Aetheraeon Notebook 35

"Remain in the mental state defined as your objective until it has the feeling of reality , and all the forces of heaven and earth will rush to aid its embodiment. Your greater Self will influence the actions and words of all who can be used to aid the production of your fixed mental attitude." - Five lessons 1948 lecture

Pretty obvious now. What IF TCM is actually a hidden system of manifesting? What if scripture was never about that but TCM always was.

"And when I came back to New York City, friends of mine who knew me in the days when I never touched alcohol or smoking, . . I never acquired smoking. I tried it, and I couldn’t seem to get it. Alcohol I got!

Other things like, . . well, you name it; all these things I do, I trust not to excess. Sometimes to excess, yes; but nevertheless, I did it, to discover it didn’t hurt me at all concerning my spiritual advancement." - Gifts bestowed by God unknown lecture date

Yeah you sure did Neville. You got alcohol alright.

Looks like even NG spoke of his excess drinking in self admission.

"Q: Do we go through the earthly experiences again or do we…?
A: It’s just as real. To me, the world into which everyone goes is just like this earth here. I can’t see any difference between that world and this world. In fact, there’s only one world stretched out. It cannot be another world. It isn’t another world in spite of all the mediums of the world, in spite of all the priesthoods of the world, and all these things." - It is within 1965 lecture

Well that's an obvious quote. NG is saying there's one world. He literally said that. "there's only one world "stretched out". This can reconcile the things he talks about relating to "other worlds" while also saying there's one world. Isn't that interesting that he mentioned that there's one world in spite of all the mediums and such. These people are supposed to reveal things from another world, and so it seems he's talking about the "imaginal" world. The things I see when my imaginal senses open into my world would be what he's seemingly speaking of relating to other worlds. I don't agree obviously, but it's whatever. He still only spoke of one world though, so that's why the earth as we know it is what it is, even in his cosmology there's only this earth that we experience.

Got another reply from someone in the beta NG study program

"This message is from a higher level-
Calmly grounded writing - this week has been the most incredible of all my years- constant unfolding information , insights , revelations, deeper understanding/ remembering"

Big stuff huh.

I feel like I've opened up so much just in the last few days even more. It is cooler weather outside and I do better in that climate so that makes sense on some levels.

"Everyone is amenable to the same psychological laws which govern the ordinary hypnotic subject. He is amenable to control by suggestion. In hypnosis, the objective senses are partly or totally suspended. However, no matter how profoundly the objective senses are locked in hypnosis, the subjective faculties are alert, and the subject recognizes everything that goes on around him. The activity and power of the subjective mind are proportionate to the sleep of the objective mind. Suggestions which appear powerless when presented directly to the objective consciousness are highly efficacious when the subject is in a hypnotic state. The hypnotic state is simply being unaware, objectively. In hypnotism, the conscious mind is put to sleep and the subconscious powers are exposed as to be directly reached by suggestion." - Prayer the art of believing 1945 book

This one is just talking about settling the Shen. You're stabilizing the heart meridian with this whole "hypnotic state" stuff. If liver qi locks up because of the implication of the suggestion then this is useless, which is what I experienced and why I don't teach this method. It's useful for those who have agitated Shen from heart and or pericardium activation and stagnation without any other issues surrounding it. It CAN be helpful to stabilize liver qi stag and excess too if done correctly, but I'll say from my experience that's' very difficult to get to reliably. Unless you know the chain of influence of the pathways that are leading you into dysfunction then you'll just end up reacting automatically from the old state of lack. You'll trigger the compromise and you'll be buying into it unless you understand it properly, as in how you've been treated, how you've been compromising to keep to that expectation, and in the modern day the perpetuation of this against the best interests of a higher state. If and when you see all of this then you'll figure it out and be able to settle the liver qi and the Shen, so long of course as your kidney yin isn't massively deficient causing a baseline agitation. Your whole system is heated up in this state, and you need to cultivate base nutrients.

So any time you hear someone talking about hypnotic states, then you'll recognize that it's all just a change in the activation of the Hun and the Shen. That's it. You're anchoring the Shen into the blood of the heart, and that'll "sink" consciousness into the "SATS" state. When you're in this settled state, it's not that it's more magical in power, really, but more so that the Shen itself isn't going to be agitated and can experience these things imagined without contrast surfacing, which CAN settle a long term expectation of availability. If there's stagnation surrounding it then you'll have zero luck with this. SATS ALL depends on IF someone NEEDS that specific form of current settling vs another. Someone in excess SHOULD NOT be doing SATS, or they'll end up like me in the hospital on a drip because they'll destroy themselves with such excessive activation and amplifying stagnation like crazy in liver. Every stagnation on a psychological level will involve the liver qi locking up, which is generally why anxiety is a somewhat universal somatic response, because the liver governs smooth flow. If the liver is locked up then no matter what happens the Shen and or the Yi will be agitated and you'll lose the clarity of consciousness. This is the heart being heated from below like a pot of water boiling on a stove. It's really bad. Nobody who has stagnations that are excessive or blood stasis or powerful heat should be using SATS, they need functional discharge in more visceral open eye ways, Gazing is probably better for them, but ideally even other methods to more powerfully move that qi.

I can look at someone and just see their state, and how they move the world. I can read them like a literal book it's wild. With this view I can see WHY someone is in the position they're in, seeing the seeds of the currents unfolding through them, and the psychological assumptions move with that. It's wild.

I already feel within myself to be closer to the composition of currents back in like 2017. That vitality is clearly being established further already.

I believe that the feeling of being empowered and then falling back into the sinking lack is yin deficiency, which is why it's so unreliable and burns out fast. It's not excess yang because you'd dominantly live there, it's a spotty activation reliant on stimulus, which is a force catalyzing of Jing.

More "third eye" pulses. It's every day. When I'm in this state where the Shen is activated and stable it's more prominent, especially when I'm actually attaining higher insights.

If NG teaches revision then it's all correction of dysfunctional patterns in the field geo. That's all he's talking about really. If you react poorly and then revise it, you're just moving currents that were set into the movement of excess or stagnation or whatever else, and correcting that into balance. It's self maintenance.

The more I accept how I feel about so many things, in a sense that's more visceral and ACTUALLY moves current, the more clear my state becomes. You don't go part of the way, you go all the way. That's why I got the overnight result, because I went all the way truly from having massive root pressure.

30/5/26

Fantasizing feels good because of the stagnation. All the fantasies I'd play out with the scenes of ruthless combat between characters I'd make up made me feel so unimaginably alive, because all that current was moving that was just sitting there unconsciously clogging up the circuits. That fury was being made manifest into the art. That feeling rose heat in me, and it actually attracted people who wanted exposure to that through me. They'd want me over others because I had that intensity, and they'd feel that, because it was implying availability of the current they wanted exposure to so they could feel the unconscious conflict resolution.

Manifesting is 100% a current supply/demand phenomena. First person on earth to figure that out. Keep saying it. The fools in this space will never connect those dots, because it's all mind and imagination to these useless idiots. Yeah, useless dumb idiots. They've had years to contemplate but they're getting rewarded financially and socially so why expand? There's no need. That's competition for you.

Look at your own fantasies. You will find these present within yourself too, the things that are moving the most activating current and warm up your Shen. Be real and observe these and recognize what they're implying you're trying to experience, or on a current level, what you're trying to move, what themes of experience do these come from, how were you treated that's stemming this intensity into the act? Where is the pressure making you want to express fantasy, since the conditional overlay keeps your natural striving from responding to the world in a satisfying way, and so you fantasize in a safe space to feel those same currents. This is still cope, but you can learn from it, because that's where your pathway cascades operate.

If you excessively stimulate heart and you're lacking anchoring yin it can result in non psychological effects revealing that depletion. It's not ALL psychological, physical level depletion also reveals the comprise of these currents. I won't go into all those levels here but there's a lot and was the primary way I originally studied TCM when I was illiterate on the psychological level of analysis.

"Breaking continuity of being". That's a decent term.

The diaphragm is a "wing" that can fan the flames or put them out depending on how you use it. Raise it (physically lower it to draw in air) and it raises the flames. Sink it (opposite) and relax it down and it will put out the flames.

If you are deficient on yang (or dual deficiency with yin) or are stagnant to some extent that's still of low vitality, then you will attempt to overcompensate with excessive expression to combat this sensation of depletion in contrast to where you'd like to be.

I've observed the spleen qi seems to be tonified further when I move correctly. This is what I've observed clearly multiple times over the years when going in and out of these cycles. Activation is life, so long as it's anchored and not excessive relative to yin. The younger you are the more power you have, unless you restore substantive yin and express yang. If you're deficient on yang, then media is a way to generate that current through catalyzing Jing according to an affinity you have. Music in my experience is unimaginably powerful if correct.

"No matter what you own in this world . . if you owned the whole vast world, and all were your slaves, you could not command one slave in your world to eat for you and assimilate for you. You have to eat, assimilate and eliminate for yourself. You are a slave of the body that you wear, and you will wear it for the “four hundred years,” until that moment in time when you are called." - Predestined glory unknown lecture date

Well here's NG telling us that we all must eat and such to survive. Wow no surprise there. There's actually idiots who think you can overcome that. Yeah good luck. You're built out of the earth.

"Don’t for one moment forget this, when people tell you they need not suffer. They predict the sufferings of Christ. Only through suffering can you turn into Christ." - Prophetic blueprints 1963 lecture

If and when you properly value your vitality then you'll stop wanting to partake in trash and move forward for once. Those who have affinity for yang like I do, you MUST express this current in dynamic ways. Letting it stagnate will destroy you, like it did to me, and lead to deficiency and ruin your body. The consistency of this vitality reveals the state of your Jing. Spotty vitality is revealing depleted Jing.

This program is taking ages to complete. There's SO MUCH to organize, especially to do with the promise. The amount of quotes I've got to arrange is stupid. I've got over 200 pages of JUST his quotes and there's a LOT more to add.

31/5/26

My critical analysis of the power of the alchemist has revealed some things that I don't think most people are ready to hear. I've heard many of his stories, and recognize his age reversal, he looks at the youngest 24 at an age of almost 60. You could say he'd between 24-27. His look in 2016 looked younger, perhaps 24 consistently but now has slowly gone backwards I'd say to around 27. He has not stopped, it's reversed clearly but it's not stopped. His experiences with summoning lightning out of thin air was only seen by a handful of people, and unless I could get an exact date and time on when this happened then I cannot validate it outside of his Hun overflowing, which CAN happen in cases where currents are in abundance.

I KNOW that these currents CAN impact the world around us, considering that lights and even candles can be moved. I've seen it myself, and someone in the advanced gazing group I studied with for almost 7 years has spoken about the candles melting against gravity. I cannot verify this but I don't know the reason to make such up, considering I've seen seemingly impossible things happen myself. It's not something that can really be done consciously, but it does happen as a matter of sufficient vitality being present and sufficient heat and stagnation being spontaneously released like a flash. An impulse current in the aether can make sense of this. His age reversal must've been from a similar process, though isn't working the same as it use to, so perhaps he still ages but he's simply using Jing to its maximum capacity. My results with age reversal have been spotty, considering I know I've been depleting myself in various ways and still continue to accept that as a necessary evil in the study of RS. The power of the alchemist however, considering his vitality and his feats, and his knowledge, I will say must be very high, his vitality is probably one of the highest I know, rivalling anyone else I've seen.

So the kicker with all this is that it must be explained with the meridian dynamics and the interpretations of that on an alchemical level. We cannot discount that his work on the mapping of real alchemy on a physical level as a conjugate for the psychological state overlap process mirrors very closely to how TCM manifests these currents as our manifest biochemical nature. There MUST BE some form within the biochemical basis that can generate impulse currents at scaled frequencies proportionate with what's been integrated. There must be a biochemical substrate for this. The material must not be ignored, the spirit isn't separate and are one in the same thing functionally. Jing is literal nutrient the body uses to restore, as well as the capacity for that to manifest according to the chains of + charge "lines" through the field geo. Why do we have the structure that we do? Because there's a literal real field of overlapping magnetic fields and electrostatic fields that draw nutrient of opposing charges to their structure to "build" the body. This is how age reversal works,. and therefore vitality is aetheric pressure. Qi. Pressure and activation of yang current can be likened as the same thing. The effects we see in the world from advanced gazing and theurgy work where visual manifestations show up, as well as how the world around us can react to those things reveals that these phenomena are most likely electrostatic in phenomena. There is tension of the aether, voltage, even if it's monopolar and DC, which sounds impossible yet I've proven single line transmission of current through insulators. It's a thing, though it can only be done through propagating what's considered longitudinal magnetodielectric waves, or a phase conjugate interaction where larger waves which have a larger transverse spatial dimension are "condensed" into a more narrow and "piecing" wave front propagating the aether like a spear in a sharp fast and rapid pace with less "drag" vs a sail which catches the wind and moves a larger amount of the medium around it, like a fan blowing air in ascattered way. It's likened to a small jet of air shooting out in a focused manner vs a fan blowing air from the ceiling onto the ground. The narrow propagation will be able to "cut through" the air in a focused manner, in which the combined voltage and current capacity of each wave integrated propagating as one process can manifest these seemingly impossible phenomena.

I cannot fully prove this model, but it makes sense from all the data I've seen. The inconsistencies I've seen that don't line up with what the standard model predicts must necessitate a biochemical basis for the phenomena we experience, and that the aetheric body is an abstract concept to make sense of the physics I'm trying to explain. All these abstract idea must have physical basis, I do not see how they can't. I do not know the complete mechanism on a biochemical level but it must be there, else the experiences would be impossible. The phenomena of lights flickering the moment someone has a quirking in advanced gassing as well as the crystallization of the visual or auditory sensation in a non physical way must have a similarly causal overlap. I don't know how to do experiments to prove this outside of getting massive amounts of footage of someone doing advanced gazing who's experienced in a room with multiple indicators around like the candles and the lights within arms reach with a controlled environment to ensure no external variables would cause it. I've seen it happen on video I've seen from people doing even normal gazing though, it's out there if you look enough. Most people don't connect the dots and think the ghosts or whatever are doing it that they see. It's not the non physical beings doing it, it's their own current, and the phenomena of non physical beings will reveal themselves as an inner projection of the overlap of the Hun and the Shen, the aether and the source of perturbance generate these things. They're not magical, and the overlap of vital current surging the moment that a non physical interaction occurs, like a thaumaturgy experience in the ceremonial sense, these things have been demonstrated.

I use to believe that there were non physical beings out there but I honestly don't believe that to be the case considering my extensive experience I've had with this, and not taking mystical suggestions as all there is to explain such phenomena. Most people will point to stories they've heard, something they saw, NDE's or whatever to prove that, and yet all of those aren't outside these mechanics. Why do you think I had such a radical shift in view of the cosmology of RS. Jewish supremacy is always a dot that's ignored in those discussions especially relating to scriptural interpretation.

The more I go into these ideas the more a Pagan vitalist view seems to make the most sense, an elemental composition of various currents in that system, as personifications being the deities, would correspond likely to the thematics of Daoist systems. You'll ask how did these ancient people figure out these subtle seemingly non physical systems? Well most would say it was divine insight, revelation, though I'd prefer to say they came to such understanding through being more vital than we are generally and analogizing these ideas through these systems. If we look at examples of divine relegation that's claimed in the recent history that's been well recorded, we see nothing but frauds showing up or people who are sick and their currents are stagnant and surfacing as what they believe as divine revelation. These spiritual systems are the default interpretation because it's easy and convenient and all these complex cosmologies are created to make sense of it all, which really don't hold up. I've studied many different physical literal interpretations of scripture in depth, having written hundreds of pages on each alone, it's not something that most people really dive into because believing in one way over another puts you in a group where you can gain approval and be seen. I don't care, I just want to find the threads underlying all of this stuff, and so I'll change my view the second I recognize that I'm in a corner of incorrect interpretation and cannot explain it all. That's how deduction is really done, though seeing all the examples and connecting the dots. While it's the most difficult on a time investment basis, it's the most reliable and I'll be willing to apply this to attain higher understanding. People who preach some magical way of thinking to solve problems will always lack understanding and so I am always critical of such. Pure raw deduction is the most reliable way, because it's pure logic and has no way of refutation when all the dots are lined up clearly with all contradictions accounted for. The apophatic methods of negation of what's not to leave what's there remaining as the truth has yet to reveal a demonstrated reliable truth from such. Ken still fails to grasp much of what I've said here, as intelligent as he is. I don't care.

So we must recognize that if in the modern day, how we apply reasoning to attain clear conclusions, as a fundamental function of consciousness that really doesn't change, then how else could they have recognized such phenomena? The better question we need to ask is WHY? WHY DOES TCM exist? Why, not so much how, but why. What and who was involved in that. What was their reasoning for dedicating time for this? Well I know that various systems over time were also hidden as calendars for time events ticking down, which is how palindromic sequencing was recognized. If this is true, and reality is pre-destined on a collective level, then it's all mystical, but considering the people who manifest these things, Jewish supremacists, who follow the racial supremacist doctrine of scriptura as the ones acting on these timelines and doing things a physical way, then we must question are these calendar systems all simply translated hidden in plain sight calendars for events the Jewish supremacists are to carry out for all of us in the world stage? It must be questioned. I cannot prove it 100% but I can point to it as a likely outcome. The reality is that these people are acting according to a script of some form, and the script likely permeates multiple traditions, which go back to ancient Egypt and Greece. If the Odyssey which is dated to 6-700 BC is another time calendar system in disguise as alchemy (which is why there's overlap between systems who have similar thematics) then it must have started before then as an Oral system. The ancient Egyptian systems go back thousands of years BC and dating them exactly is very difficult. The OT scriptures are dated to 9th century but I believe there's texts even before then. I also believe that it was written completely in Greek and later became Hebrew. Scripture as we know it was originally a Jewish oral tradition, which dates back to ancient Egypt. The stories in the Torah of ancient Egypt likely point to what's happened to us today, and throughout time. The decay of the nations through the exodus cycle. Egypt was another victim, and the oral Torah is said to have gone back before 3300BC. Another 2500 year cycle.

The basis for spiritual doctrines being as clear cut as they claim SHOULD make you skeptical of such, considering there's so much money and power involved. The basis for the psychological interpretation of scripture is a new idea, not an ancient one, and the ones who carried this were the Jewish supremacists who were mentalists and not vitalists like the nations. This is why the exodus cycle of infiltration exists, to leech all the vitality of the people. It's just all pathogenic, this mentalist view of reality. The idea that there's a goal to be attained through spiritual expansion doesn't work. That's not to say there's no benefit there but the idea that you're going to become one with a higher nature of self from my experience isn't magical and the stories of the alchemist explaining his somatic experiences, and NG, all of this can be explained with meridian dynamics which break down into biochemical interactions, and aetheric currents manifesting as I've gone over before. I am not saying the biochemical nature is causal before aetheric either, quite the contrary in fact, but I will say that in the form we are in today, there's no accident about that. We do and must have this nature to us on these levels to correspond to the subtle. The subtle nature of the meridians have analogy to real structures, though systems like the spleen system in TCM clearly speaks of how spleen isn't the physical one. They're not overlapping even in their own system, the subtle and the physical, but relate on a functional level thematically. This is the thing that also must be recognized, because not EVERYTHING in TCM has physical overlap as the system itself claims. There to some degree or another is a seemingly non physical aetheric structure within us that "holds" these currents as like batteries which can be discharged THROUGH the biochemical structures on the physical. Jing on a prenatal level for example likely relates, the charges must exist between the structures on the biochemical level. The field geo that's + charge which forms chains which bions and somatids (and maybe chondriana) overlap as - charge which makes up why we have arms and legs in the way we do. It's genetic as coding for when waves extend and collapse. Genetics really is coding for various wave functions, like machine code for a CPU. I've seen this in plants. There's some common established code base that's shared between all life, proportionate self recursion. Plants and other life follow a threat of geometry that unfolds in a predictable pattern but starts and ends at different ratios. The nature of life that comes out of this depends on the code, and the nutrient used to build that life. The subtle aetheric therefore should be something that's related on the level of electrostatic waves which likely are what would exist a processes within processes corresponding to the code of the genetics which "builds" the field geo level by level over time. Human embryo develop in 9 months, for example.

There's no instant manifestation of anything like that out of thin air. These people are all full of trash and are illiterate on anything I've spoken about here. Please do keep in mind though, most of what I'm speaking of is still theoretical and has no extensive experimental data with isolated variables performed to find that but I believe it's possible. The LOA doctrines of mind creating reality is impossible, because the mind swims in the field geo, and arguably IS the field geo which is why Shen feels all sensations. You must separate these components and test them individually to establish mechanisms of action. Saying it's all mind is stupid and cannot be proven on any level ever, in fact it's the opposite.

Vitalism works. Nothing else does. Vitality has a direction it wants to move, into higher order, or in essence like nature to the organism it's comprising. It's almost all dysfunctional when you say that the mind manifests the world because everybody ages, even the alchemist seems to age despite not being close to his biological age. That's not a belief that 8 billion people should share without exceptions, like any other belief. There's SO MANY mixtures of beliefs, yet everybody ages. NG did say we all grow old and die and that's part of the structure of reality independent of us, like the world is and physics, so he didn't teach age reversal was possible, yet he said anything is possible and restoring your vitality is possible. This is why people get mixed up, because they read many instances of him saying something like all things are possible to God, and yet not all things are possible in his own words in other cases, and these contradictions are ignored. This is why it's delusional and needs to be corrected, because people are going out and thinking they can do literally anything and be anyone or whatever. The issue I have is the mindless imaginal methods, and also the highly charged "positive" emotional experiences people THINK imaginal acts are, or even experiences that are highly detailed on a sensory level type. They're not beneficial.

People who lucid dream, like myself, have a highly activated Shen, highly integrated qi that allows it to always be available "on demand". Having a strong Shen vs a weak Shen that's being moved via pathogenic currents are very different. I believe you're born with a strong Shen and inherit it genetically. I do not believe it's spiritual, though the phenomena of shared memory exists in rare cases and likely has to do with the mechanism of Hun overflowing Shen. How can we always just assume by default that it's always proof of some non physical reality. There is, but it's not what you think, it's the aetheric substrate itself, and that's where all manifestation occurs. The sudden "alertness" in dreaming shows where someone has activation in dreams, and those dreams will reflect the themes of activation. The time of the lucid dream happening likely will occur when that meridian is timed to activate according to what has the most current built up in pressure to disturb the Shen. You cannot see open eye non physical manifestations in advanced gazing unless your Hun overflows the Shen and drifts. This is why randomly you can hear voices, see lights, or images or have spontaneous bursts of vital current. That's what I'm saying, the pressure in the circuit gets activated and it bursts open. Non physical manifestation happens through this mechanism, to some degree or another. The people who have powerful overflowing of the Hun into the Shen, usually those who are depleted on sleep, will lack heart and liver blood (yin anchoring substances generated in sleep) and so even with their eyes open they'll experience things like schizoid phenomena seeing and hearing things that seem to be there but aren't. I've seen this myself, when my heart and liver blood was very low. It was like your vision is foggy, and you see faces and shapes forming in anything that could resemble it. You will see "beings" in the world in anything that COULD resemble such, which is more or less the Hun doing its job of forming a coherent cosmology for the Shen to navigate, which is why Hun is responsible for dreaming and what you experience, as well as vision for life and other such. It's a guiding intelligence to build out a sensory level for the Jing in the kidney.

Where does all this lead? Well it leads to vitalism. Nourishment of your field geo according to the capacity it has to expand and living into that capacity fully. That in itself is how the thematic supply/demand mechanisms work, no matter what you do or don't do consciously with the mind this mechanism must be worked. Manifestation as a phenomena of spiritual thought transmission is a joke. There's a reason why BP is so popular, not just because it's being artificially pushed in the algo but because it's true. Your looks (vitality) determine success. It's not the bone structures in a vacuum or skin, but more or less the quality of Jing. That's what really is going on, because what underlies all of that is Jing. If you're weak, your constitutional capacity was stunted, then you're screwed. You must be nourished or you develop poorly and you're gross to the world. You're disgusting to the people around you, because inwardly that's how you feel. You will cope but that's reality and that's thematic supply/demand. I know from experience that you don't need to be super tall, or have well defined jawline or brows or whatever, you simply need vitality and anyone who want supply of that will show up for you and you'll find yourself involved in that without trying. That's your state, the thematic composition corresponding to a balanced form of yourself.

Owning how you feel gets you progress. If you lack vital current then you won't have the pressure to transform. You'll want to be the same and not have the underlying root pressure to want to become a higher order form of yourself. You cannot live like that. If you accept lower states you will live in cope and manifest results according to that lower state. People will still show up, but your delusions will get in the way, or they'll simply not show up and you'll grasp. There will always be a supply/demand. Only the mentalism idiots will play the belief game thinking that having a belief on a psychological level makes it work, when beliefs are all current based and represent thematic vitality in various mixtures. It cannot be faked, it cannot be denied. It cannot be avoided. We MUST integrate out vitality and drop our delusions. That is how it works, and WHAT you do. If you're frustrated and stuck then accept it and make radical changes if necessary. I did and it worked. I know the real reason why the filth still run this place and leech off us like they did to the other nations is because of how we're still buying into the idea of a spiritual reality. Eradication of Jewish superracist parasitic filth is functional and necessary and if I had the tech to do that I'd press the button and we'd all sigh in relief. I just want to eradicate the parasitic filth so bad it's wild, yet I have SO MANY other obligations to live for.

So getting to the core of NG LOA and how it's applied, you will radically alter what you accept into your life and leave behind trash that doesn't work and any feeling state accordingly that shows up can be accepted as it is. The goal isn't to avoid pressure, but master pressure mediation and move with where it wants you to move. Vitalism is how it all works. Aetheric pressure gradients, vital current surfacing in consciousness, driving your affinity of movement. I can tell you from experience, that high charge movement for me manifests everything I want in life, and that CANNOT ever be explained outside of a vitalism view. You can argue that "the feeling" is the same thing as what I'm experiencing, but things work when I'm the most agile and acrobatic and sharp moving that I can be. The sharp penetrating force through the world when embodied makes people show up without thinking about them, because supply/demand. It's not mental, and we all know that. These idiots are so dumb, I have no way of explaining how bad it is. Vitality matters the most out of anything without exception. Your vitality is your sense of self, is your "concept of self" because you think what you feel and being activated in a stable and grounded way is power. Quiet power. That's what this all is, it's not overcompensation from lack, but an availability through experience of these currents, hence "feeling is the secret".

You need to stop trying to live for a specific thing and start living for vital current as your God. That's going to make it all work anyway regardless of what you do mentally. The imaginal acts are movements of current. That's all they can be. It's all a joke, a big dumb Jewish funded joke. Mentalism. LOA. NG. It's all a big scam and I've proven that systematically and if you still haven't figured this out yet the YOU my dear reader are truly a mental midget with next to no capacity for critical thought. Keep staying stuck, you're as Abdullah said to NG, so good you're good for nothing. Useless idiot. Own it. Feel the pressure and change. Get triggered and change. Idiots. Calling my clients names works wonders, just like it did for NG when Abdullah called him useless too. He must've known, but no you're too stupid to figure it out, mental low IQ midget. A little pea brain idiot. That's your state, so change it. Without NG getting called useless by Abdullah and having the door slammed in his face he'd never have went to Barbados. It wasn't the sensory details, it was his change in sense of self, his vitality and you're so stupid you still can't see that after years of me writing thousands of pages of notes on this subject. What an idiot. We must be real with how we feel to change anything, and that means embracing how low our state is, which NG himself taught in changing the feeling of I. The lowly creature you denied a thousand times over. That's where you are. Pathetic wimp. Grow up. Stop chasing useless delusions and start nourishing yourself. Kill off the delusions of the influences from the world around you by looking at how you're treated and how you've been responding. Think about the hot girl you wanted you've been avoiding because you're too weak, how she'd be crying out in exactify with another guy who abused you. You're pathetic. That's why you get nothing, you're broke because you fear having success in the eyes of others. You're weak and pathetic. Own it and wake up and feel that intensity, Don't buy into the story of the trash, but feel into the reality of your capacity for expansion, to have the material basis for love available and for material wealth available, and health and having a body that's fire. You'll not be in the same trash boat you're stuck in still living in the lives and expectations of others. All that trash is you accepting the lowly expectations of lowly trash people in your life who compromised themselves so badly it spilled over onto you. You accepted their weakness and it's leeched into your being, your state is pathetic because of their influence that you accepted. They're the cause, and you accepted it. You're worse than them, a truly apathetic weak lowly creature who's still stuck in their box wasting day after day when you could have vital experiences nourishing you. You want that don't you, because it lifts the Shen, and yet you deny it because of some stupid Jewish funded and pushed doctrine that's built to keep you weak and in the box away from the visceral high vitality expanding life you want. You don't want the life of a wimp who accepts less, you want to be the one who moves the world around you for who you are and not need to accept and tolerate trash all the time feeling that frustration every day,

You want to cut the frustration? Kill off the weakness and stop being such a wimp. Get real. Don't overcompensate for your weakness, but nourish who you really are underlying the expectations. Me, I'm a highly agile genius. Having genius still fails me, I must be agile. Without that I fail. I must be myself, regardless of my expectations. You, who you are, own that role and accept it. Hint, it's not a spiritually expanded person who denies the things which stimulate the Shen. The stimulation isn't the point, but the stimulation reveals how vital you really are, so if you're depleted and need to cope to feel stimulated then you're weak. Naturally you'd be stimulated to the level that's satisfactory in a highly vital state because you'd bring people to you who are in demand for that and it'll be satisfying. Without that, you'll always be looking in from the outside and watching the satisfaction of others when you get nothing but dust to choke on and cough out. That's all you get for being weak, because reality doesn't care about what you think, it only cares about how vital you are. That's why I cannot live nourished as the genius, I HAVE TO be agile. That's the only way, because it balances my stagnations of qi and nourishes my circuits in a way that denying this state would never do. It's all balance of the meridians, when you're balanced you're you. You naturally manifest what you want no matter what you think, or not. You'll think and feel and imagine what you want naturally automatically anyway. Your reactions will change, your confidence will change, all of it. You must break the conditioning and expectations of the world causing qi stagnations and excess charges that aren't moving and nourish the deficiency with nutrient that's necessary. That's application of RS functionally broken down to the core. Nourish and balance the meridians, and you'll get your life. Manifestation occurs through these mechanics without exception.

So stop being a pathetic wimp and grow up. Kill off the influences of the trash in your life and break those conditioned expectations. Live in a way that'll shock them. This is how I got the overnight SP, I felt inwardly having what I wanted in the view of the people who taught me I couldn't and I killed them. Without that I'd never have experienced that, and that was a lesson I will carry through as proof against mentalism forever. People who show up only show up because of your heart-kidney axis, the kidney activation and the Shen. That's what's HOT, even if it's in a container that's conditioned, they'll still show up for you because you're an abundant supply of visceral vital current that they can't get from anyone else in the flavour that you carry. That's you, so be you. That's all there is. Get real with how you feel and cut through the conditions all the way. Don't mentally control, people, don't manipulate, don't try any of these stupid Jew tactics from idiots that lack vital currents. You simply be the highest vital you and you'll get who you want.

Yeah side note. I forgot to mention personally sleep is better since I've lived from that intensity more again. Works. That's what I need. You might not, to balance your qi, but I do.

What if.. That's the question. I've been contemplating on dynamics of feeling that come through innately. A deconditioned response to "what would it feel like if" IS an automatic response. Yeah we know that, though most people have preconceived notions on what they think that means and that's a major issue. What would it feel like SHOULD be an automatic response, and that SHOULD indicate where pressure wants to move given the suggestion of desire is clear and acceptable. If you're targeting overlays as a limited view in a narrow way, then you'll be really screwed and end up anxious. The experience I had was almost anxiety 100% of the time pretty much no matter what I thought of. If I was imagining something beneficial for me I'd immediately lock up and feel the sinking of lack and my Shen would dip out. My breathing would get locked up too, not totally but breathing became more difficult. This happened almost every time. The sinking locked up feeling in my stomach especially, and I'd almost always have my breathing impacted. It lasted years like that, and I thought I was doing it wrong every time. The thing that I did to clear this often was actually to be more intense, to lead pathways with what I'm valued with. This moved qi, since I was getting my qi lock up from liver stag almost every time. This was due to living in stress literally 24/7 and any chance I'd get to relax would be crushed. I don't think I ever properly relaxed for years. This is why when I teach my specific breathing method to some I get them telling me that they feel like they've been chronically anxious their whole lives compared to what the breathing method does to help them.

The issue is when you ask yourself, what would it feel like, and you immediately get anxiety pop up and your breathing shallows and you almost end up unconsciously holding your breath like you're expecting to be attacked, it won't work. I needed intensity and fire, to such an extreme that it took months of cultivating to even get close. Trying to relax your way through the stagnation, in theory should work, but in my case it didn't at all. TCM actually views relaxation as beneficial for stagnations, as to not trigger more heat, though if you've got advanced pathology with physical organ enlargement like I had with blood issues then it's obviously not just a small emotional stagnation that you can relax through. I had dreams about dying most nights, then woke up with massive panics. My qi was locking up in my sleep, and I had no way of helping it. I just know that relaxing more wasn't what helped it the most, I needed functional intensity. The thing is that in my past when I went to involve with for example girls I liked, I'd 100% of the time end up viscerally sick, often times less than an hour later if things got heated. I'd literally throw up and I couldn't help it because I was extremely anxious. This happened at least as far back at when I was like 16, 15 it wasn't there as much it seems. 15 was peak vitality for me. On my 18th when I had a girl I liked I nicknamed cookie show up I literally ended up throwing up within like 25 minutes after eating. I thought it was the food, but it was actually the extreme anxiety. That's why, because I always thought it was food poisoning for years when it wasn't. It was extreme anxiety from liver overacting spleen and stomach causing these visceral reactions of lack to make me throw up. I was THAT anxious, and then people wonder why I felt the way I did when I failed in EVERY instance of having a near perfect (at the time) love interest SHOWING UP FOR ME of all people and how no matter what I'd end up in the same place. Massive panics and anxiety and stomach issues. The one in 2021 sent me to the hospital, that's how bad it was. I got flu like symptoms, and blamed it on chicken I ate before I got this way but that was right after going out with her for about 2 hours and somehow holding it together until the end. This girl gave me her number without prompting, and we chat for a while, but I ended up getting wiped out. I never heard from her after that. This was just crazy to me that I kept getting sick, because I never thought of that happening, it was 100% unconscious.

This is why I cannot accept the psychological states idea, because my experiences that I manifested don't align to what that would predict to happen. I never really had beliefs that I'd get sick 100% of the time when I'd end up with someone I wanted, and even less so that EVERYTHING would make me anxious when thinking about getting it, let alone having panics one day out of seemingly nowhere that hit me while I was on my rapid affirmation streak for vitality and immortality. That never worked. It made me 100x worse. All of that made me worse. The people who get results with robotic affirmations as I've said already had sufficient stability to work with, and likely didn't have much stag or yin depletion or yang excess.

I wish I had a life without massive issues like I had I really do. All that capacity needed somewhere to go, and my work was the only place I could move it. I got washed up from playing competitive games back after like 2019 when my aim sucked from being away for too long and my nerves were shot from like 2021 onwards with constant tremors. Like my nervous system was ruined for that work. My agility went way down. All the things that brought me satisfaction got cut off, and that sent me into an even worse state. It just sucked.

"What would it feel like" never helped me, though for others I'm sure it would somewhat be useful. I just don't know how to make that reliable. All this manifesting stuff is so unreliable with these very broad and accessible methods. Developing something that's not super intellectual while being useful and simple and yet effective is unbelievably hard.. Like why couldn't I have just been raised in a functional family without health issues the moment I was born and had to end up in hospital multiple times from such sickness even was I was just a small child. It's like we think about people who are born with horrible disease and we're grateful we're not them, yet you'd expect in a spiritual reality where we're here for the purpose of expansion and human existence serves that purpose only, then why even have children born like this? It's just stupid. "Oh it's part of the challenge". Yeah right. Born disabled or worse, some children don't even survive the first day, and the ones who do who are very sick end up with fates worse than death. It's insane to me and always has been to see this all as spiritual expansion and necessary suffering. What purpose does that serve? You tell me. There's no challenge overcome, no insight had that leads to a higher state, it's just needless suffering and death. Seems entirely useless to me. I don't buy that this reality is built for the purpose of training us to be higher beings or whatever that abstract idea of illumination means. The alchemist talks about it in abstract terms too, they all do. The ones who aren't into the depths of alchemy on a mechanical level put that in the psychological functioning box and dismiss any higher functions of consciousness other than to avoid suffering. That's also stupid because we're being put under collective duress by filthy Jews. Why? How does any of this lead to such a view? I don't see it, I can make arguments for how it can, but I don't see a systematic argument for it. Knowing that alchemy isn't what it's claimed to be, it's pretty obvious that since vitalism is the functional mechanics of manifesting, then why can't most of this be simplified back to that principle without needing some massively wider greater meaning? Metaphysics necessitates meaning on all things, but what if it doesn't NEED to. I've gone through all of that.

What real purpose does being born so deficiently that you die in the first hours propose? Someone might say it's the world around them, but if spiritual expansion is a personal awakening then how does that apply? That means you're put through predestined experiences against your will or consent that are of immense suffering for other people too then, in which case you're like a puppet in the hands of God. That's what the alchemist says. I don't agree with this idea, not anymore. The Jewish filth are the primary reason, which none of them will recognize as a factor.

Personal manifestation works entirely through thematic supply/demand. It's a localized phenomena, not a universal phenomena where you're playing as God as all people. You move all people as a function of your field geo, to some degree or another, though most people aren't involved in your life unless you give their expectations power over you, so your influence is entirely supply/demand driven. What do you suggest to others is how you move others. Nothing else. Jewish supremacists will impose a system of duress to force an expected result, and so violence once again prevails in the world to control people against their will or consent.

So I've done more study on qi stag on a psychological level and the impacts. It seems that qi stag specifically liver qi stag (most common) can be in the most part when at a mild-moderate level be resolved with "relaxation". It's not really relaxation but simply not flaring the fire and causing more stagnation. This isn't intensity, but buying into dysfunctional patterns. This actually gives insight as to WHY unlucky circumstances show up when you're buying into compromise patterns. When you're buying into compromise patterns then you'll end up flaring the fire that's actually generated from that expectation you've bought into. It's an acute psychological "re-poisoning" in a sense. This is what NG says about being aware of a state, really. They're the same idea. When you're aware of compromise and you're buying into it, either consciously or not (which also explains the various examples he has for what constitutes reactions to life such as reading bad news and reacting inwardly with a "motor" reaction) then you're being aware of being that person, and states being compositions of currents, can re-infect you in a sense with that plague. The compromise becomes the cause of further pathology when perpetuated since it'll be a primary root for conditioning and the current that represents that will generate further stagnation, eventually causing major damage down the line. I know that from experience. The other thing is that it can aid in the spleen qi, because overthinking needlessly or buying into compromise further damages the spleen since in wu xing the liver will overact the spleen and cause massive damage when the liver is compromised to a meridian that's not even thematically related but that's how it works. Wood overacts earth. So damage to wood will "pass on" the damage to earth, liver to spleen, and since ALL emotional turmoil is going to lock up liver qi to some degree or another, it'll typically result in long term the spleen being ruined in response too. That's where your frustration comes from.

So yeah, it can do things. Mostly related to liver oriented root qi stagnation. Heart blood deficiency can also be somewhat helped with it too. Any real deep yin deficiency would benefit from relaxation. Massive excess of fire in the heart wouldn't likely benefit from relaxation since it'll drive you to need to discharge. Whenever there's a massive excess of pressure then that cannot be calmed with the lid on the pot or the stagnation will be worse. Balanced yin/yang with simple stagnation can benefit, since the lid on the pot isn't doing anything much to "contain" the pressure at that point, provided it's recognizing root causes. Basically patterns with pathogenic fire and especially phlegm fire patterns of obsession cannot really benefit from the relaxation model. Cutting through conditions with discharge that's correctly directed is necessary in those places. If someone has a cold pattern also, relaxation will only make it worse, since it's enforcing imbalance towards inactivity. If spleen qi is massively weak too, relaxation might not help since if the qi is that depleted that it's sinking then you'll be enforcing that state of yin into further levels of pathogenicity. Blood stasis and stagnation probably won't benefit much from it either, especially systemic and not just localized to one meridian. IF the root is liver related then relaxation will likely benefit, provided that fire isn't blazing pathogenically where discharge will be necessary. If someone has a basis in fire patterns that aren't manifesting with acute blazing attacks, then relaxation can benefit to some extent. Liver yang excess that's mild-moderate at most can be helped with this, because I had that and it helped me. Damp cold patterns need activity, yang, to break them down. Activity and high intensity is necessary to restore balance. Effectively, if sinking charge can restore balance then it can be useful. Sinking charge on a pot where the lid is about to burst off will destroy the pot from the pressure. You need to apply this to levels of excess or stagnation where it's mild-moderate for beneficial results. If yin deficiency is present that's systemic then yeah you can probably benefit from this too. I've had degrees of this too. Relaxation can help it, though if you're in an environment that's constantly flaring the fire up and stagnating the current then you'll need activity to move it

Let's say this. If you're relaxing and you end up in peak dip, reacting to the same trash, then you're likely going to need to apply either a degree of dynamism with intensity to break stagnations (not buying into conditional overlays but in a fury for expansion and breaking conditioning REPRESENTING the stagnations psychologically) in which case you can very well end up clearing those things. Bringing them up, feeling those stagnations, and then sinking charge while in that exposure that's not debilitating can benefit. If you're like me and had such pathogenic current that it destroyed you and ruins your spleen qi and you throw up and end up with flu like symptoms and such from trying to cut through it then you're in too much of a dysfunctional state for relaxation to benefit. You need to drain heat at that point, and relaxation isn't a useful method for that, Nutrient that balances the fire will be useful at that point. Herbal intervention would be necessary most likely. I'd say most people are in mild-moderate and CAN benefit from this, IF they target the right level of it. Dynamism through implied involvement SHOULD be added on to aid in stagnation moving, since only benefits can come from properly expressed yin yang balance. If you're excessively involved actively and you're noticing more depletion then chill more, provided you're in an environment that can support this. If you're actively attacked all the time then good luck calming down. I use to react to people over the street not even in my home going at each other at times. I remember feeling like I needed to throw up from the massive surge of anxiety I'd get almost like when I was with SP.

Building this out and categorizing this is the next stage of things, presenting it in a diagnostic level that can be applied to psychological patterns and how then to resolve balance. There's a lot more work to do, but there's a basic framework to apply here now already that'll work for probably 80+% of people.

If we then look at the mechanics of what the NG "what would it feel like" idea, we can make sense of it from the degree that stabilizes stagnations to restore balance to thematic supply/demand and this will then drive suggestion to the world around them. Vitality is balance. Nothing else. Excess is pathology, even if it feels stimulating. That's not beneficial and will cause unfortunate circumstances to manifest. Balance is always the goal. Suggestion via supply is what works the mechanism, so manifesting someone who's actually good for you will show up when you're in balance, else you'll manifest someone who's attracted to your imbalances. These girls who all talk about liking the ones who abuse them, that's because of the conditioning they've faced and on top of that they're really enjoying the feeling of being controlled but it's coming from a container that's dysfunctional. They still want someone who's not abusive, but they're buying into the signals of stimulation that relate to a sense of safety from these abusive guys. They think that this means availability but it's suggesting the conditional overlay instead of what underlies that. They'll get into an abusive situation and get used and then get hurt and then fall back into the same place because their signals for what suggests availability are filtered through the delusions of what they think they want, from what examples were given to them, and how they were treated with conditional access to love and supply. If they were trained to approach accepting abuse as necessary for reward, then that will be what simulates them, and what they're attracted to that they'll think is their desire but it's not. This is the issue. They need to get real with how they feel, and then their filtering will shift so they're not stimulated by abuse signals. They'll be attracted to different people, because they'll see what they were stimulated by before is a signal from how they were treated, hence why I say that relaxing into what they think they want isn't always the goal. The work to face the conditioning and all that stagnation to a degree is necessary, and getting real with how you feel is how you do that. You become more of yourself then.

Always remember that these girls who like abusive guys aren't to be changed. Allow them to suffer and learn. If you want to imagine them in a higher state, the only thing that'll do is suggest availability of what they'd really innately want, and if you're aligned and have that supply then you CAN in theory suggest that to them. I've done this with ONE example personally that I KNOW worked, but I believe it came through me naturally and wasn't something that I did, since I was already in supply. Without being in supply of the suggested current, to be in that state already, then you'll end up with no result that's aligned to that vision. Be in supply or fail. Establish clear flow of qi through your own circuits. nourish Jing and establish heart-kidney axis where you have the communication working. What you are is what you suggest availability to others and that will suggest to them thematics that will bring out of them their innate nature to change them. That's the only way. That's why Abdullah called NG names and slammed doors in his face. He needed that example, it seems. That's the ONLY reason why he got the result to get to Barbados. His change of state happened because of what I said in the video. It was because he got real and recognized what he really wanted and then the "what would it feel like" was accurate. He persisted in this and it became clear then how he got the result. It wasn't mind magic, it was a shift in thematic supply/demand. Nothing else works. He walked in the assumption of being in Barbados, and the reason why you can "forget" it and manifest it is because the currents you've activated or stagnated or whatever will still carry through for a while later on they don't just fade. The phenomena of seedtime and harvest, with the whole "time of ripening" makes 100% sense here. The phenomena of the qi and how it moves and overlaps other circuits and stabilizes in time or is further agitated can connect with how he teaches it, and I'm seemingly the only one who's connected those dots, again.

That's the topic for next video. How the meridian dynamics line up with how NG described the operation of the so called law of assumption, and how we can take assumptions out of the abstract mental idea into a tactile visceral experience of WHAT "feeling" IS. It's as I've said, a movement of current and that IS somatic sensation, "spiritual sensation" as NG describes it. Being aware of being someone isn't about the imaginal sensory depth, else people with aphantasia cannot manifest at all and shouldn't exist. So it must be the currents, and how that suggests availability through supply/demand. When you have the currents you stimulate in another what they what through who you're being, and thus "the world is yourself pushed out" makes sense without being abstract and out of interpretation in a practical sense. It's all there. The meridian dynamics are the missing link in this whole thing and I've been gradually decoding this over the years.

If you've read all my old pages you'll remember all the parts where I've talked about TCM and the meridians and elements and how they generate psychological phenomena. Well I'm WAY more educated on that now than back in 2023 that's for sure. The attempts to make sense of these mechanics back then was SO limited. Now I'm like 2-3 times or more aware of these things from all the study I've done since. It's not like you can just read this in a book. I wish I could, but it's not there.

I just saw an email from a coach in the space. It said "There is no past, so there's nothing to change". Nonsense. Utter trash. You're still living in the past now, that's the delusional garbage that causes these girls to get with abusive guys who will pump and dump them. That's why you're still anxious about getting what you want. It's the past patterns still lingering in the circuits driving your reactions. NG said that persistence is necessary and he said that a single moment of shift isn't enough. Get a clue. Planting seeds and the crucifixion and repentance and revision in his own words are all the same thing, and persistence is about gradually calming excess, clearing stagnation, nourishing deficiency, until it becomes baseline where supply/demand can be established thematically to suggest availability to who it needs to be there for. That's it. RS works nothing else does, unless it's working with the small percentage who need what that method provides, such as people with clear flowing liver qi who were already in trajectory to manifest through supply of what they wanted. The affirmations didn't do it, the supply did, but they say that the words did when that's impossible. Specific words saying amounts of money that show up (which does happen) is still through a translation of current into thought. The more clear your circuits are the more clear the Shen will be with what it's relaying through the currents. That's also explaining signs at times too, since your supply is warped from the pathogenic currents. The exact composition matters, to enough of a degree where it can provide clarity to the one being suggested to for what you are looking for, also provided their filtering is clear enough as well. It works both ways. Get real.

1/6/26

Well well well it's H2 of 26 now. Wild stuff. I did a lot more off notebook work after the last entry yesterday before sleeping and I had more insights. That's mostly technical meridian mechanics more than anything, but I had another client success story as I just got off the call now. They spent around 7 weeks or so in this process and the first 3-4 of that was the whole "getting real" process and things exponentially expanded from there. I shared the insights I had with them from the NG program about how it's all one thing and it's all taking back the outsourced conditional access to what you really want. There's VERY CLEAR examples that he made relating to SP and money that point to the thing not even mattering. Literally living in the state (balanced currents) makes it all work and show up. Nourishing yourself works, thinking doesn't work, it does nothing because the field geo cannot produce the supply/demand that works. It's insane.

Oh yeah and also he said this.

"I am convinced you are here because of your hunger. I know you have obligations to society, you must pay Caesar’s debts, so you want more money, but your hunger is greater for the hearing of the Word of God than for things of Caesar. That is why you are here, and you are blessed by it." - A lesson in scripture 1967 lecture

Jewish supremacy accepted. In scripture it also talks about the Israelites accepting the mandates of the state and the government you're under. It says that in Paul somewhere I know. I alchemically viewed this as following the view of the higher genius but I don't think that's really what it means. The NG doctrine still cannot work because it's way too basic. Those who say it should be basic are still missing the point, it doesn't matter if it's basic or not, the mechanics WILL ALWAYS correspond to the mechanics of the meridians and how they operate, hence why only RS with TCM integrated can predict disease from a purely psychological level, and even how poisoning can then impact the psychology of someone. It's so obvious. So how come the scripture cannot predict this? In the NG doctrine it's black or white, there's no breaking down of conditional overlays, breaking down the currents, breaking down core beliefs and tracing thoughts, which is what works. That's how all my clients get results if they do. That's always how it works. The person I've spoken today who's on his 2nd last week of coaching got his result. this guy can get any SP he wants like super easy. People are saying his vitality is so massive he's like the most youthful person they've ever seen, and he's in his 50's by the way. This guy is no joke, and his liver qi stag has moved almost completely because he was presenting with signs of stagnation there.

I will once again say that if reality is mental then why doesn't scripture outline the details of the meridians and how they operate which I've explained is how things actually work? If scripture as it's taught in the NG doctrine is correct then why does it all point to ONE method of application? That is "change your state" but as I've proven there's MANY different currents that either need activation (for deficiency) or calming (for excess) in a SPECIFIC current format like fire or water or earth and the corresponding zang fu organs they correlate to which are responsible for the material basis of those manifestations.

So once again, I say, how can scripture in the NG interpretation be correct if it doesn't detail the things that the Daoist systems clearly explain? They're exponentially more useful because you can APPLY IT TO YOUR SPECIFIC CASE, instead of the NG one size fits all method of "what would it feel like" in HOPES that someone would approach it from a deconditioned state, which is very rare. 96+% of people fail applying NG LOA, at least the way it's taught. Imagining in his words isn't about imaginal senses, but the currents and how they're activating manifesting somatic and emotional sensations as WELL AS the 5 sense imaginal senses. That's it. That's all there is. It's current moving and activating and deactivating. Why would the NG doctrine be correct as so many blindly assume without being able to break down exactly how to apply it? Why would it??? Why assume it would be, So many people assume all kinds of things that are incorrect, and according to the NG doctrine it should also be that anyone who dies in the so called state of Judas should have their bowls burst forward from them but that's not the case. Most of them are sick, NG was very very very very sick to such a degree where his spleen was so insulted by his liver yang rising that it forced the blood out of his throat (where that channel manifests) and he choked to death on his own blood. Wow. That PERFECTLY is predicted by TCM, since ether insults earth and the spleen is responsible for keeping blood in the vessels and when he had wind rise and the spleen qi was so weak and the liver blood was so dry that the yang was unanchored he ended up dying from it. This IS WHY he had visions, you FOOLS!

You believe BLINDLY that this is all mystical insight, and YET the mechanics that RS predicts and all my experience would confirm PROVES that his visions WERE PATHOGENIC and not of divine insight. He was already seeing silver cords when he was said to be out of body, his wife was said to watch him leave his body in the bedroom and they'd watch each other outside the body, and yet SHE WAS ALSO SICK LIKE HIM WITH DEGENERATING HEALTH! How many examples does it take to prove this point? So many of them are addicted to ethanol and it kills them, yet NG was the master of scripture who understood more than anyone else around at the time it seems, or at least who wrote about it supposedly. So where are all the examples of this death by liver yang rising unbound as wind being true for seemingly enlightened masters? They're not. They don't all die like this. These people are just sick, and the dream that his driver Frank Carter didn't predict it, he was just overlapping the Hun of NG and saw his field geo manifest as that vision or dream. It's the same mechanics of thought transmission that ONLY RS predicts, through thematic supply/demand. Over and over and over I see these threads, yet the fools continue to go after me for attacking Jewish supremacy for example and think that this is all some predestined game where we're forced to comply with Caesar's debts and pay up under threat of violence by the state if we don't comply. They'll think I'm in a low state because of it, because I don't preach love or whatever, yet the mechanics don't work that way. So how many examples does it take??? How many. The massive amount of data I've gone through has proven to me more than sufficiently that the NG doctrine isn't the way reality works, you're not God even as a capacity of simulacrum, which is a classical alchemical view of the "pattern man" that NG talks about, and the phenomena of manifesting other people as yourself IS NOTHING MORE than these other people having corresponding receptors for what your field geo can produce to "move" others via thematic supply/demand. It's so obvious how it all works together, and all the predictions this model makes that can be seen as accurate.

I cannot predict everything, but more than enough can be predicted to demonstrate accuracy. I'll say once again, how can scripture from the NG interpretation be the true depth, that you'd base your cosmology off a mystical level of Jewish supremacy (which is where I AM comes from in a psychological sense) which NG carried without even recognizing the history of where Abdullah got it from, or what he taught and how that's just another false doctrine of so called spiritual sciences. It's all created to warp how we view reality, and isn't ancient at all. The alchemical doctrine that seems to be there, that these states overlap and interact and can line up with psychological phenomena on SOME levels, doesn't mean it predicts reliably almost all experiences like RS can, including predicting disease and what someone can experience in advanced gazing and where the somatic sensations stem from and their thematic correspondence and how others will respond in the world. It's all there. So how does scripture compare as a manual for manifesting? It doesn't, it's not even close. The NG doctrine is literally ONE thing, ONE function of consciousness playing out in ALL the stories. I've done that study, I've got hundreds of pages of just his quotes proving all of this, and how ALL the stories like Jacob and Esau, Rahab the spy in Jericho, the birds and the priest, the crucifixion, seed planting, revision as the NG term for biblical repentance, and a bunch of other stories spoken of through especially five lessons book, they're all the same thing. They're literally ALL the same thing, feeling beyond where you are now. THAT'S IT! I'm dead serious, they're all reduced down to ONE function, and that's the insight that I had when putting this together. They're all one story, the entire bible including the promise is ONE story, ONE process. That's seed planting and harvesting, or crucifixion, conception, all the parables of Christ speak of this as well which is why I said back in 2021 that scripture was a racial supremacist doctrine since seed is related to genetic lineage and the Jewish supremacists at the top who preach I AM doctrine in their inner circles follow this 100%.

That's WHY the world sucks the way it does today and has gone through these cycles according to palindromic sequencing. Collective duress, abuse, and we're all victims perpetually. That's how the objective history of reality has been, and while many people never fully recognize the extent of that and the fact that it's preplanned for over 6000 years, many can live mostly happy lives within that container. It's not negative, it's not pressure, it's simply how things have always been and how it's perpetuating. Yeah, if we all stopped being victims we'd stop accepting it, but that won't collectively change, and NG says that we can't change anything and that basically coping and ignoring with this reality is necessary for expansion. If scripture is correct then why would it teach to accept being abused by the state? Why would it teach that being gaslit by the filth that shut over 4 billion people into lockdown in 2020 and saying we're the problem for not conforming, how is that spiritual expansion? How? I don't see it, it's cope. I personally don't have an attachment to if the Palestinians survive the greater Israel project, but just imagine being born as one of these children, and being hunted by the IDF, living in constant fear of being bombed or sniped for fun. Are all these people collectively manifesting the same scenario together? This is WHY I really cannot believe the NG bible doctrine, because there's been economic booms and busts that cause millions of people ALL AT ONCE to lose the value of their currency overnight. Look at Zimbabwe, Look at Russia when it was taken over by the Bolsheviks and they were printing money that was worth trillions to buy one loaf of bread and the COLLECTIVE money of the people was wiped out, and Weimar Germany where SO many people were unemployed and their currency was hyperinflated almost as bad as Bolshevik Russia. These are WHOLE POPULATIONS OF TENS TO HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS who are ALL impacted at the same time. You cannot really tell me that the great depression, where most of the population was impoverished and for most people unemployment was reality where the economic stagnation led to line ups for thousands of people at a time to just get food and needed stamps. There were millions of Germans after the war that were taken into captivity in the Rein lands and starved out in open lands, women and children, who had nothing to do most likely in many cases with the political agendas. YOU'RE TELLING ME THEY ALL BELIEVED IN LOW STATES ALL AT THE SAME TIME? Yeah right. That if actually true means we are moved by masters of propaganda to warp the states of the collective. They all were influenced, no matter how you slice it, meaning it wasn't their decision. The wars over time where entire nations were conquered, whole populations of people were put into collective sufferings, had their homes stolen, belongings stolen, family abused and split, or worse. We're told that this cannot happen unless you're in that state, yet entire populations of people would've had to all have the same states shift at the same time. That's how the so called law works, apparently. Thematic supply demand doesn't say this isn't possible, since suggestions on that level still won't stop an invading army from conquering. When ancient Rome expanded and went to war with neighboring nations to expand we have to believe that all the victims of war were all in low states, entire populations of people.

Explain that. Good luck. External factors force us into these live circumstances, else millions at a time wouldn't be impacted at the same time in collective punishment because a few filthy Jewish elites decided to have a banker war to move forward their Zionist plan to fulfil messianic prophesy. These ignorant fools who deny any of these trends that happen over and over and over throughout modern and ancient history will never be able to explain this under the LOA lens, because it can't. You're having to accept that tens of millions of people or even hundreds of millions of people all at the same time suddenly embodied a low state.

NG himself said he couldn't solve the economic issues, which are a collective source of suffering. He said we have the means to solve this and feed the world but they don't and he can't solve it.

"The world, not understanding scripture, thinks that God will send a physical famine. Oh, that is possible, it happens all over the world anyway. It’s not because we cannot supply the food . . the problem is economic. We are told to curtail production, as we cannot find bins large enough to house our supply. We put an enormous weight on the taxpayer because we allow food to rot, as we do not know how to give it away. People are paid not to grow food, while our government talks about not being able to supply. Our southern states alone could grow enough to feed and clothe the world, but how to do it under the present economy? I AM not an economist so I cannot tell you how; but I do know it is not a lack of production, but rather a lack of economy.

The economic problem I cannot solve" - A divine event 1969 lecture

Well right there, NG admits he doesn't have infinite power, so infinite power must be applied to the personal level, for vitalistic functions. That's it, and entire populations of people suffering wouldn't be unexplainable.

"for politicians are perpetual liars, making promises they cannot keep." - Who AM I?1968 lecture

Right there he judges these people as liars. He's apparently by "assuming" this, casting "enchantments" on them to conform to this. Did you see that? NG in his own words are keeping the economic and political limitations in play! He never said he could solve it, and in fact said it was part of the play, meaning that in his view these collective events of mass suffering are part of how life simply is here. This goes against what everybody is preaching about LOA, and believes it to be and how you experience it. Once again, I'm one of if not the only one who's able to recognize this factor, because almost everybody is deluded into thinking they can revise things like CV-19 or wars and mass sufferings, or whatever. That's got nothing to do with what NG said, he said that the world was created separate from us, and that we have no control over it here. I don't have the quote on hand but I've put it in the program it's there. He said this is the world where there's souls waiting to come in, meaning there's a waiting list apparently, meaning there's not infinite worlds else there's no waiting list. Sounds very spiritually expanded doesn't it. There's SO MANY instances where this idea of life as a person individual game where you decide what you experience because you're God is insanely dumb and cannot work, because there's too many contradictions that don't line up with what that would predict, especially when that people who assume they're superhuman and "feel" that way still don't get those abilities. All the children who resonate to superheroes or whatever with magical powers or super speed or strength or whatever, none of these powers manifest in any of these children's who are free to assume whatever and all that. How come we don't see these things? Where's the infinite power? It's nowhere to be seen. Only thematic supply/demand and suggestions of availability (or not) work to explain it all, and predicts everything else around it like how those psychological pathologies can fester into physical disease over time without the person ever thinking they'd get sick like that. It's currents, all of it.

So again. why is scripture from the NG interpretation correct? How? If it's truly divine revelation then it should break down all these functions you'd think, for a text that's so massive why wouldn't it? Why do all the stories which COULD explain DIFFERENT currents NOT explain that? Why is it that ALL of these stories point to the SAME function of seedtime and harvest? Why? It's because that's not what it means. Simple. That's why I cannot follow this in truth, because there's too many holes that unless you ask enough questions and feel all that doubt do you begin to actually recognize the real mechanics, and the only reason I've recognized this is because I'm critical of everything, including my own views which is why I changed some of the things I've said over the time I've preached RS. Spiritual reality as it's taught isn't what they claim. The people who are critical of me because I'm critical of Jewish supremacist filth and the cope coach idiots who only want profit and influence, they have no answers to these questions and will only say they don't like what I say because it doesn't feel right to them. So what. Your feelings are irrelevant as to determine deduced reality. Feelings come and go, threads in manifesting mechanics don't. They're what we all can point to with as much of an unfiltered view as possible and point to what pops up as causal for an event happening. That's science, connecting cause and effect to deduce and predict events in future. That's how physics works, which are working through fixed constants. Our assumptions cannot change that, so we don't have infinite power, and therefore the model I've created of thematic supply/demand works 100% to explain where this "infinite" power comes from in how we observe manifesting apply. We move people, not the world or the structure of reality. Nobody can prove otherwise, outside of hearsay.

Everything NG taught works through the mechanics of RS, not the other way around. The mechanics are clear. Your vital currents manifest how you're seen by the world and how you think and experience somatic sensations in the body which drive your compulsions as NG speaks of. The bridge of incidents is the built in nature of how those currents will suggest different availability to the world around you, and you'll filter different things and they'll filter you differently and want to involve differently. Implied involvement shifts in response, since you'll find yourself having vitality in different ways, like your Shen being more stable, and you'll want to involve to nourish your state more than to buy into conditions of dysfunction. Specific natures for this, specific sums of cash, specific people, specific anything can be explained through compositions of the near infinite variances that each channel can undergo, and how the Hun builds cosmology for the imaginal reality within as it in an imaginal sensory level builds out the experience that currents are representing. Thematic translation explains how the phenomena of thought transmission works, including over people who speak other languages, and how even animals can understand you without understanding language or are trained to. There's an instinctual level to this, that the unconscious mechanisms of the kidney and liver meridian and lung meridian apply to generate fight and flight and other reactions that are spontaneous, and these are all somatically consistent. The fact that they're somatically consistent proves there IS a fixed "body" template we all inhabit and work through. If it were mental, and people were placed in our reality to confirm beliefs as a cascade of capacities like an original view I had back in like 2022 worked, then we'd not see the fixed natures we all have and experience. The fact that it's all fixed and predictable proves it's not mental but that the underlying sub structure to the mind is all thematic currents and channels where that can be in different measures of flux relative to every other channel.

So, solipsistic mentalists, where's your answers? You have to explain everything of inconsistency, else your paradigm falls apart. "That's not true in my reality" is a cope and won't be accepted. That's not what NG taught, NG taught there's one world. Want proof?

"Q: I’m not sure what happens during this six thousand years, are we in suspended animation?
A: No sir, you are very much alive in every moment of time. Nothing dies in God’s world; he’s a God of the living, not the dead. So what we call dead here is only departure from our level of awareness. You’re not wearing the garment, but you are restored to life and you’re playing as vital a part as you ever played in this world.

Q: Do we go through the earthly experiences again or do we…?
A: It’s just as real. To me, the world into which everyone goes is just like this earth here. I can’t see any difference between that world and this world. In fact, there’s only one world stretched out. It cannot be another world. It isn’t another world in spite of all the mediums of the world, in spite of all the priesthoods of the world, and all these thing" - It is within 1965 lecture

The examples where NG talked about manifesting marriage, or being debt free, it was never about the SP or getting the money. It was always the state, supply/demand, a stable Shen.

"Do not be concerned as to how, when, or where . . only the end. If you are in debt, what is the solution? That you win the lottery or an uncle dies and leaves you his fortune? No! The end is that you are debt-free. How would you feel if all of your bills were paid? Assume that feeling and let imagination harden that feeling into a fact!" - divine signs 1968 lecture

This is a very clear example.

"A. No, my dear, you were sowing when you imagined. Imaginal acts are sowing, but we do not recognize our own harvests when we see the imaginal act projected on the screen of space. We say, I could never have imagined a thing like that, but we must have or we could not encounter it. So, the act of imagining is sowing, and in its own good time, it crops out from that unseen journey and appears on the screen of space, and you see it . . but you don’t always recognize your harvest. But I’ll tell you one thing, do not concern yourself with the means. Always go to the end. Dwell in the end, and you will hurt no one. But if you try to devise the means, you are, well, messing the whole thing up. I have had people say to me, “You know, I want that man, and no other man.” I said, “No, you don’t; you want to be happily married. You don’t want that man or no man.” “Oh, yes, that man or no man.” Then, of course, this always shocks them. I say, “If he dropped dead right now, would you want to be married?” “Well, he isn’t going to drop…” “I didn’t ask you that. If he dropped dead right now, or if he is right this very moment accused of being the world’s greatest thief or murderer, do you still want him” “Well, now, why ask those questions, Neville? I want that man.” But, you see, it isn’t that man. They want to be happily married. I have gone to so many weddings where it was either that man or none, and it wasn’t “that man”! And they are embarrassed when they see me standing in the aisle, because it had to be “that man or no man,” and here it isn’t that man at all. And they walk down [the aisle] . . they are happy with their new mate, but a little sheepish as they pass by because they know I know he was not the man.

You want to be happily married. All right, go to the end. You are happily married. Then let him come, clothed in all that it takes to be happy in your world. He doesn’t have to be some matinee idol. What’s their so-called world? They divorce one after the other anyway, so what does that do to the girl? Or she to him? So that’s not what you really want. You want something that is a man. He comes home; the house is full. When he comes home and you aren’t there, the house is empty. I know that’s what I would like, and I have that. If I come home and Bill is not home, even if I have friends at home (I may have a party going on, a cocktail party, ten people, twelve) …“Where’s Bill?” “Well, she isn’t here.” You know, the whole thing is empty until she comes. And if she goes out and says, “I’ll be back at five,” and she isn’t there at five, but she comes back at six . . well, between five and six I am not myself. Where is she? Everyone should have that sort of relationship. The house is empty when the mate isn’t there, male or female. If I could come home and it didn’t matter whether she was there or not, what on earth am I doing being married? If she isn’t there and it makes no difference to me whether she is or not, well, then, that’s not marriage. The house must be empty when she isn’t there, or you aren’t there. If I knew, in her heart, that I could go and come when I wanted and she wasn’t concerned . . oh, that’s not my wife! I know I’ve got to depart someday and leave her behind me, or she goes and leaves me behind. That, I know, is inevitable. But while we are together, I want it to be so that the house is empty if the other one isn’t there. And I’m selfish enough to want her to feel the same way.

Any other questions, please?" - power 1968 lecture

"Forget that. The whole vast world is a field to reap. You don’t pick out this woman or that woman. Pick out the state. I want to be blissfully happy, and if I were, how would I see the world? And how would the world see me? Well, shut out the world and go within and appropriate that state. And from within, you let your friends see you, as they would have to see you if what now you are assuming that you are is really true.." - Catch the mood unknown lecture date.

Well there we have it. NG clearly said that the specific thing often is the issue we face, that the specific thing is in often cases what prevents the state from being accepted. NG by the way never imagined being with his SP, he imagined sleeping in his own bed. It's all clear. Almost nobody in this space is teaching manifestation of SP or money like NG did. The obsession is always the issue, the SP is the object of fixation that's the overlay for getting what you want, you think it needs to come in a specific container or it can't at all, hence why NG said that you don't want the person you want the state, or the money without the means, and that's why he taught to not focus on the how. THE NOT FOCUSING ON THE HOW WAS PART OF DECONDITIONING NOT A FREE TICKET TO HAVE ANYTHING!

You get it now? It's so obvious. So more of RS working, and mentalism not working, else he'd have not taught this. He taught the mechanics like RS describes it seems, and not how the solipsists preach, else anyone on earth (who is apparently yourself) would be up for nabs, but they're not and that's not what he taught, else his direct coaching examples here wouldn't have told someone that they don't want what they're telling him they want. You see? Connect the dots and use critical thinking.

If you think solipsism is how it works, and that we're all one God or whatever, you're probably the ones who send me these stupid emails about these things you don't grasp at all. They're all the same, massively ignorant of historical trends and predictive functions of meridian dynamics and couldn't coach to save their lives.

NG only teaches deconditioning, though he never outlines that deconditioning has different functions to it that different people will need, and there's no one size fits all. It's not all relaxation, or all intensity, it's dynamism depending on the condition of the persons currents relative to their innate nature as the predestined desire. which is thematic sequencing of the Jing, which is genetic. Where does spiritual reality come into this? You don't need any of that to explain these things. Most people who believe in spiritual realities or whatever as they're traditionally taught are usually illiterates on the real mechanics of manifestation and think it's their mind and what they think that manifests, but that's just a translation of underlying currents. That's more than proven now, beyond any doubt. So once more, how does scripture, the supposed proof of spiritual realties which apparently predicts these rising sensations and specific visions that happen to all of us, how does this prove itself true when pathogenic rising of Hun and liver yang cause these same types of things to happen? NG was sick, his wife was, most spiritual so called masters were sick to some extent, and we can predict what they experience in these visions to correspond to these currents, which can be why symbolism seems to be subjective, when in reality it's still going to relate to the thematics of the currents surfacing which the Hun builds the cosmology for based on what the "storehouse of images" your subjective synthesis uses to represent these ideas. If you exist, your Hun WILL build a cosmology, which is even why atheists who have NDE's speak of seeing Jesus and going to hell and then they come back as a devout preacher of the gospels, since these things can represent unconscious unresolved conflicts, representing most often these stagnant currents or excesses which typically kill them. This is what RS predicts and the life review example you hear a lot can also be explained via the thematic sequencing unfolding as a comparative capacity to what state they're in when those things are overlapped, which determines what they experience most often. The flashes of images before their eyes is the Shen being scattered into these highly raised states as mental racing often accompanies this state and their consciousness can seem incoherent. The heart cannot anchor the Shen and it goes through these phenomena, unless qi flow then is restored to activate the heart to anchor the Shen by providing a substrate in the blood moving for the Shen to return, else it floats and can even experience the world around them translated via the Po of the lung meridian while they're unconscious. This is why people seem to be able to explain OBE's in a coherent manner when they're said to be dead, because the bardo type state can result in these people even being able to see things their eyes can't just like how I have seen through walls, because I'm still able to decode the thematic currents in the world around me, and often that'll come from the overlap of the Hun with others around in the room hence being able to "translate" their thoughts INTO cosmology the Hun experiences and manifests through the Shen, hence the OBE's that are coherent. This has been proven that even while in a coma someone can unconsciously hear the world around them and draw from those memories. S.

Where's the mechanics of NG LOA scriptural doctrine? Nowhere. It doesn't work. I can predict everything and they can't predict a thing. It's that simple. Jewish supremacy is very real and isn't pre-destined for us to suffer here under their rule and needs resolving. Cope harder. Scripture is a Jewish supremacist doctrine. We've all been fooled, and I use to be one of them, but no longer. Alchemical doctrine is just another offshoot that the alchemist says was hidden and allegorically encoded in religion to make sure the mysteries survive the passage of time. Nope. Very far from reality. The religions were created to further the Zionist plans, since that's what serves them here and now, and you'll cope and deny and run back into the stupid ignorant box of clinging to the idea that reality is some spiritual playground game where anything you imagine is possible and we all exist as parts of your eternal body to provide you every desire you want. Yeah right. All the mechanisms of action disprove this idea, hence why I don't see how those cosmologies work now because there's next to nothing that would definitively prove and support this to be true out of all the dots to connect. There's next to nothing that you can point to to TRULY PROVE these ideas are real and are the facts of the world we live in. Everything else that we can demonstrate supports Jewish supremacy to be the underlying doctrine coded in scripture, not alchemy or NG LOA. These doctrines cannot explain all phenomena, and cannot predict reliably what we experience. RS does, so unless you can reveal where these systems can reliably predict these events outside of pathogenic currents surfacing then the spiritual realities idea cannot work. That's also not to say it's all material, and there's no "non physical" component, but it doesn't mean there's other beings around watching you or whatever. I've experienced these things myself, I've seen them, hundreds of times, and when I do advanced gazing I've seen various divine intelligences, or so what the theurgy process would make me assume those to be, as well as other geometric forms and symbols and voices. All of it. When I did qigong I use to hear these things too, it's all because current is moving, and the alchemist confirmed this mechanism too, where the current moves first THEN the sign on the non physical. He said the real reason you feel the current is because they come THROUGH you, and them coming through your consciousness is what "burns out" your trash and gets you aligned, but in fact this is just often stagnation being forced to open, which gazing directly works with those channels as I recognized years before I was told any of these more advanced mechanics of theurgy from the alchemist. So I predicted these things via the mechanics of how the Hun and the liver meridian relate and how it overlaps the Shen (aether overlapping fire generating earth and air BUT ONLY IN A PROPORTIONATE MANNER) and so these mechanics of Daoist alchemy have been translated into the seeming mystery systems to predict mystical experiences. Yeah you'll have non physical experiences, but they're all happening inside you. They're not things you're seeing outside of yourself coming through you, they're overlaps of your own symbolic structure translating into images and sounds. That's why you see what you see, and why if you've got deficiency or stagnation or excess or whatever you can predict the nature of these visions like I've done in my own experiments.

Nobody else has done that work. I didn't get paid a cent for any of this, yet I did it because I needed to know how this all works above all else. That's WHY I do this, because that drive to be the greatest is a constant pressure that never stops and only expands me faster the more intensely I activate the currents. The more I work through these functions the more I grasp things, and the deeper I can explain and predict manifestation. Nobody else comes close. All the cope coaches are all hung up on trying to feel more intensely, or more relaxed, or use specific images or sounds or words or write specific affirmations or say them more or say them with more power or whatever and they all miss the point. They're all illiterate on the mechanics of the currents and how they manifest through us the psychological phenomena. People will follow my model and get results, and yet criticize my work because I preach that scripture is a Jewish supremacist text, of course without actually studying the depths of the doctrine themselves and knowing nothing about the underlying symbolism or history it represents. So they go after me, because I preach something that feels bad to them, and seems to reveal me to be in a low state, because I speak of having flashes of images in my mind of wanting to eradicate the trash that have killed millions of people and put the entire world population into debt on purpose to further their Zionist plans. What's a functional healthy response to such? Ignore and deny, or accept and respond? NG said that the "founding fathers" "imagined" in the democracy, despite being involved in leading revolutions that shed the blood of thousands of people to manifest that. It wasn't them sitting back, no they led military campaigns. George Washington led the continental army and was involved in shedding blood under his will, yet NG says that he "imagined" it into being. Yeah we know that's about supply/demand and having a fixed state to move into the availability of what the vision represents. His military campaigns forged history, as all conflicts do, and yet apparently guys like Napoleon (who were Jew puppets too and gave the Jewish supremacists Israel) and other leaders in their time, these people all just imagined it in. No they were involved in plans that spanned hundreds to thousands of years and played predestined roles according to the script.

It's always the threat of violence that moves people, unwitting innocent people as well, who were unsuspecting in many cases. Think about the Ukrainians who were forced from their homes in the recent conflict in Ukraine, Same thing, people who were just living their lives were run over by the war machine. My point stands. Imagining is in most cases of such nature, highly activated and charged currents moving into a direction of domination, which is just as valid as any other state and not "lower" in consciousness at all. It is through military force that our current world order is established, and it will persist, until that dynamic of power shifts, and hence my insights of these mechanics clearly reveal that solutions to these issues will either be manufactured by the enemy themselves to serve their own persecution up as the justification for taking more power or we will shut them down and stop them from furthering their plans. It'll have to be one, but whoever imagines with more intensity wins. Relaxing in this state won't resolve it. Never has. Anchored activation that's not stagnant or pathogenic is necessary. Most people who activate themselves in these states like I did will get shut down from their own pathology, like I use to be in with extreme anxiety from being in a cope state. That's the difference, now I know how to move those currents far more efficiently. I see relaxation as no solution outside of balancing excess and stagnation, but if you're clearly flowing your activated qi then more intensity to the point before pathogenic factors begin to manifest will be the best way. Functional root pressure moving implied involvement according to the available unconditioned states to change the reality around them.

How else can it work? Intensity in my experience, somatically, always drives my involvement in powerful ways to solve problems that stick, which is how I got out of trash circumstances from constant abuse. Without that intensity I'd be coping still and dying inside. That intensity of fury manifested overnight SP results so I've proven this more than enough times. Intensity matters just as much as relaxation and sinking charge, but the dynamism and the deconditioned movement of that charge is what will make it functional and manifest what you really want. If all of us imagined feeling "safety" and relaxed more and held back our intensity then the supremacist Jewish elite families would put the thumb on the wound more and push in harder to force our hand, just as they've done before. Relaxation and complacency won't work. For personal matters of smaller scale social situations like manifesting business success and SP success, yeah, it can help establish balance, but on a collective level where you're dealing with such psychopathy, no chance. You're saying that if you imagined feeling safe while living with a parasite you'd make them stop abusing you and think about themselves? No chance. That's extremely rare if and when it does happen. It will happen through that person who changes their state suggesting what the psychopath really wants to feel, and provided the psychopath can accept that unconditioned, then they never heal. The Jewish elite will never "heal" in this relaxed "safe" state we feel either, so anyone who says that what we really want is peace and safety and this will make them stop, that's NEVER been true in ANY time in history. It was ONLY through Roman military force that they stopped, Vlad the Impaler was a ruthless Jew killing chad who kept his people safe with military force, until he was overpowered by the surrounding nations in time from combined forces destroying his nation, just like has happened throughout history and how wars have been manufactured for this purpose, to establish dominance of order of certain factions. This is my point once again, how can this situation change by imagining safety? It never has, it only works on a personal basis. So solutions will involve ruthless force, just as they always have and always will on that level. A show of massive force to send them into a lower state will be necessary to prevent what's coming, but here we have cope fools continuing to buy into the cope trash of relaxation stops psychopathic Jewish supremacist families from furthering their near complete plans they've been working on for millennia. Yeah right, cope harder.

I've proven more than enough here. I rest my case.

2/6/26

I've noticed that when my circuits are in a higher state of balance the sensations are still there with activation but it's from a very grounded sense. There's an activation that's anchored, and that actually makes your thoughts "feel" different. Interesting observation.

Whenever liver qi moves in a powerful way I tear up, because ether insulting air predicts this reaction. For years I wondered why, but it works. The same thing works for using tai chong acupoint. It's all predicted. Meridian dynamics is the ONLY method to explain all of this. Too many people sleep on this. If at 16 years old I knew there was depth here to be discovered back when I first started studying shiatsu and TCM, how is it possible that the coaching space, the multi billion dollar industry, and all the useless idiots in it, how come they've still not figured this out?!

My vital current is my state and is all I need to manifest what I want in life. My vitality is my reality.

People who wake up depleted, even if they slept early and such and ate well, they should ensure they're warm during sleep, and not just slightly. More layers helps, so long as you don't burn alive. In my experience, a cold outer environment with heaps of layers to keep what's under the sheet toasty warm, this can move qi and activate nourishing repairing functions while you sleep to generate the qi needed for the day. Without that then you're going to get what would seem to be subpar sleep. Clearing stagnations before sleep helps too. Tai Chong moves liver qi, which if you wake up constantly before 1-3AM will be beneficial for you, as well as gazing while exhaling strongly.

100% the more intense I feel the more people are attracted to me. The way I act in the world, the way I'm perceived, the more "warmed" I get inwardly and have that anchored fire, the more dynamic I am and the more "power" I carry and it scares some of these ignorant fools who can't handle the heat. It comes through me in dynamic ways, and just darting through the forest at mach 10 felt insanely good since there was SO much vital current moving. Liver qi was moving, kidey yang was warmed, the Shen was activated and not excessively charged, it was anchored vital activation and it drove my thoughts in ways that correspond to a state I resonate with. Trying to do this while denying these mechanics of currents driving "states" AKA who we're conscious of being in the NG LOA sense, then we manifest what we want and we will think what we want JUST from being dynamic in that way like in my past. It's the same thing. Living in stasis while thinking "from" the end DOES NOTHING but lock me up more. For many people who are stagnant and are still manifesting signs or trash, they're obviously needing a warming activation while also having an anchored "relaxed" state without constriction of conditions against natural striving. Expressing your current in itself manifests. I mean how much more can you "be yourself without compromise" than ACTUALLY MOVING VITAL CURRENTS FOR REAL, than that? It's impossible, living in your head CANNOT do that, not consistently. This is why when I move correctly my life goes very well, and always has. Any time I try to bypass this the more stagnant things get. The more I rip into the Jewish filth the better my state gets. I'm more productive, more vital, more enjoying simple things, more attractive, more glowing. You CANNOT do that while being stagnant just thinking, or even doing visceral imaginal scenes where you "feel" these ways. The dynamism plays into this and cannot be faked. You can't do it, it has to move, the stagnations have to open, the yang must raise and drive you forward. Literally, yang current moving you through the sense of the availability of what's desired, IF correct for balancing that person (which it is for me for sure) is how they live in the end and the state of the wish fulfilled, since they've available and not "checking the 3D" as the cope trash coaches all love to say.

That drive to expand and be greater moves me, not because I'm not satisfied where I am, quite the contrary actually, it's simply that I don't care about anything except moving that current because JUST moving that current regardless of what shows up externally is nourishing and anchors me more into my body than anything mental ever can. If you have affinities for such, if you're constitutionally built for that, then you basically NEED to move in similar ways to manifest the abundance because that's YOUR TRUE desire, that STATE. The way that feels is your WISH FULFILLED.

Grasp this for a second. EVERYTHING that NG said was about "feeling" a certain way, a way that your built in desired innate nature is fixed to have come through you, but your denial and conditional overlays prevent that free flow of what's already guaranteed and done. The composition as a capacity exists, and that's always VERY SPECIFIC to YOU and what YOU want to feel like. The currents being in different degrees of activation, anchoring, free movement, or even slight stasis, deficiency, excess, there's always a unique constitutional variance on this that YOU need to live into. The HD view of differentiation is a complete joke, and fails miserably to line up. I use to believe that the manifesting-generator type that I was given lined up, considering I was very mentally activated and also very viscerally charged with a strong sacral that has rhythm channel, it made total sense to me and my affinities, but in truth, HD is another scam system that my best attempts to make useful all fail in comparison to working with the meridians of the Daoist systems and applying those dynamics to attain higher function. All of that just fails to capture the true nature of somatic sensations and the predictable nature of how digestion ACUALLY works, not the environment variables and all this. They CAN line up if you stretch it, but it's not even close to the accuracy of the Daoist systems. All the experimenting I've done clearly demonstrate that the dynamism that's on tap, that drive to expand, to move the liver qi and have the kidney warm the Shen and the spleen and the lung descend qi into the middle and lower jiao for deeper nourishment through more intense varied movement, this manifests the thoughts through me without trying. All I need to do to manifest is move my currents and be activated. That's it. I never have to imagine or think or whatever outside of deconditioning from trash. All that does is decondition. NG LOA is more or less a stagnation clearing function that's got emotional conditioning as a primary cause, everything else works through other methods. That's why it's impossible to predict a result with watching a mental diet. It's insane to think that works, which is where the mentalism doctrine of NG LOA came from, filthy disguising parasites, Jewish supremacists. Utter filth.

Until we get real with how things work, where these systems came from, and how we can restore higher function, we will never be able to predict results with manifesting. It's no duh that no matter what you think you'll never manifest abundance using these trash systems. The nervous system regulation crowd isn't any better either, since they're only working, you guessed it, emotionally driven conditioned stagnations of most likely liver or heart qi. Most clients I've seen lately have spleen, liver, or heart qi stag or deficiency. One of them has had heart qi stag for a while now and won't listen to me, but that's his loss. Too bad. I won't get into the background of this guy, and his utterly insane views on God and such, but it's no wonder he's heavily compromised and conditioned and can't even accept how he feels and keeps trying to overcompensate despite me constantly directing him to applying specific things. It's all about "releasing emotions" for him, which the nervous system regulation crowed MISERABLY FAILED to grasp the mechanics of on a current level.

Nervous system regulation, all that this does is settle rising rebellious qi and yang qi, open stagnations (IF done correctly) and help generate further yin if deficient. It's got capacity for high function, but it cannot diagnose someone clearly on a current level for specific accuracy of if it's actually def, stag, or rebellious or excess. It could even be pathogenic accumulation of damp, which can cause foggy thinking, which NSR will never restore with their methods. Warming and activity is how you clear accumulations, and yang deficiency cannot be restored with their regulation methods. It couldn't work for me because of what I needed, which was a mix of different patterns, and to recognize that how I felt about certain things, hating certain things, was what I NEEDED to be real else I ended up with stagnations. If you wonder "what do I do with this feeling" then it's more than likely coming from cope, the feeling to compromise on expression of innate nature because of the conditions and expectations of the world around you. Pretending that you can bypass this reality is the cause of your pathology. Your hatred is MASSIVELY powerful in moving liver qi, providing it's not feeding delusions of cope and compromise. If you're hating someone because of a projection to pass off how you feel towards another condition, then you're going to end up in further stagnation and then find out why "feel your feelings" doesn't work. Just because you feel something doesn't mean you're discharging, since the underlying context that drove that response is missed. You cannot bypass the pathway revision, to recognize who treated you that way, to recognize the pattern of compromise.

It's so easy to understand. All you need to do is live in the feeling that's natural for the way YOU WANT to feel. THAT is the "feeling". Ok? Show all the fools who kept you stuck show you are and don't give a damn. Feels so good to be real, nothing else nourishes you, and you continue to fight it but you'll never win. The innate constitutional thematic sequencing (true desire) cannot be denied or it will deplete you and you'll be destroyed. Screw all this ignoring trash about thinking "from" as a causal mechanism because it can't, as NG himself said thought itself cannot do anything without feeling. Thought is automatic, and you cannot turn it off. Unless your Shen is very very very yin dominant and your spleen is very stable and you've got no heat then you'll always have inner speech. Trying to control that is impossible, and the people who do these meditation retreats for 90 days and sit in silence 24/7 and find their mind more clear after, these people had qi stag that was likely moved through continual focus on exhalation which fans the heat and the stag through the liver out of the system. That's why people respond VERY well to the Reichian breathing methods I've mentioned many times here.

All of this stuff it all works. You want the feeling. The feeling isn't just relaxation, though for SOME people it CAN be what they really want. Different people have different nature, a different affinity for activation, a different affinity for stability, a different affinity for a slowly more steady charge. It's all personal, and that's the composition that IS the desire. Desire is a state in the words of NG, desire is something you already have (in capacity) which means the receptors for that psychological awareness of self is innately available. Until you go all the way with it though you'll never get there. You need activation if you're built for that. You need stability and more yin if you're built for that. You need more free flow and smooth movement and thinking if that's your affinity. I'm sharp, piercing. dynamic, that moves me but it's not constant it's a spontaneous expression when an opportunity to express in such way shows up. That moves liver qi powerfully, which is why I'd often feel sad after because of all that lung qi I'd locked away being surfaced through the Wu Xing elemental relationships. This is also why I had a mild dry cough for many years after like 14 with no explanation. The predictions work perfectly. The floating yang was an issue, led to stagnations in the lower Xiao and also contributed to the anxiety. Even though my Shen was activated and able to warm me on demand, it wasn't functional or balanced. You need the balance. Free flowing qi and anchored yang through kidney yin that's got a cooling effect on the heart through heart kidney axis. Without that then you're going to end up reacting to everything in excessive ways because of the agitation. Liver qi locks up the lower circuits and can insult spleen, which in my case ruined my digestion terribly. The funny thing is that the times back then that I did feel intensity, I restored my spleen function. It wasn't consistent but I noticed it. My anxiety around the girls I liked also died off and that charisma on demand showed up.

Damn these useless fools who preach mentalism. It all works no matter what you think if your currents are lined up. That's why I could wake up one day after nourishing myself correctly and feeling that "lets go" feeling to kill off the influence of conditioning via liver and heart activation especially, I'd manifest charisma on demand without consciously trying to do any thought control or whatever. Little did I know I was in the state of the wish fulfilled. You don't do ANYTHING except line up with innate nature, which IS desire, which IS seed, which IS the "gift of God" that NG talks about. THEY'RE THE SAME THING! USELESS IDIOT COPE COACHES MESSED WITH US FOR DECADES! It's crazy that the one guy in this space that wants to eradicate the filth that have conditioned us collectively for millennia is the one who figured it out. Isn't that funny. Might tell you something, huh. You can just taste the feeling in the air when you're operating through the correct state. It's so powerful. You don't need to do anything. The thoughts will come through, and the actions will be "natural" and you'll WANT to involve that way. Implied involvement that's natural comes from correct state activations. That's why you don't need to "lift a finger" and all these opportunities flash into your mind, the images, the things you desire just pop up and they'll go and you'll "drop" them without consciously trying. It's effortless. This is how most people manifest automatically. It's so easy dammit it's SO EASY! JUST be real about your conditioned state and kill off the influence. Clear the stagnations, activate the deficiency, look at your desired end and feel that expanded state move through you. Dynamism. Then come back and relax, exhale, gaze, stabilize currents. It's all there. Show up as yourself and not give a damn. Shred the fools to dust and move on.

That feeling of an activated yet "peaceful" state where you're not agitated with heat or fire that's blazing is what I'm targeting. It's consistent, balanced, and available. The thoughts are easy. The qi that's abundant will drive this. The monks that avoid consistent expression who are claimed to be qi cultivators operate in a bubble that's still not natural and these people still burn Jing. They will live a few years longer but that's because they're avoiding most of the trash most of us in these lands are basically unable to avoid that burn out our Jing before it could've been. They don't live longer because they're monks, that's just trash. There's supposedly some of them that have lived over 100, and Abdullah was said to apparently live over 110, and this guy had attitude. He called NG useless and slammed doors in his face. Yeah. Sounds like the stuff Don Juan did with his groups. All of this suggests that living longer isn't built on just relaxing more. Dynamism is necessary. That's why I believe when I've had instances of people calling me a teenager still, somehow, it was when I WAS dynamic in those ways. I was dynamic and spontaneous and rapid and sharp and piercing and that expression made me flow and glow. I remember many instances of when I'd live in that intensity I'd have "sparks" with random girls out at shops or whatever that I'd pass and they'd look into my eyes deeply like they couldn't help it. That's thematic supply/demand. We were both moved into those places, Just because I'm with a girl who's fire doesn't mean I don't feel sparks still, everybody does, because that's what the currents do. Anything or anyone who supplies suggestion of what's innately targeted through the state you're in will lead to these situations. You will have sparks without trying. They'll feel it too, it'll be spontaneous, and yet these idiots in BP and RP space or whatever pill space think you need certain stats at certain values or it's over for you. THAT IMO is cope trash. If I can experience this then anyone can, because I'm not defined with crazy masculine features, and I'm not taller than most, but I still stand out TO THE ONES WHO SEE ME. That's the point. You don't NEED to be prince charming, because all these fools in dating advice tend to think that attraction of the female gaze works exclusively through certain factors like hormones (which do matter since it'll drive most of the other functions) or pheromones in the SR space, or the mentalists think it's thoughts, when we know that's utter cope trash.

I go beyond all that and say what works to manifest SP, or anyone who's IN DEMAND for your state (which by the way IS what NG taught as I've proven) will show up for you at your best self, since the desired state has innate attraction for those in demand for you built in. The girls who want prince charming will look for that, the ones who want something different from that in slightly different ways in variances of different variables will look for someone with that composition. That's HOW sparks fly without trying, and charisma on demand shows up. All these idiots who preach bone structures, thoughts and mental diet, nervous system regulation, none of that worked for me, or needed to be that way to work because I had more than enough attraction EVEN WHEN I was compromised. They still liked part of who I was when I was compromised, that dynamic nature, even through I felt anxious when I had the trash of my conditioned self surface when I was with them. I tell you it's NOT hard, it's simply a factor of getting your Shen activated, your hormones in check ENOUGH to be nourished for YOUR desired feeling state, and then let time pass as it will and they'll show up. You don't need to think, unless you've got conditioned compromise keeping you away in which case obviously get real and cut through it all the way. There's your guide to getting the girls you want. Simple. Your taste in them can change too, as mine did when I was more activated. I wanted the ones with more vitality, and had that illuminated Shen, with that state that I can't describe.

Think about the state of the girls you're into, that state is what you're in demand for. They're the same. They have a demand as well. When you can get real with your conditioned self and kill it off by being the person you've been denying this whole time to stick to the comfort zones of the trash in this world, then you win and get the things that are satisfying. The mechanics of this all work clearly. You don't need bone structure that's solid, it just needs to be solid ENOUGH to suggest availability of the thematic that this stimulates, which in my experience, isn't that big of a deal. It's insanely stupid. My Shen and Hun lighting up and the kidney zhi I had un droves drove most of them to show up, because they wanted that overlap to suggest availability of what they wanted that others around them couldn't supply. Attraction on a romantic and sexual level is almost entirely this function, usually heart kidney related, with some liver in there too. I know mine wanted the activated Hun, which is funny because gazing made me attract types that SEEMED to want that too, because gazing will activate Hun very potently. That's why I had cases of back when I was 15 doing gazing for the first time doing gazing, and I had the experience where they'd sit next to me which never happened and be all touchy and sweet talking and use romantic terms and ask to spend time together outside classes and stuff. This one girl I gave my jacket that time blushed SO HARD it blew my mind. A SIMPLE act was all it took. That's what I mean. It's like this whole romance thing is WAY overcomplicated. There's no need to do all this extravagant bone stretching trash to get better jaw or brows or whatever, because not all girls even WANT that DEGREE of that. There's different levels of suggestions that different parts of you work with to drive them to get stimulated by you. Mine compliments my lips a lot, even though I never thought my lips were top tier, but to her it's 10/10 and that's part of what she sees in me that suggests what she wants. That's natural for me, innate, no work can really be done outside of filling which I'd never even bother with anyway. I've had girls compliment my calves back in the day, of all things. My eyes. It's not magic. It's just variances of thematic affinity. It's seriously dumb to assume that there's this 10/10 FIXED nature that ALL girls want. Nope. Sorry BP boys, you're preying on desperate guys who don't know any different, just like the mentalism cope coach trash that flooded this space after Scammy got big posting NG stuff.

So get over the trash and feel into a state that's functional. If you're not having lightbulbs go off from this then I don't know what will. You don't need to perform, mask, show this "perfect" example, which for most people will be a sign of earth element weakness or liver stagnation. When you move and the overaction from liver meridian into earth moves that weakness, you'll spontaneously stop feeling the necessity to be perfect. No nervous system regulation needed, since the currents ARE your nervous system and the dynamics they work through is how this works, in ALL cases without exception and can be predicted with how results will come in given all variables are correctly identified.

I have every right to call the coaches in this space ignorant trash who know nothing about manifesting, NG LOA, or the real dynamics of what drives satisfying manifestations and I alone seem to have figured this out. To the ones who are critical, again, show me someone else who compares? I'll be waiting until I die. As long as I live I'll always be at the top because I'm driven to be the best, always have been a hyper competitive type and that's why I dominated back when I played OW in season 3 especially as a trace main. Everybody was scared of me when I switched in duels. The fear in their voices, "oh no" they said. That one guy who was on a league team showed up for a 1v1 and lost, and he thought I was hacking with walls and thought my aim was too good for my MMR. Heard that over and over, but using a dedicated DAC and linear amp setup running the original unbalanced AT MSR-7's with sheepskin Dekoni pads gave me spatial awareness in the audio dimension that NONE of these "gaming" setups could touch, because I did WAY TOO much study into what the best setup for that was. Funny that I went up against some master equivalent rank guy in CS:GO back then and I got destroyed, not because my crosshair wasn't on their head but because I had no clue how to handle spread. Skills don't translate. That fast twitchy quick witted nature is what I lived in for years, and it manifested the types who craved it because it was STRONG from me. That's why I was able to get girls without needing to do anything, because they'd put effort in for me. Funny because the first one I actually really really liked said no, then came back not long after inviting me to spend time with her. Funny that isn't it. The times I compromised on my higher state female attraction died off, since I was just another normie to these girls now, no highlights, and since my physical stats weren't top tier I didn't stand out there either, so it was basically my state that drove all of this, even at distance. They can tell just in the way I present myself anywhere, in any place.

So yeah. Live in the end and you get the love you want. Seriously. Don't bother trying to conform mental diet. The only function of mental dieting is to observe compromise patterns and conditioning on that level when you react. You don't need to buy into any of that. You just need to shift out of the influence of the world who says you can't accept the state you want to live in and go all the way. Often you'll have liver yang activate that'll warm you, but if it's qi stagnate then relaxing into "I don't need to be like that anymore" or something similar will be all you need. You don't need massive shifts outside of that. As someone who has physical issues with structure, and will fully accept these "limitations", I will ensure you that unless you're EXTREMELY warped in some REALLY bad way, then you'll never have issues attracting someone who's in demand for your state. That's all. You're probably having it show up but it's not picking up on your radar because you're afraid or whatever still living in conditioned states.

I spoke to one of my other clients yesterday morning actually and he told me that, despite not having any crazy looks or whatever, he still had girls showing up for him even when he thought he wasn't able to get it. Nobody believes it when it happens but it does. I spoke to someone else about 3-4 weeks ago or something, who talked about getting the 10/10 everyone wanted in his schooling days show up for him but he couldn't accept it. He wasn't looking for it though, which is funny. The reason why is because you're into he state when you're not looking for it, your supply is according to the satisfied state. When your state is nourished and your warming activating current comes THROUGH you in all the ways your nervous system can subtly express and your wei qi can do its thing over distance. then you'll get the attraction JUST from living in the state WHICH IS WHAT NG TAUGHT DAMMIT. NG NEVER taught what any of these IGNORNAT MORONS are teaching in LOA land. It was NEVER about any of this imagine and control, it was ALL about the state influencing them, which is accepted desire, which is innate capacity to live in satisfying states, HOWEVER they feel, and yet ALL THESE USELESS COPE COACH IDIOTS commit lies to us on a daily basis and keep people coming back for more when the method fails. It doesn't work because they're all wrong about it and I proved everything about how and why.

Nobody in LOA cope coach land comes close to the accuracy of RS. Nobody. Here we are, this backwater small community in the space plotting the end of the LOA billionaires, like Dispenza the fraud. There's no way this guy has a real story, and his explanation of the mechanics is stupid. All this stuff about quantum mechanics is insanely dumb and they'll never figure this out with that. Bruce Lipton is another joke, all of them think that "nervous system regulation" is the secret when it's NOT because some people NEED ACTIVATION of nervous system, and not just to "FEEL THE FEELNIG" as they say but to BALANCE the dynamics of the currents, and the actions on insulting other elements in the chains of how the meridians all overlap and interact. This underlies ALL of their work, and I believe that they've left all this behind BY DESIGN, to keep people coming back for more. Think about that. Why has NOBODY in LOA land connected the mechanics of how currents in the meridians move with psychological states and NG LOA but me after years of this stuff being out there? It's crazy, because I was already studying this when I was like 16, I have books that I was reading back then still on my desk here. It's been building for a long time, and I never studied TCM officially but I've come a LONG way, and arguably have decoded more functions of this on a psychological level and somatic sensation level than even they can predict, though I know there's MANY masters out there WAY beyond me at my currents TCM understanding. I bow before them and learn from them, if they show up in my life.

I'm not some arrogant whacko who's got crazy ego and never admits I have limits or make mistakes because I do, but I learned from them.

I believe that to some extent that raising liver yang often is responsible for this sensation of availability TO EXPAND beyond conditions. In my experience, this is where it stems from. The vision lights up, it's not directly a kidney or heart current, it's like a mixture of pericardium and liver meridian activation. When you know what each current feels like you'll know exactly how to decode these things and what's working and what's not, JUST from sensations. It's a somatic diagnostic system. How genius. No thought watching required, though if you want to you can use that to diagnose patterns of responses and reactions to trace root conditioning.

4/6/26

Woke up in the night with a wild insight. Lost it. I didn't write it down and it was so important. Was relating to about how patterns interact or something.

This isn't the same thing but it needs to be spoken about. Why does NG say "it's done" when he talks about 'planting seeds"? What does this mean? Well that's what I'm studying deeper and doing a more full on analysis of, specifically about this in his own words. I believe I've already figured it out anyway but just to prove it fully I'll be adding an analysis of this alone as a section in the program because this is where everybody goes wrong.

He's likened planting seeds to activating states, They're the same thing. Seedtime, reactions, imagining, planting seeds, activating states, repenting, revising, They're all the same thing. There's no real difference. Seeds and desire overlap 100% and seeds are states, mansions you dwell in to become aware of being someone and so manifest the nature of that state, which are degrees of thematic supply/demand working through you relative to a fixed point of perspective which represents fulfillment of the desire, AKA you've aligned your thematic composition to become the person who's aware of being the one who has the thing NATURALLY. The currents in buffer are where this works from. You can activate states in the moment acutely but that doesn't mean they stick around. You need to sink into it at baseline, meaning the buffer needs to be available to "take the blows of life" in a sense.

Remember NG said that desires are cushions to take the blows of life, which God specifically gives us. The cushions ARE the desires, ARE the states, ARE the thematic compositions representing the fulfilled wish. When he says we're given wishes, desires, cushions, from God none the less, then it means they're all the same thing pointing to a means of "repentance" which is in his terms revision, or a change of attitude towards life. The desire and the wish granted to you that's already there is what he's meaning by the "it's done" when felt into. Being aware of being in a state, which in his terms is a motor response (a visceral somatic sensation no matter how subtle) is activating and "sealing" a state as he's also used. Your moment of dwelling in a more relaxed, a more charged, a less stagnant state, these are the state activations, the seedtime moments, the shift in the balance of currents.

He's saying or more so implying that activating the state will carry momentum with it that will through persisting in this state establish this degree of activation of the currents necessary to correspond to that state will become normalized and baseline.

This means that empty heat patterns (as an example) which are sharply stimulating before wouldn't feel so sharp anymore, they'll be more anchored yet still activating. That's the quality shift, and any degree to which you anchor deeper into the state where the empty heat is no longer generating a reaction from unanchored thematic suggestion leading to anxiety and such. You're reacting from a different composition of currents, a more yin balanced state, and so the "it's done" or seedtime event was the cultivation of more yin, cultivation of more yang, to tonify, clear stagnation, drain excess current, or whatever, to establish a more functional degree of balance to which this will have a momentum behind it to shift then your reactions to life provided that state becomes stable and you gradually embody stable states of more and more and more balance towards the completion of the realized fulfilled desire state.

That's what I believe this is meaning. He's said directly that a small shift in attitude is not going to cut it. So he's not meaning this as a sort of minute arrangement of currents chaining. He's ALWAYS talked about a RADICAL shift, which in fact shows up over 100 times in his lectures. Whenever he talks about revision or repentance it's almost always there. I built that module out and saw many examples of it. It's not just a sort of momentary readjustment, but instead it will carry momentum behind it. The "it's done" MUST imply there's momentum behind the current that's leading to a higher degree of stability than before. You've cleared more stagnation than you had and you don't return to that state to the SAME degree, and that baseline level begins to gradually elevate and expand. The whole persistence thing is a MASSIVE part of his doctrine and he mentions the word persist-ence-ent or any other combination of variances over 370 times in his body of work. That's A LOT. "it's done" only shows up 30 times. Searching for "done" shows up 1130 times, but I'm not filtering through all examples of that because It'll take me a whole day.

I just went through a bunch of them and I mostly found examples relating to the promise.

Imagination
Desire
Assumption
Concept of self
State
Faith
Feeling
Mood
Seed
Prayer
Persistence
Repentence
Revision
Crucifixion
Esau and Jacob

All of these are the same thing really. They're all talking about activating (or deactivating or anything else) states to establish balance. I remember thinking to myself many years ago "what are we changing" since we always hear from NG "there is no one to change but self" and I'd think how do we change through imagining? Well he said as I've quoted many times that every change in state necessitates a change in belief.

Check this out.

"Where was the activity to begin with? You are the ark of God, and the ark contains everything, nothing is missing from the ark. So you are either the ark of God or you’re simply a phantom from the earth and the sea. By this, you know you’re the ark, because he lives, seemingly, on the outside and he moves independently of your perception of him. Were he truly independent of your perception of him, a change of attitude in you relative to him could not produce in him a change at all, it couldn’t. But it does! It produces a change; therefore, he must be truly in you. And we go back to Blake: “All that you behold though it appears without, it is within, in your Imagination, of which this world of mortality is but a shadow.” So when Blake uses the word “bosom” he means Imagination, which he reveals in that wonderful statement, another passage in Jerusalem, that “we are ever expanding in the bosom of God, the Human Imagination” (Ch.1,Plt.5). So he calls the bosom of God “Divine Imagination,” and we are expanding in Divine Imagination. What’s expanding?—the human Imagination. And they do not differ save in degree of intensity, but not in substance, not in character. They operate in the same way, one is keyed low and one is keyed high. Keyed high, an imaginal act is an immediate objective fact; keyed low as we are, it’s then realized in a time process. It takes time between the imaginal act and its externalization in the world. But it’s still one, operating the entire world.

So you are doing it, I am doing it; everyone contains all in himself. And all that we behold, though it appears without and seems so completely independent of us, it really isn’t. For I know that the night that I saw this thing it frightened me. I was scared by my own being, because it was simply myself made visible. That’s part of the eternal structure of the universe. But I animated it. He said, “Eternity exists, and all things in eternity, independent of creation, which was an act of mercy” (Vis. Last Judg.,Pp.91-92). That act of mercy was the animation of that which exists. The whole thing exists, but it’s dead, it’s frozen, and then you, God, awaken it. You begin to animate it, and as you animate it you don’t know you’re animating it and it scares you. You are afraid of your own life, because you give it life; it has no life in itself. Only the Father has life in himself, and as the Father has life in himself, so he has granted the Son also to have life in himself. So you are that Son, but the Father and the Son are one; though the Father, at this level where we are called Son, is greater than the Son. So, “I and my Father are one, but my Father is greater than I.” But I am moving towards that expansion where I and my Father are truly one (John 10:30).

But while I am learning and experiencing this wonderful thing I must go through, then at moments I am scared to death of my own creation. Didn’t create the lion, I didn’t create the tiger. They are part of the eternal structure of the universe. I didn’t create this garment of hair called John Brown or Mary Smith; I didn’t do that but I animate them. I animate everything in my world. But Mary Brown and John Smith are eternal parts of the eternal structure of the universe, and you simply animate them. And to prove you do do it you simply see them not as they now appear to you but as you would like them to appear to you and to themselves. You don’t consult them, you don’t take them into your confidence, you ask nothing of them, you simply do it; and persuade yourself of the reality of what you imagine relative to them, and wait in confidence. You wait in confidence, and then in this interval of time—because you’re functioning on a lower frequency, you’re down here, and this is the lower degree of intensity than were you raised to the height of the Father—so down here, you must wait in faith, confident that what you have done will come to pass. And then it comes to pass. As it comes to pass, you’ve discovered life in yourself. And the day will come when you take it off…you never know it completely while you are still wearing this garment, for this garment is also part of the eternal structure of the universe. You had to assume it and move above it, but trusting from within the being that you really are." - All are human 1964 lecture

Well right there. NG literally said we didn't consciously create everything.

That's pretty clearly saying that manifestation is just thematic supply/demand. You move things according to who you are. Yeah. You didn't manifest their existence, but you move them because you're animating them as yourself, via supply/demand mechanics.

This almost all goes back to tonifying yin, stabilizing and draining excess yang, and restoring balance. There's nothing else.

When "it's done" it means you're carrying with you the substances that relate to having the thing. You're stable and activated.

The fastest way "to manifest" something is literally to adjust your state to that which is desired, meaning to balance the currents out to arrange the field geo to suggest through who you're being that you have what you want. That's really it. For someone who's heavily conditioned with massive qi stagnation, move the stag and the thing will likely show up very soon. If it's deep deficiency, then tonification will be necessary and tonification isn't something that occurs overnight. If you're excessive, then drain it out and you can get fast outcomes. It's really just returning to a baseline state of balance, vitality, in whatever degree of activation that looks like for you or not. Dead serious. That's where the power comes from. Nothing else. When you get past all the thought trash and whatnot then you'll be able to move on from trying to control the world and just start living the life you want and allowing what's already within you to come though you. The thoughts, or desired ideals, they're going to be made conscious from the state where that's available, and that's when you can't fail.

The problem with NG is his cosmology. I won't even try to explain in every detail why there's issues with it because I just don't care enough to do that, I've already explained enough here. The cosmology he preaches is nonsense and cannot work, as in that imagination is while somatic "motor response" as he says, it's also a higher functioning existent reality in itself, that's "divine imagination". You can take this literally or you can look at it through the eyes of field geo. Considering that superhuman ability isn't something that you see the average child who imagines having powers like superheroes they watch or play as or whatever, it proves that the limits of the biochemistry matter and shouldn't be ignored. That's not to say we fully understand the limits, but shooting lasers out of your eyes isn't possible no matter what. Nobody has ever or will ever do that. Super strength has been demonstrated, but that's a rush of kidney and liver yang as adrenaline, like women lifting cars off a trapped child. It's not like they go hulk and flip the cars, but the capacity for strength absolutely exists and is very much tied to the level of activation of the liver kidney and spleen meridians, and to a degree the heart. It's very likely that more strength is available, and speed, but flying, and moving objects with your mind, and jumping multiple stories high, all that highly exaggerated ability is impossible and I have no data to reveal that would be possible. I've been to every corner of the online web and back pretty much and I've never seen once any real demonstrations of this, despite the fact that everybody has cameras now and it would be very difficult NOT to have it captured and archived somewhere out there online.

That fact reveals that we have limits and that they're reasonable. It's only the ignorant fools who buy into anything is possible, literally, that we have this discussion. Pyrokinesis and such is possible but only through the extension of the cold plasma field geo and not because you can shoot fire out of your hands. I'm talking about the same current that makes lights flicker when you do advanced gazing. It IN THEORY MIGHT be possible to perform sustained effects of this nature but I've yet to see that. It's ALWAYS coming from a release of pressure in my experience and the experience of the people I've seen do it also. It's stagnations clearing most of the time that causes this, and we can even liken this to the "it's done" since you've established a more functional state which then persisting in will basically "move" the people in demand towards you like you caused the light to flicker. Same mechanism, and that probably explains overnight results.

Remember when I use to talk about trusting the intuitive impulse? Yeah. Guess what? The II as I'll shorten it to here, it actually comes from the state you're operating from and represents compulsion in the NG terms. The compulsion is a reaction to life.

Becoming familiar with somatic response leads you to reveal the currents that are at work and the state or condition of the field geo.

If doing qi moving methods doesn't help then you might end up having qi deficiency with blood stag leading to heat generated from the stagnation. You're trying to move qi that's not there, and the stagnation isn't going to clear just from moving qi. You'll likely move SOME of it with tai chong for example if it's liver qi stag but the blood issue won't be resolved in any meaningful way unless tonification of qi happens before doing clearing. This might explain inconsistent results, and why root pressure makes things work better. The more quantity of qi you have the better, and Jing of course. It will make all the inner level mental work 100x easier and more effective. I've spoken to some people who are claiming to be high qi but still don't seem to be able to have enough specific organ qi like heart qi and they will end up having issues with those specific thematics while everything else is fine.

Been testing periodic fasting again, like from 6PM till around 10AM and observing the effect. What it seems like is that these periods are potent for allowing buffer of yang qi to generate from reserve Jing and it'll make the next meal you eat provide a deeper nourishment. This I believe explains the phenomena of TESTmaxxing where eating after fasting generates more TEST than eating more frequently, which often leads to fat gain not just because of CICO but because spleen qi gets burdened from frequency and requires warmth from kidney yang and qi to function effectively which fasting generates. This is why when you fast it "dries" you out, not just from water but from other substances. Ketones eventually become fuel source too, but TCM views ketone generation especially as a primary fuel source as pathogenic spleen qi and damp issues. If you've got warming deficiency from spleen or kidney then do NOT fast for extended times or you'll literally ruin your Jing like I did. Fat burning and TEST go hand in hand, and without kidney yang and spleen qi working together then nothing works when it comes to metabolic function. Spleen qi more or less extracts nutrients, and yang from the kidney warms the function of the spleen to make it efficient. No warmth from kidney means malabsorption and that can lead to other digestive issues like bloating and trash which is just stagnation. I mostly faced malabsorption and my spleen qi was so ruined that everything I ate went right through when I was manifesting that girl I wanted back in 2021. That was the worst period of my life probably, because I ended up with full on flu like symptoms just from doing imaginal acts and stuff. That's how bad it was, because EVERY time I tried to manifest an SP I got physically badly sick either the same day in hours or the following days or even up to weeks later like this time was. I got wiped out so badly it's insane.

So fasting can benefit to maximize the kidney yang and spleen qi you've got available in buffer. If you're super abundant then eat till you're maximizing that vitality to extract more Jing from the food. It's just best to use common sense with eating and such. If after eating nourishing meals you end up feeling very very energized and empowered to a point where it's like you're a different person, then you've either got fire blazing from the digestive function which is unanchored most likely spleen or liver yang from blood being depleted or you've got massive qi deficiency and when you eat you get an influx of qi (ATP and other functional oxidative products) that's actually giving you a normal baseline to work from. If you eat and feel tired after, then it's most likely the warming fire is overwhelmed and you're basically putting a blanket over the fire to starve it from oxygen. Then you'll burn out and want to sleep. This is a sign of diabetes and such, with hypoglycemia and all that, which actually can be from multiple sources, so if you are feeling tired from consuming what you'd consider nourishing meals then the best thing would be more or less to reduce intake and see if you're still tired, or eat less dense food on a yin level to aid in spleen qi doing its thing. This is also why yin tonifying herbs are never advised for those with bad spleen qi or kidney yang issues because you'll just end up generating dampness from it. Pancreas which generates insulin in TCM would correspond to spleen, as well as things like the appendix and likely cecum too but I've not read that so I can't be sure it's a guess. Diabetes progresses from spleen qi issues into depletion of kidney yin and yang, and that's also why in most cases people who have bad diabetic states end up losing limbs because the stasis forms from the yang being depleted and the ulcers grow because the yin is totally dried up also leading to the dry scaly skin and all that. They're just exhausted all the Jing and yin and yang and they die since the foundation of vitality is totally dead at that point and is a real challenge to restore once it's bad since your ability to assimilate Jing yin and yang will be very difficult and takes probably minimum like 9 months to 3 years or so to become SOMEWHAT normal again. I've heard stories of people who do SR for a year without any slip ups and they got back to drinking soft drink and trash without issues, so it's possible if you retain Jing that way too, assuming this is correct.

I don't doubt though to be real, since in theory on a TCM level the SR methods of simply not spilling the kidney yin and qi will gradually restore function in that lower Jiao alone without needing intervention, ASSUMING the heat isn't so pathogenic that it'll cause your yin to be burned up and you just die off anyway. If you've got really bad empty heat then SR is less effective especially in the mid term until the fire gets under control. This is why I can't stand most of the SR spaces out there since they almost all fail to grasp the mechanics of how these substances work and WHY these flatlines show up at specific times and last periods and why sometimes leaking yin for once in a moderate streak can benefit since you'll be able to establish a more clear balance between yin and yang. Leaking yin this way is more of an acute loss, and will immediately manifest in the vitality. It will instantly manifest I'd say, not hours or days later, but instantly. You will feel it, and if you're out of balance with yin yang in lower Jiao then this CAN in SOME cases restore balance for another streak. It's just a matter of balancing the currents, and trying to tonify and move stagnations with dietary or herbal formulas exclusively is challenging when on mid term streaks of 2 months like this, You'll experience these flatline periods because the yin is overflowing the yang, but this is a period where that yin CAN actually move into nourishing the other systems in the mid and upper Jiao. I've experienced this a few times, but it's difficult to do repeated experiments like this since going for over 2 months can only be done a few times a year anyway. Best thing to do when you're heavily depleted is SR streaks of minimum like 3 weeks, and let the current settle in. If you're under 25 or so then it'll be quick to restore for the most part, depending on your baseline Jing. If your Jing is fine but your yin has been depleted badly then it's easier than if you've got dual or triple deficiency. That'll really mess with you.

Oh yeah also this story I got.

"Thankyou so much for releasing me from this self imposed state I was dwelling in- words can’t express how I feel right. Sat with this feeling and I’m overwhelmed with this state now that I can now be here everyday in this state in the world and not affected by the external . This was a lifetime of being in this low state because the dense world was too much for me - released finally. It was never about manifesting anything it was always about being in a higher state and feeling from there .. the objects have no value just the state which I dwell in"

Need more clients. This guy simply had whacked stagnations. No real tonification needed. No excess. He was just delusional and I killed all that off in about 3 hours of call time. It's been almost 4 weeks since then.

I just saw some stupid video about unconscious beliefs. Trash. Preaching NLP and meditations. NLP is pathway work, if actually done right. Meditations, all this does is move qi stag temporarily and then people will mostly go back to reacting because they didn't consciously recognize the current and the somatic sensation to know how to sink charge. It's like when you're on SR and you feel the urge, in your lower body, or in your stomach as it rises powerfully and it radiates to your chest and it drives you to tense up with need and you'll feel this deep throbbing pulsating fire that wants to drive you and unless you'll settle that fire then it'll control you. Get this in your skulls. That fire is what makes you make dumb decisions, and if it's empty heat for example, then yeah it can absolutely "unconsciously" control you. As I've said, effective pathway work is connecting somatic sensations to meaning and you'll know then what those raising currents ARE and WHY you don't NEED to buy into it at that point. Just because there's a pressure doesn't AWLAYS mean you NEED to move with it. Sexual drive isn't something that is always necessary to move with on the spot. It's the gonner addicts who end up stopping their work or whatever and waste time and Jing depleting themselves needlessly and then they wonder why they're dead with no vitality and girls barf at them. You'll never get what you want that way.

I also saw something from an old manifestation teacher who was also into shamanism and other stuff and he talked about the usual. He actually said you can have all of your "negative beliefs and feelings that exist within you" and said it's impossible to decondition them all. I agree pretty much. I'll say that from my own experience you'll always feel "negative" trash, I mean I had an urge today to negatively stimulate, but I killed it off. What he doesn't recognize though is that the so called negative belief is a vital current in the form of some thematic nature which associates to the channel where that "unconscious" somatic response is felt. The nature of the fire or stagnation or cold or damp or whatever then determines the way you feel, think, and "believe" yourself to be. That's your state, and it changes moment to moment with these reactions. Guess what. NOBODY can make them ALL go away, unless you're a perfected immortal, and to get there you need S tier nourishment and acceptance of natural striving. This means feeling EVERYTHING that you KNOW is functional and leads to nourishment as a result of moving with that current. So I agree, mostly. You CANNOT turn off thinking, feeling, of having these so called negative reactions to life. Everybody always has and always will have them to some degree or another, including so called immortals, but the difference between an immortal and a trash tier gooner degenerate piece of filth is that they don't buy into where that current suggests them to go, and they don't accept the suggestion of the state.

This is why RS is the most powerful model ever and I spent YEARS going through as many options to decode the functions of satisfying manifestation as is possible. The meridian systems and the dynamics of how the currents propagate and move is ALL that works. Everything else RELIES on this to work, so mastering this system is the ONLY way to master manifesting, because EVERYBODY who is functional at manifesting is working these same mechanisms regardless of if they know what the meridians are or not.

5/6/26

What is experience? Process. Movement of the aether. Activation of meridians that form physiological and psychological sensation. There. Vitality is experience. End of story. TCM says that when you run out of Jing you die. Over. No more experience. Vitality is experience. The experience of vitality describes the nature of your experience thematically according to your state.

I believe to some level, mostly, that alchemical doctrines are created by vitally depleted people (probably supremacist Jews following oral traditions or anyone else who'd follow that if I had to guess) who wanted a way to cope with how the people around them were functional and healthy and vital and had meaningful connections and a place to belong that's mutually beneficial and so they created inner work. They created these systems of metaphysical correspondence to cope with how weak they were and justify being weak with following this intellectual path towards what they believe led to physical immortality and so called spiritual immortality. The people who are weak and depleted and stuck will end up intellectual because that's where entropy tends towards, as the warming functions of the kidney and spleen burn out then the mind takes over since the currents are weak and have no virality and they're just decaying into a mess that nobody is attracted to. They probably never got any attractive girls who were psychologically functional and they saw the other guys around them actually getting regular meaningful interactions and they wanted a way to justify coping and burying their feelings. These Jewish supremacists began most likely as families of Jing depleted people who were so frustrated and had all their qi stagnate it ended up totally taking over their lives and these cults started, likely because they had positions of power to begin with to some degree or another.

The more that I take this all the way and interpret more through this lens the more things line up even better than in the alchemical metaphysical view from before. That made sense within that cosmology but I simply don't see enough coherency EVEN IN that view for it to work. This is why so many intellectuals like myself fall into this because it's this endless study of all these principles of reality, but it always goes back to vitalism at the end of the day and when you isolate variables of causality you find 100% of the time that the intangible had next to nothing to do with success. It's how vital you are. That's really it. Biology is structured energy, vital current organized into a form that can replicate and propagate and expand. That's your function, really, if we're real. The psychological abstraction has been made front and center stage because of the depletions and because of the stagnations and frustrations. It's really just weak pathetic people coping with how pathetic their lives are, compared to what it COULD be, and they cope harder and harder and make up these insane models to justify it. Fact is and always will be that thematic supply/demand is entirely a mechanism driven not by the mind or what it thinks it believes but instead how nourished and healthy the organism is. Why do you think none of these idiots can reverse their age and they all decay into old hags and cope harder when they realize that none of the guys they wanted will ever want them back in their depleted state? That's Jewish supremacy, and likely why they attack us and poison us everywhere and force us to pay up our vitality in the form of money to their artificial systems of control. It's literally a system of pure pathology, and the cope trash out there will say being critical of it means you're in a low state, despite the fact that nothing ever changes with that until the elite who run it are overpowered by groups of men with high enough vitality and desire for a better life for themselves and their people that they mercilessly kill them all off until the entire lineage is exterminated permanently. That's your function. Killing your enemy off, since they're incapable of change.

Harsh reality. The people who don't agree will be like the fools who email me telling me about how low my state is for writing such stuff. Cope harder. Nothing changes, and the cope trash that NG and the rest talk about also comes from these weak people who live depleted lives. I'm not about that, I take life by the balls and pull it wherever I want it to go, no matter how much vital current I may or may not have relative to where I could be. Point is, coping and living in a cosmology that justifies being delusional will always lead to more suffering, and that's pure dysfunction which almost everyone in any so called spiritual circles follow. None of these people will agree that eradicating the enemy is what will liberate us, and I'll be some low state person who apparently hates myself or whatever and hasn't gotten over my conditioning yet and I'm projecting my feelings onto the supremacists that have stated goals to destroy us all and wipe us out. Yeah right. Cope harder. I'm in the body here, I have these functions and unless I use them to their capacity then I'll always either cope or keep cultivating vitality until I reach my goal. There's no middle ground. You're either expanding or coping and denying and living in delusions and justifying it with these insane seemingly unfalsifiable paradigms which you think work in all cases but I'm one of the ONLY PEOPLE EVER to LOGICLALY refute these systems over the nearly 5000 pages of notes I've written out in this notebook now. That's why I cannot preach LOA the way it's taught, because it doesn't work, and we all know that, but keep denying it because we're coping with how weak we really are. That's why you still pay tax to a parasitic ZOG who wants you to suffer. Cope harder. Do it and watch the vital people around you live lives of absolute abundance while you rot in dysfunction and delusion wishing you'd nourished yourself and killed off the conditioning sooner. Everybody will eventually come to this point when that fact really sinks in, and the ones who say "I don't need that to be happy" are just the same. Shut down and denying the reality of their lives and narrowing their view to block out anything that would interrupt this seeming paradise they live in. As soon as that view is challenged, they'll fall apart, especially if their cosmology is questioned, and you look at their body and how weak it is as a direct reflection of their inner state. If someone is preaching these doctrines and they're physically weak, they're 100% coping. I know because I've been there, and I looked at all that for real and saw how trash I was. The lowly creature. That's the only way to kill off the psychological conditioning. Deconditioning your desire down to the core of what you REALLY and and then applying the honest assessment of self relative to that is necessary.

Most of this starts with psychological conditioning and then spirals into cope trash and you end up physically burning Jing like no tomorrow and age your way out of the life you want. This is why I've mostly disconnected from the paradigms that brought me even a little out of fully accepting this, because I knew something had to give eventually. Can't keep compromising and expect to be functional. The only way to really experience individuation is to own who you want to be that's nourished, and real experience of real joy is the full experience of your innate nature, vital and nourished and free from psychological trash. That's really it. Life is that simple. Making it more complicated makes people money to fish for all the people in deep cope for how far they are from what they want, and in that depleted state they'll justify dropping money over and over and over to try to get what they want while still being the same.

"Don't lift a finger to make it happen". Trash. I've already attacked that idea on an older video, and I got way less approval. No surprise. These people are just so depleted and stagnant it's not even funny. We need to fully experience ourselves, all of the "bad" feelings and everything included, but we still know who we are and what we want and where we're going despite the reactions we may have along the way. We continue to nourish ourselves and be real and call out trash and not cope and compromise to avoid conflicts. We raise conflicts where necessary to conquer the challenges in the way. Having challenges isn't a sign of low consciousness, it's the highest sign of the highest consciousness, provided one doesn't just run up against a wall forever and never change how far they complete that challenge. That's where we grow and actually individuate and actually EXPERIENCE acceptance of self fully. This nourishes us and "works out" our inner circuitry on the psychological level. That's always done through cutting through conditions and CANNOT EVER be faked.

I had the thought of "Dr. Rose" from rosylife this morning, that hardcore cope coach, for some reason. I was thinking about how she'd talk about how she use to do psychotherapy and apparently in her system when someone "sees themselves for who they are" which is falsely attributed to "I AM" or whatever trash is trending that day, that they suddenly manifest abundance. Keep in mind she charges $450USD 50 minutes on call. That's insane. How can someone who's preaching "it just is" and "you are it all" get anywhere with this? It's going to give people who have mild heart qi stagnation or liver qi stagnation a bit of an insight at most, but the rest will be stuck and she'll make bank. This is why I can't accept the condition of this space, with all the cope coach trash everywhere. It's insane. She charges $950USD for THREE DAYS of messaging. THAT'S INSANE. I had my $800 subscription access give people infinite time that they needed for a month. That's how crazy these people are, and how they feel they can charge more money for 3 days of messages than most people make in a week or even a fortnight. How can Rose who preaches the highest level solipsistic cope coaching and false mentalist NG doctrine who misinterprets everything this guy said over and over and get away with it? It just shows there's no competition, but penetrating this space deeply with RS is next to impossible because the assumptions people have about what they think manifestation IS has to be challenged in EVERY VIDEO which isn't really functional for a channel like this. I can't make every video contain the same deconditioning points for LOA mentalism.

That's just one example. The highest level cope coach out there I believe is Tom from "be something wonderful" and his other channel which is literally just his name I believe. Every time I see this guy on camera it disgusts me, because this very doctrine is pure anti life, anti vitality, anti function. It's delusion supporting trash. Subconscious Loz, that mentalist is another one. The only reason these people get big is because they preach you can manifest SP's or whatever amounts of money which NG never taught, and applying this with imaginal methods and relaxing (which is what they all preach outside of "change your beliefs" like it's just some magic bullet you need to align to) even though that's not what NG taught as I've proven. Isn't it insane that the discoveries I made aren't actually accepted by this space, and people who have commented who claim to be veterans at manifesting and have apparently read all of NG continue to question if he ever said the things I've claimed? It's truly wild. They question quotes that I bring to the table and deny he ever said these things. That's how conditioned they are. They cherry pick quotes and ignore the rest, and that's why most people don't believe that NG said to "I should be dissatisfied". They say this is him claiming we're in a reality where dissatisfaction is guaranteed, and suffering is guaranteed, but that's clearly not what it's talking about, because the quotes around it are directly pointing to dying to your old self. IDIOTS THEY'RE SO STUPID! These are the people who I make videos for, heavily compromised idiots who cope harder than you can describe and ignore direct quotes. It almost doesn't even matter if I release a video with all the facts because the audience is so psychologically compromised and disturbed that they won't even see it, and try to fit my teaching into what they already believe, which is stemming from weakness. I can't do that. It's not satisfying. I just don't care about them.

"So I tell you we must remember the story of the crucifixion. As Paul said: “I die daily.” I should be dissatisfied: I should have always a “divine dissatisfaction” and transcend and transcend, to become one of the awakened brothers. I cannot live on what I learned today. Extend the borders of your tent. Not only must I grow, but also I must also outgrow or I am not growing." - Release Barabbas and crucify Jesus 1957 lecture

Nobody can tell me this means he's saying life is guaranteed to be dissatisfying and we need to avoid that. This is CLEARLY pointing to the crucifixion story of dying to your limitations and moving on. Nothing else. He speaks of the crucifixion, about Pal saying to die daily, to transcend, to learn greater ideals, and to outgrow or we don't grow. How is this meaning anything else OTHER THAN that we must feel dissatisfied to move on. You recognize change needs to be made, and you change. That's it. When you feel dissatisfied it's a good sign, because it's meaning you've got a change that can be made to live into a higher state. Owning that real innate nature satisfies that dissatisfaction. So again, I say, where are the people who recognize this? They don't really exist, nobody in LOA has talked about this quote but me as far as I know, because they're all about avoiding these feelings and continue to preach cope nonsense that NG said we must persist in feeling positive which is utter trash. It's pure COPE. I call them cope coaches for a reason, because modern LOA and any mental spiritual doctrine that's not rooted in principles of vitality as causal are going to lead someone into avoiding and denying and deluding and coping with their current lower state and justifying not making the necessary changes at any chance, especially to make money. Why do you think modern LOA is as big as it is? It's because it doesn't work and it's built perfectly for dysfunctional people because they'll ALWAYS COME BACK since that's what depleted people do, since they're helpless without the currents to suggest supply. You CANNOT manifest a 10/10 if you're depleted and a low value yourself, because they won't want to fall to that level since they know they're worth more. So they should. That doesn't mean you NEED a 10, but my point still stands. The 10's know their position because of how they're treated. The weak depleted fools know their place which is why they cope, they deny, they ignore, they delude and do anything to block out actually changing their state and suggesting supply to manifest the 10 for once. They waste time and as their Jing depletes with age they fail more and more and more and more and more until it's all gone and they'll never get the chance to experience what everybody dreams of. That's real, that's raw, that's highly vital experience.

This goes back to the start. A vital experience is to fully live. A low vitality low state experience of cope and denial and compromise isn't really experiencing life. These people are "missing out" quite literally, on what life SHOULD be. Life SHOULD be a highly vital nourishing experience, where highly vital experiences are normal and expected, but we're in a world where filth have deliberately debilitated us in SO MANY ways that it's normal now for most men especially to live in hardcore denial about reality. They're not experiencing reality, they're experiencing their "imagination" as most people think of it, and it's not satisfying. Experiencing what you want in imagination isn't about the sensory nature of it, but about the shift in vital current that alters your state, your supply/demand, so that you'll line up with people in the world who are receptive to your supply. Denial of how you really feel (which is depleted and weak or somewhere on that spectrum relative to the state of having what you want "in imagination" (vitally)) is why you don't get it. You keep avoiding nourishing yourself, and the people who get it, who "manifest" it, their II naturally leads them towards this because of the difference in how anchored their fire feels where they'll not feel crippling anxiety at the thought of making out with the hot girl in front of a bunch of people or their family. When I imagined that myself, which before I'd avoid with all costs, then I got it. It wasn't a fantasy, it was a change in what I accepted that I could experience and it was because of qi stagnation. That feeling of wanting to explode with fury was massive amounts of liver qi stuck and I had to either move it and correctly allow that pressure to manifest what I wanted or I cope and discharge through whatever methods I'd have involved with before that wouldn't satisfy it. I NEEDED to spend time cultivating that root pressure to "release" that vitality into the aether to suggest supply for the experience I just had, and hence that girl manifested by 10AM in the morning. That's why I don't preach cope coaching, because EVERY time I tried to imagine a scene with loving happy "positive" feelings I'd end up feeling the stagnations, or the extreme anxiety, to the point where it would heavily deplete my kidney meridian and lead me into more cope because my Zhi was falling off the cliff. The girls I liked ignored me 100% of the time at that level, I had basically ZERO success, business was failing, I got thrown out of my remedial job and had nothing. I went out and coped harder by telling people about how they're so dumb for believing in ZOG propaganda at cafes and on walks and stuff and I'd write all these things on the ground about how stupid people were and I'd wear my flektarn parka out in public getting eyes from everyone to bring attention to past events and make them think. That's where I went, and while you could say it was functional on some level, it was still cope for me. It was that frustrated energy I had not being moved correctly and leading into avoiding the changes I needed to make first, which was to kill my parents off in my mind. That helped me more than anything, and it was only after I imagined having what I wanted in front of them that I got what I wanted, I did it out of hatred and fury but a passion for who I really was and always wanted to be and what I wanted to freely experience, unconditioned availability to experience loving and being loved no matter who saw me. Since I always hid and stayed out of the eyes of anyone in that context, which made me feel awkward, since I was so conditioned, it would make me feel anxiety. This fear among many others required massive amounts of liver and enough kidney and heart qi to tear down to enough of a degree to manifest the outcome. That's why coping with imaginal acts of being loved never works, because that's not how you really feel, at least if you have a similar composition to me in your state.

So there we go. A vital experience that's doing the whole "heightened awareness" thing from before that I talked about is this. You're accepting self, and if that's functional it will flare up fire, but you'll anchor it in response. When you sink charges and stabilize these reactions that are like really sharp and hit you deeply all of a sudden like a fire blazing up, you'll not feel that. It's when guys to SR and they in the early stages struggle with massively powerful urges because their kidney yang is imbalanced relative to yin. The anchor for libido is depleted, and they cannot control it easily at all. It's literally a fire blazing up without control, unless you know how to sink charge. You then as yin is tonified through retention, that fire becomes more tame and you end up being able to more easily say no without "struggling". Struggling in ANY other sense with a seeming addiction is because the yang is overwhelming the yin, either in excess or empty heat patterns, or stagnation patterns, and the yin is unavailable to cool it down. You will struggle until that anchor is built. This is why people get addicted. It starts as a psychological compromise to avoid innate natural striving and then they end up feeling the frustration surge into heat and that heat burns up their anchor in time and then they feel constant urges to release pressure and cool the heat. It's ALL explained via the meridians, ALL these psychological issues. We need to understand that they're not to be avoided, this current if when the pressure is present, is accepted in what it wants you to experience and you use it to drive expansion and act on implied involvement where you know you can, then you can develop anchor just this way too, unless you're extremely depleted to the point where you're falling down just getting up and all that like I had. I couldn't even get out of bed without dizzy spells some days and I'd have hand tremors so bad it was hard to hold cops, especially the nights after panics. These cope coaches have no idea what I had to go through to resolve that, and all the nights I swear I would've slept feeling like I was nourished but I woke up every time with anxiety. The more "positive" I felt those nights, the more anxious I was the next day.

The reality is that NG SATS at night isn't what people think, I've already explained what it really is and it's simply a qi stagnation clearing method to then cultivate more yin and Jing overnight to lead different responses the next day. Even NG said something like that. I wish I could find that quote again, I've read it. He said the point of SATS at night before sleep was to change your reactions in the following day. That's correct, because you'll move stagnations IF it's applied correctly. Jing can be tonified at night, especially between 1-4AM in the morning. This is when TEST is formed in your body too, and that's kidney yang, which warms and recovers you. This is why people wake up those hours a lot too when they're weak because they can't handle the clearing that happens in their sleep. That's another instance of psychological belief not manifesting to the nature, because people FIND OUT that they apparently have this belief later when the pattern emerges. Nobody picks to lose hair either, yet many men bald out. I've got experience with that, and I didn't even know I was when it was happening. That's what's so insane about LOA, the law of assumption. Assumptions don't manifest, vital current does, hence why vital current is the only reality because it's the only constant that's always true. No matter what your mind believes, you will always "feel" to be in the state your vitality opens up for your mind to experience. If you're weak, you will not experience feeling of the wish fulfilled to be who you want to be. It's impossible, unless that moves qi stag, which is the most common it seems, and to tonify deficiency. The instances where in NG's work he talks about people healing themselves, it's because they likely had very fixed stasis or stagnation, and the specific experience moved that. Anything else is results coming from an entirely different paradigm outside of LOA, hence why I continue to attack that system as a mental idea because it cannot prove results reliably by isolating variables.

These people will cope and cope and deny and pretend and avoid any real discussion about isolated variables and proving causality, or throwing the subject away and divert. Always. I see it all the time. It's just trash.

Vitality is the only reality. Nobody can say otherwise, because there's no instances where that's not true. Thematic supply/demand is the only way to explain all instances of the phenomena of manifestation and that's entirely independent of what you consciously think or emotionally feel, since your somatic response as felt currents moving will determine how you think no matter how hard you try to consciously decide what to think. You can always decide to in the moment shift directions, but that observation and redirection to change your movement into a higher state is the ONLY free will your thinking mind has. You can ONLY observe and adjust your state to begin nourishing yourself. Anything else is cope trash and will always end up leaking your Jing and further your frustration and or hopelessness to ever manifest what you want. Getting real with how you feel is necessary to get what you want. No matter what you must feel the reality of how far you are from what you want and consistently return to that view of conscious willing movement a decisions that further your expansion into that state. You consciously outgrow your lower states, as NG said. That's it. Vitalism is why you either manifest what's satisfying or not.

This is what they don't want. Physically nourished and capable younger guys who aren't psychologically conditioned by the filth to stay docile. They don't want the untamed wild bull to strike them in the chest where it kills them. They want to keep the bull dancing in circles and manipulating it until it grows old and dies and poses no threat.

The main issue I have with making these vids be impactful is people's biases and what they believe things should be like which gets in the way of correct understanding. It's NOT hard, THEY are deluded. How do I get that out of the way and open clear understanding for the general audience? Who knows to be honest, unless I address every single preconceived notion in each video and shut them down. Then they'll be same same. See how painful this is, just trying to simplify all of this without having the views of others get in the way. I just need to go back to preaching the "new model of manifestation" again, because I can assure you that if I preach "NG never taught XYZ" I'll get WAY less attention, since it'll be running up against pre-conceived notions and 90+% of people who watch the vids cannot think clearly anyway so. I had the most success when I just taught the "new model of manifestation" idea again without trying to fit everyone's assumptions into the model when explaining it and I'd let their confusion fester into wanting to figure it out, letting their overthinking mind run wild trying to find answers they can't accept.

6/6/26

Well well well. My last post last night proved my point perfectly. These people don't respond well to mechanical analysis. They only want to feel stimulated. Every post I've put up, or video I've made, that involved this, that's what got big. Look at the big coaches. The same thing. They "empower" these people, but that's not what most need obviously. Most people NEED activation but in a deconditioned way and not buying into their compromise patterns where they'll feel charged but still cope and ignore necessary involvement and not question their desires as stemming from dysfunctional conditioning. Seriously, all I can really do to get "big" on this LOA platform is by making those videos and sprinkle in some theory videos to hope regular viewers pay attention. I also need to continue to focus on vitality expansion myself because I know that returning to the youthful glow will attract WAY more people, hence the comments on my last one and why my approval was higher and how people said I looked better. Most people I have talked with say that too, even though I don't really see it personally if I'm honest. I have moments where I know I have more abundant wei qi but I need more spleen qi to integrate the blood and qi in a more sustained flow instead of being more bursty. I know this is beneficial for balance in my case, just enough so.

Observed more patterns. Very clear how heart heat feels. Also the idea of the "it's done" thing I was talking about yesterday is absolutely on point. It does have momentum, provided it's not extremely severe. If it's mild-moderate level conditioning then yes you can have a sort of permanent shift in your currents from applying a correct action. That's the "it's done" and the activation of the state and planting of seed, Makes total sense. It's got nothing to do with the contradicting nature of thinking a thought yet also dropping it while you're still attached underlying that. The current moves, and your "fixation" on the demand and need for it falters if stag moves or deficient heat is anchored. Blood or yin deficiency is what can agitate the intelligences of the meridians and lead to fixations. An anchored Shen is so powerful. You feel this activation in a different quality. It's not like loud and fast in the sense of this explosion of energy (which is usually pathogenic) but it's quick to "understand" sensation and stimulus and if it's functional or not. You can observe while not being sucked into stimulus, where with fire you get sucked into it and you "resonate" with it which only burns you up more, especially if it's deficiency heat like blood deficiency of heart. When the Shen is anchored in the blood you're not seeking these sharp explosive stimulus, they feel stimulating but in an anchored way. The intensity is "stable" yet still activating.

I need to put all of these into a list somewhere as a complete somatic response guide. I'm also more clear on how wind feels vs stagnations too, specifically liver level wind. I experienced a ton of that before, and stagnations actually manifest similar symptoms at times but there are differences. Wind is typically a prickling sensation when it reaches the surface. I had this "pricky heat" feeling when I was like 14-15 or something and it was liver heat as wind scattering to my periphery and usually it was my shoulders back neck and around there maybe sometimes on my arms. I remember doing vaults on these high rails at school in the mornings for hours while I waited for school to start since I usually got there before most others and I'd feel this pricky heat even in very cold weather outside like 5c tops. I always wondered what that was, even back then. It was wind, I had wind before I even ended up in a worse place, so it manifested when I was very young. Even the lip issues I had where they'd flake off was a spleen yang and qi issue going back to like 7-8 years old or even younger. I always wondered why I had that and how people attacked me for "picking my lip' where sometimes it would bleed. I couldn't help it really. That was spleen issues, and when I was basically plagued with some kind of cold or whatever 24/7 for most of my single digit age range and ended up having multiple operations in hospitals, including one to correct a surgery that was botched, it was ALL because of a constitutional weakness to spleen qi and spleen yang. So when I feel better and more functional it's when I'm feeling the intensity by raising that current and that nourishes my vitality which is at baseline deficient from the genetic level. This also determined the types of girls I was attracted to, when I look back at the thematic supply/demand there. It actually makes sense, it was a bit of multiple factors but my spleen qi definitely played a role in specifically what I was looking for.

The whole past history of this lines up so well when it's all put into perspective that's correct. The liver issues, the spleen, the kidney deficiency, empty heart fire, lung yin issues with the persistent dry cough from like 2014 onwards, all of it. It's all there. It's all a progression of the constitutional deficiency and then the effects cascade out into what your state becomes and how your life manifests. Thematic supply/demand. Your affinities stem from this, my drive to be more yang based and dynamic was in a compensation for this weakness. I mean TCM says that constitutional genetic trash is Jing deficiency, but in my experience it's more than just that, it can be specific currents that are weak which then the other meridians need to pick up slack for. That's very likely WHY I manifested constant fear and agitation in my heart and liver because I was so depleted on true root warming ability and I was running off frustrated liver fire for years which then turned into heart heat. That's when you think that's who you are, the change in state that changes how you think and feel, and in reality it's all branch conditions from a root cause of in my case Jing and spleen qi-yang deficiency. That's literally how I manifested unconsciously all that trash over the years. People treated me the way I was on a current level, and that wasn't something I had conscious control over. I was actually helpless, I had zero control, I was 100% powerless to resolve my own deficiency, I was at the mercy of the world around me, and my perfectionist thinking was both a cause of my parental conditioning (possibly a reflection of my state of being born with a very weak spleen which rules intellect making me overcompensate for deficiency) and also the spleen issue itself manifesting a conscious tendency to triple check EVERYTHING because that's what spleen (more specifically stomach I should say) does when it's depleted. The gall was damp from the moment I was born, and that's rooted in decision making, so that plus spleen issues makes for someone very hesitant to ever answer questions and needs to quad check all things before answering. Reminds me of how all this was born with RS, and why I have such a rigorous method of research. It's both pathogenic and functional.

So if you pull back and look at things, as a progression of core thematics that developed over time, I can actually see my conditioning on a psychological level coming from my state I was born with. It determined where I was likely to be conditioned. This DESTROYS human design 1000000% as a valid model permanently in my eyes since all the alignments on that level are explained infinitely more accurately using the new model of RS with these TCM details integrated as a foundation to interpret thematic current dynamics.

It's almost entirely able to be explained with this view, the way people responded to you, how you were treated even, what you were conditioned into accepting, where you were susceptible to conditioning and compromising as cope to compensate for that lack, or stag, or whatever pattern. It could be a mixture too. Born with jaundice, spleen qi issues, chronic illness, and a tendency towards intellectually interpreting everything in response to this state, it's clear where it all went. The anxiety was inevitably going to manifest unless I resolved the spleen qi issues, to then restore the Jing and the kidney into its full capacity that it could be. That's the thing though, you can still manifest things, but it will ALWAYS correspond to supply/demand mechanics and nothing else. The way you're treated and treat the world stems from this. The people who are attracted to you, in whatever way, they're supplied with what you have, or even what you don't have so they can insert their supply as a power play and experience that role. There's near infinite variations, and the "infinite states" thing makes sense if you view it this way. Nothing else can. Everything else is cope trash about some intangible reality of abstract nature we're apparently interfacing with using our imaginal senses which is stupid trash. Never worked. The only reason people buy into that is because they don't know any different, and even though I always had doubts, I still bought into this idea for a while too until I recognized that thought really has no power and is actually a symptom of your state. You think what you feel and you feel your state which is what currents are operating. That's it. It's all consistent and everything else all comes into this view, without exception.

I mean how insane is that. The guy that suffered with all this trash from the past who had next to nothing came out with all this, as a result of the dysfunction. It just goes to show that you don't need to be living in the highest capacity to create new stuff, and this idea I had that being the RS guy was predestined was stupid too, there's no preset path we're being moved to experience by God. There's only thematic sequencing of the Jing, which is your constitutional nature genetically speaking. The metaphysical abstract spiritual idea is just an overlay to make these proven mechanics seem mysterious when they're really not. Most people who followed my stuff long term might not resonate with that, but they'll eventually figure it out, I'd hope. The idea that most of us have about spiritual realities, these people who still cling to that lack experience of all of this from a truly detached perspective that I've had for many years now, especially from doing so much gazing and having had a ton of lucid dream experiences and experiencing what is considered the highest level occult work in the alchemists order doing high level theurgy work and creating alchemical elixir like the name of the quintessence I can't list here for disclosure reasons. Prement Melli is the only name I can give it that won't reveal what I am supposed to keep secret. There's nothing really special about these elixirs. The hype that the alchemist put on these has been very limited and not really what you'd think and that's why I'm once again very critical of these systems. Their impacts to consciousness are actually correctly interpreted through the lens of meridian activations and the overlaps.

I'm FULLY aware of how TCM and Daoist alchemy overlay nicely with models such a mystical Kabballah and the tree of life in Norse mythos and even the platonic metaphysics too. I've done all that study back before 2021 and connected those dots but practically they're not really opening up some mystical system of magick to experience. That's hyped up by people with lacking experience and understanding to sell things. I don't care who you are, you cannot demonstrate real magical phenomena and superhuman ability on command. The only people who apparently can are these shamans and Daoist masters or magicians who you never see or have proof of real performance happening that's repeatable. I've experienced what can be considered "superhuman" ability from my qigong master using certain strikes he'd do on me to force my liver stagnation to suddenly blast open and send a literal shockwave of current through me sending me backwards in a very "explosive" way from a very light touch. That's a thing, but it works via supply/demand as all things do. He called it spirit fighting, the forms of the warriors who lived on a certain mountain in China and that lineage is what he carried on which harnessed the source point of the pericardium. It wasn't deep Jing based qigong, it wasn't cultivation based, it was "spirit fighting". Spirit fighting was another term for "lightning" power as he called it also. That's what it felt like. These forms were designed to in the user actually release built up pressure that the form would generate and channel that through the meridians on the back of the wrist. That's why the fire form for example has your hand brushing against different points in sequence to build current like a capacitor and then discharge. The point of this was a form that could "shock" the person receiving the discharge.

This is a very real thing as I've experienced this and I've explained how gazing has a similar phenomena where the quickenings cause a spontaneous release of built up pressure in the lower Jiao and that gets released which causes all kinds of effects in the world around you. So the "bio electric" current if you'd call it that, this is what most of the spiritual experiences happen through, which are just chains of bions forming channels of - charge which can direct these currents like an electrical circuit which your consciousness can activate different parts of at will, provided the capacitor which stores that current is charged enough. Manifesting is the same thing, it works through this mechanism. It's not "psycho-spiritual" as we all believed. The core proof of all of this is thematic translation via the Hun and Po to the Shen which explains imaginal cosmology and experience of seeming other worlds including astral reality and seeing through walls and all that, as well as supply/demand as a mechanical basis for manifesting, as well as somatic sensation as "bio-electric" stimulus and how spiritual cultivation methods generate these currents via alchemy and other methods. Alchemy is just the science of the bio-electrical system, the meridians. That's HOW TCM exists, and Daoist alchemy was taking that and turning it into a mystical tradition, which I believe had malevolent agendas. None of the people who profit off preaching these things can prove my model wrong, because it holds true in pretty much every scenario I throw at it. All that critical thinking from the spleen issue built this state in me, and it serves this purpose perfectly, even if it's not perfectly balanced on a vital level.

So what else is there to explore now? Who knows. All the ignorant cope coaches will keep preaching trash that's what we know for sure, because there's a demand for it, plenty of sick people out there to have pay up for a never ending solution.

The less that I study other people's work the better the insights I find are. All I study are mechanics of consciousness, and all the things that make that up. TCM is a primary system, biochemical interactions as an interpretation of that is another. Psychological dynamics is another, but most of that is just supply/demand and thematic current anyway. It's all current, because that's WHO you ARE. You ARE a collection of bio circuits that are navigating the world around you. The spiritual essence is the proportionality built in as a capacity for higher function and integration within other circuits that can build something even greater together as an extension of both those circuits working as one form. How else would the world as we have it today get built? Impossible. NG saying that everything we see was imagined, yeah, I can agree, but it wasn't because it was in the mental level that it was created, it was innate within that person as a constitutional affinity, or an affinity from dysfunction that made them perform and create from performance. That's entirely valid as well though, because great things come out of these people. Think for yourself. All the study I did from like 2015-2021 on the non manifestation stuff built my foundation. Those just 6 years were wild. I absorbed SO MUCH data it's not even funny. Even when I'd play comp OW and other games like H&G I'd always be listening to something and taking in more data. It was non stop. I don't even need to do that anymore. It's just all there, the answers just show up.

Vitality is the only reality. Imagination is the circuity of your consciousness.

I also just thought about a way to isolate what someone actually wants. What their true core desire is, in a sense. The deconditioned life they want. Look at known pathologies as a basis, then break down their psychological nature and how you've been responding over time. Then break down what the expectations are vs how you responded. Then you'll see what you really wanted in response, meaning what you thought you needed to do vs what you actually wanted to do. The negation of the conditional overlay opens up innate nature. The idea that you need a certain job or even business to make money to live is a conditional overlay on someone's innate desired life. Look at what you want underlying what you think you need to do to get something and then open that up as available without overly. That's your "feeling of the wish fulfilled". The deconditioned balancing current that opens up undeluded perceptions and stimulates different reactions and actions since the currents that would've previously stimulated cope patterns die off. The heat, the stagnations, these feelings of limitation, they no longer hold true, So you don't actually need to do anything except negate what's not self down into what your innate self really is, and innate self will always feel satisfied no matter what. You'd live that life even if you'd die doing it, because it's all you want to do and brings you value. I guess this work stemming from constitutional spleen deficiency and Jing issues led me here, and I did this despite being close to literally dying at times. It was so bad I was extremely dried up on blood and yin at one point that the seizure type tremors kicked in with those massive panics and I had so much heat and wind blasting my head that I literally felt like my brain would explode or something and my ears would ring SO LOUD and my vision was so foggy it was almost impossible to see what was in front of me. That's what wind does, and that came from my liver blood getting acutely dried up so badly that it manifested this way. Now we know how NG died, and what it would've been like for him, or at least somewhat similar. Wind is fatal and it can hit suddenly. I lived with low level wind in my liver for something like over a decade if I look back, because it started before I even started doing gazing from what I remember. The mild nervous tremor. It was s function of both the spleen issue from not making blood for the anchor to build and also from the parental conditioning that amplified that much more than it would've otherwise been. The fury only made the wind worse. I couldn't have gotten the overnight result without having that liver yang anchored enough for it not to be pathogenic.

Well RS explains how people who are pathogenic can still "manifest" things, including specific people and whatnot. Thematic supply/demand works EVEN WITH dysfunction, because there's always someone who will match up with your state. That's why "specific person" manifesting is stupid and NG himself never taught it. You CAN get them to show up, IF your supply/demand suggests that to you. That's why old ex girls or whatever show up when you're in functional states, or at least more functional, because you're supplying those currents that they felt from you before. Had it happen a lot when I live in high intensity states. It's ONLY in the high intensity states though, the cope states never have them show up.

Vitality is the only reality.

You need to have the most abundant life you can. If trash stands in your way, eradicate it if it won't stop threatening you and there's no other way. Otherwise, simply live the highest joy you can, since that childlike illumination of your Shen is effectively the highest expression of consciousness there is. Think, how do you want to feel. How do you want to feel? What would it feel like? The arrangements of those currents, in a deconditioned manner, that's how you alter your thematic supply/demand. It may be intensity, it may be relaxed, it may be anything in between. Yin yang dynamics don't care. What you line up with is what you live for. That's it. Line up with what nourishes your state and own it. Go all the way. Drop the conditional overlays and just involve. There's your answer to all of your problems. Work through what brings you the highest satisfaction, the highest nourishment that's deconditioned and free from needless expectations you think you need to meet which generates repression of what you really want and locks up the liver qi among other things. To get out of frustration land you need to get real with what you want in life on a feeling level as thematic supply/demand of the currents and where your current state is at.

Who would you be regardless of the conditions and expectations of the world around you? Live that life. There's your best direction of nourishment, and it will refine, and that's ok, but orient yourself towards a feeling state that's truly genuinely nourishing. You need to have a vision for something you want to create, a vision for something you want to experience, provide, share, whatever it is. This vision is what should activate your Shen and drive functional II and implied involvement. Isn't that crazy that intuitive impulse and implies involvement are both II. Guess I can't abbreviate those. If you didn't have to work for money, if you didn't have to do what anyone else wanted you to do, if you didn't have to meet any expectations or responsibilities or anything the world puts on you as a needless burden, what would you be doing? How would you be living? Make decisions to begin acting through implied involvement towards this direction every day. You should be willing to die for that vision, no matter what. When the Shen has fire behind it activating it (functional fire) then you'll literally move a mountain to achieve that end desire. That feeling, that state, that arrangement of currents, that dynamic, lock into that direction and the people who need to facilitate that to work will show up. There's the "magic" of manifesting, and how miracles happen. Thematic supply/demand and how the receptors we all share mediate each other into our reality or however you want to perceive that.

The spiritual people preach this as some kind of higher self, but that's just another allegory for innate thematic sequencing of the Jing unfolding through you, which is biochemically genetic and somatic response from suggestion illuminating those channels you're born with that determine what's nourishing and what's not. That variance is your wish fulfilled state. So in essence, NG was teaching us to be ourselves, if you really break down what the mechanisms are doing, and that it was never about controlling the world to "get what you want" while still being someone who's in demand for what you don't have and want. That's why reality doesn't conform to your thoughts, emotionally charged or relaxed feelings, or vivid imaginal acts. None of that matters. It's already there, The state determines how you think, what you think, who you think about, where you want to live, when you want to involve, all that stuff. All the details in the seed are innate, all of that already exists as he says, because it's an innate capacity of thematic sequencing. There's nothing else. That's it.

RS has connected all the dots, again. And again...

Always remember, the only reason that Jewish supremacists still run the show is because we allow them to. Want to see an end to it? Don't play the game they want you to play. Kill off all influence you can and eradicate the filth any opportunity you get. No compromise.

8/6/26

"There’s a Ukrainian Jewish woman that somehow got into one of our cities council and she helps Africans get studying visas and then finds them places to live and then makes them seek asylum that lets them import their entire families lol"

I just got this message from a contact in Poland. Still happening. If this Jewish parasite wasn't in this position of influence the people of this town wouldn't have to worry about aliens attacking them. For those who doubt that, look at the UK for a clear case study. Only a heavily compromised delusional dumb idiot would deny the obvious.

Watching the patterns of wild ravens for example is interesting.

If you don't have kidney Jing then you cannot restructure your bones or anything to be the way they should be. It's impossible basically. States are currents. To what extent can the mental belief side of things apply? To the degree that they can be used to move and tonify limited currents, and that can help further expand. Yin REQUIRES least deliberate catalyzing of Jing to really integrate and nourish the circuits. You cannot do it if you're needlessly stimulating. Said that for years. I takes a truly detached state for this to manifest. You can just rely on the subtle sensations of the currents to self regulate correctly, instead of coping by holding stagnation needlessly or thinking you can tonify with your mind.

Also went to see a homeopath I use to go to some years back when I left the parentals for once and was still doing remedial but couldn't continue. This person is so easy to read now too, like I see the narcissism SO EASILY, and it's dressed up in a clothing of "changing for the better". This is a guy who's over 60 and is with a girl who's his FWB. She's like 26 I believe, met years ago even when I last saw him. I wanted his take on some things, since apparently he developed his own model of nutrition that I kept hearing about from a friend who also saw him and it's utter ignorant trash, Not everybody responds the same to a specific dietary regime. Why? Well I for one was doing basically full on carnivore for some years which I believe is what led my liver blood to being so depleted I had visual snow that was constant no matter where I looked and floaters so big it was impossible to miss them, as well as massively dry dandruff filled hair and other trash I had to deal with as a result. You see, TCM says that red meats tonify blood, which is mostly through the iron, which bind to the oxygen in hemoglobin and aids in oxygen transport for various functions including energy production. I believe to some degree that liver blood relates to the body "magnetism", even though it's not literally magnetic, but I believe that there's subtle fields that the moving blood generates which MIGHT explain SOME of the seeming non physical phenomena, and it might not be iron but since iron tonifies the liver qi and blood which is responsible for anchoring and activating the Hun, then I'd not be surprised at this mechanism. There's this whole "structured water" argument some people in the so called health space make but it's still nonsense really, like Tom Cowan who I remember studying extensively back in 2020 and was one of the figures who led me to Reich. I don't follow much of what I learned back then now since I've gone way beyond that but the model that this homeopath came up with was effectively using nutrition to build the structures in the body. Smart idea, I thought of that some years ago too when I was doing research on bions and such, but never took it all the way since I didn't have the time or care for that at the time.

The thing is that he thinks EVERYBODY needs to eat in this specific way or they'll get heart disease and die. It's insanely dumb, there's no isolated variables and he thinks any form of carbohydrate is the enemy. He probably got that from Bart Kay, who I also spent years studying everything he ever published in detail and learned a lot from but he still once again fails to grasp thematic currents and their dynamics which can prove everything about psychological functioning. Always remember, I only really followed this model because I couldn't refute how accurately it predicts psychological patterns on the current level when linked to somatic response. It's the ONLY way to make sense of somatic sensation, unlike all the so called bodywork people who are shooting blindfolded in the dark. Not everybody should eat high fat and iron rich meats and certain fish because not everybody can process that, and I know for one that I couldn't and the massive stagnation I had got worse when I ate that way. He also promotes eating 3 teaspoons of salt a day, which I remember doing myself and it led to having hypertension that was giving me mini panics since my liver blood was so dry and wind was manifesting, before I fully knew that mechanism. Nobody in the space knew what this was and most of them called is psychological fear of changing or that my body was "transitioning" to high fat, which is stupid and unbelievably ignorant. The fools who preach carnivore or low carb high fat CANNOT explain the people like myself who only got further depleted, which is because of factors that the biochemical model can't even really detect, which in TCM relates closely to liver blood, qi stagnation, and wind patterns insulting earth and the spleen qi issues I had.

It wasn't anything physical or biochemical you could really point to to prove that it wouldn't work, only the TCM model predicts this. NOTHING else can, which is why I suffered for years with this trash and had to go to doing nothing but reading textbooks and writing pages and pages of notes in tiny handwriting because I couldn't even look at a screen or my liver blood and kidney yin would burn up with what few drops I had left and wind would manifest. It wasn't even wind in a hot wind sense, it wasn't cold wind either, it was just straight up wind. That's why my face was pale, and stupid me when reading the textbooks failed to recognize this because THEY DIDN'T EVEN TALK ABOUT PURE EMPTY HEAT WIND manifesting with pale face and such. My eyes were very very very very red to a degree that it was frightening but my face was pale as a ghost. This went against what the TCM texts told me, but it's only how they generalize all these symptoms into containers in a vacuum, they don't go into how patterns overlap and interact and cause these seemingly unexplainable patterns. I didn't have a real heat pattern causing it specifically, but it was just a very empty pattern causing what little heat I had from stagnation of blood that was almost entirely dried up to lead to "wind manifesting, hence the struggle breathing, convulsion like tremors, the racing heart and the cold yet hot feeling I had inside. I felt hot but cold at once it was crazy. It was just straight up wind manifesting in the sinews since the nourishment for them was completely dried up and that's why there was mixed hot cold inside me depending on the location where the currents were manifesting in these ways. It was like a "dry" wind in a sense. None of the textbooks talked about this. This is why I was pale, because in one channel I had heat and another I was deficient on yang, and that's why I ended up peeing pure clear like minutes after drinking for days and why the ONLY thing that helped it was to tonify kidney yin to generate liver blood with water. The textbooks only spoke about liver yang rising and I told this same homeopath back then that it was kidney yin deficiency with liver yang rising but I was wrong, and so was he actually because he thought it was heat as well since I spoke about the red eyes and tremors and all that but it wasn't a yang rising pattern and that's why studying TCM isn't useful out of most textbooks since it doesn't give you ALL the patterns and you assume that if it's not one then it must be the other when it's usually neither. It's insane how long it took me to recognize this pattern clearly because for times I was about to give up on TCM since none of the textbooks I read helped me grasp it, but through seeing overlapping patterns and their unique manifestations, you can predict outcomes and explain these crazy things that the doctors told me was psychosomatic when my bloods didn't show anything they saw to be causing these experiences. I had numbness in my pinky fingers and down my arms and legs and my feet were nearly numb too, because I was THAT depleted on liver blood but also blood overall because I simply wasn't producing blood since the spleen qi was so ruined. I didn't know this but even back in the day when I was still SOMEWHAT flexible I still had quite severe liver blood deficiency which is why if I'd hold like a pullup bar hard for more than a minute or so my hands would be cramped and stuck there and would be painful to open my fingers. That's what annoyed me so bad, and in the winter time when I was doing a ton of earth moving work back in 2022 I believe it was I ended up having my hand basically "locked" on the tool I was using and it was seriously painful. It was blood deficiency, wind, and stagnation. It was terrible. Biochemical medicine is clueless to explain these things.

I was ONLY because of my endless obsessive study that any of this makes sense and how I can see the holes in everything. To truly understand the depth of TCM and how RS has integrated this into a manifestation model for the first time, we MUST study EVERY detail else you'll think it won't work, and it takes YEARS to even come close. It took SO MUCH observation of all these patterns to figure out exactly what it was, and cross comparing and looking at what happened in time and how I felt and all the psychology and everything. These people who preach a single model like the homeopath are WAY less experienced than me or someone else who's well versed in TCM diagnosis and is a real master at it and even far beyond where I'm at, only these people can logically explain in all details how and why one pattern would be correct to use vs another, when 6 or more patterns might line up with 70% of the symptoms but it might not be the right one. That's why most people who begin studying TCM and don't have interest in figuring it out like I do give up, because unless you're willing to be wrong over and over for years before you start talking about it and treating with it then you're never going to get there. That's the main reason I fact why I've been calling out the cope coaches harder than ever, because I can PROVE it on EVERY LEVEL now in ALL cases.

It still blows my mind that RS is at the level it's at now vs even just 3 years ago. I honestly didn't see this coming. I knew that I'd get more accurate but the level of expansion lately is INSANE. It all really went wild when I started consciously feeling that intensity needed to kill off more influence of conditioning. The cope coaches ONLY preach NG LOA mentalism and solipsism because it's the get out of jail free card when it comes to accountability for failing, since the treatment in a sense on the side of the coach is to feel opposite feelings and flip opposite thoughts. That's not coaching you idiots that's coping. Cope coaching. These people will never decode the pathways of what led someone where they are to actually detach without struggling to fight an expectation they're still unconscious of. That's why my method has worked so well, but even then, those who see it once need to continue to persist as NG said, and yes you must persist. You will not magically detach after one insight, but it can lead to momentum which if capitalized on will cascade into a whole new serious of currents running your life. You will change, and the world will perceive you differently.

Anyone who teaches that your thoughts create is pure and simply an idiot who doesn't care about accuracy or success rates. These people KNOW they're failing 95+% of people who show up and yet they don't have conscience to look within and find answers. They don't care, and that's why I'm so hard on the parasites in this space, because it's profitable and I know how they think. Some of them are just not intelligent enough, and others lack the data despite having the intellect to connect dots and recognize patterns. I don't know what number of cope coaches are truly narcs but the ones who are getting mad at their audience for not getting it are likely the ones who are, which you'll see many of the ones who make millions off this are those types. You could say I get mad at my audience, but its more so that I'm in a position where 99% of people who watch my vids will not grasp it because they actually just want to feel stimulated and perpetuate the false assumptions and will box my work in with the rest of the cope coaches. They don't listen because they really don't want to, not under the surface at least. They might consciously think they'll find the next big thing but it'll go past them because it's not being stimulated and feeling calm, high, or whatever else. It's the house of cards, they need to see the pathways and detach from dysfunctional perceived expectations that no longer matter, and in doing so they will recognize the source wasn't even theirs and was something they thought they needed to conform to to meet said expectation. It's logic. It's all logic. We operate on logic, despite what the "feeling" people and spiritual types like to think. It's logical because it's always if then. If is the expectation or condition they believe to matter and be necessary to line up with, and then the effect is unavailability if the expectation isn't met. That's why they run in circles, because they don't question the necessity to condition the desire, which is the way they want to feel, which is the innate balanced state of currents. which is the wish fulfilled, which is why self expansion as I say isn't separate from manifesting and nobody can prove otherwise. Thoughts don't create because you think from your state, and NG himself said this, about your predetermined reactions o life. Yeah that's the currents in the pathogenic arrangement that WILL surface and you will be HELPLESS to stop them, unless you interrupt them as NG said and begin to decondition those reactions and choose a different state. For some that's more intensity, for some that's relaxation, for others that's anything in between, or whatever else.

This is why everybody is wrong about NG. Nobody has been able to correctly decode NG until I came around and did this work. The issue is that it's too complicated, apparently, for most people to understand. It's not really difficult, but it's too DIFFERENT for them to accept, because I know how I thought when I was developing this myself. I'd think about examples of so called success I had when thinking certain thoughts and the signs I had or whatever else, or seemingly impossible things manifesting even when I wasn't trying, and because the suggestions the general audience has linked to these ideas in the way they think, they'll try fit my model into what they believe, and or spiritualize it and put all this trash on top and totally miss the point. I even have people sometimes show up in my coaching who still believe their thoughts manifest, despite me saying and proving over and over with mechanical explanations of how and why and where and when and the reactions and all the details in case studies which predict outcomes ahead of time. The issue people have when they watch LOA NG vids is that they're expecting the interpretation to line up with what they think is correct, when in fact that's ALL wrong. That's why it's kind of annoying for me to be real to teach this because I will have to keep running into the same trash over and over refuting peoples ideas, and I know they won't take what I say seriously because I'm ONE person saying this and no matter what logic I use or how many cases I provide to demonstrate accuracy it will go in and out of their mind because they don't believe the cosmology I'm building for them. It's that they think there must still be SOMETHING else here that's missed, and it won't be fully grasped that it's an ENTIRE new model from SCRATCH. They simply don't believe that's even a thing, and so I will run into conflicts with how they believe it works and why when I say to stop thinking specific thoughts they'll not like that because they're SO conditioned into linking their experiences to thoughts they had, when it was ALWAYS the underlying currents driving the state which determined how they perceived and how they felt and how they thought in response according to the thematic currents, which then needs explanations because that's missing entire context in their mind too.

So you see now the task I have to decondition everything these people believe? It has to be done in a non invasive way for the ones who need that and in an invasive way for those who need that. Some need a real smashing it into their head and others need a more gentle approach, so again it's case by case specific and why I cannot ever help everybody on a video by approaching it from any specific attitude. If I'm straight to the point I'll attract people who want to experience that supply, and the others will think I'm a low state coach and move on and miss the depth. That's why marketing this is next to impossible to a general audience BECAUSE DIFFERENTIATION is the very essence of RS and SPECIFIC application being actually built for someone on a thematic level. That's the ONLY universal doctrine I can preach, but that won't excite anyone but those who have spleen issues or those with heart heat. That's really it, they'll be the ones who show up. If I preach with a firry attitude like some of my other videos then I'll manifest people who resonate to that. Otherwise, I get put in the fake coach box who isn't preaching relaxing the nervous system. I see them in comments saying how does my work fit into attachment styles, or how do I teach "nervous system regulation" without grasping WHAT that IS mechanically and explaining it is useless and a waste of my time since they won't go any deeper than surface level pattern study most likely and then give up when they can't find their pattern and won't pay me to decode them. So I literally end up in pick the box side, and that's bad for marketing. Marketing must catch as many people in the proverbial net as possible, which is why "your imagination creates reality" is so perfect because it doesn't offend many people. It's a universal doctrine, because the suggestion of thinking creates can have a connection in most peoples mind, where they'll accept it without question and believe it.

The moment someone believes that their thoughts create because they see it in 99%+ of spaces in LOA NG land then I'll be the one who's seemingly scamming because I'm the outlier in the space. That's the challenge with all of this, and using logic to explain it mechanically and actually proving the model isn't going to work either. Most people who book with me still don't get what I teach and even if they read the whole notebook despite outlining these things literally hundreds of times over it still goes over some of their heads. Why? Because there's still false assumptions, delusions. This is why I don't teach alchemical psycho-spiritual doctrines anymore because it's for the most part a delusion that can be pretty much entirely explained with predictable outcomes using other models that don't need what they think is necessary to explain the phenomena. So unless you've got a history of critical thinking and want to actually go to the extreme of testing and isolating variables and spending years writing thousands of pages of notes on all the details then nobody figures anything new out and we just keep preaching the same trash. People will keep coping because they don't know anything else. When the offer is provided it's so vastly different that it can't be, because it clashes with so many other beliefs that they can't accept the overarching premise and they'll question then the details as accurate, even if they're clearly outlined with all the logic and cases and personal examples. It's ONLY until someone comes into my coaching and has me explain all of this to THEIR case that any of it makes sense, and I hear that over and over. It's the common thread. They don't get it until they've seen it work, and they've felt the sensations, and they've felt the detachment as an actual shift in state, and all of this work I've outlined begins to change them in noticeable ways. Does that mean they always get "the SP"? No. That's not even the goal, because NG himself never even did SP coaching or teach you manifest specific people in a romantic sense anyway, and any specific person manifesting was always in seeing them in a higher state. That's IT. That's WHY over and over he taught the golden rule, and boomeranging, which are the same thing, even back from the 40's up till his 60's and I think even a 70's lecture. It's all the same doctrine, he still taught thought transmission too, but the language changed. That's why he stopped using the word "subconscious" despite talking about the same idea. He used the same mechanics, and I've fully proven this.

Just you wait until you get this program in your hands. It will blow your mind how clearly it all becomes. Still expanding the section on the promise, because there's hundreds of verses I have to line up. I could release the law study and leave the promise for a separate part but I need to release them all together for a complete picture of his doctrine to form. The essence of state shifting and all that is obvious in just the study on the law, but the context is much wider when all the examples of cases and such in other ways and the history of his application over time is seen changing that his language shifts make sense. It's all being built out. It just takes ages. Depleting my liver blood doing this work. I can feel it.

It's just still blowing my mind that I've actually reached this point. Every day when I see errors in what's taught I see how obvious the answer really is. It's like when you're able to see everything there's just opportunities to go deeper in every moment. That's literally my focus above all else these days, and has been for years. That's how I keep making progress with this, because living the normie life is just boring. You couldn't give me anything more satisfying to do than this work and I'd do it even if I didn't get paid for it, provided I move correctly surrounding this or I end up stagnant and frustrated like nobody else on earth. It's the currents that are in me NEED moving or they'll stagnate and fester as heat. It's like a pump running without water going through it, it'll burn up from running dry. Moving in fast and agile ways is the only way for me to live functionally, and when I stopped that I was at my worst point. It's like I need to move rapidly and "burn Jing" as TCM would say in a state of depletion to avoid this activity but it's necessary since I cannot cultivate a higher baseline from a stagnant state. I need to move or I'll end up stagnant, and it's like the stagnation and damp type patterns I've been born with as a downstream effect of the spleen qi being weaker at baseline leads to this necessity to "manage" my state. Like if I don't move correctly then I lock up. Many people lock up to some extent but I literally dry out and lock up and end up basically a husk. If I didn't compromise there I'd probably have another few years of youthfulness left with me at this point. I'm surprised I've managed to look as youthful as I do now from all the Jing depletion I've had it's crazy. I know it's not my mind, because that's just the heart activating and feeling that heat is the passion, that doesn't manifest, unless of course someone has that resonance.

I do believe however that this heat in the heart CAN have a degree of function to move blood and qi especially and aid in the full unfolding of the innate nature, but it cannot tonify weak Jing. Nothing except supposed inner alchemy and nutrition can do that. I will agree with the homeopath that there's a level of bioenergy involved, and that we can use the mind to move those currents, which is partly what inner alchemy is anyway, but I will argue it cannot REVERSE your age. You NEED biochemical intervention to ENOUGH of a degree for that, I believe. I've never seen it work otherwise, and the alchemist is the freak example of that not being the case, assuming he's being real with all of us. He does look a little older than a decade ago, but it's still clearly nowhere near his age. The homeopath is almost at the same age as the alchemist and the alchemist could pull a 10/10 21 year old girl at his current state at nearly 60. That's where his state is at, and it blows my mind, but I know he's got holes in what he preaches and has false assumptions warping his cosmological interpretation of these experiences we have. I don't question his alchemy which is the highest level I've ever seen and he's VERY intellectual about the mechanics of that and had bookshelves full of texts that he pulls out all the time and reads from, but it's just not something that I see as validating being unable to think outside the box. He's NOT studied on TCM or the depths of Daoist alchemy like I have, but I know that what he teaches works for those who are lined up in the states where these mechanics can apply. It needs setup though, and I can say that if this doesn't lead to nourishment on a biochemical level in a noticeable way, especially in hormones, Jing and bone structure manifesting as it should, and other things (which his facial structure is insanely good at this age despite missing a few hairs still), and that's why I believe most people who apply the model don't get the results as is claimed. This is what I've seen in the immortality program myself, it's a very very very specific case by case study. The ones who do make physical changes in their vitality and appearance do so in ways that TCM would predict, and the alchemy seems to simply be an extension of the nourishment of specific elements that are being worked with. So this is why I do not preach the idea that starlight from God can "clean you out" like we think. The higher states of consciousness as higher levels of lucidity and integration with others from a purely heart based level, that still doesn't work.

The age reversal stuff requires the production of the hormones and nutrients and cellular functions to remain high and for the damaged aged parts of the body to be stimulated to restore via the new higher baseline level of buffer vitality. You cannot restore youth with your mind alone, it's impossible. I don't even have the resources to fully explore this myself at this point, I need more clients for that to consistently show up to do that experimental work. My results have been spotty based on how nourished I am, so I can't be the highest example since there's still Jing leaks I need to plug and living in a way where there won't be any is next to impossible for most people anyway. Living entirely without compromise simply keeps the festering stagnations of false assumptions leading to pathogenic reactions looping and burning Jing to die off, but it won't restore what's been lost. It can only restore what the function of the branch was keeping stuck from resolution through the root being in place. This is why psychological biblical study is stupid and doesn't explain it all, as I've said endlessly, because the NG doctrine is basically to just live without compromise. Yeah, but breaking that down into how and why and the mechanics of the meridians that Daoist alchemy goes into is still missing and therefore cannot be truly the highest text. That's why I don't see it as anything except Jewish supremacy, which is a coherent doctrine which works at face value, unlike the allegory of the NG doctrine. Nobody would know that Egypt and the wilderness means operating in a lower state of being unless they're told by someone like NG, and that's WHY I continue to say that the reason why it's allegorical is because the Jewish supremacists wrote it and coded it this way and THAT'S WHERE THE LAW AS NG TAUGHT IT CAME FROM.

Right. As I've said over and over, coming out and saying that will cause 100% of people who watch my videos on NG LOA to revolt against what I say despite having no logical reasoning or basis in consistent threads that can be proven in these texts and in the world as manifest proof of why I say it must work the way I'm explaining. It's just the false assumptions keep coming up over and over and getting in the way, and I know because I've been there myself. I had the same ideas in my mind. I thought if they wanted to eradicate us all they'd do it now and finish the job because they can, but they don't and therefore the assumption is that the end goal isn't the extermination of the dumb goy but it is as they claim themselves in their holy book. Esau will be for stubble. The house of Esau Edom is us light people, the dumb goy. That's why the parables mirror the prophesies of Obadiah, and other prophets like in Ezekiel and even Daniel. It's not divine insight, it's plans, omnicidal plans written by a bunch of psychopathic filth. Why do you think the billionaires cause more environmental damage and continue to destroy waterways and destroy the soil al the food is grown on and exhaust all options to profit from growing crops that aren't modified and Monsanto approved. I knew about that back in 2016 and these fools continued to think it's all fine and "she'll be right mate" as they say here. Yeah right, yet TEST levels in men goes down and down and down and down due to all these cumulative factors, which is our root vitality. That's a core reason why suffering is so high and relationship dynamics are so warped now. It's because the currents are being depleted in most of us as we grow up and it stunts our development to what we should be. It's evil filth doing this and lobbying with money they print to allow the regulatory agencies to fail to do their job. It's so obvious all this is setup and the idiots who ignore and cope are keeping it in place, and yet wonder why they've got issues in certain places. It's not just the illegitimate regulations letting the biochemical side of things destroy all natural order and higher function of natural striving in our world but the psychological conditioning via archetypes shown to us in media about how we're expected to respond to different scenarios. This is where most of the emasculation shows up especially, I've seen it in SO many of these modern movies and shows and trash that I can't stand watching because it's so obvious to me whenever I see it. Making a deal about how pathogenic the media is just sounds to most people like old man yelling at clouds, yet look at the social fabric. No duh.

The delusions are powerful I can tell you that. Mentalism can't explain any of this stuff in the order it's in.

Scripture isn't a psychological allegory for finding the self in self, that's a suggestion we've been given to interpret it through the eyes of the Jewish supremacists, as the "I AM" as Gods they see themselves as. There's just so many dots that require a correct understanding off outside of mentalist delusions to recognize the depth here, instead of having your default assumptions jump in and lump any of these explanations in with what they believe is the case which is always a limited scope and lacks the wider depth of how threads run through all these points. That's what separates my experience from those who build other models in this space especially. You just need the experience of having done all this work and putting it all together to default to a view that contains what the other person is saying within your explanation as a limited view and then reasoning how and why, but that won't work if the assumptions are too strong. It can't. The only way to actually decondition and "change state" is to see what you use to believe as delusional trash and that it wasn't really correct or yours to begin with. That's how you change beliefs, in all cases. That changes the default currents that surface when these themes come to mind and changes the reaction. It's so obvious. That's where the change comes from. That's where deconditioning always happens without exception. Experience that invalidates the entire pathway of what use to be held as important, and then they'll then have the option to persist in this if they don't have any other way of having autosuggestion of this thread to surface in their mind or they can use autosuggestion to resonate those new pathways regularly and lead them into further experience of that thing being true.

I mean what else is there now? The notebook is MASSIVE now. We're clocking in around 5k pages, and growing. I don't think it will ever hit 10k but we'll see.

Vitality is the only reality. Repeat that forever and you will never want to willingly drain yourself and you'll operate without compromise, knowing what actually leads to dysfunctional manifestations. Currents. Vitality is the only true reality. That's imagination. Man really is all imagination as NG says, if you see it as vitality and vital currents.

9/6/26

So clear that there's a TON more to study. I mean there really is, at least when it comes to fully grasping all the individual little details. Practically most of the patterns can be boiled down to a handful that come up the most, and mastering those isn't hard.

I find that the whole state shifting thing becomes abundantly obvious when you know what the currents feel like and know how to balance them using awareness. I experienced this so clearly I almost can describe what it's like somatically to change states, in a long term view that is not just an on the spot little shift. NG by persisting is telling us to stabilize the state, as in where heat or cold or empty patterns or full overflowing patterns aren't the baseline state we live from. Balance. Persist until the desired composition is attained.

Also "I had a feeling" is literally someone getting a sensation that's got a thematic psychological association they'll experience as intuitive impulse to involve.

I've seen it more and more. Old media was more "touchy" in a sort of "normal" way. Like what I mean is there were more examples of "felt" attraction and tension on screen, that's not just being made fun of. Think about this. Children growing up with examples of that being not ok or bad or to be made fun of or whatever will be conditioned to repress natural striving when those currents activate. They will do what most do when they feel inferior or whatever and compromise and lead to stagnation, heat, and then psychological distress and or physical manifestations of disease. I mean I know that too well. Psychological compromise can and will become pathogenic.

It's also interesting to FEEL the sensations of Jing increasing. It's almost impossible to describe in words but you feel more anchored. This anchored feeling is SO important to have to make clear decisions without the floaty and "sharp" activations that send you into anxious states or into these spinning overthinking states where you're in your head. The vital current needs to operate within its realm of function and not to leave and cause pathogenic states. I do not believe that relaxing or even intensity in itself is the trick to immortality, or any of that, it seems more so simply to be supply of Jing, as TCM says. It feels more vital, you have more thoughts of such naturally pop up BECAUSE YOU FEEL THAT WAY. No duh right.

I see more obvious incidents of it being normal to be touchy, playful, have the heart open up instead of being closed off or to belittle someone who shows that expression as a bad person or a freak. I believe this has been very very quietly conditioning people over years, specifically the younger zooms and such. The heart is now totally closed off. I find that people don't have have a weaker kidney yang and qi system now, especially men more so, but it seems women have the heart activation conditioned, while men will either have excessive heart activation either due to empty or pure full patterns from overstimulating to cope with lack of attraction or it will be this lonely depressed "nobody understands me" trash that stems from an under activated heart and the Shen being sunken down. The sunken Shen is generally easier to handle I'd say but it takes most often a shift in environmental implied involvement that will lead to continual activation where it was previously deactivated. You can decondition and that can open it up, though I've done deeper study on this last night and it seems that heart qi stagnation isn't actually what I thought it was, mostly, and that it's typically either liver qi stag agitating the Shen or an excess or empty pattern of heart qi and or blood.

The source of so much of this shame that causes stagnation stems from many sources. That shameful attitude depletes the Shen, stagnates liver qi, and likely insults spleen leading to yin deficiency and a degree of qi deficiency if it's bad. This can fester further. A simple psychological state can cascade into a totally warped state. It might've all stemmed from a single example, but it was enough to lead into that state. The sensations we feel are what continue these patterns due to the currents in the arrangement they're in.

The way to tonify qi is 100% through nutrition. All this mental trash will just burn you up. They don't get it. I've experienced both. You can "force" vitality to surge and catalyze prenatal Jing prematurely before it's functional release and yet you'll end up drawing from deep reserves without a way of replenishing. It's not that "deep" nourished feeling, that you can sleep at the end of the day satisfied, Your heart and or liver blood or kidney yin will be more depleted and you'll be agitated and in heat. The deep relaxed state comes from moving qi while having a strong anchor to rest into which feels satisfying. The liver qi moves, the heart qi is fluid and active, and the kidney isn't exhausted of Jing. You're nourished. That's where it comes from, it's not mental. Mental is ONLY to move currents and focus currents. That's all it does, it can simply REDIRECT vital current, that's it. If your QUANTITY is low then you have NOTHING your mind can do to rebuild that, and obviously we all know this because we've all experienced this over and over and over and over and over all through our lives. Vitality is not mental. Vitality is thematic current manifest as biochemical substance that represents each channel in functional activation when those nutrients are available. We're literally built out of the components of the earth when organized in a specific structure which forms life as we experience it. Then you can be nourished and stable. You won't know you've been agitated for years until you properly nourish yourself and move stagnations of current. Guess what, you'll attract SP, cashflow, more vitality, luck, and all the glow benefits, JUST from nourishing yourself and not compromising. You can even argue that the mental level is just keeping stagnant current stuck by buying into needless conditions keeping you repressed or locked up with how you feel leading to pathogenic dysfunction in time. It's not even that the mental manifests anything really, it's more so that the mental represents the focusing, movement and direction of vital currents, not quantity or quality of composition.

I feel more vital now than I have in a while just in a few weeks of focusing on applying everything I've said lately. Intensity kickstarted all of this with accepting the dissatisfaction. Where you can go wrong with focusing on dissatisfaction is that you don't act on what's necessary to stabilize the new state. You think it's just relaxing, or just boiling in more of that intense feeling while sitting around. Nope. You'll need more than that in most cases. We all know this, and the instances where you do get things showing up without lifting the proverbial finger is because you're already more or less in that state at baseline and the adjustment you claimed was what caused it wasn't as big as you thought, or that it really was a big shift and you've actually changed state. Either way, usually it's that implied involvement prior to what you thought manifested the outcome wasn't the act of the intensity you felt and thought from but the set up ahead of time that stabilized this state by rearranging the currents via implied involvement, to fulfil conditional overlays in what the involvement implied. That's really where the movement comes from. For example, someone with liver qi stag that's thinking they need to study 24/7 or they'll fail at their exams is coping and wasting time and is likely repressing feelings and feels stuck so they justify sticking around in this safe space because it's a way for their insulted spleen to make use of this time without feeling dissatisfied, at least not at a conscious level recognition. They will still feel dissatisfied but that's not the thing they will accept, so the cope becomes the work they think they need to do when they never needed to be that imbalanced. Implied involvement for them would likely be socializing, moving liver and heart qi to nourish spleen and physically work out or whatever to move that qi and activate the kidney and spleen more. The lung can also work here to anchor any floating qi if that's a pattern, though if kidney qi is weak AKA someone has low TEST then they'll be screwed anyway. TEST is really the basis for all this work, hormones are vitality, the closest thing we know at least.

Unusually when you're in artificial juice up mode you'll be filled with this literal heat that's what's moving you, and that's the pathogenic unanchored fire. This can be a kickstart when you're in compromise but anchoring this fire will be necessary to stabilize the higher state. Operating from pure dissatisfaction is very pathogenic. It shouldn't be the heat you return to because you WILL burn out your yin and blood, and relaxation IS NECESSARY, even if you don't consciously like to admit that. The balance of the currents needs to be established, though the dominant state should be higher vitality and a degree of higher intensity with relaxation as the off peak cycle. Overall you're more satisfied. That's your target.

Deep breathing, lower body and lower back and abdominal work will strengthen kidney qi specifically. Anything that's tonifying to kidney qi will be very beneficial. Any form of needless sexual stimulation will unanchor the Jing and lead to depletion, even without any touch based stimulations. Fantasy alone will ruin your kidney qi, which is how all these mantak chia idiots end up ruining their vitality and look like old aged trash because they've failed to correctly retain and anchor the vitality to generate the Jing. Most people get SR wrong because they think just a little stimulation or fantasy will be ok but it's NOT ok and if I knew this properly years before I did these experiments I'm sure I would've recovered way faster because I had heart heat and kidney heat and it was like a blazing fire that wouldn't stop and the thoughts just kept coming. The only functional way to stabilize this is to actually first cool the heart, with sinking the Shen into the blood and this will stop the mental level fantasy. If you've got these flashes of fantasies in your mind popping up that leads to the rushes of heat up your body and through your arms and legs and stuff when it "hits" you even just by doing nothing or being stimulated by nothing sexually related, you will still burn Jing. Entertaining it will burn Jing. The moment you feel heat you anchor and sink that charge, because you'll know that entertaining it will ruin your Jing. These idiots in the TCM Daoist alchemy circles are actually ruining their vitality and I know this from years of experience doing SR experiments since I was like 16 and seeing how the world responded and how I felt and thought. If you entertain any thought you will lose the Jing, the shine, the glow, the clear satisfied mind, the anchored vitality without the agitation or simp like behavior to get approval because your heart is agitated. You will look at the eyes of the hottest girl on earth and not feel your heart want to burst out of your chest and your liver qi lock up. I've had way too many instances of that, it's NOT functional to have ANY degree of kidney or heart or liver agitation because it WILL mess with your "charisma on demand" we should say. It's all because you've got unanchored vitality that's floating and it's getting stuck in your upper body. This ruins your deep breathing, it makes your heart race when the stimulation begins, it makes your liver qi lock up and you feel it in your stomach and throat and you will feel all these somatic sensations that will make you overthink and feel awkward. Why do most guys feel anxious around girls they want? Because they're unanchored, it's not natural to be like this really. A little agitation will feel somewhat normal but if it's causing you to be thrown out of balance then it's pathogenic current being agitated because there's no anchor, OR you're just depleted and sinking down and have no dynamism or expression to give. The person who tries and is like a little puff of smoke who has no fire then that's not going to attract anyone who's wanting fire, like the shy one, especially if that person is depleted on wei qi, they will feel and come off like a freak and you'll get horrible looks. Been there done that. Having attraction relies on all these systems working normally, which should be the satisfied baseline state. You won't want to perform because your heart and liver and spleen qi are all working ok, and if the kidney is anchored then you won't have fire there leading to dumb moves so you'll be able to deliver a genuine response and think clearly and not miss red flags when they pop up.

That's actually why relationships that are dysfunctional start and why people ignore red flags. It's because they're agitated in some way, or under activated, but no matter which angle it's coming from it's always related to an imbalance. Sometimes though, feeling awkward is actually normal, becuase they are acting in whacked ways, and you can feel strange, but it won't cause you to have a visceral reaction like what I've had in the past where I've gotten so viscerally sick that I ended up destroying any chance at being in that relationship. My liver qi stag, spleen qi deficiency, Jing issues and kidney weakness, and what I believe was long standing heart blood issues with known long term liver blood issues, this is what made me agitated to a quite extreme degree. It's funny because they were attracted to me at face value but as soon as I got to interact with them it was game over, because then the psychological level conditioning was forced into my face and I had to either cope and compromise and hold back and repress and further deplete myself, which I did for most cases, or I'd kill off the trash and know that it was because of false expectations that I thought I needed to be this way. If you truly do have physical manifestations of depletion showing up though, it's not going to improve with mental level pathway work on the spot, because that'll only redirect available current, not tonify blood depletion and those currents WILL cause agitation unconsciously when they're suggested. The psychological level is not at the top when it comes to power to drive stable states. You need to anchors those currents ahead of time to walk into the relationship or date or whatever stable and anchored. Without that, then don't be surprised if she leaves, or worse yet, plays games with you and uses you. The filthy simp will let the girl play games and use him because he's a pathetic example of a man who should be slapped in the face with all his compromise and accepting his dissatisfaction with his lack of deep anchored vitality leading to degenerate psychological tendencies. We don't simp here, we school simp behavior. If you're putting in more than she does for no benefit and you're coping then you're in deep compromise and conditioning that's either too painful to accept because of how badly you've held back to keep others happy or whatever else you've got going on. If you still don't have a girl in your life that's genuinely putting in effort for you by the time you're like 23 or younger then you're really going to be behind the game. I definetly was that's for sure, and that's how I learned all this trash so fast because I HAD TO.

There's still things I'm learning but I do what I can to be as functional as possible and recognize my limitations when they show up and log them down to look at later on. Being real about where you're compromised matters, else you'll just continue to cope and pretend and artificially hype up a reality that's only a manifestation of heat agitating your heart or liver. Almost every time when there's mental fantasy of artificial stimulation, no matter what format it is (be it liver heat fantasies where you're expressing repressed frustration or kidney heat which will have flashes of existential threats to safety or sexual related fantasies manifest), it will involve the heart and the Shen and be through agitation and heat, an unanchored mind. It will drift with the raising pathogenic current "colouring" the form of the fantasy, and that will ruin your state and make you think you're on the right track when you feel "good" about it. That's the delusion of false desire, because you'll always find ways to logically justify it until you widen the view and see things as they really are, and look back at the dips and the cycles. That's why it's necessary to connect treatment with cycles over time and your default reactions and the somatic sensations representing the pathogenic currents leading to those outcomes. If your Zhi is weak, you'll also often just end up "hoping" for things, or living in these what if type fantasies of if everything worked out, like an existential functional state that's way off from reach to cope with where you are in this dip. Kidney qi and the kidney yin anchors the Zhi, and when it's weak, you'll end up floating up into your chest, into your heart and Shen and you'll live from the mind. It's a lack of kidney qi to hold down and anchor in the vitality where it needs to be, and the quality of hormonal manifestation will amplify significantly. Theses pretty boy chad types who seem to always be in that charisma on demand type state and don't seem bothered by the female gaze, it's because they've got quality kidney and heart meridians working and that the liver qi is smoothly moving. The spleen then would be functional since that's almost always the case when the liver and heart are nourished and so the lung can also work and further aid in descending qi into the kidney for the whole cycle to loop. They have this vitality because they're not filled with pathogenic currents. Looks manifests as a result of your currents, I believe. It's Jing and how far that Jing is taken, vs if you get locked up with conditioning. Those of us who are heavily conditioned at a younger age will be ruined in life, and so then we have to go through the process of deconditioning fully and accept where we need to live out our lives against who and what we thought we needed to be.

That right there is where NG LOA applies. You just get real with how you really feel, how agitated you are and what you'd like to feel if you were balanced, and begin focusing on that state and persisting in that state.

You will naturally feel younger and will think from that state if you're nourished. Period. Thinking you're eternally youthful while being depleted will lead to more depletion and agitation. Welcome to 99% of idiots in LOA who preach trash they don't have experience with or can mechanically point to and continue to use random examples without variables isolated to prove causality, It's all trash.

I believe that "fast twitch" type movement is relating to high kidney qi and smooth liver qi flow, not fire or heat. It's an anchored yet spontaneous burst of fire that's able to return to a baseline. This is where I dwell and manifest through my affinities to these currents. If I lack kidney qi I will feel like an old sod with no vitality and my sense of attraction will go WAY down. That's not because of the heart being deactivated, or the wei qi directly, but the affinities I have to what I feel to represent virility. Everyone has a degree of this that they resonate with to represent to them a youthful energy, which we all want, to some degree or another. This is why I ended up SO DEPLETED when I was manifesting this whole "perfected eternally youthful immortal" affirmation and got SO SICK after that I ended up in the lowest state in my life. It was because I was in heavy cope and my heart was agitated and liver blood was burning up and everything was stagnant and suck and I was just denying my state. That's why mentalism cannot work and the useless idiotic morons who believe this and preach it are the dumbest of the dumb who need to get schooled in RS. Hard facts. They're SO STUPID, because they underlying the failures KNOW that it won't work but will try to convince themselves because they want to feel stimulated either because there's heat or because there's stagnations they're trying to free up with the mind to persist in what they believe is a higher state. Nonsense. The NG LOA space is filled with nothing but cope trash everywhere you look. It's SO DUMB and anyone who has had repeated success with actual manifestation the way it really works will know that all the stories are explained without ever pointing to the imaginal act they did.

SP coaching using vitality mechanics has the highest success rate because we work with the underlying structure of what drives psychological dynamics and roles in relationships. All the same stuff. Everybody who has learned about relationship coaching from others or from books will be following "industry standard" advice, which obviously won't work for most people because there's underlying principles they don't even know are at play which RS recognizes. That's why RS has the capacity to reach 100% success rate, however it's done.

Gazing in this balanced state has a similar grounding effect that I've felt before. There's the deep "automatic" gazing as I guess I could call it and then there's floaty gazing where you're agitated. You find that you just don't tolerate agitation and move out of it, because you FEEL the contrast. I SWEAR all of this higher state stuff has to do with balance of the currents and picking up on signals of heat and stagnation and whatever else and removing yourself from that involvement. There's nothing else really.

10/6/26

Well it seems miracles can happen without even thinking or wishing.

It also seems that meaningful threats of lethal force was what kept parasitic filth in check from stepping over boundaries too far. This idea that spiritual expansion requires us to leave anything that's related to causing physical harm to another that's a genuine threat is insanely stupid and based on a highly demoralized view which empowers the cope mindset that almost everybody lives with these days. This is why once again spiritual reality cannot be what is claimed to be, since a psychologically healthy response is to eradicate the filth stepping on you day in day out instead of continuing to be a victim and coping with the fact that you're a victim and being delusional to avoid conflicts that are necessary to establish free agency. Spiritual expansion will never step into that realm of analysis, because it will label everything as "negative" in some way shape or form, or that anyone who involved in eradicating parasitic Jewish supremacist filth, for example, is immediately a low consciousness person, or that any thoughts of such stems from people who don't know what they want and are conditioning the life they'd otherwise live, as though the parasitic filth would magically vanish if we ignored them, despite still paying enormous taxes on everything every day which goes to fund more parasitic systems of manipulation and coping with that fact. There is no place for anything psycho-spiritual in that view that's truly transcendental as is claimed, and it's always avoided and glossed over despite the reality of the influence these systems are obviously having on all of us every day, down to every detail, every part of social conditioning, through how the money is moved to fund and promote ideas and normalize those movements by pitting groups against each other, as just ONE example we all can see. Manufactured persecution is another, that once again your own tax money goes to which is basically like a robber stepping up to your door once a year and demanding you pay up a certain amount to these parasitic systems or else. Frame it without the delusional overlays and you'll get a picture for why all these ignorant idiots who preach solipsistic mentalism, or even less extreme ideologies like alchemical expansion and spiritual realization of the "true self" as "I AM", and you'll see how this is all avoided from analysis despite impacting everybody as a compromise from living with agency the way their systems claim we can live through.

Remember NG never taught you can bypass these, he said you must pay taxes to ZOG and be a good little plaything for these filthy Jews and not cause any issues. He says we're not here to save the world though, and I disagree. I see that as cope trash to accept being stood on, because where is true spiritual expansion even coming from if someone hasn't fully integrated all the responsibilities of existing here in this reality? It's incomplete isn't it? There's still agency being given away, victimization and tolerance of conditioning on a collective level. How can someone be psychologically healthy and just tolerate and accept being stood on all the time? It doesn't work that way, because that abuse will lead to further cope or eventual explosion from repression and stagnation flaring up.

I just had my browser crash and lost like 25 mins of writing. Isn't it wonderful. I was explaining the alchemy and incorrect interpretation that these ignorant fools will preach and how stupid they look when talking about "you're seeing the other as separate" and that this is supposed to mean you're less spiritually advanced. That's what I was going on about.

I was going over that NG never taught that your thinking IS everyone else, but that you are God because you contain the CAPACITIES to become all things which represents the various meridians as the receptive vessels for thematic supply/demand. Nothing else. He never taught you are the other, but that you're of the same seed at source, though you can't experience that directly "until you've been incorporated into the body of love" as he said. So these illiterate fools who preach trash haven't grasped anything about what NG really taught, and it's irrelevant really anyway. We don't need NG to figure this out, because warfare has always been what determines who gets access to free agency and who doesn't in this world. NG literally said that there's enough food production to feed the world but it's not distributed to make that work, AKA "not enough economy" as he said, which economy is the study of distribution of wealth and resources and all that. As soon as resources are collected by a group and handled in such a way with zero trust for the other and it's all locked down and you're forced to accept and comply with this at gunpoint, then there's automatically a state of victimization for everybody who participates, even if they benefit in other ways from it. Everybody who pays tax is threatened under duress, and therefore the ones who used warfare to establish this condition are the ones who control access to resources. So you see, there's always an underlying conditional access, though NG was telling us to operate through the principle of deconditioning and becoming a supply for the currents that suggest access within your field geo.

No matter how you look at it though, warfare has always and will always determine who has power, who conditions, and who is conditioned. That's what the illiterate idiots can't get their little minds around, and will continue to cope by preaching an insane doctrine of how everyone is one and that I existed here in this state because my higher nature put myself here to suffer to then birth this abstract idea of the Christ seed through me to attain Godhead status and "remember who I AM" or whatever ignorant trash that's just a highly abstract view of common sense. None of that works, it's not actually applied in that way, it can't be, because these views are as I've said endlessly HIGHLY abstract and direct experience is always based on ONE specific text, which we know was a hodgepodge of various other traditions over time with Jewish supremacist ideas mixed in as a plan to eradicate the dumb goy. It's not up for debate, if you think otherwise you're objectively incorrect on every level and just don't know it yet because you've not seen enough data to clearly recognize how and why. So once again, the spiritual expansion doctrines are grasping at straws to explain common sense experiences, or to mythologize supposed non physical experiences. Real non physical experiences are FELT as the aether moves us all as the medium of operation. Pathway cascades as the invisible matrix that moves us all through thematic supply/demand is tangible and can be directly experienced and measured. The Christ seed cannot, and it's alchemically abstract for that reason, because it's put into this container of experiences "out there" that you need to attain to know where you're at with this process of expansion. I've been through all that, on the highest levels there are, and I've had experiences that could be said to be non physical and OBE's and all this stuff, I've seen through walls before, I've seen other non physical beings and I've interacted with them, I've heard them and seen them and even seen objects in my space move on their own and lights flicker and candles dance to the currents activating. I've experienced all that, and thinking it HAS TO BE the way NG described it in scripture is just ignorant once again and denies the nature of subjective synthesis. How can that work? It can't. It's that we project onto these experiences mythologies and systems and make them abstract.

That's why people don't fly and teleport around and can do all that superhuman stuff on command. Anyone who claims to do this is playing games in some way. I've seen seemingly impossible things caught on camera before, some real magic, and I know someone who's done so called "deals with the devil" and suddenly ended up being what seemed to be possessed. My qigong master talked about this actually, and said it wasn't really demons or whatever taking over them but that it was just their own consciousness in a certain state where it appeared to be this way. They get heated up like crazy and it manifests this way, and the acts often will be "shocking" to them to establish the depletion of yin or excess of yang to catalyze the Jing into the arrangement for that state to take off. I've talked about this before, about WHY the occult rituals exist and their functional mechanics. It's to move your currents. So I will continue to say that all of these examples don't break the laws of thematic suggestion, supply demand, translation, and all these functions that the meridian dynamics have revealed in detail.

Find me a single proven example of reliably repeatable methods to experience true non physical stuff that breaks all these laws. Good luck. It's all going to be internal, all the Hun projecting a dream into your conscious awareness, even into the world around you with your eyes open. This can overflow and manifest into the view of others too if they're also in a state where their Hun is highly agitated and the Shen is floating where you've got that more lucid state you walk with. Gazing does this, and I've explained how many times. That doesn't mean it's proving you're seeing beings out there, or whatever, I've experienced all of this many times over, and it's not what we're told. The abstract cosmologies are just our projections to make sense of these experiences in a mystical way. There is real mystical experience but it's not what we think, and that's where RS approaches things.

Vitalism.

Vitalism entails all functions of consciousness to be freely expressed without conditional overlay, in a vital and constructive way which builds harmony between you and the world around you, else it wouldn't be vitalism it would be a death cult. We don't act to destroy needlessly, we act to destroy those who condition agency to access vitality.

Historically being a part of a group partaking in warfare was considered to be highly vital, highly respected, because you were the link between the people around you and access to unconditioned resources. It's lethality for thee, but not for yee, and so yee and up conditioned in your agency because of that and no amount of cope can deny that. The reality is that because we stopped being involved with forming credible forces to oppose filthy parasite who sought to destroy us and condition our access to resources, then the average man ends up getting taxed to death. If we eradicated the filth responsible then that all goes away. Isn't that so simple to understand? NG never said you could imagine that away, he said it's part of the structure of the play, but I disagree now. I would've before but not anymore. I'm past that. Way past that at this point. I see all of that as cope trash, and I danced around in that box for a while seeking to justify reasoning as to why it wouldn't be functional to eradicate the filth but it seems I was in cope and denial. When I fully accepted that there's no magic to manifesting at all on any level it became obvious to me that this is all a physical game with a non physical aether mediating all the overlap which is interpreted allegorically as spiritual doctrine.

Being unarmed was considered in our past to be someone who wasn't willing to do their duty in protecting the established access to resources. There will always be "the other", and thinking you can avoid that is insanely ignorant because history proves over and over and even recent history like the CV-19 lockdowns reveals there's entire populations of billions of people who can all be impacted at once where nobody is exempt from those impacts. This is the point, you don't manifest these things, they happen because of disgusting PDF filth Jewish supremacists following their psychopathic doctrine and your inability to recognize and eliminate real credible threats is the ONLY reason you pay tax under duress, among many other things. You aren't spiritually expanded, you're coping for the reality of what you're living through and drawing on straws to justify it. I've gone through all those points and it doesn't work. I don't care what's accepted by the most people, because usually mass acceptance isn't functional anyway because especially now more people are conditioned into cope cycles than ever before, because we're less vital now then ever before. Vitalism.

Manifesting as it's taught never existed in the doctrine of NG. NG never said you can change the world around you to be any way, it was that you have a fixed innate nature that's going to suggest availability of what you want, hence why he always taught to feel, which is somatic reality, and that's establishing the state AKA the composition of vital currents which will stick out to those who need to see it to "manifest" what you want. That's all that he taught about the law. Nothing else. Therefore, if we take these mechanics and boil them down, they're all explainable without ever needing a non physical reality interpretation. Therefore, it works through a tangible vital reality, and not a mental spiritual reality, as is claimed, which is highly abstract and you cannot directly isolate that experience from here anyway. You will always be involved in thematic translation through the field geo which is comprised through the vessels of the body, and the mind is the product of all of these systems working together, hence why consciousness holds individual components instead of being one big thing that's beyond it all. It never was, and those who teach that are illiterate on the functions of manifesting and I can 100% bet they teach thoughts, emotions, imaginal senses, and all that is what creates reality and not your vital currents which can be biochemically reduced in pretty much all cases. I haven't done enough study to fully prove that, though I don't doubt that since a vast majority can be already it is likely that the sciences of the aetheric physics will put into context the rest that have yet to be completely explained. Drawing on straws doesn't work. Non physical phenomena can be explained with the meridian dynamics, how currents raise and sink, how the Hun translates the Po into a dream cosmology the Shen swims in and how that Hun can overflow the Shen and project into the world and adjust in realtime as though it was there for real. It can even interact with the world, it can move objects, it can cause candles and lights to flicker, it can be able to interact with other people and suggest thoughts and or images to them and work the phenomena of "thought transmission" and all of this is measurable on a physical level without ever needing an abstract substrate to explain it.

It's just the ignorant trash who preach mentalism aren't studied on any of this and will never figure it out. I've done that work, and that's why I preach vitalism because it explains all cases of success and failure and everything in between. Warfare throughout time determines who's in power, and who conditions who, and so the psychological game gets set up according to who is willing to play that game and who is not, and the easiest way to destroy your enemy is to brainwash them into believing that warfare is some forbidden spiritually low state thing to be avoided, or else you're "harming yourself" as God. It's genius. The ignorant fools can cope harder and harder and continue to avoid talking about facts and logic and reason and live in the realm of emotional charge, somatic reality, from their own conditioning and continue to preach doctrines that were never real to begin with. The filth funding all the datacenters that are destroying everything and sucking all the resources up like water and power and land space and destroying the environment and continuing to fund the unsustainable AI hype train wouldn't have been established if people had access to their own agency to decide. Nobody wants this, and so we're being stood on, precisely because you're a pathetic weak little man who gave away your right to self determination and agency and accepted the spiritual precepts of avoiding any form of warfare, and so sealed your own fate to be a victim forever of ZOG. Good luck have fun!

Even if this is a simulated reality or whatever, it still doesn't take away from the fact that the psychologically healthy person would eradicate threats to the safety of themselves and their people that are obviously overstepping the boundaries and causing suffering through forcing compliance under duress. The psychologically unhealthy, spiritually dead and unevolved person would stay as a victim and keep coping and "imagining" the problem away, instead of being vital and manifesting their will and right to agency through warfare IF need be. That's always how it's been and always how it will be into eternity.

The order that we live under today was forced upon innocent people against their will or consent or agency to freely decide through violence. It's always been that way. Why do you think this is any different now? The world will always be run by hierarchy so long as those with aspirations to establish that hierarchy exist. Supply/demand.

There's been many instances of workers strikes over time where DISGUSTING FILTHY JEWISH PARSITES (Rockefeller and Carnegie industries for example) who owned those institutes weren't paying the workers properly for max profit and so the workers were SHOT AND KILLED because of their refusal to work at these rates. You continue to see examples of this happening, where organized force prevents dissidence against innocent people who want to make enough to live. The ignorant idiot will tell those people to manifest higher paying jobs, but that's not what NG taught. NG taught to in this case basically feel that they're not agitated by the lack, to suggest higher value and worth in essence, and to dream of a life beyond and supply their vital currents with the nourishment to unfold this. He never taught you manifest specific things, it was that what you'll manifest was basically a predetermined outcome that your field geo will thematically manifest through the mechanics I've outlined, hence why I teach it. These people who wanted to suggest dissatisfaction and strike ended up getting killed. Was it the group of workers who manifested all of them collectively getting killed off who simply wanted their wages to rise as the problem and the cause of their death or was it the environmental condition of parasites establishing unavailability of resources under duress that broke these people into strike, including the long term workers there? It was groups of people who died, so the supply/demand had a victim and an abuser. Yes the victim will be abused if they stay as a victim and decide to strike, though striking doesn't mean you'll get killed off. That's the point. For some of them, that strike was what would've led to them having enough dissatisfaction to find a new job or whatever they did in response, while others ended up coping more and staying and being a victim. If the people had arms then they'd be able to demand higher pay, but they didn't, and so they got crushed. They were forced to comply under threats,. This happens all the time over the world.

We're told that if the victim keeps existing then that will mean the abusive volant parasite will also exist to provide polarity role. Supply/demand is a mechanism built into all things. Pressure mediation. The way air pressures work is a clear example of this, or charge polarities, then break that into every thing conceivable. Thing is that if you see it on a psychological level, then this means that abusive people will always exist no matter what, and that means victims will always exist no matter what. I will argue that victims can exist without abusers, but abusers cannot exist without victims. There are victims who perceive themselves to be this way, possibly through vital depletion leading to anxiety and their threat detections going haywire, and so they'll perceive threats that aren't there, even if they think there is. You have this happen by holding onto conditioned responses from past abuse, and you perpetuate that despite it not being there. So this is a clear proof that reality doesn't NEED abusive people to exist, though victims can exist and they can restore balance within an environment of functional people.

Always remember that someone who's being a victim in their own perception doesn't mean they're being victimized under a real threat to their safety. That's why I believe that the perception of being a victim can and will manifest perceptions of such despite their world not actually manifesting a real abuser who will use that person to control them. There can be victims on this level who internally experience this state, but there cannot be someone who's actually victimized by the threat outside of them without there being abuse. Someone whos actually under threat and is actually victimized will manifest an abuser to show up to play the role 100% of the time. So we need to differentiate. You can experience being a victimized person of real abuse and not be a psychological victim, because you see beyond it. That's someone who's vital, and therefore abuse isn't built into reality because it's not a fundamental state.

If there was no real threat outside of me victimizing me and determining my decisions under duress then I'd be a psychological victim, else I'm victimized. Same with you. Victims carry being victimized into a safe and loving environment and still perceive the world around them as a threat, and they identify and carry this victimized state and will look for anything to confirm it even if it's delusional.

Even NG said the people who vote for politicians are conditioned, multiple times. Because our ability to have agency is gradually taken away through policy (sometimes to the point where like here you can't even catch your own rainwater and need council approval to put a small shed in your back yard for lawn and garden kit) then they create the stage actors as politicians to peddle to the psychological victims and play people off against each other to make it seem real when in fact it was already predetermined ahead of time based on the psychological dynamics of what the victims wanted which that person spoke to. It's all a scam. These aliens like arab and black or whoever murderers that show up in local communities and do ritual killings and all this trash are enabled to be like this because that's part of the play book the people who open the borders intend to do, to play our psychological states off to gain influence by creating problems that their candidate will be the solution for who were already chosen. It's crazy how stupid most people in LOA are and how blind they are to the delusions.

Well miracles are possible. Leaving behind the feeling of needing to be a certain way, needing to constantly experience what I will call "somatic reality", that's where the state shift happens. That's the change in belief.

It's actually crazy because working with the vital currents directly has had the most profound immediate shifts in not just felt state but the psychological effects.

More. So when you're getting real, if you know you're in an excessive state and your involvement has been leading to further stagnations, then drop the intense involvement and actually sink in and recognize the unnecessary need to feel the intensity. Settle the necessity and frame the condition as something that the balance of yin and yang can actually resolve in itself. Just one example of where implied involvement on an intensity level isn't always necessary or even functional.

I found a bunch of old pics of myself I backed up some time ago from like 2015 till 2022 before I started doing RS stuff (it's crazy that it's been like 4 years) and I honestly don't look that much older really. It surprised me. Yeah there is a difference, maybe a bit less than what 4 years should be, but even compared to my 2017 pics still in highschool, it's not that far off. My hair actually isn't that far off either, so I've definitely regrown compared to like 2022-2023 but I'm still not back there. It's just a process of Jing conservation and moving the gathered vitality correctly. My skin does look less firm than back a decade ago, obviously, but it's something I'll likely be able to restore to MOST of what it use to be. I'm just honestly surprised how close I was really. It also seemed that all the acne scars I had that were absolutely horrible all over my face have marginally gone down. Keep in mind I've done NOTHING topically to treat any of this, it's all internal. I literally have never used much of anything on my face. I think for a short few weeks some years back I was experimenting but that's about it. Like it's genuinely surprising and now I think I get why I get pulled up by security at times for looking like a minor and some people call be a teenager still. It surprises me because I don't see it, but I guess that's just another proof of what I mean. The inner currents determine perception, and how supply/demand works drives the attention of others towards areas we internally might not have a clear view of. Being almost 27 I consider that to be something genuinely surprising to me because I see other people my age or a bit older in years and they look way older in almost every way. Even though my Jing was absolutely destroyed for years on end I somehow had enough capacity to not entirely break down. I swear I thought I was considering what I'd see in the mirror some days but it's not.

My GF looks like she's aged more than me somehow, and she was 20 when we met and looked genuinely far more youthful, but looks like she's aged more years than me from when I was 20 despite being older. I guess it is true, that women do look worse as they age, especially without makeup, because if I'm real I can see it in her, and she isn't heavily Jing depleted like I was. Most women if we're real look worse without makeup, it's just how it is, that almost all women you see present themselves with a look that's not even natural. The ones with the most paint on will typically be the lowest inside, because they need to compensate, or try to look the best they can because that's what they find value in. Some of them would naturally be that way but in todays world there's no chance that there's many who actually live this way internally with all the social conditioning. This wasn't anywhere near as insane back in like the 20's and earlier. Now it's just so crazy, and for men now it's all about biohacking and all this trash with injecting hormones and peptides and getting surgery. Unless you NEED surgery then you're just compensating. SOME of them WOULD genuinely want surgery I believe, but I still will argue that this is a minority in men and especially women. Natural looks in most of their cases aren't even close to how they look with the makeup. So yeah, it seems men generally, at least in my case, somehow, age better with natural looks. I guess those periods really do drain the Jing, because that's where in Daoist alchemy they lose the most vitality and it can't be stopped or slowed unlike men who can do SR. Perhaps my retention streaks and cycles I've experimented with have helped to some extent along with the quintessence I use to take all the time at a pretty high dose. I don't know, but something is working. I need to do more work on this for sure, because I obviously want to maintain youthful appearance as anyone would, and the best way to do that in my eyes has been operating correctly as myself no matter the cost and on top of that nourishing myself. I mean if I was nourished better when I was younger and didn't have genetic blood issues I wouldn't be as aged as I am now, so again, with all these factors I'm just genuinely surprised at how well the years have passed and how I know that most of these women who under the makeup would lose a few points that use this to their advantage, I almost begin to think that my hand in life wasn't as bad as I'd think at face value, no puns intended. I guess those past experiences with attracting girls I'd consider above my rating to show up for me and be hot and fast with things until I blew it up every time wasn't out of the ordinary. I believe that these girls who have to layer on the face paint and such probably have a lower confidence in their value, and so when they get real opportunities and can make decisions, that's when their somewhat lower state begins to show. It's pretty obvious really. They're not as high value as they think, though they are in most cases entitled especially if they're educated. These ones are the worst, most conditioned, most delusional of all, at least in like 80%+ of the examples I've got personal experience with.

So manifesting as we know it isn't a thing. If this was true I'd never have had the experienced I have so far because my perceived sense of self wasn't all there for most of that time. Just proves the delusions more obviously, and the clients I talk to who tell me they experienced things they didn't believe happen also demonstrates this. You may think this refutes supply/demand mechanics but as I've said you can be delusional inwardly like on a Shen level and appear to the world valuable in different ways, like a guy with strong liver and kidney qi despite the Shen being depleted. I've coached with someone like that, who'd be a top rated guy physically and if you looked at him from the outside you'd get this sense that he's likely got it together but inwardly he saw himself as an ant on a wall. No surprise that when he started valuing himself the ex's came into contact. This happened to me too, and it can come and go depending on your state streaks. I've listed examples from someone from my past who's literally messaged me like 11-12 times or something like that I think without me responding and it wasn't even that long ago that the last one came through. She still thinks about me, somehow. That's my point, they do show up for you, they want your supply, and unless you make them work for it they won't change. They want to suck you back into cope trash again as usual. It's all the same low state trash that they want you involved with, at least relatively compared to where you could be. This is why you need to continue to look towards the vision.

If anything, I've learned that the looks that most people think are the so called standard because they see it all the time with face paint and filters especially online, that's all just nonsense. Those people naturally rarely exist. I've personally never seen a 10 in the flesh natural looking in my time that I KNOW is natural. There's some CLOSE to that but none I'd consider it. It's almost always fake, and that's the point. We're being devalued because we don't "looksmatch" and yet their natural appearance is typically a point or 3 lower if you want to use numbers. It just is, and yet we're marketed this solution. Natural looking men who are in the higher range also rarely exist, so this whole thing is just a joke because it's entirely unrealistic and has been created to once again mess with reproduction which is a stated primary objective of the disgusting filthy parasitic Jewish supremacists. They manipulate perceptions to drive behavior and since the algorithms are controlled and manipulated by them and you only get big if they choose to make you big, at least in the influencer space, then you're basically playing a rigged game. Once again, it goes back to manipulation and social conditioning and our responsibility to do what's necessary to ensure our agency continues. The eradication of this filth is of primary importance, because for literally centuries they've continued to get away with these manipulations in social consciousness without end. This isn't an accident, it's steered, obviously. Blows my mind that there's idiots out there who think they can prove it's not and that this is all natural, or that it's the "background frequency", as though that means something substantial and can be pointed to as causal as an isolated variable, over an abstract metaphysical idea which we only see manifesting in certain places and not others.

All I can say is that vitality matters. Vitality is the only reality. Most people who think they're at the top really aren't, and those who think they aren't have capacity for that greatness. The reason why is because the ones who aren't have a point of comparison their vitality is moving them towards. Growing into that is massively important. That's your vision, and unless it unfolds then it just stays as a capacity and your unique conscious experience of life is wasted living as a pathetic weak wimp who held to the expectations of the world around them.

Cool the heart, the liver, the kidney. Sink the charge, anchor it. I can assure you that especially the kidney yin, if you cultivate this and you keep the fire from becoming pathogenic you'll be able to keep youthfulness and a sharp mind and live functionally and in satisfaction. It's not hard. If I can be extremely depleted to the point where I nearly had (or maybe even had) strokes from the insane liver wind and the Jing depletion and heart fire and liver stagnation and stasis of blood in the lower Jiao and all this trash, if I can make this work then so can you. I was certainly more depleted than you were, I was right on the door of death, or strokes at some points. It was crazy what some of those nights were like, and you'll never see these immortals living with this dysfunction. That just doesn't happen, because pathogenic currents on this level implies SERIOUS depletion. My head felt like it would explode, like my eyes were foggy so badly, my ears were ringing like I couldn't hear anything but the squeal of the pathogenic fire and wind blazing up, and the nerves were so agitated especially in my legs, I couldn't stop them from jumping around. If I can end up this depleted long term after years and be horribly drained and weakened and lack Jing with lower back pains and all that trash, then you can make this work too. I was born with blood issues, jaundice the moment I was seen because of it, if I can live this way and make it work and be as messed up psychologically and have such liver qi stagnation that I end up with Hemangiomas on my liver from the blood stasis, then you can make it work too. There's no reason why. My most powerful period of healing was uncompromising massive action towards removing myself from abuse and on top of that feeling all the fury I needed to in order to hate my situation with a blazing passion that nothing else mattered but changing it. That and the 3 month fast from the world, this also manifested massive luck in my life and these periods of necessary intensity and relaxation to cultivate and balance the currents, this is where the work is done.

Take it all and apply it. Once more, if I can be at the point of near death at some stages from the wind and empty heat and having my body fall apart and end up underweight and everything to the point where walking outside would send me into dizzy spells and I'd get panics just from sitting down and looking at screens for more than 30 mins, then you can do it too. Just apply the principles correctly. Balance the currents. What would it feel like. Decondition the desired state, and live into that and observe your somatic reality within and how you feel in different states. There's your inner guidance system. Follow it and you win.

Genetic studies also must be done eventually to decode Jing. It matters for immortality.

11/6/26

Dopamine and the kidney-liver0heart axis are closely linked. It has to do with blood and qi balance. None of the TCM textbooks say this but I believe that is a link. SR has ups and downs when you're on long streaks, as anyone who applies this knows. I'm talking 3-6 months the "benefits" pretty much are just keeping a balanced state without crashing and leading to repair mode. You more or less will benefit from 3 week cycles provided your baseline is elevated, and you don't have any pathogenic heat or stagnations or anything because that will make any release destroy your Jing. I learned this the hard way, even sexual experiences without release. That will still destroy your yin-yang balance and it can be VERY acute. You want to look at things from a perspective of dopamine more so than TEST and such. I read some years back that people with Parkinsons have dopamine production depletion. What is this? Well Parkinsons in TCM is wind, I'm VERY familiar with this pattern and how it manifests on all levels. The manifestation of this in tCM is highly depleted blood, specifically liver blood, which leads to the sinews being messed up. The liver blood is in the lower Jiao in TCM, which relates closely to kidney yin as well since there's a direct relationship there. Dopamine that's abundant and not depleted stems from the balance of liver blood (and kidney yin as a root substance) to qi and liver yang. Without this balance being correct then you're going to end up with dopamine issues, which most people these days have. Screen time and focus "dries up" liver blood, and this drying up is what the dopamine neurons are experiencing in the brain, called the substantia nigra. Yeah funny. So basically your dopamine (I actually typed out "copamine" AKA cope-amine as a typo and now I think I'll use that in future) and your liver blood/kidney yin represent the structures in your brain that produce this neurotransmitter which is an activating function. It must be in abundance or qi stagnates. Qi in this case relies on blood to move and manifest the functions of activation which is what it does. If liver blood/yin is depleted then qi cannot manifest. The reason why overnight when you sleep your dopamine "loads" as some like to say is because the 11PM-4AM sleep cycle is where the gall bladder and liver meridian actually restore Jing and yin substances in sleep, and is where upwards of 80% of your Jing tonification comes from naturally to become these yin substances.

So TCM predicts once again what we've observed biochemically. The mechanisms of dopamine leading to this "higher state" also likely relates to the "bioelectric" functions that qi seems to have which relies on blood being in abundance to manifest those functions. You feel more "energy" when dopamine is higher, and I honestly don't even see it as a "reward" transmitter as most others do. It's more or less a release of qi according to thematic translation activating the corresponding meridians that relate to this raising and dispersing and releasing function. You're going to have more dopamine if you fast from stimulation which dries up liver blood and thus will then cause qi to become limited based on that blood depletion. For qi to manifest where it needs to the blood needs to be in balance to facilitate this action. So apply SR and fasting from the world and all that stuff to the context of "blood retention" more or less, because that's a large part of where the benefits come from. Now dopamine does relate and impact TEST too, which is kidney yang, BECAUSE sleep is going to be more nourishing to restore Jing (what becomes balanced kidney yin-yang and thus TEST as I explained before) which only happens when liver blood and heart blood are in abundance, else you end up like I did and crash out from being dry on liver blood. Liver blood also can be dried out from nutritional deficiency too, but that's more common sense. I'll go into a more in depth analysis on this in future but I believe strongly that iron plays a role in all of these functions as a predecessor to what leads to TEST production, not directly but as a chain of necessary impacts all leading towards higher TEST and thus vitality.

I KNOW that fasting from the world does directly cause manifestations to become more abundant in a satisfying way, I've experienced literally like impossible magnetism when I was in the peak of the 3 month fast that time where I'd get attention without effort even when I didn't want it. Most of that was when I was outside, not like people came to my door, though I had an experience that was almost what you'd call that where a girl I was thinking about months before walked outside and when I stepped out there she was in front of me walking down the road in front of my place. That was wild. It happens, but I've not had something like that happen since, likely because I've not fasted to that degree of nourishment where I was well established in terms of liver blood and all that. Working on all of this for the time I spend on it is depleting, it really is. I also believe the reason why with SR that guys end up with more androgen receptor sensitivity especially in the regions with high muscle mass is because the yang is more concentrated from the dopamine liver blood nourishing Jing and thus kidney hormones cycle and how that extra liver yang that's anchored in the blood will likely play the role to increase what biochemically relates to the androgen receptor function where TEST and even DHT can bind more effectively. The receptor itself is a manifestation of yin to anchor into the cells the yang current, the qi, but again it relies on sufficient BALANCE of blood and yin to manifest this way.

Having higher baseline TEST will lead to more liver blood by default because you really can't have high TEST without there being a sufficient balance of kidney yin yang and qi. Those functions ARE your endocrine system. How do I know this? I treated someone who had severe endocrine disruption with a SINGLE HERBAL FORMULA and they restored function like magic in weeks. This formula is a POTENT yang and qi activator. It's a VERY HOT and potent warming formula that basically activates those functions from being depleted. Their yin was sufficient but the yang was totally depleted. How it got there I can't say but direct tonification of kidney yang and qi was what got them off long term meds and it took no time at all, no mental imaginal work involved. It was all biochemical. None of it was mental. The LOA idiots would've kept them stuck in the box, so screw them and their ignorant trash. Seriously, these people are NOT qualified to treat health issues, unless it's proven to be a cause of qi stagnation which mental work CAN resolve in MOST cases. So we need to see how sleep, nutrition, fasting from the world, SR, training and moving qi (and blood) can all lead to higher TEST, AKA baseline Jing through kidney yin-yang-qi balance and not become pathogenic fire and this can fuel spleen qi more and lead to a higher metabolic rate and fat burning that people want. That's where it comes from, it comes from all these blood nourishing things FIRST to establish the substance for restore through primarily sleep during the hours of around 11PM to 4AM in the morning which directly lines up with the meridians that a responsible for this function and the production of Jing. ONLY TCM predicts this, again. So connect all of this, nourish yourself, and you'll see manifestations showing up like magic. It's not magic really, it's thematic currents working their magic and a degree of "bioenergy" systems if we'd call it that, because there IS a role to play there but that's the EFFECT, and trying to treat someone with this directly is next to impossible and I've never seen it work. Just work with the self restore systems that I've explained and you'll manifest 10x easier.

It's not placebo, it's a thread that all success comes from. I also forgot to mention that when liver blood and heart blood are deficient you end up delusional and buying into warped ideas about reality peddled by Jewish supremacists like the stuff that NG believed in. The law and the promise on a scriptural level among others. The thing that kills people's success is depletion of vital current that leads to the thoughts and the mechanisms we've talked about where thematic translation can lead into manifestation even without thinking about it. We've all experienced this, so how you "feel" is the degree of nourishment you have relative to where your ideal balanced baseline is which contains within it the success you desire, because being in the state of the wish fulfilled is being nourished and balanced on a vitality level first. You don't fake feeling balanced when you're out of balance, that will ruin you. You need to establish the currents that manifest THROUGH YOU the thoughts without trying, because it's unconsciously available all the time in buffer and you can "draw from" that reserve. This is why Jing is considered a "deep reserve" in TCM that leads to the ability to bounce back from injury fast and restore psychological balance fast. If your Jing is abundant then you're going to feel abundant, and this will have no where else to go but into the results. The results come from the nourished vital currents manifesting their psychological association from the balanced state they're operating from at baseline, and this is why you crash out when trying to fake it because you're still depleted or stagnant or whatever. This is why you fail if you're still failing. It's vitality. Vitality is the only reality. We all know this but the useless ignorant idiots in the LOA space will keep you hooked on empty promises looking for things that don't matter to you in truth, like a specific person, or whatever you think you want when you just want to feel more vital and then they'll come through the shift in thematic composition of currents suggesting supply of what stimulates them.

I'm the only coach on earth who's connected these dots, again. RS is at the top and always will be as long as I'm working on expanding this further every day relentlessly. I woke up in the early hours of this morning actually with a genius idea I've not mentioned here yet fully but it's very very interesting. It's about how we can measure beliefs. know if we're in states, and most importantly WHERE WE'RE GOING when it comes to HOW SOON results can show up according to the meridian dynamics and these cycles of restoration of vitality I've just explained. You can use this model to predict your composition provided you're in tune with the sensations that will be the signals for where those currents are at. That's how you measure your state. It's somatic reality as a representation of the metaphysical level of the thematic currents. This is a totally new idea that nobody in LOA has ever proposed before, about how we can use the wu xing with somatic reality to actually predict results. I need to test this before I make bold claims publicly but I'm pretty sure it'll be what I'm expecting because it's usually like that anyway.

Sleep matters the most for restoring Jing, and liver blood and kidney yin and free flowing qi and blood make sleep quality top tier, provided you get the right hours in.

I KNOW from experience that any little spikes in dopamine response, that "stimulated" sensation even from just moment to moment triggers, and any degree of "buy-in" will lead to the liver blood being eaten up a little each time, leading to worse recovery of whatever work you do over the day. Every time you artificially stimulate you are burning up your capacity to build more Jing basically. That's WHY fasting from the world, gazing, SR, all that stuff, how it all helps on a mechanical level that everybody experiences no matter who they are or what they believe. We all know that sleep is necessary, and I believe that the NG SATS at night before sleep is more or less a method to remove qi stagnations by relaxing into having what you want (or being stimulated if that's necessary to move blood stag for example) and THAT is what actually leads to the results in the next day. He directly said that the point of nightly imaginal acts was to lead you into the state when you wake up, but that's assuming you're not blood deficient because this won't help that AT ALL, because I HAVE YEARS of data on that. I KNOW that relaxing before sleeping DOES NOT HELP you sleep if you've got major liver blood issues or kidney yin issues. It will not help one bit, unless you're on the edge of being nourished with it then you MIGHT. Either way, NG SATS at night before sleep is just making this cycle work better for you to restore vitality and establish that higher state when you wake up as a result of being more vital. That's the real mechanisms, and his method really was just to move qi stag in liver to allow blood to settle and thus house the Hun and the Shen in the heart to restore Jing and thus have the thoughts come THROUGH you as a result. His idea that this is a scriptural method is INSANELY STUPID and why I will continue to say that it doesn't work the way he described with those mechanics from the bible. That's insanely dumb, and I've never bought into that idea from the start because I tested that ENDLESSLY and it NEVER worked for me, apart from occasionally when I did get SOME degree of functional sleep. The only reason it worked then is because I was vital more so before sleeping than anything else.

So once again, we know WHY NG SATS would work IF IT DOES and it's NOT because of your thinking or "imaginal body" as it's claimed doing what we've been trained to believe. This is yet another nail in the coffin of scripture being what NG describes because it's not a fundamental thing we all experience, unlike the cycles I've explained which everybody has experienced and has been biochemically modelled to death over decades and even TCM knew this thousands of years ago. So NG LOA isn't a spiritual doctrine, I've studied NG more than anyone else out there because I know what works and what doesn't and I can read between the lines and interpret the mechanics he's talking about and how they alchemically and metaphysically relate. He does have some useful data in his work but again it's VERY limited.

Part of me believes that most of the benefits of the so called spiritual doctrines are just working the above mechanisms and cycles of restoration that I've explained. The spiritual part of it is just an abstract cosmology created on top to draw people into the idea that they're learning some higher knowledge of how to master life and reality or whatever. That's how most psycho-spiritual work is interpreted these days, that they think there is such a thing as spiritual expansion, which again I raise my hand and say I taught this too, but I left that space because I saw that there's nothing that this idea stands on that can be proven in its own merit because all the experiences those realms of experience open up are explainable using meridian dynamics and that the meridian dynamics can almost entirely be broken down to biochemical and bioenergy systems. Jing Qi Shen. The 3 treasures of Daoist alchemy. They were observing the same things we are today, and the lines they see in the body likely came from sensing these subtle geometries when someone is highly dopamine sensitive, high TEST, high vitality, because they will stand out. You can feel it, you can even see these lines on yourself when you look at your arms and stuff when doing hand gazing, which back in 2015 I remember seeing these web structures. I believe that's just you perceiving the sensations as a visual representation. It's also likely how advanced gazing works, because what you see when you do this will always represent the condition of the field geo and what currents are activating and their thematic relationship. The colours, the images, the sounds, it's all correspondent. The alchemists view this as interacting with higher powers especially in theurgy work when you get quickenings, but this is once again as I've proven like a spark gap being closed and a discharge of stagnant current banked up in the lower Jaio being released as the sensation of "kundalini" raising. Kundalini isn't different, it's the same current, so my qigong master was wrong. I really don't buy into that idea that we are serpents as representing the soul in the body creating the full tree of life in us as we experience reality. That's once again a highly abstract mythos that's been peddled as meaning something that it really doesn't, and pretty much all of those experiences can come into the vitalism model I've explained.

That will be hard for long term followers who are attached to certain views to accept but again, logic destroys what you believe when you lay all the points of why you believe what you do out. The most important thing I recognized is that just because you've had a non physical experience doesn't mean what the cosmologies suggest at face value. All of these systems when put under scrutiny eventually have holes, and you'll be able to explain what they claim is interaction with divine beings as just looking inside yourself and the thematic translation mechanism working. Then you'll have the non dual fools saying that looking inside the self is looking out at everything. Yeah right, my experiences say otherwise, because there's many instances where I've experienced thematic translation manifesting as seeming non physical divine beings when it was really generated from the state I was in that leads to this manifesting in front of you and the theurgy process of building the interior environment to house these intelligences and where you go to interact with them also isn't anything other than the Hun overflowing the Shen where it spills out into the world around you with your eyes open. I've done all the high level theurgy work, I've done the quintessence work, I've done advanced gazing for years, and I know what these things do and what they don't do on a mechanical level and how the dynamics of the meridians predicts why you'd experience these effects. The alchemist always just says that everything is "burn off" but I don't buy that, because if you're deficient on liver blood like I was and you stand before a divine being and you get blasted with this massive power of raising current then you'll just be burning up more of the yin you've gathered and that depletion will manifest AS the experience you idiots. That's WHY it FEELS so intense, because you're building charge and then releasing it like a capacitor closing a high voltage spark gap, it's literally the Jing being prematurely released into activation and it will surge up through your circuits and manifest as the full seeming circulation of starlight that's apparently "burning off" your lower self. IT'S INSANE that I use to believe that, because the way the meridians overlap and the biochemical-energy reactions can also explain this.

The entire model of spiritual experiences, and what these masters claim they mean, it's nonsense and I had to go through years of this over and over observing it all and finding holds in it to eventually figure out what all of this means. It's just insane to think I'm actually at this level now where I can destroy everyone's beliefs in all of this trash. I mean how insane is it to be here now vs before. I still feel like I shouldn't have been able to do this but I have somehow. That's why I continue to say that NG LOA and all the rest of these so called spiritual doctrines don't work the way they say, it can't because isolating these variables doesn't prove those systems to be correct since the nature of those experiences have another more coherent and reliable experience that can be applied to make sense of it. The fools who are critical of me lack the experience I have and lack the mechanical basis to correctly interpret these things and cannot offer a coherent model of explanation, it's all just "look how low his state is being all critical" or whatever ignorant trash is used to invalidate my work. That's filthy Jew supremacist tactics to defame anyone who tries to go after their death cults. They're the ones who marketed these ideas. I always wondered why they'd allow us to see all of this spiritual reality stuff and not manipulate it and filter out these cosmologies from public consciousness if this was a way to free ourselves from the trash. Well, it's because it serves their view, just like all these psycho-spiritual doctrines which rely on ignorance of the initiate to believe what they're learning is real. It's a real experience, and they'll say that you'll have real experiences and you will, but it won't mean and be caused by what they claim. The alchemical symbolism also doesn't prove it systematically either, and there's no universal language they all speak because they're all translations of each other. This is why the bible has so many interpretations and why I use to believe there was 3 levels to it but in truth it's all just a Jewish superracist text and that's why there's so many inconsistencies in it as well as copy pastes from other ancient systems before then, like the flood story. As I said in my bible analysis like a year ago or go from now I was going on about how it's either these alchemical systems were all copying each other over time and had a common hand producing them all (we know who that was) or we have a deeper doctrine that's not understood yet that weaves the symbolism together into a correct form, that's not alchemical. The alchemist saying that scripture was a way to preserve the so called mysteries is just so ignorant and I never believed that. He seems to think so, but I don't buy that for a moment knowing what I know about the history of these works and who applies them the way they do over time.

All I see is ignorance. Everywhere. Ignorance ignorance ignorance, and masses of people who are compromised on their vital currents who will cling to their overactive currents because it feels good, which is exactly what keeping them from what they want. Think about this. Changing your mind as a principle isn't manifesting the thing, but that changing your mind is freeing up the pathogenic factors that keep you from nourishing your vital currents into a proportionate functional balanced state. It's not even that changing your mind works the divine law of assumption but that you stop destroying yourself and so get what's already within you anyway as a capacity for clear perception, and supply/demand mechanics. It's SO INSANE that I've seen through all this I continue to just wow whenever I write this stuff out. It's crazy how automatic it is. I wake up and it just comes out, every day. No trying.

So it's all there, again and again and again it's more and more clear. Changing your mind, changing state, accepting the wish fulfilled, accepting the desire, the Christ, repenting, revising, persisting, feeling, faith, it's ALL THE SAME THING. You're simply not living in a pathogenic state that destroys your vitality anymore, and so what's already innate as a constitutional affinity which is your supply/demand mechanism built in, that can come through you and suggest who you are to the world and manifest that state. Nothing NG said is spiritually above RS, because everything he experienced and explained I can go over with far more reasonable and common sense ways of understanding it. It just blows my mind over and over that I'm at this level now, at the point where we really are at the top and have the model I dreamed of years ago, though it's not in the form I thought it would be. Figured all this out at 26. How insane is that. If I didn't have the intelligence and the drive to destroy the filth that seek to keep us stuck I'd never have done this work. It was BECAUSE I saw errors that I had to find answers. Nothing else. I wasn't moved to do this for money, or to be seen, or whatever dumb stuff people with low Shen want. I am driven to destroy, truly. Destroy through the truth of what is, to negate anything that an opponent would hold against that truth at any cost. That's the dynamic that my state runs on and why I constantly come up with new answers every day without trying. It's how I filter and perceive this world, the only way. I know this isn't my permanent state though, I will leave this state in time, because I know this load of work is depleting to a degree that's unsustainable but it's functional for the long term vision. That long term vision is a world without the trash that is the law of assumption, or any false manifestation doctrine rooted in mentalism or solipsism or whatever ignorant trash is the current flavour of the day.

Nothing they bring to the table holds ground anymore. NOTHING! That's what's so INSANE about all of this because we can put everything they say in the ignorant trash box instantly and disprove their claims without even trying. Thematic translation, supply/demand, vital somatic reality driving thinking and sensation, it's all built into the basics of RS that goes beyond anything else by miles. It's just insane to think I sometimes feel giddy that I've gotten to this point. It's like almost unbelievable, that we've got such a massive advantage now. It just needs marketing. The pressure to constantly expand, that unrelenting root pressure, it can chill when this is all over, at least towards this work.

Dopamine is a big part in success, and we all know it. I've explained why and how it feeds the recovery cycle. This goes beyond the biochemical nervous system regulation stuff that that space talks about, because they'll never be able to predict outcomes from people who don't just work to move qi stagnation and relax. All the cope coaches preach relaxing more, which isn't functional for most people, especially younger guys who need to use that competitive edge to slaughter their enemies without mercy with the TEST and whatnot they've got access to. That's what it's built for, not relaxing into it and cap the expansion. I believe actually to some level that there really is no highest TEST level acceptable, because a balance of higher levels and qualities of yin and yang should in theory be near infinite and only increase the charge in the body and lead to what the qigong master could do by brushing you with the back of his hand and send you into a sudden jolt like you got stuck by lightning. It has to be that the body is a conductor and the supply/demand mechanics work via the "transmission" of qi, vital current. It's not mental, that's all Jewish filth. That's where that ignorant trash comes from. We work with the direct currents themselves, the substance which actually manifests life. The aetheric physics must have a model to explain this systematically and prove it instead of keeping it in the realm of theory and abstract thinking. How would you do those experiments? Who knows, but it must be possible I know that. Quantum mechanical magic is a dead science, always was, just like relativity which was Jew sponsored like the biochemical medical industry and spiritual spaces. Filthy Jewish parasites. Utterly disgusting filth. Eradicate that trash permanently and without a shred of mercy given. Turn all the Jewish supremacist families into a fine red mist that gets scattered into the upper atmosphere in a powerful gust of wind never to be seen again.

We need to apply dopamine retention too. Liver blood retention is another secret to this. This is where a major drain of vitality comes from, because this feeds into the restoring cycles that make every other function work. It's a slower but steadier incline. The addictive tendencies are usually an empty heat or full heat pattern, most often empty heat or a desire to release a stagnation that's agitating. Relaxing isn't always the ideal way, but instead operating correctly to use that impulse into functional stimulation that's nourishing, and also to sink charge when trash stimulus arises to tempt buy-in. The addictive nature of these dopamine destroying activities is literally just the agitation from unanchored currents. You can argue it's brain chemistry being changed and hormones shifting but I'll say TCM predicts this and did predict this thousands of years ago before any of this science was known. Any time you buy into trash cope stimulus you're going to 100% deplete your recovery cycle and that'll cap your Jing at a certain level no matter what you do. You can take supps all day but the benefits won't be the same. You'll still benefit but it won't be anywhere near as much, maybe like 20-30% as high as it would be otherwise if you were retaining blood and qi and nourishing yourself with it. Kidney yin becomes liver blood, so obviously seed retention makes that work to nourish the blood better but again it's a cascade of other substances that all build into what becomes TEST and the dopamine pathway is the most reliable measure of this. Your dopamine health in your brain in some sense is a reliable indication of your recovery capacity, since that loading ability reflects the thematic currents and what they can become down the cascade of effects.

Real spiritual application is vitalism. It all works through vitalism.

When you're trying to work long hours at once, and you get distracted and can't maintain focus, it's because there's heat agitating the Shen most likely. There's an empty heat pattern, possibly from blood issues, or from other yin substances drying up or simply from stagnations. You're agitated because your vitality is bad. Vitalism is where all of this works. All these hacks to try optimize this and that and whatever else is just cope trash to avoid the root which is vitality, That's why I've said for years that vitality and sense of self are the same thing, because they are.

My assumption that there can be too much TEST before seems to be false. Since I believe it really is a balance of yin yang and that the quantity really doesn't matter so long as there's relative balance in the system. Balance makes it work, even up to like 1000+ ng/DL TEST which I'm sure our ancestors had in droves. Now it's like half that or less. When you're in your mid late teens like 16-18 you'll have upwards of 1200ng/dl and that's where the big sparks come from with girls especially since you've got massive supply of root pressure. That's where it should be maintained, but because we're weak now it falls off a cliff into the low hundreds for most guys. This indicates their Jing is way lower, their kidney yin yang and qi are all way lower in quantity and ratios and they get all kinds of issues as a result. It all can be traced back to depletion of hormones due to stress and conditioning psychologically which caps their growth, or malnutrition or starvation. That's really it. I believe that 1500+ng/dl is possible, since 1200 is already a reality for many teen guys, so even 2000 should be possible in some cases though I don't know what the upper limit is. So long as you're balanced then there's no issue really. Reproductive health is health, period. It's all reproductive health. There is no other health. That's Jing. It's all Jing, endocrine function. All these idiots can get schooled who think it's anything else. reproductive health is your only reliable measure of real true vitality felt and experienced as somatic reality leading to the corresponding state. Bioenergy if we'd call it that comes from this root pressure from the kidney. Men need to own their capacity and level that up big time. There's a reason why in the "evolutionary biology" perspective that reproductive health is the first to go down when you're not at peak vitality. It's because reproductive health IS your vitality and it goes down any time you're poisoned or starved or whatever else. That's why reproduction runs the world and why the Jewish supremacist élite filth want to control reproduction, and they are currently succeeding. That's why NG LOA is a load of trash the way it's taught and has no significance when it comes to explaining what we see in reality.

12/6/26

NG was only teaching that you desire your somatic reality that's satisfying. That's it. Nothing else. The somatic realty contains the thematic composition within it, the arrangement of the currents was always the goal, hence "feeling is the secret" and why it can be "done" as well as needing to be persisted in. That's why this works and the cope coach trash doesn't work because that's never what he taught. I can't believe how wrong everything is. To my surprise though, I'm so calm about it. like I'm not feeling much if any heat from this study. It's like the last few days or so I've been very steady with my somatic reality and the "feeling" I live from, the state. I actually broke a conditioning pattern last night when I went out for a walk with someone I've not seen in a while and told them things I'd always compromise on before. Now I was shameless and it surprised me. There was a small rising sensation of heat and some small qi stag but it was minimal and I genuinely didn't expect to be so stable about it without feeling any fire. Like I was just confident without trying, even though there was a box I'd broken that before I'd have kept the thoughts in my own head and just think to myself what I'd say and cope. That's where I KNOW that paying attention to the currents and consciously returning to the correct state that's going to balance the currents is how persistence is actually done, and not that imaginal sensory persistence has any power other than the implication it may have to surface stag or heat or dips.

It was very natural. So if you persist in the balance and free flow and decondition all the desires and always return to seeing any needless reactions as destructive in themselves to burn up Jing which will ruin recovery or that needless stimulation will burn liver blood and kidney yin and Jing then you'll not WANT to react because you KNOW that your vitality is your reality. Vitality is the reality, and when I looked back at when I did make radical shifts without doing conscious pathway work it was because I knew that this was true, that my vitality would always be depleted unless I paid attention to dropping the patterns which destroyed it. That's how it works and that persisting in the wish fulfilled is this same thing. There's no difference, and that's why "it all works" as the dumb idiots love to say who think all techniques work.

We've gone SO FAR with this it's just still blowing my mind.

There is almost nothing about this that's spiritually expanding.

You'll never get anxious over someone not responding the way you want because you always know how to expand correctly, because vitality is reality. You'll always know what to feel, where to respond, what to do. You'll have all the answers within how the currents interact.

We must utterly eradicate the Jewish superracist filth that seeks to destroy us. This is not a spiritual battle like they claim. It's a pure vital battle and nothing more. Nobody can prove this is a spiritual war, because one after another all of those systems when studied in depth fall apart until you eventually recognize the pattern and say that it's all utter trash, cope trash, to deny the vitalist reality we live in that proves how all of this works. It's a bunch of psychologically warped families who believe they're the spiritually ascended ones who have the right to eradicate US, the nations, Esau, who's house will be left for stubble. I did all that study in dual seedline, it's a racially supremacist doctrine 100% and it's been dressed up as a psych spiritual doctrine to continue putting out false ideas of how to interpret it and confuse those who lack the intelligence and time to figure out how this all works which I have done and provided extensive documentation as to how and why. This is why eradicating the enemy is the highest of achievements any man of the nations can attain, because there is no downside other than that of which flavour of spiritual reality you've accepted to cope for the fact that you're perpetually under duress until that delusion dies off. Non physical experiences don't disprove vitalism, in fact it only supports it. It's the delusions of these psycho spiritual cosmologies that automatically put anything outside of that into question, yet without any real data to draw from to validate that beyond any shadow of a doubt. That's why I use to stick to the study of alchemy and metaphysics since it was able to be seen in all physical phenomena, or at least most of it. Correlation doesn't mean causation, as we should all know. The study of metaphysics in itself is deceptive also, because you'll make leaps because of that that cosmology implies must be true if taken at face value. While there can be a significant lineup in many cases it's not automatically proof of the cosmologies presented alongside them. This is where critical thinking must be applied and to literally be willing to view everything outside the box, because once again Jewish superracist patterns are not explained in any of them and if it is it's a real stretch. Those who are critical of my attack on this group of disgusting filth will always be delusional and buy into the easiest suggestion of a universalist ideology of reality that offends nobody and supports everybody, when that's never been true in reality as we observe it.

We have to be objective with all of this, and not take this insane notion that subjectivity is the king of perception and ask these dumb questions like "if a tree fell in a forest and nobody was there did it happen?". This is the kind of mentally insane trash that I've always seen as delusional since the start, because the solipsistic mentalist view of reality has no explanation for the patterns of history we observe or how people manifest illness they can't conceive of or how infants or children get traumatized when it's outside of their scope of perception. When I was younger I never thought I'd ever lose hair, yet pics of me at 15 show recession. I literally NEVER thought that EVER or had any idea it was even possible. So once again, there's an obvious example in my own life of something outside of my consciousness happening to me. The state happened to me, but that's a different idea to mentalism at all and is thematic current phenomena which doesn't work with a mentalist paradigm. My face with the warped structure I manifested wasn't something I was aware of either until it became obvious, and that'll be what almost everybody will tell you who experiences these things. It happens independently of conscious specific assumptions. It's all ignorant trash to believe that you cause it all, and as I've proven that's not even what NG taught anyway. None of that was what he taught, it was states manifesting corresponding experiences thematically. Seeds containing their like nature. That's all it was. The seeds are balance within, they're not other realities, though he did say that whenever you're imagining something that's not "real" that you're seeing into that reality, but he never proposed that you move realities or anything it was simply a view of your senses and nothing else. He said directly that there's ONE world, and that there's also souls lined up waiting to come into this world, and that there's FINITE sons of God not infinite meaning this idea that there's infinite states of people isn't correct either from his own work, unless he contradicts himself. So once more, no matter how you view it the idea of there being infinite worlds and realities and timelines and dimensions and whatever else is never what he taught or promoted using his own definitions and some basic reasoning.

It's no wonder that he dumbest of the dumb are attracted to LOA because they lack critical thinking. Back in like 2021 and even earlier I was critical of these ideas, but I tried to believe them to see and test for myself, but that experimental data only solidified that reality isn't subjective, solipsistic, or relative or mental. All of that is cope trash for the fact that your life sucks and you're deluded into filtering out what your abuse has conditioned you to believe because it's easy and convenient to avoid accountability for your state and the world around you. All of that is cope trash and nobody can prove otherwise without trying to go after me and put labels on me or say that I'm in a low state of some form or whatever idiocy comes out to justify a delusional belief. Like seriously, what else does it imply then that if manifesting as a psycho spiritual doctrine is incorrect? It must mean that reality is NOT what that claims, and then you must bring the framework of where it came from and why it's peddled and propped up with billions of dollars and this idea is then overlaid onto every other so called spiritual tradition, we must question the authority of that entire interpretation. This is where breakthroughs happen, because you're not looking in the direction you're presented to distract from a higher more functional mechanical interpretation. Mechanics and systems are how we can demonstrate causality, because if the mind isn't causal then what is? It must be the nature of the field geo which drives thinking, feeling, somatic reality, all of these things.

I get too many comments from people assuming that these mental ideas must be true because they exist, and any question of that is met with denial, as in I'm in a low state or that I'm negative. You see how insane that is? There's no actual discussion of reason as to how or why it's just a default assumption and I see this come up over and over and over as what gets in the way of correct interpretation. ALL the time, even in coaching with clients who've read most or all of my notebook this still comes up with certain assumptions about thoughts manifesting or feelings manifesting or anything like that. It only comes up because there's no substrate to explain this that makes sense to them which can be seen in enough examples to hit them hard enough to invalidate the mentalist idea, and the reason why the mentalis idea is so easy to buy into is because it doesn't need reasoning to believe in, because the idea in itself seems unfalsifiable at face value and so they then flip into a state where just questioning it is seen as a bad thing. So this entire model of mentalist thinking must be deconstructed in every video if I'll ever be able to have an impacts, and I was building this out like last year but I didn't get all the way with that.

I was putting together basic points that everybody can relate to so that I could get the audience to question that mentalism must be true without being too hardcore and offensive like calling out Jewish superracist filth as the disgusting pathogenic trash they are who need to be turned into a fine red mist splattered onto the floor, like a bunch of red paint blasted out of a cannon onto a target and the mess that's made will resemble what this pathogenic filth will look like. Mulched into just an absolute disgusting mess of blood and flesh torn up and ruined so badly they'll be utterly unrecognizable as anything resembling what the remains of a human would. Perfect outcome. So without going to that length, or anything similar, then I must list off a bunch of points that most people can relate to which hit hard and cause a questioning of LOA as it's taught. I believe the most powerful way is to quote NG directly saying that you don't want to pick out this or that person but the state, and him telling the stories about how the women who wanted "this man or no man" were denied that desire by NG himself. If I bring this up and flash certain little sections and don't even bother trying to make a solid logical case and just "shock" them and then offer my message in a sort of manipulative way then I'll get way deeper into this space than just trying to rattle off facts and logic about how LOA is trash and those who believe it are coping for how bad their lives are. It's that simple.

Vitalism works in all cases because it drives how you experience somatic reality and thus how you think and feel emotionally. That's it.

I just don't know what to say anymore. Almost all of manifestation works through biochemical pathways that translate to a change in "somatic reality" as I call it AKA the felt currents that translate into thoughts, and that this requires nearly zero mental thinking to make work. Awareness of currents is all that you need, and to release, tonify deficiency, drain excess or pathogenic damp accumulation. That's all you can do, and most of that can be done with herbs. NG never taught specific person manifesting, I still do. Do not get me wrong, I believe this is a thing that you can do IF they're going to receive a clear suggestion from you to be stimulated by your state. If you're not attractive to them then you have nothing, nothing at all. It all goes back to that, OR conditioning in some way on your part of theirs or something between it. That's the thing, you don't suggest physical traits alone you also suggest that physical level overlapped with the psychological suggestion of all the other aspects of how you carry yourself according to the currents, which is somatic reality for you. That's all you can do. Everything that's action at distance and so called thought transmission happens automatically without you doing anything other than dwelling in the state. So to manifest specific people, the ones who will receive your suggestion as stimulating, they will receive it through A, physical attraction which is IMO #1, psychological suggestion which is #2 variable and almost as valuable as #1 depending on who it is presented to and #3 your thematic supply/demand and "biovoltage" if we'd call it that which represents qi that works the action at a distance thought transmission phenomena, likely through LMD wave propagation which has an affinity for where they have a stimulation pathway just like you would towards them. It's the same thing. You cannot manifest while being a weak pathetic lowly creature who's depleted and or stagnant like crazy. Being stagnant is WAY easier to manifest than being depleted from my own experience because biovoltage is something you simply can't fake but at the same time being stagnant makes you more perceivable as desperate as well since that pressure will be driving your eyes to where the conditions want you to look instead of where you should be.

You need to get to the point where the ONLY thing you care about is your vital balance of currents. That's how I have seen over time that I functionally detached, or when I was vital and I had psychological conditioning that root pressure drove the killing off of the condition, Nothing else worked. Everything that's psychological while you're deficient is cope. You won't get anywhere without root pressure. You require root pressure to manifest which is a function of hormones mostly as well as dopamine signaling and all that we went over yesterday. Without a functioning organism then you've got nothing of value because your vitality is really what the other sees. How you present yourself is your unique composition of vital currents manifesting AS the organism. Metaphysically that's all there is and the phenomena of spiritual experiences works through the mechanisms I've explained. So many dumb fools will believe that seeing visions or feeling these rising currents proves the cosmology but I've experienced these things hundreds of times over a decade and I can assure you that it's not meaning what it's implied to. These experiences don't invalidate the vital mechanics I've explained, and when you get to that point you recognize that there is nothing else to chase other than balance of the organism, which seems to be what these psycho spiritual doctrines are functionally pointing to on the alchemical level anyway. It's the same thing really if you break down what the result will be in reality. It's not different. You don't see into other worlds and interact with non physical beings. I've experienced that, I've interfaced with a wide range of different underworld intelligences, as the alchemists view claims, and I've seen symbols and images and forms that are like those trippy fractals you see in psybient stuff or whatever and I've gone through all those systems and explored the depths of waking lucid dreaming with open eye gazing. It's not magical or different it's all you looking within yourself at the currents translating into imaginal sensory details to represent them, the SAME WAY your thoughts are driven, but instead of it just being thinking it's happening on a level of the Hun where it produces these images and cosmologies that you'll think prove psycho spiritual reality to be true when it doesn't. That's the delusion.

If only I could put all my experience onto this page for you to see exactly what I mean, because words simply don't convey it and I know most people who lack the experience I've had will continue to pretend like there's more out there to experience on the so called spiritual level when I know there's not. I dedicated most of my time from 15 onwards believing this and looking for data to support this because it all started when I was seeing auric fields around people and then I was searching for others who saw this and found new thought trash and bought into that for about a year or 2 and then bailed out when there were too many holes and all these cosmologies of these different spiritual types people were and all these idiodic models of reality that made no sense. I saw through all that quickly, then went into alchemy. That's where most people who leave new age trash will go if they're serious and get stuck, because they'll deny the mechanics I've outlined as a correct explanation for the phenomena of non physical interactions as well as how manifestation works and all the so called "synchronicity" that goes with it. I've contemplated on all of these points and found solutions outside of the psychological reality ideas. The reason why it SEEMS to work at face value is because your psychology isn't causal but the underlying currents are which drive the psychological experience and so separating them is very difficult for most in that space if they don't establish thematic translation as a mechanism for how and why they think what they do. It took me years to accept just that point, let alone getting here. It was when I was able to explain dreaming and the non physical experiences using how the meridians manifest seeming non physical experiences as well as the years of me decoding the somatic sensations during advanced gazing and theurgy I'd feel as well as when taking quintessence. These sensations of being split down the middle and having currents raising up the spine and all of this is always assumed to be kundalini, and those ideas are like the default assumption everyone makes because that's the default interpretation of what these things mean, when we must question even those.

A lot of that model comes from the enemy also, and why it's promoted and supported and why those who work with this continue to grow old and die despite what the alchemical texts claim. These qigong masters all grow old and die. These alchemists for the most part grow old and die. These people who work with the yoga systems still grow old and die. Why? If immortality is the goal that's not just abstractly spiritual in some way then why do they all fail to pass the test? There's ONE person who's shown me age reversal, and it's gradually faltering over the time I've seen his look over the last 6 years now. It's not continual age reversal, it's significant and very slow aging but still it's not full on reversal to the age of like someone who's 16-18 or so when reproductive hormones are peak which signals the highest level of vitality. The truth is that all of these systems fail the test and the mystical ideas of spiritual immortality is cope. The alchemist speaks of how the body must become one with all these higher elements and physical immortality is the goal, not JUST spiritual so called immortality. There's NO EVIDENCE of ANY of these masters of ANY system TRULY proving these impossible claims, of "Mar 11:24 Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them." and things of that nature. Nobody can prove that, not one person, at least not at face value. I can't you can't and the legends of people who have are still just legends, which shouldn't be possible especially in the day where everybody and their dog has a camera on them to record anything that happens even if it's just the last few seconds of it. Point is there's no real solid data of reliably repeatable superhuman ability being demonstrated and all the claims made all can be explained by RS and the mechanics I've gone over. The mildly superhuman feats like some of the things these shaolin monks can do ARE impressive but it's still not proper immortality or superhuman ability that's significant. It's just people who have nourished and trained themselves well to be good at those abilities. That's really it. That's not outside the realm of what's explainable with the mechanics of RS, so anyone who clings to the legends of these impossible feats have the burden of proof on them because all the data I've seen aligns perfectly with those things simply being psychological legends for the purpose of bringing people into those systems and controlling their views. That ultimately keeps you deluded and in their hands.

So if spiritual expansion isn't the point then what is? Well you tell me? I still don't buy the idea that we came out of microbes in the ground from cosmic space dust and all this evolutionary behavioral stuff because all of that can be explained via currents and how they interact. However we showed up here I can't say, but it's defiantly not what NG thinks or what any of these psychospiritual reality models promote. It's easy to say that it's just God emanating realty reflecting all these themes of consciousness as we trace back to the one, but that's still just cope trash and doesn't explain it all. It's true. There's no solid data that the people who promote these ideas can point to as demonstrable or causal for proving their models to be correct. You'll find more often than not it's the more sick ones who promote it, and who are boosted by Jewish filth to gain audience and are funded or managed by those factions. It's really easy to say that it's all spiritual evolution because there's an assumption that this is correct by most people who think there's a level of truth there. You're not challenged when you say that by most, because it's something so abstract that it's acceptable by all and that idea in itself of it being universal makes it seem to be a solid truth, but that's just a mental conception of what they think a fundamental truth SHOULD be like from a metaphysical sense. That's the reason why so many people believe it, because it's easy and it doesn't challenge and that means in their minds it must be true since everybody can believe it. That's a sign that you're falling for the greatest psyop of all time, sponsored by Jewish supremacists who are the ones who fund and support all of this, and are the ones who control and own and manipulate everything.

So once more, we return to this core thread, that big ZOG is the key player in the roots of all of this, and if the underlying reality is just a psyop that's designed to suck all these people into false paradigms promoted to keep their power in place by normalizing what they believe (which NG was supporting without even knowing it most likely), then we have the solution. Remove and or eradicate the filth responsible and we can establish a more clear view of reality without all the trash being shoved down our throats and manipulated manufactured persecutions and all this. That's why I continue to come back to this point because no matter how you look at it, this always can be proven. That's why it's been the roots of how RS was developed since the start. It's consistent. That's the big thing. It's true in everybody's reality no matter who what where when or why. It's not subjective, solipsistic, mental, relative, it's a real thing we all experience and are operating under at all times every day. Every decision we make that perpetuates the disgusting Jewish supremacist plan of racial and so called spiritual superiority will only continue to lead to further depletion of vitality of the people around us day in day out, mostly through the engineering of the food and nutrient intake as well as through financial and media manipulation. That's true no matter what you believe, and tolerating and accepting being stood on as I've said for years is the biggest cope of all. No matter what it must come to an end or we will come to an end and that's why I don't primarily buy into this idea that this world is like a school for spiritually expanding because it means the nature of our existence is basically here to cope better than the person next to us and avoid and deny and delude ourselves as to what would be a psychologically healthy and functional response to such degeneracy. How can spiritual evolution and expansion be the goal if the only constant in these doctrines for thousands of years has been to not attack anyone and to cope and deny and love your enemies. It's INSANE and DOES NOT WORK! That's WHY we continue to suffer collectively and WHY our collective vitality (TEST is going down VERY VERY VERY fast these days as yet more proof of my vitalism point which we ALL experience) continues to falter and why more and more people look towards these psychological self help systems to cope with the fact that their lives suck instead of working with the vitality mechanics which work 100% of the time and explain all cases of success and failure and the details of how and why and predicts outcomes based on their state.

This is the biggest issue of all. Denial and cope and ignoring and pretending and thinking that stimulating priorities matter when that only depletes vitality more and enforces the delusions further. The allowing of Jewish supremacy is the biggest drain on vitality of all, and is their stated aim, to deplete our essence of vitality. THEIR STATED GOAL YOU FOOLS IS TO DEPLETE US IN THEIR OWN WORDS! THAT'S WHAT WE ALL SEE! How dumb have you got to be to not see that and then when accepting the facts of what we're dealing with then want to turn them into a mess of blood on the wall. I mean truly, the only constant throughout THOUSANDS OF YEARS has been manipulation. Christianity was a manipulation which our ancestors mostly all bought into. because it was expected like the psycho spiritual doctrines we have today that are far more acceptable which we think are the highest levels of the texts like the bible when it's not. Their stated aim is to rectify the world, complete the Mitzvot AKA the "things to do" and complete the messianic prophesy where Christ will come to rule the world for a thousand years over all the nations, where the house of Esau will be left for STUBBLE you FOOLS! It's SO OBVIOUS. I've literally destroyed everything about manifesting doctrine and went into EVERY MINUTE DETAIL to demonstrate this and yet there's people who STILL can't accept that there's an existential threat to their safety right under their noses., despite what's happening and has happened over and over for thousands of years and how palindromic sequencing isn't a real science predicting the simulation but is just picking up second hand on their acts which I was the only one to decode. I know that for sure. So again, I may be the only one saying these things but the facts still remain. Find holes in what I say and if you can't then obviously we know what must be done. That's why I really don't care about any of this trash to be accepted by the ignorant fools who have seen less than 1% of the data I've been through and have had less experience in what they'd call spiritual non physical experiences than the tip of my pinky finger. Don't give a damn it's the facts these people are as dumb as a rock and have no real experience to back anything up. It's just cope cope cope and more cope. All the tens of thousands of hours I've dedicated to this work and documenting everything I can and contemplating on it almost all day every day for years has been the work of my existence, not knowing where it would go, but here we are.

So that's where we're at. What are you going to do about it? Are you going to keep coping and denying and avoiding the necessity to expand vitality or cope and deny and keep thinking you can "manifest" it away or that "ohh it doesn't impact me so I don't care I don't need to worry or think about it". That's the biggest cope of all, like the incel who thinks they can manifest the girl they wanted by imagining and focusing their attention on what they want vs what they need. What you want is irrelevant and NG himself said what we think we want often isn't what we really want. What we really want is a free world without psychological manipulation and artificial scarcity and abusive power structures and the enforcement of trash "laws" with force. We want a food supply that's actually nourishing, and sciences that are built for our benefit instead of to keep customers on lifelong subscriptions. We don't want alien invasions to ruin our demographics and to destroy our reproductive capacity and condition all the women into these degenerate lives where they give their value away like it's somehow higher value. I'm sure everyone will agree. Will living without these things being a factor in our minds be valuable? Like living as though there are no issues and pretending as though life is like your dream reality? Well you may benefit personally to a greater degree than otherwise, but it'll pop up and you'll see it and you'll have to ignore it, and that's delusional. The people who lived in our past now knowing anything was manipulated were still moved by those agendas without their awareness. WW2 is an obvious recent example of this.

I've gone over enough really. Most of the insecurities about approaching the women you want is because you're conditioned to think you're not good enough in this or that way and it's all delusional trash you've bought into. Manifesting doesn't work that way, else the experiences I've had would be impossible. It's a scam, and the idea that you can manifest specific people "without lifting a finger" has EVERYTHING to do with supply/demand vitality mechanics via suggestion and stimulation and nothing else. This disguising filth wants you kept inside insecure and avoiding real reproduction with real high value high vitality girls who can produce more of the people they hate the most and want killed off. That's just the hard facts and only the conditioned trash will deny the obvious. We're built to have families and every single function of your biology proves this. Reproductive vitality is what drives everything about manifestation, nothing else. It's all coming from Jing and Jing is foundational root reproductive vitality, the seed, egg, pure vitality. Always was always will be. Why do you think it's so stimulating? Why do you think they condition these things so hard and put all these barriers to entry? It's obvious, so abundantly obvious. This is why CORN is available everywhere, and now AI corn is a thing, and most guys are addicted to this one way or another. Almost all the younger clients I speak to only admit they're addicted when things aren't working for them, because nobody wants to admit they can't stop. I went through years of that as I've spoken about and the thing that killed it was both a function of recognizing the necessity to cultivate vitality and another because I was just sick of suffering. There's SO MANY levels of conditioning that run through so many different facets Like we're obviously under attack and can't accept that or accept what needs to be done about it, which has always been how this was solved in the past, at least temporarily until the parasite infests the host once again.

We need to simply live from vitality as the only reality. Nothing else works or matters. Screw all this trash about trying to meet up to expectations and simply operate without. All these examples of fake women with all these face paints on and filters and whatever being shoved in your face as what you want that you can't have is how they condition us into seeing ourselves as not enough for any meaningful interactions out in the world. Once again, these girls get stimulated just as much as you at certain thoughts, so thinking that they'll all see you as gross no matter what because your phenotypes aren't aligned to the perfect 10/10 ascended god or whatever is ridiculous. I had warped jaw, hairline recession, I wasn't the tallest by far, I wasn't someone with clear skin, I wasn't someone with XYZ or any of the things we've been told matter but my experience proves that none of that matters at face value. No I didn't always get attraction from who I wanted, the 8+'s if we put numbers on them, but I still got it from well above average girls in my eyes, even though none stuck around but that wasn't because of my appearance it was because of my attitude and conditioning. There's other factors involved which go beyond the standard ideas that your bone structure and height and all this matter. To the ones who want that, which will be shown to you as the only example, yeah it will, but again, that's not all of them and I probably had somehow more attraction than the BP space would accept is possible. The real world with real people doesn't work like the online tailored and specifically manufactured example likes to present as what you need to measure up to. That's irrelevant, and they're doing this by promoting these girls who look like 9-10's out there and who have tons of simps and all this trash for a reason. It's setting the example, and people talk about it, and then they get frustrated needlessly and stagnate their qi which leads to bad sleep, their spleen gets insulted, their vitality dips down and eventually they never get anywhere because they're spending more time trying to meet this expectation than actually getting real experiences and learning the psychological games are all just games and don't matter.

Manifesting is just another example of what keeps people stuck. It's another box. If the phenomena of manifestation works out for you then it's not because of what you imagined or thought or felt or any of this but the somatic reality which suggests what the other wants and is stimulated by. Just like when you see what you want in the other, it'll always come down the that supply/demand mechanism activating and drawing their attention to you. Stop thinking that there's this perfect life with these perfect things and all that, because most of that is likely built from examples that aren't even what you really want anyway. It's all just a big scam. All of it.

When we see the AI influencers (like Vtubers for example except will be actual fake people) showing up on mass and promoted and that you can interact with them and pay them and all this trash it'll be the transition between real people being there and the example being set for totally manufactured examples. I know it'll happen because we've already seen the slippery slope climbing up day after day and the next wave of Rubin Nvidia chips are going into datacenters by the day. The GeForce gaming RTX lineup is priced out so extremely and memory is so insanely expensive and it's all by design to keep all the supply for the datacenters to ensure this happens on time so all the wafers go to enterprise level silicon and not silicon we get. I said this was coming back in 2019 and people thought I was mad that DIY PC would die off. I'm glad I got decent prices on my system before it became so extreme, because there won't be DIY PC anymore. That's over and it's never coming back to what it was before. It's been degrading since 2011 and when 2012 with Kepler architecture and the GTX TITAN that cost $1000 and keeping the G102-G100 class chips for enterprise only then it was the start of the end. The 80 class cards got G104 silicon which is cheap and usually half the size of the 102 or 100 chips. It's been slipping more and more and now we have 104 priced half as much as the 102 when before the 102 would only cost like 20-30% more at most. They're artificially manipulating the DIY PC space and it's been a long time coming but it's here now and it's been building up for over a decade. The AI systems won't be rejected, because there's too much money behind it. Want proof of AI influencer tubers showing up in the future? Look at DLSS 5. It's a personalized tailored model to in realtime project a filtered form of what you see. This is already a thing on all shorts on YT, they filter all the shorts with an AI sharpening filter, if you haven't noticed. That was totally meaningless and pointless and a waste of compute but they did it anyway, and this proves the point. It's going to happen no matter what. This has all come into place whiteout our will or consent and it keeps happening because we allow the parasites to get away with it. They'd not do this if there were threats to their safety.

All of this goes back to vitality. Vitality is the only reality and is their worst enemy. Live with the highest vitality and you will flourish and you will be unable to be manipulated unless they force compliance. All the loser incels out there will lose out and we will win.

This filth just needs to die pure and simple. There's the answer. Stop being killed off and manipulated and depleted and fight back because they won't stop until you threaten their safety. Never have never will. That's your life under ZOG. Cope harder. Only coach on earth who's proven without refutation that NG LOA is a scam and that reality is vital first mental second. The bible is a book about how to kill off the nations, not how to spiritually expand. Only a useless idiot would believe it's spiritual alchemy, and I'm accepting that I'll lose the approval of whoever is necessary to say that, because it's the fact that you cannot refute and you know that. We are the scapegoats of these filthy Jewish parasites and unless you kill them off permanently we will eternally be in conflict with them, just as it says in Gen 3:15. Same trash. NG LOA cannot explain that. Cope harder fools NG was preaching Jewish supremacist doctrine disguised as manifesting and alchemy. You're here because you're not the man you need to be to be vital and potent and attract the women who lust after real leaders who want to impact the forces of evil and you're lusting after these pathetic women who want nothing of real value and then blame yourself because they don't show you attention. Yeah maybe your filtering is the problem and the decisions of what you think you want is the issue. Decondition and get real with vitalism. Vitalism is the rule for life to win. There's no other way.

Manifestation is entirely a function of vital currents thematically in supply/demand and suggestion driving the psychological experience that you and the world has. Nothing else explains it. RS does and only RS can explain all the how and why and that's what you have access to here for free so use it and take it all the way. If you want my time to apply it perfectly then you know where to go. My time is valuable, but your vitality is more valuable than anything else, so it's worth it.

Never hate that you want to brutally destroy and kill off the enemy for what they're doing, that you have lusts for things of this world, that you don't want to participate in the trash they promote and call out ignorance when it's necessary, and all the things that make you you. Own all of that shamelessly which is the most human thing possible, to be an unfiltered unrestrained expression of your thematic sequencing. Always remember that spiritual expansion is cope to avoid the necessary involvement here and that these ideas empower them by telling you what your innate nature isn't constructive with higher spiritual essence, that they themselves manufactured and promote to control you. That's all this is about. NG LOA is the same thing and I'm the only one who's systematically proven this to be true.

I just searched the work of NG and I cannot find a single example of him talking about Gen 3:15. Wonder why.

"When I came back to New York in 1934, after three heavenly months in Barbados, I drank, I smoked, and did everything I had not done in years.

I remembered what Abdullah had said to me, “After you have proven this law you will become normal, Neville. You will come out of that graveyard; you will come out of that dead past where you think you are being holy. For all you are really doing you know, you are being so good, Neville, you are good for nothing”

I came back walking this earth a completely transformed person. From that day, which was in February 1934, I began to live more and more. I cannot honestly tell you I have always succeeded. My many mistakes in this world, my many failures would convict me if I told you that I have so completely mastered the movements of my attention that I can at all times remain faithful to the idea I want to embody." - Five lessons 1948 book

Abdullah right there put the smackdown on NG, and he said he remembered it for a reason, because he's talking about transforming his state. Yeah we know how that works.

You obviously have no idea where this is all going if you're still on the fence about what I'm saying and how dead serious the filth is about eradicating us in the mode inhumane ways possible by slowly conditioning us into our own compliance with this dehumanizing plan of androgyny. You're the lowest of low intelligence if you've come this far and still don't want to eradicate the filth that I've been talking about since the start and hinting at for years as the problem. This is all just Jewish supremacy. Almost all of our collectively experienced issues go back to this parasite. Clav is a Jew puppet funded and promoted to further the androgyny agenda. All this stuff with relationships is messed up and it drives all parties involved insane because it's all manufactured for that purpose and you idiots can't even see that. You're such a dead set idiot if you're still buying into the idea that anything can or will ever change for the better unless they're eradicated by real men who actually care about their own people enough to stop it. You're doing nothing. You're part of the problem. So good you're good for nothing. Unless you're literally disabled by the pressure you feel from this situation like I was in the past then you have no excuse other than your own cowardice. You're not ill educated, you've got this overthinking mind that makes you think you need logical answers to every argument to have a voice. No you don't, though you should, but it's not necessary. You're on the fence because you still don't know how to engage in discourse and to challenge opponents on their stances and most importantly be made known for it as a target and be seen as a bad person by those who follow the enemy. That's part of the job requirements. Every day I look at my state in relationship to being a higher leader in the space and I grow closer to that state, and so should you if you're wanting to do anything to be useful in this world instead of being just another useless coward who failed to do anything useful, That was me from like 2015-2017 when I knew things were being hidden from us but my stupid overthinking mind kept saying I need to have the answers to engage in discussion. I didn't, but I should, as was stated. I was that lowly fool who was on the fence and compromised to keep others happy. Now I get emails from people telling me about how I'm living in low states and that I shouldn't be talking about this.

Stuff that trash I'll talk even more brutally about Jewish supremacy because once more, every psycho spiritual doctrine is rooted in Jewish supremacy. I will go out and make that claim. Do I have to have studied every single spiritual system ever created and known to man throughout history in every detail to prove every point to know that? No. Obviously not, that would take me years. I did that with NG LOA and the other manifesting models and in the study of metaphysics and alchemy and all that stuff, I went into all those details, but for this I will say that even Paganism will still fall under that view, even though it's far more vitalist than pretty much anything else out there. The Pagan views are probably the most useful, though still delusional. Pagan sacrifice of animals and even enemies to gods served a purpose that was useful. It empowered their natural tendency to destroy their enemy and to enforce that with ritual to normalize it. As I proved in my historical studies around the idea of Christ as a lineage of carriers of that tradition into what was Britain at the time, these so called barbarians had roads, carts on wheels, written word and a more advanced civilization than most give them credit for. All that study I did on the white lineage of Christ as an extension of Dual seedline doctrine framed all that clearly here. The Pagans of the past weren't as widespread as we've been taught to believe, though these beliefs were likely involved with most people back then, just not as the savage barbarians we've been taught. They weren't that primitive. They just had the spirit to conquer the lands. They went and killed off a bunch of Romans who tried to force them to convert and that got the attention of the Jewish powers at that time to then go in and totally destroy their power and set up churches. This was the killing of the Pagan spirit of the people who once were at the top and independent and free from Jewish rule.

That's the kind of "spirit" we need. That unrelenting "those who die in battle go to Valhalla" type of attitude. Willing to give up anything for what will bring about higher vitality for you and the people around you, who you rely on for the existence the way it is today. The functions of the society rely on all the means of transporting and manufacturing and retail and all these things, else you don't have society. Anything that benefits the collective vitality is a heroic act. The most heroic act therefore is to eradicate with unrelenting and pure merciless force the enemy just as your ancestors did who didn't care about trying to meet up to the expectations of what we've been taught so called spiritually expanded people should be like, or conform to some relative moral code created by the very people who conditioned you to believe that in the first place, just like the Christian doctrine. Why did white Europe carry the bible for centuries unlike anyone else? It was because we were the threat to be tamed with religion, and then the Muslim trash was created to control the Arabs and now they're totally messed up even more than they already were believing in the filth in Quran which was obviously just another offshoot of the manufactured Abrahamic so called faiths all created by Jews to fulfil the Jewish messianic prophesy of leviathan (white people) vs the behemoth (Arabs and other Muslims) in the wars spoken of in revelation and other major prophets books. It's so obvious and once again you've got to be a dead set IDIOT to still be on the fence still. If you're on the fence still debating on this then seriously look at where things have been and where it's obviously going and tell me that it's all made up and not going to be a problem to just ignore. Have fun with that. The time for being on the fence is over. Step off the line and onto the other side and be willing to be seen as such else you'll remain a coward hiding behind serving two masters because you don't have the guts to burn the bridges.

Everything the Jewish parasite creates is designed to make you hate yourself in some way and destroy your vitality. That's where it all comes from. Why are women so conditioned? It's them funding the media and cultural conflicts that promote these ideas. I've got video of these Jewish parasites OPENLY TALKING ABOUT IT. I downloaded hundreds of GB of Jewish filth talking about these plans back in 2018. Men are incels now because of how their vital Jing is depleted so badly from all the corn and other trash and how they've been booted out of meaningful work or business opportunities that are building connections between people and now it's all just copium and ascending the ladder of looks else "it's over", They need to drop the corn and start nourishing themselves, because corn starves your kidney and liver yin especially and ruins your heart and eventually spleen and lung. That's how men were defeated, along with the social conditioning and expectations of needing 6 figures income to even go talk to a girl, or needing to be tall enough, or meet these expectations that were never a thing spoken about a few decades ago. They create the problem and then offer the solution. That's why upwards of 80% of zoomer guys saying they don't have any meaningful romantic experiences. It's social conditi9oning and on top of that they're heavily depleted from all the kidney juice being leaked to corn filth which is all paid for by Jews and many of the women in those vids are literally slaves and the guys don't even know it. It's disgusting and the highest form of degeneracy only Jewish filth could create. You cannot be a functional guy with these psychological expectations (mine were more family oriented really) and the physical depletion making you actually look like a low life who's got no voltage in your body to cause sparks to happen. If you want sparks you NEED to nourish the vital currents, it's the ONLY way and NG LOA has come around at JUST the right time to promote this as the psychological conditioning picks up. It's another level of it, it's all timed this way to fit into their timeline over the next years to completely eradicate our natural nature of being.

That's why it's so disgusting to see all this continue and all the suffering being caused by a few families who created artificial scarcity because they were pathological enough to do it and get away with it. It's EXTREMELY unnatural to NOT have a romantic love interest who also wants you just as much or more. That's literally what they're doing everything to prevent and why Christian doctrine was all about suppression of that nature. Suppression destroys your Hun, the liver qi locks up and then alcoholism takes over, or drugs, or whatever else, to cope with the feelings. It's all delusional denial and trash. They do everything to make you hate yourself. Where did all this psychological conditioning come from? It came from pathogenic filth who introduced these ideas and they propagated and now family trauma is a thing that's generational and it's perpetuating because the roots of this aren't killed off. The parasites must be eradicated or this continues. NG LOA also needs to die off. It's all pathogenic trash, as I have fully systematically proven with the most detailed analysis on the mechanics and isolated variables that drive manifestation. None of this can work on a mental level because all of the things we observe are too ordered to be randomly generated by beliefs and if it was all belief based then there would be endless examples of "whatsoever ye believe" being true but it's not and we all know that. The real cause of suffering is what's done TO US by the parasitic filth out there and that's the very thing that the psycho spiritual doctrines will go after you for claiming. They'll say "there's no out there it's all within you" which CAUSES MORE SELF HATRED YOU IDIOTS CAN'T YOU SEE THAT? The denial and cope and ignorance is what these systems promote all dressed up in metaphysical mechanical studies of reality, which I use to talk about as the highest study of reality but it's not it's cope trash for what I'm telling you now and even with everything I've seen it took me years to fully accept that.

It's just insane to think that I've gotten to this point of analysis still. Never would I ever have thought about all of these things to line up in the way they have some years ago. I remember deciding to leave all this behind because it was causing qi stagnations in my liver more and more because of how much fury I had but now that I'm not holding it and repressing my hatred for this filth it can flow without becoming pathogenic. That's where the power comes from with all of this. You need to have it flow and move and come through you. You cannot hold in your hatred if it's targeted towards an actual threat. If it's delusional hatred because you believe you're a victim and not actually being victimized then you need to do pathway work on that and move the stagnations and cultivate the yin to anchor that current through sinking charge and seeing it as unnecessary and delusional and denying your expansion of vitality which will restore balance and clarity to your thinking. You must get to the point where you can be able to see the charge as stemming from a dysfunctional source based on how you USE TO BE treated but isn't necessary to hold anymore. With the Jewish filth it's different, they're still an active threat that must be eliminated mercilessly and without compromise. Every one of these families must be tortured beyond your ability to conceive what the most agonizing torment would be perpetually torture them over and over and over and over until they die from the pain. Nothing less will suffice, in my eyes at least, but so long as they're not able to continue and all traces of their lineage is eradicated then we win. Jail isn't going to work, locking them up will never work because they will always have plans for that ahead of time. Capturing them and torturing them in locations unknown and in faraday cages without any bodily implanted RF transceivers to geotrack their location will be necessary. They must be wiped off the face of the map quite literally. Their lackeys will be locked up though, which will be fine because they're just cannon fodder anyway.

So we must get real with how things are, drop the delusions, and nourish ourselves. Vitality is the only reality. Always remember that. Your success is your vitality. Thematic translation, supply/demand, sequencing, suggestion, stimulation, it's all vital currents and none of it is spiritually oriented. The spiritual doctrines are cope trash to keep weak pathetic wimps controlled. That's why I somewhat respect paganism for the ruthlessness of how they operated. The fury of Odin, the Valhalla mythos to orient them towards heroic feats. These are the men who you come from, just think how pathetic you are now in comparison. Part of that is because you're physically weaker and malnourished compared to them and the other is the psychological conditioning which only amplifies the psychological conditioning. Reality is not a loosh farm or whatever ignorant trash people like Keith Cerelli love to make up to validate Jew hating. No they're creating all of this as a script and the non physical stuff is the abstract interpretation of the psychological games and that's WHY the allegorical interpretation is so widely accepted and never criticized because it's not offending anyone as I said before.

You'll find all these so called wise spiritual warriors for truth or whatever name they come up with who talk about these aspects of consciousness and they will never address somatic reality and how the activation of currents we can all feel and experience as what drives our thoughts and they will pin causality onto some other abstract system of analysis. I see it all the time, and then I have people come into my coaching calls telling me that I should watch X person because they came up with this new model of something and I immediately know its' ignorant trash because I've seen it all and then some. All of these systems fail to correctly interpret somatic reality and how we suggest and are suggested to by the world as a driving force for the phenomena of manifestation. They'll claim they've got decades of experience with this and will probably make up some fake success stories but again who gives a damn it's just to sell trash you don't need which will keep you hating yourself.

Everything I've taught especially over the last year has been to get you to unhate yourself. It's to get you to begin to functionally use hate towards those who deserve it and drop this notion that feeling certain ways towards people is bad or lower in some way. That's where all these spiritual doctrines keep you locked in, even if some of them teach that you need to "release your emotions and feel them fully" but they'll never tell you to kill off the enemy because that's killing off yourself and you're harming yourself. Do unto others what you do to yourself. That's what we're taught by the Christ. That's the Jewish propaganda used to make us hate ourselves, and they dress up these commandments into a seemingly higher spiritual state of operation vs being lowly and in the flesh and operating in the world. Isn't that what basically all of these systems are built for? It's built to keep you in your mind, keep you in the non physical, keep you coping, keep your Hun overflowing your Shen and keep you delusional. The spiritual propaganda is another level of conditioning that even I had a tough time breaking but I got there in the end and can now speak from having been on the inside. You can say that you don't need to follow these self hating commandments to be an alchemist, but to that I'll say you're picking and choosing. I never followed that obviously even from the start, but it still stands as a part of the doctrine. Alchemically it's still cope, the idea that you need to do to others what you do to yourself, that's purely a moralist view and not mechanical. I've outlined a lot of these views before but it's not what we've been taught. The psychological level of these systems as explained by certain people who interpret them from a view of love as the most powerful thing as though it's something tangible and not simply the activation of your heart meridian manifesting as the somatic reality of "love" just like any other sensation that's given a spiritual alchemical quality. That's what Daoist alchemy is, it's the spiritual interpretation of TCM which was always a mechanical view of consciousness which works.

Just because a sensation exists doesn't mean it has higher spiritual significance. That's the study of what I use to be into, the connection of forms to sensations. Just because there's forms that can be associated and put into containers that will be put into a system of relationship to other parts doesn't mean it's accurate. Only TCM is accurate and I've seen them all. HD is a joke that's for sure, especially for a system that claims to be at the top of so called "the science of differentiation" where Ra was a Jew and was sick when he had the visions, just like everyone else who created these models and got big. It's no surprise after seeing enough examples of this you get to the point where dismissing these things is just second nature because you're fatigued at having to try and prove every point over and over just to appease the ignorant fools who won't even listen to the discussed details anyway. You just get to a certain point where you just see through everything. Everything. You just know the answer without even thinking. That's where things are these days.

I just don't even know where to start if I wanted to make a full presentation, and to be honest I don't even really care to make that because I know 99% of it will go over peoples heads anyway just like the NG LOA stuff that 99% of people can't get because their assumptions about how things are get in the way and they try to interpret what I say through their lens. It's so stupid. It's all the same thing. Now that I'm at a level where preaching spiritual expansion is needless then all there is to talk about is nourishing your vitality and deconditioning your innate desires and thematic sequencing. That's your natural striving. Just accept it and go all the way. These people who I have discussions with who are critical of these ideas because they still view reality from the so called spiritual view and that scripture is divine revelation of God or whatever are a waste of time because I'm not going to go about deconditioning these people on those ideas. I'll run up against a brick wall over and over and just be smashing my head on it without an end.

My GF just showed me this video of musket telling the people of the UK to fight back or die. Yeah that's exactly what I predicted. These idiots are so stupid. Musket is leading them into manufactured civil war which will cascade out into Europe and they will end up in conflict with the wider degenerate Muslim people. The British government is 100% anti white as we all know BY DESIGN because they MANUFACTURE these conflicts AS I'VE SAID OVER AND OVER. They pull in tons of disgusting filthy aliens from the middle east and Africa and India and other places who will ruin the place and cause distrust in the people and turn it into a hell hole which it's absolutely become vs a few decades ago in the early 2000's. I grew up watching shows from the UK because we here in Aus had plenty of TV from there and other European channels since it was a shared PAL region. There were channels from the US but I always thought people from America were weird when I was younger I didn't like them much really. That was my unconditioned thought. Foreign people are different, and feeling that difference is normal and natural, because it's a real perception and not a delusion. The delusion is that we're all one, which we're not. It leads to self hatred, again, and again it's all under the one unified mind or spirit idea. It's all trash and it all comes from Jewish supremacist ideology because that's how they get us to hate ourselves and end up in conflict with each other over these delusional perceptions sponsored by the filth themselves. They create these stupid ideas and then market them to people and have us buy into them as solutions to our problems, that we need to love our enemies and love everyone as one. It's all ignorant cope trash and that's not what led to you existing here reading this today. Warfare and hatred of enemies is what led to this.

Always remember I am not saying to live in this hating state, that's not what I'm saying. I'm saying that when these themes of experience arise and the kidney liver and heart meridians are activated then be aware of what threats are actually involved or if it's just delusion on your part by holding onto false perceptions to explain how you feel. Hating the enemy is in many cases especially when they're in your face every day causing chaos, it's necessary and functional. We only exist today because we were separate, segregated, and discriminatory of those who aren't of like kind. Naturally we all experience this, but it's conditioned and it becomes second nature especially when that view is seen as a lower spiritual nature, which is just another manufactured expectation written into all these so called divinely inspired writings like the bible. It's completely insane and the only truth is vitality mechanics which holds up under every view there is.

Without vitality then the mind is useless and will just end up frustrated because the body won't be vital enough to move where it desires to move. Vital current that's in buffer supply is necessary to manifest. Moving qi stagnation is how most people in LOA get results if they do. That's really it.

The NG LOA doctrine will lead you to hating yourself. The alchemical view will also lead you to hating yourself because the goal is to take who you are now as "impure base elements" and purify them. Once again it's another view of you're not good enough as you are and you need to meet an arbitrary goal of expansion that the texts say you need to. The only higher level is higher vitality. That's it. I've seen all of this. They'll say it's individuation and transforming without a loss of identity but in order to get there you end up losing your edges that make you you and you're going to end up compromised. I don't see ANY high level alchemists talking about Jewish supremacy in a real visceral way because they're all coping with the reality we live in. The homeopath I saw before I spoke about the ignorant trash of theosophy and has zero clue about somatic reality despite having 10 certificates of attainment from high level acupuncture schools on his wall. The guy has a ton of experience and yet he still can't explain the somatic sensations of the currents in the body. Like what? Are you dumb? These people who pass tests aren't useful in the ways I've applied the meridian dynamics as I've explained. There's a reason why I continue to call these people all ignorant fools, and as much as it might annoy you I'll keep saying it because it's true. Just because someone is good at TCM on a clinical level doesn't mean they understand what I'm talking about here where the connection between currents somatic sensations in the body emotions and thoughts all can be related to the phenomena of manifestation, and especially how the false assumption that thoughts and feelings create reality has been used to market LOA coaching as it is today which is complete trash as we all know. That's the most dysfunctional cope garbage ever created. Thinking your way into a higher reality, higher state, whatever. It's all cope trash.

That's why it's crazy just seeing ignorance everywhere because no matter what space I look in I see errors. Everything that I use to study I now see right through. I just can't describe how it feels it's wild. None of this stuff that's spiritually oriented if useful. It's almost all dysfunctional to some degree or another. The claim that it's all towards immortality is always seen as immortality of the soul, immortality of the mind, mental, the body is always seen as the lower base elements to be discarded. You've read what NG thinks about the body, that his body is useless and he drank himself to death and died horribly and choked on his own blood. How horrifically. He was sick. These people aren't clear they're delusional. I've said that for a long time now, but it's always the ones who preach "you are the universe/God" who die horribly and turn out to be addicts behind the scenes. Isn't that interesting? It's always the same. They're sick, delusional, they make up or exaggerate stories like NG did with Maylo and her mum. It's the same story, That's why NG was a useful idiot who preached and normalized Jewish supremacist doctrine and disguised it successfully as a manifesting doctrine where you can get whatever you want. He didn't teach that as I figured out but it's still clearly known by 99.9% of people who think about NG that he taught "all things are possible to God" despite quotes like this.

"And so, I have pain, too. If I drink too many, who knows? I may have a headache. I am not given over because I have been “born from above” that I can violate the little things of Caesar. If I overeat because I like it . . well, I will pay the price. I am not exempt. This body is something that I am wearing, and as long as I wear it, I either take care of it or abuse it. If I abuse it, then it will get even. And that’s the law under which we live." - The pattern man 1968 lecture

I mean that right there is proof of him saying that drinking too much makes you sick and always remember that NG never taught quibbles that everybody assumes blindly that he accepted from Abdullah. I know roseylife is one who continues preaching this ignorant trash without knowing anything about the deeper NG doctrine. See what I mean? It's just ignorant trash everywhere you look! Nobody has correctly interpreted his work anywhere in this space EVERY coach is teaching a false doctrine and it can be PROVEN WITHOUT REFUTATION! So you wonder why I keep saying it, and why I keep railing on about how insane it is that we're still denying the obvious about Jewish supremacy as a root cause of suffering here. They'll say that suffering is your identification with the world, that it's your attachment to the physical reality, that in the NG LOA doctrine it's that you identify as Esau the body and the body must be destroyed as it says in Obadiah where Esau will be for stubble, It's all body hating trash, self hating trash, ignorant cope garbage for the fact that these systems are all created to keep people looking at the real enemy and obliterating them off the face of the earth. The Jew. The filthy Jew. That's where the enemy is, the disgusting filth that seeks to eradicate us and who manufactures their own persecution to gain power in this world because they're so disgusting and useless as a people, primarily at the top of the Sephardic Chabad Jews in the wealthy families. Many of them are homosexual scum too, and they peddle this filth to children and groom them into this being normal. I felt a rise of power right there in me, and a flash of turning these rabbis heads into a mess of bone and flesh came up. That's what happens when I write about those types of things right there. It's automatic, and it should be that way for most of us if we fully recognized the evil we're up against instead of "oh I wonder if he's right" and dance around on the fence again playing games and avoiding accountability for having a view and being seen as someone who's an "anti-Semite" or whatever label they'll put on your back because they can't refute your reasoning.

It's just insane that these filthy Jewish parasites will breathe. How? They created ALL of the self hating systems because that's their way of destroying us without using physical force, These disgusting filthy Jewish supremacists will never stop psychological manipulating us until they either fulfill their plans to wipe us off the face of the earth and destroy white people permanently and the other nations eventually or they get stopped because thousands of years of history will continue their plans until the end. It's already come this far and I exist here today here with enough intelligence and time on my hands to dig into the details to find answers and now that I've seen through EVERYTHING including the alchemical doctrines I'm going to go ahead and say that the ONLY thing left standing as the culprit is the enemy I've spoken of endlessly. Who else is there? Who else can be responsible considering we know who's doing this all to us today and promotes all these agendas of androgyny which IS alchemical in nature by the way. I've quoted the alchemist saying the goal is to become androgynous and give up your sexuality as a polarity because duality is lower consciousness apparently, See it's more self hatred. It's all self hatred and denial of who we are and that we must be purified. I mean purification in itself implies that the form of the "lower" nature must be removed as a part of you. Yeah I've interpreted these things in much of my own system by saying purification is of your psychological conditioning but alchemically it's of your components and underlying spiritual nature that's purified, as in the form you are now is impure and the base elements must be taken up into earth to become pure as a way of entering heaven. In alchemy you cannot get to heaven without going through the underworld, and there's the entire "great work" which is done over multiple iterations of life, and how you can pick up all the traits of prior iterations you've had. We're told that we see these in advanced gazing in the early stages, the "wading through the river of blood" but that's not the case at all it's just thematic sequencing doing its thing. The faces that manifest in front of you aren't your past iterations they're just translations of how you feel about yourself from whatever is surfacing, which is usually whatever is the most activated in the Hun at that time. That determines what you see, and if you sit with it long enough you'll get the "quickening" and wake up and see the thing you were dreaming about manifest in the world with your eyes open. I've had that happen more times than I can count now and I've written down most of them in my notes over the years. Most of them were of geometry over the last few years but also of what would seem to be underworld beings, or cartoon characters, or certain deities from different pantheons, and sometimes specific people. I've had clients of mine tell me that they experience seeing their SP manifesting in front of them very vividly when they wake up for weeks in a row and the SP still doesn't manifest physically. I've had others though tell me that they heard voices about their SP showing up and it did. I've told these stories before but it's not even the vision that makes it happen it's the underlying currents that precede the conscious level manifestation.

I've also found that the more intense I am the more vivid and frequent these non physical interactions are, likely because my liver blood gets eaten up if I don't nourish it fully and then my Hun is let loose and overflows my Shen and I see things. TCM predicts this in fact, because if my liver blood isn't fully anchoring my Hun, especially in sleep around the 3AM hours, then I'll likely wake up and see visions of what I was dreaming about, or I'll wake up in the dream and then control the dream but then I'll wake up but the dream is projected into the world around me, like onto my walls or onto the sheets like my sheets become a screen I'm looking through instead of just my whole room or vision, or that beings in my dream project into my room and stand next to my bed and look at me and such which I've seen plenty of, or they'll manifest in some other way and show up in front of my pillow as an object floating in the air and glowing that moves and sometimes they say things or images flash in your mind. I've seen all of these things before, I've had interactions and I know that it's not communication with other dimensional beings or aliens or whatever else. It's that these are simply projections of the currents by the Hun, which translates how I feel on a somatic reality level in my body while I'm dreaming and translates that into an environment my senses can perceive. I've predicted things happening in my dreams before they happen and then they happen in the world soon after, not because I'm seeing the future but because that's how the predictive pathway cascade mechanics of what drives the timing for thematic suggestions at a distance works through ripening cycles and all those things. That's something only I figured out I've never seen anyone else connect those dots before, because saying that you're seeing into the future because the future is happening now is easier to say and makes you sound smart when you're just a dumb idiot like the rest who believe in mentalism. All these people lack the experience and the intelligence to figure out what it all means. Fact, That's why so many believe in the spiritual doctrines, because they're just low intelligence. I lacked experience when I was younger too but I soon figured out if something worked or not, and you've seen my own expansion, so yeah, intelligence does matter and most people lack it these days. That's why you're relying on my work to explain this because you either lack the intelligence yourself or the time to figure it out, or both.

Having been in the pits of ignorance myself I know what its like, and to ask questions of what you're taught that you'd assume invalidate certain views. I've given examples of this myself from before, where I'd always assume that if the world is run by Jewish filth and they wanted to destroy us then they'd just do it now and launch all the nuclear bombs on all the big cities and wipe out upwards of 60% of people in a few hours and then send in drones to clean up the rest. They could do that, but ignorant me from the past lacked the understanding that scripture wasn't spiritual but instead was a plan of extermination of the goyim and that the spiritual levels of interpretation were created to delude us and keep the people who lacked intelligence and clear thinking to become sucked into traps that led nowhere but circular reasoning and would never address the obvious elephant in the room which is Jewry and their expulsion history as proof of the exodus script. The book of exodus is what they do to every nation they enter and destroy from the inside out, which is what's happening to us right now once again just as it's always been and you're such a dumb idiot that you're blind and allow it to happen and wave off the facts behind these Jew sponsored spiritual ideologies of do no harm and love your enemy.

No you idiots DESTROY your enemy! Utter fools. I can't stand that. Get use to fighting and combat for once. Learn to love too, love your people, love your family if they're functional, love your girlfriend and show her the highest example of a man in this world and lead by example. Call out pathetic trash and bring them up to a higher standard of vitality. Show them how to nourish themselves and destroy the delusions of their ignorance. Going hard on these people is what's necessary most of the time to strike to the core of their conditioning. Talk to their stagnations, their deficiency, their excess, their accumulation, whatever it is. Reveal it clearly and point out how far they are from where they need to be. Don't filter, because filtering is where they stay deluded. Love lifts up those who deserve it. Hate destroys those who deserve it. You should be respected like a King in your own house by your girl for living as the highest you, else she's not showing you what you deserve for putting in the work. Love her, show her what she deserves to experience. That's where love comes in. Love the people who you're inspiring, love them and lift them up. I agree with that, though don't love those who don't deserve it. Not everybody deserves love because they will continue with their delusions. Never love your enemy unless it's to manipulate them. That's what the Jewish filth do to us. Never follow the commandments of the scripture, because it's your death sentence written and made up as a spiritual expansion doctrine. Tear that trash to shreds. Do it. No compromise.

Vitality is the only reality. Every decision you make makes or breaks your Jing cultivation which is your manifest reality. There's the success. You want to win? Cultivate vitality and nourish yourself instead of being a pathetic incel wimp loser who's got nothing but self hating conditioning running your life. Clear the stagnations, move the excess charge, nourish the deficiency, drain damp. Vitality is how you think and is the only reality. Vitality drives your reactions to life and how natural you respond to different states. Vitality is your somatic reality and is how you manifest what you desire naturally without even thinking about it. Every success with NG LOA and the rest come under these functions without exception. Apply it and take it all the way. NO compromise. NO cope. No ignorance. Vitality was is and will always be the ONLY reality. Imagination is somatic reality, is thematic current, is biochemical functioning in the body, is YOU. That's the real you, not this abstract "higher self" or whatever you're told is the goal to attain as an intangible target to go for which you can't directly experience. Yeah your visions and dreams of seemingly higher states of being as they call them are just internal currents likely in the heart of lung manifesting like that translating into the interaction in the dream and you can feel vibrations in your body in the dream as you interact with it which is your meridians activating the same as anything else. The currents are doing their thing in your sleep and you're feeling them but you're lucid while it happens because the Hun is floating. Just because you have these experiences doesn't mean you're actually having that experience as the spiritual cosmology would claim. It's just thematic translation which is how the phenomena of thought transmission that's language agnostic works. It's nothing else, like we've been taught in the advanced theurgy work of the alchemical interpretations.

Vitality is the only reality. Own it.

None of these cope trash spiritual doctrines will ever uphold real physical sex over "spiritual" sex. They'll say it's impure and of the lower flesh and animalistic and doesn't feel as good as higher spiritual events like NG says. Nah screw that. They want you a sub little weakling who watches others have what you want while you hate yourself. Kill off all that trash. Win. Manifest vitality and fulfil your natural striving. Don't give them a single inch. These spiritual idiots can stay small and weak and they can all die off spiritually preproducing while their lineage burns into dust. They'll die off because of their ignorance. Screw that you're not conditioned to hate yourself that badly, I'd hope. Live naturally and live vitally. Physical experiences move the same currents as inner experiences, and these Daoists that practice so called tantra or even Evola's study on the polarities in a tantric type method is still just cope as well. I use to think Evola was a top tier read for some years but no longer. I've even gone beyond Julius Evola. That's how insane this all is. I don't see anybody as above me at this point, I've outgrown all of my once teachers and then some. The relentless pursuit of truth and wisdom killed off my conditioned beliefs and all that's left is vitality mechanics which explains it all and more. None of them can correctly explain manifestation and that's where this all hinges on. These people who preach that the "psychic sexual act" is the way to go and that the real thing isn't what you want, just like how the Daoists preached this method of avoiding leaking Jing like Mantak Chia teaches in his ignorant book "the multi orgasmic man" which will only cause most people more issues if they've got empty heat patterns. They will not conserve any Jing and he doesn't outline any of those details.

These so called ancient Daoist wisdom texts or whatever just continue to preach the same ideas that physical experience in romantic relationships can be done differently than how you'd naturally be involved with that and they tell you to circulate currents through the Ren and Chong and Du Mai channels to achieve what's considered higher vitality cultivation. Nope you're not going to create more Jing because if you could then these people would reverse their ages but they don't so I see all these alchemical Daoist traditions as just another extension of Jewish supremacist systems to keep us hating our natural instincts and keep us locked into this idea that there's always a better way to do things alchemically because "reality is metaphysical" and whatnot. That's the perfect thing to sell to people, the idea that there's a secret occult alchemical way to have sex that's going to be better. Noope. Been there done that it's not the same. Screw that trash just do things how you want and don't think you need to follow any of these methods. Seed retention you could argue is another thing that's Jewish supremacist too, but I will argue that for those who are depleted and have stag and other issues they need to retain because the Jing needs time to replenish and the dopamine high from romantic involvement needs to settle and be used for restoration. Burning the little reserve you'd have isn't functional and will only keep you at lower vital levels. The ONLY people who should be doing SR streaks that are longer than like 1-3 weeks are people who need to restore. Otherwise, spending a few days normally to keep hormone and neurotransmitters representing Jing and blood and qi and yin nourished will be the best way to retain vitality. Otherwise, have fun and go ahead with as much of that as you want, because there's no loss, and only the ignorant fools who think it's unnatural or buy into the cope trash that there's better ways to involve in sexual experiences with your GF is the way to be. Nope. Kill all that off and only use SR to build vitality until you either find the girl you want or you're recovering from depleted states. Anything else is irrelevant. You don't gain more benefit much from retention because if you're already at a high baseline and eat well you'll not lose much Jing anyway from sexual peaks that are natural and healthy.

So as I've said, we can find these self hating ideas mixed into so many systems. TCM never taught that celibacy is the way, it simply teaches the mechanics of vitality cultivation which are all accurate and predict health outcomes. It's the Daoist alchemists that came along with all the extra and speak about how you must retain for 100 days which they think "turning the light" means and think that you need to retain more as you grow older or you'll die sooner. That's only true if you're malnourished already and are at a low baseline. If you.re cranking down the eggs every day like 8 of them or more then you'll get basically more than enough Jing to enjoy night time fun with your girl and make it far more enjoyable without all of this performance according to Daoist alchemy trash you think you need to follow because they claim there's benefits. Been there done that. I use to think I wanted a girl who was into that for a while and I did find one actually back in 2021 but she was also delusional and thought she could be a breatharian and starve herself. This is the ignorant trash you hear all the time and how these spiritual doctrines cause zoomer girls who buy into it to literally willingly starve themselves and be celibate it's disgusting. The Jewish filth have done their work so well in destroying our people and psychologically conditioning us. You see why I mentioned the Daoist alchemy and sexual stuff? It's just ANOTHER instance of self hatred at play where they offer these so called spiritual or alchemical models to make sense of why you feel this way and offer an unnatural solution, just like the Buddhist trash which people blindly follow out of ignorance because they hate themselves and the world and want to deny it all and leave it all behind and experience "ego death" which isn't even a thing. You can't have ego death that's delusional trash. You can only experience death of your psychological conditioning and delusions that make you hate yourself. Bashar is another fake who teaches incorrect manifesting mechanics, and it's entirely an act on Darryl's part. He'll continue to claim that he cant share blueprints for advanced tech because he's not allowed but that's just cope trash and we all know it.

So much delusion everywhere. Can't you see now? It's all cope? It's all denial of what we know is true and can be demonstrated? All these frauds preaching ignorance everywhere on all levels. I just almost can't believe this is how things are I really am surprised at how things have played out and what RS has become. Every time I go into any of these points it just makes it more and more clear that we really are beyond everything out there and really do have basically all the answers to how to live functionally. It's so simple. Vitality is reality. The people who preach psycho-spiritual doctrines are sick and deluded and usually profit in some way from it or delude people into following it and then those followers end up sick or suffer themselves. Not all of them end up this way, but almost all of the people that follow it I've seen end up that way and it blows my mind. It's insane. I just don't know how any of this can be real if we live in a reality that's solipsistic. I've seen through everything and can explain all of these threads under the RS lens and make sense of all of what they claim to be true and show how it's not and how it goes back to self hatred spawned from Jewish supremacist ideas.

Vitality is the only reality. That's the new slogan of RS. Need to put it on shirts and sell them to make bank for once. I give my time away for free so much here it's crazy. People who read this still don't get it. I don't even care either way really because this wasn't originally intended for me to use as a teaching platform for new ideas anyway it was just my notebook to rant on whatever I wanted to without needing to format it in a specific way.

We need to secretly develop aetheric weapons systems of mass destruction which I was working on back in 2021-22 but didn't have the funding or time for. I need to develop these weapons using my model and destroy the filth that seek to destroy my people. We can't win legally, screw that method. You're an utter idiot if you think that's possible, Only building aetheric weapons systems will be useful as a way of silently and invisibly killing off the filth that are ruining all of our lives and are the true enemy of humanity to be rubbed out and blotted out as they desire to do to us. They plan to blot out all remnant of Amalek AKA us, and so it's war. If they want war they'll get a damn war and I'll build weapons so lethal they'll wish they never existed. Screw you I'll do it and you'll never know what's going to hit you, or any of the supporters of this filth that dare try to stand in my way. This isn't a game, this is the world we live in and it's a vital world where those who are highly nourished and free from psychological conditioning reign supreme and can support their people and lift them up to the level of the most nourished and build a society of highly expanded people and restore the genetic structure of our race which has been dysgenicaly ruined over the centuries from constant wars. Our race will be the ones who survive and will thrive just as we did in the past and the rest of the goy will fail to compete because they don't have the intelligence or the vitality to apply themselves towards meaningful expansion. They're less attractive too, and we all know that. They can't compete so we need to apply ourselves with the advantages we have and own our state for what it is. Go al the way with it and enhance our genetic capacity and pass that forward for those ahead of us to be even far greater than we are because of the expansion we put into our lives here. That's the real "spiritual" expansion doctrine. Not inclusive, not universal, not "we are all one" but functional application of capacity that's unique and specific to your form principle and to take that to its limits to expand even greater capacities to those who will come from you because you lived to your peak and then provided that for those who you'll support to thrive as a result. You build the world for those who will thrive from your work. My work will be to destroy utterly and blot out the filth just as they plan to do to us. Screw that, I'm not going to filter anything for these idiots who know less than the tip of my pinky finger about any of this. If they can't accept the reality then get out of the way and get run over by the system that will roll you down into the grave because you were too dumb to figure it out when I showed you.

All the answers are here. Do the work. Stop compromising and coping and just do what's necessary instead of being a dumb goy and dancing on the fence where you'll get rolled down when the Jew comes along and plays out their final exodus cycle and get caught in the crossfire. The war of Christians vs Muslims is right around the corner as I predicted before and the only winner will be Jewish filth. We need to firstly eradicate all the filth who are pushing this in government leadership positions, then take out those above them in the families I've mentioned and then we deport all the aliens back and support a functional economy and scrub all the useless spending. When the Rothschild money system is replaces then we will thrive. Housing for the zoomers is a necessity, among other projects. Get to work. Chop chop. Leadership. Own it.

I'M GOING TO SLAUGHTER THIS DISGUSTING PARASITE FOREVER I SWEAR! I've come close to death before, and it's not going to stop me. My spirit is too powerful to stop until I see this disgusting degenerate scum eradicated permanently. If nobody else will do it then I will and I'll make a mess of it and make sure everybody knows I was the one who did it just like I was the one who destroyed NG LOA and the rest of their ignorant spiritual doctrines. It was all my work and I will be responsible for the next phase of this. This filthy parasite called Jewish supremacy must be made into an unrecognizable bloody mess on the wall and blotted out permanently. These families will cease to exist before I die no matter the cost. I know how they operate I've seen hundreds of examples of it and I know how to use advanced weapons to obliterate them from a distance without having my neck put on the line. This weapon system makes nuclear bombs look like childs play and even makes what N.Tesla was planning look like something you'd give to a baby to play with. No we're going much bigger than that. The aether itself becomes the source of energy. You don't need massive amounts of power to run it or switching systems to safety channel billions of amperes of current without blowing the facility up. There is one flaw in my system that I don't know how I can get around given my current grasp of how this would work but I will likely figure that out just like I figured everything else out. There's too many dumb goy out there to save who don't deserve to be saved, because they're going to almost all be killed off in the coming conflicts, and you probably will too.

13/6/26

Music mixes different sounds which all activate different parts of your circuits and make you feel different ways, same with any form of media. It's all the same really. Music in my experience is the most powerful way to activate and stimulate a meridian response that's unimaginably powerful. I can almost pinpoint where it's activating and what the somatic reality of that is which draws out of you the thinking according to that state. You have different images flash into your mind from these sensations that the media stimulates. None of this is mental it's visceral vital current. The pathway cascades work this process. That intensity of activation is insanely powerful. Different time periods seem to almost have their own "sense" to them, and it gradually shifts. The 90's and 2000's has a distinct sensation, and onwards from there. It becomes more "clinical" to me, but also there's elements of "

Strings and most woodwind in certain progressions seems to activate the liver-lung axis. That's what I've noticed for a long time. Brass tends to move the Shen more so, the heart lung axis, perhaps even heart earth. There's not much kidney involvement in music, unless lyrics suggest that but I'm far more into instrumental stuff. There's so many factors that play in but it's like there's just different thematics that different music formations activate and that's determining how you feel and depending on what currents are in supply within you or not determines what your "taste" is because it stimulates either more balance or activation into more imbalance. It's interesting to study. Piano is very air like, lung like, those resonate a very air-fire form too. I think that's where a lot of this comes from. The whole "catchy" tune type feeling is often a fire-earth thing. The more mental it is the more fire it will be, the less mental the more water and ether and air it will be, Mental will be more fire-earth and some air. More body moving stuff like dance and whatnot is very wood or liver related with fire and maybe some water involvement. Qi flow is always moved more through physical movement, hence how certain music can be used to activate and clear stag. It's there. That's WHY music can be used to bring out certain pathway cascades to resonate past events and such which surfaces the mental level of that current in the heart. There's always a therapeutic effect when the right music is used. Someone with excess will likely be more stimulated to listen more often or someone with lots of stagnation. I find the more noisy your inner environment is the more likely you'll want to listen because it's a regulating method we're using almost unconsciously to surface these currents and attempt to clear stag. The problem comes when you're already activated and stagnant and you're using music that'll make it worse because you think that feeling this way will be good but if you're yin deficient you might not feel it acutely but your long term balance will be slightly thrown off and you'll more likely feel it at night, especially in sleep quality. Burning yin during the day doesn't usually make you feel anything much consciously acutely but it will catch up with you at night.

The filth must be eradicated. Never forget that. We have but a few years left, really less than that. Build the weapons to destroy this parasite and get it over with. Nothing else really matters, unless you're a cope idiot who wants to dodge, avoid, deny, delude and bypass responsibility. Went over enough reasoning yesterday about how and why. It must be done. Too bad I only have components rated for 36kW and that's nowhere near enough. I need megawatt rated transformers and switches, namely high power tubes that I can run in parallel to handle the current at high enough frequencies. Solid state switching won't work for this. I'm talking 12mW+ with current draw over 800kA. You don't need high voltage you just need very very high switching frequency and to phase the voltage and amps at a certain ratio I won't reveal here. I know how to source this amount of power easily without needing the grid but "orienting" it correctly is a real pain especially when my old tektronix tube scope died last year so measuring these things is effectively impossible. I'm no Tesla. If you want me to build the weapons' to wipe this cancer off the earth then I'm going to need more help, at least where I'm at now. I can't pull money out of thin air for this stuff. Man I wish I had access to a lab I'd build some insane weapons systems with unlimited budget. All these stupid "Telsa" style engineers trying to wirelessly transfer a few volts over massive distance are completely missing the point, I just don't care I want to destroy the enemy we can focus on that later. The secret with all of this is to use the geometry that the aether responds to at different arrangements of currents and at certain thresholds of power density and frequency that produces these effects desired. The aether is like a canvas to paint on, an infinite invisible substrate to draw whatever pattern you want and give it life. All this non physical phenomena is just aetheric perturbance. If you have a stable enough Shen and Po you can probably perceive this to some extent in deep gazing but filtering what's yours and what's aetheric field geo outside isn't always easy. I certainly can't do that reliably.

Tubes are just better for everything. Too bad tubes are dead now. Makes building weapons way harder. I need a way of using transformers as switches, I remember going over this as a possibility some years ago but most of what I was contemplating on is way behind me now because I thought I'd not come back to building weapons like I was but apparently that's where things have gone. Just imagine if the average NG LOA cope coach came across my work. Would be hilarious. The last tubes I had working go back to 2023. That won't work.

Since that plan has already come to a halt since I need to source more parts that I need more cash for that is currently on hand it will be back to immortality research again. Telomeres aren't the cause of aging. Telomeres keep the DNA in tact, but we also must ask WHY telomeres exist and are a sort of writing buffer. To some degree I think that telomeres being interpreted through Jing in TCM is nonsense, seeing it as a depletion of prenatal Jing doesn't work in my view. That's the EASY way to explain it but there's people who have done telomere expansion by taking peptides and they still look old and are breaking down still. It's not the DNA breaking down. It must be related to hormone production and likely also relates to the genetic code of the mitochondria. Qi. It's more likely mtDNA that's closer to pre-natal Jing because of WHAT Jing DOES instead of Jing as a concept of genetic inheritance. It's all of these things but nuclear DNA isn't directly what you'd call "Jing" in itself. It's more so that what breaks down is the ATP production systems used to fuel and nourish the cellular structures of the body. ATP is basically molecular light, voltage, tension of the aether manifesting as energy.

What hasn't been able to be restored is the mtDNA in every mitochondrial cell, and so obviously hormones will go down if baseline Jing supply is depleted in response. Dopamine relates to kidney-liver-heart axis primarily of yin/blood and qi functions overlapping and the most potent sources are released from the gate of life in the root of the kidney where Jing is catalyzed into heat which "moves" the body into vitality for the duration of that release. The gate of life cannot sustain being opened wide for long though, that's why the most dopamine is released when you're feeling "high" and the Shen is "steamed" by the fire blazing up. That source of extreme pleasure and such is basically the gate of life opening up and fire rising from the Jing supply until it closes. This is why I considered the "door to life" as the secret to immortality, though the idea that alchemical pathways inwardly can be used to manifest this is insanely dumb and has never been proven by any alchemist ever, not even the alchemist himself I speak of who trained me to do the highest levels of this work. This is because underlying all of this, the mtDNA is breaking down and the capacity to generate ATP efficiently is destroyed. The mtDNA also cannot be systematically restored because every call has its own copy and isn't like nuclear DNA that it can replicate and restore. It has mutation reduction functions but it's nowhere near as robust as nuclear DNA. mtDNA cannot be restored with anything, as far as I know, and it will be permanently destroyed when mutations occur which have been accepted. Most people who grow old and die reach mitochondrial function around 60-90% which seems to be the threshold where the body can't sustain itself. I need to do more research into the interactions between ATP and hormones and the regulatory pathways behind how these overlap. Kidney yang in TCM is the core warming current which you can argue is closely related to qi and ATP but I'll say it's not really that way because kidney yang is more of a metabolic driver than anything else and that's almost entirely endocrine function to regulate. Kidney yin is more so an anabolic function where substance is available to build and grow and expand the form where kidney qi is claimed to be related to water metabolism which is basically just electrolytes and their balance. Some texts don't say that but some do, and the neigong guy I studied under for a few months (different from the qigong master) told me that qi that's associated to an organ like kidney or liver or heart or whatever is "organ function" and not warming or any other function. Some TCM texts say that kidney qi is hormonal function, but I don't see that. It has to be kidney yin-yang balance, because the metabolism and anabolic/catabolic stimulus is almost entirely a function of kidney yin-yang and not really qi. You can argue that kidney yang as a root of warming function is also related to ATP since this is the core "pump" for all the energy in the system while yin is more so a regulation of yang keeping yang in balance, and the thing the biochemical buffs will say is that these things can't relate to biochemical reactions but they do and it's the QUALITY and RATIO of balance and how anchored these currents are in their domain that determines how they manifest. For example, TEST vs DHT has EVERYTHING to do with the balance between yin/yang, likely as well as overlap with other systems in the relationship the wu xing outlines.

So Jing becomes kidney yin yang and qi and from there everything else is generated and maintained from water to aether/wood to fire to earth to air/metal. It's all just Jing becoming what everything else is, and Jing is basically the capacity to BECOME those other substances. It all comes from Jing. Every system is Jing made manifest in the likeness of that aspect of how Jing unfolds into the pattern. This is where the metaphysical alchemical view would be seen by the spiritualists to support a metaphysical reality and somehow prove spiritual expansion and the transforming of base elements into the higher capacities as an extension of this base biological existence. Thing is nobody has proven this and the few people who seem to have proven some level of it still are ignorant of so much surrounding that and it blows my mind. Nobody has proven true physical immortality and the legends don't count. I've said in the past that you'd not see them because they don't exist in our parts of the world, though I believe this is cope from the view I'm at here, because this data is more available now than ever and considering that basically the entire world is online and cameras are in effectively every one of these temples now to some extent or another, you'd see real immortal masters but they aren't out there. I've never seen them at least, and the one person I've seen might just be a freak of nature with God tier genes. He is full on Irish blooded so that's something. The Jewish filth see the Irish actually as one of the most important groups to destroy and blot out since they believe in their mythos that the Irish are the most direct manifestation of Esau Edom and they're commanded to entirely wipe all Irish out permanently with zero trace of their genetics to restore these people.

These USELESS IDIOTS who can't wrap their head around that scripture is a death cult are the lowest intelligence of the people out there, with utterly useless pattern recognition skills, which I'll argue is mostly genetic, which is then amplified if the environment necessitates these genes to fire and manifest their effect, which my environment as I was younger was the perfect pressure to surface that nature within me. That's how I was able to assess threats unlike these idiots who can't see the parasites that're trying to kill them all day every day and in every way. They're so stupid and don't deserve to be saved and should be blotted out for their useless capacities. Wastes of space that could be taken by people who are more functional and contribute to our expansion than just trying to get in the way. Why save waste material? They'll just perpetuate receptors that don't function as well as the rest, which is WHY we're in this spot because we've been dysgenically down-bread for centuries with all the manufactured wars to kill off the highest intelligence and ones who have the highest physical verility. Those men all got killed in war, and their lineage are gone forever. This is why it's a race war, as I've said since 2021, but nope the idiots who are do dumb can't figure that out. The times I've spent explaining to these people all the details and they nod their heads but then go on and tell me I'm wrong days later when they get stimulated by their favorite manifestation guru preaching ignorant trash. They're useless idiots, not just highly conditioned but they lack the quality of the spirit if we could say that which manifests as the will to expand and overcome anything that dares to stop them. They lack the Zhi and the Shen, and in my experience these qualities are genetic and the ratios by which they efficiently manifest is genetic. It's not spiritual quality that can be cultivated, it can be conditioned and stagnation can form but that fire will always exist within them which I have always had and I also believe this to some extent drives attraction, given my appearance isn't "Chad like" if I'm real yet I still get sparks with girls I walk past in the street and they look at me like they got shocked, because they did, their heart got zapped and it was like a flash, which is Jing being instantly catalyzed like the "explosions" that happen when you do imaginal scenes on compromised themes and own those threads. So even if you're physically less capable on a bone structure level and a skin quality level and hair and all that which signals abundance of Jing, the Zhi or whatever substances are playing into the sparks still sends them out. This only proves my point about supply/demand because it's sometimes a VERY specific current that drives attraction and not the overall "quantity" of Jing per say but the quality and ratio of the currents that it becomes which is genetic. So even if you lose hair and your skin is messed up, you'll still give them sparks because the quality of your Zhi isn't based on those qualities and that will stimulate the girls who are receptive to those with strong Zhi. These Chad types who look 8-10 or whatever top level don't have the Zhi I have and will never get the same attraction despite looking "better" and being taller and suggesting more Jing but as I've said there's qualities to these currents that overlap in different compositions which drives supply/demand. It's not mental, the mental level works through the suggestion via the currents. You CAN seemingly "transmit" thoughts this way but it's not the thought it's the current underlying that which activates the associated channel which then fixates their psychology on whatever it relates to in their psyche. That will then fire the pathway cascades and go through the wu xing effects of currents leaving their elements and insulting or overacting if that's a thing. The pathway cascades can likely be explained in this way in more detail and specificity when broken down but I need to experiment more with this instead of making assumptions just because it might sound smart at first.

Either way I've seen one other person on video who was over 45 I believe and looked like he was a bit younger than the alchemist is today. So the alchemist could just be a freak of nature like this guy, but I don't think so considering this guy claims to have had vitality issues when he was around my age and went to see his masters who trained him in certain methods. He didn't just come up with this stuff out of thin air or whatever he was taught and then he connected dots deeper to fully outline the methods of advanced alchemy. There was one session I had with him where he answered one of my questions over like 25 minutes and went way over my head and it took me almost 3 years to fully comprehend what he was saying. This guy is no joke.

So age reversal and only really be done with pre-natal Jing supplementation. TCM says you cannot restore this but I believe that mitochondrial efficiency plays into this more than pretty much any other biochemical function. I'm not a PHD in biology, so I can't just rattle off all the molecular pathways and how all that works like I do with the other things we talk about here so don't expect super deep analysis of this stuff until I've seen enough data. I do believe though that as a principle it would be more so the correct balance of kidney yin/yang that's responsible for actual youthful vitality. Biology is so amazing though. Biology is probably the best science in my eyes, even though I've not studied it as much, though aetheric physics is what leads to biology so technically it's the best but I personally like biological studies more than physics. It's oxidation (the core of all Jing release into ATP as kidney yang and such substances) that damages the mtDNA and not so much transcription gradually wearing down the telomere. I believe the telomeres aren't the real issue it's continual oxidation that's exceeding repair capacity in the mtDNA. Once mtDNA is damaged it's never ever going back, as far as I know, unlike nuclear DNA. It's always going to go back to ATP production at the end of the day, where the mtDNA is so damaged that it's basically just totally mutated beyond what it was when you were born and is useless to produce ATP. This in my eyes makes 10x more sense than the telomere reduction, which everybody keeps assuming is the cause of aging but we should know by now that even if you lengthen telomeres you'll still not reverse age and die. Why? Because ATP AKA qi and kidney yang depletes and you'll be totally useless at that stage because no matter what tonics you take you'll lack the hardware to synthesize those nutrients into repair. That's aging, not telomere shortening, though that's still a factor.

I must study deeper into this mtDNA restoration and how it might be possible in some way that's unknown. I just know that if I "feel" that something is possible it usually is and I have a feeling that it is but it's not possible through conventional means, and certainly not through inner alchemy which doesn't restore the mtDNA from being mutated. There must be ENOUGH mtDNA to use as a source of functional genetic sourcing to restore or replace the mutated mtDNA. There's hundreds of thousands of individual copies in each mitochondrial cell which each would individually need to be replaced and that's next to impossible because unless the oxidative stress is basically set to zero then the regulation systems will always be fighting an uphill battle against damage and never regenerate the structure.

So the mitochondrial proteins will be degraded as mutations kick up to high levels, but the nuclear DNA can also produce mt (mitochondrial) proteins as well.

I just did some quick study and it seems that any stimulation that produces an anabolic state of growth like physical training can stimulate more production of mtDNA, likely as an adaptation mechanism, but be aware that it doesn't really restore damaged mtDNA it more or less just produces more functional what's called "wild type" mtDNA to compensate. It's diluting the mutant mtDNA with more copies of what works to offset dysfunction. It isn't really restoring by removing damaged mtDNA. That's what we want, we want a way of cleaning up the mutant mtDNA that's consistent and above oxidative thresholds and also able to effectively discard damaged mtDNA. I believe that when you're younger it MIGHT be possible to apply this while there's still quite a lot of functional wild type mtDNA but as you cross like the age of 50 then it'll be a downhill spiral especially over 70-80 when it's exponential with the decline and why most people die around these ranges. When you're younger you've got heaps of functional copies, which would represent prenatal Jing and so as it depletes (which accelerates as the Jing depletes because the regenerative ability depends on the principle level of Jing available already) you become less efficient at being able to restore it so it exponentially becomes harder to restore Jing. This is why youth is what it is and age is what it is where all the decline occurs the way it does. It's this mechanism in action we experience. The real goal is to minimize oxidation and maximize useful nutritional intake and stimulus to adapt for the growth using available Jing. The literal voltage of the body depends on the mitochondrial function being at peak status. Perhaps there's pathways to optimize mt function to more effectively restore functional mtDNA.

There's also this factor, that mtDNA uses a specialized form of polymerase of the "gamma" type vs the standard polymerase for nuclear DNA. It's written at POLy or sometimes PolG. I feel like loading up an AI model for this to make researching simpler without needing to scrub through 10 pages to find one piece of data but we know that AI hallucinates all the time even running the full 70B+ models at Q8. I've tested these models and they make stuff up all the time especially for TCM study so they're basically useless. You can give it the same prompt and it'll give you 5 different answers each time. It's totally useless for deep study and I don't know how people still think these are serious research tools. They're still useless for even basic level coding and make mistakes all the time and need to error correct their own code. The human talent that built the foundations of the kernels we use today in most OS software are long gone. The talent that builds highly efficient software don't exist anymore, and despite having hardware that's literally thousands of times faster we still have performance issues with basic tasks because vibe coding is normal now. Everything I study comes from source material wherever possible. Never take what an AI model says as fact without cross referencing. Use it as a basis but don't be surprised if it leads you off into some useless direction of study.

Anyway back to study. The PolG enzyme that is used to copy and restore mtDNA makes upwards of 10x more errors than nuclear polymerase. It seems that Jing relates mostly to mtDNA breaking down but also to a small degree when it comes to nuclear DNA and the telomeres. You can have perfect telomeres but trash mtDNA quality and you'll die anyway. There's also a view that Jing in TCM represents basic nutrients and materials and genetic capacity and function. Basically you can summarize Jing as the QUALITY of genetic capacity, and all the aspects which this relates to.

p38 MAPK is a protein kinase that signals the activation of PCG-1a which generates the PolG to restore mtDNA through adaptation pressure, AKA breaking the body down under pressure like training hard and forcing expansion of capacity, Pressure is necessary for this to occur. Sitting around and not straining the biology means it never upregulated repair functions, and this is also part of how somatic reality applies with the cascade of impacts on the psychology relating to the currents and how they're leading the pathways into how you think and filter reality. So it seems that bursts of oxidative stress is actually necessary to grow and restore higher function. The Jing naturally builds the body regardless of oxidative load but the degree to which this unfolds will be reduced if you're sedentary and not training your body hard, especially when younger. This is then going to lead to hormones being boosted, as we all know. The underlying functions of hormones go down into the ATP production and how efficient it is. If you're young, like 25 and under, you'll have pretty much perfect APT production capacity like 95+% efficiency easily but as soon as you pass the years after that it'll degrade faster and faster and faster so keeping it high matters a lot. If you're already like over 50 then chances of restoring Jing is basically zero from this view, and the Daoist alchemists who preach SR for hundreds of days to restore units of CHU in groups of 64 until full regions of the Jing are restored don't work. Perhaps for these periods of time SR can be the necessary "pressure" to generate the p38 MAPK pathway into producing more mtDNA and more ATP on demand in acute stress scenarios, but I doubt it makes much difference because in most cases extended SR periods won't benefit past like 6-9 months. It's periods of 100 days that they say you need to capture the generated vitality and circulate it to restore Chu, and if you miss that or leak it in any way then it's game over for that 100 day cycle. Yeah right. That's not really how it works in reality. That all depends on baseline levels of Yin/Yang and the ratios between them to balance oxidation and breaking down the biology vs anabolic regeneration.

So my research here indicates that a balance of yin-yang, no matter their quantity, will be what makes initial breakdown effective for restoration. If you're in a chronically oxidized state of breakdown because you're poisoned or starved or whatever else then spontaneous movement won't really restore much and can make your regeneration pathway produce more dysfunctional mtDNA copies. So this is why actually the Daoists in TCM say to never do HIIT when you're Jing deficient, even though at face value it appears to increase pressure on the biology and force adaptation but if the baseline oxidation you're living in is bad, because you've got heat patterns like empty heat or stagnations flaring up, then you'll end up burning through more Jing by doing hard work when Qi is already depleted and you'll especially burn up kidney-spleen function that way and burn liver blood. These things I've experienced extensively.

Selection of mutant mtDNA with the innate repair mechanisms is the ONLY way to actually delete the mutant mtDNA. The ratio of wild type to mutant type is where Jing depletion comes from. 90% of wild mtDNA is where most people over 70 are at. That's why they break down so fast and can't regenerate anything and just die off. I saw this in my own family when they got injured and couldn't heal and died from it. Jing in TCM is literally your "recovery capacity" in TCM as well. It's said to be how effectively you can recover from disease and injury. If your recovery is slow or stops then you have lost Jing and then you're a ticking time bomb until a threshold of breakdown is reached where your body becomes basically entirely made of mutant mtDNA where no Qi can be generated. It's often through the lung or heart that people die as well, which either through respiratory decline or heart function is what leads to then starvation of oxygen to tissues and then death occurs because the function is just insufficient for demand. So Qi is basically analogous for ATP, like kidney yang which MOVES Qi like a pump, which you could see as the effective efficiency of ATP production which is reliant on the Jing which is the QUALITY of genetic capacity to produce Qi and be moved by kidney yang AKA metabolic function AKA TEST and other hormones. See how this all connects? All of this can be broken down then to genetic QUALITY, which determines capacity to recover from injury, and that's what leads to aging fundamentally. We all know that aging generally is a decline of recovery capacity until thresholds are crossed and that also applies to skin health and hair and all that too on the surface and not just cellular and organ function. Restoring youthful skin relies on not just smashing down supps that boost collagen and elastin and all that to "lift" the skin and make you look younger in the face but also the qi and blood health which MOVE those substances to the surface, wei qi. So Qi is necessary and not just Jing, though Jing enables Qi to work effectively TO RESTORE instead of just being a capacity. So you can have high capacity in Jing but if your Jing isn't being stimulated into generating substances for recovery by being sedentary and lacking nutrition and all that then you can't build your body and this in turn will lead to the Jing being damaged in the long run more anyway too. So all of this needs to work together.

Vitality is the only reality. Vitality is the one and only reality and explains all physiological and psychological functions and non physical functions and phenomena like thought transmission and manifestation when broken down. Man will I ever get this thesis done from A-Z? Who knows. The Jewish filth are planning to move forward with the white genocidal plans in the next 9 months with wars with the aliens of the world around us to attack and destroy us mutually. The goy, the nations. Yeah now we know why the nations exist in scripture and why they're called such. IGNORANT MORONS who believe these are psychological states or substances are STUPID IDIOTS who can't see beyond their nose at anything in front of them. They're cross eyed and think they can see clearly Useless dumb goy. Get lost or get schooled and be useful.

Jing and mtDNA can be increased through training the biology but that won't remove mutant mtDNA on mass and the only way to make that work internally would be to balance yin-yang while stimulating the repair function. This means that if you're in a higher oxidative state and you go to break down the body to restore mtDNA and eat up the mutant copies then you'll just end up producing more mutants long term until the ratio overwhelms your compensation mechanisms and you end up in a rapid decline. Breaking yourself down while you're in a state of heat is suicide. You MUST restore yin and balance the heat and clear stagnations or excess and restore qi for to the best balance possible before doing HARD training. You SHOULD train but not to the point of full on depletion because you'll just ruin your Jing and TCM predicts this too. Now we know why. I use to be critical of when the Daoists would always speak of people who were low on Jing to do low level activity because I'd think that more load means more adaptation and generation but that's not true, because we understand this pathway now. I accept their conclusions and how they were thousands of years ahead of DNA science. TCM is the most accurate ancient medical system ever created by miles and it's not even close. I should've proven that to you here in just these pages with the analysis I've done and this analysis is still just the tip of what I've done. If I could brain dump everything I know I would and then I'd charge 25k for it and leave it up for those who have all the cash to buy it and help me make weapons to destroy the enemy. I need these weapons because nothing else will work. They will never allow a legal way out of this I know that, because it's never worked in the past and every legal opportunity was hijacked or was manufactured by them for their own benefit even if it's through expulsion or pogroms from the past where they'd still further the Zionist plans anyway. This filth must be exterminated off the face of the earth. This parasitic lineage is the most disgusting form of life ever to exist. They're responsible for almost all of our suffering, regardless of if you're mature and expanded enough to see and accept that. The people who deny this cannot provide any reasons as to how or why I'm wrong other than "who's doing this" as a sort of baseless rebuttal. When you mention the over 500 names I've gathered they'll just deny it and then move onto strawman attacks or they'll conflate the point with other things like flat earth or whatever else to make you look stupid and throw you into the box of being a loony instead of having discussion about the data itself. These people will never speak of the data points and it will always be bypassed denied dodged in some way or conflated and put in the crazy box to avoid actually spending time applying reasoning to the claims to prove or disprove accuracy of those claims.

This is what I've experienced with 99% of people who deny the reality and having seen enough examples of this I also believe that many of them are narcs too, because accountability dodging is the coping mechanism of these people and they get very good at gaslighting to avoid actually discussing facts with actual reasoning. Any time that names are used it's game over. I throw the term "ignorant fools" because I've seen enough examples of this and I've provided more than enough reasoning to make my point clear so instead of repeating myself I simply put them in that box, not because I'm avoiding discussion like the enemy will but because it's just the pattern I've seen. My dad was literally a MASTER at gaslighting so I learned a lot about how they think and weasel their way out of accountability and throw leverage around in unrelated ways by pointing into holes in other ways that appears on the surface to discredit the discussion being had. That's why I consider many of the people who deny the obvious to be narcs in some degree, because it's always the same process of dodging accountability through gaslighting or whatever else. This is what we're trained to do to ourselves in NG LOA space. It's insane how pathogenic this trash is. I call it out when I see it because I see it all the time in most spaces, ignorant fools preaching nonsense who haven't got the experience or data to back up their points. I lacked experience and data in the past when I made false claims, but I saw errors there and corrected them WITHOUT PROMPTING, the pressure was knowing that I needed to expand, and not because I was going to lose something and that I was under pressure. The pressure to me was to accept the necessity to own what reason could prove instead of denying the reality of how all the data lined up. Most people will not change their positions on something unless they're put under pressure to do so by an external source because either of their narc tendencies surfacing to avoid accountability, or that there's financial incentive, or that there's some other thing at risk that they don't want to lose. When you change without prompting from an external pressure from the people around you or whatever then it's not born from dysfunction and that's what I notice in my own patterns here and the people who are critical of my work will fail to recognize the amount of times I've changed my views as new data comes to surface a deeper view of things. The ones who go after me haven't done any of that themselves that's for sure, else they'd be coming to similar views but nope it's all denial cope delusion and denial to stay in the box.

This is where we need to operate psychologically, to be willing to be our own auditor based on what we know would bring us closer to balance and higher function of vitality. This is where we can boost our vitality too from not holding stagnant currents. The needless holding of pressure will destroy your mtDNA through continual oxidation that's pathogenic. You need oxidative stress but not chronic. You need to trigger oxidative stress voluntarily from a state of higher balance and to operate from this state when restoration has occurred. Can this make you immortal? No not likely but it's the best way to live if you want longevity vs to be a fast burner, kind of like my life. I mean I'd call myself a fast burner, considering the massive depletion I faced early on which probably ruined my Jing which was already damaged before I was even born. So I'm basically in a downward spiral already in a sense because the restoration will never really be able to exceed baseline chronic stress but I do what I can. Unless I can somehow recover genetic function to remove the cause of the spherocytosis somehow then I don't have a chance at immortality and I'll just end up another fast burner, but I guess that was kind of what led me to doing this work anyway. I see the necessity at this stage for hard and fast work to complete these tasks considering the state of collective omnicide we face from Jewish supremacists right at the last few years of their game plan. It's INSANE to consider that this is our world, it makes my heart feel a little heavy if I'm honest seeing it all but it's part of how things work and reality must be accepted. If you think otherwise, then do a systematic refutation of RS. Good luck. :)

Nobody can compete with the work I've done. Nobody on earth comes close and I will never accept less than being at the top of my game. You don't have that fire that I carry, the spiritual essence, the REAL spiritual essence built into the Jing, the genes, the quality of Jing activation isn't something you can subjectively appropriate outside of buying into pathogenic conditioning that makes you think you need something you don't. That's why I manifested this. It was built into my capacity. You don't have that, so that's why you can't compete. It's just like how I can't compete with elite basketball players for example, I don't have the capacity on that level with the height and such to be a top contender. I lack that capacity and can never become that person, so thinking that I can become the best is a delusion, and is a denial of who I really am and what my capacities are built for. I carry fire like nobody else and a highly advanced intelligence that has insane pattern recognition capacity. That quality of spirit and the filtering system built in as a function of my innate instincts if you'd call them that are what enable this to work, and manifestation is all about living up with those capacities. Thing is that if your capacities don't work to recognize real threats and there's a hidden enemy in your midst you'll die off and your genetics will be destroyed, while those who can see that will survive even if they lack certain other advantages. This is why I will argue that intelligence is the highest quality next to physical capacity, assuming Jing is equalized in quantity and pressure for adaptation is applied equally towards the affinities the field geo is built for.

Have some pride in your innate nature and own it. Never buy into this trash that we're all equal. Some are superior to others in many ways, and as I said I lack in many ways that others have access to and I accept that limitation so I live according to where my capacities are where the stat points are given to me and that's in spiritual fire, perception of patterns and intelligence primarily. Nobody else has this mix and it blows my mind that it can exist this way. That someone can have SUCH a MASSIVE INTENSITY for this constant pressure to perceive clearer every day and to operate from that more and more and live into that capacity and manifest it. I've just never seen it out there to the same degree that I live with it. I just don't see it. I see plenty of people who have part of that but not the full blazing fire to be the highest form possible and expand and excel and supersede the rabble and show those capacities off in the world and to have functional pride in what you've been granted as capacity. The more I move correctly and own my vision and do this work to expand my understanding and clear my perception and do the work necessary the better things get and the more satisfying things are, and that's the somatic reality of living functionally as the "feeling of the wish fulfilled" which is balance of the currents, at least more than you'd have in comparison from a lower state. It's like peace and yet fire at the same time. It's wild. This anchored activation.

So look at yourself for real, look at your capacity and own it and have pride in it and manifest that state and all that it contains via supply/demand mechanics. That's how this all works anyway, your innate self coming through because it's unconditioned psychologically and nourished biochemically. Without that link then you have nothing. This is why I will always say that vitality is the only reality and I've been building towards this view for almost 7 years I'd say now when I recognized these functions mattered. I just wish I had this understanding when I was younger still, so I could carry it with higher capacity still, but I guess that's just how things work and time reversal as we think of it isn't possible in practice. Age reversal THEORETICALLY SHOULD be possible but DOING it is another thing. Restoring Jing HAS pathways but they're VERY delicate and easily abused to further deplete.

We must balance the currents, operating from the wish fulfilled as much as we can, which as I've said is simply living without needless delusions causing conflicts with natural striving. Deconditioning opens up wish fulfilled, that's what NG taught as I've proven with clear and obvious examples. Mitophagy to recover functional copies of mtDNA exists as a cleanup system but it needs PERFECT application or you'll end up producing more copies of mutated mtDNA which will just destroy you more and more as you put yourself under stress to produce more copies of wild mtDNA but it'll just keep replicating the mutated copies too so the ratio doesn't change. We need to change the ratio. This seems to be where the Daoist alchemists in principle were trying to apply immortality and SR was a means of creating the balance of yin with yang in the kidney to then generate the other elements in the wu xing in 100 day cycles. I still don't agree with this pathway but it's useful for those who are actually out of balance on a kidney level, which really almost everybody is.

Resistance training and apparently endurance training can also upregulate the p38 pathway (which I somehow remember studying back in like 2018 or something) as well as intermittent fasting or just full on fasting as well as col exposure like cold showers and all that. Thing is that if you're Jing depleted and out of balance with yin and yang then these things while still benefiting your overall ATP production when the ratio of mutant to wild mtDNA is ok like over 60% it will still replicate the mutants and only remove some of them. Doing training like this while in a chronic state will restore your vitality on a more surface level but the deepest reserves of Jing will not recover in proportion and will deplete more and cause crashes later on down the line of life faster than you otherwise would if you weren't chronically oxidized and under needless pressure. All of this needs to be factored in, and SR is a very useful tool to establish especially an elevated kidney yin balance with yang since many people aren't deficient on yang. Mitophagy is the only pathway to restore mutant mtDNA naturally so use this functionally. Don't fast when you're already weak on Jing and kidney substances and don't train hard and fast or do cold exposure if your yang isn't up to a high enough level or that it can't reach a high enough level because yin is in a bad place relatively speaking. The ratio AND QUANTITY needs to be high enough for these methods to be useful or you'll just end up depleting more Jing which I've just explained the biochemical pathways by which that operates. This is why the USE for SR is to establish that balance, and nothing else.

The celibacy doctrines of these spiritual systems are Jewish supremacy in action to keep our people down in numbers. They're doing so well these days, almost nobody in the zoomer gen is having children. They've done SO WELL at conditioning us through spiritual doctrines and economic ruining and cultural destruction and hormonal depletion and social conditioning and everything about artificial standards and everything. They're attacking us on every level and these USELESS IDIOTS can't see ANY of it and think I'm in a bad state still living in my past for pointing it outa nd saying that it's the most important factor of all to resolve. Jewish supremacy is the #1 pressure on us right now to expand. Nothing else. You may have personal issues or whatever but underlying all of that is Jewish supremacy. Jewish superracist ideology infects everybody who believes in spiritual reality doctrines like I AM and the alchemical androgyny plans to destroy natural sexuality and keep men and women away from each other and keep the therapy culture flourishing which is promoted and funded by the filth too especially now in the NG LOA space as a solution to mentalism. They're keeping us away from forming natural functional healthy relationships and to create higher forms of life and all that comes with it in this world. They've infected the minds of so many people with literal "brain rot" and the fact that you're not wanting to slice the heads off on the people responsible just shows how compromised you really are, because you're in denial of an active threat that's attacking you and everybody around you and you're conditioned into delusion and cope. You're so dumb it's insane. Upwards of 80% of young under 25 year old zooms haven't had a meaningful romantic experience in their lives. All the conditioning has destroyed everything natural and it's all artificial all online all filtered all manufactured and they've put men against women and made us hate each other and compete against each other and encourage DISGUSTING miscegenation with inferior people. Cope harder.

They're doing such a good job of it. Just look around you useless idiots. Looooooook around. Helloooo??? You're such an idiot if you can't see the obvious and know who's causing it and what to do in response. The scale of this isn't just a few small handfuls of psychopathic people, no this is thousands of years of careful manipulation and that's why the weapons I'm building to end this parasite are necessary. I will exterminate them before they finish off our people. I will never allow that to happen. My spiritual essence will kill every one of them with my bare hands if needed. I don't give a damn the intensity I hold within is so insane you have no idea how mercilessly I'd tear these parasites to shreds like a force of nature grinding up the enemy until there's nothing left but an unrecognizable mess. All that fury I have for these people, that explosive rage and mercielss unrelenting uncompromising pure violent force directed right to them. That power would just turn my vision red until the filth are eradicated. That's how much fury I harbor for this filth. It's unimaginable unless you've experienced what I'd call true blind rage to a degree that would turn you into a literal wild animal hunting prey. That's how I'd describe it. Pure tunnel vision on eradicating the prey. The Jewish filth are the prey, and we superior whites of this world the predators who will destroy anything that dares to stand in our way. Words can't describe I tell you. That power I expressed, that massive liver qi movement I felt when I would compete in physical sports like sprints or TKD or do crazy parkour moves and all this stuff, it just moved a similar sensation, but it wasn't rage filled, it was overlap between liver-heart.

These weapons just need to get finished ASAP so we can end this cult once and for all. Political means is useless. Legal means is useless. We just need a small organized group of people who are focused on destroying the enemy and are willing to kill off whoever is necessary to make that happen, knowing the threat and what's at stake. If you're horrified at the thoughts of slitting a Jewish supremacist's throat and watch them bleed out and choke on their own blood to death in front of you then you're obviously too conditioned to do what's necessary and you're just another delusional idiot who's coping for the reality of what we're facing. Only a useless idiot would show mercy to Jewish filth. I can't stand useless idiots they need to get lost. Get off my notebook if you can't handle the heat. You'll always come crawling back though when you need the answers you know only I have figured out or when things get worse and you recognize I was right from the start, but by then it's too late and you really were the useless idiot you denied.

I've already gone over deconditioning, the family level deconditioning applies to the system too. No different really. When you connect sensation to causality and patterning then you have clarity and natural striving opens up. The people who are still useless ignorant idiots haven't done that work, or they're just too stupid to see all the connections I've laid out. I think in most people it's being too stoopid @_@ and how we've been dysgenically bread down in genetic capacity for centuries because of it and now the baseline level of capacity has diminished significantly vs the past, especially for actual moral honorable and intelligent people who do the real work and are willing to sacrifice pleasure in life for a higher cause because it's necessary to restore balance long term. That's a game plan that works, unlike the idiots who can't see past their nose with cross eyes. Get real. Stop coping. Do the work. Get studied if you have the time and intelligence to do it and make it known. Be the leader and filter the ranks. Either join me or figure things out yourself, but you'll need someone who knows most of what I do about these plans to know what their moves are going to be next, which good luck finding that out there in a sea of doomer incel idiots who lack the kidney yin to nourish their brains from all the corn. The fact that this is the default condition of most guys just proves that it's not a person problem and that it's being done TO US. IDIOTS! DOOMER INCEL IDIOTS EVERYWHERE!

Those of us who can see and are acting on what awareness we have are racially superior. Those who lack this are inferior. Simple. That's why they'll all die off, which is the pressurization and self correction mechanism proving that reality is discriminatory and not unified where we're all equal and all one and all the same. That spiritual doctrine of ignorant trash is dead and I killed it off systematically without even intending to I just saw enough loose ends to cut it out permanently. The people who still believe in that will die off, and it's for the better, so people like myself can life in a function world without all this parasitic trash leeching our Jing out at every opportunity which is the STATED GOAL of ALL Jewish people who follow the Torah and other scriptures. It is by definition a supremacist doctrine and you cannot be a Jew without being supremacist, and these flavors of Jews who think they're just spiritual and not racially supremacist like the filth at the top are, they're not different really because they're conditioned by the same doctrine and are used by the filth at the top to be used for manufactured persecution by this plan. They're all being played off against each other and none of them can see through it. It's insane. Nobody recognizes the real nature of the threat we're under and how close we are to the point of no return socially and economically. We have till most likely around the later half of next year at the latest to arm up and eradiate this parasite before it's game over and they finish the conflicts between groups where nothing but the few remaining goy who will be taken as the slaves for each of the Jews who will rule in this "new world order". They'll take our most attractive women and use them as sex slaves, as they already do, and they'll mock us as we die as they use the very people we need to perpetuate ourselves and blot them out and ruin and corrupt them permanently. There'll be nothing left.

That's where it's going and it's painfully obvious. You've been taught to hate yourself, to hate your people, your history, your genetic nature. They target the white west because they know we are the superior race in this world, they know we are Esau, and the vile filth who created these prophesies put all this together thousands of years ago as oral traditions that became the bible and now you have the useful idiot NG preaching blindly what Abdullah said about Esau and Jacob as a psychological story which I NEVER BOUGHT INTO EVER because that's NOT what it means and now we KNOW what it REALLY means. It's abundantly obvious. The Esau and Jacob story is the story of the "supplanter" or "heel grabber" who destroys Esau and tricks Isaac. I mean it's insane to believe the psychological story. Read my early notebook and I've been critical of this and even on video I've been critical of the Psalm about praying in the bedchamber as proof of nightly SATS to "manifest". It's just insane. I knew it was a racial supremacist doctrine since 2021 when I studied dual seedline but I had the roles wrong. Whites weren't the chosen ones, it was them and their supremacy, and that's a long story but I changed my view on that, which is written about in the "banned pages" which speak of the Jewish filth and many instances of their manipulation but I've learned so much even in just the last year from when I wrote those pages out. It's unbelievable.

This filth must be eradicated at any cost. They're lucky I don't have access to the hardware needed.

Spiritual doctrines are cope. They're all created for you to deny and delude your clear perceptions about Jewish supremacy and hate yourself. Nothing else. Spiritual doctrines and therapy culture is a manufactured system that NG was taught and preached and it's not normal for people to call themselves I AM as they blindly walk into the pit with the rest of the deluded cult members who are heavily manipulated and hate themselves. Everybody who believes in I AM doctrine hates themselves. Why do you think I never agreed with it from the start? I was never that stupid. I tried the methods but I never followed the doctrine of I AM as it's presented, which isn't even really what NG taught anyway, but what he taught is still cope trash. The man was sick and drank himself to death and thought his visions were proof of the so called promise but all of that is just another false doctrine for you to hate your body and see this world as unreal. Blake was certainly in league with the Jewish supremacists, for NG got his "God is imagination" FROM BLAKE. Remember that. He quotes Blake OVER AND OVER for that reason, because NG never came to these views himself and was seeded with these ideas from Abdullah. Abdullah knew what he was doing, he was a filthy Jew too, an Ethiopian Jew as NG himself said. Disgusting filth. All of this stems from the same source, over centuries. Jewish supremacy. Over and over the delusions we're fed come from this source and are manufactured and promoted and funded and all that for this purpose. If only I knew who hosted NG.

Christianity has been a thorn in the side of the superior white people of this world since the start, and were forced at the sword to accept it just like the pagans, who at least went out and killed a bunch of Romans before submitting instead of just taking it and running with it. It's insane. Christian doctrine of ALL forms, that there's a spiritual savior, be it inwardly and abstract and metaphysical or physical, it's all pathogenic to believe in. Vitalism is the highest doctrine of all and I created the system by which this works from scratch.

Vitality is the only reality. Vitalism is my religion and it works and isn't based on any delusional trash that's promoted by the enemy. It's built for the superior race of people in this world who will rise to the top and destroy this filth who thinks they are the chosen ones and are actively threatening us when they always knew we were superior in every way. We built this world. The rest of the people of this world have never risen to our heights and never will because they can't. Cope harder. It's the reality we live in, the fact of vitalism is differentiation and segregation and is the opposite of we are all one. This is NOT a supremacist doctrine like the filthy Jews like to follow, where they believe they must eradicate and reduce all life that's not Jewish down to pure energy, but we operate without accepting and tolerating anything which doesn't serve our expansion of vitality, and if this means eradicating the enemies who actively seek to harm us then we will do that because it serves the goal. If there are people like these dumb Africans who still live like cave creatures in their natural environment in most places, then we will let them be because they are no threat. If they pose a threat then we will eradicate their genetics permanently without mercy like we did to the Jewish supremacists. That's where we stand. Function. Vitality and life expansion. Beauty. Love. Peace. Freedom. Availability. All the free open loving peaceful and functionally available aspects of life will be for us and nobody else. Unless you're racially capable of carrying the genetic capacity to contribute towards this higher aim then you cannot be included and will excluded by the nature of your existence because you are inferior when it comes to providing functional vitality to the whole. The vital nature of reality is the highest view to live from, and no this doesn't mean eugenically breeding like the filth want. We will not go after any of the white kind who continue because they are still of the same kind. There will not be superior leaders who discriminate. The quality of the contribution provided is the measure of worth, not lineage, though lineage will in most cases predict function, though a highly spirited "average" white person will have capacity for expansion. All of that kind will have opportunity to demonstrate excellence of being and provide supply wherever their innate nature has capacity and to fulfil their vital functions in this world. We do not discriminate on any genetic basis and we will not segregate the women from them. All of our kind will have equal opportunity provided they provide supply and vitality to expand the whole. That's what vitalism is rooted in, true natural law. Pressure and expansion under pressure which separates those who have capacity for excellence from those who are lacking and vitally inferior.

If a non white seeks to contribute something of high value that's actually useful then they can be invalided for that, though they will not have any rights for relationships with our women, ever, for miscegenation is a disgusting thing and the opposite of vitalist views. None of this is extreme, pathogenic, or morally wrong, it's about providing our people the best lives and system to operate in and to provide to that system so that our future generations can have even better lives than we did because of the sacrifices we made under pressure to expand. Everything else is cope trash, buying into this non physical spiritual reality and psychological Jewish deception. I've gone way past the point of dancing in that box now that's for sure. All these ideas of self hatred and hatred of your Jing and genetic capacity is Jewish supremacist doctrine that's built to destroy us and nothing else. That will be completely absent from the minds of our people and will never infect us ever. Our suffering here will not be for nothing, we will succeed at any cost and build this world for our people according to true natural laws and functions of vitalism.

Vitality is the only reality. We all know that deep down because it's who and what we all experience as the only common thread. Eradicate the enemy and show no mercy. This is literally us or them, and they're disgusting filth who are omnicidal and the exact opposite of vital. This is why we will win, because we have the nature of order on our side and order has and will always succeed. That's real love. Vitality. Vital current and function.

The fact that you exist here reading this is a miracle. Use it. Don't be an ignorant fool and waste it and cope. Don't be a useless idiot. Lead, or follow me.

I WANT TO UTTERLY DESTROY AND BLOT OUT JEWISH SUPREMACIST FILTH PREMANENTLY UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING LEFT BUT PARTICLES OF THEIR BEING SCATTRED THROUGH THE CORNERS OF REALITY ITSELF! You have no idea. Absolutely no idea how much fire is in me to kill off this filth. YOU HAVE NO CLUE how SEERING hot that PYRO INFERNO blazes in my eyes targeted directly at the enemy. I literally can't put it into words. It's so powerful that this fire burns up all my delusions of self limitation. My spirit is so filled with fire it's hotter than a supernova.

The next best thing is to hack the very roots of the internet and destroy the media engine keeping the propaganda going and show everybody what they need to see to wake them up and get the political action then possibly occurring. Unless something like this happens (which I'm all for by the way because it means less people die on our part) then there's no way to politically solve this or to legally solve this. There must be something that forces people to wake up, like a sudden mass hack of every device and to force a single message on all of them that hits hard and reveals all of this out in the open. Anything less isn't going to work. That's why I'm doomer on that idea, because I don't have that level of skill to find backdoors. Usually backdoors are found by manipulating memory registers but I don't have the time to test and try find holes with that because it's tedious and usually requires reverse engineering hypervisor prediction systems to slip in blind and deliver a payload to the system without setting off red flags. Unless you're a real expert in cybersecurity and a serious white hat then you're useless to me too.

14/6/26

I woke up once again with insights I had to write down. This time it's more about bions and the biochemical nature of consciousness. Man I'm getting into study I've never really gone super deep into it's good stuff. Unfortunately the notes I wrote down deleted themselves when I went to add more this morning. How insane is that. It just deleted itself. I believe I can point to a system by which the phenomena of manifestation can be measured practically and totally destroy the NG biblical analysis of this, though I need to prove the theory first. Too bad I don't have the old GE RMS volt and amp meters I see others use since those measure it differently than modern meters. Solid state tech doesn't allow you to effectively decouple phase of volts and amps to do magic in the aether, and that's how most of this older tech was made.

News just in. Fable 5 Anthropic AI model now will end up with an ID check to enter it. They've not said that but considering they're passing all these "laws" to enforce ID checks to access online data in different ways then this is just one more tentacle of this. I mean can't you idiots see how fast this is going? In just the last few months they've basically locked down a huge chunk of the internet web space requiring "age verification" to access. It's like that here, there's plenty of sites that for some reason enable it one day then disable it another day. No it's not Mullvad (best VPN EVER) getting in the way and geo-blocking only when it's on local servers or whatever. I've not verified on any platform and I don't plan on doing it, for obvious reasons. The issue is that they're spreading this influence through to like every online service slowly but surely until it's "normal" and expected for people to hand over ID to access online web space. This is what's happening VERY VERY fast, and the threshold where this is the expectation is closing in more and more every day. It's literally getting right to the edge of what I predicted back in 2021, where all online activity will require digital ID and soon it'll be the banking systems. They're already lowering the cash withdrawal amounts here and they check what you use cash on before you withdraw at some banks. It's disgusting and obviously the tiptoeing is getting so obvious now that you've got to be a dead set idiot to not see it, and if you see it then do something about it, eradicate the filth responsible and stop being someone who's afraid of shedding blood when the end goal is to end you in a ritual sacrifice, to scapegoat the filthy Jewish parasites for their so called sins.

I'm predicting we have until the second half of 2027. I can't say for sure since palindromic sequencing doesn't predict this like it has in the past because the playbook has reached the last 7 year cycle which is the tribulation period but I'm pretty confident in that. The final war between the nations will likely occur H2 of 2027 through till 2030 where they'll be justified on using military grade weapons on civilians when the aliens are provoked into attacking us more than they already are. These disgusting aliens from the non white western nations come in and attack us, especially in the UK, where there's attacks happening almost daily which never use to be the case and it's getting worse since the people are tolerating it, and as I've said endlessly, unless a threat is used to force them to look at themselves and reconsider certain actions then it'll get worse since there's no consequence. This is being done by design, and part of me thinks these stories are manufactured but I'm not there to know. They're pushing our tolerance and that in itself is also built to force an explosion on our part when all that bottled qi stagnation blows up and we start slitting throats of aliens left right and center because our instincts will kick in where the reality hits that we're being killed off deliberately by the system around us silently, as should be obvious. Most people are still living in fear of eradicating the enemies though, even though it's necessary to service. I'm not saying it's functional to go wiping out aliens that's stupid and will lead to more casualties on our part too, but they're forcing the hand and that's WHAT THEY WANT. They WANT manufactured persecution to justify further control, further narc gaslighting tactics which they're already doing to manipulate us and dull our natural ability to perceive real threats and act on it in functional ways. The people who need to be ruthlessly killed off are the political leaders, the Jewish banking families, the philanthropic Jews, the Jews who fund science, education, big pharma, the commodities market and base materials, technology research, AI circle jerks keeping the bubble going, and the rest who contribute on the sides.

I'm NOT saying to take out general Jewry which is just another dumb idea that only someone who's been blinded by their fire would want. We need to selectively eradicate necessary targets. My weapons system can do that provided I know the distance between my station and where they are. It will be done silently and invisibly, which is what we need, since the wavelength becomes the "portal" by which energy is transmitted through the aether at extremely high currents and will basically atomize them in a plasma. I don't know how BIG the plasma will be but it will be pretty sizable, it will be enough to basically melt tungsten so any armour will be useless against my weapon system. It's absolutely what we need, and the tests done have proven small damage is possible, on the order of magnitude of producing magnetic fields so strong it "pinches" the aether into a highly dense charge which when released will be able to produce a free air plasma because the current is so high which is how you "mechanically move" the aether into these patterns. Amps is how you basically structure the aether into patterns, voltage doesn't do that it's got a different property where it basically forms "strands" in the aether which are extremely thin and fragile but can discharge carried current through that structure. This is where getting these different phases of the perturbance to be offset correctly can actually "move forward" in time different geometries necessary to set up what will become the structure that will form the implosion. You cannot do it all in phase and this is where so many people go wrong. They don't know how to manipulate the aether using the different components of what energy is fundamentally. Compression and rarefaction isn't the fundamental really, though one some levels it is, but functionally electric and magnetic fields are different in how they move the aether and their phase orientation determines the effect. This is how monopole transmission can work even in an AC circuit because polarity isn't what we think it is. Too many people get hooked on Maxwell's equations thinking that the right hand rule always applies but it doesn't. The geometry of in phase current and voltage and "magnetism" (which is a property of amperage by the way not voltage which has less "mechanical action" on the aether in a spatial dimension) doesn't have to line up in phase unless the system is designed to operate this way. Most of our electrical systems are built on this principle, but as you decouple reactive capacitance of the aether which is the stored momentum of the aether typically constrained by volts as volts per second expressed using matrix math or a versor system. We NEED to study the aether as a mechanical medium or we will be lost.

Remember this was how all science was done all the way up until relativity was bought and paid for by the Jewish filth. They must've known this to some extent but I doubt they have advanced weapons of their own in secret bases or whatever. I see most of those ideas of these DUMBS as stupid. Yeah there ARE DUMBS but that's not implying there's advanced tech there either. They WILL have advanced tech but not to the scale of what I'm making. The only way to understand aetheric physics is to learn how to move the aether, the invisible medium, the real "spiritual world" so to say. This is where by the way all the phenomena of "thought transmission" applies. This is where the currents propagate superluminally. My recent insights relate most of this to being like one greater process (which is earth itself) moving us where we are a component of the earth itself and are actually manifesting the higher functions of the earth using intellect. We are subtly moved by the fields of the earth through receptors that we probably don't even understand yet, but I know process within process is a fundamental principle where systems operate within eachother to order and structure themselves. The molecules and protein structures in our bodies only attract because of various specific charges that seem to intelligently move all these internal machinery according to what seems to be intelligent design. It's not really. It's a product of processes integrated within processes all operating as one higher greater process and we are a part of the higher process of the earth itself. This is why "vaccines" and GMO foods and trash are designed to destroy us by introducing foreign material into our systems that misalign the delicate field geometry which forms according to the genes that code for the proteins which build this along the + charge magnetic fields bions chain themselves to. So the intelligent self assembling nature of our body and consciousness is a function of these invisible aetheric structures of electric and magnetic fields which can be literally micro volts in potential and still be functional. When there's a break in that chain then it will gradually misalign and break down and the coding that's designed to maintain and continue replicating and keeping those chains in place to structure the body the way it is becomes too difficult and will gather stagnant qi and accumulate wastes where there's basically a "blind spot" in the field geo and form what's seen as cancer and such. It's nothing like what we think. Nothing the filth promote is the highest of truths, though while useful in many ways it must be correctly framed for the real functions it has.

The reality is that geometry is the language of the aether and will be dependent on the formation of charges in varying degrees of phase and frequency and amplitude to "play" the aether like an instrument. It doesn't work any other way. This isn't all random, like the idiots in the so called evolutionary biology space think. It's not random adaptation or mutation over however many millions of years but actually mediated by order and vitality. Vitalism is the correct interpretation and always was, my definition of vitalism. Vitalism isn't a metaphysical study, it's a very tangible study. The idiots are the ones who deny the aether and think that reality is "quantum" and "dimensional" and all this massively ignorant stupid trash. I never bought into that. I had the innate knowing of what's real and what's not, and even if it took me time to sift through all the how and why I already "felt" it to be that way, which is why I still argue that intelligence isn't something you can train or get more or if you decondition. No you'll have it or you won't because it's the same function as threat assessment, which is the bandwidth of your Po and Shen basically. This is Jing. You can't get more of it, so if you can't see these things and create new ideas out of seemingly nothing and invent new things out of "thin air" which I always said I wanted to do when I was younger, then you're out of luck. You're going to be the ones who die off because you don't have the Jing for that to work for you. Your senses are weaker than mine by a lot, and again it wasn't just the time I spent studying but the time I spent multiplied by the bandwidth to perceive between the lines so to say and construct ideas without needing external validation or proof. That "feeling" I get when I know there's something there isn't something everyone has, just like how a martial arts master has a sort of "sixth sense" for predicting enemies attacks. I've spoken to an elite boxer who's been through my coaching and he's mentioned how gazing helped him "see attacks coming" and it's not that you "see" it but you FEEL it as an activation likely of the lung meridian through the Po and then the thematic translation occurs to become the thought to move you automatically. These skills are built into your field geo, as Jing, and unless you have it then you can't perform that way, you're not built for that, you won't have the capacity for that.

I don't pretend to compete with those people, but I have a mind that can see things before they're proven, I can "feel" it and I can have images sometimes flash into my mind. I didn't have all the proof that NG LOA was a load of trash until I did enough study, but the end was already determined and those videos I made back in the forest in 2023 saying I'm going to destroy NG LOA and replace it with RS came true, because it was "already done". That's how this manifesting game works, it's innate nature coming through you according to the structures you have access to. We've gone SO FAR outside of mentalism now that it's unrecognizable. The NG LOA space looks like childs play in comparison with RS now. It's not even close. They say it's "ways and means we know not of" when in fact there are ways and means and I proved that, which only disproves the bible as a mental manifesting doctrine, or even alchemy. It's the instruction book for how to destroy the white race as Esau and nothing more, you idiots. It was never a doctrine about manifesting that's what NG was used for to promote these ideas and he's boosted in the algo now for this reason and coaches like Scammy Ingram are proxy's for the Jewish supremacy algorithmic prose to boost coaches and people who are good at this stuff since it serves their plans.

I also somehow lost like 25 minutes of writing more about this because I accidentally pressed f12 and delete. How insanely bad my fingers have been. What's with all the accidental deletions of work lately? "Uhhh you're manifesting it bro it's your state" they'll say. Yeah right.

There's nothing left to decode with NG LOA I've done all that so if you're expecting deeper insights on that then they'll be very sporadic and less impactful since that work is behind me. I've done that now and it's all out there. The program needs more work still but I've been focusing on these other areas of study while I've got momentum behind me.

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