Aetheraeon Notebook 33

Aussie day was 2 days ago. Going out in more tightly packed regions for some fun revealed how hard it was to play spot the aussie. Those who know know.

It seems that the "fastest" way to meaningfully state shift is to lose what you know doesn't serve you right in the moment you recognize it. Spontaneous acts that imply. This is the inner imaginal act NG talks about. The imaginal act is the same thing. NG never talks about it practically from the level I do because he likely never had to go through the same level of death and thus didn't have the same struggles to even relax in the fist place like I wasn't properly able to. I'd get anxious the moment I went to feel something positive for years day in day out. The solution was to get so done with the trash that I just decided to eradicate it for good. Looking back at what happened it was a moment of high pressure that I DECIDED to just cut all the way through and not look back. The "what have you got to lose" didn't even enter my mind I just didn't care. I just left it. Bringing up the trash without sufficient root pressure I will argue won't get that far. Looking at the recent clients who get results before the 3 week mark, often overnight if done correctly EXACTLY as I said to (most clients actually don't do EXACTLY what I said and go their own way thinking the scenes that come into their mind matter more when that's not the point of why I gave them such an analysis in the first place and so saying "yeah do it your way" doesn't often work like you'd think at face value) it's that the moment of intense pressure that's felt all the way through meaningfully represents the death of the not self trash in terms of importance and meaning. The accepted state opens up in response as the seed/state unfolds the pathway cascades it'll operate through. I will argue that a vast majority of this work is well anchored root pressure. I'm not talking about floaty yang that's ungrounded I'm talking about integrated vital current, integrated meaning high capacity that's held properly between water fire and heaven. The earth plays the role of determining how much of that current gets released and moved through you, AKA "ripeness" on that divine level, the subconscious capacity more or less.

I've found that foundational root pressure when very potent root pressure is felt VERY strongly as "jolts" of current. When you're on longer seed retention streaks this is amplified. Working physically hard also can do this at times, though often I don't separate the variables so knowing as an isolated variable as to the cause is unlikely in my past experiences with that. Integrated root pressure is necessary for any of this to work. It's 100% necessary. That doesn't mean you'll always feel under that pressure or go through cycles by having that available but it will be available. Availability of it just sitting there ready to draw from, that's what it's like. It's unconscious until you extend into that capacity of availability to die to limits. When you've got ungrounded root pressure you'll feel agitated, you won't be able to properly relax. The yin will be deficient or the yang will be stagnant or in excess. You NEED balance, without balance you will not conjugate the currents. Fire and water need to work together, if the fire takes over without the cooling moistening yin to stabilize the reaction then the walking talking alchemy lab will go boom and nothing will happen that's beneficial. You'll waste time and vitality. You will not be able to die because the things you're leaving behind will still feel too important to you. The people who tell us to gradually lose importance on this stuff I find don't make any meaningful progress unless implied involvement is used to mediate that process, whereas doing in inwardly in a vacuum by dancing around the conditioning will only cause more peak dip cycles and waste energy. The death shouldn't feel like the end of the world, you will feel that way for a moment as you approach the threshold but that's where the power is. Crossing that threshold means crossing that feeling and leaving behind that importance, so you effectively cut all the way through. It's necessary for sufficient root pressure to be available to dig all of that out. It's not like by saying dig you have to strain your brain looking for all the corners, but that the root pressure will make it known, since that warming yang current will surface the stagnations.

This is why when you take powerful qi tonics you can physically feel the stagnations. I've had that. Gui Pi Tang for example when you have stagnations in some meridians, it's literally going to cause these "full" and "stuck" feelings because it's like the hose being stretched with too much water, except we're talking about vital currents here. The bandwidth of the circuits isn't sufficient and needs clearing. Higher pressure in this case often causes the hose to break and burst open, and thus more root pressure will surface where the trash is and as a sort of pain point you'll feel the meaning and implications of that. I've done this effectively with 3 clients thus far, using herbs to surface the trash. You Gui Wan for example is a massively warming tonic that blasts your kidney and heart meridians with a ton of activation. This can be dangerous with someone who's already got excess, like I've had before when my anxiety was off the charts. It could literally kill you and cause bleeding since the blood gets too hot to stay in the vessels, especially if spleen qi is lacking. So I've used these methods of using tonics to surface the unconscious trash in clients that I KNOW are able to handle it and they've told me this was able to loosen the trash to be meaningfully felt through. This means That once again the RS view of manifestation is correct. There's no placebos it's functional alchemical mechanisms that take years and years of hardcore study to grasp fully. If I had more clients to test this stuff on I'd have more data but I don't have a massive list of people waiting. Most of my clients buy 30-90 day and stick around long term for continued expansion. I don't like the 1 hour calls because they don't get far, but they CAN be useful to SOME who already have a grasp on RS and know what's going on without needing the basics explained.

My method is so well refined now. Just making the decision is in effect what happens, because it's a crossing of a threshold, though things need to be ripe for that "just make a decision bro" to be useful and actually have meaningful impact. There's nothing special.

If you want to have a massive load of cash show up, or get an SP, or whatever, you must be willing to die to who you are now to get that. This is how it's always been. You change who you are, there is nobody to change but self. Thematic supply/demand, role dynamics. When you play the role they play in your act. Your inner act is manifest through the world in how those currents will move you to play that role. Being in the state is having the supply of those currents available at baseline to drive your perceptions, what activates and what you find important to act on. Intuitive impulse is driven by this and it makes me wonder in fact if II is state dependent given some data I've been through.

Also an insight I've had on how postnatal Jing is made, it's got something to do with base nutrients to some degree I believe. Vitamins, minerals, base nutrients play a role in this.

Just getting real and making the decision and going all the way with it is basically everything NG was talking about relating to the law. It's both an inner and outer experience, which NG never stressed the importance of implied involvement. I will stress that importance though.

Doing manifestation the "normie" way is honestly the best way for most people to get things working for them. This means doing minimal deliberate inner work and making all the "inner work" through implied involvement, Works the same functions, except isn't something you need to know all the details of in order to make work. You don't need to know implications and pathway leading and all these things. You just make meaningful actions that move you towards the end. Period. It's really that simple. This is how a vast majority of people perform so called manifestation successfully every day including the people who think LOA is trash.

Importance is belief. Activation is belief. When you're conditioned it's that activation on expectations being important against what you actually want is being looped. I see the media propaganda and it's the same thing, they use "moving" things to report on and activate people to believe in something, and the implications of that in their lives that they now feel the need to buy into and accept as fact.

Someone who's not paying attention to demographic replacement locally here wouldn't see spot the aussie as a game to play, even though I'd say it's almost 1 alien for every local light. I was at the plaza yesterday browsing with a friend and I saw SO MANY of the ones who own this country. Those who know know, and no I'm not talking about Juize. The amount of high end BYD cars I saw with asian guys driving them was crazy too, usually with 7+ girls with them too. It's like just blowing my mind because that wasn't a thing even 3 years ago. Ever since say 2018 I've noticed so many changes locally. There's Indians on the scanner displays at the big shops here, big W, Kmart, Target. It's insane. Never would've seen that before. I remember checking the educational department Gov website and it was all muslim kids on the landing page. This is what I mean. Why? Why represent people who aren't who lives in the country their Gov is suppose to be serving? "Oh DJ you're just (insert label here)". Nah it's something that's happening and I'm just aware of the factors at play, unlike those who don't see it. My whole point of even talking about this was that I was contemplating on why I saw what I saw, because I see importance on the demographic replacement and thus it sticks out to me. Someone who's there might not notice it AS MUCH because it's not activating and sticking out like a higher contrast experience that's going to be remembered through that charge. So that's why I mentioned this. I've known this was happening since 2018 through kalergi plan among other primary sources of prominent Juize literally saying that the light people will resent them for what they're doing, but it's actually insane to see it really materialize now. I've got primary source data for all of this, going back to the 20's and even some before then.

Recently the Aussie day celebration had a bunch of so called indigenous rights activism against us which is all just al load of absolute ignorant trash but it's still happening and getting worse BECAUSE the media campaigns that put out this stuff hook in on those peoples conditioning and provide them a means of letting out that charge in ways they've been led to believe is righteous. As soon as they begin to question the importance of said conditions then it won't be so important because it's not correct. The natives here are mostly either bums who steal and or live off my tax cash or they're warring tribes going after each other who knows where in the outback wastelands. They still drive cars around back there that we created, they use our tech to live in sheet iron sheds and stuff that they have no idea how to maintain and most of them steal alcohol that live between the inland and coastal regions. How do I know this? Because I have friends and a few in family who have had experiences personally of such things happening. This was stories from years ago by the way, it's probably much worse now. Either way ever since the economic situation and demographic policy got worse at the end of WW2. Most of the people who actually WANTED to fight in WW2 did it to keep Aus safe from the Japs because they didn't want our way of life being destroyed under occupancy. Is this not what's happening now except gradually and silently done by our own Gov? Is this not the same thing? It's not the Japs but it's still replacement and cultural eradication. Go back 15 years and there was ZERO discussion of this stuff. The levels of alien invasions weren't insanely off the charts and out of control and ruining the housing market. The Labor Gov here has issued a new law where they're able to basically force certain regions of housing from elderly owners (65+ I believe) to rent parts of their house out to others, mostly migrants if I'd have to guess. So again, if this is for our benefit then why the hell is this happening? It's not for anybody's benefit and the boot continues to be put on the neck. People continue to think that it's ok, she'll be right or whatever irresponsible trash. It's because those who don't see importance on such haven't had it hit them personally to have charge for such things like it did with me in the past. As soon as it hits them personally (which it will just like the currency crash that's happened all throughout history hit everybody) then they'll start caring but it's too late. It's one of those wait until the pressure explodes kind of thing before making a decision that's meaningful and represents the unfolding of what's desired.

This is the same thing we see personally.

Those who see importance have resonance built into their innate seeds if correct.

19/1/26

Here's another point. I've noticed my senses are heightened lately, especially today. It stuck out to me. What I noticed is that scents are more stimulating, the cool breeze outside is like heavenly and peaceful feeling when it blows past, the feeling of touch is more tactile. It's like you're more there, more "present", as much as I dislike using that term to describe this. Presence isn't a good term to use. Activation is more available when the channels register stimulus to respond to, through the physical senses. The inner senses are the same, they've become more real as well, the sensations are heighted with less input.

Had another call today with some new client I've spoken to a few times so far. He's made progress but still hung up on some simple things. I find that another part of this that comes up is just the willingness to go all the way, as in dancing around and waiting for something to give you a push or some form of permission. Like they're waiting for an authority figure to give them permission to play the role they want for real. This is something I've been trying to include in the program in a meaningful way

This Godart guy who makes breakdowns on NG stuff I just saw is so bad. Repetition is not the so called "language of the subconscious mind". That's so dumb. It's that through repeatedly returning to the conflicts and correcting their meaning you're crossing that threshold and moving current. If you'd do like I did and make massive radical changes overnight then you don't need to repeat it, but it HAS TO BE RADICAL.

31/1/26

Wow almost the end of Jan.

Found more interesting quotes from NG. I also find that observing my feelings of "stagnation" are more or less stemming from not involving in expanding processes. Like I honestly find that clients who come to me saying they feel "stuck" know what to do but just can't cross the bridge out of will and are waiting for something to push them over it. This is what the issue is probably for a good 30% of people. Owning a higher ideal for self and just crossing the bridge and being willing to lose the comfort of mediocrity seems to be what most people just can't get past. It's not a "block" really, it's simply, "grow up". The answer is to "just do it". Really. Just make the decision. That's probably 30% of cases solutions, though I don't have a massive sample size to draw from so take that with a grain of salt. In my opinion in terms of total population stats and conditions, it would be likely around 60% of people who are able and ready to cross thresholds in capacity but aren't naturally falling into it through ripeness. This idea of ripeness and the variables around it has been another area of exploration for me. I find that whenever I slow down on publishing content and working on programs to create something truly insightful that won't be found anywhere else on earth, I end up almost "needing" to innovate in response. The innovation just shows up when I'm under pressure. I always have this happen without exception. I KNOW this is how it works. Being under pressure is where expansion is had, else nothing new can generate.

This is also why AI systems cannot replicate human consciousness. There's no pressure. Temperature and reinforcement training don't make that innovation work either, it's not the same thing.

What I find is that whenever someone sees what they want and are at distance to it and see it as far away then it's often because there's some condition that's too big in their face to look past. The simple answer almost always is return to foundation and just involve in SOME way that's meaningful. You WILL know what you want to involve in but you likely won't say that this is what you want because it's not simulating and activating. The people who feel stuck are waiting for a stimulating activating sensation to give them a push, when they need to just accept in that space that feeling inspired isn't necessary to make meaningful progress. I find that when you make decisions without that spontaneous intuitive impulse then they can end up working too, despite what HD would say, especially if you keep returning to it and avoiding that threshold from being crossed. Some will then throw out the divine timing idea, that the cosmic clock is on it's own trajectory and being stuck was part of keeping you back from progressing too far too fast. The alchemist has actually said this is a thing and you will be "throttled' in order to ensure things unfold according to the higher genius plan/father. I've got some quotes that NG said about how the father put him into experiences that were necessary, furnaces he calls them. He says we are put through all the furnaces (pressures) by the father. I agree. NG also says (indirectly but it's clearly implied) that the timing of this is according to his will as well. I can agree. The alchemist agrees. So I have this dilemma of integrating the whole timing thing into this as well, because that IS a variable that's very real and is meaningful. I will say that in many cases, especially looking at my own experiences, the wall you'll hit according to the will of God is that it will be repetitive in nature. Whenever it's continually showing you the same issue over and over then it's YOUR issue not divine timing. Divine timing as we'd call it I will say is often something you cannot avoid or get around or even really recognize patterns of directly. If God is throttling you then you likely won't know it. Therefore it's not something that's actually an issue from a conscious level, since it's operating behind the scenes.

If there is obvious and clear means to involve to expand thresholds and the waiting game continues waiting for activation to make that move then that's on you. I've never seen this be an issue. The throttling can happen practically through putting walls up so big that you can't even see the walls are there at all, or you'll end up in situations that bring about a sense of "this is too much pressure" in a sharp and potent way. You'll be scared off and not feel that there's a wall for you to climb over at all, like there's no striving for expansion there. If there IS expansion to be felt in that direction then it's up to you to own that. The father put the furnace there for you to go through, that pressure is in your face and you can see the other side. It's that there's a vision you have and in that vision there's a barrier. The furnace is the vision and the barrier in a sense since the furnace needs a vision to have meaning.

The creative drive, the kidney yang, liver yang, heart qi, that vision, this is how we express faith in God alchemically speaking. Faith in the figure of the Christ our seed and our root physically is another level that CAN and likely for many WILL work. I was just talking to someone about that yesterday actually, and while in this space that seems like blasphemy, I see a means of transformation in that view too. Why? Risk.

These are all the terms I've studied thus far:

Terms studied:

Abandonment -
Absorption -
Accept -
Action -
Activate -
Adamant -
Angel -
Appearance -
Assemblage -
Attitude -
Believe -
Boomerang -
Causation -
Cause -
Challenge -
Christ -
Christ seed -
Condition -
Conflict -
Contemplate -
Conviction -
Crucifixion -
Dare -
Death -
Desire -
Detach -
Die -
Difficult -
Dissatisfaction -
Disturb -
Drama/the drama -
Drowsiness/Drowsy -
Don't care -
Doubt-
Drop it -
Dwell -
Election -
Emotion -
End -
Evidence -
Faculty -
Faith -
Fears -
Feminine -
Ferment -
Figurative -
Forgive -
Graft -
Heaven -
High mood -
How to -
Ideal -
Identity -
Immortal -
Importance -
Impression -
In the course of a day -
Individual -
Intensity -
Inward -
Lessons -
Let go -
Limitation -
Meditation -
Meek -
Motion -
Motor -
Negative -
Natural -
Nervous -
Objective -
Observe -
Oil -
Out pictures -
Parent -
Passion -
Pattern -
Penetrate -
Persist/ence -
Potency -
Power -
Pressed -
Pressure -
Pushed out -
Reaction -
Rearrange -
Reincarnation -
Remain faithful -
Represent -
Resolve -
Restored -
Restrict -
Righteous -
Satisfied -
Scene -
Seal -
Secret -
Seed -
Separate -
Sensation -
Shadowy -
Sphere -
Spiritual -
Spirit world -
State - 2382 - 0.34 -
Structure -
Subconscious -
Subjective -
Substance -
Suggestion -
Sustain -
Symbolic -
Technique -
The Father -
The play -
Translate -
Trinity -
Twelve -
Unbelief -
Unconscious -
Vision -
Vortex -
Wind -
Wine -
Worth -
Yield -

There's a lot. I've added more to the list and I've found even more insights from that. There's likely further study to be done to dig out more important quotes from his body of work. I need to create a document that combines his lectures and books to make searching easier to not need to search individual sources. Anyone who thinks they know NG better than me needs to back up their claims. I've backed up mine with mountains of data.

1/2/26

"Now let me share an experience of a friend. In his dream he is constructing a large building, knowing that his father is creating one greater than his. Although he never sees his father, he knows that one day he will be as great as he. Suddenly he sees a black and white tree snake, picks it up and watches it coil around his right arm. Then the snake began to speak, telling him of the husband she loves, but has lost. The scene changes and my friend is now standing on a new building site with a pole standing upright in the center. Ascending the pole is the same snake, who turns around and starts its descent as he awoke. Here is a perfect adumbration, for only that which descends can ever ascend. I know it doesn’t make sense on this level; but just as Moses lifted up creative power in the wilderness, so have I, as the Son of man, been lifted up. How? In the form of a serpent! The creative power of Imagination descended by turning his head down into generation. His power, now reflecting in this world, must be reversed. This cannot be done by any conscious effort. The reversal takes place when the spiritual body is split in two from top to bottom. Seeing the fountain of living water, your creative power fuses with it, and up you go into heaven, just like a serpent. Blake described this as: “The furnaces of affliction suddenly become fountains of living water, all springing from humanity.” Everyone is destined to enter that fountain of living water, rise from this level into which he descended, and understand the words of Blake: “I do not consider the strong man, the weak man, the rich man or the poor man, to be in an ideal, supreme state, but to be every one of them states of the sleep which the soul may fall into in its deadly dreams of good and evil when it left paradise following the serpent.”" - follow the pattern 1968

The underworld journey. It's there.

"So, you will not lose your identity, yet you are God the Father. It is Father that is being revealed, the sweetest name there is in Scripture. He is a loving Father, may I tell you, in spite of all the pain you’ve gone through and all the horrors of the world. For this is a nightmare. Can’t confine it only to the night; it’s a daymare too with most people. So, I tell you, at the end . . it’s not a reward . . it’s simply victory. You have plotted and planned the whole thing before you entered the tomb. You prepared a way for your own return to whom? To yourself. I came out from the Father and I came into the world. Again, I AM leaving the world and I’m returning to the father. And that’s the story of this week. So as far as Friday goes, Good Friday, save your tears. The crucifixion is over. And it was a voluntary act on your part, which is God’s part. You laid yourself down in a tomb for the purpose of dreaming the dream of life. And in that dream, you suffered. You knew you would. As you’re told in the 24th Chapter of the Book of Luke, again you’re told it in the 18th, for that matter. But the 24th,”Oh foolish men and slow of heart to understand all that the prophets have written and said about the Christ. Was it not necessary that Christ suffer these things and then enter into his glory.” It’s part of the training. These are the furnaces. “I tried you in the furnaces of affliction.” Why? For my own sake. “For my own sake I do it, for how should my name be profaned. My glory I will not give to another.” And my name is Father. That’s my name. That’s my name. That’s the name truly that is God’s name in the world. And so the word “God” which makes the mind jump on the outside is not truly the name. You take the word “Elohim” and we translate it “God.” Take the word, “Jod He Vau He” and translate that “Lord.” But the name that is revealed is Father. That’s who this being is. This creative being is Father. And everyone is in search of the Father." - fulfilment is God's plan unknown date

2/2/26

"Then, when you have finished the work you came to do, you will understand that the furnaces you have gone through were necessary to bring you out as an image who reflects the glory of God and bears the express image of his person, for you will be endowed with life in yourself. Having become one with God, you will have inherited all that God is!

In my book, Resurrection, I have shared my visions in their chronological order. I know of no other book, including the Bible, which has given it that way. The Bible in its manuscript form is a series of paragraphs. These paragraphs were used to tell a story, because those who were eyewitnesses were leaving this world of Caesar, and if the events were not recorded, there would only be an oral tradition and confusion would reign. Luke starts his book saying:”Inasmuch as many have undertaken to compile a narrative of things that have been accomplished among us, by those who from the beginning were eyewitnesses and ministers of the word, it seemed good to me also to write an orderly account for you, most excellent Theophilus, that you may know the truth concerning the things of which you have been informed.”" - be imitators of God unknown date

"This experience will be yours when you come out of the fiery furnaces, which each one of us must and will go through. Did the Lord not tell us: “I have tried you in the furnace of affliction (experiences) for my sake; for my own sake I do it, for how should my name be profaned? My glory I will not give to another.” There is only God, so he cannot give his glory to another. Having buried himself in his creation, when he rises from his burial place, he is still God, but enhanced beyond measure by reason of becoming his own creation and rising in it, individualized. We are all members of a body which shares in this grand play of rivers, mountains, cities, hills, and villages . . all of which are humanity, all men in eternity." - biblical language 1969

Furnaces that are NECESSARY that we MUST and WILL go through. Not optional. Forced suffering is necessary and we MUST and WILL go through it. We are given trials and the desires themselves contain the lesson through acceptance.

"I tell you: we are only here to fulfill scripture. I don’t care what you do in this world. If you sit in the White House tonight as the president of our great country you will exercise enormous power, but it would be as nothing compared to what you will experience when you have fulfilled scripture, and of this fulfillment you cannot fail! What can it matter what you accomplish in the outer world when you leave it all to go through the little gate called death? And no one knows the furnaces still to be experienced before the birth of the child!" - conception 1968

Before the birth of the child means all the experiences that you must unfold as a correspondence to the thematic sequencing of the Jing before the child can be born. The furnaces are the lessons that contain components of expansion and integration within them. Each scenario adds to the body you're building which births the child, according to this cosmology. I'd never have known this if it wasn't for my search tool. Nobody on earth who does commentary on NG speaks of this that I know of. This is brushed over, in that the suffering is actually the pressure that expands us. This is necessary pressure that we're all forced into.

"“How long, how vast, how severe the furnaces ‘ere you find the Father were long to tell.” (Blake, from “Jerusalem”) And the Father is the Master. That’s the Being that you really are, and you . . the thing that you see here . . is but an emanation of that Master. And no one knows the background of that servant, for this is the servant." - same

"So he takes the Son . . takes you; it’s called the “servant,” and puts him through hell. As she said, “What fires it must have taken to take glass and turn it into a molten state? It was hot liquid glass formed into a man, and it came out of the top of my head; and the face was that of a man. It was complete,” . . that’s the word “perfect,” . . complete, but the body was not, because the body is not going to be like this body. It’s going to be that glorious Body of which I have spoken time and again when it moves up like a seraphim . . that fiery, fiery serpent.

The face, yes, is human, the voice human, the hands human; but do not ask about the body. That is something entirely different. She saw correctly, and she had already gone through the furnaces or she could not have seen that crystal-clear state that is so clear that it can reflect the glory of God. Were it not made in that form it could not reflect the glory of God. The imagery is perfect. It not only reflects it, it radiates it, because he becomes one with The One who put him through the furnaces." - same

We are that suffering servant. The corporeal identification that lives and takes on a face to learn lessons and dies. The you who is that servant is not immortal. The you who uses the puppet as a servant is immortal, that supply. When you die the you who is behind the eyes lives on but the you who is the eyes as the emanation dies and enters the underworld for thousands of years to continue suffering until you fade into to be recycled. This is why the alchemists accelerated this work to attempt to attain immortality, though only when God is ready will that be granted. You can complete 99% of the work and God will not allow you to finish it all because that time is not ripe according to the overarching greater process of reality. Acceleration only makes the iterations that come after you to continue suffering in the furnaces have a closer experience with the complete work and possibly to finish it. That corporeal identification lives on, unlike you. You're discarded having served the purpose as the servant. This is what I know based on the necromancy work I've been through studying with the alchemist. Necromancy is a thing and was used by alchemists of old.

"Until he is called, he is not sent. To be called is to be sent. When you are called and sent, you know it. Not speculating you know your mission. Even though you haven’t the intelligence of the world and you are unlettered in the language of the world, he tells you what to say. You go before the learned men of the world and people you call your own and tell them what mortal mind cannot tell them. You’ll tell them what they’ll never experience by reading books or by speculating, and you tell them exactly what has happened to you. They will look upon you as one, “Isn’t he the most wonderful dreamer. Isn’t his Imagination vivid.” Isn’t so at all…you simply are telling exactly what happened to you. But they can’t see the being that you are, because on this level when I depart this world, that is, when the world sees this level, they’re the same level. They’re still clothed in mortal garments that suffer and die… until that one moment in time when, after all the furnaces, they’re called into the presence of the living God and embraced, and fused, and then sent to tell the gospel of God. And we come one by one into that state. But, here, we walk the earth unknown, completely unknown, disregarded. You’re told in scripture, he reverses the entire thing. The one that he calls and holds the highest rank he ___(??). For he sends him, sends him into the world… no honors, no background, no intellectual, social, financial background whatsoever. He sent him, but he said, I go with him, for he who sees me sees him who sent me. But you can’t see him because the eye isn’t open to see him. So I tell you, believe what I’ve told you this night. It’s true you can be exactly what you want to be if you’re willing to construct a scene that would imply the fulfillment of your dream. And the power is not in the structure, that’s all figurative, that’s mental; but the power is in its implication. What does it imply? Remain faithful to its implication and it will come to pass in what the world calls reality." - our real beliefs 1966

NG literally said we suffer and die as a fixed function of our existence until we've completed all the "furnaces" as he calls them. The alchemical underworld journey is here. What I said in that old video is true. The only way to attain immortality of this form is to complete the work, but that's decided through the timing that only God the Father decides.

4/2/26

"Do you know why I know that? My wife did it. She did it! Actually, she did it. One day she was in the presence of a so-called sensitive, and this one said to her, “Why did you take off your wedding ring?” She said, “I am not married.” “Oh,” she said, “don’t fool me. You took off your wedding ring.” She said, “But I’m not married.” She said, “I’ll even tell you his name,” and she started off with Neb –Neba . . Neva . . she didn’t quite get it but she was coming very, very close to it. She was actually sensing what my wife in consciousness was feeling. When I first met her, I wanted her. The very first day I knew her I wanted to marry her, but I was entangled. Was I entangled! But, by this law, I disentangled myself. Without hurting anyone, I disengaged myself from all these complexities so that I could actually legitimately say, “Will you marry me?” But in the meanwhile she was wearing the ring. I hadn’t yet put it there, but she allowed me to put it there and slept as though I had put it there. So I tell you unmarried ladies, if you desire to be married (maybe you don’t) . . if you do, that’s the way to do it. And he’ll come out of the nowhere. You don’t have to go and buy anyone or try to meet the right people. Usually when you try to meet the right one, he’s always the wrong one. So don’t go searching. Those who go searching for love only make manifest their own love-less-ness, and the love-less never find love. Only the loving find love, and they never have to seek for it. You draw them; they come to you." - power 1968

So here you see the story. NG didn't manifest his wife in a vacuum.

"This wonderful experience of rising and floating is the signal that you are absent from the body or problem and are now present with the Lord; in this expanded state you are not conscious of being anything but I AM, I AM; you are only conscious of being."- your faith is your fortune book 1941

"In this deep or expanded consciousness, you will feel yourself to be a mighty pulsating power as deep and as rhythmical as the ocean. This expanded feeling is the signal that you are now in the deep blue waters where the big fish swim. Suppose the fish you decided to catch were health and freedom; you begin to fish in this formless pulsating depth of yourself for these qualities or states of consciousness by feeling “I AM healthy’…“I AM free.” You continue claiming and feeling yourself to be healthy and free until the conviction that you are so possesses you." - same

Well here he clearly defines I AM as the aetheric body. All this I AM stuff is stupid and insane that everybody on earth teaches. They're all insanely ignorant and stupid. Really really stupid. He's describing literally living in the imaginal body, the aetheric body, the subconscious mind itself. The dream devil, in Toltec cosmology that Don Juan teaches. By the way shoutout to Shel from the immortality group. Good chat last week.

Living in the imaginal body, I believe, is strongly associated with metaphysical death as well as the end. The sensation of this body overlaps higher order overlap of fire and water. Everybody who thinks that I AM is "nothingness" or whatever trash can get schooled. There is no way to experience that. That's anti God, anti consciousness, anti individuation. It's solipsistic trash that I've smacked so hard it'll never recover.

I strongly believe that in PARTS of his methodology of entering into the so called silence and feeling as though you're who you want to be, you're moving with the aetheric body and even in the Toltec traditions that Don Juan teaches this relates to wherever the dream devil moves your physical body will also be moved, even if it's bi-location and not actual physical travel. You can be seen there by others when you're not there. This is you but as I've said in other pages it's other bodies you have operating parallel to this one, in the same dimension but at difference "degrees" of activation of the subconscious mind. You by entering in that space, when gazing for example, you bring that body here and now since it's always available and live from it. You live "in the end", the sensations that aren't physically suggested are suggested from that body and you are moving currents and stabilizing states this way.

The sinking of charge is foundational. Then operating without compromise. Then opened up from there will be the operating from this body. You cannot do direct intense theurgy without operating from this body.

5/2/26

So I've had another overnight success story. All that I did was bring to their awareness the feeling of their kidney meridian to the heart axis and they "felt" into the pressure and cut all the way through it and now they feel safe. It was an insight on a psychological and thematic current level. This is something where they said they feel comfortable around people they weren't comfortable with before at all and they'd been dancing around making those decisions. One call was all it took. Easy.

The kidney heart axis is massively important, which I've been talking about since ages. Sinking charge binds the shen in the heart through the yin supply of the kidney. The kidney is responsible for cooling the heart, and anxiety and all that stems from an overactivated heart meridian where the shen will be agitated. When the kidney is in communication and able to cool the heart where the shen resides then you'll be stable. This isn't a condition overlaying results this IS the result. This IS what drives the psychological function of "be still and know that I AM God" and all that trash. It's how things work. This proves it once again. I've had emails from clients in the past saying my TCM diagnosis was spot on when they actually went to a TCM practitioner and were shocked at the accuracy. How did I get to this point? Going over this data every day for years and observing the patterns of felt experience in each meridian and logging down these feelings and then connecting the dots gradually. It's nothing you can just read in a book or whatever it's something you need to see and experience the patterns of and thus to make the connection to "know". Knowing is the connection between felt activation to intellectual level sensory level conception. It's how ideas connect to sensations of activation. Not even TCM practitioners are taught this stuff this is just a science I put together over years of observing this and needing to find answers. This is how I pushed forward manifesting theory through years of trial and error and now it's paying off.

The notebook is a timeline on my own expanded understanding unfolding which is free for all to read. This is also what I did years ago when I gathered data on various subjects and developed a logged timeline of my understanding. It's all there.

The real reason why I felt anxiety at EVERYTHING in the past was because my shen was excessively activated and it warped what I felt need for. This all connects to the kidney heart axis. Fire and water overlapping. It's all there. It's so clear.

"Learn the structure of the REAL imagination". Marketing the meridian systems and energy circuits as the imagination and the imaginal body. Gazing as a connection practically. Pathway work to explore the meridian systems and pathway cascades. Involvement to experience real meaningful reactions to the world and expand thresholds. It's there. Narrow down the big picture.

6/2/26

I wonder what the mechanics of nostalgia are about. It's got to relate to the heart.

This part of the play that we live in is a product of cycles. The end of ww2 marked the end of the age of reason and into the age of appearances. The defeat of the man JFK said was worth "the stuff made of legends" marked that period of decline into utter degeneracy that we live with now. Mentalism trash everywhere. Solipsism everywhere. Everyone wants gurus. Everyone wants someone to help them and no guts to force their view into the dark abyss below. Everybody who watches my videos and reads this here and hasn't gotten shifts in their lives is either really stupid or is simply wasting their time knowingly and won't admit to it. We live in dysfunction like no other time, that's part of the play, and yet people who can view such who have the spiritual quality of a light person of old times to see through the trash are like drowning under the depths of solipsistic trash. The only reasonable view for these people is to watch the decline and the foolishness of the majority walk off the cliff into destruction. Use these people as a money farm without guilt, since that is their role. They exist to enrich you, is that not the case? Their ignorance plays a part in the play, to be exploited and all that jazz. Why even try and save them when that timing is determined by God? There's no point. It's just endless suffering to try and appease an expectation that you yourself created that's meaningless. The impact is going to happen when it's ready to happen whether you involve in it or not because forces outside of your will are playing that out.

I need to write more about the intricacies of "insight" because this is a very important factor that goes beyond just "moving current" as I say. It's like insight is something related more so to this "click" that some coaches talk about. I call it insight. It's like a moment of insight where things open up. This cannot be faked. I will say that it's the sensation of "the feeling" in itself in a sense, insight is separate from emotional charge and can be still felt deep within the depths of unconscious trash being felt. You do NOT need to be "clear" to feel this, though it's like a spark where you see that the darkness loses power, the conditions are out in the open. you can run through free reign and cut through all of it. That's kind of what it's like in a sense, it's like 'i see you now". Illumination but not in an overpowering sense. It is a moment of heightened awareness but it's not heighted like the "explosion" would be. That is something else, that's more somatic type sense and this is almost like a stagnant heap of trash stuck being suddenly cleared and opened up where the channel can freely flow.

9/2/26

So it seems that after refining this over and over and over and over again while factoring in ALL the data (my head spins now) then it's pretty clear to recognize that the experience of "insight" is as I will call a "cosmological widening". What does that mean? It means that you've meaningfully cut through the narrow warped limited view and opened up activation of what is already available, which is experienced as a sort of "oh so I CAN be X" and all that stuff. "This was never mine to begin with" you'll think and along with that you'll have running parallel to that insight a cosmological widening where opportunities are now seen where they weren't before as available and free from conditions to involve.

I know exactly what a course in miracles is doing, the mechanics behind it. It's this. This function above. A widening through insight. They're really experienced together at the same point, a moment of meaningful expansion and acceptance that the not self is irrelevant. This is done under pressure. which is purifying and expanding and is why God emanates your corporeal being in the first place, to be a carrier for these currents in procession. Just doing it for real. That "reality of experience" is the feeling of widening your view under pressure and the effect is the insight and the widened cosmology. I say cosmology because it's like the entire perception of reality is now free from certain limited views, biases that bound perceptions into a narrow box. You couldn't see past your own feet. When you begin to loosen up the meaning and importance on meeting expectations in anything other than that you have natural striving for a certain direction, you'll effectively be able to attain that insight that "oh so I can be X" and "this condition was never mine to begin with" since you've displaced expectations that sourced from other people previously accepted under pressure. Now you reverse that and it widens reality instead of being narrow. Opportunity, insight, activation, these things move you naturally.

Basically it's that you end up seeing things like "this is who I AM" in response, as simple as that sounds, but it's coming from that framework described above. It just is, you being that form playing out those affinities as self. We just more or less accept what is, who you really are, finally. Cutting through the conditions is the acceptance of who you are, that the father has determined your role to be, whatever that is. You are who you are. The acceptance of this "I AM" idea under that lens can make it make more sense. It's not a subjective "I can be anyone" but I AM THAT I AM, right? That's the difference in interpretation. It's more or less that going through the fire is necessary pressure to lead to a crescendo of insight from finally accepting what you really already knew innately to be true as self but couldn't quite accept since that was the condition against that acceptance. The meaningful crossing of thresholds is the moving beyond the implications of the cosmology that these conditions represent as a wider "negative" and limited view which binds you from acceptance of self under a pretense that self cannot be correct or cannot be accepted under the importance of those conditions. You basically run up against the implications of the conflicts that are unresolved and you cut all the way through meaning you don't play the games that the importance of the conditions want you to buy into.

It really is, are you willing to die and become unrecognizable because that's what the widened cosmology will afford you. All the new things open up that you've been shutting out due to conditional access.

You NEED to have something to stimulate and suggest the affinity to bring it into the mix. The trash in a vacuum does nothing really. You'll just buy into it, there needs to be contrast, an affinity that contrasts the meaning of the condition.

All roles are playable. Giants from the past for example, they exist and are irrefutable. Human consciousness played as such, and in fact most people who are still alive over the next 50 years will themselves become giants given the cycles of history that have played out and when the events of giants showing up out of thin air and vanishing out of thin air happened. That's just one example. Point is that reality as we know it, the real overarching cosmology, is very very different. The entire reality is a stage play set by God on a fixed trajectory we have ZERO influence over whatsoever. We CANNOT EVER change the collective trajectory that you as an individual swim in and that means that those events WILL impact you to the degree that's necessary for the play to function as it does. So I say this, play the role you want to play and die to all the trash that says you can't. You're probably going to die anyway so screw all the conditional access, own it even if nobody else on earth would agree.

Our world will change drastically. This is all out of your power. Your expansion within that trajectory is all that matters. Own it. Don't try and change anything. It's all scripted by God and we are all actors in that play. You know being a shill isn't a bad thing. I support the shill lying and making so much money off the ignorant viewers they scam. I do not blame them. Why? Because that's God. Do I blame Epstein and child eating filth like that? No. It's God. I'm saying that you cannot blame them for playing the role that's necessary. SOMEONE will play that role, must they not? If those currents in that arrangement exist then SOMEONE must play the role as determined by God. Therefore we can make sense of how NG said to blame nobody. That does NOT mean that your feelings of fury are invalid or don't matter at all in your own journey and expansion to drive transformation, but it's that their role cannot be faulted for serving a function in the collective trajectory. Epstein played his role, and without that then the people who need to have a wider view of their cosmology shattering wouldn't have had that happen at the time it did. It's there for a function. How can you blame them?

I believe that your genetics reflect your spiritual essence. This is why our predecessors saw race as so extremely important, and why elitism was a thing that was accepted. I've already proven that most of our recent modern history is the only time in history that's clearly documented which preaches universalism and equality of all peoples. This is something that's never existed before. We're all created to play certain roles because God pre-ordained it. Your role exists as part of the play. This also means that the Juize are part of that, the ones who corrupt and cause damage to all of us. I also believe that almost everybody on earth has been genetically modified in some way, and that in the not so distant future, those modified aspects will manifest uncontrollably in all those who are infected with such. Your assumptions have ZERO impact on that playing out whatsoever since it's a collective level experience and part of the play, just as currencies crash and rise and people as individuals reap and suffer from that. That prosperity was part of the play. Those who are biologically modified, they are the ones who have been set to play the role of what's to come and nobody would make the connection as to who how or why. I do believe that many people are genetically engineered this way through various eugenics programs for this function, as part of the play, to mix roles in new stage acts that couldn't have existed before and the time as it spans out is just setting that stage person by person until the spotlight is cast into a new main cast and the stage act shifts.

When I did my dual seedline studies and wrote about knights slaying dragons and demons, yeah I did say that was physical literal and real. If it's true on one level it must be true on other levels, and cycles throughout time reveal this to be the case as a repeating narrative that's determined by God for his pleasure of both playing and observing the play.

I believe that all this race mixing is for the purpose of grooming people into accepting things they'd otherwise not have, for functions that we will in time see play out. This isn't an accident it's done for a function, to benefit certain groups. Try and prove me wrong. I dare you. As NG said, those who are aware of certain things, they will be attacked for that. I've quoted him saying this. This isn't a personal assumption, it's polarity and role dynamics. I've been chosen to play this role, against my will, by God. NG himself said this happens against our will. I've proven all of this and yet making videos going over this would destroy my channel overnight. It would ruin the reputation of RS into nothing but "negative misinterpretations" of what NG said by ignorant solipsistic fools. Welcome to the conflict of playing this role.

Maybe I should stop making people mad and be the shill and show off the life these fools all desire and they'll worship me for my appearances like good little puppets of perception being moved by the idols they never had.

12/6/26

"Accept the conditioning and call it your choice". That's LOA in a nutshell. What a brilliant statement. The "doing" is the accepting of the trash. Branching off. It's so obvious. Your agency is disguised as self defeat, a "spiritual act". NG never really spoke of rebellion against the system. any moments he spoke about that it was from the view of role polarities and accepting that we can't change it. I can agree in fact, we can't, and thus he never focused on it. Why do I talk about the system so much though? Because it's a core part of suffering and moments in history without that control were wonderful and full of abundance and flourishing of civilized peoples. How do you think the great architecture was built from centuries past, unlike what we have now, drywall boxes. Our world lacks significantly compared to the past. The architecture proves this. Economic value is WAY lower, and it's the ILLUSION that people falsely accept as claiming agency in life that masks the realty of things. Talking about this matters, because I can see it and point it out, though obviously since it can't be changed people cope with how bad things are instead of putting pressure on it to change it, as though that's their role. It's jut insane. If I look at my inner state, I can see how the qi stagnations lead me to viewing these things as more important to be totally real, it's there. I know how that feels and how it orients my view. That's my "state" in how the currents are moving. Altering it clearly moves through the means of mediating that pressure by either branching off and coping or making expanding decisions that cross thresholds. That's it. I don't want to branch off, because that's ignorance and narrow view in itself, though integrating such a view fully stems from accepting my place in the reality of things while still making decisions that push limits. The attachment to the outcome of fixating on changing the system was what caused me to end up next to homeless in the past hating everything and everyone for being so stupid. I couldn't relate to anybody at all on any real level because it was all blindness to the fact that we're all having our agency forced to be taken away under duress, taxation is one example. These things happen and exist and cannot be avoided, and so how do you view such? If you view it for what it is clearly as abuse then you're going to suffer, and if you cope you still suffer, though less so if you successfully branch out into the person who sees no issues in the abuse and uses it to your advantage. This is the default view, use the abusive system to benefit you financially, and with status, at least status that's based on ignorant views of things because as soon as you leave that sphere all that status fades into nothing.

The only real high status man that's truly above the chads is the one who lives independently of the system. That man cannot be controlled by anybody and has no boxes of compromise. No big daddy controlling their decisions and taking agency away. This is why I still feel no inferiority to these people who stand taller and have more power in the game. They benefit in almost every way except when it comes time to making a decision to cooperate with big daddy Juuu juu or to go his own way. That man will compromise and accept and tolerate abuse, because he doesn't even see it there since the system that abuse enables benefits everything else in his life, and thus we have a situation of compromise fueled by comfortable uncomfortableness that's not awoken until something personally threatens that access to pleasures that the system affords. As soon as those are taken away THEN he will rise to attention, but only until it's threatening the status quo of the flow of pleasurable experiences afforded through cooperation.

A client a spoke to just recently had this chat with me, and a few others have as well in the past, on what do you do with this awareness of the fact that everybody is under duress to willingly compromise and throw their agency away to the system else they be punished by big daddy juu juu. They threaten us, yet we have no way of threatening them, at least not that we think of. In my past I considered building certain devices that would silently remove their consciousness from the body to have impact but that wouldn't have worked anyway since they'll be replaced and it's not even "them" anyway since God requires there to be an adversary. Therefore if you look at it from the highest level, it's as I've said before, it's God playing these roles anyway since that's the inescapable fact. Scripture tells us that God created all roles and plays all roles, as according to his will and his election. His power is all mighty above all and we are moved by the play to conform to those roles, for our own capacity to expand accordingly, under pressure in the furnaces this world affords us. It enables us to operate in the system where opportunities to cross thresholds exist in abundance, and therefore the transforming alchemical function of willingly crossing thresholds can work through us. Without that source of all encompassing pressure then we have no means of expansion. no pressure to cross and transform via. That supply NEEDS to exist SOMEHOW. Diamonds are created under immense pressure. Carbon being taken to the limits.

So that's why I do not cope, nor do I act with foolishness to only cause more suffering like I did in the past, living out of a backpack digging holes in the forest to live in. It's just so bad. The only way to operate at the highest level of awareness is to recognize the functions and accept them as they are, which would probably be the view of the alchemist as well I'd say based on what I've heard. NG would pretty well agree I believe. He admitted we cannot change those things, yet he also said these people are knowingly playing lying roles that control and manipulate people. He said that, so we cannot say he was ignorant to that extent. He was accepting of all people, which I still cannot agree because it's never been demonstrated that mixed cultures work on any level outside of just being another source of pressure and that me saying that is bad for some is just insane to see. It cannot work. it's only a cause of pressure and conflict to resolve, and it's being done deliberately to feed into this very conversation where we either conform to expectations and agree and nod mindlessly to avoid pressure or cut through it and say I do not have tolerance for dysfunction. I do not accept or tolerate such ideas that everybody thinks the same and can get along, it's not and never has worked, and thus in truth segregation is functional and should be the expected outcome that will resolve the conflict. God created us like this for this function I believe, to have difference that conflicts to be another innate source of pressure to master the operation through. Being born someone uncivilized is to play the role of that person, until that's fully expanded into and integrated within that framework, though the alchemist has made it clear that in most cases recent iterations are very often of like kind, and that traditions and lineages accordingly run side by side for this reason. Those who operate through gazing like myself were likely from light lineage. since that's where these systems stem from throughout time the most as a focus. There's other traditions that share this, and really they ALL came from light people as the Annuna make clear which I've explored before, those historical figures which shared amongst the heathen the higher sciences. Light people ARE the only ones who have advanced understanding of reality and the mechanics of it, and every other tradition stems from that source as a branch. I can pretty well prove this in fact, though most people won't want to even look at that since it'll conflict with their views that everyone is equal when we're not. It's not even close. There's a reason why certain texts are banned, like from Madison Grant for example, whos views were conventionally shared amongst people from our past. You were likely one of them if you read these words, thus proving my point.

All the ignorance can get stuffed. Facts are facts if they're systematically proven on all levels. "you decide the facts of life" that NG said also must be reconciled with the fact that he said the law operates in that if we abuse our biology then we will suffer even if we're expanded which HE SAID, I've quoted that.

"“God is Infinite Mercy, but man has to pass through the furnaces of experience . . not the furnaces of fire, as they talk about it, but the furnace of experience. Do you know any greater burning than to lose someone you love dearly . . a mother losing a child? It doesn’t go off for the night or the day or the week or the month, or even the year. That’s burning . . a separation between two who love each other. Isn’t that burning? When you can’t sleep, you are all carried away . . that’s burning. That’s a fire. That’s hell. So, you are in hell right now. All day long, the loss of a business, the loss of face, a man has a business and he’s so proud of it, he joins the best clubs, and he looks down on everyone who can’t get into that club. Then comes a blow and he loses the business and he can’t afford to remain in the club, and he has to beg now for credit, and he has no credit. He goes to the grocer’s where he was so proud before, and the grocer considers whether he will give him credit or not. Now, isn’t that hell? So, all these are hells, the furnaces, through which man passes right here on earth. And when he leaves this hell, unless he’s been “born from above,” he continues in hell until that cross is completely worn, and it’s worn by Christ Jesus because Christ Jesus is “I AM.” That’s His name. And He’s wearing this cross.” - the pattern man 1968"

"“And so, I have pain, too. If I drink too many, who knows? I may have a headache. I am not given over because I have been “born from above” that I can violate the little things of Caesar. If I overeat because I like it . . well, I will pay the price. I am not exempt. This body is something that I am wearing, and as long as I wear it, I either take care of it or abuse it. If I abuse it, then it will get even. And that’s the law under which we live.” - same lecture"

"“But mysteries of this nature are not matters to be kept secret but truths that are mysterious in nature. They are not things to be hidden. The minute they happen to you, you tell them to encourage every being in the world that in spite of the furnaces of the moment to continue, keep on moving, for you are moving anyway. But the end: . . listen to the words: “O God, faithful Lord.” He has kept his faith, he promised me in the beginning he would do it. “Thou hast redeemed me.” And then sent me through furnaces without my consent, without my permission.” - the crucifixion 1963"

God sends us through pressure without our consent. It's RIGHT THERE USE YOUR EYES! It's in his work. It's obvious. I've said this since the start and yet you fools want to cling to it. Can't you wake up and see things as they are? We're all under duress to comply with a dysfunctional system that wants to harvest you and eradicate real meaningful intelligence, like what you're reading today. Modern children are fed "brain slop" as though it's just another "fact of life" as they say. Is that functional? No chance, yet it's tolerated. It's insane and the people who think everything is relative can get schooled because it's obviously not and NG through his work says otherwise if you have the tools to search through all that work. NG literally said that we have things happening to us against our will because God ordained it for us, for his own glory, including the child who is abused. Those polarities must play off each other for pressure on both sides of the psychological spectrum to have a source of pressure to look inward to see beyond the conditions that drove their actions. The abuser must have a means of self reflection, if not seeing the suffering they inflict on another, and thus on themselves for compromising in accepting the generational traumas brought from their abusers. The system is the source of this abusive trash, it stems from Juize, these freaks who have the privilege of playing roles that are the source of suffering and imposing the source of duress on the ones who will tolerate being stood on until it's too much to handle. Thing is that these people most often never face conflicts from the abused, it's the reset system dishing it out. The 138 year reset cycles that destroy everyone on the surface who is operating out of dysfunctional trash. These people are wiped off the face of the earth by the will of God and respawned as a new iteration to face the trials again in a new scenario of the play. That's how this works. Time is fractal, ever cycling within itself until the threshold is crossed to jump out of those "time loops" which are just conditioning and compromise cycles that have thematic correspondence hooked into the collective cycles where those themes are explored in the scenario throughout various moments of time. This is why I say that trying to change the system is stupid and dumb, and yet branching off and accepting it like the fools such as Watts would like you to think is just as dysfunctional and reveals ignorance and expansion failure where that iteration will cycle again until it's integrated. That's why the control system is eternal it seems, because that's a means by which the very world we live in must have operating as the "furnace" we are "burnt" in as NG says.

This isn't my opinion it's a fact and if you think otherwise then I dare you to prove me wrong. Try it. Good luck.

If I came out on a video and repeated these words quote for quote I'd lose most of my audience and my view time would fall off a cliff since 99% of people use LOA videos as cope for the fact that their lives suck, like I use to do all the time when I would be stuck trying to use my mind to change reality. That's why I can't speak this stuff and it's something I can't stand to be honest. I know that if I do this I can risk losing my roof over my head, though perhaps it will free me from the burdens of appeasing to the ignorance and pretending that I care enough to manipulate them when I really don't want to because that's also just compromise and dancing around what's necessary. Money isn't necessary, the progression of my message is. Having the cash means fully accepting either branching off from my natural striving or I break the box and upset a ton of people. Usually stepping on peoples toes is the way to go when it comes to being properly satisfied of course, when it comes to being real that is. I owe them nothing, and I have no reason to give anything away out of the kindness of my heart which will not be used effectively. It will only waste both of our time.

" It’s true you can be exactly what you want to be if you’re willing to construct a scene that would imply the fulfillment of your dream. And the power is not in the structure, that’s all figurative, that’s mental; but the power is in its implication. What does it imply? Remain faithful to its implication and it will come to pass in what the world calls reality." - our real beliefs 1966"

I just went through Joseph ignorant Alai's NG AI system to ask it what it thinks "structure" and "implication" mean and I couldn't even find this lecture in the list to question. It's not even on his system. He's missing lectures. What a surprise that he leaves out the lectures that hold the most important quotes, almost like either he's hiding it or it was a convenient accident serving the functions I'm talking about, unknowingly hiding things because he doesn't even recognize his role is lower in awareness and expansion.

13/6/26

Alright so I was going over more analysis of past culture and it seems that the people were "moved" by availability of character that resonated their innate supply, at least to more of a degree than we do now. A dying civilization is one that's homogenized and lacks unique meaningful expression as a coherent whole. The civilization becomes the extension of the people that make it up, and thus once again we can see why mixing aliens in as a larger percentage is ONLY dysfunctional. Either way, my point is that people now aren't moved by anything to expand, nothing that's readily available. Influencers move people, they're the new inspirations, their PERSONALITY RESONATES something within these people, either their conditioning or their innate nature to express through suggestion of availability. That availability that's suggested is the function of media, to illuminate parts of us that we'd otherwise not touch on. I experience this with music for example, and that's why music is all about "mood". Mood is variable thematic activation, the mood corresponds to the "format" of current that those thematic currents are moving you to experience. Those channels when resonating activate those functions. We need to have contrast, meaning we need a reference to the vision or whatever sensory level representation brings out of us that expanding fire as well as the willingness to cut through conditions as they show up.

A client I've spent a lot of time with lately has experienced this very clearly after a few weeks of working with them and they finally get what all this is about as they've effectively been cutting through conditions on the spot by doing exactly what I told them to do, AKA exposing themselves to very uncomfortable situations that represented where they hold expectations to compromise but they show up there anyway. Having ego and having character and expressing that character is what media does through us, except it doesn't do it FOR us it just illuminates what we have in capacity as a suggestion. It's like "look here you feel this way" and that suggestion should move that part of you to manifest since it's stimulated and suggested access to expression. With this illumination our conditions will also show up parallel to it if they are present in the mix, and that hesitation reveals the importance of expectations to hide this part of you, AKA to throw away yourself and prevent individuated agency from coming through you naturally. You hesitate, feel the contrast, the "what if" and you compromise. That's what holds you back from the "flow" of scenes and thoughts coming through you that represent what you desire being available. This is the formula that works 100% of the time. When you are in that place and you're in flow with that current that expands you CONSISTENTLY over the days and weeks then you'll find yourself automatically thinking "of" even about what you want and those thoughts you will look back on soon after and find your experience aligned to them without effort. I've had this happen and clients who get into the "flow" tell me this too. It's very common actually, but that's what I have said about "setting up" the state streak where this can play out automatically. I will say that the thoughts that have the most power will be the ones that you're not consciously "trying" to think, You can ONLY get here IF you're in the place where that's available, else you'll wallow around in the trash in compromise and constantly be "trying" to think "from" the thing you want. It doesn't matter if it's vivid imaginal details you experience inwardly that will still only manifest outcomes that conform to your limited sense of self, the trash you're buying into. That hesitation you keep buying into will be the theme you live from and will manifest from. We all know this to be true if we're honest with ourselves.

So the simple way you manifest abundance and live in a "higher state" more or less is to just remind yourself of the contrast of where you are now (get real with how you feel and where you are in life without sugar coating how bad things are) and then contrast that trash to your vision and the contrast of seeing just how far away you are from that vision will fire you up IF and ESPECIALLY if you've got kidney yang, heart qi, , liver qi stagnation/blood deficiency, or spleen qi issues, where you NEED to see the people who conditioned you as the PROBLEM and NOT you. You NEED to throw their trash back at them to reclaim agency, and this will fire up the kidney yang to warm the rest of your system. The root pressure will be available to use. Root pressure is 100000% important and without it NOTHING can work. You REQUIRE root pressure to WANT to expand. That's what the paragraph here is activating as a mechanism. Without this root pressure available and felt then you will not WANT to expand. You will not WANT to involve. You will cower and fall into a pile of dust, just as my recently 90 day clients did before they met me and now they go and talk to anyone they want without fear and have attraction without issues. It's something that takes getting REAL with your REAL feelings of JUST HOW BAD things are. When you see things clearly in this way and you recognize you REALLY WERE heavily conditioned and abused and you've been living unconsciously this way for years then you'll have perspective to contrast to WHY you're stuck and a target as to WHO did this to you. It's FULL SPECTRUM clarity. This is how I've been applying my coaching lately and it's incredible what happens. Most people struggle to get there fully for a few sessions but they do see the clarity I speak of when it all clicks and is made conscious. The problem is that most people aren't moved to WANT to expand and be greater and HAVE EGO and most importantly CHARACTER without that root pressure activated FROM seeing the contrast between where they are and have been through heavy conditioning vs where they want to be and how long they've been compromising for and WHY they've been this way so they no longer gaslight and keep seeing themselves as their own enemy. They aren't the problem when they see clearly and act with functional decisions that break boxes and eradicate the influence of expectations in their lives. This action establishes flow and that flow you will find activates the thoughts the feelings and all that stuff that thematically relates to the vision or at least parts of the vision you have where it will COME THROUGH YOU, as I've said over and over. This is HOW you do that and WHY it works and WHAT you'll experience through it. People who get coaching for 30+ days ALL tell me that they finally know what I mean when I talk about these things because I can provide exact examples from their own lives that resonate to these principles and it clicks because they then correlate sensation and activation to theory and mechanics. They know WHERE their experience fits into the model of RS and how that's then able to be worked with.

When you get this clear on things then you become unstoppable. It just requires you to DO THE REAL WORK, meaning GET REAL with how you ACTUALLY feel, look at how bad things really are and how the cope cycles have been the pseudo satisfaction trash keeping you in the box. Relate these patterns to other experiences and you'll understand exactly where you are and what to do.

Now back to my point.

Creative character for lack of a better term, that vision as sensation and activation through suggestion on a sensory level or through context leading as pathway exploration tools, these things that we once all involved with to some degree are being watered down and meaningful insight that stems from media or cultural suggestions of contrast no longer has the same impact. This I believe is another installment of the parasitic system to stifle expansion and regress cultural experience. The body of the civilization becomes a lifeless husk dying for meaning and insight that's expanding beyond the monotony of the usual trash that it's fed. The collective consciousness of the west especially lacks impact, shock. meaningful contrast, challenge. This is what drove the past world to develop and us now to regress. Mixing destroys this quality as it's literally watering down those qualities with incompatible philosophy and "moral" standing of what's viewed as necessary to live up to in contrast to our lives. The example is lacking, and the example is lowering, is a simple way of saying that. Christian doctrine at the core of its physical interpretation is VERY RADICAL and about willing disobedience with dysfunctional powers and to seek insight from the higher functions we have available. That's how they built themselves up in the past, through a fixed point of reference that was targeted by all to live into. That's what made our past our past, though obviously the greater process used scripture as a means by which this could be made manifest in the pre-determined play. It was perfect, and this time as bleak as it is now is also perfect for God knows no error.

The biggest insight is this. Every part of the heroes journey is a part that we're on and every one of those parts are just as important as the last, and that goes for a collective level and a personal level. There are events that play out that thematically on a collective level represent various stages of the heroes journey and in that place you'll have the individuals being moved by the established systems around them that condition that view on their own awareness. This is how people moved from faith to scientism and trash like that where the swings in and out of cultural cycles are moved by "unseen" forces or the hand of God playing his play out on the world stage with us as the actors. Our seeming agency that we have is still a function of his will, and that agency that we have to make functional barrier breaking threshold crossing decisions are in essence how God manifests the shift in the collective through the individual. That is why scripture says that all of Israel are saved. Seedline says all light people are saved, since they're f the correct seedline lineage to have that capacity but the alchemy is the same. There's a group of people who are taken through a journey of having and losing faith in themselves and their higher ideal that this represents and so in that journey they are turned from lead to gold. This on rails collective experience is the furnace you're moved through against your will by God, just as NG said, and how he also said our birth and death conditions are "pre-determined" in his own words. We don't manifest this through our conscious willing desire, but that desire is tied directly to the collective in the ways that it's necessary to be so. You are unable to avoid responsibility for that since you play all the roles in capacity, and thus manifesting an SP or cash or whatever involves others who will play in your part of the play.

Resentment at your own lack of physical power. This resentment fuels fury towards the people who were blessed with strength without effort. God needs weak forms to embody to create this contrast in the play.

What underlies faith from the NG perspective is the commitment (availability of vision and vital activation that suggests this) to making the impossible possible. Imagination therefore is the substrate that we experience this impossible vision through and returning and living from that end is manifesting. This is why I said above that fixating on the vision is the way to go in all cases. NG himself has said that obsession guarantees manifesting that state which I've spoken about on camera.

I've talked about this before but I want to once again reiterate. Client success I find comes from referencing the connection to capacity via example of how and why conditions and expectations are irrelevant. Remember cutting through conditions isn't all about pain but it's that you need to see things FULLY as they REALLY ARE to MEANINGFULLY cut into the depths and through the core roots. The effect of this is the implications of how that binds you in how your agency is bound up is able to be seen as no longer necessary, but in order for that free agency to be recollected then seeing JUST HOW BADLY it's been taken away and you've actually BEEN conditioned for real is where the pain comes from. You recognize just how compromised you really are, and again NG DID IN FACT TEACH THIS AS I'VE QUOTED! It's not my opinion he's mentioned this as the "uncritical observation of self" as spoken of in an older video. Seeing all that you're compromising ON (AKA the vision in contrast to where you are) will illuminate capacity for expansion, as a vision, and having FAITH IN THAAAAAT is I believe where faith is manifest in the sense of how NG describes it. This ties into what was said yesterday. Please grasp this point because without that you'll be lost. You MUST recognize the contrast for insight to be had, activation of capacity in vision and potential to be felt as the "click". This is what the so called click is. It's almost ALL about mediation of pressures on that unconscious level to integrate the currents that you're conditions against accepting about self and what those enable you to experience and live through.

I also want to make clear, that in developing this program it's clear to me that when looking at client success, it's when they actually meaningfully experience the theory above through PERSONAL MEANINGFUL examples that it "clicks" and they can then have a "reference state" more or less to return to and that's their persistence. That's also their faith. That's their intensity of imagining to a degree as well, since the vision will be immersive on the sensory level if they're truly in sync with that. Their vision becomes their driving force. Sitting in your room and relaxing and imagining with sensory depths is NOT intensity of imagining, at least not in a vacuum. Willingly approaching God through the above method is how the theurgic process plays out. Without that then you're going to be stuck in the box playing out the same states because as I've said without that warming activating nourishing current then you don't change.

So insight leads to KNOWING "feeling via meaningful insight stemming from cutting through conditions" that you CAN (have faith) experience what you desire. Right there, that sentence summed up the "feeling" and "faith" that NG speaks of. Meaningful threshold crossing AFFORDS and OPENS UP "feeling" naturalness of being in FAITH (availability and "I can") that's sensed as activation of the kidney-heart and even liver heart axis. The warming raising current that allows the vision to be available means you "have it already". That's not some psychological trick but meaningfully cutting through conditions and receiving insight out of mediation of pressure that's unconscious. How do you get there? Illumination and getting real with how you actually feel and always have but swept under the rug. That's what the "unconscious" nature really is stemming from, it's the part you held back and "hesitated" on expressing whenever natural striving stimulated responses to drive you but you held back. When you inwardly perform this (externally acting also makes you internally act as well) then you cross thresholds and open up "oh so I CAN be ____" and all that. That's the insight that's a spontaneous activation and sometimes it can happen on the spot and other times it can take time to sink in, days or even weeks. Point is that your vision is worth more than anything else in this world, and that "obsession" makes you WANT to expand into realizing that vision that otherwise seems impossible but you KNOW you will MAKE it manifest. This "state" of the wish fulfilled is the magic juice.

All who have read this should know how this works clearly now more than ever, even for me. It was through the 12+ hours on call I've spent this last week speaking with people that I've really seen these connections and after asking enough questions having the context from prior understanding in mind, the connections are more simplified which is what's needed. The experience of activations in the (imaginal) body spontaneously is insight, currents illuminating psychological functions. When you recognize that and can observe these moments happening when they do instead of just ignoring them then you'll see their importance. I strongly believe that intuitive impulse is a spontaneous moment of insight that was setup ahead of time, or that ripeness has reached thresholds of willing involvement and expansion. You don't "do" intuitive impulse, it comes through you. This core thread is massively important. What comes "through" you AKA activates naturally automatically reveals the state (degree of function of self as the seed of Christ unfolds) reveals what the II (intuitive impulse) IS and how it's experienced. I "knew" these things before because I felt them but as I said even in client stories, they tell me that when they made the connection between sensation and meaning and how that related to what is and isn't available to them, they then "got it" and it clicked because they SAMPLED the "state of the wish fulfilled" and was in that space of heightened awareness. The heightened awareness IS activation that's sudden and potent, to the degree that it "shakes" them in a sense into attention on the connection between meaning and implication on sensation that's activating.

Thinking that any of this can be bypassed is stupid. All the people who apply "robotic affirmations" like the Scammy followers who preach mentalism, these people who would (or wouldn't in most cases) get results only attain that outcome through working this mechanism unconsciously. Things "work for them" ahead of time and set up the surrounding contextual environment that they swim in and that availability drives naturalness of thought and feeling being in that state. The affirmations do nothing more than target direction of movement in a fixated way through availability if present and that will lead II to play out where needed. They don't consciously make those decisions and acts, not unless threshold crossing is involved, and thus I will say that results with ANY method is because that person ALREADY had the state setup for that to play out. It wasn't the method that did it, though I will say that "instant manifestation" IS a thing and I've experienced this time to time usually with contact from people and getting specific items I was thinking about just not long before. The thing that we must also understand about instant manifestation is that it too comes off the back of this momentum based mechanism in a sense. The "reality wheel" idea that I came up with way back in 2022, a wheel with inertia that operating correctly spins and compromise puts the brakes on and the momentum the wheel has represents your state. When you're in state streaks it's that this wheel is turning and has lots of momentum, like a flywheel that's got lots of mass spinning on it's own inertial momentum even when the source of energy to spin it has stopped. This is like what state streaks are like, they carry your consciousness through what they imply and mean you'll have available, and you'll automatically think FROM the end without consciously doing so. You will NOTICE yourself doing it, but "you" won't be doing it. That's the big insight. This is not new, though the connections here are.

16/2/26

I simply don't have anything really "new" to speak about. It's mostly just "simplification" of old stuff that's already here. I've spent most of my time writing in other notebooks not here for other details that aren't for this one. Interpreting more of NG isn't really a thing now that I've gone over basically everything there and simplifying RS further is really all I have left to do. I will say though, that since I'm spending less time contemplating on new mechanics and more time in active coaching with people it's revealing HOW to USE the mechanics better and that's leading to simplified insights more than anything from what I'm observing.

17/2/26

Being bored and struggling to focus is functional. The reason why is because you FEEL the unresolved trash, that heat surfacing. You're forced to face that. When you want to get up and distract from the feelings and numb out from all that unconscious heat then you stay in the box. Almost all tendencies to avoid innate feelings and how you REALLY feel is the cause of why you stay stuck.

Devotion to idea is unfolding of seed. movement of vital current in the correct sequence to produce the result. Devotion in my eyes is faith in your vision. This isn't weak feeble but a willingness to be radical and I believe that what we observe from people who make radical acts in service to their vision at the cost of things in this world are the ones who win at life the please God to the highest form. The filth that get thrown into trash states and play garbage tier roles, such as Juize, these people still serve their function, they don't expand as we would by serving our greater vision but we require a source of pressure to willingly expand to a greater degree. Risk is expansion. Risk IMPLIES PRESSURE, because you're going to lose something. Struggle to hold faith is expansion, that's SPIRITUAL EXPRESSION. I don't give a damn what anyone else thinks that's an irrefutable fact that anyone with any meaningful experience can prove. You can't fake it. You can't dance around going 99% of the way and still expect results from this. You MUST go ALL the way, that's necessary. I'm at the point where I've explored NG more than enough to see in his work that it's nor a mentalist ideology but I will still argue that his way of explaining what's said is utterly trash and failed to convey the functions. Imaginal sensory details have nothing to do with anything, the structure, they're all symbolic and have no power as he said himself. We know then that feeling is intensity, intensity implies pressure, it implies there must be a new threshold of comfort being established and while you hold to that vision which the expansion implies is being crossed through, then you are "working the law" so to say. That's all. Damn this LOA space damn it so much with all these cowardly morons who NEED to get SCHOOLED SO HARD BY A REAL MASTER!

Also I have NO interest in coaching with most people who come to me with useless meaningless petty squabbles about being picked on for this or that. My answer was and always will be "grow up". Seriously. I cannot waste my time giving a deep analysis for something so simple. I COULD do that but what's the point. If I got paid a million for every one of them I'd still not care. I don't care at all I want to work with people who are willing to be heroes and expand into true radical expressions beyond what's conventionally accepted. Those people get me inspired to WANT to coach them, not the rabble that come through here. I get way too many of them in email coaching so that's going away. It's a waste of my time and if you're broke and can't afford anything then too bad my answer will always be "grow up". If you've read my notebook all the way through you should know what to do, this is worth more than anything I could put a price on. Hundreds of hours I've spent here. Actually get real with how you feeel and break boxes, cross thresholds, be radical, be unrecognizable to your family and friends and make them mad. Make them mad and don't give a damn. STOP TRYING TO MAKE THE WORLD APPROVE OF YOU AND CHANGE EVERYONE TO FEEL BETTER. Rise above that trash and be a higher example of living as one with true agency. I have no need to argue with the fools who try to cut down RS because I don't preach what everyone else does, about changing other peoples thoughts, which NG never said you could even do anyway. He said you can influence the ideas that people will think are theirs, which I've even spoken to the alchemist and he's agreed about those ideas and said my mechanical breakdown is accurate so I need not explain myself to any of these metaphysically alchemically illiterate idiots. They can get schooled and shut up. I don't care. Get lost and go suffer and wake up from it. There's my answer. Your suffering is necessary. Crossing the threshold of actually BEING that radical establishes a boundary of difference between order and dysfunction and making that known and enforcing it consistently normalizes that radical state.

Damn everything. It's all useless trying to appease my work to these morons who have such low intelligence and have no critical thinking or any will to be greater than they are, that I need to appease to every word of NG to be valid. No screw them they can all get stuffed and I don't care. Their ignorance doesn't shape my work. Stay down there where you belong and I'll rise above you 100x over.

The service of God has nothing to do with gain of any form. It's all about loss. You should know what that means. Dying. I don't need to appease what anyone else in this space thinks or says or use any of their methods I have ZERO need to buy into anything that isn't radical that I can prove works with data. The first error is assuming that you always can get an SP you want. That's ignorant useless trash and me continuing to say that just to keep the abandoned fools happy makes my brain shrivel up into a prune and squeeze out my ears. It's just gross. Screw anyone teaching this trash too because I KNOW their success rates are low, including those who claim it's high. Raven for example claims this all the time, yet I KNOW from all the work I've done and all the data I've been through that getting a specific person "back" isn't about anything to do with what's being told but is really living in such a place where you're not dependent on them for comfort. How can you get over needing someone? Stop compromising on your vision. Your vision isn't to be with them, you know that. What underlies and supports that will bring them back without even ever having to think about them willingly consciously. You won't need to ever imagine being with them or any of that stuff it'll happen when you're ripe for it. Screw anyone who says otherwise and get schooled. Period. I just don't give a damn anymore I've been through WAY TOO MUCH data on the matter to even have a conversation with such ignorance. If you're heavily compromised living in deep denial of how you feel keeping others happy and living in their lives and expectations throwing away your agency, and you come to me wanting an SP, I will most likely refund you. I don't care. You're wasting both of our time, unless you're willing to die completely and give it up. I've already pointed to many examples where NG said that he lost the people who approved of him in his past to attain the state he desired, and he's also said that you'll lose the approval of the world when you're expanded and don't chase after the things of the senses. He's stated this relating to how you'll be seen as mad by your family and such who are at lower states is a scriptural fact and that it's nothing you can control but is a pre-determined function of expansion at a certain level. This once again proves it's not about everyone being all love and light because there are people who are killed every day in your world, in the world of NG, and he said that this is simply a fact of life, a part of the play, and you cannot control that. In other words, you cannot control the world with your mind and if that's true then the scale and scope by which the so called law applies is strictly for the functions necessary to attain your vision. Thinking otherwise requires systematic repeated proven experimental data to demonstrate this and nobody has proven that.

Joseph Alai has miserably failed to present any of his so called tens of thousands of manifestations as a data set for reading and getting free coffees every morning has nothing to do with this. That's totally irrelevant. I've manifested over 60k worth of free stuff in the last few years just because I was in flow with being who I wanted to be. It came through me, and things lined up, even if along the way it seemed like I wasn't going to get it. It's already there. Stop trying to think that you can do anything other than accept how you really feel and be radical to the degree that mediates that pressure. That's seriously the fastest way to show faith and please God which is unfolding the seed. All the biggest results came from radical acts, all of them. Radical acts that are meaningful and imply that the impacts of others on our lives no longer hold power, and this can simply be dropping out dysfunctional habits and or picking up and involving in what's necessary that you keep returning to but run away from or dance around.

I'm also going to be radical and say that eradicating the filth that are enabling such dysfunction and making it profitable is necessary for the trajectory of decline to switch. That will happen when it's time. The state of being a wielder of justice that's truly righteous from a spiritual sense of function and availability of meaningful pressure is what must be realized and manifested. These filthy Juize who mix and match people and water down the vigor of true cultural expression tied to excellence and the demand of moral character, these people who deny and destroy our bonds to these things, they are deserving of eradication 100x over. They've been given this time to run their filthy hands free and destroy all of our institutions which use to hold up righteous nature and show us the example. and because our leaders are all "knowing liars" to quote NG himself, then we are led by an example of corruption. That apathy of meaningful expression of radical nature led by the will to please God and expand into greater and more righteous natures accordingly, this inspires nothing but apathy and lack and depletion. These filthy creatures must be eradicated. Get over it. That's going to happen in the future and you'll have to accept how the play works out. Some how some way the influence of this filth will be eradicated and all the trash that tried to tear me down for saying that can get stuffed and stay ignorance. I don't' care I know I'm correct and can systematically demonstrate that, unlike any of them which all rely on "feel good" natures that will never step over the line of offending anyone. I offend people on a regular basis including those in my family circle, not because I want to but because my agency demands it from a response based in fact that can be demonstrated. Making them mad and pointing out error establishes an example that's of a higher order, not to my loss but to theirs, their lack of meaningful involvement and influence in what's serving a higher function. The trash that think that's all meaningless in themselves are heavily compromised and or are simply not designed to play a role of righteousness in this iteration. That's fine, but stay out of my way.

I've given away more of my time than any other coach in this space. All of this work here is just one example of that. Having watched the fools who think that talking with me will solve their problems fail over and over to accept how they really feel as the catalyst of transformation only make it clear to me that they're truly a waste of my time that could be spent schooling the ignorant trash in this space. I have no need to please anyone but God and that's that.

Living for profit is disgusting and is a low form of existence. Pleasing God only for the functions that role serves in a temporary sense. That man will never meet the kingdom of heaven (to overlap and expand his consciousness into the elemental air) for he is such a low level weak and pitiful fool that offers nothing on the altar to Gods need for our will to cross thresholds under pressure. These people who seek to establish roots in comfort are themselves avoiding their destiny, as a capacity. I live in this view, I view righteous expression as our ideal of higher expression, of someone who's more along the line and is superior to the merchants who seek to exploit and market using other peoples weaknesses. That's filthy and disgusting's lower ideals of a man steeped in narrow and meaningless ideals. Looking into a vision immersed in sacrifice of dying for the innate vision and cause you are moved to hold faith to, that conviction, that never ending faith in your truth, holding to THAT is where we please God. If the merchant cannot attain a higher ideal then he stays low, just like you, Poor pitiful weak men who cannot step on anyone's toes. Useless trash to be discarded. They WILL be discarded by God because their lower yang has failed to serve the purpose it was created for. That intelligence will end up in the underworld and wander before dissipating and nobody will care. That's how meaningless a life of such safety and apathy is. It's nothing but useless trash to provide yet another example of human ignorance in the collective psyche. It's pathetic and weak, and we all know it but can't accept how we feel. That's why you're not moved. That's why you have no faith. It's because your fury is too much to handle and the implications of being moved by it mean too far of a radical nature you'd live by that will lose the approval of the people you hold in comfort and contrast to that vision. That is also pathetic, a weak man with no stones to be real. That man is weak in the eyes of God. A man who seeks comfort and safety above dying willingly to manifest his vision is a pathetic coward with no principles or faith of his meaningful expression. He gave himself away, he gave away his individual being and adopted the mask of the useless trash that inspired his weakness itself. That's why suffering is rampant and ignorance is commonplace. The useless ignorant trash that get screen time and are promoted, for better or worse, these people are to be ruthlessly eradicated as the slop they are and be replaced with people who inspire excellence and push thresholds.

You'll have the desire for an SP and yet live a life of obvious compromise and think that you can bypass the need to die and become radical, even to her eyes. Own it.

Getting a high success rate requires way too much of my time I'm not willing to spend with people who I have to spend upwards of 6h with before they start to get it and find answers that relate to their experiences. None of them want to pay per hour, which they should, but in my generosity I deplete myself for the sake of a "result". Screw that I know what works and if one hour doesn't cut it for you then pay up for more else you stay stuck. Get over it. That's how things work now and I don't give a damn my good will has been through enough of these experiences to know it's not worth it. It's only demonstrating that my time is far more valuable than otherwise, and that people who are critical of me for being like this are in themselves unable to look within and see how they really feel, to feel all that fury boiling up they've compromised on. It's there, and if you can't feel it, then it's because you're too distracted with the trash the tech bros put in front of you to waste your time so they can influence you in your weakness. Get over it. It's all trash and I don't give a damn how many people get upset. Screw them all. Ignorant trash. None of them can prove me wrong. They'll call me a "mean" person or whatever but cannot refute RS. It will ALWAYS be character attack, unlike the systematic takedowns of my analysis on various coaches that describe how and why, other than just because "to God all things are possible" without grasping practical context. Not all things are possible you idiots it's got nothing to do with altering reality they can all get schooled and stay ignorant.

The inability to be wrong and endure not knowing answers is the ONLY reason I'm here. The STRUGGLE to find answers and digging through EVERY part of EVERY system I can find to relate an answer through, that's the only way real understanding was attained, and relating those insights to experiences I've had. What drove that will? The will to put profit last in the motives list. I nearly ended up homeless for this data. My faith in my vision and the will to cross thresholds beyond the trash that's kept me stuck in boxes surfaced more conflicts than can be imagined. The latest one being to appease a crowd of ignorant fools being the most obvious.

You've all gone from asking what is right and correct as a fixed point of perception vs what is pleasurable and profitable. This is why you're stuck. Stop trying to be inclusive and start making people see you as a bad person. You don't go out and annoy people but you accept that being real means making other people uncomfortable. Thus trait gets you places because that's the pressure which your fire for passion and faith in your vision will cut through. This system will not last more than 25 years, just as palindrome chronology says.

I've found that certain people have this "lacking" energy to them where it comes from this warped sense of self through overstimulation.

18/2/26

So the AI systems are stagnating hardcore. The silicon can continue to scale but the power delivery isn't. This means that the filth that propagate this trash are deliberately trying to crash the economic system in as natural a way as possible and have people to blame for it. Since the power situation WILL NOT improve because using light as a new cmos tech for transistors will take AT LEAST 5-6 years to become viable for scaled production and this means that they KNOW it'll fall apart but market it anyway. What does this imply? The world is a stage. There you have it. All of these things are played out ahead of time for purposes you and I aren't suppose to know until the end.

Fixating on one specific thing as your source of value and vitality will ruin your life. Dependency will make you feel bad when that thing isn't there to reciprocate in the world. Trying to take this is stupid trash. We must be diverse in supply.

I want to explain what "releasing emotions" really is about.

As soon as you make the link between past experience, charge, and the reactions and patterns of dysfunction you're playing out as well as the pseudo satisfaction cycles then you'll figure it out. That I believe, when all of that "clicks" on both an intellectual and current level then you've "released" it because you see the conditioning for what it is. You see the abuse, you see the compromise and compensation patterns to adapt to that abuse and the dysfunctional cycles you go in and out of to avoid feeling how you really feel. This is necessary to go through. Cutting through trash means then making the decision to act via implication that the meaning of that past abuse no longer impacts you. This is what I did. That's what must happen. That is the "act" or "acts" from scripture that NG speaks of. The acts of faith, faith in God, the seed, the vision you have that the conditions overlay as conditional access.

There. Happy now? Nobody explained it like that. If someone explained THIS to me as THE most important formula to getting anywhere in life then I'd not have suffered like I did, but it's necessary else I wouldn't have had the will to WANT to know the truth here.

The people who deny that there's a fixed reality just aren't looking at how bad things really are. I look at the people who don't WANT to involve in anything MEANINGFUL outside of this parasitic Juu run system and I cringe because I KNOW from experience that these people are in most cases heavily compromised in themselves and are traumatized and fit in because they can't cross thresholds meaningfully. I've never accepted that and if I had the chance I'd tear the heads off every single one of the parasites with my bare hands and get the job done. We'd all be better off, and we all know that, but you cope and make excuses as to why that's too radical. Tearing these freaks limb from limb is functional. People who deny that any form of action is bad when it comes to confronting fears of meaningful transformation deny the alchemical reality that we live in. Get schooled. I can see all the links more clearly now than ever and I know I've got a much higher consciousness than any of these fools. Why? Because I've seen through the trash fully and see just how bad things are and the clear patterns that play out to keep someone in the box and in pseudo satisfaction comfort. Playing the game is death. You fail 100% of the time. Rip their heads off and end the game. Problem solved. King Edward did it, so can you. Don't be a coward. The time will be right when it's time, since the collective support for crossing that threshold will be made more available. I look at my history of depth of understanding of this and I see the collective tide moving gradually over the years towards supporting my decisions where as back in 2016 I would've been called a radical whacko and nobody would've agreed. Now it's swinging and the people back then who attacked me now would've thought differently in those same situations. Why? Because it's more available and comfortable to cross that threshold since support is there around them. I stood alone and facing all that fear without ANY support from ANYONE destroyed me like nothing else. I had nothing but the research I was doing to support my vitality. That was the ONLY reason I pressed forward. All that stagnant qi I kept feeling was moved by my furious fire to end the filth that wreak havoc.

Never forget that in the US during linden B Johnston's run he passed laws that made school chidden against their will and their parents will integrate within the aliens at gunpoint by the guard. They had to put people under duress to fit in. This is what we live with today. It's not that I'm in a low state, or that I only see the bad or whatever trash nonsense is thrown to explain my positions, but that YOU simply DON'T SEE HOW BAD THINGS ARE. We ARE under duress but you don't want to go there. That's as simple as it is. It's happened all throughout the last century and especially after WW2 when the man Kennedy wrote was "the stuff of legends" was wiped out (or so we think) then there was no CULTURAL conflict against the trash of the modern system that sucks most of us in. You're financially squeezed because of this. It's made unavailable because of this. You work harder and adapt to make more cash BECAUSE economic situations demand it, just like the recessions and depressions which impacted most of the people of the nation in the past. Nobody could avoid that. You will blame yourself for the currency crashing around you and say it's your low state when it's part of the damn play. You see how much of a slippery slope this is? Forcing children into mixed schools with aliens traumatized them. You fools. What an insanely ignorant load of trash to say that this has led to ANY positive outcome when things ONLY got worse and that this was used as a tool to force the boot on the face and for your tolerance and to smile and wave in compliance.

If in our personal lives we suffer the same pattern of compromise from parental and peer situations, then this is no different and shouldn't be viewed as different for that reason. I've gone into ALL the levels and yet nobody WANTS to explore the fact that you're a puppet of filthy Juize who want to abuse and use you. You don't want to cross that threshold because it means giving up too much, being too "radical" and yet I see more and more now that being more radical is how you win, even unto death itself if need be. You're just one iteration contributing to the expansion of the Christ seed. The more radical and expanded you live today the more your future iterations will have to face less of the trials you will, and thus suffering is reduced universally.

20/2/26

If all the filth vanished off the earth who are the agents of suffering then we'd inevitably be left with a power vacuum. Who would be there to play those roles that the play needs? Someone must take their place, thus why you cannot rid yourself of them for the very heroes journey itself without forms of pressure is incomplete.

24/5/26

Well no it looks like I do have another idea.

I was contemplating on why some people don't see "tolerance" as we should know the implications, as an issue. Why is the compromise not seen and FELT. Why do they no FEEL this revulsion from vitality being depleted from fitting in with expectations THAT ARE LITERALLY NOT ALIGNED WITH THEIRS.

15/2/26

So I didn't even get to write out my whole idea yesterday but I will expand a little. Yeah I know this isn't about manifesting directly but it's still a factor that moves you to some degree or another. You'll find that when the environment around you isn't aligned to what's within then you'll feel dissonance. When cultural norms and expectations of common demeanor and such aren't resonating around you to what's expected within then you'll have a hard time getting into flow. You don't think like the aliens., nor do they think like you. When you're outside of what's expected on that level then you want to either remove yourself from that influence or remove it. That's natural and functional. It's a harmony seeking process. Manifesting all of that away WILL involve acting physically on the vision. PERIOD. Whole populations don't exist in a vacuum because you imagine with your senses that they are, it's what that implies about and how you feel on that level in that state that moves you and others in response to your unstoppable force nature in "manifesting" that outcome. You're moving and acting where necessary to mediate that outcome that's imaginal into reality. It will be made if you stick to it. So if NG said that he can't resolve the world economic issues and that all politicians are "knowing liars" then we can clearly conclude that the parts of the play we're seeing on a massive level are timed according to cycles of collective consciousness which comes through all of us as individuals to comprise that whole. This is why God acts through all, because your natural striving to some extent or another will involve you in moving forward that collective level experience. Partaking in the play is feeding stats, which means that no matter what you're contributing to the "sense" of how much aligned culture is available around you. Right?

So where does this go? Simple. When you're around those of like mind then there's less resistance. We look at the modern world through this lens of unrelatability to most others, but that's simply because what it means to be part of the play in the role your kind historically involved with was a more harmonious setting. That's been made unavailable and I strongly believe that a vast majority of lights would much prefer that harmonious scenario if that were available. Go back to the 1970's or the 1920's for example. You'll see cohesion more available, and everyone knows that. This feeling is what moves you to make moves to establish that order, to own that scenario and eradicate all the Juize that seek to destroy that order. Evola knew these people weren't human, literally. They do not think like you, all throughout our history this was known. All throughout history. So once again anyone who denies this is denying your own historical existence and patterns that led to this point. If NG said that observing our reactions to life (observing our personal pathways) is important as a "first step" then perhaps we'd think that observing the life organism of the collective cycles is just as important for impacts on that level and understanding that trajectory then. The Juize throughout history have ALWAYS been seen as the lowest "race" of "humans" where in fact those who are playing those roles have been cast into the antagonistic roles against the protagonists. I've called us lights the main characters in the play of life, and I still stand by that, the ones who created civilized reality through that innate capacity for higher ideals and excellence of being. That striving for higher ideals was what actually embodied our kind, unlike any others. That's not made available to us on mass, it's taken away and made to be more of a pipe dream than anything else, and so we adapt and go in all these other directions away from that harmony to experience and establish that excellence. That excellence is a capacity only we embody (as a collective consciousness) and so owning that as the individual means more or less taking on those roles and owning those aspects of what we see in potential. Acting on that and having real power seems to be the only way to mediate that, and in fact owning high power and influence is what we're built for, with all the personal design variable stuff beside that point. It's that being in this form necessitates that a higher ideal is viewed and striving for that higher ideal makes up our expansion here in this form. Others strive for much lower and more base than how we'd view reality generally. The primary cause of lights of the world not viewing that is the conditions established to stifle that innate capacity by Juize, namely debt money and other social conditioning as I've spoken about at length.

Playing this role means owning that capacity.

Our past ancestry were all EXTREMELY exclusive of kind. You just have no idea because you've never seen how hardcore they were and yet how functional their lives were vs today with this "tolerance" trash. That segregation is HOW culture is built, how coherency is built, yet you universalist fools "we're all the same" nonsense continues to show in the reality around us that this is VERY FAR from fact. Overall trends and stats clearly demonstrate the dysfunction of such a reality, not just your limited little narrow echo chambers and tiny scope of viewing personal experiences for the whole. You don't change those stats with your assumptions. They're created this way for the very purpose of lights being the classes most suited to play as the excellent ones. Past theatre was extremely extremely and I mean EXTREMELY "racist" and was enjoyed by so many in abundance. That's how it is suppose to be, segregationist. Now within that, as Evola makes clear, there's some who are of a different kind (as the scriptures quote "kind") that have spiritual seed of higher ideals. This is what we observe, and so ignorantly we pass off the many for the few, when that's not the point. Cultured civilized excellent types are segregated and separated. Holy means to "be apart" and in dual seedline that's exactly how this works. To be sat apart. To BE and OWN that separation and LIVE INTO that EXCELLENCE and BE the one who is seen as the bad one yet cannot be denied the truth of his position. That fact cannot be danced around, no matter how badly your feeling gets triggered by such. You only cast trash at me for this view because of how it feels, how your view is threatened and yet when you cast aside the feeling and check the clear alchemy going on you'll find that there's no error. Thus, your feelings of disgust are the expression to be understood the implications of, and really what it means is that your potential is buried under layers of conditioning telling you that your excellence is bad and you must uphold another in your place. You may look at your life and not see that, yet that's not how you feel, else you'd not be this way. Judgement is functional, separation is functional, to be set apart and holy, is biblically functional. That's a metaphysical play, and this is collectively. There are kinds who hold great value with some individuals of that kind, which cannot be denied as a fact, and thus the idea of being bad and seeing all of them that way is also dysfunctional trash, though the trend still follows and exists, and so how can we blame one for having such a view as our ancestors did? There's no NEED to fit in with the aliens, and if doing so on mass causes conflict, then SEPARATE YOU FOOLS! Don't blame yourself, own it. Be holy. Be judgmental, own it. Spit on not just the aliens who are degenerate but also the degenerate of your own kind, since they too need reminding of their capacity to live into and to uphold their excellence of being. Spit on them. Do it. Be radical. No exceptions. Spit on the politicians who are "knowing liars" and all the filthy Juize who issue debt and seek to stifle your excellence. Spit on them and don't give a damn. Make known your holiness and do not blame yourself. NG does in fact say that you WILL be despised by everybody in your family and your friends for being highly aware, being of high consciousness (which means living with complete agency) and he makes it clear that this is scriptural and cannot be avoided. You WILL be hated for your view, but that's how it works.

When you become more and more classist you become more holy, since your expression of excellence is your measure of faith in God. This doesn't mean being wealthy, or healthy, or of high status, though often it will, but it means more or less spitting on the trash that leads you to compromise on your natural striving without exception. Those acts that put you at risk of judgement are in themselves the ones which elevate your status, since you're leaving behind the trash that binds you to being a small insignificant spec of dust on the boot of some alien farmer getting paid $2 a day. You need not feel anything for such people. though for those putting their soul on the line so to say, you should feel for them. The ones who put themselves under pressure, these are the people who should be supported, not the trash that hide in the shadows and imagine all day in their rooms hoping for a pot of gold to fall out of the sky and their SP to show up begging for attention. You don't give them an inch, you continue to spit on them so that they raise up. NG never said this, but my experience of elevating the people around me comes from telling them how I feel about their relation to me. This works and I know it because my SP has changed A LOT over the years we've been together. Every time I hit a threshold of compromising I'd get real with how I feel and say it as it is, call her out, and make it known about my holiness (figuratively as an example as above) to which over the next few days or even less she'd flip the script and change for me. I do not coerce I simply say how I feel, that I'm not happy about her acts, and she changes. She feels the threat from the implications of me leaving if she doesn't own up, and so she changes. She's feeling better and is more happy and sleeps better and is just overall feeling more abundant. She's even making more cash show up like luck and she's winning prizes and getting gifts more ever since I got real with her. This isn't me imagining any of it, I just move currents that imply change has happened. That's all I do. I be real. No compromise.

So with that in mind, this microcosm applies macrocosmically too.

Don't respect peoples sensibilities. Spit on them. Own it. Have ego that's functional and always looking towards the excellence and the divine. Be holy.

27/2/26

Simply this. Higher states make this whole thing work. Operating more as self makes it work. That's where magic miracles line up without consciously "trying", and also where manifestation happens THROUGH YOU naturally. The flashes of an image and fleeting thoughts can have impact in these state streaks.

3/2/26

Abdullah slammed the door in the face of NG to shock him into recognizing how far from his vision he was. Just like Don Juan.

4/3/26

60. 63. 70. 72. 80. 90. 108. 138. 144. 240. 252. 288. 300. 360. 420. 441. 540. 720. 756. 770. 880. 1104. 1404.

Palindrome sequencing says that Trump will send in his naval ships through the strait of Hormuz and they'll be destroyed causing thousands of people to lose their lives and the Muslims will only suffer minor casualties. Trump is playing out a predetermined role. This has happened in 1666 to the Dutch ships through the Thames river. This is a perfect mirror reflection of what is going on with the order trump has made. Watch it happen and I will be correct. Those ships will be destroyed. This war is a pre-determined outcome and NG is full of trash in his idea that wars are caused by some single person imagining. He's full of trash when it comes to that. It came through all the people responsible because that's the play script we're all moved by.

Screw every LOA coach and their ignorant trash. They can get schooled. I should just call this and watch it happen and prove to people that palindromic sequencing is correct 100% of the time if you get a good read on events that mirror the dates.

Do be aware that there will be massive Jew killings this year too. Much deserved of course, and for a reason. Get over it. Reality is horrific as NG has stated. "All the horrors of the world". That's just what happens. Jews aren't human like you and I. Many metaphysicians from our past knew this and wrote about it, and their books are banned. I wonder why.

There will also be events of people being inspired by religious zeal to fight the Muslims. They will die on mass too. It's not just the disgusting filth that will die but also our own. These people are pre-determined to die this way, as NG himself said. He stated that our death is pre-determined. Get over it.

I believe in the UK will play a role in expelling the filthy Jews. These disgusting freaks will be withdrawing from the UK and they will likely come to AUS and other places in Europe like Germany. They'd not touch Poland. Polish want to eradicate that parasitic trash called Jews. Utter filth. Guess what. You're going to see more of what I just said about Jews all over the place. People have shut up for way too long and now it's time that boil over comes out and the problem gets resolved. The disgusting filth called Jews will be thrown out of most countries and we all know they're disgusting filth. Bottom of the barrel trash. We all know that anyway. Who else impoverishes you and forces you under duress to pay off their debts? It's all Jewish. These disgusting parasites are hideous filth. Utter horrific filth of the worst kind. Never compromise when describing how abusive your abusers are. The Jewish parasites will be setting up base here in Aus and in regions of Europe that are safe like Ukraine and Germany.

I just want to write this here.

I've been writing a simplified formula AGAIN that's taking even more points and distilling them down with more basic understandings. This won't be a super in depth analysis but it will be an exploration of the fundamentals once again.

Patterns and processes reveal everything - WHAT pathway cascades from seeds are operating THROUGH you unconsciously - GETTING REAL with how you feel
Spontaneous pattern breaks (acts) of conditioned responses - HOW TO decondition a compromised response is by RADICAL uncompromising acts that leave you UNRECOGNISABLE - ACTS holds the power, their implication specifically as an induction of vitality to move currents and establish new baseline states
Returning to the vision and fixating on your higher ideal that activates your innate nature - WHERE we gain vitality and where our inner guidance system is pointed to that satisfies this iteration of being. RETURNING to this view consistently and acting THROUGH the intuitive impulse spontaneously when that vision activates you is HOW. Sitting around doing nothing is wasting time, and if that works for you it will be the natural response from established satisfaction.
Knowing that collective trajectory is pre-determined as much as the thematic of your life are as well and accepting your experience as a role switching construct made of various components that when arranged via your ACTS which ARRANGE CURRENTS then you EMBODY a state.
ALL imaginal activity comes THROUGH you and it is DESIGNED that way without your conscious will or consent, as NG said.
The function of your existence is to live the GLORY of BEING YOURSELF WITHOUT COMPROMISE!

9/3/26

Just going over data in other areas "illuminates" my response. I know exactly what's going on here. So we've got a game that people will deliberately play to pacify someone's pressure to expand by throwing them breadcrumbs on loop whenever things get bad. The scenario going where I see seeming pro system stuff being thrown out that's generally agreeable makes those who are on the fence dancing around get pacified into ignoring the pressure in their face and compromise on necessary action. This is the thing. So SP will do this. Financial situations can be this way too. Almost all compromise patterns regarding other people in your life will involve this to some degree or another. You'll recognize something is holding you back and you'll dodge. That's where the issue comes up that's causing you to stay stuck. you take the bait and they continue to control you. The fact is that you're ONLY going to break that barrier when you recognize and accept that the breadcrumbs aren't satisfying anymore and your vision is far more satisfying than staying in this box, and you are willing to "hurt" people in order to move into that state. States are degrees of self acceptance and your actions will represent this. States are ONLY embodied acts. ACTS. Acts in scripture and as NG speaks of "imaginal acts" is the same thing, they're shows or demonstrations of faith in your natural striving vision under pressure.

10/3/26

I just had a massive dump last night land in my head and I couldn't even care to write it all down. It was the perfect answers to everything. Timing. The core thread was timing. When. The timing between insight and threshold crossing.

I also have recognized clearly another level of depth to the collective scriptwriting and how our experiences move to comprise that as personal players not knowing you're moving forward that collective script. There's way too much for me to write here. I've just not felt inspired to write as much here as I would've before, which I find strange because I'm like almost expecting this but there's just no involvement. The insights are around cycles of monarchism to liberalist "freedom" ideas that people live by, and under this view then the people within those systems do NOT think that their ideology is incorrect until enough error is seen to accept that change needs to happen. It's fed to the masses and the minority who lead their thought direction determine what the people think they think they want. Create problems, market the solution to the reaction as the way out, then establish the new order and expectation.

One of the largest parts of this is example. Suggestion of capacity via example. Apply that now to our modern world. Now you see why things suck. All examples of function are warped. Nobody knows what's what because that example doesn't exist by which all can look towards for suggestion on leadership. Monarchism works with this example most directly. Democracy was and always has been the most low level form of government imaginable because the people are stupid and don't know what they want and require leading via an authority that's real and embodies higher current. Monarchism was the established system for the very function of how it mirrored our personal reference to greater consciousness within. The monarch was a means of SUGGESTING the INNATE CAPACITY through that leadership, looking towards higher example. Now other forms of government that would have strong leaders would represent this as well though in a distorted way because the authority is voluntary in other ways. The monarchist system is the most direct way of representing scriptural rulership made manifest in the world. I use to talk about this in my dual seedline study and how gov on earth should mirror and reflect the divine. People reject this because they don't like the idea of having an example of supply that puts pressure on them to live up to higher states, but that's exactly what establishes order. Without an example that's referenced and expected to follow then the suggestion of the necessity to expand as represented in their gov will be missing and therefore the vision can be influenced by merchants for example, AKA Jews. Lenders who promise escape from problems, without earning anything and without responsibility. It's a bypass to the ACT that is necessary to cross thresholds to solve our problems.

The view of the higher nature MUST be continually referenced, and ancient systems of governance were designed to reflect this as closely as possible, The real issue is that we have no PRESSURE to NEED/WANT to expand, the root pressure MUST be there for ANY progress to be made. People who laze around and waste time ONLY live this way because they lack root pressure. They lack verile vital expression like an caged wild beast NEEDING to break out and expand into a higher order of life. Verility and manifesting go hand in hand. They are functionally the same thing, I will say. With out that root pressure then nothing can drive innate nature to expand, and that continual reference to higher order nature is necessary for a functional system to exist. This is HOW you solve the "Jewish question" as it's posed. The filth that seem to continue to infiltrate and warp our systems of operation, in money primarily. How do we know this? The countries that don't have Rothschild banks are some of the BRICS nations for example, Iran, who Israel is being destroyed by as we speak. No Jew bank there. This also proves that Jew banks aren't the TRUE root cause, because the people should WANT higher order function and eradicate the filthy animals who seek to keep them low. This is why nobody who calls me racist this or anti-____ that will have any real argument because it all stems from a lack of real meaningful access to higher order functions to drive them to WANT to see where the cause of collective strife is. It's comfortable and convenient to label and shut down discussion, anything to avoid the blinding light of God that illuminates and destroys your illusions.

We CANNOT expand without a WILL to WANT to be MOVED by God. You become subservient to the vision for higher function in life, a HIGHER STATE. LEVELS. This is why I have always said that states cannot be horizontal subjective belief containers that are "nearly infinite". I cannot for the life of me find that quote but I know it's in here somewhere that I quoted NG saying, just like that other quote about him saying about how confirmation of being in a higher state is that the thoughts and feelings will FOLLOW in RESPONSE. This gets to my point. You cross thresholds and THEN have insights naturally come through the seeming bridge, The bridge as we've been taught has NOTHING to do with how it works alchemically. I've decoded the bridge in TOTALLY different ways. The bridge is the period of time between crossing thresholds and having psychological insight that "hits you" and you see things more clearly. You look BACK IN HINDSIGHT and conceive of the necessary view. You birth the child that's been "impregnated" in you as an act of cutting through conditions and crossing thresholds.

All the fools who thought I left and wasn't studying hard can get schooled. I've made more sense of the NG doctrine than even just a month ago. The bridge and the impregnation mythos that NG talks about represents this exact same cycle, or process. Processes within processes. You get "impregnated" or activated, the state activates, through crossing thresholds and feeling your system get lit up. I've known this for a long time because advanced gazing makes this happen in very powerful ways and I've experienced it when making necessary decisions in the world as well. The same sensation of WANTING to cut right through the trash and having the VISION for HIGHER FUNCTION be what drives your expression against all odds. That act in the moment might not look like it'll lead to massive changes in the world but you know it's meaningful to you and as you get activated and cross thresholds and basically "shock" yourself into a new baseline, then you'll be in the bridge as the EFFECT of moving that current becomes INTEGRATED. I've talked about integrated vitality before and this is what I've been getting at, this is the FIXED PERIOD OF TIME that you MUST "wait" to process via which the "end" result of that reaction (seedtime) will manifest. This is simply a cause and effect mechanism.

EVERYBODY HAS MANIFESTING WRONG! I declare the truth of what NG taught to be either far deeper than even HE spoke about and that I've taken is much further than he was able to or he was on point the whole time and I'm just revealing what he really said. His language is coded so that only a real alchemical adept will grasp what's being said and without the experiences of having been through these processes MANY MANY times then you'll be lost and not know what he's talking about. Nobody in LOA knows anything about what NG REALLY taught and I've just proven that. We ALL know now how this works, that there's cycles within cycles that our reactions catalyze into action. These cannot be bypassed or faked or avoided but must be EMBODIED and you MUST take all the activation that comes with that as you embody the state. This is why NG seemed to describe some of his methods about "working yourself up" since you're literally ACTING in a way that would be INTENSE and ILLUMINATING. The ACT MUST be meaningful else you won't be activated, and so I will still be critical of NG in the way he explained this. The thing is though his audience would've already to some degree known what he meant and the context this was applied under,

The FEELING of BEING IN (from) a HIGHER state is momentum of vitality in CYCLES of intensity and action and relaxation and integration. Yang into yin and so on. The magic of manifesting happens in response to crossing thresholds. ALWAYS. This is the law. "Imagining" is being activated and crossing thresholds that activates the state, a moment where the seed is "impregnating" into the womb, as NG uses that the symbolic representation in "creation" lecture from 1964 I think it was from. Can't be stuffed quoting it you can read it yourself. Apply the reading of it from this context. Crossing thresholds activates states because it's how you are illuminated by God, AKA "impregnated". The moment you may forget as he says, though you will find that it will result in fortune or misfortune. Misfortune is NOT caused by thinking "negative" or having negative emotions but instead it's through BUYING INTO CONDITIONS AND EXPECTATIONS AND GIVING YOURSELF AWAY. You deny God, you lack the movement in owning your natural striving and the vision which it represents. You throw away that vital current to please another, you serve a master other than God. God cannot implant his power in you without you following his lead. God leads you. God leads you to be a zealot and be radical. NG said we must be RADICAL. I've quoted him saying radical in his lectures 74 times. NG says the ONLY way to PLEASE God (become impregnated AKA overlap higher order states) is to REPENT and to repent to quote NG means to have "a radical change of attitude towards life". - the art of dying 1965.

"In the oldest of our gospels, which is Mark, the first words put into the mouth of that central figure, “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent, and believe the gospel” (Mark 1:15). Repent! We are called upon to repent, and to repent means “a radical change of attitude towards life”; a radical change towards anything in this world, but radical right down to the root." - same lecture

Radical right down to the root. Yeah. The ONLY reason it FEELS "radical" is BECAUSE of the illumination that occurs when you ACT on that radical nature and BREAK expectations. Burn bridges. That's HIGHLY INTENSE and you will FEEL it. The FEELING is the secret, that ILLUMINATING CURRENT is the state shift, into a HIGHER ORDER STATE. Not a horizontal subjective state but through a fixed direction of expansion that's predestined. NG never taught solipsistic mentalism. If you read him at face value you'll only see that and yet tens to hundreds of millions of people out there believe he taught subjective belief container shifting and I'm the only one who's seemingly figured this out, at least in the LOA space. People back in his day who were metaphysicians would've had a vastly different context of his work, and it's only because of modern day LOA coaches and their ignorant trash that NG has been insanely warped in what his perceived doctrine is and against all the people in this space who figured it out it just had to be me and RS as the basis for his work to be interpreted through.

Feeling is illumination, movement of current, vitality being FELT. This is not about feeling high for high sake but to move into a higher state, states being as we know reactions to life that have implications, or in this context a baseline sense of availability that drives those innate automatic reactions and responses. The reactions reveal the state, they reveal the psychological interpretation of context through what's being suggested. Why do I have to have the burden and in contrast the pleasure of playing this role? Why me. Why do I have to do it? Because I embody the fury of destruction of trash without mercy. I tear the ignorant trash to shreds with unmerciful fury that frightens the ignorant coaches in this space. If only I can accept and put that forward, the way I REALLY express that drive. To OWN schooling the trash and BE the radical one. I'm armed with all the facts about manifesting and now own the correct interpretation that's been lost and now I've been shown how to do this. God prepared this in me, to destroy LOA as it's taught now, just as I said in my old forest walk and talk vids. That fury requires me to cross thresholds and it's so painful and yet also functional. That's the challenge, the one who's literally playing the role of the one to destroy everything in LOA and collapse the industry and ruin the lives of all the LOA coaches who profited. I am cast in that role, or so it seems. It's so painful to accept being in that state of responsibility to be correct in all of this and have no holes or errors to find weakness in that the ignorant trash out there will poke holes in but as the days go by I wake up with more and more insights. This being the latest of them. I can't help it, I can't stop it, it's what I'm cast in, I'm subject unto futility as NG says.

"God is playing each part based upon the environment in which he was placed . . not by his own choice, for we were made subject unto futility; . . not willingly, but by the will of him who subjected us in hope; and we cannot turn back until His predetermined goal is reached. That is when we reach the end of the journey and go through the series of events called the story of Jesus Christ, at which time Christ is formed in you." - A riddle.

"Q: Well, are there different levels of repentance?

A: I would say, based upon our understanding of the world there may be more difficult states to be overcome, one who has, say, lost an arm. To say, “Well, how can I repent in the sense of putting back an arm?” That would be more difficult and an impossible state compared to something that could happen, like a cancer disappearing without any further surgical remedies. But, in spite of that, I have had the experience where arms that were missing, eyes missing, all kinds of members of the body missing, and I walked by and everything came out of hiding as it were, as though they were in some hidden reservoir, and molded themselves beautifully into the empty sockets, eyes, arms, legs, all things, as I walked by. I saw it and experienced it so vividly. So I know the power of the new age, where man rises into a new world completely subject to his imaginative power. In fact, I didn’t do anything. I was one with perfection, and walking by, being perfect, not a thing in my world could remain imperfect, it couldn’t. I didn’t have compassion on anyone; I simply walked by demonstrating the power of perfection. So I know that world into which man goes when these things happen in him. But while he’s in this world, we’re all made subject unto this futility, certainly not by our own will, we are part of the structure. Then God in his infinite mercy redeems us through his Son. But through his Son he has to impregnate us with his Son. He is that male power that actually The Wonder Working Power of Imagination 145 impregnates the womb, the soul of man, and therefore the Son detaches himself from the Father, and therefore dies. It falls into the ground and dies, the womb; but it now is made alive and brings forth much, and redeems that womb into which it buried itself. This is the story." - Creation 1965

The one pattern, the one process, yang processing into yin and so on. The perfect fractal representation of this one pattern made manifest and overlapping each other to near infinite variances throughout reality is this repentance in action.

"Q: (inaudible)

A: Well, the Promise came first and the law was given afterwards.

Q: But then who ___(??) here?

A: It’s good for you. It’s a creative power and why not in the world of Caesar live well, why not? Why not be creative? But as far as the Promise goes, it’s grace…and grace is unearned, unmerited. ___(??) gave in the letter to the Philippians, “He who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ” (1:6). The plan unfolds in you, for Christ is in you. Therefore, he began it and he’ll complete it. It was God’s wish, “Let us make man in our image.” So you’re told in the 8th chapter of Romans that “the creature was made subject unto futility, not willingly but by reason of the will of him who subjected him in hope”—and what was the hope?—“that he would be set free from the bondage to corruption and obtain the glorious liberty of the sons of God” (verse 20). Well, that’s going to happen, but it happens in a way no one foresaw. And therefore when it does take place, they don’t believe it. It’s not what they were looking for. Everyone wants a king on the outside and he doesn’t come that way. He unfolds in you and you are he. That’s why we are warned, don’t look here or look there. If anyone should tell you there he is or here he is, don’t look. It isn’t there. Your leader is within you and he will unfold within you. That’s the only Christ in the world." - Eternal plan 1966

The unfolding of the promise and being more of yourself for real goes hand in hand. He actually has said many times that the law doesn't directly contribute to the promise and yet in order to work the law he says that we must state shift into a higher state. I see this as an error in his analysis personally, since you cannot avoid operating the so called law as it's explained through being yourself. The thoughts of what you desire will come through you and you cannot stop them. You can imagine specific things showing up and if you're comfortable with playing that role and have integrated being that person then you can very well be moved into that, though the sequencing and timing on how and when those things unfold will be determined by God. There's a reason why expansion has levels and layers of insight that come one after another, because you cannot handle the entirety of God at once. Operating the law and imagining having what you want as is explained isn't really a thing separate from expansion in my eyes. They go hand in hand, though I can point to many instances in my life where I got things without "lifting a finger" or doing ANY expansion work and this is what the fools will throw at me to justify staying small. They'll say look at these examples that contradict manifesting doctrine of RS. It doesn't contradict at all. That's just the effect of who you're already comfortable being unfolding through you, else there'd be pressure to expand beyond but there's not.

"There never was a time that you and I were not partaking of this tree of life, but we were not individualized. We did not voluntarily detach ourselves and enter this world, but were made subject unto futility in the hope that we would be set free from this body of death and obtain the glorious liberty of the sons of God. Now, the Son of God is one with God, for the son erupts into the Father. Like the sucker which contains within itself everything that the parent tree contains, but cannot know it until detached and transplanted, we contain within ourselves everything the tree of life contains, but will not know it until we come out from the Father and come into the world. Having died, death will be transformed into sleep, from which we will all awaken as God the Father. Individually we will all have these four mighty acts erupt from within to spell out the being we really are." - He is my resurrection 1968

Yeah, one which contains within itself everything that the parent tree contains. The alchemy of the one pattern, one process, one God. That's what "one" means. ONE PATTERN FRACTALLY REPRESENTED. ALL the ignorant trash can get schooled.

There's so many more quotes like this there's 54 of them. Must be important.

You'll take my analysis on NG and the so called law as correct but yet turn the other way when I talk about how the ideology of suffering stems from liberal ideology and that the entire worlds expected philosophy is the cause of misfortune. I went over why above. It's because it lacks the NEED to look towards higher function, because it empowers the individual as their own sort of God. That's WHAT "liberty" really is about, which by the way the famous statue of liberty in NY was made by freemasons. Knew that back when I was like just 16 so it's no shocker a decade later. Any credible metaphysician has views on political situations because it's another pattern representing the cycles of how consciousness manifests, so obviously there's data to be extracted that's useful. The thing

Alright so this is something I've been trying to put into words for weeks and really months now. Everybody in their "fractal lines" if we take the HD cosmology as an example here, all of these lines will have people of varying levels of fractal integration of reality moving through those view perspectives. Someone who reads scripture as physical history and purely secular will only ride in on those lines that correspond. These are like pathway cascades of course, but a collective level scenario. Collective pathway cascades basically is what we're talking about, and they all overlap and interact to some degree or another, even if that's just having awareness of what others around you believe that you don't. Someone who has integrated all of these pathway cascades and lines would've run through the depth of all the necessary lines that overlap and interact to see the views that all the people who live exclusively on those lines would have. In order for this to happen you need to have pressure to want to move into other cascades that aren't native to your current awareness, which is in itself a means of expansion. The only way you can WANT to do that, like what I've done, is that you'll have a constant non stop pressure to understand more every second of every day forever. You WILL jump into other pathways even if just for a moment to observe what's there but in order to gain a truly unfiltered perspective on the other lines you need to experience enough of it to contrast what's currently established as understanding of the EXPECTATION of what that line means. That means more or less that you'll have a bias against other lines around you based on what you already know, vs someone who's not blind to other pathways and has experience on multiple that's significant. In order to be a metaphysician you MUST have broad ranging experience on all these lines within you to draw from and live from those perspectives in order to culminate it all together into a coherent understanding of core threads that run through all of these lines. This is why 99.999999999999999999999999999999999999999% of people on earth fail to grasp what's being said because they DON'T HAVE THE EXPERIENCE OF THOSE CURRENTS ACTIVATING THEM, and effectively establishing roots that they're grounded in from that point onwards. The state of higher awareness isn't activated.

So now to the core part. Different "assumptions" are living on different pathway cascades. You're not separate but simply have a sort of armoring around your current view that protects you from the contradicting views of other pathways around you that you'd struggle to integrate if you overlapped them. People stay in echo chambers because it's easy and isn't challenging. The ones who gain broad understanding and are good at pattern recognition are the ones who go on to invent and create new things. Remember this doesn't have to have been "earned" through this iteration but can be a culmination of other iterations of experience coming into the current one contributing to that sort of unconsciously available database of concepts and principles understood which can be pulled from at any time when needed. Those pathways that run out into other directions are there and available to work with, and establishing a momentum streak by involving in those implications of those things being true will unfold those things through you and you'll understand them without trying to. You'll sort of just "remember" what other iterations already did and established for you.

So now the effect of this is that some people are suppose to only see a limited view and that's where they need to be given their degree of expansion. You may have more and if you're reading this that's very likely. Put simply, the overlapping pathway cascades that interact with everyone around you represents different views in the collective play script you can explore and so there can be multiple "realities" happening at once more or less because they're degrees of depth of integrated principle thematic understanding of reality. People who make predictions based on current events will ALWAYS be blind as to what is coming because what's happening now is never permanent. You can never make predictions as to what the future will be without digging into the sequencing structure of reality itself. Palindromic sequencing. Tick Tock. The swing goes forward and backward in time all at once because it's a predestined script that's being acted out through all players, and those players REQUIRE their view be narrowed in order for the play script to exist as it is. Therefore, some are deliberately held back because this is necessary for the play to work this way. If it's true on one level it must be true on all other levels and if the collective script is predestined just as ours is personally then it MUST mean that this is all timed according to what the play necessitates and that will include the level of awareness that you and others operate from at this point.

11/3/26

The problem many face is consistency. I will outline why very simply. They don't default to the vision and end up distracting themselves with meaningless trash. Simple right. Well the thing is someone can sleep in a highly juiced up space where they're all about crossing limits and just dwell there and not actually make the decisions to move things forward. When you do this and don't really go all the way then you cannot move forward the default response of the vision since the pressure wasn't really moved. The unconscious trash still won't be made properly conscious to initiate seedtime and insight down the track. You're still thinking that just feeling high vital currents is enough when often times it's not. It CAN be but those are rare in my data. The feeling of even WANTING to hold back indicates compromise. Compromise is avoiding feeling how you really feel, which the effect of that will be illumination and expansion. This is why I said before that referencing the vision at baseline and by default in a comfortable way where the implications of that being true and real and valid in your experience is really how you "plant seeds" through the mechanism discussed in the post a few days ago.

The time I've spent sitting with this has made it more clear, and no real amount of pushing forward thresholds I've found can speed this up. It can do it to some extent but if you're running up against walls and nothing new is happening then obviously you're heavily compromised and that's what the stuck feeling is. I've really not had much of that over the years, at least when it comes to developing RS further. The cash supply seems to be tied up in this for me still, as I consider being correct above all, unlike most who would just put out half baked ideas that then you'll need to refine later on. Think about that. If you put out a program you promise is the biggest best thing ever and you charge 16k for it like you should and then you end up needing to rewrite whole sections because a primary mechanism was refined and can be explained in a more simple way, then you've just bought an incomplete program. People who have that much cash probably wouldn't care, though I find the ones with the most cash to be the ones who often don't ACTUALLY study deep, even fi they say they do. I don't feel that they have enough pressure to WANT to, as in just how ignorant they are isn't made aware yet, and of course that needs making conscious to drive that expansion, provided that's their path. If someone isn't here to prove anything then that's fine to stay ignorant.

All you need is the view of higher awareness anyway. You don't NEED more. Nothing other than the continual referencing toward divinity makes this mechanism work anyway, because through that illumination your trash WILL be made aware in contrast. Getting real with how you feel is just as much a way of looking towards the divine as anything else would really.

Time. I've been trying to put this into words. Every time I can get this out of me it's when I can't write it down. Time works forwards and backwards because it's on fixed cycles. "Time doesn't exist" is really really stupid and anyone saying that needs to get schooled, as usual. Time does exist, as a function of procession of God, which is the one pattern taking form AS thematic currents and their corresponding sensory symbolic representations. This whole world is a symbolic manifestation of God. Yin and yang. Night and day, for example. Space and time are products of these core principles as well, the effects of "necessity". This is the core point. Basically logos translates as this term, I read a whole book dedicated to it and it was like 400 pages way back in like 2019. Necessity is honestly not a bad term to use. It's what God does because of what God is. God is pattern, self organizing intelligence, and that self organizing intelligence arranges itself in cycles that are within other cycles. Cycles OF WHAT? This is the question that made me study aetherc physics. WHAT is "waving"? What are so called particles and waves, and this seeming duality? Well they're two sides of the same coin, different phases of process basically. Compression and rarefaction, basically they stretch out as less dense forms as "waves" and then condense into seeming particles within each cycle. It's the doorway to vitality opening and closing, or should I say turning inside out and outside in. That's the language I came up with way back in 2020 to explain what I found. I called it "inverse potential". It simply was a flipping inside out of the structure of the self recursive circuit. The same process played out but within "anti-space". It took place within itself. Cycles within cycles. This isn't phase conjugation, but integrated innate phase conjugation if you'd call it that, or the geometries that comprised that self recursive circuit generating their own "sub cycles".

This is the core point of this whole time discussion I've got here today. Manifestation works through overflow as trigger for cycles within cycles. Availability of psychological states = currents in supply as an overflow or "abundance" of vitality that's thematically associated. Your mind is split into thousands of different points that all overlap and operate as one vast network of functions. The human mind is as seemingly complex as it is because of this fact. The reality is that in order to master manifesting we must see into the cycles within the cycles and the ONLY way to do this is to observe your patterning. You are therefore effectively looking into the thematic currents of your field geometry.

The manifesting cycle so to say is this. Innate pressure unfolds as thematic sequencing manifesting as the conflict to resolve in the world. That's the symbolic representation for this section of the pattern to be integrated for individuation. As you approach the threshold of crossing this you'll be given opportunities to go all the way. As you do this that current will activate, You will feel it physically and the psychological effect will always follow. You don't "do" reprogramming or whatever through repetitive acts. All that repetitive acts CAN DO is RIPEN the opportunity, unless a natural overflow happens which SEEMS to be the case in some instances if integration around that is already accessed. So as you cross the threshold then that integration period will take place where no matter what happens "it's done" and you cannot really undo it. The psychological effects will be made conscious down the track, either very soon after and sometimes the same day (rare) or most likely, weeks down the line. With this in mind then that also means the arrangement of the suggestions that bring this psychological shift out of you may or MAY NOT change radically, though YOU will see differently and that's the "no one to change but self" quote right there. How is this all completed? You look towards God. You look at the pattern. You look towards the vision as a representation of that pattern, and the currents that move through you to drive threshold crossing are a signpost of expansion through the door of vitality opening further. Immortality can only really be attained this way, which requires living more than ever before. You literally LIVE more.

Reply to someone who sent me a vid on "mediation mechanics" which was just another ignorant take on the functions that gazing has. This guy is so far off base it's insane. Just another surface level business guy who has no pressure to WANT to expand and become the greatest at understanding what he does. These people make so much money and appear to be successful but they are not moving forward the means of application and proving anything. They're not built for that. I push forward my work when I'm under pressure, because it's always driving me trough further contemplation every day. I cannot stop it. It's who I am and what I do and it serves this function.

"I just went through his explanation on meditation mechanics and I cannot really agree. In the near future I will likely be making a premium gazing program and will make everything from manifesting to healing physical issues to the spontaneous insights and all the rest make sense.

All I hear out there in the world are people who lack the personal experience of observing the cycles of what happens before during and after a session that I've meticulously detailed over many years and integrated within classical alchemical systems from multiple systems such as the Daoist and hermetic alchemical traditions and how they describe the elements to activate and interact through means such as gazing.

Having had coaching experience with many clients and heard their unique testimony I found patterns nobody I've heard has talked about, including why very very specific physical symptoms can commonly manifest when doing gazing. These can include spontaneous muscle twitches, nose runs, eyes blacking out and returning at specific frequencies around 12hz, hot flushes, coughing, and many others. These all indicate a literal physical current moving upwards and outwards in the field geometry of the meridian systems causing these sensations to be made manifest and revealing their symbolic representation as to the mechanisms at play. Kidney-heart axis and liver yang rising which connects to the eyes as a means of activating and moving these currents.

The advanced gazing method I teach directly reveals to you the shen within yourself as this mechanism opens this view to be available and that is one of the core means of applying practical theurgy and initiation into ceremonial magical systems. You look at the pattern within yourself via the channel directly connected to that intelligence, as a container that holds all the elements, the aether element in Daoist systems by which what is ripe to be seen and felt and experienced will come THROUGH you spontaneously. Someone on the discord server posted a story where this happened to them where it just happened without them doing anything to make it happen because it was ripe to unfold and this is my point.

There's specific timing by which gazing can be applied most efficiently given what's ripe can be made conscious and the cultivated root pressure (kidney yang-heart axis) will force it through you. You don't need to think anything because the thoughts will come through you. including hearing voices, seeing your imaginal senses project into the world around you like an overlay, seeing other intelligences with you, having lucid dreams and waking up hearing loud noises and flashes of light. These last few indicate kidney Jing is catalyzing into yang rising up and connecting to the heart where the shen resides in sleep to thematically translate the symbolic nature of your dreams into a representation of these currents. Anyone who's experienced this will know that it's a literal activation and rising of current that illuminates and opens you up, which is always supplied through your greater consciousness.

Within the NG biblical standpoint this is the different phases of scripture and the states you process through as your journey here unfolds. These are involuntary and happen as a matter of thematic sequencing being correct, which your root pressure will drive you into unpacking and eventually reading that ripe point where gazing then acts as a subconscious expansion method of making what's just under the surface and about to break through be made conscious. This is WHAT scriptural process is about, the thematic ripening of the Christ seed through associated experiences you go through and mediate the pressure of compromise into an individuated experience where psychological insight comes to you as an effect.

This goes WAY beyond what anyone else online talks about as far as I know, and guys like DIspenza, Tolle, and the likes, continue to reveal just how lacking their understanding of how this connects to greater higher functions as more cope is peddled over and over without understanding the pressurization cycles we all live through. Gazing won't manifest these insights UNTIL you've crossed thresholds through meaningfully exposing yourself to being INVOLVED in your vision for life and crossing the line where you're truly IN the state by dying to who you were. RADICALLY, as NG says. The more unrecognizable you become, as you shift from character to character as the pattern of God thematically unfolds THROUGH you, then you will notice and recognize that gazing has a VERY SPECIFIC role to play in furthering that expansion to be what catalyzes the next phase of each of these characters you play as into reality. Doing more of it isn't the point, it's the timing according to ripeness processes according then to how you hold faith in your vision for life and how that necessitates you to change who you are and experience the thematic currents that surface in gazing and are made manifest AS the unfolding of scriptural EVENTS. These of course are done TO US, not because we believe them as NG has spoken about and how he's said that it's an act of futility to think we can control this process. We are powerless puppets in the hands of God here to go through predestined on rails transformations, persona to persona, changing state after state as is necessary. NG DID SAY that REPENTANCE (in faith in your vision as the fixed point of comparison being accepted) is the ONLY way to please God, which is a "RADICAL change of attitude" to quote him. This means that imaginal senses are NOT the cause but the interface by which the currents can make conscious in us through us what's happening within us. Using your imaginal senses consciously therefore is simply activating these currents and working in the opposite to be used as a means of state shifting, where the senses themselves don't have the power (as NG has said 11 times that I've quoted) but that the ACT and it's MEANING and IMPLICATION on how YOU CHANGE and what you ACCEPT as a result has the power. Power is you "tuning" into the correct format of thematic currents and the looping of the scene ONLY functions for the purpose of stabilizing that attunement to where your supply of current can activate in you what's necessary for the next stage of individuation to play out.

That's the big picture at play here. Mediation reveals what's innate ONLY WHEN it's RIPE to be made conscious. This is why repetitive gazing might not help someone if they're heavily compromised in all surrounding ways and use gazing in a vacuum as all they apply. Eventually that CAN result in further expansion but it's VERY inefficient. Acts (physical and internal both work the same mechanism but internal acts are MUCH less reliable when done consciously because the pressure is harder to mediate for REAL in the depths of the discomfort of feeling the hesitation and compromise to stay comfortable) holds the power, because that's you embodied in the visceral experience where current moves, your body warms up, you vibrate because the shen is lit up and the meridians activate. This is you living in the end, you're crossing thresholds of compromise into acceptance of a higher ideal for life, and while in the moment it will feel intense and people dismiss this as NOT being "in the state" and yet it directly implies you ARE symbolically and you will FEEL that. The FEELING that NG talks about is current, charge. activation and movement of thematic elements in the field geometry. This is always according to the fixed frame of reference of the higher ideal and greater vision for your life so in essence it's all an on rails journey of a bunch of specifically chosen experiences via the "wishes" and "desires" that NG talks about. He said all of these are for the purpose of expansion and are given to you as gifts from God. They are the means by which this ripening into acceptance can be applied, for without a fixed target to align to then natural striving has no meaning and therefore these mechanics cannot exist.

Anyone who thinks that gazing is as simple as focusing to enhance relaxation and the knock on effects are way off. I do not compromise in saying that almost nobody on earth who markets these ideas of how good "meditation" is knows the full extent and functions and the only reason I know them is because I was put on this path to play this role and nothing else. This was ALL God. NG said none of us have free will, and he's right, because this is an on rails experience of expansion where the only free will we have is to either deny or accept natural striving but the built in self correction mechanism will ensure that through enough suffering you'll eventually get over the trash that's holding you out of accepting the state desired (degree of functional flow of being self and are VERTICAL in LEVELS as NG himself did also say) where the compromise no longer holds power. You no longer WANT to avoid your vision because the vision illuminates you SO MUCH that you'd be stupid not to accept it in contrast to the suffering. Therefore, if we have fixed functions of natural striving towards a fixed vision unfolding through us, then we can say with certainty that our lives are on a THEAMTIC LEVEL on rails and that we don't have free will fundamentally. It all comes THROUGH you and the experiences we have via gazing make this known and obvious though the cycles of ripening and pressurization.

I can say with certainty that almost everything we believe about so called manifesting is backwards and can be explained using the mechanisms that Reality Synthesis explains. The magic is demystified and there's no secrets. It's all mapped out and the coaches who preach solipsistic mentalism will get schooled hardcore by RS and their audience will dry up when the mechanics are revealed that everybody experiences and can relate to on their own level. This is why RS will replace LOA as it is today. Building out the system to manifest that just takes years to explore EVERY POSSIBLE angle of analysis to have a TRUE systematic study on how and why and where and what and who from top to bottom.

The explanations for why gazing can help people in terms of relaxation and sleep and health and such is because you're spending time to settle and sink excess charge and rebalance the meridians. The seeming magic can all be explained without invoking infinite reality and timeline shifting or any of that solipsistic relativistic universalist trash that's to unbelievably ignorant. My job is to tear that doctrine to shreds until there's nothing left but dust in the wind scattered all over the corners of the earth. LOA as it's taught today is dead and RS will replace how manifestation is done. The TRUE doctrine of what NG taught will be revealed and every coach who fails to keep up will lose audience and be put under pressure to adapt or lose. That's how things work just as it always has and we all know it."

13/3/26

Sensations. Linking sensation to meaning and current is the key to understanding the EFFECTS of thought. How suggestion leads current determines the sensation and thus the outcome. The stabilized shen feels no agitation when thinking about the desired outcome, where in fact it would be empowered. If the shen is unestablished and agitated then it will feel anxiety. The anxiety is a sign of excessive activation. Depletion and minimal activation, deficiency, is about a depressed feeling of lack and non care. There's no fire in the eyes, so to say. The eyes are black and dead, no life. The "life" comes from the shen. When someone wants someone to change so they can feel like they're loved, it's either because they within are dead and need supply or are excessively activated and have so much "love to give" that they struggle to provide it to anybody in a way where the one who's being "loved" can take it completely. If the person who is trying to get an SP to change to reciprocate that excessive charge within them in a way that's satisfying (minimize the fire) and agitation from unresolved conflicts around relatability) then they'll have issues with that person. In some cases getting mad when you're excessively activated is what's necessary to move the stuck trash that's generating heat and excessive activation, the agitation. The fury of accepting you didn't get what you wanted and throwing that back to who it belongs to can free you from the need to give this almost infinite feeling of activation to someone who simply can't take it. The SP will become overpowered by the activation from that persons heart. The charisma of that person who's activated will draw to them onlookers who feel that supply they have and want to involve, and yet when they do so they'll get swamped and overburdened. It's fire blazing up needing expression, a release, a satisfaction, though in most cases it's a pseudo satisfaction.

Desire that is felt in the heart SHOULD NOT BE "sharp". It shouldn't be this sudden rush of surging current that's almost like anxiety. That is a feeling of excess. I know that because I lived in this for so long. That's why I focus on these factors. Nobody in LOA talks about the QUALITY of sensation and what that means and how that insight can reveal a way to restore balance.

I just went through a bio of someone's journey of finding rare items in a very very old game. I don't know why I spent 45 minutes of my time to go through this but it was worth it. What I learned it that pressurization is absolutely a factor. There are peak dip cycles in everything in our lives and this explains the order in all things in reality. This is why there is order and not chaos. This is not about forcibly relaxing, but meaningful exhaustion. Satisfaction. You go all the way and you ripen the next stage of the cycle. Until that happens then you do not cross the line and get the thing. This isn't spoken about CLEARLY in how NG describes the so called law but you can make a case that it is there. Persistence literally is this function of going all the way. Persistence in what? I've gone over this so many times and I've had different views on it depending on what I'm interpreting it through but overall it's basically experienced as the root pressure to WANT to exhaust yourself to the point of giving up, but you don't. Reaching this phase of "giving up" is necessary. The threshold must be crossed. You don't actually give up but you're feeling the discomfort of wanting to because the persistence is too much to handle and your faith in the vision is effectively tested. I look at all the moments where insights came through me and it was when I was continually put under pressure to find answers. The entire last few years has embodied this.

So here's another example of this. How many examples does it take to sink this mechanism in 100%? I know some people already think they "know" this but really that's still not something they'd be able to prove in a debate. The mechanics can still be played with to favor mentalism with the right arguments. Some points such as when someone simply writes something on paper and has it show up the same day, better than expected, without lifting a finger. They'll claim this was part of the "order then wait" function that you did nothing of challenge to make show up. So to this I will say simply that there's no challenge necessary for this since you're already comfortable with that.

The missing link with understanding time isn't really even about relative comfort and the availability for involvement but more so about those variables with relation to the overarching ripening and pressurization cycle. How long this takes can vary from aspect to aspect depending on what you're working with. I will say that smaller things often take much less time, and most of us know that, but larger things can also take less time IF you go all the way in a brutal ruthless way. This is how I've seemed to manifest overnight contact from people I've not spoken to in months. I had it happen just in the last few days now actually where there were 2 people I thought of in passing as fleeting thoughts about them and in less than 24 hours BOTH of them contacted me. This by the way was right after going hard with more logging on this data, which I was somewhat slower with over the last few weeks and I knew that. I was still working on this but it was slower, I was getting depleted, and that's my point. I was struggling to pull coherency out, but the struggle to me was very minor, yet it was still felt like that. I wasn't like ramming my head against a wall but it was on that spectrum in a minor way. I knew I needed answers and so I simply "allowed" myself to receive insights. I read through more of NG AGAIN @_@ and I found more quotes that led me to make more questions on top of that. I woke up in the night with visions AGAIN and loud noises and stuff during advanced gazing washed over me. I was activated and my shen was being raised. I KNOW what that feels like now, VERY VERY clearly. Having gradually made the connection between sensation and meaning as a thematic current within me moving, I can clearly link what's going on via sensations in my meridians to what's ripening. Trying to then interpret this in others is MUCH MUCH harder and whenever someone is explaining to me their feelings about things (somatic and current sensations which are really the same thing) I have a sort of catalog of experiences to relate to that from my own patterns and then I can put myself in their state in a sense and grasp what's going on.

These cycles of intensity and relaxation matter. When you've gone all the way with activation in the yang involvement phase, then the relaxation of yin can come through you naturally. That's the earned learned satisfaction that's real and meaningful.

So there's a stabilizing of the shen that's the effect of this threshold crossing through the moving of pressure and steeling agitation meaningfully. If you artificially try to settle the shen then you can and likely will end up somewhat more relaxed temporarily but you'll end up in another peak dip cycle where the pressure will become conscious and the threshold will be put in your face as an opportunity to expand. The decision you make in this moment determines the result.

14/3/26

Terrain theory. The terrain is the metaphysical representation of the thematic currents. Connect TCM to any of these systems and you've created a massively powerful model.

15/3/26

Movements and fulgurations of vitality. Stability of shen. Cycles of pressurization and integration. Breaking patterns increases vitality in itself. I know this from experience, and especially if someone has stagnant qi it can open the floodgates for someone who's not in deficiency. Vitality moving around and increasing in quantity. This is why root pressure makes things work as how ripeness functions. What's surfacing is what's got the pressure to be transformed. Vitality moves and manifests psychologically. Satisfying flow. When you break cycles of stagnation quite literally it increases flow in life, even if the way it shows up can be seemingly negative. You fixate on the vision. Being activated by your vision leads to WANTING to break cycles, WANTING to expand into more satisfying flow, WANTING to "shock" yourself into that higher order state. States are degrees of correct operation of self measured vertically, and they represent the vitality available and integrated, thematically since that's how currents are formatted and manifest psychologically. The imaginal acts someone does through their conscious seeming will, or what they think is their own will, comes through them OUT OF satisfying flow, naturally, since the shen is activated without needing pressurization to surface trash and thus locking relaxation out of availability until the pressure is mediated.

16/3/26

Man it's already over 1/4 of the way through the year. Wilf stuff. I feel like the insights I've had lately have been all about time. Destroying the ignorant trash that "time doesn't exist" without ANY grasp on what that means or HOW that's EXPERIENCED. Time DOES exist, obviously, but WHAT is it and HOW to we EXPERIENCE it. That's the important part. We cannot leave this unanswered. I've already explained how time functions as processes within processes. The perception of time is dependent upon the level of procession you're operating from. This is why time can fly or go slow depending on your state. States of course are objective fixed degreed of function of self that are vertical and are experienced more so as satisfying flow vs this feeling of "stuckness" that's REPETITIVE. Feeling stuck CAN BE FUNCTIONAL as often times that's a necessary part of how insights are attained through pressurization. Feeling "bad" IS PART OF MANIFESTING SATISFYING OUTCOMES and shouldn't be seen as a negative sign. What SHOULD be seen as a "negative" outcome is repetitive unsatisfying cycles of trash that just keep REMINDING YOU of COMPROMISE. How you can KNOW if something is dysfunctional is that you're basically in this place where being small feels like your only option to express and you accept the story of not being able to get what your natural striving is driving you through. That pressurization cycle of seeing the trash is necessary to cut right through the trash fully and to complete the ripeness to let the "seed fall into the ground and die" as NG says. You get activated in that moment when you cross that threshold and things move, the power of God moves upon the face of the deep, the circulation of fire over water, air over earth. That's the state overlap and alchemical fixed functions operating when this experience is attained, This ripeness cycle then contributes towards greater cycles of greater ripening to other experiences that are necessary. This is why I say that the script-ure of your seed unfolding is on rails and fixed and pre-destined for the glory of God to be revealed at the end of the play. It's the pattern being unfolded through the specific individuated reality of experience of being yourself thematically in this space. This is not a subjective "I desire this therefore I can manifest it" type reality simulation thing, else scripture wouldn't exist, or any mythos for that matter. None of the mythos are explained in those models, including the ones some models present. Jason's good work on the phoenix cycle unfortunately dismisses the allegorical alchemical mythologies as Jewish inventions to confuse people. You can directly experience this sequencing and NG apparently even wrote a book on it, that I've yet to find mind you, though I've heard in one of his lectures he spoke about this and I believe I've mentioned this quote somewhere in the notebook, hopefully. It's there. I've yet to see anyone including the alchemist himself outline from A-Z every step in the process of the script unfolding, the seed unfolding, the FIXED sequencing of thematic currents in the arrangements that comprise the higher order patterning of reality within it and within you as a microcosmic simulacrum.

So time works by things we perform in the past having been contributing towards the overarching cycles of the script playing out. The play and all the parts must have the correct sequence by which they show up on stage to reveal the complete heroes journey in the story each character plays as. When each part of the sequence is complete they all contribute to the overall ripening for the completion of the great work, as the alchemist himself has said many times. Each iteration contributes towards the overall procession of the Christ seed unfolding, the patterning being complete as individuated man revealed as God, the capacity for the sapling (sucker as NG says in his analogies that I've quoted) to grow into the full tree. Each one of them plays a part in the necessary sequencing and the timing of when those cycles ripen occurs throughout your life. Can it all be done in one lifetime? Well I don't know, but it can be done in just a few considering some have revealed these mysteries before others have, meaning their timing is also determined according to what NG has said.

This is the interesting thing about making sense of the timing of the sequencing because in theory it's ALL determined and yet that can't be true because without free will as component then expansion doesn't work. The free will of acting under pressure (playing your part when the timing is correct) is HOW you get to that higher level. You expand under pressure via being GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY BY GOD to play the role. I do NOT see any of us being FORCED into the roles, though the alchemist has said God can do that if necessary and higher genius can and will take control over your consciousness and force you against your will to play a part because it's necessary. So when Bashar (Darryl Ankah) and the ignorant trash that comes out of his mouth says that he cannot provide any CLEAR instruction on how to create advanced tech or to provide higher insights into the nature of reality because he's "interfering" in our collective expansion, then obviously you know it's a big scam. It's all a big joke played on everyone who believes in that. I've experienced channeling and it even happens all the time without you knowing you're doing it. Most people have NO IDEA how any of this whole channeling thing is experienced but simply it's coming through you. It may seem that way to those who listen or watch Bashar speak but you know that all of this is his heart meridian activating, his shen is being stimulated to act with this persona. I know what that's like, the character played has these quirks for the very purpose of making it seem almost fantastical and "different" from how we would usually speak, as if it's another intelligence coming through him.

Either way I simply wanting to mention that the sequencing of HOW these opportunities show up operates through cycles within cycles, experiences of pressurization leading into each other, where some keys are set up silently in your life ahead of time to make the climax all the more meaningful. Is that not how stories are experienced to their complete degree that's impactful? Your life is a story with ups and downs. Nobody on earth is free from this reality. The reality of all this work happens through you because it's happening in accordance with the on rails thematic sequencing. I still cannot prove if the specific sensory details are actually fixed though I could see how that's possible, I just can't prove it is all. We CAN very clearly prove that the themes of your experience of reality are predestined, as NG himself by the way has stated by at least saying that your birth and death conditions are pre-determined INCLUDING all the thoughts and experiences that went into how that was made manifest. He mentioned suicide as an example of how someone can die according to a pre-destined script that's determined before you were born by God as greater process by which you comprise a part of in playing that role to off yourself in the correct timing. As crazy as that sounds that's clearly what he said, and yet STILL we have maximus ignoramus coming out and preaching that nobody else has free will and all your experiences are because of your thoughts. Implication manifests. Meaning manifests, as we all know. That's LITERALLY WHAT unconscious conditioning IS. It's an experience that has an impact and means certain THEMES of experience are off limits, themes of the play, and certain images, words, smells, tastes, whatever sensory details, they can trigger that current into activating. So if a child is born with disfigurement against their conscious free will decision, is that their manifestation? Who's responsible. NG said "God suffers" and yeah I can see now how that can make sense, vs before where I use to call that a cop out excuse to avoid exploring actual responsibility to make valid points about the reality of suffering. Many clients I've spoken to were abused as children, no surprise since they end up here, but that also speaks to my point.

The function about being born into suffering is that your reality has necessary pressures to face in order to then drive the insights that will stem from the solution to that conditioning. My life is a perfect example of this. Because Scammy trash and the rest of the ignorant coaches in this space told me that manifesting is as simple as repeating affirmations to myself, because I ended up in a VERY VERY bad place because of that and how the only REAL explanation was that my shen was being agitated through the suggestion of what the affirmations meant about my state, then it made me viscerally sick to a point where I ended up in hospital on a drip because I was so anxious and my nervous system and digestive system was shot dead from being extremely overactivated. That's why I woke up feeling like I was dying after dreaming about dying despite feeling pretty calm before I went to sleep most of those nights because I tried to stop it from happening. I remember telling myself most nights that this happened to me that I'd sleep well, and left it at that, and felt genuinely calm, though I'd then be thrown into traumatic nightmares and wake up feeling all the trash that went with that. This was made clear to me WHY it happened years later when I went through the depths of TCM and analyzing my situation. It was never spoken to me, I STRUGGLED FOR YEARS to explain these things and I was wrong so many times I can't count. but that's what I NEEDED to REALLY SINK INTO THE TRUTH. I NEEDED to trial by fire my way through to the facts and what came out of that was PURE FURY AND DRIVE FOR THE FACTS ABOUT HOW THIS WORKS! Nothing else comes close. It was BECAUSE I struggled so much to learn and find answers and yet kept going, that the ONLY reason why it was something that hit me like a ton of bricks and slapped me in the face with a paradigm shattering pattern that was revealed. That's the ONLY way you can have these insights. You MUST struggle and ripen these cycles of pressurization and cross the thresholds by continually involving in moving those thresholds no matter what because you want what's on the other side more than you want to stay small.

As I've said many times this is a functional theurgy process, just operating on a more basic level. All gazing is the same. Any time you run up against a threshold of compromise and cross it and feel your circuits activate in response, then you're overlapping higher order states and being purified. Those alchemical myths of transformation happen via that pathway. You cannot work the mechanism without struggle. The struggle is always a part of what leads to ripeness being complete and ready, for the apple to fall off the tree but ONLY when it's ready. NG spoke about ripeness, and that it has timing, and what he was talking about was THIS. It CANNOT be what these LOA coaches claim because it's NOT able to be replicated. PERIOD. Nobody on earth can manifest on command, because you're not suppose to, that's not what any of this is about. All of this is about expansion as I've said over and over. By saying it's ALL expansion I do see the overarching cycle of this as ripening those functions though I will also make the case that in many instances where you request or "order" as NG says, and you leave it and it shows up, it was almost certainly not because of your conscious free will decision of manifesting that outcome. We know that the words mean nothing in reality, that you can affirm the opposite and have what you want to show up, because it's integrated within your satisfying flow, but it seems to me that when you DO have a conscious activation it's typically going to go hand in hand with making functional decisions as self since that establishes actually living in the state. Grasp this. Living in the state of the wish fulfilled and operating functionally are the same thing, and within that satisfying flow (even through pressurization cycles) will open up the naturalness. NG did say that naturalness and satisfaction are part of this very clearly and I'll say that this whole state of the wish fulfilled and it's "done" thing are simply completing ripening cycles and within that will be specific desire for what the vision represents and implies is available. "You already have it" he says. The experience of that is stability of the shen. PERIOD END OF STORY. That's LITERALLY what "It's done" represents 100%. Shen stability. Any time the shen is REPEATEDLY agitated through the same suggestions thematically speaking, then it's stemming from a pressurization cycle. You can be agitated here and there and it won't mean anything much and that's normal, though the repeated cycles of trash are the issue.

Remember NG said that teaching repentance is a big part of ripening to the completion of this work? Well he said that repentance is literally "a radical change of attitude". He said that teaching others to have a radical change of attitude in itself to attain their desired vision is pleasing God. So with this in mind then, clearly the function IS expansion else the implication of the change of attitude (the state as he defined it) wouldn't be meaningful when changed or have any impact on character. It's that manifesting isn't really convincing yourself you have something when you don't in the sense of being delusional because that IS delusion, but more so that your senses deny that you've attained the state (satisfying flow representing the functional attitude) of being in the wish fulfilled, and that means you don't see the vision as out of reach or unattainable. How can it practically be experienced any other way? Some fools will speak of this magical state of "I AM" but that's nothing more than having your shen stable. PERIOD! I've been through this way too many times myself and spoken to so many people who think they're in some magical state but it's really just the shen opening up.

So my overarching point is relating to this idea that experiences that have happened to us set up as pathway cascades in the now the implications of events and their charges in our circuits are what hold the power to alter our perceptions and how others will relate to us. I DO believe that your vitality supply CAN AND WILL influence others to want to involve with you in life more because you'll be supply of what they need. This is just how all these role dynamics work. You cannot desire someone if they do not have what you feel activated by for ALL desire is an activation of the shen. The fixed sequencing of thematic currents representing the Christ seed (Jing) within you will resonate the channels that thematically associate to the desire and flash images of what that represents to the sense. That's the "controlled dream" thing that the reality is representing. This world is the container by which those currents can take form. Remember NG said THIS WORLD "stinks" and that this world is the one of death and that there's many souls WAITING for a chance to play roles here. This was what he said, he said that this world is basically ONE world that can facilitate this work.

I noticed almost universally that when someone connects their patterns of behaviors and "attitudes", but mostly the acts they play out and the reactions, when they see that these reactions and the acts are moved by a meaning of trash on them that they took on from someone else, and REALLY see that it's NOT theirs, then it can be dropped. This is pretty much the "what" of how psychological insight works in terms of deconditioning from the influence of abuse and such.

If it's done" then you know the end is inevitable since you've already involved in the implications of that overlap.

19/3/26

The feeling of "moving forward". Outgrowing who you were. Expansion. The vision inspires this view. Insights and the "click" only feel this way because the shen is activated.

Your involvement in CHANGING is what makes it work. That will always imply a threshold is being crossed. The seeming magic happens in parallel with progression via involvement in living out more and more of your vision as the cycles of ripeness unfold through you. If you attempt to bypass the change and dance around leaving behind who you are now that's dysfunctional then you'll never get places and continue to have signs of what you want show up at best.

The shen feels the thematics of surrounding currents as they activate. This determines state embodiment, seed, sensation and corresponding implication. Attraction is symbolic availability.

There are states/reactions that you move in and out of all the time. These are reactions, seeds coming through you and hold implication. This means that fleeting thoughts can have the same influence as any other thought.

Higher states require higher views of reality as what you're viewing as how you can experience the world. Think of it like power levels and "consciousness". Continuing to look towards higher ideals keeps the focus on track.

We break ourselves through exposure to the divine. Theurgy.

Time reversal is via implication and cascading effects that your state resembles. You don't collapse infinite realities, you overlap the effects of the past never having been relevant in the now and into the future through the implication of your involvement.

20/3/26

So I've had some actually crazy insights, again. I got through one of my deepest most core roots of compromise that's been with me since at least 2011. Man those days. What I have observed lately is somehow a wider view of exactly what fleeting thoughts correspond to the experiences I've been having. I did not intend this at all, I did not consciously look for this, it came out of me because I ended up getting contact from 3 different people each within 24 hours of each other in sequence and I observed the thoughts that I had right before it happened repeatedly. They had no feeling, just fleeting and not even directly implying what happened but still "targeted" them. I've also observed this happening with cycles outside of that, larger cycles. I've observed this happening for certain other aspects of my life changing. It happened over months, but I can see the clear connections of the ripening, the bridge, and how my "religious zeal" as I've been using to describe this has been the driving force for that change.

To put simply, when I went over Juluis Evola once again it made clear to me classism as the correct way to see politics, in that the weak must be moved through your will and vision. All metaphysicians of the past worth mentioning wrote commentary on politics because it's how you impact the many. This requires you to not give any attention to the lower, the lower pitiful existence of the average person. What they want and what they need and what they believe is meaningless to you. This doesn't mean you're a cold hearted tyrant for you do not seek to deliberately destroy anyone or anything but that your view towards the divine uplifts you first above all else and then the masses will follow in response. The ONLY way to perform theurgy properly is to have DIRECT contact with divinity, which comes through the shen. The Jing must circulate through the shen, the water and the fire, and sun and the moon, and this creates the structure of your divine body that's being created. This is what you see when you do advanced gazing. It's being built day after day as you die over and over to build it. You create that body, though the capacity is already there in form and template but you are not in it yet as it's not available until it's fully been built/created for your experience. That's when you attain lesser conjugation. You cannot bypass this. The only way to do this is to look towards the higher consistently every day and die every day to your vision WITH RELIGIOUS ZEAL! That commitment to your vision is the faith in God fundamentally. You DO NOT need to believe in God as within or without for this mechanism to work, though seeing yourself in the macrocosm will become inevitable as you process this as the sensations and patterns will be seen within you. That is where the forces of reality will be revealed, through direct access to God, to that feeling of those currents illuminating your shen, the fire, the conscious mind that swims in this on rails experience. The more zeal you hold and the more radical you are the higher you can go and you will warp reality around you as you accept this fully despite the "facts of life".

This has everything to do with continually looking towards God, your higher ideal as NG says, which will represent access to those currents to build the body that you're being born from above through.

To lead with religious zeal is the have unwavering faith in your vision for life. You become the literal embodiment of the will of higher consciousness here in corporeal being and the thoughts that you think you have are put into you to observe and watch as your pathways unfold. You observe the procession of your own divine will and power made manifest. Seeds planted, reactions accepted, visions unfolded, these activate states, and those states that are higher will grant you what you desire. You use the masses of those who are of lower consciousness to grant you the power you need for your vision of the world to be made manifest. These people need you, and yet will be shaped by you and accept that, since they have no other option for they themselves lack the zeal that drove you to the top. That zeal is what holds the power, the implication drives activation in acceptance of the state you're targeting. The higher state necessitates you will go up against more and more people but you will influence them not out of injustice but out of the highest ideal for the vision of God is always expanding and your faith in that will inspire others to rise to your level. You become their supply. The classism and aristocratic traditional view mirrors the way we are subservient to the Father within each of us, and thus as I wrote in an earlier entry, this is always where reality trends towards. Even in our current cycle, we are building towards this being made manifest once again, and palindromic sequencing supports this since the same play script will be made manifest collectively.

This is what I've learned through some recent client interactions. There's this feeling of immense power you can attain when you're really into the experience of being in your vision and crossing thresholds, though I will say that in many cases without moving this power then it becomes stagnation and destroys you. It leads to a dip if it's not used and circulated. You must become the embodiment of this current and take it all the way to the degree you know is necessary. If you compromise you will lose that opportunity and need to ripen another cycle which takes time. These cycles are happening within each other all the time for different aspects of your expansion every day.

Pointing upwards towards God in all acts channels this current that most mortal men waste on the fleeting pleasures that uplift the shen and then crash and burn. They waste their vitality for fleeting satisfaction. Ultimate satisfaction is living the written word. The Jing unfolds as pressure, ripening the pressurization cycle until the qi becomes stagnant and generates heat that will cause you to dip and reset. Heroes and villains, these forms exist to inspire change, to be greater and seek higher principles in reality that exist but were never contemplated on. This is what NG was telling us to do when you read between the lines. His work is far greater than anyone can even begin to contemplate when you view it from this even higher lens than I outlined earlier. It's a framework to look towards the divine. His way of explaining it is utterly horrendous and miserably failed like a pitiful fool but it's coded in there and I've seen every word for what it is.

Our reality is a story written by God and we are the actors that are going through on rails journeys within it. We contain all the components that the author has within us as well, and thus we can interface with the story consciously because we have all the receptors by which those thematic principles can interface with. This is what observation really is. Processes within processes. This is why I say the only thing that exists are the thematic currents themselves which our meridian systems are microcosms for that activate these psychological functions and enable consciousness. This is why I say that you're not consciousness in itself because that's not even a thing that you can access until you leave the pages of this script itself, and the only way to do that is to experience the complete script itself to integrate and individuate all the elements themselves. Then you transcend reality and creation fundamentally. This is why classism works, because there are more and less powerful/integrated within reality/individuated consciousnesses out there than you and you above others. You should always view this as levels of depth of innate expansion and never as an equal universal line where all states are equal. Within the story they are all bound by the story and yet there exist worlds outside the story as NG eluded to. I do not deny this, though I deny that there are infinite realities within the story that you move through. You are still in the story and still bound by palindromic sequencing, therefore you're still under limitation and are not God, therefore any ignorant fool coach who preaches that you are God here and now in anything outside of a capacity is artificially hyping you up meaninglessly to sell programs and coaching calls. You are going through this for thousands of years as NG himself has said and there's nothing you can do to be wakened to exist the script unless it's your time. He did say this is the world where there are souls WAITING to have experience. This is what he said. I've quoted it before.

"Who would have thought that simple little statement in the 11th chapter of John, “By this time he stinketh,” could be so profound. Yet we are told that the one upon whom the spirit descends is he who is the chosen one. Here is the elect, unveiling one more Son of God, and in the end all of the revealed sons will form the Father.

There is no book comparable to the Bible, which is revealed truth and not truth which has been discovered by any logical process. Everyone will hear the words of Martha. It was she who stood on my left and said in a very commanding voice: “They avoid man because man gives off the most offensive odor.” This is what the translators of the King James Version meant when they said: “he stinketh,” because every man stinks, causing the world to give off an offensive odor to those who watch in eternity. They are eagerly waiting for the stir telling them that they may come down and redeem the one that is but an externalization of themselves. And the moment the eternal one is touched, virtue goes out and the one who touched is healed. Then that one begins to move from here to eternity.

I can tell you . . as I have over the years . . the chronological manner in which the visions came to me, but whether it is a chronologically true story or not is unimportant.

The poets who wrote the gospels told their experiences in poetic form. One day [Aldous] Huxley said to me: “There are three kinds of writings . . journalism, literature, and scripture. Those who are considered to be literary giants can’t write scripture.” Huxley admitted he couldn’t, for it is revealed truth and therefore something entirely different. The journalist writes beautifully and excitingly, but no journalist would ever be considered a mental giant in the use of words as to real literature. On the other hand, those who write great literature couldn’t write scripture. And if you could understand scripture as it really is written, you would know it is inspired poetry, but our transcribers could not bring it into its poetic form. Everyone who reads scripture is moved by it, because it is speaking to the being in the depth of the soul; so don’t treat it as literature because it is not." - Redemption 1969

So there you have it. There are not infinite realities or timelines. There are thematic currents that exist fundamentally and we are able to experience them because we are built to do so. Too bad the old fool who drank himself to death failed miserably to interpret the levels correctly. He grasped the big picture it seemed but couldn't break it down into its parts. That's what RS has done and has provided a framework as to how these parts are experienced and expanded through via systems like TCM. This is the connection between the script of reality and the mechanics of consciousness that drive this reality itself. Nothing else in reality has come close yet, that I know of at least.

The only way to get to these higher levels of being, degrees of operation within the script, is to look towards God, and struggle to meet up. The struggle is necessary. Unless you struggle and toil in pain you will not expand. You MUST BE BROKEN TO EXPAND. Nothing can grow unless it dies as to its current form and this is what NG taught and quoted about the sequence of creative capacity over and over. Processes within processes.

I believe that to some extent at least, when you've become individuated you shape the script since you are the script. Therefore when you're "awake" in the so called dream, you shape the dream consciously. Anywhere between that and where you are now are degrees of this that can be applied but you're still in the script. The goal of awakening as it's said is to accept the capacity fully, and that means leaving behind the limits of the script itself to satisfy each part of the script into individuation. That's alchemy. Alchemical transformation is about being broken down, purified via a container that houses your elements in higher order states, and then you're put back together again in a new form greater than the sum of your parts before. THIS IS WHAT NG HAS SAID. When NG says that the seed must die to be born as what it has capacity for, this is the pattern of reality itself and alchemy itself put into story. The capacity contained is only expanded and unfolded through exposure to the higher order states. Persistence is returning to this consistently, and this has no direct meaning outside of expansion into your vision. However it's done, be it through endless thinking, positive feeling, unrelenting action, though no matter what it's always an ACT that has the power, an ACT that exposes you to BEING in that higher order state that transcends your limits and breaks you down as to who you were before. That's why it's "done". You are impotent. Why? Because you've died and cannot go back to the lower order form from before. Your seed has been killed and reformed. The seed died in the ground to become the tree. The "activation" of the state as he says is the same thing as accepting your vision and dying to that vision, AKA dying to the conditions of the world and the facts of life. That's built into the self correction mechanism and is why nobody can avoid this process of expansion and why all are pre-destined to attain the robe of glory.

Putting on the new man has everything to do with outgrowing who you are now, and not trying to git what you want into who you are now. That's incompatible. That's what you're trying to do. You're limiting yourself to only attain what the bounds of the box you've accepted will grant you instead of destroying the box and opening a new one that's higher than before. You're a weak pathetic whimp who's trying to control people to make sure you don't need to feel the pressure of losing the importance of having things you're being moved to outgrow in this moment. You cannot outgrow the trash because the pseudo satisfaction is greater than the will to expand and attain what's greater.

One thing that will make a lot of people triggered is this. Most of what you want in this world is designed to keep you smaller than you otherwise could be. Money. Girls. Status. The things of Caesar. The things that allow you to dominate this world are the things that will bind you to its level instead of going way beyond those things. I've lost interest in almost all of these things in pursuit of higher divine function. This feeling has always been there but wasn't properly explored or accepted. Things I liked about women especially have lost power over me almost entirely. I don't feel that needy pull towards their approval at all. Money shows up when I want it, but I do not crave more of it for that excess is feeding useless aspects of me which do not feel enough. Status, this authority must be trained into where it needs to be. All the guys who think their hot girl is the most abundant pleasurable thing on earth cannot even come close to the glory of being real. I see what NG said about how no pleasure in this world compares to an experience of God. Unless you really want that then you will continue to see things in this world as the heights of pleasure and satisfaction when in truth those pail in comparison to an experience of religious zeal. The pure amount of nourishing current that comes from these direct experiences of leaving behind who you were, to feel your whole body light up like a Christmas tree, quite literally, nothing in this world compares. I've not had a 10, I've not had millions, I've not had world class status, but I do not see these as heights that are worth my time, I see going beyond their very concepts as a worthy ideal, to embody the pure current of the destroyer itself to reshape the entire LOA space in my image to be the highest ideal for my function and nothing else can compare. Status, money, women, they will come into that vision and will come to me in response, but those are not the goals. They are the results that come out of this ideal and those things are not where the pleasure comes from but are the things that the lower classes of people will see as to attain where as the one who lives there will look towards God. The few in the lower classes will see that too and then leave behind the things that bind them to limits in this world and bound to the rules of expectation they think is what they want when they never really did. In capacity, there is such a deep height of power that lights you up like nothing else and that is why direct exposure to God goes beyond anything else here. These things are all to keep you smaller than your capacity, for all will master these things and transcend them. I don't need relationships, I don't need massive wealth, I don't need world class status, I have my vision and that's all I need. Everything else comes out of that, including the things of the world, but they will pass by me without me even noticing them being there.

You want to know how to drop importance on the things of the world? You leave them behind so they don't raise your shen. How do you do that? You go beyond what they mean about you. You target God. God is your supply, not the things. This is why you lose importance on them and how they won't move you at all but you will move them. This is how you establish SP manifesting. I got a message from an ex once again. She's still trying to get my attention and she's not getting any. She has no worth to me. Nothing. A useless low state fool who thought she could control me. No chance. The trappings of preaching mentalism and making cash faster than anything else I could, I don't care for that trash. I will reveal all that ignorance and make even more money with this vision. The status of being approved of by all these people, that means nothing if it's all based on false doctrines just to gain baseless applauds. Throw all that out and follow God. God provides everything you need. The vision of a higher ideal for your life.

You go from operating within the rules of the play script to becoming the play script and writing your own rules. We do not experience that here. If you awaken in the play script it's because it's your time because you were chosen at that moment by God to step outside the script.

So when it comes to "ruling over the weak" more or less it's simply you're continually looking towards the higher potentials. You will inevitably become an icon people will see as above them anyway.

You cannot uplift the people of the world with your will unless made manifest. Your vision is what will drive the expansion and others will feel that and feel the contrast between where they are now and where they have been shown they have room to grow, and most importantly outgrow. You do not drive others to expand through telling them that they can do what they want but to show them and make them feel weak, and yet to be that light that is an example of capacity to own and satisfy. The natural striving is lit up through this process.

We must accept being elite and to own our right to ruling over the inferiorly expanded people of this world. Own it. Call out the fools, and yet live without compromise to show them just how pathetic their lives are. The script requires all roles be filled. Own it.

"Tonight use the law and prove its power by becoming the man you imagine yourself to be. But don’t forget the promise, for without the promise what would it matter if you owned the earth? I recently read the book Stalin’s daughter wrote about her father. In it she told of being present when he died. She said that he was paralyzed on one side, his brain was gone, and he was physically blind; yet he saw something that caused him to raise his good hand and motion with, it as an expression of extreme hate covered his face. It was as though he were defying the devil himself who stood before him. He could have seen a composite picture of the twenty million lives he destroyed, personified as one man, causing his little hand to be raised in defiance as he departed. He didn’t believe in life hereafter. He didn’t believe he would be restored to life, therefore he felt free to do everything and anything he wanted to. Standing on the balcony watching thousands cheer him, he would say: “Fools!” He saw them as the chaff of life, yet today these trivial people balloon Stalin as an important figure in history. But, he has to face himself now. No longer playing the part of Stalin, the same being is now a young man, healthy and strong, continuing his life, doing something that is consistent with his life to bring out that plan of salvation called Jesus, which . . hidden in him . . he denied while he was here." - Power called the law 1969

Funny that.

"I ask you to use this power called the law. Simply determine what you want and imagine a scene which would imply you have realized it. Enter into the spirit of the scene. Participate in it by giving it sensory vividness. Then relax as you feel its reality. Don’t consider the means. Know your desire is already an accomplished fact and you are now reveling in it. Then have faith, for faith is loyalty to your unseen reality. Your imaginal act, although unseen, is reality for God did it. If I asked you who is imagining it, you would respond: “I AM” and that is God’s name forever and forever.

Learn to live in your imagination morning, noon, and night. This gentleman whose experiences I shared with you tonight told me that when he first heard me he thought I was crazy; but he tried it, and although it didn’t make sense it worked. I know the law and the promise do not make sense from a worldly point of view, yet I tell you: there is a plan of redemption buried in you which will erupt in the fullness of time and you will experience all that is said of a man called Jesus in scripture. Then you will know he was never a physical being, but the name of a plan. Jesus is Jehovah, who is your own wonderful I AM." - same

This is a clear example of him telling us to relax.

The word "relax" shows up 31 times in his whole body of lectures.

"A dream is a very fluid state. Knowing what you want to dream, bring your inner circle of friends before your mind’s eye and allow them to see you as you want to be seen. When you are self-persuaded this is now a fact, relax in the vision’s gestation period. There is an interval of time between impregnation and birth. Having seen the expressions on their faces and heard the sound of their voices, break the spell and wait for that impregnation to take place in the world of dreams, while you live in the world of Caesar awaiting its coming." - A movement of mind 1969

The key point here that makes it work in his words is "When you are self-persuaded this is now a fact". That's what makes it work. Self persuasion. Yeah right. What is the experience of that? Genuine belief? Well that's almost never the case in a vast majority of people's experiences. He says that simply seeing yourself with the senses is enough, yet I know myself and many I've spoken to who have never manifested these things despite being immersed in them. Sensory immersion isn't the trick. If this was the case then dreams themselves and lucid dreams would manifest experiences like that too but they rarely ever do. They do in some cases, but those are mystical experiences which NG himself said are involuntary. There's no rebirth in using your imaginal senses. There's no crucifixion. The pressure must be cut through, the death must take place where your state expands. There is no alchemy in using your imaginal senses. Fleeting thoughts that manifest the form of that experience also disprove this idea of sensory depth as well as NG and his own lullaby technique as it's called which has zero imaginal sensory depth which he taught widely. The lullaby method is simply repeating an affirmation until you sleep that he even said is like addressing a higher power.

"A most effective way to embody a desire is to assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled and then, in a relaxed and drowsy state, repeat over and over again like a lullaby, any short phrase which implies fulfillment of your desire, such as, “Thank you, thank you, thank you” as though you addressed a higher power for having given you that which you desired." -five lessons 1948 NG book.

This was as far as I know the earliest example of this method. He also mentioned this in out of this world as well.

"Drowsiness facilitates change because it favors attention without effort, but it must not be pushed to the stage of sleep, in which we shall no longer be able to control the movements of our attention, but rather a moderate degree of drowsiness in which we are still able to direct our thoughts. A most effective way to embody a desire is to assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled and then, in a relaxed and sleepy state, repeat over and over again, like a lullaby, any short phrase which implies fulfillment of our desire, such as “Thank you” as though we addressed a higher power for having done it for us. If, however, we seek a conscious projection into a dimensionally larger world, then we must keep the action going right up until sleep ensues." - out of this world 1949 NG book.

So here's the repetition of the relax and feel that "I'm ok now" type of feeling. This will effectively be impossible if someone has significant root pressure driving them to expand which cannot and will not be put out without qi rebellion. That current MUST go somewhere.

There's also this.

"A most effective way to embody a desire is to assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled and then, in a relaxed and sleepy state, repeat over and over again like a lullaby, any short phrase which implies fulfillment of your desire, such as, “Thank you, thank you, thank you, ” until the single sensation of thankfulness dominates the mind. Speak these words as though you addressed a higher power for having done it for you." - five lessons 1948 NG book.

So here's the feeling of thankfulness that goes over the mind. Remember he's not telling you to say you have it in first person present tense, it's a sense of relaxation and gratitude. I remember doing gratitude before and I ended up with massive fury and rage when I would get reminded of all the lack in my life. I wasn't dying. I was coping. I use to have such fury I'd like burst my blood vessels or something and I'd want to explode with all this current that had nowhere to go. I couldn't relax I'd just end up feeling heavily compromised and controlled as I was reminded day in day out that I was very very far from where I knew I needed to be. It was ONLY when I took matters into my own hands and RADICALLY changed and killed my family metaphorically that I got places because I knew they were the source of my conditioning that made me feel smaller than ever. There's nobody who lives in this state who can use this method and change their reality significantly. I've never heard anyone prove this.

"To understand how man molds his future in harmony with his assumption we must know what we mean by a dimensionally larger world, for it is to a dimensionally larger world that we go to alter our future. The observation of an event before it occurs implies that the event is predetermined from the point of view of man in the three-dimensional world. Therefore, to change the conditions here in the three dimensions of space we must first change them in the four dimensions of space." - out of this world

There's implication again. The implication in this case is predetermined from a future tense perspective in his explanation. This doesn't work when applied consciously in a vast majority of cases. The few instances where it does work it stems usually from innate nature unfolding which I've clearly demonstrated.

How does his explanation of seed planting under the context of what's being presented here make sense since he's said many times that you can do it unconsciously and forget about it. Reacting to the morning paper with bad news for example. He's mentioned this one multiple times. He tells us to persist and yet you can do it once or have fleeting thoughts and it'll change reality in this model. This isn't what we observe. We observe consistently that fleeting thoughts hold the power to manifest more than the thoughts that you put conscious persistence into, especially if there's no meaningful expansion to be had, no state you're outgrowing. Goddard is such a pain to consistently explain with these dumb statements made that the ignorant fools will latch onto for dear life to explain why I'm wrong. The years I've spent studying this work to produce a systematic study with ZERO holes no matter what is proving impossible over and over, and yet I persist because I'm moved by that vision of replacing LOA. Sometimes I doubt that but I always no matter what return to the baseline of fire to eradicate every coach in the space with their ignorant trash. Nobody manifests magic in their life with these methods consistently and on demand. Nobody. Nobody has done the experiments themselves and proven it with the data they've seen. Nobody has demonstrated this can consciously be done at will and it never will be because that's not the point. The things you imagine that manifest come through you according to the state you're operating from and what's thematically available in current form translating into the thoughts and imaginal flashing scenes you have. This is why fleeting thoughts have the most power for spontaneous manifestation as I've experienced personally over the last week. It happened consistently but not because I did anything consciously. I was in flow with being myself more than I was before and I was operating in that satisfying flow. Therefore the thoughts I had changed people. People in my family have warmed up to me, and I have hated some of them more than ever and I hold no punches in revealing my unbridled fury for how lowly they really are telling to their face what useless people they really are. These people conditioned me as a child to see myself as someone to be controlled and manipulated and now that they have no power over me they fear me since I remind them of just how weak and pathetic they are. Useless trash. That's what I think about these people. For years I use to imagine them being respectful to me and it NEVER happened EVER and still hasn't for some of them. I don't care and have no intention of changing them. They can stay as sludge on the bottom of the barrel to get washed away for all I care. They've shown their state is lowly and I use to imagine hugging them closely and loving them and them loving me at night and I'd cry to sleep feeling like I was releasing some feelings and yet I'd wake up day after day with them hating me more than ever and reacting to life in these lowly states of complete dysfunction causing chaos and more trash. My imaginal acts did nothing. They only made my life worse. Repeatedly. Why? Because I was still giving my authority to them over and over, and I knew I was compromising deep down because I'd not grown up.

Anyone who preaches to imagine loving scenarios that don't come spontaneously because that's actually how you feel will keep you small and stuck and you will be stood on. There's plenty of people with seemingly loving hearts that get abused over and over and get used against their will no matter how much they try to love the other. There's more examples of this than of them changing by millions of times over.

They can get stuffed. I don't have time for that trash. If the family member who abused you for years will actually change it's because they saw just how trash they were and decided to expand. Your imaginal acts don't expand others, at least not consistently. I've done this with a handful of people in my life consciously and I can say it worked but I was too in a place where that was part of what I genuinely felt. I saw them in that higher state. You can argue that I didn't see those in my family as in a higher state and that I held resentments still but I would've at times genuinely felt like I was finally broken through as I shed tears of feeling that I was grateful for them changing and yet nothing. Nothing but more useless trash showing up in my life reminding me that I'm still small and tolerating dysfunctional trash over and over. That's all it did. It just kept bringing me more of how small I was and how others always had what I wanted. Now I don't care about any of that. Coming out on video and making a clear statement on how the law as it's taught is wrong and what NG really taught to be totally different, this will upset the army of useless ignorant fools and I cannot win the war against this industry, at least that's what it seems like, though I seem to still hold back when it comes time having the contradiction quotes like these in mind. How could I win in those cases? How could I have a forum for discussion that's significant enough. Well I see the zeal as not needing to explain myself, for the rabble who want to waste time in the box can justify that all they like and I will simply provide the necessary info and not get into debates since it will waste my time. I will have them in the background making hit pieces on my work which will be refuted but I will never be able to put them all down on my own.

"Experience in imagination, with all the distinctness of reality, what would be experienced in the flesh were you to achieve your goal; and you shall, in time, meet it in the flesh as you met it in your imagination. Feed the mind with premises, that is, assertions presumed to be true, because assumptions, though unreal to the senses, if persisted in, until they have the feeling of reality, will harden into facts. To an assumption, all means which promote its realization, are good. It influences the behavior of all by inspiring in all the movements, the actions, and the words which tend towards its fulfillment." - out of this world book

That last sentence. That right there is clearly talking about the currents that drive us. That we will be "inspired" and what is inspiration but a lifting of the shen.

"Christ is the reality, the God that is in Man. It is he who breaks down the dividing wall between himself and Man and makes of the two, one new Man. Is this all done on the other side of the veil, or is there something that we can do on this side of that dividing wall? Let me share with you a story of a very dear friend of mine, one who has had most of my experiences. Listen to me carefully, for God speaks to man through the medium of dream and unveils himself through revelation. This is his letter.“I awoke at 6:00 o’clock in the morning. It was too early to get up, so I decided to lie in bed and do some purposeful imagining. Then this thunderous voice came from within me declaring, ‘I AM GOD! I AM SELF-CONTAINED! I AM SELF SUFFICIENT!’ It kept repeating these words over and over and over until finally I said to it, ‘I know, and I’m trying to do something about it, but you are speaking so loudly I cannot imagine.’ But the voice continued ‘I AM GOD! I AM SELF-CONTAINED! I AM SELF SUFFICIENT!’ over and over again. It seemed to me like rape, if you can’t prevent it, relax and enjoy it, so I did, and fell asleep enjoying this declaration." - Christ in man.

Just an interesting quote. More of the "coming through you" type experiences.

"I had accepted the fact that I was on the ship. I knew it psychologically. That’s Christianity. “You have heard it said, ‘You must not commit adultery’ but I tell you, any man who looks lustfully upon a woman has already committed the act.” How? Psychologically. I may restrain the impulse and believe that because I didn’t perform the act I kept the law, but no one is justified by law in the presence of God. “Did you receive the Spirit by the works of the law or by hearing with faith?” It is not the law on this level that allows man to transcend this world. The law, operated psychologically, works perfectly on this level, and as I operate it I AM preparing the way for the promise to fulfill itself in me, for the promise comes after the law." - Examine yourselves 1968

Well the first half of that is a clear test of this so called law. So many guys look upon women with those thoughts and yet nothing comes of it, even if they keep obsessing over it. They never get it. You may say it's because they don't believe in it, and yet there's so many cases in your own life where you've likely tried this and failed. Then you stopped and worked on simply expanding into your ideal vision for life in surrounding ways and they showed up without ever consciously intending it. Why? Because it's implied through the state and what's available to you now that you're nourished. Imagining while in lack is a total waste of time and NG with his stupid explanations have given the mentalism fools all the ammo they need to repeat these ideas. You do not experience manifestation the way is explained, your state is your degree of correct operation, and that stems from actual change that's meaningful. It doesn't have to be some crazy big thing but you need to get MORE into satisfying flow than before. The more radical the change the better. Consciously imagining while heavily compromising will keep you stuck in the box so screw that. Why do you react when you don't have it? Because you genuinely feel like you're worth less than that thing, because in surrounding ways you're feeling small and insufficient. Your shen is sunk and anxiety runs your life. Why? Because your view of reality is missing God. That vision should rise you out of the grave of death itself to manifest what that represents to you. You should come back from death to make that vision a reality, that's the amount of fire and drive you should have and this will ALWAYS manifest satisfying outcomes because you're operating in satisfying flow. You're on the heroes journey.

NG never should've explained it like this. That was the worst mistake of his life. His ignorance was exposed here to me, and in wanting tp go deeper than ever I know now how far his work does in fact go. It goes much deeper than this and I've quoted much of that here to prove it to you.

"It is difficult to be a Christian, I know, for a Christian lives by Jewish law, psychologically. Judaism is the foundation of the world. Every ism that has ever existed, exists today, or will exist in the future, comes from that solid rock called Judaism. But that rock must be turned into water, which is a psychological action. Then the water must be converted into wine through application, as man makes himself ready for the promise . . at which time God gives himself to that individual." - same lecture

Psychological action.

"The way to use your imagination creatively is this. Relax in a chair or on a bed and close your eyes. First determine what it is you wish to experience. Then, in this state of complete relaxation, bring to mind the end result of what it is you desire. In other words, if you were seeking a promotion at work, the end result might be that people would congratulate you on your promotion. You might move to a larger office. You would enjoy an increase in pay. Take anyone of these events and, with your eyes closed, actually hear your friends congratulate you on your promotion. Feel their hand in yours as they tell you how happy they are for you. By actually feeling that you are being congratulated, your imagination will go to work to bring about that state in your outer world. You need not be concerned about how this will be accomplished. Your imagination will use whatever natural means are necessary to bring it about. “I AM the beginning and the end.” “My ways are past finding out.” What you do in imagination is an instantaneous creative act. However, in this three-dimensional world, events appear in a time sequence. Therefore, it may take a short interval of time to realize in the outer world what you have just experienced in imagination. After you have performed this act in your imagination, open your eyes and go about your normal, natural affairs, confident that what you have done must come to fruition in your world. Make your inner conversations conform to your imaginal act. You have planted a seed and you will soon see the harvest of that which you have sowed.

When you go into your imagination, make sure that you are actually performing the action, hearing the words, touching the object, or smelling the aroma in your self-conceived drama. What you do in your imagination is not merely a daydreaming which you see events in your mind’s eye. You must enter the dream as if you were actually there. You must make “then” now and make “there” here. To make this perfectly clear, imagine that you would experience driving a new car after you have achieved your goal. In that case, you would not merely see a new car in your mind’s eye. You must actually enter the dream. Feel yourself seated behind the steering wheel. Smell the newness of the interior. Feel yourself enjoying a comfortable ride. Feel the happiness that would be yours after accomplishing your dream." - Imagination creates reality unknown date

This explanation will not work. I use to try this with an SP in my past and for money and living in my own space for once and having actual independence and autonomy which was crushed in me and I never got anything other than OPPOSITE results EVERY DAMN TIME. Without your shen being stable this cannot work. I believe that the people who can seem to point to this working, it was through a stable shen that it did work. It was already there. They had it come through them. This was why they got the outcome. They accepted what was granted to them already, as NG said all your desires are gifts of God so it would clearly imply that the Father is providing you the means for which the promise can unfold, as he said above as the law leads into the promise. The promise cannot be completed through the law though as he's said and that the law is simply to "cushion the blows of life" but that's the point.

The only way to put these quotes into a coherent doctrine is to explain them under the context of having established a stable shen so that every time you imagine these experiences you'll be in a naturally stable and functionally activated state. Imagining this and ending up in a dysfunctional state will destroy your life. Every time I imagined for years I would feel this deep anxiety that wouldn't go away no matter what I did. When it was gone though it was when I was being more real in the world and had fire behind my eyes. I entered those experienced moved by my fire. The anxiety vanished. I stopped being attracted to people who were bad for me, I saw what I was needing in supply that I was lacking and I destroyed that trash. I had no other option but to accept the purifying fire. The fools who continue to keep you in this passive relaxed lowly state that lacks purifying expanding fire when that's how balance is established will only keep you stuck.

So the answer to these quotes is always coming from the context of someone who's integrated that fire and is living from a functional balanced state of operation.

You wouldn't believe the amount of people I talk to who have vivid imaginal experiences like he explains and enter inside their scene and get the opposite of it. That's why they come to me, because I'm the only one talking about it and how to resolve it. The answer is TCM. Always TCM. TCM is the system to follow to establish balance, thematically that is. The answer above that is God. God will always balance you out, though when it comes to the mechanics then TCM has the answers. Following God will work 100% of the time without fail.

If your life sucks and you apply the relax and feel the happiness methods then your life will suck more because your life demands activated dynamism to actually change and outgrow the state of dysfunction. You're unable to accept God. I'm sure there's experiences out there of people saying they've had miracles play out when in deep lack and to that I will say it likely showed up in response to actually seeing just how bad things were and accepting that change is necessary, even if not actual change was made, but internally they cross the threshold. That's how I got the overnight SP manifestation.

21/3/26

More insights. More fire.

So here's something I've really noticed. Whatever you involve in, the overarching concepts of experience, themes, they are what you'll often experience more of. That much is often true, though what state you're operating from (degrees of self acceptance/function/love) determines really HOW those things will show up for you. Signs reflect low sense of self/low vitality.

I also have found that whenever you continually fixate on higher ideals, a higher state of operation, a high vitality highly expanding experience that's uplifting the expected baseline function of those around you through example. You should be a light in the dark, a glint in the endless abyss of depletion and dysfunction.

whenever you look at someone who's higher value/vitality than you, then you'll either feel lack in response and defeat or you'll feel uplifted to WANT to be EVEN HIGHER than them in the example by which you provide supply through. The way you slingshot yourself into this space is simply through looking at how things are in your reality now and just how utterly pathetic your life is and then viewing examples of your capacity to bring out of you what you really are striving for. It becomes tangible and something surfaces that fire in you, that shows it IS possible to reach a higher height, but you NEED to go all the way into that else you'll compromise and end up back in dysfunctional cycles. This is what I've observed very very clearly. I saw some girl who's basically a 10/10 and was VERY intelligent (true) and had a MASSIVE audience and she made me feel like I need to step up my game in revealing these things to the audience. She was growing FAST. I'm talking 3x growth every video. It was obviously because of looks primarily, but she was genuinely someone I'd consider to have intelligent convos with and she's local to me too, which was surprising. I'm like thinking, finally someone who's a worthy challenge. This ONLY showed up because I was going HARD into cutting out MORE trash in my personal life, leeches who sucked my vitality out and who I ruthlessly eradicated and made it known to their faces and burned bridges. It was an example of capacity that illuminated my vision deeper. You can have that vision there, and it can activate, but when you see more visceral examples of this, and I mean VISCERAL examples, then it hits harder. This is why I continue to say that living out this trash in your head alone is just stupid because you'll never get anywhere. It wasn't even that she made me feel lack but it was that she reminded me that I can go WAY WAY WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY harder into utterly destroying the trash. I've got to spend the time to get real with the depth of this study and that simply takes time that I can't speed up, but I really feel that the necessity to play the role of the destroyer of NG LOA doctrine in the modern space is basically impossible to avoid. The pressure is obvious, and the ripening is in my face. That's how you know you're ready to cross thresholds. You feel the pressure building to move the currents.

Another level of insight I had is that the deeper you go into this "expanding and growth" attitude the more you'll be actually be effectively in the vitality cultivation phase. This is ripening a stagnation. I believe that this feeling of "exploding with vitality" is necessary and functional, to some extent at least. I find that when you go hard with this expanding pathway then you'll certainly run up against walls in a sense where the only way to cross them is by actually making that radical shift, making that radical decision that's illuminating. I mean I literally dissolved some massively deep trash that I've been stuck with for ages, and now I know how I did it. I did it through consistently every day feeling the depths of my capacity to destroy LOA forever and also showing up personally in all surrounding ways. Physically going harder too. It's all there. I really couldn't stop I was almost being moved by an invisible hand, but the amount of pressure that I felt building was wild. I felt fury and the vengeful drive to destroy my old self, to outgrow the trash fully and without compromise. I didn't like who I use to be anymore, and many of the things I use to involve in that kept me stuck in certain levels of depletion I saw as utter trash to be burned forever, I literally saw what I found normal baseline before to be disgusting and weak and pathetic. How? Because I got real with the fact that this is the level I was operating on, and especially now that I've seen an example of what my vision represents and surfaces more of that fury in me, now I can even more clearly see how this works than ever. It just keeps going. The reality is that you NEED to get real with how you feel, get real with just how pathetic your life is, just how stagnant and useless you are living in this moment. Be honest. No matter what level you think you're at, there's always more unconscious trash that will surface to be seen and the only way to surface it is by seeing just how compromised you are. You'll deny it over and over and justify the small play space of life you tolerate but you're never satisfied. That's what I mean, NG did say you SHOULD be dissatisfied. That continually expanding view of looking towards God, looking towards the divine, looking towards higher ideals, looking into your vision as your only supply. and not compromising on your expression of that, that's how you make that momentum come through you. That fury MUST be felt, because it will catalyze the necessary wide view of seeing your old state as trash to be burned and you'll not WANT to stay small. You'll live TO expand and won't have to remind yourself consciously.

This is the EXACT opposite of what LOA tells us but as with all things that's usually the case. The things that work for me I find are the opposite of their trash and so the sharks in the water are ready to take a big bite out of the clueless boarders on the surface who will never see what's coming and shock them into looking at their own lack. We must get real with how we feel it's the only way, outside of naturally innate correctly timed insights that come through you from stimulus that resonates those channels. I don't even find myself as attracted to my own girl the same if I'm honest, I almost see her own stagnation and feel it in the air that I just don't want to partake in. I find this to be the case with most women around, they're just stagnant and not shining and that cannot inspire a man who's looking to be the best. You won't experience this view from being in the lack. You'll see the trash girls out there with the physical traits to be all you see and want but that's not what I am looking for. I don't look for that, I look for this vitality that's abundant and radiant. That's to me real pure attraction of their zhi-shen connection being the supply of near limitless vitality and that's the ONLY type of relationships I'd find nourishing. Any guy who's on their path will feel this too. You don't feel stimulated from the appearance, and the subtle feminine mannerisms. You find it to be like a leech trying to hook onto you. That's what it feels like. Unless you really are at that level you don't feel it, you don't feel like you need to distance yourself from most of them, which is functional. My girl has expanded a lot with me but I feel this heavy sensation of being dragged back given my recent personal view widening. I see this need for higher expression, and if need be to leave behind anyone who's being a parasite. That's how we should all view our own expansion, because you'll never get to embody a higher state if that's not owned and you go all the way with it. It's NEEDED. I know she'll catch up, she goes through these cycles just like me. I seek higher ideals, and my way of inspiring her change is to be real. Always. No matter what.

I find that the more visceral you are with this the deeper you go. You SHOULD feel that pressure deeply, like you're a caged animal needing to get out. This massive overwhelming feeling of vitality seeking a nourishing means of outlet. In TCM this is pure qi stagnation, likely liver qi, but that's thematically associated to the greater vision.

This is what a direct experience of God feels like. This is how you leave the old man behind in the dust. You don't "try" you just get real with all the trash that's surfaced since the last ripeness cycle and destroy it all from top to bottom.

For the record. I love to see Israel burn to the ground! It's a direct experience of God to see all the work I've done into exposing the filthy Jews in this world and their disgusting acts of parasitism come true. This filthy animals, Jews, utter filth; Utter abhorrent filth. I cannot describe. It's amazing to see them screaming for help as their lives are utterly destroyed. This is just another example of why LOA as a personal thing doesn't work in a vacuum. There are collective level experiences we all go through regardless of what you assume. This proves it once again. The Jewish supremacists are all falling into the pits of despair and I couldn't be happier. It's sunshine and rainbows here. I'm so happy to see it, because it means they're being corrected for their errors. That's how self correction works. You live as a parasite, your life begins so fall apart. What do you expect. So when they lose power (though they really won't it's still just part of the script that makes it seem this way since their race is literally designed for evil trash and cannot repent) it means they're playing out that part of the script. It's funny because there's data in the ep files about plans for "WW3" on Feb 8th 2026. I don't know if that was planted there to make it seem that way or if it's legit, I don't know. Point is it's there, and someone wants us to see it. That's what should make you question the real correction of power here, because it's not actually a correction. Palindromic sequencing will say that the Jewish messiah will come and work miracles. This will be a false messiah of course, and I will spit in their face and make it known. All the fools who said I'm wrong can get schooled, AGAIN! These disgusting filthy animals believe that scripture is all literal and is viewed from a Jewish supremacist lens where everyone except them deserves to be treated functionally. Only Jews care for other Jews, else you're not a true Jew. That's what they believe, and Jewish leadership operates this way, as all can see. Some Jews are actually very happy about Israel getting destroyed. Why? Because they see it as the signs of the true end times and the coming of the messiah. If history has been a play script for this physically, then clearly we're lined up for this to occur too. There's some data points in palindromic sequencing that works this way too, though if you ask me it's still unclear. Either way Jews are playing a center role in this time and it's ending in their messiah manifesting physically. We will likely see the physical manifestation of scripture and everything I've been saying will be revealed as correct. All the morons who preach mentalism and that scripture is ONLY allegory can get schooled again and again and again and I will reign supreme.

Religious zeal is an experience of God. The activation of the heart and the shen to strive for a higher ideal. That's all it is. Therefore, we can conclude that entering into states has everything to do with involvement (immersion in) the experience of that higher ideal. yes? This is what ALL functional imaginal scenes should operate through, and yes, they come THROUGH you naturally when you're in that satisfying flow.

When you're operating from a HIGHER state, you will see all the leeches, because your vitality is at a higher level. You feel what does and doesn't deplete you. So as I was mentioning above, when you feel massive pressure to expand, that's the pressure to outgrow the trash you use to hold onto that was leeching the life out of you that kept you literally smaller than you were before. Examples of people who embody a truly higher state will lead you towards God, since they activate that innate response of expansion and the striving for a higher ideal. This is why old architecture and art was designed to be grand and to awaken in someone their higher ideal. It made them look smaller and revealed just how pitiful they were. This is the ONLY real use of consciousness we should be applying. The view of how utterly useless we are in our current state, even if it once served us. We have built the pressure to expand and thus now we no longer compromise to stay in the box. We CAN'T because it feels so difficult to live with that massive pressure to expand. That pressure MUST be moved, the qi must flow.

You're either willingly involving in expansion or you're stagnant or going backwards.

The Talmudic filth need their messiah before Oct 2nd 2027. We're seeing this play out.

Exposing yourself to people who reveal your own lack and compromise is useful.

I've experienced this quite clearly as well. The experience of absolute potential, absolute power, absolute authority, absolutely the highest of high, this makes you look down upon your current state as a lowly creature as NG says and sends you to the moon. We need comparisons to examples which are FAR FAR above us to draw out of us those meaningful experiences of God, where you submit to your state and accept the change necessary. I have that untapped endless pool of pure vital current which is endless and all powerful. become so powerful that the Gods themselves bend the knee to you.

One of the tricks that makes this all work is only exposing yourself to that which inspires expansion. Involving in anything that's lower, dysfunctional, or stagnant, will keep your fire from reaching heights that are beyond your current state. See states as like power levels if you wish. You don't manifest abundance in a lower power level, being yourself improves this level and activates the necessary power required for the comparison between you and the targeted outcome to align and so the currents come through you naturally. That's being IN the state and thinking FROM as though it's done. It's done should not just be a happiness feeling, but if necessary because you're not in that state already, an expanding fire emanating from the kidney meridian warming the liver spleen and heart meridians and moving the qi through the lung meridian. The Mai meridians open and allow current to flow. You will feel a raising vitality. This expands the capacity of the wiring in your circuits. Without consistently looking towards higher ideals then you don't continue to grow, and most importantly, outgrow.

"So I tell you we must remember the story of the crucifixion. As Paul said: “I die daily.” I should be dissatisfied: I should have always a “divine dissatisfaction” and transcend and transcend, to become one of the awakened brothers. I cannot live on what I learned today. Extend the borders of your tent. Not only must I grow, but also I must also outgrow or I am not growing."

This is what he said. Clearly. We must continue to outgrow. The real context of this quote is in relation to outgrowing this world and growing into a more spiritual life, though the same principle applies thematically to all corresponding representations. We must continue to feel the divine dissatisfaction. Ultimately this feeling is necessary to expand, as the alchemist has also used this same term. You will not WANT to expand until and unless you feel this dissatisfaction with where you are on a deep deep level. This is an experience of God, and an experience of God comes through you living into higher ideals, among other means, though it all relates. I know this works because this is the exact same attitude I had when I manifested the SP overnight. I got so discontent that I broke the limiters. That's what we need to do. We need to break the limiters and be real. Go all the way. Break all the boundaries and become an absolutely unrecognizable force that's unstoppable towards our higher vision for life. This is really what brings in the high level sp's you've got. The lowly trash can stay small and continue to leech. They don't have the right to spend time around you. You're only going to accept that which is on your level and doesn't leech your vitality. I really really wish I KNEW this years back, I would've saved so much of my Jing from being sucked dry but who gives a damn. In TCM the Zhi is contained in the kidney yin. Jing is the most direct substances that relates, next to shen, yang qi, activation. The Zhi or will to expand, the fire that burns the divine discontent in us, that REQUIRES Jing and kidney yin, else the waters cannot turn into steam to turn the turbine of the heart which houses the shen. The experience of God comes through this emanationary process. The Zhi requires Jing to be housed, and when you lack Jing then you lack will. This is why when you're a lowly gooner mess especially then you're a tired weak pathetic failure that doesn't inspire anyone or anything. You're a parastate that's disgusting to look at. An absolute parasite, a filthy animal not worth the oxygen in the room that others could breathe. That's how useless you are in that state, and nothing positive ever happens to you. You REQUIRE the kidney yin which REQUIRES retention else you DO NOT HAVE ZHI! You CANNOT manifest higher states without the zhi because THAT IS WHERE DIVINE DISCONTENT IS ACTIVATED. SO get it through your thick skulls. That's what matters the most. If you want change, if you want to make the methods above work, through looking at just how weak and pathetic you are, until you've got the zhi, then this view will not hit. If the heart qi is also lacking then even with zhi you'll just feel this lack, though there's not many clients who feel this way that I've worked with who have functional zhi and lacking shen.

The ultimate supreme power requires activation of the zhi. Expose yourself consistently to supply that's greater than you are so you too can be reminded of how weak and pathetic your state is. This isn't for comparisons to anything for the sake of getting a life that's not yours being moved to meet expectations that aren't inspiring innately, but that you see a symbolic resonance that lights up your pathways and brings out of you that vision. The stimulus should remind you and activate your vision. That comparison is ONLY for the purpose of experiencing God closer, since God is the highest of high, it's necessary for us to eventually come to this point of experience. The pseudo spiritual fools who preach universalism will tell you this is bad and low consciousness and yet the results speak for themselves. These idiodic monk types can get schooled I don't care. The truth is that enlightenment attained in a cave is a purely internal representative process of what we would otherwise do on the outside. Provided correct thematic overlaps take place and the shen reaches the higher heights, then yes, I say it can work, though the speed and efficiency of this is much much lower level and I am not built for that. I hold a fire that's unbound and seeks to destroy anything in my path that represents ignorance of the real way expansion mechanics work. That's my path. The path into decapitation of the LOA NG universalism ignorance. I've gotten to the point now where every word that he said has been explained in such detail that there's really nothing left. All the contradictions have answers and despite struggling I found the solutions. That's the point. You look at the solutions, you fixate on the higher potentials of what the struggle is providing you. Nobody manifests anything higher than their current state without dying to their current state.

The alchemist and my qigong master has revealed to me that superhuman ability is in fact possible. I have experienced this myself in brief glimpses every decade or so spontaneously. It's there. You get illuminated and these powers come online. I'm talking agility that's unmatched for me. Agility and swift movement opens my heart like nothing else imaginable. I truly hold that resonance that whenever I move correctly my life flourishes. Why? Because my shen is activated and not excessively agitated. If I lack this then the abundance cannot flow. These fools who preach that "meditating" in a cave for 16 hours a day is the way to go are missing the big picture. If that's what someone needs then yeah, but that's not what many need at all. These people need dynamism. Why do we accept being so limited? Why do we accept an ideal that's limited in all these ways. You really want to manifest superhuman capacity to become immortal? The ONLY way is to go all the way. Period. That requires completely being broken down and reshaped in a new form. Alchemy.

I just saw a gecko on the wall jump onto my pc case and eat a bug on it and it licked its lips and looked at me. It was showing me something.

22/3/26

Nothing new today, just more of the same. Thought of someone randomly and then months later they show up. happened way too many times, like every day this week actually.

It seems that vitality cultivation is actually kidney zhi cultivation, and heart qi cultivation. At least those are the main elements. Kidney heart axis, water fire axis, moon and sun overlap and integrate higher order components of consciousness. You cannot attain the experience of God without this mechanism. Involvement within the reality of the implications of that overlap makes it work. That's all there is.

It seems to me that different people are designed to operate differently, as in some are designed to have more activation of kidney-shen than others. I'd guess this is because of overarching ripeness processes throughout multiple iterations. Some just have that within them to express those higher currents. Some go through cycles of this being more activated than others. The thing to recognize is that for someone to unfold their innate capacity it requires the thematic sequencing of the Jing to take full form going from the water to the fire. There's no way around that, but along the chain there can be more or less activation, like a battery needing a certain voltage to run the device it's hooked into and the battery requires enough juice to start the device. If the device being the vision isn't requiring massive amounts of power then less is necessary, though it seems it will always to some extent push limits else circuits don't grow stronger.

The real way that growth occurs is through attaining higher balance with the point of comparison. Alignment.

Persistence should come through you, as a revealing experience of your zhi. Persistence as some claim in LOA is just this effortless thing you do, but that's impossible without the zhi. We must break down what MAKES persistence AVAILABLE for us. Persistence that's applied out of lack, as in you're imagining with sensory details and you're saying the words consciously willingly does basically nothing but manifest more signs. You waste time over and over and over. Why? Because the state you're operating from is lacking in contrast to the vitality necessary to match and exceed the point of comparison. So unless the zhi is strong and the shen is activated but stable, then you CANNOT persist. How do you build the zhi so the shen can be moved? Simple. Look at how far away you are from what you want while also under the example of what you want that brings out of you the natural striving for the vision. This moment zhi will lick the heart. You'll enter into the state, in theory. Provided that contextual reality is built in this method then you can seemingly expand the zhi in that moment. This feeling of fire will activate the shen, driving self worth up and sense of self up. The sense of self stems from the vitality, the zhi, the fire that warms the shen and activates the psychological functions corresponding to that activation. Self value and WANTING to expand, WANTING to cut out the parasites and the leeches, WANTING to accept a higher benchmark for your baseline, that ALL comes from the zhi without exception. Will. Will to expand. The hun drives authority and is the element between the water and the fire and closely relates to the subconscious visionary aspect. It's structural just as much as earth is and water is, it seems.

Ultimately it's all currents translating into the sensory level experiences we have. Imagination is God, yeah, the meridian systems are imagination. The imagination is the interface between concepts and thematic metaphysical principles themselves and sensory translation. This is why when it's done, it all happens first internally on a vitality level. Then the sensory level manifests in response to represent the shift in that subtle level. At the highest level, by cultivating vitality and integrating that through crossing thresholds and breaking limits that bound you into limitation, then you can theoretically transcend the conceptual level of existence itself in a sense. Without sufficient vitality that's integrated then the substrate by which all of this is made possible cannot work. The assumption is invisible and is represented as the currents that are integrated and available. Without that substrate then mental activity is futile. Think about this. Every single time you run up against a wall you have an opportunity to integrate more vitality. This can happen eternally. Therefore, why would there be limits on that power outside of the will of God? If God allows this then that's 100% a capacity to be granted and experienced. To get there though, well you need to live without any compromise at all, something that I don't even know if I will ever be able to attain because it's the ultimate test of consciousness itself, to look at just how weak and pathetic you are in your current state and to be willing to transcend your limits to attain higher ideals. This continual breaking down and reshaping into a form greater than the sum of its parts is what the challenge of life is all about and why we all fail. You must be chosen by God to play that role, and in yourself, your consciousness is on the ride into near infinite expansion.

God, the idea that this infinite pattern having taken form as an embodied person, why would God just be limited to some peaceful all loving being when there's an entire range of experience to be had? That's this.

I also just want to mention that if you look for what about women makes you get clouded in your decisions and kill the importance of that by seeing what's so stimulating and basically get to the point where you see where that's causing your behaviors to be dysfunctional then you can make movement without them causing you to waver in your conviction for the greater vision. When they take importance then you lose. They win. They become parasites for your vitality where they will not be their own supply and leech yours because it's easy, that is until you're sucked dry, literally.. So when you're basically at a low point with your vitality, the kidney zhi and the shen, then they'll discard you. That's the same with ALL of them, unless they have attachments of their own but that's then their conditioning against moving on from dysfunction in their own lives so. Point is, you NEED to cultivate vitality for meaningful attraction to occur, and the looks stuff comes in to represent that the appearance suggests is available for them through your interactions. I remember Wilhelm Reich made some similar observations actually in one of his books somewhere about his orgone and how sexual dynamics worked. He was one of the first to develop a measuring system for orgone to basically read someone's vitality. Rife kind of had a similar thing but not really the same.

Everything in your life that's functional will cultivate vitality in you. Without this vitality you don't expand. Obviously. So as I said, it's all starting with the Jing, the base substance which houses the zhi, and the zhi manifests as the will of the Shen. Without this then dissatisfaction that's visceral with your current state cannot be felt and thus the seed cannot fall into the ground and die. Feeling your whole body light up and feel warm with that fire blazing and the tingles of the currents circulating, this is your exposure to the highest bandwidth the baseline level your state can handle so that you can be torn apart and purified by that illuminating starlight. Without that, then you do not expand. That's why without God or something more powerful than you, you cannot become greater. This is why hierarchy is innately part of the structure of reality since this is how theurgy works. When you deliberately create the chamber within yourself by which a divine intelligence can descend into your level, then you will be destroyed by just being within its presence. Some will say this is nonsense because "space and time don't exist" and yet the phenomena is very real. It's not about space or time, but about degrees of integrated fractal capacity, if that's the right terminology to use. Cycles within cycles, higher density of vitality that's integrated. You exist on some of that spectrum, to overlap SOME of those levels, but if you were taken into the full width of the reality process over all, then you would explode into dust because you are in your current capacity unable to integrate that much power. Why do you think some people can have their nerves damaged with wind in TCM like I had? I had liver wind cause my entire nervous system to tremor 24/7 because I had an unanchored activation that I wasn't able to handle. It was pathogenic current that wasn't regulated by a divine intelligence and so I "melted" my nerves to some degree leading to higher resistance in my circuits and thus my nerves were unstable. I know what that's like. I know what the feeling of it is like, I've had whole body vibrational feelings where my hands and arms and everything feel like they're dancing at billions of volts. It really does feel similar to electric shocks when it happens, and it's damaging.

You build qi, but it needs to be circulated and integrated. That qi requires channels that can handle the pressure, the voltage, and this pressure you feel IS the feeling of WANTING to break free into higher levels, but because you cannot handle the implications of that you go and deplete the currents so you can relax. This is what all addictions are about. The willing self depletion to avoid the responsibility of expansion, until it breaks you down so much that you can't keep doing it. Expansion is something we have ZERO free will to avoid and we WILL NEVER be able to avoid that pressure to integrate higher order states. This is why all are destined to attain immortality eventually. You reach that level, or you don't and you have to go through this again, but at a higher baseline to start off with. Welcome to this current iteration.

The people who were more abused as children often have the highest potential for expansion because there's a common source of suffering to act as a sort of slingshot of implications on their lack. The ones who lose everything have nothing more to lose. The people who had no reason to be greater other than to survive can channel all that yang into activation that blows the stars away. All that fury. Fury stemming from liver meridian warming the shen driving an intense expression of vitality. It seems the liver meridian is one of if not the most powerful for spontaneous bursts of yang, since it's often what kills people when pathogenic next to the heart. Liver meridian stores blood when at rest, and moves blood when active. It's responsible for smooth flow, over ragged flow that's spotty. A consistent supply comes from this meridian, consistency is what it does, though it also has the ability to burst in powerful surges like the kidney triggered by the formed will to expand and break down limits. That fury for infinite expansion stems from this system.

Isometric training involves zero movement. Just time under tension. This must be more of a qi and blood test than a kidney liver spleen test. The point is to test the capacity of qi delivery to the meridians that manifest as the muscles involved, as opposed to training the primary channels. There's always overlap with this but it's no surprise that big gains can come from this even without physical moving.

The underlying chain of events that led to the state you're in now, what if those events changed. A single variable that's different has unimaginable consequences.

I've noticed something I've already mentioned again but it seems the more you involve yourself in anything that suggests the overarching vision is being processed the faster you'll make momentum meaningfully. Involving in anything that represents the themes of experience you're targeting will bring it out of you. Immersion in this is basically functional "subconscious saturation".

I also want to say this.

"Professor Jiang" is an ignorant fool. I've had a client of mine glaze this guy for some reason, obviously someone who lacks experience with these subjects and is impressionable, just as I use to be. The only way to cut through these false narratives is through mountains and mountains of data that directly contradict the ideas being said.

Imagination isn't just your thinking or sensory projections but the ability to perceive things before you know what they mean. It's an innate fixed direction of natural involvement and striving to unfold that "feeling". There's your "manifestation" and why I say that imagination is not your imaginal senses.

Just came across an interesting source that speaks of "Christ" in the Greek meaning basically nothing to do with what anyone has told us, including what I've been into. This was decoded using ancient texts where the same term of Christ was found to be used in very very different contexts. I mean I've already destroyed the literal interpretation of scripture with dual seedline so that's a thing I can stand on and the NG interpretation is seemingly pretty much repetitively going over the idea of state overlaps, alchemy, so what's the others? Well I need to go there and find out if there's anything there.

We KNOW that the allegory of scripture is basically all about overlapping states, male and female, sun and moon, yin and yang, fire and water, bla bla bla. Well if you interpret that literally it becomes a sex cult if the same allegories are interpreted this way literally. Yeah?

I need to learn Greek. I bet I could take the allegory deeper than NG given what I know about TCM and alchemy and how the currents move.

I believe that the real reason why sacrifices are a thing in rituals is because they take you all the way past the threshold of compromise and that brings out of you an experience of God. Anything that's shocking will bring about an experience of God and change your life. That's why I believe these filthy Jews do what they do.

23/3/26

We're all trying to please the expectations of everyone else and identify as someone we're not,

When something is integrated it loses what use to make it feel so important, activating. You've become what use to be requiring growth into it. You outgrew who you were and so your perception on that thing no longer feels bigger than you. This is why feeling the pressure is always necessary to make progress.

It really seems that without Hebrew and Greek you really can't figure out the underlying meaning of scripture at the core. I see the interpretation that NG had but I feel there's more.

Imagination manifesting in a more real sense is that you're preconizing what's innate and accepting the vision. as opposed to creating it and warping reality.

24/3/26

Yin holds the yang.

Seeing the obvious issue and how LOA doctrine offers no solution, it's obvious then that solutions don't involve passivity. Ever. Vitality is God. The eradication of filth that seek to destroy you is required, else you face the consequences.

So something very important has been lit up in me it seems. It's like another whole new door has opened for more questions to go into answering, and most of them aren't "positive" at all. They're quite doomerish really, but it needs attention. This has to do with occult kabbalah and the disgusting pedo infancidal Jewish rabbis who most people reading this will deny exist and yet have seen ZERO data on the subject to deny and think they're informed. You're such a bottom of the barrel ignorant fool when it comes to comprehending the reality of why things suck collectively and why manifestation on a collective level is fixed in this way. Literally bottom of the barrel, and accepting that state is necessary to attain clarity of such. The fact is that for the NG doctrine to work it must accept that your so called spiritual essence isn't immortal. I've said this publicly on video about how your solar consciousness is not immortal and can be created and destroyed at will. I see how his doctrine can explain iterations of solar consciousness to contribute to the pattern but that still has no direct answer for what happens to solar consciousness upon death. It also fails to explore that there are higher and lower solar consciousness where some are basically like animals in mind still and thus inhabit those physical forms and those who are more civilized and inhabit those forms, such as what we've gone over in many points so far relating to why the west is flooded with third worlder savages who contribute nothing of value.

I want to talk about this idea. What do all of the metaphysical expansion systems provide as a common root that people find to be so powerful? It's a so called mystical experience of things that are non physical. In the NG doctrine this is laid out as the highest of ideals to expand into. I say that living the highest here in an uncompromising way is how that's done, how you actually experience so called mysteries. This is the thing that is said to be the height of our capacity. I KNOW that the work comes through here.

What's really going on with the deeper alchemy is that you're suppose to become androgynous without any polarity. There is no male or female when you complete the work because they are one thing. Right? That's the goal, to overlap polarity to erase polarity through integration into a higher order form. This means that the agenda for the light people above all else on earth here is that they want to eradicate our vitality and natural affinity with creating more of ourselves because they cannot have us eradicating them all which is what we're built to do. We're built to eradicate the filth, this is a genetic hatred for the trash that are doing this TO US. Don't give a damn about blowback from you ignorant idiots. I've been through this data for over a decade and know what's going on. NG was an oblivious fool when it came to collective level sequencing and the events. I see his lack of attention as to resolving these conflicts as to be the issue, and this attitude that this reality is not to be saved has been something I've wrestled with forever, mostly due to pandering to the trash that wants to keep you androgynous and make you give up your nature. It's not YOU who will face this, but the generations beyond you because if your idiocy and ignorance. I KNOW that when YOU die you are not going on for eternal life, and so your decisions here to represent higher order states and to operate with more verility and vitality makes or breaks your use here. Inequality is part of how things work, as I've said endlessly. If you pay attention to the social degeneracy it's all around identity, as has been discussed here many times before.

The real reason why I'm making this entry here is because it needs to be said. Someone with real authority needs to set this straight. The idea that you're androgynous and don't have an identity fundamentally (not about state expansion but the foundation that's built upon) is actually WHY modern manifestation doctrine exists among almost ALL other so called spiritual doctrines about "I AM". This faceless God that is I AM is going to be what destroys all things that HAVE form and identification. Metaphysically it's no form, and in NG he says that you are I AM as unconditioned consciousness as the eyes behind the eyes. I have experienced this as activation of the shen, and can explain clearly beyond how the alchemist even explains the functions, exactly what that means and the channels of how that experience is had. It's actually not likely to be what most think it is and that transcendence as a dissolving away of identification is the death cult pushed by Jews to eradiate real opponents to their rule here in this reality. This is my point that I've been building on for a VERY long time, over 8 years now. I've always viewed things that if manifestation as it's taught is real and what NG says is fully true and that we are just formless faceless currents that exist in eternity here to recollect the components into an androgynous form, then that destroys what I am saying with the Jewish desisting filthy parasites being the dirt they are to be destroyed as our enemies. They see US are THEIR enemies, and that's obvious. They don't believe in LOA AT ALL IN ANY WAY WHATSOEVER and I've proven this OVER AND OVER AND OVER 1000000X over since 2018, especially when I disproved the holocaust happened. The implications of this being the case are immense, obviously, and it brings vast arrays of doctrines about universalist salvation through purification of the solar consciousness via alchemy into question. I've ALWAYS known that there's something beyond this reality and yet I couldn't explain fully WHAT that was, and just because there's clearly documented data on NDE's for example that seem to prove that life after death exists, doesn't mean those experiences weren't designed to fool us as the enemies of creation.

This gets very very dark when you get real with what's going on, in that reality as manifestation as we experience it is to fool us and trick us into a false cosmology and that direct experience of things you imagine is part of why it does that, to keep you bought into this universalist doctrine. If the Judaic prophesies are being fulfilled every day and can be predicted ahead of time as has been shown through palindromic sequencing, then obviously these collective level agendas DO have place. I have found sources that I need to dive into again which I touched on back about a year ago from now which had THOUSANDS of examples of heroes of the light people trying to go after the Jewish filth and yet they failed over and over and over and over and it seemed as though the parasites were protected somehow. For all the ignorant fools who love to ignore and deny "Jewish filthy parasites" and can't stand that, look and read it again and get real. There's a reason why LOA as a solution a problem is marketed so hard, because the problem is created through monetary and social problems CREATED BY THESE FACTIONS DELIBERATELY TO CAUSE CHAOS AS THEY ARE THE AGENTS OF CHAOS, God of this world. I don't have time now to get massively deep into this here but let's just say that it's not something that I would LIKE to be the case and yet the more it's ignored the worse things continue to get and that's despite what is beloved by the reader. We ALL know that things get worse and worse and worse collectively, financially, socially, culturally, and in all the ways that are between these areas. Massive flooding of the third world into our nations to destroy us, to show us lower order examples of lower people in our lands, dispelling our higher ideals in place of degeneracy and lower states as expected. The reality is that all of the problems we see are caused by SOMETHING because you definitely didn't assume that and yet it gets worse. You find out when it's in your face. That's my point, the self correction cycle is making itself known and the enemy is showing up.

If light and dark exist as primary principles, then can you tell me why we wouldn't have any conflicts built into the structure of reality. If it's true on one level it must be true on all other levels. It's ALWAYS the Jewish question that throws out the doctrines of universalism as valid because they all serve the parasitic filth called Jewish people, mostly Rabbis, in order to crush us and destroy us silently THROUGH doctrines of universalism. Christian doctrine was created for this very function, because I've FULLY refuted the standard Christian doctrine. Any Christians reading this who believe that the scriptures document the life of Jews thousands of years ago struggling to maintain faith in God, you're wrong. The English translations don't work to reveal this, since Christ is a racially supremacist deity and I proved that back in 2021. Christian doctrine is a racial supremacist doctrine if you read it correctly. Kind is what's considered holy, the seed, literally. Your racial lineage is what's considered to have the power to grow into the God, not just a metaphysical pattern but physically your kind has the CAPACITY to become superhuman and to destroy God and eradicate your enemies.

Now listen. If we KNOW now that vitality is what makes manifesting work as I've CLEARLY and SYSTEMATICALLY explored, then it IRREFUTABLY proves that the higher ideal IS to attain higher power in life. That IS what we live for, not for anything else, though our transformation into that higher order state requires all kinds of iterative experiences within THIS iteration. Your solar consciousness is a composition of genetic memory contained within the pattern you've attained and on top of that then the innate natural striving to create more of yourself and complete the capacity of the pattern. The Jews are by their own admission seeking to destroy us, as their OWN RABBIS SAY YOU IDIOTS! This is what I've got video going back to 2018 of over 74 DIFFERENT rabbis talking about these doctrines of racial supremacy. IDIOTS! You have no idea because you've not seen the data. I know how you'll react, I know how you'll see me, because I don't pander to universalists doctrines and such but once again your enemy the Jew already lives this way and IF YOU LOOK AT OUR WORLD NOW IT SHOULD BE OBVIOUS WHAT'S HAPPENIG! These things are not manifest as if by coincidence, it's organized according to the prophesies of scripture, the script of God, as part of the play, where the Jews will be the ones who destroy our identity because we always win in battle against their pathetic weak forms. We have ALWAYS physically dominated this world because we are superior there, and yet since they know they can't win there, they will HAVE TO destroy our minds through doctrines like LOA so that we willingly give up our identity and serve their plans without any consciousness of why things continue to get worse despite believing in seemingly higher ideals. The people who manifest abundance in this world serve the play script, they get rewarded for it, by God. You don't. You're an enemy. You have capacity to be a God and an enemy of Jewish chaos by replicating the pattern in you and owning your identity and cultivating vitality to unfold the innate nature built into you or it's that you submit to universalism by seeing all as equal as they stand on you and destroy everything you exist as, because you are NOT immortal and that I KNOW and can PROVE. NG was an idiot when it comes to how he interpreted immortality be failing to understand the underworld journey and how solar consciousness when not taken up into heaven (elemental air) hasn't shifted the seat of operating into a higher level. Well I know very VERY clearly that states of consciousness have EVERYTHING to do with vitality, as this is the direct experience of our OWN "Godship" if we can call it that, to overlap higher capacity beyond the limitations of this chaos.

Scripture is about a race war plain and simple. That's all there is to it. Lineage is God, vitality, thematic sequencing via spiritual and genetic seed that house the capacity for Godship via operating through higher ideals.

Dissolving yourself into the Monad isn't your function. Individuation through perfection of capacity, AKA living into your higher ideal is necessary for that and that involves ridding evil trash. The knowledge and tree of good and evil in scripture is state overlap, fire into water, sex basically right. So the knowledge of how to perform alchemy naturally is being destroyed slowly by surely socially, culturally, and through vitality. Look at all the technocratic trash. It's all being set up.

We will willingly give up our kind, our capacity for immortality and individuation, in order to stay safe. That's how they use and abuse us. Stand on us. Destroy us. It's not your assumption you fool it's a fixed collective trajectory identity warping process that's systematically revealed IN ALL ways. Everything can explain this, unlike the NG doctrine of psychological expansion which is a universalist doctrine and doesn't work. The alchemist has made clear to me the alchemy of androgyny, as he has admitted himself that I have likely quoted here myself. He has stated that the goal is to become an androgynous being of light. When I went through my dual seedline study I saw this thread as an issue too, because in theory from a universalist doctrine it can make sense as to explain the alchemical process, though breaking down your identity as the kind you are and transforming your kind into what you would seem to have capacity for, though as far as I am aware this will only provide power to the agenda to destroy the seedline that opposes Jewry.

Remember that reproducing and being fruitful IS THE SAME THING AS EXPRESSING HIGH VITALITY. You cannot do that without living into your capacity. This isn't the goal, but the function of living into higher ideals as a representation and the system of identity destruction has done everything to price that out, socially destroy the idea as available and acceptable, to see is as beneficial and to see it as a symbolic act of identity and immorality since within that you're carried into new iterations. I believe a big part of this whole spiritual world as the higher ideal is to distance us from innate identity and for us to forfeit the innate nature and higher ideals in order to attain seeming mystical outcomes. I've been through the depths of this and stood before divine beings. I teach people how to do this so they can surface the most unconscious conditions and fears within them to stand above it. This process inevitably leads to dissolution of the identity of the flesh and the blood, which is the core doctrine that NG taught if you're paying attention too. The flesh is bad, it's evil, and THAT'S HOW THE JEWISH FILTH SEE US! That's THEM IN THEIR WORDS SAYING HOW THEY VIEW US. They want to eradicate all functional high vitality flesh and blood because it's a THREAT to their power on the psychological level. They cannot dominate with the flesh and so they need us to give it up willingly and Mossad is the perfect microcosm of their entire psyche in action. Through deception they do war, because it's the invisible enemy that brings hope and pseudo satisfaction. I don't even need to go deeper it should be obvious.

I'm done playing games. I've seen how manifestation doctrine is designed to keep us small and weak and pathetic and I'm going to destroy that trash. Nobody in the LOA space is able to avoid being under duress by the system that rules over them, and that's how you know they've given up agency and REAL individuality in order to stay safe and in the box the filth want us to be in. Also never forget, Abdullah was a Jewish Rabbi who taught Kabbalah which NG literally has a lecture called "Cabala". I KNOW that conscious manifesting isn't really a thing because I've proven that when it does happen it comes through you as a result of crossing thresholds and living into higher ideals, living into a higher state. The psychological analysis of this isn't suppressed. If you think that NG and the manifestation doctrine that's out today is able to free the world the Jewish filth wouldn't allow it to be spoken. It was allowed to be released because it's serving their purpose. What I say doesn't, and thus isn't promoted.

Now you might know why there's pages missing from my notebook in earlier sections. That's why. It's because of you and your ignorance. I left that up for almost 7 months and had to take it down in order to maintain a position of authority on this else I'd lose the people who came up till this point. All those who left wouldn't have any clue how to refute what I said but left because they didn't like what was said, it threatened their views too hard and they had no intentions on decoding if I was right or not and didn't want to involve in pressurization that was challenging. Too many times I compromise to keep these fools quiet and I end up in the same place, wanting to eradicate the enemy just as I did back when I was building microwave cannons. If you think I'm wrong then disprove the doctrine instead of being a small weak pathetic low vitality whimp who can't look at anything that's going to imply a responsibility for actions that mean radical change. That's the point, and why I've recognized these conclusions are likely the only way to integrate manifestation into the Jewish question. Calling these people filth isn't any different from NG calling politicians "knowing liars", because pretty much all politicians are Jews. What the hell do you think is going on? There's a reason why all this is the way it is, and that's because they want to eradicate the knowledge of immortality, physical immortality. I've done extensive study on the psychological allegory of scripture that NG preaches and I've got the notes here to back it up. You can't say I don't know those things, it's the other way, NG didn't understand much of scripture and was missing the point. His doctrine works if framed under the perspective of outgrowing lower ideals and manifesting then becomes a natural response to who you're being.

The real reason why they don't just eradicate us all overnight is because they need to play out the script. I saw for many years this observation of how the Jews seem to always play out their agendas according to scripture, and the universalis interpretation is this. They're playing the parts according to the will of God, just as we are, via election, and I will say I question that more now than I have before. I've always questioned that but why I do more now is because it seems that the collective trajectory is built for THEM, and not us. Why does it align SO PERFECTLY with the timing of their events? It seems that they're very much conscious of this and plan ahead according to the various calendar systems I've talked about in prior entries and pages.

Last time I went hard into this I lost tons of hair and I had bad liver qi stagnation. Why? Because I compromised and didn't move the fire to the degree I could to not be seen crossing that line. Now I see the mechanics more than ever, Screw it.

The physical lineage is just as much part of the pattern that's expanding as is the spiritual seed. Thinking it's the other way around is the disinfo. Vitality matters and it's manifest through the meridians and through the form you wear. Your solar lesser yang isn't immortal, though the pattern is. When Jason Breshears with his model explained that in the near future there will be a physical manifestation of Jesus Christ in the flesh who will perform miracles, and that this will come after the dust has settled with the war when people least expect it, in order to deceive the whole world, then this makes sense, because Jesus Christ is the agent by which the Jews will use to eradicate all light people on earth and shed our blood permanently. My sequencing puts the end of the world at 2046, at least this iteration, and then another major cycle of destruction occurring in 2052. The coming of the Christ will very likely coincide with these timelines and calendar systems which were built in order to reveal the timing of the script they're enacting. You can argue that they're manifesting our collective reality in a sense. 2052 is when the destroyer comes, I'd guess Christ will come sooner than that but the judgements on the world will be cast on these times to mirror the cycles of revelation I've explained. Our correct response is to mercilessly eradicate Jewry, because they're doing this to us no matter if you believe it or not. You're a lowly pathetic fool if you want to continue to be stood on and deny your vitality as a capacity for individuation. There's your pathway right there.

We are the fruit that are being ripened through these cycles and when the blood is spilled then the containing vessel for the seed is let go and the fruit is to bear the result of what it became. Cycles within cycles.

Trumpet is the most disgusting Jew of all. This infancidal Pedophilic filth.

This idea that love controls the world is stupid. NG said himself that he can't solve the problems of this world, he was unable to manifest change, likely because he wasn't even able to anyway and he probably knew that. The history of reality is death and destruction over and over and the only time that "love" has ever won and established peace was through eradicating the enemy.

I'm the ONLY one in the manifestation space the connected vitality and outgrowing lower order into attaining the phenomena of thoughts creating reality reliably. That's what's happened, and yet those who recognize my systematic study will dismiss this because it's too hardcore to handle. Yeah good luck then. The Jew is the geocidal freak. The Palestine situation should be an obvious revelation of that. Why does it matter? Because there's questions that need answering and LOA has no real answer to them. Why else do you think I spent most of the time before RS went live developing this stuff behind the scenes for years and how I ended up seeing everyone as ignorant fools? It was because of the obvious. I left that behind to "move on" with getting places in the material sense since I was basically homeless and so I had to do something useful and so I developed RS to destroy LOA which has happened now. Finally.

It's almost as though the puzzle of alchemy was created as a distraction that mastery of only leads to the end of the road the same as any other pathway. You know I said before about NDE and why some people end up in experiences where they meet so called Jesus Christ as a conventional Judeo-Christian form to tell them that God loves the world and that we need to seek him and whatnot, I knew that when I studied dual seedline doctrine that this was a load of trash. This must mean that our experiences of "out there" in the aetheric substrate are deceptive by design. It makes you wonder then the deeper implications of theurgy work and what exactly you're interfacing with, because following my protocols I've gotten further than what the alchemist has instructed me to apply thus far. Gods as we think of them, outside of the alchemical view as patterns, are concepts or thematic currents themselves, the embodiments of those.

It seems that manifestation as a phenomena goes hand in hand with the degree of order you're operating through, the state, and the currents representing those ideals that are innate come through into the world around you as how manifestation responds. All of this requires vitality. generative starlight to activate and that requires actual change to stabilize.

Power is where it's at. Real vitality. That's how you manifest your will, which is housed in the Jing, which is your fixed thematic sequence, which is your lineage and immortality as capacity.

I need to mention I just got a message from a client saying what I imagined as a flash in my mind yesterday manifested for them. This has been happening daily for over a week. Spontaneous flashes of scenes manifesting in my reality. Much of this is precog and not me creating those things, obviously. It was already there. Those who are more vital can perceive these things. This might also play into the whole "conscious" manifesting idea, because those who have more awareness awaken to these things as they come through you. Just as flashes or extensive dreams, doesn't matter. The fact that dreams can come true also proves that you don't need conscious imaginal acts to create. The ACT only crosses the threshold.

It also seems that my idea of the apostolic succession of Christ is a thing but not as I thought before.

25/3/26

The easy way to explain this all is psychological. That doesn't explain it all though. That's the problem. It's not all psychological. You'll never explain clearly why things you don't assume to be true happens to you from that level, unless you take my interpretation in that the collective level experience is fixed and we don't control that one bit. Even if you don't agree with the scriptural plots being a thing the Juice follow then obviously you still can't seem to explain why they seem to act according to it with their plays in the collective script. They align with it so well. It seems to as I've always said, the script seems to manifest physically in the world and within the inner alchemy, both levels at once coexisting. They don't follow the inner alchemy though, they follow the outer level expression and everything you see in the world that's designed to weaken your vitality is sponsored by this disguising filth called Jewish people. Tell me I'm wrong. You can call me whatever but you cannot disprove the facts of how things show up for US ALL, therefore it's not a personal assumption and has existed for thousands of years with the same cycles before you or I as solar consciousness existed here either. You can use their script to predict collective experiences, if they're not playing by it then obviously using it as the playbook wouldn't align but it does. That's why I have issues with downplaying the importance of such because your ignorance is the issue. It's literally ignorance. Wanting to stay small and comfortable in the psychological paradigm where there's no need to step on anyone's toes. We all go along to get along until there's nothing left. That's exactly the psychological operations at play. LOA is one of them. I've disproven the modern pop LOA propaganda systematically and now that it's been revealed that what's being taught and what NG said differ drastically and then what NG said differs still from what we know to be true then it brings EVERYTHING in that context of manifesting into question about the functions and means by which it seeks to apply itself correctly. If manifestation is a natural result of us acting correctly according to the capacity we have to outgrow our old limitations then it refutes the whole idea that you can just have whatever you believe to be true because there's infinite examples that everyone can point to in their own lives where that's not the case. I've spoken about the collective experiences where currency crashes happen, wars happen and people who had no hurtful bones in their body die. Doesn't matter if you live in love and gratitude of everybody, you will be moved by it to some extent and that's my point. You can't avoid that, though how it happens to you will likely be a product of how vital you are. This is why signs show up, because they confirm your lack, or in the polarity. luck happens. This doesn't require manifestation as a divine function to be explained fully though. So if it's not actually psychological at the core, then we're basically fully past that paradigm and are moving on.

Some will say that you can ignore the collective scenario and you'll be fine and not be impacted because your faith in your higher ideal will manifest. Well so did everyone else before you who thought the same. Sooo.

Do know that the main issue I have with modern Jews is the Rabbis. Why? Because the Rabbis kill their own to further this plot as was written in the script. Yeah we're all at different levels and I was ignorant to this for the first 2-3 years of my "awakening" though it's painfully obvious at this point that anyone denying the obvious hasn't either seen enough data yet or is just plain ignorant. I mean like seriously, how else am I suppose to respond functionally? Leave it right? Yeah well then comes the burn from ignorance. Lose lose. Fixating on my own psychological expansion requires owning what I know to be true and can demonstrate, therefore why would operating from such a view be bad just because it proposes to despise a certain group of people who want you to suffer? Ignore the enemy and pretend it doesn't exist and cope harder. That's the solution that most people will have, because there's no fight in them for the facts that can expand our states, expand our vitality and all that. Loving all hasn't been the solution, not for Children especially, who don't have pre-conditioned hate in them for their kind. How else can it be said? NG said that children suffer because "God suffers". Yeah right. I can see that from the greater process perspective but it's pretty well documented that child sacrifice runs rampant in these groups. Why? Because it's according to the script. Where did evil even come from and manifest through? Rabbis. As I've said endlessly these people are the seeming embodiment of chaos on this world.

The people who don't offend anyone are approved of more. Wonder why. Those people never shape the world though. They just exist in the mixture of everything and never penetrate into new depths of experience. Putting the data out there to be seen without commentary wouldn't be viewed clearly. Showing people their lacking awareness kicks something of importance into gear, despite the hate that I may receive for such, though we know that in personal expansion this is a necessary step. To see the lowly creature as NG himself said. We must be willing to see our own ignorance, as I've done way too many times to admit. I was wrong about dual seedline doctrine and admitted to that yesterday, the overarching cosmology works clearly but it's flipped as to who's who. It's not relative. Scripture isn't universal in the sense that everybody is the chosen person spoken about, else the script they play by wouldn't exist as they carry these plans that are coded in that script which NG saw as psychology. It's crazy to even think that. There are a handful of Jews that I can respect out there who do speak facts about the supremacist Zion agendas at play. I've downloaded some of their content back in 2018, one rabbi in particular who has revealed the supremacist nature. So it's always complicated to explain these things in detail to people, but I will still stand by the fact that a vast majority of them, when given the chance, will stab you in the back. Not all, just like not all aliens are wastes of oxygen, there's a few I can respect for going deep, but again they're not very common to find. My primary concern is with the Jewish supremacists, as I've really always said, the Talmudic Jews who preach supremacy and work with their God of Chaos in order to destroy all order here in this reality, as we all can obviously see with how disordered things are and how that makes manifestation even worth studying for most people because they just want to escape the suffering. Most of that is caused by conditioning from the people around them and seeing themselves as small and weak but that's stemming then from a deeper source, chaos itself, which Talmudic Rabbis are the manifestation of directly. None of them are "good". These are the filth that I speak of, and any non rabbi Jews who support and follow these plans as initiates into that order. Those Jews too will be destroyed. Before you go ahead and quote my above sections and claim that I'm some hateful person with no love I suggest analyzing the nuance of the position I'm taking and not be a dumb blanket statement type which sees everything in pure binary.

I guess I can say that the entire system of manifestation and almost all spiritual ideologies is like all about escape. That's what 90% of clients who came through my coaching especially in the early days were into. Escapism from the trash they faced through feeling positive about having what they dream of. That's not how expansion works. Expansion works through war, the war with the limitations of your own accepted compromises on your capacity and to destroy them through making decisions that imply their destruction. That's how you kill the not self. Making "risky" acts makes that work.

If I did a full on study here and outlined all my data on what I've found, you wouldn't sleep at night. I can tell you that. It would horrify you. You would absolutely crumble knowing just how BAD things really are for us and how there's an entire empire built to destroy purity in this world. It's disgusting and I would tear every rabbi limb from limb if I ever got the chance without a shred of mercy and not give a damn about any of the ignorant fools who would try and stop me. They do this to us, regardless of our inclinations to that. That's what's so bad about it, your ignorance. What's so scary is that hatred for Jews is actually what they want, because it will facilitate the prophesy needed where their messiah will cast the judgements on us that were supposed for them as a substitute and a deceiver. That's what's on the horizon.

All of the mythologies target some spiritual non physical world as what's to strive for and people get enamored by that and leave behind the drive to unfold their vital currents through acts of heightened awareness in the world. This leaves the Jews to win. Chaos wins because order was blinded by the shiny objects in the books they were told to go play hide and seek with.

The God that represents pure chaos and so called divinity is the God that the alchemical traditions speak of. The death and burial of Christ in the NT is the story of Osiris in Egyptian mythos.

These filthy Jews have made our vitality an issue of character. Expressing this to the extent that it goes as far as to eradicate the enemy and exterminate the filth that want us destroyed it seen as extreme and unacceptable. They do this to us. but we have to accept being stood on. How many times have I gone over this in the past. Your vitality is what will naturally lead to their downfall. If you want the absolutely disgusting horrendous filthy animals eradicated then cultivate vitality and manifest your innate nature. The forces of chaos, who are disgusting filth, will eradicate ALL order on earth UNLESS you can get real here and recognize what's going on and where the real source of conditioning comes from. Their God. Will you continue to deny the obvious manifestation doctrine I've created by revealing vital current as the cause of how this plays out or continue to buy into this idea that your view of reality is all there is, which is EXACTLY what they'd LOVE everyone to believe. Why? Because they aren't even targeted by anyone then if there is no enemy, and yet while you try manifest your dream life everything around you falls apart.

Acting freely through high vitality and agency beyond the conditioning of this world expands us. Intuitive impulse. Higher vitality is the way order manifests.

I just experienced this again today. I had 3 suggestions in a row and they all stimulated my shen in different ways and I had images flash in my mind. These are the currents that translate INTO IMAGES. The images represent thematically these currents and how available they are relative to balance, which is fixed and innate for the functions of expansion.

The biggest issue with NG and EVERY SINGLE "spiritual" tradition is the denial of kind beyond pure principle and is the new religion of the world these disgusting animals called Jews are creating. These absolutely filthy creatures I tell you. They're just disgusting filth. Utter filth. I cannot even describe. The filth are creating a system of universalist ideas where all are equal and all are one and all are homogenous and there's no differences or separate definitions. Every tradition which preaches assimilating into one ideal of this divine melting pot can get thrown out because that's the exact opposite of differentiation and innate individuated nature. This androgynous agenda is why the social issues are the way they are and funded by filth like Soros and such disgusting Jews. Utterly disgusting filth to be stood on and eradicated on sight. That's what any common sense act would be towards someone who's genocidal and omnicidal as well, infancidal, and lives in a death cult of eradicating any difference. It's a sterile dead world they envision as paradise. That's what we're up against. Just look at the trends of where we are now vs where we use to be and how much more sterile reality is, and the people are, the men and women are themselves. TEST is going down the toilet faster than anything else, and women are being poisoned obviously, we all know this and your assumptions mean nothing to avoid that obviously. Remember when NG said that he was bound by the things of Caesar like when he drinks too much or eats too much his body "gets even" against him? Remember that? Yeah so even he taught that you cannot bypass the biochemistry.

I already knew this was going on but my study into manifestation doctrine MAKES THIS SO ABUNDANTLY OBVIOUS because now I KNOW that the mental idea about reality is DEAD and JEWISH in origins. It's part of their omnicidal death cult of sterilizing the entire world into one dead homogenous androgynous series of beings with no uniqueness. That's what they want, and thrive off. They are literally not human, they're filth of the highest order who WANT NOTHING MORE than to STERILIZE everything, including you. They get off on sterilizing the world around them like filthy aliens of some kind who can't handle getting some dirt on their hands. That's what's running the show. They hate the biodiversity of the earth and want to eradicate and exterminate all individual unique life here. Again, does that sound functional to you? No. So why would you try to stop someone like myself from eradicating the cancerous filth that seeks to destroy everything? I see this whole predestined outcome doctrine as cope trash to avoid owning your vitality because THAT'S THE TRUE TEST of individuality. It's BECAUSE you care about life and your kind and vitality so much that you'll do ANYTHING to literally exterminate every single drop of these disgusting creatures until safety is established. Remember NG said he couldn't solve the economic issues or the social or political issues. If he was God as is claimed then how come he said that? Why not? Tell me. Don't flog it off I've proven his doctrine is cope at the highest order and avoids the necessary conflicts out of a desire to escape this world. That's why he drank himself to death, and no he didn't die some mystical death that's just another cope trash argument the NG followers throw at me to try justify his model. I still applaud him for the insights such as implications and such that led me to expand RS deeper, but the overarching doctrine of seeing this world as temporary and to be transcended is the issue because that's a doctrine of Jewish supremacy hidden in plain sight. Jewish supremacy is the greatest threat to everything and everyone because they're not human and don't think like us.

These disgusting Jews have done everything to take away individual identity and awareness of differentiated kinds, racial groups, and individual cultures. We've been taught that loving enemies defeats them and yet Jewry doesn't experience this at all. They hate us white people who are highly intelligent above all else and want us all sterile so we cannot perpetuate the kind that represents their enemy.

The higher my state goes the more I want to eradicate the enemy and manifest abundance. Manifesting is state driven, vitality, thematic currents, the higher ideal and vision for life, that's where the magic is. WE NEED to EXTERMINATE the filth who want us destroyed, you fools. You want REAL financial freedom? REAL culture? REAL people? Yeah. Exterminate all of the filth who are doing this TO US. Don't compromise. RESOLVE THE CONFLICT. Build systems to perform that act. I've fully revealed all the mechanics of manifestation and yet you STILL continue to narrow your view and keep the fire held back from the CAPACITY FOR HIGHER VITALITY which literally means that the sources of degeneracy and dysfunction are to be REMOVED FOR THE CANCER THEY ARE!

You want to find meaning? There's your meaning. There's your story. Either play as a coward who didn't live without compromise and act on what's right or be small and have these disgusting animals stand on you.

Nah screw this I'm not going to tolerate your ignorance you're going to learn the facts and get schooled like I schooled the rest. It was MY work that I SPENT TENS OF THOUSANDS OF HOURS putting together DESPITE AL ODDS. This whole manifestation thing was always cope trash for the fact that you're compromised and looking for easy solutions and you know that. That's why it can't be replicated on demand with conscious will, like NG claimed. It comes THROUGH you as an effect of who you are and the mechanics I've fully explored here in depth nobody else on earth has even come close to comparing to. I'm the genius who figured this all out and had nothing but hurdles on the way but my vision made it manifest no matter what. The fire that moves me as I speak is indescribable. My desire to eradicate the enemy, this disgusting filth called Jewry is 10000000000000000000000000000X stronger than anything else. Why? Because everything I've worked towards was a distraction put out by the enemy to plant seeds of doubt in the minds of the many with all these false narratives funded and propagated by the ignorant fools who get rich off promoting such trash. I've DONE THE WORK TO DISMANTLE IT ALL BY MYSELF (and with the help of a handful of clients who provided some data along the way) for the function to reveal what's correct and what's not. You KNOW manifestation as it's taught is BS, I PROVED THAT! Yet you fools continue to read this over and over FAILING to recognize the facts. I speak with some of you, likely who have read all of my pages till this point and you STILL ask STUPID questions when I'VE GIVEN IT ALL FOR FREE RIGHT HERE! If you don't know then pay up and get the answers, I'm not going to give and give and give and get nothing but more of the same in return, weak fools trying to "manifest" their SP who is dysfunctional and then go after me for telling them that they don't want the SP and they want someone else, someone more functional, who aligns with their view of higher function in their own life living out their higher ideals. What a waste of time.

Most of this "higher consciousness" stuff is a trap. It's designed to lead you into living deeper into deception, though my revelations of vitality being the functional component of individuated sense of self, this has opened up that the means of attaining "higher consciousness" is through uncompromising action in the world to destroy any limitations that keep us bound in a small and weak state. To be so radical everybody calls you insane is the highest badge of honor. Not one person can refute the work I've done and I don't hold punches back. The facts are that you've bought into a load of trash your whole life sponsored by filthy Jews who want you eradicated. Prove me wrong. I dare you. I can predict everything and you can't because you're so ignorant and weak and pathetic. The miserable existence of wanting the attention of an SP is nothing of value in comparison to living into higher ideals that are truly functional and vital and expanding.

26/3/26

It happened again. I thought of someone as a fleeting thought and they showed up the next day. EVERY DAY. I'm not consciously doing ANYTHING.

27/3/26

Seems like today it didn't manifest like magic with fleeting thoughts. Perhaps things are rearranging. Anyway, the collective trajectory isn't predestined or anything it's being shaped according to the script that the filth are acting on. Palindromic sequencing works because it's the model that THEY use, as if by coincidence. Manifesting is mostly a form of translation of currents that are already available to us and thematically relate to the flashes of thought we get. Palindromic sequencing isn't the will of God, it's what the script has laid out that just so happens to coincide with the ACTUAL messianic prophesies of the utter disgusting trash that want to eliminate all good in this world. If it's true on one level it must be true on all other levels. Palindromic sequencing doesn't apply personally to any accuracy. This is what I've been stumped with and the ONLY reasonable conclusion to explain the seeming coincidences is not that it's Gods will but that this is a process of psychological functions I've outlined here relating to correction cycles as well as the messianic trash prophesies the filth follow to the exact date. Events can actually be predicated before they happen accurately this way, though in order to use it you need a MASSIVE amount of source data to look towards examples of these things happening in the past to see the cycles else it doesn't work and the ONLY way to get that is to spend 10-12 hours EVERY DAY FOR YEARS finding that data, including data most people doesn't even know exists. If collective trajectory isn't fixed according to a divine plan then personal trajectory is thematically sequenced according to psychological functions I've extensively gone over and within that, what someone has innate affinity for. This is why getting real with your life and not bypassing the responsibility of meaningful acts that radically change how you see yourself and how you respond to the world seem to line up with coincidences. Don't think that manifestation is some magical thing because it's not. It goes hand in hand with living with common sense. Vitality is sense of self and your sense of self relates directly to your state. The state determines how things work for you.

I'm building out an even deeper model to explain why some people think certain ways or not. Constitutional affinities between yin and yang will be the core and then within that, it will be a wider view on what drives someone to involve within those innate natures or avoid them. I have always said the only free will we have is to accept how the pressurization moves us or not. You cannot avoid these cycles, only master them, or not.

28/3/26

What's thematically available manifests for you. Your flashes of thought that seem to have magical power to manifest as precognised insights into what you have available, as a capacity. Your acts that move you into that availability, in vital currents, are what determine if that visual comes into reality.

29/3/26

Yeah I have over 100 examples of the filth planning the 6 million number in the ritual burning, AKA "holocaust". Had that data back in 2021 and I uploaded a video proving that they planned this CENTURIES ago back in 1249 that they would instigate WW2 and the NAZI's would support Zionist trash to establish Israel the cancer on the world through the holohoax. There was no actual mass genocide it was a media campaign that didn't even take off until years later and Hitler himself was said to have thought it was Russian propaganda when he heard about it at first. Of course your ignorance would have no clue because you don't care about the collective trajectory. The only reason I came into this data is because I WANTED TO KNOW THE FACTS, unlike yourself, else you'd have known the plan before me but you didn't but now you do. Palindromic sequencing is literally just watching their script play out at the exact timing the scriptures say it does. Each verse in the Torah represents a year on the Hebrew calendar, and so 1948 corresponds to Deut 30:5 "Adonai your God will bring you back into the land your ancestors possessed, and you will possess it; he will make you prosper there, and you will become even more numerous than your ancestors."

Right there. It was planned over 2500 years ago for THIS EXACT DATE to be when Israel is established. None of this is predestined it's their script they run, else predestination would be fractally applicable through palindromic sequencing on a personal level but I've never seen that work despite my best efforts to make it work. It's that palindromic sequencing is basically hooking into the thematics of scripture via how they play out events in the world to manifest that part of scripture. The Jewish filth, this cancer that needs to be cut out, they know this because IT'S THEIR TRADITION NO DUH. Scripture therefore with what we can all prove is a plan to destroy all non Jew, the goy or "nations" as it's translated. The dumb goy lap up the metaphysics like I use to, until I crossed that line and have accepted that NG is flat out incorrect about scripture and what it means. THIS IS WHY I SAID WHAT I SAID DON'T YOU GET IT! Scripture isn't a psychological plan, it CAN be interpreted that way (mostly) IF you stretch it and IGNORE the data of their plans to eradicate all goy on earth. It's ONLY if you IGNORE all this data that you'll say that the psychological model is correct but as soon as you widen the view then it falls apart instantly and the NG doctrine saying that scripture has zero historical basis is flat out wrong because they play this script out every year in our faces and we're all too stupid to see it until someone like myself comes out and connects the dots and is willing to be seen as bad by a lot of dumb goy who don't like this message and will think I'm a whacko or something for "hating Jews" and other ignorant trash. I've got data IRREFUTABLY PROVING that Napoleon was a Jewish asset and I have extensive notes on that in early "banned" notebook pages. I quoted 6 different primary sources, and in fact those around him were concerned when they gave Jews power in law and they literally said to Napoleon that they're worried this will lead to the end of the world because in scripture when the Jews get Palestine that it'll be in the end times of scripture. Well in the 1700's Palestine was planned to be taken by Jews. I think it was like 1789 or something that there was a document written on this. I don't have the exact data on hand right now and I've not seen it for a year but I know the gist. Then the Balfour declaration was literally the Rothschilds themselves, the filthy Jews who enslaved us all under usury fiat fractional reserve lending banding systems, that they needed to get the British to grant them the land of Palestine. Well now we know that their plan is obviously to take it by force, because Gaza is now a concrete wasteland, as anyone with a brain can see. So if you've got braincells that function you'll be able to see the plan going on here. Why am I so hard on the reader? Because if you're into the whole spiritual expansion thing as the biggest view of reality then obviously you're missing the data. I've been throwing hints of this in throughout the entire notebook, as I'm sure you can tell if you've read through it all and I've been trying to get a cohesive link between those models and manifestation and their genocidal agenda that's been thousands of years in the making.

The ONLY way to connect all this clearly and coherently is that there's pathways that are innately available as translations of currents within your meridian systems and they represent your vision. If you radically transform yourself to align to that vision on a state level then you move towards that vision and it will "manifest". It's not action in a vacuum, but it's mostly radical acts that meaningfully change who we are and how high we operate. You should know how that works by now. The vision is already there, in fact you can argue that it's genetic. Jing is genetics in TCM, primarily. "Inheritance". It's the pre-determined thematic sequencing AKA how you filter reality and what you look for and see in the world, and thus what you'll want to move towards. So your vision and what your so called desires are comes from genetics really, Jing, thematic sequencing, and THAT is what establishes roots of pathway cascades when acted on in a high state of being. One of the things that must be explained is "astral projections" and so called remote viewing and all that stuff, and what advanced gazing affords you when you see yourself in the aetheric form and can see what's behind your eyes when they're closed even or when you have a blindfold on. Well that's simply explained by genetics too, or the Jing sequencing. Believe it or not I have already decoded all this a few days ago when I woke up and had to write this all out as I had these insights at 3AM in the morning, when once again I wanted to keep sleeping but I NEEDED to write it out. I believe that a vast majority of what can be explained by the psychic type experiences is more or less the nervous system filtering more data into clear clean translation via thematic currents and the mechanics I've explained there.

I titled the entry "almost everyone who's "spiritual" is very sick. Why do I say that? Because when your remote viewing is accurate it's because you already knew that was going to happen based on data you've unconsciously gathered and your Jing sequencing has filtered into a thematic translation, which are what ALL "dreams" are. ANY "vision" (spiritual eyes of aetheric body not the higher ideal as in vision) is actually a translation of currents, as I've proven VERY clearly years before I even knew what I said just now about pathway cascades and such which I observed when I use to do advanced gazing and had contact with spiritual intelligences. They are comprised of currents which translate into your unconscious storehouse of representative images that can be used to make up a coherent scene to the conscious mind to explain what's being felt. The unconscious really is what feels all this stuff, or really your "subconscious" or aetheric meridian systems are filtering it on the higher level but still we can abstract this down to genetics and nervous system function. Now what do you do to explain trips, like when you're on psychedelics? Simple. Your shen is massively activated and the filters are being broken down. Very easy. Someone who does gazing and sees intelligences can actually in cases be seeing things that aren't there, at least not as a coherent intelligence when in fact what's being perceived might be something totally dead but that their filters translate it that way through the excessive activation of the shen which "warps" and "colours" the output. I don't have the time to write out all the mechanics now here but I'll come back to it at another time. I've got way more important stuff to do. So simply put, most of what appears to be spiritual experiences can be explained with another mechanism, including moving around in your room with your so called spiritual body. You're in SOME cases actually projecting currents but that's very rare and in many cases most people have their shen blasted with kidney or liver yang and it causes them to literally have their unconscious create a VERY lifelike image. How do I know this? Because for years I've known this is the mechanism for gazing and on a higher level the theurgy work when you stand before divine beings and get crushed by their power. That's what happens, you have your meridians activate in such a powerful way that it shocks you. You will if you paid attention clearly, many so called spiritual people who can have these abilities to project themselves were very very sick, physically, like NG. I've already written about this at some point early on in the notebook but I've suspected to some extent that much of the seeming mystical experiences which he called involuntary were simply pressurization cycles of massive currents rising in him that forced his shen to activate and be raised where he would have these visions manifest. Doing intense gazing opens up these visions, though in many people, they're pathogenic currents translating into these visions and that the visions are really meaningless. That's what I've been suspecting in many cases but I didn't have the ripeness of insights to put that together clearly.

Soooo, now that I've got another mechanism to explain this I can say that the predestination is thematically fixed genetically, as Jing sequencing, which is why some races are vastly more intelligent than others for example. Many of these Africans are literally on the "mentally retarded" level on an IQ reading. I'm someone with a genius level IQ, so I know that it matters because I've always been ahead of most people my age on the intellectual side. It's a thing, it's real, cope all you like. Some people are built this way because that's their makeup, that's their filters, and it cannot be changed. That determines what you desire and what you don't. So when you desire something or have natural striving to unfold it, it's simply because that's your innate Jing seeking thematic expression and a vision will be formed to represent that. When you're in a proper state, and you're expanding and moving into that vision, then no matter what you think or feel or whatever, you WILL manifest that vision, thematically. Manifesting the way everyone teaches doesn't exist. The phenomena is very real, but that's because of states and innate capacities and how that impacts supply/demand in psychological terms. Connect all those dots and you dissolve all the magical ideas about reality warping and you see these ignorant morons who preach mentalism as dumb goy. That's just how it is. Cope all you want but it's the fact and nobody can refute that systematically. Yeah, I will explain NDEs and how people can seem to see their surroundings even when they're considered brain dead. I'll get to that later because I know some smarty will have that as a reason to say I'm wrong. Just wait. It's coming. I don't have time to write more now but I've got it coming.

Never forget. Scripture is the Jewish plan to eradiate all the goy. Hell is their creation FOR US TO SUFFER IN. We're only a few years away from that by the way. We're about to see another Bolshevik style revolution happen and all your assumptions about positive this and that will be mute and irrelevant and you will learn the hard way that I was right about everything.

9/4/26

It's been over a week. Progress has been made. I said I'd explain NDEs and such but I simply had no time. I've also come to fully accept that NG was deluded by Abdullah the Jewish Rabbi. The entire basis of mind creating reality is a rabbinical idea, and thus his interpretation followed that. That's why if you read what he says at face value it doesn't work, obviously, because it's the literal delusions of parasitic filth speaking that NG parroted blindly. I've done the work to figure out all the variables in that and proved that manifestation is entirely a vitality supply mechanism and not a mental one in any way.

The disgusting filth must be destroyed. Utterly disgusting bottom of the barrel filth of the lowest order imaginable. These Chabadnilk Sephardic Talmudic Kabbalistic Jewish parasites have created the manifestation doctrine we all followed and wasted years decoding to find nothing but a trap at the end. I'm the only person on earth who decoded that correctly and have proven definitively that NG was preaching a false doctrine to fool the dumb goy into their own eradication. That's what's happening. I've also decoded palindromic sequencing and peeled back the seeming mystical pre-destined nature of how the collective trajectory is cyclic and fixed and how it's actually just this filth looking to act on the next phase of their play script at these fixed intervals of time. They've created the illusion of divine providence that I fell for myself but have now fully refuted. All that time I've spent lately has been on this level. I wake up with lucid dream projections with my eyes open almost every morning now because of the insane amount of current activating me all the time. It's like I'm on fire. Imagining crushing the filth with my bare hands and leading the way to their utter extermination is the highest form of imaginal acts I can perform and is very satisfying. It's amazing and I feel so alive. It's the one thing that drives me towards a higher ideal, to eradicate the parasites who have formed the entire LOA cult and free people from the bondage that they themselves are still too dumb to figure out that they fell into. It takes intelligence to actually pull this off, something that almost everyone in the LOA space seems to lack, else they'd have figured it out.

Anyway NDE's can be entirely explained through thematic translation in how your Hun is continuously gathering sensory data around you even when you're unconscious and even in a coma for example and generate inner cosmologies to represent what the external of the nervous system is being stimulated by. All of the senses are still active, including sight, though it's far less refined and is mostly just a brightness thing instead of details. People who can see behind they hands or even walls as some in my immortality group have experience have that awareness of what's there already within their inner cosmology the Hun puts together to make sense of this expanded state which projects that as an overlay onto the vision like an open eye lucid dream. Leaving your body is the same. I've experienced this many times myself where you can go a certain distance from yourself and then you feel heavy and foggy and can't go further. There's no cable, and I know that the so called silver cord that NG spoke about was because he read theosophical texts and his Hun produced that cosmology to generate this experience for him. It's not universal at all, what people think so called astral projection is. Most people don't see silver cords, or even other beings, but that's what the books say and so they expect these things as part of their subjective synthesis, just like how the symbolism of the dreams NG had represented characters in scripture and yet to someone who's studied a different system they'd see different beings show up instead of someone like David for example since that's their subjective synthesis. So obviously we can explain all of this through pathways stemming from the Hun which produces these inner cosmologies. TCM answers all the questions. There's literally parts of TCM that deal with this very idea of dreams, or inner experiences, called the yellow emperors inner classic. It's actually a text that has various examples about physical experiences around you that can stimulate an associated symbolic dream and I've experienced dreams themselves suddenly changing according to loud noises, or felt sensations around the body when sleeping, or pains you feel in the body while sleeping. Your dreams adapt and shift and shape themselves according to the world around you while you sleep and are entirely unconscious of the external world from a direct sensory level. You interpret then the external world in this level via the "imagination" or your dream vision in the supposed aetheric body.

Basically, a vast majority of what people experience as other worldly experiences are just the thematic symbolic translation mechanism I discovered some years ago almost by accident. I didn't read about this anywhere I just decoded my experiences and interpreted what the mechanics are through testing each variable that I knew made up those inner experiences ,Simply put it's all currents translating via subjective synthesis. This also doesn't mean that all of your experiences on an inner level will forever be the same, since your subjective synthesis can shift around as you gather more experience to comprise meaning for these currents and the state of the Shen can shift. This is why I'd almost always dream about dying in my dreams right before waking up with panics. I wasn't really conscious of this happening by the way the first time it happened to me. I had no idea this was going to happen when I woke up but I dreamt about passing out in the dream and then I woke up at that same time. It's almost always that a dream will reach a sort of climax where you wake up. The reason why is because the currents disturb the Shen and the Shen is forced to surface and the Hun then takes back stage. It's when the Hun is spilling over into your waking consciousness that open eye lucid dreams can happen where you don't really have any control of what shows up. This is almost always going to happen to someone if their Hun is unbound and activated in a powerful way which gazing does since the channels that directly relate to anchoring the Hun activate in sometimes a pathogenic manner and this causes the spontaneous risings. I'm the only one who decoded that, not even the alchemist has figured out this mechanism and I've gone beyond the Daoist alchemists via interpreting these functions without the magical cosmological overlays that warp the real meaning. The fact is that every seeming spiritual cosmology is a Jewish creation, it stems from this filthy parasite that's going to be crushed by my bare hands in the near future. The parasites will be stomped out of existence permanently and forever never to be seen again. Their parasitic influence is so widespread and the tentacles are in everything people believe and I'm the only one with an IQ high enough to actually decode these things and make it clear about what manifestation is as a function of vitality supply and not mental assumptions. The mind follows the currents, just as in dreams, and this example I've decoded with the translation mechanism for how the Shen and the Hun overlap to create dreams and inner imaginal acts that we know now what manifestation really is.

NG was a deluded fool who bought into the deliberately created deception to cause us to be good slave goy and welcome out obliteration which is happening right now in font of your eyes. The bible and scripture is their extermination plan to eradicate everything non Jew. If you disagree you're either too stupid or you've not seen enough examples to prove that, though anyone with brains that work know that nothing is right anymore and yet we're told to gaslight and ignore "bad" things. LOA is the PERFECT cosmology to keep people from fighting back and eradicating the filth that seeks your extermination. There are some parts of the work NG created that are valuable but the cosmology is utterly insane and doesn't work. Within the framework of spiritual realities and alchemy it can work as I've explored but we know that's not the case.

The idea of reality manifesting via psychological means is a Jewish idea. It's literally a parasitic idea born of a race of filth that have no connection to higher vitality and so will do anything to extract it from us since they have none innate. Their Jing is weak and they need us. The law of assumption is entirely a Kabbalistic idea and NG was a useful idiot who couldn't see beyond what Abdullah said. He was the perfect person, a seeming pious Christian to dupe and use his acting history and charisma to play the role of NG. His death being from drinking too much obviously proves he wasn't some spiritually expanded saint like people think. He was a deluded fool and I'm the only one qualified to prove that. It's a cult of death and decay that formed the law of assumption and you're all too stupid to figure that out. Fact. There's a reason why they're getting away with it and all the years I spent studying the Jewish filth back from 2018 onwards was for this very function as a long term project to know exactly what's going on and manifestation was just another part of that whole understanding.

"Subconscious impression" is a Jewish idea. No wonder both Joseph Murphy and NG parroted this mindlessly in their early days because they both learned the language from Abdullah. They just copied this idea. NG "discovering" the so called promise is meaningless because there was no promise. From the alchemical perspective it's about immortality, the promise of the perfected pattern as a capacity to live into, though obviously this is nothing more than fulfilling the capacity of the Jing, the thematic sequencing. Those mechanics still stand but immorality is a vital current phenomena.

Exodus the play script that the disgusting filth called Jews use to eradicate our vitality and destroy our ability to manifest, AKA to live into our genetic capacity/thematic sequencing of the Jing. They destroyed Egypt by sucking all their vitality out, bankrupting them and starving them, just like how Jacob traded his birthright "vitality" AKA Tiferes for food. In other words, The red people AKA all non Jews starved and "gave up" their vitality for the Jew by being eradicated in starvation as happened to Egypt in their play script for nation infiltration and eradication via monetary starvation and literal starvation. Vitality depletion. This filth, and I cannot state it clearly enough, the FILTH, want to starve us, literally and symbolically of our vitality, but it HAS to happen according to the play script WHICH IS WHY palindromic sequencing works because it's actually the date sequencing code that's built into exodus. I'M THE ONLY ONE ON EARTH WHO CONNECTED THAT DOT. It's so obvious. You must grasp this though, most of the starvation happening is through vitality supply, AKA food and media and examples, and anything that supplies us with vitality and higher examples and ideals to live into. It's a total systematic starvation and thus we become nullified and our vitality is "released" for them to suck off and expand from. Nobody can deny the fact that this is the world we live in, and it's all in the bible. Exodus is the script that's played out every 300-360-420 years. This is why Palindromic sequencing can predict the end of civilizations because it's working with their model as an effect of the cycles that they play out. They have these set time periods to destroy a nation, and to suck the vitality out of them and it's on a FIXED TIMELINE which is WHY it SEEMS to be ordered and not random and why they take their time to finalize the process instead of doing it as fast as possible. It has to happen within the 6 days of creation, and that's what's happening with the palindromic sequencing in decoding the period of time that they operate in cycles within this 6000 year container. So each nation is moved by them, according to their 613 Mitzvah or "things to do" to the nations AKA the dumb goy. Of course you're unable to figure that out you're still too far in denial to see the facts, that's just like how your life still sucks. You live in denial and can't get real. Same thing. This is why RS works.

You fools need to grasp that David's son is who will rule in physical Israel by 2030, which was proven by the filthy Jew called BiBi in initiating the 7 years of birth pangs in 2023 by eradicating the Palestinians. Why did they not take Palestine earlier and completely control the Gaza strip until 2023? Because it's in their fixed timeline and palindromic sequencing can predict this according to the cycles their timeline operates on. IT"S A PLAY SCRIPT NOT DIVINE REVELATION YOU FOOLS! 2030 is when the fruit is ripe, that's why it's all seemingly in order according to seemingly some divine mathematical structure that's predestined BUT IT'S NOT and I couldn't fully accept that until I went all the way and crossed the threshold and accepted that scripture is a Jewish death cult play book. I've already been able to explain seeming spiritual experiences via thematic translation into sensory phenomena via the intelligence of the Hun/unconscious mind that the Shen swims in and experiences the subjective synthesis of and is deluded by these ideas that scripture is divine prophesy when that was a created idea to fool the nations into killing themselves all off in self denial of these vitality mechanics. You live in your head thinking that this is where the real world is when that's the abstract inaccessible cosmology that was created to fool us into believing that our lives are perpetuating beyond this iteration but they don't and I've never taught that your consciousness is immortal as it is in this state. It ceases to exist as the components separate, that's why I said the Sulphur or soul can be created or destroyed and that it's not eternal or immortal and I know that NG was wrong about that even from within the alchemical tradition. He was deluded into thinking what he was seeing was another world when it never was, though from the alchemical view when you interact with these other worlds or what would seem to be that, it's that your conscious mind/Shen is exploring the field geometry and the cosmology is built to generate that experience as you explore the pathways. The pathways and the currents generate the cosmology and the worlds as they seem to be. Thematic substrate translates into sensory phenomena as an interface for the Shen to experience. This is what all inner work is. The functional use of this is to expand into a higher ideal of self, and manifestation works through living into the higher ideal which is a capacity of the Jing/genetics and is thematically fixed. I still say that's correct, because it's practically what we all experience. Manifestation as a phenomena of thought creating reality is precognition according to what your current direction of trajectory is lined up with in supply/demand mechanics and the thematics that make that up. You're able to manifest with fleeting thoughts because it's coming through you in availability, it's a translation of the "condition" if your field geometry the same way as any inner experience would be. Trying to make that out to be entirely other dimensional reality is insane. It's simply your connection to the aetheric substrate. Yeah there is an aetheric substrate as I proved in my physics exploration, which also proved that the sciences are also funded and pushed for agendas of their plan as well, but again you're too dumb to figure that out. I was the only one in this entire space to connect those dots through going over mountains of data piece by piece just like I did with LOA until I deduced the facts. There's a big difference between just hearing something from someone as a factoid and actually deducing new points through expanded methods of analyzing vast amounts of data and each variable involved in that data set. It just takes time and the grey matter to see the connections. Pattern recognition, that's what I said before, that so called spiritual expansion is a function of pattern recognition.

If you don't wish for the most brutal eradication of this parasite then you need to get real. They move from nation to nation and suck it dry, just as BiBi said that he would suck the calf dry, AKA new Rome, AKA the USA. Jewish play script. It's not manifestation. Manifestation is vitality mechanics and theamtic translation as "imagination" and mind. I proved that. Cling to the idea that you control reality with your mind and be deluded because it's a Jewish delusion just like the false sciences and history. You want to know why more people now than ever are looking towards NG and LOA to solve their problems? Because their nation is being sucked dry by parasites and they can't get real with themselves and want the solution brewed up by the Kabbalists to solve it. LOA is the solution they want you to take which cannot work, because it's exactly what they want you to believe, that you're a spiritual being of eternal mind and that it's all one and we're all one and all this trash that's utterly insane.

The "death" aspect, AKA the transformation of the ripeness cycle is literally our destruction via these cycles of infiltration and bleeding dry until it's ripe to eradiate the host. All that makes us good and vital is being sucked dry in front of our eyes, and there's big money in it, FOR A REASON! It's this play script, and the death that NG talks about in scripture, the dying of the seed to grow into the pattern that seed has in capacity is the same plot as to invade a host and destroy it from the inside out until the process is complete and to birth the new pattern of the depleted nation under the rule of David's son messiah as the Christ who will in revelation and Obadiah leave nothing of the house of Esau (us) but stubble. This idea that Jacob is imagination and that God hated Easu because Esau is the body is insane. It literally says that God HATED Esau. NG never explained that. God is the Jew talking about itself, the filth. God hated the goy, the nations, and so leaves nothing but stubble AKA burned ash. The burning of the tares and the separation of the sheep and the goats (we are the goats) as well as any of the other dualistic parables as I explained in prior pages literally is talking about the eradication of all impurities. That's not psychological, that's literal. The burned offering, "Holocaust" is what that means. No surprise there's over 100 articles written in Jew owned newspapers from before WW2 even started about 6 million parasites being killed off. The dumb goy historians justify this by saying that it's a general talk about how there's 6 million as a general population figure for the entirety of Jewry but that doesn't work since the articles continually reference specific locations and not over Europe in general. They blame every European nation for killing 6 million Juice before it even happened, which is why Hitler was surprised to hear the Holocaust narrative and at first thought it was Russian propaganda. That too was part of the play script, since he was funded by the Rothschilds and the Rothschilds themselves say that Hitler was the best thing that happened to Jews and Zionism. I wish I had the exact quote on hand but it's paraphrased like that. It's because HE WAS AN ASSET who played both sides, just like trumpet does. That's the deception. Dumb goy can't figure it out though. Too much time in these whacked states that they got fried.

THIS FILTH NEEDS TO BE EXTERMINATED AND I WILL MAKE SURE THAT HAPPENS NO MATTER THE COST! Cope all you like it's the reality we live in and you cannot prove me wrong and you know it so get real and work with me to accomplish this goal.

The elder shall serve the younger. Esau shall serve Jacob. Jacob the heel grabber, pulling us down into despair and depletion.

10/4/26

Same thing. Woke up and saw the lucid dream in front of me, and I remembered the details clearly. I felt the sensations physically that corresponded and had this dual awareness.

Unlike NG I can interpret Job correctly.

11/4/26

The fury makes magic happen, even if it means losing things in the process. Why? Because you actually change and that's a vital current that moves expansion into action. You involve in life in different ways that are breaking boxes. I can feel it intensely. A client of mine just reached out telling me they've heard back from an EX. This is someone who went through the whole "getting real" phase in the first 3-4 weeks and has integrated all the changes and seems to be feeling that "fury" for expansion as I call it. That's a term from Odin, the "fury of Odin" is how I relate to this as a sort of furious expansion feeling of "let's break ALL the boxes" and just "let's go" type current. It's that expanding energy that makes you outgrow your current trash without having it seem big and scary but that you WANT to involve. That's how it is.

Also once again. the utterly disgusting abhorrent degenerate filth that wrote the scrip-ure are going to be utterly blotted out and eradicated permanently never to be seen again. All memory oc this parasitic death cult shall be exterminated for all eternity. This filthy Jewish cult has been responsible for almost all suffering and are the ones who are operating so clearly that palindromic sequencing was created just to pick up on their patterns. It's not divine providence it's a bunch of parasitic trash who believe in a supremacist genocidal death cult to eradicate all non Jew life on earth and that's what you believe is a metaphysical alchemical doctrine. Let that sink in. You've been so duped and for centuries these traditions thinking they're the top of the food chain just like I did, except I always knew there were parts of this they weren't able to explain, which is why I continued to study history and viewed these cycles with a skeptical view. You failed miserably at that and have no idea how these cycles work, you take the easy way of saying "it's just divine providence" but I was never satisfied with that, despite it making sense on some level if you ignore some of that data. It's only when you factor ALL the data in that it makes sense fully and cannot be refuted because all angles are considered until things fit. That's why I take a deductive process instead of just following what benefits me personally and makes me feel more vital at face value. When it comes to establishing facts, that's not really how it works, else I'd preach the spiritual doctrine I use to in ignorance to avoid conflicts. Going into the conflicts and resolving them is how you satisfy the conflicts and open up natural gratitude and love and all that. The people who hold within them as a capacity the highest of gratitude and love are the ones who face conflict for a higher ideal, that's how we personally expand. Doing this for yourself is parasitic, but that doesn't mean to be a doormat, it's that you see a higher ideal and will step on anyone in order to get there because it's vital and nourishing to yourself and those around you in a coherent complete way without avoiding conflicts and playing in a box.

All the ignorant fools who cling to the spiritual doctrines of androgyny via seeming individuation WILL NEVER coherently explain the palindromic sequencing connection to the scripture and what we all can see around us every day. It's dysfunction everywhere and the obvious fact is that the collective trajectory is going down VERY FAST. Is this the will of God? No. It's the parasitic filth who must be eradicated with merciless fury the likes of which cannot even be fathomed. Manifestation can be explained, seeming pre-destiny can be explained, seeming aetheric body "extra sensory" experiences can be explained via thematic translation of the hun and the shen which also explains dreaming and lucid experiences, the collective trajectory can be explained and the very acts that the parasites in pseudo power can be explained too. What else is there to explain? What more is there to decode? This was necessary to go this far to FULLY disprove the mentalism doctrine of reality and manifestation as "imagination" creates reality to reveal the fact that it was a deliberately crafted disinfo doctrine to keep you stuck and low on vitality which is what actually makes this work. Nobody out there can say otherwise I've seen all the data and connected all those dots. Finally.

Nobody in this space is qualified as a real coach. They're all ignorant fools and I'll continue to say it. We need to get real to make changes. There's your pathway to abundance. Leave the love and light behind you and live with some intensity. "I should always be dissatisfied" - NG lecture release Barabbas and crucify Jesus 1957. That quote is one of the most important quotes in his whole work. That and the structure is symbolic and the technique has no power whatsoever, it's what's implied - paraphrase. Those quotes explain it all.

It's necessary to be even more ruthless and mercilessly furious. Unimaginable levels of pure unconditioned merciless fury for the higher ideal. I can feel that the fury is so much higher JUST from going deeper into the unconditioned FURY towards the filth. You know Vlad the Impaler brutally killed SO much filth and he was loved by everybody. He was an amazing person who set the example for higher ideals. This guy was so brutal that he was known as the impaler because he'd basically impale his enemies on huge pikes and such and then show his enemy their own people screaming in agony as a testament to how merciless they were to protect their people. You fools who think that loving your enemies has ever worked cannot point to a single example throughout time where this holds true. The ones who are the moth ruthless held the most power. That's our enemy now. In order for you to love your higher ideals and express that power correctly we act without compromise towards that vision. Love has the power because love is towards the higher ideals, higher vitality, higher expressions of capacity. The UTTER JEWISH FILTH who instigated the Bolshevik revolutions wanted to get back at those like Vlad the Impaler. Every one of them should've been skinned alive and flayed until they blacked out or worse, drawn and quartered VERY VERY VERY slowly.

You will find that in having higher vitality you will want to be more brutal. That's natural and functional. It's necessary towards the enemy to display what to the allies would be attraction. All these cowards never get anywhere. They just get flayed themselves as weak pathetic wimps. The sunk shen is a weak one. Wimps are weak and pathetic. The more I coach this way the better the results are. The more you reveal the fact that they're VERY VERY compromised and THROW IT IN THEIR FACES, while also obviously offering clear means of transforming the state, then miracles can happen. There's no delays then. It's just pure progress day in day out. Coaching the way everyone else does with this ignorant trash of hyping yourself up meaninglessly without radical changes on a practical level will never get substantial results. My method has 100% success rate. It's the ONLY way to manifest because it's how it all works and all the fools who say "it all works" (which yeah I know I've said that too though I've outlined how all of it CAN work if it's involved in expanding the state like how mindless affirming CAN get outcomes IF it's correctly oriented and worked in with involvement) can get schooled because it DOESN'T all work. There's ONE way, and that's expanding your state through being yourself without compromise, meaning to live into higher ideals and elevate and stabilize the shen. When the shen is activated and stable then you manifest luck. That's proven.

We need to be like Vlad the Impaler and cook the filth alive on public display and show how horribly they scream out in agony for mercy and yet turn the heat up more and more and more without stopping until there's nothing left but ash. Why? Because it's involvement that's expanding and crossing thresholds to own higher ideals. End of story.

Exodus is a book in the bible for a reason. It's a play script of how to destroy a nation from the inside just like what's happening now. We need to burn alive all the filth involved in causing mass suffering and make it public for everybody to see. Be such a man that you stand up for an entire nation and flay alive the filth who seek to impoverish your people. Talk about leadership and being high value. Nothing on earth compares to the capacity of enabling tens to hundreds of millions of people to access higher vitality at baseline through greater availability of resources and culture. You want to fix the trash economic situation so you don't struggle and need to go out of your way just to meet basics? You want high value women all over your area who don't give themselves away as damaged goods and get abused and then throw all their trauma back at you?

Yeah you better start flaying the filth alive and feeling the burning desire for that every moment of every day. THAT IS HOW YOU MANIFEST! "I SHOULD BE DISCONTENT" - NG. You continuing to look towards a higher ideal 77X7 24/7 all day every day and feeling that you're not there yet and have expansion to partake in WORKS. It's NOT ABOUT feeling as though you're already there because that leads to this process not being initiated and you end up in pseudo satisfaction as a weak pathetic wimp with an agitated shen with all the unresolved conflicts. All the useful idiots in LOA can get schooled. Make sure that the only thoughts you have are towards that higher ideal, all day every day and be moved with that fury for the higher ideals being real here and now and you'll go to any length to make that happen. You want opportunities to manifest miracles? Show up. Get involved. That's where they show up. Become unrecognizable. You want to manifest an SP? Get all the surrounding variables that surround and support having value in relationships and resolve those currents. If you're continuing to manifest trash people then it's because you're looking for certain people who have a specific thing that you believe you need to have which is almost always because you feel that the wider availability of having your shen be seen in a stable and activated state isn't available and so thinking about this SP stimulates you so much because they are the supply for your demand. You're not in supply. You're a parasite. A weak pathetic parasite. That's what you are. A pathetic useless spec of dust on the wall worth nothing. Look at yourself. Look at all the compromise. All the trash you continue to fixate on that you think will settle the agitation of all that unconscious unresolved conflict will never resolve it because they can't, your shen MUST be settled THROUGH SEEING YOURSELF CLEARLY and operating WITHOUT RECOGNITION to the conditions, or those who conditioned you to feel this way. If it's kidney yin depletion and the shen being unanchored and activated excessively then express fury towards higher ideals in terms of providing a leadership current for others and make available growth for the people around you. This will almost certainly anchor your kidney yin and shen into cultivation and activate those currents in a functional way. Doing these specific methods to cultivate those currents is cope trash because unless it's accompanied with actual meaningful change in who you're being ESPECIALLY towards being unrecognizable to the conditions and people who hurt you, then you won't make progress without that long term.

12/4/26

Something you need to get your heads around is that "anti-Christ" isn't someone against Christ, it's the opposite lineage of the Davidic line of Christ, which is why there's multiple lineages that can be said to precede the Christ. NG never even interpreted this anti Christ as anything other than what you believe in other than imagination, or in this case under RS it would be vitality. He interprets Christ pretty much to be vitality practically, which is what generates imagination and inner experiences. ALL inner experiences are meridian system activations without exception, and your imaginal senses are a PART of that, but not the whole thing. The Shen swims in the currents. The NG interpretation of scripture has WAY more holes in it when you interpret it as a Jewish supremacist plot which actually ties up some of the issues the alchemical doctrine has that the dual seedline doctrine has to explain. My extensive study into dual seedline doctrine of scripture has given me this understanding already and all I have to do is flip the factions and add the parts that can go even deeper than what white Israel would've opened up view for.

If God "hates" the world and the body to quote scripture directly then vitality and how we attain vitality through involvement in this world would also seem to be evil for partaking in the world. That's such a big red flag. Considering the earth to be literally hated and evil is just insane. Almost all seeming spiritual experiences are pathogenic current, not ordered and proportionate. It just doesn't explain everything.

"When you learn the art of psychological motion and practice it you are a Christian even though you go to the synagogue on Friday night or Saturday morning. Paul was the first grand Christian. He said: “I am of the tribe of Benjamin, of the seed of Abraham.” He never once denied that he was a Jew but explained how Christianity fulfilled Judaism, and his namesake Benjamin Disraeli said: “Christianity is but the fulfillment of Judaism.” Those who remained could not see it however, and continued observing the story as something that happened on the outside . . and it isn’t that at all." - examine yourselves NG lecture 1968

So right here is where he got that term from, like most other terms. It didn't come from his contemplation it seems, it came from This Benjamin Disraeli guy. Sounds like a Jew. Lets see. Oh wait what a surprise. Without me knowing he was a Jew I guessed and was correct once again. He is said to literally be "Britain's only Jewish born Prime Minister" and was involved in Zionism. YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN? The trash that NG quotes comes from Zionists who are Jewish supremacists. That's WHAT Zionism is. It's Jewish supremacism. Notice how they always throw out the "anti-Semitic" and "white supremacist" whenever they're criticized but never actually reveal their own supremacist ideas. Oh Yuck I just read he was the origin of the Tory party. Disgusting. Labor here was likely a Jewish born party too, though obviously it's said to be born from workers unions in common language but I bet it was a manufactured plot to gain control under the guise of helping us, like communism. It was stupid that people buy into these ideas, these people run EVERYTHING.

Here's some interesting quotes that also prove my point.

"Sir Benjamin Disraeli (1804-1891), the British prime minister, was once insulted in the House of Commons because he was Jewish. He responded: “While your ancestors were painting themselves blue, my ancestors were worshipping one God.”"

Right there I've found pretty solid evidence that disproves this idea that the so called white pagans of the past were as the logs of Julius Caesar wrote about us wearing blue paints and being full on savages. They always throw around these references that they themselves were likely the source of to begin with.

"To Disraeli, Judaism was not just a religion—it was a civilizational pedigree. He saw the Jews as a “spiritual aristocracy,” the foundational culture of Europe, and often inserted proud, philosophical Jewish characters into his novels (Coningsby, Tancred). He wrote admiringly of Jewish resilience in exile and portrayed Jewish nationalism in Alroy and Tancred, novels that romanticize a Jewish return to the Holy Land—decades before Theodor Herzl launched modern Zionism.

In Tancred, Disraeli wrote of Jews celebrating the harvest even without a homeland: “A race that persists in celebrating their vintage, although they have no fruits to gather, will regain their vineyards.”"

You'd never want a Jew in your parliament who speaks these words. I mean can't you see the obvious threads? It's just the same today as it's always been. These Jews following their plans to eradicate all of us slowly over time. The fact that NG himself quoted a Jewish supremacist kind of proves my point. Disraeli literally is Israeli with a D at the start, he was the first Jewish PM of the Britain and established the Tory party which I will almost guarantee was born out of manufactured conflicts to sway votes, just like today. It's so obvious that there's a puppeteering hand and line that up with the supremacist ideology and you've got an obvious error in the making. Here NG quotes him and he continues to quote him to reference a core aspect of his doctrine. The fact that NG knew Disraeli clearly points to his Kabalistic sources. This Blake character is probably Jewish too or was closely linked. This is my point. The doctrine that NG preaches is a warped view on scripture. Yes it CAN work if you ignore the history and stretch the alchemy but it's obvious his view was born from Kabbalistic ideas. I literally just turned to that quote and landed here, no prep. Just a spontaneous insight. That's what it's like.

So if NG studied and learned much of his doctrine from these Jewish supremacists then why would we assume that his ideology is based on higher principles and not based on the long standing plan of literal Jewish racial supremacist and global conquest. All of the things that the Nazis were said to believe in is basically what the Jews believe in, and it's in scripture. Dual seedline doctrine only has ONE SEEDLINE surviving. There is NO gentile survival. There are ONLY 12 GATES into so called heaven and they're all according to the Jewish tribes. In white Israel view gentiles are the white seedline that was unmarried to God, AKA Israel, hence why "all of Israel shall be saved" because it's lineage based. That made sense, because gentile in Greek is literally "genetic" or "of family". Basically if you read it literally it's that a gentile is someone of the same kind, pretty much, which actually isn't how the Jewish view is, or how the alchemical view interprets it either, unless you extend it to that all things are like kind to God containing all kind within as capacity but that's not how it's normally viewed. So in essence the Jewish view still isn't really how you'd read it literally anyway, which is why it's so confusing really. They see the gentiles as the "nations" of the world or of kind who AREN'T family. It's the OPPOSITE of the traditional Greek meaning which is what confused me when it came to interpreting the white Israel dual seedline. Thing is when you read books like Exodus and you read it carefully you'll see many vulgar coded acts in there that cannot be inspired from a higher God. There's sex magic in there, among other things. Genesis, Exodus, even the gospels have acts of sex magic and other degeneracy, as well as obvious racism (Jewish supremacy) and artificially manufactured crisis being created by Jesus to move forward the plan of redemption, which is for the Jew only of course. This is why I use to say that the Jews would all get burned forever because THAT'S WHAT IT SAYS. It's literally separate factions of different seed warring which is why I always saw it as a race war because that's what it is. Jesus in one of the Gospel accounts if you read the Septuagint Greek will portray him in acts of pedophilia, laying with children, among other things. The alchemists say that this is normal and is coded language for state overlaps but not all examples of this have been clearly mapped to an inner theurgic process as far as I know and many of them are simply repeating other fundamental principles. Overlapping male and female as well as actually overlapping male and male, of all things. I'm talking about the lesser solar with the greater solar, which to some extent is a product of what gazing can afford, but the fact that it's coded in such vulgar terms and that this is what the very people who run this world and have a fixed timeline they operate on that palindromic sequencing has proven clearly demonstrates that the real meanings aren't actually the deepest in the alchemical views. It's literally disguised perversions in plain sight. I could go over the scene in Exodus about God encouraging Moses to engage in this filth but I won't even bother. Just read words like "pillar" and "glory" and "please" and "behind" and you'll figure it out. The so called burning bush wasn't what it's made out to be with the "I AM" that NG talks about if you interpret it the way they actually do, the ones who wrote this stuff.

This then brings into question the entire Greek mythos which the exodus act I just explained above is almost a direct mirror of, as well as an Egyptian mythos act as well. The alchemist made jokes about how the Gods did "naughty things" in these things to symbolize alchemical state overlaps but from all of my experience with decoding those mechanics and what manifestation is driven through as well as how "higher consciousness" is attained along with the sensations of seeming explosions and all that, I can explain ALL of that without needing an alchemical cosmology. This is why I have come to see this as most likely the only correct interpretation of scripture and other mythos, but again, it brings into question, were the Greek and Egyptian mythos also born from Jewish degeneracy? Well they were around then and the oral traditions existed and likely carried through so I wouldn't be surprised but I cannot prove that they were the origins because there's some data that says otherwise and that scripture was a combination of these various mythos into a new sequence of events passed off as history. It does have SOME history, but that's to fool people, which is what they're masters of.

13/4/26

I'm going to do a deeper study some time soon on Abdullah and his Kabbalistic Jewish roots with what he taught. I'm almost certain that most of these mystery traditions as they're called stem from Jewish influence. Abdullah did physically exist, there's obvious proof on coolwisdombooks including census data and many lectures he was involved in with the same name showing up regularly including a photo of him wearing the Shtreimel. This guy changed his name obviously. Many have made it obvious to me that Abdullah is not a Jewish name, and yet he was considered a rabbi, not in traditional Judaism but he was involved in freemasonry and we know where that goes. Albert Pike, the man who basically revealed the depths of Freemasonry, has outlined that the freemasons follow the Jewish plot to eradicate all the goyim. They believe we come from Satan. This then has turned into alchemical mythos to lead people off on more paper trails to get lost in a doctrine that's not what it actually means. It's either a doctrine that has multiple interpretations in one and it's written by the highest of minds ever to exist (the easy way to explain it that's not controversial and is inclusive of all peoples AKA a universalism doctrine) OR that it's ONLY a Jewish supremacy text dressed up by the mystery traditions. Freemasonry is one of them, and was created more so for the purpose of filtering people with such psychological tendencies as to see themselves above others and who can be further conditioned to serve as useful idiots for the plan. The mystery traditions existed to further group people into certain beliefs without them knowing it, and thus became part of the problem. The people in that think they're finding secret knowledge about how to master reality and perform seeming magick but it's really not. I've proven that ALL manifestation phenomena is vitality mechanics via meridian systems and explains all of it including how fleeting thoughts can manifest which NG was unable to explain. So if most examples of seeming psychic power is simply a receptivity to greater process and then your inner filters translate those currents into sensory data to interpret then we have the code figured out.

Abdullah had many talking points like what Rudolf Steiner said. Solar sciences, which obviously stems from the mystery traditions of so called ancient alchemists. Having studied the depths of these and taught them at a high level it's not something that I'm unfamiliar with. In fact, reading scripture from a perspective of Jewish supremacy plots has actually enhanced my understanding of the alchemy where certain verses and chapters can be read as alchemical processes when I was unable to interpret them before viewing them from a metaphysical lens. It's by far the most coherent interpretation. Whenever God acts it's the Jewish people involved in something, not divine beings. The Elohim as plural for God simply represents the solar and lunar sides of God, or that God contains both elements then emanating via the demiurge into created emanation. 1-1-2-3-5-8. Fibonacci sequence outlines this metaphysical platonic view. The real reason there's multiple 1's is that the one extended into a form of itself that's not itself, the demiurge creator. That's how they view it. Now people will say the Fibonacci sequence proves intelligent design, and I don't deny that, though the cosmology around it that's being promoted weaves various traditions into what became so called holy scripture. The scribes literally mishmashed various systems into what became the bible, which is why it seems to interpret in many different ways because it was by design. The best way to hide something is to have it in plain sight. What a surprise.

This whole unity agenda is what we need to reject. It's the exact opposite of differentiation and destroys difference. It waters down difference, under the guise of higher functions. The mechanics operate via fixed thematic sequencing, or filtering I should say, which determines how you'd innately respond to various stimulus. It determines your innate nature and thus your differentiated nature. Now NG will say that this is individuated up into a higher state but that's the death cult part of it, because that's the delusion. Manifesting REAL seeming supernatural power is via vitality mechanics, and it happens here in this world because this is where it's all at. There's no "out there". I've proven this again by exploring the mechanisms of what generate seeming experiences of out there in the seeming aetheric levels. When you're performing astral projection or whatever which I've done and have many experiences of it's the same function as how dreaming works. Hun and Shen operate in unison which is also why whenever you try to leave your body and travel far away you end up feeling this deep heavy feeling where you simply can't go any further in space away from your body. This also explains why people who are in comas or are seemingly dead can still recall what happened from being outside themselves. This also explains why when different people die they see different deities and not one God, and why the subjective synthesis isn't what it's claimed to be as a personal translation filter to make sense of the currents that's actually seeing real divine beings out there. The divine beings are activations of your own currants which put you under pressure, and or feel this immense love sensation. It's that your filters can turn inside out so to say and you look inside yourself as an entire reality because the cosmology is generated via the Hun and that's what the Shen explores. So someone with seeming superhuman ability which can manifest in spontaneous ways happens through the same vitality supply/demand mechanisms and ripeness cycles and qi flow. The story of how the alchemist saw lightning summoned out of thin air was probably another "subconscious field overlap" which I use to use to explain it and I still would. Their filter overflows into yours through being in supply. When you do gazing and you see the world around you warp and shift it's the Hun spilling out of it's bounds and you see manifestations of whatever currents are surfacing at that point.

The primary sin of scripture is what you could call miscegenation. Mixing of kind. I interpreted in dual seedline that the worst sin to the Jew was race mixing, because that's why the dual seedline even exists and is the whole purpose of eradicating all non Jews so that there's nothing to mix with. That's the obvious conclusion that can be extracted and that's what I came into seeing through all the study from the "banned pages". None of this is really new, it's simply a wider view on all the parts that would seem to contradict each other and make each side invalid. The dots have been reconciled further since last year when I wrote all those pages out. Considering Napoleon was a Jewish asset and the Jewish filth gained all kinds of power during that time as well as how homosexuality was legalized then it's obvious that as soon as the Jewish filth get in power they introduce cultural degeneration and ruin the host the parasite lives in. That's why France was destroyed so badly along side Britain. The French revolution was the same as the Bolshevik revolutions, and the Nazi rise. It was the same play script of exodus. All of those instances had Jews be persecuted in a manufactured event in order to further push forward Zionist agendas and that's why from Napoleon to Hitler we had the Jews moved all throughout Europe for this very purpose of MAKING THEMSELVES THE PERSECUTED PEOPLE TO FURTHER THEIR PLANS TO TAKE PALESTINE AND FULFIL THEIR MESSIANIC PROPHESY. I mean can't you see that? It's so obvious. Since this is clearly proven history that shows the common thread of manufactured persecution (which scripture clearly outlines will happen and why the Israelites were often killed for seemingly no reasons) then we can point to the current world and their further manufactured persecution between Hamas and the IDF to justify moving forward their plans. I've already proven that BiBi was responsible to putting Hamas in power and funding the conflicts that he then comes to save the Jews from when in fact it was God smiting his own people in scripture. That's what all that means and why it doesn't make sense unless you view it this way. The alchemical perspective is that basically state overlap transforms what was previously its own substance and it "dies" just like the seed dies when it falls into the ground in the NG system.

So Napoleon and Lenin and Stalin and Hitler and Mao and all this filth were put into place for the very purposes of destroying us and on top of that furthering their agendas. Trumpet and BiBi are the same way. The last s-election in the US was obviously rigged because nobody wanted Harris as well as how Musky and RFK-Jr were big parts of getting Trumpet selected. It's so obvious. What does this have to do with manifesting? Everything. It means that the cosmology that's preached doesn't hold up when the facts throughout time are surfaced and the mechanics are made clear. NG was another fool who bought into false doctrines. Within the alchemical lens there's some points there that line up but again that's not the big picture that's another interpretation that was made in order to distract people from the real meaning that was coded in. The history proves this, else we have a reality that basically will lead to out pre-destined eradication and I DO NOT believe that this is the world of a higher intelligence moving us all as parts of this grand play only to lead to our complete extermination and systematic destruction. I DO NOT buy that and you shouldn't either. It's just more gaslighting from a cosmological perspective and this proves that. Unless you can refute all the points I've gone over then good luck demonstrating how reality is what NG or any of the others in the alchemical space say it is because NONE OF THEM explain all the data I've been through and don't want to go over it because it's too challenging to integrate.

I'm the only one with the will and the intelligence to figure this out and that's why I'm the only one in the whole LOA space who knows this stuff. Nobody else does. Over and over and over these people reveal their unimaginable levels of ignorance it's blowing my mind. They're SO STUPID! It's INSANE how ignorant they are because not even some BASIC critical thinking is applied. If they had the grey matter to figure it out they'd have come to recognize that it doesn't work like they think but nope. We get "influenced" by these people because it's a please all universalist doctrine that offends nobody and supports everything everyone believes. That's EXACTLY why it's a trap, because universalist cosmology cannot be correct given the world we live in. That's why back in 2019 when I started my deep dive into the history of sciences and physics and electric engineering I found the same threads. Jews running the show. Over and over it was Jewish filth moving people around just as is the case today. That's why eradicating the parasites is necessary else we will be destroyed in our compromise. Dysgenic dysfunctional trash. We must seek higher ideals all day every day and own it no matter what. That's how manifestation works and always will work.

The world you live in and how you manifest is a composite of all the directions of movement you accept. NG couldn't substantiate his views, just like Abdullah.

Feeling the pressure while having strong kidney and liver qi makes your body warm up in a powerful way. The more vital you are the more you're able to benefit from doing inner work. Doing inner work while depleted is almost useless and can sometimes cause more depletion. I thought about a compromise I was facing and I immediately went to a solution in my mind as a flash that came up on how I can go through the condition. It was literally just a flash of an image. That was it and then I felt the warmth move through all my circuits. The pressure I felt was what stimulated this response. Getting use to going right to a solution and to a wider view that expands your state is how you deal with this trash on the spot.

15/4/26

So I will correctly explain the so called ladder experiment. Today here you learn what really happened and why it SEEMS that the law as NG taught it was a thing when it never was. It's ALL to do with states. ALL of it is about states, which are degrees of correct function of self relative to a fixed point of reference within your genetic capacity/Jing thematic sequencing. That's what makes all of this happen. I manifested using a fleeting thought something last night that would've been impossible and yet when my girl told me what happened to her after having the fleeting thought in the morning it was so obvious to me how it happened. Really I did nothing to make that happen, I was picking up on what was already there, as in I was tuned into her pathways. I've already spoken about this but often times the people you spend a lot of time with will be in tune with you and you'll be able to pick up on parts of their trajectory unconsciously most of the time. Sometimes you'll have a fleeting thought that will be consciously recognized and you'll either forget about that and drop it (because the state shifts which generated the thought) or you'll recall that thought BECUASE you returned to the same state where that came through you from. This is why I believe I am able to recall many of the thoughts I have had that were fleeting and yet seemed to correspond to what happened in the world around me. That's what this is really doing it seems.

Every time I talk about this stuff it's just like this drive to destroy washes over me, to destroy the ignorant trash that every single coach is preaching without competition. I can now explain the ladder experiment using this same principle. States. When people go to the NG lectures at first it's a novel thing for them. They're possibly involved in expanding their state personally and that attending the NG lectures which tell you to apply what NG is telling them can be a sort of self test to demonstrate ability. Now some of those people would've done it to try and prove NG wrong, they would've thought that this wouldn't work and yet they'd end up climbing a ladder. I personally have experimented with this in the past and had an example that can correspond to this though I was unable to replicate this. Nobody as far as I know could replicate the ladder experiment consciously willingly in a predictable manner. Why? Because you're not manifesting the ladder with your imaginal senses. The ladder is a suggestion tied to an expanded state that you're targeting and that attending the NG lectures was part of that state being elevated into higher ideals. This is also why most people when they START manifesting consciously can get somewhere with it because they're involved in a change in state, a change in how they show up in life, that they're involved in a novel process that breaks cycles and patterns and all that stuff. That's what's happening. The ladder experiment is the same thing as having the cash show up with repetitive affirmations that I experienced back when I had success early on with that. It's always in the early days, or after you go through a "get real" peak dip cycle. It's always on the end of being done with being small and stuck and trash.

The result from the ladder experiment along with anything else that NG claimed proves the law works according to how he interpreted it was that someone involving in partaking in these systems were almost always going to be looking towards expanding their state, leaving behind parts of who they were before which bound them into the state where these things weren't available and spontaneity wasn't natural because of unconscious conditioning and other trash. When someone looks at themselves and sees the lowly creature as NG said then you'll be on an upward trajectory by living into the higher ideal in contrast. Revealing the contrast is necessary to generate momentum on and inner and an outer level. Your outer momentum drives further expansion along with continually feeling dissatisfied with where you are vs the higher ideal. For me that's eradicating the Sephardic Jewish filth completely to remove the parasite which generated all the money trails that lead to the same root cause of suffering. Exterminating this genetic lineage so mercilessly and with such an extreme fury that nothing on earth can describe. Just typing those words made my whole body explode with fire and my hands were on fire typing the letters. That's what it feels like. Such unimaginable power surges when you embody and go all the way into actually owning the state. Like I said in my video, when you fully accept the higher state you will feel very very activated because all that qi will flow, like when you take high dose ginseng and astragalus and your wei qi circulates making your whole body warm and activated ready to strike. That's what it's like to cross thresholds within and to involve in an act that symbolizes killing the old trash. Eradicating the Jewish filth, the Sephardic trash that have generated the very mentalism doctrine that's causing so much suffering and has billions behind it among every other trail of cultural and genetic degeneracy that surrounds us and hates us and wants us dead, I rise above all that trash and feel so much power that I sleep more soundly and wake up more aware day after day. The more I hate these people with merciless fury the better my life gets, just like when I hated my parents who conditioned me and I got places with my SP situation which SUCKED SO BAD when I denied this feeling. It's VITALISM that drives higher states.

Once again, people who involve in breaking boxes in ANY capacity by moving forward and leaving behind who they use to be will imply availability of the currents that thematically associate to having that thing they want to experience. Their will to be greater and to be more valuable than the trash that binds them keeps them in the higher ideal and living with that fury for a higher state makes this all work. This makes the phenomena of manifestation work for you in satisfying ways. This activates the shen and so long as you're not heavily depleted on yin and blood then you can stabilize that state instead of running on fire for a while then burning out because you lacked the yin. Physically training your lower body is one of the best things for qi and yin cultivation of those lower circuits. You NEED that supply for long lasting state streaks. Gazing and sub will also matter if you want maximum cultivation. Cultivating yin is both about spontaneity and sharp rapid movement (because yin is generated from the release of Jing between the kidney which physically training lower body will stimulate that via HIIT type work) and gazing since this also catalyzes the Jing when ripeness is sufficient which results in powerful spontaneous visual openings of your imaginal senses with your eyes open as the kidney substances flow up to the heart. You can also generate more yin substances through the spleen by eating properly and drinking enough and all that too obviously but for sudden releases of vital current then challenging your body is necessary. Cold showers likely will do a similar thing. If you can't take the cold then you're weak and pathetic and need your kidney and or liver meridian activated with some fire for a higher ideal in life.

So the ladder experiment that NG got his audience to try was more or less part of someone's peroneal expansion around that. Many people who first attend something like his lectures likely would've been involved in personal psychological expansion or are looking for further refinement. This wasn't something people went to for entertainment in the early days, unlike later on where he would fill a whole room where most of them would only go to be entertained by his charismatic delivery. This goes hand in hand with how we experience manifestation when we start this off. Most of us can have some results in the beginning because we're involved in change of some form. Change makes it work, and radical changes that go all the way to burn bridges make the most changes happen. Thinking specific thoughts while not changing anything else will result in more lack. Changing conscious thinking doesn't make satisfying outcomes show up, changing your state via the vitality mechanics I've explained makes it work. State shifting via getting real with how much of a weak pathetic loser you are relative to your higher ideal and using vital currents correctly will make manifestation work in satisfying ways. Fixating on changing someone else while not changing yourself will never change them. Looking to dance around and try and manipulate and control people while having no actual authority or influence or vital currents available yourself for naturalness of that higher state to come through you will lead them to seeing you are lower and will want to leave you and disrespect you. Trying to control them while lacking in your own life may lead to temporary shifts with them showing up for you but the momentum will not last because it's not anchored within higher ideals beyond them being your supply. For me that's exterminating the lineage that generated these pathogenic systems of so called spirituality which seek to destroy us all, and manifestation is one of those false doctrines that the useful idiot NG was a key instrument in manifesting.

Power and conquest of your enemies is functional and necessary at the highest levels. The men who hold the highest respect pull the strings of entire nations, but not the examples we have today. The highest of leaders are the examples, because more can go wrong and yet they still hold those positions and lead with vigor for the higher ideals within them and lead by example for other men around them. Vitality that's integrated comes from making higher decisions under pressure, provided you're not heavily compromised and depleted in yin beforehand else you will end up an anxious mess like I was. You cannot fake that. So in order to manifest big shifts, you become less of who you are now and more of who suggests the availability of what's envisioned in the higher ideal is available. Why do I not just say to change your state or change your thinking or change your actions and behaviors? Because it's all of that, and vital current drives it all, root pressure drives it all. Without root pressure nothing works, without kidney yang nothing works. You NEED activating current, your SHEN NEEDS to be activated to change and the root of that is Jing in the kidney meridian activating into yang which warms the whole body and moves qi and blood and transforms and transports substances. That is your metabolism, your vital manifestation and your virility. Without that then you cannot get anywhere with this because the desire to WANT to live into a higher ideal to be DISSATISFIED with where you are now is unavailable to you and that's the problem most people face. They cannot be dissatisfied, they cannot hate their lives enough, they cannot hate the filth who want them destroyed enough, they lack the fire to want to break down the trash and in doing so will establish a higher baseline state of operation through the involvement which anchors that through going all the way. That implies you're leaving behind who you use to be and opens up the availability of the higher striving. Having your ex reach out randomly after years will only happen when you've lived into that higher ideal. You can have fleeting thoughts about "oh I bet they'd want me so bad in this state" and that can manifest them. It DOES NOT need to be first person present tense experiences at all it simply has to imply availability via the state you're operating from and that's what leads these thoughts to some THROUGH you. Without that then manifesting satisfying outcomes cannot happen.

This is the mechanism. Living into higher ideals, being dissatisfied with where you are and changing to live into that higher ideal in any and all ways that imply radical change has happened to how you're being and responding to life. That's then implying availability of what before the low state would've felt lacking in and now you're the supply for what's desired. The thing comes to you,. because you're like a vital shining light in the darkness and the ex will want to taste that light. There is always still specific thematic correspondence and suggestion that drives attraction like I've spoken about in other posts here but assuming those alignments are present then this mechanism will work 100% of the time for manifesting them back. You should reject them though, because they're going to want to suck you back down to their level. It's ONLY because you're living into a higher ideal beyond their state that they'll want to involve with you, which is almost certainly how they showed up in the beginning. When you manifest someone back it's usually when you've gone through a peak dip cycle and you're getting real or you're willingly involving in expanding your state through what's said above. So to reference the ladder experiment once again, this is why people who showed up would've gotten results. This doesn't prove what NG taught as the mechanics of the so called law are valid or real because they're not and that delusion must be destroyed.

It was all of my work that illuminated this. Nobody else on earth has properly decoded this fully like I have and I'm the only one who can explain these things. Manifestation is a phenomena that exists, but the mechanics that NG describes don't exist fundamentally. We cannot continue to avoid this fact and continue to be deluded and waste time. The filth that believe in this, the Jewish trash who created these systems and are so disgusting that they believe that worshipping these gods through rituals of abuse (ex. the Epstein case as one proven example) in order to gain power. All of that comes from these people, all that trash stems from these degenerates who need to be eradicated so we can live without threats to our safety. Complete extermination is necessary, else the psychopathy will continue and manifest another scenario like we are in today. The Romans killed a ton of them in the past and we need another example of this to put down the degeneracy for good. The highest of ideals for me is to destroy the trash that I've had my sights on since at least 2018, and to target the enemy with such precision that there is no memory of this disgusting parasitic influence in our world left to corrupt and warp what would otherwise be a functional and vital world where each form of people and live in their own ways without disruptions. Screw divine providence, if the God who seems to be influencing all of this wants us dead then I want that God dead and I will do anything I can to kill that God with my bare hands with merciless fury. Owning this and not being so lovey dovey is necessary. The love and light comes as a natural effect of our higher state coming through us, where as loving in the face of evil filth will only result on the light being stood on and trampled into further darkness because of your delusions. This whole "love your enemy" idea from Christ in the gospels was Christ telling the people to be passive and don't fight the system. He was the media of the day, and when he want against the Pharisees and Scribes it was telling them that they failed to control Rome to the degree they needed to, it was the Christ calling them out as the failed generation. Looking at this from a psych spiritual lens, NG never had an explanation for these things. The psychological spiritual analysis was of Jewish origin since that's what they believe in. Our ancestors believed in vitalism via seeking higher forms in the Gods and such. The so called pagan worship of the ancient Romans was more vitalist than anything we have today, since the point of comparison was the very embodied principles people sought to manifest in their own lives. The image represents to them the higher ideal to drive the mechanism of seeing themselves as less but in CAPACITY for that higher ideal and to move into that by involving in crossing the thresholds.

Jewish death cults promote psychological analysis and push these as solutions when they are not. They are the enemy. We do not need psychological analysis and psycho-spiritual doctrines are the false doctrines designed to put out false trails of systems to study to keep people away from what I've revealed. Vitalism if we'd call it that resolves all psychological trash because of the mechanics of pressurization by making conscious the conditioned response and the higher ideal in contrast to drive change and that change when applied all the way crosses the threshold and moves the stagnant qi and generates new substance even out of the Jing to further nourish the shen into satisfaction. Release and expression of pressure, these cycles will continue to apply so long as growth is there to happen and your fixed point of comparison isn't satisfied with it' place. Who is there that can challenge the mechanics of RS? Nobody. I stand at the top and can explain things in ways nobody else on earth can because I have the capacity for it that was realized through tens of thousands of hours of applying myself into that higher state. That's proof right there.

I believe strongly that some of us are built differently and have higher baseline capacity. Those with higher intellectual capacity are the greatest threat, because it's necessary to actually see beyond the trash and establish a real threat to the state. It's all the useful idiots that go along and don't question and continue to be stuck in peak dip cycles. Getting out of that is a function of both pattern recognition and vital root pressure to drive the transformation. Breaking the psychological spiritual systems and recognizing their roots in Kabbalistic Jewish oral traditions by establishing vitalism as the real explanation is necessary to tear LOA to the ground until it's dead and all the coaches go broke who promote this ignorant trash, Share it. Make it known. I will be talking about it, just as I have on my last few videos. We're all being disrespected but nobody wants to make it known and be the solution. Welcome to the world we live in, despite all the love and light people throw around the ignorance still continues and the psycholspiritual doctrines still continue to propagate without challenge. Thing is the people in this space are so dumb that they won't even understand what I say anyway. It's almost pointless in a way, but it's what needs to be done to have impact.

The so called mysteries aren't mysteries really at all. They're kept secret not because the common people wouldn't understand them but they're used as weapons that are silent to keep the expectation going for the "normal" belief systems that are inferior and that these other systems contain all the REAL secret knowledge, That's when you come to find it's all Jewish like I did. It's really that there are no mysteries and that the mystery is who's running the show, and who set up these systems as they are to be considered mysteries to begin with. What's with that expectation there and where did it come from? it came from occultist Kabbalists and oral Talmudic Jews. It's because the other systems were created for the purpose of keeping people stuck in manufactured beliefs that destroyed their vitality and power and influence to make subverting their culture far easier. Kabbalah is 100% a Jewish supremacist system. Those who see themselves under these lights will run the world, because that's the opposite of love and light which is what's promoted for us to follow which keeps us stuck in never actually breaking thresholds and threatening them. Who are the people who keep secrets that suck people into these ideologies and lead them on trails to warp how they view vital functions like so called spiritual vision? Sephardic Jewish parasites.

Platonic ideas are where most of this even comes from at the core anyway, not so much on a mental level but the cosmology. It's Mithraic and Orphic and Platonic. You can argue the Sumerians also had mystery systems too but again what's the function of such and why is it kept secret? Like why would good people keep false traditions in public space vs keep it secret and avoid revealing the deeper so called mysteries? Well I know. It's because they never were benefactors to begin with. That's why and it's not a function of "low consciousness" or whatever but really a function of vitalism and intelligence.

The wise people referred to in the bible are people who are well off in their vitality in the world and are potent in terms of their virility. That's why. It's more about being vital and why wise people are attacked in scripture. The wisdom of God is the feminine aspect, which is substantive, yin, material structure, and thus operating on that level of having substantive capacity is bad since it's where all the magic actually occurs. Knowledge is obviously an intellectual factor and being wise isn't in this sense the same thing, but being spiritual as it's said is more so a function of operating correctly according to wisdom and knowledge. Vitalism. I cannot see how this cannot be the case with all the data I've gone through now.

Remember the original Christians were underground and marginalized. This is seen as proof of the organic nature of the system but in fact it was just like how the Masons and such operate now at the highest levels using symbolic codes. Why? Because it's them speaking their message without having the uninitiated understand and why Christ in scripture talks about speaking in parables so that those who are part of the sects can understand the plans. If you're not in the club then you're out. The symbolic allegorical so called mysteries when you break them down on an alchemical level CAN make sense but again are a cosmological abstraction for otherwise basic functions of consciousness. When I was taught advanced gazing I thought it was some magical method but really now that I've had many years of applying this and gathering data of my own and not just taking the alchemist at face value with his explanations I can see beyond the mysteries and see that there really are no mysteries at all. The theurgy process is the same thing really. You will have an experience with a seeming divine intelligence that will humble you and force you to bow your head before their might because you're swimming in a sea of specifically built structures that you created within your internal psyche which the Hun translates into what those experiences become. This also explains some of my client testimony too. That's why I do not see theurgy as a magical process because it's you exploring your inner field geometry. Seeing projections with your eyes open doesn't make it different or special, and yeah so called spiritual vision is a real thing but not what it's taught to be. Interfacing with other aetheric bodies and such isn't really about actually exiting your body but more or less activating the shen and the Hun to be able to interface with the senses in a more "visceral" way where they spill over thematically into your vision and as noises and such. I experienced this this morning when I woke up. I remember all my dreams. I heard a car drive off outside and in my dream I was in a scenario where the car drove off in my dream at the same time as in the world outside. I was unconscious of the world around me but yet I experienced what happened outside from within me. This is my point. When you cut out all the mysterious spiritual cosmology and look at the mechanics you will find that I am correct and I don't just say this for nothing. I could preach spiritual doctrines and have far FAR more support because it's so called ancient secrets that I am revealing but the fact is that it's the functions I've explained at work.

The only reason why I teach what I do now is because it's correct and can explain more than the spiritual cosmologies of the inner alchemical doctrines of Hermeticism and Daoism and so called mystical Christianity. Mystical Christianity if we'd call it that, is more or less a mishmash of various platonic ideas mixed in with their plan to eradicate us all via Kabbalistic interpretations. Remember just because the Platonic and Orphic systems existed before the Torah did doesn't mean that they're valid either. For all I know they'd be warped through Jewish influence as well, since these oral teachings have existed before Platonism was a thing too. That's why they're oral, and that's why they're considered "mysteries" at the highest levels. The real mystery is why are there mysteries in contrast to what's being taught? Who taught what's NOT part of the mysteries and for what function? Why not ask those questions? That is far more valuable than whatever people study these days. You cannot come to truth by looking in the wrong direction.

The fact that to partake in the mystery orders I've been involved in from the past I had to be bound to documents with explicit secrecy written all over them, it's pretty clear that there's no interest to actually enlighten people as to what's actually going on. People at those levels think they've got it figured out and yet they can't really explain what I've been talking about here. Wonder why. Thinking for yourself is the only way and you can't do that if your IQ is too low, because you won't have original thought or be able to connect patterns and you'll always be looking to be led by someone else's view. That's what makes a leader a leader and why it's not JUST vital current (though you can argue intelligence is a function of vitality) but also about structure and capacity to process data and organize it into patterns and hold them within your view to analyze from various angles to find new ways of interpreting them. This takes time, even for me, but it's a capacity that most people have to some extent but they are so depleted they can't open it up.

I mean think about this. "The secret" is called the secret when it's really not it's just that it's his this mysterious veil put up around it to wow people into making the vitalist mechanics I've explained here into a spiritual cosmology and therefore any time the phenomena of manifestation is discussed it's always viewed from a perspective of these "secrets". NG wasn't revealing secrets, he was a useful idiot. Yeah some of the things he said are genius, and it helped me, but in his whole body of work that's very minimal and his main body is lacking depth and only follows what he was taught. Yeah he said that he knew the promise but the promise wasn't even what he thought anyway. From the alchemical perspective this promise was individuation and immortality, but I've never seen that as a spiritual thing where you leave this body but that this body is also involved in that since the elements must all become on thing. The ONE thing is the issue, that whole psychological idea of unity is what destroys the body and destroys power here and it's seen that power here is bad and low consciousness. The people who control everything you believe have all the power and unlike NG don't do any of this in love. According to NG doing imaginal acts out of love brings negative outcomes and yet I'm not satisfied hating these people who are destroying my people than I have before when I was in cope for the fact that this is occurring and I was not getting real with the issue. All of this should be abundantly obvious. We all know that you don't have to imagine things in love to get functional nourishing vital outcomes. The stories that NG spoke about with people being stuck in someone else's body and all this trash is complete nonsense and doesn't happen to anyone who actually tries it.

The mysteries and the allegorical symbolism of so called alchemy weren't kept secret because they'd be dangerous in the hands of people who weren't initiated. That whole idea is what has caused people to think that the phenomena of manifestation MUST be a spiritual other worldly thing and that's why there's so much delusion around it now. It's vitalism mechanics and thematic translation, and operating through existing pathways that come through you. It's state dependent. In truth it's that people believe in these allegorical alchemical systems because it's something "out there" that is granting them this power that's unseen and literally allegorical. Spinoza was a Sephardic Jew. His idea of God is what a lot of people follow. This is actually a similar God to what the Jewish filth follow in fact and this persecution of his ideas was just another Jew on Jew conflict to establish more contrast between teachings and make these mystery systems that are seemingly heretical seem more powerful than they really are. This transcendental principle is simply vitalism. Individuation is vitality unfolding your Jing sequencing, your filter, your genetic capacity.

The mysteries go back to systems of ancient Greece and Egypt and even earlier. There must be a common thread here. What we must ask is that did these systems all magically align somehow according to alchemical allegory or is it that there is an organized group of people who established them all to be this way over time to promote these ideas? Well we can prove that's true today, but back then it's far harder to prove.

"Practical Kabbalah strips Gentiles of their ancestral Gods and thereby kills off those Gods who perish from a lack of worship in an inverse process of Egregore. The Jews then make use of and retain those same beliefs which they have destroyed among the Goyim. This robs the Gentiles of their supernatural protection, thereby killing off the Gentiles by killing off their gods, as above, so below. It separates the Goyim from the highly evolved and proven effective traditions, knowledge and beliefs of their ancestors which had sustained them for countless millennia. The Jews believe that the Pagan Gods only exist for as long as the Pagans continue to believe in and worship their Gods. As in the occult myth of the Egregore, the Judaists think that when a community worships its Gods those Gods are truly brought into existence, and that when a community disowns its Gods, those Gods cease to exist. According to several prominent ancient mythologies, many Gods depend upon sacrifices for their sustenance and continued existence. Human Beings repay these Gods by feeding them. Pagan worship and belief sustains the presumed very real existence of those Gods. The Pagan Gods perish when the Pagans cease to believe in and worship their Gods and feed them sacrifices. When the Pagan Gods who created the Gentiles cease to exist due to a lack of faith by the Gentiles, which is to say when they cease to exist in the minds, thoughts and ideas of Gentiles, so too do the Gentiles cease to have been created by their abandoned Gods who had made them. The Gentiles themselves then vanish from existence together with their forgotten Gods, as above, so below. The ancient Jews who led the Gentiles to abandon their Gods concurrently resurrected or commandeered the very best and most powerful among those same Gentile Gods as their new Jewish Gods who, it was thought, then had created the Jews and sustain them with their supernatural protection. The Jews inspire in these Gods a genocidal hatred of the Gentiles, by means of the words the Jews put into their mouths in the scripted Torah, which became the ideas and thoughts of their Gods through sympathetic magic. The Jews believe that if they make up a story and believe it is true, it becomes true. Their Gods exist because the Jews believe they exist. The form those Gods supposedly actually take is governed by the Jews' description of their Gods and their legends which the Jews make up or copy from the Gentiles and come to believe. They think they can create Gods as Egregores by imagining them into existence. They also believe that they can destroy Gods by inspiring their worshipers to abandon their belief in those Gods. The Jews believe that the Torah is both a blueprint for their Gods' created universe, and also a story which brings those Gods into existence through the belief of the Jews which generates and maintains the existence of those otherwise non-existent Gods, as above, so below. The Jews' Gods are the same Gods which were formerly the Gentiles' Gods and guardians, but which the Gentiles have been tricked into shunning and have lost at the instigation of the Jews. When the Jews plagiarize the Gentiles' descriptions of their Gods, those Gods then become the Gods of the Jews. Gods only exist if Human Beings dream them up and they take whatever form those dreams cast for them. The 13th Century Messiah Son of David, Abraham Abulafia, believed that Hebrew is the perfect language, was the original language and encompasses all the other languages within it. He invented "Ecstatic Kabbalah" and believed that the Unio Mystica, the ecstatic reunion with God, could be achieved through the Contemplation of Hebrew speech, words and letters and the invocation of the Divine Names. The supernal realm, most especially the cosmic Agent Intellect, was composed of speech and letters, which are symbols of that which becomes real when the Gods think it into existence by writing it down in the diary of their thoughts. The Jews become gods by speaking this language of the Gods."

"But there is a deeper level to Kabbalah than these self aggrandizing Jewish myths,
which is revealed by Isaac Luria's explanation of the Kabbalistic mythology of
reincarnation (Sha'ar Ha-Gilgulim). The Judaists only pretend to be superior to the
Gentiles in the hopes that the pretense will become reality by dreaming it into
substance like an Egregore. The Kabbalists actually assert in their coded works that
Gentiles have always been vastly superior to the Jews and that the Pagan Gods are
infinitely superior to the wretched Cacodæmon Yahweh, which is why the Jews have
always rejected Yahweh in favor of Asherah and other Pagan Gods. The Old
Testament also cryptically makes the same allegations. Cain slew Abel as the first
human sacrifice and created civilization. Tubal-Cain's superior intellect produced
metallic arms and armor. Jacob bowed to Esau seven times. Gentiles were always
better than Jews in Judaist literature." - Rise above the Gods who hate us (Christopher John Bjerknes).

That sounds a lot like what NG preached doesn't it. It's that the idea of mental manifestation stems from Jewish belief, and that it's not actually like this but that these mechanics I've outlined have been turned into a spiritual cosmology which is worked with as the primary cause. Egregores being beliefs that manifest from the "I AM" which move the world. If you believe it then it manifests, apparently, and yet here we all are eating and drinking and walking and driving cars and not flying around like superman or teleporting. So all the trash about mentalism stems from Jewish supremacist beliefs. It's totally degenerate. The view that all of the world around us is a simulation of the mind is a Jewish Kabbalistic idea and is completely warped and not based on how things actually work but is a system that has taken a real phenomena and warped it into a spiritual cosmology that's completely inverted. That's where we are today with manifestation doctrine. You'll never read this stuff in manifesting books like "the secret" because that's part of the problem that keeps people stuck.

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5 million Jewish supremacists created the entire psycho-spiritual deception.

The Pythagoreans of ancient Greece were involved in secret societies and mystery systems of alchemy but Pythagoras got it from Egypt. All the mystery systems aren't real mysteries but gate keeping walls that are painted with an allure of magical mystical power (hence their names as "the mysteries" which the alchemist himself even uses) to make them seem high level or whatever and dangerous to know. I only keep advanced gazing behind closed doors to this day because it can cause pathogenic effects if improperly used.

18/4/26

None of these alchemical systems were ever created to expand so called consciousness. They were created to filter certain types of people out and keep them running in circles. The immortal doctrines of alchemical transformation, individuation and becoming androgyne as the greater yin and yang become one thing. You lose definition, and yet the definition is said to become greater than the sum of the parts. That's what we're told, and through burning less Jing than you use (which would be operating according to innate nature) then you can reverse age like the alchemist has. Thing is nobody in those circles recognizes palindromic sequencing. neither to they properly grasp manifesting as a function of vitality (as in a specific process and not just "higher consciousness") which I have decoded very clearly from all the data I've gone over and the claims that NG and the likes made. The alchemist seems to still be ignorant of the mechanics here from my discussions so far and I still continue to question just how far this whole individuation process goes and to what end. The claimed end is individuation which in my eyes is manifesting your fixed thematic filtering sequence or genetic capacity, and that the cosmology of overlapping all the states is a mystical abstraction overlayed on top of these FAR MORE practical points RS has clearly outlined to make the real work seem magical and mystical, hence "the mysteries" as they're called. Yes real quintessence exists, yet that still doesn't demonstrate the cosmology claimed. Just like with lucid dreaming with your eyes open and how it can be explained without aetheric body travelling it's almost always certain that what quintessence is and what it's really doing isn't also what the cosmology claims. Ask more questions. Get more answers. People who are serious about this work will question everything I say included.

It still blows my mind how many people expect me to give them my time without paying for it. I'm not interested in wasting my time that could be spent with this to answer questions I already went over, either on the notebook here and you agreed and understood on call or responses I referenced from prior calls to questions. If you DM me after the call is over wanting more clarity then don't expect answers because you won't get any unless it comes from the kindness of my heart. You already know what to do but get lost in the agitation of still not looking towards higher ideals, and looking outside the person as the supply. What's the common issue? People coming to me wanting to know how to not feel lack when the SP comes to mind. Here's your answer. Your attraction for them isn't real and you're hooked on breadcrumbs because that's all you really feel worth. You want them to show up? Kill off the form of you who even wanted that person to begin with and become unrecognizable by changing everything. Coming to me and telling me that you "manifested" them with thinking conscious thoughts for X times or whatever will get a slap in the face and a reality check. All of that does nothing as I've proven. Never come into my coaching and claim that affirmations or visualizations cause manifestations because nobody ever on earth can replicate that. I've explained why. Because that's not the cause, since the desired target is already resonated and the currents that translate into thoughts will automatically play out through you when you're in the higher state. The desired target can shift as well, but that's irrelevant anyway because if the targeting changes then that's for the better but people CONTINUE TO BE STUPID and grasp onto the one person they want because they're giving breadcrumbs that are highly stimulating and narrow their view as to what's higher for them. This is the issue. The feeling you have that you THINK is attraction is actually a tense fearful response of the shen being agitated. You're not actually feeling a warming nourishing current it's a sharp hit of anxiety that's warped into what you think is a response of wanting that person. Really you don't, really you've been traumatized and you're desperate and have a low sense of self because your shen is agitated still at baseline. That's why you can't get any consistent changes going, because you're needing that agitating stimulating sensation to be satisfied.

This point right here is a BIG part of what I allowed myself to accept that resolved some of my deepest trash. That's actually what most people suffer from, believing that a stimulating sensation of any form is genuine desire when most of the time it's not. It's pathogenic current manifesting as stimulus felt as a pressure to release. The issue is you don't consciously know what that feeling means, but if you honestly feel it you'll come to feel that it's NOT warming in a nourishing way but that it's sharp and pathogenic and narrowing your view. This is fire. You're either excessive on yang or depleted on yin to anchor the yang into a balanced response. No matter what though the feeling you're so attached to is pathogenic and that's why it's hard to get balanced because it's so stimulating. Why do you think I've said for years that the stability of the shen is the most important factor to bring lucky circumstances and that it's really got next to nothing to do with how you consciously think. Everyone who comes into my coaching who tells me that their method worked is ignorant and needs to get schooled and get out of this cosmology of manifesting as thoughts creating phenomena. Thought transmission as it seems to be as I've said endlessly is THEMATIC CURRENTS TRANSLATING INTO SENSORY STIMULUS, thought for example. and that it's going to COME THROUGH YOU, not BECAUSE you thought it. The moment you "do" thinking you're actually observing lack. That's actually necessary though, but people deny what that means. You'll ignore the mechanics of what the "doing" IMPLIES IS AVAILABLE (or not) and believe that any stimulating sensation that's corresponding to thoughts of "being in the end" will make it work. Nope. It's the opposite, THOUGH you CAN do this running parallel with actually being involved in the radical changes and you'll still manifest it because surrounding those thoughts you're "doing" you're also expanding your state and the state manifests by unfolding what's already there into the format that will cause satisfying outcomes. This is an irrefutable fact that I alone decoded through deduction over tens of thousands of data points that all conclude this is how it works.

So the new video will be on this point, that manifesting is actually ALL about living into higher ideals and changing to involve in that. The conscious "doing" is ALL just OBSERVING AND ADJUSTING INVOLVEMENT that IMPLIES availability of what the innately desired target is. You never need to consciously imagine, think, feel, or anything else. If you're outgrowing the involvement that bound you into compromise patterns that kept your vitality low and thus unavailability of what's desired via the automatic targeting system of natural striving and thematic filtering and affinities from supply/demand mechanics then you'll get whatever is being targeted showing up for you as demanding your supply. Any time you're not in that outgrowing phase (which IS LIVING IN THE END until the complete ripeness is attained) then you're living in the world of other peoples expectations still and putting their projections of you on the top of what's important to operate from and you'll unconsciously be targeting them to continue to control you. Any time you break those expectations meaningfully then you sever those ties and it frees up the availability of the innately desired outcomes to comes s through you.

So "doing" manifesting means getting real and leaving behind the life that was living in the expectations of others. All those behaviors, response, senses of self and all that, this all needs to change. Being dissatisfied and hating the current state you're in accelerated change. Hate is so powerful. Fury. This unquenched thirst for GREATER experiences of life than where you are. Having ANGER about where you are, that liver qi activating that manifests the sensations of authority and boundaries of what you accept in your life and all that. This current gets you moving into the direction of what's desired. This is why I've said before that when people "give up" in the way where they're doing what I said above and outgrowing the patterning of compromise to live in the expectations of others then they get radical shifts BECUASE THEY'RE SPONTANEOUSLY LIVING IN THE END. Get this in your thick skull. That IS living in the end. That's how you can get overnight results. I've done it many times now, and the more I learn to accept my hate the higher states I get into and the the faster I can expand my view of reality to be more innate. That fury, anger, hate, the liver qi and the kidney yang and the heart yang, all those highly pressurized currents all drive transformation by breaking down who your not self trash is into parts and cutting through every single one of them. That's how you do it reliably deliberately. It's the OPPOSITE of what we're told. I'm not telling you to get mad for the sake of it but to get furious that you're NOT where you want to be and to look at the influences of everyone in your life that keeps you stuck and own that you're WAY beyond that trash. THAT IS LIVING IN THE END JUST AS MUCH AS ANYTHING ELSE RELATED. That's WHAT the EXPERIENCE is like, though that's often an initiatory phase because when you've stabilized the effects of what that will lead you through and to involve in the changes all the way, then stability and satisfaction is attained. You can still manifest in the initial phase of this as I've experienced this myself and people still get "hot and cold" results with things but persisting in THAT UNTIL you've attained stability of the Shen where you "already have it" is where things stick and the higher state is lived into the end all the way. I will say that from my experience though, you can manifest most of the things targeted just from the transition phase, because when you've gone ENOUGH of the way to feel availability, even if there's still SOME wavering, then you can and will very likely have lucky circumstances line up for you. Anything that's implied as available as a result of that will make specific people show up for you. If you're still agitated from living into this higher ideal more than before and still feel lack for an SP then look at those sensations in specific and transform them into disgust for the very attraction you have for that person, because it was never genuine anyway. They're almost certainly abusive. All the ex's you had were abusive, either because of you or them or both, but the point is that your conditioned response that's born out of a degree of fear and anxiety of uncertainty of how they'll respond to you if they showed up in front of you right now (which was the very thought that back in 2021 led me to questioning manifesting as it was taught far deeper because it was very true) if you're honest you'd feel very anxious. Why? What's to be anxious about? Is it how they view you? You may think that you don't care, but then you'll think about the contrast instead of them showing YOU interest, and you'll feel the anxiety. You'll feel like that's unavailable, BECAUSE you've been so warped and conditioned from the hot cold signs that you basically were tortured to some extent by that behavior which warped your expected outcome into an anxiety response instead of a warm calm certainty of knowing availability is there. You had signs of hot then cold when you expected hot and it then plays with you and you blame yourself and you get gaslit and your Shen becomes super agitated and depleted. This absolutely ruins relationships, and a lot of the time it's because men get drained of their fire and in that they tolerate disgusting trash from the girl to abuse and manipulate them because they can get away with it. Women by nature will do this to weak men, that's just how they seem to be especially these days, but they can't do that if you're not going to tolerate it and threaten them just like you'd threaten the Jewish filth with merciless violence for causing mass harm. When the woman isn't able to test then she knows her place, not because you're controlling to gain power or whatever in compensation but because the dynamic needs to be that his value and vitality drives availability through supply of the currents which illuminate each others Shen. The woman MUST feel like the man is more than her to SOME extent to feel that she isn't able to get away with testing because there's going to be stakes. Availability on her end will be felt as lacking for involving in those behaviors and the threat of losing this high vitality man will make such an act stupid, provided she isn't also warped and has conditioned responses.

So there you have it. That's why you've not got the SP. Any time I get a DM from someone I've spent time with on call and answered what questions they had and directed what to do (even if that's nor what they wanted to do) then I will point them to this. If you read this and stop thinking there's some special sauce and recognize that it's ALL supply/demand and state driven then you'll know what to do, or not to do. You'll know that the stimulation you feel when thinking about the SP is just another signal of how compromised you are and you'll then contrast that to your vision and feel the higher ideal surface to drop the need for her approval or even to need her to love you. You NEED to drop HER as the reason you're doing this and that the vitality is really what you're after. The sensation of "vitality is available" is activation of the kidney heart axis. If anxiety is felt then you'll feel that you're not where availability would be there for this person, but if you feel a stable yet activating sensation that's not anxious or sharp in terms of this pathogenic current then you'll naturally manifest charisma because the Shen will be stable enough to have that warming current from the kidney and liver qi to move the Shen and juice her up so to speak. That's how it works. You don't need to be at the top to manifest SP but it's ideal. That's the goal. You should always feel dissatisfied as NG said, because you're not there yet and you want to be and that'll be what's necessary to activate the change in your state which will manifest the outcome targeted. When the sensations you're feeling correspond to greater availability and you're growing into a higher state to establish that consistently then you can and will manifest what's targeted and implied as available.

I literally just told you something that nobody else in the entire psychology field or LOA space will tell you, because they don't understand TCM or the vitality mechanics. I'm the ONLY ONE who's interpreted manifestation through a TCM lens on earth as far as I know, at least in the LOA and psychology space. That's why I have no respect for these people and really have no interest in peddling the ignorant trash that you are able to be categorized into a certain DSM slot or whatever to explain what "issue" you have. ALL of the feelings we have are actually coming from responses to things that happened to us. If someone is emotionally a mess then it's because they were traumatized, period. They can be weak and susceptible to conditioning through depletion of certain currents that would stabilize the Shen more than if they were well nourished but that's still a spectrum and you can land anywhere on that relative to higher states of operation. This is worth thousands. The program I'd put this in would cost over 16k because I'm at the top and nobody else has a competing product. Why would I settle for less. Marketing these mechanics is all that needs to be done.

The disgusting ideology of Zionism goes back officially way before Herzl. Leon Pinsker and Moses Hess. These figures showed up not long after Napoleon gave them Palestine. Coincidence? No. Before these figures was the disgusting filth named Mordecai Noah, a disgusting Sephardic Jew who was a judge in the US legal system and was involved in influencing the Zionism movement, again right after Napoleon gave them Palestine. Scripture is their zionist world domination plan. One world government "no wars all peace" is their plan. Universalism is their plan. Love and light is their plan. Manifestation mentalism style is their plan. Fools. Why do you think I cam to such conclusions after over a decade of study on this stuff. You're all way off with what's going on. The Jewish state MUST exist for their messianic prophesy to come true, hence why we go from Napoleon (even back to the crusades to remove the Turks from Palestine which were a Jewish Zionist plot too) to Hertzl (and the others before him listed above) to Hitler to where we are today 78 years later. It's important to grasp because it answers the questions about how manifesting works. That's WHY I talk about it here because it's necessary. Calling out the disgusting filth called Sephardic Jewish parasites who became who we know as the banking families of Rothschilds, Warburgs, Goldman (Sachs) family, Pereries, Lehmans, Schiffs, and others I've got in my notes I can't recall off the top of my head.

The entire basis of "I AM" (God) comes from Jewish supremacism and Kabbalistic interpretations of Judaism which was always a Zionist plan which we see having played out exactly on schedule over centuries of parts being moved into place. The messiah is in itself a pollical power, which people believe in and are moved to support through the filthy Jewish parasites creating the problems we see to offer then an alternative to the conflicts, peace and unity. Sounds so wonderful doesn't it. they're psychopathic filth and need to be exterminated, not put up in jail, but tortured beyond imagination and exterminated. Nothing less will suffice. Think of all the conflicts we see going on, and now target the root of the problem, Zionist plans hidden in scripture, there it is. Someone to read would be Christopher John Bjerknes who's expanded even deeper on what I already went into years ago and I was surprised to hear this guy writing about points I'd found nowhere else which I thought I was the only one who understood. The disgusting filth needs to be hated more, WAY MORE, else we be compromising. Jewish persecution was manufactured over and over in order to further the plans to take Palestine to complete their Messianic prophesy. That's why 2030 is the end game, agenda 2030. No surprise. That's why ID checks are being rushed out in federal policy in the US legal system right now and in Aus locally we've got federal policy that's been extended since I believe it was 2002 all the way through till today where it's made permanent. This policy is that anybody in the country is legally required to accept being interrogated without warrant and to have no voice in even mentioning it happened else it's 5 years in prison. This is all for US and not for them. You fools. Manifestation isn't a reality controlling thing it's vital supply/demand and thematic currents that drive everything. I'm way over this "we don't control the collective trajectory" trash I use to talk about because obviously the filth who want us all eradicated love the idea of seeing themselves as God and to do exactly what the Kabbalistic manifestation doctrine speaks of. NG was a stupid puppet who preached a Zionist plot disguised as metaphysical alchemical transformation. It's all a scam and nobody proved that but me, again. Why? Because I feel constant pressure to find answers to questions nobody can answer. That's the only reason why.

John Calvin. Martin Luther. These figures were Zionist puppets as well. How can we prove this? Well most of these crypto Jews change their names. Most revolutionaries are crypto Jews it's the common thread throughout over a millennia of history that's well documented. Bolshevism, Nazism, they're all offshoots of Zionism. Back to the reformation, it's the same thing. The reformation was another stage where Martin Luther was seen as John the Baptist who was a sign before the messiah would come, hence the story of John in the gospels. Every character in the gospels plays a role in their plan. John Calvin was actually named Jean Cohen, and is someone who preached "Calvinism" which was basically that God is in control of everything. That's a Jewish idea, and is the idea of most metaphysical systems that deal with divine processes like RS use to. I no longer subscribe to this idea since I've proven that history isn't written by God but by a bunch of disgusting parasites called Kabbalistic Jews. That's why when I connected palindromic sequencing and when the revelations of scripture as a messianic Zionist plan, it became obvious that divine providence is another false narrative that's preached by Jewish Kabbalists to keep us dumb goy safe in our own little bubbles believing that it's all predestined. That's what ALL alchemy teaches, it's a fixed trajectory of individuation on a psychological level where you become God. That IS a Jewish idea. The systems that existed before then weren't really the same thing but were similar. If I cam prove that history is predictable based on events that these people play out and it's lining up with their script then it also destroys this stupid idea that we live in a predictive simulated reality. Yeah there's events in history that are very difficult to explain using what we know now, like blobs of jelly falling from the sky back in what I believe is the 1200's as well as the more obvious examples like what's under Antarctica being mapped from civilizations that date to over 3 centuries ago. There's no accidents with this history, the megaliths, the giants, fossils, there's just a ton of data that makes you question the uniformitarian view of history and yet at the same time the Jewish plans can be clearly proven to go back centuries and have continued throughout time without interruption so this idea that there's sections of time that have been erased is stupid. There are events where whole regions of the US which were renamed and effectively wiped off the records and made to seem like they never existed from a certain point onwards but it wasn't literally erasing history. That's not able to be proven. The ancient calendar systems all established within 60 years of each other were established to act as monuments to the plans of the Zionists, and not some secret code of the simulation that reveals when reality would break down or whatever. That cannot be proven, though the historical events that play out in predictable patterns where seemingly whole populations of people vanish likely comes into this spectrum of what I just explained, coinciding with natural environmental changes likely according to solar activity if anything else. Can I prove that? No, nobody really can PROVE it, but we can prove the trends in the history that's well established going back several centuries and look back and still see those trends hold up, so it must operate according to this model. That's why palindromic sequencing is very accurate, because it's following the plans of the filth who want us eradicated. That's the common thread that cannot be refuted by anybody on earth. I've got more than enough data to destroy anyone who thinks otherwise 100% of the time just like I can disprove manifestation is NOT a mentalism phenomena and I can prove WHERE that came from and WHY it existed. That's why I hold ZERO respect for the cope coaches in this space, and see them ALL as ignorant morons. It's just the fact. They DON'T CARE about anything I've said here because it's not beneficial to them personally, it's not simulating, and therefore I stand alone in this whole space as the ONLY coach with common sense. It's just how things are, unfortunately. I didn't manifest this, neither did you. This plan existed before any of us and has fooled our ancestors hundreds of times over. Now they're about to win, and all this would've been for nothing, all because a bunch of filthy pedo Jews want to fulfil their "I AM" (God) plans to rule the world above YHVH. All the tens of thousands of hours I dedicated to studying this data and lived next to nothing of what you'd call an "abundant" life up until just a few years ago was all for nothing, all because of all the dumb goy who don't care and will block you for talking about things that are inconvenient. That's why I see the solution as eradicating the filth responsible, because who needs the masses to believe you. That's never going to happen, so we need to take responsibility into our own hands for our lives and make decisions which cross thresholds that are necessary. Eradicate the filth. Problem solved. We are not all one, nor does peace and love make your enemies bow before you. Don't be an idiot.

I'm going to copy part of page 15 that I wrote out on the 28/2/25 and point out another core piece of data.

"Nov 11th 1620, the Mayflower which carried 102 passengers to what they considered "New Jerusalem" or new England, the promised land so to say, wouldn't be saying such if they didn't identify as such. Before they left, they declared "IN THE NAME OF GOD, AMEN. We, whose names are underwritten, the Loyal Subjects of our dread Sovereign Lord King James, by the Grace of God, of Great Britain, France, and Ireland, King, Defender of the Faith. Having undertaken for the Glory of God, and Advancement of the Christian Faith, and the Honour of our King and Country, a Voyage to plant the first Colony in the northern Parts of Virginia"

John Robinson preached to those who were on this ship before they left this verse of Samuel.

2Sa 7:10 Moreover I will appoint a place for my people Israel, and will plant them, that they may dwell in a place of their own, and move no more; neither shall the children of wickedness afflict them any more, as beforetime,

He then said "God is calling you to a new Jerusalem". I mentioned John Cotton before I believe where he preached the same sermon to another group who were on their way to America but that's more supporting data for the fact that the whites of the British Isles considered themselves the Israelites and not the Jews. There's probably far more history back before this that I have yet to dig up and find. It's hard to find this stuff because it's buried. Samuel Morrison wrote a book according to a lecture I heard some time back but I don't know what the book is called so I can't verify this source since libgen is down and I can't download these books but he quoted "Cottons sermon was of a nature to inspire these new children of Israel with the belief that they were the LORDs chosen people destined if they kept the covenant with him to people and fructify this new Canaan in the western wilderness". If you read exodus and such early books you'll hear about how Canaan was a land promised to Israel among other lands of cursed seed. They had sabbath keeping laws back then too, from a puritan perspective that is. Obviously keeping the sabbath isn't going to save you but it's a point to make clear that they often followed the old testament laws, so they didn't believe the law was done away with like so many believe today."

This right here is another indication that the first settlers sent to North America were Jewish, and not white Israelites, like I use to believe before I recognized this point. This voyage was funded by Jewish interests and carries Jews on board. It looks like he knows his history, and this was another example of data I thought nobody else in the study space knew about because I'd never seen anyone cross it, just like I'd never seen anyone talk about Napoleon being the first to sign the land of Palestine to the Jews in 1799.

I need to dig out more of my data from Poland back in the same time period and how it became a base camp for the Jewish filth in Europe. I wonder if King Edward was a Crypto Jew too. Royalty was infiltrated back then by these people obviously for the same plans. I'll look into that when there's more time, I wish someone would give me a hand with this study since I only have so many hours a day and I need to complete much work. It's like a mad rush all the time. So much to complete. So little time. Kind Edward was the one who expelled the filth called Jewish banking family parasites( I should gather exactly which families were involved back then), and I wonder if this exodus was just planned just what happened with Hitler. Edward did end up providing the people massive financial freedom where they worked for 13 weeks a year and had tons of cash on hand and had so much time free, unlike today where the same filth are attacking us. We're told it's our assumptions that matter and yet back in these periods of time the whole working class went from broke to rich in a few decades. I wonder how they all changed their assumptions at the same time? The real answer is that they didn't, because availability was expanded and resources were no longer tied to massive debt. Just imagine how well we'd all be off without the filth leeching off us. You fools keep gaslighting yourselves about cash and completely ignore availability on that level. It's a fact that economic value goes way down in times when the collective trajectory is designed to leech tons of money off from us. Everybody in Russia had their money hyperinflated and they got ground up so badly all together at once. That's not masses of people assuming they're all going to lose their value but that they were victims of Zionist plots to destroy us, you fools, just like today. Fact. Cope harder or do something useful.

Here's something on Kind Edward.

"New findings from an 800-year-old trash dump in Oxford, England, show that in the face of extreme adversity medieval Jews in England managed to adhere, strictly, to kosher food laws as laid out in the Torah and, therefore, ate nothing but kosher foods. Jewish history in England began just after William the Conqueror became king in 1066 AD. Jewish communities thrived relatively undisturbed until 1290 AD when King Edward I released his “Edict of Expulsion.” After this time Jews practiced underground until 1656 AD when, according to the British Library, “a small colony of Sephardic Jews living in London was permitted to remain.” Finding Kosher Food Evidence in an Oxford Garbage Dump A new paper published by Prof. Julie Dunne"

You read that? Sephardic Jews. A small colony remained in London. Yeah, we probably know who that was, just like what Napoleon did. Same script over and over. I can predict it all the time because it's their exodus script. Whenever the Jews are persecuted it's because one of their own needs the Jews to be persecuted to further the Zionist plot to establish their homeland and "solve the Jewish question". I mean isn't that obvious now? Look at Palestine today. It's completely insane it's right in front of everybody, they created Hamas just like they created Nazism and Bolshevism and the French revolution and the early civil war in the US and they settled for Zionist plots as I quoted above from what was preached on the ship to the Jews. It's insane that people still believe in LOA despite all this history. It's the history that refutes the idea that scripture is correctly interpreted through the lens of psycho-spiritual doctrines of individuation because that's just what they believe about themselves. The promise that NG preaches was a Jewish supremacist message that he was too stupid to figure out. I figured this out in about a decade and did it all myself. Almost everybody disagreed and the ones who agreed really didn't get the details because they didn't study the depths of the data, just like how people read the notebook for manifesting knowledge and yet still can't apply any of it personally despite me telling them what to do FOR FREE!

None of the coaches in this space are real. If I came out with this data my channel would be either shadow banned or strike like my old one was for proving the holocaust never happened. The "burnt offering" was part of their script. These Jews are sick filth. The new thought alchemical revolutions of the modern world that's so called "real" spirituality because it appeases everybody and offends nobody and that it's psychological is just another trap and I've been in the depths of that and have revealed those depths fully for all to see. It's just another Jewish fable, Look at all the trash going on now. All of this is planned just like every other instance I've pointed to and many more I've not mentioned. This is the end of their plan to put their Messiah into governance over the one world order. This is right around the corner. All those revolutions, mass deaths, all the horrific things you know happened in our past, that's on the way very very soon and you're either going to live because you learned from me or you'll suffer and cease to exist because you're too stupid and fell for the mentalism manifestation doctrine of "I AM" I dedicated my best years to studying and proving doesn't exist. There is no eternal life, it seems. All of those functions can be explained without aetheric bodies.

All great minds in history were white. You're reading from one right now. Jews have never created anything great and instead went out of their way to plagiarize and steal and manufacture so called great minds to prove they're intelligent and cultured. Nonsense. These people were continually said throughout history going back to the Egyptians that they're genetically inferior and are incapable of creating anything of worth. Look around. What do you see? We carry the light. They don't. They can't. These Sephardic Jews are incapable of creating higher sciences, culture, art, anything of value. All they do is destroy and they live for this function. Manifestations another one of the false doctrines created by this filth, this cancer, this parasite, in order to mess with the lives of us who just want to live in peace. Actual peace. That's all we really want. We cannot have it so long as the Jewish supremacist exists. It's only because they own politics and the media, Murdoch media, that we believe what we do to the contrary of the facts. When I was in 10th grade of school, I literally was in classes for a few weeks in the first semester that we were taught that Rupert Murdoch owns all the media companies by the school. I mean what? That back then was no surprise to me because I already knew that anyway. People didn't believe me, not until it was put in front of their faces by someone else of seeming higher authority. Welcome to how RS was born. It was created to destroy all opposition which sought to preach false doctrines and systematically prove how everything we believe is wrong. Disproving LOA was the biggest issue because it was the one paradigm that could have an excuse to avoid discussion or proving wrong these facts. Now I've decoded the mechanics and they have nothing to stand on. That's why I hold no respect for anyone in this space who preaches mentalism and every client who comes through my door needs a reality check on how these mechanics work because 99% believe that thinking creates reality but it can't. NG was also wrong, because he said that you must do it in love, and yet the highest influence Jews in the world who literally are responsible for most of our major historical events over millennia hate us and want us dead.

So yeah, what do the alchemists have to say now? What can they point to as refutation to what RS has proven systematically? Oh that's right. Nothing. It's game over, yet nothing will change anyway, because it's too late for that. Too many dumb goy. The fury for the higher ideal is the ONLY thing that made this possible. Nothing else works. The higher ideal for the Jew is why the world is the way it is and your personal struggles which are a part of the wider problems only demonstrate the power of supply/demand and threats to pull people's behavior into line through social conditioning. Nobody wants to pay tax, everybody knows it just funds foreign wars and black military ops, and yet we're forced to comply. I mean hello? You know that means you're living in fear right? Nobody lives without fear, you're under duress all the time unconsciously every day of your life because of these filthy parasites and yet you cope to deal with it just like the LOA crowd wants you to. Ignore the issues that you're not responsible for and live in whatever way stimulates your desires. How stupid. That's exactly the ideology the enemy would love to become normal for our people, because it's the perfect way to forever keep us as victims of our own ignorance. Too bad those close in my private groups and immortality group still disagree with much of my stance on this. I don't care though. The doctrines they follow have roots in Judaism as has been demonstrated and the false history they believe is sponsored by the winners. No surprise they're too conditioned to figure out what's going on and how to resolve it. Manifestation isn't the solution, manifestation is the mechanics of how this all works and that's vitality mechanics. The vitality is being leeched off every one of us, and yet we cope and deny the influence it has because approaching the real issue involves radical change that is threatening to their safety and so avoiding that issue is the default response. No surprise there, and yet that's what the conditioned response wants, passivity and cope. So as I've said over and over, until threats are put against the source of the issue, like an abusive SP, then they won't ever change because the supply/demand mechanics incentivize their continual degeneracy without consequence. Keep coping and find out what happens, just like has always happened throughout history. Hundreds of millions of people destroyed who could've lived abundant lives. All crushed because of a handful of parasites who should've been turned to ash before they took over Egypt. My point stands tall as a shadow cast on your back yard every moment of every day reminding you of the inevitable end of this cycle and the fulfilment of the messianic prophesy. Until you face that shadow head on, nothing will change that inevitability and it will all be for nothing. You will cease to exist, just like the rest of us. Is that what you want? Get real. If it doesn't happen with our complete destruction by 2030 then it'll be 2040 which is what palindromic sequencing says is the next major die-off event but 2030 is most certainly when the end will be. If you don't do something useful to solve it then, well, you know. Good luck. It's game over for humanity. No joke. Dead serious. They want all the goy destroyed in 12 minutes (as is said by Rabbi Eliyahu/Vilna Gaeon) from the edict of their messiah which following will have a 7 year period to clean up all the dead people. How will they do that? Take a guess. I'm not going broke over those words. Screw that. All the coaches will get schooled before that happens. I got nothing to lose anyway. I'm honestly furious beyond belief. If you're not you're part of the problem. Get schooled.

20/4/26

So this will be quick and easy. I simply need to say it like this. Whenever you feel dissatisfied and know growth needs to happen that's been delayed you will find yourself seeing different opportunities in the same circumstances. You will feel the dissatisfaction and it will make certain things stick out in the contrast you feel. This is "what" the experience of going through embodiment into a higher state is like. It's NOT about feeling like you "already have it" in a relaxed place, that's the EFFECT that comes in the end where you've lived into the state fully. People trying to fake that are not going to get any results ever. That's impossible. Growth comes from root pressure moved correctly according to the fixed higher ideal in your thematic sequencing. This is an individual thing, though you impact the people around you according to the state you operate from. When you adjust state you move into that being your trajectory as opposed to the trash. This is where the translation mechanism kicks in with predictive modelling of the Hun and makes thoughts pop into your mind that would correspond to the manifestations you have. It's like the automatic spontaneous thoughts you have come through as an effect of being INVOLVED in that pathway that's "predictive" of the end outcome you're targeting as the higher ideal. That's where the growth is had. So walking that pathway cascade so to speak has a predicted pathway end to it, not a probability, but a trajectory of where you're operating from now relative to all the variables at play, like an equation, and that's where your spontaneous thoughts can manifest which have impact on other people. At least it seems that way based on all the isolated variables we're analyzing here. The aetheric body stuff is basically a cosmological abstraction of this mechanism above, and the visual and auditory and all the sensory imaginal openings that happen spontaneously like flashes and like visions of things that are implied as available or not when involved in that pathway will correspond then to events that manifest in future.

I think that's a pretty simple way of explaining it, provided you know the language of course. I had an email from someone last night, likely who hasn't read any of my notebook, but they told me about someone called "Sri Aurobindo" who is an Indian revolutionary involved in the Indian independence movement from the time he came back to India which was "under British rule" and advocated for violent revolution and was involved in bombings at one point, or at least members of his younger brother's group was who ended up killing 2 supposedly innocent women in attempts to kill a judge. I have nothing against this idea of force (not against innocent women though), in fact, but let me piece the parts together. He was ALSO involved (as was the subject of the email from this person) in creating a system called supermentalism, which was incorrectly worded by the one who wrote the email because apparently it's called supramental instead of supermental. So this suprementalism was a system much like psychological alchemy, but here's the kicker. This guy early on was involved with Kabbalistic Sephardic Jews. So connect the dots here. He was a revolutionary, he was involved in Lurian Kabbalistic Jews (some of the most supremacist Jews out there) and he created a model of mentalism and spiritual expansion. Now his system is actually far better than LOA by miles since the emailer told me that they resonated with my work because I tell people to act with fury. This model apparently has this same idea, so I can agree, though the cosmology surrounding that is obviously an issue. This guy has more history that I'm not studied on but my brief study reveals he was likely a bad actor in this whole plan of scripture and was used like NG was by the Kabbalistic Jews. This is where most of the systems of mental spiritual expansion even came from after all. The idea that you are God IS a JEWISH idea. FACT. It's the root of Zionism too, Jewish supremacy via seedline and cosmology attached to that as being the only people of God where everyone else are animals. That has been turned into "good and bad" mental states, which is just an abstraction to take away from the real meaning that they personally apply themselves, but seeing yourself as God and seeing everyone else as puppets is EXACTLY what the Jewish ideology is. People quote Bezos when he said he saw himself as a God, who by the way is a kabbalist himself, much like Trump. Trump in one of his biographies has literally said he studied Kabbalah, the Jewish supremacist form, not the mystery tradition of alchemy and individuation, at least not like we'd think. Most of the big names in politics are the same.

So this Sri Aurobindo guy comes under that category for me. They almost always end up in the same boat. Why do I believe he was part of the Jewish plots to destroy all the goy? Because his attitude towards the "British rule" was almost certainly part of the exodus plot. The Indians USE TO have more culture but were destroyed like the rest of us via this exodus plan I've gone over. They create conditions that lead to persecution and revolutionary acts and then this justifies regime change and shifts in people involved. Jews get persecuted and so Zionism moves forward. They NEEDED the continual persecution narrative to establish "the Jewish question" which led to the transfer agreement and thus modern Israel. This guy LIKELY played a role in that considering all the connections he had. I'm not saying he was but it wouldn't surprise me. I don't think I care enough to do deeper study on this guy but I'm almost certain that he was involved in malevolent agendas to some extent, even if not consciously, he was used and or influenced by Kabbalists which was the story of NG preaching a false doctrine of scriptures. I am almost certain that Abdullah was similar too, with his involvement in pushing forward the "spiritual sciences" so to speak. I KNOW what he taught and I know that a vast majority of how you'd decode his claims are via thematic translation mechanics which have been marketed as proof of other bodies and such. It seems like that to someone who experiences something like "astral projection" where you look down on yourself, but the subjective nature of it all in essence also demonstrates this point because Blavatsky and her theosophical writings speak about silver cords and all this which neither myself or anyone who claims to have experienced it have mentioned, though NG mentioned it and so that proves to me that he was either making this up or he read her work and was influenced into that subjective interpretation of this experience as he had it. The alchemist claims to have been able to walk through doors and see what's on the other side and to also open doors PARTIALLY (like his grip on the handle was slippery and difficult to grab in a sense) in his aetheric body as well as other things but he's never spoken about going far from his body. My experience of having done this multiple times and having decoded the mechanics of what leads to so called astral projection is different from what we're told and has clearly explained to me that how it's taught isn't really a thing at all. I was never able to move outside the vicinity of the house I was in at the farthest, and usually the room or just outside the room like being in a hallway would've been where this "thick heavy" feeling would've washed over me and led me to being unable to move any more beyond that. You will also notice that lucid dreaming and astral projection can be triggered with the same things. I've read books on all this stuff years back and I've spoken to people about their experiences and texts they've read and it's always the same idea. It's that you stimulate yourself with something that shocks awareness while in a sleepy state and that snaps you into awareness either to lucid dream or either to astral project as it's called. These things can be explained using the mechanics I've said before, including seeing people doing things that you'd otherwise be unable to see and seeing through walls. Keep in mind that the seeing through walls is often as outlines and not detailed visuals where you could read small words on pages. It's like a vague "highlighted" outline of what's beyond it more or less and not literally like x ray vision where you see normally but without certain walls or barriers blocking line of sight. It's that even when people do qigong and they see things or hear things it's because the shen is activating and lucid experiences happen. I had this happen often when I did qigong daily down at the waterfall in the forest. I would hear voices and see sparks and things when I did my sets and that was something that stuck with me for years. I can explain all of that with thematic translation and the mechanics of how the Hun builds a cosmological experience for the Shen to involve in. It takes the same predictive pathway of known variables of operation that are available to work with and it creates a scenario that makes sense of them. This is what all forms of "dreaming" really are, including lucid dreaming and astral projection or seeing through walls and all this stuff.

You will find that most of the cosmologies around this are inconsistent, and they vary with the details of the experiences, but what lies true is how you get there and the mechanics of the methods applied. They always work this mechanism, and the variances are put down to "subjective synthesis" which IS the translation mechanism of the Hun which can overflow into the waking open eye consciousness via Gazing for example. The reason why advanced gazing is so powerful at making these things play out is that it works that mechanism so clearly and I'm the only one it seems who's decoded that. Nobody else talks about it who writes these books about how to do these things or who make videos on it or who lecture or whatever on these subjects. They all lack mechanical depth, and simply explain everything through convenient abstract cosmological interpretations that are always a subjective interpretation which can be explained as different through subjective synthesis. That in itself should raise red flags. The theurgy process in itself is also a subjective phenomena but it's far more impactful because you're basically over the period of weeks building an inner environmental cosmology deliberately by placing all the parts together to have that come through you and challenge you when it's ripe, which is when the currents overflow and activate that subjective synthesis you've established. Those are the working mechanics I've decoded. It's not really magical, but it's very challenging though. When performed correctly can replicate visceral experiences that challenge your state and force you into immense pressure because that's what you build up to explode over time when the Hun overflows. Gazing + the theurgy work + taking substances that further ripen these states to spill over can manifest what would be a climax like a visceral theurgic experience the same way. Any form of exposure to heightened awareness under pressure as I've explained is a form of theurgy, as I decoded the methods the alchemist taught me as how to apply these functions and "do" the inner alchemy. Having been through higher levels of his order than I had access to even just a year ago now has made it clear to me that the theurgy process is simply working this same mechanism and that what seems to be the interaction with divine intelligences and ceremonial magic as it's called is the same thing as I'm talking about before. Your Hun overflows into the waking consciousness and you see projections of non physical phenomena into the world and this is passed off as how you apply and experience the mystery systems of inner alchemy.

I am not saying there's no benefit to this, but in many cases people will just get tripped up on that and still avoid the real work of acting without compromise and involving in necessary ways in life. So that's why I also point to scripture as a Jewish supremacist plot because over the years of me decoding the REAL meaning of these texts it's clear that the seeming magic about alchemy is just the overflow of Hun into the Shen to generate what would be considered mystical experiences. The phenomena of manifestation works through effectively the same mechanisms too, though it's more practical. Predictive pathway procession if we'd call it that works the mechanisms of manifestation though this also operates through the aether and is very real. I still cannot prove if there really are spiritual intelligences as we'd think of them in the aether but I can prove that this model explains manifestation. It's highly likely that what we'd consider life after death isn't really a thing, I've been over those accounts. Most of it can be explained with the same function as dreaming, and so we can conclude that it's MOST LIKELY that life after death to some extent isn't what the mystery systems claim it to be, if at all. I will not make solid claims there yet since there's still questions I have to prove but the trend to me is still clear relating to the overarching cosmology surrounding where most of these ideas exist and come from to be just another abstraction to fool people into usually paying money to the guru who will teach it. I've been through all of that from the inside and have revealed it all, at 26. Wow.

The Jews themselves operate physically. If manifestation and non physical reality and psychic warfare was really a thing they'd be using it you'd expect, though I see no data that proves this to be the case. Everything that's implemented comes from the mechanics RS has outlined.

This Sri Aurobindo guy should be studied more as a case for how these actors can be involved in moving forward Zionist agendas under the guise of spiritual doctrines. I've proven Sadhguru is a Jew puppet. I've got him on video in multiple cases talking to WEF leadership saying he wants less people in the world. He is boosted in YT and makes tons of cash like a false guru who has no idea what he's talking about, just like the rest. They're all charlatans who know nothing of real truth and just serve to peddle this so called spiritual trash to keep people pacified and avoiding their real feelings of rage towards Jewish supremacy which is healthy and functional and necessary for change. None of the spiritual systems have an answer to Jewish supremacy, likely because they all serve it, and that's the primary reason why I do not see any of those systems as what they claim to be. I'm probably again, one of the few if only people on earth who gets that. Nobody in LOA gets it, nobody who teaches manifesting gets it. As usual, I'm the only one. Isn't that an interesting trend. People don't want to hear these things though, even including my followers who are loyal who are challenged by these words. That's just how it is, I change when I need to as I don't stay locked into dysfunction and trash.

So this guy Sri Auro, he worked with a Sephardic Jewess called "the mother". I read last night that she was involved in Lurianic Kabbalah, which is a hardcore Jewish supremacist doctrine.

There's a book written called "The Divinization of Matter: Lurianic Kabbalah, Physics, and the Supramental Transformation" which apparently goes over Sri Auro and his Lurianic Kabbalah interpretation. Kabbalah is 100% at root a Jewish supremacist ideology, and the overlap between seeming alchemical systems occurs through metaphysical alstractions. Of course there's overlap, no surprise when you're dealing with processes of so called consciousness.

There's another book called "The Mother: A Life of Sri Aurobindo's Spiritual Collaborator". The blurb is: "In 1914, a Frenchwoman named Mirra Alfassa arrived in India and met the revolutionary-turned-philosopher Sri Aurobindo. She would come to be known as the Mother, Sri Aurobindo’s spiritual collaborator and the guiding force behind his ashram in Pondicherry. Born into a family of well-to-do Ottoman Jews, Mirra’s early life was shaped by art, intellectual inquiry and a longing for spiritual awakening. Her journey took her across countries, from Paris and Algeria to Japan and finally India, where she embraced a vision of unity that transcended national and cultural boundaries. Declaring herself ‘Indian by choice’, she sought to harmonize the wisdom of the East with the modernity of the West. Based on Peter Heehs’s extensive research in the archives and libraries in France, Israel and India and his vast knowledge of Mirra’s writings and talks, The Mother is a captivating portrait of a foreign-born woman who made India her home and left an indelible imprint on it."

So right there gives us clues. I don't have the time or case to study these texts currently but there's certainly some data here to support what I've been saying about the core threads when put into context according to historical trends. Tie this into NG and his story of "the law".

There has yet to be a SINGLE revolutionary act since ancient Rome that wasn't organized by the Jewish supremacists. They have the exodus script for a reason, so why would Sri Auro be any different? Yeah there were certain powers throughout the history since Rome that pushed back against Jewish supremacists, such as the Vlad the Impaler I went over before but they didn't last long. Prussia got ground up hardcore and now we have communist Russia in the modern world as a warped state of what Slavic life use to be. They were hardcore those people I tell you.

So Hitler was playing the role of Haman, who was put into power to further the exodus plan. That's how Israel was formed. It's not divine revelation if it matches REAL history, not the fabricated history they want you to believe from the Christian view. That's all wrong. Hitler was Haman from Esther and his sons were Hung as well just like in the Nuremberg trials which mirrors scripture. The bible is a playbook. It's cycles of exodus mixed with the expansions of these other characters. You want proof? The 10 Nazis who were Hung in the trials mirrors the 10 sons of Haman. The whole thing was set up. Let that sink in. It's just like today with the current situation. It's all planned and that's always been the case since Rome. The story of Haman is exactly what Nazi Germany turned into. They had this scripts in Esther set up thousands of years ago ready for the right time to play it out, right when they took Palestine and turned it into Israel. That's irrefutable facts, along with the Hebrew calendar lining up with passages as years on that calendar. 1948 corresponds to Deut 30:5. Facts that NOBODY in the alchemy space will ever explain, and if they do they'll say it was the higher power acting through us, like I use to, which doesn't work as we know now. If that is true, then it means that greater process wants to eradicate all non Jews, and that cannot be true, else God deserves to die. It's like the quote that 2B said at the opening of Nier Automata "Everything that lives is designed to end. We are perpetually trapped... in a never-ending spiral of life and death. Is it a curse? Or some kind of punishment? I often think about the god who blessed us with this cryptic puzzle... and wonder if we'll have the chance to kill him." That's almost the same thought I had before I had the 2 week manifestation spree. Seeing yourself as a God killer. It was because of that that I ended up here now crossing that threshold. Man that game use to be one means of expression through the crazy combat you could do, gliding through everything like butter and taking no hits. Wild stuff, that kind of movement awakens the God killer in me and absolutely skyrockets my vitality like you'd not believe. When I live in that fury I manifest massive results, and people show up who desire that from me. It's easy.

So remember, Herzl and Rudolf Hess who I mentioned earlier, they actually said that anti-Semitism was a good thing. Why? BECAUSE THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT THEIR EXODUS SCRIPT. NG was a useful idiot who brainwashed millions of people into believing in spiritual realities that don't exist. Scripture is NOT a psycho-spiritual doctrine. Heck even the alchemist said that not everything in scripture is actually alchemical either. Anyone with brains can see that. I've always said that scripture must have SOME historical basis and my thoughts about Christ existing physically as a leader who ended up moving up north with his associates was wrong. The research was there, and it had a trail, but it didn't mean what I thought it did. The apostolic system of Christianity leading into the entire Arthurian cosmology was just another expression of these false doctrines and was almost certainly manufactured. "Zionism in the age of the dictators" is a necessary read if you want to go over the source of much of this data. He was the one who made aware that the Jews saying that "Hitlerism has perhaps saved German Jewry, which was being assimilated into annihilation. At the same time, it has made the world so conscious of the Jewish problem, that they can no longer ignore it". Right there is the Jewish supremacists speaking and making fun of us all. This quote was written by a Jew called "Nachman Bailik" as the so called "poet of Zion". Bailik saw the Jews as the superior race, which is why he spoke of assimilation. The problem was manufactured by the scriptures by which the solution was then put into place which benefits them. The Jewish supremacist elites put their own kind into harms way and persecution in order to justify their own acts to further the exodus script and the overall messianic plans. That's just the facts that nobody in the LOA space who preaches that scripture is metaphysical alchemical fact can deny. Heck, I'm still the only one who knows how to correctly interpret that side of it, the alchemy, and yet that's still not correct, so it's like the audience is just too stupid to figure it out. They're so dumb, so conditioned, so demoralized and depleted that there's no chance to help them.

That's why the only message I can say on cam now is the expansion doctrine of involve and work the mechanisms above I explained. That's really the only correct message I can speak of without the false cosmologies getting in the way. I've got 3 videos planned out so expect them to show up real soon.

Oh yeah. You want irrefutable proof by the way of Hitler being Haman? Here it is. This will force you to accept the facts that I'm speaking and leave behind everything you know about psycho-spiritual doctrines to cross the threshold into the facts of reality as it is. There's a paper called "The American Jewish world" and this issue was published in 1939 on March 3rd. This is volume 27 issue 27. It's written by a man named Alfred Segal and he quotes "There are those who have told me that Hitler is the modern reincarnation of Haman (who's melancholy death is being observed the evening of March 4 and the day March 5) ((this was the Jewish date celebrating Purim which is about the death of Haman AKA the Jew puppet to further their Zionist supremacist agenda)). Destiny weaves the rope... an elaborate rope indeed ((the script at play to further their agenda)), woven of golden strands that connote glory and crimson strands that are for blood and white strands that are for righteousness ravished and innocence dispelled. Then one morning Destiny will arrive with her rope... ((hanging to fulfil the script of Haman)) "Your rope, Herr Hitler, It is time for the hanging.""

So that right there, that's clear proof of the Jewish supremacist script being known since the start. Any doubts now? It's literally right there. We need to ERADICATE THIS FILTH! These Jewish supremacist lineages need to be completely exterminated off the face of the earth permanently. There's more proof I can quote but do I really need to? Ah screw it. Schooling time. AGAIN.

Herbert J. Miles. "Haman and Hitler". This was an article written in a paper called "word and Way" on July 5th 1945. This was right before the war ended. He quoted "It is indeed interesting to compare the most recent prosecutor of the Jews, Hitler, with one of four hundred B,C, Haman," "Haman's plan to kill the Jews boomeranged and he Haman was hanged on a gallows on which he planned to hang a Jew (Mordecai). Hitler's plan to externimate Jews (and all other undesirables) boomeranged and his invention of Panzer Divisions and bombing of cities came against him, and crushed his cities, enslaved his people and caused his own death (we hope). And so history repeats itself once again. Once again the great promises of God has been vindicated. Here we have fresh and convincing evidence that God still keeps his word. His word. He promised Abram (the father of the Jews) saying, "I will bless them that bless thee, and curse them that curse thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed." Genesis 12:3, While all the ancient people have disappeared the Jews have survived. God has blessed all the nations of the earth in a Jew-Jesus Christ. A careful study of history will reveal that the nations who have protected the Jews have prospered and those who have persecuted the Jews have suffered. The nations of the old world that cursed the Jews have passed into the pages of history."

Well right there we have another example that's plain and obvious that links Haman and Hitler of scripture as well as many references to cycles throughout history. God keeping his promise is the Jewish plan being fulfilled. That's why I said whenever it talks about God it's talking about their own people acting. That's why the "burning bush" wasn't magical but actually a homo act between Moses and "God". That's also why he talks about his "backs" and that nobody sees his face and pillars and rocks and all that. That symbolism isn't alchemical, even though the alchemist did say that many of these texts that talk about alchemy are about "The Gods doing "naughty" things". Now you might know what the water coming out of the rock in the desert means. It's disgusting really. That's how these people think. This is the world we live in. It's insane. Read Exodus and the other books of the Torah (books of the law via Moses) and you'll see all this symbolism correlating with what happens in the world today. That's really what it is. It's not a metaphysical text, it's not a text about psychological expansion, it's about Jewish supremacy, and that's why Jewish supremacists exist and are in the position they're in today as we all see and is why the world all collaborates to further this plan. 2030 is the end. Tick Tok. Clocks ticking day by day. What are you doing about it? Use your voice and organize into groups to eradicate the filth that want us all ritually sacrificed to fulfil their degenerate Jewish supremacist messianic plan.

"Nor is Zionism free from its share of responsibility. There was a time when it used to be the fashion for Zionist speakers (including the writer) to declare from the platform that “to be a good Zionist one must first be somewhat of an anti-Semite." - Haym Greenburg. A Jewish supremacist.

Yeah what do you think that means? It's the exodus plan. Manufacture the persecution. Benefit. You want more proof? I'm just getting started. I've got over 200gb of data on Jewish supremacy I've gathered since 2018. Nobody in this space has more data on this than me. Let's pull out the big guns and destroy any doubt.

This is from Emil Ludwig in "The Sentinel" written October 31st 1935. ""Hitler will be forgotten in a few years, but he will have a beautiful monument in Palestine. You know," and here the biographer-historian seemed to assume the role of a patriarchal Jew-"The coming of the Nazis was a rather welcome thing." "As for the Transfer Agreement, Herr Ludwig remarked, "Hitler was certainly the Shylock in this transaction." "But Hitler has built a beautiful monument for himself in Palestine. In a few years he will be gone and forgotten, but in Palestine the thousands of German Jews who have emigrated there since his regime went into effect have con- tributed the scientific and professional ferment that will enrich the entire Yishub for our German Jews were hovering between two coasts; so many of them were riding the treach- erous current between the Scylla of assimilation and the Charybdis of a nodding acquaintance with Jewish things. Thousands who seemed to be completely lost to Judaism were brought back to the fold by Hitler, and for that I am personally very grateful to him."

Right there. That ties in the other quotes about assimilation, Zionism (emigration and Palestine) and the support for Hitler as a figure of Zionism. He literally said that the Nazis were "a rather welcome thing". If that doesn't scream Jewish supremacy and biblical plot of Haman as Hitler via exodus then I don't know what does. There's no denying the fact that the bible is a Jewish supremacy text and not alchemical as the "true" interpretation. NG was straight up wrong, and his alchemy was still lacking even from his own view. What defense of manifestation as a psycho-spiritual doctrine is there now? It's dead. I've done it.

When Ludwig spoke about "brought back to the fold by Hitler, you have the story of Christ there too. A figure who dies to serve as support for the Jews. His own use him and then kill him to save them. "My sheep hear my voice" as in those who need to die for the plan, the Jews who were killed to serve the agenda, and the goy themselves too. It's all there. When Christ said to the Jews that they weren't of his sheep he was saying that they're not the ones who will be slaughtered to serve the purpose. They use these terms for a reason.

We have till 2030 until we're all going to be destroyed like they've done before, except it will be the final extermination just like I quoted before. 12 minutes to kill us all off. That's their plan. Do you want that? No. Do something about it, you're one of the handful of people on earth who know this. Your "desires" are irrelevant. The desire should be a higher state, to manifest your own survival and the thriving of you and your people against the filthy Jewish supremacists. https://realitysynthesis.com/pages/aetheraeon-notebook-34

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