Aetheraeon Notebook 46

Oh boy. Sheldrake also has said that apparently mothers who breast feed their baby is proof of mind sharing. He said that when the mother gets "ready" for "milking" if I can say that, then it's like they just know when the baby wants it. Well yeah, but that's also explained with other things too. How is this proof of morphic resonance? I don't see many of the examples he lists he as real evidence of his model at all, which I've already established anyway, but he does raise some interesting points, like when he said that people with "mental illnesses" can experience poltergeist phenomena, yeah I can SOMEWHAT believe that, but not in the sense of chairs flying in the room or whatever. Creaking in the house, or lights flickering, or sounds, or things like that, yeah I can agree because it all connects to the established mechanics that I've mapped over the years to this stuff. That's all very common to happen, probably at least 15-20% of the time I'd say, specifically when it's being induced through advanced gazing.

Wow I just figured out why my YT was SO SLOW. Vid IQ was bringing my max OC 285k PC with the fastest ram you can run this chip with max overclocked to 8800mhz with tuned timings and everything and it was SLOW AS HECK it was making me wonder what was wrong with my system It was hitching and freezing and slowing down and it was ONLY when I had a YT vid up in a normal window. When I'd open one in an in private window which doesn't have plugins enabled it's smooth as butter and instantly responds to any input. As soon as I enable the Vid IQ plugin to check video stats, I immediately have my whole PC and especially my YT chug to a crawl. I can't scrub the video at more than like 2 FPS and I can't even pause it without like a 2-5 second delay and the same goes with fullscreening. THIS IS ON THE FASTEST PC YOU CAN BUY and it was CHUGGING SO BADLY.

Here I was thinking my GPU driver was the issue so I uninstalled the driver completely with DDU in safe mode and reinstalled it without the stupid NVidia app. Since they deleted my NVidia control panel which use to be super lightweight to run, I've kept the "NVidia app" disabled, because it's useless to me. It's like the new GeForce experience if you use to run an older GTX GPU back in the day.

Anyway, There's a bunch of trash science that's being used to promote psycho-spiritual ideas. We've got this, and mythology, and the seeming OBEs that people claim is proof of spiritual dimensions, JUST BECAUSE they experience that and INTERPRET it through that lens. Well it's all predictable based on biochemical interactions, which TCM can be translated into for the most part, and we KNOW that it's not really travelling in other bodies because nobody has ever reliably reproduced experiments where they can remote view or anything like real ESP without it being spontaneous, which indicates it's a whole different mechanism.

The amount of data gone through on here is enormous. Truly enormous.

Nobody in this NG LOA space can say they're more experienced. They're not. I've seen everything they have and more. Nothing these people say overturns any of the facts established. You can be the judge for that yourself, I showed the data, and I gave my rake. That's what this is about.

I really wanted to make my mind up ASAP to conclude TRULY if there was any form of alchemical reality at all, or any real proof of ESP or whatever else, and no matter where I look, it's just not there. I really don't even think the alchemy stuff is what they claim it is either. The physics stuff I went over to interpret through an alchemical lens had too many holes as well, even if some things did make sense, but the cosmology for that implies other things need to connect too, which would be a whole other task in itself, like mapping biological structures. These NG LOA cope coaches don't think about any of this, like someone who's low IQ would do clearly, or is a grifting lying fraud who doesn't care about the facts and sees no value in proving anything that's not profitable. The conclusions that I really WANT to draw at this point is that there is no real proof of spiritual bodies of any form whatsoever, consciousness is 100% local and 100% based on brain function.

I just have no way to put it other than, there's no reliable evidence when you really look into all the details, every detail. The one story that sounds somewhat convincing to me and would be a bit of a stretch to explain with RS would be the one OBE about the guy who saw a coin on top of a monitor in the operating room when he couldn't have seen it unless he was floating above his body. That to me is one of the only stories that thematic somatosensory translation can't explain reliably, so I could flog it off as context sharing, which still explains it as manifesting mechanics, which is almost always the case, but IS THIS AN EXCEPTION? I DON'T KNOW, but it's VERY LIKELY NOT and that it's one fluke case that appears to be unexplainable in a CLEAR and OBVIOUS way. The other NDE cases I went through have what I'd say are easy explanations using the RS mechanics. The surgeon who was flapping his arms like a bird from the view of the patient when he was out of his body in my eyes still isn't really proof but some think it is. Lots of surgeons will do this to maintain hygiene and not to touch anything with their sanitized gloves on, so I don't see that as real proof. It could've been a somatosensory translation or just like the guy who saw his parents cooking dinner at home or whatever it was, that's just habitual expectation translated into an experience, That's not proof of anything. The Pam case is still easy to explain, oh and I also want to correct something, I said it was clicking every 10-11 seconds or so but no it was 11.6 times a second or 11. something per second because I went over the details again when trying to prove myself wrong. I found it was very frequent very loud clicks, but the other ear had a very very quiet tone that's very easy to hear through, and when you're unconscious your body doesn't filter sounds like how you'd interpret with your conscious mind. It still has the ability to interpret sounds and translate them even through just one ear with a tone going on. I have loud fans running in my room sometimes and I can still hear sounds outside in my dreams when I wake up, so it's not something that's impossible like the NDE buffs claim. Guys like Greyson think it was "impossible" for her to hear the music playing and the conversations, but this was playing BEFORE her blood was drained and her brainwaves went flat, so no it's NOT an NDE. It's a translation, that's not up for debate I've seen this happen so many times I know exactly how this stuff works and how it translates, usually at least.

So really, there's no evidence. Flukes like this to me don't prove anything, the coin on the monitor. I don't see that as real proof of NDEs being real as they float out of their body invisibly and see the world around them. Every time this happened in the AWARE study the images on ipads placed around the room were never mentioned by the patients. Terminal lucidity we've gone over many times, where people claim that this is proof of NDEs but it's not it's well known in TCM to occur just before death even if the body is totally destroyed.

So what proof is there for this stuff? I've looked all over and I don't see anything that's what I'd consider really hard hitting. The best is the coin that the guy saw in his NDE, but that's a fluke and I've gone through dozens of these NDE stories and found no other cases that to me seem unexplainable outside of RS terms. You CAN still explain that with RS as a manifestation but that's a stretch if I'm honest, which is why I consider this the best evidence for it, since it's an item he wouldn't have seen, unless he did and we just don't know. It's possible he did see it somehow, like after surgery for a moment, I don't know, but this case most likely has a clear explanation outside of spiritual experience since every other case seems to as well.

If you think you've got real proof that can challenge RS then bring it on. I'll analyze it and see what comes up. Anyone who promotes universalist ideas of what you believe you experience in this spiritual reality idea, I will dismiss you, simply because I've spent years studying this and found zero proof for that to be the case. You think it is because you've not done the work I've done to see all of this. If you went over all this data and reasoned through it all and what it proves or not, you'd say the same thing. None of that is real. It's cope to assume that.

Just went over more of my own personal state streak notes on somatosensory experience and thinking and values and whatnot like how I relate to expectations and conditions, and I can say that overall it's that when you're in context of breaking massive barriers and crossing thresholds of limitation, you'll almost always end up feeling the heat in your body. I use to interpret this as purifying fire activating on an alchemical level, but really it's just a neuroendocrine response. The logic only leads you deeper into it, you justify the change more, and it's the conflict between values and conditions against that which makes the pressure surface so strongly. Without that then you don't feel it as much, which is expected.

Mapping all of these connections in a clear and easy to understand way, using wu xing, as ways to lead context and justify the solution through tonification or draining or qi moving or whatever will be the goal, and thus an exact method can be applied. You know I use to talk about getting that system all sorted out, but I've been continuing to refine my internal understanding of it without needing to draw from TCM notes.

Look I just want to make the claim.

There's in my eyes overwhelming evidence against there being any psycho-spiritual or spiritual or even likely an alchemical reality that we experience. That's NOT to validate the conventional views in so called "science" because there's plenty of holes there too, many of which the psycho-spiritualists will point out and focus on very hardcore as proof of their opposing view, when in fact the reality is on neither side.

One of the things I also need to make obvious to people is the SR space being so hyped up, and many of them mention Ayurveda or they mention Daoist alchemy as the 100 year cycle of turning the light and whatnot. Yeah I read through many Daoist alchemy texts when I was in my extreme anxiety phase. I use to sit next to my bed in my quiet room without any tech going for ages and I literally went through thousands of pages of books. There's a book store that has old books for cheapo basically 5 mins drive from me. I found lots of stuff there. Some of those books were incorrect about things which I didn't know at the time, but I've gone deeper and deeper into all of this and I am coming to disagree with what many of these people think is going on. It's entirely biochemical effects. Fasting from the world in general even without SR and you go for multiple rounds daily with a girl, you'll have less impacts on vitality than you think, SO LONG as you're NOURISHING YOURSELF and living optimally. Your Jing SHOULD regenerate in deep sleep IF you're nourished enough for that to work.

I think that beyond 10 days there's less benefits from this because you'd have reached the plateau of your dynamism for that phase. The only benefits from there is slight amplifications in various receptor sensitivities. Beyond that it's really no gain, but people hype up the 90-100 day cycles.

When I had that phase of having enormous root pressure there it was like an endless never ending supply of energy. It wouldn't stop. I was like on fire, literally.

When you think about it, seriously, you can argue that SR in general as a sort of rule is Jewish. I mean that's where much of this stuff comes from, for better or worse in various situations.

The Pagans didn't see it like this really at all, it wasn't something even considered. Generally there wasn't as much of a contrast back then anyway.

I remember reading about Kellogg of all people being the original promoters of "genital cutting" and also restraining any sexual experiences. He promoted this strongly in fact, I read over that way back in like 2017-18 or whenever I was going deeper into the history of this stuff. You know what people promote genital cutting? Jews. Yeah. Filth. Human filth. Human filth promote this trash.

Why is celibacy seen as a virtue by almost all psycho-spiritual texts? Well I told you like a week or 2 or whenever ago. It's because increased neuroendocrine dynamism corresponds to more Jing and activating root pressure to manifest these experiences stronger, AND that it serves the enemy by keeping your energy conditioned into expressing in a "safe" way. These filthy Jews had all kinds of disgusting "things" they were into, like they'd host these "spank parties" if I can call them that. You'll find that people who engage in this stuff often have desires repressed and they have to force it on people. Almost always when someone tries to impose a standard onto others and then hide it in secret it's usually some form of underlying desire that's been expected to keep secret. They really want that because it's stimulating but they can't because of the justified states against that.

I've found data that suggests Zoroastrians were the source that made Jews so against sexual experiences and solo stuff,

Also apparently Jews use to be poly as in one man multiple wives. I need to dig deeper here, but we'll see. I know that they planned to slow down fertility and whatnot, which we see perfectly playing out right now and it's accelerating so, there's no way this is the whole story. The whole point back then was like how classism played a role in stimulating activities, where if you didn't have what we can call a slave to get stimulated with, literally a girl as a slave, then you were considered someone who's self touch. It wasn't really looked down on like it is now, it was more so an expression of being low class, which meant being poor and having little to no relations because of that. Not having a girl wasn't seen as a lack of appearance like what LMAXX promotes now, but classism, as in real social status and wealth. Were you an elite or not.

I remember when I told my GF about SR and stuff and she thought it was weird, like why would anyone do that. Well unless you're already deficient on Jing, there really is no loss. No cope. The ancients who wrote this stuff about delicacy as the virtuous life were telling you to do that so you'd be more likely to experience these visions and whatnot, as well as how it was an extension of how weak they were, and how they projected their experiences onto everyone about how this is important. Yeah when you're starved and weak and don't have a social life and have power in life and strive to build great things like what I'm doing here, then you WILL lack sexual fire and you WILL make celibacy more important than it really is. So that's my take on it after about a decade of experience with this stuff and having the intelligence to know what's real and what's not.

Oh I just felt that sensation again, a high contrast yet "opening" feeling. It's wild. I need to catalog all of these currents and what led to them. I'm SO AWARE of all of these moments now, that's seemingly how I can trace the specific thought that led to an outcome in advance. It's very clear.

I felt this sensation in my solar plex mostly that warmed and moved up to the chest, along the vagus nerve of course, which ended up leading this thought deeper into "you can be anyone" type thing, but from the view that Jewish supremacists are inevitably going to die in the end. It was like a "you have permission to end your enemies" as a spontaneous sensation that led from justification around "why not". So yeah this stuff is in fact the mechanisms. If the bible or any of these texts from our past are so fantastic then why has nobody decoded them into what I'm talking about? None of these books can be about manifesting, NONE, else I WOULDN'T BE HERE RIGHT NOW!

No. NO WAY. These so called wise books are ANYTHING BUT. I've been up and down on this as I go deeper into all of this stuff, but I tell you, I swear, you will never find the "truth" in these books. YOU WILL NOT, you will only find how these people thought about life from their day. That's not the reality. When you know mechanics you can be critical of anything these people wrote out and tear it to shreds and replace it with what we know to be true surrounding it.

Most of my audience don't WANT that to be true but it is. Get over it. Cope harder. It's just reality. Unless you can provide a more clear interpretation that provides all the mechanics I've recognized as real in those texts in the details I've explained, then shove off and get out of my sight and stay stupid. I don't care. You are wrong and you can't disprove the mountains of data I've gone through. You can rage all you like, but it's the fact. I've done the work, I have the experience, you have less than 10% of my experience AT MOST, really 99.9% have less than 1% of my experience, yet they judge my work thinking they grasp it when they don't and really can't because they're too stupid and can't be critical of their own views when presented with something that threatens their current status quo, because truth is not valued. Socioeconomic status is valued, or being virtuous, or being a part of some group who believes something, or just having a certain belief in reality that they ASSUME is correct, often from just a handful of sources or experiences that shape their whole life path. That's pathetic.

18/10/26

Damn this there's so many conflicting states I've got to deal with. Jewish supremacy being the primary one that's always the biggest thorn in my side. IT SUCKS that I've got to deal with all of this trash. The clock is ticking and we inch day by day closer to extinction of our people by the Jewish filth. It's not even about how to show up on cam anymore but how to reconcile the dynamism between the state of wanting to ruthlessly kill off Jews and yet still do this work and whatnot. I have no real life social anchor for this, it's all internally, so I can't rely on anyone else as a mirror to suggest that role. I get distrust from people in NG LOA more now than ever before and people always want answers from me for free if they want my time. NO If you want my time you're paying through the ears for it. I've given out probably over 100 hours over the years for free to people, or more, and I simply don't care anymore to give free time out, yet when I reminds these people to show up with the cash for my time instead of sending me long emails or whatever with lists of questions they think I can't answer, they bail out and never show up again. They just want their beliefs either confirmed or denied depending on the dynamic, and yet when I provide free time they often don't show up again either way, so the dynamic was always parasitic. In a vast majority of the time it's someone wanting to confirm their conflicts because that's justifying the lower state they dwell in the most.

People are squeezed more than ever now, so cash for most people is tight, and I can't get afterpay working overseas still despite it working in Aus.

I saw Violet Daze show up in the posts section on the home screen on YT when I went to check comments overnight and she's up to a massive amount of popularity despite offering useless subs that do nothing of benefit aside from if they suggest the dynamic. I teach people to fish, they throw bones to the dogs and get gold bars thrown their way while offering nothing of real value. AI could easily take their place and people wouldn't have any clue. No AI could replace what I do here.

The state simply has too many conflicts, primarily Jewish supremacy, but I CANNOT ignore that reality, so I either mediate it into a lighthearted state, gain more social experience surrounding that subject and ignore it with those people to get streaks where I can suggest supply for the people who want that type of dynamic where I can be profitable, or somehow reconcile this stuff internally. You see so many of these people who get big in NG LOA simply don't care about a wider view or being vital for this world, so they don't have these conflicts to manage. It's easy, and that's how I felt when I started this stuff off in 2022-2023 when I felt lighter. I felt like there was no big burdens, I decided to "let go" of trying to kill off the enemy, despite wanting that a year or so earlier. I couldn't be consistent with the state of being in supply of the currents desired and yet play other roles. It's like there's this necessity to be multiple people in life, to get what I need. It's just bleh, at least from within the view of the conflict.

I've got a pretty solid record of what suggests what states, so I can see what I'd need to do to make the most of what I have, though there will always still be a degree of conflict, because if there was no Jewish supremacy conflict to manage and I didn't have to kill off as many Jews as possible in the Chabad circles then it wouldn't be an issue. In fact, I'd have talking points to gain support from by being actively involved in revealing those things, because history would've already been set with that precedent from the filth being exterminated. I'd get support for talking about the bible as a Jewish playbook of supremacism and exterminating their enemies.

I guess the somatosensory sensations of the qi stag contribute somewhat, so that's a thing. There's just conflicts in all angles you feel when you're there, even though it's not always obvious that they're not necessarily important or as big as they'd seem on the spot. Shifting somatosensory awareness by physically moving qi would be the easiest way to open that width, gazing likely won't help as much if it's qi stag.

I just hate the fact that nothing I say is agreeable in this space really, it's all challenging the status quo, so I've got to dance on ice not to suggest triggers to the idiots who can't understand anything beyond "feeling" good.

I've already proven just in the last week with the written posts, the ones that get the most attention are the ones that hype people up. The ones that are technical don't get support, even though they should hit the hardest because it's teaching people how to fish.

When I said before that I could use social mirroring to my advantage to get streaks, I wonder if that's a combination of qi stag and shen boosting at work or if it's just the qi stag. I feel it's a bit of both, but I bet that moving like a fighter jet would probably expand by somatosensory state to elevate shen anyway, and if it's done socially, even more.

That's what I think a lot more people need than they recognize. I suggested to an older client who wanted some more help when they reached out to do this. They ignored my advice, despite knowing it would help them. People just can't see how this stuff moves qi, and that's my issue, they don't understand that when I say to do stuff like this, I'm not using it as a sort of placebo ritual to help them feel better. It's entirely to work these mechanics, but no even my own high paying clients don't always trust me because they can't see through the conflicts even when I point out the mechanics and why they're feeling these conflicts. I explain the somatosensory stuff through the thematic current TCM meridian dynamic level, but no it still doesn't hit, so am I just stupid or are these people unable to recognize the benefits to such involvement? Most people ACTUALLY WANT that, but when they're in qi stag states, they can't see that. If you take them out of that box and just throw them into the experiences I'm talking about, they'd open up, they'd have mirrors for higher Shen and qi stag would go away. They'd likely sleep better. It's just regulating overall. Since I've been more stagnant and isolated lately I find myself narrowing into these views and buying in for a short time before seeing that I'm just viewing from a stag state, but it still doesn't solve the very real conflict of Jewish supremacy being an issue.

I think MANY cases of people buying into excuses are coming from a combination of somatosensory suggestions that amplify the justification for the conflicts automatically in itself, and on top of that, it'll further narrow their thinking into that view and they'll build story around it.

That's what's going on. I'm sure if you look at your own life you'll see this too. But I'm still at a spot where RS is losing credibility even amongst people who use to follow me for years before, simply because I don't line up with what they seem to think it should be, or that I deny spiritual stuff now with massive amounts of data behind my reasoning for that. They're really unable to prove their points, no real justification against my position has been made, it's just distrust, either as a mirror of my own dynamic in itself on a social signal level, which is unlikely especially for this type of work and their more intellectual level view, so it's more likely that I'm not stimulating them to feel the way I use to, thus they go study something else, that's going to further justify what's already seen as real to their view.

Honestly the theory that ancient people weren't conscious does seem to make a lot of sense all things considered. This would line up with how manifesting works too. I believe these so called wise ancient people were really just describing sensations that they could categorize and explain with mythology. Now look where we are thousands of years later. I had to spend years going through all this stuff ASSUMING there was some hidden code for reality built in. Nope. That's not the case. If you think so, prove it to me. Show me your evidence. I have gone through a ton of data, not all of it, but I have a habit for pattern recognition beyond you my reader, so I don't need to go through EVERYTHING, but I did go through A MAJORITY of data out there IN DETAIL. Nobody can say I learned off some random person's analysis and I took it to heart. No I studied sources for years, unlike almost everybody who makes claims about there being a psycho-spiritual reality. There's almost ZERO people in that camp who could explain these details. It's always common talking points regurgitated, just like NG LOA, it's all the same stuff. Unless you have the experience I've got to around that, you won't relate or see what I'm talking about.

Also Vid IQ is broken. The performance SUCKS. I've got the fastest PC money can buy, except maybe a 5.2ghz 14900k PC with 8000mhz ram since ringbus is faster and the single core speed isn't really a bottleneck, but it's the fastest pretty much and it's still unable to handle it. The plugin is VERY SLOW to the point of causing the whole PC to stutter and feel sluggish. If yours runs fine like mine did for a while up until it stopped running ok, well it's only a matter of time until it won't. My old ryzen PC chugged like you wouldn't believe. Even this editor lagged. Modern applications are HORRIBLY unoptimized to the point where it's almost insane to consider how bad it is.

What if the Jew is the race that clings to the spiritual and in their inferiority seeks to manifest their will on all of us through extinction events on all people, especially us, the light people who are superior. The ones who built the world and who without we couldn't be talking together now. It was the minds of our people who built this.

If you're in EU, you're going to have everything go to hell if it's not already with all the third world filth that are flooding your nations. It's sick. How can this be stopped? Eradicate all the leadership involved ASAP. Extermination of Jewish leadership #1 make their heads spill oceans of red mist out into the lands and paint the walls and floor with it. It needs to be brutal, but the third world trash will oppose us since they benefit, and the idiots that support universalism and whatnot that goes with it, they're also going to stop us, so we will never win with votes or popular acceptance and any attempts to make a real movement out of this will be shut down unless that person already has an enormous audience and has other big players on board. So without that, don't even try to change things from the populist level, that won't work. That's a delusion. It's basically impossible at this point, so as I've been saying for a long time, we kill off the enemy directly. It's FAR FAR easier this way too, we kill off and exterminate these Jews and make them fully go extinct permanently. Their whole lineage needs extinction. Children included. Ruthlessly exterminate everything involving Chabad and leave nothing left, that's how I see it. Why leave the parasite any room to breathe when its designed to destroy you and suck the life out of you? If you can't handle that fact then you're not cut out to see reality for what it is and are part of the problem.

I don't want to go rant mode on how useless 99.9999999999999% of people are in this game we're talking about here because they lack experience and can't justify it, but the simple fact is that almost nobody in these spaces who thinks they're seeing through the system is really there, nor will they pull the trigger if the opportunity arises. I've been dreaming of that day for ages, that's why I started building weapons back in 2021, because I wanted this to end. You don't see that, so unless you too desire the extinction of these people, then you really don't see the threat at hand.

I've had SO MANY people send me very bad feedback from this stuff, and I'm sure it's gotten out in many NG LOA groups, and my cred will be negative in some spaces, but it's not all, and so I can't cope and deny what's necessary, with this regard that is.

I've been talking about BRICS rising in power for years now, but nobody took that serious. It's rising in power to BE THE REASON TO CAUSE WAR, which furthers the Bolshevik plans. You fools have no experience and can't see the obvious, yet you attack me for being "racist" or whatever stupid comments to shut down discussion. Yeah now I know what the people who talk about getting shut down feel, it's the same treatment, you get no voice or reason to speak, yet you spend years mastering your art to the point of perfection. That's WHY they shut you down, because there's nothing else left. This is also a big part of why I don't bother with talking online, because 99+% of people watching stuff against Jewish interests are idiots as well and still just follow the leader. These people are majority herd animals too, so don't think I support them too because I don't in a vast majority of cases. It's the individuals who do work like this and prove it without needing a leader to follow that I'm interested in. The ones who just parrot leaders aren't people I'm interested in, and if I made videos, I'd become that leader, with a bunch of fools who just follow the leader because of how you make them feel, just like in NG LOA, but for a different subject. There's no real intelligence there, it's just regurgitae maxima.

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