Aetheraeon Notebook 43

You've got other quotes about being refined, and that's not character refinement like they want us to believe, but a refinement of the people as the plan.

"Isa 48:10 Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction. "

Faith in God in this view is more or less just faith in the plan of redemption for the Jews, which is acting this out in the world, because that's what they believe is necessary to complete this. They do worship divine beings too, delusionally of course, like the black cube of Saturn, which these Jews wear on their arms and heads that you see that they describe as symbolizing faith in God. It's insane.

I think this quote is pretty obvious.

"Psa 44:22 Yea, for thy sake are we killed all the day long; we are counted as sheep for the slaughter. "

Right there is something truly mind blowing. Sheep for the slaughter huh.

"Come to Our Help
Psa 44:1 To the chief Musician for the sons of Korah, Maschil. We have heard with our ears, O God, our fathers have told us, what work thou didst in their days, in the times of old.
Psa 44:2 How thou didst drive out the heathen with thy hand, and plantedst them; how thou didst afflict the people, and cast them out.
Psa 44:3 For they got not the land in possession by their own sword, neither did their own arm save them: but thy right hand, and thine arm, and the light of thy countenance, because thou hadst a favour unto them.
Psa 44:4 Thou art my King, O God: command deliverances for Jacob.
Psa 44:5 Through thee will we push down our enemies: through thy name will we tread them under that rise up against us.
Psa 44:6 For I will not trust in my bow, neither shall my sword save me.
Psa 44:7 But thou hast saved us from our enemies, and hast put them to shame that hated us.
Psa 44:8 In God we boast all the day long, and praise thy name for ever. Selah.
Psa 44:9 But thou hast cast off, and put us to shame; and goest not forth with our armies.
Psa 44:10 Thou makest us to turn back from the enemy: and they which hate us spoil for themselves.
Psa 44:11 Thou hast given us like sheep appointed for meat; and hast scattered us among the heathen.
Psa 44:12 Thou sellest thy people for nought, and dost not increase thy wealth by their price.
Psa 44:13 Thou makest us a reproach to our neighbours, a scorn and a derision to them that are round about us.
Psa 44:14 Thou makest us a byword among the heathen, a shaking of the head among the people.
Psa 44:15 My confusion is continually before me, and the shame of my face hath covered me,
Psa 44:16 For the voice of him that reproacheth and blasphemeth; by reason of the enemy and avenger.
Psa 44:17 All this is come upon us; yet have we not forgotten thee, neither have we dealt falsely in thy covenant.
Psa 44:18 Our heart is not turned back, neither have our steps declined from thy way;
Psa 44:19 Though thou hast sore broken us in the place of dragons, and covered us with the shadow of death.
Psa 44:20 If we have forgotten the name of our God, or stretched out our hands to a strange god;
Psa 44:21 Shall not God search this out? for he knoweth the secrets of the heart.
Psa 44:22 Yea, for thy sake are we killed all the day long; we are counted as sheep for the slaughter.
Psa 44:23 Awake, why sleepest thou, O Lord? arise, cast us not off for ever.
Psa 44:24 Wherefore hidest thou thy face, and forgettest our affliction and our oppression?
Psa 44:25 For our soul is bowed down to the dust: our belly cleaveth unto the earth.
Psa 44:26 Arise for our help, and redeem us for thy mercies' sake. "

That's the whole chapter. Do you notice what I see? It's another example where the core thread of being sacrificed comes up, sacrificed and cast out and killed off to be redeemed. What do you think this means? The psycho spiritual gurus would say it's your multiple iterations, but is that the case? NG hasn't mentioned this scripture as far as I know.

I mean right here we have a discussion of political classes, where the heathen are cast out by God too, I proved that the heathen are considered animals from my original dual seedline study. You know what Epstein called us in various emails? Goyim. Yeah, animals, chattle to be herded. They heard their own too, which is what happens when Jews are killed off, which many were over time to justify these acts of Zionism. It's a political and psychological playscript, but it's interpreted as psycho-spiritual since that's the PERFECT way of explaining to the herd animals what it means without raising eyebrows. They put this out and promote guys like Jung who follow along with the alchemy here, and preach "individuation" as a spiritual concept. I agree with the principle of individuation but as an attainment, nope. You don't ever really get there, because how would you ever measure that? Individuation more or less is eugenic reproduction, in effect, and you could extend that to living as the highest you can but that's still very subjective.

Jacob here is mentioned, and Jacob is a crypto Jew who tricks Esau (the root of Edom who will be extinguished and left for stubble AKA US) into "giving up their birthright" which is meaning their life essence. The Jews believe that we contain vital essence that's not belonging to us, and so this inheritance can also be interpreted, depending on context, to be the life in the vessels that they must fully release to rectify creation. That's their Kaballalistic view of the goyim and why they're psychopathy about killing everyone off. In white Israel this is God killing off all the aliens for our superiority to shine, so flip the roles and you have it right there. It's the same doctrine, Jewish supremacy. I mean Jesus calls non Jews dogs and swine, which is derogatory terms Jews use to describe goyim. Also remember that Egypt was called a heifer in itself, a cow,

"Jer 46:20 Egypt is like a very fair heifer, but destruction cometh; it cometh out of the north.
Jer 46:21 Also her hired men are in the midst of her like fatted bullocks; for they also are turned back, and are fled away together: they did not stand, because the day of their calamity was come upon them, and the time of their visitation. "

Egypt is like modern Rome, the exodus cycle, manufactured persecution, where Jews are going to be viewed as the enemy and will need to flee. It's happened many times in history and I believe it'll start in Europe again, just as it always did in the past. It's also said that the mercenaries of Egypt are like fattened bullocks, AKA well fed and ripe for the slaughter.

"Mat 5:22 But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire. "

This is Jesus himself saying that people calling someone raca, which "raca" means fool, will be in danger of hell fire. Isn't that warming. Well I guess I'm a bad Israelite. Also remember that Nineveh means "whore" where Jonah went to preach repentance to the animals there. I remember there's a verse in Jonah that clearly indicates that people are considered animals there.

Ran out of time. Can't finish work. On a tight schedule. Again..

Just more thoughts on radical actions and such, which change things fast, but again, what expectations do you follow and how far are you willing to go? The more root pressure you feel, the more you'll WANT to act, which primarily will be moved from kidney-heart connection but if it's agitated it'll be liver heat and liver stag, where you'll want to explode, and you'll feel frustrated. If you're in frustrated energy then it's likely deep compromise.

I actually find that it's interesting because when you think about things you don't have that you really want, you end up feeling frustrated, BUT ALSO that will drive you to WANT TO move and act radically, often to your detriment if you just go wild with it. That kind of massive root pressure that builds that you want to just go and sprint through the forest with and just get it all out, it's liver qi stag, where the vitality is running up against repressed natures. I will argue in MANY cases, this is simply a lack of real dom role in life, where you WANT to make those decisions and be spontaneous but can't. If it's the opposite, as in your Shen is weaker, you'll more often feel like you want to jump off a cliff and not act radically to get what you want, because you won't even feel what you want is available. The difference between these, liver qi stag that's coming from a pretty strong kidney meridian, vs heart qi lack, it will make you feel the will to cut through conditions to release the pressure, vs giving up on trying to cut through conditions in the first place. That's a major difference, it's more liver based rooted with kidney warmth, as in TEST or dopamine, probably TEST, is driving the aggression, which likely is tied with this feeling of repressed expression of what those currents entail. I will interpret this as someone who's most likely putting a logical condition over spontaneous involvement, an expectation that doing X will result in bad outcome, even though what's behind X is what you want. If it's coming from a false expectation to be someone you're not however, AS IN you're trying to live up to an expectation your mind thinks is necessary, and your logic is narrowed onto being identified with what that will mean, which I'll say more often than not is about a consequence you feel is stronger than the involvement, real or falsely perceived, then you will end up feeling this stuck exploding need to act and be spontaneous energy and it'll make you struggle to sleep and all that.

Do keep in mind that this function is not TEST itself, it's a function of TEST as an amplifier, where the condition is the real repression. Having high TEST doesn't make you feel frustrated more at your stagnation, but it'll more be that you're conditioning the involvement that these hormones will drive you to involve with, AKA competition as a primary thing, or sexual involvement, or anything that's highly physically active. Primary view I will say is you're landing in a lower power dynamic than how you could be, and when this view comes up, see yourself as beyond the lacking dynamic, in the lower power role, where you feel inferior, and I can bet that the stagnation will sink down. It's that you're perceiving a feeling of being unable to get what you want, and the felt barrier is the role dynamic where you're the lower one, and you identify with that feeling of being lower.

Listen. LISTEN. Before I go. Pay attention here. You are FEELING the EXPERIENCE of the IMPLICATION of being in a LOWER ROLE relative to what you want, where the LOGIC of that implication, unconsciously (pathway cascades that derive somatic reality from associated conditions before the conscious mind is able to see them FOR WHAT THEY ARE AKA LIVE IN A HIGHER STATE FUNCTIOANLLY) is making you narrow scope and buy into what FURTHER NARROWS your view into that lower role dynamic. You're IDENTIFYING with that role, that weak cucked role, by accepting this stag, so when you feel it, it's implying your role relative to what you want is lower and your body is manifesting this somatically as frustration, liver qi stag. it's vital current that's locked up behind a role that you perceive isn't capable of playing that role, and you lock yourself up into this "I want to explode" feeling. You'll seethe with it, and that IS BUYING INTO THE LOGIC, the feeling itself is a manifestation of the implied logic relative to where you want to be, and often when you see something that represents a barrier that's binding you out of being the one you want to be who has the thing, then you'll trigger into qi stag and manifest this feeling.

That's what's REALLY going on and WHAT you're buying into, IDENTIFYING with, and explaining those mechanics, if you widen the scope then you bring in logic that CLEARLY sees the dynamic of the role, and then you bring into the context how things really are, as in is this actually necessary to buy into because I'm feeling this right now, which the logic and justification is "I'm smaller than I want to be" effectively, which if you see a way to restore a higher state, a more dom role who can own life and conquer enemies and be competitive and whatnot and play that role, then you won't WANT to buy into that frustration, though you will still want to act, but not from this agitated state, AS MUCH. The act will come from a more balanced place, which is ALWAYS BETTER, no cope. Making decisions when you're grounded is far more clear for implications to be cultivated then making from trash states. You can still make progress in low states but your social signal will emanate "I'm stuck and frustrated and probably resentful" type energy, which you don't want. More often you'll have seeming back luck show up here, but if you make those decisions there to lead into acts that actually resolve the condition then you can do that, but if you seethe in it then you will most likely end up with results like signs, EVEN IF you get PARTIAL results, BECAUSE the social signal will scare people off long term. It's just what I've seen happen over and over and people get in trouble. I'm almost certain that many acts people make that lend them into being stuck here, it's going to be from this view of things. Won't work.

Anyway I'm out of time for now. Maybe later night entry. It's more of the same stuff but I want to go over this stuff again and get it all out so we'll see. I got heaps of root pressure and I'll wake up with tons tomorrow probably.

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Aetheraeon Notebook 43

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