Aetheraeon Notebook 36

I just don't care about doing more study on NG. I follow wherever I'm oriented. Currently it's 100% Jewish supremacy. I simply don't need to prove anymore I've done more than enough on that, and producing paid courses on it isn't even something I care about right now even though it would give more cashflow. I have a feeling I'm going to need another supply of this long term, not coaching or whatever. I will coach with the elite who want the top tier coach in the space who isn't deluded and grasps how to work with the field geo. Moving stagnation, settle excess, tonify deficiency, drain damp. That's it.

The fact that it took me doing all this work to illuminate the real threat at hand just goes to show how narrow your perceptual capacity really is. I saw this back in 2015 to some degree consciously but from 2018 onwards when I properly recognized WHO the enemy was then it clicked into place harder than ever and in 2021 when I recognized that the bible was a racial supremacist text and not an alchemical text (though I still compromised to some level in dancing on that fence for a few years if I'm real so even my perceptions aren't perfect either) and then recently I sully recognized the bible as the playbook of Jewish supremacy which I connected with palindromic sequencing and the repeating cycles of events throughout history, such as the exodus cycle and the history of Israel going back to the time system in the Zohar.

Scripture as it's taught by NG is a false doctrine, and that also goes for every other spiritual interpretation. The reason why everyone is wrong about it and thinking it's actually a legitimate psycho-spiritual text or that any of the alchemical doctrines or Abrahamic texts are valid systems to follow is because they're delusional. It's just the hard reality. They're denying what's in front of them, or they simply can't see the threat and so the default assumption must be that it's a spiritual text when it never was and that assumption is SO powerful in warping your clear perceptions.

I've been tonifying kidney yang pretty hardcore lately and I can feel the root pressure so much it's almost always there but it's not like this pathogenic feeling I've had where it's like stuck. The kidney yang is so strong I almost can't describe it. I mean the night time activities are basically twice as good now because the drive is so intense as soon as the sparks fly. It's wild to say the least. Been here before but every time I experience this intensity during the day by acting and moving towards the higher vision it only empowers and carries with me more of that fire at all times and my perceptions are filtered this way at baseline. Balancing heat with cooling is challenging.

I need to build these weapons because you idiots are useless and can't do anything to stop them because you have no clue what to do or anything. Damn this. I don't know how I'll get the resources but I need it somehow somewhere some way. Legally resolving this isn't going to work, it'll be sabotaged as always. Manifesting isn't what 99.9% of people think. There is no magic bullet out of this. They need to be eradicated within the next 9-12 months or earlier and how the heck will I pull this off alone? I have no idea. I just know that nobody here is useful and they're all wasting time trying to live lives that won't exist by then and they'll cope cope cope cope cope until the brutal bitter end. Never get comfortable about this and dance on the fence like a useless idiot to be pulled on strings by the false sense of security they use. I lived with a narc they do this all the time, they play nice after you get furious with them and they'll manipulate you into another corner. I know how they think, they'll use it all against you and gaslight you and go after you as the problem when it was always them and this in itself is the biggest hole in NG LOA above all else. You can't change these people and nobody in this space can point to a narc parent or family member or abusive ex and say they changed them with imaginal acts. NOT ONE PERSON! That in itself is all you need to know that the filth that run this world are pathogenic parasites that must be destroyed at any cost because everything you're living for will cease to exist by 2028 when the sporting match between the nations kicks off in full swing. It's DISGUSTING. Don't get comfortable, get that root pressure focused towards solutions and gather with like minds.

If you carry love within you then you'd do what's necessary because the higher forms that we exist as deserve to continue instead of having a bunch of pathogenic filth alchemically cleanse the world, but no you don't you cope. That's why you don't have love, the pure fire for life and vitalist nature. Vitality was is and always will be the only reality.

The plasma events that the archaix model points to likely are a result of processes surrounding the earth in some way. I just know it's not simulated and I know that the nature of manifestation isn't metaphysical or alchemical but bioelectric.

Remember. All nations turns against Israel the cancer in the end. This is happening in realtime in front of our eyes. A very literal physical real reality not some psychological allegory of the inner states all being transformed. That's what it would mean, the states AKA the nations become one, AKA rectification, AKA the eradication and nullification of those states into the one form. IT'S A SUICIDE DOCTRINE YOU FOOLS! Male and female cease to exist then, you become androgynous, no sexuality, this is once again an extension of the rainbow culture. It's ALL JEWISH HELLLOOO?? The enemy are causing all of this trash and you're just sitting there coping harder. More of the same trash. Useless dumb goyim.

I just did my face and looked at the glow. Looks hot as the sun. I don't care, my front profile is god tier. No wonder I got attraction when the angles worked and the overbite wasn't obvious. They'll accept you on the side because your front stimulates them. Damn now it's so clear why I got all the side eyes. Wild stuff huh. None of this is mental. It's insanely stupid to think it's mental in any way. Vitality manifests. Pure raw vitality.

You know what. Screw this trash. I'm ending RS as a manifestation channel to explain NG LOA correctly and have to dance in those boxes and censor myself on camera. I don't care about those idiots they can all die off for all I care they're a waste of my talent. I'll find a new audience who more accurately appreciates my work and where I can go all out (within the means of the platform censor bots) and fully disprove everything NG LOA without filter. I want to tear this trash to shreds publicly and expose the psychological "spiritual" interpretations of scripture by pointing to enough holes to reveal it. The people what want to manifest my way will follow me and leave NG LOA forever. Those who want to remain delusional and stuck in the trash heap can stay there. I just had this intuitive impulse surface and it was clearly pointed here. I said before i wasn't interested in preaching NG LOA and I'm not, I want to preach what I want to preach for once instead of filtering myself to conform to the idiots views and not offend anyone. I'm done with that it's time the gloves come off because my life will improve significantly if I do it. I've been dancing on this fence for about a year now and I'm going to call these people useless ignorant fools who scam everybody on video and not give a damn. I've already called them ignorant cope coaches and I'll call them all out and expose their manipulations of the ignorant masses to make cash off them. I will preach my message and only work with the highest paying clients and give them my full attention and drive to take them to levels way beyond using EVERYTHING I know instead of just "manifestation" coaching like I've done. I will use all the methods I've got and give them my full attention and decondition them from the trash of this world and I will also give a free 30 day coaching program with one lucky person every now and then, ideally a younger zoom guy who's been locked into the cope for too long and needs to get out of the hole. I want to see those transformations.

So expect my videos to change. I just thought of all these new ways of doing videos, different production style and more artistic to my tastes instead of the clinical whiteboard presentations. Screw all that. I'm not conforming to that box those people can get lose and leave if they don't want it. I'll use my fire to project how passionate I am for the highest truth through camera and the people who are receptive to that supply will show up and dedicate their time to studying my work and I won't have to filter myself to keep these useless idiots in NG LOA mentalism solipsism space happy. I want to show up differently on camera and drive home a different type of video, one that actually gets me up and makes me WANT to make content instead of the slog of trying to fit into this narrow slice of the pie to not offend anyone TOO much but still be real. I'm going to find a new audience and reboot RS. That way these notebook pages can be read without worrying about "being exposed" as a racist or whatever ignorant garbage they'll throw at me. I don't give a damn you can all get lost I'm preaching what I want to preach. Cross that threshold and don't compromise. That's how you establish a new state of being.

I also believe that my stomach meridian has heat in it to some extent which explains some of the other things I've been experiencing and is just another connection between ether and earth where ether overacts earth instead of controlling it. I need more liver blood, still. This work is very intense. This will improve when I can move those currents through the videos and all that. These entries have been one place I can go to make it work.

I'm not doing SR right now, I don't need to, I just saw the clav rhinoplasty which is insanely dumb because his nose was fine before, and now it's in my eyes even worse. This is what this Jewish trash does when they normalize unnatural points of comparison. Before it was the women who got messed up with impossible hit/waist ratios only seen in like .1% of women out there and then everybody judges themselves as gross because they've been taught that unless they meet this certain point of comparison they're not worth an attractive guy. Nonsense. My girl has what I consider a good hip/waist ratio and all the rest. I don't care about numbers or measurements but it's more than enough for me and I'm happy. As long as she's sending sparks to me then it's good. I don't care if she gets a "more ideal" form because it doesn't change anything really in my eyes. Maybe I'd find her SLIGHTLY more attractive just as I'm sure if I had a full head of hair and reversed another Norwood level I'd be more attractive but my face is still enough to send sparks and that's what matters. Optimizations just add icing on the cake, it doesn't make the cake, that's the foundation of thematic supply/demand. These people who follow this trash about needing to adjust their looks artificially are so warped especially if they're already better off than most others around them. Some women get artificial implants to make certain regions "bigger" when I can personally say that there's guys who like all sizes of those regions. I personally am fine either way, so long as they're not on either extreme where it's disfigured like being flat or being so massive they cause back pain. There's ideal ratios for all of this, and there's wiggle room within that ratio which 99% of people simply won't calculate consciously or anything as an issue. It's only the glaring outliers that cause issues, because when someone is presenting a form that's actually way off the expected ratio then the sparks can't fly unless a psychological component exists, which is where niches exist.

Some guys like those extremes. I knew a girl who told me she liked anorexic guys, like I'm talking near skeletons, and was attracted to movie stars who looked very stick like which I can't name but she had pictures of them and stuff in her place which is an obvious red flag for mental illness and a half. I know a friend from my past who likes seriously fat girls, like I'm talking morbidly obese size to the point where it's extreme and they have issues. Like I remember knowing they'd date the biggest girls around back then and I allayed asked why they want that and they just did, despite me knowing their past and how they've probably been conditioned into these niches that stem from low states. This guy was very repressed, and he needed steroids to grow too, by the way, and his spleen and kidney yang was very obviously compromised and so spleen issues can manifest as an attraction for bigger people because they're seeking supply of thematically what they don't have, which only TCM can predict clearly. For most people that's way out of ideal range, but for people, usually those who are conditioned, they can be stimulated by those extremes. You'll stand out to those who are in demand for your supply and they'll basically be attracted to you like a magnet. You'll always find them showing up for you, as I did. They just show up, but there's more than just getting them to show up, obviously. I learned that the hard way. My early romantic life was basically dead ends every time because of how pathetic I was. Funny enough when I was full on Jew hating (not just the elites but all Jews because I bought into white dual seedline doctrine which was another false interpretation of scripture) I had the most confidence and I actually had girls asking me for dates. The thing is they didn't stick around because I'd run back to cope trash and compromise whenever the pressure got too high. Point is, when I express the thematics that resonate that uncompromising attitude everything goes well.

I've seen clav's girl and she's not even what I'd call a 9-10 personally, I'd see her as at most like an 7-8 or so if I put a number on it, but for his thematic affinities that might be more on that number which I don't line up with. I'm into a certain structure that I have always seen in women and they've generally shown up for me, like my mind image is close to what I see, usually at least. There was the ONE girl I vividly remember who was probably the genesis of my ideal form, or at least resonated what I already had, but she had issues, despite to me being a full on 10. When I saw her back when I was like 10 or whatever it was the awakening of the sparks and that imprinted a sort of archetypal form, which was already there anyway as an innate affinity which she simply represented on a sensory level. She surprisingly was going out with this super fat guy, and I'm not joking I saw her with him all the time early before school and they'd kiss and stuff as they split paths when walking past. It blew my mind, because I thought how could that work, but nope, there's some who like extremes. Her eyes were just insane though, like I swear they glow bright blue, and when I did aura gazing she'd stick out to me and I still remember how INSANELY intense those sparks were it was CRAZY powerful. Like these moments of highly potent sparks flying off are like the core memories of what determine what our mind will fixate on as an example for the currents we have affinity for. Remember that it's the currents that determine all of this, not the exact features in their exact proportions. Those proportions only suggest a range that activates different thematic currents and stimulates you if they are within that range. This is once again why certain extremes CAN be stimulating despite being WAY out of "normal" ranges, and often that's because of psychological conditioning which develops "kinks" and I think they're called that for a reason. Kinks in the pipes, so to speak.

This is the issue that we face, because there's an arbitrary standard which keeps most guys locked into their head thinking they need to be like X form or Y form or they'll never get it. Then they'll share vids of these models mogging to stimulate the self hatred. I've seen them, these "PSL GODS" vids and such where they say over and over and show examples of what most would consider 9-10/10 guys walking up to girls who most would want attention from and it's easy attraction where these women stop and give attention to the guy as he just walks past and such basic stuff, or they share these live omeagle vids where these guys who don't even look that good get these girls asking live to marry them and whatever cherry picked nonsense is shared. From my experience, it's WAY more than just popping up with a pretty face. That'll send the sparks for sure, for most, but the one who feels that spark will also have a psychological component on top of this which overlays and they project an expectation and have thoughts flash into their minds of what this person can do for them. That's what most guys think when they feel sparks, it goes to the capacity, what they can provide in supply. That's normal and functional and should be accepted, because that's the pathway cascade at work. You'll automatically think according to what's activated. Without that activation then "awakening" of those feelings doesn't happen. You will get stimulated by someone who aligns closest to the ideal ratios of what you find attractive, or if it's not purely physical and it's also part psychological (which I will say is a part of mine and is for most people when they're responding to you in certain ways for example) then the physical ratios aren't the full spark but that the psychological aspect (which again is normal for most people so long as it's not actually harmful like PDFs which would be against vital functions and always stem from conditioning and compromise and repression) in which that spark is the thing that glues you to that specific form. So you can see someone who's maybe slightly outside of the physical ratios, but in the psychological sense they'll line up with stimulated thematics because the physical form doesn't suggest that fully and so you'll be HIGHLY attracted to a "normal" rate girl or whatever because she pushes other buttons. That's what matters more for someone who's more mental, and these people are more likely to be Shen and Spleen active. Everybody has levels of this, but even the kidney with Zhi and liver with stag that's chronic can become desires for psychological states where these girls who perform in certain ways pushes those buttons but when those currents clear that button loses the spark and you lose attraction to them. I've experienced this, and it surprised me actually when I noticed it changing. Long term SR streaks which can calm heat in the heart and kidney and to a degree liver, this will calm the agitation that activates the stimulation from certain concepts over the physical form.

So here's just more examples of how sexuality must be recognized fully for what it is . These guys who are like 16-18 who are growing up without any real experience will buy into the first suggestions they're presented and if they're in compromise they'll buy into BP and be locked into looksmaxxing according to the arbitrary standard when in fact if they calmed the heat of agitation down and settled the Shen and anchored the Zhi they'd likely manifest someone who's absolute fire to them. It happens, and so it's the conditioning that prevents this. They then get more agitated because they end up in their 30's or later and they've got zero experience and end up as full on incels and have no chance of getting a girl who's 18-21 which is ideal range for every guy no cope. Every guy (who's not conditioned heavily) will prefer younger women, that's how it always has and will be, because they're more vital, and women GENERALLY will prefer younger guys too. Age play and sugar daddy types who are older and rich are attractive to some women, because they push the right buttons that stimulate attraction signals that those girls have as a focused thematic current. There's some who truly innately want that, but I don't think all of them are innate and I think a decent percentage would be conditioned into that to some degree or another. Point is, you need to drop this idea that BP is the highest truth. Yes it matters, and if you're going general attraction without thematic affinities and niches which will always be out there for you, then looks according to arbitrary standard WILL matter more, like upwards of 60% of the package, and arguably the whole package at literal face value. But that's not how life works, and for those who look for that, then BP is perfect for you, provided that's genuinely your innate expression and you're not using it to cope for your insecurities and how you see yourself as trash even though you'll be in top%.

All men and women have flaws because biology is messy and that's a good thing. That's where variation comes from, unlike the sterile artificial tailored and specialized perfectly manufactured appearances of Jewish ideology where everything is synthetic and unrealistic. These women especially online who look like dolls, they're just pushed to the top artificially because they're seen as that ideal form when in reality they're not for a lot of guys. Most of these top OF girls for example don't even present this way normally in day to day, it's just a tailored appearance. All of that is artificially pushed. We need to look at these as pushed for manipulative purposes, to manufacture comparison and insecurity. It's like this by design, as expected. Jews want everyone to be the same. That's literally their religion. That's Judaism. Judaism is an omnicidal death cult which wants all forms of life androgynous and "equal" and "one". That's where all of this psycho spiritual alchemical view comes form. It's all a translation of Judaism. None of these idiots who preach NG LOA have any clue though because they lack the experience and intelligence to put 2 and 2 together. All these people who push the natural biology is bad and needs to be replaced or altered in some way are part of the death cult regardless of if they know they're participating or not.

Clav is Jew funded obviously and he hangs out with gay PDF's who are Zionist stooges. This guy is literally the perfect intruder to ruin young zoom men like they did to women in the last generation. These women developed eating issues, got surgeries that messed with their abdominal structure and caused pressure on organs, among other things, all to meet some arbitrary standard that's manufactured and promoted for that very reason. Now it's about the face for men, which is literally the perfect payload for delivery of this mind virus. Most guys never even considered it, and while I've had some degree of insecurity around parts of my face, mostly my teeth which have always been messed up and such, but surprisingly I've never had any girl say that it's bad. Literally I had more girls say my skin was bad than my teeth, despite me having literally zero care about the skin issue. So there's another proof of beliefs not manifesting to exact nature all the time. It's thematic current and always has been. These insecure guys lack kidney-heart yang and qi and they'll be drawn into these incel forums and cope harder about how "low" their rating is.

So what do people do about their appearance? Well firstly stop giving a damn and live as though it's not an issue. It will take you further in life if it's not something with glaring issues, but again my experience tells me that it doesn't matter if you're a bit out of ideal ranges, it matters to just show up and be real. You'll filter the ones out who don't want you, and you won't be performing to fit in and get stimulated by them. No performing. Performaing leads to false expectations and frustration because the performance is coming from lack innately. You need to cut through that and simply exist as the form that stimulates who's attracted to you. I've NEVER performed and had success, and when I do it ALWAYS fails. ALWAYS. This one girl actually in my remedial class who I've talked about that I manifested who had all the traits of the one I had in my mind like 3 months or so before showing up to that course, she was like the PERFECT one for me but I absolutely messed up with her because I was heavily compromised and coping hard and was performing to get approval. I was a total waste of space and she gave me zero attention, rightly so. I was coming off as fake trash and she knew it, so good on her. Point is, when you perform they'll never show up for you, unless your performance stimulates. This whole "rizz" experiment type vid you see online isn't realistic because different types resonate differently.

If a girl has a Shen looking for stimulation then making her laugh will be the key to her heart literally, and she'll MOST LIKELY give you number and MAYBE accept date offers from there but it's still dependent on if they're stimulated by your "rizz" or whatever. Heart types are very romantic and resonate with "playful" type currents vs the spleen or lung for example. If a girl wants kidney simulation then present a more direct intense type state, which will typically resonate in the pathway cascades what that leads to in their mind. They'll think about that in the moment with you if there's sparks and if it's strong enough they'll most likely give you it. If it's liver, then it'll more likely be a sort of scenario where there's an active involvement on both of your part, even if it's not playful, that flowing of qi resonates, ESPECIALLY if it's associated to a power dynamic, like showing off in some way or presenting displays of power. That can also overlap kidney too on some levels, with Zhi, but I will argue that from my experience liver likes visionary type displays which are like spectacle of power, or in the polarity a spectacle of control with someone who's compromised and easily manipulated. This is where narcs thrive with those who have locked up liver qi and depleted Shen and most likely weak kidney yang, which is a direct depletion of the will/Zhi of the girl targeted and the narc will fantasies about controlling them in all these ways and the narc by expressing that current however it comes through will stimulate the attached type who is looking for safety. This is where the bonding and abuse cycles begin, because the sparks fly but it'll be pathogenic.

So as you can see it's not so clear cut, that everyone works the same. No that's a Jewish idea, of unity and oneness and all this anti life stuff. You need to recognize that WHO YOU ARE NOW (provided you're not heavily compromised and performing and coping) provides what a girl you'll want out there also wants from you. This has been and always will be how relationships are formed on that level. There's always wiggle room within this when we're talking about such a broadly experienced subject as sparks and the mechanics behind it but we must take home that we don't NEED to meet up to some expectation to get attraction. It's not necessary. THIS message I want to speak the most because SO MANY zoomer guys are literally hooked on BP copium trash that they think if they perform well enough and shift their facial structure enough to align to the so called golden ratio that you'll get what you want but that's not true that's just another conditional overlay locking up qi and preventing naturalness of supply/demand mechanics to work. The girl who wants you as you are now, as your current supply provided you're nourished well as that capacity, then you'll most certainly get attraction and stop being an incel loner and get what you want. Of course there's WAY more than girls and such but women are our most highly valuable asset to attain in life, because this is the primary function of your existence, despite what all the Jew conditioned "spiritual" types will say about how children are bad and all this reproductive stuff is unnatural. I've seen this myself, it makes me furious that these hot white girls think that children are parasites. That's ALL Jewish propaganda and I literally have Jewish filth TALKING ABOUT THIS EXACT THING where they've openly stated their aims to condition the women to hate having families and think that bearing children is unnatural and all this FILTH that comes from PARASITES who NEED to be ERADICATED MERCILESSLY!

I mean can't you see how obvious this all is? It's SO PAINFUL to see the ignorance knowing that GOOD people with HIGH vitality are heavily conditioned into this state of hating natural reality.

I had another flash in my head. I feel so free it's crazy how much the qi flows. Ever since I started fully hating the Jewish filth again and ridding myself of the spiritual paradigm I've had MASSIVE shifts in just days with the somatic reality. I'm having different flashes in my mind into directions in very confident and comfortable ways where as before I'd have a degree of hesitation with some of those impulses. Your "free will" movement as NG speaks of under the so called "law" keeps you locked into needing to feel a certain way, at least the way it's usually taught. NG doesn't make it clear though. But my point is that this whole free will idea all comes from somatic reality. You will operate according to that, IF you're not conscious of the conditioning AS the current. USUALLY it'll be something like where you'll have a stag and then it'll "lock up" that channel and you'll manifest an overexpression typically of that thematic function of consciousness and you'll express it without thinking as a sort of reaction. I've noticed these responses I feel now to be WAY more conscious, to a point where I can observe my stag if it shows up or some heat and I'm still feeling it but I totally separate myself from the sensation and like see it as what it represents. I say in my mind when I feel it "oh there's ___ again let's sink charge" or whatever and I do that. THIS is how RS is applied in realtime.

Advanced dynamic pathway revision. That's what that is. It's so simple. I feel so open it's wild. The people who read through how much I talk about Jewish filth and how much I want to kill off these families permanently beyond regeneration, it makes me feel so free. Like it gives direction for my energy, instead of locking it up, because it's a functional act, instead of holding it in and compromising to keep the cope coach influenced idiots happy that I'm preaching a non offensive doctrine. Well guess what, the more functionally offensive I am the better my life gets. The currents don't get stuck. Stagnation USUALLY happens BECAUSE you're repressing. 90% of the time I'd say on a psychological level it's through repression. It's typically repression that leads to these hard compromise patterns and deep heat that manifests pathogenically as that related somatic reality and the psychological state of that in response. That's how this works, that's how ALL beliefs work. It's NOT even the currents that play out in the moment, but the underlying baseline you return to, because you can have a stag, but if you move with it and unfold it and stop repressing those currents then you change your state and manifest accordingly. You'll become a supply for those currents in free flow, and this can have knock on effects through the wu xing cycles where unrelated psychological aspects can actually shift because some other part of your field geo changed to be more functional. Your liver qi stag usually causes issues with spleen, or heart, or even lung. If the kidney is in empty heat state or a deficiency of both currents even if they're in relatively good ratios, you'll find that resolving one of these can have a house of cards effect where all the downstream effects are resolved automatically. That's the power of RS in applying functional psychological shifts. The challenge comes with identifying exactly what NEEDS to be moved. When you clearly see the pattern of cause and effect, root and branch, you can play out the "house of cards" effect and cause the cascade. Thing is it's rarely that simple in practice, because there's often dual conditioning or sometimes more where there's overlapping states which don't always clearly show as a root and you might think one is a root when it's not.

I'll say this though. The liver qi stag, or kidney fire or deficiency, or heart qi issues, these patterns drive most issues and manifest the lack you experience. When you see clearly what the real root is and pull it out then you've got the house of cards effect. For me that was accepting my desire to eradiate the filth and return to my natural state of hating the enemy every day. That sounds insane for these cope types who want to relax and feel "no stress" but it's not stress to me it's satisfying. That's the thing. I KNOW I'm operating correctly and that's why it's satisfying because I'm not coping and avoiding and dodging the necessity to change which is what really causes stagnations of current. Repression of innate nature coming through. The more you accept innate nature, however that comes through, that's where your abundance shows up, even if it's unrelated, because as I said it can have the house of cards effect. I've have SO much energy lately to the point where I'm waking up at night sometimes with energy juice to do a whole study session. Most who have hatred are told to repress, because "Oh that's not good for you" but is hate always bad? No. Is love always good? No. Loving the wrong person because you're coping is bad. Love isn't all powerful. You can feel love out of these compromised states towards someone who abuses you and you'll ignore the threat and accept being gaslit and manipulated because you want them to stimulate your parental rescue fantasy or whatever the Shen wants to feel. Unless you can get all the way through those conflicts then you'll never free yourself. Accepting the desire is accepting the wish fulfilled, so according to NG, my hate was how I free myself from lack in his own system. That's my "feeling". It's not relaxing, though that's a part of it since you can't always be stimulated. I'm not always feeling intense, I feel intense in state streaks then I return to relaxation. I feel that peace, availability, free expression, and in that state I have the images flash of things I can express and experience and "manifest".

So what you think you want to express comes from the activated currents. Nothing else. There cannot be anything else. It's all thematic current manifesting the experience of somatic reality, that's what you think, feel, imagine, all of it. Your psychology is a reflection of the biochemical compounds correspondent to the currents thematically that drive your perceptual orientation. That determines how narrow or wide your view is and what it's lined up to see, or not see. I just feel so freely available when I move qi and rest and restore properly later in the day.

It all goes back to what currents are activating and what are deactivating. That's all. There's none of this psychological states manifest in a vacuum. There's always a dependency on the currents in their arrangement, which if we break it all down, it's all physical biochemical bioenergetic function. That's what TCM really is, the metaphysical level is just the abstract layer over the top to make sense of all the biochemistry. It's at the end of the day just DNA doing its thing. That's the Jing. You are the DNA, the thematic sequencing of the Jing. You are that form expressing and observing that expression. When you can observe and watch the expression and recognize the patterning behind the currents relative to what free expression looks like that you're being oriented towards naturally that you're repressing then you manifest what you want because the natural striving is unlocked instead of locked up. So stop trying to compromise and cope and lock up your qi, move the qi. Nourish your vitality.

Vitality is the only reality. There is no other reality. NG and his ignorant trash needs to get schooled so hard so nobody buys into the anti vitality doctrine of Jewish supremacy dressed up as abstract mental thinking. Jewish supremacy is our greatest threat of all and the leaders of this faction must be mercilessly torn to shreds until their genetic nature is blotted out as they desire to do to us. This filth will be destroyed one way or another, because the superior people have the intelligence, vitality, capacity, to make that happen, unlike the hoards of dumb goy who are destined to be destroyed as the scriptures say in their plans. That's what they're doing and depending on where you land in this spectrum will determine if you live in the next few years or not because you won't survive 2030 and your DNA will be blotted out. YOU will be blotted out, cease to exist. Your consciousness is the field generated from mitochondrial function manifesting qi. When you run out of Jing AKA the mtDNA wild to mutant ratio an it exceeds 60% then you're in rapid decline and will die off. That's when your Jing is depleted, the capacity for the field geo to sustain itself. Self recursion capacity is the Jing, so when your prenatal Jing is depleted then you cease to exist, you get blotted out. There's no eternal life, sorry to say for all the people who think that. You're not immortal and I've never taught that, though alchemically your components separate and your lower solar aspect ends up in the underworld for a few thousand years before you dissolve into nothingness and actually cease to be conscious of being. Your perceptual functions fade and then __________ is what follows. How do I know this? I've had close calls with it in the past. I've experienced losing awareness and being unable to think and fading in and out from the wind. I held on though, because screw dying when I've got Jewish supremacist filth to kill off. I will never give up no matter what, until they're dead. I WILL NEVER stop NO MATTER WHAT damage I take. SCREW THAT! You'll have to run me over with a damn train or something to stop my fury for life.

That's true spirit. The higher Shen. That's where the spiritual essence lies, in the Jing. It's all Jing. Everything comes from the Jing. Nothing else. So stop coping with this infinite spiritual life idea because that's not real. I've already explained NDEs and all that stuff via the Po-Hun translation functions and I've gone over stories where people who were in comas could still recall what happened around them despite being unconscious and in dream states. That's all there is. Cope harder. This is how the Jewish filth will eradicate us and why the "Oh you can't kill the spirit" idiocy that NG spoke of is literally anti life propaganda sponsored and curated by Jewish supremacist filth. There's nothing more about that which needs to be said.

They all say it's mental to keep you in your head where you can be manipulated. That's how abusive situations perpetuate, repression and fear of innate nature. There's no light body. It's all thematic current stemming from DNA AKA Jing translated into conscious psychological phenomena.

15/6/26

The way you want to feel and to live without expectations on how you SHOULD feel according to those conditions and such, then you're dwelling in the state of the wish fulfilled. The Shen can express freely. I've simplified it all down to this, which I've said before but I'll say it again. Grasp this.

The way YOU want to feel (which comes from clear perceptions of the world around you) will be the state of the wish fulfilled, and that will be your dwelling state that suggests supply of what people will want through you feeling that way and operating without delusional filtering.

There it is. What you really want, that root pressure which is usually very vital and at core it'll usually be reproductive, then that'll determine what you really want. Only the idiots who believe in psycho spiritual conditioning of having to feel certain ways else they don't meet up to the standard that system presents (like being "detached from the world which IS self hatred and repression of functional desire and even LUST for things of this world which stimulate the Shen into joy naturally) which is the judgement on their innate nature and breeds a condition of self hatred, since the natural striving to be is repressed to meet that condition. Therefore stagnation of vital current plays out, and they get frustrated and heat begins to burn up their yin over time where they crash and become unstable because the vitality is depleted.

So once again. Who you want to be is what manifests what you really want. What you think you need which is conforming to the conditional overlay and expectation (usually rooted in suppression and repression and self hatred based on arbitrary rules and conditions)

Operating without filter in an insane world is the most nourishing thing possible for me. Been there done it all. Nothing else compares to the satisfaction of letting all that vital current move without repression. Get schooled you ignorant fools!

Also my girl is literally wanting IT literally non stop now. Like she's feeling it and I've got a non stop supply like I'm 16 again and I've gone back 10 years. Age reversal is being real. There you go. Get schooled you idiots. Get schooled by a real manifesting God. I almost can't believe how insanely juiced up I am all the time it's actually blowing my mind. I thought it would stop but I had these DEEEEEPLY potent activations that simply wouldn't go down. Like I literally felt one that sent me into a NEAR convulsive state just from this "deeeep" activation where I had it shoot up my body and basically turned me into a firework. No seed retention being done by the way, I just have infinite on demand vitality, which is my point, I've basically gone back 10 years to prime vitality. That's how it should be, that's how attraction works, not this useless spiritual cope trash where you be a weak pathetic wimp. I've cut the bit of fat I had that was stuck and now I'm the perfect figure without even trying. I just have so much power now ever since I accepted my desire to kill off the Jewish filth permanently and build lethal weapons to atomize this parasite. My attraction lately came from that state, nothing else. I eat and supp the same and am active the same, but my free flowing vitality is what driving these near infinitely available activations of root pressure to reproduce. It's INSANE! I knew I had enough kidney juice but it was "locked" up, hence my liver blood kept getting eaten up even though I was tonifying. I've had glimpses of this but it's TRUE ROOT VITALITY and not the cope trash that we're preached to by the psycho spiritual idiots. You wish you had the on demand vitality like you did but because you're still coping and denying and delusional and filtering who you're being, your state will never manifest that current. It was wild. It was that crazy, and no it's not empty heat I've got solid kidney yin and essence these days and I know because I'm glowing. When you see me on camera you'll see the wei qi and you'll know why my girlfriend is wanting more and more and more and more of me every day. She's literally addicted to me now it's insane and I've proven everything I've said once again. These IDIOTS can get SCHOOLED! Feel so good being vital. It feels SO insane, I came up with some God tier lines last night off the top of my head that worked wonders. I just had them flash in and I wasn't even trying. I was dancing as I walked, not literally, but that's how it felt. My Shen was so open and free.

Hating the enemy fully and without any filter and making that publicly known was the best thing ever for my state because that's how I WANT TO FEEL.

This anti-vitality doctrine coming from parasitic Jewish filth is dead. If you believe in spiritual realities you hate yourself. That's what they're all about. Keeping you repressed and ignorant about who you really are and how it feels to be real. I'm not saying it's all about stimulus like this but I'm saying that when you're in supply and it's abundant then you're FREE to involve NATURALLY and it will be SATISFYING because it will MOVE that current without the repressions. As I was typing this out I had the pop in my "third eye" again like I usually get when I'm really on a roll and I saw a manifestation of this black headed creature in the corner of my eye peeking through the door. Yeah screw you too black man I know what you are and how you're just a reflection of my unconscious trash that's dead and you're about to be eradicated from my consciousness. It's probably some bottom of the barrel stagnant qi in the liver/heart channel coming through. I felt zero fear, in fact it fears me. My Zhi is off the charts. This trash that there's demons or whatever ignorance out to get me is dumb. They're just manifestations of unconscious trash showing up, which is what you see in advanced gazing. You'll see it pop up then most clearly but I've seen more than enough examples of this to know what it really is and not buy into the suggestions of the alchemy space telling me I'm interfacing with the Gods or whatever. Theurgy work is still valuable to perform when you can make use of it but don't buy into those systems and cosmologies. It's completely ridiculous and because I'm intelligent enough and clear enough I can see through it unlike you then I can recognize what's what, You're still delusional if you think you're seeing certain beings or whatever, and again, I've explained this, the Hun CAN overflow into other peoples experiences where these lightning storms in a room can be summoned where everybody overlaps that current, provided the "master" has sufficient vitality to make that happen. It's a thing, but it's VERY spontaneous IF it does happen.

It just blew my mind the faces she was making though. I couldn't believe it. She was SO SUB and doing the whole "it's all your fault" stuff suggesting my state and her accepted willing helplessness to the currents and it was FIRE. There was NO conditioned expression AT ALL. Like @_@ It was like I was the second coming of God or something. I was in full "control" of everything and I never had to try. the look in the eyes is just so DEEPLY penetrating to the Shen and you'll NEVER experience depth of activation like that with "imaginal acts". I certainly didn't. Buttons got activated perfectly without thinking. It was SO EASY. Wilhelm Reich in a sense taught a similar doctrine too, though not quite the same. If you've read all his books you'll know, which you should because they're insightful. You see all these guys effortlessly perform in public and have charisma on demand, and it all comes from these circuits being clear and free to activate. It's already there, every guy has it, but they delude themselves and cope and still accept self hatred masquerading as spiritual doctrines of mentalism and all this ignorant trash. Get your root pressure working for you and move those currents and watch the way life really works unfold for you. RS is literally just operating as self without delusion, self hatred, repression or conditioning, or any of this trash, as well as nourishing your biochemistry. It's that easy, all the thinking and such suggesting what you want to "manifest" will be automatic and not something you need to consciously do. The supply of the currents manifests the psychology automatically without the trash getting in the way,

Nothing about NG LOA works the way we've been taught. It's all a scam and I'm the only one who's fully systematically proven it to ever walk this earth. Now I need to get that video made before it gets too late. Might need to hold off until tomorrow I've been so "busy" today enjoying my state of an inexhaustible supply of vitality. I don't know if this will permanently stick but DAMN does it feel insane because I've only had small periods of this happening over the last few years which are likely mentioned in the notebook when they happened if they're strong examples of it, but I have felt this only getting more visceral. I mean just writing this out now I felt that DEEP root pressure that just WARMS your back and rides up into your heart and activates that on demand charisma. It's like insane I can feel ALL the currents exactly as they are and I know what they represent more now than ever. RS is so amazing when you really get it all figured out. The depth of this pressure though is just wild, I can't describe it other than that it's like a "sucking" sensation but that it's also got a very strong rising sensation. It's not something that's "spatial" in much of a sense it's more like a sucking sensation at the base that then kind of rises up with warming activating current. The sucking sensation is interesting, because that's how I describe the depth of it. It's like "below" me in a sense in this tube or portal that's rising up. Basically, the gate of life in TCM. It's VERY strong when it fully activates, to a degree that's indescribable. The vortex tube that "sucked" the vitality but also activated and raised it up at the same time was just insane that time where just "focusing" on it when it was surfacing naturally from the yang being in abundance, it sent me into the whole forward bend send my head towards the floor and my hips back away from it. It was SO strong, and I've felt some insane currents before that have sent me into convulsive states during advanced gazing. Most of that was liver wind sending out the tremors though, it wasn't like this at all. This was DEEP and VISCERAL. The kind of power the Jewish filth want to rub out.

So yeah, that's what I've experienced lately just from owning my desire to kill off the filth and actually act on it and build weapons to destroy them. It's amazing and so satisfying and nourishing. Cope harder self hating fools. I even slept on my arm last night and it had ZERO loss of sensation at all instead of waking up with tingles in my arm from the circulation being less. I sat in positions this morning that would've eventually made my legs go numb but they had none of that. I have so much more vitality now. There's more nitric oxide that's for sure. WAY more, and I did nothing to "manifest" this other than hate the enemy more and burn those bridges and make it known. There's so much more satisfaction and free expression now. I look around and see idiots everywhere and it's not like hatred it's just clarity and I'm not conditioning that view. Before I'd get mad often times and the liver qi would lock up like back in 2021 when I'd go out and do all that stuff where as now it's very different. It's easy now.

With all the depletion I've faced it's like the last week or so has been so massively powerful in changing my state. I almost can't believe it that's how insane it is. I've still got trash that I know I need to work with but it's like a huge weight has been shifted and it came down to going all the way with what I want and how I want to feel, which is "living in the state of the wish fulfilled" NG style. That's it. I just can't believe how receptive the people around me are to this state shift.

Reproductive capacity is root vitality. If you don't have that then you have no vitality. That's fact. That determines your state, and as you decondition it will free up qi stag and you'll sleep and recover and restore root pressure more effectively through the pathways I've explained. I seriously feel like I've gone back years when it came to my vitality capacity. When you're 25 or younger then you're in optimum range to restore mtDNA to be higher ratios and to produce MORE of it and that'll encode more ATP through the proteins that DNA codes for which produces more substances to build the body. You GROW you EXPAND you literally restore and replenish the Jing and you reverse age. You just need to get to a point where you're not chronically in an agitated compromised state where you've got stagnations and all this trash because you're coping and deluding yourself and ignoring and denying and dodging accountability and gaslighting yourself and hating yourself. Those are the traits of upwards of 99.9% of people. Everybody who believes in any form of psycho-spiritual doctrine hates themselves, because that's what they do, even the alchemical doctrines which promote androgyny as a primary objective and to see the sexual experience with hot women in this world as something to be lowered when it's in fact the root of your satisfaction and nourishment and how healthy hormonal health works.

These chronic SR guys also hate themselves too and most of them are coping for how they really feel using SR as a crutch. Yeah they'll get root pressure increase, every guy I've ever coached with who has done extensive SR for between 3 weeks to 3 months for a deep restore of kidney yin all feel more clear after but that still won't clear all the psychological trash. You'll make it conscious more than before and it'll become more obvious how much you hate yourself in the process but that's not the pathway towards deep nourishment. Long term SR for over 3 months up to like 9 months has minimal benefit as someone who's played with this since I was 17 in school still. I watched attraction come and go, and it's not the SR unless you're deficient on certain currents and the Shen simply needs the kidney to be tonified to warm it. If your Shen is still holding trash then all SR will do is make it more conscious and how much you really hate yourself will surface. SR isn't the way towards immortality, though it's a part of that, and it's the Daoist alchemists who preach this 100 day cycle process which is just another branch of Jewish supremacy in Daoist systems to keep people having sexual experiences and keep them from moving qi and feeling satisfied and keep them hating themselves and make SR out to be a "higher virtue" or whatever ignorant cope trash they'll come up with.

Screw all that. Move on. Cultivate to nourish deficiency with SR until you're glowing and then ensure you're nourishing your biochemistry well. I eat like a ton of eggs these days and I can say that it's in my experience the best way to go with easy Jing from food. Everybody eats eggs, and they're cheap, and they tonify Jing and yin and other substances. So long as your spleen isn't ruined like mine was where I needed an IV drip because I couldn't digest anything from the extreme anxiety thinking about being with an old SP I was wanting, then it's ok. Crank them down, enjoy it. Nourish the biochemistry. Nourish the state with clear perceptions without delusions and ignorant cope trash keeping you hating yourself. I learned to accept my state of hatred towards these people and it manifests nourishing experiences so fast every time. I can tell you that my girlfriend has NOT been like this on fire for months at least now. There were times but it's been consistently just getting more and more and more intense and I'm actually surprised it's like I'm 16 again. I almost couldn't believe it. That's real vitality. That's real thematic supply/demand where the sparks fly. I then go own my path with this work and then it's time for more. It's this satisfying nourishing cycle and it works so well because it's actually not depleting like the Daoists think. They put a limit on the number of sessions you should have a week, and that's just more self hatred and control. I will agree, if you're deficient then you SHOULD limit it, because you'll only slow down recovery, but if you're tonified already then go use all that current instead of letting it sit. The SR guys say to wait 2 weeks for the sperm to break down into their compounds and be absorbed into the body, but the amount of nutrients from those cells are TINY compared to having a big bowl of eggs or something and even then your body would regulate HOW MUCH of those nutrients it ABSORBS and sends out as waste mostly in the urine where you don't decide how much it will use. It's got NOTHING to do with what SR promotes as the mechanisms of action. I've browsed those forums for years in the past and 99.9% of people there are delusional and believe in mechanisms of action that are narrow in scope and don't impact their biology the way they claim. Yeah I KNOW there's spermatogenesis and that they say it takes 64 days for a full cycle but from my experience you don't need to wait that long at all. It all depends on the baseline Jing you've got, how well your genetic capacity is operating, because when you're 16-18 and you've got mountains of TEST running through you with all that nitric oxide dilating those vessels with infinite replenishment, you do NOT need to wait. You feel that way for a reason, and that's how everybody CAN express IF they're nourished on a biochemical level and they're not sabotaging their restore cycles with chronic cope and self hatred. That's where this comes from.

I do NOT believe that the people who preach long term SR will ever experience what I am right now and I haven't had a streak since I started going all out because I simply didn't want to. I don't want to and that actually helped me cultivate and sleep even better. I sleep well these days, despite what the critics of my work might think about how I'm some angry repressed person or whatever trash they'll come up with. I sleep better than I have in a while, but while it could be still better, it's working for me so it's enough. I sleep through till 4:30 almost every morning which is prime rest hours and that's what's ideal. Sometimes I wake up during peak regeneration hours with "downloads" because I'm always problem solving and my spleen and Shen are probably overactive but I'll just get better rest. I feel like I glow light, that I am "cooler" on my skin but warmer at the same time in the skin. It's like a nourished feeling, not internally warm or cool but that I'm like just "free flowing" and my body breathes through my skin better I guess you could say. It's like I just feel more refreshed if that makes sense. I'm not like "heavy" which the spleen issues usually manifest a feeling of along side the liver blood issues. Whenever I'd work on something that involved writing or reading lots (like these entries) I'd almost always end up feeling this "sunken heavy" feeling of gross stuck type sensation. The qi was locked up and the blood was being burned. That's when I had stomach issues badly, because the heat moved from the liver with the stag through that channel since in the wu xing they connect there and it would radiate through my neck and jaw and that's where the horribly bad cystic acne showed up and ruined my skin around there. It's still not recovered but it's way more clear than it's been, because the heat is anchored and that's why I know I'm not depleting yin else I'd have issues.

The guys when they're younger who get acne I believe repress what they desire. I certainly did. I coped and compromised like MAD where all that frustrated energy manifests through the skin travelling up from the liver meridian into the stomach meridian and even if you don't manifest stomach issues it can still manifest as acne issues around there. That's what I had, and it RUINED my skin. ALL thanks to the DISGUSTING Jewish degeneracy that I bought into in those days on top of the parental conditioning where any mentions of having girls around who weren't approved of would be met with something like "I won't allow that" or whatever. That's how I ruined the teens-early 20's in my life. It SUCKED and I felt like trash ALL THE TIME but I still kept working on what I knew I needed to do. It was at that point the only thing I had working for me. Little did I know how hot I really was back then though, because I was coping and denying and delusional and ignoring the attraction because I was filtering all of that out because I wasn't comfortable. I think a lot of guys are like this and they're just delusional about how they really feel and it filters their perceptions in this way. It's just so obvious to me. There's SO MANY younger incel zoomer guys who are basically a total repressed mess who feel totally stuck and helpless. 80+% of them haven't had free expression of what they want, and THAT IS A DISASTER because HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS of us are in DEEP REPRESSION. That right there by the way is VERY OBVIOUS proof of how effective the Jewish supremacist plans have been in destroying us and repressing us systematically and how we need to kill them al off for how pathogenic this influence and manipulation is. These zoomer guys are the most traumatized generation EVER to exist by a LOT and the psychological suffering is unimaginable for many of them. I was one of them for a while, I know what it's like, and it's not functional to cope and deny, it's far more important to nourish the vitality first and work with the way you really feel and get real with how you've been treated and your expected responses and what you really want in response. When you see how you're operating from self hatred in whatever source that's coming from you'll want to kill off the trash around you from influencing you and you'll basically grow a real pair so to say and get working on giving yourself the feeling you want to live with for once. That state you're dwelling in makes the magic work.

So again, the operation of living in the state that YOU want to feel, the deconditioned open perception of how YOU want to feel, living from this will make it all work for you. You'll manifest naturally because the currents and the field geo do the talking THROUGH you. You'll think it's you, but it's really the biology. It's the field geo. It's the field geo doing the work, always was is and will be. That's how this manifestation phenomena works, including specific things and sums of money in specific amounts and exact items and models of things which I've experienced. It's ALL the field geo and that determines "what you believe" to be true so to say. The belief isn't mental it's somatic reality and that's thematic vital current. Nothing else. It cannot be anything else.

So keep coping and denying yourself what you want and you'll suffer and die in the coming end of the goyim. The filth must be exterminated before 2028 or we're in deep trouble. Famine and war coming. Very bad. They're setting us up for this and have been for decades slowly but surely. That's how they work. They creep up so silently because that's how they psychologically manipulate entire populations of people and traumatize them and ruin their perceptions and make delusions normal. It's all because we allowed this to happen because the younger people who had the clear perceptions from our past who could fight and kill off the filth were manipulated into war and they all died off where the best of our people, the ones who were the real superior people even to us today, they're all gone and their lineage has been wiped out from endless wars and conflicts when we should've killed off the supremacist filth who instigated this. Screw everybody who denies this fact. The real reason why the people now are so easily manipulated is because our ancestors got forced into conflicts and they were all killed off in mutually consuming wars to benefit the ZOG plans. I've already explained in prior entries about the history of Napoleon and establishing Israel officially back in the 1700's before there was any Balfour declaration which these idiots keep preaching like ignorant morons. I've killed off all that trash, and there's history going back to the crusades and such in the 1200's range where most of those conflicts were manufactured in order to move around Arab populations preparing the demographics for the setup of Israel and to ensure there will be an enemy to go after when their future plans begin to take shape, which you're looking at right now with Iran and other Arab nations going up against Israel. It's all manufactured, and you IDIOTS can't see that because you're so stupid. Too low IQ and your brain is malnourished of kidney yin and essence (sea of marrow) from cooming too much to Jew sponsored slave videos and trash you degenerates keep coping with for how weak you are. Accept the fact that you're a self hating fool who's coping and start to hate the enemy and move those stagnations.

Our entire history, all the way back to 3000BC and even earlier, it's all been Jewish supremacy manipulating and creating false doctrines to fool people and get them to hate themselves so they can be destroyed. Just imagine a world without any of this ignorant cope trash where people are visceral, verile, highly potent, and they kill off the enemy without mercy because they know what must be done and they're not deluded into mentalism cope doctrines that say you must not hate anyone or you hate yourself. SEE HOW REPRESSIVE THIS IS? That's WHY the Christian doctrine destroyed our best people. It destroyed them through self hatred like I went through for a period and also through. It's totally ruining us. It's all manufactured and promoted and marketed and funded by disgusting homo PDF Jewish filth who must be eradicated as the primary source of all of this. The minds of the filth that created this you cannot even comprehend. You just keep thinking that these people can't exist but they do, and they're genetically the lowest of the low scum of this earth. There's ignorant fools in my immortality group who continued to deny this when I was questioning the validity of these systems of alchemy in contrast to what we experience and can all prove outside of this abstract subjective experience of a seeming metaphysical realty. The most common response was "that's just the background frequency" or something like that where the delusion is blinding them to the obvious. They denied that there's any people out there manipulating us despite showing the trends over time according to the plans in scripture where nations are put into war with each other according to the Zohar calendar system in the Torah and the books of Moses, namely in the exodus cycle around self manufactured persecution and they get thrown out of different nations over a hundred times. This isn't an accident, it's planned thousands of years ahead of time and the ignorant idiots don't have the perceptive capacity to see it like I can because they're too stupid and their Jing isn't aligned for these things. If I can see it while I'm still in a compromised state and they should be able to as well, because I've been building this up for over a year where I recognize the bible is NOT an alchemical text. That's the easy way to bypass the responsibility of critically analyzing the text when it was never about any of these abstract alchemical ideas to begin with. The Jewish filth believe in mental ideas about reality, which is where the I AM interpretation CAME FROM but that's not what's actually REAL and VITAL. It's Jewish ideology and it permeates almost every spiritual system.

I do not believe that Paganism and Animism type systems are Jewish in nature, at least not at root. Norse mythos are, because they're alchemical. Pagan systems aren't alchemical, though later they became alchemical through interference when the original lineages of these systems were corrupted by you guessed it. I'm so damn intelligent it's insane. I'm so intelligent and hot and I get what I want and I don't compromise to keep ignorant trash happy.

It feels SO GOOD to be like this. This is how I WANT TO FEEL and therefore I will manifest the life I want "without lifting a finger". I will still be moved to act but it will come through me, and that's why it's "easy" and the whole "do nothing" doctrine CAN work when framed correctly through how the field geo does all the talking for you, so long as you accept natural striving where the DNA wants to move you. You will probably never experience this level of flow but it's available for most to some degree or another. I just know that my vitality is at peak since I got into the extreme anxiety phase from around the middle of 2021 when I did all those imaginal scenes for that girl I was wanting. It never worked, I was coping, denying, deluding. ignoring, self hating. That's why I ended up on a drip and I blamed the chicken I ate when it was my state. It was always my state and nothing else. The state is the somatic reality and the somatic reality is the orientation and arrangement of the currents according to the composition of the Jing as a relative comparison which drives function or dysfunction. That's the REAL you. The actual you, not this abstract "higher self" or whatever trash the spiritual idiots believe in. I've spoken to what I was told was my higher genius, I've had interface with what seemed to be actual intelligences outside of me, but having decoded all of these currents and having seen enough people in my coaching over the time who have these vivid imaginal experiences come through them. I know it's not external interface, because your imaginal experience, open eye or not, will be a translation of currents that the Hun is weaving into a vivid experience and how your Shen then swims in this and you'll believe it's real. Ghosts and objects moving on their own, flickering lights, candles burning upside down where the wax defies gravity, all of these things can be explained using the field geo mechanics and I've experienced all of them many times over and have written about those and what they are. It's not what we've been told.

The sooner you can get out of self hating biology denying Jing depleting liver qi stagnating heart Shen sinking self hating spiritual mental alchemical metaphysical doctrines, the better. They're all the same. Yeah they are. That's for a reason, because they're all flavours of the same self hating system of repression and denial and delusion. Religion of all form that's not putting the biology at the top spot of importance to nourish are designed to destroy you, which is all of them. They're NON PHYSICAL for a REASON YOU IDIOTS. They take you away from yourself and into this abstract reality.

I also believe that the AI bubble is setup to time when the events ahead are going to play out. The way money is being circled around is obviously for something they're planning. The water and energy will be what makes it fall over, mostly the energy costs. Some part of the chain link will blow out and it'll make the whole thing fall over, in which case pop goes the weasel. When the money that needs to be put into keep the bubble growing bigger isn't available then it'll blow up too. Whatever way it is something must give eventually, nothing about this is sustainable as we know and it's not designed that way. The people who believe in subjective solipsistic personal reality trash will get a wakeup call soon. Some time in 2027 it'll have to fall over. I'm almost certain. Likely H2, which will go hand in hand with the wars and trash. It'll all be coming down at once, or spaced slightly apart as the birth pains of their messiah kick into high load. The reason why they step on the accelerator and then let it off and things cool down is to do what Narcs do, they condition you into complacency by playing games making you think everything is ok and they've changed but they didn't and they keep looping the trash once the next opportunity arises. It seems the birth pains of the messiah they're bringing into the world (which alchemical interpretation sees as the spiritual seed becoming the Christ child through your expansion) are a metaphysical representation of a real woman giving birth. The pains get worse and worse and become more frequent as the child forms, which is just qi ripening as functional stagnation that's signaling ripeness when it's time to let it out. They're doing the same thing with us psychologically. This is the tribulation time. 2030 is the end of that time. Palindromic sequencing says it's 2040 but we'll see. Their Messiah will show up at or before 2030.

This is the man who must be eradicated if he ever shows up. If I can build my weapons systems by then and get it working as expected as a real long range atomization

I just more or less need to focus on fully regenerating my hair and getting my jaw widened so the crowding can go away. That's really it.

You need to become a walking embodiment of a display of power, at least if you're built for that.

Always remember. Reproduction is the highest power of being human. Surprise. There's your "meaning" and what's being taken away from us by the enemy. Reproduction is immortality, Jing, genetic capacity, thematic sequencing, somatic reality, consciousness. You are a part of every generation that comes after you, therefore on a material and even aetheric basis, immortal. Your ancient grandparents exist in you still to some extent. They're immortal because they're experienced as you, to the degree that they're still generating proteins as the regions of DNA they represent. So immortality, not being spiritual, is tactile ALREADY. You're ALREADY immortal, so long as you reproduce. That's why sexuality is the literal foundation of everything in existence, the polarities of male and female overlapping and becoming one form. You are the one form of their overlap. You are an extension of their immortality, believe it or not. Within you exist the capacity for immortality. Owning that is how you BECOME immortal. You don't need to do any fancy song and dance or whatever on an alchemical level in these occult rituals and methods to get there. It's already here right now. There it is. Boom. Simple. Keeping your genetic material, your DNA which becomes who you are and your nature as you experience yourself, that'll be your PERSONAL immortality. So there's levels of this, though keeping the genetic material coherent is the challenge of our existence next to reproduction. Surprise. It can be simple, and easy to explain and understand and directly experience. The alchemy is the overcomplicated method that's still leading you into turning yourself into an androgyne.

16/6/26

Feels so vital to go up against the filth that seek to destroy us. I keep repeating it because it's what I WANT to do. That's what I ALWAYS was built for, that's WHY RS exists, and why my decisions and actions have always been what they've been, to build this to the point of eradicating the enemy and destroying everything they believe to be true as ignorant trash. This is my power, my innate being, what I'm designed for. I'm a destroyer. I need to literally take this rare capacity all the way to its limit and utterly wipe off the face of the earth all the filth that seek to manifest their omnicidal plans. I'm a destroyer and always was and always will be. That's what I perceive innately and a conditioned state is to avoid this. That's why my root pressure always pulls me towards this view, no matter what. As soon as my TEST shot up and my kidney Zhi got online when I hit teens then I started thinking for myself and began to see the enemy more obviously and clearly. That's where I am now a decade later. Natural striving is innate genetic Jing based thematic sequencing that determines what we see and what we don't, conditioned or not, because that's the INNATE SELF as ROOT PRESSURE to be the CONTRAST to the conditioning. That's how you know WHO you are and WHAT you WANT to FEEL, your state.

Most people are genetically inferior. Literally inferior people who don't have the perceptual capacities that I have and that's WHY I see these things when others can't for the life of them, even if I work with them directly and make it all clear. You cannot pay me enough to train them to see clearly because it's not within them and they'll always go back and revert back to the same trash state because that's their ceiling of individuation. Sounds insane from a psycho-spiritual perspective but that's why everyone is delusional and how I came to see through all that cope trash because it's a "unity" doctrine which drives self hatred of those who are superior. It's built to destroy the superior people who can stick out and eradiate the leaders who seek to control the masses of ignorant idiots. That's the world we live in. Fact. Look around and you'll see it so obviously. Yeah a LOT of people are conditioned but what underlies that conditioning is just another degree of people pleasing that they'll always revert to. They're SUSEPTIBLE to this BECAUSE they're genetically (thematically driving somatic reality via ratios of current the DNA codes structures to become as their consciousness) incapable of TRULY being independent in their thinking. They will have more of an overlap between the lung and the heart, and a weak Zhi at baseline. Their Jing is weaker on that level where the quantity is more directed towards traits of being a sheep for the pathogenic filth that want to lead them into death. This might be how I got attraction from those who wanted what I had, including guys who often grossed me out, as I've spoken about before. It's a dynamic of currents stimulating their sparks because I provide what they're looking for, and the physical bone structures and skin and hair and all that are just the at face value representation of that. What drives WHO you're attracted to and WHY is based on thematic sequencing of the Jing determining what stimulates you innately which determines what composition of currents you live AS and on top of that then the conditioned nature which will weaken or tonify certain currents that may represent things you're not consciously in possession of but that others will perceive as available.

It's because you are built to be a certain way innately that you are the way you are with natural striving. EVEN WITH strong physical biochemistry, and a mostly deconditioned state, you can only take that so far. Why can I see all this at 26 and have been able to see through deceptions as I find contradictions? It's because I have that filtering. I have spleen qi deficiency at baseline on a genetic level, so according to TCM my intellect is going to be weakened to some degree which leads to damp accumulation and such, AKA the spherocytosis, but that's not a limit on the CAPACITY for spleen to be nourished. Think of this. I have a highly efficient spleen, with less resistance, meaning less qi manifest the Yi more effectively without needing as much quantity. It's like a wheel with bad bearings that has high friction and burns a lot of the input energy into heat that radiates into the environment as waste basically. What's actually happening is more or less that I was born with the quantity of spleen qi to be lower than most but the efficiency and capacity to be much higher. This is a thread in TCM that isn't touched on that I believe I need to integrate because it's a thing that needs to be understood to further add depth to the system in explaining constitutional capacities. Measuring everything on a biochemical "health" level as a sign of qi isn't accurate in my eyes. Most people are able to be read accurately this way but that's not the point. I can take TCM deeper into breaking down these things more because I can recognize inconsistently in how their physical vitality would manifest vs their psychological. There's degrees of "bandwidth" it seems that the intelligences of the psyche manifest through. Remember the Zhi, Hun, Shen, Yi, Po, they don't manifest physical traits. They manifest psychological traits, and that's where the efficiency of the substances which that intelligence is fueled by, like blood to anchor and qi to express, then this can explain how some who appear physically very powerful inwardly are still pathetic wimps and the women who would otherwise want them will be literally turned off, where as for someone smaller like myself they'll be stimulated because I carry that invisible quality of the currents that is more or less suggested through what I believe is body language and other factors.

I just know that if I move myself correctly I get everything I want. This fuels my vital psyche aspects into operating efficiently. My Shen is insanely powerful, my Hun isn't massively powerful like my Shen but it's up there, and my Zhi, while pretty strong, certainly isn't as powerful as others I know that. I know my Shen is the strongest part of me by far, and my Yi is right next to it. My Po is somewhat lacking if I'm honest. The Po likely in my case has a VERY efficient channel between the Yi and it which in Wu Xing are directly able to nourish and balance to operate clearly. My ability to perceive threats is off the charts, and that's WHY I had such conditioning when I was younger, because it stuck out like a sore thumb, and that's how I solved my conditioning through accepting that there ARE threats and that I don't NEED to conform to them. So my Zhi was tonified to a level where the overlap between the Zhi and the Yi (has Wu Xing relationship of control) through accurate pathway analysis of how and why my Zhi was weakened and my kidney was so weak, that's when I got overnight outcomes with women knocking at my door to want to involve with that current. They craved my ability to control, but that ONLY worked when I owned the Zhi THROUGH the Yi. My Hun then became less fixated on narrow scope control scenes in my mind and widened to work with the Yi, which once again has a connection directly. My Yi being massively efficient I believe is what drove most of my capacity to perceive these things clearly. It's not psychological, all the spiritual trash is created by Jews and mindless low intelligence people who can't think clearly and are people pleasers at their core deep down. Their Zhi is way weaker than mine at baseline, but mine was way below baseline so I didn't have much Zhi to work with until I did the work to tonify that. All the goon trash I involved with for a period of time likely depleted my Zhi a ton too because I had next to no attraction at that point but it was still sporadic. So my issue all came from the relationship between the Zhi and the Yi primarily and the Hun compensating to make up for the Zhi where most of the stagnant current manifest and that then only overacted on my spleen and caused more issues for the Yi. So I had to do the work the way I did for any of this deconditioning to apply. Everybody has these different ratios of current that drives their capacities.

All of this is genetic. None of this is spiritual. It's ALL GENETIC right. Thematic sequencing of the Jing. Jing isn't just a quantity but a quality, at least in my model. As far as I know TCM doesn't talk about this but in my iteration of it, it is. I don't see how you can reliably predict outcomes without "efficiency" of intelligences of the psyche, Zhi Hun Shen Yi Po. All of these functions require an efficiency ratio to manifest then the psychological quality of what those currents that could nourish and manifest those intelligences to be. If you have highly efficient intelligences then you're more likely someone who's like me, especially if it's with the Zhi-Shen-Yi setup. All of them matter but there's overlap and interaction and that adds another degree of depth. It's insane. How can anybody believe in HD? I studied human design in depth and worked with someone who directly worked with Ra and was mentioned by Ra multiple times in his lectures (Ra was a Jew by the way) and so I pretty quickly saw holes. People thought I thought it, and for a short time I was coaching with it to see how it works, and it always failed. I saw that pretty quickly, and so moved on. It doesn't work and anyone who claims it does is coping and will most likely deny Jewish supremacy as well, because they're spiritually oriented and illiterate and people pleasing copemaxxers.

Being yourself manifests the people into your life you need. That's it. Everything else is ignorant trash and won't work, else you're operating from conditioning. Screw all that ignorant cope garbage and kill it all off. You'll manifest the SP you want perfectly by just existing as yourself in space where you can be seen being yourself. That's all you need. Shine your innate nature no matter what and you'll get literally the perfect person. Do NOT perform or make games and all that trash. Just be real, even if it's not what you think they'll want, because you don't know that. It's thematic supply/demand and who you're being suggests availability of the currents desired. That's how this works it doesn't work any other way.

I don't know how I'll manifest and build these weapons I need to finish but I will find a way. The amount of money I'll need to source components is massive. Really I'd need at least high 5 figures AUD and pulling that together is going to be next to impossible without either support or me going mad on manipulating the masses of ignorant idiots to buy my stuff. I mean they're all dumb and easily exploited so why not? That's how everybody gets rich, Nobody gets rich through competency, at least very few do. So showing up on camera and just telling people about how dumb the cope coaches are and how much better RS is and having them blindly believe me seems to be the best way. I won't even bother explaining the depths of this on camera because it's a waste of my time I'll keep that for programs and split it into all these different individual sections at lower prices probably. I need to make multi 5 figures as EXTRA on top of what I already do, really multi 6 figures would be necessary, but I'll make it work, and given the short window of time it'll be very very difficult. I want to kill off all Jewish filth who have these omnicidal plans. The dumb goy can all die off for all I care, good riddance you fools. At that point there'll be less people pleasers and dom whackos who want to play the alpha and really have no actual competency. Kill all that trash off and move on with life according to vitalism.

Women who want you because you're not like the rest are more likely to be superior. I don't just say that in the sense of supply/demand but in a sense that your individual nature in not being a part of the so called group, and not the so called alpha leader or whatever, but that you're a "sigma" in a sense if I use the dumb meme culture language as an outline. They'll more than likely stick to you because they can perceive that about you, and if they're attracted to those currents that you hold that's not like the masses and the whacho psychopaths then you've got a quality girlfriend to do family things with. She will more likely than not be superior genetically in capacities relating to the qualities you posses. You may think that this means they don't have it, but as I've also said, the quantity of current is one thing and the sensitivity or efficiency to the activations of the intelligences, these also play a part in determining roles. Even if you in terms of quantity have a near equal amount of current, the quality will be different. They will likely not be massively lower on efficiency or quantity, but will be AROUND your level to perceive stimulus as functional to involve with. It's also possible these types can have no experience into their 20's which is what you'd want ideally. Damaged goods are gross.

What you'll be seen as by these girls is someone who doesn't need social validation. They'll most likely see that in you, and that'll simulate their need to overlap. Why? Because that's what they're built to perceive as stimulating, just like how I'm built to perceive what's stimulating to me, which drives how I act and everything else. Thematic translation and all that.

The guys that fixate on looksmaxxing and such are trying to gain approval from girls who aren't functional. I don't care about that to the extent that others do, though I KNOW I have deficiencies that should be restored, mostly my jaw which impacts my breathing for one, among other aspects. It's an issue, not purely on an appearance level, but in other vital ways too. My skin was ruined from massive acne and while it's gotten better I need to restore it more. My hair isn't suggesting strong Jing, in terms of quantity, but again a girl who's not even stimulated by physical quantity of Jing and is more so stimulated by the specific suggestion of intelligences being highly efficient and nourished will see a different desire for you over the masses who may on a vital level at face value, literally, look more stimulating, but to the women who want higher quality genetically superior types to move forward the individual nature of this world, they're not. Looking a 10/10 and being a socially needy person (efficiency of Shen being low) won't stimulate girls who want my highly efficient Shen who wouldn't even look at the guy with the 10/10 on a Jing manifestation level physically, or if they do they'll not involve and overlap either way because their signaling isn't moved by the same degrees for those currents. This is why you shouldn't try to manifest SPECIFIC PEOPLE, because it goes against your nature and is arguably by definition always pathogenic in the effect. ALL "specific person" manifestations will almost always be coming from conditioning. Remember NG never taught SP manifesting, as I've said and proven over and over and over.

We need to get real with all of this. Manifesting an SP should be a walk in the park. You simply have to be exposed to those who will be simulated by you. If they're stimulating to you as well in response because they have what you want then go ahead. Mine has what I want, and it's VERY stimulating, and I'm satisfied. If she dropped off tomorrow for whatever reason then I'll get someone new in no time I know that, I've never had issues having them show up. I just somehow have it work, and I never fully recognized why because I never saw myself as socially or physically attractive even back when I was at peak physical vitality, it just happened though. The gazing helped it a LOT, which I've explained also. I believe part of that likely relates to the pressure of the Zhi and the Hun and the Shen. I suggested the efficiency of those and so they started getting all touchy with me despite having skin flaws and a warped jaw and some mild hair thinning even in my teens. You tell me how that works looksmaxxers? Good luck. It's how RS views it, because it's not belief, and it's also not physical vitality on a physical quantity level in a vacuum, it's also efficiency of currents specifically in the intelligences of the thematic elements. Zhi, Hun. Shen. Yi. Po. It's when you compromise and cope and end up actually depleting those substances, even if you're efficient, you won't have the quantity to make use of that efficiency, and so attraction on that subtle level will be minimal. My experience tells me that it's not looks, it's not beliefs, it's not physical traits like strong bones and being taller than others and being a show off (though that'll stimulate the Shen of these girls who want that) and all these "alpha" traits. I never manifested girls who went for alphas, they were the ones who most wanted but were like the ones who just always remained distanced from the groups and mostly looked in from the outside. They saw the alpha types so to say as gross, as well as the socially demanding normies. I look at it this way and it makes more sense, because of all the supply/demand mechanics broken down clear this up more.

This is why I, of all people, somehow, ended up getting the touchy feely from them in playful ways. I remember this one girl literally came over, sat on the side of my desk with the legs spread clearly wanting me to look somewhere specific, and she was like all lip biting and flinging hair and asking me about how good I am at what I was doing (I was working on an animation project I believe) and they stayed there just trying to stimulate me into a response and I literally didn't even look at her I just kept working on my stuff. Part of that was my conditioning, but at the same time she was gross to me. I was that one guy who was like "mysterious" who operated outside of the box of most others and had competency and physical capacities in niche ways that most others didn't and I didn't express it to show off, even if some wanted me to. It was that type of current that I'm talking about, the individual who stands on their own without needing to conform to the social norms and all this. The girls who I was like hyper into then were often in the middle of being individual and "normie". Neither fully, though one I had (the one who came back after I rejected her which I've talked about before) was very individual and she had a TON of others wanting to get with her. It blew my mind really, that shew as all touchy feely and playful in that way and would take me out of groups to interact with alone. It never went anywhere much but the capacity was there, and I can tell from my experience that when I heavily coped and looked for approval and I was anxious and all this trash, that's when she literally didn't even look at me and was actually into one of my friends and doing the playful things with. It was VERY hot and cold, she was like on the fence, depending on how real I was with my higher state. She'd ALWAYS come back if I was more me, more individual. That's how I look back and see it. When I suggested she go out with the group, she didn't even look at me. When it was just us, and I had balls, yeah it was hot and hard and fast. That's how this works. at least according to my affinities.

Others won't experience this and likely won't agree with this but that's how I interpret the mechanics and my experiences. Supply/demand in all these different ways all overlapping and interacting and suggesting vital availability to what they get stimulated by. That's how it works. I talk about this a lot because it's where most people are stuck, the SP stuff, and 99.9% of people in LOA are totally delusional about what SP manifesting is or how it works. Don't listen to anyone that tells you it's one way or another, because that's all under supply/demand mechanics. You cannot avoid that. It's just that this needs decoding. Also do not break this down as JUST these 3 types, of "alpha" "beta" "sigma" types because there's WAY more and really they're not even types at all because they're overlaps of every type in different ratios. It's just which specific arrangement fits most clearly with what's the most stimulating. That's what they want. If your innate being is operating in that state then you WILL find an SP who will be ideal for you, no matter what you believe, so long as you're not heavily conditioned or compromised, because even with my conditioning I still had it show up. It was me that was the issue at that point, my inability to accept them as an individual and involve outside of the permissions of my parental figures who kept me in a lock and cage.

I've seen near 10's in my eyes physically be downgraded to sub 5's as soon as I knew who they were and what they lived by. Appearance isn't the whole thing. If you saw this one, man you'd be thinking she's the one, but as soon as you hear her talking about all the trash, yeah it's gross. Ew. No thanks. She lost the face and body card 100% and that's what I mean. There's more to attraction dynamics than face, else the normies throughout history and time wouldn't have gotten together to create us. It's all conditioned and manipulated to make us think we need to be a certain way to get attraction when that's NEVER been the case.

I just read through CJB's thesis (Christopher Jon Bjerknes) whom I've mentioned before believes that Jewry exists for the purposes of killing off the dumb idiot goyim. Wow that's something that I've written about before too. I said that they're the source of conditioning to pressurize us into expansion, except he believes that the earth is doing this. He believes that Jewry is a natural product of the earth for the purposes of having a way of wiping out the ignorant idiots. It's funny how our views differ slightly yet they're on the same trajectory in nature. By me making these weapons and eradicating the enemy I'd be in his views holding back eugenic expansion. It's proposed that this is all of the useless goy are basically built to conform to the ideas that the Jews create in order to effectively control and steer their devolution down back into extinction. Yeah I honestly can see that, considering that they want to wipe out our genetic nature because we're innately their enemy, and yet Chris takes it to the next level and says that this SHOULDN'T be stopped because it's inevitable as a means of the earth filtering genetics that work from those who don't. People like myself who can critically think and come up with new ideas and solutions, and like him, who was a source for Kabbalistic studies about Jewish supremacy which led me to then seeing through scripture as a plan for the eradication of all of us. Manifesting is the mediation of pressure gradients of thematic currents and you will be seemingly magically moved to see certain things, not because the universe or whatever is somehow changing to fit your belief, but that your stimulus response to certain ideas is built to lead you along the thematic sequencing like I was to see these things. That's how I see all of this, and the whole idea of "pre-destiny" in the pure sense of that term. It's not about spiritual pre-destiny but actually physical level thematic current pathway cascade pre-destiny that stimulates your circuits in a sequence that leads you into finding certain people and all that. This is how people find my work and resonate, because their innate state is drawn to me, just like your dream girl will find you and you will find her, simply by operating as yourself. That's how this all works as I've said, the innate thematic sequencing of the Jing unfolds into what it has capacity for, and your conditioning is the only thing getting in the way of that if it's built to attain higher states of being where you're not conforming to anything outside of yourself and you operate from your own agency.

CJB believes that Jewish parasites exist purely to destroy the dumb goyim. That's very insightful. I've thought about this before because I knew that scripture was a racial supremacy text back in 2021 and thought that the Jew was a force of satanic conditioning to wipe out most of the nations, so this isn't really new but the framing is new, under the perception of how earth being the seed for expansion must evolve DNA through enough overlapping to generate new ratios of affinity and thematic sequencing over time that the world we have now was inevitable from the start. The seed becomes what we are now, that the earth pre-destined this war. It's pretty profound to see it that way, and it's alchemical in a metaphysical sense and I can agree with this view, provided the mechanics of what he believes evolutionary expansion works through on a biochemical level. I don't believe that evolution is random mutations and trash, I actually see it more so as pressures on a wide scale steering things, process within process, as to take the spiritual expansion idea in this model, it's that the seed within us is an extension of the capacity of the earth itself (being the base material elements of water-ether-fire-earth-air) which BECOME us BECAUSE they exist to form into what we are now which is the same idea of the seed of Christ becoming the God in the end of the alchemy of scripture. So his view is alchemical in nature though not spiritual. I agree, I say that's in fact the only way things can work and I never said alchemical functions of the world around us don't exist or work, because that's how physics works, geometry integrated within other forms, and so this view can make sense and work as seeds becoming what we are now because of the components existing and the continual cycling of the environmental seasons and light and all these things. It's VERY alchemical in that sense. Putting the base elements under pressure to transform them into something greater than the sum of the parts. That's alchemical basis 101 so his view of Jewry being a part of this expansion of people like us who are not dumb idiot goyim who believe everything we're told without reason and we question everything, the people like us are WHAT are being CREATED as a result of Jewry destroying the lower state base material around us, representing the dumb goyim idiots.

I must give him credit for making me aware of the supremacist interpretation of kabbalah. I don't talk about Kabballah much because I honestly don't care about that system of alchemy but he's got the highest level decode ever made on that, so if you're someone who resonates with Kabballah studies for whatever reason then his books are the best for that, namely satanic secrets of Jesus Christ. It was just 2 months ago that I found this stuff so it's crazy how easily I saw all this line up with what I've been talking about and that was the last crack in the wall that led me to jump ship entirely from the psycho-spiritual alchemy doctrines. This guy also recognizes aetheric physics as well apparently. I've not seen his work on that but apparently it's out there. Funny how so much lines up. He's like an older form of me. Too bad he's totally ignorant about manifesting mechanics and such, which is my specialty contribution to this space.

What's also funny is that he says the dumb goyim I've been talking about for over a year now in the banned pages, he says they're the enemy of us and they SHOULD die off. Yeah I can see his point, because they're unable to experience the perceptual capacity that those who have critical thinking capacity do and it cannot be trained, especially these black and Arabs and other very low intelligence people. The dumb whites are also part of the issue, and they're also seen as part of the inferior people, which I can agree with. You know I censored some parts of my posts back in like Sept or so last year where I was going hardcore on calling other people inferior and lower class and all this because that's how I genuinely felt and it seems that owning this was always my key to vitality. His model of evolutionary expansion or whatever it's called (I don't know if there's a name for it) comes close to my idea of vitalism, that life and vital current are fundamental, that the aether is fundamental and is really what all things comprise. The reason I mention CJB again is because he's released a new "religion" called "eternal survivors" that's basically vitalism put into another container, as I explained above. I'm sticking with vitalism because it's functionally able to describe how all functions of consciousness and biology work (almost all of biology) which his model is missing and he simply puts people into basic boxes. It's very rudimentary but it's in principle closely related to RS in that way.

If you take the dynamics of how the currents work with how SP attraction works and how they get stimulated from what we ARE expressing as WHO we are innately, then you can also extend this into other areas too. You can extend this into the areas of anything related to human interactions because it's still the same. Manifesting girls just ends up with reproduction and such, where as friends in a platonic sense and such don't go there, hopefully not.

CJB says basically that I SHOULDN'T build weapons to destroy the Jews before the end of the dumb goy plays out and to not interfere with this natural process. I want to eradicate them, though he says they'll kill themselves off in the end. I can't fully agree in terms of complete extinction, but perhaps they will. I want to do that job myself, and I'm willing to wait until they fulfill their plans to drop bombs on the main cities and nuke tens to hundreds of millions of people and send in kill drones to clean up the rest. I need a better position of self sufficiency to survive in that state though because my current capacity to produce and grow food here is barely enough for like a month tops. If I'm going to wait until after the mass killings of the dumb goyim then it'll mean developing these weapons will be way harder, so I need to have the weapons complete BEFORE the time but to not USE them until after to ensure that the enemy AND the dumb goyim idiots are all killed off which would be the best way to act since they're filtered out and removed from the equation and their thematic sequencing ceases to exist. That's what CJB proposes. I'm willing to go along with that, though I want to have the weapons ready to go when the time comes to finish them off after the dust settles. Killing off the filth before their plans are fulfilled will only keep the dumb goy going longer and delay the seeming inevitable plans of manifesting a superior race of people who have higher thematic sequencing and innate capacities of perception. It's insane how well his model lines up with everything I've learned too. Maybe I can replace CJB myself, considering he thinks he's also the only one on earth who knows stuff. We'll see. He's very experienced and studied but I don't know where he's got specific advantages in interpretation outside of Kabbalah studies because my model is far more functional when it comes to actually breaking down the metaphysical nature of how biology and psychology work on a current level. He's not even close to touching on that and recognizing the accuracy of TCM for example. The competitive being in me wants to supersede CJB, but I can hold off and hear his views out more to ensure that I'm correctly interpreting his model and if I still find obvious holes then I will destroy his work too just like I did to everyone else, though considering how clearly he's illuminated Jewish supremacy and even provided some extra history points that I wasn't aware of (which I credited him for those in earlier pages when I was discussing Nazi ties to Jewish supremacy and other wars over time) so that's something I didn't have but so what. The whole picture needs to be connected to a vital model, and so far RS is still the highest example of that.

Oh yeah, I also got a client email telling me that the herbs I prescribed them a month ago have worked wonders for their state. No mental stuff needed. Herbs work the mechanisms of the currents and manifests then the psychology of that. This is why I have been able to see so clearly lately because I'm not depleted as much and the capacities are running closer to optimal levels.

CJB also believes in legal processes and such, which I think is total trash. No chance there. This idea of forming private military forces is stupid that'll never work. There's not enough people who are intelligent enough to back that up with force. I agree in principle but I don't see that working. As I said I would PREFER a legal or whatever way out of this but that's not happening so mass death is the way to go it seems. I also believe he's got a blood stasis issue and his Jing is depleting, considering he's graying way before he should and he's got his stomach and possibly liver with stagnations and heat. I can just tell. He's not physically vital, but neither am I on some levels either, I've got issues still to nourish so, but his are very obvious. He must sleep badly. His liver blood is totally ruined because he's got glasses so that's clearly pointing to JIng depletion. My mum had to wear glasses by 16. The spleen issue likely led to the blood being depleted, which is funny because I had liver blood issues become clearly obvious at that age for me too. Genetic issues are very real.

The one thing CJB hasn't done is connect the archaix model of history with Jewish supremacist doctrine which only I seem to have done so far, as people in both camps deny the accuracy of each others models. I see how they both line up. That's an important step in how I came to accept that the spiritual inevitability of these events happening wasn't even a thing and that it was all just whack brain filth Jewish trash doing this. Jews are the most disgusting filth ever created. This is what I was writing about back in the banned pages, no surprises they had to be taken down.

My hot water has been malfunctioning again and I've had to spend most of my time fixing it. I had to replace a regulation valve like 4 months ago and now I need to do more work on this thing and spend more to fix it.

I've studied deeper into his explanation of weapons systems using the aether and it's a very similar model to what I'm talking about, as in the silent, invisible, and lethal, like supernatural power. That's what I'm working on too and have spent time building out in the past when I was full on wanting to wipe Israel off the face of the earth entirely. It seems we both understand this then, given what I've studied, which he reveals VERY little but having already had experience with this I believe I can interpret what he's talking about. My weapons will be invisible and lethal and instantaneous and can operate at a theoretical infinite distance provided the math lines up, but the more distant the target is from the weapon the more difficult accurate targeting will be due to inefficiencies in the design and power delivery which isn't entirely lossless so that will need to be considered.

One of the most important things you need to accept and live by is that other people are vastly inferior on many levels than you are if you understand what RS preaches as truth. You are innately superior in your perceptive capacity. Those who would've jumped ship by now aren't going to make it to this point. They are inferior. Their intelligences within their field geo are inferior and incapable of correct perceptions. When you kill off the idea that there's spiritual equality between people then you're free to see clearly and operate as such. This was the revelation I recently had and have written about which deconditioned me so much I feel like I've reversed my age with how much vitality I've had free up from this shift. When you can be willing to live from a view that sees others as ignorant idiots because you can see how compromised they are and how they expect you to conform, you then know how to respond where cope is the LAST thing you'd consider and to basically fully remove these people from the influence in your life. You operate as though they're useless idiots who have nothing of benefit to offer, because most of the time, simply speaking, they can't. Just look at modern NG LOA space. It's filled with idiots everywhere and I have made videos and provided extensive documentation exploring all of this and 99% still can't figure it out because their foundational perceptual ability is lacking, it's inferior and they simply can't see the forest for the trees. This is why the attitude I'm presenting is more than likely going to be thematically associated on a composition level with those who are superior, such as myself and the handful of people who understand this. This must be recognized as the real reason why the world sucks, because abuse continues to perpetuate because the people are simply incapable of free thought and free expression.

Yes those who are superior will still be conditioned in ways because it's literally everywhere but we see through it and destroy that influence, as I've done and have documented my own journey with this over the years. We learn and adjust from what we see, because at the end of the day it's going back to logic and reasoning and connecting somatic reality sensations to meanings and outcomes of decisions thinking actions and all that. Operate as though the world around you is simply filled with people who have a limited time left to exist before the abusive system pulls the plug on them. The destructive wars will begin within a year or so most likely, to the point where there will be mass casualties. This is the end of the world as we know it because it was all built by the parasitic filth to farm the abused idiots into the plans the Jewish supremacists have set out ahead of time in the scriptures. The idiots exist to be killed off, according to Jewish interpretation. That's what they believe, they believe that the goy must all die off no matter what, and it has to happen according to ritual processes, which is why they spent thousands of years farming people into the current position and to manufacture conflicts between people to benefit their own plans. That's how this world works, it's not spiritual AT ALL and those who believe that are ignorant idiots who will die off in the coming time, and good riddance you lowly creatures. So the more clearly we can perceive who's functional from those who aren't (which has been the point of all notebook pages 29 till now especially) then the more clearly we can not be conditioned by the games they play. We become immune to these systems of control and we become the ones who can condition the masses of idiots. They will no longer have the right to manipulate us, because we see them as the problem just as much as the Jewish filth because both parties are parasites in a sense, both feeding off each other until the game is over.

We are the only people who see through all of this, truly. Do not lower yourself to the level of this parasitic influence from the masses of conditioned idiots and accept that we are the superior ones who have the perceptual capacities beyond the rest who can see through the manipulation and we can call it out knowing we're correct and the backlash from the crowd will be proof of our superiority and their ignorance. That's how this works. We don't live to get their approval, we live for the truth regardless of their approval. You will be punished by the system for this but as I've experienced it won't stop someone with a real spirit of the blazing passion for truth and reason and fact. You will pathologize these hating tendencies and when the dumb idiots try to attack you in whatever way they do (which I've become VERY familiar with and how they repeat the same scripts every time because everything they believe is second hand and not synthesized from a higher innate nature) but you will KNOW that THEY ARE the problem. You will fully recognize, accept, and act on that. You will manifest the top tier girls into your life operating this way, the REAL smart ones who REALLY see through the trash and they will sucker up to a real man who's not a conditioned beta little boy. You will gain the respect of other real people, we will group together this way, BY BEING REAL AND OPERATING AS OURSELVES.

This has been my revelations relating SP manifesting and really how all manifestation works. All the work in building out the mechanics of thematic supply/demand and translation into a working model have led to this, and the common thread I've seen in my work, which is hating the people who harm you and see them as the problem to free yourself from conditioning, then it all works. Manifesting as I've said years ago is just being yourself without compromise, no matter how that is. Intensity is necessary for me to make progress, for some it can be relaxing more, or a mixture to establish the somatic reality to BECOME the person who's in that state, FEELING the way THEY WANT TO which drives then the functions of the aetheric pressure gradients representing thematic currents in supply/demand translating into psychological somatic reality phenomena. That's how it works, in all cases without exception. I'm the only one on earth who's figured that out, it seems. I'm also one of the few people on earth who recognizes the enemy as they are and the inferiority of other people around you who will condition you and keep you stuck, Why do some people decondition and others can't? The answer is simple. They're incapable of it and will be unable to maintain a state that is nourishing to them because innately they've been bread into that state through dysgenic effects the filth have played on us as part of their supremacist doctrine. There are now WAY more pathological idiots who are incapable of clear perceptions, and their limitations will become what you will perceive if you're higher than them, but your clarity of their inferiority and how you hate having to compromise for them and try to help them when every time they slap you in the face with the same old patterns they revert back to, it's BECAUSE THEY CAN'T CHANGE IT'S GENETIC!

That sounds INSANE to 99.999+% of people but that's really how things seem to be. The reason why I hate people so much and the reason why I have experienced the qi stagnations is because this is in fact how reality works, and my holding onto the need to deny this feeling, that's what ruined my liver among other factors. It was chronic qi stagnation that burned up my blood even more than the spleen issue did and on top of that then all the work I've been doing of dancing on the fence for years HAD TO BREAK, which is has and now I feel more vital than ever. I have spring in my step, I felt it this morning. It's insane how different I feel now that I accept this view of reality. It's functional for almost everyone who's of this innate quality of clear perception. The useless idiots won't benefit from this, because they'll just become more pathogenic. They don't have innate clarity of perception, to accurately assess threats, act on them, recognize sensations of somatic reality, among other things. They're also drawn to dysfunctional sexual partners which is why family abuse occurs. Narcs get with the borderlines. It's the same story. They're attracted because they're operating from that state. Can they restore more function? Yeah to a degree they can because even those people have conditioned overlays but they will never function like us. They will never accept and see things clearly and if they say they do they'll revert back to looking for leaders to move them around and be manipulated. Why? Because that's who they are.

Not all pathogenic psychology is conditioned, some just are built to be pathological. I've seen this endlessly in my own life, where some people will listen to me and learn my work and then down the line they'll just throw it all away and jump ship when I'm not there. These idiots will always return to a state of compromise and conditioned response to life to fit in, and you won't see it at face value but when you see the behavioral patterns of continual searching for cope and reasons why they can't change things or they have the "what do we do then" response will just be more of these idiots preaching from their inferior state. Their lack of fire, that lack of spirit for truth, that lack of innate drive to be genuinely a higher being of moral compass, of truth, of higher pursuits in life, of original thought, of being a functional human being, these qualities are what these inferior people lack. They cannot again them and if they seem to it's just fake and won't last when the environmental factors which inspired that in them change. They will ALWAYS seek another box to put themselves in and you'll see it over and over and over and they won't think for themselves and continue searching for people to tell them what to think, even if they're not "mainstream" or whatever. I see it over and over and over and over and after seeing enough of this you get to a point where you just have to accept the reality that most people are just dumb idiot goy who are going to die off. That's how things are.

Manifestation therefore is a function of just operating from who YOU want to be. You don't need to break down beliefs or whatever trash. Start with this baseline perception, that everyone is just another dumb goy who wants to get something out of you in a pathogenic way, because that's all they can do. You don't give them time or space or attention. You let them just suffer in the system designed for them so that they suffer. Let them suffer. Let them die off. That's all you can do because your energy being put in to try change them will be useless and a waste of time. You'll see them attack certain so called beliefs and whatever from their past conditioning and change in various ways but look between the lines and you'll find they'll tend back towards finding an authority to follow, or something to gain from conforming to a certain view that's got support for it. The SR crowd is one that's probably the next most deluded next to NG LOA and such. Those people are very ignorant and lack experience with these things as well as correct theory to back it up and yet everyone who is on board with it is supported and anyone there who is like me saying that only certain people should retain, we're attacked as gooners or whatever cope trash they throw at you for having a view that's not supported by the rest which can be backed up with mountains of data. I had emails from people who read these latest pages saying they're done with my work because I'm a hater of everyone and I'm just angry still from my past. Nope. That's exactly what I mean. I've experienced these things, and I technically "manifested" them because that's how supply/demand works, always. It's proof right there of this happening automatically without ever thinking or imagining or whatever else. It's a world filled with idiots who cannot think for themselves, and we're not going to conform to any of their insane ideas and we're going to be real and visceral and not hold back our innate response to keep them happy. If they attack you for not conforming to a certain expectation, then screw them, you know they're part of the masses of idiots who want you small and weak and pathetic and conforming to the world around you instead of being your own person.

EVERYBODY who believes in spiritual realities are all ignorant trash. EVERYBODY who believes in ANY form of political theatre are idiots. EVERYBODY who buys into the idea that we're all equal and have equal opportunities are idiots. I use to believe this to some extent myself, but that's long gone now. The few years between 2015-2016 where I was in new age trash died off real quick because I knew it didn't work and that's when from 2017-2018 I targeted the correct enemy of the filthy Jewish parasites and then started studying aetheric physics in 2019 to build weapons systems to eradicate this filth back in 2021-22, That period was also when I was at my worst in a vital sense, I was SO LOW and I only lived that way because I was still compromising and conditioning my response on different levels, and I still believed in white Israel too which was cope trash but that's dead now as well. All of that has changed. You can see the gradual expansion, it wasn't all in one hit but as a bit of thought is spent contemplating with these things and being in a state where new data just falls into my lap to support my research, then I was able to transform my state rapidly as you've seen over the time I've been doing RS. I don't do this to benefit in any way, I do it because it's the reality, and calling everybody in NG LOA idiots is bound to get massive disapproval, even though it's true, and almost all of them are heavily conditioned. I was for about 2 years one of them too. I lived that way, though I will say I learned from that suffering without needing external help because I just saw enough errors between what I experienced and knew already compared to what I was told and didn't keep gaslighting myself when I accepted that I need to kill of the mentalist view. Because I was so depleted on Jing, my biology was weak, and that only made my psychology more weak as well, though that fire never died even in the darkest times when I was basically on deaths door. I never accepted death or anything and I never will. I will fight till the end for the facts of what I know to be true about how things work and I will gain nourishment from this.

Life isn't all about relaxing and coping with how disgusting the world around you really is. It's about operating correctly as yourself who sees things clearly and doesn't delude, deny, ignore, or any of that cope nonsense. You live with your truth, no matter what, and that's what drives your decisions in life without exception. That's how you manifest. You kill off the need to live according to the expectations of the world. Screw doing any of this deep belief work, and while yes it was beneficial for me to do that, it was that work that brought me to the understanding I'm at now, and looking back, if I had what I have now in my mind as a basis to work from, then all that pathway work wouldn't have really been necessary, We simply don't cope, don't deny, don't ignore, don't delude, be real, be real all the time, because that's what the world hates. It hates real independent thinkers who DO have the FACTS and can BACK IT UP. They will make that a pathology and they'll say you're a narc or whatever cope they'll throw, but they'll NEVER have an intelligent discussion about how and why and they'll ALWAYS deny and delude and ignore and divert and cope and all that. You'll find this to be the case always. Ever since I was even in highschool I'd have these types of chats with people and they'd think they understand when they don't. The people who go after you will never be able to explain anything intelligible and it'll always be ignorant cope trash to justify why they attack you and try to pull you into their low view, usually sponsored and marketed by Jewish filth at source without knowing.

This is how we live. That's how functional people manifest. That's how I manifested all my success, according to how I lived and who I was being. If anyone attacks you because you don't conform to a certain expected standard they've adopted that's limited in scope and is just another cope for them to deny reality, then you know you're speaking to another ignorant idiot. If they contemplate on what you say then they're likely on the spectrum of being like you. There's different ratios of all of this in us. The ones with massively powerful hearts like me tend to not sucker up to anyone. I've always been the most intelligent person in my life wherever I go, and I never saw that as something I had, even though I knew I performed better than pretty much anyone at anything I wanted to. It's a genetic capacity, ratios of currents that seem to be more favourable by the current direction we're being moved in. All the people that tolerate self hatred, like all the tolerance of white hatred especially as an obvious example, then you know you're dealing with idiots. Anyone who copes there is part of the problem, though as the hand is forced more of these people will come to recognize that they are manipulated but then they'll clamor for the solution that'll be granted to them by the enemy. Here it's one nation, the new political party that everybody I know who's in cope land is hyping up out of pure ignorance. These low IQ whackos will defend Pauline Hanson as someone who will save Australia. Yeah no chance the whole one nation party are compromised and all these people are playing their allotted scripted roles as was set up decades in advance for this very moment. All the manipulations were crafted according to a fixed timeline of events, which is how they validate the religious spiritual stuff too when it never was divine prophesy it was omnicidal plans.

This is why NG was a useful idiot, and why I get a ton of hate for saying that, despite it being true, because he was wrong and the idiots that think they know how this works have NOTHING to back up their reasoning and are just delusional fools coping with the fact that their lives suck. Almost everybody in NG LOA is the same. They're all idiots coping and denying and don't have the fire to cut through the trash. That's why I came out on my last video and called all the coaches "cope coaches" because it's true, and yet my latest video got WAY less likes than usual ratios. Why? Because it's the disapproval of the idiots trying to cope as I've been saying. All of it is coping, it's all delusional, it's all denying and deluding and hoping and clinging to salvation through a certain means which they know doesn't work but they won't change because they can't. They MUST find a savior who they can cling to, because that's how they operate. They are no different from the "sheep" spoken about in scriptural, The Christ and his sheep, the political leader who's a psychopath who's manipulating the dumb idiots into compliance with their own destruction. It's always the same game, and that's how they move the people over time throughout history and how they manufacture their own persecution to manipulate the dumb idiots. This is the reality we live in, and what we're dealing with. This is the world we live in and it can be proven systematically on all levels. That's why it's the truth, the truth that nobody wants to be known speaking of because it's the forbidden subject. Seeing others as not equal and actually as inferior in many obvious ways, that's a truly heretical view in our world now. That's the opposite of what the cope doctrine of scripture preaches. Love your enemy is what we're going up against because this attitude keeps you stuck.

"Ive told you before about me thinking that i was worse than everyone else and i felt like i had a curse. Well today i could release that conditioning. Before ive always thougt that i needed to BELIEVE that i was better then ive assumed and that im not worst at everything. But from my conditioning from my dad and me trying/wanting him to change, obviously i couldnt. But i got the feeling that he was somehow superior. Since ive had that belief everywhere else. That everyone Else was superior to me. But me being real with myself Made me realize that im not the one that needs to become more superior. I realized that everyone Else has their own trash and brought that onto me. So i could see everyone less then they are. Especially my dad. That in fact made me more powerful and superior. And ive felt this release the whole day."

This right here is a quote from a client that was sent to me this morning. This is exactly what I've been saying, and I've been making this clear in my latest videos. You "throw back" the trash onto who gave it to you and see them as the problem. That's how I got out of my box, and how pretty much everybody does. It's the same thing. This is how it works, as I've proven extensively already but it should be so obvious considering here's another testimony from someone who's experienced this, someone who came to the same conclusions as me without prompting. They just had the same insight about seeing others as the problem and not you. We are superior, BECAUSE we don't HAVE TO conform to the views and expectations and conditions of the world. We are superior because we don't have the attitude towards life these idiots do. Truly accept and see that the world around you that's full of idiots all wanting to be seen, known, recognized, accepted, loved, all of these things, see them as wanting a supply they'll never get because they can't give it to themselves and never will. All the cope methods about "nervous system regulation" come from these copemaxxers who relax their way out of feeling the fire towards the trash of this world and do everything to avoid feeling those sensations because they're considered "bad". You need to the point where you don't cope at all with how you feel, you don't needlessly sink charge outside of establishing balance if that's necessary, like how SR can benefit guys with empty heat patterns and such. It's that we apply therapeutic field geo orienting methods to restore a baseline of balance so that out innate responses don't become more pathogenic to the biology through the hormone pathways.

The issue is always that we deny innate expression because it's not tolerated by the world around us and this leads to stag and all the rest. The idiots who don't have clarity will still cope and end up with stag because they're still being abused but still circle back to the same responses of denying and deluding and coping with all the trash they do and that's why they keep getting destroyed and the parasites stay in power. They're victims and keep cycling into being victims on loop. One abuser goes, the next takes the place. Welcome to most relationship stories. It's the same trash. One is abusive, the other is pathogenically compromised and coping and in fear of leaving that person or whatever and they live in constant acceptance of being a victim, even if they are victimized. I couldn't accept that. I had to kill off my parental figures who controlled and manipulated me and I had my life ruined in the best years because of it, but it gave me the experience to see clearly how this all works. If I had more root pressure back when I was like 16 or so and acted on that fully instead of coping like I was for that time then I'd have likely killed off their influence and manifested the life I wanted to experience and felt the way I wanted to. That took me years of being stuck and it sucked but I learned and now I see through all of it and I can explore all of that in every bit of detail to provide a framework where others can apply it too, even if they're part of the useless idiots. Even the cope idiots can still eventually learn these things too to a degree and speak on them, I see it, but these people will still always have a framework of self hatred in some other way, be it believing in spiritual realities, believing in some salvation figure that's going to come and change the world, or any form of "parental rescue fantasy" as I call it. It's the same thing. Just because someone is psychotically adept on a technical level doesn't make them intelligent, and you'll find they all learn the established methods and don't develop their onw views from what works like I've done here with RS and continue to refine it to make it better every day.

This is why seeing other people are lower than you is how you live the life you want, because the conditioning loses all power when you see that it's just other peoples trash you've been accepting and tolerating and that you CAN feel the way YOU want to feel and that'll filter out the ones who will show up for you and the ones who won't. That's all that's going on and all the NG LOA cope coach trash will deny this over and over and they'll point to fake success stories and all this useless jargon to prove I'm wrong or whatever, Whenever someone throws around success stories, especially from a bunch of bot accounts, then you know they're heavily delusional and can't back anything up with real case studies that can be broken down as to how the interactions and shifts in state took place, what currents changes, how they felt differently in response and how they filtered reality differently. There's none of this it's just "oh I repeated affirmations and got this miracle happen and so that proves the law works" which is inane because isolating variables proves this doesn't work. Most of them are either fake or massively inflated. Upwards of 95% are fake in truth. Assume that the story is fake. They make money from it so of course they'll show tons of them and use this as proof for the idiots to keep being manipulated. I remember having those thoughts too but I didn't continue to deny my experience and I accepted that these people are manipulating us.

So that's the world we live in, for real. It's really bad, but at the same time, the life you want is available just by being real and no longer living for the comfort of other people.

Become selfish, and only share the insights you have with the close people to you who are of like nature. Nobody else. Use the rest for their function, because that's all they can do anyway.

The insights you have come from your DNA, not from some invisible reality. It comes from your innate capacities for clear perceptions without delusional overlays and conditioning. Accepting conditioning is a genetic defect. It's a defect and makes you inferior. I'm nowhere near perfect compared to what I COULD BE, but what I do have is ENOUGH of the qualities of the superior race that I can move beyond it when I see it reliably in time of analyzing and seeing it clearly for what it is. Clear perceptions ONLY come from DNA that's capable of that clear perception. Noting else. You cannot train it, which is why no matter what you do to help the useless idiots they always go back to default dumb dumb mode every time. They're useless idiots. Fact. My term is correct deal with it and cope harder. These people are all useless idiots, "useless eaters" as the Rockefellers said about the goy. They're right on that level, and it took me a while to recognize this fully but it's true. Over the last year especially it's become abundantly obvious to me beyond any other time of seeing this point. We must be willing to take this view and apply it all the way, else we fail our task and the actions we take as a result of our DNA only reveal our own inferiority.

Don't be a useless idiot. You don't have to save them. You can't. Let them all die off and suffer because that's all they can do, else they'd demonstrate with their actions competency but they can't. That's proof of what I mean. They cannot change because it's their DNA, just like these black morons who almost all of them are the dumbest of dumb and have the lowest collective intelligence of all people on earth. These people are the most useless idiots of all, and everybody knows that they're not preferred for reproduction because nobody would choose race mixing unless it's the conditioned ignorant idiots who follow the trends put out by Jewish filth. BBC for example, as a crude one, tricks a lot of women the way that these perfectly sculpted female forms you see in anime (hentai is apparently the most searched form of corn surprisingly) which suck in the deluded moron guys out there into gooning their kidney juice out and then their Zhi falls apart and they become docile weak pathetic wimps who no girl would ever want to touch. This is modem incel culture, because men just as much as women are conditioned into dysfunction. The women have their desired used against them and the men have theirs used against them too, it's the same trash on both sides being used to destroy us. Nobody who's white and is hot would want to reproduce with black or any other inferior race out there though. They're all disgusting if we're honest, like how Indians for example have festivals where they throw trailers of stored cow manure at each other (yes I know it's only a few villages but still it's disgusting and only happens in India) and swim in disease filled rivers and drink unclean water and are just gross. A girl I knew who did cleaning for upper class hotels around the coast told me that Indians were always the most disgusting people to stay there and left all kinds of mess around. This is their genetics. The blacks, it's their genetics. The whites who are pathetic idiots too, it's their genetics. It's all the same thing. I back whites just as much, even though we're objectively more beautiful and we all know that. Only the cope idiots would say otherwise. Almost all media that's gooned to is with white women, or asians,, for a reason you fools. No guy wants a black girl or an Indian girl or Arab girls or whatever, That's just gross. Their own men don't even want them, they prefer our own women, for a reason. No duh?

So there you have it. Racial superiority is a thing and it's not spiritual or whatever Julius Evola likes to think about there being a spiritual quality which I've fully outgrown at this point. I use to respect Evola a lot and saw him as a high level thinker but he's really not with the insights I've recently had. That's what I mean, I'm really at the top now and it's blowing my mind. I have the answers to all of this stuff and no matter what I don't compromise to keep others happy. I call other people disgusting filth when necessary because it's true and it's how things simply are. If you disagree and like to think we're all equal or whatever then good luck coping when the food trucks stop bringing supplies to the stores and it becomes a dog eat dog world. You won't think we're all equal for long when you get raided by the very people you'd defend as equals before when their survival instincts kick in. Good luck coping with reality and "regulating" your nervous system because that's all you can do. GLHF.

I still see some cope with my girl though. She's smart but still not smart enough to really be up to my expectation. I accept that limitation with her, and perhaps it's a compromise I need to challenge and make the decision to manifest someone who's aligned to my higher state and fully kill off the old me. I'll make that decision in more clarity, she's changed a LOT for me but again there's limits to this. Her DNA only goes so far, just like the rest. The fact that she's got degrees of hesitation towards REPRODUCTIVE sex, that's one of the things that hasn't changed much and I won't tolerate that long term and since the pattern is obviously that she's unable to change that despite being pressured with how I feel then it will need to either change or I change to get what I need. No compromise. It's not been a real pressure for me consciously because I'm not planning on that at this point considering my current situation and resources and plans to possibly end up in conflicts so I don't think that children is even on the cards at this point unless I can establish a safe sanctuary for that to happen which I don't have at the moment. We must be willing to leave behind everything that's not aligned to what we want and how we want to feel and the somatic reality of that through conditioned expressions of innate self. If someone won't change then it's time to leave and move on, because you're wasting time. My current relationship that's got almost 4 years on it now has taught me A LOT and I've seen how she changes and all this, and how the stimulation dynamics work and everything else around that. Learned a lot from this experience.

If my girl doesn't change her attitude then I'll have to live from the state and make decisions from that state, because that's how I WANT to feel. Inferior people can get out. If I decide to jump ship I will make that known here for the date to be logged but we'll see. I was contemplating not mentioning this factor but I've decided that I might as well go all the way with my analysis since there's really nothing to lose anyway other than more cope trash coming my way being critical of how "DJ didn't change his SP" or whatever. I've changed SO MUCH about her, and it was what taught me how this works most obviously because I saw it happen in realtime over the years where she'd 180 and stay that way. The thing is there's still walls that must be climbed, and some of them seem infinitely tall. I must make the decision soon if no solution is attained so I can move forward with these times. She's a good girl but I don't stick with people who have conflicts like this that I can't cope with. I don't care who you are or what history you have, if you're a cause of compromise then you're going to get lost or change. Coping will only keep me in the low state. The sparks are INSANELY powerful but that won't cloud my view. I can assure you that, even when it's strong. That's where most men fall off the cliff and devalue themselves. They cope for the tingles. Nah I'm not like that. Nothing you offer me with that will keep me in cope. I mastered SR if necessary so nothing can mess with me on that level now. I'm more vital now than I've been in ages so I know I can get anyone who's resonant to my state. It'll be effortless and just "happen" because I'm being me. That's how all SP manifesting works. I've become a master at this.

17/6/26

I just fully accepted that NG LOA only exists and was promoted by these factions and has so much money put into it BECAUSE it too is PART OF THE MANIPULATION OF THE DUMB IDIOTS. That's literally ALL that it serves, it's just another "stay in your head" and never viscerally nourish your vitality and be moved into a higher state for real method. It's all cope trash, all ignorance. I proved that even the modern NG LOA was manipulated from what NG himself taught, but that doesn't make what NG himself said true. All the people that believe in this are the lowest of vitality of all, the ones who are heavily compromised and coping with the fact that they are existing in a lower state and can't change the world around them. They cling to mentalism because it's another "god" to them, LITERALLY. ANYBODY who worships a god of any form, including their own being or parts of their own being, including alchemical views as well of how the elements comprise the whole, these people are looking for a savior because that's all they can perceive, They got conditioned by parental figures because that's their state, that becomes their story, and all the parental rescue fantasy stuff then gets expressed in the spiritual systems of putting different parts of reality into the status of being god, or are divine in some way and are there to help them be better. Anyone who believes in this without questioning it, and will defend it, and support it, these people are conditioned and on top of that are innately incapable of moving into correct perceptions by accurately assessing threats and seeing how this is all manufactured in order to manipulate. These people cannot see that because they're not capable of it, because they MUST find a savior.

This is a lack of Shen fundamentally, the spirit, the fire, and the innate being who's beyond the expectations of the world. It's functional ego, desire, being and perceptual bandwidth. Someone with strong Zhi-Hun-Shen-Yi-Po connections will be a higher functioning genetically superior person with the sensitivities and efficiency to manifest fundamentally different perceptions of reality around them. This is why we've all been taught that reality is subjective, to deny this fact. It's objective and those of us who CAN see that are seen as the problem for saying things are as they are without a subjective lens. This is the cancer of Jewish supremacist doctrine and how they manipulate us at the core. This is DESIGNED PERFECTLY for the dumb idiots who don't have the capacity to perceive clearly and so will buy into a relative subjective solipsistic view of reality which is why relativity and quantum mysticism has taken off. It's another manifestation of sciences being manipulated, where as before the fixed frame of reference of the aether was always what was accepted as true. They preach these seeming contradicting models, like wave particle duality to confuse the ignorant people who can't think clearly and offer a solution as subjectivity and consciousness playing a role in reality fundamentally. This mentalist view permeates all facets of this space and everybody who preaches it is an inferior race to us who can see beyond that. Fact. They do not have the capacity to perceive clearly what's real and what's not, and so they will believe in subjectivity and buy into these ideas because that's all they can experience, even when told and provided with all the data to the contrary. That's why only a handful of people still keep up with my notebook pages these days since I've pulled the band aid off and have called out all the lower people who can't accept the facts and will see me as the issue despite offering nothing of fact to back up their reasoning.

I've seen this script play out my whole life, and that's why I'm one of the only ones out there who can see it clearly. I've been teaching fixed functions and fixed frame of reference since the start and it was all the work I did in studying the history of physics and how it was manipulated that led me to this in the early days. Then I got deeper into understanding the delusions of the subjective interpretations of alchemy and metaphysics and fully disproved those models and now we've killed NG LOA off entirely.

I woke up this morning with a fire that was very intense. It was wild. it was like I instantly got up and was ready to kill and hunt the enemy and tear them to shreds. I didn't think that but that's what it feels like, this fire to destroy is constant and doesn't go out.

We are here to be real, to be objective, to not buy into the massive conditioning force of subjectivity which permeates all facets of what's popular and profitable and gains you social standing. It's like this by design, because the ones who believe in this are playing the role of the ignorant sheep of the Christ in scripture who will be killed off in the end. This is the world we live in. There are fixed functions, fixed facts, fixed fundamental principles and not mental, relative, subjective or solipsistic interpretations of reality that don't offend or place standing on anyone as superior or inferior. It's all one, all equal, all tolerant of everyone's differences, all just one big melting pot to destroy real higher consciousness and mix it into this waste sludge that comes out at the bottom. You drop gold particles into a slurry of waste then it'll get lost in that waste and discarded because it's effectively made invisible and ceases to exist as a stand out differentiated form. We must be the gold particles who don't fall into the slurry of waste product and operate as the functional race who can perceive clearly and live without compromising to fit in. Every time you cope and compromise you fall into the slurry and get turned into waste like the rest of the genetically inferior people who can't see the forest for the trees.

Just got off a longer call. I had predicted everything. TCM is so accurate. This guy has insane levels of blood stagnation all from repression. I really stretched my legs with this one.

One of the big secrets with all of this is seeing how alchemy DOES apply. I KNOW there's no alchemy of the so called spirit in the abstract metaphysical sense of there being something to transform that's non physical. The aether always plays a role in that but the aether itself isn't really what's transforming as a whole through us. It is but our personal journey isn't complete through it. We're like a single part of what comprises that whole process. Process within process. Seed containing what it has within it for it to grow into what it has capacity for. These fundamentals of alchemy are still observed in reality. The metaphysical studies on that level, things we can observe clearly and demonstrate, all of those things still work, though attaching them to a cosmology of non physical existence is and always has been the issue. I've really taught this since the start anyway since I recognized the aetheric physics was how these seeming non physical phenomena occur anyway. The thing is we need to interpret the alchemical doctrine as the real science of material evolution. Alchemy is fundamentally evolutionary process metaphysically and elementally explained. The alchemy of the soul into an androgynous form is the false alchemical doctrine. The elements becoming one thing is played out on a macro level stage and not a personal stage. We're told it's a personal stage, and that through accepting ourselves as the God which is all things then we are aware of being the whole universe or whatever, but that's the incorrect interpretation and the doctrine of mental cosmology which is fundamentally self hating as I explained before. It sees yourself as all things and so you get put into this box of never being real because everything you experience is all apparently yourself, and so you're in a cycle where any change in state must change the world around you and any "negative" attitude towards life will make the world show the result of that. This is nonsense as we know and can prove but they took the phenomena of these thigs we see with LOA can put an incorrect mentalist interpretation onto it. ANYTHING that's mental as primary cause is a false doctrine and built by the enemy. This is where we get stuck and repress innate nature, because in those systems ANY critique of the outside will be a critique of self, and so you get locked into performing for everybody to never fall into a seeming critical state. This is why it doesn't work and continues to cause delusional thinking.

We need to see alchemy in the context of how we are a component of the whole. Cells in a body. This is what I thought when I was in science class back in 2016 when we were doing astronomy studies. Yeah I randomly had the idea that we were like cells in the body of the world. It's KIND of that way, but not really. Breaking it down in biological terms isn't the best way to see it but it's similar in principle.

The phenomena of "precognition" as a translation mechanism of activated pathways are where real so called spiritual visions come from. It's a translation of overlapping fields interpreted through the Hun, which biologically MAY have something to do with the "gut brain" as bacteria MAY play a role in forming some of that structure, since the ether element relates to liver and digestion as well, though the microbes in the digestive tract would be more earth as spleen than ether as liver. If it's not that then it would simply be nervous system, brain, structures that have the capacity for receiving and translating these currents within the aether Really the currents ARE the aether since that's all that moves, and we are like tuning forks, or more like trillions of tuning forks, and these all overlap and interact and generate what we perceive of as the phenomena of consciousness and such. The non physical experiences that are claimed to be proof of the spiritual cosmologies of invisible beings and deities as conscious archetypical powers which the alchemist taught theurgy is done through, this to me would more so be translated through those who have the functional structures to attune to these aetheric currents can ACTUALLY PERCEIVE those aspects on the seeming subtle as spontaneous intuitive impulse, flashes of visions, sounds, or whatever else. There are real visions, as I've explained, I've experienced these as predictive myself many times, and this in effect also can explain some of how the whole idea of "synchronicity" works. It's always working but unconsciously really. This predictive function of thematic translation has been turned into spiritual cosmology of higher forces we must integrate as abstract aspects of reality itself that we contain receptors for to become those things within us and use them as our power. This makes sense in theory, though in application, it's never been demonstrated. That level of alchemy isn't a thing as far as I can say. though the level we CAN apply has to do with predictive functions by having the clear receptors to perceive them.

In aetheric physics, at least the modified form I was working with from around 2021-22 which includes phase conjugate theory, it sees the platonic solids as primary geometry for how all process within process can integrate. Alchemy interpreted through this lens sees us as a part of that geometry comprising a greater geometry. CJB claims to have a model of geometry though I have yet to see a decode of these details to know where that's pointing to. I believe that it likely includes platonic forms, but we'll see if I ever get to find those details and compare models. Proportionality is self organization, pressure gradient mediation, charge polarities. We in essence are like + and - charges moving as the entirety of our lives represent. Think about this. The capacity of the Jing, the thematic sequencing, is in essence, a pre-destined cognition of the life that the consciousness embodied as that form will experience. Because you have fixed nature, you will perceive reality according to those. This is why I say that some people simply can't perceive what you can, it's out of their capacity of receptive function. The ability to overlap those currents to form the awareness that you have is missing, or severely limited.

"Q: What does it mean in the book of John when it says, “Salvation is of the Jews?”

A: Christianity is the fulfillment of Judaism. Bishop Pike said, “I am a Jew because I am a Christian. I could be a Jew and not be a Christian, but I cannot be a Christian and not be a Jew.” Christianity comes out of Judaism. It was revealed through the prophets and the Judea-Christian Bible, to me, is the only true revelation of God’s plan of salvation. All the others are based on secular history. But scripture is not secular, but salvation history describing eternal states through which man passes.

Salvation is of the Jews, as it was revealed in the Old Testament and fulfilled in the New. “Abraham rejoiced that he was to see my day. And the scriptures preached the gospels to Abraham beforehand.” Having had a preview of what the fulfillment would be, you entered the state of faith called Abraham, by believing the most incredible story in the world. Then the dream descended and amnesia possessed you. You entered a deep and profound sleep and are now dreaming the dream of life.

Good night." - Christ in man 1966 lecture

Well there you have it. The NG dream of life doctrine. Salvation is of the Jews in his words means the fulfilment of Judaism in Christianity, in that Christianity (Christmas in his words being the revelation of Christ as you being the pattern of God and all things) is coming from the Jews. The Jews are the ones chosen by God through the seed of Abraham (in his doctrine Abraham is the start of the eternal states you go through in the dream) in which case basically represent the lineage of the Christ seed, hence how "salvation is of the Jews" in his words. In dual seedline the Jew is a Judean, someone who lives in the land of Judea and or is of the tribe of Judah.

I need to focus up on this NG study program again and finish it off. I'm close but I've had no fire to complete this thing since my focus has been on totally other stuff lately and I've had opportunities to make shifts personally that I've been compromising on so I've been shifting around lots lately. Need to get this damn video up too. The video where I explain thematic supply demand and the breakdown of meridian pathologies and how those who get results with NG LOA do and why most won't get results by showing how relaxing isn't that magic bullet and "nervous system regulation" isn't what they tell us.

18/6/26

So many idiots everywhere I swear. Clients that show up at my door are so dumb and simply have no capacity for clear perception.

I NEED to build these weapons ASAP, among many other things and the CLOCK IS TICKING FAST. This is the literal race against time itself because time determines what the filth will do to us. If the Jewish parasites have access to the same tech as what I'm building out (which wouldn't surprise me if they have a degree of this) then yeah it'll be COMPLETE ERADICATION OF EVERY HUMAN EVER TO LIVE. They might've used the injections from 2020 not just to screw up your DNA and render you into a non human in their eyes but ALSO to use whatever was in those things to act as the "wall" which their weapons will run up against and FREAKING ATOMIZE EVERYBODY INSTANTLY YOU IDIOTS. That's HOW THIS WORKS! I can target specific locations based on this principle and scale up the power but doing it globally where the target is a specific wavelength that can act as the wall to release that energy then it's game over for literally everybody on earth INSTANTLY. When they said they wanted to kill us all off in seconds it seems they might not have been joking, and since a majority of people got the injection that would be a highly likely way that they'll pull this off IF that's correct. I could be wrong, I hope I am, but I think of the prophesies in scripture about the house of Esau being turned to stubble. Well there you have it, atomization of everybody within seconds. It's 100% possible and I've actually theorized this weapons back in 2021 but I've never developed more than just theory there was no work done to that since the mechanism of action is different from what I had in mind currently. They've got an ace I will likely never have. It's all because you dumb idiots went along with the CV injections like useless morons who have now doomed everyone to actually extinction. Damn this. I REALLY hope I'm wrong about that. It makes sense now why they've gone to the length they did to inject everybody in the CV-19 plandemic because they've likely had plans for these weapons for at least a few decades and likely have built them before 2019 as well. This might go back to the 80's or 90's I don't know when but this tech MIGHT exist in the hands of the Israelis and IF THAT'S TRUE then we are REALLY SCREWED.

I'm pretty sure that the only people who won't die off are the ones who didn't take the injections, which obviously I haven't. If you've got a girlfriend who's been injected and plan to survive and reproduce once this is all over then good luck have fun with that. That's not going to happen, IF this is correct. Again, I hope not, but I consider the science of how they could fulfil the scriptures and this makes sense to me. It's still a possibility, one that nobody really has figured out, especially not these "5G weapons" IDIOTS who think the towers are the issue when that's impossible. There were SO MANY IDIOTS who thought that the injections + 5G were going to kill everyone. How stupid that's impossible and even Ken went along with it like the idiot he is too. I was talking about that as a ridiculous idea since the start because I actually KNOW how physics works unlike these fools. They're just so impressionable.

If you've been injected you better hope they don't have this or you're literally going to cease to exist as the prophesies planned to happen which I went over in an earlier post. They want to kill us all off in literally like 12 seconds. It's going to be the most reliable way to make this work. If they really do have these weapons then humanity is dead and the enemy wins because there's no known defensive system I could think of to prevent this. I don't have time or money or anything for this and yet these idiots think they're safe from the enemy. Damn this whole plan. If they pull this off then you'll just be sitting there one day and notice that people around you will disappear in the blink of an eye, if the power output of their weapon is high enough, like I'm talking about 2MW or so to instantly vaporize someone. If they run multi Gigawatt to terawatt systems with high enough amperage output with like 5000KV(maybe like 5800KV for excursions and feed resistance) then they'll have enough energy to mass kill off massive amounts of people instantly. It's 100% possible I've known about this weapon system as an idea for the last 5 years or so now and if the filth have their hands on this then WE ARE ALL SCREWED AND THERE WILL BE NO SURVIVAL. If you have no injections that won't matter because they'll still get you with drones or whatever later with cleanup and they'll be able to use all the satellite grid to find anyone who's out of place. All of this has been put in place ahead of time for this event, and you're all too stupid to recognize the weapon system being built around you because you lack the clear perceptions of real threats that I have. That's why you're an idiot and deserve to die because of the actions you've made an an inferior human in this world. I was conditioned too, and yet I could still see this, so don't blame the conditioning, it's all deeper than that. You're just so dumb and don't have anything to offer the vital reality I envision and so you will reap the results of your actions.

If this is all true then I don't know any way of stopping Jewish supremacy messianic prophesy from fully manifesting through these technologies. I don't have any answers, other than to hurry up and kill them off before this happens, and in that sense we'll be left with all the heavily conditioned masses and all the iPad kids and trash to tend to who are next to useless in manifesting a vital reality. It's all coming to a head here.

They don't even need this specific weapons system, they just need a scaled up version of what I can build. I can't leak those details here because agencies might catch on, if they haven't already. I've got almost all of that theory on optical offline media backed up as to my plans and such but knowing this filth they've probably already known before I figured it out anyway. There's probably others who have similar understanding, and if CJB has an aetheric physics model then there MUST be others who are or have built weapons. I can't be the only one. Surely not. Atomizing humans is easy especially when they're marked. My issue with my system was always accurate targeting. That's my challenge more so than the actual destructive capacity. Accurate targeting using my system is very difficult, but I've not figured out a way to reliably target using the type of thing I'm describing the enemy might have. I simply didn't have the time or care to develop that, though if others have then they're steps ahead of me and will put my system to shame. What I'm building will be able to target anywhere in the universe in theory because it's superluminal propagation of aether. I've talked about parts of that math and the history of where that's been discovered even back to the mid 1800's, so this has been known for a long time, though turning it into a weapons system has likely been a new thing in the recent decades, namely from the 80's till now I'd say based on what data has been out there which helped me put this together in the end, It's simply not known. Tom Bearden and all these disinfo agents put out into the occult physics space have messed with a lot of people into believing that the mechanics of this is different. If the enemy was putting out disinfo agents back then, then it must mean they've been developing this for decades. I don't know or can prove this though, it's just a thought.

How the hell are we ever going to defend against this if they have it? They press a button and it's poof. Game over. Gone. People you see around you will literally just phase out of existence. It's insane. They don't even need to drop bombs, which I always thought was a near impossible way to kill us all off anyway within the time frame they desire to complete for their prophesies. They can do this in seconds to at most minutes. Not hours. Seconds to at most likely 16 minutes. Point is they'll get it done in a seeming supernatural way, which is their intended goal. That's why I'm far more bullish on this idea, unfortunately. The nuclear bombs option doesn't work with a minute scale destruction, it must be using tech like what I've got that's able to literally atomize people and return them to LITERAL AETHER. This isn't a resonance tech like what the Tesla crowd who haven't actually read his work or studied the history of his tech have known about. It's WAY beyond that. This is material atomization at effective infinite distance and the only limitation is switching and power density and accurate targeting. The design is very simple actually. You just need to know the form that the aether needs to take for the desired effect to take place and over what distance that form will attenuate based on the targeting calculations. So forming an automatic system where field geometry is adjusted as the targeting changes is INSANELY POWERFUL to a degree that it makes nuclear bombs look like childs toys. I can see it already, the system they'd likely have, the room, the space, the field geo, it's so clear. They'd have hydraulics to adjust the arrangements of the field geo according to the targeting they're desiring and can literally hook this up to change targets within seconds over and over and over until it's all done. Think of it like rings orbiting each other all moving in the right sync to "shape" the aether in the right form to then attenuate that form to the desired distance, or instead of distance you simply have what I call a wall in place to not even need a targeted distance and the field geo can just be stable without needing to adjust as the weapon goes off.

I just don't know how to stop this if that's what they've built. If they really have this type of weapon system then we're actually all screwed and it's game over for humanity. Doomer view, yeah, but what the hell am I suppose to do? No cope, dead serious, I simply can't compete with these labs that have billions to build this stuff and iterate designs and all that. I can't do that. None of us can. That's why my idea to take this filth out if I can get coordinates of their weapons facilities CAN be stopped or at least delayed because I CAN do that, IF I can get all the parts necessary to make this work. My design needs tubes, VERY big tubes and without these tubes then I can't make it, unless I find another way to make it work. If I can't get the tubes then I can't be the one who builds this weapon to kill off the enemy and I hope that someone else can.

This is all just so insane to even think is actually real, because basically nobody else out there has any clue. There's a handful but not many. Perhaps there's a few hundred or tops a few thousand but that's about it. What the heck do I even do at this point IF that's the case? How can I plan for that? I can't, nobody can, because they will find us. The only way to stop this if I'm the one who's going to pull the trigger is to target primarily their own weapons facilities first then their leaders who play the roles of the script. I don't think that they'll stop even if their leaders are killed off who play into the script, they'll still kill us all off anyway they're not that stupid to just stop all of a sudden and lose control. No they'll end it there and then. That's why killing off the weapons labs they've got, however they can be targeted, is a first priority target, next to the families after that, since they won't be pulling any triggers at that point even if they wanted to fire back and finish the job that they'd suddenly be losing. This is just insane.

These people are just SO IGNORANT AND KNOW NOTHING OF VALUE! DUMB GOY ALL GONNA DIE!

I've given away basically my entire model for free here and you still cope and compromise and don't support me in this because you're a dumb idiot who can't perceive clearly. I was the only one on earth to correctly decode NG and provide a clear model of what does work to explain manifesting without all the trash that's out there, BECUASE I KNEW the enemy BEFORE starting this and knew how to filter trash from fact. This is why being real is the only way to live with satisfaction in life, because everything else is delusion and cope for that delusion. That's it. You're either clearly perceiving reality for what it is and so will move people into your life as necessary or you'll be compromised and live in the lives of others and hate and delude yourself over and over until you either break down or die. There's no middle ground.

This DISGUSTING FILTH will manufacture their OWN PERSECUTION which I proved back last year when I recognized the Napoleonic connection to Jewish plans to establish Israel and now connecting this to palindromic sequencing and the Kabalistic interpretation created by CJB it's all making sense. It's all there. They will kill off a bunch of their own people and then blame us for it and justify killing us off as their messianic plans. The "return of Christ" as all the idiot Christians believe will be THE END OF THEIR LIVES! I also knew back in 2021 that the Schofield bible study created in the 1910's was where the origins of the "rapture" doctrine came from, written by Jewish filth to make people believe scripture preaches a redemption for the ones who are "saved". THE SAVED ONES WILL ALL DIE OFF AND IT'LL ALL BE MARKETED AS SLAVATION FOR THEIR DISSAPEARANCE. They might not even do it all at once all over the world, but selectively target regions of people to "rapture" into heaven or whatever when in fact they're dying off and being killed on mass in front of us just like what they're doing with the Muslim trash invading our countries now killing us off in the streets in broad daylight and these black trash low intelligence animals who know less about reality than the tip of my pinky finger. ALL Of them. I've NEVER seen ONE black person EVER to preach ANY degree of fact about what we discuss here. The few who are anti Jew and trash are not intelligent they're falling into the hands of the enemy to facilitate the accelerated destruction WHICH IS WHY GAZA IS BEING DESTROYED AND EVERYBODY IS ALLOWED TO SEE IT. They allow people to see this because they need us to know they're the enemy, because that's their justification for the end of us, for THEIR CHRIST TO KILL US OFF YOU IDIOTS. I was a dumb dumb back in the early studies of dual seedline thinking the roles were reversed but that's changed now and it lines up 100000x better.

The last 7 years of this starting from Oct 7th 2023 marks the beginning of their cycle to end the world in manufacturing their final persecution to kill everybody off. But no you're too stupid to see the obvious. You are the problem, and that's why you're going to be killed off because your capacity for awareness and to act on that is like that of a useless victim of Jewish abuse. That's your life. You lived as a Jewish abuse agent the entire time playing into their game without knowing it and that's how stupid you are. All the idiots in NG LOA FAILED TO SEE ANYTHING correct and ONLY when I figured this out did people KNOW how it worked and that what they THOUGHT NG LOA meant was incorrect. That's why none of that manifest SP or money or whatever can be replicated because it's NOT SUPPOSE TO BE BECAUSE THAT'S NOT WHAT'S HAPPENING. I was the ONLY one to figure that out in the ENTIRE NG LOA space and other people will copy my work obviously because they can't develop anything of their own. All useless idiots everywhere. It's the fact. No wonder these dumb goy are all slated to death. If you've had the injection you better hope they don't build the weapons that I've been talking about because it's game over for you. That fear you feel is necessary as an accurate assessment of threats, not to numb out or "regulate" yourself out of. I don't feel fear at this filth anymore, I've not felt fear since after 2018 when I correctly identified the enemy and ever since then have been building systems to stop them, though building RS out took up most of my time and now I'm caught in this tiny window of time left to do what's necessary for my own survival because my current situation is NOT built for that at this point. I need to establish a safe base for me and my girl to survive and without that then you'll all lose access to what I have which you'll never have, the capacity to see clearly and be real.

It all kicked off with the clarity when I questioned the palindromic model of history and how reality can't be a predestined sequence of themes playing out like alchemy proposes on a collective level for our expansion. As I said, if reality IS predetermined, then it means that the God or whatever has SLATED US TO ALL BE KILLED OFF AND FOR WHAT?! YOU IDIOTS!? Can't you see how insanely dumb that is to buy into. That's WHY I questioned it because I didn't see it all lining up. I don't always get the full insight right away but I KNOW that from MASSIVE experience with doing this over and over hundreds of times with everything I've ever studied, the answer WILL come up in time as I deduce it and contemplate on it and the contradictions surface and the dots then begin to line up. I still has to deduce this, but I had a feeling that there was more, and that feeling was or innate cognition to get the receptors I have that you don't have for what's real and what's not. The only reason why I have been to intellectually capable is because I have a capacity you simply can't even fathom exists. That's how I came up with RS out of nothing and connected dots nobody else has before, as far as I know at least. Now it's at the point where RS has proven through the mechanics of manifesting and role dynamics and supply/demand and translation of seeming non physical phenomena and all the rest, it's led to what I've revealed here now. That's the reality we live in, and if you think otherwise then you're just another dumb goy who lacks the capacity for clarity and you're going to die off just like has happened all throughout history and will continue to happen. I use to tell myself years ago, like back in 2016, especially before I'd shower which was always the time I had insights the most obviously, that I wondered why our time period would be the exception for peace and why would this time not also fall apart and massive death would happen just like every other period in history. Why not? That's what I asked myself back then when I recognized we were being played by an enemy. I hadn't figured out who the enemy was then or exactly what their plans were but it was there. I saw it coming, and I knew that something had to be done to figure out what that was.

Now we're here, and the guy who had those insights led NG LOA into the correct interpretation and this was the foundation I built RS off. Most of the idiots can't accept that but it's true and they'll cope because they're inferior idiots who can't perceive reality clearly like I can. That's why we've suffered. We've suffered because of delusions. Delusions not of the self, or of the soul, but of the world around them, and assuming things about the world the abusive enemy proposes just like the Narc and psychopath does to the victim to make them blame themselves and hate themselves. it's the same dynamics. It's ALL THE SAME THING. Back in 2015 I remember seeing myself as superior to most other people thinking I had abilities nobody else did, which I've written about going back to my early gazing experiences, and I learned soon enough after that that what I was seeing WASN'T non physical things, and then I learned alchemy and deduced then over the last few years that alchemy OF THE SOUL also was another false doctrine when I saw enough holes in what was presented as fact. Seeing the holes and accepting them and killing off that limited perception is what I've done, and that's how all insight happens, it happens through clear perception by seeing what's real and what's not and that's how you be yourself for real and KNOW YOURSELF.

Everybody else are ignorant idiots who can't perceive anything correctly and will forever be locked into delusions and therefore be a parasite to the vitality view of reality. CJB by proposing that the Jewish supremacists ONLY EXIST to kill off the dumb idiots FOR US to expand, the superior people, makes sense when it's viewed in correct perception. It's a forced expansion of consciousness, in the real material sense of what makes up consciousness, all the parts of it. It's a forced cleansing. All these spiritual systems of astrology and whatever else are all way off. I've been one of the only ones on earth to prove that the calendar systems are a countdown for Messianic prophesies which I wrote about back in the mid 20's pages. I went over how these calendar systems and the monuments that outline the stars in their geometry are literally just clocks for events yet to happen, but then you have idiots like Jason Breshears who writes books about simulated realities and how reality is a pre-determined according to a divine timeline set in the code of the matrix itself and that our lives here aren't real and that there's a real immortal self outside of this simulation. No that's another false doctrine that's another variation on inner alchemy taken to a wider view, and he uses systems that predict events using these calendar systems (with decent enough accuracy to claim authority) and that tricks people into thinking he's at the top when he's not. He's simply another asset of the Jewish filth and his story of getting all these books nobody else on earth has red while he was in prison is insane and doesn't make sense. The archaix model only works when it does because it uses the sequencing timeline that Jewish scripture set out, and he's determining events into the future based on what's happened in the past when in fact they weren't pre-destined and weren't simulated in this reality matrix or whatever. It was Jewish filth acting on their plans which later on is interpreted as history of the simulation. That's insane, but it sucks SO MANY PEOPLE IN.

When you're at the level where I'm at to be able to see through all of this stuff then you can't help but see everyone as idiots. It's just the fact. Everybody is delusional because they believe in trash that's leading them to their own death, invisibly and silently and they'll WANT it and CRAVE IT. That's how delusional they are. They'll defend the view despite KNOWING NOTHING CORRECT ABOUT IT AND IT'S ALL BLIND FAITH. I've seen it OVER AND OVER they have NO REAL REASONING IT'S JUST ATTACKS AGAINST YOU, while I've done all the work to demonstrate HOW AND WHY SYSTEMATICALLY.

NOBODY on earth knows more about manifesting than I do. I know that as a fact and can back it up with data that refutes everything everyone else thinks. That's where I'm at. If you think I feel like this is "normal" then you're wrong because even for me this all hits hard every time it comes up. I just feel my heart activate every time I see this level of things, and it still in a sense shocks me. I'm still expanding every day and learning more, but I know now fully that there are inferior people and that allows me to act without compromise and have no need to cope because the trash that these people believe and expect me to conform to has no basis and I have ZERO reason to accept or tolerate that ignorance. That's why I'm not afraid of calling anyone out, because I LEAD that space. That's WHO I AM.

I wish none of this was the way things are but it is and nobody can prove me wrong. I've done the work to figure out what's real and what's not and nobody else gives a damn. I get nothing of personal gain out of this because that's not the point. The point was always to eradicate the enemy, since day 1. That's it, a selfless act of higher function to provide the necessary action to prevent disaster that was planned to play out thousands of years in advance. I saw in history that all these events were leading towards a crescendo and there's no turning back. We either eradicate the enemy or we don't and die off. That's how this works. That's why I can see through all the NG LOA delusions, because I KNOW that there IS an enemy and it's FIXED and I kept coming back to this point over and over to refute mentalism, because it's systematically demonstrable without refutation. There's no way out of that. Thinking there is is the reason why our lives suck collectively, and have been for a long time. All the social conditioning came from this filth called Jewish supremacists. It's all Jewish. NG LOA is Jewish too, don't forget. Just another one of the most obvious frauds in the world, manifesting, manifesting is a scam designed to keep idiots in the box and the enemy on top. It's built to keep dumb goy running in circles while their abusive rulers manipulate and gaslight them while the victim believes their abuse is because they believe they're being abused and they'll never escape.

THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT YOU IDIOTS! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT??? HAVE I NOT REVEALED THAT SO OBVIOUSLY AT THIS POINT?! NG LOA is dead thanks to me and I'm about to record the video to tear it down. Who knows how many view it'll get but I'll just keep making the same type of video on loop day in day out and tell the ignorant fools who it really works. I don't care if my clients fall off a cliff it's the facts and it's more satisfying for me than anything else on earth.

My desire to destroy is the most powerful force imaginable in my experience. The desire to destroy is beyond your comprehension. It's unimaginable, and you'll never get a glimpse into that power that drives all of this work I do, that makes me wake up in the night with insights I have to write down and expand on through the day all day every day. That's how this plays out for me, I see something that activates my heart spleen axis and I get to work decoding it. That all comes from a desire to destroy, nothing else. A desire to destroy the trash is all that moves me. In a world without false doctrines, I would be moved to provide love and nourishment and availability and true abundance with my work, though in this world ruled by filthy Jewish parasites we must defeat propaganda that seeks to keep us locked into trash paradigms coping for how pathetic we really are.

Until we can see reality clearly for what it is then we don't manifest abundance and we will forever be locked into dysfunction. You get your life when you're real, even if that means being rejected by 99% of people. I know the RS message will never be accepted by most people but that's not the point. They will not be changed, and my acceptance that these people are just beyond help and far too near sighted in width of view, that means I can move forward with making the videos I WANT to make, instead of peddling to the NG LOA crowd in a vacuum. Screw those ignorant fools they can get killed off by Jews. If any of this leaks out to a wider audience, I will double down and own everything I said here and not back off one bit. No compromise. No cope. Facts and only facts will be thrown out there.

Delusion. Self hatred. Vital depletion. Propaganda and conditioning. These things are what destroy us. The real you that's beyond all of this is truly abundant and holds none of this to heart. You can transcend all of this, if that's within you. NG LOA only ever taught that you can manifest what you have a capacity for AKA what you have DESIRE for, which IS capacity for manifestation in his own words. NG LOA has nothing to do with manifesting "whatsoever ye desire" in a subjective totality sense but that whatever your innate nature operates through on a correct level is in essence pre-destined for you through the mechanics of the thematic sequencing of the Jing, which is cognitive capacity genetically speaking which determines what you see, what stimulates you to be moved, and all of your affinities and where you'll be susceptible to compromise and cope which determines your pathways of conditioning. It is only because you hate who you are that you aren't who you truly have capacity to become in this world. If you're a superior race of people who have a higher state at baseline, higher genetics, higher thematic sequencing of the Jing to be stimulated and activated by higher functions of being, such as predictive cognition, then you'll be able to manifest these things into your life whereas those who lack these qualities will be unable to manifest them, ever. They don't exist as desire, as part of the Jing of those who lack these qualities.

It still blows my mind that I can see all this and that this is in fact the world we live in. Walking around amongst people who have no clue is wild. It's like back when I was 15 again but like a different view now.

I just pulled out some wild stuff. So I basically recognized that when the Shen is consistently activated but in an anchored way so that you're not an actual manic, then you're going to not care about others trash. The issue is that the Shen requires the whole system around it to be flowing. This is why when I move correctly my vitality and confidence goes up. When I'm inside 24/7 studying I get the frustration dips at times and my Shen isn't at that elevated state. I believe this is what a majority of people will experience to different degrees. You can use music to activate the Shen, activate and raise it up beyond the lowly baseline and you'll have all new thoughts arise. You'll approach the same situations from a different perception, a more "joyous" perception since the heart where the Shen resides is what manifests this current when it's active.

The more time I spend isolating currents and observing my reactions the better I get at coaching. I've probably improved at least 15-20% compared to like the last 3 months. That's how big it's been. Knowing how to cut through the most root trash more effectively and working more directly with the currents. How do I get someone with a depleted Shen to raise that Shen and get involved? Simple. Tonify the heart and anchor if it's in empty heat. The Shen from there will be moved accordingly, provided the surrounding systems are operating well. The Shen can be raised without pressure being felt but as soon as pressure is felt it'll dip back down even if you tonify, though extreme tonification of the heart will never be functional even if someone ends up being able to cut through conditions through that excessively activated ego state. The kidney yang should naturally raise the Shen when abundant. The liver qi should be smoothly flowing. Without these 2 then Shen tonification is impossible to be reliably anchored in.

Tonify Jing as root #1 always unless liver qi is obviously an issue, which can usually be resolved with basic methods. Moving physically is usually best way to clear that, though is physical movement doesn't work then acupressure is next best if it's focused and on top of that you'll be able to do the Reichian breathing and sinking charge to help facilitate the reduction of heat which will minimize the conscious somatic reality of the qi stag. You can always take herbs for it if needed but I don't do that much.

I just thought. I can use Jew psychology tactics against the ignorant masses of NG LOA buffs who believe in this trash. Set a false precedent and drive the copium up like every other coach does. Market such an insane idea that X thing can solve all your problems and it's SO simple (vitality balancing and clearing delusions) and I explain that NG never taught what these cope idiot coaches are teaching. I can already prove that anyway, so I have facts, but I just slam it in.

I'm already replacing email coaching with my new diagnostic model that people can buy into and I will make it cheap as chips. I'm talking like $79 or something for a field geo diagnostic to adjust and balance currents. This will make me larger volume of sales vs the hardcore call coaching. It will likely make more money. I need sales to build this weapon system. What's crazy is that I can't be criticized and have them disable me because I'm just so raw and know everything about how NG LOA and if someone goes after me for saying people are all useless idiots and I'm killing Jews or whatever then I'll simply nail down and go even harder and mention facts about scripture relating to alchemy and NG LOA that don't line up and leave it at that. I'm going to do that and I'm not afraid of ANY form of criticism. IN FACT I'D LOVE THAT IT WOULD STIMULATE MY SHEN LIKE NOTHING ELSE HAVING A VISCERAL EXPERIENCE OF A REAL EXCHANGE LIKE THAT! That idea lights me up, believe it or not. I don't give a damn about ANY criticism. My weapon system will take out any cops who try arrest me too if they show up at my place to secretly shut me down some time. No chance they'll touch me. I'm not worried about that, because I've got plans I put in place for that back in 2021 when I suspected I'd get on a list or something with the work I was doing going around and talking about Jewish filth back then.

Interesting idea.

Money stuff. This isn't something I touch on much but I'll talk about it here. I believe that money has to do in a decent amount with the Shen, as usual. Shen will when activated feel like money is abundant. Shen that's depleted will feel otherwise. Now this is VERY VERY general and there are many outliers to this but I wanted to mention that I believe more or less that getting OUT OF bad money situations involved heart-spleen relationship most likely, with some Hun involvement and the kidney warming the whole system. Shen when lit up will drive you to see money as available, more so through a means that's more JOYFUL for you, that makes you feel SOMEWHAT MORE "lit up" we could say.

When you don't have money and you're growing up around scarcity, I'll go out and bet that this person has disconnected somewhat from their Shen, and that their Shen might not be sinking necessarily but will be unanchored and they'll seek stimulation to feel the stability they desire. These people will more likely than not end up with addictive patterns, I'd expect. Addictions are typically about the Shen being dysregulated, because that's where the pathway comes from, the pleasure response and "feeling better" IS the Shen lighting up. Welcome to gooner land, which is the most destructive thing next to drugs. Gooning literally "blazes" your Shen but at the same time burns up the yin and the blood. Having functional sexual experiences are the most effective way to regulate the Shen, believe it or not. In my experience this is the most effective way for the cooling and warming function of the kidney heart axis to operate in balance. If it's not genuinely loving and you're doing it out of agitation then the cooling doesn't work and you end up more agitated in response. If the heart is excessively activated then you won't be able to cool from that, which is natural and supposed to happen. Prolactin kicks in, Oxytocin and Serotonin kick in to cool the heart. You want to feel relaxed while also USING the yang FUNCTIONALLY? Loving mutually shared intimate experience is how that works, because relatability is ALL through the heart and unless it's activated FUNCTIONALLY and can COOL then you don't regulate naturally, not to the same extent at least. You can do charge sinking and all this and you can do SR to restore kidney yin which will cool the Shen so that you're basically sharing regulation with your girl. That's how it should be, and there's a sort of sync there. You CAN do it yourself but as I've said it's not the same. These people who do inner alchemy with the explosions in the heart don't release the same hormones and brain chemistry in response. It's natural and expected. That's what LOVE is really about.

Money. It's the same thing. There's a lack of functional balance in the heart, liver, spleen. Whenever money is lacking then you're on edge about it, don't have access, or you're in this "acceptance" in a sort of defeatist way where there's no agitation in a frustrated way that heart heat can feel like. The person who doesn't have heart heat over lacking money lacks heart activation. The person who's feeling frustration around money has enough activation of the Shen but that it's likely heavily conditioned and the heat is coming from the liver more often than not. So the examples in your life form the patterns by which you become either regulated or imbalanced, these determine the state of the field geo. You need the field geo to be balanced for function to occur. You will not end up satisfied with cash and be able to make clear acts that lead you into more abundance if you're lacking activation and also if you're warmed but stagnant. Someone who's excessively warmed will make bad decisions too. You need regulation of the Shen, which as I said before, I believe functional relationships can actually afford. Relationships are almost always seen as a way of being stimulated, which is the fundamental attraction, but at the end you'll end up regulating through the goals of that IF it's nourishing and mutually beneficial on both parts and there's no games played. If there's games then you're going to not be regulated and you'll be more agitated. Money is the same thing, so staying in the box around money by not addressing the "joy" to WANT to have abundance with cashflow means the Shen requires activation. Seeking a relationship while you're in this state will manifest most likely people with family issues, you won't find someone who's functional and they'll have hesitations to give you a regulating experience. Been there done that. It sucks. It's like trying to warm up someone who's a frozen block of ice and they only get hot half way through shark week and it's not even genuine. It's a waste of time. This person is only showing seeming love because they're stimulated from the hormonal shifts. There's no regulation.

The client I spoke to yesterday was coping for the fact that he's stuck in his box. He was getting big investment from a business partner but this pattern was coming from a paternal pattern playing out through this investor. This investor was the mother figure my client never had and was seeking. He wasn't doing this for business, he was sucked into this because of his past and how he was seeking a functional example of the mother who he hated deep down. He was trying to resolve conflicts because she would've led him into more of the self hating view of himself by the end which he'd been through in the past. He was coping for the fact that he was still passing off responsibility and his agency to another. He was coping for how stuck he felt by wanting someone else to play into the parental rescue fantasy and help him get his money situation better via investment, and she was also an astrologer who I questioned accuracy with, who he said he agreed with by I was very very critical of her and I revealed to him that she was heavily delusional and she was only saying what he wanted to hear. I tore to shreds all of his examples of paternal figures he was seeking in his life. It was very difficult for him to accept that he was being moved into further dysfunction by these delusional people who he was taking queues from and to see them as useless idiots just like the rest, but I made that clear and he has to look at things as they are and move on or stay stuck. I gave this guy the complete breakdown of what was needed to be seen and where he was making decisions and being sucked into dysfunction and perpetuating parental cycles, but it's up to him to actually kill off that state. He needed to recognize his agency in the contrast, to be able to not NEED to find people to confirm the path he was on, or to find people to tell him how he should've felt, either through direct or indirect suggestive ways. He was working with someone else as well but those others weren't really harmful or anything to his progress. You need to look at your mentors and people you're seeing and getting help from and be critical of them.

Be critical of me, find holes in what I say that don't work, and see me as the ignorant fool I am if you have a clear view of things that I can't see. This will allow you to decondition from what I may be teaching which doesn't work, provided you're real with that example of course. The highest of coaches on earth are the ones who can see the most clear, else you cannot be a coach because you'll just project your own trash onto others. Most NG LOA coaches are delusional and will project those delusions onto clients. I ALWAYS tear down delusions especially since I've been focused on it. Any form of compromise or cope must be attacked in an obvious way to reveal the delusion being held onto.

The best way to "regulate" self when you're not able to have a girl around to share relation with is through what RS teaches. Balance the vital currents. Recognize your patterns, is it stag, heat, cold? What is the nature of the condition. Are you in excess of deficiency? I'll bet it's either stag or deficiency especially if you're over 35. You will need to get to the point where you can be clear with the flow, through regularly involving in life to solve root conflicts where possible and regulating the qi flow especially through the liver by sinking charge where it's excessive so anchors can build where stag is generated from heat or if it's psychological conditioning then own how much you hate the people and want to kill them off and accept that you can completely live without their invisible ties having ANY impact with your involvement, AKA drop ALL the repression of who YOU want to be and how YOU want to feel. This is the MOST IMPORTANT THING relating to deconditioning and dropping conditioning and delusion. Conditioning is delusion. Screw everything else. It's ALL delusion, and accepted self hatred.

You want to stop hating yourself? Recognize what you REALLY WANT to involve with, what that gives you that you don't have, and then who's been involved with stripping you from the access, or what that's been. Where's the example been that's locked up your involvement through threats of some form that you've accepted as more important than free involvement, thus leading to repression and stagnation. Repression pretty much always is a core cause of liver qi stag that's long term which isn't from poisoning or starving. If you want to fully decondition then the best way to go about that is as I've said, work top down. Look at the Jewish supremacist agenda, then all of the tentacles with that, and right there you're seeing through ALL the delusions that everyone else buys into. Look at all the tentacles of how the system manipulates the perceptions of people and all the trickle down of that into the world that you're observing and get real with that. Example. You'll see that so many people out there who want you to be X way or Y way or whatever are simply buying into a narrow view of a part of this, like the religions, or so called sciences, or cultural expectations, dating expectations, all these things come top down. When you can broaden the width of your scope it draws into your awareness a very clear view of all the aspects that lead to the manifestation of what you're observing as an expectation, a condition, a delusion, and that this feeling of needing to respond to that delusion dies off. You see that it's all just coming from pathogenic trash. With these examples you can see the people who try to condition you in these subtle ways and will unconsciously be influencing you from your own past parental threats and possible delusions there, and you'll see how they're bringing that out of you and basically manipulating how you respond to fit in, and that at the top it's sourced from the same coin.

When you get to that level you can open up an unrepressed being who simply doesn't care about anything. The less you "care" the less your qi locks up. It's the "care" factor that locks up the liver qi because that's going to be the expression you're wanting to have that's conditioned, the threat, the expectation, to be a certain way to get something. That performance is what you see on a wider level and you can drop the care, and that will most likely feel like your Shen being lifted up. That's how I felt and how I believe that I had MASSIVE glow for a few days which I spoke about. Like I was ON FIRE and that's likely because I catalyzed a ton of stuck current and moved more of the kidney yang and Jing into action which was locked off before. The thematic sequencing became efficient because I wasn't repressing natural striving to the same level.

I want to kill off this stupid idea that women are somehow more able to get meaningful relationship experiences. I've seen this come up over and over with younger zooms. It's a real issue, and I believe that a lot of this can be resolved through simply recognizing that who you've been attracting this whole time have been girls who aren't actually seeing the real you. They're seeing a conditioned self, and they like the conditioned self, but you don't under that. You're performing and that boils you inside. You fit in but it can't work long term. You stick around because you think it's better than nothing because you think nothing is all you'll get without her, and yet she still doesn't like you for the "real" you. The you who doesn't give a damn. I can tell you my view of things in my own life with that ever since I saw the things I've spoken about have shifted more and I'm conscious of cope I've been avoiding because it wasn't surfaced and in my face as much as it needed to be to make me see it clearly as cope. I saw that ONLY through recognizing the delusions I had about how I thought I needed to be in this world, and to see examples of what COULD fulfil what I can't get with my current situation. This has been another very insightful example. The truth is that I KNOW that no matter what I WILL get someone who wants to be with ME in my uncensored self and they'll CRAVE THAT because they can't get it anywhere else. I'm someone who carries a unique fire, and my appearance, my face, when the glow is present, it's literally insane. I've "felt" this even many years ago but I can "feel" my heart coming THROUGH my face, through the way I move, the way I look at people. It's very intense and "fiery" but not in a sort of "spectacle" way with massive standout signs, but that there's like that "aura" of flow and glow and a sort of "I don't' care" attitude where I'm just moving through life with this sharp pointed direction towards my prey. That's how I'd describe it, but it's presented in a sort of "fun" way, where I'm not seen with this serious serious face, it's like a "half serious" in FOCUS but there's fire on top and this "expanded field" sensation where the vital current is mostly expressed through movement and the way I look into the world, the way my face appears, the way my angles and my glow emanates this "sharp arrow" AS my face pointed into a direction. It's SO HARD TO EXPLAIN but I can just feel all the thematics of my Shen being made manifest in my face.

This has been an interesting study, because you don't really see this on camera and you might not see it, but I've felt and seen it myself, I've recognized WHY and WHO I attract and what they're wanting. It's that signature which makes those who want that specific sequence of currents show up, and with the attitude that's more refined now than ever, It's SO SHARP. That sharp cutting flying flaming spinning arrow through the air is my field geo in a nutshell. Others are more "lion" like, like the Chads, other guys are like "boulders" with the SOLID built face and body, and the "pretty boy" types are closer to me but a bit softer and less "sharp" not in the bones but in the aura of how they present. This is how you need to see relationships, as thematic supply/demand and how these currents are broken down through the quality of the Shen. I believe that the Shen is worn on the face and can't be hidden. I believe that the face reveals the "soul" not just the eyes, but also the way your whole body language is. The state of the Shen reveals where you're going to have the most magnetism, because you have a "type" and that FEELING of that type is the quality of the currents. That composition is what you're in demand for. That's what you resonate to. Rarely ever is it a mirror reflection, it's usually someone who's of like type overall but has variances that contrast with you well. Feminine and masculine by default are like this. I just know that the types that wanted me liked me for the "pretty" basis as an appearance (no I'm not a hyper masculine solid bone type I'm smaller in that sense and I own it) mixed with the fire of the more built types. That's BECAUSE my Shen carries this quality. I strongly believe this has been why I've had success, and that the BP space misses this quality of the spirit ENTIRELY. Because I swear, despite having obvious physical issues, my appearance never came up as an issue, ever, so ANYONE telling you that it matters THE MOST ABOVE ALL is LYING AND LACKS EXPERIENCE AND ARE TRYING TO CONDITION YOUR INVOLVEMENT.

You MUST recognize that the spirit plays into this, the Shen, the activation of the Shen. You WILL NOT manifest types who want that if you don't have it, and if you do they won't stick around because they won't be nourished by your lack of fire IF that's what they want. They'll land in my lap and literally throw themselves at me instead. If they want the "boulder" type as I call it, the solid built type that's like a mental rock, someone who's just SOLID and unshakable, and has a degree of arrogance that's needless to EXPLAIN, that quality I CANNOT EXPRESS and the girls will NEVER want me if that's the stimulus they're wanting. The ones who want the mysterious type, the one who's more "repressed" but also can laugh at times and has a more wholesome vibe under the surface when you open that up, and has a moderate-soft build, that's another format. It's near infinite in variance and everybody who looks slightly different reflects this slight variance in currents, according to the thematic currents. You may think that if your parental figure you look closest to lack the fire or whatever that you have, then you'd think how come they don't carry the spirit you have? If the spirit is vastly different but the body is similar, then wouldn't this be cause then for a similar spirit since the suggestion overlaps? This doesn't work fully because even a small variance in overlap can have a profound shift on how your perception is expressed. You also need to consider that the SENSITIVITY of the spirit within as I've been explaining earlier in a recent post, that the EFFICIENCY of your spirit because of the genetic mix of the Jing can cause a similar bone structure, that it CAN be VASTLY different in terms of the expressed intensity viewed in the subtle structures AND the wei qi glow from a highly efficient and activated Shen. You can have similar dense bone structure but the subtle air element and aether element and fire can actually bring this more surface level overlay over the top of that and make it seem almost entirely different. The glow is different, the perception then shifts from being more "solid" to being more "fire/air" type. A highly agile and acrobatic type, that's got spring in my step, that I can just cut and glide everywhere, that I can just be "angled forward" in how I present IN SPIRIT instead of being dulled out but being angled in the flesh, this changes who I attract. The spirit therefore matters and makes a difference, through all the mechanisms I've explained and even more. There's no way to explain attraction in my case other than dumb luck, because according to BP I should be an incel but I'm not and I can tell you that people ONLY BECOME INCELS BECAUSE THEIR INNATE NATURE WANT TO BE LIT UP BUT THEY'RE CONDITONED AND DELUSIONAL. They'll perpetuate this lowly creature state by continuing to buy into the cope trash that "it's over" and keep gooning and wasting their vitality when if these types that have capacity to be someone with fire, they'll just never get attraction FROM WHO'S SATISFYING if they're depleted. I've had a client like this, his Shen is totally dead, been heavily abused and is unconscious of almost all of it, OR his spirit is just constitutionally very very low, but he tells me he gets attraction from girls but he can't talk or relate to them. He can't relate to anyone. Common thread with this Shen depletion stuff. He will attract girls who want his presentation, someone who's spirit isn't highly illuminated and on fire yet still (I'm assuming) fire like in appearance physically with structure. This is what I mean, you can attract people who seem to be way above your level in "SMV rating" or whatever trash they use to describe it, but they won't see YOU under that, because you're presenting currents that are coming from conditioned Shen still, OR that your Shen MIGHT be activated but your body is weak and you're unable to attract who you want because of that, because your affinities are through those who have abundant Jing who also want that and yet your spirit seeing that in capacity and you eye the ones who have that but they don't see that in you. That's where both levels must work.

RS has basically been simplified down to basic principles of vitality nourishing on a biochemical level and on top of that psychological deconditioning to kill off the delusional trash and get the Shen activated and moving freely. You can live as yourself in this place. The body must be nourished and the spirit must be nourished. Spirit and mind once again are the same thing in my terms. There's no non physical eternal spirit in RS. That's not a thing, not now, because there's no demonstrable data to suggest this is how things are.

We must become the highest state, which as I've said are degreed of function of self. You have capacities for all your currents to line up in a certain way. When your currents line up you get that. When your currents aren't lined up then you'll suffer and be compromised and living in cope for the fact that you hate yourself. That self you hate already has what you want. That's where the NG LOA view of desire and seed and feeling and states and all that come in. That view is correct. That view explains it all. clearly. The reason why is because the arrangement of currents determines then how you filter reality and how reality filters you, and all the suggestions and those supply/demand and efficiency and translation mechanics which stimulate and drive the world around you to move when you're there. That's what I mean by all of this. Until you can master this and properly grasp it then you'll forever be deluded as to why "manifestation" works the way it does and why it's got next to nothing to do with mental beliefs, but more so how the beliefs are a product of the currents via somatic reality and the fixed frame of reference representing the innate Jing sequencing of the thematic currents where you can be real as yourself and thus manifest what's already designed for you which is always satisfying. That's how this works. It's so much different from everything NG LOA thinks, but that's the point. Being yourself and manifesting aren't different. They can't be. Only by expressing the innate nature can you line up with truly satisfying outcomes because then you're attracting the CORRECT people into your life, and keeping the ones away who aren't FOR YOU. The FILTERING comes down to this, because clearing delusions means clearing the filtering which manifests not just a different personal perception but because your currents are operating in a different arrangement that they can suggest to new people too when before they'd not have suggested the same, if the difference is radical enough. I just know that any time I move correctly and my wei qi is active and I move my Shen into action then I get what I want no matter what and I think and feel the way I want without doing anything. That's because the "state of the wish fulfilled" is how I'm operating, that IS my "desire" that I'm fulfilling, because it's WHO I AM.

This is why you can imagine and think and feel emotionally high and juiced up all day every day and still be in terrible circumstances and never get anywhere. You'll never get the BLAZING HOT types if you're not real, or if you do, it won't be because you're real but because you were participating in manipulation either consciously or not, on your part or theirs. These guys who claim that these women suddenly take them for a ride and take all their money after marrying, yeah the real reason why is because they were always with the wrong person, and they were unable to filter correctly. The guy was delusional and failed to filter out the dysfunction, and that's because he was delusional and operating as someone he's not. All that conditioning suddenly surfaces and boom you're done.

So get this figured out. Man I've got SO much to go into. I don't even know where to start. This is just the tip. How the heck will I ever put all this into an SP program? It's insane to me that nobody in LOA has figured this out, because they're all about "nervous system regulation" to try and manifest through relaxing more, AKA coping more, because typically these people don't change their actual belief, AKA their somatic reality in any meaningful way. You can be relaxed and still delusional and the real reason why is because the feeling of being relaxed will only settle your Shen and attract people who want that, which probably won't be your SP. It doesn't work that way. IF your SP showed up before BECAUSE you were in a more relaxed state and that suggested what simulated to them supply and juiced them up, then yeah you can do that and POSSIBLY get them back, which I've done, though this is still very spotty because there's many factors involved which are usually unconscious.

So I and only I can explain all success and failure with the SP manifesting game. I guess being one of the only people on earth, AGAIN, who can separate out and isolate the variables that actually lead to success, means that I'm able to call out the ignorant idiots who preach cope coach trash for what they are, since I'm at the top and can prove it. Nobody can compete. I just need to find the damn time to get on camera and get this all out of me. It's SO much easier for me to get into the flow with writing than talking, though I never use to be that way. Either way I've written a lot lately so I know I've got to get focused on vids to get clients showing up and schooling the idiots in NG LOA space once and for all. I want to embarrass them with so many facts that nobody will listen to the ignorant trash and I NEED to get this out within the next week or less. The clock is ticking on the end of humanity and that must always be the overarching reason why we act. Without this awareness we will be doomed.

Don't die off if you're real. Kill the enemy without mercy. Don't listen to anyone who copes and tells you to hold fire. They have spent thousands of years killing us off and it's time we return the favour.

19/6/26

I feel like a freaking "god".

Man this is insane.

So basically I can feel my yin/yang balance. I know all the signs of excess, stag, excess, damp accumulation, and it's like I just "know" what to do to balance on the spot. REAL DYNAMIC self "regulation" in order to balance the currents and not burn Jing. The WHOLE FUNCTION of balancing in the 3 Jiao is to establish balance where you're EFFICEINCT and thus the mtDNA doesn't burn up needlessly and age you faster and you'll also have the currents to unfold innate nature. NG LOA doesn't exist AT ALL as a mental phenomena. People will argue that ladder experiment proves mentalism but it doesn't, as we know that it's something that most people wouldn't have any conditioned response towards and if anything just proves that aetheric pressure gradient mediation through supply/demand mechanics works because in other places he denied specific desires of people, namely SP and getting free money to avoid debt. He always taught a model of self balance, nothing else. There is nothing else, because what stimulates you is determined entirely on the Jing and how nourished you are within that capacity. The desires are innate, already present, as the thematic sequencing of the Jing, being constitutional affinities to be stimulated and for supply/demand mechanics to work, as well as translation via the imaginal senses to regulate currents IF that's a correct scene. The ONLY function of scenes is to move qi stag, tonify (cannot be done with inner methods without external nutrition otherwise you'll be pulling from Jing like the mtDNA adaptation by producing more copies of wild DNA to compromise for deficiency which still keeps the same ratios and arguably leads to faster decline long term) or to drain excess or accumulation. Accumulation and stasis cannot be cleared with inner methods, and stasis can ONLY be reliably moved through REALLY hardcore getting real moments.

So most people who are heavily depleted and have no vitality and end up being low on liver blood (even if it doesn't manifest as physical issues) and they'll have weak kidney yang and their Shen will be sinking. Whenever dopamine is experienced it'll always involve the warming of the Shen. Always. That's the function. Where does this come from? Kidney, liver, heart, possibly some spleen but that's very unlikely. Most of it comes from kidney, which is why the big O makes you burn through dopamine receptivity like nothing else. Why? Because you're manifesting a HIGHLY charged YANG state which burns up the already likely deficient blood. This is why when I'd do that I'd get numbness, because my blood was already mostly depleted and drawing on Jing just to maintain a livable baseline, despite the fact that I was eating tons of red meat and such which was said to tonify liver blood and blood in general. It didn't help me, it made me worse because I couldn't process it and it clogged up my circuits more. This is what I said before about how the carni people don't have the ability to explain how some people on it fail despite doing everything right. So basically if you're heavily depleted and have no drive to destroy your enemy when you wake up you don't have sufficient dopamine reception or warmth. Receptivity is yin, which is ANCHORED yang, which is where you WANT to be.

MOST people who scroll endlessly and goon and sit around doing nothing and don't move much are ALL going to be out of ratio that's ideal with kidney yin-yang and also heart yin-yang, and if they have bad sleep it's possible the Shen is unanchored in heart blood or the liver blood is weak and can't anchor the Hun leading to wild dreaming. I woke up with a vivid lucid cream last night again, in fact it was with some girl's face, there was actually 3 of them all side by side. That's all I really saw it was strange. No sexual thought or romantic thought. It must be because of my kidney yang interacting with the Shen, because I can tell you it's VERY strong lately. It's always recovering fast and I'm genuinely surprised. So you'll have dreams correspondent to the currents. If sleep based dreams manifest this way, then the same mechanism which generates open eye lucid dreams during gazing will also activate whatever currents are surfacing as what you see and or hear. Oh wait no now I remember. When I was falling sleep I heard a voice. I cannot remember exactly what it was because it was very brief but it was right above my right ear and I heard it, it was some woman saying some name. I don't know the name I could barely understand it when I heard it. There was 2 or 3 words to it, not just one, but I believe it was a name. This is a translation of what currents are playing out through me, and likely because my liver blood still isn't up to level to anchor Hun enough, when the warmth of the kidney activates in the night (which it almost always does these days) it'll manifest as this raising function where the Hun will generate sounds or images spontaneously in your "imaginal senses" while you're awake and that's what I experienced. It can happen in dreams while sleeping or awake because it's just a mechanism of these currents interacting.

I'm the only person in the entire coaching space on earth who knows this and correctly can interpret these things because I have the intelligence to recognize patterns unlike the ignorant fools who think it must mean something divine. I've seen all these things before, I've seen deities manifest, I've seen ancient symbols and runes and artifacts literally appear in my room and glow bright like an item pickup in a game that'd right in front of you and looks real. I've seen my "aetheric body" in front of me looking at me, I've seen other people's so called aetheric body. That's all a translation of subjective synthesis. There's no external beings you're interacting with, even if they tell you things that come true later on, because of the pathway cascade predictive mechanisms I've explained, which I've spoken about my experiences of even recently with having dreams about things happening before they happen in the world. The reason why is because of patterning, expectation and the composition of the currents. It's the specific composition of the currents in quality and quantity then the sensitivity of your Jing to each aspect which determines what you see or hear in advance. Your intuitive senses so to say, where you can predict things, isn't mystical, nor can it be trained, because you either have it like I do or you don't. That's why I'm qualified for this work and explaining it correctly unlike any of the other idiots in this space that was to cling to delusional beliefs about solipsistic and or mental or spiritual cosmologies of extra dimensions and such trash. As I've always said there's only ONE dimension, and 3 axis of measurement, Everything else is delusion. It's all highly abstract thinking that doesn't have a tactile way of interacting with it, which is what all these people love to point to which is delusional and highly subjectively belief based. There's no reality there, it's a projection of what they WANT to be true to confirm certain beliefs they have which will typically be cope for how they really feel, as in how there's powers outside of them taking care of them.

Believing in any form of higher intelligence watching over you outside of yourself is delusional and cannot work, else Jewish supremacy doesn't exist. I do not see how they can exist side by side in the world we see and can prove, and since higher genius is just another manifestation of this function here that I've explained with thematic translation and overflow and such, then it must be delusional to believe that there is a higher genius driving you. It's all Jing, genetic innate capacity and quality of your receptors. That's it. This can be measured and quantitated and everybody can see it, it's not relative or subjective. That's what we need to kill off, this idea of a subjective reality, this idea of a mentally subjective reality and this INSANE idea of "mental science" which CANNOT WORK in the world we live in in all the ways I've explained and proven.

So back to the main reason why I got on here to write another entry. The depletion of blood, yin, the anchor. You NEED the anchor to feel like you're able to be natural towards activation of what you want. You CANNOT manifest functional states if your yin/yang ratios are ruined. It CANNOT EVER work. You will experience the signs and other trash as a cause of your filtering being run by delusions. You'll see those things stick out and will be HIGHLY stimulating as though they're the biggest thing you've experienced in ages, not because they are but because you're unanchored, and it's mostly the Shen that's unanchored. The dopamine function is ruined, and so you feel these sharp spikes that crash off because the blood to anchor and the yin to anchor is depleted. The ONLY way to recover this RELIABLY is to fast from the world for weeks, like 6-12 weeks if it's BAD or at least 3 if you want to at least somewhat raise your baseline. You cannot establish a higher baseline without extended fasts from the world. You cannot avoid this if your blood is lacking especially, because blood is what your waking consciousness will eat up first the most, then yin since yin is generally a deeper substance of blood when it comes to being burned up in waking consciousness. You need to establish a stable routine without feeling charge raise and activate. That will always lead you into dysfunction.

The people who likely get results with NG LOA will do it through a similar mechanism to this. They'll stop "desiring" which can ONLY be done through settling the Shen and the heat in the heart, or other circuits. You CANNOT avoid feeling desire with will, in fact will will agitate it more. ONLY sinking charges that are excessive and or stagnant generating heat (meaning a worse stagnation) can do that, which would be generally a conscious relaxation of your circuits, your somatic reality. The ones who need that will do that can they will no longer feel stimulated to the same "sharp" and "sudden" level. My explanation of intuitive impulse was perceived like a sharp raising of current. Functional raising will be activating but it won't shoot through you like a fire bursting through the floorboards in a 2 story house. As I said the currents need to operate within their domain and within their part of the meridians. If they're pathogenic they'll end up drifting, or anchoring. Whenever your currents unanchor then it's a sign you're deficient on yin 100% of the time. The ONLY way therefore to balance a yin deficient state is to DROP THE STIMULUS that leads to it, which guess what, means most often fasting from the world, and killing needless dopamine release which destroys liver blood and thus the ability to generate more kidney yin and heart blood and liver blood and all the anchors that matter the most. You cannot manifest with more intensity in those states, if it's moderate-destructively bad that is. If it's mild then there's wiggle room as I've experienced but the issue is not everyone is unanchored. You can also have stagnations that generate heat which can mimic yin deficient states. How do you know the difference? Symptoms in surrounding ways. This is why my coaching calls often go longer than an hour these days because I need to ask lots of debug questions to nail down the pattern because it can look like you've found the root half way in and then that changes when you ask more questions. I've been successful with diagnosis lately to a point that's surprising me as well. If I was diagnosing myself a year ago I'd probably come to an incorrect conclusion.

This all needs to be factored in. Liver qi stag generating heat will be felt more so as a feeling of wanting to explode if it's moderate to bad, and that feeling will be agitating the Shen, which is a sign of heat from the lower Jiao drifting upwards even with an anchor of yin, but if someone lacks yin even mildly then it can make qi stag stick out far more. We need to get to a state where the anchor is established, but you cannot establish that anchor if you keep burning up the yin and blood with agitation from buy in to the delusions. So the function of seeing delusions for what they are leads to a somatic reality awareness which opens up the ability to "catch" the delusions AS the pathogenic current it's associated with and to recognize the dysfunction OF THE CURRENT INSTEAD OF THE DELUSION ITSELF MENTALLY and KNOW that sinking it is how you kill it instead of trying to fight it and tell it that it's wrong and further agitate. This then leads the yin and blood to gradually build up to a point where the "importance" AKA heat/agitation of Shen can settle BECAUSE you're RESTORING THE ANCHOR by not "buying into" the delusion and reacting from it. THAT'S THE ONLY THING NG LOA TAUGHT. The issue is that this isn't functional for someone with lacking yang, or someone with excessive yang that's moderate-severe (since discharge is most reliable to establish balance instead of attempting to settle a blazing inferno fire tornado with the breath or whatever) and someone with severe stag or any degree of stasis or pathogenic damp accumulation. This will make it worse, in most cases, since tonification of yang, mostly spleen, is necessary to break down accumulation, and if the blood is static because of cold due to yang deficiency of kidney or whatever else, then you'll make it WORSE with relaxation.

Man I'm surprised I've seen this so clearly and it's like all automatic now it just comes through. Even just 3-6 months ago I'd be looking over notes to double check patterns. It's SO ingrained from constant observation.

Most people in NG LOA who do robotic affirmations will most likely have stagnations. If they experience "explosive" peak dips then they're likely yin deficient with stagnations. No excess. Someone with excess will be able to do robotic affirmations and not feel drained, because that fire is what enables them to do that, where as everyone else will struggle and burn out, which is what happens. They dip, the desire dies off, but it's pathological depletion of Shen and yang, and then when it rebounds it'll lead to more obsession and then they'll be in this "I desire I desire not" phase. ONLY I can explain this, none of the idiots in NG LOA or even the delusional psychology space can figure that out. Never read about this dynamic and detailed explanation in any psychology text. TOO BAD the Jewish filth are going to wipe us all out soon because I won't have time to put this into a textbook of my own to school the entire industry and tear all their delusions to shreds. No time for that. Heck I barely have enough time as it is.

People who do imaginal acts and experience a sudden sharp "flaring" of heat will lack anchor. People who do imaginal acts and feel themselves "lock up" will experience stagnation or stasis. People who do imaginal scenes and feel little to nothing will be deficient or clogged up with pathological accumulation. If someone cannot hold a steady mental image it's because they're lacking anchor and their Shen is agitated, or stagnation with heat is agitating it, or it's excessive, which is unlikely because typically if it's excessive you'll struggle to sit still at all. Typically it'll be stagnation, with maybe some mixture of depletion of yin/blood in kidney-liver-heart. If the kidney yin is deficient then any SP imaginal acts will lead to a flaring up of fire, and it will be SHARP, especially if it's sexually related, or they'll feel fear and their Zhi will just fall off a cliff, with the sinking feeling make them just flare up and then sink down hard and the "fire" for the desire will be unavailable at that point. You'll try "persist" in imaginal acts but you won't be able to, or you'll persist in affirmations but you won't be able to, because the Shen is sinking because the Zhi is sinking because the safety is lost. Many people with abuse patterns lack safety. Their Zhi falls out under them and their Shen follows and they will sink and the desire for the SP will be a sort of agitating ember feeling in their heart instead of a full nourishing type of feeling because you'll be "watching" the feeling of desire from a distance instead of being IN it. That's "thinking from" vs "thinking of" as NG says. I'M SUCH A GENIUS! I never even thought of that until I got locked into flow state and I just write without being able to stop until I've got it all out of me which I've been in. That's how this works. I just start and then new things come out of me.

If someone is depleted on liver blood and or has stagnation with it, then they'll feel a lock up when thinking about the SP. They'll feel a locked up stuck "I can't" feeling and it might come with a feeling of wanting to explode. That's how I cleared my trash that night because I had enough yang that led to stagnation for once that was substantial but I recognized the delusion and allowed myself to see through it and kill it off in my mind. That was how I shifted my issues. I nourished most of the deficiency but that still had stagnation on top when it was sufficient and so through having enough root pressure I was ripe for surfacing the conditions and killing off that influence. I was able to de-delude myself so to say and that manifested what I wanted because my composition was more nourished and empowered by seeing other people as the issue and the cause of my stagnation instead of trying to think I needed to change more about myself. I recognized that changing myself was the problem, and that changed myself, as contradicting as that may sound. I changed myself through seeing I didn't need to, but that only came through a context of seeing other people as the issue and the roots of my conditioned expectations I thought I needed to change for. Man this is insanely clear. I hope you're seeing this now. This is the best decode of the experience of meridian dynamics I've ever written I think. Nothing else has been this close to an accurate explanation of what it's like to be in different patterns.

This is why NG LOA doesn't work. I'd share this on YT but it won't let me post something this long. I've tried before. Only place I can post this is here, and even these pages have limits, hence why there's 36 pages of notebook.

So I need to outline all of this to people and provide them specific methods. THAT'S GENIUS. It's even better than my last idea I had last night to create a new form of coaching that involved self diagnosis. Screw all that I'm going to make a cheap program that works through deconditioning from mindless affirmations and other trash. THERE'S A MASSIVE MARKET FOR THIS. I CAN BE KNOWN AS THE EXPERT WHO CAN DETAIL WHAT WORKS FOR WHO AND WHY IT WOULD, instead of just "giving techniques" under the assumption of how things work mentally.

All of this is just so crazy to think about. Every time I come up with something new I feel that anchored activation. It's not like a burning fire, it's a deep activation, the functional dopamine release. The Shen lights up in joy at unfolding the innate sequencing of the Jing, utilizing the capacity of the Jing and the genetic perceptual efficiency. That's what I feel. I'm a TRUE master at detailing the metaphysics and alchemy of consciousness through the meridian dynamics and how currents move. Nobody on earth has mastered this. In fact, I've created a new science, because who else has done this work? Even in the Daoist circles I don't know anyone, and perhaps certain "masters" of Daoist alchemy MIGHT have a level like mine but truly who else has done this. I created this study and connected NG LOA, TCM, biology, metaphysics, alchemy, psychology, history, physics, and whatever else I've gone into here. THAT'S INSANE TO THINK ABOUT. At 26. How the heck. It just blows my mind that I keep being able to come up with more. That's what I mean. It's not me consciously doing this with will or effort or "thinking" it just comes through me because my currents are so organized for this. Ever since I fully studied NG using my study tool and saw that he didn't teach a solipsistic model and he taught fixed functions (mechanically at least) and then I saw that ALL psycho-spiritual doctrines were created by the DISGUSTING FILTHY JEWISH PARASITES then I managed to recognize the deeper depths in how the currents aren't pointing to a non physical spiritual body (of aether) but that the so called spirit it a product of the biology and isn't transcendental. The idea that there's a transcendental soul to "become" as one with all things is the delusion, because it's more "change" needed to happen and how you're born imperfect and need to be purified. It's more self hatred and the systems suck you into living in this view. I saw right through all that and now I've opened up more. As the delusions clear I see more clearly. That's the only way this works. It's a;; perceptual capacity being acted on and used fully. Logic, reason, critical thinking, the only variables that lead to facts and truth over the "all beliefs are true" trash.

KILL ALL THAT IGNORANCE OFF!

My Zhi-Hun-Shen-Yi-Po connection is insane. Eventually I'll be able to translate all of that into biological terms. I can already with some of them anyway, but the whole thing needs detailed biochemical reaction pathway breakdown, if that's possible. Anything is possible to me at this point considering where I've been with this considering how I've made myself look like an idiot from my past few years. I'm so glad I've killed off the view of aetheric body being imagination. I preached that out of ignorance. That's dead now. People who believed that and followed me for it will need to accept the hard facts. The aetheric model of physics was overlaid onto those ideas of abstract bodies of consciousness since I was still under the assumption that the alchemical doctrine was the highest level explanation and that I was still building out the interpretation of thematic translation. When I had those experiences over and over where I was able to predict outcomes in my sleep and then see them happening I KNEW that there was a predictive function to the field geo that wasn't tied to an abstract non physical substrate of some form, like the higher genius. The higher genius is dumb idiot speak for genetic thematic sequencing. The sensitivity and efficiency of the intelligences of the psyche come from DNA nothing else. DNA is what determines this, it has to be, as the structure of the field geo as we can observe in how plants grow for example. Humans aren't different. They can't be different.

You see that the things you once desired are no longer desirable, because you've stabilized the Shen through building the anchor. Are you into girls who aren't good for you? That's because you're being activated through dysfunction which is focusing your attention onto the wrong ones. They stimulate you and because it'll agitate a stagnation or an empty heat or something and move your Shen it'll make you feel that you NEED this person with the things about them that stimulate you the most, and you'll confuse it for love, when love doesn't exist really. It's not a transcendental idea, that was created by the enemy. Love isn't a "thing" but it's the experience of the Shen lighting up. So everybody who has a seeing experience of "unconditional love" had their Shen blasted open. I wonder then that for the people who experience NDE's who experience the so called life review and the "unconditional love" of God are just having their Jing "burst open" in a sense where the gate of life has one last hurrah and their "spirit" experiences this in the dream as the translation of seeing and feeling what they think is God. The subjective synthesis level of this determines the cosmology. The ones who meet YHVH, or Allah, or "Jesus" or any other being, they're just translating what currents are surfacing at that point into the NDE. This can all happen in a split second too, it doesn't have to be drawn out, which I know can happen because you can do advanced gazing and like 45 minutes pass when it only feels like it's been 15 or so tops. The experiences where they are able to describe the room around them while they're considered dead and totally unconscious can still be described if they come back through the cosmological gathering of the world around them with the senses in a predictive manner via the Hun and Po into what they experience as the NDE where they're "out of their body" and looking down. Yeah they can do that because their senses are still operating and gathering data and translating that into a cosmology of dream they'll swim in. The ones who have a very unanchored Shen will likely be the ones who more often will experience this, AKA those with heart issues most likely. I don't have data on this but I bet that those who lack heart blood will more or less be the ones who have NDE's the most, or a lack of liver blood, or both, an unanchored psyche.

It's INSANE to think about this, because it goes WAY beyond the "hallucinations" view that most pass it off on. We're breaking down the mechanics of how and why and what a so called hallucination is without needing anything specific to a psychological model to describe it. We've gone beyond Jung, Freud, even Reich, we've gone into totally new levels of this and are creating our own science. All through the lost mechanics of TCM. TCM is the thing that makes all of this possible, though the full depth of this system hasn't been fully recognized to this day, which I'm bringing into full light. I guess you could say I'm a TRUE TCM practitioner then, taking this to the absolute limit. Thematic translation wouldn't be accurate without the meridian dynamics. It would be impossible.

I remember last night I was contemplating on male and female gaze as well before I went to sleep since I was writing it out before that. I honestly don't think there is a "gaze" as they claim. I believe everybody is wrong about that. I think that more or less what people associate a "female gaze" and "male gaze" towards is more or less a different quality of Jing and that the "medial" point is what is considered to be the gaze. There are women out there who like massive hulks, and women who like Jordan Barret types, the supposed mog god as the BP space thinks. I know girls who would turn down Jordan, because they're on a different end of the range of TEST-ESTR in how those hormones manifest in your body. Guys who take estrogen end up with female appearance, because the kidney isn't going to "raise" current as much if the balance of yin/yang isn't tending towards yang. The "pretty boy" look that most think is the highest quality for female gaze especially in teens-early 20's when it's still going to work, then you'll be looking at women who like a more feminine look. Believe it or not this most likely will generate weaker children on the TEST level if they're male. I haven't done extensive study to confirm this but it wouldn't surprise me, so take that with a pinch of sale since I'm unsure, but in theory it makes sense. My genetics studies with how dom and recessive genes work is lacking and most of that left my head after I finished that study in HS. There's no awareness of that in my head right now so I can't speak intelligently on it. My assumptions however are that if a girl likes a guy who's more feminine than a more masculine stronger thicker and more "built" type with less of that "svelte" appearance that feminine represents, then that child they would have would be less likely to express higher masculine traits and be more "pretty boy" in looks. More feminine, and think about that. More ANDROGYNOUS. Isn't that funny, how these types are being promoted more than ever now. Think about that. Isn't that interesting. Androgynous forms of beauty being promoted is crazy. Yeah it's still male and clearly masculine but it's very much on the lower end of that. I've seen Jordan before in some short like 3 years ago or whatever and the guy is like a skeleton under the clothes he's not built at all. It's a very feminine body. That's my point. These pretty-boy types like K-pop stars and all that jazz are very much on the lower TEST levels side. I had a degree of that but I wasn't far in that range. I knew that the girls who wanted my form of current wanted more fire, more TEST, more raw virility that my movement and Shen expressed. Jordan doesn't have the same quality, it's different. He's got Shen too but it's not expressed through a powerful kidney-liver connection like mine is. Therefore it's a different type of attraction. His is more upper Jiao dominant like Heart Spleen Lung than anything deep kidney yang would produce. Guys who meet the PSL 6+ officially are like 0.1% of men anyway, which is my point.

Think about this. They shouldn't exist (that low of rarity according to these metrics they claim at least) if breeding works the way we think, with mixtures of yin/yang and those traits. If the promoted appearance is a MORE androgynous form than pure masculine or pure feminine, as in more "lithe" and "svelte" for yin and more built for yang. The promoted form is a more androgynous appearance without either, so the looks comparison is actually near impossible for pretty much everyone who have any degree of variance away from a pure 50/50 if that's how we'd classify the ideal appearance according to PSL rating. The feminine has never been about mixtures of this, male gaze is more soft. I don't like girls with solid jaws, or brows, or any of that more "built" look. To me that's masculine and makes them look gross in my eyes, and I've seen some of those figures promoted. I don't get it. I've seen some of these "before/after" PSL transformations from women and it looks worse, they look more masculine in my eyes. Perhaps it looks that way because my stimulation isn't leaning towards more yang, at least not from Kidney. I like LOTS of yang in the Shen. Like to me the higher and more forward facial cheek bones makes the biggest difference, after observing attraction patterns over my time. It's always there, and a certain eye shape that's not super angled or anything, I believe that higher more forward cheeks manifests with someone who's very Shen dominant in their psyche. I've seen it in myself, and while it's not very visible on cam in the lighting I usually use it's very visible in other lighting forms, like that short I did in my room with the light coming in the window. It makes them look way different, and it totally changes WHO'S stimulated by my face. This is what I mean. Jaw is more a manifestation of kidney-liver, maxilla and cheek bones are a manifestation more of Shen, but also kidney yang that's anchored. Eyes are mostly liver. Brows would be most likely kidney-liver again. and DHT will likely play a role in that if I had to guess and it would form up from 16-19 or so.

So with all of this analysis I just continue to see a more masculine looking face promoted for the female appearance, with the whole hollow cheeks, the whole defined jaw, the whole eyebrows and wider looking face. Yes I do like a wider face, but not like on the masculine side. I've always been into the svelte form, always, the more raw feminine nature. I see these models as mostly gross, not like off-putting but I'd not choose them if I had an option. Am I just an anomaly? I don't get how men gaze at that I've never liked that. It's far too masculine looking in ratio for my eyes, and it's promoted. A more svelte masculine form is more promoted for men now and they're bones smashing and trash to make their faces look like the PSL rating things they need to look. There's NO WAY that this isn't a Jewish operation. It's ALL Jewish at the end, androgyny and all this is so clearly presented in this space.

This is why I say that in the real world, you're not invisible if you're a PSL of 4 or whatever trash, because you'll attract those who want your dynamic of currents. The ones who look like the androgynous form will attract the wrong types. These women who are more into the pretty boy types are more likely to be MORE on the spectrum towards being bi, even if it doesn't express as a conscious preference. The ratios of currents are what I'm interpreting.

It's also interesting that many of these looksmaxxers like clav still don't have highly feminine GF's or whatever, at least not to my eyes. I've seen this one vid yesterday that popped up with a girl who had a guy who was a full straight 5 in the PSL and she looked WAY above his level, but he was far more on the raw masculine level, more built. All I'm pointing to is that there's manipulation going on with reproduction and how social norms are being warped and expectations are being set to keep the weak pathetic wimps incels so they don't breed. Makes perfect sense doesn't it, according to the CJB view these people who buy into the PSL scale are the ones who are destined to be killed off. They will suffer without getting any touch and die off as miserable and pathetic, because they bought the Jewish androgyny agenda. I just know that most of the high PSL women who I see aren't fully my type, maybe half of them, but I've seen girls who they rate at like 4-5 as upper range, simply because I can see Shen on their face where as someone who's not looking for that demand won't be stimulated by the same level and want someone with more mixture of kidney-heart or something. I've got little involvement with kidney in my eyes, it's more heart, though it's the physical manifestation of heart, which is also probably why the ones with high forward cheeks that are abundantly obvious and good teeth with lips and a smile, that's really the big things for me personally. Bigger eyes to a certain extent also are another thing for me, and the brighter colours are where it's at too, like brighter blue which my girl has or green or something like that. Don't know if there's a way to break down colour specifically in thematic current terms that would be accurate, but I'd guess it would relate to the affinities the Hun-Shen connection has which determines the desired colour, if there is one. I remember this one girl who was super into me who most would consider attractive but I saw her chin stuck forward too much like a man and it was gross to me, though I can't describe that with words since it's fully image based, even though most of her other features were good. She wasn't stimulating to my demand, I didn't see it, and that's why I see this clearly. I don't like women with masculine features, they're just bleh, but it's seeming that PSL values these, and I see it so often. Men who like women with these more masculine features likely are on a Jing level more feminine with their intelligences. It's not BAD or whatever, I'm just pointing to the dynamics. You're attracted to what your Jing is, or if you've been conditioned then that becomes what you're stimulated by. This whole "deep gaze" look from these "supermodels" I see as promoted is just bleh, and suggests masculine dom and I'm not a sub I don't get stimulated by that I stimulate the subs. The Melania Trump look to me is very masculine, and when people said to me she's like the "trophy wife" I was like ew no way I'd not pick that in a billion years. I'm not into the like HYPER feminine look that's like fully rounded and thin looking but it's a specific ratio that I don't think I can put a number on. That's my Jing. It's actually perfect for me because it seems the really feminine looking girls aren't in demand and so I get what I want, so have fun. So it seems that Shen can come through in demand even with someone like me who's really got potent Shen, and high efficiency. Supply can still demand an equal type supply. It's not like full on polarity, it can be a similar match, but it can never be over 50%. I need to make vids on this stuff too @_@

So many delusions to kill off.

All of this I outline to make clear that there are delusions out there being promoted for a purpose and that none of this is by accident. The Jewish filth have a PRIMARY goal of controlling who breeds and who doesn't. It's that simple. This is not a spiritual battle, not in the non physical sense. This is a TRUE spiritual battle in the sense of how the spirit AKA the clearly perceiving mind is at war, but that's it.

If I showed up on camera with the perfect angles and lighting that these girls often do to make themselves look like a higher rate than they really are I'd get more thirst trap clicks. I bet. Could do it, but then I'd introduce inconsistency with other lighting so I don't even bother there's no point. It's just unrealistic expectations. Be real. Don't stimulate to get approval, just be real and you'll attract the right type of people. That's how you get a functional SP as I've said. Guys that buy into looksmaxxing and trash will attract the wrong types and because they're delusional they'll end up with girls who they really don't even like deep down, because it's still a conditioned attraction. This is why I can't stand the BP space now, and why I've refined my view on it vs some months back where I was still limited in my thematic translation ability compared to now. I can break it all down so well now vs even just 3 months back.

There's so much about this world that's built on self hatred. SO MUCH. It's the core of modern reality. Psycho spiritual doctrines are one of the most obvious, and modern LMAXXING is the same thing. If you have dysfunction then you can use those methods to restore it, like with my face and the issue with my Jaw, which does have breathing issues, yet somehow it never stopped my performance in physical ability, or attraction. I've never bothered to be really interested in changing it because of that, even though my airways WOULD improve, and I'd likely feel a bit more vital, but the work necessary would be MONUMENTAL to be done manually and I won't be doing surgery, not in this modern world where nobody can be trusted. If I make it through the end of the goy then I'll come out and share what I know with those who survived and build a world truly based on REAL love, vitality. All the comparison is built for manipulation and the standards are set by the enemy by buying off guys like Clav to market these things to people. They're promoted by the system to serve the functions of the system. That's it, so live as though PSL doesn't exist and just be real. Even if you were a 10 or whatever then that doesn't mean you can get anyone. That's the myth, though generally you probably would be more attractive to more types. I can agree with that, and restoring obvious disharmony on your own appearance isn't a bad thing if it can be corrected and you care enough, because most of us aren't fully nourished to develop what our Jing CAN become. Becoming the full you is where that comes in.

RS has always been about "being yourself without compromise". That's the big trick. That's how you filter all the trash out and get what you want.

I just looked at another PSL rating for women and literally all the top examples aren't even close to that level to me. Like what? Am I just that different? Is it just me? The ones who were like 6-7 were more my type. That's just crazy. If PSL works the way they claim and it's what men want then obviously it's not accurate if I'm not lining up with that. It's either I'm just into some totally foreign niche, which I doubt really, or these people are all delusional and insane. All this "ideal ratio" stuff using math to rate is just stupid. Who the heck would think that could ever work, to describe the currents through angles on the face. Yeah right. That'll never capture the true essence of the currents that RS can explain and accurately describe in many different examples. We don't need math, we study the metaphysics of what manifests what. I just saw another scale and they had girls who were rated as like 5-7 that looked obviously below average. What? The more of these scales I see the more I see through all this trash. It's totally mathematically oriented and not REAL based on the currents and the thematics that stimulate. That's what I work with, nothing else. This is the science I created out of nothing because nothing else worked. At least we all agree that European genes look the most attractive to the most people, though obviously not EVERYONE, because that's not how it works. The more I see these female PSL charts the more I see that the top rating have more of a kidney-liver connection to the gaze than anything else, though some scales have a more Shen based look with the "glow" not just of the skin but of the whole face, which I was talking about in my own case yesterday. I've got an interesting mix of like Zhi-Shen-Yi on my face it seems, the most, likely is Shen though, as I can feel it myself. I just saw ONE scale which I agreed with personally. 90% of them are just bleh. Like I could say almost all the top rated on that scale were in my eyes ideal, and they looked different from other scales. Heck there was an 8 that surpassed all the 10's for me on that scale. Was literally like almost exactly what I'd imagine a perfect 10 would be. Like perfect basically.

So no these scales don't work and the real reason why is because of the currents. The currents aren't math, they're movement of aether in different arrangements.

All I can say is that in reality none of this categorization works. There's too many different currents to put into boxes. Yeah you can do it to some extent but making a number scale is just insane. I'm consciously done doing more analysis on LMAXXING and PSL scales and stuff like this I've been here for hours and I'm just going to conclude that it's as I said before. Thematic currents in supply/demand manifest attraction, however it's expressed, and the physical traits are going to suggest availability of what's in demand and stimulate and lead to the fun times. That's all you need to know. Be real, be yourself, and as long as you're not hideously disgusting if you're honest, then don't give a damn about PSL scales and trash. Show up as the you who feels the way you want to feel and you'll manifest the SP you want. Don't pick out this or that one as NG says, pick out the state. Wise words from him there.

I really REALLY consider myself studied enough on this to be able to put together an SP program, using RS manifesting model. It doesn't even have to be long or anything it can be quite short in fact. It's just outline all the ways the currents can interact and go over how you experience them and get real with it all. Decondition and nourish vitality. They both influence each other anyway. Like your unique mixture of currents and go for what you want never think you need to meet up with some Jew sponsored scale designed for you to hate yourself, as everything they do is designed for. Always remember that you don't need even a 10 in your eyes to be satisfied. A "higher" rating more or less would just stimulate more, but what's the point? It's just a more intense experience, that's it. Any girl who stimulates a response that's getting the job done so to say is enough, and a lot of the time it comes down to how nourished YOU are as well as to determine your sensitivity. I really don't buy into this idea that you need 10's or whatever, or even a 6 in order to feel stimulated. An average girl is enough, so long as you're nourished and functional. You don't NEED more, you simply need to be abundant in your own vitality and you'll feel the stimulus to more than enough of a degree without needing these excessive hyper stimulating examples. You'd not be here if it didn't work that way throughout all of your past, right? You're so starved of vitality that only the highest examples stimulate, and that's why you're delusional where only the top tier examples feel "enough" to you. I don't feel like I'd miss anything if I was locked out from above 5's my whole life. I don't care it's not that big of a deal to me, because as long as I'm satisfied then I got what I wanted regardless of what the world thinks. Never blame yourself for any of this. We live in a fake world with fake examples and fake expectations. Screw all that. You don't need to live by any of that.

Always remember that most women don't look the same without the face paint. Never forget that. Always know that they're not out of your league or any of this trash. They're flawed like you and me in their own ways. That's what makes them human, like you and me. See them for what they are. Killing delusions is being real and is being yourself, therefore you cannot suffer. The only people who truly suffer are the ones who are delusional because deep down they hate themselves and can't accept it. RS kills delusions. Men are more naturally attractive overall. Fact. Own it. You don't need face paint to be seen. They do. That's how delusional they are. Remember that. If you'd look up the top models without face paint you'd be shocked at how degraded they look. Always remember that's what they're hiding under. Never judge yourself needlessly from delusion, see the world for what it is. That's how you manifest, that's how you be real and be yourself without compromise. That's how supply/demand mechanics work, because you see through all the delusions and don't continue to dip into depletion where they'll perceive you as lower. It's all to make up for how they feel about themselves and gain an edge that they otherwise wouldn't have as who they really are. They are flawed, so critique them and you'll stop being afraid of their disapproval. This is real talk, not this "establish safety" trash you hear everywhere else. Yeah that's kidney Zhi, hormones, ATP, conditioning, but face paint isn't going to stop you. Only your delusions will stop you. You are your own weapon. Almost all of the images of these girls you see are curated, focused, crafted, sculpted for approval. You don't need that. They do, because that's their delusion, being someone they're not, and when they can't keep that up they will lose all value and fall apart, because it was all an act. Never forget that. You don't operate from delusion and unconditioned desire. You're beyond all of that.

Maybe I should just upload curated pics of myself to prove a point. I can easily improve rating a few points with curated pics, it's not hard, I'd get more clicks, but it's just marketing and trickery. If I changed the lighting I'd look different. That's how it works. I can make myself look older or younger depending on where I angle the lights and how intense and how far and all that. It's so easy to fool people. Right now they're just straight evenly lighting the front of my face on both sides, as you can see in the whiteboard. If I got some back lighting and some softer frontal lighting on a single angle that's lower intensity I'd look a few years younger for sure. It's easy. But I don't delude people. I have no need to, though if I did I'd still get more clicks, so perhaps it's worth. More clicks means more influence. That's how it works. I've seen some of the big coaches who have multi 6 figure subs and they look WAY lower spec without the face paint, to the point where it's gross compared to their layer face. Isn't that crazy. If they showed up with their REAL face they'd not get as many clicks I can 100% bet. That's why they do it, because it's literally an easy way to keep people looking at the screen. Same thing. So you see now how this all applies. They "make up" to gain approval, which is delusion, conditional overlay, because it's effectively them thinking that their natural self isn't enough. I've always showed "natural" who needs face paint or anything like that. I don't do the lighting tricks, I just have 2 diffuse lights on each side of my face and however I look is how I look.

If you then go to the LMAXXING space, you'll notice most of the women in top spot, and even some men, they're typically going to be wearing face paint, and if you took that off they'd drop many points. It just goes to show you how low vitality most women are these days. They're heavily conditioned, and the men are equally delusional for buying this need to make up to some literally artificial standard. It's insane. Some women put on face paint and these men are out getting surgery to make their eyes and nose look slightly better. How insane. This is the world we live in. Never forget it's all artificial. That these girls you see with top tier appearance on the street, be critical, have an eye for what's under the skin. I've gotten to the point where it's easy to tell almost all the time, because the texture and pores look different. I see it easy even on my own girl I can tell when the layers add on. It's all parade and delusion. That's why we win.

Go look up "women without makeup" and you'll see their entire face change in some cases. It's crazy. That's delusion, you're not presenting the real you to the world in those cases. Every detail suggests. That suggestion is only going to draw people who buy the delusion. Therefore, if you want to manifest the people who are suggested by your real innate supply then face paint should go. Either way it won't, so we simply need to have the perception to recognize the truth and see clearly. If you want to use that then have fun. You'll get looks from the ones who don't want you under that paint. Your decision. If you want to use it to sharpen up then have fun. Some will say that clothes are the same, but we all know that's nonsense because clothes don't have the same effect as makeup does since makeup literally makes you look younger than you are and often substantially so. Clothes can't do that. That's WHY women use it so commonly, because that's how they have "best chance" at getting what they want.

I don't even know what else there could be to discuss with SP manifesting related stuff.

Mud blood, That's a new one I just came up with when joking about those people with a mate. Yeah mud blood. You get it.

Slowly structuring the SP program. I've almost lost all interest in finishing the NG one at this point since all my focus is on characterizing the currents relating to different things. This is the most practical RS can ever get. That threshold is being crossed, finally. The cool breeze coming in my window right now is immortal and legendary. My Shen lately has just been so juiced up.

I feel like my dominance in the NG LOA space is so unbelievably insane at this point that there's no higher to even go. It's like branching into the vitality side is the only way to go from here, and going into the appearance side of things, to dominate as best I can just to rub salt in the wound. I really feel like I'd benefit just doing it. Like the fixation on the development of RS over the last years has taken up 99% of my time. I can back off from this before the enemy ramps up the next attack and I'm feeling like I just want to become the highest vitality possible between now an then. I feel like my capacity has really been revealed, a ceiling that's much higher, and with all the SP attraction dynamics, I feel like I can do better than where I am currently if I'm real. This recent state shift has revealed so much more growth potential. That conclusion is very likely a done deal at this point if I'm honest, and I need to be swift about it, and destroy in the vitality department too, simply because I want full spectrum destruction. I'm not doing this to prove anything to these people, I've already done enough there, but simply to further my rankings in the search results, and in effect this will increase cash too. We all know that. So my discussion earlier about lighting tricks, why not? What am I losing? Nothing, nothing other than more people who will whine when the lighting doesn't line up each time, but screw them. I've given more than enough to this space, so there's my direction of fixation, provided I can turn off the constant insights.

It'll be something that's actually challenging, to turn off the solution thinking mind. It's always running to be real. I just want to show a more kidney-Shen dominant side of me that's more egoic in the vital way, not just intellectually, because I absolutely destroy there and I always have. Why the heck not. Full spectrum dominance only I can pull off. Angles and lighting tricks will work magic. That's all I need. Don't need whiteboard videos all the time. I can use certain spots to maximize all the features and get the lust going. Master the juice DJ master the juice, make the old farts who preach mentalist trash quiver when they see me pop up on their feed. Viral trending vids replacing NG LOA, and my look will ABSOLUTELY PLAY A ROLE, because I know how these people think, especially these women who are desperate. That's one of the only real reasons why Dylan James got big, because he's an actual Chad by the looks of it. I can't compete with him on his range, but I can max in other ways that destroy him, and you'll see. I need to master the specific look I got, because it's very different from what you've seen. There's like one or 2 shorts where I showed it off, one I believe is very recent, except I'll make it even better than that. If I had full hairline back I'd move hair up and gain a few points, because it ABSOLUTELY MAKES A MASSIVE DIFFERENCE, and you'd be surprised about how much juice that would squeeze. It would be insane I know that. Either way I see the rerelease of RS as only a beneficial thing.

"New" model, new look, new paint. More money for weapons, more money to gain a safe house and survive with. Win win. Compromising here will likely lead me to a less efficient outcome there, so I'm shooting myself in the foot. I wouldn't bother if time wasn't ticking fast to be real but I have to accelerate the growth.

These people need to get destroyed full spectrum. My Shen lately wants to be illuminating in a light that's more visible. Becoming a literal face of the revolution and leading the way in vitality mechanics. Not going to lie I feel like I've had a degree of cope under the surface for a long time here. I know I've had more potential for expansion there, and the understanding of the mechanics and my recent state expansion makes me feel like I have an even higher state to attain. I can feel that "yeah let's go" sensation. It's like a VERY "airy" feeling in my chest, it's not warm, it's not intense, it's like sparkly dust in my chest or something. It's very interesting. I can feel it more than I really have in a long time. It's like I have flashes of compromise come up in my head, they surface where I wanted to express this feeling, so I can definitely see the delusions more now than before, and seeing the delusions naturally drives the involvement provided sufficient vital nourishment is available to facilitate that without like empty heat agitation coming up to throw you out whenever things "get real". I just feel like I can stand on especially more of my parental conditioning because I've had moments pop up in my head here that relate. Some of the times where I coped and compromised and all that. It's very clear to me really. I can see and feel more of my innate nature surfacing, and perhaps I've been coming back to the SP stuff in my own life as well more lately after the big shift relating to killing off the need to fit in the spiritual reality box and how Jewish supremacy must be killed off. I just feel this sparkly feeling that's like an "availability" of vitality for my Shen. It's so abundant. The compromises I've been more so unconscious of are surfacing and I didn't think I'd end up here now but I am. It's surprising. I've got an idea too, something I want to say to my parentals in person to kill off this lower state. I want to do what I did that night in my mind for real, like FOR REAL, and I feel alive when thinking about that. It makes me feel like I have agency, not in a sort of "screw you" manner, though there's some of that, but this total full spectrum dom state is just coming through so much more and it's surprising me. It's very activated. Doing that with the perfect SP situation made manifest is like the complete death of the levels of compromise I still have which are surfacing more lately.

There's more changes that will be made. More and more. So many changes. Such little time. I just see so much capacity to grow into, and it's right on the tip of my fingers to be grabbed and pulled in permanently. That's what it feels like, a total attitude shift, again. It's wild. Loving yourself is about cutting out the delusions that held you into being someone you're not to keep the world outside of you happy. That's how you "find yourself" for real, nothing else. RS is God tier. The feeling of this activation, like stars in my chest, that's what it's like. It's crazy this feeling. I feel like I've got "stars" in my chest or something. It's VERY subtle too, but it's a "washing" feeling. The intensity is like 3.5/10 at most but it's very spread out and it's like radiating a bit up and down and it's like a "brightness" if you could say that. Stars or sparkles in my chest. That's what this sensation is like. The "glowing" "bright" "illuminating" sensation is genuine spirit showing up. The real you is the spirit, in the heart, the Shen, the quality of your Jing as thematic sequencing which drives how reality is perceived and what brings you a sense of "is-ness" about life. That feeling of "is-ness" IS the activation of Shen in these types of ways. It's not special or different, and I always knew that but couldn't outline or detail how that worked. It's a feeling like a container growing in size and capacity to house more of yourself. You feel more "at home" and more in a sense of glow flow or whatever.

Become the living weapon.

All of this is like an extension of that state I feel when I move correctly. That state when the qi is really moving and illuminating and glowing and flowing. That's how I want to feel. I want to feel activated in that state where there's this abundance of vitality on tap, and on top of that there's the acceptance of not needing to see anyone else as some perfect person and to see everyone else around me as flawed and ignorant about almost everything in reality. I don't fall out of this state, because that's delusional. That's me conforming to the world, and so being nourished vitally, and having a functional regulation cycle where I can activate during the day and rest and reset and restore at night, then I live in a satisfying nourishing and fulfilling state consistently without peaks or dips. The delusions are gone, and the biochemical nourishment to feed my body what it needs to produce the reactions that generate stable somatic reality for my consciousness to swim in is literally how all success with manifesting works. That's the only way it can work, because states aren't abstract belief or mind containers or mansions of other reality dimensions you somehow move into and live from, no it's all here and now. I just hope you fully understand and can accept this. You must be willing to go all the way with this cosmology if you want true deep satisfaction because then you'll not need to look outside of yourself, literally, for anything. The psycho-spiritual fools will tell you that it's all here now, but they'll never explain that in a tactile way and all the practical level examples they may throw can be explained by RS and somatic reality and field geometry interactions. None of it is outside the scope of RS. That's why I left that view, because it doesn't work and people who believe in that are delusional, as I was too. The only difference between someone who's believing in that now and someone who's moved on is that the person who moved on doesn't hate themselves, because they see themselves as they are now as all they need and that's the self who's seeing the flaws in the world and doesn't buy the idea that you need to expand and change and fulfil these universal expectations of supposed higher consciousness.

So at the end of the day, when we break it all down, we can see it all as literally just dropping delusion about reality and seeing things clearly and on top of that nourishing your biochemical structure to afford yourself the somatic reality of being balanced. In other words, just apply common sense. There is no denial of experience, only the denial of the accuracy of the cosmologies that support these experiences that claim to suggest that reality must be non dual and "psycho-spiritual" in nature. The true spirit is the heart, the passion for life, the joy and drive to be real in this world and to own that. This quality is what makes you, you. That's your spirit. You cannot experience the spirit in any other way, and it's been through these dumb idiots marketing to us the idea that somatic reality sensations that are like highly charged or that seeming non physical imaginal experience somehow proves the cosmologies they promote but I've been through all that and can explain it all through the same mechanics that explain manifesting and everything else in reality.

All we need to do is get real with how we want to feel, to break down the process as I've explained. You start with how you feel, the patterns of this, how you've been treated, the response you've given, and innately this opens up a "non-delusional" state where you can SEE the FEELING you've lived from which isn't you, since all the variables that led to this being on the table.

The "bounce" of your consciousness is your Shen playing out what it does to make you human. Humor is bounce, for example. I call it bounce simply because that's what I observe in people with repressed Shen, people who act out of insecurity and lack and fear of being themselves because of delusion. They lack the quality of that being available, which manifests as spontaneous bounce. That probably isn't the best term to describe to others in describing the sensation of Shen but I believe it's good enough. It's because you're delusional that you accept less, you tolerate being stood on, that you remain ignorant, that you cannot move on and actually feel satisfied with your true nature, how you WANT to feel, no matter what that is. That bounce is what makes you break thresholds of lack, that feeling of "THIS IS MY HUMANITY" coming through, like breaking through a brick wall because it feels good and that it makes a lot of noise in the room and people look at you and stare but you wanted to "bounce" anyway. There's functional bounce and then there's excess heart fire which makes the Shen dominantly live in bounce where they're delusional about who they are and will overcompensate in every way without even knowing they're doing it. It won't come from fear or lack, but it will come from a need to stand out, from a need to be the most "bouncy" in the room, and it will be CONSTANT, as in you'll WANT to be seen and be related to but you won't feel relation, because the Shen cannot calm down, and cycle and regulate, like with friendships in a platonic sense with "relation" type experiences, and most effectively, romantic fulfilment. The excess Shen will never be able to come down, and that's where the lack will be felt. They'll be in a constant high thinking they're on top of the world and will want to show off and be seen by all but it will never satisfy. They're doing this from a drive that cannot be regulated or nourished in a deep "being seen" manner which is the function of the Shen bounce, to express your humanity and have that seen by others, and have their response reciprocate where you relate and fit in, or not.

The Shen that's highly activated and moved to be seen by all is in an excess state. Some may think these people have no social anxiety or whatever but unless they're truly themselves without delusion then they'll be operating from excess heart activation. Some girls like this a lot, but those aren't the ones you want, because they'll fall in love with a projection from excess heart activation and when you come down they won't be stimulated by you. That's why I am critical of all these "stimulation optimize" methods to increase PSL and such when you're just setting an expectation for what that person is buying into and they'll think they're the luckiest person on earth when in reality they've bought false promises and false advertising. You won't sustain that state, because it's coming from delusion, and unless that person is ok with the less stimulating state, then you're going to end up with failed relationships when expectations for stimulation aren't met. This is what you need to accept. The baseline state you live from is what you want to be driving manifestation, not these peak states where your Shen is highly charged and activated and you're drawing to you all these people who are in demand for those currents.

I need to just paste these notebook entries into my programs because I can't even replicate these if I tried. Copy them in and then just refine them down and shift parts around and do the necessary filtering.

Filtering is what we're shifting around anyway. Also holy cow I can feel the kidney activation strongly it's just insane. I literally have it on tap constantly now, and not in a sort of uncontrolled manner but it's always just there and any stimulus that associates activates that current. I've had this before but it's so settled at baseline and I can feel the depth of it more than it's been. The Jing must be truly getting restored for once and the yang must be consistently available. I can literally go 4+ times a day with the GF and still have more available. That's where I'm at. That's how it's been. It's been so intense, but I've recognized that since this current is so abundant now, it's like I'm conscious of more about what I really want to use this for instead of it being something I had to "work for" in a sense. It's just SO abundantly available I still am surprised at how strong it is and how fast it recovers. I wasn't kidding when I was saying I have the vitality like back when I was 16, even though my eyes can get tired from the liver blood stuff but the rest of my body is like bouncy and ripe for picking. It's just that there's so much vitality, I need to cultivate more liver blood ASAP to get all this working together and max the facial appearance because I KNOW that the liver blood issue is keeping it locked down. The damn dark circles need to get lost fully and not just go down a bit. Every time I spend hours writing I end up with them showing up again because the concentration and eye focus burns up liver blood so fast. This is also why when I was sick and I'd focus this way I'd cough since the liver can overact the lung and agitate the heat causing lung to cough. In gazing some people experience running nose, which is lung qi being raised and unanchored or damp showing up, either way, it's being insulted by the liver because the yang isn't staying where it should be.

This all feels so insane to think about, over and over I just have answers I never hear anywhere else. They just come. How the heck do I write all this out and organize it? I don't know.

I just know that the amount of root pressure is insane lately and I've got so much more of me illuminated from the extra vitality. This kills delusions. Oh man the kidney activation is back again. It's just always there on tap, it's wanting to move. It's not agitating or anything where it's frustrating, because it's not stuck, and it's not in excess since that's not even really a thing in TCM, at least not up until extreme levels, but the activation is very very potent and has very fast recovery. That's ONLY possible with strong Jing so I must be doing something right. My mtDNA must be operating better now, since the kidney yang associates and the hormones are likely improving too. Just more proof of what I'm saying. The actions you feel are natural to take and will be shown in your face, they come from the somatic reality. This activation has me looking for greater supply, because I've become conscious of compromise that I've accepted which isn't changing, as I said. So I need to be that change. That's what this has done for me more than anything, and is another lesson in how root pressure surfaces compromise that you'd otherwise be unconscious of.

If some people don't like hearing about how activated I am in these ways, then go read something else, but you'll be back. I just have to explore all these insights, and honest experiences for what they are to provide clarity. No delusion, no filter, no cope. We just be real. Doing this work will involve root pressure and that is the most clear example of root pressure there is, since it's a direct manifestation of Jing (DNA), which really IS "YOU". That's who you are, the thematic sequencing, that's driving all of what you experience as somatic reality, your reactions and responses, and we know this because when your currents are in a different composition you respond to life differently, as I've just explained. Your filtering opens up and widens out. Without this point fully grasped you won't understand why I emphasize vitality as a core metric for success in manifesting, because we know it's all about supply/demand mechanics and how stimulation and suggestion work through vital currents. These are your thematic sequences of DNA that are nourished and coming through you, hence how the "YOU" IS the DNA in essence being manifest, and therefore the desire is innate since that filtering that opened your perception to see the things that led you there is a product of how nourished your innate nature is. This is where it all works through, and not some abstract spiritual reality. It's all measurable and relatable. The spiritual abstract stuff isn't relatable, because the experiences of what it's like to experience these seeming "higher states" are never described in any coherent details. It's just that "it feels different" while saying that it's proof of higher states, which is just a cosmological assumption.

I'm such a genius. It just comes through.

The people that think they can explain away all intellectual study as not feeling the spirit or the heart or love, or whatever, is nonsense. It's more abstract thinking with generalized examples of people failing in certain ways when they're obviously just depleted in Shen or whatever and do things to be seen when those things can't give them what they want, which is to drop the delusion that they needed to in the first place. Those who would go after me saying that I've got issues in all these ways and that because I continue to mention how I'm at the top that it means I'm insecure. That's trash I feel more "bouncy" as I was saying now than in ages, and relationships are more real than ever, I've got walls up where they need to be and they're down where they should be too. it's very dynamic, I can feel the Shen activating and stabilizing and I can feel the kidney and liver currents moving more functionally now too with less stagnation especially. I will still need to tonify liver blood more than anything, along side spleen qi still, but that's all really. I don't see any obvious overcompensation sticking out, though the fact that I continue to have unique insights blows my mind and I just feel the "stars" in the heart and a default response is literally that it feels crazy to be here living this life being this person now, because I know that nobody else on earth has this capacity being fully played out, especially at my age, 26. Every time I hear others be critical of how much work I've done and how I continue to have answers to pretty much any problem manifesting related or physics or history or whatever else, it's met with a view on my part that this person is simply delusional, just like almost everyone else. I'm not comparing my depth of knowledge, that's not even the point, it's simply the fact that they're unaware of the fact that we're under immanent danger every day from the Jewish supremacy plan, and they can't see that despite ALL The OBVIOUS signs for a VERY long time. That's the core thread I see, and people who I say this to who agree are still delusional. It's like the people that watch my videos and clap and comment about how I'm a genius but still don't know what I'm saying because they interpret what I say through their own lens and filter our the core details that make it what it is. This is why I see most people as delusional because they are, and that's why. It's almost always met with unintelligent delusional views where people think the Jewish supremacist agenda is falling apart and that we're winning (which is their plan by the way and this people are following the conditioning EXACTLY as the Jews WANT to justify actions of mass killing) and the fact that I can see that and they can't AT ALL and WILL NEVER admit that, it's OBVIOUS that these people ARE ALL DELUSIONAL AND IT'S A HARD FACT.

Do you seeeeee???? They DO NOT SEE CLEARLY BECAUSE THEY CAN'T! They'd see clearly if they saw the repeated conflicts playing out and the psychological gaslighting and manipulation and all the games, but no they can't because THEY'RE CONDITIONED SO DEEPLY. That's WHY, despite most people who read me saying that everybody is delusional, will not agree, even though it's a fact. They'll say "they don't need to know that to not be delusional" meanwhile they're all about to be killed off in ritual sacrifice for the Jewish goat God. This is what I mean, can't you see that these people are so stupid that they don't even know they're basically being fattened up by the famers to be slaughtered and for many especially in the obesity capital of the world, LITERALLY FATTENED FOR SLAUGHTER. That IS the goal of the Jewish filth anyway, as their stated goals are to ripen the fruit (our technical progression to serve them the weapons of which they use to kill us off with which is the seed promised ahead of time in the alchemy view) and so the people who are all going along with the manipulation have delusions running their life. Their threat assessment is totally warped, and I saw this coming even when I was conditioned heavily with that from my parents and others, so if I can see it how come they can't, even if they're not conditioned? The only answer is because they simply aren't stimulated the same way I am when I detect a threat, which they can see but it won't be accepted and acted on. They'll remain delusional. They'll continue to cope, deny, ignore. It's not even that they need to "look into" the details, but simply to recognize their position in this whole thing and to respond accordingly, instead of going about their lives as though nothing is wrong. That's the issue, because that's HOW THE FILTH IS GETTING AWAY WITH IT. The dumb idiots aren't fighting back against the abuser. So you tell me, who's delusional here? Who's Shen is functioning at a higher level and who's heavily repressed? They have no fire for life, to be real, to FIGHT for what's RIGHT, to BE HUMAN DAMMIT TO BE HUMAN! Can't you see that they don't value themselves? They still hate themselves, hence why they throw themselves into the slaughter house willingly and laugh about it and cope until their head gets nailed and they die like sheep.

Let's just be honest. People who have a higher IQ are less prone to manipulation. Pattern recognition is how you detect and reveal manipulation patterns and cut through it. If you can't see it then you're too stupid, you associate the feelings you have that are trash with how bad you are because you accept the conditioning and can't question it. This is the biological nature of our existence as humans, we're not eternal spirits like everyone wants to believe and cope with. That's more self hating trash because it'll keep your delusions going and prevent you from seeing things clearly since you'll always be able to fall back on "oh well nobody can kill my spirit so oh well" trash.

Most people need a reality check, literally. The delusions keep them from that reality check, and the vitality pill matters too else you'll never really be able to sustain higher states because you'll be depleted on hormones or brain chemistry or ATP functions. Whatever it is, you NEED that in order for the currents to manifest and experience the state, else somatic reality will ALWAYS be a struggle. People who have vitality and have access to somatic reality that's satisfying are deconditioned IN THAT AREA and are vital to supply those substances which become what we describe in RS as thematic currents. That's it.

I can simplify all this down to those parts. Vitality and delusions. Biochemical and psychological, and there's caps on each depending on how your Jing is sequenced, AKA how good your DNA is. Yes there are superior and inferior people, better and worse genetics. People can cope harder if they're in trash tier DNA level, but the truth will always be that you cannot change this with your mind. No chance. The DNA determines your ceiling for where the mind can be taken, and where it'll be likely land. Having high intelligence means you can recognize and perceive patterns with obvious standout data in them which then imply a certain outcome and how that relates to how you respond in life differently by seeing that clearly.

That's why I can see that playing games with the viewers will only increase the acceptance of my message, That's why the changes must be made to attain the outcome necessary to survive. We all need reality checks to get real and drop delusions, and usually that's only when it's shoved in your face and made obvious, and usually that's too late. Welcome to the modern world. I hope you enjoy your stay!

It was never about Ego. It was always about reality. That's what all this was for. It was to explore reality, reality synthesis.

Effortlessly being yourself, that's your life, that's your innate seeds, your desires, your natural striving, your reality. That's your perceptions, capacity, everything. It's all there. You are your thematic sequencing. Someone who has it, will manifest it, because that's their state, their somatic reality manifest in their psyche through the currents as the biochemical nature of their body. That's their life.

Why do you think I dunk on mentalism so hard. It's full on delusion. Yeah no duh people who are effortlessly themselves manifest abundance, but that's not the cause. The cause is how vital they are and how their perceptions filter reality to be clear and functional or delusional. That's it. That determines your actions and reactions to the world. Beliefs come from this. That's why I trigger so many people, because I've pointed out how much of this isn't in your mental level control, and that there's work that needs doing on a lot of other levels, IF necessary. I'm the ONLY one in the NG LOA space who's correctly interpreted all this, and I'll continue to say it because it's true.

For most people, the identification with what they glorify instead of just BEING it because IT'S ALREADY WITHIN THEM is what makes it real and how thematic supply/demand works. You don't change supply by changing what you're identified with as in who you consciously experience yourself to be and to fixate on "I AM ___" when you're innately not that. This is mental delusion, you BECOME the person when the somatic reality of that is established. States ARE experienced AS somatic reality, and there's fixed natures within that you're compared to, and if you're not lined up with what's in you already. When someone doesn't consciously fully keep "doing" to "be" then they already are, because it comes through them. Again, as I said before, some think that because I keep getting the stars and I say that I'm such a genius for figuring this out that it's not me, but I don't try to be that it's just what comes out of me when I have insight and it feels good. It's like my Shen activates and rewards me, so obviously I'll write about it or say it. These entries are just more or less a flow of what I think without filter. When you're someone without trying to be that person because you're not experiencing the somatic reality of what you think that feels like then you'll always be fake and people will know. That's the supply/demand there. You cannot be someone you're not, and almost all the NG LOA people are telling you to fake it till you make it. You can't change your state with your thinking. That's insanely stupid, unless the thinking leads the pathways into insight about the delusion that it kills the delusions off and opens up naturalness.

Either way, that naturalness is already there. When you're you without being you, because the you isn't something you find to be important, then you manifest those things because you're in abundant supply and those in demand will want to overlap that. You can't fake that or deny that it's just how it is. The state then is an extension of DNA. You are the Jing, the thematic sequencing, because that's the unconditioned un-delusional state of being you. That's how you manifest functional SPs and such. You don't get them showing up by "manifesting SP" but simply by existing in the world as yourself without trying to be someone who's getting an SP. That's where you fail. That's where you get the wrong types showing up. That's where the delusions are running the show, and that's where attraction is always going to be based on deluding yourself and perpetuating that delusion to keep the attraction. When you're real as you and the person wants that, you've got "true love" so to say and commitment and the dom sub dynamics work. When you're trying to be dom you're going to fail. You're not that person and you're trying to consciously stimulate currents to be what you think that'll feel like, hence why 99% of people who apply imaginal acts to "feel" how they think being in the state feels will FAIL because that's NOT sustainable. You're stimulating currents to attempt to influence others and manifest a change in them but that's impossible without actually being that person without trying.

That's why RS works and NG LOA can't work the way everyone else teaches is. It's fundamentally wrong about the mechanics of states and how you change them and everything about what actually manifests changes.

20/6/26

I'm having different thoughts. It's very clear that the state has permanently changed. I know how it happened and it happened from clearing delusions about reality and other things, and owning the functional ego I have, Seeing other people as flawed is a massive part of growing up psychologically, because that's how you take them off pedestal, instead of trying to compensate when you'll just be building more delusions to put yourself above them since it's not real you. Slept decently well without waking up with crazy visions or whatever. I don't even recommend gazing for anyone who's got liver qi stag, because it'll likely burn up the blood more, which is why your eyes water. If you gaze without your eyes watering then it's fine but if you're watering still after like 3 weeks then you're wasting time. I'm also shirtless outside in like 11c temps and feel no chills. Hands aren't getting cold like before either, not deeply at least, they're cold on the outside but they're warm as soon as I touch them where before they'd freeze up. The kidney yang makes a big difference because this is literally the root of your warming vital current and drives growth in all forms. As I said before, even doing multiple runs with the GF STILL doesn't drain me, BECAUSE I've just got that much more. My issue is the yin and blood still, not so much the yang, mostly the blood. Liver yin-blood. When you're living with more intensity it'll draw out the Jing into yang and warm your whole body. There's also a feeling I've nailed down as to when the intensity is burning up either liver or heart blood OR is unanchored kidney yang, which is highly pathogenic. I can tell when I'm in those states most of the time now because I've felt into enough of what that's like in contrast to functional anchored yang to know the difference. It's like more of a "misty" feel, which doesn't sound like empty heat if you look at the metaphysics but it does. It's like there's humidity, possibly a little damp heat flaring up, especially considering my blood issue that's possible. I know how pure empty heat feels too, and it's just like more warmth that's like a burning feeling on your periphery and rises up in your body, like you're literally a furnace with fire going up in you, even if it's mild.

Either way, I can just notice the patterns very clearly, the somatic reality. This is seriously game changing stuff now that I've been able to connect somatic reality so clearly to patterns and their psychological states. I can "feel" the memories from past me when they surface to suggest a direction of involvement, like my heart has that starry feeling. It's wild. There's different II too, like I've found myself having spontaneous thoughts and sensations to do something different than usual. It's because I'm seeing the delusions consistently and that's rearranging the currents altering my baseline somatic reality. I don't do ANY active level thinking or feeling, or any of that. I simply see things clearly and without delusional overlays. I look at where my root pressure is moving me, where my desired direction is, and how I feel on a somatic reality sense as soon as that comes up.

When your Shen activates you feel that glowing sensation. This I believe can contribute to acute level attraction and also just generally having strangers smile and wave at you. I've had this before when I did experiments with mindless affirming. I remember for like weeks it was almost every day straight where I'd go outside and walk this long street and NO JOKE ALMOST EVERYBODY who went past smiled and waved at me including people in cars as though they knew me. This has real mechanisms and it MUST be the wei qi glow from the Shen being raised as I've discussed. I also believe this can contribute to the whole "thought transmission" phenomena too. When I stopped having my Shen lifted up acutely artificially I ended up back in the dips and then they stopped even though I walked the same street. I SWEAR this was a BIG factor in what drives ALL forms of attraction (from girls and even guys too despite being grossed out by their approaches) from my past the most, because that's the most common thread. Moving correctly raises my Shen and it contributes to that glow. Sitting around writing out more RS theory and program material CAN help my Shen if I'm on a roll but it mostly ends up depleting the anchor and then it ends up in semi-floating states and I'm very conscious of that and the filtering that changes. I swear so much of the little bits of instability in my state come from blood issues. That's pretty much always been the case, but I'm 100% betting that attraction from ANY form is driven by thematic supply/demand and not what everyone else thinks, because isolating the variables in what went into my success, it was always able to be explained via the wei qi mechanism. It's that living in that higher state streak makes acute attraction work, from all people, so long as they're not someone who's got conflicts with you already.

Big Z. Code word that's new, or at least new from what I've seen.

The vitality makes you think different, want different things, change patterns. It all goes hand in hand.

You should only stick with the girls that show you attention and put effort in. Nothing else. Don't "chase" because you're going to almost always be putting on fronts to gain favour. They will backslap you when the chance comes, because they didn't feel the same sparks you did. Without the girl feeling the sparks it'll never work, even if they try to make it work. Fact.

Money will eternally show up for you if you offer people stimulation to resolve their conflicts without actually resolving it and keep them in cope. Fact.

It also seems that laughing reveals the ego. It's the same function.

It's crazy what vitality does to your thinkin when it's more abundant. The mental view of this is UTTER COPE TRASH! The PHENOMENA of "thought transmission" has EVERYTHING to do with vitality and thematic supply/demand suggestion and stimulation. NOTHING ELSE. AKA "imaginal" level manifesting as we've been taught doesn't exist. Somatic reality is imagination and somatic reality corresponds to the composition of currents which is your vitality and what you suggest to the world to stimulate the world into responding to you differently. That's it.

Case closed. Game over.

Being involved in the more visceral game of life is literally the way to go, and everyone in my life tried to keep that away and discourage me. It's WILD to see this so obviously, and it was all a combination of delusion and vitality. They go hand in hand, and there's no bypassing that reality. Stimulation is the experience of supply/demand polarity attraction, like + and - charges in the aether. One charge flows through the other. When you conform to the social conditioning to be smaller than you really want to be then you're going to suffer, you accept delusions and they control you.

It's all reproduction driven. Fact. Reproduction is + and - charge polarities overlapping. Literally. Alchemy. What stimulates us the most in life and is the root source of vitality? Reproductive function. Fact. Owning this is the highest way to functionally regulate your Shen to not feel suffering in life. You're not needing "inner alchemy" to sink charges because prolactin and oxytocin do that job for you, the yin overflows the yang and restores balance and satisfaction becomes natural. All the inner alchemy trash is Jewish funded cope to keep weak men stuck. All this trash, it's designed to keep the delusional fools in the box where they can be controlled like literal animals. That's all this is, it's not higher spiritual evolution or whatever abstract expectation we're suppose to exist for. No, it's aetheric currents manifesting AS us, AS our DNA, AS our biology, AS reproduction. Our reproduction is the higher form of the aether taken into a self recursive circuit, and Christian doctrine came around and kept us in a lower state to naturally eugenically create higher order humans, thus ACTUALLY "evolving" the AETHER THROUGH US. Right? That's been the view of RS on a field geo and alchemy level really since the start, though the full focus of reproduction makes sense. It's ALL FREAKING REPRODUCTION. The container exists for this, and our technological pursuits and pursuits of art and all that are an extension of this vitality. The warmth of the gate of life nourishes the Shen, and creativity comes through without effort, provided the genetics are capable of it.

The point of existence is for aether to evolve, AS us. Evolution is of the substrate, and reproduction is basically cellular division of the body of earth, and therefore is necessary and is "rewarding" to us for a FUNCTION THAT WE DENY AND DELUDE. Now that I've seen through all the non physical trash about evolution in an abstract and unintelligent way, it's pointing obviously to physical vitality to be the only real thing that matters. This is why getting women has always been the most rewarding thing for men throughout history, because it's built that way. I still don't buy that women are naturally hypergamous, not to the extent we see now, which is mostly created by online access and all that, but they ARE like this in truth because that's functional for aetheric expansion. It's just cells dividing remember. In order for the body to exist there must be massive amounts of cells doing their thing, all directed by the environment which those cells exist in, the field geo, which you can say is the world around us and the environment we're in which provides access to a substrate to generate pressure to separate the higher vitality people from the lower vitality ones who will die off as pathetic weak trash of the earth that are slated for death the moment they're born. They're defects. These people are defective humans, and are incapable of higher functioning. Cope harder. We see it as the common thread throughout all of existence, and fractally. Reality doesn't discriminate, and Jews certainly don't. Reality doesn't care if you're a human or not, it only cares what you contribute to the aether expanding. If you fail to partake in that expansion then you get killed off. That's how it is.

Sounds brutal but this is what we can all see. Vitality is the only reality.

LMAXXING has hijacked this instinct and messed with expectations, which prevents function from occurring naturally where you manifest people to you who will be of higher vital capacity for the expansion of the aether. God is the aether, which I've really always said, and that we are the body of it. Instead of seeing us as non physical spiritual beings we see ourselves as extensions of the aether formed into the structure we are here now which ARE aether that's in a higher order form seeking further expansion into a higher ordered form. Self recursive procession. Putting a cosmology over this that says that the material reality is all dead and doesn't exist and is an illusion of the mind in a delusional non dual way is the reason why so many people hate themselves because they've been conditioned (more like their innate genetic nature is being EXPLOITED) to deny their vital current driving them into more and more and more overlap if that capacity exists for it. Many have the capacity but are deluded. Others have the capacity and aren't deluded. The ones who are like lions in the pack of lowly creatures rule, and will get anyone and anything they want because they're a higher display of God, of higher format aether. The Chad is literally more God than the pathetic wimp. There is a distinction, because the pathetic lowly little incel wimp has no vitality to offer reality to expand and so he copes and denies and deludes himself into spiritual views of reality to avoid how he really feels. That feeling of that weak man to kill the lion of the pride is his drive to become higher function, higher vitality, and to take the place of the lion and rule the pack. What does this look like in humans? Competition for the highest vitality overlap opportunities. I mean isn't that what drives pretty much all of this? Higher order charges overlapping forming even higher capacity charges. How else does the aether take upon itself a higher state of order? Beauty is a representation of God in a higher format. That's it. Beauty, reproduction, vitality, life, order, reality. This is why nobody can prove age reversal except one or two freaks out there like the alchemist, who may very well be a big Z asset for all I know? Who knows. All I know is that I can prove his view of reality wrong now.

There is no psychospiritual expansion, and all this abstract cosmology is all cope trash for the fact that you're ignoring your true capacity and true feelings and true vitality for life. I look at the people in my life from my past, how they saw these things, and then I look at how I turned out then, how I ended up with extreme anxiety. Yeah it came from being put down and controlled and manipulated and gaslit 24/7. It's disgusting. Now I see all of them as ignorant fools who have nothing of use to offer and will die off. The more vital you feel the more you will "experience" this. I had to reach the threshold of wanting to kill off the enemy more than I ever had before to get here, and to recognize that girls in my life who don't want to overlap charges will be useless to me, even if they're HIGHLY stimulating. Nope. See ya. I mean she will do anything for me to stay but I'm not going to be locked into the expectation to conform to her views on things. I don't need to be, I'm higher vitality than that, and even though she stimulates me better than almost anyone else I don't care about that I will keep all that root pressure and give it to someone who DOES want to functionally overlap charges.

Wilhelm Reich saw it this way too, actually, as reproduction was basically electromagnetism and that the "parts" were like magnets and coils overlapping. Isn't that funny. You put the magnet into the coil and the electric current is generated, as in the aether is moved. Energy manifests. Why do you think everybody in NG LOA wants relationships? Why do you think it's the most stimulating thing imaginable next to achieving great things and inventing new things in life? BECAUSE THAT'S HOW THE AETHER SELF GENERATES HIGHER ORDER FUNCTIONS OF ITSELF. Putting a God image onto the aether is what the lowly creatures do to externalize power outside of themselves and see themselves as lower, and ultimately to hate themselves and keep coping. Cope cope cope cope cope. That's all mentalism is, because it's the promise that you can experience the vitality fantasy without the vitality. That's why it can't work, and anyone who thinks otherwise will fail over and over to prove that,

The people who keep you locked down will perpetuate your ignorance. I'm here to kill off all of that influence and generate a new baseline. Remember, honor and true morality still applies to be a functional person. None of this is outside of the boxes of what it means to be a functional high vitality person.

Thematic supply/demand is the only thing that works through suggestion of what stimulates the Jing, which is you, the DNA, which is self assembled aether from stillness. One day, the aether moved, and we had creation. Simple. Movement of aether manifests charge, that charge attracts and the cascade of physics effects from there generates what we now have as reality. Hysteresis cycles all play into this.

All the times I got called "good" for conforming now seem disgusting. No chance I'll ever conform to that trash ever again and these idiots can all die off. Your view of reality comes from the currents that generate somatic reality, nothing else.

If in the alchemical view of reality, that "psychic sexual acts" as NG says are the highest form of experience of consciousness, then we have to wonder, if we take this out of the abstract where does this land? Well you know. What did you expect. Repression is everywhere. It's rampant and it's running our world.

Now we know HOW the people who get effortless manifesting of all the nice things in life get it. Suggestion, stimulation, supply/demand and vitality mechanics of somatic reality. DNA. Meridian systems. It's all there.

Also my breathing is deeper in my lower belly by default. A clear sign of kidney-lung axis working better than ever. I'm doing something right. I'm on fire, literally. It all started when I wanted to kill off all the filth that have ruined our world, or in some ways, enabled those who are superior to be filtered out.

Ultimately being yourself gets you the capacity for the life within you. We've done the metaphysical breakdown, we've done all the analysis on that level to exhaustion, if you've not figured this all out yet then you're genuinely an idiot and have no way of surviving the mass culling of the masses of "useless eaters" to quote big Z. If only I accepted all of this earlier. I was always working towards this and had glimpses of it come through but the deduction and induction takes years. Coming to this view without reasoning that's systematic is fine, though it just shows root pressure is what drove it and not logical in-deduction. Be real and you'll manifest the life you want. It's already in you, literally. I mean I speedran this whole reasoning game and documented the whole process. I need to gather 10 years worth of vitality loss back in months. How? Everything I've taught you.

I notice the people in my life who sought to keep me in their little box get angry and agitated when you start talking about things they get triggered by that they're coping for. That's what happens often, they either shrink and hide or they try to pull you down, because you're a threat to the lowly creature, you're reminding them of just how pathetic they are. This is what I felt when I went out and saw what I wanted being unavailable, it would trigger me and send waves of fury through me. Instead of beating yourself up like I literally did, you target the people who kept you stuck, see them as delusional trash who tried to make sure you don't become who you always wanted to be. This is where the superior man lives. His own world, because he sees the real world for what it is. Now I know why these people will be WILLING to scam to gain stimulation and access to reproduction. It's very obviously driven by the root pressure, and if you don't have that your mind will default to coping over and over and over and justifying NG LOA mentalism trash as why your life sucks and you'll live in your "imagination" and forever continue to be triggered with how pathetic your life is. The people around you who aren't superior and don't see vitally like I do will ignore the lacks you fall into and support the cope for the fact that you're still pathetic. My mum did this for years, she literally was A MASTER of manipulating my capacity I swear it was SO WELL DONE, how well she kept me in that "good boy" box. It was DISGUSTING and I HATE HER IMMENSELY for it. She has no mercy, nor does my dad. They can both get killed off in the coming events because they haven't changed one bit despite the hard words. They don't want to change and therefore they're a waste of my time and you should kill off the influence of your family and never look back if you're in that boat too. They will only keep dragging you down. If they were functional and saw reality as it is then you'd have every reason to support them since they support vitality and life, but mine don't, nobody in my family really does. They're almost all dysfunctional and it took me a long time to fully see all that for what it was.

Read notebook 29 for insights on that.

The drive to be the highest form of yourself is what we are at war against. This is what we hate. We hate the vital natural striving and that root pressure. for without this you will forever be in suffering denying the satisfaction contained within it.

Women generally out in useless land see everything like children, something to look down upon in the sense of "caring" for it like it's helpless and needs their help. The men functional women are attracted to are the opposite of this, someone who can give them access to playing this role without them needing to maintain and "help" him, unless they're psychologically warped. This is how my mum looked upon me, looked DOWN upon me, and imposed her will onto me, mistaking it for actual nurturing, which she couldn't do. She'd "push" the buttons to trigger and insult needlessly whenever she'd not have her control web around you, whenever you'd show ANY sign of self interest it would be INSTANTLY attacked, even physically attacked in brutal ways which I had faced many times, slaps, getting things thrown at me, breaking things, it was like a triggered agitated psycho who had no self worth and her face would be RED when she was like this. Just standing there she'd be like this, and then blame you and PERFECTLY gaslight you by pointing out how you're not XYZ and that this is why she's mad, but in truth it's all cope trash on her part for the fact that her life sucks and can't be responsible for it and sees that it must be everyone else who's the issue without ever framing her compromising for the conditioning, and instead will frame it as "you're oppressing me" or whatever victim garbage that useless idiots threw around like it was a pack of cards being played. She's USELSS IDIOT who kept me locked into lowly creature mode during my teens and 20's when I should've had all the girls over I wanted and done what I wanted in front of her and see how she tried to manipulate me and made me into the enemy but SCREW THAT I'm GOING TO do it in her face simply because I WANT TO, and nothing else, because I feel like she NEEDS it to wake up, to feel SO HELPLESS that she'll HAVE TO look at just how compromised she really is when she accepts that I grew out of her little box to the point of no return, to be the example of an untamable man. Women will generally impose this onto anything that can have this view put onto it. This is why they're SO EASY to manipulate and keep in the victim state and market it as self value and worth and trash, and to avoid accountability and responsibility. The best way to make them look at themselves is to show them a highly triggering example of the life they want, just like how men get triggered, like what I was saying before, which makes them look at themselves and get real and drop the delusions. As soon as she sees BLAZING PASSION from my girl towards ME in a VERY visceral and vital way it'll boil her blood up inside and it'll force her to either explode or drop the delusion. My mum would watch dating shows over and over and over and over and over like on loop because it was the example of the life she wanted that she denied herself, and now she's useless and wasted her life on a pathetic lowly piece of filth known as my dad. What a waste of oxygen. Women WANT to make their world around them into a childlike reality where people need caring for and keeping in that childlike state, but if they're conditioned they'll just end up pathogenically manipulating. They'll unconsciously keep around man children because it's the closest thing they can get to what they want. This is almost all of them who are abusive, they see you as a child they never had, even if they physically had children, they still don't feel satisfied.

Obviously this isn't the whole picture, because the thematic nature of this is HIGHLY variable and will take many many variants but it's an overall picture. Men want to destroy and conquer and women want the opposite they want to grow and nurture. Men want that too, but to a lesser extent, which is why yin-yang ratios matter to grasp and not seeing everything as black and white. I'm a destroyer, I carry that quality of my Shen. That's why I got the juice when I wanted, even if it didn't stick around for long and I ended up extremely anxious because I still gave my HIGHLY ABUSIVE PARENTS control over me. Now they're dead in my mind more than ever, and they manipulate on all ends of my family. Last year when I was at the Christmas event the others on my mums side were abusive and triggering as well, pointing out the flaws and then saying everybody my age are all the same, lazy and entitled and that we "don't deserve to eat". I remember that clear as day, and he laughed it off. It was wild. No way I'd tolerate that trash, and when I called that useless trash to his face my mum came in and grabbed my arm tightly and did her little controlling dance with the death stare. Yeah that's how I got conditioned, as ANY example of self respect I showed got instantly shut down and I basically got trained to see that if I wasn't quiet and small and "good" then I'm an evil person with no respect. That "whisper yell" thing she did was DISGUSTING. I wanted to put her face in the floor every time I heard it I swear. I literally wanted to get back at her so bad at times because it was reminding me of just how pathogenic she really was in my life and how all those feelings I had were genuinely warranted. All that fury, all that repression. All that FIRE in my Shen I had to put out and tolerate and accept. That's what happened. She will not change and I have ZERO interest in helping any of them with anything at all, since they're a primary cause of why my life sucked and why I ended up with extreme anxiety for years until enough root pressure surfaced it in me. screw them. They can all die off. I don't care. They won't change and can't change. Only getting into the relationship situation with the girl she'll HATE the MOST will change her. I want to make out with her in front of my mum and have her hear the little whines of my girl as she CRAVES the touch, and make my mum literally crawl on the inside with all her repression for the life she never had. I want her to get so triggered it forces her into a state of shock and I will do it over and over and over and over just for the sake of it. My mum doesn't like my current gf, and views it under the same "I won't allow that" trash which she's literally told me when I was discussing these things with her last. It literally came up, just like when I was 16 or whatever. "I won't allow that in this family" and such and so to be "good" I'd be a good little sub puppy and eat the bone she'd throw. USELESS. No wonder when I had the girl of my dreams back when I was 18 in front of my mum I threw up in front of them both because I was so anxious about being seen. SCREW THAT. That's what I lived through, because I couldn't see my mum was the problem and I was trying to dance on the fence and get what I want while still being conditioned and accepting I can't have it. That's what screwed me over SO BAD. I was basically tolerating a life where I was devalued on every angle, and the one instance where my mum saw me with the girl I wanted I basically had attacks within myself and came undone. I couldn't cope with it it was just so insanely intense.

All of this reveals to me that the people around us, especially the women, will want you in their box where they can play you like a child to be "taken care of" and manipulated. "Good boy". Screw you. Die off.

You should explore these examples in your own life and see how you really feel about all of this too.

My goal is to become the person she hates the most, not because I want THAT but because it'll overlap with what I want anyway.

The women who want to be owned, like they want to be the child, instead of seeing the world around them as the child and imposing that control onto it, those are the ones likely who will stick around for you and be the loyal ones because for a healthy unconditioned woman this is their innate nature showing up. Mine is very very very like this, in most ways. The more like that I am, the more I make decisions, run the show, be spontaneous, and not be someone who's the "child" figure then the less I get treated that way which I've experienced the most. Fully committed and focused. The issue is that this doesn't translate to all aspects of their life, there are still conditions on certain things, and they'll see you as a child if specific triggers are surfaced. Mine has one very subtle one that never really shows up until it does. Everything else is clear really, and she is sort of more on the "spoil me" side but never gets mad when that's not on offer, even though she's got affinity for that. The psychology here isn't universal, obviously, but I'm saying that in my experience, especially when I also look at past experiences, as short lived as they were, it was often a similar dynamic too. It seemed the ones what wanted me the most saw this as our polarity, where she'd be the one who's the "child" not in an infantile way but that she wanted to "go along for the ride" and "be helpless" so to say but in a way that's nourishing for her. The girl I REALLY wanted when I was 18 that fell through in the end was VERY obviously this way and that's probably the biggest thing, not just the SPL in terms of appearance but in terms of supply/demand psychologically. The more sub the more I want that. That's why I look at these other guys strange when they put these women up who are like more dom and "take care of things" because that's not the dynamic I experience or want. That doesn't mean actually powerless or infantile and immature, but simply a WILLINGNESS to provide that supply of that role, and to basically be dynamic with the polarities where it's natural and spontaneous. That's what I mean. My girl can absolutely take care of herself, but she doesn't identify that way, and that's what I was also talking about yesterday. It's either these pseudo dom girls are identifying as someone they're not and masking or that's just their ratios.

So this whole parental figure stuff we see playing out in relationships, as I explained in depth in page 29 again, is a reflection on these polarity dynamics too. Relationships are a reflection of parental roles, because that's all the aether can express through our receptive functions it seems. There must always be paternal roles in play, because we become that anyway, so it's natural if you think about it, for the purposes of the aether carrying through you the capacity for higher forms of vital life. It's all just pressure mediation. We are personifications of charge, very complex forms of charge. Masculine is + and feminine is - charge. The ratios you live from as you suggest stimulus determines who shows up for you. That's is. There's manifestation, the phenomena of it, including specific thoughts which are manifestations of the somatic reality coming through. No thoughts don't create, the aether creates and your thoughts are a reflection of somatic reality. That's it really.

So much refinement.

Become the weapon. That suggests you're a strong supply of yang, + charge, expansion, growth, vitality, virility. You'll manifest highly sub girls. That's how it works. The dynamic you play determines what you suggest. That's probably why when I owned my desire to build the aetheric weapons to eradicate the disgusting parasitic filth it skyrocketed my state and all that current blazed up. That's why I'm so juiced up all the time now and I've just got so much focus. Effortless focus. It's there.

So if you're looking to become the person YOU want to be, regardless of ratios, then just feel that way. The somatic reality of that state will draw you to and draw to you the circumstances of such, because you'll think from that somatic reality and the translation will become what your intuitive impulse moves you via compulsion as NG says. It's not magic, it's functional aetheric pressure gradient mediation as I've taught since the start. That's the thing I had that none of these idiots have. Aetheric physics is the pinnacle of metaphysical translation into a measurable substrate. You don't need anything other than your DNA. That's the innate nature that comes through you, which determines your desires ahead of time, your fixed point of comparison, what stimulates you and what doesn't at different levels of vitality. Your desires WILL change depending on how activated and or deactivated you are, and how regulated those dynamics are between each other.

The best of the best succeed because they see reality for what it is without delusion. The best of those who are the highest of vitality are chosen by God itself, the aether, to become the personification of the intelligence of the world around you. You literally manifest with your DNA, your innate nature, your somatic reality, supply/demand mechanics, suggestion and stimulation, polarity dynamics driving your implied involvement and how efficient you are.

I'm just surprised how deeply I'm breathing all the time now. Like I have more stamina in almost every way, and massive recovery. Too bad my eyes still get dry from the stupid liver blood issue. It's the only thing that's not improved, but I know my Zhi and kidney are more tonified now and in decent balance of yin yang ratio. It's something I didn't expect, but it's predicted by TCM. If you move stuck qi and that leads to opening up more vitality for a certain channel then the psychological level shift CAN lead to a shift in the physical. So this is one example of how doing "inner work" can also lead to the body being nourished. It's predicted and not mental assumptive.

If women want to be CHOSEN by the top tier guys, they need to become more valuable to us. No delusion is not going to make you manifest top tier guys, in fact it'll do the opposite. You'll attract more delusion. How does a girl get more value? Well for starters you need to stimulate what the guys wants which we've gone over extensively. This is really the bulk of it, which is always specific to the guy and you cannot really give overall traits that matter to all, though I can list some that every guy would agree with. Appearance is #1. Loyalty and purity are #2. Clear perceptions of reality are #3. Pretty much nobody talks about women who actually see things clearly but for me it's necessary, but I believe most will agree they don't want delusional thinking in their home. For women, they want men with #1 vitality/appearance (suggestion of supply that stimulates remember) and #2 is access to resources to support their lifestyle AND SUGGEST THE "I'm taken care of" dynamic where they can let guard down and #3 competence and recognition to take responsibility and get the necessary work done AKA you're reliable and not just a big talker. It can also be seen as the whole social status and that feeling of "I make the decisions" with execution of the will of the man without being a poser. Basically artificial competence is gross and actual competence and applied intelligence and skill is power, simply put. What becomes social standing is an expression of these qualities. So simply put #3 is "status" but in a suggestive way, as in what that implies is available for the girl to access with you, and that's an effect of the pathways they have associated to those themes.

Man I need to do more detailed breakdowns on this because I see vids from guys like "hoe_math" out there who thinks he's at the top but I can break this down even better with my model. SO MANY AREAS TO COMPETE IN. I mostly agree with hoemath but there's more to the story that he's missing when it comes to specific variance and YOUR specific experience of all these things. Ultimately how known you are as a man isn't really the thing that draws girls, I mean you'll pull them in like easy but competence and application of skill and ability that provides that status is in my eyes FAR more important because it's PRACTICAL instead of JUUUUUST the social level of it. Social status stimulates because it suggests "she can't have my man" to the woman and that's her "letting the infant" go attitude where she will go into sub mode and sucker up to get overlapped, literally. The competence is what the more intelligent women will perceive, which is what you want, you don't want "fangirls", as innocent as they may be, they won't be eugenically useful for further expansion of aether and breeding with them will only lower your own capacity for eugenic production. That's on you though, if you're a dumb loser who just wants to get the juice then you'll get what you want, and that's it. You won't create anything greater than you though. That's what I want, that's what all higher functioning men want, and I believe that the more intelligent women who know this will seek those types, provided they also have the other traits as well. This doesn't make up for the other traits, but it amplifies them, like it does for me, so it's on both sides. Competence that's displayed reveals higher quality output potential, vs just social standing and resources, which any dumb idiot can get. That's why it's a variable that's an extension on top of the social standing because it's variable depending on the woman or man seeking that supply. Mine is on that spectrum but not all the way, especially since I've lately expanded my state more. I see more potential for growth. Women will make these inner goals like what was just discussed not known to the world most of the time, they will hide this and not show what they're often really looking for. My mum is an example I've spoken about. Often their habits that they do in person will reveal this, vs how they show it publicly around others. Women will speak about acceptable things in groups of their like minded types, but really a lot of that is also to keep the other women down by masking. Women will mask around other women around them if they're functional. This may sound dysfunctional but it's not, and the reason why is because it's one of the ways that they actually gain status in the eyes of men. Dysfunctional women will be all open and if they're directly trying to tear down the value of others around them then they'll lose value. They control the value of others by psychologically manipulating. This sounds like a pathological trait but truly, I've seen this in mine, she will hide things from certain people to gain influence especially for me and our success. They won't reveal these things or compete directly to make it known what that underlying intention is, and so will basically "fit in" with a group dynamic and pretend that everyone is on the same level and everyone "vibes" together when underlying that they're planning to overtake. It's different, because when you're more yin like women are, their supply is more so to be internal with acts and to form predictive pathways for which you can set up to gain advantages around other women.

This is a real thing that you won't know unless you've observed it consistently like I have. Where does this fit into the whole "be real" thing? Well think about this. If you were always making your view known to the world about how much better than other women you were as one, you'd lose access to the circle that could very well be your trump card in getting the guy you want through subtle games of value and to get the group to do favours for you. The smartest women will use flattery to basically manipulate the lower value women into continually lowering themselves, where they use these traits of competition to gain status silently through intelligent plays. They won't do this with men they like though, but when they're around the group with the man they like they'll still perform since that continues their status elevation. They'll basically preach about how the other women they socialize with are all beneficial and all beautiful "in their own ways" which you hear a lot (it's delusion that serves their status) while using them at the same time to benefit from that dynamic and the connections it offers. Women network this way too, instead of business and sporting or whatever openly competitive field men compete in. It's all dependent on DNA and the affinities the Jing has as to HOW much of each level someone with be, as well as their conditioning on top of that, but it will typically be this way for a woman who's smarter. So it's the dumb girls who fall for the games that get played by other women. That's how female competition works, it's almost all psychological, and if a woman can't do it in a group they'll do it in the home. It has to some out somehow especially if they're dead inside. The dumb stupid low value girls will be like men, and try to compete openly like we do. That's low intelligence and bad polarities. That's dysgenic and they'll die off.

The people in the NG LOA space will be PERFECT to use this on in coaching. I won't tell them about ANY of this publicly because they're toooo stupid to get it anyway, so I'll paywall it all and make them work for it. I'm still going to make vids on what I'm talking about here with the whole delusion and vitality stuff to be real about NG and gain status this way because I'm the only one who's proven this and can make a systematic case for it amongst all the idiots but I will not reveal these deeper insights outside of programs or coaching. If I have women show up who are delusional and think they can get the Chad or whatever, or an ex back who's abusive, I will just have to tell them the truth and if they can't accept that then get lost and go get scammed some more then and you'll come crying back wanting my help when you've wasted years and you look old and ragged and Chad thinks you're gross now.

My mum played this stupid game with me and kept me down in the box keeping me in infantile mode small and easy to manipulate. They do this to all others who they don't want to sucker up to, including children they don't like, which is why mothers will often abuse the child if they're conditioned and with someone they don't want. They attack the child because they're in a bad relationship and this unconsciously can be coming from the drive to find someone better. They'll mess with the child, especially if it's a boy, and it'll ruin them and keep them from accessing the higher value men to keep the man she married into from having that access through the child, since it's just pressure gradients in the aether manifesting all of this. Psychology and biology are fundamentally physics at the core. In relationships, you should never make delusional statements when it's just the two of you. This means no social games to manipulate, though revealing your deepest secrets and all that to someone who's really not there is just going to be dysfunctional. Men SHOULDN'T be vulnerable about struggles, because in truth it devalues him in her eyes, since there's that competency trait being put up with the red flags and false standing. Demonstrating competence matters more than just talking about if this and what that.

The intelligent girl would know when to perform around others and when not to. The highest value girls and the most intelligent ones will know when to filter and when not to, and it works. Men should also be like this too, though not in the same way as I described with them.

I got fire, drive to destroy, the traits of TEST, even if physically I'm not built like the guys who are taller and physically stronger than me, but I'm not agile and move differently. So you can see how the traits of masculine essence can be "FELT" in ways that are non physically because it's thematic, which is the whole basis of RS interpreting attraction dynamics. Women who display feminine even if they're not hot as fire will still be attractive the same way as I don't have the same built nature as the 666 one but I display it in different ways. It's about WHERE do you suggest availability of these currents and to what extent are they lined up with what the woman wants. That's supply/demand in a more broken down detailed manner. It's not just polarities of yin-yang but breaking down those into elements and then those into ratios of their yin-yang and then the overlaps and how that psychologically and physically manifests. There's so many different arrangements it's crazy.

Ultimately it comes down to how clearly you suggest the different variances on masculine essence, however it's expressed, and to what ratios that matters to the one suggested. These big dating analysis out there will make you think it's all about being MORE masculine with all the traits of TEST and stuff but that's just not always true, not in a black and white sense. There's degrees to this, as easy as it is to say it's black and white. It's not, I wish it was because then it would be easier but as I've said before, the women who are into lower ratios of yin-yang with less yang dominant traits will likely be removed from the cascade of generations that become what this world is creating through us. It's not even "less" but that it needs to be the ideal ratio to facilitate that, and that's what the "randomness" behind this whole "natural selection" thing is about. It's not just random, but that there's these invisible metrics that drive who overlaps who and how that happens.

You know what let me say it like this instead. If who you are, stimulates through suggestion what they want, you win. They want to be moved, "stunned" and TO HAVE TO LOOK at you, to be like "WHOA" that "MAN" energy. Right? The thematic expression of yang coming through you in ALL These ways CONTRIBUTES to that. They want to feel like you can "destroy" them, but don't. They want to feel like you're able to destroy the whole world and she can just "give" herself to you. That's where the WANT to overlap COMES FROM, right? So all the breakdown of how and why and the thematic suggestions and how different currents overlap and provide supply. that's how it works. If they know you can destroy them and the enemy around you and stand above the rest of the pathetic wimps, then you win. Honestly like that's the most common fantasy, as a thematic. They want to be FORCED (willingly) to EXPERIENCE COMPETENCE. How can you become that person? Well pay attention to my attitude. I talk about destroying the enemy all the time. I don't do it because I want to get attention, but because that's my attitude. Right? That's what I carry everywhere, I carry this energy everywhere and suggest it and engage in competency to display that. Women who "notice" that will look at you, and be stimulated, and that will be dependent upon your mixture of qualities that continue to that stimulation of "man" energy as yang. Kidney yang is the most potent, which is TEST directly, AKA built appearance, which we all know is the most masculine, and everything down from there loses on that front IF the woman has affinity for kidney yang being the PRIMARY source of supply, where as a woman might have a receptor to stimulate the kidney and get juiced up literally through the heart, which is a display that might not directly suggest high TEST but suggests a dom attitude. It's more a mental thing, but it's like a fantasy to them, even if the guy is like an average 5, if his character is KNOWN by her to be like a supervillain or whatever, and someone who can destroy the enemy whenever with the click of a button, then she'll have wet dreams about that guy, likely. That's how it works, it's all dependent on the ratios of currents and what stimulates who, which is why attraction isn't this one size fits all thing that I can come out and talk about like it's something YOU need to CHANGE for.

No you don't change, you be the highest expression of innate nature by seeing reality for what it is, and vitally nourishing yourself.

Women will want access to the most yang current that's ENOUGH to stimulate the suggestion of availability. When you meet her threshold for supply of yang in whatever channel it's expressed through, then you get the juice. That's as simple as I can make it. Break that down to your case. The reason why women will like the guys who are yang dom but are just trash in terms of their character and that they'll tolerate it, that's because they still want the yang current, because that's the ONLY thing that makes them juiced up, unless they're bi or whatever else on the rainbow which is pure dysfunctional. Availability of yang suggests access to power, vital expanding current that builds, grows, supports, destroys, all the things that concentrated energy does. You're like a loaded weapon ready to fire to them, and that's like their fantasy, because they know that they're powerless with you but that's what stimulates them. The idea that you're the one who moves the world around you, LITERALLY is WHAT the aether WANTS us to become. Right? It's only natural then that these magical interpretations of what God created from a mystical spiritual view can make sense when we observe reality. Killing delusion works. Women will juice over these criminals who are convicted for murder. Why? Because it's the most powerful suggestion of literal power. They might not like the idea of that mentally but their heat will say otherwise. This is why it's not mental, it's all visceral. The girls WANT to be put into that place, that's what makes them want you the same way you want the sub girls who will "go along for the ride" with you and let you conquer the world. That's where I stand with this in my own state.

Again there's always variances but it's an overarching form of dynamics and makes sense from what reality is becoming as and through us. Drop this view of God moving as the higher genius of some abstract non physical being that's transcendental and start looking at things as they are for real. The more powerful you are, the more of a threat you are, the more of an unstoppable force you are, that suggests "yang" to them as it's felt as somatic reality and supply which is the stimulation from that suggestion. That's how the brain is wired to be simulated by these displays of power. The appearance suggests that, but only suggests it on a literal surface level. Competence and display matters not as much as looks obviously but matters almost as much, because that's the domain that yang is known and experienced. The expression of competence as I call it, and if someone who's known socially, has lots of resources, and looks top tier with a built face and figure, then you win and get anyone you want who's also at that level of demand. You'll most likely get ones who have more of an affinity for straight up more pure yang with less yin mix. I believe that reality isn't going for it in this way, as in the aether still wants a split and not like 100% yang 0% yin, but a mix that's like 20% yin 80% yang or something. I don't know I can't put numbers on it but I don't see how it can work 100-0% with attraction dynamics. There's always ratios outside of that which work, though for the ideal it's different.

Leading with power. Kings, but also they can like the back alleyway guy who's like the underground crime boss or whatever. It's not even morals and heroism, though intelligent girls will want that more than the dumb ones who get stimulated by immoral psychos. Morality only matters for intelligent girls, because they'll weigh odds more, they'll think before acting on impulses, they'll want to filter more and play the game more carefully. This isn't conditioning it's actually functional filtering to get to the examples of guys who are powerful and intelligent like she is and who wants to build a functional world. That is where the highest of high value girls are, and none of these dating advice channels or whatever on any end of the spectrum will recognize that because they're too stupid to even see how Jewish supremacy is making this filtering necessary with the acts that they're doing. They're forcing the intelligent yet powerful ones to surface to survive, and those people to reality and the aether itself are the highest of value. I'd consider myself in that spectrum, though I know I've got work to do with the power aspect physically in terms of being more built. Someone who's got my brain and perceptual awareness and spirit who's built better than me will get girls higher value than I can get, that's just how it is. I accept that anyway. That's not an issue for me because trying to delude myself is just not helpful at all. I don't care about the dumb guys who are built who took the injections and hate Israel openly, they're going to die off, it's the ones who are on my level intelligently who are built better than me. Those are the guys who I cannot compete with and never will because my growth wasn't capable of getting there. I don't cope and deny I work within my range and filter accordingly. My girl falls within that range, though obviously the issues that prevent me from perpetuating my capacity into the future is going to break that value down into a much lower level now that I've woken up and are more clear with what needs to happen. It's all the interaction of these variables in different ways. Never just one in a vacuum.

Most girls will not recognize my intelligence, unless it's displayed, they don't care because it's not juicy and suggests power. It only suggests power through competency. The guys who have decent enough intellect and pattern recognition who don't display it meaningfully will get overshadowed by the dumb idiots who are built better.

I mean how else do I say it? Women want to be helpless and merciful at the sight of your display of competence of power. It's that easy. Right? They want to be forced to notice you, to be the most powerful, most commanding, most verile, most competent, most known and respected, most "charming" or whatever specific ratio of Shen they want on the character side which suggests that you're a functional character. Heroism suggests to the more intelligent ones competency more than the stupid ones, because it's not heroism otherwise, as in your display of "this guy can protect and support" is on show. Any DISPLAY of that MATTERS A LOT. There will always be mixtures of these things that different girls will want on display vs kept behind the scenes. You have this too. Everyone does. As I said before women generally will play games in social groups to gain power, where they will keep the true desires in the box and nobody will know except those in the know who can be trusted. Women won't tell you they want the convict who beat up a bunch of cops and got away with it, but they'd cry out in pleasure beyond your wildest dreams fantasizing about this guy doing whatever he wants to her. She will NEVER admit that to the social group, but that's what she's planning for all along, and most are to some degree or another on that level however they're setup to be stimulated. The lusts don't make it to public eye, they're kept for tactics to gain access. This is where the real intelligent women vs the idiots are separated, because the stupid ones will play the "honest" card and "be real" but in the wrong way. That's where people misinterpret what I mean, because it doesn't mean what it means at face value all the time. Being real means simply seeing things as they are and dropping delusions and seeing through the conditions and expectations to be someone you're not, and if that means manipulating groups to gain access then so be it, that's on the cards, because intelligent women will do that and I'd support her in that because it only benefits the aether.

Always be aware too. If you're not built and you try to be built, then you'll end up shooting yourself in the foot, because it will be performance. Performance will not work for the ones who want real competency that's consistent and on display vs this backhand project you're doing to get seeming higher value girls. You'll attract those ones, not the ones you'd actually want and who will really respect your baseline. Remember I'm NOT saying that everybody needs to be full on yang like the vigilante who's a total badass type who does whatever he wants and has full agency, but that I mean you're basically going to land on that spectrum innately (provided you're nourished vitally correctly biochemically and aren't deluded by conditioning which keeps your qi locked up) TO ENOGH OF A DEGREE that stimulates through what you suggest. You DO NOT need to be the vigilante to get any juice, that's stupid, otherwise none of us would exist because those men simply didn't really exist much over time, as in they didn't exist commonly in how they lived to display that level of power. I just know that the women I ended up with WANTED to be controlled, and that willing participation on their part to "let go" and "surrender" and all that is to me at least the hottest psychological trait. This is where women also miss the point, because it's not about going up to guys and being sub, no the man has to display competence of power that makes them WANT to be sub, to be stimulated, else there's NO RESPECT. The woman at that point is performing and the man will find out that she's not really into him like he thought, and then there will be intimacy issues and it'll break down. There must be edge, and without a sharp edge then you can't get the girl to WANT to sub for you, and I mean WAAAANTTT to sub, RIGHT? WANT TO is VERY different from performing to SHOW that just to fit in the box. Women who do that are often lacking Shen, their Shen is shut down, or they have no kidney activation, the kidney-heart axis is offline. I've had this before with my girl for a while back in 2024 believe it or not. She was distant, and it was like she was performing. It felt fake, and when you approach her about it and tell her about it she'd be totally blaming me and making up reasons and not telling me what she really wanted which was to be controlled FOR REAL in a RESPECTFUL way, to DISPLAY more competence and show edge. I've been through this, I've had those arguments, and for a while it lasted for months back in the early stages of 2024. Ever since I fully go into Jew hating mode (even if she doesn't know what I'm working on which usually she has no idea) then she'll CRAVE MORE AND MORE AND MORE overlap, which is why I've been writing about this more lately because it's very obvious about how all this works.

Back in early 2025 I had a very hard and fast period, because I went into Jew killing mode again, and those who read through the banned notebook pages know how hard I went back then. It's like the more intense I live, the more edge I carry, the more I be real to HOW I WANT TO FEEL, which IS more masculine, then I get more attraction without trying because I'm suggesting supply to stimulate her juice. Right? That's the difference between performing and being real, because when you see through the reasons why you're not allowing yourself to be as masculine as you REALLY WANT TO BE like I do, because I LIKE feeling this way and I LIKE feeling the intensity of it, then it just suggests to the world around you more "man" energy. That's when they show up in DMs and you don't have to imagine it. This is why when I killed off my parental conditioning SO MUCH that night back in 2022 and I got the overnight SP result, I got the girl who simply wanted me to control her, which I was very much into. It was that dynamic playing out where by accepting more of myself I got what I wanted.

That's how manifesting works for real, not mental, not assumptive, but somatic reality dependent on the currents that are moving through you.

Man that's crazy how clear this is, at least in my eyes.

You don't perform to "fake" it because you'll never sustain this and you'll lock up your qi and suffer. You want to genuinely kill off delusion that puts a lid on your capacity to embody the somatic reality of having masculine edge and that fire will literally make them stare into your soul and bite their lip as the sparks fly and the tingles go off and all you have to do is "be yourself" but FOR REAL because IF it's within you then it will be how YOU WANT TO FEEL anyway. That's how this works. Only RS can explain all of this I've never seen others explain it correctly because they don't grasp the depths of psychological suggestion and such that I've mastered, which is another area of my competence that I keep growing and destroy others through.

Women won't also tell you often what they really want, how they act will. I believe that a lot of them have flashes of fantasies come in their mind of being controlled like we want but they'll plaster over it with all the nice things she wants, like getting the resources and such and say that's what she wants in commitment. In truth those are proxies that to her will imply that you'll ALSO be a fire. Women won't tell you consciously that they want you to destroy them but that's what they'll act on and if you pay attention to what stimulates them the most it'll ALWAYS be a FLAVOUR of dominant traits to some degree or another, and the girls who are good will take it and enjoy it willingly. That's how crazy this whole thing is because they secretly want to be taken away and destroyed but they'll tell you they want the "princess treatment" as mine does. Like my girl basically tells me that buying her nice things and taking her out to eat and doing romance like things is what she "wants" but underlying that it's nothing but "please destroy me and lock me up in a cage", like to the point that physically attacking is on the table. I don't know if any guys out there will admit to this experience but girls who are like super sub will want you to hurt them, like actually hurt them, and they'll want it and crave it and fantasize about it. That's actually what I learned literally in the first weeks of our relationship, that this was actually a thing they like, at least mine does. I was going to hold back on talking about that and elude to it but nah screw it it's a clear example of my point about dom control and power and "destroying" them. Basically whenever I'm fired up and I go in the "I'm going to destroy you" state then I get to do literally WHATEVER I WANT and that's how this works. I mean she only told me that like 3 times in our whole relationship, outside of that specific active context where it's happening, about how she wanted me to do that, else it's implied.

So clearly that's a highly obvious example of power structures in relationships and what women REALLY want. Right? Do you geeeettt ittt? If you're giving off the aura of someone who'll do that to them, through suggestion, as in they pick you BECAUSE OF THAT, which in their mind might literally just be a flash of an image or a quick little mental fantasy, and then they'll move to make the catch. What they're telling you is "hey you're a man who can control me please destroy me and then take me out and love me and then you can destroy me again as much as you want" basically. They want to be treated well, but only in context to all the romance things, because guess what, they don't ALWAYS want to be destroyed 24/7, they want to also be lifted up by you, as in my case it's the "princess treatment" which I'm sure you know what that entails. That's what most guys think they want, when in fact that's like only what happens during the times when she's not thinking about getting destroyed, which may actually come up moment to moment during the romance times that are more heart based and relation based with sharing loving feelings on that "joy" level. They want to feel joy and then to feel like they're powerless, in a sort of cycle. That's how I observe this. Unless you can offer both then they won't stick around, though they'll likely stick around with the "criminal" guy because he's the only one who makes her you know. That's all she wants from that guy, so if there's some seeming loser that you've had cheating happen with in the past then you'll be able to understand what happened. I've had this happen once before so I know and she did it in a VERY VERY VERY emasculating way to the point where it made me look at myself which was the point but it was EXTREMELY stimulating to her and the guy involved who saw her while I wasn't there. That experience was actually back a few months before I had my massive overnight shift with killing off my parental conditioning around being seen with girls I wanted. She was someone who was like a full on sub too, so it's no surprise this happened. She was very easy to tempt, and I guess not the loyal type but I assumed at the time (nice guy me) that this would've happened. This is the one that lasted only a few weeks, which didn't surprise me. I was highly anxious back then too, in 2022. It was very bad, It's only when you get real that things change.

Either way, looking back, if I would've known what I know now like a decade ago, it would've been different with how I played my cards. I would've certainly been way more bold with WHO I involved with instead of staying in my lane so to say. One of them blew my mind, like man it was wild but I was such a pathetic loser. I could've gotten that girl today if I knew how this worked back in 2020. She was literally almost the perfect 10 in pretty much all ways and I was a waste of oxygen because I was so anxious and pathetic. So I've had so many failures, I tell you. I've had more failures than you think, and with each failure you learn more because it puts the pattern together. Most guys never see the pattern, but it clicked for me when I began to see other people as flawed and have problems and that they're not so high up and powerful or whatever, and that effectively boosted me up in my state to not feel "smaller" and intimidated by others, really at all. I lived to become competent. That's really all I focused on, to refine my edge more and carry it with me with the intensity I talk about and to move with that edge and I get sparks just being out in public like at big shopping areas. The sparks fly without trying, and that's only because I've seen this pattern enough to know how it works. It's thematic currents suggesting supply to stimulate and bring about the sparks that furthers involvement.

You have to dominantly BE the person who already has the thing in SOMATIC REALITY, which WILL REFLECT THE CURRENTS, AKA kidney yang, heart and Shen activation, liver yang, all of these dominant traits of expression of power. You want the girl, show up as who you really can be and be real because that's HOW YOU WANT TO FEEL. The solution to all the male SP issues is to start becoming more functionally masculine in essence, which SHOULD BE HOW THEY WANT TO FEEL ANYWAY. When I look at that in my own life, in the places I can express the desire to kill off my enemy and destroy the ignorant cope trash coaches, it makes sense why girls show up for me, but whenever I feel that I'm being seen, I'd have fallen off a cliff into anxiety and they'd go "ewwww gross you're a loser get away from me" despite throwing themselves at me before. That's why I'd think over in my head "does she really like me at all or was she just faking it"? I'd sit there playing rocket league for hours back in like 2017 and 2018 looping the same games over while I was contemplating on why these girls would show obvious interest with touch and taking me aside from the friends and wanting to make things for me (one was into art, I still have some of her stuff in the bottom of one of my drawers actually somewhere I think and she drew me League of Legends characters despite me not even playing it which was funny and kind of cute as well) and then I'd screw it all up and she'd be all touchy with my friend of all people. She LITERALLY WANTED ME TO CONTROL HER AND DESTROY HER AND I COULDN'T SEE IT I WAS SO STUPID. That's WHY when I turned her down and did my own things she was suggested my state of fire and she then came back and literally stood in a crowd of people and called out my name from ages away and wanted me to come to her and told me she wanted to have private time with me away from classes and stuff. It was crazy because I didn't think it was possible back then, I was basically over her, which I was and I didn't reciprocate and that was the end of her then. All I had to do was own my fire more, which was WHY she even showed up AT ALL, which is how ANY of the girls showed up for me. There must've been something in the way I presented that carried this fire, because I wasn't the most built, but I was the most agile and fastest and had infinite stamina and I was always doing tricks and "smooth" movements around corners like I was dancing my way through the world, however that suggested supply, beats me to be honest but it seemed to work. I know one wanted my intelligence and she'd compliment me all the time in class over it and in other places called me "so fit" and "hot" and all that, despite me just running blocks around the place. So we hear about "show power" but that's not always what you need at face value.

This is why I continue to say that the dating advice from these coaches isn't realistic with what they explain. It's not like you need to be a God among mortal men and literally be the boss, but you simply need to suggest supply of enough of a ratio of yin-yang that stimulates their desire. They all want to be controlled but underlying that are variances on the how where when where and why and that'll determine why they pick one vs another, and why they might not always want the Chad, despite what the hypergamy buffs will tell you. They're not all like that. It's just not how it works. What I know is that women want to be controlled in whatever way the real you suggests that, which will be how you suggest that yang current. If that means being built then do that, if that means being like me, do that. However YOU WANT TO FEEL is HOW and WHOOOOO you stimulate and manifest.

Get that in your head. This has NOTHING to do with assumptions, AT ALL. Assumptions should always be viewed as somatic reality driving your beliefs about yourself, which if your Shen and Zhi are charged up you will feel more powerful, that's WHAT those currents do. If you live dominantly in that state you'll manifest that SP who's stimulated by that current composition. You WILL stimulate a girl who will want you, I can 100% bet. If you're living as someone who's yang ENOUGH for that, AND you're a functional character who can treat them well on top, then you've got wife material. Mine is like that, but not in all the ways I know I will need. You'll have to get to that point too where if they don't want to involve in certain things, even if a lot of other things change, then you'll need to make a decision to stick around or not. All of your needs must be met, no compromise. Always remember that the physical appearance is only there to suggest supply of yang, nothing more really. It's your most valuable asset, though you'll notice that not all women want the pretty boy, and not all want the gigachad, nor do they all want the massively built solid guy who's like the hulk, and some even want the nerdy skinny types, so long as that guy still can play dom roles behind the scenes of course. They'll tell you they want the nerdy short thin guy, but they won't tell you underlying that that this desire is just the surface level presentation that she's comfortable letting the world know about. She wants that guy to control her, and yes some women like anorexic guys with no muscle, THOUGH they had a good face, so take that or leave it. I've seen it myself. At one point I was considered what's called a "twink" because I was super thin from losing a ton of weight and she told me that's why I had guys approaching, because it was the roles. I must've had a decent enough face then.

No matter how you look at it, there's always dynamics in this that will be based on power and control, to whatever degree is stimulating, that's what you must BE to attract those girls you want. If she's not into your supply, then good luck. No chance. You're going to get rolled by the more powerful guy and you'll be helpless, which is how she sees you, like the infant who can't protect himself and is there to be manipulated and "helped" by her or whoever to totally immaculate you. That's how they'll see you, as little boys with no fire. You need the most fire possible if you want the girls with the most sub nature, at least in theory. I've not had enough experience with this to have that data on hand to point to as in my own state reflected against her, but I will say that in theory it works this way too. You need more yang to get the most yin, because that's more often than not the supply/demand, but it's not always like that. There's levels to this. You can be like 80% yang and to her be like 100% so long as your look also aligns and your Shen suggests the right ratios. It's all ratios of current and you'll never knew where you stand with that unless you become very conscious of the somatic reality you live in, and have contrast between higher and lower states of intensity to compare that experience with. That's how I figured this out. You can't figure this out by just faking it, because it needs to be integrated properly where you life and make automatics decisions from it. This is actual state shifting.

At the end of the day, it's all reproduction, regardless of what the loner lowly little copemaxxers will tell you. Reproduction is what the Jewish filth are controlling because that's the plan. Nobody in the dating scene has got any of this all connected like I have, which is just another level of competence that I can display that probably nobody else especially my age at 26 can do. My biggest issue is organizing all this data in my head and putting it all on paper. There's just so much and I'm always refining more.

I just know I have SO MJCH CAPACITY FOR MORE POWER in my life, and I need to own it. That's what I've learned lately and it's wild to think about how all of this goes. I know I have MASSIVE ceiling for this, my spirit is one that none of the people reading this even come close to I know that, even if they think they do. Nobody comes close, and I know that from my experience compared to what else I've seen and the people I've spoken to and the people I see in the world. The spirit will carry you so long as you feed it the vitality necessary to manifest the desire. The spirit is a manifestation of the DNA, not some evolutionary non physical spiritual essence. Reality is not primarily spiritual in the non physical sense and nobody can prove that to be true because every example I can explain in RS. Been there done that. We're highly organized forms of aether seeking further refinement through filtering via reproduction and Jewish supremacy to kill off the useless idiots who don't contribute anything of higher order to the world. The ones who will remain will be the superior race who will transition into whatever we become next as this process continues as the aether takes more and more higher order forms of itself. The intelligence for this is physics, that's the "brain" of God which are the built in mechanics of the aether. The physics I'm explaining, and the metaphysics, are seen in all things, though just because there's a metaphysical interpretation of all things doesn't mean that the alchemical transformation idea is true in a vacuum too. Yes in theory all things are undergoing "evolution" including inanimate objects, but that's not meaning they're conscious non physically and that everything in the world is dead and only the mind animates it like NG was deluded to believe. NG was coping for the fact that he was delusional too. A useless idiot.

This is the world we live in. No matter who you are, whatever state you're in, you can become more of yourself, more of your innate capacity, more of the innate desire within your DNA, whatever that is, and unfold it by becoming that person and suggest supply to the world of what's contained within that capacity. That capacity is your limit. You will never be as intelligent as I am, though someone who's built will always supersede me in physical structure. That's ok. The people who will survive however will be the ones with ENOUGH intelligence and ENOUGH vital nature to reach the end of this, provided that the Jewish filth don't use actual weapons of mass destruction and kill literally everybody off who's got the markers. If they do then we're all done for and humanity is dead forever, This is why I don't buy into spiritual expansion, because of the fact that we've been manipulated collectively for thousands of years and the very people who do this to us are the ones who created these supremacist texts and marketed them to us as spiritual divine insight and keep us good little subs where we don't kill off this filth. If you want hot girls to smash then actually get some fire and go do the work and you'll embody this attitude by default and suggest supply. That's been my experience, I lived it the last week. Cope harder. I'm surrounded by idiots, no matter how built the are and how thick their bones or hair may be compared to me, I don't care, because they're useless and cannot offer anything of higher order to this world and the girls who want guys like that aren't my type. I don't care, have fun, I will get what I want and will reign supreme in this world.

Destroy the enemy. Carry the fire within you and you'll get it all. That's manifesting. Nothing else. Stop coping. The only ones who will reproduce after this is all over in a few years will be guys like me, and not you. After all the dumb idiots are dead then we can move on and get the world we dream of filled with highly intelligent yet beautiful men and women with strong spirits. This is the great filtering of the ones who the aether wants vs the ones who the aether doesn't want. Only men like me will reproduce. Nobody else. Cope harder. That's just how it is, and I've systematically demonstrated this more than enough to make that point clear. All arguments at this point are cope trash for how weak and pathetic you are. Own the state of being real and you'll get the fire in your heat that attracts the things you want and you'll live a nourishing satisfying life the best way you can.

The whole purpose of showing power, is to express the quality of the aether in filtering higher consciousness from the lower consciousness people, the pathetic losers vs the real people like me and some of you reading this. The women who are high value will recognize the safety that you provide in a whacked world filled with useless idiots everywhere trying to cope with Jewish supremacists, and those ones will eat you up for breakfast lunch and dinner because you're the most rare breed, literally. Own it. Don't listen to the idiots. Kill them all off figuratively and own the higher state of maximum competence. You must still suggest power, but when they're suggested and stimulated and the talking happens you can go deeper into exploring your real depth and she'll know she's struck gold if she's intelligent. You need to display that Jewish supremacists are disgusting parasites who you're going to kill off. That'll make them helplessly sub and you'll have a monopoly over the really intelligent ones, because nobody else has what you have now knowing everything I've said here and learned what's correctly occurring. You've got so many characteristic qualities, just get the fire on display and you'll manifest the top tier hottest girls out there without trying because that's who you really are. That's how ALL "living from the end" works. Everything else is IGNORANT TRASH! Your power is your weapon against the trash of this world, use it like a finely refined edge of a blade to slice through the trash. Get real and do the work.

There are girls out there who will choose the cop killer even if he's a bald shortstack with a scar on his face, because of the psychological state it suggests. What you NEED TO GET IN YOUR THICK SKULLS IS THIS. This is what ALLLLLLLLLLLL of the LMAXXER IDIOTS FAIL TO GRASP. The different appearances are ALL psychologically suggestive, BECUASE the physical sensory stimulus suggests THEMATICALLY which will ALWAYS tell a story about you to her, NO MATTER how "aligned" your face is to ideal ratios. There are girls who will get in bed with the big bad crime syndicate boss who's killed off countless people and want more and more even if he's in his 40's and is like a Norwood 4 and has missing teeth. Why? Because to HER that fantasy is far more associated to the specific arrangement of currents that ONLY that man can provide. Do you see now how being you matters, so long as you're not heavily compromised psychologically and are a weak pathetic loser? You can get literally any girl you want who has an affinity for your orientation of currents. DO NOT buy into this whole "game" idea or that you need perfect looks according to the BP guys who do face ratings and are totally illiterate on the real supply/demand suggestion stimulation mechanics only RS can explain and predict. You need to simply be the most powerful form of yourself, and to aim big and live that life fully. That's how you go from being a pathetic loser to having a rotation. How do you do this if you're old and have no cash and lost all your vitality and still think mum owns you? Follow everything I've said. Kill off your parents, psychologically, wield power over them that you always had within, start physically nourishing your vitality issues even if you don't restore youth just get vital enough to be able to keep up with necessary tasks, just don't have obvious health issues and be overweight, get a hair transplant if you've lost most of it, because it DOES MATTER YOU FOOL don't ignore the power of the lions mane, and overall just start getting real with where your innate nature WANTS to express because ALL men ARE competitive by nature and it's only these useless idiots that keep you in psychological containers of "good" and "bad" that screw you up and keep you hating yourself. That's all the enemy. If you hate the enemy then that's good own it more and desire to kill them off and start working on that like I am. Do it and not give a damn.

Publicly make it known that you'll mercilessly tear the filth to shreds and the girls will respect you more than if you cowered. Perhaps that's another checkmark I had, fearlessness towards the disguising parasites who want to screw us over, and to be the hero nobody else would because they're all pathetic gutless cowards who lack the spine to kill off tyrants in their place. That's the kind of fire that I carry that you lack, and the more of that you have the more you live i that dynamic. If you don't have it then you lack the somatic reality of it. Get your kidney, liver, heart, spleen, tonified for yang current, so long as the ratios aren't out. Take tonification herbs if you REALLY want to under my guidance specifically if you want to use my knowledge of TCM to help your psychological restore balance and even a more dominant state. I KNOW that herbs can be used, and so RS once again is the only self acceptance platform on earth that uses systems like TCM to enhance your psychological state. I don't use pharma, some do, but I don't. I know how the herbs will respond, I know what you will feel if I get an accurate analysis of your field geo, and I can predict an outcome in advance because that's how this all connects. So again, if you're sick of being in dysfunctional relationships then get real and do the work as I said and stop being pathetic. I've spent so many hours today writing this all out for free, so you better study it and use it or you're wasting an opportunity to really take your state to the next level.

Have spirit. If you lack spirit you will lack the romantic life you want. Be powerful and a force for good in this world. That doesn't mean being nice, it means killing off evil trash and making them fear you. Be powerful. Be real. Own it and go all the way. Kill off your enemy if need be. They're just useless idiots after all. That's the reality. Cope harder. The women will jump on the convict who went full on vigilante because he displayed competence. You have none of that, it's all talk and no walk. Until you can embody that state of REAL somatic reality and have it come through you then you're not there, and you're in fantasy and coping. That's how you get the hot girls and stop looking at them on your screen and gooning like a pathetic creature. How disgusting is that. No wonder these people are slated to all be killed off. They're useless pathetic idiots. The copemaxxers who email me about how hateful I am almost certainly has no GF or if they do she's either gross or she's seeing someone else and he doesn't know. Facts. They can't stand being without a display of power, just like how men can't stop thinking about having a girl to cuddle up at night with if they're alone and to conquer the world for. We're basically walking talking lions. Take that dynamic and put it onto human existence. Maybe it'll make more sense then.

The girl in the movie redline, the anime, he reminds me of a dynamic I carry, a hotshot who's always there with his girl, a hero but in a personal way, for her. It's not nice, it's competence of power and a display of affection. She's ALWAYS cuddling up with this guy, but because he's a badass and competes and does whatever it takes to win. That's an archetype that comes into my head from time to time, the girl showing me what I want and me being the person I want. You want her to cuddle up with you and all that stuff and give you sweet smooches, yeah you need to live dominantly in that state and she'll just give it to you without asking. That's their instinct, and it only comes out if you own yours. She's showing you how good you are, how much she wants you and only you, and you can only get that by displaying power. That's what I wrote about back in like page 31 or something as well. A display of power will cause women to want to be your lapdog, literally. I hope I can be a clear enough example of a walking talking lion, though I still have work to do, as always.

Pro tip. get off social media and taking tips from people who lack the experience I have and intelligence I have and apply everything you've learned. My writing is very intense but that's often what's necessary to wake up the fire in you to get real and do the work. See the people around you as heavily flawed and coping for the fact that reality isn't what it seems to be. This fact alone will expand your state more, because everybody loses importance to you, except the few who do matter.

I just feel like I want to fight the enemy all the time. I have this in my bones. I need to kill them all off. That's how it should be, being dangerous, a real threat, a display of power, a living breathing weapon of mass destruction, used for the right reasons. That's a woman's wet dream. Total full spectrum dominance. This is my state. It's effortless and natural and I feel SO GOOD like this. Don't let the useless idiot copemaxxers gaslight you out of your truth. Own it and go all the way. No mercy. Tear them to shreds and hold nothing back. Women will show up for you. That's what all incels lack, fire, spirit, real humanity. That's what's being created by the aether as people like me.

Also if you idiots haven't noticed yet, the scriptures are coming true by the day. Trump is once again showing little support for Israel. This is his role and you IGNORANT FOOLS STILL believe that scripture is spiritual rules for life. IT'S NOT! It's literally a death cult designed to destroy us, and these exchanges between Trumpet and BB are literally scripted out thousands of years ago and it's happening right now in front of our faces. YOU IDIOTS CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT CAN YOU?! That's why you're inferior. Trumpet will as predicted be involved in the manufactured persecution of Jewry and it'll be the end of the dumb useless goy. This is exactly why I need the tubes to build this weapon system, nobody else seems to be doing it and I'm still stuck here. Damn this.

21/6/26

Went out in the cold last night to let off some of this massive energy and I was literally breathing condensation so much because it was really cold and I just had a light shirt on yet I felt totally warmed up and my hands and stuff had zero coldness even on the surface. Not had this level of inner core warmth in months if not years really. I don't know what the temps were but it was cold enough that I could see my own breath. Pretty crazy stuff. Before I decided to go full on hero I basically wouldn't had freezing hands out there and probably felt some cold in my core so that just goes to show the level of kidney root yang I've got an why I'm insatiable now with that current. Just crazy how fast it all shifted. ZERO mental work other than the parts I've explained. ZERO affirming, imagining, writing (other than what I've done in notes and such) and whatever else. No "manifesting methods" involved it's just thematic currents doing their thing. Seems like it's stable in this state because it's not wavered really at all it's just this constant "on demand" kidney yang liver yang heart yang that's all warmed up and ready to fire. My thoughts fully correspond to that somatic reality, so somatic reality is your state and determines what comes "through" you as the sequencing of the Jing unfolds via these currents in supply, and therefore you feel the way you want and you manifest what that contains, nothing else. I feel like I'm "growing" literally like just by existing in this state my body is literally expanding. It likely hasn't had any visible effect but it feels that way and I just spontaneously become aware of this sensation when it's surfacing, no conscious looking.

This is what I've said FOR YEARS about how the state "comes through you" yet these useless idiots STILL can't figure that out. That's how I came to this conclusion from observing my old past state shifts and what happened. It's not that you're doing anything consciously to "maintain" and "feed" it but it feels natural. That's where naturalness comes from.

Just had another heated discussion in immortality chat with another HD buff. I won't even bother to discuss the details but it always went back to "that's not my experience" at the end once I put them on a corner logically. It's always the same trash. ISN'T THAT FUNNY. There's NO REASONING it's just "THAT'S NOT MY EXPERIENCE". So what? Your experience isn't breaking down and isolating variables. The person who takes a med doesn't know the pathways by which it worked, but if they believe it was God who healed them then challenging that will be met with more delusion instead of reasoning and facts, such as predicting outcomes which RS does the most reliably out of anything else without exception and it was designed this way for that purpose, to be as accurate as possible regardless of who agrees or not. Accuracy is the only real measure of success with a system, accuracy and prediction of outcomes. HD can't predict anything reliably. Some of my stuff just so happens to line up, but I wouldn't have resonated with my chat before I turned 15-16 when my TEST came online and I gained real intensity. Intensity makes my life more satisfying, because I'm moving more vitality this way. HD can't be used to solve different peoples health outcomes either, and PHS, IF it does work, is working through the currents that have been explained here. Like if someone digests better at night, they may have an empty heat pattern of some form that's warming their spleen better than in the morning. This would predict their effect, and if you do deeper analysis on their currents it COULD reliably predict that, though I don't know. All I can say is that Ra was a Jew, a marketer before he got into HD, he was sick because he had the crazy "the voice" experience and these people that claim he was unfiltered, THAT'S WHAT MARKETERS/ACTORS DO YOU FOOLS! That's what these people do, they infiltrate through being literally crypto Jews, pretending to be someone you're not, and Jews often change their name, Ra Uru Hu. I mean he's got all the hallmarks of it. There's no way you can tell me that HD was created to help us, and the fact that he predicts that 2027 is when the new age begins, yeah THAT JUST SO HAPPENS TO LINE UP WITH THE JEWISH SUPREMACIST MESSIANIC PLANS HUH. Probably because that was where it was put together from, all these systems line up with the plans to make them appear accurate when they were always preaching delusion and conflating false paradigms with seeming accuracy.

That's how they've duped us all for millennia with these different so called spiritual systems. No he can't accept that. That's too difficult to accept, and then he'll go on and say "I'm not here to prove that and my experience tells me what I need to know" or something like that. Yeah that's just a cop out to avoid actually providing an intelligent discussion on the matter. No chance that HD will ever reliably predict outcomes like RS can. That's the point, HD isn't seeing clearly, it's another delusional overlay, just like all forms of astrology, which are time keeping systems not divination systems. They were never divination. If something on an astrology chart lines up, then it must also line up in all other cases. They make the charts so complex to add so many levels of things that MIGHT line up to prove accuracy when 90% of it might not. It's statistical insignificance, and I saw through HD within a few months of going deep into that analysis and seeing the failures clients had.

One of my clients who I did extended coaching with applied their design to the best they could and guess what, in the end after enough digging they recognized that the things they resonated with in their chart were validating conditioning. It's that funny. The chart becomes a source of validation for the conditioning, which most people if they really believe in these systems will say is proof of it. I don't make any astrological predictions, because that's all just time keeping systems anyway, as I discussed in depth in the mid 20's pages. Stonehenge was another time keeping system, and in itself could be argued to be another tool for divination, as well as the pyramids. So ask yourself this. If HD or ANY divination system is accurate, then why is it SO VARIABLE in what and who lines up with it? It should work 100% of the time if it's able to reliably predict outcomes right? These systems were most likely created by Jewish supremacists to fool the ignorant masses into following divine signs just like the religious texts preach. They take your authority away and cast it onto divine providence, and they get you to hate yourself in effect because you're now subscribing to the idea that your whole life is pre-destined according to an abstract cosmology. Some will backpaddle and say that astrology only points to accurate satisfying experiences that the person would have if they're following their so called divine path, and that explains the inaccuracy. That's just more cope. We all know that. Any time that the reader jumps ship from the system is accurate in all cases is coping for the fact that they've been caught out. Nobody in the astrology space is accurate down to the detail even 10% of the time. None of them. I don't give a damn who thinks they are, even fi they've got big talk, if you gave this person 1000 clients and you did careful follow-up on their events, the claimed events will line up which are like almost entirely unrelated, like signs or whatever meaningless things. It's ridiculous. I've never seen it. I'm not an astrology buff and never have been but every credible source of alchemical knowledge I've ever found speaks of how astrology was always either the science of the elements of consciousness and not prediction or that it was a time keeping system, which to me makes the most sense.

So ultimately at the end of the day, every system that provides a way of experiencing things like HD does, saying that there's types, that must be scrutinized under the lens of the meridian dynamics which have been reliably proven over thousands of years and I've had very high success with it in my own life and in coaching. Nothing else ever created in the last century is an accurate model and they're all designed to make money and put paywalls behind info. HD is another cult. RS is all freely open and available for study and scrutiny and the whole process of refinement is publicly available.

The primary thing that people like is to be labelled as something. HD gives people labels. Generator. Manifestor (which why the heck would he use that term anyway), Projector, Reflector, and all the other sub types. It's literally perfect from a marketing perspective, to put people into boxes that tells them they need to know something to get the life they want. RS more or less tells people to drop their delusions by getting real with how you've been making decisions and where that comes from and to nourish your physical biochemistry to expand vitality. This explains all manifestation phenomena. There is nothing about RS that's hidden knowledge, though there's a lot of details I can't point to here like breaking down EVERY pattern type but that's not necessary anyway to get the point. That would just be a full database at that level. HD doesn't provide any real common sense knowledge to apply with it. Everything from the way you eat, sleep, where you should live and who you should be with, it's all determined. Sounds like a cult doesn't it, except instead of the leader giving you these things to follow they're giving it through the system by proxy, which is totally randomized which is WHY astrological signs are used to make up what someone's type is since it's got history of so called credibility behind it. This is ALL cultish. So as far an I'm concerned, anyone buying into HD is compromised, and he definitely is and that's why most people in the immortality group were heavily delusional the moment they showed up with a ton of preconceived notions and were wanting to interpret my work through their lens instead of going in blind and leaving it all behind. That's really why it's not worked out as expected, because of delusions, and people who are just pathetic weak ignorant fools who lack root pressure to WANT to expand vitality and perceptual awareness. All of those people are inferior. They're all older anyway so it's no surprise.

All I can say is that effectively everything we've been taught is sponsored either by the enemy or by delusional fools who want money and or influence in the world. Anyone telling you how to live instead of giving you a real map to live from is promoting a cult, like Ra the filthy Jew was. His family were all Polish (usually the most hardcore ones brought over in the holohoax) Ashkenazi Jews and he obviously butchered kabbalah which has NOTHING to do with the systems that he claims it does. Kabballah is 100% the study of 2 different lineages of people in this world and their symbolic interpretation. Ra is certainly racially Jewish, and the kind determines what actions they make, as we know. Look at all the Africans, it's abundantly obvious. A vast majority of these people have no capacity for higher cognition and believing in psycho-spiritual cult systems that are all delusional and come from the same herd mentality of self hatred and worshipping abstract deities, these people are all effectively going to be slated to be killed off as inferior types of people incapable of survival in our present world. Make no mistake these people are not capable of higher perceptual awareness and critical thought and cannot see reality clearly as it is. The superior people will be able to see reality as it is.

What's so pathogenic about all the spiritual systems is the projection of common sense ideas onto abstract cosmologies. They keep people out of the world out of being visceral and out of being real competition with the enemy by projecting the real enemy onto the "not self" instead of the actual filth that are destroying us. That's how you know ANY system is designed to make money and scam people vs what's real, because the very real threat exists and has continued to create more dysfunction in this world the longer people continue to ignore it all. The people who teach mystical abstract spiritual systems where there is a "true self" and a "not self" are the issue. I've always aid there's an innate self, and they'll say that too, but what differentiates RS is that it's not abstract, the self is the DNA and can be measured, it's not a mental thing. HD guys will say it's tactile and measurable too, maybe, to gain credibility but that's not really the case. It's funny how the people that are mentioned as to be the highest accuracy HD teachers have misceginated relationships. That's disgusting. I could never even think that this is what someone who can see realty clearly would operate from. These people likely are under the "we're all equal" view which is total ignorance. I'm done with the HD talk it's just another cult created by Jews to keep us stuck, and nobody can say I don't understand it because I wrote about all those details and coached using it and mentioned it in one of my videos in the past as I've got experience with this system. I know how it works, and it's utter trash. Throw it all away and move on. but you already know that. Most of the people who taught HD who had a degree of real critical thinking and integrity for truth jumped ship, like Lara Jo. She tried to develop her own model for HD which also didn't work either, and so jumped ship and now talks about other things, but is still very ignorant on her psychological interpretations of things, as expected. The only reason people buy HD is because they line up with something it says. That's it. It stimulates their currents and validates their state, which often is very dysfunctional and delusional.

All these systems will never point to biological reality and will claim another source for causality. My answer to anyone who claims that their experience is proof that it works, is simply to say that everything they believe about how the system was causal can be explained with a far wider view that encompasses all of what they believe caused it and a lot more. That's RS. That's why I say that because that's what it's become, to predict outcomes reliably based on measurable factors that we can all interface with. That's why I talk about physics and the biology a lot as hard sciences, and somatic sensations and how they drive thought on the personal level. Anyone who says that the mind can't be used to make decisions is preaching a cult to the masses for them to buy into the idea that you have to line up with the abstract model that nobody until they showed up has had access to, which is 100% cultish operation to the core. So unless we know HD we cannot live functionally. since apparently everybody is conditioned, or at least almost everybody. If there was a survey taken where 10 million people were asked if they experience a "good" life and then asked how they make decisions out of boxes including all the authority types as well as the mind, I can bet that if you looked at their charts, it wouldn't line up reliably at all, but then they'll say that is proof of HD but it doesn't prove it it's just in their eyes proof of the conditioned masses not operating correctly. If the ones who say they're experiencing a functional life and they don't tick the boxes according to their authority and strategy and you give them a box to write out in free wording a simple example of "how do you make decisions" I can 100% guarantee that it won't line up with charts.

Think about this. The sacral is like kidney-liver response primarily. It's a deep visceral rising energy that manifests as the guttery noises that apparently the Sacral makes. Uh-huh. Uh-uh. Mhhh. Ooohhh. Stuff like that. Cave man speak, or the kind of sounds she makes which only proves my point that it's kidney-liver-heart involvement since that's all activated, basically, as expressions of the "state" of the kidney-liver-heart axis to communicate thematically how someone feels. We're told that this current is what determines the functional actions 66% of the population should make, assuming most of them are pure Sacral authority, whatever number that is, it's still the most. This means that if someone has a weak kidney-liver-heart axis then they won't experience their inner authority. This is why it's SO DELUSIONAL because someone may or may not resonate with their type depending on how functional their hormones are, which I can tell you ever since I've had more TEST I've spontaneously made more "sounds" as well because of so much rising current warming my Shen. When someone makes those sounds it's literally that they're feeling with their Shen the warmth of that current and it will often feel pleasurable to a degree. This is what we're told most of the world should do to make decisions. I would bet that men who have more TEST and aren't conditioned would have the most success with being a generator. That's my prediction, because it's the same functional mechanism, except RS doesn't put people into boxes or types because it doesn't need to. Your "type" is however you want to feel, and the way you get to that is through nourishing your vitality physically and getting real with your state and how you're making decisions over time.

So there. HD is dead, just like the rest. RS predicts outcomes reliably HD can't. Ra was a filthy little Jew, a Jacob in scripture, who fooled the world with his mystical system. Screw Ra and HD. It's only popular now because people's lives suck. I studied it to find facts, and found none, and when I said on call this morning that there are superior and inferior systems that are more and less accurate it triggered mister subjective consciousness experience really hard he started raising his voice. Yeah get schooled mate no wonder you can't read the notebook anymore because it's too hard to handle the reality we live in. These people are delusional trash and will all die off. We don't have to suffer this. He got triggered BECAUSE I was competitive and saying that RS is superior to HD. Yeah no surprise mate get schooled how have you been denying that the whole time and coping for it through all the talks about accuracy? This is what I mean. They can learn everything from me and yet still don't listen. THESE USELESS IDIOTS STILLL DON'T GET IT AND THEY CLING TO DELUSION BECAUSE THEY'RE INFERIOR TRASH INCAPABLE OF HIGHER REASONING!

Own the visceral nature of being you. Be the most intense you can with balance in mind. More intensity isn't better, it's that the highest functional level of intensity is what matters. The more kidney yang you have the more your entire field geo will function at a higher level which is what grows and expands and manifests the signals to act naturally through thematic suggestion and stimulation when the currents raise. You can argue that the raising of currents are brain activity to the corresponding receptors in the nervous system, but I think there's probably more to it than that on a biological level too. That's something I will break down in time.

I just noticed something. Whenever I go into a crazy streak of higher intensity, I get these little "comments" from the GF about something I may or may not be doing wrong, even if it's meaningless. It's happened over the last 2 days about 3 times now. She's done this before when I was in the same intensity a while back but I can't put dates on it. Whenever I get into a high streak of intense experience this will come up. I have learned that this is likely what other guys talk about when the women try to do the "test". Like I could make a random comment about something I'm reading and in the other room she'll be like "what did you just say" in a suspicious way. It's not direct attacks, it's like this energy of pseudo intolerance that's most likely unconscious on her part. She walked past my window yesterday outside and made a similar type of comment about me tapping on my desk with my thumb and pinky finger to some music I was listening to while I was writing out something and that's just what I do sometimes when I'm in that flow. The limbs move. So she had a similar energy. This isn't something I've seen with any other girl because I didn't have extensive time with others since my past was all pretty much 10 weeks or less. Either way this experience is what they call "the test" and it's almost like she's doing it to ensure that I'm going to remain stable in this higher state. It's like when a man checks on his girl if she's out places that incidents can happen, which is normal. She might see it as attacking but it's security. Women do a similar "check" using a method to provoke agitation and it's like she's checking "is he still sharp" or not. That's what she's doing, unconsciously most likely. I don't think she consciously thinks "oh I'll test him to see if he's actually real" but she might have a flash in her mind of what level of energy she's wanting from me and "feel" that and suddenly the reaction from her shows up. It's not even her trying to win anything or prove anything or cause issues from conditioning, it's more so that she literally wants to experience "power" just like you want to experience "loyalty" from the girl periodically. I believe both of us do this for these functions. I've read about this and heard about "the test" that women do but I didn't really experience it like that, I see it more as them "checking" your vitality levels and what state you're in, as a sense of security to know if you're still there for her or not, in providing supply. That's what's going on.

This also in my eyes proves that there ARE fundamental you could say "primal" instincts still manifesting in all of us, because if you're real you'll see it in your own relationships. I've noticed this over the last 2 days. I've experienced this once again though it's VERY clear now because when it happens it's almost like an obvious outlier when it sticks out. Men will test for loyalty in a similar way by checking where she's at periodically if that's necessary in his mind. This is natural and expected, and this actually proves to him if she's real, just as she does to me with my intensity and attempting to make me break frame to reveal weakness. Right? So yeah I've seen this before but this time for some reason it REALLY stuck out to me, like it was clearly what was happening and I saw it right away and didn't get triggered by it. The weak man who's not focused on vision and growth will lose frame and his weakness will be exposed by her little check on his frame. Remember she wants that security consistently in supply, and as I said yesterday there's like all these different phases to how she cycles to experience your providing. One part of that is this check, another part is the romance where you take her out and it's all lovey dovey, and another is the "I want to be destroyed" time. There's cycles in this. I need to pay more attention to the timing of these because I've honestly not captured a clear picture, especially with the period cycle which MIGHT overlap. I know shark week brings out the "checks" more frequently. I've just not seen it as obviously before, she's probably been doing it and I was low consciousness and didn't see it until lately since I'm so fixated on the vision, and maybe since I'm more operating from correct instinct it's surfacing more consciously. I don't know. All I know is that they do these checks most likely for this reason, and if it turns into a full on conflict then you're probably failing the check, unless she's super pushy. Mine isn't that pushy, it's just little comments here and there that come up which have no reason to. Why? Well in the past I'd have thought it's her conditioning but in truth I think that many cases of these checks so to say are literally just instinct showing up where they have a moment of "self framing" where they want to know where you stand, and she might've had a flash of a more powerful guy pop up in the mind that corresponded and wants to "check" where you're at to see if she's justified in her thought process. I don't know exactly about all the dynamics of how that reaction would work thematically to be real but that's my best view of it currently.

If you experience them trying to randomly pick on you in these silly ways then it's LIKELY checks, though if it's someone with obvious dad issues then it'll be probably exaggerated and end up with her instincts warped. That's how it'll play out. All I know is that even if you "destroy" her the way she wants she'll still do this. My last week proved that. These checks don't seem to go away. If she's checking then it's likely that she's ensuring security, which is the whole point of being with you in the first place. It's like she has a moment of "I need safety" and checks. That's what it's like. I don't believe they'd do this on their own, though they might check the powerful father type figure around them instead. I've not seen this much myself outside of my relationship so again I can't speak from experience but it's likely out there. How do you differentiate between this and their conditioned conflicts? Well in my experience the checks are more just brief little agitations she throws you like picking on something you're doing vs coming to you with a highly intense conflict off the bat which often is unresolved conflicts surfacing on her part and needs to move pressure. The weak man will try to logic his way through the checks if she does it, she's not looking for logic, she wants to EXPERIENCE "man" energy. What is that? Continued focus on growth. She's trying to basically check if you're actually locked into being the best or not, through these little comments. If you fold then it's a revelation to her that the hunch was right, and then she'll likely end up in a sort of justified state to take it to the next level and you don't even know why or what.

My mum would do this a lot whenever I'd show signs of breaking her chains, in the pathogenic way, making obviously rude comments to provoke a reaction. It would only be done without others around though, and if I called it out then I'd get "SHHHHH NOBODY WANT'S TO HEAR IT" or "QUIET THE NIEGHBOURS DON'T NEED TO KNOW" or something in the "yell whisper" voice. She can provoke me with an agro tone but as soon as I fight back it's that my response is the issue. Screw that. I remember ignoring her many times and just telling her off and she'd physically assault me at times and try to throw me against doors and put long objects like kitchen utensils in my face or something or just slap me in the face or the arm or whatever. Literally like mad rage mode it was wild. If both parents were there then it was game over for my peace for that whole day. It would be game over. These idiots in NG LOA tell me to relax. Yeah if you relax you'll stop triggering your parents because they're under your control YOU IDIOTS. As soon as you show signs of vitality and intensity towards killing off the small creature you don't want to be anymore, then they'll go after you more and more to keep you locked up in their chains. That's why I can't stand anyone in NG LOA they're all USELESS IDIOTS who COPE HARD with the fact that their lives suck. Nobody can tell me that I'm wrong. I've seen this happen in not just my life but across the board, the dynamics are FIXED and not subjective, and the only subjective nature is the mental level experience of the currents. The currents drive it all but the mental level experience is the subjective and not truly causal. It's the result. Screw everybody that thinks otherwise, they just want to see you stay small and in their hand. No I kill off all that trash I've lived in those boxes and know how they work and when they show up. That's how I can see the Jewish supremacy conditioning so obviously too because it's like how my parents treated me. It's not me manifesting that, it's that these people operate this way because that's how they feel about themselves and have to react like useless trash.

They're a total waste. You need to see all of these things. If a girl tells you one thing and then acts in another way then the talk is to keep you in a certain frame, either consciously or not. There's GOT TO be a level of consciousness over these things on their part, I know that, but to what extent is up for debate. If I had more experience with different girls I might be able to tell you but I don't at this point since all of them were short lived and I didn't consciously notice the tests much. I notice them more now than ever most likely because my vitality is more abundant and my filtering is more clear and I'm also just more aware of what they do too. So then if you're being tested, don't lead it into the debate about who's better or worse or right or wrong or whatever. Just stay focused on displaying power. If you do that then you'll get her continual approval. That's how it is. They don't consciously do it to cause conflicts, they do it out of instinct which is almost certainly what's happening because it's very clear that when I'm displaying power more and going beyond her expectations she's "checking" that more. She is doing this either because she's thinking I'm going to bail out for someone better because I'm now higher vitality and she knows it and wants to check for safety like men check loyalty and such, or they're doing it to see if you're consistently in frame still and are just "checking". Either way it's one of those I'd say and it all depends on where you're at. My girl consciously thinks I'm 100% committed, but unconsciously she might not feel that, which is warranted lately considering that's how I've felt since certain things with her are still stuck and aren't changing despite playing up my game which typically worked in the past to change her in whatever way I wanted. So as I continue with this I will see how things go.

I believe that men are really built to be forces of nature, not just physically but intellectually. Most don't live up to either fully.

I don't see a way to interpret these "tests" or whatever from an alchemical view, because there's no alchemy there really. It's just a feeling of "I want to be sure" coming out.

Also be aware, nuclear war between Russia, the rest of EU and UK will happen real soon. If you see threats going around of this then you know it'll be not far from the manufactured Jewish persecution which is when their messiah shows up to kill us all off.

I've also kind of found that what I look for in women has changed a bit, especially in the psychological level. It's interesting that as you become more masculine the world around you is filtered differently and you see more feminine qualities stick out differently. I remember this happening back in 2021 when I was on a massive long SR streak and my TEST was definitely higher for a while it led me to literally changing my views on certain girls I thought I wanted and it shifted onto even more feminine types and even how they'd psychologically be, not as in more sub but like more "intensity" IN A FEMININE WAY like being SMARTER and I found myself actually wanting someone more cunning but not to me, to the world around US, like her psychology was an extension of my intensity in a sense. I was genuinely surprised, because it wasn't something I consciously did. I just nourished my vitality the best I could back then and I changed the nature of my desires. This seems to be happening again. This is what I've experienced in a somewhat similar manner to before, because my current girl isn't "cunning" with the world around she's not like that at all, but as I become more me it seems that's what sticks out. I'm not choosing this, and it's not something that I'd have even thought about, but like seeing someone more intelligent in a way that's like using her functional feminine competitiveness, in a sense, is sticking out with me more. Now maybe I can see how those girls with more of that "intelligent intensity" in how they suggest through appearance to be more "hot" to some guys. It is ALL supply/demand. I swear if your currents don't line up then you don't perceive these things, and I'm not doing anything consciously to change this it's literally just more intensity more desire to kill the enemy and destroy anyone that stands in my way, as a living breathing weapon for higher vitality and such. That's what it's like, and as I get more focused on the mission I feel that the issues with my current circumstances stick out more. Perhaps this is why I'm looking for those traits more, and it sticks out because I don't have access to that currently and it's making me want to expand. I've never expected this at all I simply expected to have more focus and energy but not this. This was the last thing I'd expect to have shifted but it makes TOTAL SENSE when I view it from reproduction as primary aim of the field geo as an extension of the aether and competition for higher vitality overlaps and such. What you're wanting to overlap with will want to be on your level, and you will in the shift in your somatic reality perceive different stimulus to align to that different quantity and ratio of currents. I just can't believe that I'm feeling this way because it was literally something I was grossed by before, but I can see function there now. That's why it's so wild.

None of what we've been told is real it's all trash. Everything NG LOA and psycho-spiritual doctrines are all trash. It's possible that my girl is checking me to keep me on her level maybe, as a defense. I don't know, there's 3 options for the function at play here. It's got to be something. You'd think I'd have the answer automatically but I don't think I have full clarity there. In my honest view it's her checking me to make sure I'm still as she expects but she must be noticing my increased intensity and possibly it's coming from a drive to keep me locked down, but it doesn't feel that way to me in the way she's doing it. I don't see it as that type of check, I see it more as she's trying to keep me up in a higher level of intensity through the check, like what I said before. It doesn't seem like it's a locking down thing at all, else I'd think she'd be more intense with that side of things to really make me bend, but she doesn't seem to WANT me to bend, even if she tries to stimulate that at face value. That's why I still think it's more so her checking if I'm on more of an expansion path. The thematic suggestions would align more that way in my eyes too. All of this is just so interesting to see play out, like I'm watching my state shift in realtime. No massive shift in nutrient intake, no SR whatsoever in fact it's the exact opposite and I'm feeling better than ever, and my psychological level has simply been focused on killing off the enemy and mastering RS more. That's all that's really changed. I've been going out more frequently especially later in the day when it's dark and cold outside which is the environment I prefer to be active in to be real especially since I don't need to do any of this stupid sunscreen stuff to "block UV from damaging my skin" which I still think is ridiculous that we need UV protection not to have skin age as fast.

I've read somewhere some years back that the lipid markers in your blood can relate to if the UV is going to ruin your skin or not. I don't think that's accurate but if I look at what it is on a TCM level, the yin substance would be more nourishing to the face and other areas of your body to restore skin without damage from burns. Don't know, but it's just strange to me that the sun is the last thing to be exposed to in direct skin contact in our world, why would it be built that way? Why are we so weak with that and get ruined from the sun? Naturally it doesn't make complete sense but I guess the reality is that it seems to, at least for a vast majority of people. I just think that the sun shouldn't destroy our skin as much as it does through exposure, because being in the sun is normal and without UV protection then it would mean that basically every human in history who worked outside would age like milk where they're exposed. I guess that is the reality and I'm reading into it too much.

I can somewhat more see how the ignorant idiots in this world continue to buy into the trash then. It's all somatic reality, thematic composition, and your innate Jing structuring. There's none of this subjectivity trash that's all cope for how bad things are, to deny, delude, ignore, pretend and dance on the fence to avoid conflicts on either end. What I've seen is that as your state changes through nourishing your vitality more and actually opening up the capacities through more quantity and quality of ratio, it drives your consciousness closer to the nature of the Jing. It's almost like each "level" of vitality you operate from can open different phases of the Jing and you experience different perceptual awareness. I can somewhat see how the ignorant whacked idiots continue to be narrow in their view, because both the capacity as in sensitivity for functional perceptions and wider view perspective, as well as the actual quantity and ratio of the currents are all out of balance in them. They lack the sensitivity of the intelligences that I have and on top of that they lack the actual raw material to manifest the effect of what those genes can do for their perceptions. Without the nourishment then there's no signaling to express those genes and create the proteins that become the structures which shift perceptual capacity wider, which is a literal alteration to the composition of the field geo.

There will be 10 Arab (either only or total) nations against Israel in the near future. This was part of the script.

I almost see this shift in what feminine traits stick out as a signal of more loyalty actually. The cunning nature makes sense now it just popped into my head. The more cunning character that's shown on the exterior is like my continual show of power and intensity with her that she wants which ensured safety is available. Her display of the feminine power, we could say, functional feminine power, not just sub but the intelligence to play games with enemies like what I was talking about yesterday about how women will keep each other in a zone away from the higher value guys, I see this more so as an expression of my shift towards seeing higher functioning women in response to my increased vitality. These instincts come online more than before, BECAUSE the nourishment is there to activate them and the state is persisted in psychologically. It's primarily vital current driving the mind but also the mind basking in the glory and continuing to focus on the vision for destroying the enemy, I see this as an "unlock" of more feminine power on tap for me as I've become more valuable myself, which uplifts the type of girls I will see stick out and stimulate me. That's what's so interesting because I've seen this before, in my past in the example I mentioned in 2021 when my view shifted. I then look at what I've got going on now and I see a wider perception opening up in response to being more vital and living in that more nourished state. Isn't that crazy though, that it all came from me crossing that threshold, which was mostly just a qi stag at that level which is usually a repression of how you want to feel which then corresponds to the somatic reality which will imply the currents necessary for that state be present and so they will activate IF the Jing is there and the nourishment biochemically is there.

This experience directly refutes the idea that this is all psychological because you notice after the fact that the shift happened, and not because. I never desired this before, and that's why it's surprising. I'm unfolding this in real time here and logging my experiences with it to provide another case study example of what it's like to experience a state shift that anyone can read and study and relate to. It then makes me wonder if the guys who are super low vitality who are into unfeminine girls and these whales or whatever only feel that way because simply don't have the perceptions clear like what I'm explaining here. They desire lower value girls GENUINELY BECAUSE that's their state. Right? These low value guys go for the E girls and the lowest of the low because that's all they've got, and or that's simply the level their Jing will take them into higher vitality and function to actually manifest a more feminine girl. I don't see the cunning as masculine, it's not power display in terms of confrontational combative type which is gross for women to involve with, but it's like sly cunning intelligent almost manipulation for our extended access to supply of each other, like we're operating as one unit together towards a higher vision or goal. That's how I view it, I see her operating this way as actually a demonstration of loyalty, because it's a direct manifestation of serving my interests, keeping me at the top, so long as I continue to destroy my enemies with my proverbial edge and cut through them. That's what I experience with this and it's something I've never really thought about before. It's like my current girl but more cunning and wants reproduction, primarily. I feel that these qualities are what manifested as more important and stimulating because both Jing demands attention for this and that my vitality being higher necessitates that I involve this way since I've got the currents to make that happen now vs before where it wasn't quite at that threshold. It's simply an expansion of a desire for an even more clear display of loyalty and being a sub. Like to me, her playing games with the enemy in her ways she's best at is an extension of my power, and is her functional display of feminine essence.

I believe this is, given my recent shift, a higher order form of feminine energy, but not everyone will desire that because their sequencing isn't built for it, or they're simply not nourished enough to activate that Jing. All of this shift in desire I say is more of the Jing coming online, since it was already there, the stimulus via these currents in the composition they are become more conscious. Those who say desires don't change can't explain my experience, because this in itself proves that desires can be correspondent to how functional you are, vs where you can be, and this is a clear example of that. We will see if it sticks or not but that's what I'm currently conscious of, without any external influence or such leading me to this suggestion. So this higher order form of feminine energy corresponds to me being on a higher level which opens that capacity up which was already there, for eugenic reproduction. This is all something I've never put together before in writing but here it is.

Thematic suggestion of what forms stimulate can change. This is very interesting to experience.

Plan. Execute.

Honestly the goal of life of a man (at least those like me) is to become a weapon of mass destruction. It's literally what this is all about. How much more satisfying can it get? I literally would leave all the girls behind for that life, dead serious. That's the only thing I've ever done over the last few years is build up to this point, sharpening my intellect to a point so razor sharp that nobody on earth can stand toe to toe with me in anything, just like the guy who's built like a king lion and could tear you limb from limb with his bare hands. I really have nowhere else to go at this point on that front, yeah I can always study more biochemistry and some more physics and bla bla bla but I honestly just want to fight the enemy on the front lines now so bad. Like take the training out of the gym and start throwing punches in the space, so to say. That's what it feels like. Last night in bed all I could think about is fighting, physically, like that's how much juice I had and no matter how hard I went to drain that energy it was just "let's go". I feel like I really need more anchor since I've been hardcore activated lately, it's revealing some out of balance ratios, where my yang has been somehow tonified so strongly that it's overshadowed my yin. You could argue it was the lack of an SR streak but screw that I've had wild recovery near instantly like a decade ago, so the Jing can't be lacking, because Jing determines recovery phase primarily, though heart fire can also do that, but you'll not feel satisfied if it's heart fire. I did have the regulating effect I spoke about, but only after it was like properly used. So somehow my kidney yang has gone off the charts and it keeps growing and it seems it's not stopping. That's why I keep having more shifts in my perceptions of reality, and other things. It's not something I chose to experience, it just seemed to happen when I let myself become the weapon within myself. That's all I care about now, that's really all I ever cared about, even years ago back in my teens I played comp OW, I did TKD, I was a parkourist and had agility like nothing else, but I believe I had to get to a point of consciousness and perceptual width to make the most of this physical capacity. That can't be faked with training in any other way than hardcore deduction and induction by studying reality and contemplating and reasoning through it all. You cannot get to this level without putting in the hours, only if the capacity exists for that will it happen, and arguably, the fully realized capacity was built into your Jing since that's where the pressure was felt in the state you lived from the most.

When I look at life as a biological reality, and not the psycho-spiritual alchemy of the soul "training life" we're going through to become so called divine creators or whatever ignorant trash that's preached, it becomes clear that what makes you you is the degree of vitality and perceptual capacity you have. Everything else is secondary, and where that moves you to act will reveal the Jing. Your actions come from your Jing. Jing is where your life comes from. All the pathway cascades that open up as you become more vital is an expression of the Jing. We have a balance of physical power and psychological power. Physical power is the thing everyone for the most part can get to a similar level with given enough training and nourishment, though there's always variances with that. You then have the intellectual level, which there are MASSIVE variances in capacity. Like my level vs this stupid black African tribesman, we're in other realities basically. It's not even close. In order for that guy to get to my level intellectually and with a wide enough perceptual capacity to correctly identify threats and execute when necessary, they'll have to be able to see through the script of the Jewish supremacist agenda. 99.999999999999% of people still don't know that script. One in maybe a few high tens to hundreds of millions properly grasp it at most. Everyone else is slated for extinction. Why? Because this is a biological reality that's built to kill off anything that the aether considers waste material to be recycled and formed back into useful material for forming higher order humans who are exponentially more intelligent. Intelligence is what makes the higher humans who they are, not physical capacity. That's been more than mastered by people for a very long time, though the intelligence hasn't been able to be refined to that level collectively. This is what I mean. There are people who are vastly superior in most metrics on a purely Jing basis and others who are disgustingly inferior filth of the earth who are worth nothing to the aether. They will be killed off, and the Jing expressed through Jewish supremacists is revealing this fact. Their plans to psychologically manipulate the world into their own self instanced extinction is literally a plan that only God could pull off, the aether itself, AKA the physics of vitality mechanics - thematic supply/demand and translation and stimulation and suggestion.

This is what I've uniquely revealed in RS. The fundamental nature of reality is vitality mechanics operating through a metaphysical level. Most people who physically max out their stats and get the hot girls and reproduce and form highly vital children on a physical level will still lack the intelligence that we have and the proof of this is the fact that they're unable to correctly identify threats and deal with them without giving into the psychological conditioning, to be a REAL threat. What makes a fit guy a threat to the system? Weapons. Real weapons of mass destruction. Not physical strength. That's not going to lead to your genetics carrying forward. Noope. You need to have intelligence capable of building weapons as an extension of yourself, which is what humans are built for. We're leaving the phase of killings off the enemy with hand held weapons and we're moving into an age using aetheric weapons using technology. This is what I've known for many years now and I've done work on that level. Men like myself are the only real threats to the system, provided full execution plays out. Weapons off mass destruction are what separate the physically built men from the pathetic gymbros who are still thinking that hating on Israel will save them because Jew bad. Idiots. They manufacture their own persecution and I saw this back in 2025 when I recognized that Napoleon was funded and supported by Zio Jews. I use to think Napoleon was a good guy in the start because he shut down some of the bankers and had them replaced, but when I recognized the script of manufactured persecution and connected that with Nazi Germany and the transfer agreement and some other instances over history that played into setting this up, along with the Jewish Kabbalah study that CJB did (Yes Chris you get credit I know you keep blasting everyone to credit your work which I get so here's my seal of approval) and it all made sense. The Jewish plans have always been to wipe off the seedline of the Edomites, and other relates seedlines of the nations. This is what I studied in the banned pages back in 2025.

So dual seedline study I started on in 2021 but I had the roles backwards, and when those points lined up it all made sense. No 21 year old on earth except me knew about this history, this physics, this metaphysics and alchemy and had the experience I had with all of this. That's why I kept going even when I was on the deaths door for those years, because that fire to refine that blade was always within me. I couldn't accept unfinished business, and I wanted to find out exactly who's responsible and who I needed to kill off to end this game. That's all I cared about back then, regardless of if I went homeless or not which I was very close to at one point. I was getting use to sitting on my trifold shovel I got from a military hardware shop as the only seat I'd have. That's what I was expecting, but then RS popped up and I started getting places with this, and eventually destroying NG LOA and being the only one out there who seemed to correctly decode not just the manifesting doctrine as a theory but in practical application and recognize how TCM applies and connects to it, which I was building into from 2016. All of this history of all these threads connect together. The actions come from the Jing. The actions reflect the thematic sequencing, and this is why I call inferior people out because they're sooo ignorant and even if they agree to your face they'll go back and their actions will still coincide with their former ignorance. You can't tell me that it's patterning, because I've never run up against that wall with being unable to change beliefs when I see a data set that refutes what I use to believe. I've NEVER had that issue, I've been as quick to change beliefs on an intellectual level as I spin around corners. It's not something that you "train" yourself to do, it's built into your capacity, it's a trait that's genetic, thematic sequencing of the Jing. That's what determines this. Nothing else. This is why these people will die off, so I can agree with Chris in that the Jewish filth exist for the purpose of killing off most of the people on earth and that ultimately serves the agendas of those like myself who are capable to seeing a wider perception of reality and can see through the lines so to say.

The Jewish death cult exists as a creation of God (again God in RS is the intelligence of the physics of the aether manifesting as "intelligent" pressure mediation and thus "intelligent design") so we cannot get to a higher form of creation without there being a mass killing off of the inferior material. Seeing other people this way sounds psychopathic but it's really not when you recognize how things work in reality, and how the Jewish supremacy cult came to thrive, and how men are really built to be intelligent weapons for God to manifest through and as us (the organized Jing and field geo that became us as it organized into the human form you are) and how then that's separating people who are able to actually be functional and see reality clearly from those who can't. It's not about how I don't "feel" for these masses of ignorant people, I'm not seeing them as people who don't have feelings and don't suffer, and yet I see the existence of this system that's only used them like puppets, and the death cult is doing the sifting, just as the sculptures say. The separation of people in this world. It's sick, but the Jewish death cult seems to be a manifestation of nature brought about to facilitate the expansion of human existence into a higher form of intelligent people who no longer need to rely on the systems we have now and can transcend that. You may say how would humanity flourish without Jewish supremacy? Well we exist here today, so your form was a creation of the conditions of our world, and obviously the people from our past couldn't catch on and eradicate the death cult so we exist here today as a zenith of this progression of our lineage being brought into existence for this very purpose, to actually become human weapons and an extension of God. Most men don't become proper weapons for higher reality, they just become pathogenic parasites that leech off the life of others, like these pseudo chads you see who make money off businesses that still scam most people. That's dishonorable trash and I've always had the integrity that psychologically manipulating someone to profit is dysgenic trash. The Jewish filth that do this to us are dysgenic trash, they're not hyper intelligent, they're just following coded scripts that most people cant deduce through observing history like I did and finding events that the people who believe in spiritual realities will say prove we live in a pre-destined simulation. Why do you think I questioned that even when I was writing about it. I always questioned it because it implied that our existence here is to literally suffer, as a higher spiritual function. That's ridiculous and you've heard me say this so many times that if we're in a reality that's a pre-destined play scripture, then that means a vast majority of our lives are simply to be discarded as waste and there's never any actual flourishing of human so called consciousness. All the people who believe in that are low intelligence idiots who can't calculate 1+1. Their threat detection and perceptual capacity and width to factor in multiple views at once are knocked way off and they won't be able to operate correctly this way.

That's why reality is biological in nature above all else. Biology is physics. We always have been like the cells in the body of God, of the aether. There's no divine intelligence behind the way that we're moved by God, as in God has a say in what's going on, no it's simply physics. That's the law. The physics of how charges mediate each other into forming various forms of material in reality is what generates us. Physics is God and physics is biology, hence why my original thesis was always rooted in physics because that's how I saw things. Only difference now is that I see beyond the psycho-spiritual level as trash to be discarded. You get to a level where you can see all of these things as simply inevitability, not because it's pre-determined in a sense of a script play, but that the way that human consciousness has formed into most people isn't in the form that God wants as the Jewish supremacists are playing the roles of the filters of the earth to recycle the people who aren't useful for the expansion we're going through (just like any other form of life that exists and was discarded in the past) and that's just a biological fact. It's not psychological. Nothing about reality is psychological at core. That's delusional because as I said before, it's the people who can't see reality for what it is, the people who have defective perceptual capacity, these are the ones who will be discarded, not the ones who aren't physically capable, though obviously there's fitness necessary there too for reproduction purposes too.

All of this has opened up so many wider avenues to explore, though my focus will not be on furthering that exploration but instead building my biology into a weapon as well as building the aetheric weaponry used to kill off any enemy that threaten my lineage. You can argue that women who truly grasp the depth of this work would find more stimulus from men like us than the LMAXX or gymbros or whoever, because they're not going to survive, and arguably already haven't because their DNA is poisoned by the injection and that's just one more example of how physical strength and money and all this stuff doesn't differentiate the people who actually are intelligent and can accurately assess threats from those who are just idiots who got the injection. If you got the injection they poisoned your blood and there's no going back. That's the point. God did that through the Jews, the physics of how charge mediates to form higher order structures of aether, the Jews were an expression of that by psychologically manipulating and causing all the idiots who can't accurately assess threats and execute to now die off. That's what I mean. There's SO MANY instances of this. Superior vs inferior people. It's always been this way throughout history, and the biological nature of reality reveals this obviously. If it's not psychological at core then what is it? Obviously we know.

This can't be ignored or faked or bypassed. It's happening all around us right now, all the trash that's happening collectively has been scripted and executed by the enemy, and you're all on the chopping block for extinction. That's why reality isn't mental. It can't be, because it doesn't explain coherently the collective abuse that we're all under. Real morality, perceptual capacity, power and the vitality dynamics, these things are being filtered out from those who have them and those who don't. Unless you have these traits then you're slated for extinction, which is the whole point of the existence of humans as we are today it seems. It's a great filtering by God to form a higher order life structure on earth with people who are actually superior and can eugenically create a real world with all abundant humans. We're going through a filtering. Nothing else. This is killing off all the waste material as low IQ and incel men who aren't capable of survival under pressure. This is why the biology always adapts, as I've explained for ages now, this is a functional process where the Jing reaches its capacity under pressure. Without that pressure then nothing is filtered, because there's no threat that forces those who are waste material from those who are superior and can thrive and be a race of functional humans on earth.

Most people NEED a messiah, which is why Christian doctrine and other Abrahamic and other psychospiritual inner alchemical doctrines of serving ANY form of a "higher God" is their default, because that's what they experience, their state of being followers of higher power than them. They naturally seek divine hierarchy, and "feel" their place through following those higher powers. The superior men become the God, literally, not in the pathogenic sense of how Jewish supremacy works but we don't follow abstract ideas outside of us and instead follow the structure of reality itself, through clear perceptual awareness of what that is. This is why I concluded that being yourself without compromise means seeing reality clearly and that's what drives manifestation as satisfying outcomes, since you're operating without delusional filters on the Jing unfolding.

So hopefully you can see how most people are simply slated for death very soon with or without their willing consent. It's a filtering of those who follow powers greater than them as weak men especially or men who become the weapon in their own lives and reach the heights that humanity have. That's what I've seen all of my work was for. All of this was to come to this awareness, and to share this awareness with the world to awaken the few who like me have a higher vision for reality that's higher function and more genuinely prosperous. We will not follow the abstract gods, like the useless peoples of the world do because they can't see reality clearly as how those systems are all existent to make them bend the knee and serve the Jewish plans. That's why all this exists. It's intelligently mediated through Jewish supremacy as the manifestation of the filtering. This isn't about lifting people up, but simply a burning off of what's not useful in this world. We're not here to save these people it seems. If I killed off all the Jewish filth, we'd have billions of people who can't see reality clearly and who have been deluded for millennia in untold generations, and how all of them would seek to impose their views and to seek a higher leader and be led into more group think because that's all they can do. That's their capacity, they aren't higher functioning humans and so how else can you explain what's happening here? It's the people who have the intelligence and can see things clearly vs those who can't, simply can't, who will die off. That's what's happening, as a fact. So if this is the reality of the world we live in, then what other conclusions can you draw given thousands of years of history moving up till this very point in time?

You tell me. It's certainly not spiritual expansion. It's not to bring about world peace, because different types of people will always be at war with each other, there won't be cooperation because that's what's within them. If they can't operate at a higher level and there's a Jewish plot to eradicate all the people who have certain psychological tendencies, then it's pretty obvious what this is really for. I wrote about this as a possibility some time back in an earlier post, about how the Jewish filth are likely the "will of God" as a source of pressure to force expansion of the world into a higher form, alchemy. Well it's similar to that, except there's no non physical component to this. It's also not the "will of God" outside of the pure and simple fact of how physics works and how psychological traits in the Jing manifest as mindless followers of higher gods and such, and how the Jews have used religion to manipulate and fool people over history. They're separating those who follow the ignorant trash who have those genes as a limit on their perceptual width from those who can see and will survive. When I was younger I always questioned why God wanted to destroy the world. My parents, and everyone in my family at the time, all ignorant idiots, they simply say "when God decides then it's over" or something like that. That's all I got. That never worked for me, even as a child. I kept going "why why why why why" over and over until they all failed. I've always been this way, it's simply a perceptual bandwidth factor in the Jing that seeks to express higher thought to take ideas out of abstract thinking and into a tactile form and make sense of them.

So we can clearly see now where this is all going and why.

Men are built to become weapons.

Equality isn’t possible. It’s not natural. Without pressure then there’s no expansion.

Also I must say that mobilising Jing with your girl but without going all the way with it, while you’re highly potent, will cause stagnation that’s very acute. I just tried this and I can feel the pelvic congestion and all the discomfort with that, after just one round. It’s literally not good to do this whole start something and then stop or do what that idiot Mantak Chia says. No screw that. You should go all the way with it or you’ll end up with stag. You either start and go al the way or you don’t start at all and keep the charge sinking where it can build.

I can literally sit in a cold room without a shirt on and I’m not even cold at all my hands and feet are warm. I’m dead serious I’m like on fire lately. The amount of warmth I’m producing is crazy. I basically don’t even feel the cold. I remember being like this when I was at physical peak before some years back. I’ve not even gotten close to that level so there’s a lot of physical work to do but I’ll get there soon. If I drink plenty of water I feel more nourished at baseline and the warmth feels nourishing and not burning me up at all. I just have to be well hydrated and drink heaps more now it seems.

Become a weapon for order and vitality. I mean what else is the highest achievement a man can achieve? This is the most freeing thing possible. It takes off all the limits and takes off all the rules and lets you destroy and be real wirhout compromise. This is the highest function of RS.

Manifesting works through these mechanics and nothing else. Your state determines what you get, because that’s who you are and how you suggest to the world what stimulates it into the response to grant you the desire you seek. Nothing else.

22/6/26

Well it seems that recovery is arguably just as important as breaking yourself down. Proper recovery as I've talked about, sleep around the hours that the gall and liver meridians activate, that's what actually builds the body by transforming Jing into proteins and such. If you don't sleep properly then you will just end up in full on catabolic state no matter what activity you do. We know that cortisol directly opposes TEST and this is a manifestation of pathogenic heat in the system. If there's pathogenic heat in the system then you WILL NOT RECOVER. Why? TCM explains. If the blood and the yin are insufficient in ratio to yang to enable deep sleep then you will not experience recovery. Deep sleep and recovery ARE THE SAME THING, at the SPECIFIC hours that those meridians activate, which is why everyone talks about needing REM sleep at that time for optimal recovery. TCM predicted this thousands of years ago, and yet useless ignorant idiots who preach ignorant trash like HD and NG LOA and the rest of the "mental sciences" want to come on and lecture me about accuracy. They're so dumb.

The fact is that if you're not sleeping properly then you need to actually sink charge consciously over the day and not train more. You need to sink charge and conserve yin over the day. If this means living like a Buddhist monk for a few days or weeks or however long then do that, You NEED to get to a sufficient enough ratio of yin-yang FIRST before you start tonifying yang for more TEST and such through nutrition and training. It won't work. You WILL burn up and be unable to sleep properly and waste all your time in a catabolic stressed state getting no growth to become the weapon you're designed to be.

All of the "subconscious capacity" stuff I use to teach has everything to do with liver blood, heart blood, kidney yin as the main anchor, all of these restorative substances are what that IS, literally. You need to not be agitated, yet still have vitality and the fire to destroy your enemies. I'm experiencing more of this right now. I'm more calm than I was before. I'm also more warm inside, as in I'm sitting shirtless in 12c temps right now and I feel nourished. My fingers are slightly cool typing this but before, like 2-3 weeks ago, I'd have had cold frosty hands and I would've had a shirt on. That high intensity state streak I lived in where I broke myself down so hardcore that I rubber-banded back so to say was what enabled this. I've had zero SR streaks to act as an artificial booster for TEST, which it will do for a short time, mostly as a retention of kidney qi and yang which will give you more seeming vitality but believe it or not SR for many men isn't functional if their ratios are out. This would sound like cope trash to the SR space but I don't give a damn I've had years of experience with this and have observed how I've responded and I know how the mechanics work. If you're deficient on yin and you do SR then you'll end up with empty heat for the first week. How do I know this? I've had younger zoomer clients who were chronic gooners start actually getting real with juicing up the kidney for once and they tell me they can't sleep. Why? Because they're out of ratio that's able to facilitate recovery. If you don't sink charge while doing RS while yin deficient then you're 100% going to recover poorly BECAUSE the ratios of current that ENABLE recovery aren't available and your mind is helpless to stop that. All the mind can do is move stagnation, which you'll only get qi stag, mostly liver qi stag, if you edge and don't actually commit to the full sinking of charge. Sinking charge means retaining the yin substance which is the primary value of SR, so just because you're doing it for a week or longer or whatever and feel more energy doesn't mean it's actually going to translate into biochemical restoration. You can have empty heat where energy skyrockets but you don't recover Jing properly because it's being catalyzed and can't transform into yin as the gall-liver axis sleep hours come online.

This is my point. You cannot fake this. You MUST consciously sink charge by keeping the empty heat down where it can be anchored in whatever yin you've got instead of activating it and letting it burn up what little yin and blood you've got left which would enable proper recovery. Every time you get agitated needlessly then you're going to be buying into lower states, as in somatic reality that's weaker. If you look at the NG methods of not reacting to life from lack, it's working this mechanism. NG is indirectly working the mechanism of correct recovery. He was totally illiterate on these mechanics as he was mostly another useless idiot who preached Jewish supremacy out of pure unbridled ignorance and drank himself to death. We need to look at the functions that his work applies to and use that to decode what benefits his methods may have. People who can get results with NG LOA are nourished vitally, and if they're not then the "not reacting to life" by seeing yourself as God or whatever else, IF THAT enables them to effectively sink charge then YES they can benefit and very much will be able to manifest. Manifesting SP for example, sleeping correctly is the #1 thing to do, as well as killing off the trash that keeps you bound to delusions. All of your "limiting beliefs" are delusions. Fact. That's all they are and the inferior filth of this world that will be cleansed out soon enough are by design unable to perceive reality without delusions. The lower race of people in this world (yes including whites who are dumb and narrow too not just the rest of the aliens) are incapable of perceiving things as they are, and that's what all of this is about. It's a filtering of those who are delusional and incapable of correct clear perceptions of reality vs those who are able to see clearly what's happening and this Jewish supremacy agenda is the very manifestation of this happening before our very eyes. Isn't that wild. We're literally going to see billions and billions of people be all wiped off the map and their inferior genetics destroyed so that these people cease to exist. That's what's happening, and it's all natural and functional for the expansion of this world, just as has always been in the past.

The men who become clear perceiving weapons will inherit the world to come. We will have weapons systems to eradicate anything that breathes which threatens out reign of power in this world. It's not even about just power or whatever but about the ability to create a world without delusions getting in the way of how we act and relate to each other. Just imagine a race of people who are so clearly cognizant that we all have the ability to perceive without false delusional overlays warping how we relate. Children can grow up and be naturally encouraged to be the highest. There will still be competition and displays of power since this hasn't been transcended and likely won't ever be transcended as it's seemingly a fundamental function of the aether and how physics works. We will still compete for power, we will still have inferior and superior people within this higher race, but the baseline capacity will be exponentially elevated. This is a eugenic reproductive reality becoming real all because of Jewish supremacy. Their stated goal is to eradicate all the "useless eaters" and it seems they're talking about the actually inferior people, the ones who literally cannot ever become clear in perceptual and cognitive awareness, and will continue to hold onto delusions and be inferior in competition and the fire for life. They are all intellectually inferior, and that's the primary separating factor. That's seemingly why we've got access to all this data now online, which has never happened before. I look at all of these things and I see that the script that the Jewish filth are playing out is directly built to separate the superior from the inferior weapons in this world. The women who choose the superior weapons will survive and further reproduce, because they can discern who's who and who's a low IQ pathetic idiot. A useless idiot who for example went along with the magic juice jabby jab and had their whole seedline wiped out. Those are the idiots who I'm talking about, which most people fell for, or if they took it and didn't want to, they were inferior men who couldn't provide safety, and therefore failed to be fit enough to survive the attack on their genetics. That's just the reality of things, a vast majority of humanity are irreversibly poisoned and that's their own fault for being pathetic cowards and not using their intelligence if they had any to source cashflow to support and provide for their girl. That's how this works, it's literally a test of actual competence. If you can't pass the real life challenges that the Jewish script seems to be playing out, then you're filtered out and will die off and your ancestors will all have reproduced all for nothing because you failed all of them, because their lineage was always inferior from the start, hence how you ended up being rolled over by the filtering the Jewish supremacists are doing.

That will probably trigger some but cope harder mate it's the hard facts. None of this is mental it's biological. The phenomena of circumstances magically lining up and the phenomena of "thought transmission" are examples of thematic translation and happens from being in the state functionally. That's all explained and reliably predicted. I've seen it in my life and in the examples from clients. That story I keep mentioning about how someone got their SP to show up overnight from doing advanced gazing, it wasn't their conscious thoughts, it was the state shift. They simply translated the surfacing currents into what became the experience of them seeing and hearing that the SP will manifest. The gazing didn't make it happen, it simply was an act where the currents could be perceived through the overflow of the Hun into the Shen and that interprets the predictive pathway you're walking and who you're overlapping with the supply/demand you're operating from. People manifest each other because the somatic reality that each person lives in is like a fine tuned specific magnetic field which will through actions draw people of like nature, in demand for your supply, to you AS the circumstances of the bridge of incidents and all this stuff. It's nothing more than that. We are basically + and - charges of the aether that are super complex with massive amounts of charges overlapping, trillions to quadrillions or more overlapping charges, they determine your specific arrangement of currents which determines intelligently through the aether, through the supply/demand mechanics AKA magnetism, how you "attract" people to you, be them romantic or otherwise. It's not mental. It's all physics, as I originally proposed back in 2022 in the early vids I made. I knew this back in 2021 really but I couldn't break it down like this.

Either way you must get to the point where you can operate as yourself, as the highest form of weapon you can be and to own that role, because you'll attract like moths to a lightbulb, the highly feminine forms that will want to viscerally overlap you with blazing passion and will give anything up for that, since physics is all about charges mediating. Aetheric pressure gradients, that's what we are, except massively ordered forms of basic perturbance of aether. You cannot avoid this reality. All of the cellular interactions come from this function. Nothing else. It's all charge mediation, yet we think it's some intelligence beyond the veil that our mind controls because apparently in non dual view our mind is reality and the mind can move all matter and such which is ridiculous. Nobody has demonstrated that, outside of a few freaks who have the capacity for high charge potential in their sequencing.

So once more, all the delusions of NG LOA and mentalism are long dead. If you don't work with the principles that RS has decoded and put into a coherent model that explains all the functions of consciousness down to specific physics and biochemistry then you'll not get anywhere and continue to suffer as a pathetic lowly creature, as an inferior form who died off because you were not capable of survival. You're either going to because it's within you or you're not because you're an inferior race. That's as simple as it is. Everything else is cope trash to deny reality and continue the delusions, which is why we suffer. Delusions and depletion of vitality is the only cause of suffering. That's my thesis on suffering, not the ignorant trash preached by idiots who are the weakest weapons ever to walk this earth and obviously can't make charges attract to them because they don't display their capacity, if there was any to begin with. Your function in reproduction is literally a direct correlation to aetheric pressure gradient mediation, because if you're vital you won't help but to draw to you the most feminine highest quality most intelligent girls on earth who will literally lust for your power as the ultimate weapon she can wield. She wants you to be her weapon, and you're denying that and deluding yourself about how charges attract AS us and yet you're still either an incel pathetic wimp or you're with some low vitality delusional girl who's lacking any higher capacity for your lineage to become eugenic. More powerful charges attract each other, though a highly charged girl will have billions of orbiters if that's how many lower weaker weapons there are. She won't pick anyone who's not on her level or better, and that's physics. That's why it's all physics. Your consciousness is physics embodied, charge and pressure mediation, the thematic currents, all of that is the same as aether pressure gradient mediation via the intelligence of God itself, the physics of the aether. There is nothing else. So the highly potent highly charged individual, male or female, MUST attract like a magnet those who are of similar or higher charge capacity because that's how lust and love and all that work. Love isn't the spiritual "unconditional" love, which doesn't exist and only exists in the minds of heavily delusional idiots. Real love is physics at play, charges mediating, which we see as how humans behave and respond, it's all functionally pressure gradient mediation through displays of each charge to each other, and that's how you attract and overlap. It's literally the same thing. When you overlap a girl directly with the literal sword, you know, you're basically touching charges of yin and yang and this will directly cause a fusion reaction in essence where you are effectively performing nuclear reactions to create new self recursive systems, like higher density atomic structures. It's not fission, it's like fusion, and there's probably a reason there as to the whole "flash of light" that happens when the sperma overlaps the egg, right? Can't be a coincidence. It's all physics anyway. I don't know the mechanism for that in detail but it must correlate with what I'm saying. You literally overlap, your thematic sequence overlaps with hers and boom you've now performed nuclear fusion, created a higher form of matter in reality. If this is done eugenically then you're doing fusion for real, except instead of doing it in a highly charged way which causes massive releases of energy (IE hydrogen bombs which literally accelerate fusion and "evolution" of the aether AS the atomic expansion we're talking about) then you're as a human doing the same thing. There's your fractal field geometry at play, and how behavior IS the physics of charge attraction.

So. As the only person on earth who's proven systematically that the phenomena of the bridge of incidence and circumstances lining up and thought transmission and all these seeming proofs for mentalism, to NOT be what those idiots claim, I can solidly say that your behavior is a product of your vitality and your perceptual capacity to see reality clearly. These are the ONLY factors involved in making satisfying manifestations show up, which should be abundantly obvious at this point. All of your behaviors, thoughts, feelings, reactions, whatever else, they're all correspondent to your thematic composition as the state which is felt as somatic reality which will be broken down into all the elements that comprise that state which TCM outlined thousands of years ago accurately. I'm the first person on earth to create this complete analysis and refute the seeming unfalsifiable doctrine of non dual mentalism. Everyone else in NG LOA is inferior and their works display this fact. Haven't you figured that out yet? the actions someone takes reveals their state. How they perceive reality, their vitality, these functions are heavily compromised and they have no higher capacity for correct perception and therefore cannot create anything new, because they're incapable. Cope harder. Your DNA determines what you create, what you perceive as true, real, what you question and what you're in demand for, not your mind or how you train it. Environmental factors only stimulate the response to play out what capacity is present, it cannot enhance capacity, because that's built into you the moment that your parents performed nuclear fusion in reproduction to generate a mix of their qualities. Your actions come from that mixture.

You may think that if my family are all low IQ idiots who can't see anything clearly then how did they create me? Well I've explained it's not just a direct mix but the quality of ratios determine sensitivities and these can change even if both parents lacked sensitivities in certain elements. The phenomena exists, though it's very much likely based on the male cognition capacity, Earth-Fire-Water axis overlap. That's my guess. There's no solid science for this but the phenomena exists. The filth fear real weapons of mass destruction, real men who kill off their enemies mercilessly and provide the highest safety for the world around them to bask in, through your glory, the king of the world. Where do you stand? The ones who build the weapons win, warfare has always determined who wins and who destroys who, thus my point, intelligence is the only functional separation at this point since physical capacity and access to data is on equal playing field. The masses of ignorant fools who think they're at the top because they're physically able to dominate will be like wild animals in cages compared to the weapons tech we're going to have. The physical capacity will be secondary to intelligence, which is why we're able to harness the world beyond animals who can kill us off like we're flies on a wall. If you get a great white shark come for you with the smell of blood driving it to eat you, you're dead no matter how strong you are. That's not going to separate who destroys and who displays power, it's the one who build the weapons systems who kills off their opponents and holds them at mercy making them bend over, even if they look like a 10. That's irrelevant now as a primary function of male attraction dynamics. It's ALWAYS BEEN POWER ON DISPLAY. Men don't get attracted to that, unless you're a pathetic rainbow boy, Women stick out BECUASE they LACK displays of overt power, it's the opposite charge. That's why certain features are universally preferred, as opposed to blobs and trash for example, unless the ones into that are heavily conditioned of course. It's not eugenic and so isn't innate.

The aether is a eugenic medium which "evolves" itself as it overlaps itself via built in hysteresis cycles which is how energy can manifest spontaneously, genic in this sense is charge, organized charge forming into what we are, biological forms of eugenic organized aether. That's reality, and how all consciousness works, and how the phenomena of non physical interactions work.

I'm the only person on earth in NG LOA who proved how this works. Aether organizes into self organizing structures which integrate within each other, process within process. That's all fundamentally the same as I've talked about years ago when I was 22. None of this is different. Most guys at 22 are still learning how to tie their shoes relatively speaking, and trying to cope for how low their state is. Yeah I went through phases of massive depletion but that never stopped me, so I will continue to say that even if you're at the bottom of the barrel in vitality, if you have the spirit, which is genetic, then you'll have the drive to perform no matter what state you're in and cut through delusions. When I was in extreme anxiety phase all I could do was read books. That's how I learned more of the foundations of TCM and contemplated on that for months. That's all I could do. Even through depletion I was fixated on the higher vision, destroying NG LOA and killing off the enemy mercilessly and without compromise. Tearing them down into nothing but a mess on the wall that resembles a blended form of blood and flesh more than a former human that walked and talked. A living walking talking weapon, that the highest quality women will wield as their unstoppable force that they innately do not possess and cannot attain because they're not capable of it. This is why modern rainbow culture is so destructive. Kill all that off and own the pure raw unconditioned masculine essence to destroy and dominate and control and also to provide supply, create new things, order disorder and make your spirit manifest in the world to be recognized as the most powerful human ever to exist, a real hero honored by other men and someone to strive for. None of this is psychopathic trash, like the idiots who criticize what I say think who are afraid of actual competition because they're weak wimps who are probably incels or married into alien races or have a dumb whale that's incapable of eugenic function. That's cope compromise. This is all about higher order function and BEING the eugenic aether. YOU ARE the eugenic aether. That's how "you are God" FOR REAL YOU FOOLS!

Men who manifest what's within them become the highest order form of aether, embodied forms of eugenic aether, as I can call it. Aether expanding into what it has capacuty to become, where our actions, perceptions, vital functions, are all extensions of pressure mediation and charges overlapping. We are complex magnets, not spiritual beings in the eternal non physical sense. That's what the dumb idiots who buy into the Jewish funded and promoted psycho-spiritual reality doctrines think. We've fully explored that and killed it off now. It's dead and long gone. The copemaxxers will say that expressing a desire to kill off the enemy is "low state" and yet here they are as pathetic fools who contribute nothing of higher safety and value to the world and support and promote delusions. They're the pathetic idiots, useless idiots. Useless morons with low perceptual bandwidth and have no fire in their chest to display power as their vitality would drive them to do if they had it. They'll all die off, thankfully. Eugenic aether doesn't maintain forms of lower order. Eugenic aether continues to eternally form higher order functions of itself as eugenic reproduction. That's how this all works fundamentally. Aetheric pressure gradient mediation, and that's why cutting through delusions all the way to the end and nourishing the vitality is the only way that works.

Here I am sitting in cold weather without much on and I'm feeling nourished. That's what the fire to destroy does. It wakes up your innate nature as a weapon of mass destruction and to get to work doing what you do best, what you're built for. You are a weapon. Make no mistake. You're a weapon to do warfare with, your intelligence is your highest form of that, next to physical capacity. The physical vitality feeds into and nourishes and makes more clear the inner insights that come from the clear wide perception of reality.

All the experimenting I've done to demonstrate this goes back to what I started with. #1. Genetic capacity, you cannot exceed this, which is why you cannot take a black tribesman and turn him into me even if you gave him decades to learn all of this. That black man is physically on a structural level incapable of understanding and will give up because he's not stimulated by it. I'm stimulated by higher functions of cognition and wider perception, I am moved because I have affinity for this within my Jing sequencing. That's the only reason why. If you're not acting then it's because it's not in you to do so. If you decondition through recognizing where you've been malnourished and deluded by the world, then that was a capacity that you opened up which was already there, though it was recessed and not clearly defined in you. You relied on insights from the people around you to provide that resonance, since the innate structures aren't sensitive enough to activate that perception which leads to your unique view on reality. This is why your view is second hand, and not coming from contemplation through observation and reasoning. You believe what I say because it stimulates, but it didn't come from you, so this capacity for higher function exists but it's very recessed. Not repressed, recessed. The ones who shine despite the conditioning and can filter through it are the ones who have stronger capacities for clear cognition, and so the other men will rely on this one highly intelligent person who generated these new insights out of their own nature for them to gain access to what that insight offers them. I can once again thank CJB for providing me the clarity on Jewish Kabbalah, since he's so adamant on being credited. Yeah yeah there have another shoutout.

So there we have it. Clear delusion free perception and highly nourished vitality. That's what makes you into a living weapon. Nothing else works to manifest. I've proven that beyond any doubt at this point and there's no arguments. If someone wants to claim that RS doesn't work then just throw them out and don't waste oxygen debating because they're incapable of clear perceptions despite being given a clear outline of all the details as to how and why. Their assumptions get in the way, which as I said before prevent 99+% of people from understanding RS. The reason why they're delusions and assumptions override the clear view that RS provides is because they're built to be stimulated by those views innately, those thematic, of there being a higher reality or power or nature of self that's non physical they can look up to instead of becoming the weapon themselves. These people are incapable of becoming weapons, and they'll NEVER reproduce eugenically because their Jing isn't strong enough with their polarities to make that happen. It's just how reality works. The men who are the most powerful weapons in the world get whatever they want and access to eugenic reproduction. Most of the ones who have the cash and appearance and such lack the intelligence though, the clear perceptions, they learn tricks from others and apply them with their vitality but they still cannot create anything new from within them. Their businesses that rake in multi 6 figures a month or whatever, that's just their path of least resistance towards attaining what they believe is eugenic capacity, If you lack the intelligence to generate unique insights about reality, to provide higher supply of order and be honorable and truly heroic as the highest value weapons are, then they'll get chosen by the lower quality women on the higher vitality levels. There's levels beyond what all these BP spaces talk about and that's what I'm aiming for, and you should too. Don't just aim for beauty, aim for eugenic capacity, someone with even higher intelligence and cunning awareness and clear perceptions who isn't deluded by the trash out there. This will create eugenic forms that are truly of the highest nature possible, either male or female, doesn't matter. You're creating the highest form of weapon possible with that life, and it was because that child to become that weapon of mass destruction took after what you already had within you.

Get schooled.

I am also 100% certain that female attraction links into non physical factors, and those who can perceive that will be stimulated by you and show interest in overlapping. the phenomena of thought transmission via thematic supply/demand translation and suggestion-stimulus works.

All the ignorant morons who preach "the world is but a shadow of the mind of God" are delusional trash and should be treated as such by anyone who's valuable enough to make that known.

I've seen this stick out to me here. There's a wider view of this issue I can write on here. Modern women in the west are obviously heavily conditioned, and they're warped in SO many ways, as have been discussed, but what underlies that is repression, just like the men. These women underlying all this social conditioning WANT to be feminine, it's THEIR NATURE, right? Men want to be weapons. Women want to hold that weapon and be safe knowing it's always there for her when needed. That's fundamental dynamics. So underlying all the social conditioning (which women are WAY more likely to conform to because it's their nature to fit in with what's perceived as safe and to promote it, even if underlying that they don't want to) is still a girl who wants to hold a weapon, as I say. The man is lacking to bring that out of her. This is what I was writing about before, about how a highly powerful example of masculine essence "wakes up" these girls, like it does to weak pathetic men who are conditioned and start getting their act together. They must also have this, where their innate nature gets stimulated by a display of some hot girl with her guy and she's instantly going to feel the lack of that and either cope or change. There must be a display of higher capacity, as I've even written in just the NG LOA context to resonate higher ideals of self, and this will activate the Jing if there's fire for that. She will see all the cope trash to deny and delude herself as to wanting a real human weapon and will drop the delusions and repression and allow herself to be someone who CAN safely wield that feminine essence.

The idea that it's ALL women who are the problem is STUPID, because both roles have been warped heavily. I see WAY too many IDIOTS talking about how it's XYZ problem and narrowly analyze it like an ignorant fool who's lacking wider perceptions, and only proves my point. The fact is that men aren't displaying functional masculine essence, there's no real heroic displays to kill off the filth that are doing this to us and that's why women are more repressed now than ever. Seriously. A rock solid father figure DISPLAYS the example for masculine power, and if that's not there then she'll be representing a lower form of that as what's expected. Her instincts will still kick in and she'll want all the safety and whatnot which is all they really want at the end of the day but they'll be warped in how they filter guys who only resonate to the degree that their father figure did. Without a solid display of power then their example is warped, that is the social conditioning that makes them EXPONENTIALLY MORE IMPRESSIONABLE to the Jewish social conditioning and other inclusivity agendas and how they're used by the enemy against us to make us even more repressed. The way out is to kill off the little pathetic boy and become the lethal weapon and display the most powerful form of masculine power imaginable, and the lucky girl who gets that will wake up to a self she never knew existed within her.

How do you break repression? You establish examples that resonate the Jing in a very clear and powerful way.

All these copemaxxers lack vitality and clear perceptions of reality and so they'll make excuses for why they're still getting rejected and cheated on, or worse. It's obvious how this works at this point. If you want the feminine to show up for you then you perform with competence as yourself to the capacity you have and you'll draw to you the - charge of that girl to your + charge. That's all about this manifesting game nothing else. So instead of trying to decondition the women through education, wake them up with a shock to their core from so much power on display they shut down the repression and do as we do and totally radically change for where our vitality naturally moves us. That's why you shouldn't perform to change them. You can't. You ONLY change them through a POTENT display of power that SHOCKS them just like you get smacked in the face when you see what you want and it makes you look at yourself differently. You know what did it for me. My drive to become the weapon is what woke me up. It was always there but I had to go HARDER into that. All the work I did all contributed to that moment, You're not creating insights out of nothing, so you don't need to cultivate more awareness since what you've already got is enough. You need more vitality. Work there and stimulate and suggest availability of power she can't put down. That's all there is. That's all you CAN do to get them to show up after all anyway.

Remember. Clocks ticking.

I see all these people writing about "the good men vanished" and trash. I see this as more cope. No there were never many good ones to begin with because they're all repressed and these people are making a precedent that's assuming that "good men" are the ones that don't live as human weapons, especially when the world is systematically repressed. The most masculine thing I ever did was accept the fact that there's an enemy to fight and kill and that skyrocketed my drive to destroy and be a higher form of myself. The so called good men as they say were never good to begin with, and the fact is that the only good men are the ones who aren't repressed and will compete at the highest level for the destruction of enemies in this world. Being a good little Jew slave and getting work and buying a home and being all safe and secure, that's not masculine. That's pathetic. It's on the scale but that's literally like the minimum that any guy should do. Beyond that is where the good men are established, and not just in the "treat them right" with honor and dignity and respect but the men who are going after this expectation that they think they need to be savages or whatever cope trash talk about, that's just revealing the fact that they want to fight the enemy but are too repressed to accept it because their desire to have some fight in them is conditioned to seeing only being abusive to women as the only example. That's what they're doing. They're setting an expectation that women want abusive guys, when in fact the abusive ones are the ones who have fight but they're socially destructive and have no higher moral compass and honor to creating a world around them that's functional. That's where I stand as an example. You have to be a fighter and on top be socially functional, and that's not meaning to fit in but to set your edge upon the social fabric and cut into it as you please and be willing to be attacked and still hold solid in your principles of higher order.

Man we're starting a revolution here. Who else has this doctrine? No one that I see. There's people that come close but nobody who actually has this whole view of reality. Am I going to become an SP coach? Who knows. I just know I can do a WAY better job than all these idiots. The only thing that matters is for men to be the lethal weapon, else you won't get to squeeze juice. That's as simple as it is. You want juice? Get real. Become the weapon that the abusive types are like except without an unrefined edge. You have the refined edge and destroy at the same time. Women want the destroyer, but if the destroyer is a parasite socially then they're going to suffer and the only "good men" are the destroyers with a social edge that's able to cut through the delusions. That's what I preach here on RS, not this cope trash to avoid having an edge. You MUST have an edge if you want to make the girls show up for you. NOTHING ELSE WORKS BECAUSE IT'S CHARGE DYNAMICS. Masculine energy is the ONLY thing that works, and the degree to which you carry this and suggest availability of that, in the unique composition that you and the girl are stimulated by, that will determine how juiced up she gets over your existence. That's it. There's nothing else. If you lack the edge you will NEVER get the juice. You CANNOT get the juice. It MUST be through a pure masculine power on display, as close to that as your innate nature expresses, in a heroic honorable functional way if you want her to stay. If you want juice then yeah, just be aggressive. Take your TEST cultivation to the max and go edge and get liver qi locked up and you'll get them showing up because you'll be suggesting dom power but you'll be unclear and lack frame that's functional. She'll be attracted to the facade and not the refined edge.

Your innate nature when you operate and feel the way you want to feel as I've explained, by being functionally the weapon you want to be, then they'll just show up and you don't have to try. They're going to be magnetically attracted. That's all you need to be. Be real as yourself and feel the way you want to feel which suggests supply and stimulates them to want overlap. That's really as simple as it is. Just don't buy into this trash about lowly creature guys coping for how dull their edge is. They get rejected because they're pathetic and these girls know that, so sharpen your edge and display that edge and the sheath will come over you, literally. Be the weapon that they want to put a sheath on, their only function in life is to put the most beautiful sheath over the refined edge that can slice through anything in the world. That's relationship dynamics. Nothing else. This doesn't mean being aggressive, or being "straight" all the time, but simply continuing to fixate on your journey as the most refined edge possible and to pull her up if she gets in the way of that. You CONTINUE to refine the edge WITH HER, EVERY DAY, and if she gets in the way then you threaten her safety by withdrawing power. She will think twice. you don't abuse her, you simply withdraw what you offer in the transaction, as in what you provide her as that refined edge (character), you don't give her free access to it and instead you simply go on continuing to refine with or without her and be willing to entertain more functional girls who want more of that. She'll refine if you're serious. Never be abusive and outwardly project power onto the girl because that's not really how you gain respect, they don't actually want that, they want that ON ACCESS and AVAILABLE, but not used ON THEM DYSFUNCTIONALLY. Right? That's what separates the trash who are abusive from the real men, the ones nobody seems to understand.

Also don't take what women say as the only thing they want. They want AVAILABILITY of that sharp edge, with all the nice stuff on top. Right? It's not all destruction and killing of enemies, there's romance included, and they want that balance. If you're only one sided then they'll either leave to get that or they'll cope and suffer. You only cope when you're delusional. If you're suffering it's because you're delusional, and or lacking on vitality to activate what's already in capacity waiting to come through.

Been contemplating on more efficient training methods using the alchemy we know from TCM. Stimulus is the goal. Functional growth stimulus that challenges the biology to expand into the genetic capacity. I believe that, assuming rest and recovery is the same over the board, it's going to come down to impact of stimulus and intensity in the shortest period of time possible. What does this mean? The training should dip into Jing, though the recovery will increase capacity. You need to basically just continue to apply pressure in a more and more and more intense way to the point of full on extreme challenge. This isn't about increasing TEST directly, but performance of the biology and the physical power. I know that more cortisol from massive pressure will dip TEST because they're inversely related but once again are we testmaxxing or are we actually training for performance and demonstration of power? If competence is your goal then testmaxxing isn't the way to go. We need to understand how this works. How cortisol as a stress response prevents growth vs optimal pressure. The simple fact is that the more you stress yourself WITH FIRE TO EXPAND on top of that (IE kidney yang and Jing still placing pressure to perform to a greater degree AKA masculine drive forcing adaptation) will in theory always result in further growth, as a mechanism, Doing FAR more work in a shorter time to a degree that's MORE pressure than you'd have faced before by a SIGNIFICANT amount then you'll be stimulating the growth response, provided the Jing and the kidney and the Shen are still on board. If you're lacking in Jing especially then you're dead meat and you'll end up in a stress response. Cortisol is mostly a depletion of available free to burn buffer of kidney Jing, yin, yang, spleen qi, general qi and blood, and liver blood. If you don't have these things then you're going to end up in a stress response. So the baseline available resources WHILE ALSO having a response from the Shen and the drive from the kidney yang that motivates further WILL to refine the weapon you are, THEN you'll be able to rapidly increase growth.

So getting vitality to a sufficient level in buffer, as in reserves are available, then you can train at max power as hard as possible for an extended time with more volume and intensity and you'll maximize growth. Don't bother with this whole "sets reps" idea I don't buy that you need a clear clean number of reps over time. If you like logging performance this way then have fun but the goal isn't to put a number on the level of stress and simply apply yourself all the way, regardless of it its one set more or way more than that. It's irrelevant. You simply want to strain the biology as hardcore as possible in a shorter time to the point that you're not burning up Jing and other substances. What we're trying to avoid is fire, liver fire with qi stagnation and empty kidney heat from depleting the anchoring substances that fuel recovery. Recovery makes this work. It's a balance of buffer to stimulus which restores to recover.

Overall, you train without ending up with a state of heat, which will destroy gains. You NEED yin to anchor yang where it needs to be for optimal recovery. We know that sleep matters the most really, so conserving yin will be necessary. We want stimulus of power and then rest. You also want enough volume to use all the buffer you have built else the stimulus won't grow much more power.

This should be our philosophy towards life.

I will go into a deeper decode on these mechanics on a current level in time when I've got a full systematic understanding of how intensity and volume relate to the substances and what to do to make the most gains. Ultimately though, no matter what, rest well. If you're stressed and not resting and have heat signs then you're going too hard, else you're not going hard enough. The real reason why everyone attacks volume is because when you're doing more volume you're going to eat into yin more often than not as I said which is more of an aerobic energy system and that will typically reduce sleep recovery since the substances used to grow the body are being eaten up, therefore you get into stress and TEST goes down and all the relationships with that associate. It's simply, do you have enough yin to support the breakdown and pressure you're putting yourself under. If you do, more intensity and more volume help, otherwise slow down until you can recover. If you lack yin, then cultivate and back off from training hard for a while. That's my view on this in a simple way. There's more to it on a current level that can be decoded but I will save that for later.

Don't stress too hard. Don't burn yin. You'll win.

I know from my past that both factors matter. Intensity is are you breaking performance limits and volume is how far can you take that performance limit over time, ideally without burning up yin and ending up in catabolic states where you decrease recovery. This is simply a relationship between yin and yang, and why you can't bypass this rule because it's physics, just like everything else. Even if you do one lot of sets to failure, and you can go some more after, without getting into a catabolic state, go for it. There's no rule that training needs to be done in one section of the day then all rest. I don't see how this is truly optimal in all cases, because from my experience, being highly intense over multiple times over the day till near failure, it produced results in me that got me pretty high performance when I was at peak. Need to shred me old self, absolutely become better in every way and destroy who I was so utterly that I look pathetic in comparison.

I've got a lot of work to do. Such big changes. Such little time @_@

Here's a view I think can take the stress and needless pathogenic intensity and heat out of this process. We need to keep things more fundamental in view. RS is massive and encompasses so much. For many years this kept me in needless pressure to have all these things swirling around in my mind 24/7. It was necessary to see through and create new insights but I wasn't balancing my state. I wasn't resting properly, I wasn't recovering. I don't think I recovered for years, literally I don't think I ever properly recovered because I didn't really sleep properly for YEARS. You can imagine what that would do when you're burning up yin all day every day for years and never restore it. That's how I got ruined so badly and PROPERLY recovering that vitality will be a real challenge.

Sinking charge over the day when you're not NEEDING to be intense matters. Carrying intensity 24/7 WILL burn up yin if it's not applied through implied involvement, AKA it's not acted on in any ways that's break you down in some way and or get work done that's going to lead to more resources on access.

If you get a view that's able to break down the core aspects and make it a simple sort of "list" in your mind, it'll be exponentially better than being agitated needlessly. You'll also fall into more agitation if you lack anchor. Lacking yin will ruin your stability, and this has to do with fasting from stimulus for example. Do work with the least pressure necessary. Feel the pressure and then act. Don't carry pressure that's needless into the act. If your heart is on fire then recognize that sensation when it's needless and sink charge. I went over before about the factor of burning the least amount of yin during the day to recover at night from the stimulus used to break yourself down and restore stronger than before. That's necessary. The cortisol is fire in the body, needless agitation is stress, unanchored heat pathogenically causing conflicts and burning up your substances. Learn to operate more from this stable charge.

This is honestly one of if not the most powerful hacks there is to vitality in general. This isn't necessarily going to reveal delusions, and if anything might keep them in place since more often than not you'll want to be highly activated to kill off those conditions provided they're not heat stemming from stagnation. Sinking charge was the most powerful thing I had. You want intensity that's anchored. If you don't have anchored intensity and you're trying to live from this intense feeling while lacking the anchor and it's agitating and you're not restoring fully and you're breaking down, then drop the intensity and restore yin so you can work with the regeneration cycle. Don't think you can bypass this because you can't. You will WANT to feel more intense and you'll find yourself justifying it but IFFFF you're already depleted on yin when you're sinking into intensity then you're GOING TO burn up yin and you'll end up being less vital in the long run. You might not consciously notice it in the short term but you will notice it long term. I know this from experience of having gone from near infinite vitality to next to nothing and waking up with pathogenic wind that gave me stoke like attacks. You CANNOT fake having anchored vital yang currents. You cannot do it you can ONLY sink charge and GRADUALLY restore the anchor so that you will be able to operate with intensity at baseline and not crash out and burn your ability to restore out.

Being yin deficient is the worst. It SUCKS. You can't train anything and everything you do leads you into breaking down. I couldn't even walk up a hill without the heat making my heart pound up in my throat and my head would spin and I'd have numb hands and cold feet. Yeah that's what happened to me when I was in extreme anxiety phase. It was because I was very pathogenically burned up from being too intense for too long and not restoring. That intensity helped me get out of trash circumstances but at the cost of deluding myself into holding onto needless conflicts still. Took me almost 3 months of FULL ON fasting from the world just to become somewhat functional again. Do not think you can bypass this reality. I'm dead serious if ANYTHING you should recognize is this. Your ability to restore in sleep IS CRITICALLY IMPORTANT. Even the NG SATS method works through releasing qi stag before sleeping to help restore vitality and aid in natural striving being available.

It's the most agonizing thing to have a spirit that's on fire and WANTS to be intense but it can't because it'll burn itself up. That's the WORST thing about it, at least for me. I was incapable of doing ANYTHING physical like I use to. The best I could do is qigong in my room for a few hours. That's how bad it was. I was afraid of driving because of the head spins, yet I made it work when needed. I ate next to nothing because my spleen was ruined so it's not like I needed to go out much anyway.

I'm telling you with all seriousness here, thinking you can become more vital without the ability to sleep deeply will destroy you. Sleeping deeply is arguably the most important factor for long term vitality, because it's what enables intensity to grow you more. Without sleeping well you cannot restore and you cannot make use of intensity over the day. You will be locked in and you'll waste year after year and age and you'll waste your life. It's the worst thing and watching it happen when I was stuck in the absolute worse place possible was so bad.

So #1. Sleep well.

I've got to cut it here there's SO much more in the next page the stupid page size is already cutting off.

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