind; that man himself has absolutely no control over the activities of this region unless he first gets into a relationship with it. For here is a region that they call the subconscious; others call it the “unconscious” , and still others speak of it as the “collective unconscious”, but they claim for it a creative power that molds the outer world in harmony with the inner arrangement of its self. So they give it structure, they give it reality, they give it form, and they claim its structure determines the outer structure we observe and call the only reality: that any modification in the internal structure of this deep region results in corresponding changes in the outer objective world. But then they leave us at the mercy of IT, unless we can find the trick of entering into a relationship with it.

So, let us turn back and freshen up again this word which has been so abused, which now is your imagination, which people, without defining, call the “subconscious” as though it was some appendage. People go around speaking of “my subconscious mind”, or “My unconscious mind”, not knowing what they are referring to." - the power of awareness lecture 1953

So this right here points to the fact that the subconscious mind in NG's own words IS imagination.

I just went over another video. This coach coaches over 5x what I do by the way, no joke. She's totally ill qualified to be in such a position. Either way she was saying that to manifest any SP then you need to see yourself as the prize. Yeah, we should, not in a sort of fantasy type thing where everybody on earth bends the knee to you because you're God or whatever trash but in a functional way where your aspects that are bound to the conditions and expectations of others are now open and freely available to come through you without compromise That's being more of yourself. We get that, I agree. Then she said you need to see them as providing you with the love you want. Well this is where a trap can come up. I believe that IF you're doing the work above to recognize expectations and what you're seeking in supply from them then you're going to likely get positive movement, but if you're doing this to bypass meaningful expansion then you're going to come across as another "nice guy" or whatever. Good luck. So she then was saying that you need to see them giving you unconditional love, see them giving you attention all the time and wanting to always spend time with you like they're addicted to you. Yeah, perfect bait for clients to book in because that's exactly what they want to hear. No wonder she can charge so much. This isn't going to work in most cases, and I'll explain why.

So here's some case study examples to illustrate this point. So my personal instance with this was with the girl I actively wanted and I would go home and imagine for upwards of like 45 mins every day pretty much (when I wasn't busy on projects) about her giving me attention in all these fantasy scenarios and I'd have music on to amplify the feelings and I'd go deep into this. Guess what. I got manifestations of that, but it was VERY hot and cold. Like one day she'd be telling me her secrets and then the next she'd be giving my friend very intimate comments that made me shut down. Eventually I spilled the beans to her and I just got it out of me instead of waiting so long. She rejected me in a pretty bad way, I knew she was lying with the way she did it at the time to be honest but she still rejected me. From that point on I didn't even look at her at all. I honestly started to not like her much, and I didn't care if she ended up with whoever else. I was just over it. So I fixated on my work, still kind of bummed in some ways but I was pretty much just done with playing games and wanted to get my vitality back from fixating on her so much. I'd send her messages way more than she did to me, like I mean 10x more easily and she put in minimal effort, but it was still there in "signs". Really there were only like 2-3 instances of ACTUAL hot behavior and the rest were signs and trash that stimulated my excessively agitated shen. So when I gave up on her and moved on she came back and basically told me she wanted to go out with me and she wanted me to come by her place after a certain time and I had NEVER heard her say that. Surprisingly, I didn't feel stimulated. I was just bleh nah. Part of me wanted it still but I honestly didn't have that rush of excitement. She seemed way more excited than I was but I moved on. She then proceeded to later that day I was leaving where we were at in a crowd of people wave at me and call my name out, to get my attention. She was putting in a lot of effort to make me see her. I didn't go. I moved on. We exchanged a few messages after that but I never heard from her from that point onwards, she must've given up but she actually put in so much more effort than ever before when I actually rejected her.

What's going on here? I did NOT see her as giving me love. I never assumed that at all, I thought she was probably better off with someone else at that point. There was a part of me that still liked her, partly because I actually wanted to have a real experience for once without my anxiety screwing me over every time like it did with a girl who threw herself at me before that time, but generally I was over her. So what happened was I supplied myself with the currents she wanted. That's it. Since I wasn't carrying excessive heart fire, at least not to the same agitated level, I wasn't emanating that gross "nice guy" energy to please her and all that. I know she wanted me to lead and suggest and act on that and take her along with me instead of me just playing and asking for permission like a sub loser. What she felt in me WAS THAT CURRENT, nothing else. That was what she wanted. The LOA mentalism buffs will deny this but I know that's what always made her show up. Whenever I had enough guts to lead to SOME degree she'd put effort in for me. Any time I looked for validation I'd be screwed. So when I played my own game, she saw my current was far more independent and able to move her in the way she wanted and thus she reconsidered. It was supply/demand, on a very foundational level. There wasn't any intricate methods I used, I didn't do anything except give myself my own space to focus on what I wanted to create regardless of her being there, and I was VERY dedicated to that work and she KNEW it, she praised me for it especially a lot near the end when she showed up for me. I just dropped the importance of her, but it wasn't about her it was about me being the supply of the currents that she needed to feel grounded. She wasn't a girl who was heavily conditioned and was still innocent as far as I knew, and she had a decent father figure. There were lots of other guys she'd turned down, and so her going for me was a genuine surprise, but I didn't care. THAT energy is NOT faked, but integrated and genuinely lived out because I'd fixated on what brought ME satisfaction. It had NOTHING to do with how I viewed her. Now I know this isn't my current SP scenario and wasn't really a "success" since nothing really went far but I know looking back what happened and I use this example to point to the fact that viewing everything as intricate and detailed specific beliefs is really dumb in most cases.

Almost all SP stuff can come down to these points.
1. Am I freely able to be seen and give attention in functional ways that's not NEEDING and excessively stimulating to fulfil an expectation? This an be boiled down to am I free ENOUGH from agitating conditions and expectations? Have I passed the threshold by which I'm not compromising on naturally being myself to please someone else? This is rule #1 because any relationship you end up with in this place of compromise to please a parental figure or someone or something else will always be dysfunctional since the core of the attraction is dysfunctional dynamics being reflected back to you.
2. Am I in my polarity current? This simply means is the woman sub and the man dom? Is this necessary to get anybody? Depends, though I'll say that the more you own your polarity the more you'll attract functional relationships to represent that dynamic.
3. Am I fixated on my vision for life or the person? Putting too much emphasis on the person will cause you to eventually compromise on what actually drove attraction in the first place which is your polarity current coming through your unique nature and especially for men when you stop being competitive then you're going to lose that fire. This isn't anything other than providing yourself a steady supply of your polarity current through meaningful interactions with the world surrounding the SP because the approval of your SP should NEVER determine your value and how you show up in life. The big point of this is again, are you genuinely feeling like you're at or beyond her level of worth with who you are and what you bring to the table. That SHOULDN'T be a condition but if we're real it's going to come up in your mind if you're compromising on a vision for your life you know you want and it will lower your self respect and make you simp for approval since you're not being the polarity dynamic she needs. This is what I learned is necessary to lead in relationships in ways that are natural, because the availability of this contextual basis that both just "feel" is there during interactions as a sort of undercurrent will provide you "silent authority" more or less. When she KNOWS you're being the best you, then she will respect you more. Period. This is important and you'll gain supply not from her approval and trying to fit in for her but instead fixating on your vision and having her see that and know what that implies and means about you relating to her. That's how the currents draw IMPLICATION and MEANING to ATTRACTION between you. See now why it's not just "imagine them being with you unconditionally" because there's no sustenance that's MEANINGFUL or builds IMPLICATION OF FUNCTION there. This is where long term relationships will thrive, unlike the looksmax guys who just want to get in the door and have no idea how to go from there, because sustaining healthy relationships go way beyond just stimulating someone at a glance when you get to know them, obviously.

So on the mental side of things, yeah you SHOULD see them as someone who's loving towards you, obviously, though from my data that's not going to make magic happen without you pushing forward a boundary of some form. I can tell you with my life on the line here, the way you'll get someone to WANT to put time in for you is if you cut through the barrier of compromise and go all the way in terms of accepting the implication of what being together would mean about you. FULLY accepting that will move things forward, and it's rarely about THEM, but about the IMPLICATION of what being with them means about you and what would change, because it's always something dying to open up more. What these coaches don't tell you is that attraction comes through death of what's binding you into compromising to keep the expectations happy. She will know that if you're heavily compromising, because it will come off in the way you deliver yourself, and the way you appear. Why do guys on seed retention streaks get more eyes? Because they're in supply of the current that cuts through the trash and they will feel that, but I will argue that's not integrated until it's fully applied to uprooting the seeds instead of branching off and living in a sort of bubble until you go all the way which is what many of them end up living out. They don't use the current to target trash and alter the way they show up accordingly. Been doing this for many years myself and I can say that because I NEEDED that current due to having depletion there, it helped me a lot in cutting through trash that I needed to. Without that I wouldn't have ripened to the point of running up against the threshold of WANTING to because I FELT that drive to WANT to put my abusive parents in their place and grow up instead of being the nice guy to try and play half in half out and never really displease them. If I went full yang on these girls and didn't compromise it would IMPLY that I'd be under a threat of the approval of my parents because how I'd show up to lead these women and basically chad my way through life wouldn't be how they want me to be, thus that threshold was never crossed. I KNEW I could pull that off because I had enough going for me, even with my physical lacks, I still had the foundation to work with IF I took it all the way. The problem was I wasn't willing to do that because it would displease parental figures, mostly my mum because being seen in that highly successful view was going to bring about pain. What I viewed as success wasn't comfortable for her, because it means she wouldn't be able to control me. Her desire to control me manifested, her thoughts and her assumptions of me controlled me. Other people CAN and WILL influence you, despite what Tom Karen or anyone else in LOA thinks. NG basically said this himself as I quoted above.

So here we have my point. When you can accept your polarity, and all that being that person IMPLIES about you and what needs to CHANGE and DIE in response of owning that level of nourishment and vitality which will drive them CRAVING you, when you can cross that threshold then you will manifest anyone effectively, at least in theory. My data clearly points to this but I don't have "celebrity status" results, not that I care about that anyway even if I was a 10, though maybe just to show off I'd do it to prove these fools wrong and prove that it's possible. I really don't care about any of them and think they're all just going to be annoying to be with so you'd have to pay me to "manifest" them. That's really stupid to compare to someone who gets someone on that level anyway.

As stated above early on in today's entry, it's almost all about what you're willing to die to in order to accept the implications of what being with that person means will change about you. This has next to nothing to do with the SP at all. I've almost never seen SP manifestations in my coaching occur through fixating on them, and in fact it was usually through the above mechanism of crossing a threshold of implication that spills over into the pathways relating to the SP, which is why I'm talking about this as fact because it works. You don't need to ever imagine being with them to get them to want you, as in go through an imaginal scene or affirm that they're with you or whatever. If you have desire for it, and you accept the implications, then that's already innate and it will unfold when it's ripe. That's what I know. An elite athlete got his SP without doing ANY imaginal scene stuff at all, and it was in less than 2 weeks. He also got height growth, but keep in mind this guy was HARDCORE and he went ALL the way. That's what I mean, he totally was SPONTANEOUS in applying implied involvement when he felt intuitive impulse and he followed all the way through. He made one error during the short time we were together but it was very simple all I did was give him advanced gazing (he was ready for it) and some other methods and it worked so fast it actually blew my mind. That was probably one of the fastest stories, My latest one took about a month or so, but the shift was overnight pretty much. Now he's got the girl he wanted in contact with him and they're going out as we speak. He's got contact from SO MANY OPTIONS as well all of a sudden, and he broke down on live and shed tears but it IMPLIED he was CROSSING the thresholds because he accepted himself and how he wanted to show up instead of conforming to expectations. He saw that his parents were abusive and cut through their conditioning to reestablish his boundaries he was unable to keep to back then and now he's getting cash and SP and career is getting better since he's now left his job and is doing something totally different. All of this happened in the last week. The thing that made it work was getting him into his real feelings which is necessary to establish the boundary he couldn't uphold before, and that's now opened up his free expression without feeling the implication of her control in his life, just like how I've explained.

Before that, I had someone who was wanting an SP but it was out of this need to be seen, and so when they felt through the sadness of losing the parental approval that was never there it flipped things and now a new SP showed up. It wasn't the SPECIFIC person but it was someone who he's happy with anyway, so I consider it a success. Once again, it was parental abuse that was the roots. I had a talk with someone 2 days ago, she was heavily anxious like me and I gave her some insights but I wasn't able to go super deep since there was a ton of levels to cut through. Overall she learned that there's unconscious anger and resentment that's untapped. She didn't know how to handle it but I told her how to approach this internally and practically and how the importance of needing to compromise to keep them happy isn't necessary anymore. We will see what comes out of this session but I am sure she will make progress into valuing herself for real and going beyond that threshold.

Soooo. The coach who tells you to fixate on the SP, unless doing that is expanding the threshold of comfort, then you're not moving pressure in any meaningful way. If you're already clear, then you'd naturally be thinking of her the way you want. If you're a guy you'd be contemplating on how you can go out and spend time with this girl and lead the way for an abundant relationship and the girl will have all her fantasies of being swept up on her feet and being taken along for the ride which is fine to have, so long as that's not the supply that's valued above all else because then it will imply you're compromising to keep conditions happy since you're not comfortable to have it come through you naturally. "affirm that they can't live without you" sounds like desperate cope trash from this coach who just wants to stimulate all the abandonment wounds people have who watch. This turning them into someone obsessed with you is just the perfect marketing for making 6 figures a month easy. She'd pull that off so reliably with these prices despite having spent probably 2% of the time studying to be effective than is necessary because her advice is utterly insane and will keep people stuck in the box. We all do that stuff of affirming for the person but it's almost always going to just activate the excessive yang and float the shen because the implication of that is bypassing the real conditioning that should be cleared first where then the SP stuff can come through you as I said before. If the SP stuff is excessively stimulating to you then it's a surefire sign you've likely got abandonment wounds or something along that line else it wouldn't feel massively stimulating and cause you to be thrown off center. I know what that feels like, having heart fire. Those people feel like they're about to win the lottery any time that the idea of their SP coming back shows up. This is the OPPOSITE state of supply, since you're desperate for any lick of approval and you'll almost certainly compromise to fit in with expectations that are tied to getting love, which likely your parents instilled in you.

I've spoken to people in their 70's who have heart fire from abandonment wounds still. No joke it carries with you for life. They tell me that any time they get touched even just having the hand of someone they like brush by them that it feels like they're in heaven. Yeah, it will, I've been there too and it was extremely stimulating and drove attractions that wasn't in any way functional because I was looking for someone who could give me attention that I never got and approval that I never got. It feels good because you're using them as supply. Any time you approach these things internally if you've got heart fire it's going to flare it up and make your obsession worse, because you're literally buying into expectations since the solution to being the supply is recognizing that it's not a big deal in the first place, that you don't NEED To feel this way to get it because you never needed to conform to the conditions on love your parents gave you. When you cross that threshold of cutting through the roots there then you'll be far less stimulated by it and that means you've got supply for it. The more pathogenically you get stimulated and narrow your view in on someone where they become your obsession and fixation of someone to save them (from abandonment and conditional love) then you'll have people who themselves have levels of that will want to be around you since you'll now bring out of them that fantasy, among others. I'm not saying you'll only attract abandoned people but it is just the dynamic shift is my point here in explaining the mechanics. The solution in almost all cases to these issues is grieving the loss of the love to discharge the heart and lung heat and then integrating the boundaries by empowering kidney and liver qi. This is typically what happens when someone wins. Herbs can help, targeted qigong can help. This isn't just about thinking "from" the end.

If you DO end up doing it with scenes and stuff inwardly, then you'll need to understand the implications of what being with that person will mean about you and what will die to accept this fully in crossing that threshold. When you understand who you're pleasing that's binding your natural expression and deny them authority in who you're being in the scene (such as being with who you want under their gaze) then you'll be working the mechanism. This is what's worked for me and I've done this with some other clients who got the "explosion" NG talked about and manifested SP success too. It's not common though to be honest, since ripeness needs to be there, and that can't be "willed" really.

What really irks me about all the low level coaches is the trash about how they say it's basically as easy as affirming that you're who you want to be and owning it. Yeah I KNOW that CAN work, but ONLY if you're working the above mechanism. ALL success that stems from "just decide bro" is DEATH of the trash in IMPLICATION of "I AM X" which is the SAME thing as what we've been discussing about cutting through conditions. These people just don't know what's going on mechanically.

What's wild is that they just tell us to "start seeing yourself in a better light" but the things is with LOA that's going to be done in such a low impact way where they tell themselves this and imagine whatever is stimulating. None of that is dying to expectations which is REALLY why they don't feel good about themselves. To change your sense of self you NEED to go deep into targeting the aspects of self that are here to keep other people happy, and that doesn't just mean showing up without people pleasing but also in an excessive sense of hatred as well for some. I've been here, because I was hated so extremely by my family for various reasons that to fit in I needed to be seen a certain way. It sucked. So I took on that unconsciously as well, and it manifested in a "safe" way, just as it usually will. I hated the system, instead of people, because I NEEDED to hate something since that's how I felt from losing my own boundaries. I went above and beyond to prove everything in my work to please expectations originally, that's why RS was built in the first place. It was built to destroy anyone who tried to tell me that I'm wrong, to have a defense of correctness to fall back on and say "look here you can't attack me now". That's how I felt really. Still bits of that linger to this day, and I've never really fully tapped into the depths of discharging that fully since parts of it seem to serve me here anyway but the balance of application of this part has been far more aligned from what it use to be where I'd always actively seek out conflicts to prove them wrong. Now I just don't care. It's totally shifted from being pathogenic and me being out on the street and painting facts on the road where people would need to read uncomfortable truths. I did it to get a sense of being seen as well, and understood which I never got and I was never approved no matter how correct I was. I performed the best and yet I wasn't approved. That destroyed my sense of self so bad because I had nothing of value that was meaningful. Nobody cared about me, I was alone, left out, always seen as an odd one out usually. Chosen last, despite offering so much. My issue was very simply that I never needed to be approved of by them in the first place and that then implies I never needed to perform, since the performance was an act to get love. This is what I mean by how clients I've spoken to lived their whole lives performing to get love when it would NEVER come since that's not their innate self coming through, even if they're very good at it.

This once again proves that it's WAY beyond just the person and how you see them seeing you. It's ALL about what that implies about you, and how that means things you've been involved in to get that conditional love will need to change and for you to be ok with that because it was to please them the whole time anyway. It wasn't who you really wanted to be, it was to please their condition and get love that you couldn't ever get from them. That's what really has impact, because now you're not dependent on anyone or anything to get love or approval since you're being your own supply in unfolding your vision. From this state the SP will show up without you ever thinking about them or whatever, and if you do it will be a fleeting thought or if you imagine them deliberately it will be ripe because you crossed a threshold or were right on the edge. That's what will happen.

RS is above everything else on earth and nothing compares. My time is worth millions and every word I speak earns me more money than I could ever spend in my life.

Any coach who tells you to "just see yourself on the pedestal bro" without providing meaning and implication as to how that will look for you to bring up those conditional aspects of receiving love, then they're a scam artist just like 99% of them in this space. Full of ignorance and profiting from desperate people. It's how things are, not my assumption. I didn't manifest the collective state of things, that's just how things play out.

So anyone talking about how your thoughts are reflected in other people with case examples of this, I can believe that IN SOME CASES. Thing is that doing the same methods while agitated and holding heart heat especially will result in signs or just more people coming and going. You'll never be able to perform any so called technique properly without that. I know that "techniques" work THROUGH you as a function of ripeness where the currents in supply will make you THINK about those things by DEFAULT, because as I said you think what you feel. As I've always said, these people are talking about someone who's already in supply, someone who's not bound to expectations. I also need to once again mention that you don't need to be FULLY resolved with conflicts to manifest anyone, because you don't. I still had some unresolved agitation when I manifested the overnight SP that came out. I still had levels to cut though but I went far enough over the line into the threshold of dying to the trash ENOUGH to alter my current supply. So when I was there then I was thinking FROM by default since I actually DID have supply of those things, meaning I believed, I assumed, not consciously but because it came through me thinking that it was conscious when there was no effort. The thoughts were fleeting often and without feeling or charge, and that's the point. People will point to examples where they "manifested' something big without charge AND THAT'S PROVING MY POINT. Understanding this mechanism of crossing the threshold of acceptance and thematic supply/demand explains EVERY instance. If you don't grasp that then you're going to be stuck in delusional trash forever.

Here's the facts. 90+% of LOA coaches do this for cash first. The ones who are in the 10% are real but they don't know any different. 0.1% are doing this work. I know a lot of coaches know about "childhood trauma" and such that's talked about but almost none of them know HOW to resolve it correctly. That's what RS has really fully systematically gone over on every angle of HOW to do it, and WHY it works. Most of these people tell us to just do positive self talk and trash which actually makes it worse because it's not meaningful and empowering innate self against expectations. By saying positive things you're actually empowering the conditions because you're submitting to their implications of your life, else you'd not consciously willing say it TO FEEL BETTER. You're really just doing it to avoid how you REALLY feel when ripeness is present to surface the trash. Most people in LOA will just affirm to numb out how they really feel about certain people in their lives when actually owning how they feel there is necessary to cut through the expectations and conditions. That feeling of agitation that's felt is actually something that is an opportunity to transform it in meaningful ways. The best way would be to involve in meaningful action that represents their conditions no longer binding you, if possible. Point is, most people are trying to find their supply through someone or something that elicits the conflict to resolve it, and unless they accept the implications for the expectation no longer mattering then nothing can move forward since no thresholds are being crossed.

Here's a magic method that got someone results with cash fast when I was coaching using this commonly. Go over the worst case scenario. Go deep into it and feel as though the worst case scenario is real right now. In that place when you understand the implication of what that means about you and who did it to you, you can then while under immense pressure cut through it and represent that this isn't something to even worry about anymore because you see through the implication of the cascade of impacts it has on your life and you OWN those aspects that would lead to the worst case scenario. This is DEEP transformation. What's the worst case scenario for someone who's attached to an SP? You imagine killing them with a conscious willing decision. Simple. This will directly be moving your acceptance over the threshold because you're sealing your fate. This will be very difficult to do for someone who cannot properly relax though and if the full pressure isn't gone deep into then you won't get much from it but it's an option. You shouldn't ever go kill them for real obviously but internally you're dong a symbolic ritual to destroy the object of worship. Now will this resolve roots? No I don't think so but it is still a method to contemplate which touches you deep into the expectation on a sensation level. Any time you're cutting through deep fear you empower the kidney meridian and recollect scattered shen because afterward you'll feel satisfied to a greater degree.

Right let's go over MORE. As I said before, whenever someone says you can be happy now within yourself, that's stemming from recognizing that you don't need an object of worship that's exalted in your mind to be satisfied. What you'll be going through is any actions and implied involvement that represents to you the innate self unfolding affinities. This isn't anything magical other than that you're moving qi and providing yourself supply of what intrinsically gives you satisfaction.

Supply/demand of roles. Someone who's an investigator will find cases to track. NG said the rich man will elicit envy in those around him because that's what the role has in demand. Someone who's known will have posers. Someone who doesn't feel loves will have people avoid them. Same principle. Your assumptions are your thematic supply/demand processes rooted in seeds from reactions that you held to be important and that cascades out via implication through all the facets of your life it relates to.

I do want to talk about this. A coach who's only got a few hundred subs I've found who's got some decent takes on things speaks about stories where you can be clear emotionally and all that but still have a story of lack. I will argue that this is possible, but not common. So here's the thing, the "old story" as in seeing someone as a certain way means that you're playing the role of the polarity of what they're showing up to be. What they said is that since this coach (the unnamed coach this coach I'm talking about is speaking about) held onto the story of the SP they've been trying to change being the problem and they went to counselling with this person and outright basically said the SP was the one with issues. The coach I'm talking about who made the video on this said that this is a reflection of their "story". From my experience with this, that's possible to happen, but that's because that's what you're stimulated to look for. You think what you feel, period. So being emotionally clear doesn't mean that you'll not have these sneaky type "assumptions" going on unconsciously that will make you look for certain things in them. The thing that needs to happen here is to recognize if there's roots to this that are held based on expectations. Usually there will be which we've established and that's feeding the story as the fruit the seed bears. In this case if there's no obvious roots then you can in fact do the whole imaginal act with seeing them the way you'd like, ONLY IF you're ripe for that to unfold. How do you know? You'd not care if they change or not in the first place, but have affinity for a change, and you're ready to cross a threshold. In my experience, communication on a physical level in telling my SP what I want to have happen has been how this plays out in changing her patterns. It wasn't always first go but after a few runs it works every time without exception. I've not consciously assumed anything "different", and what I more or less did was fixate on my vision for my life and almost forgot about her as a supply. This is truly what I feel, I don't NEED ANYBODY and from this place I just think about her the way I want to when I do and it almost always shows up now. It's because I'm ripe for that supply. I will argue that the factors surrounding the SP need to be checked out first to find spillover via implication and possible expectation, but outside of that I really don't see any issues in just "assuming" them to be different. This should almost always be stemming off the back of implied involvement that's satisfying, as I've experienced in 90% of the instances where I can "control" her and "train" her as I've said.

So basis is satisfaction and flow meaning ripeness. When you're here you're detached. When you're detached, you can have the IMPLICATION of that vision in how you relate to her (which I mentioned above in the principles to manifest SP) then have an overflow naturally spill into your vision of her as well. The life you're creating for you has a place for her, and fixating on the vision for you and not caring if she's not going along and simply just don't give her attention that's unnecessary and stay fixated on your vision. The work I do here and in other places has always been my fixation and when I'm on a roll here everything in my SP situation goes well too. You will by involving in ways that satisfies your foundation provide supply for the currents that feed availability of the vision you have with her, and thus you're effectively "detached" from reacting to her trash if that's the case. This is what I will argue. So doing this naturally will be an effect from meaningful implied involvement. In the beginning before I got into this and we were together for the first 9 months or so it was pretty whacked really with how I still had anxiety and she herself had some issues but they're all gone now. She shows like 5% as much as she did AT MOST and it's only like once a month or so usually over stupid things that doesn't last long. It's never about me. She's basically a perfect polarity to me now and does whatever I want, not because I'm overpowering but because I've "earned" my respect more or less by holding to my vision and not caving to her meaningless demands which signals my lack of leadership in unfolding our vision together. I DO listen to her when I know it's necessary but when it's over petty trash like not getting a certain item or whatever when she wanted it I just distance and make her sit with the trash and she gets over it EVERY TIME. Like she can tell me that she has issues with me on something I did or whatever but then that will totally vanish the next day and she'll never talk about it again. It's seriously important to not take what they say seriously, if it's petty nitpicking trash. If it's seriously important, such as a car broke down and they're having a bad time and need help then help them, don't be stupid and make them deal with it. I've had that before where her BMW broke down and there'd be no way I'd avoid helping her in that situation. She doesn't even drive that anymore but I know when my time is worth spending to help her. That's my point. She's not someone who I would want to avoid involving and putting effort into helping in ways that are meaningful, unlike the petty trash, so understand that this is ALL about dynamics of push/pull supply/demand. ALL of it.

Therefore, when it comes to "assuming" them to be different, don't do it consciously, because it's more than likely you'll be doing it because you're unconsciously seeking pseudo satisfaction to experience them in some fantasy scenario that you KNOW (feel) is unavailable but still immerse in anyway and what will happen is you'll get signs of it at best or opposite results, or nothing at all. In my opinion, it's more likely you'd end up with opposite results if there's unconscious conditions that you're conforming to in implication of that assumption. You should really be totally dropping the need for that thing and involving in life to provide supply in meaningful ways instead of living in pseudo satisfaction fantasy trash which will only waste time. The solution is to be yourself, because the real you wouldn't be hyping up the SP and compromising in every other way. That's what matters. Being real and providing value to yourself through your affinities and meaningful involvement. That's the bread and butter of maintaining authority in relationships anyway because the moment you compromise on fulfilling that vision and fixate on "creating a better life with her" away from all that stuff then you'll lose her respect I can bet because your value isn't tied into her approval but what her supply is that she's tapping from you IN IMPLICATION of your involvement and how that feeds her fantasies and such thematically. That's more advanced mechanics but you should understand that by now if you've come this far. I believe I know how to effectively change anybody out there, I've also done this to one of my parents a few times in the past ACCIDENTALLY actually. I did it not through "trying" but because I was "experimenting" more or less. I didn't do it out of need for control but because it would be funny. There was no pressure, and I changed their opinions on certain food and the IMPLICATION of that for them represented what I "assumed" based on an inner conversation I had before bed or whatever. They never would've said that before but they did. How did this work? I played the role of observing them having that supply and so I by "assuming" that demanded that from them. Supply/demand.

NG did say, once again, that if you observe something and fully accept that role within yourself and see the other in the polarity then someone or that person will represent that role to you, provided the currents are ripe of course. This isn't mentalism, this is alchemy. You DO NOT need to involve physically to change someone, not always at least. I will say in my experience when it comes to MEANINGFUL changes it will often involve action that's obvious to make, which the action in itself is also another way of crossing the threshold and going all the way, which is why when she would react badly sometimes to what I suggested that after I owned my decision and stopped caring about her petty response she ALWAYS flipped the next day and totally changed her response to what she would just have before said no to. This I cannot say works through any mechanism other than me owning the role and the only way I was able to fully accept it was to cross the threshold of dying to the implication of what that would represent about how my life would change. It might not always be big scary things but there's some level of approval you'll need to drop the need for in order to change them. This isn't about "ignoring" or whatever but fixating on your vision above the circumstances more or less and thus owning the role that's innately coming through you since those seeds are in supply waiting to be accepted.

As I've always said it's always there waiting. The degree of involvement depends on what's necessary to mediate pressures and make common sense decisions. Obviously if you're going to build a world class figure you'll need to train hard and if you're going to build a massive empire you're going to need to get involved politically and all that if you're going to want people to respect you. That's just how this goes, where there's many roles that imply we will need to put ourselves through pressure physically in order to mediate those currents through us to be the literal living embodiment of those currents in how we involve. The degree to which it's necessary always goes back to what needs mediating through you to provide supply for the role. That cannot be done inwardly, but that the inward work will lead to implied involvement that's obvious as opportunities and such will pop up in your face. This is mostly how intuitive impulse works where you get spontaneous decisions you're moved to make and accepting them and dying to the conditions that arise to stop you will be in itself an act that crosses the threshold in many cases. So there's so much dynamism here between inner and outer momentum that's necessary to fully unfold the innate currents through you in whatever way they represent.

11/1/26

You are "remembering" unresolved conflicts when you get triggered. If NG says that when we "drop the seed" and it dies means we forget then forgetting means dissolving charge that surfaces as the remembering of that in the world as the trigger. Triggers ARE unresolved conflicts surfacing, and thus you can't "forget" something that's not highly charged since that's going to stick out in the meridian that thematically associates. This means that the memories and MEANINGS that surface are representing what's activating and so the thoughts you have are literally surfaced sensations from past seeds bearing fruit now as that current activates when the channel is resonated by the senses and what's being suggested. NG talked about this and I've quoted it. You cannot forget if there's charge in it, thus you cannot enter "sabbath" because to discharge it means you need to cross the threshold of discomfort to accept the innate part that's compromised to keep expectations in check. Happened last night live with a client they broke down in tears and felt fury that was unimaginable and yet more changes happened. They told me from the last time I did this with them that their friends commented saying they're almost a different person, no surprise, since their responses by default are now more from innate self over conditioned agitating currents that are unresolved.

So we're told to have mental diets but I will argue that's effectively impossible unless the currents are moved because that's WHAT a mental diet is and if you're blocking out thoughts or avoiding them because you think it's bad then you're just validating the implication of the condition. Grasp that all thoughts you have that are not innate supply stem from seeds as reactions from past unresolved conflicts. It might not be a one off, but as it takes more and more roots in your psyche then you'll find yourself seeing it as much larger than you since you've given it your power, or at least the person/people who conditioned you. How do you then stop the trash from surfacing? Cut out the roots. This means having the feeling that's the key to the lock, as in if someone crossed a boundary and controlled you (most people experience this) then you're going to need anger as the key for that lock with some willpower (kidney zhi) which feeds into and nourishes the hun AKA authority intelligence. If you've been left and abandoned and avoided by everyone then your heart qi will be sunk and then the spleen qi will likely follow with lung next as grief. It requires you to be willing to drop the expectation on the conditions by which love and attention and respect is bound to, as in the conditional need that you're only allowing love to come through, and this will mostly come through performing in some way, or avoiding and dancing around it. The way you really open up to this is seeing the love you've had opportunities to accept but compromised on. This will bring up the feelings that are innate since you're overlapping water and fire deep and recalling that state under pressure so this will illuminate the opportunity again and give you the same currents to cross that threshold internally as though it was real, though obviously making those decisions which illuminate the same currents through implied involvement will have more of a purifying effect IF you truly go all the way and cross that threshold.

This can also apply to "nobody understands me" which I've had clients give me as well in calls. The solution is almost the same. There's a certain way that you feel you need to be seen in order to be loved and you attach importance to showing up that way because it's an adaptation mechanism to fit in with expectations and so you'll see others as not fitting your bill if they don't see you in the only way you've been allowed. This is again another boundary crossed, so kidney zhi and liver hun will to some extent be required to go all the way through this, which is why I keep saying over and over and over that foundational kidney root pressure matters to ripen this perception for deeper overlap of fire and water. I cannot stress enough how important it is to make this mechanism clear. Your zhi is required as a foundation to manifest ANYTHING that's going to imply crossing boundaries of others expectations as necessary to clear out and accept innate self. NG never explained it this way but we know that "acceptance" REQUIRES a dropping of something that's binding acceptance. Desire and keeping it as desire is only because you've bound up expectations on how that can be attained and accepting that means "daring" to assume it is available now. Dare is something that's like crossing a threshold into an unknown. "I dare you" is like "try me" because there's stakes and pressure involved that makes you feel smaller compared to what accepting that dare means about you. It will imply that some threshold is being crossed. This is how we all "learn" these patterns, because currents move and crystalize in the circuits as seeds and pathway cascades.

There's WAY too many coaches who DON'T understand this and view it simply as a mental "block" when it's not. Blocks that are mental don't exist. It's a FEELING of availability that's not there to tap into to afford deep overlap. I KNOW this because I lived in it for years. ANY time I'd think about ANYTHING positive I'd get anxiety. Seriously ANYTHING that wasn't approved of by conditions which would value me (which was as I felt MANY different things including small stuff) caused me to feel the importance of the expectation, unconsciously of course. I didn't know what it meant fully. but I "knew" it was important whatever it was. So until I saw clearly WHO instilled this through extensive pathway work I'd never have gotten here. It was only because I nourished my zhi enough (kidney yang and activation of that meridian) to give me the strength to overlap my fire in the water, my mind into the pressure of that seed and with the liver hun empowered I could then cut through it. Cutting through it requires these currents, at least if you want to cut through any substantial amount of that pressure in a meaningful way. I believe strongly through that if you're willingly participating in expansion consistently and going all the way in surrounding ways you know you can work with where you're at then God will afford you more power than you'd otherwise access and you can draw from more integrated current than is currently available. It's necessary to have a surrender to that power though, else good luck. So as I said, anyone telling you to "just let it go" isn't something that can be "done" without leading pathways, leading currents and context and implication and meaning into where it's revealing the insight necessary to really cut through the trash fully. Anyone saying to "just drop it" is saying the same thing, as in not worrying about HOW the thing will happen.

Look, ANY "worry" is an activation of unresolved conflict, an agitation, even if small. IT's activating because you feel it's bigger than you. For some people that condition is easily seen through with simple relaxing because they've got enough anchor available in buffer to draw from and relax into it and not buy into the importance of the trash because the currents are BALANCED and AVAILABLE to almost "automatically" overlap the states through ripeness. The overflow from the buffer works here where it makes the big stuff seem much smaller without needing "will" in contrast. The more you have kidney and liver and heart and all that nourished then the more you'll be available to feel the trash to be smaller than you.

"He, on the other hand, subconsciously must have resented this monopolizing of her time by this man ___(??), and so when he got into her body once more to free her of this man, he did not act in a kind way, with the result he found himself trapped and could not get out of her body for six hours. To the point where his own wife looked at him and said, “Who are you, ‘cause you’re not my husband!” He couldn’t get out of the body, he was trapped. And so he said, “I know now that without love you could be trapped; therefore, caution the class not to ever exercise this terrific power save in love.” After he got out after six hours of struggling he was so exhausted that he fell asleep and slept for twelve unbroken hours. Then the voice woke him in a very tender, tender manner—-the voice said, “I have restored my soul. Now I am gathering my own in love, beauty and joy.” So again, the vision broke into speech, confirming the presence of Deity.

So, to answer your question again, do it only in love. Whenever you do it in love, you’re doing the right thing. Someone may reject my gift, but am I willing to receive it back again and willingly? Alright, let them reject it, it returns to you. So do unto others that which you would have them do unto you." - creative moments 1965

Well right here NG is saying that "subconscious" beliefs (unresolved conflicts) still drive the way your manifestations show up. He proved that unresolved conflicts here are part of the equation else he'd not have said that. So is that checkmate for all the fools who talk about the trash of there's no such thing as resistance and it's all just your "belief" in it and giving it power? Sounds like it. The guy in this story here NG is talking about wanted an SP, and he applied the secret method that NG talked about in this lecture of entering into the person (I've had success doing this personally too in some instances) and playing as that person in the way that would imply you have what you want, hence why he said "o when he got into her body once more to free her of this man". He did it not out of love as NG says, though I will argue this shouldn't be an issue since parents abuse children all the time and get away with it. It's not about doing it with love but it's about if you feel like you're in supply for the experience or not, and thus guy obviously felt inferior and grasped as this method in desperation, assuming this story is real of course.

Search for the word "conviction" shows up in his lectures 59 times. Common terms relating to this can be "deep" "inner" "greater" and other similar terms. Let's go over some examples and quote from his lectures.

"Now, to encourage those who are not interested in that aspect of the truth, let me go back to what Bennie heard me say in the spirit: “The story of Jesus is a persistent assumption.” This is true in every aspect of your life. You want to be rich? That’s the story of Jesus, which is a persistent assumption in the conviction that “I AM rich,” for unless you believe that “I AM rich” you die in your sins and continue to claim “I AM poor.” You want to be known? Then persistently assume: “I AM known.” Want to be healthy? “I AM healthy!” Regardless of what you want to be, you must declare you already are it and persist in that assumption. An assumption is an act of faith, and without faith it is impossible to please God. Your reasoning mind may deny wealth. Your senses deny it too, but if you have faith you will dare to assume wealth, thereby becoming the man you want to be." - a lesson in scripture 1967

"The being you really are is the God in scripture who is your own wonderful human imagination. Can you leave this auditorium tonight in the deep conviction that you are what you want to be? Are you willing to assume its joys and woes? Your assumption is your subjective appropriation of an objective fact. That is faith and without faith it is impossible to please him." - all things are possible 1969

"I tell you that imagination creates reality and I ask you to imagine a state, any state, which would imply the fulfillment of your desire. It doesn’t really matter what anyone else thinks; it’s what you think that matters to you! If you create a scene which implies the fulfillment of your desire and dwell in it until you have an inner conviction that it is real, what does it matter what another thinks?" - an inner conviction 1968

"There are those who try to rush everything into being. They try to force birth from conception, but it cannot be done. There are many experiences not recorded in scripture, and I am not here to stand in judgment of anyone as to whether they have experienced scripture or not. But I do know from experience that on this level, if you dare to assume you are what you want to be, your inner conviction, your feeling of certainty will bring it to pass. When you embrace the desired state, you have assumed its impregnation, and its fulfillment has its own appointed hour. It will ripen and flower. If the state is slow in objectifying itself wait, for it is sure and will not be late." - same

"But I do know that God’s law reflects all the way down to this world of Caesar. I do not know how long it takes for each egg to hatch in a nest, but I do know each one will hatch in its own time. And so it is with an assumption. If I desire to be wealthy, I may not know how long it will take me to reach the conviction that I possess great wealth, but when I feel wealth is mine I have conceived. Conception is my end. The length of time between my desire and its conception depends entirely upon my inner conviction that it is done. A horse takes twelve months, a cow nine months, a chicken twenty-one days, so there are intervals of time; but it comes down to the simple fact that the truth concerning every concept is known by the feeling of its certainty. When you know it, not a thing can disturb your knowingness!" - same

"Tonight I ask you to take the most fantastic thing in this world and find an inner conviction within yourself that it is yours, for the truth of any concept is known by the feeling of certainty which that conviction inspires. Once you have that inner feeling of certainty, don’t ask me to confirm it. What would it matter what I think? Do not be disillusioned if your experience has not been mine. Believe in yourself and trust your inner feeling. Test yourself and if it works on this level it will work in the depths of your being." - same

"I am saying, however, that you can be the man (or woman) you want to be, but not by simply wishing. You must make the effort to look at the world mentally and see it reflect your fulfilled desire. And when it does you must remain in that state until you reach the inner conviction that what you are seeing, touching, tasting, smelling, and hearing is true, clothe yourself in the feeling of its reality . . and explode! Do that and you are pregnant. And what do you do after pregnancy? Nothing! You simply wait for its birth to appear in its own appointed hour. And it will! When you least expect it your desire will objectify itself in the world for you to enjoy, whether it be health, wealth, or fame. That’s how God’s law works." - same

"I, myself, came to this conviction through experience, being led to brood upon the nature of prayer. I believe in the practice and philosophy of what men call prayer, but not everything that receives that name is really prayer.

Prayer is the elevation of the mind to that which we seek." - answered prayer radio lecture 1951

"There is no other way in, no other door . . just one. And so who will you have me release, the King of the Jews, whose name is “I AM,” or release Barabbas, who is a robber? A man based purely on the sense of the body. “Release Barabbas!” So, they released the robber and he, to this day, rules them. For man cannot believe, or is unwilling to believe, that something is real that his senses cannot confirm. He must have it confirmed by the senses. If reason allows it or my senses allow it, then I will accept it, but to sleep this night, when unemployed (and I know six million are unemployed and I am not as qualified, as I think they are looking for certain qualifications) and I dare to believe that I am gainfully employed, with more than I ever made before . . and go to sleep as though it were true, in the conviction it is true . . and then I am employed and it is beyond what I make?" - Barabbas or Jesus 1963

"I tell you: there is an immortal you that cannot die. That night I gave my sister the conviction of a reality in her son that would survive when the doctor said he was gone. Gone where? Restored to a terrestrial world like this as a young lad, to continue a journey that was set up for him in the beginning. And that is to form the image of Jesus Christ in him. When that happens, Billy will awaken as Jesus Christ, the one being who is God the Father." - brazen impudence 1968

"William James, a professor of psychology at Harvard, is one of our great educators. He said: “The greatest revelation in my generation is the discovery that human beings, by a change of inner attitude can produce outer changes in harmony with their inner convictions.”" - Christ is your life 1968

"Now, I can’t tell you my thrill when, in this small audience, you so believe what I tell you that you take it into the depths of your dreams as this lady did. Meeting her boyfriend’s mother in dream, she was asked: “What do you think of God?” and she replied: “Christ is not external, he is within you.” When you carry this truth into dream, where attention is the servant of vision and not its master, and you answer and bring it back to your surface mind, your conviction is in the very depth of your being." - Come O blessed 1967

"The mystery of creation is to be understood in terms of faith, so what is faith? It is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen with the mortal eye. Through faith we understand that the world was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was made out of things which do not appear." - creation, faith 1968

"Now, an assumption is an act of faith, and without faith it is impossible to please God. “By faith we understand that the world was created by the word of God, so that things seen were made out of things that do not appear.” Someone looking at my physical body would see me sleeping in Los Angeles, yet I would be sleeping in New York City, for I AM all imagination and must be where I AM imagining myself to be. By this action I am adjusting myself imaginatively to a state I desire to objectively realize. And if I have imagined with conviction, by giving New York City all of the sensory vividness of reality, things will immediately begin to happen to compel me to make the journey. I do not imagine lightly anymore, because I now know every imaginal act will come to pass." - eternal states 1968

"The Bible defines faith as “the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” (Hebrews 11:1, Revised Standard Version)"" - faith 1968

So, I tell you: faith in unseen reality. You don’t give reality to the unseen; it is loyalty to unseen reality that is the secret of faith. So, when he tells us: “Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen,” (Hebrews 11:1) by faith, we understand that the world was created by the Word of God, so that “things seen were made from things that do not appear…"” - same

So here NG is defining faith and conviction to be the same thing basically, based on scripture. A conviction really is a supply of something, as in you've got this within you and know it's true, or even it could be a depletion and you're buying into a condition. Conviction is the psychological state of the currents, thus what you believe, what you'll defend to uphold, either out of truth or compromise. People believe and are convinced (related to conviction) of all kinds of really stupid incorrect ideas that are easily proven wrong, and so conviction is just more or less a coherent direction of current moving to manifest that psychological phenomena. I have a conviction in RS as the most complete model of manifestation ever written. I have a conviction that I will take over this space, I don't know how or when or whatever but I know RS will become the model everybody on earth works with by the time I'm done with my work here. I have that conviction, because I'm so coherent into this direction. I almost KNOW it ahead of time, because I have put myself into this direction fully.

This is Webster's original 1828 dictionary meaning for "conviction".

"CONVICTION, noun

1. The act of proving, finding or determining to be guilty of an offense charged against a person before a legal tribunal; as by confession, by the verdict of a jury, or by the sentence of other tribunal, as in the summary convictions before commissioners of the revenue.

2. The act of convincing, or compelling one to admit the truth of a charge; the act of convincing of sin or sinfulness; the state of being convinced or convicted by conscience; the state of being sensible of guilt; as, the convictions of a sinner may be temporary, or lasting and efficacious. By conviction a sinner is brought to repentance. Men often sin against the conviction of their own consciences.

3. The act of convincing of error; confutation; the act of compelling one to acknowledge his error, or the truth of what is alledged; as, the conviction of a heretic may induce him to abandon his errors."

Ah this is interesting. A conviction here is seen as a sort of judgement almost. It's like a charge, someone who's a "convict". Conviction therefore could be seen in a sense of a firm direction of charge, as in currents and a charge as in something put onto someone as a sort of label of condemnation, thus a "convict" has a charge of X and serves for it. So we could say then in a sense that faith in something is addressing yourself your own charge as a direction or decision towards accepting what you want. Translate this into current phenomena is everything I've said before, you cross the threshold and experience being "guilty" of that charge, or involved in that experience which IMPLIES the availability of this being for you now over conforming to the expectations and conditions. This is why I reference original Webster's dictionary because it's so good.

There's many more examples I could list for NG with the term "conviction" but this goes over most of the core examples that he's just repeating.

"What you feel deeply is far more important than what you are thinking. You may think about doing something for a long time and never do it, but when you feel something deeply you are spurred to act . . and God acts! He who is the cause of all life acts through the sense of feeling. You can think of a thousand things, yet not be moved to act upon one of them. A deep conviction . . felt, is far more important than anything you could ever think. Let us turn to the first chapter of the epistle of James. “Ask in faith with no doubting, for he who doubts is like the wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. Let not that person believe that a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways, shall receive anything from the Lord. But be ye doers of the word and not hearers only, deceiving yourself. For if you are a hearer only and not a doer, you are like a man who observes his natural face in the mirror and then goes his way, forgetting what he is like. But if you are a doer of the word and not just a forgetful hearer, you will look into the perfect law of liberty, and persevere. That man shall be blessed in all his doings.”How do you go about being a doer in place of a hearer only? By acting in faith. Scripture’s central character, called Jesus, set no limit upon the love of God and the power of faith. In fact all of his great deeds were prefaced with the words: “According to your faith.” Now, faith encompasses feeling. If you have faith you will act, and if you act God in you is acting, for God is your own wonderful human imagination whose eternal name is I AM. He acts only when you feel it. This is true even in the most practical way." - feel deeply 1969

"His request does not offend my moral code, so I can easily say that he is successful; but I urge you who are sincere to try to create within yourself a longing for the deepest of all desires, and that is to know God from experience. If you can really thirst for God above everything else, then use the same law of liberty. Look into the faces of your friends and say with deep conviction and feeling: “I have had the experiences of which Neville speaks. The entire series, from the resurrection through the descent of the dove, has unfolded within me.” Then persevere, for God has provided a satisfaction for that hunger and you will know it. But if this hunger is not yet upon you and you sincerely want a better way of living that is not wrong, simply use the same principle of the perfect law of liberty and persevere. Having acted, don’t turn and forget what you have done but sleep in that conviction, and in a way you do not know, it will be yours." - same

So interestingly he's talking about action always comes from feeling, not thinking. This refutes all the mindless affirmation people again. They'll pick and choose what they interpret from NG, and they'll say you are God and can have anything (in capacity) and yet say that you don't need to feel to manifest. I've said this too, though you think what you feel ahead of time from seeds unfolding into fruit. When I thought of things with fleeting quality and it resulted in big shifts it wasn't because the thought itself had power but because the power was already there available and it came through me. That key point I picked up back in 2024 was critically important to connecting this dot. Intuitive impulse is usually a sudden insight of ripeness.

I think the first part of that quote is massively important.

That quote right there reveals the function, as God acts, and God is integrated available current (or lack thereof under pressure to expand) and so this drives everything we act on since action stems from importance or normality and comfortable integration, like a habit. Drinking water. You don't really feel deeply for that, though you often feel importance on drinking when you're really thirsty for example.

"Feeling is the secret of successful prayer, for in prayer, we feel ourselves into the situation of the answered prayer and, then, we live and act upon that conviction." - feeling is the secret radio lecture 1951

"The day will come, you will know it . . you will experience it. And what you know from experience, you know more thoroughly than you know anything else. I can tell you now that you will do it, and I trust you will believe me. I can’t persuade you to the point of conviction, but when you have it, it doesn’t matter what the whole vast world will say. The whole world could rise in opposition . . it would make no difference to you, for the evidence has already been given to you." - predestined glory unknown date

"So, tonight when you go out, go in the deep conviction that you are predestined to be glorified, and know that the glorification of which the Bible speaks is God’s gift of Himself to you. He doesn’t give you His son as a companion. He gives you His son by giving Himself to you. For if you are God, and God is a father, I must be the father of God’s son! So, God gives me His son as my son, and in that way, I know I AM He." - same

"Now, they give it the feminine: “born in her”, so Zion becomes the mother, for a man is buried, which is really a tomb. The tomb becomes the womb, and out of that womb you are going to be born. So, Zion, which is Bethlehem, contains it all, and everyone is going to come out of Bethlehem. He is born in Bethlehem. Who is born? God is! So, where David is buried, the Father is buried. So, “God Himself enters Death’s door with those who enter, and He lays down in the grave with those who enter,” and then when you awake after having this dream . . the visions of Eternity, you will see the “garment that the female wove for you” . . this garment [indicating the physical body]. You come out of it completely, and you are born, and you are one with God. And the symbol of your union with God is the little child. And the confirmation that you are God comes as David. He is the Son of God, and He is your son. There is no disturbance whatsoever as to this conviction. Beyond any conviction you have in this world, no man could disturb this. You are the father of David, and he is the Son of God." - salvation history 1971

"Well, all dreams are egocentric . . all dreams. You are the dreamer, and the dreamer is God. It’s telling you a story. It’s a glorious story that was revealed to her. Here, twelve means either governmental order on earth or in heaven, but it’s order. Here is the one now, and the one’s name is Glory, and she brings forth a son, and no one knows the Father. The search of all in this world is for the Father . . to find the identity of the Father. And they would kill the son . . the only one who could reveal the Father. For no one in this world will ever reveal you as Father . . my words cannot convey the conviction that is necessary to reveal it. It takes David himself to reveal it." - secret of imagination 1971

"But I do know from experience that on this level, if you dare to assume you are what you want to be, your inner conviction, your feeling of certainty will bring it to pass. When you embrace the desired state, you have assumed its impregnation, and its fulfillment has its own appointed hour. It will ripen and flower. If the state is slow in objectifying itself wait, for it is sure and will not be late." - an inner conviction

I already quoted this one earlier but I read over it again. Faith, feeling, conviction, certainty, these are all in the same context here. This points to them all being related in experience, mostly of currents being available. Certainty is that supply and degree of comfort, and so is faith, and so is conviction. An impression, a charge that means something, a marking almost you could say. The seed bears fruit. I see all of this as seedtime which holds implication and meaning on us since this is how we draw feeling and think from the availability of those integrated currents.

If only more people knew this mechanism and stopped interpreting them all as different things. Remember scripture itself that NG quotes puts faith and conviction in the same verse. This must be for a reason. Scripture is alchemical at core, and currents are manifestations of that which drive psychological interpretations and experiences of those currents. The psychology is the sensory translation of felt sensation of degrees of availability, thus states, relative to the fixed direction of expansion, necessitates that there's degrees of self acceptance which is what drives how we feel about things when the associated channels are resonated by suggestions.

I believe that without sufficient root pressure then faith and conviction and even feeling itself is impossible to have. You can lack those currents to the point where you'll be able to run up against the wall but you won't effectively be able to cut through that threshold of discomfort to accept more of yourself which is where meaningful conviction stems from.

I've experienced this where deep root pressure that's cultivated over time leads to almost a lack of care over conditions and even desires themselves shift. I can explain this with TCM, though everyone in LOA views this as some sort of magical state like "the sabbath" out of pure ignorance as always.

"In this story we see the importance of feeling. Isaac asked Jacob to come close and kiss him. The word translated “kiss” means, “to set on fire; to burn; to touch.” That’s an emotion, an intense feeling. Reality is felt through the sense of touch. Feeling is touch. Tasting is touch. Scripture tells us he tasted death for all of us. How do you taste death? By experiencing it. Jesus tasted death by dying in all, that all may know who he is." - same

Always remember death. We're dying by crossing that threshold. That's where transformation comes from. Root pressure drives the desire to be greater than your circumstances and cut through conditions. Root pressure is necessary for any meaningful transformation to work.

So much of this isn't even about "doing" anything other than just cultivating the currents necessary to attain the transformation. You can approach the threshold all you like and you can cut through bits and pieces of it but the "final solution" of that expectation will almost always require a total shift in available currents. As you approach the threshold in itself you would also gather more vitality to work with because I know from experience that making those decisions moves qi significantly and moves stagnations. The sensation that very hot herbs in TCM give you is almost like what happens to your body when you really run up against that threshold, even more intensely though I'd say but it's on the same line. That "warm" feeling where you're like in a moment of heightened awareness by really dying to the trash is quite literally your meridians being blasted with juice. Many clients I know who have made physical actions that brought this out of them tell me the same thing, and their whole nervous system gets juiced up for that time. This IS the warm flushing of qi clearing dampness and trash that shouldn't be there that you accepted from the lives and expectations of others. This is important.

"Ask in faith, without a doubt, for those who doubt are like the wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. They are double-minded, for they know what they are while desiring to be something else." - same

Yeah that's true. This comes from a depletion of availability. Been there done that for years. You will waver when you're lacking that vision and root pressure to make it real. That underlying availability drives consistency of commitment and conviction to the vision, since that conviction in itself is a function of root pressure and integrated currents as comfort.

"And God’s Word is man’s word, and it cannot return unto him void. It just can’t if he speaks it with conviction. So, imagination plus faith . . these are the very stuff out of which we fashion our world." - secret of imagining 1971

Imagination is the structure of currents and faith is the quality of those currents as intensity of self acceptance as how the targeted thematics imply something about self.

Let's move on with new quotes here.

"All things are possible to him who believes and “with God all things are possible.” Here we see that God and the believer are one. When you leave here tonight, you expect to find your home where you left it. You will go to sleep there and believe you will wake up in your bed tomorrow morning. You believe you are clothed right now. I tell you: your capacity to believe is the human imagination, which is the only God. All imagination, you have restricted yourself by the body of sense and reason you wear. Reason says you are in this room, that you have a certain amount of money and can have no more unless you make a physical effort to get it. But you would wish you had more wouldn’t you?" - all things are possible 1969

"The New Testament begins: “The book of the genealogy of Jesus Christ, the son of David, the son of Abraham.” If the story of Abraham is an allegory, then the end of the story, called Christ, must be an allegory, for it was established in the beginning that everything would bring forth after its own kind. A carrot seed contains within itself the capacity to become a carrot. An apple seed when planted will bring forth an apple tree, and so forth. So if the origin of any story is an allegory, the end is an allegory. Not knowing how to read scripture, man believes it is secular history and worships states, making mental pictures of them, painting and even sculpturing them; yet every character recorded there is only the personification of a state." - before Abraham was I AM 1968

Everything after its own kind. Thematic current as composition in the seed like capacity to become what it contains.

"Let me share an experience of mine with you. In my vision I came upon a man in his fifties, about six feet tall, and looking as though he had an infinite capacity of faith. I didn’t have to ask his name, for I recognized him instantly. (Wisdom from above is without uncertainty. When you come upon these states in vision, you know who they are). The moment I saw him, I knew I was looking at the state called Abraham. He was standing erect, yet leaning somewhat against the trunk of what looked like an oak tree totally devoid of leaves. Its branches were curled and knotted, resembling the human brain. Twisted around the trunk of the tree was a serpent with a human face, bathed in wisdom and the symbol of the final state called Christ. Abraham was looking, not into space, but time, and I wondered what this wisest of all of God’s creatures had whispered into his ear." - same

The alchemists who understand this symbolism have integrated the full capacity of those symbolic currents that translate into what's experienced by the senses. NG here describing his experience would be vastly different to someone who's experiencing the other side of things in another cultural system of alchemy. Different systems such as the Daoist systems would have different personifications of the same current. "Knowing" allegory comes through integration of those currents, not just book knowledge. Most of my allegorical understanding came from analyzing the currents in all the various manifestations they can take. TCM was a big part of helping me connect the natures of these currents to sensory applications.

I find that the more Jing you cultivate the more your shen is stable through the heart blood that comes from this. This ALL comes from root kidney yang. Without that then nothing in the circuits works. I can tell you that from experience.

"Every dream contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance. A fish is the symbol of the power of the human imagination. Imagine yourself depressed, and imagination will throw you into the pit of depression. Imagine yourself free, and your imaginative power will bring you out, for your imagination is the savior of your world. When you become lost in the reasoning world, your imagination is not fed with your desire, for reason negates its flow. Christ, being your human imagination, is not limited by the reasoning world and all things are possible to him. If you would ignore the facts and walk in your imaginal acts as though your wish were already fulfilled you are feeding Christ, and he becomes alive within you once more. Her dream, created by her own being who is Christ in her, was telling her she is neglecting herself. Knowing what to do is not enough. Knowledge must be acted upon. It is so easy to accept the Christian faith and use it only as a substitute for action, and so difficult to live by it; but only as you live by your imagination can you ever know who you really are." - Christ in you 1969

Well here's NG telling us the same thing. Symbolic significance. The structure. Imagining is feeling, is reaction, as we've defined. Someone who wallows in their trash will get more of it since they're conforming to the importance of the expectation instead of cutting through it. The way you cut through it is to approach that threshold and cross it but that threshold will be like death. That's the point. That's what dies and you "give up". You don't give up on the thing, you don't drop the importance of the thing, you don't "drop the seed" and "forget" consciously and willingly but as an effect of crossing that threshold and transforming then the innate supply of the implication and currents that drive the minimal importance on that thing since the conditional availability has been dissolved meaning you don't feel that it's important anymore to have because you already "know/feel" you have it. Crossing that threshold is where all the power comes from. This is why NG says implication has the power, because that IS the mechanism of crossing that threshold, through dying to what accepting the vision looks like and represents and that the structure is just symbolic. It works.

"Her dream, created by her own being who is Christ in her, was telling her she is neglecting herself. Knowing what to do is not enough. Knowledge must be acted upon."

Her being the bride of Christ here, the capacity unfolding to marry exalted fire and water, earth and air through the Christ child seed. Nobody in LOA would decode that of course because they're alchemically illiterate as always and just tell people to affirm like useless trash.

He said above that "reason negates it's flow" relating to it being the imagination/currents that come through you as the embodied state bearing fruit. Reason here is really just importance on conditional availability, something being more important to you than accepting the vision. This is correct.

"Christmas is not the incarnation of God, but the departure of Man as God; for God became Man that Man may become God. In my friend’s dream he took the images of the twentieth century, and since everything contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance, an airplane symbolizes that which takes off towards the heavens. It’s destined to rise above the earth. The “P” is the plan of departure which begins with a spiritual birth, followed by the revelation of man’s true identity." - Christmas man's birth as God 1968

So here is another example of symbolic capacity he talks about. Symbolic capacity is an interesting term.

"The revelation of purpose gives everything meaning. You could have a million dollars and die tomorrow. Those who inherit your estate will give you lip service, but even after one generation the caring will cease and within three generations they will forget you. That is this world, but there is a plan buried in you which reveals God’s purpose and gives meaning to all life! When that plan is unveiled in you, you will know why you do what you do and dream what you dream. You will know why you have certain visions. You will realize that everything contains within itself a symbolic significance. I will show you in a very simple way." - divine signs 1968

Well here's another instance of NG telling us that this world is by design not necessarily positive.

"Do you know that all things in this world, but everything, minerals, the animals, the trees, the plants, everything, carries within itself symbolic significance. But everything in this world does. All these things are used by the deep of one’s own being to simply unfold it, to explain where you are in the unfolding of the dream, this wonderful story of God. So I tell you the only Christ that there really is is buried in man. You are the ark, you are the coffin. And God became man that man may become God. In that ark, all things are contained, there’s nothing left out of the ark. Everything you can conceive of is put into the ark and the ark is a coffin and the coffin is man. Man’s skull is Golgotha; that is the tomb where God is buried. While buried there, he will fulfill scripture. He’s in this fabulous world and these things happen, and he hears it and sees it. And these peculiar decisions are made in him. You either believe it or you don’t." - down to the sea in ships 1967

Everything carries symbolic meaning. Thematics.

Limitation is another term that's got 195 matches in his lectures.

"So, I asked the depth of my own being to show me, to show me exactly what I could say that I haven’t said. Well, in the wee hours of the morning, a little after 4:00 o’clock, as I was coming through from the depths of my own being, here is the experience: I am on a spacecraft headed for the moon. Now, it is all in one’s Imagination, for the dreamer is one’s Imagination. That is the cause of all. Now, first of all, let me say that everything in this world contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance. So, the moon has within itself the capacity for some symbolic significance. I am headed for the moon.

Now, you have heard the expression time and time again: “Oh, he is reaching for the moon.” It could be an ambition based upon your social desire. You want to transcend the limitation of your world where you were born. Or it could be some financial ambition, and friends who know your limitations will say of you: “He is reaching for the moon.” Or it could be some tyrant trying to conquer the earth. We have had a Hitler, a Stalin, Alexander the Great, and Napoleon. All these were reaching to conquer the earth, reaching for the moon. Now we are actually on the verge of stepping on the moon, and so we will hit this object in space." - imagination 1969

"May I tell him and tell all, everything in this world, every event in this world, contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance. Although it came to pass, it contains more than that; it came to pass literally. And in scripture what I tell you accept my precepts literally, for you are going to actually experience them literally. But they contain still a far deeper significance, something beyond the literal experience. So here, he planted the summer flowers. He’s planted them. He saw it in the deep, when nothing grows, and he was planting when nothing grows. He planted seeds and he’s going to harvest them in the not distant future; not only in the world of Caesar but in the world of the Spirit. All these things are coming into his world because of this." - imagination, the real man 1968

More on this symbolic representation. I believe he's more or less talking about the symbolism and allegory of various things of this world that mean things about us and our structure, the imagination. Knowing yourself as far as the alchemist has made clear to me means knowing you are all of these components within a capacity to experience them by accepting them, thus you "know" them because that's felt experience. You have all of these parts that make up your whole and knowing yourself is knowing them through experience of those currents, to experience all "states" we have capacity for. This is why he's mentioned them to be symbolic capacities before too.

"But I cannot tell her when, for the Son does not know. When he starts, he is the Son, but the Father and the Son are one. He’s destined to be the whole Father, but he starts playing the part of the Son. When it happened to Bill two years ago, three years ago, all the symbolism is perfect, may I tell you. Everything in this world contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance. So, I’m not a surgeon in this world, but to her a surgeon is essential for an operation, so she conjured me from the depths of her soul and I played the part in her world as the surgeon. Now, if these things are going to be done, a hospital would be in order, so she finds herself lying prone on a hospital cot, being prepared for the operation. So you see, everything contains the capacity for symbolic significance, because I am certainly not a surgeon here. I don’t know what I could cut with a straight line. I certainly wouldn’t attempt to cut anything…not in human form. But here, as you know, dreams are ego-centric, so within her she has faith in me as a teacher who imparts the word. So when it came necessary for the operation, within her she conjured me to play the part of the surgeon." - imparting and implanting the word 1967

This is a new level of proof for RS. Right here he is saying his vision contained symbolic meaning that represented his thematic level experience. If it came through him like this (which was involuntary as he's said ALL visions were involuntary since it's ripe) and this happens with advanced gazing. You will experience the symbolic manifestations of what's seen to represent what thematic currents are activated in your circuits. It's that symbolism on a sensory level, as I've always said, is a translation of those primordial thematic currents which really ARE God, ARE the receptors of the imagination as we could say, to drive psychological experience through activation and the drawing upon the "storehouse of images" that we have to represent those things within us that the alchemist speaks of. So right here, NG PROVES that it's NOT the sensory detail that manifests but the symbolic structure that elicits "knowing" as the currents have thematic association to those symbolic sensory details. This is why when I imagined being with my SP in the view of those who hurt me I cut through my conditions. Nobody told me to do that, but I KNEW I needed to because root pressure drove this "knowing" intuitively of what's necessary to cut through my trash for good. It was NOT the sensory details that manifested, that scene never manifested in the details I imagined it, but thematically it manifested because what that scene meant about me became accepted and integrated. That's what has the power, the symbolism is there to drive the movement of current through illuminating and activating those channels that are receptive and resonate to those currents, which are all supplied by God. Root pressure being the core of all of this, as I've said sine the start despite nobody really getting it until they experience it for themselves.

None of this you will read anywhere else it's all new. Nobody on earth has properly decoded NG until RS showed up after decades.

"Now, here, everything in this world . . every child, every chair, house or tree . . I don’t care what object you see . . everything in this world contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance. God speaks to man through the medium of dreams, and unveils Himself through the medium of vision." - prophetic sketches 1968

More of the same.

"Let me now turn to the Book of Exodus, the 24th chapter, the 10th and 11th verses of Exodus. He’s speaking now of Moses…and he stands and Moses beheld God. As he saw God, God’s feet were standing on the pavement of sapphire, the pavement of sapphire, and it was as it were like the heaven clear. You have no idea how (??) you are, how great you are. I stand here, a silly little thing, 5’11”, before you and he who occupies me, who speaks to you, is the one who is standing with his feet on the heavens. If his feet, this moment, are on the heavens, where is his head? Do you think his head is beyond the heavens? No, my feet are there, I’m standing on the heavens, and they are sapphire blue. He’s seated right here in this symbolic world, the earth, and it’s moving like a serpentine force. He sees the golden liquid light, the convolutions of the brain…just what I see when I go into the Silence right in my skull. He sees the rhythm of life, the motion of life, right where he always is. That is only symbolism. The motion is true, but it’s all within your own wonderful skull. That’s where God is anchored. And, there’s no limit to God. He stretches out his feet on the sapphire blue, the heavens. And blue has always been throughout the world the symbol of truth. In every language we hear it, oh, he is true blue. That one that is true blue, there is no soiled part of him, no guile in him, he’s without guile, true blue. Listen to his story. He wouldn’t lie to you, he wouldn’t deceive you, he’s true blue. Here, the blue all over the world has been…they were clothed in blue when this vision started. Then they saw the serpentine motion of golden liquid light. Now we’re told in the 3rd chapter of John, “You must be born again” and “As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness so must the Son of man be lifted up,” the same serpentine motion. We are brought out of this world of death by signs and wonders, and the outstanding sign is the fi ery serpent upon the staff of Moses, your own wonderful human spine. That’s how it happens. You can’t do it by taking thought; at the fullness of time it happens, it just happens. So they looked down and one said, “So this is it. They have decided to put an end to it, but they have started at the center. It will take awhile for it to reach the surface.” They started…“they”…we are the fathers. We are the ones who in great eternity watch. As we’re told in Peter, “Ever since the fathers fell asleep all things have continued as they have been from the beginning of creation. Where is the promise of his coming? When will he come?” (2 Pet.3:4)." - remembrance of things future 1967

More interesting symbolism. If these states represent different parts of the body then this proves that you cannot imagine yourself to be an alien since that would violate scripture. This is why reality isn't that everything you imagine with sensory detail comes true. Sensory details are SYMBOLIC representations to move current to accept the life that's innately already available for you that's truly innately desired for the purposes of expansion.

"Let no one frighten you about the world coming to an end, only your journey will end. When scripture mentions the buildings falling, that’s all symbolic. I experienced that back in 1960 when I watched all of the buildings fall, but they were not buildings here but beliefs by which I lived. After my visions I could no longer believe in the little historical Jesus or what my mother taught me in the Christian faith, so all of the structures of my mind by which I lived had to fall. Then I had to build a new foundation from scratch, and the only foundation is the Christ." - the bible's mystery 1969

More symbolism.

"But Christ Jesus is the power… and don’t think of him on a wooden cross. As I look at you, that’s where he’s crucified. The creative power of God is actually crucified right there where you are now, and when you say “I am,” before you tell me who you are, you’ve called upon his name. That’s his name! And this body he has to carry it all through these four hundred years of real furnaces. Symbolical number, granted, it could only be ten years or seventy years, but while you bear this you’re bearing a cross. And that’s Jesus Christ, but Jesus Christ is only the power, the creative power and the wisdom of God, and he’s in you when you say “I am”. You begin to imagine, that’s God in action." - the cabala 1965

Real furnaces huh. More of that carrying the cross in the furnaces of life, this world.

"It is the Father’s memory which returns when he awakens from the dream of this world. God is dreaming here, caught up in a reality that is his own creation, be it good, bad, or indifferent. “Arouse thyself, why sleepest thou, O Lord! Awake! Do not cast us off forever.” God is the sole author of your world and all within it, although what is happening may frighten you, as it appears to be outside and beyond your control; for you are the dreamer, dreaming your life into being. You are God, conjuring everything in your world, and everything has a symbolic significance for you if you could interpret it." - the free man 1969

Again everything has symbolic meaning.

"Everything contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance. There isn’t a dream that is insignificant, but we are past masters of their misinterpretation. We cannot see the story behind the story. But I tell you: you are here for one grand purpose and that is to awaken from the dream, and when you do you will have power in yourself. “As the Father has power in himself, so he has granted the son also to have power in himself. Do not marvel at this, for the hour is coming when those who are in the tomb will hear his voice and come forth,” and as you come forth your power is exercised." - the great possession 1969

"So, God is telling the entire story, as told us in the book of Genesis. In the very beginning we were told we are going to go into a world that is not ours, and we will be enslaved there four hundred years. Well, four hundred is not four hundred years measured by the clock. Four hundred is a symbolic number, as all the numbers in Scripture are.

Four hundred is the last letter of the Hebrew alphabet symbolically. Its numerical value is four hundred. It’s symbolic value is a cross, and the cross that God wears is the human form. It is on this cross that God is crucified. That I know from my own personal experience, for when I reenacted and replayed the 42nd Psalm, that night that I completely reread it leading an enormous crowd in procession going into the house of God." - the morning star 1970

More dates and meanings. The alchemist always told me that interpreting allegory is impossible without being at that level of consciousness to see what it means because you've already experienced it within you, or have it available to understand, which is a part of yourself since you're a simulacrum for the entirety of reality.

"Are there any questions, please?

Q: I’m interested in the metaphysical interpretation of numbers and wonder where I could find them.

A: Of numbers? You mean individual numbers or the Book of Numbers? Oh, well, every Hebrew letter has a numerical value and a symbolic value, and that’s easy to discover. You can find that in any good Bible, really. The 119th Psalm gives you the letters, and you can tell…well, I do have a chart at home that I could bring where every letter has its numerical value. Now, what book could I recommend that would give it? My Bible, The Interpreter’s Bible, will give it and other Bibles would give it. The Companion Bible would give it. The 119th Psalm is acrostic. There are twenty-two letters to the Hebrew alphabet and the 119th Psalm has eight verses to a section, and each verse begins with one letter. So the first letter begins with Aleph and each verse is Aleph; it begins Aleph, Aleph for eight. Then it goes to Beth, and begins Beth, Beth for eight. Then Gimel…all the way down and Daleth all the way down. So it goes all the way through the alphabet. There are twenty-two letters in the alphabet and each section would have eight verses, so eight times twenty-two would give you the number of verses there are in the 119th Psalm. It’s the longest psalm in the entire Bible…the longest chapter I should say.

Well, each begins with the letter and it goes down and it goes all the way down to the last letter which is Tau. You will find in the King James Version over the break the Hebrew letter. The Revised Standard Version has removed it, but in the Kg. Jas. Ver. you will find the Hebrew letter over each one. Well now, that’s the order of the numbers. But they jump…for instance, Aleph is one, Beth is two, and so on, but then they jump. They don’t go eleven, twelve, thirteen, they jump from ten to twenty to thirty to forty, and that’s how they go. So you do down to the tenth letter which will be Yod, that will be ten, and your next letter is going to jump to twenty, rather than go to eleven. But I know the Companion Bible gives it, a complete analysis of numbers. And then the Interpreter’s Bible, that gives a section on numbers, especially in the dictionary of that Bible. But each letter in the Hebrew alphabet has not only a numerical value it also has a symbolic value. Like Aleph is an ox, Beth is a house, Gimel is a camel, Daleth is a door…so, he said, “I am the door.” Now that is four in Hebrew —he is the Daleth, he is the door. And “You cannot enter in any other way unless you enter through me, I am the door.” There is no other way. I AM is the only door. And you either come unto the Father through me or you don’t come to the Father. So when you come to the Father, you’ll know him only as “I am he.” There’s no other way of knowing him. So there are twenty-two letters and there are five finals. The finals are simply magnified. But there are twenty-two legitimate letters of the Hebrew alphabet from Aleph to Tau. Tau is the symbol of the cross and its numerical value is 400. So, we’re exiled for 400 years, meaning as long as we wear this cross. We are exiled in a land that is not ours where we are enslaved. But he will bring us out of this land into a kingdom already prepared for us, where all that we had before we multiplied a hundred-fold. But we wear the cross…and these are the 400 years. Not 400 years as I would measure time, but as long as I wear the cross. Do you have another question?

Q: Well, why do they say 400 years…it’s symbolic?

A: It’s symbolic, my dear, 400 years. They said he was thirty when he began his ministry, or about thirty. That’s symbolic. Yet you can take it within the area, it’s thirty. Yet thirty is Lamed. It’s the twelfth letter of the Hebrew alphabet and Lamed is “the ox goad.” So he goads us. He goads every person in the world. When you hear this truth you’re goaded. “I can’t believe it. You mean that I can look at you and you tell me the most horrible story of limitation, and that I can actually goad you into applying this? You want me to accept it and swallow it and live in this stuff?” And I said, if you dare to assume that you are now the one that you would like to be, and persist in that assumption, you will become it. That’s goading you…asking you to really take this challenge, that’s a goad, an ox goad. Have you ever seen them take a huge big pole and push it into the side of an ox? It’s not a very pleasant sight.

I was born in Barbados where in those days we plowed with oxen. We would yoke the ox, and then men on the field would take a pole, a regular long wooden pole, and push it right into the side of the ox and goad him into plowing. This brainless beast would simply plow and plow and plow. He would goad him and goad him. Many a time I felt like shaking him for doing that to the ox, but that is part of the training of the world, to goad the ox into moving that plow. These plows were not made mechanically perfect, you know, these are wooden things. He would get stuck and he’d blame the ox. With all of his strength he couldn’t move that and he would goad him, and the two would move forward or the six would move forward to plow it. That’s part of the world an ox-goad which numerically is thirty, and so, it’s Lamed, “the whip.” And we’re all moving by blows, blows, blows. You either believe it or you don’t believe it. If you don’t believe it, well, you may rest in clover tonight, but wait for tomorrow…you will not be in clover. The carpet is pulled from under you until you really begin to live by Christ.

So today they think, I’ve inherited a billion so I can sit down and now rest upon it. So the Czars thought so too, and so did Khrushchev. And they pulled the rug on a Khrushchev and now he comes with his little paunch and he comes to vote as he’s told how to vote. He isn’t telling anyone else how to vote, he is told how to vote. He comes…the thing who paraded, pounding the place with his shoe at the United Nations. He was the biggest aspidistra in the world. Everyone…just to touch him…touching a big, big thing. Now there he is completely ignored. He comes to the poll and he casts his little vote as he’s told to do it. So the rug is pulled from under him as it’s pulled on everyone until they find Christ…and Christ is your own wonderful human Imagination!

Good night." - the most practical 1967

Thought I'd add this in as an extra.

"Now, this mystery unfolds within you, and you will taste the power . . a power unknown to mortal mind. You will taste of a wisdom. You will be able to interpret all the phenomena of life, for everything in the world contains within itself the capacity for some symbolic significance, and you will see something that means nothing to the mind as it walks by, but you will interpret the action. You will actually be able to interpret the dream . . the vision, because it’s all the language of God." - the power and wisdom unknown date

"Neville: We are told in the 12th chapter of the book of Numbers, “God speaks to man through the medium of dreams, and makes Himself known in vision.” (Numbers 12:6) Therefore, every dream has its own significance, but we are past masters at misinterpretation, because most of them are highly symbolical, and everything in this world contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance. So, you take it just as it is, and it won’t make any sense. Even a simple little dream could be very, very significant if God speaks to me through the language of dreams. But man has completely forgotten this language of symbolism – completely forgotten it. For instance, here is a simple little dream that I had just about – oh, it might have been, say, six or seven months ago. I saw a little dog – it appeared to me to be a dog – on a leash. Dogs in New York City are trained to be curbed; they go to the curb when you want to air the dog on the sidewalk. Here they run wild. Well, all dogs in New York are curbed. There are signs at every lamppost, “Curb your dog.” And people do it. You put your dog on a leash and you take it into the street and you curb it." - the potters house unknown date

Well here's another instance of NG telling us that God is seemingly outside of us, giving us dreams and visions and such. You see? It's the Father growing us up as his seed.

"Then she said, “After this the world seemed to change. I looked upon the people in the world and, Neville, it’s strange to describe it, it doesn’t make sense, but no matter where I looked and saw people, the world looked like a huge great dollhouse filled with mechanized dolls. That’s all that they are, mechanized dolls.” Now, she also went on in her letter to ask if certain things could be related to a major event that happened this past week in our lives. Why, certainly. Everything in this world and every event in this world contains within itself the capacity for symbolic significance. We do not always recognize it. We do not always relate it to anything that is taking place in us. But just as you said, it’s a mechanized dollhouse; everything on the outside is simply bearing witness. And it’s all just as you said, dead as all outdoors, but it’s related to something that is very much alive in us." - the remnant 1968

This is an important quote. This points to all fruit we bear being symbolic to the currents within us. That's what I've always said, though decoding it all can be tricky.

"Now, on this day when the mountain is split, may I tell you from my own personal experience, . . I never read it in a book; it is foreshadowed in Scripture, but it is not explained. All the things that I have told you in the last chapter of my last book I have experienced. I have not read them in books. They are all in the Bible, but they are only foreshadowed. They are adumbrated. In other words, they are so presented, symbolically and in a figurative manner, that it leaves much to man’s mind about what is happening. In other words, it is not a conclusive thing. It doesn’t etch it; it simply foreshadows the event, and when it happens you wonder, “Well, this is what it meant?” You stand startled. But, one night, after you are resurrected, you will find yourself suddenly . . you go to bed, and it’s a normal night, the day was normal; and suddenly you are split by a bolt of lightning “from east to west” . . from the top of your skull to the base of your spine, and the body parts just like this [indicating] the two sides actually move this way . . come apart, and at the base of your spine is the golden, liquid light that is alive, and as you look at it . . without anyone prompting you . . you know, “It is I.” You are actually looking at your Self, and yet it’s golden, liquid light. It’s the blood of God! The living blood of God . . and you are that blood! And you fuse with it, and then, like a serpent, you move up the severed body and tie it together once more, right into your skull. That’s how the Son of Man comes. He started that way and he ends as a fiery serpent . . the wisest of all God’s creatures. It was I that fell. It is I that moves up, this time with light in Himself, not a living body, but a life-giving Spirit. And you move up and reverberate the entire heaven, which is your skull! The whole thing is unfolding right within man." - the signs of the end 1967

Yeah right there. Conjugation. The alchemist has talked about a similar experience when you reach the threshold of overlaps of fire and water.

12/1/26

Here's something. So I felt some fear this morning when I was contemplating on a vision I had. I went deeper into the vision and the fear got stronger. I asked myself what this means about me, I stopped looking for confirmation that I have it and I decoded the meaning, the implication. This is where the power is. The power is in the implication so I thought where can I show up in a surrounding way to represent this condition of fear to no longer hold relevance. I didn't know WHO it was that conditioned this feeling but I knew it had implied relationship and so I then went to the solution which to me looked like success with the YT stuff and being on the top of my game there. This opened up in me how I really felt. The fear began to dissolve and I recognized that the trash held no importance. In a matter of like 2 minutes tops I went from feeling a sense of fear to feeling confident and it's ONLY because I KNOW how to do this on the spot almost every time these days. I know how to lead pathways and cut through the trash to effectively transform the trajectory I walk.

I went from kissing the feet of people who I thought were above me to literally not batting an eye. I just don't see anybody in this world as above me, not because I convinced myself that I'm some kind of God or whatever but because I saw through the trash that told me that I'm not a functional human being who needs to conform to their expectations to have value. Conditional value and meaning is what draws us to see ourselves as lower. Who cares what they think. Cut through it. Know what it means and go into the experience of that condition being irrelevant, experience the "fulfilment of the conditions" in the sense of accepting self. When you understand that there's always branching pathway cascades that lead your thoughts around and that there's a lock and key mechanism here to be able to see through the trash, you can have doubt and fear and all that and not have it warp how you show up. This wasn't a deep deep level I went into here but doing this to handle moments that pop up over the day is of massive value since it will stop the trash from spiraling multiple times a day like it use to with me. I would've spiraled out because of that in the past and not known how to deal with it. This is why I always give clients methods to work with on the spot these days because being able to handle pressure when it surfaces is MASSIVELY important for consistency and refining the sense of self on the spot to show up correctly.

The solution to our problems in most cases is simply knowing the lock and key, provided sufficient root pressure is present to drive transformation in the first place, which for surface level trash shouldn't be an issue usually anyway. Doing basic pathway work is enough to cross the threshold by gradually chipping away like this over the day and doing it dynamically like this I believe holds great value in knowing that the trash holds no power over your decisions. Remember that you're usually not fearing the THING itself that seems big which brought out the feeling of fear or whatever but it's the implications surrounding that which will be the key for the lock. I've experienced this consistently for years and I've been writing about this for so long, I've called them "surrounding conditions" and such which relate and hold IMPLICATION (what I use to call greater context) on what you're having surface there in that moment. What's happening is that you're drawing awareness to an if then statement basically, as in if this related implied part of my life is available which I'm "reminding" myself of as part of my vision which holds value and "conviction" to me in truth, then that would overshadow the importance of the condition I'm FEELING in that place. This is just one way of doing this but when I really got momentum going with this personally I'd remind myself of all the work I've done with RS over the time (this was back in like 2022-23) and I'd silence the importance of those variables pretty quickly. Well here we have the solution then. Simply bring out of you aspects that work for you that provide value in contrast to the importance of what having this thing would imply you don't have in the now that you're feeling, if that made sense. It's that the doubtful feeling you've got showing up is seeming so important and makes you feel somatic discomfort and whatnot, this feeling can be contrasted via implications of if this thing was in your life RIGHT NOW and

I also just want to say that women overall in my life are just throwing themselves at me these last few days. They're praising me, they're going above my level of expected effort to show up for me, they're basically just treating me like kingship. I've had this on and off for ages but I KNOW now looking back at what's different is a natural sense of comfort that's come from tonifying Jing pretty hardcore. I've been focusing on kidney yang tonics and holding that current and circulating it via hard training and that's integrating this fire to warm spleen so I can replenish lost Jing from past depletion. The spleen MUST be nourished to replenish your body, which earth element is relating to structure in the most pure form so yeah it's necessary to have working. I have some crazy "calmness" that's like I don't NEED any of their attention and in fact usually I just don't even feel like I need to reciprocate to get any response I just move on and let them compete for my space. It's as I said the leadership position that IMPLIES power and authority that they want access to. The appearance flaws never stopped me, and I don't give a damn what BP kids say about the necessity of solid bone structure I've seen it work both ways. If someone has solid bone structure and the rest of the looks stuff and ALSO has powerful aura then they'll mog me no doubt I'll lose all attention but they need to have looks enough to compete with the status I hold that's meaningful and IMPLIES that I hold value that they're looking for. Every time that I had this happen in the past it was when I had big financial success, which they had no idea about obviously, but the vibe I carried was just so calm and comfortable and just nonchalant. They came to me, I never cared to go to them. I pretty much never even wanted the attention, but it was interesting to experience. Whenever I felt like I had no value then they'd never look at me. The feeling of actually holding that authority and carrying it "unconsciously" as a matter of fact of what's integrated was typically what's worked for me throughout the years. Role dynamics. They feel and sense the vitality through my expression which surfaces in their circuits the need for being led and to have an authority and someone stimulating to them. Again, this isn't "academic" authority or whatever it's just a sense of integrated knowing that I'm being real as who I want to be and that guys who try and compete with my quality of being that role cannot cause me to waver. If I had a 8+ on the appearance scale show up with lambos or whatever then I'd probably feel a sense of lack in some regard, because I know I can't compete on that level. I'd likely lose the attraction from them IF that comparison was present. Women WILL ALWAYS go for whoever is most stimulating. Period. We shouldn't be delusional. Thing is that those people are like literally in the top 1% at most especially for my age range so the chances of that comparison even showing up would be next to nothing. In most other examples I would say I would be unwavering. That's how I feel. I don't feel like there's any real meaningful comparison that could pull out of me lack, and if I was in that scenario above then I'd immediately go to my vision and supply value from implied involvement in that space. I'd not pretend like I don't offer more than that guy does, I'd provide myself meaningful involvement that would draw a greater comparison to my capacity in that place. I COULD just drop the importance and not even care, which I'd be more likely to do on the spot but surrounding that if I had clear conditioning that surfaced that needed transforming then involvement would be the key means of mediating that pressure. This isn't about me trying to compare to others or whatever but that the level I'm at currently through that comparison drew out of me deeper level compromise in response which I was unconscious from, since often whenever you see others getting what you want in meaningful ways then you're going to surface conditioning that's deeper. I KNOW how attraction dynamics work because it's universal, and yeah there's always outliers but the women will always go for the one who has mog value, physically first, then leadership second, though if I had a display of leadership vs this chad who had no value outside of surface level attraction then I KNOW the women would go for me. They'd want the one who moves more men like pawns in a game to be used on the board of this world. Leaders always embody that role. I KNOW that a comparison where a display of authority is present and the chad looking guy embarrasses himself then not all but many women would turn from that man and go to the guy who held frame.

Listen carefully. The man who can hold frame under pressure is fire to them. They'll find that unwavering certainty in authority and leadership to be to die for, EVEN IF the looks spectrum is lower. It's not really a "performance" or whatever but I'm saying that more so if a comparison of quality of leadership was to be displayed that goes beyond the surface level and they notice the chad looking guy wavering in confidence and begins to overcompensate then they'll feel that. Even a short chubby guy could probably make them drool IF he held up in such a place but that would be very rare and that guy would need to consistently live in that space of having her respect with his day to day life for he to continue to find him attractive. There's so many variables at play here but the reason why we see generally at face value from cold approaches that the chads get treated well is because that's the context of comparison. Surface level looks drives the meaning of the interaction and it's IMPLIED that the chad will have everything else working as a projection on the part of the woman. When she sees that he DOESN'T have that which is IMPLIED by his appearance then that attraction will significantly fall over, perhaps not enough to tank it completely but it will diminish a lot. Women will be grossed out by overcompensating guys, unless there's already history known where he can hold frame in most other cases and this one off won't cause wavering of attraction for them. It's like if they KNOW via IMPLICATION that a guy has a SOLID frame then they'll MOST LIKELY find him more attractive but of course if the looks is sub 5 then it probably won't matter anyway unless it's a significant status difference in comparison. If a woman sees a 5-6 display a 10 when it comes to influence and implied power and frame that's like a "walk in the park" where he can pull strings in so many ways and command the rest of the men around him like dogs then he will have the wins in most cases vs an 8 though maybe not to a 9-10 on looks. This is all difficult to define with numbers but you should get the gist of what's going on. Context and implication that a guy carries with him that's KNOWN will make the women around him want a piece of that high status guy. Thing is that just because you're known on a sense of following or whatever but don't have meaningful impacts when it comes to pulling the strings of other guys, then that implication that illuminates her leadership thematic channels won't activate much. It's displays of power that show a guy leading others that has that ability. Again this doesn't overpower looks at face value but in a comparison when looks isn't the only factor involved then the one who moves more men so to say in a meaningful way that implies his frame is so solid and she won't be able to cause him to waver even if she tests him, then that will cause her to want to earn respect of that guy and compete for his attention. It's all down to stimulation though, no matter what. If a guy activates her more because looks is what matters most then she'll get that, but with women men don't usually care about looks and like to draw comparisons and say it matters with both the same for looks but I will say looks is only like 70% of the equation for women at most and the displays of leadership that makes her feel "swept up" in IMPLICATION of that display will compensate a lot more for the importance of looks in that context.

So looks matter more in all cases, unless comparisons are drawn to how much someone holds value and respect of other men around them. If a woman sees a guy commanding other guys, even if they look better than him, then she will prefer him in most cases I will argue. In their fantasy scenario the whole "being swept up" and moved by that influence and almost controlled and lead by that themselves, that's where lots of this comes from, assuming that there's no conditioned thematics that feed into OTHER "types" of fantasy.

What I've observed is that me knowing and displaying that I'm at the top of the food chain in ways they find meaningful is what makes them compete for my attention. My experience as someone who's not even close to the chads in looks objectively is that comparisons to ability that's KNOWN can and will compensate in many instances because for lots of women that's what they're actually looking for thematically and the display of that directly illuminates those channels. Now this is also why highly attractive guys who get into relationships who have that status who then go into pleasing her wishes and abandons his vision, that attraction dies off, and then the weak men will blame her when he's lost his edge quite literally. The woman WILL try and pull you down, because it's their nature to test the authority and frame of men for security, but you willingly in that place must hold frame and disregard her as important. She WANTS you to do that unconsciously. When she kicks up stupid discussions with you that are illogical and meaningless it's just another display of doubt of your authority, which is really what's tested. The chad who holds no frame will bend and lose dominance, even with the appearance, because if you ask me, the appearance IMPLIES thematic correspondence TO AUTHORITY, in terms of what's actuating. So to a woman who sees an 8+ she likely will not be juiced up BECAUSE of the looks but because of what the looks imply about how he can impact her basically. That's really what drives these dynamics given my experience and analysis of data outside of my sphere. If you look at all the data it's clear. Women respect men who don't bend to their will because then the role flips and then she's the one in the seat of authority. Any man who bends and then pleas for her attention and forgiveness has lost. This is what I learned over the years in my own relationship situation and how to "train" women by responding with this dynamic. I wish I knew this earlier of course and few in BP or even RP really go into this dynamic and explain it properly but it's a factor that plays a significant role. The BP guys will deny that but always view scenarios out in the wild in a vacuum and not address for other variables. You can be a 5-6 and pull 8+ if you have the authority on display and live by that overall when you're with her. It's contextual sense, implication, thematic resonance, all of these things.

Water wants to be stimulated by fire. Stimulation is thematic association. Whenever the channels that imply that she's being swept up, controlled, moved, influenced, played (functionally) and anything else like that, then you've got the juice, unless she's dysfunctional and heavily conditioned, which many are. Men are in the polarity, someone who's small and sweet and sub and competes to be the most feminine looker who's just a pretty flower to be picked up, that's what we want. Contrast that in polarity and there you've got it figured out. We want someone who can simply be moved along with us as we unfold our vision, and a man unfolding that vision is necessary to provide meaningful satisfaction in competition. Men are by nature highly competitive, which TEST will make you do, and so whenever you're aiming for the top and actually attain that level and it's meaningful to her then she will worship you. Anything that she finds of value in that sense will drive lasting meaningful attraction since the implication of what you provide in polarity dynamics is a stable influence on her that she won't find anywhere else. That consistent supply of being at the top of comparisons no matter where you are is what drives attractive dynamics fundamentally. If that's looks then that's what she'll stick around for, among other surrounding factors. A 10 will always bag whoever they want no matter what comparison is made I'd say, though there's almost no real cases of this to draw data from to know but I believe that any 10 would get anybody they want even if they lose a comparison of authority in comparison at face value. Down to an 8 maybe that would change but 9-10 then looks will always trump anything else no matter what. I could compete in every way and they would still find that guy more stimulating. Those women who will want him and compete for him will leave you for the most part since the comparison of the mog is just too stimulating especially if there's a massive height difference. Like height differences make or break comparisons when it comes to looks really, it just does, because "towering over" your comparison is what makes the women crave you since it's activating those channels for attraction dynamics. That "towering over the world" current is what they're looking for, which is why height matters in cases especially where comparison is drawn. It's usually under comparisons that women will then show who they really serve, and not when you're in a vacuum usually. Women who cheat obviously are disgusting, just like men really, but it's one of those things where women who cheat will do it to experience that comparison since that's a major aspect of what drives who they'll serve and want to stick with. I believe that in the past century this wasn't as big of a deal since most men were more developed than zooms are today and most men all made decent cash and could provide but now that the contrast between men is greater now than ever, you can obviously bet what's going to happen as a result. Men simply need to compete more, because that dynamic IS what drives attraction, being favored in comparisons even outside of looks matters, when women don't need any of that. I don't know any guy who considers the earnings of a woman to be important at all unless they're heavily conditioned, or how much status the woman has. I personally find all those things to be off putting. All this female dom trash is just for cucks to get juiced up because they've got unresolved conflicts yet to be figured out and the warped women love the attention. Pure attraction dynamics is polar, and always will be.

That's my breakdown of more of this dynamic and how it plays out and what women are really looking for, and in contrast for the women reading, what they're looking for in men. Just reverse the polarity and you've got it sorted out. That's why it works. I'm sure the LOA buffs who view everything as mental and beliefs rule all of this will disagree but the fact is that's just more cope trash for the fact that they're still loners who never got respect from women or whatever because they lack root pressure to want to compete and be the best them. They'll also say that this isn't "spiritually enlightened" or whatever trash to say that competition is "low consciousness" but that's also just cope trash to shut down discussion when the comparison isn't favoring them. These stupid tactics will always come out whenever someone cannot stand up in a real meaningful discussion, which is what women do usually, and so these soy boys will make up these dumb statements in order to justify being compared in such a way to invalidate that comparison by shifting context entirely. Just don't even take them seriously, it's a waste of time. State facts and move on. The competition has already played their empty hand and have nothing to offer and we all know that and feel their overextension. This once again is an example of what will draw women to respect you, actually winning discussions that are meaningful and show frame and leadership ability where you cannot be wavered and get mad when comparisons are drawn which expose your weaknesses.

I also want to briefly mention that almost all animals that are in the animal kingdom work the same way usually. We're not like them but we're still driven by thematic supply/demand which is the mechanics of God processing consciousness. That's time and space functionally and that all the symbolic containers that represent these currents are made manifest. Men always "perform" for women in nature, but it's not the performance in itself but more or less the comparison and implication of what that means about the man and the woman, or the male and the female. That's just how it's always been. Men should never jester around women who aren't interested and think that simping gets wins because it cannot and will not, else we'd see them getting the pulls but it's not the case. If you want meaningful performance then it will be in comparison really to pulling around other men, which is where this "alpha" idea comes from. That idea is a thing though it's been totally warped in the world today. I don't know anyone who really grasps that idea on a metaphysical alchemical level but when we understand that it's theamtic current that IMPLIES what that means and represents then the more a man embodies those aspects then the more respect and attraction he'll earn. That's just how it's always worked. It's universal really. I also want to make clear that relationship situations vs short term stimulation will make these scenarios be different. For long term relationship stuff, looks will be important still as we know but for short term hooks and stuff it will be the only factor that matters. Period. Maybe like 90%. This is why I believe that most modern zoom women will pick the chad 90+% of the time for hooks, because that's the most stimulating for what they want. Men are the same, the higher the looks scale the better. Long term relationships, I don't think men would make it as big of a deal, to a degree.

The thing we're doing is like I said with the house of cards. We're cutting through roots that hold importance and implication in our lives. By feeling the trash we're under pressure to conform, we're in the fruit that's from that seed of the reaction we compromised to accept from the past. When under pressure we can make a decision. What decision we make there and how far we go with that in terms of accepting what we're feeling we want but can't under pressure, that's where the expansion comes from. Any time that you cross that threshold and cut the chain off your leg that's binding you to that wall, it is you accepting the wish. Acceptance that the wish has been fulfilled is the same thing.

There's another part of the whole transformation thing I've got here. Conviction. Another level of conviction relates to this idea that your truth is something you'd lose friends and family over if need be. It's that you've experienced too much truth that's resonant to your innate nature to compromise to fit in. That's kind of what real faith is anyway, someone who's experienced crossing that threshold and doesn't compromise on accepting that as who they are now and the implications of what that means about them. There's a part about experiencing the truth so clearly and obviously in spite of the expectations that you just show it off to them shamelessly and not give a damn. You're so convinced of this part about yourself mattering more than their expectations and you'll go as far as to willingly have them despise you to hold true to that conviction. Conviction here begins to make sense as a term, because if you KNOW that the vision for your life is GOING to happen no matter what, that you have solid unwavering conviction and faith in that end, then you'll not compromise no matter the walls you face since you'll be willing to move through those thresholds at any opportunity. That's really what's happening. We all experience this. Compromising to keep other people happy is being conditioned, literally. You're allowing other people to be more important than you are in your own life. This is what I mean. RS ONLY exists because I don't care about what the fools in this space think about anything since they're all wrong and I can prove it. NOBODY in LOA has done deeper study on NG than I have. NOBODY and I KNOW that and I have SOLID conviction that's TRULY unwavering. There is NOTHING on earth that can shake my position on that. How did I come to this position? The willingness to be wrong and yet facing that uncertainty anyway and seeing myself as someone who ALWAYS finds answers to problems. Apply that to ANY other aspect of life. It's the same principle. You have a vision, and you own it 100% despite whatever you face showing up to say otherwise you just don't care.

Conditioning other people works the same way. You have a vision for the life you want, and with sufficient root pressure to activate that and bring out of you the trash in the way, then you WILL end up activating those pathways to cut through and your measure of conviction is your measure of acceptance of that truth that's already there.

13/1/26

More to write about. I've been trying to put this into words for a while now. So think about a scenario where 2 different people see the same thing. Depending on their seeds activating at that suggestion it will determine their reaction, which is the fruit from the seed. Fruit contains the seeds for further propagation and thus more "seedtime". So one person who sees a new product release from a big company gets excited for the possibilities and doesn't see the price tag as an issue since their financial situation is very abundant. The other person who's lacking in the cash department will go after the company and point to all the price gauging over the years giving less and charging more. The person who sees the bad side only does that because they actually would like the thing but can't get it, and so they'll have a justification for why they feel that way in a sense that's not challenging to themselves. Are they seeing something real? Yeah, they are, but they're seeing that because those currents are activated, that's what is seen by default. Now is seeing that a bad thing? No. It's if it's causing dysfunction that it is. You can point to data and show graphs of all the prices going up while costs for them go down and whatnot but at the end of the day getting upset over that is really a personal issue especially when the majority aren't phased enough to care. This is something really difficult to explain objectively since there's so many factors involved.

Think of it like this. The person without liver qi stagnation and heat from a lack of yin nourishing the lower circuits finds that they won't care as much when such factors arise that are presenting obvious exploitation. Why? Those currents aren't agitated as much at baseline, where the sense of authority and boundaries are felt. The person who sees positive outcomes and is excited has their kidney and liver and heart nourished with yin. They hold little to no agitation. There's no unconscious conditions surfacing which remind them of unresolved conflicts. The thing to see here is that the feeling of importance is always stemming from activation. ALWAYS, since activation IS importance that's felt. Activation that's governed not through agitation but through availability of activation anchored in yin (blood and Jing) will "feel" more grounded and spontaneous and less "needy" as I've said. People often think getting into a state is some kind of magical experience because nobody can explain the what and how it's experienced through. It's a feeling and a feeling is an activation of meridians and the quality of the supply of substances within those channels determines the sense of "need" for it and thus how you'll respond. If there's need then it almost certainly won't be stemming from anchored sensation in yin because you'll have thematically related unresolved conflicts agitating that channel and so when a suggestion is processed then you'll end up feeling the implications of that expectation from the unresolved conflict surface as that needing agitation and activation that's pathogenic. To resolve this then we move that stagnant qi and or nourish it with yin. The more yin you have nourishing the channels the less you'll feel the agitation generally since heat is pathogenic agitation stemming from an excess or deficiency heat pattern or even a stagnation.

The interesting thing is that even if there's unconscious unresolved conflicts to be transformed but you nourish the channel that's agitated with yin blood Jing then you'll end up not feeling that same degree of agitation when the suggestion surfaces. It will seem smaller and less important. Grasp this mechanism. The primary reason why people stimulate themselves and distract is because the heat is being felt, the pressure, and since they're depleted on yin they have nowhere to go except to use that current in a different way to direct the activation away from the pain. Now if they had yin they'd be able to look at the pain more closely without the pain overwhelming them to the same degree. The kidney yin and Jing should raise to nourish the liver and the heart and cool down and anchor the activation but if that activation is pathogenic because the anchor is not established then you have empty heat patterns. There's no binding anchor, and yin is generally a substances that cools and moistens so if that's lacking then the ability to hold frame will be difficult. Now even in someone with yin there can also be excess heat on top of having a powerful anchor. Just because you have yin as an anchor it's the relative balance and ratio of yin and yang that's out of whack that causes the agitation to spiral out of control. Excess heat is often a more intense form of agitation which is more like frustration and fury or even mania and typically comes from the liver or heart meridians. Empty heat generally causes more fear and "I can't" as in seeing the condition as massive and overpowering where as the excess would be more so a form of "attacking" the condition without actually cutting through the meaning and implications. They'd feel the condition is larger than it needs to be, as in for example the greedy corporation screwing over people, that view would be held by someone with liver and or heart excess activation most likely. Heart fire and liver heat can cause someone to feel more righteous about their actions and attack problems without really involving in nourishing solutions where they see the attacking as the solution but since their supply of current is excessive in those channels then they'll be blinded to that and see the excess as necessary and functional as justified action.

So there's quality difference here that needs to be understood to go deeper into the nature of what our supply/demand is playing out. Remember our supply/demand drives everything really in terms of what we see in the world and then how the world responds to us. You CAN have too much tonification. Tonification of root pressure in itself isn't some magic miracle but in almost all cases it will only play a role in surfacing unresolved conflicts and through making meaningful decisions that agitation can be mediated to cool down and anchor in response. That "satisfied" feeling in response to making valuable decisions IS that same phenomena in charges being shifted. So you NEED sufficient activation to surface unresolved conflicts but those unresolved conflicts will change the quality they present based on the current that's available. Yin is the most important current to stabilize the state but you also need activation to even target the state desired.

Here's more. So like when you're not agitated and have activation then you'll have "oomph" behind your mental movements. You'll feel stronger and think therefore more clearly in accordance to your vision by default. You'll be felt to have a stronger frame and you'll not buy into the expectations of others the same. Remember it's activation that's not pathogenic which holds power, stability that's casual yet powerful. The shen MUST be stable for this or you'll come across as agitated and weak and lacking in that scenario.

"There will be doubters of this who point to examples that claim to not have felt their desires accepted under pressure but underlying that are other means of cultivating the currents to facilitate that acceptance happening easier than if you were depleted. For example if your shen is agitated from stagnation and heat and your kidney yin is deficient then fear WILL ALWAYS feel bigger, whereas if you provided supply of these currents in other ways (biochemically is one way) then those fears would seem smaller when they surface since the currents that are necessary to contrast the conditioning are in higher supply proportionately. There's SO MANY factors that go into success and the seeming random results that can show up happen for other reasons other than doing any of this work as well. " - A comment I put up in recent post on YT.

More. So I hear everybody in LOA talking endlessly about useless trash they don't understand as always, about changing beliefs with affirmations and visualizations by imagining what they want to be true and all this stuff but no thresholds are crossed. So how then do we actually change the so called belief? I already said. You cross the threshold into self acceptance, which contains within it the wish fulfilled implied when all those aspects have lost importance and you fixate on the vision being all that matters to you. How you even get negative beliefs in the first place is through being conditioned by someone else and their expectation is placed above you, that's trauma, held charge on a condition against natural striving. So anything that you hold importance on that's a barrier against accepting the part of you which is free for the desire to show up then that's the cause of your trash. It was a moment where you compromised to keep someone or something else happy and because you got conditioned to respond this way relation to the vision you have then that expectation will automatically arise with the suggestion that you dare to cross that line which implies that expectation will be run up against. This is why we get stuck with trash. It's because we've conformed to the lives and expectations of others and that's only important to us because we accepted it to be so out of fear of losing something. It's that loss of something, such as being seen, being provided for, loved, known, left behind, all this stuff, it's this expectation that's conditioned the receiving of the thing you want. Therefore that condition needs to die, you kill off the importance of the pathways that hold this charge by crossing the threshold of acceptance and cutting through the trash that says you can't have it or be it. That's MEANINGFUL and is a REVERSE TRAUMA basically. It's a RADICAL act of self love that shows you that you DON'T HAVE TO conform anymore, it's not necessary to hold the expectation in such high importance. This is what's going on.

You should never avoid the threshold but cut right through it as far as possible and be totally shameless about owning your vision. That shameless attitude takes the cake. When you can show off what you want in front of the trash and not give a damn then you've won. You've deleted the importance on their expectations.

All of this constant application of techniques is useless and just dances around the problem. You're constantly running away and avoiding the core issue. You will not need to "regulate your nervous system" if you just cultivate space and build root pressure and make the "decision" to cut through the trash if you've identified the implications. That self valuing moment of crossing that threshold will mean you'll integrate the part you're using so called techniques to avoid and bypass and ignore the pressure by owning what you want fully and without compromise. When you're here then you have no need to do more, you're impotent. It's like why would you desire (have the pressure to experience more) when it's already done? This is what NG said. You can't do more when you're already satisfied.

This is the video title I'm quoting from, just for you to verify if you want. "She Waited 3 Years For Her SP.… Then One Shift Changed Everything". I hear ignorant trash coming from Athena once again talking about "NG said creation is already finished" WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING A WORD OF WHAT THAT MEANS! It's that the components in the seed (which IS God in capacity and thus "creation") which you ARE and is growing and expanding to become as God is already available and "done". Those currents which can have nearly infinite variations and interactions is already done, it's already there. Creation is already done. The interface is created. Nobody on earth knows how to interpret NG because they're alchemically illiterate. I really don't like saying that I wish more people knew this but they simply don't. They'll all make this some key point about "be still and know that I am God" as though this magical "state" has some power that's beyond everything else. It IS you entering space with sufficient root pressure when ripe to cut through the expectation, even if it doesn't feel big to you because it's ripe and you've got nourished yin to work with, you'll still apply this same method. This isn't relaxation, this is altering the fundamental geometry of where charge is activating to serve the vision you have for your life. This isn't avoiding and relaxing more and just being free from so called conflict but more or less seeing that the conflicts are needless and meaningless. You actually see it and cut through it. You cannot cut through it without actually viewing it for what it is, and thus through ripeness, or whatever, then you can meaningfully move that pressure in a way that's dropping the importance where it's not activating and agitating you because it's trying to get you to compromise. When it's done, you don't need to or want to compromise, you're impotent to do more. That pressure is resolved. The people who abused you and placed expectations on you are over. That's it. There's no more. So ALL success comes through this function, and that's ALL a matter of ripeness. Given sufficient root pressure is available to go deep enough into the devils den, and enough yin is present to anchor the activation without becoming pathogenic, and a willingness to be yourself for real, then you'll be ripe to play it out and it'll be done.

The big thing that these coaches thrive on is making the mechanics seem so mystical and vague. It's not vague it's logical and we have clearly proven it here today.

Athena Raven said "it's more important to know WHO is the one doing the visualizing or the affirming or the scripting or whatever". "If the one doing it is the abandoned girl, the rejected man, the broke version of you, then every scene or every affirmation everything you say will always be secretly reaffirming the fact that you're not chosen actually I'm not safe I don't have it yet. People don't realize that they're doing this and that's the real reason why so many people are doing techniques and not getting anywhere and if anything they're getting OCD or anxiety." Yeah I can agree actually, that is true, that's what we all experience pretty much universally when we do this. The words mean nothing really, it's what that activates within you. Thing is she totally fails to explain how and what and why and all this stuff. The WHO is the condition of the field geometry and what you're buying into. I don't care how relaxed you are, I know many people who can't even relax AT ALL and are in constant agitation 24/7. The real issue is that these people are still giving their power to the trash and not knowing it, the implications that have impact on their lives as consequences for accepting what they want surface and that unconsciously warps how they feel and then also what they intuitively "know" about what that feeling means about them. They KNOW under the surface that they're not the person they want but they keep doing methods to try and avoid the pressure and or control the situation with their self talk. Been there done that. The solution is ALWAYS to fixate instead of on the words that imply what you want is certain but to know the knock on effects of the consequences of the expectation and how accepting what you want in life would have to be faced and own those aspects and cross that threshold to disempower the trash. Remember it's only the expectation to conform that's making you feel this way, and so experiencing the negation of that expectation through seeing yourself having what you want in spite of what it wants and shamelessly owning it on the spot eradicates the importance of those spiral moments. Will it always be perfect every time? No I still sometimes get locked into the trash sometimes but this is BY FAR the most powerful way to approach the conditioning and actually making meaningful change by accepting what you want and acting through real meaningful self love over expectations from abuse and giving into the conditioning and projections of others.

One affirmation I say that works very well is "this isn't even mine to begin with" and I totally disown the trash and throw it back where it came from and then go right to my vision and own it in spite of the view of the condition and I feel the release of this tension almost every time. Everybody who applies "be still and know that I am God" is mechanically doing the same thing. They're accepting that the expectations are irrelevant in whatever pathway leading method they're applying and that's opening them up to self acceptance and thus the accepting of the wish fulfilled. They can then freely own the desire without needing to fear or whatever. Thinking that it's anything else or some magical method of being as I AM or whatever trash is just useless and doesn't translate to any experience that's meaningful. MEANINGFUL experience that touches in on your truth holds the power and the value that's going to cut through the conditioning since it's literally the key to the lock. How you really feel innately for really really deep trash, such as ruthless anger, can often be the solution as well since that's fueled by root pressure and using that powerful boundary and authority setting current from the liver meridian can directly cut through the trash as it did for me. Thing is that for this to work you really really need to have either enormous amounts of root pressure to just blast through all the trash or you need very keen insights as to the nature of your conditioning. For guys, having more TEST generally will make you more fearless in the face of these conditions, and since that hormone is a pretty clear manifestation of kidney yang, then we can apply this biochemically to really get more reliable results. This is why people who physically train and nourish themselves have better mental health outcomes, not as a rule as the LOA buffs will love to point out, but as a factor in the mix that's important and is a manifestation of the invisible powers of God within us. TEST most clearly relates to the kidney yang current and this is the source of root pressure next to Jing. If you lack on these substances then you will be a coward who will conform, unless of course you're so discontent that you're just so done with the trash but I will argue that someone who's in a place of higher self value that's ripe from cultivating these substances is what brings up that pressure to be felt and thus the dissatisfaction becomes useful in fueling their meaningful transformation like it did for me and getting my SP overnight with all that fury I felt. That merciless fury was to me the necessary feeling to cut through the trash. You do NOT need to feel emotionally stable to meaningfully make functional self loving acts inwardly or outwardly. You just need to move the pressure and cut through the implications of what's needlessly important. Obviously you shouldn't get that activated if it's not needed but it's not something that's going to harm outcomes because what matters is making those decisions and crossing that threshold into acting on true meaningful self love.

So later in that Athena Raven video she says that she "would do what I always do, I start the challenge the subconscious". Yeah, creating a pathway leading process to lead someone into crossing the threshold. She often does it through seemingly making fun at the conditions, which I believe is functional for those with heart qi stagnations and perhaps lung qi issues too. "I start to ask questions that the old version of yourself cannot sit comfortably with". Yeah no duh that's what worked. Challenging the trash is what's necessary, not avoiding it, as we all know. Making yourself uncomfortable is a necessary part of the process, and she said it, but never makes it a core point obviously. I've heard her mention this twice so far in the 16 videos (they're usually over 40 mins long and I just don't have time for all of them to decode her methods) and it should be much more obvious because it's something we ALL need to be actively involved with applying to actually get results. I funnily enough had a troll show up on my channel before saying that my stuff is all BS and doesn't work and all this trash and he was accusing me of things like lying to people and all this nonsense. He has no idea what I teach, and assumed that I don't teach actions or placing people in discomfort despite almost all of my videos lately going over this and how there's fixed functions. He's projecting his lack onto me and so I just stopped wasting time and blocked the guy. What a waste.

So Raven when she's effective it's really through poking holes (crossing the threshold of comfort and self acceptance) at the trash and getting them to see that it's not necessary to continue holding importance on the not self conditions. I know she won't take them into the depths of the roots of the trash based on the way she coaches but for surface level stuff this can work and can explain successes. I have no doubt that's the case but I highly doubt that someone who's so use to having their trash validated all the time that it would take them far off call. You'd need to encourage them to continuously poke at it themselves and go all the way to cut through the roots, which even NG did say as I've quoted.

"The law is actually about who you are being". Yeah we hear that ALL the damn time but what does it MEAN and how do we EXPERIENCE it. Relaxing is not "being" someone different. How do you change who you're BEING? You change the thematic composition supply/demand process, which we've endlessly explained here. She rightfully says about how most people use techniques to "regulate anxiety" and how it leads to OCD and such.

"Now like I say a big difference between people who use techniques as like the creative act or create you know helping them with their manifestation coming at it from the correct mindset and the difference between those who don't is that some people right we're imagining to enjoy the end but like I said before some people are using it to regulate their anxiety especially I think I think um I think affirmations crowd they do a lot. It's regulation of anxiety, isn't it? That's what a lot of people say. Yeah, my affirmations work because it's regulating my anxiety. And and say with imaginal acts, I think that can also be used to regulate anxiety. But the problem is you see is it then becomes an OCD. If it's a case of all right, I've got the intrusive thought, I've got the intrusive fear, let me engage myself in the ritual, the technique, from that I'll get a short sense of relief and then the fear comes back again and then the cycle repeats and the cycle repeats and sometimes it can get out of control. And you see what's happening in that moment on a spiritual level is that we end up praying and worshiping the technique more than the I am. the way that some people talk about their techniques and defend their techniques like it's some sort of holy grail or something. It's just like okay um you're not a technique. You're the I am who's actually engaging in this method."

Yeah that's all fun and well and sounds smart but again how do you change WHO someone is being AT BASELINE then? If regulation (calming the currents that are agitating) is not function then how does she describe it? Probably will dance around it again. I do want to briefly mention here about NG and how he constantly pointed us to seeing ourselves as God, seeing ourselves as the power above all. I see no issue in this so long as it's not used in ways to cope and dance around the trash as we just went over but I believe that the function there is theurgy processes and exploring the deeper aspects of self, Notice how he often speaks of "contemplating on perfection" and all this stuff. He's experiencing the sensation of that, the activation of what he considers God to be. This is a method the alchemist speaks or relating to "ascending" and he's agreed with me in my analysis of NG about that's what he's doing and the effect it's having. It's him meaningfully opening up to higher ideals of God and reality and self and accepting them fully. This is in part what theurgy is doing as well, though it's often targeted through various archetypal powers to act as a catalyzing agent for our personal expansion through overlapping them when operating say in the underworld or in heaven.

"it was tough for her because she cried a lot during out sessions there was a lot of tears there was a lot of release of fear because she was concerned and she said "if I stop I'd lose him". "I'd said to her very calmly and just to challenge that fear, are you trying to manifest a relationship with your SP and health for your father or are you trying to keep a hostage alive with rituals and sometimes it has to be drastic for the subconscious just to almost like diminish that fear like look it's not rational to believe this fear". To me it clearly points to the fact that she doesn't get the mechanism deeply but she gets the surface of it, as usual with someone who's SOMEWHAT useful in this space. I don't want to poke and dig at her for any reason other than to be real and analyze what's out there and compare it to RS and put it under a wider view perspective to understand what's going on instead of buying into the ideas that's being presented at face value which often times are only half true, even if they do work at times. When she made her break down and shed tears live on session then I can bet she's making this client feel uncomfortable and that's opening up the threshold to be expanded. That's what she's actually doing. It's nothing else. Nothing else works. "Creation is already finished and you're simply remembering the version of you who has you're not trying to earn something out there". Yeah more magical words that mean nothing useful or practical. It's crazy because it's like I'm compared to these people who are sort of therapeutic in how they speak with meaningless self empowerment, such as what she just said which she considered a primary "rule" of making this work. One of her 3 rules. Creation is already finished means nothing about what she just claimed, though in a solipsistic world that would be validated because apparently all of our beliefs are true if we think so, which isn't the case. You will experience charge and importance on that function but that doesn't make it a fact in all ways surrounding it. The charge is what's guaranteed to be felt and thus you believe it because to you it's important, like the conditions and trash. They're beliefs, but it doesn't make them true. Beliefs are charge phenomena in the circuits. This is why I'm critical of EVERY coach in LOA because they're all ignorant of the REAL functions of the imagination that are FIXED and are THEMATIC in nature. NG talked about the "symbolic structures" and such which I quoted above which only proves this as well. The implication is what has the power, the technique has no power whatsoever is what he said. Implication we should fully understand now using RS to decode all the ways it's experienced and theoretically is applied.

Ah here soon after she said "It's tuning you into something that's already true". Well if she's decoding that as in through the fixed functions of the innate self unfolding through the thematic sequencing then yeah that works but who knows what she really means because mostly this idea of creation if already finished is about multiple realities which I've heard her say is what she believes. We know that's a load of trash and NG never taught that obviously. There's ZERO quotes in his work that would point to this, and in fact it's the exact opposite, as we have proven.

"From there she started writing out her assumptions and the more that that shifted the more that her imagination softened. She stopped with the big dramatic scenes, the massive apologies, the sort of desperate energy in the scene and her imaginal acts where very natural". That's because she's discharged some trash. I use to do that and it would bring me extreme anxiety ANY time I brought up ANY degree of suggestion that I had what I wanted. She said that the scenes were like "slice of life" (my words paraphrasing her quotes that I can't be bothered writing out) type scenarios that would be realistic and common place in the life she'd live if these things she wanted were true. Her charge obviously would've dropped from shedding tears, and thus approaching this would've been easier, though if you ask me it wasn't really that she even held much deep unconscious trash to begin with. Either that or she branched off, which can still work as I've explained, though long term it likely will fall apart. "This is how you know your state is changing, the scenes you play in your mind get sort of boring and solid. You're not trying to comfort a wound anymore by forcing an imaginal act these are scenes that came very naturally to her". "This is what happens when you're seeing yourself in a certain way when you're seeing through the eyes of the eyes of the daughter of a healthy father" (the desire). "the scene has to match your identity and not your fear". That's a load of trash because in order to actually discharge the state (fruit bearing from the seed of compromise from the past) you need to cut through the expectation. She did shed tears as was said, so obviously there was movement of currents there. I can say with my experience that clients who shed tears often get places, if not all at once it will be incremental but they will show up and tell me that they're like a different person in response. It was through crossing that threshold inwardly and feeling themselves to be way past the trash fully.

"three rule number three is about the scene it has to match your identity and not your fear please play Play, play, play pay, play. Yeah, please pay close attention to that. It must, whatever you do, it must match your identity, not your fear. Most people design their imaginal acts to soothe their wounds. So if for example your core state is or okay I'm always abandoned and um you know I'm I'm not chosen or or I've been wronged. If that's my state then yeah my imaginal scene might be a bit like what hers was you know yes they're sobbing and they're begging for forgiveness and they're promising they're never going to leave you. They they choose you right? Oh it feels powerful. It feels emotional, but it also keeps you stuck as the one who finally got crumbs. You know what I mean? It's like, who are you in that scene, right"

More vague description but it's better than before. She's explaining that the person who's imagining (the state you're operating from as in the degree of self acceptance you're living in that scene from) will reflect and represent the form you're accepting to be true, the conditions you're accepting to be true. I don't fully agree with this entirely but I can agree to some level. I do not believe that most people should imagine the passive scenes. I've actually done this before and as always it brought out of me fear and anxiety as usual but the thing that got movement massively was actually the highly charged scene. I did try highly charged scenes in the past but that was obviously stemming from cope and need for approval over acceptance which only made opposite results show up and so I stopped because it made my life 100x worse. The difference was that I stopped buying into the expectations in what I was imagining and accepted that I don't need to buy into the importance of the trash anymore. I owned in that place how I really felt. I felt furious, and I accepted that fully, and it implied that the expectation to conform was dead. I imagined having what I wanted in the view of the expectation and it dissolved the trash to the point where I don't feel it anymore, or at most I feel tiny little slices of it show up from time to time from little pockets. That's why I created advanced pathway work to touch onto that stuff too. But Athena Raven here is telling us that functional scenes should be casual. I can agree when someone has discharged their trash, because unless that scene pulls out of you the pressure to mediate in a meaningful way then it's not going to have the power you expect. I will say though again that if you do this and be as chill about it as possible then that will be more useful than being emotional even when you're under conditions but it's unlikely that if the scene truly meant something valuable to you in that state that you'd not have pressure surface like it did for me in ALL instances that I'd approach having what I wanted. The thing that screwed me over the most was thinking that I just needed to keep imagining even if I felt anxious. What I didn't know I was doing was that I was buying into and empowering the trash more because the implication of what I was accepting intuitively was that I'm not worth this thing and the expectations still hold importance in my life. The scene was there just to remind me of how I felt, not to change anything. It was meaningless and useless at that level, so if you're approaching scenes from this way then it's NOT going to be functional on any level. Just stop and start to elicit the feeling of moving through the threshold in meaningful ways.

"That was the scene she was playing before she and I worked together and started breaking through her assumptions. Yes. It was him all upset that he'd made a terrible mistake and he's desperate for another chance and repeating that he chooses her and stuff like that. Yeah. Yeah. It felt good. It felt good to her for 5 minutes, but like I say, who she was in the scene was the person who finally temporarily has avoided abandonment. This is not the version of her for whom love is just an ongoing obvious normal day-to-day life. Do you guys see see what I mean? It's a different energy. It's a different feeling. So, I asked her, you know, I asked her a question about that because when she first told me about the scene, I was like, "Sounds really dramatic and uh it just doesn't I don't know. It I just knew it wasn't coming from the right place based on everything she was telling me." So, I challenged her. I said to her, "Okay, well, if you say, for example, you've been with him for like 5 years, right? You're in a stable relationship. Would you still need him to be like swearing his allegiance to you that listen, I I'll I'll I'll always choose you. I'm never going to leave you like every night, you know? Would you desperately need that from him before you can go to bed? I mean, no. And she was laughing about that as well because of course not, right? That would be weird. That would be weird. That would be very overkill. So yes, this is why we swapped this dramatic reunion for something incredibly ordinary. And like I say, she painted the scene herself. It wasn't like, let me let me think of an imaginal act and stuff like that. I mean, we imagine all the time, every day quite naturally. And we left all of the techniques behind and we let her focus on her assumptions until she naturally started to have these daydreams, these visions, these imaginal acts just playing very naturally, not forced. That's why I teach you guys about passive imagining, which I've done a video on."

So when she was leading her through the example of seeing how the dramatic scene was only empowering the trash, I can say that's true. So she does seem to grasp this idea, seeing the charge in someone and what they're acting on when they imagine or whatever. She then talks about passive imagining and getting her to daydreams and visions with automatic imaginal acts. This is proof of state shift, This is actually an effect of already being in the state ahead of time. The imaginal acts still don't really have power like this because it's RIPE to come THROUGH you, as I've said on a video ages back. "DOING" passive imagining is almost entirely useless. I've manifested more using "passive imagining" than anything else to be honest, including massive shifts. There's big outcomes that can some from doing literally nothing, because it's ripe to come through you, hence the "visions" she got. Visions are always involuntary. I've had clients who after doing advanced gazing get visions like this of scenes that play automatically and they experience those things often very soon after, but still not ALWAYS, which is interesting. I've had a few clients who get the visions and still see signs, so visions aren't like a pure rule of thumb but I will say from experience I have had and most client stories that it's very common for what you thematically experience in the vision to show up in the world very soon after when they pop up. The thing to understand here is that the passive nature of this isn't your conscious mind doing anything but that it's coming through you because the currents are abundant in those associated channels. This can only really happen through being clear unconsciously so the result wasn't through imagining but through discharge of importance of what seems like very surface level trash. It can SEEM big to someone even at surface level but it doesn't mean it is very deep. This is why many guys who get on seed retention for example end up feeling their social anxiety vanish after a few weeks tops. It's very common actually. This is why. The kidney yang and yin nourish the heart. The expectations are still unconsciously anchored and haven't been resolved but the threshold by which pressure is felt is now pushed far back to the point where it doesn't hold power. Now if someone continued to live that way with their cultivated currents and got on very long streaks and made meaningful decisions and even consciously willingly approached the pressures of the expectations and cut through them then they'd likely be able to clear it while it feels much smaller than it really is. This is what I was saying before about how conditioning can seem big when you're depleted and small when you're nourished. More root pressure will surface these things, more TEST and such will make them known, but they won't feel as big, but it still requires you to cross that threshold anyway.

What Athena fails to see is these mechanics underlying how her success story came about. She just continued to preach the idea that casual imagining is the key but you know that if someone is very charged then that's dysfunctional. The advice always depends on how deep someone is into the conditioning. Sometimes it can be a surface level expectation that's felt to be really deep because the shen is agitated but when threshold is crossed and meaningful experience is had to represent the importance dropping and the shen can then calm down, then the casual scenes can come through you as the thematic sequence of the Jing unfolds. This is necessary to grasp because in most cases if someone is locked into a very narrow view and it feels so massive to them, some basic pathway work and implied involvement that represents them being more of the person who has the thing will be all it takes to surface roots and cut through them, but again it really depends on how deep it ACTUALLY is. You can have really deep roots you don't even feel because you've disassociated from them and branched off. You'll totally ignore them. I've had that, I know what that's like and I use to catch myself doing it all the time because the pain was so extreme. That's where I come from, I know what this is like. I had such extreme anxiety that I was physically disabled. That's not the kind of case that Athena was dealing with here, though I don't doubt she has had cases like this at times and who knows how she'd have handled it because I KNOW that ANY imaginal scene would've brought out more anxiety and made my life worse. That's why I stopped doing it and let me currents manifest through me, which worked most of the time anyway. If I just nourished myself properly then I'd make huge progress and I'd not need to worry about the trash anymore. The feeling changes not because of anything other than I nourished myself to provide the currents that illuminated the channels to dissolve the trash.

So she then went on later to say in the video that the clients dad went to this doctor who used "wholistic" methods and such which worked for her dad and his health issues, That's good stuff. Within a week his symptoms were reducing she said. Yeah I don't doubt. So Athena said this was because of the client being stable towards having her dad healthy. Apparently the dad finds this new doctor accidentally. It's almost always by accident it seems. I've not had this happen many times but it's happened before.

Always remember NG taught the lullaby method which uses ZERO imaginal scenes or any imaginal senses at all. It's literally an affirmation on loop before sleeping. You don't need imaginal sensory details to manifest anything since the currents are what actually hold power and your underlying intuitive level target is already within you unfolding through you anyway so don't stress the details of the senses.

"So I do believe that one must completely saturate himself with the things of Caesar before he is hungry for the Word of God.

I am convinced you are here because of your hunger. I know you have obligations to society, you must pay Caesar’s debts, so you want more money, but your hunger is greater for the hearing of the Word of God than for things of Caesar. That is why you are here, and you are blessed by it." - a lesson in scripture 1967

He says that you must totally saturate yourself with the things of this world before you will want to come to God. Can't fully agree.

I've searched all his lectures and found ZERO instances of this idea of "saturating" your mind with an idea.

It's not about relaxing more it's about moving currents and charge that's stuck trying to resolve unresolved conflicts so that you can relax by default and liver correctly. Everything comes through you from here. How do you do that? You expand past the threshold of compromise into acceptance and satisfy the condition to nourish your baseline state.

Alright so I've been observing more of my own state. I feel that the heart when activated really makes this work, but not in an excessive way. I find that the heart when stable makes this mostly work, sinking charge and stabilizing shen as I've said many times in past entries is a foundational part of RS and getting into a state that's functional. Remember you think what you feel. The state. You think from the feeling, always. Feeling of course being availability of currents.

Also my SP has turned into an absolute craze tonight I don't even know what to say. I did some advanced pathway work and then I went back to feeling like I'm in a state I've not felt into for so long. This is crazy stuff. This has got some vibes from the 2015 gazing era. So just wide and casual. It's like my heart qi is just so well anchored. Perhaps it was the deer antler mega dose finally activating my heart well but I don't know I guess we'll see.

Like I'm seeing this as TCM sees it. TCM says that agitating heat disturbs the shen. When the heat is cooled down by resolving the unconscious conflicts then the shen is settled as an effect since the heat no longer raises up and scatters the shen. Like I'm just so chill I wouldn't be moved by anything bad now. I'm just in dynamic gaze all the time it feels like at baseline.

14/1/26

Yeah so the more I go through so called success stories from channels like Athena Raven the more obvious it's becoming about what they're actually doing.

I'll post a chunk of the transcript from the video "BLOCKED & GHOSTED? Everything Can Turn Around. Client SUCCESS Story 🙌 ✨️ SP Manifestion". There's no puncruation here since the transcript downloader doesn't add that in and I'm not editing it myself so you'll have to infer.

"I'm not going to use names or anything like that protect their identity as well just for privacy purposes but she's more than happy to share her experience here I always check with my clients before I share any of their experiences to make sure they're comfortable with that as well um this was someone by the way who her specific people um I guess it was always first up the specific person that she had been dating but also her father and a lot of the issues that she's been having with relationships was connected to stuff that happened with her father this very uh dysfunctional relationship she had with her dad and just basically ignoring her existence from her teens and so she took that pain with her that pain of being ignored and applied it to being blocked and being ghosted or going no contact and it just perpetually manifested the same sort of issues and Cycles which is often the case for all of us a lot of the issues that you guys are having in your relationships is stemming from stuff that happens in your childhood so we've addressed a few of that and she has done amazingly well so her story starts I see my life as a show and I am the main character in season one of the tiny diney show so we called it tiny dining it's like an in-joke that we have uh make this fun by the way she loves dinosaurs so the tiny diney show I met the man I'm going to marry before I had let go of any previous relationship traumas and childhood wounds shortly after our Short Time dating ended in season one I was diagnosed with cptsd and began watching videos on YouTube about manifesting an SP I started with Dylan James whose earlier content was very helpful he teaches how to regulate the nervous system and change subconscious beliefs around self-concept I religiously listened to his affirmations as I slept in hopes to change the course of season one I had hot and cold manifestations with my SP But ultimately I was only embedding further fear around my own feelings five months ago I saw my SP after a long period of Silence only for it to end in silence once again um oh sorry next message fortunately I found Athena and started having sessions with her we started by evaluating where my current state was and the root of my issues which came from childhood wounds with my dad one week after an inner child's hypnotherapy session my relationship with my dad did a u-turn and still continues to grow to this day I was however still reaching out to my SP every few weeks to once a month I did tell her off for doing this by the way I found out she's doing this no no stop reaching out to SP so um oh I stopped reaching out in March so yeah I stopped reaching out in March as I began to focus on the targets Athena set for me in my self-concept and inner child healing in the following month April my birthday month I began to see rapid self-improvements and growth there was a lot of Tears angry tantrums and generally built up emotions that needed to be felt and released and with Athena's guidance I let myself experience it without running away out of fear that I would ruin my manifestations in the last month the duration of May I stepped into what I now call my season two era I began talking to and seeing other people reorganizing my life my home my goals and preparing for University at the age of 28. on the 29th of May I had my latest step latest session with Athena surrounding my fear of ghosting where Athena squeezed out the truth behind my fears and set some challenges to shift those old perceptions five days later my SP reached out after five months of Silence I was triggered when he didn't reply again however I continued with the ghosting Challenge and realized the trigger came from my teen years two days later I woke up to millions of missed calls and messages from my SP trying desperately to contact me this is the beginning of my man entering my season two because the work doesn't stop there I am now fully invested in living my best life and going forward and going forward only not back into Old thought patterns and habits shifting is learning your feelings and thoughts don't hold you back being brave is doing it even when you feel scared and living your desired reality is as soon as you let it happen within you so that's what she shared with me so far and she had sent me some of the screenshots of the calls and I kid you not it was on um Facebook Messenger that tends to be where they communicate and it was call off the call after call after call messages and messages I'm trying to get hold of you I really miss hearing your voice should I be saying this or this barrage of messages all the time I think she was asleep when they were coming through and when she saw it she kept her call and she responded and she'd said oh yes you know and I've been good I've been busy uh whereas before it would have been that desperate energy then any time that he might have delayed responding it might have started to trigger in the past it would have really triggered her oh there's the old abandonment wounds again and then what would happen What had happened to her in the past when they had rekindled before it had gone back to silence but this time it has been the the level of communication has just increased increased increased and he is so keen and eager he had gone from nothing to suddenly he's arranging to meet up with or a desperate to meet up with her and she's keeping her cool with it bless her now she shared with me this voice note I have asked her if I can share it where she's continuing to talk about Coco Coco's having a sneeze um well she's continued to basically talk about how she's continuing with this challenge because if she continues with this challenge she's going to change her thought patterns and beliefs regarding ghosting that was that was where a big blockage of hers was we had healed so those childhood wounds she now has an amazing relationship with her dad who like I say went from not really acknowledging her resistance her existence a non-existent relationship with her father to now he is so keen and eager to meet up with her he was she was even telling me he was making pasta from scratch and making all her favorite foods and stuff just so Keen to spend time with her just a complete turnaround remember everyone is yourself pushed out once she changed the concept of herself and how she viewed relationship Dynamics healed those childhood wounds Dad starts to shift and conform now SP has started to shift and conform as well and is coming back full force and he never has before and anytime there's a slight delay in response she is attaching and challenging the meanings behind it so she doesn't fall back into Old patterns and how because it's too easy for us to do that it's too too easy for us to fall back into the old patterns of behavior and she's really really been consistent with that that's that's why she's had such success in in what I consider a short amount of time because we've only been coaching for a few months she wasn't like regularly regularly on it but I would keep her aligned I would keep on top of what she was doing as well shifting any thought processes and she kept herself accountable and kept up with the homework and the techniques and the tactics I had given her listening back to hypnosis as well continuing with the reprogramming and suddenly the resistance from that curtain of resistance was lifted everything was exposed to her and it's just continuing to grow even today it's just continuing in this upward trajectory so let me play this voice note I can't promise how clearly it's going to come out I'll try and put it near the speaker and she just shares about what she's been doing with regards to the challenge really really well like even though I've felt that fear you know like I feel it in my chest I can still sort of feel a little bit of it now right but it's been really easy to just sort of go oh what is it that's bothering me oh I'm bothered about Facebook why am I bothered about Facebook oh I'm bothered about if he decides to unfriend me again so I'm worried that he might change his mind why am I worried that he might change his mind oh because of like that on off relationship I had with my ex that's what this feels like also I'm actually just feeling that old wound that old fear that's what this is and it's like just been really easy to do that with myself like all day like even just now I was like oh what am I bothered about that he hasn't replied yet so oh so I'm feeling that worry if he might have changed his mind again oh that's just related to you know that that old relationship with that ex that did that to me all the time and then you know he reacted to my message or whatever literally just a second ago and I was like they're laughing like see see I told you you know how what I'm feeling isn't my reality it is you know ancient history from a completely different relationship and I feel really proud of myself but also I I can't thank you enough I need to send you a ginormous type like a ginormous Dino cake or something she knows I love cake and she loves dinosaurs so we have to we have to put the two together but essentially you can hear the a thought processor that she was going through because when we were talking about what was the meaning that you were applying to ghosting she didn't realize the fears that she actually had and a lot of my clients are like that at the surface level we don't often know what are the fears and the thoughts and the doubts we are having but I tend to analyze my clients um language their posture the way they talk about things I'll pick up on those inner beliefs and I'll question and our prod and I'll poke gently Jenny I'm always gentle not like poking it give me some answers interrogation but I will like just keep poking him for answers and when they start to process it and they start to answer the questions like she was doing it was all flooding out and then she realized where a lot of the wounds and beliefs were coming from and then we did some very sort of Deep dive challenge work where she was like oh my god I've had an epiphany and I didn't think about that and we turned it all around a lot of my clients actually have quite a lot of epiphanies when we do that deep dive challenge work because that is the problem when you are occupying a state of being blocked childhood wounds being triggered old relationship wounds coming back to haunt you you can only see the world from this limited perspective and you're focusing on everything negative with regards to that attaching more negative meaning which then triggers you even more and then what happens you perpetually ends up manifesting and manifesting the same Loop of behavior whereas when we start to challenge these and question ourselves realize where they're coming from sit with the feelings like she was saying I allowed her to sit with the feelings I say to you I always say in all my videos don't be afraid to grieve to mourn to cry to sit with those negative emotions and feelings to hear them out to allow yourself to release them because only then can you move on from your like she says season one to season two how can you move on from the past if you don't put a lot of that stuff to peace and I know a lot of coaches will perhaps have a go at you or say well this is also ignore your 3D you're thinking negatively you're messing up your manifestation and it's not true at all I've had a lot of clients and you will hear from other client success stories as well where they've had breakdowns they've been triggered a couple of times I've had to do emergency sessions with them because they were so triggered and literally it didn't I believe it that it didn't delay anything in their manifestation because we quickly realigned because we quickly challenged and got them back on track and within a few weeks after that bam SP comes."

Obviously there's discharge going on here. There's NO OTHER WAY to "drop importance" or change reactions (state) without cutting through the trash as we've all known for ages here. I've outlined every detail of HOW to do that, for free. The branched off people can still get outcomes but I will say that those people who branch off will never feel satisfied with whatever it is since they're still living in the lives and expectations of others. Branching off isn't success.

It's obvious to me here that almost all these successes that are spoken about require a discharge if there's significant charge present. This case seemed like it was significant. Just "sitting with feelings" I still find to be useless in most cases especially deep ones, where as my methods I've created to make that actually work properly through understanding implications and getting into the roots to cut through the core parts of the compromise is how you'd get places with this. Thing is that you need to go in as deep as possible to really get significant transformation. That's the hard part for most. Being able to touch on the trash without looking away. That seems to be what happened here. I don't want to fill my notebook up with stories from this channel but I thought it was useful to quote exactly what's going on and reveal what the seeming secret methods are. It still blows my mind that 99% of people don't actually know what's being taught in these videos and still just bypass their trash or dance around it. "It's all already done" and stuff like that you hear all the time, as though that is meaningful to them. Like I have issues with some things Raven says here but it's not bad or anything, it's really the people who follow this stuff that have been so propagandized by the trash in this space that it's all delusion. It's like coming on and playing games with them is the ONLY way to get places. I really hate the idea of even doing that, because I know it's not real but it's like the only way to get views. Speaking hard facts gets dislikes and unsubs and client stop flowing. Bank balance falls apart. It's like what else do you do? Raven seems to have a degree of authority to be able to come on and talk about challenging beliefs but since I make it a key point because it's really all that matters and doing it in the way I do is what turns most people away. They just can't take it, and so the delivery Raven has here is balanced enough to not lose authority it seems. There's slips in there about challenging things but the whole video isn't about it, though this one is more so about that. It's the success story that I believe was the only thing that made people listen, like an actual case study example to draw authority to results using the means spoken of. If I'd do that without data then it would be seeming theoretical from the viewer, even though it's the underlying principle that underlies all successes as I've obviously seen. Almost ALL cases that Raven talks about she speaks of "challenging beliefs". Well isn't that the point? Like no duh. So I mean what else do I say?

"Come on guys you just need to look at your reactions to life like NG says and look at the implications of what this feeling means about you and your life and what it would look like if you didn't conform to what it is expecting you to play out. If you make decisions that represent the importance of the expectation no longer mattering you'd get your SP back". If I said something clear like this I'd still get bood out because it's not "living in the end" like they think. It's INSANE! Bleh screw this space. Play games or lose. People to this day on coach forums STILL glaze Sammy mindless affirmations. One trick pony anxiety inducing fool. This is what we're dealing with. Get up on camera and tell them to be delusional and you win. The more insane you are about overpromising then the more they'll listen because it's stimulating. Absolutely insane.

I heard Raven was talking about how writing out stories that represent what you want to have happen that feels calm and almost playful. I've heard this as a common theme. Yeah, when you're in a playful state you're not agitated, at least not usually. Mania can still be playful and yet pathogenic but that's very uncommon I've not had anyone experience this, though I have in the past. You laugh at literally everything and you can't stop. You have such intense energy and you can almost command people without a shred of care about what they think. They can bend their knees and bow before you in this state I've found. It's not functional though, it's excessive heart activation. Healthy playfulness is in fact a sign of a functional shen and a nourished heart. Anything relating to enjoyment and healthy stimulus and satisfaction stems from the shen being anchored in the heart and nourished well. You cannot experience satisfaction any other way, Liver qi must also be freely flowing too, and kidney yang must be warming the spleen enough so you need all of it online but that's all going to go into supporting the shen being nourished. Believe it or not, lacking joy is actually something that can lead to dysfunction of the shen. Living in this deep dark state all the time is very very damaging to shen and thus Jing. That's how I lived basically all the up till I made my earliest videos. I still carry this with me from time to time, it's never really fully dissolved if I'm honest but I find it leads me to functional outcomes in various stages and so I don't really see it as an issue like it was before when I'd literally go after anyone needlessly because everything in life was so serious and dark. The world was run by Juize and we're all slaves and snacks to these people and everyone who wasn't fighting back was an enemy. That's still true though, but the thing is that the view on what that means about me changed. Nothing about that above statement is in error. That's 100% fact but the difference is that it's not hyper fixated and of massively overemphasized importance. We all need balance, and having lived in the hardcore side of revealing the system we live in for years which taught me a LOT, it wasn't balanced or functional and really it was just a way of making sense of my unconscious trash in a safe way. So the difference is that because you source supply of joy outside of these variables and not rely on being righteous for self value, then you can live without needing validation of those sides to feel somewhat satisfied. No wonder I ended up with bad heart fire and couldn't sleep more than a few hours a night for years. It sucked so bad I swear.

Anyway, satisfaction comes from a nourished shen. Nothing else. This is what I've learned. The shen MUST be stable as a goal of what this work does for us and opens up in us. I believe because of mentalism trash we've got a ton of people in the LOA space afraid of their real feelings and so they think that going into their unconscious trash will cause bad things. I've had clients avoid doing that work because they believe that intense feelings of fear and fury and all that will cause them bad outcomes. It will, if you allow it to control you but that's what it's always been doing anyway so it's not like you'll get any worse outcomes.

Here's another transcript. This client again went into the trash and cut through it according to how they applied themselves. Athena won't really tell you HOW deep they went but if it was effective then it would be to the roots. The client says they felt free after getting through all the fury which I know from experience is freeing as well. In this case it's likely a qi stagnation, and they had enough root pressure to facilitate the movement of that qi which the session focused on getting through. In the case with someone with minimal root pressure you're going to end up with lack and they won't reach roots and get caught up in the trash or branch off. Root pressure to illuminate the trash is necessary for effective results. Not a condition, just a mechanism of function, though if someone is genuinely over their trash then I believe that this can be overcome because I know I experienced this too.

"I first want to thank you Athena for all your help and guidance for your help guidance and continuous support to realizing my goals because without it I am sure I would not be where I am today when I was 16 I had a huge crush on a guy from my college we dated casually but being so young I was not ready for anything serious and neither was he plus coming from strict parents of traditional beliefs it made it very hard for us to be together fully and freely however we were on and off for about 6 months I ended up sabotaging the relationship back then as I cheated on him with a mutual friend from our social group I know he was heartbroken by this but looking back now it was my insecurities and beliefs I had about him and about men being players that led me to cheat thinking I would not get too attached thinking I would break this before he could it's weird when I think back to it as it was so long ago now and trying to make sense of my behavior is interesting because this guy was absolutely my first love yet I still went ahead and ruined things needless to say I was completely cut off from him after the incident we went to separate universities and the friendship group split so I never really saw how he was getting on never had ties to anyone who kept close with him however no matter who I dated no matter what I did or where I went to study he was always at the Forefront of my mind 15 years pass so this is for those of you who have had long gaps and you think your gap of one year or something is maybe long 15 years pass with no contact no connection but only my thoughts of him and my curiosity I had numerous relationships that just never seemed to develop into anything serious I always wondered what he would be up to and I set up a fake account on Facebook in the hope I could find him I did stumble upon his profile but it was hard to see much as it was private so my view was limited but the pictures I could see told me he was in a relationship and still looking as handsome as ever I felt so heartbroken BR en and was battling such immense guilt and self-loathing it was around this time I stumbled upon the laws at first I did what everyone seems to do manifest the text manifest them being obsessed I went to an array of coaches in my deep depression and angst eager to find something that clicked for me but none of them really helped affirmations made me become more obsessive and I couldn't keep up with the scripting tasks I was given some coaches told me it would be impossible to get him back and to focus on love in general and some told me the opposite but would tell me to use the full moon diets Etc to see my result it felt so fruitless and so exhausting and I still felt absolutely awful I think finding his social media and seeing him happy with someone else was the Catalyst for turning my curiosity into anxiety and constant spirals a year later I was still no close closer to realizing any of my goals and I was feeling worse about my SP situation this is about the time that I stumbled across Athena a friend of mine recommended her work the fact that mental health would be addressed was a big attraction for me as I was uh sorry for me as I felt so bad I was losing weight unable to function and just really beating myself up with the negative thoughts the negative selft talk and the hatred for my past actions even anti-depressants were not cutting it for me as I coached with Athena we started off weekly for the first two months I felt a sense of calm and an inner knowing that I was in good hands this time suddenly I had a coach who told me not to fear suppress or block out the negative thoughts but to invite them in I was so surprised as it contradicted everything previous coaches told me in fact I was told off so much about my negative thoughts that I became so fearful of them fearful of them even manifesting so we looked into my thought patterns we established the way sorry we established why I act in the way that I do in relationships and ascertain where the beliefs came from which already made me feel better we tended to my inner child and we challenged those beliefs to death it was emotionally draining but so so healing I would expose myself daily to the challenge work and the challenge work we covered in session and eventually my mind would not even go to the negative thinking patterns anymore it was absolutely incredible we also worked on my selfworth which was so key because I had been so hard on myself I lost sight of anything good the more we worked on my mental health and understanding of the law the easier I found it to imagine and focus on what I wanted more and more and to take that state on for months I struggled with this because my anxi my anxious mind would keep telling me it was impossible ible look he's moved on look it's been years he's not talking to you look you don't even know where he lives it was horrible but as we worked together as we challenged as we healed my anger and gave my old story closure I was suddenly free like a bird able to spread its wings again and fly into the Limitless skies I felt Limitless and I just believed something within me clicked I can't describe it but I was no longer afraid or doubting I am guessing this is the Sabbath But ultimately I just felt good and I knew our paths would cross 8 months later I see my other goals unfolding I was gifted a lovely car from my uncle which was random but a manifestation I was aiming for as I never owned my own car and I was sick of getting trains everywhere or depending on other people for a ride I moved to a beautiful apartment I never thought I would be able to afford this was in a comp complex I had been eyeing up for months and unbeknownst to me my friend had bought the property and was renting it out M rates so I could live there without sorry so I could live there without even going into debt I will one day own a property here but for now I am content I was gifted a free TV brand new even received a free trip to Spain I was doing as Athena advise focusing on focusing on using the law regularly for all sorts of things and not being so obsessed with SP work was going really well also and I just got another promotion all due to me focusing my attention on where I wanted it to be it was hard I had doubts but I kept strong and Athena would tell me off in a funny way which always boosted my mood and helped to keep me realigned when I spoke to Athena about it she could see I was on the verge of losing sight of my goals again she got me to focus on what I wanted and we did some third party we did some third party work so I would not put all my attention on this obstacle and not see it as a threat I was also tempted to start manifesting a text from him but this was a noo yeah she very she very nearly started going to oh let's manifest that I hear from him like no no no no way so I stayed true to my end and I felt calm and at peace once again in fact I was so proud of myself I didn't even check his social media two weeks following the party I get a call and it was from my SP I didn't recognize the number and was totally caught off guard when I answered the call to hear his voice it seemed he had gotten my number from our mutual friend at the party and wanted to ask me if I'd be willing to have a catch up I took him up on the offer and we met up for a coffee a couple of days later it was difficult but I didn't ask him anything about the third party although I was tempted I was also a little worried he might bring up the past but again there was no mention of it no mention of the heartache I caused him and I didn't feel connected to that old story anyway as I had revised it and I had forgiven myself he proceeded proceeded sorry he proceeded to compliment me told me he was thinking of me and missing me over the years and that he felt sad that we had lost touch he wanted to see me and just mend things he was really impressed how well I was doing and he told me about his business he had set up but then I was thrown a bit of a bombshell he was engaged to the third party I couldn't help but react internally I felt sick but externally I remained calm and congratulated him I then went crying to Athena we worked again on my limiting beliefs around third party and I realized that although I felt good and strong with my other desires when it came to this spe this specific person I still fell out of my state feeling inadequate and not chosen I still had fear around him and still placed him above myself we realigned again and I continued strong not reaching out to him not chasing not even obsessing about it I felt good as nice as as nice as that coffee date was I didn't hear anything again from my SP for another three months he then texted me out of the blue to say he had seen something that reminded him of me and we proceeded to chat from there he told me he was having issues in his relationship and that things had been tough for a while now in my heart I wasn't surprised to hear this as I had convinced myself that their relationship was not meant to be they seemed too different and hadn't been living together long before getting engaged so it became clear that living together meant a lot of ugly things came to the surface I helped him through it as a good friend putting my feelings aside for now I love him and I wanted him to be happy I never wished I never wished him or his fiance anything bad but I was always convinced that they would not find happiness with each other and it was looking like this was coming to be I knew in my heart the outcome I just knew it I didn't even spiral anymore I didn't even worry about time or focus on anything but my goals knowing it would happen at the perfect time and it did his relationship broke down and I have been there to help him through it he admitted to me after he saw me again at the party that all the feelings came flooding back and he knew his engagement was a f that he was going with the wrong person and he was trying to process all these emotions this is why he reached out after the party but also why he went ghost for 3 months after our coffee meeting I laughed because he said he was convinced I cast a spell over him something"

Well that's not the whole thing but you get the idea. So the core threads here is cutting through the trash as we know and she also focused on "goals" AKA satisfying implied involvement which provides value and vitality and flow. Without that then often times you get stuck fixating on needing someone as your supply instead of being it yourself. So many fail to listen when I tell them to take action in ways that's satisfying and yet it's in case studies like this even from other coaches. So like what's not working? Why is that bad? Sounds like more ignorant foolish comments coming from compromise to me.

Did some more advanced pathway work and shed some tears. All I had was the compromise pattern surface and I recognized what the implications were and I accepted them and that acceptance was what led me to "let go" of the importance and it came out in a few tears. Happened very fast. I find that if you lack liver blood or lung qi and yin then this will be very difficult to actually let go. You will WANT TO and even TRY TO FORCE yourself to let go but you won't be able to. I've had literally like ruthlessly hardcore attempts to TRY to cry and let out the trash but I couldn't for the life of me. Been there before. You need kidney yin to nourish all blood especially liver blood. If you want to transform your trash then nourish yourself by moving physically in ways that moves currents and builds fluid to carry the trash out. We cry for a reason. The Daoist alchemy text I read some years back told me that the tears carry heat out of the meridians that it's stuck in. The fluid is the carrying vessel for the conditioning basically, and so once again this isn't a limiting belief or limit on our ability to transform spontaneously, but being real here it's something I've had immense amounts of experience with WELL BEFORE I knew that or even had any thoughts of such. Everything in our field geo represents something in the world, and our bodies are a representation of all of these invisible thematic currents. If you don't have the ability to shed tears then that pathway for purgatory will not work, though that's not saying you CAN'T get over your trash and resolve it but it's just that this pathway probably won't be the one at least in the condition you're in at that time.

15/1/25

Made a whoopsie and edited the notebook with course notes. I've got like 8 shopify tabs open and sometimes lose track of what's what when they all have the same editor open.

Anyway today I just wanted to touch once more on this idea. Whenever your back is against the will and you have nowhere to go you'll often have a spontaneous acceptance on the spot that you don't have to compromise anymore. You just let it go on the spot without making a big deal about it. You just do it without question because it's necessary to survive basically, though not everyone experiences this. I find if your root pressure is significant enough then you'll have these spontaneous overflows of current driving insights when the catalyst surfaces that trash to be seen. It's like you're ripe to transform it but you're almost in this limbo state of not willingly approaching it but that you're also ready to face it when pressure shows up. That's kind of what this is like. I find that the thing that initiates this is massive qi flow. Like when you really get flushed spontaneously (not in a traumatizing way but when you're in a place where your back is against the wall and it's either compromise and suffer or get over your trash there and then) then all the trash will just be eradicated. You'll feel the unresolved conflicts surface but it won't be as "big" which I believe is once again because the nourishment is available but hasn't been directed correctly and the initiating factor that made it surface was the back against the wall situation. It works the same mechanism. In that place you'll be more willing to make meaningful decisions because you have no other option. I find placing yourself in these situations is VERY functional and expanding. That is what I did in the early days of getting over my trash as I've explained. I threw myself into situations where I'd be forced to face my trash and have no way out. That's ideal. I've been looking for inner methods to make this work but it's so unreliable that in pretty much all cases implied involvement that's meaningful in this way will be the best bet to impacting radical change.

Another point that's useful is to find examples of what you want that's already out there you can surface as to the feeling of, things that support a functional life as the person you see in your personal vision. We're not doing this for comparison but to reveal a deeper self.

The method of dipping toes into the deep end of the water is simply this. This is the method I've personally been using lately to explore more to gain understanding of further levels of conditioning and where I've got importance that's needless and pathogenic. I basically just observe my reactions to life as NG says, though I recognize where I express with charge AND repetition. Those expressions hold importance the most, and I also look at in that place who I'm pleasing (if I get any clear insight that is) to get deeper into the innate feeling underlying that. I'll see the implications surrounding this feeling in all aspects of my life which resonate to that current to build greater context as I go deeper and then you reach a certain threshold of putting yourself against that wall pretty much like I said earlier. You pretty much confront yourself internally with all the trash and be your own critic. Doing it willingly is far more functional than waiting for deep dips. I observed the instances in my past where I had intense spirals and what I experienced and what brought out the pressure the most there and basically replicated what the context and pathway leading was like but through a willing means. I will argue that this is actually what people do when they're operating from function unconsciously automatically. They won't willingly do this but they'll "know" these things that are felt as the currents surface in the associated channels and almost have an automatic context leading pathway that runs in them to negate importance of the trash on the spot. Now this isn't something that everyone does all the time but it's a thing that I've observed enough to know the functions for here.

You're defining the thematic composition of your field geometry. If you apply this along with observing your repeated habits that you know don't work, I'll make it obviously click with what's going on.

What comes out of your mouth and the actions you take reveals how you feel. Nothing is a better barometer of being in the state than who you're being consistently. Observing your reactions to life is the beginning of that.

Think of this. We're not consciously relaxing to avoid pressure but mediating pressure so that we relax at baseline because we think what we feel via implication and meaning. The thoughts should stem from the feeling of availability and what's implied through crossing the threshold.

Record yourself speaking day to day and listen back and be critical of the things you're saying and understand where they come from. I did this years back and it helped. I'd record myself for a few hours as I went on random walks and learned more about my conditioning this way.

16/1/25

Those who die in battle go to Valhalla (heaven). State overlaps. It's a term that defines the Crucifixion in scripture. Same thematic process.

So I've been doing more study on other countries with how women act there and overall they're far more sub than here. Why? What's the difference. I'm going to argue it's through cultural conditioning the most, and not just trash parenting because there's unavailable parents across the board all over the world. Why do I say that? Well I'd say it's because there's consequences. Feminism is mostly a western ideology that's backed by money from prominent Juize peddling such, and I will also argue that women who they're they're exempt from this programming aren't exempt from that influence. I KNOW MANY women, in their early 20's especially, who get paid ENORMOUS amounts of cash and well over what most guys their age get paid and this sets an expectation that they don't "need" men to provide and be the status. Basically because the status of women have been artificially inflated so high through social and economic circles mostly, then the necessity for them to "look up" to guys their age is gone. They don't need to and they've been given options to operate in the system and be rewarded for it or deny that system and deny the rewards just to maintain their view. So I ask this question. WHEN and at WHAT POINT did their view get warped ON MASS? I'm talking upwards of 65% who have this warped ideology. Well it happened most likely initially through media influence and then rewards from the social and economic circles as mentioned before. In my limited experience from my time growing up in the mid 2010's in highschool myself and watching the attitude of various women shift over time it was clear that the ones who were the most warped were influenced the most through their family conditioning and then social expectations, mostly through their perceived appearance on social media and this need to compete. When women get in competition to THIS DEGREE and want to one up the other not just for the attention of the guy they want (which is really in most cases really unnecessary anyway) but for a sort of status that's not even feminine in nature anyway, then it begins to spiral where their worth comes from having that social validation above anything else. This has become standard now, but what I observed, likely on the edge of this becoming a REAL BIG issue (it already was but not as much as now), is that the ones who didn't partake in that online space for views (likely again to make conscious and process father figures not being there and needing to compete for attention among other factors) didn't often have this inflated sense of self and were VERY sub by nature. You'd never get that now on mass, because there's every reason to partake in that social conditioning system and for women to begin to compete for status and that it's supported and funded by Juize, just like the trannie clinics from Weimar days. The big bad painter mostly burned texts from these people, wonder why. Big bad painter bad, only to the ones who profit and benefit of course.

Here's the deal. Most of the time now you as a man have had taken every opportunity that's meaningful away from you at baseline availability to have and expand status and development to grow a solid figure that will be attractive and powerful. Women have had everything handed to them. Most who don't have experience with this will say that's just trash coming from my lacks but it's the fact of how things are. I know women here in their early 20's who make significantly more than I do with this work by sitting around doing nothing of real value. I knew women who were in their early 20's when I studied remedial massage back at TAFE who made over 6 figures. I didn't know ANY guys who weren't big in business who made that much. Not one. The only 6 figure earners I know who were in their early 20's back then were people who got paid for qualifications they'd not even attained yet. I'm talking over 300k a year as an undergrad. It's insane and they're all women. I don't know any guys who get paid that much. I remember her attitude was very competitive, and she was also a migrant as well. She doubted the validity of my work when I got discussing the subject of psychology and such, since that was part of what she was involved in. I know a practicing therapist who gets paid more than me by a large amount and has basically a zero % success rate. I asked what methods she works with and they're all useless trash. It's all a scam and it's all subsidized by tax money that I'm expected to pay. It's insane. The men are taxed to support the women earning a ton. Women are the ones who are involved in these higher education fields the most now and that's why they're making so much because it's supported and when they're away from any meaningful responsibility then they'll just keep feeding into this self exalted view and expect the had to commit when he has no intention of sticking around with someone like her. It's because her father figure wasn't there and she needs to compete for attention and getting this guy to FINALLY commit will make her satisfy that condition when in fact that's the delusion. SO MANY women in their 20's and even 30's are in this bucket.

Just noticed this trend again. Those who don't have a critical view of things socially and culturally (modernity) will be unable to see the obvious but it's becoming normal to for the cracks to form even in the normie. The zoom guys are more aware because their lives on mass suck like nothing else imaginable on mass and so obviously when things are trash you'll look for solutions, like I did. The women don't see the issue because they're the ones mostly who have been conditioned the most, and men are the undernourished weak cucks who have been so heavily conditioned to see themselves as less valued and it's just widening the status gap where the IMPLICATIONS and UNDERLYING THEMATIC SUGGESTIONS that are presented by the idea of modern zoom guys to these women is just gross and useless trash to be discarded. We are expected to just conform when everything around us is dragging us down. As I said before, you need to not even bother playing the game and simply train the women who show up into the role they're designed for. You'll basically need to be their father figure, provided that you as a guy can put your abusive controlling mother in her place which is mostly how you'll psychologically grow up. That's what I learned years back was what I was most afraid of. I didn't want to lose her approval and that's what bound me for so long into staying as an underdeveloped boy basically being a weak fool who had no true foundation to stand on. I intellectually knew a ton but that all fall down the moment things got real. I had no frame which is why I crumbled into a pile of ash as soon as any women would show interest in me. It was like I was dying and I couldn't take it. Now after feeling all that fury towards my abusive parents I got clarity on the fact that it's nothing that I need to hold as important. That fury was the catalyst to initiate the barrier and boundary and space I never got and so as I experienced that for real it satisfied the condition to remove their influence like parasites leeching off of me for years screwing up everything that was good in my life. It was them who did this to me and every client I speak to who's a zoom guy all tell me the same thing.

The fact is that almost all of them tell me at the start that their parents weren't abusive but as soon as I start asking questions and poking holes in that narrative and take queues from what they're suggesting their story to be I can ascertain where they feel vulnerable. As soon as I poke those holes they begin to fall apart and accept that they're actually heavily conditioned without knowing it. They were all controlled and influenced by overbearing parents and the mother who plays the overbearing role who's always watching and in control of every decision you make as she molds you into her image of safety (my conditioning) it means the father figure was also very weak to pull her into line to not be such a dysfunctional mother. The mother thinks in many instances that it's what she thinks is best is what's best for the son but it's always just to satisfy unresolved conflicts in her own mind. This is why it's SO IMPORTANT for men to actually own their role and act as the balancing role for meaningful guidance and leading the family unit.

Modern zoom guys MUST grow up by being the self directed and led man they never were able to be when they were growing up. This is in my opinion the chain of influence that's been wrecking the west for so long now. Financial difficulties are felt the hardest, then relationships, then overall social and familial ties. Family issues have always existed but not to this degree.

17/1/26

So here's what's going on. Belief and thought and all of that is activation of thematically associated meridians firing. Pathways cascades firing. This will induce thought. You think what you feel, even unconscious feeling. You believe what you feel. Changing so called beliefs is moving currents and stabilizing new "states" of charge, new pathway cascades, that align correctly to the innate thematic sequence which when ripe will naturally activate the currents to drive who you're being. You're getting into tune with who you innately are by dissolving the trash in circuits that don't need to be there. So really all this is doing is discharging excess and or stagnant charge and allowing the innate charges to activate the channels when ripe. Belief shifting has everything to do with working this mechanism, and the mechanism is crossing a threshold to go "into" the state and mediate the pressure there. Unless you go INTO it FULLY (go all the way) then you're not mediating charge in any meaningful way. This is why action in the world that elicits these responses is the most powerful way to do it reliably IF you have that available since there's no run away from pressure switch in your mind you can use to back off the pressure. This is in a large part what I did to get over my deep trash in the past, willingly placing myself in experiences that were challenging and cutting through that trash on the spot. You need to feel that threshold come up, and clients that I talk to say it's as I describe. It's like their body feels really intense like it's on a threshold of some explosion. This is the illuminating starlight lighting up your circuits for flushing and if you make that step and cross that threshold then you're going to be transformed. We cannot transform ourselves, we need God. Exposing yourself to God is moving pressure, is crossing that threshold, is showing faith mechanically. They're the same function. Going all the way activates this mechanism but it's up to you to lead yourself into that space and cut through the trash.

I'm building another method to reliably lead someone there and get them into state streak by using certain sequences of currents that activate what needs to move by drawing great contrast so they can see wider and be moved accordingly.

Truly all the data I've been through and client stories, it takes revealing contrast between where you're at now and the vision to elicit a meaningful response to WANT to cut through conditions. I KNOW that trying to relax and ignore that contrast only causes pseudo satisfaction to be how you live and yet we've been told to ignore that. Most of the successes that I've heard from other coaches who have actual results to almost always have SOME form of higher purpose that a client is playing out outside of wanting to do it for the person or whatever. That's important. We shouldn't just bring up the trash but also just the recognition between where we are now vs where our vision is for our lives on the regular.

Go into high pressure spontaneously by leading pathways into contrast barriers and done properly will lead to relaxation into more of a yin state of satisfaction. Living in a sort of needless relaxation that's meaningless and pseudo satisfaction will be all you get because the mediation of pressure is being ignored.

Building out this business program has made me really challenge and dig into time management.

Also pathway revision in essence should usually end up with you experiencing something that leads you to crossing that threshold as though it was actually happening like physical experiences where that same high energy heightened awareness comes up and you're on that moment of knowing you should step over that line but also hesitating and avoiding it and staying safe. That threshold should always be the target of how this work is applied, given all the data I've been through now on what comes as a result of crossing that threshold shamelessly, or at least the best you can go all the way through it.

The more I break down how intuitive impulse works the more I begin to notice the sensation of that sudden rising feeling of necessary movement is almost the same as when you have a high contrast experience between where you're at now vs where you want to be surface. It's often a similar feeling that I'm pretty close to calling them the same thing. What if II (intuitive impulse) as actually a suggestion that's unconsciously registering a necessity to act spontaneously towards expansion? I mean that's what it's been characterized as from the start really but I say that it's likely due to some environmental trigger to bring out the suggestion and the response. There must be charge being felt, activation of some current that leads you into movement towards expansion. This can be the Jing or or can be a conflict resolving mechanism. The nature of it doesn't matter. The point is responding to it and following through with that ripe response is where the meaning of it comes through.

Moving with ripe pressure when surfaced is what leads to naturalness. Every time I have to come on and log down something here I feel that same sensation except it's almost entirely unconscious now. I just "feel" the need to get an idea out because that rising sudden importance hits me. I don't consciously even think about it when it happens much I just do it. In the beginning I'd have to cross thresholds consciously to involve but now involvement is automatic since the currents have well established channels that can clearly flow through in comfort. This seems to be the goal of all of the work we do here is establishing clarity and natural spontaneous movement that's automatic. Actions and such that come from a state are these ripe currents surfacing to drive who we are being. The thematic sequencing the Jing unfolds through determines the innate self making itself known and as clarity is attained you embody more of that nature. All the capacities exist so all we need to do is accept them and allow them to drive us. Implied involvement state streak is the most powerful way to establish comfort through crossing the threshold that means the conditions against that natural striving can become natural and automatic for us to WANT to involve in. That's a pretty good summary of all the points I've been building on for a while now in refining further. RS has gotten so well refined it's taking what use to be separate parts and combining their meaning into one function and then tracing that function continually through how all the parts here add into the totality of successful application.

Remember the people who get results seemingly without "effort" are already either on the edge of that threshold and were ripe to cross it (less than 4% of people are even close to that) or they were already there and the methods they applied where the state making itself known to them. Nothing special. The mechanics are what they are.

One thing I've noticed through all the representation of women in the psychological field (who I know many zoom women here who get paid more than anyone else I know who works a job and aren't even qualified yet) is that the doctrine has shifted to being more tolerance and acceptance without judgement. Let me tell you. I know 3 local therapists who are younger (one older) women and many down south who people I've spoken to know who are all women and from what I've heard of their services and "therapy" it's NOT going to work for 99% of people. I know even clients of mine who tell me as women that they want to get into the field of psychology ESPECIALLY CHILD PSYCHOLOGY (again I know many who get paid A TON for that and get gov kickbacks on top) because they want to supposedly help the people who they wish they had to help them. It's really not actually something that's stemming from function but out of a need to fix other peoples problems that don't need fixing. Why do I say that? Because in the modern psychology field child so called therapists have NO CLUE how to handle leading pathways of children who have faced traumatic experiences in a functional way and really if we're honest children SHOULDN'T be in therapy until they're at LEAST 16. Why? Because it's going to cause conflicts in the house they're growing up in and especially for younger boys where they really don't have any financial independence to have their own space to grief safely (I never did that's for sure and that screwed me up real bad because ANY signs of showing I was breaking the control systems of the home was met with me being crushed and shut down immediately in savage ways so I know what it's like) which is why introducing fuel onto a fire like that without any way of opening up their horizons is just not functional. It CAN lead to that young guy becoming far more aware of his conditioning and making far more functional decisions but as I said unless that's got a means of expansion to grow into away from the home they're growing up in then it's going to likely end up causing deeper conflicts. If that young guy had his own space to be then it wouldn't be as much of an issue but it's basically impossible for anyone who's 16-18 to even have a chance at having that now. Younger women in therapy wouldn't be much better off, and really what they need is a functional father figure to be there. Without that then if you ask me no amount of therapy would be useful for someone of that age range since they NEED leadership present to not end up being self centered and rewarded for it and then bypass even the need for therapy since their pathology turns into their strengths.

This is why I'm very critical of modern psychology that's dominated by feminist views and lacks meaningful critique. Being "empathetic" isn't the point, nor is telling someone to "handle their feelings" better a functional response because that can mean very different things for different people. Classifying various psychological states as X Y Z as a diagnosis isn't useful either really. The means of transformation is always the same. You need to get real with how you feel innately and willingly place yourself under pressure to meaningfully cut through the expectations to compromise for the lives of other people. This allows natural striving to play out and thus the satisfaction can flow.

Men without a means of display of power cannot compete and play their role. Men are designed to be a force of power and have that on display, not because of ego but because it's functionally how power dynamics are established and known and the IMPLICATION of that thematic being available for women is what makes them chase men. They don't chase guys who don't display that. This is why if you know what fantasies women play out in their minds these days (sexually related based on for example most sold erotic fiction, let's just be real here) it's almost entirely way way way over the top fantasies of basically INSANELY hyper masculine scenarios that most women in the past wouldn't have even imagined to feel something. Why? Because the power floor has been lifted up so high above the average man in what they can provide that the stimulation to active those kidney meridian circuits that resonate to displays of power are so desensitized that the "average" man provides next to nothing. Men have a similar issue by the way now these days since they can't get any real action then the need for stimulus goes way up so having warped power dynamics only ruins the kidney heart connection that's required to actually feel meaningfully satisfied. Why did I bring that up? Because it's something that reveals just how out of balance the dynamics are, and the extents that both sides of the spectrum have fallen into (especially women as we know) in order to feel SOME form of place within that dynamic. These women are so innately starved of this display of MEANINGFUL activation of the displays of authority unconsciously that they're turning in on themselves. I mean most younger zoom women are chasing the chads because that's what their point of comparison is, and so in their fantasy scenarios it's like hyper masculine qualities that only feel stimulating and satisfying since that's the availability that's felt. They need higher and higher levels of contrast to feel their innate role to be satisfied. This is why it's so off the charts now and will only get worse. Without men playing their role nothing can change. It starts with men growing up, as I said yesterday, because women won't willingly change when there's nothing to gain by doing that for them in this place.

Competition, judgement, hierarchy, status and authority that's earned and displayed. These qualities aren't valued in meaningful ways now. Solipsism is the opposite of judgment where everyone's views are validated as correct. So called empathy is glorified as some higher standard of interaction over reality and challenging the beliefs of others. Therapists who are functional are not just there to say how sorry they are that someone went through something bad, but they're there to challenge the meaning of that experience in that persons life and reveal the power dynamics. This is literally what effective pathway revision is doing, it's a highly masculine process. Yes there is feeling of current and there is allowing space and safety but that's to enable the deeper work to be done on transforming meaning. Women overall are less supportive of competition, especially competition that challenges their views. They are generally for silencing free speech, despite what most may think. Women simply cannot meaningfully be held accountable and ANY MAN worth their salt who is real will agree. They simply as a majority cannot be held to account. This is where the issue is, because overcontrolling mothers will silence the boy and that means they grow up feeling unsafe to speak freely against dysfunctional women and so will tolerate trash and be stood on to continue to be seen by them since they still want to be seen by women but it's this dichotomy of compromising to get that attention that drives men crazy. Yeah men are also whacked in so many ways in their own right when denying their real feelings and being dysfunctional and abusing substances especially to numb out root pressure to transform but I believe that's more so a function of revealing the authority and status shift they've accepted and live in the lives of others needlessly.

So it's obvious then how to solve it but it's probably the hardest thing to do for most men because it means facing criticism. I'm in a space where these views I speak of now are highly criticized since this is a highly feminine field. This is why almost all the coaches who are men are totally feminized and lack any meaningful critical thinking. The ones who were in this game are now gone and have moved on and so here I am once again in a field that isn't valuing real work that's designed for transformation over just needless meaningless solipsistic views and validations. Fools like Tom Karen need to get criticized in a public display and schooled, among many others. They'll get away with it because it's rewarded. This is what I mean. The world we live in is HIGHLY feminized. It's so obvious. Real critical views that cut through the trash and shut down because it shines the light on dysfunction that they cannot accept about themselves. Solipsism if rewarded because it offends nobody. The less you offend people the more feminine you are. The more you offend people in MEANINGFUL WAYS the more masculine you are, since this is polarity dynamics in how those roles manifest. We NEED a strong masculine view in the LOA space that's got the truth to cut through the trash but that view will face enormous criticism all the way until they eventually either cave in and accept it or they just remove their view from it. This is the issue that RS faces, a community that's in extreme denial of their true nature and the solution hurts too much to accept.

I guess this is just how things are. Compromise and fit in with the feminine reality and be rewarded or have the guts to be real and be punished. This is what most modern men face, they see the trash but pointing it out and playing their roles is shut down and punished and economic value is cut off from that man who dares to challenge the views and systematically tear it all down until there's nothing left. I'm challenged with a decision on where to take the channel. I know that if I enter the finance space I'll be rewarded but I won't have the benefits of broad reach in the LOA NG space I have now. I really don't want RS to become a financial model that's not my intention though that audience will reward this work more so than the SP crowd. The SP crowd are the most dysfunctional people I know.

Inclusive and tolerance is feminine. We're all expected to tolerate dysfunction when we see it and not shine the illuminating light on that to reveal all the degeneracy for what it is. The shadows are afraid of losing their darkness. The modern nanny state of Aus is a feminine example that's designed to keep abused men from overbearing mothers in their place. It's all playing off psychological weaknesses. It starts with men cutting out the influence from their abusive family. It's just everywhere. It's so obvious to see the polarity dynamics playing out. We must not tolerate inclusion. Tolerating inclusion is accepting feminine qualities and forfeiting your role to stay safe, AKA you've accepted the conditions of the expectations to not rock boats. Judgement is how expansion is made. This is why my methods and interpretation of NG isn't accepted because it's not inclusive of this universal solipsistic "everyone is correct" idea. The idea that everyone has a personal reality where their beliefs are always true but that's not true. I know what that really means and it's not that universal metaphysical alchemical truths are replaced but that the biases and conditioning we have will be reflected back, as well as what's functional. Thematic supply/demand. It's not even that everyone is correct and true but that truth is always available in contrast to the dysfunction. It's that the appearances and the feelings that this evokes that triggers matters more than the truth underlying that which RS has revealed so clearly in the mechanics. Our feelings aren't correct in anything other than what they reveal about our relationship to the fixed functions of the innate nature. They will deny an innate nature and claim it's able to be shaped to any form but this isn't true. Men overall are interested in facts and functions over feelings and relative truth in the moment, as in what's not just convenient but what's necessary to bring about a wider vision. These are the things we miss.

If you're honest and you look at the collective you will see nothing but feminine traits propagated. This is undeniable. These facts refute the idea that we personally manifest the collective experience because we don't and cannot and NG himself spoke about things he cannot change in the world like the economy. He said it was a function of this world to be like this, thus why it's called the fiery furnaces and how the law is "only to cushion the blows of life". This is all pointing to the masculine truth of function and form over solipsistic relativity of how everyone has their own little magical bubble of fantasy they can project and live in devoid of any meaningful responsibility. Those who preach this and continue to do so are the ones who are rewarded by being this way. In a world where such out of balance dysfunction isn't tolerated then we wouldn't have the Sammy Ingram's of this world making multi 6 figures preaching mentalism and solipsism on camera to millions of people and ruining their lives. It's only when feminized reality fails them so hard that they will begin to see through the cracks but not until the end where the contrast is most obvious between where they are and where they needed to be.

Why should I be punished for pursuit of unpopular and uncomfortable truths in a space that's filled with solipsistic relativity loving fools who are so conditioned that hurting anyone's feelings is seen as evil and against so called divine order of love being above all. Love isn't feminine lovey dovey soft caring empathetic type love but instead love is actually the intense fury for expansion and meaning that's illuminating to what is innate within us. Love is the light of God that the plant growing from the Christ seed needs. It's not nurturing in the sense of motherly type caring love (though that's one aspect of it in balance) but that it's merciless and unrelenting in the illumination and expansion of our individualized nature. Love is cutting through dysfunction to reveal what's always innate and functional within. That's where REAL "unconditional" love is, because as I've said love stems from activating illuminating current which is why I say without God we are powerless. We need the "love" and approval of God (by operating correctly and willingly participating in that expansion) in order to receive it. The alchemist has made this clear too. Love isn't tolerance and acceptance (though again that's an aspect of the whole) but ruthless unrelenting pursuit for expansion above all else, which we know is about illumination to "grow" the seed within in truth and function the way it's designed to be. It's the removal of all solipsistic projections. The fixed functions grow through receiving unconditional love but that's only accessible through crossing the threshold. This is why your body feels very intense when you're in that energy of expansion that's meaningful. That IS God providing you with unconditional love, which is "the promise" and "the law". Do you see now? This is really how metaphysically things work. The world is the problem, not you. You're punished for being to real in a world caught up in superficial appearances and not offending anybody and feeling "negative", This is the solution.

Do be aware that this is all designed by factions in this world called Tal Juize as I say who are manifestations of disorder who manifest these imbalanced states we inherit at this time. The feminization of the world, especially western world views, has happened before even back in the days of ancient Rome and was warned about ahead of time. These cycles have played out throughout history. Scripture in dual seedline doctrine reveals this, though of course the racist ideology is negative and evil and by me talking about that I get shut down for being brutally real about how the world works. It's already happened before to me but I regained control quickly and it's not really an issue now though a large chunk of my dedicated audience bailed out from RS when they heard that. How childish. No discussion, no argument, no reasoning, just bad feelings and hissy fits.

If you're a man and your woman doesn't treat you like the leader in the house then you've either failed your role to train her or you've got damaged goods. I've changed mine a lot. It's absolutely possible. You just need to learn everything I've spoken about here and apply it and be willing to have those tough talks and just don't give a damn, If she actually wants you then she'll accept her place, or she'll bail out and you'll be for the better. Mine was "trained" this way and it worked. If I as someone not even close to being a chad type conventionally speaking can do it so can you. That fire within you that you walk with will carry you. I know this from experience, despite the BP space saying it doesn't work. I don't give a single damn what they think at all I know what works and I'll stand on that till the end no matter who supports that or not. Your woman needs to drop her power complex and you need to own that role and be responsible. If you cannot be responsible then you're going to lose respect. Start by eradicating the influence of your family and go from there. That's my advice from having had nothing to having a functional relationship with a trained woman. She was never really someone who had tons of needless self authority but now it's healthy in her life and she's more excited to play her role and she actively seeks to please me and tells me things that I'd rarely hear before. It's not difficult to get here but it takes courage, crossing that threshold of disapproval, but that fear when you cut through it is what earns you the respect since you embody those currents and empower your kidney heart circuit which is where this power comes from.

Most "personality disorders" come from people who live in abuse adaptation.

I want to point this out here too. Reading about boundaries from most psychology texts is painful trash. Boundaries are something that people who have accepted the implications of what compromise means about them will automatically default to appeasing the crossing of their self respect threshold over and over and often looking back after it's happened will recognize where they went wrong but on the spot in the moment when the opportunity to make a valuing decision and keep their self respect threshold in play they'll compromise over and over. The moment someone consciously and willingly approaches this scenario and crosses that threshold of enforcing a boundary that was lost to keep expectations happy will begin the innate sense of boundaries to spring forward automatically. It was already there, always innate, but you let conditions dictate the rules. So once again, when the currents that feel more important and stand out in activation run your default response (state) then you'll compromise but then those importance variables are seen through, cut through, and ultimately eradicated by repeatedly crossing that line and being willing to face disproval without a damn, then you will automatically end up with solid boundaries. We don't "learn" to instill ANY of these innate functions through reading about how they work and trying to operate that way when opportunities show up. Unless that activates this mechanism then you get nowhere. It ALWAYS requires you to meaningfully cross the threshold into self acceptance and to feel that highly charged state when you make it. That heightened awareness has MASSIVE power to shift pressure because IT IS you FEELING that IMPORTANCE of that variable DIRECTLY. It is you entering into the devils den and yet cutting through the meaning by making the decision it never wants you to make. That's meaning, implication, the effects of what this means if I make this decision will be "felt" and charge will almost explode in you when you do it. It will be EXTREMELY intense and uncomfortable in most cases but it will be purifying.

Now here's a key point. The alchemist has spoken about this feeling in the chat I had with him yesterday. He said this is exposure to the dragon. Illumination happens here, as I said ages back when opportunities arise. Whenever there's high charge there is pressure being mediated. Importance is felt and the decisions you make imply the irrelevance of the condition that binds your decisions to that meaning of the expectation.

Every time you expose yourself to those moments of heightened awareness you're exposing yourself to illuminating starlight and that necessitates that you'll need to "take it" in order to attain the expansion. Without going all the way then you have no faith in God, no faith the the Christ seed as thematic sequencing unfolds through you. You need to allow that to go all the way. This is a fixed function we all are unfolding and unless we're able to accept the implications of what individuated nature means will change about us and our lives then we don't move forward and we continue to "manifest" the same scenarios to surface the pressure until we can allow God to transform us in those moments. It's not us doing any transformation other than submitting to the power of God. We must be sublimated by God. God outside is the Father and the Father runs the show. NG has said that the Father determines what we're given to work with. The seeds, wishes, desires. These must be accepted and in order to accept them there must be a dropping of expectations against that acceptance, else it will only show up in signs or limited ways until the lesson is learned. Is this not what's been taught? I've quoted NG talking about lessons we need to learn and such so there's no way around it.

So the boundaries we learn to compromise on happens through parental and societal abuse. They tell us that our innate responses aren't valid, that we have to fit in to receive love and be seen and have our needs provided for. This is the nature of how all of us are raised in this world without exception. Everybody in your life is always attacking your innate nature every day all the time especially as a child since you're easily abused and vulnerable to conditioning and there's no accountability at that stage for those who do that. This is actually why fury is the solution to those problems, because it's the innate response we all have boil up when someone dares to invalidate our natural healthy response to someone placing an expectation on how we should be and what we should find valued in ourselves. We have to put others expectations first, then ourselves. Putting our own needs and innate responses first as the priority is negative by them and labelled as such and so a vulnerable child will adopt this condition to stay in the family unit. We're told that as children we cannot feel our fury towards them, that our feelings are bad and that children can't have boundaries. We have to put up. When the parents respond to our why with "because I said so" then you're being systematically abused and shut down and this will lead to you pleasing others. The degree to which this sticks with you and you become a doormat with no boundaries depends on how brutal your conditioning was. If every instance of showing feelings of fury towards these people was shut down like I had and every instance of "disrespect" was met with instant disapproval and punishment then that conditioning will take precedent above all else in your life. You've literally had charge installed in your circuits that will surface and lead you to basically gaslight yourself over and over to stay safe because that feeling of being punished for having an innate response will cause further suffering for you.

The people in LOA who preach mentalism deny all of this of course even though every client I've ever spoken to about this agrees that they were abused like this and it's impacting them and they feel those innate responses they weren't allowed to have they didn't even know were there until I made it conscious. This is what I mean. The key to the lock is innate response and the threshold that's crossed is showing faith in God since it's a direct overlap of lesser yang and lesser yin with higher order nature. The charge in the structure shifts and importance on variables that previously automatically narrowed your view into buying into the conditioning as all that matters is now either significantly reduced or dead. You don't default to appeasing the conditions. Your body doesn't tense up when you go to make such a response. You don't fit in needlessly. You don't compromise. You're willing to be a man and be criticized for the truth even if it's everybody around you going after you. You'll still hold firm in your truth no matter what. Your response isn't built for the comfort of others but instead to be a conduit for God and be the mirror necessary to show them their own trash by being real and forcing them to reflect on their response that didn't go as planned. Challenging beliefs on the outside is just as powerful as on the inside. I don't care what NG or anyone in LOA says, I've seen it happen too many times and I've had some client stories confirm this too where opportunities to be real and be seen in a vulnerable light surfaced. They use to be doormats and then when they stood up and went all the way with how they felt instead of compromising then they earned respect. We're told we shouldn't "earn" respect or even worth (something I hear people who are critical of my work preach in comments) and yet those who take it from us do the same thing where they tell us we need to earn it to have it anyway and condition it in us from the beginning. We have to earn it to appease others, but being ourselves anyway will mean those who can see that in us will respond without further conditioning us since they know they can't penetrate our boundary.

The "rules" we accept as conditions against the acceptance of what we want directly represents what we've faced in the past as a response to the innate self expressing itself, The rule you adopted is what you needed to accept to avoid pain. That's why when you go against the threshold and step over that line it feels so intense because you're like feeling that same sensation again. We've been told that thinking "negatively" of others is bad, and yet this is the solution to our conditioning. This is how meaningful implications against the condition are accepted, though going against the expectation to conform and showing that you're not someone else's plaything.

I also just want to say that women who are actually being abused shouldn't be doormats but should have the self value to leave that situation. None of my feminine masculine polarity dynamics are about meaninglessly saying that all women should be sub non matter what. What I have been getting at with that is the issues we face collectively. Individually women still need to have functional dynamics in her own psyche about holding true to the innate self as well, and if that means standing up to men then so be it. It's that the default view of herself isn't needlessly elevated and dysfunctional.

This whole thing where NG talks about how you can imagine something (react) and forget can make sense in many cases as we know. We don't consciously think about our abusive situations and often it only surfaces when we willingly approach it. The thing is that any time you make a meaningful decision it'll likely stick with you. If it's not as meaningful then it probably won't, but that's also ok anyway since if it's out of function that's innately available then it can be forgotten.

The states that are embodied in response to these moments stick with us as the available charges in the circuits. When the response is automatic and innate then there's no conscious regulation needed. This is one of the issues people in LOA are stuck doing and think that conscious regulation is shifting states. It's not. You shouldn't regulate anything, you should only resolve unresolved conflicts and then allow the free expression of conditioned aspects to run their course as they innately should.

I see these Scammy Ingram copies praising her trash showing up all of a sudden in my face and they've got
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It's like what are you serious. They've got a bunch of fake so called success stories and only a few hundred subs and offer nothing but copy paste "feminine empowerment" no joke. It's insane.

You know when we look back at parental abuse and then go into the why they did it and you trace back generational trauma and trash it's as I've always traced it. The Juize. The systematic force for artificial scarcity, power dynamics that are exploiting to the family unit and replacing the role of men as the leaders and on top of that we have the trash of obligations to the state under duress. It's like there's no answer from LOA to this. It's just how things are. The thing is that with this you can't just involve yourself out of it. You're going to have to disconnect from it because fighting it will only lead to massive and I mean masssive suffering on a personal basis. Been there done that. Just manifest it away bro they'll say. Well good luck. The way you manifest it away is by ignoring it, but that's what makes it stronger in a sense. It's coming down when it's ready and nothing we can personally do will speed that up.

19/1/25

Our reactions to life reveal who we are. These reactions are what NG told us to observe. He's telling us to look at our unconscious responses to life. The suggestions which activate importance on conditions. This is where our unconscious will manifest automatically. Pathway work done solo can be useful though I will argue that now having seen even more effective methods it's actually more effective to observe what suggestions trigger us into reaction and or surface importance when we receive them. This has been how my last few clients have been coached and it's working wonders. They tell me they feel nothing when they look into their past but I suggest something that I believe would be a trigger for them and it is usually. This opens up a can of worms to really transform from simple suggestions.

What we want to do is surround ourselves with stimulus that's meaningfully going to surface the unconscious to be known and for us to essentially make it so obvious that it's unavoidable to see what that means about us.

One interesting idea that I found in further studies on sexuality is that the obstacle to attaining sexual satisfaction is what fuels the fire to satisfy it in the first place. It's like the very conflict itself is what's being sought after to resolve. Sexuality as I've known for around 2 years now very clearly is that everything that is stimulating is about resolving a conflict so that it's not there to suggest a conflict exists anymore, which is satisfaction, though it never lasts because the conflict isn't resolved. The unconscious drive behind root pressure in most people is sexual conflict resolution if we're honest about it. It's there in basically everybody. Not one girl I've ever known is an outlier in that. While my pool isn't massive because I'm not some roundabout playboy or whatever it's still obvious from the experiences I've had and the study I've done that almost all of them crave conflict resolution, usually through extreme and I mean EXTREME fantasy about being totally and systematically controlled. Perhaps this is why many women go along with the system unlike men who aren't stimulated by that, at least nobody who's insanely conditioned to be a cuck or whatever. I've had a client out that to me, for whatever reason, and the clear insight is that this guy (a young zoomer) isn't someone who feels he's in control and needs someone else to control what happens with that. He's given up his authority to expectations and so the stimulus is through resolving that conflict in his loss of authority where someone else comes in and takes charge. I've known psychology is what drives sexuality for so long, and the BP guys who STILL FAIL MISERABLY to grasp this properly will deny this only viewing the surface of the matter. Yeah, a man who displays very high masculine traits physically in the appearance will SUGGEST someone who can be the height of her conflict resolution. That's all it is in truth, at least on a psychological level but they all connect anyway so. Yeah health matters and all that as a common sense view though underlying that it's what those thematic represent as I've said which holds the power, as NG said, the implication has the power. It's what the expression of that current means to them and what conflicts will be surfaced to be processed. The stimulus is literally the sensation of the heart activated through the kidney yang raising up which generally relates to safety and all this. It's almost like everybody has a conditioned kidney meridian, which would make sense because we all age and die because the yin that's stored between the kidneys gets depleted. Jing burns up until there's nothing but ash left. Why? Because we never resolved out conflicts to put out the excessive activation of the water. Within water is the most powerful fire, as contradicting as that sounds. Water holds the keys to the gate of life, the door which gradually closes through our unfaithfulness to God in accepting the solution to our conflicts and in thus doing so we disconnect from this source of seeming pleasure. The phallic power turns inwards instead of outwards and births the Christ child. Is this not what the "psychic sexual act" that NG spoke about many times is referencing? It's the same function, to move currents in conflict and resolve the conditional availability of those currents to where we no longer seek stimulus to resolve conflict and thus deplete us into death.

The dreams we often have are the means to resolve conflicts, as is natural striving driving us through into individuation which is the function of God. God exists therefore God processes and illuminates. Space and time are the meaning of God, amplitude and magnitude are measures of God. Activation of polarity, polarization of the aetheric substrate as the substantive body that carries manifestation on a sensory level. Measurement is sensory manifestation of thematic current. Back in 2019 I said "movement of the aether is God" when I studied aetheric physics enough to find this point.

So the modern LOA cult pushes this idea that there are no conflict resolutions and yet our attraction to someone who abused us that we want back into our lives (which NG said you'd have to be a "stupid idiot" to want and that "God has mercy") is actually based on our own dysfunction.

"When my brother, Lawrence, was making his exit from this world, I told my sister-in-law that there was marriage in the next world and she, in a very light vein, said: “I don’t want to go now, but do you think Lawrence will be waiting for me so we can get married again?” Well, I answered in the same light vein, saying: “God is merciful.” I’ll let it be at that and you can give any interpretation you want to regarding what I have said. But just imagine two people who have spent their life fighting like cats and dogs, wanting to perpetuate it? No. God is merciful. He really is. Once you have experienced an unhappy state you would have to be a stupid idiot to repeat it. But after the resurrection, there is no giving or taking in marriage, for you are above the organization of sex… away beyond it." - imagination fulfils itself 1968

Well there you go. Believe me now? I've quoted it again. He said that someone would have to be a stupid idiot to want back an abusive ex. This was under the context of someone who died but the point still remains that the context here is relating to revisiting abusive circumstances. She never said that, but NG made it clear as to the context here. Now we have a cult of LOA buffs preaching that you can have back an abusive ex and change them. Well NG disagrees, the so called father figure of the so called law.

Nobody will tell you that your desires for someone is rooted in unresolved conflicts. Women especially who want men who are abusive are literally replaying this exact scenario. They dream about this as a means of making conscious the resolution to the conflict. This is the issue that cannot be spoken of in public videos else I will be cast out as someone who's anti LOA or whatever trash. It's too difficult for 99.9999999% of people to accept. It's the most challenging thing, and actually transforming that in a meaningful way is next to impossible. I've had some good progress in my own life with regards to those deeper levels of conflict showing up in attraction though it's not fully resolved and I won't deny that it is. Any time you feel activation for the desire that is a means to resolve conflicts then you know it's unconsciously surfacing. It will drive you to involve to resolve the conflict and you'll be blind as to the functions you're playing out on a field geometry pressure gradient medium. Who we desire is the perfect person to thematically surface our unresolved conflicts and process those currents. This is ALL the SP industry is rooted in. This is why it's so insidious because people are making millions off literally ruining peoples lives and encouraging them to dive into their unresolved conflicts without knowing what's going on. To manifest an SP you just have to fully own the stimulus to have available that person as a means to resolve that conflict. This is what I actually did when I manifested the SP overnight really looking back. The authority that I gained was necessary for me to accept that I COULD use that person to resolve my conflicts because in truth unconsciously that's what I was desiring. Someone who could be the person to play off those conflicts with. That's just the truth that we're all moved by. Love is always conditional and Jung said that we all destroy each other in relationships until we learn to love ourselves first which we've gone over how that works extensively here.

Most people I find have conditions on being seen and shown affection towards. Why are their relationship patterns so warped? This is why. So you can get an SP to show up by owning that they can be used to resolve your conflict fully. I've experienced this myself before, and I said various times in prior entries I believe in many cases the attraction we get from them is to play that role and nothing else. They don't show up for us in any way that's meaningful in their own right. It's conditional on both ends.

The thing that we find pleasure in often are revealing where we are trying to resolve conflicts, not exclusively, but in many instances for the things we obsess over it will be.

More. Moooooore.

Intensity. This word. So conviction and belief and assumption are all a fixed direction of focus of currents that satisfy pressure. The belief in our vision with conviction will lead us into that fulfilment no matter what is the law. We should look at it like this. Our fundamental truth is what we must own fully. How do we transform the not self? Through the acceptance of the self? Is this not true? The full and uncompromising being of innate nature is individuation and that fury (as in the fury of Odin from Norse mythos) is what that owing is that purifies who we are not. That intensity is the initiation into the higher level. NG wrote about this as I've quoted many times. The intensity has the power. The meaning. Logos. NG fills in so many parts of the mechanics that have been coded and nobody I know of has revealed them until now with RS here. That intensity of owning our innate nature completely no matter what is our conviction, our faith in God. The "those who die in battle go to Valhalla" is this principle in action. Are we dying in battle? Perhaps the entire function of inner imaginal acts is TO HAVE INTENSITY that means something truly significant about us that leads us into deeper self acceptance. NG was in fact an actor at heart after all, his HD chart reveals this as well. One thing I know is that Israel Regardie said that it's only because NG was a dancer that he could make this work so easily. What does that mean? The drama itself that he played out in his acts was his show of faith to God. The intensity stemmed from this source of innate capacity being accepted.

I strongly believe that large part of the doctrine of NG is about true meaningful acceptance of our vision that comes from a deep place of desiring better for ourselves and others. Truly to commit and convince and accept the role we play, what we observe in them and accept about ourselves in reaction and implication as the response, this is the seed that bears fruit.

Now I think I know what to do with the problem of collective suffering and explaining it within the LOA perspective. We know now that NG taught self expansion. That's it. That's what his method of imaginal intensity is actually about. I've explained before about how you "manifest" "bad" things not out of conscious involvement but unconscious involvement to lead you into expansion to resolve the conflict. You don't actually manifest any of that through your will, it happens unconsciously automatically and thus I don't consider that "manifesting" so the people who say "You can't stop manifesting so make it work for you instead of against you" are all wrong and need to shut their ignorant trash up. Anyway the solution is to be real, as I've said. The intensity comes from breaking boundaries of compromise and accepting what's righteous, being in the right state. I believe NG terms righteousness to mean "in right state" more or less, but maybe that was some stupid influencer coach who I got that from that I don't have source to conform. So the point of why everything out in the world around us continues to spiral out of control and get worse and worse and why ignoring it isn't necessarily functional is because it's denial of meaningful expansion. The trash is being put in our face the boot is standing on our necks and the thumb being shoved into our bleeding arm to keep us alive in the main and suffering. The reason why this is is because we're being forced to face opportunities for the same meaningful expansion that we do on a personal level. You're in the same cycle. Anyone who's ignoring that is actually declining. Those who benefit from it are declining in humanity, in individuation. They're throwing away their innate expression to get rewarded by the parasites.

Think about this. When you're so real and so individuated that you care enough to want to see change that you involve and don't give a damn then you're actually an unstoppable force in the system. It is BECAUSE you care and BECAUSE of your INTENSITY of individuated view that you accept fully and without compromise that drives change personally and collectively. It's only through this mechanism of crossing that threshold that things change. Your conviction for the expanded self is the problem to the parasites who seek to crush this innate capacity. Crossing that threshold is an act of humanity that these AI systems cannot replicate because they lack the connection to God as Christ seed which we are.

I do believe that all of this trash we face of having the boot on our neck sponsored by the very Juize who make the rules we're expected to follow that harm us is designed for the function to illuminate the innate self. Suffering is by nature guaranteed for all of us. No escape at all. This is the underworld journey that's literally a built in part of the Christ seed as it unfolds, it's necessary to individuate. It's that suffering is the substrate by which individuation is found within. That's my point. The trash exists for the function of taking base elements and growing them up through living correctly. Living as self is individuation, where you have autonomous agency over the life you live and the decisions you make and thus that "crossing the threshold" has been mastered in the act of mastering suffering. Suffering doesn't burden you because you're outside of the meta that suffering operates through, if that makes sense. You no longer even see the compromise patterns as important and just show yourself to be real in the face of adversity without a care on earth. Actually no. You care more about the truth of who you are and what you provide than to compromise, and it is that care and importance on the innate self to come through that elicits our ability to cross the line. It's that we're discontent with suffering and thus we reclaim our agency over our decisions instead of running from the unconscious conditioning. It's that crossing that threshold IS expansion, IS illumination, IS manifestation and a shift in the roles you play. It's not magic or any of this trash but that it's just how individuation is experienced. That's the only way to cross that threshold in meaningful ways anyway. We can only meaningfully state shift this way. It is through being so real that you don't conform to the compromise that your individuation is revealed. Is this not true?

This is why I'm so fixated on that mechanism being of immense importance to study further and experience more of in our lives. I don't give a damn what any coach in this space says or whatever so called success stories they show to prove their way, I KNOW this underlies the functions of how consciousness works because I've experienced it and the testimony I have from clients when I ask them about how they felt when going into those decisions, it always proves to be true. What comes out of that is more of the self, less meaningless suffering. Suffering is innately built into this existence here, but it's how we approach the decisions that provide meaning to that seeming suffering that causes our identification with seeing it as lack. For someone who operates beyond the "meta" of suffering despite feeling suffering anyway is someone who cares enough about what their truth is that they'll cross any thresholds of compromise to go all the way in making their individuated self known to the world. They play their role and have the ability to make any decisions they choose to. I've already proven that NG taught that we have no free will because God always forces us to individuate. If that pressure exists then in effect there must be a source of suffering to in contrast illuminate this function within us and therefore the so called law can be made manifest. This doesn't contradict anything he said really. There will be cope maxxers who will scrape and grovel in useless ignorance trying to plea for approval but we will shut down their illiteracy on individuation mechanics without a shred of mercy. Screw all of that trash without compromise. Tear to shreds that which doesn't work and don't hold back one single percent of fury for that passionate truth.

This in fact is God coming through us. Without that, then we cannot individuate. This is the root pressure driving the creative force of transformation through meaningful decision. Meaning and Logos are synonymous. This is how we are illuminated and transform. I revealed this mechanism of how we master the unconscious conditions that run our lives by accident through trial by fire over and over and over. The only reason this was born was because I cared enough to involve in being that solution despite all odds telling me no. That's conviction. You see a higher ideal for your life and the lives of those around who you care about. You involve to BE that vision made manifest. This is individuation, because what's innate can come through you without compromise. That is what root pressure is driving fundamentally, because God demands faith. Without faith we cannot please God. We know what faith is functionally. Repeatedly knowing that your conviction towards natural striving will result in satisfaction that's meaningful and to cross those thresholds of compromise no matter what. This is what being human, a seed of God, really means we have capacity for. The promise. We are promised individuation. We are promised immortality. What is immortality? Imaginal intensity, not imaginal senses but the substrate that it operates through. A proportionate connection to the supply. No compromise. You took that which was base elements and grew them up into a fully developed tree. Alchemy. Lead to gold, literally and allegorically. That's what the law and the promise is about. This is what manifestation is about. Your direct conviction for the truth of the life you desire to live uncompromisingly will unfold what you desire innately.

That's how you manifest anything no matter the circumstances. It's not about mind methods and techniques (as many coaches will say despite still teaching them as how it's done) but the individuation of self. The roles we assign to others automatically then, in how they respond to us, that depends on how we cast them through our involvement and what that means. Our acceptance in ourselves is consciousness. Consciousness isn't a THING it's a function of what God does. God is the seed or capacity that by nature expands and that expansion is process and therefore faith in God must be to live correctly. Alchemically speaking I don't see holes. I don't see holes period. Those who die in battle go to Valhalla.

So many fools, including that incel cuck Indian kid I spoke to, believe that the ultimate supreme is non existence. What a joke. What an absolute insane joke. Turning the light doesn't mean that at all. Turning the light came from the secret of the golden flower as far as I know and it means to overlap states, to take fire into water as NG says, to impregnate the state with God, AKA cross the threshold into acceptance of being which drives you naturally as what that state means about you relative to the fixed direction of expansion in capacity. There's no magic it's just ignorant trash that illiterate fools love to preach to sound smart but in fact they're just so dumb and low IQ they can't connect even basic patterns that are presented to them in their faces.

Yeah I know harsh words but it's the fact. I simply have seen too much and gone through so much data and have experienced far too many things that don't align with what's taught and seen too many successes from client stories talking about this mechanism of crossing thresholds when things start to "align" to the vision to not be real. Mental work is useless trash. Get over it. Scammy and the rest who preach mindless affirming and the others who preach imaginal sensory detail matters can get schooled. That includes fools like Joseph and the likes who think they know NG the best. Why don't I have this rep? Because I'm too deep for the normies to grasp. Metaphysics has never been a mainstream study and the simplest way I can teach it is to be who you want to be for real without compromise, but then people can get warped and buy into the not self because it's the conflict resolution cycle that I talked about and live from their unconscious trash without knowing the difference. No matter how you look at it, without written pathway work of some form or knowing your reactions to life and what they mean (which NG did teach remember) then you're not going to get far. I ONLY got the overnight SP manifestation that happened to me because of that. No other reason. Without knowing my conditioning then I'd not know how to cut through the meanings and accept the innate self beyond the expectations. I would have no orientation that's correct to own and accept it would just be more losing myself in conflict resolution cycles.

This is why simplifying RS isn't something that's really possible, though perhaps I can still refine that further. I don't think about that much since most of my time thinking about the very technical mechanics and details. It's not something that I've got super simplified yet also being accurate enough to not miss the important details. I just don't care much though to be honest because those who want real results and transformation need to understand the core principle of what crossing the threshold into acceptance means instead of buying into what NG said where he's basically playing games with people and leading their pathways in an attempt to get acceptance. I still don't like the way he approached it and see it as a very vague way but it's just how he thinks so it's whatever. I know there's depth there that I failed miserably to see before but now I can see and prove it. It's proven which is the most important part. I've quoted his work extensively to point this out instead of just saying what I believe and shown so many examples to explain this. What he taught is that the function of "making it work" is to cross the threshold when you're ripe to do so. Root pressure is necessary. There's NO WAY you can experience the heightened awareness without that. Also do remember that I'm approaching this from a perspective of radical change, not just integrating and "manifesting" things that are already comfortable. Like for me I was always able to get free things I wanted very easily through all kinds of ways. I'd sometimes end up seeing an ad for it and I'd get multiple of what I wanted, or I'd have a contact REACH OUT TO ME without lifting a finger. I'd have certain contacts who I'd be chatting with who ask me if I need something they're selling for cheap or just giving away. It's often what I'm wanting at that time. I have had it work too many times. I'm talking RARE items, stuff from the 60-70's even like old analog tech that you can't buy now which has certain qualities I wanted. I can get anything I want from that time period really easy and I always have been able to do that, especially audio kit. When I was younger I always got free stuff from garage sales when I wanted it and I still do. It's just so easy. I don't even need money for it I just get it.

This proves to me that the phenomena of getting things without lifting a finger IS REAL but once again the comfort and state of BEING that person needs to be natural. Naturalness ONLY comes when conflicts aren't showing up unconsciously to warp how you identify and respond. This is why NG told us to observe our reactions to life to know the state we're in.

20/1/26

Well I've got a few more points. Not many but a few.

I'm going to say this. When death occurs the progress that your seed had in terms of unfolding into the full tree is saved and uploaded to your source of emanation. Everyone is you pushed out as we know and creation is already finished is the pattern already existing in all of us, fractally. The same thematic structure that represents all things as functions of consciousness can mediate through all of our experiences. Now this is an interesting idea. When you experience a pretty clear overlap of what you imagined to be in the world in a way that couldn't be coincidence it's not really that YOU caused it, but that what was already there (which you had natural affinity and acceptance for) played out on both ends. Creation is already finished, the structural patterning already exists as a capacity. By accepting the wish fulfilled you're owning the already established patterning built into your Jing that overlaps all corresponding alignments in reality.

I was going deeper into more commonly known philosophers, namely guys like Nietzsche and Evola who had very elitist views of reality and saw the display of power through self mastery to be righteous action. They saw weak people to be dysfunctional. There was clear divides between classes, and in the case of Evola, racial classes as well which has typically been a very traditional philosophical thought. Most people have no idea that race inclusion is VERY VERY VERY recent. I'm talking less than 150 years old, really we should say only 120-80 years depending on what you'd classify as the tipping point but it's there. Segregation and elitism has been the underpinnings of great leaders who shaped the world. Truly masculine figures operate this way, it's just how the functions of owned innate yang work. Fury to expand and dominate the playground, not in a sense of lack but because that's where the sequencing of the Jing demands manifestation through their individuated self.

Operating as the individuated self or as an immortal in essence is simply to be real as yourself at all times and not compromise to keep others expectations happy. It really is that simple. You're outside the conditioning process of this world. Manifesting works the same way. What's innate will always be experienced because it's already there as a capacity. The fractal field geometry must mediate like seeds to play roles in your process else your process can't exist for your individuation to unfold.

I was just cutting through more conditioning around fear and such and I noticed a quality to how it felt. It was like I was "ok" with it because I knew what it really means, and more importantly as I'd say, the scope of it and how important it REALLY is by framing it in contrast to what I actually wanted from a sort of FREEING perception. I've actually felt this specific sensation various times before often before I had radical shifts. This cannot be felt by going into the devils den and drowning in the trash to cut through it, it's something that I find organically surfaces when you're in a sort of "dreamy" type state when you're doing pathway work. I was in that state this time again, though I was also going over notes on the progression of the seed growing up more and how dying in battle (alchemically) is really the highest of attainments one can have as a human. I saw that as representing fearless self expression in a sort of casual sense, not in a "trying" way but in a way that's intensity under the context of willingness to expand with some undertones of "wonder" to it. That sense of almost looking over the peak of a tall mountain to see what's on the other side, where the innate expression is inevitable and accepted. The intensity was felt as those warming feelings but it was less full body and more focused in and around my chest. It felt quite comfortable, welcoming, like "come and see". So the fear that I felt was almost made irrelevant in contrast, like it didn't matter.

I think what made me feel so free is that I see that being critical of the system isn't negative at all and is in fact functional response to what's going on. I see everyone else who denies this as the issue, not because I have conflict within me that's unresolved but because I've got my circuits working functionally to perceive clearly and see through the illusions.

The solipsistic view, if cut down and transformed without losing the FUNCTIONAL aspect that's within it, being acceptance of self completely (which is what it can internally lead to though the cosmology is insanely dumb) then we can pull out the essence of what makes any manifestation work. Just being self. Having your response unconditioned. Not giving a damn. I say that truly at face value. Don't give a single care on earth for anything that's not aligned to what you know to be true and correct. Truly be shameless and uncompromising. This message is universal since there's no doctrine overlaying it about rules and underlying solipsism is this self empowering idea that's tied to an utterly insane cosmology. When you extract the aspect within that which relates to the acceptance of the self, not in a sort of dysfunctional operating out of unconscious conditioning but out of what you know innately to be a functional response to any given circumstance that's rooted in conviction for the vision you hold of that experience and what it means about you.

Here's the key. We don't optimize. We own. We accept fully. We don't try and dance around truth. We don't play games, because all of that is serving multiple masters. You either operate as self or not, though you can be in the gradient of operating more as self than not but the point is to reach a threshold of acceptance that's beyond limits in a meaningful way.

The collective fact that throughout all of our history Juize and other factions of degenerate filth have sought control over us as individuals to establish the challenge of life through various control mechanisms makes me see it as its own intelligence manifesting through all these various ways. It's not "them" that do this, it's that they are operating according to the means of manifesting the control system, as I've really always said. The fools who see me as targeting the Juize and being bad and narrow sighted fail to see that obviously, but viewing it from a systems level of how people involved in that are just playing roles assigned (as NG does say about politicians who "knowingly lie" etc) by self organizing intelligence of God to mediate pressure and force us into meaningful transformation. It's a farm for consciousness. All the loosh farm fools who buy into this insane idea (that by the way I use to buy into for a while back in 2022 and prior) fail to recognize the function behind this as how we actually have opportunity for individuation. The thing is some will say that this parasitic influence that's built into the fabric of reality itself is the source of dysfunction and not innate to God, but since God is the pattern and all things in the pattern must be a part of that pattern, it means that these capacities for expression of consciousness which are conditioned into us as the way the control system operates is therefore just part of God too. We can see that this is in the most principle form, necessary, for our expansion that is. That threshold crossing can only occur really through facing pressure and if that's the function of our existence to grow the Christ child seed then it means there must be a source of nutrients. The nutrients in a sense are actually the dysfunction, because they're the catalyzing force that open our agency up to be individuals and make our own decisions, AKA accept the wish fulfilled and cross that threshold of dying to the conditioned self that serves the parasitic system.

We when operating out of conditioned responses become like vessels containing that parasitic influence that will drive us until we die to that form and shed the skin. We must leave it behind and die. This is why death feels so intense inwardly when you go all the way because it's literally God illuminating you with the necessary currents to make that possible. The degree to which you are illuminated by God and expand the seed into more of the tree depends entirely on the degree by which you're able to accept who you really are and respond to life (seeds) without compromise. This is what NG seemed to have taught when you read between the lines. If there is an individuated self then there must also be a state that's not fully individuated as that's "the work yet to be done in him" as NG has said many times. If this is part of his doctrine then it means there's fixed functions and that reality is the playground by which those functions are experienced and transformed. The reality is a thematic sensory level translation to facilitate an almost entropic experience which forces us under pressure to face the conditioning to open up and grow the seed. The furnaces of life is the oven that bakes the proverbial God cake. The limits we face are for the function of owning who we are, else that pressure and consciousness expansion coming out of crossing that threshold into acceptance is HOW individuation occurs and on top of that it's WHY the pressurized control system exists as the means to facilitate the intelligently driven conditioning you're "infected" with in order to die to.

Denying that the system exists is pure ignorance. So many in LOA who live in solipsism land will deny this eternally because they're too immature to see the obvious. It's too uncomfortable to accept because it means their conditioned nature will need to surface which is painful. They'd prefer to pretend it's not even a thing or that "that's not my beliefs" or whatever meaningless bypass would come out of their pea brains to make sense of the very structure of reality itself without being put under pressure.

The crazy thing about the conditioning is that because it seems to be almost invisible to you outside of written pathway work to observe how the patterns of its reactions and responses reveal it to you (which again I'll say over and over WRITTEN PATHWAY WORK IS VERY IMPORTANT GET OVER IT AND DO IT) so that you can know what to die to. It's not even knowing what to die to in the sense of trying to "find" or "target" it but that since your innate vision for life holds these conditions on it then it will also make itself known to try and prevent you from accepting that. The insidious part about that though is you'll often identify with the conditioning over your innate self and that makes so many people get lost in the maya. They don't know they even have a self that's fixed and always making itself known. When you know yourself it means you'll experience the threshold of crossing conditions and that's you reclaiming agency which was always there but you couldn't accept it because of what it would mean you'd die to, the knock on effects and implications of what that death would mean and how important that would FEEL to you.

It's always states of polarization that keep us locked into conflicts. It's the if then statements. You almost are blind to it because you're so use to needing to weigh up odds of polarity before making spontaneous decisions when in most cases the decision is right in front of you but it's invisible because it transcends these polarities. I'm talking about individual agency to make your own decisions despite the conditions in play, despite the if this then that and whatnot. That's the implications and effects that mean too much for you to die to them and so in that case you lose agency. You lose yourself. You leave yourself behind and let the system condition your response. This reveals your state, as NG has said. Where your state is represents your degree of self acceptance, as I've defined states functionally speaking. They're seeds that unfold through the pathway cascades and such on a mechanical level but they are experienced as more or less of self.

Actually caring about what YOU want enough to break the box is how you claim agency over your life and your reality and whatnot and make a decision that's innately driven leading to more of your capacity unfolding through your embodied experience of those themes. You don't operate according to rules, you're spontaneous and sudden and unpredictable because you operate outside of the same conditioning as everyone else. You break the expected response, you operate without needing permission or authority. You are your own authority. The intuitive impulse of sudden activation to respond that you deny gives that away, but if accepted and you "explode" on the spot by simply just "doing it" without shame regardless of how intense the sensations you feel are, is an act of God and holds your innate capacity to expand further. This is what it's all about to BE individuated. TO JUST BE. Being. We get told this whole "just be" trash from ignorant fools everywhere in LOA without anyone explaining what it is but what it really is is simply to have autonomous agency to make the decisions you want to make no matter what. This means in many cases offending someone, but who cares. I call people ignorant fools on camera and don't give a damn. I know it's not profitable but it's who I am. Get over it. I'm right you're wrong, period. There's no forceful imposing of contrast and polarity though whenever there's conditioning involved there will always be polarity and thus not self unconscious responses. When you've asked enough questions and gone through enough boxes and felt that intensity and made those decisions all the way then you're winning at life no matter what the solipsistic fools will say about how you're "negative" or "angry" or whatever trash comes your way to attempt to invalidate a message that threatens the status quo. It's whatever threatens the conditioning that will be labelled as bad.

God isn't "positive". God is unconditioned consciousness, as NG himself also defined in "freedom for all" right on the 2nd page I believe. There's no compromise to keep expectations happy. God is fury, like Odin. Odin is fury in Norse mythos. It's fury for the passion of autonomous agency and innate expression without compromise. That is fury. Owning my fury in a radical way manifested massive results overnight more than once for me. This isn't a "positive" mood or whatever according to them, though in truth it's actually probably the most positive mood you could hold because it's illuminating. It's expanding. This is real alchemy, real metaphysics in action, Reality Synthesis in application. No compromise. That fury and passion for unconditioned truth no matter what holds such immense power, This is in fact the very reason why the control system exists and why you're here as a Christ seed simulacrum of God to become as God in capacity by making those decisions and crossing that threshold. Client successes are off the charts when this is applied correctly. It's simply owning what you want. I mean how simple is that? Just stop giving a damn and own what you envision for your life. Don't question where it comes from because if it's not correct then it will be made known. Just break limits anyway and expand further into that state. All will align. Radical changes in attitude (NG defined as states) facilitates exposure to illuminating current.

So conditioning in a sense IS the parasitic aspect of the self organizing intelligence that runs THROUGH us when we buy into a conditioned response as necessary and part of self. When you accept the condition you've basically become a carrier for this conditioning current that's warping how you perceive reality and thus "manifest" your experience. This conditioned response more or less represents some dysfunction in the meridian system that's sucking off your Jing innately to power how it uses you to perpetuate its existence as well as how you play off others as well who have their own conditioning. It's like a web of overlapping conditioned pathway cascades all thematically related to what's suggested coming through you that's built into the self organizing intelligence of reality itself which is seemingly how you could say metaphysically speaking that you end up in scenarios which seem to be almost the same every time. It's that self organizing intelligence that's operating both for "good" and "bad" coming through you as the conditioned response and also through all others who respond to that suggestion you're feeling. Only God acts, the self organizing intelligence, and your individuated response is the goal. You own your agency to make decisions as self and would in a sense disconnect from that parasitic influence network where the conditioned expectation no longer means you throw yourself away. You own your response fully and not give a damn, You illuminate and make the influence over you feel threatened because you're too real.

The conditioning field is in itself intelligent in a sense. You become a carrier for those pathway cascades as like "programs" that you have installed through traumatic experiences which force you to give up agency. All trauma is a forced loss of agency over decisions you want to make innately but can't and so you learn that to fit in you'll give up your agency. This is the moment that you're operating according to the pathway cascades that influence your parental figures or whoever. This is generational trauma and is responsible for so much dysfunction. It's something that's literally like a complex that impacted someone that they carried and responded to life with that they then impacted other people's agency and further propagated that pathway cascade and network by which there's many people all holding the same core conditioning overlapping and playing off each other. The individuated person is a threat to this system because it is the only thing that can illuminate the trash and burn it out through innate response. You illuminate in others through spontaneous pattern breaks in their expectations the sense of their conditioning. Those breaks in expectations are high contrast experiences which corner their default reaction and bring a sense of awareness to the trash and makes them look at it closer and what it means about them. When the meaning is established and the expectations are seen then the condition dies because in that sense you've accepted by crossing the threshold that the condition is no longer something to see as self. You die. The only way to "remove" or resolve conditioning is to die to what it wants you to respond with. This is why the expectation when broken by crossing the threshold feels so intense and the pressure to compromise makes you hesitate when you run up against that threshold. It's only through fully crossing it that things change.

We've now explained more about conditioning and what it does and how we experience and resolve it. This entry today is worth thousands in itself and contributes more to the conversation of how to manifest than anyone else in LOA ever has. This goes way beyond "negative thoughts" and all that surface level trash Scammy and the rest of those witches teach. Get schooled.

These people will try and label me in whatever way to invalidate RS that's clearly proven the facts about LOA and what NG really taught because it's a threat that they don't know how to directly deal with. Useless tactics. They WANT me to shut up. Nah screw that.

The innate self is the pattern that contains all satisfying responses already available to own and embody. That's the state of the wish fulfilled.

It seems a vast majority of LOA content is to play games with people into getting them to cross the threshold, or at least that's the goal.

22/1/26

Had someone email me about NLP. I've had this before. Here's my reply.

"NLP totally misses the point, as always. All these tools that are thrown around are applied as coping mechanisms for the fact that your life sucks and you're using them to associate a different meaning to it AKA fit in with compromise and not feel bad about it. Remember meaning is charge activating in the meridian systems that has thematic association. I've talked about this mechanism for a long time. ALL methods work with this system, which is why I teach it as foundational understanding of how the "mind" works.

So RS goes right to the core of moving currents in MEANINGFUL ways (impactful and necessary for satisfaction and natural relaxation nope cope discharge to deal with and "manage" your nervous system) that allows you to actually express without filters or compromise and individuate to manifest what's correct for you every time. NLP doesn't work with the innate guidance mechanism it tries to override it to fit in with expectations. That's how almost all people apply it, even if they get "results" it still won't be coming from a natural striving response it will be to fit in with conditions and not feel bad about them. It's literally a conditioning system disguised as self help.

NONE of us should be MANAGING our state. None of this "nervous system regulation". Most of the signals you get for discomfort of some form are sensations telling you that "something here is wrong", else why would you feel them in the first place?

Understanding meaning of that can come simply by observing your reactions to life as NG tells us to do. With that meaning established through pattern recognition (we're all logical and can see these) you can then recognize who you're fitting in with and WHAT the expectation is that you feel is breaking your agency and autonomy. In that awareness you can experience under pressure the resolution of that conflict by making the autonomous decision YOU want to make that is satisfying, even if you cop flak for it you won't care because you got what you wanted, you acted on what you wanted and this is the most powerful self empowerment method ever created since it works directly with the source of causality.

This is why I don't work with NLP and do all this cope reframing because it's just more conditioning by using flawed logic to convince yourself that where you are is ok, even though deep down you know it's not. You're just moving default associations to suggestions. This CAN be used to state shift and get things though you'll never be satisfied or individuated, at which point you must ask then what's the point?

Do I want the thing in the world to help me cope harder with my compromise or do I want to look at how I really feel and break all the limits and own my individuated nature without compromise and manifest a by default satisfying life even if that looks very different from what we think we want in our current state?"

So that's why I dislike NLP.

NLP I see as mostly a coping tool to try and numb out the innate self to stay safe in the system. Notice how they all market it as "stress management". We shouldn't be managing stress. We should be owning the meaning of what that's trying to take away from us, trying to dissolve our ability to act autonomously and frame our innate response as the conflict. It sees your reaction to abuse as the issue and uses that as the target. This is what I mean. None of us feel chronically anxious unless there's either a deep nutritional deficiency physically speaking on a biochemical level or that we've internalized a state of actual despair unconsciously that's leading us into the pits of suffering where we live to fit in every day. You feel anxious like I did to an extreme degree simply because you can't stand living this way. You don't want to be this person, this isn't you. It's literally a sign you're heavily conditioned and are at breaking point, and NLP comes to the rescue and tells you that this can manage your stress and change your state and manifest what you want. Yeah right. Been there done that. Nothing works outside of crossing thresholds to actually feel better at baseline because it's all just managing pressures without going all the way.

NLP is the tool the modern system of so called psychology uses to frame innate responses as the problem, thus burying who you really are deeper under layers of more trash. NLP isn't a method to operate correctly it's a method to becoming more numb and alter your thematic supply demand to get what the conditions want you to get to not feel anxious by coping. That's all it does. That's all it can do. Unless thresholds are crossed in meaningful ways to own innate responses then you don't get anywhere period.

The NLP teachers will say that because anxiety and excitement are physiological the same (because the shen is scattered because of a rush of yang rising up that activates the sensation) then it proves that physiological sensations don't tell the truth and you need to give them meaning by training in that meaning. they say that because your heart rate goes up, blood pressure increases, palms can sweat a little (signs of heart qi dispersal) that it's proof that the meaning you associate to sensations intellectually by reframing and associating it differently then makes it "positive" or "negative". This is complete trash as we should know. Nothing is more intelligent than God, the self organizing intelligence that IS the universe itself and is directing everything in every state of existence all at once. You're moved by that intelligence to feel this way, not any man made meanings that come from social expectation to respond a certain way in certain places that's seen as appropriate. That's no individuation that's conditioning at the most pure sense except this is clinically supported and seen as "official" instead of forcefully asserting control to instill conditioned expectations.

"Just because I feel a certain way about something doesn't mean it's true" they say. That's exactly what keeps people stuck in the box. I know what they mean about this under the perception of seemingly opening up all these opportunities to have stimulating experiences which we will all have striving for but again when it comes to the core, most of us are just heavily conditioned to be socially acceptable and those roots COLOUR EVERYTHING you experience. The seeds that overlap all these pathway cascades and fuel the desire itself to want something can in many cases as I've explored before stem from unconscious compromise patterns. It's not all like that of course but it's a consideration I find to be important.

Here's one. So if you assume that you never get scammed then does that mean you'll never end up in such a scenario? Why do people get scammed in the first place when they have no charge towards something they don't even have a point of comparison to feel from? If it's other "negative" emotional charges then that means that feeling negative at all or buying into any limit or condition at all would cause misfortune in other areas of life then right? It's not directly tied to specific assumptions at that point. So if it's then that someone feels (has charge) that means when the idea of buying something from say FB marketplace that reminds them of past scams where they were grifted out of a large sum of money then would that feeling cause more of that to happen since they think what they feel? Well according to LOA it would, but then how far does that apply? We can often feel unsafe in dangerous scenarios and "feel" like it's intense even if there's nothing there many times. We've all experienced this. You could say it's the feelings that you return to often. What about people who are obsessed with aliens coming to attack us? They experience that but only in signs? What about the people who genuinely believe we're about to get attacked by nukes from alien nations like they spread over the Merdoch media networks? These people would genuinely believe this happening is inevitable and many of them even prep and build bunkers and spend millions on their doomsday nuclear shelter. Never happens does it. How does that work then? TO WHAT EXTENT does that apply? It seems there's honestly no clear cut answer which is why it's so easy to believe that you create your own reality and not need to apply logic at all but again if that were true then people who feel bad about themselves wouldn't ever get attraction which many do. How do people with body dysmorphia end up getting attraction? I knew a girl like this, where everything she experienced inwardly was lack but outside it was abundance. Her inner experience was that nobody likes her but there was zero sensory level data to represent that to her. How does that work?

Any time you apply some basic logic to LOA as it's promoted you end up finding holes. It's everywhere and so easy to see. Why do I bring this up? Because it once again gets to touch on the idea that feeling doesn't always determine what we objectively experience but more so provably reliably the external filter by which that is perceived. This works in all cases and can be proven reliably. There's no inconsistency though as we went over before you can experience things which are like coincidence. There's examples of in my life getting access to exact things I imagined without lifting a finger, without anyone else knowing what that was. I'm talking old vintage tech you can't even buy anymore that was just on hand they were giving away, and that they had multiple of them. I am willing to go as far as to say that this can be explained without "manifestation" being the cause because that person deals with this stuff all the time but again the timing was so convenient it was crazy and almost impossible by chance to have lined up this way. I will say that SP contact stuff CAN be explained without needing LOA to be the cause either. People change their minds all the time, just like you have I'm sure.

The mechanism of cutting through conditions and altering your supply/demand processes you live by then changes how you relate to the world and how the world relates to you. Since it's not able to reliably be proven with 100% accuracy that everything you "imagine" on a sensory level can be replicated in your world then we should be safe to say that this isn't the cause, though overlaps can happen through translations of current as feelings into sensory level data. If feeling or thematic current is what's ultimately responsible and that this is the imagination fundamentally which is God (the pattern) then it would imply that the arrangement of these currents overlapping within us determines how we feel and thus what we think, though it's thematically born. The person who feels lack can still experience abundance. The idea exists still to have modulated variability, AKA seeming chance on what shows up and what doesn't. You can explain it almost entirely without ever invoking magical ideas. People getting unblocked after a decade and receiving contact and attraction again while that person is on the other side of the world and has left a 3p recently can still be explained without invoking magic, though the timing is always the thing that's pointed to as how the assumption was causal.

I will say this. If you have a committed view towards something that you have immense amounts of desire to fulfil, let's say it's to be with an SP, then you would go through literal hell to get that person and never give up until you attain that result. This really is the law if we're real. Wishy washy thoughts about getting someone without giving anything up in return often leads to nothing happening at all and you waste your time. I've heard a story (again it's not something I can prove it's JUST a story) of some guy who spent something like 13 years or whatever wanting a specific person, and they didn't give up, and eventually got them after the SP broke up with who they were with. This honestly isn't really able to be explained with the so called law, else why would it have taken so long? Assuming it's real of course, but the way it's said to not be sensationalized makes me think it's probably real. He was always there for her, being a nice guy. After she went through all her "bad boy" experiences and got burned enough then she caved in and tried him out. Sounds realistic doesn't it. This is often what happens. The women waste their teens and 20's going after abusive guys to feel stimulated and then when the guys don't want them because they're not younger anymore then they have no other option but to humble themselves. Welcome to the modern "dating market". It's been this way forever really but it's only getting more and more hardcore as it's enabled and people become more pathogenic to fit in and be stimulated. The SP manifesting stuff in many cases can be explained without ever invoking magic, including her repeating exact affirmations you think, which I don't see as proof of magic at all. Just because they're repeating what you thought doesn't mean you caused them to think that. You're just paying more attention to it more so than anything and so it sticks out to you because that's what STIMULATES YOU. No duh right. It sticks out because it is stimulating. Because you've been suggested that it's magic you'll go online and preach mentalism LOA doctrine to justify your experience of believing this happened through tons of thinking. It will only really happen once though, but I have experienced it happening myself as well. It's not magic. I remember imagining endlessly back in the day and all I ever got was other people saying what I wanted to hear in contexts that reminded me of my lack of it. I got triggering signs. That in itself is more or less proof that you're just heavily compromised still and the stimulating signs stick out like sore thumbs since that's what you're fixated on.

There are so many examples I can't even begin to describe.

I will return to this point. If there's a pathogenic system we're all living within and have to view it as the normalized "it's ok for this to be this way" thing without feeling fury towards such an overarching control system then is this not proof that our assumptions do NOT cause the outer world to be moved to support your view since the system never supports you? No matter how positive you are it will always stand on your neck and shove the boot down your throat. You'll be forced to pay taxes under fear and duress. You're coerced to comply when all that money you spend is going to paying for a debt that will never be paid off. Your work is being used to support the deliberately wasteful spending of parasites. How is anything except wanting a change on that abuse seen as the positive response? How? You're being abused by a system that forces you to do things you don't actually want to do. If this applies systematically then does this not mean we're all gaslighting ourselves by seeing us as the problem by not going along for the normal narrative of seeing it as ok and thus complying? Your actions speak louder than words. If you compromise and pay then you're showing where your faith is, the state. You're in fear, even if you express frustration. You're still compromised and giving in. If I earn over 300k then I need to give almost half of that to the gov every year. My standard of living significantly decreases because of that when I'd otherwise be very abundant having multi 6 figures of take home cash. You see my point? If it's systematically occurring to everybody this way and that under duress you comply then this means we're all living in a state of fear to one degree or another. That's just one small example of course but it's universally shared. So how does LOA explain this? LOA would say if you don't want to then don't do it, but I have yet to find anybody who has successfully avoided paying for multiple years on end without having the goons go after them. This is what revolutions were built on in the past, being stood on, and thus a healthy reaction takes place where a vision for a better life is owned fully and without compromise and the power rebalance happens where forced abuse tolerance isn't what's conventionally supported and accepted.

They'll say that this is just my unresolved anger and such and yet these people live in fear of being attacked if they don't comply with certain mandates and certainly wouldn't manifest a tax free life. Good luck with that. I rest my case with this one. You can't stretch the so called law to all scenarios because it just doesn't work like that. You either change how you perceive it through NLP type conditioning and removing the importance on innate response to not feel "bad" anymore about it and comply willingly which is what the system wants or you continue to see how things really are objectively and suffer under that awareness. Most people willingly choose to ignore the issues because it hurts too much and doesn't benefit them at all and so will shut down that part and branch off and live without ever giving importance to systematic abuse and will justify it when time comes to defending that view if challenged. If this is true then it brings everything under question using basic logic. Now remember that NG never said he could change the economic issues, we face collectively and he called politicians KNOWING LIARS. He considered this part of the play, and that there's various pre-determined parts of that which happen TO us against our conscious will. If this is what he taught as the seeming father of manifestation doctrine as it's taught today then this means that the law IS NOT all encompassing as it's claimed and is only to "cushion the blows of life" which means that some things aren't able to be changed. He said you can have anything you want in this world and yet also said that there's work to be done in us, that the economy being bad is part of the play, that our life and death scenarios is pre-determined and that politicians are knowing liars who exploit us. He said there's so many people who can also believe false things as fact as well, which I believe I've quoted here before as well. If he said these things and preached them as truth being the one who also said you can make people walk off cliffs like lemmings then wouldn't this imply that he's either contradicting himself or that there's a deeper meaning to this seeming "law" than just what it says at face value and that there's functions beyond stimulation that are at play?

I can't in clear conscience get on camera and market all that trash to people that they can be and do and have anything because I know that almost all of them will take that at face value and interpret it to mean literally they can turn the world into whatever they imagine including the system. I've proven pretty clearly that there's cycles over history where power structures rise and fall on fixed cycles of time and this cannot be denied as functions operating outside of our awareness, or it could also be said that our awareness is moved by that greater function beyond us. The Father is the cosmic clock which rides and drives all of us in accordance with the theamtics being processed at that time for those lessons to be made conscious in the scenario, the script for the play. You don't' override that, you are moved by it thinking it's you when it's the greater consciousness Father driving you and everyone else since that's where God acts. Only God acts.

It's like if you get abused as a child and your innate response is fury for being violated but that feeling is interpreted by the LOA crowd as "you can only experience the contents of your own imagination" that NG said, obviously without understanding what that means. It's like how EIYPO is interpreted as all beliefs are reflected, and that anybody who feels anything that's in conflict with harmony is negative and buying into limiting beliefs when again the whole system is here to destroy your innate response and crush how you really feel to force you to comply and branch off to not be attacked. The person who branches off to deny how they feel about being abused is congratulated for reframing their feeling with NLP methods or imaginal scenes and whatever. The person who says that this is injustice and how it needs to change for the better because they have a vision for life beyond being stood on is seen as negative and the cause of their suffering. Who's right? Who's correct? The person who branches off from seeing abuse as a good thing for them or something they're just indifferent towards has numbed out their innate response which is healthy and individuated if they were to accept it. An individuated response is almost always the one that isn't about compliance, because it doesn't remain politically correct to fit in since it sees fitting in as the issue. That's what I mean. The innate self that's beyond all the conditioned coercive manipulation and expectations to comply doesn't want to play into any of that and so compromises to not face consequences from those who hold power. It's like the parent abusing the child all over again. it's the same dynamic. The people who sided with the abusive trash have actually given themselves away for rewards from the system in return. They're supported and congratulated for successful "results".

This is what a big part of me continues to run up against when it comes to actually getting real with the true meaning of all this LOA stuff. This state of seeing things as they were and not wanting to comply caused my life to absolutely suck in the past. I had NOTHING benefit me AT ALL. I hated everyone and everything that went along with this trash and it made me sleep in immense suffering every night. I "let go" of the importance of that to play in the system again where I'm at now so I'd actually have a roof over my head instead of digging holes in the ground to not be exposed to the elements. I didn't want to suffer like that because it sucked more than you could ever imagine. I was the opposite of everything conventionally accepted and was critical of everything that was compliance with the system. I had minimal friends towards the end there and had next to zero cashflow since I'd been sacked from all the massage jobs (it wasn't just me too it was the whole clinic that was replaced with illegal Asians operating under one hicaps number) and my online presence was dead and had no chance of supporting me at all in the post convid market which was insanely inflated. Everything was just suffering. Suffering in every direction to not comply. I was one of the only ones who lived this way, and nobody thought I was "normal" for doing so, which was the point. I never saw what they did as functional I saw them all as sick and weak or too dumb to see how things were and since I had no power to change the system I blamed them for continuing to go along with things and allowing suffering to propagate unchecked. That's how I lived for like 3 years. It sucked so badly. I ended up with extreme anxiety. It was because my focus and attention was on how things were and it made me feel this way. Those who denied it and ignored it didn't feel this way. They lived without such extreme anxiety. They didn't see any issue or that they were even being systematically abused. It's like the child that gets use to the parents attacking them and doesn't see them as the issue but sees themselves as the issue with all the shame and gaslighting they feel because they have no power to stop it and so the only option is to accept that the innate self is unsafe to express freely. They branch off and live in the lives and expectations and coercion of others and eventually don't even realize it.

So can we get clear. Manifestation as it's taught isn't really a thing. It's that in most cases whatever you're fixated on as your vision and you accept that fully and own it no matter what, provided some form of meaningful involvement can be applied since this is always required in cases where physical athletic ability is performed for example, then through fixating on that then this is what that person will experience. They will only see those things and experience that view. This is really the law that we can prove. You're branching off to live without discomfort and managing feelings to not think what you feel and thus maintain a fixated focus on something that's stimulating.

23/1/26

Persistence is persistence to cross thresholds. Every time you involve in the experience and go a certain amount of the way and hold back at that limit you'll be cycling through again until you cross it and see yourself in the state of being who has or is the person you want. Persistence isn't something I can fully 100% decode with the language NG uses from the study I've done in terms of what exactly he's relating this to other than the obvious. Persistence is continue to approach the threshold until you cross it. That would be the most obvious way to put it.

"When it appears that people other than yourself in your world do not act toward you as you would like, it is not due to reluctance on their part, but a lack of persistence in your assumption of your life already being as you want it to be." - the power of awareness book 1952

This is him saying that the role we've accepted isn't conforming to the expectation. The thing that NG still fails to recognize in his work (at least he never makes it a clear point to discuss as far as I know) is that the world is totally warped and wants to condition you and that the state of seeing the people around you respond in a favorable way is never seen in contrast to whether or not that's a response that's rooted in compromise to fit in with arbitrary expectations or not. I went over it before with the tax system as an example that impacts everybody. You could apply this to that. If the tax department doesn't respond to you in the way you'd like then it's because you've not persisted enough, right? If you don't want to pay then owning the role of being in conflict with that expectation would by nature only generate experiences that would force conformity to that expectation. Ignoring it would elicit the same response.

"Your assumption, to be effective, cannot be a single isolated act; it must be a maintained attitude of the wish fulfilled.

[And that maintained attitude that gets you there, so that you think from your wish fulfilled instead of thinking about your wish, is aided by assuming the feeling of the wish fulfilled frequently. It is the frequency, not the length of time, that makes it natural. That to which you constantly return constitutes your truest self. Frequent occupancy of the feeling of the wish fulfilled is the secret of success.]" - same book

Once again there we go with the persistence thing. This is the line after the one quoted above anyway.

NG says it's the frequency that you return, not the length you "hold" it. I'll argue that frequency here would mean consistency of returning and not so much frequency as in going in and out of it more because that just wouldn't make sense. It's that you'll by default end up in that assumption consistently. The naturalness IS the default returning to that state, and we know that how you think is dependent almost entirely on feeling (meaning) and thus trying to consciously think "from" the end is entirely useless since without moving the threshold forward to change feeling then nothing changes at baseline.

"I can put myself in any part of the world and think from it, and think of the world and everything else. That is the secret: thinking from what I want, instead of thinking of what I want.." - catch the mood unknown date

I'm going to argue that thinking from is as I've said before deeper state overlap of fire and water but also that this represents the movement of the shen as you approach the threshold of acceptance under pressure AKA "this is real right now" IS the source of pressure provided the scene implies what's being changed.

"The secret being that is the sum total of all of my beliefs , all of the things that I consent to, that form a pattern of structure, that secret being draws unto itself things in harmony with itself." - Changing the feeling of I 1953

Here's another example of NG likening the beliefs we hold as in total forming a structure or pattern which is the "secret being". He literally called the secret being the structure of your beliefs itself. I mean is this not obvious proof of what I've said since day 1 that the field geometry is what causes all of this via thematic supply/demand? The currents in availability determine what's thought based on what's felt. What's felt drives what's thought and that is your belief, as we've gone over before.

I want to pull back for a second here and frame this in a broader light. A child gets abused by a parent and their feelings of fury are denied as valid and the child is told that being good means being nice and not getting angry despite having boundaries violated. Let's say the child was playing with a puzzle or something and got a part of it wrong and the father got upset at the child for not doing it right. That child is now going to have performance anxiety. The power dynamics were warped where the child was needing to perform in order to not get attacked. So what happens in this sense? If our birth conditions are determined by God the Father which would mean the parents we get and their circumstances we're raised in would come under that, this would mean that childhood abuse in some regards at least is determined by God and is out of your control.

Man I had so many insights before and I didn't write any down because I was too busy. Forgot.

Disbelief in conditions. Belief in vision. You could argue that faith in imagining is also faith in the vision.

24/1/26

So really I'm not surprised but after I spoke with a client from the last call just 2 days ago to clarify the specific conditions to target and cut through all the way they've basically had radical changes with more money showing up through means like raises at work all of a sudden and ex showing interest as well. It's one of those things where I find that changing your role through crossing thresholds of disproval the conditions want you to stay in can lead to these spontaneous shifts. You really just fixate on playing the role and going all the way in all implied ways. I got him to go all the way with implied involvement that was meaningful because that's where you'll really get state streaks in that role going well which if you ask me is critically important to make the state you habitually return to the one you target instead of just in and out up and down all around.

As soon as you become comfortable with playing the role through being seen being that person under pressure you'll be seen and see the world differently. Crossing the threshold and dying to the person who's uncomfortable with the role is what happens. You cross the threshold of discomfort into comfort and acceptance. The death of importance for the expectations of others in a meaningful way.

Also some data I've been going through has revealed where moralism has been one of the core downfalls of the light peoples society. Obligation to cut out self agency to appear righteous in the eyes of some relative moralist standard.

I also continue to witness the eradication of "lightdom" if we'd call it that for those in the know having to use coded language because the fools who seek to use the conditioning against me would claim evil is upon us. The evil who wrote the words that are read on this page, or so they'd have you think. Separation and segregation is viewed as non spiritual, where only a universalist view of people is acceptable. Where does this come from? Why is this so common now when it never was ever promoted in the past. This universalist ideology is new to so called spiritual circles. Perhaps passion for ones own light and like lights is what constituted someone who IS individuated. Why is it assumed that an individuated being is someone who's universalist like this is some higher moralist view to strive for? Why is racism for example seen as a bad thing when an individuated being who holds such tastes and love for his own kind and would fight for their plentiful abundance as an extension of his own abundance, why would this person be seen as non spiritual when such passion for love of life as seen in the world he's building is the substrate this stems from? Why is universalist views the only views that are approved in this space? Well I know why but they're too illiterate and conditioned to recognize that obviously. Anyone who "looks down" on the other apparently looks down on himself, without knowing anything about what that means as usual. God is not expressed the same in all of us, else we'd all have the same genetics but we don't. We were made different by God for this function after all, just like how the system continues to rise and fall in cycles over history. It seems that dulling out our love and passionate desire to see light flourish is selfish and hateful. How? How is this the case. It's meaningless guilt tripping that sounds an awful lot like parental conditioning for a child showing interest in something not state sponsored.

I look at all these supposed "controversial" views as how individuation is attained. Is this not the case where someone who DOES have such passion and expressed it innately without compromise the one who is the highest of those enlightened? Is that man not closer to God who acts through his truth despite the disapproval of the whole system around him? Is the man who breaks boxes and owns that truth no matter the cost the one who gains the most in that iteration? Is this not working the mechanism we've explored where under pressure acceptance of ones innate nature is owned uncompromisingly and thus dies to the conditioning that seeks to keep his essence bound up in social expectations of the system. Is this not the sign of someone who's living their highest most fruitful life and walking with God? How is this not the truth? How is someone who's so in tune with his own abundance and the vision which he seeks to make manifest not having faith in God? That illuminating power. How can the racist be someone who's not spiritual? That makes no sense. It's not about an arbitrary code of conduct where certain things are approved of by God and others not so much, but it's the system of control that seeks to establish that subjective rule book to keep enlightenment from occurring, the source of pressure to cast a shadow of compromise over the people out of fear of losing approval. When you don't care about approval then you're operating from your own agency and not the conditions and expectations of the system and those who seek to defend that box.

This is why I continue to disagree with the idea that illumination is only something for the universalist who views all things as good. Someone will quote Genesis 2 and speak of how all that God created was good to shut down the view of what I speak. If this is the case then death on a metaphysical level wouldn't be functional, since we know there are "good" and "bad" states, which really should be defined as more or less individuated states where we live from innate natural striving over the conditions of others. How can all be good in that sense if we must die to who we were? The good in the sense that's described is simply a function of God being made manifest as its designed to be, and that's not casting a moral type of label on something. It's mechanical, scripture is able to be boiled down to current mechanics just as the Daoist systems explore. So saying that because all of creation is good and thus that passion for segregation is anti so called spiritual expansion is just a dumb idea to be seen clearly for what it is, a universalist talking point that's meaningless and really just stems from fear of the innate self being made known and the pain that would be felt from accepting that innate nature. I know that all radical transformations I've had came from seeing myself above the others around me and owning it fully. This is bad in the eyes of these universalists. Here's more they'll throw out. They'll say that doing to your neighbor what you'd like done to you is a commandment. Well that's nothing more than another mechanical view of illumination. Role dynamics. This is how manifestation works after all. Alchemically it can be seen as the surrounding substances being overlapped and thus expanded, just like how Christ also says that he will put the family against itself if you remember that scripture. This seems to be negative and yet it's there.

"Not Peace, but Division
Luk 12:49 I am come to send fire on the earth; and what will I, if it be already kindled?
Luk 12:50 But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am I straitened till it be accomplished!
Luk 12:51 Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division:
Luk 12:52 For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three.
Luk 12:53 The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother; the mother in law against her daughter in law, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."

So you want to discuss "moralist" views of scripture interpreted at face value without discussion verses like these? In truth this passage can be viewed alchemically and make lots more sense than viewing it at face value but the moralists will pick and choose which passages they interpret at face value and which to not based on what fits their view of fitting in with expectations and culling all radical views that would be "dangerous". We are put under pressure by God for this very purpose and yet these people in their deep compromise will continue to speak universalist doctrine to stay safe in their conditioned nature denying their innate voice telling them to be radical and break the box.

Viewing it at face value and saying that the child who continues to accept the parental abuse because that child would like to do to his neighbor what he would like done to him would be good in the eyes of that passage, that's called heavy compromise and is deeply unsatisfying and the opposite of expansion and individuation. You see how insane this is? The world around us seeks to condition us at every turn and conforming to those views is the pressure we face that's necessary for what God exists here to establish, separation which IS individuation. Individuation is sticking out from the group, standing beyond. Do you know what holy means? To be holy means to be "set apart". Individuated, where you live from your own agency and this is the highest form of spiritual enlightenment where one lives from the innate capacity of the Jing unfolding through you. You don't determine anything about HOW that unfolds or WHAT is in store for you since the Father gives you all of those wishes via the sequencing of the Jing as it unfolds into the perfect embodiment of his capacity where you accept and go along for that ride fully no matter what it is.

"There is only one creative being, only one God. Being protean, he appears to be unnumbered nations, races, and people; but in the end, one by one he gathers himself into the one body, the one Spirit, one Lord, one God and Father of us all . . yet without loss of identity. You will know you are God. I will know you and you will know me. Having known each other in this violent state by the masks we now wear, we will return to the unity of one made up of others, to be brothers in that heavenly state." - a state called Moses 1968

Here we have NG telling us about unity. All of this is alchemical. We don't become one mind, because we are individuals that have expanded into our capacity, the SEED GROWING UP INTO THE FULL TREE. That seed will be unique and different from all others. No seeds are ever the same or identical, else individual identity couldn't exist and God would have no purpose take take into himself our nature for expansion into what he is. This is our capacity, and so why would any form of that capacity be labelled as bad or not spiritual or denying so called unity. I see the view of seeing all as one to be the highest form of propaganda, since this is never to be taken literally but alchemically. You don't become as the other, you can't. Your currents can integrate and operate this way with others by overlapping them but you don't "become" them else you forfeit your identification. NG said that you become as one but without loss of identity, and I've quoted him saying many other times about individuation as the goal, which IS the acceptance of complete agency over your life. That's your capacity owned, all the currents that thematically relate to life are available in full, the tree grown up.

NG has said that nobody desires to kill another. I can agree. The implications of what that act would cause is what is desired, the release of pressure from conditions, or so it would seem. We must then ask ourselves, does any of us desire to be separate from another? I will say that almost all of us experience this to some degree in our lives. You could argue that the desire isn't to be separate but to attain agency, free from the expectation that's binding you to needing another you don't want to be around now. What the experience of being stuck with someone implies about what you're disowning is what's desired through change. So in that sense, would individualized cultures that are separate and varied in expression being separate an extension of this? We know that multiculturalism doesn't work and is a propaganda tool used against great nations to guilt them into giving up their greatness, what they gave up to attain that position of expansion. So would then being put into a place where you're around customs that are different and incompatible with your innate expression of those natures, would the desire to be separate the same thing as discussed above about being put into a place of needing to conform to an expectation that binds you? How is this any different from being stuck with an abusive parent who's seeking to guilt and shame you out of how you feel and that your desire to expand beyond that state is compromised to not rock any boats? How is tolerance positive? It's literally called tolerance FOR A REASON. Tolerance means there's an innate conflict already in the mix that must be conditionally held back else you're breaking the expectation of that abusive rule. So again how is the situation I'm discussing any different from a situation where an expectation to conform is shoved in your face and the desire to separate is an extension of individuated agency being owned to build an environment that's functional for yourself and those who are functional around you of like nature. How is the situation we face any different, having to tolerate obvious dysfunction and being seen as bad whenever you express a voice of dissidence against the tolerance? That person who doesn't want to fit in is not spiritual apparently so screams the conditioned and fearful universalist.

I do believe that those who say that because you find importance on the makeup of your own kind and the cultural traditions around that, because you hold high your own likeness, that you're somehow not spiritual and buy into segregation of the senses? How is this any different from liking anything in this world? Why is activation of currents that relate to highlighting our own people and cultural ways pathologized? That's insane. We're told by the so called spiritual authorities out there that anyone who places importance on their form and like forms is still not of higher consciousness, that they're buying into the world of objects and not the higher reality. Well what the heck IS the "higher reality"? None of them could define it obviously. I've already gone into that. It's complete agency to live the way you're driven innately, even if that's controversial. It's just another unique makeup of the currents in how they activate in response to suggestions. Individuated consciousness is the goal, segregation, separation, illumination of the innate self to be "set apart". According to certain so called spiritual ideas, desire or passion or importance AKA activation of currents for anything in this world is seen as non spiritually expanded. What a load of trash. That's the exact opposite of individuation, that's dilution, that's not what God created the emanation for. God created the emanation for unique consciousness to recognize its own capacity, the seed, and to unfold it. The way we do that of course is through crossing thresholds, including ones that aren't approved of by the system.

Individuation means HVAING preference that's different, having activation that's powerful towards different outcomes, visions, styles of expression. The difference is what makes us unique, not to all mix into one blob of formless uniformity and "unity". There's no individuation there. God has failed if that's the case. God never fails. This is why separation and "racism" will always persist. Always. It's impossible for that nature to be cut out no matter what the system does to try and guilt us. Notice how they need to guilt us and shame us for it in the first place? It's obviously a conditioned response to an innate nature being held back to stay safe and be approved of. The labels and useful debate closers by throwing out the terms that hold such meaning and power on them that it shows the other people who hold such views to be incapable of reason. "racist". No discussion. Just shutting down authority of the ones who are labeled through a man made idea that's got such stigma behind it that nobody would take someone such such a label seriously due to that meaning. There never use to be "anti racism" campaigns in the past promoted towards children. I never saw any of that growing up in the early 2000's where almost all of us growing up had prejudice even at those younger ages. The difference signals a sense of unease, and that activation is conditioned to fit in with expectations. Why are there so many propaganda campaigns against that response when nobody ever instilled it in us to begin with? It's ALL conditioned. It's ALL expectation and thus is designed to crush individuation under the weight of social expectation instilled in us by a system forcing the mixing of lightness and other "shades" or whatever. It's so stupid. Give me any reason why this isn't a conditioned response? Your innate prejudice isn't bad or evil, it's a signal that's there for a function and too many have been deeply conditioned over the last few decades for a voice like mine to be seen as acceptable who speaks of individuated acceptance of the innate response. They'll defend the conditioning to fit in with some arbitrary construct that's "safe" and PC.

I know most people won't agree with this but there's experiments done where dolls were put in front of children and they were told which ones are good and or bad. The white dolls were almost always picked as good. Why? Because the expectations were as such. This was children who weren't light by the way in this experiment. The children didn't want to be seen as bad and you could see their hesitation when picking the light one as good in some examples. The coloured child didn't want to pick that option but was feeling pressure to do so. The innate response would've been to pick their own likeness. Nobody sees their own likeness as bad unless they've been conditioned. Now the establishment will point to this as proof of conditioning by us to the aliens (yes this term was used commonly a few decades ago get over it) but obviously this just shows that they shouldn't be here since it's not compatible with their innate responses that are unconditioned. This is my point. When you peel back the layers you'll see that all of this PC social conditioning is just coming from a need to tolerate and fit in and not really something that's innately desired if we could have it that way. If we're all honest with ourselves, we'd like to have minimal to no aliens around, though that's obviously not PC or socially acceptable, not any more at least. It use to be the normal view, there was policy in Aus here back in the early 1900's I believe where there was a zero alien policy, racially. Government policy before the 20's was almost all racist by nature, the white Aus policy was promoted and supported. No guilt no shame just policy that was accepted and not opposed by anybody because there was nothing to be guilty about. It was the accepted preference. Now they need to guilt and shame us into accepting this new mixed world.

DO YOU SEE MY POINT YET? DO YOU GET IT??? It's NOT how we really feel. It's NOT negative to hold such views AND MAKE THEM KNOWN. It's just another form of conditioning to fit in and compromise and throw yourself away under pressure. Screw that.

This is just another source of pressure I recognize shows up that's difficult to integrate because innately I desire a world where we all are able to get along, though not to be forced into each other back yards and tolerate the differences so to say. It's not more spiritually expanded to tolerate and feel that you're a bad person for having such preference. I see nothing bad about the differences between lights and aliens really, but being forced to tolerate and guilted and shamed when you don't fit in is bad. That's what conditions us into giving ourselves away, giving our power to authorities of social views that aren't in alignment with an innate response to such difference. Difference is functional and necessary to drive expansion. When you deny difference you deny God capacity for expansion. You deny thresholds exist to cross. You shrivel up into a universalist seed that has no meaningful growth into a unique tree of your own right and agency to live as. Authoritarian states exist to force expansion under pressure. God plays those roles to speed up his own expansion. The expansion is through crossing the thresholds into denying the state power over you and "fighting" back. This doesn't mean violent revolution at the core but a careless disobedience to orders which disempowers the trash that seeks to keep you in their box. You just act the way you want to and own your autonomy despite pressure existing. How do you disempower the state? You just voice and act on what you want. If that means getting up to move away from someone you don't like then do be it. You don't have to explain yourself and provide reasons to appease the guilt trip. You have a response and that's it. The child has a response and that's it. Condition the response and you stifle expansion, individuation, you stifle personal agency to respond to life in satisfying ways.

You know who is pathogenic? The aliens who come to your home and tell you to fit in with their differences. That's their individuated nature coming out, and your compromise, because you feel the need to guilt trip yourself instead of solving the problem and segregating the differences that don't mix or overlap functionally. Is that so hard to grasp? Nobody wanted conflict, but conflict is being shoved in our face and tolerance continues to delay the inevitable solution of that conflict, AKA segregation just like it use to be. It's on the way, if people grow up that is. You can already see the mood shifting. The state went too far and imported too many aliens. Tolerance is now a chore. Conflict is in your face. What are you going to do about it? Imagine a peaceful world where everyone in their own differentiated kind can exist in their own environments and get along where our differences are actually celebrated for what they are without forcing differences to be destroyed through mixing and dilution. We should be able to exist independently and express our innate desires for living amongst like kindred. The universalists will say that we're all like because we all bleed red or have the same spiritual seed, but that's not true at all either. Fundamentally yeah there's a lot of shared genetics but they're STILL DIFFERENT, OBVIOUSLY. Look at the alchemical systems that each culture created. They're vastly different and often affinity for different systems is genetically tied. The family holds affinity for certain intelligences that their traditions thematically represented a certain way. Denying this is insane. The alchemist himself has mentioned this as well where spiritual expansion is often related to familial lineage where through certain processes what intelligences you end up interacting with will be from the systems that you've worked with in prior iterations. Your aetheric template looks light for a reason, NG saw light people such as David being what seems like full on Nordic for a reason. Christ as an embodied intelligence is light as well, as the alchemist has said. We have these images because it's traditionally built into us. These images don't come from what we've had conditioned into us, since children see these intelligences as light themselves. This once again proves that spiritually we're not all the same and those fools who preach that we're all from the same God can shove off and get schooled. We're from the same God just as the fly or the worm comes from the same God. Do you think you share spiritual seed that's the same with them? No. Don't be stupid and gaslight yourself, don't validate the conditions because you feel bad. Screw them tell the truth and be real. That's how you expand and have agency as an individuated being.

We face this pressure for a function. Welcome the challenge and cross the threshold. Care and hold importance on your vision for a life without aliens as a majority in a country where your kind built great societies that flourished above the rest in this world through their own individuated sacrifices to put their current into something they believed in. Own the truth without shame or compromise.

During World War II, Prime Minister of Australia John Curtin reinforced the policy, saying "This country shall remain forever the home of the descendants of those people who came here in peace in order to establish in the South Seas an outpost of the British race."

This is what our country stood for before light guilt was established. Just imagine those people looking at us now. They'd be horrified at what you've given up because you're too afraid of your own greatness under pressure.

"But do not doubt, for the minute doubt steps in, a mental division descends, as doubt is the devil. If you will believe that regardless of what the world tells you, you are the man you want to be, you won’t go mad. Instead, you will become that man. Your dream world will rearrange itself to fit your new image into it without any difficulty or help on your part." - awake o sleeper 1968

Going all the way. That's all that matters. Owning the vision no matter the cost. I have no competition. Only fools with negative feelings that get triggered. There's no real reason or logic outside of arbitrary moralist views and trash that's proven to not work in any way throughout time. I don't fear anything they'd attempt to throw in response, all angles are solid and impenetrable. RS stands above everything else.

25/1/26

Looks like reconciling all this data into a coherent structure that everybody can agree with is next to impossible. Perhaps that's not the point though. Every view to some degree or another will have polarity to it.

Guess there's no win win. Perhaps the offence is the function.

So when you know what the compromise pattern is, just go all the way and live in the fulfilment of what it's trying to stop you from playing out. Like seriously. Know the meaning, the implication, the effects that the change will have on your life if you accepted your vision. With these in mind, act on the vision anyway, do it spontaneously. What I've noticed is that more root pressure AND dynamism you're playing out almost leads you to not giving as much importance on the trash by default, as we should know, but that the logic that you lead yourself through is almost like "let's just do it anyway" kind of thing.

Is the alien issue in Eu and other places in the west because the people find themselves living and feeling like less than they really are and this is creating a scenario that's making that abundantly obvious until the threshold is crossed? Well yeah, it is. That's the psychological profile, and that's why it cannot stop until that threshold is crossed collectively. This doesn't explain 138 year reset cycles though, unless the collective consciousness is timed in this way. I can't prove either way because it's the pattern reflecting itself. What's the cause though? Individuals living this way or the overarching pattern driving the individuals? Well greater process always has the greatest influence on that level so the answer is this is the script God set out and these are the themes that the individuals are integrating through the scenario.

What I must therefore question is that is my position of seeing clearly through the systematic propaganda trash more correct than another? Well if you look at it from expansion perspective on the whole then I'd say so, though that's not really a fundamental truth either. You see someone who's playing that game and operating out of conformity to the trash in this system isn't necessarily someone who's less expanded than someone who's aware of such. Can the work be completed without that awareness? Well seeing the control system for what it is I do believe is necessary though the details of how and what and why and all that aren't really. It's just are you playing your role properly or not really. This is why I really cannot fault anyone for being ignorant of the obvious, they're at the level of awareness they're at for that purpose.

The view of the system, making operating within that order functional and "proper" if you'd call that, then it can lead to excessive reasoning that gets in the way of natural striving.

26/1/26

Woke up to a message from an old SP reaching out once again. I've had 13 messages from her since exactly 2 months ago now. Wild stuff. I've not even replied it's no contact. It just shows you that they can come begging.

Oh yeah here's a little fun fact for the solipsists to get their heads around. So the only way to explain this is what history is all made up in their minds because of what they believe, but EVEN THAT won't cover this and will basically eradicate any semblance of sanity in those who will pretend this doesn't matter. Every single currency ever to exist from the past millennia became worthless. Fact. The entire history of money that humanity has ever involved in that has a bank system tied to it eventually ended up going bust. All of these people who lived in this time wouldn't have believed that their money would've became worthless, just like in the Weimar Republic days for example as a recent iteration of this. Why do you think this time now is any exception to that rule? Do you think the people of that time would've thought that they would end up with worthless currency? The communist experiment in the Bolshevik days ended up with the currency being inflated so extremely that overnight your money would've became worthless. I'm talking literally billions of billions of inflation overnight. Nobody knows about this history though because they don't find it stimulating enough to care. My point is that why do you believe that your time period of existence here is any different and immune from any of these events where your savings and even stock assets are safe? "The law" they say. Yeah millions of people in the past would've thought the same, and yet that didn't turn out to be true. Everybody was impacted. EVERYBODY. Nobody was immune because the currency was a universal medium of exchange. Therefore I say once again, why do we assume that our scenario today is any different? It's been the historical trend for thousands of years and yet because you believe that you'll have power over reality as "the operant power" that you'll be able to ensure the system won't fail in your day despite everybody from the past thinking the exact same thing, that their savings are safe and all that jazz. It never has been true and massive percentages of population all had their balances wiped clean.

If you see how that works then you'll see that the system of operations is independent of your belief in when the boom bust cycles play out. It's only that you can navigate personally within that framework, not control the framework itself. NG did say that the law is ONLY to "cushion the blows of life". This is why. This is why age reversal has never been demonstrated by anybody in the LOA space despite the entire doctrine being about infinite empowerment as the "operant power". Anybody who takes that at face value is misinterpreting the so called law because I could point to endless examples where that's not worked throughout time. They'll say that it's not their personal experience and doesn't apply to them, and yet as I said before even that will contradict because their mindset of having belief in the stability of their currency mirrors those who also lived in surrounding countries which experienced rapid inflation such as Zimbabwe. This was less than 20 years ago. Do you think all those people assumed they'd end up going broke overnight? If it's a collective level experience then it's not a personal cause, and the people personally involved are playing pre-determined roles, just as has been the case for aspects of our lives that NG himself are pre-determined by God before you're even born "for the work yet to be done in him". So where's this "operant power" doctrine of all encompassing power? Doesn't work. Can't be proven. Nobody has shown any examples of this. Apparently because I "don't believe" in that then I can't possibly experience proof of it according to mentalist solipsism, though again this must therefore be applied to millions of people who overnight also ended up going broke. They all imagined and assumed they had their savings become worthless. Oh but that's "their" reality, not yours... riiiiight. Yeah big brain move. As soon as you get to that level of explaining away insanity then it's game over.

What does this all mean? Just focus on wealth in your life that looks the way you want.

Played an old game and felt that "nostalgia hit". It was literally like a surge of current manifesting as that sensation. I could feel it. These "feelings" are seeds, states, reactions. They contain within them more of what they are, kind after kind as it says in scripture. Currents manifest more of themselves as they process. Thematic translation unfolds through experiences that elicit those feelings. This is the resonance of those channels activating and thus you "feel" a sensation. This is manifesting. Thoughts don't create, they only move current, lead pathways as I've said. It's a pathway leading mechanism.

I think the reason why so many guys now can't get attraction is because they don't have those currents. They can't "feel" attractive. They don't feel verility. They don't feel that expanding current that drives attraction.

I just had an insight to create another level to this stuff. It'll involve cycles within cycles of patterns relating to seeds and pathway cascades as well as acts.

Notebook 33: https://realitysynthesis.com/pages/aetheraeon-notebook-33

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